UNIVERSITY Of^, ^ " STACKS UNIVERSITY LIBRARY UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS AT URBANA-CHAMPAIGN The person charging this material is responsible for its renewal or return to the library on or before the due date. The minimum fee for a lost item is $125.00, $300.00 for bound journals. Theft, mutilation, and underlining of books are reasons for disciplinary action and may result in dismissal from the University. Please note: self-stick notes may result in torn pages and lift some inks. Renew via the Telephone Center at 217-333-8400, 846-262-1510 (toll-free) orcirclib@uiuc.edu. Renew online by choosing the My Account option at: http://www.IJbrary.uiuc.edu/catalog/ KOOCABELLA: A TALE OF A WOMAN'S LIFE BY PAUL BELL. IN TWO VOLUMES. VOL. I. LONDON: JAMES BLACKWOOD, PATEENOSTER PvOW. [The Riyht of Translation is Reserved.'] DEDICATOET. "^ ±0 THE AUTHOR OF " AURORA LEIGH." en 1 ^ • More than half of the followino; tale was 2: told, on paper, some years ago. It was "^then my intention, being the eldest-born of the Phantom family, to inscribe it to Currer Bell — as my pleading in the argu- ment of a question so passionately referred ">to in "Jane Eyre" and "Shirley." But \J losses of dear friends by death — discourage- ^' ments justly or unjustly incurred — and the falling away of some on whom reliance had been implicit — came in merciless succession ; and the fancy and the heart stopped — and, with them, the pen. — I never thought to finish this tale. But the humour came back not long ago, and (for better, for worse) the history is here brought to a close. IV DEDICATORr. There is always something of melancholy in returning to an interrupted task, what- ever may have caused the interruption. During my pause, the gifted woman to whom I meant to inscribe this story has gone to rest. The stirrings of her busy heart have ceased — her vivid imaginings have melted away in the shadows of the valley. But in resuming a labour long laid aside, I did not find that I had any words to unsay; be- cause the thoughts which my earlier ones had expressed or symbolized had been of late thought out by others in another and a better form. — Time, and added experience of life, and sorrow, add earnestness, per- haps, in proportion as they dim the hopeful spirit under which the younger aspirant commences his work ; but it has been my lot to find few things bad which I found good — no matter how many years ago — or vice versd. Constancy in prejudice, con- stancy in pursuit, however, are in my poor case accompanied by constancy in admira- DEDICATORY. V tion; and thus, to one whom I have long held to be the most distinguished of women gifted for poetical authorship whom England has ever produced, this plain, but perhaps not untruthful, story of a woman's heart is, in all sincere respect, dedicated by her old friend, PAUL BELL. August, 1859. CONTENTS OF VOL I. PAGE Chapter L The Husband 1 II. The Husband's Kelations 17 III. The Companion 42 IV. First Hours in London 57 V. The Italian Master 76- VI. Other New Acquaintances .... 84 VII. The Eefugees 107 VIII. A Friend in Need 123 IX. A Partie Quarree 141 X. The Good Fairy 154 XI. The Sublime and the Ridiculous . . 166 XII. The Silver Box 187 XIII. Sympathy 204 XIV. A Chapter of Correspondence . . . 210 XV. Great Conspirators 231 XVI. Settlements 242 XVIT. Leave-takings 259 XVIII. " Turned off " 278 ROCCABELLA. CHAPTER I. THE HUSBAND. A BEAUTIFUL and Still young woman was musing betwixt cliimney-corner and window, about five o'clock on one of the dreariest afternoons of a certain November, 18 — , in a sitting-room, commanding for prospect a street of bygone fashion in the town of Liverpool. — The huge fire was burning as fires burn only in Lancashire. The apart- ment which it lit up, draperied with mellow- coloured hangings, and fitted with every appliance for comfort, made a picture which may have struck a pang to the heart of many a bleak, care-crazed creature passing by, lured to stop and look in by the brilliancy of the light and the richness of the colours. The lady's dress was in harmony with her habitation ; but whether a face wearing a VOL. I. B Z EOCCABELLA. more painful expression could have been found on that afternoon throughout the wide seaport town of Liverpool, is doubtful. Unhappiness — consciousness of imprison- ment — something of rebellion, even — were in every line of it. The brow was knit with a heavy frown; and the lips worked and talked, though there was no one to see or to hear. The servant who entered, and who was obliged three times to say, " If you please, ma'am, my master has sent up word that two gentlemen are coming to dinner," ere his mistress turned, and gave the needful orders — would have profited little by her soliloquy had he heard it; supposing it possible that the same had arranged itsdf after the complete and explanatory fashion of the stage. It would have told merely the old tale, of unexplained desires, of blanked sympathies, of an entangled, profitless life, — in which so many a woman's confessions would be summed up. Eosamond was, beyond expres- sion, sick of a monotonous existence, passed among people with whom she had nothing in cowamon. She wished to be earning her own bread : she longed for excitement — for THE HUSBAND. 3 London — for foreign travel; to talk with poets and persons of genius — to escape from the stupifying dinners of eighteen, and the inanity of balls, at which every body was too grand — or not grand enough — to enjoy themselves. She hated herself that she had been entrapped into such a thraldom for life as this. She almost hated him who had done it — a man who could not comprehend her nature — who was satisfied if she was superbly clothed and luxuriously fed, and whose family and whose associates always eyed her as though she had stood between somebody else and good fortune. There was her harp — but who cared to hear it ? There were her books ; but the more she read them, the worse became her malady. To whom could she dare to tell the thoughts which they set fermenting in her busy, sleep- less mind ? Mrs. A would call her insane ; Mrs. B a monster of ingratitude, recol- lecting that she had been an orphan, and a poor relation to boot, married so regally, and with every wish, almost, granted! Mrs. C would condole with her husband, there and then. Mrs. D , E , and F would threaten to ^' cut her," and 4 ROCCABELLA. keep their words, until such time as her next dinner-cards were sent out. Mrs. G would drench her with tracts, and the offer to bring down upon her a silky-spoken clergyman, whom she could not admire nor endure. Mrs. H would cry over her, wish that Heaven had blessed her sweet friend with a child. Mrs. I would flatter her with that false vulgar flattery which nearly drove her beyond patience and civility. And she was to go on to the end of her days in this way — listless and miserable and alone! — There was wretched, driving sleet without ; the black mud was ankle deep in the street. No sound was to be heard, save the heavy drays and water-side carts as they lunged past, and the sharp approach of the post- man's bell, as he sped along collecting letters — some, she thought, for London ! In after days the ideas which passed through Rosamond's mind during that hour made her shudder and wonder. "What shall I lay out for you, ma'am ? " was her maid's question. " My black silk." Rosamond was fond of dressing in black ; and that day her approach to mourning was THE HUSBAND. 5 even deeper than usual; — since, feeling chill, she threw round her a large shawl of Chantilly lace, before she descended to the drawing-room. The announced guests were two, and one gentleman beside — Mr. Oli- phant, her husband's solicitor. The others, presented to her in a voice to which she did not take the pains to attend, were for her merely anonymous men — strangers, however — and she perceived by their accent not belonging to Lancashire. One of them, of course, took her down to dinner. The strong lamp-light thrown upon the table gave Rosamond a passing impression that her husband's guests were something different from, if not superior to, the gene- rality of those who sat beside her. One — whom the other two called " Doctor" — looked worn with shrewdness, she thought — yet had curiously settled, not to say, set expression of countenance. The other eat an outrageous dinner, and seemed capable of falling asleep while he was eating it, and what he said was the merest commonplace in substance; yet there was a more than ordinary decision in his manner of asking for bread, and a screen, and of inquiring when the new Borough 6 ROCCABELLA. Courts would be finished. Neither the smooth nor the strong visiter (thus they involun- tarily presented themselves to Rosamond's apprehension) made any remarkable efforts for her entertainment; and on her side she was too indifferent to exert herself. — Mr. Oli- phant's three jokes, and one good story, she knew by heart ; and they came as usual with- out being asked for. Accordingly, having sat for the proper length of time, abstracted, silent, and what most people would have thought haughty, Rosamond retired to the monotonous comfort of her drawing-room, neither quickened, nor cheered, nor refresh- ed, — nor even her curiosity stirred as to the nature and errand of her husband's guests. In truth, she had hardly quitted the desert of her own dreary meditations, to which she now returned with that eagerness which partakes of the nature of self-torment. It grew late, but no candles were lighted. The frivolous occupation for her fingers, which seemed to occupy her wholly, could be done as w^ell in darkness as in daylight ; and if the shuttle were to pause for a week, what matter ? She had no idea what might be the time, when her attention -was arrested THE HUSBAND. 7 by the sound of a carriage stopping suddenly at the door. Half unconscious what she did, Rosamond hastened to the window just in time to see a pair of dark figures (the dinner guests) disappear into it, and to hear the door shut to, and the direction '^ Lime Street Sta- tion " hastily given. The vehicle was gone, and all was still again. The direction did Rosamond no good. Her fancy, too, was flying along the '' London road," towards what she could only vaguely dream ',—from what, she knew well, and with a familiarity which almost took the form of loathing. Possibly, in the confessions from which this account of the state of her mind is derived, Rosamond exaggerated her weariness and discontent. Women are apt to do so, when they call attention to their own past emotions, — sometimes out of peni- tence, sometimes from their desire for sym- pathy. Another hour elapsed, and still no lights were brought in, the certain prelude of Mr. Westwood's ascent from the dining-room. ^' He will not want me, if he should come up to tea," at last said the weary wife, rousing herself as she retired to her own sanctuary ROCCABELLA. for the night. There, when the maid was shut out, Rosamond knew that she might unhesitatingly give herself up to the com- pany of her own thoughts, without fear of disturbance or intrusion. — Among other bad habits of self-indulgence, she had contracted that of reading in bed,—" reading herself to sleep," was the pretext. That night the new French novel, temptingly placed on the little table with its green velvet cover, was flown to with unusual avidity ; so many were the discontents which it seemed to utter for her — so excellently did all its highly coloured scenes of storm and passion suit her impatient and undisciplined spirit ! The tale was one of a woman like herself, ill-married — mated to wealth, hard calcu- lation, and unrefined stubbornness. Other figures were in the masque, painted, to borrow a fanciful simile, as if the artist had used the prismatic fire-tints of the volcano. Rosamond did not know how long she had read, till, on closing the second volume, the silver chime of her pendule tolled out "two o'clock." She paused breathless with terror — not at the lateness of the hour, but because of THE HUSBAND. 9 another sound — the sound of a slow foot upon the stairs, which also paused before her door; and because of the hoarse voice which an instant afterwards said, " Your light is burning; you are awake. May I come in ?" A little sofa covered with gay chintz stood at the foot of her bed. On this the husband sat himself slowly down — a dull, dark, heavy shape. After pausing for a moment, " Do you know," said he abruptly, " who those two men were that dined here ? " ^' No, sir," was the trembling answer. "One was ," and Mr. Westwood named a famous London surgeon. The other was Mr. Bessell, — a London solicitor of like eminence. " I did not catch their names," replied the wife. "I did not fancy you did ; with your mind set upon other things as it is, I do not wonder. . . . But you may have cause to remember the day they dined here." " Good God ! Mr. Westwood, is any thing of consequence the matter ? " " Yes," was the gloomy answer, " to me of consequence enough. You would feel it of 10 ROCCABELLA. consequence, Rosamond, to be told that you had a bare fortnight to live, or thereabouts, — if you had as many concerns to see after and to settle as I have." Rosamond's first idea was that her hus- band was in liquor. But she knew that he never drank to excess. Her second thought was one of blended amazement, horror; — remorse, too, as if a spear had passed through the very centre of her heart, — but not of grief '^You are shocked, no doubt, Rosamond, for we take such little notice of each other," — harsher and more mournful grew the voice as it said these words — " that the thing might easily have happened before it struck you that I looked worse in health than usual. But there is little doubt about the matter. This day three weeks I shall be in the churchyard; and you will have the world before you again." Rosamond tried to speak, but no words would come. " I thought, first," he went on, " I would write it to you ; but I shall have too much to write as it is, and words are the simplest. I wish to consult you before my will is finally drawn out ; and this is why I came in." ^ THE HUSBAND. 11 Still no kind Avord from the agitated woman. 0, it was impossible that her first kind word to her husband could come then I " Thank you, Mrs. Westwood," he re- sumed, ^'for letting me go on steadily. It hurts me now to raise my voice long at a time. I suppose you have no idea of what money I have to leave. How much would satisfy you ? " ''0, sir ! in Heaven's blessed name I beseech you, do not think — do not speak of such things. It cannot — it shall not be as you say ! No one can tell. They are mistaken. Cases of mistake are perpetually occurring ! Why should we not go to London ourselves, at once, for other advice ? No one can have any right to pronounce upon life and death ! It is hideous ! It is wicked ! " And down rained the tears, which had been only wanting an excuse to rain down. " No ! he is right enough. It is all true — I have thought so myself for some weeks; but I wished to be sure. There is no use in being distressed : nothing can be done. I must face the next world; but 12 ROCCABELLA. before I face it I will try to settle my affairs in this one like a just man. About the money, — how much will make you com- fortable, Rosamond? " Faster and more passionate became her sobs — till a grave, almost a stern, " Pray be still," rebuked them into silence. "I cannot go on until you are calmer. This is what I mean to arrange. You can hear it, turn it in your mind, and let me know — any time before four o'clock to-morrow afternoon, will do. " You know that you are not on terms with my family. It is not your fault. I am aware that, if you had tried to please them ever so much, they would never have forgiven our marriage. I was the favourite with Anne ; and Jane, and George, and Robert made sure of having all my property amongst them. If you had brought a fortune into the concern, indeed .... but as it is, the breach will never be made up ; and I must have matters properly settled, or they will dispute every thing that is done for you, and torment you out of your life." Again did Rosamond entreat her husband not to mention such topics — not to think THE HUSBAND. 13 of her — not to humble her so : but again he begged her to be silent — almost sternly. His time and composure were precious. " You know that when we married," conti- nued Mr. AYestwood, "you would not hear of any settlement. I thought it very handsome of you. It seemed to me a proof that you could not merely be marrying for money. But the wisest of us may be mistaken. Both you and I have been so. You would have been happier out in the world, earning your bread, than cooped up here as a Liver- pool fine lady. And I but you will be all the better off now, for not having been eager then. It is but just. I shall leave you four thousand a-year, in the hands of men I can rely upon as trustees. There's as much aoain to be divided amons; the rest of them, even if they were not rich enough already — but they will grudge you your share, and so I shall have it put high and dry beyond their reach." "I cannot! I will not!" .... "You must keep yourself calm for a little moment longer, Kosamond: I have much besides this to arrange, and they ordered me to avoid agitation as much as 14 ROCCABELLA. possible. But, my dear, in leaving you this money, which I hope will enable you to gratify all your reasonable wishes, — I should be guilty if I were to expose you to the chances of a second match, which should turn out as bad a one as ours has been. You'll be courted for your fortune; and if you are married upon it, no good will come to either you or the man who does it. It is to go from you when you marry again. That is what I had to say — think it over, and if you find it will not answer, let me hear. — I wish to consider every body — you particu- larly — now; and to do what is fair and friendly. Pray be still. I have said what I wanted ; and you can sleep upon it." The dull, dark, heavy shape got slowly up from the gay little sofa. The door was shut, the steps died away, and Eosamond was left alone, in the midst of a storm of distressful and conflicting thoughts, such as are not to be described. Were her feelings most largely those of wonder, or terror, or remorse ? Had distaste a share in them — a sense of injustice and of generosity curiously blend- ed — a conviction within herself, that with all the superiority of her uncouth, THE HUSBAND. 15. unlovely husband over herself, in the scene just closed, he had studied retaliation as well as forgiveness? — not in the condition of his bequest !— no, for the retainhig or the loss of fortune were of no more conse- quence to Rosamond, than so many things that might pass in another hemisphere — but in his harsh, formal, stern manner of announcing it — in his predetermined reso- lution to hear no pleadings, no qualifications of hers ! — Should she not write and decline the gift ? Ah ! she knew well that that would not avail — it would be despised as theatrical : as a piece of acting got up by one who well knew that it would not deceive or persuade its object. I love my heroine well : but truth is truth — and few, too few, were the thoughts of compassion and regard which suggested themselves in favour of the toil-broken, dying man, who was spending his last hours of life, howsoever ungracefully, in making an equitable and considerate distribution of his vast wealth. She was perverse; and bitterly, bitterly in after days did she recall and repent of her perversity — when repentance availed nothing. 16 ROCCABELLA. Such is the end — had people only the honesty to admit it — of too many a match for money — cruel misunderstandino;, if not worse; dogged, implacable, and placed by its own pride beyond the reach of late relenting, concession, and forgiveness ! THE husband's RELATIONS. 17 CHAPTER 11. THE HUSBAND'S RELATIONS. Within three weeks from this time I was summoned to Liverpool, to be present at the reading of Mr. Westwood's will, by his solicitor, Mr. Oliphant — I was one of Rosamond's trustees, though but distantly related to her : a second cousin once re- moved, or something of the kind. Yet I was the nearest male relation — almost the solitary relation of either sex whom she pos- sessed. Her mother, the only daughter of an only daughter distantly connected with my parents, had married when she was forty ; and had been left a widow before Rosamond was born. This had happened in the East Indies. We none of us had known much of her husband, beyond the fact that he was an Italian or Spaniard, who had entered the English service. Mrs. de Castro spoke of him VOL. I. c 18 ROCCABELLA. reluctantly. Her r^iarriage had proved a failure; and before she returned to Europe, with a small life-interest in some property to live upon, and her daughter to educate and marry, she had assumed that demeanour which distances question and sympathy. Never have I seen so unapproachable a woman. She was as stately as a queen, and as spirited as a lioness. But the illness of which she died was protracted for four years ; and when at last she was released — so far from any personal property being left for the use of her orphan, a few friends had abso- lutely to join in providing for the expenses of her funeral. Thus Rosamond had come to us barely because she had nowhere else to go to, — till some interest made by the gentleman with whose house of business I have been for many years connected, led to her being engaged partly as governess, partly as com- panion by Mrs. Chidley, eldest sister of Mr. Westwood, a great Liverpool merchant. In an evil day, he was captivated by her beauty — offered to marry her — and in an evil day, (we said so at least, who had never been obliged, as my wife puts it, ^' to wrestle with Mrs. Chidley's temper,") Eosamond married THE husband's RELATIONS. 19 Mr. Westwood. Their union had lasted seven years. The poor girl ^' had served her time " in learning what a marriage without love could produce. She had rushed into the connection without thought — or, possibly, in a fit of sudden irritation under harassinor usage. Xow the prison door was set open — now she was free to go thence, as the world would phrase it, in triumph ! It was with great inconvenience to myself that I got over to Liverpool — nothing doubt- ing all the time, but that I had been sum- moned as a mere matter of form, and that what Mr. Oliphant had told to Eosamond, and had notified to me, had also been com- municated to Mr. Westwood's family. They knew I was aware that their sister-in-law had no marriage settlement — they knew, too, that I knew how cordially they disliked her ; the pretext of such dislike being that she had failed to make their dear brother happy. I had been invited to attend the funeral, but could not manage it ; and thus I did not arrive at the house till considerably after mid-day — a few moments before the business proceedings were to commence. It could not have been Eosamond I was sure, who 20 ROCCABELLA. had proposed that Mr. Westwood's will should be read aloud. In the drawing-room I found Mr. Oliphant, my brother trustee — George and Robert Westwood — Mrs. and Mr. Chidley (of them one never said, ^'Mr. and Mrs."), and Mrs. James Eick, the other married sister — a widow. This last-named lady needed neither legal adviser nor male relative in protection of her interests. She was a meek woman to look upon, and to listen to; with a pink complexion approaching to lilac spread over her face ; flat blue eyes, profuse flaxen hair — a long mouth with full lips, and a gentle stoop, which seemed to appeal for forbearance. Betwixt her and Mrs. Chidley there was little agree- ment ; for the one was a flaunting dame of the Liverpool world, and the other a gentle- woman devoted to a close attendance at St. Andrew's Church — who took out her gaiety and excitement at missionary meetings, and parties at which, as my wife said, want of charity was expounded out of the Scriptures. A sweeter voice than Mrs. Rick's I never heard : perhaps it was too honied. "Do you think, George," said she to the brother whom she always addressed in pre- THE husband's RELATIONS. 