y-T*? ■<>^y UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS LIBRARY AT URBANA-CHArv^PAiGN BOOKSTACKS "^jH , THE S P I R I T OF THE BOOK;" OR, MEMOIRS OF CAROLINE PRINCESS OF HASBURGH, A Political and Amatory Romance. XN THREE VOLUMES. VOL. i. EDITED BY THOMAS ASHE, Esq. " The Book.''— Any Person liavi.io; in their Possi-ssion a Certain Book, printed by Mr. Edwards in IB07, but never published, withlV. Lindsell's Naiue as the Selltr of the same on the Title Page, and will bring it to W. Liiid- sell, Bookseller, Wimpole-Street, will ective a handionie Gratuity. Times Paper, 27 March 1809. LONDON: PRINTED AND PUBLISHED BY AI.LEN & CO- NO. 15, PATERNOSTrRKoW. 1811. THE P K E I A C E. For the literal and other errors occur- ring in this work, the Editor presumes he may confidently rest his justifica- tion in the assurance, that it has been committed to the press with more than common anxiety, and from thence presented to the public, with more than ordinary exertion and toil. To enter into a detail of the circum- stances in which the subject matter of these volumes has originated, would A IV PREFACE. 1)e idle and superfluous: tlieyliave, di- rectly or indiiecily, transpired through- out this kingdom, and throughout every portion of the globe, where the name of Britain has ever been heard ; — • but unfortunately for the ilkistrious Persons connected with this history, those circumstances have been so im- perfectly understood, so treacherously exaggerated, so basely with-held, or so ^lisingenuously communicated, that the lively, sensible, and enthusiastic minds 'hoUy to conjecture ; and ronjecture has, fs'orn appearances, mis- T'^inesentation, and a superficial view of disguised facts, conjured up a scene so atrocious, monstrous, and iniquitous, "tliat censure and reprobation have been heaped upon the innocent, while PREFACE. V fientlmentsj of pity and commiseration, have, to this day, been entertained for those, who alone merit public i?i- diij-nation and disgrace. The Editor of '- Tlie Spirit of ' Tl^c Book,' or^Iemoirs oFCaroiine IriiiLW;^ of ilasburgu," rbndiy iadul^^'js th'T hope, that a fair, candid, and impar- tial perusal of these volumes will bfi accorded him : and that, until the work has been sifted to its last page, no harsh or unjust interpretation, no unwarrantable anticipation, nor ungra- cious prejudice, will bias the minds of those who honour his pages w^ith their leisure : — he entreats them to bear in remembrance that it is as unwise as it is illiberal to draw premature rendu- A 9 VI PREFACE. sions on the nature and tendency of this Work, merely because it professes to embrace the matter of the abomi- nable and slanderous volume known by the name of " The Delicate Investiga- tion/^ lie deprecates, as every honest Englishman must, that unnatural, guilty, and malignant volume ! — he contemns, in common with the rest of his countrymen, the ungenerous sen« tim.ent that could actuate to the pub- lication of so gross a libel, and the mercenary principle that could com- promise for its suppression. The subsequent Letters are com- piled from the purest motives — from a patriotiic feeling, — and with all the affectionate devotion of a subject ; — - to establish the innocence of the per- pre: -i." ■:. vii secuted, — -to gq jusiic to the injured, — and to sal)i,tantinte the virtues of, and lo wipe off the calumnious stain from, , those illustrious Personages, which public error and misconception have attached to them. The British are a just and a generous people, but they are often too hasty in their conclusions: their resentment fre- quently precedes their judgment, their censure is sometimes premature, and their praise unqualified. The Editor, however, dares now to hope, that the following pages will clearly and satis- factorily elucidate those important facts which have hitherto been veiled in apparent mystery, and he enjoys the flattering persuasion that such elucida- tion w^ill tend to inspire in the bosoms * Vlil PEEFACE. of his felloAV countrymen one unaiii"- mous sentimerjt — -love, esteem and ve- neration for every individual nicmber of that august Family comprehended in these niemoirs. Every-body aOects to know some- thing of " The Enquiry ;'' — it is true, the leading features of it cannot have more pubHcity, though the minutiae may be better understood. It is to be lamented that the " Enquiry'^ was agi- tated at all, — but once agitated, it was more to be regretted that a circumstan- tial detail of particulars was not submit- ted, in an honest wajj, to a