If mm [JohnMfaiicE^iil, EAR SHAM HALL. UNIVERSITY LIBRARY UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS AT URBANA-CHAMPAIGN The person charging this material is responsible for its renewal or return to the library on or before the due date. The minimum fee for a lost item is $125.00, $300.00 for bound journals. Theft, mutilation, and underlining of books are reasons for disciplinary action and may result in dismissal from the University Please note: self-stick notes may result in torn pages and lift some inks. Renew via the Telephone Center at 217-333-8400 846-262-1510 (toll-free) orcirclib@uiuc.edu. Renew online by choosing the My Account option af http://www.IJbrary.uluc.edu/catalog/ NOV 1 5 2008 LI B RARY OF THE UN IVLRSITY or ILLINOIS V. 1 Sweethearts and Wives. Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2009 with funding from University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign http://www.archive.org/details/sweetheartswives01powe Sweethearts and Wives. h MARGUERITE A. POWER. " For love Is strong as death; jealousy is cruel as the grave: the coals thereof are coals of fire, which hath a most vehement flame. " Many waters cannot quench love, neither can the floods drown it: if a man would give all the substance of his house for love, it would utterly be contemned." IN THREE VOLUMES, VOL. I. London : Saunders, Otley, and Co., Conduit Street. 1861. F. Shoberl, Printer, 37, Dean Street, Soho, W. j 9 2115 CONTENTS OF VOL. I. CHAPTER I. The Temples • r- ^ CHAPTER II. The Lanes . V 4 CHAPTER III. 'k. i Iny CHAPTER IV. -■- The Blokes . CHAPTER V. Agatha page 1 . 21 . 32 47 . 61 ^ VI CONTENTS. CHAPTER VI. Agatha Soliloquises . . page 76 CHAPTER VII. Agatha's Visit . . .92 CHAPTER VIII. Hyperion , , . .108 CHAPTER IX. Hamlet and Horatio . . .125 CHAPTER X. Selene . . . .140 CHAPTER XI. The Wife . . . .155 CHAPTER XII. The Sweetheart . . .167 CHAPTER XIII. A Game of Strategy . . 184 CONTENTS* CHAPTEK XIV. Man versus Woman CHAPTER XV. A Sheep in Wolfs Clothing CHAPTER XVI. Brother and Sister CHAPTER XVII. Concerning Marriage under Difficulties CHAPTER XVIII. The Back Drawing-room Vll page 200 . 217 . 233 . 254 . 275 n Sweethearts and Wives. CHAPTER I. THE TEMPLES. Lord Amesbury sat by the fire in his study at Burymeade Chase in the "gloamin"' of a late December day, the book it was getting too dark to read lying open on his knees, and his eyes fixed on the glowing mass of wood and coal that filled the big fireplace before him, and that made all the interior of the room glow too, like a smithy when the bellows is at work. VOL. I. B 2 Sweethearts and Wives. This light is sufficient to show you a face to which you can see such an hour and such surroundings are especially agreeable : a con- templative face rather under forty, having a full, smooth, somewhat rounded forehead, with the light-brown hair thinning a little at the temples ; large-orbited, gray, often-ab- stracted eyes, a fine nose, cheeks, and chin, and a peculiarly amiable though somewhat irresolute mouth. An eminently handsome, pleasing, and aristocratic face, but one that belongs to a man more given to reflection than action. To this add a tall, slight figure, easy almost to languor in its movements, and feet and hands of the purest type, and Lord Amesbury is before you ; leaning back in his very easy chair with his fine feet crossed before him, one fine hand laid on the open book, the other unconsciously playing with Sweethearts and Wives, 3 the ears of a beautiful retriever that lies on the rug beside him. I hate winter, yet I must confess it does bring some delightful hours to those who can shut out cold and gloom, and ensconce themselves in an atmosphere where warmth, and taste, and luxury combine to satisfy, at once, one's sensuous and refined susceptibili- ties. To sit — the day's employments ended, the day's dull light extinguished — in one's own dear room, in one's own dear chair, watching the firelight glowing lovingly on the gold- lettered backs of one's own dearest books, and pet bits of furniture, and much-beloved odds and ends, and knick-knacks useful and useless — to enjoy these with all your whole heart till you begin to wish, just a little, that you had somebody after your own heart to enjoy them with you; and then to hear a B 2 4 Sweethearts and Wives. sound that betokens an arrival ! Who can it be? Somebody pleasant, probably : it is chiefly bores or idle folks who, having nothing to do to employ themselves during the few daylight hours, think themselves privileged to hinder other people's employ- ments by morning visits in winter. The nice ones, the sympathetic ones, the ones who, having something to do worth doing, have generally something to say worth hearing, and who know the delights of an hour's confidential chat by the firelight, seldom come out much before five o'clock. Well, I'll suppose it is one of these. He or she comes in, takes the other snug place you keep for such visitors, and you both draw closer to the fire, and smile at each other, and feel so happy and so genial towards each other, that the least provoca- tion in the world would make you stretch Sweethearts and Wives, 5 out your hands and indulge in mutual shakes for any length of time without any earthly reason for such indulgence. And then how you talk ! How perfectly agreeable you both are — how perfectly agreeable you make each other — how confidential you get — how all the fibres of your physical and mental frame yield and relax and lose their strain and their tension ! "Sir, we had good talk," said Johnson, speaking of some social gathering : and faint as are my sympathies for that burly, dirty, tyrannical worthy — who was much given to roar down any talk that threatened to be better than his own — I must confess that I think those four words expressed the enjoy- ments of the meeting better than the most elaborate eulogy could have done. In the meanwhile, Lord Amesbury is sitting alone in his study, waiting without 6 Sweethearts and Wives. the least impatience — he is never impatient — till I come back to him. Wheels sound on the gravel drive before the window, and Sappho pricks her black ears, runs to the casement, puts her paws on the ledge, looks out, gives her tail a wave or two, and comes back to inform her master that the visitor is one with whom she is on terms of friendship. Presently the door opens, and the guest, announced as Dr. Lane, enters; greeted by Sappho with friendly wrigglings, and re- peated thrusts of her cold, damp nose into his hand — and by her master with a cordial shake of the hand she has left free. '' Chilly evening, my lord ; hah ! Christ- mas coming on ! " the visitor says, approach- ing the fire and rubbing his hands vigor- ously. "Miss Temple out riding, I hear. Won't hurt her if she's well wrapped up and Sweethearts and Wives, 7 don't go too slow ; keep up the circulation, nothing better, nothing better, possibly ; plenty of air, exercise, amusement, and port wine — that's the regimen for her." " You really feel sure there's nothing seri- ously wrong ? I would fain hope so ; but at times she seems so languid, so dispirited ; looks so ill, complains so of pain in the side, palpitations of the heart — her appetite is so capricious : seeing this, it is impossible not to feel uneasy." Dr. Lane was a short man, a somewhat stout man, with incipient wrinkles of a solid character round his waist when his frocfk coat was buttoned — as it generally was — and an elderly man, having strongly-marked lines about his eyes and mouth, and a quantity of iron-gray hair, with whiskers and bushy eye- brows to match. His eyes, also gray, twin- kled with the kindliest of genial humours ; 8 Sweethearts and Wives. his mouth and the lower part of his face be- tokened a love of the good things of this life, but the remarkable benevolence of the mouth's expression entirely saved it from coarseness or sensuali|;y, and all the lines that surrounded it and the eyes, instead of giving hardness to the face, seemed merely so many reminiscences of the sly smiles or joyous laughter, vrhose frequency seemed mainly to have produced them. Standing on the rug beside Lord Ames- bury, with his back to the fire, he looked up to the aristocratic face far above him, with one of the arch smiles ill-suppressed. " ril stake my head on it there's nothing seriously wa^ong ! My lord, you have little experience of young girls' natures : I have much, at home and abroad. At your daugh- ter's age the nerves and the imagination are hard at work; if they've nothing to work Sweethearts and Wives. 9 upon — nothing to distract their attention from themselves — they run wild and the result is frequently all the symptoms you describe. Now, Miss Temple has nothing to do — that's the fact — nothing she is forced to do, and she has not energy to resolve to make work for herself, and compel herself to do it, and to stick to it — few girls of a sen- sitive temper ment have. *'My lord, we all want work — must have it, if it's only for its own sake. Like medi- cine, it's often unpalateable, often hard to take, but, you see, we sicken without it. Here am I, getting an old man, and a fat man, and a man that dearly loves his fireside and his evening nap by it, and his good bed ; and that growls like a bull-dog when a pa- tient, with whom often there's nothing really the matter, drags him out in all weathers, or at any hour of the night. B 5 10 Sweethearts and Wives. *' Well, if I were by myself — which heaven forbid — I dare say I should sometimes lack courage for all this ; but, having a lot of young mouths to feed, I must do it, and when once it's done, bless you, I feel twice as good a man for having done it ! If I sat by the fire all day, and slept in my bed all night, I know I should begin to fancy I had twinges of gout and touches of dispepsia and threatenings of apoplexy, and the Lord knows what ! — and very likely I should have 'em too! No; Miss Temple is just a little delicate, wants bracing and occupation, and something to do and to think of; give her these, and I'll answer for her health." " Ay, but my dear Dr. Lane, how am I to give them to her ? that's just the question! My poor child, being the only one, and having lost her mother so young, is — if you call it so, as I suppose you do — a little Sweethearts and Wives, 11 spoilt, and I can't, now she's getting a woman, change my whole system with her, and exercise an authority I did not impose on her as a child. I can't 7nake a girl going on to sixteen eat and drink, and take exer- cise, and work, and think ! — But here she comes !" Lord Amesbury added, as the sound of horses' feet passed the window. " I'll ring for the lamp, that you may see her without being particularly called upon to look at her." The lamp came, and an instant after, a slight, unformed girl in a riding-habit en- tered, throwing up the veil which shrouded her face. ** Oh, papa ! uncle and I have had such a delightful gallop ! " Seeing the doctor, she stopped short, and with a little embarrassment gave him her hand, while the sparkle of her eye and the 12 Sweethearts and Wives, smile on her lip faded, though the glow on her cheek refused to be so easily disposed of. The doctor glanced at Lord Amesbury, who escaped the glance by looking at his daughter. "I'm delighted to hear it, my darling. If you would but take such a ride every day!" "I wish I could, papa; but it would knock me up dead in a week," and she coughed, putting her hand to her side. " My child, you have stayed out too late ! That was very imprudent; I wonder Jolm didn't think of it ! he might !" " Oh ! it wasn't his fault ! " the girl said, gradually dropping into the languid, listless, suffering manner that had now become almost habitual to her. " We wanted to find a short cut home and lost our way. Sweethearts and Wives. 13 It can't be helped ; I dare say it won't make me worse than before," and taking off her hat wearily, and flinging it on the ground, (of which occasion of exercising herself in her profession, Sappho availed herself by retrieving the hat and presenting it to her mistress) she dropped into her father's easy chair, and sighed heavily as one on whom the cares and sufferings of life lay hard. Dr. Lane might have thought of Lady Clara Vere de Vere, " with boundless wealth, But sickening of a vague disease," But I'm afraid Dr. Lane with his narrow income as a country practitioner, and his six children, had not much time for reading Tennyson. But tact and experience sup- plied to him what might be wanting in lite- 14 Sweethearts arid Wives. rary attainments ; so he said, with a pro- foundly sympathising air, " Dear, dear ! this is not as it should be ! I had hoped to find you better. I know we can't expect you to get well all at once, but still Let me feel the pulse — a little brisker — that's well! but it may be the exercise ; stili, if we get that even, by the exercise, it is so much gained against the enemy. Now, don't you think you could take this exercise every day, even at the risk of a little fatigue ? " The patient shook her head. " No, I know I couldn't ! " ''That's a pity. You see, when young ladies are ailing and fall into this feeble state — can't move, can't eat — one can't tell what may come of it. They don't grow, don't develope, get faded, puny, nay some- times become deformed ; it is a very sad Sweethearts mid Wives, 15 look out — very sad indeed ! " and the doctor looked solemn and shook his head ominously, while the patient, somewhat roused from her languor, scanned his face with anxious curiosity. At this momsnt the door opened to a new- arrival . John Temple was Lord Amesbury's elder brother by two years ; but, though his mother had been a woman of low birth who had died in his infancy, the late Lord Ames- bury had always acknowledged him, and his younger but more fortunate brother had, from the time he was able to understand their mutual relations, treated him, not only with fraternal affection, but with a delicate consideration for his trying position that never for a moment was abandoned. John Temple was a man of a widely differ- ent stamp to his brother. Tall, like him, he 16 Sweethearts and Whes, was much more muscular: his dark hair grew curl J, thick, and low on a flatter and far less elevated brow ; his dark eyes were deep-set, and had an habitually restless, scrutinising expression ; his face was short, pale, though not of a sickly hue ; his jaw square and massive, and his mouth firm and resolute. To ordinary observers, there w^as a look of power about the face that was sufficiently imposing ; but to those more acute, it was evident that that powder was not equally balanced, and that it lay more in the will than in the intellect. His movements, un- like his brother's, were active and brusque, his manner grave and taciturn, and his speech abrupt. On entering the room he shook hands, with the briefest of salutations, with the Doctor, stirred the fire violently, ran his Sweethearts and Wives. 1 7 fingers quickly through his curly hair, and placed himself in the middle of the hearth with his back to the fire and his hands behind him. " Hah ! you're there ! " were his first words, addressed to Sappho, who on his en- trance had most unwillingly crawled from her snug berth on the rug, and who now lay under a chair at a little distance, blinking with the strangely-mingled expression of penitence, humility, and conscious ill-usage, dogs are wont to assume in the presence of those they fear. " There's one of the best retrievers in the country ruined by petting ! a dog worth twenty pounds, if she's worth six- pence, turned into a useless cur ! " " Uncle, what a shame ! Why are you always so bard on Saph ? Come here, my 18 Sweethearts and Wives, pretty one ! " and Horatia Temple stooped and held out her hand. Sappho licked her lips, tapped her tail au- dibly on the floor, and taking a wide circuit of John Temple, came to her mistress with bent head and wriggling body. Mr. Temple looked down on the pet with a countenance of d slike and supreme con- tempt. " Bah ! sneaking cur ! fit for nothing but hanging now ! " Meanwhile Lord Amesbury and Dr. Lane had been keeping up the conversation. "And Robert?" asked the former, "how is he getting on ? " " Famously, famously ! He's no fool, the lad, I can assure you ! I have the best re- port of him from Mr. Masters, the architect ; * Intelligent and industrious' — that's what he says — his very words — and he * doubts not Sweethearts and Wives. 19 will be an ornament to his profession.' And that's from a man who always says less than he thinks ! He's coming down this very day, for his Christmas at home ; I'm going, pre- sently, to meet him at the station." " Indeed ! I'm delighted to hear it ! You'll bring him to see us? I wish you, and he, and your daughter, would come and eat your Christmas dinner with us ; Horatia would like so much to see more of Miss Lane." " You're very good, very good indeed, my lord ; I'm much flattered," he added with a bow to Horatia, " but, you see, we never dine from home on Christmas day; I've never done it since I was married — and it would be such a heartbreak to the little ones to be left alone ! " " I see, I see ! Well, you'll come some other day — any one you like — Christmas falls on Tuesday — will Thursday do ? " 20 Sweethearts and Wives. '' Do capitally ! With pleasure, with plea- sure ! Well, it's getting on to six, I must be off to the station. Good-bye, my lord; good- bye. Miss Temple; your servant, Mr. Tem- ple. I'll call again in a few days, and see if my patient has been trying to exert her- self!" Sweethearts and JVives. 21 CHAPTER II. THE LANES. The Doctor trotted his pony down leisurely to the station, and confiding it to the care of an urchin who was wont to loiter about in the hope of obtaining such jobs, he proceeded to the platform to Avait the arrival of the London train, which was to bring him, after an in- terval of nearly six months' absence, his eldest son. Robert was the only child of his first wife, who, after havino- been loved and toiled for 22 Sweethearts and Wives, through an engagement of seven years, had survived her marriage barely one, dying soon after her son's birth. Very fond and very proud was the Doctor of the young man, now three-and-twenty, and very good right had he to be so ; and really, where so many of us are proud of our chil- dren, and of all that belongs to us without the slightest right for such pride, you will allow the weakness, admitting it to be one very pardonable. Dr. Lane had loved his first wife with all the depth and strength of his heart, and her loss had almost broken it. But he was not a man who, having known the comforts of such a home as, in the position he occupied more especially, a wife alone could bring about him, could contemplate the idea of going back for ever to the loneliness of his old bachelor life, or of confiding his child, while he was occu- Sweethearts and Wives. 23 pied with his professional duties, solely to menial care. So when Robert was between three and four, and that his father could no longer bear the solitude of his home and the dirty pina- fores of his son, he began to look about him for some one who would set these matters right effectually, and ere long found exactly what he required, in the person of a pretty, sensible, staid damsel of five-and-twenty. An excellent wife she made him, and an excellent mother to Robert and to five chil- dren of her own, that followed within the next twelve years ; then, when her eldest daughter. Ivy, was fourteen, and her youngest, Mary, was two, her health, never robust, failed her, and she faded away and died quietly, as women often die, without any one being able to name any specific malady that has killed them. Then it was on the frail S4 Sweethearts and Wives, shoulders of Ivy that fell the chief weight of household and maternal cares : how they hore it, remains to be seen. The rest of the family consisted at the period of which I write, two years after Mrs. Lane's death, of a boy of fourteen, George, home from school for the Christmas holidays; Hope, a girl of twelve ; a second boy, Harry, of nine, and Mary, yet bearing the habitual appellation of baby, though four years old. Up and down the platform the Doctor walked, stamping to keep his feet warm. Hazlehurst was a quiet little station, trou- bled with small traffic beside what itself fur- nished, and that was not much to speak qf. The first turn in any of the roads or lanes that led to it, so shut out all indication of its existence, that you might fancy yourself a hundred miles from any railway at all ; for the line here lay through a cutting, and only Sweethearts and Wives. 25 at times the roar of the train's march, or the shrill warning of its whistle informed you of its vicinity. In the intervals between the passing of the trains, a spirit of repose, amounting almost to drowsiness, lay on the station. The ticket- giver, a gaunt lad, with hollow cheeks, strongly marked gums, and thin red hair; yet, withal, of a supercilious carriage, and, in his manner, as he silently threw you your ticket, rung on the counter the coin you offered in exchange, or briefly afforded you any information you required, showing a half resigned consciousness that he was born for better things, came out of his box, and lounged gloomily over the small fire in winter, or on the sunny platform in summer, quite heedless of comers and goers. The civil station-master went on with the cultiva- tion of his little garden as if he had not the least anticipation of being disturbed therein VOL. I. C 26 Sweethearts and Wives, for the rest of the day. Other fustian or corduroy jacketed officials hung about, smok- ing, or read old newspapers the trains had coni'eyed there, or held long conversations on the subjects of wheat, 'taters, prices, and wages, with small farmers or labourers out of work, who, somehow, found the station, espe- cially about evening, lay in the way of their business, or vaguely hoped that a visit there might put them in the way of " hearing something to their advantage." Then came a distant bur-r-r along the line ; you found that the unappreciated ticket- giver had, in a melancholy and self-devoted manner, conveyed himself back into his box, and was, without a complaint, or the smallest evidence of hurry, calmly, not to say con- temptuously, delivering tickets and change to one or two agonized individuals, who, come what hour they would to the station, were Sweethearts and Wives, 27 always labouring under the terrible convic- tion of being just too late. You saw the station-master prepare to lay- aside his pruning-knife and bundle of strings of bass-mat ; the official charged with that office ring his bell, the rest break off, one in the middle of the account of the man who beat his wife to death at Islington (in respect of which event he thinks, perhaps, if the victim had such a tongue as some women he know'd on, there might be a good deal to be said 'tother side o' the question), some in the discussion of the causes and cure of the potato disease, or the problem, wiser and more dispassionate heads have, almost since the expulsion of Adam from Paradise, failed to solve, that of how the land is to be made feed all those living on it. Meanwhile the bar-r-r gets louder, in- creasing, as it emerges from the tunnel, to a C 2 58 Sweethearts and Wives. roar ; everybody stands quietly expectant on the platform ; on comes the train bearing down on them in a way that makes timid travellers retire a few paces, and women take a tighter grasp of their children's hands ; and with strong yet tempered majesty, ''Light- ning," or " Boreas," or " Spitfire," draws up before the station, with its attendant line of carriages, to the inmates of which an official shouts something that sounds as much like Hazlehurst as it does like Rhadamanthus, and doors are opened and shut, and a few people get in or get out, and friends being left behind shout to friends departing to ''be sure to write," a mode of communication which has, apparently, first struck the speaker as feasible at that moment of supreme adieux. But the Doctor has been pacing up and down more than ten minutes, and is getting decidedly impatient ; after the third reference Siveethearts and Wives, 29 to his watch, drawn out with considerable effort from the recesses of his waistcoat pocket, where it lies buried under much wrapping, he stops in front of the bench where the station-master, in default of more active exercise in his favourite occupation, is reading the '' Gardener's Chronicle," and remarks that the train is late. The civil functionary touches his hat, rises, deposits the journal in his pocket, looks up the line and assents, with an air of being in some degree responsible for the delay, and penitent thereat ; which disarms the Doctor, and induces him, in an unguarded moment, to inquire if the venerable maternal parent of his interlocutor still suffer from her old attacks. Now, the station-master being of necessity much from home, and of a confiding turn of mind, is wholly unsuspicious of the fact that the "attacks" in question proceed 30 Sweethearts and Wives. from the elderly lady's too frequent habit of keeping her spirits up by pouring spirits down, while the circumstance is well known to the Doctor, though his consideration for the son's feelings prevents him from hinting such knowledge. The account of the ancient dame's sufferings, therefore, seems little likely to wile away the tedious moments, and the Doctor's impatience is fast reaching its climax, when a sound, half boom, half bur-r-r, borne on the still evening air a long way down the cutting, greets his eager ears, and soon two red eyes that, owing to the misty darkness shutting out all stationary objects by which their speed might be mea- sured, seem to advance but slowly, come steadily along the line ; and in another minute father and son, who would like much to embrace, were not such a proceeding un- worthy the dignity of men and Britons, shake Siveethearts and Wives, 31 hands as if they never could have enough of it, and talk and laugh, and ask questions in the fulness of their hearts, without quite knowing what they are saying, or the least expecting to get answers. And then Robert's portmanteau secured, the two walk off to- gether, and the Doctor, in his joy, gives a brio'ht shillinor to the astonished and de- lighted urchin, who feels, let us hope, for the honour of human nature, a twinge of remorse for having lightened the tediousness of his watch by teasing the pony all the time he has had the charge of her ; and she, enchanted to be released from such custody, and to find her head turned homew^ards, puts her shoulder to the collar in right good earnest, and without need of word or lash, trots home at such a pace, that you may see the steam rise from her white through the gray mist of the winter's evening. 