21 ference, " that the reading had better go on, if Mrs. Westwood prove too ill to leave her room to-day ? " " Humph !" was the answer ; " Ollphant, a pinch of snuff. Mr. Bell, 'tis very good of you to come all this way to us on such a melancholy occasion." "I suppose, Jane," was Mrs. Chidley's caus- tic rejoinder, " that you have nothing better to do than to make appointments and break them — ^being one of the over-righteous. Mrs. Westwood, I imagine, will be glad enough to be released from suspense with regard to her future : and I shall be relieved if I learn that my brother has made some small settlement on her, since I confess that money concerns betwixt sisters-in-law are un- gracious things — but I fear " I saw Mr. OHphant's lip curl at Mrs. Chidley's fear, and mention of the "small settlement." The two men jerked out their watches. The five made up a commonplace, unfeeling group ; and I was beginning to feel hot, and nervous, and treacherous to my charge by saying nothing in the widow's behalf — when the door quietly opened, and in walked Rosamond. She bowed to her husband's 22 ROCCABELLA. unsympathetic relatives — sliook hands with ine as she thanked me for coming — adding, in a low voice, ^^This painful arrangement is not of my choosing " — and then took her seat. I had not seen E-osamond for four years ; and was dazzled by the development of her beauty, which had taken place within that period, ^ot only had her form filled up, but her face had in some dcOTee chancjed. A character had appeared in it different to any thing I had seen there before : a certain self- possession and command, telling of passion suppressed, not indulged. Her queenly air rebuked the manners of the two other women, and they felt it. They sat smaller after their superb sister-in-law walked in. She had prepared her composure— ^or, rather, she had hardened herself aorainst all exhibi- tion of emotion — since the widow's cambric handkerchief, ready for tears, was not in her hand ; but a certain strange, picturesque air was imparted by a breadth of crape, that fell over her white cap, neck, and shoulders, after the fashion of a mantilla ; and it gave to her dismal dress a yet more shadowy and nun- appearance than is the wont of the wixiow's doleful uniform. THE husband's RELATIONS. 23 Mr. Olipliant began to read. The loss of a tooth hampered his articulation : besides, he was habitually slow, and seemed to lore his way along the parchment lines through his spectacles ; — but never was play, in which Siddons kept her thousand subjects en- thralled, followed with such rapacious interest as was that formal document by five of the listeners. I was eager, too ; — but, having been apprized that Rosamond was royally cared for, my eagerness was to mark the effect of the bequest upon the others. They sat, with necks craned forward, mouths half open, eyes glistening, hands alert to the finger-tips, while the drowsy, dreary preamble was droned out — a composition as long and tedious as if those who framed it had deter- mined to show the world how the clearest intention could be expanded over the largest surface. I saw, even, a certain smile of satisfaction steal over the face of " Mrs. James " — a smile of one satisfied that the work had been thoroughly done, and that Law had tied money fast, beyond dispute or untying. But the longest preamble has its period : after the preamble came the bequests. The 24 ROCCABELLA. first in the schedule was Kosamond's four thousand a-year. "Mr. Ohphant!" exclaimed Mrs Chidley, violently pushing hack her chair. "I am afraid I don't make myself heard," said the matter-of-fact solicitor — "owing to this rheumatism on the left side of my head and face. Perhaps I had better read that clause again." "I understand every thing perfectly/' said the more Christian Mrs. Rick, with dagger, bowl, and burial-without-benefit-of- clergy, in her better modulated tones. '^ Sure- ly there is no occasion to trouble dear Mr. Ollphant, as he reads with difficulty — unless Mrs. Westwood would like to hear the clause a second time." " I^ot on my account, madam," replied a steady voice from behind the veil. " Are we doing business here, or are we not ? " — vociferated the elder sister, who was apt to lose her self-command on such occa- sions. " I must hear that again. I make a point of it.. The idea is so monstrous, that we may well desire to be convinced of its reality." '* You will discuss the subject with more 25 freedom in my absence," said the widow. " I appeared here in compUance with the wishes of Mr. Westwood's family ; but I am not prepared to-day for having his bequests canvassed. If there is any thing of imme- diate consequence which I am required to know — Mr. Bell, I trust to your kindness to acquaint me. Meanwhile, this is not my place." And Rosamond rose and retired. " There, Anne ! " said the sanctimonious lady, looking first to see that the door was shut. '' Consider what your impetuosity has done — afforded another fellow-creature excuse for withdrawino^ from her duties ! Think what we may on any given subject, we should bridle that unruly member the tongue .... Perhaps, however, you wish to break with our dear brother's widow ? " " Perhaps you wish to make friends with your dear brother's wife now 1 " was the tart rejoinder. " We all know Mrs. Eick of old. But, my dear ! you know / don't pretend to being religious like you, my dear ! nor to for- giving my enemies when they come in for grand legacies, my dear ! — and you know I cannot wear two faces under a hood, nor go on admiring folks when I despise them, my 26 ROCCABELLA. dear! — I'll never believe but that all that henbane our poor dear brother took affected his intellect; and, before I sit down contented- ly under such a piece of spoliation as this, my dear ! I shall see what Dr. Glossop has to tell us on the subject, my dear ! — Yes ; and Mrs. Westwood's trustee — Mr. Bell, I believe, is the person's name, sir^ — may hear what I say — every word he may, my dear ! — and he may put it down with a pencil if he likes, and he may read it to your dear brother's wife if he likes. Speak out I must, and speak out I will ! — and I say it's atrocious, however it may suit you to set up a pious prayer-meeting face over it, just as if you never had heard any thing which pleased you so delightfully, my dear ! " " My dear " lifted up her eyes in the most dove-like way imaginable ; shutting her mouth though, as one shuts a purse with a hard iron snap. I saw her foot trembling under her broad crape hem, but answer made she none to this torrent of Mrs. Chidley's vituperation. ^'Mr. Oliphant," was her only reply, " will you oblige us by gomg on?" The unready solicitor, not made readier by the hurricane which had broken out so THE husband's kelations. 27 near him, proceeded to read the condition annexed to Rosamond's heritage. If Mrs. Westwood married again, her income was immediately to be withheld by her trustees : who had received sealed instructions how, in case of such an event, to dispose of it. "And what sort of sealed instructions, pray ? " broke in the shrew, in a voice half a tone shriller than before. " Sealed instruc- tions, indeed ! Perhaps, Mrs. Eick, my dear ! you will favour us with their contents. A lady who can expound all the books of the Kevelatlons, the nine vials, and the twelve seals, and the Great Beast " — (I am afraid Mrs. Chidley was not much of a reader of her Bible) — '* can be at no loss to tell us what's under the seal. Though doubtless, you don't know, my dear ! — any more than ourselves — and though of course you wererit consulted ; nor you, Mr. Uliphant, sir ; nor you, Mr. Bell, sir ! pray go on, the confederacy is charmino 1 " o "Ma'am," said I, ^'Mr. Oliphant wishes to go on : and we wish to hear him, if you would allow us. Pray, reserve your remarks till the close." " And who are you, sir, pray, to cut me 28 ROCCABELLA. short? Mr. Westwood's sister — his favourite sister ! I have a right to make as many re- marks as I please, and I shall — and 1 will — and, I will be called to account by nobody — and I will not be trampled upon, so long as there is law in the land, or a man in Liverpool (I don't speak of the present company), to pro- tect me ! " I could now understand why Eosamond had married, — and began absolutely to imagine that that angry, red-faced woman would try to do some of the party bodily mischief. But at the last clause of her appeal Mrs. Chidley broke out into a sob, the subsiding of which gave the reader, who looked as impassive as a sack of wool, an opportunity to proceed. Of this he availed himself. We were subse- quently informed how all the plate was left to Eosamond, because it was eno;raved with her cipher — add to which an ample sum of ready money; also all the furniture of her own two particular rooms — nothing else in the house. Her husband's portrait in the draw- ing-room was separately bequeathed to Mrs. Eick. To me the whole document breath- ed a strange tone of mingled retribution, foresight — and tenderness. THE husband's RELATIONS. 29 You may be spared the rest of Mr. West- wood's will, to which I gave Httle ear : being impatient to speak to the poor widow, en- dowed and insulted in one and the same breath — and uncertain as to the manner in which she would receive her new fortunes, or as to the stability of character which she had acquired during her married life. It would not be easy to advise her — and how would she rule herself? It might be some augury of her relations with me, that after the close of the reading a tap on the door from Rosamond's maid summoned me to her presence. — I found my relative agitated, pale, and trembling. '' You see my position, Cousin Bell," said she. " Is it not a strange one ? Is it not a sad one? I am virtually left alone in the world ! " There was no possibility just then of reply- ing that riches would buy her friends — still less of representing to her that there were in the world such humble people as ourselves, who had long been her friends already — friends neither bouo;ht nor to he boudit. '^And to be ill spoken of!" continued fiosamond ; ''and to be insulted, to be followed 30 EOCCABELLA. with hatred because of this trashy money. it is hideous ! hideous ! " "Do not let your mind dwell upon such things, my dear Mrs. Westwood. He who is gone " — (I knew not how else to name her dead husband) — "was well aware of the tempers and dispositions of those whom he left behind him ; and therefore, in his kind solici- tude for you, placed your happiness and peace beyond their control. i^obody has any power to torment you. Yours is a strange position, and your spirits are shaken : but they will revive with time " — (1 was going to say '^ soon," but bit the word off my tongue.) '^Your happiest — perhaps youv hsupipiest days are to come." " Ah ! I do not think so — 1 ought not to think so ! Don't mistake me, kind cousin ; don't fancy me detestable enough to wish to impose upon you by presenting myself as an inconsolable widow. It is not so ! and I wanted to say this to them. I must say it to you. It is not so ! I am crushed, overwhelmed. 1 hate myself. I am distressed beyond what can be told : but I will not be a hypocrite ! It is not by his loss. It is by his munificence ! and," she continued with increasing vehe- THE husband's KELATIOXS. 31 raence, " if I do not, if I cannot feel, and if I will not pretend to feel, what one who has loved devotedly should and must feel, am I to blame ? Am I a wicked creature ? Am I ungrateful ? If those people had treated me, for his sake, with common forbearance — how gladly, how humbly, w^ould I have begged them to share all this money amona them, and would have gone out again to work for my livelihood ! " " All, Eosamond ! you were always Quixotic. What good would such a sacrifice do you ? They do not need it." ^* And they do not deserve it ! ^ov would it, now, relieve my own mind — and I ^ think the most of that So, let them speak of me as they please — so let them spread it about that I cajoled their brother's money out of him : perhaps even shortened his days ! " " Good heavens ! do not let your mind run riot, among such terrible fancies ! Why think of them at all ? You have kept apart from them, and they from you. You will do so still. He wished you should. He made this provision expressly to enable you to do so. But why should such considerations occur to you on a day like this? — 32 KOCCABELLA. '' Should it not/' I said more gently, '^ be devoted to other thoughts ? '' for in truth, during all that sad scene — Eosaraond's share of it included — nothing was sadder to me than the haste with which the Dead had passed out of memory and regret ! '* You do not know," was her reply. " You cannot imagine how I have been tormented, from without and from within, or you would wonder little at my state of mind. I . . . . Hush ! there is some one at the door." She rung the bell and her maid entered — " See who it is, Nelkson," — making a mute gesture to forbid my stirring, or taking any part. A sweet voice in whispered parley with the maid was heard. ^' Is not that Mrs. Eick ? " said Eosamond in a tone the control of which surprised me. " Pray, come in, madam." Libraries have been written on the arts and airs of women as employed to subjugate men. Who has enumerated one tithe of the devices of woman bent on mortifying woman ? Who has fathomed the length of her line, the wind- ings of her web, in any case where antipathy towards one of her own sex employs the con- cealments or revelations, which are generally 33 undertaken to subjugate the other one? The sound of Mrs. Kick's small foot outside the door charmed Rosamond's sincere aorita- tation into a quietness, which would have earned her the reputation of a consummate actress with those who have never considered that Woman's nature is changeful, and con- stancy sometimes her art. The storm had passed — and in place of the tossing waves there was now only ice. It was no easy matter to puzzle Mrs. Rick, who generally saw clearly — howsoever it might please her to speak dubiously, and to work crookedly. The tract headed "Trials and ^their Mission," which she carried in her hand, like her look of blended solemnity, sympathy, admonition, and resignation, were but so many unimportant properties (as the players say) of her craft ; — to be changed at a moment's warninor for others, as the case might call for. But to decide in what manner she could bring herself to bear upon the widow was less easy. How was she to undo seven years' work? how to ascertain the mood of one who sat in her chair tearless as a statue, proud as a queen, polite as a court lady ? To fix herself upon Rosamond's VOL. I. D 34 EOCCABELLA. four thousand a-year was Mrs. Eick resolved : and, to the credit of her decision, such resolu- tion had come simultaneously with the announcement of the legacy ; yet she was not sure that she was right in her first step — in this immediate claim for a conference, which was so mechanically admitted. — 'No suitable text presented itself by way of open- ing; she remembered that quotations of Scripture had always made Eosamond stony. " I feel a difficulty," began Mrs. Eick in a hesitating voice — "as if I was an intruder upon you, my dear Mrs. Westwood ; . . . yet I could not leave this house till I had expressed to you, before jour friend and counsellor " — Mrs, Rick's tone on those words was modulated with wondrous nicety — '^ my disapproval of our unhappy sister's manner of proceeding and of expressing herself! " " There was no occasion for explanation," replied Eosamond quietly. " I cannot sup- pose that one person necessarily influences a family; and let me say, any thing like peace with Mr. Westwood's relations must be even mqre my wish than their 's. — Thank you for coming up, if to make peace you come." Mrs. Eick offered no answer till she had THE husband's RELATIONS. 35 tried for a tear, and got the same accomplished. " Such is indeed mj wish, sister ! " was her honeyed response. ^' We have all much, too much, to reproach our poor humanity with ! I have not done what I might, or ought^ as regards you — I am sorry for it." Poor Eosamond ! if she could have accom- plished a tear then, by way of rejoinder, the effect would have be5n capital, and sisterly. But she could only bow ; — for she sickened at the falsity of this fawning speech, and was too truthful to pretend even to act a part in the desired scene, for appearance's sake. Her sister-in-law was alive to the check. Immediate penitence and tenderness, then, were not the mood, it was clear. What should she try ? " You must have been surprised at my dear brother's disposition of his property," was Mrs. Kick's next venture. " I am not!" replied the widow. " Your brother consulted me on the subject some weeks ago ; and totally declined to listen to my remonstrances against such unparalleled and unmerited generosity." " ! " with a due look of admiration, and another tear — exclaimed the sweet-voiced 86 ROCCABELLA. lady. Mrs. Eick was too clever a woman not to believe Eosamond, but never had sbe loved lier less than at that moment — * ** ! his confidence in those he loved was child-like; — and he knew well whom he had to deal with." " No, truly, he did not, !" replied the other, sharpened by this indelicacy in pursuit of a subject so delicate, — "if you mean me ! ]^or did I know myself till to-day. I never conceived it possible that I could accept so heavy an obligation, l^ow I feel it my duty to employ this wealth of his for honourable, generous purposes; and accordingly I have yielded up my inchnations to reject his legacy, — and will submit to be humbled." Thoughts of Mrs* Kick's father-confessor — the Eeverend Mr. Caleb Wheazeley — crossed that lady's mind. "What if Eosamond were taking a Dorcas fit, when might he be brought forward ? But no : Mrs. Eick was a clever woman. She knew such a change o could not have taken place, at least so suddenly — but she sighed all the same — and dropped a few manna-like commonplaces, on " the duty and the privilege, and the blessing of improving our time in holy and THE husband's RELATIONS. 37 charitable actions, — although poor works, it is true," &c., &c. ... By those who excuse theology in novels, my abbreviation will be felt as welcome. " But," continued the manoeuvrer, *^ you have at least considered the future, I trust, my dear sister — so far as to have decided on some plan — let me hope, for your own sake, not that of livino: alone." " I have decided on nothing, Mrs. Kick, save immediate change of residence. I have never hked this place ; the air disagrees with me — I have no friends here. To-morrow . . , • . but I shall finally settle myself in or near London." Another shock to Mrs. Rick, who had that strange jealousy and awe of all belonging to Babylon, which people so eminently provin- cial as herself rarely fail to possess ! — Those few words showed her how soon and irreco- verably Rosamond's thousands a-year would be out of her reach. — One solitary chance remained to her : " Then, if you have not fixed upon a companion, my dear sister, surely I could be of some little use ; could I not ? — There must be inquiries to be made ; there must be valuable persons in abundance $S ROCCABELLA. to whom a position near you would be sicck a blessing ! " " I wish I thought I could make it so," said Eosamond, in a less constrained voice ; — with a sigh of retrospection and of conscious- ness. " I wish, then/' continued Mrs. Eick, em- boldened by this momentary thaw, " that I might mention to you the case of Miss Dillington, the daughter of Mrs. Seth Dillington; the sweetest character I have ever known, and who has borne her reverses in such a truly Christian spirit ! — You must have seen her at my house. Once, I know^ she was coming when you were to be there. If you are not already decided, do let me interest you for Miss Dillington. She will look up to you so." "I have decided," replied Eosamond colouring, and resuming her haughty and constrained tone, " so far as this ; — that no one having connections in Liverpool would be agreeable to me as a companion. But forgive me, Mrs. Eick, for declining to enter upon these subjects to-day. — Before the dead are well buried out of our sight, there is some- thing to me strangely heartless and painful THE husband's RELATIONS. 39^ in scheming, and managing, and settling business. Mv cousin's time here is valuable, and this is my excuse for troubling him; — otherwise I would gladly have passed the few first hours of my widowhood in quietness." Mrs. Rick made no reply save by her handkerchief. Business being declined, per- haps it might not be altogether amiss to out- grieve the widow. — The sister's little sobs were very moving ; and I found it hard to believe her the false woman which I had been told she was. '*Ah, indeed!" she got out; ^^it is a loss for all of us, and I don't wonder to see you overcome. But we must bear up till we meet him again, and never forget that the arrow of suffering may be wreathed with the balsam of healing, if we receive chastisement in a right spirit." From this second-hand consolation, one of Mr. Wheazeley's stock-pieces, and the fawn- ing hand of the excellent woman laid upon her arm, Rosamond withdrew with a decision which 1 own seemed to me tinctured with sternness. On this Mrs. Rick, finding that she took little by sobbing without an assistant, wiped her eyes, tied her bonnet-strings, and got up from her chair. " There is nothing, 40 EOCCABELLA. then, dear sister, that you will allow me to do for you?" *' ISTothing, tliank you ! " was Rosamond's answer; "there is little in truth to be done, — and for the moment I feel that rest and silence are the most necessary to me. For all friendly intentions, believe me, I am sincerely grateful. Cousin, Mrs. Rick is going : will you see her to her carriage ? and then come back to me, if you will be so kind." And thus the two parted. As we went down-stairs, my disposition towards sympathy for Mr. Westwood's sob- bing sister underwent mitigations. — Right, left, up, down, darted the eyes of Mrs. Rick. Two doors did she open, under pretext of their being the front door : and she murmur-f ed to herself, " An excellent house ! " in a very mundane tone, which either meant to convey to me that I was a Nobody, whose esteem was not worth conciliating — or else was an invo- luntary outbreak, in innocent pride of heart. And I never heard woman rate a servant so mercilessly as Mrs. Rick, while scolding her huge, red-cheeked clod of a footman, for hav-^ ing forgotten her carriage boots. " And that woman's brother was gone out THE husband's RELATIONS. 