^ 8 y-r y-. /rr /i/:/:j - /cnv/ ////// /. v f // A y LI E. HAFIY OF THL UNIVLR.5ITY or ILLINOIS Op3n / NEW TALES BVr MRS. OPIE. Digitized by the Internet Archive in 20.10 with funding from University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign ». http://www.archive.org/details/newtalesinfourvo01opie NEW TALES. BY MRS. OPIE. IN FOUR VOLUMES. Men pleas'd theirselves, think others \n\\ delight In such like circumstance, with such like sport- Their copious stories oftentimes begun End without audience, and are never done. Shakspeare. VOL. I. iLontion -. PRINTED FOFl LONGMAN, HURST, REES, ORME, AND BROWN, PATERNOSTER-ROW. 1818. Printed hy R. and A. Taylor, Shoe Lane, NEW TALES. MRS. ARLINGTON: OR, ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. lo whom does that house belong?" ^ said Mrs. Derville to a countryman pass- ^ ing by, as she was returning from Lon- I don to her home in a distant county, ac- £companied by her daughter Jane a girl £ of eighteen, Mary Ann a child eight years I old, and Lionel Derville her son, a youth gjust turned of twenty. I*' " That house belongs to one Madam Arlington," replied the man, -and all -pthat land as far as you can see, and those ? VOL. I. B ^ MRS. ARLINGTON; OK, woods yonder going down almost to the sea shore." "Wliat a heautiful place!" exclaimed Jane. " And it seems more beautiful the nearer we approach to it," observed her mother. *'Look, mamma! look!" cried httle Mary Ann, '' what a fine garden there is under those windows ! I smell the flowers even here." " How I should like to live there!" ob- served Lionel. ** What an enviable woman Mrs. Ar- lington must be!" returned his mother with a sigh. '' Enviable indeed !" echoed her chil- dren as the road wound round this earthly paradise, and at every fresh view seemed to exhibit new beauties. It was indeed a lovely spot. The house, large even to magnificence, stood on a terrace midway . up a very lofty and richly wooded hill. ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS.- 5 behind which, from a hill opposite, the ocean was seen at no great distance, and it formed the grand and interesting view from the back part of the mansion. The front, on the contrary, looked upoa a soft and peaceful scene. At the bot- tom of the terrace a clear and gentle river flowed through a verdant lawn, which was skirted by a rich shrubbery ; along eithtir side of the house a gay and fragrant parr terre attracted the eye by its brilliancy, and gratified the senses by its sweets, while hothouses, greenhouses, and other buildings constructed so as to ornament the grounds by their architectural beauty, spoke at once the taste and the opulence of the lady of the mansion. " \V]:iat happiness it must be to live there!" ever and anon broke from the lips of the travellers. "It must, indeed! and I really envy Mrs. Arlington," said the thoughtful Mi's. Derville as she gave a last look to b2 4 MR'i. AilLINGTON; OK, the splendid domain; and sunk into si- lence. The abode of Mrs. Arlington was in- deed in size and grandeur a contrast to that of Mrs. Derville; but in beauty of situation and in real comfort the rectory over which Mrs. Derville presided could bear comparison with any abode whatever, and till hitherto she had always thought so herself. What had so changed her ideas on thesubject ? A legacy, a journey to Lon- don and a six- weeks residence there. At the age of sixteen Mrs. Derville was an admired beauty hi the country circle in which she moved ; and her charms both of person and mind, combined with the respectability of her birth and the excel- lence of her fortune, made an union with her as desirable in point of prudence and ambition as in taste. Amongst many lovers she had two who were a complete contrast to each other in worldly pre- tensions; for one was infinitely her su- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. .> perior in fortune, and the other as much beneath her. The one had a mansion ^nd estates equal to those of Mrs. Ar- lington; to the other might be applied the words of the old ballad, *' Wisdom and worth were all he liafl ; " and Anna Pointz could have added;, " And they were all to me :" for, consulting nothing but her heart, slie gave herself and her wealth to JMr. Der- ville, who had just entered the church; and when he was old enough to take priest's orders she presented him to a living which Vv^as part of her fortune. And every day convinced Mrs. Der- ville of the wisdom of her choice, since every day discovered some new virtue in Derville, whenever he appeared in any new situation. To the fond husband succeeded the affectionate father, and the exemplary teacher to others of those holv precepts t> MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, by which his own hfe was fashioned; and three lovely children had cemented still more the tie of conjugal affection, when a noble relation, who had been too proud to notice Mrs. Derville during her life- time, left her at her death a considerable legacy in money, together with a share cf her clothes, furniture, &c., of which share she was to be allowed her choice. It was therefore requisite for Mrs. Der- ville to go to London ; and it ut.s with an aching heart that Derville assured her he could not accompany her, because he could get no one to perform his parish duties for him during an absence, probably, of many weeks. He had another reason for giving up all idea of leaving home, which he ten- derly and wisely concealed from his w ife ; not only in order to spare her certain and unnecessary anxiety, but to secure her own and her children's safety. A low and in- fectious fever had just broken out in the ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 7 village, and Derville knew that if his af- fectionate wife was aware of the circum- stance she would either insist on staying to share his duties and his dangers, or she would have gone to London and remained there in a state of constant alarm concern- ing him and the children whom she had left behind. The necessity of a journey to London therefore was rendered doubly fortunate in Mr. Derville's eyes by this alarming malady ; as, by prevailing on his wife to take all her family with her, he should place them all beyond the reach of infection. He consequently took every possible precaution to keep the knowledge of the fever from his wife ; and as it had only as yet shown itself at the extremity of the pa- rish, he succeeded in his attempt ; and he contrived to prevent her and the children from paying their accuatomed visits to the Cottages of the poor^ on pretence that all their time would be v/anted to prepare fojr 8 MR;S. ARLINGTON; OR, their journey, which ought, he said, ob ^n'ery account to be undertaken immedi- ately. It was not, however, without sensa- tions of fond agony, which hefound it very difficult to conceal, that Derviiie beheld them thus^preparing for a separation which might, he knew, be eternal in this world; and when, after such struggles and such tears as were likely to attend their first parting, Derviiie saw the carriage drive off which conveyed from his sight those he tenderly loved, he experienced pangs which nothing but the conviction that lie was doing his duty could have en- abled him to endure; for he Vvas con- scious that in his necessary attendance on ;the sick he might imbibe tlie contagion and sink under its power, *'And then," said he, clasping his hands in agony, '' I shall never see those dear ones again I" But there is no trial which a firm re- liance on the only support that cannot be ^aken away will not teach any one to bear ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. and even to triumph over. '' And my wife, my children will he spared, and saved by this journey," he exclaimed ; "there is comfort in thai assurance:" though ever and anon he could not but recollect that on this journey, which he had so eagerly welcom.ed, dangers miglit attend, though of a dr^crent nature^ as great as those from which he had success- fully endeavoured to guard them. The travellers reached the metropoli*^ in safety on the third day at noon ; and as they had never left home before, ex- cept to go to a watering-place in tlie neighbourhood, the eternal bustle and crowding in the streets of London, which they entered at the city end, had their usual effect on being entered the first time: and while Mrs. Derville, her son, and elder daughter, beheld every thing in a sort of silent wonder, the little girl of eight years old was in one constant ex- b5 10 MRS. ARLINGTON; OK, clamation of childish delight. A lodging had been procured for them by the soli- citor, who was the executor of Lady Ann Pointz, the lady by whose will Mrs. Der- ville was so much benefited ; and it was taken in the neighbourhood of Caven- dish-square, near his own house, as, though his office was in the city, he re- sided in Edward-street. Nothing material occurred on the first or second day of their arrival, as Mrs. Derville was not quite well after her jour- ney, and had nothing so much at heart as to write an account of her feelings and those of her children, on the road and on beholding London, to the beloved being whom she had left. And though she felt that she did not come to the metropolis to think only of her husband and to write to him, still while finding herself wholly amongst strangers, and alone in a crowd, a feeling forlorn as well as fond impelled ALL rs ISOT GOLD THAT GLI'TTERS. 1 1 her to turn towards the home which she bad quitted, and to seek comfort by re- calling it and its master perpetually to her view. Happy was it for her peace that she did not even suspect the danger to which that beloved being was exposed. She was not to go to the house of death and see the treasures which awaited her there, till Lady Lucy Donellan — who like herself was se- cond-cousin to the deceased, and was to have the half of the clothes and furni- ture which she left — should be able to accompany her, and she was then con- fined to her house with a cold. Li the mean while Mrs. Derville expected to be able to furnish herself and children with proper mourning before she saw that lady^ But Lady Lucy Donellan was so eager to see the things destined for her possession, and also by calling on her co-partner in the legacy to discover whether she could not take advantage of her simplicity, that 12 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, early on the third clay after their arrival, and at the risk of her health, Lady Lucy drove up to Mrs. Derville's door. Lady Lucy had not, at that moment, resolved what line of conduct to pursue : she knew not yet whether she should awe the country parson's wife, as she called her, hy the repelling dignity of superior rank, and thereby make her compliant to her wishes ; or charm her into a desire to oblige lier noble associate, by excessive and con- descending graciousness. She concluded that neither Mrs. Derville nor her grown- up son and daughter were presentable at her house : still she thought it would be best to invite them to dinner, but ask only some dependents to meet them, to whom she should not be ashamed of showing at her table a gawky awkward milk-maidish, ill-dressed woman, and her still more gawky and ill-favoured offspring. Nor was this important point decided in her mind, when she got out of the ALL LS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 13 carriage. Mrs. Derville, who sat in a back room, did not hear the carriage stop; and as the street door stood quite open^ she did not discover that the foot- man's loud knock was at her house ; nor indeed could she well attend to any noise at that moment^ as she was singing an Ita- lian canon with Lionel and Jane, which had been taught them by a lady whom they had first met at a watering-place, and who had since been a frequent guest at their house. This lady, finding they had each of them line voices and good ears, had taken the trouble to impart to them much of her own knowledge of singing, and had taught them the rare accomplish- ment of singing correctly in parts. Therefore, as Lady Lucy set her foot on the first step of the stairs it w^as arrested by amazement, for she had heard too much good music not to know that what she now heard was sweet and in tune ; and she began to think she had mistaken 14 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, the door: but the footman, whom Mrs. Derville had hn*ed for the time they staid in town, assured her it was his ladies and the young gentleman who w^ere singing ; and with a respect for the country par- son's family, which she never expected to feel, she entered the room. Mrs. Derville had too much simplicity of character, if not dignity of mind, to be embarrassed by a visit from a woman of quality. She had never felt sufficient respect for mere titles, to be flattered and fluttered into awkwardness on receiving an unexpected call from a noble guest ; and to Lady Lucy's increased amazement, Mrs. Derville and her daughter both met her w4th as much ease, though with a heightened bloom, as if she had been only their equal. But her amazement did not end there ; for if her ear had been charmed with their voices, her eye was equally so with their personal graces ; and even before the first compliments were ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 15 over, and Lady Lucy was quietly seated in her chair, she had convinced herself that her new friends were not gnly j»?t- sentahle at her parties, but a desirable acqimition to them ; and as it was then July, when something new was particu- larly pn^cious, as the early wonders of the season were ceasing to be wonderful and to attract, Lady Lucy resolved that Mrs. Derville (a beautiful country lady, the near relation and legatee of Lady Ann Pointz, with her lovely and accomplished daughter and her handsome son, who all sung like angels) should be the theme of her praises for the next week, and that at the end of it she would make a party on purpose for them, and to intro- duce them into the fine world. For a time, indeed, the interests of her party banished the recollection of the interests of her avarice ; but the latter passion soon returned, and she had now at length determined to promote them 16 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, by the arts of insinuation, not the power of superiority : indeed, she soon saw that the '^ country parsoiis wife " was not a woman to be awed into any thing. Ac- cordingly, she used every art of flattery to please, and succeeded. Glee suc- ceeded to glee, duet to duet ; and that accomplishment which had before been valued chiefly as it charmed a husband's and father's ear, became, from Lady Lucy's praises, only too precious to them as a passport, according to her,^ into circles which they never expected to enter. The personal beauty of the group was not forgotten : and though she could not exclaim openly concerning the love- liness of the elder part of the family, — though Mrs. Derville, at thirty-seven, looked like her daughter's elder sister, and Jane Derville was very like her still beau- tiful mother, — Lady Lucy could venture to go into raptures concerning the beauty of the little girl, and then declare she ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 17 was the very image of her mother and her sister ; *' And indeed, so is your son^ Mrs. Dervilie, except that his eyes are dark, and his complexion ruddier, and liis look and person manly''' Here was language for the ears of unsophisticated beings, who, though they knew that they possessed personal beauty, had not learnt to value themselves upon it : — but sweet is the language of flattery ; and as they were sincere themselves, they believed in Lady Lucy's sincerity, and thought her praise disinterested. Sincere it certainly was ; and as Lady Lucy knew the effect of new faces and pretty faces in the London world, she anticipated so much ccldt to her next ^^^oX petit souper from the introduction of these novelties, that her spirits becciine quite elevated ; and she was so entertaining, that v/hen she left them, the Dervilies were dehghted to think they should see her again the next day. The next day she did come, 18 and took Mrs. Derville to a fashionable milliner to bespeak her mourning, and directed the young Derville to a fashion- able tailor ; and then they proceeded with the executor to look over the ward- robe and furniture of the deceased. I shall only add, that Lady Lucy obtained all she wanted ; and, in return, she took the Dervilles to her box at the Opera, procured them a private box at both houses two other evenings in the week; — in short, they thought her the kindest of human beings. And while Der\dlle was, at the risk of his life, kneeling and praying beside the bed of death, and furnishing from his own stores the wine and medicines necessary for the indigent, the diseased and the dying, his lovely wife's letters told of operas, concerts and plays ; of praises from lords, of invitations from ladies, and of singing with her children before noble judges and rival amateurs. Nor could he sometimes help ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 19 saying to himself — '* Have I not in my blind wisdom exposed these dear-ones ta greater danger than awaited them here! — that moral contagion which is full of the worst death." But then he recollected that principles and good and pious ha- bits are not lost in a moment ; and he also remembered that they were only to stay a month in London. The end of that month was however arrived; and Mrs. Derville, to please herself as well as Jane and Lionel, was just going to request leave to stay a week longer in the metropolis, when Derville wrote to desire that they would prolong their stay to five weeks^ — a request with which they were very glad to comply, though Mrs. Derville experienced a feel- ing somewhat approaching to mortifica- tion, at her husband being desirous, un- urged by her, to lengthen the term of their separation. Little did she knpw that this desire v/as only a new proof of 20 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, his affection, as be was fearful that the infection which he had providentially escaped, might not be sufficiently over- come to make their return as yet a mat- ter of safety to themselves. However, the mortification was but for a moment, and the permission was a source of last- ing satisfaction, as the week was to be passed in a round of pleasant engage- ments. It proved also as delightful in reality as it had been in expectation ; and there was only one of the family who pined for the country, and did not think London the most delightful place in the world. That person was little Anna, who went to bed Vv-lien the others went to parties, and vv'ho thought the garden in Cavendish- square a bad place to walk in compared to Hiat at her own dear liome ; and had it not been for the plea- sure which tlie fine shops atibrded her, and the sight of the carriages and the crowd, the poor child would have been ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 21 miserable during a residence which gave the rest of her family considerable enjoy, nient. The last two days of their permitted stay at length arrived, and found them as unwilling to go as ever; and maternal ambition and maternal fondness, added to the personal pleasure which Mrs. Derville herself felt at seeing herself fol- lowed and admired In the new world of fashion, made her resolve to desire leave to stay another week. The truth was, that a nobleman of very pleasing manners and exterior had paid Jane the most marked attention ; and his admiration of her was so evident, that, as she found her daughter was strongly prejudiced in his favour, she had Httle doubt but that he meant to make hec an offer of his hand; and that her beauty and her voice would, in the usual phrase, make her fortune, as they had done those of other young women who were neither ^2 MRS. ARLINGTON ; 0-51, SO well born nor so highly connected as she was. It is certain that Jane expected the same thing; and the image of a young curate in the vicinity of Lovelands, who had her father s leave to gain her affec- tions if he could, gradually became fainter and fainter ; and the love which had made some progress in her heart before the London journey, was>ow every day re- ceiving another and another check from the power of ambition. She therefore was very eager to remain longer in Lon- don ; and her brother was equally so, from the pride and the pleasure which he de- rived from the great attention paid him by a Sir Mordaunt Williams, a young baronet, who, though they knew it not, was well known on the turf, and remark- able for his profligacy. Urged therefore by their wishes and her own, IMrs. Der- ville, though not without some feeling of iremorseful tenderness and reluctance, ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 23 promised her children to write to their father, and beg to stay to the beginning of the second week in August. The letter was written, but not sent, when the carriage drove up that was to convey them to an assembly at the house of Lady Lucy Donellan, — and thither they went. As usual. Lord N. (the nobleman men- tioned above) stationed himself at the side of Jane ; and as he was a man of consi- derable talents, and of much weight in the circles of high life as well as in the senate, Lady Lucy was flattered to have him at her parties, and was pleased to fdid the rural beauty had power to attract him constantly to her house. Young Derville too, as usual, found his new friend in the gay group, who, hang- ing on his arm, led the flattered youth up and down the suite of rooms. It was the first time the Dervilles had seen Lady Lucy's elegant rooms thrown 24 MRS. ARLI^GTON ; OK, le open en suite; and the beauty of tl apartments, the brilliancy of the lights, and the splendour of the dresses, made this evening, in its commencement, the most gratifying of the sort which she had ever yet passed in London. Mrs. Derville herself might have had her constant cecisbeo if she had been will- ing to sacrifice principle to vanity ; as she was not only the object of admiration to men whom she had never seen before, but the lover whom in early life she had reject- ed for the sake of love and Derville, was fre- quently in her society, and took eveiT opportunity of convincing her that in Mrs. Derville he had not forgotten the beautiful Anne Pointz; and as he was now elevated to the dignity of the peer- age, his attentions might naturally be supposed by himself to be flattering to her pride, however repugnant it was to her principles to receive them. But not even gratitude for his pre- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 25 tended persevering attachment, nor the whispers of vanity, had power to gain him more than a smile of civility from the object of his early love. Still there were times when she wished that her lot had been cast in higher scenes than those in which she moved at home, and she would have hailed with joy her husband's eleva- tion in the church. One must forgive her this weakness for the sake of her well-principled rejection of her noble lover's renewal of attention, especially as that attention was so respectful, that a woman less rigidly correct might have thought herself justified in receiving it, as she might have said to herself *' It can mean no harm." But to return to this evening at Lady Lucy's. Mrs. Derville was standing near her daughter, when the ever-attentive Lord N. proposed to her and another young lady to go down into the refresh- ment-room; and they had nearly reached VOL. I. c 26 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, the door before Mrs. Derville was aware of their departure. She, however, felt it her duty as a mother to follow them, but the crowd at the door was so great that she was detained some minutes ; and in the mean while her parental vanity was gratified, by seeing her truly handsome son leaning on the arm of one of the most admired young men in high life. But though Lady Lucy had declared that he was reckoned the handsomest young man of the day, Mrs. Derville could not be blind to the superiority of Lionel in personal beauty, though he v*^as his in- ferior in elegance and air, as the bloom of youth unimpaired by excess was an Lionel's cheek, and the open expression of a heart unconscious of evil beamed on his manly countenance. At this moment an elderly man near her said to the gentleman next him, " Who is that new victim whom SirlMor- daunt has seized upon ?'' ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 27 "Victim ! What do you mean, Sir Tho- mas r '^ I mean that it is destruction to any young man to be taken notice of and flattered by Sir Mordaunt; for he will inevitably teach him his own vices, and lead him certainly to the gaming-table." ** I fear you are right," was the an- swer. '^ I know I am. But do tell me the name of that poor youth ? He looks so good, so innocent, at present, that I wish he did not seem so pleased with his com- panion." '[ He is indeed quite a novice," said the other, "• and the son of a lady just come up from the country, who is intro- duced by Lady Lucy Donellan." " Poor woman!" cried the good-na- tured observer. " Is there no one kind enough to put her on her guard, and tell her to prevent any further inti- macy between her son and that dan- c 2 28 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, gerous young man ? From Lady Lucy I knoiv such disinterested kindness is not to be expected." Though this fortunate conversation had passed in a low voice, Mrs. Derville had heard it all^ and with feehngs not difficult to be imagined : but the last sentence nearly overpou'ered her ; and she could scarcely help turning round and saying, urged by an impulse of grateful emotion, " The poor woman is put on her guard now, and God bless you, sir ! " But she had power to restrain herself from speaking, though not from turning round ; and as she looked on the w^arning speaker with a glistening eye and a glowing cheek, and with an expression of gratitude which could not be mistaken, he suspected who she was, and on inquiiy found that he was right. At first he felt glad at hav- ing been unintentionally the means of enabling a parent to save her child from destruction : but he was a man of the ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 29 world ; and being afraid, by Mrs. Derville*s manner, that she had a great mind to in- troduce herself to him and make some in- quiries concerning Sir Mordaunt, which he might get into a difficulty by answering^ he took care to remove from her sight as fast as possible; especially as a friend of his had just addressed him, in Mrs. Der- ville's hearing, by the name of Sir Tho- mas Waring. It was time then for him to disappear, as Mrs. Derville already knew more than he liked, in knowing that her authority for telling her son — as he concluded she would do — that his elegant friend was a dangerous and unprincipled man, was Sir Thomas Waring. ** And really," thought he, " it would be very silly in me to embroil myself with Sir Mordaunt and his family for the sake of persons of whom I know nothing ; and after all it is no business of miner So felt, so reasoned the man of the world; and he was seen no more that evening. 30 MRS. ARLINGTOX ; OR, In the mean while Mrs. Derviile, urged on by the crowd, reached the refreshment- room on the ground-floor, and saw Jane listening delightedly to the conversation of the agreeable Lord N. But being satisfied by having her daughter in her sight, she did not force herself through the crowd to join her, as she saw a vacant place at the table of refreshments; and having asked for a glass of ice, she consi- dered while eating it, what would be the best manner of withdrawing her son from the intimacy to which, she doubted not, a stop must be immediately put. While her thoughts were thus employed, her back was turned to two ladies, who like herself were eating ice; and she heard one of them say to the other, "There, don't you see.^ there is Lord N. as usual flirting away with that pretty girl." *' Yes, he is always with her now — who is she .^" " She is the daughter of a Mrs. Der- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 31 ville, a relation and legatee of Lady Anne Pointz; but I do not see her in the room to -night." "That is strange! It is very impro- per indeed in her to let her daughter go about thus without her." '' Oh ! but she is an ignorant country lady, and cannot be supposed to think that any, harm can come from the inti- macy of a girl in her teens with a married man of fifty. But you and I, who know Lord N., also know that we could not trust the affections of a daughter of ours with a more dangerous man." Never was surprise greater than that of Mrs. Derville. Lord N. a married man ! It could not be! And the ladies having called for more ice, she still lingered near them in hopes th^y would continue their conver- sation; and they resumed it thus: ''Look, look! how the poor girl blushes, and how pleased she seems! Well, lam glad it is not my daughter, that's all ! Really, if 32 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, Lord N. were a single man, I should think he was absolutely caught now; but mar- ried he is, and will remain so, I can tell him ; for I saw Lady N. yesterday, looking as well and as young as when they parted twenty years ago." '* Do not tell him so," replied the other, ** if you mean to be in favour with him, and wish him to come to your next party." And then without seeing Mrs. Derville they left the room. Wonder, resentment, and disappointment now triumphed alter- nately in the mind of Mrs. Derville: but resentment was at length the predominant feeling; for, as Lord N. was married, what could his attentions to her daughter mean ? — and how unkind, to say the least, was it in Lady Lucy Donellan, she thought, not to tell her that Lord N. was a married man ! " Yet I must own," said she mentally, **Lady Lucy was not likely to suppose I could be so — so foolish as to expect a peer would marry my daughter !" ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 33 Thus humbled, offended, mortified^ and self-condemned, she paused a moment longer at the table to recover herself; and then making her way 'up to her daugh- ter, she put her arm in hers, and begged a gentleman whom she knew to call up her carriage. He did so, and Lord N. was reluctantly forced to follow with Jane. When she was in the carriage, Mrs. Der- ville told the gentleman who had called it up, that she could not go away without her son, and she begged him to go in search of him. He having met him in the hall, and brought him, much against his will, to the safe protection of his mother, they drove off; while with a heart at once agi- tated yet relieved, oppressed yet grateful, Mrs. Derville sat in perturbed silence by her equally silent children. Her night was nearly a sleepless one; but it was also one of wide decision, for she resolved to leave London the day after the next, especially as Lionel that night had asked her permis- c 5 34 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, sion to go with Sir Mordaunt to some fa- shionable races, and to stay with him a night or tw© at his hunting-box in the neighbourhood ; to which request she had given a decided negative, which her son had received with evident displeasure. Mrs. Derville rose early, and imme- diately sent a note to Mr. Farrell her so- licitor, to beg to see him in his way to the City that morning; and he came be- fore Jane and Lionel were down. Mrs. Derville immediately asked him wTiether he knew any thing of Sir Mordaunt Wil- liams : and he gave her such an account of him as fully justified Sir Thomas Wa- ring's fears for her son, and determined her to lose no time in removing him from so pernicious an associate. She did not think it necessary to ask any questions relative to Lord N. ; the fact spoke for itself: — Lord N. was a mar- ried man, and yet he had paid her daugh- ter as marked attentions as if he had been AtL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 35 at liberty to pay his serious addresses to her ! - When Jane and Lionel made their ap- pearance the latter looked grave, and as if he had a request to urge but had not sufficient courage. Mrs. Derville guessed that it was a renewal of the petition to accompany Sir Mordaunt ; and she re- solved to put a stop to his hopes by telling him she had burnt the letter to his father which she had written to ask leave to stay longer, and that she was positively deter- mined to leave London the next day, "O, I am so glad, mamma ! " exclaimed little Mary Ann, "so glad! Then I shall see dear papa again ! and Nelly, and my rabbits ! " But Mary Ann was the only glad per- son present; — her brother and sister were distressed for themselves, and her mother for them. She feared that her daughter's affections were a little entangled by Lord N's assiduities, from her evident emotion; 36 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, and she also feared that Sir Mordaunt had already inspired her son with a taste for fashionable life^ which might unfit him for his studies at college. But it was necessary for their good that she should let them know all she had learnt, and from the best authority, rela- tive to the attentive admirer of the one and the flattering friend of the other. And while her maternal heart bled at the idea of the pain which she was going to inflict on those she loved, she could not help re- proaching herself for having sufi'ered her maternal ambition to urge her to tolerate an intimacy between her daughter and any man of whom she knew nothing but his agreeable manners and high rank. But though she did not presume to blame Lady Lucy for not having told her that Lord N. was married, as that lady could not have foreseen how far her vanity as a mo- ther would carry her ill-founded hopes ; ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 37 she did blame her for not having told her that Sir Mordaunt was a dangerous com- panion for her son. *' Yes, my sweet child," said Mrs. Der- ville after a pause, in answer to Mary- Ann's exclamation ; ^' yes, we shall see dear papa very soon now; and I fear, Mary Ann^ that you are the only one of us that can look at him without some self-re- proach, for you are the only one that has always been willing and anxious to return to him. I have been a truant to him, but I am so no longer ; for I am sick of the depravity and the hollowness of the chil- dren of this fashionable world, and I long to be restored to my own innocent home and your dear father." " Sick of London ! sick of this de- lightful place!" exclaimed both Lionel and Jane at once: "O dear mother! how can you talk so ? — And when do you mean to go.?" ** To-morrow." 38 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, ^^ Tomorrow! Oh, no! i\oi to-niom^oiv , Pray, dear mother, do stay till next week." ** Impossible." "What will Lady Lucy say.^" said Jane. ' * And what will Lord N . say, Jane ?'' said Lionel, looking at his sister with a mean- ing smile. '' And what will your new friend Sir Mordaunt say, whom you make such a fuss about .^" replied Jane, blushing as she spoke. '^ Mary Ann, my dear," said Mrs. Der- ville, ^^go into the next room, shut your- self in, and try to compose a pretty let- ter to dear papa to tell him we are com- ing, and how glad you are ! " And Mary Ann, delighted at the commission, gladly obeyed, leaving her mother at liberty to make a communication which might have effects that she did not wish her to wit- ness. " What Sir Mordaunt may say, and ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 39 what Lord N. and even Lady Lucy may say, is of no importance to us. The sooner you break off acquaintance with Sir Mordaunt the better for you, dear Lionel. And when I reflect on the marked attention Lord N. pays you, Jane, I am convinced that it is time you should se- parate." Both the brother and sister faltered out ^' What do you mean, dear mother .^" and in such evident consternation that Mrs. Derville's voice faltered as she replied, and told Lionel all she had heard, and hoiv she had heard it, of \\\'^ friend ^\\: Mordaunt. The young man listened, and fain would have disbelieved what he heard ; but his memory furnished him with so many in- stances of lax morality in the conversa- tion of his seducing companion, and of his love for play, that he was induced to own at last that the acquaintance so flat- tering to his vanity might have been fatal to his peace; and silently, but not very 40 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, unwillingly, he promised to prepare for their departure to-morrow. **But why," said he at length, seeing that Jane looked disturbed at what her mother had said of Lord N., '^ why do you disapprove Lord N's attentions to Jane, and take her away before she has completed her conquest, and the peer is her own ?" " Nonsense ! " cried Jane pleased, though pouting as she said it. *' Nonsense indeed,'' replied Mrs: Der- ville, ** as Lord N. is already a married man, though he is separated from his wife." " A married man ! " cried the indignant Lionel, starting from his seat, while Jane looked pale and motionless as a statue, *^a married man! and pay such attention to my sister ? Then he is a villain ! — But it caiit be, you must be misinformed. " " Impossible. My informant was a lady ^ho saw Lady N. yesterday morning." ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 41 — She then related word for word what she had overheard in the refreshment- room. " Oh ! what shall I do .'^"exclaimed Jane in great emotion ; " Lord N. is coming hither this morning. I can t see him, in- deed I cannot — A married man, and be so very particular in his attention to me ! " Here a burst of tears relieved her agitated spirits, which the soothing kindness of her mother and her brother soon quieted again ; though Lionel^ however, nearly overset her again, by declaring that if he saw Lord N.he must affront him. But as his mother insisted that he should leave the room as soon as ever he heard him announced, to avoid aught of unplea- sant explanation, Jane became composed again: and at length Mrs. Derville suc- ceeded in convincing her that she ought to see Lord N., and show him by the re- serve of her manner, that if he flattered himself that his attentions had made an 42 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, impression on her heart, his vanity had deceived him ; but that, having consider- ed him as a single man, she had not scrupled to admit of attentions which she should now think it unprincipled in her to receive. ''I conclude, my child," she added, *' that whatever impression his agreeable manners have made on you, that impres- sion must have been instantly effaced by the conviction of his unworthiness ; — and a married man who tries to win the af- fections of an innocent girl, must be a being wholly devoid of principle." "True, very true, — still I had thought, I had hoped " ** Yes,"cried Lionel, "the idea of deck- ing that beauteous brow with a coronet made thee forget much thou should'st have remembered, Jane. Naughty girl ! to forget that if you v/ore a coronet, poor Eustace would wear the willow ; aye, and that the willow perhaps would have waved over his early grave." ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 43 ** Nonsense!" again exclaimed Jane, but in a different tone to that in which she spoke before ; for the remembrance of true and virtuous love was sweet to her heart, even though it awakened a feeling of self-reproach, when she recollected how weakly that heart had beaten at hearing flatteries and professions which now she must learn to consider as the breathings of degrading admiration. Mrs. Derville had yet another piece of information to give — and that was the age of Lord N. And when her astonished auditors heard it, Lionel was so amused at the idea of his sister, a girl of eighteen, being doom- ed to pine in hopeless love for a youth up- wards of fifty, that Jane could not help joining in the laugh ; and she declared that were Lord N. to be able to offer her his hand she should positively reject it. Thus far all was well. And the mo- ther's heart being lightened of its princi- pal cares by the way in which her chil- 44 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, dren had received what she had been forced to impart to them, she proceeded with cheerful alacrity to prepare every thing for her journey. During the course of the morning Lord N. came, and Mrs. Derville was gratified to see with what propriety of feeling and manner Jane received him. Lord N. immediately saw that some- thing had effected a change in the feel- ings both of the mother and the daugh- ter towards him, — and he suspected the truth, as he had soon discovered that they were strangers to his real situation, which even those who knew of it frequently for- got, and he also saw that his attentions had awakened ambitious hopes in the hearts of both : he therefore thought him- self justified in trifling with the presump- tuous hopes of these handsome nobodies, and he knew Lady Lucy Donellan's self- ishness too well to fear that she would dis- cover what he wished to conceal; for, so as ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 45 she could but attract him to her house, he well knew she would not be delicate as to the means. While he was thus revolving in his mind who could have told the rural beau- ties^ as they were called, that he was a married man — and had convinced himself that they knew it — he resolved not only to make a virtue of necessity, and disclose himself what could be concealed no longer, but to mortify at the same time that pride which now was, on principle, offending his. *^ And so you are going away to- morrow.