: ^p^*► \i ■■' 0^ w^- Kl J ,oXJia. ^I^IaXvTC B%^ *^^5&: w^lfef \'^'% 6- ^^ ' ^"' '-' ^^ .' «^t \ {\ aji ^^p ^^K? ^ ^ '^^IBRAR.Y " OF THE UNIVERSITY or ILLINOIS Apse v.'l ' ^M-A^^ o Shortly will be Published, A NEW EDITION, (being the fourth) revised and enlarged, OF PRIVATE EDUCATION. BY ELIZABETH APPLETON. London: Printed by A. & R. Spottiswoode, New-Street^quare. LEONORA; THE PRESENTATION AT COURT. BEING THE FIRST OF A SERIES OF NARRATIVES CALLED YOUNG LADIES' TALES. BY THE AUTHOR OF « PRn'ATE EDUCATION; "THE POOR GIRL'S HELP;" "EARLY EDUCATION;" "THE YOUTH'S FRENCH GUIDE;" ETC. ETC. " I consider a generous mind as the noblest work of the Creator, and am persuaded wherever it resides, no real merit can be wanting." Melmoth. IN TWO VOLUMES. VOL. I. LONDON: PRINTED FOR LONGMAN, REES, ORME, BROWN, AND GREEN, PATERNOSTER,-BOW. 1829. 'SZ3 THE RIGHT HONOURABLE THE LADY MARY BEAUCLERK. MY DEAR YOUNG FRIEND, I HAVE very great pleasure in presenting you with the first part of Tales for Young Ladies, a work written some years ago, but from the various employments and duties in which I have ever since been engaged, never prepared for the press till now. I hope you will discover in it at this particular period of your life, when you are about to be ushered into society, a few hints which may be of ad- vantage ; especially as they may add weight to the advice and instruction I have ever been anxious to instil in your and your dear sister's A 3 Vl DEDICATION. mind, since I have been favoured with the confidence of your guardian and aunt, a lady, who, by her virtues and accomplishments, is justly esteemed a distinguished ornament in her high station, and an honour to the title of mother. That the world, which you are about to view more nearly, may shed its roses around your path, and long conceal those thorns which, sooner or later, will pierce the gentlest and most affectionate bosom, is the wish of her who subscribes herself. My dear Lady Mary, Your sincere Friend, ELIZABETH LACHLAN. PREFACE. Several years ago the Author * had it in con- templation to produce a Series of Tales for Young Ladies, of the age of four, progressively, to that of eighteen. From the vast numbers of books which have since appeared, and are daily issuing from the press, such a proposition may now be deemed superfluous. In order to determine this point, and to take the sense of the Public, which has ever received her previous eflPorts with kind- ness and indulgence, the writer begs leave to submit these little volumes for readers of sixteen or eighteen years of age to its notice. It may be necessary to give a word in ex- planation of the subject of the work. If the character of a gentleman's daughter be thought, * Also of " Private Education." (Elizabeth Appleton.) Vm PREFACE. by some persons, to be too strongly drawn, the Writer would appeal for the fidelity of the pic- ture, not to the generality of mothers in their splendid drawing-rooms, living beyond the scene of their domestic establishments, remote from the stratagems of the nursery, the manoeuvres of the upper hall, and the tricks and subterfuges of the lower one. She would turn from the parent to the governess, and to the sphere of her action, The Study : the faithful study, where truth will out, reality will prevail ; and where the gentle- man's daughter is seen in her true colours, in her real character, without motive for disguise ; or, if otherwise, without opportunity for conceal- ment from the daily, hourly, momentary scrutiny to which she is subjected. If then, half-a-dozen experienced and sensible preceptresses should unite in the opinion, that either Leonora or her sister is an exaggerated- representation, the Author promises to alter the copy, should another impression be called for. 6. Upper Portland Place, March, 1829. LEONORA. CHAPTER I. '•' Generosity sanctifies every passion, and adds grace to every acquisition of the soul ; and if it does not necessarily include, at least it reflects a lustre upon the whole circle of moral and intellectual qualities." — Mzoioth. ]Miss Leonora Clive, her sister Isabella, and her cousin, INliss Fanny Beresford, a young lady about her own age, were one day seated in the study with their governess, Mrs. Hammond, when a loud rap was heard at the door. '• Go, my dear," said the lady : " it is your papa's knock." Miss Clive immediately opened the door to her father, who never chose to intrude. He desired her to follow him to the library, for that he wished to speak to her. Leonora felt very curious upon the subject of this conversation, and looking down to her father's 2 LEONORA. hand, perceived it held an open letter. This sight relieved her of a little fluttering which she had felt within ; for the Colonel sometimes called her out in this way, to .slightly reprove her for a bill which she had allowed to be sent to him, instead of paying it herself, or for trifling irregu- larities and excesses in the house among the women-servants, his daughter being motherless, and having had the charge of the domestic ar- rangements during the last four years. " Leonora," said the Colonel, as he seated himself in his large morocco chair. " Yes, sir," answered his daughter. The gentleman again paused, and rubbed his forehead. " Take a sheet of paper and sit down," said he, " and answer this letter," " Yes, sir," replied Leonora, all impatience to see the letter she was to answer; and she took the penknife and cut a quill, spread a quire of paper before her, and dipped the pen in the ink. " Give me the poker, child," said the Colonel thoughtfully. Leonora jumped up, and handed it to him, He raked out a few ashes, and put it down. *' When was your birthday, Leonora ? " asked LEONORA. S he, looking at his daughter from head to foot. " Why, you are very much grown lately ? " *' My birth-day will be next month, papa, in March : Mrs. Hammond says I have not grown the least these six months." " Well, I may be mistaken," observed the Colonel ; " I don't pretend to be positive. You are old enough to leave off growing ; why, ar'nt you seventeen next month ? " " I shall be eighteen, sir," replied Leonora, with sparkling eyes : " my cousin and I were born en the same day, and Lady Beresford said she would be eighteen. And you know, papa," added Leonora, " you always promised me I should leave the study when I was eighteen years of age. Don't you remember, sir, you told my aunt Beresford last winter, when we were at Chelten- ham, that I was only sixteen? and she said, ' Surely your eldest daughter and. mine,' meaning Fanny, ' were born nearly about the same time ;' and you said, you believed they were ; and then she replied, ' Well, then, they must be seventeen.' Don't you remember, sir ? " " I remember my sister said something to that effect," answered the Colonel : " reach me the other, the great Bible." Leonora sprang upon a chair, and brought B 2 4 LEONORA. down a large family Bible, upon which a cobweb was very finely spun from edge to edge. She handed it to her father, who very deliberately plucked off the cobweb, and rolling it round the spider which had made it, consigned both to the flames. " It is a disgrace to Betty," said he, " to see these valuable books all covered with dust. If she is not allowed to take them down, she might at least brush off the dust from them as they are. I desire you speak to her, Leonora. This Bible I particularly value : it has been in our family two hundred years, and the births, deaths, ai.d marriages of all of us are registered here. There is your mother's writing two years before she died, and by this I suppose you are eighteen." Leonora looked grave for a moment, and pro- mised to attend to her father's directions, and then again took the pen, the feather of which she had nearly twisted to pieces in her impatience at the delay. " Pray, Leonora," said the Colonel, " do you remember your mother's aunt. Lady Royston ? " " I recollect her very well indeed," replied Leonora; " for she was here with poor mamma a fortnight before she died, and she went away a £ew days after. I recollect she was a little grave LEONORA. o old lady, with her hair powdered, and frizzed, and " " And what, child?" said the Colonel, rubbing his forehead, and smiling, as was his way when he had no objection to a little embellishment at description. " ^\Tiy, papa," said Leonora, catching the permission which his manner offered, and direct- ing an arch glance from her dark eye, " you know she was rather curious, very fond of her dog, and when she went out sometimes with it, the boys in the neighbourhood used to make fun of her ; and Prudence says, a boy pulled the dog's tail, an^ made him give such a howl, that she never carried him out afterwards." " Come, come, never mind," said Colonel Chve, still half smiling: " you must write to Lady Royston, and tell her I desired you to say that we shall be very happy to see her. She has been living all this time at her seat in Devon- slure ; and I can't think," muttered the Colonel to himself, " what on earth she wants to leave it for, much less to pay me a visit, for we never were over-intimate; — and say," continued he aloud, " that I will have horses ready at twenty miles from hence, if she will mention the day she expects to be with us. ' B 3 6 LEONORA. " Oh ! just Stop, sir, a moment if you please," cried Leonora, " for I have forgotten the first part." " Why, what is the use of the money I have spent upon your education, if you cannot re- member a sentence?" said the Colonel sharply. " Go over what you have written : let me hear how it reads." Leonora, in a lowered voice, replied, " I have not done any thing yet, sir ; for I did not know whether to say madam, or my lady, or what, at the beginning. I never wrote to her before, and I do not know her much to talk to." " Why, is she not your mother's own aunt, and must she not be yours ?" cried the Colonel. " Do give her letter to me : I will answer it myself. There, take it to the light and read it over; for this room is so dark, I cannot see where I sit ; and read slowly, that I may under- stand you." Leonora went to the window, though she could have seen just as well at the other end of the room, and read as follows : — " Dear Nephew, *' I do not know how it happens that so much time hath passed since we had any in- LEONORA 7 formation respecting each other. I suppose you are as great a fox -hunter and sportsman as ever, and as fond of making alterations in your stud, since my poor niece died. Leonora must be a fine grown young woman by this time, and think Bell promises to be handsome. I have had a visit lately from Lady Beresford's brother-in- law, his regiment being quartered near this. He tells me Miss Beresford is still with you, and that her father and mother do not leave Madeira just yet; — that Sir Edwin is much better. This last news, no doubt, the young lady knows. My health continues pretty good. Hope you and family are well. Pray remember me kindly to your children, from, " Dear Colonel, " Your aflPectionate humble servant, and aunt, " Sarah Royston. " P. S I always promised my poor niece I would introduce her daughter into the world. It seems a long time since I saw you all. Suppose Leonora has left school now ; so if you choose to present her at Court this spring, my house in town, which has been let of late, will be at your service." B 4 8 LEONORA. " You see," said the Colonel, as Leonora folded the letter as well as she could for agitation and delight, — " you see I must ask your aunt here : she expects it; and, indeed, I know by her letter, has made up her mind to the visit : so give me the pen ; I will write myself; and reach my glasses, for my eyes are getting worse and worse. " The Colonel's letter was soon written and de- spatched, and Leonora, with a triumphant air, returned to the study. " Well, Leonora," said Mrs. Hammond, who just looked up, "you seem happy indeed ; what has gratified you so highly ? " The young lady immediately replied, with a very careless tone, " Only something, ma'am, which papa has been telling me." And she sat down to the piano-forte to finish out her second hour's practice ; but made so many mis- takes in a fine concerto, which she generally played in the most correct style, that the lady was forced to remark her inattention. " Surely, my dear," said she, " something very extraordinary must have affected you; for you seem not to know what you are doing. I see, even now, your face is distended with smiles." " It is nothing, ma'am," replied Leonora. LEONORA. 9 " Well, my dear, I do not enquire," said Mrs. Hammond, " or desire to know, if you are not willing to inform us ; but do not say it is nothing, because this is not ingenuous." Leonora made no reply. Fanny Beresford finished the poem which she had been reading ; and Bell, a girl of thirteen, put by her needle- work. The study-table was quickly cleared, and the whole party adjourned to their respective chambers, to dress for dinner. 10 LEONORA. CHAP. II. "Pride makes dear self on well-bred tongues prevail, And I the little hero of each tale. Young. Fanny retired with Mrs. Hammond, iii whose chamber she slept, for this young lady had been her pupil during six years. They had resided at Sir Edwin Beresford's seat, near Dublin, and it was at the earnest request of Lady Beresford that Mrs. Hammond had consented to take charge of Colonel Clive's daughters. Miss Beres- ford was recovering from a fever caught in Cheltenham, and being still delicate, and change of air recommended, she had returned, at the pressing solicitation of Leonora and her father, to Kenilworth, some months previous to this period; and shortly after she left Cheltenham, Sir Edwin, having been threatened with danger- ous symptoms of decline, was ordered off to Madeira, where Fanny's parents now remained. Leonora quickly unburdened her mind of her secret to her sister Bell ; and having told this young girl to say nothing about it, dressed her- self as fast as she could, and going into the long LEONORA. 11 picture gallery which divided her room fi*om her governess's, she called as loud as she could, " Fanny, Fanny, I want to speak to you." Miss Beresford asked permission to go to her cousin, which Mrs. Hammond immediately gave, saying, " Do Fanny, my love, tell your cousin I request she will not call to any one, from room to room ; it is very ungraceful, and ill-bred." Fanny promised to deliver the message, and gave it. " Very well," answered Leonora, laughing, " it is all right: you have delivered your message, now for mine. \Miat do you think, dear Fanny? I am to finish my studies next month ; that is, to leave the school-room, which you know I do not like over-much ; and my mamma's old aunt Royston is coming to take me out, to introduce me, I mean ; and I do believe she will prevail with papa to take me up to London in the spring, and then, besides the delight of going to court, I shall enter into a thousand gaieties. O, Fanny ! are you not glad ? " Miss Beresford smiled, for she perfectly well re- membered, that not a syllable had been said about herself, who, we must declare, was in every respect Leonora's equal in point of birth, accomplishments, and fortune, although something her inferior in 12 LEONORA. beauty. She remembered that Colonel CKve had said, wherever his daughter was introduced, he hoped Lady Beresford would allow Fanny to visit ; and that it had also been settled at Cheltenham, that Lady Beresford should engage a house in London the following winter, for the very purpose of taking her daughter amongst her friends and connections, and of presenting the two young ladies herself to the Queen. Sir Edward's in- disposition had entirely frustrated the last plan, for it was likely he might be detained abroad several months longer; but the first, that of visiting with her cousin in the neighbourhood of the Colonel's residence, Fanny saw no objection to, yet did Miss Clive continue to say /, and /, to which her cousin had too much delicacy to allude. Instead, therefore, of replying to the question of Leonora, Fanny said, " It will indeed be pleasant to see your aunt, but pray, my dear cousin, when is she coming ?" " O, very soon, directly, I dare say," cried Leonora ; " and I shall be eighteen so soon, that I should not wonder if I never go into the study again, after this week." "But, dear Leonora," continued Fanny, "if your aunt is coming in so short a time, it is a circum- stance which will be known immediately in the LEONORA. 13 house. You will, I dare say, order the best stranger's apartments to be prepared, to be well aired, as the lady is aged, and may easily take cold, and " " O, all this I know very well : I shall attend to every thing," interrupted Leonora, very im- patiently : " my father always leaves these mat- ters to me, and has done since I was the age of Bell. I shall send for the housekeeper directly on going down stairs, and give her orders." " Now do excuse me, cousin," said Fanny ; " but if your aunt's coming is not to be a secret, why did you say to Mrs. Hammond that it was nothing ? Indeed, my dear Leonora, it was a pity you did not just acquaint her with the news, it is so plea- sant to be made a friend of, even in a trifle ; and, after all, she will know it at three o'clock; for my uncle always talks of whatever is going to be done, which is not very private, indeed, at dinner- time ; and you know it would have looked kind and confidential of you, Leonora, my love," " O, what nonsense, Fanny," retorted Miss Clive, impatiently, "about telling Mrs. Ham- mond : la ! I should never think of telling her all that passes in the family : I never did with our last governess, and she used to teaze me to know, I can't tell what, and I never would I4f LEONORA. gratify her curiosity, nor would I let Bell either." « Ah, my dear," replied Fanny ; " but perhaps you were not so fortunate in your last governess as in your present one. I never knew Mrs. Ham- mond in my life ask me a question which mamma would have wished me not to answer, and fully too. She has not, indeed, any improper curiosity. You know it is so natural to say, ' Have you had good news, that you look so happy?' if one looks elated ; or, ' Why are you so melancholy ?' if one looks sad. And it is so pleasant to open one's heart and tell one's httle joy or sorrow to a kind friend." " Well, I never did, nor will I ever," replied Leonora, " relate all that passes between my father and myself to any one, and I do not see why I should begin. I could not be expected to do more for my own mother, and I am sure I never w^ould to any one else." " But suppose, cousin, that my uncle should marry again: he is still a handsome man, and not above forty-five, is he?" said Fanny, with a smile. " The day that my father marries," cried Leo- nora, disdainfully, " shall be the last I will stay in this house." LEONORA. 15 '• O, do not say so, for fear of accidents," answered Fanny: "how little do we know (as my mother has often said) what we must one day or other submit to. However, look kindly, Leonora, and do not frown : I hope, for your sake, that your papa will never give you a mother-in-law, as you seem so little to wish for one ; but, indeed, cousin, I know several very happy families which are regulated by a second wife." " That does not signify to me," said the cousin ; " I never desire to see such a personage in this house." The bell now summoned the ladies to dinner, and they all took their scats in the dining room ; Mis^ Clive at the top of the table, her cousin on her right hand, and the Colonel, who was ex- tremely near-sighted, and always relinquished the bottom seat when he dined with his own family only, sat next to Fanny ; Bell sat in his place at the bottom, where she tore and mangled the joints set before her in the most awkward and disgusting manner ; but she was Miss Clive's sister, and this was sufficient to secure her a post of authority, after her own. Fanny, who carved inimitably well, and had been taught to do so by her father, had once or twice offered to relieve Bell ; but Leonora only thanked her coldly, and 16 LEONORA. said her sister could do well enough. Had it been possible for Miss Clive to have filled the top and bottom seats at once, she would have done so ; but as she could only take one post of honour at once, she was resolved that no one else but her father or sister should have the other. Mrs. Hammond sat generally on the other side, alone, unless there was company; and being a woman of genteel manners, and accustomed to good society during the lifetime of her husband, a naval captain, she had not only, on first enter- ing the family, endeavoured to relieve Bell, but sometimes had taken the carving knife from her, when the poor girl was quite heated with exer- tion, to divide a joint, or cut through any gristle. But with this Leonora was evidently displeased. If she had sent her plate by the footman, she de- sired him to bring it back, saying, " O, I would rather not have any of that, just yet. I will wait." At first, Mrs. Hammond was surprised at this behaviour, but in a short time, she guessed the truth; and she interfered no farther, espe- cially as the Colonel took no notice upon the subject, which it became him to do; for his daughter felt herself arrived at that age, that she did not expect to be controlled by any one but her father, and her father doated upon her, LEONORA. 17 and did not appear to sanction any disapproba- tion of his daughter's conduct but his own. Before dinner was over, as Fanny had conjec- tured, the subject in debate was alluded to. " My love," said the Colonel, " have you given your directions for preparing the great bed-cham- ber for your aunt ? " "I shall do so, sir, as soon as I have dined," answered Leonora, colouring a little, as she saw Mrs. Hammond's eye cast for a moment towards her. " I should think she must be here next week," said the Colonel : " after she receives my letter, she will, perhaps, set out directly. It is, to be sure, a pretty good distance for the old lady." Miss Clive maintained a determined silence for a few minutes, and then looking up, said, " It was going to rain, she thought." " I think so too, my love," said the Colonel, " for it seems dark, or else my eyes grow worse and worse. And so, Leonora," resumed he, most provokingly, " you say you shall like visiting with your aunt, and going to London, and to be- dressed up in a round-about, a — what do you call those court-dresses, Mrs. Hammond?" "Hoop-petticoats, do you mean, sir?" asked the lady. VOL. I. c 18 LEONORA. "Yes, yes, hoops. I remember my grand- mother, when I was a very Uttle boy, went to church every Sunday in one of those dresses. She always went in her coach drawn by four long- tailed black horses, and very respectable the old lady appeared, I assure you. But mind, Leonora, we are to be very moderate : at first no sitting up late, to fade those roses from your cheek, my little country girl. No balls the first year, all quiet, moderate, and lasting. What says your copy-book. Bell, about pleasures and moder- ation ? " " Use pleasures moderately, and they will last the longer," said Bell. " Good girl," replied the Colonel, and patted her head : " I love a proverb, and I used to learn a page of them, sooner than half a page of dic- tionary, when I was a lad." By this time the dessert was put upon the table, and Leonora, finding the secret was all out, felt half a wish that she had dealt frankly with Mrs. Hammond, especially as she apprehended her conduct would be noticed by her preceptress, who generally remonstrated or reasoned with her in her own room at night, when the occasion re- quired it; and this time she guessed that Mrs. Hammond's glance had given her a promise of a LEONORA. 19 little expostulation : gentle she knew it would be, for it never could be otherwise from so kind and good a woman ; yet did Leonora dread any conversation of the kind, and would have sub- mitted to almost any thing to avoid both advice and rebuke. Mrs. Hammond made the first move for the ladies to retire. They accordingly rose ; Leonora hastily walked away to the housekeeper, and then kept out of sight until the young ladies were ready for walking, when she stole up to her room, and ringing for her maid, was soon equipped, and made her appearance as the party were opening the hall door. " O dear," said she, rather aflPectedly, " have you been all waiting for me ? I have been so busy that I could not come sooner." Mrs. Hammond, at this observation, looked full in Leonora's youthful countenance : it was in a moment suflPused with a crimson blush. Mrs. Hammond made no remark, but walked slowly forward, leaving it to the choice of the young people to take her arm. Fanny, from politeness, generally waited to see the incUnations of her two cousins before she preferred her own. To- day, Leonora went up to Bell, and locking her hand within her sister's arm walked on, taking no c 2 20 LEONORA. notice of Fanny. This affectionate girl being now at liberty, immediately joined her precep- tress, and a very sprightly and agreeable con- versation ensued between them. Fanny gave her opinions with openness and candour ; and Mrs. Hammond, who considered her no longer a child, or even quite a pupil, since she had left home, answered her with freedom, sincerity, and affection. All restraint was banished from between them, and yet the most dutiful pupil could not be more attentive or respectful in her manner than was Fanny ; but this was governed by affection, which was not shown by capricious fits, but glowed steadily in the grateful sense of obligation of a kind and tender heart. Bell, at her sister's desire, looked back now and then, to know which way they were to direct their course ; but both took care to hasten for- ward, if Mrs. Hammond and Fanny advanced too near upon them. This was observed by both the last-mentioned ladies ; but the subject was never touched upon by either. At length, the sun went down, and tinged all the clouds round him with a large violet or purple border fringed with gold : a cold wind rose, as the sun declined, and the little party quickening their steps soon arrived at home. LEONORA. 21 CHAP. III. What could I more ? I warn'd thee, I admonish'd thee. Paradise Lost. At ten o'clock, when the young ladies left the Colonel, he generally retired to his library; where, in company with a friend, or alone, reading the newspapers, dozing or smoking a cigar, he gene- rally remained till midnight. They adjourned to Mrs. Hammond's room, where the little friendly ceremony of wishing "Good night" generally took place amongst them. Lrconora was in a great hurry this evening, laughing and talking to Fanny with great earnestness, and yet with an air of constraint, which was immediately visible to her keen-sighted preceptress. She uttered, in a hurried tone, " Good night, ma'am," and was running through the gallery, when Mrs. Ham- mond said, " Leonora, you do not shake hands with me, my dear." " O, la ! I forgot it," answered the young lady, in a moment, and immediately she blushed. " Fanny, my love," said Mrs. Hammond, " go to your cousin's room for a few minutes, and ask c 3 22 LEONORA. Mary to divide your hair nicely, and paper it, my dear, before you return, for I wish to speak to Miss CHve." "I will, ma'am,'' replied Fanny, with the utmost cheerfulness ; "just allow me to take my dressing gown." Mrs. Hammond then reached it; and the young lady went in an instant, without one look of surprise, curiosity, or blame. Unlike Bell, who called out, " What is my sister going to stay here for? Is she going to sleep with you, ma'am ? — Why don't you come, Leo- nora?" " She will follow," answered Mrs. Hammond : go ; — good night: — go with your cousin." In- stead of immediately following. Bell walked as slowly as if her legs had been tied together, and stood a minute outside the door, as if to Ksten to what was passing, till Fanny observed her, and, taking her by the arm, led her on to her chamber. Mrs. Hammond now turned to Leonora, who stood swelling and silent. " Sit down, my dear," said the lady: " you may guess the subject upon which I am going to speak. It is painful to me, Leonora, to have occasion to remonstrate with you ; and I do assure you, if I consulted my own private feelings, I LEONORA. 23 should let this, and many other such apparent trifles, pass ; but I have a duty to perform, and I owe it to myself, to your father, and to you, to point out every impropriety which I observe in your conduct ; especially, too, as you may very soon, perhaps too soon, be withdrawn from my guidance and care. Your father, my dear, with whom you will then generally be, is too partially indulgent to notice your failings; and, indeed, though he is the worthiest of men and tenderest of parents, yet is not he, or any man, entirely qualified to direct the views, or bend the mind and form the manners, of any very young woman. From a good man, a female will learn much that is good ; but you must be sensible, my young friend, that even a good disposition requires that culture which will enlarge its sphere of happiness, by encouraging every kindly feeling of our nature. The diamond from the mme is prized for its in- trinsic worth ; but how is it admired when this worth shines out under the most exquisite and beautiful pohsh ! Women may learn from men to be good and great ; but from their own sex only can they take an example of all that is lovely, re- fined, delicate, and elegant. The sweet and natural guide of a daughter, you have unhappily lost ; and I am almost fearful, my dear, that you c 4 24* LEONORA. have sustained a loss which will be felt by others, in you, unless, indeed, Leonora, you will be de- termined to conquer the defects of which I have so often complained to you, and which, I appre- hend, have been mentioned to you by few but myself." Here Mrs. Hammond paused, to read in her pupil's countenance the effect produced by what she said. But a sullen and gloomy reserve was still maintained by the young lady, which being noticed by her preceptress, she went on thus : — " I am concerned, Leonora, to observe, by your manner, that the force of what I say is lost upon you. Could I see you soften, in my endeavours to amend you, I should gather hopes, and I should dismiss you to commune with yourself, — to reflect; and then, I am certain, you would find room for amendment, and, by consequence, that there is some truth in my words : but I see you, my dear, seated there before me, discovering a manner, which indicates rather a determination to persevere in the same line of conduct, than a disposition to search out your failings and amend them ; and this appearance of yours it is which almost makes me despair. You are, Leonora, in the very bloom and tenderness of youth, and your feelings should be alive in an instant to LEONORA. 25 contrition, if you have done wrong. The old hardened malefactor cannot do more than stand before his judge and accuser with a stern, un- blushing countenance : the young and tender, we expect, are ready to sink into the earth, with shame and sorrow, at a serious rebuke. During the six years which I have lived with your cousin, I never admonished her with half the seriousness I now do you, but she was melted into grief and contrition." " Fanny is perfection," said Leonora, sulkily : " she never does wrong." Mrs. Hammond waited a minute to recover from the pang which this observation created, and then continued : — " Your remark, Leonora, if my eyes were not bent on your countenance, would show me how little I have at present to hope from the impres- sion my words may make. Fanny, any more than myself, or any one upon earth, is not perfect: she commits faults, and she runs into error of thought, speech, and action, as much as the best among us ; but then Fanny is at all times open to conviction. She has not the arrogance to think herself always right ; and when she is shown in what respect she has deviated from the right path, she is immediately anxious to make every 26 LEONORA. possible atonement : this is alFthat the best of mothers can desire, the hearty wish to improve ; for where the desire exists, it almost always is accompanied by virtue and perseverance suf- ficient to put it in execution." " I dare say, ma'am," said Miss Clive, rather abruptly, " that such trifles are not called faults in " she hesitated. " You mean, in Miss Beresford," continued her preceptress : '' you are mistaken. What is morally wrong in one lady must be so in another. I know of no license for vice ; I will use a lighter term, I will say impropriety, for particular per- sons. All imperfection is wrong, and all real ex- cellence must be right. Besides, what do you call trifles ? Hear me, Leonora," continued Mrs. Ham- mond, drawing her chair closer to her : " you find me addressing you very seriously, and, perhaps, more so than I at first intended, from the little impression I perceive I have made upon you. It is fit and right, if you do not already know it, that I should inform you of the importance of matters which you term trifles. You are, Leo- nora, the eldest child and co-heiress of a man of very considerable fortunes : you are young and blooming, and when you mix with the world will be told you are handsome : you are a girl of not LEONORA. 27 covetous disposition, at least I know you seldom refuse money to any object of compassion : you possess many good qualities ;" are what the world calls accomplished ; and your deportment, when any one is by whom you think worth pleasing, is obliging, easy, and not ungraceful : you are gifted with good understanding, and have a power of memory which might, if you liked it, turn all the advice of your friends to much profit. Added to all this, you are a good housewife for so young a person, and regulate the family concerns with much credit to yourself and your father. What, then, do you require besides ? You require, my dear girl, more generosity of mind : you have suffered Httle, mean, base feelings to creep in upon you, and tarnish an agreeable whole : you have, since your poor mamma's death, suffered narrow ideas, and paltry fancies, to compress the limits of your soul; and, instead of endeavouring to enlarge your heart to noble and generous views, you have, day by day, tortured your ima- gination, and racked your mind, by endeavours to contract its sphere of virtuous capability. If it be really true that generous-minded persons have large hearts, or if it were possible that the oppo- site characters should be more lightly furnished with this vital organ, I would almost venture to 28 LEONORA. say, that the disposition you seem determined to cultivate must have lessened yours. One thing I can truly aver, that since I have known you this fault has gained strength daily: you have less nobleness of mind now than you had six months since, and, if you do not take advice, will have still less in a twelvemonth ; and what a picture will you present as your advance in life ! The thoughtless generosity of youth we may hope to check by time ; but how shall a narrow-minded, selfish ado- lescence be amended, unless we begin seriously to take the work in hand, and pursue it with a re- solution which no difficulties can daunt? You call these faults trifles, Leonora : at present they may seem so. A physician said to a patient who de- clared that she had only a cold, ' What, Madam, would you have the plague ? ' meaning, no doubt, that almost all serious illness begins by colds. So I may say to you, when you tell me I reprimand you only for trifles, ' What, Leonora, would you have me look in you for crimes ? ' But see, my dear, whether what I complain of is really so very trifling : first, your papa fetches you to acquaint you with a piece of news, which, in the common course of things, I must know nearly as soon as yourself. If you denied me the pleasure of hear- ing this from your own lips, I have nothing to say LEONORA. 