w. SUBS JtOVELS c|| H ) FOR ^MVi i For OI« i (Novel For T' OF THE UN IVERSITY Of ILLINOIS 8:2.3 M464p .. ^ PHANTOM FORTUNE BY THE AUTHOR OF "LADY AUDLEY'S SECEET '= KTC. ETC. ETC. in Ei^xn Folumcs VOL. I LONDON JOHN AND EOBEBT MAXWELL MILTON HOUSE, SHOE LANE, FLEET STEEET 1883 [All rights reserved.] LONDON : WILLIAM EIDER AND SON, PRINTEES, BARTHOLOMEW CLOSE. V.I coxteints to vol. I. CHAP. PAGE 4 •^ I. Penelope 1 II. Ulysses 18 i III. On the Wrong Eoad 33 IV. The TjARt Stage 53 i V. Forty Years After . 60 VI. Maulevrier's Humble Friend . 99 VII. In the Summer Morning . 115 VIII. There is always a Skeleton . 129 IX. A Cry in the Darkness . 148 ^ X. '0 Bitterness of things too Sweet' 172 XI. 'If I were to do as Iseult did' 208 XII. ' The Greater Cantle of the World is Lost 219 J XIII. ' Since Painted or not Painted all shall Fadi :' 232 XIV. 'Not Yet' 263 'i, XV. 'Of all Men else I hate Avoided Thee' 280 } XVI. 'Her Face resigned to Bliss or Bale' . 295 XVII. 'And the Spring comes Slowly up this Way' 307 V XVIII, 'And Come Agen be it by Night or Day' 330 i i Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2009 with funding from University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign http://www.archive.org/details/phantomfortuneno01brad PHANTOM FOETUNE CHAPTER I. PENELOPE. People dined earlier forty years ago than they do now. Even the salt of the earth, the elect of society, represented by that little great world which lies within the narrow circle bounded by Bryanstone Square on the north and by Birdcage Walk on the south, did not consider seven o'clock too early an hour for a dinner-party which was to be followed by routs, drums, concerts, conversazione, as the case might be. It was seven o'clock on a lovely June evening, and the Park was already deserted, and carriages were rolling swiftly along all the West-End streets, and through the West-End squares, carrying VOL. I. B 2 PENELOPE. rank, fashion, wealth, and beauty, political influence, and intellectual power, to the particular circle which each was destined to illumine upon that particular evening. Stateliest among London squares, Grosvenor — in some wise a wonder to the universe as newly lighted with gas, — grave Grosvenor with its heavy old Georgian houses, and pompous entrances, sparkled and shone, not alone with the novel splendour of gas, but with the light of many wax candles, clustering flower-like in silver branches and girandoles, multi- plying their flame in numerous mirrors ; and of all the houses in that stately square none had a more imposing aspect than Lord Denyer's dark-red brick mansion, with stone dressings, and the massive grandeur of an Egyptian mausoleum. Lord Denyer was an important personage in the political and diplomatic world. He had been ambas- sador at Constantinople and at Paris, and had now retired on his laurels, an influence still, but no longer an active power in the machine of govern- ment. At his house gathered all that was most brilliant in London society. To be seen at Lady PENELOPE, 3 Denyer's evening parties was the guinea stamp of social distinction ; to dine with Lord Denyer was an opening in life, almost as valuable as University honours, and more difficult of attainment. It was during the quarter of an hour before dinner that a group of persons, mostly personages, congre- gated round Lord Denyer's chimney-piece, naturally trending towards the social hearth, albeit it was the season of roses and lilies rather than of fires, and the hum of the city was floating in upon the breath of the warm June evening through the five tall windows which opened upon Lord Denyer's balcony. The ten or twelve persons assembled seemed only a sprinkling in the large lofty room, furnished sparsely with amber satin sofas, a pair of Florentine marble tables, and half an acre or so of looking-glass. Voluminous amber draperies shrouded the windows, and deadened the sound of rolling wheels, and the voices and footfalls of western London. The drawing- rooms of those days were neither artistic nor pic- turesque — neither Early English nor Low Dutch, nor Renaissance, nor Anglo- Japanese. A stately com- monplace distinguished the reception rooms of the 4 PENELOPE. great world. Upholstery stagnated at a dead level of fluted legs, gilding, plate glass, and amber satin. Lady Denyer stood a little way in advance of the group on the hearthrug, fanning herself, with her eye on the door, while she listened languidly to the remarks of a youthful diplomatist, a sprig of a lordly tree, upon the last dehitt at Her Majesty's Theatre. * My own idea was that she screamed,' said her ladyship. 'But the new Eosinas generally do scream. Why do we have a new Eosina every year, whom nobody ever hears of afterwards ? What becomes of them ? Do they die, or do they set up as singing mistresses in second-rate wateiing-places ? ' hazarded her ladyship, with her eye always on the door. She was a large woman in amethyst satin, and a gauze turban with a diamond aigrette, a splendid jewel, which would not have misbeseemed the head- gear of an Indian prince. Lady Denyer was one of the last women who wore a turban, and that Oriental head-dress became her bold and massive features. Infinitely bored by the whiskerless attache, who PEXELOPE. 5 had entered upon a disquisition on the genius of Kossini as compared with this new man Meyerbeer, her ladyship made believe to hear, while she listened intently to the confidential murmurs of the group on the hearthrug, the little knot of personages clustered round Lord Denyer. ' Indian mail in this morning,' said one — 'nothing else talked of at the club. Very flagrant case ! A good deal worse than AYarren Hastings. Quite clear there must be a public inquiry — House of Lords — criminal prosecution' *I was told on very good authority, that he has been recalled, and is now on his passage home,' said another man. Lord Denyer shrugged his shoulders, pursed up his lips, and looked ineffably wise, a way he had when he knew very little about the subject under discussion. 'How will ske take it, do you think?' in- quired Colonel Madison, of the Life Guards, a man about town, and pn inveterate gossip, who knew everybody, and everybody's family his- tory, down to the peccadilloes of people's great grandmothers. 6 PENELOPE. * You will have an opportunity of judging,' replied his lordship, coolly. * She's to be here this evenicg.' * But do you think she'll show ? ' asked the Colonel. * The mail must have brought the news to her, as well as to other people — supposing she knew nothing about it beforehand. She must know that the storm has burst. Do you think she'll ' * Come out in the thunder and lightning ? ' interrupted Lord Denyer ; * I'm sure she will. She has the pride of Lucifer and the courage of a lion. Five to one in ponies that she is here before the clock strikes seven.' * I think you're right. I knew her mother, Constance Talmash. Pluck was a family charac- teristic with the Talmashes. Wicked as devils, and brave as lions. Old Talmash, the grandfather, shot his valet in a paroxysm of deliriiim tremens,' said Colonel Madison. 'She's a splendid woman, and she won't flinch. I'd rather back her than bet against her.' * Lady Maulevrier ! ' announced the groom of PENELOPE. 7 the chambers ; and Lady Denver moved at least three paces forward to meet her guest. The lady who entered, with slow and stately movements and proudly balanced head, might have served as a model for Juno or the Empress Livia. She was still in the bloom of youth, at most seven-and-twenty, but she had all the calm assur- ance of middle-age. No dowager, hardened by the varied experiences of a quarter of a century in the great world, could have faced society with more perfect coolness and self-possession. She was beautiful, and she let the world see that she was conscious of her beauty, and the power that went along with it. She was clever, and she used her cleverness with unfailing tact and unscrupulous audacity. She had won her place in the world as an acknowledged beauty, and one of the leaders of fashion. Two years ago she had been the glory and delight of Anglo-Indian soeiety in the city of Madras, ruling that remote and limited kingdom with a despotic power. Then all of a sudden she was ordered, or she ordered her physician to order her, an immediate departure from that perilous 8 PENELOPE. climate, and she came back to England with her three-year-old son, two Ayahs, and four European servants, leaving her husband. Lord Maulevrier, Governor of the Madras Presidency, to finish the term of his service in an enforced widowhood. She returned to be the delight of London society. She threw open the family mansion in Curzon Street to the very best people, but to those only. She went out a good deal, but she was never seen at a second-rate party. She had not a single doubtful acquaintance upon her visiting list. She spent half of every year at the family seat in Scotland, was a miracle of goodness to the poor of her parish, and taught her boy his alphabet. Lord Denyer came forward while his wife and Lady Maulevrier were shaking hands, and greeted her with more than his usual cordiality. Colonel Madison watched for the privilege of a recognising nod from the divinity. Sir Jasper Paulet, a legal luminary of the first brilliancy, likely to be em- ployed for the Crown if there should be an inquiry into Lord Maulevrier's conduct out yonder, came to press Lady Maulevrier's hand and murmur a tender welcome. PENELOPE. 9 She accepted their friendliness as a matter of course, and not by the faintest extra quiver of the tremulous stars which glittered in a circlet above her raven hair did she betray her consciousness of the cloud that darkened her husband's reputa- tion. Xever had she appeared gayer, or more completely satisfied with herself and the world in which she lived. She was ready to talk about anything and everything — the newly- wedded queen, and the fortunate Prince, whose existence among us had all the charm of novelty — of Lord Melbourne's declining health — and Sir Eobert Peel's sliding scale — mesmerism — the Oxford Tracts — the latest balloon ascent — the opera — Macready's last pro- duction at Drury-lane — Bulwer's new novel — that clever little comic paper, just struggling into popularity — what do you call the thing — ' Punch ? ' — yes, ' Punch, or the London Charivari' — a much more respectable paper than its Parisian prototype. Seated next Lord Denyer, who was an ex- cellent listener, Lady Maulevrier's vivacity never flagged throughout the dinner, happily not so long as a modern banquet, albeit more ponderous 10 PENELOPE. and not less expensive. From the turtle to the pines and strawberries, Lady Maulevrier held her host or her right-hand neighbour in interested conversation. She always knew the particular subjects likely to interest particular people, and was a good listener as well as a good talker. Her right-hand neighbour was Sir Jasper Paulet, who had been allotted to the pompous wife of a court physician, a lady who had begun her married life in the outer darkness of Guildford Street, Bloomsbury, with a household consisting of a maid-of-all-work and a boy in buttons, with an occasional interregnum of charwoman ; and for whom all the length and breadth of Harley Street was now much too small. Sir Jasper was only decently civil to this haughty matron, who on the strength of a card for a ball or a concert at the palace once in a season affected to be on the most intimate terms with Eoyalty, and knew everything that happened, and every fluctuation of opinion in that charmed circle. The great lawyer's left ear was listening greedily for any word of meaning that might PENELOPE. 11 fall from the lips of Lady Maulevrier ; but no such word fell. She talked delightfully, with a touch-and-go vivacity which is the highest form of dinner-table talk, not dwelling with a heavy hand upon any one subject, but glancing from theme to theme with airy lightness. But not one word did she say about the Governor of Madras ; and at this juncture of affairs it would have been the worst possible taste to inquire too closely after his lordship's welfare. So the dinner wore on to its stately close, and just as the solemn procession of flunkeys, long as the shadowy line of the kings in * Macbeth,' filed off with the empty ice-dishes, Lady Maulevrier said something which was as if a shell had exploded in the middle of the table. * Perhaps you are surprised to see me ia such good spirits,' she said, beaming upon her host, and speaking in those clear, perfectly finished syllables which are heard further than the louder accents of less polished speakers, *but you will not wonder when I let you into the secret. Maulevrier is on his way home/ 12 PENELOPE. * Indeed ! ' said Lord Denyer, with the most benignant smile he could command at such short notice. He felt that the muscles round his eyes and the corners of his mouth were betraying too much of his real sentiments. 'You must be very glad.' ' I am gladder than I can say,' answered Lady Maulevrier, gaily. * That horrid climate — a sky like molten copper — an atmosphere that tastes of red-hot sand — that flat barren coast never suited him. His term of office would expire in a little more than a year, but I hardly think he could have lived out the year. However, I am happy to say the mail that came in to-day — I suppose you know the mail is in? ' (Lord Denyer bowed) — 'brought me a letter from his lordship, telling me that he has sent in his resignation, and taken his passage by the next big ship that leaves Madras. I imagine he will be home in October.' 'If he have a favourable passage,' said Lord Denyer. ' Favoured by your good wishes the winds and the waves ought to deal gently with him.' PENELOPE. 13 'Ah, we have done with the old days of Greek story, when Xeptune was open to feminine in- fluence,' sighed her ladyship. *My poor Ulysses has no goddess of wisdom to look after him.' ' Perhaps not, but he has the most charm- ing of Penelopes waiting for him at home.' 'A Penelope who goes to dinners, and takes life pleasantly in his absence. That is a new order of things, is it not?' said her ladyship, laughingly. *I hope my poor Ulysses will not come home thoroughly broken in health, but that our Sutherlandshire breezes will set him up again.' 'Eather an ordeal after India, I should think,' said Lord Denyer. 'It is his native air. He will revel in it.' * Delicious country, no doubt,' assented his lordship, who was no sportsman, and who detested Scotland, grouse moors, deer forests, salmon rivers included. His only idea of a winter residence was Florence or Capri, and of the two he preferred Capri. The island was at that time little frequented by English- 14 PENELOPE. men. It had hardly been fashionable since the time of Tiberius,' but Lord Denyer went there, accompanied by his French chef, and a dozen other servants, and roughed it in the native hotel ; while Lady Denyer wintered at the family seat among the hills near Bath, and gave herself over to Low Church devotion, and works of benevolence. She made herself a terror to the neighbourhood by the strictness of her ideas all through the autumn and winter ; and in the spring she went up to London, put on her turban and her diamonds and plunged into the vortex of West-End society, where she revolved among other diamonded matrons for the season, telling herself and her intimates that this sacrifice of inclination was due to his lord- ship's position. Lady Denyer was not the less serious-minded because she was seen at every aristocratic resort, and wore low gowns with veiy short sleeves, and a great display of mottled arm and dimpled elbow. Now came her ladyship's smiling signal for the withdrawal of that fairer half of the assembly which was supposed to be indifferent to Lord TENELOPE. 15 Denyer's famous port and Madeira. She had been throwing out her gracious signals unperceived for at least five minutes before Lady Maulevrier responded, so entirely was that lady absorbed in her conversation with Lord Denyer ; but she caught the look at last, and rose as if moved by the same machinery which impelled her hostess, and then, graceful as a swan sailing with the current, she drifted down the room to the distant door, and headed the stately procession of matronly velvet and diamonds, herself at once the most regal and the most graceful figure in that bevy of matrons. In the drawing-room nobody could be gayer than Lady Maulevrier, as she marked the time of Signer Paponizzi's saltarello, exquisitely performed on the Signor's famed Amati violin — or talked of the latest scandal — always excepting that latest scandal of all which involved her own husband — in subdued murmurs with one of her intimates. In the dining-room the men drew closer together over their wine, and tore Lord Maulevrier's character to rags. Yea, they rent him with 16 PENELOPE. their teeth and gnawed the flesh from his bones, until there was not so much left of him as the dogs left of Jezebel. He had been a scamp from his cradle, a spendthrift at Eton and Oxford, a blackleg in his manhood. False to men, falser to women. Clever ? Yes, undoubtedly, just as Satan is clever, and as unscrupulous as that very Satan. This was what his friends said of him over their wine. And now he was rumoured to have sold the British forces in the Carnatic provinces to one of the native Princes. Yes, to have taken gold, gold to an amount which Clive in his most rapacious moments never dreamt of, for his countrymen's blood. Tidings of dark transactions between the Governor and the native Princes had reached the ears of the Government, tidings so vague, so in- credible, that the Government might naturally be slow to believe, still slower to act. There were whispers of a woman's influence, a beautiful Eanee, a creature as fascinating and as unscrupulous as Cleopatra. The scandal hai been growing for months past, but it was only in the letters received PENELOPE. 17 to-day that the rumour had taken a tangible shape, and now it was currently reported that Lord Maulevrier had been recalled, and would have to answer at the bar of the House of Lords for his misdemeanours, which were of a much darker colour than those acts for which Warren Hastings had been called to account fifty years before. Yet, in the face of all this, Lady Maulevrier bore herself as proudly as if her husband's name were spotless, and talked of his return with all the ardour of a fond and trusting wife. 'One of the finest bits of acting I ever saw in my life,' said the court physician. * Made- moiselle Mars never did anything better.' * Do you really think it was acting ? ' inquired Lord Denyer, affecting a youthful candour and trustfulness which at his age, and with his experi- ence, he could hardly be supposed to possess. * I know it,' replied the doctor. * I watched her while she was talking of Maulevrier, and I saw just one bead of perspiration break out on her upper lip — an unmistakable sign of the mental strucrcrle.' VOL. I. C CHAPTEE II. ULYSSES. October was ending drearily with north-east winds, dust, drifting dead leaves, and a steel-grey sky : and the Dolphin Hotel at Southampton was glorified by the presence of Lady Maulevrier and suite. Her ladyship's suite was on this occasion limited to three servants — her French maid, a footman, and a kind of factotum, a man of no distinct and arbitrary signification in her ladyship's household, neither butler nor steward, but that privileged being, an old and trusted servant, and a person who was supposed to enjoy more of Lady Maulevrier's confidence than any other member of her establishment. This James Steadman had been valet to her ladyship's father. Lord Peverill, during the declin- ing years of that nobleman. The narrow limits ULYSSES. 19 of a sick room had brousflit the master and ser- vant into a closer companionship than is common to tliat relation. Lady Diana Angersthorpe was a devoted daughter, and in her attendance upon the Earl during the last three years of his life — a life which closed more than a year before her own marriage — she saw a great deal of James Steadman, and learned to trust him as servants are not often trusted. He was not more than twenty years of age at the beginning of his service, but he was a man of extraordinary gravity,- much in advance of his years; a man of shrewd common-sense and clear, sharp intellect. Not a reading man, or a man in any way superior to his station and belongings, but a man who could think quickly, and understand quickly, and who always seemed to think rightly. Prompt in action, yet steady as a rock, and to all appear- ance recognising no earthly interest, no human tie, beyond or above the interests of his master. As a nurse Steadman showed himself invaluable. Lord Peverill left him a hundred pounds in acknowledgment of his services, which was some- 20 ULYSSES. thing for Lord Peverill, who had very little ready cash wherewith to endow his only daughter. After his death the title and estates went to a distant cousin ; Lady Diana Angersthorpe was taken in hand by her aunt, the Dowager Marchioness of Carrisbrook ; and James Steadman would have had to find employment among strangers, if Lady Diana had not pleaded so urgently with her aunt as to secure him a somewhat insignificant post in her ladyship's establishment. ' If ever I have a house of my own, you shall have a better place in it, Steadman,' said Lady Diana. She kept her word, and on her marriage with Lord Maulevrier, which happened about eighteen months afterwards, Steadman passed into that nobleman's service. He was a member of her ladyship's bodyguard, and his employment seemed to consist chiefly in poking fires, cutting the leaves of books and newspapers, superintending the foot- man's attendance upon her ladyship's household pets, and conveying her sentiments to the other ULYSSES. 21 servants. He was in a manner Lady Mauleviier's mouthpiece, and although treated with a respect that verged upon awe, he was not a favourite with the household. And now the house in Mayfair was given over to the charge of caretakers. All the other servants had been despatched by coach to her ladyship's favourite retreat in Westmoreland, within a few miles of the Laureate's home at Eydal Mount, and James Steadman was charged with the whole responsibility of her ladyship's travel- ling arrangements. Penelope had come to Southampton to wait for Ulysses, whose ship had been due for more than a week, and whose white sails might be expected above the horizon at any moment James Steadman spent a good deal of his time waiting about at the docks for the earliest news of Greene's ship, the Hypermnestra ; while Lady Maulevrier waited patiently in her sitting-room at the Dolphin, whose three long French windows commanded a full view of the High Street, with all those various distractions afforded by the 22 ULYSSES. chief thoroughfare of a provincial town. Her lady- ship was provided with a large box of books, from Ebers' in Bond Street, a basket of fancy work, and her favourite Blenheim spaniel, Lalla Kookh ; but even these sources of amusement did not prevent the involuntary expression of weariness in occasional yawns, and frequent pacings up and down the room, where the formal hotel furniture had a comfortless and chilly look. Fellside, her ladyship's place in Westmoreland, was the pleasure house which, among all her possessions, she most valued ; but it had hitherto been reserved for summer occupation, or for perhaps two or three weeks at Easter, when the spring was exceptionally fine. The sudden determination to spend the coming winter in the house near Grasmere was considered a curious freak of Lady Maulevrier's, and she -was constrained to explain her motives to her friends. * His lordship is out of health,' she said, * and wants perfect rest and retirement. Now, Fellside is the only place we have in which he is likely to get perfect rest. Anywhere else we should ULYSSES. 23 have to entertain. Fellside is out of the world. There is no one to be entertained.' * Except your neighbour, Wordsworth. I suppose you see him sometimes ? ' * Dear simple-minded old soul, he gives nobody any trouble,' said her ladyship. ' But is not Westmoreland very cold in winter ? ' asked her friend. Lady Maulevrier smiled benignly, as at in- offensive ignorance. * So sheltered,' she murmured. * We are at the base of the Fell. Loughrigg rises up like a Cyclopean wall between us and the wind.' * But when the wind is in the other direction ? ' 'We have Nabb Scar. You do not know how we are girdled and defended by hills.' * Very pleasant,' agreed the friend ; ' but for my own part I would rather winter in the south.' Those terrible rumours which had first come upon the world of London last June, had been growing darker and more defined ever since, but still Lady Maulevrier made believe to ignore them; and she acted her part of unconsciousness 24 ULYSSES. with such consummate skill that nobody in her circle could be sure where the acting began and where the ignorance left off. The astute Lord Denyer declared that she was a wonderful woman, and knew more about the real state of the case than anybody else. Meanwhile it was said, by those who were supposed to be well-informed, that a startling mass of evidence was accumulating against Lord Maulevrier. The India House, it was rumoured, was busy with the secret investigation of his case, prior to that public inquiry which was to come on during the next session. His private fortune would be made answerable for his misdemeanours — his life, said the alarmists, might pay the penalty of his treason. On all sides it was agreed that the case against Lord Maulevrier was black as Erebus ; and still Lady Maulevrier looked society in the face with an unshaken courage, and was ready with smiles and gracious words for all comers. And now came a harder trial, which was to receive the man who had disgraced her, lowered her pride to the dust, degraded the name she bore. ULYSSES. 25 She had married him, not loving him — nay, plucking another love out of her heart in order that she might give herself to him. She had married him for position and fortune ; and now by his follie?, by his extravagance, and by that greed of gold which is inevitable in the spendthrift and profligate, he had gone near to cheat her out of both name and fortune. Yet she so commanded herself as to receive him with a friendly air when he arrived at the Dolphin, on a dull grey autumn afternoon, after she had waited for him nearly a fortnight. James Steadman ushered in his lordship, a frail attenuated looking figure, of middle height, wrapped in a furred cloak, yet shivering, a pale sickly face, light auburn whiskers, light blue eyes, full and large, but with no intellectual power in them. Lady Maulevrier was sitting by the fire, in a melan- choly attitude, with the Blenheim spaniel on her lap. Her son was at Hastings with his nurses. She had nothing nearer and dearer than the spaniel. She rose and went over to her husband, and let him kiss her. It would have been too much to say that she kissed him ; but she submitted 26 ULYSSES. her lips unresistingly to his, and then they sat down on opposite sides of the hearth. *A wretched afternoon,' said his lordship, shivering, and drawing his chair closer to the fire. Steadman had taken away his fur-lined cloak. * I liad really underrated the disagreeableness of the English climate. It is abominable.' ' To-day is not a fair sample/ answered her ladyship, trying to be cheerful; * we have had some pleasant autumn days.' * I detest autumn ! ' exclaimed Lord Maulevrier, *a season of dead leaves, damp, and dreariness. I should like to get away to Montpellier or Nice as soon as we can.' Her ladyship gave him a scathing look, half scornful, half incredulous. 'You surely would not dream of leaving the country,' she said, 'under present circumstances. So long as you are here to answer all charges no one will interfere with your liberty, but if you were to cross the Channel ' ' My slanderers might insinuate that I was running away,' interrupted Maulevrier, 'although ULYSSES. 27 the very fact of my return ought to prove to every- one that I am able to meet and face this cabal.' * Is it a cabal ? ' asked her ladyship, looking at him with a gaze that searched his soul. ' Can you meet their charges ? Can you live down this hideous accusation, and hold up your head as a man of honour V The sensualist's blue eyes nervously shunned that look of earnest interrogation. His lips an- swered the wife's spoken question with a lie, a lie made manifest by the expression of his countenance. * I am not afraid,' he said. His wife answered not a word. She was assured that the charges were true, and that the battered rake who shivered over the fire had neither courage nor ability to face his accusers. She saw the whole fabric of her life in ruins, her son the penniless successor to a tarnished name. There was silence for some minutes. Lady Maulevrier sat with lowered eyelids looking at the fire, deep in painful thought. Two perpen- dicular wrinkles upon her broad white forehead 28 ULYSSES. — SO calm, so unclouded in society — told of gnaw- ing cares. Then she stole a look at her hus- band, as he reclined in his arm-chair, his head lying back against the cushions in listless repose, his eyes looking vacantly at the window, whence he could see only the rain-blurred fronts of opposite houses, blank, dull windows, grey slated roofs, against a leaden sky. He had been a handsome man, and he was handsome still, albeit premature decay, the result of an evil life, was distinctly marked in his faded face. The dull, yellow tint of the com- plexion, the tarnished dimness of the large blue eyes, the discontented droop of the lips, the languor of the attitude, the pallid transparency of the wasted hands, all told of a life worn threadbare, energies exhausted, chances thrown away, a mind abandoned to despair. 'You look very ill,' said his wife, after that long blank interval, which marked so unnatural an apathy between husband and wife meeting after so long a severance. 'I am very ill. I have been worried to death ULYSSES. 29 — surrounded by rogues and liars— the victim of a most infernal conspiracy.' He spoke hurriedly, growing whiter and more tremulous as he went on. ' Don't talk about it. You agitate yourself to no purpose/ said Lady Maulevrier, with a tran- quillity which seemed to indicate supreme cold- ness, yet which might be the result of suppressed feeling. ' If you are to face this scandal firmly and boldly next January, you must try to re- cover physical strength in the meanwhile. Mental energ}^ may come with better health.' ' I shall never be any better,' said Lord Maule\Tier, testily ; * that infernal climate has shattered my constitution.' ' Two or three months of perfect rest and good nursing will make a new man of you. I have arranged that we shall go straight from here to Fellside. No one can plague you there with that disguised maliciousness called sympathy. You can give all your thoughts to the ordeal before you, and be ready to meet your accusers. Fortunately, you have no Burke against you.' 30 ULYSSES. ' Fellside ? You think of going to Fellside ? ' 'Yes. You know how fond I am of that place. I little thought when you settled it upon me — a cottage in Westmoreland with fifty acres of garden and meadow — so utterly insignificant — that I should ever like it better than any of your places.' ' A charming retreat in summer ; but we have never wintered there ? What put it into your head to go there at such a season as this ? Why, I dare say the snow is on the tops of the hills already.' ' It is the only place I know where you will not be watched and talked about,' replied Lady Maulevrier. 'You will be out of the eye of the world. I should think that consideration would weigh more with you than two or three degrees of the thermometer.' ' I detest cold/ said the Earl, ' and in my weak health ' * We will take care of you,' answered her ladyship ; and in the discussion which followed she bore herself so firmly that her husband was fain to give way. How could a disgraced and ruined man. ULYSSES. 31 broken in health and spirits, contest the mere details of life with a resolute high-spirited woman ten years his junior ? The Earl wanted to ^o to London, and remain there at least a week, but this her ladyship strenuously opposed. He must see his lawyer, he urged ; there were steps to be taken which could be taken only under legal advice — counsel to be retained. If this lying invention of Satan were really destined to take the form of a public trial, he must be prepared to fight his foes on their own ground. 'You can make all your preparations at Fell- side,' answered his wife, resolutely. 'I have seen Messrs. Rigby and Eyder, and your own particular ally, Eigby, will go to you at Fellside whenever you want him.' 'That is not like my being on the spot/ said his lordship, nervously, evidently much discon- certed by her ladyship's firmness, but too feeble in mind and body for a prolonged contest. ' I ought to be on the spot. I am not without influence ; I have friends, men in power.' 32 ULYSSES. ' Surely you are not going to appeal to friend- ship in order to vindicate your honour. These charges are true or false. If they are false your own manhood, your own rectitude, can face them and trample upon them, unaided by back-stairs influence. If they are true, no one can help you.' ' I think you, at least, ought to know that they are as false as hell,' retorted the Earl, with an attempt to maintain his dignity. * I have acted as if I so believed,' replied his wife, gravely. 'I have lived as if there were no such slanders in the air. I have steadily ignored every report, every insinuation — have held my head as high as if I knew you were immaculate.' * I expected as much from you,' answered the Earl, coolly. * If I had not known you were a woman of sense I should not have married you.' This was his utmost expression of gratitude. His next remarks had reference solely to his own comfort. Where were his rooms ? at what hour were they to dine? And hereupon he rang for his valet, a German Swiss, and a servant out of a thousand. CHAPTER III. ox THE WRONG ROAD. Lord and Lady Maulevrier left Southampton next morning, posting. -They took two servants in the rumble, Steadman and the footman. Steadman was to valet his lordship, the footman to be useful in all emergencies of the journey. The maid and the valet were to travel by heavy coach, with the luggage — her ladyship dispensing with all personal attend- ance during the journey. The first day took them to Eugby, whither they travelled across country by WaHingford and Oxford. The second day took them to Lichfield. Lord Maulevrier was out of health and feeble, and grumbled a good deal about the fatigue of the journey, the badness of the weather, which was dull and cold, east winds all day, and a light frost morning and night. As they progressed northward the sky VOL. I. D o4 ON THE WEONG ROAD. looked frayer, the air became more biting. His lordship insisted upon the stages being shortened. He lay in bed at his hotel till noon, and was seldom ready to start till two o'clock. He could see no reason for haste ; the winter would be long enough in all conscience at Fellside. He complained of mysterious aches and pains, described himself in the presence of hotel-keepers and headwaiters as a mass of maladies. He was nervous, irritable, intensely disagreeable. Lady Maulevrier bore his humours with unwavering patience, and won golden opinions from all sorts of people by her devotion to a husband whose blighted name was the common talk of England. Everybody, even in distant provincial towns, had heard of the scandal against the Governor of Madras ; and everybody looked at the sallow, faded Anglo-Indian with morbid curiosity. His lordship, sensitive on all points touching his own ease and comfort, was keenly conscious of this unpleasant inquisitiveness. The journey, protracted by Lord Maulevrier 's languor and ill-health, dragged its slow length along for nearly a fortnight; until it seemed to Lady ON THE WRONG EOAD. 35 Maulevrier as if they had been travelling upon those dismal, flat, "unpictiiresque roads k>v months. Each day was so horribly like yesterday. The same hedgerows and flat fields, and passing glimpse of river or canal. The same absence of all beauty in the landscape-^the same formal hotel rooms, and smirking landladies — and so on till they came to Lancaster, after which the country became more interesting — hills arose in the background. Even the smoky manufacturing towns through which they passed without stopping, were less abominable than the level respectability of the Midland counties. But now as they drew nearer the hills the weather grew colder. Snow was spoken of, and when they got into Westmoreland the mountain- peaks gleamed whitely against a lead-coloured sky. * You ought not to have brought me here in such weather,' complained the Earl, shivering in his sables, as he sat in his corner of the travelling chariot, looking discontentedly at the gloomy landscape. ' What is to become of us if we are caught in a snowstorm ? ' * We shall have no snow worth talking about 36 ON THE WRONG ROAD. before we are safely housed at Fellside, and then we can defj^ the elements,' said Lady Maulevrier, coolly. They slept that night at Oxenholme, and started next morning, under a clear, bright sky, intending to take luncheon at Windermere, and to be at home by nightfall. But by the time they got to Windermere the sky had changed to a dark grey, and the people at the hotel prophesied a heavy fall before night, and urged the Earl and Countess to go no further that day. The latter part of the road to Fellside was rough and hilly. If there should be a snow- storm the horses would never be able to drag the carriage up the steepest bit of the way. Here, however. Lord Maulevrier' s obstinacy came into play. He would not drag out another night at an hotel so near his own house. He was sick to death of travelling, and wanted to be at rest among comfortable surroundings. ' It was murder to bring me here,' he said to his wife. * If I had gone to Hastings I should have been a new man by this time. ox THE WEONG EOAD. 37 As it is I am a great deal worse than when I landed/ Everyone at the hotel noticed his lordship's white and haggard looks. He had been known there as a young man in the bloom of health and strength, and his decay was particularly obvious to these people. 'I saw death in his face,' the landlord said, afterwards. Everything, even her ladyship's firmness and good sense, gave way before the invalid's im- patience. At three in the afternoon they left the hotel, with four horses, to make the remain- ing nineteen miles of the way in one stage. They had not been on the road half an hour before the snow began to fall thickly, whitening everything around them, except the lake, which showed a dark leaden surface at the bottom of the slope alung the edge of which they were travelling. Too sullen for speech, Lord Maulevrier sat back in his corner, with his sable cloak drawn up to his chin, his travelling cap cover- ing head and ears, his eyes contemplating the 38 ON THE WKONG ROAD. whitening world with a weary anger. His wife watched the landscape as long as she could, but the snow soon began to darken all the air, and she could see nothing save that blank blind- ing fall. Half-way to Fellside there was a point where two roads met, one leading towards Grasmere, the other towards the village of Great Lang- dale, a cluster of humble habitations in the heart of the hills. When the horses had struggled as far as this point, the snow was six inches deep on the road, and made a thick curtain around them as it fell. By this time the Earl had dozed off to sleep. He woke an hour after, let down the window, which let in a snow-laden gust, and tried to pierce the gloom without. * As black as Erebus ! * he exclaimed, * but we ought to be close at home by this time. Yes, thank God, there are the lights/ The carriage drew up a minute afterwards, and Steadman came to the door. 'Very sorry, my lord. The horses must have ox THE WROXG ROAD. 39 taken a wrong turn after we crossed the bridge. And now the men say they can't go back to Fellside unless we can get fresh horses ; and I'm afraid there's no chance of that here.' ' Here ! ' exclaimed the Earl, ' what do you mean by here ? Where the devil are we ? ' ' Great Langdale, my lord/ A door opened and let out a flood of light — the red light of a wood fire, the pale flame of a candle — upon the snowy darkness, reveal- ing the panelled hall of a neat little rustic inn : an eight-day clock ticking in the corner, a black and white sheep-dog coming out at hi master's heels to investigate the travellers. To the right of the door showed the light of a window, sheltered by a red curtain, behind which the chiefs of the village were enjoying their evening. ' Have you any post-horses ? ' asked the Earl, discontentedly, as the landlord stood on the threshold, shading the candle with his hand. 'No, sir. We don't keep post-horses.' ' Of course not. I knew as much before I 40 ON THE WEONG ROAD. asked/ said the Earl. ' We are fixed in this dismal hole for the night, I suppose. How far are we from Fellside ? ' * Seven miles/ ansv/ered the landlord. * I beg your pardon, my lord ; I didn't know it was your lordship/ he added, hurriedly. 'We're in sore trouble, and it makes a man daft-like ; but if there's anything we can do ' * Is there no hope of getting on, Steadman ? ' asked the Earl, cutting short these civilities. * Not with these horses, my lord.' ' And you hear we can't get any others. Is there any farmer about here who could lend us a pair of carriage horses ? ' The landlord knew of no such person. *Then we must stop here till to-morrow morning. What infernal fools those post-boys must be,' protested Lord Maulevrier. James Steadman apologised for the postilions, explaining that when they came to the critical point of their journey, where the road branched off to the Langdales, the snow was falling so thickly, the whole country was so hidden in all-pervading white- ON THE WRONG EOAD. 41 ness, that even he, who knew the way so well, could give no help to the drivers. He could only trust to the instinct of local postilions and local horses ; and instinct had proved wrong. The travellers alighted, and were ushered into a not uncomfortable-looking parlour ; very low as to the ceiling, very old-fashioned as to the furniture, but spotlessly clean, and enlivened by a good fire, to which his lordship drew near, shivering and muttering discontentedly to himself. ' We might be worse off/ said her ladyship, look- ing round the bright little room, which pleased her better than many a state apartment in the large hotels at which they had stopped. * Hardly, unless we were out on the moor,' grumbled her husband. ' I am sick to death of this ill-advised, unreasonable journey. I am at a loss to imagine your motive in bringing me here. You must have had a motive.' * I had,' answered Lady Maulevrier, with a freezing look. ' I wanted to get you out of the way. I told you that plainly enough at Southampton.* ' I don't see why I should be hurried away and 42 ON THE WRONG ROAD. hidden,' said Lord Maulevrier. ' I must face my accusers, sooner or later.' *0f course. The day of reckoning must come. Bub in the meantime have you no delicacy ? Do you want to be pointed at everywhere ? ' ' All I know is that I am very ill,' answered her husband, 'and that this wretched journey has made me twenty years older.' ' We shall be safe at home before noon to- morrow, and you can have Horton to set you right again. You know you always believed in his skill.' * Ilorton is a clever fellow enough, as country doctors go ; but at Hastings I could have had the best physicians in London to see me,' grumbled his lordship. The rustic maid-servant came in to lay the table, assisted by her ladyship's footman, who looked a good deal too tall for the room. 