frr/.. L I E) RAFLY OF THE UN IVLR5ITY or ILLINOIS 8^3 R56San v.l 9.? AME JUDGE, SPINSTER. VOL. I. r.OMiOX: ]RI>TEI) BY T\II.LIAU CLOWES AXB SONS, STAMIOni) STREET AND CHARTNG CROSS. ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. FEEDERICK W. ROBINSON, ACTHOB OF "GBANDMOTHKBV MONEY,' "A WOMAN'S ICANsOM," ETC., ETC. IN THREE VOLUMES, VOL. I. LONDON: SAMPSON LOW, SOX, AND MARSTON, MILTON HOUSE, LUDGATE HILL. 1867. [The right')/ Translation ii- restrceiL} 8^a V. 1 TO W. MOY THOMAS, Esq. (a fellow worker in the great field), ^{)is Storg IS INSCRIBED BY HIS FRIEND, THE AUTHOK. CONTENTS. BOOK I. A week's komance. CHAPTER I. PAGE "THE husbands' coach" 1 CHAPTER II. MR. JUDGE COMES TO HIMSELF 12 CHAPTER m. THE OLD HOUSE BY THE BACKWATEK .... 21 CHAPTER IV. CAST BACK OX HERSELF . . . .... 33 CHAPTER V. NED DELANCY FINDS MORE THAN HE BARGAINED FOR AT PROSPECT TERRACE 43 CHAPTER VI. THE NEW ORGANIST PLAYS HIMSELF IN . . . .64 CHAPTER Vn. MR. .JUDGE GOES BACK TO WOLCHESTER .... 79 CHAPTER VIII. THE DINNER AT MARKHAM's HOTEL . . . .94 IV CONTENTS. CHAPTER IX. PAGE ON THE BALCONY 122 CHAPTER X. TEMPTATION 137 CHAPTER XI. MARY JUDGE HAS A LONG NIGHT's WORK . . .151 CHAPTER XII. TAKEN PRISONER . 170 CHAPTER XIII. AYNARD's ROOST ........ 180 CHAPTER XIV. SUDDEN RESOLUTIONS 199 CHAPTER XV. ANNE STARTS FOR WOLCHESTER 207 CHAPTER XVI. A LIFT ON THE ROAD 229 CHAPTER XVII. PRIMROSE STREET, W»n.CHESTER ..... 238 CHAPTER XVHI. FOUND OUT ......••• -•^- CHAPTER XIX. DELANCY's WARNING 269 AN^E JUDGE, SPINSTER. BOOK I. A WEEK S ROAIAXCE. CHAPTER I. "THE husbands' coach." *•' If you please, Mr. Pownie, at what time to-night is ' the husbands' coach ' expected ?' *' Not afore nine, girl." " The wind and rain will not make much difference, I suppose, sir ?" "Not unless the wind blows the whole kit over, comino^ down Eo^ford Hill." The first speaker, standing at the bar of the Gull Inn, a poorly-clad and shivering girl of about sixteen years of age, gave a little jump at the last remark of the landlord, looked hard into his broad, surly face, VOL. I. B Z ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. and fancied that she saw a joke there, for she laughed spasmodically — " Ah, that would be a wind ! Good-day, sir." Mr. Pownie did not respond to the good-day, but called after her to shut the door as she went into the street, which the wind and rain had cleared of all humanity but herself two hours ago, at least. All that day the wind and rain kept up that wild game — at which they had played for years, off and on, and always more on than off — at the little out-of- the-way easterly settlement of Ilpham-on-the-Cliff ; for it was generally breezy and cold weather at Ilpham, and the "season" there — or what a dozen lodging- house keepers called the season — was short in conse- quence. Everything was against this Ilpham as a watering-place. It was twelve miles from the railway station at Wolchester : the place was small, ill-drained, and perched on a brown ochery hill, thirty or forty feet above the sea, which washed eternally at the soft earth, and had even washed people out of their graves in the churchyard on the lower level, and in the '• real winter weather," that Ilpham people knew so well. It was a place almost without boatmen, too, for ships gave it a wide berth, and never paid visits there, or made wrecks of themselves within twelve miles of the solitary-looking jetty. There were about half a dozen boatmen, who took the visitors on the water in the summer, and went into the union, or to work at Barwich — a shipping port "THE husbands' COACH." 3 sixteen miles away — in the winter, when there was nothing doing at Ilpham. No one lived by the visitors, but the visitors helped to pay the rent, and to increase the trade of a few shopkeepers, and of a few honest villagers who played at shop in summer time, by puttinsT their spare garden produce and their dead poultry in the parlour windows. It was summer time, and the town — for the Ilpham folk would call it a town — was full enough. There were, possibly, three hundred visitors at Ilpham, reckoning those who lodged in the outskirts, or close to a miserable brackish piece of Backwater that came in and went out with the tide, and was at low water a trifle — but a mere trifle — less suicidally suggestive than when boats could row from one dank island to another. Three hundred people there, who cared for no amuse- ment but to talk to one another, to row or sail oc- casionally, to walk on the cliff" or jetty, and to get into bed, and out of reach of the east wind, by nine o'clock at night ; people who were old or middle-aged in the aggregate, who brought young children to dig holes in the sands all day — who brought grown-up daughters, for change of air, from the great town of Wolchester — but who brought no single young men, unless they were engaged young men, or required wheeling about in the one Bath chair that stood, in fine weather, opposite the Gull Inn, and was often chained to a post there whilst its owner went hay- 4 AXNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. making or harvesting. Londoners came not ; Barvs ich people came not ; young men came not, unless under moral compulsion such as few human beings could withstand ; but a few old fogies loved the place for habit's sake, and came year after year to their old quarters, and thought that Ilpham was the finest water- ing-place under heaven. Careful fathers and guardians brought unruly daughters and wards here, knowing how safe and " slow " it was ; young wives were secure from persecution whilst husbands were at business from Monday morning till Saturday afternoon, when the coach started from the market-place at Wolchester, and did the journey in two hours. This coach, then — christened from time immemorial " the husbands' coach " — was due at Ilpham at nine o'clock that Saturday night, and at nine o'clock to the minute, by the old-fashioned sentinel on the stairs at the Gull, the girl whom we have already heard making inquiries was at her post, nervous and ex- pectant. The thin rag of a shawl that had draped her chest at an earlier hour had not been replaced by a more substantial covering, thouo^h the wind had become more boisterous, and blew now direct from the sea, instead of angle-wise across the Backwater, as it had done all the morning. Still, thank heaven — and this girl said "Thank heaven " as she looked up at the sky, dark and starless — the rain had ceased, and the sidcr paths were almost dry again. She murmured her hasty '•'THE HUSBANDS COACH. O thanks for the sake of the traveller, whoever he was, advancing to her. She had altogether forgotten that her shoes were thin, and had only recently recovered from their morning's saturation, or she would have never walked so recklessly from one side of the road to the other, disregarding all the puddles which she encountered in her way. She was not alone in the main street now, for there were seven or eight wives and daughters, and two old men and a boy, on the look-out with her— all well wrapped up and warm, and prepared to brave the night's inclemency for the sake of the earliest greet- ing that they could offer the friends coming down from "town." The ostlers from the Gull stable- yard were in the street too — a nondescript with a lantern, and a second nondescript with a barrow, who was evidently prepared for luggage to any extent, and who sat on his barrow, blowing at his fingers' ends as though he were up Mont Blanc. No one took heed of the girl in whom we are in- terested — in whom we must be interested to the end of this story, or give up the story in despair — and the girl took no heed of any one. She was more impatient than those around her as nine o'clock sounded from the old church by the sea, and before the quarter was chimed she had left the gas-lights at the Gull — for they burned a little gas at Ilpham, and even lighted up the few streets there when the moon was not likely 6 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. to give any light of her own — and went quickly along the road, and away from the little bustle that there had been about her, as though to meet the coach upon its way. After proceeding a hundred yards or more, the girl halted to listen, walked another hundred yards, listened again, and then returned, at a slower pace, to the door of the Gull Inn, for the wind was in her face now, and came up the road like a something solid, yet intangible, that must stop her way or her breath in due time. " Now, if that sour old man behind the window there has spoken the truth, instead of a jest, and the coach is upside down at Egford Hill !" she muttered, as she reached the inn once more. This was a grim thought, that made her nervous, for though she had held aloof from the visitors — as modest poverty always holds aloof from the well-clad — she halted at once by the side of a girl a year her senior, and who was standing near her mother. " Nothing, I suppose, is likely to have happened to the coach to-night?" she said abruptly, and yet timidly. "Oh dear, I hope not!" cried the girl. "Mother, do you hear what this young — young person says?" she added, as she caught the quality and colour of the shawl in the lamplight, and, with a woman's acuteness, knew her customer. " Bless my soul, yes, I hear ! Can anything have happened to the coach ? Good gracious ! Ostler !" "THE HUSBANDS COACH. 7 " Yes, marin." '•' AVhat makes the coach so late ? This girl thinks that there must have been an accident on the road." " I did not say that," interrupted the girl thus indi- cated, and turning with a sharpness on the preceding speaker that made her take a backward step. '* I would not think it for the world, so soon — so scon as this ! I thought that this lady might be used to waiting here for friends, and would be likely to know if the delay was anything out of the common." " Oh, it's orfen late ; it's all manner o' times," grumbled the ostler at once. " It keeps people on the key-weewee, whether they likes it or not." *' But it allers comes in right at last," struck in the man on the barrow at this juncture. " For three and thirty year ' the husbands' coach' to Ilpham hasn't met with more nor a wheel off now and then, and a shoulder or two put out in the fools who wouldn't fall icith the coach, but hung on anyhow." *' It isn't three and thirty year since old Joe Simes broke his neck," said the ostler, who evidently resented this intrusion on the conversation. " Yes it ees." " It isn't three and thirty year since the gentleman was pitched off head fust, and picked up dead as a nit, though." " He threw hisself off a purpose ; that warn't the coach's fault." 8 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. " No he didn't." The man with the barrow was proceeding to prove his case to the best of his ability, when a horn sounded in the distance. The loiterers woke up to action ; fresh men and women opened their street-doors to gaze out at the arrivals ; the landlord of the Gull, in a hat and worsted comforter, appeared upon his steps, and the girl who had been anxious clapped her hands unseen, in the fierce delight which seemed to over- power her. " He's coming, then !" "Not— not your husband!" exclaimed the young lady whom she had first addressed, and whose curiosity was evidently aroused. " No, that is not likely," answered the girl, with a short, but not unnatural laugh. " If Oh, good God ! — there is something the matter, after all !" The people in the street looked more eagerly towards the advancing coach, but could see nothing to arouse their fears yet awhile. This girl had the sharpest of eyes or the weakest of nerves. The four horses came rattling into Ilpham with their burden in fair style ; the guard was blowing his horn cheerily from the back of the coach, the figures heaped upon the roof were at their ease there, and consuming cigars innumerable, judging by the bright red spots of flame with which the muffled company seemed dotted. Stilly the girl was right ; something was the matter, and they had "THE husbands' COACH." 9 been marvellous eyes to detect it as the coach came swirling and grinding round the bend of the road, and the sparks flew up about the wheels. Something was the matter inside the coach ; for the head and shoulders of a young man protruded from the left window, a hand caught the guard by the foot and so startled that functionary that he nearly dropped his horn into the street, and there was much gesticulation from the gen- tleman, and many looks backward into the vehicle from which he had half emerged. The guard swung himself to the ground like an acrobat, and came running on toward the Gull, reach- ing the inn at the same time as the coach, and fixing the landlord at once, before the passengers or the luggage were too much upon his mind. " A passenger taken queer upon the journey," he bawled, '' and brandy's wanted ; he's fainted clean off now, and the gentleman says he won't answer for the consequences if we don't make haste." " It's my father ! I know it Is !" cried the girl, who had heard all this. " Oh, please, let me in !" she screamed, struggling violently with the door-handle of the coach. " I think that I can manage him — that he will come round for me !" The head of the young man re-appeared, and a pleasant head it was to look upon, crowned by a mass of waving brown hair. ''Oh, are you related to this old gentleman? I'm 10 ANXE JUDGE, SPINSTER. very glad to hear it. Don't be frightened ; he'll come round when he gets into the inn. I am as good as a doctor, and know exactly how it is. Don't try to push in here, my good child, unless you want to jump upon your father's countenance, and settle him at once. A room where there's a fire — see to that." " He had better come home at once, sir." '• Where's home ?" " Round by the Backwater, sir." " No, I think not, for a few minutes. Now, land- lord, do look alive. Upon my soul, if there's an inquest, I'll speak of the unjustifiable delay at the Gull Inn, and get your name mentioned in the verdict." The landlord gasped at this ; and the girl, who had been wrinorino^ her hands and beatino^ them tosjether, gave a wild cry again. "Oh, I forgot you," said the young man. "It's all right," he added, in a lower tone ; "but country people are so slow. Lend a hand, somebody, to lift this old fellow out, will you ?" Hands were quickly forthcoming ; a few who had arrived by the coach were anxious to assist before wel- comino: their friends, and in a few moments a tall, white-haired old man, with his eyes closed and his mouth open, was half carried, half bundled into the bar-parlour of the Gull, whither the daughter fought her way also, despite the opposition offered by those servants who were ignorant of her relationship. "THE husbands' COACH." 11 Thus " the husbands' coach" came to Ilpham that July night, and brought with it strange things, from which were to be evolved strange incidents, that should cross and re-cross lives that had hitherto been quiet and monotonous, recking not of the romance which a turn of the wheel might bring uppermost — even the wheel of *' the husbands' coach" from Wolchester. 12 CHAPTEK II. MR. JUDGE COMES TO HIMSELF. Mr. Judge came to himself in due course, but spoke irrelevantly at first. *' It was all her fault ! It was as bad as murder !" " Papa !" " There, let him be, my dear ; don't talk to him just at present," said the young man who had been of as- sistance to his fellow-traveller. " You will make him feel faint again, by catching at his hand like that" The hand was dropped at once. " I'm patient, sir." " You're over anxious ; and yet I tell you that it was only the cold wind that was a trifle too much for him as an outside passenger." " He's all and everything that I love, sir — almost," she added, with a sudden reserve, as some one or some- thing away from the Gull Inn recurred to her. "Indeed!" MR. JUDGE COMES TO HIMSELF. 13 The young man spoke pityingly, as though he thought that it was a hard fate for all affection to be bound up in that grim-faced, long-limbed man in rusty black, who sat in an arm-chair at a short distance from the fire, shuddering a little, and staring vacantly at the flame, which was reflected dimly in his glassy grey eyes. He was a man who looked older than his years, for his face was lined and haggard enough for any age. A few short, sharp years of suffering, mental or physical, or both, had probably marked him like that ; for she who knelt at his feet, and had called him father, might have well passed at first sight, and especially on that occa- sion, for his grand-daughter. In the bright light of the gas the daughter looked pale and poor enough, but hers was a face very striking in its earnestness, the young man thought, and illumined by two large dark eyes, which had been unpleasantly inquiring, and yet which had only sought the truth from him, and, as the phrase runs, looked him through for it. The stranger was slowly pulling on -his gloves and watching his patient, and in the background the land- lord and his wife — the latter with a grim face to match her husband's — stood witnesses of the scene, and com- pleted the picture. " You think he'll do, then ?" said the landlord, in a stage whisper. " Oh, he'll do famously now," was the reply. " How far is it to the Backwater ?" 14 AXXE JUDGE, SPINSTER. " Not ten minutes' walk across the marsh-land, yonder." ^' So far as that?" The young man appeared to hesitate, and the land- lord said, very quickly : "Every bed in the house is taken for to-night, and we've no room to spare, even if the gentleman could afford to pay his way." " Ah, it's a nuisance when a gentleman can't," said the other, carelessly. " I have found that out long ago." The landlord and landlady looked more closely at the speaker, who was well dressed, but who might be one of those London swindlers of whom they had heard a great deal. This might be a bad lot altogether, and the sooner they were out of the Gull the better. It might be altogether " a dodge," thought the landlord also — for he was a man of many suspicions, and had not lived at Ilpham all his life — and these were three members of a gang who had possibly contrived this little expedient to throw honest people off their guard. " I shall be glad when the room can be spared, and I should like to know who pays for the trouble and the brandy. He's had a sight of brandy, and you^ve slopped a lot more on to our rug, I see." " A good action is ahvays its own reward," said the younger traveller, drily, as he tried to fasten his glove- button with his teeth, and even worried at it like a terrier. MR. JUDGE COMES TO HIMSELF. 15 " Yes, but- " Look here, good Gull," he interrupted, to the an- noyance of the landlord ; " you say nothing of the brandy, and I'll say nothing of my services. You have lost some valuable spirits, I have lost some valuable time. You can replace your spirits, but my time no money can buy back for me !" " I don't happen to know who you are, sir," said the landlord, taken aback by the melodramatic air which the young man had suddenly assumed, but still inclined to fight every inch of his ground, " or what your time is valued at ; but my brandy's one and tuppence a quartern : and if you've had room and fire and gas for nothing, that's handsum on my part, I think." " I shan't pay for the brandy, unless you summon me," said the other, very decisively ; " and these good people never ordered it, I'll take my oath before any magistrate in the world ; so you cannot summon them, you know." " I'll pay — I'll pay in a minute," said a new and sharp voice, at this juncture, " when I can find my purse." " Papa !" cried the daughter. "Yes, yes, Anne, I can pay, of course, with a quarter's salary in my pocket," he said. " What is all this wrangling about ? No one is asked, or expected, to pay for me. How came I here at all ?" He passed a thin but full-veined hand over his 16 AXXE JUDGE, SPIXSTER. forehead, pushed back his white hair, and glared round the room, looking fiercely at each of its inmates in turn, till his eyes rested once more on his daughter, when they softened wondrously. " Well, Anne, has the sea air done you any good yet?" " I think that it has." " Not too cold for you at Ilpham ? This is Ilpham ?" he asked, more dreamily. '' Yes ; Ilpham-on-the-Cliff." " How did I get here ?" he said, tapping his fore- head. " I do not remember yet awhile. I was out- side the coach, and then " "And then the cold doubled you up," unceremo- niously broke in his late fellow-traveller, " and you had a shivering fit, or a fit of some kind that was not com- fortable, and we put you inside ; and there you told me a falsehood." " What !" cried the man, indignantly. " You said that you felt much better ; and fainted away to prove it." " And they brought me on in a swoon, instead of stopping by the way. That was kind of them. They must have guessed that I was anxious to get on." " The coachman was behind time, and if he had been inclined to stop, there was no place to stop at. It's a miserable country, I fancy," he added, more to himself than to his audience. MR. JUDGE COMES TO HIMSELF. 17 The man who had stepped out of his swoon looked askance, and yet eagerly, at the speaker. ** You are the gentleman whom we overtook on the road, who would walk on a little way before we started, who sat beside me, and — and talked a great deal," said he, not quite sure yet of all antecedents. *' The gentleman who was kind enough to take care of you for the rest of the journey, papa, and to do his best for you here. Mr. Judge," said the daughter turning to the stranger, " will thank you in a minute. Mr. Judge is not a discourteous man." " No, no, I hope not," said Mr. Judge, quickly. " I thank you at once, sir, for all past assistance. I thank you very warmly, sir, for you have acted kindly and generously towards me." He did not speak warmly, however. The words were uttered very rapidly, as if he were anxious to get rid of them and discharge the obligation. A close observer might have fancied that Mr. Judge was as suspicious of this stranger as the landlord of the Gull. " Pray do not mention my services," said the young man, bowing. " My father will have great pleasure in thanking you more fully in the morning, if you will favour him with your name and address," said his daughter. " My dear !" said the father, quickly. " My name is Delancy, my address is, or will be. Prospect Terrace. I shall be pleased to hear that Mr. VOL. I. C 18 ANXE JUDGE, SPINSTER. Judffe is none the worse for his ride. I do not think that he will be." " Oh, you're the new church horganist then, sir, that is going to settle here," said the landlord, more obse- quiously. " Or to be settled here," he added, significantly. " I'm sure, any orders, sir " began the landlady. " Yes, I'm quite sure that they will, thank you," he said, interrupting again, which was evidently a weak- ness of his. '' Now, Mr. Judge, if I can be of any further help in seeing you home, for instance, I am at your service." " I am all right enough now, sir, thank you," was the cold reply, despite the effort of the speaker to feel grateful. *'I have my health very well in general, and am pretty strong considering." "Considering what?" was the sharp question here. "Considering all things," answered Mr. Judge. " Anne, bid the gentleman good-night, whilst I fasten my stock and pay for the brandy." Mr. Delancy for an instant seemed inclined to in- terrupt him again — even to interfere concerning the payment. His hand wandered instinctively to his breast-pocket for a purse that he had there, then he altered his mind, and listened to Anne Judge's thanks for all the trouble that he had taken for her father's sake. " Upon my honour, I have been already thanked too MR. JUDGE COMES TO HIMSELF. 19 much, my girl," he said, in an embarrassed tone. " I don't like thanks. I don't see the use of them after a thing's done. You would have picked me up — or rather, have told somebody who could carry me to pick me up — if I had been down on my luck, Anne Judge." He let his hand fall on her shoulder for an instant with a familiarity that would have been more striking had she looked less a child just then, and a pleasant laugh escaped him. Anne did not see any impropriety in this friendliness ; she was a child still in many things, and this man had been kind to her and hers ; but old Judge, having settled his little account, drew his daughter's arm hastily within his own, and his daughter as quickly away from her companion. He was as up- right as a dart now ; only 'his face was very old and time-worn. " Good-night, sir ; we are going now." " I am going your way, I think," said Mr. Delancy. "Quite the contrary. Prospect Terrace is on the green near the jetty, and the Backwater is round here to the right." " Oh, is it ? I am a stranger to the place." " You will not like it, then." " 1 shall drop in some time to-morrow, just to see if you are quite well, Mr. Judge." Mr. Judge took a couple more inches to his stature, " Pardcm me, sir ! but I hope that you will not." 20 " Oh ! if you object," said Mr. Delancy, reddening for the first time, *' of course I will not come." *' Those who come to us — for we are poor people, sir — we generally find actuated by one of two motives — curiosity or charity. We are rich enough and proud enough to resent either at present." " Very well, Mr. Judge," said Delancy ; " and, although I am neither a charitable nor a curious man, I will stay away." '' In our position we expect to make no friends," Mr. Judge condescended to explain, " and we do not want any. Anne and I get on together very well, indeed, thank God, and she misses nothing. Do you, dear ?" "Nothing — now," was the answer, and Edmund Delancy fancied that she sighed before she spoke, and looked up into the worn face of her father. " This by way of an explanation to which you are entitled, Mr. Delancy, for your kindness and attention," said Mr. Judge ; " and now, good-bye !" He raised his hat ; Mr. Delancy imitated his example, and then father and daughter turned their faces to the Backwater, over which they could hear the wind howling like a creature demented, in their first steps towards it. " Now, where on earth have I met that old fellow ?" muttered Edmund Delancy, as he looked after their retreating figures. 21 CHAPTER III. THE OLD HOUSE BY THE BACKWATEK. Of the few coast towns and villac^es of Enorland which the sea appears to be gradually insulatino- from the mainland — stealing silently round them, cutting across a piece of fen, or lower ground, a mile to the right or left, and then working onwards by degrees at its in- sidious process of land-stealing — Ilpham-on-the-Cliff was not the least remarkable. The sea had stolen round three-fourths of Ilpham ages ago, and those old folk who, by strange choice or neces- sity, had remained in this part all their lives, could point out where land had been, and where the Back- water had stopped in their younger days, and would prophesy that if things were not looked into — and who will look into things in out-of-the-way spots like these ? — Ilpham would be found at some high tide or other standing fifty yards or so out at sea. As this was not likely to happen for the next hundred years, and Ilpham was not troubled about posterity, the local authorities 22 cared little concerning the Backwater, and were not too enero^etic in their efforts to resist the encroachments upon the sea-board proper. A quarter of a mile from Ilpham, separated from the Backwater by a narrow footpath, stood a one-sided, dilapidated hut, built of wood, which had given way somewhere in its supports, and was inclining ominously towards the water. It was to this abode that Mr. Judge and his daughter traced their steps after bidding good-night to the young man who had come down from Wolchester ; and a cheerless and miserable abode enouD^h it looked in the shadows that surrounded it and them. It stood a long way from the town — even from the rear of the town, where the Backwater folk, a class by themselves, herded together, and contrived by various means to keep breath in their bodies: It shunned Ilpham as much as its present owner shunned society ; it had turned its back upon the town, and its two windows towards the water, as though the prospect were more lively over the waste and the ooze, than across the dusty road and scanty herbage between it and the cluster of red house-roofs. In the daytime and at high tide there appeared to be miles of water stretching away over the low land, broken here and there by islands, which cropped suddenly upwards, and were bits of old Ilpham that the sea had stolen in times past and then had dropped, as articles too heavy to carry off at THE OLD HOUSE BY THE BACKWATER. 23 present, but left to be called for at a future day. A mile or so distant, on one of these islands, a boat- house, or a house of some kind, had been hastily knocked together, and was also leaning forwards after the fashion of Anne Judge's habitation ; and this was the only feature in the landscape that broke the dead level of water and fen-land, and looked rather more ghastly than otherwise, with a dull green light, like a blurred railway- signal, in its one up-stairs window. It was to this lio^ht that Mr. Judo^e's attention was at once directed, as father and daughter advanced towards their cottage. " What is that, Anne ?" he inquired, pointing with his stick across the long waste of water. " I have been here before — I knew this place well before you were born — and I do not remember the green light." " Aunt thinks that it is a signal for those at sea." " The lighthouse is round the cliff, and this light shows more across the country than the sea. In my time," — he spoke dismally, as though he felt that his time was irrevocably gone, — "that house held a boat or two belonging to the Aynards, but even the boat- keeper lived away from it" " There is a light in that up-stairs window twice a week, at least," answered Anne ; " and I have seen — although aunt will not believe me — a man's figure pass between the light and us. The window glass is green, I think, not the light within the room." 24 AXNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. " He must be a more miserable wretch than I am,'* he muttered to himself, " to live in such a place as that." They had descended along the footpath which dipped here suddenly with the land, and possibly accounted for the cottage's incline, and were now standing on the very threshold of home. He stopped to whisper to his child before he knocked. *' You are happy here, Anne ?" *' Yes," she answered, '• almost." " Almost !" he echoed. "Not so happy as when you and I were living together at Wolchester," she said, with a sigh, " and I kept house for you and went to school of an evening when you were home from business, and could mind house for yourself. Oh ! they were dear old times, father, and I pray they may come back again." " Hush ! you don't know what you are praying for." "I was not always w^ell, but then I worked too hard at my books, and you were anxious that I should not disgrace my clever, well-read father. The Judges were good scholars, all of them ; and I have been studying down here too." " That is foolish of you, Anne," he said gently ; " you are at the seaside for your health. The doctor tells me that you must not learn too hard, but get all the fresh air that you can." " So I do. I get too much here ; it comes in through THE OLD HOUSE BY THE BACKWATER. 25 a hundred places across the Backwater, and fans me off to sleep at night." "Your aunt is very careless," he said, starting at this. " She should see to the draughts. I'll — I'll see to them myself to-morrow. I'll only trust myself in this matter." " There's no harm, dear ; I'm getting very strong." " Thank God to hear you say this V he said, heartily ; '' perhaps the home may come back again, and you and I be the figures in it. It is not wholly impossible that I — I may get another berth, where it is not a necessity to live upon the premises." " And then shall we not be very happy? What is to hinder us ?" " Your marriage, perhaps," he said, almost sullenly. " My marriage ! Why, have I not told you over and over again, even when I was years younger, when you used to fret about it like a dear old goose with one silly mania in his head ?" " Haven't you told me, what ?" " Tiiat I am x\nne Judge, spinster, to the end of the chapter ? Is it not a promise between you and me ?" " Well, no — not quite a promise," he said hesi- tatingly. "I wouldn't tie you down to such a cruel promise as that, when the day may never come to take care of me either. It's a little jest between us, dear ; nothing more than that !" They stood lingering there in the cold night air as 26 AXNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. though such talk as theirs was likely to be forbidden by her who waited indoors for them, or to be out of place with her for listener. They spoke in whispers, est the watcher should be aware of their presence also, and it w^as the daughter who first recalled the old man to real life. " How we are wasting time ! and you so cold too," she said, knocking hastily with her knuckles at the door. " Who's there ?" inquired a deep, harsh voice within. " It is I, and — father. I have him here safe at last, aunt." There was a stately march across the room, and then ensued a struggle with the door, which clung tightly to its frame, and was only to be opened with a wrench that shook the house and the windows in it, and left Aunt Judge panting with her efforts. "It sticks worse than ever, after the rain ; it's dropped another half-inch, I believe," she muttered, looking at the door very attentively from the outside, before turning to welcome her brother to her house. " Well, Mary ! — not yet out of the world, you see." " Well, John, you're here, then !" was the reply. " I fancied that you would stay away, considering what a day this has been." " I would have come through fire instead of water, after fighting so hard for permission to leave." " Ah ! you were always headstrong. Anne takes after you." THE OLD HOUSE BY THE BACKWATER. 