29 upon it, only, that I could have wished a pupil of mine had thought me worthy of so small a mark of confidence. But when I ask you, as is na- tural I should, why you are so elated ? you im- mediately reply, ' It is nothing.' Here your conduct begins to be seriously \\Tong. A gener- ous-minded girl might not have chosen to mention the conversation which passed between her father and herself, although it was evidently such as the house might know, and such as the house- keeper was obliged to be formally acquainted with, almost immediately afterwards ; but such a gu'l would never have said, ' It is nothing,' with a contracted countenance, her heart and feelings drawn suddenly, as it were, within herself, and her voice and manner falling from high animation to cold suspicion and reserve. To say nothing pleases or displeases, when something has evidently done so, is disingenuous ; in short, it is a falsehood. But mark how one fault leads to another. You have no sooner descended to two faults, than you hesitate not to commit others : your conscience reproached you with having done wrong, and, therefore, dreading my admonitions, you keep from my sight as much as possible, and then, without any necessity, you make a false excuse, and tell another untruth to clear yourself, by 30. LEONORA. which you only make all the rest of your conduct even more culpable than it was before And in the evening of this dark day you are so far from being sorry for what you have done amiss upon it, that you attempt to prove my remonstrances are without reason, and that you are faultless." Leonora was silent. "Come, my young friend," said Mrs. Ham- mond, taking her kindly by the hand, " rouse yourself from these narrow-souled prejudices, which take such possession of your heart and mind, and which, to all judicious observers, must throw your brilliant as well as solid qualities in the shade. Be a good and generous-minded girl ; resolve to be so, and do but think how grieved your poor mamma would be were she now in ex- istence, to find you not every thing she could wish. Imagine the sorrows of your father, if a breath of reproach should taint your young character. Consider all this, my dear Leonora, and let me be proud of you as my pupil, and cherish you as my friend, and as a friend only do I now speak to you. I have ceased to treat you as a mere pupil ; nor can I wish, my love, to ar- rogate to myself any authority or power over you or your cousin beyond that which my age and my friendship give me. Farther it is neither my LEONORA. ^ 31 inclination nor my province to venture, so dis- miss every appreliension which debases you, and makes all at your father's table uncomfortable. Be happy, and frank, and cheerful, and we, your friends, will be so too. Your advantages are uncommon. Let your gratitude and contentment be unequalled. And now, Leonora, I will not longer detain you : go to your chamber, my dear, and believe that your happiness and well-being are among the first wishes of my heart." Miss Clive rose. The tears had gushed from her eyes, but she made no manner of reply to the advice of her preceptress, yet she returned the pressure of Mrs. Hammond's hand ; and this lady, affected by these little marks of feeling, leaned forward and kissed her cheek. They then separated. Leonora, too proud to enter her chamber, and face her cousin and maid with red eyes, took her candle, and descending the great staircase, went up by a private one, and entered her dressing room, which was unoccupied. She immediately locked the door which opened into her chamber, and called out, " Bell, tell my cousin that Mrs. Hammond is waiting for her." Fanny wished her good night, and kissing Bell, returned to the woman she loved best in the world next to her mother; and on the narrow 32 LEONORA. sofa-bed, which she preferred, because it was near her friend's, to a crimson satin which was pre- pared for her at a distance, she enjoyed the undisturbed sleep of happy unsuspecting youth, and peace which was secured in a heart which knew no guile. LEONORA. 33 CHAP. IV. But though Heav'n In every breast hath sown these early seeds Of love and admiration, yet in vain, Without fair culture's kind parental aid. Akenside. During the following week Leonora appeared more careful than usual in her behaviour ; and Mrs. Hammond saw with pleasure how very agreeable a change could make her. Leonora was really a very lovely girl in appearance. She was finely formed, had very regular features, and a clear complexion ; but to those who examined her narrowly, she had a small bend in the eye- brows, which discovered peevishness, and a some- thing of contraction in her lips, when the fit of pride and prejudice was upon her, which gave quite another effect to her countenance, and cer- tainly made corresponding unfavourable impres- sions on observers ; but when all was well in Leonora's breast, she was an interesting, en- gaging young woman. Unaccustomed to much society, her manners were as yet, unformed ; her VOL. I. D 34 LEONORA. timidity was not, however, awkwardness ; nor did it at all lessen her in the eyes of any. She was a rustic ; but a rustic who wanted opportunity only for polish. Miss Beresford's manners were much more formed than her cousin's. She had been educated and refined by two sensible women ; and having mixed with the best society, which her father received in his own house, and having visited occasionally in families by whom she was particu- larly known in Dublin and esteem.ed, — having been judiciously shown the world by degrees, and not snatched at once from perfect seclusion in the study to full publicity in the ball-room, — -Miss Beresford was neither too much elated by the attentions she received, nor too ardent in the pursuits and enjoyments of fashionable life. She was a gentle, sweet-tempered girl, of most affectionate disposition, and possessed the virtue of disinterestedness in a higher degree, as all her friends remarked, than any young woman they ever were acquainted with. She was hand- some, but not strikingly so. On first acquaint- ance, she attracted but little notice, although in figure she was tall and elegant ; and the turn of her shoulders, neck, and shape of her throat and bosom, was most beautiful. Miss Beresford excited LEONORA. 35 no extraordinary regard on a first introduction, till it was discovered how attentive a listener she was to every egotist, and how rarely it happened that she used the word / in her conversation, which was untinctured by the smallest particle of affectation, and which was easy, artless, and at times, very animated ; but always benevolent and charitable, when it fell upon the absent. Persons who knew not her peculiar sweetness of disposition parted from her, after a few hours' conversation, more pleased with themselves than they ever remembered to have been in their lives ; and in proportion as they were satisfied with their own wit, judgment, or learning, so were they delighted with the young lady who had made them feel so. Hence it arose, that in Dublin, among the noble, the rich, and the ele- gant, Miss Beresford was more universally well spoken of than any young woman of fashion in their whole circle. Lady Royston, in the mean time, was slowly advancing towards our party. She was expected on the following morning, when a note arrived from the eldest Miss Goldsmith, the physician's daughter, to beg the favour of the two Misses Clive and Miss Beresford's company to tea that evening. Miss Goldsmith offered a thousand D 2 36 LEONORA. apologies for giving so late an invitation ; but hoped the ladies would excuse it, as the illness of one of her sisters had prevented the family from receiving any company till this day, which was the last that her two brothers would stay from Rugby school. Leonora, as usual, seized the note as soon as it was brought into the study, and read- ing it to herself, immediately put it into her pocket, telling the servant an answer should be sent. "What is it?" said Bell: " do acquaint me directly, Leonora: tell me, what is it, I say?" said this spoiled, peevish girl : " is it an invita- tion for us to go any where ? I hope it is ; for I am tired of this nasty study." Mrs. Hammond smiled, and looked at Bell. " And pray, my dear," enquired she, " why is the study, nasty ? I imagined we were sitting in a pretty clean room." " Oh, I don't mean that the room is any thing at all," said Bell ; " but it is so tiresome to be so much in one place, learning lessons, and all that." " Then it seems the study is not nasty," said Mrs. Hammond. " See now, Bell, how little we can depend upon what you say. One minute you LEONORA. 37 assert a thing, which in the next you contradict. You either speak, my dear, without allowing your- self first to think, or else you say what you know to be false. The truth is. Bell, that you do not cultivate a contented mind, and, consequently, any thing may fret and vex you. Were you to inhabit a palace, and be visited, and to visit every day of your existence, you would still be un- happy, if you were not determined to make the best of every thing, and to submit to over-ruling events. Indeed, I question whether you would not require more patience and fortitude in a palace than in a gentleman's country-seat ; — though considering that you have a fine bed of down to sleep upon, soft white coverings, a warm, carpeted bed-room, a wardrobe filled with hand- some and good clothes, the best of food to eat, many servants to wait upon you, a large garden to walk in, and a fine park to gallop over, on the back of the prettiest little pony in the' world, — considering that your health is tolerable, and is supported in a morning with a round of toast and two cups of cocoa, and your mind refreshed with a few lessons, some reading, some music, and some drawing, — above all these, that you possess the most indulgent of fathers, and a governess who is earnestly anxious to make you an amiable, ac- D 3 38 LEONORA. complished woman: — taking all these evils into our consideration, we must — what shall I say, Bell ? — pity you?" said Mrs. Hammond, smiling : " however, my dear, whilst I think of it, do not use the word nasty: it sounds ill in the vocabulary of a young lady." Bell could not help laughing, as she took a pin and idly scratched the cover of a new lesson book into stragghng crosses. " I mean," answered she in a drawling tone, " that I can't bear music, and drawing, and French, and lessons." " Pray, Bell,'' enquired Mrs. Hammond, " is there one useful occupation in the world which you really do like ? " " I don't know," said Bell ; " but I don't like French and music." " Then it is a pity, indeed," retorted Mrs Ham- mond, " that such accomplishments should be thrown away upon you. You do not take pleasure in reading, though I choose for you the most entertaining and instructive books ; and reading, surely, every one, even a servant, attends to in these days. I dare say there is not a woman in the servants' hall who cannot read, and in high life, there never were times when education was more considered, or accomplishment esteemed more necessary, than in the present. In short, LEONORA. 39 you must either resolve to possess information sufficient to take part in the conversations and resources of select company, or submit to be thought an extraordinary vulgar, ill-bred person ; for you may rely upon it, my dears, that an un- instructed mind soon discovers itself in the man- ners, and instantly in conversation." Bell would have argued on, in her perverse way, for an hour longer. But Leonora, who had paid no attention whatever to the subject, as her interests were not in any way affected by it, now saw her father on the lawn, and sprang out of the room to show him her invitation, and ask leave to accept it. Bell flew to the window, and immediately called out, "I guess, I guess, we are invited out! There ! now she is showing him the note : here she comes, we shall go, we shall go." Leonora bounced into the study and slammed to the door. She sat down upon the first chair she found, and pouting her lips, threw her foot backwards and forwards, and then began biting every one of her nails. In this inelegant employment, Mrs. Hammond caught her, as she looked up from tacking a little needle-work for Bell. She had often remonstrated with Leonora, upon the habit which she had of crossing her D 4 40 LEONORA. feet, and biting her nails. This time she said nothing; for, in truth, this lady was often so fatigued with having to notice so many serious faults, that she was necessitated to let others pass, or she might have been talking from the begin- ning to the end of the week, so much had these two girls been neglected in the essential of their education since their mother's death, although their former governess had bestowed pains enough on their accomplishments. Mrs. Hammond looked up, therefore, for a rtioment, and then resumed her work. Fanny was silent, but she appeared concerned. Bell waited a minute, and then finding it impossible to restrain herself longer, said, " What is the matter, Leonora ? " " Matter enough," said Leonora. " Why then, I dare say," answered Bell, " we are all invited out, and papa does not like us to go." " You know nothing about it. Miss," said Leo- nora sharply; "don't be so curious. I never saw such a girl in my life : you have more curiosity than any one I ever heard of, and I will tell you nothing." Bell was silent; but a moment after, she asked permission to fetch her work-bag, which LEONORA. 41 was in the drawing room, and when this was granted, she ran away. Now Leonora drew near Mrs. Hammond, for she wanted a confidant, and she was vexed with her sister, and not so well pleased with her cousin, since Mrs. Hammond had praised her, even so cautiously, the week before. " Only think ma'am," said she, " I am invited out this evening, and papa is so tiresome, he won't let me go ; he says the four coach-horses are gone to meet Lady Royston, and we cannot have them, just as if we could not have post- horses to the chariot. I am sure I wish my aunt had stayed where she has been living all these years ; I can't think what she comes here for. We go out so seldom, and now to be re- fused, it is so provoking of him." " Recollect my dear," said Mrs. Hammond, " of whom you are speaking." " Well, ma'am, I know, " answered Leonora ; " but is it not a great disappointment ? " " First tell me, from whom is the invitation ?" said Mrs. Hammond. " Why," said Leonora, half smiling, and looking at Fanny, " from Miss Goldsmith, that odd girl that I was taking off to you, Fanny, the other day, the Doctor's daughter. It is the strangest 42 LEONORA. note you ever read in your life," continued Miss Clive, laughing outright, " and I will show it to you. Stay, here it is : I will just read it as she speaks, so hesitatingly, and I do believe she is the awkwardest girl in the world, — woman, I mean, for I am sure, she is full three-and-twenty if she is a day." " Leonora, Leonora," said Mrs. Hammond, gravely, " if this young lady is so awkward and contemptible as to be a subject of ridicule, how can you possibly feel so disappointed at not being permitted to go and visit her ? I thought you had been much attached to Miss Goldsmith : you always seem delighted to meet her, and seize her arm, and certainly have persuaded her that you admire and regard her." " La ! ma'am," said Leonora, " she is no very great favourite of mine : one must be civil, being neighbours ; besides, my father is very partial to Dr. Goldsmith, and thinks he is the cleverest physician in the whole county." " Leonora," replied Mrs Hammond, " there is a wide difference between being unneighbourly and being ungenerous. We must, of course, like some persons whom we visit better than others, and this we may show by assuming a different manner towards them, without in the least ].EONORA. 43 hurting their feehngs. We are not obhged to stretch out our arms to shake every lady's hand, although we may feel it necessary to be civil, and return the salute of all, of a certam rank, in the vicinity. To raise a confidence, and to betray it, is the meanest act of the soul : let me hope in your case it is thoughtlessness alone. I should be concerned, indeed, if I could imagine that you gave this poor young lady reason to believe you had both esteem and regard for her, when you really feel neither the one nor the other." Leonora did not know what to say ; but as she seldom gave up any point, she was going to make some random answer, when Bell came in with a triumphant countenance. '• I have found it all out," said she : " I have seen papa, and have asked him what it was, and he told me the whole. There, Leonora ! there ! — Miss Goldsmith — horses — aunt — invitation, — now do I not know ?" " You are a little aggravating thing," replied Leonora, who was of rather a hasty temper, and she lifted up her hand, and gave her a push across the room, at which Bell screamed so loud, that ^Irs. Hammond rose up hastily, and was obliged to exert her whole authority in insisting upon silence. Leonora now began to weep for 44 LEONORA. vexation, for she had not one person to fly to in her distresses, having offended every one. She was going to her chamber to hide herself from all eyes, when her father's tap was again heard at the door. " My loves," said this kind gentleman, " you shall have horses : Jack shall drive very slowly, and then Miss Watkyn will be able to go : it can't hm-t her for this once," continued the Colonel. " Oh, thank you, papa, thank you," cried both the girls, never once considering that the fa- vourite old mare, which had that day been doc- tored for a severe cough, was to be taken from its warm stable to drag a party of females to persons for whom they scarcely entertained any regard. " You must be content to go gently, my dears," said the Colonel ; " for I should be grieved to death, pretty near, if any harm should happen to the creature : she saved my life, and I must take care of hers as long as I am able." " Oh, yes, sir," answered Leonora, shutting the door, and then turning round, said, " One would think it was a human creature, papa makes such a fuss about the mare." " Did not the Colonel say she saved his life?" asked Fanny. LEONORA. 45 " Yes, something of the sort," replied Leonora. " She ran off with him when he was once sur- prised and wounded by a party of — I don't know what — enemies, in a skirmish somewhere, and though she was much hurt, she never stopped till she took papa to — , I really don't know what place ; but he has been extravagantly fond of the creature ever since, though it is twenty and more years ago." " Your papa, then," remarked Mrs. Hammond, " must be possessed of a heart which does him honour. I admire his gratitude, and should like to hear the particulars of the story." " Dear ! have you never heard it ?" said Leo- nora : " he has told it a thousand times in my hearing; but I am so heartily tired of it, I never attend to him ; indeed I never listen to whatever people are talking about, unless I am interested in it. — I mean," said Miss Clive, blushing at having so fully expressed her thoughts, and perceiving that the eyes of Fanny and Mrs. Hammond were fixed upon her with surprise and earnestness ; " I mean — I really hardly know what I was talking about " " Let us suppose and hope this is even so," interrupted Mrs. Hammond ; " for the bare idea 46 LEONORA. of the contrary would be too painful. And now, my dears, to the business of the toilet : let me behold three cheerful faces, whose corresponding persons are attired with neatness, propriety, and even elegance, but no ostentation. You have a right, at your time of life, to borrow what aids you may from dress, the materials and colours of which demand the exercise of your taste and ingenuity ; but when a lady is once adorned for company, let her bear her ornaments as a natural gift, to which she is accustomed, and let her be as little anxious to show off her diamonds, fea- thers, or laces, as she would put forth her white hand for mere display, or to point out to others the fine arch of her brow. Gracefulness is the result of elegant habits, — habit is action without pre-thinking. No man speaks so ill as he who long considers what he shall say in company. No beauty is observed so much to her disad- vantage as she who is at pains to attract notice, in however small a degree ; in short, the more we aim at perfection in private, the more na- turally will it belong to us in public. Good-bye, ray children, — let me see you when you are ready." Mrs. Hammond then opened her desk to write LEONORA. 47 a letter to her only son, a fine young midshipman, who was on board a man of war in the Tex el ; and the young people tripped gaily to their chambers. 48 LEONORA. CHAP. V. Look within, and learn That nature often on the mind bestows What she denies the face. Village Curate. In something less than an hour, Leonora and her sister called for Fanny, who was ready in half that time, and had amused herself with a book till they came, whefii they all descended and entered the study together. Leonora planted herself before Mrs. Hammond to be noticed, as she let a rich India shawl slip negligently off her shoulder, and eyed herself oc- casionally in the glass. Her preceptress looked up, and after a moment's observation said, " My dear, are you not rather too much dressed for so young a party ? " "Why, ma'am, I have only a plain India muslin, and my old white satin slip, said Leonora." " Old ! " s^id Mrs. Hammond, " I thought you had worn it but once." " It is not new, at any rate, I mean," answered Miss Clive, folding her shawl tight round her, and LEONORA. 49 showing much carelessness ; '•' but it does not much signify what we go there in." " You do not appear to think so, Leonora," said Mrs. Hammond, " for you are very hand- somely dressed ; I think too much so for the occasion. Come here, Bell, let me look at you. \Vhat ! have you been crying ? Why are your eyes so red?" " Because," said Bell, " my shoes are so small they hurt me." " Let me look ; white satin ! " exclaimed Mrs. Hammond ; " why, my dear, it is ridiculous to go in white satin shoes to a young girl's tea-party. These shoes did extremely well for the dance you went to, but they are not suited to your present visit ; at any rate they are now too small, and you will be uncomfortable the whole even- ing in them ; they cramp and hurt you, and cannot be worn again : girls of your age soon outgrow their articles of clothing, and we must be content with the loss. Go and change them, my dear ; your plain black kid will look very weU." " My sister told me to put them on, and would make me," said Bell, " though I said they hurt me." " Why, is it a particular invitation?" enquired VOL. I. E 50 LEONORA. Mrs. Hammond. " Is there to be a dance, Leo- nora ? If so, Fanny must make some little alteration in her dress. She is very neat; but perhaps has not a pair of pleasant shoes for dancing." " Dear ma'am," answered Leonora, " dance ! why such a thing was never at all mentioned." But although the word dance was not men- tioned, Leonora felt almost sure that there would be one by the particular wording of the note, which she very well understood ; but she did not care to make all her suspicions known, for rea- sons which hardly assumed any form in her young mind, but which, however, she unfor- tunately allowed to influence her conduct. " My shoes will do very well, thank you very kindly," said Fanny, sweetly smiling : " I never was very fond of dancing, though I am an Irish girl ; and it is almost as agreeable to see others dance as to dance one's self." " Well, Fanny," replied Mrs. Hammond, " I know you speak as you think ; and if you feel pleasure in seeing others enjoy themselves, I can only say, Long may it be so. Now for dinner, and then to your party. Be merry all, and be wise," said she, patting Bell's back, who was tripping into the dining-room with the pair of easy shoes LEONORA. 51 which she had exchanged for the showy tight ones. At seven, the chariot came round. The Co- lonel put on his hat, and went out to stroke his favourite, to see that she was wrapped up in her woollen cloth, and to give a particular charge to his groom, who drove, to be very careful of her. He then handed the young ladies into the carriage, and waited on the step till the vehicle had turned the park-gates. '' She should not have gone, poor thing," said the Colonel to himself, " if either of the four hunters had ever been iu harness ; but," added he, "better -kill my old horse than let the girls run any risk." This reflection satisfied him, and he returned to the dining-room and his wine, whilst Mrs. Hammond ordered her tea in the study. Jack drove very carefully, and in twenty minutes the three young ladies alighted at Dr. Goldsmith's, and were shown into an ante-room, in which was a pretty looking young woman pinning on the names to every lady's shawl, as she delivered it. " Why, I hear a violin ! — two ! " said Leonora : " well, I declare it is to be a dance." " Then Mrs. Hammond was right," observed Fanny undesignedly. E 2 m^^^^^^,. Of \ait*o'^ 52 LEONORA. Leonora's conscience immediately reproached her, and she sharply said, " How do you mean right, Fanny? Do you think I knew of the dance ?" " No, surely," answered Fanny; " but she hinted that it might be one." "Oh, yes, I remember," replied Miss Clive coolly ; and then she moved to the drawing-room, whither the footman led the way. No sooner was Miss Clive's name announced, than a young woman stepped forward from the little throng amongst which she had been stand- ing, to receive her and her party. Miss Goldsmith, for it was the eldest daughter of the physician, took the hand which Leonora held out to her, and shook Bell's also. She then courtesied to Fanny, and looked to Leonora for an introduction of her visitor, whom she had asked under that title ; for Colonel Clive lived so retired, had seen so few friends since his niece's arrival, and these chiefly consisting of old persons, or gentlemen, that it was not generally known who she was ; and as neither Leonora nor Fanny had been introduced into society, so they did not visit or receive visits from any of the neighbour- hood, excepting now and then from two or three young people of their own ages. LEONORA. 53 Fanny was a little embarrassed, but returned the salute of her host, as she cast a look at her cousin, to remind her of what was expected ; but Leonora was too much occupied with herself to think of any body or thing besides. " Oh, there is your sister; I must speak to her," said she, as she put her hand within Miss Goldsmith's, and led her away. Fanny was going to take Bell's arm, but this wild girl spied out a young rich heiress about her own age, a Miss De Willoughby, of whom she thought she was extremely fond, having met her at three Christmas dances in the house of a lady who generally mustered the children of the vicinity once a year, and Bell was in a minute at her side. Fanny was going to follow her, but perceived there was no room upon the settee which they occupied. She, therefore, hastily seated herself in the chair behind her, which happened to be close to a young woman of a very pleasing countenance, but greatly de- formed in person. The two young people looked at each other for a few minutes, and with that kind of complacency which strangers feel, who are not displeased with appearances, yet hesitate to break silence. At length Miss Palmerstone, for so the stranger was called, ventured to speak. " Your sister," E 3 54 LEONORA. said she, " seems so entirely taken up with Miss De Willoughby that she has forgotten you." " Do you mean," said Fanny, modestly, " the young lady who stood by me just now?" " Yes," replied Miss Palmerstone, " she on the settee, the youngest Miss Clive, I presume, as I heard your names announced." " That is Colonel Clive's youngest daughter," said Fanny, " and the eldest is at the head of the room, a very fine young woman in white," added she, with much animation : — "I am only their cousin." " Excuse me," replied the stranger, " but I do not think your name was mentioned to the young- lady of the house ; for I sat by the door in this spot, and listened, and hearing no other than Clive, I imagined there must be three sisters." " No," answered Fanny, smiling, " I believe it was forgotten just then. My name is Beres- ford." " And mine is Palmerstone," said the lady : " my brother and I have been strangers to this neighbourhood for some years during a residence in Lisbon, on account of my mother's health. We now have the misfortune to be orphans, and are come to settle in the old family residence, which has been too long neglected not to occupy LEONORA. 55 US fully in the arrangements and ordering. Miss Goldsmith is a young lady of whom my departed mother always spoke very highly ; and when she mentioned to me yesterday her desire of having a dance for her young friends, I invited myself to sit in one comer, and look on, not to dance, for you may easily perceive that that amuse- ment cannot ever be suited to me, deforaied as I am." Fanny was charmed with so much good-hu- moured frankness, and replied in a very animated and delicate manner, which drew a suitable return from jMiss Palmerstone ; and in a very short time both ladies thought of little else than the plea- sure they derived from being seated near each other. Miss Goldsmith having made the whole circuit of the room, and said something kind or civil to every boy or girl in it, stopped at the two last of her visitors, whom she observed, with a little surprise and much pleasure, to be engaged in conversation with the ease of acquaintances. " I am extremely happy that you have in that lady recognised a friend," said she to Miss Pal- merstone. " I esteem myself very fortunate in the same circumstance," answered Miss Palmerstone, e4 56 LEONORA. archly smiling at Fanny : " I believe my friend has not been regularly introduced to you ; allow me to present Miss Beresford, the niece of Colonel Clive." Fanny rose to return the fresh salutations of Miss Goldsmith ; and, as the business of tea and coffee was now over, that young woman sought out her elder brother, a handsome lad of seven- teen, and introducing him to Fanny, he immedi- ately requested her to dance ; and as she could not refuse so marked a civility, the young gentle- man led her out of the room to that adjoining, in which sat the fiddlers scraping and tuning, and waiting a command to begin their office. The company immediately paired off, and fol- lowed the leaders. Miss Clive had for partner the second of Dr. Goldsmith's sons, a steady, plodding lad at Greek and Latin, but a very bad dancer, and one who had nothing to say for him- self:' he was continually either pulling up his gloves, folding his handkerchief, or screwing and twisting it round the end of his thumb, till the glove was not fit to be seen or touched. All this Leonora perceived in a moment, and looked about to learn the fate of her friends. As there were very few young gentlemen, some of the girls danced with acquaintances of their own sex. LEONORA. 57 Bell stood up, very well satisfied, with Miss De Willoughby, who had taken her, because she could get nobody else. Leonora saw them both about half-way in the set. What was her surprise and disappointment on observing Miss Beresford at the very top, leading off with the Doctor's eldest son, who was a fine, handsome youth, whilst his stupid brother put himself at the very bottom, with the best dressed and most beautiful girl in the room ! " What an ape thou art ! " thought Miss Clive, as she put herself most unwillingly opposite to her silent partner ; " and what an extraordinary fellow th^ brother is, to prefer my cousin to me." " Poussette ! " cried Bell, who with Miss De Willoughby had danced down to her sister. Leonora held out her hands to her partner, with no very pleasant looks. But poor Oliver happened to be gazing at the lustre above him, and watching a Harry-long-legs, as the large in- sect is called, which was just hovering round one of the wax-lights : he neither heard his partner call, nor saw that she held out her hands to dance poussette. Leonora, perfectly disgusted with him, did not condescend to speak, and she went through the same figure, with several 58 LEONORA. couples, without him ; when Mrs. Goldsmith, who had stood by, seeking out her eight chil- dren from among the merry little ones, presently discovered Oliver, with open mouth, still gazing upward on the spider, which had now lost both wings, and was quivering in the agonies of death in the boiling wax. The good lady came up, and whispered something in her son's ear, which made him recover his senses ; as he said, " Why mother, first I wished to save poor Harry, but it was out of my reach ; and next, I began to consider what the insect could discover in a candle which resembled any object in nature. If instinct, as my tutor says, does all for wild creatures, how came this one to approach the most artificial thing in the world, and fall a prey to it ? Food is the great temptation : could it expect to find food there ? It might feel warmth, but not such warmth as its sun gives : if instinct does all for them, why " " Oliver, my dear," said his mother, a little impatiently, " this is no place or time to consider of such things. I cannot in any way assist you ; you must ask your father to-morrow: — pray, my dear, mind what you are about. Miss Clive will be offended :- — you pay her no attention." LEONORA. 59 " Indeed, mother, I can't bear dancing," whis- pered the boy : " I don't know a bit which way to go." " Do your best, child," answered Mrs. Gold- smith, aloud : " your partner will be so obliging as to excuse your deficiencies, I have no doubt." This was said for Leonora to hear, and she did hear it, but she pretended to be looking another way ; which as the anxious mother perceived, she walked gently round, and as INIiss Clive moved up to the very top of the dance she contrived to seize an opportunity to make an apology for her son, which was tolerably well received ; and Oliver, knowing his mother's wishes, resolved to do his best. At length he set off, to lead down, but his step was such as to set all time and tune at defiance : he certainly did exert himself to go through the different slides, bends, and hops, as he had been taught at school; but neither his ear nor his fancy assisted him : he ran down the middle, when he should have swung corners, and as often laid hold of the partner of another as of his own ; in short, he acquitted himself so ill, that Leonora abruptly left the set, and with tears in her eyes sat down on a sofa at the end of the room, concealing her vexation behind her fan, which she used with great violence. Miss 60 LEONORA. Goldsmith, who, among several little imperfect dancers, did not particularly distinguish her brother, immediately went up to Leonora, and enquired if she was ill. " It is nothing of any consequence," said Miss Clive, " I am only rather warm." " Let me order you a little negus or lemon- ade," said this good-natured young lady. " Shall we return to the drawing-room, and sit there awhile? — Perhaps you are not fond of dancing." " I am particularly fond of it," replied Leonora. " Then it is a little indisposition, perhaps," re- turned the other. " I will step into my mother's room, and fetch her smelling bottle." As Miss Goldsmith went away, the dance finished, and Fanny, who had suddenly missed her cousin, now joined her, and very kindly en- quired into the cause of her sitting down. Leo- nora was so provoked at the question, and the triumph she fancied she saw in her cousin's manner, that she made no answer, but turned her head away. Fanny now saw she was of- fended, and did not repeat the question ; yet was she a little hurt, that her cousin should forget herself before so many observers. She was pre- paring another observation, when Miss Gold- smith returned with the salts. LEONORA. 61 " Sister," whispered a little rosy girl, " Miss Palmerstone wishes to speak a word to you." " Directly," said the young lady, and went up to Miss Palmerstone, who had taken possession of a corner, and from it had observed all the causes, whilst others less penetrating, or less impartial, only witnessed eflPects. " My dear Miss Goldsmith," whispered she, " your guest wants no smelling bottle : she has a fine person, and she wishes to show it off with a good partner. My httle friend Oliver has only learned dancing six months, I think you said, — besides he is only fifteen." " Good gracious !" said the physician's daughter, " I wonder it never struck me before : I don't believe my brother is a very good dancer. Really I am very sorry." " Never mind," said Miss Palmerstone, smiling, " those fine eyes will sparkle again if you will give the feet an opportunity for action." " Why it is but a children's dance," said Miss Goldsmith, " and it was very obliging in Miss Clive to come : I really only expected Miss Bell and her visitor, who, I thought, was very little older than that young lady. We have really no very good dancer in the room. W^hat shall I do for a partner. Miss Palmerstone ? " 62 LEONORA. " Why, there is your father's ward making his appearance," said her friend : " he is a fine, hand- some young man, and I dare say dances well." " He does, extremely well," said Miss Gold- smith. " How fortunate ! he declared he would not come in to-night. My brother shall introduce him immediately ; and I will desire Oliver to make an excuse for himself, which he will readily do, as he only danced at my request." Miss Goldsmith immediately spoke to he!r younger brother, and despatched the elder on his embassy. Mr. Thorpe, the physician's rich ward, at first refused to stand up ; but when the lady was pointed out to him, he immediately advanced to her. Oliver quickly obtained the dismission he sought. Mr. Thorpe was intVoduced in his place. The honour he solicited, in due ball-room form, was conferred on him, and Leonora was led in triumph to the head of the dance. Miss Palmer- stone judged right ; for the young lady's eye sparkled, and her lip smiled, and her slender foot scarce touched the floor in its pride. Mr. Thorpe, with the ease of a fashionable man, enquired the name of the dance Miss Clive would be pleased to call, and as soon as Leonora had, with a fluttering heart and timid LEOXORA. 