^" said he in a tone of regret: *^ I am very sorry to hear it ; — and the more so, as I have not been able hitherto to request the honour of seeing you and hearing you at my villa — charming rooms for music, I assure you ; and I have a very fine instrument there. My wife. Lady N., is an excellent musician^ and she chose it ; and when we separated, I 46 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, insisted on keeping it. You have heard, probably, of my unfortunate situation ?'' Jane was too angry to answer ; but Mrs. Derville replied, that she was aware now that he was married, and separated from his lady; but she had not heard of it till the night before : "And then," she add- ed, *'^ as your lordship's manners are en- tirely those of a young (laying an em- phasis on that word) and disengaged man, I could not believe you were mar- ried, and had been so for near thirty years, without great difficulty." He coloured violently at this implied sarcasm, and the more so as he thought he saw a sarcastic smile on the lip of Jane; and piqued in his turn, he observed that he was to be sure quite a boy when he married, and far too young to judge of any thing but external recommendations in the choice which he made ; — that Lady N. was young, beautiful, and high- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 4/ born, for she was a duke's daughter ; and as noble birth was a quaUfication abso- lutely necessary, in his opinion, in the woman whom he married, he was happy to find it united to beauty and accomplish- ments in the Dukeof B's heiress; and that these requisites had so blinded him to the defects in LadyN's temper^, that when they were married, his surprise equalled his misery. Both the ladies understood the revenge intended in this speech, and wisely re- solved to let it pass without an answer. Mrs. Derville therefore changed the sub- ject ; and saw, to her great satisfaction, that Jane bore her part as usual in the con- versation. But Lord N. felt so provoked, and perhaps so disappointed, spite of his assumed composure, that as soon as Mr. Farrell was announced, he arose and took his leave in a very hurried manner. Mr. Farrell did not stay long; and he was scarcely gone, after having warmly 48 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, approved of Mrs. Derville's projected de- parture, when a very different visitor ar- rived^ and one who did not^ UkeMr.Far- rell, approve their departure^ but who came to prevent it if possible, — for Lady Lucy Donellan entered the room. ^' Why, my dearest Mrs. Derville," she exclaimed, seizing her hand, *'what is this that I hear ? But I declared I could not believe it till I heard it from your own lips. I am told — but it is really incredible — that you are going to run away from us to-morrow morning ; — and here have I been projecting such delightful plans for you all next week, and such a sweet little party at my own house to-morrow even- ing, made o?? purpose for you, and to present you to some charming persons of high rank, the cleverest creatures in the world, who are dying to make your acquaintance ! " " I am much indebted to you, Lady Lucy, for this further proof of your kind ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 49 attention," replied Mrs. Derville coolly; '^but no consideration can induce me to prolong my stay here another week." " Well, well, but stay, do stay over to- morrow. I assure you, I can^t do with- out yoti; and it is a party made on pur- pose for you and your sweet warklers. I have promised the company they should see and hear a nest of the most eharming singing-birds — such a lively and tunefiil group!" *' It is impossible, madam : the singing - birds must henceforth sing in their own sufe woods, for here they find there are huwks only too ready to pounce on their uaconseious heads." ^* Hawks ! hawks ! Very pretty and meta- phorical, but wholly incomprehensible, I protest! Hawks! I assure you all my guests to-morrow are more like turtle-doves, and prepared to coo out their admiration for the sweet warblers. I assure you there is a young and beautiful heiress who is VOL. I. B 50 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, coming, and who says such things oiyou, Mr. Derville, as I must not repeat, lest it should make you conceited ; — and a cer- tain young baronet declares Miss Derville is a divinity ! And I really believe poor Lord N. virill destroy himself when he comes and finds my house deprived of its at- traction. What will he say or do when he finds that sweet syren gone .^" " Find some other sweet syren as soon as possible, if one there be so lost to pro- priety as to encourage the marked ad- dresses oid^ married man. Had Miss Der- ville known Lord N. was married, she would not have so long encouraged atten- tions which, I am truly concerned to say, have already, I find, exposed both her and her mother to observations of an un- pleasant nature." " And is it possible, my dear creature, that you can be so weak as to mind what jealous envious women say ? Lord N's at- tentions and admiration are quite enough ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 51 to make any woman the fashion ; and I am quite delighted to see how charmed he was .with your sweet Jane> as I knew how it would get her on in the world. And now that she is so admired, so sought after, and that I have no douht of some- thing very great turning up for her; it is quite a cruel, mardtre sort of step to take her away. Besides, to give you a little gentle caution ; if, as you say, of which I had no suspicion, you did not know till now that Lord N. was married, your going off immediately on hear- ing it, will show every body that this de- lightful Adonis of fifty-odd had gained your daughter's affections,andyou thought it better to sound a retreat ; besides at the same time telling theworld, that, con- sidering your situation in life, you have rather high and ambitious views for your daughter." At first Mrs. Derville was too much agitated to answer this long and artful d2 52 MRS. ARLiN(.TON ; OR, address; while Jane sat in trembling jyi- lence ; and Lionel looked at Lady Lucy, as if he wished she were a man that he might knock her down. "If, madam," at length replied Mrs. Derville, *'my ambition ever betrayed nie into wishing to see my child the wife of a nobleman, and that nobleman Lord N., I am quite willing to expose myself, as some expiation of my folly, to the mor- tifying suspicions and observations which you mention." ^'But have you any right to expose your daughter \.o them .^ answer me that.** : " J^ane, do you answer, for I feel as- sured that you will answer as you ought." And Jane, scarcely able to refrain from tears, replied, '^ Whatever my mother thinks best to do both for me and for her- self, I am convinced is the best thing to be done : and as she thinks it right to go away to-morrow, I am most willing to do so^ let the world say what it pleases." ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 53 '' Mighty obedient indeed ! And you, Mr. Derville, are ymi equally willing and obedient as your meek sister .^ are yoii disposed to break your engage n) en t with that elegant tonish young man^ Sir Mor- daunt Williams, who has paid you more attention than I ever saw liim pay any man in my life, and who would liave given the very last polish to your nian- ners .'' '' No doubt/' replied Lionel with a sav- eastic smile, and quite forced over to his mother's side by Lady Lucy's imperti- nence, as he called it; ^*no doubt, my manners might have received the last po- lish ; but what does your ladyship think would have become of my inorals, under such a tutor as we now find Sir Mor- daunt is capable of being T^ ' ' And pray what have you to say against , Sir Mordaunt's morals ? He is not worse than other young men, 1 dare say ; and I cannot think what officious person has 54 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, lias been interfering, to frighten you all away at a moment when your own in- terest so forcibly requires you to remain here. " Accident, or I might say Providence, caused me to overhear last night what has produced this change in my plans ; and when I have related what that was, Lady Lucy, you will not wonder at my decision." She did relate it ; — and before Lady Lucy could reply, Mrs. Derville added, " You see therefore, madam, that a stranger felt pity for that mother, for whom you, a professed friend, felt no pity at all. A stranger wished me to be put on my guard, while you carefully concealed my son's clanger fi'om me: — And all these circum* stances considered, can you wonder that the singing-birds, as I said before, are re- solved to warble no longer where they know that there are hawks ready to pounce on them ?" Lady Lucy was now convinced that the ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 55 eyes of the anxious mother were too com-' pletely opened to be closed again : and since all her hopes were at an end of mak- ing the Dervilles of any further service to her. she had no longer any measures to keep with them. She therefore gave way to the natural violence of her temper and meanness of her disposition, and reproach- ed Mrs. Derville, in words almost inarti- culate from passion, with the extent of her obligations to her, and with the base in- gratitude with which she had returned them ; by indirectly accusing her of pur- posely exposing her daughter to the ad- dresses of a married man, and her son to the corruptions of a profligate companion ; but that she was glad she had discovered the real nature and character of Mrs. Der- ville, and had found out, that with much seeming morality and pretence to religion^ she had, as was usually the case, a great deal of real rancour, and was very apt to listen to scandal against other people. 56 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, '* Little did I think," added Lady Lucy, *'that an acquaintance which Ihad been so charmed with was to end in this manner. However, since it imist be so, I am glad it has terminated so soon, as I shall feel the less ; since my tender nature is so apt to attach itself, that if a few days more of in- timacy had taken place, it would have broken my heart to give you up, as I now do,yor ever'' So saying, she rushed to the door, and was down stairs before the Der- villes had recovered the consternation ari- sing from so many varied feelings as her parting address had awakened in them. Little Mary Ann, however, whohad wit- nessed the whole scene, was fully mistress of herself; and jumping witl> joy she ex- claimed, "I am glad she is gone! a spite- ful old woman !" and then with great power of mimicry she took off Lady Lucy's man- ner and tokiies^ and gave the greatest part of the concluding sentences with such ad- mirable correctness, that both Lionel and ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 57 Jane could not help laughing ; though Mrs. Dervilie, who disliked and h^d for- bidden tne exercise of so viie n talent, would have chidden her severeij', could she have attended to her suthcieaay, . -^^ Lady Lucy, meanwhile, had scarcely gotten to the door, when she recollected how foohshly she had acted in quarrel- ling with these rustics, as they lived near a fashionable watering-place, and it miglit be very convenient to her to go and spend a few weeks at their house every autumn. She therefore resolved to go back, entreat Mrs. Derville to pardon the irritability of her temper, and the exquisite hcuteness of her feelings when the ten- derness of her friendship was wounded, and so on : and she was entering the room with her handkerchief ready to put to her eyes to weep out her apology, when she heard and saw Mary iVnn mimicking her to the very life ; and unable to control her rage at this unexpected proof how F 5 58 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, cheaply she was held in the family, she gave the unconscious child a box on the ear, which certainly rivalled if it did not exceed in force that given by Queen Eli- zabeth to Lord Essex ; and having done this. Lady Lucy, ashamed of the exploit, and convinced this had not been the way to get an invitation to Lovelands, ran down stairs again as fast as possible and drove oif, resolved to revenge herself on the rustics, as she now called them in- stead of the o'ural beauties and sweet singing -birds, by declaring that Mrs . Der- ville had found out her daughter was de- sperately in love with Lord N., and had therefore taken her away for fear of con- sequences — a report which was too flat- tering to his vanity for Lord N. not to confirm as much as possible. The Dervilles did not soon recover their surprise at this second visit from Lady Lucy, and her sudden disappearance after having given poor Mary Ann so ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS, 59 painful a memorial of her presence :— she seemed, like a malignant fairy at a birth to which she had not been invited, to have come for the purpose of inflict- ing pain, and then to have vanished as soon as she had succeeded in her endea- vour. But as soon as recollection was restored to them, Mrs. Derville coolly- said to Mary Ann, *'I am obliged to Lady Lucy for having saved me the pain of correcting an offending child myself; the severity of the blow which she has given you, Mary Ann, is sufficient punish- ment for your presumption in doing what you know I hate and disapprove, and I trust that the remembrance of this well- deserved chastisement will prevent your ever erring in this manner again." ** No, it would not," sobbed out Mary Ann; " for I would do it again directly/, though she were to beat me black and blue, on purpose to tease her, but for CO MRS; ARLINGTON; Oft, fear of vexing you, maiiinia, — that J am sorry for indeed ; but for nothing else." Mrs. Derville on hearing this rose, and taking Mary Ann by the hand led her into another room, as she never reproved either servant or child before another; and having reasoned with the refractory and impenitent offender, she brought her back again penitent and subdued. This was the last event in their Lon- don life ; and as it put a stop to their ac- quaintance with Lady Lucy Donellan, it was one that might be reckoned fortu- nate, if not important. Mrs.DeiTille saw with a thankful heart the dawning of that day which was to see them on their road from London and its dangers, and light them cm their return to the safety and comfort of their home : for the fears of her maternal heart had been so strongly excited both for the peace of her daughter and the morals of h^r ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 6i son, that as yet she was alive to nothing but the clangers of the metropoUs, and particularly of the high circle in which she had moved; and its charms were for the time entirely forgotten. But no feel- ing less strong than that of maternal love could have had such an effect on Mrs. Derville, whose pride and vanity — of which like all human beings she had her share— r had been gratified to the utmost during her stay in London ; and the only thing wanting to her enjoyment was the pre- sence of her husband ; for she never re- turned from those scenes where she had really shone a rival to her daughter, and had been certainly more noticed, without saying to herself, " I wish Dervilie had been there to see how much I was ad- mired!" Still, however, in spite of the flatteries of London, when the boxes were .cording, when every bill was paid, the carriage at the door, and the last adieus to her kind 62 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OK, friend the solicitor were spoken, — ^Mrs. Derville's heart beat with a consciousness of certain relief, and she jumped into the carriage with a degree of alacrity in which she was rivalled by Mary Ann alone. For Miss Derville was not yet reconciled to the surrender of her dreams of offered, if not of accepted rank ; and she was mor- tified, probably, that she had no conquests to relate on her return, in order to in- crease her value in the eyes of one, by whom, however, her value was alreatjy suf- ficiently appreciated. And Lionel was vex- ed at not being able to see the races of which he had heard so much : and as he had re- ceived from Sir Mordaunt a very kind note of regret in return to his of apology, he was much disposed to believe that re- port had done him injustice, and to wish his mother had not been so firm in her decision. These reflections led them to proceed some miles on their journey before silence ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 63 was at all broken, except by Mary Ann's exclamations of delight at seeing the country again, and having left that dis- agreeable London. But before they reach- ed the place where they were to sleep, the buoyancy of youthful spirits had returned, and anticipations of home resumed their power over the minds of the young people. With Mrs. Derville, however, the case was different. As she left London further and further behind her, with all its flat- teries, its agreeable idleness, its gaieties^ and those comforts (as they were there called), but which Mrs. Derville felt to be luxuries, — she remembered with grateful regrets the pleasures London had afford- ed her, and the admirers if not the friends which she had left : — while the moral and other dangers which her children had es- caped by leaving it, and the moral disgust which she herself had experienced, were forgotten in the pleasing remembrance of the happiness that she had enjoyed there. True, she tenderly loved her husband. 64 MkS. ARLINGTON; OR, and was fondly anticipating the pleasure of being re-united to him ; — but when the first delight of meeting should subside^ she knew that those privations the conse- quence ( f a narrow income would appear to her more painful than ever, by the re- cently acquired ability to contrast her slender store of domestic accommodations ^vith the luxuries which she had witnessed. — She was returning to small rooms, old furniture, and few, if any, of those bed- room or parlour comforts which our an- cestors did very well without, but which we have learnt to believe are absolute re- quisites. She was returning to the re- gular discharge of such domestic duties as a narrow income made necessary, and which, however disagreeable, she had hitherto cheerfully fulfilled. But life du- ring the last five weeks had opened upon her in a new light ; — the mornings had lately awakened her only to the pursuit of pleasure in the crowded street, public drive, or the fashionable promenade ; ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 6*5 while the tasteful inoniing dress was suc- ceeded by the as tasteful evening one. She had learnt to be dissatisfied with the sim- pUcity of her own rural retirement by spending two nights at the villa of a wo- man of fashion ; and she thought with pain of the resumption of househould em- ployments, from recollection of the plea- sures of elegant idleness in the metro- polis. '* I wish some one would give Mr. Derville a living of a thousand a •year ! " was always the burthen of her song after these thoughts had got possession of her mind; and shesometimesw^is tempt- ed to regret that the money which she had expended in London was the only sum which her husband intended should be taken from the legacy that she had just received, as the income of the pro- perty was only sufficient, he thought, — and he valued it accordingly, — to. enable him to give his son a college educatioii : fof the very considerable legacy which Lady 66 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, Lucy used to talk of, in order to increase the rustics' weight in society, (as she now call- ed them,) was not much more than four thousand pounds. ** However," thought Mrs.Derville, "a small sum will do some- thing towards improving the inside of the rectory at least, and I know Derville will not deny it to me." These ideas had full possession of her mind when the mansion and grounds of Mrs. Arlington burst upon her view^ and called forth the sigh of envy from her bosom. " Just such a place I should like to live in — Of just such a place I might once have been mistress!" she had just said to herself, when she saw the door of the house open, and a servant in a very rich livery appear at it, accompanied by another person w^hom she concluded to be a gentleman out of livery, and whom, but for her residence in the heau inonde, she would certainly have taken for a real gentleman. ** I should not wonder," said ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 67 Mrs. Derville, " if we were to meet Mrs. Arlington or some line persons coming to her house, as the servants seem ex- pecting some one," She had scarcely spoken, when two outriders in similar li- veries appeared in sight, and not far be- hind them an open barouche drawn by four fine gray horses. In the landau was one lady, whose features were hidden by a veil, and on the barouche-seat a female whom they took for her maid. But though the children made these observations, the postillions drove so rapidly that, though no coward, Mrs. Derville was too much taken up in watching the motions of her own driver to heed any thing else : and her fears proved only too Well founded ; for just at the narrowest part of the road, as Mrs, Derville's postillion tried in vain to get out of the way of the other carriage, the wheels became entangled ; and as the latter carriage was forced along by the speed of the horses, it took off the wheel C)S MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, of Mrs. Derville's infirm vehicle (a lan- daulet lent her by a friend and neighbour fov the journey) . In one instant therefore it was overturned; while Lionel was precipitated into tl e road, and lay there motionless and stunned with the falh Jane and Mary Ann were unhurt ; but Mrs. Derville fell against a sharp stone which cut open her temple : but though the blood streamed down her cheek, she heeded it not, as terror for her son en- grossed her every faculty ; and throwing lierself beside him, she gave way to every expression of anxious and suffering ten- derness which her quick feelings dictated ; while Jane, more mistress of herself, dis- patched the postillion on one of the horses to a farm-house for assistance; and the maid'Servarit held the other, anxiously looking: after Mrs. Arlington's carriage as she did so — for a scream which did more honour to her feeling than her self-com- mand^ had escaped that lady on seeing ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 69 the accident, and Jenny thought it likeiy that she would send some assistance to them from her house. But she knew not Mrs. Arhngton ; — it w^as her custom to give, not send assistance only; and as soon as her postillions could stop the horses, who had run away, Jenny to her great re- lief saw the carriage driving back, and the lady, who she fancied must be Mrs. Ar- lington, still in it. In one minute more that lady was by her side ; and shortly after, while a tear filled her eye on seeing the senseless state of Lionel, and on hear- ing the touching lamentations of his mo- ther, Mrs. Arlington was chafing Lionel's temples with eau de Cologne ^ and as- sisting Jane in examining the head. But he w^as only stunned, not wound- ed, by the fall. In a short time he open- ed his eyes, and recollection entirely returning, he raised himself up from the ground without assistance. The transi- tion from woe to joy wa.s too nnich for 70 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, his agitated mother ; and to the terror of the surrounders she became insensible herself; for not till now had they obser\'ed the wound in her temple, and they feared that she had fainted from loss of blood. Mrs. Arlington's outriders and other ser- vants had by this time arrived ; and that lady insisted on conveying the whole party to her house while she sent for the nearest assistance : and when Mrs. Derville re- covered, she found herself going slowly along in Mrs. Arlington's barouche with her head reclining on Jane's shoulder, her hand in that lady's, while Mary Ann supported by her maid sat in the ba- rouche-seat ; and Lionel, holding her other hand, was watching with agitated expectation the moment of returning life. " Oh ! what is all this ?" she faltered out at first, ** and what does it mean ?'* But immediately, " I recollect it all now, and you are restored to me !" she ex- claimed, bursting into, a passionate flood ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 71 of tears, and throwing herself on her son's neck. The first feeling was for Lionel, tlie next for Mrs. Arlington, whose fine coun- tenance expressed her sympathy with the scene before her, and to whose kindness Mrs. Derville saw that she was at that moment much indebted. But before Mrs. Derville could ask a single question, Mary Ann called out, '' O, dear mamma, only think! we are going to that fine house!" and the carriage stopped at the door. Mrs. Derville was beginning to express regret and other things usually said on such occasions ; but she was stopped by Mrs. Arlington, who replied with a be- nevolent smile, that having done the mis- chief it was merely her duty to do all she could to repair it ; but that, in this in- stance, she could assure Mrs. Derville it was her pleasure also ; — and as her lan- daulet was so broken that it could not be mended in a day or two at least, she must 7!2 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, beg Mrs. Derville and her family to con- sider her house as their home till they were able to leave it. " But can we not procure a post-chaise and go on directly.^" said Mrs. Derville. ^' A post-chaise can't conveniently hold five persons, though one of them is my little friend there," was the answer: "and if you are expected any where, the post goes out in a few hours, and you can write whatever you choose: besides, re- member, you have gone through a great deal, and want rest." Mrs. Derville bowed her acquiescence; nor did she do it reluctantly : she read the asking eyes of her children — powerful pleaders always at her maternal heart — and she was not sorry herself to be forced into an immediate renewal of the luxuries which she had reluctantly resigned. The travellers alighted; and while their trunks were bringing from the broken vehicle, Mrs. Arlington begged leave to. ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 73 conduct them into her own apartments, which consisted of a suite of rooms on the ground-floor opening on the parterre that had so much excited their admi- ration:, but the trunks arrived before they had sufficiently examined the beauties that surrounded them ; and their kind hostess^ having accompanied them as soon as they had taken som^e refreshment to the rooms intended for their occupation, left them to change their dress. When the surgeon for whom Mrs. Arlington had sent ar- rived, he soon convinced Mrs. Derville that her son's fall would be attended by no serious consequences whatever : and he also made her children easy, by assuring them that a very slight application of lint would cure the wound on her temple. As Mrs. Arlington went down stairs, she met Mrs. Dei-ville's servant going to her mis- tress, and she asked her the name of the lady whom she was so fortunate as to have for her guest ; but the name was all VOL. I. E 74 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, of which the maid's reply informed her — and more she was too delicate to ask. All she knew therefore of her guests was, that their name was Derville; that the mother loved her children and the chil- dren their mother, as mother and chil- dren should love each other ; that they were uncommonly handsome, that their manners showed them to be well-bred, and they were probably well-born : nor was it possible for any woman whose mo- rals were not correct, to have such ii coun- tenance and suv^h ease of manner as Mrs. Derville had ; and till she could learn more relative to them, Mrs. Arlington was sa- tisfied with what she already knew. Mrs. Derville, in the mean while, was equally easy with regard to the lady at whose house she had at present found an abode. She had convinced herself that Mrs. Arlington was a widow; and as every thing about her bore an air of uncommon opulence, she fancied that her new friend ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 75 had been forced or induced to marry an old man for money, who had in return settled on her his immense possessions. She too was quite satisfied with the evi- dence of un impeached respectabihty so strongly portrayed in the lovely and strik- ing countenance and manner of Mrs. Ar- lington, who seemed a few years younger than herself; and she could not help being thankful for the accident which had led her to form an acquaintance which might some dav or other be of service to her dau2:hter. ^^Hiiie her mother was employed in writing to Mr. Derville, and telling him she only regretted the accident as it lengthened her separation from him, Mary Ann was in an ecstasy of delight ; bounding from her mother's to her sister's apartment, now examining the pict sires, now looking out of the windows on the lovely view before them, now flying with exultation to the window of the room in which she was to sleep in the e2 76 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, prettiest tent-bed in the world, at the open window of which peeped in branches of the sweetest and handsomest flowers which she had ever seen ; for the magnolia in full blow was the one, and the double pomegranate in full bloom was tlie other. " O mamma, what a happy, enviable woman is Mrs. Arlington!" exclaimed the httle girl for the twentieth time: and though she had neither husband nor child apparently, Mrs. Derville's newly awa- kened taste for grandeur made her think so too. It was now long past Mary Ann's usual hour for dinner ; and the poor child was delighted to think she was go- ing to dine in company once more, a treat which she had rarely enjoyed in London ; and the sight of her happy face was a real pleasure to the kind heart of Mrs. Ar- lington. When the dimier-bell rung, the travel- lers obeyed the summons, and found a gen- tleman and a lady with their hostess. The ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 77 gentleman v.- as Mrs. Arlington's domestic chaplain; and in the lady jMrs. Derville recognised a Mrs. liilmore^ whom she had seen at Lady. Lucy Donellan's, and who, hearing on her arrival that a Mrs. Derville and her family were guests at the Lawn-house (so Mrs. Arlington's seat was called), had made that lady ac- quainted with Mrs. Derville's whole hi- story as she had heard it from Lady Lucy. — On Mrs. Derville's entrance, Mrs. Ar- lington smiling said, "I find that Mrs, Hilmore and you, Mrs. Derville, are old acquaintances .^ " . ^' By no means," replied the latter : " I have often seen, but was never presented to Mrs. Hilmore." And that lady, look- ing rather foolish, made an ungracious curtsy and led the way to the dinner- room. The truth was, Mrs. Hilmore's rank in life was not sufficiently decided to allow her to be gracious to those whom 7S MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, she thought her inferiors ; and as slie had not pny particular point to carry, she saw no reason why she should make the ac- quaintance of a country clergyman's wife and daughter. Mrs. Arlington, who knew this lady's character, only smiled as she witnessed her tell-tale hauteur, and resolved to be more marked than ever in her attention to Mrs. Derville; while she heartily re- joiced that as soon as dinner was over Mrs. Hilmore was to set off on a visit to a distance, and had only called at Mrs. Arlington's in her way. The dinner, which in all respects was worthy of the opulence and elegance of the owner, being at length over, the ladies re- turned to the drawing-room; and Mrs. Hilmore, unregretted by any one, depart- ed. Mrs. Arlington then proposed a walk round the grounds, which proposal was gladly assented to. As the evening was ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 79 sultry, she also proposed a row on the wa- ter, and the happy party found a boat and rowers ready at the word of command. *' There is every thing in this sweet place that the most ambitious person could desire," exclaimed Lionel. " There is all one could possibly wish for. indeed ! " said Jane. "It is an enviable spot, to be sure ! " observed Mrs. Derville. Mrs. Arlington stooped down and ga- thered a water-lily at this moment, while Mary Ann said, " O mamma, I am so glad we were overturned ! it was so lucky for us, as it brought us hither ! I am so delighted with all I see !" *' For shame !" cried Jane ; '' how can you be glad of what made mamma go through so much misery, and put Lionel in such danger ? See, mamma looks so pale, I am sure she has not recovered the fright yet.'' ** No, my child, I have not; but lam 80 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, SO sure that you and Lionel, as well as Mary Ann, enjoy the unexpected good- luck of being Mrs. Arlington's guests, that I can forelve Marv Ann her little selfishness ; though she well knov.'s how often her dear father tells her that she is always to prefer, even in trifles, the good and pleasure of others to her own." *' How well and how forcibly is this im- portant maxim illustrated," replied Mrs. Arlington, "in Miss Edgeworth's Tales ! and as a compensation for the punishment which you have inflicted on this }'oung offender, I v/iil find a volume of the in- comparable work to which I allude, and with your leave, \vhen we return to the house and candles are brought in, one of our young companions shall read it aloud to us while we v/ork." Mary Ann, — v.hose head had dropped on her bosom, while a tear filled her eye at the rebuke from her sis- ter and the accusation of selfishness from her mother, — revived at the idea of the ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 81 promised treat, and became alive as before to the charms of every thing around her. The amusement both on land and water being at an end, as the day was fast closing in, they returned to the house in a state of very enviable feelings ; to which the only drawback to the travtillers was, that Mr. Derville was not a sharer in their pleasure. . "This is a sort of pleasure that would have suited your fatlicr," said Mrs. Derville; "I never, for his own sake, wished for him at a London assembly." "I often did," replied Lionel with feel- ing, "when I saw how much you and Jane were admired, and heard your singing praised; for I was myself so much gratified by the admiration which you excited, that I wished him to share in my pleasure." Mrs. Derville's eyes filled with tears, and Jane's sparkled at this proof of af- fectionate feeling in one so dear to them ; and Mrs. Arlington turned on him a look of approbation more expressive and more 82 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, flattering than any words could have been . " And had he no admirers in London ?" asked Mrs. Arlington, smiling as she spoke : *' he sings, does he not .^" ** O dear, yes!" eagerly replied Jane, '' quite as well if not better than we do ; and I assure you ive were very proud of him^ ** I don't doubt it," answered Airs. Ar- lington, fixing her large dark eyes with an expression of benevolent pleasure on the face of the happy mother before her; '*and sweet is it to witness family affection like yours : — but you must allow me to judge for myself of your vocal powers ; therefore, as soon as you have read one of the tales of which we talked, we will adjourn to the music-room." The tale was read and admired ; the writer extolled and envied, whose wis- dom was so eniinently gifted with the power of making others wise in trifles as well as in great things ; or rather, of con- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 83 vincing all who are capable of being con- vinced, that nothing is a trifle which involves the every-day comfort of a fel- low-creature even in the minutest point whatever. The party then adjourned to the mu- sic-room according to Airs. Arlington's proposal, and Mary Ann was allowed to sit up till ten. The travellers sung most of the trios and duos which they had sung together in London : and while she heard the sw^eetness of their voices, the perfect tune in which they sang, gazed at the same time on their ^reat beauty, and beheld the unpretending sim- plicity of their manner, she was not sur- prised that Lady Lucy Donellan had ex- hibited them with pride in her fashion- able menagerie of human and two-legged animals. But Mrs. Arlington feared that this taste of the fine world and of its flatteries would make the every-day employments 84 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, of retired life comparatively insipid to them ; and she was more disposed to pity them for the success which they had met with in the circles of fashion, than to con- ocratulate them on it. " Does Mr.Derville love music ? " said she. "^ He delighfs in it," was the answer. ''I rejoice to hear it," replied Mrs. 