! 206. THE LIBRARY OF THE UNI RSITY OMNIBUS ARTIBUS COMMUNE VINCUL * OF MINNESOTA CLASS BOOK 812L435 ОО KILBURNS I can tell you if you are not capable of deciding. Page 7. $500. PRIZE SERIES WHENKILBURNİSİ Derrick del BOSTON D. LOTHROP & Co. OLIVE LORING'S MISSION. BY ANNIE M. LAWRENCE. 66 AUTHOR of LIGHT FROM THE CROss.' Boston: Published by D. Lothrop & Co. Dover, N. H.: G. T. Day & Co. UNIVERSITY O MINNESOTA LIBRARY Entered, according to Act of Congress, in the year 1871, BY D. LOTHROP AND L. R. BURLINGAME, In the Office of the Librarian of Congress, at Washington. Gift $410 8126435 Oo FINDING THE WAY CONTENTS. CHAPTER I. PAGE CHAPTER II. AUNT HETTY 21 CHAPTER III. NEEDED AT HOME 32 CHAPTER IV. PATIENCE AND PERSEVERANCE 50 CHAPTER V. HELPING WORDS 65 CHAPTER VI. MUTUAL HOPES 74 CHAPTER VII. CHRISTMAS SURPRISES 84 CHAPTER VIII. TWO GATHERINGS 95 CHAPTER IX. HAPPENINGS 107 CHAPTER X. BROADENING WAYS 139 634470 Contents. CHAPTER XI. PAGE. INTO THE LIGHT 157 CHAPTER XII. NEWS FROM ABROAD 177 CHAPTER XIII. UNDER CURRENTS 199 CHAPTER XIV. HOME PICTURES 212 CHAPTER XV. DOWN BY THE SEA 237 CHAPTER XVI. WALKING WITH GOD 258 CHAPTER XVII. PARTING GLIMPSES 275 Olive farin me Comings mission OLIVE LORING'S MISSION. CHAPTER I. FINDING THE WAY. HE moon was slowly rising, a per- fect sphere of light, from behind the forest crowned semicircle of hills that bounded three sides of the little village of Lakeville; while the lake, giving name to the village, nestled among green meadows on the fourth side, and caught on its smooth surface the silver lines of light, and tossed them back multi- plied in beauty. ད ما ما Olive Loring's Mission. Just out of the village, and a little to the right, a huge, gray mass of rock lifted itself far above the nearer landscape, affording, from its weather- beaten top, a fine view of the village, with the lake and meadow lands, and, farther on, the long stretch of western hills, now lying in a haze of gold and purple,-a royal fringe to the cloud – curtains that had shaded the sun from view as he sank to rest. On one side of the rock, and a little below its summit, a break in its surface afforded a natural seat, where, at the close of the bright September day of which I write, a young girl sat, gazing listlessly out over the quiet landscape, her fair, girlish face full of troubled thought. For a long time she had occupied her present position, and the nervous workings of her small fingers be- trayed the depth of her feeling. "If I only knew what is for the best.” The words were spoken gently, and yet had that in their tone which betrayed a will to accom- Finding the Way. 77 the plish whatever that young heart deemed a duty. "I can tell you, if you are not capable of de- ciding;" and the speaker, a youth a little older than the girl, sprang lightly over the interven- ing points of rock, and stationed himself at her side. "What, then?" The listlessness gave way to an assumed gayety, and she lifted a beaming face to meet his gaze. ce Why, just gather your shawl about you, and take the homeward path; the fog is gathering fast, and I'm selfish enough not to wish to have you catch cold, when singing school is to com- mence so soon." "" - The girl rose slowly, the fog was stretching it- self along the margin of the lake, and, like a silver ribbon, marking the meandering of the brook through the green lowlands beyond. "I didn't think it was so late," she began, half apologetically; "I've been very busy, think- ing". > 8 Olive Loring's Mission. "Of course, you have, Olive - branch," re- joined her companion; adding, as they reached the foot path leading away toward the vil- lage," now make me your father confessor, and let me know what all this wonderful thinking is about." "I've been trying to decide what is best for ine to do." "Do, Olive? Why, just stay at home and be happy, as you have been, and I'll do all the struggling with the world that we two need to accomplish, and you must repay me with encour- aging looks and smiles, and, still better, with kind words." Stay at home, and be happy, as I have been!" There was a curve of scorn around the girl's sweet mouth, and it sharpened the music of her tones. "You don't know anything about it, Paul Lyndon. Because I sing and laugh, you think I'm always happy, and that looking forward to being protected and upheld all my life is enough Finding the Way. 9 to keep me so. very desire sets am I to get it?” I must have an education; the my heart in a glow; and how « I'll do all I can to help you." "Hush, Paul; you must not say that; the fact that I am a woman is no reason why I need be helpless, and I mean to prove it so." "Woman's rights, eh?" Paul spoke a trifle sneeringly. "I did hope you would n't get any of these foolish notions into your little head. I do n't admire strong - minded women.” The girl drew a little to one side, and replied, with added earnestness: "I don't aim at being strong - minded, por has a thought of woman's rights, as commonly talked about, entered my mind; and I'm sorry you won't understand me. I only mean, in some way, to accomplish my purpose of getting a good education, and to do this myself. Then look at Joe and John, to say nothing of Bess and Emma; mother can give us a home, but that is about all; and I'm the old- 10 Olive Loring's Mission. est, and it's my duty to do all that I can for the rest.' "" "Fudge, Olive; so you intend to immolate yourself on the shrine of sisterly duty, do you? Seems to me I hold a promise, that will allow me to assert my right to say, no, to any such sacri- fice." "I have given you no promise, Paul, that will keep me from doing what I feel to be a sacred duty. But here we are at home; don't say any- thing more, Paul;" and the light pressure of her fingers on the young man's arm checked the hasty words that had risen to his lips. The light flashed out under the shading boughs of the old apple trees that hung, richly laden, over the porch of the open door leading into the broad, low-ceiled kitchen of Olive Lor- ing's home, and the murmur of cheerful voices filled the evening air with a gladsome music. Two boys, of perhaps fourteen and sixteen years, were engaged with knife and saw, in fashioning Finding the Way. 11 some pretty trifle for a fairy - like little maiden of half a dozen summers; while another girl of twice her years sat near them, now reading aloud, now commenting upon their work. A pleasant-faced, middle-aged woman was busy with household duties, her loving gaze fall- ing now and then upon the little group surround- ing the table. This was Olive Loring's home band, and the farm-house, with its encircling acres, was their sole inheritance from the kind husband and father, over whose grave the autumn grass was growing brown and crisp for the third time. A pleasant and a comfortable home, made doubly beautiful by the refined taste of its in- mates and the bond of love that led them con- stantly to acts of kindness toward one another,- that was all; for the income of the farm was too scanty to allow of aught save the most careful counting and expending of each slowly gathered dollar. And each coming year brought new 12 Olive Loring's Mission. wants, with never the added means for their supply. Olive herself craved, as we have already learned, the benefit of a broader knowledge of book lore; and not only did she desire this for herself, but for the sake of her younger brothers and sisters. Many and various had been the plans which she had arranged for the accomplishment of her purpose, only to find in them some flaw that rendered them vain. Life in a factory seemed too utterly repugnant to her feelings to receive a second consideration, and yet the idea did often return? for was it not a sure way of supply- ing some of the many wants that pressed so heavily upon them? She even paid a visit to a manufactory in a neighboring town, but the asso- ciations with which she must be brought into daily contact seemed too distasteful to be en dured; and that plan was laid aside. Sewing, school - teaching, house - service, were all duly thought over, but not one of these seemed equal 3 13 Finding the Way. to the demands to be supplied, and thoughts mul- tiplied and grew urgent as difficulties reared them- selves like mountain chains along her way. Paul Lyndon, the son of a neighbor, although holding her promise to become his wife at some future day, yet failed of understanding all the depths of her nature; and the girl, knowing as much by intuition, rarely opened the inner cham- bers of her most cherished longings, even for him to enter. On this night, the tone of their con- versation had so displeased him, that he lingered only for a brief "good - night," ere returning to his own home. Olive went wearily in; such disagreements tired her more than she could have told, and yet her purpose was unwavering. "Here comes the truant," exclaimed the older lad, as she entered. "Mother got into quite a fret about you; I told her not to worry, for I saw Paul under full sail for old Grayrock, and I fancied you'd be lifted bodily from your perch 14 Olive Loring's Mission. up there, and piloted home in due course of time. But why did n't Paul come in? I wanted to get him to show me how to rig up that double - geared water wheel and windmill I've been fix- ing. I can't quite make it work." What do you have so many wheels for?" queried Olive, when, after telling him that Paul had gone home, she gave her attention to the complicated machine which the boy brought for- ward for her inspection. "To have it work better." But there are so many of the same kind; would n't one have answered,—one of each kind, I mean, and saved so much double gear- ing? "Why, you see, it's to keep it going all the time. If one breaks down, the rest will keep doing something, and so there will be action all the time; but I do wish Paul had come in; I want to get it in running order down by the brook, to-morrow." Finding the Way. 15 · rest. "If one breaks down, the rest will keep doing something," repeated Olive to herself, an hour later, as she stood unbraiding her luxuriant hair, preparatory to retiring to "I wonder if there is n't wisdom in that. I mean to try that way; work wherever the way opens before me, and keep doing something." Then, as on bended knees she offered her nightly petition, she added even more earnestly than her wont," Help me to find the way, and give me strength to walk in it." Long after she laid her head upon her pillow, her busy thoughts kept her from sleep, and the moon crept up higher in the heavens, and filled the little chamber with its holy light, falling like a benediction on the sweet face of Evangeline against the wall, and the no less sweet face of Olive, as she rested amid the snowy drapery. By and by, in the deep stillness of the midnight, she fell asleep, firm in the quiet resolve to take up cach duty as it came before her, and per- 16 Olive Loring's Mission. form it faithfully, hoping for better days. Early the next morning, Olive's busy feet were astir, and her equally active fingers had performed many a household task. When the school hour arrived, and Bessie and Emma were ready for a start, Joe, who looked upon his oldest sister as a miracle among girls, called after them with the query,—" I say, girls, do you know what Olive is most like?" "She's the most like herself, darling sister that she is," answered Bessie; while Emma, running back for another good-bye kiss, added, "I guess she is the most like the good angels, who, Aunty Rogers says, keep little children from go- ing into wrong ways." ୧୯ "I'll tell you something cuter than that," re- turned Joe. She's a regular gump - wedge, and I'll prove it." "What a horrid boy!" Emma resented such a title for her precious sister, and Bessie, always ready to follow Emma's lead, echoed," You Finding the Way. 17 horrid boy," and gave him a look which betrayed no small amount of indignation. Joe's laugh rang out merrily, and he answered their burst of indignation with,-"Don't get on too high-heeled shoes, little ladies; I am paying Olive a compliment, or, at least, I meant to do So. Don't you know that, when carpenters are at work, and their boards do n't fit good together, they fit in little pieces to make it all nice and smooth, and they call these little bits, gump-. wedges? "" "No, I don't know anything about it; and if I did,. I do n't see what that has to do with Olive,” answered Emma. ee Why, don't you see, every little while, in home matters, there are little corners and cracks that need filling up and covering over by little acts that make us all feel good in our hearts, and kind words that make ugly thoughts fly away as fast as a few drops of oil will the squeak in our barn door hinges?" 18 Olive Loring's Mission. Olive's laugh pealed merrily from the doorway, and Joe turned, a glow gathering of his sun- browned cheek, to meet her gleeful words: "What a poetical comparison, Joe. I fully ap- preciate it; but you must n't hinder the girls any longer; they'll be late at school." "Joe's idea is n't a bad one," remarked Mrs. Loring, as Olive re-entered the kitchen. "I have thought many times, my daughter, that you had a wonderful faculty of filling up little cracks of difference that might grow into big quarrels if it were not for you, with some loving act or other, that has made many an unpromising day seem all smooth at the end of it.' Olive laid her soft cheek against her mother's, and a little quiver of joy, so tender that it seemed akin to sadness, stole into her voice, as she said: "I don't deserve such praise, mother dearest; but I'll try to." A few minutes later, and her clear, rich tones blended with the splash of the bucket and the Finding the Way. 19 drip, drip, that echoed up from the moss- ered walls of the old well. COV- "As face answereth to face," she murmured, in the pause of her singing, a vision of her own fair face rising with the ascending bucket. "So it seems as though God's answers followed our questionings. I really can't help taking all this nonsense of Joe's and what mother said, as an answer to some of my unspoken wonderings. It seems now just as though I could see plain- ly that my way lies among a continuous line of trifling duties, and perhaps among them, I can find some way to help the children and my self toward the education I long for." Olive's long continued thinking and re-think- ing, planning and re-planning, had merged into the habit of talking to herself; and Joe often told her it was evident that she appreciated good society. "Now," she continued, as she watched the bucket sink again, "I wonder if I shall ever again let the bucket of truth hang unused in the 20 Olive Loring's Mission. well of God's mercies, as I've been doing, and my weak little heart growing thirsty all the while for a drink. It seems to me that everything to - day is full of some lesson that I can take home to myself." She made a pretty picture as she stood there, the golden brown hair rippling away from her smooth, white forehead, her cheeks flushed with health and earnest thought, the long, dark lashes half veiling the "bonny wells" of eyes, now fairly radiant with trust and peace. So thought Paul Lyndon, as he came up the narrow path and lifted the pail of water to bear it to the house. CHAPTER II. AUNT HETTY. EAR me, child! them's pretty, but they won't bring much money." Olive sat with several sheets of Bristol board spread on the table be- fore her, on which she was arranging, with ex- quisite skill, wreaths and crosses of wood, moss- es, blended with delicate immortelles, and the tiniest sprays of dried grass and evergreen, tinted with the richest shades of color. "I hope they'll bring in a little, Aunty," re- joined Olive, pleasantly. "Well, mark my words," returned her com- panion, "I'll be bound you'll hope in vain, and 22 Olive Loring's Mission. L lose all your time and work besides. You'd a good deal better be binding shoes or braiding hats." Ce Why, Aunt Hetty, you told me, yesterday, a girl could n't earn the salt for her porridge, braiding hats, nowadays." "Well, bind shoes, then." "I did apply to Mr. Davis for work, and he said he had binders enough." "There's Caldwell & Co., they put out lots of work; did you go to them?" "Yes, and Mr. Caldwell offered to turn off Jane Palmer, whose health is so poor that they have to wait longer than they like to for her to get her work done; but I would n't have work on such a condition, for, poor thing, she can't earn anything any other way, and she is very needy." Ce Humph! You'll have to learn to look out for number one better than that, if you calculate to . · do anything in this world; it won't do to be too Aunt Hetty. 23 tender hearted, not while there is so much selfish- ness in the world." Olive turned round suddenly, a look of sur- prise lighting her dark eyes and flushing her cheeks, as she exclaimed,— "Aunt Hetty, you do n't mean you would want me to take work away from somebody who is poorer than I am! I would n't do it for the world; I don't believe money earned in that way would do anybody much good." Fudge, child! When you've lived as long as I have, you'll get over such notions. I allors told my girls, they must n't let anybody get the start of them, and I do n't believe there are many cuter girls for work than they are. When Becky learned her trade, we happened accident- ally to hear that Miss Stevens wanted an appren- tice, and Becky she started right off, and she got to Miss Stevens's just in the nick of time; she had n't more than got the bargain made, when in came that poor, miserable Spofford girl, the one 24 Olive Loring's Mission. that lives at Capt. Payson's, and wanted the place. Becky said she cried, she had set her heart so on going there; but Miss Stevens did n't want but one girl, and Becky had no idea of giving up her chance, and I did n't blame her, either." "I think Becky ought to have given Mary Spofford the place. Just think of it, Aunt Hetty. Becky had a good home, and other ways of earning money; besides, she had the means in her hands that would take her to some other place where she could have learned her trade, while that poor girl most likely could n't go away from town, and was anxious to do something better than go out at doing housework." "That was her lookout, not Becky's." I do n't believe it was following. the Golden Rule; and only think of it;-perhaps if Becky had given up the chance to Mary, it might have been the making of her. Somebody told me, the other day, that all her circumstances werc so Aunt Hetty. 25 discouraging, and there were so few to speak a kind word and lend her a helping hand, that, after this disappointment, which was the last of three or four attempts to find employment, she seemed to settle down in a sort of stupid despair; and I should feel, if I was in Becky's place, that I had helped make Mary Spofford what she is." "I hope you are sassy enough, Olive Loring. You know, as well as I do, that the Spoffords are a lazy, shiftless, drunken set.” "I never heard that Mary drank, and I can't see why she is any more to blame for her father's and brother's faults than you are for yours." This shaft struck home, as Olive meant it should; for Aunt Hetty's father was noted all over the country for his underhand dealing, while one of her brothers had served out his term in the State Prison for forgery. ୧୯ 'Olive, my daughter," in her mother's gentle tones, fell like oil upon the troubled waters of her excited feelings, and Olive turned to resume her 20 Olive Loring's Mission. 260 employment with flushed cheeks and compressed lips. As for Aunt Hetty, her mingled feelings had the unusual effect of rendering her silent for several minutes, and when she again spoke, it was to detail at length some gossip just then extant in the neighborhood. Away down in Olive's heart a little quiver of sorrow asserted that conscience did n't quite ap- prove of this method of reproving Aunt Hetty, and she wished her trying to stand up for what she believed was right, did n't so often lead her into a seeming forgetfulness of Christian cour- tesy. By and by, the sound of the voices of her mother and Aunt Hetty seemed to drift away into the distance, and she sat in the pleasant land of fancies in which she so often reveled, and turned over plan after plan in her mind, by which she hoped to aid poor Mary Spofford in taking a step onward. It was n't the first time she had puzzled over this very matter; but this morning's conver Aunt Hettyy Aunt Hetty. 2 27 sation had given her thoughts a new start, and she almost forgot her own discouragements in trying to help another. That afternoon, when the work was all com- pleted, and the old kitchen looked more inviting than many a parlor, Olive started off in the golden haze of the autumn sunlight, for a long walk to the next village. Out of the public road into a meadow path she took her way, her gaze taking in all the beauty spread so lavishly around,—here the blue fringes of the gentian swayed amid the tufts of surrounding verdure, looking like fragments of the azure arch bending above,—there its companion, the closed gentian, as fair, if less graceful,- yonder, in a warm nook, the scarlet of the cardinal flower, like a bit of oriental brightness, the verdure of pines and hemlocks set in a frame - work of leaves fast putting on the livery in which the year adorns itself ere its reign closes,—the blue waters of the lake, its tiny waves circling in the sunshine,--on 28 Olive Loring's Mission. beyond, old Grayrock leading into a by-way of the forest bordered by garlands of trailing evergreen, dotted here and there with clusters of winter- green berries and the now crimson leaves of the blackberry vines. Into the stillness came the sound of falling nuts and the light tread of many a squirrel, gathering his winter's provisions. { Running water maketh the heart glad," quoted Olive, as the purl and drip of a brook, dancing amid sedgy fern and over moss - grown stones and around the brown trunks of fallen trees, fell upon her ear, and the birds that flitted hither and thither seemed to prove the truth of the proverb, for they were gladness personified. With almost a feeling of regret, Olive left the precincts of the forest for the open road that stretched like a white ribbon up the slanting side of a hill, past farm-houses nestling down amid cultivated fields and gardens yet gay with the year's last blossoms. Great patches of mowing and grain land lay dun and faded amid squares Aunt is ethy Aunt Hetty. 29 and triangles, wherein myriads of golden pump- kins nestled down amidst the corn stubble, and tall sunflowers nodded to each other as if know- ingly over beds of ruby - tinted beet leaves and globes of cabbages. Up over the hill and down its farther slope, Olive wended her way, down the pleasant village street, till she reached a house a little apart from the rest, over the door way of which," Mrs. Lan- caster, Dressmaker and Milliner," shone out con- spicuously. With a beating heart Olive entered, and, after waiting a little while for Mrs. Lan- caster to be at leisure she proceeded to acquaint that lady with her errand. Her first query was, whether an apprentice was desired in the shop; and upon an affirma- tive answer being given, Mary Spofford's story was told with such simple, straight forward earn- estness and pathos, that Mrs. Lancaster was fain to delay giving a direct answer for the sake of the sweet pleader, and determined, deep down in her 30 Olive Loring's Mission. heart, to prove a true friend to the poor girl in whom Olive was so deeply interested. So Olive went back in the purple twilight, and electrified Mary Spofford by her unexpected tid- ings, and at the same time made the sad - hearted girl feel that she was really her sincere friend, by the sympathetic way in which she offered to assist her in any preparations she needed to make. When she told her mother of her mission and of its successful result, Mrs. Loring pressed her daughter's bright face against her loving bosom, and inwardly thanked God for her unselfish child, while she said," My Olive, you have been proving true what I told you the other morning, about the propriety of Joe's new name for you; here you 've been filling up a chasm in the life of a woman, and we 'll hope, helping to make it we'll smoother and fuller of beauty and peace." And it seemed to Olive that her own burdens were lighter in that she had aided in lifting those which another had to bear. Aunt Hetty. 31 The week that Mary Spofford spent, by Mrs. Loring's invitation, at the old farm - house, seemed to her the very happiest of her whole life; and the hope of being something besides a mere drudge in the world, was set round with a garland · of the sweetest of fancies. Then she went to her new home at Mrs. Lancaster's, looking upon Mrs. Loring and her family, especially upon Olive, as bordering on perfection. CHAPTER III. NEEDED AT HOME. ROM an early hour in the morn- ing Louisa Farwell had occupied a seat in the lumbering old coach that was bearing her home from the boarding school where she was pursuing her education, and, as the afternoon waned, she saw among clus- tering elm boughs the spire of the church and the white walls of her native village. A sweet, warm-hearted girl, grown into womanhood in an atmosphere of unflinching devotion to the plain teachings of the gospel, joined with a love of Needed at Home. 33 book-lore and a taste for subtle reasoning, she had also received that practical training for home service which renders so many New England women strong to do and endure. All the twenty-three years of her happy life had crowned her as with a garland of constant de- lights, and the summons that called her away from her studies had been the first rude shock that had taught her that time might bring clouds to shade the brightness on her sunny path. A. Ꭺ trouble, great and terrible to her sensitive heart, had fallen on the home circle, and she was need- ed to share the duties of the sorrowing band. That long day's ride had seemed like the strange fancies of a dream, from which she must surely awake, and which, struggle as she might, she could not realize was a journey fraught with a double result, — that of reaching home, and that of reaching also a point in this life when she for the first time felt that grief might come to her as a personal companion. 34 Olive Loring's Mission. When the panting horses drew up at the little white gate, which had never before at her return lacked some one to open it wide to give her en- trance with gladsome greetings, all was still, and a seemingly nobody-at-home aspect brooded over the place. Soon, however, the door opened, and Mr. Farwell, bowed as Louisa never remem- bered to have seen him, came down the narrow path to meet her. A convulsive grasp of the hand said more than words, and the father and daughter went silently together into the grief- stricken house. Words of welcome were spoken in low tones, and with more tears than smiles, and all the while that moaning sound, mingled with mutterings and now and then a pitiful scream of intense agony, drifted down from an upper room and filled the hearts of the listeners with indescribable grief. In a darkened room on the lower floor, the sis- ter, next in age to Louisa, lay a patient sufferer, bowed to the dust by her new - learned lesson of Needed at Home. 35 1 sorrow. A week previous, a younger sister, fair in her girlish bloom, had fled from her home, in a most unlooked for and unaccountable manner, and had only been found, after two days' search, to be brought back to her friends with reason de- throned and brain wild with maniacal fancies. An event so strange and unexpected had fallen like a pall over the family, and the whole neigh- borhood shared in their trouble. Mrs. Farwell met her daughter with quivering lips and eyes heavy with weeping, and as Lou- isa's low, "Oh, mother! mother!" smote upon her ear, she laid her weary head against her child's shoulder, and exclaimed with accents of intense emotion,— My daughter, the hand of the Lord Ce has been laid heavily upon us, and from Him alone can come strength to endure this anguish. "How is poor Julia?" Louisa's lips seemed mechanically to form the question. "No better. She moans and screams almost all the time, and we have decided that she must 36 Olive Loring's Mission. be carried to an asylum where all will be done for her that the best skill can invent. They can do better for her there than we can do, my child." Mrs. Farwell's comforting words were spoken · as much to herself as to Louisa, for the mother's heart stood sorely in need of comfort, and the very idea of banishing her afflicted daughter to the care of strangers seemed more than she could endure. "But what caused this? Had you once thought of such a thing?" "Never. She has not been quite as well as usual, but nothing serious had been looked for." "And Margaret?" "She is very weak, but in no particular danger, the doctors say; the shock completely over- whelmed her; and you must try, dear, to be as calm as possible. She has longed for your com- ing, and I think your presence will do her much good. Come and see her." "Just one minute, mother dearest ;" and the Needed at Home. 37 girl went swiftly up stairs, past the door whence issued those piteous sounds, and into her own par- ticular room, where, closing the door, she sank on her knees and silently sent up a heart - felt petition for strength to do her duty faithfully, and not blindly yield to her sorrow; then she went softly down and into Margaret's room. The poor girl lay with wide open eyes and throbbing brow, to which long, sleepless days and nights of pain- ful thinking had brought a weight of suffering almost beyond endurance. There seemed balm in Louisa's low breathed words, her soft kiss and the touch of her cool fingers, and the first sleep that for days had blest her, fell over the senses of the sad, young sufferer. Then she went to a still sadder scene; not a look of recognition flashed from the wild eyes that met her own, and the voice that called shrilly some unintelligible sentence sounded little like the sweet accents she was wont to hear from her gentle young sister. "Like sweet bells jangled," 38 Olive Loring's Mission. all that was lovable and winning in the girl's nature seemed to have suddenly grown full of bitterness, and those she had best loved were now the objects of her peculiar aversion. Poor Louisa! How the burdens seemed to multiply. The rest of the family were well-nigh worn out with fatigue and excitement, and all seemed to look upon her as a pillar on which their weariness could find rest and comfort. As soon as arrangements could be made, Mr. Farwell and Louisa, accompanied by their kind physician, carried Julia to the nearest asylum, and then came sadly back to their home, now lonely without the presence which had made so much of their sunshine. Margaret, still wearily languid, pressed her pillow, seeming to have no strength to rally; and then, just as they were hoping that she was really improving, Mrs. Farwell herself sickened, and a new anxiety filled their breasts. In regard to Julia, their hopes were fluctuating; now the Needed at Home. 39 tidings would come that she was better, and the very next letter would dispel all the fond delu- sions of her improvement, and bring a new in- crease of fears. Just as the new year dawned upon the earth, poor Julia Farwell's lifeless form was brought back to her home, cold in death, and when the spring came, Margaret was laid beside her. Louisa's character had wonderfully improved and matured during those months of discipline, and now, as her mother still continued in delicate health, she was forced to bear the chief burden of caring for the household. In her secret heart she had planned a thorough course of study, and then her aim had been to labor in some field where teachers were needed, as a missionary of the cross of Christ. Now, neither study nor mis- sionary life seemed at all likely to be possible for her. A younger sister and two little brothers still claimed her sympathy, but she sorely missed the 2 40 Olive Loring's Mission. companionship of the sisters who had so fondly loved and warmly joined in all her cherished plans. Such a tumult of emotion filled her mind, that she sometimes almost felt like doubting if she was truly a child of God. When she found her strug- gles with these feelings too burdensome to be borne alone, she went to her pastor, dear, white- haired Mr. Leonard, in whose counsels she felt sure of finding comfort. In the quiet of his pleasant study, with the golden sunshine lighting up the pictured faces of dear ones that looked down from the walls, and the piles on piles of books, falling on little gifts of affection from members of his flock, and on his writing table, whereon lay, surrounded by writing materials, his well worn Bible, whence he drew the inspiration that rendered his sermons so fruitful in good for Christ's cause, in the midst of these surround- ings, she told her hopes, there was no need she should tell her causes of disappointment, - and Needed at Home. 41 then, how she was