'I shan't dine,' said the Earl. *I am a great deal too ill and cold. Light a fire in my room, girl, and send Steadman to me ' — this to the footman, who hastened to obey. * You can send me up a basin of soup presently. I shall go to bed at once.' ON THE WRONG ROAD. 43 He left the room without another word to his wife, who sat by the hearth staring thoughtfully at the cheery wood fire. Presently she looked np, and saw that the man and maid were goinc; on with their preparations for dinner. * I do not care about dining alone,' said her ladyship. * We lunched at Windermere, and I have no appetite. You can clear away those things, and bring me some tea.' When the table furniture had been cleared, and a neat little tea-tray set upon the white cloth. Lady Maulevrier drew her chair to the table, and took out her pocket-book, from which she produced a letter. This she read more than once, meditating profoundly upon its contents. * I am very sorry he has come home.' wrote her correspondent, ' and yet if he had stayed in India there must have been an investigation on the spot. A public inquiry is inevitable, and the knowledge of his arrival in the country will precipitate matters. From all I hear I much fear that there is no chance of the result being favourable to him. You have asked me to write the unvarnished truth, to be 44 ON THE WRONG ROAD. brutal even, remember. His delinquencies are pain- fully notorious, and I apprehend that the last six- pence he owns will be answerable. His landed estate I am told can also be confiscated, in the event of an impeachment at the bar of the House of Lords, as in the Warren Hastings case. But as yet nobody seems clear as to the form which the investigation will take. In reply to your inquiry as to what would have happened if his lordship had died on the passage home, I believe I am justi- fied in saying the scandal would have been allowed to die with him. He has contrived to provoke powerful animosities both in the Cabinet and at the India House, and there is, I fear, an intention to pursue the inquiry to the bitter end.' Assurances of the writer's sympathy followed these harsh truths. But to this polite common- place her ladyship paid no attention. Her mind was intent on hard facts, the dismal probabilities of the near future. ' If he had died upon the passage home ! ' she repeated. ' Would to God that he had so died, and that my son's name and fortune could be saved.' ox THE ^YRO^'G ROAD. 45 The innocent child who had never given her an hour's care ; the one creature she loved ^Yith all the strength of her proud nature — his future was to be blighted by his father's misdoings — overshadowed by shame and dishonour in the very dawn of life. It was a wicked wish — an unnatural wish to find room in a woman's breast; but the wish was there. ^Yould to God he had died before the ship touched an English port. But he was living, and would have to face his accusers — and she, his wife, must give him all the help she could She sat long by the waning fire. She took nothing but a cup of tea, although the landlady had sent in substantial accompaniments to the tea-tray in the shape of broiled ham, new-laid eggs, and hot cakes, arguing that a traveller on such a night must be hungry, albeit disinclined for a ceremonious dinner. She had been sitting for nearly an hour in almost the same attitude, when there came a knock at the door, and, on being bidden to enter, the landlady came in, with some" logs in her apron, under pretence of replenishing the fire. 46 ON THE WRONG ROAD. *I was afraid your fire must be getting low, my lady,' she said, as she put on the logs, and swept up the ashes on the hearth. ' Such a dreadful night. So early in the year, too. I'm afraid we shall have a hard winter.' ' That does not always follow,' said Lady Maulevrier. ' Has Steadman come downstairs ? ' Yes, my lady. He told me to tell your lady- ship that his lordship is pretty comfortable, and hopes to pass a good night.' ' I am glad to hear it. You can give me another room, I suppose. It would be better for his lordship not to be disturbed, as he is very much out of health.' * There is another room, my lady, but it's very small.' * I don't mind how small, if it is clean and airy.' * Yes, my lady. I am thankful to say you won't find dirt or stuffiness anywhere in this house. His lordship do look mortal bad,' added the landlady, shaking her head dolefully ; * and I remember him such a fine young gentleman, ox THE WEOXG ROAD. 47 when he used to come down the Eothay with the otter hounds, running along the bank — dashing in and out of the beck — up to his knees in the water — and now to see him, so white and mashiated, and broken-down like, in the very prime of life, all along of living out in a hot country, among blackamoors, which is used to it — poor, ignorant creatures — and never knew no better. It must be a hard trial for you, my lady.' * It is a hard trial.' * Ah ! we all have our trials, rich and poor,' sighed the woman, who desired nothing better than to be allowed to unbosom her woes to the grand-looking lady in the fur-bordered cloth pelisse, with beautiful dark hair piled up in clustering masses above a broad white forehead, with slender white hands on which diamonds flashed and glittered in the firelight, an unaccustomed figure by that rustic hearth. ' We all have our trials — high and low.' 'That reminds me,' said Lady Maulevrier, look- ing up at her, ^ your husband said you were in trouble. What did that mean?' 48 ON THE WRONG KOAD. 'Sickness in the house, my lady. A brother of mine that went to America to make his fortune, and seemed to be doing so well for the first five or six years, and wrote home such beautiful letters, and then left off writing all at once, and we made sure as he was dead, and never got a word from him for ten years, and just three weeks ago he drops in upon us as we was sitting over our tea between the lights, looking as white as a ghost. I gave a shriek when I saw him, for I was regular scared out of my senses. "Eobert's ^host ! " I cried ; but it was Eobert himself, come home to us to die. And he's lying upstairs now, with so little life in him that I expect every breath to be his last.' ' What is his complaint ? ' * Apathy, my lady. Dear, dear, that's not it. I never do remember the doctor's foreign names.' 'Atrophy, perhaps/ ' Yes, my lady, that was it. ISTo doubt such words come easy to a scholar like your ladyship.' ' Does the doctor give no hope ? ' ' Well, no, my lady. He don't go so far as to ON THE WRONG ROAD. 49 say that the case is hopeless. It all depends, he says, upon the rallying power of the consti- tution. The lungs are not gone, and the heart is not diseased. If there's rallying power, Eobert will come round, and if there isn't he'll sink. But the doctor says nature will have to make an effort. But I have my own idea about the case,' added the landlady, with a sigh. ' What is your idea ? ' *That the stamp of death was on our Eobert when he came into this house, and that he meant what he said when he spoke of coming home to die. Things had gone against him for the last ten years in America. He married and took his wife out to a farm in the Bush, and thought to make a good thing out of farming with the money he'd accumulated up to then. But America isn't Westmoreland, you see, my lady, and his knowledge stood him in no stead in the Bush ; and first he lost his money, and then he lost a child or two, and then he lost his wife, and he came back to us a broken- hearted man, with no wish to live. The doctor YOL. I. E 50 ON THE WRONG ROAD. may call it atrophy, but I call it wliat the Scripture calls it, a broken and a wounded spirit.' 'Who is 3^our doctor?' *Mr. Evans, of Ambleside.' * That little half-blind old man ! ' exclaimed her ladyship. * Surely you have no confidence in him ? ' * Not much, my lady. But I don't believe all the doctors in London could do anything for Eobert. Good nursing will bring him round if anything can; and he gets that, I can assure your ladyship. He's my only brother, the only kith and kin that's left to me, and he and I were very fond of each other when we was young. You may be sure I don't spare any trouble, and my good man thinks the best of his larder or his cellar hardly good enough for Eobert.' *I am sure you are kind good people,' replied her ladyship, gently ; ' but I should have thought Mr. Horton, of Grasmere, could have done more than old Evans. However, you know best. 1 hope his lordship is not going to add to your ON THE WRONG ROAD. 51 cares by being laid up here, but be looked very- ill this evening.' ' He did, my lady, mortal bad/ ' However, we must hope for the best. Stead- man is a splendid servant in illness. He nursed my father for years. Will you tell him to come to me, if you please. I want to hear what he thinks of his lordship, and to discuss the chances of our getting home early to-morrow.' The landlady retired, and summoned Mr. Stead- man, who was enjoying his modest glass of grog in front of the kitchen fire. He had taught himself to dispense with the consolations of tobacco, lest he should at any time make himself obnoxious to her ladyship. Steadman was closeted with Lady Maulevrier for the next half-hour, during which his lord- ship's condition was gravely discussed. When he left the sitting-room he told the landlord to be sure and feed the post-horses well, and make them comfortable for the night, so that they might be ready for the drive to Fellside early next morning. LIBRARY 52 ON THE WRONG ROAD. *Do you think his lordship will be well enough to travel?' asked the landlord. 'He has made up his mind to get home — ill or well/ answered Steadman. * He has wasted about a week by his dawdling ways on the road ; and now he's in a fever to get to Fellside.' CHAPTER lY. THE LAST STAGE. The post-horses — which had been well fed, but accommodated somewhat poorly in stable and l)arn — were quite ready to go on next morning; but Lord Maulevrier was not able to leave his room, where her ladyship remained in close attendance upon him. The hills and valleys were white with snow, but there was none falling, and Mr. Evans, the elderly surgeon from Ambleside, rode over to Great Langdale on his elderly cob to look at Eobert Haswell, and was called in to see Lord Maulevrier. Her ladyship liad spoken lightly of his skill on the previous evening, but any doctor is better than none, so this feeble little personage was allowed to feel his lordship's pulse, and look at his lordship's 54: THE LAST STAGE. His opinion, never too decidedly given, was a little more hazy than usual on this occasion, perhaps because of a certain awfulness, to "un- accustomed eyes, in Lady Maulevrier's proud bearing. He said that his lordship was low, very low, and that the pulse was more irregular than he liked, but he committed himself no further than this, and went away, promising to send such pills and potions as were appropriate to the patient's condition. A boy rode the same pony over to Langdale later in the afternoon with the promised medicines. Throughout the short winter day, which seemed terribly long in the stillness and solitude of Great Langdale, Lady Maulevrier kept watch in the sick-room, Steadman comiug in and out in constant attendance upon his master— save for one half-hour only, which her ladyship passed in the parlour below, in conversation with the landlady, a very serious conversation, as indicated by Mrs. Smithson*s grave and somewhat troubled looks when she left her ladyship ; but a good deal of her trouble may have been caused by THE LAST STAGE. 55 her brother, who was pronounced by the doctor to be 'much the same.' At eleven o'clock that night a mounted messenger was sent off to Ambleside in hot haste to fetch Mr. Evans, who came to the inn to find Lady Maulevrier kneeling beside her husband's bed, while Stead man stood with a troubled countenance at a respectful distance. The room was dimly lighted by a pair of candles burning on a table near the window, and at some distance from the old four-post bedstead, shaded by dark moreen curtains. The surgeon looked round the room, and then fum- bled in his pockets for his spectacles, without the aid of which the outside world presented itself to him under a blurred and uncertain aspect. He put on his spectacles, and moved towards the bed ; but the first glance in that direction showed him what had happened. The outline of the rigid figure under the coverlet looked like a sculptured effigy upon a tomb. A sheet was drawn over the face of daath. 56 THE LAST STAGE. 'You are too late to be of any use, Mr. Evans,* murmured Steadman, laying his hand upon the doctor's sleeve, and drawing him away towards the door. They went softly on to the landing, off which opened the door of that other sick-room where the landlady's brother was lying. 'When did this happen?' * A quarter of an hour after the messenger rode off to fetch you,' answered Steadman. ' His lordship lay all the afternoon in a heavy sleep, and we thought he was going on well ; but after dark there was a difficulty in his breath- ing which alarmed her ladyship, and she insisted upon your being sent for. The messenger had hardly been gone a quarter of an hour when his lordship woke suddenly, muttered to himself in a curious way, gave just one long-drawn shuddering sigh, and — and all was over. It was a terrible shock for her ladyship.' * Indeed it must have been,' murmured the village doctor. ' It is a great surprise to me. I knew Lord Maulevrier was low, very low, the THE LAST STAGE. 67 pulse feeble and intermittent; but I had no fear of anything of this kind. It is very sudden.' * Yes, it is awfully sudden/ said Steadman, and then he murmured in the doctor's ear, * You will give the necessary certificate, I hope, with as little trouble to her ladyship as possible. This is a dreadful blow, and she ' * She shall not be troubled. The body will be removed to-morrow, I suppose.' * Yes. He must be buried from his own house. I sent a second messenger to Ambleside for the undertaker. He will be here very soon, no doubt, and if the shell is ready by noon to-morrow, the body can be removed then. I have arranged to get her ladyship away to-night.' * So late ? After midnight ? ' ' Why not ? She cannot stay in this small house — so near the dead. There is a moon, and there is no snow falling, and we are within seven miles of Fellside.' The doctor had nothing further to say against the arrangement, although such a drive seemed to him a somewhat wild and reckless proceed- 58 THE LAST STAGE. ing. Mr. Steadman's grave, self-possessed manner answered all doubts. Mr. Evans filled in the cer- tificate for the undertaker, drank a glass of hot brandy and water, and remounted his nag, in nowise relishing his midnight ride, but consoling himself with the reflection that he would be handsomely paid for his trouble. An hour later Lady Maulevrier's travelling carriage stood ready in the stable yard, in the deep shadow of wall and gables. It was at Steadman's order that the carriage waited for her ladyship at an obscure side door, rather than in front of the inn. An east wind was blowing keenly along the mountain road, and the careful Steadman was anxious his mistress should not be exposed to that chilly blast. There was some delay, and the four horses jingled their bits impatiently, and then the door of the inn opened, a feeble light gleamed in the narrow passage within, Steadman stood ready to assist her ladyship into the carriage, there was a bustle, a confusion of dark figures on the thres- hold, the carriage door was clapped to, the horses went clattering out of the yard, turned sharnlv into THE LAST STAGE. 59 the snowy road, and started at a s^viDging pace towards the dark sullen bulk of Loughrigg Fell. The moon was shining upon Elterwater in the valley yonder — the mountain ridges, the deep gorges below those sullen heights, looked black where the shadow of night enfolded them; but all along the snow-white road the silver light shone fall and clear, until the mountain way looked like a path through fairyland. CHAPTER V. FORTY YEARS AFTER. * What a horrid day ! ' said Lady Mary, throwing down her book with a yawn, and looking out of the deep bay window into a world of mountain and lake which was clouded over by a dense veil of rain and dull grey mist ; such rain as one sees only in a lake district, a curtain of gloom which shuts off sky and distance, and narrows the world to one solitary dwelling, suspended amidst cloud and water, like another ark in a new deluge. Eain — such rain as makes out-of-door exercise impossible — was always an affliction to Lady Mary Haselden. Her delight was in open air and sunshine — fishing in the lake and rivers — sitting in some sheltered hollow of the hills more fitting for an eagle's nest than for the FORTY YEARS AFTER. 61 occupation of a yoimg lady, trying to paint those ever-varying, unpaintable mountain peaks, which change their hues with every change of the sky — swimming, riding, roving far and wide over hill and heather — pleasures all more or less masculine in their nature, and which were a subject of regret with Lady Maulevrier. Lady Lesbia was of a different temper. She loved ease and elegance, the gracious luxuries of life. She loved art and music, but not to labour hard at either. She played and saDg a little — excellently within that narrow compass which she had allotted to herself — played Mendelssohn's ' Lieder ' with finished touch and faultless accent, sang Heine's ballads with consummate expression. She painted not at all. Why should anyone draw or paint indifferently, she asked, when Providence has furnished the world with so many great painters in the past and present. She could not understand Mary's atdent desire to do the thing herself, — to be able with her own pencil and her own brush to reproduce the lakes and valleys, the wild 62 FORTY YEARS AFTER. brown hills slie loved so passionately. Lesbia did not care two straws for the lovely lake district amidst which she had been reared, — every pike and force, every beck and gill whereof was distinctly dear to her younger sister. She thought it a very hard thing to have spent so much of her life at Fellside, a trial that would have hardly been endurable if it were not for grandmother. Grandmother and Lesbia adored each other. Lesbia was the one person for whom Lady Maulevrier's state- liness was subjugated by perfect love. To all the rest of the world the Countess was marble, but to Lesbia she was wax. Lesbia could mould her as she pleased; but happily Lesbia was not the kind of young person to take advantage of this privilege ; she was thoroughly ductile or docile, and had no desire, at present, which ran counter to her grandmother. Lesbia was a beauty. In her nineteenth year she was a curious reproduction in face and figure, expression and carriage, of that Lady Diana Angersthorpe who five and forty years ago flut- FORTY YEAES AFTEE. 63 tered the dove-cots of St. James's and May- fair by her brilliant beauty and her keen intelli- gence. There in the panelled drawing-room at Fellside hung Harlow's portrait of Lady Diana in her zenith, in a short-waisted, white satin frock, with large puffed gauze sleeves, through which the perfect arm showed diml}^ Standing under that picture Lady Lesbia looked as if she had stepped out of the canvas. She was to be painted by Millais next year, Lady Maule^Tier said, when she had been introduced, and society was beginning to talk about her : for Lady Maulevrier made up her mind five or six years ago that Lesbia should be the reigning beauty of her season. To this end she had educated and trained her, furnishing her with all those graces best calculated to please and astonish society. She was too clever a woman not to discover Lesbia's shallowness and lack of all great gifts, save that one peerless dower of perfect beauty. She knew exactly what Lesbia could be trained to do ; and to this end Lesbia had been educated ; and to this end Lady Maulevrier brought down to 64 FORTY YEARS AFTER. Fellside the most accomplislied of Hanoverian governesses, who had learned French in Paris, and had toiled in the educational mill with profit to herself and her pupils for a quarter of a century. To this lady the Countess entrusted the education of her granddaughters' minds, while for their physical training she provided another teacher in the person of a clever little Parisian dancing mistress, who had set up at the West-End of London as a teacher of dancing and calisthenics, and had utterly failed to find pupils enough to pay her rent and keep her modest pot-au- feu going. Mademoiselle Thiebart was very glad to exchange the uncertainties of a first floor in North Audley Street for the comfort and security of Fellside Manor, with a salary of a hundred and fifty pounds a year. Both Fraulein and Mademoiselle had been quick to discover that Lady Lesbia was the apple of her grandmother's eye, while Lady Mary was com- paratively an outsider. So it came about that Mary's education was in somewise a mere picking-up of the crumbs which FORTY YEAES AFTER. 6 5 fell from Lesbia's table, and that she was allowed in a general way to run wild. She was much quicker at any intellectual exercise than Lesbia. She learned the lessons that were given her at railroad speed, and rattled off her exercises with a slap-dash penmanship which horrified the neat and niggling Fraulein, and then rushed off to the lake or mountain, and by this means grew browner and browner, and more indelibly freckled day by day, thus widening the gulf between herself and her beauty sister. But it is not to be supposed that because Lesbia was beautiful, Mary was plain. This is very far from the truth. Mary had splendid hazel eyes, with a dancing light in them when she smiled, ruddy auburn hair, white* teeth, a deeply-dimpled chin, and a vivacity and archness of expression, which served only in her present state of tutelage for the subjugation of old women and shepherd boys. Mary had been taught to believe that her chances of future promotion were of the smallest ; that nobody would ever talk of her, or think of her by-and-by when VOL. I. F 66 FORTY YEARS AFTER. she in her turn would make her appearance in London society, and that it would be a very happy thing for her if she were so fortunate as to attract the attention of a fashionable physician, a Canon of Westminster or St. Paul's, or a barrister in good practice. Mary turned up her pert little nose at this humdrum lot. * 1 would much rather spend all my life among these dear hills than marry a nobody in London,' she said, fearless of that grand old lady at whose frown so many people shivered. ' If you don't think people will like me and admire me — a little — you had better save yourself the trouble of taking me to London. I don't want to play second fiddle to my sister?' *You are a very impertinent person, and deserve to be taken at your word,' replied my lady, scowling at her ; ' but I have no doubt before you are twenty you will tell another story.' ' Oh ! ' said Mary, now just turned seventeen, ' then I am not to come out till I am twenty.' 'That will be soon enough,' answered the FORTY YEARS AFTER. 67 Countess. ' It will take you as long to get rid of those odious freckles. And no doubt by that time Lesbia will have made a brilliant marriage.' And now on this rainy July morning these two girls, neither of whom had any serious em- ployment for her life, or any serious purpose in living, wasted the hours, each in her own fashion. Lesbia reclined upon a cushioned seat in the deep embrasure of a Tudor window, her pose per- fection — it was one of many such attitudes which Mademoiselle had taught her, and which by assiduous training had become a second nature. Poor Mademoiselle, having finished her mission and taught Lesbia all she could teach, had now departed to a new and far less luxurious situation in a finishing school at Passy; but Fraulein Mtiller was still retained, as watch-dog and duenna. Lesbia's pale blue morning gown harmonised exquisitely ■ with a complexion of lilies and roses, violet eyes, and golden-brown hair. Her features were distinguished by that perfect chiselling which gave such a haughty grace to her grandmother's 68 FORTY YEARS AFTER. countenance, even at sixty-seven years of age — a loveliness which, like the sculptured marble it resembles, is unalterable by time. Lesbia was reading Keats. It was her habit to read the poets, carefully and deliberately, taking up one at a time, and duly laying a volume aside when she found herself mistress of its contents. She had no passion for poetry, but it was an elegant leisurely kind of reading which suited her languid temperament. Moreover, her grandmother had told her that an easy familiarity with the great poets is of all knowledge that which best qualifies a woman to shine in conversation, without offending the superior sex by any assumption of scholarship. Mary was a very different class of reader ; capricious, omniverous, tearing out the hearts of books, roaming from flower to flower in the fields of literature, loving old and new, romance and reality, novels, travels, plays, poetry, and never dwelling long on any one theme. Perhaps if Mary had lived in the bosom of a particularly sympathetic family she might have been reckoned FORTY YEARS AFTER. 69 almost a genius, so much of poetry and originality was there in her free unconventional character; but hitherto it had been Mary's mission in life to be snubbed, whereby she had acquired a very poor opinion of her own talents. 'Oh/ she cried with a desperate yawn, while Lesbia smiled her languid smile over Endymion, ' how I wish something would happen — anything to stir us out of this statuesque, sleeping-beauty state of being. I verily believe the spiders are aU asleep in the ivy, and the mice behind the wainscot, and the horses in the stable.' 'What could happen?' asked Lesbia, with a gentle elevation of pencilled brows. 'Are not these lovely lines — *' And coverUds gold-tinted Hke the peach. Or ripe October's faded marigolds. Fell sleek about him in a thousand folds.' Faded marigolds! Is not that intensely sweet?' 'Very well for your sleepy Keats, but I don't suppose you would have noticed the passage if marigolds were not in fashion,' said Mary, with a touch of scorn. * What could 70 FORTY YEAES AFTER. happen? Why a hundred things — an earthq^uake, flood, or fire. What could happen, do you say, Lesbia? Why Maulevrier might come home un- expectedly, and charm us out of this death-in-life.' * He would occasion a good deal of unplea- santness if he did,' answered Lesbia, coldly. ' You know how angry he has made grandmother.' * Because he keeps race-horses which have an unlucky knack of losing,' said Mary, dubiously. 'I suppose if his horses won, grandmother would rather approve ? ' 'Not at all. That would make hardly any difference, except that he would not ruin himself quite so quickly. Grandmother says that a young man who goes on the turf is sure to be ruined sooner or later. And then Maulevrier's habits are altogether wild and foolish. It is very hard upon grandmother, who has such noble ambition for all of us.' * Not for me,' answered Mary, smiling. * Her views about me are very humble. She considers that I shall be most fortunate if a doctor or a lawyer condescend to like me well enough to FORTY YEAES AFTER. 71 make me an offer. He might make me the offer without likinjj me, for the sake of hearincf himself and his wife announced as Mr. and Lady Mary Snooks at dinner parties. That would be too horrid ! But I daresay such things have happened.' 'Don't talk nonsense, Mary,' said Lesbia, loftily. 'There is no reason why you should not make a really good marriage, if you follow grandmother's advice and don't affect eccentricity.' * I don't affect eccentricity, but I'm afraid I really am eccentric,' murmured Mary, meekly, ' for I like so many things I ought not to like, and detest so many things. which I ought to admire.' ' I daresay you will have tamed down a little before you are presented,' said Lesbia, carelessly. She could not even affect a profound interest in anyone but herself. She had a narrowness of mental vision which prevented her looking beyond the limited circle of her own pleasures, her own desires, her own dreams and hopes. She was one of those strictly correct young women who was not likely to do much harm in the world, but who was just as unlikely to do any good. 72 FORTY YEARS AFTER. Mary sighed, and went back to her book, a bnlky volume of travels, and tried to lose herself in the sandy wastes of Africa, and to be deeply interested in the sources of the Congo, not, in her heart of hearts, caring a straw whether that far-away river comes from the mountains of the moon, or from the moon itself To-day she could not pin her mind to pages which might have interested her at another time. Her thoughts were with Lord Maulevrier, that fondly-loved only brother, just seven years her senior, who had taken to race- horses and bad ways, and seemed to be trying his hardest to dissipate the splendid fortune which his grandmother, the dowager Countess, had nursed so judiciously during his long minority. Maulevrier and Mary had always been what the young man called ' no end of chums.' He called her his own brown-eyed Molly, much to the annoyance of Lady Maulevrier and Lesbia ; and Mary's life was all gladness when Maulevrier was at Fellside. She devoted herself wholly to his amusements, rode and drove with him, fol- lowed on her pony when he went otter hunting, FORTY YEAES AFTER. 73 and very often abandoned the pony to the care of some stray mountain youth in order to join the hunters, and go leaping from stone to stone on the margin of the stream, and occasionally, in moments of wild excitement, when the hounds were in full cry, splashing in and out of the water, like a naiad in a neat little hunting-habit. Mary looked after Maulevrier's stable when he was away, and had supreme command of a kennel of fox-terriers which cost her brother more money than the Countess would have cared to know; for in the wide area of Lady Maulevrier's ambi- tion there was no room for two hundred guinea fox-terriers, were they never so perfect. Altogether Mary's life was a different life when her brother was at home ; and in his absence the best part of her days were spent in thinking about him and fulfilling the duties of her position as his representative in stable and kennel, and among certain rustics in the district, chiefly of the sporting type, who were Maulevrier's chosen allies oy prote(/4s. Never, perhaps, had two girls of patrician 74 FOETY YEARS AFTER. lineage lived a more secluded life than Lady Maulevrier's granddaughters. They had known no pleasures beyond the narrow sphere of home and home friends. They had never travelled — they had seen hardly anything of the outside world. They had never been to London or Paris, or to any city larger than York ; and their visits to that centre of dissipation had been of the briefest, a mere flash of mild gaiety, a hor- ticultural show or an oratorio, and back by express train, closely guarded by governess and footmen, to Fell side. In the autumn, when the leaves were falling in the wooded grounds of Fellside, the young ladies were sent, still under guardianship of governesses and footmen, to some quiet seaside resort between Alnwick and Edinburgh, where Mary lived the wild free life she loved, roaming about the^ beach, boating, shrimping, seaweed- gathering, making hard work for the governesses and footmen who had been sent in charge of her. Lady Maulevrier never accompanied her grand- daughters on these occasions. She was a vigorous old woman, straight as a dart, slim as a girl, FORTY YEARS AFTER. 75 active in her degree as any young athlete among those hills, and she declared that she never felt the need of change of air. The sodden shrub- beries, the falling leaves, did her no harm. Xever within the memory of this generation had she left Fellside. Her love of this mountain retreat was a kind of culte. She had come here broken spirited, perhaps broken hearted, bringing her dead husband from the little inn at Great Langdale forty years ago, and she had hardly left the spot since that day. In those days Fellside House was a very different kind of dwelling from the gracious modern Tudor mansion which now crowned and beautified the hill-side above Grasmere Lake. It was then an old rambling stone house, with queer little rooms and inconvenient passages, low ceilings, thatched gables, and all manner of strange nooks and corners. Lady Maulevrier was of too strictly conservative a temper to think of pulling down an old house which had been in her husband's family for generations. She left the original cottage undisturbed, and 76 FORTY YEARS ATTEK. built her new house at right angles with it, connecting the two with a wide passage below and a handsome corridor above, so that access should be perfect in the event of her requiring the accommodation of the old quaint, low-ceiled rooms for her family or her guests. During forty- years no such necessity had ever arisen ; but the old house, known as the south wing, was still left intact, the original farniture undisturbed, although the only occupants of the building were her ladyship's faithful old house-steward, James Steadman, and his elderly wife. The house which Lady Maulevrier had built for herself and her grandchildren had not been created all at once, though the nucleus datiog forty years back was a handsome building. She had added more rooms as necessity or fancy dictated, now a library with bedrooms over it, now a music room for Lady Lesbia and her grand piano — anon a billiard-room, as an agree- able surprise for Maule^Tier when he came home after a tour in America. Thus the house had grown LQto a long low pile of Tudor masonry FORTY YEARS AFTER. 77 — 3teep gables, heavily muUioned casements, grey stone wall.^, curtained with the rich growth of passion-flower, magnolia, clematis, myrtle and roses — and all those flowers which thrive and flourish in that mild and sheltered spot The views from those mullioned casements were perfect. Switzerland could give hardly any more exquisite picture than that lake shut in by hills, grand and bold in their varied outlines, so rich in their colouring that the eye, dazzled with beauty, forgot to calculate the actual height of those craggy peaks and headlands, the mind forgot to despise them because they were not so lofty as Mont Blanc or the Matterhorn. The velvet sward of the hill sloped steeply downward from Lady Maulevrier's drawing-room windows to the road beside the lake, and this road was so hidden by the wooded screen which bounded her ladyship's grounds that the lake seemed to Ke in the green heart of her gardens, a lovely, placid lake on summer days, reflecting the emerald hue of the surrounding hills, and looking like a smooth green meadow, which invited the foot passenger to cross it 78 FORTY YEARS AFTER. The house was approached by a winding car- riage drive that led up and up and up from the road beside the lake, so screened and sheltered by shrubberies and pine woods, that the stranger knew not whither he was going, till he came upon an opening in the wood, and the stately Italian garden in front of a massive stone porch, through which he entered a spacious oak-panelled hall, and anon, descending a step or two, he found himself in Lady Maulevrier's drawing-room, and face to face with that divine view of the everlasting hills, the lake shining below him, bathed in sunlight. Or if it were the stranger's evil fate to come in wet weather, he saw only a rain-blotted landscape — the blurred outlines of grey mountain peaks, scowl- ino" at him from the other side of a grey pool. But if the picture without were depressing, the picture within was always good to look upon, for those oak-panelled or tapestried rooms, commu- nicating by richly-curtained doorways from drawing- room to library, from library to billiard-room, were as perfect as wealth and taste could make them. Lady Maulevrier argued that as there was but one FORTY YEAES AFTEE. 79 house among all the possessions of her race which she cared to inhabit, she had a right to make that house beautiful, and she had spared nothing upon the beautifi cation of Fellside ; and yet she had spent much less than would have been squandered by any pleasure-loving dowager, restlessly roving from Piccadilly to the Engadine, from Pontresina to jN'ice or Monaco, winding up with Easter in Paris, and then back to Piccadilly. Her ladyship's friends wondered that she could care to bury her- self alive in Westmoreland, and expatiated on the eccentricity of such a life ; nay, those who had never seen Eellside argued that Lady Maulevrier had taken in her old age to hoarding, and that she pigged at a cottage in the Lake District, in order to swell a fortune which young Maulevrier would set about squandering as soon as she was in her coffin. But here they were wrong. It was not in Lady Maulevrier's nature to lead a sordid life in order to save money. Yet in these quiet years that were gone — starting with that golden nucleus which her husband was supposed to have brought home from India, obtained no one knows 80 FORTY YEARS AFTER. how, the Countess had amassed one of the largest fortunes possessed by any dowager in the peerage. She had it, and she held it, with a grasp that nothing but death could loosen nay, that all-foreseeing mind of hers might contrive to cheat grim death itself, and to scheme a way for protecting this wealth, ev^en when she who had gathered and garnered it should be moul- dering in her grave. The entailed estates belonged to Maulevrier, were he never such a fool or spend- thrift ; but this fortune of the dowager's was her own, to dispose of as she pleased, and not a penny of it was likely to go to the young Earl. Lady Maulevrier' s pride and hopes were concen- trated upon her granddaughter Lesbia. She should be the inheritress of this noble fortune — she should spread and widen the power of the Maulevrier race. Lesbia's son should link the family name with the name of his father ; and if, by any hazard of fate, the present Earl should die young and child- less, the old Countess's interest should be strained to the uttermost to obtain the title for Lesbia's offspring. Why should she not be Countess of FORTY YEARS AFTER. 81 Maulevrier in her own right? But in order to make this future possible the most important factor in the sum was yet to be found in the person of a husband for Lady Lesbia — a husband worthy of peerless beauty and exceptional wealth, a husband whose own fortune should be so important as to make him above suspicion. That was Lady Mau- levrier's scheme — to wed wealth to wealth — to double, or quadruple the fortune she had built up in the long slow years of her widowhood, and thus to make her granddaughter one of the greatest ladies in the land ; for it need hardly be said that the man who was to wed Lady Lesbia must be her equal in rank and lineage, if not her superior. Lady Maulevrier was not a miser. She was liberal and benevolent to all who came within the circle of her life. Wealth for its own sake she valued not a jot. But she lived in an age in which wealth is power; and ambition was her ruling passion. As she had been ambitious for her husband in the days that were gone, she was now ambitious for her granddaughter. Time had intensified the keen eagerness of her mind. She VOL. I. G 82 FORTY YEARS AFTER. had been disappointed, cruelly, bitterly, in the ambition of her youth. She had been made to drink the cup of shame and humiliation. But to this ambition of her old age she held with even greater tenacity. God help her if she should be disappointed here. It is not to be supposed that so astute a schemer as Lady Maulevrier had not surveyed the marriage market in order to discover that fortunate youth who should be deemed worthy to become the winner of Lesbia's hand. Years ago, when Lesbia was still in the nursery, the dowager had made herself informed of the age, weight, and colours of every likely runner in the matrimonial stakes ; or in plainer words had kept herself, by her correspondence with a few intimate friends, and her close study of the fashionable newspapers, thoroughly acquainted with the characters and exploits, the dispositions and antecedents, of those half-dozen elder sons, among whom she hoped to find Lesbia's lord and master. She knew her peerage by heart, and knew the family history of every house FOETY YEARS AFTER. 83 recorded therein ; the sins and weaknesses, the follies and losses of by-gone years ; the taints, mental and physical ; the lateral branches and intermarriages ; the runaway wives aod unfaithful husbands ; idiot sons or scrofulous daughters. She knew everything that was to be known about that aristocratic world into which she had been born sixty-seven years ago ; and the sum total of her knowledge was that there was one man, and one only, whom she desired for her granddaughter's husband — one man, and one only, into whose hands, when earth and sea and sky should fade from her glazing eyes, she could be content to resign the sceptre of power. There were no doubt half-a-dozen, or more, in the list of elder sons, who were fairly eligible. But this young man was the Achilles in the rank and file of chivalry, and her soul yearned to have him and no other for her darling. Her soul yearned to him with a tenderness which was not all on Lesbia's account. Forty- nine years ago she had fondly loved his father — loved him and had been fain to renounce him : §4 rOETY YEARS AFTER. for Eonald Hollister, aterwards Earl of Hartfield, was then a younger son, and tlie two families had agreed that marriage between paupers was an impudent flying in the face of Providence, which must be put down with an iron hand. Lord Hartfield sent his son to Turkey in the diplomatic service; and the old dowager Lady Carrisbrook whisked her niece off to London, and kept her there, under watch and ward, till Lord Maulevrier proposed and was accepted by her. There should be no foolishness, no clandestine correspondence. The iron hand crushed two young hearts, and secured a brilliant future for the bodies which survived. [Fifteen years later Eonald's elder brother died unmarried. He abandoned that career of vagrant diplomacy which had taken him all over Europe, and as far as Washington, and reappeared in London, the most elegant man of his era, but thoroughly blase. There were rumours of an un- happy attachment in the Eaubourg Saint Germain ; of a tragedy at Petersburg. Society protested that Lord Haitfield would die a bachelor, as his FORTY YEAES AFTER. 85 brother died before him. The Hollisters are not a marrying family, said society. But six or seven years after his return to England Lord Hartfield married Lady Florence Ilmington, a beauty in her first season, aod a very sweet but somewhat prudish young person. The marriage resulted in the birth of an heir, whose appearance upon this mortal stage was followed w^ithin a year by his father*s exit. Hence the Hartfield property, always a fine estate, had been nursed and fattened during a long minority, and the present Lord Hartfield w^as reputed one of the richest young men of his time. He was also spoken of as a superior person, inheriting all his father's intellectual gifts, and having the reputation of being singularly free from the vices of profligate youth. He was neither prig nor pedant, and he was very popular in the best society ; but he was not ashamed to let it be seen that his ambition soared higher than the fashionable world of turf and stable, cards and pigeon matches. Though not of the gay world, nor in it, Lady Maulevrier had contrived to keep herself thoroughly 86 FORTY YEARS AFTER. en rapport with society. Her few chosen friends, with whom she corresponded on terms of perfect confidence, were among the best people in London — not the circulators of club-house canards, the pickers-up of second-hand gossip from the society- papers, but actors in the comedy of high life, arbiters of fashion and taste, born and bred in the purple. Last season Lord Hartiield's absence had cast a cloud over the matrimonial horizon. He had been a traveller for more than a year — Patagonia, Peru, the Pyramids, Japan, the North Pole — society cared not where — the fact that he was gone was all-sufficient. Bachelors a shade less eligible came to the front in his absence and became first favourites. Lady Maulevrier, well informed in advance, had deferred Lesbia's pre- sentation till next season, when she was told Lord Hartfield would certainly reappear. His plans had been made for return before Christmas ; and it would seem that his scheme of life was laid down with as much precision as if he had been a prince of the blood royal. Thus it happened, FORTY YEARS AFTER. 87 to Lesbia's intense disgust, that her dehut was deferred till the verge of her twentieth birthday. It would never do, Lady ]Maulevrier told herself, for the edge to be taken off the effect which Lesbia's beauty was to make on society during Lord Hartfield's absence. He must be there, on the spot, to see this star rise gently and slowly above society's horizon, and to mark how every body bowed down and worshipped the new light *I shall be an old woman before I appear in society,' said Lesbia, petulantly ; * and I shall be like a wild woman of the woods; for I have seen nothing, and know nothing of the civilised world.' * You will be ever so much more attractive than the young women I hear of, who have seen and known a great deal too much,' answered the dowager; and as her granddaughter knew that Lady Maulevrier's word was like the law of the Medes and Persians, there were no more idle repinings. Her ladyship gave no reason for the postpone- ment of Lesbia's presentation. She was far too diplomatic to breathe a word of her ideas with 88 FOKTY YEARS AFTER. regard to Lord Hartfield. Anything like a matrix monial scheme would naturally have been revolting to Lesbia, who had grand, but not sordid views about matrimony. She thought it her mission to appear, and to conquer. A crowd of suitors would sigh around her, like the loves and graces round that fair Belinda whose story she had read so often; and it would be her part to choose the most worthy. The days are gone when a girl would so much as look at Sir Plume. Her virgin fancy demands the Tennysonian ideal, the grave and knightly Arthur. But when Lesbia thought of the most worthy, it was always of the worthiest in her own parti- cular sphere ; and he of course would be titled and wealthy, and altogether fitted to be her husband. He would take her by the hand and lead her to a higher seat on the dais, and place upon her head, or at least upon her letter-paper and the panels of her carriage, a coronet in which the strawberry leaves should stand out more prominently than in her brother's emblazonment. Lesbia's mind could not conceive an ignoble marriage, or the possibility FOKTY YEARS AFTER. 