LITTLE PANSY. VOL. I. LITTLE PANSY BY MRS. EANDOLPH AUTHOR OF "GENTIANELLA," "WILD HYACINTH," "WOOD ANEMONE," "GENISTA," &c., &c. The garden's gem, Heart'sease. Leigh Hu>-t. IN THKEE VOLUISIES. VOL. L LONDON: HURST AND BLACKETT, PUBLISHERS, 13, GREAT MARLBOROUGH STREET. 1881. AU rights reserved. LONDON : PRINTED BY DUNCAN MACDONALD, BLENHEIM HOUSE. BLENHEIM STREET, OXFORD STREET. 1 ,i^ 4 r5 3 y. 1 TO MRS. BOUGHTON KNIGHT THESE PAGES r _>5^ ARE AFFECTIONATELY INSCRIBED. LITTLE PANSY. CHAPTER I. Every man is a debtor to his profession, from the which, as men do of course seek to receive counten- ance and profit, so ought they of duty to endeavour themselves by way of amends to be a help and orna- ment thereunto. Bacon. If you wish success in life, make perseverance your bosom-friend, experience your wise counsellor, caution your elder brother, and hope your guardian genius. Addison. A RNCESTER, the capital of Meadow- -^■^ shire, was a pretty old-fashioned town, with an old grey ruined castle stand- ing on steep red sandstone cliffs overhang- ing the river; and a fine old church, the VOL. I. IJ ^ LITTLE PANSY. tower of which formed a landmark for miles round. The greater part of Meadowshire was rather flat, consisting chiefly of rich mea- dows, wherein the sleek red and white cattle stood knee-deep in luxuriant grass, shaded from summer heats by fine old oaks and limes ; but about Arncester the country was more picturesque and hilly, the cliff on which the castle stood being the end of a spur descending from the hills in Rock- shire, where the river Arne took its rise. It was a deep and rapid stream, and just below the castle it widened out into a small quasi-lske, which much improved the beauty of the landscape. The town stood on a considerably lower level than the castle, but yet a good way above the river. The streets were very steep in some places, and there was but little uniformity among the buildings, though the majority of them were old, and many were of the white plaster with black LITTLE PANSY. 6 beams well known to those acquainted with some parts of Cheshire and Sfiropshire ; while others were of rich red sandstone, carved, over doors and windows, with the arms of the old county famiUes, whose town-houses they had been in the long- past days when a season in London was unattainable to, and never thought of by, the country gentry; and when the two or three months spent in Arncester were con- sidered as great dissipation as are tho superior attractions of the Metropolis at the present day. Side by side with these venerable man- sions, which gave a somewhat aristocratic air to the town, despite the heterogenous lower uses to which they had now fallen, were of course many newer erections, some of grey stone like the castle, but the ma- jority of red brick, which looked very coarse and mean when contrasted with the old weather-stained sandstone. From the castle a fine view was obtained r2 4 LITTLE- PANSY. over Meadowshire and the sinuous course of the Arne ; in one direction the windings of the river could be followed for many miles, as it twisted and curved through woods and meadows ; in the other it could be seen emerging from a wooded valley about two miles off, and eddying among rocks and tiny green islets before it reach- ed the lakelet under the castle hill. On the other side of the river stretched the fine oak and beech woods of Kelmorton Hall, the grey Elizabethan gables of which were visible on a slight eminence in the distance. No smoke was to be seen rising from its twisted chimneys, for its owner, Lord Kelmore, preferred another residence in the north, and had not visited Meadow- shire for more than ten years. Among the principal buildings of Arn- cester the inhabitants counted the church, a beautiful structure of red sandstone, standing on the top of a hill but little in- ferior in height to that on which stood the LITTLE TANSY. 5 castle, in the centre of a churchyard, the beautification of which was very dear to the rector s, Mr. Mordan's, heart ; and cer- tainly there were few in the county that could vie with it either in neatness or in profusion of flowering plants and shrubs : the Town Hall, one of the finest speci- mens of the old black and white edifices, which had recently been most carefully and judiciously restored ; and last, though by no means least, the Bank, which many of the worthy but unsesthetic townsfolk con- sidered in their secret hearts to be by far the handsomest building in the town, and which was of bright red brick with white stone dressings, a profusion of plate-glass, and a general air, in the quiet High Street, oF painful newness and incongruity. It stood at one corner of the market-place, almost opposite the Town Hall, and more than one member of the Corporation had been heard to say that the money spent in restoration of that " tumbledown old barn " b LITTLE PANSy. would have been better expended in as- similating its appearance as nearly as pos- sible to that of the Bank. The market-place had once been the fashionable quarter of Arncester, and most of the old houses that had belonged to the county families were situated there, and had spacious gardens at the back, with here and there a fine old cedar and tulip-tree ; but the modern aristocracy of the town, the lawyers, the families who lived in the town for the sake of the Grammar School education, the wives of the officers of the small detachment quartered there, the re- tired tradesmen and others, affected to find the annoyance of the bi-weeklj* market too great, and had decreed that the fashion- able quarter should be Arne Street, which was quite on the other side of the town ; where the situation was much lower, where there was no view, and where the houses had no gardens. The fine old houses, with their broad, shallow oak staircases and LITTLE PANSY. 7 panelled rooms, were converted into offices, some one or two even into shops : tlie gardens were either allowed to run wild or leased to a market-gardener, and the mem- bers of Arncester society, when they left their offices, returned home to the superior delights of Arne Street ; where each house was as like its fellour as if run out of a mould, where the walls were sufficiently thin to allow the enjoyment of the sound of a neighbour's piano, and where the front view was of the opposite side of the street, and the back one of a small flagged yard leading to the stables. That those interested in either the barracks or the Grammar School should select it as a residence was comprehensible enough, for it was within a few minutes' walk of both ; but that those to whom such vicinity was no object should willingly locate them- selves in one of the least agreeable quar- ters of the town, could only be accounted for by the mysterious fact that "it was 8 LITTLE PANSY. the fasliion," a reason that had fully as much force in Arncester as in Belgravia. Only two members of " Society " in Arncester continued to live in the market- place. Those were the rector, the Eever- end Alured Mordan, and the banker, George Deveron. The former had hardly a choice, for the rectory had from time immemorial been one of the old red houses so despised by the modern residents, and, beinor a man of much culture and excellent taste, he fully appreciated the advantages of the position. His wife quite agreed with him, and was very thankful for the larofe orarden, where the children could play in safety during the day, and where in the summer evenings she and her hus- band could sit in quiet and enjoy the lovely view, as free from sigfht or sound of the town as if they were in the remotest country parsonage, and yet with the know- ledge that he was in the heart of the work in which the whole energy of his nature LITTLE PANSY. 9 was engaged. Arncester was a large parish, and Mr. Mordan kept three curates, but he did not consider that any reason why he should not be personally acquainted with every one of his parish- ioners, and supervise the proceedings of his subordinates. He was much "thought of," as the phrase was in Arncester : partly, let us hope, for his high views, his chari- table and earnest disposition, and his pure and self-denying life ; but also, and proba- bly by the majority, because he was a member of one of the oldest county fami- lies, and had married the daughter of another. '' The county " was an object of almost servile worship in Arncester : Meadow- shire was a very exclusive county, and there were very few of the town aristo- cracy who were on visiting terms with the county people, though it certainly was not from any want of endeavour on their part. The advent of Mr. and Mrs. Mordan, some 10 LITTLE PANSY. three years before the commencement of this narrative, had been hailed with much enthusiasm as a probable means of coming in contact with the longed-for magnates. " The Mordans must entertain ; they would of course have their relations staying with them ; they must ask some of the towns- people to meet them," — in short, it would be the thin end of the wedge, and Arn- cester was excited and jubilant. But it was doomed to disappointment : Mr. and Mrs. Mordan entertained very little indeed, and when they did invite those who had shown them civility, their guests were inexpressibly mortified to find that, with the occasional exception of one of Mr. Mordan's sisters, or of an old maiden aunt of his w^ife's, they never met any of " the county," though they fre- quently encountered couples living in the town, whom they did not consider worthy of the honour of admittance into the Arne Street '^ set." They did not comprehend LITTLE PANSY. 11 that Mr. Mordan preferred to spend the modest sum which the education of his children and the duties of his position allowed him to devote to entertainment, rather on those who liad few pleasures, and to whom an evening spent at the rec- tory and a meeting with Arncester society were a great event, than on the great land-owners, who could have what amuse- ments they pleased, and to whom a dinner- party more or less was naturally a matter of the most perfect indifference. Perhaps no one was more indignant at the failure of the hopes which Arncester had considered itself justified in forming"^ on the new rector s advent than the wife of the other dweller in the market-place, the banker, George Deveron. It was an extremely sore grievance to Mrs. Deveron that her husband insisted on continuing to live in the old house in the market- place, on the plea of its convenient con- tiguity to his business, while her heart 12 LITTLE PANSY. yearned for the greater gentility of a resi- dence in the fashionable quarter of the town. But above all things she longed to be distinguished beyond other Arncester folk by acceptance by the county, and re- sented bitterly the failure of the hopes which she had founded on the Mordans. Mr. Deveron's position in Arncester was a high one. His great-grandfather had been one of the traditional boys who, be- ginning with half a crown and the oflfice of sweeping out the Arncester Bank, had successively progressed to a clerkship, marriage with his master's daughter, re- ception into partnership, and finally the sole proprietorship of the business. His grandfather and his father had improved and consolidated the connection ; had mar- ried, the former the daughter of a banker at Shrewsbury, the latter the daughter of a small farmer, and had never aspired to society other than that of the townsfolk. George Deveron himself had no social LITTLE PANSY. 1^ ambition ; he had been educated at the Grammar School, had learnt his business under his father's eye, and was well con- tented to remain in the groove that had suited that father before him. The Bank was a sound and most lucrative concern, as it behoved a business to be that never lacked the supervision of the watchful master's eye, and Mr. Deveron's name and character were known and respected far and wide in Meadowshire and the adjoin- ing counties. He was, of course, known to all the gentlemen in the county, and his wife often told him, not without bitter- ness, that any other man in his position would have long ago contrived that his family should share the advantages which he enjoyed. It was a downright insult to her, she averred, that he should be asked to shoot, and afterwards to dine and sleep, at Daleford, when Mrs. Delmar had never condescended to call upon her ; yet she would not hear of his refusing the invita- 14 LITTLE PANSY. tiou, as he at once offered to do. It was the last thino^ she wished that he should sever his connection with the county ; it would annihilate her own chance of ever settin^^ foot within the charmed circle. Mrs. Deveron had been Miss Matilda Morris, the daughter of an attorney at Birmingham, whom Mr. Deveron had en- countered when sent to that town by his father on business. She was by nature a somewhat vulgar- minded woman, and her defects had been heightened at the board- ing-school where she had been sent to ac- quire accomplishments, and to learn to be '' genteel." At the time that George Deveron first saw her, she was very handsome, in a somewhat common and vulgar style, in- tensely bright colouring, with very black hair and eyes, but her chief beauty lay in a really magnificent figure. As she grew older, her charms ripened too much ; she grew very large, and the complexion which LITTLE PANSY. 15 had once been likened to lilies and roses more nearly resembled a full-blown peony. Nor did her miod grow more refined. She would have liked to take advantage of her husband's wealth, and make a display that he would by no means sanction ; she fretted under his quiet decree that nothiug* was to be done to make it seem that they wished to ascend from the respectable middle class to which they of right be- longed, and remarked peevishly that he could very well afford to buy an estate, and to take his place among the landed gentry. To all such suggestions George Deveron turned a deaf ear, going on in the even tenor of his way, attending diligently to his business, and taking an occasional day's holiday in the hunting-field, or when asked to shoot with some neighbour. He was a man much liked by all who knew him for his unobtrusive manners and shrewd good sense, and it was quite true. 16 LITTLE PANSY. as his wife often said, that, if he had chosen to make a point of it, she would have been received in many houses where he visited alone. But he was a proud man in his own way, and disdained to be beholden to a hint of his own for an invi- tation for his wife : everyone knew of her existence, and was at liberty to call on her if it was wished ; it was certainly not for him to make the first move. And so ladies who saw Mrs. Deveron's coarse beauty occasionally at meets of the Hounds, or on other public occasions, and heard the harsh tones of her somewhat loud voice, agreed that, as Mr. Deveron never said anything on the subject, it was clear she did not wish to visit, and absolved them- selves from what they cousidered would be the unwelcome duty of calling on her. Four children were the issue of this union : two sons and two daughters. With much reluctance, Mr. Deveron had deferred to his wife's wishes in respect to LITTLE PAXSi'. 17 Lis sons' education. His wish was that they should have been educated, as he himself had been, at the Grammar School, and should, as soon as possible, have taken their places in the Bank; hers that they should be sent to Eton " to make friends," and then both enter the Army. To Eton Mr. Deveron would not consent, but he finally agreed to Rugby, which, though far from satisfying his wife, was yet in her eyes infinitely preferable to the alternative of the Arncester Grammar School. The idea of sending both sons into the Army was most repugnant to Mr. Deve- ron ; but at length, exhausted by his wife's importunities, he promised her that the lads should be left perfectly free to choose their own career in life, and that he would neither do nor say anything to influence them, if she on her part would also abstain from doing so. Mrs. Deveron promised readily, and had every intention of keep- ing her word, but it was impossible for her VOL. I. C 18 LITTLE PANSY. not, almost unconsciously, to show the children in what different estimation she held any of the townsfolk, and such officers as were attached to the small cavalry de- tachment. It was clear that she considered them as of a different race, and, as she always remarked, they were invited to country houses, while Arncester people were not. Her observations had no effect on her eldest boy, Arthur, who was very like his father both in looks and in disposition. Prom a little boy he always announced that " he meant to stick to the Bank ;" and, at eighteen, he told his father that he had never changed his mind, and should like to learn his work thoroughly, and as soon as possible. His decision was a real joy to Mr. Deveron, who was both fond and proud of the old established business that had been so long in his family, and which it would have been a sore grief to him to know must pass into other hands ; but it LITTLE PANSY. 19 was a great disappointment to his mother, who had fondly hoped that her boys would disdain any connection with business. She expressed something of her feeling to Arthur when he annoanced his decision, but it was plain that his mind was quite made up, and he told her at once that ife was the only life he had a fancy for, and that he thought his father seemed pleased. Hubert, the second son, who was a year younger than his brother, was equally clear in his wishes, and announced them quite as early. Almost before he could speak plainly he had determined to be a cavalry officer, and his fancy never wavered. Of all her children he was his mother's favour- ite, and was the most like her both in appearance and character. Different as they were in appearance, both boys were very good-looking ; Arthur was tall and broad-shouldered, with a frank, open face, curling fair hair, and laughing blue eyes. He was quiet, steadfast, c'2 20 LITTLE PANSY. and particularly sweet-tempered, perfectly straightforward, and inclined to be in- tolerant of any humbug or affectation. Hubert had his mother's clear bright colouring, and dark eyes and hair, and in- herited also her longing for a higher social position than that assigned her by Provi- dence. He longed to be one of the gay officers of a cavalry regiment, and to re- ceive the admiration he saw lavished on those quartered in Arncester. Vanity and love of praise were the chief motive powers in his character ; his temper, though gener- ous, was passionate, and he was quite in- capable of ever seeing more than one side of a question, and that the one most satis- factory to himself. The two girls, who were both younger than their brothers, were as different from each other as were the boys. With them, too, their mother's wishes as to education had. been allowed to prevail, and when Sophronia was twelve and Julia nearly LITTLE PANSY. 21 eleveo, they bad been sent to a highly fashionable school at Brighton, having been previously instructed by a governess at home. Sophronia, the eldest, was the only plain member of the family, and her want of good looks was a great sorrow and griev- ance to Mrs. Deveron. She was neither tall nor short, neither dark nor fair, her complexion was muddy, and her eyes of a pale watery blue. As Mrs. Deveron said disparagingly, " She really had not a good point either in face or figure." Sophronia was quit^ aware of her own defects, which had been freely pointed out to her both at home and at school, and she had decided on the role which it would be ^ith a larger amount of crape than she would have deemed necessary had her sister-in- law not been a Marquise, and consequently a pleasant subject of conversation. She wished her niece had been left quietly in Trance, but it could not be helped, as she told the girls, and so had better be made the best of. After all, it would not inter- fere with their going out at present, and, before Pansy's mourning allowed of her going into society, perhaps one of them might be married. It was into this household, inclined to receive her as an inmate to be endured rather than enthusiastically welcomed, that Pansy made her entry at the end of her long day's journey. Her uncle did not seem to think much introduction necessary. He kissed his wife and daughters, and then, saying, " Here is Pansy. Pansy, my dear, here are your aunt and cousins," asked if his letters were LITTLE PANSr. 121 in the study, and went off immediately in search of them. Perhaps it is hardly correct to say that Pans}^ was shy, but she had seen very few strangers in her life, and felt very strange and out of place. She longed for some one to take her in her arms aud kiss her, as her mother or Bonne Maman w^ould have done, and her heart swelled, and the tears rose in her eyes, when she was received much as if she had come to pay a morning visit. To do Mrs. Deveron and her daughters justice, they did not mean to be unkind or inhospitable ; they were only stiff and uncomfortable, and hardly knew what to say to their new inmate. They were all relieved to find that she spoke perfect English, and were quite satisfied that her personal appearance would in no way inter- fere with the girls' prospects. Pansy's slender, high-bred look was entirely thrown away upon them, their canons of beauty being of an infinitely larger and more 122 LITTLE PANSY. florid type. They felt quite at a loss wHat to say to bcr, and it was a relief when Mrs. Deveron took her upstairs, and told her dinner would be ready in half an hour. 123 CHAPTER VI. It is success that colours all in life : Success makes fools admired, makes villains honest. All the proud virtue of this vaunting world Fawns on success and power, howe'er acquired. Thomson. ''' A NNETTE," said Mr. Delmar, coming -^^ into the drawino^-room at Daleford one very cold evening in January, on bis return from hunting, *' do you remember that young Marquis and Marquise de la Rochecaillou that we met once at Horn- burg ?" '* Eemember them ! Why, yes, Henry, I should think so ! Don't you remember how kind she was in lending me her little girl's nurse, when Edith was so ill and we 124 LITTLE PANSY. €Ould get no one ? But what makes you think of them now ?" "Because I never knew till to-day that Madame de la E;Ochecaillou was a sister of Deveron, the banker in Arncester — you know she was English." " Yes. How strange it is how very small the world is ! IIow came you to hear it ? I should be 2:lad to see her again. " You will never be able to do that, she died last September. Her husband, it seems, was killed in the Franco-German war, at Gravelotte, I think. The way I came to hear of it was that I asked who an interesting-looking girl in deep mourn- inor was, who was with Mrs. Deveron at the meet to-day, and I heard it was Made- moiselle de la Eochecaillou, who, it seems, is to live with her uncle. You said you would like to have seen Madame de la Rochecaillou again — couldn't we do some- thing kind to her child ?" LITTLE PANSY. 125 Mrs. Delmar hesitated ; she saw at once, which her husband did not, that no civility could be offered to Mademoiselle de la Eochecaillou while she resided under her uncle's roof, without including that uncle's wife and daughters. She had, as she re- flected, no reason against knowing Mrs. Deveron, except that it was somehow the custom of the county only to recognise the banker himself; but Mrs. Delmar was quite independent-spirited enough, and of sufficient importance in the county, to have no fears of compromising her position. Still it was a new idea, and she said — " I suppose you don't remember that if I call on the girl I must also call on Mrs. Deveron. What do you say? I have really no objection, and I should like to do something for the daughter of the woman who was so sympathising and help- ful to me. But you must realise where it leads us." " Well, really, Annette, if as you say 326 LITTLE PANSY. j-ou have no objection, I don't see why you shouldn't do it; I believe she is a very worthy sort of woman, and it will do us no harm. Deveron is a very good fellow, and I daresay it will please him. He has rather a pretty daughter out now, who was riding to-day, and went well. Then you will call ?" ** I think it would be rather awkward to call suddenly, having omitted to do so all these years. The Deverons are sure to be at the Hunt Ball next week, and I will make Mrs. Vernon introduce me, and say something civil about Mademoiselle de la Rochecaillou." " Yes, and then you can look at her first and see what you think of her." " Hardly likely that she will be there if her mother only died in September." ** Ah ! I daresay you are right. Well, it is time for me to go and dress." More than three months had elapsed since Pansy's arrival beneath her uncle's LITTLE PANSY. 