32 Sweethearts and Wives. CHAPTER III. IVY. Ivy Lane is not yet seventeen ; on her, as I have said, devolves the care of the whole household ; and where children are much more numerous than servants, where the means are not large, and where comfort and order are looked upon as the grand desidera- tum, such a responsibility, with its attendant cares, lies not light on frail young shoulders. But Ivy has got used to it, and smiles when you pity her, and works on, as she does everything, with all her heart. Sweethearts and Wives. 33 I have never seen but one face like Ivy's, and I find it difficult to render in words any- thing like a correct idea of its peculiarities. The forehead was large altogether, but the temples were particularly developed; the eyes, of a liquid gray, well-opened, and with remark- ably extended pupils, were also very large; and the nose fine and delicate almost to excess, so closely was the skin drawn over tlie bone, yet happily escaped any disposition to the aquiline. The mouth, the chin, and the whole of the lower part of the face, had the peculiarity of being fined down into what, in a less harmo- nious face, would have shown the slight dis- proportion they, according to rule, held to the upper. Yet, as in certain pictures of Reynolds's, this very disproportion added a new charm, by the importance it gave to the more intellectual portion of the face, and the excessive refinement it indicated. 5 34 Sweethearts and Wives. Her hair was a light brown, very silky, long, and thick, with reflections of a reddish gold on it; her eyebrows darker, her eye- lashes almost black. Her skin was of that translucent fairness you see in the interior of the newly-broken shell of a fresh e,gg, with a pale pink colour coming and going in the cheek ; a skin through which every blue vein is distinctly visible, and that is too thin and clear ever to show a fixed dead white. But the expression was, perhaps, the most remarkable thing in the face. Whether it was altogether natural, or increased by the anxieties of her daily life, it is hard to say ; but there it was, rarely relaxing but in sleep. An expression of timid earnestness, amount- ing almost to eagerness ; you saw it, above all, in the large clear eyes, but it was visible, too, in the mouth, seldom closed — as in the mouth of one who listens — and appearing Sweethearts and Wives, 35 ever ready to interrogate; an expression such as I remember to have seen in the face of a singularly intelligent deaf and dumb child, who sought to read in the faces and gestures of all around her the meaning their words were powerless to convey to her. Her figure was entirely in character with her face ; rather below than above the middle height, slight, active, and agile ; rapid in all its movements, with the airy grace of a bird, and though yet too thin, perfectly propor- tioned : and she had little, long, slender, taper hands, with rosy palms and beau- tifully-finished nails and finger-tips ; and fine, nervous, arched feet, that seemed ever ready to spring off to the performance of some forgotten task, some unperformed duty. Such was Ivy Lane in her seventeenth year; strangely contrasted in appearance 36 Sweethearts and Wives, with the homely household over which she presided, yet not less strangely fitted for the task she had to perform in it, so far as skill, willingness, and untiring energy could go. It might be a question how the constant strain, thus early laid on mind and body, might, in the course of years, affect her ; as yet, however, she showed no evidence of its doing so unfavourably. George, the next in age, was a goodish- looking, curly-headed lad, whose natural taste for practical jokes, cricket, and foot- ball, two years at a public school had notably developed. Then came Hope, beautiful Hope, wdth large dark hazel eyes, and nut-brown hair, and rich carnation colouring; beginning, at twelve years old, to have a pretty clear con- sciousness of the fact that she was beautiful, and betraying it by a rage for sticking the Sweethearts and Wives. 37 most incongruous ornaments on her simple dress, and in the introduction of constant novelties of a fantastic character in the modes of dressing her hair; a custom per- sisted in, despite the gentle remonstrances of Ivy and the criticisms, more facetious than complim^entary, of her father and George. Harry was a good boy, a plodding boy; steady, honest, dull, and dirty. And Mary was a fine, healthy, wholesome child, thoroughly good-tempered, though she could get in a rage on occasions, as all vigorous children of her years are wont to do : com- fortable to nurse and kiss, and taking nursing and kissing kindly. Ivy is just finishing her preparations for the arrival of her father and brother. I pre- sent her as she comes from the kitchen, where she has been makino: the famous win- ter salad that Robert's heart rejoices in with 38 Sweethearts and Wives, the roast chicken, and supervising the culi- nary department in general. Her cheeks are flushed with warmth and excitement, and happy expectation, and her eyes look larger, and brighter, and more ear- nest than ever, as she comes into the little sitting-room untying the large white linen apron that has been put on during her late labours to preserve the spotlessness of her neat linsey-woolsey gown. She looks round the room, draws the curtains closer, stirs the fire into a roaring glow, and sweeps back the few embers that have fallen since that operation was last performed. " Georgy, dear, as soon as you hear the chaise you'll run and open the door. Hopie, dear child, for goodness sake try and do something to your hair before they come ! it's a perfect sight ! And that glass brooch, and that sash ! what will Robert say ! Now, Sweethearts and Wives, 39 Harry, my man, you must get your boat out of the way, and clear off all those chips and shreds, and, above all things, have a clean face and hands. Baby, my bird, come here and let me take off your dirty pinafore — that's a lady ! Kiss sissy — love her well — both arms- — that's it — that's the way to kiss brother Robbie ! Well," with another look round the room, ** they may come now as soon as they like !" The measured trot of the pony and the roll of the wheels soon made themselves heard, and a general cry of " Here they are!" attended with much excitement, fol- lowed. Georgy rushed to perform his part of the programme, nearly oversetting Harry, who had a peculiar knack of always employ- ing his person or his chattels as stumbling- blocks in all seasons of stir or hurry, Hopie, who had made a triflinof alteration in her 40 Sweethearts and Wives, coiffure, gave a last glance at the little old- fashioned oval mirror over the mantelpiece, to judge of the effect, and then followed Ivy, who, bearing baby in her arms, as the only chance of her escaping being run down and overwhelmed in the general melee about to ensue in the narrow entrance, sped to greet the travellers. Not without difficulty did the family make its way back to the sitting-room, where Robert, duly installed in the best arm-chair, with baby on his knee, looking up with shy inquiry in his face, and the other children grouped round him, sat, the universal centre of lovino' and admirino- attention. His father, with a beaming face, stood with his back to the fire contemplating the cluster of fair young heads. Ivy, with feel- ings hardly less parental (though Hopie's glass brooch and lingering touch of self-con- Sweethearts and Wives. 41 sciousness disturbed her a little), sat on the opposite side of the hearth, bent forward, with her elbows on her knees, and such a world of love -in her eyes that it softened into melting tenderness the quick anxiety that was now becoming almost their habitual expression. Robert looked at her with admiring affec- tion. *' What a woman you have grown. Ivy, since I was here last." *' Yes, hasn't she?" said the Doctor, turn- ing, literally, the light of his countenance on her ; ^' and such a housewife, keeps us all in such order ! bullies 7ne worst of all — don't you, old childy ?" Blushing, and with yet more liquid eyes, Ivy wound her arms round her father's by no means slender form, and stood with her cheek leaning on his breast, while he stroked down 42 SweetlieaTts and Wives. the rich nut-brown hair in a silence that was only broken when baby, not feehng quite at ease on the strange brother's knee, and in- spired with an idea by Ivy's movement, quietly slid down from her post, and standing at her father's feet with upturned eyes and arms, mutely petitioned to " be taken." ^' You great lump of love !" the Doctor said, " must you be really a baby all your life ? You're getting far too big and heavy to be nursed, especially by your fat old father after a hard day's work." Nevertheless he took her in his arms, from which altitude she contemplated her brother more at her ease. One more stealthy run into the kitchen, one more rapid glance over the dinner arrangements, one more final word of direc- tions to the cook, and to the brisk little handmaid who formed, with an out-door Sweethearts and Wives. 43 boy to tend garden, cow, and pony, the whole of the Lane establishment, and Ivy, with a mind at ease as concerned the prandial pre- parations, returned to relieve her father's hungry impatience with the assurance that dinner was just coming in. They sat down to it four, Georgy as visitor, being admitted to the honour of sharing the "big people's" feast; while by the fire sat Hopie, her whole attention engrossed in the dressing of a doll in a costume she would fain herself have adopted ; a costume of a composite, not to say fantastic order, bearing resemblance, in its different parts, to the Elizabethan, the Turkish, and the Swiss peasant. Opposite to her Harry, on the hearthrug, toiled with grave laboriousness on the hemming of the sails of a boat, the building of which had unceasingly occupied his hours 44 Sweethearts and Wives, of leisure during the last fortnight, and over which he had broken so many penknife blades, scarified his hands in so cruel a manner, and strewn the house and yard with so pro- digious an amount of shavings, chips, rags, and general litter, that Ivy's patience had many times been hardly put to the proof. There he sat, rosy and fat, his brows, in the intensity of his attention, contracted, his tongue working about the interior of his jaws, the stumpy dirty fingers of his left hand holding the rag with an elaborate awk- wardness of which no words could give any description, while those of the right were yet more painfully occupied in passing the needle to and fro through the fabric, half a stitch at a time, as work on a frame is executed. Meanwhile baby employed herself in light skirmishing about the room, alternately inter- rupting the labours of Hopie and Harry, by Sweethearts and Wives, 45 vain endeavours to fit different articles of the doll's attire on herself, and tumbling over the boat-builder's legs, and by making little visits not exempt from foraging views, to the dinner table, till warned by a glance from Ivy that such conduct w^as not considered consistent with a promise to be as good as gold, if allowed to remain in the room during dinner. With a sigh of resignation, there- fore, she took a seat beside Harry on the rug, and conned a picture-book, m.aking her criticisms thereon aloud, but without any regard to the degree of attention accorded to her by the company. After dinner, questions on matters of house-interest all asked and answered. Dr. Lane mentioned Lord Amesbury's invitation, and his wish that his daughter might better her acquaintance with Ivy. Ivy blushed, as was her wont, whenever there was a question 46 Sweethearts and Wives. of herself, and said she should like it, if she had time; but she hadn't time, unfortunately. " But, my child, we must contrive to make a little time for you," the Doctor said ; " I can't have you a slave perpetually, and this will not only do you good, which, of course is the last thing you would think of in the matter, but is likely to do much more good to this poor, wayward, spoiled child, who being used to nothing but petting and idle- ness, wants to have brought before her such examples and such realities as none better than you can bring. So next time I go, I'll take you. Robert would do well to walk up to Burymeade before the end of the week. When Lord Amesbury speaks kindly and with interest of anybody, he means it." Sweethearts and Wives, 47 CHAPTER IV. THE BLARES. John Temple seldom interfered or interested himself much in the in-door arrangements of the Burymeade household ; but, as Lord Amesbury's pursuits Avere chiefly sedentary, and, as such, entirely opposed to his brother's tastes, it perfectly suited both that Mr. Temple should take on himself the whole charge of stable, coach-house, and sporting department; and, as we have seen in the case of Sappho, any interference with his 48 Sweethearts and Wives. rule or privileges, even on the part of Lord Amesburj himself, was, to his umbrageous temper, a cause of offence not easily for- gotten or forgiven; and many a curse and kick had warned the poor dog, all uncon- scious of offence, that she must learn to give him she had first regarded as her master, a wide berth. A party had been invited to spend the Christmas at the Chase ; but though all the invitations had long been sent out, and all the answers duly received, it was not till the day after that on which this tale begins, that Mr. Temple chose to make any inquiries in the matter. And this he did while sitting alone with his niece shortly after breakfast. "Who are coming?" Horatia said, in answer to his question; " let me see. There's the Armytages, and Lord Ascham and Charley, and Lady Georgina Grant and her Sweethearts and Wives, 49 daughter, and Mr. Trevelyan, and Sir Eichard Linton, and — who else ? Oh ! the Blakes." '' The Blakes ?" ■'^Yes." " I thought your father didn't like them." " No, he doesn't, much. But when we were in town in the summer, they were very civil, and always asking us, and so he thought we must ask them once while we were here." " And don't you like them ?" " Middling. Mr. Blake is too smooth and sweet for me, and I can't help thinking the mother a bit of an intriguante. '' " But— Miss Blake ?" "I don't know what to make of her. She's so magnificently handsome, that her beauty dazzles me, and I can hardly, when I'm with her, see or think of anything else but of that and her wonderful fascination. VOL. I. D 50 SweethearU and Wives. But when I am away from her — I feel — I don't know how or why — that I don't care about her — that I don't quite believe in her." " Upon my word !" John said, resuming " The Times," with a short, dry laugh, " you seem to have a flattering opinion of your friends ! the father a humbug, the mother an intriguante, the daughter — why is it that women must always pick flaws in each other?" " In the first place, uncle, they are not my friends. In the second, you ask my opinion point blank, and I can but give it, or at least my impression, which I do without prejudice, OT any desire to ' pick flaws.' Possibly, if I knew Agatha Blake better, L might like her better. We shall see." John Temple vouchsafed no answer, but continued to read "The Times," as if its perusal had chased alFother subjects from his Sweethearts and Wives. 51 mind. But as he rose to pay his morning visit to the stables and kennel, he paused for an instant with the door in his hand, and inquired, " When do they all come, and who comes first?" *'Sir Richard and the Grants come to- morrow, the Armytages, Mr. Trevelyan, Lord Ascham and Charley on Thursday, and I'm not sure whether the Blakes come on that day or Saturday ; we shall hear, probably, by to-morrow's post." Mr. Temple proceeded with even a quicker step than was his wont to the stables. *' How gets on Shamrock ?" he asked of the groom ; " that leg all right again?" " All right, sir," the man replied, rubbing down the member in question. " 'Twasn't nothin' but just a little swellin'; the bandage has set it all right at once; /know'd there D 2 SnV;^ . 52 Sweethearts and Wives, wasn't no harm in it. Bless you, sir, he's as sound as e'er a hoss alive, and as fresh as a four-year-old; look at the coat of him, sir; like a lookin' glass, and he not dipt this season. He'd be all the better of a little work, sir." " I intend to give him some ; I mean him to carry a lady to the hounds." " She must be an uncommon rider, sir, to mount Shamrock, 'specially fresh as he is now," the man said, doubtfully. '' Never you mind about that," his master replied, and proceeded on his tour of in- spection. In due time the guests were assembled at Burymeade Chase ; but as only the Blakes are likely to play any important part in this chronicle, I shall confine myself to describing them alone. Mr. Blake might be considered, with equal justice, as the son of somebody or the son of Sweethearts and Wives. 53 nobody. He might be regarded in the latter point of view, inasmuch as his parentage was a mystery, to which he never alluded, and which no one had ever been able to fathom ; while, on the other hand, as it was quite clear that some unseen, though powerful protection was exercised over him with a more than ordinary interest and constancy, it seemed probable that the former conclusion was no less well founded. Mr. Blake, at four or five-and-fifty, was a smooth-spoken, insinuating gentleman, with a bald head, a tolerable stock of general information, of considerable skill as a lin- guist, very plausible manners, and some expe- rience, if not much talent, as a diplomatist, be having followed that career in various foreign courts since the mysterious protec- tion had got him appointed attache at Paris, when a mere boy ; since which, despite his 54 Sweethearts arid Wives. having no family, no visible interest, little money and but ordinary abilities, he had worked his way up with a steadiness, a con- stancy, and a success that never failed him. At Venice, he had fallen in with the beau- tiful daughter of an old and noble family, possessed of considerable influence, and some fortune, and here his usual luck attended him, for on his making his proposals, the result of the renseignements taken by the family was an immediate consent to the union, on the single condition that any daughters springing from it should follow the religion of the mother; a condition to which Mr. Blake agreed without the smallest difficulty, and which Mrs. Blake, residing in a Protestant country, saw^ not the slightest necessity for the execution of. Mrs. Blake still retained much of her beauty, and of the peculiar fascination that Sweethearts and Wives. 55 belongs to Venetian women ; a fascination which to men is generally irresistible, and which, it was said, had been exercised on various occasions, with infinite success, in the still further advancement of her husband's fortunes, and in the interests of the family generally. Of the two children born to this favoured couple, the elder, a son, was following in his father's footsteps with all his father's good luck; and the second, the Agatha Blake mentioned a few pages back, was doing her best to turn her very remarkable beauty and powers of fascination to the utmost advantage. Yet she had reached the age of five-and- twenty, not unsought, assuredly, but un- matched, and without any present prospect of changing her state. Somehow or other, men, generally speak- 56 Sweethearts and Wives. ing, were afraid of her; not as a partner at a ball, not in the hunting-field, not as the principal character in private theatricals, charades, tableaux, &c., but certainly, with the exception of some few whom she suc- ceeded in enthralling past all exercise of their natural powers of judgment, men did feel, instinctively, that the qualities she possessed would not stand the wear and tear of daily life. Do what she would, mix as she might in the best society, her claims to do so unquestioned, she could never get rid of that faint and undefined, yet still perceptible dash of adventurism — to coin a word for the occasion — that hung about the whole family. More than this, as with most women of Italian blood, her influence rarely extended beyond her presence, and many a man who, over-night, at a ball, had come dangerously Sweethearts and Wives. 57 near losing his head to the point of popping the question, heartily rejoiced next morning that that little instinctive sense of mistrust that had never, even in the moment of his wildest infatuation, wholly deserted him, had saved him from so committing himself. Yet there were exceptions to this rule, and John Temple was one. He had met her in London (whither he seldom went, his moody disposition, and abrupt speech and manners, increased by a constant conscious- ness of the falseness of his position, causing him to find little enjoyment in society), and though these meetings were few, and dated two years back, she had made an impression on him that had never been effaced. He had never attempted to improve the acquaintance, had never sought her, or paid her any attention. But after seeing her some half a dozen times, gazing at her at a D 5 58 Sweethearts and Wives, distance till every tint, and lineament, and expression of her face, every wave of her warm auburn hair, every line and turn of her splendid figure was known to and remem- ])ered by him, he suddenly, like some wild creature that has been stricken and retires to the deepest part of the forest to die or be healed, as nature may decide, left London and returned alone to Burymeade, whence nothing could induce him to stir up to the present'period. His niece's announcement of the Blakes' anticipated arrival came upon him with an unexpectedness that almost shook his wonted power of self-control. In former years. Lord Amesbury, who had passed some of his early life in the diplo- macy, had been under Mr. Blake, but no very cordial feeling had ever existed between them, and as Lord Amesbury had early left Sweethearts and Wives. 59 the career, and that Mr. Blake's duties kept him chiefly abroad, they had nearly lost sight of each other for long. Meeting, however, in London, Lord Ames- bury being a widower, and in all respects a particularly eligible match, Mr. Blake's remi- niscences of their early acquaintance took the most expansive and affectionate turn. He had a thousand recollections of the happy days of their youth ; his wife clothed her handsome face in sweetest smiles for the friend of her husband, and Agatha put forth her fairest looks, her most winning ways, her sweetest songs for the benefit — exclusively for the benefit of the spoiled darling, to win whose heart was to have the clue that led the way straight to her father's. How far she succeeded, we have already seen. Still, Lord Amesbury, kind-hearted, goodnatured, and little given to vanity and suspicion — 60 Sweethearts and Wives. especially free from that vanity and suspicion common to vulgar minds in all conditions of life, that might lead him to think that to the advantages of his position he might attribute any friendly demonstrations on the part of those less highly placed, felt something like a vague sense of gratitude to these people for their goodwill, and in a manner bound to repay hospitalities which had afforded him small satisfaction, and which had been much more freely and frequently offered than accepted. Sweethearts and Wives » 61 CHAPTER V. AGATHA. It was the night of the arrival of the Blakes at Burymeade Chase, and John Temple sat down by the fire in bis room, buried in a profound reverie. Put into words it might have run thus : — *' Sometimes a man seeks his destiny, sometimes it follows him. A destiny we all have — the thing is to find it out, and having found it, to pursue it straight on with might and main, straight on to the end, whatever 62 Sweethearts and Wives, that may be. If we turn to the right, or to the left ; if we hesitate, if we allow ourselves to be baffled by obstacles, we do not, it is true, alter the main course of our destiny ; but we lose time, we weaken ourselves and put further off the goal we desire to reach. But we must do nothing hastily, and never, if possible, make a step we shall have to retrace. " I dared not think, when two years ago I saw that girl, that she could ever be to me more than the dream she has through those two years been, and believing thus, and feel- ing how frightfully strong was the hold she already had on me, I knew there was nothing for it but to fly while the power to do so was left me. So I fled from my destiny, and now my destiny has pursued and found me out, and brought her before me. " Before me, in all her incomparable loveli- Sweethearts and Wives. 63 ness. What a woman ! what a perfect crea- tion ! what a very incarnation of woman's perfections. " Nothing meagre, nothing incomplete, no- thing faint, or cold, or pale about her ! every shape, every tint full and rich, and bounte- ous, and glowing ! her very hair as instinct with life, and light, and warmth as sunbeams ! and those red-brown eyes, and those lips and teeth, and the dimple at the corner of her mouth. " I might have guessed it was not for no- thing that the memory of all these haunted me, kept as vivid and as distinct in my heart as to-day I saw them. Well, I am persuaded now that the possession of that woman is the destiny that lies before me, and slowly and steadily, and in the face of every earthly obstacle, so long as we both shall live, I will pursue it. And from this day forth, come 64 Sweethearts and Wives, what may, as mine one day, mine, sooner or later, I regard her." Agatha's thoughts ran in a strain not quite in accordance with John Temple's. She sat, the maid who served her and her mother dismissed, in the luxurious room pre- pared for her, the volumes of the hair that was truly "a glory to her" sweeping down nearly to the ground, her eyes reflectively fixed on the fire, and thus ran her cogita- tions — " To be mistress of this house, with a title, a splendid fortune, an assured position, and a good, easy man for a husband — a handsome man, and a gentleman too. Very pleasant, and well worth the trying for, if the chances of success seem to strengthen. But I have tried so often, and failed so often — it is such wearisome, sickening work ! and to be drilled by father, and trained by mother, and petted Sweethearts and Wives. 