41 of the house to be buried to-day ! " said I to myself, looking after Mrs. Rick's mildew- green chaise, with her metallic and distinct voice ringing in my ears. Slowly did I mount the stairs again, pondering many things : — what, for instance, the world would have had to say touching the two women whose curious interview I had witnessed, when my further passage upward w^as arrested. It was by Mrs. Nelkson, Rosamond's maid and factotum, a huge woman tightly cased in sables, who had always an ill-used face, and an oppressive command of grand words. " My mistress presents her kindest regards, > Mr. Bell, sir," said the Abigail, '^ and w^ould you excuse coming up to animadvert with her again to-day. — She has just been in ecstasies, and thinks she shall be the better, sir, for a little sleep,- — and seeing no company more sir." 42 ROCCABELLA. CHAPTER III. THE COMPANION. Such were the leave-takings betwixt Rosamond and her husband's relations : such was her farewell to the home of her married life. On the failure of Mrs. Eick's attempt " to make peace " (as she called it), that Christian woman joined with the worldly Mrs. Chidley, in maintaining their rights, without the slightest pretext at grief for the deceased, or of consideration for his relict. The latter was apprized, within four-and- twenty hours after the scene which I had witnessed, that she was no longer in her own house. Proper persons were put in with a view to preventing removal of an iota of property beyond that which was bequeathed in the precise will of Mr. Westwood. These folk in possession had much to tell Mrs. Nelkson, concerning the violence and pertinacity with THE CX)MP ANION. 43 which the hot and cold sister wrangled over the division of their share of the spoil. But Kosamond had long taught her Abigail to refrain from fetching or carrying gossip : and, though she was above the reach of such petty mortification or triumph, as the tale might have inflicted, she now reaped the reward of the prohibition, in going forth undisturbed by any minute knowledge of or contact with, such miserable proceedings. There can be small question as to the acrimony with which (as my wife grotesquely put it) Rosamond's first step of independent action was "welcomed" by them. — How ^ was such an ofience to be forgiven, as her "taking up" with Manchester, after her contempt of Liverpool ? — and choosing for her sole associates and counsellors the family of a. manufacturer's poor book- keeper, — when the ladies of two first-class merchants were not found sufiiciently high- flown and aristocratic to content her?. Yet the widow's first move was abso- lutely to Mrs. Darby's first-floor, ^o. 80, Halcyon Eow. — She declared that she made the move to be near us. — And near us Rosamond abode all the winter, and far 44 KOCCABELLA. into the next year; though we knew that this was but a temporary measure ; — a rest during the first period of her deep mourning, while she was making up her plans. Her sisters-in-law did not know this ; still less could any power on earth have made them conceive how exhausting, not to say un- desirable, proved to be the widow's neigh- bourhood : because I do suppose that with themselves money was the first, second, and third consideration, — besides, they were too old, as some one put it quaintly, " to profit by bad example." With ourselves matters were otherwise. Riches have never been our first object. — We had young folks growing up round us; and Rosamond's presence in a quiet family, brought up on moderate expectations and in industrious habits, could hardly be otherwise than troubling. She proved as affectionate but as petulant also as a child — as munificent Jis a fairy; till it became needful to check this. — She was fond of startling ideas and ^.udacious paradoxes; she loved talking, my Mrs. Bell assured her, for talking's sake ; and of expressing herself in disparage- ment of that quiet middle-class life which THE COMPANION. 45 average men and women must prepare to lead. This she called the " Waveless calm, the slumber of the dead." She writhed under the social injustice which she saw around her, and some of which, too, she had felt : — but no, she would not own that even she had felt it — she had always, she now thought, risen above it. She would like to have a wand — and wings. " Why, you have both already ! " observed a quiet low-toned voice from the corner, where our third daughter (a particularly demure person, and small for her age) sat knitting. " Why, you have both ; for you possess wealth and genius.'* We started — my wife and I. This was the first time that Martha had ever been heard to take a flight of the kind; and it seemed an involuntary one — a piece of thinking aloud : for after she had spoken, fast shut to her mouth again, and she resumed her needles, just as busily as if she had not come out with a saying so unex- pected; and, on the whole, a neat saying. "Ah! Rosarac^ ^ vou might have enougfh of your rod and your feathers, and sooner than 46 . KOCCABELLA. you tlilnk "—was my good woman's answer. " Power would be all well and good, if there were not such things as expectations, which one is expected to satisfy when one has the power." "Expected! But why should any one expect any thing from me ! — Or what ? The more that people expected, the less I should do ! — Ah ! don't shake your head, and purse up your mouth, cousin. I would make it up in such surprises. I should take such a delight in finding out what every body I loved wanted, and in giving it them just at the right moment. And how I would punish foolish, wicked, hypocritical people — your proper pattern women — who are always ex- horting, and exacting — always hating, and tormenting others, and pampering themselves with their own miserable pleasures — while they are always pretending to be so terrided at every thing that is conspicuous,^^ I was truly glad that my children did not know that Rosamond here imitated Mrs. Eick's tone — nor did she herself. The mimickry was unconscious. — "Tes," con- tinued she, warming, ^' What is there that a woman could not do, if she would — sup- THE COMPANION-, 47 posing she had only half the privileges of men? Think, for instance, among our own sex, how" The knitter here stopped for a moment, in breathless attention. *^Now, Mrs. Westwood," interrupted my wife, who had no particular desire that her daughters should enter into our guest's romantic views about women — " there, you know, we cannot soar after you. We have no wings, dear ! And I only pray and trust that your enthusiastic temper may not bring its own sorrow and disappointment with it : for I am sure your objects will be generous and noble. In the meanwhile, suppose we drop to common earth — not to what woman could do, but to what you, being a woman, will do. Are you really satisfied about this London scheme of yours, and do you mean to pursue it ? or have you contrived something else?" ^' You want to get quit of me out of Halcyon Row," was the widow's half-sad, half-sprightly reply. "An idle, wayward creature, with no ties and no duties, is a sad tax upon every body, I know ! Why should such as we cumber the ground ? Yes : I will try London for a year or two ; and, if 48 ROCCABELLA. London will not do, — Paris or ISTaples* I have an idea that I should dehght in Naples. Eome must be melancholy — and IS too learned for me, at least until I have read and studied a great deal. Yes : l^aples! The very first thing vrhich I shall do when I get to London, will be to take an Italian master." ** An Italian !.....! hope not before you have suited yourself with a companion," was the reply of my wife, — whom I have always accused of taking her notions of Italians from Mrs. Eadchffe's romances — and who is a trifle prudish to boot. " '^o — you good, prudent, proper woman! ^' said Rosamond. "]^ot before every pro- priety has been satisfactorily considered ! I am suited. That was one of my particular views in coming to be near you for awhile. Why, you think that I shall never do any thing useful or practical — or make myself into a woman of business. Quite wrong, you are, cousin ! I am suited, and " (an exquisite expression of pleasure burst into her face as she spoke, with the tears into her eyes) ; " there sits my companion — your Martha ! " The shawl and its knitting-needles THE compaMon. 49 dropped on the floor from my little daughter's hands. " jN'on sense, my dear, foolish, thoughtless Rose!" cried my wife, not believing the widow to be in earnest.—" It is no joke teaching poor folk, such as we are, to build air-castles. Our Martha there says little; but she has a long memory — and a brain, as she knows well, which I don't think it would be hard to turn ! — Pray " . . . . " I know — I know ! " ran on Rosamond, full of her own kindly scheme. " And that is just why I will carry your Martha off with me, to turn her brain properly. — A quadri- ^ lateral woman you will never make your Martha, Mrs. Bell ; plane, pinch, and polish her as much as you please ! She shall come with me — she shall be my diaper one and care-taker. She shall be my sister; and I will provide for her." O could only Mrs. James Rick have heard the proposal ! But there are such things as wasted punishments, as well as disregarded blessings. — Mrs. West wood's sister-in-law would at once have been aware that Rosa- mond was in earnest; the flutter of her manner merely arising from the difficulty VOL. I. E 50 ROCCABELLA. which she felt in announcing her intention, so as to represent herself in the light of the obliged party. — Yet my wife still regarded the scheme as a flight: and was, thereby, made more displeased than grateful. *^Dear Rosamond, you are a kind hare- brained creature ! But you should reflect a little upon consequences. Girls are so easily unsettled : and, though we have every con- fidence in our Martha, we must not have her tried out of reason." " But I am not trying — I am not un- settling," replied Rosamond, becoming more and more eager. "I am settling, cousin ; settling for ever and a day. Surely you can't think me so giddy, so unfeeling ! Surely .... cannot you see that I mean seriously what I say ? " We looked across to our demure little daughter. She, at all events, was well con- vinced that Mrs. Westwood was not joking. Her glance of appeal towards her mother and myself made the matter serious. " You are in earnest ? " at length my wife brought out. ^' Truly I am ! I will provide for Martha ; if she is wilHng to trust herself with me." THE COMPANIOX. 51 I felt that the mother had tTie right first to speak, when the happiness of her daughter was in question — yet I knew that I must have the last word. Martha was our favourite child ; though we never mentioned such a fact to the others. My wife became almost ashey white with excitement. " Then, if you really are in earnest, Rosamond ! " she began, " Paul and I can only thank you ; — and thank you most kindly, for your generous intentions, while " — "Mrs. Bell," put in the husband, "surely you and I must talk this matter over, be- fore "— " After, as much as you please, my dear, if you shortly come to a conclusion different from mine. — But first thoughts are best ; and I wish my child to hear her mother say, from the first moment, eagerly, and earnestly, and solemnly ; — that this cannot be. We must not part with her, even to you, dear Rosamond ! We could, were it for her happiness — we would, whatever it cost any of us ! But this, I am persuaded, would be for the happi- ness of nobody. ]N^ow speak, Mr. Bell — now, my dear ! " I confess I was surprised at my wife, though UBRAR? ---- UNivERsrrv or auMK* 52 EOCCABELLA. I ought to have known her imworldllness as well as her prudence ; so often and so anxiously, when we lay awake at night, had we talked over the portionless estate of our daughters, and especially of this particular Martha ! " My love," was my answer, " I have no- thing to add but to express my entire agree- ment in what you have said. — Our dear child knows well, I trust, that you would never stand in the way of her happiness." " but, mother! " cried the girl, rising from her chair, her cheeks glowing like fire, '' be- fore we decide " " In an instant, darling — but hear what I have to say first. Rosamond, you are a good, grateful, generous being, my child, if ever there was one ! And you know how I thank you, as much as if I could tell you ; — and you know that it is not pride with me — and you know that it is not selfishness which prevents my accepting your offer, I hope. — '^o, I am sure it is not ! But, were you to take our Martha, as you kindly propose, what would come of it ? Why, listen ; you want to wan- der about the world, and to try experiments as you call it, — and about these, Mr. Bell and THE COMPANION. 53 I should have something to say, if she was to make one of the party. But, bless you, my dear child — that won't last— take my word for it. Six months it won't last ; even supposing that we aorreed about its beinor a traininor fit for the life which our child is to lead. You will have other occupations, other interests. Tou must not trammel yourself. You may marry again — you will ! Don't think me coarse for saying so ! " The widow grew angry, very angry. It be- came difficult for us to explain — though it was not difficult for us to comprehend, why that suggestion was one which she had a particu- lar objection to entertaining. But my wife — surprised, let me add, by the suddenness of Rosamond's proposition — at once felt that en- tertained it must not be ; and that we owed it to our child to shew her a orood reason for instantaneous and final refusal. We had con- fidence in Martha's sense : here, however, was a temptation, and there were reasons amongst us why resistance to it was particularly neces- sary at that particular time. But Rosamond just then could — would — ^only see her imme- diate object; so she became much excited, to the point of saying injurious things respect- 54 ROCCABELLA. ing parents who stood in the way of their children's prospects. " Stop, my dear/' interrupted my Mrs. Bell, '^ before you quite hate us ! You know there is something else — ^you forget Martha's position with respect to Louis." " Louis — I thought we should come to that ! Louis, indeed ! A precious objection ! And so, in order that you may tie your child, hand and foot for life, to a mere commonplace country parson, you reject an offer which at least Grreat parental kindness, truly ! But '' — her breast heaving as she went on — *' I can speak, if ever woman could, of the guilt, of the wretchedness, of mistaken mar- riages. Yes, give your child to one who does not understand her, in place of giving her to me : and see what will come of it ! If she have a life of misery, you are answerable for it !" "You are not fair, Rosamond," replied my wife, kindling a very little. " I^or are the cases parallel. We do not wish our child to be rich ; we do not pretend to screen her from the cares of hfe which her parents have enjoyed before her ! " ""Enjoyed!" " Only a slip of the tongue — and therefore THE COMPANION. 55 we do not object to her early marriage, which many people would fancy romantic enough, since the two, God knows, won't be overbur- dened with wealth. But we wish her to be healthy and happy. My love," turning to her dauofhter, "vour father and I have the o your fullest trust in you. But this is a matter in which, supposing your feelings were to differ from ours, we must overrule you. One day you — ay, and you, too, Rosamond — will own that we have done right ; and meanwhile we shall thank you all our lives long." "Have you nothing to say for yourself? " said Rosamond, turning to our daughter, with the least possible accent of scorn in her voice. It might be that the accent was not lost on the girl; — since she merely bowed, (having already become more fiercely red when Louis was spoken of,) and replied with a great ef- fort, ^' ^0, nothing . . . Thank you kindly, for thinking of me ! ... But my father . . . my mother . . . and " "Then," cried Rosamond with a burst of irritability which was almost passionate, " my staying here another day is useless ! — My ex- ample shall not injure your quiet household any longer .... Perhaps you are right, 55 EOCCABELLA. however, all things considered. I shall go up to London to-morrow, alone " . . • and she foroed a laugh as she added — *^to seek my destiny alone; — sinee you all fling me off! " We never liked to remember that last speech of hers, unreasonable as it was. Words *^ break no bones/' it is true ; but words can make pretty deep furrows of their own : — fur- rows of which deeds that come after remind poor folks many a time and oft. FIRST HOUES IN LONDON. 57 CHAPTER IV. KEST HOURS IN LONDON, If there ever existed woman, young, beau- tiful and rich, who arrived in London for the first time since her infancy, without a tumult of expectations hope and excitement too subtle to be analysed, and yet almost too strong Ao be borne with composure — that woman was at least not Rosamond Westwood. On the other hand, Nelkson, her maid, was disposed to be rather more than usually philosophical and dreary on the occasion — as they drove through one brilliantly lighted street after another, towards the Beaufort Hotel. " Really, me'm, this is what may be called an inclement reception ; — when a May night goes on pouring with rain and blowing with wind enough to drive a hurricane, exactly as if it was Januai-y ! Pray, let me put my shawl about your feet, me'm, since we are 5S ROCCABELLA. never to get there. You are quite in a paralysis with cold ; — trembling and talking to yourself, exactly as if 'twas Christmas ! " " Thank you — ^yes — I daresay I shall be quite well to-morrow : after a good night's rest ! " . . And away Rosamond's thoughts floated — away along the stream of fancy, fast and far out of the waiting- woman's reach. " 'Tis, after all, what I call dissolute work," resumed the Abigail — " two pensive and un- protected women — though I hope I am able to take care of any ten ladies and myself likewise — getting to a strange London hotel as late as this on a dripping evening, and not a soul to meet them. — Mr. Blosse was very urgent with me, me'm, to persuade you, before we left, to bring up a male attendant with you — as if such inconsistent ways as his was fit to be made a show of; — let alone protect- ing any body in these fine London streets of theirs one has heard so much about." " This is beginning life again," said Rosa- mond, continuing to think aloud. " Certainly, me'm ; but it is an old be- ginning for a person of my age. A twelve- month ago, if any one had displayed me triumphing through the streets of London, FIRST HOURS IN LONDON. 59 I should have answered without stipulation, * That's not the Anne Nelkson that I was brought up with.' But we see what we must see, and we go where we must go, and that's just it. — Here we- are, it seems ! " And with these words the sentimental, novel-reading confidante^ not past an attach- ment of her own, vanished as completely as a person in a drama disappears from the stage — and in her place appeared a vigilant bustling w^oman of thirty-five; — a woman sharp at settling with a post-boy, numerical- ly accurate as to boxes, bags and baskets ; and exigent (not to say abusive) in commanding ► the host of civil waiters who ran to and fro, around the interesting widow : — for Nelk son's first cries demanded brandy, tea — any thing warm which they had ready, that very in- stant ; hot water, French mattresses, a person competent to carry a message, and to run across London luhen her mistress loantedhim — the address of the nearest medical man there and then ; and — a fire. Yes, of course, a fire should be lighted in Mrs. Vestwood's sitting-room directly; but the chimney might smoke for ten minutes at first, it was feared. Would the 60 ROCCABELLA. lady mind stepping into another apartment for a quarter of an hour, till every thing in her own room was made comfortable ? Ilosamond mind ! — she had stepped far enough thence amongst her air-castles and Spanish chateaux — innocent of the slightest cognizance of the frantic and contradictory orders, discharged in irregular volley, by her maid, with the view of substantiating " her lady's " fastidiousness and consequence. In a dream, our heroine followed where she was led ; sate down, threw off her bonnet — a little bewildered, and entirely engrossed: thankful to be relieved from the storm of tongues which had raged in the hall and on the staircase. Truth to say, Eosamond was oppressed, more perhaps than she knew — far more than she would have owned — by the sense of her isolation. — She was in London; literally without possessing a solitary acquaintance, not to say friend ; and she was bodily very much tired. At that moment gladly would she have resigned all her money to any one on whose shoulder she could have laid her throbbing head, while she wept like a child! She had no fears for her future : but her FIRST HOURS IN^ LONDON. 61 present now was sufficiently desolate. Mr. Oliphant had fortified her with a letter to his correspondents in to\vn — Messrs Grange- ley and Bessell ; but Rosamond did not stand in need of legal assistance. Mrs. James Rick, who had ferreted out the fact, that her brother s widow had left Halcyon Row without bearing off a companion thence, had pursued her with an epistle, all milk and honey, enclosing a sealed note of introduction to Mrs. Bartholomew Nagle of Blandford Square, " a person of great sweetness and spiritual refinement ; " but the widow felt her sister-in-law's civility as merely a desperate and final expedient to keep some hold upon her. She had an idea what manner of woman such a Mrs. Nagle must be. How long she should stay in that hotel — whether she should walk or drive on the morrow — when she should make any friends (the inex- perienced never care for nor calculate upon acquaintanceship, with its uses and exemp- tions) — what she was first to do — all these things rose up before the solitary lady with a confusing importunity, in the trouble of which there was weariness of body, as well as fear of mind. The lights in the street without 62 ROCCABELLA. (for she had declined candles) recalled to her that IN'ovember day, on which her escape from the thraldom of married life and its terrorSjhad opened themselves before her. She could already think of her uncouth, provin- cial, limited husband, as of the one who had really cared for her comfort, and for whose comfort she had cared not at all. There was the inexperience of a child — there were the passions of a woman — there was that unsatis- fied craving which more or less besets every creature having the least spark whatsoever of the poet in his composition. — She was out of her old life — not in her new one. All was a mystery, an entanglement, utter chaos The step close behind Kosamond's chair was welcome, because it startled her from her dream : and though the " Bless me ! what have we got here ? " which followed, was in the voice of a gentleman ; and, what was worse, in the bold, blithe voice of man who might merely be at considerable peace with himself, — but who might, also, have been recently " keeping out the chill " with wine, — to judge from its tones. The speaker wore a fine silk handkerchief FIRST HOURS IN LONDON. 