127 roof, and she had grown quite used to the routine of the family, different as it was from anything to which she was accus- tomed. The last seven years of her life had been passed entirely in a fine old chateau, with well-kept formal gardens, in which she wandered at will; and among peasants with almost all of whom she was familiar. She was accustomed to going, either with her mother, or, after Madame de la Eochecaillou's health began to fail, by herself, to all the cottages, and to being regarded as a sort of good fairy when she brought a shawl which Bonne Maman had knitted for one old woman, or a pair of stockings for another, or a little frock made by herself, under her mother's direc- tion, for one of the children. She had known them all so well, and been so adored by them, as cette petite ange Made- moiselle Pensee, that she greatly missed the constant interest and occupation. It seemed a strange confinement to live in a 128 LITTLE PA^SY. town, and the garden, charming as it was, seemed very restricted after the handsome grounds of La E;Ochecaillou. The winter set in early, and with con- siderable severity; and, before it did so, Pansy was hardly sufficiently accustomed to her surroundings to find out any of the pretty spots which abounded in the neigh- bourhood. Her cousins abhorred a country walk ; their only idea of pleasiire in exer- cise was the people whom they might meet, and the monotonous length of Arne Street was far more fascinating to them than the most beautiful lane or river walk. When Pansy went out with them, they always scrupulously introduced anyone they met to her, but then proceeded en- tirely to monopolise the stranger's atten- tion ; and when Pansy listened to the conversation, it had little interest for her, consisting, as it did, of jokes and pieces of chaff, comprehensible only to the initiated. Both her mother and grandmother were LITTLE PANSY. 129 very cultivated and well-read women, for Clare, always intellectually inclined, had read immensely after her marriage. Pansy was exceptionally well educated, and had read more than most girls of her age, and she found a great contrast between the talk about books and the thoughts which they suggested to which she had been ac- customed, and the trashy chit-chat which seemed to be her cousins' only idea of con- versation. Sometimes some utterance of Sophronia*s would give her a hope of some interesting conversation, and she would endeavour to pursue the subject, but al- ways found her wishes evaded. She had not the experience and knowledge of the world requisite to enlighten her as to the reason why her cousin so abruptly changed the subject. Really, Sophronia was afraid of being drawn beyond her depth, and perhaps proved to be fallible ; but Pansy, who was very diffident, imagined that her cousin was far too clever to be troubled VOL. I. K 130 LITTLE PANSY. by discussing the subject witb anyone so ignorant as herself, and only wished that she knew more, so as to be more compan- ionable. When all her possessions were sent to her from La Rochecaillou, her cousins were amazed at her large library. "Whatever did you trouble to bring all those books for?" said Mrs. Deveron. *' There's a capital circulating library in the town in connection with Mudie, and you could get anything you want." •'But these are my own pet books," said Pansy, " all given me by mamma and Bonne Maman ; ifc would be like being without friends. Indeed I will keep them all quite tidily in my own room." They were all good standard works — Racine and Corneille, Tasso, Dante, Moliere, Metastasio, Shakespeare, and all the best English poets. Madame de la Rochecail- lou had been devoted to poetry, and her daughter had been accustomed to read to LITTLE PANSY. 131 her a great deal, and to have her taste formed by afterwards discussing the beau- ties of what she had read. There were books of history, travels, and essays as well, all bearing marks of diligent use, and very unlike the works selected by Mrs. Deveron from the Arncester Library. She and Julia read nothing but the lightest fiction : Sophronia was fond of ordering books with appalling scientific titles ; these she skimmed occasionally, taking notes of the longest and hardest words, but they generally lay ostentatiously on the table, where they could not fail to be seen by visitors. None of Pansv's books were familiar to either of the sisters ; all they knew of the standard literature of their own or any other country being the ex- tracts which they had been required to learn at school, and which had not awaken- ed in them the slightest desire to know more of their authors. In the four months she had spent at k2 132 LITTLE PANSY. Arncester, Pansy bad settled down into her place in the household. She had none of the trials to endure which she had half anticipated from her mother's warnings ; her aunt was very kind to her, and her cousins, though not congenial, were always amiable to her. There was really nothing to bear, except the want of companionship, which she felt bitterly — the absence of anyone to whom she could talk, either of the books she read, or of her own thoughts and fancies. Like most girls who have been brought up without young compan- ions, Pansy was very imaginative, her own thoughts and visions having stood to her in lieu of playfellows. Her mother had always encouraged her to talk to her of her day-dreams, and she missed terribly the power of talking openly of all her thouorhts and feeliuo^s. Once or twice when she had imparted some of her fancies to Julia, her cousin had laughed and said, " How odd !" and LITTLE PANSY. 133 what was worse had referred to " Pansy's whims " before the others, and had ''chaff- ed " her about them. It was all very good- humoured and not at all unkindly meant, but Pansy was extremely sensitive, and shrank from being laughed at, even more than young girls in general. Her uncle was always kind, but she saw very little of him, and it never seemed to be thought of, even by his own daughters, to talk to him of their thoughts and feelings. Conversa- tion always turned on what had been done and what had been seen during the day, or any anticipated gaiety in the town. Of course at first Pansy's deep mourning rendered it impossible that she should share in any of the gaieties that took place, and for the first three months she was allowed to dine upstairs whenever there was a dinner-party at home ; but at the expiration of that time her aunt decreed that she was not to " mope " any longer, and insisted that she should appear 13 i LITTLE PANSY. at home, even though she did not go out. The one dinner-parfcy that had since been given in the market-place had therefore been graced by her presence, and to her had not seemed a very amusing entertain- ment. She was at a complete loss to understand why both her cousins, on the departure of the guests, seemed annoyed and put out. She had no conception that the reason why they had hitherto got on so well was that she, having seen no one, had been unable to interfere with any of their friends. Julia, herself a born flirt, and always desirous of attracting anyone who seemed to be paying attention to one of her friends, was excessively jealous of any interference with anyone whom she herself liked, and young Mr. Vernon had evinced a most unwelcome admiration of Pansy's singing of two little French songs. Pansy had no pretension to be a great performer, but she had a very sweet though not powerful voice, and as she had LITTLE PANSY. 135 never learnt the art of refusing to do what she was asked in order to make her compliance on entreaty a greater favour, she had sat down as soon as she was requested and sung two little peasant chansons, which, being quite a novelty and sung by a stranger, had created a sensation which Julia's better-known songs had failed to do. Mr. Harry Yernon had been specially enthusiastic, and had hung about her during the rest of the evening, in a way that had greatly roused Julia's wrath. Sophronia had been offended in another way. A discussion had arisen as to the source of a line which Mr. Musgrave had quoted. *' Although the day be never so long, At length it ringeth to evensong." He said himself that he did not know whence it came, and two or three sugges- tions had been made, when he appealed to Sophronia as certain to know. Such au 136 LITTLE PANSY. appeal was never made in vain, and slie answered at once and without hesitation that Whittier was the author. No one knew better, and very few liked to acknowledge their ignorance of the very name of the American poet. But Pansy, who sat on the other side of Mr. Musgrave, said to him quietly, when the conversation had been resumed, " I think Sophronia has confused the line you quoted with another — it is not by Whittier, but in an old poem by Stephen Hawes — ^ Passe Tyme of Pleasure.' " If Mr. Musgrave had been wise he would have kept the information to him- self, but, like Pansy, he was innocently unconscious that Sophronia's claims to uni- versal information were quite imaginary, and coDceived that she would be only too glad to have her mistake corrected ; he therefore proceeded to impart to her what Pansy had just said. Unfortunately, there was at that moment a pause in the conver- LITTLE PANSY. 137 sation, several persons heard the commu- nication, and Arthur exclaimed, " So, Soph, you're not always right, after all !" Sophronia was very angry, but Pansy, who happened to be talking to her neigh- bour, did not hear what passed, and never connected her observation to Mr. Musgrave with Sophronia*s evident ill-temper after the departure of the guests. She had yet to learn that much of her cousins' amia- bility was owing to her never yet having crossed their path. When she did so, no matter how unconsciously, she would find that selfish and frivolous natures were capable of a good deal of petty spiteful- ness, which, though she hardly understood its cause, would considerably mar her comfort. Her Cousin Arthur was the one of the family whom she liked the best ; he was honest and straightforward, far more refined than his sisters, whose flirting and somewhat underbred manners he greatly J 38 LITTLE PANSY. disliked ; and, though by no means well- read himself, yet quite capable of appreci- ating culture in others. He had a very high ideal standard of what women should be, which must certainly have been evolved out of his inner consciousness, for it could not have been founded on any of the young ladies in Arncester ; and Mrs. Mor- dan, who most nearly approached his views, yet did not quite fulfil them. Pansy's gentleness and extreme courtesy charmed him ; she always seemed anxious to smooth over anything disagreeable, and to say what was pleasant if it was possible ; if it was not, she carefully'- kept silence. He contrasted her with his sisters, who were both addicted to sharp speeches which they believed to be clever, and to reminding people of what they wished particularl}^ to forget, by way of '' fun and chaff;" and Pansy's virtues rose in his estimation by the comparison. He was the only one of the household who thought LITTLE PANSY. 139 her pretty ; his mother, herself a large womaD, exclaimed in amazement at his finding any beauty in '' such a scrap of a child." Julia, whose complexion was love- ly, wondered at his admiring anyone " as brown as a berry;" and Sophronia '' could not admire a face where there was no sign of intellect." After bis first expression of opinion, Arthur was wise enough to keep his own counsel, but, perhaps owing to his silence, he thought the more, and by the time Pansy had been with them four months was very far on the way to being seriously in love with her. His companionship was a great comfort to Pansy. He attended very assiduously to business in the Bank, and she did not see a very great deal of him - but he discovered that she was very fond of exercise, and enjoyed country walks amazingly, though she did not care for the promenades up and down High Street and Arne Street that delis^hted his sisters^ 340 LITTLE PANSY. 'From the time when he made this discov- ery, he generally offered to take her for a walk once or twice a week, and in this way she made acquaintance with all the prettiest spots in the neighbourhood. ■Gradually she learnt to talk to her cousin more openly than she had ever done to anyone except her mother, and though of course it was not the same thing, still it was a very great comfort to her. Julia and Sophronia soon began to joke her about Arthur, but, fortunately for her comfort and serenity, she did not in the least understand what they meant. She had been brought up without ever hearing any of the silly vulgar jokes about love and lovers in which under-bred people, and indeed sometimes even those who have not the excuse of being such, so often in- dulge, with the inevitable result of destroy- ing the delicacy of mind of any young people who may hear them. Sophronia and Julia had been joked about their LITTLE PANSY. 141 lovers, real or imaginary, by tlieir mother and her friends, ever since their first child's party; as a natural consequence lovers were always in their minds, pretty well to the exclusion of love itself. There was no mystery, no delicate reserve in their thoughts of the great passion, they had a trick of regarding every man who spoke to them civilly as a lover, and were rather mortified if they were not '' chaffed " about him by their friends. Pansy, on the contrary, had heard no- thing of love but what she had read in books, and when she thought of it at all, which was very seldom, for her mind was still singularly childlike, it was as a sacred mystery which made her heart beat and her cheeks burn. When she heard her cousins and their young friends laughing at each other about different gentlemen, it never occurred to her that there was any love in the matter ; it sounded very strange, and it somehow jarred her, but she never 142 LITTLE PANSY. connected it Tritli love or marriage. Arthur saw that she was quite unconscious, and refrained from speaking to his sisters so sharply as he otherwise might have done, lest their answers should enlio^hten her. The drive to the meet with her aunt had been a great pleasure to Pansy, who had never seen anything like it before. The hounds had met at Arthington Common, a tract of oforse and heath some six miles from Arncester; the meet was under a clump of splendid oaks at one end of the <;ommon, which aiforded a certain amount of shelter for the spectators, and from which there was a view over the heath up the Valley of the Arne, with the castle and <5hurch of Arncester in the middle distance, and the hills of Eockshire closing in the view. There was a bright sun and a large field, the red coats showing well on the dark heath, and altogether it was a bright spectacle that gave Pansy infinite pleasure. She did not in the least envy Julia, who, LITTLE PANSY. 143 mounted on a pretty chestnut, was receiv- ing much attention from Mr. Harry Vernon and one or two others, and who, despite her father's directions that she was to keep close to him, had every intention of distinguishing herself by going straight. Pansy had heard enough to make her aware that the " county people " did not call on her aunt, and that the latter was very anxious that they should do so. She knew nothing of English life, and did not in the least understand all that was im- plied, but she could not help wondering why her aunt should wish to be visited by anyone who apparently did not wish to know her. The Hunt Ball gave rise to an immense amount of conversation ; it was always a great event in Arncester, for all the houses in the neighbourhood were filled for it, and the townsfolk liked to see the smart London people who came down to stay with their friends for the occasion. But 144 LITTLE PANSY. this year there was a drawback to the perfect felicity of the occasion in the fact that one of the great ladies of the county, Lady Peveril, of Stanmore, was going to give a ball two nights after, and to this the Deverons were not invited, with the exception of Arthur, who had been at Rugby with young Sir Julian, Lady Peve- ril's son. His being asked made his sisters even more unhappy at their exclusion. It really seemed too hard, Julia said, with tears in her eyes, that he, who cared so little for gaiety, should have such a treat, and that they, who would give anything to go, should be omitted. He might ask Sir Julian. ''No, that I certainly neither can nor will do," said Arthur, decidedly : ^' but I'll tell you what, Julia, if I possibly can, I'll introduce Peveril to you at the Hunt Ball." Pansy saw her aunt and cousins attired in all their finery before she went to bed, and thought Julia looked excessively LITTLE PANSY. 145 pretty — sbe was tlie sort of girl who almost always looked her best in a ball-room. A sort of wish that she were going too, cross- ed Pansy's mind : it seemed as if it would be so pleasant to see the lights, and hear the music, and feel herself flying round in a valse. It pleased her to hear Arthur say, "I wish to goodness you were coming with us, Pansy !" though she felt almost shocked at herself for wishing such a thing. Had she forgotten poor mamma so soon ? The next morning Pansy, her uncle and Arthur, breakfasted alone. Arthur testified that the ball had been capital, that they had all enjoyed themselves ex- cessively, and that his mother had been much pleased by Mrs. Delmar asking to be introduced to her. *' She knew something of you, Pansy, that was the reason," he said. *' Of me !" said Pansy, looking up in surprise : *' how can that be ?" VOL. I. L 146 LITTLE PAI5SY. " I don't know, but mother said some- thing about it ; yes, I'm sure it was for you that she wished to make the aquaintance." "I never heard of such a person," said Pansy ; '' at least I have heard Aunt Ma- tilda mention the name, that is all." But when Mrs. Deveron and the girls made their appearance, the matter was explained ; and Pansy found that, owing to no act of her own, she was in the high- est favour. It was owing to her that Mrs. Delmar of Daleford, one of the most exclusive of the Meadowshire ladies, had asked to be introduced to Mrs. Deveron, and had intimated her intention of calling. This in itself, before the eyes of assembled Arncester, was much, but there was even more to come. Arthur had fulfilled his promise of introducing Sir Julian Peveril to Julia, and that young man being rather impressible, and easily smitten by a pretty face, had paid her a great deal of attention. He had asked her to dance with him at his LITTLE PANSY. 147 mother's ball, and on hearing that they had not the pleasure of knowing Lady Peveril, and were not invited, he had said something about seeing about that. Short- ly after they had seen him go to his mother and say something, which, by her look, was evidently about them. When, a little after, Mrs. Del mar had been introduced and was talking to Mrs. Deveron, Lady Peveril had joined the group, had asked her to present her to Mrs. Deveron, and had said some gracious words about hoping to see her and her daughters at her ball, intimating that a card should be sent. " And I don't believe she'd have asked us if she hadn't seen us talking to Mrs. Delmar !" cried Julia ;" she didn't look a bit like it when Sir Julian went to her; so you see, Pansy, we owe it all to you :" and she gave her cousin a hug that nearly took away her breath. " It's a good beginning, the two best l2 148 LITTLE PANSY. houses in the county," said Mrs. Deveron^ with infinite satisfaction ; " but come, girls, we have no time to lose, if you are to have new dresses for Stanmore. Come along to Miss Dent's and let us see what we can do in the time," and the three ladies bustled away to the dressmakers with their hearts full of the utmost satisfaction. 149 CHAPTER VII. That incessant envy wherewith the common rate of mankind pursues all superior natures to their own. Swift. Envy will merit as its shade pursue, But, like a shadow, proves the substance true. Essay on Criticism — Pope. ^'TTTILL you come out for a walk, * * Pansy?" said Arthur, coming into the drawing-room rather late in the afternoon after Lady Peveril's ball. " What, now ?" exclaimed Julia, as Pansy rose. " Why, you'll be benighted !" " There's plenty of time for a turn if Pansy likes," said Arthur, as his cousin left the room. " She looked very pale this morning, but I couldn't get away sooner. 150 LITTLE PANSY. Why, Pansy, you are quick !" as she looked in, ready equipped. They walked quickly along the frosty road tkat led by the shortest route into the country. Pansy was glad of the exer- cise. She had heard of nothing the whole day but the delights of the ball, and some- how the way in which her cousins had talked of their different partners had jarred her without her being aware of the cause. The sharp frosty air had a reviving effect, and after ten minutes she felt as brisk and fresh as possible. "lam so glad you came for me," she said. " I do feel so much the better." " Well, to tell you the truth, Pansy, I expected you'd have had about enough of the ball. I suppose you've heard of nothing else all day, have you?" " Well, not much else," Pansy was forced to confess. '' I guessed as much. Well, I'm sure I'm very glad the girls had the pleasure. LITTLE PANSY. 151 but someliow I wish — I don't quite know what I do wish ; but I feel as if it were lowering ourselves to make such a fuss about the ' county people.' We're quite as good as they are in our own way, and I don't like seeing my mother so regularly upset because by chance — it really is no- thing else — two county ladies are going to call on her." "I don't suppose I quite understand," said Pansy, not liking quite to agree, be- cause that might be construed into dis- approval of her aunt and cousins. ''I do not understand all your English ways. Are not these county people nice ?" *' Yes, Pansy. I honestly confess they are much nicer than the generality of the people in Arncester. You see, they are in an assured position ; they are not always aspiring to 'get on,' to know some one finer, or to go somewhere where others are not invited. Their manners are better and quieter, and they have the appearance 152 LITTLE PANSY. of never thinking of themselves at all. If it were because of their superior attrac- tions that my mother and sisters were so anxious to know them, I should not mind ; but it is because they think it is ' getting on,' because other people in our set don't do it. They don't care in the least for the people themselves, — it is only their posi- tion. It is terribly vulgar." Pansy hardly knew what to say. In so far as she understood the case, she quite agreed with him, but she would not con- demn her aunt and cousins. Before she could speak Arthur went on — "It is such a comfort to have you to talk to. Pansy ; you are so different. Somehow last night I felt almost ashamed of the girls. Their manners are not quiet like the Miss Peverils or the Miss Delmars. I don't know what it is, one seems to see tbem all over the place." Poor Arthur! he felt, though he could LITTLE PANSY. 153 not quite express, his sisters' lack of re- pose. "It is the same in a way always," he went on. " What is it that they do, Pansy? You are quite different ; one never seems to see you move about. You are always still and quiet. Why are they so unlike you and — and others ?" It was an awkward question, and also one which Pansy knew far too little of the world to be able to answer clearly ; so she could only laugh and say that it required some one who knew more of the habits of society than she did to enlighten him. And then she suggested that it was almost time to turn their faces homeward, or they should be benighted. " I do enjoy these walks so much," said Arthur, as they began to retrace their steps. " You mustn't let me tire you. Pansy, but it is such a pleasure having you to talk to ; somehow you always seem to understand me." 154 LITTLE PANSY. '' I am very glad," said Pansy, half laughing ; " somehow these walks make me feel more like home than anything else. You know " — half apologetically, as if afraid she might seem to speak slight- ingly of Sophronia and Julia's society — " I have never had anyone young to talk to but Leon, and I don't think I know the things girls in general like to talk about. I must seem very dull to the girls, for I know nothing of balls or picnics as they do." " You'll begin to go out a little soon, though, won't you ? I'm sure you dance beautifully. I'm afraid it must be very dull for you here, knowing no one, and you must miss your brother awfully. I suppose he'll come and see you ? I hope you don't hate being here instead of at La Eochecaillou ?" *' Mamma wished it — I could never dis- like what she wished," said Pansy. '' Be- sides," she added, hastily, '* indeed you LITTLE PANSY. 