Nation, whose interests it so seriously involved. Had that been the case, the love of justice, which so pre-eminently cha- PREFACE. IX racterlzes Englishmen, would have been conspicuously demonstrated by the adoption of sentiments, other than those now too generally entertained, and which the Editor endeavours, from laudable motives, to counteract. The Editor pledges himself that his work is formed upon the basis of the suppressed Book, which was placed for that express purpose in his hands; and he also declares that the original facts and interesting anecdotes with which his pao;es are illuminated, are derived from a source equally authen- tic and incontrovertible. It has been lately ascertained that a few copies of the *' Delicate Investiga- X PREFACE. tion^^ (said to be surreptitioiislij taken) are yet extant. It will be however a matter of future congratulation to the Public that after the publication of these Memoirs the still existing copies of that infamous and slanderous detail will no longer be considered as of the inesiimahle value with which they have been heretofore contemplated. THOMAS ASHE, Editor. LETTER L Caroline to Charlotte. .It is with the utmost rekictance, my dear girl, that I review my life. But I am forced into the Arena to defend my honor and reputation; having been branded with the grossest suspicions and charges, by my Givil and sacerdo- tal Accusers, whose conduct, during '' The Delicate Enquiry,^^ evinces, that this country is arrived at that state of depravity, which the Romans attain- ed previously to the ruin and dissolu- tion of their empire. VOL. I. B Indeed when almost the whole of my Acccusers directly countenanced a most savage and unnatural enquiry, and with unparalleled effrontery called for an investigation into my conduct, (the minutes of which investigation they durst not for their own sakes expose), I think I see their characters accurately drawn by Juvenal: I see that hardened audacity, the last refuge of detected guilt, mentioned by Tacitus in speak- ing of the infamous Messalina. God forbid I should involve the innocent with the guilty ! There are, I hope, many of the first description ; but alas ! they bear no proportion to the latter — at least amongst my Accusers. But " The Book" is suppressed, and you are told, that I, your unfortunate mother, am not to be estimated at any ^alue since " the Enquiry" was thought necessary to be pursued. Fatal and unquestionable appears the truth of this assertion. " The Enqni- rv'^ has, in truth, made my Vi^e teem with misery and with shame. It has dehberately exposed me to censure and contempt. It exhibits me as a wretch- ed outcast from society, wdio merits the scoffs and the scorns of a merciless world. It has set me adrift upon the tempestuous ocean of my own passions when they are most irritated and head- strong. It has cut me out from the moorings of these domestic obligations, by whose cable I might ride at safety from their turbulence. It has robbed me of the society of my husband and my daughter. It has deprived me of the pow^erfui influence which arises from the sense of Home, from the sa- cred religion of the Hearth, in quel- ling the passions, in reclaiming the wanderings, in correcting the disorders of the human heart. B 2 Yes, my eliild, " The Enquiry'' has cruelly bereaved me of the protection of these attachments: and it is but too tatally true, that 1 am no longer to be estimated at any value. I am no long- er worth any thing: faded, fallen, de- graged, and disgraced, 1 am worth less than nothing! But it is for the honor, the hope, the expectation, the tender- . ness, and the comforts that have been blasted by " the Enquiry,^' and that have fled from me for ever, that I write these memoirs for you and for poste- rity. It is not, therefore, my Charlotte, mj present value which you are to weitJ-h ; but it is mv value at that time when I sat basking in a father's and in a mother's love; with the blessing of Heaven on my head, and its purity in my heart ; — when I sat amongst my own princely family, and heard the morali- ty of a parental board ; — estimate, my child, that past value; compare it with its present deplorable diminution, in consequence of a political marriage, and of an interested enquir}^, and may it lead you to form some judgment of the severity of the injury inflicted on me by such a marriage, and the extent of the compensation which is due to me by the authors of such an enquiry. Caromxf. Ji :^ LETTER II. Mean, degraded, and contemptible as I ann rendered by *' the