89 of the most worthy happening to be found in a lower circle than her own. And now it was the end of July, and the season which should have been glorified by Lady Lesbie's dehut was over and done with. She had read in the society papers of all the balls, and birthdays, and race meetings, and regattas, and cricket matches, and gowns, and parasols, and bonnets — what this beauty wore on such an occasion, and how that other beauty looked on another occasion — and she felt as she read like a spell-bound princess in a fairy tale, mewed up in a battlemented tower, and deprived of her legitimate share in all the pleasures of earth. She had no patience with Mary — that wild, unkempt, ungraceful creature, who could be as happy as summer days are long, racing about the hills with her bamboo alpenstock, rioting with a pack of fox- terriers, practising long losers, rowing on the lake, doing all things unbecoming Lady Maulevrier's granddaughter. That long rainy day dragged its slow length to a close ; and then came fine days, in which Molly and her fox-terriers went wandering over the sun- 90 FORTY YEARS AFTER. lit hills, skipping and dancing across the mountain streamlets — gills, as they were called in this parti- cular world — almost as gaily as the shadows of fleecy cloudlets dancing up yonder in the windy sky. Molly spent half her days among the hills, stealing off from governess and grandmother and the stately beauty sister, and sometimes hardly being missed by them, so ill did her young exu- berance harmonise with their calmer life. * One can tell when Mary is at home by a perpetual banging of doors,' said Lesbia, which was a sisterly exaggeration founded upon fact, for Molly was given to impetuous rushing in and out of room?, when that eager spirit of hers impelled the light lithe body upon some new expedition. Nor is the society of fox-terriers conducive to repose or state- liness of movement ; and Maulevrier's terriers, although strictly forbidden the house, were for ever breaking bonds and leaping in upon Molly's re- tirement at all unreasonable hours. She and they were enchanted to get away from the beautiful luxurious rooms, and to go roving by hill-side and force, away to Easedale Tarn, to bask for hours on FORTY YEARS AFTER. 91 the grassy margin of the deep still water, or to row round and round the mountain lake in a rotten boat. It was here, or in some kindred spot, that Molly got through most of her reading — here that she read Shakespeare, Byron, and Shelley, and Wordsworth — dwelling lingeringly and lovingly upon every line in which that good old man spoke of her native land. Sometimes she climbed to higher ground, and felt herself ever so much nearer heaven upon the crest of Silver Howe, or upon the rugged stony steep of Dolly Waggon pike, half way up the dark brow of Helvellyn ; sometimes she disappeared for hours, and climbed to the summit of the hill, and wandered in perilous pathways on Striding Edge, or by the dark still water of the Eed Tarn. This had been her life ever since she had been old enough to have an independent existence ; and the hills and the lakes, and the books of her own choosing, had done a great deal more in ripening her mind than Fraulein Muller and that admirable series of educational works which has been provided for the tuition of modern youth. Grammars and geographies, pri- 92 FORTY YEARS AFTER. niers and elementary works of all kinds, were Mary's detestation ; but she loved books that touched her heart and filled her mind with thoughts wide and deep enough to reach into the infinite of time and space, the mystery of mind and matter, life and death. Nothing occurred to break the placid monotony of life at Fellside for three long days after that rainy morning; and then came an event which, although commonplace enough in itself, marked the beginning of a new era in the existence of Lady Maulevrier's granddaughters. It was evening, and the two girls were dawdling about on the sloping lawn before the drawing-room windows, while Lady Maulevrier read the newspapers in her own particular chair by one of those broad Tudor windows, according to her infallible custom. Kemote as her life had been from the busy world, her ladyship had never allowed her knowledge of public life and the bent of modern thought to fall into arrear. She took a keen interest in politics, in progress of all kinds. She was a staunch Conservative, FORTY YEAES AFTER. 93 and looked upon every Liberal politician as her personal enemy; but she took care to keep herself informed of everything that was being said or done in the enemy's camp. She had an intense respect for Lord Bacon's maxim : Knowledge is power. It was a kind of power secondary to the power of wealth, perhaps ; but wealth un- protected by wisdom would soon dwindle into poverty. Lady Lesbia sauntered about the lawn, looking very elegant in her cream-coloured Indian silk gown, very listless, very tired of her lovely sur- roundings. Neither lake nor mountain possessed any charm for her. She had had too much of them. Mary roamed about with a swifter foot- step, looking at the roses, plucking off a dead leaf, or a cankered bud here and there. Presently she tore across the lawn to the shrubbery which screened the lawn and flower gardens from the winding carriage drive sunk many feet below, and disappeared in a thicket of arbutus and Irish yew. 'What terribly hoydenish manners/ murmured 94 FORTY YEARS AFTER. Lesbia, with a languid shrug of her shoulders, as she strolled back to the drawing-room. She cared very little for the newspapers, for politics not at all; but anything was better than everlasting contemplation of the blue still water, and the rugged crest of Helm Crag. 'What was the matter with Mary that she rushed off like a mad woman ? ' inquired Lady Maulevrier, looking up from the 'Times.' 'I haven't the least idea. Mary's movements are quite beyond the limits of my comprehension. Perhaps she has gone after a bird's-nest.' Mary was intent upon no bird's-nest. Her quick ear had caught the sound of manly voices in the winding drive under the pine wood ; and surely, yes, surely one was a dear and familiar voice, which heralded the coming of happiness. In such a moment she seemed to have wings. She became unconscious that she touched the earth ; she went skimming bird-like over the lawn, and in and out, with fluttering muslin frock, among arbutus and bay, yew and laurel, till she stood poised lightly on the top of the wooded bank FORTY YEAES AFTER. 95 wliich bordered the steep ascent to Lady Mau- levrier's gate, looking down at two figures which were sauntering up the drive. They were both young men, both tall, broad- shouldered, manly, walking with the easy swing- ing movement of men accustomed to active exercise. One, the handsomer of the two in Mary's eyes, since she thought him simply per- fection, was fair-haired, blue-eyed, the typical Saxon. This was Lord Maulevrier. The other was dark, bronzed by foreign travel, perhaps, with black hair, cut very close to an intelligent- looking head, bared to the evening breeze. * Hulloa ! ' cried Maulevrier, ' there's Molly. How d'ye do, old girl ? ' The two men looked up, and Molly looked down. Delight at her brother's return so tilled her heart and mind that there was no room left for embarrassment at the appearance of a stranger. * Oh, Maulevrier, I am so glad. I have been pining for you. Why didn't you write to say you were comiug? It would have been something to look forward to.' 96 FORTY YEAES AFTER. 'Couldn't. Never knew from day to day what I was going to be up to; besides, I knew I should find you at home.' 'Of course. We are always at home,' said Mary; *go up to the house as fast as ever you can. I'll go and tell grandmother.' 'And tell them to get us some dinner,' said Maulevrier. Mary's fluttering figure dipped and was gone, vanishing in the dark labyrinth of shrubs. The two young men sauntered up to the house. 'We needn't hurry,' said Maulevrier to his companion, whom he had not taken the trouble to introduce to his sister. 'We shall have to wait for our dinner.' 'And we shall have to change our dusty clothes,' added the other ; ' I hope that man will bring our portmanteaux in time.' ' Oh, we needn't dress. We can spend the evening in my den, if you like ! ' Mary flew across the lawn again, and bounded up the steps of the verandah — a picturesque Swiss verandah which made a covered promenade in front of the house. FORTY YEAES AFTER. 97 'Mary, may I ask the meaning of this excitement/ inquired her ladyship, as the breath- less girl stood before her. 'Maulevrier has come home.' 'At last?' 'And he has brouc^ht a friend.' 'Indeed. He might have done me the honour to inquire if his friend's visit would be agreeable. What kind of person ? ' * I have no idea. I didn't look at him. Maulevrier is looking so well. They will be here in a minute. May I order dinner for them ? ' 'Of course, they must have dinner,' said her ladyship, resignedly, as if the whole thing were an infliction ; and Mary ran out and interviewed the butler, begging that all things might be made particularly comfortable for the travellers. It was nine o'clock, and the servants were enjoying their eventide repose. Having given her orders, Mary went back to the drawing-room, impatiently expectant of her brother's arrival, for which event Lesbia and her grandmother waited with perfect tranquillity, the VOL. L H 98 FORTY YEARS AFTER. dowager calmly continuing the perusal of her 'Times,' while Lesbia sat at her piano in a shadowy corner, and played one of Mendelssohn's softest Lieder. To those dreamy strains Maulevrier and his friend presently entered. ' How d'ye do, grandmother ? how do, Lesbia ? This is my very good friend and Canadian travel- ling companion, Jack Hammond. Mr. Hammond — Lady Maulevrier, Lady Lesbia.' * Very glad to see you, Mr. Hammond,* said the dowager, in a tone so purely conventional that it might mean anything. * Hammond ! I ought to remember your family — the Hammonds of ' *0f nowhere,' answered the stranger in the easiest tone ; * I spring from a race of nobodies, of whose existence your ladyship is not likely to have heard.' CHAPTER VI. ma^ulevriee's humble fkiend. That faint interest whicli Lady Lesbia had felt in the advent of a stranger dwindled to nothing after Mr. Hammond's frank avowal of his insig- nificance. At the very beginning of her career, with the world waiting to be conquered by her, a high-born beauty could not be expected to feel any interest in nobodies. Lesbia shook hands with her brother, honoured the stranger with a stately bend of her beautiful throat, and then withdrew herself from their society altogether as it were, and began to explore her basket of crewels, at a distant table, by the soft light of a shaded lamp, while Maulevrier answered his grandmother's questions, and Mary stood watching him, hanging on his words, as if unconscious of any other presence. 100 maulevrier's humble friend. Mr. Hammond went over to the window and looked out at the view. The moon was rising above the amphitheatre of hills, and her rays were silvering the placid bosom of the lake. Lights were dotted here and there about the valley, telling of village life. The Prince of Wales's hotel yonder sparkled with its many lights, like a castle in a fairy tale. The stranger had looked upon many a grander scene, but on none more lovely. Here were lake and mountain in little, without the snow-peaks and awful inacces- sible regions of solitude and peril ; homely hills that one might climb, placid English vales in which English poets have lived and died. * Hammond and I mean to spend a month or six weeks with you, if you can make us comfort- able,' said Maulevrier. ' I am delighted to hear that you can contem- plate staying a month anywhere,' replied her ladyship. * Your usual habits are as restless as if your life were a disease. It shall not be my fault if you and Mr. Hammond are uncomfortable at Eellside.' mauleveier's humble friend. 101 There was courtesy, but not cordiality in the reply. If Mr. Hammond was a sensitive man, touchily conscious of his own obscurity, he must have felt that he wa.s not wanted at Fellside — that he was an excrescence, matter in the wrong place. I^obody had presented the stranger to Lady Mary. It never entered into Maulevrier's mind to be ceremonious about his sister Molly. She was so much a part of himself that it seemed as if anyone who knew him must needs know her. Molly sat a little way from the window by which Mr. Hammond was standing, and looked at him doubtfully, wonderingly, with not altogether a friendly eye, as he stood with his profile turned to her, and his eyes upon the landscape. She was inclined to be jealous of her brother's fiiend, who would most likely deprive her of much of that beloved society. Hitherto she had been Maulevrier's chosen companion, at Fellside — indeed, his sole companion after the dismissal of his tutor. Now this brown, bearded stranger would usurp her privileges — those two young men would 102 maulevrier's humble friend. go roaming ovar the hills, fishing, otter-hunting, going to distant wrestling matches, and leaving her at home. It was a hard thing, and she was prepared to detest the interloper. Even to-night she would be a loser by his presence. Under ordinary circumstances she would have gone to the dining-room with Maulevrier, and sat by him and waited upon him as he ate. But she dared not intrude herself upon a meal that was to be shared with a stranger. She looked at John Hammond critically, eager to find fault with his appearance ; but unluckily for her present humour there was not much room for fault-finding. He was tall, broad-shouldered, well-built. His enemies would hardly deny that he was good- looking — nay, even handsome. The massive regular features were irreproachable. He was more sun- burnt than a gentleman ought to be, Mary thought. She told herself that his good looks were of a vulgar quality, like those of Charles Ford, the champion wrestler, whom she saw at the sports the other day. Why did Maulevrier maulevrier's humble friend. 103 pick up a companion who was evidently not of his own sphere. Hoydenish, plain-spoken, frank and affectionate as Mary Haselden was, she knew that she belonged to a race apart, that there were circles beneath circles, below her own world, circles which hers could never touch; and she supposed Mr. Hammond to be some waif from one of those nethermost worlds — a village doctor's son, perhaps, or even a tradesman's — sent to the University by some benevolent busy-body, and placed at a disadvantage ever afterwards, an unfortunate anomaly, suspended between two worlds, like Mahomet's cofi&n. The butler announced that Lord Maulevrier's dinner was served. ' Come along, Molly,' said his lordship ; ' come and tell me about the terriers, while I eat my dinner.* Mary hesitated, glanced doubtfully at her grand- mother, who made no sign, and then slipped out of the room, hanging fondly on her brother's arm, and almost forgetting that there was any such person as Mr. Hammond in existence. 104 maulevrier's humble friend. When these three were gone Lady Lesbia ex- pressed herself strongly upon Maulevrier's folly in bringing such a person as Mr. Hammond to Tellside. ' What are we to do with him, grandmother ? ' she said, pettishly. ' Is he to live with us, and be one of us, a person of whose belongings we know positively nothing, who owns that his people are common. *My dear, he is your brother's friend, and we have the right to suppose he is a gentleman.' * Not on that account,' said Lesbia, more sharply than her wont. * Didn't he make a friend, or almost a friend, of Jack Howell, the huntsman, and of Ford, the wrestler. I have no confidence in Maulevrier's ideas of fitness.' *We shall find out all about this Mr. JIamleigh — no Hammond — in a day or two,* replied her ladyship, placidly ; * and in the mean- time we must tolerate him, and be grateful to him if he reconcile Maulevrier to remaining at Fellside for the next six weeks.' Lesbia was silent. She did not consider maulevkier's humble feiend. 105 Maidevrier's presence at Pellside an unmitigated advantage, or, indeed, his presence anywhere. Those two were not sympathetic. Maiilevrier made fun of his elder sister's perfections, chafifed her intolerably about the great man she was going to captivate, in her first season, the great houses in which she was going to reign. Lesbia despised him for that neglect of all his oppor- tunities of culture, which had left him, after the most orthodox and costly curriculum, almost as ignorant as a ploughboy. She despised a man whose only d alight was in horse and hound, gun and fishing tackle. Molly would have cared very little for the guns or the fishing tackle perhaps in the abstract ; but she cared for everything that interested Maulevrier, even to the bagful of rats which were let loose in the stable yard sometimes, for the education of a particularly game fox-terrier. There was plenty of talk and laughter at the dinner-table, while the Countess and Lady Lesbia conversed gravely and languidly in the dimly- lighted drawing-room. The dinner was excellent, 106 maulevrier's humble friend. and both travellers were ravenous. They had eaten nothing since breakfast, and had driven from Windermere on the top of the coach in the keen evening air. When the sharp edge of appetite was blunted, Maulevrier began to talk of his adventures since he and Molly had last met. He had not been dissipating in London all the time — or, indeed, any great part of the time of his absence from Fellside; but Molly had been left in Cimmerian darkness as to his proceedings. He never wrote a letter if he could possibly avoid doing so. If it became a vital necessity to him to communicate with anyone he telegraphed, or, in his own language, ' wired ' to that person ; but to sit down at a desk and labour with pen and ink was not within his capacities or his views of his mission in life. *If a fellow is to write letters he might as well be a clerk in an office,' he said, * and sit on a high-legged stool.' Thus it happened that when Maulevrier was away from Fellside, no fair chatelaine of the Middle Ages could be more ignorant of the move- mauleveier's humble friend. 107 ments or whereabouts of her crusader knif^ht, than Mary was of her brother's goings on. She could but pray for him with fond and faithful prayer, and wait and hope for his return. And now he told her that things had gone badly with him at Epsom, and worse at Ascot, that he had been, as he expressed it, 'Up a tree,' and that he had gone off to the Black Forest directly the Ascot week was over, and at Eip- poldsau he had met his old friend and fellow- traveller, Hammond, and they had gone for a walking tour together among the homely villages, the watchmakers, the timber cutters, the pretty peasant girls. They had danced at fairs — and shot at village sports — and had altogether enjoyed the thing. Hammond, who was something of an artist, had sketched a good deal. Maulevrier had done nothing but smoke his German pipe and enjoy himself. * I was glad to find myself in a world where a horse was an exception and not the rule,' he said . 'Oh, how I should love to see the Black Torest,' cried Mary, who knew the first part of 108 maulevrier's humble friend. Faust by heart, albeit she had never been given permission to read it, ' the gnomes and the witches — der Treyschutz — all that is lovely. Of course, you went up the Brocken.' * Of course/ answered Mr. Hammond ; ' Mephis- topheles was our valet de place, and we went up among a company of witches riding on broom- sticks.' And then he quoted, ' Seh.' die Baume hinter Baumen, Wie sie sclinell voriiberrUcken, Und die Klippen, die sich biicken, Und die langen Pelsennasen, Wie sie sclmarcher>, wie sie blasen ! ' This was the first time he had addressed himself directly to Mary, who sat close to her brother's side, and never took her eyes from his face, ready to pour out his wine, or to change his plate, for the serving-men had been dismissed at the beginning of this unceremonious meal. Mary looked at the stranger almost as superciliously as Lesbia might have done. She was not inclined to be friendly to her brother's friend. 'Do you read German?' she inquired, with a touch of surprise. MAULEVRIER'S HUaiBLE FRIEND. 109 * You had better ask him what language he does not read or speak,' said her brother. 'Ham- mond is an admirable Crichton, my dear — by-the- by, who was admirable Crichton ? — knows every- thing, can twist your little head the right way upon any subject.' *0h,' thought Mary, * highly cultivated, is he ? Very proper in a man who was educated on charity to have worked his hardest at the University.' She was not prepared to think very kindly of young men who had been successful in their college career, since poor Maulevrier had made such a dismal failure of his, had been gated and sent down, and ploughed, and had everything igno- minious done to him that could be done ; which ignominy had involved an expenditure of money that Lady Maulevrier bemoaned and lamented until this day. Because her brother had not been vir- tuous Mary grudged virtuous young men their triumphs and their honours. Great, raw-boned fellows, who have taken their degrees at Scotch Universities, come to Oxford and Cambridge and 110 maulevrier's humble friend. sweep the beard, Maulevrier had told her, when his own failures demanded explanation. Perhaps this Mr. Hammond had graduated north of the Tweed, and had come southward to rob the native. Mary was not any more inclined to be civil to him because he was a linguist. He had a pleasant manner, frank and easy, a good voice, a cheery laugh. But she had not yet made up her mind that he was a gentleman. * If some benevolent old person were to take a fancy to Charles Ford, the wrestler, and send him to a Scotch University, I daresay he would turn out just as fine a fellow,' she thought, Ford being somewhat of a favourite as a local hero. The two young men went off to the billiard- room after they had dined. It was half-past ten by this time, and, of course, Mary did not go with them. She bade her brother good-night at the dining-room door. * Good-night, Molly ; be sure you are up early to show me the dogs,' said Maulevrier, after an affectionate kiss. 'Good-night, Lady Mary,' said Mr. Hammond, maulevrier's humble friend. Ill holding out his hand, albeit she had no idea of shaking hands with him. She allowed her hand to rest for an instant in that strong, friendly grasp. She had not risen to giving a couple of fingers to a person whom she considered her inferior ; but she was inclined to snub Mr. Hammond as rather a presuming young man. 'Well, Jack, what do you think of my beauty sister ? ' asked his lordship, as he chose his cue from the well-filled rack. The lamps were lighted, the table uncovered and ready, Carambole in his place, albeit it was months since any player had entered . the room. Everything which concerned Maulevrier's comfort or pleasure was done as if by magic at Fellside ; and Mary was the household fairy whose influence secured this happy state of things. * What can any man think except that she is as lovely as the finest of Eeynold's portraits, as that Lady Diana Beauclerk of Colonel Aldridge's, or the Kitty Fisher, or any example you please to name of womanly loveliness ? ' 112 mauleveier's humble friend. ' Glad to hear it/ answered Maulevrier, chalking his cue ; * can't say I admire her myself — not my style, don't you know. Too much of my lady Di — too little of poor Kitty. But still, of course, it always pleases a fellow to know that his people are admired; and I know that my grandmother has views, grand views/ smiling down at his cue. ' Shall I break ? ' and he began with the usual miss in baulk. * Thank you,' said Mr. Hammond, beginning to play. * Matrimonial views, of course. Very natural that her ladyship should expect such a lovely creature to make a great match. Is there no one in view ? Has there been no family conclave — no secret treaty ? Is the young lady fancy free ? ' * Perfectly. She has been buried alive here ; except parsons and a few decent people whom she is allowed to meet now and then at the houses about here, she has seen nothing of the world. My grandmother has kept Lesbia as close as a nun. She is not so fond of Molly, and that young person has wild ways of her own, and gives every- mauleveier's humble friend. 113 body the slip. By-the-by, bow do you like my little Moll ? ' The '[ adjective was hardly accurate about a young lady who measured five feet six, but Maulevrier had not yet grown out of the ideas belonging to that period when Mary was really his little sister, a girl of twelve, with long hair and short petticoats. Mr. Hammond was slow to reply. Mary had not made a very strong impression upon him. Dazzled by her sister's pure and classical beauty, he had no eyes for Mary's homelier charms. She seemed to him a frank, affectionate girl, not too well-mannered; and that was aU he thought of her. 'I'm afraid Lady Mary does not like me,' he said, after his shot, which gave him time for reflection. ' Oh, Molly is rather farouche in her man- ners ; never would train fine, don't you know. Her ladyship lectured till she was tired, and now Mary runs wild, and I suppose will be left at grass tiLL six months before her presenta- VOL. I. I 114 maulevkier's humble feiend. tion, and then they'll put her on the pillar- reins a bit to give her a better mouth. Good shot, by Jove ! ' John Hammond was used to his lordship's style of conversation, and understood his friend at all times. Maulevrier was not an intellectual companion, and the distance was wide between the two men ; but his lordship's gaiety, good- nature, and acuteness made amends for all shortcomings in culture. And then Mr. Hammond may have been one of those good Conservatives who do not expect very much intellectual power in an hereditary legislator. CHAPTEE VII. IN THE SUMMER MOENIXG. John Hjlmmoxd loved the wild freshness of morning, and was always eager to explore a new locality ; so he was up at five o'clock next morning, and out of doors before six. He left the sophisticated beauty of the Fellside gardens below him, and climbed higher and higher up the Fell, tiU he was able to command a bird's- eye view of the lake and village, and just under his feet, as it were, Lady Maulevrier's favourite abode. He was provided with a landscape glass which he always carried in his rambles, and with the aid of this he could see every stone of the building. The house, added to at her ladyship's pleasure, and without regard to cost, covered a consider- able extent of ground. The new part consisted 116 m THE BUMMER MORNING. of a straight range of about a hundred and twenty feet, facing the ]ake, and commandingly placed on the crest of a steepish slope; the old buildings, at right angles with the new, made a quadrangle, the third and fourth sides of which were formed by the dead walls of servants* rooms and coach-houses, which had no windows upon this inner enclosed side. The old buildings were low and irregular, one portion of the roof thatched, another tiled. In the quadrangle there was an old-fashioned garden, with geometrical flower-beds, a yew tree hedge, and a stone sun-dial in the centre. A peacock stalked about in the morning light, and greeted the newly risen sun with a strident scream. Presently a man came out of a half glass door under a verandah which shaded one side of the quadrangle, and strolled about the garden, stopping here and there to cut a dead rose, or trim a geranium, a stoutly built broad-shouldered man, with grey hair and beard, the image of well-fed respectability. Mr. Hammond wondered a little at the man's leisurely movements as he sauntered about, whist- ling to the peacock. It was not the manner IN THE SUMMER MORNING. 117 of a servant who had duties to perform — rather that of a gentleman Imng at ease, and hardly knowing how to get rid of his time. 'Some superior functionary, I suppose,' thought Hammond ; ' the house-steward, perhaps.' He rambled a long way over the hill, and came back to Fellside by a path of his own discovering, which brought him to a wooden gate leading into the stable-yard, just in time to meet Maulevrier and Lady Mary emerging from the kennel, where his lordship had been inspecting the terriers. 'Angelina is bully about the muzzle,' said Maulevrier; *we shall have to give her away.' * Oh, don't,' cried Mary. ' She is a most perfect darling, and laughs so deliciously when- ever she sees me.' Angelina was in Lady Mary's arms at this moment; a beautifully marked little creature, all thew and sinew, palpitating with suppressed emo- tions, and grinning to her heart's content. Lady ]\Iary looked very fresh and bright in her neat tailor gown, kilted kirtle, and tight- 118 IN THE SUMMER MORNING. fitting bodice, with neat little brass buttons. It was a gown of Maulevrier's ordering, made at his own tailor's. Her splendid chestnut hair was uncovered, the short crisp curls about her fore- head dancing in the morning air. Her large, bright, brown eyes were dancing, too, with delight at having her brother home again. She shook hands with Mr. Hammond more graciously than last night ; but still with a carelessness which was not complimentary, looking at him absently as if she hardly knew that he was there, and hugging Angelina all the time. Hammond told his friend about his ramble over the hills, yonder, up above that homely bench called * Eest, and be Thankful,' on the crest of Loughrigg Fell. He was beginning to learn the names of the hills already. Yonder darkling brow, rugged, gloomy looking, was Nab Scar; yonder green slope of sunny pasture, stretching wide its two arms as if to enfold the valley, was Fairfield; and here close on the left, as he faced the lake, were Silver Howe and Helm Crag, with that stony excrescence on the summit IN THE SUMMER MORNING. 119 of the latter known as the 'Lion and the Lamb.' Lady Maulevrier's house stood within a circle of mountain peaks and long fells, which walled in the deep, placid, fertile valley. 'If you are not too tired to see the gardens, we might show them to you before breakfast,' said Maulevrier. ' We have three-quarters of an hour to the good.' ' Half an hour for a stroll, and a quarter to make myself presentable after my long walk/ said Hammond, who did not wish to face the dowager and Lady Lesbia in disordered apparel. Lady Mary was such an obvious Tomboy that he might be pardoned for leaving her out of the question. They set out upon an exploration of the gardens, Mary clinging to her brother's arm, as if she wanted to make sure of him, and still carrying Angelina. The gardens were as other gardens, but passing beautiful. The sloping lawns and richly-timbered banks, winding shrubberies, broad terraces cut on the side of the hill, gave infinite variety. All 120 IN THE SUMMER MORNING. that wealth and taste and labour could do to make those grounds beautiful had been done — the rarest conifers, the loveliest flowering shrubs grew and flourished there, and the flowers bloomed as they bloom only in Lakeland, where every cottage garden can show a wealth of luxurious bloom, unknown in more exposed and arid districts. Mary was very proud of those gardens. She had loved them and worked in them from her babyhood, trotting about on chubby legs after some chosen old gardener, carrying a few weeds or withered leaves in her pinafore, and fancying herself useful. * I help'oo, doesn't I, Teeven,* she used to say to the grey-headed old gardener, who first taught her to distinguish flowers from weeds. * I shall never learn as much out of these horrid books as poor old Stevens taught me,' ,she said afterwards, when the grey head was at rest under the sod, and governesses, botany manuals, and hard words from the Greek were the order of the day. Nine o'clock was the breakfast hour at Fellside. There were no family prayers. Lady Maulevrier IN THE SUMMER MORNING. 121 did not pretend to "be pious, and she put no restraints of piety npon other people. She Tvent to Church on Sunday mornings, for the sake of example ; but she read all the newest scientific books, subscribed to the Anthropological Society, and thought as the newest scientific people think. She rarely communicated her opinions among her own sex ; but now and then, in strictly masculine and superior society, she had been heard to express herself freely upon t;he nebular hypothesis and the doctrine of evolution. * After all, what does it matter ? ' she said, finally, with her grand air ; 'I have only to marry my granddaughters creditably, and prevent my grandson going to the dogs, and then my mission on this insignificant planet will be accom- plished. What new form that particular modifi- cation of molecules which you call Lady Maulevrier may take afterwards is hidden in the great mystery of material life.' There was no family prayer, therefore, at Fellside. The sisters had been properly educated in their relidous duties, had been taught the 122 IN THE SUMMER MORNING. Anglican faith carefully and well by their governess, Fraulein Miiller, who had become a staunch Anglican before entering the families of the English nobility, and by the kind Vicar of Grasmere, who took a warm interest in the orphan girls. Their grandmother had given them to understand that they might be as religious as they liked. She would be no let or hindrance to their piety ; but they must ask her no awkward questions. * I have read a great deal and thought a great deal, and my ideas are still in a state of transition,' she told Lesbia ; and Lesbia, who was somewhat automatic in her piety, had no desire to know more. Lady Maulevrier seldom appeared in the fore- noon. She was an early riser, being too vivid and highly strung a creature, even at sixty-seven years of age, to give way to sloth. She rose at seven, summer and winter, but she spent the early part of the day in her own rooms, reading, writing, giving orders to her housekeeper, and occasionally interviewing Steadman, who, without any onerous duties, was certainly the niost in- IN THE SOIMER MOEXING. 123 fluential person in the house. People in the village talked of him, and envied him so good a berth. He had a gentleman's house to live in, and to all appearance lived as a gentleman. This tranquil retirement, free from care or labour, was a rich reward for the faithful service of his youth. And it was known by the better informed among the Grasmere people that Mr. Steadman was saving money, and had shares in the Xorth-Western Eailway. These facts had oozed out of them- selves, as it were. He was not a communicative man, and rarely wasted half an hour at the snug little inn near St. Oswald's Church, amidst the cluster of habitations that was once called Kirktown. He was an unsociable man people said, and thought himself better than Grasmere folk, the lodging- house keepers, and guides, and wrestlers, and the honest friendly souls who were the outcome of that band of Norwegian exiles which found a home in these peaceful vales. Miss Miiller, more commonly known as Fraulein, officiated at breakfast. She never appeared at the board when Lady Maulevrier was present, but in 124 IN THE SUMMER MORNING. her ladyship's absence Miss MuUer was guardian of the proprieties. She was a stout, kindly creature, and by no means a formidable dragon. When the gong sounded, John Hammond went into the dining-room, where he found Miss Miiller seated alone in front of the urn. He bowed, quick to read ' governess ' or * com- panion ' in the lady's appearance ; and she bowed. ' I hope you have had a nice walk ? ' she said. * I saw you from my bedroom window.* ' Did you ? Then I suppose yours is one of the few windows which look into that curious old quadrangle ? ' ' No, there are no windows looking into the quadrangle. Those that were in the original plan of the house were walled up at her ladyship's orders, to keep out the cold winds which sweep down from the hills in winter and early spring, when the edge of Loughrigg Fell is white with snow. My window looks into the gardens, and I saw you there with his lordship and Lady Mary.' Lady Lesbia came in at this moment, and saluted Mr. Hammond with a haughty inclination IN THE SUMMER MORNING. 125 of her beautiful head. She looked lovelier in her simple morning gown of pale blue cambric than in her more elaborate toilette of last evening ; such purity of complexion, such lustrous eyes, the perfect untarnished beauty of youth, breathing the delicate freshness of a newly-opened flower. She might be as scornful as she pleased, yet he could •not withhold his admiration. He was inclined to admire a woman who kept him at a distance ; for the general bent of young women now-a-days is otherwise. Maulevrier and Mary came in, and everyone sat down to breakfast. Lady Lesbia unbent a little presently, and smiled upon the stranger. There was a relief in a stranger's presence. He talked of new things, places and people she had never seen. She brightened and became quite friendly, deigned to invite the expression of Mr. Hammond's opinions upon music and art, and after breakfast allowed him to follow her into the drawing-room, and to linger there fascinated for half an hour, looking over her newest books and her last batch of music from the circulating 126 IN THE SUMMER MORNING. library, but looking most of all at ber, wbile Maulevrier and Mary were loafing on tbe lawn outside. *Wbat are you going to do witb yourself tbis morning ? ' asked Maulevrier, appearing suddenly at tbe window. 'Anytbing you like/ answered Hammond. * Stay, tbere is one pilgrimage I am eager to make. I must see Words w or tb's grave, and Wordswortb's bouse.' *You sball see tbem botb, but tbey are in opposite directions — one at your elbow, tbe otber a four mile walk. Wbicb will you see first ? We'll toss for it,' taking a sbilling from a pocket- ful of loose casb, always ready for moments of besitation. * Heads, bouse; tails, grave. Tails it is. Come and bave a smoke, and see tbe poet's grave. Tbe splendour of tbe monument, tbe ex- quisite neatness witb wbicb it is kept, will astound you, considering tbat we live in a period of Words wortb worsbip.', Hammond besitated, and looked at Lady Lesbia. * Aren't you coming ? ' called Maulevrier from IN THE SUMMER MORNING. 127 the lawn. 'It was a fair offer. I've got my cigarette case.* * Yes, I'm comiug/ answered the other, with a disappointed air. He had hoped that Lesbia would offer to show him the poet's grave. He could not abandon that hope without a struggle. *WiU you come with us, Lady Lesbia ? We'U suppress the cigarettes ! ' * Thanks, no,' she said, becoming suddenly frigid. 'I am going to practice.' *Do you never walk in the morning — on such a_lovely morning as this ? ' * Xot very often.' She had re-entered those frozen regions from which his attentions had lured her for a little while. She had reminded herseK of the inferior social position of this person, in whose conversation she had allowed herself to be interested. * Filons ! ' cried Maulevrier from below, and they went. Mary would have very much Liked to go 12S IN THE SUMMER MORNING. with them, but she did not want to be intrusive; so she went off to the kennels to see the terriers eat their n^orning and only meal of dog biscuit. CHAPTER VIIT. THERE IS AL^YAYS A SKELETON. The two young men strolled through the village, Maulevrier pausing to exchange greetings with almost everyone he met, and so to the rustic churchyard above the beck. The beck was swollen with late rains, and was brawling merrily over its stony bed ; the church- yard grass was deep and cool and shadowy under the clustering branches. The poet's tomb was disappointing in its unlovely simplicity, its stern, slatey hue. The plainest granite cross would have satisfied Mr. Hammond, or a cross in pure white marble, with a sculptured lamb at the base. Surely the lamb, emblem at once pastoral and sacred, ought to enter into any monument to Words- worth ; but that grey headstone, with its catalogue of dates, those stern iron railings — were these fit VOL. I. K 130 THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON. memorials of one whose soul so loved nature's love- liness ? After Mr. Hammond had seen the little old, old church, and the medallion portrait inside, had seen all that Maulevrier could show him, in fact, the two young men went back to the place of graves, and sat on the low parapet above the beck, smoking their cigarettes, and talking with that perfect unreserve which can only obtain between men who are old and tried friends. They talked, as it was only natural they should talk, of that household at Fellside, where all things were new to John Hammond. * You like my sister, Lesbia ? ' said Maulevrier. ' Like her ! well, yes. The difficulty with most men must be not to worship her.' *Ah, she's not my style. And she's beastly proud.' ' A little hauteur gives piquancy to her beauty ; I admire a grand woman.' * So do I in a picture. Titian's Queen of Cyprus, or any party of that kind ; but for flesh and blood I like humility — a woman who knows THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON. 131 she is human, and not infallible, and only just a little better than you or me. When I choose a wife, she will be no such example of cultivated perfection as my sister Lesbia. I want no goddess, but a nice little womanly woman, to jog along the rough and tumble road of life with me.' *Lady Maulevrier's influence, no doubt, has in a great measure determined the bent of your sister's character : and from what you have told me about her ladyship, I should think a fixed idea of her own superiority would be inevitable in any girl trained by her.' 'Yes, she is a proud woman — a proud, hard woman— and she has steeped Lesbia's mind in all her own pet ideas and prejudices. Yet, God knows, we have little reason to hold our heads high,' said Maulevrier, with a gloomy look. John Hammond did not reply to this remark : perhaps there was some difficulty for a man situated as he was in finding a fit reply. He smoked in silence, looking down at the pure swift waters of the Eotha tumbling over its craggy bed. ' Doesn't somebody say there is always a skele- 132 THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON. ton in the cupboard, and the nobler and more ancient the race the bigger the skeleton/ said Maulevrier, with a philosophical air. * Yes, your family secret is an attribute of a fine old race. The Pelopidse, for instance — in their case it was not a single skeleton, but a whole charnel house. I don't think your skeleton need trouble you, Maulevrier. It belongs to the remote past.' * Those things never belong to the past,' said the young man. ' If it were any other kind of taint — profligacy — madness, even — the story of a duel that went very near murder — a runaway wife — a rebellious son — a cruel husband. I have heard such stories hinted at in the records of families. But our story means disgrace. I seldom see strangers putting their heads together at the •club without fancying they are telling each other about my grandfather, and pointing me out as the grandson and heir of a thief.' * "Why use unduly hard words ? ' * Why should I stoop to sophistication, with you, my friend. Dishonesty is dishonesty all the THEEE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON. 133 world over : and to plunder Eajahs on a large scale is no less vile than to pick a pocket on Ludgate Hill.' * Nothing was ever proved against your grand- father.' *'No, he died in the nick of time, and the inquiry was quashed, thanks to the Angersthorpe interest, and my grandmother's cleverness. But if he had lived a few weeks longer England would have rung with the story of his profligacy and dishonour. Some people say he committed suicide in order to escape the inquiry ; but I have heard my mother emphatically deny this. My father told her that he had often talked with the people who kept the little inn where his father died, and they were clear enough in their assertion that the death was a natural death — the sudden collapse of an exhausted constitution.' 