27 She held the door open and stood back, whilst her brother and niece stepped into the room, the brother taJdng a cold, fishy hand in his for an instant as he passed her. Mary Judge was as tall for a woman as Mr. Judge was for a man, and looked almost his height, she carried her five feet seven inches so inflexibly, whilst he had given way in the back, and was only upright in cases of emergency, as we have seen when he bade Mr. Delancy good-night outside the Gull Ina But then Mary Judge was fifteen years her brother's junior, and had had less trouble, or borne her share of trouble with that greater power of endurance which her younger years had warranted. But hers was not a happy-looking face, and was more hard and angular than her brother's, if scored less with lines. It looked the face of a woman who had resisted — who had struofo^led with a somethino^ bitter and intense that might have broken the heart of one less strong than she — and who had conquered, at great cost to herself, and lived down the blow : a grave- faced woman, with a soured expression of countenance, that had been handsome in its youth — a light-haired woman, with cold, grey eyes, that looked steadily at everything within their range, even at the poverty by which she was surrounded, and to which she was accus- tomed as to the every-day life which nothing could change. " You came by * the husbands' coach,' " she said, more 28 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. for the sake of saying something than from any interest that she might take in the reply. " Yes, Mary, by * the husbands' coach,' as it is very foolishly called. As if fathers were not as likely to come down from business as husbands." " Or as if husbands were only worth the looking for and living for," added she. " Yes, — yes, exactly," he said, after a perceptible start at his sister's last remark. He stretched his thin hands towards the fire which had been prepared for him, and which he found as acceptable that July night as he had found the tire at the Gull Inn ; and his daughter, who had tossed her shawl to the end of the room, was already kneeling at his feet, with her hands crossed upon his knees. It was a tine, thoughtful face, if not wholly regular ; and — yes, Edmund Delancy was right in his idea — there was a world of expression in it. " Papa was taken ill on his journey, aunt. It was too cold for him outside the coach, and if it had not been for a gentleman with him, I don't know what would have happened." " I do not think that he was of much use," said Mr. Judge, very ungratefully ; " any one could have seen that I was not quite myself, and had me carried before the fire for a few moments. It was kind to take the trouble, perhaps, but we must not magnify into eternal debts of gratitude, Anne, the common THE OLD HOUSE BY THE BACKWATER. 29 courtesies of life. I'm weak, I'm lame, — and a little upsets me." " You have been disposed to fainting-fits for years," said Miss Judge. " I have not, Mary," he said, denying this fact with energy, as though his feelings were wounded by the assertion ; " really, I have not !" *' I have seen you faint away." " Once — only once," he said, with a nervous glance towards his daughter ; '' and then I had been ill for weeks before. Plenty of work for you down here, Mary ?" he asked, with sudden interest. " About the same as usual. I have no reason to com- plain ; if I had, I do not suppose my complaints would be heard beyond my bedroom." '' No, no, I suppose not. You were always a good one to bear anything — so was I, for the matter of that — so will Anne be," laying his hand on her hair as he spoke, " if you and I cannot keep trouble from her." " We can try," was the gloomy answer. " Ah ! but we can try hard." " And she will try hard for herself," said the girl, looking up at her father with a smile, ^' and will have none of it. I'll fight with all my strength to keep it away, just as aunt, and I fight to shut the door when the wind comes dead against us over the Backwater. Why, I'll always laugh it away when you are with me." " That's well said." 30 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. ^' Had we not better have supper?" suggested Aunt Judge, "it's late enough. We're burning coals and candle, and you two have all to-morrow to talk, if you like." " It is late, and Anne must not keep late hours, the doctor says, and his will is law, my girl, if mine is not. Besides, I have to settle with your aunt for board and lodging here, and there's business to do whilst girls like you are in their beauty-sleep." " And to-morrow, if the weather clears up, father, what a glorious walk and talk we'll have together." " Ay, God willing, that we will !" The three drew chairs to the table, and commenced their meal. There was half a Dutch cheese for supper, some dark bread — evidently as hard in its nature as she who had prepared the feast — a dish of salad, and a jug of thin ale, the latter especially provided for the guest who had come by coach to Ilpham. But the guest was neither hungry nor thirsty, though he feigned to appear so for a while, till the shallowness of the pretence suggested itself even to him. " I had a hearty meal before I left Wolchester," he said, apologetically ; " chops and things." His sister looked at him, and, though aware of it, he studiously evaded her glance. "One cannot always be eating," she said, as she prepared to pour the ale back into a wine-bottle, and cork it up carefully for his Sunday's dinner. " Anne," THE OLD HOUSE BY THE BACKWATER. 31 to her niece, " you had better go up to our room now. I can make your father's bed down here, on the sofa before the fire, where there'll be warmth for hours yet." Mr. Judge shivered, and looked at the tablespoonful of coals in the grate, as if he doubted its power of holding out. " And you'll not keep him up too late, going into accounts, aunt?" said Anne, timidly, "for he's tired with his journey." "Am I likely to keep late hours?" she rejoined. " Have I not said already that we are wasting light and fire here ? Good-night." " Good-night, aunt — good-night, papa." She kissed them both before she went away, her fathei" the longer and the more afi'ectionately, as was natural enough. At the foot of the stairs she said : " I think that the day will be fine, the stars are getting brighter. I can see them shining through the window there," and she pointed to a Windless lattice casement over their heads as she spoke. " I'll pray for the clouds to keep away all day to-morrow. That's not wrong, aunt ?" " I don't know if it's wrong," the aunt said, shortly. " It's foolish, at any rate." Undaunted by this last remark, Anne Judge went up-stairSj singing softly to herself. Her father had come home — her father, whom she had not seen for three long months — and her heart was light enough 82 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. now, though she had been full of grief and anxiety at he Gull Inn. When she had gone, and the door at the top of the stairs was heard to close behind her, Mr. Judge beckoned his sister to his side, and said : " I have something to tell you, Mary. It's im- portant ! — it's an awful truth !" " Well ?" said the other, apathetically. " I saw her on the coach — she was an outside pas- senger to Ilphara, coming on here with me. My God, think of that ! It was she who unnerved me, and not^ the cold and fatigue — she, whose face I saw through the veil, staring at me as it might have stared out of its grave." " It was fancy, John," said the sister, with a tone or two of less harshness in her voice. " No, it was the reality. I should have cursed it my hardest, if 1 had not fainted away." Might he not have cursed it at that moment ? For whose face was it, white and eager-eyed, that peered into the room through the lattice-window at which Anne Judge had pointed a few minutes since, and then dropped away as though it had been shot at, when the man by the fire spoke in louder tones ? Was the face that had pressed itself against the glass, in the anxiety to see more closely into the room, the face of the woman by whom the traveller had been already scared that night ? 33 CHAPTER IV. CAST BACK ON HERSELF. " I THINK that you must have dozed off on the top of the coach, and woke up in a fright," said Mary Judge, after a minute's reflection on the subject, and a steady stare at her ounce of red coal. " You are hard of belief, you always were," replied her brother, fretfully. " It is too much like a dream. That she should come back, and come back here, is not to be believed. She is not a woman likely to repent — to think, at the eleventh hour, of the one deserted." " No ; Heaven forbid that !" was the strange reply. " We do not want her to repent — to trouble with her repentance those who can never forgive her. Poor wretch ! let her keep to her life, whatever it is, and leave us content wuth the life which she has made for us." ** Yes," said the sister, with lips compressed, and her cold eyes still fixed upon the fire, " we do not want her YOT. T. D 34 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. here ; the reality would be worse than the dream for you and Anne if she came to Ilpham to-night." " I am sure that it was no dream," he said. " I was not likely to be thinking of her. I was rejoicing in the chance that set me free to see my daughter, when that woman came between me and my thoughts." " A coincidence — say a striking likeness," said Mary Judge, petulantly. " I do not want to hear anything more concerning this." " Very well." " When do you return home ?" " On Monday next. I am due on Monday evening ; so I go back by the return coach, and for three months I see Anne no more." " Unless we come to Wolchester. I can make my lace as well there as here, and I am nearer to my market for it. Still, here is rest, and no one knows the Judges." " You like this place ; I thought that it would suit you. But," he added, *' we must not crush all the life and spirit out of Anne." " There is life enough in her," was the answer, " and till she gets stronger we remain. If we return to Wol- chester, a girl as sharp as she will soon see to the bottom of this shabby mystery of yours." " A shabby mystery indeed," said the father, with a groan ; " the shabbiest of mysteries that ever kept her pride from wholly breaking down." CAST BACK ON HERSELF. 35 " Your pride, you mean." " And mine too ; for she must know nothing of the life that I have been compelled to adopt, in order that she might be free and with you. You have not told her ?" he asked, eagerly. " No ; it was a promise between us, and I keep it. It might break her heart, — and I hold my peace. But it was a foolish step, John." " No, the wisest and best. I am out of the way — I am one the less." " It is a life with a falsehood in it ; and though I am not a religious woman, still I hate lying." " Anne is not strong enough to bear the truth. Why, for all the world, Mary, I would not have her know it yet awhile." " How late it is !" said Miss Judge, who was evi- dently weary of her company, and of the discussion that had ensued. " Not very late — we have to go into figures. I am always particular about what I owe you ; and though 1 may never be able to pay you," he added, with a spas- modic twitch at the corners of his mouth indicative of his debt troubling him, " still the accounts may as well be made up to this date." " Very well," was the languid assent given. Mary Judge regarded this as a mere form, and leaned back in her chair, clutching her elbows with her hands, whilst her brother ransacked his pockets for a 36 ANXE JUDGE, SPINSTER. small dog's-eared memorandum-book, which he dis- interred at last from a secret receptacle in his coat. "There's ten shillings for the coach-ride to Wol- chester and back added to this account." " It's a deal of money." " You regret it," he said, quickly. *' You could not afford to lend it, at this time, with Anne on your hands; it would have been better for me to have waited another three months. She does not earn enough to warrant your committing this extravagance for my sake ?" " It's a great deal of money," she said again ; " but I have not told vou that I reo^ret it. Had I beo^rudo^ed the mdney, do you think that I had not strength of mind to tell you so ?" He reflected. He could not call to mind any exhi- bition of weakness on his sister's part. She had never flinched from speaking the truth, however unpalatable to him or herself ; she had been firm and unyielding when others had been inclined to give way and give up ; and he, remembering all this, said : " I do you an injustice, Mary. Pardon me." The woman nodded her head. She accepted his apology, he thought, and he hastened to run over the items in the account before him. * " And you sent me a post-ofl5ce order for two shil- lings and sixpence additional, in case of any expenses upon the road that I might not be prepared for ?" CAST BACK OX HERSELF. 3/ Miss Judge nodded again ; this time more gravely than before. " I laughed at this. Upon my word, I had quite a small laugh to myself at your precaution, when the letter came, and I thought that it was all unnecessary, though kind of you. And now you'll be vexed to hear that there's one and twopence gone for brandv at the Gull Inn. John Judge a brandy drinker, at his time and in his condition of life. That's a good joke — eh ?" He looked towards his sister, a woman who had never appreciated a joke in her life, and she eravely nodded again in the affirmative. This assent to his assertions aroused hira to a greater interest, and he saw that Mary Judge was fast asleep. •' I'm keeping you up, like an old brute as I am," he said ; " and I dare say that you were astir early this morning." "At four o'clock ; there was much to do," she said, opening her eyes again. ''But I'm not sleepy — ofo on." She hated lying ; but she was a woman, and a woman never confesses to feeling sleepy in company. To do her justice, however, her own impression was that she had not closed an eye. " We'll say nothing more about the accounts," he said, restoring his memorandum-book to his pocket. '' I owe you six pounds twelve and sixpence now. This black suit cost a good deal, but will last a long while 38 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. if my friend Smith don't wear it when I'm — in service. That would be an unfair trick to play me, only I don't think Smith would do it, especially as Smith is five feet two, and I have ten inches the advantage of him. I wear it once a week in Wolchester, of course." " Of course," said his sister. " And take great care of it, for your sake as well as mine." "I'll make your bed now on this. sofa, unless you have anything more to say," said his sister, rising. " Nothing more. Have you ?" " Nothing." *' Nothing about Anne — how you and she agree ?" he added, anxiously; "now you are both under one roof, and have no one to study but yourselves — how you love her, and how she loves you ?" " We understand each other, I hope. We get on pretty well together, for two women with different ideas of life. I make no complaint against Anne." She spoke as if there might be room for improve- ment in Anne Judge — as if they did not always agree together, but it was as well to keep such little differ- ences to herself, rather than waste time in complaining to the father. His nervous glance of inquiry was not responded to, and he let her arrange his bed for the night before he spoke again. " Thank you, Mary. And there is nothing to com- plain of in Anne ? not really to complain of ?" CAST BACK OX HERSELF. ^J) '* Oh I she's a good girl in her way — a little strange and incomprehensible, as I may be to her. She will tell you to-morrow that I am unkind to her, show no sympathy with her and her pursuits, exercise my au- thority too much — and when I think it necessary. I like her better than I thought I should, now I have her to myself." All this was delivered in a cold, unsympathetic voice, that did not inspire Mr. Judge with confidence. " She and I have never exchanged a harsh word." " You let her have her own way always. What could she fret about ?" " She never asked for anything that it was not in my power to give her, or to persuade her from." " You are her father, w^hom she loves ; I am only her aunt, whom she tolerates." " Come, come ; not so bad as that," said Mr. Judge, coaxingly. " There, you are tired to-night, and out of sorts. I have put you out of the common way by coming here ; forgive me the intrusion, Mary, for old times' sake." "I don't want her love, mind," said Miss Judge with her features very much contracted. " I have out- lived all demonstrations, and am not the being on whom a girl like her could lavish tenderness. I keep affection back, and her with it. I don't want it. I se^ the harm in it, and the good there is in keeping it at bay." 40 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. " The good !" echoed Mr. Judge. " She is impulsive, and seventeen next autumn : a nature and an age that require watching." " And that should be above suspicion, or you lower the nature by distrust, Mary." " She is your child, but I cannot forget that she is hers, too," said Mary Judge. "I see that woman's eyes again in Anne's, and the likeness is not pleasant to me." "She," — he spoke of his daughter, for he hastily pointed to the room above them — "is curious about her mother now. You told me in your note that she had asked many questions lately." " Yes ; and I have answered them." " They were not to be evaded. Some day she would have learnt the truth from other lips ; as she may have already done before this sudden curiosity came upon her. What did she say ?" " She was grieved, horror-stricken. I think that she hates and loathes her more than we do." "She turns to me with more love — as for the one struck down by a faithless wife. I am glad of that. This is as it should be." " The wind wails to-night like a woman," said his sister, opening the door. " I think that it means rain to-morrow, for all Anne Judge's prayers." She passed round to the front of the house, and closed the shutter upon the window through which the CAST BACK OX HERSELF. 41 stars had shone, and then went back and shut herself in the hut once more. Another step had taken her to the woman of whom they had spoken so much, and so unforgivingly, as though the wrong rankled yet, and the wound was still poisoned — the woman who had turned the corner of the house as Mary Judge ad- vanced, and had crouched down to the ground defence- less, and at the mercy of those whom she had wronged. She trembled lest she should be found there, and told to go away for ever from them ; and yet, when the door closed again, and she could hear Mary Judge fastening the window-shutter from within, she felt sorry that she had not braved it all, and known the worst, and been warned from honest people's doors. She would have seen her daughter Anne, who had been brought up — they said that in that room — to hate and loathe her more than they did ; the daughter for whom she had searched so long, and who was only separated from her by a few planks of worm-eaten wood. A strange and desperate woman — perhaps a woman who drank — for when the house was silent, she came from her hiding-place, a figure not ill-clad, and bran- dished one arm wildly in the air in a mad or theatrical manner. "I'd better end this life — I'd better drown myself! I'm no good to any one ; and I might be pitied when they found me in the morning lying out there some- where at low tide. I'd better end it thus, I think." 42 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. She dashed desperately forward, and even went a foot deep in the water, to retreat again with a silent clinging to that life of which she professed to be weary. She sat down on the footpath that skirted the Back- water, took her head between her hands, and rocked herself too and fro — a very miserable woman, tired of life, and yet afraid to end it in the fashion with which so many sad lives, like mito hers, find their termination. Finally she rose, and with her hands still pressing her temples, she hurried away across the fields towards the town like one impelled by a force which there was no resisting for long, and to which she gave way again like the weak woman that she was. 43 CHAPTER V. NED DELANCY FINDS MORE THAN HE BARGAINED FOR AT PROSPECT TERRACE. Edmund Delancy had no difficulty in finding Pros- pect Terrace after he had bidden the Judges good- night. There was only one terrace of houses with anything like a prospect, and that stood before a tri- angular piece of turf, and stared out upon a broad expanse of sea, on which nothing moved night or day, as a rule, save the half-dozen pleasure-boats belonging to the town. A few old houses, of all sorts and sizes, loomed in- distinctly to the right and left through the shadows ; a private hotel gave some semblance of life in the distance, for there were lights behind its window - blinds ; there was a gas-lamp flickering on the jetty, and a second on the green ; there was a wind that night that sought to scour the sea-board of all humanity, and it met Mr. Delancy full front as he turned the comer, and nearly blew him back into the High Street. 44 NED DELANCY FIXDS MORE THAN HE " Yes, this is a very nice place," he muttered, as he lowered his bead, held fast by his hat, and butted his way along the Parade, as it was called. "A nice quiet place, to be sure." A more than ordinarily stroijg gust of wind led him to reach out a hand, and hold for an instant by the iron railings of the house on his left ; and whilst strugp^ling with his breath and clinging with his other hand to the rim of his hat, he became aware of a flight of steps leading up to a door, on which was the very number Four of which he was in search. " Blown home, at last," he said ; and then ran up the steps and announced his arrival by a rattling peal upon the knocker. A little servant-maid responded to the summons. " This is Prospect Terrace, I think. Mrs. Simmonds, Number Four?" « Yes, sir." "Then shut that confounded wind out," he said, stepping into the hall, "and tell Mrs. Simmonds that Mr. Delancy has arrived." " If you please, sir, here's a gentleman been waiting for you this half hour." " Waiting for me ! I don't know any gentleman here. Oh," he said, as a light suddenly flashed upon him, " you mean Mr. Weston, of St. Bride's ?" " No, sir, not the minister ; not a bit like a minister, sir." BARGAINED FOR AT PROSPECT TERRACE. 45 " Will you be kind enough to inform your mistress that I wish to see her ?" said Mr. Delancy, very decisively. " I was to ask you to be so good as to step in here a moment, sir." " Then why did you ^ot ask me before, my girl ?" he replied, as he passed into the front room — the door of which the maid had opened for him — and found himself in the presence of Mrs. Simmonds, a short, stout woman of forty, with a fat, rosy face protruding from a voluminous white cap. Edmund Delancy felt that his tea and sugar were safe at once, and that he might leave his keys about with impunity. She was undoubtedly a worthy woman, if unwieldy. " I was beginning to get afraid that you hadn't come by the coach, Mr. Delancy," she exclaimed, upon his entrance ; " for I presumes you are the gentleman who is expected to play the organ for us to-morrow at St. Bride's?" "And who took your rooms for three months cer- tain, on the recommendation of Mr. Weston. Yes — exactly : I'm the organ-man." " Yes, sir, if you please," she said, dropping a curtsey ; for this was no highly-starched landlady like a duchess disguised, whom our readers may have en- countered at fashionable watering-places, but a land- lady of the old school, and one who esteemed her lodgers, and looked upon them with motherly eyes whilst they stayed with her. 46 NED DELANCY FINDS MORE THAN HE " Has Weston — Mr. Weston," he corrected, " left any message for me ?" " A note, sir, and a roll of music." " Bother the music ! where's the note ?" "On your mantelpiece, sir — first floor front, where there has been a gentleman waiting for you a long time." " What kind of a gentleman ?" " A hairy gentleman, rather," summed up Mrs. Sim- monds ; " about six and thirty, I should think." " Well, what's his name, ma'am ?" " He didn't give no name." *' Confound it! and my luggage came yesterday, and my desk is left on the table, I suppose. My dear madam," he remonstrated, "you must really be a little more circumspect in this establishment, or you and I will find ourselves robbed of all that we possess in the world. This fellow up-stairs may be a swindler. I don't know a living soul in the place — hairy or other- wise ; and no one but you and Mr. Weston are aware of my coming here." " He's quite a gentleman, sir. Lor' bless you, I know a gentleman when I see him, always. You need not be afraid of bad characters at llpham, Mr. De- iancy ; they never come down here." " No, I suppose it wouldn't pay, poor fellows," said Mr. Delancy, absently. *' Well, let us see this mys- terious stranger at once. If I don't think him a BARGAINED FOR AT PROSPECT TERRACE. 47 gentleman, Mrs. S., I shall probably kick him into the street;' Mrs. Simmonds looked after her new lodger as he went up the stairs two steps at a time, as if she had not been able to make him thoroughly out in the course of their first interview. Meanwhile, Edmund Delancy strode away cut of sight of his landlady, and marched into his first-floor front as though it had belonged to him all his life. A gentleman rose to meet him as he entered — a broad-chested, handsome man, with a big black beard and moustache — and came towards him with both hands extended. "Well, Xed Delancy, am I the last man on earth whom you expected to see to-night ?" "Upon my honour, I think you are," said Ned, shaking hands with him heartily enough ; " for it is George Day — Doctor Day, of St. John's — almost the great Day." "George Day — simply old George, and at your service, Ned." "Sit down, then, by the fire. I don't know that I have anything to offer you, for that depends upon the capacity of my landlady's cellar." " I have dined but recently ; don't get anything for me, please.'' " But " " I never take anything but one glass of port after 48 NED DELAXCY FIXDS MORE THAX HE dinner, and that I have already had," said Doctor Day, somewhat firmly. " Oh, very well. And now, how the deuce did you find me out ?" "By a roundabout way. I dined with Hugh Aynard yesterday — you know Aynard — and met the rector of this out-of-the-way place, who told me that he had secured a new organist for St. Bride's ; had met him in London, and was struck with his playing and great genius, and so forth " — (Mr. Delancy bowed) — " and when he mentioned your name " Edmund Delancy struck in here. Interruption of long speeches was certainly his weakness. " Oh, not before ?" " Not before ; there are so many geniuses in the world, you see," commented the doctor, '• but I knew that there were few Delancys ; and I resolved to storm your citadel this evening, and solve all doubts for myself." " Well, that was very kind of you. What are you doing down here, George ?" "Pleasure seeking." " You'll not find it, then," said Ned, " for of all the holes in the east and north-east of merry England, this is the bleakest, windiest, and dullest." "And you have been five minutes in the place," laughed the other. *'Yes; but I'm quick in summiiig up people and things." BARGAINED FOR AT PROSPECT TERRACE. 49 " Ah, I'm slow, Ned. I wonder which is the better plan?" " Can't say, old fellow. I can't do anythinon slowly — I must be rattling about. This place will kill me, unless I get something on my mind, or stir up the town in some way. How long do you stay here ?" " Seven or eight days — not longer." " No, I should think not. But," looking hard at his friend, " you never came down here for pleasure ? You are too fond of high life, fashionable life, great and grand people, to kill time at Ilpham-on-the-Cliff, George Day." "You are speaking of four years ago, when it was necessary on my part to court society — when my posi- tion was not so well established, and ray name not so well known." " Four years ago ! So long as that since you and I swore eternal friendship, and then went each his own way to meet in this place ?" Doctor Day appeared embarrassed for an instant, as though he detected a reproach in these words. He condescended even to explain. " You ran all over the country, after your usual fashion, Ned. I stayed in London, and studied hard my profession and my patients. It was almost impos- sible for us to meet." " I called twice at your house in Harley Street. You were out on both occasions, the flunky said." VOL. I. E 50 NED DELAXCY FIXDS MORE THAN HE *' The flunky was right I never give my servants orders to lie. I returned your second call at the old house. Gone away, and left no address." ** Gone to the dogs, you mean." "I heard of your family misfortunes a few days afterwards. No one more regretted them than myself." " Oh yes — I did !" was the blunt reply. " Of course I mean " " Yes, I know what you mean. Thank you, Day, for that expression of good feeling. I think nothing touches up a man's sensitiveness so much as the complete down- fall of a friend. And, thanks to bad investments, ours was a fine smash." " Your mother is well, I hope?" " Well, and strong, and hearty. I should never have known what a brave heart hers was to face trouble — what faith she had in me — what a dear old soul she was and is, if it had not been for ruin." He spoke of ruin with eyes that sparkled and a cheek that flushed in spite of him ; and Doctor Day looked on, from the easy-chair that he had taken, as at a specimen of human-kind that pleased him, and yet at which he wondered. *' I can scarcely believe that all this happened four years ago," he said, for the want of a better thought at the moment. " Four years this very month. I was an enthusiastic, BAIIGAIXED FOR AT PROSPECT TERRACE. 51 stuck-up young prig, then, of twenty-one, with a general idea that the world was made for me and my enjoyment ; a good, sensible, firm world, that spun round rapidly, and on which I was to be always uppermost and great. I took a fancy to you, though you were eleven years my senior — I always took a fancy to clever people, for there were so few came to our place — and you took a fancy to me, and patronized me, and we got on together famously. Do you remember the grave advice you gave me about Clara?" " I scarcely remember," he answered. He spoke like a man who remembered every word of that past advice, however, and was disposed to ignore it, or to treat it lightly now, for his friend's sake. " You told me to be careful — that I was too impulsive, too young for her ; that she was a woman of the world in comparison with me. By Jove ! you were right, though I was heavily hit then, and laughed at your warning. After the collapse of the Delancys I never saw her again, you are aware. I was an ass and a fool for two years ; then I arrived at the sober age of three and twenty, and here I am." *' And doing well, I trust ?" *' Luck has been against me ever since ; nothing has prospered. I have been too careless, perhaps, about my future to work hard for money. My musical abilities have just kept me ; my mother's annuity just keeps her. I am of no ambition, and a man beset by 52 NED DELANCY FINDS MORE THAN HE a spirit that will not let him keep long in one place. What complaint do you call that ?" " Recklessness." " And now, Doctor George, what have you to say for yourself?" " Very little. I am still in Harley Street ; I have not gone back in the world ; I keep my carriage and pair ; I see many patients ; pocket many guineas ; and am still a bachelor." " You are fastidious concerninfr women." " Very. I have looked out for a sensible wife for ten years, and found her not." " Your old flame, I suppose, you never saw again ?" Doctor Day looked almost forbiddingly at his inter- locutor. *' Of what old flame are you speaking ?" " Oh, there was more than one, then ?" " I do not remember " he began again ; and for the third time that night Edmund Delancy interrupted him. " What an awful memory yours is ! We had one burst of confidence together ; for you were a fellow that spoke out more at that time, I fancy," said Delancy, "and you *old me about your old sweetheart at Wolchester Mary — Mary — was it really Judge, or has the name got into my head to-night despite of me?" " Judge was the name of a girl to whom I was some- BARGAINED FOR AT PROSPECT TERRACE. 