65 or snubbed according to the amount of hope or disappointment I cause. Heaven knows whatever I get, I shall have earned it hardly. Sometimes I get so heart-sick, so disgusted with the whole thing, that I feel as if I should like to throw up the game—'jeter mon bonnet par dessus les moulins, and if I could find some one I really cared for, and that cared for me, and would give himself to me heart and soul, without reserve or thought for any- thing on earth but me, I should like to say to him, ' Take me, I am yours to live or to die,' and go away where never a scheme, or a wile, or a thought of the world, and les con- venances, and interest, and Mrs. Grundy could ever come near us more. Reste it savoir though, how long that would last ! there's the difficulty. I'm afraid I was not born — most certainly not bred — to live like .the enchanted princes, on love and spring 66 Sweethearts and Wives. water, and that I should find such fare dread- fully lowering to the system, both moral and physical, after a time. " So I suppose I must resign myself to trying what I can do to become Lady Ames- bury. " Quaint sort of man that John Temple. Seems of a slightly bearish temperament; yet there's something striking about the man that interests me. I've half a mind to try the taming of him : it's a sort of conquest I should like to make — something to bring a strong, stern, resolute, half tamed animal like that to lick one's hand and lie at one's feet, and fawn for a smile and cower at a frown ! to rule Hercules with a distaff. But, like all other pleasures, this too may have its draw- back, in the difficulty of disposing of Her- cules when one's had enough of the game; it's awkward when he takes it au serieux^ Sweethearts and Wives. 67 and wonH be put off by your telling him it was all a mistake, and you meant nothing by it. Well, well ! time enough to think of all this to-morrow : meanwhile it's past twelve now, and I shall get no beauty-sleep to- night." And gathering up the volumes of her mag- nificent hair with such movements of the full white round arms, as it was really a pity should have been expended on the peeping elves of night, Miss Blake finished her noc- turnal toilette, and betook herself to her couch, on which she slept a sleep quite as sound as that of innocence is reported to be. " The Mertonshawe hounds will be out to-morrow. Miss Blake," Lord Amesbury said, next morning at breakfast ; " if you are disposed to have a run, I have no doubt we can mount you — eh, John V 68 Sweethearts and Wives. " I have a horse set apart for Miss Blake," John replied tersely. Such a smile sent across the table. " How very good of you, Mr. Temple ; but, without boasting, I must tell you I can ride a good horse — I mean not a * lady's horse,' that can only amble on the turf. So, if there is a choice, you may safely trust me on any animal you would ride yourself." "I know that," John said bluntly, " and the horse I have chosen is the best in the stable — the one I generally do ride to hounds myself. You'll not find a better horse in the whole field." " Really ! but you are too good. I can't bear the thought of depriving you of him — it seems so selfish !" '* You're quite welcome, I'm sure," he replied, and bending over his plate, he pro- ceeded to finish his breakfast in silence. - Sweethearts and Wives. Q^ " Now if this man will put himself in the way of being enslaved, is it my fault?" thouo;ht Ao^atha. "Do jou hunt?" she inquired, turning to Horatia. " I ?" Miss Temple exclaimed, with a look of amazement not unmingled with reproach at such a question ; " to attempt it would kill me ! why, I've hardly strength for a long canter;" then suddenly recollecting Dr. Lane's ominous predictions, she added, " but I think I'm a little stronger, perhaps, than I was — maybe I may get round again next year." " Dear, dearest child ! how could I be so thoughtless as to ask you such a question, knowing — as who knows better — how deli- cate you are ! but though I can see you are still far from strong, the country air, or something, I don't know what, has — the word 70 Sweethearts and Wives. will out — so embellie a little friend of mine that I sometimes forget, in looking at her, that she is still an invalid." Horatia blushed and laughed. A compli- ment from a woman, and a beautiful woman, is what so few of " the sex " can resist. A compliment from a man, unless very skilfully or happily paid, and by one not given to such flowers of speech, is of little import, sometimes, even, it is ridiculous or offensive ; but from a woman it much more rarely comes amiss. Agatha, too, had a way of paying com- pliments that, at the time at least, was irresistible; they came out as if they were the irrepressible expression of her feelings, and she never followed them up with any further flattery, but turned to some other subject, as if, her mind relieved by this vent to her admiration, she could have no Sweethearts and Wives. 71 motive to follow it up, no object to gain further. It was Sunday, and, breakfast concluded, Lord Amesbury asked who was for church. Agatha had half a mind to plead the fatigue of yesterday's journey, and to spend the morning lying on the sofa in her room reading a French novel. But wiser reflec- tions came to her aid. " Lord Amesbury," she thought, " is evi- dently a church-going man ; ergo, he would expect any Lady Amesbury to be a church- going woman ; ergo, I must needs go, for the sake of example ! What fun ! I, Agatha Blake, setting an example of piety and pro- priety to the good folks of Burymeade, Hazlehurst, and Mertonshawe !" The idea, however, so occupied her mind, that she, half unconsciously, from that mo- ment fancied herself the point de mire 72 Sweethearts and Wives, of village eyes ; not as the London helle, the beautiful Miss Blake, the fairest of all the fair guests assembled at Bury- meade ; but as the future Lady Ames- bury, the Lady Bountiful of the place, the centre of all attention, the object of all reverence, the shining example for all. She assumed a staid step and dignified demea- nour; she only just held her gown high enough to keep it out of the mud, without taking any pains to show her slender, arched foot and firm slight ancles; she suppressed the slightest tendency to yawn through the service, and even through the maunderinof verbose sermon which the old purblind rector subsequently delivered ; she dropped half-a-crown into the poor-box, and so edifying in all respects was her de- meanour, that it quite succeeded in im- pressing the congregation in general with a Sweethearts and Wives. 73 sense of her moral worth and dignified supe- riority. And the beauty of the thing was, that all the time she was practising this little game, she could hardly be said to be aware that it was a game and a piece of arrant hypocrisy. For the time being she threw herself into the part she enacted so entirely, that she felt as if she were really the personage she, to her- self, represented. She even caught herself (with a certain sense of self-gratulation) frowning down Mr. Trevelyan's attempt to make her laugh when the old clergyman indulged in peculiarities of diction and pro- nunciation, and when the boys sang three notes ahead of the organ ! She then wandered off into vague speculations of what she would do, one day, in training voices and organ to keep harmony; her eye being pleasantly struck by the sight of an old woman's scarlet VOL. I. E 74 Sweethearts and Wives. cloak, she, in the same speculative manner, resolved that she would, next Christmas, dole out, with coals, beef, and blankets, a certain number of red cloaks to the most picturesque- lookino^ old women in the neio^hbourhood. Looking up, at last, from her reverie towards the close of the sermon, her eyes met those of a face not far from her, but which, in the decorum of her conduct, she had not yet noticed. The eyes were so very beautiful, they belonged to a face so striking in its whole character and expression, and their look of intense and passionate admiration was so unmistakable, that Agatha's dropped before them, and a genuine blush overspread her face ; nay, so strong was the influence the eyes exercised over her, that she could think of nothing but their look for the rest of the discourse ; and while she desired again to Sweethearts and Wives. 75 encounter it, she dared not turn hers in that direction, from the very consciousness that it was still, hardly with any intermission, bent upon her. E2 76 Sweethearts and Wives. CHAPTER VI. AGATHA SOLILOQUISES. The Thursday succeeding Christmay Day, on which the Lanes were to dine at the Chase, duly came round, and the night being fine and mild, and the hire of flys high in Hazlehurst, the Doctor drove himself, his son and daughter up to Burymeade in the pony-chaise ; Dick, the groom, gardener, and cow-keeper, being sent on in advance to take it back. Ivy's toilette, the black silk gown she had had made (with two bodies) for slighter Sweethearts and Wives. 77 mourning after her mother's death, and the .rose-coloured camellias — one in her beautiful hair, the other in her bosom — which had been presented to her as a Christmas offering by Mr. Chaplin, a certain old friend of the family, was not likely to suffer much from such mode of transport, and, slight as she looked, she had no dread of night air, albeit at Christmas. As she came into the room, leaning on her father's arm, in the fashion still extant in most country places, Lord Amesbury ad- vanced to meet her, took her hand, with a cordial "Merry Christmas and happy New Year," and placed her near his daughter; then, to let her recover from the little flutter of nervous agitation into which her sudden introduction into so brilliant a circle had thrown her, he turned to address himself to her father and brother. 78 Sweethearts and Wives. There was something so singularly sympa- thetic in Ivy's face, that, independent of its beauty, it won the interest of all who looked on it. Horatia, without having, in such things at least, any tendency whatever to exclusiveness or fine ladyism, had yet, with her indolence of disposition and habitual apathy, enter- tained some dread as to the notion of having to occupy herself with the little country girl, who knew nobody, and who, doubtless, would be so lost among all those smart people, that it would be no easy matter to find subjects of entertainment for her. Still, as she looked at the sweet, pure face beside her, with its lovely timid eyes and half- opened lips, she felt drawn to it in a way that made the task of doing the honours lose half its tediousness. " I was so sorry. Miss Lane," she said. Sweethearts and Wives, 79 " that you could not join our Christmas Day party; but I dare say you had a much merrier one at home." Ivy thought so too, contrasting her own recollections of the home-festivities with those her young hostess's looks and tone seemed to express regarding the rejoicings at Burymeade. " It was very merry, certainly," Ivy said — she could not bring herself to express a regret she did not feel — " the children en- joyed it so thoroughly, that it made it de- lightful to us. My brother brought down from town all sorts of pretty things for a Christmas tree, and the little things never having seen anything of the kind before, you may fancy their enchantment !" Horatia envied her for being so easily amused. Children bored he7' ; she had not the strength, she said, to bear with them. 80 Sweethearts aud Wives, " You have several young brothers and sisters ? I see them at church with you." ^' Oh, yes ; but there is still one younger than any of those. Baby doesn't go to church yet ; she is only four." *'One still younger! don't you find it very fatiguing and distracting to have children constantly about you? Dr. Lane says you give up most of your time to them." " Oh, dear no, I like it ! you can't think how interesting it is, and how good they are ! I should think it dreadful to be in a house where there were no children, or, at all events, no one to look after especially." " I suppose then," Horatia said, smiling partly in amusement, a very little in irony, " you would rather nurse sick people, or attend on some venerable victim of de- crepitude than have nothing of the kind to do?" Sweethearts and Wives. 81 " Yes, really ! I suppose that's my ' voca- tion.'" How very odd, thought Horatia ; but some one addressing her at that moment, she was obliged to turn her attention elsewhere. At a little distance Agatha Blake, reclin- ing in an easy chair, had recognised, the instant the Lanes had entered the room, the eyes that last Sunday at church had so strangely affected her ; recognised them with that same thrill that again, as before, made her drop her's and colour like a school- girl. An impulse she could not resist, drew her to the side of Ivy, who made room for her on the sofa, with a sweet, appealing smile. " Miss Lane," Agatha said, with that look and manner of her's, that were capable of making an impertinence seem an act of graciousness, " it would be so good of you to £ 5 82 Sweethearts and Wives, tell me the names of the strangers who dine here to-day ; I mean, of course, the people of the place. One is apt to make such awkward mistakes if one don't know these things. I suppose those," glancing slightly towards a group, " are your father and brother? I should guess the latter relationship from the like- ness, anywhere." ''Do you think me like Robert?" Ivy said, blushing with pleasure. " Oh, certainly, something about the eyes, especially ; your's are the same eyes femi- ninised. Does your brother live here? has he any profession ?" Ivy told the simple little story of her brother's profession and prospects, proudly adding Mr. Masters's report of his pupil, and Agatha listened with an interest that for once, when listening to a tale of humble domestic life, was not feigned. Sweethearts and Wives. 83 ** May I introduce Robert to you ?" Ivy asked timidly, when her little narrative came to a conclusion ; "he would be so proud and happy to know you !" " I should be very glad to know him, and your father also." Ivy telegraphed to Robert, who came up, quite quietly, and with no more disturbance in his manner than if that drawing-room were as familiar to him as the little parlour at home. The introduction took place ; Robert bowed low in silence, Agatha murmured a word or two, and after the exchange of a few common- places, dinner was announced. There was an instant of hesitation, Robert half drew back, Agatha sat still ; then, no one else approach- ing, and an expectant glance from her indi- catino^ that the offer of his arm would be no presumption, it was made and accepted, and 84 Sweethearts and Wives. they passed, with the crowd, into the dining- room. Dinner over, and the ladies assembled in the drawing-room, Agatha again sought Ivy. " I hear you have such charming little brothers and sisters, Miss Lane; I should like so much to see them. May I come and see you all? when should I be likely to find you at home ?" " Oh," Ivy said, delighted, "" if you would only name a day and hour, of course we should be only too delighted to make a point of being at home ! would to-morrow suit you, or Saturday?" " Saturday would do very well ; shall we say three o'clock ?" " By all means. But I'm afraid you'll be disappointed in the children, maybe ; / think them — never mind what — and they are such good darlings; but you mustn't expect too Sweethearts and Wives* 85 much of them; they're not beauties, except Hopie ; I do think any one must admire her ! but, please, if you do, don't say so before her — she's a vain little puss, and fond of dress. But she'll outgrow all that ; you know she can't help knowing how pretty she is, for even if people don't tell her, she's quick enough to see when they admire her, and she's too young yet to have her little head rightly balanced about all these things," Agatha could not help laughing. " Don't be angry with me, but when I see your face and figure, and hear you talk in this matronly fashion, I can't for the life of me help being amused. It can hardly be impertinent, I think, to ask how old you are?" " I shall be seventeen in February." '* And there is no one but you to attend to all these children, and teach them ?" 86 Sweethearts and Wives. " Oh, the boys go to school — one to a public, the other to a day school, and then an old friend of ours, Mr. Chaplin, helps me with Hopie, oh, a great deal. He is a drawing-master, by profession, but he is very well educated, and knows a quantity of things besides drawing, and he has known us all since we w^ere born, and as he has but few regular pupils, and is so very kind, aud so fond of us, he comes for a couple of hours nearly every day, and teaches Hopie history, and geography, and arithmetic, and French, and drawing. He taught me most of the things I know — I can't tell what we should do without him. But I'm boring you with all these histories." " No, you are not, indeed ! I suppose having all these duties to attend to, do, as they say, make one happy," Agatha went on, half to Ivy, half to herself. '' You seem to Sweethearts and Wives. 87 me to be one of the happiest persons I ever met. Are you always so ?" " Nearly. Of course I have my little troubles, like other people; but I have far more blessings than trials." Agatha sat musing for a time, and her thoughts were to this effect : — " I wonder if I have really been making a mistake all my life — if I have been running after the shadow, and that this is the sub- stance? And yet, a life of poverty, and slavery, and self-denial; no excitement, no admiration, no delightful sense of beauty and ^ power; a mere narrow, anxious, reflected existence, full of small cares, small thoughts, small interests. After all, it is, I take it, simply an affair of temperament, and pro- bably what makes this sweet little creature happy, would make me miserable. Oh, if Roberto had, with those eyes, four or five 88 Sweethearts and Wives. thousand a-year ! — nay, I'd rather have him with two, than any man I know with twenty. " Curious, how one may go on for years and years flirting with this man, setting one's cap at that, fancying one has a sneaking kindness for one, and a preference for another, and believing in one's heart and conscience that love is, after all, a myth; so that, if there are a few romantic tetes ewaltees whose hot brains arrive at the boiling point under the influence of the tender passion, we ordinary mortals in ordinary life are quite too cool- headed and wise in our own generation to make such fools of ourselves, and the only way in which love can trouble us, will be in little passing fits, as the hooping-cough and measles trouble children, leavino- them safe and free from such visitations in years of discretion. "Then, all of a sudden, steps in Car;sar, and Sweethearts and Wives. 89 the heart that for some twenty years odd has beaten as tranquilly as the pendulum of a clock, starts up wildly within us, and says, Hail, master ! take me, make me, break me ; I am yours to live and to die ! " And then the Csesar, of whose existence we yesterday dreamt not, suddenly becomes the man, " The Jupiter of men, The demi- Atlas of the earth, the arm And burgonet of man ;" and everything he says, and does, and looks, finds an echo and a response in our hearts, and draws them — draws them ; till they are his in every fibre, and that everything on the earth seems imbued and coloured with the tint of his existence, and we think that to live without him would be a mere vegetation not worthy the name of life. " Well may Rousseau say, ' Pour une 90 Sweethearts and Wives. femme ordinaire, tout homme est toujours un homme ; mais pour celle dont le ccBur aime il n'y a point d'homme que sont amant.' " In his presence and atmosphere we are transformed ; all things become new, and living, and significant, and glimpses of un- earthly felicity are accorded us. " And then we are startled by a knock at the door, and in comes World- Wisdom, in white cravat and varnished boots, with Mrs. .Grundy on his arm; and the two set upon Csesar, and with hisses and laughter, not Homeric, remind you, with taunts and jeers, that he couldn't keep you in gloves and shoes, and out they turn him, and shut the door ; and you sit down and cry your heart out, and feel that you've lost the one chance of your life, and wish you had never seen Csesar, and then dry your eyes, and put on Sweethearts and Wives. 91 your best bib and tucker, and just a little touch of rouge, lest your eyes should look red and your cheeks white, and prepare to do your best to captivate Lord Nob or Tom Snob, who have a-piece ten or twenty thou- sand a year." 95 Sweethearts and Wives. CHAPTER VII. AGATHA'S VISIT. On Saturday, Ivy had " her children " in due array to receive Miss Blake's visit. It was not without some considerable diffi- culty that all things were arranged wholly to her satisfaction. Georgy, being at that stage of boyish development that thinks itself bound to regard woman as very de- cidedly indeed the weaker vessel, in fact, a creature of so feeble and fantastic an organi- sation as to be wholly unworthy the serious Sweethearts and Wives. 93 attention or consideration of the nobler sex, at first declined to make his appearance at all, and then strenuously objected to the notion of putting on his Sunday costume instead of his every-day one, which exhibited a paucity of buttons, and symptoms of hard service at the knees and elbows. Hopie's rage for peculiar hair-dressing and redundant ornament, it cost poor Ivy yet more pains to suppress; and though Harry was perfectly ready and willing, as far as in him lay, to obey any instructions issued by his sister on the subject of his attire and personal appear- ance generally, he laboured under a peculiar difficulty in this respect ; that, namely, of never having been able to perfect himself in the arts of washing his face and hands or of brushing his hair satisfactorily, or of keeping his clothes decent, and his boots properly 94 Sweethearts and Wives. laced, and free from holes for any reasonable length of time. Baby, too, in the pride of a new blue merino frock, that m.ade her white skin look whiter still, had surreptitiously removed her pinafore before the proper time, and in foraging in the kitchen, had upset a cup of milk down the front of the cerulean garment in question. These domestic difficulties were, notwith- standing, duly surmounted before the tall, old, brown clock in the hall struck three ; and Ivy, having thrown a beech log on the already glowing fire, given a final loving toucb to the bouquet of greenhouse flowers brought her, to grace the room on this occa- sion, by Mr. Chaplin, who had knocked up a miniature conservatory at his bachelor cot- tage, and who managed, between it and his little garden, to have, all the year round, the Sweethearts and Wives. 95 most beautiful flowers in Hazleliurst, sat down, with her work in her hands — she could never be idle, even in the stray moments she might have made leisure ones — and prepared, with what calm she might, to receive her visitor. Robert took the arm-chair on the other side of the fireplace, with a book in his hand (the Doctor was out on his rounds), and the brother and sister sat opposite to each other in silence, till interrupted by the entrance of Georgy, in an ostentatiously marked state of ennui. " Here's ten minutes past three," remarked that young gentleman, yawning loudly, and stretching his arms over his head, " and this girl's not come yet. Rigging herself out, I suppose, and dawdling, and mincing, and giving herself airs ! I wish she'd stay at home, and not come bothering here ! Who. 96 Sweethearts and Wives. wants her, I should like to know? Not /, for one !" " If you thmk it manly to be brutal, George, you're under a mistake you'd do well to correct as soon as possible !" broke in Robert, with a flash in his eye, and a rapidity and energy of utterance very rare with him, especially when addressed to his brothers and sisters. Ivy looked up from her work, Georoe stared at his brother in considerable astonishment, and Robert, stuggling to con- tain himself, leant back again in the chair, and resumed his book. Georgy sat down on a footstool, and peeped at the back of the volume, then laughing under his breath secretly, drew Ivy's attention to the title on the cover ; it was upside down ! A ring at the door, and Robert sprang to his feet, took a turn in the room, and sat Sweethearts and Wives. 97 down again ; in another moment. Miss Blake was announced. She had walked from Buryraeade, and the exercise and fresh wintry air had added increased splendour to her magnificent co- louring and radiant eyes. Even Georgy, standing aloof and staring at her, could not resist the inward admission that she was " stunning." She kissed Ivy, with a laughing apology for so doing, gave her hand shyly to Robert, and smiled a bright smile at Georgy, who was instantly covered with confusion, felt that he was a "muff" of the first water for being moved by a woman's smile, and then recovered to wish she would try him again, now that he was better prepared to stand it. *'-Well, and where are these babes?" Agatha said, the first greetings and inquiries over; *' am I not to see them?" VOL. I. F 98 Sweethearts and Wives. " Oh ! surely," Ivy replied; '' but our room is so small, that I was afraid we should be all tumbling over one another, if I had them in at first. Georgy, dear, will you call them ?" Georgy went on his mission, and Agatha looked round the room. " What a pretty, dear, quaint little room, and this nice old-fashioned furniture ! I think your cottage lovely. You have a garden, I see," walking to the window, '' a good large one, and such a charming view beyond. In summer this must be a delightful little nest." *'It is very cheerful," Ivy said ; " we have plenty of sunshine, and yet those large trees at the bottom of the garden give a delightful shade when we want it." At this moment the vision of baby, who had just recovered from a bad cold, scampering bareheaded, and with no extra Sweethearts and Wives. 99 covering, among the now damp trees in ques- tion, made Ivy, with a hasty apology to Agatha, rush off in pursuit of the truant, and Miss Blake and Robert were left alone. The former returned to her seat, and a few moments of silence ensued. It was broken by Robert. "• You live in London, Miss Blake?" '' Yes, in Curzon Street." " May I ever hope to see you there ? or am I too presumptuous ? I know so little of of the ways of your world, that you must forgive me if I sin through ignorance of them. Won't yoQ?" A half-sad smile, a pleading look from the eyes she never could encounter without emotion, made her exclaim — " Pray do not talk of forgiveness ! I shall be delighted to see you, if you will take the trouble to call." F 2 100 Sweethearts and Wives. " Trouble ! how good you are. How won- derfully unspoilt you are !" The entrance of Ivy, driving before her the juvenile troop, put a stop to further effusion; and as the children, one by one, were presented, Agatha found something suitable and agreeable to say of and to each, and ended by taking baby on her knee, and displaying (but not the least ostentatiously) to her admiring eyes, the charms and trinkets attached to her watch-chain. She was not acting now ; not consciously or intentionally, that is to say; all that apper- tained to Robert, all that he held dear, every one whose blood ran in his veins, every object that was interesting or familiar to him, had already a hold on her heart, a claim to her attention. " The person love does to us fit, Like manna, has the taste of all in it." SweetJiearts mid Wives. 