'Arlington sighing. "That wife is en- viable indeed, whose husband takes a pleasure in her accomplishments." And she secretly lioped tliat Mr. Derville's praises, to a heart as alTectionate as Mrs. Derville's seemed to be, might still be sufficient to compensate for the flatteries of the titled and the fashionable. Her guests were now solicitous to have the pleasure of hearing her, as they con- cluded from the instruments and music- books (which were considerable in num- ber), that Mrs. Arlington herself was a performer: but she refused to comply with their request, lest she should put an ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 85 end to the ease and unembarrassment with which they now sung before her, and that she should therefore lose the pleasure which their singing gave her ; as she could not but know that if they heard her perform they would be conscious that they were Hs ten ing to a very finished singer. Therefore, as she sav; their vanity had been much elated by tlieiY petifssucccs dans le beau jnonde, she was too bene- volent to wish to mortify it, unless con- sideration for their good imperiouslv de- manded it ; — but she played waltzes and a sonata to them, and they found that she wss a first-rate player. The hour of rest was now arrived ; and after the family had been summoned to prayers, the party se- parated, pleased with each other, and an- ticipating with satisfaction the return of morning. Morning came, and the breakfast-room and the breakfast-table exhibited so many 86 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, beauties, so many luxuries, and so many conveniences, that poor Mrs. Derville found the Lawn -house more calculated to put her out of conceit with her hum- ble home than any thing which she had seen during her London visit : and Mrs. Arlington's penetration was not slow to discover the frame of mind which the sight of her elegant and complete esta- blishment excited in her guest. " How^ necessary it is," thought Mrs. Arlington, *' for most persons to avoid tempta- tion, for there only the safety of most of us lies ! — how few are proof against its seductions ! Here is this happy wife and mother become, I see, discontented with her blissful and enviable lot, because she has witnessed a style of living superior to her own, — ^and which is unable to confer happiness ; whereas, if she had staid at home in her peaceful and privileged re- tirement, she would have remained happy ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 87 in the possession which she has, and not have incurred the vice, as I may call it, of murmuring at her lot ! " Mrs. ArHngton broke from this mo- rahzing reverie just time enough to hear Mrs. Derville say, "I shall really insist on your father's laying out a little money on some furniture and conveniences like these for the table, and so on ; — we really have nothing to use but what looks now as if it came out of the ark — and we have no new inventions whatever ;" — while Jane and Lionel assented to the absolute ne- cessity of such purchases : and in a short time there was nothing in the room in which they were, which was not to be copied in miniature at Lovelands. Mrs. Arlington said nothing; but she sighed as she discovered that she was an object of envy to one, whose peculiarly happy fate excited her envy ; and when during the course of that day she ob- served Mrs. Derville's increased dispo- 88 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, sltion to speak even with petulant dissa- tisfaction of the paucity of comforts which lier home afforded, and to dwell on her re- solution to make Mr. Derville do this and buy that, — as if the consciousness that the money came from her made her more resolved to be peremptory in her demands, — Mrs. Arlington wished, if possible, to cure the growing evil before it was too late, and to administer the remedy, how^- ever painful it might be to her to apply it ; for, spite of the little weaknesses which this London journey had called forth so perceptibly in Mrs. Derville and her elder cliildren, she could not help feeling a generous interest in their fate, and a conviction that they had excellent hearts and good principles ; and she was the more convinced of this, w^ien she drew from Mrs. Derville, when alone with her, the reasons of her sudden resolution to leave I^ndon, and of her power, while fortified by maternal affection alarmed ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 89 for the safety of its objects, to resist the dangerous pleadings of Lady Lucy Do- nellan. *'This woman's happiness is worth pre- serving entire," thought she; ''and I wish I could save her from the hazard of em- bittering her own peace and alienating her husband's affections, by petty cavil- lings and complaints at the meanness and scarcity of such accomm.odations as, till now, domestic comforts and connu- bial happiness had prevented her from feeling." Again Mrs. Arlington sunk into a reverie: but as she was alone with Mrs. Derville^ politeness compelled her to subdue her inchnation to indulge in it ; and after complimenting Mrs. Derville very sincerely on her well-principled re- solution, general subjects were started, and the arrival of company gave a new turn to their thoughts. The next day, when the carriage was to have been mended and sent to the 90 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, Lawn-house, it was not i^.nished, and could not be ready, the workmen sent word, till the next evening, if then. x\nd Mrs. Der\iile was aeain forced to tell Mr. Derviile not to expect her; but slie assured him that she would set off '• the day after the next :" while she endeavour- ed to make herself believe that she was very sorry at the delay. IVhen the let- ter was gone, Mrs. Arlington said that she hoped Mrs. Derviile had not fixed any positive time for her return, as she wished to take advantage of the oppor- tunity which chance had given her of making new friends, whom both her taste and her judgement approved; and that she had also the temptation to hold out to them of a mubical party, which she was to have in two or three days. Mrs. Der- viile had not resolution to own that she had fixed a time for her return, as she wished to stay to this party; yet felt, that as her husband would expect her, she ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 91 ought to go, and that Mrs. Arlington might think so too: she therefore evaded answering by a ^'You are very good — very flattering — should hke to stay, but ashamed to intrude," and so forth. She then went to tell Jane and Lionel what Mrs. Arlington had said; and they, de- lighted at the idea of a party, and pleased to show off once more as they liad done in London, proposed immediately that they should go and practise against the evening came. — ^That day was passed as much to their sasisfaction as tb.e two pre- ceding ones, and company was invited to dinner ; two of the invited guests were a gentleman of large fortune and his sister; and Jane, whose little heart had learnt to beat with the love and hope of conquest, took care to dress her hair in the mode which Lord N. used to admire; and Lio- nel asked, as he adjusted his neckcloth at the glass, whether the sister was pretty as well as rich. 92 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, ^'I am glad," said Mrs. Arlington, ** that you did not ask whether she was rich as well as pretty. If yon had, I should have thought that you had not associated with Sir Mordaunt ^Villiams with im- punity, as he would so have worded his question." "Do you know Sir Mordaunt.^" re- plied Lionel blushing. "I know him well, and I also know Lord N. ) and I assure you and Miss Der- ville, that your dear m.other never de • served your love and gratitude more than when she resisted the pleadings of my old acquaintance Lady Lucy Donellan, and took you from London." Both the brother and the sister looked abashed at these words, and wished their mother had not been so communicative : still, there was something in Mrs. Arhng- ton's manner which so strongly invited confidence, that they felt they should themselves have found it difhcult to have ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 93 concealed from her any thing which she wished to know. The dinner party passed off pleasantly ; though Jane was disappointed of the ad- miration which she expected^ as Colonel Ornie, a fashionable man, paid more at- tention to the handsome mother than the handsome daughter; and on Miss Orme, Lionel's well-tied neckcloth and his hand- some person were wholly thrown away ; as she was a complete votary of rank and fashion, and a Mr. Derville, a person whom she had never heard of before, could not possibly engage her attention. The case would have been different had Lionel boasted of his intimacy with Sir Mordaunt WiUiams, LordN., and so on ; for then she would have talked to him with delighted volubility of such "exqui- site loves," and have even thought a Mr. Derville *' must be somebody, and some- thing charming, to be known by such men ;" but the Ormes had left London 94 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, before the Dervilles arrived there. An opportunity of exhibiting this trait in her character was afforded Miss Orme at the close of the evening. Mrs. Arlington, though she declined singing herself, press- ed her willing guests to perform: and on Jane's being requested to sing a duet with her brother, Lionel said, " Let us sing that duet which Lord N. was so fond of." These words operated like an electric stroke on Miss Orme; and turning quickly round, she said to Lionel, "Dear me! do you know Lord N ?'' " Yes, ma'am," was the laconic reply : for Lionel could not say, " I have that honour." " Oh ! do pray sing his favourite, it must be charming. Is not lie quite a love .^" Before Lionel could answer so strange a question, Airs. Arlington replied for him, " Quite a love ! — It is a very old love then, and he must be the grandfather of the loves." ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 95 " I know you never liked hiin," return- ed Miss Orme ; " but I dare say this gen- tleman does, and those ladies." Again Mrs. Arlington interfered, to the great relief of her guests : '• Very likely, for they only knew Lord N. by his repu- tation for great abilities and his insi- nuating manners ; but you and I, Eliza, know more of him, you know. Yes," she continued; " they know Lord N., and they also knew Sir Mordaunt Williams, and other of your worthies, and they met them at the house of Lady Lucy Donellan." '' Of Lady Lucy l! O dear ! novy tell me, is she not delightful .^"exclaimed Miss Orme. *' Is she not quite a love, or the grand- mother of the loves?" rejoined Mrs. Ar- lington laughing. — But a truce with these rapturous questions, and let us hear Lord N's favourite duet." It was sung, and Miss Orme was in raptures with it; but she took care to add, lest she should be too gracious, that she 96 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, should like to hear Miss Stephens and Braham sing it, or Mrs. Salmon and Vaughan, and then it would be per- fect. *^ I am by no means sure, Sophia^ that you v/ould kno^v they were singing it, un- less you were told so," said lier brother^ ashamed of her rudeness; " as you know you luive no ear whatever : but I am sure that you never heard this duet so well sung, by amateurs before. But now I hope, Mrs. Arlington, we may hear you-.^" "No, excuse me," she replied; *^ my nerves are not strong enough this evening to allow me to sing before Isliss Orme; for I sliQuid fancy she was tliinklng how Mrs. Salmon would have sung the song, and I must shrink from such a comparison." Miss Orme, darting an angry glance at her brother and Mrs. Arlington, was beginning to defend lier calumniated ear wlien their carriage was announced ; and after a hurried and ungracious adieu from Miss Orme, and the last fashion- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 97 able bow in perfection from the colonel, the visitors departed ; and a feeling of relief seemed to extend itself through the whole party: though Mrs. Arlington was too benevolent to declare that she rejoiced in their departure, and her guests were too conscious of propriety to say it. The next day one of her servants came in to inform Mrs. Derville that her car- riage was mended, and begged to know at v.'hat time the next morning she would want post horses. This intelligence threw a visible gloom over the faces of the travellers ; and Mrs. Arlington eager- ly expressed her hope that Mrs. Derville had made up her mind to stay over the next evening, and to her musical party. Mrs. Derville hesitated. Again her children looked at her with asking eyes. '^ It really is so tempting; an invitation ; — it will be so long before we hear music again," broke from her unreluctant lips ; w'hile perhaps in her heart the tempta- VOL. I. F 98 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, tion lay in the opportunity of making, not of hearing music, and of gratifying her own and her children's newly acquired love of display. " I would not press you to do what is unpleasant to you," said her kind hostess ; *' but I shall be sorry to part with you whenever you go ; and I think I have such an entertainment to offer you to- morrow, that for your sake and my own I wish to detain you ; and as you did not, I understand, tell Mr. Derville to expect you with certainty at any particular time, I feel justified in urging you to stay longer." Mrs. Derville blushed, and avoided Mrs. Arlington's penetrating glance; for she knew that she had assured Mr. Der- ville that she should be at home at a par- ticular time : but as Mrs. Arlington did not know that she had done so, and she was desirous to stay, she resolved to write to Mr. Derville by that day's post^ and ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 99 to oblige herself, her children, and her hostess. She therefore told the servant she should not want the horses till the day after the next : and the pleasures and agreeable occupations of the morning were resumed with fresh alacrity by the gratified Jane and Lionel, though their mother's enjoyment w^as clouded over by a feeling of self-blame which she could not conquer. Mary Ann, except on the first dny, had always dined by herself at an early hour, but she regularly came in at the dessert. This day, however, she would not stay away till the dishes were set on the table; bat she made her appearance before her maid thought it was proper for her to go down ; and then instead of sta- tioning herself at Mrs. Arlington's elbow, she hung about her mother's chair in evi- dent discomposure. *' What is the matter, my dear child .^ " f2 100 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, said Mrs.Derville ; " What has happened to vex you ?'* " O mamma ! Jenny says we are not going away to-morrow." *' Well, my dear, and what then ?- Are you not very happy here .^" replied Mrs. Derville with a heightened colour. " O, yes — but — but — I want so much to see dear papa 1 " " Come hither to me, my sweet child,*'' said Mrs. Arlington kindly ; and the child obeyed the summons. *' And so you had rather go home to dear papa than stay with me, and go on the water and gather flowers^ and play on the lawn.^" "I can gather flowers and play about at home ; and there I have Nelly, and my rabbits, and papa too !" " Though last, not least, I trust," said Mrs. Arlington smiling : '' but, my dear, I am going to have company to- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 101 morrow, and fine music ; and mamma and your brother and sister wish to stay and hear it, and I wish they should." *' But I shall be in bed, and shall not hear it ; and papa will be so disappointed ! for he expects us, you know." " No, I know the contrary : Mamma did not tell him to expect you." ** Indeed but she did though," eagerly replied the little girl ; *' for I saw the letter. — Did you not, mamma .^" ^' Yes, I did," answered Mrs. Derville in great confusion ; " but I am going to write this evening to say that we shall not arrive till the day after I first men- tioned." An immediate and almost an appall- ing change took place in the fine coun- tenance of Mrs. Arlington; and after a pause she said, " Then Mr. Derville is expecting you at a fixed time, is he .^ Poor man ! Had I known that, I cer- 102 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, tainly should not have urged you to stay here." She said w^- more. But in spite of her habitual courtesy it was evident to her guests that she was considerably discon- certed, and that while she fondly caress- ed Mary Ann, her eyes avoided theirs. The ice, the fruit, the cakes, and some sweet wine, soon banished from Mary Ann's mind, for the present, the sense of her disappointment, and the child be- came the only talkative person of the party. *' I do not think," she observed to Mrs. Arlington, " that you have any dog as handsome as mine. I wo ^der whether she will know me ! I dare say the rab- bits will not." " If they do not, they will be very glad to see you, however, if you give them ciibbage-leaves," replied Mrs. Arling- ton : " and there is one person who will ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 103 certainly know you — and that is dear papa." " O yes — that he will — though mam- ma says I am much grown." *' But not altered," answered Mrs. Arlington : *' a London journey has made no change in you." A sigh from Mrs. Derville showed that she took this observation to herself ; and as her heart told her that it applied in a degree, she felt something like resent- ment against the observer. Mrs. Arlington rose soon after, and the ladies adjourned to the drawing-room ; and for the first time they found it difficult to find conversation. Lionel too for the first time felt reluctant to join them there. He saw the effect which Mary Ann's artless communications had had on Mrs. Arhngton ; and he was nearly equally averse to blame his beloved mother, and his till now most kind and smiling hostess. 104 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, He conquered his feelings, however, and joined the party, to resume his de- lightful task of reading aloud one of Miss Edgeworth's tales^ while the ladies work- ed; — and while listening to moral truths told in the most impressive manner, Mrs. Arlington's ruffled brow became a little smoothed. But it was only a little. She had an exquisite sense of moral beauty ; and it was the apparent attachment of Mrs. Derville to her husband and her children which had interested her so strongly in her favoiu*, and added power to the love- liness of her person, and the graceful simplicity of her manners. It w;»s the happy wife, conscious of her own happiness and loving exclusively the cause of it, who had endeared her- self to Mrs. Arlington ; and now that she found the allureuients of amusement, and tlie temptations periiaps of vanity, could lead this envijible wife to disap- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 105 point her expecting husband, and even cheerfully to consent to prolong an al- ready long separation from him^ that mo- ral sense was so painfully wounded, and Mrs. Derville became so lowered in her opinion, that even if she had desired to do so, she could not have concealed her disappointment. Besides, though she acquitted Mrs. Derville of lying, she did not of disingenuousness. She had taken it for granted, untold^ that Mrs. Der- ville did not tell her husband to expect her on a particular day : but then, though Mrs. Derville saw she was in an error, she did not rectify her mistake ; and wherefore did she not.^ From a conscious- ness that she was not acting quite right towards this admirable husband. After tea, as usual, they adjourned to the music-room, and the travellers en- deavoured to sing — but their spirits were depressed ; and though they sung, it was F 5 106 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, evident that tliey had rather not. They now again asked Mrs. Arlington, who had played to them both on the harp and piano-forte in a very masterly style, to favour them with a song also : but this, for reasons stated above, she had hither- to declined; and her guests imagined that she did so, because conscious that her talent for singing was considerably inferior to her talent for playing. But now, so far from wishing to spare them any feeling of alarm or mortifica- tion for their sakes, she wished rather to inflict it ; and at least to convince them that this party, for which they had been so willing to defer the pleasure of return- ing home, and to disappoint the heart that loved them, was one in which their talents would not be wanted, and that they would have been more glad to listen at it, than to perform. Accordingly she sat down to the piano-forte, and sung one of ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 107 the finest and most difficult songs of Mozart in the style of a professor^ while her voice, at once rich in tone and of great compass, appeared to them the finest they had ever heard; and they looked at each other with wonder not unmixed with consternation : nor, when she had done, could they find words to thank her. She next sung at their re- quest one of Handel's songs, and in a style of equal though different excellence. Again they pressed her, and she sung a cavatina of Paesiello's, which she accom- panied on the harp. A simple ballad succeeded, of which the words and air were her own composition : — the words were as follows — SONG. To love thee was the easiest task Affection ever taught me ; But now I'm forced with smiles to mask The woe that task has wrought me. 108 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, I saw thee fond, and thought thee irue, And swiftly flew my hours ; But oil ! I wove a wreath of rue, Which I mistook for floweis. Then go ! deceiver, haste away ! ' To me be lost for ever. Since 1 am doom'd to hail the day That ^hall our fortunes sever. Yes, go ! nor let me see again That smile — love's treacherous token ; Lest I once more resume my chain, And this poor heart be broken. " How could you, my dear madam," said Mrs. Derville at last, " allow us to expose ourselves before you as we have done ?'' " If I had thought that you exposed yourselves, I would not have suffered you to do it, as I have no pleasure in seeing persons degrade themselves. You have sweet voices, good expression ; you sing in perfect tune, and I had great pleasure ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 109 in hearing you; nor can I doubt that if you had had such instructions as I have been able to procure, you would have sung as well as I do." '' But why have you deprived us so long of the pleasure and improvement of hearing you ? " " Oh ! I had my private reasons ; and now, if you please, you must sing to me." " Oh, no — not after you — we can ne- ver now sing before you again." '^ There, nov/ you see the reason why I did not sing before. I knew that a mixture of vanity and humility would de- prive me of the satisfaction of hearing you, and therefore I would not sing. — But come, let us finish with the last chorus in La Clemenza di Tito, and I will take the solo parts. I will not ask Lionel to sing ' Ah ! perdonna ! ' with me, for I know he would be too much alarmed to do it ; but he shall hear me sing it with a first-rate gentleman singer 110 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, to-morrow, and I expect some fine pro- fessional singers also." The perturbed amateurs blundered through the chorus ; and no longer anti- cipating the musical party with very ve- hement satisfaction, as soon as prayers were over, they wished their hostess good night, and retired to their rooms. When there^ the complicated feelings of Mrs. Derville vented themselves in tears. She had lowered herself in Mrs. Arlington's esteem, and perhaps in her own — and she had probably wounded the heart of her husband — and all for what ? For an amusement which probably would be productive both to her and her chil- dren of more pain than pleasure. True she should delight to hear such fine sing- ing and such fine music, and to see Mrs. Arlington's splendid rooms lighted up and filled with company ; but the dread of being asked to perform herself would damp her enjoyment the whole evenings ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 1 1 1 and it would be nearly as painful to her to refuse the request of Mrs. Arlington as to comply. And had she been true to the whispers of affection — true to the just claims of her husband ; instead of un- dergoing this week but real distress, she would have been at that moment within less than half a day's journey of home, and the husband whom, spite of her in- consistency of conduct, she loved with the tenderest affection . Many, bitter — but salutary — were the tears which Mrs. Derville shed that night, and the prayers of a thankful were mixed with those of a contrite spirit. The next morning she arose very early, and went into the apartments of both her son and daughter before they were up ; and after she had unburthened her mind to them, she went down to breakfast, and met Mrs. Arlington's altered eye — for spite of herself altered it was, — with a firm and cheerful glance. Breakfast had not been long begun 112 MRS. abungton; OR, when one of the servants came in and told Mrs. Derville that the horses would, be at the door in two hours. " Horses ! what does this mean ?" cried Mrs. ArHngton. *^ That we are going to-day," calmly replied Mrs. Derville. " Nay, my dear madam," continued she, seeing Mrs. , Arlington was going to speak^ " I am sure, though you are surprised, you are pleased, for I know you think it my duty to go. '' I do," frankly replied Mrs. Arling- ton ; " and I am pleased, though self- ishly I hate to part with you : but when I think of what a being you are return- ing to — a loved and loving husband — and the safe happiness of a wedded and retired home, then I can only envy you your privileged lot, and bid God speed you on your way !" As she said this, Mrs. Arlington affec- tionately grasped Mrs. Derville's hand, while every trace of coldness had vanish- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 113 ed from her eye and from her manner, and then turning to the window she burst into tears. Having soon reseated herself^ she said smihngly through her tears, '* I trust this is not om* last breakfast together." " I hope not — earnestly hope not," said Mrs. Derville with great emotion : and Jane, who sat next to Mrs. Arling- ton, echoed her mother's w^ords, and leaned her head fondly on her shoulder. " Perhaps you will come and see us one day.^" said Lionel; *' only we have nothing to tempt you." *' Do you reckon yourselves as nothing; and the sight of that rare thing domestic happiness.^" '' Do pray come," said Mary Ann, hanofine: round her neck, " and I will give you Nelly, if you wish it. But, no; she would not like that perhaps ; so I will bring up one of her puppies for you. 1 14 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, '' Thank you, dear child. So Nelly, whom I always concluded to be your nurse, turns out to be only a favourite bitch — But pray how came she to be called Nelly.?" " You will be shocked to hear," replied Mrs. Derville, " that Nelly is the abbre- viation of the high and most respected name of Cornelia — Cornelia, the mother of the Gracchi, a great favourite with my children." *' Alas ! poor Cornelia! — Little' indeed could I have expected to find aught of a Roman matron in Nelly, a pet dog. It reminds me of what Pope says, in his Epistle on Medals, on Rome — ^ And all her triumphs sink into a coin.' ** But come, Mrs. Derville, while these young persons are preparing for their de- parture, let us have a ttte-a-tcte stroll together over the grounds." And taking her arm, Mrs. Arlington led Mrs. Der- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 115 ville to a favourite walk along the banks of the river. They were soon engrossed in very interesting conversation ; for Mrs. Arlington, from some view of her own, wished to learn the future destination of Lionel ; and as openness on one subject leads to similar openness on another, Mrs. Derville had told her questioner that Jane had a lover, a young clergy- man, with a good living in prospect ; but she added that she must confess Jane had been so much admired in London, that she wished her not to be in a hurry to form so very moderate a marriage for a young woman of her person and con- nexions. " Is her lover well-principled, well- educated, amiable, and fine-tempered ? " asked Mrs. Arlington eagerly. '* O yes ! and very good-looking too, and very clever " *' And are you sure he loves your daughter with a 7'eal passion ?'' 116 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, " O yes ! and he has loved her from childhood." '' My dear Airs. Derville," said Mrs. Arlington with almost solemn earnest- ness, '■' then let me conjure you not to be so fatally bUnd to your daughter's true welfare and happiness, as to wish for a moment to retard a union like this, when the lover is old enough to take the living designed for him, from the hope of her forming a higher connexion. Are you not happy in your station ? and have you ever repented that in the pride of your youth and your beauty, and of your for- tune too, you preferred Mr. Derville to his opulent rival ?'' '' Never ; for my lot has been blessed beyond that of women in general." *' And why may not your daughter's be so too .^ Wliy show — where your child is concerned — the weak ambition which in your own case you so properly scorn- ed .^ Oh ! I have this subject much at ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 117 heart. But I see that in your thick dress the heat of the day oppresses you : let us get into the boat, and then we can pass ourselves over to that shady seat on the opposite bank ; for unfortunately there is not one of the servants or gardeners within call or even in sight, an unusual circumstance." *' Let me take the oars then," said Mrs. Derville, jumping into the boat; '' as I dare say I am more used to row than you." And as she spoke, Mrs. Ar- lington prepared to follow her; but before Mrs. Derville's hand reached hers, to assist her into the boat, Mrs. Arlington's foot slipped, and she fell headlong into the river — and at the deepest part. For an instant, terror nearly deprived Mrs. Derville of recollection ; but when she saw Mrs. Arlington rise again, her pre- sence of mind returned, and she conjured her not to attempt to get into the boat, . but desired her to cling to its stern; then. i 18 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, recollecting that she had observed the water was shallow where she had stopped to examine an aquatic plant, she made for this place as fast as her strength would allow, still urging Mrs. Arlington, whom fear had nearly deprived of her senses, to keep her hold. It was a time of terrible suspense to Mrs. Derville, till she saw by the well-remembered flowers that she was drawing near the shallow water : but before she could reach it, Mrs. Ar- lington loosed her hold, and sunk again. By this time however Mrs. Derville had reached the place of comparative safety;] andhaving jumped out of the boat on the bank, she waded into the river, seized the insensible Mrs. Arlington by her long hair, which now floated on the stream, and, certainly at some risk to herself, dragged her to the sloping bank, where half her person lay out of the water : but to ex- ■ tricate her friend entirely was beyond her I power, nor dared she leave her an instant ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 119 lest she should fall into the river again. She could therefore do nothing but scream violently for assistance ; and in a few moments Lionel, who was on his way in search of them, appeared in sight, and hastened to her assistance, while ser- vants soon after came running in all di- rections ; but were at first too terrified and too wretched to be able to act at sight of their lady lying apparently dead on the grass, where Lionel had placed her. But on Mrs . Derville's assurance that there had not been time for the water which she had swallowed to have proved fatal, and that she had probably only fainted from exhaustion and alarm, they assist- ed in bearing her to the house ; where in a few minutes the usual remedies re- stored her. Her first inquiry was for Mrs. Derville, into whose arms she threw herself, with a look more eloquent than words, and sobbed for some moments, with grateful tenderness, on her bosom. 120 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, *^ This lady's presence of mind and exertions saved my life," said she to those around her ; " but for her I should never have opened my eyes again." Lionel and Jane felt and looked de- lighted at hearing this; and Mrs. Der- viile, who would have spoken, was choked into silence by the various " God-bless- you-ma'ams" which met her ears on every side — some murmured out, some sobbed out, and some audibly pronounced, from the anxious and grateful domestics,; who now, however, as well as Mrs. Derviile, in- sisted on Mrs. Arlington's sending for ad- vice, and going instantly into a warm bed, a precaution which Mrs. Derviile herself also consented to do, as she too Vv'as wet through, and was now beginning to sliake in every limb, from strong emotion, and the painful chilliness which it induces. But though she patiently submitted to be undressed and to go to bed, and take some hot v;ine and spices, Mrs. ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 121 Derville could not attempt to sleep, or even to lie qniet ; and after she had returned thanks, heartfelt thanks, for havhig been made the instrument of saving a fellow-creature's life — and such a being too — she insisted on seeing Lionel and Jane ; having resolved to persist in going away as soon after the appointed hour as circumstances would permit, unless Mrs. Arlington should be seriously ill in consequence of her acci- dent : and after lying an hour she arose, being more refreshed by the information that Mrs. Arlington was declared by the surgeon, who had just left her, to be no sufferer in any way from what had passed — than by any cordial which could have been administered to her. And it was fortunate indeed for her that both her friend and herself were so well ; for the letters were now brought in ; as, had it not been so, their contents VOL. I. G 122 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, would have been even more distressing than she now found them. One was from Mr. Derville, and one from a friend of his. She read her hus- band's first. It was short, but very af- fectionate ; and expressed his willingness to bear her prolonged absence as long awS she felt happy to remain where she was : and she almost wished she had not ordered the horses. But when she read the letter of his friend, her agitation and her tears were so great as to alarm her children ; and having just been informed that Mrs. Arlington wished to see her, she went to her bedside, gave her the letter, and ran out of the room. Derville, on a principle of generous and considerate affection, had not told his wife of the fever in the village, even after it had entirely subsided ; as he thought that if it did not hasten her home, it might still cloud over her pleasure ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 123 with some fond though ill-founded fears for him : therefore, though lie really wanted a little nursing after the fatigues which he had undergone, he resolved to say nothing to abridge his beloved wife and children of the term of their promised enjoyment. But his friend and neighbour Mr. Travers, who saw he looked ill, was not so forbearing; and he not only in his letter wished Mrs. Derville to return as soon as she could, but, giving way to his feel- ings of admiration for her exemplary hus- band, he told her the reason why he had urged her sudden departure with all her children for the metropolis ; why he had urged her to prolong her stay there ; and expatiated largely on the admirable and efhcacious manner in which, while she was enjoying the pleasures of a town life, he was performing to the utmost the duties of a Christian minister to his sick and suffering parishioners. g2 124 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, As Mrs. Arlington finished this letter, (which she read in broken accents to the weeping Jane, while Lionel, choked with emotion which the pride of manhood made him desirous to conceal, had been listening to his agitated mother's ac- count of the same intelhgence,) Mrs. Derville re-entered the room ; and seeing Mrs. Arlington was greatly aifected, she exclaimed in an agony of tears, '' Only think ! I might have lost him ! If he had caught the infection, he might " Tears choked her ut- terance. '' But he did not catch it, and he has been spared in mercy for the good of others. Admirable, disinterested man ! '' I would go," added Mrs. Arlington forcing a smile, *^ barefooted on a pil- J grimage to Lovelands, only to look at ' him ! " " And I.... /^ did not make it my first | pleasure to return to him ! But thank ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 125 Heaven I had fixed to go before this let- ter came ! " Mrs. Arlington pressed her hand ten- derly, and said, *' I congratulate you on having done so." " But surely," resumed Mrs. Derville, " you must think it was not right in him to keep me in such entire ignorance of what was going on ? He might have given me my choice of going or staying." " No, he has acted in the best pos- sible manner ; and you are, I tell you, the most enviable of women ! Utter not a word against my hero, another good bishop of Marseilles, as he appears to me, — But are you ready to go ? For though I shall miss you greatly, I am now quite anxious for your departure." They instantly left the room to prepare for the arrival of the carriage : and Mrs. Arlington rose in order to write a letter to Mr. Derville, exhorting him, if change of air was recommended to him, to come 126 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, to the Lawn-house, and give her tlie pleasure of knowing a man who more than reahzed her ideas of what a husband, a father, and a Christian teacher should be. She then, with all the simple and short pathos of true feeling, gave liim an account of her obligations to his wife, whom she justly called her preserver, and who was consequently entitled to her eter- nal gratitude. . The carriage came to the door at last, though now not fast enough for the im- patience of Mrs. Derville. But to what a revolution of feeling, and what new emotions and sentiments had the changes of a few hours now given birth ! Before, the obligation was all on Mrs. Derville's side ; now, Mrs . Arlington was the obliged person, and had received from her a ser- vice to which most others are weak. '* I am not a woman of many words," said Mrs. Arlington in faltering accents; ** but I will prove my gratitude to you ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 127 by my actions. I will do for you what I would on no consideration have done for any one else — In time I will explain myself." Mrs. Derville's heart was too full to speak ; and the new friends parted in silence and in tears : but Jane returned to repeat, for the tenth time, their united entreaties that Mrs. Arlington would write every day, to say how she was. How much easier is it to act well in difficult and strongly exciting circum- stances, than to fulfil correctly the quiet and nameless duties of every-day life ! No consideration could have induced Mrs. Derville to have left the side of her husband during his perilous visits to the chambers of disease and death ; and had she heard of his dangers, while in the midst of London dissipation, she would have flown to him on the first whisper of alarm. But the more easy and more humble virtue of resigning an evening of 128 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, projected pleasure and the triumphs of vanity, in order to be restored to him one day sooner, and prove her undecayed affection by a httle sacrifice — one of those little and habitual sacrifices which prove affection^ even more than great ones do, because no fame, no praise attends on the performance of them : — to this she had proved herself unequal ; nor could she tear herself away from the fascinations of London, till she feared for the peace of one child, and for the morals of the other. But in the latter case the danger was too strongly marked not to be avoided directly, and the duty too evident not to be instantly performed ; while the other was a more remote duty, and the danger attending on its non-performance more imperceptible and more gradual. T^Hien one meets a chimney-sweep in a narrow path, one takes care to avoid the certain and obvious contamination of his ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 129 touch ; but we are not conscious of the more gradual and imperceptible, but as certain, destruction of the purity of our garments from dust and the common effects of constant wear. The travellers, who did not stop on the road, got on rapidly till the evening began to close in ; and then they were forced to stop one stage before they meant to do so, by the impossibihty of getting horses to go on with. But luckily they at this moment saw one of Derville's parishioners who was returning home on horseback ; and as Mrs. Derville's last letter had told him not to expect her the next day, she was very glad to be able to send him word that she was within a feu hours drive of home. The next morning she was still de- tained for want of horses ; and it was evening before the hills that formed the vale of Lovelands, the small lake which sparkles in its bosom, and the velvet g5 130 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, lawn on which stood the vhie and honey- suckle and covered parsonage, burst upon their view. The hues of the setting sun were diffusing over it a richer beauty, and Lionel exclaimed, *' Oh ! this is far more beautiful even than the Lawn- house." *' It is our home, so we ought to think it so," said Jane, whose eye now wan- dered in search of an object whom she did not see, but who she thought might be watching for the sight or the sound of her chariot wheels. Mrs. Derville did not speak ; her heart was too full for ut- terance, especially as (on a hill which commanded the winding of the road) she discovered her husband watcliing for her arrival. His delighted children eagerly waved their handkerchiefs to him in token of recognition ; but the more deeply- feeling wife, after looking one moment out of the front window, threw herself into one corner of the carriage^ and hid ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 13^1 her face with her handkerchief. In a few moments Derville descended the hill^ and was at the gate to throw it open for the admission of the travellers. He could only look his welcome as they passed him, but that look was eloquent. Mrs. Derville when the carriage stop- ped was quite overcome by various feel- ings and recollections, and knew not how she got into the house : but she recovered to find herself leaning on the bosom of her husband, and to meet again those eyes of unabated love which had gazed on her with equal tenderness through so many endeared and happy years. What was London with all its joys to that moment of re-union ! She was now en- circled by all she loved best in the world ; and as her husband fervently exclaimed, " They are restored to me in safety ! Father of mercies, I thank thee!" she echoed with quivering lip the impul- 132 MRS. ARLINGTON* ; OR, sive prayer, and felt with Mrs. Arling- ton that she was indeed a woman to he envied, " But you look thin, Frederic!" said Mrs. Derville anxiously, ** and rather pale." ** No wonder ; I have had hard duty to perform." " Do not talk of it — I can't bear to think of the danger you have been in." *^ You must think of it, that you may be grateful for my escape. Oh ! ,they were indeed trying scenes : and when I returned home it was most trying ; instead of finding an anxious and affec- tionate wife to welcome me, and dear attentive children, — to enter a solitary dwelling, uncheered by the sight of domes- tic comfort ! But I was supported under it all ; and I was cheered by the consi- deration that I was doing my duty, and also by the blessed certainty that my wife ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 133 and children were beyond the reach of the fatal contagion around me. But you are all mine again, and my pain is well repaid.'