63 accent, named several, and decided on one, the young gentleman clapped his new white-gloved hands together, with an air of great authority, which made all the children start, and roused the two fiddlers ; and as soon as the music sounded, he and his blooming partner tripped away. " Now tell me," said Miss Palmerstone to the physician's daughter, as Mr. Thorpe led his elegant partner to her seat ; now tell me, Lydia, if your smelling bottle is necessary ? A looker- on, my dear, sees more they say of the game than those who play. This ]Miss Clive is a very lovely girl ; but I see she thinks a good deal of herself. I observed it from the first : she never, you know, introduced her cousin, who is much more a girl to my taste than she is, though not half so handsome." • " She is young, poor thing," said Lydia Gold- smith. " So is Miss Beresford," said her friend. I never saw either to speak to till to-night. I have no reason to judge but from appearances." " They are often deceitful," said the kind- hearted Lydia. " They are so," answered Miss Palmerstone, mildly, " for which reason I suspend all further opinion till a future opportunity." 64* LEONORA. Fanny, who with a new pair of tight shoes on danced with much less than her usual grace, although she had a very tolerable partner in the doctor's amiable son, now returned in perfect good humour to Miss Palmerstone, and declined every offer the rest of the evening. At half past eleven a nice supper was ready, and at twelve. Colonel Clive's carriage was an- nounced." " Cannot we have one more dance, madam ? " said Mr. Thorpe to Mrs. Goldsmith : " the mu- sicians are ready (for he had detained them), and surely Miss Clive you will not desert us so soon." " Why I really don't know," said Mrs. Gold- smith; " if the young people very much wish it, but some of the carriages and servants have been waiting this half hour. I am only fearful on account of their parents." " Oh, they will be excused, all excused," said Mr. Thorpe, offering his hand to Leonora, who rose to be conducted to the ball-room. " My dear Leonora," whispered Fanny, " the poor old mare, you know, cousin, perhaps she will take cold : the Colonel gave us a charge." " Well, Fanny," cried her cousin, " that is my concern, you know. To be sure, papa is anxious - LEONORA. 65 about her : perhaps we had better go," said she, hesitating. " There's a dear girl ;" said Fanny, " then we will be ready instantly." Leonora explained the matter in question to Mr. Thorpe, who laughed outright at her idea of considering her horses. " Why they wait for hours in town at all the places of amusement, and they get coughs, and then they are cured, and what does it signify ? " said he. Leonora was half persuaded to stay. Fanny, in great alarm, now said, " But I beheve, sir, you do not know that the Colonel has, to oblige us, put a favourite animal in the carriage, which has been very much indisposed, and it would grieve him beyond any thing to lose her, which he may do if we keep her in the cold." " Well, madam, if it is so, I must give up the point," said Mr. Thorpe, and with this and a few compliments, which he whispered, to Leonora's great confusion, he went with her to pay her respects to the family, and then handed her down stairs, whither Miss Goldsmith had outrun them, to see that the ladies, particularly Leonora, were well cloaked and defended from the night air. The two Miss Clives and their cousin then entered the carriage, and it drove home. 66 LEONORA. " Why this is being more than good, my child," said the Colonel, as he kissed his daugh- ters. *' Leonora, my darling, I am more obliged to you than I can express for your attention to my wishes, in considering the poor beast. Why it is very little more than three quarter of an hour since I heard the carriage drive away. Good girl ! Fanny, how are you, my dear?" Leonora, like some other girls of the age, re- ceived all this praise, accompanied with the caresses of her father. She was as yet unprac- tised in artifice, and she blushed, but not a syllable passed her lips. The praise, however, was irksome to her : she tried to change the sub- ject, but her father resumed it again and again. " It is so tiresome of him to go on so whilst Fanny is by," thought she ; but Fanny was per- fectly satisfied, and in the best spirits ; for, as the poet says. Great minds like heaven are pleased with doing good, Tho' the ungrateful subjects of their favours Are barren in return. The young people soon left the Colonel, and went to Mrs. Hammond, who had sat up for them, and now very kindly enquired into the pleasures of the evening. LEONORA. 67 Leonora was not quite satisfied with herself, for her conscience whispered that she had not been quite generous to her cousin. She there- fore talked a great deal to hide her feelings, and, as is the case with talkers, said more than she had intended. For some little, lurking reason, she had resolved not to speak of Mr. Thorpe and his attentions ; but now she perpetually named him, and even repeated the slightest of some of his compliments, immediately laughing, and adding, " What a silly man he must be ! " Not a sentence that she uttered in this un- guarded moment escaped her experienced pre- ceptress. She at present made no remark, but she laid up all she heard for a future improve- ment. Bell then talked very loudly of her adventures, gave a list of all the dishes on the supper-table : declared she had tasted of eight different niceties, and that Miss De Willoughby was very much dis- improved, and was grown very cross, when she could not have every thing her own way. Mrs. Hammond would not damp the evening's entertainment by any remonstrance on her ex- cesses, but, repeating her new word, laughed, and turned to Miss Beresford. F 2 68 LEONORA. " Well, Fanny, what have you to say ? " " That I have spent a very pleasant evening," answered she : " I was obliged in a manner to dance one set, but after having done so, I pre- ferred sitting by a most amiable, clever young lady, who came to look on. I sat by her also at supper, and I assure you I was quite sorry when she wished us all good night, which she did a little time before we came away ; though Miss Goldsmith, who took her place by my side, is a most obliging, good-natured young woman, and seemed all anxiety to gratify every one of her company." " Yes," interrupted Leonora, rather impatiently, " she is very good-natured, but what a figure she was. I never saw any thing so ill as her head was dressed : she has such a way of flattening her curls down, and she just plaits her hair behind and twists it up, and never seems to care whether it looks well or ill." " Young people should not be careless of ap- pearance," remarked Mrs. Hammond, " though it is a fault to carry their solicitude upon it too far. I have heard Colonel Clive observe that Miss Goldsmith is very neat in her person, and a very nice girl. I am surprised to hear you say the reverse, Leonora." LEONORA. 69 "Why, I don't know, ma'am," replied Miss Clive ; *' in the first place, I don't think my father any great judge of ladies' dress, and in the next, he is so partial to Dr. Goldsmith, that I suppose he is wrapped up in all the family." " Men, in general," said Mrs Hammond, " are esteemed very good judges of female propriety, both in dress and manner ; and although they are not expected to say that such a lady's appearance is elegant, because her gown is in this fashion, and her ringlets disposed in that, any more than they are gifted with the discrimination and nice sense of delicacy, which will immediately help them to suggest why one lady's manner and address are dignified, modest, and prepossessing, whilst those of another lady are haughty, in- elegant, or constrained, yet they can directly discover the truth, and so form their opinions. It is not their talent or their wish to seek for the minute points, and little slender associations, which make up the perfect or imperfect lady ; this they leave to the discernment of women, mothers, preceptresses, and pupils, whilst they themselves are satisfied to admire, where admiration is due, and to measure off scanty portions of esteem and respect for those women whose conduct seems to F 3 70 LEONORA. require from them no further homage." As the lady said this, she gave a taper to her young friends, and to prevent any further argument, led the way to their chambers. LEONORA. 71 CHAP. VI. WTio would not laugh, if such a man there be? Who would not weep, if Atticus were he? Pope. The next morning at breakfast Colonel Clive again thanked his daughter for her attention to his wishes; and Mrs. Hammond was surprised to observe that Leonora received her father's praises with a confusion that she was not accustomed to show upon such occasions. Fanny, too, did not join in the commendation, though with perfect good humour she sat by, smiling and talking to Bell ; and never did the lady know her beloved pupil to be silent when she had an opportunity for a kind word. The Colonel left the room to fetch the newspaper from his library and then Mrs. Hammond said, " Well, Leonora, my dear, if you deserve the praise your father gives you enjoy it, and may it render you as happy as the consciousness of duty performed can do ; but, if any other has the merit which is allotted to you, remember that you would reap ten times more F 4? 72 LEONORA. honour in at once acknowledging the obligation ; for, as I have often repeated, Praise undeserved is censure in disguise. I do not say this is the case, my dear ; you know, and I leave it to your integrity to answer truly : I ask you no questions, nor do I wish to learn how the matter may be ; all I desire is, to see you act up in every respect to what you know to be right." Leonora blushed extremely, and she stammered out something, which could not be understood ; but her hand trembled, and as she rather rudely seized the cream ewer, she overset it ; and Fanny, who had been in pain for her, and had been talking very fast, and louder than usual, to her younger cousin, that she might not seem to un- derstand her preceptress, now jumped up, and helped her to ladle the cream into the slop-basin. The Colonel just then returned, and the conver- sation soon fell into the same channel it had taken before he went. " So, Bell, and what had you for supper?" en- quired the Colonel, laughing, for he made a joke of this young girl's propensity to gluttony, im- prudently supposing that no harm could ensue LEONORA. 73 from indulging her during childhood in what would be improper in age ; as if habit, whether good or bad, did not gain force by time, and boldness by toleration. Bell, with a sparkling eye, and the memory of an epicure, named every dish, one after the other, praising this, and expressing distaste to that, and finishing, by reckoning up with her fingers of how many she had eaten. There was an archness in her look, and a something of drollery in her way of handling any subject with which she was pleased, that delighted the Colonel. He threw down the newspaper, crossed his knee, leaned back in his chair, and laughed as persons do, who wish to encourage a mimic or joke- maker, yet without desiring him to presume too far. Colonel Clive laughed, but it was behind his hand, as he stroked down his face, and seemed to be conscious that it was not quite right so to indulge himself. He also did as per- sons do on such occasions ; he looked round on every body at the table, as if for some one to join him. Bell took the hint, for she was quick enough, and she rattled on with her description, which, when Leonora grew tired of, she broke short : " How you talk, Bell ! I am sure I never tasted such gooseberry-cheese in my life : there 74 LEONORA. was no flavour in it of any thing but sugar ; brown sugar, I am sure it was : we never have any of our sweets made up with brown sugar, for it gives them a very unpleasant taste." " Perhaps Mrs. Goldsmith cannot afford white sugar, Leonora," remarked Mrs. Hammond. " Perhaps not ; and, indeed, I think it must be so," said Leonora. " Why, what a family of children there is ! Papa, should you think Dr. Goldsmith's income above eight hundred a year?" " About that, I beheve, child : why do you ask ? " " Oh, for nothing," replied Leonora : " I can't conceive how they can afford to let the children, those young girls, have their frocks trimmed with lace. I should think they might do very well with a muslin frill." " Why, cousin, it was but a small edging," said Fanny : " they are sweet little girls : don't you think so?" *' They do not strike me as being very pretty," said Leonora : " I am sure that one with black hair, next to the stupid lad I danced with, is quite crooked." " But has she not a sweet face ? " enquired Fanny. " I hardly looked much at her," answered Miss LEONORA. io Clive : " a sweet face ! — now I remember ; I recollect perfectly well that one eye looked to me bigger than the other, and I am very much mistaken if she does not — if she has not a little cast of her eye." " I am sure her eyes are both quite straight and alike," said Bell ; " for I looked at her often full in the face, and she was very good-natured to me." '• O, yes, you are a very fine judge, truly," said Leonora : " I am sure there is not a quite straight figure or fine face in the whole family." Here the Colonel stared. " Nonsense, non- sense, child," said he ; " not one straight ! Eat your breakfast, Leonora, and don't talk nonsense. Give me a cup of chocolate, my love. So Par- liament is to be opened to-morrow, and the Prince-Regent, I see, goes in person to make his speech. Mrs. Hammond, is not your son on board the Warspite?'* " He is, sir," answered the lady. " Then," said the Colonel, " the ship, I see, is ordered to England, into the home-station." So saying, he handed over the paper to the lady, and breakfast soon after finished. It was very seldom that Colonel Clive asserted his authority to stop his daughter's animadver- 76 LEONORA. sions or remarks, and whenever he did so, were it but in the shghtest possible way, Leonora was always offended. Her cheeks became flushed ; the corners of her mouth were drawn down- wards ; her eye-brows were a little depressed ; her head was flung a little backwards, and her whole air bespoke indignation and scorn — not towards her father, for she loved him, because Leonora, with all her faults, was capable of af- fection towards the few beings who made, as it were, a part of herself. She had doated upon her mother, till, at fourteen, she lost her : she loved and revered her father, and she had a strong regard for her sister : she was fond of her sister's maid, Clara, who had lived with her from her birth ; and she had some regard, though it was oddly shown, for her preceptress, her cousin, and the Goldsmith family. But Leonora's regard was not that milk of human kindness which smooths down little defects, or dims perception towards the failings of our friends. It was of the opposite sort. With or without regard, she generally saw all the faults, personal and mental, of her friends ; indeed often discovered many which neither ex- isted in their minds nor persons. Leonora, then, seldom showed her father any disrespect on his reproving her ; but she generally vented her LEONORA. 77 anger on some one, and she this day pitched upon her cousin. Immediately after breakfast Miss CHve left the parlour to order dinner, which that day was to be more delicate than usual, for the Viscountess was expected to partake of it. WTien this duty was performed, the young lady went back into the study. Mrs. Hammond was gone up stairs ; Bell and Fanny only remained. Leonora looked about as she entered, and with an air of pride and scorn took her seat. " Shut the door, Bell," said she, in a commanding voice. "You came in last," said her sister, looking up in some astonishment, " why did not you do it?" " Because it did not suit me to do so," answered Leonora. Fanny now interposed: " Come, cousin," said she, " I will shut the door." " I shall do it, myself," exclaimed Miss Clive, rising haughtily : " I don't wish you to wait upon me. Miss Beresford." " Leonora," said Fanny, " surely, Leonora, surely, cousin, you are not angry with me?" " O, dear no, I am obhged to you for making my father angry with me. It was all through your making such a fuss about those Goldsmiths, and he is so fond of them." 78 LEONORA. " I am very sorry," said Fanny, " if I have been the cause of — " and here she stopped ; for her eyes filled with tears, so much was she hurt at the unkindness of her cousin. Leonora did not immediately perceive the al- teration in Fanny's tone of voice, and she went on. " I am sure there did not seem any neces- sity to say so much about the Goldsmiths at all ; but for my part I thought you seemed more taken with that ugly crooked woman who limps so as she walks." " O, Leonora," said Fanny, mildly but re- proachfully, as she tried to stop the tears that rolled down her cheek. Leonora now looked into the glass, over the chimney-piece, by which she was standing, and she perceived how much Miss Beresford was hurt. Leonora was immediately silent : she felt sorry she had gone so far, but apologies she never con- descended to make, and therefore said nothing ; but she was uneasy, and dreaded the enquiries of Mrs. Hammond, who presently came back, and passed Fanny, as that young lady generously contrived to hasten by, and run to her own room, and bathe her eyes in cold water, lest any remark might be made. Leonora felt all this, and for the time it had a good effect upon her. She LEONORA. 79' was extremely docile, attentive, and obliging, the whole morning ; and when her cousin came down, looking as usual, except a httle graver, she begafl to relate some droll anecdote to her pre- ceptress, to create a universal laugh. Fanny was of a frank and sincere disposition. She had forgiven her cousin in a moment, but she could not entirely forget her unkindness ; yet did she endeavour at a smile, that Leonora might not be brought to any trouble, and for this once she escaped the lecture she deserved. At three o'clock the young people, the Colonel, and the household, were in readiness to receive the visitor. They peeped upon the lawn, and looked over the park to the lodge, and tried to make out the high road at a distance with the per- spective glass. At length, Bell, who had very fine sharp eyes, called out, "I see them ; two outriders; four horses ; there — a coach not a chariot — now then, at the lodge. Papa, papa, here they are." The old-fashioned coach of Lady Royston moved slowly up the avenue of elms. It stopped at the principal entrance ; and the servants, dressed in their best liveries, with their master, went out to receive the lady. The coach-door opened; Colonel Clive approached; — but what was his amazement, when he beheld cages of all 80 LEONORA. sizes filled with several canary birds, a squirrel, and two dormice : there was a parrot tied by the leg, a kitten in a basket, and a pug-dog and its Httle one, which sat on the maid's lap. « John," said Lady Royston, " take out the cages gently, first, and then the bags and band- boxes, that I may have room to move ; and I desire, Robbins, that you will see the creatures put safely in my dressing-room, and feed them all : give me the puppy, — 1 will carry it myself. Here, Countess, Countess!" said she, calling the mother, as she moved to leave the carriage. At the sight which he beheld, the Colonel lost all power of utterance : he stood like a statue. " Nephew, how do you do?" cried Lady Royston :" I am glad to see you." The Colonel now recollected himself, and stammered out something, by way of welcome to his aunt ; and taking her unoccupied hand, led her to the drawing-room, at the door of which his two girls and niece waited to meet her. Leonora made a very elegant curtsey, when she saw the lady's face ; but as she put out her hand to meet that which was offered, she sprang back several steps, and gave a little scream. Lady Royston looked up with surprise, and then glanced at the puppy which she held. Bell LEONORA. 81 now spied the little animal, and thinking she must do the same as her sister, cried out, " Oh, dear ! — a puppy — dear me ! " " Aye, a puppy," said Lady Royston, frown- ing, and taking a seat. " Do you think it will eat you up ? " " Sister and I are always afraid of strange cats and dogs, and every thing of that sort," said Bell, very little intimidated by her aunt's manner. " More shame for those that have had the teaching of you," answered the lady. " Here, Miss Beresford, are you afraid of animals ? " Fanny blushed : she did not desire to be praised at the expense of her cousins, and she hesitated. " Why," said the lady, ♦' I knew your mother five-and-twenty years ago, before she married, and she hardly ever went out in the country without a favourite dog, — and a very large one, too. And as for my niece, your mother, Leo- nora, she has many a time patted my httle dog, and never thought of being afraid. If she had screamed so, when she lived with me, as you have just done, I should have boxed her ears, I warrant. Young girls never thought of such vagaries in those days." This sort of manner and language was so new VOL. I. G 82 LEONORA. in the Colonel's house, that he already felt quite dismayed. He was an indolent, indulgent, well- meaning man, who endured much before he could rouse to the fatigue of reproof or alterca- tion; and this first specimen of what was likely to follow almost disheartened him. However, he took no notice, but told his daughter to lead the way to her aunt's room, when the lady de- sired to go to it ; whilst he himself went to see that her little pets were safely landed from the coach. Lady Royston's countenance brightened im- mediately, as she perceived this kind attention of her nephew ; and she thanked him so heartily, that had the Colonel been even more indolent and less good-natured than he really was, he could not have gone straight into the library, as he at first half intended to do. Leonora had taken her seat, with a very re- served countenance and two or three haughty moves of the head, which she ceased to make as the subject dropped. Bell had placed herself upon a low stool, nearly under the table, from whence she peeped at the puppy and its mother, both of which were very handsome creatures, and as clean as pet-dogs usually are. Suddenly she burst out into a laugh : " Do look, Fanny, " LEONORA. 83 cried she ; " just look at the little one, — a little fat thing, — how it rolls over and over ! " " It is a pretty little thing," said Fanny, smiling, and thoughtlessly stooping down to stroke its sleek skin. " So, so," cried the Viscountess, smiling very good-naturedly, " you are not so bad as I feared: it is a silly thing to be afraid of animals, and it sounds mighty affected in young women to be screaming and fainting when they see an un- pleasant animal, much more a dog, poor generous beast ! I have brought several birds with me, all favourites, which I could not leave behind. Some people, to be sure, think them troublesome ; but they amuse me, and have diverted many a sor- rowful hour ; and as I never intrude my fa- vourites upon any one, my dog only excepted, I do not intend to be a bugbear to any. — Leonora, my dear, how like you are to your poor mother ; does not your father think so ? " " I think he does, ma'am," answered Miss Clive, who was always pleased to be likened to her mother, who had been an eminently beautiful woman. " Aye, sure, and he is quite right," replied the old lady, lifting the little pug on her knee. " And you, Bell ; come here, child, and let me look at G 2 84 LEONORA. you. Grown, indeed, but you will never be very tall, child, I think ; — aye, father's eyes. Miss Beresford, have you heard from your friends at Madeira lately ? " " Not very lately, madam," said Fanny. " I hope they were quite well, Miss Fanny." " My father was mending daily, I thank you, ma'am," said Fanny. And now the old lady, having talked herself into a good humour, begged her niece, whose arm she took, to show her the way to her cham- ber. Leonora smiled, and put on her best man- ners, and very respectfully measured her steps by her aunt's. When she wished to oblige, Leonora never failed ; for there was a softness and a touching interest in her manner, which, to strangers, made her appear a very lovely girl. So she now appeared to her aunt, who forgot almost immediately any little irritability, if she could only assign the smallest possible reason for it ; and this being now the case. Lady Royston looked at her niece, as she walked with her up the great staircase, with as much pride as satis- faction; and when they landed safely in the great painted chamber, where every thing that comfort, luxury, or fancy could suggest was pro- vided for her by her niece, the old lady could not LEONORA. 85 resist giving her a hearty kiss, as she said, " You are a clever, good girl, and you shall be my best child." Leonora delighted in praise, and she well knew that this she had duly earned by her taste, judgment, and consideration. The furniture of these rooms had only been bought two years, and every article, as well as the colours for the walls, some of the designs, and patterns for the drapery of the windows and bed, she had chosen entirely herself; for the Colonel left the ordering and arranging of every thing to her, and it hap- pened to be her pride to maintain the nicest order and exactness in every part of the establishment. The accounts of the family she delivered up weekly to her father, as he had particularly re- quired when she began to take the place of her mother in the house ; and this custom had grown into a settled habit. Every bill passed through her hands, and every receipt was regularly regis- tered and filed by her. The annual purchase of new stocks of linen, the repairs of the old, the distribution of the rags to the poor, all was di- rected solely by Miss Clive. She had the best edition of all receipt books, and she was perfectly informed of every delicacy in and out of season, G 3 86 LEONORA. with the best and most properly economical manner of using it ; indeed some particular dishes, curious puddings, creams, and preserves, the Colonel would never eat of, unless the sea- soning were measured by his daughter. Leonora, therefore, upon all domestic concerns, and in some few others, certainly merited the highest praise ; and no one paid her so liberally in this welcome coin as her father, to whose happiness, quiet, and comfort, she so largely contributed. Had this young lady been faultless in other points of character, she would have been as lovely in heart as in person ; but, alas ! there she failed, — and failed, not in extraordinary vices, or uncommon prejudices, but in possessing, to a great extent, the little, mean, selfish, ungenerous sentiments and passions which disfigure and lower, in a greater or less degree, half the un- married women, noble and ignoble, of the present age ; and first tarnish, and, in the course of time, corrode and eat away almost every virtue with which innocence and youth can be adorned. Look to yourselves, my young friends; examine well your own feelings, and judge how far you resemble the narrow-minded, and, but for this disregarded yet fatal defect, engaging Leonora. LEONORA. 87 " And so, child," said Lady Royston, " your . cousin's governess has finished you, and they have both been here several months." " She has taught me," answered Leonora. " Well, well, that is what I mean," said her aunt; " and since you are going to have an end to your tasks, she will have put the finishing stroke to your education." Leonora was silent. She felt darling opposi- tion beginning to rise within her ; but she gulped him down, from respect to the old lady. " And what kind of a person is she, this go- verness of yours ? " asked Lady Royston. " Why, — I don't know, ma'am," replied Leo- nora, in a drawling tone. " Not know, child ! " said the Viscountess, " when you were three months in the house with her in Cheltenham and six here ? — not know? — that is very odd. Is she tall or short, or fat or thin, or clever or ignorant, or well-bred or vulgar ? — cannot you answer any of these questions ? " Is it to be credited, that Leonora really re- spected Mrs. Hammond, had a high opinion of her abilities, and could not deny to herself that she was a handsome woman, and further, she could not help feeling some regard for her, and G 4< 88 LEONORA. when alone with her evinced it, though before any one her manner was cold and distantly respectful ; knowing that one word now would have raised this lady in the opinion of the Viscountess, this one she yet withheld. A kind word for an absent per- son is worth a pound of gold. Alas ! those young people of Leonora's unhappy disposition are never known to deserve the reward. To the questions of her aunt, Leonora replied in so heartless a manner, that the lady was con- vinced there must be something very unamiable in Mrs. Hammond's disposition ; and as she seldom hesitated to express what she felt, she was not long in making the supposition. Leonora did not wish to injure her preceptress, yet she had not the generosity to speak well of her. She accordingly made no reply, and Lady Royston passed on to Miss Beresford. " Pray how does your cousin Fanny like staying here?" asked she. " She looks very pale, but yet she is something like what her mother was ; somehow, I never admired her mother, although it was the fashion, too, to praise her when I was in Dublin many years ago. Nothing was talked of on her marriage but the beautiful Lady Beresford, the accomplished Lady Beresford. She was, I grant, very handsome ; but there was a reserve, a LEONORA. 89 haughtiness, I always said, though some people would not allow it, in her manners, which I could not endure ; indeed, I never quite forgave her for marrying the very man I intended for your mother, Leonora ; however, it does not matter. How do you like the girl ? ^Nliss Fanny, I mean." " Oh, like her, ma'am ? I like her well enough, pretty well, I would say, when I know ; that is, when one knows what to make of her. Mrs. Hammond makes such a fuss about her, I am very sure she thinks her the cleverest girl in the world : one thing I can say, 1 do not admire her dancing, I do not admire it at all, though the Irish are reckoned famous for dancing." " How do you mean ? the Irish," interrupted the Viscountess : "I'll defy any one to dance better than I did when I was a young woman, and I am sure I was born and bred in England. My lord, too, was a very graceful dancer, and so were all our family ; and your mother. Lady Elizabeth, was reckoned to walk a minuet better even than Lady Beresford, when they were at the Lord Lieutenant's together, on St. Patrick's day, — famous for dancing indeed." Lady Royston's maid now came in, with her hands full of httle troughs for seed and water, and began to arrange them in their respective cages. 90 LEONORA. In this employment she was overlooked by her lady, whoj^atting Leonora on the shoulder, told her she would soon dress and follow her to the drawing-room. The young lady, therefore, left the chamber, as she again expressed a hope that all was as comfortable as her aunt could wish, and joined her sister and friend below. LEONORA. 91 CHAP. VII. The value of a friend, and the price we set on a person, is seen in our way of defending him in his absence. Spectator. JVliss Clive found her governess, her sister, and her cousin sitting together. Mrs. Hammond was in tears, with her elbow leaning on the table, whilst the affectionate pupil of her heart had also traces of grief upon her sweet benevolent countenance. Bell was amusing herself with the peel of an orange, which she cut into different shapes, and slipped slily into her pocket for private eating, being denied such trash in general terms. " What is the matter ? " whispered Leonora. . " Oh," said her sister, " a gentleman has just been here, and has told Mrs. Hammond that her son in the navy is ill with a fever, and that the ship is not coming home." " Dear me," cried Leonora very calmly, and she sat down for two minutes, and then got up and took a peep at herself in the glass, and sat down again, and began to feel a little sorry that she had not 92 LEONORA. done Mrs. Hammond more justice with her aunt : but a minute afterwards she said mentally, " I have not uttered any thing against her, and therefore my aunt is at liberty to think what she pleases; besides, one is not obliged to praise people up to the skies ; and besides, I do not care any thjng about it ; why should I be other people's panegyrist ? if I do not tell any untruths, I cannot hurt any body." The servant knocked at the door to fetch the young ladies, by the Colonel's desire. " Go, my dears," said Mrs. Hammond. " Leo- nora, my love, make apologies for me to my lady. I would rather not go in to dinner. I am, besides, not dressed. Go, my dears, do not send me any thing. I am not at all hungry just now." " Come then, Fanny," cried Bell, " I hear dinner is going in." Fanny still loitered with Mrs. Hammond's hand in hers. " See, my love, they are going, follow them, my sweet girl ; never mind me now ; I am fully sensible of your kind feelings, dear Fanny. I will try to compose myself. All may yet be well ; but the news was so sudden, it quite overcame me for the instant. I shall cheer up presently, if LEONORA. 93 I can." Miss Beresford made no reply ; but kissing her friend, left her as she desired, and when dinner was announced, took her seat at the table. " Where is Mrs. Hammond ? " said the Colonel. " O, she is not coming in to dinner," said Leonora, carelessly. " Aunt, will you take some fish?" " It is very odd that your governess does not come in to dinner to-day," said Lady Roystoi^ looking at Miss Clive, " if she is accustomed to dine here." Leonora made no remark : was it that she did not like the trouble, or that she knew not how to vindicate ? Alas ! Leonora could reply, and argue, and defend her own opinions and actions ; well did she understand the art of pleading for herself; but for others, she had nothing to say. Fanny changed colour, and trembled with agitation, lest the matter should be allowed to pass, and leave the unfavourable impressions on the minds of both the Colonel and her aunt, which she plainly perceived her cousin's words, or rather want of words, had created. " Mrs Hammond desired to apologise to you, madam, for not appearing," said she to the Vis- countess. ''She is in great distress on account 94 LEONORA. of some bad news, respecting her only son, which she heard just before dinner." Lady Royston paid little attention to Fanny, for she recollected what her niece had said ; moreover, she was not pleased that the message did not come, at once, as she felt it ought, in due form, from her niece, who sat as mistress of the house and table. Whilst, therefore, Fanny was speaking, the old lady very unceremoniously turned her head from her, and looking at the Colonel, said, " This is the race-week, I think you observed : when is the ball ? or do you not give one at this time ? " " The ball, will be next Friday," answered the Colonel ; " and. since you are with us, madam, I have a great mind, that my daughter should attend it, with my little Fanny too ; and," added he, offering his hand very kindly to his niece, " Fanny is a dear good girl, and I don't know what w-e should do Avithout her." Miss Beresford, with a grateful smile, pressed his hand between her own, and said, " You are very kind, my dear uncle, to say so, and to think well of me, which I feel delighted that you do. I have made you a long visit, and have, indeed, put your kindness to the test." " The longer your visit, the better, my love," LEONORA. 