101 And though all that she was now doing, and saying, and thinking, was utterly opposed to the ordinary tenor of her deeds, words, and thoughts, it was to the momentary transfor- mation this sudden, new-born love had wrought in these and in her whole nature, not to any wilful hypocrisy, that the change was to be attributed. It was past four when the growing dark- ness warned Agatha that it was time to go. " You cannot walk home by yourself, Miss Blake," Robert said ; " it will be quite dark before you get to Burymeade. You must let me have the pleasure of escorting you." " Will you ?" Agatha replied, looking up, almost for the first time, with a frank, open smile in his face. That hour of wholesome, simple, familiar intercourse with him and his had put her at ease in his presence, as she had never been before. 102 Sweethearts and Wives. They walked out into the twilight, and she took his offered arm. " You don't know how many conquests you have left behind you," Robert said ; '' I am so happy. I shall be able now to hear you talked of, and praised, and admired constantly, till I see you again. How very good of you to come to our poor little house, and to take such notice of us, to be so kind to those poor children !" "Oh, I came to please myself; I wanted to see them, and to know your sister better. She quite captivated me the other night ; she looked so delicate, and sweet, and pure among all the other women, such a pearl among gaudy stones of inferior value, that I can't tell you what an impression her appear- ance alone made on me. Then when I came to talk to her, she interested me still further. Sweethearts and Wives. 103 In my world, as you call it, I don't see any- thing like her." Agatha felt a thorough democrat at that moment. " How delighted I am that you understand, that you appreciate her! yes, darling little Ivy, she is really one in a thousand ; I know but one woman to compare with her in my eyes" (Agatha dropped her's at the look he gave on her upturned face), " she is the very soul of our household ; not an hour of the day but what her care, her skill, her tender- ness, her unselfishness, are put to the proof. With all your sex's extraordinary power of self-devotion, my experience has not yet brought before me any such instance of the virtue as I see in her case. She lives for others and in others so entirely, that when she is ill, the only possible way my father can find to make her take proper care of 104 Sweethearts and Wives. herself, is to represent what would become of the household if, through any neglect of his instructions, she should really incapacitate herself for any length of time for attendance on her duties. '* You may fancy what she is to my father, and, though I am so little at home, to me ; young as she is, many years younger than I am, she is like a mother as vrell as a sister to me, in a thousand little tender, thoughtful cares. " But I have no right to trouble you with all this egotistic talk ; you must forgive me if I bore you, by remembering that it is your own gentle, kindly expressions of interest in me and mine, that have called it forth. I don't commonly talk so to strangers." " Strangers ! is that a kind word ?" As she spoke, there was the faintest possible pressure on his arm ; he could not resist the impulse Siveethearts and Wives. 105 that seized him, and induced him suddenly to clasp the hand that caused it, and to bend down with a murmured word that sounded like " angel !" A large dark body suddenly barred their course, and John Temple's voice, husky with suppressed passion, greeted them. " Miss Blake, I thought you would be benighted, alone, and I came to meet you. I see I need not have taken the trouble !" He did not mean to say anything so ab- absurdly rude, and Agatha's embarrassed, and Robert's slightly derisive laugh, lashed him to fury. " However, as I have come," he went on, struggling to keep his temper, **let me take care of you the rest of the way." The look, the words, the action of offering his arm were distinctly meant to convey to Robert that he was free to go about his busi- F 5 106 Sweethearts and Wives. ness ; but the latter was resolved to show at once that he understood the hint, and had no intention of taking it. " Miss Blake has been kind enough to accept ray escort so far, I trust she will allow me to accompany her to the door," The two men walked on, Agatha between them, trying to keep up an indifferent con- versation, till they reached the stone steps that led to the hall door ; here Robert took off his hat to bid her farewell. John Temple walked up the steps stiffly and rang the bell. '' Good-bye," Agatha said, unmistakably returning the pressure of Robert's hand, " thanks — a thousand ! I hope I shall soon see you again?" " Very soon, if I may !" the door opened and she went in. Robert paused a second, and then was off into the darkness, quite Sweethearts and Wives. 107 unconscious of John Temple's surly salute, never thinking even of returning it. His manner all that evening and the next day, was a strange mixture of gravest preoccupa- tion and most unusual excitement. " I say, Ivy,*' Georgy said to his sister, " I've found out a thing ; Bob's spoony on that London girl." *' Georgy, how can you talk such non- sense !" Ivy answered. But the nonsense gave her many an anxious thought. 108 Sweethearts and Wives. CHAPTER VIII. HYPERION. " Very soon," Robert had said, in reply to Agatha's expressed wish for an early meeting. But this meeting, he felt, could hardly take place before he went with Ivy to pay the visite de digestion at Burymeade, and a cer- tain consciousness made him shy of attempt- ing to hasten this. It was, therefore, a great relief to him when on Tuesday morning at breakfast, the Doctor opened the subject. " I say. Ivy, you and Robert ought to be Sweethearts and IVives, 109 thinking of calling at the Chase; to-day's fine, you might as well walk up together in the afternoon. As I am there so often pro- fessionally, a formal visit for me is unneces- sary." It was settled so, and between two and three the brother and sister arrived. Robert's heart beat high, as Ivy asked if Miss Temple was at home. The footman hesitated a moment; Miss Temple was at home, but she was not very well — he did not know if she was able to receive visitors. " I suppose," Ivy said, timidly appealing to Robert, " we ought to ask for Miss Blake?" '' Certainly !" Miss Blake was at home, and they were shown into the morning room, where they found her, with one or two other of the 110 Sweethearts and Wives. guests. John Temple was holding a skein of silk on his large, powerful hands, for her to wind, and she was laughing at his awk- wardness — as well she might ! But when the Lanes were announced, she stopped laughing, and the colour rushed to her cheeks, and to hide it she dropped her bobbin, and could not find it among the flounces of her dress, and John Temple, after a glance at her and then at Robert, got up hastily and left the room. She rose to meet Ivy, and took her hand in both her's, and greeted her warmly ; then she turned to Robert, with that shy look that, perhaps, no other man had ever seen her wear. Probably if one of the wary suitors before mentioned had encountered it, she would not now have been Agatha Blake ; for it was very lovely, that involuntary ac- knowledgment of tender womanly weakness, Sweethearts and Wives. Ill far more captivating than her most regal airs or sunniest glances of encouragement. " I am so sorry to hear Miss Temple is ill/' Ivy began ; " 1 fear her health is very delicate." " She is not strong," Agatha replied, " but the fact is, she wants something to employ, and occupy, and interest her — in short, an object in life." By this time the one or two lounging guests had left the room, and Agatha, alone with her visitors, they could all talk more freely. " So papa seems to think. I wish some- thing could be done for her." " You could do something for her, you bright, busy little bee. I'm sure association with you would be of more service to the poor child than anything I know, except — falling in love, and she's too young for that 112 Sweethearts and Wives, yet. When that time comes, she will find something to fill her mind and her heart, beside hypochondriac fancies. But here she comes ; I was sure she would like to see you." Horatia entered, wrapped in a shawl, and languidly greeted the visitors. She had begun to get tired of remaining in her room, and a little break, she felt, was desirable. So she allowed Ivy's tender, skilful, active little hands, ever instinctively ready to be of service, to place her comfortably on the sofa, and to arrange the cushions in the most perfectly easy manner, and to put a footstool exactly in the right place. " How kind you are ! and how delightfully you do everything," Horatia said, really touched and grateful. " One would think you had done nothing but nurse sick people always, you are so clever at it. You have Sweethearts and Wives. 113 indeed, as you said the other night, a voca- tion." Meantime, as in duty bound, Agatha enter- tained Robert : their talk ran on flowers, which abounded in the room. " You are fond of flowers, Mr. Lane ?" Horatia said ; " and you," turning to Ivy, " I am sure you must be. You had the other evening two of the finest camellias I ever saw ; did you grow them V " Oh, dear no ! we have no greenhouse ; they were given to me. Yes, I dote on flowers." " Then you must take some home with you. Agatha, dear ! it would be so very good of you to go to the conservatory and cut some for Miss Lane — no one makes such lovely bouquets as you, and I know you like it. I'm sure Mr. Lane will hold the basket 114 Sweethearts and Wives, for jou ; it's there, on that table, with the scissors in it." How Robert and Agatha blessed her. Like dutiful children sent on an errand, they went off to the conservatory, which was a spacious and beautiful one, opening from the room, and employed in summer as a morning room. Horatia was glad to get rid of them ; she wanted to have Ivy all to herself, and to talk to her of her maladies, sure she would find in her a sympathetic listener. " How long do you stay here ?" was Robert's first question, when he and Agatha were alone. "Alas! only till Saturday. We are en- gaged to two or three places when we leave this. I shall hate them all !" and she stripped the leaves off a sprig of myrtle she had just gathered, and flung the stem, with two or three little leaflets at the top, petutantly Sweethearts and Wives, 115 from her. Robert picked it up and put it in his bosom. " But come," she said, " we must do our little chatelaine's bidding; will you hold down that branch of camellia while I cut some of the blossoms." He did so, and keeping down the bough with one hand, and holding the basket for her with the other, his head bent, her's upraised, their faces were separated by a very small space. "I must see you again before you go," Robert murmured. '' How?" "I don't know. Shall I come and bid your sister good-bye ?" " Yes ! and let me bring you home, will you — on Friday?" " Friday, about three, I'll come." " Don't let that Mr. Temple know, if you 116 Sweethearts and Wives. can help it — ^he'll be coming to meet you. I hate that man !" " Why ?" As if she did not know ! " What reason can I have for hating him but that he loves you ?" " Oh, no, he doesn't ! and if he did ?" The shy, tender look, accorded, then in- stantly withdrawn, filled up the sentence. Talk of the devil ! at the entrance of the conservatory, John Temple stood scowling at them ; then, as if feeling that he was unable at that moment to control himself, he turned abruptly, and went back into the room. " Did I not tell you he loved you ?" Robert said, naively, unconscious that he was taking to himself the credit of exciting Mr. Temple's jealousy. Agatha was much too quick and too experi- enced to let the little trait pass unobserved. But she only smiled, and said — Sweethearts and Wives, 1 1 7 " I hope he didn't hear us !" " Impossible ! I saw him the moment he appeared." " Tant mieiix. But we must reallj make haste. They'll think it odd if we stay much longer." When a man and woman of Agatha's and Robert's ages, or anything like them, admit, one to the other, that they are subjecting themselves to possible comments in the outer world, a huge barrier is removed between them ; a vast, and in some degree, decisive step is taken. None knew this better than Agatha; but she cared nothing now. She had flunof herself on the outflowino^ tide, reckless for the moment, to what unknown seas it might drift her, on what far shores she might be cast Reflection might, doubtless would, bring other thoughts. But at present this new 118 Sweethearts and Wives. strange, all-powerful influence was on her and in her, and she abandoned herself to it. It was so delightful, in her busy, scheming, ambitious, unsatisfied life, to discover suddenly a new sensation such as she had never experienced, never dreamt of; such a luxury to revel in it ; so novel to feel the self-respect, the devo- tion of true, warm, perfectly disinterested passion, that she could not or would not look beyond to consequences, either for herself or her lover. Strain a cord as tightly as you may, the touch of a hand will make it vibrate ; nor can you still it while the influence lasts. The flowers gathered, Agatha and Robert returned to the morning room, where, much to their relief, for Agatha wished to make the appointment for Friday with Ivy, and would not have done it before Mr. Temple, they Sweethearts and Wives. 119 found the two girls alone. Shortly after, Ivy rose to go. " I've hardly seen you at all to-day !" Agatha exclaimed, half reproachfully ; " and I'm going away on Saturday for ever and a day, and goodness knows when we may meet again." ''Are you going so soon?" Ivy replied, endeavouring to look sorry, the little hypo- crite, but relieved in her heart. "I must try then, to come and see you before you go." "No, no; you've something else to do than running after nae. I'll come on Friday, and bid you and the babes good-bye." Ivy could but express gratitude and satis- faction. " Do come and see me as often as you can," Horatia said, holding her hand, '* you are such a comfort to me. I know we were 120 Sweethearts and Wives. made to be friends, and I want — I shall want," suddenly correcting herself " a friend so much when Agatha is gone. The first day I'm well enough, I'll drive down to your cottage." Friday brought Agatha, punctual to her appointment. Georgy, who had dressed him- self unbidden to receive her, contrived " pro- miscuously" to be in the front garden as she arrived, and opened the gate for her; for which he was rewarded with such sweet thanks, and so bright a smile, than in an instant all the chivalry of the knights of Gloriana thrilled in the boy's breast, and had the step of the trim little maid coming to open the door been that of dragon, giant, or magician, he w^ould have stood to face the monster bravely. The visit ended, and tender adieux made, Sweethearts and Wives. 121 Agatha and Robert proceeded on the way back to Biirjmeade. '' When shall you be in town again ?" Robert asked. "Not to settle before Easter. But w^e shall be in Curzon Street off and on for a few days at a time frequently." "But how can I know when you are there? I should be afraid of calling to inquire too often." " Yes/' Agatha said, deliberatively, " that wouldn't do. I must write to you !" Another barrier down, another giant stride made, and again in all consciousness. " You are an angel ! what am I, what have I done, to obtain, I dare not say merit, such happiness. Is it, tell me, is it possible that I may ever hope to make this hand," he carried it to his lips, " mine ? Such a hand ! so living, so small, so palpitating — like a warm, VOL. I. G 122 Sweethearts and Wives. soft little bird in mine. One word — the shadow of a hope — is all I ask !" " Ask nothing !" Agatha said, in a voice choked with emotion, " nothing that has regard to the future. For the present — I love you, Robert, with all my heart and soul — I loved you the first day I saw you, I never — so help me God! — loved another man ! you are to me more than life, and parents, and friends, and fame, and fortune, and all the world beside! Is not this enough, Robert?" The sudden chanoinfy of her tone from passion to pleading, the love that swam in her upturned eyes, the way she clasped her hands on his arm, hanoinof on it ! He pressed her to his breast, till he almost took her breath away. " You give me heaven, and ask me if it is enough! command me, I am yours — your slave, your creature for ever ! in joy and Sweethearts and Wives. 123 sorrow, in hope and despair, only yours, Agatha, my Agatha, my own Agatha !" Slowly they resumed their walk, planning how to meet and correspond : it was no sur- prise, no mortification to Robert that all thought of communicating the state of affairs to Agatha's parents must be utterly rejected. They must contrive to keep off even the possibility of a suspicion of their attachment till — Doomsday, it might be; meanw4iile they had enough in their hearts to feed on for the present. Robert parted with her before they reached the door. " I shall see you again," he said ; " I will be at the station when you start. Heaven bless my own sweet love !" Agatha went straight to her own room, and flinging back her hat and cloak, sat down G 2 124 Sweethearts and Wives. by the fire to dream. But such indulgence was not long allowed her. " Agatha ! I wish to heavens you would not be wandering about the country, and coming home by yourself in the dark !" ex- claimed Mrs. Blake's voice, differently modu- lated to what it was in the drawing-room ; '' what will people say ?" " Oh, mamma, I'm tired of caring about what people say ; do let me alone ! I know all you've got on your mind. I haven't caught Lord Amesbury, and I'm not likely to catch him, and I've thrown away my advan- tages, and all the rest of it. Oh, Lord ! to be a dairy maid, and have peace and quiet- ness !" SiveethearU and Wives. 125 CHAPTER IX. HAMLET AND HORATIO. The winter had gone by, and April, full ot those promises that May, in our climate, so seldom fulfils, had commenced. KW the visitors had long departed from Burymeade Chase ; even John Temple had taken it into his head to go to town, and Lord Amesbury and his daughter were left in the house alone, and though they had been for some time purposing to follow Mr. Temple's example, the execution of the plan was indefinitely delayed. 126 Sweethearts and Wives. The intercourse between Ivy and Horatia Temple had grown into a regular intimacy within the last three months. Spoilt child as the latter was, she was found to have, on better acquaintance, many estimable and many endearing qualities. She was generous, perfectly truthful, high-principled and warm- hearted, with great delicacy of feeling, a total absence of undue piide of birth or station, and, apart from her hypochondriasm, of affectation. Natural indolence, unhappily fostered by the very advantages of her position, and a want of proper control, proved the bane of her existence, and from it sprang nearly all her faults and all her discontentments. In Ivy Lane she found whatever was want- ing in herself. Her active cheerfulness, her sweet, bright temper, her being always ready with resource and comfort on all occasions, Sweethearts and Wives, 127 her sympathetic nature, everything about her proved strongly attractive to Horatia, and her consciousness of Ivy's superiority, no less than her natural delicacy, placed their friend- ship on a footing of perfect equality. There was no thought of patronage on the one side, none of dependence on the other ; and thus the intimacy, encouraged by the fathers of both, ripened into something more than the mere temporary association called friend- ship, by girls of their ages. Fain would Horatia have secured Ivy to herself altogether, and Lord Amesbury had ventured, very delicately, to touch on the subject to the Doctor. But it could not be; Ivy could not be spared from those whose claims on her stood before the claims of all others, and the unwillinofness of Horatia to encounter the 128 Sweethearts and Wives. separation with her friend was the chief cause of the delay in returning to town. It was Easter, and Georgj was home again for the holidays, if possible in higher spirits, and more ready for mischief than ever. All day he was about in the woods and fields, followed, like a shadow, by the admiring Harry, who ever contrived to be the only sufferer in the adventures into which his elder brother led him. In birds-nesting, it was Harry who tumbled down from the trees ; in letting off home-manufactured fireworks, it was Harry who burnt himself; in trapping linnets, goldfinches and blackbirds, it was Harry who scratched his hands with the wires, and so besmeared himself with bird- lime, that he became unapproachable. .In fishing, boating, cricketing, football, it was always the same ; he caught his line in every branch on the shore, in every weed in the Sweethearts and^ Wives. 12P river; he tumbled into the water; he got fi blow of a cricket *ball that swelled up one of his eyes for a week, and as to his shins, to discover the natural colour of the skin be- tween the bruises, would have been a task no learned doctor could have accomplished. More than this, his clothes, always worn out weeks before the new ones were due, became, under these circumstances, mere rags ; and many a night, when his tired head had lain for hours on the pillow, did Ivy sit up, patching, darning, and sewing on buttons, to render it possible for the every-day suit to be put on on the morrow. But do what he might, George was always sure of one supporter and admirer. Mr. Chaplin, the old friend of the family; Mr. Chaplin, the instructor of youth, the excel- lent, steady, high-principled, moral man ; Mr. Chaplin, past sixty, grave almost to G 5 130 Sweethearts and Wives. sternness, in speech and aspect, a man much after the fashion, in outward seeming, of the author of "• Rasselas," entertained for George, not in spite of, but partly bv reason of his peculiar propensities, an attachment only equalled by his affection for Ivy. Constantly as he at all times frequented the cottage, when George was at home, his visits were yet more prolonged — more frequent they could hardly be — than usual, and he gene- rally contrived to have " looked up" some- thing likely to be of service, or to afford gratification to his favourite. Sometimes a set of fishing flies, that looked strangely fresh and bright to have lain away for years in a forgotten receptacle, were pro- duced ; sometimes a book on boyish sports, which, miraculous to say, had been preserved all through, and ever since Mr. Chaplin's own boyhood, with unstained cover, un thumbed Sweethearts and Wives. 131 leaves, and having his name written in it in exactly the same hand-writing he used now. But the great delight of Mr. Chaplin's life was to drop in of an evening (he could hardly ever, except on birthdays and fete days, be persuaded to dine with them, his digestion on all other occasions not accommodating itself to their hours), and sitting in a quiet corner of the room to listen, while the Doctor in- dulged in his evening nap, to George's half sottO'VOce narratives of his school adventures, delivered ostensibly for the edification of Hopie and Harry, but always with an eye to the silent auditor who, with a book which he was not reading, or leaning back in his chair, with his big hands clasped on his ample waistcoat, lost not a syllable of the dis- course. On such occasions, it was great to see Mr. 132 Sweethearts and Wives, Chaplin. He preserved his countenance won- derfully, and never laughed aloud — Georgy could never attain this much-desired triumph ; but at certain moments his eyes became almost invisible in the puckers, and wrinkles, and crossing lines that surrounded them ; his mouth pursed itself up, his cheeks were blown out, like those of a cherubim, his face grew purple, a convulsive heaving shook his whole frame, and occasionally a smothered inward sound, but violently compressed and kept down, would make itself faintly audible. Then George would season his discourse a little more highly, till at times Ivy felt her- self called upon to remonstrate gently, and the Doctor would make some warning movement, indicative of an intention to wake up pre- sently. " k fine boy, a very fine boy !" Mr. Chaplin would say, shaking his head, with an Sweethearts and Wives, 133 air of profound conviction, when any of the neighbours ventured to remark that his favourite was a bit of a pickle ; " plenty of fun in him ; I like a boy who's a little wild, shows he's life and spirit ; I don't like your model boys, ma'am ; they don't make model men, ma'am, that I can tell you. Sneaks, ma'am, most of them sneaks, or poor creatures, poor milk-sop creatures, that. had better have been put underground at once, than reared to make less bread for better men. Besides, ma'am, they'll have their- fling at one time or another, and of one sort or another, and hadn't they better have it out in sky- larking as boys, than in drinking and gaming, and the deuce knows what, as hobbedehoys? I'm glad to see young Harry plucking up a spirit; the boy had been too much with women ; even Ivy, though there's not her match in the three kingdoms, isn't up to 1 34 Sweethearts and Wives. rearing boys — no woman is; and the fellow was getting soft — soft, ma'am. He'll get all right though, when he goes to school with George." At Ivy's recommendation, Horatia had begun to take drawing-lessons from Mr. Chaplin. She had no very marked artistic talent, but the thing afforded a certain amount of occupation and amusement, and she promised to be a creditable, if not a very brilliant pupil. The style she adopted too, being that of landscape, afforded her father and Ivy many excuses for getting her out on sketching excursions, and as the spring advanced, various pic-nics and other out-door amusements were planned for the coming fine days; and in Ivy's society, and in those new and wholesome interests, she besfan to forofet her invalid fancies, and to look beyond the narrow circle of her own individuality. Sweethearts and Wives. 