'Was it on account of this scandal that your father spent the best part of his life away from England ? ' Hammond asked, feeling that it was a relief to Maulevrier to talk about this secret burden of his. 134 THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON. The young Earl was light-hearted and frivolous by nature, yet even he had his graver moments ; and upon this subject of the old Maulevrier scandal he was peculiarly sensitive, perhaps all the more so because his grandmother had never allowed him to speak to her about it, had never satisfied his curiosity upon any details of that painful story. * I have very little doubt it was so — though I wasn't old enouc^h when he died to hear as much from his own lips. My father went straight from the University to Vienna, where he began his career in the diplomatic service, and where he soon afterwards married a dowerless English girl of good family. He went to Rio as first secretary and died of fever within seven years of his marriage, leaving a widow and three babies, the youngest in long clothes. Mother and babies all came over to England, and were at once established at Fellside. I can remember the voyage — and I can remember my poor mother, who never recovered the blow of my father's death, and who died in yonder house, after five years of broken health and broken spirits. THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON. 135 We had no one but the dowager to look to as children — hardly another friend in the world. She did what she liked with us ; she kept the girls as close as nuns, so they have never heard a hint of the old history ; no breath of scandal has reached their ears. But she could not shut me up in a country house for ever, though she did succeed in keeping me away from a public school. The time came when I had to go to the University, and there I heard all that had been said about Lord Maulevrier. The men who told me about the old scandal in a friendly way pretended not to believe it ; but one night, when I had got into a row at a wine-party with a tailor's son, he told me that if his father was a snip my grandfather was a thief, and so he thought himself the bettei* bred of the two. I smashed his nose for him ; but as it was a decided pug before the row began, that hardly squared the matter.' * Did you ever hear the exact story ? ' * I have heard a dozen stories ; and if only a quarter of them are true my grandfather was a scoundrel. It seems that he was immensely 136 THEEE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON. popular for the first year or so of his govern- ment, gave more splendid entertainments than had been given at Madras for half a century before his time, lavished his wealth upon his favourites. Then arose a rumour that the governor was insolvent and harassed by his creditors, and then a new source of wealth seemed to be at his command ; he was more reckless, more princely than «ever : and then, little by little, there arose the suspicion that he was trafficking in English interests, selling his influence to petty princes, winking at those mysterious crimes by which rightful heirs are pushed aside to make room for usurpers. Lastly it became notorious that he was the slave of a wicked woman, false wife, suspected murderess,' whose husband, a native prince, disappeared from the scene just when his existence became perilous to the governor's reputation. According to one version of the story, the scandal of this Eajah's mysterious disappearance, followed not long after by the Eanee's equally mysterious death, was the immediate cause of my grandfather's recall. THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON. 137 How much, or how little of this story — or other dark stories of the same kiud — is true, whether my grandfather was a consummate scoundrel, or the victim of a baseless slander, — whether he left India a rich man or a poor man, is known to no mortal except Lady Maulevrier, and com- pared with her the Theban Sphinx was a communicative individual.' *Let the dead bury their dead,' said Hammond. * Neither you nor your sisters can be the worse for this ancient slander. No doubt every part of the story has been distorted and exaggerated in the telling; and a great deal of it may be pure invention, evolved from the inner conscious- ness of the slanderer. God forbid that any whisper of scandal should ever reach Lady Lesbia's ears.' He ignored poor Mary. It was to him as if there were no such person. Her feeble light was extinguished by the radiance of her sister's beauty; her very individuality was annihilated. 'As for you, dear old fellow,' he said, with warm affection, ' no one will ever think the 138 THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON. worse of you on account of your grandfather's peccadilloes.' *Yes, they will. Hereditary genius is one of our modern crazes. When a man's grand- father was a rogue, there must be a taint in his blood. People don't believe in spontaneous generation, moral or physical, now-a-days. Typhoid breeds typhoid, and typhus breeds typhus, just as dog breeds dog ; and who will believe that a cheat and a liar can be the father of honest men ? ' *In that case, knowing what kind of man the grandson is, I will never believe that the grandfather was a rogue/ said Hammond, heartily. Maulevrier put out his hand without a word, and it was warmly grasped by his friend. 'As for her ladyship, I respect and honour her as a woman who has led a life of self- sacrifice, and has worn her pride as an armour,' continued Hammond. ' Yes, I believe the dowager's character is rather fine,' said Maulevrier ; ' but she and I have never hit our horses very well together. She THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON. 139 would have liked such a fellow as you for a grandson, Jack — a man who took high honours at Oxford, and could hold his own against all comers. Such a grandson would have gratified her pride, and would have repaid her for the trouble she has taken in nursing the Maulevrier estate; for however poor a property it was when her husband went to India there is no doubt that it is a very fine estate now, and that the dowager has been the making of it.' The two young men strolled up to Easedale Tarn before they went back to Fellside, where Lady Maulevrier received them with a stately graciousness, and where Lady Lesbia unbent considerably at luncheon, and condescended to an animated conversation with her brother's friend. It was such a new thing to have a stranger ' at the family board, a man whose information was well abreast with the march of progress, who could talk eloquently upon every subject which people care to talk about. In this new and animated society Lesbia seemed like an enchanted princess suddenly awakened from a spell-bound 140 THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON. slumber. Molly looked at her sister with absolute astonishment. Never had she seen her so bright, so beautiful, — no longer a picture or a statue, but a woman warm with the glow of life. *No wonder Mr. Hammond admires her,' thought poor Molly, who was quite acute enough to see the stranger's keen appreciation of her sister's charms, and positive indifference towards herself. There are some things which women find out by instinct, just as the needle turns towards the magnet. Shut a girl up in a tower till she is eighteen years old, and on the day of her release introduce her to the first man her eyes have ever looked upon, and she will know at a glance whether he admires her. After luncheon the four young people started for E3^dal Mount, with Fraulein as chaperon and watch-dog. The girls were both good walkers. Lady Lesbia even, though she looked like a hothouse flower, had been trained to active habits, could walk and ride, and play tennis, and climb a hill as became a mountain- THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON. 141 bred damsel Molly, feeling that her conversa- tional powers were not appreciated by her brother's friend, took half a dozen dogs for company, and with three fox-terriers, a little Yorkshire dog, a colley and an otter-hound, was at no loss for society on the road, more especially as Maulevrier gave her most of his company, and entertained her with an account of his Black Forest adventures, and all the fine things he had said to the fair-haired, blue- eyed Baden girls, who had sold him photographs or wild strawberries, or had awakened the echoes of the hills with the music of their rustic flutes. Traulein was perfectly aware that her mission upon this particular afternoon was not to let Lady Lesbia out of her sight for an instant, to hear every word the young lady said, and every word Mr. Hammond addressed to her. She had received no specific instructions from Lady Maulevrier. They were not necessary, for the Eraulein knew her ladyship's intentions with regard to her elder granddaughter, — knew 142 THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON. them, at least, so far as that Lesbia was intended to make a brilliant marriage ; and she knew, therefore, that the presence of this handsome and altogether attractive young man was to the last degree obnoxious to the dowager. She was obliged to be civil to him for her nephew's sake, and she was too wise to let Lesbia imagine him dangerous : but the fact that he was dangerous was obvious, and it was Fraulein's duty to protect her employer's interests. Everybody knew Lord Maulevrier, so there was no difficulty about getting admission to Wordsworth's garden, and Wordsworth's house, and after Mr. Hammond and his companions had explored these, they went back to the shores of the little lake, and climbed that rocky eminence upon which the poet used to sit, above the placid waters of silvery Rydal. It is a lovely spot, and that narrow lake, so poor a thing were magnitude the gauge of beauty, had a soft and pensive loveliness in the clear afternoon light. ' Poor Wordsworth ! ' sighed Lesbia, as she THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON. 143 stood on the grassy crag looking down on the shining water, broken in the foreground by fringes of rushes, and the rich luxuriance of water-lilies. ' Is it not pitiable to think of the years he spent in this monotonous place, without any society worth speaking of, with only the shabbiest collection of books, with hardly any interest in life except the sky, and the hiUs, and the peasantry ? ' ' I think Wordsworth's was an essentially happy life, in spite of his narrow range,' answered Hammond. ' You, with your ardent youth and vivid desire for a life of action, cannot imagine the calm blisses of reverie and constant communion with nature. Wordsworth had a thousand companions you and I would never dream of ; for him every flower that grows was an individual existence — almost a soul.' *It was a mild kind of lunacy, an everlast- ing opium dream without the opium; but I am grateful to him for living such a life, since it has bequeathed us some exquisite poetry,' said 144 THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON. Lesbia, who had been too carefully cultured to fleer or flout at Wordsworth. ' I do believe there's an otter just under that bank,' cried Molly, who had been watching the obvious excitement of her bandy-legged hound ; and she rushed down to the brink of the water, leapiug lightly from stone to stone, and inciting the hound to business. ' Let him alone, can't you,' roared Maulevrier ; * leave him in peace till he's wanted. If you disturb him now he'll desert his holt, and we may have a blank day. The hounds are to be out to-morrow.' * I may go with you ? ' asked Mary, eagerly. *Well, yes, I suppose you'll want to be in it.' Molly and her brother went on an exploring ramble along the edge of the water towards Ambleside, leaving John Hammond in Lesbia's company, but closely guarded by Miss M tiller. They went to look at Nab Cottage, where poor Hartley Coleridge ended his brief and clouded days; and they had gone some way upon their homeward walk before they were rejoined by THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON. 145 Maulevrier and Mary, the damsel's kilted skirt considerably the worse for mud and mire. * What would grandmother say if she were to see you ? ' exclaimed Lesbia, looking con- temptuously at the muddy petticoat. 'I am not going to let her see me, so she will say nothing/ cried Mary, and then she called to the dogs, * Ammon, Agag, Angelina ; ' and the three fox-terriers flew along the road, falling over themselves in the swiftness of their flight, darting, and leaping, and scrambling over each other, and offering the spectators the most intense example of joyous animal life. The coUey was far up on the hill-side, and the otter-hound was still hunting the water, but the terriers never went out of Mary's sight. They looked to her to take the initiative in all their sports. They were back at Fellside in time for a very late tea. Lady Maulevrier was waiting for them in the drawing-room. 'Oh, grandmother, why did you not take your tea ! ' exclaimed Lesbia, looking really distressed . ' It is six o'clock.' VOL. I. L Id6 THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON. 'I am used to have you at home to hand me my cup,' replied the dowager, with a touch of reproachfulness. 'I am so sorry,' said Lesbia, sitting down before the tea-table, and beginning her accus- tomed duty. * Indeed, dear grandmother, I had no idea it was so late ; but it was such a lovely afternoon, and Mr. Hammond is so interested in everything connected with Wordsworth " She was looking her loveliest at this moment, all that was softest in her nature called forth by her desire to please her grandmother, whom she really loved. She hung over Lady Maulevrier's chair, attending to her small wants, and seem- ing scarcely to remember the existence of anyone else. In this phase of her character she seemed to Mr. Hammond the perfection of womanly grace. Mary had rushed off to her room to change her muddy gown, and came in presently dressed for dinner, looking the picture of innocence. John Hammond received his tea-cup from Lesbia's hand, and lingered in the drawing- room talking to the dowager and her grand- THERE IS AL"\VATS A SICELETON. 147 daughters till it was time to dress. Lady Maule^Tier found herself favourably impressed by him in spite of her prejudices. It was very provoking of Maulevrier to have brought such a man to Fellside. His very merits were objection- able. She tried with exquisite art to draw him into some revealment as to his family and ante- cedents : but he evaded every attempt of that kind. It was too evident that he was a self- made man, whose intellect and good looks were his only fortune. It was criminal in Maule\TJer to have brought such a person to Fellside. Her ladyship began to think seriously of sending the two girls to St. Bees or Tynemouth for change of air, in charge of Fraulein. But any sudden proceeding of that kind would inevitably awaken Lesbia's suspicions ; and there is nothing so fatal to a woman's peace as this idea of danger. No, the peril must be faced. She could only hope that Maulevrier would soon tire of Fellside. A week's Westmoreland weather — grey skies and long days of perpetual rain, would send these young men away. CHAPTER IX. A CRY IN THE DARKNESS. The peril had to be faced, for the weather did not favour Lady Maulevrier's hopes. Westmoreland skies forgot to shed their accustomed showers. Westmoreland hills seemed to have lost their power of drawing down the rain. That August was a lovely month, and the young people at Tellside revelled in ideal weather. Maulevrier took his friend everywhere — by hill and stream and force and gill — to all those chosen spots which make the glory of the Lake country—on Windermere and Thirlmere, away through the bleak pass of Kirkstone to Ullswater — on driving excursions, and on boating excursions, and pedes- trian rambles, which latter the homely-minded Hammond seemed to like best of all, for he was a splendid walker, and loved the freedom of a A. CRY IN THE DAEKNESS. 149 mountain ramble, the liberty to pause and loiter and waste an hour at will, without being account- able to anybody's coachman, or responsible for the well-being of anybody's horses. On some occasions the two girls andj Miss Miiller were of the party, and then it seemed to John Hammond as if nothing were needed to complete the glory of earth and sky. There were other days — rougher journeys — when the men went alone, and there were days when Lady Mary stole away from her books and music, and all those studies which she was supposed still to be pursuing — no longer closely supervised by her governess, but on parole, as it were— and went with her brother and his friend across the hills and far away. Those were happy days for Mary, for it was always delight to her to be with Maulevrier ; yet she had a profound conviction of John Hammond's indifference, kind and courteous as he was in all his dealings with her, and a sense of her own inferiority, of her own humble charms and little power to please, which was so acute as to be almost pain. One day this keen 150 A CRY IN THE DARKNESS. sense of humiliation broke from her unawares in her talk with her brother, as they two sat on a broad heathy slope face to face with one of the Langdale pikes, and with a deep valley at their feet, while John Hammond was climbing from rock to rock in the gorge on their right, exploring the beauties of Dungeon Ghyll. * I wonder whether he thinks me very ugly ? ' said Mary, with her hands clasped upon her knees, her eyes fixed on Wetherlam, upon whose steep brow a craggy mass of brown rock clothed with crimson heather stood out from the velvety green of the hill-side. * Who thinks you ugly ? * *Mr. Hammond. I'm sure he does. I am so sunburnt and so horrid ! * *But you are not ugly. Why, Molly, what are you dreaming about ? ' *0h, yes, I am ugly. I may not seem so to you, perhaps, because you are used to me ; but I know he must think me very plain compared with Lesbia, whom he admires so much.' *Yes, he admires Lesbia. There is no doubt of that/ A CRY IN THE DAEKNESS. 151 * And I know he thinks me plain,' said Molly, contemplating Wetherlam with sorrowful eyes, as if the sequence were inevitable. ' My dearest girl, what nonsense ! Plain, for- sooth ? Ugly, quotha ? Why, there are not a finer pair of eyes in Westmoreland than my Molly's, or a prettier smile, or whiter teeth.' * But all the rest is horrid,' said Mary, in- tensely in earnest. ' I am sunburnt, freckled, and altogether odious — like a haymaker or a market woman. Grandmother has said so often enough, and I know it is the truth. I can see it in Mr. Hammond's manner.* * What ! freckles and sunburn, and the hay- maker, and all that ? ' cried Maulevrier, laughing. ' What an expressive manner Jack's must be, if it can convey all that — like Lord Burleigh's nod, by Jove. Why, what a goose you are, Mary. Jack thinks you a very nice girl, and a very pretty girl, I'll be bound ; but aren't you clever enough to understand that when a man is over head and ears in love with one woman, he is apt to seem just a little indifferent to all the lo2 A CRY IN THE DAEKNESS. other women in tlie world? and there is no doubt Jack is desperately in love with Lesbia.' *You ought not to let him be in love with her/ protested Mary, ' You know it can only lead to his unhappiness. You must know what grandmother is, and how she has made up her mind that Lesbia is to marry some great person. You ought not to have brought Mr. Hammond here. It is like letting him into a trap.' ' Do you think it was wrong ? ' asked her brother, smiling at her earnestness. * I should be very sorry if poor Jack should come to grief. But still, if Lesbia likes him — which I think she does — we ought to be able to talk over the dowager.' ' Never,' cried Mary. * Grandmother would never give way. You have no idea how am- bitious she is. Why, once when Lesbia was in a poetical mood, and said she would marry the man she liked best in the world, if he were a pauper, her ladyship flew into a terrible passion, and told her she would renounce her, that she would curse her, if she were to marry beneath A CRY IN THE DAEKNESS. lo3 her, or marry without her grandmother's con- sent.' 'Hard lines for Hammond/ said Maulevrier, rather lightly. * Then I suppose we must give up the idea of a match between him and Lesbia.' 'You ought not to have brought him here/ retorted Mary. ' You had better invent some plan for sending him away. If he stay it will be only to break his heart.' 'Dear child, men's hearts do not break so easily. I have fancied that mine was broken more than once in my life, yet it is sound enough, I assure you.' ' Oh ! ' sighed Mary, ' but you are not like him ; wounds do not go so deep with you.' The subject of their conversation came out of the rocky cleft in the hills as Mary spoke. She saw his hat appearing out of the gorge, and then the man himself emerged, a tall well- built figure, clad in brown tweed, coming towards them, with sketch-book and colour-box in his pocket. He had been making what he called memoranda of the waterfall, a stone or two 154 A CRY IN THE DAEKNESS. here, a cluster of ferns there, or. a tree torn up by the roots, and yet green and living, hang- ing across the torrent, a rude natural bridge. This round by the Langdale Pikes and Dungeon Ghyll was one of their best days ; or, at least, Molly and her brother thought so ; for to those two the presence of Lesbia and her chaperon was always a restraint. Mary could walk twice as far as her elder sister, and revelled in hill-side paths and all manner of rough places. They ordered their luncheon at the inn below the waterfall, and had it carried up on to the furzy slope in front of Wetherlam, where they could eat and drink and be merry to the music of the force as it came down from the hills behind them, while the lights and shadows came and went upon yonder rugged brow, now grey in the shadow, now ruddy in the sunshine. Mary was as gay as a bird during that rough and ready luncheon. No one would have suspected her uneasiness about John Hammond's peril or her own plainness. She might let her real self •appear to her brother, who had been her trusted A CRY IN THE DARKXESS. 155 friend and father confessor from her babyhood : but she was too thorough a woman to let Mr. Hammond discover the depth of her sympathy, the tenderness of her compassion for his woes. Later, as they were walking home across the hills, by Great Langdale and Little Langdale, and Fox Howe and Loughrigg Fell, she fell behind a few paces with Maulevrier, and said to him very earnestly — * You won't tell, will you, dear ? ' *Tell what?' he asked, staring at her. * Don't tell Mr. Hanimond what I said about his thinking me ugly. He might want to apologise to me, and that would be too humiliating. I was very childish to say such a silly thing.' * Undoubtedly you were.' * And you won't tell him ? ' *TeU him anything that would degrade my Mary ? Assail her dignity by so much as a breath ? Sooner would I have this tongue torn out with red-hot pincers.' On the next day, and the next, sunshine and summer skies still prevailed; but Mr. Hammond 156 A CRY IN THE DARKNESS. did not seem to care for rambling far afield. He preferred loitering about in the village, rowing on the lake, reading in the garden, and playing lawn tennis. He had only inclination for those amusements which kept him within a stone's throw of Fellside ; and Mary knew that this disposition had arisen in his mind since Lesbia had withdrawn herself from all share in their excursions. Lesbia had not been rude to her brother or her brother's friend; she had declined their invitations with smiles and sweetness ; but there was always some reason— a new song to be practised, a new book to be read, a letter to be written — why she should not go for drives or walks or steamboat trips with Maulevrier and his friend. So Mr. Hammond suddenly found out that he had seen all that was worth seeing in the Lake country, and that there was nothing so enjoyable as the placid idleness of Fellside ; and at Fellside Lady Lesbia could not always avoid him, without a too-marked intention, so he tasted the sweetness of her society to a much greater extent than was A CRY IN THE DARKNESS. 157 good for his peace, if the case were indeed as hopeless as Lady Mary declared. He strolled about the grounds with her ; he drank the sweet melody of her voice in Heine's tenderest ballads; he read to her on the sunlit lawn in the lazy afternoon hours ; he played billiards with her ; he was her faithful attendant at afternoon tea ; he gave himseK up to the study of her character, which, to his charmed eyes, seemed the perfection of pure and placid womanhood. There might, perhaps, be some lack of passion and of force in this nature, a marked absence of that impulsive feeling which is a charm in some women : but this want was atoned for by sweetness of character, and Mr. Hammond argued that in these calm natures there is often an unsuspected depth, a latent force, a grandeur of soul, which only reveals itself in the great ordeals of life. So John Hammond hung about the luxurious drawing-room at Fellside in a manner which hif. friend Maulevrier ridiculed as unmanly. ' I had no idea you were such a tame cat,' he said : ' if when we were salmon fishing in Canada 158 A CEY IN THE DAEKNESS. anybody had told me you could loll about a drawing-room all day listening to a girl squalling and reading novels, I shouldn't have believed a word of it.' *We had plenty of roughing on the shores of the St. Lawrence,' answered Hammond. * Sum- mer idleness in a drawing-room is an agreeable variety.' It is not to be supposed that John Hammond's state of mind could long remain unperceived by the keen eyes of the dowager. She saw the gradual dawning of his love, she saw the glow of its meridian. She was pleased to behold this proof of Lesbia's power over the heart of man. So would she conquer the man foredoomed to be her husband when the coming time should bring them together. But agreeable as the fact of this first conquest might be as an evidence of Lesbia's supremacy among women, the situation was not without its peril ; and Lady Maulevrier felt that she could no longer defer the duty of warning her grand- daughter. She had wished, if possible, to treat the thing lightly to the very last, so that Lesbia should A CKY IN THE DARKNESS. 159 never know there had been danger. She had told her, a few days ago, that those drives and walks with the two young men were undignified, even although guarded by the Fraulein's substantial presence. *You are making yourself too much a com- panion to Maulevrier and his friend,' said the dowager. * If you do not take care you will grow like Mary.' 'I would do anything in the world to avoid tliatj' replied Lesbia. * Our walks and drives have been very pleasant. Mr. Hammond is extremely clever, and can talk about everything.' Her colour heightened ever so little as she spoke of him, an indication duly observed by Lady Maulevrier. * No doubt the man is clever ; all adventurers are clever ; and you have sense enough to see that this man is an adventurer — a mere sponge and toady of Maulevrier's.' * There is nothing of the sponge or the toady in his manner,' protested Lady Lesbia, with a still deeper blush, the warm glow of angry feeling. 160 A CRY IN THE DAEKNESS. *My dear child, what do you know of such people — or of the atmosphere in which they are generated? The sponge and toady of to-day is not the clumsy fawning wretch you have read about in old-fashioned novels. He can flatter adroitly, and feed upon his friends, and yet maintain a show of manhood and independence. I'll wager Mr. Hammond's trip to Canada did not cost him six- pence, and that he hardly opened his purse all the time he was in Germany.' * If my brother wants the company of a friend who is much poorer than himself, he must pay for it,' argued Lesbia. 'I think Maulevrier is lucky to have such a companion as Mr. Hammond.' Yet, even while she so argued. Lady Lesbia felt in some manner humiliated by the idea that this man who so palpably worshipped her was too poor to pay his own travelling expenses. Poets and philosophers may say what they will about the grandeur of plain living and high think- ing ; but a young woman thinks better of the plain liver who is not compelled to plainness by want of cash. The idea of narrow means, of dependence A CEY IX THE DARKXESS. 161 upon the capricious generosity of a wealthy friend is not without its humiliating influence. Lesbia was barely civil to Mr. Hammond that evening, when he praised her singing ; and she refused to join in a four game proposed by Maulevrier, albeit she and Mr. Hammond had beaten Mary and Maulevrier the evening before, with much exultant hilarity. Hammond had been at Fellside nearly a month, and Maulevrier was beginning to talk about a move further northward. There was a grouse moor in Argyleshire which the two young men talked about as belonging to some unnamed friend of the Earl's, which they had thought of shooting over before the grouse season was ended. ' Lord Hart Held has property in Argyleshire,' said the dowager, when they talked of these shootings. ' Do you know his estate, Mr. Hammond ? ' ' Hammond knows that there is such a place, I daresay,' replied Maidevrier, replying for his friend. ' But you do not know Lord Hartfield, perhaps,' said her ladyship, not arrogantly, but still in a tone which implied her conviction that John Ham- VOL. I. M 162 A CEY m THE DARKNESS. mond would not be hand-in-glove with earls, in Scotland or elsewhere. * Oh yes, I know him by sight ; everyone in Argyleshire knows him by sight.' ' Naturally. A young man in his position must be widely known. Is he popular ? ' ' Fairly so.' * His father and I were friends many years ago.' said Lady Maulevrier, with a faint sigli. ' Have you ever heard if he resembles his father ? ' ' I believe not. I am told he is like his mother's family.' * Then he ouglit to be handsome : Lady Florence Ilmington was a famous beauty.' They were sitting in the drawing-room after dinner, the room dimly lighted with darkly-shaded lamps, the windows wide open to the summer sky and moonlit lake. In that subdued light Lady Maulevrier looked a woman in the prime of life. The classical modelling of her features and the delicacy of her complexion were unimpaired by time, while those traces of thought and care which gave age to her face in the broad light of day A CRY IN THE DAEKNESS. 163 were invisible at niglit. John Hammond con- templated that refined and placid countenance with profound admiration. He remembered how her ladyship's grandson had compared her with the Sphinx ; and it seemed to him to-night, as he studied her proud and tranquil beauty, that there was indeed something of the mysterious, the unreadable in that countenance, and that beneath its heroic calm there might be the ashes of tragic passion, the traces of a life-long struggle with Fate. That such a woman, so beautiful, so gifted, so well fitted to shine and govern in the great world, should have been content to live a long life of absolute seclusion in this remote valley was in itself a social mystery which must needs set an observant young man wondering. It was all very well to say that Lady Maulevrier loved a country life, that she had made Fellside her earthly Paradise, and had no desire beyond it. The fact remained that it was not in Lady Maulevrier's temperament to be satisfied with such an existence ; that falcon eye was never meant to gaze for ever upon one narrow range 16J: A CRY IN THE DAKKNESS. of mountain and lake ; that lip was meant to speak among the great ones of the world. Lady Maulevrier was particularly gracious to her grandson's friend this evening. Maulevrier spoke so decisively about a speedy migration north- ward, seemed so inclined to regret the time wasted since the twelfth of the month, that she thought the danger was past, and she could afford to be civil. She really liked the young man, had no doubt in her own mind that he was a gentleman in the highest and broadest sense of the word, but not in the sense which made him an eligible husband for either of her granddaughters. Lesbia was in a pensive mood this evening. She sat in the verandah, looking dreamily at the lake, and at Fairfield yonder, a broad green slope, silvered with moonlight, and seeming to stretch far away into unfathomable distance. If one could but take one's lover by the hand and go wandering over those mystic moonlit slopes into some new unreal world where it would not matter whether "a man were rich or poor, A CKY IN THE DAPJvXESS. 165 high-born or low-born, where there should be no such things as rank and state to be won or lost ! Lesbia felt to-night as if she would like to live out her life in dreamland. Keality was too hard, too much set round by difficulties and sacrifices. While Lesbia was losing herself in that dream- world, Lady Maulevrier unbent considerably to John Hammond, and talked to him with more appearance of interest in his actual self, and in his own affairs, than she had manifested hitherto, although she had been uniformly courteous. She asked him his plans for the future — had he chosen a profession? He told her that he had not. He meant to devote himself to literature and politics. * Is not that rather vague ? ' inquired her ladyship. 'Everything is vague at first.' 'But literature now — as an amusement, no doubt, it is delightful— but as a profession — does literature ever pay ? ' ' There have been such cases.* 166 A CRY IN THE DARKNESS. 'Yes, I suppose so. Walter Scott, Gibbon, Macaulay, Froude, those made money no doubt. But there is a suspicion of hopelessness in the idea of a young man starting in life intending to earn his bread by literature. One remembers Chatterton. I should have thought that in your case the law or the church would have been better. In the latter Maulevrier might have been useful to you. He is patron of three or four livings.' 'You are too good even to think of such a thing,' said Hammond ; 'but I have set my heart upon a political career. I must swim or sink in that sea.' Lady Maulevrier looked at him with a com- passionate smile. Poor young man ! No doubt he thought himself a genius, and that doors which had remained shut to everybody else would turn on their hinges directly he knocked at them. She was sincerely sorry for him. Young, clever, enthusiastic, and doomed to bitterest disappoint- ment. * You have parents, perhaps, who are ambitious A CRY IN THE DARKNESS. 167 for you — a mother who thinks her son a heaven- born statesman ! ' said her ladyship, kindly. 'Alas, no! that grand incentive to ambition is wanting in my case. I have neither father nor mother livincj.' 'That is very sad. Xo doubt that fact has been a bond of sympathy between you and ]\Iaulevrier ? ' * I believe it has.' ' Well, I hope Providence will smile upon your path.' ' Come what may, I shall never forget the happy weeks I have spent at Fellside,' said Hammond, 'or your ladyship's gracious hospi- tality.' He took up the beautiful hand, white to trans- parency, showing the delicate tracing of blue veins, and pressed his lips upon it in chivalrous worship of age and womanly dignity. Lady jMaulevrier smiled upon him with her calm grave smile. She would have liked to say, 'You shall be welcome again at Fellside,' but she felt that the man was danfrerous. Xot while Lesbia 168 A CRY IN THE DARKXESS. remained single could she court his company. If Maulevrier brought him she must tolerate his presence, but she would do nothing to invite that danger. There was no music that evening. Maulevrier and Mary were playing billiards; Friiulein Miiller was sitting in her corner working at a high- art counterpane. Lesbia came in from the verandah presently, and sat on a low stool by her grand- mother's armchair, and talked to her in soft, cooing accents, inaudible to John Hammond, who sat a little way off turning the leaves of the Contemporary 'Review : and this went on till eleven o'clock, the regular hour for retiring, when Mary came in from the billiard-room, and told Mr. Hammond that Maulevrier was waiting for a smoke and a talk. Then candles were lighted, and the ladies all departed, leaving John Hammond and his friend with the house to themselves. They played a fifty game, and smoked and talked till the stroke of midnight, by which time it seemed as if there were not another creature A CKY IN THE DARKNESS. 169 awake in the house. Maulevrier put out the lamps ill the billiard-room, and then they went softly up the shadowy staircase, and parted in the gallery, the Earl going one way, and his friend the other. The house was large and roomy, spread over a good deal of ground. Lady Maulevrier having insisted upon there being only two stories. The servants' rooms were all in a side wing, corre- sponding with those older buildings which had been given over to Steadman and his wife, and among the villagers of Grasmere enjoyed the reputation of being haunted. A wide panelled corridor extended from one end of the house to the other. It was lighted from the roof, and served as a gallery for the display of a small and choice collection of modern art, which her ladyship had acquired during her long residence at Fellside. Here, too, in Sheraton cabinets, were those treasures of old English china which lady Maulevrier had inherited from past genera- tions. Her ladyship's rooms were situated at the 170 A CRY IN THE DARKNESS. southern end of this corridor, her bedchamber being at the extreme end of the house, with windows commanding two magnificent views, one across the lake and the village of Grasmere to the green slopes of Fairfield, the other along the valley towards Rydal Water. This and the adjoining boudoir were the prettiest rooms in the house, and no one wondered that her lady- ship should spend so much of her life in the luxurious seclusion of her own apartments. John Hammond went to his room, which was on the same side of the house as her ladyship's ; but he was in no disposition for sleep. He opened the casement, and stood looking out upon the moonlit lake and the quiet village, where one solitary light shone like a faint star in a village window, amidst that little cluster of houses by the old church, once known as Kirktown. Beyond the village rose gentle slopes, crowned with foliage, and above those fertile wooded crests appeared the grand outline of the hills, surrounding and guarding Easedale's lovely valley, as the hills surrounded Jerusalem of old. A CKY IX THE DARKNESS. 171 He looked at that delicious landscape with eyes that hardly saw its beauty. The image of a lovely face came bet\veen him and all the glory of earth and sky. * I think she likes me,' he was saying to him- self. 'There was a look in her eyes to-night that told me the time was come when ' The thought died unfinished in his brain. Through the silent house, across the placid lake, there rang a wild, shrill cry that froze the blood in his veins, or seemed so to freeze it — a shriek of agony, and in a woman's voice. It rang out from an open window near his own. The sound seemed close to his ear. CHAPTER X. *0 BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' Only for an instant did John Hammond stand motionless after hearing that unearthly shriek. In the next moment he moved into the corridor, expecting to hear the sound repeated, to find himself face to face with some midnight robber, whose presence had caused that wild cry of alarm. But in the corridor all was silent as the grave. No open door suggested the entrance of an intruder. The dimly-burning lamps showed only the long empty gallery. He stood still for a few moments listening for voices, footsteps, the rustle of garments : but there was nothing. Nothing? Yes, a groan, a long-drawn moan- ing sound as of infinite pain. This time there was no doubt as to the direction from which the sound came. It came from Lady Maulevrier's '0 BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' 173 room. The door was ajar, and he could see the faint light of the night-lamp within. That fearful cry had come from her ladyship's room. She was in peril or pain of some kind. Convinced of this one fact, Mr. Hammond had not an instant's hesitation. He pushed open the door without compunction, and entered the room, prepared to behold some tenible scene. But all was quiet as death itself. Xo mid- night burglar had violated the sanctity of Lady Maulevrier's apartment. The soft, steady light of the night-lamp shone on the face of the sleeper. Yes, all was quiet in the room, but not in that sleeper's soul. The broad white brow was painfully contracted, the lips drawn down and distorted, the delicate hand, half hidden by the deep Valenciennes ruffle, clutched the coverlet with convulsive force. Sigh after sigh burst from the agitated breast. John Hammond gazed upon the sleeper in an agony of apprehension, uncertain what to do. "Was this dreaming only ; or was it some kind of seizure which called for medical aid ? At her ladyship's age the idea of paralysis 174 '0 BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' was not too improbable for belief. If this was a*- dream, then indeed the visions of Lady Maulevrier's head upon her bed were more terrible than the dreams of common mortals. In any case Mr. Hammond felt that it was his duty to send some attendent to Lady Maulevrier, some member of the household who was familiar with her ladyship's habits, her own maid if that person could be unearthed easily. He knew that the servants slept in a separate wing ; but he thought it more than likely that her ladyship's personal attendant occupied a room near her mistress. He went back to the corridor and looked round him, in doubt for a moment or two. Close against her ladyship's door there was a swing door, covered with red cloth, which seemed to communicate with the old part of the house. John Hammond pushed this door, and it yielded to his hand, revealing a lamp-lit passage, narrow, old-fashioned, and low. He thought it likely that Lady Maulevrier's maid might occupy a room in this half-deserted wing. '0 BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' 175 ^As lie pushed open the door he saw an elderly man coming towards him. with a candle in his hand, and with the appearance of having huddled on his clothes hastily. * You heard that scream ? ' said Hammond. 'Yes. It was her ladyship, I suppose. Night- mare. She is subject to nightmare.' * It is very dreadful. Her whole countenance was convulsed just now, when I went into her room to see what was wrong. I was almost afraid of a fit of some kind. Ought not her maid to ofo to her?' ' She wants no assistance,' the man- answered, coolly. * It was only a dream. It is not the first time I have been awakened by a shriek like that. It is a kind of nightmare, no doubt ; and it passes off in a few minutes, and leaves her sleeping calmly.' He went to her ladyship's door, pushed it open a little way, and looked in. 'Yes, she is sleeping as quietly as an infant,' he said, shutting the door softly as he spoke. * I am very glad ; but surely she ought to have 176 *0 BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' her maid near her at night, if she is subject to those attacks.' 'It is no attack, I tell yon. It is nothing but a dream,' answered Steadman, impatiantty. 'Yet you were frightened, just as I was, or you would not have got up and dressed,' said Hammond, looking at the man suspiciously. He had heard of this old servant Steadman, who was supposed to enjoy more of her ladyship's confidence than any one else in the household; but he had never spoken to the man before that night. 'Yes, I came. It was my duty to come, knowing her ladyship's habits. I am a light sleeper, and that scream woke me instantly. If her ladyship's maid were wanted I should call her. I am a kind of watch-dog, you see, sir.' * You seem to be a very faithful dog.' ' I have been in her ladyship's service more than forty years. I have reason to be faithful. I know her ladysliip's habits better than any one in the house. I know that she has had a great deal of trouble in her early life, and I believe the '0 BITTEENESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET/ 177 memory of it comes back upon her sometimes in her dreams, and gets the better of lier.' ' If it was memory that v.Timg that agonised shriek from her just now, her recollections of the past must be very terrible.' 