* Mrs. Der\dlle was this evening too full of the happiness of affection to draw unfavourable comparisons between the humble parsonage and more splendid abodes ; though every now and then she cast a measuring eye around her, and thought, though she did not say it, " I could not have beheved these rooms were so small!" But poor Mary Ann fancied that she had great cause for dis- quiet, and she was loud in her expres- sions of it ; for after the first joy of seeing her had subsided, Nelly had left her to return to her puppies, who came into the world only the day before, and Mary Ann could be pacified only by her father's assurances that it would ill be- come Cornelia to leave her young Grac- chi long, on any occasion whatever. 134 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, While the travellers were enjoying the refreshment of tea after their journey, Mrs. Derville, in answer to her husband's question of **But, who is Mrs. ArHng- ton ?'' put her letter to him in his hand, saying, " Mrs. Arlington is an angel ! " And Mr. Derville read with no incon- siderable emotion the eulogy on his wife, and the account of the service she had received from her. " Then it is really so, is it, and you did save her life ? Mary Ann told me just now that Mrs. Arlington fell into the w^ater, and she verily believed but for you she would have been drowned: but I really thought the dear child spoke probably from the exaggerated accounts of the servants, as she did not see the scene." *'0h no, indeed,|father,"|^cried Lionel and Jane, eager to do honour to their mo- ther, and to do her the justice she deserv- ed; ''My mother*s presence of mind did ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 135 indeed save her life : and when she reco- vered, it was the first thing Mrs. Arhng- ton said to her servants — * Take notice, this lady saved my life. Derville looked at his eager and affec- tionate children with a glistening and approving eye, and then bestowed most eloquent and gratifying praise on his wife, and earnest congratulations on the result of her self-possession ; forgetting wholly, that if she from a simple exertion of presence of mind was so worthy of such tender encomiums, and deserving as Mrs. Arlington said of her eternal gratitude, how great, how ardent, and how extensive must be the praises which he deserved, and how eternal ought to be the gratitude, to which he had a claim, from the many poor and humble individuals whom his care and his boun- ties had been the visible means of saving from the grave; — saved, too, by the per- petual recurrence of personal danger 136 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, to himself! But Derville, though ever aHve to merit in others, never thought of his own ; and simply because his ac- tions were never prompted by the wish to deserve the applause of man : he acted on a higher principle and a nobler am- bition ; and really, while he admired his wife's meritorious presence of mind and resolute exertions to preserve Mrs. Ar- lington, he was not conscious that, though there was more of tclat, and of stage effect, in what she had done, — his life for a succession of days had been marked by efforts more trying, more painful, and more virtuous, and followed by results full as worthy of congratula- tions such as he was now bestowing on Mrs. Derville. How happily and how rapidly flew that evening! — -how impossible was it for Mrs. Derville to regret London, or even the Lawn-house and its conveniences! But the next day when Mrs. Denille sat ALL LS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 137 down to dinner she could not help saying, ** I cannot bear that plain queen's ware, I must get ^ set of the blue china." And when she desired the maid servant who waited to change her plate, she observed that '* it seemed so strange to be waited on at table by a female servant, as she had been so long used to footmen.'* "True," saidDerville, "you kept a foot- man in London, and occasionally had horses to the carriage. That was really living in some sort of style, and as you would always have lived, had not Anna Pointz, been a pretty idiot, and preferred the gratifications of love to those of am- bition." This allusion to past seasons was well timed ; it dissipated the returning wish for style beyond her reach ; and looking on her husband with eyes that did justice to her feelings, she replied, ^' Anna Der- ville has never yet repented, nor ever can, the choice of Anna Pointz. No, Mr. Der- 138 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, ville, whatever else may have been my weaknesses, I have never had a vision of grandeur unshared with you ! " And while she spoke, tears filled her eyes, and her voice faltered with emotion. — Dervillewas surprised, and he might have quoted the French proverb. Qui s excuse, s accuse. *' My dearest love," said he, "I never suspected you /tad imagined any happi- ness independent of me as a sharer in it, and I never suspected or accused you of any weaknesses. " " Oh no, that I am sure you never did," said the self-upbraided wife : *' yet weak I have been, very weak : — but I will tell you all." Derville was confounded ; and he look- ed at his children, as if to remind his wife of their presence ; yet he felt assured that the weakness could not be much which she was so willing to own before such witnesses. "Well, my dear, well," said he, after a pause ; " if it will be any ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 139 relief to your mind to confess to me, I will certainly listen to you ; else I should be quite easy to hear no more, as my confidence in you is entire and un- bounded." It is impossible to account for the in- consistencies of human feeling. Flatter- ing to her best feelings as her husband's declared coniidence in her must be, Mrs. Derville was rather mortified that her husband was not a little, a very little jealous ; and she wished^ as she had often done before, that he had seen how much she had been admired in London. The next impulse was to exclaim, *' O\i,apropos! you remember that I wrote you word I saw Lord L. in London ? " ^' A-propos to what.^" replied Der- ville, a shade passing across his brow, and a deep flush overspreading his cheek: " Not a-propos to your weaknesses, I con- clude .^ " he added with a smile. 140 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, Mrs. Derville now blushed with some- what of an indignant feehng, because she felt angry that he could for a moment entertain a jealous doubt. But it was indeed only for a moment ; and Derville's heart instantly reproached him, while with the most perfect ease he said, *' Well, and how does Lord L. look ? Does the peerage become him, and he the peerage ? and did he ask for me ? Till we became rivals, he was, you know, very fond of me. ' ** You ask mc o^ many questions at once," said Mrs. Derville rather crossly, " I do not know which to answer first. Lord L. looks old for his years ; but his manners are the same. He is not ren- dered proud by the accession of rank. — He did ask after you when we first met ; but though I often saw him, I did not often converse with him." "No! How strange! I should have ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 141 thought it must have been so pleasant to you to meet with an old friend amongst strangers !" " To meet with an old friend merely, would have been so ; but " Here she was interrupted by Jane's exclaiming, " Lord L. ! Oh! that was the gentleman, manmia^ who used to look so fixedly at you, and quite discon- cert you by his gaze ; — and then he used to sigh so deeply." " Yes ; and when you used to sing," said Lionel^ " he used to hold his head on one side and look so ridiculously affected." At another time Derville would have chidden his son for speaking severely of any one ; but now he was not sorry to hear him say that Lord L. looked ridi- culous and affected. '' Is this true, Anna .^" said he smiling. ^^ Did Lord L. exhibit these symptoms of still existing love.^" 142 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, " He did." " O fie ! it was very wrong in him. However, poor man, I ought to pity him, and do most sincerely." ''But you would not have had me converse much with him, I suppose ?'' " No, certainly not ; and I commend you for not doing so, as, untold, I am sure you did not." " On the contrary I avoided convers- ing v.'ith him, as I resented his boldness in daring to betray feeUngs which it v/as culpable in him to feel, and degrading to me to witness the expression of." " Poor Lord L. 1" cried Derville ; ''' tmd so not even his coronet could procure him one smile in reward of his obtruded con- stancy ? I am sure tlien I do not envy him his peerage, Anna !" '' It is a fine thing to be a peer, Der- ville, and I have often caught myself of late wishing you were one." " Me a peer!" ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 143 " Yes ; — are not bishops peers ?" *' And do you really wish me a bishop, Anna ? Do you wish to leaye this peace- ful retreat, in which we have been so happy?" "I do sometimes ; though I never wished to be Lady L." " Well, well," said Derville, '' I must, I see, forgive you w^hat you have wished, in favour of what you have not." " Why, papa," cried Jane, " what merit is there in mammals not wishing herself married to Lord L. ? You are ten times younger-looking and hand- somer than he is ; and when I have taught you to tie your neckcloth as Lord N. does — '' she continued, fondly hang- ing about him as she spoke — " And when /," said Lionel (smooth- ing down his dark and glossy hair) " have taught you to brush your hair in front (i'la-mode de Sir Mordaunt Wil- liams and myself — why then — " 144 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, " Why the?!,'' cried Derville laughing, " you will have made me an old cox- comb ! " '' Old ! old, papa ! I am sure I did not see any man to compare to you during my absence, not even in beauty ; — fashion, you know, is another thing." ^* But come, Anna^ is there no altera- tion in your old-fashioned husband that you wish to make ?" cried Derville as his wife drew near the affectionate group. *' None," said she, as she threw her- self into his extended arms : ** Thou hastno faults, or I no faults can spy." x^nd again Mrs. Derville retired to rest, feel- ing and owning herself the happiest wo- man in the world. That evening too had brought a few lines from Mrs. Ar- lington, assuring her of her continued health and grateful love. The next morning she rose, meaning to be very notable and to resume her household duties directly ; but she went 1 ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 145 over her house, made a great bustle, seemed very busy, and did nothing." ^' What furniture and plate, &c. have you brought down with you .^" asked Derville, when they met at dinner. " I have heard very little of Lady Ann's legacy !" '' There is little to hear. I was much disappointed in its value; and Mr. Farrell and I agreed that I had better sell most of the furniture and some of the china orna- ments and plate, and buy new, — I should have liked to have had two or three things which I gave up to Lady Lucy." '' And why did you not take them.^" ^' Because she wished to have them ; and she was so civil that I really had a pleasure in obliging her — though Mr. Farrell advised me not." *' Interest would make any one civil : however, I had rather she should be able to say that you were generous, than that you were selfish. But now be so good VOL. I, H 146 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, as to tell me more about Mrs. Arling- ton : her letter to me bespeaks a woman of education ; of great kindness of heart; and her invitation is a tempting one : but this is all I know, and I believe you know little more." '* No, we do not ; except that she is one of the most beautiful, graceful, ac- complished and enviable of women." "Enviable! Has she a husband and children, Anna .^" " Not children, certainly ; and perhaps not a husband : and so far," said she smiling, " I know women more to be envied : — but her house, her grounds, her style of living — Indeed, Derville, I should like to live just like Mrs. Arlington : I mean with you and my children, not without." " But still you do not know who she is .^" Here the entrance of Mr. Travers put a stop to the conv€rsation, but it was renewed as soon as he was seated. ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 14/ *' Well, Travers," said Mr. Derville, " I can't find out who my wife's new friend is." " I begin to think I have discovered," replied Mr. Travers ; " but my ideas and recollections on the subject are very im- perfect and confused. I think she was a Miss Louisa Fortescue. But Arlington is not her real name." *^ Not her real name !" exclaimed his auditors in some consternation. *' No ; for some reason or other, I suspect that she is separated from her husband, whose name I think is Sey- mour." '* Seymour !" exclaimed Jane ; " then we saw his picture. There was a curtain before it, which I undrew. It was the picture of a very handsome man, and I asked who it was. I remember now that she sighed deeply, turned away, and said * The gentleman's name is Sey- mour.' " H 2 148 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, " Very strange! and very mysterious !" said DervilJe thoughtfully. *' It has always a bad appearance," said Travers, " when a wife is separated from her husband, and lives in such splendour ! and this lady too goes by another name, and that not her maiden name ! Surely, before you continue this intimacy, you ought to inquire more con- cerning this lady, for Jane's sake, and also for yours, my dear madam, for you are as yet too young and too lovely to be known to associate with ladies of doubt- ful character." " My dear sir," eagerly replied Mrs. Derville, '* it is true that I have had no means of knowing how women who are not good, look and talk and behave ; but I feel it to be impossible, that any wo- man can look and talk and act like Mrs. Arlington, who is not pure and faultless in thought and in deed." ** You are pure yourself, my dear ma- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 149 dam, and therefore it is impossible for you to suspect the purity of another. Those who are consciously good are not apt to suspect the virtue of others." *' Then how is it that you suspect Mrs. Arlington, sir ?" ** Fairly retorted," cried Derville. ** But you must own," said Mr. Tra- vers, " that the situation is a singular one.^" " True ; but all singular situations are not guilty ones. For instance, what must any one have thought, who knew the danger to which my husband was ex- posed from the contagion in Lovelands, if they had heard me singing, and seen me going about to parties, and enjoying myself, as if all was well and safe at home ? This was a suspicious situation : Yet still — how innocent I was even of impropriety at the moment!" *' Well," replied Derville Vv^ith a be- nevolent smile, " I like to hear you de- 150 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, fend your new acquaintance, and I will answer her letter ; but it may be as well to make some inquiries concerning her, and Fairell will do it for us. But come, before it is d^r^k let us take a walk and visit some of my parishioners ; though even now I will not allow you to go into all the cottages, lest there be any remains of infection." '' No, no," said Mr. Travers, " do you stay at heme, or go somewhere else ; I want to have a tete-a-tete with your wife, and I choose to have it now." " Very well ; but I suppose I may be allowed to come and meet you ? and in the mean while I will take the children to see a new prospect station which I have discovered." When they were alone together, Mr. Travers told Mrs. Derville that he wish- ed her to visit the cottagers and others of the parishioners without her husband, that she might have the delight of hear- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 15 I ing his praises from tlieir own lips^ a tri- bute of which respect would prevent their payment in his presence; and Mrs. Der- viile thanked him jieartily for his con- siderate attention. Nor was it needless : and the delimited o Mrs. Derville enjoyed that gratification most dear to the heart of a virtuous and affectionate wife, — the well-earned praises and blessings bestowed on a beloved hus- band by grateful beings whom he had either served, saved, or consoled. V/hen Derville met them on their re- turn, the Hushed cheeks, and red, tearful eyes of his wife filled him at first with anxiety ; but the affectionate smile and tendL-r pressure of his hand with which she welcomed him, soon dissipated his alarm ; and Travers kindly said, ' * Do not regret your wife's tears, for they are the tears of pride and of happiness." And that evening she again forgot that the rooms were small, and that the sui)per was 152 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, served on queen's ware. The next day brought another letter from Mrs. ArUng- ton in answer to one which Mrs. Der- ^ille had written to announce her safe ar- rival and happy meeting with her hus- band; and to which Mary Ann had added a postscript to inform her that Nelly had two puppies, one of which (the hand- somest) she was bringing up for her. This letter v/as a franked one ; and on opening it they found a paper inclosed, on the outside of which was written ** A christening present for Nelly," and the following note to Mary Ann : ^*My dear child, ** I beg my intended pet may be named Caius if it be a dog ; and, as is usual on >such occasions, I, as sponsor, send a pre- sent, of which, however, you are to have the sole disposal under the direction and ©are of your good father, who will, I am sure, dispose of it in the best possible ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 153 manner for the benefit of the young Gracchi. Your affectionate friend, "Louisa Arlington." Tlie paper was opened, and the de- Hghted but wondering Mary Ann held up three bank notes. The amount was but I will not say what it was, for I know that some of my readers will say, *' Nonsense! it was far too much for her to give 1" and others would exclaim^ " Shame on her ! she ought to have given a great deal more, if she meant to show her gra- titude to the mother for her having saved her life.'* Therefore, I will avoid all risk of offending the prudent and the money- loving on one hand, and the over-gene- rous on the other, who are usually, alas ! those who have nothing to give, — and will not disclose the amount of the bank- notes, except by implication. When Der- ville saw the notes, he would have given one of them at that moment to be sure that Mrs. Arlington was, and always had H 5 154 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, been the angel which his wife described her to be: as, though he saw that this gift was only the result of a generous and perhaps a proud heart, eager to show its sense of a benefit received, and that this gift would only be the forerunner of more bounties ; still, what he could have re- ceived with pleasure from the hand of un- blemished excellence, he shrunk from re- ceiving from that of doubtful virtue. But he discarded the uncandid thought again immediately; and while his wife and -elder children expatiated with delight on the handsome manner in which Mrs. Arling- ton had contrived to make her present, he took the amazed and perplexed Mary Ann on his knee, to explain to her what Mrs. Arlington meant, and what they ad- mired. "But, papa/' said Mary Ann, "what was there so charming in Mrs. Arlington's ?ending bank-notes for the puppy ? If it was my body else, I should say it was silly; for ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 155 you know, papa, if I were to give it to him, he would only tear it in pieces." '''Very true ; but you are not ordered to give it to him; you are told to give it to me — that is, to put it under my care, as I shall know how to dispose of it for the benefit of the young Gracchi." "Yes." "Well then, listen, Mary Ann! I shall put this" money out to interest, and it will bring in such a sum ; and as you are the mistress of Nelly and her puppies, it will enable you, you see, to provide very hand- somely for them indeed — a chicken now and then, or a bottle of wine and fine fruit, and so on." " O dear, papa, but it would be quite a shame to give dogs such things ! And besides, they don't want them, and would be just as happy without; and that money would buy you something, and mam- ma, and Lionel, and sister, and me too, papa. O dear ! I am sure Mrs. Arlington 156 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, can't expect me to lay out that money on dogs." " No, my child," replied Derville, " no ; Mrs. Arlington has no such wish ; and now, therefore, perhaps you will under- stand why your mother and Lionel and Jane were so charmed with the delicate manner in which she made you this pre- *«ent, by pretending it was for the puppy on its being named." *^ Then it was make-believe; papa, and 1 thought that was wrong." " So make-believe always is, my dear, when meant to deceive ; but this was meant for no such purpose. Now listen, Mary Ann : Mrs . Arlington is a very very rich lady, and your mother has saved her life : now we are not rich ; and thougli our income is good, part of it is only life income: therefore, though Lionel at my death will have my living, as it is a fa- mily one, the rest of my fortune will not be large enough to enable me to leave ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 15/ much to yon and Jane : — this present, tb.en,to you, will be a welcome addition to your fortune, Mary Ann," *^ My fortune^ papa ! Why, to be sure, you will give half to Jane ! I shall not keep it all!" *' Good child 1 '* said the gratified fa- ther; while Jane kissed her glowing cheek. *' Yes, my dear, you must keep it all, or I will keep it for you, for such was the design of the donor ; and I am very sure that she will find some way of being equally generous to Lionel and Jane — but all in good time." *' So am I," said Mrs. Derville; and Lionel and Jane silently acquiesced in the opinion. "But now listen again^ Mary Ann. You are only eight, I think ?'' ** O yes ! I am almost nine, papa." "Well, this money put out to interest (and I can get live per cent, for it^ I know. 158 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, in some of the public stocks), if we let the interest accumulate, — that is, do not take it out and spend it, — will double it- self in seven years ; and by the time you are rather more than two-and-twenty it will make you a pretty little fortune." *' Me, papa! Oh! how kind in Mrs. Arlington ! — But why did she not give it to me at once, and not send it to me for the dogs ? " "I will tell you: — that would have looked as if she said, ' You are pooi;, and I owe you an obligation; so take this money — I know you want it ; — but by giving it thus, she seems to throw a veil over her real motives, and delicately — and" Derville was really puzzled; and not less so, when Mary Ann interrupted him with, *' But after all, papa, it is the same thing, you know, and you are poor, and Mrs. Arlington thinks you so. I can- not see the beauty of all this make-be- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 159 lieve." And Derville could not help laugh- ing as he replied, "Indeed, Mary Ann, on second thoughts, no more can I : and if Mrs. Arlington had said, ' I wish to pro- vide for the children, as their mother has served me so greatly, by giving them some- thing out of my superfluity,' I should not have felt justified in being offended, or in refusing; still, I own the manner she adopted showed some delicacy of mind." " Some ! Oh, a great deal !" exclaimed all but Mary Ann^ as they were very te- nacious of Mrs. Arlington's reputation for every thing exalted ; but little Mary Ann, on this occasion, could have ex- claimed like Mungo in the farce, '' How can me like what me no understand ? " That day, after this new excitement oc- casioned by this connnunication from Mrs. Arlington had subsided, Mrs. Derville re- sumed, but imperfectly, her daily occu- pations ; and she broke off gladly to un- pack some things just arrived by the wag- 160 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR^ gons from London. But It was difficult for her to find places for all her acquisi- tions, and she found that both the china und plate closets must be enlarged^ or new ones made. Yet how to do this she did not know, as she designed to convert a sort of light closet, which commanded a fine view and had a tent-bed in it, into a boudoir, though how to spare the room was a consideration of no small difficulty. *' Little did I think I had so many wants T' said Mrs. Derville as she looked over her rooms and her furniture ; ''it is surprising how I could be so long satisfied uith such a slender store of conveniences! Posi- tively, we have hardly a cliair fit to sit upon ; I must have chaises longues in- stead of that lumbering old-fashioned sofa . Nor was it long before she made a ge- neral complaint to her husband of the impossibility to exist any longer without certain articles^, to obtain which part of the legacy must be expended: ^'AnSl as- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. IGl sure you," she added/* Lionel is very will- ing to engage to spend the less the first year at college." *' Well, that is as you and he please," replied Derville gravely ; *^ Lionel is your child as well as mine, and his college - comforts must be as dear to you as to me ; — if he is willing to spend less on real necessaries that you may spend more on fancied wants, so be it." *^ Fancied wants ! Mr. Derville." " Yes, my dear; are they not so ? The sofa is quite as good as ever it w^as^ though it is not so new-fashioned ; and we have hitherto been so happy and so good-na- tured, that we have not needed a boudoir^ or room to pout in — is not that the proper translation of the word boudoir^ Anna.?" " Nonsense," cried Mrs. Derville pet- tishly; *' call it dressing-room if you will. I want a room I can call my own to sit in in a morning, and receive company in." 102 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, - ''Have you not two parlours ?" ''Yes."* " And will they not hold morning vi- sitors liicre conveniently than a closet .^ I conclude vcu do not mern to put the tcudoir to the original use of such apart- ments, — that of an apartment sacred to a Mrs. Derviile, conscious that her hus- band's raillery and observations were just, felt a little angrv, and replied that indeed she had no room quite big enough to breathe freely in, and that the house now seemed to her quite a nutshell." " But a luitshell still full of its sweet- flavoured meat, I hope Y' he gently re- plied. "If your rooms are small, they have hitherto been 'little rooms of great comfort,' Anna, have they not ? and I trust they will be so again. If not, O Mrs. Arlington ! your postillion and vou will have much to answ^er for ! " So saying, with a pained and mortified ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 163 expression of countenance he left the room ; and Mrs. Derville, finding, on con- fi lilting with the carpenter whom she had sent for, that enlarging the closets would cost a great deal of nioney, resolved to give up converting the closet up-stairs into a bondoir which she did not want, hut to convert it into a china-closet which she did want ; as Lady Anne's berjuest of china was really large and handsome. Some of the vases and dishes, however, in imitation of Lady Lucy and Mrs. Ar- lington, she resolved, though at the risk of having them thrown down, to set in her drawing-room, (as she now called the best parlour,) on brackets, and in stands made for the purpose. When she next saw her husband, itwas with the paiafal consciousness that her dissatisfaction with the comparative po- verty and smallness of her home had given him pain ; but the resolution she had made to carry her point, and make 164 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, her house as elegant as possible, deter- mined her to conquer the impulse of her heart, and to prove to him by her silence relative to what he had said when he left the room, that without the indulgencies which she required, her comfort in her home could never in future be what it had been ; — and this was the first uncom- fortable meal the husband and wife had ever eaten together. Mrs. Derville only spoke to complain of the uncomfortableness of the chairs, and to declare that they were so large and wide, they made the little room still less ; — tlien the tables had better be sent to Loi - don to be sold, and the new-fashioned table that shuts up and draws out bought in its stead. As to the sofa, that was not to be borne with a day longer. *^ How un- grateful this is in you, Anna," said Der- ville reproachfully, " when you must re- collect how comfortably you have often reclined on it after your confi>iements or ALL IS ^'GT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 165 little illnesses, and declared, while I sat on one side of it reading you to sleep^ that no bed was ever more comfortable ! Anna, the couch is the same, and your nurse is also unchanged — But — " Here he paused, and starting up abruptly left the room. When once persons are very wrong, it is difficult to get right again — and Mrs. Derville felt this. Her heart whispered, *' Follow your husband, and tell him you are no more altered than he or the sofa, and that you own the sofa is a very good sofa." But pride whispered, that Der- ville did not make sufficient allowances for the different life which she had lately led, and the elegant style of furniture, &c. to which she had lately been accustom- ed ; and that he ought not to resent so highly her very natural dissatisfaction with accommodations so very different to those which she had left. ** What would Lady Lucy say, and what woisld Lord 166 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, this, or Lady t'other think, if they were to visit her by chance, and see how un- styhsh every thing about her was ? No, for his own sake, and especially in case Mrs. Arlington should ever be their guest, she must get things a little smart about her — " And she did not follow her husband. Derville wandered out to the furthest and most lonely extremity of the banks of the lake, not only to conceal his emo- tion from every eye, but also to com- mune with his own heart, and ask him- self w^hether he- did not too keenly feel these little follies of his wife, and too visibly resent them. She had been, he heard from Lionel, excessively admired and courted whithersoever she went; and he saw that if she had given him encou- ragement, she might have led her old lover, now an admired man of high rank, an avowed captive in her chains. But this vicious indulgence of her vanity, not only ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 167 exclusive love for him had forbidden, but principle and an innate deiicacv and pu- rity of feeling, which led her to loathe even the appearance of a homage repugnant to good morals. Why then should he so severely judge such a slight evidence of woman's weakness in her ? '' I was wrong — I was very WTong ; and by such expressions of my quick feelings I am not .likely to reconcile her to retire- ment and to her home, if indeed, as it now seems, her heart is in a degree alienated from it. Well then, I will re- turn home and seek her out, and speak kindly to her ; but I dare say I shall meet her coming out in search of me." His hopes however deceived him ; and he found Mrs. Derville still in the par- lour, and looking over some new silver forks which were just arrived . She turned her head on his entrance, and held up one to him with a forced smile; but her look was calm, and to his surprise he saw no ^ 168 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, traces of tears on her cheek, though he had evidently twice that day left her with wounded feelings. Then she was in- deed changed, he thought; for he knew not the effort Mrs. Derville made to sup- press the marks of feeling which he had so anxiously sought. At this moment Jane entered, follow- ed by Edward Eustace, the young curate, who had obtained her father s and mo- ther's permission to try to win her affec- tions, and who till this unfortunate jour- ney to London, Derville hoped, had very nearly succeeded, as his conduct was un- impeachable and his situation in life good. Jane's mother had been content to marry a humble country clergyman,— and why should her daughter, who had. not more beauty or more accomplish- ments, and had certainly much less for- tune, aspire to a more lofty connexion ? He therefore was not sorry to see Jane return free even in her affections, and he ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 169 now welcomed Eustace to the house with even parental ardour. Mrs. Dervilie, he thought, was rather cold in her welcome ; but then he knew that he had vexed her : but June's man- ner distressed him beyond measure, and he saw that it rendered Eustace exces- sively unhappy. The truth was, Jane had flattered herself that Eustace, who lived at the next village, would be watch- ing for her return ; and she was so much disappointed at not seeing him, that she resolved to revenge herself on him by treating him with cold supercilious civi- lity — and she was no bad imitator of Miss Orme's manner to herself. When he offer- ed to set her a chair, she begged he would not trouble himself : — when she dropped her needle, she declared he was too good to make an effort to find it; — and when he presented it to her, she took it with a smile, but did not look at him while she thanked him. VOL. I. I 170 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, Lionel had not yet seen Eustace; and when he entered the room, the unaffected cordiahty of his manner would have made him amends for the coldness of Jane's, if the attentions of friendship could ever make the heart that loves amends for the neglect and the disdain of the object be- loved. Lionel's eyes sparkled and his cheek glowed at sight of his friend ; and Derville said to himself, " At least there is one of them unsophisticated and unchanged !" " Well, Eustace, how are you ? I am delighted to see you," exclaimed Lionel, as Eustace, expressing his welcome more by an agitated grasp of his hand than by words, arose to meet him : ** But where were you the evening we arrived.'^ and why have we not seen you before ? I assure yon, Jane and I both expected to see you on the road, to give us a welcome, just before we turn off at the gate that leads to your house." ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 1/1 Jane at these words pretended to take up and examine the silver forks, as she could not deny what Lionel said, and did not like to seem to hear it without deny- ing it: but she very anxiously expected the answer ; and her father was no uninterested and unobservant spectator of what was passing. '^ It was my intention to be waiting at that very gate," said Eustace ; " but just as I was setting off for it, I was summon- ed to do duty at a church some miles off, where the minister was suddenly taken ill as he was going to bury a corpse ; nor would he allow me to come away — be- cause he was sure he was dying — till this very evening ; and then being suffer- ed to leave him, I came hither, without even going home." ^' Now I shall see what effect this has on Jane," thought her anxious father ; and to his inexpressible joy he saw her turn round with a blushing cheek and a I 2 17*2 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, smile of the sweetest animation ; and holding out one of the forks to Eustace, " See!" she cried, " what extravagancies we have been guilty of 1" There vv^as nothing in the action itself, but the manner of it was every thing. Eustace took the fork, his eyes met hers ; he understood her late coldness and super- cilious civility ; his heart beat with renewed hope ; and as he pressed her hand on re- turning the fork, he thought, nay he was sure, the pressure was gently returned. Derville's heart w^as also lightened of this new load, and in time he was sure his wife would be kind to him again. The servant now brought in a packet that came by the post, franked by a se- cretary of state. It was large, and evi- dently contained nothing but writing. It was directed to Mrs. Derville. She eager- ly opened it, and found it was from Mrs. Arlington. Mrs. Derville read a few minutes to ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 173 herself: but her bosom soon heaved, and her eyes filled with tears ; till at length, unable to subdue her feelings, she threw herself on her husband's neck, and faintljr murmuring out ** Forgive me, my best love !" she hid her face on his shoulder. Mrs. Arlington wrote as follows. The History of Mrs. Arlington, '' The Lawn-House. "From a palace, the seat of sad and so- litary grandeur, I address you at your simple dwelling, the abode of maternal love and of wedded happiness. Long after you left me I followed your carriage Vv^heels in fancy, and envied you your progress ; for you were hastening to the home of your youth and the husband of your heart, and that husband a being to glory in. And I smiled with bitterness while I remembered that to you I had appeared an object of envy : — Aye, and perhaps I appear so still ; for I am doubt- 174 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, ful of what may be your feelings when this packet reaches you. "Afewdays will then have elapsed since your reunion with this beloved husband; and after the first fond emotions liave subsided, the ambitious love of grandeur and the luxuries of life, which new circumstances had, I saw, awakened in your bosom, will have had leisure to sliow itself ; and already I can fancy you projecting alterations, devising new ex- penses, and a little angry with Mr. Der- ville for not sympathizing with you in your w^ants and dissatisfactions. Yes ; methinks I can behold unusual gloom over his placid brow, and a feeling of dis- content, for the first time in your life, damping your former consciousness of beii g blest beyond ycur sex's charter. If 1 have fancied and foreboded aright, repent the unworthy and ungrateful sen- sations ; hasten in penitent love to im- plore the pardon of that husband, whom ALL Is Ts^OT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 175 your woman*s weakness, however excuse- able, may have wounded ; and when you have been clasped to his forgiving bosom, read to your family the pages which for your sake I have written — written to convince you how blest your lot has been ; and that, were your residence a hovel, such a partner of it should make it a paradise — written to make you for ever a stranger to aught of frivolous re- pinings and frivolous wishes, and to bid you bend in humble and contrite thank- fulness to Heaven, while you read the History of Louisa Arlington." Mrs. Derville had read thus far, when unable to endure any longer the re- proaches of her own heart, thus power- fully called into action, she addressed her husband as mentioned above : and when Eustace was gone, Derville read the fol- lowing narrative to his deeply interested wife and children : ' * I was the only surviving child of many, 176 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR^ and was consequently watched over with more than the usual care of parental affec- tion. But my parents though tender were judicious, and their fondness did not show itself in unbounded indulgence of all my desires, the result always of selfishness rather than well-principled affection ; but it manifested itself in such salutary restraints and wise contradictions as are best calculated to secure the future good of its object. ** It is often difficult to say what is cause and what is effect; — but whether my edu- cation influenced my temper, or my tem- per was fitted to profit by my education, I know not : certain however it is, that I was gentle and submissive under pa- rental authority, and that nothing could equal my obedience to my parents, but my veneration and my love for them. " My grandfather on the paternal side, though the younger son of a nobleman, h ad entered into trade, and made a very large fortune, and n)y father was his ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 1/7 only child. I therefore was an heiress of considerable expectations, consequent- ly no expense was spared on my educa- tion ; and as I had early evinced a talent for music, the first masters were em- ployed to perfect me both in singing, and in playing on different instruments ; and till I was sixteen, our winters were all passed in London. But at that time my mother's health became so much affected by the fogs of the metropolis, that we removed to an estate which my father had recently purchased in the immediate vicinity of a large provincial town, and my musical instructors promised that they would continue their lessons occasionally at. our own house, when the London sea- son was over.. ** There was a regiment of dragoon guards quartered in the town near which we resided ; and though I was not what is called out, being at the time I mention iiot seventeen, I was nevertheless well I 5 178 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, acquainted with the officers ; and one of them, a young lieutenant, though he paid me no particalar attention and seem- ed to consider me as a child, engaged iny exclusive admiration. "If personal beauty in a man can excuse affection in woman, he had sufficient to justify the most unbounded ; but he had much more effective and certain recom- mendations, — a grace of manner which I never yet saw equalled, and a tone of voice which when once heard could never be forgotten. ** This dangerous young man did not remain long with the regiment at this period; for he was sent away on a recruit- ing party, leaving behind him a character for extravagance and immorality, which those who admired him, and myself amongst the rest, excused on the score of his youth. But I, however charmed, should have forgotten him, had he not returned to the regiment at the period ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 179 •when all officers join, and just time enough to witness my first appearance at a public ball. " It is not to be supposed that the heir- ess of the rich Mr. Fortescue could ap- pear at her first ball without being an object of notice, if not of admiration ; and perhaps I was both; — certainly, to the young lieutenant I seemed an object of both ; — ^^and as he was the son of a baronet, and his connexions were good, my father could not object to him as a partner for his daughter, ** But why should I dwell on the dan- gerous pleasures of that evening, and of many that succeeded it ? *'I was prepared to like him, from my previous impressions in his favour, spite of his imputed errors ; and he succeeded only too well, in convincing me that he loved me. " At length he made me proposals of marriage ; and I referred him to my pa- 180 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, rents, who had always declared that, as money was no object with them, they would never object to any one whom I loved, provided his character was unex- ceptionable, and he was likely to make me happy. ** To be brief: My father, unequivo- cally rejected my lover's suit, and gave him his reasons why he did so, as I afterwards too well knew. He told him that, being aware of my growing partiality for him, he had made minute inquiries into his character and disposition, and that he must be well aware what the result of his inquiries had been ; that he had learnt his temper, when not restrained by powerful motives, such as those of interest and fear, was taunting, tor- menting, and tyrannical; and what his habits of life were, it did not, he added, Ijecome him to discuss ; that therefore, however distinguished his family was, and however fascinating his manners. ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 181 such a man should never, with his con- sent, be the husband of his daughter. " My lover pleaded his youth as an ex- cuse for his errors^ and assured my father, that as his love for me would make him wax in my hands^ his irritability of tem- per would be conquered by my gentle- ness and endearing qualities. But he argued in vain, and his suit was positive- ly rejected : and my mother was desired by my considerate father to break his commands on this subject to me. "Though in a degree prepared for the communication, as I had always 'seen my father's eye sternly fixed on him, and anxiously on me, whenever he had been present at our interviews, it completely overwhelmed me ; and my distress was such, that my indulgent mother promised to prevail on my father, if possible, to say, that if my lover in process of time should seem to have repented the error of his ways, and to be a reformed character 182 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, both in habits and temper, he would allow him to visit at the house. But her efforts were unavailing, and I saw my- self apparently for ever separated from the man who I believed had been in a great measure belied from the ca- lumnies of those who envied him his charms and his acomplishments, and whom, in spite of parental prohibition and of my usual obedience to it, I tender- ly and fervently loved. And my lover was careful to keep up the impression which he had made, by throwing himself in my way whenever he had any oppor- tunity. He used to watch my father from his home ; and then, if my mother and I drove out, or I rode out with the servant, I used to see him leaning on some gate in the road, and looking the very picture of hopeless misery ; while he took care that every one should be able to tell us that he shut himself up, never dined at mess, and was looking woe-worn and pale ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 18o — an altered man in every respect. All this had a powerful effect on my mother as well as on myself ; and when she saw that I too grew thin and looked pale, she thought my father carried his resolution too far, and that he had been too severe in his judgement, and too positive in his refusal. "At this time my father was forced to go on business to London ; and he had not been gone long, when my lover wrote to my mother, whose pitying looks when he met us had not been lost on him, in- closing a letter for myself, which respect for parental authority, and my principles, prevented him, he said, from attempting even to get delivered another way ; but which he earnestly conjured her, if she valued his well-being here and his salva- tion hereafter, to allow me to read. "My mother was affected by the solemn earnestness of his adjuration; softened by his apparent misery, and flattered pro- bably by the consciousness that love for 184 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, her daughter was its cause ; — and tmj fa- ther IV as absent. "Accordingly she allowed me to read this fatal letter, the contents of which remained indelibly engraven on my mind. — He owned and lamented the irritabi- lity of his temper, and the errors into which youth and the ardour of his pas- sions had led him ; but that, as the influ- ence of virtuous love was even prover- bial, and he had never felt it till now, he was sure that if I would but be his wife, I should not only reform and render ex- emplary his conduct on earth, but I should save his soul from otherwise in- evitable destruction, and lead a sinner to repentance and to mercy. " From that moment I resolved on principle not to attempt to subdue my attachment, and my mother herself espou- sed his cause ; while I saw with satisfac- tion that my mind preyed on my health, and that my appearance was so indicative of indisposition, that my father on his ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 185 return could not fail to be struck with the alteration. ** He was struck with it indeed^ — nay, the sight overwhelmed him. He beheld the darling of his heart, the sole survivor of many beloved children, apparently about to follow them to the grave, the victim of a hopeless attachment. Yet pain- ful as this apprehension was, he thought he could better bear to see me die, than unite myself to a man such as he believed my lover to be, and Vv^ho would no doubt render my existence wretched. " But he miscalculated the strength of his resolution ; and he found at last, that any thing was preferable to seeing me die by inches, willed as it were to perish by him; and if I must perish, he felt that he had rather I should die the victim of my own obstinacy, than of his. In short, as my mother was openly our friend, and my father's own heart betrayed him, \vc carried our point : and as soon as Mr. 186 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, Seymour had left the army, we were married. ** Various and severe were the animad- versions which my persevering attachment occasioned ; and I was accused of having married from motives of vanity — the vanity of believing that my charms of person and of mind v/ould reclaim a liber- tine. But those accusers were superficial judges of the human heart, and of mine. I married because I loved — because no common attractions of manner and per- son had fascinated my taste, and thrown a spell over my judgement; and that, like all women in love, I had implicit reli- ance on the assurances of the beloved ob- ject. He said that not only his happi- ness and his virtue depended on my be- coming his wife, but his salvation — and I believed him. Can my union with him after that be a matter of wonder .'^ *'^ Well, we were married; and my ge- nerous father was not onlv most liberal ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 187 in his settlements on me, but he was bountiful to my husband also : and he seemed so impressed by my father's noble conduct^ and paid him such marked and flattering attention, tliat my mother blessed the hour when she became his advocate ; and I looked forward to days of uninterrupted happiness. ^' My mother did not long survive our union, and she died blessing it, and be- lieving it would be blest. ** We had not been married many months when we went on a tour through Scotland ; duringwhich (when alone and unrestrained by my fatlier's presence, who, with a cousin of his, accompanied us on our journey) T discovered that my husband's temper, though restrained, was not improved ; and I began to see on what a sandy foundation the fabric of my wedded bliss was built. " But my resolution w^as instantly taken to bear whatever he inflicted with patience 188 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, and in silence, and endeavour to conce-al for ever from all eyes, but more especially from the eyes of my father, the misery for which I had only to blame my own weak- ness, blindness, and obstinate attach- ment ; and, like the Spartan boy, I re- solved to hide from every eye the pangs which would probably prey on my vitals. ** When we returned from Scotland we took a house in town, and I left the pa- ternal roof. O the agony, the fore- boding agony, of that moment ! But the education which I had received had taught me self-command ; and I was able to take leave of my agitated and agonized parent with such quiet and subdued sorrow, in appearance, as astonished even myself. But its secret violence did not escape my conscious husband : he saw that my eyes were opened to the fate that awaited me ; and as he bore me from my once happy home, he resolved to wear no longer the mak that had fatigued liim. ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 189 " As soon as the carriage drove off, he turned round to me, and said, with a smile of bitter sarcasm, ' I never saw finer specimens of despair and resignation than you and your doting father exhibit, madam ; u^hy, you look as if you were just going to execution, and the chaplain was exhorting you ! And as to your father, — insolent driveller, — does he think I have forgotten that he refused me for your husband, and had the impudence to tell me why ? — to tell me also that he abhor- red my morals and feared my temper, and that he had rather follow you to your gi'ave than to the altar with me ! If I ever forgive it....' " Here his utterance became choked with passion, while a mixture of pru- dence and emotion kept me silent : nor did he speak for several minutes. But the horrible expression of his coun- tenance gradually subsided, nay, it was even exchanged for that of insinuating 190 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, softness and animated brightness : — It was the rainbow succeeding to the thun- der-cloud ; and ah ! it was transient like that. " He now condescended to soothe my fluttered spirits, apologized for the vio- lence of his temper^ asked me if it was not provoking to see his bride leave her parental roof for that of a young and adoring husband, looking like a con- demned victim going to be sacrificed, and as if all her affections were centred in her father! He also asked if I did not admit that he had reason to be angry with what my father had said to him. And so winning was his manner, so blinded was I by my love, and so willing to be blind- ed, that I absolutely admitted that both my father and 1 were wrong, and that his taunting and cruel language was in a degree to be excused. But ours were young connubial days as yet ; and I soon ound that every future day teemed with LL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 19i similar indulgences of temper, for which not even my blindly-devoted love could find an excuse. *' Still, how delightful, how attentive, and how fond, he could seem in company \ for he was excessively jealous of his re- putation ; and being conscious that his temper was suspected to be diabolical, he reproached me with virulence one day for having) he was convinced, injured him in the opinion of the world by my pale cheek and dismal looks, which, he was sure, were attributed to him ; and he in- sisted on my wearing rouge, to hide my paleness, and by that means stop im- pertinent observation. ** I obeyed, and even tried to be as gay as I used to be : but my strongest m.otive for obedience in this particular was the wish to deceive my father, as well as the world, and to lay asleep, if I could, his ^ver watchful tenderness. ** And Oh ! how comforted I felt when- h 192 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR , vy^iv, ever I was sure that I succeeded ! But this was a difficult task ; — my father was so restless and so suspicious that all was not right, — especially ashe found that my husband spent a great deal of money, and was reported to play high, though I did not know it, — that he was frequently coming to town ; and when he came un- expectedly, it was with great difficulty indeed that I could entirely conceal my sufferings : — when I expected him, by the aid of art and great effort I could look like what I once was. However, two years had worn away pleasantly enough in company, — for there my husband was all I could wish him, — but miserably at home, when I had a prospect of increasing my family. However, my joy was damped by the sorrow which my husband ex- pressed, and by his daily declarations that brats were good for nothing but to bring trouble and expenses on their parents ; for which the pleasure of having them was ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 193 no equivalent ; and al^o by the conscious- ness which I now had, thtit as he never had any money for the most trivial wants, he must have means of disposing of his income of which I was wholly ignorant. " I have hitherto omitted to say, but I will assert it, that had my father wanted other reasons to dislike my marriage with the man of my choice, he had a suffi- cient one in his desire to marry me to the man of his ; and that man was one whom any parent must have delighted in seeing the choice of his child, and any woman might have been proud of making her own. Can I praise him more than by saying that he was in temper and dis- position an exact contrast to my hus- band, and that his countenance was a fit index to the mind and heart which ani- mated it .^ But I was blind — infatuated — obstinate — weak! — and I rejected him, to wed his opposite. On my marriage he VOL. I. K 194 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, accepted a diplomatic mission, and went abroad ; being unable, it was said, to stay in England after that event. How- ever that might be, he returned to it again when I had been married about two years and a half; and I not only frequently met him in company, but my husband asked him continually to the house. Why he did so I cannot tell, except that it was in hopes I might give him an opportunity of reproaching me with being too attentive to an old admirer, and of charging me with im- propriety of conduct. But he knew not the man whom he thus tried to lead into temptation, nor the woman whom he thus ende^oured to place in danger- ous and difficult situations. Mv former lover refused all his invitations to our house, except when I opened my doors to all the world ; and if a feeling of former attachment glowed within his bosom, he respected me too much to ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 195 let it appear in his looks or manner : but he pitied me, deeply pitied me ; for his eye soon discovered the real wretch, un- der the gay trifler in fashionable circles ; and I saw that he beheld the increasing paleness of my sunk cheek under the bright tints which covered it. ** Nay, once he overheard some terrible invectives with which my husband assail- ed me, as he was leading me to my car- riage, when he wanted me to set him down at the Opera, and fancied I was unwilling to come away; — and never, never shall I forget the look of fruitless and tender compassion with which he regarded me ! I see it yet : and whether my fancy gave it the expression or not, I cannot decide, but it seemed to say, * Deluded woman, what have you done ? destroyed my happiness and your own tool' ** But this was the only moment when his eyes ever spoke to mine : and soon 196 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, after he again left England as resident at a distant court ; nor have I seen him since. ** I was now within two months of my confinement, and anxiously and earnestly anticipating the event; for I could not help hoping that, spite of his avowed aversion to children, the sight of his own might soften my husband's heart in favour of the mother. •' But my hopes were doomed to be disappointed. " One morning my husband (who never suffered me to retain any part of my al- lowance, and kept me therefore as poor as he made himself) entered the inner drawing-room where I was sitting, to ask for whatever money I had about me ; — but I had none to give him ; and whether his demands were more pressing than usual, or what was the cause, I know not, but he flew into the most ungovernable passion — cursed the ALL IS 'NOT GOLD THAT GLirfERS. 197 day he ever married me, cursed me for having had the weakness to love him, and to beheve he loved me ; assuring me that he merely married me for my money, and that he then loved and still loved another woman. " Bitter, overwhelming as this moment was, which added the pangs of jealousy to the consciousness of never having been loved by the man I doted on, it was but the forerunner of suffering different in its na- ture, but as agonizing in degree (if any pang can equal that inflicted by jealousy); for, on looking up with a sort of desperate fixedness to the livid and distorted face of my husband — immoveable and as if transfixed with horror, I beheld my la- ther ! ! ! and saw that the misery which I had hitherto so carefully concealed from him, was now revealed to him in all its terrible extent ! '* The sight of his despair and the con- sciousness of his pangs drew from me 198 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, what my own had failed to do — a scream of phrensjed agony, which caused my hus- band to turn round, and to behold that unhappy parent whom he had thus stab- bed, though unconsciously, to the heart. Instantly, conscience-stricken, he started, hid his face in his hands, and precipitately left the room. " I cannot dwell on the sad scene which succeeded between my broken-hearted parent and myself ;=-5Uaicej that when I threw myself into his arms, as if for pro- tection and for comfort, I ceased to feel as wretched as I had done before, and for a while my consciousness of suffering abated. I must own too, that at the time a feeling of selfishness prevailed ; and I was not sorry to be no longer obliged to keep within my own bosom the secret of my sorrows, but was relieved by being able to confide them to the only being on earth of whose affection I could not be deprived, and whose sympathy and ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 199 pity for my distress could never know abatement. If there can be a joy in misery, it was mine at that moment. ' ' My father was the first to break silence ; and it was in such a voice, and with such a look as showed me what he was about to utter; and nearly inarticulate with agony, I exclaimed, * Oh ! do not, do not curse him 1 ' " What my poor father would have re- plied I know not ; but at this moment he saw my pale face assume a still more ghastly hue ; and as he caught me in his arms, to save me from falling, he hastily rang the bell for assistance. " Lwas instantly conscious of the effect of my late agitation, and that a prema- ture confinement would be the urJ^jrtu- nate result. Nor was I deceived in my forebodings ; and for many hours my life hung suspended as it were upon a tiuead,- In the intervals of my suffering 1 was continually asking for my father, and his 200 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, presence always seemed to cheer me ; but I never asked for my husband : and I found on my recovery, jealous as he was of appearing to be a beloved and loving liusband, that he deeply resented this natural result of outraged feeling and re- sented cruelty. *^ At length the little victim, probably, of a father's brutality, opened its eyes on the light to close them again for ever ; and I was consoled by the certainty that no father's blessing would have hailed him to existence. " As soon as my life was safe, my father told me he must return home ; nor did I wonder at his being eager to go, as the sight of my husband was, I saw, become odious to him, though he seemed to feel the greatest possible anxiety during my danger : and well he might ; for he knew that his expectations of further wealth must die with me ; and I fear that my fa- ther put this interpretation on his agonies. ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 201 But perhaps we judged him uncandidly, and remorse as well as interest might prompt the evident agitation . My father wished me to accompany him into the country ; but I was pronounced too weak to undertake the journey: and as I saw how ill he was able to endure my husband's pre- sence, and was fearful of some terrible scene between them, I forbore to ask him to defer his departure till I was strong enough to go with him. However, un- asked^ as my husband declared his in- tention of leaving town, he staid a few days longer ; and these were the last days of affectionate enjoyment that I ever knew. During that period I endeavoured to excuse in my husband the cruel decla- ration, and those overwhelming curses which my father overheard, and I assured him, (which was the truth,) I had been so unwell that day and the preceding one, that the event which we deplored might have taken place had Seymour been less k5 202 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, unkind. I also tried to persuade him that I had occasionally hours of happi- ness, and did not repent my ill-starred union; and it was so necessary to his peace that he should believe me, that he did so. " How sweet it was to me to live once more in uninterrupted intercourse with a being who really loved me, who spoke to me always in the tone of affection, and look- ed on me with eyes of fondness ! But the hours flew too rapidly away ; and the moment of my husband's return, which was the signal for my father's departure, came on me as an unexpected calamity* And what grief of heart it was to me to think, that the return of her husband should drive a father away from an ojily child! ** But it could not be otherwise, and I had only to submit in silence and resig- nation ; but, O that parting ! O the agony of that moment, when my father on his knees commended me, with qui- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 203^ vering lips and streaming eyes, to the pro- tection and support of my Creator, in the trials to which he was certain that he left me, and then rushed out of the house ! The misery of our parting then, could only be exceeded by that of our next meeting. " When he was gone, I fell into a sort of stupid acquiescence in my fate. I wel- comed rny husband^ who was really kind when we first met^ with a smile of tran- quillity approaching to imbecillity, which evidently shocked him ; and he pressed my pale lip with a degree of affection to which I had long been a stranger. " Iwas soon^ however, too fa tally roused to the keenest sense of suffering. My father was advancing in life, and the agi- tation and anxiety which he had recently undergone had had a pernicious, nay fatal effect on his frame ; for he had not been home above three days when he was seized with a paralytic stroke. An ex- 2f)4 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, press was immediately sent off to my hus- band, who, to do him justice, broke the intelligence in the gentlest manner to me, and, foreseeing that I should wish to set off directly, had ordered horses to the door before he communicated it ; — he also insisted on accompanying me, mean- ing to keep his arrival a secret from my father. " Tliis kindness, this attention, what- ever were its motives, supported me won- derfully under this new and severest of trials ; and if I found my poor father sen- sible, I meant to please him by relating it to him. But alas ! when my husband, who left the carriage to ask how my father was, even before he handed me out, re- turned to me as I leaned in almost breath- less agitation against the door of the hall, I saw such an expression of satisfaction on his features as led me to imagine he brought good news ; and when he told me on the contrary that I must prepare ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 205 myself for the worst, I could not but feel, even at that engrossing moment, that the certainty of my father's fate had occasion- ed the glad expression which I had ob- served. *^ I therefore rejected involuntarily his offered arm up the stairs, and staggered alone into the chamber of death. Though the last struggles of life were fast approach- ing, and the powers of utterance were nearly destroyed, the sufferer's perceptions were clear : and instantly recognising me, he held out his hand in welcome ; while his dying eyes were turned with unutter- able tenderness upon me. I threw my- self in an agony of grief beside him ; and seeing by a mournful shake of his head that he meant to assure me there was no hope of his recovery, I gave way to the tenderness of lamentation, conjuring him to live for my sake, or take me with him ! These words too plainly spoke that I was conscious, if I lost him, I should lose every 206 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, thing which endeared Hfe to me ; and as he tried to embrace me with the arm that had escaped the attack, he said in imper- fect accents, and looking up to heaven, * There ! seek there a father, my child^ — bless ' and while I hung over him in breathless attention to catch the imper- fect and unfinished sentences, he looked wistfully in my face, the arm that grasp- ed me suddenly let go its hold, and his eyes closed to ope no more. I must pause — ^This recollection always . over- whelms me. "Day succeeded to day and week to week, yet I showed no signs, I have been told, of returning consciousness; and except that I breathed, it was sometimes doubt- ful whether I existed. At length, however, my youth enabled me to triumph over my disease, — the result of the debility occa- sioned bysorrow and emotions of a various nature, — and I recovered to a sense of what now was. But such a dreadful conscious- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 207 ness attended returning recollection, that I wished in the first feelings of despair to lose again the sense so lately restored to me ; for I seemed to stand alone in the world, unloved, unsoothed, and unsup- ported ! "The eyes which had regarded me with partial affection during so many years were now closed in the grave ; the only heart that loved me with a tenderness which nothing could chill, was now still and cold and broken ; — and broken by whom ? and whose persevering and un- duteous obstinacy had led to consequences so fatal and distressing ? And yet I live, and still must live ! live to suffer — retri- butive justice wills that I should — and drink to the dregs that bitter cup which I have drugged for myself ! Such were my thoughts on recovering my recollection. But fortunately for me, so deep was my contrition for having been the means of my father's sudden fate, so prostrate was I 208 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, in true humiliation and self-judgement before the Being who had thus made my offence the means of my punishment, — that I gathered consolation from the ex- cess of my misery, and was thankful that I was allowed to endeavour to expiate by trial the sins which I had committed : and this feeling saved and supported me. *' My husband expressed great joy at my recovery^ and was , I have been informed , excessively afflicted at beholding my sad state (no wonder ; for had he not, as it were, two lives to answer for already, and might not mine be added to the list ?) And when his tears fell on my neck, as he pressed me to his heart on first seeing restored re- collection in my eyes, when I opened them on the objects around me, and shudder- ingly recognised him, my heart reproach- ed me for being so shut up, as it were, against these evidences of his affection ; and as I leaned against his bosom, I re- ALL IS NOT €OLD THAT GLITTERS. 209 solved to endeavour if possible to love him still, and try to be the object of his love. *' I did love him still, spite of all that had passed : andwhen he devoted his hours, as he now did, to endeavours to amuse and cheer me, I forgot his past cruelty, and only wished my beloved father w^s alive to witness the happy change. But with my health and recovered calmness my husband's attentions ceased ; and I was left alone again to brood over my sorrows ; while superior to the rest tower- ed the pang of jealousy, and his declara- tion that he had never loved me, hut had loved and still loved another, haunted me wherever I went. And who and where could this rival be .^ But perhaps he had only said this to torment me. However, the idea, false or true, was always upper- most ; and whenever we were at an assembly together, I always watched his countenance when he addressed the young, the beau- tiful, and the attractive. 210 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, ^* You will wonder, perhaps, to hear me talk of going to assemblies again : but it was part of my duty to do it. " As the terrible illness which had suc- ceeded my poor father's death was a sufficient proof of the love I bore him, and months of suffering and seclusion had testified my respect for his memory, my next duty was to indulge my hus- band's wishes: — besides, such, as I said before, was his jealousy with regard to his reputation on certain points, that he was afraid the world should suspect I se- cluded myself to weep on account of a living husband rather than a dead father. His self-love too was wounded, at the idea that such grief for a parent could be felt by one who was so happy as to call him husband ; and he insisted on my putting off mourning and putting on rouge, and on my resuming my usual habits of visiting. " I obeyed, and even tried to be gay ; — and it was curious to obser\'e what a con- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 211 trast to me his manner in society was to his manner at home. ** In company he was still so attentive to me, and so kind, that he flattered himself I should be the envy of wives and of wo- men ;— but the moment he had me to himself again, the mask was thrown off, and the domestic tyrant again appeared. He reminded me of the fairytale, in which the hero was forced by some powerful en- chanter to appear in the most beautiful form possible all day, and to change into some sort of monster every night — and the powerful enchanter in this case was Temper. *' While I was enduring what this ca^ pricious magician inflicted on me, I used to say to myself * Yes — yes — he spoke the truth. He does not love me, he never did love me, and he loves another;' for that was the mournful burthen of my song. Yet still, I saw no being appa- rently preferred to me ; nor did the ex~ 212 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, pressive glance of his brilliant eye ever seem to turn on any woman with the tell- tale softness of love. ** However, he was frequently out all day and all night, and there seemed no end to his extravagance and his ex- penses. When I was able to attend to busir.ess, I found — what I had been ap- prehensive might not be the case^ — that my father did not alter his will after his last vi^it to London ; but that the legacy to my husband stood as it did before, and this legacy was no less a sum than several thousand pounds. " The money which he bequeathed to me was so tied up, that I, and I alone, could receive the interest of it. But I had the fee of a considerable sum ; and ex- cept tiat my husband did not like to be obliged to ask me to give him such parts of my income as his necessities demand- ed, I had reason to think he was well satisfied witk the will, especially as his ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 2 IB bequest was more than he had ever ex- pected. " Yet that money was all gone, I knew, soon after it was received ; and I began to fear that gaming was the vortex which swallowed up his wealth. I indeed had long been the only person who was a stranger to his love of play and his ge- neral profligacy of life. But how could I be otherwise ? No one can presume to tell a wife who respects herself and her duties, of the errors of her husband ; nor can such an one ever listen for a moment to the offensive tale, even should any one be bold enough to enter upon it : there- fore I seemed likely to remain for ever a stranger to my husband's immoralities, or only to guess at them by their ruinous effects. Yet with the usual suspicion that marked his character, he was so afraid that I might be told tales of his conduct, and indulge a weak and un- principled curiosity in listening to and 214 MRS. ARLINGTOxV ; OR, seeking them, that he insisted on my gradually dropping my early and inti- mate friends, on pretence that he was jealous of my loving any one besides himself. *^ Another instance of the tyranny which he exercised, and the obedience which he exacted, he gave by desiring me to leave off singing, as he disliked music generally, and my performances particu- larly, vowing that, when he was some- times disposed to return home, the dread of hearing my infernal squalling kept him away : besides, he said he thought I sung too* well for a gentlewoman, and that as I did not please by the display of that accomplishment the only man whoni I ought to wish to please, it was itiy duty to give it up. This was a hard trial of my obedience indeed ; but I obeyed. — O Airs. Derville! hoW I en- vied you when you told me that Mr. Derville delighted to Hear you sing ! Do ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 215 you not remember what I said to you at the moment ? *' About this time an important event in my life took place. My mother had an uncle not many years older than herself, who was excessively attached both to her and to my father. He had been my fa- ther's school-fellow, and just before they married he went out to India with a very lucrative appointment. *' AVhen he arrived there, he wrote word that it was his earnest desire that one of my mother's children, if she had any, should be christened after him. His name was Louis ; and if it was a boy it was to be so called, and if a girl, Louisa. I was the third-born. I was therefore called Louisa, and a friend of his stood proxy at the font for Mr. Arlington. " During the first years of his residence in India he used to write constantly to my parents : but he had not written for many years^, vAien, as I was one day sit- 216 MRi. ARLINGTON; OR, ting mournfully in my own apartment, I was told that a gentleman of the name of Arlington wished to see me. It instantly occurred to me that it might be my mo- ther's uncle, and I hastened to him with almost trembling eagerness. I was not deceived ; and for awhile he mingled his tears with mine, at the remembrance of my beloved parents. " I felt his arrival an alleviation of my domestic sufferings ; for I had found a heart to sympathize with me in all my regrets for those whom I had lost'. ^' The only drawback to my pleasure in the society of this truly affectionate rela- tion and admirable man was, the terror I experienced lest he should discover that my unhappiness (which I could not al- ways hide) was occasioned by the living more than by the dead. But this task was made comparatively easy to me by the conduct of my husband, who, finding that my uncle was a man of immense ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 21/ property, an old bachelor, and my god- father, — determined by every attention in his power to conciliate his favour, in or- der to induce him when he died to leave me his wealth without any of the restric- tions with which my father had encum- bered his property. And finding that Mr. Arlington was very fond of singing, he re- pealed the prohibition mentioned above ; and I had- not only the satisfaction of gra- tifying myself by resuming the exercise of a talent which I enjoyed, but the far greater delight of obliging a relation whom I really had learnt to love. " Mr. Arlington was now so much with us at meals, and I so rarely saw my husband at any other time, that if my life was not happy, it was at least tran- quil. And my greatest trial now was, find- ing my means to relieve the wants of others, — a duty which I had been edu- cated strictly to perform, — exhausted only too constantly by my husband's demands VOL. I. L 218 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, on my purse : and when I told him such and such sums were appropriated to cer- tain purposes, there was no language strong enough to express his contempt for what he called alms-giving \ and he used to bid me recollect that there were poor- laws^ and they were quite sufficient for the relief of my amiable proteges. " Twice, at moments like these, Mr. Arlington was announced. x\nd while my untutored countenance betrayed but too well what was passing in my mind, my husband was able to recover himself directly — to receive his guest with the most conciliating smile — and when he saw that the old man examined my looks, he coolly accounted for my discomposure by observing, that if he had not some pru- dence, my amiable but indiscriminating charities would ruin us both ; and that he had just been unwillingly convincing me that the seeming poor were often as rich as those of whom they begged. ALL LS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 219 ^' But though it was possible that this tale might impose on Mr. Arlington twice, it was not likely to do so a third time ; and I saw the look of disdainful suspicion with which he regarded my husband. " Both times, however, he chose to seem to be deceived : and when we were alone he asked me — reminding me that I was not only his niece but his god-daugh- ter, — if the contents of his purse would give me any satisfaction; and I frankly owned that it would. '^ For at least a twelvemonth I enjoyed the comfort of this amiable being's so- ciety, with the approbation of my hus- band, who was invariable in his atten- tions to him ; but I was only too sure that Mr. Arlington understood the extent of my wedded trial, and was even far more aware of it, I afterwards found, than I was ; for communications '.vere made to him which could not meet my ear ; and l2 220 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, though, in order to avoid giving me pain, he behaved with great pohteness to Mr. Seymour, it was evident even to me that the feehngs w^hich he entertained towards him were not those of esteem. " It was during this twelvemonth that Mr. Arhngton bought the Lawn-House and the estates round it, and added to it the baths^ the theatre, the pineries, the succession -houses, and all the luxuries which you have seen, admired, and en- vied. — Will you ever envy me again .