135 " I suppose," Horatia said one day to her friend, " that there are a great many poor in the village and in the neighbourhood ?" " Not a great many very poor. Lord Amesbury is so good a landlord, and the place is so well off in various respects, that there is not much real poverty among those who choose to work and are steady." " You don't belong to the district visiting party ; I suppose you haven't time?" " Yes ; and not only that, but papa does not approve the general system of district visiting." "No! why not?" " He says if it could be carried on by persons entirely fitted for it ; people of great good sense and thorough knowledge and experience of the poor, their necessities, ideas and feelings; people, especially, of ex- treme discretion^ who were particularly careful 1S6 STdeethearts and Wives. of not intruding where they were neither welcome nor wanted, it might do good. Otherwise he thhiks it decidedly mischievous, both to the visitors and the visited. Where it is carried on by young, ignorant, inex- perienced people, as it generally is, it is extremely apt to degenerate into a sort of habit of gadding about, neglecting positive home duties for very problematical duties abroad ; and it is no less likely, even more so, to make the prouder and more independent poor feel a sense of being intruded upon and taken liberties with, and the meaner and less deserving, it renders cringing, dependent, and idle. " Then some of the young ladies about here will teach, or pretend to teach, in the school, and set the schoolmaster, a really clever, good, sensible man, exactly suited for the office, at his wit's end ; and they will Sweethearts and Wives. 137 give money, and food, and clothes to people who are without, simply because they find it easier and pleasanter to live on charity than to work; and when anybody attempts to enlighten them, they set up a cry and fall upon him in a body. " Two years ago, old Mr. Horton had a curate, Mr. Wilmot, one of the most rational, sensible, excellent, and sincerely charitable of men. He and the schoolmaster tried to make head against what papa calls the ' reli- gious dissipation' party, or at least to bring them to reason. The result was, that these charitable ladies, who were perfectly aware that the poor young curate — a gentleman and a scholar, whose widowed mother had pinched herself almost of the necessaries of life to give her son a college education — had nothing to depend upon, he and his sister (for his mother had died, and with her a litle pen- 138 Sweethearts and Wives. sion) but the eighty pounds a-year he had from Mr. Horton ; these ladies, so lavish of money and sympathy to unworthy objects, never gave the poor foolish old rector rest or peace till he sent away Mr. Wilmot, and put in a protege of their own, a man after their own heart, who follows their cue, is ' truly pious,' as they say, and cares no more about the poor than as the instruments by which he can recommend himself. " When papa knows, and he always does know, of any really deserving objects of charity, he tells me, and then I visit them, if he thinks it advisable, and we all do what we can for them. " But as to gadding about to poor people's houses indiscriminately, and bothering them, and asking them set questions, he won't hear of it." " Yes, I see all that's very bad ; but I Sweethearts and Wives. 139 should like to do something for the poor, What would be the best way to do it ?" " Well, at present, if you will let papa guide you, as he does me, or if you would really interest yourself in the schools, under the schoolmaster's advice, you might do an immensity of good. Shall I speak to them about it, or had you not better do so your- self?" But this was too decided a step for Horatia to undertake all at once. So she deputed Ivy to inform her of the first opportunity that presented itself for her to afford assistance through Ivy or the Doctor, an office the former gladly charged herself with. 140 Sweethearts and Wives. CHAPTER X. SELENE. April passed away, May arrived, and was fast advancing towards June, and still Lord Amesbury and his daughter lingered at Burymeade with no apparent intention of quitting it. Ivy continued to spend there as much time as she could spare from her home duties, and no little pic-nic or excursion was ever taken in which she could not join. Indeed, Horatia, who despite Ivy's precepts and Ivy's example, Sweethearts and Wives. 141 could not acquire the great gift in which nature had, unhappily, made her wholly defi- cient, the gift of self-reliance, seemed daily to lean on her more and more ; and though her life was now a far healthier, happier, and better regulated one than it had been a year ago, thanks to Ivy, there was too much reason to fear that the wholesome influence removed, there was hardly in Horatia sufficient stability of character to assure her against falling back into her old hopeless, helpless mode of thought and existence. John Temple still remained in London, and as, at the best of times he was not communi- cative, nor was his pen ever that of a ready writer, at the Chase they knew little of his movements, nor, if the truth must be owned, was he greatly missed there. It was the first of June, and Ivy was going to spend the afternoon and dine with her 142 Sweethearts and Wives, friend. She had more time to-day than was usual with her, for her father dined out, both boys were at school, Harry having accompa- nied his brother there after the Easter, vaca- tion, and Hopie had joined a birthday party of one of her intimates. Leave, therefore, had been accorded to the tidy little maid to take baby with her to an early tea with her father. Lord Amesbury's head game- keeper ; a treat which was pretty equally divided between the two ; to say nothing of the pride and satisfaction caused thereby to Jane's father, a sort of sylvan Mr. Peggotty, to her mother, a lady who though no longer in her pristine youth, continued to follow the custom she had adopted some twenty years previously, of adding a new member to the household about every eighteen months, and of Jane's (consequently) extremely numer- ous brothers and sisters. Sweethearts and Wives. 143 Everybody was gone on their separate way, when Ivy, with her pretty little straw bonnet, so neatly trimmed by her own dexterous hands with the brightest of blue ribbons, her fresh blue-spotted muslin gown, made by the same workwoman, and her black silk scarf, came down stairs, ready to start on her plea- sant expedition. Still there were some final directions to be given to the remaining ser- vant, in case papa should be home before her, and would like tea; a look to be cast over the state of household matters in general, and a run into the garden to gather the first moss rosebud of the year, which, appearing on a certain tree, exposed to the south-west, and sheltered from all chill breezes, had been watched by her for many days, and preserved as an offering to Mr. Chaplin, at whose cot- tage she proposed to leave it on her way to the Chase. Then, as moss roses have a 144 Sweethearts and Wives. marked tendency to let their heads be snapped off on the smallest possible provoca- tion, it had to be delicately enclosed in a little roll of white paper ; and all these pre- parations took so much time, as small things always do, that Ivy could not get away till half an hour later than she had proposed. The rosebud, however, duly presented, admired, and placed in a specimen glass of fresh water on Mr. Chaplin's table, she has- tened her steps, and arrived at Bury mead e, where she found Horatia watching for her at the window. Her father was with Lord Amesbury, Horatia told her, and a few minutes after the two entered the room where the girls were sitting. " Miss Temple, not going out this lovely day ?" the Doctor exclaimed ; " surely that is a pity!" Sweethearts and Wives. 145 '' Oh, yes," Horatia said, " I've only been waiting for Ivy ; we're going out in the pony carriage directly ; I hate to go anywhere without her!" and she kissed Ivy's cheek tenderly. " Shall I call for you this evening, on my way home, child?" Dr. Lane said to his daughter, and he was going away. " No, no," Lord Amesbury interposed ; " we'll see her home safely — don't be afraid." The day passed by, as it usually did, in quiet, tranquil enjoyment. Lord Amesbury was more than commonly agreeable, less absorbed, gayer than was his wont. The sio^ht of his dauo:hter's wonderful improvement, the influence of Ivy's sweet, sympathetic nature, the delicious summer weather, seemed to have infused new life into him, and when ten o'clock arrived. Ivy found VOL. I. H 146 Sweethearts and Wives, the tirae had passed with extraordinary rapi- dity. " Oh, must you go ?" Horatia exclaimed, with the half provoked, half coaxing tone she knew Ivy found it so hard to resist. '* Oh, it's so early ! one little quarter of an hour, do /" But Ivy was inexorable ; she had promised to be home in good time, and she could but barely be that now. " You said," Ivy added timidly to Lord Amesbury, *'you would be good enough to send some one home with me ?" *' I said I'd see you home safely," her host replied ; '' so I will." " Oh, but," Ivy exclaimed, in embar- rassment, '*I can't bear to take you out! really " " My promise is as binding as your's. Ivy," he replied with a smile ; "as soon as you have your bonnet on, you will find me ready. Sweethearts and Wives, 147 You don't mind walking home this lovely night?" " Oh, I like it !" In a pleased little flutter, Ivy tied on her bonnet, and was down in five minutes. She found Lord Araesbury, hat in hand, waiting for her. It was bright, white, glorious moonlight, as they left the house, and the lawns and the park were so laden with dew that, but for the trees standing up out of them, they looked almost like sheets of water. Here and there glow-worms sparkled, and a nightingale filled the silence with his unapproachable music. Ivy made some remark on the lovely night, but her companion replied vaguely; his gaiety seemed to have deserted him, and after one or two further slight attempts at conver- sation on Ivy's part, they fell into silence. H 2 148 Sweethearts and Wives, " Don't fancy me so stupid and inattentive as I seem, Ivy," Lord Amesbury said, after a pause. " The fact is, I have something very particular to say to you, and I have taken this occasion to say it. Will you listen to me ?" "Oh, yes!" '' You are not frightened ?" he went on, feeling her hand trembling on his arm ; " timid little bird ! nay, if I frighten you, I have done !" "No, no! I am not frightened, only never mind, go on." " Ivy, since you have been coming and going in my house, like a messenger of joy and peace and happiness to me and mine, I have learned every day more and more to feel that I, no more than Horatia, can do without you. I do not appeal to you now merely for her sake, all-essential as you are Sweethearts and Wives, 149 to her, in every way ; but, Ivy, notwithstand- ing all the years that are between us, not- withstanding the grave, gray life I have for so long lived, I am neither old enough, nor — must I say? — wise enough to be satisfied with your society on its present footing. Ivy, dear little Ivy ! will you think it ridi- culous, if I tell you I love you most ten- derly ? if I say, Ivy, will you be my wife ?" There was a pause of some seconds. " Have I pained — have I annoyed you, Ivy ? dear child, speak to me ! surely yoii are not angry with me ?" " Oh, no !" she looked up, and he saw the tears on her face glistening in the moonlight. " Oh ! no, indeed ! do not think that !" The earnestness, the evident desire to reassure him, were so strong in her face and voice, that it gave him courage again. " Will you not answer me, then. Ivy ? 150 Sweethearts and Wives, Just yes or no — come ! one word, one syl- lable only." There was an evident struggle ; at last she said — "I would say yes — but, how can I be spared at home ?" " My darling little Ivy ! do you mean to say that you intend to sacrifice yourself, your whole existence to your family? Besides, do you not see — have you not sufficient con- fidence in me to feel that my greatest delight will be to aid and benefit my Ivy's kin in every possible way, as the best mode of securing her happiness and affection ? Nay, dear child, this is but a short-sighted view of the case — indeed it 'is. Do you not feel it to be so r Ivy listened, half convinced. " Have you said anything to papa ?" she inquired, at length. Sweethearts and Wives, 151 " Not a word ! I would not breathe a syllable of the matter to any one till I had spoken to you. I wished to leave you wholly free and unbiassed." They walked on a few steps further ; then Lord Amesbury stopped. " Well, Ivy ! oh, Ivy ! is it not to be yes ?" "Yes!" " Dearest, dearest little wife !" He bent down, and in the pure chaste moonlight kissed the pure chaste brow on which it shone, and which was held up to him with such sweet, loving trustfulness. She was not the least shy now. Not the least timid or fluttered ; she leant on him confidently, and smiled when he spoke to her, and answered with a calm, earnest seriousness. She told him, in reply to his questions, that she loved him, she hardly knew yet how much — it was still new to 152 Sweethearts and Wives. her to regard her affection for him in that light — but she felt it was very dearly ; that she was very happy, and that she had in him boundless faith and trust. She said she feared there would be times when he might be disappointed in her; that she felt how young, how ignorant, how helpless she was to undertake the duties her new position would bring on her. But he might trust always to her efforts and her intentions, and he must be patient with her, and help her where the path was difficult. So conversing, they reached the garden gate. " I will not go in with you to-night, my Ivy," Lord Amesbury said, his hand on the latch. " To-morrow we shall meet. Good night. May God bless you, my little wife !" Again he kissed her, but now on the rosy lips that were not withdrawn. Sweethearts and Wives. 153 " May I tell papa to-night ?" she whis- pered. " Oh, yes, of course ! I will come and speak to him myself to-morrow about three. Will you tell him so ? Good night once more, my little love." She passed through the gate, and as the door was never locked till the family was about to retire, she turned the handle, en- tered, and proceeded at once to the sitting- room. Her father had returned, and was sitting with a book, waiting for her. *' Child ! how quietly you came in — I never heard you. Who came with you ?" Something in her face made him pause, looking at her earnestly. " Lord Amesbury." ^*Lord Amesbury?" " Yes." She came up to where he stood, having H5 154 Sweethearts and Wives, risen from his chair to be more exactly oppo- site to her, placed her hands on his shoulders, and looked up in his face with such eloquent eyes, that the good little man was fairly puzzled. " Oh, papa ! can't you guess anything?" "Guess! child — you don't mean to say ?" " Yes, but I do !" she hid her blushing face on his breast, and she felt, by the way in which he clasped his arms round her, and by the warm tears falling on her head, that there was no need of further explanation. Sweethearts and Wives, 155 CHAPTER XL THE WIFE. Before the stroke of three next day, Lord Amesbury arrived at the Doctor's cottage ; he was accompanied by Horatia. It is not often that the proposed entrance of a stepmother into a family is regarded by the younger members thereof as a boon and a blessing ; but, in this instance, fond as Ivy knew Horatia to be of her, she was not pre- pared for the positive gratitude as well as delight she manifested at the prospect of the marriage. 156 Sweethearts and Wives, As soon as Lord Amesbury's conference with the Doctor left the girls alone, Ho- ratia embraced Ivy with renewed ten- derness. '' You dearest little Ivy ! I shall always have you with me now for my own ! No escape ! I shall make papa jealous ! Do you know, when he told me this morning, I was hardly^ surprised. I had so often thought what a charming, natural way of settling alFairs it would be, that I almost wondered it did not come into his head ; and latterly I watched him, and thought maybe he was not so far off the notion himself. And you, were you much astonished ? Tell me the truth — but you can't help doing that." " Yes; I certainly was utterly asto- nished." " You didn't guess anything at all ? but Sweethearts and Wives. 157 then you never have eyes, or ears, or thoughts for anything about yourself. Now, one more question. Did you care for papa — you know what I mean — before he proposed ?" Ivy blushed brightly. " That's not a fair question, and I shan't answer it." " Ha ! you did ! you did !" Horatia said, clapping her hands. " Dearest papa ! grave, and still, and studious, and my respected parent though he be, I can quite understand any woman falling over head and ears in love with him: so handsome, so amiable, so clever, so good ! I can tell you, plenty of women have set their caps at him ; I've often been amused watching the game, and his perfect innocence and indifference in the matter ! Of this you may be sure, my little Ivy ; it is no common conquest you have made. I don't believe that from the time of poor mamma's 158 Sweethearts and Wives. death till now he ever cared for any woman, or ever dreamt of marrying again. Fancy how happy for us all that it is you his choice has at last hit upon ! I don't know another creature in the world I could have endured the thought of having for a stepmother. How absurd that part of it seems ! I can tell you I shall never pay you the least respect, or call you anything but Ivy." It was settled that the marriage should take place towards the end of July, and all idea of going to town this summer was, of course, finally abandoned. . After the wed- ding, the new-married couple were to take a month's trip into Wales, then to come back and settle down quietly at Burymeade till the ensuing season, when Horatia, as well as her stepmother, was to be presented. Meantime, the wooing went on its happy, tranquil course, and nothing disturbed Ivy Sweethearts and Wives. 159 but the thoughts of what her old home would be without her. Eveu now, convinced as she was that, in the main, her marriage would benefit those in whom, till now, her own existence had been merged, there were times when the thought of her father's loneliness, the helplessness of her brothers and sisters, the diminution of order and comfort that must inevitably ensue in the little household, its head and right hand gone, filled her with a pain and anxiety none, unacquainted with the extraordinary unselfishness of her character, could under- stand. With tears of earnestness in her tender eyes she besought Hope to strive to fill the place she was about to leave vacant. To George, home for the Midsummer holi- days, she made appeals no less imprestive, as to his guidance of Harry, and Baby was solemnly confided to the care of Jane, who 160 Sweethearts and Wives. ! shed some tears of attendrissement on the ! occasion, and taking her charge into the kitchen, presented her with a large slice of bread and batter and brown suofar, out of her monthly allowance, as the first marked act of adoption. To Robert she had much to say, but as \ he had promised to come down to Hazle- hurst for the wedding, and to remain with his father for as long as he could after- - wards, she deferred her communications till then. She was not easy about Robert. Like all very sensitive, very warm hearted, very ; unselfish persons, whose minds, unoccupied I with their own individual cares, or even | that habit of introspection that, often, j begun as a duty, ends in a state of morbid I egotism, she had ever an instinctive sense of the condition of mind of those she loved. Sweethearts and Wives. 161 And she felt now that all was not right with Robert. In none of his letters had he so much as mentioned Agatha Blake's name, nor had Ivy any means of knowing that he had ever met her since her departure from Bury- meade. On this ground, then, she had no definite cause of uneasiness ; but still the tone of the letters themselves, a sort of restless, at times almost reckless style in them, a constant variability of spirits they evinced, a commonplace, matter-of-fact way of replying to any little bits of home news, as if the writer's interest in these was no lonoer as undivided and warm as it had been, assured her, in spite of her attempts to shake off the impression, that Robert was neither happy nor self-contented. Once or twice, in writing to him, she had striven gently to lead him into confiding to her 162 Sweethearts and Wives. the real state of his feelings ; but he had always replied evasively, and she feared, by pressing the point without result, to place between them the barrier of a with- held secret. So, hoping that in a renewal, personally, of the old, affectionate, confiden- tial intercourse of brother and sister, she might succeed in winning from him the secret she could not but believe weighed upon him, she sought no further in her letters to penetrate the mystery. Of course Mr. Chaplin was one of the very first persons to whom Ivy's engagement was communicated, and that by herself. His astonishment a little subsided, his congra- tulations ran much in the following terms, it being his custom to protest, on almost all subjects, before according approval: " Well, ray dear, I needn't say that nobody wishes you happy, married or un- Sweethearts and Wives. 163 married, more cordially than your old Chap, does. At the same time, I don't say that this is just the marriage I should have chosen for you. A kind man, an excellent man, a gentleman. Lord Amesbury is; but still — well, well, it's no use for an old fool to grumble; what must be, must. For my part, I think people, man and woman both, are much better off single than married at all — spare themselves no end of bother, can do as they like, have no trouble about children — much better. However, if the world's to go on — what the necessity for its doing so is, / can't tell, for it's a miserable world as needs be — if, however, it is to go on, I suppose these things must take place. "Jack and Jill must needs clamber up life's hill together, though they know well enough that when Jack tumbles down and cracks his 164 Sweethearts and Wives, foolish crown, Jill is quite sure to come tumbling after. "Remember this, though, mj dear, your old Chap, is at least to be allowed to deck the lamb for the sacrifice ; you'll promise to wear no flowers but mine at your wedding, won't you?" The day fixed for the marriage was the 24th of July ; all the Lane family was assem- bled at home for the occasion, George and Harry's Midsummer holidays being not yet concluded, and Robert coming according to his promise, but only on the day preceding the wedding, so that it was impossible for Ivy to find an opportunity of carrying her little scheme into execution. Of course Horatia and Hope enacted the bridesmaids' parts, and the latter, in her deli- cate white dress trimmed with green, was the admiration of all beholders. Sweethearts and Wives. 165 George, whose present tendency was to- wards dandyism, appeared at church in patent boots and pale gray gloves of irre- proachable fit. Harry, by a miracle of fraternal devotion on his part, and of in- struction and supervision on that of Jane, had succeeded in getting his hands and face perfectly clean, his new clothes to bear the stamp of newness, and his shirt collar smooth — till after the conclusion of the ceremony. As to Baby, she was utterly stunned and subdued by all the preparations. She al- lowed herself to be dressed and taken to church, and through all the events of the day in a state of passive bewilderment. Only when Ivy, at parting, clasped her to her heart and kissed her in an agony of tender- ness, did she really comprehend that the only mother she ever knew was gone from her, 166 Sweethearts arid Wives. and then she fairly gave way, and shed those tears grown-up life smiles at, but which are, nevertheless, while they flow, among the bitterest we ever know. Sweethearts and Wives, 167 CHAPTER XII. THE SWEETHEART. A WEEK had passed since Ivy's wedding, which Robert had spent at Hazlehurst with his father. At the end of that time, how- ever, he found it necessary to return to the duties of his profession, and once more the Doctor's pony chaise was on the road to the station. But this time the pony's head was turned the wrong way, and the Doctor's heart was less light than it had been that night last Christmas, when he and his son had trotted along that same route together. 1 68 Sweethearts and Wives, Even he — constantly occupied as he was with the cares of his hy no means easy existence, for his skill, his kindness, his sound sense, and his genial nature caused him to be sought professionally, and consulted unprofessionally by all who for miles round were in sickness, sorrow or perplexity — had not failed to per- ceive that Robert was, to say the least of it, in an unsatisfactory state, and evidently bent on keeping him in ignorance as to the cause thereof. ' '' Boys will be boys," the good man had thought, when he first became conscious of the change in his son; ''perhaps he's been going a little too fast, and has got into debt." So he tried him gently on that point, but obtained nothing like a confirmation of his suspicions. Robert, occasionally alluding incidentally to the state of his finances, always spoke of them in a satisfactory tone, Sweethearts and Wives. 169 and no other conjecture that his father could form, seemed likely to be elucidated by him, for he turned aside with assumed carelessness all attempts to win his confidence. One thing Dr. Lane perceived, and that with a pain he would hardly acknowledge to himself — the fact that as the period for Robert's return to town drew near, his spirits became perceptibly raised, and that the day preceding his depar- ture found him in a state of perfectly feverish excitement, which, despite all his efforts to appear calm, would occasionally break forth. " God bless you, my boy," the Doctor said solemnly, as they parted, still retaining his son's hand in his, still keeping his anxious eyes fixed on his face, as if, even at that last moment, he would fain have made a final effort to penetrate the ominous secret he felt so certain lay between him and the once so VOL. I. I 170 Sweethearts and Wives. candid and open nature of his son. But it was not to be : Robert, avoiding the look, and, with a last shake and pressure of his father's hand freeing his own, stepped into the carriage, and was gone. We will leave the Doctor to pursue his sad and solitary way, and follow the young traveller. Having succeeded in getting a carriage to himself, he was free to yield to any impulse or emotion that might seize him, and before the train had got out of sight of Hazlehurst station, he had taken from his pocket-book two or three letters, which he read as only love-letters are read. The last, above all, was perused with a rapture which he made no attempt to control, and w^as not restored to its place among its fellows without being lavishly embalmed with kisses. Station after station was passed, and as Sweethearts and Wives, 17I each was left behind, Robert's state of excitement rose hio-her and hio^her. At last the train stopped at Abbey side, where another line met the one on which he was travelling. Here he got out, taking his portmanteau from the luggage-van, and at once proceeded to the door of the ladies' waiting-room. One lady was there; she sat with her back to the light, and wore a hat with so deep and thick a veil, that her face was w^holly undistinguishable ; she rose the instant Robert appeared, approached him, and only a grasp of two hands, convulsive in its intensity, marked their mutual recogni- tion. '* Stay here," Robert murmured, " till I get a fly ; don't stir or show yourself till I come for you. All's right, so far." She went back to her place and sat down, laying her hand on her heart to still its I 2 172 Sweethearts and Wives. audible beatings, and striving to calm her quick breath and trembling limbs. The tide had drifted her far out now, the shore she had left was dim in the haze of her troubled thoughts, and the ground was gone from beneath her feet. But was not he there to cling to ? to swim or sink with her ? In a few minutes, that seemed hours to her, he came back. *' Come now, all is ready." Still in silence, for she could not command her voice to speak, Agatha passed her arm through his, and together they proceeded towards the spot where the fly waited for them. " My darling !" Robert whispered, '' how you tremble. All's safe now, my very own !" She pressed his arm for answer, and whis- pered one or two broken words of tenderness. Sweethea7is and Wives, . 