155 must not think I am not Happy. At first, of course, it was all strange, and I missed the gardens, and the poor 23eople, and Bonne Maman, and Leon ; and even now, sometimes, I feel as if I would give any- thiug;' to see them ao'ain : but indeed I am quite bappy — you are all so kind to me." "I'm sure we should be brutes if we weren't. I say, Pansy, promise me, if ever anything annoys you, or you want anything done, you'll come straight to me, and I'll put it right for you, if it is to be done. Promise T' " Indeed I will," said Pansy ; " but why should you fancy I should want anything ?" *' I don't know — you might — and I should like to do anything I could for you. Hullo ! how fast we must have walked ! Here we are at home. I'm very sorry." '^ Cousin Arthur" was mentioned so fre- quently in Pansy's letters to her grand- mother that Madame de la Rochecaillou 156 LITTLE PANSY. began to imagine that, unknown to her- self, the child was falling in love with the cousin who seemed so kind to her. She regarded with aversion the idea of a mar- riage between cousins, but she felt that it was not her place to interfere. Pansy had been deliberately placed in her uncle's family by her mother, and anything that resulted therefrom must, the old lady felt, be accepted by her without remonstrance. She wrote the girl long letters, and con- trived with infinite tact, Avhile always seeming interested in what Pansy wrote about, never to make any comment on what she said about her relatives. Madame de la Eochecaillou was a very shrewd woman, and knew the world well ; allowing for her slight acquaintance with English manners, she had a very tolerable idea of the Deveron household. Mr. Deveron she had liked : he was hon hour^ geoWj or perhaps something rather above it ; his wife was inferior to him in birth LITTLE PANSY. 157 and breeding, and anxious to be a fine lady ; her daughters evidently followed in her steps, and the son in his father's. He was doubtless hon enfant, but not a proper match, even apart from the relationship, for Pensee de la Eochecaillou. Still the old lady felt that she could do nothing, least of all give Pansy herself any warning on the subject. She would have seen no impropriety in marrying the girl, without once consulting her, to a man whom she had never seen, and for whom it was hardly probable that she could ever care, such was the French plan to which she was accustomed ; it had answered well in many instances with which she was ac- quainted, and she saw no harm in it ; but it would have seemed to her the gravest indecorum to speak to the girl of love, even if it were only to warn her against possible entanglement. She was now entirely under the strange English sys- tem of freedom, with which Madame de 158 LITTLE PANSY. la Eochecaillou felt her incapacity to in- terfere. Pansy was sitting in her own room on the afternoon of the day after her walk with Arthur. She spent a good deal of time there, for it was pleasanter to read alone than when disturbed by the chatter in the drawing-room. It was a pretty, old-fashioned room, panelled with oak and having deep window-seats, which, being covered with cushions, formed luxurious lounges. In one of these was Pansy's usual nest, and she was there established on this particular afternooUj with a volume of Lamartine's poems in her hand. She had been reading, in " Les Premieres Meditations," " Le Poete Mourant," which had been an especial favourite of her mother's, and which was the last poem she had read to her. Pansy knew it by heart, but she liked to hold the book open, and go back in imagination to the time when she had last read it. LITTLE PANSY. 159 ^' Ah ! qu'il pleure, celui dont les mains acharnees, S'attachant comme un lieiTe aux debris des annees, Voit avec I'avenir s'ecouler son espoir ! Pour moi qui n'ait point pris racine sur la terre, Je m'en vais sans effort, comme I'herbe legere Qu'enleve le souffle du soir." As she read this, her mother's favourite verse, the scene of that last day at La Eochecaillou rose up before her eyes. Her mother, white and feeble, lying in her bed in the alcove surrounded with lace curtains lined with pink, the view from the win- dows of the formal gardens, the trees in their autumnal garb, the distant windings of the silvery Loire — she seemed to see it all, even the brown sail of one of the great hay-boats, showing a bright tawny yellow in the afternoon sun. She heard the whispering of the wind among the trees, and the sound of the Angelus from the little church at the foot of the castle hill, while her bodily eyes rested on the leafless trees, the dark cedar and the grey walls of the old castle standing out sharply against the 160 LITTLE PANSY. clear frosty sky, and tbe only sounds were the bum of the town and the whistle of a shunting goods' train. Her reverie was broken by Julia, who came to summon her to the drawing-room. "Mamma wants you to come down and see Mrs. Delmar, Pansy. She says she knew your mother, and remembers you as a child. Why, I declare you re going down without looking in the glass !" " Am T untidy ?" asked Pansy, stopping short and looking dismayed. " Oh, no ! you are all right — only it seemed so odd," answered Julia, who her- self never missed an opportunity of con- templating her own charms. Mrs. Delmar had come to the conclusion that she did not particularly care about Mrs. Deveron or her daughters, and was almost beginning to wish that she had not been so precipitate in making an acquaint- ance which she well knew she should never be able to drop, when Pansy entered. Mrs. IJTTLE PANSY. 161 Delmar at once saw how different she seemed from her relatives, and was struck bj the self-possession and utter absence of self-consciousness in her manners. " I am so glad to see you, Mademoiselle de la Rochecaillou," she said ; " your mother was more than kind to me when I was in trouble years ago at Homburg. She lent me your nurse when my girl Edith was very ill. I remember you then a tiny little child, but you were too young for it to be possible for you to remember me." " I do not even recollect Homburg,'^ said Pansy. '' No, I should think not. I doubt if you could have been more than three years old. I have always wished so much to see your mother again, but, as I regret to hear that is impossible, you must let us see something of you. I have been ask- ing your aunt to bring you to dine with us next week." VOL. I. M 162 LITTLE PANSY. " But I am in sucli deep mourning ; I have been nowhere yet," said Pansy, blush- ing; "but it is very kind of you to think of me. I am so glad to see anyone who knew Mamma." " It is not a large party ; you must not let your mourning interfere. You are not like your mother, nor, so far as I can recollect, very like your father." '' I am more like him of the two," said Pansy. "I am supposed to be so very like Grandmamma, his mother." '' Your colouring is so different from your mother's, but I fancy I see some likeness when you smile ;" said Mrs. Del- mar, and was rewarded by the look of delight that overspread the girl's face ; nothing could have pleased Pansy more. " Then we shall hope to see you on Wednesday," said Mrs. Delmar, after a little more conversation, rising to take her leave, and declining Mrs. Deveron's press- ing invitation to stay to tea, on the plea LITTLE PANSr. 163 that she had promised to look iu for that meal upon Mrs. Mordan. " Good-bye, Mademoiselle de la Rochecaillou. I wonder if, in consideration of my having known you so long ago, you would let me call you Pensee ; it is such a pretty name, and so much less formal." ^* I shall be only too pleased," said Pansy, smiling. " I hardly know myself yet as Mademoiselle de la Rochecaillou. I was always Pensee at home." " We call her little Pansy," said Mrs. Deveron ; " she is such a slip of a girl." " Mamma used to call me that too," said Pansy, in a low voice. " "Well, then, good-bye, Pensee. I hope you and my girls will be great friends." Mrs. Deveron and her daughters were full of delight at the idea of dining at Daleford, and during the next few days man}^ visits were paid with the object of promulgating the fact among their less fortunate friends and arousing their envy M 2 164 LITTLE PANSY. of tlieir superior good fortune. On the strength of this, of the Stanmore ball, and of Lady Peveril having left cards in the market-place, the two girls, to their brother Arthur's intense annoyance, began to give themselves little airs of import- ance, as if some of their town friends w^ere no longer good enough for them. *' How can you be so silly and vulgar?'* he said, impatiently, one day, when Julia remarked that " she wished Lizzie Bran- don would not come and talk to her at the Covert-side ; she was not at all a per- son she wished to be seen talking to." " Lizzie Brandon is a very good sort of girl, and has been a friend of yours ever since you could speak. Is it because she is shabbily dressed that you are ashamed of her? And how is she different from what she has always been that you want to cut her now ? Surely it can't be because, by the mere accident of Mrs. Delmar's having been acquainted with LITTLE PANSY. 165 Aunt Clare, she has called upon us ! She would never have thought of doing such a thing, which she has not done all these jears, if Pansy had not been here, and you know that quite w^ell." " Lady Peveril did not call because of Pansy," said Sophronia. " No ; but that again was an accident. I happened to be at school with Peveril, and he always was a good-natured fellow ; when 1 introduced him to you, he didn't like to leave you out. Don't fancy it was any wish on Lady Peveril's part to know us ; it was just kindness." " I wish papa would leave this horrid market-place," said Julia, discontentedly ; *' I'm sure I don't wonder at no one liking to come here, nasty vulgar place ! If it were only Arne Street, like the Vernon s ! But we ought to have a country place, and take a position as county people." " It would take two generations to do that," said Arthur j "besides, it would be 166 LITTLE PANSY. very inconvenient for tlie business, but of course you never think of that." It was Sophronia's turn to dine out the night of the dinner at Daleford, and Julia lamented it so much, and envied her so openly, that Pansy felt quite uncomfortable, and apologised for usurping one place. " Oh, it isn't your fault," answered Julia; *'we should never have known them but for you, and of course you must go, but it is hard it shouldn't be my turn ; if Soph were a bit nice, she'd change with me." Pansy said no more, but it gave her the first uncomfortable feeling of being in her cousins' way. Hitherto her mourning had prevented any clashing of their interests, and it had never occurred to her inex- perience that one young lady more or less made any difference. She was sorry. She was young, and the thought of society was extremely pleasant to her, still it would be a great drawback to her pleasure if her LITTLE PANSY. 167 enjoyment was to be purchased at the ex- pense of her cousins' amusements. The party at Daleford was not a very large one ; Mr. and Mrs. Delmar, their two daughters and two sons, Sir Julian Peveril and his eldest sister, Mr. Mus- grave, the clergyman of the parish, Mr. Aldworth and his wife, and a Mr. Camp- bell, a college friend of young Mr. Del- mar, with the Deverons, formed the party. Mr. Delmar of course took Miss Peveril, Mrs. Deveron being placed on his left hand, and Pansy, who fell to the share of Mr. Laurence Delmar, found Sir Julian Peve- ril, of whom in the last few days she had heard so much, on her right hand. She did not wonder that the girls had liked him, for he seemed most cheerful and pleasant, and he and Mr. Delmar between them made the dinner time pass so enjoy- ably that she was quite sorry when Mrs. Delmar gave the signal for adjournment to the drawing-room. But there, too, she 168 LITTLE PANSY. enjoyed herself. Mrs. Delmar took par- ticular notice of her, and her eldest daugh- ter and Miss Peveril made her feel as if she had known them all her life. ''You sing, I am sure," said Sir Julian, coming to her when the gentlemen appear- ed. " Miss Delmar, do ask her." Pansy made none of the difficulties which Julia would have considered ortho- dox ; she rose at once and went to the piano, without the slightest nervousness or self-consciousness. Her sweet voice caused an immediate silence, and at the end of her little French song another was requested. "Does your cousin play or sing?" asked Miss Delmar, when the expressions of admiration had died away ; and Pansy having replied that she played beautifully, Sophronia was requested 'to favour the company, and, after considerable pressing, consented to send for her music. The piece she selected was appallingly difficult, absolutely destitute of air, dismal, depress- LITTLE PANSY. ] 69 iDsf, and ugly to the last degree. After the first half-page everyone was talking loudly, with the exception of Miss Delmar, who sat by the piano listening politely, and wondering to herself how anyone could have taken all the trouble requisite to learn anything so truly hideous. Sophronia stopped at last, and looked round with an air of triumph, but was mortified to perceive that, excepting Miss Delmar, who said all that was requisite about the difficulty of the piece, no one seemed even aware that she had stopped. How different it had been when Pansy had finished her songs, and Sophronia began to feel jealous and discontented. Mr. Musgrave came presently and began to talk to her, but she was watching the group of which Pansy was the centre, and was hurt that both the young men of the house and Sir Julian were laughing and talking with her and Miss Peveril, instead of paying her any attention. Her thoughts 170 LITTLE PANSY. wandered from what Mr. Musgrave was saying to her, and she once or twice answered so completely at random as to surprise him greatly. *'You must come over and spend the day with us, and let us make real acquaint- ance," said Mrs. Delmar to Pansy, when Mrs. Deveron rose to take leave. " I will write to your aunt in a few days, and. ask her to settle a convenient day. . Good night. I am very glad indeed to have seen you." " A very pleasant party," said Mr. Deveron, when they were settled in the carriage — " did you not think so, Matilda?" ''Pretty well," replied his wife, who, studiously polite as everyone had been to her, had felt sometimes a subtle something that divided her from them ; " but what in the world was Mrs. Delmar about to send a girl like Miss Peveril in to dinner first ? Mr. Delmar should have taken me : I was the greatest stranger." LITTLE PANSY. 171 " NonseDse, Mamma — she is a baronet's daughter. Mrs. Delmar was quite right," said Sophronia. "Precedence has nothing to do with being married, or strangers, or anything but birth. But did you see all those plates and cups put in a glass case in the drawing-room ? They're just the same as we have in the housekeeper's room. I'd have something better in a glass case if I were Mrs. Delmar." '^ Mr. Delmar told me they were very old, and they valued them very highly," said Pansy. '' He asked me if I under- stood china, and I said no — that I only knew what I thought pretty — and he laughed, and said then he supposed I should not appreciate them any the more for hearing they were Chelsea with the raised anchor." " A raised anchor ! — that is on the back of all ours," said Mrs. Deveron. " Chelsea I — why, that is what is so fashionable now, what people give no end of money for at 172 IJTTLE PANSY. .sales. To think of our having such a thing, and never knowing it ! I'll get a common set for the housekeeper's room to-morrow, and we'll put this up in the drawing-room — it will look well over the fireplace." "Julia," said Sophronia, when the sisters were together in their room, " for all her looking so quiet, Pansy'll be a bore. She got all the men round her to-night, looking as innocent as a baby all the time." " What can they see in a little insignifi- cant thing like that ? She isn't a bit pretty." " No, nor at all clever ; she can't talk science at all." " You see what Arthur thinks of her — he said yesterday he wished we'd copy her manners, she was so quiet." ''And she has no style." " You hardly see her in a room." -"' And yet, as I tell you, Sir Julian and LITTLE PANSY. 173 both the Delmars stuck to her all the evening." '' I'm afraid you didn't enjoy yourself, Soph." " Oh, yes, I did ; they were very civil ; the 3^oungest, Ernest, took me in to din- ner, and was good fun, but he called Pansy pretty." "Pretty! — what odd creatures men are !" Mrs. Deveron the next morning fulfilled her intention of seizing on the house- keeper's room china ; it really was the very finest Chelsea, and any connoisseur would have wrung his hands at the thought of the ill-usage it had received, and the quantity of it that had been broken. Still there was a good deal of it left, and though in their hearts Mrs. Deveron and her daughters thought it perfectly hideous, it looked very beautiful on the carved oak shelves and brackets which covered the wall over the drawing-room chimney-piece.. 174 LITTLE PANSY. Often and often Mrs. Deveron, whose taste was all for modern forms and garish colours, had tried to persuade her hus- band to let her remove the beautiful oak panelling, and replace it with a white and gold paper, and a mirror over the fireplace, but he had always refused, not so much from superior knowledge or good taste as from a conservative liking to see things about him as they had always been. Even Mrs. Deveron's taste in carpets and cur- tains was unable utterly to vulgarize a room toned down by exquisitely carved oak walls and ceiling, and the old Chelsea, when placed in its new home, gave a re- iinement to the room of which she was little aware. Pansy, who knew nothing whatsoever of taste in theory, had yet an extremely sensitive eye, and her delight at the new arrangement quite surprised her aunt, who herself thought her priceless treasures more ugly than she could say. LITTLE PAKSY. 175 Now that she had once dined out, Mr. Deveron told his wife that Pansy must take her share with the girls in all gaieties, and that her name must be on the visiting- cards. Mrs. Deveron demurred, and said she did not think Pansy would care to go out so soon ; but, when her husband was in earnest about anything, she had always to give way, and the present circumstance was no exception to the rule. Pansy, always thoughtful of others, begged her cousins to go to those parties they liked and leave her those for which they did not care; but this resulted in their always liking everything and in her uncle's inter- ference, with the decree that there should be no choosing, but that they should take everything in its regular turn. This was the source of much heartburning to the two daughters, and quite oblivious of how amiable Pansy had been, and how desirous not to interfere with their pleasures, they grumbled a good deal to their mother and 176 LITTLE PANSY. to each otlier about how much she was in the way. Mrs. Deveron entered into their feelings, but she did not dare to disobey her husband. She had never been pleased at the idea of his having consented to receive Pansy without even consulting her, and had at once foreseen the annoyance to her own girls of having a third young lady in the house. Now that the first delight at having secured the entree at Daleford was over, she conveniently forgot that it was to Pansy's presence in her house that she owed it ; and when Mrs. Delmar wrote to hope that Mademoiselle de la Roche- caillou might spend a day in the ensuing week with her daughters, one of whom would call for her in the pony-carriage at eleven o'clock, she chose to be offended that one of her own daughters was not asked as well, and said such unkind things that Pansy, totally unused to hearing any- thing of the kind, was appalled, and begged LITTLE PANSY. 177 to be allowed to refuse. But this did not suit Mrs. Deveron. " No ; as you are asked, I suppose you must go — it will not do to offend Mrs. Delmar, but sbe ought to know better than to single you out, and put such a slight on your cousins. You should let her see what we think of it ; but there ! I daresay you think it is all right. Your mother always seemed to think she was to be treated differently from other people !" Poor Pansy was too bewildered quite to understand all that her aunt meant ; she would have liked to appeal to Arthur for explanation, but feared it would pain him if she repeated any of the speeches which, though but imperfectly comprehended, were, she could not help feeling, unkind ; so she said nothing, and only kept even more than usual to her own room. Her day at Daleford, alone with Mrs. Delmar and her daughters, was extremely pleasant ; they were genial, cultivated wo- VOL. I. N 178 LITTLE PANSY. men, not remarkably clever, hut quite capable of appreciating talent in others, and their ordinary conversation was of a far higher type than that to which Pansy was accustomed in the market-place. Pansy was far more at borne with them on this their second meeting than she was with her aunt and cousins after nearly five months' intercourse ; on such topics as books, music, and work she could talk and understand what was said, which was far from being the case with the constant gossip about their acquaintances, which was Julia and Sophronia's only idea of conversation. The only drawback to her pleasure was the feeling that, owing to it, she had, in some incomprehensible manner, displeased her aunt ; and, accustomed to say whatever was in her mind to her mother and grandmother, she exclaimed, when Mrs. Delmar, on her departure, expressed a hope that they should often see her again in the same way. LITTLE PANSY. 179 " It is very kind of you, and it is so pleasant, I cannot tell you how pleasant, but I am afraid — that is, I think — my aunt thought it ought to be one of my cousins." Mrs. Delmar smiled ; she saw the state of things at a glance. " I understand, my dear," she said ; " do not distress yourself, but it is your mo- ther's daughter I wish to see, and we must indulge ourselves by having you sometimes." Then, as Pansy, somewhat comforted, departed, she said to her daughters — " Poor little girl ! I am afraid it will not be a very congenial home ; she is so gentle and refined, and Mrs. Deveron and her girls — well ! I suppose what one would expect a Miss Morris and her daughters to be. We will do what we can for her ; but, if she is exposed to annoyance at home, perhaps we shall be doing her no real kindness." n2 180 LITTLE PANSY. As soon as she reached home, Pansy was subjected to a rigorous cross-examina- tion as to whom she had seen and what she had done ; and when her cousins had elicited that neither Mr. Delmar nor his sons had been at home, and that Pansy had seen no one but the three ladies, they were less inclined to be envious, and did not grudge her her solitary visit. " How odd to ask anyone when the men were out!" said Julia. '* Where were they gone, Pansy ?" " I don t know, I am sure ; I never thought about them.'' "Well, at any rate, I suppose you heard some news," said Mrs. Deveron, somewhat mollified by the discovery of what a very dull visit her niece must have had. ^' Come, Pansy, let us hear all you heard." But Pansy had no news to tell. " They talked of books and music and work, and Miss Delmar showed me her sketch-book, all the drawings she had done LITTLE PANSY. 181 in Switzerland last year, and her sister 'had painted all the wild flowers they found, and they told me all about the places, and how much they had enjoyed themselves, until I almost fancied I had been there too." '•' Had Miss Delmar drawn the flowers botanically?" asked Sophronia ; "had she drawn all the parts separately ? the corolla, and the calyx, and the stamens and pistils ? And had she classed them in the natural orders, or according to Linngeus ?" "I am afraid I don't know," said Pansy, looking puzzled. " She had drawn sprays of the flowers — I don't remember seeing any pieces of them, and I know the names were in English, not in Latin, for I was glad because I could understand them." " Oh ! just school-girls' drawings," said Sophronia, contemptuously. 182 CHAPTER YIII. Oh. sweet Fancy ! let her loose ; EverYthing is spoilt by use : Where's the cheek that doth not fade, Too much gazed at ? Where's the maid Whose lip mature is ever new ? Where's the eye, however blue, Doth not weary ? Where's the face One would meet in every place ? Where's the voice, however soft, One would hear so very oft ? At a touch sweet Pleasure melteth Like to bubbles when rain pelteth. Let the winged Fancy roam. Pleasure never is at home. i^aw^— Keats. "r)AXSY found that her life was decidedlj -■- less pleasant, now that she had be- gun to go into society, than had previously been the case. It was not that she did LITTLE PANSY. 