tempted to doubt the wisdom and goodness that were thus ordering her ways, and to murmur against the trials that had come to her. "My child," said the good man in reply, "you have indeed been afflicted, and did you ever, when thinking about it, remember that, just as surely as you sorrow, just so surely is the loving Saviour grieved also? We know in whom we have believed, and that in all our afflictions He is afflicted;' and while we have only our own trials to endure, He has the griefs of all His children to share, and yet He bears them willing- ly, and with never a murmur.” ९९ Sometimes I try to remember all this," Louisa said, "and then the selfishness of my heart makes me rebel against giving up all these cherished hopes, and grieve anew over the loneliness that has come to me. I want to be good and patient, and yet I find it so hard.” "God tries us to prove us, my daughter; and 42 Olive Loring's Mission. as the purest gold comes from the refiner's fire, so the best characters spring from this hard disci- pline. If it is God's will that you should serve Him as a missionary, He will make the way plain before you; but if not, He will give you duties that, if rightly performed, will be as well pleas ing in His sight as those which you covet.' "" But I get so lonely, and the thought of the happy hours spent with my sisters makes the pres- ent doubly dreary, and when I feel like that, I am afraid I am rebellious and lose my faith in God's love and care.” "Don't you know, Louisa, that it is not al- ways best to stop and analyze one's feelings? The temptation to do so may arise from the very best of motives; but if carried to excess, it leads us into wrong. We are told to be as little chil- dren; and a little child does n't stop to examine the root and foundation of every emotion. God's love is as great as His pity, and both are bound- less; He knows just how lonely you are, and just needed at Home Needed at Home. 43 how much you miss the sweet sympathy and affec- tion of your sisters; and sorrow for their loss is not a sin in His sight, unless that sorrow is al- lowed to come between you and your love for Him, and so gains control over you as to unfit you for His service and your duties toward your friends who still remain." Louisa sat silent, and Mr. Leonard went on: "I think the very fact that Jesus wept at the grave of Lazarus, proves to us that it is no sin for us to shed tears at the loss of friends; only we must remember that, while life lasts, duties will be given us to perform, and that inordinate grief for the dead will unfit us for a proper per- formance of these duties. Try, my child, to do all you can for those around you; and when you feel lonely and full of anguish, count your bless- ings, and cling to the remembrance that God knows best, and that He loves His children with a most tender affection. God never gives us more than we can endure, and He is always more 44 Olive Loring's Mission. than willing to give us what strength we need, we only ask Him." if "If I could only always know what is right, and feel that God's ways are best, and, as Aunt Lucy says, bear my cross patiently." "Did you ever think, Louisa, how many ways. there are in which people try to lighten their crosses? I once saw a series of pictures illustra- tive of this thought, in which a pilgrim who had started bearing his cross, tried various ways to make the burden less, and yet satisfy his con- science that he was following Christ. Now he dragged it after him; now he set it up and looked upon it as an object worthy of his wor- ship; anon he fainted and fell prostrate beneath its weight; and so on and on, till at last he was forced to see that comfort and a sense of duties fulfilled, lay alone in humbly and meekly taking the cross in Christ's own way, and following in His footsteps." "A cross-bearer in Christ's own way?" Lou- Needed at Home. 45 isa said, half unconsciously; " and all along, I've been trying to drag mine after me, and have real- ly fainted many times beneath the burden." As she pursued her way homeward, it seemed to her that a new sense of God's nearness to His children had been breathed into her heart, and she felt strengthened for new duties. Going home in the pleasant summer twilight she overtook Olive resting on her fair Loring, a sweet wistfulness face; and as the two joined company, Olive said, "I came over to the vil- lage to night hoping to meet you; I've found a mission for you." "A mission?" Louisa inquired in some sur- prise. Ce Yes, a mission; you know you said the other day that you had so hoped to be a missionary, and now I've found something for you to do." "Tell me, please, what you wish I should do." "Do you remember that pretty little Scotch girl who was so injured by being crushed in 46 Olive Loring's Mission. the factory machinery last autumn, Jessie Campbell?" "Yes; but I've had so much to think of at home, that I've never been to see her since the accident. Is it something about her that you want to tell me?" १९ "Yes, the truth is this." The warm blood sent its crimson waves to Olive's cheek, as she hesitated a moment lest her story should seem like self-laudation, then she went on :-" She has quite a taste for drawing and painting, and I've been trying to teach her what I know; but I've come to the end of my limited knowledge, and I thought that perhaps you might be glad to instruct her still further." "Most surely I will, and be glad of the oppor- tunity. Are the Campbells very poor?' Ce They are quite comfortably situated, but Jessie, who knows that all her comforts are gained by the hard labor of her parents and older sister, longs to do something to help herself. She will Needed at Home. i 47 never be able to walk again, but, as she gains use her hands quite strength, she finds she can nicely, and has made several very pretty crosses and wreaths of moss, which met with a ready sale, and she hopes, in time, to accomplish some- thing with her pencil and brush." Olive did not state that all the materials for these moss crosses and other daintily fashioned or- naments had been furnished Jessie through her kindness, nor that she had herself found a sale for them, by supplying orders which had been sent to her; for, contrary to Aunt Hetty's predic- tions, she had found the means for answering some of the family wants, by arranging these simple but beautiful ornaments, and, by a little energetic effort, had been able to dispose of them. When Olive paused in her mention of what Jessie could do, Louisa questioned: "Can't I have two scholars as well as one? You have helped me, by finding me something to do; let me thank you by helping you in your drawing." • 48 Olive Loring's Mission. "Oh, thank you, thank you. I should be so happy. I wanted to take a course of lessons during this summer, but something happened so that I could not.” "You wouldn't be any happier to learn than I shall be to teach, Olive. I need something to do for others, so as to make me forget my own sad feelings. I don't want to live a selfish life. You ought to be very happy, for I never see you but you are planning something that will do some- body real good." "All pure selfishness, Louisa; I want to be loved by all around me, and the way to win love is to" Render yourself lovely, why don't you add? Well, you do that in a most charming way. 1 would like to be a learner of you; and as a good way for beginning, I will call for you to-morrow night, and we'll go to Jessie Campbell's and ar- range about the drawing lessons.” Louisa went home with a lighter step than Needed at Home. 49 when she started, and down in her heart she thanked God, not only for good Mr. Leonard's holy teachings, but for the influence that had come to her from catching a portion of the spirit of pure self- forgetfulness, which seemed the ruling motive of Olive Loring's daily life. There were many girls in Lakeville more bril- liant than Olive, but none who won a greater share of love than she did. And the girl herself had striven earnestly to bear in mind that her mission might lie among little things, and had found, holding this as her belief, that she had less time and less desire for day - dreaming; but was form- ing, instead, a habit of patient research that would be a blessing through all subsequent life. Numberless were the pretty fancies that she wrought into graceful realities, and for which, through the influence of a friend in the nearest city, she found a ready sale. } CHAPTER IV. PATIENCE AND PERSEVERANCE. LOW, wood-colored farm - house, just on the outskirts of the village, was the home of the Campbells, a quiet, gospel - loving Scotch family, with the national warm-heartedness of their Highland ancestors, and a fervent love for the beautiful in nature and art, let it come in what shape it might. A series of misfortunes at home had com- pelled them to seek a new abode on this side the water, and when, after a few years of hard strug- gling, the farm they now possessed was offered for sale, Mr. Campbell felt himself blessed beyond his hopes, in the offer made by a kind neighbor, Patience and Perseverance. 51 to lend him the requisite means for purchasing, the sum to be repaid in small yearly installments. Of their large family, Mr. and Mrs. Campbell had buried all but three,-Donald, the eldest son, -who was the one left of a brotherhood of five, and who was straining every nerve to fit himself for the ministry, to which calling his parents had all along hoped he would devote himself, and Effie and Jessie, blue-eyed, golden - haired las- sies, with the sturdy perseverance of the father so happily blended with the mother's gentle patience and ready faculty for making a little go a good way. The desire to help in Donald's education, and also to bear a little share of the labor needful in order to free their home from debt, had sent the two girls into a factory, when an accident had nearly blotted out Jessie's sweet life, and left her a cripple for the remainder of her days. As re- turning strength brought back the old ambition to the sorely tried little heart, she had gladly 52 Olive Loring's Mission. turned for sympathy and guidance to Olive, who had spent many hours by the suffering girl's bedside. How she had employed her busy fin- gers, Olive has already informed us in her con- versation with Louisa, and she was eagerly laying plans in which she should be a help instead of a burden to those whom she so much loved. It seemed to be a part of Olive's mission to inspire others with courage, and Effie in her grief for her sister, and Jessie in her suffering, looked upon her as their embodied good angel. On the evening agreed upon, Louisa and Olive came together into the little room where Jessie's days were now passed, and when the new arrange- ments for giving her instruction were unfolded, the happy tears that filled her blue eyes were eloquent with thanks. The little table, drawn up beside her easy chair, was strewn with ma- terials for drawing and painting, while a sheet of paper, which she had hastily thrust aside as her visitors entered, bore evidence that the little Patience and Perseverance. 53 maiden's bright fancies were finding form in words as well as in pictures. Her pale face crimsoned as Olive's glance fell on the half-hidden paper, and the "More poetry, Jessie darling?" did lessen the rosy glow. "Only a little to keep me busy. question,- not tend to Mother was obliged to leave me alone, and my heart got so full of thoughts that I had to write them out. It is n't worth reading, Miss Olive," she con- tinued, as Olive playfully reached her hand for the paper. "I was thinking of a song which father sings sometimes, and that led me to write this." A little pleading, and the precious scrap was given up, and Olive was about reading its con- tents, when Louisa suggested that Jessie should sing them the song first, so that they might the better understand the ideas embodied in the poem. Jessie's clear voice was a fitting frame in the which to enclose the words of the simple Scotch song, in which the absent Highlander breathes O 54 Olive Loring's Mission. out his longings for his native mountains, ending with the refrain,-"Oh, the Hie'lands! the Hie❜lands! Oh, gin I was there." Jessie had taken, as the heading of her poem, what he imagines his mother's heart is again and again repeating,-"Come awa' hame, Donald,— lea' us na mair;" it showed how firmly fixed in Jessie's memory was her country's dialect, and Olive's reading did the homely lines full justice. "Come awa' hame, Donald;-tis weary I'm grown, The hours hae been mony sin ye left me here alone; Nine times the heather's purple has flecked the hills wi' bloom, Nine times the could o' winter has chilled me wi' its gloom. "Ye hae' been lang awa', but I ken ye'll nae forget How your mither waits your comin' before her sun sha' set; Ye could na' thus hae' staid had ye ken'd how sad and sair Grows a mither's heart, while fearin' her bairn wad come na' mair. "Ye've nae forgot the Hie'lands, in that land ayont the sea, Nor the wee bit cote adoun the vale beneath the braid auld tree; { ! Patience and Perseverance. Nor the ingle where thy sire, a-wearied frae the field, 55 Finds rest and such glad peacefu'ness as hame alone can yield. 'The daisies lift their faces frae out yon garden bed, And the birdies in their nests are warblin' owrehead, And the cry my heart is sendin' has aye this burden sair,- Come awa' to your hame, Donald, and lea' us na mair. "Your father's nae sae bonnie, an' my locks are growin' grey, We're far alang the pathway that wi' end in heaven some day; O' our bairns, except yoursel', we hae said, 'The Lord does weal;' For each has gang before us to the 'Land o' the Leal.' "On the stane by the doorway, when twilight shadows fa', I sit an' wait your comin' down the path beside the wa'; And the sang I used to sing, I aftentimes repeat, As when, a bairnie on my breast, I was rockin' ye to sleep. "There's a voice borne on the breeze, as it floats adoun the glen, A voice sae like your ain, I think ye're come again, And the wish ye aft must feel seems whisperin' through the air, 'Oh, the Hie❜lands! the Hie'lands! Oh, gin I was there." "O Donald! dear bairn Donald! up yonder meadow slope, Some wayfarer is nearin', Oh, wad that I might hope เ Q 56 Olive Loring's Mission. It was thysel' returning, now even amaist here, 'Twad be the bonniest sicht I've met for mony a year. "My heart grows still wi' watchin', for the way across the moor Brings the laddie ever nearer, an' he seems to seek our door- O Donald! Donald! 'tis thysel', thy ain dear sel' at last, Ance more among the Hie'lands, thy days o' absence past.” "You must let me have this to dispose of, Jes- sie," pleaded Olive, when they had expressed their thanks for the pleasure she had allowed them. "I have a Scotch friend who is connected with a periodical in the city, and I think he will gladly give your lines a welcome.” "They are not worthy, dear Olive; no pub lisher would accept them." "Just let me have them, and we'll see what will be done.” A little more pleading, and Jessie yielded a reluctant consent to Olive's wish, and then the three girls gave themselves up to the pleasures of the drawing lesson. Patience and Perseverance.. 57 "Gude day to ye, lassies," said a pleasant voice from the door- way, and Mrs. Campbell, her sweet, motherly face aglow with welcome, came forward to greet Olive and Louisa. "Jessie is growing literary, Mrs. Campbell, judging from this," said Olive, after the greet- ings were spoken. "I discover something new every time I see her. She's a constant study." "She's her father's ain bairn; if ye ken him weel, ye 'll see the truth o' this. He has aye the most loving e'en for all bonnie sichts and sounds. There's ne'er a stane nor a posy somethin' to praise in it; and after his ain heart." but he finds Jessie is a bairn The mother's gaze fell lovingly on her sweet- faced daughter, and Jessie's eyes were brimming over with tears of happiness, for she was as shrinking and delicately sensitive in her feelings as one of her country's bluebells, and words of praise from her mother had a world of sweet- ness. 心 ​58 Olive Loring's Mission. As the girls went home, Louisa felt more com- forted than she had ever done since her great trouble came upon her, while Olive's loving heart and active brain were busy over a new plan for benefiting others. When near Mrs. Loring's, Paul met them, and took Olive away for an even- ing drive. Day by day, as the young man watched the simple, untiring earnestness that marked the daily life of his betrothed, and grew into a dearer knowledge of her rare unselfishness, he acknowl- edged to himself the treasure he had won, and tried no longer to thwart any of her plans for helping the family. And this evening, as they drove on in the dusk of twilight, there was a glad tremor in his voice as he said, clasping the little hand that accomplished so much: "I am so glad to have you all to myself a little while, Olive. What with work, and studies, and hunting up all the forlornities you can find to comfort, I stand a poor chance of seeing much of you." Patience and Perseverance. 59 "I'm as glad to be with you as you are to have me; Ive been wishing for a ride all day," was the response; and then their conversation drifted into that sweet, confidential oneness that only happy young hearts fully understand. Just on the curve of the forest road, they overtook a little boy carrying a large bundle of shoes ready for the binder's hands, and, with a whisper, Olive begged that he might be allowed to ride, since she recognized him as a child from the next vil- lage. Paul, with a grimace that told plainly his dislike toward this arrangement, gave con- sent, and the tired little fellow was taken into the carriage. "Are you Miss Olive Loring?" he asked ab- ruptly, as the horse again started, lifting a pair of dark eyes to the girl's face. "Yes; and you are Johnny Bently." "Yes, marm; do you know me?" a look of evident delight dimpling his round, freckled face. "Old Grandma Lawson told my mother the other A 60 Olive Loring's Mission. day, that you was a blessing to the whole neigh borhood, and that you had done more good in this last year than both ministers. won't I crow over the boys to - morrow, Cracky! when I tell them I had a ride with you to- night?" Olive's first feeling of embarrassment found vent in a sudden explosion of laughter at the boy's cause for triumph, while Paul joined in her merriment, with the rejoinder: "I am wonder- fully honored by your society, madam; have n't you a compliment equal to that for me, my boy?" The boy looked puzzled an instant, and then answered,-"I do n't know you, sir; but you ought to be good to have Miss Olive care to ride with you." "There it comes again; I can't get a word of praise only as it comes through praising you. I sha'n't make use of any baited hook for any more compliments, be sure of that.' " "There's iny home," interrupted Johnnie, "and Patience and Perseverance. 61 there's my mother looking out for me; guess she thinks I played by the way; but I did n't; the work was n't ready, so I had to wait. Halloo, mother! here I am, all right; and this is Miss Olive Loring; was n't it jolly for her to want to have me ride?" Olive leaned forward at this quaint introduc- tion, and Mrs. Bently came to the side of the carriage to answer Olive's pleasant words of greeting, and thank the young couple for their kindness to her boy. She was a woman of middle age, a pale, little, sad - faced creature, her brown hair thickly sprinkled with silver, and lines of care marking deeply her thoughtful brow. As she took the bundle of work Paul handed her, Olive thought the look of weariness deepened, and to the ques- tion,-"So you bind shoes?" came the sadly spoken answer," Yes; I wish I could find some- thing better to do; but work is n't very plenty, and I'm glad to do anything. My husband 62 Olive Loring's Mission. ! has n't done a stroke of work since two years come next week, and it comes heavy on my shoulders, and I do anything I can find to do." "Is your husband sick?" asked Olive. "Yes, miss; he's bedridden with the rheuma- tism, but he's the patientest soul you ever did see. Won't you come in and see him? 't would do him a sight o' good to see you; we've all heard of you." As a matter of course, Olive assented, and while they were alighting, Johnnie capered about like a young colt, and finally disappeared into the house to announce their visitors." The room was barely furnished with the com- monest articles needed, but scrupulously clean and orderly, and the distorted figure that rested on the low couch was anything but repulsive, when one marked the patient sweetness that lighted the sunken eyes and played around the pale lips. This is my poor man, Miss Olive; and John, Patience and Perseverance. 63 this is Miss Loring, from Lakeville; and the gen- tleman is Mr. Lyndon. They brought Johnnie home, and have come in to see you." "I am glad to see you." The man spoke with difficulty, as the muscles of his face were affected by the disease. "I'm happy to see bright, young faces; they give me fair pictures to think over when I lie here alone." So pleasant a welcome could not fail of placing them at their ease, and taking the proffered chairs, they passed an hour in most agreeable con- versation. Mr. Bently had been a shoemaker, and had supported his family in humble comfort, when, having taken a severe cold while over heated, the result was the severe illness which left him in his present state. Of their three children, Johnnie was the old- est, and Mrs. Bentley had to strain every nerve to find for the household even the barest comforts. All this and more was told in a quiet, uncom- plaining manner, which rendered the story all the 64 Olive Loring's Mission. more touching; and the evident trust in a loving Father's care was a marked feature in both the husband and wife. As Paul and Olive rode away, it was with an earnest desire in some way to make the circumstances of this worthy family more comfortable and their hearts fuller of gladness. CHAPTER V. HELPING WORDS. ARY Spofford had come to spend a few days with Olive, and the two girls were out under the big apple tree in a corner of the orchard, busily engaged in sewing, and at the same time enjoying one of those pleasantly confidential chats which girls so much delight in. A great change had come over Mary during her stay with the genial Mrs. Lancaster; her laugh rippled out as merrily as Olive's own, and face and form had rounded into womanly beauty and grace. "There have been some wild girls in the shop, during the hurrying season," Mary was saying, 。 66 Olive Loring's Mission. " and I don't think Mrs. Lancaster understood how foolishly they talked and acted. I have tried to study some since I have been there, every little chance I could get, and I liked to sit and think about what I was trying to learn, and I think they tried, when they found I would not join them, to disturb me all they could; and, Olive, what do you think I took for my helping words?' "I don't know, I'm sure, what did you?" "Do you remember what you used to sing so much, the week I spent here, before I went to Mrs. Lancaster's?" "No; I sing so many things that I can't im- agine what you refer to." "It was the last verse of a hymn, and I took a great liking to it; and you sang it so many times that, somehow, it seemed to be linked with you and my thoughts of you." "What was it? "It was this: Helping Words. 67 'Dear Shepherd, if I stray, My wandering feet restore, And guard me with thy watchful eye And let me rove no more." I remember it now; and did I ever tell you why I liked it so well?" "No, I think not." "It was sung the day I united with the church; and somehow is so connected with the peaceful joy of that day, that I have always loved it." "Well, the way I used to keep myself from minding the girls, or joining in their talk was this: I used to sing low to myself, over and over again, just this one verse, till they at last told me, if I was n't a girl of one idea, I was at least confined to one tune. No other verse ever seemed to do half as well." ୧୯ Olive will love that one verse better than ever for that, won't you, Olive?" queried Emma, who, with Bessie, had just returned from school. Certainly I shall," was the reply. Emma went on: "I mean to find a verse and 68 Olive Loring's Mission. call it my helping words;' then, when some naughty feeling comes and tempts me to get cross, or selfish, or lazy, I'll sing it over, and it will help me to be good. "" "And I'll have one, too," said Bessie. "I guess I know what Miss Raymond's favorite hymn is," said Emma; "she asks us almost every day at school to sing, 'Living by Faith,' and we all like it ever so much." "Can you repeat it?" asked Mary. Emma flung herself down in the pleasant shade, and repeated in sweet, clear tones :- "If on a quiet sea, Toward heaven we calmly sail, With grateful hearts, O God, to thee, We'll own the favoring gale." But should the surges rise, And rest delay to come, Blest be the sorrow, kind the storm, Which drives us nearer home. Soon shall our doubts and fears All yield to thy control; Thy tender mercies shall illume The midnight of the soul. Helping Words. 69 Teach us, in every state, To make thy will our own, And, when the joys of sense depart, To live by faith alone." "That is truly beautiful," said Mary; and Olive added, — “ I have always liked that very much; lately, however, my greatest favorite has been the one commencing,- 'Father, whate'er of earthly bliss Thy sovereign will denies,' especially the second verse,- 'Give me a calm, a thankful heart, From every murmur free; The blessings of thy grace impart, And make me live to thec,' It seems to me, that, next to the Bible, some of these hymns are just the sweetest comforters in the world, and full of strength, too." CC I think so; I believe we never half realize how beautiful they are. "" "Olive does," interrupted Emma. "There's a little old hymn - book in the house, that Olive used to have when she was a little girl, and I do really believe that more than half the leaves are 70 Olive Loring's Mission. turned down; mother says she used to tell Olive she should n't suppose turning the leaves down did any good, for there were so many, she thought they would be a puzzle instead of a help." Olive laughed, as she answered,—"I well remember; I used to find new beauties every day, and I wanted to mark them; but at last I was convinced that mother was right, for there were too many marks to have them of much benefit; however, I think that poor, little, mis- used hymn-book gave me a taste for hymns that I hope I shall never lose." Mrs. Loring now joined the group, and, catch- ing from the few words she heard an idea of the subject under discussion, she asked, "Do you ever connect particular hymns with particular persons? I have in my mind now one that always reminds me of some circumstances which occur- red in a town where I was spending a few weeks when I was a girl. I went one evening with Helping Words. 71 some friends to attend a meeting held in a school - house in a neighboring town, and the services were conducted by a young minister who had been but a few weeks settled over a church near by. They had sung several hymns, and just at the close of the meeting, he gave out one, and commenced it, perhaps the tune was a new one to the people present, at any rate they did not join him, and he sang it through all alone.” "Can you say it, mother?" asked Bessie. "Yes, dear; it is what Joe calls my sunset hymn': Softly now the light of day Fades upon our sight away; Free from care, from labor free, Lord, we would commune with thee. Soon for us the light of day Shall forever fade away; Then from sin and sorrow free, Take us, Lord, to dwell with thee.' The light of day' was just fading softly away, and there was something in the saintly face of the young minister, the sweet tune, and the still sweeter words, that impressed me very strongly, 72 Olive Loring's Mission. and for two or three days I was constantly hum- mning the lines over. In a little over a week I heard the minister was sick, then that he was dead. I believe that was the last Sunday evening prayer meeting he ever attended. His memory seems closely connected with the hymn, and so it is in many instances.” "That's a pleasant idea, Mrs. Loring, to make hymns doubly dear, not only for themselves, but because they, in this way, become hooks whereon one can hang pleasant memories of friends and scenes beloved.” This atmosphere of pure home life was fast bringing out all the undeveloped beauty of Mary Spofford's nature, and happy and contented as she was at Mrs. Lancaster's, she yet found at the Loring's such a vital under - current of steady resolve to make life a mission of good to others, as to influence her still more powerfully to strive to attain to the high standard she saw them aiming for. Through her, as she occasionally Helping Words. 73 went to her own home, the good seed was being sown in the hearts of her family, and more than one neighbor had remarked on the visible im- provement the last year had brought about. That one of their household was really rising in the world, and winning both respect and affection, seemed to touch a long covered pride in the parents' hearts, and they manifested their desire to prove themselves worthy of their daughter's better station by occasionally appearing at church, where, as they were kindly welcomed by a few loving souls, who were not above following in their Master's steps and striving to win even the most degraded, they came again and again. Thus the leaven of Olive's kindness to Mary was silently working out what might lead to a great amount of good. So true is it that, when one quiet, loving soul fully determines to find its best service, God is always ready to help such a worker and bless the work. Q CHAPTER VI. MUTUAL HOPES. HE long vacation Donald Campbell spent at home, and the drawing lessons often went on in his presence; and still oftener pencils and brushes were laid aside, and the three girls gave themselves up to the luxury of listening to some of the finest po- etical productions our language affords, rendered doubly beautiful by their pleasant setting of rich, clear tones. The patient, active little worker, Effie, came home for a needed rest, and the hum- ble little home was indeed a sunny spot to nestle in. Louisa Farwell had allowed herself as little Mutual Hopes. 75 leisure for sad repining as possible, and not only found comfort in her efforts to make others happy, but was rewarded by the oft repeated assurance of her parents, that she was their greatest earthly blessing. The younger children found the atmos- phere of their saddened home gradually growing brighter, and thus learned of the trusting sweet- ness that comes alone from a fervent faith in God. Mrs. Farwell's health grew firmer as the days* wore on, and once again Louisa allowed the olden hope to creep back into her heart, that she might yet be allowed to work for her Master in some part of the world as a missionary. Donald Campbell grew much interested in his sister's kind friends, especially in Louisa; and when, in the course of conversation, he learned what were her settled desires, he felt a thrill of more than usual pleasure at their oneness with his own. As their acquaintanceship progressed, he found 76 Olive Loring's Mission. more to admire, and he could not but wish that, if his hope of becoming a laborer in some foreign field should be realized, that labor might be shared by just such an earnest woman as Louisa. Obliged as he was to help himself, he had con- cluded to pass the coming winter in teaching, and it was with the utmost delight that he announced to Jessie that he had been offered, and had ac- cepted, the position of teacher in the grammar school at Lakeville; the two lower schools were at the same time proffered to Louisa and Olive, and, late in November, the three earnest, young souls entered upon their duties. Jessie, in her arm - chair, if deprived of doing her share of active work, kept her fingers busy, while Effie, tired of the factory that had so nearly cost the life of her darling sister, had found a situation as children's nurse in a family living in a neighboring town. Just after Olive commenced teaching, she called one afternoon at her minister's, and found all the Mutual Hopes. 