1 73 Suddenly their places -and characters seemed changed. She, the mature woman of hard practical experiences of life and society, had, in this great crisis of her existence, become a mere tremblino- falterino^ airl clinging for more than life on one her junior in years, in experience, in knowledge of the world, a step below her in position, one whom, but for the accident of her loving him, she, with her previous feelings and ideas, would never have bestowed a thought upon, never, except for a momentary glance at his beauty, have turned her eyes upon a second time. The accident of her loving him. Such love is no accident. The meeting with the object on whom it is destined to be bestowed, may be an accident — I cannot say. But that one warm, golden love a few feel once, the greater number never, that love of whose nature we 174 Sweethearts and Wives. have no understanding till experience teaches it to as ; that love which waits not to be won, but goes forth from us as the breath we breathe, spontaneously, irresistibly ; that at once takes the darling object to the heart, as a mother takes her child, and feels as if the world were full of it, and of it only ; the love that quickens the pulses, and fills the eyes with happy dew, and makes life a new thing, prayer and aspiration ecstasy ; that now fills with a sense of power increased ten- fold, now subdues with an overwhelming tenderness; that in the beloved presence warms and revivifies like sunshine, still leaving some vital heat for a certain space after the presence is removed, but that in absence, more or less prolonged, is full of pining, longing anxieties, that takes no care or pleasure in aught unconnected with itself, that tries to cheat itself with constant con- Sweethearts and Wives, 1 75 templation of all things related to the darling- absent, and with making talismans and relics of great virtue of every trifle rendered sacred by the one association. But, as the honey in certain plants is said to be poisoned by their chalice, so even such love may be turned to a thing noxious and destructive, by being engendered in an un- healthy source. Robert and Agatha stepped into the car- riage that waited for them, and the former having given the driver the necessary direc- tions, the vehicle turned off into a country road and soon disappeared. Next evening Agatha Blake arrived at ^r Edgar Armytage's, where she was engaged to spend a fortnight. John Temple was there, having reached Annerly Park a few hours previously, and something in his manner made her feel uncomfortable. He sat oppo- 176 Sweethearts and Wives. site to her at dinner, and hung about her in the evening, always with a something gloomy, discontented, suspicious in his countenance, and she was conscious, though she avoided as much as possible meeting his eye, that it was on her this ominous watcb was kept. At last he made his way to a place near her, and sat down. " I thought I should have found you here on my arrival. Miss Blake," were his first words. There was a flutter in Agatha's heart, as though a wild bird were suddenly startled in it, but summoning all her self-command, she smiled, and asked why he should have had such an expectation. " Because yesterday, between ten and eleven, I was driving past your door, and saw the cab laden with your luggage, and you and your maid get into it. Knowing you Sweethearts and Wives, 177 were coming here, I concluded you were then starting." The red rose in Agatha's bosom might have been seen throbbing like a living thing, but her face was calm, as she replied — " Oh, yes ; but I stopped on the way to visit an old friend of mine who lives near Malton, on this line. I had been promising for months to go and see her, and had been able to find no other opportunity." It is often in seasons of peril, where per- fect composure and self-command are neces- sary, that ordinary women suddenly become possessed of these qualities. The very know- ledge Agatha had that her every word, look, and tone were being studied by one whose jealous suspicions were already strong against her, gave her the power so to school them, that in them, at least, should be no betrayal. John Temple made no reply, but began I 5 178 Sweethearts mid Wives, tracing with his eye the pattern of the carpet, and it was Agatha who resumed the conver- sation. " How do your brother and his bride get on, do you hear? Fancy Lord Amesbury marrying that little girl ! and yet I think it was about as wise a step as he could take. She was a dear little thing, and such a nice companion for Horatia. She, it seems, is delighted." '' I believe so. I don't know if it will last ; I've little faith in girlish friendships, still less in the friendships between step- mother and daughter, and I'm not enthu- siastic in my admiration of the Lanes. As to that young chap, Robert, I think he's about the most insolent, self-conceited puppy I ever came across. A snob like that, to give himself airs ! the son of a miserable villaoe doctor !" Sweethearts and Wives. 179 ** Did you think him so ? It did not strike me ; I found him presentable enough, all things considered. His mother, at least, must have been a lady, and we are generally, I think, more our mother's children than our father's." Agatha Qnust have made the speech, had she died for it, and not even the thunder- cloud that lowered over John Temple's dark face could quell the sensation of malicious triumph that rose in her heart, as she saw how the stroke told. But she was not natu- rally spiteful ; she knew the feeling that had prompted Mr. Temple's abuse of her lover; she had had her revenge, and it was imperative to conciliate this man, whose enmity might prove of the utmost risk to her. So she went on. "And it often proves a happy provision of nature that it should be so. How fre- 180 Sweethearts and Wives, quently do we see the introduction of new blood into an old stock productive of the best effects. The constant intermixture of the sangre azula comes to a very ' mild sky- blue' at last. Tell me, after I was gone, had you any good runs with that perfect horse you lent me? I've been on nothing like him since. Kiss the white star on his forehead for me when you go back to Bury- meade." It was a 'missy' speech, and Agatha knew it. But Agatha knew also that the wisest of men, when they are in love, not only tole- rate missiness in the object of their passion, but frequently esteem it as the most de- lightful of her qualities. Not all the sage discourse of Minerva had for the Lydian Hercules the charm that lay in the follies, caprices, and impertinences of Omphale. Sweethearts and Wives. 181 John Temple allowed himself to be brought round bj degrees ; as how could he help it ? Yet, somehow, when he retired to his room, and was out of sight of that face, out of hearing of that voice, out of the influence that hung round Agatha as an atmosphere, his doubts, jealousies, and discontents would once more assail him. During all these weeks, lengthening into months, that, for her sake, he had remained away from his hom^e and from all his natural tastes and habits, he had had no real pursuit or interest but in her; and therefore every circumstance connected with her acquired in his jealous, gloomy mind a significance and importance often quite disproportioned to that it really possessed. He had never come forward in the light of a suitor — he had an instinctive certainty that such a step would be, to say the least, pre- 18^ Sweethearts and Wives. mature. But, in biding his time, he con- trived to make her, as it were, accustomed to his presence, nay, even half unconsciously to herself, to establish over her a certain amount of influence. At the beginning of their acquaintance she had amused herself in exer- cising her power over him. Now their rela- tions were reversed. True, when for an object she was bent on captivating and dis- arming him, she never failed to do so. But it was only for the moment ; the spell re- moved along with her presence, the golden meshes of the net she had thrown over the captive fell away like cobwebs; and when next they met, she, not at times without a certain amount of uneasiness, found him once more watching over her with that umbra- geous distrust that, much as it annoyed and displeased her, she did not feel herself in a position openly to revolt against. Sweethearts and Wives, 183 And so the dumb struggle went on, and as Agatha drifted out further and further on that perilous and wreck-strewn sea, the more she became aware of rocks and shoals unknown and unforeseen at the starting. " Ce n'est que le premier pas qui coute,'' is a proverb of most one-sided verity. Many and many a time it is that that first step is taken with a lightness, facility, and incon si- deration that blinds our eyes to all the com- plicated labyrinth of difficulties and dangers into which it leads us. 184 Sweethearts and Wives. CHAPTER XIII. A GAME OF STRATEGY. It was the custom at Annerly Park for the letters to be brouo^ht in the morn in o- in a locked bag, of which Sir Edgar Armytage kept the key ; and, this bag being placed on the breakfast-table, he opened it, and dis- tributed its contents according to their addresses. Of this usage Agatha was aware, and feeling it would be highly imprudent, under such circumstances, to allow Robert to write to her daily, as he had desired to Sweethearts and Wives. 185 do, she bad warned him to be circumspect in this particular; the more so that she might have occasionally a difficulty in reply- ing to him immediately; as, though her maid was in the secret of the attachment, she feared to excite suspicion by too often send- ing her to post her letters, when a special messenger was despatched once or twice a day with all the correspondence of the house. At first Robert attended pretty carefully to this injunction ; but, by degrees, finding it to the last degree irksome, and growing careless by impunity, his epistles began to arrive with a frequency that at last attracted the attention of Sir Edgar. " Upon my word, young lady," the jovial elderly gentleman exclaimed one day, as he handed Agatha the fourth letter that had arrived in six days, " you seem to have a most assiduous correspondent ! always this 186 Sweethearts and Wives. thick epistle written with a stumpy pen. You'll ask us to the wedding, eh ? Xever blush about it, my dear; I've been young myself once, and have written scores of love- letters, of course to my old woman there, all of them !" and the baronet winked and chuckled, and Lady Armytage, a grave, staid dame, with a kind heart, but much spoiled for the purposes of general society by reso- lutely maintained pretensions to infallibility and omniscience, on all subjects whatsoever, shook her head and said — " I'm curious to know, then, what became of them ; for as our engagement only lasted two months, and we were never separated for more than a day or two at a time — about six letters was, I think, the amount that reached me." " And the letters I have written you since Sweethearts and Wives. 187 our marriage ! she counts those for nothing. Oh, ingratitude ! thy name is woman." " A forfeit, a forfeit, papa !" exclaimed his daughter, Susan Armytage, " always at the old trick !" ''Well, isn't that right? hang it! False- ness, thy name is woman ! that's it, I know." " Another forfeit ! at this rate I shan't have to wait long for the pink coral set !" During this diversion, Agatha had been able to recover an appearance of composure ; but the consciousness of John Temple's attention never having been for one moment withdrawn from her from the instant the letter had been taken out of the bag (for it had caught his suspicious eye even before Sir Edgar had spoken), kept her nervously un- easy, and the breakfast seemed to her of such an interminable length, and everybody so triflingly tedious and wearisome, that she 188 Sweethearts and Wives. could with difficulty keep her place at the table. At last it was over; but still she hardly dared to retire, and was devising some plausible excuse to escape, when, to her immense relief, Susan, who perhaps had an instinctive feeling of the nature of her diffi- culty, came to her relief. " Oh, Agatha, I have to put fresh flowers in the drawing-rooms and library to-day, and such a lot of things to do besides before we go to ride, that it would be the goxatest charity if you'd write one or two notes for me in time for the twelve o'clock post — will you ? ' It would be so sweet of you !' as Lizzy Horton says, grinning and squeezing up her eyes ; I always long to grin back in her face, affected goose !" " Surely, with the best of good will. Tell me who they're to, and all about them, and I'll go and write them at once." Sweethearts and Wives. 189 " Come to my sitting-room ; they're there, and I'll give them to you, and you shall not be disturbed while you're at the answers." The two girls quitted the room together, and Susan having installed Agatha in her sanctum, left her to herself. Alone, Agatha took Robert's letter from her pocket. *' Dear, darling, foolish boy !" she mur- mured, contemplating the envelope, the ad- dress, the seal lovingly, doatingly, before opening the epistle; prolonging, with epi- curean refinement of enjoyment, the pleasure it brought her, " if you knew how near your dear precious writing was getting me into a scrape ! Robert, Robert, how I must love you, to bear all this daily, hourly uneasiness, and agitation, and anxiety, and to bear it all without a murmur, without an instant of regret, a moment's desire for a more tranquil, 190 Sweethearts and Wives. or brilliant, or a safer lot, unshared by you. Oh, king of my heart, can it be, in this poor cold dry world of ours, where love is so scarce, that two lovers can come together with hearts so full of love as mine ? it seems to me that only here and there, once or twice in a century, one such might be found. NHmporte, love me in your own fashion ; so you do love me I am content. And now to your epistle." At half-past eleven Agatha brought down the notes she had written for Susan to put them in the letter-box in the hall, on her way to the garden. As she reached the foot of the stairs, John Temple (had he been watch- ing for her ?) suddenly emerged from his own room, which was on the ground floor; his eye instantly settled on the packet of letters in Agatha's hand. " I am going into the village, Miss Blake," Sweethearts and Wives. 191 he said ; *' I've got some letters of my own to post — shall I take your's ?" " Thank you," Agatha replied quietly, " if you will," and she put the missives into his hand. *' These are all?" All for you, John Temple, most decidedly. " Those are all, yes, thank you. You'll be sure they're in before twelve o'clock, please." " Baffled !" Agatha laughed to herself inwardly, as she turned towards the door at the other end of the hall that led into the garden. *' You, dear," and as she pressed her hand on her bosom, a little crackling of paper responded, "are going by quite another route. Old fox ! he thought to take me by surprise, but I am determined to be prepared for everything now, and not to be made to blush. 192 Sweethearts and Wives. and stammer, and tremble like a school-girl before these people, who in a fair game of strategy are certainly no matches for me. I wish, though, I knew where my suspicious friend was going after he's posted the letters, for I must get mine in before lunch ; going to ride, it's more than doubtful if I shall have time to take it after, and I've sent Clemence so often lately, that I don't like to do it again to-day. " However, he can't be hanging about the post-office for an hour on the vague chance of catching me there, so at half-past twelve I'll slip down on some pretext, and be back in plenty of time for lunch." In the garden she found Susan, gathering her flowers. " What, still at work ? let me help you ! I've written the notes, and Mr. Temple has taken them to post." Sweethearts and Wives. 193 " Mighty amiable of Mr. Temple. I say, Agatha, you don't like that man, do you? you don't mind ray abusing him ?" " Oh, dear no ; I'll help you with all my heart." *' That's right. He's desperately sweet upon you, though, there's no mistake what- ever about that ; but have nothing to say to him, take my advice. A dangerous man, believe me ; dark, and jealous, and unrelent- ing, and more than that, a man whose prin- ciples are far less strong than his passions, who would let few scruples stand in the way of any object he might set his will upon." " I think so. But have you any reason for saying this?" " No, no reason founded on actual know- ledge, but I have an instinct that tells me so : I am sure of it." These words were but the expression of VOL. I. K 194 Sweethearts and Wives. the thought that had more than once arisen in Agatha's mind. But while it had been confined there, she had not allowed herself to dwell on, or give it much importance. Now, however, occurring to another mind, and spoken by another's lips, it made her feel niore uncomfortable than she would have liked to confess : her secret once in the hands of such a man, to what fearful account might he not turn it ! And that he knew she had a secret, and had set all his energies to work to discover it, she could have no doubt. Some women, in Agatha's position, and really devoted, heart and soul, to a lover as she was to Robert, would have said, come the worst, we can marry and live as we best may. So long as love lasts, and we are together, we can face the world and struggle Sweethearts and Wives. 195 on, supported by that which no external circumstances can alter. But Agatha Blake had for some twenty and odd years been taught in a school which held such maxims as no less absurd than dangerous, and a few months of new sen- sations, however much they might shake old ideas and rules of conduct, could not wholly do away with the effect of such teaching. To what, then, did Agatha look, some one will say, on entering upon this attachment? How did she expect it was to end? Was she so lost to every feeling of morality as to contemplate making a mere liaison, which w^as to last so Ions: as it mifjht suit both parties, and then be dissolved, leaving each to follow different paths? Either she must have thought thus, or made up her mind to become eventually the wife of a very poor man, and to lead a life of total obscurity. K 2 196 Sweethearts and Wives, Perfectly logical and just is such rea- soning, and, going on it, we must condemn or excuse Agatha. But Agatha is not to be condemned or excused on these grounds, for no such course of reasoning has ever been followed by her, nor have any such alterna- tives been made the subject of her reflec- tions. Agatha has strong instincts, strong pas- sions — the stronger, perhaps, that being so lately developed, she has, in her inexpe- rience, less power to cope with them — strong feelings ; and she has little prin- ciple, little habit of self-discipline or self- denial, and little thought of, or faith in the future. Had any one placed before her the two alternatives just named, she would have shrunk with indignation from the first, and with fear and distaste from the second. Had Sweethearts and Wives. 197 you pressed her hard, she would probably have said, "Oh! no doubt something will ' turn up ;'" but having no one to press her, she hardly attempted to conceive even so very vague and wide a conclusion, and from day to day she went on, a rash Ophelia, floating down the stream into which she had fallen, decked with flowers, and singing "snatches of old lauds," with hardly a thought of the bourne to which she was tending. As the hour drew near half-past twelve, she suddenly aflected to remember the want of some trifle, a ribbon, a lace, to finish a piece of work she was engaged on. " Do you think I could find it in the village?" she asked Susan. "I can but try; rU be there and back in no time. I can go by the back gate here and through the park. A revoir, Flora; I should like to make a 198 Sweethearts and Wives. sketch of you so laden with flowers — I will some day." She kissed her hand, and was gone. " A sop to Cerberus," Susan thought, as she looked after her ; " she never pays a compliment without a motive. She's not easy in her mind now, about something, and wants to make sure of me. Poor Agatha ! it's a miserable sort of life hers ; and though I've no great faith in her, I'd help her out of a scrape if I could." With a rapid step Agatha crossed the park by a footpath which led directly to the vil- lage, climbed the high stile, and emerged on the green, at one side of which stood the post-office. As she approached it, with the letter in her hand, she glanced hastily round to reconnoitre : some boys at noisy play, one or two villagers passing on their way, here and there a woman at work by her Sweethearts and Wives. 199 cottage door, these were the only human witnesses of her action that Agatha could see, so she proceeded at once to the post- office, and dropped her letter into the box. Turning round to retrace her steps, she nearly ran against — John Temple. 200' Sweethearts and Wives. CHAPTER XIV. MAN VERSUS WOMAN. " ' No greater grief than to remember days Of joy when misery is near at hand,' " read aloud Lord Amesburj to his wife and Robert, as they sat together in his study; she working, he reading, to himself, chiefly, but now and then aloud to her ; Robert drawing a plan for a model cottage his sister meant to build. " What say you to that, Ivy ! Is it better, think you, to lead always a tran- quil, stirless, colourless life, with few sensa- Sweethearts and Wives. 201 tions, few emotions, or, when life's morning is over, and youth's illusions are destroyed, to have in one's memory a store of recollec- tions of intensely happy moments, followed even though they might be by bitterest pain and disappointment ?" Ivy paused, laid her work on her lap, crossed her hands on it, and bent her earnest eyes on her husband's face. They were quite as earnest as of old, but more fixed, less anxious. " Well, little woman ! putting on the con- sidering cap?" " Yes," Ivy replied, very deliberately ; " you see, I know so very little of the world that I can only judge such things by my own personal experience or impressions, and I have had so rarely the habit of examining and analysing even these, that I must reflect before I reply. But, it seems to me, there K 5 202 Sweethearts and Wives. is a term between the two alternatives. May I not choose it?" '' No, my little fawn — you are so like a fawn in the face ! — you may not. Who, do you think, would choose otherwise, if they could choose that? You must take my question as I put it, and not, truly woman- like, evade it, and when I oiFer you two things to select from, ask for a third." " The first I certainly should not like. ' The set gray life and apathetic end ;' there's quotation for quotation for you ! " The second — let me see ; it must be dreadful- — the contrast — and yet, as far as I apprehend, the thing lies chiefly in this : if the happiness was innocent, the suffering un- merited, then, oh then, certainly, I should prefer the second lot ; otherwise, speaking Sweethearts and Wives, 203 for myself, no. Anything but remorse I could endure, I think; not that!" " And what say you, Robert?" Ivy knew nothing that would have pre- vented her applying the question to her bro- ther, but her woman's instinct would have forbidden her doing so as much as if she had been aware of the truth, and she glanced at him with covert anxiety as her husband did so. '' I would accept the last alternative on any terms," Robert replied, without raising his head from his drawing." " Most men would, I fancy," Lord Ames- bury resumed; "but fewer women." " Some women would ! Oh ! yes, any woman that had heart enough to love with all her soul, and had had experience of the delights such love brings ! Who had known the dangers and raptures, the excitements and 204 Sweethearts and Wives. vicissitudes of a deep, intense passion, crossed by circumstances ! Ivy, thank God, has had, in her happy life, none of the sharp, stirring, bitter-sweet experiences of such a fate (may she never have them!) and therefore I put her out of the question now. But, oh ! think of the two existences! " Surely, surely, no man or woman that has once known, even for the briefest space, the fullest, inteusest consciousness of happi- ness that life can bring, could ever, under any amount of future suffering, regret that they have known it ! Would one, in the moment of their darkest pain, desire to blot out the memory of such enjoyment ? No, let me once taste the wine pure, even if I am condemned to water all the rest of my life ; it's something to have known the full flavour, and not have gone on sipping eau rougie all one's days." Sweethearts and Wives, 205 Ivy sighed, and went on with her work, " Ay, but," said Lord Amesbury, " the thing is, that instead of pure wine we some- times get highly adulterated spirit, which causes an intoxication we imagine to be hap- piness, and which affects our mental and moral health for the rest of our days. There lies the danger, a danger which youth is peculiarly liable to fall into. " Youth is said to be the season of enjoy- ment; I do not think so, judging from my own experience ; it is the season of desire, rarely satisfied ; of strong temptation, causing present suffering if resisted, future suffering if yielded to. The season of unreasonable hopes, and consequently bitter disappoint- ments, of errors soon proved to be such, of loves and friendships too often found to be mere semblances. A season of longing, and grasping, and running after what we cannot 206 Sweethearts and Wives, obtain or what is not worth obtaining, while, in our hurry, we pass by the things that in later life we find really able to make our happiness." " Happiness ! yes, but every one has his own notions of happiness, or, at all events, each age has a sort of happiness of its own. I, for one, would not exchange mine — what, at least, I imagine might be such — for yours, for any consideration." "Perhaps not — probably not; at four-and- twenty I should most likely have said as you do now^ At forty, I think differently, and so will you, in all probability, when you come to that respectable age — at least I hope so. Now is your seed time, and it depends upon the sort of grain you sow, %vhat your harvest will be. There's no great harm in its being wild oats ; but you may sow worse than that ; seed bearing poisonous fruit, and Sweethearts and Wives, 207 stretching ineradicable roots into the soil of the far future. *' And now let's have a look at the cottage. Capital ! this chimney, I think the leOjSt bit too tall, eh, Ivy ? No, you don't find it so ? Well, perhaps you're right. And when have you a mind to begin ' the biggin' o't V I'm afraid we must wait till the spring ; the frost would be apt to play us tricks, if we commenced now. But we might walk down by and by, and have another look at the proposed site ; what say you ? And you, Robert, can you come ?" " Not to-day, I'm sorry, but I've got an appointment with my father this afternoon." " Well, you'll come another time. But you and I, Ivy, may as well not miss this sunny day; will three suit you, or half-past two ? the light is so soon gone." Lord and Lady Amesbury, arm-in-arm, warmly clad and thickly shod, were soon on 208 Sweethearts and Wives, their way to the spot chosen for the erection of the model cottatre. "What makes you so silent, my Ivy," her husband said, taking the little hand that rested on his arm ; " something on the little mind hard of digestion ? let us hear all about it." '' Philip, yes. I want to know," she re- plied, stopping, in her earnestness, and fixing her eyes full on his face, '' if what you said this morning to Robert was said at random, or on purpose. If you knew — if you had heard anything that gave you a motive for saying it ?" ''Yes, Ivy." " Tell me, oh, do tell me all you know !" "" When I was in town last week, I found John in a stranger, more unsatisfactory mood even than usual. We both know well enouorh his absurd fancy for that Blake girl, and how Sweetheai'ts and Wives. 