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[Entered at Stationers' Hall.] ^ ' I THE 8fc. 3^ CHAPTER I. ^ Introductory. JlN one of the southern counties of England there is a village beautifully situated within view of the sea, and inhabited chiefly by persons of easy fortune and elegant manners. And as the manor-house was, a few years ago, the chief ornament of this village ; so the lady of the manor, at that period, shone eminently and admira- bly, above all her sex in that part of the country. Since, however, there is much difference of opinion concern- ing what may justly be called admirable in the female character, some making the fashions of this world, and others the principles of the Christian religion, the test of true excellence ; I shall endeavour to give such a de- scription of the lady in question as may enable the care- ful reader to form a just estimate of her worth. The lady of the manor was descended from a respect- able, though not a noble, family. Her parents were pi- ous, and endeavoured not only to make her acquainted with the word of God, but also to regulate her life agree- ably to the revealed will of her heavenly Father. In the education of this lady, literary refinement had been wisely blended with domestic usefulness, and the high- est polish of manners and sweetest courtesies of life with VOL. I. B 2 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. the most simple and moderate habits. She had married early in life. Her husband was a military man, and one whose piety did honour to his profession. With this beloved companion she had visited several foreign coun- tries, and not without improving the opportunities thus afforded her of marking the various customs and man- ners of mankind. But though highly favoured in her husband, this lady had endured many afflictions : and, after passing through many scenes of sorrow, she was now left a widow, with only two children remaining out of a large and lovely family. By the death of several intermediate heirs, the hus- band of the lady of the manor had, some "years ago, unexpectedly entered into possession of the manor-house situated in the village above mentioned, together with a considerable estate in the neighbourhood. Thus this excellent lady was introduced into a more exalted situ- ation in society, a circumstance which afforded her op- portunity for a larger display of Christian virtues than a humbler sphere of action could have supplied. It now became evident, that her industry and mode- ration, her plainness of dress and her humility of car- riage, were not the effect of a moderate fortune, but of Christian principles ; since all these qualities remained in their original simplicity, even after a change of cir- cumstances appeared, in the eye of the world, to require a change of habits. But this excellent lady found other objects on which to bestow the superfluities of her purse than those which vanity would have pointed out; and, when called to occupy an elevated station, her courteous manners bore no marks of supercilious condescension, but seemed to flow from the most perfect spirit of Christian meekness. Though now possessing the means of visiting and be- ing visited with marks of personal distinction, this lady was still observant of the apostle's caution, and was a ketper at hotne ; at the same time not forgetting to exer- cise that kind of hospitality, which we And so epnestly recommended by our Lord in St. Luke xiv. 12 — 14. — Then said he also to him that bade him. When then mak- est a dinner or a supper, call not thy friends, nor thy brethren, neither thy kinsmen, nor thy rich neighbours ; lest they also bid thee again, and a recompence be made THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 3 thee. But when thou makest a feast, call the poor, the maimed, the lame, the blind: and thou shalt be blessed; for they cannot recompense thee: for thou shalt be recom- pensed at the resurrection of the just. When the lady of the manor came into possession of this additional property, she had already arrived at that period of life when women can no longer strictly be call- ed beautiful. But she still retained a graceful person, together with an exceedingly animated and agreeable countenance : and what was peculiarly admirable in eve- ry part of her manners and deportment was, that she never seemed to be taken up with herself, a circumstance which preserved her from all those awkwardnesses w hich continually appear in their carriage who are not able to divest themselves of so unamiable a habit. This absence of every thing like selfish feeling in the lady we describe — and which, in a great measure, pervaded her whole character, — was effected, no doubt, by the secret and powerful influence of that Holy Spirit, whose office it is not only to control our natural evil tempers, but really and truly to regenerate the heart of sinful man. And wonderful was the effect of this freedom from low pas- sions in producing a peculiar dignity, composure, and graciousness of carriage, which seemed to ennoble and beautify her whole person. A few years after her settling in the manor-house, this lady, as I have before intimated, was left a widow ; yet not a widow without hope, since she had every well- grounded reason to believe, that, as her lamented part- ner had long been led to place his trust in the merits of his Redeemer, he was only removed from her to be ad- mitted a little before her into that glory into which she also hoped to be received in due time, through the same blessed Saviour. Her grief therefore for his loss admit- ted of every alleviation that religion could offer; and she often looked upon his likeness in the military dress which he had worn in the early days of their happy union, with the sweet assurance that he was now arrived in that blessed countrv where thei^e remaineth a rest for the peo- ple of God. (Heb. iv. 9.) For some years after the death of her husband, who left her in full possession of his property during her life, she had been chiefly occupied by the education of her 4 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. two sons, for whose instruction she procured a pious and learned tutor; a man advanced in years, together with whom she laboured in the formation of their minds and manners, steadily using the means allowed and ap- pointed by God, and looking in faith for his blessing upon those means. At the period when those events and conversations took place which I mean particularly to enlarge upon in the life of this lady, the two young gentlemen above mentioned were travelling on the Continent with their venerable preceptor, while she resided alone in the mansion-house. I date my narrative from a certain SundaV morning early in the spring. A sharp and frosty air, which du- ring the night had covered every branch and every blade of grass with icicles, w^as now rendered more temperate by the rays of the sun breaking through fleecy clouds. At this time the coach of the lady of the manor set out from the mansion-house for the church. The vil- lage bells were ringing, and groups of cottagers were seen issuing from their respective dwellings, and pass- ing in different directions across the park, towards the church, while better dressed and more genteel persons appeared moving through the village street, as the coach drove along — presenting all together a scene of order and decency particularly suited to that holy day, the numbers still thickening as they approached the iron gates which led into the church-yard. Thus frequently does the visible church in the present day, and the mixed multitude who form its members, supply the most lively picture which we can conceive of that glorious period, when the mountain of the Lord's house shall he established in the top of the mountains, and shall he exalted above the hills; and all nations shall flow unto it. (Isaiah ii. 2.) And the ransomed of the Lord shall return, and come to Zion with songs and everlasting joy upon their heads: they shall obtain joy and gladness, and sorrow and sighing shall flee away. (Isaiah xxxv. 10.) The public service was performed by a young clergy- man, v.'ho had lately been presented to the living : a man of true piety, and one who promised, through the divine blessing, to become a successful labourer in the vine- yard of his Lord. THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 5 This young man, whose name was Vernon, was much esteemed by the lady of the manor, who particularly ad- mired in him that humble and teachable spirit, which is but too rarely observed (though particularly necessary) about those who are appointed to act as instructors of others. After service, as she was stepping into her car- riage, Mr. Vernon came up to the door, and offered his services to accompany her home, observing, that as she had often asked him to dine with her on a Sunday, an honour which he had in general found himself obliged to decline, he would now, if agreeable, avail himself of her friendly offer. She expressed herself as being always glad to see him, and he in consequence took his place in the coach opposite to her. Mr. Vernon having generally found his Sunday duties quite adequate to the entire employment of that sacred day, had almost invariably declined every Sunday invita- tion ; and as the lady of the manor had always admit- ted his excuses with approbation, she was now not a little surprised at this voluntary offer of his company. But before the coach was well extricated from the crowd at the church-door, he began to explain the occasion of his present intrusion. He commenced by informing her, that the bishop had given him private notice of his inten- tion to hold a confirmation in the village, at no very dis- tant period. He then proceeded to state, that it was his own most anxious desire, with the divine assistance, to avail himself of this opportunity to call the attention of the younger part of the parish to those solemn truths which had hitherto been evidently too much neglected among them. He then opened to the lady his plans for the effecting of this purpose, and informing her, that he proposed to give lectures on the subject of confirmation immediately after evening-service on the Sunday, and also, during the summer, on every Thursday evening. One part of his plan was, to receive the young men of the parish into his own house, for private examination at certain hours which he should appoint ; and another was, to collect the young women of the lower orders for the same purpose, in the house of the village schoolmistress. ** But," added he, " there yet remains one description of young persons, whose instruction I consider of infinite importance to society in general; and vet such is my B 3 6 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. youth and inexperience, that I should feel a particular awkwardness in conversing with them : in short," conti- nued he, " the thing would be impracticable to me." " You mean," said the lady of the manor, *' I presume, the young females of higher rank in your parish." *' I do," said Mr. Vertion, *' and I feel that, if it were even possible for me to overcome my reluctance to such an undertaking, yet that, perhaps, it would be more pru- dent to decline it ; especially," continued he, *' if I could procure such a substitute as I desire." Here he paused, and looked at the lady of the manor, who remained si- lently expecting what he had further to propose. Mr. Vernon then proceeded to declare his' wishes ; which were, if possible, to engage the lady of the manor to undertake this part of his duty for him, and to em- ploy some of her leisure hours, until the period of the confirmation should arrive, in giving religious instruc- tion to the young ladies of the parish. The lady of the manor was somewhat perplexed by this request. She perceived however at once the pro- priety of it. She foresaw also, that great good might be thus accomplished, if God should bless the work. But while she was disposed to consider the proposal as a plain call of duty, her unaffected humility inclined her at the same time to hesitate on the ground of her unfitness for such an undertaking — and in this state of indecision she remained a moment silent. This interval Mr. Vernon employed in urging his re- quest, and using such arguments as he thought most calculated to influence a mind under the regulation of Christian principles. At length, the lady replied, " I ask only a short time for serious consideration, as well as for seeking superior direction, and I will give you my answer this evening." The remainder of the time which Mr. Vernon spent with the lady of the manor, and which was till evening- service required his attendance, was for the most part employed in conversing upon the nature of confirmation, and enquiring into its origin ; for the purpose of ascer- taining whether it ought to be considered as an ordi- nance of Scripture, or merely as a ceremony of man's appointment. Mr. Vernon said, that he had always been led to suppose that the rite was derived from a cer- THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 7 tain passage in the Acts of the Apostles, informing us, that after the inhabitants of Samaria had been baptized and had received the word of God, the apostles St. Peter and St. John were sent to lay their hands on these new converts, that they might receive the Holy Ghost. — Now when the apostles which were at Jerusalem heard that Sa- maria had received the word of God, they sent unto them Peter and John : who, luhen they were come down, pray- ed for them, that they might receive the Holy Ghost. Then laid they their hands on them, and they received the Holy Ghost. (Acts viii. 14, 15, 17.) The lady of the manor remarked, that she could not collect from this text any thing relative to confirmation of a nature so decisive as to enable her to say she con- sidered the ordinance of divine appointment, or a duty indispensable to Christians. *' We cannot, in short," said she, ** put this ordinance on an equality with Bap- tism or the Lord's Supper, neither ought we to condemn those who reject it entirely." " I believe," said Mr. Vernon, " that we may plead the authority of the primitive church in its favour." «* I require nothing to be said in its favour," replied the lady of the manor : " I myself approve the custom, and am convinced that it affords a precious opportunity of drawing the attention of the youthful mind to serious subjects at that period of life, when the world from with- out pours in all its temptations, and finds too many advocates in the evil tendencies of the heart. And I am persuaded that under these views the rulers of the church, in almost every period of its existence, have either adopted this very ceremony of confirmation, or appointed some other observance calculated to answer the same purpose." As soon as the lady of the manor had opportunity of being alone after this conversation, she prayed earnestly for the divine direction and assistance in an affair of such importance — and shortly after Mr. Vernon had retired from the sacred services of the day, he was gratified with the following note from her hand. *« My dear Sir, *' I FEEL myself entirely unequal to the work which you have appointed me ; yet if it is the plea- 8 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. sure of the Almighty to employ me on this occasion, 1 feel so entirely assured of his readiness to fit me for it, that I will not hesitate to cast all my care upon him re- specting- this matter. If therefore you still continue de- sirous of my services, I promise you to use my utmost endeavours to promote your wishes." The note concluded by appointing the place and hour when and where the lady wished to receive the young- people ; to which she added a request that Mr. Vernon would open the matter to the parents. Mr. Vernon having carried this special point with the lady of the manor, had no difficulty, either' with the young ladies his parishioners, or with their parents, since the lady of the manor was sincerely honoured and beloved by every family in the parish ; and the young ladies were quite impatient for the arrival of the ap- pointed day, that should introduce them to the manor- house. THE LADY OF THE MANOR. CHAPTER II. Containing a gejieral Address to Young Persons on the Importance of Confirmation. On the appointed evening, between twelve and twenty young ladies, all of whom had given in their names as candidates for confirmation, assembled at the manor- house. They were affectionately received by the lady of the manor, who led them into her favourite room, where a large table was set out with preparations for tea ; intending, after this refreshment, to enter upon the business which had called them together. The apartment in which this party were assembled was a library, fitted up with book-cases containing most of the favourite authors of the lady of the manor : it was also her work-room, in which she had neat cabinets, con- taining materials for work of various kinds, with stores of ready-made garments for the poor. The walls, in- stead of being hung with looking-glasses and gilt orna- ments, were decorated with a few fine old prints, the designs of which were taken from sacred subjects. And at one end of this room were five windows, three of which were in front, and one on each side, descending to the floor, and presenting, from their several aspects, three distinct and very beautiful prospects. From the front windows was seen a dingle of the park, formed by two considerable eminences, on whose sloping sides were lofty trees combined in picturesque groups. In the depth of this dingle a small stream, that came murmuring from the heights, collected itself into a clear lake, which added not a little to the beauty of the sce- nery; the prospect terminating with a remote view of the ocean. From the window on the right hand was seen 10 THE LADY OF THi; MANOR. the ornamented part of the garden and shrubbery ; and on the left, a kind of wilderness of flowering shrubs and aromatic herbs, inclosed with a slight iron railing, in which were many winding walks and garden-seats, in- viting to study and contemplation — though both of these views were somewhat artificial, yet neither of them was without its peculiar charms. The young ladies, while tea was preparing, had leisure to admire this varied scenery, and to observe the last rays of the departing sun, as it disappeared behind the trees. Before the evening closed in, candles being light- ed and the hissing urns placed upon the table, the lady of the manor summoned her young visitors to «tea, and requesting some of the elder ones to relieve her from the charge of preparing it, she exerted herself to remove that embarrassment which young persons are too apt to ex- hibit on occasions when they should endeavour to make themselves agreeable. She asked several questions, and made many remarks, with little success : a simple nega- tive or affirmative, with a corresponding grave and for- mal deportment, was all that she could, for some time, obtain from them. Not, however, quite disheartened by these difficulties, she at length observed something in the countenance of one of the younger ladies, whom we shall call Sophia, of a nature particularly prepossessing. To this young person she then addressed her discourse, and receiving from her a calm and unembarrassed answer, was enabled to support a conversation with her till the ceremony of tea-drinking was over. During this conversation the young Sophia (for she was one of the youngest of the party) said nothing very bril- liant or remarkable. But she spoke with good sense, and without any awkward or aff'ected airs ; being guided by the simple desire of doing or saying what was proper, neither discovering any forwardness, nor seeking to shew herself off to advantage : by which means she succeeded in rendering herself far more agreeable than any of her elders then present. And here, as in many other in- stances, we see the lovely eftects of humility. Humility becomes our fallen nature, and our blessed Saviour him- self assum.ed this garb when he put on the nature of man. For this blessed and holy One, being in the form of God, thought it not robbery to be equal with God ; but THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 13 first evening of their meeting, by endeavouring merely to impress them with the wisdom of seizing the present moment for rehgious improvement, and not putting oflf repentance to a future time. She then proposed, if agreeable, to repeat a short story which she thought much to the purpose of their present conversation : and the young ladies expressing their satisfaction at this pro- posal, the lady of the manor accordingly proceeded to relate The History of the Lady Caroline . " My father," said the lady of the manor, *' inherited a small estate in the immediate neighbourhood of the su- perb mansion of the Earl of S . My father's pro- perty, indeed, was so intermingled with the domains of this nobleman, that it became, like the vineyard of Na- both to the King of Samaria, a matter of great uneasi- ness to the earl. But, as the house and grounds had been long in our family, my father could not bring his mind to part with them, although he indulged the taste of the Earl in the decorations of his house, and the ar- rangement of his grounds, in order to render his small dwelling as little of an eye-sore as possible to the noble- man and his visitors. ** Our house was very old ; and, having formed part of an ancient monastery, it was allowed, when repaired by my father, to retain as much of its former character as possible. Many of the gothic windows were filled with stained glass ; the grotesque figures of carved wood were still left in their ancient situations over the doors and windows ; and the rude crosses were permitted to retain their places on those parts of the roof on which they had been originally fixed. The gardens also were laid out in a style corresponding with the house ; and the same taste was consulted in the arrangement of the interior of the dwelling, at least as far as did not inter- fere with the comfort of its inhabitants. ** There was a room at the very top of the house, which extended the whole length of the building. This room was in fact only a garret, having a sloping roof, with such windows jutting out from the roof as are fre- quently seen in old buildings : these, however, were em- VOL. I. c 14 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. bellished with much grotesque carving, while the higher parts of them were decorated with panes of old painted glass. My father made this room his study, furnishing it with book-shelves and suitable desks, enriching the wall between the book-cases with certain old prints, bronze busts, and figures on pedestals ; which, together with such samples of old chairs and tables as he was able to collect, formed an assortment of furniture which might well have suited the abbots and monks who for- merly occupied the house. " My father was as singularly attached to old books as to old furniture ; in consequence of which his venera- ble book-cases were seldom disgraced by modern works in handsome bindings : and, as he undertook the lite- rary part of my education, he failed not to endeavour to inspire me with the same taste. *' In this apartment, which I have thus minutely de- scribed, I always spent several hours of every day. It was in one of the above-mentioned windows, wliich pro- jected from the roof, that ray chair and desk were placed, and near to it my little shelf of books and work- basket. " I had no sister ; and my brothers being much older than myself, and for the most part absent from home, either at school or at college, I was from early childhood much accustomed to be alone, and, in consequence, be- came extremely fond of solitude ; althoragh, I am sorry to say, that I did not often employ the opportunities af- forded by this solitude to the best purposes. Thus I spent many hours in my little cell, aS my father used to call it, sometimes enjoying great happiness there, and at other times enduring as much misery, in proportion as ray mind was directed to proper subjects or otherwise. But I have reason to think, that my indulgent parents never suspected the cause of a certain oppression of spi- rits, which, nevertheless, they must have occasionally observed in me. *' There are some persons, who can specify the day, and even the hour, in which they first received religious impressions : this however is not my case ; since I am unable to remember the time when I had not some sense of the importance of religion, and when my conduct and feelings were not in some degree influenced by it. But THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 15 these impressions were extremely different at different times: so that while I recollect certain periods of my youth in which I felt my heart considerably drawn to- wards heavenly things, I remember also many other seasons in which I was ready to sacrifice every thing to the world. *' My parents seized the earliest opportunities of giving me Christian instruction ; nor did they relax their efforts of this kind, until they were separated from me by death. They also took infinite pains to give me simple Chris- tian habits; at the same time very anxiously setting me the example of all that they wished me to be. My fa- ther was a truly pious man, and a laborious parish- priest ; while my mother was self-denying, humble, and active in the performance of every Christian duty. Under such parents, it would have been strange, if I had not at least become acquainted with the leading doctrines of Christianity, and acquired some religious habits. But a real change of heart is a divine work, and cannot be effected by the most careful or laborious course of instruction. It is sometimes however very difficult to distinguish in young persons the effect of godly example and a pious education from those effec- tual workings of the Holy Spirit, by which a vital change is operated in the heart; more especially as, after this change, the natural corruptions still continue to work within, and sometimes with seemingly greater violence than before, being put in motion by that subtile power which worketh in the children of disobedience. On these accounts I cannot undertake to say at what period of my life I was first made really sensible of divine im- pressions ; though, as I before said, I can remember de- riving some pleasure from religious pursuits even in my early youth. ** I was very early taught to find satisfaction in visit- ing the poor, in working for them, and reading to them. My Bible was represented to me as an inexhaustible source of sweet meditation, affording endless prospects of peace and glory. My father also took great pains in leading me to admire the beautiful works of creation, and to consider them as so many earnests of what the Father of all good has promised to provide for those who love him, in the world to come : so that every tree 16 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. and every flower, the murmuring brooks and shady woods, the star-light nights and sunny days, in my young imagination were made to abound with sweet promises and pleasant prospects of everlasting bliss ; the door to which was already opened by a dear and suff'ering Saviour. The effect of these cheering and pious instructions, particularly during the first ten or eleven years of my life, was at times so powerful as to maintain a prevailing influence upon my mind ; under which I was accustomed to enjoy so sweet a peace, that my little cell appeared to me no other than a paradise, of which I could truly say, Lor^d, it is good for me to be here. (Matt. xvii. 4.) And thus it will ever be found, in every situation of life — when we live near to God, and conform ourselves in all things to the divine will, we shall be happy ; but, whenever our will rises in opposi- tion to the sovereign pleasure of the Almighty, our peace will depart from us. " I mentioned before, that my father's little estate bordered closely upon the domains of the Earl of S . The two houses were in such near neighbourhood, that when occupying my usual place in my father's study, which was, as I before described it, in the roof of our house, I could from thence observe any one standing at the door or windows of the mansion-house, distinctly enough to discern in what manner such persons might be employed. " There was nothing intervening between the two houses except a little grass-plot in the front of my fa- ther's habitation, a narrow lane or coach-way, and a very small part of the earl's pleasure-ground. More- over, exactly opposite to my window there stood an iron gate of slight construction, wliich formed so consi- derable an opening among the trees as to leave my view entirely unobstructed. *' That part of the mansion-house which faced my window was not the grand front of the house, but that which contained some of the more private apartments; and among the rest, those occupied by Lady Caroline, the only daughter of the earl, her governess, and her maid. On this side was also a portico, supporting a large balcony, into which the young lady's^ rooms open- ed, and upon which she often came out, when the THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 17 weather would admit, to read, to play upon her harp, or to study her lesson. " Lady Caroline was a few years older than mvself, and, having a fine person, appeared to my young- and foolish mind the model of all human perfection ; though there was, perhaps, very little in her that was truly ad- mirable : for it has since occurred to me, that her man- ners, which I then thought so charming, were sometimes haughty, cold, and distant, and at other times superci- liously condescending. Self was mingled, or rather predominant in every action ; and she perhaps never moved or spoke in public, without studying effect. Neither could any thing better have been expected in the common course of things from this unhappy young lady, whose education was of the most superficial kind, and who was constantly surrounded by flatterers. She was, however, handsome ; was possessed of many showy accomplishments ; was richly and fashionably clothed ; was never addressed but with the utmost respect; rode in a coach ; and lived in a superb house — she was, there- fore, to me not only an object of admiration, but, at length, of the most vehement envy : which last sinful feeling at times gained so much upon me, as very mate- rially to interrupt my peace. Nevertheless, although I knew this feeling to be wrong, I did not resist it; or, rather, I did not use the means appointed by God for the mortification of it, but allowed it to remain as a thorn in my flesh, to the total destruction of my com- fort. *' Whenever the earl's family were absent from this seat, which often happened, then, by employing my thoughts less about Lady Caroline, I in a great measure recovered my happiness, becoming, as I fancied, content with my humble situation. On her return, however, my sup- posed humility constantly disappeared : I became dis- satisfied with myself and all about me ; thinking of little else than this envied object, and even going so far as sometimes to wish I could change places with her. ** Had the Almighty granted my wish," continued the lady of the manor, " how dreadful to me would have been the consequences of my vain desire ! My heavenly Father however dealt not with me according to my de- serts ; but, while he made me feel my sin, he spared me C 3 18 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. the righteous punishment of it. I will now, without speaking so much of myself, proceed with the hi tory of the beautiful and accomplished daughter of the Earl of S . " At the age of eighteen. Lady Caroline was taken out of the hands of her governess, and introduced at Court. Her appearance there, we heard, was brilliant, and her success, speaking after the manner of the world, such, that she obtained the heart of a young marquis, who immediately offered her his hand, and was accepted. What the merits of this young nobleman were, I am not authorized to say, but it was determined, for family rea- sons, that the marriage should not take place' until he came of age, of which he then wanted some months. ** While this marriage was in agitation, and the young nobleman in attendance on his bride elect, the family arrived in our neighbourhood, displaying before my eyes all that could be imagined of worldly splendour and worldly happiness; and it may well be supposed, that the view of these things by no means added to my feli- city. In the mean time, I was frequently invited to the earl's house: and though my parents did not desire for me such society as I mixed with there, yet they found it extremely difficult altogether to withhold me from it. "The Earl of S had three sons; the youngest of whom, Mr. William, was destined for the Church. This young nobleman, by the especial mercy of God, having been placed at the University under the charge of a pious tutor, was so effectually wrought upon by his in- structions as to exhibit, even at that early and dangerous period of life, many very decisive evidences of a renew- ed heart. "At the time of which I am speaking, all the sons of the earl were at home; and I more than once witnessed conversations of a very serious tendency between Mr. William and his sister, one of which 1 particularly re- njember. 1 was admitted, one morning, to sit with Lady Caroline, and certain other young ladies of distinction, in the dressing-room of the former. We were engaged with our needles, when Mr. William entered, and, ad- dressing his sister affectionately, asked permission to read to us. Having received this permission, he was hastening to select a book, when she called after him. THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 19 and implored him, with assumed earnestness, and an affected shrug of the shoulders, not on any account to bring a religious book. On hearing this, he turned back, and taking a seat by her on the sofa, he spoke with much warmth arid tenderness upon the uncertainty of life, and the certainty of death; the reality of eternal punishment, and the appointed way of escaping that punishment. She heard him with impatience, attempting often to in- terrupt him ; till at length, breaking out into a haughty and contemptuous laugh, she uttered certain expressions which but too plainly proved to me that this admired young lady was in fact an intidel, a character, I fear, too common among those who are lovers of pleasure, and de- voted to the present world. This was one of the last in- terviews which I had with Lady Caroline, and it left an impression upon my mind of an exceedingly painful na- ture. *' It was soon after this, that the family removed to town, confessedly with the purpose of preparing for the intended marriage. On the morning of their departure, I was sitting at my window, finishing some inglorious task of plain work which required to be speedily concluded, with an old edition of Baxter's Saint's Everlasting Rest lying open before me — when the sound of carriages caused me to lift up my head. I perceived a superb phaeton, drawn by four horses, issuing out of the gates of the mansion-house, followed by the earl's travelling- carriage, the family-coach, and several out-riders. In this phaeton was the young marquis, with Lady Caroline sitting by his side. The young lady was dressed with uncommon elegance, and the white plumes of her riding- hat floating in the air, excited in my unsanctified imagi- nation an idea of the utmost splendour, elegance, and taste. Just catching a view of me, as I stood at my gar- ret-window, she bowed with a condescending smile ; and then pointing me out to her companion, I was saluted by him in the same manner. All this took up only one mo- ment; for the trees in an instant concealed every thing from me but the w hite plumes of Lady Caroline's hat. ' " 1 remained at my window till the gay party had pass- ed ; then, turning round, and looking upon the mean spot I occupied, the old book open before me, my task of plain work, the old-fashioned furniture, grim busts. 20 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. and musty folios, by which 1 was surrounded — I burst into tears, and sat down to work, considering myself as the most neglected and hopeless of human beings ; when, in reality, I had reason to think myself one of the most peculiarly favoured. " My mind was so filled with the thoughts of Lady Caroline's happiness, that, for more than three months from that time, I had no enjoyment of my own home, or friends, or employments. I neglected to struggle against this temptation ; I did not seek assistance from above for that purpose ; and therefore I had no right to expect I should receive strength proportioned to my day. Notwithstanding I was at length delivei-ed from this snare ; not indeed in the least degree by my own en- deavours, but entirely through the goodness and mercy of God. ** In the mean time, injudicious people, such as are to be found in all neighbourhoods, and from whom the best and most careful parents find it difficult to preserve their children, came, from time to time, to my father's house, bringing reports of what the earl's family were doing in town : telling of the superb entertainments they gave, the admiration which the marchioness elect excited wherever she appeared, the elegant clothes and jewels which were in preparation for the wedding, and many other matters of the same kind ; all of which served to feed the flame of dissatisfaction which burned in my breast. But, as I kept all these feelings carefully to my- self, being secretly ashamed of them, my parents did not think of removing me entirely out of the way of this foolish kind of discourse; and finding their own minds unaffected by it, they were probably not aware of the injurious effects it produced upon me. ** In this manner things went on till towards the end of autumn, when, after expecting every hour to hear of the marriage of Lady Caroline, news was one day brought that she was dangerously ill, having caught cold at a masquerade. Our next information was, that this cold had brought on a violent fever. And, a few days after wards, I was truly shocked to hear that the beautiful object of my envy and admiration had ceased to breathe. " I can give you no idea of my feelings on this affect- ing occasion ; they were mingled emotions of terror, pi- THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 21 ty, and amazement. I had never conceived the possi- bility of such an event as the death of this splendid object of my envy ; and I now remembered with anguish the contempt she had expressed for religion, with my still more wicked murmurings against that God who had ap- pointed my lot in a state of holy retirement, under the charge of pious and tender parents. ** During the interval between the death and the fune- ral of poor Lady Caroline, I spent much time in my little study, where I poured out my tears without restraint. My parents knew not all that passed in my mind. They thought my grief natural, and not to be blamed : there- fore, leaving me to myself, they allowed this awful event to have its full influence upon my mind. And, with God's blessing, I believe that it was rendered really useful to me ; since, from that time, my views of the importance of religion became gradually more solid and operative. *' At length, the day arrived, when the remains of poor Lady Caroline were to enter the village. The funeral was to take place at the family-seat ; and the morning was ushered in by the tolling of the muflled bell. About noon-day, the deep rumbling of wheels announced the approach of the hearse and mourning-coaches. I was at my window, standing on the very spot from whence I had seen Lady Caroline for the last time. In this place I stood, as it were unable to move, till the ap- proaching sound became louder, and I could distinguish through the trees, which were then leafless, the deep black of the hearse, and the white plumes w ith which it was surrounded. That hearse contained the remains of what I had considered as the perfection of beauty, ele- gance, and felicity ; and now I felt how utterly inade- quate beauty, rank, and fashion are, to ensure the hap- piness of an immortal being ! * Oh, Lady Caroline,' I cried, in the bitterness of my feelings, ' had you been the poorest, the most deformed, the most despised creature upon earth, and had yet given evidence of a sacred change of heart ; your friends would have had at this moment a consolation, which nothing on earth can now give them.* And, on this occasion, the cheerless words of the poet recurred to my mind — " ' How lov'd, how valued once, avails thee not. To whom related, or by whom begot ; 22 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. A heap of dust alone remains of thee, Tis all thou art, and all the proud shall be/ *' The hearse approached, and the white plumes a^ain waved in the very same place where those had once flou- rished on the head of Lady Caroline, excitinc^ in my fool- ish mind such strange ideas of prosperity, elegance, and happiness. I watched the mournful train till it entered the gates of the mansion-house, and, winding round to the chief front, passed out of my view. I then fell on my knees, and thanked God for all those particular cir- cumstances in my situation, which I had hitherto de- plored as misfortunes: — viz. my humble birth, my re- tired situation, my homely dress, the necessity 1 was under of working hard and living plainly ; and, above all, for that greatest of all blessings, a pious education : all which circumstances I was now led to consider as af- fording such an earnest of the divine favour as I never could be sufficiently thankful for." Here the lady of the manor paused a moment, and then said, " My dear young friends, may the history of this young lady, who was cut off in the midst of the highest prospects of earthly grandeur, afford you a sea- sonable lesson, and lead you to rtmemhcr your Crtalor in the days oj your youth, while the evil days come not, nor the years draw nigh, when you will say, I have no plea- sure in them."" (Eccles. xii. 1.) The lady of the mauor then expatiated somewhat largely upon the misery of those who die without having been previously brought to the knowledge of God in Christ, and experienced a real change of heart. — ** My dear young friends," she said, " did you ever consider what your loss would be, should you be so miserable as to lose heaven? I remember," added she, " being for- merly much struck with some passages on this subject in my favourite book, Baxter's Saint's Everlasting Rest; and, if you have no objection, I will read those passages to you, sincerely hoping that, with God's ijlessing, they may be rendered as profitable to you as they were to me. '* * The glorious personal perfection which the saints enjoy in heaven forms one distinguishing privilege, of which the ungodly w ill be for ever deprived. They lose that shining lustre of the body, surpassing the brightness THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 23 of the sun at noon-day. Though the bodies of the wick- ed will be raised more spiritual than they were upon earth, yet that will only make them capable of the more exquisite torments. They would be glad, at that time, if every member were a dead member, that it might not feel the punishment inflicted on it ; or if the whole body, as a rotten carcase, might lie undisturbed in the dust. As a still more degrading privation, the ungodly will want that moral perfection which the blessed enjoy, viz. that holy frame of mind, that cheerful readiness to do the will of God, and that perfect rectitude of soul, which do especially characterize their high and holy state. Instead of these, the unregenerate will manifest that per- verseness of will, that loathing of good, that love to evil, and that violence of passion, which possessed and actu- ated them upon earth. It is true, their understandings will be much cleared, by the absence of former tempta- tions, and their experience of the vanity of former delu- sions : but they will still exhibit the very same disposi- tions, which once hurried them on to work all iniquity with greediness. In a word, there will be a greater difference between these miserable wretches and a glori- fied saint, than there is between a loathsome mass of corruption upon earth and the sun shining in the firma- ment. Moreover, the impenitent will have no comfort- able relation to God, nor any communion with him. As they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, but said imto him. Depart from us, for we desire not the knowledge of thy ways ; so God will abhor to retain them in his household. Little does the world know what a loss that soul hath, who loses God. What a dungeon now would the earth be, if deprived of the sun ! Or what a loathsome carrion would the body become, if se- parated from the soul ! Yet, all these are nothing to the loss of God ! As the enjoyment of God is the hea- ven of the saints, so the loss of God is the hell of the ungodly.' " The lady then turned to another part of the book, and read these words : — *• * The principal author of hell-torments is God him- self. ' As it was no less than God whom the sinner had offended, so it is no less than God who will punish him for his offences. He hath prepared those torments for 24 THE LADY OF THE M A.NOR. his enemies. His continued an2:er will still be there de- vouring them. The breath of his indignation will kindle their flames. His wrath will be an intolerable burden to their souls. If it were but a creature they had to do with, they might better bear it. Woe to him that falls under the strokes of the Almighty ! It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God!' " The lady of the manor having read these extracts from the Saint's Rest, closed the book, and asked the young ladies if they were willing to join with her in prayer — a proposal with which they all most cheerfully complied. Her prayer was very simple ; but, as it was particu- larly adapted to the state of such young persons as are brought by divine grace to see the necessity of renoun- cing the present world, and entering upon a new course of life, I shall insert it in this place. The Prayer of the Lady of the Manor in Behalf of her Young Companions f that it ivould please God to give them serious Thoughts of Religion. " O THOU High and Mighty One, who inhabitest eternity, I do not presume to approach thy presence, trusting in my own merits, or believing myself to be other than one of the most vile and miserable of sinners. But I come unto thee in the name, and through the me- rits, of that blessed Saviour who gave up his life for the redemption of mankind. Trusting in him, as a Mediator at once willing and able to interfere in my behalf, and ever ready to present my petitions before the throne of the Almighty, I beseech thee, O my God, to have mercy upon these young persons here assembled before thee. As Job interceded for his children, lest they should have sinned, (Job i. 5.) so now do I presume to supplicate for these, my young friends, that holy fear of the Lord which is the beginning of wisdom, and that true repent- ance which is unto life. Impart to them, O Lord, I earnestly pray thee, a deep sense of the importance of eternal things, and the emptiness of all earthly concerns. Make them to know, that thy day ivill come as a thief in the night ; in the which the heavens shall pass away with a great noise, and the elements shall melt with fervent heat ; when the earth also, and the works that are therein, THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 25 shall he burned up : and influence them to that holy con- versation and godliness which may prepare them for be- ing found of thee in peace at that awful period. (2 Pet. iii. 10, 11, 14.) ** These are no longer in that state of infancy, wherein it could be justly said of them. By reason of their tender age they cannot perform the promises made for them in their baptism. Should they now be surprised by death, they must stand accountable to thee, O Lord, for the things done in the body ; and, if they have not been cho- sen out from the world, if they have remained strangers to the holy nature and life of thy people, if they have not received that holiness without which no man shall see the Lord, (Heb. xii. 14,) if they have not been born again — we know that they cannot enter the kingdom of God. Hearken, therefore, O Lord, unto my prayer, and listen to my humble supplications. Have mercy on this little company, for whom thy Son died : take from them that sinful levity and sensuality of heart, by which all unre- generate persons are separated from thee ; and give them strong and lasting impressions of the danger of off'end- ing thee. May the work which they are now about to undertake, even the renewal of their baptismal vow, be executed, not only according to the prescribed form, but in spirit and in truth : for thou art not a God dwell- ing in temples made with hands ; neither art thou to be worshipped with mens hands, as though thou couldst need any thing; (Acts xvii. 24, 25,) but thou requirest the service of the heart. Assist, therefore, O Lord, and constrain these young persons to give thee their hearts. Draw them, and they will run after thee. Bring them into thy courts, and they will be glad and rejoice in thee. (Canticles i. 4.) But, Lord, we know that of themselves they cannot come ; nay, they cannot so much as wish to come. They are by nature as the dry bones of those who are slain with the sword. Send therefore thy Holy Spirit to breathe upon these slain, that they may live. (Ezek. xxxvii. 