183 not enjoy it, but her cousins were by no means so amiable to her, and sometimes her aunt complained that she was ''for- ward" and "flirting," when the poor girl could by no means divine what her fault had been. Such complaints were gener- ally made when they had met the Delmars, or any other of the county people, for with the townsfolk Pansy was by no means popular. She did not understand the somewhat familiar chaff which, by the young men of the town, was supposed to represent wit ; and had no interest in dis- cussing lovers and flirtations, which seemed to be the only topics on which their sisters could converse. When they dined, therefore, in the town set, Julia or Sophronia were tolerably cer- tain to be preferred to her, and she spent her evening either in silence, or in talking to one of the older ladies ; but when they met any of what her cousins, to Arthur's infinite disgust, called " the swells," they 184 LITTLE PANSY. were sure to gravitate to Pansy, and no- thing would persuade Mrs. Deveron or her daughters that she did not exert all her endeavours to attract them. It was not that the two young Delmars, or any of their friends who asked to be introduced to her, were in love with Pansy, but she suited them better than the forward, flirting Miss Deverons ; her manners had the calm re- pose to which they were accustomed in their own class, and she did not giggle. But of course the Deveron girls, who were extremely well satisfied with themselves, never divined the real reason, and set it down entirely to Pansy's " sly ways." " She never takes the trouble, except for the real swells," said Julia, angrily, one evening. " She has such a way of using those great eyes of hers ! Ernest Delmar was coming to ask me to dance, I'm sure, to-night, when she looked at him and he turned off to her. Men are always fools about eyes." LITTLE PANSY. 185 *' I don't think you need complain," said Sophronia, sulkily. "Ernest Delmar is only a younger son, and no good, and you say you danced twice with Sir Julian. She never interferes either between you and Harry Yernon, but she kept Mr. Musgrave to herself all yesterday evening, arguing about the women of Shakespeare ; as if he cared what she thought I" Pansy was too utterly unconscious of the crimes of which she was suspected to understand the innuendoes which her cousins launched against her, but as no- thing would have persuaded them of this, her calmness under them only enraged them the more. Arthur's persistent advo- cacy and friendship, though very pleasant, really availed her nothing, for his sisters regarded it as a further aggravation that Pansy should have "bewitched" him. Sophronia had taught herself to consider Mr. Musgrave as so completely her own property that his defection even for one 186 LITTLE PANSY. evening was a thing she could not endure. He was a worthy but somewhat vain and weak-minded young man, much attached to the sound of his own voice, and So- phronia's attraction for him lay chiefly in the fact that, as she set up for being scientific, and for reading books of which no other young lady in Arncester knew even the names, he could talk to her of the subjects that interested him. So content was he to talk himself that he had never discovered that Sophronia's learning lay chiefly in a few hard words and a little scientific argoi, which she had sufficient intelligence generally to produce at the right moment. If he had really considered, that is, if he had not been perfectly con- tented with a monologue and an admiring auditor, he must long ago have discovered that her information was quite superficial, and that she was totally ignorant of the meaning of more than half he said. His conversation with Pansy had been LITTLE PANSY. 187 the merest accident, and had certainly not been courted by her, but he had taken up somethiug which she had said to Arthur about Rosalind, and had proceeded to hold forth, much to his own delectation, on that character, and on the rest of Shakespeare's heroines. As to Pansy's arguing, that ex- isted only in Sophronia's imagination, for no opportunity was given her, even if she had wished to do so. Mr. Musgrave, pleased with his own eloquence, went on complacently stating his opinions, which were neither novel nor original, and re- quired no response ; indeed he fully be- lieved he had only been eliciting his com- panion's views, and spoke of her as a very intelligent girl. Arthur's eyes were quite sharp enough to perceive that Pansy was no longer the favourite she had been with his mother and sisters, and he exerted himself as much as he could to make up to her for it ; but Pansy felt, though she could not under- 188 LITTLE PANSY. stand the reason, that, whenever she and Arthur were much together, Mrs. Deveron or one of the girls was sure to say some- thing which, though she did not quite comprehend it, made her feel shy and uncomfortable. She regarded Arthur as a sort of brother, and was as unembarrassed in talking to him as if he had been Leon ; indeed, much as at Arncester she heard of love, or rather of lovers, it never seemed to strike her that such things could affect her. This is not unfrequently the case with girls who have been brought up without young companions, and free from the silly jokes that tend so surely to vulgarise the mind, and destroy all poetry and tenderness of sentiment ; Pansy simply never thought of marriage or of possible lovers at alh She had a sort of dreamy notion of the delight of being loved, of being the first in some one's affections, but the " some one " never took form or shape, but remained as vague and LITTLE PANSY. 189 impersonal as a poet's vision. The way in which her cousins talked jarred her taste, and hearing once or twice her uncle reprove them for talking of their male acquaintances by their Christian names, she wondered exceedingly to hear them still talk of ''Harry Vernon" and ^'Ernest Delmar," the latter more especially, as they really hardly knew anything of him. The return dinner to the Delmars had been for some time on Mrs. Deveron's mind, and would long since have taken place if she had not been changing her cook. Such a solemnity as entertaining her new acquaintances could not be allowed to run the risk of proving a failure ; so, until the new artiste had been pronounced a suc- cess, Mrs. Deveron was prudent enough to wait. But at length she considered that all was satisfactory, and an invitation was de- spatched to Daleford. which was accepted by Mr. and Mrs. Delmar and their eldest son and daughter. The invitation which had 190 LITTLE PANSY. been sent to Stanmore was less fortunate. '^ Really, Julian," said Lady Peveril, laying down the note, "it was -all very well being civil when you wished it, and asking the Deverons to the ball, and of course I called afterwards : you might take it into your head to stand for the county some day, and then such things are remembered ; but to go and dine there is more than can be expected of me. Mr. Deveron and his son are all very well, but the ladies are — not good style." '* There is rather a nice niece, Mademoi- selle de la Hochecaillou, staying with them," said Sir Julian ; *' she is quite a lady. Didn't you think so, Aura ? we met her, you know, at Daleford." " Very nice, quite different from Miss Deveron." " The other sister Julia is nice, — she is really pretty." " Yes — in a certain style, — but no man- LITTLE PANSY. 191 ners, you know. I saw her at the ball here." " Well, mother, I think I shall go," said Sir Julian. " My dear boy, it is quite different for you," said his mother, who would gladly have prevented his going, knowing that it was his weakness to be caught by a pretty face, and to be far more civil than there was anj necessity for ; but who was a very wise woman, and quite aware that opposition was the one thing likely to fix an undesirable idea in the masculine mind ; "young Mr. Deveron was rather a friend of yours at Rugby, and if you like to go there is no reason you should not, but it is quite another thing for Aura and me." ^' I don't see what harm it would do you," said Sir Julian, whose fancy was rather smitten by Julia's pretty face, and evident admiration of himself. " Harm — well, no^ perhaps not, but we 192 LITTLE PANSY. don't care to drive eight miles to dine witb people with whom we have no interests in common." ''Well, I shall go," said Sir Julian, shortly. " I don't mind the drive." " How odd he should want to go !" said Miss Peveril, when he left the room, "My dear Aura," said her mother, "a man will go anywhere where he is flatter- ed ; and only think what a luminary Julian is on the Deveron horizon. I should not wonder if Miss — Julia, didn't he say? — was fancying herself Lady Peveril al- ready." *' Mamma, you don't think he would !" " My dear, a very little opposition would, I have no doubt, make him do that, or anything else that is foolish. If he even guessed that I was in any alarm about this girl, it might do mischief. You per- ceive, I only spoke of them as not suiting us ; if I had said anything about not liking him to go, he would have thought it of im- LITTLE PANSY. 193 portance ; now I hope he will go and amuse himself, and yet no harm will be done. The only hope of managing a susceptible young man is to try the rule of contrary.'* " It is rather hard on her." '^My dear Aura, pray don't be senti- mental on that score ! You saw yourself what the girls were — loud, flirting girls, without an idea of manners. Don't fancy Miss Julia is in love with Julian ; she would dearly like to be Lady Peveril, that is all." " But that doesn't make it right for him to go there and flirt with her, and encour- age such hopes, if she entertains them." "I don't want him to go, but if I op- posed it he would go twice as much ; my only fear is of his letting himself be drawn, too far; girls of that sort are always very deep and designing. However, I hope my refusing to go will keep him in mind that he is out of his own set. Write the note, dear, will you ?'' VOL. I. o > 194 LITTLE PANS>. *' What excuse am I to make ?" "I think you had better only say that we 'regret we are unable.' You know, it is rather presumptuous their asking us, as if we were on an equality." Mrs. Deveron was much mortified at Lady Peveril's refusal. Julia was rather relieved, as she thought she should enjoy herself far more with Sir Julian without the consciousness that his mother's cold grey eye was resting upon her. The young baronet was rather impressionable about good looks, and Julia's prettiness was of the type which at the moment (for he was very changeable) he most admired. He had a way of making flattering speeches, which, though not such direct compliments as those to which Julia was accustomed from her Arncester admirers, were still satisfactory to her vanity, and caused her to indulge in pleasant day-dreams of the time when she should be Lady Peveril, of Stanmore Chase, and one of the great ladies of the county. LITTLE PANSY. 195 It was true she had seen very little of Sir Julian, but she had a very comfortable belief in her own perfections, and enter- tained no doubt that he had fallen in love with her at first sight at the Hunt Ball. Mrs. Deveron was nearly as sanguine as her daughter, but Lady Peveril's refusal of her invitation filled her with misgivings. "It is clear she doesn't approve, Julia," she said ; "and she is said to have such influence over him." '* Oh, don't worry, Mamma," returned Julia ; " just leave me to manage him and it will be all right. Keep Pansy out of his way, and Harry Vernon out of mine, and I shall do very well." '' He must take me, of course, and you must sit next him. Who shall take you ?" *'Mr. Musgrave, and Sophronia must be next him with Mr. Delmar. Give Harry Yernon to Pansy, and, if you can, put him on my side of the table." These able dispositions were accurately o2 196 LITTLE PANSY. carried out to the satisfaction of everyone but Mr. Delmar, wlio would have preferred Pansy to Sophronia, and Mr. Vernon, who could not understand why he did not as usual take Julia. Mrs. Deveron devoted all her conversation to Mr. Delmar, wha sat on her right hand, and Sir Julian was left free to make himself agreeable to his neighbour, which he did not fail to do. If Lady Peveril could but have seen him hanging over Julia's chair in the drawing- room after dinner, she might have felt less confident than was the case as to the re- collection that she had refused to honour the banquet by her presence, preventing her son from forgetting that she did not consider his entertainers as equals. Before he took his leave that evening, he had in- vited Mrs. Deveron and the young ladies to come to breakfast at Stanmore when the hounds met there the ensuing week, and had promised Julia to devote himself especially to her service, and show her all LITTLE PANSY. 197 the short cuts through the rides of the Chase. He seemed quite astonished that she had never seen the grounds, forgetting that the gates were, by his mother's order, rigorously kept closed, the place being hers for her life ; and began to make plans for a grand picnic to be held in the Chase when the season would permit. The immediate effect of Sir Julian's open admiration, and of Julia's evident encouragement thereof, was that, when she chanced to be out alone the ensuinof day, she was waylaid by Harry Yernon. Hitherto he had believed himself quite sure of being first in Julia's regard — had imagined that he had only to ask and have, and had therefore been in no par- ticular hurry about the matter. But the sight of Sir Julian's devotion had alarmed him, and he had resolved no longer to trifle with his fate. Julia had an uneasy feeling as soon as he joined her that he had something more 198 LITTLE PAXSY. important than usual to say, and tried her utmost to ward off any serious conversa- tion by the laughing badinage for which she was famous. But Mr. Vernon meant to ask a question, and had no intention of allowing himself to be prevented from doing so. He passed by Julia's jesting talk in silence, and when at length she stopped, he said, "I am glad to have met you alone; there is something I want particularly to say to you. Last night I thought — I fancied — that there was something between you and Sir Julian Peveril." This was hardly how he had meant to begin, but the words came almost before he knew it. He had meant to break ground more cautiously, but, now that the words were uttered, he was hardly sorry : it was well to come to the point at once. Julia, on her part, was puzzled how to answer. She believed that she had, in her own inelegant phraseology, " caught " Sir LITTLE PANSY. 199 Julian, but of course he had as yet " said nothing," and, after all, her hopes might prove deceptive. The last thing she de- sired was to have to refuse Harry Vernon, whom she wished to keep as her devoted adorer faute de mieiux. From the moment when he had joined her she had been dreading some decisive speech on his part, and wondering how she should contrive to parry it. She replied, after a slight pause, " Between us ! — of course there was — a great deal of fun. He is very amusing." " It did not look much like fun when he was leaning over your chair and whisper- ing in your ear. I beg your pardon, Ju — Miss Deveron, but it is a matter of moment to me." " How absurd ! — why, he is quite a stranger ! We never knew him till the Hunt Ball. Of course he is very pleasant and amusing, but it is not like old friends." He stopped short, and turned so as to stand in front of her. 200 LITTLE PANSY. '' You honestly mean tliat — you think ■more of old friends than of new ?" " Of course I do," said Julia, who was rapidly revolving in her mind whether it would not be better policy to accept Harry Yernon if he absolutely proposed to her, and then to throw him over when Sir Julian "came to the point," than to quarrel with one suitor before she was sure of the other. " Of course new ac- quaintances are very pleasant, and I don't see why one shouldn't amuse oneself with them, but it takes time to make friends." Harry Yernon hesitated ; he knew that for two years, until he was five-and- twenty, when, by the terms of his god- father's will, he would inherit a small property in Rockshire, it was utterly out of the question that he could marry, and he had always strenuously determined that, though he had loved her for four years, he would never speak to Julia of his love until he could ask her to marry him. LITTLE PANSY. 201 It seemed to him unfair to bind her by a long engagement. Jealousy of Sir Julian had stung him so keenly on the previous evening that he felt he could keep silence no longer, but must ''put his fortune to the touch," and learn if there were any hope for him, or whether he had better accede to his father's wishes and go abroad for the next two years. But now that Julia had so pointedly twice professed her preference of old friends over new, he paused before saying all that he had meant to do, and that pause saved Julia the question which she so dreaded having to answer. Before he could make up his mind whether to ask it or not, Sophronia and Pansy came in sight, and Julia felt, with a sigh of relief, that she was saved. Of course Lady Peveril was not slow to hear of her son's devotion to " the pretty Miss Deveron ;" indeed, if kind friends had not been ready to enlighten her, his frequent rides over to Arncester would 202 LITTLE PANSY. have made her suspicious. She was rather disappointed that her refusal to accept Mrs. Deveron's invitation should not have at any rate prevented her son from asking^ that lady and her daughters to the hunt breakfast ; but beyond a slight elevation of her eyebrows when he told her, which made him feel that he had done what she considered outre ^ she took no notice. But she was none the less awake to the danger that, while in his state of admiration for Miss Deveron's pretty face, he might be drawn into saying something which might be taken hold of, and might find himself entangled past recall, just as his fickle fancy was leading him to worship at some other shrine. Happily he was going to spend a few days in Yorkshire; on his return, she was determined that a counter- attraction should be provided for him at home. The day of the meet at Stanmore was an ideal hunting morning, and Pansy LITTLE PANSY. 205 enjoyed beyond everything the drive through the fresh morning air. As they entered the Chase she grew quite enthusi- astic ; the ground rose and fell most picturesquely, and the wintry sun turned the dead bracken to burnished gold, and lit up the fine old oaks and the Scotch fir& that crowned several of the higher knolls. In front of the house was a small sheet of water, and on the turf between it and the chief entrance were the hounds, the red coats making a most picturesque point in the landscape. Mr. Deveron had preferred to ride, but Julia's horse had been sent on. Acting on Sir Julian's invitation, the ladies left the carriage and entered the house. The breakfast was laid out in the great hall, and the tables were well-filled, but neither Lady Peveril nor any other ladies were present. Sir Julian came forward and greeted them, and then they were ushered by the butler into the saloon, 204 LITTLE PANSY. where were Lady Peveril, some guests staying in the house, and several ladies from the neighbourhood, but no one with whom they were acquainted. Lady Peveril came forward at once. *'Mrs. Deveron, this is an unexpected pleasure !" she said, thereby leaving it to be conjectured that Sir Julian had never mentioned the invitation he had given. *' It must be a very long drive for you. Ah ! I see your daughter is going to ride. There will be a good many ladies out to-day. My eldest daughter is going out, and so is Lady Violet Yalton, who is staying here. Will you have some tea or coffee after your long drive? It is in the next room. Is this your niece of whom I have heard from Mrs. Delmar ? I suppose. Mademoiselle de la Rochecaillou, that you do not hunt? Hiding is hardly so universal in France for ladies as it is here." And after a few more remarks about the weather. Lady Peveril turned to welcome LITTLE PANSY. 205 some fresh arrivals, leaving her unwelcome guests, who felt themselves out of place among so many strangers, to make their way to the smaller drawing-room, and drink some coffee by way of something to do. After a very short interval, but which seemed to them an age, Miss Peveril and another young lady made their appearance in their habits. Lady Yiolet Valton was a very pretty girl, with a delicate complexion, rich auburn hair, and a lovely, slender figure, set off to the best advantage by her well-fitting habit. Almost directly after their entrance Sir Julian made his ap- pearance, and announced it was time to start. "Now remember, Sir Julian," said a handsome, well-preserved lady, in bronze velvet, who sat by the fire, *'I have only allowed Yiolet to go out to-day on the strength of your promise to take care of her. She is so timid, and with a strange 206 LITTLE PANSY. liorse, and in a new country, I sball be miserable till she comes back." " You may trust her to me, Lady Vale- hurst," said Sir Julian, laughing. *' I will promise never to leave Lady Violet's side unless she rides away from me. Firefly is very fast. Will you come now ?" he con- tinued, turning to the young lady. " The Master is getting impatient." And without another word to Julia, without, indeed, seeming to notice her presence, he led the way to the hall. " Shall we go and see them start ?" said Lady Peveril to Mrs. Deveron, who hap- pened to be near her, and all the ladies went out into the hall ; those who had on their walking things grouped themselves out- side on the steps, talking and laughing with their mounted friends, the others dis- posed themselves in the recessed windows. Julia was just in time to see Sir Julian mount his sister, and then turn to Lady Violet with some jest ; they were evidently LITTLE PANSY. 207 on the best of terms. A beautiful bay mare was led up for her, and he put her up, taking, as Julia thought, a quite un- necessary time in arranging her habit and stirrup ; than he swung himself on to his own hunter, and moved off at her side, evidently with no thought of anyone else. It was so different from what Julia had pictured to herself ! She was to have had all that attention, and now it really seemed as if he had quite forgotten that he had ever asked them to come over, or promised to take care of her, and show her the Chase. As her father put her on her horse, she could have cried with vexation, and wished most devoutly she had not come. *' I suppose you will follow a lifctle? It is really very pretty in the upper part of the Chase, and very often you can see a good deal of the run," said Lady Peveril to Mrs. Deveron, as that lady advanced to take leave. '' You should turn to the right along the side of the lake, and take the 208 LITTLE PANSY. second turning to the left. Good morn- mg." Pansy could not understand why, as soon as they drove from the door, her aunt and Sophronia began to abuse Lady Peveril. To her, quite innocent of any dessous des cartes^ she had appeared so civil ; she had no idea of all the disappointment under which her aunt was labouring. " An unexpected pleasure, indeed ! As if he hadn't told her !" '• And she never introduced us as she did the Levingtons, who came just after lis ! I heard that girl in brown and yel- low ask who the people were who evidently weren't expected." Following many other carriages, the Deveron landau presently found itself at the top of the highest ground in the Chase, looking over some osier-beds, where the hounds were just being thrown in. Pansy was in delight with the exquisite view, for over the low ground on the other side oP LITTLE PANSY. 209 the valley could be seen the Rockshire hills, looking most picturesque in the soft, clear February sunshine. If only she had had some sympathetic companion ! Her aunt and Sophronia cared nothing whatso- ever for scenery, as she well knew, and were only occupied in looking for any acquaintances among those in carriages or on horseback. Very soon Mrs. Deveron perceived that the Daleford carriage was near them, and, as its occupants had alighted, she proceeded to do the same. " I did not see you at Stanmore just now," she began ; " were you late ?" ** Oh, no ! but we only drove over to the meet; we were not asked to breakfast." " Oh, really ! Sir Julian asked us '^ *' Ah, yes ! he always does say something about it ; but then, of course, as the place is Lady Peveril's, it is not quite the same thing. Pansy, after what you said the other day about colour, you must enjoy this view," and Mrs. Delmar continued to VOL. I. p 210 LITTLE PANSY. talk to her little frieod for some time, to enable Mrs. Deveron to get over her chagrin at finding that she had availed herself of an invitation that was considered a mere faeon cle parler by her more aristo- cratic neighbour. 