53 what attached twelve years ago, or thereabouts. Did I ever mention that affair to you ?" " To be sure you did." Doctor Day seemed extremely annoyed. A white, plump left hand, on the little finger of which glittered an enormous diamond, clutched his crossed knee as though it would inflict pain upon its owner for being so great a fool with past confessions ; a high forehead contracted a little, and two eyebrows — beetle-brows, and the most unpleasant part about his face — lowered over his brown, sleepy eyes. " If mine be a bad memory," he said, in a low tone, "yours is the most extraordinary recollection that I have ever come across. You remember even my little jests." " I was madly in love, and all love stories made an impression upon me, I suppose. So Judge was the name ; that's very odd." " What is odd ?" " An old man named Judge came from Wolchester to-night with me, had a fit by the way, and let me in to hold his confounded restless head. And he had a daughter, too, who met him here — a large-eyed girl — — ox-eyed, like Juno." "Judge is a very common name," said the doctor, deliberately. Then the two men sat and stared at each other, as though the conversation had come to a dead lock, or there 54 NED DELA.NCY FINDS MORE THAN HE was but little more to say. Ned Delancy was tired with his journey from London to Wolchester by rail, from Wolchester to Ilpham-on-the-Cliffby coach, and thought that his old friend might have risen very gracefully from the easy-chair opposite, expressed a wish for further meetings in the ensuing week, and bidden him good-night. That seemed the proper thing to do, but this Doctor Day studiously avoided the proper thing, and Edmund Delancy— a quick-witted young fellow in his way — began to conceive the idea that his guest had a something more to communicate that was of importance to one or another, or both. He had quite thrilled at the sight of Doctor Day in the first moments of their interview ; he had thought it kind of the man to seek him out, to be ready with his welcome there, just as the place had given him the horrors, and he was think- ing M^hat a blank, friendless kind of life lay in store for him for the next three months. Now, he began to feel — although he resisted the impression as much as pos- sible — that Doctor Day was a nuisance. He summed him up more completely presently, and went as far as a confounded nuisance ; for there was a portmanteau to unpack, a letter to write to his mother announcing his safe arrival, half a dozen matters to arrange with his landlady, and the man would not leave him to the peaceful possession of his first floor front, but sat and stared, or talked about the walks and drives in the neighbourhood like an animated guide-book. Still Day BARGAINED FOR AT PROSPECT TERRACE. OO had been his friend, they had exchanged confidences together four or five years ago, spoken of their love- troubles, and taken advice one from another concerning them ; and until the fortune of the Delancys had gone the way of many other fortunes before and since that time, he could not call to mind one whose manner had been more fascinating, or of whom he had wished so heartily to make a friend. After his reverses, Ned Delancy had set him down with the rest as a showy, demonstrative, fair-weather acquaintance, glad to drop him now his mother had no more cards of invitation to send out, and he had turned away proud and scornful from such a friend as that. He had shaken George Day from his thoughts, as he had shaken, with greater difficulty, but more completeness, the Clara of whom they had spoken that evenino^, and lo, at Ilpham, the very man who had given him the cold shoulder, as he fancied, was now the first to seek him out. If he wanted nothing from him, if it were pure friendship after all that set George Day there facing him, he should like him better than ever for his remem- brance of him. He tried to believe that ; but it was with an eff'ort, as time stole on, and the man dribbled forth commonplaces and wearied him. He wished that he had not mentioned the Judges to Day, for that had nonplussed him, it was evident ; his whole manner had changed since he had spoken of the adventure of that 56 NED DELANCY FINDS MORE THAN HE Ned Delancy could stand it no longer. It was im- possible to sit there and feel that there was a something more to say, which his friend had not the courage to pour forth. He looked him steadily in the face, and said : "Is there anything of importance, George, to tell me :' George Day started at this direct appeal, and ran his hands through his hair, which was^ getting slightly thin on the top. *' Oh no. What a fellow I am !" he said, rising ; " here am I keeping you fi'om rest after a long journey, in my anxiety to prove that it was accident rather than intention that kept us so long apart. You vanished, and it is again by accident that I find you, and am, on my honour, Ned, very, very glad to see you." He held both hands forth, and Ned Delancy grasped them in his own and wrung them heartily. This Doctor Day was a good and genuine fellow after all, and not a nuisance. " Will you not stay a little longer ?" Ned said, even. " I will ring for supper, and we will talk of the past over it." " No, I must be going now, thank you. When will you dine with me at Markham's ?" '' Where's Markham's?" " The private hotel to the right. Clara and I are staying there." BARGAINED FOR AT PROSPECT TERRACE. 57 *' Clara !" gasped Ned, in his amazement, " your sister there. Why, she married a baronet, did she not ? Who told me that she was married ?" " She was married, certainly : but her husband was thrown in the hunting-field and killed, eighteen months ago. She is engaged, or about to be engaged, I might say, to young Aynard. You will meet Aynard at our place — another friend of the old times who has not forgotten you." *' No friend of mine." "Why, you were at school together. He often speaks of you." '' Well, that's very kind of him. I wonder that he has recollected me ; we used to consider him slightly queer in the head, and play him all manner of tricks. Cranky Hugh we christened him, I remember." " He is as sane as you are." " That is not saying much for him." " A first-rate fellow," said Day, decisively. " You will admire him very much ; he has one taste in common with you — music. You and he should be better acquainted. What day shall I ask him to meet you at Markham's ?" Ned Delancy hesitated, and Doctor Day noticed his embarrassment, and hastened to assure him. " Bygones are bygones, Ned, and you are too sensible a fellow to seek to revive an old folly. Years ago I told you that she was not fit for you. I tell you so 58 XED DELANCY FIXPS MORE THAN HE again, in all frankness and good faith ; and I ask you to meet her as a friend — one in whom she and I can trust." *' You are very kind ; you may trust in me, be assured. She is the last woman in the world with whom I should be likely to fall in love now." He said it very proudly, too, and looked at that moment, and with that expression on his face, like a man whom few women would have had the heart to deceive. " I am glad to hear you say that." " But," continued Ned Delancy, " I do not know that I can meet her without pain. It is more than possible that I can ; but pardon me if I add that I have no particular wish to try the experiment." Doctor Day's face shadowed a little, and Ned De- lancy saw the change and noted it. There was a reason for his coming, after all — a something more than the friendship which he had seemed anxious to revive. Delancy did not like him quite so much as he did ; he was puzzled ; he would be glad to get rid of him, and think the whole matter quietly over by himself. " That sounds like resentment, or as if you were afraid to face her." " Afraid !" said Ned, very quickly. '* I'll come any day you like, George." *' Shall we say next Monday, at seven ?" *' Yes, that will suit me admirably." BARGAINED FOR AT PROSPECT TERRACE. 59 " And I'll ask Aynard to meet us — he's a man you should know, now. You'll find good shooting in his preserves in September. He is generous and hospitable — the very man for a friend." *' He is rich, I believe ?" " Yes." "Ah, then he will not do for me. I have not twenty pounds in the world — I never expect to have." " You are of a good family : that is a passport to any society." *' So I have heard," said Delancy, carelessly. " But society does not seem to see it, or I am a trifle too shy, knowing the extent of my worldly possessions." "You are sure to like him, he is very anxious to make your acquaintance. He was only telling me yesterday of some of your old school exploits." " Indeed." " He is a genius, I consider, Ned," continued Doctor Day. " Eccentric, perhaps, after the fashion of genius. Oh, you are sure to like him," he reiterated ; " and if I leave you sworn friends before my sister and I go back to Harley Street, I shall have done you both a service. Good-night." " Good-night, George." They shook hands again. The elder man reminded the younger of the engagement for Monday evening next, and then they separated ; and as the street-door closed, Edmund Delancv, who had not followed his 60 NED DELANCY FINDS MORE THAN HE friend into the hall, dropped crosswise upon a chair, folded his arms thereon, made a cushion for his chin, and then relapsed into thought, from which he was only aroused by the entrance of Mrs. Simmonds with the supper tray. Mrs. Simmonds waited upon her lodgers herself, and the maid in her service was only for kitchen purposes, and for running up and down- stairs with messages, she being more agile than her mistress. He seized this opportunity of a little talk with Mrs. Simmonds, as an idea suggested itself to him. He felt that somewhere, and for some purpose, there was a mystery around him, in which, if he were not careful, he should be enwrapped. He who hated mystery, too, and loved plain sailing above everything in life, to be surrounded by things out of the common way from the moment that he took coach from Wolchester. First the Judges — the father and the daughter — the father, whom he was sure that he had met before, and who had raved a little in the fit that had seized him, and had startled him not a little with his ravings. Then George Day, and his sister who had thrown him over for a baronet, and this Hugh Aynard, whom he was sure to like, it was said, and whom he could only remember as a weak- limbed, weak-headed simpleton, the laughing-stock of the whole school. How they all perplexed him ! " Do you know a Mr. Aynard near here, Mrs. Sim- monds ?" he inquired. BARGAINED FOR AT PROSPECT TERRACE. 61 "At Thirby Cross, sir? Poor Mr. Hugh! Oh yes." " Why do you call him poor Mr. Hugh ?" " I don't know, sir. Habit, p'raps. We don't think he's quite the thing ; though I can't say as I see much in him different from other people. He is a sad sort of a young man. Worn to a thread, like. A trifle more funny in his ways, p'raps, than you or I would be." " What is the funniest way of this sad sort of a young man, Mrs. Simmonds?" " Really I don't know, Mr. Delancy. I've never thought much about him ; nobody does, though he spends a deal of money in the town, and helps Ilpham very much. And he's kind to the Backwater people — the roughs and the wretcheds — and demeans himself a little too much amongst them for one of the gentle- folks." " Ah, that's funny for an aristocrat, to begin with." " Oh, and then, sir, he's took lately to fit up a room in an old shed of his boathouse, in the Backwater, and he rows hisself there, they say, and lets the tide run out, and lock him up for days together, for the water varies there ; and it's only the high tides that floats him off to his great house at Thirby Cross." "Eccentric — ^just a trifle," said Mr. Delancy. "Thank you, Mrs. Simmonds. I do not think that I need trouble you any more to-night." "No grog, sir, after your long journey? My good 62 NED DELANCY FINDS MOKE THAN HE husband, as is dead and gone, always had what he called his nightcap every evening, the last thing afore getting into bed." " Ah, perhaps that accounts for his being dead and srone," he said, in a louder aside than he had intended, for Mrs. Simmonds flung up both arms in astonishment. " Oh, my gracious, sir !" *' I beg pardon," he said. *' I'm drowsy to-night. You said something about a nightcap, I think, a mo- ment since. Thank you, I never wear one. Good-night. You will hear me grind to-morrow, I hope ?" " Grind what, sir ?" " The organ. I play myself in at St. Bride's." " I'm sure to be there, sir." " That's good news. My bedroom's across the land- ing, Mrs. Simmonds?" " Yes, sir." "And my desk, I suppose? for I have a letter to write to the dearest woman in the world to-night." " Ah, your young lady, sir," said Mrs. Simmonds, smiling. " I know what you young men are." *' My young lady is sixty-one, and bears my name." " Your mother, perhaps, sir ?" " Yes ; God bless her." " Now God bless him for that," said the landlady, when she was outside the drawing-room door, and had wiped her eyes wdth a corner of her apron. " Thafs a boy who has a good heart." BARGAINED FOR AT PROSPECT TERRACE. 63 Mrs. Simraonds might be considered a weak woman to be affected by Ned Delancy's blessing ; but she was a widow, and had one boy at sea, whom she loved very much, but who did not write to his mother very often. •' I'll hear him play hisself in," she said on the hall mat, *'if it rains cats and dogs to-morrow morning, and I think it means it." Play himself in? Into what? Into his post of organist at St. Bride's. But into what else beyond that old grey stone church which the sea washed ? Into plot and mystery it might be, but not into the hands of George Day, or back into the heart of George Day's sister. One could not look into his firm, honest face, and believe the man so weak. 64 CHAPTER VI. THE NEW ORGANIST PLAYS HIMSELF IN. Ned Delancy played himself in at St. Bride's, Ilpham, on the following morning. He was playing himself in when the church clock struck eleven, and the wind and rain set in suddenly and fiercely, as though they had waited for all respectable church-goers to be enscoriced in their pew^s, before beginning their onslaught on the town. It was the weather which Mary Judge had fore- boded, and from which her niece had prayed that she might escape — the cat-and-dog weather that had sug- gested itself to Mrs. Simmonds last night on the hall mat, and for which she had come fully prepared, not deceived at the last moment, as Mr. Judge and his daughter had been, by a glimmer of sunshine a quarter of an hour after the bell had rung out for morning service. It was a day a trifle worse than usual for Ilpham ; a memorable day for folk further round the coast, where ships went on shore, rockets and guns were fired, and THE NEW ORGANIST PLAYS HIMSELF IN. 65 lifeboats were put off. Ilpham stood the gale well, and had no sensation incidents to boast of. The real winter weather, to which allusion has been made, seemed to have come a little while before its time, and it was only Ned Delancy in his organ-loft, and a few not yet accli- matised, that looked up at the diamond panes on which the rain was hurled, and wondered if the windows would stand the brunt of it, or come clattering in upon the congregation. Ned played himself in, then, under adverse circum- stances ; and the gloomy character of the day — possibly the gloomy nature of his thoughts — imparted a sad, wild turn to his voluntary that caused more than one face to look upwards to the red curtains behind which sat the player, and impressed so forcibly one listener, sitting between Doctor Day and a lady in black silk, that, had it not been for the hand of the former on his arm, he would have leaped up from his seat in his im- pulsiveness. He was no common player at the organ that day. The few who knew something of music were amazed ; the new-comer was a welcome change to his predecessor, and the Reverend Jonas Weston smiled in a satisfactory manner over his book before commenc- ing the morning service, which he performed by himself, like an ill-paid, overworked clergyman as he was. It must be confessed that it was rather a dull service at St. Bride's. Mr. Weston's voice soon fell monoto- nously on the ear, and the wind and rain which kept on VOL. I. F 66 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. incessantly, and came not in gusts like wind and rain in other parts of the world, had a soothing effect after a while, and lulled a few of the congregation into peaceful slumbers. Mr. John Judge, sitting in the free seats with his daughter Anne, went off to sleep at every opportunity, and was only awakened by the psalms and hymns — went oft' to sleep in an unseemly and undis- guised manner, and with his head bent very much for- ward, as though in incessant search for his hat under the seat ; Mrs. Simmonds' head jerked itself all manner of ways, despite her efforts to control it ; Doctor Day sat with his arms crossed on his broad chest, trying to believe that he was all attention, but with eyelids that drooped heavily and remained closed for several minutes in succession ; the tall, white-faced man at his side was almost as demonstrative as Mr. Judge, while the lady by the side of him, a fair-haired, blue-eyed girl in slight mourning, gave way at last in the middle of the sermon, but not before her gaze had wandered more than once — more than twenty times, had there been any one irreve- rent enough to count her glances — towards the organ, or to the charity girls and boys stowed away in a cupboard on each side of it, or to something or somebody in that direction, with a shy, yet earnest upward gaze that Ned Delancy saw but once as he peered down into the church, and then backed quickly away from, like a. man who flinched with sudden pain. When the service was over, Ned played the congre- THE NEW ORGANIST PLAYS HIMSELF IN. 67 gation out of church with great persistency, lingering over the keys as though he loved music with all his heart, and could not tear himself from the instru- ment, or as though he would make sure that he and the pew-opener were the only persons left in St. Bride's after the last peal had sounded forth. But Edmund Delancy had not calculated on his own powers of attraction, and had not the rain still descended fiercely there might have waited a few to hear him to the end. Mr. Weston, a small man, with a thin, dried-up face which one might have covered with his hand, and yet a face which did not detract from a considerable amount of self-importance that was impressed thereon, looked in at the organist. " Very beautifully played, Mr. Delancy," he said, in a high-pitched voice ; " but, I think — yes, I think — a little too long. I do not like people to wait ; I do not think it shows a proper reverence in the congregation to wait here after the sermon to hear the organ played. You will not object to my remarking that something shorter on these occasions will be better." Ned Delancy looked at the speaker, and then at his watch. His first idea was that the preceding remark would have also applied to the sermon, as the hour was a quarter past one, and the discourse had neither been eloquent nor stirring, but he nodded his head with undue familiarity at his pastor, and said : 68 "All right, sir." Mr. Weston appeared taken aback by this free-and- easy concession, but he said no more at that time con- cerning his objections. He had had great trouble with his last organist — and rectors and incumbents in- tariably have their organists or their churchwardens on their minds — and he had hoped for peace and quiet- ness with this new comer. He did not relish the w^ay in which his advice had been received— ^for although a good man in many things, his great calling had not rendered him humble or kind — but he went away with a quiet " good morning, Mr. Delancy," and with a hope that he had checked in the bud any inordinate display of musical abiUty on the part of this new servant of the church. Was Ned Delancy of an obstinate nature — a man inclined to resist authority, and repel dictation ? We can almost fancy so, from his hasty soliloquy as he came out of the organ loft, hat in hand. "I shall give them a very long one this evening, simply to show my clerical friend that I have an opinion of my own on this point. The voluntary was all right enough — I told him so." Down-stairs, in the middle aisle, he found Mrs. Sim- monds, with outstretched cotton gloves, and a large gingham umbrella between them. " I've been waiting for you, sir ; I thought that you'd never leave off." THE NEW ORGANIST PLAYS HIMSELF IN. 69 " Oh, you were of that opinion too, were you ?" said Ned. " Well, what is the matter ?" " If you'll only take this, sir," she said, as he recoiled in dismay from the pale abortion that was thrust towards him, " and send it back by the maid for me, whilst I wait here." " You're very kind — I have a waterproof coat on ; I do not care for umbrellas, as a rule. AVell, Mrs. Sira- monds, ladies first, at any rate : you send it back for me." The landlady remonstrated, but Ned Delancy insisted on this, and Mrs. Simmonds went away deeply im- pressed by the gentlemanly behaviour of her new lodger, who had, however, as the door swung open, caught a glimpse of Anne Judge and her father standing under the church porch waitinof up for the rain, thinly 'clad and umbrellaless. He had rid himself of Mrs. Simmonds, and was ad- vancing towards his friends of the preceding night, when he was intercepted at the red baize door by George Day, his sister, and friend. They were waiting for their carriage, which compelled them also to wait for Mr. Delancy. " My dear Ned, what a player you are ! What a pity it is that you do not make an effort to obtain a great and lasting success." " Perhaps I have done so, and failed." " Ah, I do not believe that, Ned. You will allow me 70 ANXE JUDGE, SPINSTER. to introduce you to my friend, Mr. Aynard, although an introduction between two old schoolfellows is scarcely necessary." "Suppose we get out of church first," said Ned, as they passed through the swing-doors and stood under the porch with Judge and his daughter, the only loiterers left there weather-bound. '" Great pleasure, Mr. Aynard," he murmured, as he bowed to the tall, grave-faced gentleman to whom he had been introduced, and who bowed very distantly in return, and stared hard at xVnne Judge, his mind being evidently pre- occupied with something more important just then than an old schoolfellow's appearance at Ilpham. Ned glanced at him indignantly for an instant, then turned to the third person of the group, the fair-haired lad/ with the blue eyes, who looked down for an instant as he looked at her, while her colour changed for one fleetinfj moment as a lavender kid crlove was ex- tended, almost timidly, in his direction. He tried to be very much at his ease, to address her in his usual every- day manner, to shake hands quietly, hope that she was well, and express a commonplace regret at the wet day which had come upon them ; but he felt rather more haughty than usual, and a degree or two more upright, whilst his voice was exceedingly husky — a fact for which the damp air was accountable, he thought. He knew that his heart beat more fast, though she, and those with whom she was, were not aware of it ; for this THE NEW ORGANIST PLAYS HDISELF IN. 71 pretty girl was to have been his wife once. She had promised him that no one should love her but himself, and he had blessed and kissed her four years ago as a man blesses and kisses the woman who is to be his wife one day. He had loved like a poet as well as a man then, for the world had not taken the poetry out of him ; and though he had outlived that love — he was sure of it, even as he looked into her face and marked how httle chano-ed it was — still it was a trial to face the woman who had pledged herself to be his wife and then given him up complacently. He did not call her by the name which had been bestowed upon her by her late husband — who was a baronet, and had left her that title which, perhaps, had been the last feather that weighed itself against his affection — he did not re- member it at once, and when it recurred to him an instant or two afterwards, he quietly ignored it. " You must find Ilphani very dull," he remarked, after the first courtesies had been exchanged ; and a lady at her ease, a well-bred woman of the world, looked as fearlessly into his face as he did into hers, accepting the challenge that there was nothing to embarrass either of them. The past was dead between them, like their old passion, he thought. " It is dull ; but a quiet place suits me very well after the bustle of a London season." " Yes, it is a change." *' For you too. It seems very strange to find you i'2 AX3JE JUDGE, SPDCSTEE. oocapying the post of organist at St, Bride^s, Mr. Delancy.'" " It will do for awhile. It server my porpc^e, gires me sea air, and puts a little money in my parse. Is this your carriage ?~ ** It is our friend's, Mr. Aynard's." '* Oh, indeed. Shall I see you to it T " If you will — ^if you please," she added. She placed her hand upon his arm. and he hurried with her aonoes the strip of flinty path, and held her lightly hy the wrist as she passed into the carriage murmuring, "Thank you." George Day and Mr. Aynard followed, the latter taking no further notice of the old schoolfellow, hut looking intently out of the opposite window with a sulky expression of countenance. "Thank you. Ned,*" said Day, when they were all seated. " WiU you jump in at once with us. and fore- stall a good heginning — a new beginning — by a few hours?" " No, thank you." He thouirht that the old lore looked towards him for a fleeting instant in a way that said, ** Come ;" but it might have been one of his fancies : he was full of fancies, his mother told him jestingly, even yet. • We will drop you at Prospect Terrace, at all erents," said Day ; ** we pass the house." ** No, thank 3^011,'' be said again. THE NEW ORGANIST PLAYS HIMSELF IN. 73 George Day looked so very much surprised that Delancy felt forced to add : " I have a few things to attend to before I leave the church." " Ah, I see," answered the other. " Well, good-day, then. I do not suppose that we shall attend church this evening, if the weather continues like this." " It's a pity to get wet," said Ned, drily. " We shall see you to-morrow, then, at seven, at Markham's?" Ned nodded. " It is a promise, you know," urged George Day. "Oh, I never break my promises," said he, almost contemptuously. He could have bitten his tongue through the moment afterwards for saying that, for the beautiful woman — and she was as beautiful as she had ever been, he knew — coloured, clasped her hands together, and then looked hastily away from him. She had taken that answer to herself, as his reproach — the Parthian dart which he would fling at her before she went away, as a proof that he nursed his wrongs and was still full of resentment. What a fool he was not to think more of his words before they escaped him, he thought, as he looked after the receding carriage ! What would she think of him but that he was a love-sick youth still, pining, perhaps, for the affection which his honest indignation had long 74 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. since utterly despised ? What an ass to bray out heedless words which a woman's quick ear might take for a double meaning, and a woman's vanity, mayhap, exult in when the first sting had been recovered from ! He would have given something not to have met them that morning, for he had not distinguished himself, and Aynard of Thirby Cross — " Cranky Hugh " of old days — had certainly snubbed him. He stood thinking of all this with a fierce expression on his face, and with the rain full on him — for he had not backed beneath the porch again in his want of atten- tion to outward things — when the servant-maid from Number Four arrived in breathless haste under one umbrella, and with her mistress's highly-prized gingham clasped to her breast like a baby. " If you please, sir, here it is." " Here is what ? Oh, that thing ! thank you," he said. " Now make haste back, and get dinner ready for a fellow that's awfully hungry. That's the one thing good in Ilpham air, it gives a man an appetite, Mr. Judge ; I have done nothing but eat since I arrived here." He had remembered the father and daughter in the church porch at last — the father erect and rigid, who had turned studiously away from him and his party, and the daughter, who had not taken her eyes from them until Doctor Day had abashed her by his stare; then Anne Judge had looked in the same direction as her father, but had heard, not unwillingly, every word THE NEW ORGANIST PLAYS HIMSELF IN. 75 that had been spoken between Mr. Delancy and the fine carriage folk who had departed. The maid-servant wended her way homewards, Mr. Delancy flourished the capacious umbrella, Anne Judge returned his smile towards her — for he had been a friend to them last night, and she was grateful — and Mr. Judge, looking very sallow and wrinkled in the daylight, rewarded Mr. Delancy with almost a scowl for his atten- tion. The former gentleman, however, felt forced to re- ply, which he did with that marked ungraciousness which had already characterized his address to Ned Delancy. " You have a great deal to be thankful for, sir, if you're fond of eating," was the answer vouchsafed. " Well, I have a taste that way when I'm hungry," Ned replied ; " I cannot account for it exactly. I hope you feel better this morning, Mr. Judge." " I am quite well — thank — you," he added, re- luctantly. " Well, I am very glad to hear it, for you certainly startled a coach-load of us last night. And you. Miss Anne Judge — quite well too?" " I am very well now, thank you." " You have had an illness lately, then ?" " Yes, sir." " You look delicate," he said, " and should not have defied the weather by coming to church this morning." " Father prophesied that it would be a very fine day by one o'clock." 76 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. " And so you risked a nice clean muslin in this im- prudent manner," he said. "Here, Mr. Judge, I have sent home for an umbrella for you, as you have a long way to go." "We have not a long way to go, sir," said Mr. Judge, looking at the umbrella irresolutely, and a little abashed at this new consideration for him or his daughter : " that is, not very far ; and we expect a friend round here with an umbrella presently — that is, if she does not think it serves us right for going to church in the face of her warning," he muttered. " Oh, Aunt Mary will not serve us like that, papa," said Anne. " Aunt Mary ! then there is a Mary Judge too," exclaimed Ned, remembering his conversation with George Day last evening. " What do you mean by that ?" asked Mr. Judge, sharply. This was certainly a most tetchy and dis- agreeable old gentleman. "Nothing — nothing of importance, that is," said Delancy ; *' I have a friend who knew a Mary Judge once. You did not recognize one of the gentlemen who stepped into the carriage a few minutes since ? " " With the kind and pretty lady from Markham's ? " said Anne Judge. " Kind and pretty is she, in your opinion ? AVhy kind ?" asked Ned, darting off at a tangent at this last remark. THE NEW ORGANIST PLATS HIMSELF IN. ( / " Kind because she does good here, finds out the poor and the miserable, Mr. Delancy, and seems to under- stand them and their troubles." " You know her, then T " Oh, very well, indeed ; she thought that aunt and I were very poor, which we are not of course, with a good father to take care of us" — she pressed the father's arm at this — " who sends us money when work is scarce ; which, after all, is not very frequently the case." " What are you, may I ask T " Lace-workers." " And you did not recognize one of those gentlemen ?' he inquired, suddenly remembering that his late question still remained unanswered. He addressed ^[r. Judge, who answered shortly : *•' I did not look at any of the party." His daughter had also her reply to make. " 3Ir. Aynard I knew by sight ; the gentleman with the beard was at church last Sunday with the lady who is kind to the Backwater people." "I can hardly believe that CI that that lady you mention is playing the Lady Bountiful down here. It's an odd distraction for her — a fashionable and heart- less woman, I might say, without a great deal of exag- geration." " Oh, you cannot know her, sir." "You are riorht, I do not know her. I formed a 78 AXNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. wrong estimate of her character years ago, my child. I Here, take the umbrella and your father away. Aunt Mary is not going to wet her shoes for you two ingrates that would not take her valuable advice. Send the property back to Number Four, Prospect Terrace, when you get an opportunity, and Good-morning." He thrust the great gingham into the hands of Anne Judge, turned up the collar of his coat, and, forgetful of the few things that remained to be doae in church, he dashed through the rain homewards, not waiting for further remonstrance from the father and dausrhter left behind under the porch. " He's a good, thoughtful gentleman, papa," said Anne Judge. "I don't like him at all," was the reply. " Why, was not this considerate to give up his land- lady's umbrella to our use, and run home without it himself?" " It was extremely officious. You are a silly girl," he added, " you wiU magnify the smallest obligations into favours of great magnitude. You'll make a hero out of this rude fellow presently, and then all kinds of nonsense will get into your head to — to — to," he stammered, " to the prejudice of me. xA.nd here's Aunt Mary coming round the corner too, and looking as black as thunder at us ; and now we're saddled with two umbrellas, all through that man's stupidity !" CHAPTER VII. MR. JUDGE GOES BACK TO WOLCHESTEK. It rained all that Sunday at Ilpham-on-the-Cliff. The great beauty of the climate at Ilpham, thought Ned Delancy, as he looked from his drawing-room window at an angry sea, lay in the fact of its invariability. One could rely upon it raining for four and twenty hours without a break, and this prepared the mind and took away all degree of uncertainty as to what was to be done. Ned Delancy indulged in an afternoon nap after his early dinner ; he sat himself down to think and to look at the rain and sea, but he had kept late hours last night, and yesterday's fatigue had not wholly worn off. He relapsed into slumber, and dreamt that Anne Judge, and Clara, his first love — the Lady Burlinson of the pre- sent time, whose name it had not pleased him to men- tion under the church porch — were on " the husbands' coach" from Wolchester; that old Judge ''held the ribbons," and that he had old Judge on his mind, and was afraid of him falling off in a fit and frightening the 80 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. horses. An unpleasant dream, winding up with the coach being driven right into the front door of St. Bride's in the middle of service, and with Mr. Hugh Aynard, and the clergyman, and the beadle, and Doctor Day all struggling under the wheels and horses^ legs and shrieking with dismay. He woke up with a start to find that the maid-servant had butted at the door with her tea-equipage, and then stumbled into the room amidst a clattering of china on the tray, and an incipient shriek from herself as she found her equilibrium somewhat disturbed by what she termed a ruck in the carpet. " I beg pardon, sir," she said, as Ned Delancy sat up and rubbed his eyes ; " I thought that I was a-going to fall with all the things." " It's of no consequence. I suppose that I should not have been charged for them in the bill," he said, with his usual quickness. " What is the time, Jane ?" " Half-past five, sir." " How I must have slept," he said. '' What a fine soothing effect a heavy rain has upon the spirits. By the way, has Mr. Judge sent the umbrella back ?" " No, sir, but there's another, not quite so good, that will " " Oh no, thank you," said Ned, with alacrity : " um- brellas are not in my line — that is, country umbrellas. I dare say it will clear up before six." " Not afore half-past ten, sir ; when the tide turns." MR. JUDGE GOES BACK TO WOLCHESTER. 