95 replied he, " first, because you are like my sister, and secondly, because you are like yourself." The Colonel seldom made such speeches as these, for which reason, when he did so, they had the more eflPect. Upon this occasion, Bell looked up, and the Viscountess listened; and Leonora, who never endured to hear any one praised, rested her arms on the table, with a large silver knife and fork poised in them, and with a toss of the head, cried very abruptly, " For the fourth time, sir, do you choose any fish? Indeed, papa, you seem going to preach a sermon, you look so serious ; " and as the Colonel, at this remark, really did begin to look very serious. she quickly said, with a short laugh, " I beg your pardon, papa, for interrupting you; but, you know, you do not like fish unless it is served up hot, and this looks particularly nice. I think our cook has done her best to-day, for never were soles more nicely fried." "Well, well, send me some," answered the Colonel, a little peevishly, but the current of his thought was changed ; and in a few minutes, as he forgot what had ruffled him, he resumed his easy, good-natured manner. Lady Royston, who was not so easily silenced, or diverted from her object, laid down her fork, and with some im- 96 LEONORA, patience thrust her plate before her. " Take it away, John," said she to her own man, who stood behind her chair. " Pray, is it the fashion, now- a-days, for daughters to silence the parent, or the parent the daughters ? asked she with a frown, and looking at Bell." " Ma'am ? " said this young girl, in some surprise. *• Pshaw ! " replied the Viscountess ; and then turning to Leonora, " I'll tell you what, child, and if you do not already know it, it is fit you should now learn, that nothing is more unbecoming than for a young woman to lay down the law to her elders, especially when they are relations ; so remember." Leonora, who dreaded any further recurrence to the late subject, and was glad to purchase silence upon any condition, now condescended to say, " I will, madam ;" which so appeased the old lady, that she cried out, " John, bring me back that plate ; I will finish my fish ; or stay, give me another." And thus quiet was for the present restored. In the mean time, Fanny was occupied by one thought : how to exculpate, entirely, Mrs, Ham- mond from the blame which still rested upon her. " It is so difficult," said she, mentally, " to bring round a subject which has dropped ; and if LEONORA. 97 I even were to force its introduction, I should not be so well attended to, as if the excuse I could make for her, fell naturally, and at the right moment." The dinner, however, passed by, and the dessert was set on the table before any opportunity presented itself. But when the wine appeared, she said, " Dear uncle, will you allow me to carry a glass of wine to Mrs. Hammond. I dare say she has not touched a morsel of dinnerj poor thing." " How so ? " said the Colonel ; " is she ill ? " "La ! no, papa," interrupted Leonora, reddening and bridling : '' dear me, Fanny, what a fuss you make about Mrs. Hammond ! " "Why, Miss Fanny," observed the Viscountess, "you have only spoken three times since you sat down to table, and two of the three has been on account of this Mrs. Hammond. If you cannot bear to leave her for an hour, why did you not bring her in to dinner with you ? " " She would not come," hastily observed Leonora, " because a friend of hers came just before, and told her something about somebody she knows — related to her, I mean, being — I don't know what — ill, isn't it. Bell ? " "Is the person dead, then?" enquired the Viscountess. VOL. I. H 98 LEONORA. "No, aunt," replied Leonora, with a laugh, and he may be well now, for aught she knows." " I am afraid," said Lady Royston, " this governess of yours is a weak-minded woman : not eat her dinner, and such childishness, upon every bit of unwelcome news ! " What would she have done, if she had had my misfortunes to contend with ? I have had twelve children, Miss Fanny, and I have not one left me : not eat any dinner ! " " O, madam, " answered Fanny, much hurt, and agitated, " it is her only son, her only child." " Well, and if it be, " replied Lady Royston, a little softened, " children are ill and get well again ; all girls do not drop off, as mine did, in their bloom ; nor are boys swept away, as mine were, by war and fatal accidents." There was again a general silence. Fanny withdrew her hand from the decanter, and to hide her emotion took an orange and began to eat it. Her mild countenance resumed its placid sweetness to an indifferent observer, but a nice one would have seen that she was ill at ease with herself. In a short time, the Viscountess moved to withdraw, and her niece led her to the sitting- room. Here the old lady presently took her LEONORA. 99 Station in a large morocco chair, and her dog springing up on her knee, prepared with his mistress for the regular evening's nap, which they generally took together. Leonora, seeing this, with her sister gently slipped out of the room to follow her cousin, who, reproaching herself for her tardiness in speaking for her friend, had sought the study with the glass of wine she had begged, and taken as the ladies rose. Leonora, with the many other failings of a narrow soul, had that of suspecting herself to be the subject of talk and reprehension when she was not present, and in proportion as she deserved blame, and that conscience whispered it, so was this young lady fearful of leaving two persons together who might award it to her. But Mrs. Hammond was too sensible, and Fanny too deli- cate, to make the faults of friends their theme of discourse. Leonora, little understanding the generosity which she so seldom, alas ! practised herself, always internally, and sometimes aloud to Bell, laid this charge to both. Bell was a shrewd girl, and by her sister's haste and conduct she now guessed what passed in her mind. " Well, Fanny," cried she, as she opened the H 2 100 LEONORA. Study door, " did you come straight in here from the dining-room ? " " Yes," answered her cousin, innocently ; " I left it with you, my dear." " Then," rephed Bell, " you have, I dare say, told Mrs. Hammond the whole story ; hav'n't you, Fanny ? " " What story, my dear ? " asked Fanny, in a lower tone of voice, lest the subject of their dis- course should overhear Jier. " I have told her nothing, but to drink her wine, which I have not yet prevailed upon her to do." Mrs. Hammond now looked up from the letter she held in her hand, which was wet with her tears. " Do not whisper, my dear girls," said she : " I should like to hear your conversation. I am not ill, and I would fain rouse, and hope that all will yet be well. Oh, that I may hope ! " repeated she, with a pale cheek and clasped hands : " seriously ill — I could not misunderstand him — seriously ill. But I will hope — come, I will be cheerful — I will try to be so." " Do, my dear friend," said Fanny, sitting down near her, " and now only just think how easy it is for persons to make mistakes in speaking. 1 heard this gentleman talk to you in LEONORA. 101 a very quick, hurried tone : he seemed full of his own business, and twice, I recollect, he called you ]Mrs. Franklin, and begged your pardon : — how readily might such a person make a mistake ! " How sweet is the reasonable surmise of a friend who favours our hopes ! The eyes of Mrs. Ham- mond glistened through the drops which filled them, as she looked up affectionately in her pupil's face. " You are very right, so far, my dear Fanny : this gentleman certainly did call me twice by a \\Tong name, and his information may be incorrect. I wish I had thought before of what you say, but the news was so sudden. Yes, my love, you certainly are right," repeated Mrs. Hammond, as her countenance beamed with smiles, which, however forced they might be, yet showed this lady, with her reverses of fortune, had not lost her energy of mind. " Come, sit down my dears," said she, as if fearful of her own ap- prehensions gaining ground, " and tell me all. Did my lady seem pleased with your attentions, Leonora, in preparing so nice an apartment for her ? and did she like her dinner? Lady Royston, I have heard from a friend of my husband's, who knew her extremely well, has a very peculiar temper, but is a kind-hearted person, when she is H 3 102 LEONORA. known, and her little oddities understood. One can excuse a hundred vexatious little ways in a man or woman whose general actions arise from sound principle, and whose heart is tender and benevolent ; though I freely own that they are sometimes hard to excuse, and therefore our aim in early life should be to stifle a disposition to care for trifles, which the being particular implies." " This lady," said Bell, " has had twelve children, and has not one left, she says." Mrs. Hammond's countenance again drooped. " Poor thing," exclaimed she in a low voice, " I could, indeed, excuse her for her particularities, if she had ten thousand of them. Twelve children ! and not one left ! " Mrs. Hammond was again wholly silent, and Bell, who never troubled herself with any but the present moment or object, lifted up the sash, and pulled off the dead leaves from a geranium^ which was on the outside. " Well," observed Leonora, " she is the oddest woman I ever saw, and such liberties, indeed, she takes. Allowing she is related, she shall have no authority over me. As long as my papa says nothing, I do not see who else has any right to find fault with me. To speak to me, indeed, in such a manner before the servants ; I will not LEONORA. 103 submit to it. And you, Bell, sat gaping and staring, and she never said a word to you. I am sure your behaviour was quite rude ; I was really ashamed of you." At this attack, Bell turned sharply round, and planting herself before her sister, held out her frock on each side, and danced some very ridi- culous antics, whilst she most provokingly laughed, and said, "I'll tell you what, my dear : the fact is, you were jealous of somebody, and were as mad as a wasp that papa praised somebody. I know you, Leonora : yes, yes, and I say it is a shame for you to speak so rudely to my papa." " Hush, hush," said Fanny interposing, lest Bell should go too far, and irritate and confuse her sister still more than she had done. " You, know, cousin, Mrs. Hammond and my mamma, too, have both told us that many slight faults which we commit are unobserved by our papas, who either cannot or do not choose to see them. I know very well that my mother has often remarked my faults, whilst my father has never even seemed to understand why she did so. Perhaps it is a too tender partiality which blinds a man to the lesser defects of his own girls ; for mamma says, and I am sure she is right, that no man can be a better judge of elegance and de- H 4 104? LEONORA. corum in any strange lady than my papa is. So we should not be hurt if any friend notices an impropriety, or at least what she considers one, in us, even though our fathers have not made the remark before her. Do you not say so, ma'am?" said Fanny to Mrs. Hammond, to rouse her from her thoughts and fears. " I have but caught the sense of your observ- ation," replied this lady, " yet it is, I believe, pretty just. A daughter should not think herself perfection because her father is silent upon her errors ; or, I may add, her friends either. It is so ungracious a task to point out faults to another, and we are, in general, so ill requited for our pains, that the most lively sense of duty only, and great activity in the performance, can reconcile us to this part of its office. Some are too indolent, some too selfish, some too blind, and some too thoughtless, to see or point out to the youth they love whatever is ridiculous, ill- bred, indecorous, or essentially wrong in them. If young persons are rich or noble, they are caressed for the honour or advantage of their acquaintance and support ; and still farther are they, in such a case, from knowing the real truth with regard to their habits and manners. Thus they grow up and move into society, without the LEOXORA. 105 plea of tender age and the freshness of personal graces in their behalf; and the world is amazed to behold a passable girl settled into a very dis- agreeable woman ; and a tolerable lad grown into a self-sufficient tyrannical man ; when both, under a little impartial, timely, and friendly rebuke, might have formed characters really agreeable. Oh, my children, learn to venerate the being who seeks for your faults only to give them back to your own observation! He or she only, you should esteem unkind who spies out your imperfections in silence, and reports them to others besides yourselves. Be assured the last is your enemy; the first, be it man or woman, your real friend. And what if you are reproached with a fault which you have not committed ? If it be between yourself and your friend, it may, at least, teach you circumspection. But rely upon it, that for one error which kindness points out to us, ten pass by unnoticed. Observe, my dears, I do not use the word crime ; — error, fault, indis- cretion, impropriety, indecorum, and such minor matters, are what I now refer to. Separately, they are but trifles; but united, and in their various species, they mount up into a very dis- gusting mass, which borders very nearly upon sin. How much, my dear Leonora, should I desire to 106 LEONORA. impress all this upon your mind ! Who, besides your near relations and myself, will take the liberty to speak thus to the mistress of a family ? Fanny has a scrutinising anxious friend in her mother. You, my young friend Oh, Leonora, how anxiously shall I listen to a history of your proceedings in this next eventful year ! this first period of your introduction to a world, which, without your own good resolutions and exertions, will spoil you. Even with the strongest maternal solicitude and advice, how many promising young women have failed in this arduous trial ! Unac- companied by the person whose judgment you would most highly value of any upon earth, and whose tender caution would restrain your unwary footsteps with more effect than any other, — what shall I say? — I will hope every thing, and repeat my advice again, — Give the most earnest atten- tion and zeal to the suggestions and reproofs of your friends." LEONORA. 107 CHAP. VIII. What is your motive ? I know not ; or if I do, I may not embody it in words. Young Lady\ Tale. On the second day of her arrival, Lady Roystoii took a violent cold, which confined her to her room nearly all the week, and Leonora, who had bespoke a very elegant dress to make her first appearance in public, was almost in a fever of doubt and anxiety lest she should not go; for unless the old lady were well enough to conduct her and her cousin, they could not by any means attend the ball. The heads of several of the most ancient famihes had called to pay their respects to Lady Royston and her niece; and one lady of high rank had offered to introduce the young ladies in case their chaperon were too ill to do so ; but the Colonel very civilly declined every offer of the kind, fully determined that his wife's aunt should be the only person, or else that they should stay at home. Her father spoke 108 LEONORA. in so decided a manner, that Leonora durst not even try to persuade him ; she had, therefore, only to hope. In the mean time, this young lady, in her anxiety and fear, tripped up and down, from the study to the painted chamber, to see her aunt ; and from the painted chamber to her own room, to watch the progress of trim- mings and a new satin slip, and other articles, which were being sewed and unsewed by her maid, for this memorable Friday, which still seemed hung with clouds. From her own room, she passed to the drawing room, and from thence, after having viewed herself from head to foot in the large glasses, and considered a moment whether any thing else than what she had pre- pared could be wanting, she went into the study, — not to study ; for since her aunt's arrival she had done scarcely any thing, and did not intend to do, but to pass over her weary time, and to have some one to speak to or argue with. In the sick room Leonora attended so assiduously, was so neat and nice in whatever little office she per- formed, moved in the room with so light and easy a step, and seemed so composed and yet alert in whatever she suggested to be done, that Lady Royston was quite charmed with her, and ex- pressed herself in such terms of unqualified LEONORA. 109 approbation to the Colonel, when he paid his daily visit, as made tears spring up in the fond father's eyes. In the study, the scene was totally changed. Leonora was unmasked. What do I say, unmasked ? — Persons of her disposition are never to be fathomed, to be understood, to be depended upon. Their little, narrow, bounded views can never embrace at once the happiness, the gratification, or the welfare of another and the gratification and pleasure of dear self. And as the two objects can never be united, they are satisfied to make sure of the last : but that all the world may not be disgusted, and up in arms against the being who lives but for self alone, they re- sort to a thousand subterfuges, twist, and turn, and wind a thousand ways, and pass into a thou- sand subtle shapes, to hide what they really are, and to seem what they really are not. In their true character they dare not appear ; and what this character is, only breaks out by morsels upon injured friends, or very nice and impartial observers. Leonora was at present young and lovely. The graces of innocence, truth, purity, and can- dour beamed in her countenance. If she did err, (and who does not ?) those who loved her best, reproved her gently, and forgave her. The 110 LEONORA. Colonel was sometimes roused to give her a sharp word, but he was sorry the moment he had uttered it ; and could have almost begged for- giveness of the being he considered as near perfection as any mortal he had ever in his life known. Bell fully understood her sister's ways, and particular failings ; yet she by no means fancied them uncommon in an elder sister ; and if she ever thought upon the subject she con- cluded, that it was a matter of course that Leonora should think first for herself, and next for her nearest relations. Whether she altered or not, was indifferent to Bell, provided she her- self could be indulged now and then; and for indulgences she looked to her father. Bell, therefore, loved her sister, next to good eating and idleness. Miss Beresford, with the kindest heart in the world, and the most charitable disposition, had too fine an understanding, and too nmch de- licacy of feeling, not to have discovered in the course of several months something of her cousin's character. Yet did she endeavour to be blind to many little traits, and always chose to hope, that her good Mrs. Hammond and time would work an alteration. This lady was the only person who really saw Leonora in her true light ; and LEONORA. Ill was the only being who could behold so much loveliness of person, united with such abilities and accomplishments, with sorrow and com- passion. Her youth and beauty, thought this lady, are a snare which will draw around her the wise and the foolish ; and her sentiments are such as will discourage the first, and rejoice th e latter. These fatal errors are daily gaining ground ; for she is impatient under advice and remon- strance, and scorns both. At five-and-twenty, what will this young lady be ? when the bloom of her charms is faded, and the world is no longer ready to make allowances for extreme youth ? Oh, Leonora, lovely deluded girl, what would I not give to see you lay down these dark shades of your character, even at the expense of some of those external graces ! Leonora, since her aunt's arrival, had found that it was necessary to conciliate her, if she wished to have an obliging directress and chaperon. Accordingly, "from the day her aunt had been confined to her room, and her father had positively asserted that no other lady should introduce her, she had been extremely gentle and yielding, and, as has been observed, remarkably attentive to the old lady, throughout every stage of a severe cold, which made her 112 LEONORA. more peevish and self-willed than her maid, who had lived with her twenty years, had ever re- membered her to have been before. This con- duct of Leonora gained her high praises from the Viscountess and the Colonel; but Mrs. Hammond, who heard of what was passing, and was, moreover, standing behind the scenes, saw the whole in a different point of view ; yet did she neither praise nor blame, till she had very excellent opportunity and grounds for either. In the mean time, she gratified herself, and en- deavoured to divert her melancholy, by assisting Fanny with her taste and judgment upon her ball attire. The first dress-maker in the neighbouring town was sent for, to make Leo- nora's frock; and as she could not, with any grace, make an excuse to her father, who desired that the same person should make her cousin's dress as well as hers, she was forced to agree to this, though in a most reluctant manner. Leonora took the woman into her own room, in private ; and after asking her a thousand questions upon the fashions, colours, jewels, trimming, &c., agreed at last upon her dress ; but commanded her, on pain of her displeasure, not to give the slightest hint to her cousin or any one upon what she had ordered. She then permitted her to go to LEONORA. 113 Mrs. Hammond's room, saying, as she ushered her in, "Here, Fanny, is Madame Blonde; I have chosen my dress, and now my father desires you will give your orders." "Will you assist me with your taste, cousin?" said Fanny, innocently, going towards her. " O, dear, don't ask me," answered Miss Clive: " I have had quite enough of the subject to arrange the style of my own. Besides, my taste may not be yours. So now, pray, my dear, don't ask me any more about it. What you like, I dare say, I shall too. I must run away: — good- bye : — I must go to my Lady, forsooth, or else all the will be in the fire." " Fie, fie, Leonora : is that the elegant Miss Clive?" said Mrs. Hammond. " Well, ma'am, I beg pardon," replied the triumphant girl, willing to conciliate ail, when, as she felt, she had gained her point, " I will not make use of that expression again," and she skipped away; whilst her preceptress, far from softened, by the pretended excuse, shook her head with a serious air, and sighed, as she turned to the business of the hour. The milliner now courtesied and bowed, and began her routine of compliments upon made- moiselle's beautiful shape and delicate and fine VOL. I. I 114 LEONORA. complexion ; but Mrs. Hammond soon silenced her, in a quiet, dignified manner. " This young lady, madam, is not accustomed to such extraor- dinary eulogiums upon her person, when she has a mere question of dress to decide upon." " Has Miss Clive chosen white satin, or did her ladyship advise any thing over it?" said Fanny's preceptress. " Satin, humph ! I beg pardon, madam," an- swered the milliner. Miss Clive, I — I must not mention the dress to any, no, not to nobody." Mrs. Hammond soon guessed the truth, and immediately said, " You are perfectly in the right in acting according to your orders. I am quite satisfied ; and now be so good as to take this lady's measure, as exactly as you can ; and let us see the exercise of equal taste and skill in this as in the other dress." " It shall be," replied the milliner, " fully as ele- gant as the other, only not finished with the same trimmings. I will answer for it, they are two of the handsomest in the county." " As for the trimmings," rejoined Mrs. Ham- mond, " they are provided. Fetch, my love, your fine Brussels lace and the pearl knots and clasps given you by your godmother : these, tastefully arranged on white satin, will be rich, and yet not LEONORA. 115 too heavy. I was thinking in this way," continued the lady, gathering the magnificent lace as dra- pery round the bottom of her own petticoat, and fastening it here and there with pearls of uncommon size and beauty. '•' Beautiful ! unique ! charming ! " cried the mantua-maker. " Then, Fanny, my dear, if you approve, it shall be so," said Mrs. Hammond. " You are very kind, my dear friend," said this young lady ; " and I never am half so well pleased with the fashion of my clothes as when mamma or you have the ordering of them.*' " Then, madam," said the lady, " the matter is settled: the dress is to be handsome, elegant, fashionable, and, above all, modest." " I understand, madam," replied the mantua- maker, " and the day after to-morrow they shall be ready : on Friday morning without fail." She then made her courtesy and retired. This little procedure of Leonora was reflected upon both by Fanny and by her preceptress; but the first imputed it, in her innocence and charity, more to her cousin's whim and love of secrecy and mystery, than to any other cause. Her pre- ceptress better weighed motives of action, and knew too much of Leonora not to understand I 2 116 LEONORA. whence the whole originated. She sighed in pity for a young woman who was at such pains to be unamiable ; yet did she also feel indignation, when she reflected that the same passion which prompted Miss Clive to risk all for self, would, but for her own activity and zeal, have induced her to lower and degrade a charming and unsus- picious girl. " No, my sweet Fanny," said Mrs. Hammond, mentally, " you shall never appear in a style un- becoming your age and station, whilst I have the use of my faculties, and am near you. For no envious triumph shall my amiable, and nearly as handsome, pupil be robbed of the respect and admiration which are her due. Fanny Beresford whilst I stand by, shall never be laughed at for singularity or vulgarity of dress, to gratify any ungenerously-minded cousin." LEONORA. 117 CHAP. IX. A good word is an easy obligation ; but not to speak ill requires only our silence, which costs us nothing. Archbishop Tillotson. The following day was Thursday, and the Vis- countess still kept her room, and still delayed to make known whether she should go or not to the ball. Leonora redoubled her attentions, and re- ceived the warmest praises from her father and aunt ; but praise at this moment did not satisfy her : she sighed for the promise she so ardently desired ; and felt so irritated that her aunt made no preparations, nor even hinted at the assembly, that she several times left her chamber very abruptly, and went down into the study. " I never beheld any thing like Lady Royston in my life," said she. " There she sits by a great fire, and her room is so heated that there is no enduring it for more than ten minutes at a time." " Why, indeed, Leonora," said Mrs. Ham- mond, " it is so cold and damp to-day, that I really bear the fire in the study extremely well, I 3 118 LEONORA. though it is so small a room, and the painted chamber must be three times as large as this." " Dear me, ma'am," replied Miss Clive, " three times, good gracious ! I am sure I should not have thought it had been twice as large. I really do not call this so small a room." " Perhaps not," answered Mrs. Hammond: " because I called it small, it is more than likely that you, Leonora, who are particularly addicted to contradiction, should deny this. Pray, Bell, what did your papa tell us was the length of those two rooms before they were made into one ? " " He said they were both exactly eighteen feet long," answered Bell. " Then this," continued Mrs. Hammond, " will give us thirty-six feet, which is the length of the painted chamber, without reckoning for the space which the partition-wall took up; and I am pretty sure that that must have been at least nearly a foot ; for the house throughout is most substan- tially built, and the loudest talking even is not heard in an adjoining room. Now this study cannot be more than twelve feet each way, and it would be absurd indeed to call it any other than a small room." " I am sure," said Leonora, " I don't think that Bell knows what she is talking about." LEONORA. 119 '•' I recollect very well what my papa said," cried Bell, " and so do you, only you pretend you do not." " You are," exclaimed Leonora, " a most imp ' " Gently, gently," said Mrs. Hammond, " per- haps your sister is partly right, Leonora. Your love of opposition and argument cannot but be perceived. What has vexed you ? Why do you frown upon us all in this manner ? " Leonora now sat down on the music stool, and burst into tears. When she had vented a little of her grief, she said, " I declare it is too hard : the whole of this week have I been waiting and hoping, and attending as closely upon my aunt as if she had been my own mother, and now she will not gratify me by saying whether she will or win not go to the ball." " I believe," said Mrs. Hammond, " that you have been unremitting in your attentions ; and by sincerely persevering in doing your duty, I am very much mistaken if you will not feel much enjoyment in your own reflections, and also secure for yourself a steady and valuable friend in this lady, who will be happy, I doubt not, to gratify you, if her health permit." I 4 120 LEONORA. " La ! ma'am," cried Leonora, rather abruptly, " her health, indeed ! I am sure she is as well as I am. She has not the smallest cold now ; and yet she has wrapped up her head, just as she did yesterday, in a great handkerchief; and when I asked her to go down to the drawing room, she said, as crossly as ever she could, ^ No, I shan't go down this morning.' " " How can you say so ? " interrupted Bell : " I was by, and she did not say shan't, but can't, — ' I can't go down this morning, my dear.' " " I wish you would be so good as to mind your own affairs," retorted Leonora : " I am a much better judge than you are of what she said, for the words were addressed to me ; — besides, whether she said can't or shan't, it is just the same." " I beg your pardon," observed Mrs.Hammond; " there is a great deal of difference in the feeling which prompts the use of either of these words. Cannot, is seldom used by very irritable or pas sionate people, but, shall not, is continually their expression. You have a rude way, Leonora, I must tell you, of repeating my words, and I beg you will be more cautious in future." There was now a silence of some minutes, LEONORA. 121 when, on a sudden, Bell broke out into a violent laugh. " What is now the matter?" asked Mrs. Ham- mond, looking up from a copy which she was writing for the youngest pupil. " Nothing," said Leonora, in a moment. " Nothing ! " cried Mrs. Hammond ; " it is im- possible : I desire, Bell, you will show me that slate directly." Bell gave up her slate very reluctantly, and on it her preceptress made out a room which was evidently designed for the painted chamber by the decorations. There was the bed, the curtains of which were undra^^Ti, and what was intended for the Viscountess was represented by a little hump-backed, long-nosed woman, with a high Mother Shipton's hat, and night-cap under it; the bed was covered with bird-cages, and animals of diflferent sizes ; and the pug-dog, which was dressed up like a waiting maid, stood by the bed- side on its hind-legs, and with its front paws held to the lady a pair of enormously high-heeled shoes and a pair of spectacles. Mrs. Hammond looked up at Leonora, who, with her elbows leaning over the table, and one hand playing with the ringlets on her forehead, sat tittering and winking at Bell. 122 LEONORA. " This is your drawing, Miss Clive," said she. " Which, ma'am ? " enquired Leonora, sHding her feet up under the table, and changing the careless posture she had before assumed. " There is but one, and you cannot be in great doubt upon the subject," answered Mrs. Ham- mond : " I am sorry, Leonora, you make so ungracious a use of so beautiful an art as this of drawing." " Dear me, ma'am," said the young lady, " I did not know there was any harm in it ; " then she smiled; and Bell, on this encouragement, laughed outright, whilst she, however, sought for her pocket handkerchief to put before her mouth. " Look at your sister," observed Mrs. Ham- mond, gravely pointing to her, " and see whether there is any harm in such matters." " I cannot help Bell's laughing," replied Miss Clive ; " and I am sure she has eyes as well as I have, to see that Lady Royston has a round back and a very long nose, and that she sticks up her high bonnet on the top of her head, and that she has, either in her bed-room or dressing- room, all manner of animals." *' If," said Mrs. Hammond, " Bell has ob- served all this, which you remark, what reason have you for now reminding her ? Is there any LEONORA. 123 improvement to be gained from this effort of yours ? " " It was no effort, madam," replied Leonora : " I took up the slate pencil which lay by the slate, and just sketched off what you have seen : it did not occupy me during three minutes, scarcely." " I am only sorry, then," answered her pre- ceptress, " that your quickness and ingenuity were not exerted upon a better subject ; for surely the foibles and little personal defects of any one, much less so near a relation, are not fit matters for ridicule and contempt. How can this lady make her nose shorter, or flatten her shoulders? did she model either herself? Re- collect her age ; that she must be more than sixty ; that she has been the mother of twelve children ; and that she has had to weep over the graves of every one of them, besides that of her husband, and a niece, in your mother, Leonora, whom by all accounts she was dotingly fond of. Recollect this, and do but consider whether you would have supported yourself as she has done had the same calamities befallen you. Can you tell whether, when time has shrivelled up your skin, and wasted those contours of youth, you 124? LEONORA. will not have a face much more wrinkled, and a form infinitely more bent, than this lady now has ? Your nose, which is now well proportioned, may then be, in truth, much more like this caricature on the slate, than that is to Lady Royston." Leonora smiled a little under her hand, and Bell, who kept her eyes fixed on her sister, again burst into a laugh, which she nevertheless tried to sup- press. Mrs. Hammond turned quickly round, and said, " You forget yourself, strangely. Bell." " Indeed, ma'am," said the young girl, " I could not help laughing, a very long nose is such a droll-looking thing." " And pray," rejoined the lady, " why is it so droll a thing ? " " I don't know," answered Bell. " Then I will tell you," said Mrs. Hammond. " You think it droll, because you consider it a de- fect, which you do not imagine you possess your- self, and therefore are ill-natured enough to laugh at and satirise in any other. You have knocked out one of your front teeth by a fall, and the consequence is, a defect in your mouth, which will never be entirely concealed. Now you never would ridicule another for the same blemish, because in doing so you would con- LEONORA. 125 demn yourself. Your nose, you think, is well shaped, and therefore you allow yourself the permission to laugh at the disproportion of that feature in another. Your hands are much dis- figured, and extremely discoloured by chilblains. I observe, you never smile or join in the con- versation, when a remark is made upon the coarse hands of any young lady ; but I have heard you laugh with your sister when she once or twice imitated the step of the deformed lady who was so attentive to your cousin on the night of Mrs. Goldsmith's dance ; but had you the misfortune to be crooked yourself, you would, so far from laughing, be very mieasy when the subject of deformity was introduced. Now, if you do not like to be laughed at for the defects you know you have, how can you suppose that others are any more content to be the subjects of ridicule ? Have we not all feelings of pain, and a sense of injury in common ? Is it more agreeable to one than to another to be told that he is marked with the small-pox, or has coarse hands, or a long nose, or a hump on his back ? We acquaint each other with our faults and vices, because we have all the power to correct them ; and this is only attempted with 126 LEONORA. great caution and tenderness, and in private, and between equals, or by grown-up persons with the young ; but should the finest orator talk for ever, could he teach a man the way to shorten his nose ? or you to fix in your head the tooth which you broke into a dozen pieces ? " Bell looked now much out of humour, and stood pouting out her lips. Mrs. Hammond gazed at her for a moment, and continued: "Judge now, my dear, whether it be pleasant and agreeable to have our defects brought into light. You are vexed, and your self-love is quite shocked, that I have alluded so often to yours, which I have done purposely to instruct you by experience." " But," interrupted Leonora, " if my aunt did not know that we talked about her nose, I am sure I do not see how it signifies." " I am grieved, truly grieved, Leonora," said Mrs. Hammond, " to hear you say so. What ! Leonora, does it signify nothing that you have no respect for yourself? you, surely, are not awake, — you are beside yourself, child ; you do not know what you are talking about : it must be so. What ! can you lavish your tenderness, care, and solicitude, upon a being whom you are LEONORA. 