9.) Let thy mercy, O Lord, be magnified upon them, and make them partakers of thy great sal- vation. Now to God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Ghost, be all honour and glory, world without end. Amen. *' Our Father," S^c. VOL. I. D 26 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. The lady of the manor having tinished her address to the Ahuighty, informed the young people, that she now judged it time for them to depart to their respective homes. She also exhorted them to be earnest in stu- dying their Bibles, seeking God in prayer, and avoid- ing worldly pleasures ; adding, that she hoped they should meet again, with the Lord's permission, ou the next appointed day : at'ter which, they took their leave, all of them beino; much pleased with the manner in which they had spent their evening, and some of them, through the divine influence, considerably impressed by certain parts of the conversation which had taken place. THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 27 CHAPTER III Containing a brief View of the leading Doctrines of the Christian Religion, and a Caution against mistaking the outward Form of Religion far the inward and spiritual Grace. )) HEN the youDs: party met again at the laanor-house, they appeared with more cheerful countenances, and with considerably less embarrassment, than on the former occasion. Two of the young party informed the lady of the manor, that they had been studying Baxter $ Saint's Rest since their last meeting. Others said, that they had been engaged in reading their Bibles. And Miss Sophia added, that she had found out the most delightful place that could be imagined, wherein to sing hymns, and read the Bible, without interruption. '•' It is. Madam," said this amiable little ciirl, " the corner of a coppice near my papa's garden, in which I am allowed to walk by myself; and there is a brook which runs murmuring among the trees, and many bees are there."' The lady of the manor smiled with pleasure on the young lady, as she described, with youthful animation, the sweet place of retirement which she had chosen for the indulgence of her meditations ; remarkins:, that she hoped the time would come, when every thicket and every forest, every mountain and every fruitful field, would resound with the praises of the Lord. " For his glory, '^ proceeded the lady of the manor, " shall cover the heavens, and the earth shall be full of his praise." (Hab. iii. 3.) Thus cheerfully did the party continue to converse, till the tea-equipage was removed ; immediately after which, the lady of the manor, takius: down the Book of Pravers 28 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. of the Church of England from her book-case, and open- ing to the Order of Confirmation, or laying on of hands upon those that are baptized and come to years of dis- cretion — she asked her youthful audience if they had ever heard the service read 1 to which, the greater part of them answered, that they had not. The lady replied, " We will then, my dear young peo- ple, begin this evening, by reading as much of this form as will give you an idea of the general tendency of the ordinance to which it relates. Yet, before I begin to read, I must just remark, that confirmation, from its very nature, supposes that the persons who are to be confirm- ed have been already baptized. But as I shall have oc- casion at a future time," continued she, *' to speak to you largely on the subject of baptism, I shall here con- tent myself with observing, that there exists in this coun- try, and also in other countries of Europe, a denomina- tion of Christians who do not approve of infant baptism. It is not now necessary to allege what they say in favour of their opinion ; I would here merely remark, that there are, and have been, many of the excellent of the earth among this denomination of Christians ; and, as the point upon which our Church difi'ers from them is not essential to salvation, we are bound to them, as to other professing Christians, in the bonds of brotherly love, and should be prepared to meet them cordially on all those points in which our sentiments coincide with theirs. But, to leave this matter, and proceed to the more im- mediate business of the day. ** I will first inform you, my dear young people," said the lady of the manor, *' that the laying on of hands, in which the ceremony of confirmation chiefiy consists, is understood in diflferent ways, both in the Old and New Testament. ** In the first place, it is taken for the ordination and consecration of priests and ministers, as well among the Jews as Christians. ** Secondly, it is sometimes used to signify the esta- blishment of magistrates in their various ofiices. *' But the sense in which laying on of hands is under- stood in confirmation," proceeded she, " is clearly point- ed out in Acts viii. 17 — Thei/ laid their hands on them that were baptized, and they received the Holy Ghost. THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 29 And thouo^h," added the lady of the manor, *' we do not believe that the inward and spiritual grace of God always and necessarily accompanies or follows the outward or- dinances of religion ; yet of this we may rest assured, that if we do not rightly profit by the means of grace, it must be wholly owing to our own carelessness and want of faith." The lady of the manor then took up the Prayer-Book, and began to read as follows. — ** * Upon the day appointed, all that are to be then con- firmed being placed, and standing in order before the bishop, he,» or some other minister appointed by him, sliall read this preface following : ** * To the end that Confirmation may be ministered to the more edifying of such as shall receive it, the Church hath thought good to order, that none hereafter shall be confirmed, but such as can say the Creed, the Lord's Prayer, and the Ten Commandments, and can also answer to such other questions as in the short Catechism are contained : which order is very convenient to be ob- served, to the end that children, being now come to years of discretion, and having learned what their godfathers and godmothers promised for them in baptism, they may themselves, with their own mouth and consent, openly before the Church, ratify and confirm the same, and also promise, that, by the grace of God, they will evermore endeavour themselves faithfully to observe such things, as they, by their own confession, have assented unto.' " (See Order of Confirmation.) At the end of this address, the lady closed the Prayer- Book, and spake thus. — " You may see, my dear young people, from what I have just read, that our Church has made what provision it could for the due preparation of the candidates for confirmation, although these pious precautions are but too frequently rendered null and void, through the impiety and carelessness of parents and sponsors." The lady of the manor then proceeded to point out to the young people, that it was of more consequence for them to consider the great end and purport of this ordi- nance of confirmation, than to dwell largely upon the particulars of the form itself. ** This ordinance," con- tinued she, " is a general call on young people to en- D 3 80 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. quire into the state of their souls, and to ask themselves, whether they are actually in such a situation as may af- ford a reasonable hope of salvation, or whether they are still living in that unrenewed state of mind, which is the sure earnest of everlasting destruction 1 ** This question — namely, whether they are actually in a state of salvation — is a question no doubt very often proposed," added the lady of the manor, " by parents and teachers to their children and pupils ; but it cannot be satisfactorily answered by any young person who knows not what it is to be in a state of salvation. For certain it is, that no one can form a just judgment on this point, unless he be acquainted with the leading doctrines of our holy religion ; for want of which knowledge, many have long wandered in the way of error, supposing that, by a scrupulous attention to the forms prescribed by the pe- culiar denomination of Christians to which they belong, they are perfectly secure, while the heart and affections have remained in that state of utter deadness towards God, concerning which we are taught, that, while we con- tinue therein, we are children of wrath, and heirs of hell." Here the lady of the manor paused ; and the young peo- ple looked at each other, like persons just waking as it were from a deep sleep, without being able as yet to comprehend by whom or what they were surrounded. The lady of the manor, perceiving their confusion, pro- ceeded to make this remark. — ** Religion," said she, *• is in itself of so pure and spiritual a nature, and has so little reference to that part of us which is corporeal, that it constitutes the chief pleasure and delight of those spiri- tual beings who inhabit the regions of everlasting bliss, even that innumerable company of angels and archangels, who surround the throne of God, and who rest not day and night, saying, Holy, holy, holy. Lord God Almigh- ty, which was, and is, and is to come. (Rev. iv. 8.) Not- withstanding however the high and spiritual nature of religion," continued she, *' it is necessary, for the pur- pose of bringing its divine truths and sacred duties down to the level of man's capacity while he remains in the body, that certain forms of worship should be prescribed in the Visible Church on earth, and that the time and manner of certain ceremonious observances among every denomination of Christians should be fixed and deter- THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 31 mined. Now, concerning these outward forms and modes of things, there always will be some difference of opinion among men ; and, in proportion as the religion of any denomination or assembly of Christians loses its spiritu- ality, they are invariably disposed to lay an increasing stress upon its outward forms and ordinances, till, at length, a set of superstitious observances and customs is substituted in the place of spiritual worship. And hence," continued the lady, " proceed all those violent contests which we witness among the different sects of Christians in the world, and for which no complete remedy will be found until the spiritual nature of our religion is more thoroughly understood and felt." In this place, the lady having paused a moment, one of the young people ventured, though modestly, to remark, that such was her own state of ignorance with regard to spiritual subjects in general, that she had no clear view of what was really important, or what was not so, in re- ligion. She had, she said, been brought up as a member of the Church of England, had been a constant attendant with her parents on divine service, and had hitherto been in the habit of supposing every person to be wrong, who differed in any point from the Established Church of this country. " I am, my dear Miss Emmeline," replied the lady of the manor, ** a member of the same Church with yourself. I was brought up in it, and am the daughter of a clergy- man. But I do not continue in this Church from either of these reasons, but because I believe its articles and liturgy are agreeable to Scripture. At the same time, I plainly see that there are many lesser points in which other de- nominations of Christians may think differently from us, and yet be members of that Universal Church, of which, we trust, we form a part, and of which Christ himself is the head. But," added she, ** I could not have thus made up my mind upon this subject, had I not been enabled (I trust by the teaching of the Holy Spirit) to discern what is essential to religion, and what is not; and to under- stand, that there are certain fundamental doctrines, which cannot be rejected without rejecting Christ him- self — which doctrines are wholly independent of the ex- ternal forms and modes of divine worship." The lady of the manor then proceeded to draw out a 32 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. simple statement of the leading doctrines of the Chris- tian religion, requesting the most serious attention of her young auditors. ** We are called upon as Christians," said the lady of the manor, *' to believe that there is one God, eternal, omnipotent, and omnipresent ; and that in this one God there are three persons — Father, Son, and Holy Ghost — whose Godhead is one, whose glory is equal, and whose majesty is co-eternal. By this one God were all things made, both visible and invisible, and in him do all things subsist— /ar in him we live, and move, and have our being. We are also taught to believe, that every thing which was created came perfect, and free from sin, out of the hands of the Creator. Nevertheless, we are informed, that some of the angels of God (by what means we cannot tell) did actually fall from their first estate ; and that, be- coming the enemies of God in consequence of that fall, they have thenceforth sought to introduce ruin and dis- order into all the works of the Almighty. These are the evil spirits of whom we read so frequently in Scripture. These are they, who, by their satanic arts, have brought sin and death into the world ; and, having separated man, by transgression, from his Creator, have thus fitted him for becoming the inhabitant of hell, and the compa- nion of devils. But this malice of Satan and his angels," proceeded she, ** by v*'hich they hoped to obtain a mighty victory over the Lord of Glory, has, instead of furnishing them with a triumph, aff'orded an occasion of bringing forward the character of the Godhead in such a new and ravishing point of view, as will supply subjects of thanks- giving and praise to all the redeemed tribes of mankind, and all the glorious hosts of heaven, through the never- ending ages of eternity. *' Before the foundation of the world," continued she, *' before the mountains were settled, before the hills ivere brought forth, luhile as yet he had not made the earth, nor the fields, nor the highest part of the dust of the ivorld, (Prov. viii. 25, 26,) the Lord Jehovah, the glorious Three in One, established that mighty scheme of salvation, ' by which he decreed by his counsel, secret to us, to deliver from curse and damnation those whom he chose in Christ out of mankind, and to bring them by Christ unto ever- lasting salvation as vessels made to honour.' (Articles THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 33 of the Church.) These chosen ones of the human race are described in Scripture," added the lady, " to be as numerous as the stars of heaven, and as the sand of the sea : they are elsewhere spoken of, as being; clad in robes made white with the blood of the Lamb, and clothed with the righteousness of Christ ; whence we are taught to under- stand somewhat concerning the method of their salvation, the procuring cause of which is not their own works or deservings, but the imputed merits of the Saviour. " Furthermore, we learn from Scripture," continued the lady of the manor, " the difterent parts which the se- veral Persons of the Trinity have chosen to themselves, in the glorious work of man's salvation : and though I hope to discuss these subjects more at large with you, my young friends, at some future time, yet I feel it ne- cessary in this place to touch slightly upon them. " And tirst, I would wish you to be strongly impressed with this sweet and consoling thought — that each Person of the glorious Trinity is equally interested and engaged in the salvation of the redeemed ; and that, although they have appropriated unto themselves different offices and distinct parts in this divine work, yet, as acting with one mind and will, they are all inseparably united in one and the same glorious undertaking. First, God the Father loved his people, before they knew how to choose the good from the evil, and appointed his Son to die for them, before the foundation of the world. Therefore the re- deemed of the Lord are drawn out in love towards him, because he first loved them. Secondly, God the Son freely gave himself up to be the propitiation for our sins. Lastly, God the Holy Ghost tits the redeemed for the glory prepared for them, by carrying on in their hearts the twofold work of regeneration and sanctification ; the first of which is instantaneously eftected, while the latter is commonly progressive. *' And now," proceeded the lady of the manor, " hav- ing given you a short view of these important doctrines, I will endeavour to assist you in examining the state of your souls, with reference to these fundamental points. Have your hearts ever been drawn out in love and gratitude to- wards your heavenly Father? Have you a becoming sense of his wonderful mercy ? And are you aware of the depth, the blackness, and the unpardonable nature 34 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. of that guilt, which required for its obUteration such an inconceivable degree of love in your heavenly Father? Are you sensible of the worth of that all-sulHcient sacri- fice, which the Redeemer offered on your account? And are you willing to take up your cross and follow him? Finally, have you perceived within yourselves any tokens of that divine influence, by which the Holy Spirit ope- rates upon the hearts of the righteous ? Are your affec- tions renewed or changed? Do you hate sin? and do you loathe and disallow the evil which your corrupt na- ture too often leads you to commit?" The lady of the manor here paused a mon^ent ; and, the young people remaining silent, she added, " I do not mean, my dear young friends, to induce you to make your confession to me ; but I would fain lead you to search and try yourselves, to enter into the secrets of your own hearts, and to begin, with the divine assistance, that most salutary work of self-examination which is now especi- ally necessary before you take upon you your baptismal vow." The lady of the manor then, taking up a small manu- script which had lain before her on the table, "requested the young ladies to listen to a story, *' which," said she, "I consider as being particularly applicable to some, parts of our discourse this evening." The History of Louisa Harley, Louisa Harley was descended from the younger branch of a noble family. Her parents died while she was yet a mere infant, and she was consigned at the same time to the charge of a great aunt, who v/as also her godmother. This lady, whose name was Staunton, was a widow ; and, being in possession of a considerable jointure, she was enabled to make a somewhat splendid appearance in the little town of D , in which she resided. And though she associated freely with all her neighbours, yet her house was distinguished, above all others in the town, by the handsome iron gates which opened into the paved court before her door ; while her establishment was not less distinguished by the rich liveries of her footmen. Mrs. Staunton had been a widow for many years ; and ever since the period of her widowhood, her mornings THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 35 had been almost invariably devoted, excepting for a few months in the summer, to an attendance at the church service, and her evenings as regularly occupied by cards; for which last purpose, she met some or other of her neighbours every afternoon, and remained with them till between nine and ten o'clock at night. While thus en- gaged, this lady had grown old without acquiring any new ideas, and, in consequence, from the very force of habit, becoming more and more bigoted to her old ones. She had always been in the habit of praying in a build- ing with a steeple at one end of it, in hearing the lessons read by a person in a surplice, and the sermon preached by one in a different garb ; and, from this custom, she had learned to attach such amazing importance to these unessential minutiae, that it would have been infinitely easier to have argued her out of her belief of the divinity of her Saviour, than to have convinced her that a build- ing might afford every necessary convenience for divine service, though it had neither a steeple nor bells. As soon as Louisa Harley was intrusted to the care of this lady, she was sent to one of the most eminent board- ing-schools which the neighbourhood at that time sup- plied ; where she remained till she had entered her seventeenth year; at which time she was brought home, and became an inmate of Mrs. Staunton's house. The acquirements which this young lady brought with her from school were far from extraordinary, although she had profited as much by the very inferior instruction which she had received as could have been reasonably expected. But had she been favoured with a well-di- rected education, there are perhaps few young people who would have done more honour to her instructors than Louisa Harley, who was formed by nature to excel most of her sex in bodily and mental perfections — having a tall and graceful person, a fine countenance, a blooming complexion, together with a profusion of glossy auburn hair; her mind being powerful, her imagination lively, and her feelings such as, if properly cultivated, promised to render her the ornament of her family. Unhappily, however, this fine young creature had no director to whom she could look up with sufficient confidence ; and, in consequence, on being admitted as the constant inmate of Mrs. Staunton's house, where she was daily condemned 36 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. to hear the dull and common-place conversation of the very ordinary characters with whom her aunt associated, she not only became restless and dissatisfied, but, in- fluenced by the usual vivacity of youth, together with the peculiar energy of her own character, she began to plan for herself modes of action, by which she hoped to obtain the happiness she naturally desired. Her first effort was to disencumber herself of those formal reli- gious observances in which her aunt endeavoured to engage her, especially the daily attendance at morning- service; for having no knowledge or feeling of religion, she found nothing in the world so wearisome as sitting for an hour at a time in an almost empty church, while an old clergyman, who was nearly blind, deliberately drawled over the public prayers. She therefore contri- ved to excuse herself from day to day from this obser- vance, and that with so much art and perseverance, that her aunt at length gave up the point ; not omitting how- ever at the same time to remark, though with a coldness which entirely prevented the remark from having the smallest influence, that Louisa was, like almost all other young people, a contemner of religion, and consequent- ly in a state of reprobation. As Mrs. Staunton regularly attended prayers at half after ten, and from the church went immediately to pay morning-visits till dinner-time, Louisa, by procuring the fore-mentioned exemption, obtained also the whole of the morning to herself; which liberty she did not fail to use in such a way as might be expected — in calling on her young acquaintance in the town, sauntering with them through the streets, or accompanying them to the public walks ; a custom, by which she acquired such a habit of dissipation, as speedily rendered her not less dissatisfied wdth her aunt's dull evening parties round the whist-table, than she had been with her daily attendance at church. And, as the downward road is always smooth and easy, she failed not to proceed very rapidly to fur- ther and more open acts of rebellion against her aunt. She began to form evening as well as morning parties for herself, among her young companions; till, at length, the greater part of her time was spent in one continued round of that kind of petty dissipation, which most coun- try towns can hold out to those who are not very nice THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 37 in their company. For example : she would engage her- self to a commerce-table one evening; to a young party for a game of blind-man's-buff another evening ; to see a play in a barn on a third ; and to a little dance on a fourth. Thus, weeks and months went round ; and though her aunt sometimes complained, and sometimes expostulated, yet Louisa generally contrived to obtain her acquies- cence in these imprudences, by representations to this purpose. — " Why, aunt, you know I cannot play at whist; nor can I sit evening after evening with those dull old ladies, of whom you are so very fond ; and there is always the best company where I go. Mrs. Dal- rymple, the surgeon's lady, will be there to-night; and she has promised to take care of me, and to bring me home ; and she will never lose sight of me, nor allow me I am sure to do any thing improper for the whole world." Now Mrs. Staunton was a lover of ease ; and it is always more easy to give way to wilful young people than to contend with them. In consequence of this, Louisa al- ways obtained her desires on these occasions of dispute, although Mrs. Staunton seemed to be not wholly satisfied that she was acting right in submitting to her niece ; for Miss Louisa Harley being the great grandaughter of an earl, Mrs. Staunton suspected that the persons with whom she permitted her to associate were not of a very suit- able description for introducing her niece into life. Thiugs were in this state, and Miss Louisa Harley in a very fair way of entirely losing her reputation through this want of decision in the conduct of her aunt, when the rector of the parish, whom I have before described as a very old man, being removed by death, the rectory, which was a valuable one, was presented to a relation of Miss Harley 's, a gentleman of the name of Holloway, a married man, and one who had a numerous and respect- able family. Immediately upon this gentleman's obtain- ing the benefice, the large and venerable parsonage-house, with its extensive gardens, were put into admirable order; so that, within a few months, the new incum- bent and his family had fixed themselves in their new situation. On the ground of their relationship and former acquain- tance, Mrs. Staunton and Miss Harley paid their first visit to Mrs. Holloway before she had made her appear- VOL. I. E 38 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. ance at church, and, in consequence, before the rest of the neighbours considered themselves authorized to pay their compliments at the parsonage. But, early as this visit was made after the arrival of the family, it was not before the report of Mrs. Staunton's improper indulgence of Louisa Harley's indiscretion had reached the ears of Mrs. Holloway ; and, in consequence, although this lady did not refuse to see her cousins when their names were announced, there was a formality and coldness in the reception she gave them, which very sensibly aflfected the heart of Louisa, of whom I have before remarked, that she was endued with a remarkable strength and quick- ness of feeling. Mrs. Holloway and her daughters were sitting at work in a large old-fashioned parlour, when Louisa and her aunt were introduced ; and though the young ladies arose when they entered, they did not advance one step from their seats to meet their cousin, nor were their counte- nances (which at no time were particularly gracious or animated) illuminated by the smallest tendency towards a smile. The occasion of all this solemnity of manner was, however, at length explained by Mrs. Holloway, who, after several short coughs and expressive hems, opened the subject which dwelt upon her mind, and, though in a sufficiently genteel and obliging way, re- peated what she had heard of the imprudence of Miss Harley's conduct, and the injudicious indulgence allow- ed her by her aunt: adding, at the same time, her own opinion respecting the impropriety of allowing such liber- ties to young ladies of family; and remarking, that it would be utterly out of her power, and that of Doctor Holloway, to permit their daughters to associate with their cousin, unless she submitted to such restrictions as her birth and rank in life required. During this explanation and remonstrance, Louisa' endured the most violent emotions of shame and vexa- tion ; for a conviction of the propriety of all that Mrs. Holloway said, flashed instantly on her mind: as soon therefore as the lady ceased to speak, she looked imploringly on her aunt, hoping that she would say something which might make her behaviour appear in a more favourable point of view. But poor Louisa was disappointed in this hope. Mrs. Staunton without any THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 39 hesitation threw all the blame upon her niece, represent- ing her as wholly unmanageable, and describing herself as having used every means to inspire her with a juster sense of propriety. This assertion of Mrs. Staunton, which was but partial- ly true, removins: every part of tlie blame from herself to her niece, Mrs. HoUoway took occasion to represent to Louisa, in the strongest terms, the great offence of dis- obedience to elders, together with the shame and dis- grace which almost inevitably follow this sin. Mrs. Holloway's remarks, though harsh, were strictly true, and in no other view to be condemned but because not al- together directed as the circumstances of the case requi- red. She had not recollected, that Louisa was an orphan ; that Mrs. Staunton had probably mismanaged her educa- tion ; and that, perhaps, she might have effected the laudable purpose at which she aimed, in a way less likely to give offence. But this lady, though a well- meaning woman, was one of those severe characters who pay no regard to the feelings of others ; and, having always lived in situations which exposed her but little either to the rubs of fortune or the allurements of plea- sure, she could make no allowance for those who had failed in their duty through the pressure of the one or the enticements of the other. With respect to religion, Mrs. Holloway had none which could be properly called Christian ; for, although she was a strict observer of forms, she was utterly unac- quainted with the real nature and tendency of the doc- trines of the Gospel. But, as I shall have occasion hereafter to speak further concerning the religious prin- ciples of this family, I will here leave tliis matter for the present, and proceed with my story. Mrs. Holloway having relieved her mind of the bur- den which was upon it relative to the misconduct of her young cousin, and believing that the blame of all which had been amiss lay at the door of Louisa, immediately changed her manner towards Mrs. Staunton, and began to treat her with as much freedom and courtesy as she generally used to any one, still retaining her reserve to- wards Louisa— although, when she asked Mrs. Staunton to partake of their family dinner, she condescended to extend the invitation to Louisa; at the same time in- 40 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. forming her eldest daughter, that she depended on her to amuse Miss Harley. Miss HoUoway, who was some years older than Louisa, was remarkably cold and formal. It was therefore no great relief to Louisa to be obliged to follow this young lady, during the remainder of the morning, up and down stairs ; first, into her own apartments, where she was condemned to look over a large folio of stiff drawings ; and, afterwards, into a garden equally unentertaining, where they wasted the weary hours till called to dinner — after which, Louisa was obliged to listen to as many comments on her conduct from her cousin, the father of the family, as she had heard in the morning from his wife. And as neither the one nor the other made an.y allowance for her youth, her inexperience, or her want of a proper guide, nor yet pointed out the means of her acquiring that self-command, which, nevertheless, they insisted upon as that which could not be dispensed with, if she v.'ished in future to be received as a relation in their family — it was no wonder that she returned home in the evening much perplexed and distressed, and suf- fering under such a dejection of spirits as she had never felt before. It is probable, however, that these painful impressions might soon have worn off from the mind of Louisa, had it not so happened, that the very next week was fixed for Mrs. Staunton's annual visit into the country : for this lady had always made a point of spending the three summer months of every year in the country. It some- times happened on these occasions, that she visited a friend's house, and at other times took lodgings in a farm-house. This present year, the farm-house was se- lected as the most convenient place ; and she removed, with her niece, her maid, and footman, to the lodgings which had been prepared for her, a very few days after her visit to Mr. Holloway's. Had Louisa been in good spirits, she would have fancied a thousand agreeablenesses in this change of place, and have interested herself in all the rural transactions which were carried on in her new situation. But she had not yet forgotten the reproofs given her by her cousins ; and perceiving them all to be just, she was oppressed with so deep a sense of shame as nothing could enable her to THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 41 shake off; neither could she become in any degree re- conciled to herself. While her mind was in this state, several old-fashioned religious books, which were lying in the window of the parlour at the farm-hruse, drew her attention. These were, Law's Serious Call, Nelson's Fasts and Festivals, The Ladies' Calling, Fordyce's Sermons for Young Wo- men, and other books of the same complexion, in which the forms and duties of religion are set forth more plain- ly than its doctrines. These she first took up for want of other occupation, and presently became so much en- gaged by them, as to feel an eager desire excited in her heart to regulate her future conduct by the strict rules laid down by their authors. " I have lost my character," she said to herself, " :n the eyes of my relations, and I will endeavour to retrieve it. I will, on my return to D , exhibit such an example of strict attention to re- ligion, discretion, and propriety, as shall utterly oblite- rate my past follies from the mind of Mrs. HoUoway and her daughters. I have fouLd (young as I am) nothing but shame and mortification in the ways of pleasure : I will now seek happiness In those of religion. I will re- pent, and become pious. I will dress after the manner of the excellent Miranda in Law's Serious Call; and I will bestow all I can spare on the poor." By the time Louisa had formed all these good resolu- tions, she was, in her own opinion, truly converted, and changed (if such a term may be allowed ) into an accom- plished saint. Moreover, even during her short resi- dence in the country, she multiplied her observances and forms of devotion, until she became actually perplexed and distressed with the self-imposed burden. In the mean time, the three months which were destined for the country passed away, and Mrs. Staunton and her niece returned to the town. When these ladies arrived from the country, they found but little change among their old neighbours, excepting that Dr. Holloway's family were become better known, and had, in consequence of the handsome manner in which they lived, and the neat and elegant entertainments which they gave, acquired an influence in society, which tended in some degree to reform the style of manners in the town. Althousrh Dr. Holloway himself never joined in cards or ~E 3 42 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. dancing, yet he permitted both to his family, and even insisted that his lady and the young people should attend the public assemblies, in order to act as a check, by their presence, on any indecorums which might otherwise take place. At the same time, he insisted, that they should also be extremely observant of all the forms of religion, and on no common occasion absent themselves from pub- lic worship. In consequence of this mode of conduct. Dr. Holloway was become a great favourite in the parish, and was held up as a pattern of all that was proper in a parish-priest: for the views of people at that time were not so clear on many subjects as they now are. Mrs. HoUowciy and her daughters were also considered as bright examples of Christian piety, on account of their occasional charities, and scrupulous observance of the exterior forms of reli- gion ; although they were as completely in the world as it was possible for people to be. This being the case, it was not thought singular, v, hen the bishop of the diocese gave notice of his intention to hold a confirmation in the doctor's parish, that the same gentleman, who but lately had been giving his sanction to public amusements of the most worldly kind, should now exhort the youth of his flock to a serious prepara- tion for confirmation — pressing upon them, from the pul- pit, the duty of repentance ; and expaiiating, at the same time, with apparent earnestness, on the iniportance of the baptismal vow which they were about to take upon themselves by the solemn rite of confirmation. Such as did not understand the spiritual nature of religion could not be supposed competent to form a just judgment of these inconsistencies in the character of their pastor. They therefore took all his exhortations in good part ; while the parents and teachers pressed upon their chil- dren and pupils a more close observance of forms of wor- ship, to which partial change in their conduct they gave the name of repentance : thus heaping error upon error, and setting up self-righteousness in the place of humility. It was just at this crisis, and when this work of self- deception was at its height, that Miss Harley and her aunt returned to their winter residence ; where Louisa now found much cause of exultation, in the persuasion of her having already carried to what she imagined a con- THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 43 siderable degree of perfection that work of repentance and amendment of life, which her young companions were just about to commence. For this young lady, finding herself able to talk fluently upon the forms of religion, and in a capacity to observe, in some degree, the duties of self-denial and alms-giving, as well as certain stated seasons of prayer and reading, she believed herself not only fit for confirmation, but for heaven itself; it never once occurring to her that more than this Mas necessary in order to render the sinner meet for acceptance with God. This apparent change in Louisa's character was soon observed by her neighbours, and presently obtained the approbation of Dr. and Mrs. Holloway — although they, after awhile, deducted a little from their praises of their young cousin, upon finding that, with the enthusiasm natural to her constitution, she had begun to carry her religious observances and works of charity to a degree which threatened to throw their own more discreet and cautious proceedings into the shade. For whereas Dr. and Mrs. Holloway made it their continual object to unite the world and their religion together, Louisa, in the height of her zeal, cast the world from her in disdain, rejected all public amusements, and threw aside her showy ornaments, seeming resolved, by her laborious attentions to the poor, and her strict observance of every religious duty, to seize upon heaven by violence. For some weeks before confirmation, and for many months afterwards, she refused to enter into company, was seen duly at church on every occasion of public wor- ship, and dressed with the utmost attention to economy, in order to have the more to devote to the schools she patronized, and to the poor widows whom she assisted. It is proper here to remark, that many who have after- wards been brought into a real and happy acquaintance with God, have, like the young lady in question, previ- ously endeavoured to secure their salvation by their own exertions ; though it must, at the same time, be carefully noted, that the true work of conversion never begins until the sinner is brought to cast away his own righteousness, and to seek that of the Saviour. But we shall ha\ e oc- casion hereafter to point out that God the Spirit is the Author of man's regeneration aud sanctification, and that 44 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. these sacred operations invariably commence in divesting the sinner of self-confidence, and directing him wholly to Christ. As yet however there were no marks of such a change having taken place in the views or feelings of Louisa Harley. Her confidence in herself was never higher than after she had become more strictly observant of external duties. And although she knew the name of Christ, and was become better acquainted than formerly with the letter of the Scripture ; yet the Spirit had never revealed the Lord Jesus to her as a Saviour, without whose assist- ance she must utterly perish. Her religion, therefore, was as yet nothing more than a form without life, nor her profession any thing better than sounding brass or a tinkling cymbal. — But to proceed with our story. The confirmation above spoken of took place at the time appointed ; and from that period, for more than a year and a half, Louisa Harley maintained so fair a pro- fession, that she was pointed out by many as an exam- ple of all that was excellent in the female character: while the modest simplicity of her dress, the smiling and sparkling beauty of her countenance, together with her uncommonly elegant and graceful person, tended not a little to raise her in the general opinion. In the mean time things were so ordered, that Louisa was assailed by none of those powerful temptations which usually serve to open the eyes of young professors to the deficiency of their own strength. Her lively and active spirit was much engaged in a round of charitable works : and it so happened, that, although much adm.ired by those of the other sex who had any knowledge of her, yet no one in the town had hitherto appeared of suffi- cient consequence to attract her attention. And thus, though inwardly conscious that she was seldom seen without being admired, the vanity which this admiration excited had not been stimulating enough to discompose or derange her usually calm and graceful deportment, or even on any occasion to excite her spirits above their ordinary pitch. In this manner she for a while main- tained her serene and even course, as little aware of the hidden evil lurking within, as the child v»'ho lays his hand on the cockatrice' den. At this period, the little town in which Louisa dwelt THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 45 was suddenly thrown into some degree of agitation, by the arrival of a party of foot-soldiers ; and this accession of the gay and the giddy became a signal for the revival of those public amusements, which had lately consider- ably languished. Louisa was now again solicited to join the fashionable parties of the place: but it required something more than the solicitations of her former com- panions, or the flattering reports which they gave her of their agreeable meetings, to tempt her to relinquish that on which she had so long prided herself, and upon which she had even built her views of future happiness, namely, her renunciation of public amusements. She therefore held back, and was, in consequence, much more respected by the strangers then sojourning in the town, than those females who pressed confidently upon their notice. Among the gentlemen who composed the officers of this corps were two of whom I shall have some occasion to speak in the course of my narrative. One of these was a Captain Vivian, a genteel and agreeable young man, and one who passed well in the world, being a per- son of family and of some fortune, though otherwise an ordinary character. The other, whom we shall describe more largely, was a lieutenant, by name Cecil Gray, the son of a lady of quality, who had married a respectable gentleman, and early become a widow. This young man had not a large fortune ; but he possessed many qualities, in comparison with which the gifts of fortune, or even the exterior charms of person and manner, are only as dust in the balance. Cecil Gray was decidedly pious, and had been so from his chilahood ; and, even in the unpromising situation of a military man, he was enabled to preserve that rare and beautiful consistency of cha- racter, which they only possess who walk in the strength of Him with whom there is no variableness nor shadow of turning. After having said thus much of this young man, it would be but a poor finishing to the picture to add, that his manners were not merely courteous, but highly po- lished, and his exterior strikingly handsome, did not these very circumstances afford an opportunity of shew- ing the strength of that grace by which he was enabled to resist the allurements of vanity, and to retain his 46 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. Christian simplicity in a situation of more than ordinary exposure to the flatteries of the world. This young man did not arrive at D — — till his brother oflicers, by a re- sidence of some weeks had made themselves acquainted with the physiognomies of most of those who were wor- thy of regard in the town; and it happened, that the very day after his arrival, as he was passing through an obscure street in the suburbs, with Captain Vivian, he saw Louisa Harley for the first time, who was walking simply dressed, and with a basket in her hand, among the shabby houses of the poor. Captain Vivian having stopped to speak with a private soldier under an old gateway, Cecil Gray, who was thus left unoccupied, had opportunity of marking the young lady, as she passed from one house to another; till having at length accomplished her business, and turning towards home, she approached the gateway which lay in her road. There was a remarkable ease and dignity, as I have before said, in Louisa Harley's manner, and a sweetness of countenance which could scarcely escape the eye of a discerning observer. As soon as she had passed by, and was not yet out of hearing, Cecil Gray enquired of his companion her name, remarking that he had seldom seen so fine a face, or a deportment more modest and graceful. It is not necessary to repeat Captain Vivian's reply ; it being more to our purpose to describe the effect of Cecil Gray's remark upon the mind of Louisa, who had distinctly heard all he said, though it was not intended that she should. The praise bestowed on her by this elegant stranger was not without its effect: and she re- turned home in such a state of elation, that when her aunt put into her hand a card of invitation to spend the next evening at Dr. Holloway's, she resolved to go, al- though a few lines at the end of the formal card, added by Miss HoUoway, suggested the idea that a little dance was intended, as several of the military were ex)>ected. Thus passed away all the good resolutions of Louisa Harley, and thus she cancelled with little effort all those shining merits upon which she had grounded so much confidence; and all with the hope of again beholding the young stranger upon whom her appearance had made THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 47 SO favourable an impression — manifestly proving that she had acted throughout like the man who built his house on the sand, and whose work being without foun- dation, fell with the first blast of wind that assailed it. I will not say that Louisa Harley had not some unplea- sant feelings while taking out her long neglected orna- ments in order to decorate herself, as she supposed, to the best advantage for the evening party. But it may easily be supposed, that these feelings partook more of the nature of shame, and the fear of being charged with inconsistency, after her many and vehement professions of renouncing the world, than of any thing like real re- gret ; since any degree of sincere regret would have led her to reject the forbidden pleasure, before she had tasted of its poisonous sweets. — But I leave these reflec- tions, and proceed to give an account of the entertain- ment at Dr. Holloway's. When Mrs. Staunton and Louisa were ushered into the capacious drawing-room at the rectory, they found it filled with a large assembly of young and old persons, among whom however Louisa could see none but the gentleman whose voice she had heard speaking in her praise under the archway. And she was not sorry, on being led to a chair, to find herself seated close by this gentleman and his companion Captain Vivian, both of whom soon found means to be introduced to her. Louisa Harley had naturally much penetration into character ; but this evening, being blinded by vanity, and agitated by various feelings, she did not distinguish the different manners of the two gentlemen, who kept by her side from her first entering the room; neither did she remark that Mr. Cecil Gray did not join in the common rattle with which Captain Vivian entertained her. When tea was concluded, and the company began to move in order to dance, Louisa's heart began to beat. She had made a frequent and strong outcry against dan- cing, even in the presence of many then in the room : yet she now very much wished to dance, and hoped that Mr. Gray would select her as a partner — but she was disap- pointed. Captain Vivian asked her, and, after a mo- ment's hesitation, she rose up with him. And now, what with the exhilarating eff'ect of the music, and the eagerness which many shewed to obtain her hand, together with 48 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. the compliments, direct and indirect, which she received from others, Louisa Harley's spirits were exceedingly elevated, especially as she hoped that Mr. Gray would request to dance with her when she had performed her present engagement — but she was again mistaken. When the party, after two dances, sat down to rest, she looked round, and not seeing Mr. Gray in the room, she com- plained of heat, refused to dance any more, and stole into another room where her aunt and certain other old ladies were set down to whist. Thither she was followed by Captain Vivian, and there, placing herself in a small Settee near a bow window which opened into the garden, she remained listening to the trilling discourse of that gentleman, till Mr. Cecil Gray, who had been walking in the garden, came up to the window, and addressing him- self to Louisa, would have engaged her in conversation of a somewhat more rational kind than that with which his brother officer was endeavouring to amuse her, had not her own exuberance of spirits converted all he said, if not into folly, into something very far from sense ; vani- ty still blinding her to the real character and taste of the young man with whom she conversed. It is the opinion of many, that the man who wears a sword must be a man of little depth, whereas the experi- ence of those who ought to know, has lately proved that some of the excellent of the earth are now, as in old time, numbered among those who devote their lives to the service of their country ; and perhaps there is no situa- tion in which true piety appears with such lustre, as when it discovers itself amid all the unfavourable circum- stances of a military life. Had Louisa Harley known that such characters were sometimes found in the army, she might perhaps have been spared the mortification which she afterwards felt in recollecting the levity which she betrayed in the pre- sence of Mr. Cecil Gray. But those who deviate from the way they approve, in order to secure some present gratification, most frequently run into mistakes which prevent the very end for which that deviation was made. Had Louisa firmly adhered to the simple course she had pursued for some months before, her chance of pleasing Cecil Gray would not have been utterly destroyed, as it was by the levity she displayed in his presence, when THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 49 abandoning the conduct she secretly approved, in order to enjoy his society. After the conversation at the windov»' before mention- ed, Louisa saw no more of Cecil Gray. He did not ap- pear at the supper-table, from which she arose fatigued and dissatisfied with herself. The next day Cecil Gray was asked by Captain Vivian, how he liked Miss Louisa Harley ? *' She is a lovely young woman," replied the lieutenant. " This is a 2:reat deal for you to say, Cecil," remarked the other. " You have long been seeking a wife. Where can your choice rest better than in this place? " " You mistake me,'' said INIr. Gray ; " I have never had any thoughts of the kind." " Are you then determined never to marry?" " No," said Cecil Gray ; " I have made no resolution of the kind. And, since you question me so closely, I will plainly tell you, that I wish to leave all concerns of this sort in the hand of Providence." ** Very good," said Captain Vivian ; ** but what do you expiect Providence to do more for you, than to put a love- ly young woman of good family in your way ? And where will you see any thing superior to Louisa Harley 1 " " In no place, perhaps," said Cecil Gray ; " and yet I should not dare to venture my happiness in her hands." " And why not?" returned Captain Vivian. Cecil Gray smiled ; but there was a sorrowful expres- sion in the smile. He however remained silent, till Cap- tain Vivian pressing him again, he replied, " To speak the truth, I must have a serious wife, Vivian. I dare not trust myself with a woman who does not answer this de- scription." *' Serious!" repeated the other, laughing, "what do you mean by serious? Do you mean religious? I have heard that Louisa Harley is the most religious young woman in the town." *' It may be so," said Cecil Gray ; ** but let us call an- other subject. Miss Harley has my respect and admira- tion ; and perhaps it would be presumptuous to suppose that she would think