77 family absent excepting the good man himself, who was ever ready to enter fully into all the joys and griefs of his flock. He had watched Olive's Christian course with deep interest, and often ex- pressed to his wife the wish that others among the lambs in the great Shepherd's fold would strive as earnestly and faithfully to make life a mission of good, and thus show their devotion to God. During her afternoon's call, in speaking of the great good which some were allowed to accom- plish, she said: "I get discouraged about ever doing much in the world; I somehow have so many little duties, that I can't find time to under- take anything that would amount to much. Sometimes I feel unhappy about it; then I try to comfort myself with the thought that God knows how much I would like to do more for Him, and He sees, too, how little time I have." Mr. Leonard bent his fatherly gaze full upon the sweet, humble face before him, and said: A 78 Olive Loring's Mission. Ce My daughter, that is just the right view of the matter; the most useful lives are made up of the proper fulfillment of little tasks, that the great Master in His wisdom and goodness appoints. I have often rejoiced at the happy way in which you are treading in your Saviour's steps." The tears welled up into Olive's eyes at her pastor's words of commendation, and there was a happy tremor in her voice, as she answered: ९९ I really do want to do some good in the world; and I've found this last year that the more busy I am the happier I am. I used to keep in a worry because I could n't do everything I wanted to; and now I really think I try hard to be con- tented with things as they are. "" "Contentment, with godliness, you must al- ways remember, crowns the humblest life with blessings. I have thought several times lately I would tell you of two little incidents that I have rejoiced over, viewing them as I did as blessed fruits of the Spirit. Mutual Hopes. 79 "I went over to Farmer Peters's the other day, and he was full of gratitude to you; he could hardly find words to express himself." Olive looked up astonished, as she answered: "I'm sure I can't think of any good I have done him; I never spoke to him a dozen times in my life." "Nevertheless he looks upon you as one of his greatest benefactors. He said he had always been anxious that Benjamin, his youngest son, should have an education, and was willing to do all he could for him; but somehow the boy, al- though a quick scholar, did not seem to have as much ambition as the father wished, and was con- tenting himself with gaining knowledge without any definite purpose, or using what he gained in any practical way. Two years ago, the farmer says, Benjamin came home one day and told him that he had engaged to teach a school during the winter; and when Mr. Peters made some in- quiries of his son, he found that the boy, - he 80 Olive Loring's Mission. was not much more than a boy, had been talk- ing with you, and that you had encouraged him to teach, repeating to him, in the course of the conversation, a remark you had heard his teacher make, that he was better fitted to engage in teaching than were many who taught. The earn- est purpose that, under God, your encouraging words roused into action, has never seemed to flag, and the young man is now steadily pursuing his studies with the settled hope and determina- tion of becoming a physician." "I'm glad, truly glad for both Mr. Peters and Benjamin; but I really don't think I deserve so much praise; all this might have happened without my having said a word." "Mr. Peters thinks otherwise, and indeed, my child, I incline to the belief that it was a part of your mission to rouse that young soul to action. God works by means, and we never know when we hold out a helping hand, speak a cheering word, or give a sympathizing look, whether that Mutual Hopes. 81 word, or look, or deed, may not be the starting point for some great good that shall bless man- kind richly, and bear fruit for eternity." "O sir, how carefully we ought to live, then, if we take this view of hittle things." "Yes, Olive, carefully, as remembering that God, in these same little things, is permitting us to work for Him. There is one thing more I want to tell you; perhaps Louisa has herself said the same, but it will do no harm for me to repeat it. She came to me during the past summer, mournful and full of doubts as to the rightfulness of her calling herself a child of God, when she felt so crushed, and lonely, and disappointed un- der her trials, her losses by death, and the almost impossibility that seemed to write itself above her most cherished hopes. I remember thinking that a life of activity like yours would help her sooner than the studious one which she craved, for find- ing plenty to do is one of God's best medicines for curing griefs. She spoke the other day of 82 Olive Loring's Mission. how beneficial your influence over her had been, - how you had led her away from yielding to a sorrow that was unfitting her for life, with its many blessings still spared to her, and how, both by word and example, you had shown her the comfort that may be found and the good that may be accomplished through the thousand and one little ways we often so selfishly overlook. You have now a new field opened in which to labor,— your school, — and I pray God to bless you in your work.” Olive's heart sang praises all the way home, that she had been thus blessed in her humble ef- forts for others' good; and more earnestly than ever did she determine to walk with open eyes, that she might not fail to see whenever duty beck- oned the way. With Donald and Louisa, this winter's teach- ing they felt was but a preparation for a broader field. To Olive it seemed such a widening of her sphere that she often felt unworthy the honor. Mutual Hopes. 83 Paul had fully made up his mind to the life of a farmer; so Olive felt that her station would never be widely different from that which she now occupied, with its round of homely duties. Encouraged by the perfect sympathy of Paul, she more than ever merited the name by which Joe still persisted in calling her; and as the boy used often to say, the more chasms and rough places she found, the more delicately and loving- ly would she endeavor to fill up the one and smooth out the other. CHAPTER VII. CHRISTMAS SURPRISES. HE winter had sped on as if winged with gladness, and at Christmas time there was never a more loving band of pupils than those who called each of our three friends by the pleasant title of teacher. Pleasant Christmas exercises were inaugurated by the two religious societies of the place, and as Donald, Louisa and Olive were all kindly re- membered by their friends, they were not pre- pared for the surprises which awaited them on entering their respective school-rooms on Christ- mas morning. Busy fingers had been at work long before the school - hour, and the rooms were Christmas Surprises. 85 festooned and adorned with wreaths, crosses and mottoes, while on each desk was laid a beautiful gift from their respective pupils to the teacher oc- cupying that particular room, in each case con- sisting of a choice selection of books; and just while they were in the midst of the thanksgiving and thanks-receiving, a note was handed Olive, inviting her and her fellow - teachers, with their schools, to a merry making on that evening at Farmer Peters's. School was dismissed at noon, and then Paul and Olive, with Donald and Louisa, started for a drive to the next village, and a call on the Bent- leys. They had a pleasant surprise in store for these worthy people. With unwearied effort the two girls had col- lected enough to purchase a sewing machine, which they were now to present to Mrs. Bentley as a Christmas gift from sympathizing friends. Besides, Olive had obtained a promise from a tailor in the neighboring town, that Mrs. Bent- 2 86 Olive Loring's Mission. ley should have all the sewing from his establish- ment that she could accomplish. The afternoon sun sent its slanting rays across the snow-covered fields, and the young hearts beat a happy accompaniment to the jingling of the bells, ringing out their wild merriment through the still air. It was a royal day of winter, and their spirits were attuned to its beauty; while the Christmas song in which their voices united. was a fitting exponent for such depth of gladness and peace. Mrs. Bentley's sad face lighted up with a smile as she greeted her visitors; but it was a smile set in tears, tears of such deep gladness as she when her beauti- had not shed for many a year, - ful gift was brought in, and the pleasant words were said that accompanied the unlooked for blessing. May God bless you all," she exclaimed; "and He will bless you, of that I am certain; such kindness will never go unrewarded.” Christmas Surprises. 87 "It was Olive's idea," whispered Louisa. "But you did as much toward accomplishing the result as I did," interposed Olive. "I sha'n't permit you to give more credit to me than I de- serve; any way, dear Mrs. Bentley, I believe I have got as much pleasure out of the plan as any- body. I've had so many pleasant things said to me about the matter, that I've felt as though I was stringing a chain of golden memories that will be sweet to count over all my life." "I don't believe you'll ever have any others," said Mr. Bentley, striving in vain to wipe away the tears that would come, with his poor distorted hands. "You've brought more sunshine into this house than any other mortal since the first time your sweet face looked brightly in upon us;. and I'm half inclined to believe what Aunt Debby Hayward said the other day, — that God does now and then let an angel come upon earth just to give us an idea of what sort of compan- ionship we shall be blessed with in heaven." * 88 Olive Loring's Mission. "O Mr. Bentley, please do n't talk so;" in her humility Olive shrank from so much praise. "I have n't done anything that deserves so much commendation; I've only done as I would wish to be done by; besides, these other friends were as anxious about this as I was. "" Paul, eager to change the conversation that he could not fail to see was embarrassing to Olive, here interposed with the question, —" Are you fond of singing? Ce "" ९९ "Yes, indeed!" came from both Mr. Bentley and his wife; and Paul went on: "We have been learning some new Christmas songs, and will sing them if it will give you any pleasure.' 4 33 Their well trained voices filled the homely little room with a wonderful sweetness, and long after the adieus had been said, and the grateful family were once more alone, it seemed to the sufferer on his couch, and the grateful woman at her labor, that never singing sounded one half so melodi- ously before, and never were burdens so tenderly Christmas Surprises. 89 shared as were theirs. Gratitude and kindness lent a charm to the homeliest acts. Back again to Lakeville, to call on Jessie, and gladden her beauty - loving little heart by the gift of a well - executed photograph of the four friends, and then home to make ready for the gathering at Farmer Peters's. Just as the great, round moon came up over the snow-crested forest trees, the speeding of gay young hearts towards the huge old farm-house, told how universally the invitation had been ac- cepted, and the warm welcome that met each ar- rival, made all feel as though the broad rooms had literally opened wide spread arms to receive them. Benjamin was at home, his manly face and form elate with a new spirit of earnestness, and he gave himself up so entirely to the gayety of the occasion, with a boyish abandon that fitted in charmingly with his later learned dignity, that father's gaze followed him with love and pride. 90 Olive Loring's Mission. From the long, wide kitchen, with its stretch of rafters, and floor white as Mother Peters's hands could make it, its tall corner clock, its high-backed settle, its quaint, straight chairs, its thousand and one appointments of utility and comfort, to the more pretentious parlor, and all the other apartments, less beautiful than comfort- able, the happy party moved at will; and songs, and laughter, and loving words crept into each crack and crevice. Farmer Peters took the opportunity to thank Olive for her good influence over his son, and bade her go on speaking cheering and guiding words whenever opportunity offered. Songs were sung, one of Jessie's simple poems read, and just when all hearts seemed moved to the tenderest depth of feeling, Donald Campbell, at a whis- pered word from the happy host, offered a brief prayer; and after enjoying Mrs. Peters's bounti- ful entertainment, the happy company separated, the farm - house lights went out one by one, and Christmas Surprises. 91 +3 peace brooded over the souls that had filled this evening with pleasure for so many young hearts. "Well, well, little Gump - wedge," was Joe's first exclamation, as the young Lorings gathered around their own fireside for a little quiet talk. over of the day's pleasures. "You've done something worth while now. Whoever would have thought of such a time as this at Mr. Peters's would have been laughed at, as half crazy, and t'other half foolish. Why, I've heard the old man called cross and mean ever since I can re- member, and the fellows all say that you 've tamed him." "For shame, Joe," answered his sister; " accept of a man's hospitality, and then talk about him like this; I don't believe he ever was a cross man." "I'll bet you," returned Joe, winking and nod- ding in a wonderfully knowing manner, "I'll bet you, you don't know anything about it; why I've seen him just as cross, as crosS as two 92 Olive Loring's Mission. sticks ;" and Joe looked as though he considered his comparison a capital one. "I never saw any sticks that acted very cross, commented Einma. "I've felt them cross, if you never saw them,” put in John, shrugging his shoulders expressive- ly. "You better believe I thought there was some crossness about a stick when old Bedford gave me such a licking last winter, just because I happened to be late at recess two days in succes- sion. My was n't that cross as two sticks?” ! "Certainly, John; one cross stick of a master, and the other a stick of birch, or apple tree, which was it, John?” "It don't make much difference, I guess; either is bad enough.” "You know by experience?" Olive loved her brothers dearly; but she well new they were often in disgrace at school for their yielding to various temptations for fun - making. "If we admit that, you'll have to own that Christmas Surprises. 93 what I've said about the old farmer is correct," retorted Joe. "I never thought he could speak pleasant to a boy till to - night, and I do honestly believe you have in some manner bewitched him.” "Nonsense! naughty boys; I sha'n't” — but Olive's words were broken into by Joe, who threw himself into a mock declamatory attitude and repeated, "Our witches are no longer old, And wrinkled beldams, Satan - sold, But young and gay and laughing creatures, With the heart's sunshine in their features.' That's you, most honored madam," and with another grand flourish, he started for his bed. There was really a good deal of truth in what the boys had said in regard to the old farmer; he had been disappointed in relation to the course he wished his children to pursue, and when, after being ready to give up in despair as regards Ben- jamin also, he had found his hopes so seemingly on a fair way to be realized, that he not only felt 94 Olive Loring's Mission. his heart go out in gratitude toward Olive, who had been moved of God to speak the arousing words, but he saw all the young life around him in a new and better light, and felt himself in a certain sense responsible for a part in the influ- ences that were molding their characters. Life was already beginning to have new meanings to him. • CHAPTER VIII. TWO GATHERINGS. EXT day after Christmas, the Sewing Circle met at Aunt Hetty Fay's. The big bandbox, with its curi- osity shop of strange comminglings, arrived early in the forenoon, and Aunt Hetty, assisted by Becky, the only daughter at home, had been busy in putting "things to rights," as they expressed it, while attending to more important matters in parlor and kitchen. Such a queer set of bundles, such ill-assorted needles, and pin- cushion's devoid of both pins or beauty; thread in every conceivable condition, from smoothly wound spools to snarls, requiring, as Aunt Hetty 96 Olive Loring's Mission. Ce said, a heap o 'patience to pick out ;" buttons without cards and cards devoid of buttons; stock- ings in every stage of completion; and piles of patchwork waiting some favorable time to merge into a bed-quilt. 99 "Just a piece o' them Robbins's shiftlessness,' fretted Aunt Hetty. "I should be ashamed to let the box leave my hands in such a state; but la, now, they mean to get along the easiest way ; they do hate to pin down their bones to hard work." "There, everything is in good order now," said Becky; " and I do hope they won't get the box in such a muss again. I don't believe anybody else gives it such a clearing up as we do; see here, I've got more 'n a pound of rags.' Soon after the early dinner, one after another arrived, till some twenty ladies were variously grouped around, busy in different ways. Later in the afternoon, Louisa and Olive, with some of the older school girls joined the company, which Two Gatherings. 97 was further increased by the coming of the gen tlemen in the evening. Various were the fragments of conversation one could catch from different directions. Here butter - making was fluently discussed, with all the pros and cons of the use of carrots as a col- oring substance; yonder the price of wood; in that corner, hop - raising, in this one, dress - cut- ting; and when the heads were the closest bent together, as though joined in loving unity of thought, you might be pretty certain somebody's frailties of word or deed were being anything but leniently handled. "Alas for the rarity Of Christian charity Under the sun." In one corner of the parlor, a pleasant group, consisting of Mr. and Mrs. Leonard, Mrs. Lor- ing, Louisa, Olive, Paul, Donald, and some half dozen kindred spirits, were exchanging words, that, spoken, left no unpleasant sting behind, 98 Olive Loring's Mission. and equally honored both speaker and listener. As Aunt Hetty approached them, Olive looked up with the words, uttered in her low, gentle tones : "I spent the day with old Aunt Hannah John- son last Saturday. The dear old lady is feeling dreadfully about having to give up her home. The lease has expired and she can't renew it, and she is afraid that she shall have to go to the Alms- house; don't you think, Aunty, something can be done for her? She does so hate to go." "She'll be as well off there as anywhere," re- turned Aunt Hetty, coldly. "She's always fuss- ing about something; for my part, I think charity begins at home, and I don't see my way clear to take her upon my hands to support, when it is the town's duty to do it.” And she's your own mother's sister! Olive spoke involuntarily, as though thinking aloud, while Aunt Hetty, with seemingly a new colony of wrinkles settling down on her frosty cheek Two Gatherings. 99 = moved on to whisper in the ear of a sister gossip, at the first opportunity, "I wonder what Olive Loring thinks she is, a setting herself up to tell me what my duty is! Poor as the Lorings are, 'tis a mighty fine idea for her to be putting on airs in this way. I ain't to blame if old Hannah is my aunt; and, further- more, I sha'n't lift my fingers to keep her from - the Poor house; that's the proper place for the old fuss." But if these kindly words of our Olive fell into stony ground when they reached Mrs. Fay's heart, they found a better soil and took root in the kindlier breast of George Humphrey, a young carpenter who bore a distant relationship to the poor old lady under discussion. Once and again he had given of his earnings, he was poor and alone in the world, to aid this still poorer and more alone friend; and now, as Olive's words fell upon his ear, a strong determination to keep his aged relative from the fate she so much dreaded t 100 Olive Loring's Mission. took possession of his soul; and as soon as pos- sible he sought an opportunity to make known his resolve to Olive, and seek her advice in put- ting his plans into execution. "I know just the place for her," there was a gladsome ring in Olive's clear voice; "I've been racking my brains to find some way for pay- ing the small amount of board required, but did not dare undertake the responsibility myself. Mrs. Barker, that old lady who lives all alone, just beyond the blacksmith's shop, would be glad of her company, but she does n't feel as though she could afford to give any one board entirely, as she does n't need help, only company; and, as it is, she has to plan every way to make her small amount of money supply her wants. She would board Aunt Hannah for less than any one else would, and I think they'll be real happy to- gether." Here was another wrinkle in a sad life smoothed over and made fair by just a little womanly ten- Two Gatherings. 101 derness and Christian sympathy; and the reflux of warmth that welled back upon Olive's heart sent a glow to her cheek and a light to her eye, that added much to her loveliness. As she re- sumed her seat near her pastor, after her interview with Mr. Humphrey, Mr. Leonard remarked: We are striving to perfect one of your plans, Olive. Do you remember proposing, sometime ago, that we have a gathering of the various poor old ladies in the region around?”. "Yes sir, that's been one of my pet ideas for a long time." "Well, I've been talking it over with your good mother and my wife. Several other ladies approve of it, and your mother offers her rooms for the occasion; New Year's Day seems a favor- able time, and I propose that you and Paul send the invitations." Olive gave eager assent, and so the plan was matured. Aunt Hetty of course voted against such proceedings; it "would only serve to make 1 102 Olive Loring's Mission. the miserable creatures discontented, and thus do more harm than good," so she declared, and a few seconded her remarks. ९९ Suppose you were poor and alone; would n't you like a little pleasure, Aunty ?" Olive might as well have talked to the wood - pile at the door; perhaps even with more reason ; for there was substance to the hope that from this last there would in time be thrown out a genial warmth; but from Aunt Hetty no one would ever get much warmth either for soul or body. "No wonder you never did get ahead much in the world, Sister Loring; you do n't know how to calculate. I tell Mr. Fay it's lucky for him that I ain't so soft - hearted as you are, and as he would be if I did n't put my foot down; so I hold the purse strings myself." "You must remember what a precious bank we lay up our treasures in when we give them to the poor, Mrs. Fay," remarked Mr. Leonard; and Two Gatherings. 103 then, besides, we may all need help some day." But some of Olive's plans are so useless; they are just spending time and means where they don't do a dollar's worth of good." They do a heart - full of good, if they do n't a dollar's worth," interposed Louisa; "and as for our Olive, neither she nor her plans are useless; not by any means; why, she's the most useful little body I know." little "That's so," exclaimed Joe. "She's a regular ; " but his sister's hand came plump over his mouth, and her pleading look warned him into silence. In spite of all that Aunt Hetty and her adher- ents could advance, the arrangements were com- pleted for the New Year's party, which, for the next few days, was the great thing talked of. As though Heaven smiled on the plan, the morning dawned bright and warm for the season, and early in the forenoon the invited guests were welcomed within the hospitable home of the Lor- 104 Olive Loring's Mission. ings. Eighteen in all, including seven from the Alms house, two of the number blind, and - three unable to walk only as they were aided by others, yet all showing in look and word that it was no small pleasure that the day was bringing to them. A most bountiful repast had been pro- vided, through the kindness of those interested in the matter, and when, after enjoying both this and the interchange of rejoicings and condolences, Olive and Louisa, with Paul, Donald, and sev- eral others joined in singing all the old tunes asked for, and Mr. Leonard, with a few kind words to each, most tenderly and appropriately thanked God for the day's pleasures and blessings, the satisfaction of the company seemed complete. Aunt Hannah Johnson was gladdened by the tidings of the new plans for her comfort, and when the time for their departure came, good Farmer Peters made his appearance with a fine barrel of his best apples, that he requested should be divided among the old ladies. Two Gatherings. 105 Well, if this has n't been a jolly go of a day," was Joe's rather irreverent remark, as the last one of their guests was carried from the door. ""Twas better 'n any exhibition I ever went to, to hear old Mrs. Sykes and Aunt Sublime Ridic- ulous talk." "Whom do you mean?” No one could refrain from smiling, either at Joe's queer transformation of names, or Bessie's round-eyed wonder. Why that one with a yaller ribbin on her cap.” Aunt Submit Riddles," explained Olive to Bessie, who rejoined, "You're a naughty boy, Joe; that sounds just like making fun of them, and that is n't right.” "Never you fear, little sister; I won't make a mite of fun of them; I'll respect them all— like like well, like peanuts and molasses candy; will that do, Bessie? What I was going to say was, Mrs. Sykes said to this Aunt Sub- lime; excuse me, Aunt Submit, Lar sakes! 3 106 Olive Loring's Mission. how young you dew look, with that yaller ribbin on your cap; are you trying to set your cap for a beau?' Then they laughed and went on, for all the world, just as I suppose girls talk about beaux, and dress," - making a bow to his sister and her friends," and all in such a queer way. "" "A good deal you know about it,” returned Emma. "I don't believe Olive and Louisa spena their time talking about beaux." "Oh, they're none - suches," Joe answered, re- treating toward the door. "Besides, Olive do n't need to make any efforts to catch a beau, he's already hooked; and as for Louisa, appearances speak louder than words,' I heard Mrs. Sykes say this afternoon, so I guess she's safe enough;" and the merry boy closed the door amid a burst of laughter. CHAPTER IX. HAPPENINGS. ESSIE'S little poem found a welcome at the hands of the publisher to whom Olive forwarded forwarded it, and again and again little waifs of hers drifted out into the great world, if not to find many admirers, at least to make a few friends. One day when Olive went to see her, she found the busy little cripple flushed and eager with un- wonted excitement, and to Olive's queries, she replied by showing her a newspaper notice, in which a noted publishing firm offered a premium for the best Sabbath school book, on a specified C 108 Olive Loring's Mission. subject. "I want to try for it, Olive," Jessie went on; "but I'm afraid; and I don't know whether to undertake it or not." Ce Why afraid, my darling?" Olive's bright, encouraging smile was a strengthener of itself. "There will so many try who are so much wiser than I am." "May be not so much wiser as you suppose. I fancy the wisdom of the soul is what is needed in the book, as much as brain wisdom, and you've been learning daily lessons of that best of all knowledge, the love and comforting presence of God. There is nothing for you to fear. The help of God will be better than anything else, and that I know you 'll have." I've thought and thought about it, and prayed over it for several days, and it has really seemed to me as though after every prayer I had felt the desire stronger than ever to take up my pen. Do you suppose that is God's way of an- swering my petitions?" Happenings. 109 I fully believe so, and I would try, by all means. Perhaps God has hedged up your path in one way, that you might the more plainly see duties you might have otherwise overlooked." Jessie was half lying in her great easy-chair, her eyes fixed on the bright face she so much ad- mired, seemingly gaining a fund of gladsomeness that would creep down into her heart as a strengthening memory, not only from the words but the very looks of her friend. Olive con- tinued: "I verily believe, Jessie, that evil may be to us 'good - a- making,' as some one has expressed it, if we only take all our trials as a part of God's discipline for our best good. You know how sad Fannie Nelson felt when the great trial of her life came upon her. At first she could n't see any light on the sudden darkening of all her hopes, but she has now come to feel that it was all for the best." · "Poor Fannie; how I pity her." . 110 Olive Loring's Mission. "I do not think she really feels the need of pity now; she believes that her prayers for guid- ance have been answered in God's best way, and though at first overwhelmed, she now sees plainly that it was all right. Just so, perhaps, you will yet be led to see that what at first seemed a com- plete blighting of all your hopes, may yet be the means, in God's hands, of crowning your days with a richer garland of benefits conferred on others through the medium of your pen. So try for the prize, by all means; I feel certain you'll accom- plish some good, if nothing more." "What a strength - giving comforter you are, Olive! You make me think of what I read this morning. Some one expressed a wish that he might benefit his friends in this way: I wish to be to my friends spiritually, what the west wind is to us physically, reviving, comforting, and strength - imparting;' and that is just what you ´are." "I believe you and Louisa have joined hands Happenings. 111 1 to spoil me. I don't deserve a tithe of the praise upon me. I only wish I did." you bestow upon me. Donald brought me a new song yesterday; one of his friends sent the piece of music to me." "What is it?" "It is called My Ain Countree,' and is very, very beautiful. One verse in particular I like very much; it is this: He's faithfu' that has promised, He'll surely come again, He'll keep his tryst wi' me, At what hour I dinna' ken; For he gathers in his bosom Witless, worthless lambs like me, And carries them himsel' To his ain countree.'” "That is beautiful; read the whole of it, if you please. "" Jessie's voice was a fit setting for the trusting words of the poem, and as Olive took her way homeward, she found herself more than once re- peating: 112 Olive Loring's Mission. "God gie his grace to ilk ane Wha listens noo to me, That we a' may gang at last To our ain countree." As the days wore on towards spring she be- came more and more interested in a little girl, staying at her grandparents for the winter, and a pupil in Olive's department of the school. The child, Maggie Bernard, was the youngest of a large family, of whom all, but herself and an older sister, had fallen victims to that scourge of New England, consumption. When Agnes, the third daughter, on whose cheek the deceptive crimson heralded death, grew weary amid her life's pleasant round of duties and pleasures, the parents' hearts sank heavy within their bosoms; and, determining to leave no means untried for her restoration to health, they took the fading flower to the far South, hoping the warmer climate might bring back bloom and strength, leaving Maggie with her paternal grand- Happenings. 113 parents. The little girl was a gentle, loving child, with what might be fitly termed a natural spirituality of thought and feeling, which had nev- er, however, been understood or encouraged at home. Mr. and Mrs. Bernard were worldly people, and not even the repeated strokes that had bereft them of promising sons and lovely daughters had been able to lead them to the fountain of all peace and comfort. Overwhelmed with the most intense grief when the stroke came, they but clung the closer to the treasures left them, and strove, by surrounding themselves with the ap- pliances of wealth, to drown the remembrance of their perished hopes, now but as a dream of the past. To them, their treasures were indeed lost, not gone before, and their shuddering acceptance of what they could not help, was but a blind yielding to fate. Every encouraging word that truth would al- low, was spoken to Agnes; but instead of leading 114 Olive Loring's Mission. her young spirit to find its needed rest in the arms of everlasting love, they used every effort to keep her thoughts from herself, by constantly pre- senting every object of interest that love could devise. Little Maggie was, at once, upon her introduc- tion into the Lakeville school, attracted by the winning gentleness of Olive's face and manner, and her own loving ways won for her a like nest- ling place in the heart of her teacher. When Olive's words of prayer became the ladder by which the hearts of her pupils traveled heaven- ward, little Maggie laid her head down on her clasped hands, and felt that she was in a new at- mosphere. The child had never heard a prayer before, save at church or at funerals; even the child's prayer of all Christendom,-" Now I lay me down to sleep,"-had never been taught her ; and this evidently loving communion with a kind Father in heaven was something she did not un- derstand. Happenings. 