211 CHAPTER IX. I cannot love him ; Yet I suppose him virtuous, know him noble, Of great estate, of fresh and stainless youth ; In voices well-divulged, free, learn' d, and valiant, And in dimension, and the shape of nature, A gracious person ; but yet I cannot love him. Ticelfth Night. Act 1, Sc. 5. Didst thou know as I do The pangs and tortures of a slighted love. Thou wouldst not wonder at this sudden change ; For when ill-treated it turns all to hate — And the then darling of our soul's revenge. Powell. TULIA and her father returned early. ^ There had been but poor sport, as the fox that had been found in the osier- beds had soon been lost, and, the two next coverts being drawn blank, Mr. Deveron r2 212 LITTLE PANSY. had not thought it worth while to go still further from home. Julia had no wish to prolong the day ; whenever she caught sight of Sir Julian he was in close attend- ance on Lady Violet, and nothing could exceed her mortification, unless indeed it were her mother's. It was unfortunate for Mrs. Deveron that her introduction to Mrs. Delmar and to Lady Peveril should have occurred simultaneously. After having longed for so many years for the entree into the county set, it was more than her mental equilib- rium could stand to be introduced to both in one evening; and the envy of all her Arncester acquaintances at her invitation to the Stanmore ball, together with Sir Julian's attentions to Julia, had fairly turned her head. Perhaps she had never in her life felt more thoroughly uncom- fortable than when Mrs. Delmar intimated that she should not think of going to a hunt breakfast at Stanmore without a LITTLE PANSY. 213 ■special invitation from Lady Peveril ! How heartily she wished that she had held ber tonorue, and not admitted that they had gone on Sir Julian's invitation. It certainly was no fault of Pansy's, but, in her annoyance, her aunt almost hated her, as the friend of the woman who had witnessed her mortification. " I wonder you did not see, Pansy," she remarked, as soon as they were settled aorain in the carrias^e, and were on their way homewards, ''that you were keeping Mrs. Delmar standing there when she wanted to go. It is a pity you have so little tact." " Mrs. Delmar was asking me to go and spend the day there next week," said Pansy ; " she said if you would let me go on Wednesday, Nora should come over for me in the pony-carriage as she did before. Indeed, I don't think I kept her, it was she who was talking, not I." So great was Mrs. Deveron's present 214 LITTLE PANSY. state of irritation that a refusal to allow Pansy to go to Daleford rose to her lips^ but she recollected in time that this was the only tie she had to an acquaintance she valued so highl3^ So she only said, " Well, I think it is very rude to ask you alone in that way ; I suppose she does not think us good enough to associate with." " It is because of Mamma," said Pansy, who was always puzzled to understand what did or did not displease her aunt.* It had always seemed so easy at home, as she still in her heart called La Hoche- caillou ; she knew exactly what Mamma and Bonne Maman wished, there was never any disturbing element that she could not comprehend. But here Pansy was especially humble-minded, and not in the least inclined to fancy herself superior to others; but, in spite of this and of her very slight knowledge of the world, she had somehow a feeling that her aunt LITTLE PANSY. 215 and cousins were — not quite nice. The way in which the girls talked of their various partners and acquaintances jarred upon her notions of feminine modesty, and^ though she took herself to task for this, telling herself that it was merely the effect of the difference between English and French habits, yet the feeling remained, and had been certainly intensified since she had known the Delmars, and noted how differently they talked. The young men in Arncester, about whom Sophronia and Julia chattered so incessantly, appeared to her very uninter- esting; they seemed only able to talk a sort of jesting language, which never referred to anything deeper than the last party, or some old joke with which of course she was unacquainted. They, on the other hand, thought her very dull, said she had no " go " in her, and was not half so "jolly" as either of her cousins. The only people to whom she talked with 23 6 LITTLE PAKSY. pleasure in the town were the rector and his wife, and Mrs. Mordan was too busy w^ith her children, and her multifarious duties as a clergyman's wife, to be much of a companion for her. She had indeed asked her to go to see her whenever she liked, and Pansy had done so once or twice, but each time there had been some interruption, Mrs. Mordan had been called away on some errand or another, and had left her with an apology, and Pansy felt too shy to intrude on one whose time was so valuable. Thus, until her acquaintance with the Delmars, she had had no con- genial companions, and enjoyed her visits to Daleford accordingly, hardly compre- hending how bitterly jealous her relatives were of the favour shown to her. The Deveron girls had been pacified, on her first visit, by hearing that she had seen only the ladies of the family, which they would have considered very dull, but on this second occasion, Pansy, when ques- LITTLE PANSY. 217 tioned, narrated that not only had the tvro sons been at home, but that two friends of theirs — Lord Athrum and Mr. Dennis were, she thought, their names — were staying there, and, the afternoon having proved wet, had spent the time between singing glees and part-songs, and instruct- ing her how to play pool. " It is a good thing to be you, I must say !" exclaimed Julia, discontentedly. " You go out and amuse yourself for the day, and here have we been as dull as ditch water, without a soul to come and see us." Pansy felt that this was not her fault, and did not know what to answer, so she said nothing. *'At any rate," said Mrs. Deveron, crossly, " as you have such advantages, you might at least tell us something amus- ing, instead of sitting there with your lips pursed up as if it was too much trouble to speak." 218 LITTLE PANSY. Everyone must at some time have ex- perienced the dreadful difficulty of being expected to give any account of a conver- sation which, although it seemed very bright and sparkling at the time, had nothing in it sufficiently valuable to render it worthy of serious repetition. Pansy hardly knew where to begin, but, feeling that anythiug would seem more gracious than to remain silent after such a speech, she hastily began to retail such scraps of the afternoon's talk as occurred to her. " Well," Mrs. Deveron observed, disdain- fully, " I thought the Delmars were by way of goijig in for intellect, and culture, and all that sort of thing. I'm sure any- thing you've told us might have been said by anybody. How long do Lord Athrum and the other stay ?" " I did not hear." *' Do you mean to say 3^ou didn't ask ?" " No, Aunt Matilda ; I didn't know you knew them, or would care to hear." LITTLE PANSY. 219' ''Gracious! child, one always wants to liear everything — remember that in future, and keep your eyes and ears open, so as to be of some use." It was a great annoyance to Pansy that, ever since the famous evening when he had held fast to her on the subject of Shakespeare's heroines, Mr. Musgrave, finding what an excellent listener she was, which to him constituted '' an intelligent companion," would attach himself to her whenever they met. She did not dislike him personally — indeed, as there was always a topic of some sort in his conver- sation, she infinitely preferred it to that of the majority of the young men she met ; but, little instructed as she was in all her cousins' manoeuvres, she could not help being aware that Sophronia regarded him as her absolute property, and greatly resented his talking to anyone else. Poor Pansy exhausted all her ingenuity in en- deavours to avoid him, but it did not pacif j 220 LITTLE PANSY.. Sophronia, who persisted in believing that her cousin did her utmost to attract him, and said bitter things about her flirtiug propensities, more than half of which passed without being understood over Tansy's head, though she could not help 'beiug aware that she was unjustly held responsible for Mr. Musgrave's defection. This had gone on for some time, when Julia one morning came into the drawing- room, where Sophronia and Pansy were sitting — Pansy painting some menu cards with wreaths of wild flowers, and Sophro- nia apparently reading one of Professor Huxley's '' Science Primers." " I say, Soph," she began, " I've got a piece of news — guess what it is." " The Lancers are going to give a dance before they go ; Captain James told me yesterday." " Did he ? Why didn't you say so be- fore ? No, it isn't that ; it interests you." " Me ! Mrs. Youlis has withdrawn her LITTLE PANSY. 221 opposition to scientific books in the Book Club ?" ** Wrong again ; it's about a man." " You know I hate nothing so much as guessing," said Sophronia, peevishly. " About a man, you say : Harry Vernon has proposed to Emma Bellenden ?" '' I said it interested you ; I don't know what Harry would have to do with you,. 11 » m sure. '* Well, I shan't trouble myself to guess any more. If you like to tell me you can, and if you don't, I daresay I shall hear in good time. I want to read this thing on protoplasm." " That means a poultice, doesn't it ? Well, Soph, I know you're dying of curi- osity, so I'll be merciful. It's about Mr. Musgrave. His cousin has given him a living in Yorkshire, a very good one, and he's going away at once." "You don't mean it! When does he go ?" exclaimed Sophronia, springing up 222 LITTLE PANSr. ^and dropping her book, thereby revealing to Pansy's astonished eyes that a novel was sheltered inside Protoplasm, and that it was that which her cousin was study- ing. "Who is his cousin? where is the living ? and what is it worth ?" "I have told you all I know. It was only announced to-day, Mrs. Dawson said." " I'd give a great deal to know. Pansy, did he say anything to you last night? You kept him carefully to yourself." " I suppose as everyone knows now, I may say," said Pansy, '' he told me a week ago that his cousin, Mr. Hemington, had offered him the living of Woodthorpe, five miles from York, and that it was worth £1,200 a year, but he begged me to say nothing about it until it was announced. He had only just got the letter, and hadn't even told Mr. Mordan." " Perhaps he asked you to go there with him?" said Sophronia, angrily, chagrined 'beyond measure that the disclosure had LITTLE PANSY. 223 been made to her cousin instead of to her. Pansj looked up in amazement; then, quietly saying, '* You are joking,**' she rose and left the room. " Do you think that there can be any- thing between them?" asked Sophronia, almost before the door was closed. " No," answered Julia, positively. '' I think she only liked to flirt with him to tease you. She'll want Laurence Delmar, or one of that set." " Or Arthur." " You mean because he's so silly about her, — that's only to plague us. All men like to find fault with their sisters and thrust some other girl down their throats. I don't believe he really thinks of her." " Well, I daresay a little plain thing like that would be glad enough to get him or anyone else. But about Mr. Musgrave — I wonder " ''Well, Soph, if he doesn't propose to you, I'm sure it'll be an awful shame, see- 224 LITTLE P/VNST. ing how he's always been hanging about you. Why, I declare T believe he's coming now ; that's just like his ring." But it proved to be not Mr. Musgrave, but one of the Yernon girls, who frequently came in towards tea-time for a gossip. While they were in the midst of a not very edifying conversation respecting each other s flirtations, interspersed with much giggling, Mr. Deveron put his head into the room. " Is Pansy here ?" "No, Papa," answered Julia ; " she went upstairs about half an hour ago." "Just ask her to come to me in the study for a few minutes. I want to speak to her." "Wants me? Uncle George?" said Pansy, looking up from her book in in- tense surprise when Julia gave her message. "What can he want with me?" "T don't know, I'm sure; but you'd LITTLE PANSY. 225 better make haste, Papa doesn't like to be kept waiting." " Can it be any bad news, — anything about Leon or Bonne Maman ?" said Pansy, turning very pale. *' Oh, Julia ! did he say nothing?" "Nothing at all, and the sooner you go down the sooner you'll know what it is." " Yes ; but," said Pansy, pausing on tho landing, ''if it were to be bad news, Julia, one would be glad to put it off as long a& possible." " Oh ! I don't know-— I'd rather get it over. Besides, who says it is bad news? He only said he wanted to speak to you." After a timid pause at her uncle's door^ Pansy knocked and entered. He looked up and smiled. " Ah, Pansy, here you are. I sent Julia for you." "It — it isn't anything about Leon?"^ asked Pansy, anxiously, her voice trem- bling. VOL. I. Q 226 LITTLE PANSy. "Eh? What? About Leon? No, it is something about yourself, Pansy. Mr. Musgrave spoke to me to-day." "Mr. Musgrave ?" Pansy looked up in complete bewilder- ment. What could anvthinof he miorht have said to her uncle have to do with her ? " He made some apology for speaking to me first," continued Mr. Deveron, quite unconscious of his niece's astonishment ; "he seemed to think that, having been brought up in France, you would prefer it, and also he wished to tell me how his for- tunes had improved, though he said he had told you a week ago. I told him that if you liked him he had my good wishes, but that I could not answer for you. T prom- ised to tell you he had my approval. I have always liked the young man, and be- lieve him to be a really good fellow, but, as I told him, I had never suspected this LITTLE PANSY. 227 love-affair. He will come to you for Ins answer to-morrow morning." Pansy sat transfixed with amazement. " To-morrow morning ! His answer !" she gasped. " Uncle George, what do you mean ?" It was Mr. Deveron's turn to be as- tonished. "Why, my dear," he said, ''I think I may rather ask what you mean by looking surprised. Mr. Musgrave stopped me to- day to beg my consent to his asking you to be his wife, and, as I told you, stated that he took the unusual step of speaking to me first, because he thought it would be more in accordance with your French notions of propriety. He seemed to have no doubt of what your answer would be." " I don't understand — it is quite impos- sible ! He could not have meant me 1" exclaimed Pansy, in astonished dismay. " But I tell you he did, my dear," said q2 228 LITTLE PANSY. Mr. Deveron, quietly. **I believe it is the correct thing for young ladies to profess astonishment when they are proposed to, but it seenQS to me a very silly custom ; it is much more sensible to give a clear answer at once. But it is really absurd for you to pretend ignorance, Pansy. Did not Mr. Musgrave confide to you his change of fortune a week ago ?" ^'Yes, he did, but " "Well, my dear, it seems to me you must have known tolerably well what that meant. It is not likely he would have made a confidante of you, if, from the en- couragement you had given him, he had not thought it would be of special interest to you. Indeed, as I said just now, he seemed not to have the slightest doubt as to the answer you would give him to- morrow." "But I cannot, indeed — it is all a mis- take. I never even thought of such a thing," cried Pansy, in desperation. LITTLE PANSY. 229 Her uncle began to perceive that she was really in earnest, that it was by no means a case of young ladyish coyness, as he had at first supposed. Her appearance and the accent of distress were too genuine for him to doubt that she was really taken by surprise. Still he thought that pro- bably she was only startled. Mr. Musgrave could never have been so confident without eood orrounds. Mr. Deverou, beino^ himself <) O I CD anything but conceited or self-satisfied, could hardly realize the powers of self- deception of a young man on such excel- lent terms with himself. He paused for a minute or two, and then said, " You surely do not mean, Pansy, that Mr. Musgrave is mistaken, that you do not care for him?" " Not in the very least," answered Pansy, promptly. " Well, but, my dear, I am afraid, then, that you have been flirting with him, and leading him on in a — well, in a repre- 230 LITTLE PANSY. hensible manner. He must have felt very sure of you to take you into his confidence so long before anyone else." " He may have been sure, Uncle George, but indeed it is no fault of mine. I never once thought of such a thing." *' But, my dear, he certainly has paid you a great deal of attention. You surely are aware of that ?" " Yes ; but indeed I always tried to prevent him." " But why? he is a very superior young man, of excellent family, with plenty to say for himself, and he will now be in a very good position. You might do much worse, Pansy." " But I don't want to be married at all," cried Pansy, beginning to entertain a dread, that her uncle was going to press her ac- ceptance of a man to whom she was per- fectly indifferent. " But then, my dear, why did you give LITTLE PANSY. 231 him false hopes ? It will be a terrible dis- appointment to him." ^' Uncle George, it never once entered my head that he came here to see me. I thought — we all thought — he belonged to Sophronia. Perhaps I oughtn't to have said that — perhaps she wouldn't like it — but indeed we did." ''Sophronia!" said Mr. Deveron, in sur- prise. The chatter about lovers was always stopped in his presence, and, like many other elderly gentlemen, he was not very observant in such matters. Besides, he had a firm belief that it was only pretty girls who had attention paid them, and Sophronia was undoubtedly plain ; if it had been Julia he would not have been so surprised. " Sophronia !" he said again ; " what could have put such an idea into your head ?" " But he was always with her until quite lately," said Pansy, earnestly; "and I 232 LITTLE PANSY. know she did not like his talking to me instead : that was one reason why I always tried to keep out of his way. But, oh ! please, you must not say anything of this ; I only told you to show that indeed I never once thought of his liking me." " Well, it is very annoying," said Mr. Deverou, who was greatly put out by the idea of a daughter of his having been paid attention to and then deserted even for his own niece — ** very annoying indeed. You will have to make your meaning very plain to-morrow, Pansy, for, as I tell you, Mr. Musgrave seemed to anticipate no diffi- culty." Pansy's wild-rose colour deepened, and she held up her head ; her uncle was fairly astonished to see how pretty she was. *' There shall be no mistake," she said, proudly ; then, with a look almost of terror — " But surely, uncle, I need not see him? You can tell him that it is all a mistake." " No, indeed, my dear, I cannot do that, LITTLE PANSY. 233 and I am sure he would never believe me. No, he has a right to hear his sentence from your own lips." "But I do not know what to say. Oh, Uncle George ! do please tell him yourself." *^ Now, Pansy, be reasonable. I cannot undertake such a task. There is nothing to be afraid of; you have only to give a plain answer to a plain question. Only, remember this : do not let any hint re- specting Sophronia escape you." *' Oh, uncle, of course not ! You do not think I would ! And you will not let them know I told you." '' No, you may rely upon my discretion," said her uncle, smiling ; *' it is curious, Pansy, how you remind me of your grand- mother when you hold up your head as you did just now." '' Of Bonne Maman ?" said Pansy ; '' yes, I know. Poor Mamma always said I was so like her." Fearful of being cross-questioned by her 234 LITTLE PANSY. cousins as to wliat her uncle could possibly have wanted with her so long, Pansy made her escape to her own room, and sat down by the fire to meditate on the astonishing news she had heard. It seemed to her perfectly incredible, and if Mr. Deveron had not referred to Mr. Musgrave's having confided to her his change of circum- stances, she would have been inclined to think that he must have misunderstood, and that the young clergyman had been talking of Sophronia, and not of herself. The idea of love and marriage had not been perpetually before Pansy's mind as it had been before that of her cousins, and, now that it was suddenly forced upon her, she felt thoroughly bewildered. It seemed as if she had grown years older since she entered the study. The thought of the next morning's impending interview haunt- ed her like a nightmare ; her gentle, yield- ing nature made it always difficult for her to say No, and she was sure that in this LITTLE PANSY. 235 instance, when the answer bad to be given to so important a question, it would be even harder than usual. She sat meditat- mg; till she was almost late for dinner, and felt thankful, as she ran downstairs, that there were two or three guests, so that she could escape the dreaded questioning. When she opened her eyes the next morning, it was with a sense of something unpleasant impending, what she could not at first remember ; but gradually the re- collection of what was before her became distinct, and rendered her unspeakably uncomfortable. She ate hardly any break- fast, disappeared as soon as possible to her own room, and sat there unable to do any- thing, watching the hands of the clock, and wishing devoutly that her ordeal was over. Yet when she heard the door-bell ring, and when a few minutes afterwards the butler knocked at the door and announced that his master would be glad to speak with her in the study, she would 236 LITTLE PANSY. gladly liave yet further postponed the evil hour. Her uncle met her at the foot of the stairs, and could not help smiling at her woebegone countenance. " Cheer up, Pansy," he said, kindly ; '•'you look as if you were going to be hanged. It is nothing so very dreadful, and it will soon be over." Pansy never knew how she found her- self in the study with the door closed behind her. Mr. Musgrave was standing with his back to the fire, and at once advanced to meet her. " Your uncle has no doubt told you my errand, Mademoiselle de la Rochecaillou," he said. '' I trust you will forgive my having, in deference to French customs, spoken to him first, and that you will accord me a favourable answer." His tone implied a certainty of success that would have been patent to a more experienced ear than Pansy's, but she was far too nervous to observe it. LITTLE PANSY. 237 *' Silence they say gives consent,'.' lie said, after a pause. "May I take yours in that light ? Tt will make me the happiest of men." " Oh, no, indeed you must not ; it is all a dreadful mistake !" cried Pansy, shrink- ing back as he tried to take her hand. *' I — I never even thought of such a thing." **But will you not think of it now?" asked Mr. Musgrave, inexpressibly aston- ished at her words, and unable to realise that he was actually being refused. "And surely, Mademoiselle de la Eochecaillou, you must have understood my meaning- when I told you a week ago of my pros- pects ? You have always given me such sweet encouragement that you can hardly^ be surprised that I should hope- " " I never once thought of such a thing," said Pansy, " and I begged Uncle George to tell you so, but he said I must do it myself, or you would not be satisfied. I 2^8 LITTLE PANSY. never meant to encourage you. If I have done wrong, I am very sorry, but I don't know how, when you talked to me, I could help answering." *'But are you really in earnest? You must surely have been aware of my devo- tion, have noticed how I sought you in preference to others." " No, iudeed," said Pansy ; '' as I tell you, I never thought of such a thing." " But you will give me hope ? "You will not refuse me altogether ?" cried the young- man, absolutely bewildered at the unex- pected turn of events. *' Pansy, say that I may hope, that you will be mine some day." " I can say nothing of the kind, for it would not be true," said Pansy; "and," drawing herself up in a stately manner, ''you have no right to call me by my name; I am Mademoiselle de la Hoche- oaillou." ''And you really mean it?" said Mr. LITTLE PANSY. 239 Musgrave, in whom astonishment was at the moment more active than even morti- fication. " Yes." " Then there is nothing further to be said. Forgive me, Mademoiselle de la Eochecaillou " — he gave a satirically pro- longed emphasis to the name — *' for in- truding upon you, but, had it not been for your encouragement, I should never have presumed to do so ;" and, with a low bow and an ill-assumed air of indifference, he quitted the room, leaving Pansy intensely thankful that the ordeal was over, but beyond measure indignant at his parting words. 