Enquiry,^' I uill still endeavour to prove, my Char- lotte, that I have strong and heavy claims both upon your affection and upon the attachment and respect of the community, Bat my accusers contend that I am the author of niv own sufferings, and that I ought to suffer for the ill conse- quences of my own conduct. In what part of " The Book" do you find any foundation for that assertion? In no part. — But my Accusers say that 1 indulged in dress, in company, in a fondness for the society of men of me- rit and letters; and in a love for for and for ! ! ! Tliis, say tiiey, constitutes my crime ! Odi- ous and impudent aggravation of inju- ry — to add calumny to insults, and out- rage to dishonor! From whom but men hacknied in the paths of shame and vice: from whom but women hav- ing no compunctions in their own breasts to restrain them, could you ex- pect such brutal disregard for the feel- ings of others? — from whom but the cold-blooded Lawyer; — from what but the exhausted mind, the habitual com- munity with shame; — from what but the habitual contempt of virtue and of man, could you have expected the ar- rogance, the barbarity, and the folly of sucli foul, because so unnatural iia- putations against me ? B 4 My Accusers should have reflected, and have blushed, before they suflered such vile charges to have passed their lips. Where is the single fact in " The Book'^ on which the remotest suspicion of a criminal kind can be hung? Odiously have my Accusers endea- voured to make the softest and most amiable feelings of the heart, the pre- text of their slanderous imputations: Captains P e and M y distin- guished and honorable officers of the nav3% my fust acquaintances in this country ; Sir J- D— — s and a Mid- shipman, the one the husband and the other the son of a lady, the dearest friend I possess. Sir S y S -u a man whom every body loves, and an Orphan, the child of one of the uK)st amiable women that ever lived, were charges brought against me as a Clime; — and a respect for them, arising from the softness of nature, and a sense of merit, is made the scene and the testimony of guilt! But how just soever the complaints are, which my sufferings force from me, I shall say nothing that may augment the blemishes of my Accusers. Giddy, inexperienced youth, un- bounded generosity, and gratitude; an inclination, natural to innocence, of judging well of every body, and the in- dulgence of the best of parents, all concurred, when cruelly separated from my husband, to inspire me with a love of society, and to that particular kind with which I was prepossessed before my unfortunate and guilty elevation. On this charge, then, I will not further weary you, or exhaust myself. I will B 5 10 add nothing more than that the charges agamst me, and against the persons 1 have named, are as false as they are in- fainous; that in '* The Book'^ they have not a colour of support; and that before I conclude this correspondence, I shall convince you, that the public should brand them with the strongest reprobation and reproach. Tired, and the ni^^ht advancinGf^ I xiiust conclude with the assurance of being your Caroline, 11 LETTER III. But " The Book" contains a charg-e against me, which I feel it proper to discuss; for I trust, my dear girl, you observe that I affect not any address to your passions, by which you may be led away from the subject, i assume merely to separate the parts of the affecting case of your mother, and to lay them item by item, before you^ w^ith the coldness of detail, and not with any colouring or display of fiction, of fancy, or of untruth. The charge I allude to, is '• indiscreet confidences and acquaintances/^ Ho- norable to myself is my unsuspecting confidence!' Besides, to what a horri- b6 1^2 ble alternative is it meant that English wives should be reduced ? — Are they to be immured by worse than eastern bar- barity? Are their principles to be de- praved ; their passions sublimated ; every fnier motive of action extinguished by the inevitable consequences of thus treating them like slaves? Is confidence and hospitality to be interpreted into 2uilt and indiscretion? And is a liberal and generous confidence in them, to be the instrument of the calumniator and the basis of crime^ I must proceed a little further. My miserable Accusers, it seems, when their brain was on fjre, and every fiend of hell was let loose upon their hearts, say that I received ma?