of me were I to offer myself." Thus the conversation ceased ; and from that time Cecil Gray never mentioned Miss Harley in the presence of his bro- ther-officers. VOL. I. F 50 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. The detachment remained some months in D , but Cecil Gray was not with them the whole time. It being reported that the corps would probably soon go abroad, he asked leave of absence, for the purpose of visiting his mother ; after which he was ordered into the north, on the recruiting-service, and did not rejoin his regiment while it remained in England, nor for some time afterwards. But to return to Louisa Harley. The day after the un- fortunate assembly at Dr. Holloway's, she was in com- pany where the remarkably fine character of Cecil Gray was made the subject of discourse by a person who knew his mother, and had been acquainted with him from a child : and then, and not till then, was Louisa made sen- sible of the folly and levity of her conduct on the prece- ding day. She then recollected his disinclination to join in the dance, and his repeated efforts to draw her into rational conversation. She remembered also, with an inconceivable degree of shame and vexation, the vanity and lightness of her own behaviour, together with her deviation from those rules of conduct which she had laid down for herself and pursued for so many months with increasing comfort and advantage. And recalling to mind, amid these distressing recollections, the characters of Law's Miranda, Richardson's Clarissa, and other fa- bulous patterns of self-derived perfection, she could not forbear asking herself, *' Why cannot I do as these did? what is it that causes me to fall thus grievously when tempted? or why cannot I conduct myself as Mr. Gray does ? Why cannot I resist temptation as he does ? What peculiar weakness is there in me, which causes me to make such grievous falls whenever I am placed in a state of trial ? " In this manner she often reasoned with herself, till she found that Cecil Gray had actually left the town ; when she again renounced all society, formed new rules and regulations for her conduct, and made new efforts to establish her own righteousness. As long as this young lady's shame and depression of spirits continued, all seemed to go on well: but the spi- rits of youth are buoyant, and the sense of shame from natural causes soon passes away. In a few weeks after Cecil Gray's departure, Louisa Harley began to smile again ; and as she no longer made the same efforts to con- ceal herself from society, as during her dejected state of THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 61 mind, Captain Vivian found means not only to introduce himself to the aunt, but even to ingratiate himself so far with the niece, that, after a due period of courtship, she consented to become his wife ; contrary to many resolu- tions which she had formed, of never marrying a man who was not decidedly religious. But, as I have before said, Louisa Harley's religion was a religion of form ; it had little to do with the heart. There was no divine strength imparted by it to the mind of its possessor; and though it might have some little effect in influencing the conduct where the affections were not concerned, it was utterly powerless when engaged in a contest with the passions, leaving the character entirely in its original state, the will unsubdued, the reason dark, and the imagination without control. The first six weeks of Louisa's marriage were spent with her husband in her aunt's lodgings in the country, where the new married pair beguiled the time with rural walks, and other such pastimes. But at the end of this period the regiment was suddenly ordered to the coast previous to its embarkation for a foreign country, which proved to be the East Indies ; in consequence of which Louisa was at once plunged into all the hurry and confusion in- cident to a military life. And now the character of this young lady was called to a new and severe test. There was little opportunity in a crowded and noisy lodging at Portsmouth, for the observance of any one of those forms of religion, to which she had hitherto attended with so much accuracy. There were indeed places of public worship in the town ; but sometimes she had difficulty to learn the hours of divine service, and at other times, when she was just prepared to make her way through streets full of drunken sailors to a remote church, she was not unfrequently prevented by the coming in of her husband from the barracks with a party of his friends, calling in haste for a barrel of oysters or a mutton chop, and at the same time requiring his wife to sit down at the head of her table and assist in entertaining his companions. Compared with this kind of life, even the cabin of an East India-man was peaceful ; and Louisa was not sorry when she found herself settled in such a cabin as a crowded vessel could afford, in which all the convenient LIBRARY '"---'^ — ^- 62 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. berths had been engrossed by passengers, before the destination of the regiment was known. During a live months' voyage from England to Bengal, Mr. and Mrs. Vivian had opportunity of seeing more of each other, than twenty years' residence in a quiet coun- try town would have afforded them. While under probation for the favour of Louisa, and while the first fervour of his affection lasted, amid the calm delights of their residence in the country, Captain Vivian very cheerfully acquiesced in all the religious forms which his wife thought it necessary to observe. But af- ter their embarkation on board the East India-man, he was never without an excuse as often as she pressed him to the serious duties of reading or prayer. On these occasions he regularly made his escape from the cabin, generally indeed with a playful air, but sometimes with a surliness of manner which excited considerable irrita- tion in Louisa's mind, and led her frequently to address him not only as an avowed enemy of religion, but as one in a state of hopeless reprobation. These improper attacks on her part made the subject of religion more hateful to him than ever; for although he knew not what true religion was, yet he knew well enough what it ought not to be: so that when his wife assailed him upon the subject, he frequently told her, that he believed he had as much true religion as she had ; adding, that if her piety did not teach her the duty she owed her husband, he considered it as of very little use. It may be supposed that Louisa, who was naturally sweet tempered, had been considerably provoked before she began to reproach her husband with s^o much bitter- ness as to draw upon herself such unqualified censure: but the false views of religion which she had so long en- tertained were precisely such as administer most largely to the natural pride of man's heart, rendering him un- charitable to his fellow-creatures, and abundantly more prone to condemn than to conciliate his opposers. He that has just views of religion knows his own depravity ; and if he is made to differ from anotiier, he knows to whom alone the glory is due: so that without taking any •credit to himself on any occasion, his heart is habitually drawn out in love toward the sinner he reproves, even while he shrinks with horror from the pollution of sin. THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 53 In this uncomfortable manner did these youn^ people pass their time, during the first few weeks of their resi- dence on board ship. In the mean while, the vessel was tossed about in the Bay of Biscay by adverse winds. At length, however, entering into a finer climate, the female passengers were enabled to appear more frequently in public, and the society on board became more lively. Louisa Harley's mind, as we have before remarked, was always strongly affected by the passing scene ; and on this occasion she became so entirely occupied by her new companions, that, before she was aware of any change in her habits, she had for a considerable time omitted all her usual forms of devotion : nor can it be told how long this omission might have escaped her own observation, had not her husband one day awakened her to some com- punction, by complimenting her upon the change which had taken place in her character, assuring her, that she was become infinitely more agreeable since she had ceas- ed to be a religious persecutor. This remark, though not intended to produce such an effect, occasioned some lit- tle revival of her pious feelings : but it was of no dura- tion, the lively company by which she was surrounded very soon engrossing her attention again; insomuch that upon her landing in India, she was as eager to partake of its pleasures and gaieties as any person attached to the regiment. As Fort- William, which is the station for troops at Calcutta, was completely full when the regiment arrived in India, it was immediately put in boats on the Hoog- ley, and sent up the country to a beautiful situation in the province of Behar, called Ghazepoor. This station is surrounded by fields of roses, whose delightful odours perfume all the neighbouring country during the season of their bloom. Ghazepoor stands on a high bank of the Ganges. In this place, over an extensive plain, are scattered many bungalows for officers and other gentlemen resident in the station, with several ranges of barracks for soldiers. The country around is generally flat, abounding in corn plantations, beautifully diversified with groves of mangoe and tamarind, together with fine specimens of the pepul, a tree which is held sacred bv the superstitious nativesi 54 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. on account of a remarkable trembling and rustling among its leaves, which continues even during those intervals when not the smallest breath of air is observed to agitate the leaf of any other plant. When arrived at this station, Captain Vivian speedily procured a handsome house, where he established his fa- mily in the utmost luxury which his ample pay would af- ford. He supplied himself with carriages of various de- scriptions, entertained as many as thirty servants, and furnished his house not merely as the resident of a day, but as one who had the probable certainty of finishing his course upon earth in that place of his sojourn. I have no doubt but that ray reader will be*anxious to know how Louisa conducted herself in this new situation, and whether her former religious profession produced any effect on her present conduct, now that she was ex- cluded from all the ordinary means of grace : for there was no place of worship at that time in Ghazepoor, nor for hundreds of miles round ; and few perhaps of the English inhabitants of the place had even so much as a copy of the word of God in their possession. 1 am sorry to say, and yet it is perhaps no more than might be ex- pected, that Mrs. Vivian, although she not unfrequently expressed her regret at the want of a place of public wor- ship, acquiesced nevertheless very quietly in that defici- ency — and, what is still more, so thoroughly was she en- gaged by the new mode of life upon which she had en- tered, that for some time she never felt the need of those religious observances which had once formed the occu- pation of her life. It may hereafter be made to appear still more plainly than has hitherto been done, that Louisa had never yet discovered in what true religion consists, nor had ever been made sensible of its real influence ; and that hence she was enabled to rest contented without those empty forms, from which she had in vain endeavoured to obtain satisfaction. Thus much however is certain, that, after her arrival in India, and on being introduced to a situa- tion in which she Mas absolutely excluded from the ap- pointed means of divine worship and instruction, she yielded without a struggle to existing circumstances, be- coming altogether as lax in her priv^iie as she was com- pelled to be in her public habits of devotion : and being THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 55 at the same time attracted by the new objects which surrounded her, as well as amused by the novel forms of Indian life, she shortly became as complete a votary of the world, as any of those ladies of her acquaintance who had never taken up a religious profession. Her husband speedily observed this change in her ha- bits, though he refrained from making any remarks upon it; because, as her religion had formerly proved a source of discord between them, he feared to revive the recollec- tion of circumstances which had left no other than dis- agreeable impressions on his mind. He was, however, not a little delighted to see her set free from what he call- ed her superstitious prejudices, and discovering a state of mind more conformable to the maxims of the world. As the mode of life adopted by European ladies in In- dia is but little understood in England, we shall here give a description of the manner in which Mrs. Vivian passed her time at the period of which we are speaking. She resided in a large house, elegantly furnished according to the prevailing custom of the country, the floors of the apartments being covered with fine matting, and the walls adorned with glass shades for lamps, or burnished sconces. In her new residence more than thirty native servants were always ready to obey her call, and every variety of carriage was provided to carry her abroad, either before sun-rise in the morning, or in the evening at the hour of sun-set. It was seldom, however, that Mrs. Vivian used her carriages in a morning ; because, although she rose early, she generally spent the hours while her husband attended his duty, in studiously and tastefully arraying herself for appearing at breakfast : at which early meal a large party of officers seldom failed to attend, being as much attracted by the lively conversation of the lady of the house as by the hospitable and elegant repast with which the table was set forth. In this manner, and in such company, Mrs. Vivian wasted the only hours of the day, which in those burn- ing climates can well be devoted to active duties. And when the heat became oppressive, which generally hap- pens during the greater part of the year about nine o'clock, she withdrew to her own apartments, where, extended on a sofa, she idled away the remainder of the 66 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. morning in giving directions to her tailors, looking over her clothes, or reading some amusing book. At one o'clock she was called again into company, this being the hour of luncheon ; and it was considered as an extraor- dinary thing if several strangers did not drop in about that time. The hours of the afternoon were again devot- ed to lounging, sleep, and dressing ; after which, Mrs. Vivian took the air in one of her carriages, generally fi- nishing the day in some large public party, among whom she shone forth superbly dressed, with a bloom superior to that of every other lady present, being naturally hand- some, and from her recent arrival in that country still bearing on her lips and cheeks some remains of that freshness, which a few years' residence in India infalli- bly destroys. Thus passed the first twelvemonth of Mrs. Vivian's re- sidence in India, during the greater part of which she ap- peared to be in one continued dream of pleasure. But as the novelty of the scene wore away, and as she became accustomed to her many attendants, her numerous car- riages, and her variety of superb dresses, an inexpressi- ble degree of listlessness and languor, increased by the depressing effect of the climate, succeeded to the high flow of spirits she had so long experienced. And in ad- dition to this, a prospect being now held out to her of becoming a mother, she suddenly withdrew herself from company, pleading her health as an excuse ; when with the same enthusiasm of character which marked her on all occasions, she devoted herself to making the most elegant preparations for the reception of the expected little stranger. As Louisa did not insist upon her husband confining himself with her, and as she was cheerful whenever he met her at home, he did not interfere with this new ar- rangement, especially since she made it appear to him that it was necessary to her health : and thus she was left at full liberty to indulge this new dream of happi- ness, which became the more dangerous, inasmuch as it was so much more interesting than the one from which she had just awoke. There is nothing more affecting than to see the unre- generate warmly pursuing one unsubstantial appearance of happiness after another, and, though subject to con- THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 57 tinual and certain disappointment, again and again re- newing the pursuit in new directions, untaught by expe- rience, and wholly incapable either of comprehending the reason of those failures which are constantly experienced, or of drawing from them any profitable instruction. But to return to Louisa. The child so earnestly desired, and so carefully pro- vided for before its birth, at length arrived. It was a daughter, and was singularly lovely. Examples of great human beauty are rare ; but when they do appear, they afford the most attractive sample of the divine power and workmanship : for what are the fi- nest inanimate beauties of creation, when compared with the intellectual glory of the human eye, the exquisite proportion of human features, together with the delicate and varying tints and turns' of ^Ae human face divine! In the infant Louisa all these charms were united. Whether she was seen reposing in her cradle in innocent sleep, or hanging on her mother's breast, her exquisite beauty excited the admiration of all who beheld her ; so that the pride and maternal love of Mrs. Vivian were equally gratified by the possession of such a child. But, not to dwell too long on this subject, I will brief- ly say, that from the time of this dear infant's birth Mrs. Vivian became wholly captivated by its lovely aspect and its endearing behaviour. She now almost entirely shut herself up in her nursery ; and if at any time she went out in her carriage or open palanquin, her baby was upon her lap. She carried it about the house in her arms ; she slept with it in her bosom ; she dressed and fed it with her own hands; and, in fact, it seemed to absorb her every faculty. From the time of her ceasing to go out with her hus- band, he had acquired the habit of visiting alone, and of going much into gentlemen's parties ; and, though he was not unkind to his wife, yet her company became less and less necessary to his happiness. Mrs. Vivian how- ever, being wrapped up in her child, did not so much regret this neglect, since it had the effect of more and more endearing the little infant to her heart, who was at all times ready to greet her with its gentle smiles, ex- tending its little arms towards her, and joyfully spring- ing to her bosom. 58 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. Louisa was living in a foreign land, in which she had as yet formed no friendships : she had not even a ser- vant of her own country to speak to ; and her husband was constantly abroad. Thus every circumstance con- spired to attach her more and more to her captivating companion ; while she sweetly yielded to that in which she suspected nothing wrong, and gave up her undivid- ed heart to the little fair one. Thus one year and a half passed away, and the lovely baby was just able to walk after its mother, and to make some of its little feelings known in such lisping accents as mothers only understand, when one evening, after Mrs. Vivian's return from her airing, which sh6 had tak- en as usual in her open palanquin with the child on her lap, and during which she had been particularly delight- ed with the endearing manner of the infant, she was sud- denly alarmed at the hour of going to rest by certain in- dications of fever about her darhng, the danger of which she too well understood. She sent in haste for medical assistance. Remedies were instantly applied ; but they had no effect in stop- ping the swift and deadly march of the disease, which proceeded with such dreadful rapidity, that in less than eight-and-forty hours the little beloved one breathed its last, and left its mother inconsolable. Behold here the time and the occasion, which were to prove whether there was aught of real religion in Louisa Vivian or not. She was entering the furnace of affliction — a fiery fur- nace, in which the stoutest human heart could not but fail; and it now became evident that she had no source of consolation within herself, but that her soul was left without an anchor whereon to rely during the storm which assailed her. For some weeks after the death of her infant, her grief was violent, and almost frantic : but as her husband him- self felt very deeply the loss of his child, he shewed the utmost indulgence to her feelings, and really treated her with all the tenderness of which he was capable. But when week after week passed away, and she still refused all comfort, he became displeased'; and arguing with her according to the common modes of worldly comfort, he pleaded, that, severe as their trial was, it was nothing more than the ordinary lot of parents, who seldom have THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 59 the satisfaction of seeing all their children grow up to maturity, and that it behoved her to bear this affliction with fortitude, as a duty she owed both to him and to society : adding, that he hoped she would endeavour to shake off her grief, and go out among her friends. These common-place arguments, however kindly in- tended, rather irritated than soothed the bereaved mother, who, with a blameable insensibility to the intended kind- ness of her husband, very vehemently opposed the idea of enterins: ao:ain into the world ; assurincr him that she 9 9 _ _ ' 9 had never known happiness since she had forsaken reli- gion and a stricter mode of life for earthly pleasures, and that she was now resolved never to enter again into gay society. Captain Vivian reasoned with her upon what he termed the folly of this resolution, adding, that he could not see the necessity of such extreme strictness as she had for- merly practised, and assuring her, that, if she did not endeavour to overcome her excessive melancholy, and make his house more agreeable to him than it had lately been, he should certainly be driven from home to seek his happiness elsewhere. A vehement charge of cruelty on the part of his wife, and a pathetic call upon her departed infant, was the only reply which Captain Vivian received to this last remark. And as this charge was repeated whenever he made any attempt to persuade her to overcome her ex- cessive grief, he soon ceased to expostulate; and, not being in the habit of putting any restraint upon his own feelings, he thenceforward absented himself as much as possible from home, leaving his unhappy wife to the full indulgence of her wretched feelings. They who have never been in foreign countries in a time of affliction can have little idea what sensations of deep abandonment are sometimes experienced in such circumstances. Louisa had made no friends among the ladies in the station — her husband was now continually absent from her — her servants were of another nation, and spoke, an unknown language. Thus was this un- happy woman left through many a long and languid day to the full contemplation of her sorrows ; till, at length, weary of herself and of all the w orld, she determined once again to try religion as a source of comfort — when, re- 60 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. memberins: those emotions of self-approbation and satis- faction ^vhich she had enjayed on tirst turning her miud to serious subjects, and not knowing' that youth, and health, and the absence of actual atHictions, had much to do with those frames and feelings, she fancied that it might be possible, by a similar course of duties, to pro- cure to herself a return of the same agreeable sensations. No sooner had she conceived this idea, than her actions received a new spring, and, with the zeal natural to her character, she began to arrange for herself a new set of devotional forms and observances. And, inasmuch as there were no established modes of worship in the can- tonments, she had the wider latitude for exercising her own invention in prescribing to herself a set of rules and customs which she judged would be equivalent to those public ordinances which it was now no longer in her power to attend. For a while she found her thoughts somewhat diverted from her loss by these newly imposed duties, which led her to imagine, that by them she should presently make such a merit with her God, that it would become an act of justice in him to afford her consolation. Thus she laboured to work out her own happiness; while all her hopes arose, not from what her God could and would do for her, but from what ^he could do for him. She had as yet no faith ; she knew not what it was: and in consequence, after havinq; laboured awhile in this way, rendering herself and her religion agaia very unpleasant to her husband, she at length became weary of her fruitless efforts; and, confessing to herself that all her observances were mere vanities unable to reach the heart, she suddenly relinquished them in dis- gust, sinking again into a state of deep dejection, in which no object had power sufficient to fix her attention but the remembrance of the little angel whom she had lost. During the period while her mind was taken up with her religious duties. Captain Vivian had more than once attempted to reason her out of the new mode of life which she had adopted; but his arguments had only given occasion to new quarrels, since she insisted, that in all her observances she did no more than her duty, and that she could entertain no reasonable hope of do- THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 61 mestic happiness till he should become her companion in these exercises. In consequence of these disagreements, he generally left her to herself, till she began to relax a little in the severity of these forms ; when he again took occasion to press her to go out with him, and so far prevailed, that for several days together she accompanied him to his friends' houses, where she not only appeared cheerful, but was more than once betrayed into a degree of gaiety which, in her situation, almost bordered on levity — some- times laughing immoderately, and at other times appear- ing far from insensible to the admiration which her fine appearance always excited. To those who have made but few observations on hu- man nature, the character of Louisa Vivian may perhaps appear one of almost impossible inconsistency ; while others, who have been deeper observers, or who have been much in the habit of looking into their own minds, will acknowledge, that there is no inconsistency of which our nature is not capable ; and that, in fact, there is no character truly established and consistent but that which is influenced and upheld by the immediate power of God himself: according to that which is written. They that wait itpo?i the Lord shall renew their strength ; they shall jnount up with wings as eagles; they shall run and not he weary, they shall walk and not faint. (Isaiah xl. 31.) But to return to my narrative. Captain Vivian had hoped that the spirits of his wife would have been essentially benefited by her going into company. But in this view he was mistaken : for, on af- ter reflection, she considered every expression of mirth which had escaped her, as an injury to the memory of her infant ; and this idea operated so strongly upon her mind, and occasioned such a return of deep dejection every morning after being in company, that she at length informed her husband, that it was her determination to go out no more, but to remain at home, and reflect with- out interruption on the happiness she had lost, ** For," added she, " if by going from home, 1 am enabled to throw ofi' my sorrows for a few hours, the sense of them afterwards returns upon me with an additional weight which I am unable to bear." This declaration on the part of Mrs. Vivian, which VOL. I. G 62 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. Avas made one clay with peculiar emphasis at the moment when he was going out to evening parade, made her hus- band extremely angry ; insomuch that he said aloud, as he descended the steps of the verandah to mount his horse, '* Well, take your own way, I shall speak to you no more upon these subjects. If you do not choose to go out with me, I must make up my mind to it ; and this evening I shall go to the mess, where I hope to enjoy the society of Cecil Gray." ''Cecil Gray ! " repeated Mrs. Vivian. " Is he arrived in this country?" " Yes," replied her husband ; " and I should have told you so before, had I thought any thing ih the world could have interested you beyond the sphere of your own private feelings." Thus saying, he spurred his Arab horse, and flew over the plain with a swiftness which ren- dered it difficult for his panting sais to keep up with him. *'A/j/ own private feelings ! '' repeated Louisa, who was sitting in the verandah when her husband left her. — " Ml/ own private feelings ! And has the father of my departed infant ceased altogether to participate in these feelings ! Oh, my Louisa," added she, ** child of my heart ! sweetest companion of my solitary hours ! art thou so soon, so very soon forgotten ! has the memory of thy enchanting smiles, thy infantine charms, thy ex- traordinary beauty, thy dovelike glances, already perish- ed with thee in the tomb ? Oh, my baby ! my baby ! thy father may forget thee, but thy mother, thy misera- ble mother, will lose the remembrance of thee only with her life." So saying, she leaned her head against one of the pillars of the verandah, while her fast flowing tears fell on the polished floor. How long she had remained in this attitude she knew not, nor could she have retraced the many sad trains of thought which had passed through her mind during that interval, when suddenly her attention was arrested by the quick step of some one hastily approaching, and at the same minute, lifting up her tearful eyes, she saw Cecil Gray, who, a moment afterwards, ascended the verandah, and accosted her with a warmth and strength of feeling, which plainly indicated that he was acquaint- ed with, and participating in, her sorrows. At the sight of this young man, whose appearance THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 63 and manner had once very considerably interested her, and of whose arrival with the regiment she had not heard an hour before, she suddenly started from her attitude of sorrow, and hastily wiping away the tears from her eyes, welcomed him with somewhat of her former sprightliness ; and then, sinking again into sorrow, she said, *' Oh, Mr. Gray, how full of vain delight I was when I last saw you ! I was then an entire stranger to sorrow ; but now I am completely miserable ! " *' Miserable /" repeated he — ^* miserable, my dear Ma- dam ! You use a very comprehensive word ; it argues an entire w ant of comfort : how can I suppose it appli- cable to your situation ?" Mrs. Vivian then entered into a lively and touching account of her severe bereavement ; after which she de- scribed, w ith her usual strength of expression, the state of her mind under the present affliction, which was that, she said, of a person incapable of receiving comfort. The countenance of the young man displayed an ex- pression of no common sympathy, while she thus paint- ed her unhappy state to him : and when she had ceased, he spoke to her of religion, assuring her, that there was no affliction which could befal man, under which religion had not provided a suitable consolation. " Religion ! " repeated Mrs. Vivian, with a deep sigh — **yes; I have heard of the consolations of religion ; I am no infidel ; I do not question the power of God, nei- ther do I doubt but that there are some blessed indivi- duals who have found happiness in religion : but I have tried it repeatedly, and have never derived from it that boasted peace, of which you speak. I will sincerely confess to you, though I have not done so much to my husband, because I am unwilling to strengthen his pre- judices, that although I have been unremitting in my en- deavours (during my affliction) to obtain the consolations of religion, they have been w holly without effect ; inso- much that I am ready now in despair to renounce all my groundless expectations, and to yield myself up to hope- less grief." Cecil Gray looked earnestly at her, while she continu- ed to speak, his countenance being still expressive of the deepest commiseration ; for when he recollected the hap- py and beautiful Louisa Harley, and considered that the 61 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. time ouce was, when, had she possessed true piety, he should have preferred her above all her sex, it was not without the deepest sense of pity, that he could now behold her a prey to hopeless sorrow, and a subject of unbelief — he resolved therefore to be sincere with her in pointing- out where she had always failed in her religious views, and how she had missed of that peace which she so earnestly desired. " You speak. Madam," said he, " of religion, and assure me that it has failed to afford yon comfort : do you feel quite assured, permit me to ask, that you have sought this comfort in a right way?" Mrs. Vivian looked up at him, (for he was 'still stand- ing, leaning against one of the pillars of the verandah, forgetting, in the warmth of his feelings, to take the seat tendered him by a native servant,) requesting him to re- peat his question before she replied, and to accompany it with some explanation. *' Are you thoroughly assured. Madam," said Cecil Gray, " that you know what religion is?" That so polite a man as Cecil Gray should ask her such a question, startled Mrs. Vivian. Had any person made this enquiry, whom she could have supposed to be an ignorant and vulgar enthusiast, she would not have been surprised. But Mr. Gray being a man of high birth, and of the first character as a gentleman and a Christian, she was greatly astonished at such a question — to which, however, she replied by describing to him the advantages which she had possessed in early life of being made acquainted with religion, and pointing out the minute exactness with which she had at one time at- tended to all the forms and external observances enjoin- ed by the Church. She spoke also of the serious im- pression she had received previous to confirmation, giv- ing him such a view of her religious life as made him perfectly acquainted with the real state of her mind. After listening calmly till she had ceased to speak, he addressed her thus — *' You say, my dear Madam, that you have not found that comfort from religion which you expected ; that it has afforded you no support under af- fliction ; and that you are even now ready to give it up in despair. I ask you, on what ground you expected that comfort, and why you thought yourself entitled to it?" THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 65 "Because," said she, with increasing; wonder, ** be- cause I have been always led to understand, that reli- gion is able to afford comfort in affliction ; and I have heard and read of many who have been enabled by it to pass through the most severe trials with cheerfulness." *• But who are those," said Cecil Gray, " who experi- ence these consolations ? Have you ever considered this point, my dear Madam? or have you ever enquired, whether you are of that blessed number?" Mrs. Vivian hesitated ; upon which Cecil Gray, per- ceiving how entirely at a loss she was, and not doubting but that she was utterly ignorant of the first principles of religion, proceeded without hesitation to enter into such an explanation of them as he trusted might, with the divine assistance, throw some degree both of light and comfort on her dark and afflicted mind. He first spoke to her concerning the acknowledged attributes of the Deity — his omnipotence, his omnipresence, his fore- knowledge, his justice, his mercy, and his holiness — whence he proceeded to point out that striking peculi- arity of the Godhead which is revealed in Scripture, namely, the Trinity-in-Unity ; together with the nature and offices of these glorious persons, and especially the part taken by each in man's salvation. ** The word of God," continued this pious young offi- cer, "discovers to us the way of salvation laid down in the covenant of grace, manifesting to us what the ever- blessed Trinity therein purposed, and what, in the fulness of time, was accomplished for fallen man's restoration. It shews the believer, how God the Father, who foresaw the fall of man before the foundation of the world, (brought about by the malice of Satan,) provided for him a Saviour, who should have power to overcome his spi- ritual foes, and to present him before the bar of divine justice, clothed in unblemished and spotless righteous- ness. It points out also how God the Son, the second person in the Godhead, coequal, and coeternal with the Father, undertook to become the Saviour of mankind, and to endure the utmost weight of the divine anger against sin, in order that he might bring the sinner to glory. And finally," proceeded Cecil Gray, " it shews the nature and offices of the Holy Spirit, the third per- son of the ever-blessed Trinity, by whom the redeemed G 3 66 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. are convinced of sin, and taught their need of a Saviour, having their dead souls regenerated and quickened by his iniinite power. Thus," continued the young man, ** these three glorious persons are equally engaged in one mighty work, more wonderful, more honourable to God, and better calculated to display the goodness, mercy, holiness, and justice of the Almighty, than the creation of millions of planets, or tens of millions of blazing stars." " And now. Madam," continued Cecil Gray, ** I return to the question, which I put to you at first — Who are those who experience the consolations of religion? Not those, I answer, who attend to the mere outward forms and external rites of religion ; but those who have been convinced of sin, of righteousness, and of judgment, by the Holy Spirit. They who have been led by him into clear views of their own utter depravity, and their abso- lute need of a Saviour ; they whose understanding has been opened to comprehend the covenant of grace, and the work of the eternal Trinity ; they who are convinced that there is righteousness and strength, comfort and joy, grace and glory, laid up for them in Christ; they who are willing to rest on him and trust in him, renoun- cing all self-confidence — these are they, who, being- united to Christ by faith, who, being regenerate by grace, and become the children of God, have a right, by the terms of the everlasting covenant, to all the privileges and consolations of religion ; to feed upon the promises, and to rest in the full and sweet assurance, that their light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for them afar more exceeding and eternal weight of glory. '^ (2 Cor. iv. 17.) While Cecil Gray was still speaking, a sudden shower, common in those climates, which had for a few minutes beat against the steps of the verandah, passed rapidly away, when the dark clouds breaking from above, and suddenly dispersing, exhibited a beautiful and brilliant rainbow, extending over the whole horizon, and present- ing the glorious type of that blessed covenant oi mercy, with which the Lord encompasses his people. The sudden splendour of light shed upon the ground from the glowing heavens, drew the attention of Cecil Gray, who, unconsciously looking up for the cause of it. THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 67 saw with admiration this magnificent though natural dis- play of divine glory; when instantly directing the eye of his attentive companion to the heavenly arch, he pointed out this beautiful emblem of the everlasting co- venant, formed of the seven primitive colours, blended so softly together, that no discord, no harshness appear- ed among them, but all united in forming one glorious and harmonious whole, including the visible horizon in its ample embrace, and shedding sv/eet surprise, toge- ther with a sense of security, on a.ll beholders. *' Thus," said he, " does the blessed covenant, of which this hea- venly arch is the acknowledged type, assure those who look upon it with the eye of faith, of final deliverance from every evil, and, above all, from that flood of wrath which, in the last day, shall overwhelm the ungodly ; transfusing peace and gladness through the mourner's heart, and conveying the assurance of support and con- solation under the most severe affliction." Louisa, when thus called upon, looked up ; but her eyes presently filling with tears, she again dropped them, though with an expression so much softened from that which she had displayed at the commencement of their discourse, that Cecil Gray was encouraged to proceed in the same manner in which he had begun, venturing to promise her consolation so soon as she should be able to receive that view of heavenly love, which he (though in a manner the most imperfect) had endeavoured to set before her. •* How sweet it is," he added, " to have a conviction that we are the objects of divine love and compassion, and to feel an assurance, whatever our trials and af- flictions may be, however great our weakness and folly, however numerous our failures and short comings, that we shall undoubtedly be enabled to bear all through Christ strengthening us, that we shall be upheld through all, and carried at last triumphantly above all into a state of everlasting glory ! The prophet says, Neither fear ye their fear, nor be afraid ; sanctify the Lord of hosts him- self; and let him he your fear ; and he shall be for a sanctuary.'' (Isa. viii. 13, 14.) In this manner Cecil Gray continued to converse with Mrs. Vivian, being led to speak more at large to her on these topics than he might otherwise have done, from a 68 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. conviction that she stood in need of comfort, and hvJ no friend to whom she could open her mind on these most solemn subjects — and he was still conversing with her, when Captain Vivian appeared advancing on horseback over the plain. This gentleman being seen by them for some time before he joined them, Mr. Gray took occa- sion to speak of him with affection, saying, that he was his first acquaintance in the regiment, and adding, that nothing would give him more pleasure, than to witness a serious change passing upon his mind with respect to the infinitely important subjects on which they had been conferring. " Could 1 but hope," answered Louisa, " for a conti- nuance of your friendship for Captain Vivian, I should have some prospect of better things for him ; since your conversation has this evening convinced me that I have never yet understood the true nature of religion, and that the very means which I have hitherto used to engage my husband in serious pursuits, have been only calculated to render all such pursuits the more hateful in his sight." Captain Vivian, who had been in pursuit of Cecil Gray for the last two hours, and had at length traced him to his own house, sprang from his horse at sight of his friend ; and finding him not disinclined to spend the evening with him, and Mrs. Vivian in a disposition to be pleased, he gave up all thoughts of the mess, and listen- ed with more complacency than could have been expect- ed to the communications of his friend, which, if not al- ways wholly spiritual, was so little blended with earthly matters, that it could not be supposed to possess many charms for a man of the world. But Captain Vivian was sincerely attached to Cecil Gray ; and on this ac- count he bore much from him which he probably would not have endured from another man. From this period Mrs. Vivian rejoiced to see her hus- band constantly associated with Mr. Gray ; and, as her own views of religion became more clear and enlarged, she became daily more reconciled to the afflictive dis- pensation with which it had pleased the Almighty to ex- ercise her. She saw, by faith, that the happiness of her beloved infant had been ensured by its early death ; that it had been saved from many afflictions, and perhaps from much guilt, by being called at the commencement THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 69 of its earthly course into the presence of its Saviour : and the view which was now given her of the divine love enabled her to look upon this severe trial as a means employed by her heavenly Father to awaken her from the death of sin, and effectually to prepare her heart for the reception of the heavenly seed. She was also made to see, that she had hitherto rested entirely in the exter- nals of religion, placing all her dependence upon her own good works ; in consequence of which she had ut- terly fallen short of all the blessings and comforts which are provided for those who are reconciled to God, through the Son of his love. Thus, by the divine blessing, before many months had passed, so entire a change was effected in the mind of Mrs. Vivian, as enabled her to meditate upon the past with resignation, and to contemplate the future with hope and joy. It was now more than a year since Mrs. Vivian had committed to the dust that beloved infant which had once formed the delight of her life ; and several months had elapsed since the conversation above related took place. That conversation had been particularly blessed" to her ; and there was reason to think, that, from that period, a decided change had taken place in her cha- racter and religious feelings. In the mean while, her views became daily more clear and encouraging ; of which she gave evidence by the maintenance of a con- duct that so entirely reinstated her in the regard of her husband, as obliged him more than once to remark, that she was now more lovely in his eyes than when he first saw her in all the bloom of early beauty. Captain Vivian was a man of the world, and of an or- dinary mind : nevertheless it pleased the Lord to give his wife no small influence over him, which influence she had indeed at one time lost by the indiscretion of her conduct, but which she presently recovered, when, by the power of a pure and holy faith, she was made sen- sible that it was her duty to please and obey him, and to make her religion amiable in his eyes by the sweet- ness and humility of her deportment. One thing she ardently coveted for him ; this was the friendship of Cecil Gray : and she had great pleasure in observing the readiness of this young ofi^icer to forward her views 70 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. of this sort, by never withdrawing- himself on any occa- sion when Captain Vivian sought his society. Being thus restored to the affections of her husband, and finding daily more delight in religion, Mrs. Vivian had now arrived at such a state of mind as was much to be preferred to any thing she had experienced through- out her whole life, even during that part of it which she remembered with most pleasure, when she had enjoyed the presence of her lovely and beautiful infant ; for even then her satisfactions were mixed with many anxious feelings, while every change of countenance in her cap- tivating baby served to awaken the most painful appre- hensions. But her comforts were now of a less incon- stant and perishable nature : her will was subdued, and her affections sanctified. The fine cool period of the year was now succeeded by the sultry season. Louisa had hitherto enjoyed good health, having experienced no other disadvantage from the climate than that which is commonly felt by Euro- peans, namely, an extreme degree of langour during cer- tain portions of the year. It was therefore not to be wondered at, if neither she nor her friends had any ap- prehension of an event, which we shall presently have occasion to relate. Since the change in her conduct before mentioned. Captain Vivian had remained much at home, seeming never more happy than when spending his time in the company of his wife. Accordingly it happened one evening, there being no parade at which his presence was required, that returning early from his public duties, he gave her his hand, and invited her to take the air. It was then cool, there having fallen much rain during the day. He led her out upon the plain, and uncon- sciously took a direction towards the burying-ground, which lay not very distant. What parent can behold the place where his infant sleeps, cradled on the cold earth, in that long and deep repose which is not to be disturbed till the morning of the resurrection, without some feelings of sorrow : and though those feelings may be sweetly mitigated, and their very nature changed, by an assurance of the ever- lasting happiness of the little beloved one, yet there will remain, on all such occasions, a certain sentiment of THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 71 tender regret which can never be wholly overcome. Such were the feelings of Mrs. Vivian, as she turned her eye towards the burying-ground before her, and saw the moon arising in cloudless majesty beyond the lofty trees which grew within the wall of that sacred inclosure. Captain Vivian, aware, of her feelings, and taking hold of the hand which rested on his arm, endeavoured to bring forward some of the arguments which he had heard her use to prove the present happiness of their little daughter; and, although he managed those arguments unskilfully, there was yet a kindness in the effort which touched the heart of his wife, and constrained her to assure him that she was perfectly resigned, through the divine assistance, to what the Almighty had ordained with respect to their dear child ; and that she looked back upon her rebellious conduct on the occasion of her infant's death with shame and horror. Then passing from that painful subject, she proceeded to describe the revolution which had taken place in her religious feel- ings; when recurring to her former views on that point, she acknowledged that she was now fully aware that her conduct to him on board ship, and since that period, had often been extremely perverse, and strangely calculated to make him hate rather than love religion. She con- cluded by requesting him not to set down her misconduct on those occasions to her excess of religion, but to her actual and absolute want of it. His answer was exceedingly affectionate. He confess- ed, that if she had formerly in some degree strengthened his prejudices against religion, she had lately, by the sweetness of her manner, taught him to respect and love it. Thus they continued to converse till it was time to re- turn home — and this evening Captain Vivian proposed, that they should join in prayer ; a proposal which he had never before made to any one in his life. But whether this proposal was made from courtesy to his wife, or from motives of piety, cannot well be determined. At any rate, it was a proof how much more the gentle na- ture of true piety is likely to prevail over the stubborn will of the unconverted man, than the unbending rigour of the self-sufficient formalist. 