^ " This good old man was become in- expressibly dear to me, and he was use- ful also ; for I found him a sufficient chapero7i if I went to the opera or a party, and I needed no other beau to see for my carriage and attend me tlirough the crowd. I was therefore set free from the necessity of accepting the services of idle men of fashion, who would gladly have been the cavaliere servante of a wife whose husband was supposed to ill- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 221 treat her ; and who, however changed by sorrow, was once deemed an object of adnnration. *' Lord N. — (your friend, Jane) — was at this time very desirous of being my ob- sequious follower: but he soon found that his powers of pleasing were thrown away on a woman who thought his flatteries de- graded rather than honoured her ; and he wisely ceased to try to make me talked of, and himself — in that way at least. " But the chief benefit which I derived from Mr. Arlington's return to England was, that he took from me the feeling of forlornness — that most cruel and most painful nearly of all feelings, the pangs of self-reproach excepted. For when my father died, and I believed that my hus- band loved me not, — when I saw my early friends separated from me, and knew that the man who had loved me, and who probably still was interested in my fate, was resident in a foreign land, — I seemed 222 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR^ to myself to stand alone in creation ! Wealth seemed a mockery ; acquaintances only uninteresting baubles ; public spec- tacles nauseous frivolities ; talents empty distinctions ; and I was like one who tried to slake his thirst in a garden filled only with fruits of gold and water of quicksilver. ** The affections of my heart were withering : their object had proved un- worthy, and gave me scorn and cruelty for love ; and I wandered about like St. Leon in the tale, without one feeling of sym- pathy with the contemporaries around me. " But Mr. Arlington came, and my heart re-opened to the pleasure of loving and being beloved. With him I could converse of all I had ever held dear ; to his amusement^ nay to his happiness, I had the certainty of being instrumental, and I might say of being necessary : and while I felt this, I was enabled to endure the trials of my situation with tranquil resig- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 223 nation. The feeling of jealousy indeed rankled still ; but as it had no object to fix on, its bitterness gradually faded away; and the more surely, because my hus- band's increasing infirmities of temper had the certain consequence of weaken- ing my affection by imperceptible and slow, but certain degrees. *' But a new misfortune was reserved for me in the death of this beloved uncle ; and a complaint in the heart carried him off in one unconscious moment. ** He died at the Lawn-House; and my husband went down thither to attend the funeral and be present at the reading of the will. But he hoped that no will would be found, as in that case Lawn-House and all the property would be his, to do what he pleased with, since I was Mr. Arlington's heir at law. But he was mistaken in his hopes ; — a will was found, and read to his utter confusion and disappointment : for it was so worded 224 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, under the direction of the ablest lawyers, that all Mr. Arlington's landed and perso- nal property became mine on his death — solely on these conditions ; namely, that I expended not one farthing of my pro- perty on my husband (while that husband was Sedley Seymour) in anyway whatever. I was forbidden to make him even a pre- sent^ and on no pretence was he to in- terfere with my expenditure. If I was guilty of this infraction of his will, and the fact could be proved against me, the estates were to go to his next heir at law, whoever that might be; and the personal property to the person who substantiated the charge. — Kind, considerate, but m- jndicioiis benefactor ! **This posthumous resentment of my injuries declared only too powerfully to every one that such injuries existed; and by wounding my husband's self-love, as well as by disappointing his hopes, it only served to widen the breach between us. ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 225 Never shall I forget, never will I attempt to describe, the scene that awaited me on his return. '' I was now tlie mistress of immense wealth, over the disposal of which I had unlimited control ; and so far I enjoyed the prospects it held out to me : but still, it was less precious to my own selfish gratifications than the society of the do- nor; and though my husband reproached me with hypocrisy, I deeply mourned the loss of my uncle. '' But I must own that I felt pain at not being able to spend any part of my fortune as my heart would have dic- tated, — namely, on my offending yet still dear husband, — though this he swore . never to believe ; and sometimes, to tease me, he said he was sure that I dictated the will myself: but this I knew he did not think, and all I could do I did. I bought fine horses and carriages ; I gave expensive dinners ; of the former L 5 226 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, he had the free use, and to the latter he hivited whomsoever he chose : and when the Lawn-House was ready, I invited thither all those whose society was most pleasing to him : nay, I did still more ; the trustees of my marriage settlement had hitherto very properly refused to give up any part of the trust to accommodate Mr. Seymour's necessities, though I had urged them to it. But now, on his assuring me that a certain sum would make him easy and save him frorn ar- rest, I prevailed on them to give it up, as it was very certain I had much more now than I could ever want, -and secured in such a manner that it could not be squan- dered except by my own extravagance. " They were convinced, and yielded to my wishes : but I would not, for his own sake, let him have at one time more money than his absohite necessities re- quired. "My story, I am happy to say, is now ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 22/ drawing to a conclusion, and I have only one more incident to relate. "I was walking one morning, with a servant behind me^ on a shopping expe- dition to a linen-draper's whom I always employed ; but seeing that a shower of rain was coming on, I went into a shop which I was passing, and resolved to buy what I wanted there. *^ In the shop was a young lady, attended by a nurse and child, who was so young and so beautiful^ and so every way at- tractive in appearance, that I gazed on her with wonder and admiration. And when desired to say what J wanted, I sat down in a chair, and said I would wait till that lady was served (for indeed I wished for leisure to gaze on her at my ease). This produced from her a sweet smile and a courteous bow of the head : and then turning round, she caressed the child, who appeared about two years old : and I found to my surprise that it was her 228 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, own, for she did not look more than seven- teen. 'It is a sweet boy,' said I. *'^ ' It is mine,' said she smiling. '' ' But not at all like you, though it is very handsome.'" " * He is the image of his father,' she replied; and went on with her purchase. " I meanwhile was playing with the little boy, and attracting him to me by the gold chain and other ornaments which I wore : and as he looked up in my face, I wondered who the father could be whom he so much resembled, for the eyes seemed familiar to me. *' The rain was now falling in torrents : I therefore sent my servant for my car- riage; and the lady having completed her purchases^ desired them to be sent to her house. 'What name, madam .^' asked the shopman, while I listened at- teitively. ' Mrs. Sedley Seymour,' she replied ; and some number, and some street ; but I heard no more. A vad sus- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 229 picion came over my mind : I thought I had at last discovered my rival, and dis- covered her bearing my name as well as enjoying my rights. "The shopman saw that I turned very pale; and fearing I was going to faint, the woman serving behind the counter led me into an inner room in which there was a sofa; while the unconscious usurperof my name gav€ them a bottle of salts for my use. But sunimoning all my energy to my aid I conquered the weakness ; and though I threw myself on the sofa I did not faint, but lay revolving in my mind every pos- sible reason for believing that there might be another Sedley Seymour, though the name was peculiar, and I had often heard my husband say he believed there was no one living of the same name as him- self: — still he might be mistaken ; and it was impassible for me to believe that the fair young and innocent looking mother before me, was not as innocent as she seemed, 230 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, *' 'But I will sift this matter to the bot- tom,' thought I. Yet the next moment I doubted whether I should be justified in thus surprising my husband's secrets, supposing that my fears were just. A feeling, however, which carried all else before it urged me to make every dis- covery possible : and being quite recover- ed, I returned into the shop. The un- conscious cause of my illness met me, and inquired concerning my health with the kindest accents. This, and the sight of the child, who now appeared to me the image of Mr. Seymour, nearly overcame me again. My carriage had by this time arrived ; and having made up my mind how to act, I offered (as the rain still con- tinued) to set the fair stranger down. But she refused, on pretence of trouble, crowding, my illness, &c. as I knew she would. I was however determined to carry my pointy and I did carry it. — She lived at the top of Upper Baker-street : and as soon as we were in the coach I tried ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 231 to summon up resolution to ask certain necessary questions, as ' Is that your oldest child ? ' — '' ' O yes, I have not been married three years.' " ^ Married ! I repeated to myself; and my hopes revived. * I should not think/ replied I, by your look, that you could have been married so long.' " ' O yes, and engaged much longer ; for I was- engaged before I was fifteen, and should have been married then, but my husband, who was recruiting in Wales where I lived, was only a lieutenant of dragoons and had no money, and I had none then.' *^ * In what regiment was your husband ?' And she named Mr. Seymour's. '' ^ I had her salts still in my hand : and it is well I had, for they saved me from nearly fainting again. " ' It is hard,' said I, ' when poverty prevents two persons, who love each other, from marrying.' 232 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, " ' It is indeed,' she answered. ' But luckily, three years ago, just after my father died and my brother went to In- dia, I had a handsome fortune left me ; so I wrote to my lover, and he came down and married me. I assure you I was very glad to see him^ for I had seen in the newspaper the marriage of Sedley Sey- mour, Esq. to a Miss Fortescue, and I was afraid it was he.' ** * Indeed ! ' cried I, feeling my head turn round. " ' Yes, and I said so in my letter; but he told me when he came down that it was an uncle of his, who had married a great beauty and a great heiress.' '^ O how little could she have been able to discover the great beauty in the poor, pale, meagre, trembling being before her ! How I kept my senses I know not ; but I did keep them, thou|,di I could doubt the horrid truth no longer. "Yet I have thought that two con- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 233 victions supported me, and assuaged my misery : — the one was, that perhaps the want of a certain sum of money, as much^ or even more than love, prompted Seymour to marry this unhappy girl, who had, by writing to him, thrown the temp- tation in his way; — the other was, that he had not seduced her, and that she was still in the sight of Heaven, and in- deed of man, as innocent as if she had never seen him. *^ Yes — great as was his guilt towards her and towards me, I felt a degree of consolation in this last thought, which worlds would not have bought of me. *' As soon as I had learnt from her all I wai^ted to know, — and her voluble sim- plicity made my task so far easy, — I com- plained of being ill, (which indeed was really the case,) as an excuse for sinking into total silence, that I might decide how it became me to act on this most trying occasion of my life ; — for what can equal 234 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, the agony of finding that the object on whom you have doted is utterly despi- cable^ utterly unworthy of your love ? " Sometimes it appeared to me that I should do a cruel action in withdrawing the veil that hid this poor woman's real situation from her ; for while she believed herself a wife, she was innocent; but then, if I did not enlighten her on this subject, I was conniving at my husband's continuing to live in the commission of crime. And now she was an innocent woman only : if, when told the truth, she instantly re- solved to leave him, then she would be- come a virtuous one, and this it was my duty to give her an opportunity of being. But when I recollected that I must cloud over that fair and open brow with con- scious shame, my heart died within me ; and I felt this the hardest task and the severest trial wliichh the vices of my hus- band had been the means of imposing upon me. ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 235 " At length we reached her house ; and finding me still very ill, she asked me to alight, a civihty which I expected, and whicli I had determined to accept. Let me own my weakness . Since I knew who the father was, the sight of the child, who sat opposite to me, was nearly insupport- able to me^ by recalling a number of overwhelming recollections, and I fre« quently closed my eyes that I might shut out him. "While the poor innocent, unconscious of the blow that awaited her, was gone to procure me some lavender drops, I looked round the room, which was neatly, not gaily furnished ; and the first thing that met my view was a picture of Mr. Seymour. It was so like him, so like him with his best expression, that I resolved not to look at it again, as I wished to re- collect him only as his mind and temper made him appear in my presence, and I turned to other objects. The poor Emily (for that was her name) now re-entere - 236 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, the room. I took the drops, and she seat- ed herself beside me. " ' Our house is small,' said she, ' but we keep no company; my husband's con- nexions and family are superior to his for- tune; and as he could not afford to give en- tertainments in return, he does not intro- duce me to any one, but neither owns nor conceals his marriage ; and so as I do but see him I am happy. But, alas ! I see very little of him : he has a place which takes up much of his time, and he has also an old uncle out of town, to whom he is forced to pay constant attention ; so that he sel- dom spends more than two whole days in a week with me ; and those are Satur- day and Sunday.' I instantly remembered that he always told me he went into the country on those days to the house of Lord N. To what falsehoods and what base acts was he thus continually forced to have recourse, to deceive and satisfy . even this unsuspecting creature! How my heart bled for her, while I almost ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 23/ execrated her destroyer ! And who was he ? Dread thought ! he was my hus- hand ! Yet, amidst all her wrongs, I was not sure that a lurking weakness in my heart did not make me envy her; for he loved her — always had loved her ; and she probably was a stranger to those dreadful proofs of uncontrolled temper which had made my life wretched : — Had made — for at that moment I resolved never to live with him again, but abandon him to the narrow income which his crimes deserved. '^ The morning was now wearing away, and yet I wanted courage to perform the dreadful office that awaited me. But in silence and in sadness, and in deep hu- mility of spirit^ I lifted up my heart to Him who could alone support and guide me; and when I again took my hand from my face, it was with a determination to go through my duty immediately. * See, that is my husband's picture!' said the poor Emily ; giving it into my hand (for 238 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, it was a miniature) with pride and plea- sure. " *I see it is Mr. Seymour's picture/ I coldly replied. " ' What ! did you then ever see him ? ' '* ^ Yes, I have seen him ; and I regret the hour when I first saw him : — but still , more for your sake, dear unconscious victim, do I regret the hour when ?/aii first saw him; and I, alas ! must teach you to regret it also.' " I believe the poor thing thought me insane ; and alarming as that fear was, it was comfort to the feelings which suc- ceeded it. " She still held the picture. I took it from her; I looked at it, and burst into an agony of tears. They did me good, and I was soon able to proceed. * You told me this was the picture of yozrr /u/,s^- hamL I replied, ' I see it is the picture . of Mr. Seymour.' — Did you not mark something evasive in my reply "^ ' ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 239 "A no faltered on her lips ; she was too much agitated to speak plainly. ** ' I meant, dear deluded innocent, — for such you are, and remember it to your consolation, — that it was the picture of Mr. Seymour, not oi your husband \ for he is mine — my husband. I was the Miss Fortescue whom Sedley Seymour mar- ried; and he has no uncle.' *' I cannot describe the expression of her countenance when I said this ! She fixed her eyes on me with a wild stare, and then with a sort of mad laugh ex- claimed, ' No, no — no — no — that's ini- possible r " * Well it were,' replied I in emotion nearly equal to her own : ' but you know his hand-writing, therefore read this and be convinced.' — So saying, I put the fol- lowing note into her hand, which I hap- pened to have in my pockety showing her the address first. '' * I shall not dine at home to-day, 240 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, Louisa ; but I mean to attend your as- sembly this evening with Lord and Lady Nelvin.' ** She read — slie heaved a few hyste- rical sobs, and I received her senseless in my arms. ** The suspension, the happy suspen- sion of life as I may call it, was only tem- poraiy ; and never shall I forget the look of woe with which slie opened her eyes and gazed on me 1 Then, hiding her face, she fell at my feet, and embracing my knees begged me to forgive her. " 'Forgive thee! my poor child,' said I, tenderly embracing her : ' What par- don hast thou to ask ? Unconsciously thou hast invaded my rights : and I re repeat — Remember, you are innocent ; and if you are capable of being virtuous also, I will be your friend, your mother, and a mother to your infant : I have the ineans^ and I have the will to save and to protect you ! ' ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 241 ^' * Then I must leave him — never see him more, I suppose?' she cried with a scream of phrensy ; and a long and ter- rible paroxysm succeeded. ** Painful would it have been to me to witness such an one at any time, and in any human being ; — but to think that my husband occasioned it — rendered me near- ly wild myself. "Not. to be tedious, let me add, that when she became composed, I again told her that if she continued to hve with Sey- mour after what she had heard, she would cease to be innocent, and would deserve to forfeit mine and every one's respect ; but that, if she liad resolution to leave her betrayer she would then be virtuous, — and so virtuous, that every one who knew her story would delight to praise her and to befriend her. *• She owned the truth of all I said, but doubted her resolution : and at length she conjured me to take her and her child VOL. T. M 242 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, away directly^ and hide them from Sey- mour forever; for if she saw him again, she was sure she should not have the heart to leave him. " How I felt for this child of unaffected nature ! How tender were the tears I shed over her ! I forgot she was my rival, and I believe she forgot that I was hers ; or rather that while I lived she could not be a wife ; she seemed to remember nothing of me but that she had injured me, and that I forgave her. '* Her proposal, if feasible, I was desi- rous to comply with ; and was consider- ing whither I could take her, when we heard a hasty step on the stairs — and Seymour burst into the room. On seeing him Emily screamed, and hid her face in my bosom ; while I, bold in innocence, and proud to be thus chosen as the pro- tector of injured innocence, awaited his approach with a firm and unvarying coun- tenance. ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 243 " He was seemingly awed a moment, and lost his, usually, undaunted air and manner. " * So, madam,' he at length exclaimed, *is this well done of you, to keep spies upon my actions^ and force yourself into a house that calls me master ? Here^ madam, at least I am independent of a mean and treacherous wife, and I can rid myself of an object that is odious to me. Go, I conunand you, hence ! on the obedience which you owe me, and which you pre- tend to pay.' *' * After what I now know of you, Mr. Seymour/ replied I with a firm voice and look, though my tongue was parched with emotion, ' your presence, sir, is to me as odious as mine has long been to you. Your brutal violence of temper I could bear, — for lately at least it has in- jured only myself; but your profligate destruction of this lovely innocent I cannot forgive — I cannot excuse.' m2 244 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, *" No !' exclaimed he, * cannot her exceUing beauty excuse it ? Look on her, madam. In what is she not your su- perior, except in fortune ? And she does not make the wills of doting old men, to render the man whom she pretends to love a dependent on her caprice. Yes, madam, in every thing but fortune she is your superior — in youth, in beauty, in good- ness of heart ; — and she is as free from stain as you are ; aye, and but for you she would have continued happy, for she loves me, and I dote on her ; yes, bat for you we had been happy still. Hark ye, madam, as some reparation for the cursed trick which you have now played me, do me one favour.' " ' Name it.' ** * Die, madam — die!' he exclaimed with frantic earnestness and the look of a demon ; * Die ! that I mav make that angel amends for all she is now suffering, by making her legally my wife.' ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 245 " I thought I had ah'eady gone through the worst of my sufferings : but to hear the beina: for whom I had sacrificed so much, and suffered so much, desire me, as the only favour I could do him, to die, that he might marry another — nearly drove me to a desperation equal to his own ; and even the woe-worn Emily exclaim- ed, ' Shame ! shame on you, Seymour ! ' '* * I will save you, sir,' said I after a long struggle with myself, and speaking with effort, ' I will save you from the further guilt of rufhan treatment like this ; I leave it to that lady to explain why I am here, and how. Sir, while enume- rating the advantages which that much- injured being has over me, you omitted the greatest in my eyes — that she is 7iot your iv'ife' " So saying, I left the room: and Seymour, who had never seen me show any thing like spirit before, seemed con- founded at this exertion of it ; and I went 246 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, unimpeded to my carriage. But when I reached home, the servants found me in a swoon at the bottom of the coach ; nor was I able to leave my bed for two days. Seymour did not come home during the time, and I was very anxious to know whether that time was passed with Emily. '' At the end of the third day he re- turned, and burst into my room like a man devoid of reason. ^ Where have you hidden her ? Whither have you taken Emily and my child ?' he cried. * Give them back to me, or take the conse- quences ! ' And as he said this he grasp- ed my arm till I shrieked aloud with J agony. " ' Has she then left you ? — ^Noble girl !' I exclaimed in a transport of joy. ** ' You know she has, accursed hypo- crite ! — and tell me where she is this moment.* " * You know me to be no hypocrite,' ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 24/ I replied, ' and that neitlier my woe nor my joy is ever feigned. If she has left your protection I rejoice, and I honour her ; and all I regret is, that she has not fled to me,* ** * Am I to believe then,' said he, turning very pale, * that she has left me, and has not flown to you ? Then am I more wretched than before, — for what, O what, can have become of her ! ' " * What, indeed ! ' repeated I. And Seymour, assured by my manner that I was as much alarmed as himself, left me with the same impetuosity as marked his entrance. ^* The next morning by the two-penny post I received a note in a hand which I did not know. I opened it, and found with delight that it was signed ' Emily/ ** It was dated from an obscure lodging in the Borough, and it claimed the pro- tection for her and her child which I had promised her. 248 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, '' My resolution was instantly taken, and my plan laid. I ordered a post- chaise to meet me on Blackfriars -bridge, whither I drove in my own coach, taking my own maid with me. There I dismissed it, and got into the chaise, desiring it to drive me to Flint's on Fish-street-hill. When there, I ordered the chaise to Emi- ly's lodgings. As soon as she saw me, she threv/ herself into my arms. " ' You and virtue have conquered,' said she ; * but Oh ! I have suffered much. While he remained with me after you left us, I thought I could never leave him ; and I promised not to forsake him, though it was become wicked in me to live with him now ; and on the strength of my assurances he went into the country to some races. But better feelings gained ascendancy over me ; and before he returned I was gone. — And now do take me where I shall never see him again !' ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 249 ** I told her I was come for that pur- pose. And I took her and her child to a reth-ed and pleasant seat of mine, which I inherited from Mr. Arlington, about ten miles from Lovelands ; but so secluded that no one going along the high road could imagine there was a house near. And there, on pretence that she was a friend of mine in ill health, to whom change of air v/as necessary, I left her settled, as I hope, for life. Before we parted, I engaged servants to wait on her, and told her that I would allow her an income equal to her own fortune, which, I had no doubt, had been entirely wasted ; and that I would settle a fortune on her child. ** In three days, having seen her tolera- bly composed, I went to the Lawn-House with a lightened heart ; and thither I had ordered my carriage, in which I returned to London. " * So, madam,* said Seymour when M 5 250 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, he saw me^ which was not till a week after my return, ' this is the way in which you virtuous wives behave, is it ? You leave home unknown to your husband, and are absent for days without his knowing where you are ! ' *^ * Under most circumstances such conduct would^ I know, be wrong,' said I ; * but those I acted under were so im- perious that I could not do otherwise than I have done : and remember, that I did not go alone ; — I made a highly respected servant the witness of my conduct and the companion of my journey. — Have you heard of your Emily, sir ?' *' * No ; and I am very uneasy : — Have you ?' '* ' I have. She applied to me for protection after I last saw you ; and I have protected her, and will protect her from you.' " 'Where is she .p' ** * Did I not tell you I would protect ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 251 her from you ? — Then how can I tell you where she is ?* " * I will know.' ^* ^ Never ! from 7ne.'' " I will not relate all that passed : but I thought I perceived^ spite of his violence, that he was relieved of a burthen; and that provided he could but see her now and then, (and he hoped to find out. her abode,) he was very glad to have her maintained by another. *' ' And you have really undertaken to maintain her and the child ?' said he : *I hope you do it handsomely : — she is a gen- tlewoman, Louisa, and has had the edu- cation and the fortune of one.' " * Handsomely ! Do you doubt it ?* *' ' No^ on my honour, I do not/ he replied with more feeling than I ever saw in him before : ' No, Louisa, no ; I do you justice ; and I believe that the allowance is far, far beyond what any one but yourself would think sufficient.' 252 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, " ' In what I have done,' replied I, * I have sought the approbation of my own conscience, and that is enough ; but let me tell you, to put your heart entirely at rest, that if I die to-morrovv' — ' here my voice faltered, from recollection of his wishing me to die — ^ your child will have a sufficient fortune, and his mother will be no mean heiress to her husband.* " The look he gave me at this moment is almost the only look of his which, since we married, I can recollect with pleasure. Tears filled his eyes, as he gazed on me mournfully, tenderly, and reverentially I may say: — then snatching my hand to his lips, he rushed out of the room. " It was our last meeting ! — I saw him no more ! ** He wT.nt, I understand, that night to the gaming-table, and remained there till the second night; when, having lostall that he played for, in an evil hour he used some gentleman's name improperly, in ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 253 a money transaction, of which indeed I chose never to hear an explanation ; — but it was, in some way or other, a disho- nourable transaction, and he was forced to fly the country. " Shocked as I was at the cause, I was rejoiced by the effect; we were now separated without any painful exertion of mine ; I was at liberty to live for my- self and. the pursuits I loved ; and was no longer hanging for joy, or grief, on the smiles and frowns of a tvrant. The first use I made of my liberty was to remove to the Lawn-House, and quit London en- tirely. " All that I could do for my un- happy husband I did; and the income which I derived from the fortune my father left me, abroad as well as here, I no sooner received than I transmitted it to him. " He often entreated me to relax in my rigour, and let him know where 254 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, Emily resided, as he could not distress her now by his visits. But I knew he would try to prevail on her by letter to come over and cheer his exile, and I wish- ed to preserve her from all temptation. '^ She was, however, fortified against it, in a way I little expected; — she had had a most religious and virtuous educa- tion, and it was her piety which enabled her to resist the pleadings of her heart. ** As soon as it was known that Sey- mour had left England, and that I was not to be the sharer of his exile, — a sacri- fice which even he did not dare to ask of me, after my knowledge of his real cha- racter- — Mr. Arlington's executor put a letter into my hand, which he was desired to give me, only in case I was ever sepa- rated from my husband. *' I was now separated from him, and the letter was, consequently, gi\^n me. Mr. Arlington's letter began by requiring that I should drop the name of Seymour,. ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 255 and assume that of Arlington ; a requi- sition with which I was not sorry to com- ply. It went on to advise, that when I was placed in that situation, the most dan- gerous^ as he said, to a young and beauti- ful woman, (and I was then only twenty- seven,) viz. separation from a profligate husband, I should retire from the world of London, and live at the Lawn House, or at any other of my seats. That in order to make me amends for quitting London, he had tried to convert the Lawn House into the abode of every means of amuse- ment, and had therefore built a music- room, a banqueting-room, and a theatre, and had given me in perfection the eastern and Turkish luxury of baths according to the best model. *^ He also begged, as he was fond of pomp and show, and had been accustomed to Lidian splendour, that I would always keep up a state equal to my fortune, and becoming my relationship, on the paternal 256 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR^ and maternal side, to two noble families ; and he insisted that I should never go ont without outriders and four horses, and that I should have a groom of the chamber, servants for the baths, and a set of rowers for my barge ; in short, every thing in the highest style possible. "I was glad to live at the Lawn-house: but it was painful to me to assume that state which he required of me ; and I was sorry that he could suppose, as I conclude he did, that grandeur could make me a- mendsfor the want of domestic happiness. However, as you saw, I have obeyed him a la lettre\ and in the recovered society of those early friends whom I neglected, to please my husband ; in the duties which my great wealth entailed on me ; and in the cultivation of my mind, and the little ta- lents I possess, I am become, compared to what I have been, happy. " But never can I forget the deplorable error which I made in the choice of a hus- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 2^7 band ; never forgive myself my determined preference of a man like Sedley Seymour! ** It was not only my perseverance in an attachment which my parents disap- proved, that weighed heavily on my con- science; but it was my own want of a proper moral sense and of virtuous delicacy in not feeling, when I heard from indis- putable authority that Seymour was a man of immoral habits, that purity can- not have any sympathy with impurity^ and that ijmocence ought to shrink from any intimate association with ince. *' Seymour might be belied, his faults might be exaggerated ; but even he him- self did not deny that his temper was bad and his conduct dissolute . Then how could a girl of moral habits and reli- gious restraints think herself justified in intrusting the guardianship of her happi- ness to a man of a most detestable tem- per; and of her morals and her religion to a sceptical and notorious profligate ! 258 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, *' But my fault had brought its punish- ment along with it; — and while I ad- mitted, I humbly and patiently bowed be- neath this striking instance of retributive justice. " Little now remains to be told, except that poor Emily, whom I frequently see here, or at her own house^ has lost her child ; an event which, under the circum- stances of his birth, I have tried to con- vince her, was not greatly to be deplored. She has engaged the affections of a worthy young man with a good fortune, in her neighbourhood, who knows her story, and whom she thinks, under other cir- cumstances, she could like ; but while Seymour lives she is resolved never to marry. *' And he does live, though in exile ; lives too, I fear, in a way which virtue can- not approve; and which, therefore, keeps up constantly in me that pain of mind which I felt at first learning of his dreadful devia- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 269 tions from moral rectitude. But we have now been separated three years ; and time, which insensibly has weakened my affec- tion for him, gradually will weaken my sorrow for his sin. *^ He sometimes writes to me, and now he rarely mentions Emily ; but his last let- ter was written in such a tone of despond- ency, that if he wishes to see me, I intend to go over to him. " Now, dear Mrs. Derville, can you wonder that I was wounded at your hesitating to return, for any empty plea- sure which I could offer you, to such a husband as yours ? Canyon wonder that my eye reproved you, when I also found that beloved husband expected you ? And can you be surprised, when I tell you that I would exchange all my possessions, large as they are, for such a home as yours ? ^'From the indulgence of virtuous ciffec- tw?is, and from them alone, can flow the happiness of life; and mine, all glowing as 260 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, they are, have been thrown back upon my heart, to consume it with its ov/n fires. " Before I conclude, let me assure you, that thou-di I wished, when I discovered certain feelings in you, to tell you the real situation of the woman whom you envied, and to show you the dessous des cartes, I could not prevail on myself to unveil my husband's faults so completely to any one, and I resolved to forbear. But when I beheld you afterwards as the preserver of my life, I felt it to be my duty to show my gratitude to you in the most effective way possible ; and I humbly hope that, in my earnest endeavour to do my duty by you, I have not violated the duty which is owing even to an unworthy husband. But it is only under the seal of the strictest secrecy that I give you this narrative; and when you have read it to your husband and your family, find some opportunity to return it to me again. *' Louisa Arlington." ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 261 It was not without many interruptions that Derville read this manuscript. Mrs. DerviJle was affected even to agony at some of the sufferings of her friend ; and often was the narrative laid down, while Derville indulged himself in expressions of wonder that there could be such a hus- band — " and to such a woman," added his son. — And when it was ended, Mrs. Derville -wept long and uncontroUedly, not so much for Mrs. Arlington's unhap- piness, as for the thankless unconscious- ness of her own happiness, which she had herself displayed . But in the midst of her self-upbraid- ings, she was consoled by the hope that her generous friend had not admonished in vain ; that the remedy was efhcacious, and the cure complete ; and that if Mrs . Arling- ton ovved her life to her, she was likely to owe a much greater obligation to Mrs. Arlington — the security of her domestic happiness. 