^ked attentions: heard unwarrantable topics of discourse respecting your father's friends, and that when any gentleman proposed to take a ^lass of winCj or to hand me 13 into my carriage, I tamely granted the honor, without attending to my high station or to my exalted rank 1 Alas! my Charlotte, honorably, but fatally for my repose, I am neither jea- lous, suspicous nor cruel. I treated my FRIENDS with the confidence of FRiEXDS ; and I never suspected that my Accusers would aggravate my innocent attachments into a colour of factious li- centiousness and vicious impiety. I never suspected that such innocent at- tachments could be employed for the purpose of swelling the disorders of my heart, and of cutting off you, my child, from the Inheritance to which you are entitled, by virtue of your mother's unfortunate marriage. But surely if my Accusers have no pity for me, they must have mercy upon my innocent and helpless Child; they cannot now, hav- ing no evidence in " The Book,^' con- 14 demn you to neglect and Disinheri- tance; they cannot Now strike you into that most dreadful of all human conditions, the orphanage that springs not from the grave, that falls not from the hand of Providence, or the stroke of death ; but that which comes before its time, anticipated and inflicted by the remorseless cruelty of Accusers, who HAVE an Interest in the esta- blishment of parental guitti Who HAD "an interest" I should have said ; for, balancing on the pivot of your destiny, their hearts could not be cold, nor their tongues be wordless. Destitute of evidence, they could not. make you, like me, a wretched fugitive. They also saw yawning sepulchres be- tween them and their design ; and, from the faded refuse of abed they vain- ly attempted to prove violated, they discovered testimony upon which they 15 were convinced the public would repose the most implicit faith. They examin- ed and f')UDd nothing that could de- grade a chi d to which nature bore evi- dence inleg;ible characters ; they looked in your face, and received the most ir- refragable proofs of the sacred obser- vance of mv oblioations, and of the pledges of my fidelity. They looked at my conduct, and, aggravated and blotted as it was by their odious and caluiimiating proceedings, they mitigat- ed YOUR destiny, althougn they have turned me over to a life of irretrievable ignominy and abhorrence^ Before I can enter on the detail of '*an Enquiry'' which, for darkness of my^tevy and boldness of imposition has never been paralleled, I find, my dear child,, that It is incumbent on me to describe to you my earnest days, and the causes which led to a marriage that 16 has been followed by such deep and lasting calamity. The voice of honour, the voice of nature, and the voice of " THE PEOPLE,^^ call foF the most mi- nute detail from me, and I shall piously obey such sacred calls when recovered from the fatigue of this Letter. Adieu, my dear maid, Caroline. LEi iER IV. The taniily from which I descend, my amiable Charlotte, and the circle of Germany to which 1 belong, were me- morable at the earliest period of anti- quity. The House of Hasburgh has been celebrated by every historian, and Strabo informs us, that, from the most remote times, its country was distin- guished for its wealth and fertility ; by the wisdom of its laws, and by the military and proud disposition of its in- habitants. To this last disposition perhaps it is owing, that its modern history does not correspond to its ancient lustre, A people of soldiers whose trade was their sword, they lived on terms of defiance with all mankind. This proved fatal 18 to their interests ; and it induced my father who was the head of this people, to instigate Prussia to rescue France from the grasp of usurpation, and to carry war to the very gates of the capi- tal/ It is commonly supposed that the presumption, or ignorance of my father, was the spring and origin of this roman- tic undertaking. There is no greater error ! — It is to a high and honourable spirit, that the conduct of the Duke is to be attributed. My father, — the man whose virtues I shall ever praise, and whose abilities I shall ever admire, was certainly the first who advised the grand idea of a ge- neral confederation. And he was moved to it by the melancholy sulFer- ngs of the emigrants, and by a hope, that by marching rapidly into France, 19 he should suppress the designs of the treasonable, and bring effectual succour 10 the cause of the royalists. He also thought that, while France was lacer- ated by internal wars, and the hand of every man was armed against his bro- ther, that this deplorable scene could only be brought to a conclusion