72 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. In this manner closed the last serene and peaceful evening of Louisa's life. She went to bed with an easy mind, and, apparently, in excellent health : but before sunrise the next day she was taken with an epidemic disorder, at that time prevalent in India, and although every assistance was given which art could supply, a very short period terminated her life. Mrs. Vivian was sensible only at intervals during her illness ; but during one of these short intervals she expressed much grati- tude to her Almighty Father for that course of affliction by which he had withdrawn her from the world, giving her at the same time both leisure and inclination for se- rious meditation. ' She died in perfect assurance of happiness, and giving all the glory from first to last to the Lord her God — to him who had loved and chosen her before the foundation of the world — to him who had purchased that glory for her to which she was speedily departing — and who had fitted her by his grace for the full enjoyment of it. The farewell she took of her husband w^as inexpressi- bly touching ; and her last request to him was, that he would cultivate the friendship of Cecil Gray — a request which was reported to the young gentleman by a person then present, and which, as the last request of Louisa Harley, could not fail to produce its intended eflect upon one who had invariably felt for her a sincere and friend- ly regard. The funeral of Mrs. Vivian was attended by all the offi- cers of the regiment, and a deep solemnity was for some time shed over the whole cantonment by her death : for who could count their lives secure, when beauty, youth, and health were so unexpectedly cut off? Immediately after her funeral, Cecil Gray entered Cap- tain Vivian's bungalow, and took the afflicted husband to his own house, where he offered him an apartment. These young men from that time became almost in- separable ; though it was not till some years after- wards that Cecil Gray found in Captain Vivian a friend and companion in whose society he could really take pleasure. Captain Vivian never forgot the last conversation which he had held with his beloved wife ; and he was often heard to say, that some expressions which she THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 73 then used, were such as first gave him (under the divine blessing) any right idea of the true nature of religion. When the lady of the manor had concluded the affect- ing history of Louisa Harley, she took occasion to point out the lesson which ^vas to be drawn from it, namely, that we should carefully beware of allowing ourselves to rest in the exterior forms of religion, without endeavour- ing to obtain the spirit and substance thereof. " At the same time," said she, ** we should not neglect the or- dinances ; because since it is appointed of God that we should seek the divine blessing through the use of cer- tain means, we have a right to expect them through those means rather than through any other channel. In this respect, we ought to take warning and example from the history of Naaman the Syrian, who, after having been directed by the prophet to wash in Jordan and be clean, exclaimed in anger — Are not Abana and Pharpaj', rivers of Damascus, better than all the waters of Israel? may I not wash in them, and be clean ? So he turned, and went away in a rage. And his servants came near, and spake unto him, and said. My father, if the prophet had bid thee do some great thing, wouldest thou not have done it? how much rather then, ivhen he saith to thee. Wash, and be clean? Then went he down, and dipped himself seven times in Jordan, according to the saying of the man of God: and his flesh came again like unto the flesh of a little child, and he ivas clean. (2 Kings v. 12 — 14.) In like manner, as the Lord directed Naaman to seek health in the waters of Jordan, so he directs us to seek salvation in the use of certain appointed means. To neglect there- fore these means, becomes an act of unbelief and disobe- dience ; and they who act thus, have as little reason to expect the divine blessing as the contrary description of persons, who, like Louisa Harley, make a merit of ob- serving the means of grace, without looking beyond the form and exterior of religion. Let us then, my young people," continued the lady of the manor, " finish this evening's conference by earnestly praying that the Al- mighty will enable us to fulfil all our religious duties, and especially that which is now before us, not only as mere formalists, but in such a manner as may approve us in His VOL. I. H 74 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. sight who seeth not as man seeth ; for man looketh on the outivard appearance, hut the Lord looketh on the heart.'' (1 Sam. xvi. 7.) Prayer of the Lady of the Manor for Sincerity, *' O ALMIGHTY and heavenly Father, we, who now approach the footstool of thy throne, know that thou art the Searcher of all hearts, and that thou understandest all the imaginations of the mind. We know, also, the tenden- cy of our nature to satisfy our consciences with the mere semblance of that which is right, and that we are conti- nually inclined to draw^ nigh unto Thee with' our mouth, and to do thee honour with our lips, while our hearts are carried far from thee ; our fear of thee being only such as is taught by the precepts of men. *' O cleanse and purify the thoughts of our hearts, by that which alone can cleanse them, even by the inspira- tion of thy Holy Spirit, through which only the love of God is shed abroad in the heart, and the heart of stone converted into an heart of flesh. O grant, that our ser- vice may not be the eye-service of men-pleasers ; but may we engage in it with fear and trembling, and in singleness of heart, as the servants of that dear Saviour who shed his blood for us upon the cross. '* And O heavenly Father, assist us to lament and be- wail, in bitterness of heart, and deep contrition of soul, the many hypocritical and formal services which we have already presumed to offer thee. How often, how very often, have we profaned thy holy temple, and the courts of thine house, by our irreverent behaviour, our wander- ing affections, and our shameful disregard of thy most blessed and all-glorious name ! How often have we knelt before thee at the season of morning and evening devo- tions, while our thoughts were occupied upon temporal concerns, and greedily going after vanity ! How often have we used the words of God as mere formalists, and solely to establish our characters with men ! And finally, how often, how very often, have we condemned others for these things, when we ought rather to have stood self- condemned, and w ithout excuse before God, for our own exceeding sinfulness and the hypocrisy of our heart. '' And now, even now, O Lord, while we are confess- THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 75 ing our coldness and hypocrisy before thee, even now we have reason to lament and deplore the deadness of our best affections, and the wanderings of our thoughts. O Lord, have mercy, have mercy upon us ! Our very prayers are polluted with sin, and our tears of repent- ance have need to be washed in a purer stream. But there is one who ever intercedeth for us, even Christ, our .brother in the flesh — that dear Saviour, who, when he had sufi^ered the punishment due to our sin, ascend- ed mto heaven, where he ever liveth to offer up his pure and prevailing prayer on our account. We will there- fore lie at the foot of thy cross, O blessed Jesus, cast down and self-condemned, yet not without hope, know- ing that our Redeemer is mighty, and that he will plead our cause. Although we are utterly vile, yet will we not despair ; though our prayers have hitherto been the prayers of hypocrites, and our best works but filthy rags, yet will we greatly rejoice in the Lord, and our soul shall be joyful in our God ; for he will clothe us with the garments of salvation, and cover us with the robe of righteousness, even as a bridegroom decketh himself with ornaments, and as a bride adorneth herself with jewels. *' Now to God the Father," &c. When the lady of the manor had concluded her prayer, she dismissed the young people, expressing her hope that they might speedily meet again. 76 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. CHAPTER IV. Q. JVhat is your Name? A. Q. Who gave you this Name ? A. My Godfathers and Godmothers in my Baptism, wherein I was made a Member of Christ, a Child of God, and an Inheritor of the Kingdom of Heaven^ Ji- HE candidates for confirmation being again gathered round the lady of the manor, she opened the conversation in the following manner. " My dear young people, as the Catechism of the Church of England is appointed by our Church to be committed to memory before confirmation, I think it may not be amiss to make this form of words the basis of our examination. I shall thus be led on to take the several doctrines of our holy religion into consideration each in its proper place ; and by having this well known form of words to recur to, you will be better enabled, in after life, to bring to your recollection our several conversa- tions in their due order. But, before I attempt to enter upon an explanation of the Catechism of our Church, I think it right to say, that I do not consider it as a com- position altogether faultless. I am, as I before said, a member of the Church of England, strongly attached to its liturgy, and pleased with many of its forms ; to which may be added, that I look upon its doctrines, in all essential points, as being perfectly conformable to Scrip- ture. But, inasmuch as nothing human is infallible, there are, in my opinion, some smaller matters in the constitution of our Church, which perhaps might be amended : although, as the flaws in a beautiful piece of workmanship are often suftered to remain through the THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 77 fear of injuring the whole in attempting to improve a part, it has been judged most prudent by many excellent members of our Church, to leave these lesser matters as they are, rather than, by attempting a reform, to endan- ger the whole fabric. The Church of England, however, notwithstanding the few spots which appear in its bril- liant disk, must needs be considered as a luminary of distinguished lustre ; and the time I hope is coming, when those clouds of darkness, ignorance, and party- spirit, which have overshadowed, for some years past, our whole horizon, will be completely dissipated by the bright blaze of its glory. "The opening of our Church Catechism," continued the lady of the manor, *' is perhaps one of the most ob- scure passages which has crept into our prayer-book, as hath been acknowledged by some of our most respecta- ble divines. Whatever the opinions of its compilers may have been, this passage is so v/orded as to mislead its readers, and that upon a point of vital importance, namely, the subject of regeneration : because, though baptism is the outward and visible sign of the new birth, yet it is not necessarily connected with it — insomuch that many are baptized, who are not regenerated ; while many, we trust, are regenerated, who have never receiv- ed its outward sign and visible seal. But," proceeded the lady of the manor, *'as I shall have occasion to speak more largely upon this subject in its proper place, I shall leave it at this time for matters more suited to the present state of your acquaintance with divine things." Having premised thus much, the lady of the manor addressed herself to the youngest in the room, and said, '• ' What is your name ? ' " The young lady answered, " Sophia." Here the lady of the manor made this remark : — " You observe, my young people, that, in the reply to this question, * What is your name"?' the Christian name only is mentioned. The giving of a name in baptism has nothing to do with religion : it is merely a custom, and, in my opinion, an unexceptionable one, though, I believe, not approved by some denominations of Christians. I have, however, upon record, an instance in which this custom was turned to a good purpose ; and, as the little H 3 78 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. anecdote may perhaps furnish some amusement, I will read it to you, if I can speedily lay my hands upon it. So saying, she arose, and, opening a drawer in an Indian cabinet which stood in the room, brought out from seve- ral manuscripts one to which the date, marked on the cover, enabled her instantly to refer. "This little volume," said she, as she turned over the leaves, " contains the journal of a voyage made by me in the East Indies, upon the Ganges, in the cool season of the year 17 — , from the higher provinces to Calcutta, and likewise of my return two years afterwards." The lady then selecting the passages she intended to lay before the young people, read as follows.^ " November 18. Our boats came to anchor at an early hour. It was a beautiful evening, cool and refresh- ing, inviting us to take the air. We chose a shady path, under a high wood of bamboos, which trees much re- semble the tall willows often seen in England by the side of running waters. In one or two places, the long shafts of these lofty trees having fallen across the footway, and resting upon the opposite trees, formed a beautiful ca- nopy over the head of the passenger ; the leaves and tender branches, hanging gracefully from the principal stem, being easily agitated by the slightest breath of air. " As we advanced into the wood, still wandering fur- ther and further from the shore, where all was bustle and noise, the scene seemed to acquire new charms. The rustling of the breeze among the long slender branches and polished leaves of the bamboo, the moan- ing of the ring-dove, together with the distant view of topes of corn-fields and thatched cottages, which, from time to time, we caught through the openings of the wood, excited altogether many delightful ideas, though not unmixed with grief to think that a country, thus beautifully formed by the hand of God, should for so many ages past have been the seat of a false religion, and that generation after generation should have suc- ceeded each other in these sweet regions, uninterrupted- ly polluting themselves with the grossest idolatry, and the most abominable practices. ** Through this forest of bamboo we proceeded, till we THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 79 came to a village embosomed iii the wood. There we saw many pretty thatched cottages standing in little compounds, or yards, hedged round with a kind of prickly fence, having their mossy roofs overgrown with a certain creeper bearing large gourds, or pumpkins. Passing still forward, we came to a tope of mangoes, inclosed by walls of mud. In the centre of this grove, which, from the thick foliage of the mangoe-tree, was extremely dark, stood the tomb of a supposed Hindoo saint, and near it a large heap, or tumulus, formed of little elephants of clay, which we understood to have been brought thither as offerings to the dead. ** Near this tomb sat an old man of a most disgusting appearance, a votary of the supposed saint, one who lived on the charity of the poor villagers, being consider- ed by them as a person of extraordinary sanctity, al- though exhibiting in his person the strongest evidences of ignorance and superstition. We endeavoured to enter into conversation with this miserable being ; but he seemed to look upon us with dread and abhorrence. He would answer none of our questions, and appeared only anxious to hinder us from polluting the tomb, or the lit- tle elephants of clay, by our unholy touch. " We stayed in this gloomy grove, till the sudden ap- proach of evening made it necessary for us to hasten back ; there being in this latitude but little twilight." The lady of the manor then turning to another part of her little manuscript, made another selection, which she read as follows. ^^ January 14, (two years after the time before speci- fied,) returning up the Ganges, we stopped early one evening near the house of a pious indigo-planter, for whom we had brought a letter. The house was scarcely half a coss distant from the village near the bamboo grove, in view of the tope and its gloomy tomb. We were kindly received in this house, and before our even- ing-meal we were taken to walk in the garden, where our Christian friend had a school of Hindoo children assembled under a shed. At the door of this shed sat an old man decentiv clothed, who made his salani in a manner so marked, that we could not avoid looking at 80 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. him with considerable curiosity, insomuch that we pre- sently recollected having seen him before, though we could not call to mind on what occasion. ** On our asking his history, our host informed us, that he was the very old man who formerly lived under the tope, and that he had been converted to Christianity by the labours of a certain missionary who had visited that neighbourhood; in consequence of which, our friend had taken him into his family, in order to protect him from the persecution of his neighbours. " So interesting an event as the conversion of such a man led me to ask many questions, one of which was concerning the old man's name. To this our ^lost made the following remarkable answer. " ' This old man,' said he, * was formerly known by the name of Rambuksh ; but when baptized he became anxious to receive a new name. We told him that the bestowing of a name was no part of the sacrament of baptism ; but he replied, " Give me a new name, and one which shall (with the divine help) remind me of my obligations as a Christian." We therefore complied with his request, admiring the motive from which it pro- ceeded.' " The lady of the manor then, laying aside her Httle manuscript, added this remark on the story she had just read. — '* It would be well for us," said she, *' if, like this poor heathen, whenever we hear our Christian names, we were to think of the obligations which we were laid under at the period when such names were given us ; which obligations you, my dear young people, are now about to ratify before the assembled Church." Miss Emmeline here remarked, that she had never be- fore entertained the idea that good thoughts could thus be conveyed to any person's mind merely by the sound of a name which had no meaning, or at least the mean- ing of which the owner of the name was not acquainted with. The lady of the manor answered, that as it is the pro- perty of the bee to gather honey from every flower, so should it be the aim and object of a Christian, to render every circumstance of life profitable to edification, ac- cording to the injunction of the apostle — Whether there' THK LADY OF THE MANOR. 81 fore ye eat or drink, or whatsoever ye do, do all to the glory of God. (I Cor. x. 31.) The lady of the manor then addressing herself to Miss Louisa, requested her to repeat the answer to the second question in the Catechism, to wit, " Who gave you this name ? " The young lady replied — " * My godfathers and my godmothers in my baptism, wherein I was made a mem- ber of Christ, a child of God, and an inheritor of the kingdom of heaven.' " *' The few lines which you have repeated, my dear young friend," said the lady of the manor, when Miss Louisa ceased to speak, " might afford matter for vo- lumes of explanation. Indeed, there is so much to be said upon them, that I hardly know where or how to begin. I will, however, endeavour, in all my explanations, to keep as close as possible to the order of things suggested by the Church Catechism. But, as the duty of sponsors, and the nature of the sacrament of baptism, will come more fully under view in the course of our examination of this Catechism at another time, when I trust you will be more capable of entering into the subject, I shall leave the dis- cussion of this matter for the present, simply however stating, that it may certainly be proved, not only from experience, but also from Scripture, that the outward and visible signs of the sacrament of baptism are not neces- sarily accompanied by the inward and spiritual grace; and consequently, that those persons who believe they must needs be saved because they have been baptized, are giving way to a very dangerous error. On this ac- count, I again say, that I am inclined to disapprove the answer which you have just repeated from our Catechism, because it undoubtedly leads to the confirmation of this erroneous opinion. And though, perhaps, some would urge, that this answer might be easily justified, because baptism never can be said to be duly administered, ex- cepting when the inward and spiritual grace attends the outward and visible sign, (and this was no doubt the idea of those holy men who composed this form of words,) ne- vertheless, as this Catechism is commonly put into the hands of such as are ignorant of spiritual matters, and apt to rest in forms, I again repeat, that I fear much injury has been done by this incautious sentence. And here I 82 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. beg you, my young people, carefully to bear in mind, that in order to render a vile condemned sinner and child of wrath ' a member of Christ, a child of God, and an in- heritor of the kingdom of heaven,' something more is necessary than the mere external washing by water in baptism. " Having thus, I trust, set your minds right upon this subject, I will proceed, my dear young friends, to explain to you these three things. — First, what is meant by being a member of Christ ; — Secondly, what it is to be made a child of God; — and Thirdly, what is signified by beco- ming an inheritor of the kingdom of heaven. ** But, in order thoroughly to understand ai^d value the privileges procured for us by the death of Christ, and our spiritual union with him, we must obtain some ac- quaintance with our state by nature, and be made sen- sible that we are naturally members of Satan, children of the devil, and heirs of hell. ** And now," proceeded the lady of the manor, " as you have always shewn yourselves pleased with any little narrative which I have thought proper to bring forward, instead of entering into a discussion with you upon these subjects, which might perhaps appear dry and uninte- resting, I will, if you please, read a very affecting story which I procured from an old lady of high rank, with whom I became acquainted many years ago, when resi- ding a few months in the ancient city of Canterbury." The young ladies were only restrained by politeness from expressing their pleasure on hearing so agreeable a proposal ; nevertheless, smiles and dimples embellished every countenance when the lady of the manor, drawing a small matmscript from her work-box, began to read as follows. " * It is now more than forty years,' said the old lady before mentioned, * since I went to pay a long visit to the Dowager Lady N , who, with her servants, resided alone, in an ancient family mansion, in one of the most beautiful parts of the County of Kent. " ' This mansion, which had been erected in the reign of Queen Elizabeth, stood in a hollow, on the borders of a lake, and inclosed in a well-wooded park ; the trees being arranged, according to the fashion of former days. THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 83 in long and majestic avenues, which, stretching in diffe- rent directions from the house, were terminated by lodges and gateways. These lodges, like the portals of Solo- mon's Temple, looked towards the four points of the com- pass, to wit, the east, the west, the north, and the south. ** * The mansion, which was very large, was furnished altogether after the fashion of elder times, and exhibited, as might be supposed, a variety of objects abounding with entertainment to a young and inquisitive mind. Accordingly, when not engaged with the lady of the man- sion, 1 commonly employed myself among these various grotesque objects; and soon became intimately acquaint- ed with every tapestry hanging, ivory cabinet, embroi- dered quilt, filagree screen, and painted or sculptured representation of the human face divine scattered through- out the wide halls, galleries, and chambers of this ancient dwelling. *' * But, among all these curiosities of art, and these re- presentations of the noble, the beautiful, and the brave of past ages, no one object had so much power to fix my attention, and excite my lasting admiration, as a certain family picture on a large scale, which hung in a remote chamber. This picture represented a lady in all the per- fection of beauty, holding an infant in her arms, and pre- senting him to his father, (a young man of a fine appear- ance,) who was in the act of advancing to receive him ; his countenance being lighted up with such an expression of mingled love and joy as is seldom so happily expressed upon canvas. ** * The figure of the infant,' proceeded my old friend, * is still impressed upon my memory in colours so lively, that I seem to behold it now before me. I still can re- collect how skilfully the artist had arranged the yellow and silky hair of early infancy, in order to display to the best advantage the polished brow and glossy eyebrow beneath ; and how entirely he had preserved that soft and dovelike expression of the eye, which is not seldom to be seen in babyhood, but which is never to be met with in after life, excepting perhaps in those persons who through the influence of grace are brought into that state of which infancy is the lovely and animated emblem. Thus had the art of the painter contrived to commemorate the joy and pride of these two happy parents in their bloom- •4 TBE LADY OF THE HAXOK. iig bo^. Yei, as I aftcrwds fsud, vIms Mttde «c- vitk ^e kktoiy of tkk luuir, codM dwse bai« foKsees mh»i was to be the Aitare fertime cUM, tber ni^it nsscHnfaly hav« cawiedl dMs« Hid ■Kttbcn wWese sad lot ii kas bees to stretch ««l tbe taider iodis of tbcir firsl-bora oo tbe coM bed «r d«9»ii^ and to nspress ^ke iMrtiii« kiss •■ tbe pale hnm mad duelled basd of bua wbo bad ooee bcco tbe dciiebt of dKsr cv«s aod Ak jo^ of tbcir beaits. **~* Mt adMra]^ of tbisbcairtiM poitiait,* coHtiwKd tbe old faidr, * was so strmgH «od coastaathr exciled, &at I coold oot leCtaia ^«iAa^ of it to Ijuiy K tbe cUi a oidM aafT iaterest wbbb it had Ibatbas fixed ia die boose; &e stofj attacbed to it is so cunoos, tbat I mast aot satb&ctioo of beana^ it. Tbe persons ■' boiift. portraits are there preseated, wex« kaovni to mj femiiy; aadeverr iaiportaatparticBlaroftbariiresis so pe tftjji* faMfiar to »e, that, widi Ae a was taace of some lettos fitaa om of &e paides, wkkh I have by me, I fisd it so dificait spatter toMabe]poa acqaaiated Ibcir wbale Aaaslioas aad awfid bi^boiy.^ I easexH/ eoaCiMed tibe old bidv, ' cai^t at this ~ aad,beB^ posited bTL&dvN ^,I&iied tbe wboie to wiitin^.' ^ Tkf Hittmy ^ tke mMe Hie aohfe UaaSkf of L ," said Ibe Coantess of acbed tbe aenidi of Aesr poircr and tbe latter part of tbe iciga of Cbaiies Ado^ibas, mho was at tbat period OM of ibe first wits of Ae day, as able pofifiriaa^ aad as perfect a geat lr ■ l a as tbca boast; for, akboagb ibe eres of those oaly ■! ■ diiiiiaii. yet tmlj oorreci aad Eari bda^ aot less be as THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 85 frequently laid aside his courtly manners as he did his robes of honour; making it abundantly manifest, that, as he was capable of rendering himself an acceptable companion to the most refined and elegant characters of the day, so in like manner he could accommodate his conversation, on occasion, to the taste of the lowest and most profane part of mankind. ** The Earl of L • married early in life. His lady was of a noble family, an heiress, and a woman of no common beauty, but possessing a haughty and infidel spirit too much resembling that of her husband, whose defects she looked upon with an eye of the greatest indul- gence, so long as they did not interfere with her own peculiar humours, or in any degree tend to the abridg- ment of her satisfactions. '• Such," continued Lady N , " were the lady and gentleman on whose portraits you have bestowed so large a share of your attention ; and it must be confessed, that, had the qualities of their hearts been answerable to their external perfections, the world could seldom boast of a pair so excellent. The lovely infant, whom you see in the arms of the lady, was their only son, the noble, the misguided, and the guilty youth, whom we will call Al- tamont, and whose remarkable history will make up the chief part of what I am about to relate. ** This boy was still in his cradle, at the period of the death of King Charles the Second ; and, as the face of public affairs then underwent an entire change, the Earl of L • withdrew from court, with his family, and from that period resided upon his estates, of which he had several in different parts of the kingdom; this ancient mansion, with its noble park and environs, in which I now dwell, being one of the number. *' The mode of life, and the state of manners, in the country at that time were very different from what we now witness. Many more servants were then kept in every noble family ; and the line of separation between the superior and the inferior was much broader in those days, than the present state of society and public feeling will admit. In consequence of this, the children of the higher ranks were not only brought up in great pride, but were taught to consider their inferiors as creatures intended to be entirely subservient to their pleasures, VOL. I. I ' 86 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. *' The state of literature at that time was also exceeding- ly low and corrupt, as must appear from a perusal of the fashionable publications of the day. The poets and romance writers of that period were so ambitious of form- ing themselves upon the model of the ancient heathen, as indiscriminately to copy their perfections and their defects ; in consequence of which, their works were filled with such images of impurity as were a reproach to the age in which they lived. But, monstrous as it may ap- pear, gross and indelicate wit, together with the open contempt of religion and religious characters, were then not only tolerated, but considered as marks of extraor- dinary gentility. ** I have before said, that Lord L was a wit, as well as an infidel; and that his lady had no feelings which might induce her to counteract the evil influence of her husband's principles. It was therefore to be expected, that the utmost moral disorder should pervade the whole of their extensive household, and that their son would of course be trained up in an entire absence of all virtuous principle. This was indeed the case with the youth in question ; and, though a tutor was provided for him in the person of my lord's domestic chaplain, and although this chaplain was an inoflfensive well-meaning man, yet so little authority was given him over his noble pupil, that very little good could be expected to result from his in- structions. " Thus the early days of this noble youth passed with little profit to himself, his time being divided between the society of his father's gamekeepers and the conversation of his grooms — with the exception indeed of a few odd hours which were now and then given to his studies; during which however such a progress was made as plainly proved what his acquisitions might have been under the influence of a stricter discipline. *' At the accustomed period, he was removed from un- der the tuition of the chaplain, and entered as a noble- man in the University of Oxford. In this place, being left much to himself, and having a great command of money, his wicked habits became more rooted and diflfu- sive; notwithstanding which, having a remarkably fine person, an easy and elegant address, together with the faculty of readily adapting his conversation to the taste THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 87 and humour of his auditors, his faults were not followed by that disgrace and entire loss of reputation which might have been expected. ** During the time that Altamont spent at Oxford, there was in the same college a young man descended from the younger branch of a noble family — a youth who had been brought up with the utmost care and tenderness by a widowed mother, in great privacy, and in habits the most pure and simple. It happened, that Altamont, on some occasion which I do not at this moment recollect, was enabled to lay this young man, whose name was Frede- rick Beauclerk, under an obligation, of which the grateful youth never lost the recollection. And as Altamont, while in the university, was enabled to conceal from young Beauclerk the most atrocious parts of his charac- ter, and to gloss over his more venial errors with that peculiar ease, grace, and address, by which, as I have before said, he was distinguished above all his compa- nions, he contrived to retain the affections, and in some degree to acquire the esteem, of this young man, who, though pure and pious, had little knowledge of the world ; and who, with respect to religion, had a more correct idea of its duties than of its doctrines. " Altamont also felt more for Frederick than for any young man with whom he had ever been acquainted. The unaffected elegance of his manners had first attract- ed him ; while his warm and pure attachment connected with his unfeigned humility were calculated to nourish as much of a sentiment of pure regard as could be sup- posed to exist in a breast so impure as that of Altamont. ** Frederick Beauclerk had a sister, who, with all the elegant simplicity of her brother, possessed no common share of personal beauty. Altamont became acquainted with this young lady when paying a visit to his friend during the long vacation which took place a short time before these young men left the university. It happened, that Amelia was precisely the model which Altamont had formed to himself of female loveliness ; it will not there- fore be wondered at, if she had power (though without design) to fix the regards of this young man so perma- nently as to induce him to seek her in marriage, and to make her his wife. For, as this young lady was of a noble family, and her fortune by no means contemptible. 88 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. no objection was made to this connexion by the Earl of L ; while his lady vainly hoped that marriage would correct all that was amiss in the character of her son — for the repeated and free demands which Altamont had already made on his parents' purse had touched this lady in a part where she was capable of the most lively emotions. Accordingly, the marriage took place; and the young people were established in a country-house, possessed by the Earl, in one of the most beautiful coun- ties of England, and about one hundred miles from the metropolis. ** And here," said Lady N , " if we could drop our curtain, and close the scene, as is commonly done on the stage when the writer has united his profligate hero with some faultless model of female perfection, all would be well : but truth compels us to proceed, in order to point out the natural and unavoidable consequences of this ill- assorted union. " In the sweet retirement of which I speak, while the charms of Amelia were still new, and the bloom of hope had not as yet faded from her cheek, all passed tolerably well; though no doubt, from the very earliest period of their more intimate union, certain notices of the moral depravity of her noble husband must have been given to Amelia : but as youth is unapprehensive, and more espe- cially in those cases where the heart is tenderly attached, doubt and distrust found no easy admission into her bosom. " Not many months had elapsed before a promise was given of an increase of their family ; and Amelia's health being delicate, it was found necessary that she should cease to accompany her husband in his usual walks and rides. On this occasion, so interesting to every tender and affectionate husband, the first symptoms of unkind- ness appeared in Altamont. After complaining of the solitude to which he was reduced by the indisposition of his lovely wife, he shortly began to arrange for himself plans of amusement in which she had no part. " At first his vv'anderings from the sphere of duty were less eccentric; but speedily afterwards, giving the rein to his evil inclinations, he plunged again into the same excesses in which he had allowed himself at the univer- sity. His absences from home became longer, and were THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 89 more frequently repeated; and though his gentle and pious wife always received him with kindness on his re- turn, yet he soon ceased to have pleasure in her company, since her very excellencies served only to reproach him for his neglect and infidelity. " The occasion however of his son's birth awakened for a little time his better feelings, and arrested him in the mad career of his ruinous vices. During the short period in which he remained at home after this event, he behaved towards his wife in so affectionate a way as served to cheer her mind with happier prospects. He also bestowed many caresses on his infant son ; and more than once expressed a hope that this child might be a better man than his father. But, shortly afterwards, again becoming weary of retirement, he suddenly took leave of his wife and son ; and, pretending indispensable business, repaired to town. " It is not my intention," said Lady N , " to enter into a full detail of all the guilty practices of this unhappy young man : suffice it to say, that, soon after his arrival in the capital, he connected himself so closely with wicked associates, and involved himself so deeply in gambling debts, that, in order to disencumber himself of the painful embarrassments occasioned by these impru- dences, he allowed himself to be persuaded to accom- pany a certain young nobleman of his acquaintance to Paris ; having previously raised a sura of money from those persons who make it their business to supply young heirs at an enormous interest, in order to enable him to enter upon a new course of folly in the profligate court in which he was about to appear. *' From Boulogne-sur-Mer, and not till he had reached that place, he wrote to his wife. His letter was short; nevertheless, as it contained some expressions of tender- ness for herself and her infant, it was long treasured up and remembered by her, being the last token of regard received from him on whom her young affections had been placed. *' From Boulogne, Altamont and his young companion. Lord D , proceeded to Paris, were they had letters of introduction to the English ambassador; in conse- quence of which they were presently introduced to the kinsr, and other members of the royal family. I 3 90 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. " From a letter written by this misguided young man," proceeded Lady N , " about the time here referred to, his family became acquainted with certain circum- stances relative to his residence in France which they would not otherwise have known ; which letter you shall hear, though it is not altogether necessary to this history. ** ' My days,' wrote this unfortunate man, ' glide away in this gay capital in an endless variety of amusements. I find in this place that which effectually cheats me of myself, and banishes those importunate reflections which would intrude themselves when in England. It is impos- sible to reflect, or to indulge an uneasy thought, in the society of the charming females of this capital. They have the faculty of making all things yield to the impres- sions they are desirous of eff"ecting. In England, I could be melancholy with the gay, sullen with the good-hu- moured, and morose with the gentle and amiable : but here it is quite otherwise; the ladies of Paris carry all before them, and make of me what they will. It is cer- tain that the follies they make me commit will not bear reflection ; but who reflects in Paris ! " ' I have been at Versailles, and have partaken of all the pleasures of the court. The king was gracious ; and I was, of course, in high favour with every one. What a magnificent thing is this palace of Versailles ! What an idea of regal pomp does it excite in every beholder ! where the very force which is put upon nature in its su- perb gardens fills the mind with high conceptions of the riches and power of those by whom the woods and forests, yea, the very elements, have been made to submit them- selves to the caprice of man. For in this place, at the command of his Majesty, a thousand streams of water rush from various points into the mighty reservoirs in which they are collected ; whence, bursting forth again from the mouths of lions, dragons, tigers, and crocodiles, of bronze or marble, they rise up in mighty fountains to- wards the heavens, or gently glide over pebbled channels, or through shadowy bosquets, into the lakes which are seen in the distant perspective. In these gardens are collected all the gods of the pantheon ; and, in fact, these venerable personages meet the eye at every turn both within and without the royal habitation. ** * I never believed that I could have derived so much THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 91 benefit from my classical studies as I did on this occasion of ray visit to Versailles. Every apartment in the royal suite is denominated after some of the divine personages of antiquity, as \vell as enriched with their ii|jures and emblems; insomuch, that could an ancient Roman be suddenly raised from his tomb, and brought hither, he would assuredly believe himself on Olympus. Here is the Hall of Plenty ,'^ the Hall of Venus, thie Hall of Diana, the Hall of Mars, and the Hall of Peace. And in the great gallery, which, by the bye, is the finest thing I ever saw, the late king, Louis the Fourteenth, is represented by various allegorical figures, under which he appropriates to himself the characters and attributes of Deity ; and where, among other extravagant actions, we behold him hurling his thunderbolts in the person of Jupiter. *' * When the court is at Versailles, I am generally with it. In Paris my mornings are commonly spent at the Palais-Royal, and my evenings either at the theatre or in the assemblies of our great ladies. We dance, dress, talk, and play : and thus our time passes. " * W^hen I am weary of Paris, and Paris is weary of me, I return home — but till then adieu.' '* You will perhaps be able to obtain some little idea from this letter," proceeded Lady N , " of the man- ner in which this young nobleman spent the two first years of his residence abroad : during which time he re- ceived many letters from his parents, his wife, and Mrs, Beauclerk, but made no reply to any one of them ; not, as he afterwards confessed, that he had actually resolved never to write to them again, nor to see them any more, but because his conscience continually smiting him with his unkindness and disobedience, made it too painful for him to think of those connexions so long and in so feeling a manner as to engage him in writing a letter. He was indeed without excuse for his conduct, though he was too proud to confess himself to blame. His af- fections were now also diverted into other channels; while the false wit and brilliancy of the French ladies, with whom he daily conversed, had so entirely pervert- ed his taste, that he ceased to recollect with any sort of approbation the delicate and natural charms of his once beloved Amelia. ** I have before remarked, that this young man was 92 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. utterly ignorant of the olivine principles of Christianity, having been brought up in practical infidelity respecting revealed religion. But had he been educated in the wilds of Africa among professed heathens, and never seen the Word of God, or heard the name of Christ, these circum- stances would have afforded no excuse for his conduct : since in every human breast the judgment and the con- science cannot but plead strongly against such shameful breaches of moral duty as Altamont was guilty of —for, as St. Paul observes, in speaking of the heathen. When the Gentiles, which have not the law, do by nature the things contained i?i the law, these, having not the law, are a law unto themselves : which shew the ivork qf the law written in their hearts, their conscience also bearing wit- 7iess, and their thoughts the mean ivhih accusing, or else excusing one another. (Rom. ii. 14, 15.) " Notwithstanding however this utter neglect on the part of her husband, his wife still continued to address him by letter, in a manner the most tender, repeatedly inviting him to return, or offering to join him in Paris, promising him that he had nothing to fear from her re- proaches, and assuring him that his presence alone would be sufficient to efface the memory of all that was past. Thus she endeavoured to draw him back to his duty by the gentle cords of love : but he cast aside her affectionate communications as things of no value; nor did they pro- duce the slightest impression, till, after having been sepa- rated from her for more than a year and half, a letter was put into his hand, announcing the death of his infant son. On this occasion, Altamont experienced some few slight awakenings of contrition and tenderness, and for a moment felt almost inclined to return to England. But these emotions were transitory : he had now become the slave of depraved pleasures, to which he was bound by chains too strong to be broken by his own enfeebled powers. In the mean time Frederick Beauclerk, the brother of his wife, had been making the tour of Europe, in company with his tutor, an elderly clergyman and a truly pious man. He had extended his travels into Greece, and was now returning home through Paris. On his arrival in that capital, he called upon the English ambassador, from whom he heard that Altamont was in the country, being then at Versailles, where the royal THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 93 family were engaged in the celebration of some great national event. Frederick Beauclerk expressed a vehe- ment desire to see his old friend, at the same time hinting, that he feared all was not well between him and his sister. *' Persons in exalted situations of life are generally more cautious in retailing reports relative to private individuals than those of lower condition : for although the great have like passions with other men, yet the constant re- straints of polished life, in which they are educated, do undoubtedly accustom them to refrain more generally from that interference in other people's concerns, which is the frequent occasion of disputes and heartburnings in ordinary life, and which sometimes renders the com- pany of underbred persons extremely irksome to those who have been brought up in more refined society. Agreeably to this remark, the ambassador entered no further into the affairs of Altamont than I have before related, making no remark by which the curiosity of Beauclerk respecting his sister's present situation could be satisfied ; but very obligingly telling him, that, as he was himself going the next day to Versailles, he should have great pleasure in taking him in his train, in order to supply him with an opportunity of seeing his friend, and witnessing a little of the humours of the court. "Frederick Beauclerk accepted this obliging offer with eagerness, and immediately returned to his hotel, in order to prepare for his appearance next day in the royal presence. ** In the mean time, Mr. Osborne, the worthy tutor of young Beauclerk, had received private letters from Mrs. Beauclerk, in which the conduct of Altamont was repre- sented in its true colours. This lady had refrained from addressing her son on this subject, fearing to irritate him, and dreading lest, in his resentment, he should say something to Altamont which might lead to evil conse- quences. In this letter, Mrs. Beauclerk, after speaking of her daughter's trials, blamed herself for not having sufficiently studied the character of Altamont before she consented to their marriage. * But 1 confess not only my weakness, but my sin ; I was dazzled by the high birth, the noble prospects, and striking exterior of the man who sought my daughter. I departed from the pure 94 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. and simple conduct of a Christian on this occasion; and I take the afflictions which have followed as the punish- ment of my offence. But Oh, my daughter, my Amelia, how shall I make up to thee the sufferings that have flowed from my negligence ! ' " The venerable tutor bad scarcely concluded the pe- rusal of this letter, when his pupil entered, in a state of stronger excitement than he had ever before observed about him. *' * I have seen his Excellency,' said Frederick, * and I am going with him to-morrow to Versailles, to see Alta- mont, who is now there.' '* * I could wish,' replied the tutor, * that you would give up all thoughts of this visit, Mr. Beauclerk. The court of France is full of dangers to a young man. Re- member your Christian profession, and do not throw yourself in the way of temptation,' *' * But Altamont?' said Frederick; * I must see him! Why has he left my sister? What is he doing here? If I find, Mr. Osborne, if I find that he has injured Ame- lia,' — ** * If you find that he has injured your sister, Mr. Beauclerk,' repeated the tutor, interrupting him, * what then? — what will you do in that case?' *' Frederick reddened and hesitated. " * What will you do? ' repeated Mr. Osborne. * Re- collect that you are the servant of Him of whom it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay,' *' * I will return to my sister, INIr. Osborne,' said Frede- rick; * I will return to my sister, and be her comforter.' ** * The Lord assisting you,' replied the tutor. ** * But I must see Altamont,' said Frederick. * I must try what the persuasions of a friend will do.' " * I dare not advise this interview,' returned Mr. Os- borne; * let we see the young man myself ; allow w?e to be the interpreter of your sentiments ; recollect that all human wisdom consists in the exclusion of self-depend- ence.' *' Frederick was silent. His gentle spirit was vehe- mently agitated ; and he withdrew from the presence of his tutor, perhaps to give way in retirement to the ex- pression of his feelings. ** The subject was not renewed until the next morning, THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 95 when the young man thus addressed his tutor : — * I can- not,' said he, * overcome my desire of attending the am- bassador to Versailles. But yet,' added he, ' if you, Sir, demand this sacrifice of me, I must make it.' " Mr. Osborne was silent, and shook his head. ** * My tutor, my friend, my father,' continued Frede- rick, *do not lay your commands upon me in this matter. I have never yet wilfully disobeyed you, and I desire never to do so, nor in any degree to shake off your au- thority, till you relinquish it in the presence of my mother. What I owe you is past the power of words to describe! I believed myself to be pious, before my acquaintance with you : I was preserved, without doubt, through the course of my youth by a kind Providence from open vice, and enabled to lead a comparatively blameless life. But it was you, my friend, who, through the divine blessing, brought me acquainted with the high and holy doctrines of our blessed religion ; it was you who pointed out to me the nature of sin and my need of a Saviour; and who, for the last few years of my life, amid the va- rious scenes which we have visited together, have per- severingly laboured to elucidate and impress these doctrines and principles on my mind. My obligations to you are therefore such as never, never can be repaid ; and the duty I owe you is that of a son to the best and wisest of parents. Therefore if you command me not to goto Versailles, I shall certainly submit my will to yours. Nevertheless, I ardently desire to see and converse with Altamont ; I feel it a duty to endeavour, at least, to re- claim this friend of my youth, and if possible to lead him back to his country, his parents, and his wife.' ** Mr. Osborne was silent : scarcely knowing in what manner to proceed. While he still deliberated, Frede- rick left the room ; and the good man withdrew to his apartment, to spend the evening in prayer for his belov- ed pupil, under strong apprehensions concerning the result of a meeting between the young men. " Such," said Lady N , " is the account which Mr. Osborne himself gave of this transaction. *' At the appointed hour, Frederick Beauclerk, duly equipped for his appearance in the royal presence, joined the train of the ambassador, and accompanied the party to Versailles. 