81 " Oh, the tide turns here then, Jane. Come, that's some little change to look for\yard to." The rain kept on all that night, and there were but few worshippers at St. Bride's. It was a short sermon on this occasion, and the congregation hurried away im- mediately upon its conclusion, and did not wait for the voluntary, which was rather longer than the morn- ing's, it was observed by Mr. Weston before he drew on his goloshes and skipped homewards. It rained all night and till the early morning, and then the wind changed, the sky brightened, and when they were polishing up " the husbands' coach " before the Gull Inn, llpham lay bathed in sunshine bright and warm. Ned Delancy's spirits rose with the barometer. He flung open his window to let in the fresh air, and had his table drawn close to the open casement, so that he might enjoy the prospect of llpham life with his early breakfast. " What a charming little place to be sure," he said, forgetting all his adverse criticisms of the preceding day. " I wonder it is not more patronized and spoiled — primitive, homely, and quiet as it is. I think that I shall bring the mother here for a few weeks, and see what she thinks of the situation. Hollo! here's old Judge coming up the street with Mrs. Simmonds' um- brella. Thank my lucky stars that I did not meet him in the High Street, and receive my loan a hundred yards from home." VOL. I. ' G 82 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. Mr. Judge, very erect despite his lameness, came along the pavement without taking heed of Ned's salutation from the drawing-room. It was beneath his dignity to see Mr. Delancy up there ; and though he was greeted, when near the window, with a "Hi! Judge !" of a most unceremonious character, he walked gravely up the steps of Number Four, into the open hall — street doors were always open at Ilpham — knocked with his stick for the servant, and sent up a soiled piece of pasteboard, which he took with great care from his pocket-book, and on which was inscribed with a great many flourishes the name of " Mr. John Judge." This card having been presented to Ned Delancy by the servant, and permission having been granted for Mr. Judge to be shown into the drawing-room, the tall old man marched with great gravity into the room and presented the umbrella to our hero. " There is your umbrella, sir — with thanks," he added, after a moment's reflection. " Thank you. Take a seat, Mr. Judge." Mr. Judge, somewhat to Ned's surprise, sat down, hat in hand, and favoured the young man with a gloomy stare. " You return to Wolchester to-day, I think you told me, Mr. Judge ?" " Yes, sir." "I hope that you feel strong enough for your journey ?" MR. JUDGE GOES BACK TO WOLCHESTER. 83 "I am not an invalid," was the reply; "lame — almost a cripple — but constitutionally very strong indeed. My giddiness of Saturday night was perfectly unaccountable, sir." "It was very cold on the coach. You return as outside passenger?" " Yes. At eight o'clock I leave Ilpham." " The weather was against you, yesterday." *' Beastly weather, to be sure ; and Anne and I had planned a long walk into the country, a long talk of our future life* together ; and then all dashed down by the rain." " That did not deprive you of your daughter's com- pany, at all events." " N — no ; but we were not alone, as we intended to be. Anne Judge is a child, sir, who lives but for her father — who is only happy with him — whose life, Mr. Delancy, is to be for ever devoted to him." He said this very distinctly, as though anxious to impress our hero with the fact. "Ever devoted to him," echoed Ned, "until she finds a younger object of devotion in her husband, I suppose." This was intended as a jest, but Mr. Judge frowned at the jester, and would have silenced a man less endowed with imperturbability than was Edmund Delancy. " You look forward toyour daughter making a good 84 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. match, when she is an older woman," said Ned, by way of explanation. " My daughter will never marry — that is a promise of hers. She will live for me entirely — for a man who has known no happiness in all his life up to the present moment ; but sees it, a little way hence, with her." " Yes— but does she see it with you ?" Mr. Judge turned very red at this, then answered, with forced calmness : " She does, sir. She is looking forward as eagerly as myself for that time." *' What stops your beginning at once ?" A long pause ensued ; then he answered : " Many things." Ned did not wish to pry into these reasons, they were not his business ; and though he felt at a loss to account for Mr. Judge's odd burst of confidence, he was not sufficiently curious to seek an explanation of it. Mr. Judge, however, condescended to explain for himself. " I have a motive in telling you this, Mr. Delancy," he said, suddenly. " You have, by an accident, be- come acquainted with my daughter and me, and it has been a study of ours to hold aloof from society. We are very poor, but we are very proud ; hence society is, under any circumstances, an intrusion upon us." " You told me something like this at the Gull Inn." MR. JUDGE GOES BACK TO WOLCHESTER. 85 " And you spoke to us again under the church porch, despite my former warning, and lent me an umbrella, big enough for a horse to carry," said Mr. Judge, sharply. "You forced yourself upon us again when we were endeavouring to evade all recognition, and therefore I, very reluctantly, feel compelled to repeat my advice before I go away for good." " Why tell me this at all ? why not warn your daughter of the dangers of chance acquaintanceship ?" " She is a child, not seventeen years of age," he saidj nervously; "why should I put foolish ideas into her head ?" " Does it not strike you that you are putting foolish ideas into mine ?" *•' No, sir," said Mr. Judge, with some warmth ; " there's — there's, after all, a something in you that I think I can trust. I would not have said this to any other man ; I did not believe, an hour ago, that I should say as much to you ; for Anne is in good hands, and has a stanch friend in Ilpham. I simply ask you to keep away from her and her aunt for their sakes ; a visit would bring pain to them, and rob them, who are lace-workers, of a certain portion of their income. I — I — I," he added, with more nervousness apparent, " merely wish to impress upon you that " "That you and your daughter do not want my society ; well, there is no occasion that you should have it." 86 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. " It is a promise, then ?" " Upon my word, Mr. Judge, I do not see why you should come here and seek to bind me to a promise of that kind. I shall certainly make no promise to yoa concerning it. Surely you are not afraid that I shall fall in love with Anne Judge ?" " You would not do that," said Mr. Judge, turning very pale. '' Why, she's a baby, sir, a poor vagrant of a child, earning a shilling or two a week at lace-making. Poor and plain, and rather ill-educated — that's a joke, of course. But she is a timid girl, a girl with strange fancies, and she has taken a kind of dislike to you, and it — it worries her very much to see you ; and I thought it would be better to place confidence in you, than to go away and say nothing about all this." "This Anne Judge weighs upon your mind," said the younger man, " and if you do not take care, it will soften that brain of yours,-old gentleman. You are too anxious about your daughter, and that will end in disappointment if you go on like this." " You do not know what it is to have only one thing to love — one thing to look forward to — one object which to lose would be death," he said, tremulously. " She stands by her father now, and thinks that there is not such another man in the world. She knows what an awful life his has been — without money, friends, or sympathy — at every step a disappointment or a blight ; and she knows that he looks forward as to heaven to MR. JUDGE GOES BACK TO WOLCHESTER. 87 spendinof his last days with her. Why, sir," he added, passionately, thumping his stick upon the floor, " the man who would try to distract her thoughts from me would be the cruellest wretch upon God's earth." *' By George!" exclaimed Delancy, "I remember where I met you now." " Met me — met me ?" repeated Mr. Judge in amaze- ment. " What do you mean ?" " I have been puzzling my head about you, and now I have the story," said Delancy. '• You were a large holder of shares in the Unlimited Credit Company, and so was I, and we both attended the last meeting when the smash was a few days off ; and you got up and made a long speech about the ruin that had come upon you through the carelessness of the unprincipled men facing you, and you rattled away with that stick on the floor at every senter.ce, and told the chairman that he was the cruellest wretch upon God's earth too ; I re- member the phrase, for he appealed to the meeting against your gross personality, and the meeting hissed him, and I — left on the rocks like yourself — hissed too, my hardest. You remember ?" " Were you the young man that proposed a committee of investigation, and that I should be chairman of it ?" '' Yes." " I am glad — that is, I should have been glad to see you under other circumstances. You spoke well — I lost my temper, with every penny that I had in the world." 88 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. '* I lost every penny, too, Mr. Judge ; but I do not know that I have been more unhappy for it." "Ah, you are a youno^ man, with Hfe and strength before you," he said, almost enviously ; " mine were nearly worked out in earning the money which melted away from me." " That makes a difference. What are you doing now for an income ?" " Who — I ?" exclaimed Mr. Judge, with a start. '• Oh, a clerk's place in Wolchester ; very poor pay — very hard work." " But you must have a home ?" " Oh yes — such as it is," he said, rising, and evi- dently anxious to be gone. " Then why not take your daughter to it?" "Presently, perhaps. When she is stronger, and needs sea air less. Good-day ; it is close on eight o'clock, and I must not lose ' the husbands' coach.' " *' When do you come again ?" " I do not know, sir ; it is that which troubles me." He paused at the door and said : " I dare say you think that I am a hard and selfish man ; very likely I am not so grateful as I should be under the circumstances for the kindness that you have shown. But my life has taught me to be intensely suspicious of everything around me." "I can see that." " I have been betrayed in so many ways," he said, MR. JUDGE GOES BACK TO WOLCHESTER. 89 apologetically, " that I have lost faith in every one but Anne and her aunt. You will stay here for some time ?" " For three months, at least." " Do you know Wolchester ?" " Well. My mother's relations live there." " Indeed." He seemed to shrink a little as he muttered this, and upon his face there settled a look of abject misery, which replaced the haughtiness more natural to it. '' Then you may come to Wolchester some day ?" " It is very probable — that is, if I get an invitation there. Can I call upon you, bring you any message from your daughter ?" " No, no. You said that you would not speak to her." 3[r. Delancy begored to remind him that he had not said anything of the kind, but Mr. Judge appeared not to hear his protest. Other thoughts perplexed him as the minutes sped on, and confused him ; for he put his larore-veined hands to his head as thouofh endeavourino: to remember something more which it was of importance to communicate before he went away. " I think I'll go now. It is just possible that I may have occasion to write to you in a few weeks. You will allow that liberty ?" '•'Oh, certainly." " I cannot say, but I think that it is possible. Let me see — what else ?" 90 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. He could not remember anything else, so he limped across to our hero, and offered him his hand. " I thank you for past kindness — although, of course, I would have done as much for you in my place.'' And with this odd way of expressing his thanks, Mr. Judge took his departure. Edmund Delancy followed him into the street, allow- ing the old gentleman to precede him by a few steps. " The husbands' coach " was about to start for Wolches- ter, and as it was the one event of the week — with the exception of the arrival of " the husbands' coach " on Saturday nights — he did not feel inclined to give up the sensation of seeing it start, because Anne Judge might be there to bid her father good-bye. The nervous excitability of that father concerning his daughter need not be disturbed, he thought, with a generosity that was natural to him ; he would watch the coach's de- parture from a respectful distance, lest any feelings should be hurt by his closer proximity. Mr. Judge was a monomaniac — more of a lunatic, he thought, than Hugh Aynard — but he would not let him proceed upon his journey with a fear for his daughter on his mind. He stood, then, about twenty yards from the Gull Inn, and saw Mr. Judge ascend with difficulty to the top of the coach after lingering to the last with his daughter and a tall, bony woman, who wore a brown dress and beaver bonnet. He noticed that Anne Judge was crying, like the child that she was still, for all her MK. JUDGE GOES BACK TO WOLCHESTER. 91 height and womanly looks, and that the bony woman shook her twice by the arm and reproved her for her weakness in the public streets. The father hung from the top and poured down his reassuring words very eagerly, interfering considerably with the comfort of two husbands over whom he leaned. The coach was crowded with husbands that morning — husbands in good spirits, and who appeared to be rather glad of getting out of Ilpham and away from their wives as soon as possible : husbands — two young ones — in bad spirits, who were looking down disconsolately at their wives, one of whom held up her first baby, as the finest sight that could be aff'orded in the fleeting moments before departure ; husbands morose, who had said good-bye, had turned their backs upon their better- halves, and were far more interested in getting a light to their cigars than in seeing the last of the partners in their bliss ; and one husband fast asleep, with his hat on the back of his head, and his coat-collar turned up about his ears. A stirring scene for Ilpham, — a scene that brought all the visitors into the streets, and to their windows and doors, now that the weather was favourable to sight-seeing; that lined the paths with those who were natives to the place, and that brought twenty or thirty miserably clad men and women from the Backwater settlements, and planted them a little way upon the road, gaunt, haggard, and hollow-eyed, to see the last of Pownie's coach till Saturday. 92 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. A long-drawn blast from the guard's horn, the clatter- ing of sixteen iron hoofs in the roadway, and then " the husbands' coach " upon its way to Wolchester, amidst the waving of hands from the coach-roof, of handker- chiefs from the wives left behind, and the hurrahing of boys who followed the equipage down the street. Ned Delancy glanced at Anne Judge, who was crying still, despite her aunt's remonstrance, and then went back to Prospect Terrace, almost wqndering at the affection of the daughter for the father. "He appears a cross, selfish, jealous, irritable old beggar," he said, summing up the qualifications of Mr. Judge on his way, " of whom any daughter might reasonably become tired. A life devoted to him and his vagaries as the chief end of a girl's existence! Upon my word, I do not envy the future of Anne Judge, and upon my word I do not believe in it." At the door of Prospect Terrace he hesitated whether to enter, or to go for a stroll and survey Ilpha m whilst time was available. He decided on returning to his drawing-room at last. He went up-stairs into his room, and was attracted upon his entrance by a letter lying on the table. " How long has this been here ? Who brought it ?" he called to the servant, as she passed the landing-place outside. *' No one has brought it here, sir." " Ask Mrs. Simmonds." MR. JUDGE GOES BACK TO WOLCHESTER. 93 *' Mrs. Siramonds has been out a-marketing this hour, sir." " Oh, very good. Perhaps old Judge has left me his blessing and his autograph." He broke open the envelope, and read the following, in a clear, bold hand that was strange to him : ^^ Stay away from the jparty at MarJchams Hotel to- night. Invent any excuse, hut, for your oivn sake, stay away /" Ned Delancy read these lines several times over, becoming more confused, even more angry, with each perusal of this vague epistle. " Some kind friend extremely interested in my welfare, but extremely ignorant of the nature of the beast," he said, reflectively. He did not care about going out that evening, or of renewing his acquaintance with those people from that past wherein his ship had sunk with all hopes on board. Before he had risen that morning he had lain for half an hour thinking if it were possible to frame a reasonable excuse for his absence, even though he had told George Day that he never broke his promises. He had shrunk, as if by instinct, from that night's dinner-party, but the letter had now given a new turn to his thoughts. " I hate mysterious warnings and anonymous corre- spondents," he said, tearing up the letter ; " and, of course, I dine with Doctor Day to-night." 94 CHAPTER VIII. THE DINNER AT MAEKHAM's HOTEL. Markham's Hotel, Ilpham-on-the-Cliff, was built by a speculative wine merchant, who cut his throat after- wards in revenge for his foolhardiness. It was built away from the town, and on the edge of the cliff, so that its guests could sniff the sea breeze, and hold themselves aloof from the common order of creation — the Wolchester people and the nobodies. But the guests seldom came after the hotel was completed, and those who patronized the new venture grumbled at the prices, and worried the landlord into an early grave. Thus it remained blank and disconsolate for two years, much to the satisfaction of Mr. Pownie of the Gull Inn, who had naturally resented its intrusion ; and it was finally bought up " for a mere song " by a second speculator, who advertised in the papers, and gave a drawing of it in Bradshaw, and thus lured a few folk who loved peace and quietness to its shelter. The hotel was in good hatids now ; it was a private hotel, THE DINNER AT MARKHAM's HOTEL. 95 that relied upon its gentility, and was gradually gathering to itself the scraps of a connection. People were treated well there, and therefore recommended it to their friends : hence Doctor Day and his sister found themselves confronting the North Sea one summer time, a week or two before the London season had worn them and itself out. It was to this hotel that Edmund Delancy betook his way on the evening of the day that " the husbands' coach" went away from AYolchester; it was up the broad staircase of this hotel and into the ffreat drawinof- room that the servant ushered him, announcing to those within in the deepest bass : " Mr. Delancy." George Day was the first to welcome him. " My dear Ned, very pleased to see you here." The old friends shook hands, and then Lady Bur- linson, in an evening dress of a white cloudy material that suited the slight figure of its wearer, with jet ornaments upon her neck and arms, and with her fine face flushed a little, as though with pleasure or shame at his meeting her once more — which was it? — rose from the couch, and welcomed him to their apartments also. " You had no difficulty in finding us, I hope," she said, half jestingly; *' Ilpham-on-the-Clifi^ is not a labyrinth." *' I found my way very easily, thank you." 96 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. *' What a beautiful evening it is." " Yes, very beautiful." He was thinking what a beautiful woman she was, rather than of the fineness of the night, and the answer might have stood for the echo to his thoughts. He felt proud of the taste that he had displayed in selection four years ago, when he was a weak-headed stripling ; but he was more proud of his firmness now, of the in- difference with which he could regard her and not feel his heart stir, as in the old days when she was all in all to him. It was a novel position, and it pleased him after awhile, althouofh he had no intention of making" these people his best friends again. He was glad that he had come to Markham's, neither alarmed by the grand folk who were there to meet him, nor scared by the contents of the anonymous letter which some med- dlesome man or woman had written to him. He felt perfectly at his ease ; he was on his guard to a certain extent, for he had not yet fathomed George Day's anxiety to renew their old acquaintance, but he was not disturbed in mind by the " style " which sur- rounded him, and to which he had been a stranger since Fortune's wheel had twirled him undermost. " How are you, Delancy ?" said a voice at his side, after he had exchanged greetings with Lady Burlinson. " A charming evening, is it not ?" Ned turned, and found Mr. Aynard beaming with smiles at his elbow. THE DINNER AT MARKHAM's HOTEL. 97 " Very charming indeed," answered Ned ; adding, in an undertone, " and so are you, it seems." " Very glad to see you again," Mr. Aynard said, as he wrung our hero's hand in his own. *' I don't think that there's anything more delightful than to meet a fellow — especially if he has grown up a good fellow — whom one has known at school, and had all kinds of fun with. It touches the poetry in a man ; it brings it out of him." Ned regarded Mr. Aynard curiously ; he was of opinion that it had all been brought out of him with a vengeance. What a pity that it had been bottled up so tightly last Sunday morning, when Mr. Aynard looked him down. " Yes, the sensation is pleasant when those who meet have been old friends as well as schoolfellows," said Ned, bowing somewhat stiffly. He could not so readily forget the haughtiness of twenty-four hours since. "We were the best of friends, Delancy, if you remember ?" " My memory seems disposed to fail me a little in this particular." " Indeed. You have not forgotten taking my part when the whole school set upon me, surely ? The boys had been chaffing me and playing me all manner of vile tricks, and I turned upon one of them at last and pushed him down-stairs." VOL. I. H 98 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTEK. **I remember now, Mr. Aynard ; you nearly broke his back." " Well_, they waited for me in the playground, seventy-six of them. I can see them now," he went on, with an excitement that evidently realized the scene in all its past distinctness : " there was Jones, as spite- ful a cur as ever lived, with a rope all in knots, and Jackson with another rope — I always hated Jackson — and the rest of them, whooping and howling round me like demons ; and though I was a big fellow for my age, and older by a year or two than most of them, still seventy-six at once were too many for me, and they would certainly have limbed me, if you had not come between us and said that it was not fair play. I never forgot you after that, Delancy ; I always thought you a fine fellow." " You fought it out with Jackson afterwards," said Delancy. "Yes, and Jackson gave me a thrashing — so he did." The white face assumed a vacant expression after this ; the grey eyes stared dreamily at Ned, and a thin hand — like a woman's — went up to the moustached mouth in a weak, discomfited fashion that was some- what amusing to his observer. Doctor Day clapped Hugh Aynard familiarly on the shoulder. " I dare say that Jackson got his thrashing in return another day. You were not the boy, any more than THE DINNER AT MARKHAil's HOTEL. 99 you are the man, to put up with an indignity. In fact, Aynard, it is this confounded high spirit of yours, the natural ebulhtion of the blue blood, that gets you into scrapes, and makes enemies at times." '' I cannot forgive a man who insults me," he answered, looking fiercely at the opposite wall ; " I would never forgive that man. He had better be careful of his life from that time." '•' Not quite so bad as that, friend, for the days of duelling are over. But I think that we -can trust Hugh Aynard to pay a man out in his own coin." "Yes, you may trust him in that," said Aynard, exultingly. " I am a man of strong likes and dislikes : I like you. Day — I shall like you, Delancy, immensely — Lady Burlinson, I cannot find words to express my liking for yourself, you are aware." He bowed very low as he addressed the lady, like a courtier of the old school. With a face of less serious intensity, he would have seemed to verge upon bur- lesque in the extravagance of his reverence. Lady Burlinson took the salutation as her due, and smiled faintly in return. Ned Delancy looked from one to another, and thought already what an ill-matched couple they were. " The old, old story of the money, I suppose," he muttered to himself. " Surely Clara Day " — he called her in his heart by her maiden name still — " cannot love this man." 100 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. "Dinner is served, sir," announced the servant, throwing open the doors of the dining-room. Doctor Day turned to Ned. "Will you take my sister, please? You and I," turning to Aynard, and passing an arm through his, " must console ourselves with each other's company on this occasion. Ladies are scarce in Ilpham." ** Yes— but " '* But we shall arrange a different programme on a future occasion," said Day very quickly ; " this is an extempore affair altogether." " With Edmund Delancy as the guest of the even- ing," said Lady Burlinson, as she took our hero's arm, and looked up into his face. " That is a novel position for Edmund Delancy now," replied Ned. "Ah, now," she murmured, as they passed into the dining-room, and took their places round a well- furnished table, bright with silver and glass, and gay and fragrant with the great epergne of flowers in the centre. " Ah, now !" There was a strange pathos in that last reply. Ned Delancy could not get the ring of it from his ears for awhile, it implied so much to regret in the present^ to look back at in the past Why did she speak like that, and in that tone, to him ? Was she anxious to lead him to the old ground, to test his powers of endurance, her own powers which had years ago so THE DINNER AT MARKHAM's HOTET;. 101 utterly subdued him, and which he felt now were im- potent — ay, for ever impotent — against his self-respect ? Was she so vain and weak a woman as to re-attempt his conquest — he, an organist of a country church? or was it a wretched curiosity to know how long he had thought of her, and mourned for her, after their en- gagement had been annulled, and there w^ere whispers in town that Clara Day was going to marry a baronet ? As he took his seat by her side, he looked a degree or two more hard and firm, as a soldier might do who buckles on his armour for battle ; and George Day, on his left at the foot of the table, saw this, and wondered what it meant. The fair girl, facing her brother, was a lono^ while arrano^ino- her dress to her liking- ; when they were all seated she was still busy with the folds of her skirt, and looking down. " Are you ready, dear ?" asked Doctor Day, at last, with the faintest sign of impatience in his tones. " Quite ready." Delancy noticed that her hand was trembling slightly, and that her lip quivered for an instant before she answered her brother, and he was surprised at this. Was this acting, or had his allusion to the past really touched her feelings ? She had been a woman of deep feeling he thought once, before he became thoroughly convinced that there had been no real feeling in her at all. He would be brilliant and eloquent, he thought — a regular diner-out that evening. She must not fancy 102 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. for an instant that he wished to recur to the past, and conjure up its phantoms to scare both of them. He was not careful of his speech, and he must be more guarded in his conversation, if this woman took every- thing that he said to herself. She was too sensitive, and he too careless in the matter. The dinner began well and proceeded well after this determination. It was a sumptuous meal in its way, and George Day had spared no expense' in the enter- tainment provided for his friends. All the luxuries that Ilpham, and twenty miles round Ilpham, could furnish were placed in succession on the physician's dlning- table, and the watchful waiters in the rear were con- stant — too constant, perhaps — in their attentions to the wine-glasses, which ever bubbled to the brim with the various wines that the changes of the feast and the laws of fashion necessitated. In the midst of all this, and as he took up a lavender and gold programme of the feast — a programme which Doctor Day had *had printed for the occasion, and placed at the right hand of each guest — Ned Delancy could not restrain a smile. Yesterday's crude remark of Mr. Judge had suddenly recurred to him. " You have much to be thankful for, if you're fond of eating," the old gentleman had said to him under the church porch of St. Bride's, and the applicability of that observation to the present occasion nearly made him laugh outright. • THE DINNER AT MARKHAM's HOTEL. 103 " I wonder what you are smiling at, Mr. Delancy ?" Lady Burlinson said to him. The dinner was half concluded ; the guests were at their ease, and generally conversational ; the old sweet- hearts had talked commonplaces in the usual dinner- party style, and Mr. Aynard had looked towards them more than once as though he did not like Ned Delancy taking the lead, and engaging the attention so com- pletely of his host's fair sister. " The remark of a friend, uttered yesterday." " You have friends in Ilpham, then ?" " Acquaintances is the better term. I met a Mr. Judge coming up from Wolchester on Saturday last, and that gentleman has made me smile more than once since his short visit here." " Judge," she said : "I am deeply interested in a poor girl named Judge, round by the Backwater." *' It is that girl's father whom I call my friend," he explained. He thought it more than probable that he should shock the fine feelings of these aristocrats around him, but Lady Burlinson said at once : " A man who has known better days ; I have heard of him. Do you know Anne ?'* " I have seen her once or twice." " Do you think that she is pretty ?" " Not very. But hers is a face of wonderful intel- ligence — a ' face that looks like a story/ as Beaumont says." 104 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. " Yes, and * a face that has a story to tell/ as a more modern poet than yours observes. I do not know when I have met a girl who has more completely drawn me towards her." ** That's strange," ejaculated Mr. Aynard, who was leaning across the table now, with his head in dangerous proximity to a dozen wax-lights before him. " What is strange?" asked Doctor Day. " That Lady Burlinson should be attracted by a face — drawn towards it as by a spell." " And a woman's face too," laughed the doctor ; " yes, that is strange enough." "I like Anne Judge," said Lady Burlinson, turning to our hero : " there is much depth of affection in the girl ; at every turn I see it : it shows itself in many little ways which are above — or rather beyond — all affec- tation. She makes an idol of this father, and tells me that her mission lies in brightening his future, by way of amends for a past that has been terribly dark to him. What a past that must have been !" she added, with a shudder. "Old Judge has been a man of many disappoint- ments, I believe," said Ned. " I hope that he will not be disappointed in his daughter by way of a conclu- sion." " Do you not believe that the daughter will keep her word, then ?" " Women do not always keep their words Con- THE DINNER AT MARKHAM's HOTEL. 