127 bound to love and reverence, and endeavour, by every means, to instil this belief into her, and yet can turn aside your cheek, still warm with the blush of her praise, and write down all her little per- sonal defects and foibles of age for an ill-natured laugh, and say it does not signify ? Have you, then, no delicacy, no honour, no sense of duty, no principle ? Have you no idea of what is noble, of what is right and \vTong ? Is it not mean, un- worthy, ungenerous, base, to persuade a being we love him, either by word or action, and then, after having excited his confidence, to betray it? and for what ? for a jest ! Blush, Leonora, if you can, for yourself, as I blush for you." Leonora did now blush, but it was with anger. He who is most ready to hurt the feelings of an- other is the first to resent an imaginary wrong done to himself. Leonora impetuously said, as her voice trembled with indignation, " I wish, indeed, the Viscountess had staid a hundred miles off; we did not, nor do not, want her here. There are ladies in this neighbourhood who could have introduced me well enough, if my father had not been so particular. I do not see why she is to be loved and reverenced so much ; and I will not be in any respect governed by her. I have hitherto been mistress in this house, and I will 128 LEONORA. be, and my papa approves of it, too. And as for just drawing what I did on the slate, it is very hard I should be scolded for that, when all the servants in the house speak of the nasty animals she keeps about her. I am sure our maid said last night, when she was undressing me, that Betty had declared she would break some of their heads." Mrs. Hammond waited a few moments to compose her spirits, and resume her naturally mild voice, which for a moment she had lost. She then, leaning very earnestly forward, thus continued, with her eyes bent towards Leonora : " Your arguments, my dear, afflict me ; because they prove, did not your actions most painfully and entirely serve to do so, that you are morally and essentially wrong. In the first place, if you wish your aunt many miles away, why do you, by the very assiduous attention you pay her, make her imagine that you respect and regard her as your mother's best friend and near re- lation ? And if you have not this regard, let me ask, what motive is it, then, which really does actuate you ? Ah, Leonora, just put this question to yourself, and answer it faithfully and truly. What, then, is the motive? — You next declare you will be sole mistress of this house : long LEONORA. 129 may it be, if you can be so with honour and credit to yourself and family. But pray, Leo- nora, is it to the credit, do you think, of a girl scarcely eighteen years of age, to refuse all ad- vice and help from a lady of three times her age, who has presided in her own house for at least forty years, has been a respected wife and an experienced mother, — and who, moreover, is a near relation to this girl? Have you, then, really the vanity to think you can learn nothing from such a matron, or not be corrected and amended by such a friend? You say, any lady in the neighbourhood might have introduced you in public. Had it been your father's pleasure, I agree with you that she might; but pray, my dear, what sort of concern would any one of them have had in your manners, dress, and deport- ment? What reason do you suppose a mere acquaintance could find to take an uncommon interest in you ? To hide your little failings, and to set forth in a becoming light the graces of your mind and person ? What lady of your neighbourhood, do you imagine, would, like the viscountess, feel anxious to form a select ac- quaintance for you, and be hurt to see you intro- duced to persons who are ill-bred, ignorant, or unprincipled ? No, Leonora ; you must, indeed, VOL. I. K 130 LEONORA. be inexperienced in the ways of society, or you would know and feel the value of a relation, — a near maternal relation, — whose affectionate zeal is alive and fixed, pure, disinterested, and strong in one object, — your advantage and well-being. We may often look in vain for zeal, where there is no affection ; and how can you expect affection from ladies whom you have scarcely ever seen but at church, since your mother's death ? " " I am sure," interrupted Leonora, " I know some of them extremely well ; and I remember them all perfectly, when they visited my mamma. Mrs. Melmoth, in particular, who called upon my aunt last week, said she should be delighted to introduce me, and I know she is particularly partial to me; and as for my appearance, my dress, and so forth, I can do very well for myself. I should be sorry, indeed, to adopt Lady Roys- ton's fashions." " I do not say that it would be advisable to do so," replied Mrs. Hammond. "A girl of eighteen is not to disfigure herself by dressing in the fashion of a lady of sixty. But cannot this lady, if she is anxious and affectionate, and, moreover, accustomed to what is elegant and becoming in those around her, as Lady Royston has been, direct, and advise, and amend, and improve the LEONORA. 131 minutiae of a modern dress? Assuredly she may ; — and though I know not your aunt personally, I have heard enough of her to feel assured that she is disposed to undergo all this active exertion from aflfection to you. Besides which, her heart has no tie, and it is the more ready to cherish you within it. Can she be the woman to under- take, at her age, so long a journey, for the mere purpose of going again into that society which she has for years voluntarily relinquished ? It is un- likely, and untrue. AflPection only has stimulated her ; and her heart must be one of no mean worth, to make such an exertion, from such kind and disinterested motives. You talk of the Honourable Mrs. Melmoth ! This lady may be very friendly and amiable ; but has she not two daughters herself to introduce on this very Friday ? And do you think that no ; I will not suggest what may be ; perhaps you may have an opportunity for judging yourself, whether Mrs. Melmoth would have been as affectionate as your own natural relation. " I was going still further to comment, as I feel it my bounden duty to do, upon the spirit of your remarks concerning your sketch, — I will say, disgraceful sketch, — upon the slate ; however, I shall cut the matter short ; for your interruptions K 2 132 LEONORA. have changed the current of my ideas, but not my general opinion, on the impropriety of such conduct. You alluded to the housemaid's having said, that she would take an opportunity of injuring your aunt's favourites. I do not ask you what reply you made to your servant ; but I fear it was such as may embolden her to greater liberties with your respectable and kind aunt. Oh, Leonora, I am really amazed at the incon- sistencies of your character ! You are, on every occasion, for supporting your own dignity, and are ever foolishly tenacious of your power and rights, and yet you can lower yourself to your own maid, by listening to her impertinence and ridicule of your nearest female relation. I am really astonished. Can your servants respect you ? — It is impossible. They may be humble and obsequious in their general manner, but what can be their private opinion of you, when — but I will spare you, Leonora, for I see you blush, as, indeed, well you may : but remember, a satirical character is never loved ; for every one, even he who laughs most, knows that the satirical person will never spare his best friend for a joke. An ungenerous mind is despised and distrusted, because we have no hold whatever upon it ; but an unfeeling, ungrateful heart, which LEONORA. 133 can pick out a foible of age, and a benefactor to make wanton sport with, is a character too odious to tolerate. Reflect, then, my dear Leonora; you are young ; correct yourself of these — what shall I say ? — propensities to such enormities. I speak plainly and forcibly, not to distress but to rouse you, my love, to nobler ambition. Be advised, then ; be amiable ; and let me see you all and every thing we can desire. Believe me, I have but your welfare at heart. What other motive can actuate me ? Come, then," continued this amiable woman, stretching out her hand to Leonora, " come and give me your hand : I sin- cerely hope you may be gratified to-morrow, and I dare almost venture to say that you will." Miss Clive, who had looked confused and yet indignant, during great part of her preceptress's address, now relaxed her countenance, not at the kindness of the latter part, but at the prophecy that she should go to the ball. She accordingly smiled, and leaning forward to take the hand which was offered to her, received and returned the kiss with which the lady delicately endea" voured to restore her young heart to its lightness and usual tranquillity. 134 LEONORA. CHAP. X. Goodness of nature is of all virtues and dignities of the mind the greatest, being the character of the Deity. Lord Bacon. Fanny, who had not been in the study, now re- turned, and spoke to her cousin, who, having resumed her accustomed cheerfulness, answered her with perfect composure ; and turning round to Mrs. Hammond, put a question to her with the sprighthness of a person who is perfectly unembarrassed. The lady replied; yet she could not help pondering in her mind the dif- ference of the two young women before her. " Had I," thought she, " said to Fanny Beresford one half of that I have addressed to Leonora, she would have been melted into tears of con- trition, and would have been so much affected and humbled, that she would not have recovered sufficiently to hold a conversation for several hours ; and for days I should have seen in her countenance the impression my words had made. But Leonora, she hears me, feels the keenness LEONORA. 135 of my reproof, and yet is herself again in a moment. Well may the poet sing in praise of her who, he says, possesses A heart that almost breAks to be rebuk'd, for it is an almost certain indication of internal worth." In about half an hour from the time of this conversation Leonora left the study, and Mrs. Hammond saw no more of her till a little before dinner time, when she returned, all joy and triumph, to acquaint her sister and preceptress that her aunt had declared she would go to the ball. " And now," said Leonora, " I am happy at last. I suppose the Goldsmiths will be there. I shall see every body. Dear Mrs. Hammond, just let me come in and out of this room two or three times for practice, to see how I shall manage on entering a public room ; and pray, ma'am, tell me if I do not step right : oh dear, I am sure I shall be frightened ; every body will be looking at me. There now. Bell, you shall be the Duke of D , one of the stewards, and you must come forward to meet me, and Mrs. Hammond shall be my aunt. Now you bow, and I will courtesy." Leonora very eagerly practised this little K 4 136 LEONORA. ceremony, and Mrs. Hammond kindly showed her how to offer her hand more gracefully to her partner, whilst she taught her to courtesy rather more slowly than she was used to do. As she sat down, a servant brought in a note to Mrs. Hammond. It was very hastily written, and was to request the favour of seeing her, at the house named, in about an hour, to give some information respecting her son. The gentleman apologised for not waiting upon Mrs. Hammond, himself; but said he had business to transact of such importance in the village that he could not defer it. Mrs. Hammond, in great agitation, read the note aloud, and said, " In an hour ? certainly, I will wait upon him. Bell, my dear, give me that paper." " The person is gone, ma'am, who brought up the note." " Gone ! " exclaimed Mrs. Hammond ; " but he will conclude I shall be punctual: in an hour.-^ I will fetch my bonnet." " Dear me," said Bell : " what ! will you go in this heavy rain, ma'am ? " " It will, perhaps, clear up presently," answered the lady. " Dear Mrs. Hammond," cried Fanny, in an- xiety for her preceptress, " my uncle is going LEOXORA. 137 to Sir John Cunninghame's to dinner in a quar- ter of an hour, and the carriage will set him down in ten minutes : it can take you so nicely, and you will not be wetted, you know ; and you will be in very good time." " I am much obliged to you for thinking of it, Fanny," answered Mrs. Hammond. " Do, Leo- nora, ask your papa to be so kind as to let the carriage take me, after it returns from him." To this Leonora gave a rather ungracious " Very well, ma'am," and left the study. Mrs. Hammond put on her things, and sat watching the rain, which fell in torrents. The Colonel, who this day was longer dressing than usual, stepped into his carriage in not less than twenty minutes afterwards, and Mrs. Hammond watched him drive off. In the mean time, the dinner-bell rang : Lady Royston came down to the dining-room, where she was joined by the young ladies, who amongst them gave an apology for Mrs. Hammond's absence. This anxious mother looked at her watch, and at the heavens, and then walked about the room, and again took her station at the window : but ten, twenty, thirty minutes elapsed, and no carriage drove up to the door. At length, she 138 LEONORA. rang the bell : " Pray, Clara, can you hear any thing of the carriage ? " " La ! ma'am, do you want it ? " said Clara : " the coachman is in the kitchen : he came round by the back road, and put his horses up full ten minutes since." " Is it possible ! " exclaimed the lady : " well, Clara, pray find me an umbrella, for go I must, directly." " La ! ma'am, will you set out all in this terrible rain ? " cried the maid. "If it were twice as violent, I must go," answered Mrs. Hammond, " and so, pray, my good girl, fetch me an umbrella, for I can wait no longer." Upon this, Clara immediately produced one, and the lady set off to wade through the torrent to the extremity of the village, a distance of above a mile. It was above half an hour beyond the time appointed, when Mrs. Hammond reached the house to which she had been directed ; for with all the haste which she could possibly make, she could not baffle through wind and rain in less than a quarter of an hour. Her first enquiry was for Mr. C , the gentleman who wrote LEONORA. 139 to her. The people of the house, who were not disposed to be very civil, sent word out by the maid, that the gentleman was not at home ; that he had left a message for her in case she might call ; that he had waited twenty minutes beyond the time mentioned in his note, and that, as he concluded she would not come in the rain, he had set off to despatch the business with the friend whom he came particularly to see, and would call the next morning, if possible, on his way back to Portsmouth. " And did you not hear this gentleman say any thhig concerning a young midshipman ? Did you hear him mention the name of Hammond?" asked the disappointed, tortured mother, with her eyes full of tears. " No, ma'am," said the girl. " Hammond ? — oh, dear no, I am quite sure I don't know that he did, though I saw him empty a red box full of papers on the table." *' Papers!" cried Mrs. Hammond; " there might be a letter, perhaps. Ask your mistress, I pray you, to allow me the favour of a few words with her." The girl went into the parlour, but soon returned, and said her mistress was at tea, but begged the lady would walk in. This she imme- 140 LEONORA. diateiy did, with several apologies, and requested the favour of being told whether any letter for a person of her name might be on the gentle- man's table. The prudent mistress immediately answered, as she gave the wink to her maid, and pushed back a long straggling lock from her eyes, " Oh, dear no, ma'am ; the gentleman never leaves his papers or letters so that we can see 'em : they be all locked up, and so is the room too. Go and try, Betty," added she, giving the girl a significant look. " This gentleman, then, is accustomed to stay at your house, madam ? " said Mrs. Hammond. " I beg your pardon for being so inquisitive ; but I imagined he might be some naval officer who might have seen an only son of mine, about whom I am particularly anxious. I received a message to call here this afternoon, and I con- cluded there was either a letter or some inform- ation respecting my child." " Deary me ! — Oh, let me see ; ay, ma'am ; — yes, I remember the gentleman sent our fore- man to Squire Clive's, I think, ma'am " " Yes, to me," interrupted the lady eagerly ; " and what did he say to him ?" " Why, ma'am, for all I know, he did not say nothink," answered the intelligent mistress. " He LEONORA. 141 is a very silent man, being in the law, and he generally comes down here, to see some folks he does business for, two or three times a year ; and though we don't let lodgings, my husband and me, yet we always let him have a bed, because his father, who was an attorney before him, always had a bed here at the county town assizes." " And you did not then hear him mention that he had any letter — or — for me ? I really beg your pardon, ma'am," said Mrs. Hammond : " it was very unfortunate my being a few minutes too late," as the tears fell on the hand with which she tried to brush them away. " No, indeed, ma'am," cried the woman ; "I am quite sure I never heard him say nothink at all." Three fat ill-bred children now began to chatter very fast : one snatched away the other's cup, and the second twined his dirty fingers into the matted hair of the offender, which produced a scream. Mrs. Hammond, disgusted with the unfeeling coldness of the mother and the man- ners of the children, now rose to go home, as the mistress called out, — " How dare you ! Bill, I say, let him go ; let go his hair : — Betty, show the lady out." Just as she spoke. Bill, who had lost his cup, 142 LEONORA. struggled with his mother, sprang from her, and, running with all his strength to the younger child, fairly knocked him out of his chair. He fell against the leg of the table, and his forehead striking against the edge of it, he was laid mo- tionless ; whilst a stream of blood gushed out, and, in an instant, flowed all down his face and neck to the carpet. Mrs. Hammond turned her head at the noise, and instantly ran to the child ; whilst the mother, at the sight which she beheld, screamed out, and seizing the eldest boy gave him several hearty blows on the back. She then wrung her hands, threw off her cap, and voci- ferated, " Oh, what shall I do ! — what will become of me ! — he is dead ! — he is dead ! — Tommy, Tommy ! — Oh, madam, help me ! Here, Betty, Betty: — where is your master? — here, Betty." She then ran about the room wringing her hands, and calling upon every body to help her. " If you wish to see whether we may hope, be quiet," said Mrs. Hammond, lifting up the child into her lap. " You, Betty, come here ; — give me some vinegar ; — reach me water, if there be any in the room ; — have you any linen ? — there, quick! — what is that in the chair? — give it." LEONORA. 143 " La, ma'am, it's an ould shirt of master's : may she have it, mistress ? " " Give it me, I say," repeated Mrs. Hammond, taking it from her, and tearing off a part for a thick pledget and band to press upon the wound, which was yawning frightfully. " Untie the child's frock, while I do this ; — bathe his hands with vinegar ; — open the window for air, — this room is suffocating." Betty, who durst not answer, did as she was bidden ; while the generous lady chafed the hands and feet of the infant, and blew in his face. In about ten minutes he opened his eyes, and stared about him. He put out his little hand for the cup, the bone of contention ; but presently from weakness leaned on the lady's bosom, his face as white as the handkerchief that covered it. " Give me some wine, if you have any," said Mrs. Hammond. "Wine, ma'am! — Mistress, the lady wants wine !" screamed Betty to her paralysed mistress. " Oh, dear, — what do you say, Betty ? — Wine ! — the lady wants wine ? — here: — la ! — where are the keys ? — there's a bottle of Mountain. Oh dear, where is it ? " " I know, ma'am : in the corner cupboard, " 144* LEONORA. answered the girl, seizing the keys, and twisting out the cork from the bottle. The lady now poured half a cupful into the child's mouth, and had the delight of seeing him very soon sit up and utter several words. She tried to check his exertion ; and turning to the mother, said, " Now, ma'am, silence every one of your children ; and let your maid go directly for your doctor. I will hold the child till he comes." " Well, go, Betty, for the doctor, as the lady says. Oh, dear ! — good gracious ! — Tommy, my dear, arn't you better now, dear ? Mother will buy him a horse and cart ; aye, that she will." " Hush ! " said Mrs. Hammond ; " he must not speak : if you make him talk, he will faint again. Cannot you send the others away ? " " Ay, they may go into the garden and play," replied she. " Come, children, go away both of you. They made some resistance to this ; but upon Mrs. Hammond's persuasion, they suffered them- selves to be led off by their mother. Betty, in half an hour, returned with the doctor, who, upon examining the wound, and enquiring into the effects of it, and hearing the means resorted to by the lady, turned round to the mother, and LEONORA. 14:5 said, " Mrs. Green, in all probability, you owe your child's life to this lady. If this gash had bled till now, as profusely as it must have done at first, I do not think he could have been saved." " Dear, dear, only think ! " exclaimed Mrs. Green, with her eyes turned up. " What is to be done ? " " You have now only to keep him quiet. Put the child to bed: I will call "again this evening." So saying, the gentleman, who was no other than Dr. Goldsmith, who, although a regular- bred physician, acted as surgeon in this small place, bowed very respectfully to Mrs. Ham- mond, and went away. The mother now took little Tommy in her arms, and carried him up to his bed. And as she saw ]Mrs. Hammond pre- paring to go home, she recollected herself, and began to thank her for her attention. " I do not require any thanks for having done my duty, ^Irs. Green," said this lady, gravely. " I cannot help wishing the event of this after- noon may teach you, that other mothers may love their children as well as yourself. Good afternoon. Pray, if you value your son's life, keep him quiet and composed. I hope, most sin- cerely, he will recover." So saying, she put a shilling into Betty's hand, as the poor simple girl, VOL. I. L 14-6 LEONORA. in awe and admiration at her superior manners and virtue, flew down the passage to open the door. The violence of the rain was much abated ; and drawing her clothes around her, the disap- pointed mother waded home ; not, however, without a ray of hope, and a glow of satisfaction in having been of use to a fellow-creature, and, above all, in having returned good for evil. LEONORA. 147 CHAP. XI. Selfishness is food and poison to a narrow soul. Young Lady's Tale. Whex Mrs. Hammond arrived at home, she went dh-ectly up to her chamber, to midress and change the clothes which had been wetted thoroughly with the rain, but which had dried on her. As she opened the door, she saw a nice blazing fire, a suit of linen hanging round it to air, with her slippers placed sideways on the rug, and on the table was a goblet of wine, a tea- spoon, and sugar ; and boiling water steamed from a small bright tea-kettle on the side of the grate. Mary Kelly now tapped at the door, and de- sired to know whether the lady wished for any thing else. " Miss Beresford laid a promise on me to come directly you came home, ma'am," said the maid. " She is a dear sweet girl," replied Mrs. Ham- mond. " Indeed is she a nice young lady, ma'am," L 2 l^S LEONORA. said Mary Kelly, who was a young woman Fanny had brought from home, to work at her needle, and make herself useful in the house. " And, in- deed, never believe me, ma'am, asking your par- don for saying so, if my young lady did not come up all herself, as soon as ever the dinner was done, to put out all these things ; and she said to me, says she, ' Mary, be very quick, my good girl, and light a fire in poor Mrs. Hammond's room, for I have just heard that the carriage was forgotten ; and if she went in the rain, as I am sure she did,' says she, ' she'll be wet through ; and you come and see, Mary Kelly, if she wants any thing ; and mind that the things don't be scorching : ' and the dear cratur, asking her par- don, if she didn't come up soon after, as light as a feather, and dropped that wine on the table, and set up those ould shoes of yours, m'em, ask- ing your pardon, just as they stand at this pre- sent ; so she did, and God may bless her for her goodness, for a sweet cratur as she is." So ran on the honest simple girl. Mrs. Ham- mond, whose spirits were quite overcome, and who was fatigued and agitated by various feel- ings, was so much touched by the kind warmth of the maid, and so aifected by the attention and LEONORA. 149 goodness of her young friend, that she leaned on the table, and burst into tears. " Why then, and troth you arn't well, m'em," said Mary, after having gazed with much earnest- ness for several minutes upon Mrs. Hammond. " Come, m'em, take the wine my young lady has left for you. Will I pour a little water in it ? — sure the water boils, and is quite hot; and I shall put a little in, m'em, and you'll be all the better, if you'll only just taste it. And now do, m'em, let me pull off those shoes ; — sure and you're quite soaked through." In this manner talked Mary Kelly, and, as Mrs. Hammond gave her a nod of approbation, she speedily made a glass of hot negus, and pre- sented it with much eagerness to her. Mrs. Hammond drank half of it ; and then feeling herself revived, began to undress, as she very gratefully thanked the girl for her solicitude. When she had finished dressing, and Mary had put away her wet clothes, the three young ladies tapped at the door, and on being desired to come in, all tripped into the room Leonora laughing, and in the highest spirits. " We have left my lady taking her nap," said she, " with her dog on her knee ; and, oh, Mrs. Hammond, my dress is come : the butler is L 3 150 LEONORA. opening the box, and I have desn-ed Clara to bring it up stairs when it is unpacked. Let me see ; I will try it on here, if you please. I can slip off this muslin frock in a minute. Bell, untie the top string and my sash, and I will put the other on in a moment." Miss Clive was thus taken up with herself, for no one seemed disposed to attend to her, Fanny being occupied in listening to Mrs. Hammond, who endeavoured, with as much calmness as she could, to relate the little history of her disap- pointment, and to thank her young friend for her kind attention ; and Bell, having taken the first chair she could find to sit down, and crack a large handful of filberts, which she had slipped into her pocket at dessert. Leonora having looked in the dressing-glass, and finding she could not unpin her sash, or untie her frock, called out, " Bell, why do you not come as I desire you, instead of sitting crack- ing nuts with your teeth, which is a very injurious thing, I can assure you ; and, indeed, I have often heard you reproved for this." " Very well," said Bell, hastily sliding shells and kernels into her pocket, for fear of having them taken from her ; " very well, Leonora ; and I may return the compliment, and ask you if you LEONORA. 151 never do any thing wrong ? Pray was it not very disobliging of you not to order the carriage to come round for Mrs. Hammond, instead of letting her get wet through ?" Leonora was as provoked at this observation as her sister desired she should be : she coloured very highly, and casting a look of indignation on Bell, who slily pulled out another nut, she turned to Mrs. Hammond, and coldly said, " Were you wet, ma'am ? " " If I walked out any time between four and seven o'clock this afternoon I could not be other- wise than wet," answered the lady, very gravely. " Had my object been gained, I should not mind a shower ; but," added she, " I was twenty minutes too late ; and I must pass another night in suspense on the state of my poor son." " Then, since it must be so, try and hope that there wiU be good news for you, dearest madam," said Fanny, with a countenance full of sympathy, affection, and benevolence. " How often have you advised me, always when in suspense, to hope for the best?" " It is very true, my dear Fanny," answered her friend : " I will try to rally my spirits, if it be only in return for all these engaging attentions from you ; and may you never, my sweet girl, l4 15.2 LEONORA. know the want of such a token of friendship in the hour of trouble and necessity ! " Leonora, who always felt the praise given to another as a reproach to herself, now said very pettishly, " I am sure I don't know how it hap- pened that the carriage did not come round. Robert never thinks of going the back way to the stables." " Indeed, sister," cried Bell, '< he very often goes that way, and especially when it rains, be- cause it is a shorter cut from the road." " I say he does not," answered Leonora : " he almost always goes the front way." " I am glad you have put in almost,'' cried Bell, cracking a nut, and looking very deliberately at the thick brown fibres which enveloped the kernel. " I am glad you have said always Leonora looked for a moment at her sister, and contemptuously turning her back to her, continued, " I repeat what I said ; and it is very odd he did not stop : I mean " " Aye," interrupted Bell, laughing ; " it is very odd he did not stop in the rain without having either rhime or reason for it." " Bell," said Leonora, " I would advise you to be quiet, or " LEONORA. 153 " Leonora," observed Mrs. Hammond, " pray do not be so warm, as if it were a consciousness of your neglect which piques you. How much better would it be at once to say you forgot my request, and are sorry for it ; and there the matter would rest. But by laying the blame on another, and by seeking to excuse yourself, you only appear more ungracious. You must very well know, that it only required a word from you to bring round Robert to the door : this was for- gotten, and I have been wetted and disappointed. Pray, for the future, think more of the comforts of your friends if you yourself wish to be con- sidered with zeal and regard. And here let the subject drop." Clara now brought up the open box, and was going to set it down, but Fanny stole gently to her, and whispered to Leonora, that it would be better not to trouble Mrs. Hammond with such a display in her present state of mind. But this lady turnmg her head as Miss Clive was going to give a command to have it taken away, requested the maid to come forward. '' Though I am sad and vexed myself," said she, '• it is no reason why I should cease to feel any interest in the affairs of my friends. Come, 154 LEONORA. Leonora, this dress is yours, I see, by the label ; try it on ; Clara, pray untie your lady's frock." Leonora willingly turned round to the servant, and her eyes sparkled when she watched the delicate white satin, as her preceptress cautiously and lightly unfolded it. Round the box were placed several bunches of beautiful lilies, which were to be fastened here and there, according to the written directions which were pinned to the dress. The bottom was trimmed with rich blond, and the bosom and sleeves with the finest Brus- sels point. Mrs. Hammond herself tied the dress on Leonora, who was so well satisfied that she said, " Pray, ma'am, be so good as to pin on the flowers ; you will do it so much more tastily than I." The lady made no reply to this observation, but did as she was requested ; and now the whole being complete, Leonora was charmed with her- self, and blushing in pleasure and pride, looked round for admiration. " It is beautiful," cried Fanny, who, with a soul unspotted with envy or base passion, eagerly held the pincushion to Mrs. Hammond, and assisted in many little ways, as the finishing touch was put to this robe. " It is beautiful, LEONORA. 155 cousin, and I never saw your figure to so much advantage in my life." " It becomes you extremely, my dear," said Mrs. Hammond ; " and as a young lady's di-ess ought to be, it is handsome without being gaudy," Leonora glanced again in the mirror, and smiled. Bell looked up. " Leonora thinks her- self so fine," remarked she : "just look; she is so proud, she does not know how to move, scarcely, in that smart gown." As this young girl uttered these words, she suddenly jumped up, and stamping with her foot on the ground, emptied the contents of her mouth into the ashes. " What is the matter ? " exclaimed Mrs. Ham- mond. "Oh, a maggot, a maggot in the nut: I thought it had been a kernel, and now I see it is all black dust, and two great maggots." " Is that all ? " said the lady : " indeed. Bell, I am not sorry, and I expected this to happen, for which reason I said nothing to you about break- ing the nuts with your teeth. But you are well punished for your greediness. Had you not fruit after dinner ? " " Yes, " said Bell ; " but not filberts enough. Papa always lets m.e eat as many as I please of nuts, but my aunt would not." 156 LEONORA. " And so you conveyed them slily to your pocket," said Mrs. Hammond : " are you not a very naughty girl, and very rightly served ? " " But my papa lets me eat them," said Bell. " Perhaps he may," answered her governess ; " but your papa, is, doubtless, not aware that they are unwholesome things. Gentlemen, I have often told you, do not think of such small matters; were it not so, Colonel Clive would certainly lay his commands upon you not to eat any, or, at least, but few. Your aunt is an experienced lady, and feels it quite natural as a woman, and a relation, to consider consequences with young persons, and she cannot see you eat what will injure you with indifference." " But if nuts are not wholesome, why are they brought to table ? " said Bell, fretfully : " they had better be kept out of one's sight, if we must not touch them." " Pray," enquired Mrs. Hammond, " have I not seen you admire my little French watch, set with pearls ? " "Yes; it is the prettiest watch I ever saw," answered Bell ; " and I would rather have such a little thing, than any, ever so grand." " Why, then, have you not taken it ? " asked she : " I often leave it on the study table." LEONORA. 157 " What ! to keep ?" enquired Bell, opening her eyes very wide. " Yes," said Mrs. Hammond. " Dear ma'am, would not that be stealing?" " Certainly, " said the lady ; " and what is stealing, but allowing ourselves to be tempted to take that which is not ours ? Now it seems you can resist the temptation of taking what does not belong to you, then why should you not exert equal self-control with regard to what would be hurtful to you, and is yet a little within your reach? You can see an orange of mine lie before me from morning till night, and you never think of taking it ; you see my Avatch, and have no idea of concealing it ; in short, you do see, and must as you grow older, ten thousand ob- jects which are agreeable, useful, or nice, which you never can hope to possess, and you may and do like them, but never make an attempt even to touch them. And for why ? because you cannot, or dare not. Here, my dear Bell, there is no great merit : your stealing a watch would be made public, and you would be pub- licly punished, and generally despised; you therefore resist the temptation. But your sub- mitting to be tempted by a nice dish of m.eat or fruit only produces sickness, or an indigestion, 158 LEONORA. which medicme will remove, and you accord- ingly run all risks. Thus you can bear with a slight inconvenience, provided you incur only self-reproof: or, in other words, you are satisfied to do wrong, if you can escape censure and general punishment." "But, ma'am, is there not a great deal of difference between taking your watch, which is yours, and some filberts, which are set on the table for dessert ? " asked Bell. " You are right, there is a difference," said Mrs. Hammond; "but you will recollect, that you are told these nuts are unwholesome, and are forbidden by your aunt to eat more than a certain quantity of them. You suffer yourself to be tempted, and take a handful, which you hide, and thrust into your pocket. Now almost every thing in virtue and vice, as well as in art and science, has a small beginning. No man was ever good, or wicked, or accomplished, or barbarous, in a moment. To be either, he must have passed many gradual steps in the right or the wrong direction, from his infancy upward ; and must have assumed thoughts, and habits, and action, which grew with his growth and strength- ened with his strength, until he became at last what we see him. If you, Bell, at fourteen years LEONORA. 