240 CHAPTER X. He that wants money, means, and content, is with- out three good friends. As You Like It. Act 3, Sc. 2. T)ANSY devoutly hoped that the fact of -■- her interview with Mr. Musgrave might not transpire ; she knew it would be a great disappointment to Sophronia, and felt that, though she was really per- fectly innocent, she would yet be held guilty of having encouraged him, and diverted his allegiance from the proper quarter. But, unfortunately for her hopes, Mrs. Deveron saw his departure from the window, and knowing that her husband vras out, and finding that her daughters LITTLE PANSY. 241 had neither seen nor heard anything of him, cross-questioned everyone till she elicited that he had " asked for master," who had sent up for Mademoiselle de la Eochecaillou, and had gone out as soon as she came down. " Then they were alone together for nearly half an hour !" exclaimed Sophro- nia, angrily. '' I declare it is too bad !" " I thought she was trying to get him away from you," chimed in Julia. " Don't you remember her saying yesterday he had told her a week ago about this living he has got ? I thought that sounded suspicious." '' And your father must have been in their confidence," said Mrs. Deveron. " I cannot think why he did not tell me. He must know that it is quite different from what we had a right to expect." When Pansy made her appearance just before luncheon, she felt at once that something was wrong ; no one spoke to VOL. I, R 242 LITTLE PANSY-. her all througli the meal ; but when, as soon as it was over, she was going upstairs again, her aunt called her back. " Come here for a moment, Pansj. I think you have something to tell me." " No, Aunt Matilda, nothing," said Pansy, quietly, but colouring violently. " Nothing ! Perhaps, Pansy, you do not realise that I stand in the place of your mother, and have a right to demand your confidence." To think of Aunt Matilda claiming to hold her mother's place ! Pansy could hardly bear the thought, but she answered quietly, " I have nothing to tell you, Aunt Matilda." " Pansy, you are equivocating. Do you think I don't know that you were shut up alone with Mr. Musgrave in the study for half an hour this morning? What was he saying to you ? I insist upon knowing." LITTLE PANSY. 243 '^ Then you must ask him, Aunt Ma- tilda," said Pansy, with the proud move- ment that had so struck her uncle the day before. '' I do not feel at liberty to repeat a private conversation." " Don't be saucy," replied Mrs. Deveron, who was fast losing her temper. " Answer me at once. Are you engaged to Mr. Musgrave ?" " No, certainly not." " Did he not propose to you ?" " I told you before, Aunt Matilda, you must ask him. I can only answer what affects myself." *' Well, I think you are very impertinent. I shall speak to your uncle." But when Mrs. Deveron proceeded to do so when he came in before dinner, she obtained no sympathy from her husband. '' Of course he proposed to her," said Mr. Deveron ; " what else should he have wanted to see her alone for? He spoke to me yesterday, and asked me to prepare the r2 244 LITTLE PANSY. way for him. I never saw anyone so sur- prised as she was ; slie would not believe me at first. Of course I pointed out to her that it was a very good marriage, and that I was quite ready to give my consent, but she would not hear of it. Poor little thing! she seemed perfectly terrified at tbe idea of seeing him, and begged me to give him his answer ; but of course I could not do that." **Well, I call it a great shame. He paid so much attention to Sophronia, I was quite prepared for his proposing any day. It is too bad to have him seduced away by a little flirting minx who doesn't think him good enough for her after all ! What does she expect, I wonder !" " It strikes me," said Mr. Deveron, leaning back in his chair and yawning, "that Pansy has none of that . breathless anxiety to be married which so many girls have. I daresay she will fall in love some day like other people, but I fancy she LITTLE PANSY. 245 "will never marry for marrying's sake." " More's the pity ! She'll take a fancy to some one utterly unsuitable, and we shall have that trouble on our hands! And, meanwhile, here she stays flirting and taking people away from the girls." "My dear Matty, you are talking non- sense. Pansy is no flirt, and, if Musgrave had ever had any intention of proposing to Sophronia, depend upon it he would have done so. Men may be weak and easily led astray by fascinating girls, but really they are not quite such fools as you seem to think. One thing I must insist upon : however vexed you or Sophronia may be at the failure of your hopes, you are not to visit it upon Pansy, who has done no harm. She certainly neither expected nor wished to be proposed to." ^' Stuff!" " You are mistaken ; however, whether you are so or not, bear in mind what I say : Pansy is not to be annoyed in any 246 LITTLE PANSY. way because you and Sophronia choose to take an exaggerated view of whatever attention Mr. Musgrave has paid her. That is the worst of plain girls, they al- ways fancy that if a man is ordinarily civil to them he is desperately in love." " A nice thing to say of your own daughter !" " Her being my daughter by no means prevents my knowing that she is plain ! I hoped that all her sciences and ologies would have kept her clear of the usual folly." ** I assure you, George, he did pay her a great deal of attention." '' Well, he changed his mind, and he will soon be gone now, so she had better forget all about him. I never noticed any atten- tion on his part." After her husband's injunctions, Mrs. Deveron could of course say nothing more to Pansy, but the girl felt very plainly that she was in disgrace, and kept even LITTLE PAXSY. 247 more to herself than usual. There was a more than ordinary pressure of business at the Bank jast at this time, and she saw less of Arthur than was usually the case. She missed the walks with him very much, though she had now grown sufficiently acquainted with the neighbourhood to take exploring rambles by herself. Excepting when in company with her cousins, she carefully avoided the town, neither the shops in the High Street, nor the chance of meeting acquaintances in Arne Street, having any charms for her. She often at this time longed exceedingly to be back once more at La Rochecaillou, reading to her grandmother and going about among the poor and sick whom she had known from her childhood. She had once ex- pressed a timid wish to ask Mrs. Mordan whether there were not some poor people in Arncester whom she might visit, but Mrs. Deveron had at once taken alarm and put a veto on her doing so. 248 LITTLE PANSt. " I have no opinion of district-visiting for young girls, they liear and see a great deal that they had better not ; besides, in the long run, they always catch something. ISTo, I can't have it, Pansy." And there, of course, had been an end of it. But the girl felt the utter objectlessness of lier life, though most people would have considered her life at Arncester far more cheerful than it had been in the old French chateau. There was a great deal of society in the town, and as Mr. Deveron insisted on his niece's taking her full share of the gaiety there might be, she had a good deal of going out, while at La Rochecaillou she had never seen anyone but her mother and grandmother, excepting during the summer visits of Madame de Varennes to the cha- teau. But then she had been in such full union and sympathy with them, they read together, talked together, liked the same books, were interested in the same things. But now with the young companions gener- LITTLE PANSY. 249 ally judged so necessary for a girl's happi- ness, slie did not seem to have any interests in common. Even Arthur, kind as he was to her, and much as she liked him, was not very well able to talk about books, which, knowing nothing of the world, and not specially caring for the specimen of it now presented to her, were all that she could converse about with much interest. So that, except when she spent the day at Dale- ford, whose inhabitants were thoroughly congenial to her. Pansy was thrown princi- pally upon her own thoughts for companion- ship, and often longed inexpressibly for some change in her life. She was not to go to La Rochecaillou till November, and the nine intervening months seemed very long to look forward to. Madame de Yarennes had at first written very frequently to her niece, hoping to establish an influence over her, and not altogether despairing, despite the difficul- ties interposed by absence, of accomplish- 250 LITTLE PANSY. ing her conversion, and also the marriage, on which her heart was much set, with the Due de la Caune. But gradually her letters had grown both shorter and less frequent, the reason being that an orphan niece of Monsieur deVarennes had just come to live with them, and Madame de Yarennes, who took up everything in which she was concerned with the greatest vehemence^ was so occupied with plans for her proper establishment in life that she had little time or thought to spare for the distant Pensee. Pansy realized that it was to the advent of Marie de Yarennes that her aunt's increasing intervals of silence were due, and felt even more lonely than she had done before. It was about three weeks after Mr. Mus- grave's interview with Pansy that Mrs. Deveron gave an exclamation of delight one morning on opening a letter. " Oh ! how delightful ! Hubert is com- ing home for a fortnight." LITTLE PANSY. 251 " What has made him so gracious ?'' asked Mr. Deveron, rather drily. " He could spare us none of his long leave." " Oh ! come now, George, you must not be hard upon him. He is so popular, and had so many invitations — Lord Aberton, and Sir Henry Thateris, and Lord Sibber- toft, and " *' That will do, Matilda. The peerage was much more attractive than his own family." '' Dear boy ! he is so fond of society !" " Especially when it is a sphere above him. Well, we shall be very glad to see him, I am sure. I only hope it is affec- tion, not money, that prompts his visit." " You are always so hard upon him." '' Hard ! Well, come, Matty, you have hardly the right to say that. You know how extravagant he has been, and that I have paid his debts twice." " Well, after all, it was not so very 252 LITTLE PANSY. much. You forget it is a very aristocratic regiment." " No, indeed I do not, for I have good cause to know it. If he gets into another money scrape, I shall insist on his ex- changing into an infantry regiment." Mrs. Deveron gave an exclamation of dismay. *' George, you can't mean what you say ! Think what a superior set he is in." " I don't see that that is any advantage ; indeed, if it makes him extravagant, it is precisely the contrary. However, we need not anticipate evil ; perhaps Hubert's visit has nothing to do with money." His mother and sisters seemed to regard Hubert as such a model of all earthly perfection that Pansy could not help feel- ing her curiosity rather excited about him. It would be very pleasant if he were as nice as Arthur, who was her one real friend in the family. Not an idea had Pansy that Arthur's feeling for her was in any LITTLE PANSY. 253 way different from hers for him, of an honest cousinly affection. He was not very demonstrative, and it seemed so natural that he should be her companion, taking in a way the place that Leon had hitherto filled, that she never gave a thought to his possible feelings, and really hardly understood the innuendoes in which his sisters occasionally indulged. Hubert arrived about three days after the above conversation, and was received with positive rapture. Why it should be so rather puzzled Pansy, for he certainly took no pains to ingratiate himself with his mother and sisters ; distressing the former by complaints of this, that, or the other in the comfortably-ordered house, and drawing comparisons between the way in which " things were done," and what he was accustomed to at the great houses where he stayed ; and snubbing the latter as to their dress, manners, and associates. 254 LITTLE PANSY. " Really, mother, I can't think how you can let Julia go on as she does with that Yernon fellow," he said, when he had been at home two or three days ; *' she positively throws herself at his head. It's awfully bad form, such a cad as he is too !" " Oh ! Hubert, we have kuown him so long, and he is quite one of the nicest young men in the town." "You shouldn't let the girls mix with the townspeople." " But, my dear boy, we know no oue else except the Delmars ; the girls would have no society." "Much better have none than have it bad. If we are sent to Rockton, I shall hate our fellows who are quartered here to see my sisters runniug after the tag-rag and bob-tail of a little pokey town. I can't think how you ever let them get into the set." Poor Mrs. Deveron I she stood in such awe of her fastidious second son that she LITTLE PANSY. 255 hardly dared to point out that many of the worthy people whom he so sweepingly condemned were his father's life-lono: friends, and that even had she been willing (which she was not) to drop them and thus cut herself off from all society, she would not have been permitted to do so. Once or twice she had essayed to cut one or two of their early acquaintances who had somewhat fallen behind in the race of life, and each time her husband had frus- trated her design, and insisted on her being more than ordinarily civil to the persons in question. Still it was very dreadful to her to hear their society so despised by Hubert, who, "of course, must know best," considering the exalted circle into which he seemed to have obtained entrance. " It would be so much better they shouldn't go out at all," he continued, calm- ly ignoring whether they might not thereby lose all the amusement they had. " Only 256 LITTLE PANSY. think how awkward it would be if one of them got entangled with one of those cads. It would be sure to leak out somehow, and I should never hear the last of it." '' But we have known all these people for years/' his mother ventured to say, humbly ; *' and, besides, we know no one else." " Then they've got such bad manners," pursued the remorseless critic. ^' They're more, I declare, like barmaids than ladies, giggling, and shrieking, and letting every man say what he likes. If they could only see Lady Muriel Aberton, or Lady Violet Yalton." " Lady Violet Valton ! Oh ! we saw her at Stanmore," said his mother ; " a for- ward, flirting thing, I'm sure." " Not a bit of it. Her manners are perfect. But when did you see her ? She wasn't at the Stanmore Ball, I know." ''No, it was at the meet." And, with considerable reluctance, Mrs. Deveron told LITTLE PANSY. 257 her son the storj of that day, exactly as it had happened, anxious to see whether he considered that she had been guilty of so heinous a social crime as Mrs. Delmar evidently did. " Poor mother ! Well, you did mull it awfully," was all the consolation he gave her ; " but if Julia didn't know better how to behave with Sir Julian than she did last night with young Vernon, she'd have no chance any way. Why can't the girls copy Pansy ? Her manners are perfect." " Pansy ! My dear Hubert ! a little, in- significant, ugly, brown thing ! You can't mean to compare her with Julia !" " She's a precious sight better-looking than Julia ever will be, and, what's better, she looks thorough-bred to the tips of her fingers, and doesn't giggle and roll her eyes about. Has she got any money ?" " Only her mother's £10,000." '* I say, mother, can you manage to get me some money from the governor r He VOL. I. S 25S LITTLE PANSY. cut up SO rough last time I exceeded my allowance, I don't like to ask him myself." " Oh ! Hubert, I do hope it is not much. It is very odd, when I said you were com- ing home, he wondered if it had anything to do with money. He was vexed, you see, that you didn't come here in your long leave." " Well, you see, I did intend to, but this place is so awfully slow, and there's really nobody one cares to speak to. But what did my father say about money ?" " Oh ! he said you were very extrava- gant. I never can make him understand that in the life you live, and among the people you associate with, expense is in- evitable, that you must do like others. Biut he said that if you applied to him again, he should insist on your exchanging into an infantry regiment." " What ? Leave the cavalry ? He never could have meant it !" cried Hubert, aghast. LITTLE PANSY. 259 '"' Why, I've spent nothing compared with other fellows." " Ah ! I said that to him, and he an- swered that ' other people, and what they did, were no concern of his, but that he did not mean to encourage his younger son in reckless extravagance.' " '' It all comes of Arthur beinsr such a milksop," said Hubert, discontentedly. " My father thinks that because he never wants money, no one else can either — as if there were anything to spend it on in this hole ! But I say, mother, what is to be done?" "Is it much, Hubert? Can't it wait? Your father paid all your debts last year, surely the tradesmen " "Oh! it isn't tradesmen, I shouldn't care a straw then. Of course they could wait any time ; but, worse luck, it's a debt of honour, it must be paid." *^,Betting ! — oh ! Hubert, you know how s2 260 LITTLE PANSY. angry your father would be ; and — and really, you know, that isn't necessary, as I always tell him your other expenses are." " Psha ! a man must do like others he lives with ; besides, it wasn't betting — it was baccarat." " Gambling ! — your father would say it was just as bad." " Well, can you suggest any way of my getting the money without asking him ? Have it I must — I came home on purpose." " How much is it?" " Two hundred I must have. It's a pitiful sum to make a fuss about, but I've overdrawn a little already." *'-Do you owe much else ?" *' No — at least, I think not — a few pounds here and there." '' Could you make £150 do ?" " No, I couldn't ; I owe Bertram the £200, and I couldn't pay him in instal- ments." LITTLE PANSY. 261 '' Do you mean Lord Bertram, the Duke of Fenshire's son ? Oh ! of course it must be paid at once.'* Mrs. Deveron thought immediate pay- ment far more necessary, the creditor being the rich Marquis of Bertram, than if it had been anyone of slender means, but less august descent. " I'll be back in a moment," she said, as she left the room ; " I think I can do something." Mrs. Deveron went first to her ovv-n room, and, opening her desk, began to count the notes and gold therein. Mr. Deveron always paid his wife's and daugh- ters' allowances to them in money, which he for some reason preferred to letting them have an account at the bank and cheque-books. Mrs. Deveron counted her own money, and then went to the girls' room. " Soph — Julia, can you help me ? Poor Hubert is in great want of £200 ; he owes 262 LITTLE PAKST. it to Lord Bertram, the Duke of Fenshire's son, you know, and he daren't ask Papa for it, because he said the other day that, if Hubert asked for money again, he should make him exchange into the Infantry. Such a dreadful thing, you know, losing all his nice acquaintances and all he has gained f I can think of nothing but making up the money between us. I can give him £110, and keep a little to go on with. Can you help?" The girls looked rather aghast ; if such a thing had been asked of them to do Arthur some important service, they would have thought it the greatest of hardships^ and in all probability have refused point- blank ; but Hubert was the hero of the family, and they had an indistinct idea that his social triumphs were somehow reflected on them. If they did not know exalted personages themselves, it was still something to be able to talk familiarly of LITTLE PANSY. 268 their brother's aristocratic acquaintances. But even with the will to help him, thej could not produce the required £90, and dismay was again taking possession of Mrs. Deveron, when Julia exclaimed, " Mamma, why shouldn't you ask Pansy to help ? She's got plenty of money, and she's awfully good-natured." " Ask Pansy ! Impossible !" said Mrs. Deveron, hastily ; but the longer she thought, the surer it seemed that there was no other way of obtaining the money without her husband's knowledge. So, though greatly disliking her errand, she knocked at Pansy's door. " My dear," she said, as Pansy looked up in surprise at seeing who was her visitor, " I have come to ask you to do me a favour." *' I'm sure I shall be very glad if I can, Aunt Matilda," answered Pansy, readily. '* Well, my dear, I am afraid you will 264 LITTLE PANSY. think it very strange, but — it is for Hu- bert. You see, your uncle hardly under- stands all that young men require in such an expensive regiment, and — he is in great want of a particular sum of money, and daren't ask his father for it. The girls and I have been trying to make it up be- tween us, but we can't manage it, and we were at our wits' end till Julia said that you were so good-natured she thought you would help us if you could. Of course, you know. Pansy, it will be quite safe ; I will pay you again as soon as possible." *' Oh ! yes, I am sure you will, Aunt Matilda, and indeed I shall be so glad to help, but — I am afraid I have not so very much — how much would be enough ?" " Could you let me have £50, my dear ? Of course, I mean without inconvenience ; you must not leave yourself without any- thing." " I think I can," and after a few minutes Pansy produced the required sum, and ro- LITTLE PANSY. 265 ceived a warmer kiss from her aunt in return than had ever yet fallen to her share. Mrs. Deveron turned round at the door to say — " I'm sure, my love, I can rely upon you to say nothing of all this to your uncle. If he knew, it would have the worst effect on dear Hubert's prospects," and Pansy wil- lingly promised secrecy. *^ What a time you have been !" was Hubert's greeting to his mother when she returned. " Never mind, my dear boy, I have got what you wanted." ''What, the money! You don't mean it ! What a good old mater you are 1" and he gave her the unaccustomed honour of a kiss. " Well, this is a relief, and I'll keep out of such a scrape again. After all, baccarat's awfully stupid." " You know, Hubert, it's a thing I should never be able to do again. It's the 266 LITTLE PANSY. merest chance I hadn't paid all my winter bills with the money ; now they must wait. And then I had to ask Pansy to help me to make it up." " Oh, I say! you surely didn't do that !"^ " My dear boy, there was no other way but going to your father. You needn't be afraid ; she promised not to say a word." "Well, beggars can't be choosers, but — I don't like it. It's an awful relief to have got the money, though, anyhow." "Wouldn't it be a good thing if you were to marry — some one with money, of course ?" suoforested his mother. ''Very easy to say, but where am I to find her ? Heiresses are not easy to find in the upper classes, and I'm not like Bertram, and Aviemore, and fellows of that sort", who can go into the City and choose a wife for her money-bags, and know no one will ever ask who she was. She's their wife, and that's enough ; now my wife must be somebody, or she'll drag LITTLE PANSY. 267 me down, and I shall lose all the good I've got. Don't you see ?" Yes, Mrs. Deveron saw perfectly, and her heart yearned for some blue-blooded damsel as a daughter-in-law ; yet she was too wise to counsel her extravagant son to make a poor marriage, and observed, as he left the room, " Well, you had better keep your eyes open, and see if }/ou cannot find some one desirable in both ways." 268 CHAPTER XI. C'etait plaisir de voir danser la jeiine fille ! Sa basquine agitait ses paillettes d'azur, Ses grands yeux noirs brillaient sous la noire mantille, Telle une double etoile au front des niiits scintille Sous les plis d'un nuage obscur. Mais elle, par la valse ou la ronde emportee, Volait, et revenait, et ne respirait pas, Et s'enivrait des sons de la flute vantee, Des fleurs, des lustres d'or, de la fete enchantee, Du bruit des voix, du bruit des pas. Les Orientales (Fantomes) — Victor Hugo. II /Til. DEVBHON was much surprised ^-^ when the first days of Hubert's visit passed off without any request for money. He began to think he must be wrong, whicli he did not like, as it rather reflected on his judgment, and yet he was relieved. LITTLE PANSY. 