90 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. '* Versailles is distant about ten miles from the barriere of Paris ; the road lying through woods and along a fine terrace on the banks of the Seine. " When arrived at the royal palace, the evening had already closed in, and the court was filled with equi- pages and companies of the royal guard. When entered within the walls, Frederick Beauclerk followed the suite of the ambassador up an immense staircase into an ex- ceeding long gallery, occupied on each side by the apart- ments of the principal persons of the court. From this long gallery the party proceeded into the royal apartments, which were all brilliantly illuminated, and furnished with the utmost magnificence. , '* The first of these apartments was for the royal guard, consisting of young noblemen of the first families of the realm. From the guard-chamber the party proceeded into the halls before mentioned by Altamont, where the figures and emblems of the ancient heathen deities were multiplied and arranged with a degree of splendour, which dazzled the eye as much as it shocked the taste of the pious Beauclerk. " These apartments led into others, forming a suite of immense extent; many of them being hung. with the finest specimens of the tapestry of Gobelin, or otherwise adorned with carvings, gildings, and paintings. " The most remote of these apartments opened into a gallery, said to be one of the finest in Europe, being above two hundred feet in length and thirty in breadth, and lighted by seventeen large windows, opposite which immense mirrors reflected and multiplied all the glittering furniture of the gallery. On the present occasion this superb chamber was illuminated by innumerable lamps, which displayed in the strongest point of view the bright and impressive figures painted upon the ceiling. " The party advanced along this gallery to the further end, where spacious folding-doors being thrown open, displayed another grand apartment, in which the ladies of the court were assembled in the presence of their queen, none of them being seated but those whose proximity to princely rank allowed them that privi- lege. *' It was not permitted to Frederick, or others of the suite of the ambassador, to enter this apartment: they THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 97 therefore remained in the irallery, while his Excellency went forward into the royal presence. ** Frederick Beauclerk being thus left by the ambassa- dor, and being at the same time a stranger to those about him, had full leisure to contemplate the surround- ing objects, and to meditate upon the motives which had impelled him to seek an interview with Altamont in such a scene as that before him. " For a few moments, the blaze of innumerable lights in all directions, the sound of a remote band of music, the various resplendent figures passing and repassing before him, every object being doubled upon his sight by the vast mirrors with which the gallery was enriched, together with the thousand old and new ideas associated with the place which crowded upon his mind — all this prevented an orderly arrangement of his thoughts, and occasioned a sort of temporary delirium. The mind of Frederick Beauclerk, however, by the divine blessing, had for a considerable time been brought under the ge- neral control of truth and reason ; in consequence of which, he was presently enabled to divest the present scene of its adventitious ornaments, and to consider it with nearly the same feelings as those with which he was afterwards accustomed to meditate upon it, when certain unhappy circumstances had left him little else to do than to contemplate the past and prepare for the future. Many sentences of Holy Writ (remembered often before, but felt particularly now) came at this time with force to his mind — passages in which the state of monarchs on earth, and the various circumstances of royal life, are set forth in their truest colours, by him who is the Cre- ator of kings, and in a manner from which even kings themselves, if so disposed, might draw instructions cal- culated to make them wise unto salvation. " While the mind of Beauclerk was thus occupied, his eyes were frequently bent towards the state-apart- ment, near the doors of which he was standing. The cupola of this apartment was painted in the brightest colours, representing the Genius of France, seated in a car on an azure sphere supported by a cloud, and crown- ed with glory ; while multitudes of allegorical personages, among w hich appeared Love, Peace, and Pleasure, were grouped around the principal figure. VOL. I. K 98 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. *• The pious mind of this young man was again hurt at these repeated allusions to mythological subjects in the palace of a king calling himself Christian ; while the ideas which these figures suggested were such, that, upon turning his eyes from the ceiling to the lower parts of the room, he less wondered than he should otherwise have done at the air of levity and vanity which shed it- self over the whole assemblage of those courtly dames who filled the royal apartment. *' In the centre of these, on a magnificent sofa, sat the ladies of the royal family ; their right and left being oc- cupied by such as held the privileged rank of duchesses, who alone are permitted to sit in the preseace of the queen. The rest were standing in groups, in different parts of the apartment. The dresses of this noble assembly sparkled with gold and silver, while their necks and arms were adorned with jewels. There were also present some gentlemen ; but the king himself had not yet arrived. " While Frederick was looking intently upon this royal and noble company, a murmur of voices running along the gallery reached his ear, when turning hastily round, he was made to understand that his Majesty was ap- proaching. Presently the extensive door-ways at the further end of the gallery began to fill, upon w hich those within retreated to the right and the left. The king himself soon appeared : his air was majestic, and royalty sat upon his brow. He was followed by a number of gentlemen superbly dressed ; among whom Frederick soon distinguished the husband of his sister, his former companion and friend, the person for whose sake he had accepted this invitation to Versailles, and the man whom he had so earnestly desired to see. *' The king drew near ; but Beauclerk ceased to behold him. He had no longer any eyes but for Altamont, who, advancing in the royal train, excelled all those by whom he was accompanied in the manly elegance of his per- son, as well as in his noble, but unstudied, deportment. As the king approached along the gallery, the figure of Altamont became more conspicuous. The glow of conscious superiority and self-satisfaction flushed his cheeks ; his fine hair was gracefully disposed, so as to expose to view his fair and spacious forehead, and attached behind with a knot of ribbon : his dress was THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 99 remarkably splendid ; a variety of the richest perfumes exhaled from his person ; and a glittering sword hung by his side. The king passed on, and Altamont followed ; but being engaged in conversation with one w ho walked by his side, he did not observe Beauclerk, until the king having entered the queen's apartment, the latter took occasion to step forward, and laying his hand upon his arm, cried out, ' What, Altamont, have you forgotten me ? ' " At the sound of Frederick's voice, Altamont turned hastily round, and starting, recoiled a few steps, as if he had beheld a serpent. ** * Have you forgotten me, Altamonf?' repeated Fre- derick, astonished at this movement of his former friend ; * you perhaps did not expect to see me here?' ** * I certainly did not,' replied the other. * I thought you were in Italy.' *' * Or perhaps you hoped I was got back to England,' returned the other, flushing high with a resentment he had no power at that moment to control, * that I had hastened home to comfort and protect your wife.' ** ' This is neither a time nor place for the discussion of these private matters,' returned Altamont. *' * Every time, and every place,' retorted Frederick Beauclerk, ' may serve a brother to plead the cause of an injured sister.' ** * Injured ! ' repeated Altamont ; * and is it to you that I must give an account of my actions?' *' * Yes,' returned the other, * it is to me that you must account for your desertion of Amelia.' ** * I am ready then,' replied Altamont, haughtily, * to give you such account at any time and place you may appoint. But w hat man, excepting a coward,' added he, * would endeavour to make the world a party in his private quarrels? Meet me to-morrow at sunrise, in the forest of St. Germaine, where I go to hunt with his Ma- jesty, and you shall have every satisfaction you may desire.' Thus speaking, he proceeded into the queen's apartment, leaving Frederick to make such reflections on the precipitancy and rashness of his conduct, and on the insults to which he had exposed himself, as one might be supposed to make, who, together with a high sense of honour, was fully impressed with the Christian duty of forgiving injuries. 100 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. " Short as this conversation was between Altamont and Frederick, it did not pass unobserved by some of those many busy persons who are to be found in every public assembly ; and Altamont was more than once ad- dressed to this purpose by certain of his pretended friends : — ' And who, Monsieur, was that little gentleman who dared to address you in a manner so free as that we have witnessed, in the presence of his Majesty? and to call you to account, as we understood, for your con- duct to his sister?' *' On these occasions, Altamont gave himself sundry airs of insolence and independence, using some contemp- tuous words respecting Frederick Beauclerk, a,nd throw- ing out certain expressions of defiance, which were commended by those about him as being perfectly proper and suitable to his character as a gentleman. *' All these circumstances, which I have taken some time to relate as they passed in the royal apartments at Versailles, occasioned no manner of derangement in the amusements of the evening. Every thing passed on in the usual routine; Altamont was as gay, as brilliant, and as much admired, as ever; and if he had any feelings of remorse or regret, they were not sufficiently strong to affect his outward appearance in the smallest degree. *' Not such was the case of the warm-hearted and affectionate Beauclerk. It is difficult to convey an idea of the conflict which he endured at the moment when Altamont turned his back upon him. His breast was at that instant agitated with a variety of strong emotions: offended friendship, resentment, and pity, all contended within him. But, among all these painful feelings, that of self-reproach was abundantly the keenest. — *I have,' thought he, ' drawn upon myself the resentment of Al- tamont by my hasty and injudicious address at such a moment and in such a place. I came to sooth the hus- band of my sister, and if possible to lead him back to his duty by the pleadings of friendship: but, instead of this, I have injured the cause of my Amelia, disgraced my character as a Christian, and provoked my brother- in-law to insult me publicly: and all this by my precipi- tancy — a precipitancy too against which I was warned by my tutor. Oh, Altamont ! Oh, Amelia ! ' he inwardly exclaimed ; * 1 have injured you, I fear, past repair.' THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 101 " Thoughts of this description so entirely occupied the mind of Frederick Beauclerk from the moment of his short interview with Altamont, that the courtly pageant which passed before him during the rest of the evening had no power to arrest his attention for a moment ; and he impatiently waited an opportunity to disengage him- self from the suite of his Excellency the ambassador, for the purpose of repairing to a lodging which his servant had prepared for him in the town. There, having laid aside his court-dress, and assumed a more ordinary habit, he waited till the first dawn of day ; when mounting his horse, and desiring that none should attend him, he rode directly towards St. Germaine. " The road from Versailles to St. Germaine is for the most part straight as an arrow, and inclosed between rows of trees. Such a road could not easily be missed, even by one who, like Frederick, was an entire stranger to the country, and in a state of the utmost mental agi- tation : accordingly, he arrived at St. Germaine about sunrise. Having delivered his horse to the care of the first innkeeper whom he could find, he proceeded through that part of the town which led to the palace and the forest; which last is at a small distance from the for- mer. " The palace of St. Germaine," remarked Lady N in this part of her narrative, " is the place in which James the Second, of England, resided for some years before his death, and wherein he died. It is of an ir- regular form, built round a court, ornamented with towers and cupolas at each corner. It is an extensive edifice, containing three stories; the two lower stories project- ing considerably beyond the upper one, and having an open gallery above them surmounted by an iron rail running round the whole circumference of the building. Up to the level of this gallery, the palace is of stone ; above which it is curiously formed of small bricks and plaster of a dark lead colour. The windows of the pa- lace are numerous, but small. In one of the fronts is a large clock; and on the roof of the palace is a wooden cupola containing a bell. The whole appearance of this royal fabric is gloomy though majestic, calculated to carry the mind back to other times and days long past. Two of its fronts face an area of the street; the third, K 3 102 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. a garden; and the fourth, a beautiful lawn scattered over with Linden trees. "The high towers of the palace cast a long shade towards the west, the sun being yet upon the verge of the horizon when Frederick Beauclerk approached it. The young man passed round the two fronts of the edi- fice towards the street, and entered by an iron gate upon the lawn before mentioned. Through this lawn he passed on, till he came out on a beautiful terrace, whence the river Seine appeared winding through a rich valley till it lost itself in a long range of woods in the distance. From this terrace the noble arches which support the aqueduct on the heights of Marly may be seen rising above the town on one side, while the distant towers of St. Dennis, with the hills about Paris and St. Cloud, are distinctly visible on the other. *' But the unhappy young man of whom we are speak- ing," proceeded Lady N , " had little leisure to contemplate these beauties. His mind was occupied on other subjects : and no sooner did he find himself alone in this solitary scene, than he solemnly and seriously devoted himself anew to the Father of mercies, humbly imploring the divine assistance and direction, and ear- nestly soliciting such a degree of grace as might thence- forward lead him to renounce all dependence upon self. " While thus engaged, he passed along the terrace till he came within view of a stone gateway opening into the forest. Having passed this gateway, he speedily found himself at the entrance of the w ood ; whence several roads branched oft', and, winding away, presently lost themselves among the trees. There, while considering through which of these paths he should direct his steps, his ears were saluted by the sound of horns; presently after which several men on horseback appeared in the garb of huntsmen, who rode towards him, and passed on, being followed by many dogs. These being nearly out of sight, a French lacquey, clothed also in green, came up to him, and having enquired his name, said, * Monsieur, you are the gentleman then to whom I have an errand. My master awaits you in a retired part of the wood not far distant.' " * Lead the way,' said Beauclerk, * and I w ill follow. And now,' added he to himself, * under the influence of THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 103 divine grace, I will endeavour to make some reparation for the offence of which I was last night guilty.' ** The lacquey, in obedience to the request of Frede- rick, immediately shot into the wood through a winding and obscure path, and having proceeded a considerable time, making his way througli brakes and bushes still wet with dew, he conducted Beauclerk at length into a more open part of the forest, where a tree having been felled lay across the glade. There Frederick saw seve- ral young men assembled in the costume of the royal hunt ; among whom he soon discerned Altamont, who was leaning carelessly against the trunk of the tree before mentioned, and caily conversing with his companions. ** At sight of Beauclerk he started up from his loun- ging attitude and stood erect, looking fixedly and inso- lently upon him as he approached, and scarcely deigning to notice his salutation. The countenance of Altamont bore strong evidence of the disorders of the past night, and it was apparent from the wildness of his eye that he was still under the influence of intoxication. " ' Well, Sir,' said he, addressing Beauclerk, who was now come up close to him, ' what is your business with me? I am now at leisure to give you a hearing.' " * My first business,' replied Frederick, calmly, * is to apologize to you, my Lord, for having yesterday been led by the ardour of my feelings to intrude myself upon you at an inconvenient moment. I am sensible of having acted most improperly in so doing, and not less so in having spoken with so much heat ; and I take this the first opportunity which presents itself of making my apology.' *' As the Christian motives which induced Frederick Beauclerk to use the words of humility and apology where those only of defiance were expected, were totally inexplicable to Altamont and his companions, they failed not to attribute his conduct at this crisis to cowardice: insomuch that Altamont drew up his lip with an expres- sion of contempt and scorn, while the young Frenchmen murmured the word * poltroon' in whispers sufficiently audible to be heard by every individual present. Not- withstanding which provocations, Frederick was enabled to proceed with composure, and to address his brother with an air of unfeigned gentleness — reminding him of 104 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. their former friendship, and their near connexion ; and earnestly requesting a private interview. " * Is not the present place sufficiently private. Sir?' returned Altaniont. *' Frederick made no reply; but looked at the two young: noblemen who stood by. ** • These gentlemen are my friends,' said Altamont. * There is nothing you can say which they may not hear.' " * If it must be so,' replied Frederick, ' I must then submit to this intrusion, and avail myself of the present opportunity to intreat you, my brother, to return to your country, and to that wife who no doubt perpetually mourns the absence of her husband.' '* x\ltamont replied, with scorn, that he would not allow any interference between himself and his wife. " Frederick pleaded the privilege of a brother. " Altamont answered, that no brother, or other rela- tion, should interfere in his aifairs, unless he could prove himself his superior in strength of arm; and thus saying, he laid his hand upon his sword, (for at that period, in France, no gentleman appeared abroad without a sword,) with an air of defiance and insolence, which could not but excite the applause of the by-standers. " Frederick calmly observed, that he came to reason with a brother, and not to contend with an enemy. ** Altamont told him, that fine-turned periods were but the subterfuge of cowardice, and that religion was a very convenient protection for a man who dared not fight. '* Frederick flushed high upon this, and his hand for a moment rested upon the hilt of his sword ; but recollecting himself, he removed it. *' He had now further insults to bear from Altamont and his companions : the end of which was, that he grew warm, and, being thrown off his guard, made use of some expressions which so irritated Altamont, that he angrily drew his sword, compelling him in self-defence to do the same ; though his Christian principles still so strongly prevailed, that his weapon was used only in protecting himself, without the least attempt to injure his adversary. The unequal contest however was soon decided ; and Altamont had the momentary satisfaction (if satisfaction it were) of seeing his meek and unoffending foe extend- ed bleeding upon the ground. THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 105 " On this occasion, however, Altamont shewed that he was not past feeling : for no sooner did he behold his early companion bleeding, and apparently dying, than, being sobered instantly by the sight, he threw himself on his knees by his side, endeavouring to stop the blood, and dismissing his companions in all directions for as- sistance. Feeling however some degree of alarm for his personal safety in case of Frederick's death, as soon as he heard the steps of his returning servants, he arose, and leaving Beauclerk senseless upon the ground, he plunged into the thickest part of the wood ; intending there to remain concealed till he should hear the end of this disastrous affair. *' In the mean time, Mr. Osborne (who had been ex- tremely uneasy ever since the departure of his pupil) found his mind at length so violently agitated as obliged him to hire a carriage and follow Frederick to Versailles ; where finding his servant, and being informed by him that his master had gone in the direction of St. Germaine, he followed him thither, tracing him, with great dith- culty and by dint of many enquiries, to the very forest ; where meeting with the lacquey, who was at that moment returning with a surgeon whom he had brought from the town, he arrived in company of these persons at the spot where his beloved pupil lay stretched upon the bare earth fainting and covered with blood. *' The wound however having been examined and bound up, and certain cordials administered, it was found that there existed no danger of immediate death. This be- came a source of unspeakable comfort to Mr. Osborne, who was extremely anxious that some interval for reflec- tion might be allowed to his amiable pupil, and that he might not be hurried away into the eternal world imme- diately from scenes in which his passions had been vehemently excited. The good man also blamed him- self beyond measure for not having used all his influence to restrain his pupil from tempting those dangers to which he had so rashly exposed himself; though he had been far from looking forward to a catastrophe so speedy and dreadful as that which he was here called to witness. But regrets, and tears, and anguish, were now utterly in vain. *' The unfortunate young man was lifted gently from 106 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. the cold ground, and carried to the town ; where lodgings bein^ procured, he was immediately put to bed, and every assistance furnished which might administer either to his bodily ease or his spiritual consolation. ** Although the wound given by Altamont was the ul- timate cause of the death of Frederick Beauclerk, yet his life was protracted for more than twelve months ; during which time he was enabled to give a full and accurate account of his visit to Versailles, and the events which followed. He attributed his misfortune to self- presumption in supposing himself able to endure trials to which he was not called : and being thus humbled and self-abased through the influence of the Holy Spirit, he was favoured with the most clear and consolatory views of redeeming love. Before his death, he expressed him- self as having heartily forgiven the man by whom he had been thus cruelly injured ; thanked his tutor for his paternal kindness ; prayed for the peace of his afflicted sister; and in this frame of mind yielded up his life into the hands of the great Father of spirits. His remains were committed to the dust near the place in which he died. *' But the disasters of this unfortunate family (unfor- tunate as it respects this world and its concerns, though, we trust, highly favoured and peculiarly blessed with respect to their spiritual interests) did not end with the death of Frederick. The dreadful event of her brother dying by her husband's hands was related to Amelia: and her cup of woe being thus filled up, she shortly afterwards fell into a disorder which terminated her life. ** I forgot to mention in its proper place, that Mrs. Beauclerk had attended her son in France ; whence she scarcely returned in time to watch the progress of that disease which speedily brought her daughter to the grave. Thus this afflicted parent proved the dreadful eflfects of that departure from simple Christian principles, which she had candidly avowed in her letter to Mr. Osborne. *' Amelia was buried in a vault with her infant in the parish-church belonging to the house in which she had resided ever since her marriage; the church itself being situated in a retired part of the pleasure-grounds, encom- passed with forest-trees of magnificent growth. THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 107 ** To this shado^^'y retreat the afflicted mother, who had taken a small house in the village after the death of her children, very frequently repaired ; having caused a marble monument to be erected in the church to the memory of her daughter and her infant, presenting figures as large as life, correctly copied from a portrait in which the mother was drawn looking down upon her lovely infant who lay sleeping on her breast. Certain impressive texts of Scripture descriptive of the hopes of the departed were inscribed beneath the figures, with the name, the age, and the day of the departure of each : and at the bottom were placed these words — " La notre Amelie." ** The name, age, and day of the death of Frederick Beauclerk were also engraven on a tablet in a part of this monument, together with the place of his sepulture ; but without any reference to the circumstances of his death. ** In the mean time, Altamont, the author of all these complicated woes, pursued his mad career in different cities of Europe, to which he successively repaired after his fatal rencontre in the forest of St. Germaine. We do not presume to say, that he felt no remorse for the injuries which he had inflicted, or that the memory of those amiable persons whose deaths he had undoubtedly occasioned did not sometimes embitter his gayest hours — certain however it is, that, whatever he might feel, his conduct was not at all affected by those feelings, but that he continued to trouble society by his thoughtless and profligate behaviour, till being involved in debts on all sides, and not knowing where to obtain further sup- plies, he heard with no small satisfaction the report of his father's death; upon which he hastened home to secure his inheritance. " Being arrived in England, where he appeared as the head of an ancient and respectable family, and where he was happily separated from some of his worst connex- ions, Altamont conducted himself for a few months in such a manner as inclined liis friends to hope that a happy change had been efi'ected in his sentiments. And here I would remark, that on this occasion his worldly acquaintance were very probably led to hazard many 108 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. wise conjectures on the subject of his ajDparent amend- ment, imagining, as irreligious people often do, that repentance would come of course with years and expe- rience — it being the common opinion of strangers to re- ligion, that a man may and must repent whenever he is made to see and feel the impropriety of his conduct. And perhaps if we consider repentance to consist merely of that regret which arises in the mind from having done something which a man ought not to do — a feeling which generally proceeds either from the dread of punishment or of some other inconvenience to which his misconduct may expose him — such a repentance may indeed be pro- duced by ordinary motives, and a man may in this sense be considered as able to repent whenever he may find it convenient and reasonable so to do. But that repen- tance which is unto life, whereby a sinner is made to see and feel the burden of his sin, being grieved and hum- bled before God on account of it, not so much for the punishment to which it has made him liable, as because thereby the divine law has been violated, the Lord him- self dishonoured and offended, and his own soul polluted and defiled — this kind of repentance depends not upon a man's own exertions, but is an unmerited grace freely bestowed, and a divine work wrought upon him by the Spirit of God. They, therefore, who suppose that they may repent at any time, are egregiously mistaken, and that in a point of the highest importance to their ever- lasting welfare. But to return to my history. *' As I have before said," continued Lady N , ** Altamont conducted himself with so much decorum du- ring the first few months of his residence in England, that the most pleasing expectations were entertained by his mother, who was still living, as well as by several others of his friends, that he would become a totally altered cha- racter. But after a while, becoming weary of his new honours and possessions in the country, he removed to town ; where, to shorten my story, he again entered into bad company of both sexes, by which means his vast property was speedily so much injured, as induced him to have recourse to gambling in order to repair it. " At length, after a long course of various fortune, the wild and wicked career of this young man was arrested by a quarrel with a young nobleman in a gambling-house. THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 109 which was desperately terminated by Altamont himself, who, in the height of an ungovernable passion, drew his sword, and stabbed his adversary to the heart. *• Immediately after having committed this dreadful action, he made his escape through an open window into a private street ; and having eluded his pursuers, he ar- rived in disguise at the house in which his beloved wife had lived and died, trusting that he might confide in the fidelity of two old servants who kept the mansion, which had been forsaken ever since the death of its late noble and unfortunate occupant. He knocked at the door at a late hour, and was received in the most respectful manner by his two dependents, who, on hearing the statement of his distressing case, very warmly engaged to use every possible means for his concealment — and herein for some time they succeeded, although many persons were dispersed in different directions to appre- hend this unhappy man, for the purpose of bringing him to justice. "At length, however, these officers of justice arrived in the very place where the miserable Altamont was con- cealed ; and entering his house, the wretched man with some difficulty escaped their observation by flying into the shrubbery, from whence he made his way into the church by a small door which he contrived to burst open and fasten after him. " This happened just at the going down of the sun, when its last rays, penetrating the branches of the sur- rounding trees, glanced obliquely into the church, and rested upon the monument of Amelia. As Altamont, after fastening the door, advanced into the chancel, where the monument was situated, unconscious of what was next to meet his eye — at sight of the marble figures he started and stood still. In an instant recognizing the lovely features of his late wife, he gazed for a moment with a feeling of sudden and newly awakened emotion on this silent representation of one who was once the object of his tenderest affection. Then dropping his regards, his eyes fell upon the figure of the sleeping infant : the beauty of the child was not less remarkable than that of the mother, and the dimpled figure wanted nothing but life and colour to render it inexpressibly attractive. The eye of Altamont fell still lower ; first VOL. I. L 110 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. upon the passages of Scripture, and then upon the last pathetic expression — " La notre Amelie." Unable to bear this, he turned away, exclaiming in an agony — * Oh, that I had never, never seen that sun, whose brilliant beams shine on this spot but to augment and mock my woe ! Oh, that I had never been born !* Thus exclaiming, he quitted the church, resolving for a moment to deliver himself up to his pursuers. But the dread of public shame again taking possession of his mind, he retreated into the thickest part of the woods. Whence, being favoured by the increasing gloom of the evening, he crossed over the country, and walking all night escaped to a sea-port in the north. There, how- ever, believing himself out of the reach of danger, and consequently becoming less careful about concealment, he was recognized, seized, and delivered over to the officers of justice, at the moment when embarking for a foreign country. ** It was during the solitude of this night," proceeded the Lady N , "after his dreadful visit to the church, that Altamont first experienced any thing like proper feeling respecting his past conduct. To use his own words : * I was that night like a man just awaking from a long tit of delirium or intoxication, and suddenly find- ing himself surrounded by the wreck of all that was once dear and precious to him destroyed by his own hand in the paroxysms of his madness. Through the reflec- tions which that memorable night urged upon me, my sense of guilt was every moment rendered more intense ; till my feelings became so intolerable, that, had I not been restrained by the fear of something still more ter- rible beyond the grave, I should certainly at that time have put a period to my life.' " In this happy country," continued Lady N , " nobility is no protection against the strong arm of the law ; but the most dignified criminal is as liable to pu- nishment as those of the lowest rank. Altamont was apprehended, and shortly committed to the confinement of a solitary cell, there to remain until his trial. His mother and other friends indeed obtained permission to supply him with some few conveniences and comforts in THE LADY OF THE MANOR. Ill his gloomy prison, which could not have been extended to a poorer man : nevertheless, the law had its course, and this wretched man was condemned to many hours each day of darkness and solitude, which were rendered inex- pressibly dreadful to him by the remembrance of a life full of crime together with a horrible presentiment of all the future consequences of his guilt. ** And now," said Lady N , '* I am come to what I consider the most interesting period in the life of this hitherto miserable young man. I am come to that part of his history which is indescribably precious, as afford- ing the most remarkable display I have ever met with of the power of religion in restoring peace to the most wretched, purity to the most polluted, and honour to the most degraded of mankind. *' It was some weeks after this wretched man had been committed to prison, as he sat one night by the light of a small lamp at the foot of his bed, meditating even to madness upon the distressing situation into which he had brought himself by his crimes — when suddenly the bolts by which his door was fastened on the outside were drawn back, the lock was turned, and at the same mo- ment a venerable clergyman entered the cell, who, re- spectfully approaching, addressed him to the following purpose. " ' My name, my Lord, is Osborne. You may have heard of me, although I have hitherto been personally unknown to you. I have obtained admittance here, in order, with the divine permission, to point out to you that consolation which is provided for all who are willing to receive it.' "* Osborne!' repeated Altamont; *I recollect the name ; and if you. Sir, are the man I take you for, you ought to hate me.' " 'You have injured me, it is true,' said Mr. Osborne. * But so far am I from hating you, that I do most sin- cerely sympathize with you, and am anxious to administer to you every consolation in my power, if you are not un- willing to accept my services.' " * You can have no possible motive but kindness,' returned Altamont with a sigh, *in visiting such a one as myself in such a place as this ; and I am in conse- quence obliged to you : — notwithstanding which,' added 112 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. he with a bitter smile, * when you speak of administering comfort to a man in my condition, I must either beUeve that you are sporting with me, or that you suppose your- self to be endowed with supernatural powers.' *' * My Lord,' said Mr. Osborne, 'do you suppose me capable of sporting with your feelings'? — the feelings of a man in your situation?' " * No,' said Altamont, * I cannot suppose it. But,' added he, ' with respect to the comfort you promise me, may I be allowed to ask you the following questions — Can you recal the dead to life? — can you give me back my wife, my friend, my child? — can you restore my pol- luted honours, and my unsullied fame? If you, can do all this, Mr. Osborne, you may then talk to me of con- solation; and I will listen to you with delight.' " ' It would be presumptuous in me, my Lord, in the highest degree presumptuous,' said Mr. Osborne, ' to say that I can do any thing for you in my own proper strength ; and yet, if the Almighty would dispose you to hearken to me, I should not despair of pointing out the means of restoring unto you tenfold all that you have lost.' " ' I presume,' replied Altamont, * that you have some fanciful meaning lying hid under these encouraging pro- mises. Many well-meaning persons, I believe, are ena- bled to draw comfort from these mystical subjects. But as far as I am concerned, I have little opinion of religion, or what it can do for me. At any rate,' he added with a smothered sigh, ' it is now too late, Mr. Osborne, for me to think of these things : my state is decided ; and I must bear it with what heart I may.' " * How, my Lord,' said Mr. Osborne, ' how can it be too late? Does the sick man say, I have no need of a physician; it is too late; do not call him?' ** ' The sick man, Mr. Osborne!' repeated Altamont; * compare me rather to the dying man. My days are numbered ; there is no hope left for me.' Here the un- happy young man fixed his eyes on the pavement of his cell; and, folding his arms, remained for a while in the attitude of deep despair. " * But why should you count yourself past hope, my Lord ? ' said Mr. Osborne. * Are you not still in the land of prayer and repentance ? ' ** * Alas ! ' said Altamont, shuddering, * you do not THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 113 consider my state. Have you forgotten the forest of St. Germaine? Have you forgotten Amelia? I have been an incorrigible offender; a man of blood. I know that I have so daringly and repeatedly provoked God, that there is no longer any mercy for me. If I could but hope that I should cease to be after death, then, then, indeed, I might be able to look forward to the end of life with resignation.' *' * But, my Lord,' said Mr. Osborne, * I am not aware of any passage in Scripture where it is signified that a man's sins unfit him for salvation. On the contrary, the Christian religion is adapted to the state of sinners, yea, and to their state only ; nor can it possibly be service- able to characters of any other description.' '''Allowing it to be so,' said Altaraont, 'and that many sinners have been saved by it, yet it never can have been intended for such as I am.' " ' On what account? ' replied Mr. Osborne. " * On account of my aggravated offences,' returned Altamont, gravely, and in accents of fixed dejection. ' I have considered the matter deeply, Mr. Osborne. A man in my situation has many hours for reflection. I have seen things in a very different light since I have been in this place, and I have been made to know and feel that my faults are past forgiveness.' " ' Nevertheless,' said Mr. Osborne, ' you allow that the Christian religion is adapted to the circumstances of sinners in general.' " ' I do,' said Altamont. " ' The point then on which we appear to differ,' con- tinued Mr. Osborne, ' is this ; namely, what sort of sinners may be benefited by this religion? You seem to think that the Christian religion may assist slight of- fenders; and I am well assured that it extends to all cases. It is here, my Lord, that we differ; and so im- portant is the point in dispute between us, that I may venture to affirm, that the man who entertains such an opinion as you have just expressed, is not a Christian at all.' " ' I am not an infidel,' replied Altamont, ' although I have no clear or correct notions upon the subject of re- ligion, and though I believe myself to be beyond the reach of any thing it can do for me.' L 3*^ 114 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. " * You have fallen into two important errors,' returned Mr. Osborne ; * and it is absolutely necessary that you should be set right on these points, in order to your entertaining any reasonable hope of being benefited by religion. ** * The first of these is the distinction which you make between great and little sins — a distinction not authorized by Scripture, which expressly afhrms, that he who offends in one point is guilty of all. I do not mean hereby to hint that a man does not contract a heavier load of guilt by repeated and atrocious crimes than he whose faults are less injurious to society: but I argue that in the eyes of a pure and holy God the slightest breach ^of the divine law brings in the offender as guilty of death ; and that consequently such a person stands condemned, and is to all intents and purposes as utterly lost and undone as the worst of criminals. " * A second error into which you have fallen,' conti- nued Mr. Osborne, * is this : you have miscalculated the immense price paid for souls, and are consequently un- aware of this glorious truth, that heavy as your sins may be, the ranso^i paid for your redemption is infinitely greater than they are, yea in the same degree that the blood of Christ is more precious and costly than the life of any individual among men. Take your Bible, my Lord, and seek the teaching of the Spirit. Under his influence study the character, the dignity, the high de- scent, the godlike attributes, the divine purity, and the almighty power of the Saviour, till you are constrained to doubt no longer of his ability to save you, though your sins are confessedly of the deepest and darkest dye.' " Altamont was silent, and Mr. Osborne thus proceed- ed — * It is for want of such views of the Saviour, that the sinner is often reduced to despair, when, overwhelmed Avith a view of his sins, he imagines that their magnitude and multitude place him beyond the reach of hope. Let us suppose, my Lord, that the king's son should now come forward, offering to stand in your place, and to bear your punishment, in order to procure your enlarge- ment: and let us further suppose that the assembled legislative powers of the country were to accept the offer, and permit him to undergo that punishment. If THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 115 after the conclusion of such a transaction, you were re- quired to stand forth and plead your cause; I ask, on what ground would you urge your claim to a free pardon? Would you rest your hope upon such an extenuation of your offences as you might be able to bring forward ; or upon the voluntary sufferings of him who had paid the penalty incurred by your transgressions'?' • "* Undoubtedly,' said Altamont, looking up, 'upon the latter plea.' " * Your concern then,' said Mr. Osborne, * is to look to the merits and death of your Saviour, and to plead these as the ground of your salvation. And in propor- tion as your views of the Redeemer's merits become more distinct and clear, your confidence in his power to save you will increase ; till, through the divine help, you be brought to see and feel this consolatory truth, that, deplorable as your situation is, and flagrant as your offences have been, your case is not yet past hope.' " Altamont again looked up, and said, 'You are a good man, Mr. Osborne ; you would not come hither to deceive me: do you then seriously think that there re- mains any ground of hope for me?' " * I do,' said Mr. Osborne : * otherwise, I had spared myself the anguish of witnessing your present circum- stances. But though I hold out hope to you, considering the state of despair in which I found you as calculated to ensure your everlasting destruction, yet I dare not conceal, that I look upon your past character and con- duct with horror: to which I will add, that you must be brought to an infinitely deeper sense of sin than you now experience, before I presume to apply the consolations of religion to your case any further than I have already done.' Thus speaking, the old gentleman, who had evi- dently been much agitated during the whole of this con- versation, arose, and took his leave, promising to repeat his visit on the morrow. ** The next day, about the same hour, Mr. Osborne again procured admittance to Altamont ; but at first saw nothing in the manner of the young man to encourage him, any further than a faint expression of pleasure at his re-appearance. ** * You are come again to the abodes of misery, Mr. 116 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. Osborne,' said Altamont. ' I thank you for your kind- ness : I hardly dared to expect it.' " * Have you considered what I yesterday laid before you?' said Mr. Osborne. " ' I have,' said Altamont. * But my mind is still per- plexed, and lost in wonder. Where have I been till now ? I have lived like one in a dream ; or as one whose senses were bound up under a spell. What have I been pur- suing through life? W^hat is it which has absorbed all my faculties, employed my thoughts, and allured my af- fections? What has hitherto hindered my entertaining these views of my God and my Redeemer, which now seem to break in upon me as light on midnight dark- ness?' "*What has hindered you?' replied Mr. Osborne; * what but sin? — sin, which darkens the mind, perverts the faculties, and corrupts the whole man.' '* Mr. Osborne then entered into a discourse of con- siderable length, upon the nature of sin, and the change which took place in the human disposition and character at the fall. First he took a view of man, as he was when newly created, and before he had undergone the dreadful change effected by sin. *' * The body of man was at that time, no doubt,' said he, * exceedingly perfect and beautiful. He was then an upright, holy, happy creature, unacquainted with evil, holding uninterrupted communion with his Maker, to whom he looked up with those feelings of ineffable love and sweet dependence, with which an infant regards its tender mother. All the thoughts of his mind whether waking or sleeping, and all the desires of his soul, were then unpolluted, and wholly conformed to the will of his Creator. His understanding was not then clouded by misapprehension and ignorance ; his perceptions were then clear, and his judgment unbiassed. No bitter en- vyings or repinings at that time troubled his unperturbed spirit, which was perpetually ascending to heaven in prayer, in praise, and in adoration ; or pouring itself forth in expressions of holy love towards his fellow-crea- tures.' " * Such was man, such was our father Adam,' conti- nued Mr. Osborne, ' before he admitted the poison of sin into his nature. But after alienating himself from THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 117 his Maker by disobedience, his nature underwent an entire change : body and soul immediately became cor- rupt ; not partially corrupt, but actually, thoroughly, entirely, altogether sinful, insomuch that we, -vvho are his offspring, are incapable of one good thought, or of one right and proper feeling towards our Creator.' ** Here Altamont, interrupting Mr. Osborne, said, * Your doctrine. Sir, surprises me. What ! is not man capable of one single correct feeling towards his Maker? What then. Sir, becomes of the dignity of our nature 1 — that dignity in which I once prided myself, though now so miserably fallen 1 ' '* * Where, indeed, is that dignity gone?' said Mr. Os- borne. * When Adam fell, his glory departed ; and there remained to man nothing more than the name of honour. But to leave these considerations, which may lead us from our purpose, permit me, my Lord, to press upon you the scriptural evidence of this doctrine of man's depravity and its consequences.' *' Mr. Osborne then referred to the following passages of Scripture : — viz. And God saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart ivas only evil continually. (Ge- nesis vi. 5.) And God said, This is the token of the cove- nant which I make between me and you and every living creature that is with you, for perpetual generations. (Genesis ix. 12.) What is man, that he should he clean? and he which is horn of a ivoman, that he should be righteous? Behold, he putteth no trust in his saints; yea, the heavens are not clean in his sight. How much more ahominahle and filthy is man, which drinketh ini- quity like wafer? (Job xv. 14 — 16.) Behold, I was shapen in iniquity; and in sin did my mother conceive me. (Psalm li. 5.) There is not a just man upon earth, that doeth good, and sinneth not. (Eccles. vii. 20.) From within, out of the heart of men, proceed evil thoughts, adulteries, fornications, murders, thefts, covetousness, wickedness, deceit, lasciviousness, an evil eye, blasphemy, pride , foolishness : all these evil things come from within, and defile the man. (Mark vii. 21 — 23.) "On finishing his quotations, Mr. Osborne turned to Altamont, and said, ' You do not deny the authority of Scripture, my Lord ; what do you think of these 118 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. texts ? do they agree with your experience and observa- tions?' " * I know not what to say,' returned Altamont ; * I have seen much that is evil in human nature, but I have known much also that is amiable.' *' * We are not now speaking,' returned Mr. Osborne, * of characters whom we believe to have been influenced by religion, because such characters have received a new principle of action, and a corrective of their natural de- pravity ; such persons, therefore, must be set aside in our arguments, and we must speak only of man as he appears when uninfluenced by religion. And I ask you, my Lord, what is your experience concerning such men ? Does its testimony tend to confirm, or to contradict the words of Scripture ? ' ** Altamont hesitated a moment, as if deeply reflect- ing; and, in fact, during this short interval, his thoughts had rapidly passed over many scenes of former days with which his memory was now heavily burdened. At length, he replied : * I can remember no one instance, among those of my former acquaintance,' said he, * who were uninfluenced by religion, which forms any exception to the testimony of Scripture respecting man's natural depravity. And when I look into my own heart, as I did last night when left alone, I can see nothing else there but extreme selfishness connected with every other evil passion.' " * I rejoice to hear this,' said Mr. Osborne. ** ' Rejoice ! ' returned Altamont. "'Yes,' said the other; * inasmuch as I feel an as- surance that flesh and blood have not revealed this to you, but the Spirit of God. Man is naturally unacquaint- ed with the evil of his heart : he opens his eyes slowly and unwillingly to the conviction of sin, even when it is forced upon him by a power which he cannot resist.' " Mr. Osborne then entered more largely and fully upon the subject of man's natural depravity ; during which discussion, Altamont was enabled to make the following observations. ** * In reviewing my past feelings,' he said, ' I cannot recollect experiencing one single sentiment respecting my Creator which could be called pious. If ever I thought of the Supreme Being, which I seldom did in THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 119 the early part of my life, it was with a kind of shuddering reluctance and aversion, as of one who would some time or other call me to account for such of my actions as my conscience disapproved. With respect to my fellow- creatures, I considered them in no other light than as they might be made to contribute to my pleasures. While as for those who interfered with my satisfactions, I pursued them with a rancour, that has at length re- duced me to the state in which you now behold me — to this dungeon, to these chains, to death, and to despair.' *' ' No, no,' said Mr. Osborne, ' I trust not to despair; there is hope for the most atrocious sinner through the blood of Christ, through the merits of that Saviour who looked down from the cross upon his murderers and said, Father, forgive them, for they know not ivhat they do. *' * There is a plan formed by Infinite Wisdom', con- tinued the venerable man, * for the salvation of sinners, so wonderful in its nature, so comprehensive in its extent, so marvellous in its effects, that he who looks upon it with the eye of faith though he were dead yet shall he live.' *' Here Mr. Osborne was led into a particular explana- tion of the plan formed for man's salvation, by the in- comprehensible and blessed Trinity; upon which he entered with this important remark — to wit, that so much of the inscrutable counsels of the Almighty is revealed to each individual as is necessary for the well-being of that individual. ** • The blessed and holy Scriptures,' continued he, * discover to us the existence of a divine Trinity-in-Unity, revealing at the same time to the diligent enquirer, the distinct office which each of the three divine Persons of the Godhead has appropriated to himself in the work of man's salvation. ** Mr. Osborne then proceeded to observe, that the fall of man had necessarily been foreseen by the all-wise Creator, one of whose attributes involves the most per- fect foreknowledge of every event that shall take place in time or through eternity ; and that the glorious plan of man's salvation had been the result of this foreknow- ledge — a plan by which the redeemed wHl finally be raised to a state of inconceivable glory and happiness, as the adopted sons of God. * By God the Father, (to use the phraseology adopted by the Church established 120 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. in this country,)' continued Mr. Osborne, * the redeemed ** are predestinated to life according to his everlasting purposes." (nth Article of the Church of England.) By God the Son the punishment of their offences has been endured, and their souls redeemed at a price infi- nitely more precious than that of silver and gold. While by God the Spirit the heir of salvation is called, regene- rated, and sanctified. Thus man, who is by nature a member of Satan, a child of wrath, and an heir of hell, is rendered a member of Christ, a child of God, and an inheritor of the kingdom of heaven.' "Mr. Osborne perceiving that the unhappy young man continued to listen to him with increasing interest, went on to enlarge upon the three points above mention- ed : namely, on man's being made, through grace, a member of Christ, a child of God, and an inheritor of the kingdom of heaven. * They who are living in sin,' said Mr. Osborne, ' are truly and entirely separated from God, and, as you but now expressed yourself, are even in the habit of looking upon him with a kind of shuddering aversion and horror — but, on the contrary, when man becomes regenerate, and receives Christ by faith, he is then taken into an ineffable connexion with his Redeemer, which is nearer, more close, and more endearing, than that which subsists between a parent and child, being as intimate and complete as that w hich is maintained be- tween the head and members of the same body. Before the fall of man, indeed, our first parents naturally lived in close communion with God — but this communion ceased when man became a sinner; nor can it be renew- ed, till the individual is led back by faith to his offended God through the medium of a Saviour. ** * It was through grace, and with a view to the pro- mised Saviour, that the saints of old, Abel and Noah, Moses, Abraham and Isaac, David and Samuel, were enabled to approach their God, and were received into a state of divine communion with him. But the Chris- tian, being favoured with a much clearer degree of light, partakes of a closer union with his Saviour than even the saints of old : insomuch that they who live by the faith of the Son of God, become, as I before re- marked, so many members of that one mystical body, of which Christ is the head. Accordingly we find the THE LA.DY OF THE MANOR. 