262 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, " Well, Frederic," said Mrs. Derville, '' and what do you think of Mrs. Arling- ton now ?'' " Tliink of her ? That she had better not come to Lovelands," he replied (wishing to hide a great dejll of deeply awakened feeling under a little veil of pleasantry) . " Better not come to Lovelands !" they all exclaimed. '^ Why not ?" *' Lest I should fall in love with her ; and then, perhaps, in humble imitation of her amiable husband, I should probably •ay to you, Anna, 'Die, madam, die! as the only favour you can now do me ! ' " '' Dear papa, I am sure you could not be so wicked !" cried Mary Ann. • *' No, dear child, no ; I trust I could not ; and I was only joking : but it was a bad joke ; and indeed I think the dreadful state of this wretched Mr. Sey- mour's mind and feelings, is not to be thought of with any feeling like pleasan- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 263 try — but with sentiments of the deepest commiseration." And he went on to say, that though Mrs. Arhngton did not express much on the subject, he was con- vinced that she felt a great deal; and he ear- nestly hoped that before Mr. Seymour died, and his life would probably not be long, his wife might have the'satisfaction of know- ing that he repented of his sins. ** O dear papa, if he could but hear you preach !" cried Mary Ann, ** and preach that sermon * on calling sinners to repentance !' " Derville could not help smiling at Mar}' Ann's high idea of his powers as a preacher ; and her observation certainly did not lessen the fervour of her mother's kiss, as she desired her to go to bed di- rectly, for it was past eleven o'clock. *^ Past eleven o'clock, manuna, and I still up ! What will Mrs. Arlington say when she hears it ?'' Then, with her little heart full of pity, for Mrs. Arlington's trials, and of self-importance to think 264 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, she had had a secret intrusted to her which she must impart to no one, Alary Ann went to her chamber for the first time in her hfe in a slow foot's pace. Sally was surprised, and asked if she was unwell ; but Mary Ann consequen- tially replied, '' No — only thoughtful :" and as she saw she had excited Sally's curiosity, she was good-naturedly sorry that she could not impart to her usual confidante all the interesting things she had heard. The next day they all wrote to Mrs. Arlington ; but Mrs. Derville's letter was blotted with many precious tears, as her kind monitor thought them. That evening brought a hamper from London directed for Mrs. Derville, con- taining a breakfast set, and a duplicate of every convenience for the table and in the breakfast-room, which Mrs. Der- ville had admired at the Lawn-House ; and with it came the following letter from Mrs. Arlington, dated ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 255 '' Tx)ndon. *' When you receive the memorial of your absent friend, which this accompa- nies, I shall be on my road to my poor husband. He has had a fit ; and I am informed by a friend on whom I can de- pend, that he is in a declining state, and has removed from the neighbourhood of Paris to Boulogne, for the benefit of the sea air. He adds also that he is living there in poor lodgings, and has not good attendance. You will suppose therefore that I have not hesitated one moment to set off for Boulogne. I shall take a house, and give the invalid an invitation to remove to it if he chooses. Farewell! All good attend you ! " Your kind letters beguiled me of no unpleasing tears ; you all felt and wrote as I knew you would, and wished you should, feel and write ; and I wear in ' my heart's core' dear Mary Ann s as- surance that she would now never go to VOL. I. N 266 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, sleep till she had prayed God to bles^ and comfort poor dear Mrs. Arlington. '' Once more farewell ! I will write to you as soon as I am landed. " Ever your grateful «L. A." She kept her word, and Mrs. Derville received the following letter, dated *' Boulogne. '' My journey was short, my voyage prosperous, and I am here in the largest house I could procure, and in the' most airy situation possible. By this tune my husband knows I am at Boulogne ; and while I am writing to you, I am anxiously awaiting the result. I hear he is very ill, and ordered to the South of France as soon as he can be moved. " It will gratify you to learn that I have most unexpectedly met at Boulogne some distant relations of my mother, and once dear friends of mine — Lady Arling- ALL LS NOT GOLD THAT GILTTER9. 267 ton and her daughters. Her younger son, now her only one, is also here : — they are on their way to Paris and to Rome ; but will not proceed while Mr. Seymour is in his present state. '' My ambassador to my poor husband is returned. He was, I find, much affect- ed at hearing of my arrival, and at re- ceiving my message. He accepts my invitation, and I am now going to super- intend his removal hither. Oh, what an interview ! and what new trials await me ! '' Pray for me, Mr. Derville ! pray for me ! I will write again in a day or two. - L. A." Her next letter ran thus : — '' Do not expect me to describe our first meeting ! I cannot do it. Such a change in. his appearance! Old! ema- ciated ! wan ! " We moved him at last without much inconvenience to himself, and I had the N 2 268 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, comfort to see that he was dissatisiied with every one's suggestions and manage- ment but mine. Still this little pleasure was soon forgotten in a great pain which he inflicted. " When he was settled in my house, and laid in his new and comfortable bed, he called me to him, and said, ^' ' I suppose, Louisa, you wish me to believe you came hither only on my ac- count.^' " ' I never wish you to believe what is false — you know I do not; and I did come hither merely on your account.' * * ' O fie ! — Do you pretend to tell me you did not know Sir Henry Arlington was here.^'- — (Sir H. Arlington is that early lover of mine, whom I mentioned to you.) *' * I did not know it : — but I am ashamed,' I added, * of you for asking such a question, and of myself for deign- ing to reply to it. You know enough of ALL is NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 269 me to be sure that I came hither merely on your account, and tliat Sir Henry Arlington is the last man whom I should have sought/ " At this moment, sent for by my hus- band I found. Sir Henry Arlington en- tered the room, and but for my earnest entreaties he would have told him his suspicions and my answer i however, he did for once obey me ; but he talked at us during Sir Henry's whole visit. No proof this of any improvement in his temper and feelings ; but I expect some good to result from his daily intercourse with my excellent relation. He is al- ways wishing for Sir Henry to be with him ; and for rational piety and powers of arguing I know not his equal, and I feel less wretched than I did. Farewell ! My next will tell you we are going to Nice, or that all is over. ** Yours ever." 270 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, The phrase ' all is over' was wi'itten in an almost illegible hand, and blotted with a tear. Soon after came another letter, beginning — " All IS over — but do not ask parti- culars of a scene which, though I can ne- ver forget, I can never describe ! Still it had for me much of comfort. Such remorse ! such an agonized consciousness of his own cruelty to me, and my forbear- ance ! Oh, may that Being whom he so long and deeply offended, forgive him as I have done ! *' It will be long ere you and I meet again, my dear friends; for my health is delicate, and requires milder air, and my mind \\ ants the relief of change of scene. I shall therefore accompany Lady Arling- ton and her daughters to Rome ; and re- main en attendant with Fanny Arlington in the neighbourhood of Paris, till the rest ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 2/1 are ready to set off for Italy, where Sir Henry will join us some months hence. " I will write to you de temps en temps ; and pray write to me inmiediate- ly to. Paris, poste restante. Farewell ! *^ Ever yours, in much affection, " L. A." " Poor thing!" exclaimed Derville, when he had finished reading this letter aloud to his weeping wife, who entered into all his feelings on the occasion. But Jane and Lionel were more inclined to call Mrs. Arlington happy, and rejoice in her liberation from ties so painful and unworthy of her. Still, checked by their mother's tears and father's exclamation, they remained silent. But Mary Ann said, " Poor thing! Papa, do you call Mrs. Arlington poor now, when she has no longer that cruel man to torment her ? Surely, papa, this 272 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, is one of those losses which I have heard you call gains !" ** It is so to Mrs. Arlington, certain- ly ; — but then she has, my dear, a pain- ful habit of thinking of the interests of others as well as of her own ; and I am sure that she would have wished it had been the will of Providence, that her erring husband had been spared for years of penitence and amendment. Besides, under its best circumstances, a death -bed is an awful and affecting scene ; and as the final separation even of those who have not lived in love, though connected by the closest ties, is a trying moment,, it is evident from this poor lady's letter, that the death-bed scene of her husband was a trial to her indeed — looking back as she must have done to his progress through this world, and forward for him to the world to come. — Therefore, Mary Ann, I repeat my epithet of * Poor ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 2/3 thing r and when I write to your muni- ficent friend, I shall not congratulate her on her recovered freedom and the loss of a tormentor, but condole with her on this last severe affliction. However, Mary Ann, I hope that this is really the last; and that, when the recollection of her recent suffering is in a degree passed away, her days to come will be as happy as we wish them to be." At this moment a meaning look and an intelligent smile passed between Lio- nel and Jane ; and little Mary Ann said, *^ I wonder whether poor Mrs. Arlington will marry again, papa !" Derville had observed the look and smile, and was amused at Mary Ann's conscious comment on them ; — but he only replied. '* These are early times yet, Mary x\nn, to form any conjectures on that subject ; but Mrs. Arlington seems so formed to shine both as a wife and mother, that, if there be a man of her ac- N 5 274 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, quaintance really deserving of her, I should be glad to hear that she was mar- ried again." " I should be glad also to see her again," said Mrs. Derville, " and I shall think it long till she returns from Italy." And had she been a less happy woman Mrs. Derville would have found the time long indeed ; for a twelvemonth passed away, and still Mrs. Arhngton remained abroad; and though she wrote twice or thrice during that period, she did not talk of returning ; while every letter betokened increasing cheerfulness. Mrs. Derville meanwhile had expe- rienced a conscious improvement in her manner of considering her lot in life, and every thing which surrounded her, in con- sequence of the contrast which she had been enabled to draw between her humble sphere of worldly action and Mrs. Ar- Hngton's splendid state, and her happi- ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 27o ness was increased also by the birth of another son. But though Mrs. Derville had not only ceased to wish for improvements in the furniture and decorations of the par- sonage, and was ever eager to express her entire contentment, her attentive and grateful husband had not forgotten her wishes ; and he was the more willing to remember them, when he found she had forgotten them herself. Accordingly a cart stopped at the door one day, laden with packages, just ar- rived by the waggon from London, which were all directed to Mrs. Derville. " Some new proof, I suppose," said she, *^ of Mrs. Arlington's grateful remem- brance ; but I had rather she had sent me word that she was coming home, and hither." Derville smiled, and assisted to un- pack the goods. They consisted of a set of neat light small mahogany chairs with 276 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, leather bottoms, fitted for a dining- room, and meant to replace the large and heavy ones of which Mrs. Derville had complained ; and a pair of chaises tongues, to replace the cumbrous sofa. There were also curtains and a carpet proper for a dining-room. Mrs. Derville was gratified at the sup- posed attention ofher new friend, though her pride was a little wounded at a second obligation of this nature ; and she beheld the handsome gift with feelings almost quiet enough to disappoint her husband. " Well, Anna," said he, ** do you not admire these pretty things, that you say so little r *' O yes 1 they are all that I could have wished for ; but I do not like to receive so many expensive presents, and from the same person — Mrs Arlington does too much to oblige me." " Is Mrs. Arlington then the only per- son living, Anna, who wishes to give ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 277 you pleasure^ that you fancy every present and every attention to your wants must come from her P" ' The tone of gentle reproach in which this was uttered, corrected by the smile of placid affection, instantly explained the truth to the now delighted Mrs. Derville; her countenance lighted up with the live- liest joy, and with eyes sparkling through tears she. exclaimed, *' Oh ! I understand it all now ! and the only drawback to my pleasure is, that you should have remem- bered those moments of weakness in me which I had tried to make you forget." " I can never forget any thing you do or say, Anna. The record of affec- tion is written on brass ; and if they were moments of weakness they were very excusable ones, and oh ! how amply have they been atoned for ! " This was a pleasure of the heart w^hich the rich Mrs. Arlington might have envied her poorer friend ; and never did 278 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, she superintend the arrangement of any of her splendid furniture with half the delight which Mrs. Derville experienced while arranging those proofs of a /msdcaid's love. But I must own, that when the sofa was removed, whose merits, once forgot- ten and despised, her husband had so feel- ingly related and recalled, Mrs. Derville, overcome by a variety of recollections, burst into tears. It was removed into Derville's study ; and his wife assured him that she really believed she should still find it a more comfortable couch than her new one, ^* Very likely," he replied; " as a homely old friend, who has been endeared to us by the tender recollections of childhood,, is often more welcome to us than the more brilliant friend of later years." Mrs. Arlington had now been abroad a year and six months, and Lionel had returned to college for the second time ; Eustace was old enough to take the living ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 279 held for him ; and Jane and he were on the point of marriage, when Mrs. Derville received a letter from her absent friend, dated * London !' The date alone excited universal joy in the family ; but when the letter was read, it was impossible to make Mary Ann keep her transport in any bounds at first ; for it announced that Mrs. Arlington was coming to Lovelands ! was coming, if it was convenient to them, to stay a month ! and Mary Ann bounded out of the room to tell the conscious Sally, and even the unconscious Nelly, that Mrs. Arlington was coming ! and coming to stay a month ! But when the first feelings subsided, it was not all joy to Mrs. Derville. She had a new baby, and was a nurse; and she was afraid that her increased avocations would make it impossible for her to pro- yide for Mrs. Arlington's accommoda- 280 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, tion, as well as she ought ; and she began again to wish she had had this con- venience and the other. But she soon laughed at this remnant of her former weakness ; and remembering what sort of woman her guest was, she exclaimed aloud, though alone, " What folly ! \yhen I know Mrs. Arlington, and know that all she requires, or can value, will be cordial welcomes from hearts that love her!" The day before she intended to come, Mrs. Arlington wrote to say that she would arrive the next evening, and all was happy preparation and expectation at Lovelands. ^' It is very strange, but very true," said Derville to his wife and children, soon after the letter came, '* that though you have all talked of Mrs. Arlington, and of her beauty, with unwearied elo- quence and delight, you have never ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 281 described her person and face to me. — In what style are they ? For there are many styles in beauty, you know." " I think," replied Mrs.Derville, ** her face is quite Grecian ; her head is beau- tifully formed, her profile straight, and she always wears her very long black hair, simply dressed, a V antique. She is very tall, and has the finest throat and shoul- ders, the finest bust I ever saw : but her face is thin, and she does not look happy, and her cheek is pale : but were she at all fatter, or had she more colour, she would not be near as attractive or as interesting to me as she is now." '^No.'^" said Derville, looking at his wife affectionately. *' I have always con- sidered a fine bloom, and a look of health, as great improvers of female beauty." ** Oh, but Mrs. Arlington does not look sickly, father," cried Jane. *' She has no colour to be sure^ yet she is not pale ; 282 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, « and though she is thin, somehow — she is not thin, father ; and her eyes are so dark and beautiful !" *'Dark!" said her mother, "dark! They are gray, a bhie gray in a strong hght ; and it is the full long black eye- lash that makes them seem dark." " Miserable man that I am !" cried Derville in a most pathetic tone, *' for it is very clear to me that this enchant- ress, Mrs. Arlington, has bewildered the senses of my poor wife and daughter, and thrown a spell over their power of vision. One says her eyes are dark, the other that they are light : then Jane talks of paleness, that is not pale — and thin- ness, that is not thin ! " ** O papa ! I know the right word," cried Mary Ann ; " Mrs. Arlington is slender, but not lean." " Well said, Mary Ann, and what height is she .^ " ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 283 " O papa ! she is very tall — yet, no, not so very tall — not too tall, papa." " That is not so well said ; for here is tallness, that is not tall ; and the result of your fine descriptions, ladies, is^ that to be able to decide what Mrs. Arlington is, I must see her ; and I am happy to think she comes to-morrow." Oh ! with what pleased yet anxious alacrity Mrs. Derville and Jane, with Mary iVnn assisting, prepared and adorn- ed Mrs. Derville's room and dressing- room for her reception ! But all the preparations for her re- ception throughout the little domains of Lovelands were not quite finished, and Mrs. Derville with her two daughters, not expecting Mrs. Arlington for an hour or two, had walked into the village to bespeak supplies from her neighbours, in case she wanted them, — when the guest arrived, and Mr. Derville had to receive her alone. 284 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, She came without state, in a plain travelUng carriage and post horses, and with only a man and maid. Mr. Derville thought it rather awkward to have to introduce himself; but he felt it would be very necessary to say ''I am Mr. Derville," if his wife and daughters had described him to Mrs. Arlington as ill as they had described her to him; for when he beheld afattish, blooming, young and happy-looking woman, smiling as she drove up to the door^ he could scarce- ly believe that he beheld the " pale," " slender," and " unhappy-looking" Mrs. Arlington ; and as he gave her his hand to assist her to alight, after she said ** I conclude I see Mr. Derville," a meaning smile played round his mouth, while he replied, " Yes, madam ; but I am not sure that you are Mrs. Arlington; all I can say is that I hope you are." Mrs. Arlington blushed, and said, " I ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 285 suppose you did not expect to see such a fat, ruddy woman as I now am ; but you will rejoice to hear that what I have lost in delicacy, I have gained in happiness." Derville'^s kind reply produced another from his guest; and before the ladies re- turned Mrs. Arlington almost fancied she had known her host for years. At length Mrs. Derville, walking or rather running along, appeared in sight ; for she had seen the carriage wheels, and knew her guest was arrived. Derville ran out to meet her, while the two girls bounded past him into the house. " Poor Mrs. Arlington !" said he, *^ you will not know her ! " *' What!" said Mrs. Derville, turning pale, '' is she ill .P" *' No ; but she has lost all power to charm and interest you. She has gained, poor woman, so much Dloom and ctriboji- point, and looks so happy, and so bril- liantly beautiful!" Mrs. Derville had no 286 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, time to reply; for Mrs. Arlington came out to meet her, with IMary Ann hanging on one arm and Jane on the other, and looking like her former self : for emotion on seeing Mrs. Derville, from the re- membrance of former times, made her cheek pale, and filled her eye with tear?. Derville staid to w^itness the first meeting; then beckoning Jane and Mary Anne to follow^ them, he left the ladies alone. The one had much to tell, and the other much to inquire ; nay, both had in- quiries to make; and Mrs. Arlington had delicacy of tact enough to know exactly the demands which the self-love of others has on our listening powers; and she could enter with kind readiness into the mother's feeling, when Mrs. Der- ville rose, and said — ''I must show you my baby." Mrs. Derville had a great mind to ask what she thought of her husband .^— but her courage failed ALL IS :not gold that glitters. 287 her. However^ as if she had the power of divining her friend's wishes, and true benevolence has a sort of divining power, Mrs. ArHngton said, unasked, *' I am glad you were not here when I arrived, as it gave me an opportunity of becoming acquainted at once with your husband. — Admirable being ! — His person, face and manner are exactly what I could have wished those of such a man to be. — Yes, — the casket is, indeed, worthy of the gem which it holds." " I knew you would think so," fal- tered out the delighted wife; and her joy v/as not chilled on hearing that the baby was the pride of babies, and very like its father. After prayers, and before they sepa- rated for the night, Mrs. Arlington said, with a little blushing hesitation, " I ought to have confessed before I prayed, only that I am not going to confess any thing that I am ashamed of. — You — you 288 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR remember I invited myself to stay here a whole month." " Yes, and we hope you mean to keep your word." " I do, for much depends on it. I am going to be married, and I will be mar- ried by no one but you, Mr. Derville; and in this abode of wedded happiness." ** We have had our suspicions on this subject," replied Derville; while Mrs. Derville, kissing Mrs. Arlington affec- tionately as she spoke, said fervently, ^* May you be as happy as 1 am !" Mrs. Arlington then informed her anx- ious auditors, that Sir Henry Arlington had renewed his addresses, now made more valuable to lier from years of tried con- stancy, and the consciousness she had how much her parents had wished the union, and that with her whole heart she had con- sented to be his — *' and he will reach the neighbouring watering-place to-night," she added, *' which is, I understand, near ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 289 enough to make it a very easy drive for him hither and back again." And this important communication being made, the happy party separated for the night. The next morning Mary Anne, who had gone to bed before this disclosure, was informed that Mrs. Arhngton was going to be married to her relation Sir Henry Arlington, and she was exces- sively anxious to know what sort of a looking man he was. Her mother and sister had the same curiosity; and after they had hinted at their wish, Mrs. Ar- lington told them he was not handsome certainly, but had the manner and look of a gentleman; " with, as I tell him," said she " the inquiring and penetrating look of a diplomat; — a look I have observed in other diplomats, — ^but in him, as I think at least, it is only intelligent, and has no mixture of cunning." " Not handsome !" — cried Mary Anne, hanging fondly about Mrs. Arlington, VOL. I. o 290 OR, and speaking in a mournful tone, *' not handsome !" " No, — and I am not sure that?/ on will not think him old and ygli/'' Mary Anne did not reply, but turned away in silence, and soon after she was heard sobbing violently. '' What is the matter, Mary Anne?" cried Mrs. Derville^ — and it was a minute or two before she could sob out, " I can't bear to think that Mrs. Arlington should marry an old and ugly man !" But at length the reasonings of Mrs. Arling- ton and of her mother, and their com- mon-place assurances, that wisdom and worth, and virtue and talents, were far better things in a man than personal charms, quieted Mary Anne's distress. '* Besides,! love him, — nay I am in love with him," said Mrs. Arlington smiling. " Still I wonder you should fall in love with a man that's old and ugly," said Mary Anne; '* and I do wonder to hear ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 291 mainiiia say, beauty is of no value in a man, when I am sure she is quite proud of pap as beauty." '' But, Mary Anne, I am far more proud of your father's virtues," replied Mrs. Derville; " and as I see you are not quite in a right temper of mind^ we will drop this subject for the present.' The next morning Derville walked over to the watering-place, to call on Sir Henry Arhngton, hoping to prevail on him to return with him to dinner; and Sir Henry drove Derville, and a friend of liis own who was with him, to Lovelands in his curricle, just time enough to dress before the last bell rung. But when Mary Anne heard Sir Henry was come, it was impossible for Sally^ or Jane, to persuade her to go down, so great was her dread of seeing the ugly lover of her dear, beautiful Mrs. Arlington, and so sure was she that she should hate the sight of him. At length, o2 *292 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, however, Jane insisted on leading her into the parlour. As there were two strangers, Mary Anne did not know which was the dreaded Sir Henry. But she did not venture to look ateither,and in an awkward, sheepish manner, wholly unusual to lier, she seated herself on the corner of a chair, and be- gan playing with her fingers. Sir Henry now, by accident, dropped his glove, and Mrs. Dcrville desired Mary Anne to pick it up. She did so in such confusion, that she dropped it again; and as Sir Henry also stooped for it, their heads knocked against each other. Mary Anne felt no pain whatever from the blow ; but even if she had, she must have been pleased with the sweet and kind tone in which the stranger hoped he had not hurt her; seating himself, and gently dragging her to him as he spoke. The voice and action encouraged her so much. ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS, 293 that she looked up and assured him that she was not hurt at all. The stranger o as she did so regarded her with a smile of pleasure and approbation, which made the conscious Mary Anne cast her eyes on the ground; but again she turned to look at those bright eyes and that fine coun- tenance. '' I think I can guess your name/' whispered Sir Henry. *' Oh! no, that I am sure you cannot." *' Oh ! yes, you are Mary Anne." " Yes, to be sure you knew I was not Jane, because she is a woman, and so you thought I must be Mary Anne ; but I can't guess who you are; all that I know is, that you are not Sir Henry Ar- lington." " And how do you know that.^" '' Oh! because, because I do know, but I shall not tell." " Well, if I am not he, who is .^" " Oh ! that gentleman at the window. 294 MRS. ARLINGTON; OR, to be sure, talkingto papa !'* Then look- ing at Sir Henry earnestly, she added, *' Oh! no^ I am sureyow cannot be Sir Henry Arlington." " What can she mean.^" asked Sir Henry of the pleased Mrs. Arlington. '^ Come hither, Mary Anne^ and tell me in my ear^ why you are so sure that can- not be Sir Henry .^" *^ Because," speaking in her ear, " be- cause you told me, I might think him old and ugly looking, and that gentleman is quite handsome, and looks so good and so good-natured!" " And it is, perhaps, because he looks so good and so good-natured, that you think him handsome; for I assure you that is Sir Henry Arlington." ** O dear ! I am so glad !" cried the affectionate child, returning to Sir Henry. " Glad of what, Mary Ann .?" *' That you are really Sir Henry." And not long after, on Sir Henry's asking ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLIITERS. 295 how Nelly did^ Mary Ann told him there was time enough to go and see Nelly and her puppies and the rabbits before dinner; and as Sir Henry was kind enough to indulge her wish, dinner was actually on the table before Sir Henry returned, lead- ing the delighted Mary Ann by the hand. Sir Henry made himself equally agree- able to the mother as to the younger daughter ; for he nursed the baby as well as she did, and declared that though he loved all babies, he thought hers was the loveliest that he had ever seen. It was impossible after this, that Sir Henry could have a fault in Mrs. Derville's eyes; and Derville soon learnt to value him on surer ground, on his rational piety, his highly cultivated mind, his talents, his temper, and his active virtues. One day Mrs. Arlington took Mrs. Derville aside, and said, " A living in my gift, of at least a thousand per annum^ is now vacant; and I will present your hus- 296 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, band to it, or your son, whichever you please." *' My son by all means/' she replied, " I do not hesitate one moment ; for in- deed I have profited by your kind admo- nitions, and have now no wish ungratified." '^ Not for yourself, perhaps, but you may have for your children ; therefore Mr. Derville shall hold it for Lionel till he is old enough to take it; and if you choose to lay by the income of it, it will enable you to add considerably to your fortune at the end of three years. And Lionel may be his father's curate." This point being settled, Mrs. Arlington frankly asked Mrs. Der- ville, "Whether she and her husband were pained or pleased with her presumption, in having dared to show her sense of the service Mrs. Derville had done her, by a pecuniary donation to her child." And Mrs. Derville as frankly owned that they had received it as it was meant, and the other gifts too : but that the idea that the ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS > 2^7 chairs^ &c. came from her, had been pain- ful to her. ^'^ I will tell you why I asked," said Mrs. Arlington ; "I wish to give Jane money to buy clothes and furniture^ but I was afraid that you might think it was taking a liberty. But you see I must do something for her, as I have given Mary Ann money, and Lionel a Hving. And really during my residence abroad I have not spent half my income, and have more money, tlxerefore, just now than I know what to do with. Do then assist me in taking a little off my liands." The scruples of the Dervilles were soon silenced; and the kindness of Mrs. Arlington enabled the young couple, when they married, to purchase all the comforts, even comforts bordering on luxuries, which wealth only can procure. But previously to her own marriage, Jane had the honour and happiness of being bride maid, with the delighted Mary Ann, to their beloved o5 298 MRS. ARLINGTON ; OR, Mrs. Arlington, who, at the simple church of Lovelands, received from the hand of the man she most venerated^ that of the man she most loved. Our heroine's second marriage took place under far happier auspices than had attended her first. No consciousness that her choice had clouded over a pa- rent's brow with forebodings of wedded misery, now occurred to damp her bridal hopes ; but on the contrary, she knew, that could her parents witness wh^t was then passing on earth, their warmest blessings would have attended an union, likely, they would have believed, to fulfil their fondest hopes. That union still remains blissful and unbroken, and cemented still more by the birth of two children. Lady Ar- lington has also the happiness of wit- nessing that of Emily, her husband's in- nocent victim, who is well and happily married to the lover mentioned some ALL IS NOT GOLD THAT GLITTERS. 299 pages back. But, as there is always some drawback on human feUcity, there are times when Lady ArHngton regrets with vain but heartfeh bitterness, that she re- jected in early youth the substance for the shadow; and, by refusing that love which now she valued as her dearest earthly treasure, had not only deprived an ido- lizing parent of the greatest joy he could have known, that of witnessing the hap- piness of an only child ; but had doomed him to the bitter agony of witnessing that child's misery. And while these thoughts are uppermost in her mind, her sense of happiness is for a time anni- hilated. But it soon revives to all its force again ; and whenever the mistress of the Lawn-house now meets the once envied Mrs. Derville, she has a pride in ex- claiming, " And / too am a wife to be ENVIED." [In compliance with the desire of its Author, I give the following Narrative,'} PROPOSALS or MARRIAGE A TALE. We know what we are; but know not what we shall be," said the poor Ophelia ; and she could not have made a truer observation, as my experience tells me, had she been in her right senses,— for it never came into my head to suspect that I should turn author. And still I think it an odd fancy in me ; especially as my story is a true one, and I am the real hero of it. However, narrate it I will, as my ambition now is to be a PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 301 writer ; and if that ambition should go on to increase, I shall probably be a pubHshed writer too ; for I think, by means of some scribbling man or woman of my acquaintance, I shall be able, if I wish it, to get into print. r shall be very careful to avoid in my own tale whatever has distressed me in the stories of others. Therefore, though I would on no account tell the reader my own real name, that of my family, or of any one person alluded to, I will not talk of Mr. D or Lady C , but I will give each person as pretty a sound- ing name as I can think of: and some- times perhaps it will be appropriate to the character. To begin then with myself. At the time I am writing this, I am a healthy man of sixty-four ; and am well known in the fashionable world as the Honourable Tylney Tr^sgothic, a very rich old bachelor, the younger son of 302 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. the Earl of Oldworth : consequently I need not tell you that I have long been the object of matrimonial speculations to virgins of ton, who have been twenty years at least expecting the right man to appear ; — and to comely widows of a certain age, who have acquired the habit of living beyond their income. ^Vhether therefore I am still a bachelor, or whether I am going to marry, will be seen during the progress of these memoirs. But I fear that when I said above I would not do what has always annoyed me in the stories of other' people, I ex- ceeded the strict truth ; for I am disap- pointed myself when a particular descrip- tion is not given of the face, person, and dress of the hero and heroine ; but I cannot summon up courage to describe my own. All I can do, however, I will. I will say that I am tall, florid, young- looking for my age, as I am told, and not by my gl^ss alone ; that my usual PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 303 costume is a bottle-green coat ; that through all the variations of fashion I have worn white silk stockings and light kerseymere breeches, with knee and shoe- buckles ; and that my hair, which has only lately been cropped close to my head, (till now that it is white with age,) has always been lightly powdered. I have never worn a wig, except when I was a child ; — ^andlam hanging up at Oldworth Castle, in a complete suit of light blue velvet, a wig, a sword, and a hat under my arm, in all the consequence of ten years old. Let me add, that, such as I have described myself, I am usually to be seen every night of a favourite opera, at the corner of the third row in the pit, on the side of la prima donna ; — that, habited in a loose great coat, I may also be seen when a favourite actor or actress plays, in the third row of the pit at Drury-lane or Covent Garden ; — and I will venture to say, that there is scarcely a fashionable 304 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. assembly in London to which I am not invited, and where I am not commonly to be met for an hour or two. Reader, if thou art a young man or woman of fashion^ thou must have met me very often ; and when thou hast read this tale, I suspect that thou wouldst not be sorry to be better acquainted with me, shouldst thou be in the situation of which it treats. But I beg thy pardon, for I feel that I am talking a great deal to little purpose, and already deserving the reproach of garrulous old age.... Now then to get on with my story. I have already said that I am a fre- quenter of fashionable assemblies, and they are often enlivened by fine music, from professors and public singers, or by pleasing, performances, chiefly vocal, from amateurs. But these latter per- formers rarely exhibit except in small select parties, — and of such parties I am very fond. PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 30o In these meetings, which are favour- able to the cultivation not only of ac- quaintances but of intimacy, a friend pre- sented me to Lady Mary Lovely, eldest daughter of the earl and countess of Vaurien^ who had charmed me by her beauty, her manner, and her voice; and I found her conversation equal to them. She had also another charm for me — her name was Mary, Lady Mary was not slow to discover the favourable impression which she had made ; and she tried to increase it by the kindest smiles and most flattering atten- tion. But, as I am really no coxcomb, I was not weak enough to believe that this fine young woman had any intention of being Lady Mary Tresgothic. But the world thought otherwise ; and Lord Lawless, — a man of my own age, but whose hair was of a fine purplish brown, with whiskers of the same colour ; and with 306 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. cheeks coideur de 7'ose, but whose knees tottered under him, and whose legs were like spindles, — was seen to turn as pale as he could turn, whenever I approached Lady Mary. For Lord Lawless was her declared lover, and highly approved of by Lord and Lady Vaurien, who had twelve children, expensive habits, an embarrassed fortune, and no principle. But with this expected sacrifice of herself to the wants of her selfish parents I was not acquainted during the first weeks of my intimacy with Lady Mary, though I soon discovered that she was unhappy ; and several times I had seen her siart, change colour, cast an inquiring anxious glance round the room, or through the folding doors that led from one room to the other, and then fall into complete abstrac- tion seemingly from all external objects. At these times I used to say to myself, " Poor girl, I fear she is in love !" And I PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 307 ceased to wonder, as I had often done before, at Lady Mary's being unmarried at the age of three-and-twenty. Who the object of her affections was I had yet to learn ; — but I was soon ena- bled to discover. One evening Lady Mary was in vain solicited, by the lady of the house and myself, and commanded by her mo- ther, to sing a little ballad in which she particularly excelled. But she resolutely refused to comply, urging her utter in- ability. Our hostess and I, seeing her unusually pale and agitated, desisted from our suit ; but Lady Vaurien said to her, in a low voice, " Foolish obstinate girl ! I know why you cannot sing it.' ** Then I wonder, madam, you should ask me." And the angry mother turned away, giving her the look of a fiend ; while I, full of pity, wonder, just indignation, and 308 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. affectionate curiosity, sat down by Lady Mary. '* O mother — yet no mother!" I al- most audibly murmured ; and I looked at my trembling neighbour with such interest expressed on my countenance, that the poor thing was soothed, though affected^ and said to me in a low voice, " You know not how precious to me the consciousness of your friendship is ; for indeed, dear sir^ I want a friend." At this moment the Honourable Mr. Merital passed us ; a very fine young man, who had just taken orders. As he left the room, he looked back, and his eyes met those of Lady Mary . The glance was momentary ; but his expression could not be mistaken — it was that of love ; and when I turned round to see w^hat ef- fect it had on Lady Mary, I found her countenance so cleared up ! and though she looked thoughtful, she seemed no PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 309 longer painfully so* In a few minutes after, she said to me, *' I wish you would have the goodness to go and see whether Arthur Merital be gone." I did so ; and returning told her he was then going down stairs. Immediate- ly, seeing her mother coming up to her again, she said to me with a very meaning smile, " I can sing now." And as Lady Vaurien .did come to persecute her into compliance, it was well for her that she was able to obey her. She then sat down to the instrument, and sung the follow- ing song, though not with a very steady voice. I give the vv^ords, because they were evidently descriptive of her own feelings ; and it was cruel in her mother to request her to sing them when she knew Merital was within hearing. 