105 found it !" he muttered to himself, as Lady Burlinson took a sudden and deep breath — " to their fathers," he added ; " and it would not be fair or reasonable to ex- pect that they should. The father —who is not a perfect specimen of human-kind — would have her remain a spinster to the last days of her life, and let his selfish- ness stand in the way, possibly, of her happiness with a lover." " And as women are never happy without lovers, Ned, we will write old Judge down a selfish being, and dismiss him with our supreme contempt," said the doctor. " You do not like this sparkling Moselle ?" " It is very good, and very strong," said Ned. "It is getting flat there at your elbow. Waiter," and George Day made a significant gesture towards our hero's glass. " Leave it alone, please," said Ned, with a sternness that took the waiter aback, as he was about to add a creaming head to the wine. " And so, Lady Burlinson, you like Anne Judge ?" " I like any one whose affection is genuine." Ned could have shrugged his shoulders at this, in the French fashion, but he merely said : " And you find more genuine affection amongst the poor than the rich ?" " Yes, I think so," she said. " How is that to be accounted for ?" " The poor have more trials to encounter, and more 106 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. temptations to resist," said Ned ; " and trouble in any shape elicits true sympathy, and finds out the sham." " Have they more trials ?" she murmured, looking steadily before her. " I do not think so." " Trials such as they have would kill most of you," said Ned. " You are exotics, to whom the first sharp frost would be death." He spoke as if he stood apart from their circle, and belonged more to the poor whom he defended. She turned to him again with that earnestness which had been her greatest charm to him before he had distrusted its genuine nature. " It is not that. They bear their trials better because there are more to sustain them — to share sorrow and affliction with them — because they are truer to each other. It is when one is alone in the world, however bright that world may appear, that one gives way like a child." *' Yes, that is true," answered Ned. " Clara," said Doctor Day, in the mild reproving tone again, " Mr. Aynard is waiting to tal^e wine with you." Lady Burlinson started. " Oh, I beg Mr. Aynard's pardon. I have been led into too warm an argument with Mr. Delancy." Mr. Delancy filled the glass of the lady at his side, and the usual form was gone through, perhaps with more gravity than is ordinary on such occasions. THE DIXXER AT MARKHAm'S HOTEL. 107 " This practice is creeping back into the fashionable programme," said Doctor Day. " Is it ?" said Ned. *' I have not had an opportmiity to observe lately whether it is creeping out or in. There's an old-fashioned courtesy about it that I like, for the reason that I am a trifle old-fashioned myself, I dare say. Lady Burlinson will allow me to follow Mr. Aynard in that process in which he has so gallantly forestalled me." " You should have been more quick, sir," said Mr. Aynard, with an abruptness that reminded our hero of last Sunday. "It is not every one that is endowed with Mr. Aynard's graceful promptitude," explained Xed ; and then he took wine with Lady Burlinson, whilst Mr. Aynard, with all his amiability quenched from his white face, scowled across the table at him. Conversation flagged somewhat after this, and the dinner reached its termination almost in silence. Mr. Aynard relapsed into deep thought, from which his friend Doctor Day could only arouse him to utter occasionally a monosyllable ; and a man in deep thought at a dinner- table is a wet blanket upon general conviviality. Ned glanced at his vis-a-vis more than once, and pitied from his heart the woman who was likely to be his wife, and whom he had taken in to dinner. Truly Lady Bur- linson was a woman of strange tastes, and had not been so lucky with one husband, if rumour were to be 108 believed, as to display such want of caution in her selec- tion of a second. It was a strange ambition to fix upon this man, let him be as rich as Croesus. He could not imagine that it was love ; he never thought of love in connection with Clara Burlinson and Aynard of Thirby Cross. And yet Hugh Aynard was not a bad-looking man, and had he been less variable in his moods, might have impressed Delancy more favourably. He was five years the senior of our hero ; he had been a big fellow at school when he himself was quite a little boy, by com- parison. He was not exactly a big fellow still, for he was narrow across the chest, and long and thin like a flamingo ; but he was not ill-looking or ungainly, and impressionable young maidens — not cool and cal- culating women like Lady Burlinson, Ned thought, a little contemptuously — might have seen something romantic in the pale, sorrowful face, and in those rest- less grey eyes, that redeemed the face from its natural immobility. Over the wine at dessert — and Hugh Aynard drank unsparingly of port wine — he brightened up a little, and spoke more to his fair hostess than to Doctor Day ; and Delancy, who had come there to observe, thought that she was as kind in her manner towards Mr. Aynard as might be expected from a lady who anticipated an offer very speedily. Still, for all this, Ned thought, what did they want THE DINNER AT MARKHAM*S HOTEL. 109 with him there ? Was it real friendship, or was there something at work behind the scenes, and he a part of the maciiinery which set the wheels in motion ? Real friendship on George Day's part he could scarcely believe in, and yet he had liked George Day in old days, and fancied he had been liked in return, for all the difference of ten or eleven years between them. His haert had warmed again at the sight of the man sitting in his solitary lodgings at Prospect Terrace, for he had brought back with him the glow of that past wherein they had been friends. If he had fancied for four years that Day had dropped him when good luck had dropped him too, Day had explained that, and had asked him to dinner at Markham's Hotel as a proof of his old friendship. Unless And then that abominable letter rose before him with its warning; and though he despised the method with which it had been thrust in his way, still it kept him on his guard against them all. He was becoming as thoughtful as Hugh Aynard had been, when Lady Burlinson disturbed him by rising from the table. He rose with the rest, and there was a slight struggle for an instant with the door-handle between him and Mr. Aynard, himself coming off the victor, and bowing the old love from the room. " You gentlemen will not be long over your wine ?" she said, as she passed towards the drawing-room. 110 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. The gentlemen said that they would not be long before they followed her ; then Ned Delancy closed the door, and resumed his seat. " Now, Aynard, we can forgive you smoking, if you like," said Doctor Day. " Thank you : one cigar will set me right again. I am awfully queer to-day." " What is the matter with you ?" " I have been studying too hard, working too hard at that symphony of mine, and I'm not quite myself. See how my hand shakes." He held his thin, woman's hand forwards, and it was evident that his nerves were a trifle unstrung. " Studying in that queer crib of yours in the Back- water?" "Yes." " You must mind that a high tide does not carry your study, your piano, and yourself away some night." " It's as firm as a rock. The island itself on which it is built is not a foot under water, even in the winter time. It's the only place, Day, where there is peace and rest for me." " It's a change from Thirby Cross." *' You must spend a week with me there." " Thank you. When my engagements allow, per- haps I will," said Day ; " meanwhile, here is a thorough musician, a clever composer, though he's very quiet about his symphonies, a man of genius who hides away THE DINNER AT MAKKHAM's HOTEL. Ill in the shade, who can give you much valuable advice, Hugh." ** Ye — es, I dare say he can," said Aynard, looking up from his cigar-case at our hero. " I shall be glad to have a few musical evenings with him when we understand each other a little better." " When I like you a little more," his eyes seemed to say, as Ned Delancy slightly bowed to his remark. " I heard you play that church organ yesterday morning as it has never been played yet at St. Bride's," Mr. Aynard continued ; " we should be friends, with one taste in common. Men of one profession are either very great friends, or — enemies." " Why enemies ?" asked Day. " I suppose they get jealous of each other's abilities — not that I am likely to be jealous of yours," he said with emphasis, "for I acknowledge my master already." He bowed with an easy grace towards Ned, who thought that the fellow was improving a bit. Perhaps when they understood each other a little better, they might get on together. It was pretty evident on his part that he did not understand the gentleman at present. " You smoke, of course ?" and the cigar-case was pushed across towards our hero. "No," said Delancy ; "it's a habit of which I have steered clear." 112 "Why?" " Well — it's a luxury, and I cannot afford luxuries." " I think it would kill me to give up my tobacco," Aynard said, extravagantly ; " but I'm not going to smoke here by myself, for all that. Day ?" and the cigar-case was transferred to the physician's hands. " Why, you know that I never smoke, on principle. Have I not proved in my last work that tobacco is slow poison ?" " I don't know. I never read your last work," said Aynard, seizing the decanter again ; " I read nothing but what appeals to the soul and comes from the heart. What have I to do with doctor's books ?" "If my books could have cured you of smoking, Hugh, they might have been of service to you, and prolonged the natural term of your existence." " I shall live long enough," was the gloomy answer. " Well, you have m-y full permission to smoke. I don't think that you are at your best, Hugh, until the cigar is in your mouth." " Then you'll not see me at my best to-night, Day," he said, snatching up his cigar-case, dropping it into his pocket, and rising from the table. " If you will not join me, I will resist the temptation. I'll go and see whether Lady Burlinson is presiding at the tea-table." He was departing with a sullen expression of coun- tenance, when the physician startled him by a hearty' laugh. THE DINNER AT MARKHAM's HOTEL. 113 " An artful strolie of policy," cried Day ; " why, Aynard, that's well acted from the beginning. You desert us for a lady — you steal a march upon my friend and her old sweetheart, who should have taken precedence to-night ; it is not fair of you." Aynard laughed at this, and went away laughing very good-humouredly ; but it was Ned Delancy's turn to frown. As the door closed, he faced his host almost sternly. " Why did you say that ?" he asked. George Day flinched for an instant in his chair, as if he was trying to hide himself behind his black beard. "Say what — about the old sweetheart?" " Yes, it was foolish — it was unnecessary." '* My dear Ned, you are heart-whole, or I would not have made an allusion to it. You have outlived all the old romance, you said, and can treat it as a mere jest, surely ? Had I thought otherwise " " I have outlived all the old romance, of course. I should be a weak fool if I had not completely buried that. But I was once in earnest, George, and I would as soon jest at my dead father as at my dead love." "Still, it is not an aflkir to treat with solemnity now," said Day. " You were only twenty years of age when you were first engaged." " I was a deep thinker, and so I thought seriously, I suppose," said Ned ; " but of course I was a boy, and it was a boy's folly. Still, the man may look sadlv VOL. L I 114 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. back even at his boy's dreams, and be none the worse, or none the less a man." *' Exactly," said Day, for the want of a better answer at the time. He was beginning to wonder in his turn if he understood Ned Delancy, a youth who had been very impressionable, and had looked at things in a novel light, but still a youth easy to move and influence. Delancy might be impressionable still, and he certainly regarded things in an odd, unmatter-of-fact way yet ; but was he easy to influence, he wondered, or had the loss of his mother's fortune altered and hardened him ? It was strange — it was even awkward — if there should arise a general misunderstanding between this party of four. Doctor Day changed the subject. " What do you think of my friend ?" he asked. " Well, I don't admire him," was the frank answer. "Oh, you have seen very little of him at present. He is not always like this ; we shall find out presently that something has disturbed his usual equanimity." " A man has no right to allow his equanimity to be disturbed in company," said Ned. " This fellow is so sensitive — so keenly alive to matters that would be trivial to us. Between ourselves, Ned," he said, lowering his voice, as a servant came into the room and went to the sideboard, "he has a great trouble." " That renders a fellow sensitive whilst it lasts." THE DINNER AT MARKHAM's HOTEL. 115 " You are not thinking of my sister again ?" Day said, almost sharply. " No ; I was thinking of the Unlimited Credit Com- pany, and all my mother's money, which did not last so long as the trouble that there was about it. And Aynard's trouble — is it a secret ?" " Not a great one. Aynard is surrounded by schemers, poor fellow — by greedy relatives who are always on the watch for his little eccentricities, in order to magnify and distort them, and make up a case. They want to prove him mad, because he is rich and they are not." " Ah, that's the old story," said Ned, warmly ; " what a confounded shame !" " If they succeed in shutting him up, they get all his money very easily, for he would never come out alive ; the horror of his incarceration would kill him." " I see that." " Well, Aynard is my friend, and I can answer for his sanity. My word — the word of a physician — will weigh heavily in his favour when his case comes on before the lawyers. You have seen him to-night, Ned ; what is your opinion ?" " Oh, he's sane enough, and — ill-tempered enough." " He has been disturbed to-day, possibly by some- thing new — for there are always spies at Thirby Cross — or you would have found him to-night an agreeable and accomplished gentleman. Still, meeting him under un- favourable circumstances, you can see that he is sane." 116 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. *' I should say perfectly sane," said Ned. " But had we not better change the topic, as your servant appears interested in our conversation, and may be a native of the place, and a circulating medium ?" *' Quite right," said Day ; " we cannot be too careful. I propose that we drink one glass together for old friendship's sake, and then join my sister at the tea- table." The two men filled their glasses, and nodded over them at each other. Day even extended his hand, and Ned felt forced to place his within it. " I am really glad to see you, Delancy," he said. " I hope that times are changing for the better with you." " Thank you." " You do not seem the man likely to be kept down long," said Day. "I have many friends, and Miigh connections ;' and there are ways, Ned, in which I can advance you in good time — I feel sure of it." " I think that I would prefer to advance by my own efforts, George," answered his friend. " I rather admire this wandering about whilst I remain a bachelor. There's a free-and-easy element about it which suits me. When I meet the woman who is likely to be my wife, I shall look ahead with greater gravity." " It may be late to begin then, Ned." " Well, it may," said the other, with a laugh. Then they went arm-in-arm into the drawing-room, and Delancy, whose impressions were still wavering. THE DIXXER AT MARKHAM's HOTEL. 117 thought that Doctor Day was a very good fellow after all. Why, he was a good fellow enough four years aofo, and prosperity and fame were not likely to make him a bad one. George Day held him tightly by the arm still, when the drawing-room was reached, and led him at once to the piano. " Now, Ned, whilst my sister pours you out a cup of tea. No ceremony with old friends ; we have heard you play before." " Is this fair, Lady Burlinson ?" asked Ned, looking across at the hostess, who sat before her small tea-table, with Hugh Aynard very attentive at her side. " I think that you are fairly made prisoner," she answered, " and must succumb to your captor." " Yery well," said Ned, seating himself and opening the piano. " Will you have the last new waltz ?" " No, no," said Day ; " something of your own," " It is something f my own. I was lucky enough to find a purchaser for the copjTight before I left London, where it rains copyrights, with verj- few to pick them up." u But " But Edmund Delancy had made up his mind to dance- music, and a waltz he would play, as though to give an air of lightness and brightness to the community, or with an effort to cheer Hugh Aynard, who was not in his usual spirits, according to the assertion of his friend. He would not show off on that occasion, although he 118 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. was a player of mark, as his friends knew — as he knew himself, without being conceited about it. People told him that he lost his chances by his carelessness, and he only laughed at these people, and said that he preferred to go his own road. He played his waltz, despite all remonstrances, and it was brilliantly dashed through, and swarmed with variations by way of a finish — varia- tions that were evidently extemporized, and were none the less sparkling for that. The performance proved the player, and when he had concluded he found Hugh Aynard at his side with tears in his eyes. " Ah, that's wonderful," he said, with a sigh. " There's real life in that touch — you must have been born a musician." " My nurse never remarked it," he answered, " and my teachers had hard work with me when I made my first start. You play, Mr. Aynard ?" " Well, yes — a little. I am composing a symphony in C." " That is hard work." " I like it — it amuses and soothes me," he answered. *' Shall I give you an idea of it ?" " If you will favour me." The two men changed places, and Hugh Aynard began. He was not a bad player, but he was not a good one, and he had the disadvantage of playing a bad thing — a hash-up of bits of Mendelssohn and Beethoven that Ned recognized at once as " cribs." Ned Delancy THE DINNER AT MARKHAM's HOTEL. 119 had had more than enough of the symphony in five minutes ; he went to the table and took up the tea-cup which Lady Burlinson had placed there, sitting by her side again, as she almost instinctively made room for him by drawing her dress towards her. After awhile they spoke of Ilpham again — of the Judges, of the Backwater people who were poor and the Ilpham visitors who were rich, or pompous, or ill-bred ; of the brother, there standing by the piano still, who was fast be- coming a famous man in his profession, his sister said. The symphony continued — seemed as if it would go on for all time. Hugh Aynard had forgotten everything and everybody in his playing: he was humming to himself as his long fingers rattled over the keys ; he was beating time with his feet, head, and elbows ; he was wholly absorbed, and Doctor Day stood there watching him, as though he could listen to such har- mony till his dying day. Ned Delancy and Lady Burlinson strayed on to the balcony at last. The windows had long been invitingly open, and the room was hot that night. Lady Burlinson went there to escape the heat, and Ned Delancy to escape the noise, and thus they stood apart at last from the others, standing on the balcony of Markham's Hotel, looking at the sea. " How bright the moon is to-night," she said ; " and the town to the left there dotted with lights, makes quite a pretty picture. Are you fond of the sea ?" 120 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. " Yes, in summer." "I love it at all times: it's a friend to me, and always has a mood that suits my own." '' Save and except its angry mood, which the nature of Lady Burlinson cannot match, I am sure." " Oh, don't talk to me like that," she said, turning half away from him, making even a half movement towards the drawing-room, and pausing again irreso- lutely. " One feels led on to compliments in the moonlight," said Ned, apologetically. " You must forgive me." " You were laughing at me, not complimenting me," she answered, very gravely still, " and that might have been spared a friend, perhaps. You were more generous once." " I hope that I am not ungenerous now," said Ned. " I am here to deal in commonplaces — to be the every- day friend and diner-out, if you will allow me." She glanced back into the room that they had quitted. Hugh Aynard was all legs and wings still ; his head was jerking backwards and forwards, and his fingers were still travelling over the keys with mar- vellous rapidity, occasionally coming down upon a wrong note, which jarred upon the ears of the finer musician, though he was not attending to the symphony ; whilst Doctor Day, a grave, thoughtful, and handsome man, stood a sentinel as statuesque as ever. There were no listeners to them, nothing to THE DINNER AT MAKKHAM'S HOTEL. 121 disturb them save the rippling of the moonlit water upon the beach below. She turned suddenly upon him with a new eagerness, almost a new anxiety, in her face. " ]\Ir. Delancy," she said^ in a low, clear tone of voice, " I have a serious question to ask you." 122 CHAPTER IX. ON THE BALCONY. " Mr. Delancy, I have a serious question to ask you." Edmund Delancy was surprised by this sudden change of manner in the lady who lingered with him on the balcony, and still more surprised by the earnest, almost beseeching, looks which were upraised towards him. He glanced towards the drawing-room, as though he were a co-conspirator against those within, and feared detection from them, or as though they were conspira- tors against the peace of Clara Burlinson, and he might be asked to foil their plans for her sake. " A serious question, Lady Burlinson ?" he said ; " well, I am prepared for it." " Tell me, then, the motive which has brought you here to-night?" " I have no motive," he replied. "Ah, you have," she asserted. '*It is something more than curiosity that has led you to face me, unless ox THE BALCONY. 123 it is something more than a common change in you that has ensued since you and I were— friends." " I have come here at the pressing request of your brother." " With no motive — no hidden motive ?" she asked again. " No motive whatever," replied Ned. ^' With what sinister design should I come into your presence, Lady Burlinson ?" "I cannot understand your coming," she said, still doubtfully ; " you were always so proud a man. You should know — your own heart might have told you — that we could not meet without pain." " Pardon me, I have felt no pain to-night at meet- ing you. The past — you force me by your covert re- proach to speak of it — is so completely dead between us." " You are a strong man ; but you might have thought of me, — a weak woman," Delancy frowned. He could not understand this appeal, or why she should fearlessly face him thus with allusions to a past which they had both outlived, in which he had suffered, and she — his lip quivered con- temptuously at the thought — had bettered her position. Was this a weak woman who could so boldly face him with the bygones, and remind him of the old position that they had occupied towards each other ? He could almost fancy that she was part of the mystery which 124 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. seemed to linger here — the chief danger, perhaps, against which he had been warned that morning. "May I ask your pardon again," he said, coldly, " but it was not as a weak woman that I have regarded you. On the contrary, as one very strong-minded, and far better calculated to repress any painful feeling that might arise at our meeting than I, who have had less training in conventionalisms. But I see no cause for pain — it would be an exaggeration of sentiment to talk of pain engendered by such a meeting as this." " I am an exaggeration in myself," she said, as she clasped the balcony with her hands, and looked down at the sea, " and am watching for things out of the common way to cross me. Possibly, in this dull place, my nerves are giving way again ; I was never very strong." " Shall we hear the last of Mr. Aynard's symphony ?'> asked Ned ; "he will not thank us for our courtesy in escaping from his composition." " In one moment," she answered. " You — you like my brother ?" " Four years since I thought that there was not a better fellow in the world." " He is a good fellow," she said, heartily, " in many things ; he means well always. But he is a worldly man, and he can do no good by seeking to revive that friendship which once existed between you two. You will not come again ?" "If you wish it, certainly not," answered Delancy, ON THE BALCONY. 125 thinking that this was the second time that he had been told in Ilpham not to call — once by the Judges, now by this woman. What very disagreeable company he must be considered now, he thought. " I wish it, then," she said, fearlessly looking into his face. " George is a man of extravagant tastes, he is somewhat thoughtless, and " "And I am somewhat poor. Still, George Day does not expect a dinner-party from me in return, and will not begrudge me his hospitality in consequence. If he has a motive — a hidden motive — for my presence here to-night, I can only see a desire in him to constitute me Mr. Aynard's friend." " And you do not admire Mr. Ajuard ?" " Dare I confess as much to one who is likely to be Mr. Aynard's wife ?" " You have been told that ?" " Yes." " And believe it ?" *' I have no reason to believe the contrary'." *' Mr. Aynard has not made me an offer of his hand, therefore there is a reason to think that the story of an engagement between us is premature," she said, calmly. " My brother has told you too much !" " Your brother has not told me that there was an engagement between you." " But he has led you to believe that there might be," she added. " Well, that was kind of him." 126 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. "Why kind?" " It warned you that there was a line drawn where to stop, when you became the friend again of George Day and his sister." Truly this was a bold woman. She would bring him back to the past by her suggestions ; she was not afraid to linger on the dangerous ground ; she seemed to wish to extract a confession from him concernino^ it before they passed back through the curtains of the drawing- room. Why should he evade the debatable land to which her manner pointed? He could talk of it as calmly as she, and she must not think him a coward who shrank from the topic. "I required no warning," said Delancy. "Had I not known where to stop I should not have been here to-night ; but, feeling that we could afford to laugh at any nonsense in the past, I came." " Afford to laugh. I thought that you would as soon jest at your dead father as at your dead love?" " Ha ! you heard me say that to your brother ?" " Yes ; I was comino^ back into the dinino^-room for an instant when the words escaped you, and 1 — I did not enter then. The dead love, Mr. Delancy, had not the courage." Ned advanced a step nearer to Lady Burlinson, and from the intense earnestness of his look she could but turn away. It was so full of honesty and sadness then. ON THE BALCONY. 127 "Lady Burlinson/' he said, very firmly, "will you tell me what all this means ? I detect — or I dream of — a reproach in what you say, and I know of nothing in the past or present that stands to my discredit. You tell me that I should have spared you, a weak woman ; but you do not spare me, and you hover with a strange persistency over that dead love." " Like a vulture." " Like a woman who would have me believe that she looks back sorrowfully at all that killed it." " Sir, you are incomprehensible. Why should I look back sorrowfully ? — what should lead your vanity to suppose that I, another man's widow, am repining at all which parted us ?" " My vanity has not led me to so foolish a suppo- sition. I ask you simply to explain why your manner, on this occasion, is so bewildering to me, and so out of character with your past actions." She glanced into the room again. Hugh Aynard was still at work laboriously, with her brother for a listener. They two on the balcony were stepping back to another world, and there were no unfriendly hands to check them. " Mr. Delancy," she said, " you — you have promised not to come here — not to meet me again of your own free will, and I can speak out more boldly. You are a generous man, and will not misinterpret my words, I am sure." 128 ANKE JUDGE, SPINSTER. " I will not," he replied. " I would speak of that past," she said, hurriedly, " for I swore solemnly long ago, and I swore again to him last night, that 1 would find the courage to speak of it, whenever you and I were brought together. Now, Mr. Delancy, what severed our engagement ?" " Does it matter now what severed it ?" said Ned. *' I have my own good name to clear — it matters to me." " The ruin of our house, then," said Ned, "I see no other reason that set us apart. I was a very poor man after our downfall, and I felt bound to release you from a foolish eno^acrement which had been made between us. You accepted that release very willingly, and there was an end for ever to the story." *' Did I write ?" " Your brother did, in your name. You were ill." " I was very ill — I might have died, and you no wiser. I did not understand all that had been explained to me — all that I had consented to — for days after- wards. I did not know of your family's ruin, only that you, in an incoherent letter, had expressed a wish to give me up, but had not sought me out yom-- self in that house in Cumberland, where I was staying then." " I was compelled to remain in London, struggling for the bits of the wreck, for my mother's sake." " But when we returned?" ON THE BALCONY. 129 " I called twice in Harley Street — ' Not at home,' " said Xed, concisely. *• You let a servant's word influence your whole after- hfe. You had more faith in a hired domestic than in me?" " Your brother had already written to me your answer, Lady Burlinson, and in that brother I had always believed. Do you imply that I should have distrusted him in this ?" " No. But I imply that you should have found me out for yourself — that you, a man, should not have left a stone unturned to meet the woman once more whom you had professed to love. I knew nothing of your worldly misfortunes for weeks afterwards — I could find in your letter nothing but a wish to sever our engage- ment ; and when, too late, I saw the truth in it, and understood it more completely, you and your mother had quitted London, leaving no clue to your new home." " And had the clue been found — what then ?" asked Ned. *' Oh, I might have condescended to explain," she answered, scornfully. " I might have told you, or written to you, that I had mistaken the motive which had led you to resign me ; that, had I thought for an instant that it was only a difference in worldly goods that had set us apart, I would have w^aited for you, felt myself still bound to you, until the better dayj^ VOL. I. K 130 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. which would have brought about our marriage. There, Mr. Delancy, do not misjudge the motives which have influenced me to tell you this. I have found the nerve to defend my past actions, and to keep a promise to myself Now, think better of me — and have done with me." Delancy was bewildered at this outburst of con- fidence. This was like the girl whom he had known four years ago, and whose fault it was not that they were separated after all — the girl whom he had re- garded too long as one anxious to be rid of him, to look upon immediately as one who could have acted in another fashion. He saw what a little had separated them, after all — his pride and hers — and how a slight forbearance, a slight explanation, might have changed all this ; but he did not feel his love come back with the better light in which she stood. After all, she had married the baronet very speedily, whilst he was thinking of her, and unable to tear her from his heart, and there was more than a possibility of her engagement to Hugh Aynard. There was no bringing the past back, or living it over again ; he was Mr. Delancy, the organist, and she was a lady of fashion and title. " I am gi-ateful for this explanation," he murmured ; '^ for I had thought that my fallen fortunes had parted us. Not that even then. Lady Burlinson, I had any cause of complaint ; I was bound to offer you a release, ON THE BALCONY. 