63 of many colours round his throat. On his head was a hat streaming with rain, and in his hand was a candle, by aid of which two of the most jocund eyes that ever gHstened in human forehead took a quick observation of the widow. Not only was Kosamond's bonnet thrown down on the floor beside her, but in her reverie, her cap had slipped from her head, and her rich chestnut brown hair was in some disorder. By way of background to the new-comer, — who began to lay by the hat and shawl aforesaid, also a saturated pea- coat, talking volubly all the time, — were two or three waiters, and a valet among them, — > explaining and protesting that the lady had been merely shown into his room just for a moment, until the fire in her own ceased to smoke. They were very sorry — they had no idea he would be in town that night. " I am truly glad you had not," was the gallant reply, "since it has procured my room the honour of such a visit. — A fire, I think I heard! Ma'am, you are more sensi- ble than the generality of English people, who treat cold and hot just as if they were Good Friday and Christmas Day — things settled by act of parliament, and who can't conceive why 64 ROCCABELLA. one may wish to shiver at midsuraraer. By your leave, madam, as I happen to be one of the chilly mortals, and am thoroughly wet with coming from Richmond in an open carriage, I will sit by your fire till I can establish one of my own. Light, order a fire for me here immediately ! Here's your maid, madam, who can give a good account of yours, I perceive by her face Here's your mistress's bonnet, and here's her shawl — and here's my arm, madam ; Pray do me the honour . . . Which way, waiter ? " " Well, to be sure," said Nelkson, mecha- nically taking up the wearables, and following Rosamond and her audacious escort, " if we have not got impudence and fluency here by the score, I am a deaf mute! — I should not like to have to make head against that gentleman — ^let alone a lonely, abstracted creature like my lady. And his man's another such, or Nelkson begins with an ^0.' " The Abigail was like other Abigails, when surprised, half right. Fluency there was in no moderate dispensation ; but impudence, hardly; — else must Rosamond, refined as she was, have instinctively recoiled from her self- introduced acquaintance, who escorted her FIRST HOUES IN LONDON. 65 to her own parlour, sate down and warmed his hands,* talking all the time, and making revelations of which our heroine did not hear — nor her confidante miss — a single word. " Quite true, madam :— we seem entirely agreed on this point. When I am down at Shepherdston, in July, which is not often — I am Shepherd of Shepherdston, in Derbyshire, madam— I have fires made regularly every evening and in every room ; — but I always open the windows to promote the circulation of air. In our climate there is no dispensing with artificial heat. What a day for you, this, to make a journey upon! " " Sir ! " replied Rosamond, bewildered at such a flow of language. . . . "Xelkson!" " I am here, me'm," was the faithful-to- death answer. " Did you call ? " "For tea, I dare say?" took up the wi- dow's wondrous new acquaintance. "After a drive on a bad day, I know nothing so refreshing as tea. Pray, let me ring; we men indulge on such occasions— but I don't smoke ('tis a nasty habit), and your smoker always wants his brandy and water after his cigar — so I prefer sherry ; — but to-night I shall take tea, too. Waiter, tea for two ! '* VOL. I. F 66 EOCCABELLA. ^' But, sir, " interposed Eosamond, opening her large beautiful eyes in unaffected astonishment. " Why, if you wish to turn me away from your fire," pursued the buoyant Mr. Shep- herd, "say so at once, and I am gone. Cold I may be, and damp I was j ust now ; but I never take a liberty with a lady. 'Twas my father's maxim before mine. ' Gervase,' my governor used to say to me, when I was no higher than his knee, ' make love to as many women as you please — but make love like a gentleman. IsTever be forward ; and, accord- ingly, forward I never am — A screen you wanted, ma'am ? Pray, let me ring — Waiter, a screen ! " The waiter brought in a screen ; but he brought the tea-tray also, and with the tea- tray two cups. Matters were growing serious, and Rosamond was wakened up by the continuous eloquence of her guest to a point of consciousness, at which she felt that matters were growing disagreeable also, and that she had better cut them short. Alas ! she was not the least in the world of a coquette, and could not get beyond the matter of fact, and practical inquiry, "Will FIRST HOURS IN LONDON. 67 you see if the fire in that — in Mr. Shepherd's room, has burnt up ! " " That's to say, ma'ara, that you would prefer to take your tea alone — Natural, per- fectly natural ; after a long drive one is jarred and shaken — not disposed to talk. Pray, don't fancy that I want to wear you out, ma'am — I am sure that my fire is as well as I could wish it — once being transported from better company to my own, — and I am quite dry. Ma'am, I have the honour to Avish you a good night's rest." And, with a vivacious little bow, the strange man vanished. " Well, I'm sure ! " was the exclamation of Nelkson, when the door had closed upon the intruder. — Shepherd do they say his name is ? — it should be Wolf, if I had the substantiation of afiairs ! That I do call cool ! —with a face like a red apple, he has— and hair as short as if cattle had been browsing about it. Lord, me'm ! if he should prove a lunatic, — with that short hair" — " Give me some tea, and let me go to bed," was Eosamond's languid answer. The whole episode had interrupted her dream less than any save dreamers can believe. It was a 68 ROCCABELLA. godsend, though, for the la3y's-inaid. " If I don't find out," thought she within herself, " who and what that person is before the morningdawns — my name is Patterson, which is not exactly the case." Alas, for poor Eelkson— a mere country practitioner at best ; — and who had to contend with such a town Scapin as the inquisitive and crafty Mr. Light ! — She was addicted to good living in an honest way ; accordingly, so soon as her lady was fairly disposed of for the night, she set forth on a voyage of discovery to find some *' little matter," more solid than tea, for her own delectation and support. What was so natural as that, meet- ing a smooth-shorn, creditable middle-aged person on the staircase, who offered himself as her Palinurus through the Scyllas of a strange London hotel, she should, in return, expand in grateful confidence ? To this the admi- nistration of " something comfortable " might conduce ; but let us not speak a word of scandal against Nelkson the faithful. What she said — to use her own words — " a child might have participated in. " " Her lady, " she averred, " was, of all ladies, wisest, virtu- ousest, discreetest, best ; every one knew it, FIRST HOURS IN LONDON. 69 just as surely as that her own name was not Peters, and as that she was not related to Lord Nelson. Her lady was a lady of singu- lar delicacy and reserve — a lady very fond of reading Italian, and who wished for a master the very first minute — a lady just delivered from a brute of a husband, thirty years older than herself, who would never let them come to London — a lady of four thousand a-year — a lady who had no poor relations." — What harm was there in divulging this much to one whose remarks on the subject — as Nelkson herself expressed it — were " dictated by the purest propriety ? " People that were too backward in coming forward, she had always considered, violated the principles of deli- cacy, as much as parties who were eternally pushing and pressing themselves upon every body. This, it would seem, was the opinion of others besides Nelkson, — since at an early hour on the following morning, before Rosamond could have formed any plan for the day, the waiter announced — " A gen- tleman, who wished to wait upon Mrs. West wood ; " and in answer to the " Show him in," which our heroine, in sheer f(fQ EOCCABELLA. bewilderment and innocence administered — Mr. Shepherd presented himself. The clear light of day showed that person to be beyond dispute an agreeable- looking man of forty or thereabouts : very neat in his dress, which might be gayer in its colours than sentimental folks would es- teem gentlemanly, — somewhat of the stoutest in frame, and more rubicund in complexion than is interesting. His hair, cut very short, curled close to his head without the intervention of Mr. Light. He was as scrupulously clean shaven as though beard he had none ; his hands were full fleshed, not to say fat — upon one finger he wore a ruby of unmistakable value. His voice was penetrating rather than loud, and his pronunciation neater than is the rule with Englishmen. Bold he was, there was no gainsaying it ; but still not vulgarly forward, albeit he helped himself to a chair, before he could be asked to sit down. " I make no apology," he began, ^' for coming in person to say that I hope you are no worse, madam, for yesterday's journey, and last night's chill." Rosamond bowed, and thanked Mr. FIRST HOURS IN LONDON. 71 Shepherd, — then not much else was to be done, since, without positively interrupting her, he took advantage of her hesitation to interpose in continuation — " I think, madam, if I am not mistaken — indeed, my people heard it from your people — that this is your first visit to London. Xow, really, I should be very much flattered if I could be of any use to you in any way ! — I am old enough, I trust, to be permitted to offer my services without awkward- ness ; and I have no earthly thing in any earthly world to do. Had not my sister, Mrs. Ayrescough, of Bridle Hill, just left town for the continent, I should have put myself at your disposal through her medium, as a more orderly mode of proceeding than the present. But, really, we lose a great deal of good time, and good enjoyment, I always think, in England, because of our ceremonious formalities; — and I make a point of dis- regarding them in my own person, as well as in that of other people, whenever it is in the least possible. If you agree with me, madam — as I trust may be the case — you will oblige me by telling me if there is any thing which I can do for you." 72 ROCCABELLA. *' You are very good to trouble yourself, sir ; but " . . . . "I do assure you, Mrs. Westwood, trouble, if you choose to call it so, is the very last thing which ever crosses ray mind. Having little or no occupation, I am always sincerely glad when I can be of any assistance to others,— not precisely however, to every body. — People with good- nature to let, must make up their minds, I always say, to very promiscuous tenants, and at very low rents. But I never could under- stand why a gentleman might not be of service to a lady ; although they did not happen to be . . . connected. About carriages, or shopping, or addresses — or any sight which it might give you any pleasure to see — (I presume, public places are at present out of the question;) pray, make use of me as if you had known me for years. I have ventured to send in one or two flowers — a lady's room never looks habitable without them. Here they come," and as he spoke, entered Light with a basket fresh from Henderson's, — filled with flowers rare enough — but not vulgarly costly. What could Rosamond say, little used to FIRST HOUES IN LONDON. 73 the ways of the world, as she was — and to advances so far from being according to rule ? — She acquitted herself badly, I fear ; since her answer was — " Really, sir, I hardly know how to acknowledge politeness so extraordinary ... I" ... . ^' Extraordinary, my dear madam — not in the least ! — everyday rather, let me style it— as if a few common flowers merited the name — He has not sent even the new snufF- coloured azalea ! — Pray, don't mention it. Is there anv thlno; further which I can have the honour and pleasure of doing for you this morning? " " Nothing — I am very much obliged to you," said the lady rising. " Then, to interrupt you no longer, I will take my leave. But we are near neighbours, madam, I hope you will recollect ; and re- collect, too, that what I say I mean, and that when I can be of any use to you, without dis- agreeable intrusiveness " — these last words were slightly emphasized — '^ I hope you will do me the favour to have recourse to me, and meanwhile, that you will allow me to lay a reminder of my existence on your table." And so saying, down went the brisk gentle- 74 ROCCABELLA. man's card; and, with his quick little bow, he disappeared as promptly as he had entered. " This is very strange and not very plea- sant," murmured Rosamond to herself. " But what could I have done to put a stop to it ? Shepherd of Shepherdston I If I am to see or hear much more of this officious neigh- bour of mine, I will not be long in changing my shelter." — And with this the visiter, and his unsolicited and officious civilities, passed from Rosamond's mind as things which had no existence, while she composed herself to consider what she was to do next. Not so the brilliant widow from the vision of the " man about town." " 'Tis very strange," said Mr. Shepherd to himself, when the door of Number Nine had closed upon him — " how matters turn out ! There is a fate in all these things, no question. I do not remember ever to have been so much struck with a woman on so short an acquain- tance." — (Alas ! for the treacheries of a Shepherd's memory.) — "Light — you must be wide awake. Her maid is not close, you said." "Not particularly, sir," was Mr. Light's dry answer, " after the second glass of liqueur'' FIRST HOUKS IN LONDOX. 75 " Good ! Well, then, don't spare cherry brandy ; find out every possible thing you can about them : where they go — whom they know — what brings them to London. But, mind — I must not have any liberties taken." "Liberties, lord, sir! and she the other party. — I scorn taking liberties as much as yourself, sir, except when I am expressly invited, or when the other party happens to be very good-looking. This lady's lady seems a thoroughly respectable and countri- fied female." " Listen to what I say — and fewer words. I have reasons for wishing to have the most exact information about this Mrs. West- wood — especially what family she belongs to. I hate a tribe of relations — rich or poor, it matters not. You may go, Light . . . and really," continued Mr. Shepherd, rubbing his hands like a schoolboy when he was alone, " should the result of our inquiries prove tolerably satisfactory, who knows but that at last I shall settle ? At any rate, it is some- thing to do, and to think about — and, Gad ! by no means unpleasant." And away to his tailor s bustled the san- guine bachelor. 76 EOCCABELLA. [CHAPTER y. THE ITALIAN MASTER. For her first day, an early drive in the Park, and a quiet visit to the Abbey, were all that suggested themselves to the novice by way of occupations. Rosamond could postpone as long as she liked the considera- tion of situation and form of establishment. Whom had she to please save herself? With Nelkson for a duenna, shrouded in her very deep mourning, she could go to and fro as she wished, with small chance of exciting attention. The Abigail, howsoever disposed she might be to favour the widow, with a lady's-maid's version of Hervey's meditations among the tombs at West- minster, had learnt just as much as this, when to speak and when to be silent ; and accordingly she kept her fine sentiments for tea-time and Mr. Light, or for her country THE ITALIAN MASTER. 77 correspondent, as might be : only venturing to say, in answer to some monosyllable which dropped from Rosamond, "Why, sight-seeing gets very dull without recipro- cation — as dull as the play, where there was only six in the pit and seven went to sleep. Suppose, then, you postponed St. Paul's, and Windsor, and the Tower, and the Mint, and the Freemason's Tavern, till you have a friend to partake them." '• A friend ! " was the rather mournful echo. " Shepherdston is in Shropshire, from what I can hear," said J^elkson, after a very long silence ; " and there are water- works in the garden, and a warbling shepherd in smalls, who plays his own pipe, which people come from twenty miles round to see," But Rosamond was with the mighty dead — among the graves and epitaphs, and so the rill of communication trickled past her,— Nelkson, moreover, could not be certain whether her mistress had or had not recognized the smiling, bowing gentle- man, mounted on a particularly neat horse, who passed them thrice in Whitehall. " London streets," said the prudent woman 78 ROCCABELLA. to herself, " are free to all ; and Fra not going to foster her romantic suggestions Heigho ! I wonder what Mr. Blosse is about." When Rosamond returned home, she found cards on her table, — cards from Mr. Bessell, Mrs. Bessell, and Miss Grace Bessell, and with their cards a note. '^ They are very- prompt, I must say," was Rosamond's excla- mation.— The note, however, proved to be not of Bessell origin, since thus it ran — "Mr. Shepherd hopes that Mrs. West- wood will excuse a moment's intrusion. Having heard that his neighbour is in search of an Italian master, he begs to recommend Signor Capranico, No 17, Warwick-street, Golden-square, as a person who will do his duty by his pupils — and whose accent is un- exceptionable. Signor Capranico has a large connection among some of our highest families," &c. &c. The note was thrown on the chimneypiece with no small irritation of manner. *'Nelkson," — said Rosamond, quickly, "I thought you knew that I could and would keep nobody about me who talked over either myself or my affairs. — You must have forgotten this. It is of no consequence THE ITALIAN MASTER. 79 just now ; since I shall leave this hotel to- morrow. But, if any thing of the kind happens again, I shall be compelled to call in the services of a stranpfer. Such o espionage is detestable : as bad as " *' Leave this, ma'am ! — and pray, where for ? that I may prepare a little ! — Then I suppose you will not wish me to inspect the books ? " — The negative answer was of course given, and the maid retired, feeling that safety for her resided in flight and cunning escape from the seductions of Mr. Light and his Copenhagen bottle ! — She succeeded, * merely because she was permitted so to do ; for Mr. Light and his master were a pair of consummate practitioners : and such are aware, that too great haste may, under cir- cumstances, be as dangerous as too great slackness. The next morning Rosamond woke with a slight cold, she thought ; at all events, feel- ing just so much of the languor of indis- position as makes active exertion unpleasant. Her impatience to find a residence must be postponed : and on sensible grounds, too, — since, though not the wisest of women, she felt more intimately than she could 80 ROCCABELLA. have conceived possible, her solitariness and inexperience in the ways of Babylon. She must ask a question or two of Mrs. Bessell ; supposing that lady proved at all intelli- gent and accessible. — In the mean time, she might still do something. It was not ne- cessary to have a house of one's own to read Italian in. Accordingly she drove to 's, there to learn what Italian master she had best engage. The library was gloomy, for London can show dull days before midsummer ; — and this day was a wet one to boot. Four or five tall dark-visaged men, in large coats, not relieved by any hem of white linen, were whispering in the distance, or sitting at the counter. Deep-toned voices were talking eagerly — A few minutes elapsed before Rosamond could be attended to. "I protest, me'm," whispered ]^elkson, " that this is as like the Missis of Adolpho, — so queer and gloomy, and with all these foreign faces about one — as one spot can be to an- other, which is not a palace with a rainbow. I should like to know what they are talk — talking about, I must say ! — Something dis- mal, I'm sure, or my name is Whitaker." THE JTAITAN MASTER. 81 I^elkson was not far wrong; the harassed- looking foreigaer with large features, who at last came forward to the counter, apolo- gized for his delay and the confusion of the moment, on the score of " news from Italy." " Can you recommend to me a good Italian master ? " said our heroine — " not for a child : but for a grown-up person — for myself, I mean.'' " Certainly," was the answer — ^* there were two or three just then in London of the very highest quality. The most popular one and the best liked was Signor Capranico.'' '• I do not intend to read with Signor Capranico,'" was Rosamond's abrupt and in- stinctive remark. '' I should prefer some one newer from Italy." " Signor Marliani, then, might perhaps suit the lady,*' replied the shopman.- — "He is a very good master too, attends in the first families, and is a man of high birth and connections in his own country." There was a murmur amonor the foreio^n party, as if some of its members were desirous of taking part in the discourse. One or two advanced a step and the 'name of ^'' questo poveiv Montegrone," was audible. VOL. I. Q 82 EOCCABELLA. "Ifo!" replied the shopman in Italian, the meaning of which Rosamond perfectly understood. '' The lady wishes to have a master who is well known, and not one with- out any experience. Signor Marliani will suit the lady far better." '' I should like to hear something about the other gentleman though," said the wil- ful Eosamond. The shopman was a little sulky. — They did not know at 's much of Signor Mon- tegrone. It was true he had not been long in England, but he was in very bad health — " Yes— owing to his attendance upon the death-bed of his brother, whom thev mur- dered ! " burst out from one of the dark complexioned men in the background. ^' Murdered ! " echoed Rosamond. " One of the Montegrones was in the revo- lution, I understand," said the shopman, *^ and was very badly wounded. He died a few weeks ago." " And the gentleman who is left teaches Italian ? " "' Yes— I believe so," was the indifferent answer. " Teaches perfectly ! " cried the third THE ITALIAN MASTER. 83 speaker. " He is a good man, and a learn- ed man, and a brave man. Pray, try him, lady; if you wish ever to be of use to the unfortunate!" " I will take both addresses," said Rosa- mond with true woman's tact : and on these being given to her, with a slight bow she extricated herself from the group of Italians, who had pressed closer to admire her beauty, than so many northern gentlemen would have done — and was gone; followed by Nelkson. A remark, as familiar as complimentary, was launched after the fair widow by the ' youngest of the Italians. " For shame, Filippo! " cried the deep stern voice of the speaker who had addressed her ; " wilt thou never be a man ? Cannot misery and exile make thee grave ? " "l/<2, che diavolo?'' was the half petulant half light-hearted reply, *'are we so rich, and so happy, that we can afford not to laugh, when the laugh costs us nothing? — And are the Englishwomen, in general, so very tender-hearted ? " And the two left the shop, throwing their huge cloaks up round their chins, though it was midsummer in England. 8^ HOCCABELLA. CHAPTER VI. OTHER NEW ACQUAINTANCES. The first step taken by Eosarnond, in vin- dication of her free-will, was to write a note to Signor Montegrone, desiring him to come to her on the following morning.— The next was to return Mrs. Bessell's visit ; since she felt that her lights regarding settlement of herself in a house of her own were but dim, and that the sooner that matter was accom- plished the better it would be. The first call paid on a strange in London, by a stranger, was an event in the life of every one— at least before the days came when ladies run up from York or Exeter just to consult a dentist, or to plot, by the aid of Madame Devy, in what manner forty years may be made to sit more gracefully than thirty-nine have done. Persons hardly past their prime, can even now recollect when OTHER NEW ACQUAINTANCES. 