'All, sir, there is a skeleton in every liouse,' answered James Steadman, gravely. This was exactly what Maulevrier had said under the yew trees which ^yordsworth planted. ' Good-night, sir,' said Steadman. * Good-night. You are sure that Lady Maulev- rier may be left safely — that there is no fear of illness of any kind ? ' * No, sir. It was only a bad dream. Good- night, sii\' Steadman went back to his own quarters. Mr. Hammond heard him draw^ the bolts of the swing door, thus cutting off aU communication with the corridor. The fine old eight- day clock on the staircase struck two as Mr. Hammond returned to his room, even less inclined for sleep than when he left it. Strange, that nocturnal disturbance of a mind VOL. I. N 178 *0 BITTEKNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' which seemed so tranquil in the day. Or was that tranquillity only a semblance — a mask which her ladyship wore before the world: and was the bitter memory of events which happened forty years ago still a source of anguish to that highly strung nature ? ' There are some minds which cannot forget,' John Hammond said to himself, as he meditated upon her ladyship's character and history. * The story of her husband's crime may still be fresh in her memory, though it is only a tradition for the outside world. His crime may have involved some deep wrong done to herself, some outrage against her love and faith as a wife. One of the stories Maulevrier spoke of the other day was of a wicked woman's influence upon the governor — a much more likely story than that of any traffic in British interests or British honour, which would have been almost impossible for a man in Lord Maulevrier's position. If the scandal was of that darker kind — a guilty wife — the mysterious disap- pearance of a husband— the horror of the thing may have made a deeper impression on Lady Maulevrier '0 BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' 179 than even her nearest and dearest dream of : and that superb calm which she wears Hke a royal mantle — that queen-like bearing and gracious smile with which she greets all comers— may be maintained at the cost of struggles which tear her heart- strings. And then at night, when the will is dormant, when the nervous system of the brain is no longer ruled by the power of waking intel- ligence, the old familiar agony returns, the hated images flash back upon the brain, and in propor- tion to the fineness of the temperament is the intensity of the dreamer's pain.' And then he went on to reflect upon the long monotonous years spent in that lonely house, shut in from the world by those everlasting hills. Albeit the house was an ideal house, set in a landscape of infinite beauty, the monotony must be none the less oppressive for a mind bur- dened with dark memories, weighed down by sorrows which could seek no relief from sym- pathy, which could never become familiarised by discussion. *I wonder tliat a woman of Lady Maulev- ] 80 * BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' rier's intellect should not have better known how to treat her own malady,' thought Hammond. Mr. Hammond inquired after her ladyship's health next morning, and was told she was perfectly well. 'Grandmother is in capital spirits,' said Lady Lesbia. *She is pleased witli the contents of yesterday's " Globe." Lord Denyer, the son of one of her oldest friends, has been making a great speech at Liverpool in the Conserva.tive interest, and her ladyship thinks we shall have a change of parties before long.' ' A general shuffle of the cards,' said Maulevrier, looking up from his breakfast. * I'm sure I hope so. I'm no politician, but I like a row.' ' I hope you are a Conservative, Mr. Hammond,' said Lesbia. ' I had hoped you would have known that ever so long ago, Lady Lesbia.' Lesbia blushed at his tone, which was almost a reproach. *I suppose I ought to have understood from the general tenor of your conversation/ she said ; '0 BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' 181 * but I am terribly stupid about politics. I take so little interest in them. I am always hearing that we are being badly governed — that the men who legislate for us are stupid or wicked ; yet the world seems to go on somehow, and we are no worse.' ' It is just the same wdth sport,' said Maulevrier. * Every rainy spring we are told that all the young birds have been drowned, or that the grouse-disease . has decimated the fathers and mothers, and that we shall have nothing to shoot ; but when Ausfust comes the birds are there all the same.' *It is the nature of mankind to complain,* said Hammond. ' Cain and Abel were the first farmers, and you see one of them grumbled.' They were rather lively at breakfast that morning — Maulevrier's last breakfast but one — for he had announced his determination of going to Scotland next day. Other fellows w^ould have shot all the birds if he dawdled any longer. Mary w^as in deep despondency at the idea of his departure, yet she laughed and talked with 182 ' BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' the rest. And perhaps Lesbia felt a little moved at the thought of losing Mr. Hammond. Maulevrier would come back to Mary, but John Hammond was hardly likely to return. Their parting would be for ever. 'You needn't sit quite in my pocket, Molly,' said Maulevrier to his younger sister. * I like to make the most of you, now you are going away,' sighed Mary. * Oh, dear, how dull we shall all be when you are gone.' * Not a bit of it ! You will have some fox- hunting, perhaps, before the snow is on the hills.' At the very mention of fox-hounds Lady Mary's bright young face crimsoned, and Maulev- rier began to laugh in a provoking way, with side-long glances at his younger sister. ' Did you ever hear of Molly's fox-hunting, by-the-bye, Hammond ? ' he asked. • Mary tried to put her hand before his lips, but it was useless. ' Why shouldn't I tell ? ' he exclaimed. * It was quite a heroic adventure. You must know our fox-hunting here is rather a peculiar institu- '0 BITTERNESS OF THI^'GS TOO SWEtT.' 183 tion, — very good in its way, but strictly local. No horse could live among our hills, so we hunt on foot, and as the pace is good, and the work hard, nobody who starts with the hounds is likely to be in at the death, except the huntsmen. We are all mad for the sport, and off we go, over the hills and far away, picking up a fresh field as we go. The ploughman leaves his plough, and the shepherd leaves his flock, and the farmer leaves his thrashing, to follow us ; in every field we cross we get fresh blood, while those who join us at the start fall off by degrees. AVell, it h-appened one day late in October, when there were long ridges of snow on Helvellyn's dark brow, and patches of white on Fairfield, Mistress Mary here must needs take her bamboo staff and start for the Striding Edge. It was just the day upon which she might have met her death easily on that perilous point, but happily something occurred to divert her juvenile fancy, for scarcely had she got to the bottom of Dolly Waggon Pike — you know Dolly ' ' Intimately,' said Hammond, with a nod. 184 '0 BITTEENESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' ' Scarcely had slie neared the base of Dolly Waggon when she heard the huntsman's horn and the hounds in full cry, streaming along to- wards Dunmail Eaise. Off flew Molly, all among the butcher boys, and farmers' men, and rosy- cheeked squireens of the district — racing over the rugged fields — clambering over the low stone walls — up hill, down hill — shouting when the others shouted — never losincf sight of the waviiisr sterns — winding and doubling, and still going upward and upward, till she stood, panting and puffing like a young grampus, on the top of Seat Sandal, still all among the butcher boys and the farmers' men, and the guides and the red-cheeked squireens, her frock ^ torn to ribbons, her hat lost in a ditch, her hair streaming down her back, and every inch of her, from her nose downwards, splashed and spattered with mire and clay. What a spectacle for gods and men, guides and butcher boys. And there she stood with the sun going down beyond Coniston Old Man, and a seven- mile walk between her and Fellside. * Poor Lady Mary ! ' said Hammond, looking '0 BITTERNESS OF THIN'GS TOO SWEET.' 185 at her very kindly; but Mary did not see that friendly glance, which betokened sympathy rather than scorn. She sat silent and very red, with drooping eyelids, thinking her brother horribly cruel for thus publishing her foolishness. * Poor, indeed ! " exclaimed Maule\Tier. ' She came crawling home after dark, footsore and draggled, looking like a beggar girl, and, as evil fate would have it, her ladyship, who so seldom goes out, must needs have been taking afternoon tea at the Vicarage upon that particular occasion, and was driving up the avenue as Mary crawled to the gate. The storm that followed may be more easily imagined than described.' ' It was years and years ago,' expostulated Mary, looking very angry. ' Grandmother needn't have made such a fuss about it.' *Ah, but in those days she still had hopes of civilising you/ answ^ered Maulevrier. ' Since then she has abandoned all endeavour in that dii'ection, and has given you over to your own devices — and me. Since then you have become a chartered libertine. You have letters of mark.' 186 '0 BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' 'I don't care what you call me,' said Ma^3^ *I only know tliat I am very happy when you are afc home, and very miserable when you are away.' ' It is hardly kind of you to say that, Lady Mary,' remonstrated Fraulein Miiller, who, up to this point, had been busily engaged with muffins and gooseberry jam. * Oh, I don't mean that any one is unkind to me or uses me badly,' said Mary. * I only mean that my life is empty when Maulevrier is away, and that I am always longing for him to come back again.' ' I thought you adored the hills, and the lake, and the villagers, and your pony, and Maulevrier's dogs,' said Lesbia, faintly con- temptuous. ^ Yes, but one wants something human to love,' answered Mary, making it very obvious that there was no warmth of affection between herself and the feminine members of her family. She had no thought of the significance of her speech. She was very angry with Maulevrier ' BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' 187 for having held her up to ridicule before Mr. Hammond, who already despised her, as she believed, and whose contempt was more galling than it need have been, considering that he was a mere casual visitor who would go away and return no more. Xever till his coming had she felt her deficiencies; but in his presence she writhed under the sense of her unworthiness, and had an almost agonising consciousness of all those faults which her grandmother had told her about so often with not the slightest effect. In those days she had not cared what Lady Maulevrier or any one else might say of her, or think of her. She lived her life, and defied fortune. She was worse than her reputation. To-day she felt it a bitter thing that she had grown to the age of womanhood lacking all those graces and accomplishments which made her beautiful sister adorable, and which might make even a plain woman charming. Xever till John Hammond's coming had she felt a pang of envy in the contemplation of Lesbia's beauty or Lesl)ia's grace ; but now she 188 *0 BITTERNESS OF TtllNGS TOO SWEET.' had so keen a sense of the difference between herself and her sister that she began to fear that this cruel pain must indeed be that lowest of all vices. Even the difference in their gowns was a source of humiliation to her now. Lesbia was looking her loveliest this morning, in a gown that was all lace and soft Madras muslin, flowing, diaphanous, cloud-like ; while Mary's tailor gown, with its trim tight bodice, horn buttons, and kilted skirt, seemed to cry aloud that it had been made for a Tomboy. And this tailor gown was a costume to which Mary had condemned herself by her own folly. Only a year ago, moved by an artistic admiration for Lesbia's delicate breakfast gowns, Mary had told her grandmother that she would like to have some- thing of the same kind, whereupon the dowager, who did not take the faintest interest in Mary's toilet, but who had a stern sense of justice, replied — 'I do not think Lesbia's frocks and your habits will agree, but you can have some pretty morning gowns if you like ; ' and the order had ' BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' 1 89 been given for a confection in muslin and lace for Lady Mary. Mary came down to breakfast one bright June morning, in the new frock, feeling very proud of herself, and looking very pretty. 'Fine feathers make fine birds,' said Friiulein Miiller. * I should hardly have known you.' ' I wish you would always dress like that/ said Lesbia : ' you really look like a young lady ; ' and Mary danced about on the lawn, feeling sylph -like, and quite in love with her own elegance, when a sudden uplifting of canine voices in the distance had sent her flying to .':ee what was the matter with the terrier pack. In the kennel there was riot and confusion. Ahab was demolishing Angelina, Absalom and Agamemnon were annihilating each other. Dog- whip in hand, Mary rushed to the rescue, and laid about her, like the knights of old, utterly forgetful of her frock. She soon succeeded in restoring order, but the Madras muslin, the Breton lace had perished in the conflict. She left the kennel panting, and in rags and tatters, 190 '0 BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' some of the muslin and lace hanging about her in strips a yard long, but the greater part remain- ing in the possession of the terriers, who had mauled and munched her finery to their hearts' delight, while she was reading the Eiot Act. She went back to the house, bowed down by shame and confusion, and marched straight to the dowager's morning-room. 'Look what the terriers have done to me, grandmother,' she said, with a sob. ' It is all my own fault, of course. I ought not to have gone near them in that stupid muslin. Please forgive me for being so foolish. I am not fit to have pretty frocks.' ' I think, my dear, you can now have no doubt that the tailor gowns are fittest for you,' answered Lady Maulevrier, with crushing placidity. *We have tried the experiment of dressing you like Lesbia, and you see it does not answer. Tell Kibble to throw your new gown in the rag-bag, and please let me hear no more about it/ After this dismal failure Mary could not feel herself ill-used in having to wear tailor gowns all * BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' 191 the year round. She was allowed cotton frocks for very warm weather, and she had pretty gowns for evening wear ; but her common attire was cloth or linsey-woolsey, made by the local tailor. Sometimes Maulevrier ordered her a gown or a coat from his own man in Conduit Street, and then she felt herself smart and fashionable. And even the local tailor contrived to make her gowns prettily, having a great appreciation of her straight wiUowy figure, and deeming it a privilege to work for her, so that hitherto Mary had felt very well content with her substantial attire. But now that John Hammond so obviously admired Lesbia's delicate raiment, poor Mary began to think herself odious in woollen. After breakfast Mary and Maulevrier went straight off to the kennels. His lordship had numerous instructions to give on this last day, and his lieutenant had to receive and resrister his orders. Lesbia went to the garden with her book and with Fraulein— the inevitable Fraulein as Hammond thought her — in close attendance. It was a lovely morning, sultry, summer-like, 192 * BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' albeit September had just begun. Tlie tennis lawn, which had been levelled on one side of the house, was surrounded on three sides by shrub- beries planted forty years ago, in the beginning of Lady Maulevrier's widowhood. All loveliest trees grew there in perfection, sheltered by the mighty wall of the mountain, fed by the mists from the lake. Larch and mountain ash, and Lawsonian Cyprus, — deodara and magnolia, arbu- tus, and silver broom, acacia and lilac, flourished here in that rich beauty which made every cottage garden in the happy district a little paradise ; and here in a semicircular recess at one end of the lawn were rustic chairs and tables and an umbrella tent. This was Lady Lesbia's chosen retreat on summer mornings, and a favourite place for afternoon tea. Mr. Hammond followed the two ladies to their bower. *Tliis is to be my last morning,' he said, looking at Lesbia. ' Will you think me a great bore if I spend it with you?' * We shall think it very nice of you,' answered *0 BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' 1Q3 Lesbia, without a vestige of emotion ; ' especially if you will read to us.' *I will do anything to make myself useful. What shall I read ? ' 'Anything you like. What do you say to Tennyson ? ' ' That he is a noble poet, a teacher of all good ; but too philosophical for my present mood. May I read you some of Heine's ballads, those songs which you sing so exquisitely, or rather some you do not sing, and which will be fresher to you. My German is far from perfect, but I am told it is passable, and Fraulein Miiller can throw her scissors at me when my accent is too dreadful.' * You speak German beautifully,' said Fraulein. ' I Wonder where you learned it ? ' * I have been a good deal in Germany, and I had a Hanoverian valet who was quite a gentleman, and spoke admirably. I think I learned more from him than from grammars or dictionaries. I'll go and fetch Heine.' *What a very agreeable person Mr. Hammond is,* said Fraulein, when he was gone. *We shall quite miss him.' VOL. I. O 194 '0 BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' ' Yes, I have no doubt we shall miss him,' said Lesbia, again without the faintest emotion. The governess began to think that the ordeal of an agreeable young man's presence at Tellside had been passed in safety, and that her pupil was unscathed. She had kept a close watch on the two, as in duty bound. She knew that Hammond was in love with Lesbia; but she thought Lesbia was heart-whole. Mr. Hammond came back with a shabby little book in his hand, and established himself comfortably in one of the two Beaconsfield chairs. He opened his book at that group of short poems called Heimkehr, and read here and there, as fancy led him. Sometimes the strain was a love-song, brief, passionate as the cry of a soul in pain ; sometimes the verses were bitter and cynical ; sometimes full of tenderest simplicity, telling of childhood, and youth and purity ; sometimes dark with hidden meanings, grim, awful, cold with the chilling breath of the charnel-house. Sometimes Lesbia's heart beat a little faster as Mr. Hammond *0 BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' 195 read, for it seemed as if it was he who was speaking to her, and not the dead poet. An hour or more passed in this way. Fraulein Miiller was charmed at hearing some of her favourite poems, asking now for this little bit, and anon for another, and expatiating upon the merits of German poets in general, and Heine in particular, in the pauses of the lecture. She was quite carried away by her delight in the poet, and was so entirely uplifted to the ideal world that, when a footman came with a message from Lady Maulevrier requesting her presence, she tripped gaily off at once, without a thought of danger in leaving those two together on the lawn. She had been a faithful watch-doi' up to this point ; but she was now lulled into a false sense of security by the idea that the time of peril was all but ended. So she left them ; but could she have looked back two minutes afterwards she would have perceived the unwisdom of that act. No sooner had the Fraulein turned the corner of the shrubbery than Hammond laid aside bis book and drew nearer Lesbia, who sat lookin<^' 196 '0 BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.* downward, with her eyes upon the delicate piece of fancy work which had occupied her fingers all the morning. *Lesbia, this is my last day at Fellside, and you and I may never have a minute alone together again while I am here. Will you come for a little walk with me on the Fell ? There is something I must say to you before I go.' Lesbia's delicate cheek grew a shade more pale. Instinct told her what was coming, though never mortal man had spoken to her of love. Nor until now had Mr. Hammond ever addressed her by her Christian name without the ceremonious prefix. There was a deeper tone in his voice, a graver look in his eyes, than she had ever noticed before. She rose, and took up her sunshade, and went with him meekly through the cultivated shrubbery of ornamental timber to the rougher pathway that wound through a copse of Scotch fir, which formed the outer boundary of Lady Maulevrier's domain. Beyond the fir trees rose the grassy slope of the hill, on the brow of ' O BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.* 197 which sheep were feeding. Deep down in the hollow below the lawns and shrubberries of Fellside the placid bosom of the lake shone like an emerald floor in the sunlight, reflecting the verdure of the hill, and the white sheep dotted about here and there. There was not a breath in the air around them as those two sauntered slowly side by side in the pine wood, not a cloud in the dazzling blue sky above; and for a little time they too were silent, as if bound by a spell which neither dared to break. Then at last Hammond spoke. *Lesbia, you know that I love you,' he began, in his low, grave voice, tremulous with feeling. ' Xo words I can say to-day can tell you of my love more plainly than my heart has been telling you in every hour of this happy, happy time that you and I have spent together. I love you as I never hoped to love, fervently, completely, believing that the perfection of earthly bliss will be mine if I can but win you. Dearest, is there such a sweet hope for me ; are you indeed my own, as I am yours, heart and soul, and mind 198^ '0 BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' and being, till the last throb of life in this poor clay ? ' He tried to take her hand, but she drew herself away from him with a frightened look. She was very pale, and there was infinite distress in the dark violet eyes, which looked entreatingly, depreca- tingly at her lover. * I dare not answer as you would like me to answer,' she faltered, after a painful pause. *I am not my own mistress. My grandmother has brought me up, devoted herself to me almost, and she has her own views, her own plans. I dare not frustrate them ! ' * She would like to marry you to a man of rank and fortune — a man who will choose you, perhaps, because other people admire you, rather than because he himself loves you as you ought to be loved ; who will choose you because you are altogether the best and most perfect thing of your year ; just as he would buy a yearling at IN'ewmarket or Doncaster. Her ladyship means you to make a great alliance — coronets, not hearts, are the counters for her game ; but, Lesbia, would *0 BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.* 199 you, in the bloom and freshness of youth — you with the pulses of youth throbbing at your heart — ^lend yourself to the calculations of age which has lived its life and forgotten the very meaning of love ? "Would you submit to be played as a cari in the game of a dowager's ambition ? Trust me dearest, in the crisis of a woman's life there is one only counsellor she should listen to, and that coinsellor is her own heart. If you love me — as I care to hope you do — trust in me, hold by me, and leave the rest to Heaven. I know that T can mace your life happy.' * You frighten me by your impetuosity,' said Lejbia. ' Surely you forget how short a time we have known each other.' ' An age. All my life before the day I saw you is a dead, dull blank, as compared with the magical hours I have spent with you.' ' I do not even know who and what you are.' * First, I am a gentleman, or I should not be your brother's friend. A poor gentleman, if you like, with only my own right arm to hew my pathway through the wood of life to the temple 200 *0 BITTEKNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.* of fortune ; but trust me, only trust me, Lesbia, and I will so hew my path as to reach that temple. Look at me, love. Do I look like a man born to fail ? * She looked up at him shyly, with eyes tlfat were dim with tears. He looked like a demi-gdd, tall, straight as the pine trunks amongst which pe was standing, a frame formed for strength and activity, a face instinct with mental power, dajrk eyes that glowed with the fire of intellect ajid passion. The sunlight gave an almost uneartl|ly radiance to the clear dark of his complexion, jhe curly brown hair cut close to the finely-shaded head, the broad brow and boldly modelled featuifes. Lesbia felt in her heart that such a man mij^t be destined for success, born to be a conqueror in all strifes, a victor upon every field. * Have I the thews and sinews of a man doomed to be beaten in the battle ? ' he asked her. * No, dearest ; Heaven meant me to succeed ; and with you to fight for I shall not be beaten by adverse fortune. Can you not trust Providence and me ? ' '0 BITTEKNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' 201 * I cannot disobey my grandmother. If she will consent ' * She wiU not consent. You must defy Lady Maulevrier, I^esbia, if you mean to reward my love. But I will promise you this much, darling, that if you will be my wife — with your brother's consent — which I am sure of before I ask for it, within one year of our marriage I will find means of reconciling her ladyship to the match, and winning her entire forgiveness for you and me.' ' You are talking of impossibilities,' said Lesbia, frowning. * Why do you talk to me as if I were a child? I know hardly anything of the world, but I do know the woman who has reared and educated me. My grandmother would never forgive me if I married a poor man. I should be an outcast.' ' We would be outcasts together — happy out- casts. Besides, we should not always be poor. I tell you I am predestined to conquer fate.' *But we should have to beo;in from the besin- ning.' ' Yes, we should have to begin from the be- 202 '0 BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' ginning, as Adam and Eve did when they left Paradise.' *We are not told in the Bible that they had any happiness after that. It seems to have been all trouble and weariness, and toil and death, after the angel with the flaming sword drove them out of Eden.' * They were together, and they must have been happy. Oh, Lesbia, if you do not feel that you can face poverty and the world's contempt by my side, and for my sake, you do not love me. Love never calculates so nicely ; love never fears the future ; and yet you do love me, Lesbia,' he said, trying to fold her in his arms; but again she drew herself away from him — this time with a look almost of horror — and stood facing him, cling- ing to one of the pine trunks, like a scared wood- nymph. * You have no right to say that,' she said. * I have the divine right of my own deep love — of heart which cries out to heart. Do you think there is no magnetic power in true love which can divine the answering love in another? * BITTEENESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' 203 Lesbia, call me an insolent coxcomb if you like, but I know you love me, and that you and I may be utterly bappy together. Oh, why — why do you shrink from me, my beloved ; why with- hold yourself from my arms ? Oh, love, let me hold you to my heart — let me seal our betrothal with a kiss ! ' * Betrothal — no, no ; not for the world,' cried Lesbia. 'Lady Maulevrier would cast me off for ever; she would curse me.' * What would the curse of an ambitious woman weigh against my love ? And I tell you that her anger would be only a passing tempest. She would forgive you.' 'Never — you don't know her.' * I tell you she would forgive you, and all would be well with us before we had been married a year. Why cannot you believe me, Lesbia?' 'Because I cannot believe impossibilities, even from your lips,' she answered, sullenly. She stood before him with downcast eyes, the tears streaming down her pale cheeks, ex- quisitely lovely in her agitation and sorrow. Yes, 204 *0 BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' she did love him; her heart was beating pas- sionately ; she was longing to throw herself on his breast, to be folded upon that manly heart, to trust in that brave, bright look which seemed to defy fortune. Yes, he was a man born to conquer; he was handsome, intellectual, powerful in all mental and physical gifts. A man of men. But he was, by his own admission, a very obscure and insignificant person, and he had no money. Life with him meant a long fight with adverse drcumstances ; life for his wife must mean patience, submission, long waiting upon destiny, and perhaps with old age and grey hairs the tardy turning of Fortune's wheel. And was she for this to resign the kingdom that had been promised to her, the giddy heights which she was born to scale, the triumphs and delights and victories of the great world ? Yes, Lesbia loved this fortuneless knight ; but she loved herself and her prospects of promotion still better. * Oh, Lesbia, can you not be brave for my sake — trustful for my sake ? God will be good to us if we are true to each other.' 'O BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.* 205 'God will not be good to me if I disobey my grandmother. I owe her too much ; ingratitude in me would be doubly base. I will speak to her. I will tell her all you have said, and if she gives me the faintest encouragement ' * She will not ; that is a foregone conclusion. Tell her all, if you like ; but let us be prepared for the answer. When she denies the right of your heart to choose its own mate, then rise up in the might of your womanhood and defy her. Tell her, " I love him, and be he rich or poor, I will share his fate ;" tell her boldly, bravely, nobly, as a true woman should ; and if she be adamant still, pro- claim your right to disobey her worldly wisdom rather than the voice of your own heart. And then come to me, darling, and be my own, and the world which you and I will face together shall not be a bad world. I will answer for that. Xo trouble shall come near you. Xo humiliation shall ever touch you. Only believe in me.' / I can believe in you, but not in the impos- sible,' answered Lesbia, with measured accents. The voice was silver-sweet, but passing cold. 206 '0 BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' Just then there was a rustling among the pine branches, and Lesbia looked round with a startled air. 'Is there any one listening?' she exclaimed. * What was that ? ' * Only the breath of heaven. Oh, Lesbia, if you were but a little less wise, a little more trustful. Do not be a dumb idol. Say that you love me, or do not love me. If you can look me in the face and say the last, I will leave you without another word. I will take my sentence and go.' But this was just what Lesbia could not do. She could not deny her love ; and yet she could not sacrifice all things for her love. She lifted the heavy lids which veiled those lovely eyes, and looked up at him imploringly. 'Give me time to breathe, time to think,' she said. 'And then wiU you answer me plainly, truth- fully, without a shadow of reserve, remembering that the fate of two lives hangs on your words.* 'I will.' ' Let it be so, then. I'll go for a ramble over *0 BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' 207 the hills, and return in time for afternoon tea. I shall look for you on the tennis lawn at half-past four/ He took her in his arms, and this time she yielded herself to him, and the beautiful head rested for a few moments upon his breast, and the soft eyes looked up at him in confiding fond- ness. He bent and kissed her once only, but a kiss that meant for Hfe and death. In the next moment he was gone, leaving her alone among the pine trees. CHAPTER XL *IF I WERE TO DO AS ISEULT DID.' Lady Maulevkier rarely appeared at luncheon. She took some slight refection in her morning room, among her books and papers, and in the society of her canine favourites, whose company suited her better at certain hours than the noisier companionship of her grandchildren. She was a studious woman, loving the silent life of books better than the inane chatter of every-day humanity. She was a woman who thought much and read much, and who lived more in the past than the present. She lived also in the future, counting much upon the splendid career of her beautiful granddaughter, which should be in a manner a lengthening out, a renewal of her own life. She looked forward to the day when Lesbia should reign supreme in the great world, a famous beauty and *IF I WERE TO DO AS ISEULT DID.' 209 leader of fashion, her every act and word inspired and directed by her grandmother, who would be the shadow behind the throne. It was possible^ nay, probable — that in those days Lady Maulevrier would herself reappear in society, establish her salon, and draw around her closing years all that is wittiest, best, and wisest in the great world. Her ladyship was reposing in her low reading chair, with a volume of TyndaU on the book- stand before her, when the door was opened softly and Lesbia came gliding in, and seated herself without a word on the hassock at her grandmother's feet. Lady Maulevrier passed her hand caressingly over the girl's soft brown hair, without looking up from her book. ^ * You are a late visitor,' she said ; * why did you not come to me after breakfast ? ' * It was such a lovely morning, we went straight from the breakfast table to the garden; I did not think you wanted me.' *I did not want you; but I am always glad to see my pet. What were you doing in the VOL. I. p 210 ' IF I WERE TO DO AS ISEULT DID.' garden all the morning ? I did not hear you playing tennis.' Lady Maulevrier had already interrogated the German governess upon this very subject, hut she had her own reasons for wishing to hear Lesbia's account. 'No, it was too warm for tennis. Traulein and I sat and worked, and Mr. Hammond read to us.' 'What did he read?' ' Heine's ballads. He reads German beau- tifully.' * Indeed ! I daresay he was at school in Germany. There are cheap schools there to which middle- class people send their boys.' This was like a thrust from a rusty knife. * Mr. Hammond was at Oxford,' Lesbia said, reproachfully ; and' then, after a longish pause, she clasped her hands upon the arm of Lady Maulevrier's chair, and said, in a pleading ^voice, * Grandmother, Mr. Hammond has asked me to marry him.' * Indeed ! Only that ? And pray, did he tell *IF I WERE TO DO AS ISEULT DID.' 211 you what are his means of maintaining Lord Maulevrier's sister in the position to which her birth entitles her ? ' inquired the dowager, with crushing calmness. * He is not rich ; indeed, I believe, he is poor ; but he is brave and clever, and he is full of con- fidence in his power to conquer fortune.' 'Xo doubt; that is your true adventurer's style. He confides implicitly in his own talents, and in somebody else's banker. ^Mr. Hammond would make a tremendous figure in the world, I daresay, and while he was making it your brother would have to keep him. Well, my dear Lesbia, I hope you gave this gentleman the answer his insolence deserved ; or that you did better, and referred him to me. I should be glad to give him my opinion of his conduct — a person admitted to this house as your brother's hanger-on — tolerated only on your brother's account ; such a person, nameless, penniless, friendless (except for Maulevrier's too facile patronage), to dare to lift his eyes to my grand- daughter ! It is ineffable insolence ! ' 2.12 * IF I WEEE TO DO AS ISEULT DID.' Lesbia crouched by her grandmother's chair, her face hidden from Lady Maulevrier's falcon eye. Every word uttered by her ladyship stung like the knotted cords of a knout. She knew not whether to be most ashamed of her lover or of herself — of her lover for his obscure posi- tion, his hopeless poverty ; of herself for her folly in loving such a man. And she did love him, and would fain have pleaded his cause, had she not been cowed by the authority that had ruled her all her life. * Lesbia, if I thought you had been silly enough, degraded enough, to give this young man encouragement, to have justified his audacity of to-day by any act or word of yours, I should despise, I should detest you,' said Lady Maulevrier, sternly. * What could be more contemptible, more hateful in a girl reared as you have been than to give encouragement to the first comer — to listen greedily to the first adventurer who had the insolence to make love to you, to be eager to throw yourself into the arms of the first man who asked you. That my grand- *IF I WERE TO DO AS ISEULT DID.' 213 daughter, a girl reared and taught and watched and guarded by me, should have no more dignity, no more modesty, or womanly feeling, than a barmaid at an inn ! ' Lesbia began to cry. * I don't see why a barmaid should not be a good woman, or why it should be a crime to fall in love,' she said, in a voice broken by sobs. 'You need not speak to me so unkindly. I am not going to marry Mr. Hammond.' * Oh, you are not ? that is very good of you. I am deeply grateful for such an assurance.' *But I like him better than anyone I ever saw in my life before.' *You have seen so many people. You have had such a wide area for choice.' ' No ; I know I have been kept like a nun in a convent : but I don't think when I go into the world I shall ever see any one I should like better than Mr. Hammond.' * Wait till you have seen the world before yon make up your mind about that. And now, Lesbia, leave off talking and tliinking like a child ; look 214 'IF I WERE TO DO AS ISEULT DID.' me in the face and listen to me, for I am going to speak seriously ; and with me, when 1 am in earnest, what is said once is said for ever.' Lady Maulevrier grasped her granddaughter's arm with long slender fingers which held it as tightly as the grasp of a vice. She drew the girl's slim figure round till they were face to face, look- ing into each other's eyes, the dowager's eagle countenance lit up with impassioned feeling, severe, awful as the face of one of the fatal sisters the avengers of blood, the harbingers of doom. * Lesbia, I think I have been good to you, and kind to you,' she said. *You have been all that is kind and dear,' faltered Lesbia. 'Then give me measure for measure. My life has been a hard one, child ; hard and lonely, and loveless and joyless. My son, to whom I devoted myself in the vigour of youth and in the prime of life, never loved me, never repaid me for my love. He spent his days far away from me, when his presence would have gladdened my difficult life. He died in a strange land. Of his three children. *IF I WERE TO DO AS ISEULT DID.' 215 you are the one I took into my heart. I did my duty to the others ; I lavished my love upon you Do not give me cursing instead of blessing. Do' not give me a stone instead of bread. I have built every hope of happiness or pleasure in this world upon you and your obedience. Obey me, be true to me, and I will make you a queen, and I will sit in the shadow of your throne. I will toil for you, and be wise for you. You shall have only to shine, and dazzle, and enjoy the glory of life. My beautiful darling, for pity's sake do not give yourseK over to folly.' * Did not you marry for love, grandmother ? ' 'No, Lesbia. Lord Maulevrier and I got on very well together, but ours was no love match.' 'Does nobody in our rank ever marry for love? are all marriages a mere exchange and barter ? ' *Ko, there are love-matches now and then, which often turn out badly. But, my darling, I am not asking you to marry for rank or for money. I am only asking you to wait till you find your mate among the noblest in the land. He may be 216 *IF I WERE TO DO AS ISEULT DID.' the handsomest and most accomplished of men, a man born to win women's hearts ; and you may love him as fervently as ever a village girl loved her first lover. I am not going to sacrifice you, or to barter you, dearest. I mean to marry you to the best and noblest young man of his day. You shall never be asked to stoop to the unworthy, not even if worthlessness wore strawberry leaves in his cap, and owned the greatest estate in the land.' * And if — instead of waiting for this King Arthur of yours — I were to do as Iseult did — as Guinevere did — choose for myself ' * Iseult and Guinevere were wantons. I wonder that you can name them in compari- son with yourself.' * If I were to marry a good and honourable man who has his place to make in the world, would you never forgive me ? ' ' You mean Mr. Hammond ? You may just as well speak plainly,' said Lady Maulevrier, freezingly. * If you were capable of such idiocy as that, Lesbia, I would pluck you out of my * IF I WERE TO DO AS ISEULT DID.' 217 heart like a foul weed. I would never look upon you, or hear your name spoken, or think of you again as long as I lived. My life would not last very long after that blow. Old age cannot bear such shocks. Oh, Lesbia, I have been father and mother to you ; do not bring my grey hairs in sorrow to the grave.' Lesbia gave a deep sigh, and brushed the tears from her cheeks. Yes, the very idea of such a marriage was foolishness. Just now, in the pine wood, carried away by the force of her lover's passion, by her own softer feelings, it had seemed to her as if she could count the world well lost for his sake ; but now, at Lady Maulevrier's feet, she became again true to her training, and the world was too much to lose. 'What can I do, grandmother?' she asked, submissively, despairingly. ' He loves me, and I love him. How can I tell him that he and I can never be anything to each other in this world ? ' 'Eefer him to me. I will give him his answer.' 218 'IF I WERE TO DO AS ISEULT DID.' ' !N"o, no ; that will not do. I have promised to answer him myself. He has gone for a walk on the hills, and will come back at four o'clock for my answer.' * Sit down at that table, and write as I dictate.' ' But a letter will be so formal.' ' It is the only way in which you can answer him. "When he comes back from his walk you will have left Fellside. I shall send you off to St. Bees with Fraulein. You must never look upon that man's face again.' Lesbia brushed away a few more tears, and obeyed. She had been too well trained to attempt resistance. Defiance was out of the question. CHAPTER XTT. *THE GREATER CAXTLE OF THE WORLD IS LOST.* The sky was still cloudless when John Hammond strolled slowly up the leafy aveuue at Fellside. He had been across the valley and up the hill to Easedale Tarn, and then by rough untrodden ways, across a chaos of rock and heather, into a second valley, long, narrow, and sterile, known as Far Easedale, a desolate gorge, a rugged cleft in the heart of the mountains. The walk had been long and laborious ; but only in such clambering and toiling, such expenditure of muscular force and latent heat, could the man's restless soul endure those long hours of suspense. * How will she answer me ? Oh, my God ! how will she answer ? ' he said within himself, as he walked up the romantic winding road, which made so picturesque an approach to Lady 220 * GREATER CANTLE OF THE WORLD IS LOST.' Maulevrier's domain. * Is my idol gold or clay ? How will she come through the crucible? Oh, dearest, sweetest, loveliest, only be true to the instinct of your womanhood, and my cup will be full of bliss, and all my days will flow as sweetly as the burden of a song. But if you prove heartless, if you love the world's wealth better than you love me — ah ! then all is over, and you and I are lost to each other for ever. I have made up my mind.' His face settled into an expression of indomit- able determination, as of a man who would die rather than be false to his own purpose. There was no glow of hope in his heart. He had no deep faith in the girl he loved; indeed in his heart of hearts he knew that this being to whom he had trusted his hopes of bliss was no heroine. She was a lovely, loveable girl, nothing more- How would she greet him when they met presently on the tennis lawn ? With tears and entreaties, and pretty little deprecating speeches, irresolution, timidity, vacillation, perhaps : hardly with heroic resolve to act and dare for his sake. * GREATER CAKTLE OF THE WORLD IS LOST.' 221 There was no one on the tennis lawn when he went there, though the hour was close at hand at which Lesbia had promised to give him his answer. He sat down in one of the low chairs, glad to rest after his long ramble, having had no refreshment but a bottle of soda-water and a biscuit at the cottage by Easedale Tarn. He waited, calmly as to outward seeming, but with a heavy heart. ' If it were Mary now whom I loved, I should have little fear of the issue,' he thought, weighing his sweetheart's character, as he weighed his chances of success. 