209 he has been at her skirts for months past. I tried to talk to him about it, to endeavour to arrive at some notion of the state of affairs, of what he expected, what he intended. I could get no satisfaction, nothing like an explicit answer — only bursts of passionate jealousy, dark hints, half threats, and insinua- tions of a favoured rival, who, after much difficulty I discovered he imagined to be — who do you think ?" " Robert !" " Exactly ! but how did you know?" "I o'uessed it. It commenced — the at- o tachment — nearly a year ago — when she was staying here last Christmas ! I knew there was something wrong with Robert, and had an instinct that it was that ! go on, tell me all you heard." " Nothing definite, except that John knew — so he said — they kept up a correspondence. 210 Sweethearts and Wives. That looks serious. I always mistrusted that girl. What can she mean, what can she ex- pect, a girl like that, entering upon a serious love affair with a boy in Robert's position ? And it seems she doesn't give John his conge, but keeps him on and off. And yet I can't think she would marry him either, except as a^z^ aller. She must be a bad one." Ivy remained silent. Something of the better part of Agatha's nature she had seen or felt, and her soft woman's heart shrank from condemning her utterly. " But," she proceeded, " this, or a great deal of it, may be in John's imagination. You know how suspicious he is; and, con- fiding in nobody, he may have brooded over things of no importance, till he has quite exaggerated and distorted them from their real significance. Besides, if he believes this, why does he keep on with her ?" Sweethearts and Wives, 211 Lord Amesbury shook his head. " As to his keeping up his pursuit, you know when once he undertakes an object, he'll follow it to the death. For the rest, to a certain degree he may have been mistaken; but I can't help fearing there's a good deal of truth in what he says. And Robert's words and manner this morning confirmed my impression. What is to be done ? If we could only show Robert the double game this girl is playing !" " You think she is ?" " Think ! my dearest little innocent, what else can I think ? The thing is clear, on the face of it." " She loves Robert. That I believe." " Then why keep on with John ?" " It remains to be seen how far she does keep on with him. Besides, without defend- ing it, I can see a motive for doing so, to a 2 1 2 Sweethearts and Wives. certain extent — she must be afraid of John. John would be a terrible lover at the best of times, and I can fancy that so long as she must keep the attachment with Robert a secret, she dreads to make an enemy of John." " My Ivy ! is it possible that you, the purest of women, can find excuses for such a girl as Agatha Blake must be !" " Ah, yes, Philip ! you don't know how we women can place ourselves in each other's positions, make allowance for each other's temptations, faults of bringing up, weak- nesses, sins even ; our imaginations have — what shall I say? — an elasticity, an adapt- ability your's have not ; your lives are deeper, more broadly drawn, your necessity of inde- pendent action has, I suppose, made it so. " Agatha is not heartless ! Agatha, in good hands, might have made a fine creature. Sweethearts and Wives, 213 You never saw Agatha as I have seen her ; down at our cottage, with Robert, and the children, and me, she was as different to what she was up here as light to darkness. ^'Bitterly, bitterly I regret that Robert should have formed this attachment ; she was not, in a7iy way, the w^oman he should have loved, and I can see no possibility of any- thing good, or prosperous, or happy coming out of it. But Agatha loves him, and Agatha is not what you imagine her to be, looking at mere appearances." " Facts are stubborn things, Ivy." " Yes, but, in the first place, wait till you are quite sure about the facts ; in the second, try to understand Agatha's nature, as op- posed to her education and position." " But, Ivy, do you or do you not believe she is carrying on a clandestine love aifair 214 Sweethearts and Wives. with Robert, setting John out of the ques- tion ?" '' I am afraid she is." '^ And do you think she means to marry him ? Do you think that a girl with her ambitious tastes, habits, and instincts, se- riously contemplates an alliance with a youth of four-and-twenty, who has nothing but what his profession may one day bring him ? Do you think this?" " How can T tell ? If she loves him, as I believe she does, she may perhaps. At any rate ." " Ah ! now I have caught you, little woman ; now you are forgetting you are in the place of Agatha Blake, and are speaking in your own natural Ivy character. But what does ' at any rate ' mean ?" " It means that even if she proposes to herself as yet no certain or definite termina- Sweethearts and Wives. 215 tion to the attachment, I don't, for that, utterly condemn her. " You men are so positive about these things ! Show you the beginning, and you must at once see the end. " We can wait, and hope, and trust ; a very little peep into the future satisfies us, and we are ready to make the most of, and enjoy the present." " And when this future comes upon you, you are not prepared for it." "Maybe not; but then it becomes the present, and we go on making the best of it, and adapting ourselves to the new circum- stances it brings. I don't say we are right, but it is our nature to do so. " Do you think, Philip," and she pressed closer to his side and lifted her eyes to his face, "• that if any unforeseen change came 916 Sweethearts and Wives, in our future, I could not meet it and turn it to the best account for all of us ?" *' Oh ! you, yes, my sage, my * wisest, vir- tuousest, best ' little darling ! but you and Agatha Blake ' wear your womanhood with a difference !' " Sweethearts and Wives. 217 CHAPTER XV. A SHEEP IN wolf's CLOTHING. Thus discussing the matter in hand, Lord and Lady Amesbury arrived at the proposed site for the cottage. The spot was a very beautiful one, on a hill side, beautiful in itself, and commanding a charming view, not very extensive, but thoroughly rural and thoroughly English; soft rolling hills, a misty plain, with a gleaming stream in the distance, behind, sheltering woods. Sitting on the mossy trunk of a felled tree was a VOL. L ' L 218 Sweethearts and Wives. figure neither of the new arrivals was at a loss to recognise as that of Mr. Chaplin. The old man sat with his arms resting on his knees, and his large, loose-skinned, massive- jawed face turned with so intent a gaze on the prospect before him that he was quite unconscious of the approach of strangers till Lord Amesbury's voice greeted him. " Bless my soul, my lord !" Mr. Chaplin said, rising hastily, taking his handkerchief from his hat and wiping his face therewith, a custom he pursued in all weathers, cold as well as hot, " who'd have thought of seeing you here ?" (and yet it was not very extraordi- nary, seeing the spot was on Lord Ames- bury 's own ground, and but just on the borders of the home park) ; *' ah ! fetching a walk with — a — my lady — Lady Ames " "Come, Mr. Chaplin," Ivy said, laughing and laying a hand on his arm, " after being Sweethearts and Wives. 219 Ivy to you since ever I had that name be- stowed on me, I'm not going to answer to any other." The old man took the little hand in his great paw and kissed it; he had no words with which to thank her. Lord Amesbury explained the object of their visit to the spot ; Mr. Chaplin listened with his head down and his hands behind him, now and then nodding in sign of intel- ligence, though whether of approval or not it was difficult to say. " Hah !" he said, when the story was told, " and may I inquire, my lord, what you mean to do with the cottage when it's finished ?" *'Why, put some one to live in it, of course ; we shall be on the look-out, Ivy and I, while it's building, for some respectable, good sort of persons who can be depended on to keep it and the garden in beautiful order L 2 220 Sweethearts mid Wives. and let them have it at a low rent in consi- deration of their doing so. In fact, if we could find just such tenants as we desired, they might have it rent free, but that that would cause jealousy. On the other hand, if they were poor,, one might find some employ- ment for them, the payment of w^hich might be an equivalent, or nearly so, for the rent. Ivy might contrive something of the kind without my appearing in the matter. It's to be her cottage, not mine." " You're too good, my lord, too good," Mr. Chaplin said, shaking his head, while the loose skin of his jaws shook too, like the chaps of a hound ; *' the more you do for the poor the more they expect, and the more ungrateful they are. The people about here, especially, are a bad lot, a very bad lot, depend upon it — / know them !" Lord Amesbury smiled. Siveethearts and Wives. 221 " I believe you do. And they know you, and with good reason. Only the day before yesterday that poor Mrs. Weeks was telling rae what you did for her scapegrace grand- son." A dark red overspread Mr. Chaplin's face. " D — d old fool ! I beg your pardon, Ivy, and yours, my lord ! What can one do when a woman comes, whining and bothering? Anything to get rid of her ! And if I hadn't helped her to get that idiot of a boy back — enlisting, indeed ! a nice soldier Jie'd ha' made, the first day's march would have killed him ! — he'd have knocked up, or deserted, or the devil knows what, then she'd have found some excuse to be bothering me eternally. TJiat was why I did it !" " And that was why you took the lad into your house, and are keeping him till he gets a place, eh, Mr. Chaplin?" 222 Sweethearts and Wives, '* Well, one folly, you see, leads to an- other. Now I've got him back — helped, at least — I was not quite such a confounded fool as to do it altogether : no, hang it, not so soft as that ! — I have taken on me a cer- tain responsibility, and can't let him go adrift to turn pauper, or poacher, or heaven knows what. Besides, he's not so bad — wild, wild a bit, but there's no harm in him — he's better, any day, than your stolid ones; don't like them, can't stand them at all ! Be- sides, I make him useful ; oh ! knock him about pretty handsomely, I can tell you !" As, during all the years Mr. Chaplin had resided at Hazlehurst, he had never had occasion fully to employ the services of his one woman servant, it is difficult to say how he contrived to find " knocking about " occupation for a lad of eighteen ; this, how- ever, hy the way. Sweethearts and Wives. 223 " So you don't approve of our plan, Mr. Chaplin ?" Ivy said, with a side glance at her husband. "• Vm sorry for that." " Well, as to c?uapproving of it — why — one can but try the experiment, you know, and if it don't answer, you can bundle 'em out, neck and crop — nothing easier than that. You've always the remedy in your own hands." " Do you know of anybody that would be likely to answer our purpose, as a tenant?" " Well — a — there's a fellow I know, Jack Wyatt, a poor devil, spiritless kind of chap, but decent enough; he's in peaky sort of health; he was well enough to do as a single man, had some smattering of educa- tion — much good it did him ! goes and mar- ries a girl of nineteen, they have a fresh brat every year ; he works, she works ; get behind ; he falls ill, children sicken, two or three of 2:24 Sweethearts and Wives. them die off, and there they are, trying to keep bodies and souls together, and un- common tight work to do it !" " But are they really trustworthy, tidy sort of people, who, if they were put in the way of getting on, could do it?" "Oh, yes, they'd do it as well as any others. He's a very clever chap at garden- ing, though he's not up to hard work now, and she, though she was fool enough to go and marry, and have all those children — but you know they're all alike for that, marrying, marrying, and breeding like so many rabbits ! she's a tidy body, and if she had fair play, I don't know that you'd be likely to find any one to serve your turn better. However, / don't recommend them — I don't want to have anything to do with the matter ; I'm not fond of experiments, especially philanthro- pical ones — they don't pay ; only give people Sweethearts and Wives. 255 more opportunities for being ungrateful, and Lord knows there's no need for that, Lord Amesbury." "Just give me the address of your pro- teges,'' Lord Amesbury said, taking out his note-book ; '' we'll have an eye to them." " Oh, for heaven's sake, my lord, don't call them my 'proteges I they're no proteges of mine, Tm no proteges. No, thank you ! one's enough to do in this world to protect oneself against all the rascals and all the fools in it, without the crazy Quixotism of protecting other people. No, ' Every m.an for himself and God for us all,' is my motto, Lord Ames- bury. I say, Ivy, is it true that Robert's going to make a fool of himself, and be married, eh?" " Make a fool of himself, perhaps," Ivy thought, but she only said, " No, Mr. Chaplin ; who told you that ?" L 5 ''226 Sweethearts and Wives. " Well, I hear it talked about. But people are so devilish fond of neo:lectino: their own business to attend to that of other folks, that I'm not surprised it should just be a con- founded lie. Still, you know, young men of Robert's age will take those rages for tying knots with their tongues they can't untie with their teeth, so one never knows what to believe. There's only one thing certain in this world, Lord Amesbury, and that's misery — misery, sir!" and Mr. Chaplin struck the point of his stick hard on the ground. " If he does set his heart on marrying, though, let him take a wife that can pay her way, a rich one ! that's the only extenu- ating circumstance, as the French say. Ah ! a wise people thei/ are in that respect ! none of your marrying for love, and all that d — d bread-and-butter nonsense with them, but a sensible matter of business, arranged Sweethearts and Wives. 227 by the parents, who all the time keep their eyes wide open, and steadily fixed on the main chance. As the world is to go on, that's the only rational way to keep it going. " Love-matches — faugh ! they say one fool makes many ; what will two do, coming to- gether, I should like to know ?" Dr. Lane had told his daughter the woful tragedy of Mr. Chaplin's early life. He, a poor student at the iVcademy, had been en- gaged to marry a girl so much poorer than himself, that for the space of three years, during which her widowed mother had been epileptic and nearly imbecile, it was he who chiefly supported both women, Bessy's earn- ings by needlework being, in consequence of the necessity of never leaving her mother alone, so precarious that they were little to be counted upon. At last the mother had died, and when her 228 Sweethearts and Wives, period of mourning had expired, Bessy, at her lover's repeated solicitation, began to make arrangements for their marriage, and in order to procure the means of providing the absolute necessaries of her poor little trousseau, she had, unknown to him, taken in a quan- tity of work it seemed hardly possible to execute within the given time. It nas exe- cuted though, and then Bessy set about the manufacture of her wedding gown. It was the night before the marriage, and she had sat up late to finish it, so late, that utterly worn out with long unrest, she had fallen asleep over the conclusion of the task. That sleep was her last on earth : the work, dropping from her hands, had spread itself over the table, against the tin candle- stick; the tallow candle had burnt lower and lower unsnufFed, the snufF had fallen on the work, and Bessy was burnt to death before Sweethearts and Wives. 229 sufficient assistance could be otained to save her. Ivy recollected the story while the old man was talking, and her eyes filled with tears ; for she knew him well enough to guess that it was more than possible that at that moment he was thinking of it too. Bitter as was his speech at ordinary times, he always deemed it necessary, when his heart was peculiarly touched and softened, to make a sort of protest against such weakness by added acerbity, and the enunciation of yet more selfish and worldly maxims. " And who told you this about Robert ?" she inquired, her anxiety on that point renewed after a few moments further conver- sation, " tell me all you have heard." " Oh, nothing definite. Only vague talk of his being attached to some London girl, and that there was a likelihood of his marry- 230 Sweethearts and Wives. ing her. Very handsome she was, they said, but nobody rightly knew her name — Miss Bayle, some had it, Miss Baines, others. " But it's all a pack of d — d gossip, I've no doubt. Who but you would have heard it if it was true ? But here comes our young hero to answer for himself." It was indeed Robert, advancing to join them. Ivy's first impulse was to whisper to Mr. Chaplin to keep silence on the topic they had just been discussing; but on second thoughts she abstained. Perhaps, she re- flected, it were as well Robert should know what was said on the subject ; possibly, being taken by surprise, he might be led into giving some clue which she might follow. " I thought," Robert said, " I should still find you here. My father has been obliged to attend to some urgent case, so our little business is put off till to-morrow. How are Sweethearts and Wives. 231 you, Mr. Chaplin ? I don't know when I've seen you." " I saw you the day before yesterday, but you didn't see me. You were mooning along reading a letter, and passed within a few paces of me, but I wasn't such an old fool as to disturb you tlien ! I say, Robert, they tell me we're to have a Mrs. Robert before long ; how about that, eh ?" The young man's colour rose with an angry flush. *'Who 'they' may be I can't tell; but 'they' are mistaken, and so you may inform them. Really and truly, the rage that little out-of-the-way holes have for gossip is enough to sicken one of putting one's foot in them." Ivy looked pained. She loved the spot where she had been born and bred, dearly, and Robert's evidently growing indifference 232 Sweethearts and Wives. to his old home and old associations grieved her in itself, and appeared to her ominous as to the nature of his present pursuits and interests. Mr. Chaplin shook his head. " I am glad your father is not by to hear you say so, Robert, and I regret that your sister and your father's old friend are." " Come, Robert," interposed Lord Ames- bury, desiring to turn the conversation into a more agreeable channel, " since you are here, you can help us to settle upon the exact spot for the cottage. Don't go, Mr. Chaplin! what, must you? "Well, will you come and dine with us to-morrow? We'll ask Dr. Lane to meet you. Seven o'clock, punctually, mind." Sweethearts and Wives. 233 CHAPTER XVI. BROTHER AND SISTER. Ivy and Horatia sat together in the former's morning-room reading. Horatia had just returned from a visit to Annerly Park, whither she had gone for change of air, something of her old listless, restless uneasi- ness having of late begun to trouble her again, though not presenting exactly the same symptoms. *' Come, Ivy," she said, closing her book with a snap, and letting it drop on the 234 Sweethearts and Wives, floor without an attempt to pick it up again, " come, put by that interesting publication and talk to me. I can't read this morning, and so I don't intend you shall. Oh ! I beg your pardon !" as Ivy stooped to take up the fallen volume, " I didn't mean you to trouble yourself — what does it signify ? it wouldn't hurt it to lie there awhile !" " Not hurt it ? Look here ! half-a-dozen pages doubled back ; and this your father's favourite edition of Pope ! Oh ! Horatia, what a careless child you are !" and Ivy, a little annoyed, began carefully smoothing down the crumpled leaves, spreading and pressing them with her hands, as tenderly as if they could feel the injury that had been inflicted on them. '' Well, I'm very sorry," Horatia said, somewhat ashamed of herself; "it was care- less, I admit ; but I forgot it was papa's Sweethearts and Wives. 235 book. There, don't look vexed ; I'll put some big heavy ones on the top of it, and that'll flatten down the crumpled pages. " Come, now, that's all right, I won't do it not never no more ; kiss me !" " Bad child !" Ivy replied, holding up her face notwithstanding; "you are so awfully careless, you take as much looking after as a child of five years old, and, unfortunately, you can't be whipt, as a child would be for such tricks. Well, what am I to talk to you about?" " Anything you like, except scolding. Tell me about the model cottage." " Oh ! it will be so pretty ! I think, when it's finished, I shall feel tempted to go and spend a week in it myself, now and then. " It's to be all irregular and gahhj — a sort of Gothic, you know ; there's to be on the ground-floor such a parlour, with a latticed 236 Sweethearts and Wives. bow-window, and then a kitchen and wash- house ; and up-stairs there'll be three bed- rooms, and a wee attic beside, under the roof ; and it's to have a verandah by which you enter, and a garden, and at the back a yard and poultry-house. " Oh ! anybody might live there ! I hope I may never have a worse home." " You ! as if that were likely ! And did Robert make the drawing and plan entirely himself, or did you tell him how it was to be?" " I only told him the so7't of cottage I wanted, and the number of rooms. He did all the rest according to his own idea. Stay, I'll get the plan, it's in the study." " Let me get it." '' No, no, child, you'd tumble over every- thing looking for it ; I know exactly where to lay my hand on it ;" and away she went, Sweethearts and Wives. 237 returning in a few minutes with the drawing. It was duly explained, criticised, and ad- mired, and Horatia and Ivy agreed to walk to the proposed site on the morrow, and study the ground. " You haven't heard anything of Agatha Blake lately, I suppose ?" Horatia inquired. Ivy hesitated an instant. " Your father heard of her, I believe, when he was in town. Have you ?" " Oh ! yes ; she was staying at Annerly two or three months ago, and Susan told me a good deal about her. You know, uncle John was there at the same time ?" " Yes." " And you know more than that ?" "About him? Maybe!" " Oh ! Susan said he was desperately in love with her, but she evidently did not reci- procate the passion ; and, Susan more than 238 Sweethearts and Wives. suspected, had a tendresse elsewhere. There used to be letters comiug and going, and Agatha was often so uneasy and distraite, that it was clear the thing occupied her very seriously. It seems uncle John was much troubled in mind about this supposed rival, and used to watch Agatha as a cat would a mouse, which disturbed her more and more, so that at last she really seemed quite afraid of him. I should like to know more about it, I confess : there's evidently some mystery ! I don't the least want Agatha for an aunt though, either for her sake or mine. Once she had an ambition to be my stepmother ; thank Heaven for what I've lost and what I've gained !" " Thanks, for the compliment ! And they had no idea at Annerly who the — the other — the favoured suitor was ?" " Not the least. Once or twice Susan Sweethearts and Wives, 239 rather sought to get Agatha to speak on the subject ; she thought it might relieve her. But she always kept as wide of it as possible, so Susan let her alone." " And where is Agatha now, do you know?" " Staying with the Montagues at Har- leigh. She's not to return to town till after Christmas," " Oh !" thought Ivy, " to that, then, we may, I suppose, attribute Robert's consenting to remain over Christmas here." There was a pause, and Horatia took up the drawing again. " How pretty, how charming this is," she said, dwelling on it smilingly. " I'm sure one could be happy in such a cottage as that oneself." " Who is * one' and ' oneself?' You, Ho- ratia Temple, for example ?" 240 Sweethearts and Wives. " Yes, why not ? If I were married to a poor man I was very fond of, I'm sure I could perfectly live in such a cottage as that ! Ah ! you may laugh, but I'm certain of it. Why, you said just now you hoped never to have a worse home." "Oh! yes, but you and I! that's quite a different matter. I was not born or bred a peer's daughter, and I never expected to be a peer's wife. I've been used to a training and mode of life that would seem utter hardship and wretchedness to you. " Besides, even if you married a poor man, you would have enough to procure rather a different house to that. My poor Horatia ! how little you know of the realities of life." " If I married a poor man," Horatia said, reflectively, and half to herself, " I wonder how much I should have of my own ! Do you know. Ivy ?" Sweethearts and Wives. 