by an armed mediator, and that, if a sufficient force were seen under the walls of Paris, discord, would cease, and France herself would again prosper and be happy. When in this light, my dear girl, we view the conduct of the unfortunate Duke, it will not perhaps appear dictated by that wild enthusiasm to which it is generally ascribed, nor to that folly to which the multitude have been directed to impute it. Therefore, whenever yoa hear his name mentioned, do you ad~ voeate his cause; and tell his calum- 20 liiators, that he gave celebrity to his country ; that he decorated it with many monuments of glory, and that he has given a certain instinctive veneration to that distant and venerable spot, which must seize on every mind possessed of the smallest respect for virtue, and honor. Returning from this digression into the state of public affairs, I shall now observe, generally, that when the minds of men, from a concurrence of circumstances, have been long exposed to certain impressions, it matters not with what disgust, or even horror, they were at first received, gradually they became familiarized with them, and reason, or, what by them is called rea- son, will soon be disposed to give them its solemn approbation. — My father re- turned to his country, and the troops of Prussia became as licentious as the 21 troops of France; while her Queen was content to weave a garment for the very enemy whom her consort, aided by my father, vainly attempted to sub- due ! But among the many calamities which resulted to my country from the war, there was none more to be lament- ed, than that ferocious and unfeeling disposition with which it inspired the mass of its inhabitants. — I had known my country and the disposition and manners of the people before the war. I had known them to be gentle, hu- mane, and possessed, perhaps of more of the milk of human kindness than the lower order of the people in most coun- tries possess. Whereas 1 found them, after some continuance of war, with quite a new set of feelings; they had become familiar with cruelty ; they could talk of torture and of death — nol 22 of the death of an individual, but of the slaughter of thousands; with the same apathy and listlessness as they would have spoken of an every-day incident. Death, and suffering, and cruelty, seem- ed for them to have lost all their hor- ror ; and I have heard the officers about ^my father relate the fall of thousands with a degree of circumstantial and cool accuracy, which proved that they felt in the relation the most perfect indif- ference. I have a motive, my Charlotte, for entering into these particulars. It is to explain to you how I passed through the thorny path of early life without being drawn astray by the seduction of the passions. — 1 wish to convince you that I neither wanted youth, bloom, nor admirers, but that I thought the period, I have described, too degenerate ; — and I determined within myself not to sully 23 my first affections by bestowing them upon any man, not clainiing pre-emi- nence from splendid abilities, humanity of heart, and unspotted fame. — You are not therefore to weary, or to conceive that to be idle digression, which, in the end you will find necessary to the ho- nor of your affectionate Caroline. 24f LETTER V, I CANNOT resolve, as yet, to commu- nicate to my lovely child the details of my own life. My country has prior claims to my attention. , The fame which it formerly acquired by its seminaries of learning, and by the just administration of my ancestors, engage the whole of my mind. But besides the cultivation of literature and the observance of the laws of hospita- lity and justice, a number of visitors were attracted by the serenity of the cli- mate, the fertility of the soil and the refinements of the capital, which rivaled most of the cities of the German circles. But, at the period I speak of, a detesta- ble war had converted our citizens into mere soldiers, and destroyed the affec- tions and dignity of their nature. They became as passive as the sword with which they fought. They surrendered themselves, as far as men could surrend- er themselves, body and soul, to the absolute disposal of the King of Prus- sia. They became the wretched instru- ments of that bloody ambition, with which he meant to desolate the earth. They were bouoht and sold like the beasts of the field. As blood-hounds they were trained up to be let loose upon the peaceable inhal)itants of France, in an unsuspecting hour to ra- vage and destroy ! AYhy confine myself to the military