'That young termagant would defy the world for her lover.' He sat in the summer silence for nearly half- an-hour, and still there was no sign of Lady Lesbia. Her satin-lined workbasket, with the work thrown carelessly across it, was still on the rustic table, just as she had left it when they went to the pine wood. Waiting was weary work when the bliss of a lifetime trembled in the balance ; and yet he did not want to be impatient. She might find it difficult to get away from her fanuly, 222 'GREATER CANTLE OF THE WORLD IS LOST.' perhaps. She was closely watched and guarded, as the most precious thing at Fellside. At last the clocji struck five, and Hammond could endure delay no longer. He went round by the flower garden to the terrace before the drawing- room windows, and through an open window to the drawing-room. Lady Maulevrier was in her accustomed seat, with her own particular little table, magazines, books, newspapers at her side. Lady Mary was pouring out the tea, a most unusual thing ; and Maulevrier was sitting on a stool at her feet, with his knees up to his chin, very warm and dusty, drinking tea. * Where the mischief have you been hiding yourself all day, Jack ? ' he called out as Hammond appeared, looking round the room as he entered, with eager, interrogating eyes, for that one figure which was absent. * I've been for a walk.' * You might have had the civility to announce your design, and Molly and I would have shared your peregrinations.' ' GREATER CANTLE OF THE WORLD IS LOST.' 223 * I am sorry that I lost the privilege of your company.' ' I suppose you lost your luncheon, which was of more importance,' said Maulevrier. * Will you have some tea ? ' asked !Mary, who looked more womanly than usual in a cream- coloured surah gown — one of her Sunday gowns. She had a faint hope that by this essentially feminine apparel she might lessen the prejudicial effect of Maulevrier's cruel story about the fox- hunt. Mr. Hammond answered absently, hardly look- ing at Mary, and quite unconscious of her pretty gown. 'Thanks, yes,' he said, taking the cup and saucer, and looking at the door by which he momently expected Lady Lesbia's entrance, and then, as the door did not open, he looked down at Mary, very busy with china teapots and a brass kettle which hissed and throbbed over a spirit lamp. * Won't you have some cake,' she asked, looking up at him gently, grieved at the distress 224 ^ GREATER CANTLE OF THE WORLD IS LOST.' and disappointment in his face. *I am sure you must be dreadfully hungry.* *Not in the least, thanks. How came you to be entrusted with those sacred vessels, Lady Mary ? What has become of Praulein and your sister?' 'They have rushed off to St. Bees. Grand- mother thought Lesbia looking pale and out of spirits, and packed her off to the seaside at a minute's notice.' 'What! She has left Fellside?' asked Ham- mond, paling suddenly, as if a man had struck him. 'Lady Maulevrier, do I understand that Lady Lesbia has gone away?' He asked the question in an authoritative tone, with the air of a man who had a right to be answered. The dowager wondered at his surpassing insolence. ' My granddaughter has gone to the seaside with her governess,' she said, haughtily. ' At a minute's notice ? ' ' At a minute's notice. I am not in the habit of hesitating about any step which I consider necessary for my grandchildren's welfare.' • GREATER CANTLE OF THE WORLD IS LOST.' 225 She looked him full in the face with those falcon eyes of hers ; and he gave her back a look as resolute, and every whit as full of courage and of pride. 'Well,' he said, after a yery perceptible pause, * no doubt your ladyship has done wisely, and I must submit to your jurisdiction. But I had asked Lady Lesbia a question, and I had been promised an answer.' *Your question has been answered by Lady Lesbia. She left a note for you,' replied Lady Maulevrier. 'Thanks,' answered Mr. Hammond, briefly, and he hurried from the room without another word. The letter was on the table in his bedroom. He had little hope of any good waiting for him in a letter so written. The dowager and the world had triumphed over a girl's dawning love, no doubt. This was Lesbia's letter : ' Dear ^Mr. Hammond, — Lady Maulevrier desires me to say that the proposal which you honoured me by making this morning is one which I cannot possibly accept, and that any idea of an VOL. I. Q 226 ' GREATER CANTLE OF THE WORLD IS LOST.' engagement between you and me could result only in misery and humiliation to both. She thinks it best, under these circumstances, that we should not again meet, and I shall therefore have left Fellside before you receive this letter. *\Yith all good wishes, very faithfully yours, •Lesbia Haselden.' ' Very faithfully mine — faithful to her false training, to the worldly mind that rules her ; faithful to the gods of this world — Belial and Mam- mon, and the Moloch Fashion. Poor cowardly soul ! She loves me, and owns as much, yet weakly flies from me, afraid to trust the strong arm and the brave heart of the man who loves her, preferring the glittering shams of the world to the reality of true and honest love. Well, child, I have weighed you in the balance and found you wanting. Would to God it had been otherwise! If you had been brave and bold for love's sake, where is that pure and perfect chryso- lite for which I would have bartered you?' . He flung himself into a chair, and sat with ' GREATER CAXTLE OF THE WORLD IS LOST.' 227 his head bowed upon his folded arms, and his eyes not innocent of tears. What would he not have given to find truth and courage and 'scorn of the world's wealth in that heart which he had tried to win. Did he think her altogether heartless because she so glibly renounced him ? No, he was too just for that. He called her only half-hearted. She was like the cat in the adage, 'Letting I dare not, wait upon I would.' But he told himself with one deep sigh of resignation that she was lost to him for ever. ' I have tried her, and found her not worth the winning,' he said. The house, even the lovely landscape smiling under his windows, the pastoral valley, smooth lake and willowy island, seemed hateful to him. He felt himself hemmed round by those green hills, by yonder brown and rugged w^all of Xabb Scar, stifled for want of breathing space. The landscape was lovely enough, but it was like a beautiful grave. He longed to get away from it. 'Another man would follow her to St. Bees,' he said. *I will not.' 228 ' GKEATER CANTLE OF THE WORLD IS LOST.' He flung a few things into a Gladstone bag, sat down, and wrote a brief note to Maiilevrier, asking bim to make his excuses to her ladyship. He had made up his mind to go to Keswick that afternoon, and would rejoin his friend to- morrow, at Carlisle. This done he rang for Maul- evrier's valet, and asked that person to look after his luggage and bring it on to Scotland with his master's things ; and then, without a word of adieu to any one, John Hammond went out of the house, with his Gladstone bag in his hand, and shook the dust of Fellside off his feet. He ordered a fly at the Prince of Wales's Hotel, and drove to Keswick, whence he went on to the Lodore. The gloom and spaciousness of Derwentwater, grey in the gathering dusk, suited his humour better than the emerald pretti- ness of Grasmere — the roar of the waterfall made music in his ear. He dined in a private room, and spent the evening roaming on the shore of the lake, and at eleven o'clock went back to his hotel and sat late into the night reading Heine, and thinking of the girl who had refused him. * GREATER CAXTLE OF THE WORLD IS LOST.' 229 Mr. Hammond's letter was delivered to Lord Maulevrier . five minutes before dinner, as lie sat in the drawing-room with her ladyship and Mary. Poor Mary had put on another pretty gown for dinner, still bent upon effacing Mr. Hammond's image of her as a tousled, frantic creature in torn and muddy raiment. She sat watching the door, just as Hammond had watched it three hours ago. ' So,' said Maulevrier, ^ your ladyship has succeeded in driving my friend away. Hammond has left Fellside, and begs me to convey to you his compliments and his grateful acknow- ledgment of all your kindness.' * I hope I have not been uncivil to him/ answered Lady Maulevrier coldly. 'As you had both made up your minds to go to-morrow, it can matter very little that he should go to-day.' Mary looked down at the ribbon and lace on her prettiest frock, and thought that it mattered a great deal to her. Yet, if he had stayed, would he have seen her frock or her. 230 ' GREATER CANTLE OF THE WORLD IS LOST.' With his bodily eyes perhaps, but not with the eyes of his mind. Those eyes saw only Lesbia. * No, perhaps it hardly matters,' answered Maulevrier, with suppressed anger. 'The man is not worth talking about or thinking about. What is he ? Only the best, truest, bravest fellow I ever knew.' ' There are shepherds and guides in Grasmere of whom we could say almost as much,' said Lady Maulevrier, 'yet you would scarcely expect me to encourage one of them to pay his addresses to your sister ? Pray spare us all nonsense-talk, Maulevrier. This business is very well ended. You ought never to have brought Mr. Hammond here.' 'I am sure of that now. I am very sorry I did bring liim.' ' Oh, the man will not die for love. A disappointment of that kind is good for a young man in his position. It will preserve him from more vulgar entanglements, and perhaps from the folly of a too early marriage.' * That is a mighty philosophical way of looking at the matter.' ' GREATER CANILE OF THE WORLD IS LOST.' 231 ' It is the only true way. I hope when you are my age you will have learnt to look at everything in a philosophical spii'it.' ' Well, Lady Maulevrier, you have had it all your own way,' said the young man, walking up and down the room in an angry mood. •' I hope you will never he sorry for having come between two people who loved each other, and might have made each other happy.' ' I shall never be sorry for having saved my granddaughter from an imprudent marriage. Give me your arm, Maulevrier, and let me hear no more about Mr. Hammond. We have all had quite enough of him,' said her ladyship, as the butler announced dinner. CHAPTER XIII. 'SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED ALL SHALL FADE.' Traulein Muller and her charge returned from St. Bees after a sojourn of about three weeks upon that quiet shore : but Lady Lesbia did not appear to be improved in health or spirits by the revivifying breezes of the ocean. ' It is a duU, horrid place, and I was bored to death there ! ' she said, when Mary asked how she had enjoyed herself. * There was no question of enjoyment. Grandmother took it into her head that I was looking ill, and sent me to the sea; but I should have been just as well at Tellside.' This meant that between Lesbia and that distinctly inferior being, her younger sister, there was to be no confidence. Mary had watched the life-drama acted under her eyes too closely not * SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' 233 to know all about it, and was not inclined to be so put off. That pale perturbed countenance of John Hammond's, those eager inquiring eyes looking to the door which opened not, had haunted Mary's waking thoughts, had even mingled with the tangled web of her dreams. Oh, how could any woman scorn such love ? To be so loved, and by such a man, seemed to Mary the per- fection of earthly bliss. She had never been educated up to those wider and loftier views of life, which teach a woman that houses and lands, place and power, are the supreme good. * I can't understand how you could treat that noble-minded man so badly,' she exclaimed one da)^ when she and Lesbia were alone in the library, and after she had sat for ever so long, staring out of the window, meditating upon her sister's cruelty. ' Of whom are you speaking, pray ? ' ' As if you didn't know ! Of Mr. Hammond.' * And pray, how do you know that he is noble-minded, or that I treated him badly.' 234 'SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' ' Well, as to his being noble-minded, that jumps to the eyes, as French books say. As for your treatment of him, I was looking on all the time, and I know how unkind you were, and I heard him talking to you in the fir-copse that day.' ' You were listening,' cried Lesbia indignantly. ' I was not listening ! I was passing by. And if people choose to carry on their love affairs out of doors they must expect to be overheard. I heard him iDleading to you, tell- ing you how he would work for you, fight the battle of life for you, asking you to be trustful and brave for his sake. But you have a heart of stone. You and grandmother both have hearts of stone. I think she must have taken out your heart when you were little, and put a stone in its place.' ' Eeally,' said Lesbia, trying to carry things with a high hand, albeit her very human heart was beating passionately all the time, ' I think you ought to be very grateful to me — and grandmother — for refusing Mr. Hammond.' ' SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' 235 *Why grateful?' * Because it leaves you a chance of getting him for yourself ; and everybody can see that you are over head and ears in love with him. That jumps to the eyes, as you say.' Mary turned crimson, trembled with rage, looked at her sister as if she would kill her, for a moment or so, and finally burst into tears. ' That is not true, and it is shameful for you to say such a thing,' she cried. ' Why, what a virago you are, Mary. Well, I'm very glad it is not true. Mr. Hammond is — yes, I will be quite candid with you — he is the only man I am ever likely to admire for his own sake. He is good, brave, clever, all that you think him. But you and I do not live in a world in which girls are free to follow their own inclinations. I should break Lady Maulevrier's heart if I were to make a foolish marriage ; and I owe her too much to set her wishes at naught, or to make her declining years unhappy. I must obey her, at any cost to my own feelings. Please never mention Mr. 236 ' SINCE PAINTED OK NOT PAINTED.' Hammond's name. I'm sure I have had quite enough unhappiness about him.' ' I see,' said Mary, bitterly. ' It is your own pain you think of, not his. He may suffer, so long as you are not worried.' ' You are an impertinent chit,' retorted Lesbia, * and you know nothing about it.' After this there was no more said about Mr. Hammond; but Mary did not forget him. She wrote long letters to her brother, who was still in Scotland, shooting, deer-stalking, fishing, killing something or other daily, in the most approved fashion of an Englishman taking his pleasure. Maulevrier occasionally repaid her with a tele- gram ; but he was not a good correspondent. He declared that life was too short for letter-writing. Summer was gone ; the lake was no longer a shining emerald floor, dotted with the reflection of the flock upon the verdant slopes above it, but dull and grey of hue, and broken by white- edged wavelets. Patches of snow gleamed on the misty heights of Helvellyn, and the autumn winds howled and shrieked around Fellside in 'SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' 237 the evenings, when all the shutters were shut, and the outside world seemed little more than an idea : that mystic hour when the sheep are slumbering under the starry sky, and when, as the Westmoreland peasant believes, the fairies help the housewife at her spinning-wheel. Those October evenings were very long and weary for Lesbia and her sister. Lady Maulevrier read and mused in her low chair beside the fire, with her books piled upon her own par- ticular table, and lighted by her own particular lamp. She talked very little, but she was always gracious to her granddaughters and their governess, and she liked them to be with her in the evening. Lesbia played or sang, or sat at work at her basket-table, which occupied the other side of the fireplace ; and Fraulein and Mary had the rest of the room to themselves, as it were, those two places by the hearth being sacred, as if dedicated to household gods. Mary read immensely in those long evenings, devouring volume after volume, feeding her imagination with every kind of nutriment, good, bad, and 238 ' SINCE PAINTED OK NUT PAINTED.' indifferent. Eraulein MuUer knitted a woollen shawl, which seemed to have neither beginning, middle, nor end, and was always ready for con- versation ; but there were times when silence brooded over the scene for long intervals, and when every sound of the light wood-ashes dropping on the tiled hearth was distinctly audible. This state of things went on for about three weeks after Lesbia's return from St. Bees, Lady Maulevrier watchful of her granddaughter all the time, though saying nothing. She saw that Lesbia was not happy, not as she had been in the time before the coming of John Hammond. She had never been particularly gay or light- hearted, never gifted with the wild spirits and buoyancy which make girlhood so lovely a season to some natures, a time of dance and song and joyousness, a morning of life steeped in the beauty and gladness of the universe. She had never been gay as young lambs and foals and fawns and kittens and puppy dogs are gay, by reason of the well-spring of delight within them, 230 needing no stimulus from the outside world. She had been just a little inclined to murmur at the dulness of her life at Fellside ; yet she had borne herself with a placid sweetness which had been Lady Maulevrier's delight. But now there was a marked change in her manner. She was not the less submissive and dutiful in her bearing to her grandmother, whom she botli loved and feared ; but there were moments of fretfulness and impatience which she could not conceal. She was captious and sullen in her manner to Mary and the Fraulein. She would not walk or drive with them, or share in any of their amusements. Sometimes of an evening that studious silence of the drawing-room was suddenly broken by Lesbia's weary sigh, an unconscious sigh, breathed unawares as she bent over her work. Lady Maulevrier saw, too, that Lesbia's cheek was paler than of old, her eyes less bright. There was a heavy look that told of broken slumbers, there was a pinched look in that oval cheek. Good heavens ! if her beauty were to pale 240 * SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' and wane, before society had "bowed down and worshipped it ; if this fair flower were to fade uQtiraely; if this prize rose in the garden of beauty were to wither and decay before it won the prize. Her ladyship was a woman of action, and no sooner did this fear shape itself in her mind than she took steps to prevent the evil her thoughts foreshadowed. Among those friends of her youth and allies of her house with whom she had always main- tained an affectionate correspondence was Lady Kirkbank, the fashionable wife of a sporting baronet, owner of a castle in Scotland, a place in Yorkshire, a villa at Cannes, and a fine house in Arlington Street, with an income large enough for their enjoyment. When Lady Diana Angers- thorpe shone forth in the West End world as the acknowledged belle of the season, the star of Georgina Lorimer was beginning to wane. She was the eldest daughter of Colonel Lorimer, a man of good old family, and a fine soldier, who had fought shoulder to shoulder with Gough and 'SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' 241 Lawrence, and who had contrived to make a figure in society with very small means. Georgina's sisters had all married well. It was a case of necessity, the Colonel told them; they must either marry or gravitate ultimately to the work- house. So the Miss Lorimers made the best of their youth and freshness, and 'no good offer refused' was the guiding rule of their young lives. Lucy married an East India merchant and set up a fine house in Porchester Terrace. ^Maud married wealth personified in the person of a leading member of the Tallow Chandlers' Com- pany, and had her town liouse and country house, and as fine a set of diamonds as a duchess. But Georgina, the eldest, trifled with her chances, 'and her twenty-seventh birthday beheld her pouring out her father's tea in a small fur- nished house in a street off Portland Place, which the Colonel had hired on his return from India, and which he declared himself unable to main- tain another year. 'Directly the season is over I shall give up housekeeping and take a lodging at Bath,' said VOL. I. n 242 SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' Colonel Lorimer. * If you don't like Bath all the year round you can stay with your sisters.' 'That is the last thing I am likely to do,' answered Georgina ; ' my sisters were barely en- durable when they were single and poor. They are quite intolerable now they are married and rich. I would sooner live in the monkey house at the Zoological than stay v/ith either Lucy or Maud.' * That's rank envy,' retorted her father. * You can't forgive them for having done so much better than you.' ' I can't forgive them for having married snobs. When I marry I shall marry a gentleman/ 'When!' echoed the parent, with a sneering laugh. * Hadn't you better say " if " ? ' At this period Georgina's waning good looks were in some measure counterbalanced by the cumulative effects of half-a-dozen seasons in good society, which had given style to her person, ease to her manners, and sharpness to her tongue. Nobody in society said sharper or more unpleasant things than Miss Lorimer, and by virtue of 'SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' 243 this gift slie got invited about a great deal more than she might have done had she been distin- guished for sweetness of speech and manner. Georgie Lorimer's presence at a dinner table gave just that pungent flavour which is like the faint sus- picion of garlic in a fricassee or of tarragon in a salad. Xow in this very season, when Colonel Lorimer was inclined to speak of his daughter, as Sainte Beuve wrote of Musset, as a young woman with a very brilliant past, a lucky turn of events gave Georgina a fresh start in life, which may be called a new departure. Lady Diana Angersthorpe, the belle of the season, took a fancy to her, was charmed with her sharp tongue and acute sense of the ridiculous. The two became fast friends, and were seen everywhere together. The best men all flocked round the beauty, and all talked to the beauty's companion : and before the season was over, Sir George Kirkbank, who had half made up his mind^ to propose to Lady Diana, found himself engaged to that uncommonly jolly girl, Lady Diana's friend. Georgina spent August and September with Lady Di, at the Marchioness of 244 ' SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' Carisbroke's delightful villa in the Isle of Wight, and Sir George kept his yacht at Cowes all the time, and was in constant attendance upon his fiancee. It was George and Georgie everywhere. In October Colonel Lorimer had the profound pleasure of giving away his daughter, before the altar in St. George's, Hanover Square ; and it may be said of him that nothing in his relations with that young lady became him better than his manner of parting with her. So the needy Colonel's daughter became Lady Kirkbank, and in the following spring Diana Angersthorpe was married at the same St. George's to the Earl of Maulevrier. The friends were divided by distance and by circumstance as the years rolled on ; but friendship was steadily maintained ; and a regular correspondence with Lady Kirkbank, whose pen was as sharp as her tongue, was one of the means by which Lady Maulevrier had kept herself thoroughly posted in all those small events, unre- corded by newspapers, which make up the secret history of society. It was of her old friend Georgie that her lady- 'SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' 24o ship thought iu her present anxiety. Lady Kirk- bank had more than once suggested that Lady Maulevrier's granddaughters should vary the monotony of Fellside by a visit to her place near Doncaster, or her castle north of Aberdeen ; but her ladyship had evaded these friendly suggestions, being very jealous of any strange influence upon Lesbia's life. Now, however, there had come a time when Lesbia must have a complete change of scenery and surroundings, lest she should pine and dwindle in sullen submission to fate, or else defy the world and elope with John Hammond. Now, therefore, Lady Maulevrier decided to accept Lady Kirkbank's hospitality. She told her friend the whole story with perfect frankness, and her letter was immediately answered by a telegram. ' I start for Scotland to-morrow, will break my journey by staying a night at Fellside, and will take Lady Lesbia on to Kirkbank with me next day, if she can be ready to go.' ' She shall be ready,' said Lady Maulevrier. She told Lesbia that she had accepted an invita- 246 'SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED tion for her, and that she was to go to Kirkbank Castle the day after to-morrow. She was prepared for unwillingness, resistance even ; but Lesbia received the news with evident pleasure. ' I shall be very glad to go,' she said, ' this place is so dull. Of course I shall be sorry to leave you, grandmother, and I wish you would go with me ; but any change will be a relief. I think if I had to stay here all the winter, counting the days and the hours, I should go out of my mind.' The tears came into her eyes, but she wiped them away hurriedly, ashamed of her emotion. *My dearest child, I am so sorry for you,' murmured Lady Maulevrier. ' But believe me the day will come when you will be very glad that you conquered the first foolish inclination of your girlish heart.' *Yes, I daresay, when I am eighty,' Lesbia answered, impatiently. She had made up her mind to submit to the inevitable. She had loved John Hammond — had been as near breaking her heart for him as it was in her nature to break her heart for anybody; 'SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' 2-47 but she wanted to make a great marriage, to be renowned and admired. She had been reared and trained for that ; and she was not going [to belie her training. A visitor from the great London world was so rare an event that there was naturally a little excitement in the idea of Lady Kirkbank's arrival. The handsomest and most spacious of the spare bedrooms was prepared for the occasion. The housekeeper was told that the dinner must be perfect. There must be nothing old-fashioned or ponderous ; there must be mind as well as matter in everything. Earely did Lady Maulevrier look at a bill of fare ; but on this particular morning she went carefully through the menu, and cor- rected it with her own hand. A pail' of post-horses brought Lady Kirkbank and her maid from Windermere station, in time for afternoon tea, and the friends who had only met twice within the last forty years, embraced each other on the threshold of Lady Maulevrier's morning-room. *My dearest Di,' cried Lady Kirkbank, 'what 248 * SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' a delight to see you again after such ages ! and what a too lovely spot you have chosen for your retreat from the world, the flesh, and the devil. If I could be a recluse anywhere, it would be amongst just such delicious surroundings.' Without, twilight shades were gathering ; within, there was only the light of a fire and a shaded lamp upon the tea-table; there was just light enough for the two women to see each other's faces, and the change which time had wrought there. Never did womanhood in advanced years offer a more striking contrast than that presented by the woman of fashion and the recluse. Lady Maulevrier was almost as handsome in the winter of her days as she had been when life was in its spring. The tall, slim figure, erect as a dart, the delicately chiselled features and alabaster com- plexion, the soft silvery hair, the perfect hand, whiter and more transparent than the hand of girlhood, the stately movements and bearing, all combined to make Lady Maulevrier a queen among women. Her brocade gown of a deep shade of red, with a border of dark sable on cuffs * SI>XE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' 249 and collar, suggested a portrait by Velasquez. She wore no ornaments except the fine old Brazilian diamonds which flashed and sparkled upon her slender fingers. If Lady Maulevrier looked like a picture in the Escurial, Lady Kirkbank resembled a caricature in La Vie Parisienne. Everything she wore was in the very latest fashion of the Parisian demi- monde, that exaggerated elegance of a fashion plate which only the most exquisite of women could redeem from vulgarity. Plush, brocade, peacock's feathers, golden bangles, mousquetaire gloves, a bonnet of purple plumage set off by ornaments of filagree gold, an infantine little muff of lace and wild flowers, buttercups and daisies; and hair, eyebrows, and complexion as artificial as the flowers on the muff. All that art could do to obliterate the traces of age had been done for Georgina Kirkbank. But seventy years are not to be obliterated easily, and the crow's feet showed through the bloom de Xinon, and the eyes under the painted arches were glassy and haggard, the carnation lips had a withered 250 ' SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' look. Age was made all the more palpable by the artifice which would have disguised it. Lady Maulevrier suffered an absolute shock at beholding the friend of her youth. She had not accustomed herself to the idea that women in society could raddle their cheeks, stain their lips, and play tricks before high heaven with their eyebrows and eyelashes. In her own youth painted faces had been the ghastly privilege of a class of womankind of which the women of society were supposed to know nothing. Persons who showed their ankles and rouged their cheeks were to be seen of an afternoon in Bond Street ; but Lady Diana Angersthorpe had been taught to pass them by as if she saw them not, to behold without seeing these creatures outside the pale. And now she saw her own dearest friend, a person distinctly within the pale, plastered with bismuth and stained with carmine, and wearing hair of a colour so obviously false and inharmonious, that child-like faith could hardly accept it as reality. Forty years ago Lady Kirkbank's long ringlets 'since paikted ok not painted.' 251 had been darkest glossiest brown, to-day she wore a tousled fringe of bright yellow, piquantly contrasting with Vandyke brown eyebrows. It took Lady Maiilevrier some moments to get over the shock. She drew a chair to the fire and established her friend in it, and then, with a little gasp, she said : ' I am charmed to see you again, Georgie ! ' *Tou darling, I w^as sure you would be glad. But you must find me awfully changed — awfully/ For w^orlds Lady Maulevrier could not have denied this truth. Happily Lady Kirkbank did not wait for an answer. * Society is so wearing, and George and I never seem to get an interval of quiet. Kirkbank is to be full of men next week. Your grand- daughter will have a good time.' 'There will be a few women, of course?' ' Oh, yes, there's no avoiding that ; only one doesn't reckon them. Sir George only counts his guns. "\Ye expect a splendid season. I shall send you some birds of my own shooting.' ' You shoot ! ' exclaimed Lady Maulevrier, amazed. 252 ' SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED. ' Shoot ! I should think I do. What else is there to amuse one in Scotland, after the salmon fishing is over ? I have never missed a season for the last thirty years, unless' we have been abroad.' ' Please don't innoculate Lesbia with your love of sport.' ' What ! you wouldn't like her to shoot ? Well, perhaps you are right. It is hardly the thing for a pretty girl with her fortune to make. It spoils the delicacy of the skin. But I'm afraid she'll find Kirkbank dull if she doesn't go out with the guns. She can meet us with the rest of the women at luncheon. We have some capital picnic luncheons on the moor, I can assure you.' ' I know she will enjoy herself with yon. She has been accustomed to a very quiet life here.' * It is a lovely spot ; but I own I cannot understand how you can have lived here exclusively during all these years, you who used to be all life and fire, loving change, *SIXCE PAIXTED OR NOT PAINTED.' 1:53 action, political and diplomatic society, to dauce upon the crest of the wave, as it were. Your whole nature must have suffered some curious change.' Their close intimacy of the past warranted freedom of speech in the present. *My nature did undergo a change, and a severe one,' answered Lady Maulevrier, gloomily. 'It was that horrid — and I daresay unfounded — scandal about his lordship ; and then the sad shock of his death,' murmured Lady Kirkbank, sympathetically. 'Most women, with your youth and beauty, would have forgotten the scandal and the husband in a twelvemonth, and would have made a second marriage more brilliant than the first. But no Indian widow who ever performed suttee was more worthy of praise than you, or even that person of Ephesus, whose story I have heard somewhere. Indeed, I have always spoken of your life as a long suttee. But you mean to re- appear in society next season, I hope, when you present your granddaughter ' ? ' I shall certainly go up to London to present 254 ' SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' her, and possibly I may spend the season in town ; but I shall feel like Eip Van Winkle.' ' No, no, you won't, my dear Di. You have kept yourself aib courant, I know. Even my silly gossiping letters may have been of some use.' ' They have been most valuable. Let me give you another cup of tea,' said Lady Maulevrier, who had been officiating at her own exquisite tea- table, an arrangement of inlaid woods, antique silver, and modern china, which her friend pro- nounced a perfect poem. Indeed the whole room was poetic, Lady Kirk- bank declared ; and there are many highly- praised scenes which less deserve the epithet. The dark red walls and cedar dado, the stamped velvet curtains, of an indescribable shade between silver- grey and olive, the Sheraton furniture, the par- queterie floor and Persian prayer-rugs, the deep yet brilliant hues of crackle porcelain and Chinese cloisonne enamel, the artistic fireplace, with dog- stove, low brass fender, and ingle nook recessed under the high mantelpiece, all combined to form a luxurious and harmonious whole. ' SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' 255 LadyKirkbank admired the tout ensemUe in the fit- ful light cf the fire, the dim grey of deepening twilight. * There never was a more delicious cell ! ' she exclaimed, 'but still I should feel it a prison, if I had to spend six weeks in the year in it. I never stay more than six weeks anywhere out of London ; and I always find six weeks more than enough. The first fortnight is rapture, the third and fourth weeks are calm content, the fifth is weariness, the sixth a fever to be gone. I once tried a seventh week at Pontresiua, and I hated the place so intensely that I dared not go back there for the next three years. But now tell me, Diana, have you really performed suttee, have you buried yourself alive in this sweet spot deliberately, or has the love of retirement grown upon you, and have you become a kind of lotus eater ? ' 'I believe I have become a kind of lotus eater. My retirement here has been no sentimental sacrifice to Lord Maulevrier's memory.' ' I am glad to hear that ; for really I think the worst possible use a woman can make of her life is in wasting it on lamentation for a dead 250 ' SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' and gone husband. Life is odiously short at the best, and it is mere imbecility to fritter away any of our scanty portion upon the dead, who can never be any the better for our tears.' * My motive in living at Fellside was not reverence for the dead. And now let us talk of the gay worl(J, of which you know all the secrets. Have you heard anything more about Lord Hart- field ? ' ' Ah, there is a subject in which you have reason to be interested. I have not forgotten the romance of your youth— that first season in which Eonald Hollister used to haunt every place at which you appeared. Do you remember that wet afternoon at the Chisvvick flower show, when you and he and I took shelter in tlie orange house, and you two made love to each other most audaciously in an atmosphere of orange blossoms that almost stifled me ? Yes, those were glorious days.' ' A short summer of gladness, a brief dream,' sighed liady Maulevrier. * Is young Lord Hartfield like his father ? ' 'No, he takes after the Ilmingtons ; but still 257 there is a look of your old sweetheart — yes, I think there is an expression. I have not seen him for nearly a year. He is still abroad, roaming about somewhere in search of adventures. These young men who belong to the Geographical and the Alpine Club are hardly ever at home.' ' But though they may be sometimes lost to society, they are all the more worthy of society's esteem when they do appear,' said Lady Maulevrier. ' I think there must be an ennobling influence in Alpine travel, or in the vast soKtudes of the Dark Continent. A man finds himself face to face with unsophisticated nature, and with the grandest forces of the universe. Professor Tyndall writes delight-, fully of his Alpine experiences ; his mind seems to have ripened in the solitude and untainted air of the Alps. And I believe Lord Hartfield is a young man of very high character and of considerable cultivation, is he not ? ' * He is a splendid young fellow. I never heard a word to his disparagement, even from those people who pretend to know something bad about everybody. What a husband he would make for one of your girls ! ' VOL. I. S 258 'SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' * Admirable ! But those perfect arrangements, which seem predestined by heaven itself, are so rarely realised on earth,' answered the dowager, lightly. She was not going to show her cards, even to an old friend. *Well, it would be very sweet if they were to meet next season and fall in love with each other,' said Lady Kirkbank. * He is enormously rich, and I daresay your girls will not be portionless.' * Lesbia may take a modest place among heiresses,' answered Lady Maulevrier. * I have lived so quietly during the last forty years that I could hardly help saving money.' ' How nice,' sighed Georgie. ' I never saved six- pence in my life, and am always in debt.' 'The little fortune I have saved is much too small for division. Lesbia will therefore have all I can leave her. Mary has the usual provision as a daughter of the Maulevrier house.' * And I suppose Lesbia has that provision also ? ' ' Of course.' ' Lucky Lesbia. I only wish Hartfield were ' SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' 259 comiug to US for the shooting. I would engage he should fall in love with her. Kirkbank is a splendid place for match-making. But the fact is I am not very intimate with him. He is almost always travelling, and when he is at home he is not in our set. And now, my dear Diana, tell me more about yourself, and your own life in this delicious place.' * There is so little to tell. The books I have read, the theories of literature and art and science which I have adopted and dismissed, learnt and forgotten — those are the history of my life. The ideas of the outside world reach me here only in books and newspapers ; but you who have been living in the world must have so much to say. Let me be the listener.' Lady Kirkbank desired nothing better. She rattled on for three-quarters of an hour about her doings in the great world, her social triumphs, the wonderful things she had done for Sir George, who seemed to be as a puppet in her hands, the princes and princeKngs she had entertained, the songs she had composed, the comedy she had 260 ' SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' written, for private representation only, albeit the Haymarket manager was dying to produce it, the scathing witticisms with which she had withered her social enemies. She would have gone on much longer, but for the gong, which reminded her that it was time to dress for dinner. Half-an-hour later Lady Kirkbank was in the drawing-room, where Mary had retired to the most shadowy corner, anxious to escape the gaze of the fashionable visitor. But Lady Kirkbank was not inclined to take much notice of Mary. Lesbia's brilliant beauty, the exquisite Greek head, the faultless com- plexion, the deep, violet eyes, caught Georgina Kirkbank's eye the moment she entered the room, and she saw that this girl and no other must be the beauty, the beloved and chosen grandchild. ' How do you do, my dear ? ' she said, taking Lesbia's hand, and then, as if with a gush of warm feeling, suddenly drawing the girl towards her and kissing her on both cheeks. ' I am going to be desperately fond of you, and I hope you will soon contrive to like me — just a little,' * SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' 261 *I feel sure that I shall like you very much/ Lesbia answered sweetly. 'I am prepared to love you as grandmother's old friend.' *0h, my dear, to think that I should ever be the old friend of anybody's grandmother!' sighed Lady Kirkbank, with unaffected regret. * When I was your age I used to think all old people odious. It never occurred to me that I should live to be one of them.' * Then you had no dear grandmother whom you loved/ said Lesbia, * or you would have liked old people for her sake.' *No, my love, I had no grandparents. I had a father, and he was all-sufficient — anything beyond him in the ancestral line would have been a burden laid upon me greater than I could bear, as the poet says.' Dinner w^as announced, and Mary came shyly out of her corner, blushing deeply. * And this is Lady Mary, I suppose ? ' said Lady Kirkbank, in an off-hand way. *How do you do, my dear? I am going to steal your sister.' 262 * SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED.' *I am very glad/ faltered Mary. *I mean I am glad that Lesbia should enjoy herself.' *And some fine day, when Lesbia is married and a great lady, I shall ask you to come to Scotland,' said Lady Kirkbank, condescendingly, and then she murmured in her friend's ear, as they went to the dining-room, ' Quite an English girl. Very fresh and frank and nice,' which was great praise for such a second-rate young person as Lady Mary. * What do you thiuk of Lesbia ? ' asked Lady Maulevrier, in the same undertone. ' She is simply adorable. Your letters prepared me to expect beauty, but not such beauty. My dear, I thought the progress of the human race was all in a downward line since our time; but your granddaughter is as handsome as you were in your first season, and that is going very far.' CHAPTER XIV. *NOT YET.' Lady Kiekbank carried off Lesbia early next day, the girl radiant at the idea of seeing life under new conditions. She had a few minutes' serious talk with her grandmother before she went. * Lesbia, you are going into the world/ said Lady Maulevrier; *yes, even a country house is the world in little. You will have many admirers instead of one ; but I think, I believe, that you will be true to me and to yourself.' * You need not fear, grandmother. I have been an idiot ; but — but it was only a passing folly, and I shall never be so weak again.' Lesbia's scornful lips and kindling eyes gave intensity to her speech. It was evident that she despised herself for that one touch of womanly 264 * NOT YET.' softness whicli had made her as ready to fall in love with her first wooer as any peasant girl in Grasmere Vale. 'I am delighted to hear you speak thus, dearest,' said Lady Maulevrier. *And if Mr. Hamilton — Hammond, I mean — should have the audacity to follow you to Kirkbank, and to in- trude himself upon you there — perhaps to persecute you with clandestine addresses ' 'I do not believe he would do anything clandestine,' said Lesbia, drawing herself up. 'He is quite above that.' 'My dear child, we know absolutely nothing about him. He has his way to make in the world, unaided by family or connections. He is clever — daring. Such a man cannot help being an adventurer ; and an adventurer is capable of anything. I warn you to beware of him.' *I don't suppose I shall ever see his face again,' retorted Lesbia, irritably. She had made up her mind that her life was not to be spoiled, her brilliant future sacrificed, for the sake of John Hammond; but the wound ' NOT YET.' 2G5 which she had suffered in renouncing him was still fresh, her feelings were still sore. Any con- temptuous mention of him stung her to the quick. * I hope not. And you will beware of other adventurers, Lesbia, men of a worse stamp than Mr. Hammond, more experienced in ruse and iniquity, men steeped to the lips in worldly know- ledge, men who look upon women as mere counters in the game of life. The world thinks that I am rich, and you will no doubt take rank as an heiress. You will therefore be a mark for every spendthrift, noble or otherwise, who wants to restore his broken fortunes by a wealthy marriage. And now, my dearest, good-bye. Half my heart goes with you. Kothing could induce me to part with you, even for a few weeks, except the con- viction that it is for your good.' ' But we shall not be parted next year, I hope, grandmother,' said Lesbia, affectionately. * You said something about presenting me, and then leaving me in Lady Kirkbank's care for the season. I should not like that at all. I want 266 *NOT YET.' you to go everywhere with me, to teach me all the mysteries of the great world. You have always promised me that it should be so.* *And I have always intended that it should be so. I hope that it will be so,' answered her grandmother, with a sigh ; * but I am an old woman, Lesbia, and I am rooted to this place.