241 " No, I don't, really. Why, have you the iDtention of bestowing your hand and fortune on some fair youth with nothing to give in exchange but a loving heart and the charms of his person ?" " Nonsense, Ivy !" Horatia said, pettishly. " Oh! dear, dear ! I am so tired !" " Tired, my dear child ! In the name of goodness, of what ?" " Of the world, of life, of myself — a little of you. You're not nice to-day, somehow !'' '* Am I not ? I'm very sorry. How am I un-nice ?" " You're wise and you laugh at me, and you don't sympathise with me — not a bit !" " Spoilt child, spoilt child !" Ivy said, taking Horatia's chin, and kissing her; "must it be humoured, and petted, and said amen to always?" " Yes, 1 am a spoilt child ! it's quite true ! VOL. I. M S42 Sweethearts and Wives, Here I am, little more than a year younger than you, and see the difference I I don't wonder that people think me nothing better and nothing else ; especially when used to you ! But I can't help it. I do try — I have tried — to he more sensible, and practical, and useful, and active — but it's no use, it's not in me! There, don't let's say any more about it !" And Horatia took up the drawing, holding it between her and Ivy. As she did so, her stepmother became aware that on the back of the plan were two or three slight sketches of female heads. She stooped forward to look at them ; this attracted Horatia's attention, and she turned the paper. In an instant the colour rushed up to her temples, and, without speaking, she laid down the drawing, and walked to the window. Sweethearts and Wives. 243 " Miserable, miserable, hateful weather !" she repeated, after some minutes of silence ; " but one can't stay indoors everyday and all day long. I'll go out for half-an-hour. Good- bye, Ivy." As soon as the door had closed on her, Ivy took up the drawing, and turned to the back of it. One glance was sufficient to discover the original of all the sketches ; for all, though taken in different points of view, represented the one head — the head of Agatha Blake. The discovery in itself, knowing as much as Ivy already knew, Avas of no great im- portance ; but in it was involved another entirely new and unexpected, namely, the fact that Horatia entertained for Robert a sentiment much warmer than the mere in- terest and friendship arising out of their natural relations. M 2 244 Sweethearts and Wives, Nearly all women, all happy wives espe- cially, are match-makers at heart, and Tvy was no exception to the rule. It would never have occurred to her spontaneously to endeavour to promote a match between her brother and her step-daughter ; but now, the thing being suggested by the unmistakable preference of the latter, a crowd of contend- ing feelings, desire, regret, hope, fear, took possession of her mind. Ah ! could such a thing be ? could such an attachment be made to replace this wild fancy, that could lead to nothing but distress and misfortune, turn which way it might? Ivy knew her husband's ideas and cha- racter well enough to be assured that little objection would be made by him to such an alliance. Chivalrously unw^orldly in his no- tions of love and marriage, adopting his wife's family as if it had been his own, con- Sweethearts and Wives, 945 stantly anxious to promote the welfare of all its members, she knew that it was sufficient he should be assured of the reality of an attachment on both sides to give to it his sanction and consent. But, alas ! Ivy had to acknowledge to her- self that the man who had loved Agatha Blake was little likely to turn his thoughts to Horatia. Horatia was but sixteen, not hand- some, though she promised to be at least interesting in appearance, and her natural indolence gave her an air of apathy, helpless- ness, and even duhiess, dreadfully uninterest- ing when compared to the brilliancy of x\gatha. At all events, to attempt to act on her discovery now would. Ivy felt, be worse than useless; so she would- wake, and watch, and bide her time. Meanwhile, however, she was resolved to take advantaa'e of the first occa- 246 Sweethearts and TFives, sion that presented itself, to endeavour to ascertain the real state of affairs between Robert and Agatha. She had not long to wait. While she was thus musing, her brother entered the room, and took the chair Horatia had lately vacated. He looked depressed and dissatis- fied, and replied with an absent and distracted air to the remarks she addressed to him. Presently he took up the drawing which lay on a little table beside him, and began care- lessly looking at it. '' Now or never !" thought Ivy. " Do you know what is on the back of that paper ?" " No," he replied, but she observed a startled look in his eyes as he quickly turned it. "Oh, some scribblings of mine ; I hadn't noticed the paper I took ; give me a bit of Sweethearts and Wives. 247 indiarubber, I'll take them out while I think of it." " Robert, I recognise that face ; I knew it the moment I saw it." "Apres?" " Oh, dear Robert, I know more ; I've heard more on that subject than you have any idea of!" She came, the anxious, earnest look in her eyes increased to its utmost intensity, her cheek flushed, her lips apart, and placed herself on the stool at his feet, taking his hand in both her's, clasping and pressing it convulsively. " Dearest brother ! what do you propose to yourself? How is such an attachment to end ? God knows I do not wish to speak or to think hardly of Agatha, but is she — oh, Robert — is she the woman to be your wife ?" There was a great struggle going on in 248 Sweethearts and Wives, Robert's mind, and for some moments he kept silence. " Tell me all you have heard," he said at last, without looking at her. When she had done so, he seemed relieved. "My dear little Ivy! what a much ado about nothing. And all this formidable edifice erected on the jealous fancies of Mr. Temple ! why, any one might see that the man is not like other men at the best of times; and when he's in love and jealous, what must he be? crazy outright. 'Ivy, this is childish, not like you !" " Robert, Robert, don't be angry with me, dear, but don't try to deceive me. Robert, I saw the beginning of this nearly a year ago ; I have seen, I have felt, ever since, that you were not what you used to be, that some- thing occupied you incessantly and painfully. Dearest boy, formerly you had no secrets Sweethearts and Wives. 249 from your own Ivy. Oh, trust me now ! if I can help you in any way that is wise and right, and for your real happiness, you hiow I will, to the very utmost ; if not, at least I will never betray you, and it may — sometime, if not now — be a comfort to you that I have known your real position, and that you can talk to me freely on this subject." "Ivy, I can't talk to you, to anybody, about this. I've nothing to tell further than that I do love Agatha Blake with all my heart and soul, with a love of which you, my gentle little dove, can have no understand- ing, no conception. " Do you remember that day we first saw her in church ? Well, since that day I have loved her as I tell you. I could not help it if I would, I would not if I could; my reason tells me that it were much happier for both of us if we had never seen each other ; ray M 5 250 Sweethearts and Wives. experience tells me that for one hour of happiness I have known since I loved her, I have had scores of miserable ones. Yet, for all that, I would not forego those hours, I would not blot out the events of this past year for any amount of dull, apathetic^con- tentment that could be afforded me. Don't be shocked, don't be pained, if you can help it. Ivy ; you have provoked this confession, and now I am glad I have made it, because it will show how thoroughly I am in earnest, and how vain it is to preach to me rules of common prudence." '' But, Robert, tell me what do you pro- pose to yourself in pursuing this attachment, and what does she ?" '' Nothing,. Ivy. Matters have taken their own course for a year, and they may continue to do so for any number of future years." Ivy looked down. She was in sad and Sweethearts and Wives, 251 bitter perplexity. What was she to say, what to do, in the face of such reckless- ness? " Do her parents know anything of this ?" " Her parents ? I should think not ! if they did there's nothing, I verily believe, they would stop at to force us asunder. " Her parents ! they'd sell her to the greatest brute and rascal in Christendom, so long as he had a title and money, rather than give her to me or to anybody like me. Remember, Ivy," he said, suddenly checking himself, as if a thought or a fear had struck him, " remember, I speak to you in all confi- dence." She understood him only too well, and her loyal heart revolted at his suspicion. " Robert, you can't think, for an instant, that I would dream of taking advantage of your confession." 252 Sweetliem-ts and Wives. " No, no, darling ; forgive me ! I'm not myself when I think of all this ! oh, Ivy, I am very wretched." He bent down his head, and she wreathed her loving arms round his neck, and Jaid her cheek against it, and soothed him tenderly. " Dear boy, poor, dear, darling boy ! I know you are verj' unhappy, but the knowledge is not new to me ; I have seen it for months, and longed so to talk to you about it, and to comfort you so far as I might, and at least to assure you of my sympathy. Dear boy, is it not better to have spoken to your own Ivy than to keep brooding over all this in your own poor sore heart ?" " Yes, little darling, it is ; but oh. Ivy, don't think hardly of Agatha — all the fault is mine. If you knew what a noble, glorious, splendid creature she is !" . *^I believe she loves you, Robert. That Siveethearts and Wives. 253 will plead hard for her. Poor thing ! she must suffer too." '' God bless you, Ivy ! If anybody could do me good, make me better than I am, it would be you." 254 Sweethearts and Wives. CHAPTER XVII. CONCERNING MARRIAGE UNDER DIFFICULTIES. Ivy and Horatia did not meet again before dinner, and indeed the party had entered the dining-room before the latter made her ap- pearance. Ivy glanced at her secretly, and it seemed to her that her face bore some traces of tears ; but they were not sufficiently appa- rent to attract attention, and indeed she could not be certain of the fact. " Why, where have you been, child, all the afternoon ?" her father inquired, " I wanted Sweethearts and Wives, 255 to take you for a ride, and went to look after you, but you were not forthcoming." " Oh ! I went to walk," Horatia replied. " Not a very common proceeding on your part," Robert said^ with a smile, " especially alone." She looked up at him quickly, with a little resentful air, but which, evidently, was quite lost on him, for he went on : '* Since you've taken to walking, Horatia, I wish you'd come and walk with me some- times; this Ivy is always so engrossed with her lord and master, that there's no get- ting hold of her. It would be a great charity." Horatia's colour rose. Ah ! if he had said so yesterday — before — before she saw the sketch of the cruelly- beautiful face ! but now ! " I never could walk far enough, or fast ^56 S?veet hearts and Wives. enough for jou ; I should only be in your way," she replied, drily. " Oh ! ni walk no further and no faster than you like ; you shall choose your own pace and distance." Could she have been acting on a false impression ? Might not the likeness have been accidental? or, even supposing other- wise, certainly Agatha was beautiful enough to tempt any one with an artistic eye and taste to represent her for the mere sake of that beauty. So Horatia smiled again, and was half happy, and in her poor little head once more rose visions such as for some time past had been gathering there. Ivy sat on thorns. She saw how Horatia was falling back into an error from which she had hoped, at the very moment she her- self had discovered its existence, she had been effectually awakened, and she saw how Sweethearts and Wives. 257 Robert was, quite unconsciously, leading her into it. Yet, what to do ? She could not speak to either without compromising the otherc "Ivy and I are going to-morrow to walk to the site of your model cottage," Horatia said ; *' if you like to escort us there, we shall be very glad." " By all means ; let me know in the morning what time you intend going, that I may arrange accordingly." Next morning the three started for their walk. " It's all very well to call your edifice a model cottage," Robert said, as they neared the spot, " but it would come uncommonly dear to build many cottages on this plan. A fancy cottage you may call it, if you will ; but it is rather too Utopian an ambition in these days to imagine, however desirable 258 Sweetheai'ts and Wives. such a consummation might be, that one can provide any number of such abodes for the poor. Three bed- rooms — one may almost say four, and a regular sitting-room ; one could live in such a place oneself!'" " So Horatia thinks," Ivy said, not without intention ; " she has a fancy to live in such a cottage." " Horatia ! Oh ! I did not think of Ho- ratia being domiciled in such quarters; imagine Wilmot being introduced to the cottage as the future dwelling-place of her mistress. I fancy her face !" " Yes, but I talked of myself, not Wil- mot," Horatia replied. '* I could bear many things that would disgust her mightily. When we Avere abroad two years ago, I quite enjoyed several things that she turned up her nose at, and lamented over in the most piteous fashion. Of course, if one lived Sweethearts and Wives. 259 in a house like that, one wouldn't keep a Wilmot." " And how do you suppose, after having lived so many years dependent on a Wilmot, you would like to do without one ? *' If you must, you must, but I take the question as an affair of liking. Besides, a bit of roughing, or what you would call such, in travel, is one thing ; real roughing, even speaking comparatively, at home is quite an- other, believe me. One could live capitally in such a cottage as a single man, or with a wife such as Ivy, for instance; but it's a mistake, depend upon it, for people, women especially, who have been brought up in a certain mode of life, to be put into another when there is no absolute necessity for it. No poor man should marry a woman — for her sake I mean, and for his own by reflec- tion — if he have not the means to enable her 260 Sweethearts and Wives. to live as she has always been accustomed to do." " I know where you have picked up those maxims, brother mine," thought Ivy ; '' but, true or false, the expression of them comes very ^ propos at present." ''■ That may be a man's view of the case," Horatia said ; " but not a woman's." " All very well to talk so in one's teens ; when you come to be twenty, you'll think otherwise." " That I'm sure I shan't. I'm certain, if I were married to any one I really cared about (and I'd never marry any one else), I shouldn't mind where or how I lived with him. Why, how many women one hears of w^ho have been reduced from wealth and luxury to poverty, and who bear it gal- lantly." " And how many others one never hears of Sweethearts and Wives. 261 who don't ? How can it be expected that a woman, accustomed from her childhood, not only to every material comfort and luxury, but to ease and leisure, and refined society and pursuits, shall, when she marries, content herself with the daily, hourly pressure of poverty, the abandonment of habits that have become to her necessities, the harrassing cares of a penurious household, the unceasing- claims of, perhaps, a yearly increasing family ! Fancy the unending, unrelenting wear and tear of body and mind of such an existence to one not ' to the manner born !' No, Ho- ratia, though you will be far from poor, take my advice, and don't marry a poor man, one whose means, even with your own fortune, cannot suffice to enable you to live in the manner you have been accustomed to. De- pend upon it such marriages, even, rarely answer ; what, then, must marriages be that 262 Sweethearts and Wi IV es. plunge two people into actual poverty, to which one, at least, and that the ' weaker vessel,' is unused ?" Horatia made no reply. She leant against the trunk of a tree beneath which they were standing, and, with downcast eyes, occupied herself with teasing an insect crawling at her feet, by turning it back whichever way it attempted to go, with the point of a switch she held in her hand. " There," Robert said, " that miserable crawling thing is now just in the position I have been describing to you : checked, kept in, hindered, turned back at every step, per- petually condemned to give way to the cir- cumstances and exigences of its situation. Do you think that a happy life?" " I can't argue with you," Horatia replied, " but I don't agree with you a bit more for that. Why, good gracious, if only rich people Sweethearts and TVives. 263 married among themselves, what's to become of the poor ones ?" " Let them — if marry they must — marry among ^^^??2selves." " And so become poorer and poorer. But all these arguments are nonsense, stuff! are they not. Ivy ? I'll not believe the world so worldly that every man and woman in it is, when they care about each other, to begin turning over all these theories of political economy, or whatever you call it, and if they can't settle the question according to the tenets they may hold on such matters, they are to bow and curtsey to each other, and bid farewell for ever and a day ! "You yourself, Robert, you talk so; but if — if you — in short, if you were called upon to o'ive up the — the woman or the theory, you know well enough which you'd choose." Robert looked at her scrutinising ly, and 264 Sweethearts and Wives. their eyes met. Had Horatia spoken with intention and in knowledge, or at random? Did Robert, according to Horatia's phrase, "care about" anybody already, that he gave that suspicious inquiring look? Such were the questions that suggested themselves to the two, filling both with strong unea- siness. It was time, Ivy felt, that she should come to the rescue. " My very dear young friends, while you stand here arguing, I am getting horribly cold, not being sustained by the heat of dis- cussion. Robert, will you explain to Ho- ratia the execution of your plan ? I've been thinking that we might make the garden a wee bit bigger ; suppose we took in that fine horse-ch«snut? it would be a delightful shade in summer, with a seat all round it." " Well. Then you must take account for so Sweethearts and Wives, 265 many extra feet of paling in your estimate, you know." So talking, they got off the difficult subject and trod on safer ground, continuing to dis- cuss the cottage question till they reached home. Letters were lying on the hall table as they entered. Robert's eye instantly per- ceived the address of one ; he took it up, and turning to the door, so that his back was to Ivy and Horatia, he stood on the step and read it. " I must go to town to-morrow," he said, turning round, with as much calm as he could assume, and putting the letter, evi- dently a brief one, in his pocket. " To town ?" both women said, looking up from their respective epistles. "Yes; but only for a couple of days. Business I must attend to." And waiting VOL. I. N ^66 Sweethearts and Wives, no further questioning, he went to his own room. The note was from Agatha. Contrary to her earlier plans, she had found it convenient to come to London for a day or two, and she had written to bid Robert meet her there if possible. Her parents were both out of town for several weeks ; in the house were only herself, her maid, and the old woman who took care of it, so he might go there fearlessly. Neither Ivy nor Horatia made any further comment, and the subject dropped, till at dinner, Robert, with an effort it was hardly possible wholly to conceal, resumed *it, by announcing to Lord Amesbury his projected departure. The latter, warned by Ivy, and sharing her suspicions, but unwilling to give a colour to any that Horatia might possibly have con- Sweethearts and Wives. 267 ceived, replied quietly, and asked his brother- in-law, to his prodigious relief, to execute some trifling commission for him in town. Sitting in the library, which they generally occupied of an evening, when alone, the sound of carriage wheels became audible. " ' Qui vient par ce cherain si tard ?' " Lord Amesbury said. " Can it be your father. Ivy, come to give us a bit of news of some- body borning, dying, or marrying in the parish? No, that's not old Dot's jog-trot. Who can it be ? Eh, Saph, go and bring us word, good girl !" Saph's interest was already excited by the sound. She had woke up from a profound sleep, stretched flat on the rug, and had, as usual, trotted to the window to reconnoitre ; but closed shutters and heavy curtains formed an impediment to close observation in that N 2 268 Sweethearts and Wives, quarter, so she ran to the door, and took long snuffs at the threshold. Meanwhile the carriage drew up, stopped, and a vigorous pull at the bell ensued, fol- lowed by all the sounds of an arrival. One more sniff on Sappho's part, and dropping her ears and tail, she came back and took refuge under Ivy's chair; in a few seconds more the library door opened, and John Temple appeared. "What, you ! how unexpected! why did you not write ?" &c., &c., but no one said God bless you, or a word of welcome. " Oh, I'm well enough !" the new arrival said, in reply to questions concerning his health ; " cold ? yes, I should think so ! it's freezing like the devil — and hungry too ; I've had nothing since breakfast. Here," ringing the bell violently, and calling at the same time to the servants in the hall, " Thomas, Sweethearts and Wives. 269 George, some of you ! get me some dinner. I don't care what, so long as you make haste, and it's hot. Any letters for me ?" We may often have noticed, sitting in a warm room in winter, how the entrance of any one from without brings with it a current of cold air. It seemed, in the present instance, that .the chill John Temple introduced affected the morale as well as the physique of the little party ; for notwithstanding the forced at- tempts of all except Robert, who sat silent and apart, to give an air of cordiality to their reception, it was impossible to keep up mucli appearance, even, of welcome in the face of the abrupt ungraciousness with which every- thing was received ; and it was no slight relief when, dinner being announced, Mr. Temple proceeded to the dining-room to eat it, bidding nobody "bother themselves" to bear him company during the discussion of the 270 Sweethearts and Wives. meal. Even Sappho, when the door was fairly closed on him, and the echo of his quick firm tread had died away, manifested her sense of relief by carefully poking out her cold tremulous nose, and literally, following it cautiously with her head and body, going round to the company, one by one, with her coaxing face and wagging tail, as if to con- gratulate them on so happy a deliverance. But in about half an hour she, then lean- ing against Robert's knee, while he stroked her shining head, pricked up her ears, and was about to make a hasty retreat beneath his chair. " No, Saph, no, my lass, what are you frightened at ? Stay here, nobody will hurt you, old girl, Pll take care of you !" and despite her struggles, he kept her between his knees, where she sat cowering and blink- ing when John Temple once more entered Sweethearts and Wives. 271 the room. He took in Robert and the dog with the same glance. *' Still cumbering the earth?" he mut- tered ; '' if I were free to dispose of all the worthless curs I come across in my peregri- nations, what a happy riddance the world would have !" " Unfortunately even curs sometimes turn and bite ferociously," Robert said, " and one day you might come across an ugly customer that might turn the tables on you." " What time do you start for town to- morrow, Robert?" Lord Amesbury inter- posed. Mr. Temple looked up quickly. " By the eleven o'clock train." "Oh, then, we shall see you at breakfast. And you return ?" " On Thursday or Friday. I shall go down 272 Sweethearts and Wives. before breakfast to see my father, and tell him." In the morning, as Robert went out, he met Mr. Temple coming from the stables ; that gentleman nodded slightly, without taking his hands out of his pockets, and ap- proached to meet him. Robert stopped, and the two men stood face to face. " You are going to town ?" " Yes." " You will see Miss Blake there ?" " Mr. Temple, I have no account to render to you or to anybody as to who I may see in town." " I am answered. Young man, I have no wish or intention to quarrel with you. I don't want to be injured myself, which would in no way advance me, and I don't want to injure you, which would only increase her interest in you, and her dislike to me. Such Sweethearts and Wives, 21 S is the result of my night's reflections on the subject. " But I want you clearly to understand this. I have resolved to pursue my suit to her in spite of every obstacle that may be offered, and I expect to succeed in the end, !N"ow we know on what terms we stand : are you willing to accept them ?" " Oh, quite ; they suit me entirely. But, Mr. Temple, one thing, if you please, we must fully understand. Neither by look, word, nor deed must you seek to provoke me. I am not patient, and though "I don't mean to threaten, I must tell you, it depends on you that external peace is maintained between us, and you are too apt to assume a tone that — well, I will say no more. Good morning ; I am glad we have had this explanation." And Robert raised his hat and passed on. N 5 274 Sweethearts and Wives, Mr. Temple, his hands still in his pockets, stood looking after him. " Plenty of mettle in the young dog ! I try to think I despise him, but I don't and I can't, and she knows it's all humbug when I pretend to do it, and is only just provoked enough by my abusing him to unsheath her claws for a moment, and give me a little dig with them, and then draw them in again, and stroke the place with her velvet paw. What would I give for his youth, and his beauty, and that lithe, light figure of his, and those eyes that it must be next to impossible for any woman to resist. John Temple, it's a desperate game you're playing against such odds, but something assures me you'll win it yet !" Sweethearts and Wives. 275 CHAPTER XVIII. THE BACK DRAWING-ROOM. It was the dusk of a late November eveniDg, when Robert Lane knocked gently at the door of the Blakes' house in Curzon Street. It was quickly opened by Agatha's maid Clemence, who received him with a smile and sign of intelligence he could well have dis- pensed with, but to which, nevertheless, he felt compelled to respond graciously. He had a marked