85 the only lady of a Lancashire village, who had paid a three months' visit in London — who had held a million in her hand at the Bank — who had seen Royalty in state at the Theatre, and the charity children in gala at St. Paul's, — took precedence of the untra- velled, for some twenty years after, and decided upon dress, manners, and cooking. Nothing, however, could be less exciting than our heroine's first experience of making acquaintance in London. Except foritsdouble drawing-room, Mrs. Bessell's house in Upper "Bedford Place might have belonged to St. Anne Street, or Great George Square, in Liverpool, so utterly undistinguished were its dingy garnitures; while the lady of the mansion quietly dressed for a round of visits in the neighbourhood — giving thereby the lie to a favourite country tradition, that London gentlewomen never stir out on foot alone, — though more easily polite than one of her class in Liverpool would have been, was but a commonplace woman. Finding that Rosamond stood in need of counsel, Mrs. Bessell begged her to dine with them the next day: — "Quite alone, if you will excuse it," added she, " for we have an in- 8Q ROCCABELLA. valid ; and, on her account, are just now seeing no company nor going out. — Probably you may like to consult Mr. Bessell — ladies have such poor heads for business." — The invitation was accepted. "I shall never be intimate with her,'' thought Eosamond, as she drove from the door; ''but I dare say she will know all that I want to know about chairs and tables. 'Tis a shame, however, to go and dine there merely to make use of her ; Mrs. Rick could not be more worldly." — And then came a sigh, which said, '^ How strange it would be were one to become like the rest of them ! — and if London should turn out dull, too!" The rest of the day was got through by aid of another drive, less and more solitary — for Nelkson was Rosamond's companion — and in a languid study of books, on which the reader's eye dwelt, while her mind wrought busily upon topics with which the book had nothing to do. I am afraid you will be impatient with my heroine, because she was impatient. — What was all this to come to ? What was it to end in ? — And then, as Rosamond has often since confessed, resentful thoughts arose in her mind against OTHER NEW ACQUAINTANCES. 87 " those Bells ! " — precisely as if our refusal to commit our daughter Martha to her guar- dianship had been the cause of this ennuL But Rosamond, when left to her better self, was just and noble. "Ah, no!" was her second idea, " how right they were ! Am /fit to be intrusted with any other creature's des- tiny; when, even now, with my perfect liberty and ample means, I do not know in which way to arrange my own? How unjust I was to them on Tuesday week! — How rude ! — But and I will speak to Mr. Bessell about it to-morrow." — And out came the tablets ; and the widow, in a state of excited orderliness, made her memorandum with a precision which would have done credit to a solicitor's clerk, sighing aloud, when she had written it — " Yes, any thing, any thing better than a companion — a spy — of Mrs. Rick's choosing." ^' So I should say, madam," was Nelkson's comment ; "if you could know what a double-faced woman that Miss Dillington is, whom Mrs. James is always trying to get off her hands — though the two are as sweet as a psalm to each other when any body catches 'era together. Miss Dillington was Mr. S8 ROCGABELLA. Rick's Intended, and Mrs. James enticed him to jilt her : — and somehow, can't shake her off since they made it up, it seems; hnij if she could put arsenic into one of her tracts, or transport the other party away to Canada, where nobody could speak to her- more, that's what Mrs. Eick would do, ma'am, by Miss Dillington — or Nelkson is' not my name, but Peacock." The next day was one of greater anima- ' tion and variety. — There were letters on Rosamond's table when she came in to breakfast. We had written to her ; for my wife judged that she might 'be feeling lonely in* "that wilderness of London." But better than this was a note, in a hand perfectly strange to her, which ran thus : — • "Having accidentally heard that the Signora Westwood is thinking of placing herself under the care of 11 Cavalier e Monte- grone, a friend to order is anxious to- warn that lady, before she commits herself to an acquaintance which she may find more than usually troublesome — that Signor Mon- tegrone is connected closely with the most extravagant revolutionary and republican OTHER NEW ACQUAINTANCES.' 89 associates in France and Italy : persons who are utterly unscrupulous as to means, pro- vided they can enlist the rich or the generous in their hopeless cause. The Signora Westwood is too amiable to be compromised (and compromised she will be) by any dealings with such persons ; — and is hereby kindly and gravely apprised of their tendency and projects." " Incognito." There was no date to the above communica- tion, which was sealed with a wafer: and the penny postmark did 'not suffice to reveal in what part of Babylon it had been committed to the Lion's mouth. '^ Really ! " exclaimed Rosamond, tearing up the paper with an attempt at indiffer- ence — " it would seem as if every thing I did was watched. This poor man has some ^ialicious and bitter enemy — Can it" . . . . and then she snatched up the fragments of the note, to compare them with one which was still lying on the mantelpiece — and then laughed aloud at the irritability of her own suspicions. Nothing could be more different than the writing — from Mr. Shepherd's. 90 ROCCABELLA. Ere noon a card was brought in, and after it came the object of this denunciation, "Italo Montegrone." Out of such a being who could fabricate a romance? He was a little man, long past middle age, — sallow, stooping, sad-looking, with coarse black hair cut as short as if he had just come out of prison, large ears, large dull dark eyes — a being depressed with fallen fortunes, and the awkwardness of a gen- tleman compelled to undertake an unfamiliar occupation. Never was there seen a fairer specimen of a language-master in spite of himself. — No grammar nor verbs were to be expected from that source, it was clear: no relishing reading of some great poem with one who could help her to enjoy it. Signor Montegrone seemed more unwilling than anxious to undertake the task — his pupil, it would seem, might teach herself for any sug- gestions he could offer. His unreadiness, however, roused Kosamond, who explained to him that she had already made some progress — ''Yes." That she was anxious to receive her lessons altogether in Italian. OTHER NEW ACQUAINTANCES. 91 "Yes." That she wished to read some of the new Italian literature. What book would Sign or Montegrone recommend her to begin with ? " Yes," was still the answer. Then, with the effort of one who is awak- ing himself, he said, he would bring some new book with him when he came to give his lesson. What hour would suit Mrs. Westwood ? " Early," was her reply, " as early as ten ' o'clock on any day of the week you please — and the terms ? " A dusty flush, not red exactly, mounted up to the roots of the melancholy man's hair — "He believed — he was not sure — he was not much in the habit. . . Would half a guinea be more than Mrs. Westwood wished to give ? " " [N'o, certainly — On the contrary, if " . . . "Then I will come on Friday morning at ten precisely, if that will suit madame. I have just agreed to read a little with an Eng- lish gentleman who is also here — a Monsieur Seppard, or Shoepar — and am glad to bring the two engagements together." Kosamond started to her feet. There 92 KOCCABELLA. could be no possible mistake respecting this attack on her tranquillity. Mr. Shepherd again ! — What could the man mean by- thrusting himself before her, in season and out of season ? For this had she declined the services of Signor Capranico? But what had she to do with Signor Montegrone's. other pupils ? After all, she must not be a fool. The whole thing might be an accident. She must have become missish with living so long in the atmosphere of gossip and espial which belongs to a country town ! So soon as she got into a house of her own she should hear nothing more about it all. Thus reasoning, Rosamond dismissed Mr. Shepherd from her mind, and gave herself up to. the business of the day — her dinner with Mr. and Mrs. Bessell. , In after years she laughed at the importance of this very insipid transaction to herself; — not that she cared whether the family would please her, or whether she should please them ; but because her mind was in that restless, un- settled, apprehensive state, to which no event comes simply, nor without a sort of morbid exaggeration and speculation, such as the orderly and well-trained cannot con- OTHER NEW ACQUAINTANCES. 93 ceive. "I verily think," said the widow to her- self impatiently, as she stood before the glass, ^' that were it not for my mourning, I should be as hard to please to-day as any coquette of eighteen before her first ball — And what for ? A London lawyer, his wife and daughters — people whom I shall probably never see ten times again ! " *^Why, me'ra," was Nelkson's judicious remark, " dressing for London is not dress- ing for Liverpool. They know what style is here. And what is the best of it there ? just what you can buy for money, rae'm, and no more. Though I am not as young as I could wish to be, I can tell the diiference. It pervades from top to bottom— why, me'm, the gentlemen's servants here are more polite and speak better than gentlemen's selves yonder ! There's a Mr. Light in this very house, for instance — a married man, me'm, I have reason to imagine, and his conversation — could you hear it — is as elegant as an in- structive book. But you need not be afraid, go where you will. You never looked like a Liverpool lady — and this was what always put out Mrs. Chidley so: with her sables and her grebe-skins. Spend what she would. 94 EOCCABELLA. me'm, there was Cotton written upon her visage, as plain as the words could speak, — or my sister married a Jenkinson." In spite of Nelkson's inspiriting encourage- ment, Eosamond could not prevent herself from feeling solitary and nervous as she entered the Bessells' drawing-room, dingy in the dubious light which marks the closing of a summer day in Bloomsbury, — trembled a little as the lady of the house shook hands with her, and trembled a little more as a rather ample and magnificent person rose from the sofa, and was introduced as " Miss Grace Bessell, my second daughter." In this lady's case, it must be owned that some cause might exist for nervousness on the part of a provincial widow, were she even as beautiful as Rosamond. Miss Grace Bessell was a some what overcoming personage. Her figure was superb; — and her very white neck and her very white arms were tho- roughly worthy of the very liberal display made of the same. Her face was handsome but incurably mature. 'So art could have given to those large features the semblance of youth, and it may have been some self- knowledge on the point, which had stamped OTHER NEW ACQUAINTANCES. 95 them with an expression of sublime and dole- ful consciousness of ill-usage, which suited ill with the innocent muslin frock, and the one dewy full-blown rose which Miss Grace wore in her bosom. Her voice was honeyed but lacrymose ; and though she bowed, and bent, and drooped her eyes with elabo- rate and courteous gentleness. Slander's self could not have described her as ^'humble." The greatness of Miss Grace, however, was not of taciturn quality. She had much to say — beginning with the supposition that this was " Mrs. West wood's first visit to London." Rosamond owned to being a novice : but was in a fair way of losing the character ; — her intention being to remain in town. " Ah ! " was the languid response of Miss Grace. " Of course you will prefer the new quartier to ours, having no ties such as keep us here. I can never see the summer come round, without feeling how immense is the sacrifice we ladies make to Law ! . . . . im- mense," repeated she, turning up her large eyes, '' and ill-rewarded !" "You prefer the country, then?" asked Rosamond, a little astonished; for never had 9Q EOCCABELLA. inaid or matron less the air of rural simpli- icity than Miss Grace Bessell. "Such a distancefrom the Park!" was her indirect reply. " I can't imagine any thing more funereal, than riding through all these burning streets home to papa's early dinner. Lady Marcia says that it would hinder her from ever mounting a horse again. Do Liverpool ladies ride much, Mrs. Westwood?" " Not much," answered Eosamond. " Nei- ther the country nor the climate are tempting : and the Liverpool gentlemen are too busy in the day-time to be often at any body's command." ''What a giving up!" said the plaintive Amazon. "A privation I should not know how to meet. You will ride, of course, here^ Mrs. Westwood?" "Lam not sure," was Eosamond's answer. "I almost fancy that I am too old to begin: and I shall find so many things besides to interest me, and to take up my time." " dear, how fortunate you are! — Music, I suppose, for one You have no opera in Liverpool, have you? Lady Marcia and I agreed, mamma, on Tuesday, that we had had enough ; and that neither of us OTHER NEW ACQUAINTANCES. 97 ever wished to listen to a note of music again . . . . But liere's papa and dinner." And Miss Grace brightened as she rose ; — on which poor, innocent Rosamond credited her with filial piety. Her own introduction to Mr. Bessell took place upon the stairs. But the voice made her start. This was not the first time that Mr. Bessell had taken her down to dinner. The other time had been in her own house. But tliat Mr. Bessell had seemed heavy, pre-occupied, lethargic, and, she had fancied, slovenly in his dress; whereas this was a handsome, elderly man, strikingly resembling his daughter, and — our heroine fancied, even from his few words of recognition — somewhat higher in tone and intellect than the ladies of his family. There exist few persons now — save here and there some reader of the Le Grand class — v/ho would care to read a list of the dishes on the table, even had Soyer ordained the courses. Accordingly the absence of Mrs. Bessell's bill of fare — though Mr. Bessell liked a good bill of fare — will be excused. Rosamond in truth would not have noticed of what it consisted, for better or for worse, VOL. I. H 98 ROCCABELLA. had it not been for the active commentary of Miss Grace, who could speak to the pointy and speakj too, with authority. Grand names, however, seemed to stand as high in her esteem as good cookery. The serving of the soup ahnost made her tearful. ^' The poor Marchioness of Dundee used to order that ■VQXjpotage every day that she dined atVery's." Eosamond had heard of the untimely death of this then-famed leader of fashion ; and after such an utterance of fond remem- brance, it was only natural to ask of Miss Grace if she had known the lady well. — But the question was far too direct and provincial ; ihQ answer to it was interrupted by a demand for sauterne, and afterwards forgotten to be given. — Ere Rosamond could think of the matter a second time, the great anxiety ex- pressed by Miss Grace about Lord Everard Talbois' match with Miss Lackerby the heir- ess, had turned another page of the peerage, and placed the speaker on grounds where the Liverpool widow could not follow her. ^' Is anything more certainly known about it, papa? (Baker, those cucumbers and the Chili vinegar.) When one thinks of the Lackerby nose intruding itself into the gal- OTHER NEW ACQUAINTANCES. 99 lery at Crowle, it does seem a mesalliance indeed!" ^' Come, Miss Grace Bessell, no finery. Lord Everard may put up with the Lack- erby nose for the sake of the Lackerby five hundred thousand pounds. And I have always thought her a well-mannered, culti- vated young lady, far superior to the com- mon run of London girls. If either party is to be pitied, it is not Lord Everard." " I am sure he will treat her like a gentleman (the legumes^ Baker), and at all events she will never clash with his family. Lady Marcia says that the dear Duchess has absolutely gone into waiting again on pur- pose to keep out of the way of her daughter- in-law. — At her age ! " "A hopeful beginning, is it not, Mrs. Westwood? To marry into a family where one's very entrance is thought to be a shame and disgrace! A far happier woman would Miss Lackerby have been, if she could have caught my good friend. Shepherd." "0 papa! with that plebeian abord!'' " Only Shepherd," continued Mrs. Bessell, " is what Lord Everard can no longer afford to be, a man of spirit — and would not sell 100 EOCCABELLA. himself to anyone for money! I never saw more encouragement held out to living being than by Mrs. Lackerby to hiai." "Now, dear papa," cried Miss Grace, pluming herself and waving upon her chair, "you say so to justify me, I am sure. . .Thank you ! The lady whom Mr. Shepherd would not take — you cannot conceive a more un- distinguished person than Mr. Shepherd, Mrs. Westwood — cannot, surely, be thought a prize for Lord Everard ! I don't wonder that the dear Duchess feels compelled to draw the line ; and I am sure, papa, that you of all living people are the last to depreciate our aristocracy; (the Mayonnaise to my mother, Baker — though you won't like it to-day, ma'am — It's a failure)... What a misery it is, Mrs. Westwood, that with an English artiste there is never any getting the same thing done twice in the same way ! Lady Marcia says, that they have had twenty in one twelvemonth at Marbleton to please the Duke, who will not hear of a foreigner in his establishment — and not one turned out supportable after the first ten days." " Well — about foreigners, I am of the Duke's mind," said Mr. Bessell. "But you OTHER NEW ACQUAINTANCES. 101 should tell Mrs. Westwood, Grace, that Lady Marcia professes to be a woman of taste. Talk of the gourmandise of a regular diner- out — it's nothing to be compared to the thorough-going epicurism of a fine lady: for that no cook, celestial or terrestrial, can satisfy. Shepherd declares that she had the cook rung out of his bed at three o'clock in the morning, at the Plough at Cheltenham, because she could not sleep; and took a fancy, there and then, for an omelette with Maraschino jelly." '' I don't doubt, " replied Miss Grace, " that Mr. Shepherd is diddle enough him- self among his own set. I could fancy him raising a whole town for any thing he wanted. But you merely take him under your protection to-day, papa, out of contra- diction, and because Lord Alan's Pasta won the Derby against his Parvenu. Gentlemen are so fond of opposition, Mrs. Westwood. ( Baker, the cream to Mrs. Westwood.) Creme a la Ciniitelli — or cemetery cream, as our cook will persist in calling it." " And perfectly right she is," replied Mr. Bessell — knowing her master's staunch old English principles. " Mrs. Westwood — come, 102 ROCCABELLA. upon which side are you ? — for or against foreigners ? " " Must I take a side ? " said Rosamond, smiling. " Or will you think I have already done so, if I confess to having this raornino: engaged a gentleman to read Italian with me?" " Signor Capranico," I suppose, suggested Miss Grace ; " at Marbleton, they would not hear of any one but Capranico. They treat him there quite as one of the family. They make a solitary exception in his case." "No — Signor Montegrone," was Eosa- raond's answer. " I believe he has not long arrived in England." "Ah! one of the refugees, I daresay. Only fancy, mama, some of those women coming to Lady Marcia, and wanting her to patronize their Refugee Ball— A^r of all people ! — Is he a handsome man, Mrs. Westwood?" " On the contrary, the most depressed- looking being I ever saw. The sound of his voice alone is enough to make one sorry for him." " Those refugees are always plausible," was Mr. Bessell's remark ; " and it is amazing OTHER NEW ACQUAINTANCES. 103 what success they have with Englishwomen. Take care, Mrs. Westwood, that this depressed Signer Montegrone does not fascinate you. You know that I am, in some sort, your guardian ; and an old married man, 1 hope, may always give advice, I hope, to a young unmarried woman." There was a certain sincere good-nature in her host's tone, which touched Rosamond, though the harsh prejudice (such she felt it) revolted her. " I have seen a good many of these refugees, Mrs. Westwood," continued Mr. Bessell ; " and, take my word for it, it won't do. If they are really in earnest, why cannot they stay in their own country, and, if need be, die there ? " Rosamond felt that this sounded true and direct : and yet that it was any thing but the whole truth — -and she longed to answer the " WhyJ" ^' Ah ! you need not tell me which side you have taken," continued her host. *^ I see by your face that you are romantic, and think me an old bigoted John Bull. But I don't like that sort of people, Mrs. Westwood ; and when you have known as much of them as I have done, you won't 104 ROCCABELLA. i find me so far wrong— take my word for it; It begins badly — it continues badly — it ends badly. No ! the Italians make famous opera-singers ; — but very rubbishy patriots, /think." Mr. Bessell's, '^ I think'' was consequential beyond the average. Yet Rosamond had courage enough, in the very face of it, to urge misgovernment, despotism, and such manner of pleas — not very logically it may be — -but in hard, blushing earnest. " I^onsense, my dear ! " replied Mr. Bessell, who, about this stage of dinner, was apt to become generally positive, and particularly affectionate to the lady who sate beside him. " They are quite as well governed as they deserve ever to be — those Italians. Did they agree among themselves when they governed themselves ? Do they agree even now when they are what they call in misfortune ? You ladies like them, because they have winning ways with them ; but one English- man is worth ten of them, any day. Pass the wine, Grace; — and pray don't get refugee- bitten, my dear lady. We shall hear of you turning Catholic next, like Miss Battersby, an old playfellow of my OTHER NEW ACQUAINTANCES. 105 daughter's there, who married her singing- master. *' And she was with Lady Marcia, papa, the other day, begging — positively begging." " You show me a dismal example," said Rosamond, " which I trust I am not going to follow. On the contrary, I am hoping for your advice about taking a house in town, and buying a living (is that not the right phrase?) in the country. I hope that is sober, and," with a slight irony of tone, " English and Protestant enough to please you," " I am rejoiced to hear it, Mrs, Westwood : for really so strange are the things which Englishwomen are found capable of doing nowadays, that I am glad to meet with any body, like you, able to please yourself, who will set a good example. AVhat with ladies who will go every where, and see every sight, however great the difficulty or danger may be — (Grace, you need not bristle up in defence of your friend, Lady Marcia) — and ladies who think they should sit in parliament — and ladies, Lord bless us ! who write freethink- ing books — I am afraid that your sex at present is not in the most easy plight, 106 ROCCABELLA. or the best repute possible. ISo more wine ? nor you, Mrs. Bessell? nor you, Grace? Then I will follow you in five minutes, and we will soon settle about the house and the living. With money and common-sense a man can do any thing — how much more (as you are just disappearing, I may say it) a young and pretty woman, backed by an unexceptionable legal authority ! " THE REFUGEES. 