115 The first night, as she curled down on a low seat beside her grandmother, she sat for a long time silent, till Mrs. Bernard laid her trembling hand on her little granddaughter's head with the question: "What is the matter, my darling; are you getting lonely, with only grandpa and me?" CC 'Oh, no, dear Grandma ;" the child's very tones attested the truthfulness of her words. "I love dearly to be here with you. I was only thinking about the teacher, and how different she is from any other teacher that I ever saw. She prayed better than any minister, and it seemed just as if she liked to. I wish I could learn to say a prayer; seems to me, 't would make me feel a good deal happier; when I get tired and cross sometimes, I wonder if praying would n't help me." Mrs. Bernard sent up a swift but silent petition to the throne of grace, for wisdom to guide this little inquirer aright. Maggie had never visited 116 Olive Loring's Mission. her grandparents before, only when accompanied by her parents or some other member of the fam- ily; and having arrived only the day previous to the commencement of school, with her father, who left that morning for his own home, the old lady had had no opportunity of learning of the spirit- ual training to which her little grandchild had been subjected, and the utter want of any in- struction on the subject sent a pang to her pious heart. Too well she remembered how, in the days of Maggie's father's childhood, all her en- deavors to give the boy religious instruction had been frustrated by her husband, who declared that no child of his should be fettered by the shackles of superstition, but have free liberty to choose its own notions of right and wrong. Her husband, the companion of so many years, the sharer of her joys and woes, was an avowed free- thinker, and now, in this little child's ignorance of holy things, she could see the influence handed down from father to child. Happenings. 117 Taking the little one in her arms, she asked gently," Didn't your mother ever teach you the Lord's prayer?" "No, Grandma; and I don't believe she ever prays. I don't think her mother ever taught her. Do you pray, Grandma?" ९९ I try to, my darling." "And will you teach me? "Yes, indeed, my precious one." "The teacher looked so happy, and somehow I felt, when she asked God to bless us, and make us good all day, just as though He really would, and I guess that was what made it so easy to be good." Mrs. Bernard kissed the sweet, upturned face, and Maggie went on : "I shall love that teacher dearly, I know 1 shall; and I do wish, mother could hear her pray once, when she gets to crying so, because we 've got so many graves in the cemetery, and because Agnes is so sick, and perhaps she won't get well." 7 118 Olive Loring's Mission. "Well, my darling, we'll pray for them all, all the dear absent ones, and perhaps God will hear our prayer, and teach them to pray, too." And perhaps Miss Olive will pray for them, too; do n't you believe she will?" "Yes, dear, I don't doubt but she will." "Can I ask her? I'll tell her how sick Agnes is, and how father and mother feel so badly about her, and hat they do n't know how to pray to Jesus. and how you and I are going to pray for the:n, and want to have her pray, too." Mrs. Bernard knelt with the deeply interested child, and when her words of petition were fin- ished, Maggie herself put her own fervent desires into loving words, and laid her tired little frame away to rest for the night with a new sense of God's protection. The next night she lingered after the school closed, and when Olive, noticing her wistful little face, questioned her, the impulsive child threw her arms about her teacher's neck, and said,- Happenings. 119 Ce You do me so much good when you pray, that I want to ask you to pray for dear Agnes, who is sick, and papa and mamma, who feel so badly about her." Olive drew the little girl into her lap, and in- quired who Agnes was; and the answer she re- ceived was so full of pathos that her own eyes filled with tears. (c Agnes is my sister,-all the sister I've got, and we have lots of graves in the cemetery, and she's so sick that I'm afraid she 'll die, too; and I think papa and mamma are afraid, for they are going to take her down South to stay all win- ter, as the doctor says perhaps the warm weather will help her. I don't believe she knows any- thing about Jesus, for He never was talked about at our house. Grandma loves Him, and I want to love Him, and we are going to pray for my folks, and I wanted to ask if you would n't pray, too; will you, teacher? "" "Most certainly, my dear little girl; and we'll 120 Olive Loring's Mission. believe that God will hear and answer us, for He is always ready to answer prayer.” ୧୯ Agnes is so very lovely, and I love her so dearly, it does seem as though I could n't live. without her. I shall ask Him to make her get well; but, more than all, I do want she should learn to love Him. You appear so happy when you pray to Him, that it seems as though to know about Jesus would be the best thing I could ask for her; do n't you think so?" "Yes, darling; to know Jesus is to go to the fountain head of all true wisdom and happiness; and whether your sister gets well or not, if she loves Jesus, she will not fail of being happy.' "And ten." "" papa and mamma must not be forgot- "No, indeed; we won't forget them." Ce Grandma says Jesus wants to have little chil- dren like me love Him, I want to, I'm sure; and it seems very strange that everybody don't just as soon as they hear about Him, He loves us so. "" Happenings. 121 "So I often think, Maggie. If any earthly friend should do one half as much for us as He - has done, we should be ready to give our whole hearts up in earnest affection toward them; but Jesus, and His goodness and love are oftentimes seemingly forgotten." Maggie held up her sweet mouth for a kiss, and then, with a happy 'Good night, dear teacher,' she bounded away. Here was a new field for Olive to labor in, and again and again as the weeks wore on, did the little seeker linger by her teacher's side for words of encouragement and counsel. To Olive there came such a sense of responsibility as sometimes to be almost over- whelming, and only at the fountain of all blessed- ness could she drink and find strength for her duties. With the early spring a trial laid its burdening weight upon her. Paul was going away, to be absent a year, at the shortest; it might be two years; and constant as had been their companion- 122 Olive Loring's Mission. ship, it seemed that her very life would be rent in twain by such a separation. An accidental acquaintanceship with an in- valid gentleman from New York, led to the re- quest from the latter, that Paul should accompa- ny him to Europe as companion, for his state of health forbade his going alone. The offer was an advantageous one, and Olive was really anxious that Paul should avail himself of the benefit of it; but at the same time her loving heart shrank from the protracted separation. Truly, the days seemed winged that preceded his departure; and when she had sent him away with a cluster of the first arbutus blooms, as her parting token, she felt as if maimed in heart. As she afterwards said, it must have been that God saw how near she came to being selfishly de- spairing, and gave her a sure antidote; for just when the burden rested heaviest, little Maggie Bernard made her appearance with a still drearier weight, and Olive in a measure forgot her own Happenings. 123 grief in trying to comfort Maggie. The child brought with her a letter just received from her parents, penned evidently with many tears, for the paper was blistered, and the words written as with a trembling hand. It read as follows: "Dear little Maggie :- She "We are coming home. Agnes grows weaker and weaker, and the doctors say there is no hope. longs to get home, and talks constantly of you. Papa will come for you as soon as we reach home. Perhaps seeing you may comfort Agues a little; she feels so sure of her fate, and yet so desires to live, that it is agony to see her. This world grows darker and darker; households are only gathered togeth- er to be rudely separated by the hand of death, and sometimes I question what the good of living at all is, only that we must. "Your letters seem to be all the gleam of brightness that shines across our way. Agnes finds her only pleasure in hearing them read. A few days more, little daughter, and we shall hope to see you. Good-bye, till we meet. "YOUR BROKEN-HEARTED MOTHER.” A few more lines were added by Mr. Bernard, both parents apparently forgetting the extreme youth of their child, and writing to her as to a person of mature years. A something not under- stood by them had given a comforting strength to 124 Olive Loring's Mission. Maggie's letters, which they received from noth- ing else. Once, Mr. Bernard would have frowned over Maggie's constant allusion to Jesus and his love and protection for those who seek his presence and companionship by prayer; but now, as though satisfied that his child had found a source of strength and comfort in which he was want- ing, he, scarcely understanding why, looked for- ward to the receipt of her letters with as much eagerness as did his wife and Agnes." To-day Maggie seemed crushed in hope, and Olive held the little quivering form silently against her heart for a little while, without at- tempting to speak words of consolation, till the fiercest waves of her grief had surged themselves away, and then she whispered: "Just think, Maggie; I believe God meant you should find a little bit of comfort in even this sad letter. Your mother writes that your letters are the only gleams of light they have, Happenings. 125 and that Agnes longs to see you. God is sending her home so that Now perhaps you may be a little teacher for Him, and lead her to Him, not only through the telling of all His goodness, but also by showing how even a little girl can love and serve Him. Have you thought of all this, my darling? "" "No, Miss Olive. I have been feeling so badly, that I do n't believe I thought of trying to find any comfort; and now it do n't seem as though I could do any good. I shall be so sor- rowful thinking about Agnes, and then you won't be with me to tell me what is right, and I'm only a weak little girl, and at home there won't be anybody to talk about Jesus, and if I find things in the Bible I want to have Agnes read, I sha'n't know how to explain them; " and Maggie broke down in a fit of convulsive weeping. Olive's hand moved lightly back and forth over the heated and throbbing temples, as she asked: Ce Is not my little girl forgetting that God 126 Olive Loring's Mission. never gives us any work to do for Him, but He gives us also all needed wisdom?” Maggie looked into the loving face bent over her, and Olive continued: "If God has appointed this work for you, He will find a way for you to accomplish it. He is always more ready to help us than we are to have help; and I feel certain, my dear little girl, that He will give you no hard task to perform." The cross resting on Maggie's shoulders seem- ed lifted by the hand of divine compassion so as to be a little less burdensome, as she went to- wards home; and Olive, folding to her heart the truth that there were others whose burdens were greater than hers, returned to her home duties with an unspoken but earnest desire for a closer walk with God and a constant realization of his help. When the twilight hour came, that time of all the day when she most missed Paul, she went over across the dun meadows to see Jessie Campbell. The gladsome greeting of, "O Happenings. 127 כ, Olive, you are just the one I most wished to see ; I have something so surprising and yet so pleas- ant to tell you," at once convinced her of her wisdom in not having yielded to her first impulse to sit down alone and dream of past hours. "What is it, Jessie? Anything that can make you look so happy ought to be particularly pleasant." "Don't you remember my telling you of the prize I wanted to try for, and how you encour- aged me, and how, in spite of all my fears, I finished the manuscript in season, and sent it off? Did you really think, Olive, I should meet with any success?" "To be sure I did. I sha'n't be one bit sur prised if you tell me that your book has been awarded the prize." Well, I was; for truly I've won it, and have received such a kind, encouraging letter from the publishers. It all seems so strange, I can't real- ize it at all. I had schooled myself to be satis- 128 Olive Loring's Mission. fied with simply having my book accepted, and by and by published by the firin, or perhaps utterly set aside as worthless; but I never really dared to hope that I should be blessed with such success as this." "God blesses those who are humble in their desires, oftentimes above their expectations; and He saw how fervent was your desire to use your talents for His service, how ardently you wished to accomplish something in the world, and yet how willing you were to let the whole matter rest as He should think best." "Olive, you don't know how glad I am to be successful; and yet I feel so sorry for the others who have tried for the prize and failed,-how disappointed they will be, for may be many of them had set their hearts upon succeeding, and even felt almost certain that they could not fail." "God knew what was for the best, and He will find some way to make this disappointment a means of good to each one of them, if they are Happenings. 129 only His children, and put their trust in Him. I am truly rejoiced for you; and now, darling, when are we to see your book in print? "" They write me that, as soon as possible, they shall issue it; and one thing more, Olive; they ask me to write a sequel, as they think the sub- ject can be continued with advantage." "Better and better, Jessie; these dear little fingers will do much good in the world yet, albeit their owner has been so fearful of having to lead a life of idleness. You are going to write again, are you not?" Just then Mrs. Campbell came in, and to Olive's congratulations on Jessie's success she answered, her fine eyes filling with tears: We e are all thankful, Miss Olive, not only for the present comfort and pleasure it gives to Jes- sie, but also for the prospect of future usefulness, which she had felt would be denied her." "" "Donald says," said Jessie, "that blessings and trials are a good deal more equally meted out 130 Olive Loring's Mission. to us than we usually think; and He believes juut as you do, that God hedges up our paths one may take the one He wants to way, so that we have us walk in. I am sorry to have to be lame all my life; but it really seems easier to bear since I have been shown that God has something for me to do in the world. Dear Mr. Leonard was here this afternoon, and while he rejoiced with me, he bade me ever bear in mind, that every truth I wrote for God might set in motion a wave of good that, constantly widening in its influence, would reach some distant shore and prove never-ending; and, remembering this, he bade me be careful never to write anything upon which I could not ask God's blessing to rest. "I don't believe you ever have, Jessie," said Olive; while Jessie, reaching from a desk on the table a piece of paper, went on: "You know how much I think of Dr. Stanley, and how the treatment he received from some of the people here almost amounted to persecution.. Happenings. 131 Well, in sending news items to the county paper, as I do once in a while, I spoke of his leaving here, and how great a trial it was for his friends to have him go, as he was highly beloved and respected. Because I did n't add, that there were others who maliciously strove to injure him, and were ever on the lookout for his faults, and who rejoiced in his departure, Mrs. Green, who was one of his enemies, not only came to me and accused me of not telling the troth, but has also made the remark, that such letters, written in so one-sided a manner, were of no con- sequence, written as they were by a poor, weak - minded girl. At first I felt very much grieved, and wondered why she could n't let me alone, as I never knowingly injured her either in word or deed; but at last I made up my mind that, poor and weak as I am, perhaps there was a little envy mixed with her other feelings; for God has indeed given me more success than I dared to hope for." 3 132 Olive Loring's Mission. "Envy does make people talk and act in a very unreasonable manner, Jessie; and Mrs. Green is doubtless under its influence when she makes such remarks; but I would n't mind any- thing about it. Sometime God may give you the opportunity to do her a kindness, which will make her ashamed of her unkind words." "Mr. Leonard told me to rise above it all; to treat the matter with silent contempt, as being below my attention, but to watch for a chance to show Mrs. Green that I harbored no ill will toward her, and that my aim was to do all the good I could in the world." "That is the best way, Jessie; but what have you there to show me?" for Jessie still held the scrap of paper in her hand. Why, this morning, when I was thinking it over, I was impressed to put some of my thoughts into rhyme, and here they are. I call them, 'My Pen and I.' Shall I read them?" "Most certainly, dear." Happenings. 133 "I said in my heart, with a 'help me, dear Lord,' That my pen should forever be pure From unkind words, from repeatings of ill, And wrongs that could stain or allure. It should tell no tale that would wound the heart, But always, with tenderest care, Should trace only what could be sent on its way With a golden setting of prayer. "I said it should write of the holy and true; Lovingly seeking for ways To lessen the evil, and multiply good, And ever rejoicing to praise. It should always be diamond-pointed with truth, And claim, mid much weakness, this power,- That the words it had traced held no venomous sting That could sadden a dying hour. "So I said in my heart, and I prayed to be helped Whenever I took up my pen, And linked thought to word, and made writing the path Wherein beauty could walk beside men. Could walk common ways, in the memory held, Through the few humble words I should write,- Words, claiming no brightness or grace of their own, Simply frames, holding truths to delight. "So I write, — so I pray; — and though tired and weak, Though poor, and oft yielding to sin, Finding griefs by the roadside, and thorns for my feet, And many temptations within;- This I know, and the thought has a sweetness of bliss, Neither envy nor malice can stain,- The Lord has so answered my prayers, that my pen Has been free from all giving of pain 134 Olive Loring's Mission. 4 "And I believe it, dear Jessie, I do n't think you ever have written or ever will write anything but that upon which God's blessing can be asked to rest.' "" • "I am afraid, Olive, that I did n't stop to think about asking God's blessing on this when I commenced. I had a sort of wicked desire that Mrs. Green might see it, and thus know that I had heard of her remarks; but before I finished it, I lost all that unworthy feeling, and only wrote just what I really felt and desired in regard to anything I may write." "Yes; and, Jessie, you do n't know how much good books may do written with such a motive power. I was much interested in an anecdote which our minister related last Sunday. He was speaking of the good we might all do, if we only tried,—even a little child; and to illustrate it he said: There was once a boy who went from the town where he was living to his native town on a ´visit; and while there, he attended a series of Happenings. 135 meetings, and found the Saviour. After his return to the place where he was then a resident, the man with whom he lived sent him out to chop wood, and some of his comrades, hearing the sound of his ax, clustered around him and began to question him in regard to the meetings, and his own feelings. He told them how pleasant the gatherings for worship had been, and how he felt that he had learned to love the Saviour, and rejoiced in the hope that his sins were washed away. The boys were much interested, and at last he told them, if they would meet him at the school - house that evening, he would hold a meeting with them. "When the evening came, a goodly number assembled, and the young leader took the Bible and read a chapter; then he told them he would do just as they did at the meetings, invite all who wished to be prayed for to rise; and every boy was on his feet. There were many earnest seekers among the little band, and a meeting was 136 Olive Loring's Mission. appointed for the next evening. Some older people, hearing what was going on, came in, in part from curiosity, and one, a man hitherto a constant opposer of religion, was bowed to the dust by a sense of his sins. · continued, and ere long were The meetings were held in the different when, some months churches of the place; and afterwards, some one made inquiries as to the number converted, it was found that some three hundred had united with the various churches; and all this could be traced back to the faithful- ness of that little preacher's first sermon, standing on the wood - pile. And Mr. Leonard said that this was no story just told for effect, but a real fact, and that the boy is now in his second college year, preparing for the gospel ministry." "I ken that God blesses faithfu' effort alwa', Miss Olive," said Mrs. world o' truth in what being work for us a'. Campbell; "there's aye a Jessie sings, about there We're the bairns o' those wha died for faith in the old days of persecution Happenings. 137 in dear auld Scotland, and I can na' but believe that, as their work was to die for Him they loved, so ours, in these later days, is to live for Him, and try wi' our might to influence ithers also." A Olive had received comfort almost uncon- sciously, and the low-breathed words of one of Paul's favorite hymns made sweet companion- ship on her homeward walk. At home she found her brothers in a high state of excitement. marketman in an adjoining town,-where the inhabitants were mostly engaged in manufactures, and consequently gardens were neglected, and vegetables were in great demand, had written them a proposal to furnish him with a supply of garden products for his market; and the idea was being vehemently discussed when Olive came. "It is just what I've wished you could do, boys," was her instant reply when the matter was stated to her. "I've felt certain you might succeed in accomplishing a good deal in this way," and so an affirmative answer was sent. CHAPTER X. BROADENING WAYS. N a few days little Maggie Ber- nard's father came for her, and Olive missed the clinging affection that had so looked to her for guidance and sym- pathy. A week later, and to Olive came the fol- lowing letter: "DEAR TEACHER: (( Agnes wants to see you. Because I love you so well, she wants to see and love you also, and father and mother wish me to write and invite you to come and make us a visit. You will make us all very grateful if you will only come. Do please come. You know you used to tell me that God would make the way plain for us to walk in, and I hope and pray that you will feel that the path of duty lies in this direction, Father will meet you Dear, dear teacher, MAGGIE." and that you will decide to come to us. at the Station any day you will mention. don't refuse your little Broadening Ways. 139 Olive at once decided to go, and immediately despatched a few lines to Maggie, announcing when she might be expected. The early May sunshine lay in golden waves ɔver meadow and upland, as Olive sped on to- ward the home of her little friend, and as the va- ried pictures which the landscape presented passed before her, thought was busy with memories of the past and hopeful questionings of the future. At a certain station on the road the train on board which she was a passenger was to be di- vided, and a part take a different direction. Olive herself was in a wrong car, and rising to find a seat in the right one, she found there were several others in the same situation, among them a finely dressed young lady and a plain looking old one. The old lady moved slowly with tottering limbs down the long car, and one would suppose that none could have looked upon her with aught but the gentlest pity; but the younger lady jostled her rudely aside, with the sharply spoken remark, 140 Olive Loring's Mission. "Do move on, or else let me pass you." A no- ble looking man rose to help the old pilgrim, with a softly uttered, "Be patient with the aged, young lady." He aided her into the next car, and as Olive followed closely, and asked the old lady where her journey was to end, he lifted his hat to the two, with the remark, "I shall leave you in good hands, Madam," and went back to his own car. She was a very unfashionable looking person- age, and more than one gay young person gazed with a supercilious stare at the quaint companion whom Olive had chosen ; but the old lady's grate- ful smile, as her new found friend arranged the seat, the window - shade, and the inevitable bun- dles a traveler always carries, so as to make her as comfortable as possible, was ample recompense for all. Full of almost childish simplicity was the story she poured into Olive's attentive ear. She had been sick all winter, and was going now to her Broadening Ways. 141 chidhood's home, perhaps to die, for her strength seemed growing daily less. She had ex- pected an escort, but alınost at the moment of starting this friend was taken ill, and as another friend was to meet her at a certain point on the route, she felt obliged to attempt the journey alone. She expressed great joy that Olive's way led her by the very stopping place where her companion for the rest of the trip was to join her, and when, on reaching that station, Olive helped her to the platform, and found her friend awaiting her, the old lady took Olive's hand in both her trem- bling ones, with the heartfelt words, "I don't know who you are, but you 're an angel, and I hope God will forever bless you.” "O madam, angels never wear waterproofs; I'm only a poor little mortal," returned Olive, as she made her adieus and hastened back to her seat, and for the rest of the way tried to comfort the saddened heart of a little girl, who had lost her mother and was being sent away to board- 142 Olive Loring's Mission. ing school. Her work in this new direction was done with the usual skill and success. So did she scatter the blessed seeds of loving kindness that would take deep root in the hearts of those she cheered, and bear fruit through all eternity; for never is a kindly act performed, a loving word spoken, nor even an encouraging look bestowed, but it becomes the starting point for a long time of good results. Life is largely made up of little deeds, little opportunities, little pleasures, little griefs; great things are the exceptions; and the wisest are those who walk as understanding that the holiest joys of life are found in faithfully doing and enduring small things. Olive's daily way was marked by this constant remembrance, and what those who were anxiously looking for some great thing to accomplish, constantly overlooked, she as con- stantly saw. As she stepped from the train at the place of her destination, Maggie sprang forward to greet Broadening Ways. 143 her, and presented her father, who met her with a cordial kindness which at once placed Olive at ease with him. A warm welcome sprang to Mrs. Bernard's lips as she met her guest at the door, and with a feel- ing that this new step in her life's journey was a very pleasant one, Olive at once nestled down into her appropriate place in the household. In Agnes she was intensely interested. The sweet gentleness of word and mien, shadowed by a sadness she tried to hide under an assuined cheerfulness for her parents' sake, could not fail of winning the love of all who knew her. It was near the close of the afternoon when Olive was introduced into the pleasant apartment known as "Agnes' room." It was a large, south chamber, with broad, low windows, looking out into the pleasantest of all city squares. Every- thing that taste could devise had been brought to aid in making the room complete in its every ap- pointment. Pictures and flowers, curiosities and 144 Olive Loring's Mission. specimens of art, three or four of Rogers's little groups, and over all the rich light falling through curtains of lace tinged with rose color. Bed, dra- pery and furniture, carpets, and even the wrapper of the invalid, each exhibited a blending of whiteness with the heart of a rose real warmth of color, like when it first opens to the sunshine. Agnes sat just where the fading sun- light fell full upon her, one little hand toying with the snowy tassels of her dress, the other holding back the heavy weight of curls from her blue-veined forehead. "You are so good to come," she whispered, as Olive impulsively stooped to kiss her. "I love your very name from hearing Maggie speak of you, and hope we shall keep you with us a long time. You will let this help me speak my wel- come," and she took from the stand beside her an exquisitely arranged bouquet, of the most fra- grant flowers, creamy rose buds and delicately - tinted heliotrope, with sprays of the richest green. - Broadening Ways. 145 "Oh, how beautiful, how beautiful! It is the sweetest of all welcomes. I thank you for it more than I can express," exclaimed Olive. Maggie said you was fond of flowers, and she arranged this for you," continued the invalid. Olive drew Maggie close beside her as she took the chair that Mrs. Bernard had placed near her daughter, and then answered, in her peculiarly happy way, the little girl's inquiries about Lakeville friends. Agnes leaned back among her pillows, an interested listener, and after the sun sank out of sight, and the twilight shadows drifted in, Mrs. Bernard left the three girls to themselves, and went out to get a little fresh air, as the phy- sician who attended the family had urged upon Mr. Bernard the necessity of inducing his wife to ride or walk in the open air, daily, if possible, her own lessening strength bearing testimony to her anxiety for her daughter's welfare. "Now, dear Miss Olive," pleaded Maggie, "won't you sing for Agnes and me?" : 146 ·Olive Loring's Mission. : "I am afraid it will tire your sister, Maggie; we have been talking a long time.” ce No, indeed it will not, it will rest me. I never feel so happy as when I hear music or sing- ing," said Agnes. "Then, dear teacher, sing first, 'When the swallows homeward fly,' and then that sweet little Scotch song you and Miss Louisa sang that afternoon we spent at Mr. Campbell's. "" ""When the swallows homeward fly,' is one of father's great favorites," said Agnes. "I'm so glad you sing, we all love it so well." Like a flash the hope, itself a prayer, ascended from Olive's heart, "Oh that each one of this household might learn to sing the new song that shall swell through all eternity;" and then her clear voice linked itself with the words of the song that had been requested. ९९ Now the Ingle Side,' next," pleaded Maggie, Glase Des Agnes leaned back among the pillows an interested listener. KILBURNS Broadening Ways. 147 from her nestling place between Olive and Agnes. Soft and very plaintive was the music into which these sweet fancies, born from some warm Scotch heart, were fitted. Agnes listened with closed eyes, and in the prevailing quiet, neither of the three noticed the soft unclosing of the door, and the entrance of a scholarly looking man, who, with hat in hand, seemed drinking in the harmony of,— "It's rare to see the morning breeze Like a bon-fire frae the sea; It's fair to see the burnie kiss The lip o'the flowery lea; An' fine it is on green hill-side, Where hums the bonny bee; But rarer, fairer, finer far, Is the Ingle side for me. "Glens may be gilt wi gowans rare, The birds may fill the tree; And hanghs hae a' the scented ware That simmer growths can gie; But the canty hearth where cronies meet, An' the darling o' our e'e, That makes to us a warl complete; Oh, the Ingle side's for me.” 148 Olive Loring's Mission. "I do so love Scotch songs," said Agnes, as "Can't Olive's voice died away into the stillness. you sing another, if you are not too weary?" "I'm not at all weary; I'll sing as long as you wish," was the reply Olive hastened to give, interrupted in its utterance by Maggie, who had caught a glimpse of the gentleman and sprang to his side, exclaiming, "O Dr. Castleton, how glad I am you have come. This is my teacher from Lakeville, where grandma lives, and she does sing so sweetly." "I am happy to meet your teacher, little Mag- gie, and can bear testimony to her sweet singing, for I came in just as she commenced this last song, and, not wishing to disturb you, I stood silent. Forgive me for playing the eaves - drop- per," he continued, taking for an instant Olive's hand within his own; "and to show that you pardon me, please give us another song, and let it be a Scotch one, for, like Agnes, I love the songs of Scotland." Broadening Ways. 149 "Sing My ain Countree,'" whispered Maggie. Olive complied, and sang sweetly, — "I'm far frae my hame, An' I'm weary oftenwhiles For the langed for hame bringing, An' my Father's welcome smiles. I'll ne'er be fu' content, Until my e'en shall see The gowden gates o' heaven, - An' my ain Countree,"- and so on through each line of holy trust till, when the end came, with, "So I'm watchin' still, an' singin' O' my home as I wait The soun'in' o' his footfa' This side the gowden gate. God gie his grace to ilk ane Wha listens noo to me, That we a' may gang at last To our ain Countree." *Amen, and amen, my dear young lady," exclaim- "Your singing shall, if God ed Dr. Castleton. give me grace and strength, be as the quickening impulse that shall lead me to so close a walk with 150 Olive Loring's Mission. God, that the future shall seem, as never before, to come near the heart, and announce that the home to which we hasten is indeed, if at peace with God, our Ain Countree,' and not a foreign land. Agnes, I rejoice at the new influence now thrown around you; if you but learn the lesson our friend has evidently learned, this beautiful room may become to you like "" "The very gateway of heaven," added Maggie. "Yes, dear, like the very gateway of heaven." Would that it might. I long for light." It was not an idly uttered wish, but as one breathed out of Agnes' very soul. "She helped me to learn to love Jesus, and she'll help you." Maggie's soft eyes were lumi- nous with intense feeling, while Agnes, resting her face against the loving heart beside her, whispered, "I do want to learn, you do n't know how much." Olive stood brushing back with caressing fin- Broadening Ways. 151 gers the soft curls around the invalid's head, when the entrance of Mr. and Mrs. Bernard, and pres- ently the bringing in of the evening lamps, ren- dered the conversation somewhat more general in tone. As Mr. Bernard tenderly inquired of Agnes how she was feeling, the girl exclaimed, with more animation than she had evinced for weeks, “I have n't been so happy in a long time. Miss Loring has been singing, and we've had such a pleasant hour!' "" Sing once more now that we're all here," urged Maggie, and as others joined in her request, Olive consented, this time choosing, "Rock of Ages, cleft for me.” This evening's singing somehow reminds me,” said the doctor, as Olive paused, "of an incident that happened in an old German city where I was once spending a few weeks. I had stayed till near midnight one evening, with some new-found 152 Olive Loring's Mission. acquaintances, and when I left their home, I found that I was nearly the only one abroad. As Ț passed down the dimly lighted streets, flanked on either side by tall, old houses, I caught the sound of distant singing, and paused for an instant to listen. It was no gay measure, such as sere- naders love, but a masterly rendering of an old church anthem. As I moved on, the sounds grew nearer, the words more distinct, and in their triumphant strain seemed lifting the very soul to heaven. Suddenly, as I turned a corner, a strange scene met my astonished gaze. A group of students, clad in their long, dark gowns, each with a lighted torch, stood just before a house whose single light gleamed from an upper win- dow. I stood like one enchanted, and the chorus of triumph rolled on and up among the tall old chimneys, and floated heavenward. Suddenly a hand waved from that upper window, and a few words were spoken in German of which I did not catch the meaning. In an instant every torch Broadening Ways. 153 was extinguished, and as silent as specters, the dark-robed figures moved away. It was all wonderfully impressive to me, and when I came to understand that one of their number was dy- ing, while they, as it were, winged the parting soul with songs of triumph, it became doubly so." That makes me think," said Maggie, "of the Sabbath school song they used to sing at Lake- ville, 'Oh, sing to me of heaven, When I am called to die;' perhaps that student felt just like that.” Ce Can you sing the 'Dies Ira,' Miss Loring? inquired Dr. Castleton, taking his hat as if to reconcile his conscience for so prolonged a stay, and yet loth to depart. "I should so like that as a parting benediction on this happy evening." "I can recall only a portion, and fear my exe- cution will fail to please you, after the many fine singers you must have heard render it." "There are no critics here, Miss Olive," said 154 Olive Loring's Mission. Mr. Bernard, "and as your singing brought us the knowledge of this pleasant anecdote which the doctor has told, perhaps more singing will bring us another.' 