* * But why should you be rooted here ? What charm can keep you here, when you are so fitted to shine in society ? You are old in nothing but years, and not even old in years in comparison with women whom we hear of, going everywhere and mixing in every fashionable amusement. You are full of fire and energy, and as active as a girl. Why should you not enjoy a London season, grandmother?' pleaded Lesbia, nestling her head lovingly against Lady Maulevrier's shoulder. *I should enjoy it, dearest, with you. It would be a renewal of my youth to see you shine and conquer. I should be as proud as if the glory were all my own. Yes, dear, I hope 'NOT YET.' 267 I shall be a spectator of your triumphs. But do not let us plan the future. Life is so full of changes. Eemember what Horace says ' * Horace is a bore,' said Lesbia. * I hate a poet who is always harping upon change and death.' The carriage, which was to take the travellers to Windermere Station, was announced at this moment, and Lesbia and her grandmother gave each other the farewell embrace. * You like Lady Kirkbank, I hope ? ' said Lady Maulevrier, as they went towards the hall, where that lady was waiting for them, with Lady Mary and Fraulein Mliller in attend- ance upon her. * She seems very kind, but I should like her better if she did not paint — or if she painted better.' * My dear child, I'm afraid it is the fashion of the day, just as it was in Pope's time, and we ought to think nothing about it.' * Well, I suppose I shall get hardened in time.' 268 * NOT YET.' ' My dearest Lesbia,' shrieked Lady Kirk- bank from below, ' remember we have to catch a train.' Lesbia hurried downstairs, followed by Lady Maulevrier, who had to bid her friend adieu. The luggage had been sent on in a cart, Lesbia's trunks and dress baskets forming no small item. She was so well furnished with pretty gowns of all kinds that there had been no difficulty in getting her ready for this sudden visit. Her maid v^as on the box beside the coachman. Lady Kirkbank's attendant, a Frenchwoman of five-and- thirty, who looked as if she had gradu- ated at Mabille, was to occupy the back seat of the landau. Lady Mary looked after her sister longingly, as the carriage drove down the hill. She was going into a new world, to see all kinds of people — clever people — distinguished people — musical, artistic, political people — hunting and shooting people — while Mary was to stay at home all the winter among the old familiar faces. Dearly as she loved these hills and vales 'NOT YET.' 269 her heart sank a little at the thought of those long lonely months, clays and evenings that would be all alike, and which must be spent without sympathetic companionship. And there would be dreary days on which the weather would keep her a prisoner in her luxurious gaol, when the mountains, and the rugged paths beside the mountain streams, would be inac- cessible, when she would be restricted to Fraulein's phlegmatic society, that lady being stout and lazy, fond of her meals, and given to afternoon slumbers. Lesbia and Mary were not by any means sympathetic ; yet, after all, blood is thicker than water ; and Lesbia was intelligent, and could talk of the things Mary loved, which was better than total dumbness, even if she generally took an antagonistic view of them. ' I shall miss her dreadfully,' thought Mary, as she strolled listlessly in the gardens, where the leaves were falling and the flowers fading. * I wonder if she will see Mr. Hammond at Lady Kirkbank's ? ' mused Mary. * If he were anything like a lover he would find out all 270 'NOT yet/ about her visit, and seize the opportunity of her being away from grandmother. But then if he had been much of a lover he would have followed her to St. Bees.' Lady Maulevrier sorely missed her favourite grandchild. In a life spent in such profound seclusion, so remote from the busy interests of the world, this beloved companionship had be- come a necessity to her. She had concentrated her affections upon Lesbia, and the girl's absence made a fearful blank. But her Ladyship's dignity was not compromised by any outward signs of trouble or loss. She spent her mornings in her own room, reading and writing and musing at her leisure ; she drove or walked every fine afternoon, some- times alone, sometimes attended by Mary, who hated these stately drives and walks. She dined tete-a-tete with Mary, except on those rare occasions when there were visitors — the Vicar and his wife, or some wandering star from other worlds. Mary lived in profound awe of her grand- * NOT YET.' 271 mother, but was of far too frank a nature to be able to adapt her speech or her manners to her ladyship's idea of feminine perfection. She was silent and shy under those falcon eyes ; but she was still the same Mary, the girl to whom pretence or simulation of any kind was impossible. Letters came almost every day from Kirkbank Castle, letters from Lesbia describing the bright gay life she was living at that hospitable abode, the excursions, the rides, the picnic luncheons after the morning's sport, the dinner parties, the dances. * It is the most delightful house you can ima- gine,' wrote Lesbia ; ' and Lady Kirkbank is an adorable hostess. I have quite forgiven her for wearing false eyebrows ; for after all, you know, one must have eyebrows ; they are a necessity ; but why does she not have the two arches aKke ? They are never a pair, and I really think that French maid of hers does it on purpose. * By-the-bye, Lady Kirkbank is going to write to you to beseech you to let me go to Cannes 272 'NOT YET.' and Monte Carlo with her. Sir George insists upon it. He says they both like young society, and -will be horribly vexed if I refuse to go with them. And Lady Kirkbank thinks my chest is just a little weak — I almost broke down the other night in that lovely little song of Jensen's— and that a winter in the south is just what I want. But, of course, dear grandmother, I won't ask you to let me be away so long if you think you will miss me.' ' If I think I shall miss her ! ' repeated Lady Maulevrier. 'Has the girl no heart, that she can ask such a question ? But can I wonder at that ? Of what account was I or my love to her father, although I sacrificed myself for his good name ? Can I expect that she should be of a different clay ? ' And then, meditating upon the events of the summer that was gone, Lady Maulevrier thought — * She renounced her first lover at my bidding ; she renounces her love for me at the bidding of the world. Or was it not rather self-interest, the fear of making a bad marriage, which influenced *NOT YET.' 273 her in her renunciation of Mr. Hammond. It was not obedience to me, it was not love for me which made her give him up. It was the selfish- ness engrained in her race. Well, I have heaped my love upon her, because she is fair and sweet, and reminds me of my own youth. I must let her go, and try to be happy in the knowledge that she is enjoying her life far away from me.' Lady Maulevrier wrote her consent to the extension of Lesbia's visit, and by return of post came a letter from Lesbia which seemed brimming over with love, and which comforted the grand- mother's wounded heart. 'Lady Kirkbank and I are both agreed, dearest, that you must join us at Cannes,' wrote Lesbia. ' At your age it is very wrong of you to spend a winter in our horrible climate. You can travel with Steadman and your maid. Lady Kirkbank wiU secure you a charming suite of rooms at the hotel, or she would like it still better if you would stay at her own villa. Do consent to this plan, dear grandmother, and then we should not be parted for a long winter. Of VOL. I. T 274 'NOT YET.' course Mary would be quite happy at home running wild.* Lady Maulevrier sighed as she read this letter, sighed again, and heavily, as she put it back into the envelope. Alas, how many and many a year had gone, long monotonous colourless years, since she had seen that bright southern world which she was now urged to revisit. In fancy she saw it again to-day, the tideless sea of deepest sapphire blue, the little wavelets breaking on a yellow beach, the white triangular sails, the woods full of asphodel and great purple and white lilies, the atmosphere steeped in warmth and light and perfume, the glare of white houses in the sun, the red and yellow blinds, the pots of green and orange and crimson clay, with oleanders abloom, the wonder- ful glow of colour everywhere and upon all things. And then as the eyes of the mind recalled these vivid images her bodily eyes looked out upon the rain-blotted scene, the mountains rising in a dark and dismal circle round that sombre pool below, walling her in from the outer world. * NOT YET.' 275 * I am at the bottom of a grave,' she said to herself. * I am in a living tomb, from which there is no escape. Forty years! Forty years of patience and hope, for what ? For dreams which may never be realised ; for descendants who may never give me the price of my labours. Yes, I should like to go to my dear one. I shoujd like to revisit the South of France, to go on to Italy. I should feel young again amidst that eternal, unchangeable loveliness. 1 should forget all I have suffered. But it cannot be. Not yet, not yet ! ' Presently with a smile of concentrated bitter- ness she repeated the words ' Not yet ! ' ' Surely at my age it must be folly to dream of a future : and yet I feel as if there were half a century of life in me, as if I had lost nothing in either mental or bodily vigour since I came here forty years ago.' She rose as she said these words, and began to pace the room, with quiet, firm step, erect, stately, beautiful in her advanced years as she had been in her bloom and freshness, only with 276 *NOT ykt/ another kind of ^beauty — an empress among women. The boast that she had made to her- self was no idle boast. At sixty-seven years of age her physical powers showed no signs of decay, her mental qualities were at their best and brightest. Long years of thought and study had ripened and widened her mind. She was a woman fit to be the friend and counsellor of statesmen, the companion and confidant of her sovereign: and yet fate willed that she should be buried alive in a Westmoreland valley, seeing the same hills and streams, the same rustic faces, from year's end to year's end. Surely it was a hard fate, a heavy penance, albeit self- imposed. Lesbia went straight from Scotland to Paris with Sir George and Lady Kirkbank. Here they stayed at the Bristol for just two days, during which her hostess went all over the fashionable quarter buying clothes for -the Cannes campaign, and assisting Lesbia to spend the hundred pounds which her grandmother had sent her for the replenishment of her well-provided *NOT YET.* 277 wardrobe. It is astouisliing how little way a hundred pounds goes among the dressmakers, corset-makers, and shoemakers of Lutetia. ' I had no notion that clothes were so dear,' said Lesbia, when she saw how little she had got for her money. * My dear, you have two gowns which are absolutely chien,' replied Lady Kirkbank, ' and you have a corset which gives you a figure, which you must forgive me for saying you never had before.' Lady Kirkbank had to explain that chien as applied to a gown or bonnet was the same thing as chic, only a little more so. * I hope my gowns will always be chien y said Lesbia meekly. Next evening they were dining at Cannes, with the blue sea in front of their windows, dining at a table all abloom with orange flowers, tea roses, mignonette, waxen camellias, and pale Parma violets, while Lady Maulevrier and Mary dined tete-a-tete at Fellside, with the feathery snowflakes faUing outside, and the world whiten- ing all around them. 278 *NOT YET.' ISText day the world was all white, and Mary's beloved hills were inaccessible. Who could tell how long they might be covered ; the winding tracks hidden ; the narrow forces looking like black water or molten iron against that glittering whiteness ? Mary could only walk along the road by Loughrigg to the bench called ' Eest and be thankful,' from which she looked with longing eyes across towards the Langdale Pikes, and to the sharp cone-shaped peak, known as Coniston Old Man, just visible above the nearer hills. Fraulein Miiller suggested that it was in just such weather as this that a well brought up young lady, a young lady with Vernunft and Anstand, should devote herself to the improvement of her mind. * Let us read German this abscheulich afternoon,' said the Fraulein. ' Suppose we go on with the " Sorrows of Werther." ' * Werther was a fool,' cried Mary ; * any book but that.' * Will you choose your own book ? * * NOT YET.' 279 'Let me read Heine.' Fraulein looked doubtful. There were things in Heine — an all-pervading tone — which rendered him hardly an appropriate poet for ' the young person.' But Fraulein compromised the matter by letting Mary read Atta Troll, the exact bearing of which neither of them understood. 'How beautifully Mr. Hammond read Heine that morning ! ' said Mary, breaking off suddenly from a perfectly automatic reading. ' You did not hear him, did you ? You were not there,' said the Fraulein.' ' I was not there, but I heard him. I — I was sitting on the bank among the pine trees.* * Why did you not come and sit with us ? It would have been more ladylike than to hide your- self behind the trees.' Mary blushed crimson. * I had been in the kennels with Maulevrier ; I was not fit to be seen,' she said. 'Hardly a ladylike admission,' replied the Fraulein, who felt that with Lady Mary her chief duty was to reprove. CHAPTER XV. 'OF ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE.' It was afternoon. The white hills yonder and all the length of the valley were touched here'and there with gleams of wintry sunlight, and Lady Maulevrier was taking her solitary walk on the terrace in front of her house, a stately figure wrapped in a furred mantle, tall, erect, moving with measured pace up and down the smooth, gravel path. Now and then at the end of the walk the dowager stopped for a minute or so, and stood as if in deep thought, with her eyes dreamily contempla- ting the landscape. An intense melancholy shadowed her face, as she thus gazed with brooding eyes on the naked monotony of those wintry hills. So had she looked in many and many a winter, and it seemed to her that her life was of a piece with those bleak hills, where in the dismal winter time 'OF ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE.' 281 nothing living trod. She stood gazing at the sinking sun, a fiery ball shining at the end of a long gallery of crag and rock, like a lamp at the end of a corridor: and as she gazed the red round orb dropped suddenly behind the edge of a crag, as if she had been an enchantress and had dismissed it with a wave of her wand. ' Lord, how long, how long ? ' she said. ' How many^times have I seen that sun go down from this spot, in winter and summer, in spring and autumn. And now that the one being I loved and cared for is far away, I feel all the weariness and emptiness of my life.' As she turned to resume her walk she heard the muffled sound of wheels in the road below, that road which was completely hidden by foliage in summer, but which was now visible here and there between the leafless trees. A carriage with a pair of horses was coming along the road from Ambleside. Lady Maulevrier stood aud watched until the carriage drew up at the lodge gate, and then, when the gate had been opened, slowly ascended the winding drive to the house. 282 * OF ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE.' She expected no visitor ; indeed, there was no one likely to come to her from the direction of Ambleside. Her heart began to beat heavily, with the apprehension of coming evil. What kind of evil she knew not. Bad news about her grand- daughter, perhaps, or about Maulevrier. And yet that could hardly be. Evil tidings of that kind would have reached her by telegram. Perhaps it was Maulevrier himself. His movements were generally erratic. Lady Maulevrier hurried back to the house. She went through the conservatory, where the warm whiteness of azalia, and spirea, and arum lilies contrasted curiously with the cold white snow out of doors, to the hall, where a stranger was standing talking to the butler. He was a man of foreign appearance, wearing a cloak lined with sables, and a sable cap, which he removed as Lady Maulevrier approached. He was thin and small, with a clear olive complexion, olive inclining to pale bronze, sleek raven hair, and black almond-shaped eyes. At the first glance Lady Maulevrier knew that he was an Oriental. * OF ALL MEN ELSE I HATE AVOIDaD THEE.' 283 Her heart sank within her, and seemed to grow chill as death at sight of him. Anything associated with India was horrible to her. The stranger came forward to meet her, bowing deferentially. He had those lithe, gliding move- ments which she remembered of old, when she had seen princes and dignitaries of the East creeping shoeless to her husband's feet. *Will your ladyship do me the honour to grant me an interview ? ' he said in very good English. * I have travelled . from London expressly for that privilege.' ' Then I fear you have wasted your time, sir, whatever your mission may be,' the dowager answered haughtily. 'However, I am willing to hear anything you may have to say, if you will be good enough to come this way.' She moved towards the library, the butler pre- ceding her to open the door, and the stranger followed her into the spacious room, where coals and logs were heaped high upon the wide dog stove, deeply recessed beneath the old English mantelpiece. 284 *0F ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE.' It was one of the handsomest rooms of the house, furnished with oak bookcases about seven feet high, above which vases of Oriental ware and varied colouring stood boldly out against the dark oak wall. Eichly bound books in infinite variety testified to the wealth and taste of the owner ; while one side of the room was absorbed by a wide Gothic window, beyond which appeared the pano- rama of lake and mountain, beautiful in every season. A tawny velvet curtain divided this room from the drawing-room ; but there was also a strong oak door behind the curtain, which was generally closed in cold weather. Lady Maulevrier went over to this door, and took the precaution to draw the bolt, before she seated herself in her arm-chair by the hearth. She had her own particular chair in all the rooms she occupied — a chair which was sacred as a throne. She drew off her sealskin gloves, and motioned with a slender white hand to the stranger to be seated. * To whom have I the honour of speaking ? ' 'OF ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE.' 285 she asked, looking him through and through with an unflinching gaze, as she would have looked at Death himself, had the grim skeleton figure come to beckon her. He handed her a visiting card on which was engraved — 'Louis Asoph, Eajah of Bisnagar.' 'If my memory does not deceive me as to the history of modern India, the territory from which you take your title has been absorbed into the English dominion,' said Lady Maulevrier. 'It was trafficked away forty-three years ago, stolen, filched from my father ; but so long as I have power to think and to act I will maintain my claim to that land; yes, if only by the empty mockery of a name on a visiting card. It is a duty I owe to myself as a man, which I owe still more to my murdered father.' ' Have you come all the way from London, and in such weather, only to tell me this story ? ' She had twisted his card between her fingers as she listened to him, and now, with an action at once careless and contemptuous, she flung it 286 'OF ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE.' upon the burning logs. Slight as the action was it was eloquent of scorn for the man. ' No, Lady Maulevrier, my mention of this story, with which you are no doubt perfectly familiar, is only a preliminary. I have come to claim my own, and to appeal to you as a woman of honour to do me justice. Nay, I will say as a woman of common honesty; since there is no nice point of honour in question, only the plain laws of mine and thine, which I believe are the same among all nations and creeds. I come to you, Lady Maulevrier, to ask you to restore to me the wealth which your husband stole from my father.' • You come to my house, to me, an old woman, helpless, defenceless, in the absence of my grand- son, the present Earl, to insult me, and insult the dead,' said Lady Maulevrier, white as statuary marble, and as cold and calm. 'You come to rake up old lies, and to fling them in the face of a solitary woman, old enough to be your mother. Do you think that is a noble thing to do? Even in your barbarous Eastern code of morals and manners is that the act of a gentleman ? ' * OF ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE.' 287 *We are no barbarians in the East, Lady Maulevrier. I come from the cradle of civilisation, the original fount of learning. We were scholars and gentlemen, priests and soldiers, two thousand years before your British ancestors ran wild in their woods, and sacrificed to their unknown gods on rocky altars reeking with human blood. I know the errand upon which I have come is not a pleasant one, either for you or for me ; but I come to "you strong in the right of a son to claim the heritage which was stolen from him by an infamous mother and her more infamous paramour ' 'I will not hear another word/ cried Lady Maulevrier, starting to her feet, livid with passion. *Do not dare to pronounce that name in my hearing — the name of that abominable woman who brought disgrace and dishonour upon my husband and his race.' 'And who brought your husband the wealth of my murdered father,' answered the Indian defiantly. ' Do not ignore that fact, Lady Maulevrier. What has become of that fortune — two hundred thousand pounds in money and 288 'OF ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE.' jewels. It was known to have passed into Lord Maulevrier's possession after my father was put away by his paid instruments/ 'How dare you bring that vile charge against the dead ? ' 'There are men living in India who know the truth of that charge, men who were at Bisnagar when my father, sick and heart-broken, was shut up in his deserted harem, hemmed in by spies and traitors, men with murder in their faces. There are those who know that he was strangled by one of those wretches, that a grave was dug for him under the marble Hoor of his Zenana, a grave in Vv^hich his bones were found less than a year ago in my presence, and fitly entombed at my bidding. He was said to have disappeared of his own free will — to have left his palace under cover of night, and sought refuge from possible treachery in another province ; but there were those, and not a few, who knew the real history of his disappearance — who knew, and at the time were ready to testify in any court of justice, that he had been got rid of by ' OF ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE.' 289 the Eanee's agents, and at Lord Maulevrier's instigation, and that his possessions in money and jewels had been conveyed in the palankins that carried the Eanee and her women to his lordship's summer retreat near Madras. The Ranee died at that retreat six months after her husband's murder, not without suspicion of poison, and the wealth which she carried with her when she left Bisnagar passed into his lordship's possession. Had your husband lived, Lady Maulevrier, this story must have been brought to light. There were too many people in Madras interested in sifting the facts. There must have been a public inquiry. It was a happy thing for you and your race that Lord Maulevrier died before that inquiry had been instituted, and that many animosities died with him. Lucky too for you that I was a helpless infant at that time, and that the Mahratta adventurer to whom my father's territory had been transferred in the shuffling of cards at the end of the war was deeply concerned in hushing up the story.' *And pray, why have you nursed your wrath VOL. h u 290 *0F ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE.' in all these years ? Why do you intrude upon me after nearly half a century, with this legend of rapine and murder ? ' 'Because for nearly half a century I have been kept in profound ignorance of my father's fate — in ignorance of my race. Lord Maulevrier's jealousy banished me from my mother's arms shortly after my father's death. I was sent to the south of France under the care of an Ayah. My first memories are of a Monastery near Marseilles, where I was reared and educated by a Jesuit community, where I was baptised and brought up in the Eoman Catholic faith. By the influence of the Jesuit Fathers I was placed in a house of commerce at Marseilles. Funds to provide for my education and establishment in life, under very modest conditions, were sent periodically by an agent at Madras. It was known that I was of East Indian birth, but little more was known about me. It was only when years had gone by and I was a merchant on my own account and could afford to go to India on a voyage of discovery — yes, as much 'OF ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE.' 291 a voyage of discovery as that of Vasco de Gama or of Drake — that I got from the Madras agent the clue which enabled me, at the cost of infinite patience and infinite labour, to unravel the mystery of my birth. There is no need to enter now upon the details of that story. I have over- whelming documentary evidence — a cloud of witnesses — to convince the most sceptical as to who and what I am. The documents are some of them in my valise, at your ladyship's service. Others are at my hotel in London, ready for the inspection of your ladyship's lawyers. I do not think you will desire to invite a public inquiry, or force me to recover my birthright in a court of justice. I believe that you will take a broader and nobler view of the case, and that you will restore to the wronged and abandoned son the fortune stolen from his murdered father.' ' How dare you come to me with this tissue of lies ? How dare you look me in the face and charge my dead husband with treachery and dishonour ? I believe neither in your story nor in you, and I defy you to the proof of this vile charge against the dead!' 292 ' OF ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE.' ' In other words you mean that you will keep the money and jewels which Lord Maulevrier stole from my father ? ' ' I deny the fact that any such jewels or money ever passed into his lordship's possession. That vile woman, your mother, whose infamy cast a dark cloud over Lord Maulevrier's honour, may have robbed her husband, may have emptied the public treasury. But not a rupee or a jewel belonging to her ever came into my possession. I will not bear the burden of her crimes. Her existence spoiled my life — banished me from India, a widow in all but the name, and more desolate than many widows.' ' Lord Maulevrier was known to leave India carrying with him two large chests — supposed to contain books — but actually containing treasure. A man who was in the Governor's confidence, and who had been the go-between in his intrigues, confessed on his death-bed that he had assisted in removing the treasure. Now, Lady Maulevrier, since your husband died immediately after his arrival in England, and before he could have ' OF ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE.' 293 had any opportunity of converting or making away with the valuables so appropriated, it stands to reason that those valuables must have passed into your possession, and it is from your honour and good feeling that I claim their restitution. If you deny the claim so advanced, there remains but one course open to me, and that is to make my ^Tongs public, and claim my right from the law of the land.' 'And do you suppose that any English judge or any English jury would believe so wild a story — or countenance so vile an accusation against the defenceless dead ? ' demanded Lady Maulevrier, standing up before him, tall, stately, with flash- ing eye and scornful lip, the image of proud defiance. ' Bring forward your claim, produce your documents, your witnesses, your death-bed confes- sions. I defy you to injure my dead husband or me by your wild lies, your foul charges ! Go to an English lawyer, and see what an English law court will do for you and your claim. I will hear no more of either.' She rang the bell once, twice, thrice, with 294 ' OF ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE.' passionate hand, and a servant flew to answer that impatient summons. Show this gentleman to his carriage instantly/ she said, imperiously. The gentleman who called himself Louis Asoph bowed, and retired without another word. As the door closed upon him, Lady Maul- evrier stood, with clenched hands and frowning brow, staring into vacancy. Her right arm was outstretched, as if she would have waved the intruder away. Suddenly, a strange numbness crept over that uplifted arm, and it sank help- less at her side. From her shoulder down to her foot, that proud form grew cold and feelingless and dead, and she, who had so long carried herself as a queen among women, sank in a senseless heap upon the floor. CHAPTER XVI. *HER FACE RESIGNED TO BLISS OR BALE.' Lady Mary and the Fraulein had been sitting in the drawing-room all this time waiting for Lady Maulevrier to come to tea. They heard her come in from the garden ; and then the footman told them that she was in the library with a stranger. Xot even the muffled sound of voices penetrated the heavy velvet curtain and the thick oak door. It was only by the loud ringing of the bell and the sound of footsteps in the hall that Lady Mary knew of the guest's departure. She went to the door between the two rooms, and was surprised to find it bolted. * Grandmamma, won't you come to tea ? ' she asked timidly, knockiag on the oaken panel, but there was no reply. 296 * HER FACE RESIGNED TO BLISS OR BALE.' She knocked again, and louder. Still no reply. * Perhaps her ladyship is going to take tea in her own room,' she said, afraid to be officious. Attendance upon her grandmother at afternoon tea had been one of Lesbia's particular duties ; but Mar)'' felt that she was an unwelcome substitute for Lesbia. She wanted to get a little nearer her grandmother's heart if she could ; but she knew that her attentions were endured rather than liked. She went into the hall, where the footman on duty was staring at the light snowfiakes dancing past the window, perhaps wishing he were a snowflake himself, and enjoying himself in that white whirligig. *Is her ladyship having tea in the morning- room ? ' asked Mary. The footman gave a little start, as if awakened out of a kind of trance. The sheer vacuity of his mind might naturally slide into mesmeric sleep. lie told Lady Mary that her ladyship had 'HER FACE RESIGNED TO BLISS OR BALE.' 297 not left the library, and Mary went in timidly, wondering why her grandmother had not joined them in the drawing-room when the stranger was gone. The sky was dark outside the wide windows, white hills and valleys shrouded in the shades of night. The library was only lighted by the glow of the logs on the hearth, and in that ruddy light the spacious room looked empty. Mary was turning to go away, thinking the footman had been mistaken, when her eye suddenly lighted upon a dark figure l}^ng on the ground. And then she heard an awful stertorous breathing, and knew that her grandmother was lying there, stricken and helpless. Mary shrieked aloud, with a cry that pierced curtains and doors, and brought Fraulein and half-a-dozen servants to her help. One of the men brought a lamp, and among them they lifted the smitten figure. Oh, God ! how ghastly the face looked in the lamplight I — the features drawn to one side, the skin livid. 298 *HER FACE RESIGNED TO BLISS OR BALE.* *Her ladyship has had a stroke,' said the butler. ' Is she dying ? ' faltered Mary, white as ashes. ' Oh, grandmother, dear grandmother, don't look at ns like that ! ' One of the servants rushed off to the stables to send for the doctor. Of course, being an indoor man, he no more thought of going out himself into the snowy night on such an errand than Noah thought of going out of the ark to explore the face of the waters in person. They carried Lady Maulevrier to her bed and laid her there, like a figure carved out of stone. She was not unconscious. Her eyes were open, and she moaned every now and then as if in bodily or mental pain. Once she tried to speak, but had no power to shape a syllable aright, and ended with a shuddering sigh. Once she lifted her left arm and waved it in the air, as if waving some one off in fear or anger. The right arm, indeed the whole of the right side, was lifeless, motionless as a stone. It was a piteous sight to see the beautiful features drawn 'HER FACE DESIGNED TO BLISS OR BALE.' 299 and distorted, the lips so accustomed to command mouthing the broken syllables of an unknown tongue. Lady Mary sat beside the bed with clasped hands, praying dumbly, with her eyes fixed on her grandmother's altered face. Mr. Horton came, as soon as his stout moun- tain pony could bring him. He did not seem surprised at her ladyship's condition, and accepted the situation with professional calmness. * A marked case of hemiplegia,' he said, when he had observed the symptoms. 'Will she die?' asked Mary. *0h, dear, no. She will want great care for a little while, but we shall bring her round easily. A splendid constitution, a noble frame ; but I think she has overworked her brain a little, reading Huxley and Darwin, and the German physiologists upon whom Huxley and Darwin have built themselves. Metaphysics too. Schopenhauer, and the rest of them. A wonderful woman. Very few brains could hold what hers has had poured into it in the last thirty years. The conducting nerves between the brain and the spinal marrow 300 * HER FACE RESIGNED TO BLISS OR BALE.' have been overworked: too much activity, too constant a strain. Even the rails and sleepers on the railroad wear out, don't you know, if there's excessive traffic' Mr, Horton had known Mary from her child- hood, had given her Gregory's powder, and seen her safely through measles and other infantine ail- ments, so he was quite at home with her, and at Fellside generally. Lady Maulevrier had given him a good deal of her confidence during those thirty years in which he had practised as his fathers' partner and successor at Grasmere. He used to tell people that he owed the best part of his education to her ladyship, who condescended to talk to him of the new books she read, and generally gave him a volume to put in his pocket when he was leaving her. ^ Don't be downhearted, Lady Mary,' he said ; ' I shall come in two or three times a day and see how things are going on, and if I see the slightest difficulty in the case I'll telegraph for Jenner.' Mary and the Fraulein sat up with the invalid all that night Lady Maulevrier's maid was also • HER FACE RESIGNED TO BLISS OR BALE.' 301 ill attendance, and one of the men-servants slept in his clothes on a couch in the corridor, ready for any emergency. But the night passed peace- fully, the patient slept a good deal, and next day there was evident improvement. The stroke which had prostrated the body, which reduced the vigorous, active frame to an awful statue-like stillness — a quietude as of death itself — had not overclouded the intellect. Lady Maulevrier lay on her bed in her luxurious room, with wide Tudor windows commanding half the circle of the hills, and was still the ruling spirit of the house, albeit powerless to move that slender hand, the lightest wave of which had been as potent to command in her little world as royal sign-manual or sceptre in the great world outside. Now there remained only one thing unimpaired by that awful shock which had laid the stately frame low, and that was the will and sovereign force of the woman's nature. Voice was altered, speech was confused and difficult; but the strength of will, the supreme power of mind seemed un- diminished. 302 ' HER FACE RESIGNED TO BLISS OR BALE.' When Lady Maulevrier was asked if Lesbia should be telegraphed for, she replied no, not unless she was in danger of sudden death. * I should like to see her before I go,' she said, labouring to pronounce the words. 'Dear grandmother,' said Mary tenderly, *Mr. Horton says there is no danger.' ' Then do not send for her ; do not even tell her what has happened; not yet.' ' But she will miss your letters.' ' True. You must write twice a week at my dictation. You must tell her that I have hurt my hand, that I am well but cannot use a pen. I would not spoil her pleasure for the world.' * Dear grandmother, how unselfish you are ! And Maulevrier, shall he be sent for? He is not so far away,' said Mary, hoping her grandmother would say yes. What a relief, what an unspeakable solace Maulevrier's presence would be in that dreary house, smitten to a sudden and awful stillness, as if by the Angel of Death I ' IIEH FACE RESIGNED TO BLISS OR BALE.' 303 * No, I do not want Maulevrier ! ' answered her ladyship impatiently. 'May I sit here and read to you, grand- mother ? ' Mary asked, timidly. ' Mr. Horton said you were to be kept very quiet, and that we were not to let you talk, or talk much to you, but that we might read to you if you like.' * I do not wish to be read to. I have my thoughts for company,' said Lady Maulevrier. Mary felt that this implied a wish to be alone. She bent over the invalid's pillow and kissed the pale cheek, feeling as if she were taking a liberty in venturing so much. She would hardly have done it had Lesbia been at home; but she had a feeling that in Lesbia's absence Lady Maulevrier must want somebody's love — even hers. And then she crept away, leaving Halcott the maid in attendance, sitting at her work at the window furthest from the bed. * Alone with my thoughts,' mused Lady Maulevrier, looking out at the panorama of 304 'HER FACE RESIGNED TO BLISS OK BALE.' wintry hills, white, ghost-like against an iron sky. ' Pleasant thoughts, truly !' Walled in by the hills — walled in and hemmed round for ever. This place has always felt like a grave : and now I know that it is my grave.' Fraulein, and Lady Mary, and the maid Halcott, a sedate personage of forty summers, had all been instructed by the doctor that Lady Maulevrier was to be kept profoundly quiet. She mast not talk much, since speech was likely to be a painful effort with her for some little time ; she must not be talked to much by anyone, least of all must she be spoken to upon any agitating topic. Life must be made as smooth and easy for her as for a new-born infant, l^o roush breath from the outer world must come near her. She was to see no one but her maid and her granddaughter. Mr. Horton, a plain family man, took it for granted that the grand- daughter was dear to her heart, and likely to exercise a soothing influence. Thus it happened that although Lady Maulevrier asked repeatedly ' HER FACE RESIPtNED TO BLTSS OR BALE.' 305 that James Steadman should be brought to her she was not allowed to see him. She whose will had been paramount in that house, whose w^ord had been law, was now treated as a little child, while the will was still as strong, the mind as keen as ever. * She would talk to him of business,' said Mr. Horton, when he was told of her ladyship's desire to see Steadman, *and that cannot be allowed, not for some little time at least.' *She is very angry with us for refusing to obey her,' said Lady Mary. 'Naturally, but it is for her own welfare she is disobeyed. She can have nothing to say to Steadman which will not keep till she is better. This establishment goes by clockwork.' Mary wished it was a little less like clock- work. Since Lady Maulevrier had been lying upstairs — the voice which had once ruled over the house muffled almost to dumbness — the monotony of life at Fellside had seemed all the more oppressive. The servants crept about with stealthier tread. Mary dared not touch either VOL. I. X 306 'HER FACE RESIGNED TO BLISS OK BALE.' piano or billiard balls, and was naturally seized with a longing to touch both. The house had a darkened look, as if the shadow of doom overhung it. During this regimen of perfect quiet Lady Maulevrier was not allowed to see the news- papers ; and Mary was warned that in reading to her grandmother she was to avoid all exciting topics. Thus it happened that the account of a terrible collision between the Scotch express and a luggage train, a little way beyond Preston, an accident in which seven people were killed and about thirty seriously hurt, was not made known to her ladyship : and yet that fact would have been of intense interest and significance to her, since one of those passengers whose injuries were fatal bore the name of Louis Asoph. CHAPTER XVII. 'AND THE SPRING COMES SLOWLY TP THIS WAY.' The wintry weeks glided smootlily by in a dull monotony, and now Lady Maulevrier, still helpless, still compelled to lie on her bed or her invalid couch, motionless as marble, had at least recovered her power of speech, was allowed to read and to talk, and to hear what was going on in that metropolitan world which she seemed unlikely ever to behold again. Lady Lesbia was still at Cannes, whence she wrote of her pleasures and her triumphs, of flowers and sapphire sea, and azure sky, of all things which were not, in the grey bleak mountain world that hemmed in Fellside. She was meet- ing many of the people whom she was to meet again next season in the London world. She had made an informal d6hut in a very select 308 'THE SPRING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.' circle, a circle in which everybody was more or less ehiCy or cliien, or zinCy and she was tasting all the sweets of success. But in none of her letters was there any mention of Lord Hartfield. He was not in the little great world by the blue tideless sea. There was no talk of Lesbia's return. She was to stay till the carnival : she was to stay till the week before Easter. Lady Kirkbank insisted upon it ; and both Lesbia and Lady Kirkbank upbraided Lady Maulevrier for her cruelty in not joining them at Cannes. So Lady Maulevrier had to resign herself to that solitude which had become almost the habit of her life, and to the society of Mary and the Fraulein. Mary was eager to be of use, to sit with her grandmother, to read to her, to write for her. The warm young heart was deeply moved by the spectacle of this stately woman stricken into helplessness, chained to her couch, immured within four walls. To Mary, who so loved the hills and the streams, the sun and the wind, this imprisonment seemed unspeakable 'THE SPRIXG COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.' 309 woe. In her pity for such a martyrdom she would have done anything to give pleasure or solace to her grandmother. Unhappily there was very little Mary could do to increase the invalid's sura of pleasure. Lady Maulevrier was a woman of strong feeling, not capable of loving many people. She had concentrated her affection upon Lesbia : and she could not open her heart to Mary all at once, because Lesbia was out of the way. 'If I had a dog I loved, and he were to die, I would never have another in his place/ Lady Maulevrier said once ; and that speech was the keynote of her character. She was very courteous to Mary, and seemed grateful for her attentions ; but she did not cultivate the girl's society. Mary wrote all her letters in a fine bold hand, and with a rapid pen; but when the letter- writing was over Lady Maulevrier always dismissed her. 'My dear, you want to be out in the air, riding your pony, or scampering about with your dogs,' she said, kindly. 'It would be a cruelty to keep you indoors.' 310 'THE SPRING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.* ' No, indeed, dear grandmother, I should like to stay. May I stop and read to you?' *'No, thank you, Mary. I hate being read to. I like to devour a book. Beading aloud is such slow work.' 'But I am afraid you must sometimes feel lonely,' faltered Mary. ' Lonely,' echoed the dowager, with a sigh. * I have been lonely for the last forty years — I have been lonely all my life. Those I loved never gave me back love for love — never — not even your sister. See how lightly she cuts the link that bound her to me. How happy she is among strangers ! Yes, there was one who loved me truly, and fate parted us. Does fate part all true lovers, I wonder?' *You parted Lesbia and Mr. Hammond,' said Mary, impetuously. *I am sure they loved each other truly.' ' The old and the worldly-wise are Fate, Mary,' answered the dowager, not angry at this daring reproach. * I know your sister ; and I know she is not the kind of woman to be happy in an * THE SPRING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.