107 CHAPTER VII. THE REFUGEES. A HOUSE Avas soon found for Hosamond — thanks to Mr. BesselFs counsels and intro- ductions — a furnished house, looking upon Hyde Park : small it is true, but as cheer- ful a bower as ever maid, wife, or widow nestled in. — Nor Avas it found difficult to people the same with such discreet folk as are fit to wait upon a lonely lady. Perhaps every thing came too readily for one lik^^Rosamond, who had never been ac- tively enough employed — perhaps there must be a canker in every bud, a curse in every granted prayer; but, once settled in her solitude, Rosamond began to think that to have some friend to read Zimmerman on the subject with, would be not unpleasant. She missed the noises of the hotel — she missed the daily provocation, which the 108 EOCCABELLA. expectation that she was about to be pro- voked anew by Mr. Shepherd, had minister- ed to her. — Not that that gentleman was by any means disposed to lose sight of the lady ; but, after having left his card in Park-street, with a line upon it in recommendation of " a treasure of a head-servant, who had lived for many years with his sister Mrs. Ayres- cough," it was not very easy for him to make any immediate further advances ; — Rosa- mond not being " one of those ladies in weeds," as my wife once put it, " who goes east and west to ask advice with tears in her eyes of all manner of single men." Our widow had her pursuits, it is true; but pursuits are apt to become but so many feverish mockeries to people who merely re- sort to them in order to kill time. If she read Italian voraciously, till even poor melancholy Signer Montegrone was warmed up into a compliment on her enthusiasm — who was the better for it ? If she sat one hour, or if she sat ten at the harp, who was there to call her to account save Nelkson ? — or else Miss Grace Bessell, with her languid chronicle of Lady Marcia's predilections, and the number of hours, minutes, or seconds appointed by THE REFUGEES. 109 Lady Marcia to her studies, useful or orna- mental ? Rightly minded people who would regulate love by pattern, and measure off sorrow by lengths, might have thought that such melancholy and lassitude were as inevitable to widowhood, as Rosamond's deep crape and dull bombazeen. So at least said Miss Grace ; but Rosamond was too honest to fall into the world's rumour, nay, perhaps, she rather defied it ; in no vulgar Amazonian manner, but with that strong secret protest which says, ''What do you ask me to do or to be ? " — and " What will you give me for so doing, and for so being — in return ? " It fell out, how, hardly any one appeared to know,- that, in spite of the large number of her aristocratic acquaintances discoursed of by Miss Grace Bessell, that tall lady had much leisure and condescension to spare for our widow, just then. — Rosamond looked worth forming : four thousand a-year was a pretty sum to spend, and Mr. Bessell had mentioned in his family the singularly lonely position of its possessor. — Miss Grace presently owned to a penchant for Park-street only less strong than her admiration for Lady Marcia. liO ROCCABELLA. Upper Bedford-place was dull, owing to the nervous illness of Miss Bcssell ; — some unex- plained complaint which demanded a twilight room and a quiet house. To tend her darling invalid, it was intimated that Miss Grace had turned a deaf ear to every species of matri- monial proposal, — though there was a second cousin of Lady Marcia's who fretted under this resolution, — aware the while that to protest against it would be vain. ^' Nay," would the lady add, " should we hear of the Honourable Mr. Tottington's sudden marriage, I for one shall breathe more freely " and then she would stop herself, and sigh, and beg pardon. The ladies will not forgive me for saying that, in part. Miss Grace gained such footing as she did gain in Eosamond's house, by her sprightly abuse of Mr. Shepherd, vented during a certain morning call. To this Rosa- mond gave ear with an appetite which puzzled herself To credit Miss Grace, — the creature was a professional persecutor, — a man who lived in hotels, on purpose to molest lonely ladies that had rooms on the same floor with his distasteful attentions. — He it was who had showed such impertinent alacrity THE REFUGEES. Ill in insistino^ that there must be somethins; burning in Lady Angela Tewe's sitting-room at Cheltenham, ^vhich ended in Lady Angela being compelled to admit him into her visit- ing list. — AVhen Mrs. Corkran Corkran's vis- a-vis ran away with her, Mr. Shepherd was the person who gave the five-pound note to Colonel Teddie's valet for stopping the horses, so much had he been pleased with the man's gallantry ; and there Mr. Shepherd was now at Colonel Teddie's, a public fixture ; just like any other old acquaintance, laugh- ing so loud and leading the conversation. — He had always bottles in his pocket on board ship to offer to people that were sea- sick — and at that time, you know, dear Mrs. Westwood," sighed Miss Grace, " no living lady can be upon her guard against advances. Well, and now, I see him every morning I come here, with his groom behind him, riding up from Piccadilly at the very time when you are going to drive out. If any accident were to happen to either of us, he would appear at once in his true colours." Nor was this all; one day when Mr. Sliepherd was off his horse, close to Mrs. Westwood's door — what did Mr. Shepherd mean by get- 112 KOCCABELLA. ■> ting off his horse just there? — he had abso- lutely had the forwardness to stop Rosa- mond's visiter, to shake hands with her, and "to force into her hands," so Miss Grace averred, the magnificent bouquet which she brought in with her. " I thought you hardly knew Mr. Shep- herd ? " said dear, simple Rosamond. " 0, not I !" was the answer ; " but papa does ; and he has dined at our house more than once. I know Mr. Shepherd ? No : he is one of the persons before whom one never opens one's lips, since he gets every where ; and it's so disagreeable having every trifle that passes repeated. — But Colonel Champ- neys shall tell me what brings him into this neighbourhood so incessantly. I am quite willing to admit that this bouquet was aim- ed at you, and not meant for a dowerless virgin like me. It is like him : it is like him, too, to stay in town ; where his presence, as he must know, is felt as more frequent than welcome ! It is high time he was down at Shepherdston. Where do you go this summer, dear Mrs. Westwood ? " "Nowhere from home, I think, so long as I am in my deep mourning; perhaps I shall THE BEFUGEES. 113 winter in Paris : meanwhile I am interested in my Italian lessons, and, as Mr. Bessell knows, there is a piece of business for me to be complete which I will not leave un- finished." '^Ah, business!" was Miss Grace's reply, with a superfine sigh ; "what a tax on a lady ! I oftentimes tell my dear sister that she ought to be thankful to be released from it. Though indeed ... As for me, I confess my utter incapability . . . and I do not know that I should be much less dense as regards Italian studies, if I were condemned to pur- sue them with such a master as your Signor Montegrone. — I never saw so dull an object." " Poor man ! " said Rosamond, '' he must be ill, I think, from that strange, un- natural, fixed look which his eyes have. And sometimes he is so languid that I wonder how he has dragged himself up-stairs to give me his hour. It will not surprise me at any moment, to hear that he is entirely disabled from coming to me." Rosamond's foresight was justified. The next day Signor Montegrone missed his lesson, without sending message or apology ; and Rosamond's busy mind and beneficent VOL. I. I 114 ROCCABELLA. heart began to consider how it would be pos- sible for her to inquire into the cause of his absence. But it would be first necessary for her to get his address ; and that could not be done till the morrow. — The excessive distaste and want of interest shown by her master, — the blankness and the saplessness which bespoke a crushed spirit, had made a painful impression upon our widow. — She pondered the state of the lonely and exiled gentleman as she sate alone over her exqui- site little dinner, with some idea that this was one of those stories in which to be good Fairy might be very charming. She began gravely to consider how best she might ap- proach the sorrow or the destitution (if such existed) of one so apathetic and uncommuni- cative. — And as she stood on her balcony, overlooking the Park, for a last breath of the evening air, and a last glow of the evening sunshine, few who drove past could have imagined the cause of the deep and thought- ful sadness v/hich shaded her features. Even Nelkson, — who came to bring her her veil, with an oozing of spite aimed at Miss Grace ; which spit forth, that it was quite a relief to be left to themselves for one evening — and tilted THE REFUGEES. 115 against Russell Square airs, that could not endure their own sphere — both lost upon the pensive Rosamond — wondered within herself w^hether her mistress was absolutely thinking of the defunct Liverpool merchant. "A charming evening!" said a voice close to Rosamond ; " and what a charming situation we have to enjoy it in — have we not, Mrs. Westwood?" The dreamer startled, blushed, turned . . Close to herself, on the balcony of the next house — a house which had been long to let — red as a rose, small as a bird, and straight as an arrow, with his hat off, like one having a lodgment hard by, stood Mr. Shepherd . . '^ I startled you, ma'am, I fear, by inter- rupting your thoughts so hastily," continued he; . . " I yield to impulse too much, I often think. Here we are, you see, good neigh- bours again. I've been trying to get hold of this particular house for a couple of years past ; but Lord Watford and Mrs. Poulett Blackett's executors could not agree, and so there w^as no getting a title till a month ago. I have got one at last, however ; and, strange to say, am delighted with my purchase. But your's is the prettier house." 116 ROCCABELLA. Eosamond did not know what she said, feeling aghast at the revelation; — yet, in spite of herself, a little diverted. She uttered merely some phrase of civil assent. " Very true, Mrs. Westwood : I shallhsiYe to pull the place to pieces before all is done. I imagine the old lady was a character. She kept rabbits in her drawing-room, and a seal in the butler's pantry, my man assures me: not that I swallow the seal. — But she was half crazy and a miser: and so my architect has been here all day to see what we could do. — I must have air, and I must have light, and I must have space, and I must have some privacy, and room to hang my pictures — and a corner to put a friend or two in Is it not curious that, in a great place like London, we should find ourselves living next door to each other, and what is more curious, some mutual acquaintances, after having our- selves made acquaintance so very oddly ! I believe you know my excellent legal adviser, Mr. Bessell of Upper Bedford Place ? " A simple ''Yes" sufficed. Mr. Shepherd was off again. — " An excellent fellow is Bessell — and a thorough gentleman, which is more than can be said of every one in his THE REFUGEES. 117 profession. He gives capital wine. Miss Bes- sell, too, is a very superior person. Her re- tirement is a real loss to society : so good she was without the slightest pretence. I think we shall have some little to reverse the phrase — (Light, has the man got that mea- surement yet, there — of that space between the columns?) — to suit Miss Grace. — But she is a disappointed beauty, and that accounts for a vast number of small foibles. One must not be too hard upon Miss Grace. Ten years ago, she would have made a very good wife for any man, as times go." "Good-evening, sir," said Rosamond, moving away from Mr. Shepherd's truths, which she felt to be more entertainino^ than discreet. '- Pray, one moment : — we have another acquaintance in common, about whom I wish to speak to you, if you have no objec- tion — poor Montegrone." There was no refusing to stop and listen. " I have been reading with him a little, Mrs. Westwood ; — thinking it possible that I may make an Italian tour this autumn, and hearing that they were in very great want. He's not much of a master, it must be con- 118 ROCCABELLA. fessed ; but I am sure you will agree with me in thinking, that, good or bad, he must not be turned out to die in the street ! " " You are speaking in jest, I hope/' said Rosamond, who had, somehow or other, received the fixed idea that Mr. Shepherd could not speak in earnest. " I am sorry," replied her neighbour reddening, and wdth some spirit, " that you should think I should take such liberties with you, and especially in regard to people in trouble. ' Gervase,' my good father used to say to me, ' laugh — and laugh heartily when you do laugh: but be a gentleman.' A gen- tleman is always considerate ; — and if I had to teach English in Milan, and had only two pupils, — and if I could not attend to them, because I was desperately ill; and if I had to provide for a sick wife — which, thank God! I have not — I should think it no jesting matter. And Signor Montegrone is quite as good a man in his own country as I — only thank common-sense, and our capital Eng- lish constitution, I am no republican." " But you surprise me, sir ! I had no idea that Signor Montegrone was married." "He is, however, Mrs. Westwood ; — mar- THE REFUGEES. 119 ried, and to a poor, low-spirited, helpless creature, who would not know how to keep the money together, even if he got any ; and who sits all the day crying in their dismal little back parlour in Gerrard Street, Soho, and fancying that every body in the house wants to rob them. — And there he is now, — forced to give up : and not likely to be bet- ter. — I am sure, ma'am, you will join with me in some attempt to help them; and indeed I should have called upon you to- morrow with that object, had I not been for- tunate enough to meet you by chance to- night. — What is the man about there. Light ? Did not you tell him I would not have those folding-doors so far out into the room?" ^' I am sure I feel much indebted to you, Mr. Shepherd," said Rosamond, Avith a sin- cere warmth which she would not for the world have had Miss Grace Avitness. ^'I shall be only too glad to be of any use in such a case. I will go myself and see Madame Montegrone to-morrow. What street did you mention?" "You shall have the address as soon as ever I get back to my hotel. I would offer to meet you there— for it's a wretched place, 120 HOCCABELLA. one hardly fit for a lady to enter — only it would look premeditated ; and, naturally enough, they are very sensitive. Medical aid he has, I know, and of the best kind ; but nothing can be done for him. They say that there is poison in the system which can never be worked out of it.'^ "Poison?" " Lord ! my dear madam, may I take the liberty of saying how superior to the rest of your sex you must be in the absence of cu- riosity? — Can you never have heard that Sign or Montegrone, and his wife too, firmly believe that he was poisoned in Italy by those Jesuits?" " No, I never heard of such a thing. In- deed, Signor Montegrone seemed always to have an objection to speaking ; and never once alluded to his own private history.'' ' " That was my very reason for beginning with him as a master, ma'am — the strong objection which I have to talking people. Excellent as Signor Capranico is— the mas- ter, Mrs. Westwood, whom I had the honour of recommending to you — he is too much of a lady's man to suit a downright practical person like me ; and on my pressing for a THE REFUGEES. 121 silent, unobtrusive teacher, who would do his work, and confine himself to it — at 's they ^axe me Montecn^one." Good Mr. Shepherd, it will be owned, had a happy knack of reconciling past and pre- sent, as my wife once happily described the white lies of Miss Adeliza Le Grand. '• But^" continued he, '•' I soon perceived that the poor fellow had something upon his mind. You know, ^Irs. Westwood, I doubt not, as well as I, that there is a party here against him, who have been writing anony- mous letters to deter people from employing him. What trash these Italian liberals are, to be sure I — always quarrelling ; and so I set myself to find out what was the matter, and by degrees came to know all about the Montegrones." "And vou heard ?" " It is rather too long a tale for a balcony — Light ! — (I say, Light, make that man per- fectly understand that that fireplace in the corner is going to be taken away utterly.) If you will allow me, I will wait upon you some morning, and tell you the result of my discoveries — There's Lady Marcia Fawkes ridino: home. T\lio could fancv that she 122 ROCCABELLA. had ever considered herself a beauty ? Yet she did, and wondered that other people didn't. Good-evening, Lady Marcia" (kiss- ing his hand gallantly) ; ^' and good-evening, Mrs. Westwood. Pray permit us to be good neighbours ! " And the wily man— enchanted at his own adroit management — disappeared into the house. Doors were banged to, and shutters were shut ; and Rosamond was left standing alone on her balcony, at once teased, in- terested, and reminded of Miss Grace Bes- sell's anecdotes. To strive against Mr. Shepherd's advances was obviously lost labour. — She must hear the tale which was too long for the balcony — how else could she help the refugees, wisely — efficiently — and delicately ? for her dream ran on Jesuits, and poison, and old Italian palaces. A FRIEND IX NEED. 123 CHAPTER VIII. A FRIEND IN NEED. Never was habitation less like Italian palace, old or new, than the wretched two rooms in Gerrard Street, Soho, in which a highly-born and honourable gentleman (Signor Montegrone was both) had been thankful to find a harbourage on his arri- val in Eno^land — to commence his struo^crle for life at an age when other men are think- ing of retreat. The sights how different ! — if I do not add sounds and scents, it is because I am told that the speaking voices of the Lombards are not the sweetest in the world — neither their portals and staircases of their houses the most fragrant. But, though both the language-master and his wife were them- selves dingy and unkempt enough, and careless of a hundred little graces and proprieties, their taste for which the well- 124 ROCCABELLA. bred English never lose, however low they sink in fortune — the dinginess of the atmo- sphere, and the grime of carpet, chairs, curtains, window-panes — of every thing they touched, tasted, and looked upon — was felt as an additional weight, and trial, and discouragement by even their sad and pre- occupied hearts. — Brought up among things of beauty, the filthy furnishing of a fourth- rate London lodging-house, in a bad situation, degraded them so far they saw it to a point of depression to which we northerns rarely fall. The scorching fire in the grate — the rusty bars whereof were clogged with cinders and ashes, though the day was hot— of itself spoke with a painful significance to our widow. I have said that she was something of a day-dreamer, and to such, contrasts are oftentimes as suggestive as harmonies. — She stopped short within the door of the room : painfully impressed for a moment, forgetting her mission, and the courtesies which she was nervously anxious to offer. The poor gentleman — huddled up in a faded dressing-gown, made as it seemed of those Greek scarfs which were then so popu- lar, with a dusty velvet heret on his head— A FBIEND IN NEED. 125 looked more ashy, more leaden, more yellow- eyed than ever; — his long reedy neck, and his gaunt hands, released from cuffs, adding to the appearance of lean misery. The Countess Montegrone might have been any age from fifty upwards — so sallow and dry was her cheek — and her black eyes so in- tensely staring as though she had overlooked this weary world as long as the wandering Jew himself. — Her dirty blue and white muslin was but imperfectly clasped at the throat, by an old-fashioned jewel of small value, but unmistakeable pedigree. Her cap of coarse mock-lace would have been despised by Nelkson, when it was new. She had a bluish beard on her upper lip — and she spoke in a harsh contralto voice as she got up, and somewhat brusquely inquired the pleasure of her guest. But Eosamond in that moment felt that she was a lady, and haJ been a beauty ; and our widow reddened like a girl fresh from school, as in faltering bad French she tried to explain, how, having accidentally learned that Signor Montegrone was ill, she had called to inquire after him, and to see whether she could not be of some little use. " I too," said she sweetly, '' am a stranger in 126 EOCCABELLA. London, and perhaps hardly know what would be best to propose ; but I feel how sad you must find it to be ill in a strange place " — and out came, awkwardly enough no doubt, an offer of carriage and servants, — the introduction of a basket of the freshest fruit, the sight and scent of which at once refined that squalid room (in spite of the fire) — and out came a stammering inquiry — Whether the signor had good medical advice ? " I have told my wife," said the poor gen- tleman, "of the charming young English lady whom I was reading with — She speaks very little French — you will excuse it, madame. Teresa, mia cara^ this is to be in England ! and you have all your life heard it blamed — the ladies especially, for being so cold ! " The poor lady made no answer, except her taking Eosamond's hand between her own two, and then raising it to her lips, might pass for reply. In truth she was so crushed, bewildered, disturbed, as to be almost past being cheered. Our widow, meanwhile, felt as much disposed to weep as she had often done in her life ; but was restrained by a sort of cross fear that she was officious and blundering. A FRIEND m NEED. 127 She had, Rqsamond made haste to add, a country house — (she ivould have her there, and then inwardly deter aimed a Richmond villa ere the day was out.) Would not the air, the rest, a garden, be good for the invalid ?