22 The noble old Latin lines filled the room with such music as had seldom been heard beneath that roof, and then, as Agnes' beautiful eyes look- ed their tearful thanks, Mrs. Bernard said, play- fully, "Now for another story, Doctor." "This," returned the doctor, "is a mountain song among songs, and with this idea in my mind, I will tell you of another incident of my travels. I was rambling about among the mount- ains of Switzerland, and as I followed my guide up the rock - girt pathway I heard the sound of music, and passing round an angle of the rocks, I saw an aged man seated on a moss - grown stone, the living personification of Scott's Min- strel,' and found myself involuntarily repeating the lines in which that romantic being is pictured to us. As I approached, the old man reached : Broadening Ways. 155 his trembling hand for the harp which a small boy had taken, and, his long gray beard sweeping down over his breast, he attempted to woo from the quivering strings some long loved melody, and another picture from Scott passed before me: 'Amid the strings his fingers strayed, And an uncertain warbling made, And oft he shook his hoary head. But, when he caught the measure wild, The old man raised his face and smiled; And lightened up his faded eye, With all a poet's ecstacy! In varying measures, soft or strong, He swept the sounding chords along.' "Poor old man! he tried to employ some of his former skill and force of execution, but for a time it seemed in vain, and sadly he bowed his head while great tears fell from his dimmed and heavy eyes. At last, however, something of his old enthusiasm seemed to awaken, and a strain. of almost unearthly sweetness went floating out in to the mountain stillness, and echoed from rock to rock. I had been somewhat annoyed by beg- 156 Olive Loring's Mission. gars, but could no longer resist my earnest desire to give him some slight assistance, although my previous determination had been to give no more that day. “In a little hill - side hamlet, near by, was the old man's home. He earned a precarious liveli- hood by frequenting the points of interest in the region, and playing for the benefit of tourists who visited these places. I was deeply interested in learning of his previous life, and remember distinctly the touching pathos with which he said, when speaking of his own extreme age and feeble- ness, Here you see the end of a long road. I am come to the last resting place on the way, and am now only waiting.' 999 Dr. Castleton rose to depart, while the family united in thanking him for the pleasure his anec- dotes had given them, to which he replied in a gallant speech as he bowed himself cut. CHAPTER XI. INTO THE LIGHT. LIVE laid herself down to rest on the first night of her stay with the Bernards, with an intense desire that she might use her opportunities wisely, and do something toward leading this interesting family into the light. She felt that God was not only blessing her by giving her work to do for Him, but that this widening of her ways might be one of God's means for her education. She missed the house- hold gathering for a brief study of God's Word and the petitions for His blessing, when the 158 Olive Loring's Mission. morning came, but she had strong faith to be- lieve He would yet be worshiped in this home. Agnes' morning greeting was," I think there must be a spell in you or your singing, for I have not slept so well for a long time." "I am very glad," Olive replied as she kissed the lovely girl, while Agnes, a faint glow creep- ing into her pallor, continued,- ୧ Maggie says, it is not only the singing, but that you must have prayed for me last night; and that your prayers do her so much good, she be- lieves God always answers them; she says no matter what comes, you always find something comforting. I want to find rest somewhere." "God always does, in some way, answer prayer, and I have often found that my weak pe- titions have been answered, not because I merited anything, but because He loves to bless his chil- dren. I did ask God to give you a quiet rest last night, and I think Maggie did also." "Yes, indeed, I did. I always pray for you, Into the Light. 159 } dear sister, and some days I feel just as though God would grant everything I ask of Him.” "Do you believe He will, Miss Loring?" asked Agnes. "He never fails to answer the prayer of faith." Olive knew how much of anguished longing lay behind that sadly spoken question, and added, "He always answers, though sometimes not just as we expect, but as He sees is best. No prayer is ever in vain, of that we may feel sure.' Agnes nestled her thin little hand in Olive's, and asked, with quivering accents, ** Did ୧୯ know that the doctors say that I can't get well? " "" you Olive drew the trembling little form close be- side her, and, unable to reply, silently kissed her. "I know you have heard it. I don't think that father and mother meant I should know any- thing about it. They thought that to be hopeful would keep me up; but I guessed it all out, and at last mother told me; and when our dear little 160 Olive Loring's Mission. ! Maggie used to write so much in her letters about Jesus and His loving care for us, I felt anxious to get home, and learn the same lesson Maggie had been learning. When she wrote so often of you, and, on coming home, quoted you so constantly, it seemed as though my only hope lay in seeing you. I have been very anxious to get well, but lately I think my greatest wish has been to find Jesus, for then I shall be happy whether I live or die. Do you think He will receive me?" Gladly, very gladly, dear Miss Bernard.” "Don't call me anything but Agnes, and let me call you Olive. I want to have you just the same as though you were my sister, and let me open my whole heart to you; Ce may I?" Certainly; and God will lead us into all right ways; of this I am sure.” Then, dear Olive, tell me what to do first. Perhaps I shall be here but a little longer, and I can't wait to study and think a long while. I ! Into the Light. 161 1 must learn the true way to Him very quickly." Mrs. Bernard had entered as her daughter was speaking, and with tear - filled eyes, and a voice which she strove in vain to render steady, she added her petition to her child's, saying,— I have failed of my duty. I have never sought the Saviour myself, nor tried to lead my children to Him. Maggie has taught us all a lesson, and you must show us how to apply the truth to our own hearts." Olive sent up a swift prayer for guidance, as she replied," When we stop to think about it, it seems an easy matter to love Him. He has done so much for us." "I do want to love Him, but when I remem- ber how many years I have wasted, it does not seem as though He would receive me," said Agnes with deep feeling. Mrs. Bernard added, "If she feels in this way, think of me, whose years are double hers." "You do not doubt His power to save?" 162 Olive Loring's Mission. "No, indeed," answered Agnes, while her mother continued,- "I'm afraid only for myself, not for others; it seems an easy matter for Him to pardon others, but I seem so full of sin, I feel unworthy to hope for forgiveness." "But you are sure that you can not save yourself? "Yes, and this utter helplessness and utter worthlessness is what renders me hopeless." ee Oh, no! not hopeless. It seems as though I heard the Saviour saying to you, as he did to the blind man of old, or rather what the disciples re- peated to the blind man, as coming from Jesus,- 'Be of good comfort, rise; He calleth thee.' And that His next message will be, 'Go thy way, thy faith hath made thee whole,' I fondly hope and believe." "I would willingly do anything, no matter how difficult, if I could only be sure of heaven." "But He has done everything; we have only Into the Light. 163 to go to Him, sorry for our sins, anxious for par- don, and believe that He is able and willing to forgive and save, and peace will come." Agnes took from the table near a Bible, and said: "I never have read the Bible until lately, but something seemed to lead me to the story of the prodigal son; and while you were at break- fast I read it over many times, and I wondered if it was written to show us that, if we have wandered away from God, He will receive us just as readily as the poor prodigal was welcomed. Do you think it was? "" "It always seemed to me that it was, as also that story of the thief on the cross, and many other things in which God's readiness to forgive is plainly shown." Little Maggie, an eager listener, exclaimed,- "Don't you remember what you told me, dear teacher? You said, if I had lived all my life, not caring whether I pleased my dear earthly father or not, and I was to be punished for it, and some- 164 Olive Loring's Mission. body who loved me very much should offer to bear all the blame and suffering for me, on con- dition that I felt grieved for all the wrong I had committed, and believed in his goodness, and his power to save, and promised ever to love both my father, who had done so much for me, and this dear friend, and to strive to show my grati- tude and affection toward them, that this would be but a faint picture of Christ's love and com- passion toward me. Do you remember this, teacher?" "Yes, Maggie, and you found it so, did you not?" Ce Yes, but the peace I longed for did n't come all at once. I suppose I was so ignorant, I needed a good deal of teaching before I could un- derstand it all; but it grew plainer and plainer, till now I feel sure that God loves me and that I love Him." "Do you mean you understand it all?" asked Mrs. Bernard in amazement. Into the Light. 165 ୧୯ Why, no, I don't understand lots of things there are in the Bible, mamma. I only meant it was all plain to me, that Christ wanted to have us love Him, and that He died on purpose to save us, and it must make Him feel sorry if we do n't believe and love Him. It seems as though I could n't love Him half enough, when I think of all He suffered for us." A beautiful smile had been creeping over Ag- nes' face as Maggie was talking, and now, with happy tears filling her eyes, she eagerly ex- claimed,- "And I see it all, too, Maggie. I feel myself safe in His hands; if He hadn't loved us, He would n't have died for us, and now it seems as though a sudden light shone upon my mind. I am not afraid to die, and though I shall never cease to feel grieved over the wrong I have been guilty of, I don't believe that He will cast me off for that. You do n't think He will, do you?" 166 Olive Loring's Mission. - "No, indeed. He will save to the uttermost,' we are told, and His promises are always faith- fully kept. I have often thought of what I once read of a little deaf and dumb boy, to whom, after much patient endeavor, a kind friend had succeeded in imparting the knowledge of salvation through the Cross of Christ. The boy, in his quaint, loving way, expressed himself something after this manner, God keeps a great book, and writes down all my sins in it, a long, black list, and I should have to be punished hard for them, but Christ takes His bloody hand, where the nails pierced it, and rubs it over the page, and the sins can't be read or counted over; His blood has blotted them all out; and then He says. to the great Judge, I died for this poor little wicked boy,' and so I shall have my pardon, just as the Bible says, through Christ.' So indeed it is, through Christ all our sins are to be forgiven, and by his blood blotted out.” "And you are happy now, my child?" asked Into the Light. 167 Mrs. Bernard; for the glow upon the young face invited the question. "Yes, mother, happy as I never was before; If it I feel willing to leave everything to God. is best for me to die, I sha'n't be afraid to go now; and, with this new feeling of love to Christ, I almost long to go. It seems as though I had been led out of great darkness into as great light. I can't help applying to myself that beautiful stanza in the Conclusion' of Tennyson's 'May Queen,' where Alice says,— 'He taught me all the mercy, for He show'd me all the sin, Now, tho' my lamp was lighted late, there's One will let me in. Nor would I now be well, mother, again, if that could be, For my desire is but to pass to Him who died for me.'” Mrs. Bernard was weeping bitterly, and as Agnes' low, sweet voice died away, she said with a fresh burst of grief,-" How can you say that you desire to leave me,-to leave us all who love you so dearly?' "" Agnes slipped from her chair, and laid her C 168 Olive Loring's Mission. head on her mother's lap. Darling mother," she said, "I love you better than I ever did be- fore. I love everybody and everything better, but I love Christ Jesus best of all; and it does seem as though it would be a blessed privilege to see Him face to face, and thank Him for all He has done for me. O, mother, you must love Him, too; you'll feel just as I do then.” "But I've lived so far from Him, and have re- belled each year more and more. I have been idle and careless. Not one of my dear children. has ever been taught to pray by my efforts; never once have I taught them their duty toward their Father in heaven. I'm too wicked for Him to forgive, if I dared to ask.” ९९ But, dear Mrs. Bernard," said Olive, "He could not have been called the Saviour of the world,' if there were particular cases that were be- yond His power to save. The more need you have of forgiveness, the more reason is there for you to love Him, and there is nothing too } Into the Light. 169 hard for Him. He is indeed 'mighty to save.' "I wish I dared to hope, but the way seems dark." ce ce Why, mother," exclaimed Maggie, you don't believe Christ would tell a wrong story, do you?" Ce Certainly not, Maggie." "Well, you make it appear so, if you doubt His power to save you; for I read this morning in the Bible what Jesus said when he was teach- ing one day,' And this is the will of Him that sent me, that every one which seeth the Son, and believeth on Him, may have everlasting life; and I will raise him up at the last day.' Now hav- ing everlasting life, means being saved by Christ, do n't it?" "Yes, my darling," Olive answered fondly; and we are told without any exceptions that He will save to the uttermost. So you see, dear Mrs. Bernard, that there is no room for doubting; it is indeed 'look and live.'” 170 Olive Loring's Mission. 1 "If I could only have faith for myself. I can see how He can save others, but it seems too great a blessing for me. "" "It was for you He died, and therefore the blessing must be meant for you; and He is wait- ing to give you welcome to his flock.” "Teacher, will you repeat the poem you learned for the Sabbath school concert last month! It seems as though that would be so good for mamma to hear. Perhaps God will let it speak to her for Him," petitioned Maggie. Agnes was again nestled among her pillows, a sweet repose marking look and mien, in place of the nervous restlessness that had betrayed her in- ward anguish, and as Olive, fearful of taxing her strength by so long a conversation, asked if she was not too weary for longer listening, she an- swered,- "Oh, no, dear Olive. I feel as though I should never weary of hearing about Jesus, and His great work of love for us. It seems as though -Into the Light. 171 I had been in a foreign land all my life, hearing a strange language, and had just now reached home, and was learning the dialect of my native land. I never felt so happy in all my life be- fore. I feel like Whittier, that I can truly say of this wonderful joy that seems to light up every- thing,- ' And so the shadows fall apart, And so the west winds play; And all the windows of my heart Are open to the day.' And the Saviour makes this day. fairer than ever day was before. O, mother, mother, you must share this bliss with me." "And father must, too," said Maggie. now, teacher, please repeat the poetry." "And "It is called, Pilgrim of Earth,'” said Olive; "and it is full of encouragement to those who hope amid weakness. This is it: 'Pilgrim of earth, who art journeying to heaven! Heir of Eternal Life! Child of the day! Cared for, watched over, beloved and forgiven, Art thou discouraged because of the way? → 172 Olive Loring's Mission. 'Cared for, watched over, though often thou seemest Justly forsaken, nor counted a child; Loved.and forgiven, though rightly thou deemest Thyself all unlovely, impure and defiled. "Weary and thirsty-no water-brook near thee, Press on, nor faint at the length of the way; The God of thy life will assuredly hear thee- He will provide thee strength for the day. 'Break through the brambles and briers that obstruct thee; Dread not the gloom and the blackness of night; Lean on the Hand that will safely conduct thee, Trust to His eye to whom darkness is light. 'Be trustful, be steadfast, whatever betide thee, Only one thing do thou ask of the Lord,- Grace to go forward wherever He guide thee, Simply believing the truth of His word. 'Still on thy spirit deep anguish is pressing, Not for the yoke that His wisdom bestows; A heavier burden thy soul is distressing, A heart that is slow in His love to repose. 'Earthliness, coldness, unthankful behavior- Ah! thou may'st sorrow, but do not despair; Even this grief thou may'st bring to thy Saviour; Cast upon Him e'en this burden and care! 'Bring all thy hardness,-His power can subdue it; How full is the promise! The blessing how free! "Whatsoever ye ask in my name, I will do it ;" Abide in my love, and be joyful in me."" Into the Light. 173 وا "A heart that is slow in His love to repose ;' that is just like mine," Mrs. Bernard said, very sadly; "but I am determined in this one resolve, that I will never give up till light comes; God helping me, I will yet leave caring so much for this world's good, and more for hopes that find their foundation in Christ. I shall have to be taught each step of the way as a little child, but I am certain that peace and comfort and strength can be found nowhere else. I have tried every- thing else, and they have all failed me, and now I will cling blindly till I can see Christ's pardon- ing hand outstretched to me." Little Maggie was full of subdued happiness, and Agnes, casting all her pain and weariness, her regrets and griefs, on the Lord, was daily finding new cause to love Him who had done so much for her. i Her beautiful room became, as it were, the very "gateway of heaven," as Maggie had said,— and prayer and praise, holy conversation, and lov- 174 Olive Loring's Mission. ing acceptance of the blessings sent them, hal- lowed its very atmosphere. Little by little, peace came to Mrs. Bernard, and the husband and father was earnestly remem- bered at the throne of grace. One lovely spring afternoon, he came into Agnes' room, and drawing his chair to his daughter's side, asked lovingly, "What would be the pleasantest tidings I could bear to you?" Agnes laid her little wasted hand on his, as she answered," That you've learned to love Jesus, dear father." The father bowed his head till his manly brow rested against the brown curls of his darling, as in broken accents he said,- That is what I am going to tell you. I have felt for the last twenty-four hours that the de- spair and darkness with which I have been bur- dened has been all dispelled, and that, instead, I feel around me the everlasting arms of the Re- deemer, upholding and guiding me. My child, Into the Light. 175 your father has been a great sinner, but Christ died for such, and though one of the chiefest among them, I am convinced He will never turn a deaf ear,- never leave or forsake me." "O father," said Agnes, an hour later, when the whole family, now one in the Lord, with Olive and Dr. Castleton, were gathered in her room, "only think, if Maggie had n't gone to grandma's, we might not have learned about Jesus, and been so happy. Maggie was first at- tracted by Olive's prayer at the opening of school in the morning, and through her writing to me of this, and her continually mentioning Olive and Olive's teachings of holy things, I was led to think of them myself, and mother also, and then you; and all this because Olive was faithful, and God was good to bless." "You speak too warmly of what little I may have said and done," interposed Olive. "Maggie was as anxious to learn as I was to teach. God's Spirit must have worked upon her heart." ! 176 Olive Loring's Mission. "Yes, teacher darling, but do n't you know you've told me many a time that God gives us work to do for Him, and I guess He told you to pray as you did that first morning of school, for I never felt really that I wanted to be His child till then; and then you were so good to teach me about the holy lessons in the Bible, that I shall always feel that you led me to love God." 'We all feel so," added Mrs. Bernard, while the doctor begged for the singing of "My Ain Countree," as a fitting finale for so glad an after- noon. ! CHAPTER XII. NEWS FROM ABROAD. N DUE season, Olive was glad- dened by tidings from Paul. Happily and peacefully as her days were gliding, there were yet many hours when her heart yearned for the absent, and his letters were precious indeed. From one full of many pleasant descriptions of London, a few extracts, which Olive herself read to Agnes and Maggie, may be fitly introduced here:- A few days ago, we attended service at St Paul's. I can not find words to describe my emotions as I stood within the shelter of this 178 Olive Loring's Mission. magnificent structure. Though it occupies a very prominent place in the metropolis, it is yet diffi- cult to get a correct external view of it, it is so closely surrounded by other buildings, so that much of the beauty of its architecture is lost to the beholder. "Only think, Olive, the first church occupying this site was reared four hundred years before the Norman Conquest. The great fire that swept through London in 1666 destroyed it, and after- ward the present grand monument to the archi- tectural skill of Sir Christopher Wren was erected, being the fruit of thirty years of study and labor. Towering three hundred and sixty five feet toward heaven, its lofty dome can be seen for many miles around. Its interior is ex- quisitely ornamented by six paintings by Sir James Thornhill, which illustrate scenes in the life of St. Paul. "Would that I could command the use of words, that would preserve on paper my emotions News from Abroad. 179 as I sat through that morning's service; but this is impossible. "Another white day' we spent in the Na- tional Gallery. I wanted you there, for I but half enjoyed the glorious collection with you so far away. There are Holy Families by almost every artist of note, and Madonnas and Mag- dalenes by the score. I think I felt just as I have read of others being impressed, when gazing at the pictures of Christ: that is, that something is wanting in them all, a god - like look that can be felt and believed in, but not painted. It seems to me that, for this ever feel satisfied with his reason, no painter can attempts at exhibiting Christ. There is more humanity than divinity in most of these pictures. Correggio's Ecce Homo,'-you know we have seen a small copy of it,—is the one I like best, and yet this falls far short of my conception. There was "A dead Christ,' that pleased me very much, and a very beautiful youthful ت 180 Olive Loring's Mission. head by Guido. As I gazed on the first of these, I found myself repeating those grand old Latin lines which you like so much : 'Recordare, Jesu pie, Quod sum causa tuæ viæ, Ne me perda illa die. Quærens me sedisti lassus, Redivisti crucem passus; Tantus labor non sit cassus.' I almost forgot where I was, and seemed once more in dear Mr. Leonard's pleasant study, re- citing, as of old, my Latin lesson with you. ୧୧ You will remember that, in my last, I men- tioned our intention of passing a couple of days at Oxford. That plan has been carried out, and delightful days they were. You know how we used to wonder over the description of the insti- tutions there, which ran somewhat as follows: There are, in number, twenty incorporated and distinct Colleges, and five Halls, with no endow- ment of estates, or corporations, but in other re- spects not much different from the Colleges. The buildings are many of them very fine.' But News from Abroad. 181 this gives you no idea of the grandeur and varied styles of the architecture, much of it richly adorned with magnificent stone carvings. Here we also visited the famous Bodleian Library, said to comprise half a million printed books and manuscripts. Just imagine this if you can. We spent a few hours at the Taylor and Randolph Gallery, where are the works of vari- ous great masters, embracing nearly three hun- dred sketches of Raphael and Michael Angelo, besides casts of all Chantrey's statues and busts. ୧୯ Last Wednesday, we visited Westminister Abbey. The gray old building looked sadly grand in the murky light of a foggy day, and English fog, as we have learned, is a little the foggiest of all fogs. Shall I tell you a little of what I saw and learned that day? The long, gothic, cross-like edifice stretches away in length four hundred and eighty-nine feet, and spreads at its greatest width at the transepts, two hundred and three feet. Its roof is ninety-two feet high. 182 Olive Loring's Mission. One who stood near me on that never-to-be- forgotten day of our visit, spoke eloquently of the rich and varied memories that cluster around the somber pile. Only bring to mind,' said he, that just here once stood a heathen temple, where wreaths were twined, and incense burned in honor of Apollo; and it is said that an earth- quake wrought its ruin during the life and reign of Antoninus Pius. Out of its fallen splendors Sebert, King of West Saxony, built a church which was dedicated to the worship of God, but this was destroyed by the Danes. Phoenix - like another church arose during the reign of Edward the Confessor, which was taken down one hun- dred and sixty years afterwards, and a new one built by order of Henry the Third, which re- quired fifty years of labor. This building, formerly called a Minster, lat- terly an Abbey, was much injured by fire in 1274, but was repaired by the first and second Edward. In the year 1700 it had so fallen into decay, that 1 News from Abroad. 183 C Parliament granted a sum of money for repairing it, and since that time much wealth has been expended on it.' "We found the inside very much more beauti- ful than the outside. Among other rare orna- ments the marble altar, given by Queen Anne, and said to be the most exquisitely beautiful of its kind in the world, is well worthy of note. It is erected on a pavement of porphyry and Lydian stones of great richness, and enclosed in curious balustrades. I thought, as I gazed around, how many of England's noblest and wisest rest quietly here, after the weary struggle of life. "To-morrow, God willing, we go to the Temple.' I shall write again soon.” Maggie drew a long sigh as Olive laid aside her letter, after reading aloud this portion, and said, with a grave earnestness that won a smile from both her sister and Olive,- "That sounds just like a book. I should n't wonder if he wrote a book of travels, and if he 184 Olive Loring's Mission. does, I shall ask papa to get me one. It's next to loving him to love dear Olive, and then I don't believe he would write anything but the truth, and papa says a good many travelers do n't keep to the truth at all." "Thank you for your good opinion of my friend, Maggie dear,"returned Olive ; " perhaps I'd better suggest to him the propriety of writing a book, so you can be the wiser for its perusal." A smile of touching sweetness played around Agnes' lips, as she said, "I have laid so many plans for going to Europe, and now I shall never enjoy this pleasure. Instead of that, I hope to reach a fairer city, where new beauties will fill eter- nity with gladness.". "And no regret over the loss of pleasures denied you on earth will ever reach you there, dear Agnes. I love to read out of my Bible the description of the holy city, and hang around it all my brightest fancies, assured all the while that its glory far exceeds all I can imagine. News from Abroad. 