159 of age, allow yoursetf to take nuts which are notwithstanding forbidden you, and pretend that you cannot resist the temptation because they are before you, may we not presume, that at thirty years old you would not hesitate long in taking any thing of greater value which might also please you ? " " I am sure I should never steal," said Bell, very sullenly. " And why not, my dear ? " asked Mrs. Ham- mond. " Recollect yourself, and tell me why." " Because it is wick id," answered Bell. " It is so : your answer is just," replied her preceptress. " And now. Bell, tell me which is the worst, if any man were to commit murder ; to kill a little child, or to kill a man ? " " To kill a man," answered Bell. " Tliink again, my dear," said Mrs. Hammond; what have we been speaking of? what command- ment do we violate in slaying a human creature ? What do we commit ? " " Murder, " answered Bell slowly ; " and I suppose it is the same if a child or a man is killed. " "It is so, my dear," repHed Mrs. Hammond, " in the sight of God : the crime must be equally 160 LEONORA. great, because God Almighty regards not the value of an infant or man as we should do, for an existence of a minute or of a thousand years is as one to him. He weighs the intention only ; and he sees that a being to whom he gave life is destroyed coldly and deliberately, and the offender is branded with his crime. Now a nut is a very small, trifling thing, and a watch is generally esteemed valuable ; yet if we touch either, knowing we ought not, and are forbidden to do so, we are equally culpable. Besides which, as I observed just now, the person who would to-day take one nut would not hesitate the next to take two, and the next three, and so on, to dozens, and pints, and quarts ; and as a large quantity of fine filberts may also become valuable as a common watch, so, according to his own indulgent manner of estimating his deeds, his fault would at length become a crime, if the taking things of value constitutes one. How many idle boys have begun by taking one apple from a neighbour's tree, thinking it of no value, and have gone on increasing in boldness and fraud till they have been apprehended, and tried, and transported ignominiously to a distant land, for a number of years ? — boys who began. LEONORA. 161 like you, perhaps, with a nut, and then a dozen ; and then an apple, and then two, and at length, the fruit of a whole tree." Here Bell very sulkily said, " But I am in my own house, ma'am ; and I am sure I have a right to any thing in it." " Let me tell you, Bell," replied Mrs. Ham- mond, " that it is extremely arrogant in you, in so young a girl, to have such a thought. By what right do you lay claim to this house, and furniture, and servants, and provisions? You have the use and advantage of all, but how can they be said to belong to you ? This glove is mine, and I may destroy or give it away. Can you sell or give away even one piece of furniture in this house, much less the mansion itself? — Would not your papa be justly displeased, if you presumed to give away a silver fork without his permission ? Then how can you call every thing, or one thing here, excepting your clothes, and trinkets, and books, and what has been really given you, and is marked with your name, your own ? Recollect yourself, Bell. What reason can a helpless girl like you have for boasting, when all your worldly wealth will fit in the space of one or two moderate-sized trunks ? And at table, too, how can any meat or fruit be called 162 LEONORA. yours, except that which is upon your plate ? — You are offered, and you help yourself from this or that dish, and what you have on your plate you may call yours, but nothing else belongs to you ; and if your aunt, who acts under the autho- rity and with the approbation of your father, prohibits you from touching any one thing, you have no more right to take any of it on account of your relationship to the master of the house than I have, who am no relation to him at all." Leonora, who had listened to the first part of this conversation with perfect indifference, now grew impatient at the conclusion, and, with a toss, said, " She surely did not know who had a right, if the children of the master of the house had not ; and she was sure her papa wished her and her sister to have whatever there was," with a great deal more of the same remark. " Leonora," said Mrs. Hammond, " it is scarcely ten minutes since you reproved your sister for taking these nuts ; and now, for the sake of opposition, you justify her. However you may choose to think, I have reason for what I told her; and although I made some distinction on account of your ages, yet believe me, even you, Leonora, are not so much mistress here as you imagine ; nor is it perhaps fit you should be. LEONORA. 163 You are too youiig, my dear, and have, indeed, too little command over yourself to fill the station of absolute mistress with propriety. What can be more ill-bred or disrespectful than your con- duct now, in thus interrupting my conversation with your sister ? If you could not assent to my opinion, you might, at least, have been silent. Leonora, Leonora, may you never have more reason to be jealous of your rights and privileges than you have at present ! " The servant, who had left the room when this conversation began, now returned ; and as there was a general silence, Leonora turned to her, to fasten her muslin frock, and then carried her new dress to her own apartment, just as she caught a ghmpse of her cousin, on whom ]Mrs. Hammond had arranged the second dress, while she was speaking to Bell. Leonora, by thus hastily quit- ting the presence of her governess and cousin, escaped the necessity of saying a word in praise of her robe, which, to Mrs. Hammond's great satisfaction, fitted equally well with the first ; and as Fanny was delicately and beautifully formed, so she appeared to as much advantage as those Avho best loved her could desire- M 2 164 LEONORA. CHAP. XII. All may the body bind, but who the will ? Young Lady's Tale. At nine o'clock, the next morning, a post- chaise drove up to the door, from which stepped out the gentleman who had sent to Mrs. Ham- mond. He was shown into the study, which the young people immediately quitted. He staid but ten minutes, and then returned to his carriage, and drove away. Mrs. Hammond, who was extremely unwell, from the effects of the rain, then returned to her bed-room, leaving a line on the study-table, to request she might be left quiet for an hour or two, to see if the pain in her head would abate. The young ladies accordingly amused themselves in their several ways. Miss Clive, in the highest spirits, with her fine hair in papers, and packed up close under a lace cap, which shaded her smooth forehead, ran to and fro in ever}'^ direc- tion : from the Viscountess, who always break- fasted in her room, to the Colonel's library; from LEONORA 165 the library to the drawing-room ; and from thence to the housekeeper. " Be sure that the carriage is at the door by half-past eight," she said twice to the footman ; and then, in ecstasy, she tripped up to her own room, looked over again and again the various articles of dress which her maid had spread out on the bed, and stood a moment be- fore the glass, to consider whether there could be any one thing wanting. At last, she reflected that a very small nosegay would look well in her bosom ; and she rang up her maid, on pretence of searching for the large scissors to go and cut one ; but in reality, she wished to have somebody to rejoice with her, or at least who would join her in admiring the display on the bed. " Prudence," said she, " what have you done with the long rose scissors ? I am going to cut a nosegay." " The rose scissors, ma'am?" asked Prudence ; " arn't them the rose scissors, ma'am, under your arm, on the marble chimney-piece ? " " Dear me, so they are," cried Leonora, a little hesitating. Prudence waited a minute, and then moved towards the door. " Prudence," said Leonora, " I have been M 3 166 LEONORA. thinking." — The maid turned and stood still. Miss Clive again hesitated, between haughtiness and vanity. " Pray are you sure all my things are quite ready for me, Prudence ? Is every thing I shall want looked out ? " " Oh, yes, ma'am; I turned over every inversal thing in my memory that could be wanted, ma'am, and, incepting the nosegay, I believe there can't be nothing else." The maid was now going, when Leonora pet- tishly said, " I do wish, Prudence, you would speak so as to be understood : you make use of so many fine words, that you puzzle yourself as well as every one else." " I am sure, ma'am, I can't speak no better than I can," answered the maid, pertly. " I never was told by my foremost lady, though she had always presided at London, that my linguage was not legible." '• You are always speaking of this lady and London," said Miss Clive, " just as if it were so great an advantage to have lived in London." " And indeed, ma'am," anwered Prudence, " I always steamed it so, and so used my lady : she used to say, ' Well, Prudence, now that you have impurtunities of seeing the ally-mood LEONORA. 167 fashions, and have learnt to dress air, you will be authorsized to inspect much larger celeries than you could before.' " " Upon my word, a very sagacious lady," said Leonora, as she bit her hp, and smiled. " If you are so very conversant with London fashions, for I think it is scarcely six months since you left your town situation, pray what is your opinion of my dress ? I suppose you know that the woman who made it lives near your native place." The maid now smiled in her turn. Her young mistress had scolded her the day before, and she had determined to be revenged on her, by keep- ing an obstinate silence respecting this new dress until she should be asked to speak. She there- fore smiled triumphantly, and lifting up the satin sleeve, replied, " Indeed, ma'am, I think it is very andsome, and quite opeerior to Miss Beres- ford's dress." " That's nonsense. Prudence," said Leonora, smiling again ; " it cannot be very inferior, because they are both of white satin, which, indeed, I care nothing about; but it is the make, — the trimming, — which I think so very becoming. I fancied it entirely myself. I am sure there will not be one more elegant in the room this night. M 4 168 LEONORA. I never mind what the dress is made of, the fashion of it is every thing, and the trimming too. Pray what is my cousin's trimmed with ? I hope," added she, " it looks as well." And here Leonora blushed. She felt the gentle rebuke of conscience, and she hemmed and turned away. But the cunning maid saw through this flimsy disguise, and she directly replied, " Indeed, ma'am, I don't think it does : there is not one hearty-fissial flower on it ; and the lace, though it is either Vallaceen or Michael, is not reposed over the bottom in any taste ; but some people are so persitive in aving their own way. I was going just to revise a little amendment, but Miss Beresford wouldn't, by no means, remit it. Mrs. Hammond had left it as it was to be, she said. So I rejoined, ' Oh, very well, ma'am, you are to be interred in the gownd, not me.'" Leonora's natural delicacy taught her, that this observation in her maid was very pert. " You did wrong," said she, coldly, " to speak so to my cousin, Prudence : there — I have no time to wait. Give me my bonnet." So saying, she turned from her, took the scissors, and went down across the lawn towards the green-house. LEONORA. 169 Lady Roys ton, in the mean time, was super- intending the airing of her rich blue satin, and directing her maid to pin up, for the third time in the course of the last seven years, three yards of a gold muslin, which was now of a ra- ther less dazzling appearance than when it was sent from India to her in the form of a very handsome turban. Lady Royston's magnificent jewels were also laid out ; and she had very kindly put aside a splendid diamond comb, of which she now made no use, as a present to her niece. Her costly ivory fan, and her rich and curious Brussels point kerchief and ruffles were also aired ; and her swansdown tippet had been put to the fire, at the suggestion of Leonora, who dreaded every turn of the weather, lest her aunt should change her mind, and fancy she should -be made worse by going out ; for, to say truth, her cold was certainly not gone, although it was much mended. Fanny, too, at this momentous period, was employed at the shrine of Terpsichore. She had sewed some strings and bows on her white satin shoes; and then, all being complete, sat down to write a long letter to her mamma. While the industrious and elegant Bell was seated, part of the time, upon a little table near the window 170 LEONORA. with her feet on a stool, her pocket turned inside out, from which she had cleared the relics which had been there deposited the day before. These consisted of several almonds and raisins, some orange peel dried, two or three filberts, and some dried cherries, which she managed to eat, al- though they were half covered with the downy dust of the dimity pocket that their clammyness had fastened to them. When this repast was finished. Bell looked round for amusement. She watched the progress of a caterpillar on the leaf- less woodbine over the window till she was tired, and then took a pin and began to pick out the soft putty which had been used on a new pane of glass two days before : this she fairly drew out of two sides, and would have loosened the pane altogether, but that she grew tired of the diver- sion, and changed it. She drew off a small ring of her mamma's from her fore-finger, and scrawled with the diamond over the glass the silliest things, with the names of every creature, man and woman, in the house. When two hours were thus happily got over. Bell called to mind that her governess had given her two lessons to get by heart, and a sum in addition to reckon up ; and as she fancied she heard her step on the stairs, she hastily took up the spelling book and LEONORA. 171 spread it open on her knee ; but finding that it was a false alarm, and that all was still, she began to yawn, put the book down again, and with her cousin's new penknife contrived to reduce four fine quills to fragments, and also to turn the edge of the blade ; which Fanny at length per- ceiving, she gently remonstrated with her, and advised her kindly to apply to her two lessons. These were her remarks in the course of the conversation which ensued : — Bell. '•' Indeed, cousin, I cannot look at my book just yet. I dare say I shall know my lessons when I am heard." Fanny. " But you do not know them now, my dear Bell, because you have not taken any pains to do so ; and if Mrs. Hammond should come down in a few minutes, you would neither be prepared with ciphering nor tasks. Come, shall I hear you?" Bell. '• Oh, no, thank you, cousin ; do let me breathe. Oh, dear, dear, I can't bear books, and such things. I cannot think what is the use of one's learning all manner of things." Fanny. " Is it not very pleasant to read in books of so many curious things of every de- scription ? Of kings, and princes, and countries, and of clever men and women ; and of animals of 172 LEONORA. many kinds ; in short, of every kind ? To see accounts of birds, beasts, and insects which only live in very distant countries; and to have de- scriptions of people, or places, or plants, which we can never see ourselves?" Bell (yawning). " Oh, dear, I don't know. Pray what is one the better for knowing all that? I read, yesterday, something about some clever man, and what am I the better for it? Well, what do you laugh for, Fanny ? — however, laugh on, I do not mind who laughs or who cries, not I." Fanny. " Indeed, Bell, I beg your pardon for laughing ; but your question was so much to the purpose. You are not, I fear, a great deal the wiser or better for what you read yesterday ; but this, my dear, is your own fault: had you attended, you would have been much the better for so pretty a history, especially when it was explained so agreeably and fully by Mrs. Ham- mond." Bell. " And pray, cousin, how should I be better ? Should I be fatter or thinner, or taller or handsomer, or sleep more soundly, or run faster, or " Fanny. " Oh, you little chatterer. Well, my dear Bell, I could give you a long answer to your LEONORA. 173 question, but we have not time ; for I think I hear our friend moving in her room above. How- ever, this I will assure you, that knowledge has certainly made many plain faces look agreeable and interesting, while ignorance has left beautiful features insipid. Jem, the stable-boy, has a face exactly shaped like the bust of Antinoiis in the dining-room, which is esteemed most beautiful ; and yet how insipid he looks with all his fine features, when he opens his mouth to speak. Besides, you certainly would be better in two respects, if you had attended to the life of the clever man you allude to. First, Bell, my dear, you would have seen that he was a man in- dolently disposed, and with many natural defects, which you have not ; but which, by great per- severance, he overcame, and was at length the most famous orator and counsellor of liis age. Now, had you taken an interest in all this, you would have fixed in your mind for ever, the means of conquering even indolence, which are application and perseverance ; and you might, perhaps, from seeing their force, be disposed to use them ; and, secondly, you would be better, because you would be happier in having done your duty to your anxious governess and your good papa, who wish you to learn and to improve." 1*4 LEONORA. Bell. " Oh, dear Fanny, you do talk in such long speeches, like Mrs. Hammond. I can't answer you, if you say so much at a time." Fanny (smiling). " You are a curious girl ; but indeed you pay me a great compliment. Bell, by telling me I speak like Mrs. Hammond. I cer- tainly do try to think as she does, for I love her dearly, and value her opinions on all subjects ; but as you do not approve of long speeches, my dear, I have done." Bell. " And so have I ; for I do not like either long speeches, or long lessons, or long histories, or long sums, or long copies, nor ever shall. I'll tell you what I like, though that is long : I hke a long evening, when there is to be a good long- supper. Ah ! ah ! a long supper ; and I like a long dessert, and a long e^g, a turkey's egg^ for breakfast. Do you know, Fanny, our governess, before Mrs. Hammond, always used to promise me a turkey's e^g for luncheon, or some hot meat, or something nice for supper, perhaps, when I was a good girl ? " Fanny. " What ! did she reward you with eatables ! But pray, my dear, what was being a good girl ? having learnt your lessons ? " Bell, " Oh, no ; I would not learn my lessons. I was thought a good girl when I did not scream LEONORA. 175 at going to bed, or cry on being made to get up at eight o'clock. I was good when I would let myself be walked out in cold weather, and when I did not put my fingers in the dishes ; for you know I did not dine with papa then. Now Miss Brande used to reward me always with nice things to eat, but Mrs. Hammond never does. Perhaps I might try to get this nasty piece of spelling, if I might have — let me see — a turkey's egg? Yes, — no ; a pint of filberts ? n — n — no ; a whole pound of macaroni cakes, with almonds stuffed quite full? Oh, how nice ! or a basket of French plums ? I would put the stones in my pocket, and crack every one whenever I had a good opportunity. Let me see, plums or macaroni cakes ? both good things ; well, I would learn my lesson if I might have both of these." Fanny, " Pray, Bell, could you learn your lesson very quickly if these two good things were to be your reward ? " Bell, " Oh, yes, that I could : I could learn it in five minutes." Fanny. " That is quick, indeed. Now, my dear, tell me which do you like best ? your papa, or French plums and almond cakes ? " Bell here made a pause of several minutes. She opened her eyes very wide, and looked at 176 LEONORA. her cousin. At length she slowly said, " Why, I like papa best." Fanny. " You are right, my dear Bell. Now as you love your papa better than cakes and plums, do to please him what you would to gain the trifles you mention. He will be delighted to see you a clever accomplished woman, and the idea of having gratified your only parent will give you more real joy and happiness than all the cakes and plums in Europe could give you of grati- fication. The one is a pleasure which a pig can enjoy over a trough of pea-shells ; the other is a delight which none but a dutiful child can know. Come, my dear cousin, think seriously of rousing yourself. Be industrious, and you have no notion how pleasant you will find knowledge. Begin to-day. Now, shall I teach you that lesson ? " Bell. " Oh, no Fanny; it does not signify talk- ing ; for I don't want to learn it, nor do I want to be clever, for, as I told you just now, I see no use in it." Fanny. " But, my dear girl, you like to receive letters. I know you have often desired me to write to you when I go back to Cheltenham : now you must know how to spell and to write, at least, to be able to answer my letters." LEONORA. 177 Bell " Oh, I will try to write a letter ; and if I cannot do it, I will get somebody else to write for me. I do not mind whether I am clever or not ; for Grace de Willoughby told me, that she had a relation who was very rich and yet very ignorant, and who was taken as much notice of as any other lady, and now she is married to a lord. When my papa pays me my fortune, I will have a house of my own, and company and servants, and I shall, perhaps, be thought as well of as that lady was." Fanny, "Oh, Bell ! how sorry I am to find you have a friend who gives you such histories ! In- deed, my dear. Miss De Willoughby must have made some mistake. An ignorant lady or gen- tleman was never, in any good society, so much thought of, as an accomplished or clever one. Even beauty, which is delightfully attractive, ceases to please when the owner is silly and ig- norant. 1 assure you, my dear cousin, I tell you the truth ; for I have often myself observed a person of humble fortune, but of merit in other respects, preferred to the rich, the beautiful, and the noble, who have had no other title to regard than mere riches, beauty, or high birth." Bell. " Perhaps it may be so, Fanny ; for I would rather believe you than Grace de Wil- VOL. I. N 178 LEONORA. loughby. I wish you had always lived with us, and then I should have been a more industrious girl." Fanny. " Then do, my dear Bell, since you kindly think well of me, let me assist you now with your lesson : see, my dear, let me only show you the way in which I would learn it myself." Bell, with a most ungracious movement, pushed the book to her cousin, and was at length prevailed on to read over the lesson ; while the sweet-tempered, gentle Fanny, put her arm round Bell's neck, and with the most unwearied patience pronounced and spelt every word, which the idle girl drawled out, and with her eyes half shut repeated after her till she said she knew it, and would not read it any more. Fanny then took the slate, and said, " Now, Bell, you will try to do your sum, I know, my love : come, do it well, and I dare say Mrs. Ham- mond will reward you." " Oh, yes," said Bell, with her lips pouted, and her eyes nearly closed; " I know all her rewards; a nice walk, or a little book, or a thimble or work- box, or flowers, or plants, or a bird, or, — do you know ? — Oh, yes, you remember, Fanny, Mrs. Hammond offered me a hen which laid eggs: she said she would buy me a white hen, if I would LEONORA. 179 tell her what I had read about, when I shut my book." Fanny. " Well, my dear, you would have had eggs of your own, as you are fond of them. Why did you not try ? " Bell, " I did try one day; but it was so trouble- some, I could not do it again." Fanny. " And if you recollected, for that one day, what you read, could you tell me now what was the subject ?" Bell. " Oh, yes ; I could tell you even now almost every word, if I liked." Fanny. " Ah, Bell ! only consider what a good memory you must have : what a pity, a thou- sand pities is it, that you do not take a very small bit of pains to learn. Some poor girls, who have no abilities, are obliged to work hard to gain what they know ; while you, who really have talent, let it lie unimproved and useless." Bell. "Well, nevermind; — come, teach me my sum, and let me get it over. I am tired to death already." Fanny, disregarding the rudeness of the speech, began to name the figures. " Three and six ; — what are three and six ? " " Ten," said Bell, sulkily, as she slowly tore up a piece of nice writing-paper which lay by her, N 2 180 LEONORA. " No, my dear ; not ten : think once more." " Fifteen," said the heedless girl. " Nay, Bell, you are not thinking at all, now," replied Fanny, very good-naturedly. " Why, what are the figures you asked me ? " said Bell. *' Oh, dear ! I am tired of ciphering." " Do not say you are tired; you have scarcely begun yet," answered her cousin. " Three and six, how many are they ? " " Oh, dear ! nine, nine, nine," cried Bell, im- patiently. " There ; it does not signify talking ; for I will not do any more till Mrs. Hammond comes down and makes me ; and of this I am de- termined : and I shall go and see my aunt, and leave you, Fanny ; and so, good-bye, and thank you." Whereupon this naughty girl jumped up and ran away, leaving her cousin much grieved and disappointed. LEONORA. 181 CHAP. XIII. Let pleasures be ever so innocent," the excess is always criminaL St. Evremond. Immediately after an early dinner, which Mrs. Hammond, from increased indisposition, was pre- vented from attending, Leonora hurried her papa and friends to their several apartments, that all might be ready in time. " Never mind me," said Lady Royston, smiling ; " I must have my nap ; but you shall not have to wait, my child." Miss Clive thanked her aunt, and disengaged herself from her father, who pinched her cheek, and desired her to make herself as smart as she could, and tripped to her room. Bell followed her sister with a loaded pocket ; for Leonora, she knew, never made any objection to her ways when she wanted company, and this was the case when she dressed ; besides which. Bell, who was by no means a simpleton, sometimes in her blunt way sugg^ted an alteration, or improvement, which was worth attending to. N 3 182 LEONORA, Miss Beresford found her kind preceptress suf- fering from a bad head-ache. She appeared also paler than usual, but she talked with composure. Fanny's affectionate looks seemed to ask for the news of the morning; but she saw that Mrs. Hammond declined a conversation on the sub- ject, and she forbore to question her. This lady guessed what passed in the mind of her young friend ; and she said, as if in reply, " Not yet, my dear ; when my head is better you shall know : now, we will think of your toilet ; it will amuse me. Get your combs; I will dress your hair myself." Fanny in vain remonstrated ; Mrs. Hammond would be obeyed. She accordingly, and with the nicest taste, twisted and braided the profusion of dark brown hair which shaded Miss Beresford's lily forehead and throat ; and this done, she fastened, with the nicest and most delicate exact- ness, the small lace tucker, the slip, and the satin dress ; whilst Mary Kelly, with honest warmth, stood by, to hold pins, combs, and other neces- saries, exclaiming, from time to time, with eager zeal, " Well, then, and it's Miss Beresford that will look well to-night. Sure and my lady would give something to see her now, m'€a:n, for she never looked so iligant before." LEONORA. 183 " Oh, Mary," said Fanny, smiling, " you forget all the fine things you said when I went to Lady Charlemont's, — to the first ball I ever was at." " Troth, m'em, and asking your pardon, I don't forget; for I said, my Lady Charlemont, as pretty as she is, God bless her ! would not have a more iligant dressed young lady in her drawn-room." " Yes, yes," repHed Mrs. Hammond ; but Miss Beresford does not mean that : do you not re- member you said, that you were sure she never could look so well again." " Yes, and indeed, ma'am," answered Mary; but I meant barring this night, which, however, I did not then know of." " Well, never mind," said Fanny, laughing; " I thank you for wishing my mamma could see me ; and indeed I should be most happy to have her with me. And now, Mary, be very quiet, that we may not disturb Mrs. Hammond, for her head is very bad," whispered she. On which hint, the honest creature stole across the room like a mouse, and opened and shut every drawer with the utmost caution. " Go and fetch your pearl necklace, my love,'' said Mrs. Hammond. " Ought I to wear it ? " asked Fanny. N 4 184 LEONORA. " Yes, surely ; why not, my dear ? It is your godmother's present, and pearls become you/' Miss Beresford fetched this magnificent neck- lace, which cost, in India, five thousand pounds. The row of pearls fitted tight to the throat, and was fastened with a single diamond of uncom- mon lustre and great value. Fanny still hesi- tated. — " Should not we be both alike in our dress ? " said this generous girl, timidly; for she knew that Leonora had only a necklace, which was neither very handsome in size, nor of the finest white. " You will not be alike, whether you wear the necklace or not," answered Mrs. Hammond, coolly. She meant in two respects. Fanny seized on one meaning : — " No ; our frocks are not quite alike in the trimming." Mrs. Hammond took the necklace without further remark, and joined it behind her throat. In this little office, she seemed awkward ; and this lady, so expert, so handy, so alert in every little feminine service, was several minutes with the clasp endeavouring to fasten it. At length, a big round tear which rolled in her eye, and dimmed its perception, fell down warm on Fanny's shoulder. She hastily dried it with a muslin LEONORA. 185 handkerchief which hung on her arm, and in a moment imprinted an affectionate kiss on the spot; and then slowly snapping the diamond, had time to recover herself, and to say, as the young lady was turning round to thank her, " Go, my dear, and get your fan: I put it in the top drawer of the dressing-room." Miss Beresford went, and in a few minutes returned, to offer the thanks which she had been going before to give. They were received with a smile, as Mrs. Hammond, in pride and pleasure at seeing her young charge look innocence and unpretending loveliness, embraced her with the fondness and partiality of a mother. It was yet early, and as it had been agreed on, Fanny waited for Leonora in her room. Mrs. Hammond sat by a small table at the fire; and as she spoke but little, Fanny apprehended that her head was worse. In a moment she jumped up, regardless of her dress and white gloves, and was on tip-toe in several Uttle nooks and corners, to seek out some little dusty phials of sal-volatile and hartshorn, and such nostrums as are used in temporary indispositions. She poured out a few drops into a glass in a little water, and presented the mixture to her friend, before the lady was aware of what she was doing. 186 LEONORA. "My dear child," cried Mrs. Hammond, "what have you been doing ? you will soil your gloves. Nay Fanny, I cannot allow it : I thank you, but you must consider yourself at such a time. I will drink your medicine, but only on condition that you sit still." " I will, I will, dear madam," whispered Fanny, as she saw the medicine fairly swallowed ; " I will sit quite still, and take care not to tumble my dress." As she spoke, a loud talking was heard in the corridor, and immediately after, a hasty tap. Mrs. Prudence marched in, with two wax candles in her hands, and was followed by Miss Clive, Clara, several maids, and Bell, the latter of whom had a piece of barley-sugar sticking fast on either inside cheek, which made her look as if she had a swelled face. Leonora came forward with a half-suppressed smile playing in her lip and eye ; a slight blush tinged her dimpled cheek ; her downy bosom heaved with agitation and pleasure, and her whole person looked so strikingly beautiful, that it seemed impossible to refuse the praise which was evidently asked for. Mrs. Hammond rose to meet her, and for several minutes gazed on her, as she desired her to turn this way and that, LEONORA. 187 to throw a fairer light on the taste and skill displayed. Leonora bit her vermilion lip, and simpered and played with her fan, and at length said, " Well, ma'am, shall I do ? " " Yes, my dear ; your dress is very handsome, and you look extremely well in it." "It is beautiful ! " exclaimed Fanny, with a countenance of hearty pure zeal, and real ani- mation. " I never saw you look so handsome, cousin," added she, quite forgetful of herself. " Oh, indeed, ma'am," observed Mrs. Prudence, with a toss of her head ; " my lady is where- withall to import fashinable homiments ; — other persons," said she, with a theatrical air, "must imply intirely upon their dresses for their detrac- tions." With this, the artful woman turned her eye upon Fanny's necklace, which Leonora imme- diately glanced at, but in a moment fixed it upon vacancy. Not a single word passed her lips, yet a little shade gleamed over her brow: it however vanished quickly, and Leonora appeared to smile on every thing and every body, but Fanny, and Fanny's dress. " Give me the candle," said Mrs. Hammond, to Prudence, with a marked expression in her 188 LEONORA. countenance and manner : " you are not wanted, I believe, at present, Mrs. Prudence." Mrs. Prudence withdrew. " The rest may go too," said Leonora, with a httle haughtiness : " they only desired to see me dressed." " Come forward," said Mrs. Hammond, " and look at Miss Clive's dress, if you wish it." Leonora, half mortified, with an affected care- lessness, turned quickly round and said, " There — now I hope you are satisfied." Dolly the kitchen-maid opened her mouth and her eyes, and said nothing. Mrs. Leek the cook took up the corner of her apron, and wiping her mouth and forehead said, " Her young lady looked as handsome as a trussed partridge." Mrs. Save the housekeeper, who had been married at forty-five, and who lost her husband in three months afterwards, declared, with a simper, " that Miss Clive looked so innocent she put her in mind of her own wedding-day ; for," said she, " I recollect poor dear Mr. Save gave me a lily of the valley to wear as a nose- gay on my bosom." And Betty the house- maid laughed and tittered, and said she was sure the gentlemen would be all dying to pay their respects to her young lady. LEONORA. 189 Bell, who had hitherto looked on with great indiflPerence, here burst into a most violent laugh. " Now for my turn, sister," said she : " I very well remember reading one day about a fair called Vanity Fair ; and now, my dear, whenever you would like to set out for this wondrous place, come to me, and I will buy you a donkey to ride upon." And she again broke into another laugh. Leonora looked extremely angry upon her sister; and the servants taking the hint, all slipped away. " What nonsense, in you, Leonora, to send for these poor boobies," said Bell : " they are forced to praise you. Well, how fond you are of being admired ! Mrs. Partridge ! what a compliment, to be likened to a partridge ! " "I did not send for them," retorted Leonora : " they sent to me." " Yes, yes, we understand," said Bell, with her finger up to her hp : " they know what will please ; and then, if Prudence only gives them a hint " " It is not fair. Bell," said Fanny ; '• you must not talk thus to your sister." " Oh, never mind," answered Leonora ; " let her talk : she is an ignorant girl." " Yes, I know I am, and a greedy one," cried 190 - LEONORA. Bell ; " but I would not let any body talk fine nonsense to me, and call me a partridge ! ha, ha ! " " Come, my dear," said Mrs. Hammond, to Leonora, " do not be ruffled : wear a placid brow this evening. Let her joke : perhaps there is some truth with her bluntness. And you, Bell, pray do not be troublesome, or go too farwith your banter- ing. Good-bye, my dears ; much entertainment to you. Be cheerful and soberly gay : be sure that your voices are never heard above those of other people ; and on every occasion preserve an easy, unaffected, yet naturally dignified man- ner. If you dance, let your steps and movements be neither superior nor worse than those of any other lady in the room. Do not, in short, strive to excite particular observation in any way, and you may perhaps be noticed for well- bred, delicate-minded women. Good night." As she said this, she held out her hands to both girls, and they then tripped away. Bell went down with them to bid her papa and aunt good evening ; and then, as the carriage drove away, returned to Mrs. Hammond, with whom she remained, till it was time for her to go to bed. The carriage had five miles to go, to Warwick ; but it was a fine moonlight evening, and the three ladies and the gentleman were in very good LEONORA. 