of my annihilated country ! — ^iVhat are the standing armies of the fairest and most civilized portions of the earth ? — What are they, but dreadful diseases in the body politic, growing out of the ig- VOL. I. c 26 :norance and untoward circumstances of past times, which princes knew too Well how to convert to the aoorandise- nient of their power, and the gratifica- tion of their lusts? — What are they, Ibut enormous and expensive machines of destruction, moved and directed by all the malignant and all the petty pas- sions of the human heart ; by the pride, the revenge, the ambition of kings and of ministers; by the jealousies and in- trigues of sycophants and prostitutes ? —What are they, my child, bivt des- troying hurricanes, which sweep away at once the fruits and the cultivators of the soil; the products and the means of industry, the monuments of litera- ture, and the arts, the works of ages, in the tempest of an hour ? Viewing the military in such a light, and detesting my countrymen for the dreadful change which the war operated • 27 on their character and manners, it is by no means a matter of surprize, that the hidden feelings of my soul should not have been disclosed, or that I should have so long remained a stranger to love — and to all its delights or" calamities. — Alas ! I little thought, when most tranquil and secure, that the pleasures and misfortunes of my life were about to commence. I little thought that my happiness should so soon raise the envy, and my disappointments the contempt of the world. Charlotte ! read with attention the following letters, and drop a tear on my sad reverse of for- tune, and it will console ^till death your Caroline. <: 2 28 LETTER YI. Among the officers who served under my father with the highest fepu- tation was a young Irishman of the name of C****** B*****. — I prefer, however, to call him Algernon, and to introduce him, for the present, to you under that name. If a life spent in the zealous cultiva- tion of moral virtue, and the most assi- duous endeavours for promoting both public and private happiness, deserve to be recorded, it is that of Algernon, whose name will be held in veneration in my country, as long as extraordinary merit shall be admired or remembered. Algernon was originally destined for 29 arms, but, from the liberal education he had received he did not pursue the profession with the cold sentiments of a German, a robber, or a murderer. — On the contrary, he often preferrt-d, at the feet of Minerva, to sacrifice all the mi- litary pompAvhich blazes round the car of the god of war. And in that period of which I have spoken with the most pointed reprobation ; in that period, perhaps the darkest of any in history, he explored all the walks of literature; exhausted the Greek and Roman page: studied music, painting, and poetry ; disputation and eloquence; bore the palm from all his rivals, and rose on the ruins of his masters far above the emi- nence of those gentlemen, his con-tem- poraries, with whom my father's friends were in the habit of associating. After having attained, by the exer- tions of valour, the power of genius, c 3 30 and the exercise of every virtue, to a certain rank in his profession, and to the head of the hterary world, it was not unnatural for hitn to wish to relax from his efforts, and to enjoy his consequence and his pleasure in the corresponding jattractions of my father's court. Per- haps LOVE was his principal motive. There v^rere many beautiful women at- tached to the court. Let us rather say, then, that the generous impulse of love, not the pre-conceived views of pleasure or of seduction, prompted him to pro- cure admission to the society of mv friends. — Indeed he had but few diffi- culties to encounter. The admiration procured by the celebrity of his mili- tary and literary fame, prepared both my father and my mother to meet his ambition with the warmest attentions, and the struggle was, who should pes- sess most of the time and society of Al- gernon. 