185 · Just listen. Paul's most glowing accounts are tame compared with this." And she read as follows: "And he carried me away in the spirit to a great and high mountain, and showed me that great city, the holy Jerusalem, descending out of heaven from God; Having the glory of God, and her light was like unto a stone most precious, even like a jasper stone, clear as crystal; and had a wall great and high, and had twelve gates, and at the gates twelve angels, and names writ- ten thereon, which are the names of the twelve tribes of the children of Israel. On the east, three gates on the north, three gates; on the south, three gates; and on the west, three gates. And the wall of the city had twelve foundations, and in them the names of the twelve apostles of the Lamb. And he that talked with me had a gold- en reed to measure the city, and the gates there- of, and the wall thereof. And the city lieth foursquare, and the length is as large as the X 186 Olive Loring's Mission. breadth. And he measured the city with the reed, twelve thousand furlongs. The length and the breadth and the hight of it are equal. And he measured the wall thereof, a hundred and forty and four cubits, according to the measure of a man, that is, of the angel. And the building of the wall of it was of jasper: and the city was pure gold, like unto clear glass. And the foun- dations of the wall of the city were garnished with all manner of precious stones. The first founda- tion was jasper; the second, sapphire; the third, a chalcedony; the fourth, an emerald; the fifth, sardonyx; the sixth, sardius ; the seventh, chrysolite; the eighth, beryl; the ninth, a topaz ; the tenth, a chrysoprasus; the eleventh, a jacinth the twelfth, an amethyst. And the twelve gates were twelve pearls; every several gate was of one pearl; and the street of the city was pure gold, as it were transparent glass. And I saw no temple therein for the Lord God Almighty and the Lamb are the temple of it. And the News from Abroad. 187 And the city had no need of the sun, neither of the moon, to shine in it; for the glory of God did lighten it, and the Lamb is the light thereof. nations of them which are saved shall walk in the light of it and the kings of the earth do bring their glory and honour into it. And the gates of it shall not be shut at all by day, for there shall be no night there. And they shall bring the glory and honor of the nations into it." "And Christ has gone to prepare a mansion within that glorious city for all His followers, even for me, who have only just learned to love Him," whispered Agnes, as Olive closed the Bible, too deeply moved for loud utterance. "Yes, and He alone knows how poor, and weak, and tired His followers get here, and how many temptations they have. I sometimes think that one of the greatest blessings of heaven will be that we shall there be free from all temptations to do wrong. As nothing evil can enter therein, there can be nothing that will tempt us to go 188 Olive Loring's Mission. ¿ astray. There are so many little things that come np here, that sometimes, almost before we are aware, we feel or act wrongly, and then we can not fail of suffering from remorse." "Do you ever do anything wrong?" Maggie looked so incredulous, that Olive could scarcely repress a smile, as she replied,- ୧ Oh, so often, Maggie; I sometimes wonder at myself, that I do so often go astray, when I know Christ will give me such constant aid if I only ask Him. The trouble 18, I don't go to Him for help, but try to walk in my own strength, and that fails me.' "" "Why, I thought you always remembered," said Maggie. "I forget, but then I'm only a little girl, and just beginning to learn the way; and I thought that, when I got older and wiser, I should find it easier to keep to the right always. Do n't it grow any easier?" Why, yes, Maggie; the more we try to live close to Christ, the less likely are we to go astray, News from Abroad. 189 and the easier we find it to do right; but I fancy the best people in the world find life to be made up of strivings and repentings, forgiveness re- ceived and peace in being forgiven; but when we reach heaven we shall never sin any more, and the rest which remaineth for the people of God' may be enriched by the consciousness that these strivings against evil are ended." Every good thing given us, and every evil thing at once and forever absent;' something like this I once read somewhere; then I did not think much about it, but it crept in among the mem- ories of pleasant sayings which I have gathered up, and now, as I sit here day after day, with the prospect of heaven so near at hand, it comes as a glimpse of what I may some day hope to see clearly." "" "Dr Castleton wished me to hand this to you," said Mrs. Bernard, who had just returned from a morning ride, as she passed a small box to Olive. 190 Olive Loring's Mission. Olive removed the cover, when a whiff of deli- cate fragrance drifted out into the room, and, with an exclamation of delight, she lifted fromn their bed of moss two exquisite bouquets of English violets. A slip of paper pinned to one bore the words, "A prescription for Agnes, to be taken immediately." Beside the other lay a tiny note, addressed to Olive. Will Miss Lor- ing," so it read, "please accept this little bit of out - door sweetness, and also, if it be agreeable, allow me the pleasure of her society for a drive this afternoon ? " ce Olive handed the note to Agnes, who read it aloud, with the remark, "That will be charming. I've rode with him a few times, and found him the prince of companions." Maggie clapped her hands in glee, and added her quota of encouraging words. "I'm glad for you. I went once with him, and I thought he must have had six pairs of eyes, for he saw every beautiful thing there was to be seen." News from Abroad. 191 "I think I'd better hand over my invitation to you, Maggie. It hardly seems best for me to go. I fear the doctor will find me a dull com- panion." "Oh, but you must go," said Maggie, ear- nestly. "The doctor will be so much disappointed if you do n't." ୧୯ Certainly you must go," Mrs. Bernard add- ed. "I think it will do you good; we must n't be selfish and keep you so closely with us that you lose your roses. The doctor is a most genial companion, and the ride, on such an after- noon as this, will be delightful." Thus the matter was settled. Dr. Castleton must have been blind indeed not to see loveliness in the face beside him, as the May sunshine fell radiantly around them that bright afternoon. The brown hair rippling back from the white forehead,-the eyes luminous with genuine content,-all the features warmed into richer beauty by the crimson of the lips and the A 192 Olive Loring's Mission. delicate flush on the dimpled cheeks. The blend- ed gray and blue which composed her bonnet and dress harmonized wonderfully with the quiet air of repose and tranquillity that marked look and mien. The doctor, self-possessed man as he was, felt his heart fluttering in an unusual manner, as he found himself for the first time alone with the woman who was fast gaining the warmest place in his heart. Olive, quite ignorant of his state of mind, unwittingly increased his trouble by her confiding friendliness. The breeze blew freshly from the ocean as they passed out from the quiet street wherein Mr. Bernard's house was situated, through the great business thoroughfares, into long, narrow, back streets, with the splash of waves and the peculiar freshness of the ocean air coming nearer and nearer,-on to the ferry-boat, amid the tramp of horses, the quick hurrying of foot passengers, the rattling of chains, and the noisy jargon of News from Abroad. 193 scores of voices that expressed all sorts of emo- tion in as many different tones and ways. Giving his horse into the care of a boy stand- ing near, Dr. Castleton lifted Olive from the carriage, and with her took his stand where the eye could take in the whole broad expanse of land and sea spread around them. The busy tumult of the city left behind, the multitude of ocean craft of varied form and size, the lighthouse far off in the hazy distance, the spires and ware- houses on the shore they were nearing, the com- ing of another boat from the opposite side, its way marked by a long line of white foam, the constant splash and toss of the water, linked in with the whirr and beat of the engine,-all these were new to Olive, and Dr. Castleton watched her speaking face as the fairest study of all. Again on shore, through the broad streets of the island city, with its tiny squares, and narrow gardens clothed in verdure, and dotted with groups of daffodils and crocuses,-over the long 194 Olive Loring's Mission. bridge with its outlook over ship-yards and pass- ing vessels, through the pleasant ocean - washed town, on and on till at last the boundless blue of the great sea lay before them, with its long stretch of sandy beach strewn with pebbles and shells and seaweeds, lying amid crystals in the rays of the sinking sun. Far on, the great white breakers rose, line on line, striking with a regu- lar, thunderous roll against the shore, and leaping up on to the pebbly beach with a gurgle like glad laughter. There was little need of words. Olive sat down with a mingling of awe and rapture, on a weed-strewn rock, and the doctor threw himself on the sand before her. Lower and lower sank the sun, and then, from the eastern curve of the horizon, rose the great round moon, its silvery light stretching over the waters in great sheets of brightness. Every moment the beauty and grandeur increased, till Olive, no longer able to repress her feelings, exclaimed, with clasp- News from Abroad. 195 ed hands and eyes brimming over with happy tears: "And before the throne there was a sea of glass like unto crystal.' The doctor werk on as she paused. "Yonder glory seems as fair as our ideas of the gateway of heaven. I often wonder at our blindness when God spreads before us so many glorious pictures ; and we go on heedless of all these precious teach- ings." "And you believe, do n't you, that everything good and lovable here is a type of something fairer in heaven? I love to think so." "Most certainly I do, Miss Loring; and when in the old world I have stood side by side with those who denied all knowledge of God, and rejected a belief in his power and goodness, I have, as with them I gazed on some wonderful monu- ment of His skill, felt grieved to my inmost heart that such beauty brought no answering throb of adoring love. If it could only be that loving 196 Olive Loring's Mission. the beautiful always ended in loving the Creator, then would the highest end of all beauty be fulfilled." Now silent and now interchanging thoughts welling up from hearts attunel to the time and scene, the moments sped on, and at last, with one long, lingering backward look, they started on their homeward way. "I must thank you," said the doctor as they neared Mr. Bernard's, " for one of the happiest of my afternoons." Olive looked up in amazement, as she replied: "The thanks should come from me. Your kind- ness has brought to me a world of pleasant memories, that will, should I live, gladden many future hours." "Nevertheless I persist in thinking myself the one favored; your life seems such a mission of self-forgetfulness and constant aim for others' happiness, that there is real selfish pleasure in doing something to give you enjoyment. Be- News from Abroad. 197 sides, I like your way of enjoying the grand and beautiful; it might teach many a wordy shallow- brain a true lesson of real, silent admiration. You have taught me more than one truth, that I pray God may bless my coming days." Dr. Castleton spoke in low, thrilling tones, while his face, more eloquent than his words, told Olive what, until this moment, she had never suspected at all,-that she was making, all un- knowing it, a nestling place for her image in the noble heart beside her. A sudden pang swept through her inmost soul. Not for the world would she wittingly give him pain; and yet with one like him, so fervent and earnest, the evil might be already accomplished. If he only knew about Paul; but how could she tell him? Would he not look upon such uncalled - for confidence as ill-timed and unmaidenly? As in a dream, she responded to the doctor's parting words, in which he expressed the hope that this afternoon might be one among many 198 Olive Loring's Mission. that they should enjoy together, felt the warm grasp of his hand, and then went slowly in, to be greeted as she entered her room by the fra- grance of the violets which his kindness had provided. Just a minute she paused for a little simple prayer, that, as she had tried to make it her aim to bring all the real happiness she could to other lives, she might not now be left to cause sorrow; then she joined the family in Agnes' room. "I can see the blue waves and hear their splashing, as you talk," said Agnes, as she told of the glorious beauty of the ocean scenes she had been viewing; while Maggie questioned, "Did n't I tell you that the doctor was a splendid man to ride with? he knows and sees so much." It was evident that they dreamed of no shadow to darken this pleasant acquaintance. worry herself over what might after all never be? at any rate she would try to do right and leave it all with God. Why CHAPTER XIII. UNDER-CURRENTS. LIVE had ever manifested so deep an interest in Jessie's work, and had so constantly encouraged her efforts, that the girl felt the absence of her friend as a great privation, and often grew weary in the midst of her labors. Confined to her room and chair, she lacked the healthy outdoor friction which gives vigor to both mind and body, and was thus inclined to yield to a morbid sensitivc- mess from which a stronger and better balanced body would not have suffered. Often, in these times of weariness and despond- ency, Olive's coming, Olive's words, the very 200 Olive Loring's Mission. atmosphere of intense vitality that seemed her native breath, acted like a mental stimulant to the girl, and she missed her sorely, — all the more now that Donald had gone back to his studies, and Louisa was absent on a visit to friends among the hills of Vermont. The energy with which she threw herself into the work of writing her second book, told on her strength; and as the lonelier she became the closer she held herself to her work, a fitful feverishness often rendered her days burdensome and “her nights sleepless. Poor child! There was no one to whisper caution and urge a careful guard- ing of strength. As she grew daily more irri- table and full of morbid notions, she fancied herself losing all her hold on the Saviour's help- ing hand, and sometimes doubted even if she was really His follower, not knowing that the physic- al reacts on the spiritual, and that a neglect of the laws of health is a sure forerunner of mental and spiritual disturbance. Under - Currents. 201 In the frequent letters which passed between Olive and herself, she often expressed inany of these feelings, and, though not comprehending the whole extent of Jessie's needs, Olive often hit upon just the right vein of consolation. "Under - currents of strength," Jessie called the letters of her friend, and so, though absent, Olive was yet fulfilling her mission, by helping the little overtasked worker. As she better un- derstood her needs, she influenced Jessie to greater attention to recreation, by giving some of her time to the pictures she was now neglecting; she also suggested that she call about her half a dozen happy young hearts, and, now singing with them, now showing them the simpler methods of picture-making, make herself the center of health and cheerful life. Besides gaining the confidence and love of these little ones, she would herself enjoy the consciousness of having made others happy, and thus grow stronger and better con- tented. 202 Olive Loring's Mission. Little by little Jessie took the great truths home, and tried to mold her life by them, clinging all the closer to the bond of affection which linked her heart to Olive's. We will let Louisa speak for herself. She wrote thus: "MY GOOD ANGEL, OLIVE:- "You can never guess the great amount of good you have done me. Ambitious for great things, I neglected lesser ones, and might have gone on in this neglect, had it not been for your guiding words and the sweet lesson of your daily life, faithful to the call of every duty, even the humblest. Indeed, I sometimes fancy the humblest ones attract you first, for the very reason that they are so likely to be neglected. Faith- ful in little things, it seems as though God were widening your ways, and giving you greater and greater opportunities for doing good. I have had much time to think of all this since I have been here. The days pass very quietly; the only real en- livening element has been sugar - making, whích I have enjoy- ed as a novelty of sweetness. "You speak of your pleasant acquaintance with Dr. Castleton. Here I am, in one sense, even with you. I found as an inmate in my uncle's family, a physician, who, if he lacks the grace which polish, travel, and the constant society of cultured in- tellects confer, yet rides over these hills like a monarch about his realm, and has stood by the side of so many sick beds, that the very sound of his horse's feet seems to win recognition and welcome. Under- Currents. 203 "Did you ever think how much good a physician has it in his power to do, besides his efforts to win back health to the sick and suffering? I never thought so much about it as since I have had daily opportunity to mark the constantly recurring littles by which Dr. Williston makes his life a power for good. You and he would be kindred spirits. I have changed my opinion somewhat. I now think you are especially fitted to be a doctor's wife; you'd help his cures wonderfully by your skill in gathering sunshine for people. Dr. Williston often reminds me of you. He remarked, the other day, that he believed God often tried our skill and willingness by first giving us little things to do, and thus proving us, ere he gave us more ample work. I wish I could remember this, for I am constantly longing for some great thing to accomplish. You will think I am always writing on one theme. The truth is, I am so continually tried with my own weakness that I get dis- couraged. I somehow feel like reaching out my hands to you, as the best earthly help God has provided me. God and this poor heart of mine only can know how much you have helped me, though you will say, I fear, that I have been a very poor learner. "But I was about to tell you of what was to me a very pleas- ant incident. Not long after I came here, I went one evening to ride with Dr. Williston. I think he saw I needed a lesson, for I had been reading that day a very interesting account of Mrs. Ware, and the great amount of good she accomplished, and somehow I was woefully disheartened and well - nigh ready to find fault with my lowly fate. I presume I showed my feelings in some way; if not, the doctor guessed them, for he has a wonderful faculty of reading one's thoughts. At tea time he asked me if I would like to ride with him during the evening. You know how well I like sleigh-riding, so you can * 204 Olive Loring's Mission. guess what my answer was. The roads were hardly trodden, after one of those still, damp snow-storms that leave the snow in white, feathery heaps, wherever there is a point for it to rest; and the moon was near its full, a great ball of glory, amid the white fleeciness of the clouds, with here and there a star set into the deep blue of the sky; the air was still, but cool as though it had blown over ice - fields. I was well wrapped, and did not care for the cold. We made two or three calls among the farm-houses scattered here and there, and then, as the doctor dashed down a by-path evidently made by the lumbermen, he said, 'I will give you a glimpse of life a little different, perhaps, from any you have heretofore seen. There is a camp of wood-choppers in the forest, on the banks of the river, and I have a patient there.' My curiosity was ex- cited, and I think the selfish repining that had reigned in my heart all day lost a little of its hold. By and by our way led amid the unbroken smoothness of a broad, level field, dotted here and there with single trees, and neither house nor other symptom of human life in sight. I could think of nothing save the snow-covered steppes of Russia. Just as I spoke of this to Dr. Williston, the deep bay of a dog broke into the still- ness so suddenly that I gave a perceptible start. The doctor has a rarely merry laugh, and it joined its music now to the peal of the sleigh-bells, as he asked me, if I thought that the howl of a wolf, that I jumped so? When we entered the forest path, the snow came sifting down from the heaps that lay like immense blossoms among the branches of the pines and hem- locks, and the moonlight, shining through, gave such a silvery luster to the whole, that, as we glided by, it seemed almost as if we were catching glimpses of the dimly lit aisles of some vast cathedral. "The camp was an enormous, log-built, slab-roofed building, Under- Currents. 205 partly set into the side hill, just where the sun would shine in most freely, on the southern slope, above the river bank. Great icicles, huge enough for a giant's spear, hung from the low eaves, and the faint gleam of a light shone out from the uncurtained windows. "After the doctor passed in, I sat busily wondering how peo- ple could content themselves with such a life, when he came out and asked if I would not like to go in and sit by the fire, as he might have to stay some time? It was a strange looking place. There was a roaring fire in the huge stove. They kindly gave me a seat on a rough bench, of which there were many scattered about. The room was large and dimly lighted. There were several women and children; one, a dear little in- fant of a few months, who came fearlessly to me, her beauti- ful black eyes sparkling with baby glee. On a bed in the corner lay the doctor's patient, an old man, and evidently very sick. Groups of workmen, who all day long had filled the forests with the sound of chopping, sat silent as statues, or crept noiselessly out into other apartments. At the head of the bed, a rude cross testified to an effort on the part of some one to lead the sick man's thoughts to sacred things. Hardly any of these people could speak English, and my French was not very valuable in keeping up a conversation; so I had to confine my remarks to the mother of the baby, a pretty, girlish- looking little woman, with such a diffident eagerness to pre- serve due matronly reserve, and yet let her own sunny heart show its real gladness at having somebody to admire her baby, and talk with her about her home interests and the quiet beauty surrounding her dwelling. She was a devout little Catholic, that I could see; and I felt ashamed of myself at her nothing-doubting trust, when I, with my purer faith and clearer knowledge, was so often desponding. I asked, as she 206 Olive Loring's Mission. prattled on of her kind husband and many comforts,-' But don't you get tired, and wish you were in a different place? and when you have so many men and so much noise around you, don't you long for a quiet little home, with only your own husband and child?' "Her answer was a lesson: 'Why, don't you see, the more folks there are about, the more there are to do good to, and make happy; and then my mother used to tell me, when I was a wee bit of a girl, that it did n't do one mite of good to worry about what I could n't help; 'twas always best to take things as they came. I hope, if we're prospered, that Louis and I shall have a home of our own some time, when baby gets big enough to be learning. I do want to have her know more about books than I do; but she's too little for that yet, and now she's doing good here, for they all call her the sunbeam. Pierre, that's one of the men,-called her so one day, and now they all like the name. Yes, little Sunbeam,' she con- tinued, rapturously kissing her baby, 'we're very happy, and papa says so, too.' "Plut au ciel que nous ne fussions jamais plus malheureux,' said a pleasant voice near us, and the little woman lifted her head with a proud smile, as she said, 'That is my husband. If baby is a little sunbeam, he's a big one; he's always saying something happy;' and the great, broad-shouldered fellow smiled back again, bowed with a certain rude grace to me, and went away on some errand into another room for the doctor. "What do you think of such living as that?' Dr. Williston asked, as we were on our way toward home. "I should hardly call it living,' I answered; 'it's only staying. How I pity that poor man, to be sick in such a place.' "He has the tenderest care; there's not one there, even the Under- Currents. 207 roughest of them, but would make any sacrifice for his comfort.' "Then that little woman; she seems happy, but I do n't see how she can be; she looked too refined for such a life.' Oh, little Dame Dupce; never you fear; there's no feigned happiness there, she's the busiest little honey - gatherer I ever saw. Nobody could have the blues where she is. I never saw her like; devout little Catholic as she is, and blinded by some of the dogmas of that impure faith, she is yet, I sincerely believe, a true Christian at heart, and has done more good among that gang of men than any preacher could have done. They say there's not one but has given her the promise to keep from swearing and drunkenness; and Sundays, as there's no church of their faith in the region, she reads to them, and sings, till sometimes, when I've been there of a Sabbath even- ing, as I've had occasion to do several times, I have felt that, as far as God had given her light, she was a rare missionary. And now, Miss Louisa, there's one pleasant thing more I want to tell you, Mrs. Dupee told me. One day, as she was chatter- ing in her happy way of the wonderful blessings God had given her, she spoke of having worked in the factory when she was a little girl, and of how she became sick, and a kind lady found her a place in a farmer's family in a beautiful vil- lage called Lakeville, and how there was a sweet young lady, a neighbor's daughter, taught her to read, and gave her several books, and was always talking to her about finding something to do for others, and how much happier doing kindnesses made 19; so that, when her father moved away, she carried with her the blessing of knowing how to read, besides the settled purpose in her heart of trying to follow the example of this kiud young friend, who, she verily believed was as good as many of the saints, and if she was only a Catholic, would surely be sainted. The lady's name was Olive Loring, and, since you have been here, I am convinced that the friend whose life of 208 Olive Loring's Mission. active usefulness you so often mention, has been leading that young heart into many sunny paths, even if they be humble ones. She told me, the other day, that old Mrs. Logue, the wife of one of the men, never hears her mention Miss Loring's name, or sees one of the books she gave her, without crossing herself, as when she says her prayers. You see here the fruits of taking up little duties, Miss Louisa. You said, to-day, you grew hungry for something to do. I wanted to have you see this contented little French woman, and to see also the fruit that has come from the seed your friend planted. And then, too, I would like, if you will not be offended, to repeat to you a poem that I love very much. It is called, I believe, Your Mission, and is a mine of truth.' "I can not reproduce the wonderful sweetness which he threw into the lines; but, as he has since given me a copy, I will write them out here for you. I feel certain you will think them beautiful. "Here they are: If you can not on the ocean Sail among the swiftest fleet, Rocking on the highest billows, Laughing at the storms you meet; You can stand among the sailors, Anchored yet within the bay, You can lend a hand to help them As they launch their boats away. 'If you are too weak to journey Up the mountain stcep so high, You can stand within the valley While the multitude goes by; You can chant in happy measure As they slowly march along; Under Currents. 209 Though they may forget the singer, They will not forget the song. 'If you have not gold and silver Ever ready to command, If you can not toward the needy Reach an ever open hand, You can visit the afflicted, Oe'r the erring you can weep, You can be a true disciple, Sitting at the Savionr's feet. 'If you can not in the conflict Prove yourself a soldier true, If where fire and smoke are thickest There's no work for you to do; When the battle - field is silent, You can go with careful tread, You can bear away the wounded, You can cover up the dead. 'Do not, then, stand idly waiting For some greater work to do, Fortune is a lazy goddess, She will never come to you; Go and toil in any vineyard, Do not fear to do and dare, If you want a field of labor, You can find it anywhere.' "It seemed to me that all this is just what you are doing; and, Olive, I do think I've tried since that night to keep my eyes open for little opportunities; and while years perhaps must go by before Donald and I can take up the great work to which we hope we may be called, I won't be so much of an } 210 Olive Loring's Mission. idler as I have been. As mother thinks she can spare me, I hope now I shall remain here, and teach the summer's school, and then, may be, if God permits, go back to my studies in the autumn. The doctor says, a summer among these hills will be a good investment in the bank of health, and that there's lots of good can be done here besides. You will be surprised at this long cpistle, no doubt, but I have written at odd moments, rather than tell it by installments in my regular letters. "I almost forgot to add that I've been more then once, since that night, to visit the little French woman. You ought to have seen her delight, when I made known to her my acquaintance with you, and the eager rapture with which she listened to my tidings. I found, too, that little Sunbeam's real name is Olive, and you may well be proud of your namesake, for she's pretty and bright enough to be a princess royal. Won't you write to the woman? I know she would be perfectly delighted. Aunty is calling me to tea, so once more adieu. LOUISA." To say that Olive was not extremely pleased at the contents of this letter would be somewhat of a deviation from the truth, and she not only gladdened Mrs Dupee's heart by a letter, but enclosed a photograph of herself, while Maggie, who was much interested in the story, insisted on sending a string of coral for the little baby Olive. When Olive wrote to her mother of the Under - Currents. 211 tidings she had received of her quondam pupil, Joe very irreverently added a postscript to his mother's answer, in which he expressed the idea that this was an instance of bread cast on the waters and returning after many days, buttered, and so she had better keep on with her doing good. CHAPTER XIV. HOME PICTURES. ой OWARD the last of May, Olive went home for a visit. Joe and John were very anxious she should see how nicely their farming and gardening oper- Olive had never before ations were going on. been so long absent from home, and so was equally desirous to see and hear whatever was of interest. It was evening before she reached home, but, late as it was, Joe lighted a lantern and insisted that she must go out and view the hot - beds of their own manufacture. Olive's words of praise were by no means stinted, and they were as well Home Pictures. 213 deserved as they were abundant, for the boys were doing finely. It's all owing to you, Olive." Joe spoke ee If you earnestly, and John nodded approval. had n't helped and encouraged us last year to have our garden look so well, it would never have been noticed; and our vegetables would not have attracted attention at the Fair, if it had n't been for your nice way of fixing them. You merit all the praise, and I'm glad to hand over my share to you." "So am I," echoed John; "and those little books you sent us have been lots of help. That one, Farming by Inches,' is splendid. Emma has read it so much, I did n't know as there would be anything left of it.” ୯ "I liked My ten - rod farm,' best of all," in- terrupted Emma. "Bessie and I often wish we were big enough and rich enough to have a green- house." "The children have all enjoyed the books very 214 Olive Loring's Mission. much," said Mrs. Loring; "and they have served also as a source of encouragement to them. I think, with them, that you have guide of the whole company. really been the What you have said, and would say, has been often upon their tongues. If every elder sister only used her power as wisely as you do, there would be more useful and united households than are now seen ; of that I am certain." "O mother, mother! You all love me so well, you magnify whatever of good I may do, and are so charitable over my wrongs, there is clearly danger of my thinking myself without faults." "No danger at all, Olive; you won't think any such thing, for you won't be likely to think about yourself very much, any way. I trust our praise won't harm you; so don't worry." John was n't usually as much of a talker as Joe, but this time he spoke first; and with a feeling that no one was ever quite so richly blessed as she was, Olive once more laid herself down to rest in her Home Pictures. 