191 spirits. The country from Kenilworth to that en- chanting county town is richly variegated with tree, water, and meadow, and the roads are broad and fine. In very little more than half an hour, the company were set down in the High Street, in which the town-hall is situated, and proceeded to the ball-room. The stewards came forw^ard to shake hands with Colonel Clive ; and Lady Royston in them presently recognised her acquaintances, the Marquis of Hertford and Lord Warwick. The two young ladies were intro- duced to them ; and the distinguished peers, with the most marked attention, led the whole party to seats at the upper end of the room. " WTio are they ? WTio are they?" was buzzed from lip to lip. " Lovely women, by Jove ! " said a voice not very far distant. " She is beautiful ! " observed a gentleman in reply, just as Leonora sat down. \Vlio now was so happy as Leonora ? who looked more so than Fanny? They were placed on either side of the Viscountess ; while the noble stewards were soon called off to attend to other company; and Colonel Clive stood up, trying through his. spectacles to find out any friend of his who might be in the ball-room. He presently saw one, and left the ladies to speak to him. 192 LEONORA. Miss Clive, whose countenance was suffused with a modest glow, had not yet taken courage to hft up her bright eyes from the ground, now repKed to a remark of her aunt, and raised them to her face. Having ventured thus far, she threw a timid glance upon the company, and by degrees, to those immediately her neighbours ; but as in doing this she perceived a very handsome and fashionable looking young man gazing with much earnestness towards her, she blushed still deeper, and took refuge in her fan,, which, however, it must be added, she was far from understanding how to handle with either modern affectation or sprightliness. Miss Beresford, with all the innocence and engaging artlessness of childhood, was yet, as has been remarked, more formed in her manners, and more conversant with the usages of polished society, than her cousin. She did not stare with effrontery from bench to bench ; neither did she sit, like the blushing Leonora, with her eyes cast down upon her fan; but she looked modestly before her, now and then round the room. In so doing, she presently observed the Goldsmith party, who had just taken their station near the door. They too had spied her out, and smiled ; she bowed gracefully and kindly to them. Not LEONORA. 193 a great way from them sat Miss Palmerstone and an elderly lady. This one did not recognise her, though Miss Beresford tried in vain to meet her eye. And now the band, which was a very good one, struck up with a spirit which made Leo- nora's heart leap in her bosom. The gentlemen began to straighten on their gloves, and address themselves to their partners. One of Lord Warwick's sons presently came up to pay his respects to Lady Royston, and to soHcit Miss Beresford, whom he had slightly known in Cheltenham, to dance ; whilst, at the same time, the Marquis of Hertford introduced to the aunt and her niece a gentleman who was desirous of handing out Leonora. " Sir Alfred ," said Lord Hertford ; the surname was lost. Leonora bowed, and accepted the partner : he respectfully held out his hand to conduct her to the set which was forming ; and Miss Clive, in presenting hers, found she was engaged to the very handsome man who had ex- amined her with such attention ; and, moreover, when he spoke, she knew the voice which uttered " Beautiful ! " when she came into the assembly. How now throbbed Leonora's breast ! Whose heart swelled high with gratified feelings, if VOL. I. o 194* LEONORA. hers did not? She had attracted the notice of the finest gentleman in the room, and a man, too, of birth and high connection, since he seemed to be intimately known to both stewards. She smiled with modest bashfulness as he led her on, and a thousand dimpled graces floated round her cheek, as he desired, in a tone of respectful interest, to know what dance she would be pleased to name. " Thank you," said Leonora, scarcely sensible of what she uttered: " really — anyone. Sir Alfred, if you can recollect," continued she, covered with confusion and blushes. The young gentleman watched her with in- creased animation ; but in a moment recollected himself, and spared her delicacy, by assisting her with the names of several very popular airs. " Yes," said Leonora, " any one, if you please." " Shall I say, then, the first ?" asked the young baronet. " If you please," answered Leonora, gratefully. And now the music struck off, and the dancing commenced : every eye was turned to the couple which led off; all admired the modesty and beauty, the elegance and lightness, of the young lady, and the fine manly figure and insinuating manners of the gentleman. LEONORA. 195 drawled out Colonel S. of the Guards, to Lord D., " in less than six months. Sir Alfred is in love already : I'll stake my brood mare and her colt upon it." " Accepted," cried my Lord, " against my Tawney Jack, and that's two to one, for the lady won't suit him," " Not suit him?" answered Colonel S. ; " why isn't it Clive's eldest daughter he is dancing with? Not suit him, myLord?" continued he, lift- ing his glass, and staring full at the young lady : " why isn't she a fine girl, and with a clear estate of five thousand a year ? I am sure Clive has at least ten thousand, and he has but one daughter besides; eh?" " It won't do, for all that," answered Lord D.; *• nothing under ten good thousand, and as much more, will suit any man of the name of Pal- merstone : the father had two wives, and both were said to be the richest heiresses in England; and this youth is as fond of money as the old one, or I am much mistaken. However, to the charge. Colonel ; a match this day six months, and two to one on it ; eh ? " " Done, my Lord," replied the Colonel ; " for if. ever man was struck, Sir Alfred yonder is." o 2 196 LEONORA. My Lord shook his head incredulously as he shook hands upon his bet ; and these two gentle- men soon moved different ways, in pursuit of dif- ferent amusement. Sir Alfred, when the dance was over, con- ducted Leonora back to her aunt, and took his station at her side. He conversed upon a thou- sand little pleasing topics, as if his aim had been not only to encourage his fair partner, but to see how he might judge of the structure of her mind. Leonora replied with diffidence, but not with ignorance ; and Sir Alfred saw with delight that she possessed both judgment and taste. He found she had read extensively for so young a woman ; and in referring to Rome for some custom of interest which he named, he put a question in Italian, which Leonora, with great readiness, im- mediately answered in English. Li all this con- versation. Lady Royston had occasionally joined; for she good-naturedly turned from her niece to her niece's cousin, and the two partners of both, to take a share in their discourse ; which, as it arose among four sensible young people, was neither absolutely without interest nor advantage to a listener. Now, lest some of my young friends should be incredulous upon the matter of a conversation LEONORA. 197 any way instructive having passed in a ball-room during a full quarter of an hour, I must explain, first, that any one who is at all acquainted with a Greville, knows that in him he sees a person of taste, and one who loves the arts, and understands the elegant, in conversation. Besides which, this Greville had seen his partner at her mother's house in Cheltenham ; and he could perceive, by the manners of the select society of which he made a part, that nonsense, coquetry, and levity, were not there the fashion. Upon meeting again the same young artless girl, with the same engaging and unaffected manners, he instantly fell into the easy pleasing style of language which so fully indicates the accomplished gentleman, and which, however such a one may drop at times, he never entirely puts aside in presence of a woman he cannot but respect. Colonel Greville could utter ladies' little nonsenses and provoking trifles as quickly as any man in England ; he could, as readily, seem to believe them ; and he could dandle an ivory fan, and play at hide and seek through the sticks as adroitly as any, whilst he sat by the side of a pretty girl : but it should be observed, that this pretty girl must have shown, by her tittering at his little nonsensical trifles, by her assent, and by her levity, that she really was o 3 198 LEONORA. pleased with such manners. In which case, as the Colonel would sometimes observe to a friend, "I give what I am asked for, folly and trifling, where they are most relished ; but sense and deference, where a lady's dignified and regulated deportment tell me at once that she requires to be treated as a rational being, though without being called a philosopher either." The wonder that Sir Alfred Palmerstone talked sense to his partner will not be so great when we reflect, first, that he was a perfectly well educated young man, who had travelled a great deal ; who left behind him, wherever he went, the best of characters; and who, to a great deal of spirit, joined a fund of real good nature ; and, secondly, that he was at this identical period in search of a well-educated young lady, of refined habits and turn of thought, something similar to his own, to make his wife. He was struck with Leonora from the moment she entered the room. Her beauty, her modesty, her gracefulness, caught his eager attention ; and when he saw her party received with so marked a respect by the stew- ards, he was delighted to think that she must be a girl of family. This he quickly learnt was of high respectability. Colonel Clive had served in two parliaments, and was a man of unexception- LEONORA. 199 able private character. And her aunt, Lady Royston, he knew from more than report, to be a very worthy woman ; but Miss Clive, so young, and so beautiful, could not be seen without being admired. How might stand her affections? Upon this point, too, he was satisfied ; for Lady B had told him that this was the first night of her appearance in public. How had this lovely creature been trained ? was the next idea which presented itself. With much skill did Sir Alfred wind round the conversations he desired, and throw out, as it were by chance, a hint upon this or that subject, which he afterwards gradually improved, to see whether it was entirely unknown to Leonora ; but whether he spoke of the bril- liancy of the gas lights, the carnival of Venice, or the music of Rome ; the master painters of Italy and Flanders, or of the style of Warwick Castle and the era of Gothic edifices, he was never answered by " Oh, yes, no doubt ;" or, " I declare I almost forget," accompanied by a confused smile, which betray total ignorance. Leonora did not make any long speeches in reply, though she several times assumed courage sufficient, from the respectful ease of Sir Alfred, to look up to his fine, animated countenance ; then she made some little pertinent remark, or gave some other o 4? 200 LEONORA. token of intelligence, which, had she not under- stood what had been premised, she could not have done. These little assents were also given with a modest, not ignorant, hesitation, which wonderfully became so much youth and love- liness ; and when Sir Alfred complimented her upon her taste and reading, her blush was just what he could have wished to see upon the cheek of his wife. " She must, she shall be mine," said he to himself, as he presented his hand to lead her away to the second dance : " she shall be mine, if the most ardent, devoted heart and the Palmerstone estates can tempt her to make me the happiest of men." Miss Clive and her partner having called the first dance took their station, according to custom, at the very bottom of the second set. Within two of the very last stood the modest and humble, though amiable, physician's daughter. Miss Gold- smith, who had put herself the very last in the beginning, and would have been joined by Fanny, who met and spoke to her with the greatest cordiality, but that Colonel Greville would not permit this young lady to stand so low, in her quality of a Baronet's daughter. Indeed, he would even have led her to the top, but that Fanny, with much earnestness, requested to be LEONORA. 201 placed three or four down, as she thought Leonora might be displeased at her taking precedence of her. Miss Goldsmith presently recognised Leonora, and, during the tediousness of waiting at the end of many couples, looked back, and, with a good-natured, afiPectionate smile, tried to catch the eye of her young friend. But as none are so blind as those who are wilfully so, she did not succeed ; for Leonora had, with a glance, seen a yomig woman in a plain white sarsnet dress, trimmed with edging, with a small wreath of white and red roses in her hair, and she instantly knew this unassuming girl to be Lydia Goldsmith ; the friend who really had a strong regard for her, and whom she caressed in private, but whom, in public, she shrank from. " WTiat will Sir Alfred think?" considered she, "if he sees me speaking to such a mean-looking girl ? he will think I have sad acquaintances." Ah ! did young people oftener reflect upon what conscience will say, instead of fashionable acquaintances, how much seldomer would they err ! Is a person worth owning for a friend in private ? Surely, then, must he be so in public ; and though Miss Goldsmith's father had been of a much less honorable profession than he was, could Leonora have lost one tittle in the eye of a sensible man 202 LEONORA. or woman by meeting her any and every where as a friend ? Impossible. Alas ! how many young creatures have wrecked upon this rock of false pride ! How many have thus disgusted friends who would have been true to them, in affection and fidelity, during existence ! Leonora, by a side-long glance, found that Miss Goldsmith was still upon the look out. She, therefore, by degrees, turned round to the opposite corner, near to the benches. At some little distance sat a figure in an attitude of attention, by the side of an old lady, who was in deep converse and snuff with her other neigh- bour, as old as herself. The young figure was half wrapped in a very rich India shawl, which fell over a black velvet robe : her head-dress w^as entirely without ornament; a quantity of coal- black hair was simply turned up with a comb, and a few curls hung carelessly round a very fine face. " I know that person, surely?" thought Leonora. " Ah, yes ! I remember that dis- agreeable Miss Palmerstone, my cousin's friend." Leonora gave a passing glance, and hastily moved away her eyes from this quarter. Sir Alfred was most unfortunately tormented all this time by an old prosing gentleman, who did not dance, but who walked about, to talk to LEONORA. 203 those he knew, and to cause the dancers to make all manner of blunders. Sir Alfred did not, however, entirely neglect his partner ; for he ad- dressed some little phrase to her from time to time, when his merciless assailant would drop his button; and when the conversation recommenced, Leonora had to seek out employment for her eyes. At length they rested (and it was asto- nishing they did not rest there before) upon a pair of eyes which had been for several minutes fixed on hers. They were dark grey eyes, with long black lashes over them, and above these a fine dark pair of eyebrows. The nose which grew midway between these eyebrows, and a capacious enough mouth, was of the kind the French call en lair, which we express by, turned up. The figure appertaining to so much capital promise was tall and slender, and to speak as the owner thought, well shaped. His foot cer- tainly did attract his own notice ; and, as it should seem, his secret admiration, for he gazed often upon it, and with much complacency turned the ankle this way and that, to see its contour in a fairer light. All this excellence was concentrated in the person of Mr. Thorpe, the rich ward of the good and benevolent Dr. Goldsmith, and no less a per- 204. LEONORA. sonage than the heir of twenty-five thousand a year, and the actual possessor, in one month, of property to that amount. Mr. Thorpe had come late, and was now standing up with his guardian's daughter, as a compHment to her father ; but he promised himself he would soon lead off with a finer and a younger girl. No sooner did he meet this girl's eye than he bowed. Leonora courtesied with a slight blush, but it was not a blush of pride, or of anger, or of vex- ation. She was slightly, and at this moment but slightly gratified, to be saluted with so respectful and marked a submission by a young man of such high expectations and fashionable promise as Mr. Thorpe. Sir Alfred, however, was not so engaged with his button-talker but that he saw the courtesy and blush of Leonora ; and he instantly stepped forward, still parrying an answer to his adversary, to look round upon the spirit which had thus drawn gentle blood into the soft cheek of his lovely partner. The spirit was substantial enough to be viewed and touched ; and it was, moreover, imbued with the very pressure and tone of admiration it had just put on. Sir Alfred immediately set his mark upon this young man, as Ali Babi did upon the suspected robber, and LEONORA. 205 resolved to observe him. " He is young and gentlemanlike," thought Sir Alfred : " he looks, at any rate, as if he knew, and were more than pleased to meet her. Dancing with ]Miss Goldsmith ? " continued he, *• then I shall hear something of him through my sister." And as he inwardly pronounced this, he caught Miss Goldsmith's attention, and very respectfully bowed to her ; for although he had hardly been in the company of this kind-hearted girl, he had heard much of her from his sister, who both esteemed and admired her. Leonora did not see this salutation, her eyes being lowered to her fan ; for Mr. Thorpe's gaze was too particular not to throw her into some little confusion. But now the dancers, who had hitherto been idle, were called to action, and those who had begun at the bottom rose gra- dually upwards. It was Miss Goldsmith's turn to lead off, and in the figure of " Change sides," * it was impossible for the two ladies not directly to see each other. The physician's daughter could at length speak to Miss Clive, but it was in rather a more formal manner than usual; for she could not avoid * In 1816 Quadrilles were not generally danced. 206 LEONORA. noticing the reserve of her friend's behaviour, and she was hurt with it. Leonora forced a smile, hastily replied, and the dance went on. No sooner were the ladies again seated, than Mr. Thorpe moved off to seek Leonora. He soon discovered the most beautiful woman in the assembly, and with some eagerness made his request, which Miss Clive granted with a little hesitation, however, which might or might not be construed as flattering to his vanity ; certain it is, Mr. Thorpe was well satisfied ; for he stood on one leg, and turning the other in and out, eyed himself from time to time with almost as much complacency as he did his fair partner, to whom he addressed the whole of his discourse, if such a word may be applied to " Fine day — very good hunting — very hot here, upon my word — I'd no notion we should ha' the felicity of seeing Miss Clive to-night — am sure it is quite an unexpected honour — been several times lately to these assemblies, but really find 'em quite a bore; — besides, one knows so few. If Miss Clive is to grace these rooms by her presence, there'll be henceforward no want of attraction — dare presume." To all this current farrago, which Leonora was too rustic to be able to answer, she only smiled, LEONORA. 207 but scarcely gave any more reply than it needed. But the smile was encouragement for the fop to go on, and to address to her much more of the same silly nonsense, interlarded, however, with growing compliments, which Leonora had not the courage, or, perhaps, the address, to silence. Sir Alfred all this time sat an attentive listener, whilst he bit his lip with vexation and anger at the intrusion. <• Will you be introduced, Sir Alfred, to a very fair lady, who wants a partner?" said Lord D. to this gentleman. " Thank you, my Lord," replied he; " I shall not dance again to night." " Eh, well-a-day, I must try elsewhere, then," said my Lord, and left him. Sir Alfred now rose from his seat, and with a glance of cool disdain walked away to the other end of the room, and stationed himself by the old ladies we have before mentioned Mr. Thorpe undauntedly seized upon the vacated place, and began to amuse himself, and, as he fancied, gratify his partner by a thousand satirical or silly observations upon the company, with many of an adulatory nature for Leonora's ear. Is it to be credited, that a girl of Miss Clive's sense and taste should give encouragement to such a piece of self-conceit and folly ? Yet she 208 LEONORA. did by a smile, and at times by more than a smile ; with an " Indeed, Mr. Thorpe, that is really uncharitable ; " or, " You are too great a jester ;" or some such little phrase, which, in a pleasant tone, is a gentle encouragement, or an avowal that the person speaking is not displeased. Thorpe was ready and willing enough to believe this ; and his spirits and folly rose to so great a height, as he led his partner to the dance, that Leonora's delicacy was offended, and she blushed in vexation and anger, as he uttered, in a loud whisper, some impertinent remark upon a gentle- man who was at a very little distance from them. Leonora withdrew her hand from him, and with an air of dignity which she should sooner have assumed, said, " I believe, sir, I shall return to my aunt." "Will you not dance. Miss Clive? surely you would not be so cruel as to disappoint me ? I should not sleep to night were you to withhold that favour already promised ? " Leonora, still vexed, made no answer, and suffered herself to be led to her place in the set, and with a very good dancing partner, soon forgot the little flurry into which his lo- quacity had thrown her. In the mean time, Sir Alfred had not suffered LEONORA. 209 one variation of Leonora's countenance to escape him. He never once had taken his eyes from ner ; and if he was at first vexed that Mr, Thorpe had been so well received, he was soon convinced, by the cold reserve and disapprobation so evident in her manner, that he was by no- means an entire favourite. The young gentle- man felt an inward satisfaction at this discovery, which he did not care to acknowledge fully to himself. " I am glad, for her sake," thought he : " as for me, I think her a lovely girl, and a clever one; but I must have in a wife more qualities than loveliness and talents, or mine will not be a happy home. No ; Miss Clive, at present, is nothing to me. Should her principles, heart, and temper, bear the scrutiny that her mind and person do, then, indeed, shall I try for such a prize ; and then shall I be the happiest of men." So ended his soliloquy, as he turned from the gentleman who was speaking to his sister, and walked up the room to seek Lady Royston's party. This was just moving; for the Viscountess felt rather indisposed; and Colonel Clive was tired, and desirous of going home. It was twelve o'clock, too ; and though Mr. "Hiorpe very thoughtlessly begged hard for another dance with his partner, Colonel Clive would not be VOL. I. p 210 LEONORA. prevailed upon. He therefore offered his arm to his aunt, and was going to take his niece on the other, but Colonel Greville claimed the privilege of old acquaintances, to hand the young lady to the carriage; and Mr. Thorpe had seized fast on Leonora, for the same purpose, just as Sir Alfred came up ; who, wishing him and all his forward brotherhood in the centre of the polar regions, bowed to the ladies, and re- turned to his sister. Leonora saw him turn away with regret ; and felt so provoked with the officiousness of young Thorpe, that she scarcely took any notice of what he said, as he handed her down a flight of stairs ; and it was not till she had gone a full mile at a sharp trot, and had turned over in her memory some of the fine things he had said, that she felt at all inclined to call him a good-natured coxcomb, and to forgive him. Nei- ther was Sir Alfred forgotten : his manly and un- affected conversation ; pleasing and graceful car- riage ; and respectful, and, as Leonora thought, marked attentions to herself, were all summed up with a glowing cheek. Fanny had several times asked Lady Royston if she was too hot, or too cold: whether the glass should be put up or down ; whether her head was better ; or that she would smell the little vinaigrette which she LEONORA. 211 carried generally about her ; and such like kind questions, which are so peculiarly grateful to poor suffering human nature, of all ranks and degrees, but eminently so, from the young to the aged. This had Fanny done several times, ere Leonora awoke from her trance, and recollections of self; and even then, it was owing to a re- mark of her father. He had fallen asleep from the moment he stepped into the carriage, but a jolt from a large stone now awoke him. " Leonora, ray love," said he, " did Miss Gold- smith say, why the Doctor was not at the assembly to night ? " '• Was he not there, papa? " asked Miss Clive, evading the answer. " \Miy, my child, had I thought he were, I should not have asked the question. I searched throughout the room for him, and I am so near- sighted, I really could not even see his wife ; but I found Lydia standing very near to you for some time." " We had very little conversation," replied Leonora, coldly. " Very little, do you say ? " answered the Colonel ; " and why so little ? I hope you have not quarrelled with Lydia : she is a clever, good girl, and has a worthy father and mother. The p 2 212 LEONORA. Doctor and I, Lady Royston, were college friends together ; and I assure you, I know no worthier man or better scholar : he always was fond of learning ; for my part, I cannot say I had ever much taste that way. But, however that may be, he never esteemed me the less, for not being a profound bookman; and as for me, so far from envying him his knowledge, I think it an ornament to his virtues. I wish both you, Leonora, and my little Fanny there, to make much of Lydia Goldsmith : ask her to dinner and tea, my girls, as often as you like : she knows she is always welcome, for I have invited her a hundred times, and told her so. But she is modest; a modest good girl, and she keeps back." " I think," said Lady Royston, " I remember Doctor Goldsmith when he attended my poor dear niece some years ago. But I have never seen any of his family. The Doctor, if I re- collect right, I thought a well-bred agreeable man, with very gentle and soothing manners in a sick chamber." " Aye, or out of a sick room either," said Colonel Clive : " they are an agreeable family ; and I should be obliged to you, aunt, to show them any attentions ; they will take it kind." LEONORA. 213 " Be assured I will not forget your wishes, nephew," replied Lady Royston : " there is often more real comfort, and true friendship for a a young lady, in the intercourse of such a family as this you represent, than with a dozen ac- quaintances of an ordinary stamp. So now, Miss Beresford. there is your little vinegar box, for my head is really better, and I thank you." " How is your head, aunt ? " asked Leonora. '' Hey, dey ! " cried Lady Royston ; " why, child, are you just awake ? Miss Beresford has been doctoring me this half hour, and has really done me good. I declare, 1 forgot you had not asked me before how I was ; and, truly, I was ex- tremely so so, when we were obliged to leave the ball room." " I was very sorry, aunt," replied Leonora, in rather a displeased tone. " Sorry, child, that you could not stay longer, eh ? " said she, with a smile. " No, madam," answered Miss Clive, rather proudly ; " I do not think I ought to hear such an insinuation." " Hoity toity ! well, well, don't be so hot ; I was only joking," answered Lady Royston; but as she ended, her voice fell from a half-gay tone, down to one rather serious. And when p 3 214' LEONORA. she ceased, as there was a general silence, so a little unpleasant feeling crept into every female bosom. There is an old trite saying, that truth is sometimes uttered in jest. In the beginning of this conversation, Lady Royston was certainly in very good humour, and spoke with the laughing tone of one who attaches no importance to what .he says. Had Leonora been guiltless of selfish motives, she might have smiled too ; but the stroke touched her, because she could not but feel, that it was, in some degree, merited, as a reproof for her total neglect of her aunt, since she left the ball. She accordingly answered with unwarrantable sharpness, which roused the attention of that lady to the matter ; and she finished by observing that Miss Beresford had been very thoughtful and kind, and her cousin just the reverse. Upon the first person's at- tention, she had little or no claim ; and upon the last, all that affection and gratitude ought to give. The result was, an impression unfavourable to Leonora. The old lady was hurt; and her attention was now awakened to a comparison between these two young women, which it never before entered her head to make. So small is the trifle which can have power to hasten the most im- LEONORA. 215 portant events ; to stagger opinion, and to create suspicions which seemed to He out of the re- motest probabilities. Miss Palmerstone, in the mean time, had offered a seat in her coach to the Goldsmith party; and this was proceeding not very far behind the Colonel's carriage, towards home. Sir Alfred scarcely spoke during his drive, till he returned to his sister, after having handed their friends into their house, and then he began : — " Sister, you have often urged me to choose a wife." "I have so," answered Miss Palmerstone, "and what then ? " " What then ? " replied Sir Alfred ; " why, suppose I should have seen a" woman elegant, innocent, and beautiful ? " here he waited. His sister most provokingly and calmly listened. At length she said, " Well, brother ? " " WeU, Helen," said he : " you are very cool upon the subject. Wliat do you think of Miss CHve ? " " Pardon me, brother," answered the young lady ; " I was waiting to hear your opinion of her." "Why, is she not beautiful?" asked Sir Alfred. p 4? 216 LEONORA. " She is beautiful," replied Miss Palmerstone. " And innocent ? " continued Sir Alfred. " Innocent ? yes, innocent, " said Helen. " Why do you repeat my expressions so, Helen ? " enquired Sir Alfred. " You are in a very odd humour. Is she not a fine elegant girl?" " Yes," answered Miss Palmerstone ; " she is a fine elegant girl: come, brother, I will not teaze you. I suppose you intend to fall in love with Miss Clive." " I believe I do, upon my word, sister," answered he, " and I desire to know what you think of her for me." " I think, then," said Miss Palmerstone, " that she is fit to make a vice-queen, or Lady Lieu- tenant of Ireland." " Helen," cried Sir Alfred, " how can you talk so oddly? I protest, sister, you are in a very extraordinary temper to-night: what do you mean about Lady Lieutenant ? " " Do not be angry, my dear brother," replied Helen: "you wished to know my opinion of Miss Clive as a wife for Sir Alfred Palmerstone. I know about as much of her fitness for this character as I do of the Duchess of Bedford, near whom I was two nights at two parties last LEONORA. 217 month. She filled this high office, you know, some years since ; and is very handsome. Her fine person not a little reminds me of Miss Clive, and this is all I can say upon the subject." " Well, Helen, you are pleased to be facetious, to rouse my caution : do not fear, I will not marry a handsome statue. But I ^vish you would become acquainted with this family. I particu- larly wish it. I shall call to-morrow, or the next day, upon the Colonel, and when he has been to my house we will see." " If you really do desire me to observe this young lady with a view to any serious intention, brother, I can manage to call any day ; for I have already been invited to go with Miss Gold- smith, and pressed to do so by Miss Beresford, the cousin of your favourite." " Well, then, let it be so, and as soon as you like," replied Sir Alfred. " But," interrupted his sister, " only on one condition." " Name it," cried the impatient baronet. " That you do not attempt to make any pro- posal till you have first spoken with me." " Be it so, you Httle jealous pate," answered her brother, " I never yet did ill in respecting your judgment." 218 LEONORA. " Why, brother, we women are sometimes of use, even with our poor pittance of judgment, when it is exerted for the honour or advantage of some such proud beings as you, whom we dearly love," said Miss Palmerstone, in a mock- heroic voice. Sir Alfred smiled in reply, and kissed her hand as he drew it away from the glass which he let down as the carriage drove up to his own mansion. LEONORA. 219 CHAP. XIV. Virtue is made for difficulties, and grows stronger and brighter for such trials. Anon. Colonel Clive, as he alighted, ordered wine and biscuit to the drawing-room, of- which he stayed to partake. The young women, at his desire, took each a glass of negus, and imme- diately retired. They then attended the Vis- countess to her chamber, where she dismissed them with a kind " Good night." The cousins then separated, and each retired to her own. Fanny took the candle from her maid, who waited, and cautiously drew aside the curtains. " Oh, she is not in bed, ma'am," cried Mary Kelly; " she is still in the dressing-room." " Not in bed ! dear me, it is one o'clock," said Miss Beresford, " and I left her very indifferent." " Well, ma'am, and so she was," replied Mary ; " and as soon as ever she had heard Miss Bella's prayers, sure she went into that room and locked herself in, and has been there ever since. I am 220 LEONORA. sure she's been crying, for I heard her sighing hard hke, once or twice." " Good gracious!" cried Fanny, " I will knock; she cannot have fallen asleep." Miss Beresford accordingly tapped very gently at the door. "I am coming," cried Mrs. Ham- mond, and she appeared. " Dear Madam, so late? and I left you so poorly," " Is it late ? " said the lady : " I knew not how time passed." Fanny glanced round the room ; her book of devotions lay in the chair ; the candle was nearly consumed, and had a very long snuff. A pocket handkerchief lay near the book. Fanny cast an enquiring look round, and then threw it on her friend. She was pale, and her countenance visibly altered with weeping. She gazed a mo- ment, and threw her arms round her neck. " Oh, Mrs. Hammond, dear madam, tell me, what is the matter?" " Gently, my love, be composed ; sit down dear Fanny." " There, now ; now my dear friend, tell me. What is it which has thus distressed you ?" " Alas ! my sweet girl," said Mrs. Hammond, " I would have told you the sad news this morn- ing; but I would not pain your tender heart, nor LEONORA. 