121 apostle thus addressing the Corinthian converts — For as the body is one, and hath many members, and all the members of that one body, bein^ many, are one body: so also is Christ. For by one Spirit are we all baptized into one body, whether we be Jews or Gentiles, whether we be bond or free ; and have been all made to drink into one Spirit. For the body is not one member, but many. Now, therefore, ye are the body of Christ, and members in particular. (I Cor. xii. 12, lb, 14, 27.) ** ' Those persons, therefore,' continued Mr. Osborne, * who in this sense become members of Christ, will be admitted to all the privileges enjoyed by their glorious Head. From this their living Head will proceed nourish- ment to every limb, imparting the principle of life to those who were aforetime languishing and dying; while, as the parts of one body with their blessed Redeemer, they will enjoy a communication of his perfections, and become one spirit with their Lord and Master. By him they will be delivered through life from the power of sin, and from its nry being at the hour of death. Yea, his tender care will follow their remains into the grave, as the Lord accompanied Israel into Egypt; and from thence he will finally raise them to reign with himself in everlasting glory. *' * But inasmuch as the head cannot suffer without the members suffering likewise, it is required of the be- liever in this world to take up the cross, and follow the suffering Saviour: and of you, my Lord,' added Mr. Osborne, ' you who have indeed been the chief of sin- ners, this will especially be required, if you hope to partake of those glorious privileges of which I speak — that you should humble yourself in the dust — that you should welcome your present trials as means of awaken- ing you, with the divine assistance, from your dream of sin — that you should acknowledge the justice of your punishment, and even thank the Almighty that bars, and bolts, and chains, have been employed to restrain you from further outrages. It is moreover requisite, that you should earnestly entreat of God that these chastisements may be blessed to the salvation of your soul : since, w ithout his benediction, temporal afflictions, however severe they may be, or however long continued, must prove only the beginning of sorrows.' VOL. I.' M 122 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. " Mr. Osborne here concluded his second visit. Re- turning however the next day, and repeating his visits for many days together, he found at length reason to hope that his endeavours to serve this miserable young man had not been without success. *' Altamont seemed indeed to be much agitated, and even overwhelmed with despair, until the time of his trial. In court, however, whither Mr. Osborne accompanied him, he appeared humble and resigned, attempting no defence, and receiving his sentence with the meekest submission. After that time, his mind became consider- ably more composed : so that on Mr. Osborne's first visit to him after his return to his cell as a condemned man, he addressed him with affection, and said, ' Oh, my friend ! my best friend ! what would my case have now been, had not the Lord in mercy commissioned you to visit me here ?' '* ' You take my visits then as an earnest of divine mercy?' said Mr. Osborne. *' ' I do,' said Altamont ; ' I have long done so. Your coming hither was the first circumstance that awakened me from despair. Before that period I had always been in the habit,' continued he, * of looking upon the dealings of the Almighty with respect to his creatures with a de- gree of prejudice which embittered my whole mind, and made me consider every untoward event which befel me as a mark of the divine displeasure. But when you were enabled to make me understand the real state of the case, assuring me that my heavenly Father had planned the means of my salvation ere yet the world was made, (as I now humbly trust he hath done,) I immediately felt my mind relieved ; seeing every thing in a new point of view, and discovering that the consequences of my crime, my confinement, my deprivations, my shame, and my very chains, might all ultimately tend to the promotion of my everlasting happiness. *• * Oh, Mr. Osborne,' continued Altamont, ' had these views been given me in my early years, how happy a man should I have been! Amelia had still been living — I had still possessed such a friend as Frederick — My son too, perhaps many sons, had been hanging on my knees— my honour had been untarnish- ed, and my conscience clear of those innumerable THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 123 crimes, the remembraoce of which now oppresses my soul.' " Mr. Osborne replied : * Blame not your parents, blame not your tutors, my Lord; but blame yourself. Every man in this privileged country has light enough, if he will use it. Remember the words of an apostle — Ltt no man sayichen he is tempted, I am tempted of God: for God cannot he tempted with evil, neither tempteth he any man. But every man is tempted, when he is drawn away of his own lust, and enticed,' (James i. 13, 14.) ** * Mr. Osborne,' said Altamont with energy, ' mistake me not : I blame no one, much less my God. My pa- rents loved me ; I have made an evil return for their love. I am fully and deeply sensible of my misconduct towards them : I am vile in my own eyes. But the man- ner in which I have been brought to my present ex- perience convinces me, that, if the doctrine of redeeming love were more universally taught, it would do more to reform the human race, than all the moral discourses which ever have been, or ever shall be delivered from our Christian pulpits. What,' said he, * what was it that first broke my stubborn heart, but this view of my God ? What was it but this which made me feel my own vile- ness, my ingratitude, and the enormity of my crimes? And has this God, I said to myself, whom I have dreaded and avoided from my early childhood, been engaged in preparing such a plan of salvation for my soul ere the beginning of time, as may render me everlastingly happy, without implicating that justice which, of all the divine attributes, is held in most abhorrence by the sinner? blessed then be that justice, which is now as much bound to save me, as it once was to destroy me ; since 1 accept the offers of mercy made me through Christ not only with thankfulness but with exultation, fully persuaded that perfect justice can never condemn him whose ransom is already paid. I still, however, expect some heavy moments, INlr. Osborne,' continued Altamont ; 'and surely I deserve them: notwithstanding which, I am enabled to cast all my care upon Christ, with a hum- ble confidence that I shall not be confounded.' ** Mr. Osborne gave Altamont his hand ; it was the first time he had done so, and a starting tear accom- panied the action. * My son,' said he, * let us join in 124 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. prayer: yea, let us join in thanks^^ivings to the Father of all mercies, for his especial grace vouchsafed unto you.' " From that time Altamont was much in prayer, both vs'hen Mr. Osborne was present, and when he was left alone: but as Mr. Osborne spent much of his time in the cell of this penitent prisoner, he found many oppor- tunities of assisting him in this important duty, as well as of conversing closely with him concerning the affairs of his soul. Altamont had, as might be expected, many heavy and desponding hours, when the remembrance of his crimes agitated and harassed him : and Mr. Osborne was not sorry to observe the frequent return of these painful feelings. Nevertheless, the condemned man never discovered any inclination to dispute the divine will ; but even on these trying occasions he would sub- missively say, * If I perish, the will of God be done ; I have more than deserved it.' There were seasons, how- ever, when brighter prospects opened before him : and at such times he would speak with so much warmth and vivacity of the redeeming love of God, as plainly proved that these things had been revealed to him by a divine Teacher. ' For such a one as I am,' said Altamont at one of these seasons, * to be made a child of God and an inheritor of the kingdom of heaven ! O ! wonderful mer- cy ! O ! the miraculous interposition of divine power ! ' *' Mr. Osborne took this occasion to enlarge upon the privileges of a child and heir. * We all,' said he, ' have known the comforts of a father's house, the sweets of home, and something of that entire confidence which a child reposes in its parent. But we are told, that the tenderest love of an earthly parent, my son, is nothing when compared with that which our heavenly Father exercises towards his children. We read this touching description of the paternal love of the Almighty to his people, in the prophet Isaiah — Can a woman forget her sucking child, that she should not have compassion on the son of her womb? Yea, they may forget, yet will I not forget thee: (Isaiah xlix. 15.) An earthly parent may change ; human beings are subject to forgetfulness, to resentment, to misapprehension, to partiality, often unreasonably preferring one child to another — even a mother may forget the infant that daily hangs at her THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 12^ breast —but, with the Father of lights, there is no vari- abltness, neither shadow of turning. (James i. 17.) All those to whom the Father hath been reconciled through the blood of Christ, may rest assured of his everlasting love, and feel a humble confidence that he will never leave nor forsake them. Having through faith become children of God in this world, they shall assuredly be counted heirs of everlasting glory in the world to come; as the apostle most encouragingly speaks — If we are children, then heirs of God through Christ. (Gal. iv. 7.) *' * And O ! ' continued Mr. Osborne, * if we consider the privileges which these words include, it is only won- derful that our whole minds are not occupied by the glorious prospect which opens before us through the dying Saviour. But sin — the sin which is ever present with us — darkens our brightest prospects, and damps our best hopes, and will continue so to do until sin and death are swallowed up in victory.' ** In this manner Mr. Osborne continued from time to time to converse with the young man, very frequently launching out in the praises of redeeming love, — till the last awful day arrived, which was to close the earthly career of the once admired and envied Altaraont. ** I forbear to enter into the particulars of these dreadful scenes: suffice it to say, that Mr. Osborne at- tended him to the last, and engaged with him in prayer upon the very scatfcld. His deportment to the conclu- ding moment of his life was calm and resigned : he ac- knowledged the justice of his sentence, and recommended his soul to the divine mercy, pleading with his latest breath the merits and death of his adorable Saviour. He then shook hands with Mr. Osborne; when, in one transitory glance, he expressed more of love and grati- tude towards him than volumes could have unfolded. ** A person who stood near the unfortunate youth at the time of his execution, thus describes his appearance. — He was dressed in black ; his face being no otherwise changed from what it had been in the days of youthful pride, excepting that it was extremely pale, and his cheeks somewhat sunk. His fine hair was parted on his forehead, and tied in a knot behind, in the manner he had been accustomed to wear it. The expression of his countenance was, however, singularly altered ; insomuch M 3 126 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. that they who expected to read therein the malignant passions of the murderer, were astonished to behold there the evidences of deep contrition and calm resigna- tion, mingled with the most touching expressions of humble confidence in God. " Thus, in the case of Altamont, we see an instance of the mighty power of God in effecting that new cre- ation by which a child of wrath is made * a member of Christ, the child of God, and an inheritor of the king- dom of heaven.' *' Lady N concluded her narrative by saying, that many particulars of these memoirs, especially the prison conversations, had been drawn from private let- ters, written at the time when the events took place; whence the simple facts were enriched with particular circumstances and descriptions, which otherwise must have speedily descended into oblivion." Here the lady of the manor closed her manuscript ; and, as the evening was now far advanced, she requested her young people to join her in prayer. A Prayer for tliost divine Influences of the Holy Spirit, by which the Sinner is made a Member of Christ, a Child of God, and rendered fit to become an Inheritor of the Kingdom of Heaven. " O ALMIGHTY LORD, the ever blessed and incom- prehensible Jehovah, we approach thee in the name and through the merits of that adorable Saviour by whose death we have access within the vail. We confess that we were all born unholy and unclean, children of wrath and heirs of hell; and we are persuaded, that we must for ever have remained in that deplorable state, had not redeem- ing love undertaken our deliverance. Thou, O Father, hast predestinated thy chosen ones unto eternal life, * according to thine everlasting purposes before the foun- dation of the v.'orld.' Thou, O Son, hast paid down our ransom in thine own person upon the accursed tree. And thou, O Holy Ghost, art continually exerting thy |;)lessed and prevailing influence in calling, in regenera- ting, and in sanctifying, the wandering sheep of the great Shepherd's flock. O Holy Spirit, deign, for our Redeem- er's sake, to favour us with thine abidinc: influence : make THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 127 US new and contrite hearts ; lead us to Christ; empty us of self; sanctify our affections; cleanse and purify our thoughts ; make us new creatures in deed and in truth, and thus prepare us for that glory which is prepared for all the redeemed. We are the clay, and thou, O Lord, art our potter : O make us holy vessels, fit for our Fa- ther's house. We are sensible that no human exertions are sufficient to change our vile natures; but that the creation of a new heart must be of God, anci of him only. Bestow then upon us, O Lord, this first best gift; unite us to Christ as our living Head ; make us to be children of God on earth, in order that in the life to come we may have our portion with the possessors of the kingdom of heaven : and in the mean time give us grace humbly, heartily, and constantly, to resign ourselves, our souls, and bodies, into thy keeping, being assured that they who trust in thee shall never be confounded. " Now to God the Father, God the Sou, and God the Holy Ghost, be all glory, and honour, and praise, from this time forth for evermore." 128 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. CHAPTER V. Q. What did your Godfathers and Godmothers pro- mise for you at your Baptism ? A. They did promise and vow three Things in my Name, First, that I should renounce the Devil and all his Works, the Pomps and Vanities of this wicked World. JlT was the fourth evening of the assembly at the ma- nor-house, when the lady of the manor thus addressed the young people. — *' What, my dear young friends, is the third question and answer in the Church Catechism?" One of the young people immediately repeated the following words. — '* * Q. What did your godfathers and godmothers promise for you in your baptism? ** * A. They did promise and vow three things in my name. First, that I should renounce the devil and all his works, the pomps and vanities of this wicked world.' " Here the lady of the manor interrupted the young speaker, saying, ** You have now, my dear, repeated as much of the answer as we shall have leisure to explain this evening; we will therefore postpone the rest to a further occasion. We are now come to that vow which was made for you at your baptism, and which you are about to take upon yourselves in the presence of God and the Church. Hear what the address of the Bishop will be to you upon this subject. — ' Do ye here, in the pre- sence of God and of this congregation, renew the solemn promise and vow that was made in your name at your baptism, ratifying and confirming the same in your own persons, and acknowledging yourselves bound to believe and to do all those things which your godfathers and godmothers then undertook for you ? ' To which every THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 129 one of you must audibly answer, ' I do.' (See Order of Conjirmation.) ** Now, my dear young people," proceeded the lady, " I call upon you to consider the amazing importance of the undertaking which you have before you. And I am sorry to intimate, that of the multitudes who take upon themselves this solemn obligation there is perhaps not one in a hundred who ever afterwards give it a single serious thought. This remark I make, not to encourage a spirit of censoriousness, which every Christian must hold in abhorrence; but, once for all, to induce you not to follow the world, but to judge and act according to the will of God and the tenor of Scripture. If you fol- low the world, you are not of God. If you run with the multitude, with the multitude you will be condemned. For wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that kadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat : because strait is the gate, and narroiv is the way which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it. (Matt. vii. 13, 14.) Wherefore come out from among them, and he ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing ; and I will receive you, and will be a Father unto you, and ye shall be my sons and daughters, saith the Lord Almighty:' (2 Cor. vi. 17, 18.) The young ladies looked seriously on hearing this re- mark, but no one spoke : upon which the lady of the manor proposed that they should immediately proceed to an examination of the baptismal vow, the first part of which is the renunciation of the devil and all his works. — " What we learn from Scripture concerning this evil one," said she, *' is, that he is an apostate angel, the im- placable enemy and tempter of the human race, and es- pecially hostile to believers, whom he desires to devour. He is called Abaddon in Hebrew, and Apollyon in Greek, that is, the destroyer. He is also denominated the angel of the bottomless pit, the prince of this world, the prince of darkness, a deceiver, a liar, a murderer, a tormentor ; a being whose works are all that is opposed to good, and all that is hateful to God. We are taught to believe," proceeded she, " that the chief aim and object of this evil spirit is to exalt himself, and to de- press the Deity; and that one of the chief means by which he works the destruction of man, is, by inducing 130 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. him to exalt the idol self even to the throne of the Al- mighty." In this place, one of the young ladies, namely, Miss Anna Maria, remarked, that she had heard a friend say that Satan had not the same power in these days which he formerly possessed. " My dear young lady," replied the lady of the manor, " one of the great arts of this grand deceiver, is, so to withdraw himself occasionally from our observation, that at the very time when he is perhaps carrying on those operations which are most effectually destructive of our happiness, he may excite in us a doubt even of his ex- istence. It is wonderful with what nicety this arch de- ceiver adapts his temptations to the circumstances of the tempted. They who travel into foreign countries, and there strictly observe the state of the people among whom they sojourn, will not only have occasion to mar- vel at the power of Satan abroad, but will also become better judges of what he is doing at home. From the constant change of habits to which travellers are liable, and which naturally serves to emancipate them from the bands of custom and prejudice, they must (if they are so happy as to live under the influence of pious principles) unavoidably become impartial and clear-sighted obser- vers of all that is amiss in their own land as well as in distant countries; whence they will be constrained to acknowledge, that although the arts of Satan may be more apparent in heathen lands, yet that there is per- haps no country on earth in which his influence operates in a more marvellous manner than in our own enlightened nation." On hearing this assertion. Miss Anna Maria, and one or two of the elders of the party, looked earnestly and enquiringly at the lady of the manor; when she thus proceeded to prove the truth of the assertion she had made. " In those gloomy regions of midnight darkness," said she, " which the light of the Gospel has as yet been unable to penetrate — such as the burning plains of Af- rica, the wilds of America, the Eastern Archipelago, the islands of the Pacific Ocean, together with those parts of the East still unvisited by the Christian missionary — in all these places Satan appears with little disguise; THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 131 governing the people, as it were, in his own name, and, through the instrumentality of numberless abominable idols, exacting the performance of many bloody and ob- scene rites. In these dark corners of the earth, the enemy of mankind requires no elegant arts to set forth his abo- minations; but holds communication with wizards and witches in his own proper character, keeping men's minds in a state of absolute thraldom through their su- perstitious observance of omens, and prodigies, and frightful dreams. In countries a little raised above this extreme of blindness and ignorance — such, for instance, as the Mahometan countries — he finds it necessary to assume some kind of cloak, for the purpose of partially hiding his cloven foot. In such places he puts on the profession of morality, while he perverts the reasoning powers of man to the vilest purposes ; putfing up his servants with the pride of intellect and human learning, yet leaving them as entirely the children of hell as he found them. In Roman Catholic countries, he allows a nearer approach to the truth — making use of names honoured and loved by all Christians; calling in the assistance of sacred harmony, magnificent architecture, exquisite statuary, and impressive painting, with all the pomp of splendid robes and solemn processions ; exhi- biting the Scripture emblem of the prayers of the saints ascending in fragrant clouds to the arched roofs of their temples, accompanied with the most imposing appear- ances of sanctity and devotion : in a word, the wolf there assumes the whole garb and semblance of the lamb. And here I cannot but remark, how amazing has been the skill and cunning of Satan, in first raising up, and then upholding the Roman Catholic system, that unpa- ralleled system of delusion, by which the progress of Christianity has been strangely retarded for nearly two thousand years ! ** But even this amazing effort of diabolical skill is sur- passed by the manoeuvres he now employs," proceeded the lady, ** in retarding the progress of that divine light which has dawned on our own country for several cen- turies, and which, we trust, will gradually diffuse itself through the surrounding nations. One of these manoeu- vres of our arch enemy," continued the lady, " and not one of the least refined, is that withdrawing of himself 132 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. into the back-ground, which we noticed before: inso- much that his very existence is become a question with irreHgious persons in this country ; while even the more pious are not seldom heard to assert, that his power is greatly diminished in these latter ages of the Church. Satan is aware that we are now too much enlightened to be led away with stories of witchcraft, and evil omens ; the time for these things, at least with us, is wholly past by. The enemy has, therefore, changed his ground of attack : so that, instead of employing a system of terror in order to render men subservient to his will, he now allures them to his purpose by vanity, self-love, and other secret motives, which prove equally if not more abundantly successful. I will not say much of the allurements of pleasure in this place, because I trust that none here will ever think of putting themselves in the way of what are called public amusements ; though I think it right, in this connexion, simply to remark, that public amusements and exhibitions are now brought to a degree of perfection which renders them a very pow- erful engine in the hand of Satan for the destruction of men's souls. Our theatrical amusements particularly, which were formerly grossly indelicate, are now set forth with a kind of mock sentiment, the fallacy of which few young persons can detect; but which, when admitted into the mind, never fail to fill it with false views of right and wrong, exciting a thousand delusive feelings, and effectually drawing the heart from God. " Another art of Satan in this Christian and refined country," continued the lady of the manor, ** where in- numerable individuals and societies are exerting them- selves in the cause of religion, is that of not openly opposing any of these, but of destroying their effect by sowing discord among them, and employing one set of well-meaning persons in weakening the hands and mar- ring the usefulness of another. And here," said the lady of the manor, " I must finish my review of these works of our infernal enemy, by pointing out what I consider his master-piece of cunning; namely, the ad- dress with which he hath upheld, for so many ages, the credit and honour of the ancient writings of the heathen world. It is no doubt by this and the consequent con- tempt poured upon the sacred writers, that the Roman THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 133 Catholic system has been so long maintained on the Continent, as evidently appeared to me some years ago when visiting France ; where I saw with surprise, that the statues and emblems of the ancient heathen divinities occupied every palace and public place, while those of even their saints were thrown comparatively into the shade. And I cannot question, but that the impiety of our English youth may, humanly speaking, be traced very frequently to the same source. For what else can we expect, when our infant sons are compelled to devote many hours daily to the study not only of the philoso- phers and historians of Greece and Rome, but also to those productions of their most licentious poets, which cannot be understood without an accurate knowledge of their abominable mythology, to the no small neglect of the New Testament, and the almost utter omission of the Old, in their original languages? " While Satan is able," continued the lady of the ma- nor, "to carry this point thus triumphantly, although it is now nearly two thousand years since the revelation of the Christian system, I think we must not presume to say that his power is greatly diminished." The lady of the manor, requesting the further attention of the young ladies, informed them that she should then proceed to consider the next part of the clause in the Catechism: — namely, " The pomps and vanities of this wicked world." " My dear young people," said she, after a moment's consideration, " it is perhaps difficult to define what are pomps and vanities; because those things which are proper and merely decent in one situ- ation of life, may be called pomps and vanities when found in another: T have, however, by me a little narra- tive which was communicated to me by a friend, in which these matters are so well and accurately defined, that I shall satisfy myself by reading this story to you, without entering into any further discussion on the sub- ject." The Two Cousins. In a certain village in one of the midland counties of England there formerly resided a gentleman and lady, who, having no child for some years after their marriage, VOL. I. N 134 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. and expectint^ never to enjoy that blessino^, adopted the orphan daughter of a sister — a little girl, who, at the time she entered her uncle's family, was not more than two years of age. This child, whom we will call Maria, although an or- phan, was not portionless, having about one thousand five hundred pounds settled upon her; a part of the interest of which her uncle was so kind as to allow to accumulate as long as she remained under his roof, de- ducting only what was barely sufficient to repay him for her board. As soon as Maria was received into the family, plans were formed for her education and training — plans upon the whole extremely good, but which not being tempered with paternal tenderness, bordered rather upon too great strictness; not however so much as to render them inju- rious to the permanent good of the child, although her present comfort was sometimes unnecessarily affected by them. Notwithstanding this needless severity, Maria loved her uncle and aunt; and as no indiscreet visitor or ser- vant was allowed to interfere between the child and her protectors, Maria, whose natural disposition was mild and accommodating, never supposed that her situation was in any way different from that of most other chil- dren. When Maria had been in this family about three years, it pleased God to gratify her uncle and aunt with what they had long earnestly desired. A little daughter was born to them, who became the distinguished darling of the whole family. The birth of Matilda rather increased than diminished the difficulties of Maria, inasmuch as she was required in various ways to submit to the humours and whims of the growing favourite : for although Matilda was not in- dulged in the commission of gross improprieties, yet her lesser faults were so winked at by her parents, as to allow her ill humours to cause her cousin needless vex- ation on a thousand little occasions. In the mean time, Maria was told, when Matilda was unreasonable, that she must excuse her on account of her youth, and endeavour to please her because she was a child. Thus was the proper order of things continually THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 135 inverted in this family, by making the elder submit to the younger; an arrangement which, as might have been expected, proved decidedly injurious to Matilda; while, through the divine blessing, Maria continually improved under the constant exercise of petty acts of self-denial. They who love to observe the dealings of the Almighty towards his children, will be particularly struck with the manner in which he renders the ordinary events of life subservient to their good, preparing them for glory under circumstances apparently the most adverse to such pre- parations. The absence of pleasurable incidents during the youth of Maria at first tended to make her thoughtful ; whence, through the leadings of the Holy Spirit, she was gradu- ally brought to the consideration of religious subjects. And by the divine blessing, in proportion as she became more sensible of the painful circumstances attending her situation under her uncle's roof, she felt such an increas- ing desire for spiritual comfort and divine communion, as gradually tended to the production of that peace to which otherwise she must have remained a stranger. She was even made to see, amid all the little disagreable- nesses of her situation, that she had received such solid benefits from her uncle and aunt as she could never be sutficiently grateful for. She perceived that the educa- tion which they had given her was indeed a useful one, and that the very discipline to which they had made her submit would probably enable her to support with more patience those trials, which in the ordinary course of things she had to expect in future life. Thus the reflec- tions which these subjects excited, were made in a spirit of charity and thankfulness ; and certain it is, that no one can meditate on the inconveniences and troubles of their own life in such a spirit, unless divinely assisted so to do. Maria remained in her uncle's family till she had at- tained her twenty-fifth year, at which time she was seen by a young gentleman lately established in the law in a neighbouring town, to whom she appeared with so many attractions as speedily determined him to solicit her un- cle's permission to visit her. Mr. Charles Hunter, for such was the name of the young man who had attached himself to Maria, was one 136 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. of the younger sons of a genteel family in the neighbour- hood. His patrimony was about one hundred pounds per annum, together with a handsome house in the town where he resided. Added to this, his profession, at the period when he sought Maria's hand in marriage, pro- duced him about one hundred and fifty pounds a year. After Mr. Charles Hunter had made his mind known to Maria's uncle, and it was found that he was not dis- agreeable to her, and that his character upon the whole stood higher than that of the generality of young men, a council was called by the families on both sides, when all parties being agreed upon the propriety of the mar- riage, calculations were made upon the income which the young people would possess ; and which, on a rea- sonable computation, was found to be about three hun- dred and twenty pounds a year, together with a handsome house ready furnished. It was therefore unanimously decided by the old people that this might do, as Mr. Hunter had a growing profession in his hands. The next consideration was, what establishment should be fixed upon for the young people. In all these con- sultations, Maria, if present, presumed to give no opinion, not knowing how far money would go in housekeeping ; and Mr. Charles Hunter, being equally inexperienced as herself, had almost as little to say. Consequently the old people had every thing their own way ; and it was natural to suppose that, on occasions of this kind, those who had known the expence of main- taining a family, might be trusted not to involve their children in difficulties. But old Mrs. Hunter, being a woman of family, and much in bondage to the pomps and vanities of this world, was more taken up, in ordering her son's establishment, with views of family conse- quence, than with the real comfort of her children ; inso- much that, while considering what kind of figure she should wish her son and daughter-in-law to make in the town of K , she lost sight of their income and of what that would allow. Her manner of speaking was generally to this efl^"ect, or something very like it. — " Charles's drawing-room is well furnished ; every thing in it is handsome ; nothing is wanting but a mirror between the windows. There must be a mirror : the room will not do without a mirror. THE LADY OF THE MANOR. V6l And the best bed-room requires a carpet: there must absolutely be a carpet over a great part of the room. Another dressing-table and glass will also be wanted ; those which now stand there are not the thing at all. If any of my son's noble clients should come to town, and he should think it necessary to offer them a bed, the room, as it now is, would be quite insutficient. My daughter-in-law must have two maid-servants — a cook, and a housemaid — it would be impossible to do with less ; and to these must be added a footboy, to wait at table, and open the door to company. My son will have no business, if he does not make a respectable figure in the town, particularly as a married man. A professional man, who does not keep up a creditable appearance, will never be employed : this is universally acknowledged. My son must also keep a horse; Mr. Charles Hunter cannot do without a horse." In this manner the old lady very fluently proceeded; and being what the world calls a clever woman, that is, one who had much to say on every subject that interested her, she easily carried every thing her own way. The mirror was bought, the carpets, the dressing-table, and various other needless articles not worthy of note; by which all the ready money of the young couple was swallowed up, together with several lesser sums which had been received as marriage presents from the friends of the respective parties. A cook, a housemaid, and a footman, were hired and established in their several places a short time previous to the marriage. Maria's uncle and aunt in the mean time (though generally es- teemed prudent persons) remained passive spectators of these imprudent proceedings, while they could not but foresee the consequences of this sinful accommodation to the world. Thus do many persons, who in their baptismal engage- ment have undertaken to renounce the pomps and vani- ties of this wicked world, not only pursue these vanities themselves through a long life, but take an acting part in plunging the young people over whom they have any influence into the same destructive course. And this may be said not only of those who are manifestly devoted to the world, but even of such as believe themselves pious, yea, and who are deemed such in religious society. N 3 138 THE LADY OF TKE MANOR. Leaving however these reflections, we will proceed with our narrative. All these preparations being- made, the marriage took place : when, after a few weeks, Maria found herself quietly established in her new house, while her husband was again busily engaged in his professional duties. And now, being left to herself in a situation totally new to her, the young bride presently found occasion for the exercise of all those Christian graces, which had hitherto lain almost concealed beneath the pressure of that severe discipline to which she had been so long subjected in the house of her uncle. By the divine blessing she was made fully sensible of the awful responsibility of her si- tuation; and believing the Holy Scriptures to be the only true and infallible guide to a Christian course of life, she spent much of her present leisure in studying her Bible and praying over it. She also about this time had opportunity of frequently hearing a truly pious minister, through whose instrumentality her views of religion were rendered more distinct and clear ; in con- sequence of which she formed a more accurate and exalted idea of her duties as a wife. And here let it be remarked, that, as much leisure is often within the reach of young women after their mar- riage, before they become liable to the cares and burdens of a small family, it would be highly commendable in them to spend a portion of that leisure in studying the duties of the new and important situation into which they have entered, often shutting themselves up in their clo- sets, as Maria did, to meditate and pray over the sacred Scriptures, drawing from that Holy Volume their rules of life, and, like the holy women of old, gathering mate- rials thence, not for that outward adorning of plaiting the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel; but the hidden man qjf the heart, in that which is not corruptible, even the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God of gi-eat price. (I Peter iii. 3, 4.) But, alas ! this is a time in which women ' for the most part thmk they may give themselves up to dress and vanity, to the pursuit of pleasure and the en- joyment of company ; which unhappy course they fre- quently follow, till some severe affliction — loss of health, alienation of their husband's affections, or confusion and THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 139 embarrassment in their affairs — occurs to awaken them from their dream of folly. Maria, however, by the blessing of God, acted a diffe- rent part. She had some visitors at first, whose com- pliments she returned with as much expedition and as little loss of time as possible. After which, as I before said, she availed herself of the leisure which followed in studying her new duties with all the seriousness they required ; neither relying upon her own strength, nor confiding in her own judgment, but with earnest prayer and a continual reference to Scripture. She found it at first irksome to look into the minutia; of family management ; and watching over the conduct of her servants was quite a severe trial to her. But the Scripture speaketh decidedly upon this subject — Let him that ruleth, do it with diligence: (Rom. xii. 8.)— the duty therefore being a clear and positive one, with two or three struggles she brought herself to the conscien- tious performance of it : after which the difficulty became daily less. The family accounts of every article, and how much might conveniently be expended upon them, became the next subjects of her consideration: and here it may be observed, that what an experienced housekeeper would have settled in half an hour, was to her the work of half a morning. But she had as yet no child ; her household was small ; and she perceived the necessity of acquiring some facility in the management of these matters before any increase of family could possibly take place to aug- ment her difficulties. As the wise man says. To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven; (Eccles. iii. 1;) Maria accordingly found that the present time brought with it certain tasks whicli ought to be performed, and which, if omitted till other duties should call her attention, might perhaps throw her whole life into confusion. And herein this young woman was enabled to form a correct judgment: since it is certain, that not only in her peculiar case, which was that of entering upon the duties of married life and those of the mistress of a family, but in the case of every individual dwelling upon the face of the earth, at all seasons, and in every conceivable situation, the passing hour must needs bring with it some portion of 140 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. work to be immediately performed, and which, if neg- lected, will more or less diminish the peace, the comfort, or the credit of some succeeding hour. Through the redeeming love of our compassionate Lord, we believe indeed that all the effects of his people's errors will here- after be totally done away ; when, clothed in the gar- ment of salvation, they shall rejoice for evermore in the presence of God, in that blessed land where the tears are wiped from every eye — but we have no promise of being freed from the consequences of our ill conduct in the present world ; for it is written. He that soweth ini- quity shall reap vanity: (Prov. xxii. 8:) and again. He that goeth forth and weepeth, bearing precious seed, shall doubtless come again with irjoicing, bringing his sheaves with him. (Psalm cxxvi. 