131 and you were bound by all the laws of society to accept it. I have nursed no wrong for four years, I assure you." " You have not thought of me fairly, for all that," she answered ; " and I thought that I would have pre- ferred not to have met, and thus have escaped this ex- planation. Still, I am not sorry that I have played the part of a strong-minded woman — which you have already thought me to-night," she added, with a bitter- ness that she could not repress — " and done myself justice in your eyes. Having done that, I hope, Edmund Delancy, that we shall never meet again." She spoke very proudly now, as though she wished that no love-dream should rise again to the mind of the man to whom she had humbled herself to explain. If he did not understand her yet — if he regarded her curiously, and were likely in any way to put a false construction on that explanation — let him be sure of this, at least, that there was no living back the past with her. " It is better that we should not meet," he said. " It would have been better if we had never met. Heaven knows !" "That was your thought when you came here to- night, and yet you came," she said ; " and there was no motive — you have owned that — in your visit ?" " My motive was to prove that I bore no malice in my heart," he said, " and that I could meet you as a 132 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. friend. Let me be more candid with you, Lady Bur- linson, and say that I came here to prove that I was heart-free, and could face you without flinching." " And yet, more than once to-night you have spoken as if you bore enmity towards me." "I spoke hastily. Upon my honour, I have not sought intentionally to wound your feelings by any reference to the past." '• I can beheve you ; you were always truthful." " Clara, is not that tete-a-tete approaching a termina- tion ?" asked Doctor Day from within, and the loiterers on the balcony became aware at last that the music was over, and their absence remarked. " I was not aware that Mr. Aynard's symphony was ended," she said ; and then, with a strange, wistful look at her companion — a look that haunted him for long afterwards, and that he saw more clearly when hours had passed, and she oppressed his memory more — she passed into the room, and he held the lace curtains high above her head, to allow of her free ingress. When he followed her into the light, he saw how pale she had turned for the first time — an evidence of the struggle that it had been to sink her pride so low as to explain to him — and he felt sorry that he had not stayed away, and spared her the pain of the confession. And yet the instant afterwards he felt glad that he could look back upon her as a woman who had not readily resigned him — who was anxious that he should ox THE BALCONY. 133 learn that it was his fault as much as hers that had led them on their separate paths. " I am endeavouring to persuade Mr. Aynard to join us in a rubber at whist before breaking up our little party, Clara, but he is terribly obdurate." Lady Burlinson looked at Mr. Aynard, who was standing with his back to the piano, his hands in his pockets, and his gloomy gaze directed to the carpet — a man ver}' naturally put out by the want of attention that had been paid to his symphony, and the apparent excess of attention that Ned Delancy had paid to the hostess. " It is too late for whist," Aynard said, slowly ; " I am anxious to catch the tide into the Backwater." " You do not return to Thirby Cross to-night ?" " No ; my boat is below. I am in a studious mood, Lady Burlinson ; I have a great deal to brood upon when I get back." " You must not imagine that we neglected you be- cause we were tempted to admire the sea to-night," said Ned, courteously. " The music seems to run on very well, but wants more fire, perhaps." " Perhaps it does," said Mr. Aynard, coldly. " And as Mr. Delancy accepted my sister's invita- tion out there, he is not to blame for obeying a lady's request," said Doctor Day. "Who says that he is to blame?" asked Aynard, " I have not asked for an explanation. I have no right. 134 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. I dare say that I have wearied you all to death with my commonplaces. I should have known better. Good evening, Lady Burlinson." " You are really going then ?" " If you please. Before you leave Ilpham, I hope to have the pleasure of seeing you for a few minutes on a matter of importance." She seemed to read a meaning in his speech, for she looked down, and betrayed a little embarrassment before she answered him. " I shall be at home with George every afternoon this week." *' Thank you," he said. He shook hands with her and her brother, then he hesitated as he approached Delancy. " You are not going yet ?" he asked. " Yes, I am," Ned replied. "Can I drop you at the jetty, or are you nervous about being on the water after dark ?" " I am not a particularly nervous subject," said Ned, without reflection. " I shall be very happy to join you as far as Prospect Terrace, which the jetty faces I think." " I will ask you to make haste, then, as I have a lono- row before me." Adieux were exchanged between hostess and visitors, and then George Day went down-stairs as far as the broad hall, to see the last of his guests. At the foot of ON THE BALCONY. 135 the stairs the hall went right and left, the right leading to the main road, the left towards the sea-shore. " Good-night, Day,'* said Mr. Aynard. "I will see you adventurous souls off," he said, taking a sealskin cap from the hat-tree in the hall ; and then the three men went down a flight of steps to the narrow strip of sand which the tide had left them, and where Hugh Aynard's boat, and a man in charge with a lantern, waited for them. Aynard went a little way in advance. When he was standing in the boat smoking a cigar, and taking off a light cloak that he had put on in the hall a moment since, the physician touched Delancy's arm. " I would not go with him, Ned," said he, in a low tone. " I doubt if you save time by making for the jetty this way." " But I have promised to go." " He is in a huiTy to reach the Backwater ; he will readily excuse you." *'Is there anything to be alarmed at in going?" asked our hero. " Oh no. But still you are giving trouble to Mr. Aynard to land you at the jetty, and if he miss the tide by a few minutes he may be run aground for hours." " Well, I will give him the chance of backing out of his invitation. Mr. Aynard," said Delancy, " I fear that I shall be giving you unnecessary trouble to land 136 AXNE JUDGE, SPIXSTER. me at the jetty. I will, if you please, postpone the pleasure of a row with you until another occasion." " Jump in," answered Aynard. " I shall not drown you, man." " No, that would be scarcely worth while, even if I gave you the chance," said Ned, stepping into the boat " Good-night, Day." "Good-night." George Day lingered at the water's edge even after the boat was pushed off from the shore ; he watched Ned Delancy settle down in the stern, and Aynard ply his sculls with a good will. The sound of their voices reached him as he stood there. " Shall I take an oar ?" asked Ned. " No, thank you, we are getting on very well. Sit as still as you can, please, for this is a light boat. Good-night, George," Aynard called across the water, and Day echoed his good-night again, and still stood watching the boat, after glancing up once towards the windows of the hotel to see if his sister were watching also from the balcony, where the three lighted windows were, but no sign of human life thereat. " It's all right, I have no doubt," he muttered, as if to reassure himself as he walked back slowly towards the hotel ; " but I wish that Ned Delancy had walked home to Prospect Terrace. 137 CHAPTER X. T E M P T A T I O X. The two men who had taken the water opposite Mark- ham's Hotel were quickly forgotten by George Day when he re-entered the drawing-room. For half-sitting, half-crouching on the carpet, with her arms spread across the couch, and her face buried in them, was the sister he had left so self-possessed. He had heard her sobs as he re-ascended the stairs, and he had hastened to close the door and shut himself in along with her before the servants should have subject-matter for gossip concerning- her or him. He advanced towards her hastily — " Mv dear Clara," he said, bending over her, and attempting with great gentleness to raise her, " is not this weakness and folly ? What does it all mean ?" " Nothing," she murmured. '* Let me be awhile ; I shall be better in a minute." Then she continued to sob on, and George Day sat beside her with her hand in his, and a thoughtful, even 138 AJTNE JUDGE, SPIXSTER. a miserable expression on his countenance. He at- tempted to reason with her more than once, but was checked by the same imploring words and promise : " Let me be ; I shall soon be better, George." He gave up all efforts to console her at last, and waited as a father might wait for the first passionate outburst of his child to subside ; and presently the sobs ceased, and she turned her face round and looked at him, a woman very weary and afflicted. . " Why did you bring him here to-night ? What was the use of facing us after four years' separation, paining both him and me so terribly ?" " Why should you have feared to meet him ?" " I had my word to keep, and at all hazards I kept it. He thinks the better of me, George, for that. I hope that he does — I am sure he does." " Such an explanation was scarcely worth while at this late hour," said Day, " and I showed my con- fidence in you and him in allowing you to make it. There, Clara, I made amends for what you may call my worldliness in the past by leaving you free to give up Aynard for him, if you wished. And yet to love him, and to leave Aynard, is the ruin of both of us." " George, I forgot you — I have forgotten every- thing but myself to-night. I almost asked him to marry me in my humiliation, and he was proud and hard to me. There is not a scrap of the old love left in his heart." TEMPTATION. 139 " He was a boy when he loved you first. He was but one-and-twenty when you and he parted for good." " When you parted us." " When I reasoned with you, after that letter of renuFi- ciation, which it was only honourable of him to write." " But which you never explained — which you left me in my illness, and struggling with my pride, to mis- interpret." " Is not the past forgotten and forgiven between us ?" he said, gloomily. " Why reproach me with it again ? I acted for the best — for your own welfare, as I have always done. He was my best friend, young as he was. I feel towards him as I have never felt towards another man. I feel my better and more generous self of four years since come back at the sight of him, to interfere with all the scheming which necessity has forced upon us, and from which there is no escaping now." *' Oh, you cannot understand how I have loved that man. He was always so true and honourable and brave, so different in his way to all the rest, and I have cast a blight upon his life." " I think not." " He has chanired — he is severe and harsh in his thoughts — he is unsettled still." " There you are wrong, Clara," he said. " Let us dismiss this subject for good, and consider what is to be done next." 140 " Ay, what next I" was the sorrowful echo. " Must I maiTy another man with the thought of this one in my heart ? And will' this man be like the first, un- sympathizing, stem, and cruel : offering me no chance to love him, and holding me for ever at arm's length?" "I thought that your marriage with Sir AVilliam Burlinson had driven the girl's folly from your heart long ago. But then you are never of one mind long." '• I did my duty as a wife, and I lived down com- pletely my romance whilst my husband lived." " Why seek to revive it after four years' separation ?" " We are both free !" she answered. "Are you quite free?" he asked. *' Have you not pitied Hugh Aynard too much : shown that interest in him which only a woman shows for a purpose — in a word, encouraged him to think of you ?" •• Poor Hugh — perhaps I have." " Clara," said her brother, pressing the hand that he still held in his own, " I did ask Ned Delancy here for a purpose — to show you what folly it was to seek to revive an old passion in him. I saw how completely he had set you from him when I called upon him last Saturday night, and I thought that it was better that you should see the same truth for yourself." " I have seen it — I am resigned. He does not think of me as the heartless girl who took him too readily at his word, and I am not sorry now that he came. But there was another reason for bringing him here to- TEMPTATIOX. 141 night — I have guessed it within the last half-hour, George." " Indeed." • " A poor, paltT}- reason, unworthy of you. To make Hugh Aynard jealous — to spur him on to an offer which I could have accepted yesterday, from which I seem to recoil with horror to-day." " You are unreasonably romantic," said Day ; *' I have done my best for you, and still you grumble at me and at the chances which I place in your wav. You need not marr}- him ; I can meet my ruin with all the philosophy of the ancients." " No, no, George ; I will save you if I can. It is a good match ; I have no other hopes before me. Shall I tell you a little secret of my own ?" " I thought that we had no secrets from each other ?'* " No great secrets ; this is of the smallest. Mr. Delancy was told not to come here to-night." ^ Who told him ?" said George Day, with a start. "I did. I thought that if he did not love me, he would stop away, and then my course would be \evy straight ahead of me. I thought, too, that there might be danger in his coming, how or whence I knew not, and that his absence would save me that explanation which I had vowed to give him whenever the opportu- nity presented itself." " Hoping also that he would come to prove his anxiety to see you — to give you hope to live for him. 142 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. and set me aside — the worthless, scheming brother that I am !" '' Oh, I don't know what I hoped. It does not matter now." " How did you communicate with him ?" " Anne Judge wrote the letter at my dictation, and her father introduced it into the house when he called there this morning." " It was an imprudent step. I should have been con- sulted in the matter. You know," he said, " that I am doing everything for your good, caring not a great deal for myself. I could have told you that the obstinate nature of that man was sure to lead him here, after receiving such a warning as you had given him. You should have begged him to come with all your heart, and he would have stayed away." " Miss Judge, my lady," said the servant, opening the door suddenly. Clara rose from her suppliant position, and Doctor Day stared at the man with surprise for a moment, and then looked at his watch. " Eleven o'clock," he said ; " that is a late hour for a visit, surely." " I told her yesterday that she might bring her work home to-night, if she preferred it, or was in need of money. Show her in." The servant departed, and George Day looked irre- solutely towards his sister. TEMPTATIOX. 143 *' Have you spoken to Anne Judge about the post which you wish her to occupy ?" " I have hinted, that is all." ' " I wish that you would do so," he said. " If you have taken a fancy to the girl, it would be a rise in life for her. She appears above her position alto- gether." He went out of the room after this observation, meeting Anne Judge on the landing, and smiling at her as he passed and bowed to her. Rather a heavy sigh escaped him as Anne Judge went into the draw- ing-room ; and when the door was closed upon her he came to a dead stop, and stood pondering deeply, with one hand to his broad forehead. " I don't think that I am a bad man," he muttered to himself, as though anxious to divest himself of that impression before he moved another step ; *' not wholly a bad man, or I should not be haunted like this, and by so many spectres. Even this girl, now, if I could advance her in any way that lies in my power, I should be glad, intensely glad. Is there one man in a thousand who would take her into his consideration, now ?" He walked away more satisfied with himself after this little soliloquy on the landing. Was he a man who consoled himself for past offences by small efforts at reparation ? who repented, perhaps, after the tempta- tion was over, and he had succumbed to it? — a man 1-li ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. who believed in his head, if not in his heart, that he was acting for the best ? He went round by a back way to the dining-room, where his valet lingered — his own particular valet, whom he had brought from Harley Street. Day was a man who attended to minutiae, and had well prepared his ground, there was but little doubt. " Roberts, you were in the dining-room when Mr. Delancy gave his opinion on Mr. Aynard, L think ?" " Yes, sir." ''What did he say?" " That Mr. Aynard was sane enough, and disagree- able enough." '' Never mind about the disagreeable. Make a note of Mr. Delancy's remarks. We cannot have too many witnesses, direct and indirect, to thwart any abominable conspiracy that may be afoot to the prejudice of my dear friend." And with this lofty remark, Doctor Day went the short cut to the drawing-room, this time pausing on the threshold with the door in his hand, and breaking in upon the conversation of Anne Judge and his sister. " Good-night, Clara. I am going to my room now." " Good-night, George." " Good-night, Miss Judge," he even condescended to remark. Then he went up-stairs to his own room, double-locked himself in for the night, and commenced writing busily. TEMPTATION. 145 Meanwhile Lady Burlinson and Anne Judge con- tinued their dialogue. We know its purport, and we can guess what persuasions have preceded it, after the lace had been paid for and the money carefully put away in Anne's pocket. " Then you will not promise, Anne ?" " I will think of it, thank you. But I have my father and my aunt to consult. I can see that I should be happy with you. Lady Burlinson, very happy ; but I am not quite certain that Aunt Judge would care to let me go." " Has she a right to influence you to your disadvan- tage ?" " I — I cannot say." " I am sure that you are not happy with her, Anne," said the temptress ; " that your natures are very dis- similar, and that she depresses yours, and keeps it in shadow. I have seen this myself, and pitied you the companionship of so cold and grim a woman." "Don't set me against her, please," said Anne, almost imploringly ; " I try so hard to resist such thoughts as you are putting before me — try to believe that I am understood and loved by Aunt Mar}% and that it is only her way which clashes with mine and makes me miserable at times. Oh, madam, she is a woman who has known much suffering, and grown hard in bearing up against it. If she loved me ten times less I could be faithful to her through it all." VOL. I. L 146 AX^'E JUDGE, SPINSTER. '' But if she loves you not at all," continued she — " if your absence from her would be considered as a relief, if your stay with me as a companion — and I am com- panionless, and almost alone — would enable you to save money, to benefit yourself, and make everybody more content ?" " I will think of it, lady ; I will speak to aunt about it. Perhaps," Anne added, with a yevy sad, disconso- late expression, " she would be glad to get rid of me, and have the house all to herself again, as it was before I came from Wolchester. I do not suppose that I am any company for her." " And if I marry again, Anne — and that is possible, I believe — you shall have the choice of remaining with me, or of retiring on a pension which I will allow you. For I have taken a fancy to yom- face, and I would save you from that miserable lace-making, and that wretched hovel wherein you work." " It is a strange fancy." " No, it is not," replied Lady Burlinson, " for I am in need of a friend." " I should be a ver}* humble one. An ungrateful one, too, madam, for, at my father's summons, I must leave all and go to him." " I appreciate that intention — it is that which shows me what a loving heart you have — what a faithful ser- vant and friend you would be whilst you remained with me." TEMPTATIOX. 147 " I will think of it," said Anne Judge again : then she went away, thinking of it already, and wondering if it would ever come true. She had been so full of that thought, that she had forgotten to inquire if Mr. Delancy had come to dinner after their little conspiracy to thwart him. She had been interested in Lady Bur- linson's anxiety to keep Mr. Delancy away from her, and had, with a girl's acuteness, guessed at a great deal of the truth, weaving a romance around it, after a girl's fancy. But she had forgotten all about that story for awhile in the prospect before her which Lady Burlinson had indicated. She fancied that it was possible that such a change of life as had been sketched out for her would please all parties concerned, although it was hard to think that Aunt Judo^e would be glad to see the last of her. Lady Burlinson forgot Anne Judge, and thought of Delancy, after the girl had gone. There had been much to disturb her that night, and the tempest within had not subsided. She was glad to escape to her room and feel that she could quietly think there, without a chance of intrusion — that the past could steal back, and the brother aloof from it with all that worldly' reason- ing which had so often influenced her. She was not wholly unworldly, for all her remorse, and she shrank from poverty, and loved position passing well — say a warm-hearted but weak-headed woman, full of generous impulses, as we have already seen, but not void of 148 AXXE JUDGE, SPINSTER. prudence by a long way. It is doubtful if sbe would have even married Ned Delancy until he had proved to her that his strange position as an organist of a church in an out-of-the-way country town was but a step upwards towards a better sphere, although she thouo^ht that nig-ht that she could have died for him. Woraan-hke, it was the unattainable for which she pined. She opened her casement, and looked out to sea again. All was calm and still, and the scene reminded her of the little while ago when Ned Delancy^s thought- ful o^aze was travellino^ seaward with her. What a night for fostering romantic thoughts, and going back the four dismal years of her life, wherein there had been no happiness, and much quarrelling with a husband who had broken his neck in good time, for only a week before his death they had spoken of a separation by mutual consent. It was late when she closed the casement. St Bride's church striking one quite startled her. " I wonder what is to become of me ?" she said, and she went to sleep, wondering about her future, and what a pity it was that Ned Delancy was not rich, and ready to love her as of old. She bad begun to dream of him as the rich young heir of four years since^ whom society petted, and for whom eligible daughters and match-making mothers were scheming at the time that TEMPTATION. 149 she was introduced to him at her brother's house, and he was dazzled by her beauty. She was in the full flush of this dream when there came a heavy knocking at the hotel door below, which woke her up with her heart beating. The knocking, which was repeated three or four times before any one condescended to answer, reminded Clara of a scene in "Macbeth" that she had witnessed at the theatre, when a child, and had been frightened at ; the scene of Duncan's murder, when there is much knock- ing at the outer gates. Her nerves were unstrung that night, and she rose hurriedly, put on her dressing-gown, opened the door, and listened ; and, whilst listening, she saw her brother, full dressed, as he had been hours ago, come out of his room on the opposite side, light in hand, and peer down the well-staircase. " George, dear, what is it?" she called to him. ** I don't know," he said, looking towards her for a moment; *'some noisy rascal coming home late, I imagine. The servant is going to the door now." The shuffling feet of a domestic were heard descend ing the stairs, and a suppressed voice anathematizing the hands that had waked the whole house that night. The flapping of the servant's slippers on each stair seemed as if it would never cease to those two listeners, who were both strangely nervous, as if expectant of news that would concern themselves. '• Who's there ?" was asked at last. 150 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. " If you please, I'm Mrs. Simmonds of Prospect Ter- race. I could not rest any longer at home because my lodger, who dined here to-day, said he was sure not to be out later than eleven, and so would not take the key with him ; and now it's close on two. Oh, dear, it's striking now !" " Who are you asking about ?" growled the servant through the keyhole. " Mr. Delancy, sir." "Oh, he has been gone hours ago, ma'am." " Not home yet," gasped forth Lady Burlinson. And she and her brother looked at each other with dismay across the landing-place. 151 CHAPTER XI. MAEY JUDGE HAS A LONG NIGHT's WORK. Anne Judge found her Aunt Mary hard at work on her return to the Backwater. Miss Judge was a woman under whose feet no grass grew — a woman of business and energy, who studied not herself or her health when there was money to be earned. It had struck eleven when Anne Judge returned home, but Aunt Mary had set up a fresh candle, and recomposed herself for work. Anne found her sitting near the table with a pillow on her lap, plying her bobbins diligently and hatching her work with great attention. A woman with a sour expression of countenance was Aunt Judge, as we have already intimated — a woman who looked sourer as the hours grew late, as though wearied with that labour which she would not put aside ; a grave-faced woman, who turned her eyes towards the door as Anne entered, but whose fingers ceased not that ever restless, ever intricate work, J 52 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. lest a minute should be wasted and a something lost thereby. Looking at Anne Judge for an instant, one could almost imagine that she was playing a noiseless kind of dirge on a new-fashioned instrument ; but to watch her for awhile was to fancy that she was a woman under a vow to cease not for her life's sake — a woman doing penance rather than making pillow-lace. " Have you got the money ?*' she asked with eager- ness, as Anne closed the door, which she had opened for herself, Aunt Judge having left it on the latch, not having time to spare to lock up after her niece's exit. "Yes, aunt." " Put it in that box upon the mantelpiece," she said, looking down upon her lace again ; " and then make haste with your supper, and get your work, unless," she added, " you feel very tired." " Not very, aunt." "If we have the work to do, we must do it," she explained, *♦ or I must do it, for it is not much business of yours. I think that you had better go to bed, after all ; your father would think that I was working you to death if he could see us at this hour." " I would rather sit up a little while. I— I have something to tell you, aunt" Aunt Judge glanced almost suspiciously towards her niece. She was a woman of many suspicions, who had but little faith in human nature, having been, unfortu- 153 nately, necessitated to see human nature at its worst, and in its weakest stage, for the greater part of five and thirty years. Hence the gravity and the sourness of her looks ; for re^rding things sordid, even though the looker-on be immeasurably above "such things," adds no refinement or softness to the features, but, on the contrary, hardens and sharpens them. Anne crossed to the fireplace, dropped their earnings in a box upon the mantelpiece, and then sat down to her supper, pushing away her plate very speedily, as though her heart was too full for her to eat much. " Have you had anything at the hotel ?" asked her aunt, whom nothing seemed to escape, despite her incessant application to work. " Nothing." "Ah, they give you plenty of fine words there instead," she said, satirically. " Lady Burlinson seems to be a woman fond of fine words and — fine effiects." " Dont you like her, aunt?" " Not much." " They all speak so well of her about here," said Anne, with a significant sweep of her arm that was intended to express the Backwater people in general. " She gives them money ; she has a right to buy some praise for it," remarked Marj' Judge : " we earn our money fairly, and have a right to speak our minds." " She seems so kind a lady." " Ah !" said her aunt, laconically. 154 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. By this time Anne had found her pillow, placed it on her lap, and was sitting facing xiunt Mary — a com- panion figure, more bright of face, and with more grace of form. Then for awhile they were both silent, and the click-click of the bobbins passing under and over each other only disturbed the stillness of the night. " You said that you had something to tell me," said Mary at last, in a slow, unsympathetic tone, that betrayed no great anxiety for an enlightenment. " I — I thought that you did not care to hear about it," answered Anne, a little petulantly. '* I don't know why you should think that ; I did not say so," replied her aunt. " Go on. I dare say that it will throw a light upon the reason for your long stay at the hotel, wasting time there when time to spare was a luxury that you should have denied yourself." " I can make up for lost time now." " There is no making up for lost time. You should know better than that," Mary Judge gravely remarked. " I think that I will leave the news till to-morrow," said Anne. " Y^ou are tired, and I fancy a little — ^just a little — cross, aunt. And oh, I should like you in the best, the very best, of tempers when I tell you this!" There was a shade less severity of feature, perhaps, as the elder woman glanced at her niece for a moment. MARY JUDGE HAS A LOXG NlGHX's WORK. 155 " Just a little cross, eh ?" she repeated ; " well, I may- be, for I do not seem to make way with this work ; and whilst you have been absent I have been reckoning how much I get for it, and how much will be got for it eventually, and the difference is not a pleasant matter to reflect upon. However, I do not repine. I have lived too long not to feel that all this is a part of our usual fortunes." *'You work for me now, as well as for yourself, aunt." " Oh, you keep yourself," was the answer. " You are less persevering than you might be, but you do not add to my expenses." *' Am I of any good here ?" " You are not in the way. You earn your own living, and I do not charge you for sea air, Anne." " The sea air — that has saved my life, papa says." ** Very likely. I would not have given much for your life — if I had had much to give, even — when you came here first." '* Do you remember telling father one night that you thought it would be the best thing for me if I were to die?" " I told him so, for he was beginning to make himself foolish about you." " I should have been out of the way, and no trouble to any one," said Anne, musingly ; " that was what you meant ?" 