269 for he had begun to think that he had done a foolish thing in listening to his wife and allowing the boj to enter a fash- ionable and expensive regiment. Mr. Deveron had none of the hankering after higher social position which was the con- stant thought of his wife and daughters. He was quite satisfied with his position in the middle class, as the Banker and townsman of Arncester, and liked his old friends there too well to be willing to neglect them for others, were they " county peo- ple " or not. He began to think Hubert had, after all, only come home to see them, and dismissed his former suspicions from his mind. " I can't think how you girls can go lounging up and down Arne Street all day," said Hubert, the day after he had obtained the money from his mother; "it's such bad form, looks as if you had nothing to do, and were always watching for the fellows from barracks." 270 LITTLE PANSr. Julia tossed her head. " I'm sure there's no one there worth thinking of. Why, they're all married." " Well, it's bad style, I can tell you." " But it's the only chance of seeing a creature ; no one comes up to this stupid part of the town." " Where's Pansy ? I should fancy she didn't scour Arne Street all day too." "Pansy! Oh, no; she goes off and prowls about the lanes and the country by herself, except when Arthur goes too." *' Arthur ! Oh, is he smitten ?" "Smitten! — by that little insignificant thing ! Oh, dear, no !" " I tell you what it is, Julia, don't go and fancy Pansy is plain ; she mayn't be a woman's beauty, but she is an uncommonly pretty girl, and it would be a precious good thing if you and Soph would copy her manners ; she might be a duchess !" " Well, I'm sure, I wonder what next !" "It's a fact, I assure you, and I suppose LITTLE PANSY. 271 you'll allow I ought to know a little more about it than you." This was unanswerable ; Julia could only pout, and owe Pansy a grudge for being considered better style than herself. " Pansy," said Hubert, intercepting her in the hall as she was starting for a walk after luncheon, " will you accept me for an escort instead of Arthur? — he hasn't come in yet." " But indeed I generally go alone," said Pansy, who was afraid he thought it necessary to provide an escort for her. ''Pray do not trouble about me." ^' No trouble, but a pleasure," said Hubert, opening the door. " I think you are so right, Pansy, to strike out a line of your own, and not always stick to the streets. I tell the girls it is very bad style." " Of course I know nothing about that," said Pansy, "but it does not amuse me. All the people are not old friends to me, as 272 LITTLE PANSY. they are to your sisters, and I am so much more used to woods and fields. I never feel so lonely when T am out in the lanes as I do in the streets." *' That's curious," said Hubert, who had not the slightest love for the country, excepting as a place where hunting and shooting might be enjoyed ; " but of course the society in this pokey place is very different from what you have always been used to." " But I have never been used to any," said Pansy, smiling ; " at La Eochecaillou it is only a little village, and there are no, what you would call, neighbours, only just the farmers and poor people." " I thought, of course, you went to Paris." '* No ; Mamma never left the chateau after poor Papa died." ''It is a pity; you would shine in a society like that of Paris." "Do you know it well?" said Pansy, LITTLE PANSY. 27B quite unconscious of the compliment. " Bonne Maman says there can be no society under the Republic, — but then she is Legitimiste." *' Ah !" said Hubert, who felt too inse- cure in his knowledge of French politics to venture on much discussion. He was by no means clear as to which of the vari- ous claimants to the French crown it was to whom the Legitimists owed allegiance : " Paris is a charming place." "Leon likes it, but he has not been there much." '* Leon ! that's your brother ?" " Yes — oh ! I hope he will come over soon now, Uncle George asked him, and he says he hopes to be able to come in April. It seems such a time since I saw him." " It must seem longer to him, at least I know it would to me." This was said with what Hubert con- sidered an irresistible smile : he could VOL. I. T 274 LITTLE PANSY. never help trying to roake love to any girl lie might be with. '* Oh, I don't think so," said the uncon- scious Pansy ; " of course he has so much to do with his regiment, the time must pass faster with him than it does with me. Dear Leon ! it will interest and amuse him so much to see England, which poor Mam- ma used to tell us about." There did not seem anything very interesting to be extracted from conversa- tion about Leon, so Hubert tried some- thing more personal. '* I wanted to see you alone, Pansy," he said, " to thank you for something you did yesterday. My mother told me. It was quite too awfully good of you, and you really hardly know me.'' "You mean about the money," said Pansy, who had at first looked puzzled : *^ but that was nothing. I was very glad indeed to help Aunt Matilda, only " *' Only what ?" LITTLE PANSY. 275 "You must not be offended," — blushing deeply, and looking as Hubert thought prettier than ever — " only — I — is it quite honest not to let my uncle know ?" " Honest ! My dear Pansy, what do you mean ?" "I may be wrong, only — I have always been brought up to think it wrong to hide things. Aunt Matilda said Uncle George would make you do something you did not like, if he knew you wanted this money, — exchange I think she said. Now is it quite honest to let him think you have not been extravagant, and so escape doing what you would dislike ?" and she stopped, colouring violently at her own boldness. "My dear little Pansy," said Hubert, stopping and taking her hand, which she left somewhat unwillingly in his ; " you are the sweetest little Mentor a man need wish for, and I'm awfully obliged to you for the interest you take in me. But I assure you in this instance you are wrong, T 2 276 LITTLE PANSY. — you don't know quite enough of tine world, I am afraid, to understand me, if I were to explain ; — tliis isn't extravagance at all. It is nothing I have been spend- ing on myself, only a debt of honour to a comrade, which must be paid, and for which it would be hard to have to give up one's prospects in life." *' I daresay you are right," said Pansy^ gently disengaging her hand ; " I know I have no right to say anything, but surely, if it is not extravagance, Uncle George would understand and would not be angry? This was such plain sense that Hubert hardly liked it, and he exclaimed quick- "I'm sure, Pansy, I'm very sorry to have troubled you ! it was my mother's doing, I should never have thought of such a thing. You shall have the money as soon as possible." It was now Pansy's turn to be annoyed. LITTLE PANSY. 277 "I gave you no right to say such a thing,'' she said, with a haughtiness that quite amazed her cousin, and commanded his respect and admiration. " I beg your pardon," was all he could think of to say. Pansy was already rather frightened at her own show of indignation. " It is I who should beg your pardon for presuming to think I knew better than you," she said, gently ; " of course, if it were wrong, Aunt Matilda would not en- courage you. But you must not think that I grudged the little help I gave ; indeed I was very glad to be of use." '' You are all that is kind," said Hubert, enthusiastically, " and I'm sure I should be much the better if you would take me in hand and lecture me. Let us be friends," and, stopping in front of her, he took both her hands in his. Pansy did not like it at all ; she felt shy and nervous — why she hardly knew, and 278 LITTLE PANSY. the bold, admiring gaze of Hubert's dark eyes made her extremely uncomfortable ; it was very different from her quiet, com- fortable walks with Arthur, though, if she had only known it, he really felt the pas- sion that Hubert only simulated. Hubert honestly believed himself irresistible, and never missed an opportunity of trjnng his power on any girl who pleased his fancy. He was, in fact, an incorrigible flirt, and^ unfortunately, each fresh success only dis- posed him to sigh for further conquests. Nothing would have persuaded him that, when Pansy blushed and lowered her eyes under his admiring gaze, she was not fall- ing desperately in love with him, and he congratulated himself on the pleasant little excitement that was thus provided for hira during the rest of his stay in so dull a place as he considered Arncester. He really thought Pansy very pretty, and quite appreciated her refinement of look and manner, but she had not in the least LITTLE PANSY. 279 touclied his heart. That, in so far as it ex- isted, excepting for himself, was, to the best of his present belief, in the possession of Lady Violet Valton, the young lady whose presence at Stanmore had so cruelly defeated all Julia's schemes of enjoyment at the meet. He had met her at Lord Aberton s ; she, being herself no mean adept in flirtation, had encouraged his attentions, and he believed himself to be desperately in love with her. As she was an only child, and an heiress as well as a beauty, he was very likely to try his fate, but that it would be what he hoped and expected was extremely improbable. However, this was no obstacle to his endeavouring to make Pansy in love with him, and, as he saw her blush and look down, he felt no doubt whatever that she was besrinninjx to feel his power. As he stood with her hands in his, and thought how pretty and refined she looked, no suspicion crossed his mind that she did not think him most 280 LITTLE PANSY. fascinating. If be bad only known bow sbe longed to be free, to witbdraw tbe bands wbicb be beld so closely clasped, and, above all, to escape from tbe bold stare of bis eyes, be would bave been genuinely surprised. Having no notion of sucb a tbing, be resolved to press bis advantage. *'Now you forgive me, Pansy," be said, gently, and, wben be cbose, bis voice could be very low and soft, it bad made tbe bearts of various innocent damsels tbrob and acbe ere now, '* give me a kiss — just one. Ob !" as sbe started back and struggled to free ber bands, '* I cannot let you go ; you know, tbere is no barm in kissing your cousin." But be bad roused Pansy now, and, witb a violent effort, sbe released berself from bis grasp, and. springing to a little distance, stood tbere quivering witb anger. Pretty as be bad tbougbt ber before, Hubert was fairly, astonisbed by ber LITTLE PANSY. 281 beauty as sTie stood there flushed with excitement, and with her great brown eyes blazing like stars. '' How dare you ?" she exclaimed, almost stamping with indignation. " How dare you ? Beg my pardon directly !" "But, Pansy " " Don't call me Pansy ; I never gave you leave !" " But Arthur does." *' Arthur is different; he never iusulted me!" " Insulted you ! Oh ! come now, Pansy, we're cousins, you know, after all." "Are you going to beg my pardon?" "What for? I'm awfully sorry if I've offended you, but you've no idea how awfully pretty you look in a passion." By this time Pansy's first blaze of anger was beginning to cool, and she w^as think- ing that perhaps it was her ignorance of English habits that had made her cousin's suggestion appear so very dreadful. Per- 282 LITTLE PANSY. haps it was au English custom for j'oung" men to kiss their cousins, and, though she felt that she could never submit to it, perhaps she had been foolish in being so angry about it. And he was certainly right in saying that Arthur always called her by her Christian name, had always done so ever since her j&rst arrival at Arn- cester, without permission either asked or given. A great dread of having made herself ridiculous came over her, and, without a word, she turned away and walked hastily down the lane. Hubert followed. *' You don't think you're going to run away from me like that, do you ?" he said, half laughing. *' Why, Pansy, are cousins so different in France that it should be a deadly crime for one to ask the other to kiss him ? If it is, England is a pleasanter place to my mind. I'm awfully sorry^ though, to have startled you so. Come, shake hands and be friends." LITTLE PANSY. 283 So adjured Pansy could only comply ; evidently it was her own ignorance that had made the proposition seem so shock- ing, for Hubert appeared perfectly unaware of there being any valid cause for her displeasure ; so she stopped and shook hands half reluctant!}^, and blushing deep- ly, half with shyness and half with annoy- ance, Hubert retained her hand some little time as be said, "By Jove ! Pansy, what a rage you were in ! It's lucky you don't know how be- coming it is, or I'm afraid you'd turn into a regular little spitfire ! "Well, now it's all over, say we're friends again." "Oh, yes, we are friends," said Pansy, regaining possession of her hand, and feel- ing very shy and uncomfortable. " That's right ; but I shall require proof. Oh ! don't be afraid," as she involuntarily shrank to the other side of the narrow lane, " I'm not going to shock your French proprieties again, I assure you; I only ^84 LITTLE PANSY. want you to give me the first valse at the Yernons' dance to-morrow night." This seemed a very simple thing, and Pansy consented with alacrity, but .Hubert continued, " And the supper valse, and the second galop." "Three dances! Oh! I couldn't," said Pansy. '* What ? Who are you engaged to ?" " To no one ; at least, excepting to Arthur for the second valse, but " " But you really owe me some amends for beiug in such a furious passion with me all about nothing, and three dances is nothing at all for cousins." Evidently, Pansy thought, she was not au fait of this relationship ; doubtless Hubert was right, but she infinitely pre- ferred the views which Arthur seemed to entertain of it to his. However, she did not feel inclined to argue on the subject, and agreed to the three dances ; and LITTLE PANSY. 285 Hubert, having got his own way, set him- self to talk amusingly to her of the world he lived in, and to be, as he believed, extremely fascinating. Pansy was cer- tainly amused at the various stories told her, though she could not help observing to herself that they were not invariably good-natured, but she was by no means sorry to find herself almost at home. They were not more than a couple of hundred yards from the house when they met Arthur. "What an immense walk you must have taken !" he exclaimed. " It is nearly five o'clock. Pansy, I hope you are not very tired." " I am quite as w^ell able to take care of Pansy as you, I should hope," returned Hubert, carelessly ; " we've only been round by the Harden lanes." Arthur was looking at Pansy, and could not make out a new expression that he seemed to see on her face. Could it be 286 LITTLE PANSY. that Hubert's fascination, in which, hear- ing of it constantly fi'om his mother and sisters, he had learnt implicitly to believe, had already in these few days had its effect on his cousin ? The shock of pain that he felt at the thought, made him know the true state of his own heart better than he had ever done before. He knew that he loved his little cousin passionately, and that he was horribly jealous of his hand- some brother, whose advantages and fas- cinations he greatly over-estimated. Surely it was hard that Hubert, v/ho lived among gay and fashionable people, could not be content to fascinate and enslave one of their number, but must come down to quiet Arncester and pluck from his brother's grasp the little heartsease which it was his dearest hope to win. He forgot that, until the moment when the demon of jealousy had been aroused in him by the new expression (which in reality was rather one of puzzled annoyance) on. LITTLE PANSY. 287 Pansy's countenance, and the half defined proprietorship of Hubert's manner, he had never given her any sign of his own pre- ference. It never occurred to him as possible that his brother could regard Pansy as a sort of plaything, a pretty and refined girl to be flattered and fascinated for his pleasure, and to relieve the dulness of a fortnight spent in a quiet and uncon- genial town. He took it for granted that Hubert was in earnest, as he was ; and could not avoid a bitter feeling that it was very hard. Hubert saw scores of girls of higher station, and, possibly, though in his secret heart Arthur hardly thought such a thing could be, of greater beauty. Why could he not have fallen in love with one of them, and not have come home to take from his brother his one ewe lamb ? Thoughts like these were passing through Arthur's mind the whole evening, as Hubert sat by the piano asking for one song after another, and congratulating his 288 LITTLE PANSY. cousin on singing something different from the common run of young ladies' songs. Some of Pansy's ballads were those sung at the vintage, or on other occasions by the peasants of the sunny region of the Loire, and were decidedly novel in an English drawing-room. Mrs. Deveron hardly knew whether she ap- proved of them ; they were unconven- tional, unlike anyone else, she " only hoped Pansy would not be thought odd for singing such strange things." Mrs. Yernon's dance the ensuing night was the first regular dance to which Pansy had been, though there had once or twice been dancing after a dinner-party where there had been more than the customary number of young people. She had de- murred about going, pleading her mourn- ing, but her uncle had told her he really wished it, and she had therefore agreed to go ; and Mrs. Delmar, to whom she had mentioned the circumstance, had told her LITTLE PANSY. 289 slie had done quite right. Though she really did uot very much care to go, she yet could not help feeling some little ex- citement at the prospect, and as Mrs. Yernon, being a great friend of the Deverons, had asked both her cousins as well, she had not the uncomfortable feel- ing of taking a place which one of them would otherwise have occupied. Very delicate and pretty she looked in her black gauzy dress, with snowdrops in her hair and in her bosom. As soon as they entered the room, Laurence Delmar came up to her (the Yernons' was the only house in Arncester at which some of the county people visited) and asked for the first valse, but, almost before she could reply, Hubert claimed her. '' Ours, Pansy !" and she was flying round the room with him to the strains of " Geliebt und verloren." It certainly was very pleasant ; she could not deny that, though she felt a little indignant at the determined way in VOL. I. u 290 LITTLE PANSY. which he took possession of her. Hubert was a perfect dancer, and Pansy really enjoyed the long, easy swing which was so different from Arthur's rather stiff and jerky performance, or the spasmodic gyra- tions of some of the Arncester young men. "Well done, Pansy!" exclaimed her cousin, when at length they paused. " I felt sure you could dance, and you can and no mistake. You must give me more than the three dances. I'm at home so seldom, you know, you ought to indulge me, and you can dance with all these people at any time. And let me con- gratulate you on being the belle of the ball." *' Don't talk such nonsense, please." Pansy was unused to pretty speeches, and her feeling, instead of being one of pleasure at the compliment, was rather of annoyance that Hubert should think her LITTLE PANSY. 291 SO vain and foolish as to believe such a thing. "It isn't nonsense, but sober earnest. There is not anyone to compare with you." '' There are Julia and Miss Delmar, and oh ! ever so many more. Let us go on, please, and don't talk such nonsense ; I don't like it." During the whole evening Hubert de- voted himself to his cousin, who, quite unaware of ball-room etiquette and punc- tilio, found it easier to dance with him whenever he asked her than to excuse herself. Her aunt looked on in consider- able dismay. What could be the meaning of it, but that Hubert had perversely chosen to fall in love with that insio^nifi- cant little brown thing, whom by no possi- bility could he ever marry : he who might choose, as she fondly believed, among the great and fashionable of the earth. Hu- bert must marry some one with money ; u2 292 LITTLE PANSY. with his expensive tastes, and the society he had been used to^ it was absolutely imperative ; but knowing, as she did, his obstinacy as to having his own way, she fairly trembled at the thought of what might happen if he once took it into his head to fall in love with his cousin. What could be his attraction ? The girl was plain, according to her ideas, and decidedly dull — never seemed to have anything to talk about except stupid books ; it realh^ could be nothing but perversity on Hubert's part, but it was a perversity that might have most inconvenient consequences. She would have liked to shake Pansy, but the recollection of the readiness with which the girl had lent the money, which saved her from the necessity of letting Mr. Dev- eron know of her darling's extravagance, modified her anger. Hubert pretty well guessed his mother's state of mind, and contrived to keep Pansy away from her side when she was not dancing, for fear LITTLE PANSY. 293 she should forbid her to dance with him any more. He felt sure Pansy would obey, but, at the same time, he was Yevj far from guessing that she really had no par- ticular pleasure in dancing with him, ex- cepting that he danced very well. He preferred to imagine that she was rapidly falling in love with him, and was spending a most happy evening. It certainly looked like it. Mrs. Delmar, who had taken a very cordial fancy to Pansy, was surprised and pained to see her make herself so very conspicuous; it was im- possible for anyone to help observing how incessantly the cousins were together, and, as she said to herself, even if they were engaged, which was hardly likely, as he had been at home barely a week, it would have been better taste, and more what she would have expected of Pansy, not to afficher the fact quite so publicly. Alto- gether, she was disappointed in her prO' tegee ; the fine fibre of her mind and taste 294 LITTLE PANSY. must, she feared, be getting warped among the coarser natures and perceptions of the Deverons. But the person who was the most per- turbed, and suffered the most, was natur- ally Arthur. He had hardly commenced his valse with Pansy before, by an unlucky chance, he trod on and tore her dress, and Hubert, passing at the moment, had laughed and said, " Poor little Pansy ! I take better care of you than that, don't I r" Vexed with his own awkwardness, Ar- thur danced less well than usual, and con- trived to bring his partner into violent collisions with one or two other couples; and though Pansy was everything that was amiable about the matter, and assured him that it didn't signify in the least, and that she wasn't at all hurt, he could not help feeling how she must contrast him with Hubert, greatly to his brother's ad- vantage. And so, though his heart ached LITTLE PANSY. 295 as he saw her dance time after time with Hubert, he absolutely lacked the courage to ask her again, feeling that he had no right to inflict his awkwardness upon her, when she had a far better partner whom she evidently preferred. He made an heroic effort to look and behave as usual, but it was not attended with the success it deserved, and Julia, passing him in the Lancers, asked him if he had a toothache that he looked so dismal. A heartache would have been nearer the mark. 296 CHAPTEE XII. Prithee forgive me ; I did but chide in jest ; the best loves use it Sometimes : it sets an edge upon affection. When we invite our best friends to a feast, 'Tis not all sweetmeats that we set before them ; There's somewhat sharp and salt, both to whet appetite And make them taste their wine well ; so, methinks. After a friendly, sharp, and savoury chiding, A kiss tastes wondrous well, and full o' th' grape. jftlDDLETON. "T REALLY think T shall speak to -■- Pansy," said Mrs. Delmar to her eldest daughter the next morning ; " it is a great pity she should get herself talked about, and very probably it was only ignorance of what is usual that made her afficher herself so with her cousin last LITTLE PANSY. 297 night. The Miss Deverons seem in- clined to that style of behaviour them- selves, and she is not likely to have had any warning." ''I wish you would, Mamma," said Nora Delmar, looking up from her drawing ; ^' she is such a dear, sby, little thing, I am sure she would be horrified at the idea of being talked about. It was a shame of her cousin to do it ; he, at any rate, knew better." " She looked as if she liked it, though, I must say." " Did you think so ? To me, she seemed as if she were rather bewildered, and couldn't help herself. Of course, he hap- pens to be a far better dancer than anyone here. I daresay she liked that." " She looked very pretty." ''Yes, didn't she? When I see her with the Deverons, I always think of a lily of the valley springing up by accident in a bed of tulips." 