31 At this particular time I was in tner bloom of vouth : and, if not esteemed for beauty, I was celebrated for ele- gance, literature, and wit. But I had no pretensions; and if I ever tbou^lu of Algernon it was connected with the idea of which of the ladies of the court mioht be distinguished bv his choice. In truth he was too bright a star to be the slave or the subject of individual ad- iTiiration. There was not a person who did not ardently wish to see, and ta emulate hiin. — When he appeared ia public, every one ran to behold him, and when he witlidrew, every eye sprang forward to pursue him. Inde- pendent of these attractions, he pos- sessed, indeed, two qualifications, a tone of voice, and a grace in sing- ing, which gave him a controul over every female heart. These powers were peculiarly his; at least I never be- held them fall to theshare of any other. c 4^ —To soften, by playful amusement, the stern character of a military court, he composed several sonnets on love and manner>. These he was often pre- vailed on to sing, when the harmony of his voice gave new charms to the ex- pression.-— in short, in all circles no- thing was talked of but Algernon ;— even the most ignomnt, who could not judge of composition, were enchanted by the melody of his voice* Femxile hearts wera unable to resist the im- pression, —Tluis was his name parried through Germany, And the accom« plishments of Algernon became the theme of every tongues—Instructed by nature and enlighleaed l)y taste, he combined all these beauties which are Vr'idely scattered among the rest of his sex. Nor could such a man ever have existed, if nature had confined her imi- tation to a single subject. The sur- prizing character of his person and 33 mind, owed its perfection to the collect- ed charms accorded to man. — But, 1 cannot proceed. Besides, what had I to do with beauty or deformity, gran- deur or horror; an adorned mind, or an untutored genius? What was Alger- non to me ? Did he glitter in my la- ther's palace with any other design than to pursue the object of hi§. love, or solely for the gratification oF amuse- ment ? Did he 1 must refer my child to my next letter. (^AR0H5graced any country. It could have no- thing in common with my father, but it will stand a monument of reproach 9nd infamy to Prussia, as long as his- tory or tradition can hand it down. Nor will posterity easily believe, that her wretched sovereign, without know- ledge, abilities or bravery, should find support and safety, in the very bosom of a kingdom which he had sold, in- sulted, and betrayed. The system he has since pursued, must afford still higher astonishment to his ruined des- cendants! Farewell! I have exhausted (ny patience on this wretched theme. Caroline. 42 LETTER VIIL Of the persons in the esteem of the valued parents whose portrait, my be- loved girl, I sketched for your inform- ation in my last, none stood higher than Algernon. And, as I have some- where before remarked, such was their opinion of his talents and integrity, that they afforded him every opportunity af instructing me in those accomplish- ments which he himself so eminently possessed. In this important occupation, Alger- non shewed himself worthy of the trust reposed in him. He had no other views than finding out the truth for my improvejment, and laying before me 43 such important maxims, as would be most useful in the conduct of life: And whether he discoursed on rehgiOn and divine matters, or on abstract points, as on the nature and immateriality of the soul; on politics and morals, he so dis- cussed every subject, as always to in- veiitigate, and if possible to discover and separate what was real and natural^ from what was fictitious and artificial. If talking on physics ; the properties and laws of motion in the heavenly bodies; if on ethics, the passions and affections of the human heart were carefully enquired into, the powers of each examined, and the regard due to them ascertained. His dissertations, whether on divine or human affairs^ ended not in empty metaphysical spe- culations, but were all calculated to kindle a love to the Deity, and to in- struct me in all the various duties of dis- tinguished life: To advance and main- 44 tain every grand truth ; to recommend the beauty and inherent worth of virtue, and to condemn the infamy and turpi- tude of vice. Instruction thus carried on, became every day more delightful and interest- ing to me. Besides, in his instruction, Algernon was natural and easy; often witty, and full of humour; his raille- ries exquisite, and such as became a complete gentleman: his reasoning re- fined and metaphysical. In short, the sentiment, ingenuity and good humour of Algernon; his lively descriptions, frequent ironies, and just strokes of satire, when set in opposition to the intemperance of language, the passion* ate surly behaviour, clumsy wit, sour repartees, and personal invectives of the German literati, formed a captivat- ing contrast, and set him off to the ut- most possible advantage, la his dis- 45 qiiisitions with them, where his design was