— for both ? Would they give her the honour of their company there? Alas ! her offer fell on dull ears — She was all goodness ; but they had declined another friend already. Mr. Shepherd had proposed change of air the day before ; but they could not go — they had no energy — They were expecting letters — they had friends who depended upon them — claims — business. No, they were obliged — (and here again Rosamond's pretty hand was in request for the grateful lips of the dejected Italian lady) but it could not be, "Then," rejoined our widow, her courage rising under defeat, "unless I am to be treated as I do not deserve, you must let me speak plainly to you. — You must allow . . . remittances (I know myself in my husband's lifetime money never came when we expected it) may be delayed ... I have nobody to con- sult but myself Pray " (with a sort of gasp, and spasmodic snatch at her reticule), "treat 128 EOCCABELLA. me like a friend, and let me— let me be your banker for awhile. This lodging is not fit for you ! " ^'Brava!'' exclaimed the most musical voice ^yhich ever Rosamond had heard — not of course, poor Signor Montegrone's — and looking round in utter dismay at being thus overheard, she then for the first time re- marked a large screen, covered with a tawdry paper-hanger's mosaic, behind which, so well as her beating heart would let her hear, she was aware that some one was moving. But strange are the ideas which shoot through the mind even in such a moment of ner- vous surprise. Rosamond's thought was — " Well, at least, that was not Mr. Shepherd this time." '' You had better come out, Salvatore, since the lady has heard you," said Madame Monte- grone. " A dear friend of ours, Mrs. West- wood — a countryman. He is helping my husband, and had just hid himself Avhen you came ; handsonie young men don't like to be seen when they are in their old clothes." The hero who emerged in answer to this invocation ivas a handsome young man — if the epithet have any meaning ; or rather, A FRIEND IN NEED. 129 indeed, beautiful he might have been called, in spite of the effeminate signification attached by some to that epithet. In place of those fierce jet Italian eyes which often promise so much more genius than is ever performed by their owner, his were of deep blue; fringed and arched with the glossiest black eyelashes and eyebrows. His forehead was as pale as a woman's, without any appearance of unnatural delicacy — his lips were bright and full: showing, when the symmetrical mouth opened, a range of white and regular teeth. If his features had not that expres- sion of mingled intellect and character which we northern men are accustomed to require in a man — they wore that look of spirit and passion which no woman, at least — be she northern or southern — can resist. There was no mistaking, too, the undisguised yet not impudent admiration, which the lady inspired in this unexpected comer. Rosamond had met that pair of eyes before — she did not recollect where. It had been in 's shop, on the day when she had gone thither to inquire for a language-master. The Adonis in question, it should be added, owed nothing to his dress nor to the occupa- VOL. I. K 130 EOCCABELLA. tion in which he was discovered. The former was an old blouse which had seen good ser- vice — and a scrutiny more curious than our widow was in any case to give, might have acquainted her that his hands had been intimately engaged in some culinary process — probably, the preparation of macaroni. "We poor exiles," said he, laughingly coming forward with a sort of court air, and speaking bad French, " are glad to turn our little talents to account. I could always cook — and I am very glad of it now ; — for really, madame, your London lodging-houses are not famous in that article of comfort." "No, truly," chimed in the desolate Italian lady; and then she volubly ran over a list of affectionately-remembered home- dishes — things that, to Rosamond, it seemed strange, could come back to any one wliom privations so much deeper surrounded. But, breaking from her momentary speculation, and turning to the new-comer, " I was endea- vouring," said Mrs. Westwood, "to persuade the count and countess here to change the air of London for a week or two— to try our country air : and, if there be an Italian cook within reach, he shall be at their disposal." A FRIEND IN NEED. 131 " Thank you, madame," said the young gentleman, whose eyes emphasized his words, if ever eyes said aught ; " but what w^ould they do in your country — these ? How amuse themselves ! I am an old friend, and can take liberties ; but I dare not propose such a thing to raadame. She has a friend in the Opera-house who gives her a corner in her box; — and I think the music keeps life in her ! " " could those Liverpool people hear this ! " flashed across Rosamond's mind — " Sick, sad, starving, and going to the opera! '' but the plea was obviously in earnest. "And Salvatore there," interrupted Sig- nor Montegrone, raising his heavy voice withdifficulty; "ourfriend. Count Roccabella, madame, helps us — we must not go far from him. He is good enough to read with my pupils, for me — till I am better again. I was going to write and entreat you to accept hioi as my substitute ; but my head is so confused that I cannot see paper to-day." Rosamond hesitated. Had she declined Signor Capranico for this ? " Why, I con- fess," said the young nobleman, who saw her hesitation, and therefore spoke in a tone 132 ROCCABELLA. which told how proud he could be, '' that I would rather cook for my friend here than attend to his scholars — I am a bad master, as madame would find ; Marliani will be too glad to wait upon madame " — and, drawing Montegrone aside, the Count, Rosamond was convinced, was proposing some friendly escape from the arrangement at his — the Count's — expense. "I should be truly sorry," said she, at last finding her voice, and blushing more than she wished to do, " to give any ad- ditional trouble — so bad a scholar as I am. If you think it worth while to help such a mere beginner, sir " (the ' sir,' Miss Grace Bessell might have heard), "I will do my best. And as we hope that it may only be for a very short period " The handsome young gentleman again drew himself up. Poor Eosamond ! her speech was an awkward one — seemingly so English and ungracious ! and the conviction of this flashed across her mind ere it was well spoken. Accordingly, to do away with such im- pression, she must needs run to the totally opposite extreme. It may be supposed that she was not long in making peace with one A FRIEND IN NEED. 133 who fixed upon her a gaze at once so impas- sioned and frank. And thus, provisionally at least, the handsomest man whom ever Milan saw, and the beautiful widow in Park-street, were, without the one caring to teach, or the other to learn, to sit down and study the story of Paolo and Francesca ! — In one re- spect, Rosamond was contented with the arrangement. Thereby she might learn best how she could serve the Monteo^rones. The poor gentleman Avas so stupid — the poor lady so loudly gesticulating, that an inter- preter betwixt them was an absolute neces- sity. But she was haunted by the high manner of the Count Roccabella, and well recollecting how she had writhed when in a subordinate situation under insolences, she forgot that the most womanish of men is less sensitive than the most masculine of women. Did she forget how warmly she had shaken hands with her new acquaintance on their parting? And what made the scene with which my story opens, rise up before her like a cloud, and act itself over again as she drove home- ward ? What made her recollect that harsh, unkindly-spoken, slow-witted, un- 134 ROCCABELLA. lovely man with whom she had passed so many years ? From her involuntary musings or volun- tary indulgence, she was dragged down in a summary fashion. In the hall was Nelkson, " Company up- stairs, me'm ! I thought you would like to know, previous. Company in the drawing- room : people who would not be said — who would wait till you came home; — though, if they have got any real business save to kill time and eat your luncheon, my cousin Anne married one of the Widgeons, instead of giving him the go-by." " 0, Miss Bessell ! The very person 1 wanted to see — I am truly glad she did stay. You forget yourself, Nelkson." And the mistress hurried past the " Well, Tm sure ! " of her astounded maid, with a vivacity such as she had not exhibited since her widowhood had began. " Something she has been about," soliloquized the Abigail — "and how to get into it ; that's just it. I wish Mr. Light would lend me a leaf out of his book — and I'll ask him, if I can, when he comes in to tea ; — for come in to tea he will, as usual, I'll aver." A FRIEND m NEED. 135 " Quite a bloom, dear Mrs. Westwood ! " was the greeting of the languid Miss Grace as she raised herself on Rosamond's quick entrance. " How this air agrees with you ! So it does with Lady Marcia, too. From the time she sets foot in Marbleton she pines and loses her sleep. Dr. Ossett maintains it is the lake ; but I think that it is only the activity of her mind, and the powerful reaction after London. And what is there in the country worth living for, dear Mrs. Westwood ? " " Abundance of good neighbours," replied Rosamond rather gaily, " who know every step you take, and pass judgment upon it." " Just like that Mr. Shepherd. The few times that I have come here — I find him, of course, hovering about. He has nothing to do save to haunt every body .... Lady Marcia says " " Except^ to look after his workmen," broke in Rosamond, whose spirits seemed in a sort of hurry. "All this morning he might be heard, as often, I am sure, on a ladder— as not." " On a ladder ? Well, nothing surprises me that Mr. Shepherd resorts to, to com- 136 ROCCABELLA. pass bis ends. Whose ladder, pray, my dear ? " " I am sure I cannot tell you — for till last niglit I never had an idea that we were next door neighbours." Nothing could be more comical than the countenance of Miss Grace, betwixt its desire to look cunning, and its real, vacant bewilder- ment. "Next .... door . . . neighbours," was all that she could utter for the moment. " Yes — I rather think — I am confident — I recollect to have heard Lady Marcia say that the next house was Mrs. Poulett Blackett's — before that sad business .... It is a love of a house, Lady Marcia says. Did you go over it ? I forget . . . How very disagreeable to have that forward being so close to one "... " So I fear you will find it. Miss Bessell : but for once, I may count upon your good- nature, may I not ? You know I have few friends in London — If I ask two gentle- men to dinner you know I cannot receive them alone, and, if one should be this new neighbour of mine, will you countenance me, just for once. I can explain it all, strange and sudden though it seems. But will you ? " A FRIEND IN NEED. 137 Good, simple Rosamond ! little could she dream how dearly Miss Grace loved her at that moment ! If there was a thing in the world that she enjoyed, it was a partie quarree. " Mama would have been delighted, dear," continued she, '^and be in every respect a greater acquisition than I ; but so long as she is under Dr. Ossett's care, it distresses me to hear of her being asked to dine out ! Friends in town ! Who should have friends if not you, I wonder ? Cordially I will, dear : when is your day ? " " And you understand who is to be of the party." " My love, if we could not meet every one on the well-bred footing of amenity, what would London become ? Lady Marcia, for instance, dines perpetually at the Toazles, though she refused Sir Nicholas Toazle twice before he married his present wife. These little feelings are to be conquered. ... In society, The Honourable Mr. Tottington and myself converse .... And though we may laugh at one another's little peculiarities (such of us as cannot avoid penetration), I believe Mr. Shepherd to be as honest a creature as ever spoke his mind. A good wife would 138 ROCCABELLA. soon have made him in every respect pre- sentable. What other gentleman, pray ?" " Why," was the answer as Rosamond turned away to adjust the curtains — " I almost think I must ask you not to betray me to Mr, Bessell, knowing his aversion to foreigners. An Italian gentleman — a Count Roccabella, — a refugee, I believe — that is, if he will come." "0, as to papa ! — Papa is known in his own circle as the veriest John Bull. Much as they revere England at Marbleton, Lady Marcia says she could never have conceived that carried so far — O, yes! let us keep our little dinner a secret by all means — I am sure a word will silence Mr. Shepherd. It's just in his way to have confidences with ladies." " ]^ay," said Rosamond, " you must not take me so literally. I certainly am a free agent, I hope and trust — and can invite whom I will to my own table. This Count Roccabella is coming to read Italian with me, a substitute for poor Signor Montegrone, who is very ill, and I fear in great poverty. And it is so difficult to be of use without seeming officious — and as I accidentally A FRIEND IN NEED. 139 heard of the circumstance from Mr. Shep- herd" . . . "0, indeed! — Yes, to be sure; just like Mr. Shepherd. He has his own ways and means of getting at intelligence. Were I in your position, dear, I should be nervous with such a neighbour as he." " Better then, perhaps, to be on good than upon bad terms with him," replied Mrs. Westwood a little archly; since a dream was beojinninor to cross her mind, which she found, in her present buoyant humour, exquisitely whimsical. " Good terms ! " was the sharp and in- stant response. " Good terms do not mean encouraging intimacy, I hope and trust — Mr. Shepherd is any thing but a safe man for one in your position, my dear, to receive. We — as Lady Marcia could assure you "... and Miss Grace here made motions with her lips and looked down — a favourite device of hers when matter for talk failed her. " But how am I forgetting papa's message — one dinner driving another so completely out of my head ! — I was to tell you, with his love (nay, old gentlemen may be gallant), that your commission is as good as executed, 140 ROCCABELLA. and that he wants to see you about some money story connected with it — and begs you will dine with us to-morrow. I hope that does not interfere ? Papa's time is any time." " I suspect that he would hardly agree to that assertion, Miss Bessell. He has been only too kind in seeing after this matter, which I have had much at heart : and I shall be glad to say so to-morrow. Our dinner could hardly be this week — but now that I find you will oblige me, I am much tempted to try it. If it fail, I need never give another." '^ Quelle idee? Fail, indeed! I have not looked forward with so much pleasure to a dinner this year, my dear. From the first moment that 1 heard the sound of your voice (I am like Lady Marcia, sensitive about voices, I own it), I knew we should suit each other thoroughly." A PARTIE QUARR^E. 141 CHAPTER IX. A PARTIE QUARREE. By others than Miss Grace this improvised entertainment was regarded as an occasion of peculiar solemnity and importance. *' I do hope, and supplicate, me'm," said Nelkson, when the fact of the coming dinner arrived at her domain, — also the certain intelhgence that Mr. Shepherd had rubbed a new pair of gloves into holes, in the fulness of his satisfaction at being invit- ed to sit at the board of the charming widow — " I do beg and represent, me'm, that you'll dine without your cap. Six months is the longest weeds now, me'm, that ladies indulge in ; unless the circum- stances have been peculiarly harrowing. Or if a cap it must be, pray let me make you up something a little less hideous, with one or two quiet cameleons, or other white flowers. 142 EOCCABELLA. I don't think that if I had married Mr. Duckling's favourite son (as we say in Flint- shire), and if he had spoiled me ever so much, I could acquiesce in reducing myself into a spectacle because I lost him." " I shall make no change, Nelkson," was Eosamond's quiet reply— " Well, me'm, it's superfluously vexatious, I will say, when one thinks of the display that some of us will make. Bare neck enough to thatch a house ! no matter if it's somewhat of the oldest — though white, I admit." "l^elkson!" "I beg your pardon, me'm; but like that Miss Grace I could not, if all my aunt Eliza's money was to go to the Raggs in consequence. She won't captivate Mr. Shepherd, however, with all her swimming airs and tuneful graces — I can tell her that ! " It was impossible for Rosamond to refrain from smiling at this last sally : recollecting as she did the incessant disdain of Miss Grace. But "every little helps," and this toilet gossip, foolish as it was, assisted to fix our heroine's attention on her dinner. She grew nervous, lest she should seem nervous ; and to steady herself she thought of A PARTIE QUARR^E. 143 Mrs. Chidley and Mrs. James Eick. For- tunately it fell out, that Miss Grace thought herself called upon to be instructive, which at once brought back our widow to her composure. " The Count, of course, will take you down — Mr. Shepherd will sit opposite to you. No foreign gentleman can ever carve. Lady Marcia says that she would rather do it herself a thousand times over, than sit by and see them attempt it." " You will be opposite me, I hope. Miss Bessell," was Rosamond's quiet answer. '' In so small a party there can be no formality. Here, I suppose, are the gentlemen ! " The dinner of four went over pleasantly enough, in spite of all those covert sympathies and antipathies which make such strange work, when they are brought into play among such few persons. Miss Grace was conside- rately sparing of Mr. Shepherd, considering how fervently she had again and again vowed to put him down (with Lady Marcia's full concurrence) on meeting him. At her dear Rosamond's first dinner, the Amazon con- sented to lay by her arms, and to hold out 144 EOCCABELLA. the golden sceptre — nay more, she was moved to provoke her favourite aversion, with appeals and courtesies, by the gentle- man's quiet and polite disregard. With Shropshire race-balls did she ply him. She enlightened him as to the plan on which the orchis house at Marbleton was heated — somewhat reckless as to pipe and chimney statistics. — She discovered, for the first time in her life, that bay was her favourite colour in a horse. She dealt side looks of loving patronage at her unsuspicious hostess, ex- pressive of the utmost female amiability. But this beautiful behaviour of hers was in some measure damaged by circumstances. Count Roccabella protested against being asked to talk English; what general conversation there was, therefore, was carried on in French, though Rosamond blushed as she did her best. In the French language, a maidenly and dignified economy of " ouis^' and " est-il possibles f " most neatly suited the acquire- ments of Miss Grace. Mr. Sliepherd in his turn proved less obtrusively voluble than he had been de- picted. Eat and drink he did, as a healthy gentleman with a good appetite should do. A PARTIE QU ARRIVE. 145 He praised the dishes as much as a well-bred man may do. He talked park to Rosamond and opera to the Count. He expatiated to the purpose and with wonderful amenity upon all the range of charming topics disclosed by Miss Grace. Had our widow been dis- posed to watch him, she might have observ- ed a certain twinkle in his eyes and curl in his lip, which bespoke a general's admiration of his own successful generalship, and as- surance of his final triumph. But Rosamond saw little — and only thought of one solitary person — her right-hand neighbour. She was not, however, thinking of his mag- nificent face or musical voice — so much as listening with all her eyes, ears, and heart, to all that he was pouring out about Italy. — They had entered on that subject, ajyvojpos of the Montegrones — but it was the one beyond all other subjects calculated to captivate Rosamond. Women never sympathize with success so passionately as they do with failure. How was she to stop and to sum up the rights and the wrongs of a question which her heart had already decided? — how was she, with a charmer at her ear — so earnest, so enthusi- astic—so different, said her fancy, from "your VOL. I. L 146 ROCCABELLA. cold calculating ungenial Englishmen ! " Her very soul was melted within her, at this pic- ture of a foreign nobleman stooping to menial services — and to an equivocal position in this hard cruel London of ours, because he would no longer abide or endure tyranny — banished from the magnificent palaces of his fore- fathers, and from a climate the very breathing of which was luxury, bliss, intoxication . . . Not that Count Roccabella was a show patriot — a man who wears his grievances and his sacrifices on his sleeve, for every daw to peck at. But he had, at last, found a listener so warm, rapt, ready as only Englishwomen can be: — he had at last lighted on chords which had been long waiting to thrill. When the four simultaneously established themselves in the drawing-room after dinner (the reconciliation of Nelkson to that foreign procedure required all Mr. lAght'ssavoir vivre) — Rosamond claimed from the Count his promise to tell her how matters really stood with his friends. " Mr. Shepherd," said she, " alluded to something so dark and terrible, that the mind almost refuses to receive such an idea nowadays. Does Signor Montegrone really ascribe his present wretched health A PARTIE QUARRY. 147 to the consequences of poison given to him ? Can it have indeed been so — and from no accident ? " '' Ascril)e, madam ! " was the reply, with an explosion of emotion — (and Rosamond thought that the face beside her had the grandeur and the animation of that of an avenging Archangel) — "Ascribe! Yes, you in England can speak about these things, as if they were matters of question — and matters of chance. Thank your God that you can ! — Ascribe ! — You, who do not know what a Jesuit is, save in a picture-book, may well ask me about the history, just as if it was one of a party of pleasure. But we cannot answer so — we Italians! — Montegrone was poisoned by those Jesuits, so surely as you are a living woman, and a beautiful one — so surely as that is not the only murder of theirs which I will avenge — before I am an old man, too ! " "Mr. Shepherd" . . . broke out a voice, in the most different tone possible :— " You play at chess, don't you ? You used, I think I have heard my papa say, to be a great chess-player. When I sit down with Lady Marcia, I can give her always a pawn or two ; but, if you will engage me " . . . . 