293 LITTLE PANSY. " You are always fanciful, Nora. Well, write and ask the cliild to spend the day on Wednesday ; you can go for her in the pony-carriage as usual." Hubert had taken it for granted that, during the week that remained of his stay at home, he should be able to amuse him- self by prosecuting his flirtation with Pansy ; and felt no doubt that, on his de- parture, she would be broken-hearted and would pine for his return to Arncester. He was accustomed to regard himself as irresistible, and thought that, of course, anyone so young and inexperienced as his cousin could not fail to succumb to his fascinations. He quite understood his mother's and sisters' manoeuvres to keep him and Pansy apart, guessing that they had taken fright at his determined appro- priation of her at the ball ; but their arrangements affected him very little, and could easily and at once have been over- ruled ; it was Pansy herself who foiled LITTLE PANSY. 299 him. He could not tell how it was, but she contrived entirely to avoid ever being alone with him, and that without doing any- thing which seemed in the least unusual or remarkable. Hubert was piqued ; he was far from imagining that she really wished to avoid him, he conceived that it was only coquetry, intended to lead him on. But after a day or two he began to be fairly puzzled ; Pansy was absolutely un. approachable. He tried to waylay her when she was going out in the afternoon, but she always contrived to evade him and to slip out unperceived. Once he asked her to walk with him that afternoon, and she answered, without an instant's hesita- tion, that she was not going out, as she had a letter to finish to her grandmother ; and when he suggested that it was a lovely afternoon, and that the letter migrht wait for once, she said she should be very sorry to disappoint grandmamma, who expected her letter on a certain day. Hubert could 300 LITTLE PANSY. not make it out ; it almost looked as if she really wanted to avoid him, and yet that could hardly be possible. Could his mo- ther have spoken to her? He hardly thought so, and, when he questioned her on the subject, she utterly denied it. Mrs. Deveron vras infinitely relieved at the turn which affairs had taken, and felt at times what a debt of gratitude she owed her niece ; and yet, with the incon- sistency of human nature, she felt almost inclined to be angry with Pansy for her evident insensibility to Hubert's manifold perfections. She really seemed to regard him no more than if he were the stupidest boy in the Arncester Grammar School ! he who, by his own account, which she never even imagined to be exaggerated, vras the favoured swain of so many aristocratic dames and damsels. Really, Pansy was very like her mother in some things, and gave' herself great airs. If neither Hubert nor Mr. Musgrave pleased her, whom, would LITTLE PANSr. 301 slie find good enough? Of Arthur's feel- ings respecting Pansy his mother had not the faintest idea, or she would not have allowed their comfortable friendship to be so undisturbed. Arthur was somewhat re-assured by Pansy's conduct, which he watched with a breathless attention that rather militated against his usual careful application to his work at the Bank. It seemed clear that Pansy could not be so very much fascin- ated by Hubert as he had feared was the case, or she would not avoid him so very persistently. Perhaps, after all, it was only that he was a better dancer, a superi- ority which Arthur frankly conceded to him, and that it was only in a ball-room that she preferred him. If that were all it did not matter, and, when Hubert's short leave came to an end, their comfortable walks and talks, which were the great joy of his life, would be resumed. So Arthur satisfied himself, by no means understand- 502 LITTLE PANSY. ing that Pansy was as little in love with him as she was with Hubert. An invitation for Pansy to Daleford always somewhat upset Mrs. Deveron*s temper : she deemed it a slight that neither of her own girls was ever invited to accompany her. So when, on the Tuesday morning, Pansy intimated that she was asked to spend the ensuing day with the Delmars, she spoke, as usual, very angrily. "Really, if they don't think us worth noticing, I think it would be better taste if you were not quite so fond of people who are ashamed of your relations, and will probably teach you to be the same." " Eh ? What is that ?" asked Mr. Dev- -eron, who seldom paid much attention to the conversation that went on over the letters at breakfast, being generally ab- sorbed in his own correspondence. "I said," rephed Mrs. Deveron, who was rather sorry that her unusually sharp tones LITTLE PANSY. 303 had attracted her husband's attentioD, "that it is very rude of the Delmars to ask Pansy for the day, and never to ask one of^ our ov/n girls to go with her. It looks as if they did not think us worth noticing." " Well, as they only made acquaintance on Pansy's account there is nothing won- derful in it ; besides, you have dined at Daleford, and they have dined here — what more would you have ? Do you like going- there, Pansy, my child ?" ''Very mucli indeed, uncle; they are very kind, and I am very fond of them." " Then, Matilda, Pansy is to go there when she likes, and do not try to spoil her pleasure by persuading her that the girls ought to be asked too. There is nothing in the least remarkable in their invitmo^ her alone." '' I will drive you over in the dog-cart, Pansy," suggested Hubert. " Thank you very much," said Pansy, 304 LITTLE PANSY. quietly, "but that is all settled; Nora comes for me in the pony-carriage." " Well, then, I'll come for you." " No, thank you ; Mrs. Delmar says they will hv'mcr me home." Mrs. Deveron was pleased that there should be no tete-a-tete drive, and yet she felt indignant that Pansy should not show the least vexation at missing it. She was duly thankful that the girl was not in love with her cousin, as it might have increased his admiration and produced very unde- sirable complications, and yet she could hardly forgive her for proving insensible to his charms. Besides, she was irritated at her husband's having interfered, and so it was in a very ungracious manner that she said, "Oh! very well, you must go, I suppose, and I am not to say what I think about it." Pansy accepted the permission, and took no notice of the manner in which it was LITTLE PANSY. 305 accorded ; she always found it better to tbink as little of her aunt's way of doing or saying things as was possible. It always seemed such a rest to her mind to spend the day at Daleford. Everything there appeared to go smoothly, there seemed no fear that a chance word Tv^ould lead to uncomfortable bickerings. Now in the market-place the most inno- cent observations were often seized upon as meaning something quite different from their obvious interpretation, and were wrangled over, and made subjects of most disagreeable recrimination. At Daleford all the family seemed to understand each other perfectly, and to live together in harmony and good will. It was after luncheon that Mrs. Delmar spoke to Pansy, as she had told her daughter she should do. She had taken her to her dressing-room to show her a drawing, and, when it had been examined, she seated her- self on the sofa and drew the girl to her. VOL. I. X 306 LITTLE PANSY. " My dear," she said, " I have not known you very long, but I do not think you are a silly girl likely to be hurt or offended with an old woman who wants to do you a service. Do you mind my speaking to you as if you were one of my own girls?" " Oh, no ! indeed I should be glad," said Pansy, flushing and trembling in her anxiety to know what this could mean. ''Well, then, dear, I think it was only your want of knowledge of the world that made you dance so often the other night with vour cousin. It is not usual to do so, and he should not have made you con- spicuous." " Conspicuous !" and Pansy grew crim- son. " That is what Mamma always said a woman should never be. Oh ! Mrs. Delmar, I am so sorry ; what shall I do ?" " My dear, I do not want you to distress yourself; I was only anxious to put you on your guard against another time. It LITTLE PANSY. 307 was mucb more his fault than yours, for he must have known better, which you did not. After all, he is your cousin, and it does not so very much matter, only it makes people say " "What?" asked Pansy, looking up eagerly. " Well, dear, that you are either engaged or about to be so." " Oh ! but it isn't so, indeed," said Pansy, simply; then, after a pause, "May I ask you something ? — you won't think me very silly ?" " No, dear child ; I am glad to help you in any perplexity. What is it ?" "You see I know nothing of English ways, I suppose," said Pansy, hesitatingly, " and at home at La Rochecaillou we never saw anyone, and I had no cousins; but is it usual — that is, I mean a matter of course, that one's cousins — men, I mean — should kiss one?" "By no means, and certainly not if you X 2 308 LITTLE PANSY. do not wish it. Do you mind telling me why you ask ?" " Oh, no ! I could tell you anything ; it seems almost as if I were talking to Mamma," said Pansy, simply. ** Hubert said something that made me angry— I cannot tell you what that was, because it is about him, not me, — and then he took both my hands and said we must make it up, and that he must kiss me ; I was quite furious and got away from him, and he didn't do it, but he said that it was the English custom, and that all cousins did it, — but I knew that wasn't quite true, because Arthur never offered to do it, — but I wasn't sure if I had not been silly and made an absurd fuss just from ignor- ance, and so, when he asked me to dance so much, and talked of its being some reparation for my having been so angry with him about nothing, I did not quite know how to refuse." "I quite see; in fact, he took an un- LITTLE PANSY. 309 warrantable advantage of your inexperi- ence. My dear, do not encourage him to say impertinent things to you." "" I have kept quite out of his way ever since ; he has waited in the hall to walk with me, but I have slipped out by the garden." " Wise child ! Does he stay long?" " Oh, no ! he goes the day after to-mor- row," said Pansy, with an air of such evi- dent relief that Mrs. Delmar could hardly help laughing. It was very clear that no danger was to be apprehended for Pansy from her cousin's fascinations. The girl had become a very great favourite with them all ; she was so abso- lutely free from conceit or self-conscious- ness, and yet so infinitely superior in their opinion to the ordinary run of young ladies. Every member of the family had in turn remarked how incompatible her nature must be with that of her compan- ions and surroundings. But they loyally 310 LITTLE PANSY. abstained from mentioning her relations^ feeling that, if they were distasteful to her, it was kinder not to remind her of the fact, while, if thej were not, it would be a sad pity to disturb her contentment. *' Do you think it was very wrong ? — about the dancing, I mean ? Aunt Matilda did not find fault," was Pansy's next observation. " Wrong, dear ? Well, that is a strong word, unconventional and unadvisable; but I can easily see how it happened. I daresay your aunt thought that between cousins it didn't matter." ^' I wish you could have told me at the time. Please believe how much obliged I am to you for telling me now," and she put her hand into Mrs. Delmar's. " Will 3^ou always tell me when you see me do anything wrong ? I would rather hear it from you than anyone." Mrs. Delmar bent down and kissed her. " I don't think I am likely to have much LITTLE PANSY. 311 fault to find witli you, Pansy; but you may depend, dear, that I will give you advice whenever I think you want it. Ah ! Nora," as her daughter entered the room, '* you must have thought we were lost. Pansy and I have been having a little talk up here." '' I can't tell you how sweetly she took my little lecture, Nora," she said that evening. "No idea of defending herself, but only such dismay at having done any- thing wrong. She begged me to consti- tute myself her Mentor for the future. That cousin has evidently been making violent love to her, and she did not like it at all, though she hardly knew how to escape. Her relief when she said he was going the day after to-morrow was almost ludicrous." Pansy's persistent avoidance of Hubert had piqued him to such a degree that he was determined that, by some means or other, he would have a private interview with 812 LITTLE PANSY. her before bis departure. He had watched so often for her in the hall, only to find that she had eluded him, that he suspected she must slip out through the garden, and posted himself at a window whence, him- self unobserved, he could watch the gate aud see which way she went. True to his expectations, Pansy presently issued from the garden-gate, and set off in the direction of the very lanes where they had taken their walk together. Giving sufficient time for her not to perceive that she was followed, Hubert presently started in pursuit. He was very uncertain as to what it was that he meant to say to her, being only clear that it must be something that should break down her fence of coquetry, and force her to show that she cared for him. That she did so, and was only avoiding him to lead him on, Hubert had no more doubt than he had of his own existence. He let Pansy get a considerable distance from LITTLE PANSr. 813 home, and then, availing himself of his knowledge of the country, he sprang over a hedge, took a short cut across a field, and met her, in the most natural manner in the world, round a corner. Pansy started violently, coloured, and felt excessively annoyed. She had been congratulating herself so much on the dexterity with which she had avoided Hubert's society, and now, after all, she found herself at his mercy, for there was no way of escape. " Well met, Pansy !" exclaimed Hubert, turning and walking by her side. " I thought we were never going to have a nice comfortable talk again. Where have you hidden yourself all this week ?" '* I have not hidden myself," said Pansy. '*Yes, you have — at least, from me. I have watched for you every afternoon for a walk, and you have always escaped me somehow." Pansy said nothing ; it did not seem to 314 LITTLE PANSY. her that an answer was necessary. She could not forgive Hubert for having made her, as Mrs. Delmar had said, " conspicu- ous " — the one thing that she had always heard her mother and grandmother agree that a woman should never be. She did not want to talk to him, still less did she wish to say anything rude, and she feared that, if he began to question her as to why she had avoided him, she might say something that he would not like. So she quickened her pace, wishing devoutly that the walk was over, that they might meet some one, that anything, in short, might happen to break up their tete-a-tete. But no such relief was vouchsafed her, and Hubert had no intention of having a silent "walk, so he began : " Pansy, do you know I am going away to-morrow ?" ^' Yes ; I think it was always settled you were to go on Friday, was it not ?" ** I'm awfully sorry to go." LITTLE PANSY. 815 "Are you? I thought you fouud Arn- cester so dull." " The little coquette ! — fishing for a compliment !" thought Hubert ; then he said, " Well, I used to, certainly, but I haven't this time." Again no answer. ** Pansy, can't you guess why?" " I ? No, how should I ? Because of Mrs. Vernon's dauce, do you mean ?" " No, not because of that, though it was very pleasant, but because of the one per- son who made that and everything else de- lightful : I think you know whom I mean." Yes, Pansy knew perfectly, and felt very angry indeed that he should talk to her like this. He would not have done so if his mother or sisters had been present ; it was insulting that he should take ad- vantage of her being alone and defence- less ; so she said, in a cold, stiff tone, '' I don't think it is necessary to talk nonsense." 316 LITTLE PANSY. '* Nonsense ! — you have no right to say that. JN'ow, Pansy, haven't I been trying to be with you ever since I came home ? Eut since that night at the Yernons — you were very nice to me then — you've snubbed me awfully. What have I done to you ? I'm sure it isn't my fault ; I've been with you whenever you'd let me." *' You had no business to make me so conspicuous at the dance," said Pansy, colouring violently; ''ib was ungenerous when you know I know nothing of English ways. How could you do such a thing ?" " What, dance with the prettiest and nicest girl in the room ? Why shouldn't I ?" '' You know it Vv^as not the custom, that you were making me do Vv'hat was con- spicuous, and unusual, and not nice ! I did not know — I cannot forgive you !" " But, Pansy, you don't mean you didn't like it ! Come, now, you know you did, or you wouldn't have done it." " You danced pretty well, — I liked that, LITTLE PANSY. 317 said Pansj. " It was not like Leon, but it was better than seme of the others. But I would rather not have danced all night than have been made conspicuous, — it is what Mamma said a woman should never be." " And who says you were ? It is all humbug! I suppose it is some of the girls' nonsense." '*No, indeed." " Then who has put such stuff into your head?" **Mrs. Delmar spoke to me." "Mrs. Delmar! What business has she to interfere, I should like to know !" '^ She was a friend of Mamma's, and is very kind to me. She said she thought it was only ignorance that had me do such a thing." "Deuced impertinent of her, the old cat !" '* On the contrary, I think it was very kind. Be good enough to speak respect- 318 LITTLE PANSY. fully of her, — she is a great friend of mine." " But I say, Pansy, you don't mean to say you are really angry? Why, most girls would think it the greatest compli- ment one could pay them to dance with them all night." "It is a compliment I do not care for." "But you liked it until this nonsense had been put into your head." "No, I did not, only I did not know how to help myself." It was said so naturally, with such evi- dent truth, that it stung Hubert's self- esteem ; but this was only for a moment ; his vanity quickly persuaded him that his cousin was only pretending anger to in- duce him to pay her more open compli- ments, so he said, "I don't think you mean that, Pansy. Why should you dislike me ? I have done nothing to offend you, I'm sure, except admire you, and pretty girls don't dislike LITTLE PANSY. 319 that orenerally ! Don't you know how awfully cut up I am at going away and leaving you ? You must know it, Pansy, — girls always feel when they are loved." "J feel nothing of the sort," said Pansy, calmly. " What ! surely you are not so cold ! Pansy, you cannot have forgotten the last time we walked in these very lanes ?" "]S[o," said Pansy, stopping and looking straight into his eyes. " I have neither forgotten nor forgiven it, — I doubt if I ever shall." Even Hubert, serenely confident as he was in his own powers of fascination, could not delude himself into the belief that his cousin was only leading him on for the purpose of being flattered and complimented. It suddenly began to dawn upon him that Pansy had been in earnest all through, that she had been really angry at his attempt to kiss her, and that she had so persistently avoided 320 LITTLE PANSY. liim, not to lead liim on and make him seek her, but because she really disliked his compan}^ It was a terrible blow to his vanity, and one to which he was not ac- customed. For a few moments he hated Pansy with all his heart, and yet at the same time he was conscious of a strons^er desire than ever to make her fall in love with him. He almost began to fancy he was half in love with her, so great was the stimulant of the unexpected shock of her indifference. It was in a different tone from that in which he had yet spoken that he said, '*I am sure, Pansy, I am very sorry if I have really displeased yon, but I cannot think why you should be so angry. I have done nothing unusual, and surely you cannot be offended with me for likiug you so much and doing my best to show it?" His tone was so altered, he seemed so hurt and sorry, that Pansy, who was the LITTLE PANSr. 321 most teader-liearted little creature imagin- able, and was already half-frightened a;fer her own vehemence, began to relent, and to think that she had perhaps been too angry, had said too much. If only she had not had the evil fortune to meet him that afternoon, how much annoyance she could have escaped ! and she wished de- voutly that she were safely at home, but they were still at least a mile and a half off, and she must make the best of the situation. So she said, *'] think, please, we had better say no more about it. Perhaps I have said too much ; if I have I beg your pardon, but I was very hurt and angry at your taking advantage of my inexperience. Please let us talk of something else. Do you know, Leon is coming to stay here ? Uncle George asked him to copae when he could, and he wrote this morning to say he had got leave." " That will be very nice for you. But, VOL. I. Y 822 LITTLE PANSY. Pans J, I must talk a little more, — saj you are not angry now, that you don't dislike me. I should be so very unhappy if you did." In her secret heart, Pansy did dislike him, for he had made her more uncomfort- able than anyone had ever done before, but it was impossible, as she felt, to say so. So she murmured something incomprehensible about never disliking anyone, and quickened her pace so decidedly that it was not very long before they reached home, when she at once escaped to her own room, and during the evening Hubert found it quite impos- sible to get speech of her. He was very seriously mortified ; it was the first decided repulse he had ever re- ceived, and, coming from a quarter where he had anticipated an easy conquest, was doubly annoying. It was not that he was really in the least in love with Pansy, all the affection which he could spare from himself was centred on Lady Violet Valton, LITTLE PANSY. 323 but lie could not bear the feelinof of beiuo: disregarded by a little girl whom he had looked upon as the certain victim of his fascinations. But a still ruder shock was in store for him". At breakfast the next morning Sophronia read out the following announce- ment : — "■ We are authorised to state that a matrimonial alliance is arranged, and will shortly take place, between Lady Violet Yalton, only child of the Earl of Yalehurst, and Lord Lackland, eldest son of the Earl of Bogcastle." ^' There !" she exclaimed ; '' so you see there was nothing between her and Sir Julian after all !" So engaged were Mrs. Deveron and her daughters with this aspect of the question that they never observed that Hubert started as if he had been shot, and turned very white. It was a terrible blow to him. y2 324 LITTLE PANSY. Lady Violet, beautiful and an heiress, had been very wilful, and had given her mother endless trouble and anxiety by her violent flirtations. But there was no one about whom Lady Yalehurst had been so thoroughly alarmed as about the handsome young Lancer, for Lady Yiolet had chosen to encourage and lead him on in the most decided manner. Hubert's hopes had, not unwarrantably, risen extremely high, audit would have been no consolation to him to remember, even had he done so, that this fate of being led on and then dropped without a word, was precisely what he had inflicted on several innocent girls, more loving than wise, and had been fully pre- pared to entail upon his cousin. There was one letter for him sealed wdth a fantastic monogram surmounted by a coronet, which he crushed into his pocket and never opened till he was alone in the train. It was from Ladj Valehurst. LITTLE PANSY. 325 " Dear Mr. Deveron, — We have seen sa much of you recently that I do not like you to learn from the papers the news of dear- est Vi's marriage. It is a long attachment ; indeed she says Lackland is the only person to whom she has ever given a thought. It is delightful to see dearest Yi so happy ; it would be quite impossible to find two people better suited to each other. Yi has just come in, and, hearing I am writing to you, sends her kind regards, and says that, if you really meant what you said the other day about never having destroyed one or two notes she wrote you, she would be glad if you would send them to her, that she may have the satisfaction of burn- ing them ; she is always so particular about burning letters. "We go to town to- morrow for the trousseau ; . the wedding is to be in April. Perhaps, if you happen to be in London, we may meet. " Truly yours, " Hekmione Yalehuest." 326 LITTLE PANSY. " Two or three notes " was Lady Violet's convenient way of describing a tolerably large packet of letters still in Hubert's possession, and certainly containing suffi- cient compromising matter to render it very natural that she would wish to satisfy herself as to their destruction. It was doubtless a great relief to her — it certainly was to Lady Yalehurst — when' the packet was returned the ensuing day. END OF THE FIRST VOLUME. LONDON : PRINTED BY DUNCAN MACDONALD, BL.ENHEDI HOUSE. m