156 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. "Out of temptation — above it, perhaps, somewhere there," said Mary Judge, jerking her head upwards ; " for to die young would have been an advantage to you, I think. What is such a girl as you living for, after all, I don't know — I cannot see." Anne had brought round the conversation skilfully to the subject which she desired to introduce. " Can you see me as well and strong as I am now, and in a different position," she said quickly*, "a com- panion to a lady, for example — a lady who will be kind to me, and pay me so good a salary that I shall be able to save very fast, and with every day to see the time coming nearer for that life and home with father to which he is looking forward — can you see that chance befall me, aunt, and not advise me to accept it, thankful for the good fortune that is put in my way ?" " You are excited to-night," she said, coldly ; " you are making no end of mischief with that lace, and it's a simple pattern too. You had better leave off and talk, than go on like that." Anne seemed discouraged by this reproof Aunt Judge thought more of her lace than of that change in her niece's prospects which might be awaiting her. She was a woman whose heart was not to be stirred to its depths very easily, or one who could disguise any feel- ing that disturbed that organ with a wonderful imper- turbability. For the first time she left off her work MARY JUDGE HAS A LONG NIGHT'S WORK. 157 to lean forwards and re-arrange the numerous pieces of wood dangling about the pillow on her niece's lap, and it was not till all had been set to h^er mind that she said : " Has this Lady Burlinson offered you a place in her employ, then ?" " Yes." "She should have spoken to me first," said Aunt Judge, with her thin lips closer together ; " but these fashionable folk do not study the feelings of us lower orders. A real lady would have come to me, lest my wishes should have been very different to yours and hers, and thus have saved you from anxiety and dis- appointment." " Lady Burlinson thought that this proposition would please you." " She is very kind. What did you think ?" She left off her work for an instant as if she were more anxious to know what Anne Judg-e thousrht of her, or whether she had thought of her at all. " I — I thought that it would please you too, aunt," said Anne ; " that to know my position was improved, and that I was no longer in your way here, causing expense to you and extra work, despite my efforts to be of service, would be taking a load from your mind — an encumbrance from your house. I thought that this would give me an opportunity of paying you back for all that you have done for me." " An opportunity, too, to escape this life," said Mary 158 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. Judge, very calmly — " to exchange this hovel for a fine house ; a gloomy woman like me, for whom you can have no affection, for ^a light-hearted woman, who can show you the world, and teach you to forget that such miserable wretches as your father and myself ever had existence in it." "Oh, aunt! Why do you talk like this?" cried Anne. " If father were here, or if I thought that you had loved me very much, and would be sorry to part with me, I would not go." " You are not happy in this place ; what is to make you happy, that I should feel myself slighted by your wish to escape from such a den as this ?" " You do not want me to go ?" But the firm woman would not acknowledge that. " I have not the right to ask you to stay. You have a father to consult, and I think — I do not know, under* stand — that his pride will resent your idea of entering into service, though your mistress be Lady Burlinson, and your wages be more -than you can earn by honest independence. You must write to him, Anne ; it is lo business of mine." " Perhaps it will worry him," said Anne, with a scared look towards her aunt. " He must expect a little worry as his child becomes a woman," was the answer ; " but he would prefer being worried to your acting on your own responsibility yet awhile." MARY JUDGE HAS A LONG XIGHT's WORK. 159 " I would not do anything of which he would disap- prove — I, who know now what a sad life his has been, aunt," cried Anne. " Always my poor father in the foreground whilst he lives. There, that must be — that shall be," she cried enthusiastically ; " and I, Anne Judge — for ever the spinster, remember — at his side, to replace her who tired of him, and would have broken his dear heart if it had not been for me, the little girl left behind. Oh, aunt, do you think that I would take this step unless he wished it too ?" " It is your first temptation, Anne." " It tempts me because it seems to lead me nearer to my father." " It leads away from him. I see the path ahead widening for ever away from him, and he, a solitary figure in the distance, grieving at your loss." " How can it be ?" cried Anne. " You always dash me down like this, as though I was not to be trusted." " I will not influence you or liim by a word," said the aunt: '*have I not told you that it is no business of mine ? I can understand well enough, Anne, that there is nothing here to stay for." The fingers worked more busily at her lace, and the brow contracted as she worked. She did not look up again ; she even turned a little in her chair away from Anne Judge, as a hint, perhaps, that she did not care to hear more concerning the topic that had excited her niece. When she spoke again it was to suggest that. 160 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. as Anne had left off lace-makinor and was staring thoughtfully before her with her hands folded on the pillow, it would be the better plan for the niece to go to bed. " I think that I will. I feel that I cannot settle to this to-night, aunt." " Will you write your letter to your father ?" sug- gested the aunt. " Not to-night — to-morrow." " To-morrow you should settle to work." " I will write the day after, then. There is plenty of time ; the lady is in no hurry for my final resolution." *' The lady is kind not to force your answer," said the aunt. *' I have not inquired much about her. She is staying with her brother. What is he ?" " A physician in London." " Married or single ?" '• Single." " What is his name ?" "Day." " There is twelve striking," said Aunt Judge. " Now go to bed, Anne, and dream not too much of the great change for which your heart pants." " I am not building upon it," answered Anne, moodily. " You have dispirited me by speaking of my father — by saying that it separates us more, not draws us closer together." *' You do not see that yet ?" MARY JUDGE HAS A LONG NIGHT's WORK. 161 "No, for I have faith in myself," said the girl, proudly ; " and without acting for myself, I cannot see the time when father will come back to me." " Leave it for time," answered Aunt Judge ; " there is no occasion to distress yourself now. Go to bed and rest." "Good-night, then." " Good-night." It was a good-night more cold and abrupt than Anne Judge had hitherto received in her stay there, and the girl was quick to see the difference. She hesitated, then went back across the room and stood before her aunt, watching her with great pleading eyes. The aunt knew that she was there, but her gaze remained directed to her pillow, and the busy hands plied still their work unfalteringly. " Aunt Mary," she said, at last, " I wish that you would say something before I go up-stairs to night." " What do you want me to say ?" " That you would be sorry to lose me." A long pause, — then the woman said : '* I should not be sorry to lose any one who was glad to part with me." Anne turned away and went up-stairs without another word. She did not understand her aunt, no more than Aunt Judge understood her. She turned to her own dreams of a different life to this — any life, she thought indignantly, that stood apart from that cold, unsym- VOL. I, M 162 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. pathetic woman who kept all affection in others at bay, and neither by word nor sign evinced affection herself. Aunt Judge was a woman who made lace, — nothing more. She did not see Aunt Judge later that night, or know that after she had gone the fingers moved less fast, and the face betrayed less sternness, if more of a settled gloom. Finally the click-click of the bobbins ceased, and the woman sat as Anne Judge had sat at an earlier hour and been reproved for, with folded hands across the ."^pillow, and her eyes staring at the opposite wall. It was striking one when Mary Judge shook herself like a dog, and recommenced her work, angrily brushing something away from her eyes with the back of her hard hand, before she composed herself to the old task. There seemed no thought of sleep that night in Mary Judge ; she went on with a vigour that was remarkable. Nothing seemed to tire her or to warn her that the hour was late, and after hard work that rest was necessary. . There was money to be earned, and perhaps Aunt Judge was fond of money, and fought hard for it. Backwater people found her always very busy, and pillow-lace fetched a better price than fisher- men's nets, although Aunt Judge professed always to be poor, and rented the most dilapidated wooden shed on that side of Ilpham. The Backwater people would have liked to know a little more about Miss Judge, who, however, shunned society, was seldom MARY JUDGE HAS A LOXG NIGHT's WORK. 163 seen in the town, and was never known to walk into St. Bride's. Two o'clock, and the solitary woman paused to hear the clock strike, and then went on again. She might have gone on all night uninterruptedly, and the early grey morning have found her still at work, had not there been a sudden turn given to her thoughts by a heavy footfall that sounded outside the cottage. Aunt Judge was not a nervous woman, or else a woman who, suddenly alarmed, lost not her presence of mind with her sense of coming danger. She placed the pillow upon the table, stood up, snatched at the box upon the mantelpiece — that box into which Anne Judge had dropped the money which she had received at an earlier hour — and passed it up the chimney with a quickness that almost indicated practice in the art of conceal- ment ; sat down again, and took the pillow once more into her lap. She even commenced work anew, with her head slightly inclined towards the door in a listening atti- tude. The footfalls continued : some one was beset by a restless spirit without, and tramped backwards and forwards heavily for awhile ; then there followed a sudden stillness, although the footsteps had been close to the house a moment since. Aunt Judge glanced towards the window to make sure that the shutter had been closed, as it had been hours ago ; and then re- membered suddenly that Anne had come last inta^ 16i ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. the house, and that the door was probably still upon the latch, Anne not having much forethought as re- garded fastenings. "We're safe enough," muttered Mary Judge, as though to reassure herself ; " but there's more money in the house than usual, and some one may have guessed tiiat. Who's there?" A hand had knocked heavily on the door whilst she was soliloquizing, and she gave a little jump in her chair, although she was a brave woman — brave enough to edge that chair nearer to the fireplace, so that she sat at a convenient distance from a short, thick bar of iron that did duty as a poker in her establishment, and would have been a terrible weapon to confront in the hands of a woman on guard. "May I beg the favour of a few words?" said a man's voice \^-ithout. '• Come in. The door is not locked, I believe." The man without struo-aled with the door for awhile CO before it gave way to him — for it was an obstinate door, as the reader is aware, and resisted persuasion for awhile like all obstinate things, animate or inanimate — and at last found his way into the house. '•'Perceiving a light through the chinks of your window-shutter, I have taken the liberty of this in- trusion," said the gentleman, not advancing into the room, but lingering on the threshold, where the light fell faintly on him. MARY JUDGE HAS A LOXG NIGHT's WORK. 165 " What do you want ?" Mary Judge had recommenced her pillow-lace, to show that she was not unnerved by the stranger's ap- pearance in her room. She glanced towards him, saw that he was a portly man with a black beard, and then she glanced towards her poker, although her suspicions were abating. " Is the room above this occupied ?" "Yes." "It commands a view over the Backwater, and of Mr. Aynard's boat-house, where there is a light to- night. I think that from that upper window, and with a good glass that I have here " (Mary Judge had taken it for a gun), " I may be able to ascertain whether Mr. Aj-nard is alone or not. I assure you that it is a matter of grave importance to me, and that for any trouble which I may occasion you by this intrusion I shall be most happy to remunerate you." " You can see the boat-house window where the green light is sufficiently well from the front of the house," said Mar}' Judge, coolly. " I cannot have my niece disturbed at this hour." " But, my dear madam, this is a serious case to me," he said, advancing a step nearer to her as he spoke. " The extra ten feet in altitude would enable me, with my glass, to see into the room. I am sure that, if I tell you " He stopped abruptly, for Mary Judge had set aside 166 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. her pillow and risen to her feet, a tall hard-faced woman, who leaned across the table to peer more closely at him ; who took up the light for an instant and held it towards him, that she might more surely convince herself that it was he whom she suspected. "You are George Seymour," she said, in a harsh whisper. " You are strangely altered ; but I am as sure that you are George Seymour as that I am Mary Judge. How dare you seek me out ?" The intruder receded as though a serpent was hissing at him and might spring on him in an instant ; he stood against the wall, a man abashed enough, his disengaged hand groping for the door-latch, his eyes fixed upon this spectre of his past, sorrowfully and full of fear. " I — I did not know that this was your place — that you had fallen to so low a state as this," he murmured. " Do not think for an instant that I would have come here, had I known it." "I am only a woman; you are quite safe from violence, sir," she said, bitterly. " Perhaps you were sure of this before you entered." " On my honour I did not know that this was your house." " On George Seymour's -honour ! Great Heaven ! what a thing to pledge to me." " I can only offer the excuse of ignorance," he said, very apologetic still, " and go away." " One moment, now you are here !" she exclaimed, MARY JUDGE HAS A LONG NIGHT's WORK. 167 with an excitement at which the sleeper above-stairs would have marvelled greatly. "What has become of her whom you tempted to her ruin ?" " Does it matter ?" " I am curious to know whether such a man as you could have been even faithful to his sins." "I am a man tortured by remorse," he groaned. "She is well provided for. She is living away from me, a penitent woman — I swear it, Mary." " What do you want in Ilpham ?" " I have come over to see a patient of mine. I return to London to-morrow." He answered all her questions with a deference that seemed unnatural ; he looked down at the tiled floor, and the hand that held the telescope shook with a strange nervousness. " Heaven knows for what reason you are here, and at this hour. I can only couple with your name motives the basest and the cruellest." " You are hard upon me — you do not know what I have suffered." " I do not wish to know," said Mary Judge. " I only hope that that suffering may bow you down as low as the man whose life you marred, and make as poor a creature of you in God's time. There is no forgiveness here," she cried, striking her breast passionately. " The Judges are an unforgiving race. I cursed you when the black news came from her husband's home to mine. 168 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. and I guessed how you had fooled me with your atten- tions from the first. I curse you now in his name, and it will rest on you, or there is no justice in the world." " I could explain — I could show that, however weak I was, there were excuses for my conduct, if you would only listen to me." " Go, sir. I would prefer to endure anything rather than listen to the excuses of a villain. Leave my house at once." He went from the room into the air like a man bewildered by the passion which he had encountered, and the door was slammed upon him and locked hastily. He glanced back nervously at the hut, and the light behind its many fissures was extinguished as he looked. " To think that I should encounter her, of all women, to-night," he said, shuddering ; " the woman whom I felt that I could never face again, and who, I knew, would look and speak like that, if ever chance brought about our meeting. I must get away from Ilpham as soon as possible — the place is wearing me to death. With these hard and unrelenting Judges, my hfe may not be even safe here." He was more iull of himself than of his missing friend now. He did not think of him until he was a hundred yards from the house, then he stopped and looked across the dull, dark landscape, no longer lighted by the moon, and shrugged his shoulders at the prospect. " He must stay there now, if he's in Aynard's trap," he said ; " the tide is running out fast, and there is no getting to the boat-house." He went on again, and stopped again. The curTe of the footpath brought the boat-house more fully into view. He could see it standing about a mile ahead there on the island, a black, gaunt edifice, with a sickly gleam of greenish light streaming into the darkness from the one window in the upper floor. All seemed very still. He opened his glass and looked across towards the light ; but no shadows came between it and the window, or he must have seen them. It was a cold watch, and the wind soughed across the waste with that dismal plaintiveness for which the wind was famous there even in such fine weather as Ilpham had been favoured with for the last four and twenty hours. " I can do no more," he said, with a stamp of his foot at his own incapacity, " and Delancy, if he is over there, must take his chance. I dare say it is all right enough ; and if it's all wrong, why, that is his fault, not mine. I warned the man." 170 CHAPTER Xll. TAKEN PETSONER. After reiterating Doctor Day's good-nights, Ned Delancy composed himself in the stern of the boat, whilst Hugh Aynard rowed him away from the hotel. Ned had volunteered to take a scull, and the offer having been declined, he buttoned his overcoat to the chin, turned up the collar about his ears, and folded his arms complacently. " It's more cold out here than I fancied that it would be," said Ned. " After all, a brisk walk to Prospect Terrace would have done a fellow more good." " I can't row back again," replied Aynard, shortly. " I would not go back again to land the Queen of England." "That would be exceedingly disloyal of you, though," said Ned. " I should not care for that." Ned replied not, unless a muttered *' Sulky again," which was inaudible to his companion, might have TAKEN PRISONER. 171 represented his answer. He did not admire Mr. Aynard's sulkiness, but as it disturbed not his equa- nimity, he did not feel called upon to allude to it in any way. Mr. Aynard was disposed to be silent — he had a boat to row and a cigar to smoke — and Ned was dis- inclined to make a great effort to sustain the conversa- tion. Mr. Aynard was thoughtful, and Ned, after looking at him for a minute or two, and admiring his style of rowing, and the way in which the boat, under his direction, seemed to cut through the bright water, fell into thought himself, and went back to the small dinner- party of an hour or so since, and to thoughts of the weak, romantic woman who had spoken to him so strangely on the balcony, and who had, in the face of stern propriety, told him exactly what had parted them four years ago. He had been startled by her boldness, but he could not look at the Clara Day of old times after that with feelings of mortification and pain ; he was forced to see her with some of the past brightness round her : the purity, the warmth of heart, and the love of those old days, seemed to float once more before him, and he could have almost thought it easy to step back to the past romance, had it not been for the fact that she had been another man's wife, and bore a new name in her widowhood. No, after all, there was no living back the past ; he was not in love with her now, and he was not fool enough to beheve that she was in 172 A-^NE JUDGE, SPINSTER. love with him. Let the poor organist play away at St. Bride's, and that poor woman of fashion play away on the heart-strings of Hugh Aynard. Their lives led different ways, and it was not likely that he should go out of his way to cross her path again. *' I have lived her down," he murmured to himself, " and I do not care if I never see her or her plotting brother again. Whilst those two remain in Ilpham I shall, in fact, exert my ingenuity to keep oiit of their way. Hollo, Mr. Aynard, where on earth — or rather on water — have we got to ?" ** There's Ilpham, straight ahead." Ned looked behind. Yes, there was Ilpham straight ahead, but it was a long way in the distance, and Hugh Aynard was rowing steadily and swiftly out to sea. Delancy sat still for awhile to collect his ideas. He felt that he was, to a certain extent, a prisoner of this man, and that to attempt to struggle with him for the possession of the oars, would result in an upsetting of the boat, and, as he was no swimmer, in a watery termination to his evening's amusement. He was per- plexed and annoyed at first, and his doubts of Mr. Aynard's intentions were gathering force as he watched the white face before him. It might be all a practical joke of Mr. Aynard's — a something at which his com- panion intended to laugh heartily presently ; but with the gaslights of Ilpham town fast receding from view, it struck him that there was such a weakness in the TAKEN PRISONER. 173 world as carrying a joke too far — especially too far on the water after eleven o'clock at night. He was annoyed, but he was not a man to betray his annoyance : there was a slight feeling of uncomfortableness in his mind at discovering the trick that had been put upon him, but he was a man not easily disconcerted, and his old coolness returned to him very speedily. He felt that he was a match for that long-limbed, narrow- chested man confronting him, and that it was his policy to make the best of an unenviable position. There was not a o^reat deal to feel alarmed at, at present. " May I ask, Mr. Aynard, when you intend to land me at the jetty ?" said Ned, quietly. " It appears to me as if you had overshot the mark." *' The tide runs with great force here, and there is no rowing direct to the jetty, Mr. Delancy." " Very good. Take your ow^n time." Ned waited patiently, and Aynard still rowed out to sea with calm persistence. Three or four minutes later the rower came to a dead stop, and Ned looked back at the town again, which was very faintly seen in the distance now. " I suffer from weak eyes," said Mr. Aynard. " Can you see the light on the jetty, Delancy ?" " I think that I can, but it's a plaguey long way off." " A mile, I dare say," said Aynard. " It's not a bad picture in the moonlight, from this position — somewhat 174 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. dull for a Londoner like you, but to me impressive from its ver}^ dreariness." "Well, it's not a particularly cheerful look-out," replied Ned ; " and if you are fond of dreariness, why, you have got enough of it." Aynard laughed a little wildly, and Ned thought that he should feel all the more comfortable if his friend did not repeat that laugh. He kept watch upou every movement of Hugh Aynard ; he would not have been greatly surprised at any action of that gentleman, and he was on his guard for all his coolness. " I wish that you would let me take the oars, or one of them, and row in to llpham." " I am not tired ; I have rowed for eight hours with- out feeling fatigue before this. I am fond of the water." " Yes, it looks like it," said Delancy, to himself. " You can see the country beyond the town from here, the moon is so bright to-night," said Aynard. " I am an idealist, and love the moon and all that the moon makes lovely in nature. You have studied moonlight effects before to-night with Lady Burhnson, and I am tiring you, perhaps, with my remarks." " Not at all. Don't hurry yourself on my account" *' ^Ye are too far off to admire the full effect of the light on the old stone church of St. Bride. I have seen it quiver on the grave-stones till one could almost fancy that the dead were risinj^. The dead Aynards out of TAKEN PRISONER. 175 their gloomy vault under the church, too — I wonder whether I should have nerve enough to welcome them." " I dare say that you would be very glad to see them, if they behaved themselves," said Ned. '^ The Aynards never behaved themselves, sir. They have been, from time immemorial, a desperate lot of men. My grandfather was a smuggler, and made much money by smuggling, I have heard, for all his being a magistrate of the county, and living in a grand house at Thirby Cross. I wish that smuggling paid now- a-days." " Don't you think that we had better make a start agam i *'One minute. I am trying if my weak eyes can detect a buoy anchored somewhere to the right." " We are drifting to the right, I fancy." " Yes, and there's the buoy." He let go his oar to point out a dark, top-shaped buoy floating near them, and the oar fell with a splash into the water, and was out of reach almost on the instant — so quickly out of reach that, to a suspicious mind, one might have fancied that Hugh Aynard had given an impetus to it as it left his hand. " The oar is gone !" he exclaimed, however, in well- feigned astonishment. " We must try and reach it." *' Try and reach the Dutch coast over there — it's as easy a task," said Aynard. " You don't know how 176 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. the tide runs in on these flat shores. Mr. Delancy, there'll be no reaching Prospect Terrace to-night, I am afraid." Ned fancied that his companion leaned his head for- wards to hide a smile, as the boat swung round the buoy and went onwards with the current. " Shall we drift here all night ? Surely we can paddle with the tide towards the pier." " The tide turns in a quarter of an hour, 6r there- abouts. It is impossible." "Then to the impossible I surrender. Pass over your cigar-case, and I'll break my virtuous resolution and help you with the Havannahs." Mr. Aynard felt in the pocket of his coat, and pitched the cigar-case towards him. If he had expected a burst of rage, or an exclamation of disappointment or dismay from his companion, he was disappointed ; but he might not have anticipated anything of the kind. He ap- peared to regard Ned Delancy curiously as he lighted his cigar — that was all. " We must drift round to the Backwater now that we are handy for it ; one must always row out to that buoy to get into the current," he said. " I have no doubt that with this one scull I can keep in the mid- stream. It runs in here like a Fate that there is no resisting, does it not ? If this were Fate, what could be done to change our course now ?" " I can't say. These are very good cigars, Aynard." TAKEN PRISONER. 177 " I €im glad that you like them ; they are of the right sort, I believe." " Some of the goods of that smuggling old grand- father of yours, perhaps ?" *'No; they are honest purchases of my own. Sit still and hold fast ; it is here that we shave death — afterwards fair saihng. Are you afraid ?" " ril tell you when I am." Ned Delancy saw his danger, however, and thought for an instant of Lady Burlinson, and of a grey-haired gentlewoman whom he loved more than ever he should love Lady Burlinson again, and whom he called his mother. They were drifting towards the Backwater now, even revolving in the swirling waters, which streamed on with a sullen roar towards the gap that they had made inland. Aynard stood upright in the boat, pushing desperately with his oar away from the shore, which was rugged and dangerous here, and on which it seemed more than probable that the boat would strike. They seemed to escape as by a miracle, and then they went on smoothly and swiftly across the water, which became broader every instant, and was dotted, Ned could see, by islands here and there, that looked like foul creatures of the sea, rising to gaze with wonder at them as they drifted by. Aynard laughed again as he resumed his place in the boat, and again Ned Delancy thought what an extremely unpleasant laugh it was, VOL. T. N 178 ANXE JUDGE, SPINSTER. " We are right enough now. In ten minutes' time we shall reach the boat-house, ray favourite study, where I have one or two things to communicate to your private ear, Mr. Delancy." " Indeed." "I am a plain-spoken man under my own roof^ you will find." '* I admire a man who is not afraid to speak out" *' Then you will admire me immensely." • " Weil, I hope I shall," said Ned, doubtfully. They were silent again after this. Hugh A}Tiard had still his work to do to keep in mid-stream, and Ned objected to his companion's sudden springs up- wards now and then, which threatened to end the adventure summarily after all. "It is more shallow here than I bargained for," muttered x\ynard, as he sounded the water's depth with his oar ; '* another ten minutes would have been too late for us." Past another island, on which a stunted tree was orrowincr, with its branches all stretched in one direc- tion from the sea, as though praying for friends inland to save it from its miserable position ; then the broad water once more, and, finally, swaying towards another island, on which a wooden house was built, that, like the tree, seemed also to have suffered from the gales, and was bent inwards towards the distant country. TAKEN PRISONER. 179 " We shall run aground here, Mr. Delancy," said Aynard. " Are you ready ?" " Quite ready, thank you," said Ned, drily. An instant afterwards the boat's keel grated against the bottom, and the two men leaped upon the island, and looked at each other intently, "You are a prisoner of state at Aynard's Roost, Mr. Delancy," said the elder man, laying his hand on our hero's shoulder. " I hope the place will suit you." 180 CHAPTER XIII. aynard's roost. Ned Delaxcy looked up at the rickety building above him, and wondered whether it would last till morning if the wind blew at all fresh across the Backwater, instead of making that low wail which was not a soul-stirring sound to hear at that hour and place, and with so, eccentric a companion at his elbow. " At what time to-morrow is it high-water, Aynard ?" he asked, as he stood ankle-deep in wet grass, and felt the damp already through his dress boots. " Twelve hours, or thereabouts. And if the water fall as much in the next twelve hours as it has fallen in the last, I shall not be able to foretell when Ilpham will be reached again. In three weeks' time, perhaps." " Have you ever remained here three weeks ?" " Three months, and in the depth of winter. When I feel ill and strange — and I feel very strange in the head at times " aynard's roost. 181 '*0h, I don't doubt that," Delancy felt forced to remark. " I come on here out of the way of people whom I am likely to annoy, or who are likely to annoy me, by watching me and storing up facts to my disadvantage. Here I escape the miserable world about me, and can be myself without restraint. I like the place ; I feel that this is home. When I marry, Delancy, I shall spend my honeymoon here." " I hope that you and your bride will enjoy it," said Delancy, drily. " Will you follow me, or wait till I have lighted up ?" " I'll wait here, please, till you can show me a light up-stairs." He did not know how far Mr. Aynard might be trusted, or which way he might be led in the dark, and Mi;. Aynard guessed what was passing in his mind. " You have no confidence in me ?" he said. "I will finish this cigar, with your good leave,'' Delancy answered. " You have no confidence in me. Why do you not speak out what is in your mind ?" " Well, after that joke with the oar, and this very extraordinary manner of dropping me at Prospect Terrace, I cannot say that I have very 'great confi- dence in you at present." " You are afraid of me ?" 182 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. "My dear fellow, I should not be afraid of two of you in fair play, or fair fight. I presume that Mr. Hugh Aynard, of Thirby Cross, a gentleman by posi- tion and a gentleman by descent, means nothing un- fair ?" The gentleman by position and descent put his hands in his pockets, after his old habit, and looked down somewhat gloomily. " No, I mean nothing unfair, Delancy. I am host here, you are guest ; but I have a great deal to discuss wdth you, and we may not agree upon several points. "V^Hiat is to be done under those circumstances ?" " Suppose we consider that point when those circum- stances occur." *' That is time enough," said Aynard. " Wait here one moment." " With pleasure." Hugh Aynard left his companion, and walked to a side-door in the large wooden shed — an old door clamped with iron, and heavily padlocked. The fastenings were undone with difficulty, Ned observed ; a huge chain fell with a clanking noise that echoed over the water dismally, and the door was pushed back on its creaking hinges. " I shall not keep you long," said Aynard. Then he seemed to dive into the dark aperture, and Delancy heard his feet ascending with rapidity a wooden flight of steps, which creaked and shivered beneath his weight. aynard's roost. 183 Ned looked at the boat as Ajmard disappeared, and thought that it might be possible to get across the Backwater to the low land that stretched round it in the distance. " It is the better part of valour," he said to himself ; " but it might not answer, and I may as well see this to to an end, though I don't admire the style of its begin- ning. Oh, his serene eccentrissimo is lighting up, I see." The green glass window was suddenly illumined by the light within the house, and an instant or two after- wards Aynard, with a small oil lamp in his hand, came down the stairs, and stood in the doorway with the flame flickering above his head. " I am ready for you, Mr. Delancy. Follow me, if if you please, and mind the tenth stair, which is likely to give way with you." " Then I'll certainly mind it," said Delancy. " Shall I shut this door behind me, or do you like fresh air, sir?" " Close it, please, and draw the bolts." Ned did as requested, and then followed Hugh Aynard up the rickety steps to the room on the first floor — a large room, with bare rafters crossing it, and a tiled roof above them, through which a star or two were shimmering. There was a table in the centre of the room heaped up with books and papers, two or three easy-chairs about the place, a small piano in one 184 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. corner, a couch underneath the window, and a huge box of oak, that was also padlocked, looming from the shadows in the distance where the roof sloped down- wards to the floor. " I will light a fire in a moment," said Aynard. " You feel cold, perhaps, after your journey ?" " A fire would be an advantage, I think/' " And some brandy," Aynard added, looking round him, as he knelt before a rusty fireplace already laid with coal and wood. '' I have meat and drink here that will last us all the time of our imprisonment, if the water drop to-morrow as much as I fancy." " Brandy is rather a strong beverage for after din- ner," said Delancy, thinking of the consequences to his companion. " Have you any claret in stock ?" " Not here. You will like this brandy, man — it comes from Thirby Cross, w^here the cellars are not empty yet, and where some of the goods of my smug- gling grandfather hoarded up are still in existence, rich and potent with age. He said that the drink would be in its prime about fifty years after he had been at rest in his coffin." *' A cheerful old fellow, who looked ahead a long way," said Delancy. Mr. Aynard lighted his fire, and then motioned Delancy to draw up beside it whilst he went to the oaken chest in search of brandy. The chest unlocked, the brandy found, and two small glasses placed upon aynard's roost. 