6.) I will venture to repeat this remark, on account of its vast importance. From the time that the infant first draws its breath, until that awful period when the soul forsakes its breathless body, each flitting moment brings with it a certain obligation to the performance of some particular exercise — some unhappy temper is to be re- strained ; some important lesson to be learned ; some new faculty to be acquired ; or some latent power to be brought into use. x4nd they who daily endeavour to execute the present task appointed by the all-wise Cre- ator, looking up to him in simple dependence upon his promised assistance, will seldom find that overwhelming accumulation of duties, or that perplexing hurry of business, of which so many complain: for the yoke of the Almighty in itself is easy, and his burden light; as all his faithful servants have found in all their generations. Our duties are generally set before us one by one; and, commonly speaking, the means of performing those du- ties are supplied at the same time. A mother has seldom more than one child at a birth ; and, before her family becomes large, abundant leisure, and space, and oppor- tunity, are given her to mould her first-born child, with the divine blessing, into a faithful and powerful instru- ment for the management of the rest, as well as into a lovely pattern by which its juniors may be naturally and sweetly led forward from one degree of excellence to another. But the careless or indolent parent or house- keeper, she who has failed in youth to fit herself for THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 141 future duties, and who in her early married state has neglected the performance of her little daily tasks of instruction and correction, or of personal labour and inspection, will certainly find herself at length plunged into an abyss of cares and troubles, from which she can never expect to be extricated till she has reached the close of a wretched and wearisome life. But to return to Maria. By considering her duties, looking into the concerns of her family, and forming minute calculations, she perceived, in a very few wrecks, that they were living beyond their income by at least as much as a hundred a year. The discovery alarmed her : she made fresh calculations again and again ; but the result was always the same. She became in consequence very uneasy. She formed little plans of retrenchment in the kitchen and in the parlour, such as she hoped might escape her husband's notice. But when the ser- vants (particularly the housemaid, who was the person of least use in the family) perceived what their mistress was about, they opposed and thwarted her in every possible way, becoming not only more lavish but per- versely wasteful. At the same time, poor Maria found herself less well than usual, and subject to many little uneasy feelings which, had they been much regarded, would have led her to new personal indulgences. She considered how- ever that if she did not now exert herself, her husband's affairs would certainly become perplexed ; and that whereas they were now happy in each other, they might become miserable merely through the pressure of pecu- niary difficulties. She therefore gave way no further to her feelings than absolute necessity required. On being* very much overcome, she would perhaps lie down for half an hour; and when a little refreshed, she would rouse herself, and go on with her usual employments. And so far was she from finding herself the worse for these exertions, that she even reaped considerable be- nefit from them: her unpleasant feelings were thereby prevented from growing upon her, while she retained that activity which many young women lose by improper indulgence after marriage. In the mean time, Mr. Hunter began to be sensible as well as his wife that they were living beyond their income ; 142 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. and this idea preying on his mind affected his temper, as was very evident when he came out of his oiSice to his meals. Nevertheless, with a kind of inconsistency more frequently to be remarked, perhaps, in men than in women, although he spoke of economy as generally ne- cessary, he violently opposed every particular application of it, and was manifestly disconcerted whenever there was a less handsome dinner than usual. All this time he never conferred freely with his wife on the subject of their affairs ; which would have yielded a proof of con- fidence peculiarly acceptable to her. And now poor Maria saw her happiness passing gradually from her, while increasing earthly cares were rapidly consuming that tender love which had so lately subsisted between herself and her husband. At this time, several circumstances tended to increase her uneasiness : and one especially, which was of a nature to have given her the utmost pleasure had it not been for the state of their finances. She perceived the prospect of an approaching addition to her family: but she was backward to reveal this circumstance to her husband, because, although he had never opened his mind to her upon the subject of his affairs, she was no stranger to his troubled thoughts on that subject. An- other thing which added to her trouble at this time, was the visit of a married sister of Mr. Hunter's, who, after witnessing some of her brother's ill humours, ventured to condole with her sister-in-law on the unkindness of her husband, and to drop certain hints which, had they been hearkened to, would have greatly increased the un- easiness of Maria. But this excellent young woman, though much hurt at the intimations occasionally thrown out by this false friend, was restrained by her heavenly Father, as she afterwards had reason to think, from speaking freely to her visitant on this delicate subject. On the contrary, this affectionate and prudent wife was led to apply, under these severe trials, not to her fellow- creatures, but to that throne of grace where real help may always be found. At length two little plans for meli- orating their circumstances were presented to her mind ; and though these ideas seemingly originated in a natural way, and in the common course of things, she nevertheless was taught to discover in them the good hand of God. THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 143 One day, when much dejected, and after earnest prayer, a letter was brought her from a very respectable and rich elderly lady, whom she had known from her childhood, requesting that she would procure lodgings for her in the town of K ; adding, that she should be willing to pay handsomely for good accommodations, should keep regular hours, and see little company. It struck Maria at once, that, if she could procure Mr. Hunter's consent to accommodate this lady, it would be a means of adding seventy or eighty guineas annually to their income : and further, that, if she could by any ex- ertion do without their housemaid, who was an imper- tinent and extravagant person, the hundred pounds annually which was deficient would be more than made up. No sooner were these views presented to the mind of Maria, than she felt a load removed from her heart ; upon which she resolved to communicate her thoughts to Mr. Hunter on these subjects, when he should come in to tea after the business of the day. I shall not enter into every particular of the conversa- tion which followed between Maria and her husband ; it would take up too much of our time. Suffice it to say, that she opened her whole heart to him on this occasion : first stating to him her strong sense of the evil of living beyond their income, which they were then actually doing ; and then pointing out to him the two remedies which had been brought to her mind. He heard the first part of her discourse with intense anxiety and in deep silence : but when he understood the whole of her plans for remedying the evils which she had pointed out, and of which he was as fully aware as herself, he broke out into a violent fit of anger, allowing some strong and contemptuous expressions to escape him, by ^^hich it appeared that he did not entertain a very high opinion of the understanding of women in general. "If you choose," said he, "to work like a common servant, you are at liberty to do so ; only do not, I pray you, appear before my visitors in a coloured apron. But as to taking in a lodger," he added, " I wonder how a woman of common sense can suggest so absurd an idea. Little as you seem to suspect it, such a step would entirely destroy my credit as a professional man," — and here he repeated that erroneous maxim 144 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. which is so continually in the mouths of worldly persons, " A professional man, who does not make a figure in the world, will never be employed." *• My dear Mr. Hunter," answered Maria, " I have often heard that remark made before ; but I cannot help thinking on these subjects in a way very different from that which the world has adopted. I believe that the hearts of all men are in the hand of the Almiahty, and that he can give us favour even in the eyes of our ene- mies, if he pleases, as he once gave the Children of Israel favour in those of the Egyptians. The Almighty can and will withhold or bestow success on you as a professional man just in the degree he pleases, after all your own efforts and exertions. He is our best advocate in the hearts of men. Let us not therefore, by worldly wisdom, take our cause out of his hands, or, by doing any thing in the least dishonourable to him, forfeit his favour and protection. If he has not given us the means honestly and justly of making a handsome figure in the world, does it not become us to submit humbly and cheerfully to his holy will? Can we not perceive, that he is only bringing us by unexpected circumstances to give up those yomps and vanities of the present world which we in our baptismal covenant pledged ourselves to renounce? and the sooner we submit to his appoint- ments, the sooner our trials will be at an end." '* But," answered Mr. Hunter, whose mind was just at that moment in a very improper state, *' I suppose, when you took upon you your baptismal vow, you did not un- dertake to renounce all the decencies of life. I should be obliged to you to inform me, if you know of any man of my rank in life, or of a family of such respectability as mine in this country, who supports himself by letting lodgings ? " " Possibly," replied Maria, meekly, " I may not know a gentleman of your profession, and of so good a family, in circumstances so straitened as yours now are. But, at any rate, my dear Mr. Hunter, must we not submit to the appointments of God, and the dispensations of Pro- vidence ? It is certain, that, if we do not exert ourselves in some way, either to diminish our establishment, or to augment our income, care and sorrow will shortly take place of the happiness we lately enjoyed, while we shall THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 145 only have ourselves to blame for acting decidedly wrong-, and indulging our pride at the expence of our comfort." The warmth with which Maria spoke these last words drew a very vehement retort from her husband. But this excellent youns: woman, convinced that she was right, and not intimidated by his harshness, was enabled thus to reply: " There is no fatigue, my dear Mr. Hun- ter, which I would not undergo to save you and myself from worldly solicitude and pecuniary difficulties — diffi- culties which might induce you, as they have done many others, to depart from your integrity. I am young, and as well able to exert myself as most other women. I am ready to perform what I have undertaken ; that is, to do with one female servant, and to give up my drawing- room and best bed-room, until such time as God may see fit, by an increase of your income, to remove the necessity of these measures. All these things," added she, smiling, " I hope, with your permission, to perform not only cheerfully, but with a far more cheerful heart than I have lately possessed ; humbly trusting that I shall be favoured herein with the divine assistance, which I have very sincerely and earnestly implored in the name of our blessed Saviour." Mr. Hunter looked eagerly at her while she spoke : then turning away, he sat for a considerable time with his eyes fixed upon the fire, apparently stupid, but in fact deeply considering every word which she had utter- ed ; while a stroug feeling of pride and worldly prejudice was contending in his mind with a sense of duty. He admired his wife, and loved her at that moment more than ever; while the entire absence of any thing like selfishness on this occasion made him more than half ashamed of himself and of his own conduct — for what privation had he proposed to undergo ? or what sacrifice had he thought of making? Indeed, he had not at that time the piety of his wife ; and it is certain that self- denial can be reasonably expected from the Jrue Chris- tian alone. In this manner he had sat for a quarter of an hour or more, when Maria drawing a sigh, which at the same time she seemed endeavouring to suppress, he looked up, and saw her busy with her needle, while the tears dropped fast upon her work — tears which she had for- VOL. I. o 14f> THE LADY OF THE MANOR. borne to wipe away, as not wishing to draw his attention to them. Maria had never attempted to excite his feel- ings by those childish arts which are often practised by our sex, such as an affected sensibility, or making the most of any little uncomfortable feelings to which our frail nature is liable ; therefore her tears, shed on such an occasion, had their full effect, and conquered in a moment the pride and prejudice of her husband. He rose hastily from his seat, and seizing her hand — *' O my beloved wife!" he said, "you have conquered: I consent to all you propose. Only forgive my hasty conduct and brutal expressions, and you shall do all you desire. I acknowledge your discretion, I feel your value, and you are dearer to me than ever." Joy and gratitude nwv became the predominant feelings of Maria's heart, and all her husband's harsh expressions were at once forgotten. The next morning, happy in thinking that she was following the dictates of her hea- venly Father's will, she not only wrote to offer the old lady the best accommodations her house could afford, but also informed the housemaid that she might consi- der herself in one month at liberty to take her departure. All this she managed without a reference to her husband ; wisely resolving, with her usual prudence, to avoid the chance of irritating him again by unnecessarily touching on these subjects. In a few days she had a favourable answer from the lady ; who, for the offered accommoda- tions, engaged to pay eighty guineas annually, a sum which Maria thought extremely handsome. The lady was to bring a servant with her ; and Maria contrived to convert a little servants'-hall into a kitchen for her use. In the mean time, the housemaid, being very imperti- nent, was paid her month's wages, and dismissed. Thus every thing was arranged to Maria's satisfaction, and peace restored to her mind. It was therefore with a light and happy heart that she began to labour with her own hajuls, after the departure of her housemaid, in order to make up the dehciency occasioned by her absence — and she now would certainly have been sur- prised to find that health and pleasure were added to sweeten these new employments, had she not already been taught by experience that the ways of duty are the ways of peace. THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 147 At Christmas, the old lady above mentioned took pos- session of her apartments, with which she was well satisfied. And 5lr. Hunter expressed no mortification on the occasion : for, in fact, his external comforts were not in the least affected by the residence of a quiet old lady in that part of his house, which had hitherto been seldom used ; and especially since he still possessed his handsome diniog-room, where Maria was always ready to receive him, neatly dressed, and adorned with a thousand Christian graces. The winter passed very sweetly with Mr. Hunter and his wife, and in the spring they were favoured with the birth of a fine little girl. Mr. Hunter's profession in the mean time was gradually becoming more productive ; but so gradually, that had not the economical alterations proposed by Maria been put in practice, the family would certainly have been involved in great difficulties, before they could have felt the advantage of their im- proving affairs. When Maria had sent her nurse away, after the birth of her little girl, she began to feel a real inconvenience from having only one servant. She therefore exerted herself to the utmost, and spent most of her time in the nursery ; which, however fatiguing, had this advantage, that it endeared her the more to her child, and initiated her at once into the whole science of nursing and ma- naging an infant. Finding, however, the difficulty very great, and discovering, when they came to calculate their outgoings at the end of the quarter after the birth of their little girl, that they could bear the ex- pence of such an arrangement, she hired a young ser- vant, who was to assist in every thing that was required, and especially to carry the baby abroad into the air. In order moreover the better to enable her hus- band to bear this expence, Maria made her wedding- bonnet last her another year ; in addition to which, she practised several little modes of private economy, which she trusted would escape Mr. Hunter's observa- tion. Thus passed away their time till Midsummer. Maria in the mean while, becoming every day more dear to her husband, was gaining, step by step, certain points on which her heart was set, and which, having nothing of 148 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. self connected with them, were not likely to grow into causes of offence. When their income was most straitened, she had not indeed thought it right to give much away; because she feared that they might not be able to pay their trades- men's bills. But even then she had endeavoured to open a little fountain of charity, by exercising the most rigorous self-denial, and giving what she earned thereby to the poor. She often went without sugar to her tea, and other little private comforts of a like kind, for this purpose. But as they advanced into easier circum- stances, she enlarged her charities ; till at length she suc- ceeded in persuading her husband to put a certain sum every month into a poor's-box, so that they might al- ways have something ready to answer calls of charity. Thus economy, rightly practised, produced its natural fruits of liberality and freedom from care : while Mr. Hunter, feeling himself at ease in his circumstances, was the better enabled to retain his integrity as a professional man ; in consequence of which his reputation became from day to day more solidly established. Whenever Mr. Hunter now looked into his private af- fairs, he could not fail to observe the effects of his wife's prudent management ; and this led him very frequently to consider how he might shew his affection to her in such a manner as she would most approve. Having one day received a debt which he had entirely given up, he went to a bookseller's, and bought an ex- cellent Family Bible, with notes ; which, on taking home, he presented to her with an intimation th^t he intended every evening to read to her a portion of that volume. He meant by this to do her a pleasure ; for as yet he had no higher motive : and he did not lose his reward — she was manifestly made very happy by it. In this manner, becoming more and more comfortable, as the ways of husband and wife became more and more conformed to the will of God, the pomps and vanities of this wicked world, which are the bane and destruction of the peace of thousands and tens of thousands, being excluded, Mr. and Mrs. Hunter spent the first year and half of their marriage, during which time they had seen none of their relations except the sister before mentioned ; for Maria's uncle and aunt never left home, and Mr. THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 149 Hunter's family had taken a house for three years in Bath. But in the middle of the second winter, an old lady, one of the heads of the Hunter Family, one from Avhom the family had some expectances, and whose influence was consequently great among them, came from a distant part of the county to pay a circular visit among her relations. This lady, whom we shall call Mrs. Josephina Hunter, paid her first visit to the family at Bath ; where having collected the opinions of certain individuals concerning the proceedings of Charles and his wife, she arrived at K about the beginning of the year, with the full purpose of putting every thing to rights which might appear to her to be amiss in the family of her cousin. She arrived in the mail-coach about tea-time, finding Charles and Maria sitting before a cheerful fire — Maria making a frock for her infant, and Mr. Hunter reading his Bible aloud. Although they had the use only of one parlour, every thing appeared neat and orderly about them ; and the tea-equipage which they were then using, if not splendid, was convenient and genteel. Mrs. Josephina was received respectfully by Maria, and affectionately by Charles, who had known her when he was a child, and had always been taught to look up to her as to one of the most judicious and prudent women in the world. Mrs. Josephina was very gracious to Maria; while it was very evident that she observed every thing about her with a keen and scrutinizing eye, although as yet she ventured not to find fault with any thing, but conversed about her journey, and the situation of their friends in Bath. •* Your sisters look well, Charles," she said, ** and, I am happy to say, are vastly improved in their style of dress : they are now as well-dressed girls as any in bath." "Indeed!" said Mr. Hunter: "I had been led to understand that they were become serious, and were regularly attendant upon such as are termed decided preachers." ** All which is very true," replied Mrs. Josephina. *' But you don't hold it sinful, I presume, to dress in a way fit to be seen ! I do not perceive wherefore per- sons, when they become religious, are to become com- O 3 160 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. plete sluts and slovens. I know indeed that some hig^h professors think so : but I never could find any thing to that purpose in the Bible. Different people, however, do certainly read with different eyes." This was the first symptom of an attack. But Mr. Hunter not taking up the adverse side, the matter drop- ped. During tea-time, the lady in the drawing-room rang for her servant; upon which Mrs. Josephina coloured, but said nothing till the bell rang again, when she asked Maria if she had any visitors in the house? To which Maria answering " No," the matter rested ; till about an hour afterwards the bell ringing again, she said, "What is that bell I hear so continually?" "It is the lady's bell," replied Maria, calmly; "a lady who occupies our dra\ving-room." *' O then you have a visitor in the house?" said Mrs. Josephina, affecting surprise, and looking at Mr. Hun- ter; " I thought you said you had none !" He coloured, and not being prepared to answer, Maria replied, and said, *' We have found it necessary, our income not answering our expences, to let our drawing- room and best bed-room to a very respectable lady, an old friend of mine." Mrs. Josephina affected amazement ; we say affected, because she had heard the whole history of the lodger, at Bath; and therefore could not now feel any surprise at what she knew so well before. " You certainly," said she, " must know your own affairs best, Mrs. Charles Hunter ; but surely it is rather going out of your line of life to let lodgings, and to be at the beck and call of every person you take into the house. And indeed, Charles," (turning to him,) " I shculd think it a most in- judicious step in your situation. Do you not know that a professional man who does not make a respectw'ble tigure in society will never be employed ? And surely nothing can be more degrading than to let out your house in lodgings!" While she continued to hold forth in this manner, Mr. Hunter shewed strong symptoms of that false shame, which, wherever it is observed, gives courage to the ene- my, and often enables the children of this world to ob- tain a temporary triumph over the sons of God. He THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 151 remained perfectly silent, and, colouring up to the eyes, directed her by his looks to address herself to his wife; at the same time getting up and desiring to be called when supper was ready, he returned to his office. Maria was now left alone to all the violence of Mrs. Josephina's attacks ; but her own mind being immoveably made up on these subjects, she was perfectly indiflferent to all that was said to her, feeling nothing but a Christian solicitude to avoid using any expression which might increase the old lady's irritation. For a length of time she accordingly allowed her to expatiate on the subject in dispute : when hoping that she had nearly exhausted all that could well be urged on the matter, she calmly explained to her visitant the motives of her conduct in letting those apartments ; taking all the blame upon her- self, and observing that she considered it an important Christian duty, to avoid, if possible, running in debt, and to accommodate herself in every particular to the will of God, as indicated in his dealings towards her. " If it is the will of the Almighty," continued Maria, " that we should be straitened in our circumstances; it is certainly our duty to submit to his good pleasure, and to bring down our habits to that rule which he has marked out for us. With all the exertions we have hitherto made, we have not as yet found at the end of each quarter that we have more than four or five guineas in hand ; and had we continued to live as we first set out, we should already have been nearly two hundred pounds out of pocket. Set- ting aside therefore our present peace, which has been greatly increased by our determination to submit to cir- cumstances, we consider ourselves bound, as we must answer to God, to use such means as. we lawfully and innocently may for the provision of our family ; and how- ever little we may possess, we wish to be grateful for that little, as being more than we have any right to expect." *' Indeed," said ■Mrs. Josephina,. " I do not understand that at all. You are, I believe, of a very respectable fa- mily, and Mr. Charles Hunter is remarkably well de- scended. The Hunters are as old a family as any in the country ; and though you boast of your management, yet I must plainly tell you, that your style is much below that of any part of the family with which I have ever been acquainted." 152 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. ** My dear Madam," replied Maria, " I do not presume to dispute that point. I know that Mr. Hunter's family has long been a respectable one. But let us consider from whence do honour and promotion proceed. — They come neither from the east, nor from the west, nor from the south: hut God is the judge ; he putteth down one, and sttteth up another. (Psalm Ixxv. 6, 7.) When the Almighty withholds the means by which individuals or families are supported, it is surely an indication that he would have such individuals or families, at least for a time, to descend a little in the scale of society. Are we not in his hands as clay in the hands of the potter"? and ought we not to submit with cheerfulness to every ap- pointment of our heavenly Father?" Mrs. Josephina had allowed Maria to run on thus far in explanation of her conduct and principles, because she knew not how to prevent it ; Mrs. Hunter manifesting an earnestness in her manner which hardly permitted an interruption. As soon however as she ceased to speak, the old lady took up the argument precisely where she had laid it down, without making the smallest reference to any thing which Maria had alleged. — " Mr. Hunter's father," she said, " you know was once sheriff of the county. To be sure he has had losses since that time, as well as a large family to maintain : notwithstanding which they have always lived in a most respectable man- ner ; and I doubt not but that, had you kept up your husband's credit in this place, he would have had far more success in his professional career than he now ap- pears to have." In this manner she proceeded, till Mrs. Hunter, hearing her infant cry, made an apology, and ran up to the nur- sery. There taking the child in her arms and kissing its polished cheek, at the same time addressing it in the soothing accents of a mother's love, she presently lost all recollection of the cold and worldly discourse of her troublesome relation. Maria expected not to derive much comfort from the society of Mrs. Josephina, but she certainly had not anticipated so violent an attack upon her peace as she now experienced. In the present state of society in England, where the enemies of Christ are no longer permitted to torture the bodies of the faithful, they are obliged to vary their mode THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 153 of attack : and since the laws present a strong bulwark in defence of the people of God, their opposers are com- pelled to aim their shafts wholly against the peace and comfort of their minds. But inasmuch as there is so wide and marked a space between the children of God and the children of this world, that the envenomed ar- rows of the latter, however well directed, have little power to reach -the former at the distance at which they stand ; persecutors have nothing left but to engage on their sides, if possible, such persons as occupy a place between both parties — those who may be connected with the faithful by ties of blood, or nearness of neighbourhood, or in some other way. Through the medium of these, the worldly man frequently attacks and wounds the faithful servants of God ; and by their assistance occa- sions injury to them which he would otherwise have no means of effecting. Mrs. Josephina was aware of her little influence with Maria : she saw^ that their modes of thinking were so diametrically opposite, that Maria was not to be touched by any argument which she could employ. But she still conceived hopes that through the influence of her husband she might be able to bring her to that mode of conduct which she herself approved; and accordingly she determined that her next argument with the wife should be tried in the presence of her husband. The subject of dispute was not renewed at supper, and the next morning before breakfast Maria was sent for by the old lady who occupied her apartments. It seems that this lady was afllicted with a disorder, which, al- though it did not threaten her immediate death, was of a nature so alarming as to convince her that her conti- nuance in this world could not be long. And on fresh symptoms of this disorder appearing, she sent to request the presence of Mrs. Hunter, in order not only to thank her for her past kindness, but also to say, that as in all human probability her life would speedily come to a close, it would afford her much comfort to be assured that she should not be compelled to quit her present comfortable and peaceful abode till that solemn time should arrive — and she earnestly solicited Maria to give her this assurance. Maria replied, that as far as in her lav she might depend upon not being disturbed; and 154 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. having thus satisfied the old lady, she hastened to make breakfast for her husband and their guest. The whole of that day passed off with so little that was unpleasant on the part of Mrs. Josephina, that Maria began to hope nothing disagreeable would again occur in the way of argument between herself and her visitant. This however was a vain hope ; for the very next day at dinner-time the old lady renewed her attack, and that with a degree of warmth altogether unaccountable to Maria. For she was not aware of the strong prejudice entertained by worldly persons against the plain and simple principles and scriptural modes of conduct adopt- ed by the children of God. It seems that the old lady had spent her morning in visiting some former acquaintances and family connexions in the town ; among whom she had heard the character and conduct of Mrs. Charles Hunter talked over — the matter of the lodger and the dismission of the house- maid discussed and examined — with various conjectures thrown out concerning the motives of Maria's conduct in these particulars ; her neighbours attributing that to caprice, humour, covetousness, and singularity, for which the word prudence would have naturally and honourably accounted. After a morning thus spent, it is not to be supposed that Mrs. Josephina returned in the best possible humour to her cousin's house. She had been wounded, and that in the most tender point — the imaginary honour of her family : and she entered the house in a state of the high- est dissatisfaction. She however refrained from giving utterance to her discontent, otherwise than by certain dark hints and inuendoes which she threw out from time to time until the dinner was removed, and the door shut upon the servant. She then turned to Mr. Hunter, and said, " Charles, I have been out this morning among my old friends and neighbours, and am returned home un- easy, as you have, no doubt, perceived. I am very low, I own it, and it may be a weakness : but I cannot divest myself of long estabhshed feelings." Here the old lady sighed, and rubbed her eyes with a handkerchief. "I hope that you have heard no bad news, cousin Josephina?" said Mr. Hunter. " No, Charles," replied Mrs. Josephina. ** I have THE LADY OF THE MANOR, 155 heard nothing with which I was not in some degree acquainted before. But notwithstanding this, I have been much hurt." Mr. Hunter looked at Maria, as if for an explanation of what he heard, and then at his cousin, being im- patient for what she had further to produce. ** It is not many years ago that your father, Charles, was sheriff of this county," proceeded the old lady : '* he was returned, Mr. Hunter, as I think, in the year 1775, or some time thereabout." " But what of that, my good cousin"? what has that to do with your having been cruelly wounded and hurt this morning?" said Mr. Hunter, smiling. ** What has that to do, Mr. Hunter, with my being cruelly wounded and hurt?" repeated Mrs. Josephina, turning hastily towards her cousin, her face swelling with smothered passion : *' and do you really ask me such a question? Do I remember the time when the representative of our family entered this town in his coach and four, at the head of all the respectable gen- tlemen of the county? and is it to be supposed that I should have no feeling for the degradation of his son? In no house have I been this morning, where the subject of your letting lodgings was not discussed. Mr. Charles Hunter, let me tell you, if you do not know it already, that you have afforded discourse for all the town and neighbourhood by your extremely injudicious conduct." As soon as Mr. Hunter perceived the tendency of this long preamble, he became violently irritated; first, by the folly of his cousin, and secondly, at finding himself and his concerns the subject of so much ridiculous tittle- tattle. At length, however, being pressed by Mrs. Jo- sephina, and feeling angry with himself for not being able to rise entirely above these foolish attacks of persons whose judgment he despised, he vented his dissatisfac- tion by throwing all the blame of what had been done upon his wife, declaring that his judgment had never approved any of these plans of retrenchment which the world so strongly condemned. Maria made no reply to this charge of her husband's, but by giving him a look, in which he might read how much she felt his ungrateful treatment. She arose soon after, and withdrawing to her child's apartment, there 156 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. spent some hours in weeping over her beloved infant, for whose sake she was prepared with pleasure to make far greater sacrifices than those which she had already made. When she went down to tea, Mr. Hunter was gone out; and Mrs. Josephina was also absent, ha- ving made an appointment to drink tea with a neigh- bour. At supper the party met again ; but the husband and wife did not meet in so cheerful a manner as they were wont to approach each other. The traces of tears were left on the features of Maria, and Mr. Hunter hated him- self for having occasioned them, but was still withheld by pride from making the reparation which he owed her. In consequence, he appeared sullen and discontented, and sat silent till Mrs. Josephina remarked that there was to be a public dinner the next day at the principal inn. He took no notice of her remark, seeming to be entirely occupied by what he had on his plate. Mrs. Josephina was not, however, to be put off so easily when she had any particular point to carry, as was now the case. She waited till her cousin had swallowed all that was on his plate ; and then said, " Charles Hunter, there is a public dinner to-morrow at the Elephant-and-Castle ; and your father's friends. Lord H and Sir Theophilus D , will both be present. These are connexions which you ought to cultivate." Mr. Hunter directed his wife to replenish his plate, without opening his mouth or raising his eyelids ; having used for the occasion some one of those many significant gestures which Englishmen find convenient for family purposes, when they happen to be sulky. And hav- ing gained his point, he began to eat with apparently renewed appetite, taking no notice whatever of Mrs. Josephina's discourse. The indefatigable old lady was not, however, discon- certed by this apparent ill-humour, but returning to the charge as soon as the rattle of the plates and knives and forks would permit, she said, " Charles, you will assu- redly go to the Elephant-and-Castle to-morrow ! You owe it to your family, to keep up these old and honour- able connexions." ** I hate public dinners," said Mr. Hunter, without looking off his plate. THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 157 "What have your likings and dislikings, cousin Hunter, to do with the point in question t " returned Mrs. Joseph- ina. "A professional man must do many things which he does not like, if he wishes to get on in the world." An eloquent soliloquy then followed concerning the line of conduct to be pursued by a young man who has his way to make in any genteel profession, which would probably have been protracted to a still greater length, had it not been interrupted by Mr. Hunter, who, having finished his supper, threw down his knife and fork, and declared that he would not be such a slave to the world as his relations would have him to be, were he thereby to become the tirst professional man in the county. A very hot and unpleasant argument followed upon this, between INIrs. Josephina and Mr. Hunter, which was only concluded by the parties separating for the night. The next morning Mr. Hunter arose in no better hu- mour than that in which he had retired to his chamber the night before. Nevertheless it now appeared that his cousin's arguments had not been destitute of influence, although he had opposed them with so much violence : for just as he was going down to breakfast, he said some- what rudely to his wife, "I shall not dine at home to- day;" adding, "let every thing be got ready for my dressing about three o'clock." At thft breakfast-table Mrs. Josephina again referred to the conversation which she had heard abroad con- cerning her cousin's family retrenchments, confessing with a sigh that she was seriously afflicted by seeing a Hunter reduced to let lodgings. "Well then. Madam," said Mr. Hunter, rising from his unfinished breakfast, "if it is so, your feelings shall be no longer wounded, for Mrs. Hunter shall this day give her lodger notice to depart. " Then addressing him- self to his wife, he said, "Maria, you hear what I say, and you will act accordingly." So saying, he quitted the room, shutting the door after him with a violence which resounded through the whole house. Poor Maria sat for some moments immoveable and lost in thought, till she was roused from her unpleasant re- flections by Mrs. Josephina, who, being full of exulta- tion, thus addressed her: — "Well, I must say, Mrs. Hunter, that I do highly commend my cousin Charles VOL. I. p 158 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. for the resolution which he has taken ; and now that we are alone, I must use the liberty of a friend and near relation to speak my mind to you upon several particu- lars, which I have more than hinted at before." Maria made no reply ; for indeed at that moment she dared not trust herself to speak, lest she should utter some intemperate expression. *' My near connexion with your husband, Mrs. Charles Hunter, and the regard I have for him, must plead my excuse," continued Mrs. Josephina, *' for the freedom I use. You are young ; you have seen but little of the world ; you know not how every thing which people do is talked over and discussed ; and of what consequence it is that they who have their way to make in life should not do any thing which they would not wish all the world to know." Maria looked up and sighed, but still remained silent, reflecting with anguish on the happy hours which she had enjoyed with her husband before the worldly senti- ments of Mrs. Josephina had crept in to interrupt their domestic peace. *• You do not speak, Mrs. Charles Hunter," said Mrs. Josephina. " You are off'ended with my freedom ; you do not see it in a right point of view. " Maria at length spoke, and said with much gentle- ness, "Your near connexion with our family. Madam, and the regard which Mr. Hunter has for you, entitle you to use here all freedom of speech, and I have no right to be offended at any thing you may say ; not- withstanding which, I could have wished, my dear Madam, that you had made yourself acquainted with our afi'airs before you had given your opinion." " And pray," said Mrs. Josephina, " what makes you suppose that I am not acquainted with your affairs ? I have talked them thoroughly over with Mr. Charles Hunter's mother. I know your income precisely, and also your prospects ; and this I also know, that if you do not risk a little, you will never get forward in the world. You must live in a suitable way. It is abso- lutely necessary not to let the world see that you are in the least straitened : you must make a certain appear- ance ; your husband should frequent public meetings ; you yourself ought to be seen oftener abroad ; you THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 159 should pay more attention to your dress ; you ought not to be seen two seasons in the same head-dress ; nor al- low yourself to be surprised by a visitor with your child in your arms." Here Mrs. Josephina paused ; but Maria made no an- swer for a few moments, being at a loss how to blend re- spect and firmness in her reply. At length she spoke to this effect. — " My dear Madam, I have been long silent, because I desired to hear all you had to say ; and now I must request your attention to the simple statement which I am about to make of the principles on which, with the divine blessing, I have hitherto endeavoured to act. In my baptism it was undertaken for me by my sponsors, that 1 should renounce the pomps aud vani- ties of this wicked world; and when,! took upon myself this baptismal vow at my confirmation, I pledged myself, in my own person, really and truly to give up and reject the same. Such being the case, how can I, as a Chris- tian, from any worldly motives or desires of aggrandize- ment, allow myself those indulgences of dress and com- pany, &c. which are beyond the reach of my fortune, and which I cannot obtain but at the risk of involving my husband's credit, and destroying his peace of mind ?" Mrs. Josephina appeared for a moment to be some- what embarrassed by the solemnity of Maria's manner; but shortly recovering her self-command, and recurring to her old principles, she replied, " You take this mat- ter up too seriously, Mrs. Charles Hunter ; as if I were proposing something to you contrary to religion. It is very true that we do at our baptism renounce the pomps and vanities of this world, and those pomps and vanities are very wicked things, and great snares to many, par- ticularly to persons in the higher ranks of society ; and indeed to the poorer sort — for to see the dress of the poor in these days, so different to what it was in my youth, is certainly very offensive. But, my dear Mrs. Charles Hunter, I cannot see what these things have to do with our present argument. Would you say that every respectable female who does not let her best apart- ments to a lodger, and who does not make her best bon- net last two summers, is giving way to the love of those pomps and vanities of which you speak, and infringing her baptismal vow ? " 160 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. Maria replied, with a smile which she could not re- strain, although thoroughly discomposed, *' I should, of course, my dear Mrs. Josephina, he very absurd," she said, " if I were to draw out one rule of living or one mode of dress for every individual ; because T am fully aware, that what is improper in one line of life and in one situation would be no more than decent and neces- sary in another." ** Certainly," replied the old lady, «' every one will allow that a person may exceed in point of show and ex- pence, and this extreme is to be condemned equally with the other, as I but just now hinted in the case of the poor, and of servants in general, who in these that hope which bereaved parents who have given up their children in faith are allowed to en- tertain, that in the last day they shall again behold their beloved little ones ; for they know whom they have heliev- edy and are persuaded that he is able to keep that which they have committed unto him against the last day. (2 Tim. i. 12.) Blanche was much affected by the sad tidings from the chateau, and eagerly asked after the baby — whether it looked well — whether it would take food — with a thou- sand other questions w hich none but those who have the feelings of a tender mother would think of asking. But receiving little satisfaction, she became silent, and lay pondering a scheme in her mind which she did not im- part to any one till her husband's return. VOL, I. B B 278 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. As soon as Basil came in, he hastened to his wife's room to speak some word of comfort to her, which his kind heart had suggested to him by the way— and this he was anxious to do before he went to the chateau. " O, Basil ! " she said, as soon as he came into the room, lifting herself in her bed and clasping her hands, ** Basil, ray beloved husband, do for me one favour; en- treat for me, supplicate for me, that I may be allowed to nurse the unhappy baby of the chateau ! " " My dear, your health ! " said Basil, in a voice which indicated that he was going to expostulate. "IfJ am dear to you," said she, interrupting him, " if I am dear to you, bring me the baby : promise me that you will." Basil smiled ; but it was a smile in which a strong feeling of sorrow and pity was the prevailing expression. ** Make yourself easy," he said, " and I will do for you all that is possible in this matter." Basil went up to the chateau. He found every thing in confusion : no orders given about the funeral, nor any preparations made for it ; while the infant, for whom no one appeared to care, although dressed superbly, seem- ed to be calmly delivered up to death by its unfeeling attendants. For it refused to eat such food as was pre- pared for it : and no one had proposed to procure it a nurse, from whom it might receive that kind of food which is natural to infants, and always instinctively de- sired by them. In the mean time, no one had dared to approach the count, who still remained shut up in his closet. Basil adventured to knock at the door, and after much solici- tation procured admittance. There he received autho- rity to order and arrange the funeral of the poor count- ess, and to do what he pleased with the infant, whom the count expressed a wish never to behold. Although Basil was extremely impatient to set the mind of his wife at ease with respect to the infant, and to give certain necessary orders in the chateau, yet he could not, as a Christian, allow this opportunity to pass of speaking some word, in season or out of season, to his lord on the subject of religion; entreating him at the same time to look upward for comfort. • What effect his exhortations might have upon the THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 279 count, Basil could form no opinion. However, he consi- dered that he had done his duty in this matter, and hoped that he should be enabled to follow up this pious work by frequent and earnest prayer in behalf of his lord. When Basil had given such orders as he thought imme- diately necessary at the chateau, which he did with as much dispatch as possible, he took the infant from the arms of its hireling attendants, and, wrapping it up in his own mantle, carried it carefully down to his house, looking frequently by the way to observe whether it breathed, as he had been led to think that it held its life on an exceedingly precarious tenure. On arriving at his own door, his heart beat with joy to think of the pleasure he was going to afford his wife. He went softly up to her room, and, gently opening the door, stood by her bed- side with the babe in his arms. She gave a piercing cry of joy when she perceived what he had brought wrapped in his mantle, and, raising herself in her bed, received the noble but unfortunate infant to her maternal bosom with emotions which may be more easily conceived than described. These are the feelings which make women truly lovely ; wherein self is wholly disregarded, while the heart is drawn out to the orphan, the fatherless, and the helpless. On such occasions beauty becomes tenfold more beautiful, and even the most ordinary features ac- quire an inexpressible loveliness. It was a matter of no consideration with Blanche and Basil how they were to be rewarded for their intended care of the infant; but all their anxiety seemed to be, whether with their utmost attention it might have a chance of living and doing well. While they were ea- gerly hanging over it, the child opened its little eyes, and uttered a faint cry. The first thing which Blanche did, was to disencumber it of its superb dress and those tight bandages w ith which it w as swathed and bound ; after which she put on it the light dress prepared for her own poor infant. It seemed to be instantly relieved, and very soon had established itself in great comfort and apparent high enjoyment in all the privileges which Blanche's own child would have possessed had it lived. Several times during the evening it took its nourishment, and slept com- fortably in the intervals on the bosom of its new mother; while the whole heart of Blanche was lifted up in grati- 280 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. tude for the happiness she now enjoyed, as well as in earnest prayer for the divine blessing on her adopted baby. Basil now returned, much relieved in mind, to the cha- teau, where he endeavoured to arrange every thing ac- cording to the wishes of the count. The remains of the countess were committed to the earth with great magni- ficence — and before many weeks had passed away, Basil had the same duties to perform for the poor count him- self, who died a victim to excessive grief. The count left behind him a will, in which he commended his elder daughter to the care of the next heir, who was a married man and had several sons ; requesting that she might be brought up in the family, educated with care, that is, with attention to the acquirementof elegant manners and accomplishments, and that, when of proper age, she might be given in marriage to the son of her guardian. He also left in the hand of trustees, a large sum of money, which was to be paid as her dowry on the day of her marriage. He likewise requested that his second daughter, of whom he spoke in his will as of one born under evil auspices, might be left in the family of Basil till the marriage of her sister, and then placed in a con- vent for life. In case of the death of her sister, he how- ever hinted, that he hoped his heir would receive this his second child into the chateau in her sister's place, and make her his daughter-in-law ; under which circumstan- ces she was to receive the dowry intended for her sister. He moreover desired in his will, that she should be called Theodosia, after her mother; and that a yearly consi- deration should be made to Basil and his wife for their care of her till she should remove to the convent: but he left Theodosia no other fortune except a small sum, which was to be given to the convent of her choice. These were the most important particulars contained in the count's will. But it seemed that in these arrange- ments the old gentleman had never taken it into consi- deration that Basil and his wife were heretics, and that Theodosia would consequently be brought up by them in their own way of thinking ; a circumstance undoubtedly calculated to prevent her entering into a catholic con- vent. But the count being a freethinker, a description of men even at that time abounding in France, he cousi- THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 281 dered all religious controversies as absurd; every deno- mination of Christians as equally right or equally wrong; and religion itself important only as it affected the well- being of states. As to any further consequences of re- ligion, he, like Gallio, called for none of these things. (Acts xviii. 