215 own especial little room, and slept the sleep of quietness and trust. By the noon of the next day, she laughingly de- clared her readiness to be distributed in fragments among her friends, as she was wanted in so many directions at the self-same moment. Seems to me the sun never did shine quite so brightly before." This from Bessie, who had hurried home from school so eagerly, that her hot little face bore evidence of the warmth of the sun's rays, if not of their brightness. She went on: "Miss Gray said my lessons were better than usual, and I'm marked perfect every day, so she meant this for pretty high praise; and I told her 't was just because my sister had come home, and everything was easier for that. The lessons really seemed to learn themselves." "What did Miss Gray say to that?" asked Emma. "Oh, she just gave me one of her kisses, and said she wished she could see her sister, she 216 Olive Loring's Mission. thought everything would go easier for her then.” "Sisters like Olive are blessings." Emma took Olive for her pattern, and thought her per- fection. "I almost forgot," exclaimed Bessie. "Aunt Hannah Johnson stopped me when I came by, and wanted me to tell you, that she was really *hankering after a sight o' your sweet face;' that's just what she said, only I can't give the words the queer sound she gives them.' "" "I must go and see her by and by," decided Olive; " and there is Jessie, too, she will be look- ing for me to - night, if she knows I have reached home." "I declare!" exclaimed Joe, as they seated themselves at the dinner table, "this does seem like election, Fourth of July, Christmas and New Year's, all clustering round a glorious Thanks- giving; 't ain't been so jolly since Olive went away." "Throw in May - day and all our birthdays, Home Pictures. 217 and even then you haven't half expressed it," answered Emma. And so passed one beautiful, golden day. Just at its close Olive went to call on Aunt Hannah Johnson, who welcomed her young friend with looks and words of delight. The old lady was very pleasantly situated, and, day by day, fervent prayers for blessings to rest on the two young hearts that had so thoughtfully wrought out her present comfort, went drifting heavenward from her grateful soul. "I heard you'd come," she went on, when Olive had been duly installed in the best rocking - chair, after the cushion had received the proper amount of shaking and patting, and the good old lady's apron had wiped off every speck of the imaginary dust from the stand whereon Olive's hat was laid. “I heard of it this morning; some of the school children told of it, and I did want to set my eyes on you to - day. I said to Miss Barker, ses I, 'Miss Barker, if that blessed creetur only knows how much I want to see her, she'll 218 Olive Loring's Mission. come, I'm sartin o' that;' so I jest stopped that little sister o' yourn, who's growin' to be the image o' you, to tell you how I hoped you'd come, and then we both fixed up to see you. I've kept this cap you gave me to wear on special occasions, and this seeing o' you is one, to be sure." "And I'm glad to see you," Olive said; "and glad to see you so well and happy, though I knew you'd be happy with Mrs. Barker; one could n't help it," casting, as she spoke, a bright, loving glance at the sunny - faced old lady who sat plac- idly knitting near. Mrs. Barker answered,- "I'm the one to be thankful. I have n't been so happy since my John died, as since Miss Johnson came here; she's one she's one of the Lord's blessed ones, that I feel sure of; and of; and you did me more good than you did her when you planned to have her come here." Thus with mutual congratulations and kindly words the hour passed; and Olive wished Aunt Hetty could but see the sweet contentment that Home Pictures. 219 lighted Aunt Hannah's wrinkled face,-that she might know how unjust her assertion had been, that she would be as happy at the Alms-house as anywhere. An unspoken desire crept into her breast as she bade her aged friends adieu, . and bent her steps toward Jessie's home, that Paul might but be there to crown her happy day by his presence, but she laid the wish away to rest, and carried a happy face into the lame girl's room. To her surprise she found Effie at home also, with such an array of work spread around, as somewhat to arouse Olive's curiosity. Ce I've been watching for you all day," was Jessie's first greeting; and Jessie indeed looked the yearning she had all day felt for the vivifying presence of her friend. "I have missed you so much, and then I've blamed myself for being so selfish, for I knew you was doing good; but I needed you, too." "And I've come to answer your need if I can; and glad indeed am I to see you; my thoughts * 220 Olive Loring's Mission. have been with you very often," returned Olive. "I have n't seen a copy of your book yet." Jessie opened a drawer in the table beside her, and placed in Olive's hand a small volume, which she took from it. On the title page was written: "Olive Loring; from one who looks upon her as a sure foreshadowing of what the heavenly companionship must be." ee Will you accept it?" she whispered. "I did want to dedicate the book to you, but somehow there seemed too much of sacredness in such a friend- ship as mine for you, to admit of idle critics talk- ing it over." Olive felt the tears fill her eyes, as she bent over Jessie and kissed her, with warm thanks for the precious gift, and the still more precious af- fection; and then as she felt the tremor of Jessie's frail physical frame, she divined how lonely and weary the girl's heart had often grown, and de- termined, if possible, to break the spell that seemed to enslave her. Jessie opened a drawer in the table beside her and placed in Olive's hand a small volume. Page 220. Home Pictures. 221 "I wonder what all this means!" she said, glancing at Effie's piles of work. A warm blush dyed the cheeks of the elder sister, and Jessie answered, archly,- "Why, the truth is, Effie has concluded to leave her situation and take a new one; and as Ned Morris has come to the same resolve, they have agreed to go together." What, the young Mr. Morris who is Mr. Newton's clerk?" "Yes, he is the very one. دو "He's a fine young man, Effie. I rejoice for you; you will have a good man for your compan- ion if you marry him, and you will be as true a wife for him; of that I'm sure." "I hope you will stay at home till after the wedding," Jessie went on, a questioning glance lighting up her sweet face. "How far distant is that?" "A fortnight from today; and there will be but a few friends here, our rooms are so small; J 222 Olive Loring's Mission. but we've been hoping you would be at home. I was going to write you in my very next letter, but Effie did not wish to have me mention it till she came home, and she only came yesterday. This sister of mine has a great horror of being talked about." "I think I can make my plans to stay. And now about the second book; have you finished it ? " "Yes, and sent it off last week. I have not found it so easy writing a second volume as I did. the first. Sometimes I felt that I could never succeed in writing anything that would be ac- cepted, and now and then laid down my pen, totally discouraged; then something would bid me go on. Often this encouraging whisper came to me through the medium of your letters, and I would go to work again; but if others criticise my book half as severely as I did myself, it will have a hard fate." "You worked too hard; and, looking through Home Pictures. 223 the atmosphere of your weariness, things looked dark; that was all, depend upon it. I hope your book will prove a greater success than the other did, and I have faith that it will. You must rest a while now. You've over- worked, and must have a play - time." "I'm trying to help Effie a little, but I salt down some of my work in selfish tears; for I think how lonely I shall feel when she goes, and I know that she has gone to stay,-to have another home." "Not selfish tears, darling, but loving ones;" and Effie, throwing down her work, went to her sister's side, and, smoothing the bright hair from her temples, tried by tender words to allay the feeling of sadness that was fast stealing over both their hearts. In a little while Joe came to walk home with his sister, and Olive left the two girls, deter- mined to put into practical form some plan for leaving Jessie less time for lonely musing, and 224 Olive Loring's Mission. giving her more of the stimulus of cheerful so- ciety. One pleasant afternoon gathered in its compass. a call at Mrs. Lancaster's, and an equally pleas- ant interview with the Bentleys; and at last the week rounded into completion, and the Sabbath dawned with its air of rest and its summons to the house of God. What a homelike feeling threw its spell over Olive's heart as she took her wonted seat among friends and companions in the choir! In through the open windows floated the breath of the apple blossoms, and she thought how, with God's help, we might make our lives as fragrant with the bud and bloom of a faithful en- deavor, and her soul lifted a silent prayer for di- vine aid. Right into the midst of the singing fell fragments of bird melody, as the orioles, like scraps of golden sunshine, flitted back and forth in the branches of the elm, that lifted itself sen- tinel - like, beside the church. Dear Mr. Leon- - ard's words of loving entreaty and tender com- Home Pictures. 225 passion fell from his lips as drops from the very fountain of truth, refreshing and quickening his listeners. "Jesus only" was his theme, and speaker's anď listeners' eyes eyes alike grew dim with tears as he told of one, an earnest young gospel minister, who, as he stood in his pulpit for the last time, took these two words as his text, from which to tell his hearers the old and yet ever new story of Christ as a redeeming Saviour; and then the next day, girding on his sword, went out with loved ones from his own congregation, and fell on the field of battle, fighting for right and country, dying just as the sun dawned on the morning of his twenty-seventh birthday, with the words he so loved," Jesus only,"-lingering last on his lips, and left as a precious legacy to his friends. er The dear old times have come back;" so the young Lorings declared, when, as the twilight gathered around them, they sat in the hush, and 226 Olive Loring's Mission. sang the hymns they all loved, and which to the older members of the group were linked with the holiest memories. The days glided away swiftly, and, one pleas- ant June morning, when the bob -o -links seemed going crazy with delight over whole fields of crim- son and white clover blossoms, and the growths of May were putting on a deeper emerald, Effie Campbell stood up in the little room devoted to Jessie, and said the words which joined her fate with that of another for weal or woe. The plain little room was fair with its twining wreaths and wealth of flowers, the bride in her blooming loveliness, and Jessie in her easy chair, her pale face shining out like a star amid her white deckings. "You will stay all day with me, won't you, Olive dear?" pleaded Jessie, as one by one the guests departed, after the two so lately given to each other had gone. And Olive, laying aside the hat she was about putting on, felt that per- Home Pictures. 227 · haps her duty that day lay in that little room, and strove to lead Jessie's thoughts away from her own loneliness to pleasanter themes. I have a plan which I think will serve you. I have talked the matter over with some half doz- en of the most cultivated people in the village, and they have agreed to form themselves into a class, and meet once a week and read selections from any of our best authors they may choose; and if you would like to have them, they will meet here with you.' "" "How good you are! how good everybody is to me! That is just what I have wished I could enjoy; but thought it must be, like so many other pleasant things, only a dream." And "Well, I trust you'll find it a reality. still another thing. Mr. Leonard says he will appoint a prayer-meeting here occasionally, if you would like the plan, and they all said they would try and bring some of the joys of outside life to you, if you could n't go to them. Esq. Grant 228 Olive Loring's Mission. said your book was a great success for one so young to achieve, and that it could never be other- wise than wholesome to any one, and that is much more than can be said of many of the books written for the young. And he added, that his library was at your service, and he should do himself the honor to furnish you with a list of what his shelves contain, and would gladly bring you any you may select." re "O Olive, Olive! I am thankful; so thankful; and yet every word you say makes me feel more and more wicked. If I did n't think you'd de- spise me, I'd tell you how wrong I've been feel- ing." Jessie laid her flushed cheek on Olive's shoul- der, and then in her low and now peculiarly mourn- ful tones went on: "I know it is wrong to mur- mur, and I know, too, I have a great many bless- ings. I sometimes think that nobody ever had quite so many kindnesses as I do; but it has seemed to me, since Effie has been so happy get- Home Pictures. 229 ting ready to go away, and especially when Ned has been here, and to-day when they looked so contented and happy together, that I never real- ized how different I am from other people. I can't look forward to having any one to love and care for me, as Ned does for Effie. I can't make anybody's home happy. I can't be anything but a lonely woman all my life. O Olive, is it wicked for me to feel badly when I think of all this?" and the girl's words merged into tremu- lous sobs, and her convulsive weeping shook her frame like an aspen. Olive held her closely in silence for a few minutes, while her heart sent up a quick call for help in speaking comfort; and then she said, very tenderly,- "No, darling, I don't think it is wicked for you to have these feelings; it is but natural that you should have them; the wrong will be in let- ting them overshadow other hopes and blessings left you; and that you won't do, I'm sure." "But to be helpless and lonely all my life; you 230 Olive Loring's Mission. can't realize how I feel when I think about it.” Ce But, Jessie, you 're very young yet"- And that is what makes it seem all the hard- er, never to go out among people any more, always to be helpless, and have people speak of me in pity, instead of love." ୧୯ Jessie, you mustn't talk like that. You have hosts of friends who love you, and if they pity you, it is because they first felt a love for you. What I began to say was, you are young yet, and may get better; doctors are sometimes mis- taken; and one thing I have been wishing to pro- pose to you, is to submit to an examination by some noted surgeon. I feared to arouse hopes that might be doomed to disappointment; and then, besides, you might have to suffer a great deal" "I would be willing to suffer anything, if I could only get well. Do you think there is any chance for me?" "I do n't know, and I hesitated about saying Home Pictures. 231 anything lest I might be wrong. We must leave that with God. He will do just what He sees is best for you. I think His having blessed your efforts with your pen is one way of comforting you, and you must think over all the good things He is crowding into your days, when you get lonely, and the way looks long and dark before you. You were trying to do what you felt was a duty when this trouble came upon you. There are none of your friends but would rejoice if they could bring back health and strength to you; but mingled with the pity you say you don't want, is a large proportion of pride in your bravely earned success, and a real admiration for your patience. Now, Jessie, darling, can't you go on being patient, and leave all these long- ings for what you have been led to believe can't be, in His hands who never errs?" "He knows just how fretful and fault - finding I've been," said Jessie, mournfully. "Yes, He knows all about it, and is more 232 Olive Loring's Mission. ready to forgive and comfort than you are tc have Him. For we have not an high priest which can not be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin. Let us, therefore, come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may ob- tain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.' This is your hour, your real time of need, and He will do more than you ask of Him, if you go aright." "You've made me feel better, Olive; and now please forget how foolish I am, and I'll try to keep from plunging into the shadows, when I ought to walk in the light. I will try to be whatever God chooses to have me; I will try to leave it all with God." Do you know what I am going to prescribe for you, now?" "No, indeed; something wise, I'm sure, from your look." Well, I want you to lie down and rest. I'll } Home Pictures. 233 draw the curtains to shade the light just right, give you this white rose for a bedfellow, and little Jenny Wren, who is so merry out in the apple tree, may sing you to sleep while I go to the Post-office and see if we are to be blessed with letters." And so with a smile and a kiss Olive left the now tranquil girl to an hour of rest, and went out into the sunshine, still thinking over what Jessie had told her; and though she had tried to cheer her, it did seem a dreary life for a loving little woman to anticipate; and as usual she mingled with her thoughts an effort to plan something that should aid and cheer her. "I'll tell Dr. Castle- ton about her, and see what he thinks of her case," she said half aloud; and then her fancies took a new turn, and she was wishing she had brought home her "Patience Strong's Outings," when she came from the city, there were so many dear, sweet lessons to be learned from its pages; Jessie might find something just suited to her & 234 Olive Loring's Mission. needs. At the Office she found a bright letter from Maggie, and a package for Jessie, with a letter and magazine. Maggie was urgent to know when they should look for her return, and added, "I do want to tell you something beautiful. Agnes says I mustn't, that we want the pleasure of seeing the light creep into your eyes, and the smile about your lips, when we tell you; so I'll only hint at something very full of what we hope will be hap- piness.' When Olive went softly into Jessie's room, she found her asleep with a peaceful smile about the patient little mouth, and she crept out again to find Mrs. Campbell, who was busy amid her household duties. Sitting down in the shaded door - way, she beguiled the chatty Scotch woman into what Olive enjoyed,-a talk about Scotland, and at last, when Jessie's bell sum- moned her, she ended the conversation with,- "I shall always believe, Mrs. Campbell, that Home Pictures. 235 there is some Scotch blood in my veins, for I do so love whatever appertains to the land of Burns and Scott." When Jessie was once more in her easy chair, Olive produced what she had brought from the Office, and with much curiosity the two opened the bundle. It contained the manuscript of a story Jessie had sent away to a Boston publisher some months previous, and a copy of "Patience Strong's Outings ;" the letter gave an explanation. "Thank you," so it read, "for the pleasure which the perusal of your story has given me. sorry to say, however, that it is not just the style of story to stand alone; it will do better for a magazine article. Don't be discouraged, and allow me to show my sympathy and appreciation by begging you to accept this volume as an ad- dition to your library." I am "Just what I was wishing you could read," and," Is n't he a kind and thoughtful man?" were the simultaneous exclamations of the two 236 Olive Loring's Mission. girls; and if the earnest worker who makes the sunshine he loves to walk in all the more radiant by bringing cheer to other hearts, could have known all the pleasant talk and still pleasanter fancies that grew out of his kindly deed, he would have felt that this was indeed what Jessie pro- nounced it," A real true Outing," and would have found himself richly repaid. "What with you and the publisher, the day has ended happily after all," was Jessie's fare- well. CHAPTER XV. DOWN BY THE SEA. ། OW what do you suppose our grand secret is?" asked Maggie, the evening after Olive returned from her home visit. "I can not guess, I'm s me," answered Olive. I'm sure; you you'll have to tell "Well, father went to Gloucester last week, and engaged a boarding place with a nice old lady, and we're all going there the middle of July; father says, the first of the month, if we can only get ready." "The doctor says he thinks I shall be better 238 Olive Loring's Mission. there than in the city," added Agnes. will enjoy it, won't you?' ee You A glow, like the heart of one of those rose tinted shells brought from the South Seas, burned in Olive's cheeks, a deep delight settled into her words, as she answered, "No wonder Maggie called it a hint of something delightful. I am child enough to say that the very thought is pleas- ure to me." "Mother and you, and Agnes and I, are to go and stay; we are to take Nora with us, and Kate and Bridget are to be left, to take care of things. Kate is thoroughly faithful you know; and father will come out once a week, and perhaps oftener. At any rate, he will spend his Sundays with us.” Maggie was growing eloquent in her anticipations as she went on. "And Dr. Castleton will come out often; as he has promised." Her recital of what they hoped, was cut short by the appearance of the doctor himself, whose first salutation was,- "What mischief are you concocting now, Miss Down by the Sea. 239 Maggie, and by what right are you employing my name in your planning? "" Maggie, with whom the gentleman was prime favorite, laughingly explained, while the doctor turned to Olive with a warm greeting. "We have missed you sorely," he added; "and it has seemed as though there never was a time when there were so many rare flowers and beauti- ful paintings and other things worth the seeing, as since you went home; we have wanted you con- tinually." Before the doctor left, Olive spoke of Jessie, and found an attentive listener; giving as plain an account as she could, and repeating what her physicians had said of her case, she told her own settled wish, that she might see other and abler practitioners, before she settled down into the belief that a cure was impossible. Dr. Castle- ton sat silent as she closed her account, seeming- ly lost in thought. At length he said, ce I can not, of course, speak positively of your こ ​240 Olive Loring's Mission. 1 friend's case without seeing her, but from what you tell me, I do not by any means consider it hopeless. I had an old friend at the medical school who was lame for years, and at last God's blessing on his own persevering endeavors and his physician's skill, brought about a complete cure; and he used to say he would never let such a case go without doing something, if possible, if he could reach the patient." Loving Jessie as her friends do, there is not one among them but would be truly thankful to any one who could help her, and they would do all in their power to aid in the effort to reach such a result," said Olive. "I'll find out, if I can, where Frank Williston is; I've lost sight of him within the last few years; and then, if it is agreeable to him and all the rest, we'll go and see Miss Campbell, and may be something will come of the visit." "Did you say your friend's name was Willis- ton?" queried Olive, remembering Louisa's hero, Down by the Sea. 241 and wondering if he might not be identical with the doctor's friend. ୧୯ Yes," he returned, while Maggie's eyes spark- led with delight, as she asked, "Why, Olive, was n't the doctor of whom your friend in Vermont wrote, named Williston? "" Olive replied by giving a brief account of what Louisa had written, and all the circumstanc- es served to convince Dr. Castleton that there was no need of a prolonged search to find his friend. "At any rate, I'll venture to write, and ascer- tain if it is he," he said, as he took his departure. In due time an answer came, settling beyond a doubt the doctor's conjectures, and then, arrange- ments having been made, the Bernards and Olive started for Gloucester, and the two old friends went to Lakeville to decide on Jessie's case. Olive would have gladly gone with them, but she found it impracticable to do so, and so contented herself with sending a letter of encouragement 242 Olive Loring's Mission. to patience, whatever their decision might be. Three days later, Dr. Castleton made his ap- pearance at their boarding place, and before Olive could frame her request to know the result of their examination, into words, she was saluted with, "Not a question is needed, Miss Loring; your eyes ask all that are necessary, and I am happy to be able to give a favorable answer. Your friend will most likely have much suffering to endure, but we really hope, and with a good share of con- fidence, that she may be cured." Olive's fervent "Thank God," was a sure index to her grateful gladness, and then the doctor went on to explain what he, conjointly with Dr. Williston, viewed as favorable omens. Agnes was seemingly better, and though her physician assured her parents that a complete cure was impossible, it yet seemed highly probable that the restful state, in which her mind found such rare contentment, was adding greatly to her Down by the Sea. 243 length of days, and, united to the best of care, might keep her with them for months. The con- stant murmur of the waves seemed like music lulling to repose, and her days passed in a quiet joy. "I expect a reward for such good tidings," as- serted the doctor, as the fresh afternoon breezes swept inland, and the sunlight and shadow strove for victory. Olive looked up inquiringly, and the gentle- man continued "I shall have to go back to-mor- row morning; but this afternoon I mean to be care free, and should much delight in a long drive if I can have you and Maggie for company. There was no reason why she should not go, and a half hour saw them on their way. On through the pleasant streets of the old sea - side town, with much that was now and strange constantly meeting the gaze, till, passing out from the busy hum of city life, their way led around the head of the broad harbor, and Dr. Castleton drew his 241 Olive Loring's Mission. 1 reins, and pointed out objects of interest embraced in the view before them. "That Island with the light-house, and the smaller one near it, are called Ten and Five Pound Islands," remarked the doctor. "What queer names!" exclaimed Maggie. "It is said the names are derived from the sun first paid for their.possession. On the larger one, where the light-house is, when the fog lowers, the keeper blows an immense horn to warn off passing vessels from the rocks. the very extremity of Eastern Still farther, on Point, there is another light-house, and there they have a fog - bell, which it requires a full hour to wind up, and then it will ring of itself for six hours." "There are two flags visible in the distance; where are they?" inquired Olive. "They mark the location of the two forts; if we have time, we will visit one of them; and the extreme point of the land, we can see 'Nor- man's Woe," off the Manchester coast.' "" Down by the Sea. 245 • Oh, I know all about that." Maggie was full of the intensest interest. "I've read all about it in Longfellow's poem, of the skipper and his little daughter, and all; don't you know it ends, 'Christ save us all from a death like this, On the reef of Norman's Woe'? But there's a little speck on the waters still far- ther on; do you know what that is? "" "That's called Half-way Rock, and lies off Salem, just midway between Gloucester and Boston." "You "How nice it is to go with you," remarked Maggie, her face aglow with satisfaction. can tell us so many things." Dr. Castleton laughed as he thanked the little girl for her kind appreciation of his society, while Olive, pointing to the harbor with its fishing craft of every description, specked with little dories and pleasure boats, said: "How I wish Jessie could share the charm of such a picture as that." 246 Olive Loring's Mission. "We'll hope she may sometime; and now Maggie, do you see, yonder, a long row of little smoke houses and other buildings for the prepa- ration of the fish for market, just back from the wharves, I mean." - "Where there are so many chicken coops?" asked Maggie. "They must have a good many chickens." Dr. Castleton burst into a hearty laugh. Ce They are just what I wanted to have you notice," he said; "but how came a little city - bred girl like you to know anything about chicken - coops? e "" Oh, grandpa always has them for his chick- ens. I've seen ever so many in the country." Well, Maggie, your idea of a resemblance to little coops is a very good one; but still you are mistaken; they are covers for the protection of the fish when they are placed on the flakes, or long benches, for drying; at night they are gathered into heaps, and these covers are put over them; they are used also in rainy weather." Down by the Sea. 247 १९ Well, I've learned something as well as you, Maggie," Olive remarked as the doctor resumed the reins, which had been lying loosely during this conversation, a favor which the horse had been duly appreciating; and they passed on to view new wonders. "There is a delight in the very act of breathing here," she continued; "the air seems so pure and bracing, and the soft light enfolds everything in such a peculiar manner, not like ary inland atmosphere. I shall never forget how strangely I was affected on my arrival here. It was just like a story, as Maggie says. I thought of all the old legends and sea-port stories I ever heard or read of. I have n't quite got over the feeling yet; and there is something so strange and delightful also in waking up in the heart of the night, and hearing the distant roar of the ocean. I am so happy here; I really feel as though God put strength and gladness into everything I see and listen to." 248 Olive Loring's Mission. "Do you want I should tell you what Agnes says?" questioned Maggie. " "Yes, dear." She says you have just the very finest way of making what you call an 'Outing' out of every little pleasure; and that she'd rather see you glad than be glad herself, for your gladness is always sure to spread itself all about you, and creep into other people's hearts, too." Olive's, "O Maggie," was cut short by the doctor, who stopped to call a boy who was ap- proaching them with his hands full of flowers, and having purchased all he had, laid them in Maggie's lap, with the remark, "You shall have the pleasure of making them into four bouquets, as a just reward for your pretty speech." "How very beautiful!" fell again and again. from their lips, as one by one the flowers were tenderly lifted, and a due division made into four parts. There were gorgeous clusters of laurel, like cups of waxen beauty, - pond lilies, with Down by the Sea. 249 golden hearts hid amid the pinky pearl of their fragrant petals, and buds and blossoms of such matchless sweetness as words could not describe, which, in their rare loveliness, were a wonder to both the girls. "What are they?" are they?" was their earnest query. "Don't you remember," was the doctor's reply, "what Whittier says, of the wonderful valley, 'Hid in the depths of Gloucester woods, Full of flowers that love the sunshine, Blooms from warmer latitudes; Where the Arctic birch is braided With the Tropic's flowering vine; And the white Magnolia blossom Stars the twilight of the pine'? "And these are Magnolia blossoms! How strange that they should be found here," remarked Olive. "I don't think I ever quite understood those lines before." Dr. Castleton watched Maggie's graceful ar- rangement of the bouquets, as he answered, — "I have heard, whether with strict regard to the • 1 250 Olive Loring's Mission. truth or not I can not say, that there is no other place in the eastern states where this gem of the sunny south is to be found wild; and I fancy that Whittier must have believed this when he wove his beautiful lines. Look there," pointing as he spoke. "Little Good Harbor Beach lies peace- fully in the sunlight, albeit those foam - crowned waves do leap so furiously in their onslaught against it. Here is a story for you, Maggie. They say that a ship was once driven by stress of storm and wind to take refuge here, and when, after safely riding out both night and tempest, she sped once more on her way, her seamen gave their friendly haven the name of Little Good Harbor." "And so made their gratitude an enduring re- membrance?" ce So it would seem. Yonder, in the distance, lies Thatcher's Island with its two light - houses; it is a pretty sight to watch the gleam of the lamps in the early twilight, growing brighter and Down by the Sea. 251 brighter as the darkness deepens, beacons with a friendly warning." You are well acquainted here," Olive observed. "I spent my boyhood in this place. Over yonder lie Bass Rocks; I am promising myself the pleasure some day of taking you there to gather sea mosses, as very beautiful specimens are to be found there; and that was a favorite fishing locality of mine in my young days; many and many a string of cunners have I caught there. I remember there was a poor, lame woman lived close by my home, and many a time I have hung a string of fish or a pail of berries on her door - handle, and then giving a sly rap, have run away,. and watched to see her open the door slowly, and then it was always a new surprise to hear her say, and she always said the same, 'The Lord be praised; if that boy has n't been up to his blessed tricks again;' and the next time I went by I had to play blind and deaf or she'd overwhelm me with her thanks. She's been dead many a year, 3 252 Olive Loring's Mission. and yet I seem to see and hear her now. Grand- ma used to tell me I had better go and carry my gifts properly; but some how I liked my way best, graceless boy that I was. I used to beg off when grandma wanted me to go there on errands for her. I was so afraid I should laugh in the good soul's face, she had, to me, such an inde- scribably funny way of saying, 'You're a little dear; and you tell your grandmarm I thank her kindly;' and I was such a great boy in my own view. "But to go back to Bass Rocks. Some time during the summer I hope to take you there, and enjoy a real old-time hunt after the mosses I used to think such treasures.' "" There was such a hearty pleasantness in Dr. Castleton's goings back into boyhood, that Olive enjoyed listening, and was glad when, after a little silence, he went on : "I hope you won't call me an egotist, but all these old familiar scenes do so bring back the G Down by the Sea. 253 15 . past, and you and Maggie possess the charm of being such good listeners, that you lure me on to use the letter I inore than I ought.” The girls only encouraged him to go on. "This part of the town is called Rocky Neck, and joins the Point, whither we are now going, to the main land. There, Maggie, are your chicken coops, and all these buildings are used in curing fish for the markets." And so the day rounded into completeness, each hour crowded full of fresh experiences and sight seeing, the beautiful fresh water pond lying so near the ocean, the Fort, -the Light- house at Eastern Point, the white smoothness of Niles's Beach, where the rippling waves broke gently around the horse's feet, all came in for their share of admiration; and with a whole heart full of pleasant pictures for future inspection, Olive thanked Dr. Castleton for her happy after- noon, and holding one of the fragrant nosegays as a tangible remembrance of her enjoymen, went 254 Olive Loring's Mission. 