148 ROCCABELLA. " It goes to my heart, Miss Grace, to de- cline a lady's challenge," replied the gallant master of Shepherdston ; *^ but I am no match for you — in town. If I am to sit down to chess, it must not be after such a luxurious banquet as our fair hostess here has been giving us — in the very midst of the London season, and on a night when there is thunder in the air. Play is play — study, study — I never play at chess .... and (don't think me a bear) I am not equal to work just now. — But I will take up your glove whenever you please, after the long vacation. — May we^ too, not hear your narra- tive, M. le Comte ? " continued he, approach- ing the impassioned Italian. "0, pray permit us," chimed in Miss Grace — since chess was not to be. — " What are books — even Mrs. Gore's sweet tales — compared with the romance of real life ! " " I am not a raconteur^'' said the Italian, suddenly interrupting himself with that fit- ful haughtiness — that sort of proud, spoiled- child air, which most women would have found so irresistible : " and the young lady " (bowing to Miss Bessell) " would, perhaps, find little to interest her in the story. — I A PARTIB QUARR^E. 149 cannot speak of these things like so many romances. A Frenchman could: but they have neither faith nor feeling." — With that the Count rose abruptly, as if he wanted air, and walked to the window, past which flashes of summer liorhtnino: were bes^inninor to glance at tolerably frequent intervals. " Did I hear you talk of chess-playing? " said Rosamond, any thing but pleased at the intrusion. " The board and the men are .... Mr. Shepherd, will you do me the favour to rincr ? " " Not for a chess-board, Mrs. Westwood. One of the combatants shows the white feather to-night : and well may he do so, when his antagonist is so redoubtable a foe as Miss Grace. . . . Besides, two duetts among a party of four are two too many. — What liojhtnin^!" Miss Grace found that her head ached, and that the evening was too airless. Accordingly, disappointed of chess, she bethought herself of other diversions, and sailed majestically to the window — from which Count Roccabella was looking out, rapt in a not very cheerful reverie. A somewhat deep inspiration, not to call it a sigh, failed to arouse his at ten- 150 ROCCABELLA. tion ; on which Miss Grace was compelled to set her French in battle array, for the pur- pose of asking the Count " whether he pre- ferred La Bettina or La Carolina, as dancers. Of music," continued the woman of Blooms- bury fashion, "no one speaks or thinks more. The best opera is so " and Miss Grace — or her French— after ambling a little, came to a full stop. " I don't know any thing about your hallet in London, madame," was the Count's cold reply. Hard to bear as the Count's ''''Madame'" was. Miss Grace, nevertheless, was rehearsing such other overtures and topics as might prove sympathetic and fascinating to the Italian: such also as, perhaps, might bring Mr. Shep- herd back with some due sense of his loss, and her condescension. But she had not finished preparing a clumsy platitude about Dante, to the effect that he was " a great writer," when the victim addressed, turning the full gaze of his lustrous eyes upon her, and aware, so it seemed, of her aggressive inten- tions, burst from her with a sweeping bow, and an impatient frown — and, without formal good night to Rosamond or Mr. Shepherd, A PARTIE QITARR^E. 151 and almost to the overthrow of Nelkson, who chanced (as frequently happened) to be on the staircase — was gone ; — gone, with the tale of the Jesuit and the poisons — untold; — gone, before the three persons left behind could look at each other — two of them more amazed than edified by his impetuosity. " Your new friend seems a rather violent person, my dear," said Miss Grace ; -with a swan-like toss of her neck, and a recovery from the same, as though she would eat her own bouquet — " Lady Marcia has again and again remarked, that she never met an Italian with any conversation : and your Count Roc- cabella seems to add to his accomplishments in that respect, a want of manner which . . perhaps" (coiling herself up and down for a death-blow) " papa would say is republican." " He is, at all events," said Mr. Shepherd, who seemed to take pleasure in contradicting Miss Grace, *^the handsomest man I ever saw. — The Roccabellas have been always known, throughout Lombardy, for their beauty as a family." '' You see, my dear," whispered Miss Bessell, edging herself close to Rosamond ; 152 KOCCABELLA. *' it is who but ive can judge ! You don't think Count Eoccabella handsome, I am sure. Lady Marcia detests that style of man — but see, whenever we can bring in a word about our Italian travels, any occasion of laying down the law is never lost! — I would not live next door to Mr. Shepherd, my dear, for any bribe." " Why" — replied our heroine, with a quiet and ambiguous smile, — " the next house is a better one than this " . . . . " But " — was Rosamond's soliloquy when all was over, and when Mr. Shepherd had, after some lingering, taken leave, and when Miss Grace had been despatched eastwards ; — " I will not be cheated out of my story of the Count Montegrone and the Jesuits. I do not wonder that he could not tell it when they were by." And in the secret of her own heart, our widow that evening made a cross opposite to Miss Grace Bessell's name, very nearly as black as Nelkson's mark of criti- cism. " Though it would make my mother out a Baxter to profess the contrary," said the Abigail, when she attended her lady, '^ I should persist in declaring that gown of Miss A PARTIE QUARRY. 153 BesselPs a blue ugly enough to turn milk sour. — And she did not find her dinner to her liking; which is a comfort! — I heard her humming to herself, 'Come, where the aspens quiver,' all the way down-stairs — and which means that she was in a bad humour and wanted to hide it, so sure as my name is not Higgins — when she set off a-singing." 154 ROCCABELLA. CHAPTER X. THE GOOD FAIRY. While Rosamond was thus counting ex- periences, with which no previous training had qualified her to cope, we Bells had good, grateful reason to enjoy the magic of her wealth, and therefore to imagine — foolishly enough, possibly — that its owner must be the happiest woman in the world. It was the close of a hot summer day ; business was slack, and people were sickly. A small venture in which I had embarked more money than was prudent, threatened to take bad ways — and the apprehension of loss, I have remarked, is always far worse to bear than the loss itself when that comes. My wife had that lead coloured hue, which cries for change of air as loud as a complexion can cry — and there was no treating her with change. My lame boy was visited by a fit THE GOOD FAIRY. 155 of desponding perversity. Our little Martha looked pale and depressed; and spoke in a measured voice — sure sign that she was trying to keep down irritability. Rumours had been out all day, that the anti-manu- facturing ministry was coming in. When our windows were opened, the drains of the neighbourhood were offensively perceived. The milk for our tea had turned sour, and I made a cross and utterly incoherent remark upon it, to the effect that " nobody had taken any trouble to make any one pro- perly comfortable, since Rosamond had gone up to London ! " My wife's tart answer was ready — and who knows how far we might have gone, had it been emitted — when the knock of Louis, our girl Martha's betrothed, was heard at the door. Louis had long ceased to be treated as '' company" in Halcyon Row: but it was a relief to be obliged to put our tempers upon their company " behaviour." A glance at his face told us that he brought some surprising news. Across the room he walked, without saying " good even- ing " to myself or my wife — right across the room to our Martha: and ere she could 156 EOCCABELLA. speak to him, her mouth was stopped by a kiss, as emphatic as it was public — a kiss which might have been heard at Number Three, supposing that any of our quick-eared next door neighbours had (as usual) been listening. ^'Name the day, Martha!" cried Louis with a hilarity which some would have thought unbefitting the church — " Name the day, Mrs. Bell ! . . . You know what I have been so long promised as soon as I should get a curacy. When shall it be ? I have got — got . . . No, I have got no curacy ! — She has given me a vicarage". . . . and Louis fairly burst into tears. I cannot pretend to write down the Babel of tongues — the positive squall of inquiry, concur at ulati on, wonder, miso^ivino; and ec- stasy, which burst from my wife, my son, my daughters — even from our eldest, who is a deaf, dear apathetic girl — and from three or four miscellaneous youngsters whom there is no need to name. " When you will let me speak ? " cried Louis at last. ..." I will tell you if you have not guessed — Your cousin — dear Mrs. Westwood — here's her letter." *' Greater excitement instantaneously fol- THE GOOD FAIRY. 157 lowed this announcement : a louder outcry. There was some danger that the document announcing the fairy gift might be torn in pieces — so eager were the contending hands — so violent the conflict of " Let me /" " Dear Bosamorid r^ ^'Heaven bless her!'' — and like rapturous outbreaks. But they presently merged into the general cry of " Martha ! the letter belongs to Martha— Let Martha read it aloud." Now ray little grave daughter was shy — even in her own family ; but she had been brought up to do what was desired from her, and her voice trembled more than ever — no wonder— as she took up the paper and began : — " Dear Cousin Louis, (Here I stopped a gush from my wife, moved by the sweet, relation-like address,) "The Vicarage of Grayhouse — some- where in Yorkshire or Lancashire (you know I am no geographer) — has fortunately " {acci- dentally had been scratched out) " fallen into my gift. Will you oblige me by taking possession of it — that is, if you are still dis- posed to be my cousin — and to bestow it on 158 ROCCABELLA. Miss Martha Bell. I think I was told, when I was in Manchester, that some doubts with respect to preferment hindered you both from making two people very happy — God bless you !— Affectionately yours, " Rosamond Westwood." " Dear — good — delightful — generous Rosa- mond ! " was the simultaneous cry. " She has done it on purpose," was my wife's re- mark — incoherent, howsoever natural. "But where is Gray house ? — not in Nor- thumberland, I hope ! " Louis was ready, there and then, with his geography. — Grayhouse was on the edge of the Fells, he explained, about thirty-five or thirty-seven miles from Manchester: in a warm, quiet, sheltered nook. The vicarage was an excellently good one — worth from three to four hundred a-year; besides a beautiful house, and a delightful garden. I saw the large slow tears chasing each other, one by one, down my little daughter's face. She never had much to say ; neither when she was very happy, nor when she was greatly in pain . . . but she looked across half timidly at Louis, with a smile of such THE GOOD FAIRY. 159 full contentment and perfect happiness, that I felt not only that our own choice had from the first been right — but also that our child was entirely satisfied as to her own future. Yes — Rosamond had put one of her favourite day-dreams into execution. She had made two human creatures, radiantly — exquisitely happy, and at the moment when they least expected it ; — when they could not entertain any expectation that their cares or fortunes were recollected by any one. How we spent the rest of the evening, which had commenced so dismally, I need hardly de- scribe. My wife was particularly wordy on this occasion, — betwixt her pride and her cau- tions, and her joviality, and her curiosity ; and her fixed resolution to trample upon the Misses Le Grand who had disparaged the match, and her own protestations against any intentions expressed or understood of dark- ening the prospects of her beloved children by interference. — How many times she sent her love to Mrs. Marshall, the mother of Louis, I shall not pretend to count. Then she wandered away into domestic and rural suggestions : told some frantic tale of gains 160 ROCCABELLA. derived from bee-keeping, to which she heroically proposed that our Martha's pin- money should be restricted, — was self-con- tradictory on the number of maids which appearance would demand, and prudence forbid — with a digression towards " a trea- sure" such as she understood the cousin of Mrs. l^elkson to be. And Avith that name, down came, as though it had been pulled with a string, a positive shower of grateful and loving words, about that ^^ dear, dear Rosamond ! " Who could have expected such thoughtfulness from her? — But no munificence could surprise from that source! And then to think of the darling's noble, for- giving temper — after all the things against " Woman's emancipation " to which she had been treated in our house ! — and after our having refused to give her Martha for her companion ! — It was unheard of ! — It was splendid I It would give Mrs. Rick a fit of bilious fever ! And would not she and Mrs. Chidley abuse us when they got together ? ! there was never any thing in the world so delightful — so perfect in every respect. And to think of Grayhouse being only forty miles from Halcyon Row ! It would THE GOOD FAIRY. 161 be less than a step, when the railroad was made. It was far in the night before the passion of amazement and happiness had subsided. With the morning came — not counsel, but a letter, long and a little incoherent, from our child's benefactress, addressed to my wife. That good woman, however, was loth that any one should read the epistle besides her- self. Rosamond — said she mysteriously — was not one of those whose productions were intended to be shown — Quite the con- trary. When she wrote in spirits — she made use of expressions sometimes " In short," was Mrs. Bell's conclusion, " the best method of not being tempted is to get beyond temptation — and so, my love, without waiting your good pleasure, I burned Rosa- mond's letter — and have forgotten every word that was in it; yes, I have ! She's a good, affectionate, imprudent, divine creature, that Rosamond — and I would give any thing " . and off went my wife into a flood of hysterical tears, which she only wiped up to talk about Martha's weddin":. This was enough, it will be owned, to make any parent anxious : and, if I fancied, VOL. I. M 162i EOCCABELLA. for a day or two, that my girl's good-luck might prove one of those fairy gifts which have the bad trick of turning into trash, who can wonder? — I felt that I should be better satisfied when I had seen Gray- house with my own eyes. And, heedless of the construction put upon the proceeding by my wife, who insisted (according to her habit) that I only wanted an excuse for a ramble — to Grayhouse I went. I was charmed with what I saw there. The place looked as little like fairyland, and as much like a home for real, cheerful, mor- tal happiness as ever spot that I beheld. The vicarage stands high up, in a notch of the hills; a low grey house, with a very large porch, in the midst of a flower-garden, canopied by about a score of tall fir-trees, so old that their bare stems are many a yard higher than the roof top; thus allowing the freest circulation of air. Some quarter of a mile lower down the brow, close by the brook, which swells into a torrent after rain, is the little old church — like the vicarage, warded by fir-trees — and ap- proached by half a dozen paths, which creep up and over the moorland; the end of more THE GOOD FAIRY. 163 than one of which is a substantial grange or homestead — or some other oasis of trees, shelterino; its cluster of cottaojes. Those who stand at the vicarage gate overlook a wide and busy plain dotted with villages — a gentleman's seat or two, belonging to past times— and here and there a factory chim- ney, which, supposing it called an obelisk, might be admired as an object. — The place at once charmed me : it looked so breezy, but not bleak — and I could fancy our child sitting in the windows of her pretty parlour, as her fingers sewed, letting her mind roam over all that valley view — and all the human life and activity which it comprehended. But I was obliged to tell Mrs. Bell on my return, that as regarded Martha's keeping of bees, I feared she must make up her mind to some disappointment. — There must be a crook in every lot! — So ill was my jest taken, that, siDce that day, we have avoided the subject of honey — and also that of Rosamond's letter to Mrs. Bell, which no one was allowed to read. There was nothing unreal about Grayhouse — no obstacle to the induction of Louis Marshall into its occupancy as vicar. We 164 ROCCABELLA. perceived, too, with pleasure, that he was one of those persons whose nature success expands and softens. His happiness, my wife declared, made him handsome, besides taking away that dry and pedantic air which had been apt to try our patience. Till then, he had been rather more violently disposed towards politics than young clergymen should be — but the sense of his new responsibilities seemed to drive out the spiritof wranglingand setting-to-rights, which we had feared might play tricks with our little Marthas happi- ness. He was bent on being a wise and kind parish priest— on living an active life, for the good of others — but still on enjoying life for himself a little. Our daughter one day quietly told him, that she believed he had only one drawback to his perfect satisfaction, which was that there was no Saint Rosamond. *'But, Louis," she added gravely, ''we must never let our gratitude grow old : some day or other it may stand her in stead — far above us as she is now. Must she not be asked to the wedding, mother ? " How could any of us foresee — save my Mrs. Bell, who always declares that she is never surprised at any thing — what would be passing in Eosamond's THE GOOD FAIRY. 165 mind ; even before the early days of Octo- ber, for which the wedding was fixed, and the favour of her gracious presence requested ? The day of our receiving the news of Martha*3 good fortune, was the day anticipated with such animation by Miss Grace Bessell — to quote that lady's own words — the day of Mrs. West wood's first dinner. 166 * , EOCCABELLA. CHAPTER XI. THE SUBLIME AND THE KIDICULOUS. So rapid — so rude had been Count Roccabella's departure, that Rosamond thought it possible he might find some excuse to absent himself when the lesson - day came round again ; and when, instead of being a guest, he was to wait upon her as a teacher. — Roccabella, however, came at the appointed hour, but so proud and for- bidding was his manner when he entered, that his pupil almost wished he had stayed away. " Dante, I think, you were reading with my friend Montegrone ? " he began at once, after a very cold greeting; "■ will you show me where you stopped ?" " Not to-day," said Rosamond, laying her hand on the book with a smile, " we will not read to-day — you shall talk to me in Italian, instead; and I will try to understand you. THE SUBLIME AND THE RIDICULOUS. 167 That is a good exercise, is it not? You know," continued she, with her own per- suasive look, " that I depend on you for the story of poor Sign or Montegrone's misfor- tunes. I love Italy — I have plenty of time — plenty of money. What better can I do than use them in a good cause ? — but if I am not to use them as a stranger, which means awkwardly or mischievously, you must trust me — and you may, I think, without fear of harm." "Harm!" was the answer, in a fervent tone, which no l^orthern could ever emulate, "harm from you!" — and, yielding to the impulse of the moment, Count Eoccabella bowed over her hand and kissed it. " My tale would give you no pleasure," he continued, his countenance again becoming stormy. " You would not believe it — you would make light of it — and that I could not bear 1 No, no ! we Italians had better not speak of our sufferings ; you Northerns will not feel for us — you cannot understand us ! you are so proud, so happy, in your own security. But take care, take care ! it may fail you one day." It was not easy to interrupt such a torrent 168 RCCCABELLA. of eniotion — even to assure the speaker that he JLido^ed the Enprlish harshly; or, if not the English in general, my heroine in particular. But Rosamond was seen, if she was not heard. Her glistening eyes testified for her; and (perhaps) encouraged by them, Count Koccabella began his story in an excited, broken fashion which defies the reporter's art. The story sounded in Rosamond's ear like a tale of another world — a world of corn and wine, of fig-trees and olives — of rich palace-gardens smiling by the side of deep waters, of belfries high up the hills, of chest- nut woods, among the roots of which clear brooks hurried down to join some mountain stream — a world in which, bright above and beyond all, shone the peaks of snow Alps, telling of another country, and another climate without their magical barrier. ^' You cannot conceive the beauty of our lakes," said Count Roccabella. " I have seen yours, and can make the comparison. — What a sun we have there ! At my father's palace, on the I ake of Como, we children used to live all the day long in the plane-tree walk, close by the ^\ater-side. If it rained, the leaves THE SUBLniE AND THE RIDICULOUS. 169 were so thick that we felt no rain. And then our gardens ! We have not all your quantity of neat, damp, green grass to make us miserable; — but we have oleander-trees and roses, and American creepers growing up to the top of the cypresses, and marble statues and marble steps coming down to the water's edge; and cradle-walks, covered with such vines ! I must not talk about my country ; it is not living to endure exis- tence elsewhere, when one thinks of such a home, and remembers that one is shut out of it by those German swine! — But they shall pay for it — they shall ! " and the speaker dashed a few drops from his eye- lashes as, abruptly changing his tone, he said, " Let us read Dante." ^' May I not, then, hear the story of your friend Count Montcgrone?" said Rosamond timidly. " I love so to hear about Italy." '' It kills one to speak of our country under such a sombre, leaden climate as yours. And so easily could we be happy there, if those despots and priests would let us ! The Montegrones would never have joined in the movement but for their being never employed — but for tlieir having been 170 EOCCABELLA. perpetually thwarted, set aside, interfered with — and all this merely because the head of the family — him you know — happened to be an enlightened and cultivated man, who had no love of going to confession, and who spoke his mind sometimes about those ' brutal Germans/ There were two brothers, and a sister — Aurelia. Your friend was nearly twenty-five years older than the two others. They were both of them magnifi- cently beautiful, Aurelia especially, when she was a girl. If you were not an English- woman, you would have a passionate look in your eyes, reminding me of what hers was, before she was destroyed." "Destroyed 1" " Your voice, too, when you speak in earnest, reminds me of my poor Aurelia's. Yes, destroyed she was ! the life ground out of her heart by those priests ; practised upon, till she became an idiot in their hands. They early found that — since she was forbidden to marry where , . , we were to have been married once 1 she would listen to no suitor of her priest's choosing. — They had their man ready, but she would not hear his name mentioned — and since she durst not THE SUBLIME AND THE RIDICULOUS. 171 marry where they forbade, she said she would be a nun. That pleased them just as well : any thing that broke up the family — any thing that moved an influence out of their way ! " This first roused up the Count, her eldest brother — he might else have read his Rous- seau by the lake side to the end of his life — and have done nothing — being a scholar by nature. He was much attached to m^ — we were neighbours — and he had let me play about him after my father's death as if I had been his own child . . He was very fond of his beautiful sister, and would have made her read with him (liis wife yonder was never a companion) — only that, too, of course, those priests would not allow." "Would not allow! Good heavens!" exclaimed Rosamond, indignantly — "And he allowed their ' ivoiild not allow!' — the head of a family." "You know nothing about it, madam! though I do not wonder at your beautiful anger! — As if you could understand how those vermin, when once they have made a home in a house, will never quit it till they have humbled it, or revenged themselves ! Allow ! — That man — their priest — had 172 ROCCABELLA. taught Aurelia to read—he had closed the eyes of Aurelia's mother when she died. There was not a servant about the place that was not afraid of him — yet that did not love him. A meek-looking creature he was, with a smile like an angers — who crept in and out, nobody knew where or when — he was so quiet. Montegrone could not have pre- vented his sister from going to mass — and he would not if he could. They told him what would come of his liberality : but liberal he would be, throughout— liberal, even to bigotry. The fool ! — and dearly has he paid for it ! "But he made some attempts to get poor Aurelia out of their power. I was proud and passionate— I would not speak ! She was sensitive — and listened to their diabolical advice all the more easily, because my family was rich and hers was ruined. So she thought herself generous in giving me up. — And this wei