17.) The new count arrived at the chateau in time to be present at the funeral of his predecessor, to whose me- mory he paid all imaginable outward respect, professing his intention to execute precisely every article of his last will. He took Eleanor into his family, to be educated as the destined bride of his son and heir. He caused The- odosia to be christened with pomp, and then delivered her again with a handsome present to Blanche. After which, having arranged and settled every thing at the chateau, he returned to Paris, where his lady and chil- dren resided; leaving the charge of his estates to Basil, with whose fidelity he was well acquainted. I must not forget to say that he took the little Eleanor with him. This great revolution having taken place in the noble family of L , every thing was restored to quiet again in the course of a few weeks. And now the happy Blanche found herself in tranquil possession of her little nursling. From day to day she watched the growth of the lovely baby. Within a month after its birth, under the tender care of Blanche, its limbs grew plump and round, and its skin became of a milk-white fairness. In the second month, it could hold its head almost erect ; its features at the same time assuming a form that pro- mised a more than ordinary degree of loveliness. In an- other month, it began to know its adopted mother, and often, when taking its nourishment, would leave off to smile at her, and lift its hand to her mouth. From day to day its infantine beauties continued to open and ex- pand, while a thousand sweet endearing ways made it the little darling of the whole family ; but especially of its foster-mother, whose feelings towards it were of a peculiar nature which baffles all description. Thus, as this little creature grew in stature, she became more and more engaging to those about her ; and Blanche espe- cially found that her affection for. the child was of such a description as might render it productive of unhappi- ness to both parties : she therefore made it a matter of B B 3 282 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. continual prayer, that she might be enabled to give her an education in all things conformable to the pleasure of God, and such as might render her early sojourn in that house not a misfortune but a blessing. Blanche herself had enjoyed many advantages of edu- cation beyond what the wife of a man in Basil's situa- tion could be supposed to have possessed. She was the only child of her father, who was a widower ; and he being a man of considerable learning, and living in great retirement, had found a peculiar pleasure in instructing his daughter: besides which, she had spent some years with a lady of high rank, of the reformed Church, who had withdrawn from the world in order to enjoy reli- gious retirement ; and who, having taken a particular fancy to Blanche, had spent much time in giving her such instructions as literary fathers are not calculated to furnish. Blanche was therefore in every point more ca- pable of educating Theodosia, than the world in general would have supposed : but though this afforded her a real gratification, it gave rise to no self-confidence, be- ing fully persuaded that the work of educating an im- mortal soul for eternity, was not only infinitely above all her own ability, but above that of every human creature. She had been taught by her pious father to know, that between the work proposed, and the best means which can be used by the most judicious teacher for effecting it, there is a mighty chasm that cannot be filled up by all the exertions which human skill or affection can make. At the same time she had been taught, that while this reflection should humble the vain instructor, and so prevent all rehance upon his own qualifications ; it ought also to yield that man sweet consolation, who looks continually for help from above, and who, knowing his own insufficiency, rests fully assured that a faithful God will complete the work which he knows to be beyond the best abilities of his most favoured agents. To work with God, and accordmg to his will, in the bu- siness of education, was therefore what Blanche suppo- sed to be the sum of human wisdom in so important a concern. Accordingly, she made it her prayer in the management of all her children, that she might have wisdom to commence her labours in the same manner as the Father of spirits for the most part begins his deal- THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 283 ings with such of his creatures as he designs to bring effectually to himself. A little observation, and a little reflection, with God's blessing, soon brought Blanche to see where the divine operations commonly commence in the restoration of sinful man, and also where the work of human instruction mav be advantageously resorted to. There is a certain principle, which, whether called ori- ginal sin, the lust of the flesh, pride, selfishness, or by what other name you please, reigns alike in the hearts of all human beings by nature — holding each individual in entire subjection, leading him to make self his idol, alienating him from God, and rendering him callous to the feelings of others. This evil principle, however con- cealed or modified, however palliated to the ear by re- fined and plausible sentiments, or to the eye by beauty, elegance, and fashion, is every where the same baneful, poisonous, destructive, and horrible propensity; and though not breaking out so disgustingly in every distinct individual, is yet in all the unconverted children of Adam, before that God " to whom all hearts are open, all desires known, and from whom no secrets are hid," equally deserving of everlasting death, or eternal banish- ment from the divine presence. This principle, there- fore, is what parents should wage war against in their children; and it was with this that Blanche began, not only in the management of her own little boys, but also in the case of her noble and darling nursHng. Accord- ingly, all the earliest lessons to which Theodosia's atten- tion was called, tended to the abasement of self, and the exaltation of God. With this two-fold end in prospect, she exhibited to the children of her charge no false or deceitful view of things ; but continually and simply stated to them the many sad circumstances attendant on man's natural condition in the world, to wit, his depra- ved soul; his stubborn will; his perverted taste; the grossness of his desires ; his delight in that which is low and vile ; his folly ; his vain and filthy thoughts ; toge- ther with his love and preference of self: the innume- rable loathsome diseases to which he is subject; his want even of outward comeliness during the greater part of the years of his life ; his subjection to death ; the cor- ruption of his body in the grave ; his becoming food for 284 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. worms — all these things at different times she took oc- casion to point out to her little pupils, very generally insisting upon the necessity of overcoming self", as the great enemy of every man, as that which principally keeps him back from God, and which without the divine assistance can never be wholly subdued. And as she endeavoured to lower self in the minds of her children, she strove likewise to exalt the Creator in their ideas, dwelling continually on the love of God, as shewn forth in the mighty work of man's salvation. Neither was it only by precept that Blanche endeavoured to subdue every selfish principle in her children : she led them also by example to innumerable little acts of self-denial by which they might benefit others. Moreover, she taught them to reject praise as not belonging to tkeniy but as due only to God ; a kind of incense to which no creature has any title, all the good we possess being the property of God. Thus on the broad basis of humihty and self-denial did Blanche begin and carry on the education of her beloved Theodosia. She taught her, that it was an ac- tual sin to occupy either her time or her talents with a view to self-gratification ; and that every action and thought of this kind would, to say the least, procure neither profit nor pleasure in the end. At the same time, she endeavoured to make her laborious in her exertions for the poor, preparing and carrying to them coats and garments, visiting and reading to the sick, and catechising such of the neighbouring little ones as were allowed by their parents and the priests to hear the pure doctrines of the reformed Church, in which Blanche of course educated her noble pupil. Theodosia was also taught to read such ancient reli- gious books as were approved by the father of Blanche; on which account, as those books were for the most part written in Latin it became necessary that she should study that language. Blanche also taught her to play upon the lute, and to accompany it with her voice in singing such hymns as were judged accordant to true religion. This the young lady accomplished in an ex- ceeding sweet and simple manner, having a fine voice, and no desire to set forth her own excellencies while sing- ing the praises of her Creator. She also assisted her THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 285 adopted mother in many little household businesses. In this manner passed the happy early days of Theodosia, who grew up exceedingly lovely in her outward appear- ance ; which loveliness was greatly enhanced by the sim- plicity of her manners, and that absence of selfishness which was observable in her deportment. Her four brothers, as she called them, loved her as a very dear sister; while Basil and Blanche felt for her as for the most beloved of daughters. When Theodosia was twelve years of age, a particular apartment, and that the most convenient in the house, was appropriated to her by her kind friends. It was a large upper room, with an oriel window at one end, which being raised several steps, and projecting a considerable way from the wall of the house, commanded a view on one side a considerable way up the dingle or dell in which the building stood, together with the brook ma- king its way along its pebbled bed, till, winding in part round the house, it disappeared under a rude bridge at a little distance. On the other side of this window, the principal features which presented themselves to the eye, were a path cut in the wood, which at the distance of half a quarter of a mile was terminated by an old gate- way of the chateau, and one or two tov.ers, which arose in gloomy majesty above the trees. In this apartment, Theodosia's little bed was placed in a recess; which du- ring the day time was closed up by folding-doors of carved wood, rendered almost black by time : and here also were her book-shelves, her materials for needle- work and writing, with sundry curious old chests, in which were laid up coats and garments prepared for the poor. In the oriel window of this room, Blanche and Theodosia spent most of their summer afternoons, some- times accompanied by an old servant who had assisted the wife of Basil in bringing up her children, and who had finished her labours of this kind by attending on the little Theodosia. And sometimes their party was augmented by Blanche's eldest son, who was destined to succeed his grandfather in the care of his little fiock among the mountains, and who therefore was devoted to the study of divinity ; while his younger brothers were occupied with their father in such rural employments as were adapted to their several ages. Thus the oriel was 286 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. the daily scene of industry, charity, and holy instruction ; for it was the great pleasure of the younger Basil, to impart the knowledge he acquired to his beloved sister Theodosia : and to this end, while she was employed with her needle, he read aloud such books as his grand- father had recommended to his study, commenting as he went along, and pointing out those passages which he thought most worthy of her attention. It was the continual care of Blanche to draw Theodo- sia from herself, and from selfish cares of every kind, leading her to be continually occupied with the feelings, the interests, and the welfare of others. She taught Theodosia, and her adopted brother confirmed his pious mother's instructions, that the end of man here on earth, and of all that he is made to suffer by a kind Providence, is in order to bring his will into a strict conformity to the will of God. '* When we are enabled to say, with our beloved Sa- viour," remarked the pious Blanche, " Thy will, O Lordy not mine he done, then are we in the way to be happy both in life and in death. But while we still eagerly desire self-indulgence of any kind, making self the sub- ject of our private contemplation or our public discourse, and while our own wills and desires outrun the permis- sion of God, we are to a certain degree in an uncon- verted state, and must expect, if we are to be finally saved, that he will still further empty us of self, and still more deeply abase us in our own sight. She also taught Theodosia how this work of self-hu- miliation, or mortification of sin, must be carried on ; not by any human means, (althousjh it must be accompa- nied by outward acts of self-denial,) but by the power of the Spirit of God, through which only we can be enabled to subdue our natural evil inclinations. All other means, she remarked, had, by long experience, proved themselves utterly inefficacious ; and must, of necessity, do so, since outward acts of mortification, however severe, could hardly be considered in any other light than that of so many incentives to self-confidence and spiritual pride, tending rather to increase than to diminish the evil propensities of our nature. Neither the pious instructions nor the lovely Christian example of Blanche were lost upon the young Theodo- THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 287 sia; but, being accompanied by the blessing of God, they produced in her the fairest fruits, insomuch that as she grew in stature she grew in favour both with God and with such of her fellow-creatures as were permitted to associate with her. And in this manner passed her life till she had attained her sixteenth year, at which time those principles which her parents by adoption had en- deavoured to inculcate with such unremitting labour, were brought to an unexpected test. From the period that the present count had come into possession of the estates of L till this time, he had not once visited his chateau, having resided in Paris with his whole family, of which Theodosia's sister continually formed a part : but now he sent Basil orders to have every thing prepared for the reception of his family at the cha- teau, where in a few weeks he arrived with a numerous train of attendants. It was evening when the count and his family reached the chateau, whither Basil immediately went up to pay his duty to his lord. The family were at supper in the ball, which was su- perbly lighted up with chandeliers sent purposely from Paris, when the old steward was admitted. He was received by the noble party in a manner due to his hoary hairs and long services, and made to sit down, while the count held him in conversation for the space of half an hour. During this time Basil had an opportunity of looking round him and examining the countenances of the children of his lord, who were now fully grown up; as well as of Eleanor, the daughter of his former master and sister of his adopted child. Basil, however, saw nothing in these young people which in his opinion could render them comparable to Theodosia. Eleanor somewhat resembled her sister in respect of form and features; but her manner was bold and haughty, and the expression of her countenance harsh and self-confident. The eldest son of the count, who next excited the interest of Basil, though still very young, looked already like a man of the world, and had the air of one whose youthful bloom was prematurely im- paired by late hours and corrupt habits. When Eleanor understood who Basil was, she coolly and formally enquired after her sister; and the countess 288 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. desired Basil to bring her up to the chateau the next day ; a request which caused the heart of the old man to sink within him, under an apprehension that this introduction into worldly society would prove only the beginning of sorrows to his dear Theodosia. Before he left the chateau, a hint was privately given him by the count, that the marriage between his eldest son and the lady Eleanor was to be celebrated at the chateau during the summer, in consequence of which he was charged with some preparations necessary to be previously made. On Basil's return to his house, Theodosia eagerly asked him many questions about her sister, to which Basil an- swered, ** I am to take you to see her to-morrow, and I hope you will find her worthy of your regard." When Blanche heard that Theodosia was to go to the chateau, although she understood it was only for a few hours' visit, she felt the same sad presentiments which her husband had felt before. However, she did not express her fears to any one ; but, retiring to pray, she implored her heavenly Father, who had hitherto so tenderly watched over her adopted child, to keep her now in the hour of temptation. (Rev. iii. 10.) At the appointed time the next day, Theodosia was led by Basil, in a neat yet simple dress, to the chateau ; where, after being presented to the count and countess, she was introduced to her sister and all the sons and daughters of the count. The count and countess received her with cold polite- ness ; Eleanor affected an appearance of kindness, which did but ill conceal her real want of regard, or even the habitual contempt she entertained for her sister, whom she considered as greatly her inferior, having been brought up, as she had been led to suppose, in the manner of a mere rustic. Every one, whatever they might express, was struck with the appearance of Theodosia. They saw elegance where they expected to meet with rusticity, and observed a dignified kind of composure where they looked for no- thing but awkward bashfulness. The young ladies who had been brought up in Paris, as they supposed, in the first style, saw themselves excelled, without being able to comprehend the possibility of such a thing. They THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 289 felt mortified, and yet were ashamed to confess to them- selves that they were so. They could have no idea what it was which gave to Theodosia's manner a degree of excellence which they could not but feel, however loath they might be to commend or even to acknowledge it. They did not know that where there is humility in a cha- racter — unfeigned humility, without any wish to force self into notice, but a simple Christian desire of paying to all men the honour due to them — that character will, generally speaking, be a dignified one, and the general deportment of the individual will be decent, calm, and courteous. If we add to this quality of humility, a mind cultivated by meditation on choice subjects, and habi- tually rejecting impure and low thoughts, it will exalt the character to a still higher standard ; elegance and intelligence will be added to decency, calmness, and courtesy : and where we have all these, we have a per- fect gentlewoman such as the world cannot make such as fashion cannot mimic — such as no art can attain. The maker of artificial tiowers may acquire sutlicient per- fection to please the eye of a superficial observer; but his roses and lilies will not bear examination ; they will neither perfume the surrounding air, nor attract the bee by their imitative beauties. But the works of the Almigh- ty, whether he display his skill in forming a flower of the desert, or whether he put forth his power under a sub- limer shape, in forming anew the heart of some favoured in- dividual of our depraved race, do invariably exhibit a per- fection which malice itself is constrained to acknowledge, and which no human art can successfully counterfeit. But to return to my story. Theodosia was invited to remain till evening at the chateau, to partake of the superb supper, and to be present at the evening amuse- ments, which consisted of many pastimes of which she had hitherto formed little idea ; namely, dancing, masking, and games of chance : for there was a large assemblage at the chateau of ladies and gentlemen, independent of the family of the count. Music also was to make a part of the entertainment ; not such music as Theodosia had been used to hear, but light songs and gay airs, which, for the moment, may, indeed, raise the spirits and excite the passions, but which commonly leave them in a state of listlessness and exhaustion. VOL. I. c c 290 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. The countess caused Theodosia to be dressed in one of her sister's superb robes, in order that the family pride might not be hurt by the simplicity of her habiliments; and the female servants who were employed to assist her in putting on these ornaments, did not fail to congratulate her upon her improved appearance. After which, when she was brought into company, she was much noticed by those who had no temptation to envy her ; particularly by the eldest son of the count, who was not long in dis- covering which of the two sisters was to be preferred, neither did he attempt to hide from any one the sudden preference which he had conceived. The effect of all this upon the mind of Theodosia, was far from a desirable one : yet such as it was I shall en- deavour to describe it, that it may hold out a lesson to other young persons, and induce them, if they love their own peace, or if they desire the salvation of their souls, to shun those scenes where all that is evil and sellish in our nature is excited, and to seek such situations in life as tend to allay the passions, and to throw self into the background. It must, however, be remarked, that Theo- dosia had not sought her present trials, but was unex- pectedly exposed to them ; and they were, perhaps, ordained by Providence, for the purpose of giving her an humbling view of herself, in order more effectually to lower her in her own opinion, to control her will, and to prepare her for that state of happiness upon which she was soon to enter. The first effect which these new scenes produced upon Theodosia, was to throw her mind into a kind of tumult, which in a slight degree impaired that beautiful compo- sure of which I have just spoken. In this tumult new ideas mingled with old ones, and new sensations opposed ancient habits. Her strongest feelings, for a time, were those of curiosity and wonder, and these were blended with displeasure at many things which she saw, and which she knew to be wrong. At length, flattery pro- ducing its usual effect, led her to think of herself, and to enquire what figure she herself made in the motley and gay group around her. S^elf-love soon, however, led her to make a discovery which at the time was far from dis- agreeable to her, namely, that she was an object of admiration to some and of envy to others : and now vanity THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 291 obtained an increasing influence over her from one mo- ment to another. Nevertheless as she yielded to the temptation her conscience stuns: her, while the thought of her past humble and happy life became uneasy to her. It may be asked, Could one day — a few hours only — undo so eflfectually the work of so many years? Then wherefore do pious parents rise up early, and late take rest, in order to advance the spiritual good of their chil- dren ? I answer, the work of a pious education may for a time be marred, but it is not easily destroyed : if blessed of God, it can never be destroyed. Though that which is built on the rock Christ may be destroyed to the foundation, yet the foundation will stand for ever. And though not one stone be left upon another, of the most beautiful edifice which education can form, but all may appear to be subverted by the malice of Satan, yet, in three days can Christ build it up again. (John ii. 19.) For brass I will bring gold, and for iron silver, and for wood bi^ass, and for stones iron. The sun shall be no more thy light by day, nor the moon by night: but the Lord shall be thine everlasting light, and the days of thy mourning shall be ended. (Isaiah Ix. 17, 19, 20.) In this manner the evening passed away at the cha- teau till, at a late hour, the company dispersed ; and Theodosia was not sorry to receive an invitation for the following day. Blanche was too penetrating, and under- stood human nature too well, not to perceive the injury which this intercourse with the count's family was ef- fecting on the mind of Theodosia. She had, however, no power to prevent this intercourse, because these were Theodosia's natural friends and protectors; and she knew not, had it been in her power, how far it would have been right to have thrown any obstacle in the way of her associating with her sister. She therefore did what she could : she prayed continually for her beloved child, that her heavenly Father would so order matters that every thing might work together for her good ; and, in addition to this, she took every opportunity of cau- tioning Theodosia against the temptations with which she was surrounded. Nearly two months had passed away since the arrival of the count's family, and during this time Theodosia had almost daily spent her evenings at the chateau. In 292 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. this interval, though apparently more gay than usual, Theodosia had known more real sorrow than her whole life before could have summed up. She had been neg- lected and treated haughtily by her sister, whose jea- lousy and envy had now assumed something of a decided form ; Eleanor having discovered for some time past the preference given to her sister by her intended husband. Theodosia also, besides the unkind ness of her sister, had begun to form a taste for gay and high life, which, contending with her love to Blanche and the humble family of Basil, formed a kind of conflict in her mind, and opposition of desires, which was equally new and painful to her. Her conscience, also, was wounded : she knew that which was right, while she delighted in that which was wrong. She ceased to have sweet thoughts of her God and her Saviour. She meditated no more on him who had died for her, and who had once been inexpressibly endeared to her thoughts. The companion of her solitary hours, the object of her pure and holy love from early infancy, was now estranged from her ; she had allowed Him to depart ; He had with- drawn himself, and was gone : yet not so far gone, but he still watched tenderly over her, and had prepared for her a way of escape which she could not perceive ; neither was it such a one as she would have taken had the choice been left to her. The time was now approaching, when the eldest son of the count was expected to take the wife for whom he had been destined from his youth. Eleanor's dowry had been accumulating from her infancy, and the old count was impatient to secure this property to his family. The young man had for several weeks past manifested some reluctance to the proposed marriage ; and when his father took an opportunity of telling him that it was his intention to have it speedily solemnized, he confess- ed that he had conceived a disgust at the insolent and imperious carriage of Eleanor, and that if he must take a wife, he should infinitely prefer Theodosia. His fa- ther was extremely enraged at this confession. How- ever, dissembling the excess of his anger, he told his son that he would give him a few weeks to consider of what he had been saying ; in the mean time, that, as he had some business of particular consequence to be THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 293 B transacted in Paris, he would send him thither, hoping, that on his return he would be found more willing to conjply with the will of his parents. The young count, who expected that his father would be very angry with him, and who feared that he should be immediately compelled to marry Eleanor, was very glad of this delay ; and undertook to go immediately whither his father wished to send him, requiring only one day to prepare for his journey. In the mean time, he intended, if possible, to get a sight of Theodosia, and perhaps to tell her what had passed. But the old count foreseeing this, had sent to Basil, desiring him to keep her con lined in her own room, till his son should have left the country. Theodosia was preparing as usual to go to the cha- teau, when this order arrived. Basil and Blanche were much puzzled to conjecture what this message could mean. However Blanche, not to distress Theodosia more than was necessary, undertook to keep her in her apartment without letting her know that it was the will of the count. She therefore went up to her, and in- formed her that she could not go to the chateau that evening. " Something has happened, my dear child," she said, ** which will prevent the countess and youi sister from seeing you to-day. You may therefore lay aside your preparations, and we will spend the evening together." Theodosia coloured, and looked mortified at these words of Blanche, and at length actually burst into tears. These tears hurt and affected Blanche exceedingly. She was arranging the little table and the needle-work in the oriel window, in the manner she used to do when they spent their happy evenings together ; when ceasing her preparations, and turning to Theodosia, she said, ** O my Theodosia ! my child ! w hat can have thus changed the heart of my beloved one in so extraordinary a man- ner, that she cannot submit, without tears, to spend one evening with her adopted mother?" These words struck like a dagger to the heart of The- odosia, who, falling on her knees before Blanche, and clasping her arms around her, poured forth many strong expressions of remorse, shame, and grief. ^ " I hope," said Blanche, much alarmed, and putting c c 3 294 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. together the agonies of Theodosia with the message sent by the count, " that you have done nothing very wrong, very sinful, very disgraceful, with which I am not acquainted. Speak in a moment, tell nie what you have done." Theodosia looked wildly about her, " I do not know," she said, " I cannot tell, I hope and trust that I have been kept from open and shameful sin ; but my whole heart appears changed, I am strangely altered, and am no more worthy to be called your child." Their conversation was here interrupted by the voice of Basil, calling loudly to his wife, and begging her to come down in haste. Blanche, being full of apprehen- sion, hastily left Theodosia, and, not forgetting to lock the door of her room, ran down stairs. And now Theodosia, who did not perceive that she was locked in her room, was left alone to her own reflections, which were of an exceeding sad and painful nature ; yet so confused were her thoughts that she could employ them to no profitable purpose, neither could she have given any account of her mental exercises for nearly two hours — during which she sat before the open Avindow with her eyes fixed on the towers of the chateau rising above the woods, which were the objects that immedi- ately presented themselves to her view. While she remained alone it became dark, so that the gothic turrets were only visible by the outline which they formed on the horizon. At length the hour arrived when the great hall was commonly lighted up ; and immediately the splendid lamps were seen glimmering from the windows through the dark foliage of the surrounding trees, a horn at the same time giving the signal that the family were going to their evening meal ; and shortly after followed the sound of music, when Theodosia could faintly distinguish the various tunes which she had so often heard during the banquet. Scenes of past pleasure now arising before her re- membrance, she broke out into a new paroxysm of grief - and while she was thus giving way to her fan- cied sorrows, Blanche returned. She held a light in her hand, and her face was pale as death. She set the candle on the table, saying in a voice of assumed THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 295 composure, *' Theodosia, you would do well to go to bed." Theodosia hastily wiped away her tears, of which she was truly ashamed ; and, turning to look at Blanche, she was suddenly terrified at the expression of her coun- tenance. '* Go, my dear," repeated Blanche, ** go to bed, and try to take some rest." ♦* Oh my mother," replied Theodosia, " how can I take rest when you look as you now do ! What has hap- pened ? O tell me why do you look so indescribably wretched ? " Blanche burst into tears. " I would," she said, " have concealed this affliction from you till the morning, if pos- sible, that I might thus have procured for you one more peaceful night's repose in the house of your adopted parents ; but I cannot do it. It is best perhaps that you should know all this night, and thus more time will be given you for bringing your mind into a state of submis- sion. To-morrow, my Theodosia, my child, you must leave us; to-morrow, yes, to-morrow you are to be placed in a convent." — Blanche could say no more, but clasping her hands and lifting up her eyes to heaven, *' Thy will, O God," she added, *' Thy will be done." So saying, she sunk almost fainting into a chair. Theodosia stood for some moments looking at Blanche, like one stupid. At length, as if recollecting herself, she exclaimed, " It is all right, beloved mother ! I see at once that it is all right. I have deserved this — my poor inconstant heart required it. O my heavenly Father, without this I should perhaps have been lost; for ever lost; my soul would have been lost. Then kneeling down and lifting up her hands and eyes streaming with tears, ** O heavenly Father," she said, *' grant me grace to submit to this trial as a Christian should do." Blanche and Theodosia spent the whole night in con- versation, mutually trying to reconcile themselves to the decree of the count, who had signified his intention of placing Theodosia in a convent ; and as he was her guar- dian, his authority also being strengthened by her father's will, Basil and Blanche knew that there were no means of resisting his determination. Nevertheless, Theodo- sia, as not being a Roman Catholic, could never consent 296 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. to take the vows of a nun ; but this circumstance they well knew would aggravate rather than diminish her un- happiness in the convent, since, no doubt, every pos- sible method would be taken to compel her to this step. Towards the dawn of day, Theodosia, being thorough- ly fatigued with weeping, fell into a short sleep ; from w hich awaking in about half an hour, she found herself alone, Blanche having gone out to make some prepara- tions for her journey. Theodosia was lying on a bed from which she could see the oriel, together with the table, chairs, and needle- work, which Blanche had arranged the last evening before the sad news arrived. Theodosia lifted herself up in her bed, and cried out in an agony of mind, as the events of the past day rushed on her remembrance, *' And was I so very wicked as to think it a misfortune to spend one evening with my beloved mother? Could I indeed have such ungrateful thoughts ? Is it possible that my heart could have wandered so far from duty, and so far have lost all natural affection ? Never could I have believed myself to be so utterly vile ! But Thou hast brought my chastisement upon me, O Lord ; and left me nothing to say, but that I deserve this, and more also. Thy judgments are right, O Lord ; I feel them to be so. O give me grace to bear them with submission, and to become the better for them." I will not enter into a minute description of the sad parting between Blanche and Theodosia, nor attempt to paint the grief of Basil and his sons when they saw her forced away from them. Suffice it to say, that about the middle of the day, when the count trusted his eldest son was far enough off not to interfere with his mea- sures, he sent a priest, with a certain number of his own servants, to convey Theodosia to a convent, situated about three leagues from the chateau, where she was put under the care of the lady abbess, who received or- ders to treat her with kindness, but at the same time to guard her with such strictness as to cut off all hope of effecting her escape. It must not be supposed from this behaviour of the count that he disliked Theodosia, or preferred Eleanor to her ; for this was not the case : but he coveted the money which Eleanor was to receive at her marriage, and knew THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 297 that Theodosia had nothing. Thus he was led, by the love of money, to overlook those good qualities which would probably have made Theodosia an excellent wife for his son, and might have rendered her price far above rubies. And now to follow poor Theodosia. She was receiv- ed at the convent with civility, and taken into the par- lour of the lady abbess, where she was assured that ev€ry thing should be done to render her happy, if she would endeavour to reconcile herself to her situation. Theodosia however felt that it would not be easy to re- concile herself to such a situation, separated as she now was from her beloved friends, and condemned to live with persons whose religion she had been taught to look upon with the highest disapprobation. Every thing she saw, filled her with horror. \\ herever she turned her eyes, she beheld images of the Virgin and of the saints, to which the nuns as they passed paid such respect as was due only to Almighty God. This she considered as absolute idolatry, and what she never could participate in. Many other things she quickly saw and heard which were altogether contrary to the opinions she had imbibed. Nevertheless it pleased God, by this unex- pected affliction which had come upon her, so to open her eyes to the evil of her late conduct, that feeling much abasement and self-condemnation on account of it, she presumed not harshly to censure the ignorance and folly which she saw around her, but rather felt that she who had of late so greatly sinned against light, was more culpable than those poor creatures, who had not been blessed, like herself, with a pious and enlightened education. She however firmly persisted, let the con- sequence be what it would, in refusing to join with the lady ^bess and her nuns, in hearing mass or attending any other rite of their religion ; upon which, the abbess, who wished to try the gentlest means of winning her over, and who besides had private reasons for not vio- lently offending Basil and his wife, suffered her for a time to take her own way, only insisting that she should attend the family meals. Theodosia, then, from the time she entered the con- vent, was left much to herself. A little apartment, or cell, was given to her, in which there was no furniture 298 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. but a bedstead covered with a hard mattress, a table, a chair, and a lamp. Here Theodosia spent many solitary hours ; and here she found the benefit of that little store of religious knowledge and holy instruction which had been given her, and which now returned with force to her mind. Here she spent much time in prayer, as well as in deep meditation on her late evil conduct; and grace was given her to receive the present affliction as a proper and necessary chastisement, and indeed a light one when compared with the offences into which she had lately fallen. Her grief was at first bitter, and at times overwhelming ; and she frequently remembered with peculiar anguish that evening, when she had seen her beloved parent arranging the little table and chairs for their work, together with her own ungrateful conduct on the occasion. "Oh! my mother! my mother ! " she would then exclaim, " what would I now give for one hour of your sweet society ! " Thus the Almighty brings his wayward children frequently to long after and desire those things, which during the triumph of passion and selfishness they had rejected with disdain. After a few weeks, by the blessing of God, the vehe- mence of Theodosia's grief began to subside, while her will became from day to day more subdued to the will of her heavenly Father : and the first symptom of this blessed change was, that she found herself less occupied by her own proper feelings and sufferings, and more affectionately anxious for the peace of Blanche and Basil than for her own. Her heart was also drawn out more in prayer for the poor nuns, and for her sister, that God would have mercy upon them, and open their eyes to their eternal interests. And although she still refused to accommodate herself to that which she judged wrong in the religion of her companions, yet she shew ed a wil- lingness to meet them, and hold fellowship with them, where she could do so without offending her conscience. Her general manner became more courteous and graci- ous ; she desired to be allowed to assist them in their work, shewing a backwardness to give offence when it could possibly be avoided : and whil^ she prayed that she might be enabled to say, " Thy will, O God, in all respects be done," she carefully watched and strove against the peculiar temptations which grow out of soli- THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 299 tude, and particularly the self-complacent indulgence of evil thous^hts and vain imaginations, that prevailing sin into which so many of the children of Adam are continually falling. It was her constant supplication that she might have grace to overcome that love of self, through which thousands and tens of thousands have fallen down wounded, if not eternally lost. Theodosia had early been taught bv her excellent instructress to know and fear this worst of enemies ; and now the Holy Spirit poured his blessing silently and abundantly upon the Christian instructions of the faithful Blanche. In the mean time, the young count returned from Paris, and, after several violent altercations with his father, was led by an insatiable desire of money, which his dissipated habits rendered necessary to him, to give up Theodosia whom he loved, and to marry Eleanor, who was at least perfectly indifferent to him : after which, the count with his whole family returned to Paris, leaving the chateau and his surrounding estates under the care of Basil. Blanche had made several attempts to see Theodosia, but could never succeed ; neither could she succeed in getting a letter conveyed to her, although she had employed many means for that pur- pose : she was therefore obliged to content herself with offering up frequent and ardent prayers for the welfare of the child of her heart. At length, when nearly a year had passed, and the anxious Blanche had begun to tremble at the measures which might be taken at the end of Theodosia's noviciate to compel her to take the veil, news was brought of the sudden death of the old count : shortly after which his son arrived at the chateau, unattended except by a few servants, for the purpose of inspecting his new posses- sions. Basil hastened to pay his duty to his young lord, and to receive his orders ; nor did he fail to avail him- self of this opportunity, very earnestly to request that Theodosia might be allowed to leave the convent and return to his house. The young count instantly ac- knowledged that he had no right to retain her in the convent against her will, neither indeed had he the smallest desire to make her unhappy — so that the joyful Basil only waited the count's departure, in order imme- diatelv to effect the deliverance of his adopted child. 300 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. The will of Theodosia had been brought into an entire subjection to the will of her heavenly Father, before the arrival of Basil and Blanche at the convent : but as her mind attained a more heavenly frame and the inner man gained streni^th, the outer man had perceptibly decay- ed. Her health, though very gradually, had for some months been giving way ; though, as it appeared, not so much from any outward cause, as from some internal disorder which probably had been gaining strength, though secretly, for several years, and which would as- suredly under any circumstances have terminated her life in youth. Basil and Blanche were much affected when they per- ceived the change in her appearance : yet the pious Blanche, as she received her lovely pale Theodosia once again to her maternal bosom, drew even from her alter- ed appearance a new cause of gratitude to God, in allowing her to be brought back to her beloved home, to be there assisted, and consoled, during the remainder of her days, rather than left to die among strangers. The delight of finding herself once agairf in her happy home, which she now earnestly prayed that she might never more be compelled to leave ; of seeing herself surrounded by Blanche, by Basil, her old nurse, and her adopted brothers ; of sitting once again in the oriel window, and listening to those sweet hymns of praise which the little family every evening offered to God ; of hearing the pious conversation of the old pastor, the father of Blanche, and his grandson — all this for a time gave new life to Theodosia, and seemed to protract her days for a season. But after this first effect of joy had subsided, nature again languished, and it became evident to all that the time of her departure was at hand. Ne- vertheless the prospect was full of sweet hope to Theo- dosia herself, as well as of inexpressible comfort to Basil and his family, who perceiving in her a subdued frame of mind and a will conformed to that of God, could not but adore and praise the author of so glorious a work. •* I thank thee, O God," said Theodosia, some few hours before her death, " for so inestimable a proof of thy favour towards me, in subduing in me, by thy Holy Spirit, that selfish nature which I inherited from my ' THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 301 birth, and which would assuredly have brought me to utter destruction, hadst not thou, O heavenly Father, interfered in my behalf, and plucked me as a brand from the burning." She then broke forth into the praises of redeeming' love, givinjx glory to God, who had graciously removed the sting of death, and made her, through the Lord Jesus Christ, even more than conqueror over that king of terrors. Before her last agonies, Theodosia took a tender leave of Basil and Blanche, with all the friends of her childhood ; particularly testifying her love and gra- titude to Blanche, and humbly requesting her to for- give all her want of duty and affection, especially on one occasion which she specified. She died a few hours afterwards, professing an entire renunciation of self, as an unclean and abominable thing, and an absolute dependence on the merits of Christ to procure her sal- vation. The sorrow of Basil and Blanche for their dear child was not without its sweets ; and their remembrance of her from year to year became more delightful to them, as their hopes of a happy meeting in another world grew more bright and less distant. Eleanor and her husband arrived at the chateau a few hours before the remains of the lovely Theodosia were committed to the grave. Eleanor's reflections on the subject were far from agreeable ; and, from that time, she never heard the name of Theodosia, without a feel- ing of remorse, which she found it impossible to sup- press. Her marriage, as might have been expected, was not a happy one, since her motives for entering into it were selfish and ambitious, and such as could by no means be supposed to ensure a blessing. The lady of the manor here ceased to read : when the young ladies, as usual, began to make their re- marks on the history, having first thanked her for the pleasure they had received from the hearing of it. Miss Louisa said, '* If no young person can be said to be in a right state, till, like Theodosia in the convent, they are enabled to cry out with their whole hearts, * O Lord, thy will be done;' in the midst of every earthly privation throwing self into the back-ground, VOL. I. D D 302 THE XADY OF THE MANOR. and attending chiefly to other people's feelings— I fear that there are very few young people at all in a right state." ** It is not our business," replied the lady of the ma- nor, " to enquire into the state of the world in general as to their private feelings ; thank God, we have none to answer for but ourselves, and such persons as are in some measure under our influence. But of this we may be very certain, that the less we are occupied by our own private feelings, and the less we indulge self in eve- ry possible way, the more our minds will be prepared for the reception of true religion, and the more likely shall we be to obtain happiness in the present world as well as in that which is to come. It is the will of man rising up in opposition to that of God, and seeking con- tinually its own gratification, which renders him misera- ble, and separates him from his Maker. These desires are those sinful lusts of the flesh which we have under- taken to renounce, and which must be subdued before we can enter the kingdom of God. But," added the lady of the manor, " our hours wear away, though I have not uttered half I have to say upon this subject. We must now, however, part for the present; and when we meet again, we will, if you please, renew the subject, which is, alas, a very copious one. I shall then endea- vour to point out to you several ways in which these desires of the flesh commonly manifest themselves in what is called decent life, together with the many evils which might be avoided by a proper control early exer- cised over the will — that divine assistance being first earnestly sought which is so freely ofl'ered us in Scrip- ture. I perhaps may also be able to find you another story somewhat applicable to the subject." The whole company then thanked the lady of the manor for the trouble she took with them, and ex- pressed a particular pleasure in hearing the stories she had to relate. The evening was as usual finished with prayer. A Prayer to he enabled to conform our Wills to that of God. ** BLESSED and glorious Lord God Almighty, Crea- THE LADY OF THE MANOR. 303 tor of heaven and earth, our Father everlasting, our Saviour and our Friend, hearken, we beseech thee, to the prayers of thy poor creatures, who have hitherto lived under the dominion of sin, the slaves of our own lusts, and of various evil passions, which will assuredly bring us to everlasting destruction, unless thou, O Lord our God, wilt lift up the light of thy countenance upon us, and dispel the darkness of our minds. To thee, O God the Father, we look up, as to Him who loved us ere yet we entered into being, and planned our salvation ere yet the foundations of the world were laid. To thee, O God the Son, we apply, as to our brother in the flesh, whose infinite merits and precious death have procured for us the inestimable blessing of justification. And to thee, O God the Holy Ghost, we address our imperfect petitions, knowing that from thee proceed the incal- culable privileges of regeneration and sanctification. Blessed and holy Lord God, make us, we beseech thee, new creatures ; regenerate and sanctify us, cleanse the thoughts of our hearts by the inspiration of thy Holy Spirit, give us power to contend with the corruptions of our vile nature, conform our wills in all respects to thine, and enable us to say on every occasion of trial, * Thy will, O God, be done.' Teach us to consider self, and its inbred corruptions, as the enemy which we have reason above all others to dread, and assist us to detect its wiles, under however specious a form it may appear to act. Leave us not to ourselves, we earnestly entreat thee ; leave us not with our worst of foes ; nei- ther take account of our past sins, nor of the countless number of our evil thoughts, our wayward tempers, and corrupt desires. Impute to us, we earnestly pray thee, that righteousness of Christ, which is without spot or stain of sin. Wash us in his blood, feed us with the bread of heaven, give us power to trample upon our lusts, renew and sanctify our polluted hearts, and ena- ble us finally, triumphing over sin, to enter into ever- lasting glory. O blessed Lord God, hear the voice of our humble supplications, for the sake of him who shed his blood for us upon the cross, and render us accepta- ble to thyself, through the sanctifying and purifying power of thy blessed Spirit. And now to God the Fa- ther, God the Son, and God the Holy Ghost, be all glo- 304 THE LADY OF THE MANOR. ry, and honour, and praise, henceforward, and for ever- more. Amen." END OF VOL. I. > • J^f^^