7 to Agnes's room to tell her of what they had seen. "I'll give you my bouquet, mamma," was Maggie's first greeting; "and the doctor is bring- ing one for Agnes; he has one more which he says he's going to carry to a poor girl in the city, who is sick and can't get flowers." They sat long after tea, in the quiet of the evening, for they were out of the city's tumult; and for many months Olive looked backed to her feeling of complete contentment as a rare and peculiar treasure. Unexpectedly But a great grief was at hand. Mr. Bernard made his appearance, and somehow, she could never tell exactly how, it all came out. Paul, her Paul, was dead; far off among strangers he had breathed his last, and been laid to rest beneath foreign soil. The gentleman with whom Paul was traveling, had written to both Mr. Bernard and herself at the young man's re- quest, and here were the letters, and a few lines, traced trembling characters by fingers that Down by the Sea. 255 were growing cold in death. How full of sweet- ness were the words: "DEAR OLIVE:- "I'm going fast. We shall meet no more on earth. Do not grieve too sorely for me, for God knows best, and He will comfort you. I shall live in your memory, I know; but do n't let your sorrow shut out the sunshine from your life. I think your influence, your example, led me to Christ, and we shall meet again in heaven. Dearest, you have been the guiding star of my earthly hopes, and I have, since we have been sepa- rated, so fondly anticipated our reunion. If I could but see you once more, but farewell, and God be with you, my own beloved." As though written after many efforts, these words seemed like whispers from that dying bed, and as the one thing bringing her nearer to him. Olive held the blotted sheet close against her heart through the long hours of that terrible night, when, like one stunned, she lay with hot, tearless eyes and throbbing temples. Not a feeling of rebellion marked her reception of the tidings, but such a weary, crushing sense of desolation, that it wrung the hearts that loved her so dearly. Dr. Castleton, who would gladly have borne 256 Olive Loring's Mission. all her anguish for her, thrust bravely back upon his own heart the knowledge, new to him, of the love she bore this lost friend; and, like a true and faithful brother, left no means untried to break the stony calm of her grief; yet still the wide open eyes looked straight forward, and her power of will seemed suspended. Poor Olive, down by the sea, where she had so lately felt that grief could scarcely molest her, the bitterest anguish of her whole life had come to her; and, crushed and well - nigh helpless, she could only creep wearily into the shadow of that great rock in a weary land," and wait for God's hand to heal and comfort. The summer sun- shine had grown strangely dark, and her heart yearned for the mother - love that grieved for her, in that old farm - house among the clover fields of Lakeville. All that love and tenderness could do was done to cheer and strengthen her; and as the days wore on, she grew more like her olden self, and now and then a smile, sweetly sad, Down by the Sea. 257 lighted her pale face. Dr. Castleton thought she had never looked half so fair, and more and more, almost unconsciously to Olive, did he so surround her life with thoughtful kindness, that, ere she was aware, she was learning to trust his guidance, and lean on his strength when her lonely heart yearned for a human utterance of God's comfort; and never in her happiest hours had she so lived for others, or so made her life a mission of good to all around her. 1 CHAPTER XVI. WALKING WITH GOD. + ITH the early days of September the Bernards went back to their city home. Agnes, in her wasting strength, scarcely paler than was Olive; but if Olive's faith had been a recommendation of re- ligion, in the hours when the deep fountains of her life reflected only brightness around and blue skies overhead, how much more so was it now, when the shadows hung darkly around, and the flowers faded, and the waves of grief surged over them so fearfully. "It is a living faith," remarked Mr. Bernard to his wife, as they were speaking of her happy Walking with God. 250 influence over their household," a faith which bears the test of grief. I often think when I watch her quiet walk onward in life, of a little picture I have somewhere seen ;—a hand reached upward and clinging to a cross, and underneath the words, ' Et teneo et teneor.' Truly she holds closely to the upholding cross.' "" "I have never heard a murmur," his wife answered; "and it is touching in the extreme to see how she links herself in with all the hopes and plans of those she loves, as though trying to make their happiness fill up the place of her vanished joys." "I am going to propose her taking lessons on the harp. Fond of music as she is, it will at once give comfort and employment; and what say you, as to-morrow is her birthday, to giving her, as our token of remembrance, a harp? I looked at some yesterday, and found one that Dr. Castleton, whom I waylaid to assist me in my search, pronounced exquisite." • 260 Olive Loring's Mission. "Just what I would like best of all. She has indeed been a blessing to us, and we can not do too much for her." With the evening came a package from Lake- ville, and letters; but Mrs. Bernard yielded to the temptation to lay them aside till morning ; which was all the more easily done, since Olive and Maggie had gone to visit a poor family in whom they were deeply interested, and came in with quite a lengthy story to tell of their proteges. Another year begun," Olive whispered to herself as she opened her eyes to the morning light. A year ago "A year ago Paul was with me and now how long it seems since they told me he was dead. How kind they all are to me; I do n't believe God ever gave anybody kinder friends than I have. If souls in heaven rejoice over the good that blesses their loved ones on earth, Paul must be glad for me." Olive still kept up her old habit of self-con- Walking with God. 261 versation, and Bridget, who had grown to love her with all her warm Irish nature, often de- clared, as she heard her murmuring to herself as she moved about the house, that she "belaved the swate crater, for shure, talked with the howly saints thimsilves." Family devotions were held in Agnes's room, and this morning it seemed as though Mr. Ber- nard, who was an eager learner in the language of Canaan, never more lovingly and devoutly mingled praise and petition. Olive's eyes were full of tears that could not be called those entirely of grief, for there seemed to creep into her heart such a deep and full sense of God's love and care, that she recognized her grief as a part of the faithful discipline that He knew to be best for her. "We must try and strew this stepping-stone with flowers; they may be immortelles if you choose, sacred to remembrance," Mrs. Bernard said, as she drew Olive to a table on which were 262 Olive Loring's Mission. a packing case. Ce placed several bundles, and against which leaned "You will let these things," she went on, speak our affection and gratitude toward you;" and the girl's eyes filled afresh with tears, that were now those of thankfulness, when the beautiful harp was taken from its wrap- pings, and Mr. Bernard's proposal, that she should receive instruction thereon, was made. known to her. Besides this beautiful gift, there was an exquisitely delicate pin, set round with pearls, and containing a tiny braid of Agnes's hair, a stereoscope and views from Maggie, and the home bundle and letters. Opening the for- mer, Olive found it to contain a copy of Jessie's second book, little tokens from each member of the home circle, and a box having photographs of several rare pictures, and a ring of gold nestled amid one of her own soft curls that Paul had carried with him. A trunk of valuable articles that were now sacred, as having belonged to the loved and lost, had, through the thoughtfulness Walking with God. 263 of Paul's friend and the kindness of a returning traveler, been received by the Lyndon family; and this box, which bore Olive's name, had been given to her mother to forward to her. It was as if the dead had returned to add a share to the day's blessings, and her ring was diamond - gemmed with tears as it took its place upon her finger. Her words were few, and when, laying aside her unopened letters, she went softly out, with her hand closed over that little circlet of gold, and her face alive with emotion, they knew she was going with her sorrow and thanksgiving where she found it a blessed privilege to go, to the throne of God's mercy. By and by she came back, and her gently spoken thanks gave her friends the truest pleas- ure. When the sun looked with golden smile into Agnes's quiet room, he lighted up a pretty picture. Maggie, busy with her lessons,—for the parents, bereaved so often, felt it best that her stud- ies should be carried on at home, where her health 264 Olive Loring's Mission. could be properly cared for, — Agnes, fast asleep amid her pillows, and Olive with her precious home letters, eagerly perusing their contents. When she laid them aside, Maggie crept to her side, and begged her to look at the views they had selected for her stereoscope. "Dr. Castleton helped me select them," she whispered eagerly; "and there is one which he said made him think of you; here it is; it is called, 'Walking with God,' and I think just as he does." - Olive took the picture. It represented a broad stretch of plain, here rough and strewn with tangled brambles and sharp edged rocks, there smooth and bordered with flowers, and gladdened by shading trees and the rippling silver of a brook. Thus varyingly the path led, and travel- ing tranquilly on, with girded robe and staff in hand, walked a youthful pilgrim; while from above a luminous gleam shot across her way, and a hand, reaching from the brightness, seemed Walking with God. 265 guiding her on, to where, afar off, the golden gates of a fair city shone like a blaze of glory. "He said," Maggie continued, pointing to the hand, "that just so you seemed to be led; and whether the way was rugged or smooth, you went right on." God does indeed lead me, dear Maggie; and very tenderly He lights up my way; and this little picture shall help me to remember it when I am tempted to forget, and to step mourn- fully aside into some other path than the one His mercy lights up for me." Just at the dinner hour Dr. Castleton came in, and Prang's Easter Morning, and an exquisite bouquet of tuberoses and delicate green sprays were added to Olive's list of treasures. "My favorite among all chromos; how good you were to bring it to me. I can never repay one half the kindness you have all shown me to- day." That is what she was saying when the door partly opened, then closed again, and then, › 266 Olive Loring's Mission. as Maggie sprang forward to see who was there, Nora came shyly in, a warm glow lighting up her honest face, and placed in Olive's hand a lovely Parian vase, a lily set amidst a frame- work of sculptured leaves. It is a gift I shall prize highly, dear Nora," exclaimed Olive; "not only for its beauty, but for the sake of the givers, and the love which prompted it; and Nora, delighted at Olive's gratitude, fled precipitately out, lest, as she in- formed Katie, she should cry with joy. As the autumn waned, Agnes faded slowly, and when the last of the beautiful golden Indian summer days enfolded the land with a haze of brightness, she fell asleep in Jesus, happy to the last in a constant sense of trust and peace. How different the grief which filled her parents' hearts, as they bent over the casket so lately animated by the spirit, from what they had ex- perienced under like afflictions in days gone by. Then all was darkness; now a light from the Walking with God. 267 cross showed them the thorn - crowned but love - lighted face of Him who died to save, and rose to show us that death was itself conquered, and who is now preparing homes of rest for all who seek His aid and pardon. In chastened tenderness they communed to- gether of holy things, as became those who had so nearly caught a glimpse of heaven, as their dar- ling passed over the river to the shining shore ; and when Thanksgiving week came, following Olive's example, they strove to sanctify and lighten their own grief by brightening other desolated homes where poverty was added to the burden of grief; and then, as Olive was anxious to be with her own family on that day of reunion, Mr. Bernard proposed to go with his wife and Maggie and spend this anniversary with his parents at Lakeville. Wednesday afternoon saw them safely there. Olive thought of the one who had been so inter- woven with all her dreams of the future, and her 268 Olive Loring's Mission. grief swept over her like a new bereavement, as home brought all these hopes and their sudden. blight more vividly to mind, and, nestling in her mother's arms, she wept herself calm. Then there came a request that she would go to Paul's home, where his aged parents, bowed by their great sor- row, lived in the desolation of childless old age. They had been very proud of Paul, and al- though they had never openly opposed his love for Olive, they were never exactly satisfied that his choice had fallen on one so little likely to bring wealth to him, and this love of riches blinded their eyes to the gentle girl's real worth. They had not learned of Christ; and when all their hopes of their idolized son's coming success in life were so suddenly blighted, they longed for the faith he had professed, and which he so often had said had been shown him in its beauty, and urged upon him, less by the words than by the simple daily service of love that was Olive's life. And, day by day, as they turned over the leaves Walking with God. 269 of their long neglected Bible, they hoped and waited for her coming, for, as Mother Lyndon said when they welcomed her," Paul said you led him to Christ; and we want the same teacher." Mingling her tears with theirs, Olive talked with them of Christ and His salvation,-and like little children they listened, taking the precious truths home as never before; and when she left them, the old lady, kissing Olive with her trem- bling lips, said, brokenly,- "I believed it all before. I've kept reading, till I could n't help seeing the truths of it; but I never took them home; now I shall take the poor, tired old heart, with all its sin and sorrow, Jesus. You're a blessed child, and carry it to and He'll honor you with a comforted and happy life, I feel sure; for His Word tells us that those who honor Him He will delight to honor, and you've given Him the best of your life." And Mr. Lyndon walked home with his young friend, and taking her hand in his broad palm, when 270 Olive Loring's Mission. they parted, said, in broken accents," You must n't forget the old people, my daughter; you are all the earthly comfort we have now, and we shall feel that you belong in part to us, you were so dear to Paul.” Joe and John, who looked upon their sister with a species of awe mingled with affection, the grief that had come to her having invested her with a something of sacredness,—at first hesitated about going to her as of old with a recital of their suc- cesses and failures; but they soon found her sympathies and interests for and with them were not lessened; and the little group gathered once. more around the home - hearth at peace with themselves and all about them. "We'll have the Lyndons to dine with us to-morrow,” said Mrs. Loring, guessing at Olive's unspoken wish; for the girl, as ever thoughtful of others' happiness, hesitated about making the request, lest the younger ones should find their gladness marred; but not a discordant note was Walking with God. 271 com- heard in the song of thanksgiving thus menced, and with the early morning Olive went over to tender their invitation. She found the two, with their untasted breakfast spread before them, bent over their Bible as with one accord searching its blessed pages. Olive's presence was the one thing wanted to crown their morning, and, with tears and smiles, the old man said,- "I've come into the vineyard at the eleventh hour; but Jesus has filled my old heart with His welcome, and now if I can't work but one hour for Him, I'll try and do it faithfully. Martha and I have walked together many years, and we could n't go apart now; she got into the king- dom a few hours ahead of me, but the dear soul was all the time reaching back after me; and this morning the light shone into my darkness and made the way all plain." "We were trying to set up a family altar to commence our thanksgiving day with, and now 1 O 272 Olive Loring's Mission. you'll join us, won't you, dear?" asked the old lady, drawing Olive down into a seat between them. The Bible which Mrs. Lyndon handed her was open at the book of Psalms, and Olive commenced reading the one hundred and thir- tieth,-" Out of the depths have I cried unto thee, O Lord," and continued through several of these triumphal songs of praise. "I never felt them before, as anything I could really say from the heart," said the old man as the reading was ended, and his wife added her fervent satisfaction. Then the three knelt, and in humble confidence Father Lyndon sent up his psalm of praise and prayer for help; and once again Olive felt that, if Paul could see, how he must rejoice. Olive's invitation was warmly accepted, and with a soul filled with a sweet wonder at what God had wrought, she retraced the way toward home. "One of God's ways of comforting," she said, when the remembrance of all the past Walking with God. 273 months had brought to pass, drifted across her ୧୯ mind; His ways are sure to lead us into a blessing, even when they look darkest." The day she had almost dreaded, from a vague feeling that it would be harder even than ordinary days to endure, passed peacefully, almost hap- pily, , away; and with the next day came a note inviting the family to dine at old Mr. Bernard's, where a new surprise awaited Olive. The son had been faithful, and letter after letter, tenderly telling of a Saviour and pointing out our need of Him, had been written, and the dear old wife, after years of constant prayer, had at last had her faith rewarded. Her husband, the doubter of God, the scoffer at revealed religion, now sat as a lit- tle child at the foot of the cross, and was willing to learn even of Maggie. Grandpa loves our Jesus, dear Olive," was Maggie's rapturous greeting. "He's so different from what he used to be, and grandma is so hap- py; is n't it a blessed piece of news?" 274 Olive Loring's Mission. "Blessed indeed, my darling," was Olive's heartfelt answer; and the very Spirit of God was so breathed into the day and its quiet, peaceful intercourse, that Joe said, when they reached home, that two such days as they had enjoyed were enough to crown the whole year; and as for himself, his mind was made up to live for God, and to begin from that hour. "I think I have loved God for more than a year," said une quieter John; "but I mean to live out my love more, and try to help others find Him." And Emma and Bessie joined in the resolve, in which the household as one were determined, that, come what would, they would serve God. CHAPTER XVII. PARTING GLIMPSES. WO days at home, and not a sight of Jessie; I must go there today," exclaimed Olive, on the Saturday after her return home; and she did not catch the quick look that passed between her mother and Emma. As she drew near Mr. Campbell's, she saw a slight girlish form moving lightly, though slowly, among the chrysanthemums, that, late as it was, were yet in bloom in the sheltered warmth of the garden; and when, as she drew near, the face that looked out from the encircling blue of the hood showed Jessie's sweet smile, she stopped in 276 Olive Loring's Mission. amazement at the evidence of regained vigor. How lovingly now was it Jessic's turn to speak comfort, mingled with words of the deepest gratitude at the part Olive had in her recovery. "You shall, next to God, have my first grat- itude, dear Olive," she said, when they were once more in her little room; and your influence has brought me more of a gift than even you dreamed of. With God's blessing, Dr. Williston is fast curing me; and, Olive, he is a man in whom any woman might trust; and I am allowed to trust him ;" and the happy girl laid her head on her friend's shoulder and burst into tears. "And you've kept all this from me," Olive said, half reproachfully. "I suffered dreadfully at first, and then when I began to get better I thought I would surprise you, and so told them not to let you know; and about this new happiness that God has given me, I felt it would be selfish to intrude upon your grief with such tidings." Parting Glimpses. 277 "Never feel like that, darling. I am more re- joiced for you than words can express." "And I am so grieved for you; I have so longed to see you that I might tell you so, face to face." Mrs. Campbell took Olive in her warm, moth- erly embrace, and with the sweetest of her loving Scotch words, called blessings to surround and comforts to crown her, for the gladness she had been the means of bringing to their home; and so another day placed in her hands fresh proofs of God's faithfulness and peace. Louisa and Donald were fitting themselves for their work in heathen lands, humbly leaving all obstacles with God, and seeing them one by one removed; and Mary Spofford was living a life of faith, and unconsciously that of a missionary, too, in the happy influence she exerted over her own family, and, through them, over the neigh- borhood around. Mr. Bernard's family claimed Olive to gladden 278 Olive Loring's Mission. their winter, and so, as it seemed a sacred duty, and after all their kindness to her, she went back. with them. Dr. Castleton was her constant friend, and more than once, when word or look or deed showed his affection for her, she remembered Mother Lyndon's advice: "Don't think, precious daughter, that you must live a lonely life because Paul has gone. You are too true a woman not to find a heart that will make you as the crowned queen of a happy home." And while she cher- ished Paul's memory as a sacred legacy, never to be less dear, she was fast learning to take this comforting love as a new blessing from heaven; and as the winter wore on toward spring, with tender sympathy for her past grief, and a simple, manly utterance of his love, which dated back to the first evening he had met her in Agnes's room, and heard her sing in the twilight, the doctor won her promise that, if God willed it, she would share his life, and make her mission one with his. Partiny Glimpses. 279 She tarries for the coming of the fitting hour, and the good doctor waits patiently. Reader, Olive Loring's mission in Life is only begun. Whether her days are few or many, its influence will be endless as eternity. It was and is a mission wrought out in simple duties, ardent- ly looked for and humbly performed as doing God' service; and though her way has not been thornless, the helping hand has never failed her, and she and we alike may be assured that it never will. OUR BOOK TABLE. POOR PAPA. By Mary W. Porter. Illustrated. Boston: D. Lothrop & Co. Paper covers, 50 cents. Of all the lately published books in which children bear a principal part, one of the most natural and charming is Poor Papa. It breathes the very spirit of childhood, and one is inclined to believe that the author must have drawn her characters from living models. Few writers have the faculty of describing children as they are, and many of the so-called "juvenile " books published are dreary failures simply because their writers have no sympathy with their subjects. The children whom Miss Porter describes are genuine children and not make-believe. They have all the indescribable ways and peculiarities that make little people oftentimes riddles to their elders. Their journey abroad with "Poor Papa," who comes all the way over the ocean for them, their adventures, their quaint observations on what they see and hear, their thorough enjoyment of everything, the comical surprises they are continually giving those around them, are delight- fully set forth, and will be as fascinating reading for the older as for the younger ones. "Poor Papa" is sure to be a favorite. It is a graphic story of the perplexities of a father, left a widower, to care for two children. The father is an artist, absorbed in paint- ing, and having no knowledge of child-nature; while his two children, loving and true, are like young colts, with irrepres- sible life and spirits, and perpetually in trouble. They have many amusing adventures in Italy, from their rollicking love of freedom and fun, and barely escape with life from a governess, whose martinet habits transform her into an ogre, delighting in torture. But the troubles of papa and children find a happy solution in the advent of a new mamma, the sister of a brother artist, whose fine womanly instincts have helped the children already over many a hard place. Sum- mer travellers will have many a hearty laugh over the vol- ume, and enjoy equally the humor of the children and the perplexities of “Papa.” x THE SEVEN WORDS FROM THE CROSS. By Rev. WILLIAM H. ADAMS. Price, $1.00: Boston: D. Lothrop & Co. The author has treated these discourses in an original manner, and from first to last they are redolent with the spirit of Him who hung upon the cross.-N. Y. Observer. These sermons, upon the most impressive words that dropped from the Master's lips, are at once practical and eloquent. The volume will be welcomed by both profession- al and lay readers.-Zion's Herald. In style simple, fervid and fresh, we doubt not that these discourses will prove spiritually quickening to all who may read them.-Boston Daily Advertiser. As spiritual, tender, reverent, suggestive meditations upon the most sacred of all themes, these discourses will be found peculiarly helpful.-The Advance, Chicago. They are full of sacred suggestiveness, and cannot fail to quicken the love and encourage the faith of all who read them.-Christian at Work. A most valuable addition to our devotional literature. Prepared for sacramental occasions, it breathes the very spirit of sacramental devotion. The beauty of style is com- bined with much clearness of thought, and there is a tender- ness of application that will make them most precious to the tempted, doubting, or mourning Christian. - The Earnest Worker, (Presbyterian) Richmond, Va. Full of spiritual food, of truth, suggestion and pure Chris- tian sentiment. It is well written, and in every respect a commendable volume.-Northern Christian Advocate, Syra- cuse, N. Y. Those who love to linger around the Cross will find here seven golden censers full of sweet incense for their altars. These sweet spices were expressed from the words of the dy- ing Saviour by careful thought, which, passing through the warm atmosphere of a loving heart, exhale in delightful odors.-Charleston, (S.C.) News and Courier. Excellent reading, specially good for meditative hours.- National S. S. Teacher. • J EXCELLENT BOOKS. SIX MONTHS AT MRS. PRIOR'S. By Emily Adams. Illus- trated. Boston: D. Lothrop & Co. 1.25. "In this fresh little story, which is addressed especially to young girls, the author tries to impress the lesson that the disagreable and annoying duties of life may be made pleasant by accepting them as inevitable, and asking help from above. Mrs. Prior is the widow of a clergyman, and has been left with five little ones to support. She discharges her servant, and divides the lighter duties of the household between herself and the two eldest of her children, Minnie and Helen. Unaccustomed to any thing but study and play, the girls find it very hard to have their old time appointments for enjoyment circumscribed, and complain bitterly at first. The book gives a history of their experience, and shows how the work that was so irksome at first became in the end a source of pleasure and means of healthful discipline. "Six Months at Mrs. Prior's" is a sweet story of womanly tact combined with christian trust. A widow, with scanty means, makes a home happy for a group of children, restless, wayward and aspiring, like many American children of our day. The mother's love holds them, her thrift cares for them, her firmness restrains, and her christian words and life win them to noble aims and living. 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Walter Neal's Example is by Rev. Theron Brown, the editor of that very successful paper, The Youth's Companion. The story is a touching one, and is in parts so vivid as to seem drawn from the life.-N. Y. Independent. TWO FORTUNE-SEEKERS. Stories by Rossiter Johnson, Louise Chandler Moulton, E. Stuart Phelps, Ella Farman, etc. Fully illustrated I 25 I 50 FAN SY'S PAGE FOUR GIRLS AT CHAUTAUQUA. Pansy. 12 mo. Illustrated By $1 50 The most fascinating "watering-place" story ever published. Four friends, each a brilliant girl in her way, tired of Saratoga and Newport, try a fortnight at the new summer resort on Chau- tauqua Lake, choosing the time when the National Sunday-school Assembly is in camp. Rev. Drs. Vincent, Deems, Cuyler, Ed- ward Eggleston, Mrs. Emily Huntington Miller, move promi- nently through the story. HOUSEHOLD PUZZLES. By Pansy. 12mo. Illustrated How to make one dollar do the work of five. A family of beautiful girls seek to solve this "puzzle." Piquant, humorous, but written with an intense purpose. THE RANDOLPHS. By Pansy. 12 mo. Il- lustrated I I 50 I 50 A sequel to Household Puzzles, in which the Puzzles are agree- ably disposed of. GRANDPA'S DARLINGS. By Pansy. 16 mo. Illustrated. I 25 A big book, full of "good times" for the little people of the family. ESTER RIED By Pansy. I 50 JULIA RIED I 50 THREE PEOPLE WISE AND OTHERWISE. CUNNING WORKMEN JESSIE WELLS . I 50 THE KING'S DAUGHTER I 50 "" I 50 • "" I 25 "" 75 DOCIA'S JOURNAL · "," 75 BERNIE'S WHITE CHICKEN HELEN LESTER. A CHRISTMAS TIME 75 75 15 MISS JULIA A. EASTMAN is one of the most popular of our modern writers. YOUNG RICK. By Julia A. Eastman. Large 16mo. Twelve illustrations by Sol Eytinge. $1 50 A bright, fascinating story of a little boy who was both a bless- ing and a bother.- Boston Journal. The most delightful book on the list for the children of the family, being full of adventures and gay home scenes and merry play-times. 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