185 the books with which the table was encumbered, Hugh Aynard took the seat facing his unwilling guest. " You are the first man that has ever been to Aynard's Roost with me," he said, looking hard into our hero's face as he poured out the brandy ; " and I dare say that you will be the last, for I am not partial to intrusion here." " If you had only dropped me at the jetty, Aynard — " " Then I could not have spoken to you on those things that perplex me, and keep my brain hot ; and I have brought you here to talk over matters seriously where there is no one to listen, or to stand between us, if we get as far as that." He pointed to a flat mahogany case that was half buried beneath the books, and which case Delancy had not noticed before, and now guessed at once that there were pistols in it. " It is not likely to get as serious as that." *'I don't know," answered Aynard, moodily. *' Ah, but I do ; for I shall not point a pistol at your head, and I'll take very great care that you do not at mine." " Life must have been a bright one with you, Mr. Delancy," said Aynard, '* you treat serious matters so lightly." " Life has been full of trials, which I have resisted without getting very weak in the effort." Aynard reached his hand towards his brandy, and 186 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. Ned Delancy, watchful of every movement, noticed that the hand trembled as the glass was held to his lips. " Your greatest trial was connected with Lady Bur- linson, I think ?" " I thought so once. Looking back upon it, I am not quite so certain." " You were engaged to her ?" he said, sharply. " Yes, before I was twenty years of age. At one and twenty the engagement was broken off for good." *' So Day tells me," said Aynard, as he set down his empty glass; "and for that reason I met you this evening at Markham's fairly, to begin with. I did my best to like you, at his wish. That engagement was broken off by mutual consent, and with no one to blame on either side, I understand ?" " No — no one to blame." " But you come back to her again," said Aynard, with suppressed excitement ; " you cross her path and mine, knowing that I love her, and have a right to love her, and you seek to supplant me at the eleventh hour. I swear that you shall never have her while I live !" He smote his hand upon the books with which the table was cumbered, and sent up a cloud of dust there- from ; his face turned purple with rage, and the veins in his forehead swelled like whipcord. This was the crisis, Ned Delancy felt assured, and he must be ready to grapple with the man should the aynard's roost. 187 fury of his passion overstep the mark. He kept his eyes fixed steadily upon his adversary, prepared for any violence, and wondering inwardly whether his own muscular power would be strong enough to cope with the mad strength which would possess the other. Hugh Aynard continued in the same wild fashion, brandishing one long arm in the air to give greater force to his words. " I have been waiting all my life for the woman whom I could love, who I could feel would be true to me, and pity the poor wretch that suspicion has made of me. That woman I have found in Clara Burlinson, and you shall not take her from me ! I am too des- perate a man." *' Have I expressed an intention of taking her from you?" " You were there to-night at her side. You paid her that attention which it was my place to pay. You ensnared her from me with your cunning, and took her on to the balcony away from me. She was leading you back to the old feelings regarding her, and you were willing, too willing, to be led — neither of you caring for the agony which scorched here like a furnace." He dashed his hands against his forehead in his mad extravagance ; he cursed the man before him, and the woman who he said was ready to jilt him for his fancied rival ; he cursed George Day for the weakness that 188 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. had led him to bring the old lovers together, and in his presence. " You will not renounce her at my bidding. I cannot expect that," he said, less furiously, at last ; " and you or I must fight for her. I have brought you here with that intention, Mr. Delancy, not with any idea of mur- dering you, as you have thought. It is not probable that we shall both leave this place aUve — we shall fight unto the death, sir." He leaned across towards the pistol-case, on which Delancy set his hand at once, the first sign of opposi- tion that he had hitherto shown. The two men paused, and looked at each other — the eyes of Aynard be- coming unsteady, and glancing away from his oppo- nent, after an instant. "I shall fight in self-defence, Mr. Aynard, if you compel me," said Delancy, calmly but firmly, " but not with pistols, if I can possibly help it." " I cannot take your life in cold blood," muttered Aynard. "Will you take into consideration whether it is necessary to fight at all ?" "Ha! you renounce her? Formally and deli- berately, on your honour as a gentleman, you give up any attempt to win the hand of George Day's sister ?" " You would think that I was afraid of you then, Aynard — which I am not, upon my word," repUed aynard's roost. 189 Delancy ; '* and as the future is full of mystery, I make no promises to any man." " You think of her as the girl you loved — why disguise this?" "No — I think of her as a woman who was soon talked over to marry some one else, and in my pity for her, my new feelings for her, I have felt no love return. It is not likely that I ever shall — but I make no promise, either to you or to mysel£" " She loves you still, perhaps ?" " She told me that she hoped I should never come near her again, which was an odd way of showing her affection." " Did she say that ?" he asked, eagerly. "Yes, in that balcony duologue which appears to have disturbed your serenity so greatly." " And you own that you do not love her?" " She does not appear to me the woman fitted to be the wife of a poor musician, and I do not feel suited to become the husband of a fashionable woman. If it be any consolation to you, my excitable friend, the last thought that I have in the world is of marrying at present." *' She would reinstate you in your old position," said Aynard, doubtfully. " I do not want to return to it. I am a contented man, and my own master." Hugh Aynard, to our hero's astonishment, held forth his hand towards him. 190 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. " I think that I can believe you," he said. " Delancy, I will believe you — there !" Delancy took the hand that was extended to him, and winced a little at the hardness of the grip. " When I forgive, I forgive utterly," said Aynard. " When I have done wrong, I do my best to make amends ; but when I hate, I hate with a fiend's inten- sity. I hated you to-night, Delancy, and I have been hating you in vain ; I forgive you the pain that you have made me suffer unintentionally, and having done you wrong by my suspicions, what can I do by way of reparation?" Hugh Aynard spoke with a graceful courtesy strangely at variance with his late excitement, and Delancy regarded him still as a phenomenon. " Get me out of this confounded draughty habita- tion as soon as it is convenient," he said. " My poor old landlady must be in fits by this time." Mrs. Simmonds was frightening other folk into fits at least, by hammering away at the front door of Mark- ham's Hotel at that period, as the reader is aware. " We will make an effort to leave the boat-house with the next tide that flows into the Backwater, but I am not sanguine of the result." ** At low water what can be done ?" " One can attempt to walk across the ooze, which is knee-deep in some places, and in others sinks twenty feet." 191 " A cheerful prospect," said Delancy. " The thing is done, and cannot be undone," remarked Aynard. " Why should we brood upon results ?" Ned thought that whilst Mr. Aynard was in a conciliatory mood he might have taken the trouble to apologize for the inconvenience to which he had exposed a man guiltless of loving Clara Burlinson ; but he did not press the question, and he accepted the idea suggested by A}iiard's last remark. He would not brood upon results — of the alarm at Pro- spect Terrace, the chagrin of Doctor Day, possibly the nervousness of his sister, and the embarrassment of Mr. Weston and his conoreffation at the absence of the ororanist from the service on Wednesday evenins: next. A prisoner at AjTiard's Roost, he would make the best of his position. Surely there was as much philosophy in him as in this weak-minded young man before him. He drank his brandy now matters had assumed a less forbidding aspect, and he felt the cold- ness of the night through the crevices in his rickety habitation. Aynard held the brandy-bottle towards his glass again, 'but Delancy stopped him half way. " No more, thank you. A little of that stuff goes a long way." " I think you are right," said x\ynard, corking the bottle ; " it unsettles me at all events, although I had made up my mind to drink deep to-night. Come 192 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. and sit by the fire, and let me tell you what a wretched life mine has been, then you will understand how I have felt half mad at my one chance of happiness being snatched away from me." Rather more than half-mad, Ned Delancy thought, but he did not express that idea aloud, lest he should hurt his variable companion's feelings. " You would scarcely believe it, Delancy," he said, when they were seated by the fire, and he had turned his sad face towards our hero, " but there are relations of mine — my father's own flesh and blood, as it were, who would lock me up in a mad-house : who are even now trying to prove in a court of law that I am not fit to be trusted with my property. They are rich people, but they lust for the money which belongs to me, and which my poor father,. as sane a man as ever lived, left to my sole disposal upon the attainment of my majority. I am always in fear of them. We have heard a hun- dred times, read a hundred times in books, how people are spirited away to asylums by certificates of doctors." '' Yes." "The trial must go in my favour. Day says so too. They will not get my estates, and afterwards sefze me. I will not give my enemies a chance. I ask no one to Thirby Cross, which I leave for months in the charge of my housekeeper, an estimable woman, and I keep out of society as well as I can, and make no friends. These people have isolated me, in my fears, almost aynard's koost. 193 from my kind," he said. " I do not know in whom to trust, though I am of a trustful nature ; whom to call my friend, lest he should side against me for a hea^ y bribe. I am always on the alert, Delancy," he said, in a husky whisper ; " these spies dog my steps so inces- santly, that there are times when I believe that I am verily mad, or when I fancy that they will drive me mad by their cruel pertinacity. Well, that idea has become stronger of late, and I come here more often. Here I can study and drive that horrid thought away, keeping off the glare of the sun by the gi'een glass there, and the cold stare of the moon at me on such nights as these. Here I think of Clara Burlinson, and of ray great love for her — a love," he added, with strange tears suddenly swimming in his eyes, " that has even held back from her lest I should mar her life in lieu of gladdening it. She does not under- stand that, and her brother, who is a man of the world with no ideality, thinks that I do not love her so well, when I am only fighting for her sake not my own, to give her up. I had almost fancied that I was resigned to losing her like this, until you came to- night to rouse my jealousy. And you do not love her, Delancy !" *•' No." " How could you ever shake her so completely from your heart ? The woman to whom you were engaged to be married." VOL I. o 194 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. '* That shaking process goes on every day, I believe." " I could never do it, even if she had loved you, Delancy," he said ; " even if she had jilted me, I must have loved her; though I had killed her as Othello killed his wife. Do you understand me ?" " Yes, I think so." " Do you understand the love that could give her up — that love of which I spoke just now — because it was better, safer for her, than to trust herself with me?" " Yes. That is a love which I would consider more in your case." " Why ?" was the sharp question here. " You are a studious man, and she is a woman of fashion ; you are averse to society, she, like her brother, is fond of it." " I know all that ; but if she love me she will think of my wishes a httle in return for my thinking of hers a great deal. I — I will go into society when she is very anxious to enter it, and she will stay away when she sees that I am not able to encounter it. I will tell her everything, and leave her to accept or reject me. I think that even now, though I have had hopes and she has given me them, that she will not have me at the last. There are times when she seems afraid of me ; and yet she can see, she must know, that she would have no more faithful slave than I." " You are a man ; and a man should feel himself aynard's roost. 195 strong enough to resist any disappointment which a woman's versatility may entail on him." " I am a child sometimes. You cannot tell how weak I am — how poor a wretch I become." He leaned his elbows on his knees, took his head between his hands, and moaned. Delancy regarded him with a pitying interest, but he thought of Clara Burlin- son as this man's wife, and feared for both of them. He could not, in justice to his old love, let her marry this man without a warning to her — a weak being, who might be governed by his affections perhaps, but wholly unsuited to be Clara's husband ; and a man with those affections disregarded, who would be very dangerous. He was not sorry that he was at Aynard's Roost ; he had obtained an insight into the Ajmard character, and the fair woman whom he had once loved must learn from him what he thought of the man who sat before him weeping there. Delancy was a man of great tact, it was evident. He made no effort to bring round Aynard to a lighter train of thought, but he rose, opened the piano, ran his fingers over the keys, struck a few chords here and there, and finally played a sacred piece from Handel with such power and effect, that Hugh A}Tiard dried his eyes and looked round at the player. Finally, Aynard rose and stood at his side, as he had done after dinner in Markham's Hotel, listening spell-bound till its conclusion. 196 " You must come to Thirby Cross, and try the organ in a little chapel that we have there — my ancestors were Roman Catholics, and built an oratory in the grounds — a small organ, but of exquisite sound, that will please you much, and that will please me more to hear you. Delancy," he said, laying his hand gently on our hero's shoulder, "would it not be a strange thing if you and I were to become great friends? If you understood me as I should be understood, and I could feel towards you as though you were a brother of mine — feel safe at your side, and that you were always a friend to stand by me ? It would be a strange end to a strange beginning of our acquaintance — wonder- fully strange." *' I agree with you there." " When I was inclined to tilt the boat over, as we swung round the buoy — tempted by the devil to end both our lives, mayhap— a something within me said, 'Wait a bit ; that's a face which you should tr}' and like.' And I tried to like it, till the evil thought came uppermost again. You might have remarked a slight change in my manner now and then ?" " A slight change possibly," said Delancy. " Will you play over that composition of yours again, now that I can devote more attention to it ?" " I shall be tiring you," said Aynard, irresolutely. " I — no, I'll not play to-night, and after you too. I'll not weary my guest, though he's a guest here against ayxard's roost. 197 his will. Shall we sit down again and talk, or do you think that you can go to sleep on that couch ?" " I'll sit here and sleep, if you please." •' Then I'll not disturb you. Will you have another cigar ?' " No, thank you." '• You will not mind me smoking again, I hope ? It soothes me, alw^ays." " Then smoke by all means, Aynard." Aynard looked at his watch. " Half-past three. No wonder that you are drowsy. I'll not say another word, Ned." Delancy had some difficulty in repressing a smile at the friendly tone which Aynard had recently assumed, although he was not disposed to hold Hugh Aynard, even in his own mind, up to ridicule. He felt already, and despite his incarceration, a great pity for the man ; and he wondered whether he would become utterly a wTeck, or, in careful hands, and under the supervision of true friends, assume more the phases of the common humanity of which he was suspicious. He sat and watched him as he smoked his cigar and stared at the fitful fire before him, thinking of Clara, who might have the courage to marry him, and of the brother George, who evidently wanted to see them man and wife. Then he tried to sleep after awhile, having a greater confidence in his companion than past cir- cumstances might have warranted — feeling, strangely 198 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. enough, that he could trust this Ayiiard, and that he had already a power over him to sway his best emo- tions. But he w^as intensely wakeful, and Hugh Aynard went off to sleep long before him, with a half- consumed cigar in his hand, and his long hair hanging over his forehead as he bent his head towards the tire-grate, where the coals were becoming black and cavernous from inattention. It was at this man that he gazed when the early daylight came upon them, and the painted glass gave them both a ghastly look, like dead figures. Aynard was the last thing in his thoughts as he dozed off at last, and dreamt that they were swinging round the top-shaped buoy, he thinking of Clara Burlinson and his mother as death looked him for a moment in the face again. 199 CHAPTER XIV. SUDDEN RESOLUTIONS. When Anne Judge went down to her early breakfast, on the morning following the night wherein Lady Bur- linson had offered her a glimpse of a new life, she found her aunt sitting at the table pen in hand, musing over a sheet of paper on which had been already inscribed a few lines. " I am writing to your father," she said, without re- sponding to her niece's good-morning. " Have you anything to add ?" *' To my father ? — about Lady Burlinson ?" "Yes." "I thought you said that you would not influence him by a word," said Anne, a little indignantly. " I am not seeking to influence him," she said. " I am simply giving him the information which we have received, without comment in any way." " I intended to write myself. I think, aunt, that you were aware of that ?" 200 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. " I should not have written had I not other news to communicate," was the cold reply — " news which, after all, I had better keep to myself, for it can do no good, and harm may ensue from it. There," crumpling up the letter, and flinging it with an angry hand into the fire, where it blazed away into nothingness ; " I leave the matter in your own hands. I will not interfere in any way after this reproof." " I will write to my father this afternoon." " As you please." Mary Judge was very cold in her demeanour to her niece; she resented the niece's interference with her plans as she had resented last night — although Anne had scarcely perceived that — the wish to get away from her. Mary Judge was even more gloomy than her wont, and the girl thought, with a swelling heart, that it was time for her to change her home now the father's sister had tired of her. In her own judg- ment — and she was a girl whom necessity had taught to think for herself early in life — it would be better for them to part ; her aunt would have surely expressed a wish for her to stay, had she not seen that it was better also. She did not take into consideration that Aunt Judge was of a reticent disposition — a woman who never spoke out — a woman who waited fqr others to speak also, strong in her pride, and proud of her inflexibility. Therefore these two, after the fashion of folk who SUDDEN RESOLUTIONS. 201 jump at conclusions, had each to reflect upon the con- duct of the other. Anne felt assured that she was an encumbrance to her aunt, and that her aunt wished her to be gone ; and Mary Judge read in Anne only the girl's anxiety to seek a brighter sphere and forget her \\'ith whom she had lived as speedily as possible. And it was natural after all that Anne, troubled by these doubts, should have a secret wish to change her con- dition of life ; natural for her own sake as well as her father's. The phlegmatic woman had depressed her in no small degree, quenched a gi^eat deal of youth's bright- ness and lightness from her. Anne did not understand her aunt, but she thought that the titled lady was easy of comprehension, and would do all in her power to make her happy. Still it was a struggle to think of going away, and had that immobile face before her changed during the morning, she would have hesitated even yet. But the pillow-lace had been commenced again, and Clotho with her distaff could not have more grimly spun the thread of life than Mary Judge have worked her bobbins. Once a thought crossed Anne that her aunt was offended with her for thinking of the life apart from her, and that that offence might mask an affection which the aunt possessed after all. This led Anne to speak at once. It was close upon twelve o'clock then, she knew, by the sunlight on the wall. 202 AXNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. " Aunt, you think that I slight you by thinking of this project— that I am not grateful for all that you have done for me ?" " Child," was the sharp reply, " I am not thinking of you." Anne retreated into herself, and applied herself as diligently to her pillow-lace as the woman who sat before her. But the woman had been disturbed from a reverie in which that early morning's adventure had absorbed her — that adventure of which her niece knew nothing: — and after a few minutes' silence she startled Anne by a question. " What is the name of Lady Burlinson's brother, did you say ?" " Day." " Doctor Day, is he not ? — a physician in London ?" " Yes." " It is not likely, but one cannot be too cautious," she said to herself, suddenly putting asi 'e her pillow, taking her bonnet and shawl from a nail in the wall, and tying her ribbons under her chin with rapid and decisive jerks. ^•' Going out ?" asked Anne. " Yes, for a little while — marketing." She sallied forth from the house at once, and in great haste — a woman fraught with a new suspicion. She walked along the footpath rapidly, taking man-like strides, and looking in the bright daylight, where we SUDDEN RESOLUTIOXS. 203 have caught Mary Judge for the first time, more hard- featured and more masculine than ever. The row of cottages in which the Backwater people resided was soon reached ; and, as those Backwater folk appeared never to be at work, or to do anything but nurse their penury, there were half a dozen men with short pipes which no poverty could put out, and about twice that number of women and children, hanging round their doors, and out of their open windows as she passed. They were civil people enough ; one or two of them inclined to regard the passer-by with a reverential awe, as a woman who worked day and night, and knew not a moment's idleness — as a woman whom it was a marvel to see at that hour of the morning. " Good-morning, marm," was said more than once, and "a brave, bright morning," remarked one more enthusiastic and poetical than the rest; but Mary Judge scarcely bent her head by way of response, and one woman insisted that she sniffed at them as she passed. " A purse-proud minx," she added, when Mary Judge was out of hearing, *' who lords it over us because she gets plenty of vvork to do, and has not time to give a civil answer to a body. I wonder what she is, to make herself so scarce, living amongst us as she does ?" Mary Judge left her to wonder ; she was soon in the High Street; making for the Parade, turning presently to the right away from the Parade, and striding on 204 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. towards Markham's Hotel, which she reached at last, and went up the entrance steps without pausing for an instant's reflection, like a woman whose mind was made up, and whose time was valuable. "Can I see Doctor Day?" she asked of the first lackey who appeared in the hall, and responded to a very impatient rapping with her knuckles against the wainscot. " Is he at home ?" " Yes, he's at home, I think. What name ?" She put her hand to her mouth to reflect for an instant. *' It does not matter about my name. Tell him that it is business of great importance." The servant departed, believing that the business was tooth-ache, and returned a few minutes afterwards with the request that the lady would be good enough to step into the drawing-room. Mary Judge went up-stairs two at a time, and nearly tripped up the young man in advance of her, who had just time to reach the drawing- room door before she ran him down. " This room ?" she said, impatiently. " Yes, this room." He opened the door for her, and she passed at once into the room, where a short, sallow-faced man was sitting, with some letters in his hands. He rose politely as she entered, for there was something of the lady left in Mary Judge still, for all her poor habiliments and hard features. SUDDEN RESOLUTIONS. 205 ** You are Doctor Day ?" she asked. " Yes, madam, I am Doctor Day." "Then I need not detain you," she said. *'I am here under a wrong and painful impression, for which I apologize." The gentleman bowed. Mary Judge had reached the door again, when a second thought stopped her progress outwards. " Are you acquainted with a gentleman in your pro- fession of the name of Seymour ?" The gentleman addressed tapped his chin once or twice with the letters that he held in his hand. " Seymour — Seymour," he said, thoughtfully, " I do not recollect the name." " Thank you," said Mary Judge ; then she went out of the drawing-room, and closed the door behind her. A quarter of an hour later she was at the Backwater again, struggling with the door of her cottage, and endeavouring in vain to force her way in. " Why, it must be locked," she said, as she desisted at last, and stood there panting for breath. At this crisis a little curly-headed and bullet-headed boy reached her side, panting also with the haste that he had made to overtake her. "If you please. Miss Judge, here's the key." " The key !" ejaculated Mary Judge, taking it from the little hand with astonishment. " Who gave it you, Billy? Where's Anne ?" 206 " Anne left it at mother's cottage — she knew it was safe with mother, she said, till you came back." " And Anne — is she not at work ? Is she not " Then she made a dash at the door, in her haste to elucidate the mystery for herself, and after a second struggle was in the room, and looking at a paper on the table. " The key to the riddle, I suppose — the reason for that foolish impetuosity which is so like her mother's," she said ; then she took off her bonnet and shawl, hung them upon a nail, turned little Billy out of the house, shut the door upon him, sat down, took her pillow in her lap, and then reached her hand out for the letter, which she opened slowly and deliberately, like a woman who had made up her mind not to be excited by it. There were a few hasty lines scrawled in lead pencil on the inside. " Mr. Gravat is going in his cart as far as Thirby Cross. Thence I shall walk on to Wolchester and tell papa all the news. — Anne Judge." Aunt Mary did not begin her pillow-lace for another hour after receiving this intelligence. 207 * CHAPTER XV. ANNE STARTS FOE WOLCHESTER. Mr. Gravat, whose name has been mentioned in Anne Judge's epistle to her aunt, was a carrier, who plied his vocation twice a week between Thirby Cross and llpham-on-the-Cliff, and who saw that goods properly addressed — about which he was very particular — were forwarded from Thirby Cross to Wolchester by his son, also a carrier by profession when there was anything to carry. Mr. Gravat was accustomed to receive small parcels from the Judges, aunt and niece, and to undertake their proper despatch to Wolchester — parcels of lace to a wholesale house, whence Mary Judge looked for support, together with larger parcels addressed to a Mr. John Judge, care of Mr. Abel Smith, Nineteen and a Half, Primrose Street, Wolchester — parcels which he noticed were always given him by the elder woman, Snd brought round late at night to his little oflfice in the High Street. 208 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. Mr. Gravat was a good-tempered man, and a man anxious for business; and passing within a hundred feet of the Backwater by a road somewhat disused, which led into the main road further on, and was a short cut to Thirby Cross, he condescended to leave his horse and goods, and run over to the Judges* habi- tation to inquire if there were any orders for him. There he found Anne Judge writing very busily, deep in the concoction of a long and laborious epistle, which she was composing for the father whom she had seen yesterday, and which epistle perplexed her very much, there being a great deal to explain, and to set in its best light. " No, there's nothing to send to Wolchester to-day, thank you, Mr. Gravat," she said, as the carrier looked in at the door. " Unless you can send me with care and despatch." The carrier, who was as deaf as a beetle, put his hand to his ear, and requested that Anne would " speak a little louder," and Anne repeated her half wish in a higher key, and thus more forcibly impressed herself as well as him with the idea. " We could do that, I dare say," he answered cheer- fully ; " and glad of carrying nice goods with us." " You go direct to Wolchester to-day, Mr. Gravat ?" " Atween us — me and my son — who waits for me at Thirby Cross." " If you will take me I will go," said Anne, looking AXXE STARTS FOR WOLCHESTER. 209 up quickly. " I wish very much to see ray father. I don't feel that I can stay in- doors to-day — or wait two or three days for his answer, and then find that he does not quite understand me ; tiiinks, perhaps, like my aunt, that I wish to go further away from him, instead of nearer with every step I take. Yes, I'll go with you as far as Thirby Cross," she said, raising her voice again, " and with your son as far as Wolchester." "He doesn't always wait for me," said Mr. Gravat, with a shake of his head over the unfilial habits of Gravat, Junior. "When he has other goods which must catch the London trains — which is not often — he won't stop." " I'll go with you," cried Anne. " I feel that I must go — must act for myself in this," she added. She dashed otF the lines which the reader has perused at the end of our last chapter, and two minutes after- wards was outside her home equipped for her journey, and giving the key to Billy's mother — a woman whom she could trust — before stepping into the carrier's cart that waited for her before Billy's mother's house. It was not till she was some distance on her journey that she almost repented of her rashness, and thought more seriously of the step upon which she had so quickly resolved. What would Aunt Judge think of this ? — what would her father think ? Well, Aunt Judge would be very cross when she returned, althougli she could not blame her for neglecting her workj for VOL. I. P 210 ANNE JUDGE, SPINSTER. she had caught that up at the last moment, and there she was, with her pillow and bobbins, as busy as a bee at Mr. Gravat's side. Aunt Judge would lecture her when she returned upon the rash imprudence of her steps, and whither they would eventually lead her if she went on thus recklessly ; but as Aunt Judge lectured a great deal upon the proprieties in off moments, when not too full of thought, the infliction would .not be out of the common way, and she would be none the worse for it. And what would her father say ? Oh, she knew what he would say — and her face brightened up with that knowledge at once : he would express his astonish- ment, hope that she had done nothing to alarm or ofl^end her aunt, and then catch her to his breast and kiss her many times. He would hsten patiently to her story, as he always listened patiently to her, and see the facts in the same light as herself, not through the distorted medium of her aunt's suspicions. He would see that she, Anne Judge, would earn more money as companion to a lady, and that, being able to save — oh, ever so much! — from her salary, she would be advancing nearer to him with every day, and bringing closer that happy time when there should be no more cares for him, and no more separation for either of them. Yes, it was so much better that she should see him herself — and he, dear old fellow ! how his eyes would widen, and his sad-looking face light up at the sight of her from whom he was resigned to living apart for the next ANNE STARTS FOR WOLCHESTER. 211 three months. He would not have quite settled down to this, and he would be thinking of yesterday morning and of all the Sunday wherein they had been together, when she would dash in upon him like a sunshine from which he had fancied himself shut out. These thoughts, and thoughts like these — for she put them in various shapes and under different aspects, although the same lovino: tone ran throu