310 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. SONG. To the Tune of^^ Vous me quittez." " Yes, we must part, since fate has so decreed it, And far I'll rove, my fetter'd heart to free ; For love should die when hope no more can feed it, — And I as yet too fondly think on thee. Nor think that I'm in search of pleasure roving! By thee unshared all joys are vain to me ; I go in hopes, the power of absence proving, I, with less })ain, may learn to think on thee. Judge by thyself, whene'er the past recalling, Thy pensive memory fondly turns to me ; .Judge by thy tears, in spite of manhood falling, What I endure whene'er I think on thee. But Heaven forbid that thou, like me, shouldst languish ! So well I love, from selfish views so free ; I wish thee, Henry, ne'er to know such anguish, As tears mv heart whene'er I think on thee." PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 311 Well, I had learnt three things that evening. The first was, to think ill of Lady Vaurien ; — the second, that Lady Mary was not only in love, but was be- loved; — the third, that Arthur Merital was the lover ; and moreover, I suspected the union had been forbidden by parental authority. I also recollected with no small plea- sure that Lady IVIary had told me she valued my friendship, and that she wanted a friend. Still, though I had reason to think she wished to confide in me, I did not feel myself authorized to solicit her confidence sooner than she chose to offer it ; and week succeeded to week, month to month ; and I met Lady Mary, and I saw her grow thinner and thinner, paler and paler, and evidently more and more depressed, — yet still she was silent, and so was I, on the subject of her apparent uneasiness. Her approaching marriage with Lord 312 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. Lawless was now the gfenerul theme of conversation ; and I heard that he had bought her of her mercenary parents, by promising to provide for thi'ee of the sons, and to take her without any dower then, or in future. How great was my indignation at this intelligence ! I could understand the impropriety, not to call it madness, of a union between two noble beggars, like Merital and Lady Mary ; but I thought it hardship enough for two such admirable young persons to be doomed to pine in hopeless love ; and to force Lady Mary to marry one man while her heart was another's, appeared to me the climax of parental cruelty ; — that man too, old, dissolute, and hollow- hearted ; — a man who could not, I was sure, fulfil the promises by which he ob- tained her, as he was really not rich, and had but little interest. While I was feeling this anxiety con- PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 313 cerning Lady Mary, life, which usually wanted interest with me, acquired a very strong one ; and I was perpetually form- ing plans, and abandoning them again, to serve these parted lovers, as I now found they had long been ; but they had been parted in vain, for one interchange of a look of still-existing tenderness had hitherto kept the flame alive in both, and had proved that there is no cure for love, but absolute separation and complete years of absence. " But what can be the cause," I was ever saying to myself, " of the change in Lady Mary ? Surely she will never go to the altar willingly, and they will not presume to drag her thither ?'' when, alas ! one evening she came to a party, leaning on the arm of Lord Lawless, who looked all dehght, and seemed to say, ' Am I not at last a happy man ?' Lady Mary, however, looked any thing but happy ; and I saw that she v/as VOL. I. P 314 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. vainly desirous of speaking to me apart. I therefore contrived to get near her, and to say in her ear, — "Can what I hear be true ? Are you really going to sacrifice yourself to that man ? " "I fear I must," she replied in the accent of a broken-hearted woman ; " and sacrifice myself for the good of my family. Besides, why should I not now ? Arthur Merital is going to be married — you un- derstand me." '' I do. Still, pause ere you resolve." Lady Mary sighed, but spoke not then : however, as she walked forward, she said to me, with a look of excessive agony, " O that Lord Lawless were such a man as yourself ! " " Would he were, for thy sake, poor thing !" thought I ; supposing that Lady Mary meant she wished he was as well- principled, as in that case he would not have persisted in addresses so odious to the object of them. PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 315 I scarcely slept that night, so full was I of wishes to serve Lady Mary. But could her lover really be false, and so soon after that look too ? / could not believe it. I knew how constant man's love could be, and I suspected that Lady Mary was imposed upon by those interested in de- ceiving her. The next morning, however, though my night had been nearly sleepless, I rose at my usual hour; and was at breakfast at half-past nine, when my valet inform- ed me that a young lady and her maid were below, and wished to speak to me. '* "Which .^" said I, " the young lady^ or the maid.?" " The young lady." '' What ! a woman grown .?" " O yes, sir ; quite a fine young lady indeed." " This is very strange," thought I, but I desired she might be shown up dh'ectly. p2 316 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. And my heart whispered that it was Lady Mary Lovely. Nor was I deceived. It was Lady Mary ; who, throwing herself nearly over- whelmed with flutter on a chair, apolo- gized in imperfect accents for the liberty which she had taken, and the indecomm of which she was guilty. ''I am conscious," replied I, ^* of nothing but the happiness which you have conferred, and the hopes of your entire confidence, which your visit holds out to me, as you must be sure. Lady Mary, that I will do any thing in my power to serve you." '' Will you— will you indeed.^" said the agitated girl. '' I will — that is, unless it is some- thing very unreasonable; and that I know it cannot be." '' Do not be too sure of that." '' No ! Well, slight difficidties shall PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 317 not discourage me ; — and now tell me the whole story of your love and your misery." "My story," she repHed, '^ is soon told : — Arthur Merital and I have been attached to each other from early youth, and we were allowed to associate together, till the danger which might have been foreseen had been incurred to the utmost; — for we had learnt to love, and then found we must as certainly despair. And we were forbidden even to speak to each other. Nor was the distant prospect which Merital had of a family living, al- lowed to hold out to us any chance of future happiness. I will not dwell on what I felt at seeing all the prospects of my youth thus destroyed ; and though solicited to accept the addresses of other young men, I rejected them almost with disgust, as I had a sadly soothing conso- lation in my determined constancy to my first love ; especially as, whenever we met, 318 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. the eyes of Merital evinced a constancy equal to my own. This consciousness, too, prevented me from being unhappy. But now...." Here Lady Mary paused, too much affected to proceed for a few moments ; then recovering herself, she went on :— " But now the case is widely different, and I am miserable : he is faith- less, and / desperate. My parents are in distressed circumstances. Lord Lawless is liberal in his offers, my filial piety is called upon, and my love for my dear brothers.... and above all, perhaps I am urged by pique and the wounded feelings of my sex, to become a wife, before Merital becomes a husband." Here she gave way to a passionate flood of tears ; and though I disapproved her last-men- tioned motive of action, I deeply sym- pathized in her very natural distress. " Compose youself, my dear child," said I very tenderly. *' Would I were your child ! " she ex- PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 319 claimed, " then I might have a chance of being happy." " Perhaps you still may. But you seemed to imply that you had a favour to ask of me." ^' I have ; but such a favour that I really dare not utter it.' "Indeed!" " Yes ; one that nothing but the peculiar" circumstances in which I am placed, and my horror of Lord Lawless, could have induced me to think of. It is so strange a thing to ask — so very strange." *^ Keep me no longer in suspense, name the desire. What do you wish me to do r " Marry me yourself." Here she hid her face, and I was glad she did, for I could not help ex- claiming, — ''^Strange indeed!" — and I should not have liked to see the poor thing's confusion. 320 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. But, as soon as I had recovered my surprise and consternation, I must own that I cast a look into the pier glass op- posite, and did not wonder I was preferred to Lord Lawless ; but this was but a mo- mentary weakness, and vanity was soon swallowed up in better feelings. I told Lady Mary that I was flattered by her preference, and the more so, because she knew that I had never tried to obtain it — had never had the vanity to believe that her attentions to me could be prompt- ed by any other feelings than those of friendship. I also added, that my affections had long been buried in the grave ; and that I had always resolved never to marry. But that our views usually changed with circumstances, and that like Benedict,— " when I said I would die a bachelor, I did not think I should live to be mar- ried;" — that therefore, if there was no other \vay of saving her from that hateful PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 321 Lord Lawless, I would offer the same terms as he did to her father, and I should, I doubted not^ obtain her for myself, as she v/as ready to marry me, though she had not yet ever consented to accept Lord Lawless. But that I must beg a little time to consider of her proposal : *' because I must own," said I, '' that in spite of your youth, your beauty, and your various charms, my heart remains a constant and a widowed heart ; and I feel towards you no other sensation than that of a parent towards a child." Lady Mary looked pleased, and per- haps was so. Still the sex's vanity in her must have been a little mortified at the excessive sang-froid with which I had received such a proposal from a very fine girl : however, she did not betray morti- fication if she felt it. And now, being fearful of exciting suspicion by her ab- sence, she bade me a hasty " farewell," p 5 322 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. after overwhelming me with excuses and expressions of gratitude; and I promised that in less than two days she should hear from me, or see me. I was truly glad to get rid of her ; for my mind was now made up as to the best course for me to pursue, and the first thing I resolved upon was to go to 's auction-room, in hopes of seeing Arthur Merital, who used to be a frequent lounger there; from the hope, as I now suspected, of seeing Lady Mary, whose mother, though she was so poor as to think it necessary to sell her child, had always money to expend on her own self- ish luxuries, and was for ever buying old china, or ??io?elu vases, or things of thr.t sort. " If he be faithless, he will probably not be there/' thought I ; *^ if faithful, he will :" and on entering the room, he was the first object whom I saw. He was examining very attentively a beautiful PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 323 ivory work-basket, and I ventured to ac- cost him with " That is a beautiful thing, Mr. Merital." '' Very." *' It is just the thing for a lover to present to his mistress ; and you, per- haps, think so to. And if it be not im- pertinent, I presume you are thinking of presenting it to the young lady to whom the world says you are soon to be married.^" This was very presumptuous, I own ; but poor Merital was conscious of feel- ings which made him insensible to my boldness, for he remembered my inti- macy with Lady Mary. " I ! I going to be married ! — Can she — can she think, sir ! — The report is wholly false. It is my brother who is going to be married, not I ; though in his absence I escort his lady. I marry ! I marry ! Mr. Tresgothic, I shall never marry now — never — never." As he said this, he raised his fine eyes 324 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE, to heaven with such a despairing look ! and I read in them Lady Mary Lovely at full length. '* Oh!" thought I/^ thou art a loverafter my own heart ;" and having now gained what I wanted, I left the room. I lived only in the next street, so I went home to see if there were any let- ters for me; and I found one, the con- * tents of which had such an effect on me, that I seemed to tread in air, and ordering my carriage round immediately, I desired it to drive me to— no matter to what street or square— but to the Lord Chan- cellor's. I shall not say to what Lord Chancellor's; nor, as mystery always enhances the effect of a story, will I say any thing to let my readers know in what year I am writing. I shall only say that Chancellors sometimes are men who have a pleasure in remembering favours done them when they wanted friends, and are honourably proud of proving bv their PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 325 actions, that they are not ungrateful. Such a Chancellor was he to whom I was hastening, and I was one of his earliest and best friends. It is a fine thing to live in a country where a man who has talents and indus- try may raise himself to the highest honours of the state ; — and my ennobled friend had done so. I knew he was not sitting, ^s term was over, so I hoped to find him at home, and I did . *' ," said I as I entered (for in- deed I did venture to call him by his name), '* I am come to ask a favour of you." '' I am glad of it. You have pro- mised to do me that kindness for many years, but have never done it yet ; and yet who has such claims on me as you have ? " '' Well, well, you will own that I am now come to demand payment of the 326 PROPOSALS OF MARTUAGE. debt due, with interest, when I tell you I come to ask you to give me the living of ." " That living ! It is not vacant yet ; and though the incumbent is very old, (eighty at least,) he is very healthy." *' No ; he is probably dead by this time. Here is a letter from his physi- cian, who has written to me by to-day's post, on business of my own." He read the letter, and found that the incumbent was literally in the ago- nies of death : and the moment after, he received an express to tell him he was ac- tually dead. '' There," said I, " and remember, I am the first applicant.' '' True ; but it is one of the very best livings in my gift, and...." *' I am one of the very best friends in your possession." " Very true ; but one of the mini- PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 327 sters, instigated I suspect by a very great personage, has expressed a wish to have...." ^' What he^or she shall not have: and I want this living for a person they would approve — for Arthur Merital, whose father you know always votes with government : and I want this living for him, to enable him to marry Lady Mary Lovely, Lord Vaurien's daughter, a devoted slave to ministers : and your other asking friends can only want to give it to some one of their adherents and favourites.' " Wliat shall I do .^ I wish, you know, to oblige you." " And by obliging me you will not only make two worthy and fond hearts happy^ but you will certainly mortify and disappoint your old and determined ene- my in the House, Lord Lawless ; who has, you know, no mere yon you, and who is suitor to Lady Mary with her selfish parents' approbation.' 328 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. I thought I was justified in holding out this temptation to his bad feelings, if he had any, that they might come in aid of his good ones. But whether they did or not, I do not pretend to say ; all I know is, that he promised me the living, and that while I staid, I had the satis- faction of seeing him write one or two letters in answer to applications, saying it was already engaged. My next visit was to Lord and Lady Vaurien. I found them alone, and in much emotion. Lady Mary had that morning, on her return home, positively declared that nothing should compel her to marry Lord Lawless. I began thus—" I understand, my lord, that you and Lady Vaurien wish to marry Lady Mary to Lord Lawless, and that she is utterly averse to the union. Is this true ? Believe me, the question is not one of mere curiosity." Lord Vaurien answered me at once PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 329 that it was true ; while his lady's cunning little eyes, as she fixed them on me, twinkled with indescribable shrewdness. " Then know, my lord, I am authorized by Lady Mary to ask your leave to propose to marry her myself- — having her free consent to wed, if I can win her." ^' You ! you l" exclaimed both the delighted parents at once. " Yes ; and on the same terms as Lord Lawless offered. I will provide for your three boys ; for I have, you know, infinitely more wealth than he has ; and through my connexions, more interest." " Oh, to be sure," cried Lady Vaurien. '' Besides, we know if you make a promise you wall keep it ; and that is more than we can be sure of with Lord Lawless. ^Vell, really, Mary has been very sly : — we saw her bent on refusing Lord Law- less, but we did not suspect the cause was attachment to you." *' Attachment to me !" echoed I^ 330 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. looking at her with scornful indignation: " No ; — you know it was not. But, my lord, you have not assured me of your consent." " I assure you not only of my consent, but of my warmest approbation : and ah! what a comfort it is to think that my necessities will not have compelled the sacrifice of my child ! " " My lord," I replied very gravely^ " in accepting wy proposals, you sacrifice your child to your necessities. If I were of a proper age to marry Lady Mary, it would still be a sacrifice, for you know she loves another.' ** Dear me !" said both the parents, "we thought — we hoped...." " No, Lady Lawless," said I, '' you Jcnotv, that you hiew the contrary ; you knew Lady Mary's heart was still Arthur Merital's, and yet you urged her to marry — and marry such a man too !" ^' I certainly much prefer you, Mr. PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 331 Tr^sgothic, and really cannot allow such a marriage to be a hardship." '' Then I am sorry for you, madam. I pity any woman who can think a mar- riage of mere interest is any thing better than legal prostitution. But I must beg your patient attention, while I relate to you what it is necessary for you to know^ in order to excuse the liberty which I am going to take." They promised me their attention, and ordered the servants to deny them to every one ; — but there is nothing they would not have promised me at that mo- ment ; for I had many thousands a-year — and I was to be their son-in-law. I am now going to appear, what I have some pretensions to be — a heros de ro- man — and you are now going to hear the history of my life. But I did wish to tell it to more respectable auditors than Lord and Lady Vaurien, and more interested too : — for though the husband did appear 332 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. to hear every word, I soon found that the wife's eyes were riveted on a beau- tiful emerald heart that I wore on my watch-chain, which dangled in my hand, and I had no doubt that she was saying to herself, " I wonder whether he will give that to Mary, and whether Mary would give it to me !".... But I am too prolix — Now then to begin. *' Perhaps you already know," said I, ** that my grandmother's immense for- tune — a city fortune — was, according to the marriage-settlement, settled on the second son of my father, being intended, no doubt, to purchase another peerage for the family. You also know that by the death of the first and second son I became the second son and heir to the fortune, of which, alas ! I gained possession when it had ceased to have any charms for me, and when it could excite in me at first no feelings but the bitterness of unavailing regret." PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 333 " Did you not immediately try to procure a peerage ?" asked Lady Vaurien eagerly. " No, madam : the only woman whom I could ever wish to decorate with a co- ronet was become the wife of another. For her sake I might have sought distinc- tions : — but with my hope my ambition died also. I had loved, passionately loved. Lady Vaurien, and been beloved in return. But I was then only the third son of Lord Oldworth, and my mistress was rich. Accordingly my suit was re- jected : — but I was sure of my own con- stancy, and equally so of my mistress's, and I resolved to await patiently the chances of life, hoping that something might turn up in our favour. But in less than a twelvemonth after I had been re- fused by her father, she married my ri- val, a man of large fortune. I cannot, dare not dwell on the phrensied agonies which this event occasioned me. Yes ; 334 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. let mc think it was phrensy that prompted me to do what I did. I copied out part of the song of * Thou art gone awa' from me, Mary/ shghtly altering the lines to suit my situation : — they are as follows : — Until this hour I never thought That aught could alter thee, Mary ! Thou'rt still the mistress of my heart. Think what thou wilt of me, Mary ! Though thou'st been false, yet while 1 live I'll still wish well to thee, Mary ! - I can't forget, but I forgive, The wrong thou hast done to me, Mary 1 " This was a song she used to sing with great feeling, and she often ex- pressed her wonder at the falsehood which occasioned it. Having finished the extract, I watched for her carriage one day in Bond-street ; and as she got out of it I forced it into her hand without speaking. I then gazed my last on her; PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 335 for she looked so beautiful, though very pale, that I dared not see her again ; and I instantly went abroad : — but not alone; my kind mother went with me ; and to her soothings, and her watchful tender- ness I owed the recovery of my health and of my mind. It was now that I became possessed of my grandmother's fortune : — but it came too late — and I fear that I, at first, received it unthank- fully. '^ I remained abroad some years after my mother left me : but on my father's death I thought it right to return to England to try to console her^ as she had consoled me ; and from her I learnt that my faithless Mary's husband had spent all her fortune and his own ; that she was in reduced circumstances ; and that he was living abroad. She then was poor, while I was rich ! — and call it weakness if you please, but I could not endure the idea, ill as she had used me, that she 336 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. should want aught which money could purchase ; and I grieved to think that I could not befriend her. *' My. mother, on my father's death, shut herself up at her country-seat, which was withhi ten miles of Clifton ; I there- fore usually rode thither every morning, by way of change of scene. One morn- ing I followed by chance a shabbily dressed invalid, leaning on her maid, who seemed to walk with difficulty ; when as she reached a pastry-cook's shop, she turned her head, saw me, uttered a sort of exclamation, and fainted awa}'. I caught her in my arms, and carried her into the shop. But judge of my feelings when I found that it was my once-loved Mary ! Her insensibility was short : and when she recovered, I remembered no- thing at that moment but that she was ill, and that she had fainted at sight of me. But such meetings and such feel- ings, though they can never be forgotten, PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 337 had better not be described. Suffice that I insisted on supporting her home — And it was such a home ! — shabby, dark, un- wholesome — and I entreated to be al- lowed to see her the next day. She did not say No, and I fancied that she meant to say Yes. I therefore called, but she refused to see me. I called again — but she was still denied. iVt length I heard she was consider- ably worse, and was in the greatest dan- ger ; and I called every day, and almost every hour, to inquire how she did. One day when I called, the servant gave me a letter addressed to me ; and changed as the characters were, with a beating- heart I recognised the precious hand- writing of Mary. I instantly flew to my hotel with phrensied impetuosity, and locking my- self into a room, I read — ** I feel that I am dying ; and as death VOL. I. a 338 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. they say dissolves all ties and all obliga- tions, but such as affection sanctions and God approves, I trust that I may venture to disclose the secrets of my heart ; and as death endues me with this privilege, I welcome its approach. Know then, that I have always loved, and never loved any other than you. But I was taught to believe that you were false, and engaged to another. Nay, they even caused your marriage to be inserted in the paper. But even that failed — and I declared your faithlessness was no excuse for mine. " The next attempt they made was a terrible one ! — My father declared, if I did not marry Mr. Desmond, he must de- stroy himself: that he owed him a great sum of money, which he could discharge no other way than by giving him my hand. I refused to believe this at first ; but he brought me documents to prove it ; and lastly, he produced tlie pistol, and aimed it at his life. PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 339 " This is no new tale — no new inci- dent — such things have been tried on others. With me the plan succeeded, and I married; — married without one word of apology or excuse to you : and yet I knew myself excusable. Judge then what I felt, when you put those touching generous lines in my hand — lines too which reminded me of former days. My first impulse was to write to you, and exculpate myself: but my second was to repress the culpable, ungenerous, and dangerous design. ' No,' said I tj my- self, ' if he still believes me unworthy, he may forget me and be happy. But if he knows me to be aggrieved, and not guilty, he will love me still, and perhaps seek me still : — and then how can I be sure that I shall be able to resist the pleadings of my own heart!' " The first virtue is to avoid tempta- tion ; — and I, acting on this principle, forbore to write to you. O my beloved €12 340 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. Tilney ! may I not now rejoice humbly over the consciousness of having done thus — of having distrusted my own strength — since I owe perhaps to that, the support and comfort which I now feel on this, my bed of death ! " I have only to add^ that my hus- band, conscious that I never loved him^ and suspecting that I still loved you, treated me with excessive unkindness ; and that I even rejoiced in the utter de- struction of our fortune, because it ridded me of him. I had been gradually dying of what is called a broken heart before he left me — and the struggle is nearly over. *' I have now unburthened my heart, and it will be some comfort to me in my last moments, to know that you will love, not hate my memory : — but it is also necessary for my peace, that you should respect my reputation. Alone and un- protected I cannot, must not receive your visits, even if I were able ; and I PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 341 know you would yourself shrink from be- ing the means of aspersing my hitherto unblemished fame. ^Ve have therefore met for the last time : but I saw by your manner that you had forgiven my fauU, even before you heard my exculpation, and the remembrance will, even to mv last breath, be sweet to my soul. " God bless you, dearest of men ! Surely, surely, the hope that we shall meet again, in another world, is not, cannot be delusion- " Mary." Reader, I did not repeat this letter to my noble auditors ; I only told them the heads of it ; that was enough for them : — but I did tell them how I acted in consequence of it. I mounted my horse, and set off instantly to my mo- ther, and put the letter, without speak- ing, into her hand. She read it with tears, and said, '* What would you have me do V .)4Z PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. *' What your heart dictates." " I understand you," she rephed. Then v/riting a few hues, she ordered the carriage. *' Lord Vaurlen," said I after a pause, ^' you leniemher my mother ?" " Remember her! I should be ashamed if I did not remember a woman who was an honour and an ornament to her sex! Oh, how proud have I and other young men feU, when allowed to see her to her carriage ! and we seemed to respect ourselves for being able to feel pleasure in showing our respect to vir- tues like hers." " I thank you, my lord," replied I with deep emotion at this just and well-felt tribute to the worth of my incomparable mother. ." We\] then. Lord ^^nurien, this spotless and generally revered being undertook the care of my poor Marv ; juid as soon as we reached Clifton, she sent up the note which she had written to PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 343 her, to prepare her for a visit from her. Mary, gratified beyond measure at this, the greatest proof which I could give her of my pardon and my respect, received her according to our utmost wishes, and comphed with all my mother desired. That evening, wrapped up in blan- kets, and supported by pillows, she was conveyed to the best lodging in the place, and one very near the Well. There my mother remained with her, taking on her the office of head nurse ; and as it was impossible that calumny itself could cen- sure the woman protected by Lady Old- worth, Mary consented to see me once or twice a week in my mother's presence; and she was evidently improved in strength, when the news reached us that her husband was dead. " What prospects of happiness now- opened upon me ! How rapidly did Mary's health seem to return with hope and happiness ! while my beloved mother 344 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. enjoyed the bright prospects of her dear charge and of her son. '^ But one day, wlien Mary had seemed unusually well^ difficulty of breathing suddenly returned, and even while she was echoing my words, * How happy we shall be after all our sufferings T she sud- denly became chilled and convulsed, and died without a groan." Here I went into the inner apartment for a moment, to indulge unseen an emotion, which I believed was wholly un- shared. But I suspect I wronged Lord Vaurien, as he had betrayed once or twice some corresponding feelings ; and I was very apt to believe he sympathized with me, and had never loved Lady Vaurien. ** Now, my lord," said I, when I re- turned, " Lam come to that part of my story which will explain and account for my having troubled you with these long details. " Perhaps I felt this blow more, be- PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 345 cause I had learnt to hope : but I had so long despaired, and made up my mind to the utter blight of my affections, that I was not depressed as much as might have been expected. Besides, I had the consolation of knowing that my wealth had contributed alt that wealth could do to the comfort of the beloved being whom I had lost ; — that my own mother had been her nurse, her support, and her soother in her last illness and last mo- ments : and above all, I knew those last moments were such as to give me every security that she was now happy. Still I had all my wonted fantasticality of feeling and plans when distressed, and my mo- ther wisely indulged me in it. — But I see Lady Vaurien looks weary and impatient." " Oh dear, no : I am quite interested. Pray go on as long as you please " *' One of these plans was this : — In order to save one if not more virtuous couple from being sacrificed in future to a 5 34() PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. the selfish designs of parents on then* children ; to prevent such misery as my heloved Mary had experienced from a marriage in which the heart had no share, I laid by fi certain sum of money, which I resolved to give to the first young couple who should be unable, from poverty, to marrv for inclination ; and who should also be exposed, by the avarice of their parents, to the danger of forming an union odious to themselves, and hateful in the sight of God. ^* The sum has now been appropriated, but not called for during so many years, that it is now a very considerable one, and large enough to portion off more than one bride ; and I consider the money de- posited for that purpose, as my best tri- bute to the memory and the misfortunes of my only love. Hear me then, Lord and Lady Vaurien : I repeat to you my solemn promise to provide for three of your boys : but I do not aspire to be the PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 347 liusband of Lady Mary. No, my lord, let her marry the man of her choice, and I will give her a sufficient dower." *' With ail my heart !" cried Lord Vaurien eagerly. But Lady Vaurien said, *' But, sir, Mr. Merital has nothing !" '' He has Lady Mary's heart, madam ; and I am told that he has virtues and talents." '' Yes, sir, but people cannot live on them ; and Mary has been expensively brought up." '' Well, madam, Mr. Mental will, to my certain knowledge, be inducted in a few days to a living worth at least from twelve to fifteen hundred pounds per an- num. Will that satisfy you .^" " O yes ! — -and if you will not really marry Mary yourself....!" *' I marry her, madam, after what I know ! Do you think me a villain ? O fie ! Lfidy Vaurien, I blush for you." 348 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. " And so do I," said her lord ; *' and I rejoice most heartily in the dear girFs happy prospects. And how, sir, shall we show our gratitude to you ?'' " By not naming it. Yes, you can oblige me by simply telling Lady Mary I have made my proposals, and that they are accepted ; and leave me to disclose the truth to her." They promised : and as Lady Mary's accepted lover I was to return to din- ner. Certainly this was the happiest day in my life. I was sure of having been the means to crown the wishes of two faith- ful and fond hearts ; and I felt that I had not lived in vain. My next step was to call on Mr. Merita! : but, lest I should not find him at home, I wrote him a letter, explaining all that had passed, and engaging him to come that evening to Lord Vaurien's, and send for me out. But I found him PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 349 at home. However, as I now found an unusual lack of words come over me, I went in with the letter in my hand. I dare say my look was very extraordinary ; for he seemed not only surprised, but agitated at this expected visit. And he was so alarmed and confused that he did not even ask me to sit down. " Well, sir," said I, rendered awkward by a situation so new and so embarrassing ; *^ so you told me you were not going to be married ; but I thought you were mis- taken." " How, sir ! do you doubt my word ?'' cried he, looking so fierce that I believe he forgot he had taken orders. ** No, sir ; not at all : still I am sure you are on the point of marriage." " Absurd ! I thought, sir, you must know — you must suspect...." " I do know, and I do suspect ; but I also know beyond suspicion, that you are 350 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. going to be married, — and to Lady Mary Lovely." "Sir!" cried Merital, turning pale; " this cruel insult — this mockery — this trilling with my feelings, is what I did not expect from vou, sir." i ■J ' " You are right," cried I ; "it does seem like mockery, and I am an old fool ; — but on my word, I cannot act more coherently now, I am so overjoyed ; — but read that, and then perhaps you will for- give me." So saying, I put the letter which I had written into his hand. Happy young man ! how I envied him his feelings, and how fondly I remembered, how bitterly I regretted mv poor JMary ! Before he had read to the end, he ex- claimed, — "^ This is too much, O sir ! " And rushing into the other room, he closed the door on him ; and it was some minutes before he returned, and seizins; PROPOSALS or xMAPvRIAGE. 351 my hand, said, *'What can I say to you, sir ? How can I express my grati- tude ?" *' You o'vve me none. I have given Lady Mary to you, only to get rid of lier myself." *'How, sir.^" " It is very true ; she vvoaid have in- sisted on my marrying her, if you had not. She absohitely offered herself to me, to get rid of Lord Lawless ; therefore in self-defence I contrived to secure her marriage with you." *' You are joking, sir." *' No, I am not; I am in earnest. She thought you faithless ; and wishing to marr>;, to avoid persecution and get from home, she wished to marry me instead of Lord Lawless." " That I do not wonder at, sir ; but I had rather she had married Lord Law- less, because ^oa she might have learnt to love." 352 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. Here was a compliment ! And bow well, in a few v/ords, had this young man acquitted all his obligations to me! *' I thank you," said I ; '' but I must not stay here, — come to me to-night, at Lord Vaurien's, — and leave the rest to me." I then drove home; tried to recruit in solitude, and meditation, my disordered spirits ; and having dressed, I repaired to Lord Vaurien's to dinner. But what a chill to my warm feelings awaited me there ! Lady Alary seemed now as averse to me, as to Lord Lawless, and to shrink as mucli from a union with me. I felt I had not deserved this, and was angry at it ; and to punish her a lit- tle, and prepare her at the same time, I said, as I handed her down stairs, — " So, Mr. Merital is not going to be married ?'' *' So my sister tells me," she replied; PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 353 And then, poor thing, her coldness was accounted for. Still I did not think Lady Mary used me well, as I did not provoke such cold- ness from her by any undue exhibition of fondness ; and I blamed her perhaps too severely. Nor would I after this at all shorten the period of her trial and her suffering. At . nine I was told that a gentlem.an desired to see me ; and going up to Lady Mary, I told her that as Lord and Lady Vaurien had agreed to my proposals, they and I both thought that the mar- riage had better take place as soon as possible. Lady Mary now turned very pale, and replied in faltering accents, ** that she saw no occasion for such haste ; that some months hence indeed...." '' Some months ! Unkind Lady Mary ! Do you consider my age ? But perhaps 354 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. you wish to take the chances of what a few months may do for me." Lady Mary was shocked; and coriscioiis she was acting ungratefully, replied, scarcely able to refrain from tears, ^'Well, sir, in a few weeks be it then." " I hoped you would say days," replied I ; and so said her father and mother : .but Lady Mary was firm. I then said, a gentleman was waiting below whom I wished to introduce that evening, because I had resolved that he should perform the marriage ceremony; and that he should not be to present when the day came ; and I added smiling, that if he was not allowed to be one of the princi- pal people on the occasion, there should not, with my consent, be a marriage at all. Lord and Lady Vaurien smiled, and understood me ; but Lady Mary Vv^as too unhappy to notice much what I said. All PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. 355 she heard was, that I was going to intro- duce the gentleman who was to perform the marriage ceremony ; and the idea of that was insupportable. I now quitted the room, and returned with Merita! . At sight of her lover Lady Mary screamed, started forward, and then fainted in her father's arms ; and I began to be sensible I had behaved very foolishly, and sported with feelings that deserved more consideration. But Lady Mary soon recovered, and recover- ed to an almost insupportable sense of happiness ; for all was soon explained to her ; and the sight of the happiness vdiich I had occasioned was balm of the most precious kind to my widowed heart. To be brief. Lady Mary in 'AJ'eiv days agreed to marry Merital, though she re- fused to marry me earlier than a few lueeks ; and thus she utterly knocked down the fabric of vanit}- in me which she had built up ; and she continues to 356 PROPOSALS OF MARRIAGE. look, and to be so happy in her marriage, that I have in vain expected her to smooth down the ruffled phunes of my self- love, by saying, — "^ Oh ! Mr.Tr^sgothic, that you would but have married me yourself !" T. T. END OF THE FIRST VOLUME. R. and A. Taijhr, Pnnltrs, London.