221 imbitter your pleasures of to-night : — my son is dead." A flood of tears again rolled down the pale cheek of the afflicted mother, whilst the kind and sympathising Fanny held her hand, and wept with her. " Oh, madam," said the grateful girl, when she could command her voice, "and knowing this, could you even exert yourself to dress me for a ball, and be so calm ? And yet, I now recol- lect the agitation you several times showed, and I am sure you were almost overcome when you clasped my necklace^: kind, dearest Mrs. Ham- mond, how could you impose such a task upon yourself?" " Ah, my child," answered her preceptress, " we live not for ourselves in this world ; we have all duties to perform, and sacrifices to make. I will not deny, that it was a difficult matter to set aside the grief which oppressed my heart ; but I felt that, by indulging in it, I could not have called to life that fine youth I have lost, but should have made unhappy one who is scarcely less dear to me than my own ; and have caused her appearance in public to be disad- vantageous to her. To acquire fortitude to go tolerably through this day, was my intention in 222 LEONORA. shutting myself up for several hours this morn- ing ; and I felt all the satisfaction which I ex- pected in the blooming and unclouded serenity of your grateful countenance, my love, when you left me. The stroke is heavy and unexpected, but I will endeavour to bow to it, and, in time, I trust " Tears again choked the mother's utterance : for a few minutes she leaned on the bed and wept bitterly, but, at length, rising with an effort, she said, " Come Fanny, my love, retire to your rest. I am not myself to-night ; yet, I trust, not wicked, though so weak. I will go to bed pre- sently, do not mind me." " I will obey you, my dear friend," answered Fanny, " though if I could be of any use " " I thank you," interrupted Mrs. Hammond, " and I am well assured that you are most heartily inclined to endeavour to soothe my grief, but at present, my dear, I am indisposed for every kind interference : I must again shut out the whole world from my thoughts, and look upward for the support which my trials have need of. — Go to bed, I cannot talk; God bless you, my dear Fanny : I hope I shall be better in the morning." Miss Beresford said not another syllable ; for LEONORA. 223 she had the sense and delicacy to perceive, that distress so poignant could be relieved by no mortal aid ; and having affectionately pressed her friend's hand, she moved silently to her dressing- room, from whence she quietly dismissed her maid, and having offered up the prayers to the majesty of Heaven, which no amusement or fatigue ever prevented, she lay down to rest. The news was soon whispered in the morning through the house, that Mrs. Hammond had lost her son ; and as she had breakfast sent up to her room, Bell thought it a fine opportunity to indulge. She accordingly ran off to the house- keeper, and asked for a turkey's egg ; and as this was not to be had, she contented herself with ordering some hens' eggs, one of which this greedy girl seized, just before her sister and cousin came in, and began to eat in such a hurry, that she broke the shell, and emptied its contents upon her white frock, and the clean table-cloth. She was now in some agitation to clear the whole away, and was scraping very hard with a spoon, when to her surprise and concern she perceived the Viscountess enter. This was a very unusual sight, for this lady had always breakfasted in her chamber. " So, Bell," said Lady Royston, " how do you 224 LEONORA, do this morning ? what mischief have you been at, for you look quite confounded ? Why your mouth is full, child. It is vastly civil to begin breakfast before your father and I come down. So, you have been devouring an egg, have you ? a pretty table-cloth is there, and what a frock ! Upon my word, MiSvS, I wonder you are not ashamed of yourself. You are, positively, the greediest girl I ever saw. But, go away to your maid Clara, and get your frock changed ; and as you are so fond of eggs, you shall have two, and nothing else, for your dinner to-day." Bell upon this began to cry, but her aunt de- sired her to do as she bade her, and to make haste. Whereupon this idle girl crept slowly and sulkily to the door, and turning off to the back staircase, with her fingers in her eyes, never per- ceived a piece of board, which the carpenter, who was mending the rails, had just left ; and she fell instantly and at length over it. Her scream brought out her aunt, who, finding that no harm was done, except by a long rent in her frock, very coolly told her to bring it down as soon as she was dressed. This Bell was obliged to do ; and Lady Royston then said, " Very well ; your go- verness will not be able to set you to work to-day, so I desire, after you have finished your break- LEONORA. 225 fast, that you get a needle and thread, and sit down and mend this large hole : it will be very good employment for you." Bell began again to cry, but after some time, oflPered to take the work into the study. " No, no ;" said her aimt, " you shall sit with me and my birds, up stairs, till it is finished." Bell, upon this, cried still louder, and said, " She did not know how to darn." " Do you not?" replied her aunt, with some anger: " a girl in her fifteenth year, and not know how to darn, and do every kind of needle-work ? And is it not very disgraceful for a woman, let her rank in life be what it may, not to be handy at her needle ? If you marry a duke, do you think you will not find it of use to know how to cut out different articles of dress, and to under- stand the way, at least, in which all should be done ? \Mio, that sees your ignorance in the most feminine of employments, will ever respect you ? You may learn music, and dancing, and so forth; but which of them do you think is more becoming to you, or graceful in a female, than needle-work? In my young days, ladies were famous for their works, and even now, in the year 1816, whatever your perverseness may please to determme to the contrary, a lady is VOL. I. Q 226 LEONORA. never seen to better advantage than with some pretty, dehcate, nice work, neatly and nicely dis- posed before her. So fetch your thimble, and housewife, and scissors, and you shall follow me, after breakfast, to my dressing-room. You cannot be attended to in the school-room to day, and it is fit you should not be idle." " Oh, that nasty egg ! " muttered Bell. " Don't think of the nasty egg, but of your greedy self," said Lady Royston : " a pretty thing, truly, to lay the blame on the egg, which I dare be bound you picked out as the best in the stand. The egg would have remained in that spot for a century to come, if no one had touched it. You have to thank yourself for your troubles, if the being made to repair a hole in your frock be one ; and so I desire I may hear no more on the subject." The Viscountess having break- fasted, now led the way up stairs, and Bell was obliged to follow, whilst she wept the whole time. All this while, Colonel Clive had been en- grossed by the newspaper, and he gave little attention to what passed ; but with Leonora it was otherwise. She had felt a little pique with her aunt the night before; and Leonora was one of those who maintain a feeling of reserve for LEONORA. 227 some time after the original cause of it is, by others, forgotten. Now she and Bell disputed and argued, as much, and more, than many sisters like to do ; and in general, the one was ready enough to perceive the foUies of the other. But so it happened, Leonora was, to-day, displeased, that her wise aunt should thus take the ordering of Bell, for once, into her own hands. She drew up her head ; tossed the spoons into the saucers ; and looked so exceedingly haughty, that Fanny could not help seeing it. Never in her life, ex- cept upon such an occasion of opposition, was Leonora so attentive to her sister. " A httle more sugar, my love ? Bell, my dear, take a bit of toast : do not cry, darling ; " all of which made Bell cry much more violently. Old people are not quick in seizing upon ap- pearances, and they are often mentally blind, to an astonishing degree ; but when, at length, however, they do admit impression, it is, for the time, vivid and profound, and remains as long as any new feeling can do in a decayed bosom. Lady Royston saw Leonora's behaviour, but she never thought of referring it to any particular cause ; perhaps she was too old to pursue more than one idea at once, and this was now relative to Bell's particular conduct. She left the break- Q 2 228 LEONORA. fast-room, therefore, without having made any remark upon the impropriety of her niece's be- haviour ; and this young lady saw her go, in the belief, that her aunt durst not presume to re- monstrate with her, or was too fond of her, not to submit to any airs she might choose to show. Alas ! Leonora but little knew the blunt openness of her aunt ; and calculated most wrongly on that affection, which had not been strengthened by habit, fixed by time, and sweet- ened by early and tender association. Remember this, my young friends. Prize those persons as the apple of your eye who are bound to you by duty, habit, and affection. Treasure the beings who have led you up from infancy, — they who cannot do otherwise than love you, if they would. Your image ; your little childish sportive ways ; your innocent and engaging questions ; your art- less caresses ; your little sorrows and your joys ; all are imprinted on their memory, and entwined with the pleasing recollections of younger days. Depend upon their regard, for it is a part of themselves. Rely on the interest they take in your well-being, for they have not the power to look upon your prosperity or misfortunes with the eye of indifference. And on the other hand, with affection newly LEONORA. 229 formed, which has not had the prop of years to give it strength, be dehcate, be gentle, be at- tentive, be cautious ; or it will glide away from you, as the last rays from a setting sun. Be your new-found friend a companion of your own sex, a matron, a guide, or a husband, consider well, before you trifle with the regard which is be- ginning, like a young plant, to put forth. What- ever amiable side of character you displayed, when you excited esteem and respect, study to make your o^vn, that a corresponding feeling may ripen into strong attachment. The character will in time sit easy on you ; though, at first, you may find it difficult to put a restraint upon yourselves ; yet, never despair. All possible exertion is easy, when once we are resolved in the path of duty, and seek for strength where it is to be found. Leonora, according to her usual practice, when she was displeased with any one, sought the first opportunity to make known her complaints, to the first listener she could find. And in this in- delicate proceeding, she never spared the nearest and best of friends. Not even her father, when he was the person who had vexed her. Miss Beresford was leaving the breakfast-room, when the Viscountess went up stairs ; but Leonora Q 3 230 LEONORA. called out peevishly, "Fanny, where are you going to? one would think my company was very disagreeable ; for you have very seldom of late appeared to care about it" " Nay, my dear cousin, do not think so," an- swered Fanny, very kindly shutting the door, and returning to Miss Clive. " I have several times looked for you this last week, and wished to bring my work, and sit with you ; but you have been so engaged with Lady Royston, that I have been fearful of interrupting you." " Well, do sit down, Fanny," returned Leo- nora. " Pray, don't you think my aunt is in a fine humour this morning? Did you ever see any creature so cross as she was to Bell ? She has no right to interfere with us, and I will tell her so." " My dear cousin," said Fanny, looking much alarmed, " you surely will not say any thing ? — You " " Oh, never mind," interrupted Leonora ; " let me alone ; you shall see ; I know how to manage her : interfere she shall not with us. I will have a long conversation with my papa, and will tell him every thing. Rely upon it, he will soon let her know his mind." " But, Leonora, really, my dear," said Fanny, LEONORA. 231 persuasively, " now do not be angry, love, but just hear me. Really, cousin, I do not see that it is wrong in your aunt to make Bell do a little needle-work, when she can engage in nothing else to-day. Perhaps Lady Royston is a little hasty ; but she is indeed a kind-hearted soul, I am sure she is ; and it would be such a pity to offend your aunt, Leonora, when she is just begin- ning to love you dearly." " Beginning ! " retorted Leonora, " beginning to love me, Fanny ; what nonsense ! Why, she is my mother's own aunt, and loved her, next to her own children." " But, my dear girl," answered Fanny, mildly, " you are not the very person, though you are " " Though I am her daughter," cried Leonora, proudly; " and pray is not this the same thing?" Fanny, fearful of irritating, made no answer ; but as her cousin insisted upon one, she said, " Now, do not be offended, Leonora ; I do not, indeed, mean to vex you ; but are not children often and often very unlike their parents, in per- son, taste, and inclinations ? I am sure my mamma is extremely handsome, and was reckoned beautiful ; and I, for example, am but a very passable girl." Q 4 232 LEONORA. Leonora, at this observation, turned immedi- ately to the glass. " Now," said Fanny, " I have heard that you have a taller figure and darker hair than your mamma, who was a beautiful but small person.'* Miss Beresford smiled and stopped. " Well, go on with your remarks," replied Leonora, half angry, half pleased. " Well, my dear, although Lady Royston is your aunt, she never saw you but once in her life, for a few days, and she may now find you a very different girl to what she can recollect your mamma to have been ; and although you may be the best of nieces, she may yet not love you as dearly as she would if she had brought you up. So that, if her affection be not yet fixed for you, pray, my dear girl, do not trifle with it ; for a little thing offends, and a small matter is con- sidered a liberty, when mutual regard is not a mediator for both sides." " I'll tell you what, Fanny," answered Miss Clive, " you do so preach in the style of . I cannot think where besides you pick up your non- sensical reasoning from. Why, you are not older than I am, and yet you are always talking about caution, and venturesomeness, and carefulness, and consequences, and effects, and givmg offence, LEONORA. 233 and such matters, which are quite ridiculous, and make you look like an old, grave, grey-headed woman. An aunt is an aunt, and an uncle is an uncle, and a relation is a relation ; and as for af- fection, they must have it, of course ; and I may do what other nieces do, and I dare say I shall fare no worse than they. My aunt has five thousand a year, which she can leave as she likes; and afiront or not affront, she will not leave it from my sister and me ; and whether she should or not, I shall speak my mind, when I like, before her, be assured. But what are you going to say now?" " You call me," said Fanny, " a nonsensical reasoner, and, indeed, cousin, I may, perhaps, in many cases, deserve to be so styled; but for once let me say, though with the caution you disapprove, dear Leonora, that I do think there is some justice in my idea, though I may not ex- press it well. Let me just ask you one question ; but first promise me you will forgive me if it be an improper one." " Very well, I promise ; go on," said Leonora. " Then," replied Miss Beresford, " if one relation must love another, though both have spent their lives asunder, let me ask if you did not tenderly and ardently love Lady Royston before she came to Clive Park ? " 234 " LEONORA. " Oh," replied Leonora," slightly blushing, " that is another thing. I did not, in the least, recollect her features : had I met her in the street I should not have known her. That is quite another thing," continued she, hastily. Fanny modestly looked another way, and made no remark. " I tell you it is quite a different matter," said Leonora again, fretfully ; " however, I am tired of the subject, and so it may drop, for I will not hear any more upon it." The young ladies were, for several minutes, silent. At length, said Leonora, " Pray, Fanny, how did you like your partner last night." " Very much," replied Miss Beresford ; " he is a perfect gentleman, and a very accomplished man." " Yes, he was well enough," answered Leonora, " but pray what do you think of mine ? Sir Alfred? — I forget the other name, indeed I could not catch it the whole evening. My papa, I believe, knows him ; but, somehow, I did not like to ask him, he is so particular in some things. Wlien he spoke of him last night, he kept saying. Sir Alfred, and Sir Alfred, but never a word beyond. I think it was like Grimston, or Peel- stone, or some such name." LEONORA. 235 " I wish I could tell you," replied Fanny, " but I never heard the name at all. He seemed to be intimate with Colonel Greville, and several times spoke behind Lady Royston to him, and once to me, I believe, accidentally, when we were all, in a manner, talking on the same sub- ject." " Is he not a very elegant man?" asked Leonora, half smiling: "was he not the most handsome in the room ?" " I thought him a remarkably elegant and handsome man," replied Fanny ; " but," added she, smiling, " I cannot speak positively as to his appearing the most so iu the ball-room, for there were several very fine gentlemen there. However, this I can say, that I observed the young baronet paid a certain cousin of mine very great attention." " Why, what attention did you observe ? " said Leonora, half blushing and smiling, whilst she wound her rosy-tinged fingers through a playful ringlet over her eye-brow. " Ah, cousin," replied Fanny, " you know very well. He danced with no other lady the whole evening ; and when Mr. Thorpe led you out, I never saw a person look more disap- pouated." 236 LEONORA. " No, really, did he?" asked Leonora, quickly, and laughing. " Oh, that Thorpe is such a fool ! I was quite vexed with him : he talked such non- sense, and so loud, I was afraid he would get himself into a scrape." " Well, dear Leonora," said Fanny, " as you do not approve of Mr. Thorpe's manners, I will venture to declare that I really should be con- cerned to see you, my dear girl " Here Fanny paused ; for she perceived a cloud gathering on Leonora's brow, " Do, pray go on," said Leonora, impatiently. " Nay, cousin, you are hurt," observed Miss Beresford, affectionately putting her arm round Leonora's slender waist, and kissing her cheek; " but, oh, my dear girl, I like not that young man's manners ; do not let him, for a moment, suppose you could endure his attentions in pre- ference to those which any other, however less accomplished, gentleman might show you. His address is so familiar : any perfect stranger might suppose he had known you a great length of time. I was really sorry for you, cousin, when I heard him talking so loud." Miss Clive listened very quietly to her really kind friend and relation whilst she was speak- ing, but she was silent from no motive of respect. LEONORA. 237 Leonora's bosom was so narrowed by habitual mean passions, that she could not at all un- derstand the generosity and delicacy of her cousin's conduct ; for this young la(Jy, who was not so great a stranger to the forms of society as Leonora, perceived at once that Sir Alfred had been struck with his fair partner from the moment he saw her enter the room. Fanny also saw the marked attention he paid her, and the zeal with which he listened to all she ut- tered, which showed more interest than a mere ball-partner usually discovers ; and from the appearance and behaviour of this gentleman, she felt almost assured that he would not soon forget Leonora. " \Mio knows ? " thought Fanny : " his appearance is noble and graceful; his manners and conversation those of a man of education and fashion ; and should his principles stand every test of enquiry, may he not, at some future time, make my cousin a good and accomplished husband?" But this pert, talkative Mr. Thorpe, whom she felt assured her cousin could not admire, might disgust any gentleman whose views were serious ; and as she had observed the frown on Sir Alfred's brow when he had ad- dressed Leonora, so she resolved, without dis- covering her own generous motives, to give her 238 LEONORA. cousin a caution with regard to this young man. But, as we have observed, Leonora could not imagine the generosity in another which she could not feel in herself. She immediately turned over in her mind the different possible reasons for these remarks ; and she at last con- cluded that Fanny herself had some little admir- ation for Mr. Thorpe ; and in this she chose to feel confirmed by the modesty and hesitation of her cousin. " Pray, Fanny, why do you blush ?" said she, very abruptly. Miss Beresford's cheeks were, in a moment, carnation : yet she smiled, surprised at the question, the reason of which she never would have guessed ; for her unsuspi- cious bosom knew no artifice, and was a stranger to deceit. " Why, I blush ? " said she, smiling, " Dear Leonora, why — I did not know I was blushing ; but now, indeed, I can feel my cheek very warm." " Well, and pray why is it warm ?" asked Leonora, rather disdainfully. " Really, Leonora, you are in an odd humour," replied Fanny : " however, since you will have it, I believe, if I blushed, it must have been at my seeming to arrogate something to myself; but, indeed, it could only seem so, for it is not truth. I know I am but an inexperienced girl, and shall LEONORA. 239 be most happy to attend to any remark or caution you may think necessary to give me in return." Leonora gave no answer, but her eye, as it measured Miss Beresford calmly from head to foot, expressed a thousand varying feelings. What these were Fanny could not guess ; but she marked the slight curl of her Grecian lip, and it drew a round tear in either eye. The sweet girl brushed them off with the back of her hand ; the hall clock now struck one, the door bell rang, and visitors were announced. 240 LEONORA. CHAR XV. There is no such flatterer as a man's self; and there is no such remedy against flattery of a man's self as the liberty of a friend. Lord Bacon. These visitors were Miss Goldsmith, who called to bring Leonora a pattern of beautiful work, which she had requested to be copied from a new magazine, Miss Palmerstone, and Mr. Thorpe, whom the young ladies had overtaken. Lydia Goldsmith had almost forgotten the caprice of the night before, and held out her hand as usual to her young friend. Leonora, now in a better humour with her, for the very reason that she was out of humour with almost every one else in the house, tookLydia's hand, and affectionately kissed her. " I am mistaken, then," thought the kind- hearted Lydia, as she also affectionately returned the salute : " she is kind still." She immediately turned to her companion, and leading her for- ward> said, " This young lady, I beheve, you LEONORA. 24-1 know : she called upon me this morning, and I prevailed upon her to give me the pleasure of her company to Clive Park." Leonora courtesied to her new guest. " I had the pleasure to see the lady at your house," and she looked again, as the courtesy was returned ; for she recollected the deformed lady in the India shawl, who sat on a bench rather apart from all company but her own, and who fixed an eye of such attentive ob- servation upon her. But this eye had now abated much of its keenness, and only beamed with the animation which an introduction re- quires. Leonora felt, however, embarrassed from the recollection of the young lady's peculiarity ; and she also inwardly determined, that she neither could like her nor would care whether or not she disguised her feelings. Leonora was therefore cold and reserved, yet was she polite ; for she was too well-bred, and too young to be otherwise in her own house, and to a stranger. To Lydia her manner was open, affectionate, and cheerful. With Mr. Thorpe she appeared, if possible, even more gratified than she was in her gayest moments of the preceding evening ; whilst she from- time to time threw a glance at Fanny, to mark whether she did not appear to suffer VOL. I. R 242 LEONORA. under the pang of jealousy. But Fanny was tranquilly seated by Miss Palmerstone, whilst both young ladies were chattering over the ad- ventures and amusements of the ball. At length the party rose up to go, and the young ladies all walked through the hall together; but as it was a lovely morning, Miss Goldsmith said, " Do, my dear, allow us to go out at that door across the lawn ; your greenhouse looks so inviting, I must have a peep at its beauties." " The plants are just arranged," replied Leonora, " and they are in very good order : the gardener has taken every one from our windows. But stay one moment ; I will fetch a silk hand- kerchief and go with you." " Here is one," said Fanny, " and do, cousin, put this bonnet on ; I do not mind it, for I am more accustomed to the air than you are." " Oh, thank you," replied Miss Clive, as she tied on her cousin's bonnet and silk shawl, whilst Fanny walked by Miss Palmerstone with no covering but her muslin morning dress. " I declare the air is cool, though the sun shines so strong," observed Leonora, as she wrapped the shawl tight round her, and opened the green- house door. " Fanny, I really don't know what I should have done without this handkerchief. " LEOXORA. 24-3 " I am glad it is comfortable," said Fanny. " But/' enquired Miss Goldsmith, " are you not yourself cold, ]Miss Beresford ? Shall I run back, and ask for another handkerchief for you ? " " No, I thank you, I shall do very weD," an- swered Fanny, smiling gratefully ; " I do not in the least mind the air." " But you sneezed just now," rejoined Miss Palmerstone, who had been an attentive observer of the whole transaction. " It is not of the smallest consequence, I dare say ; no, thank you," answered Fanny, " I shall do very well," tapping Lydia's arm; "never mind me." During this little scene, ^Nlr. Thorpe had taken the opportunity to say some flattering things to Leonora, which she at first pretended not to understand, but he at length offered her a com- pliment so overstrained, as to raise a frown and a blush, as she turned back to take her friend Lydia's arm. In her confusion, she had twisted off a sprig of mjTtle in full blossom, and this she held in her hand, occasionally biting off a bud, or raising it to smell its fragrance. " There," said Lydia, as the opposite glass door was unlocked ; " there, you shall come with us no farther ; you will both take cold. Many thanks for your kind attention. Good morning R 2 244; LEONORA. to you, Miss Beresford ; " and she shook hands with Fanny ; and Miss Palmerstone having paid her respects, they walked away. Mr. Thorpe bowed and retreated, and ad- vanced and bowed. " I hope," stammered he, " Miss Clive is not offended." " I, sir ! " cried Leonora. " I do not under- stand ; I beg you " " Nay, madam," returned Thorpe, " anger still dwells on that lovely brow. I will die on this marble step, I will kneel for ever till I have your assurance of pardon." Saying this, the countenance of the young man appeared so ex- tremely ludicrous, and his whole attitude was so tragi-comical, that Leonora, although she was extremely provoked, could not forbear smiling. " I beg, sir, you will not make yourself so very ridiculous ; pray recollect yourself," added she, in some trepidation ; " my father is, I believe, looking for me," as she caught the Colonel's figure among the shrubs. " If you then do not bear me any ill will, give me, — let me supplicate for that flower you hold. That, and that alone, shall be my sign of peace." " Indeed, sir, you are — this is too absurd," said Leonora. But, however, she saw her father coming, and in haste she threw down the myrtle LEONORA. 245 to the ground, with a " There, Mr. Thorpe : I do beg I may never hear so much nonsense again." Thorpe sprang upon the flower, kissed, and thrust it into his bosom, bowed to Leonora and Fanny, who had stood at some Httle distance, and was out of sight in an instant. Leonora turned, half laughing, to her cousin. " What a fool the man is ! isn't he ? " " I do not imagine him to be very wise," said Fanny ; " but he appears to know very well what he is about." " Why, what is that?" asked Leonora, laughing. "It appears to me," answered Fanny, "that he wishes you to think he is much struck with you." " Oh, nonsense ! " said Leonora : " but what then?" " Indeed, cousin, I cannot tell, " answered Fanny : " but I wish " " You wish what.-*" asked Leonora, impatiently. " I wish you had not given him the myrtle." " Well ; I did not give it him, he took it," said Leonora. " Ah, cousin, but you let it fall from your hand. I am sorry, my dear Leonora, you ^d so," continued Fanny, earnestly. " And why are you so sorry? what a frightened, R 3 246 LEONORA. timid creature you are," said Leonora. " What does it signify? a bit of myrtle. I am sure," added she, whilst a blush mantled round her cheek, " I would not, on any account, have com- mitted an impropriety." " I am sure of it," replied Fanny, with gene- rous warmth : " nor can I say, that it is altogether, quite, an impropriety ; nor, indeed, can I say, that it will be of any consequence ; but Mrs. Hammond has told me several stories of young persons, who have been drawn into unpleasant consequences, from a very slight inadvertence in the beginning of an acquaintance ; and both she and my mamma have always been particular in their hints of the caution necessary, for every young lady, in every thing like an attachment. Men, they have said, can always pretend to admire, where they really do not; and *how much better is it to doubt too long, than to give credit to their professions too hastily?" " How can you mention the word attachment?" said Leonora : " do you think if Mr. Thorpe were dying in love for me, I would ever marry him ? " Fanny smiled. " I must own, cousin, I should think you would be thrown away upon him ; but at any rate, whether he be sincere or not, if you LEONORA. 247 do not wish him to think he may be listened to on such a theme, do let me advise you to be very careful. He is a forward, silly young man, and has so good an opinion of himself, that a very little matter may seem encouragement to him." " Well, it is done, and cannot be undone," said Leonora, peevishly. " I wish I had never gathered the flower ; however, I do not care. He never will dare to be so persevering again. But after all, he is a good-natured, foolish cox- comb, and I do think he means well." Saying this, the two girls entered the house, and met the Colonel, who patting both on the cheek, said, " Come, girls, I have a visitor in the library : a gentleman, who wishes to take a peep into the garden and grounds. I wish to show him the new greenhouse ; but I can neither find my key nor yours." " We are just come from there," said Leonora: " I let out my friends through the shrubbery." " WTiat friends ? " asked the Colonel. " Miss Goldsmith, and her friend, Miss Miss what, Fanny ? " "And who else?" asked Colonel CHve. « And Dr. Goldsmith's ward, Mr. Thorpe." " Thorpe, Thorpe ? " said the Colonel to him- 248 LEONORA. self: "Miss what? Fanny, was Lydia's friend named ? " " Miss Palmerstone," replied Fanny. " Palmerstone ?" cried Colonel Clive, stepping back to the library door, and throwing it open : " Here, Sir Alfred, your sister is just gone ; and it seems she has been beforehand with you, for she has seen the greenhouse. However, if you like the style of it sufficiently, my girls, here, will have pleasure in going again through it, whilst all the plans and drawings are at your service." This was precisely what Sir Alfred desired : to meet the ladies of the family, but more especially that one of whom he had dreamed the whole night, and whose image occupied his whole thoughts. He immediately, with a very graceful address, came forward ; and as the Colonel re- ceived the key from his daughter, he said, •" That young lady is my niece. Miss Beresford, of Beresford Castle, near Dublin ; and my daughter, I beUeve, you know. Will you, my dears, enter- tain Sir Alfred, till I can find my master-key to carry us through all the hot-houses? I think you will be tempted to admire my pine pits, although you are just returned from a warm climate," added the Colonel, returning hastily to LEONORA. 249 the library, and ringing the bell for a servant, to assist him in the search. What now was the surprize of Fanny, and the confusion of Leonora, on finding, that the un- assuming Miss Palmerstone was the sister of the elegant and accomplished young Baronet ! Leo- nora courtesied to the respectful salutation of Sir Alfred, whilst her deep blushes, and em- barrassed countenance, filled him with emotion and pleasing hopes. He spoke of the fineness of the morning ; the beauty of the opening spring ; and of the delight of rural occupation, to Miss Clive : and to Fanny, of her father, whom he had seen at a Portuguese nobleman's in Lisbon, where Sir Edward Beresford now resided. By degrees, the cheerful ease of his conversation lulled the perturbation of Leonora's soul, and she modestly took part in the replies. And Sir Alfred, as he gazed upon her features under a simple straw bonnet, thought she looked a thou- sand times more lovely than in her ball-dress of the night before. But the Colonel now ap- peared, followed by the head gardener ; and the ladies were retiring, when, as Sir Alfred lingered, and enquired whether they could not be pre- vailed upon to honour them with their company, the Colonel said, " You have your bonnet, come 250 LEONORA. with us, Leonora ; and Fanny, my dear, get something, whilst we wait. I have always an arm for you." " Thank you, sir," replied Fanny, as she stepped forward ; when suddenly recollecting her garden-bonnet and shawl were occupied by her cousin, she said, " Pray, uncle, do not wait ; I will follow you, if I can, but I will first run and see whether Mrs. Hammond wants me." " Well, my love, do as you like best," replied her uncle. " She is a dear little girl," continued he, turning to Sir Alfred, "and as sweet tempered as my sister. Do you Imow Lady Beresford ? " " I never had the honour of an introduction," answered Sir Alfred, " but I hear she is a very fine woman." " My little Fanny," replied Colonel Clive, " is not quite so beautiful ; " but is, nevertheless, a very pretty girl : however, she will be a wife in ten thousand, whenever she marries. It will be a sad day for us all, when she is summoned home again. She is my girl's favourite companion, and when I was laid up with a fit of the gout in the winter, these two dear, handy creatures were all my comfort and consolation." " I doubt it not," replied Sir Alfred, em- phatically; "and to be so attended, I fancy there LEONORA. 251 are few who would not compound for an attack of the gout now and then." " Aye, aye, all that is very well, Sir Alfred," replied the Colonel : " but let me tell you, the attendants are more agreeable without the pe- nalty." " What will you say, then," asked the Baronet, '• if you are obliged to separate them, and to keep the evil only ? " " No, no ; that will not do," interrupted Colonel Clive, laughing : " if I am obhged to bear with the one, I cannot submit to part with the other." " I apprehend, you will find it so difficult to retain what so many will dare to covet, that you will, at last, be persuaded," replied Sir Alfred, as he glanced at Leonora, and figured to himself this lovely girl bending over her father, like the engaging figure in the frontispiece of the Spectator. During this conversation, Leonora had been silent. But the ingenuous tinge of her cheek showed that she understood, at least, its import, and that she was not insensible to the flattering homage, which was indirectly by word, and openly by the most respectful and delicate atten- tion, paid her. Leonora was a novice in love ; 252 LEONORA. but a certain conviction rose in her mind, that she had made some impression upon the young man at her side. His look, his voice, his words, his animation, nay, his very pauses when she at- tempted to speak, all seemed to whisper a some- thing more than ordinary prepossession. And perhaps this suspicion, which is compatible with the highest female delicacy, threw over her an- other charm, in an increased diffidence and gentleness of demeanour. Sir Alfred beheld her with delight ; and at the expiration of an hour, which it took the little party to walk through all the hot-houses, during part of which he had pre- tended to hsten to the old gardener's list of rare plants, he shook the Colonel's hand, and bid good-morrow to his daughter, absolutely deter- mined to lay the state of his heart before his sister, and to retract the promise he had given. END OF THE FIRST VOLUME. London : A. & R. Si New.Street-Square. Printed by A. & R. Spottiswoode, ^ w^'^'^'^mamsM 3 0112 037860613 '■%: *