* 311 ignoble life — to bear poverty and deprivation. If it had been you, now, whom Mr. Hammond had chosen, I might have taken the subject into my consideration.' Mary flamed crimson. * Mr. Hammond never gave me a thought,' she said, * unless it was to think me contemptible. He is worlds too good for ^ such a Tomboy. Maulevrier told him about the fox-hunt, and they both laughed at me — at least I have no doubt Mr. Hammond laughed, though I was too much ashamed to look at him.' *Poor Mary, you are beginning to find out that a young lady ought to be ladylike,' said Lady Maulevrier ; ' and now, my dear, you may go. I was only joking with you. Mr. Hammond would be no match for any granddaughter of mine. He is nobody, and has neither friends nor interest. If he had gone into the church Maulevrier could have helped him ; but I daresay his ideas are too broad for the church; and he will have to starve at the bar, where nobody can help him. I hope you 312 ' THE SPEING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.' will bear this in mind, Mary, if Maulevrier should ever bring him here again.' - He is never likely tx) come back again. He sujffered too much ; he was treated too badly in this house.* *Lady Mary, be good enough to remember to whom you are speaking,' said her ladyship, with a frown. * And now please go, and tell some one to send Steadman to me.' Mary retired without a word, gave Lady Maulevrier's message to a footman in the corridor, slipped off to her room, put on her sealskin hat and jacket, took her staff and went out for a long ramble. The hills and valleys were still white. Tt had been a long, cold winter, and spring was still far off — February had only just begun. Lady Maulevrier's couch had been wheeled into the morning-room — that luxurious room which was furnished with all things needful to her quiet life, her books, her favourite colours, her favourite flowers, every detail studiously arranged for her pleasure and comfort. She was wheeled into this 'THE SPKIXG COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.' oLo room every day at noon. When the day was bright and sunny her couch was placed near the window : and when the day was dull and grey the couch was drawn close to the low hearth, which flashed and glittered with brightly coloured tiles and artistic brass. To-day the sky was dull, and the velvet couch stood beside the hearth. Halcott sat at work in the adjoining bed-chamber, and came in every now and then to replenish the fire : a footman was always on duty in the corridor. A spring bell stood among the elegant trifles upon her ladyship's table ; and the lightest touch of her left hand upon the bell brought her attendants to her side. She resolutely refused to have any one sitting with her all day long. Solitude was a necessity of her being, she told Mr. Horton, when he recommended that she should have some one always in attendance upon her. As the weeks wore on her features had been restored to their proud calm beauty, her articula- tion was almost as clear as of old : yet, now and then, there would be a sudden faltering, the 314 ' THE SPRING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.* tongue and lips would refuse their office, or she would forget a word, or use a wrong word un- consciously. But there was no recovery of power or movement on that side of the body which had been stricken. The paralysed limbs were still motionless, lifeless as marble ; and it was clear that Mr. Horton had begun to lose heart about his patient. There was nothing obscure in the case, but the patient's importance made the treatment a serious matter, and the surgeon begged to be allowed to summon Sir William Jenner. This, however, Lady Maulevrier refused. * I don't want any fuss made about me,' she said. *I am content to trust myself to your skill, and I beg that no other doctor may be summoned.* Mr. Horton understood his patient's feelings on this point. She had a sense of humiliation in her helplessness, and, like some wounded animal that crawls to its covert to die, she would fain have hidden her misery from the eye of strangers. She had allowed no one, not even Maulevrier, to be informed of the nature of her illness. ' THE SPRIXG COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.' 315 ' It will be time enough for him to know all about me when he comes here,' she said. 'I shall be obli^ced to see him whenever he does come.' Maulevrier had spent Christmas and New Year in Paris, Mr. Hammond still his companion. Her ladyship commented upon this with a touch of scorn. ' Mr. Hammond is like the Umbra you were reading about the other day in Lord Lytton's *' Last Days of Pompeii," she said to Mary. * It must be very nice for him to go about the world with a friend who franks him everywhere.' 'But we don't know that Maulevrier franks him,' protested Mary, blushing. 'We have no right to suppose that Mr. Hammond does not pay his own expenses.' ' My dear child, is it possible for a young man who has no private means to go gadding about the world on equal terms with a spendthrift like Maulevrier — to pay for moors in Scotland and apartments at the Bristol ? * ' But they are not staying at the Bristol,' 316 ' THE SPUING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.' exclaimed Mary. ' They are staying at an old- established French hotel on the left side of the Seine. They are going about amongst the students and the workmen, dining at popular restaurants, hearing people talk. Maulevrier says it is delightfully amusing — ever so much better than the beaten track of life in Anglo-American Paris.' 'I daresay they are leading a Bohemian life, and will get into trouble before they have done,' said her ladyship, gloomily. ' Maulevrier is as wild as a hawk.' * He is the dearest boy in the world,' exclaimed Mary. She was deeply grateful for her brother's con- descension in writing her a letter of two pages long, letting her into the secrets of his life. She felt as if Mr. Hammond were ever so much nearer to her now she knew where he was, and how he was amusing himself. * Hammond is such a queer fellow,' wrote Maulevrier, * the strangest things interest him. He sits and talks to the workmen for hours ; he pokes his nose into all sorts of places — hospitals, work- ' THE SPiaXG COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.' 317 shops, poverty-stricken dens — and people are always civil to him. He is what Lesbia calls symjpatico. Ah ! what a mistake Lesbia and my grandmother made when they rejected Hammond ! What a pearl above price they threw away I But you see neither my lady nor Lesbia could appreciate a gem, unless it was richly set.' And now Lady Maulevrier lay on her couch by the fire waiting for James Stead man. She had seen him several times since the day of her seizure, but never aloue. There was an idea that Steadman must necessarily talk to her of business matters, or cause her mind to trouble itself about business matters : so there had been a well-intentioned conspiracy in the house to keep him out of her way ; but now she was much better, and her desire to see Steadman need no longer be thwarted. He came at her bidding, and stood a little way within the door, tall, erect, square-shouldered, resolute-looking, with a quiet force of character expressed in every feature. He was very much the same man that he had been forty years ago, 318 'THE SPRING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.' when he went with her ladyship to Southampton, and accompanied his master and mistress on that tedious journey which was destined to be Lord Maulevrier's last earthly pilgrimage. Time had done little to Steadman in those forty years, except to whiten his hair and beard, and imprint some thoughtful lines upon his sagacious forehead. Time liad done something for him mentally, insomuch as he had read a great many books and cultivated his mind in the monotonous quiet of Fellside. Altogether he was a superior man for the passage of those forty years. He had married within the time, choosing for himself the buxom daughter of a lodgekeeper, wtose wife had long been laid at rest in Grasmere Churchyard. The buxom girl had grown into a bulky matron, but she was a colourless personage, and her existence made hardly any difference in James Steadman's life. She had brought him no children, and their fireside was lonely; but Steadman seemed to be one of those self-contained personages to whom a solitary life is no affliction. 'I hope I see you in better health, my lady,' ' THE SPRING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.' 319 he said, standing straight and square, like a soldier on parade. *I am better, thank you, Steadman; better, but a poor lifeless log chained to this sofa. I sent for you because the time has come when I must talk to you upon a matter of business. You heard, I suppose, that a stranger called upon me just before I had my attack ? ' * Yes, my lady.* ' Did you hear who and what he was ? ' ' Only that he was a foreigner, my lady.' 'He is of Indian birth. He claims to be the son of the Eanee of Bisnagar.' ' He could do you no harm, my lady, if he were twenty times her son.' *I hope not. Now, I want to ask you a question. Among those trunks and cases and packages of Lord Maulevrier's which were sent here by heavy coach, after they were landed at Southampton, do you remember two cases of books ? ' * There are two large cases among the luggage, my lady; very heavy cases, iron clamped. I 320 'THE SPKING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.' should not be surprised if the}^ were full of books.' 'Have they never been opened?' ' Not to my knov/ledge.' ' Are they locked ? ' 'Yes, my lady. There are two padlocks on each chest.' ' And are the keys in your possession ? ' ' !N"o, my lady.' ' Where are the cases ? ' ' In the Oak Eoom, with the rest of the Indian luggage.' ' Let them remain there. No doubt those cases contain the books of which I have been told. You have not heard that the person calling himself Eajah of Bisnagar has been here since my iUness, have you?' * No, my lady ; I am sure he has not been here.' Lady Maulevrier gave him a scrutinising look. ' He might have come, and my people might have kept the knowledge from me, out of con- sideration for my infirmity,' she said. ' I should •the spring comes slowly up this way.' 321 be very angry if it were so. I should hate to be treated like a child.' *You shall not be so treated, my lady, while I am in this house; but I know there is no member of the household who would presume so to treat you.' ' They might do it out of kindness ; but I should loathe such kindness/ said Lady Maulevrier, impatiently. 'Though I have been smitten down, though I lie here like a log, I have a mind to think and to plan; and I am not afraid to meet danger, face to face. Are you telling me the truth, Steadman? Have there been no visits concealed from me, no letters kept from me since I have been ill?' ' I am teUing you nothing but the truth, my lady. No letter has been kept from you; no visitor has been to this house whose coming you have not been told of.' 'Then I am content,' said her ladyship, with a sigh of relief. After this there followed some conversation upon business matters. James Steadman was VOL. L Y S22 'THE SPKING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.' trusted with the entire management of the dowager's income, the investment of her savings. His honesty was above all suspicion. He was a man of simple habits, his wants few. He had saved money in every year of his service; and for a man of his station was rich enough to be unassailable by the tempter. He had reconciled his mind to the monoto- nous course of life at Fellside in the beginning of things ; and, as the years glided smoothly by, his character and wants and inclinations had, as it were, moulded themselves to fit that life. He had easy duties, a comfortable home, supreme authority in the household. He was looked up to and made much of in the village whenever he condescended to appear there; and by the rareness of his visits to the Inn or the Eeading- room, and his unwillingness to accept hospitality from the tradesmen of Grasmere and Ambleside, he maintained his dignity and exaggerated his importance. He had his books and his news- papers, his evening leisure, which no one ever dared to disturb* He had the old wing of the ' THE SPRING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.' 32.') house for his exclusive occupation ; and no one ventured to intrude upon him in his privacy. There was a bell in the corridor which com- municated with his rooms, and by this bell he was always summoned. There were servants who had been ten years at Fcllside, and who had never crossed the threshold of the red cloth door which was the only communication between the new house and the old one. Steadman's wife performed all household duties of cooking and cleaning in the south wing, where she and her husband took all their meals, and lived entirely apart from the other servants, an ex- clusiveness which was secretly resented by the establishment. * Mr. Steadman may be a very superior man,' said the butler, 'and I know that in his own estimation the Premier isn't in it compared with him ; but I never was fond of people who set themselves upon pinnacles, and I'm not fond of the Steadmans.' 'Mrs. Steadman's plain and homely enough,' replied the housekeeper, 'and I know she'd like 324 ' THE SPRING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.' to be more sociable, and drop into my room for a cup of tea now and then ; but Steadman do so keep her under his thumb : and because he's a misanthrope she's obliged to sit and mope alone.' If Steadman wanted to drive, there was a dog-cart and horse at his disposal; but he did not often leave Fellside. He seemed in his humble way to model his life upon Lady Maulevrier's secluded habits. It was growing dusk when Steadman left his mistress, and she lay for some time looking at the landscape over which twilight shadows were stealing, and thinking of her own life. Over that life, too, the shadows of evening were creeping. She had begun to realise the fact that she was an old woman ; that for her all personal interest in life was nearly over. She had never felt her age w^hile her activity was unimpaired. She had been obliged to remind herself very often that the afternoon and evening of life had slipped away unawares in that tranquil retirement, and that the night was at hand. ' THE SPRING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.' 325 For her the close of earthly life meant actual night. No new dawn, no mysterious after-life shone upon her with magical gleams of an unknown light upon the other side of the dark river. She had accepted the Materialist's bitter and barren creed, and had taught herself that this little life was all. She had learned to scorn the idea of a great Artificer outside the universe, a mighty Spirit riding amidst the clouds, and ruling the course of nature and the fate of man. She had schooled herself to think that the idea of a blind unconscious Nature, working automatic- ally through infinite time and space, was ever so much grander than that old-world notion of a personal God, a Being of infinite power and inexhaustible beneficence, mighty to devise and direct the universe, with knowledge reaching to the farthest confines of space, with ear to listen to the prayer of His lowest creatures. Her belief stopped short even of the Deist's faith in an Almighty Will. She saw in creation nothing but the inevitable development of material laws ; and it seemed to her that there was 326 'THE SPRING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAT.' quite as much hope of a heavenly world after death for the infusoria in the pool as for man in his pride and power. She read her Bible as diligently as she read her Shakespeare, and the words of the Eoyal Preacher in some measure embodied her own dreary creed. And now, in the darkening winter day, she watched the gloomy shadows creep over the rugged breast of Xabb Scar, and she thought how there was a time for all things, and that her day of hope and ambition v/as past. Of late years she had lived for Lesbia, looking forward to the day when she was to introduce this beloved grandchild to the great world of London ; and now that hope was gone for ever. What could a helpless cripple do for a fashionable beauty ? What good would it be for her to be conveyed to London, and to lie on a couch in May- fair, while Lesbia rode in the Eow and went to three or four parties every night with a more active chaperon? She had hoped to go everywhere with her darling, to glory in all her successes, to sliield her ' TflE SPRING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.' 327 from all possibility of failure. And now Lesbia must stand or fall alone. It was a hard thing : but perhaps the hardest part of it all was that Lesbia seemed so very well able to get on without her. The girl wrote in the highest spirits ; and although her letters were most affectionately worded, they were all about self. That note was dominant in every strain. Her triumphs, her admirers, her bonnets, her gowns. She had had more money from her grandmother, and more gowns from Paris. 'You have no idea how the people dress in this place,' she wrote. ' I should have been quite out in the cold without my three new frocks from Worth. The little Princess bonnets I wear are the rage. Worth recommended me to adopt special flowers and colours ; so I have worn nothing but primroses since I have been here, and my little primrose bonnets are to be seen everj'-where, some- times on hideous old women. Lady Kirkbank hopes you will be able to go to London directly after Easter. She says I must be presented at the May drawing-room that is imperative. People 32S ' THE SPRING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.' have begun to talk about me ; and unless I make my dehut while their interest is fresh I shall be a failure. There is an American beauty here, and I believe she and I are considered rivals, and young men make bets about us, as to which will look best at a ball, or a regatta, what colours we shall wear, and so on. It is immense fun. I only wish you were here to enjoy it. The American girl is a most insolent person, but I have had the pleasure of crushing her on several occasions in the calmest way. In the description of the concert in last week's newspaper I was called VAnglaise de Marhre. I certainly had the decency to hold my tongue while Faure was singing. Miss Bolsover's voice was heard ever so many times above the music. According to our English ideas she has most revolting manners, and the money she spends on her clothes would make your hair stand on end. Now do, dearest grand- mother, make all your arrangements for beginning the campaign directly after Easter. You must take a house in the very choicest quarter — Lady Kirk- bank suggests Grosvenor-place — and it must be a large house, for of course you will give a ball. 'THE SPRING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.' 329 I.ady K. says we might have Lord Porlock's house — poor Lady Porlock and her baby died a few weeks ago, and he has gone to Sweden quite broken-hearted. It is one of the new houses, exquisitely furnished, and Lady K. thinks you might have it for a song. AVill you get Steadman to write to his lordship's steward, and see what can be done ? 'I hope the dear hand is better. You have never told me how you hurt it. It is very sweet of Mary to write me such long letters, and quite a pleasant surprise to find she can spell ; but I want to see your own dear hand once more.' CHAPTER XVIII. *AND COME AGEN BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY.' Those winter months were unutterably dreary for Lady Mary Haselden. She felt weighed down by a sense of death and woe near at hand. The horror of that dreadful moment in which she found her grandmother lying senseless on the ground, the terror of that distorted countenance, those starting eyes, that stertorous breathing, was not easily banished from a vivid girlish imagination ; seeing how few distractions tliere were to divert Mary's thoughts, and how the sun sank and rose again upon the same inevitable surroundings, the same monotonous routine. Her grandmother was kinder than she had been in days gone by, less inclined to find fault ; but Mary knew that her society gave Lady Maulevrier very little pleasure, that she ' AND COME AGEX I3E IT BY NIGHT OK DAY.' o31 could do hardly anything towards filling the gap made by Lesbia's absence. There was no one to scold her, no one to quarrel mth her. Friiulein Miiller lectured her mildly from time to time ; but that stout German was too lazy to put any force or fire into her lectures. Her reproofs w^ere like the fall of waterdrops on a stone, and infinite ages would have been needed to cause any positive impression. February came to an end without sign or token from the outer w^orld to disturb the even tenor of life at Fellside. Mary read, and read, and read, till she felt she was made up of the contents of books, crammed with other people's ideas. She read history, or natural science, or travels, or German poetry in the morning, and novels or English poetry in the evening. She had pledged herself to devote her morning in- door hours to instructive literatur.% and to accomplish some portion of study iu every day She was carrying on her education on. parole, as before stated ; and she was too honourable to do less than was expected from her. 332 * AND COME AGEN BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY.' March came in with its most leonine aspect, howling and blustering ; north-east winds shriek- ing along the gorges and wailing from height to height. * I wonder the lion and the lamb are not blown into the lake,' said Mary, looking at Helm Crag from the library window. She scampered about the gardens in the very teeth of those bitter blasts, and took her shivering terriers for runs on the green slopes of the Fell. The snow had gradually melted from the sides of the lowermost range of hills, but the mountain peaks were still white and ghostly, the ground was still hard and slippery in the early mornings. Mary had to take her walks alone in this bleak weather. Fraulein had a convenient bronchial affection which for- bade her to venture so much as the point of her nose outside the house in an east wind, and which justified her in occasionally taking her breakfast in bed. She spent her days for the most part in her arm-chair, drawn close to the fireplace, which she still insisted upon calling ' AND COME AGEX BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY.' 333 the oven, knitting diligently, or reading Klatter- dasch or the Bicndschcm. Even music, which had once been her strong point, was neglected in this trying weather. It was such a cold journey from the oven to the piano. Mary played a good deal in her desultory manner, now that she had the drawing-room all to herself, and no fear of Lady Maulevrier's critical ear or Lesbia's superior smile. The Fraulein was pleased to hear her pupil ramble on with her favourite bits from Eaff, and Hensel, and Schubert, and Mendelssohn, and Mozart, and was very well content to let her play just what she liked, and to escape the trouble of training her to that exquisite perfection into which Lady Lesbia had been drilled. Lesbia was not a genius, and the training process had been quite as hard for the governess as for the pupil. Thus the slow days wore on till the first week in March ; and on one bleak bitter after- noon, when Fraulein Miiller stuck to the oven even a little closer than usual, Mary felt she must go out, in the face of the east wind, 334'AISD COME AGEN BE IT BY NIGHT OBx DAY.' which was tossing the leafless branches in the valley below until the trees looked like an angry crowd, hurling its arms ia the air, fighting, struggling, writhing. She must leave that dreary house for a little while, were it even to be lashed and bruised and broken by that fierce wind. So she told Fraulein that she really must have her constitutional ; and after a feeble remonstrance Fraulein let her go, and subsided luxuriously into the pillowed depth of her arm- chair. There had been a hard frost, and all the mountain ways were perilous, so Mary set out upon a steady tramp along the road leading towards the Langdales. The wind seemed to assail her from every side, but she had accustomed herself to defy the elements, and she only hugged her sealskin jacket closer to her, and quickened her pace, chirruping and whistling to Ahab and Ariadne, the two fox-terriers which she had selected for the privilege of a walk. The terriers raced along the road, and Mary, seeinfif that she had the road all to herself, raced 'AND GOME AGEV BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY.' 33-5 after them. A light snow shower, large feathery flakes flying wide apart, fell from the steel -grey sky; but Mary minded the snow no more than she minded the wind. She raced on, the terriers scampering, rushing, flying before her, until, just where the road took a curve, she almost ran into a horse, which was stepping along at a tremen- dous pace, with a light, high dogcart behind him. ' Hi ! ' cried the driver, ' where are you coming, young woman? Have you never seen a horse till to-day ? ' Some one beside the driver leapt out, and ran to see if Mary was hurt. The horse had swerved to one side, reared a little, and then spun on for a few yards, leaving her standing in the middle of the road. ' Why, it's Molly ! ' cried the drivei', who was no less distinguished a whip than Lord Maulevrier, and who had recognised the ten-iers. ' I hope you are not hurt,' said the gentleman who had alighted, Maulevi'ier's friend and shadow, John Hammond. Mary was covered with confusion by her 336 'AND COME AGEN BE IT BY NIGHf OR DAY.' exploit, and could hardly answer Mr. Hammond's very simple question. She looked up at him piteously, trying to speak, and he took alarm at her scared expression. *I am sure you are hurt,' he said earnestly, ' the horse must have struck you, or the shaft perhaps, which was worse. Is it your shoulder that is hurt, or your chest ? Lean on me, if you feel faint or giddy. Maulevrier, you had better drive your sister home, and get her looked after.' ' Indeed, I am not hurt ; not the least little bit,' gasped Mary, who had recovered her senses by this time. 'I was only frightened, and it was such a surprise to see you and Maulevrier.' A surprise — yes — a surprise which had set her heart throbbing so violently as to render her speechless. Had horse or shaft-point struck her ever so, she would have hardly been more tremulous than she felt at this moment. Never had she hoped to see him again. He had set his all upon one cast — loved, wooed, and lost her sister. Why should he ever come again ? What was there at Fellside worth coming for ? And 'AND COME AGEX BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY.' 337 then she remembered what her grandmother thought of him. He was a hanger-on, a sponge, a led captain. He was Maule\Tier's Umbra, and must go where his patron went. It was a hard thing so to think of Mm, and Mai-y's heart sank at the thought that Lady Maulevrier's worldly wisdom might have reckoned aright. 'It was very foolish of me to run into the horse,' said Mary, while ^Ir. Hammond stood waiting for her to recover herself. ' It was very foolish of Maulevrier to run into you. If he didn't drive at such a break-neck pace it wouldn't have happened.' Umbra was very plain-spoken, at any rate. ' There's rank ingratitude,' cried Maulevrier, who had turned back, and was looking down at them from his elevated perch. * After my coming all the way round by Langdale to oblige you with a view of Elterwater. Molly's all safe and sound. She wouldn't have minded if I'd run over her. Come along, child, get up beside me, Hammond wiU take the back seat.* This was easier said than done, for the back VOL. I. z 338 'AND COME AGEN BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY.' of the dogcart was piled with Gladstone bags, fishing-rods, and hat-boxes; but Umbra was ready to oblige. He handed Mary up to the seat by the driver, and clambered up at the back, where he hooked himself on somehow among the luggage. 'Dear Maulevrier, how delicious of you to come ! ' said Mary, when they were rattling on towards Fellside ; ' I hope you are going to stay for ages.' 'Well, I dare say, if you make yourself very agreeable, I may stay till after Easter.' Mary's countenance fell. 'Easter is in three weeks,' she said, de- spondingly. 'And isn't three weeks an age, at such a place as Fellside? I don't know that I should have come at all on this side of the August sports, only as the grandmother was ill, I thought it a duty to come and see her. A fellow mayn't care much for ancestors when they're well, you know ; but when a poor old lady is down on her luck, her people ought to *AND COME AGEN BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY.' 339 look after her. So, here I am ; and as I knew I should be moped to death here ' * Thank you for the compliment,' said Mary. * I brought Hammond along with me. Of course, I knew Lesbia was safe out of the way,' added Maulevrier in an undertone. * It is very obliging of Mr. Hammond always to go where you wish,' returned Mary, who could not help a bitter feeling when she remem- bered her grandmother's cruel suggestion. ' Has he no tastes or inclinations of his own?' 'Yes, he has, plenty of them, and much loftier tastes than mine, I can tell you. But he's kind enough to let me hang on to him, and to put up with my frivolity. There never were two men more different than he and I are; and I suppose that's why we get on so well together. When we were in Paris he was always up to his eyes in serious work — lectures, public libraries, workmen's syndicates, Mary Anne, the International — heaven knows what, making himself master of the political situation in France; while I was rigolant and chaloujpant at the Bal Bullier.' 340 'AND COME AGEN BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY/ It was generous of Maulevrier to speak of his hanger-on thus ; and no doubt the society of a well-informed earnest young man was a great good for Maulevrier, a good far above the price of those pounds, shillings, and pence which the Earl might spend for his dependent's benefit; but "when a girl of Mary's ardent temper has made a hero of a man, it galls her to think that her hero's dignity should be sacrificed, his honour impeached, were it by the merest tittle. Maulevrier made a good many inquiries about his grandmother, and seemed really full of kind- ness and sympathy ; but it was with a feeling of profound awe, nay, of involuntary reluctance and shrinking that he presently entered her ladyship's sitting-room, ushered in by Mary, who had been to her grandmother beforehand to announce the grandson's arrival. The young man had hardly ever been in a sick room before. He half expected to see Lady Maulevrier in bed, with a crowd of medi- cine bottles and a cut orange on a table by her side^ and a sick nurse of the ancient-crone 'AND COME AGE.Y BE IT BY XlGHT OR DAY.* 341 species cowering over the fire. It was an infinite relief to him to find his grandmother lying on a sofa by the fire in her pretty morning room. A little tea-table was drawn close up to her sofa, and she was taking her afternoon tea. It was rather painful to see her lifting her tea-cup slowly and carefully with her left hand, but that was all. The dark eyes still flashed with the old eagle glance, the lines of the lips were as proud and firm as ever. All sign of con- traction or distortion had passed away. In hours of calm her ladyship's beauty was unimpaired; but with any strong emotion there came a convulsive working of the features, and the face was momentarily drawn and distorted, as it had been at the time of the seizure. Maulevrier's presence had not an unduly agitating effect on her ladyship. She received him with tranquil graciousness, and thanked him for his coming. * I hope you have spent your winter profitably in Paris,' she said. 'There is a great deal to be learnt there if you go into the right circles.' 342 'AND COME AGEN BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY.' Maulevrier told her that he had found much to learn, and that he had gone into circles where almost everything was new to hira. Whereupon his grandmother questioned him about certain noble families in the Faubourg Saint Germain who had been known to her in her own day of power, and whose movements she had observed from a distance since that time ; but here she found her grandson dark. He had not happened to meet any of the people she spoke about : the plain truth being that he had lived altogether as a Bohemian, and had not used one of the letters of introduction that had been given to him. 'Your friend Mr. Hammond is with you, I am told,' said Lady Maulevrier, not altogether with delight. ' Yes, I made him come ; but he is quite safe. He will bolt like a shot at the least hint of Lesbia's return. He doesn't want to meet that young lady again, I can assure you.' * Pray don't talk in that injured tone. Mr. Hammond is a gentlemanlike person, very well •and come agen be it by xight or day.' 343 informed, very agreeable. I have never denied that. But you could not expect me to allow my granddaughter to throw herself away upon the first adventurer who made her an offer.' * Hammond is not an adventurer.' 'Very well, I will not call him so, if the term offends you. But Mr. Hammond is — Mr. Hammond : and I cannot allow Lesbia to marry Mr. Hammond or Mr. Anybody, and I am very sorry you have brought him here again. There is Mary, a silly, romantic girl. I am very much afraid he has made an impression upon her. She colours absurdly when she talks of him, and flew into a passion with me the other day when I ventured to hint that he is not a Kothschild, and that his society must be expensive to you.' 'His society does not cost me anything. Hammond is the soul of independence. He worked as a blacksmith in Canada for three months, just to see what life was like in a wild district. There never was such a fellow to rough it. And as for Molly, well, now, really, if he 344 'AND COME AGEN BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY.' happened to take a fancy to her, and if she happened to like him, I wouldn't burke the business, if I were you, grandmother. Take my word for it, Molly might do worse.' * Of course. She might marry a chimney sweep. There is no answering for a girl of that erratic nature. She is silly enough and romantic enough for anything ; but I shall not countenance her if she wants to throw herself away on a person without prospects or connections ; and I look to you, Maulevrier, to take care of her, now that 1 am a wretched log chained to this room.' * You may rely upon me, grandmother. Molly shall come to no harm, if I can help it.' 'Thank you,' said her ladyship, touching her bell twice. The two clear silvery strokes were a summons for Halcott, the maid, who appeared immediately. 'Tell Mrs. Power to get his lordship's rooms ready immediately, and to give Mr. Hammond the room he had last summer,' said Lady Maulevrier, with a sigh of resignation. While Maulevrier was with his grandmother 'AND COME AGEN BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY.' 345 John Hammond was smoking a solitary cigar on the terrace, contemplating the mountain landscape in its cold March greyness, and wondering very much to find himself again at Fellside. He had gone forth from that house full of passionate indignation, shaking off the dust from his feet, sternly resolved never again to cross the threshold of that fateful cave, where he had met his cold-heai'ted Circe. And now, because Circe was safe out of the way, he had come back to the cavern ; and he was feeling all the pain that a man feels who beholds again the scene of a great past sorrow. Was this the old love and the old pain again, he wondered; or was it only the sharp thrust of a bitter memory ? He had believed himself cured of his useless love — a great and noble love, wasted on a smaller nature than his own. He had thought that because his eyes were opened, and he understood the character of the girl he loved, his cure must needs be complete. Yet now, face to face with the well-remembered landscape, looking down upon that dull grey lake which he 346 -AND COME AGEN BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY.' had seen smiling in the sunshine, he began to doubt the completeness of his cure. He recalled the lovely face, the graceful form, the sweet, low voice—the perfection of gracious womanhood, manner, dress, movements, tones, smiles, all faultless ; and in the absence of that one figure, it seemed to him as if he had come back to a tenantless, dismantled house, where there was nothing that made life worth living. The red sun went down — a fierce and lurid face that seemed to scowl through the grey — and Mr. Hammond felt that it was time to arouse himself from gloomy meditation and go in to dress for dinner. Maulevrier's valet was to arrive by the coach with the heavier part of the luggage, and Maulevrier's valet did that very small portion of valeting which was ever required by Mr. Hammond. A man who has worked at a forge in the backwoods is not likely to be finicking in his ways, or dependent upon servants for looking after his raiment. Despite Mr. Hammond's gloomy memories of past joys and disillusions, he contrived to make 'AND COME AGEN BE. IT BY NIGHT OK DAY.' 347 himself very agreeable, by-and-by, at dinner, and in the drawing-room after dinner, and the evening was altogether gay and sprightly. Maul- evrier was in high spirits, full of his Parisian experiences, and talking slang as glibly as a student of the Quartier Latin. He would talk nothing but French, protesting that he had almost forgotten his native tongue ; and his French was the language of Larchey's Dictionary of Argot, in which nothing is called by its right name. ]Mary was enchanted with this new vocabulary, and wanted to have every word explained to her; but Maulevrier confessed that there was a good deal that was unexplainable. The evening was much livelier than those summer evenings when the dowager and Lady Lesbia w^ere present. There was something less of refinement, perhaps, and Fraulein remonstrated now and then about some small violation of the unwritten laws of 'Anstand,' but there was more mirth. Maulevrier felt for the first time as if he were master at Fellside. They all went to the bilKard room soon after dinner, and Fiiiulein and 348 'AND COJVIE AGEN BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY.' Mary sat by the fire looking on, while the two young men played. In such an evening there was no time for bitter memories : and John Hammond was surprised to find how little he had missed that enchantress whose absence had made the house seem desolate to him when he re-entered it. He was tired with his journey and the varying emotions of the day, for it was not without strong emotion that he had consented to return to Fell- side — and he slept soundly for the earlier part of the night. But he had trained himself long ago to do with a very moderate portion of sleep, and he was up and dressed while the dawn was still slowly creejDing along the edges of the hills. He went quietly down to the hall, took one of the bamboos from a collection of canes and mountain sticks, and set out upon a morning ramble over the snowy slopes. The snow showers of yesterday had only sprinkled the greensward upon the lower ground, but in the upper regions the winter snows still lingered, giving an Alpine character to the landscape. 'AND COME AGEN BE IT BY XIGHT OK DAY." 349 John Hammond was too experienced a moim- taineer to be deterred by a little snow. He went up Silver Howe, and from the rugged breast of the mountain saw the sun leap up from amidst a chaos of hill and crag, in all his majesty, while the grey mists of night slowly floated up from the valley that had lain hidden below them, and Grasmere Lake sparkled and flashed in the light of the newly-risen sun. The church clock was strikinoj eight as Hammond came at a brisk pace down to the valley. There was still an hour before breakfast, so he took a circuitous path to Fellside, and descended iipon the house from the Fell, a.s he had done that summer morning when lie saw James Steadnian sauntering about in his garden. Within about a quarter of a mile of Lady Maulevrier's shrubberies Mr. Hammond encountered a pedestrian, who was evidently like himself taking a constitutional ramble in the morning air, but on a much less extended scale, for this person did not look capable of going far afield. 350 'AND COME AGEN BE IT BY NIGHT OK DAY.' He was an old man, something under middle height, but looking as if he had once been taller ; for his shoulders were much bent, and his head was sunk on his chest. His whole form looked wasted and shrunken, and John Hammond thought he had never seen so old a man — or at any rate any man who was so deeply marked with all the signs of extreme age ; and yet in the backwoods of America he had met ancient settlers who remembered Franklin, and who had been boys when the battle of Bunker's Hill was fresh in the memory of their fathers and mothers. The little old man was clad in a thick grey overcoat of some shaggy kind of cloth which looked like homespun. He wore a felt hat, and carried a thick oak stick, and there was nothing in his appear- ance to indicate that he belonged to any higher grade than that of the shepherds and guides with whom Hammond had made himself familiar during his previous visit. And yet there was something distinctive about the man, Hammond thought, something wild and uncanny, which made him 'AND COME AGEN BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY.' 351 unlike any of those hale and hearty-looking dales- men on whom old age sate so lightly. No, John Hammond could not fancy this man, wifch his pallid countenance and pale crafty eyes, to be of the same race as those rugged and honest-looking descendants of the Norsemen. Perhaps it was the man's exceeding age, for John Hammond made up his mind that he must be a centenarian, which gave him so strange and unholy an air. He had the aspect of a man who had been buried and brought back to life again. So might look one of those Indian Fakirs who have the power to suspend life by some mysterious process, and to lie in the darkness of the grave for a given period, and then at their own will to resume the functions of the living. His long white hair fell upon the collar of his grey coat, and would have given him a patriarchal appearance had the face possessed the dignity of age : but it was a counte- nance without dignity, a face deeply scored with the liijes of evil passions and guilty memories — the face of the vulture, with a touch of the ferret — 352 'AND COME AGEN BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY.' altogether a most unpleasant face, Mr. Hammond thought. And yet there was a kind of fascination about that bent and shrunken figure, those feeble movements, and shuffling gait. John Hammond turned to look after the old man when he had passed him, and stood to watch him as he went slowly up the Fell, planting his crutch stick upon the ground before every footstep, as if it were a third leg, and more serviceable than either of the other two. Mr. Hammond watched him for two or three minutes, but, as the old man's movements had an automatic regularity, the occupation soon palled, and he turned and walked towards Fellside. A few yards nearer the grounds he met James Steadman, walking briskly, and smoking his morn- ing pipe. 'You are out early this morning,' said Ham- mond, by way of civility. ' I am always pretty early, sir. I like a mouthful of morning air.' ' So do I. By-the-bye, can you tell me any- 'AND COME AGEN BE IT BY XIGHT OR DAY. OOO thing about a queer-looking old man I passed just now a little higher up the Fell ? Such an old, old man, with long white hair.' 'Yes, sir. I believe I know him.' ' Who is he ? Does he live in Grasmere ? ' Steadman looked puzzled. ' Well, you see, sir, your description might apply to a good many ; but if it's the man I think you mean he lives in one of the cottages behind the church. Old Barlow, they call him.' 'There can't be two such men — he must be at least a century old. If any one told me he were a hundred and twenty I shouldn't be in- clined to doubt the fact. I never saw such a shrivelled, wrinkled visage, bloodless, too, as if the poor old wretch never felt your fresh moun- tain air upon his hollow cheeks. A dreadful face. It will haunt me for a month.' 'It must be old Barlow,' replied Steadman. * Good day, sir.' He walked on with his swinging step, and at such a pace that he was up the side of the Fell VOL. I. 2 A 354 ' AND COME AGEN BE IT BY NIGHT Oil DAY.' and close upon old Barlow's heels when Hammond turned to look after him five minutes later. 'There's a man who shows few traces of age, at any rate/ thought Hammond. ' Yet her lady- ship told me that he is over seventy.' END OF VOLUME I. WILLIAM KIDER AND. SON, PRINTERS, LONDON. i)