only to confute, he had no occasi- on to advance any doctrines of his own. But in his conversations with nie, he advanced and maintained all the grand truths concerning the Deity, the immor- tality of the soul, &c. &c. and always offered the strongest arguments that could be advanced in the support of them. Conv^ersino; with him one evenins: on the question, *' -whether virtue can he taught F'* he encouraged me to make some observations. Emboldened by the ease and elecrance of his manner, I complied. Indeed he led me on step by step. J3ealt most gently with me; extolled me for my knowledge ; drop- ped his own usual flow of eloquence; appeared fond of being instructed by me; listened with seeming attention, and by degrees made me lay open the 46 absurdity of my notions, and my Igno- rance in those things which my former instructors pretended I perfectly under- stood. And having presumed I con- vinced him " that virtue can he taught/^ 1 could not help feeling disappointed to find by his arguments, that it cannot be taught; that it is a divine inspired gift; a blessing implanted in him who is possessed of it, not coming from his own intelligence, nor from the intelli- gence of others — but from God. In proving this, and after confuting my opinions, he stopped. To have gone further and made me formally own my ignorance, and submit to new instruction, would have been^ incon- sistent with his character. However, tinged as I was with some degree of superstition; having a profound reve- jrence for the original instructions I had received ; believing every fable taught 47 vc\e from my infancy ; full of family pride and self-conceit, and convinced that virtue could be taught, I replied to Algernon with less grace and judg- ment, than vexation and asperity. " You confound me," said I, " Al- gernon ! You are like the Torpedo, which benumbs every thing it touches; thus have you benumbed me both in body and in mind: I thought I had known virtue, but you have quite per- plexed me.^' * Not so like as you imagine,' replied he, calmly ; * if the Torpedo had the faculty of benumbing ifse/f as well as others, it would resemble me more. I do not, when certain myself, raise doubts in others : I am rather myself the most doubtful of all men ; this is the reason why I suggest difficulties to you: but I have ofiended you : I shall 48 drop the question, and in futuro cor- rect myself.' Will you believe it, Charlotte, al- though sensible of his wisdom and of my own weakness, I suffered him to retire with a cold indifference. I was quite confounded, but pride would not allow me to call him back ; it would not allow me to humble and to expose myself; to tell him that 1 admired all he said, and that I should hearken to all he had to say : No; pride would not allow me to do this, and I suffered him to depart, with a cold indifference. Confounded and perplexed, 1 retired to my study, and saw no more of him, till the following day, Charlotte. 49 LETTER IX, The morning after I had separated from Alg-ernon 'with " a cold indiiTer- ence/^ I descended to my mother's library to breakfast. Algernon rose with a studied politeness, handed me a chair, and seated me by the Duchess, instead of next to himself, which was his usual practice. Trifling as this incident may appear to you, my interesting girl, it inspired me with the most painful sensations, nor were their poignancy removed on perceiving, that he resumed his place by the side of the Countess of W r, with whom he had been previously er- gaged in conversation, and who vves considered to be the most beautiful and VOL. I. D 50 accomplished woman of any of the German courts. As I may have occasion to mention this Countess, whose name is Melina on many other occasions, I will here ■inform you that she is the eldest daugh- ter of an Austrian nobleman of the highest rank. A good natural capacity, an ambi- tious desire of knowledge, and the seeds of the finest dispositions began early to shew themselves in her mind. Her affectionate father, observing such pro- mising symptoms, and having a just sense of the great importance of a good education, took great care that her mind should be formed to such a sense of virtue and religion, and such a taste tor valuable knowledge, as might render loyer happy in herself, an ornament to 51 her family, and useful in her rcnk in the world. Unfortunately, however, fjr Melina, her father made choice of one of Ins chaplains for her instructor. Foremost in delusion, in bigotry, in cruelty, and in aptness at all the stratagems of priesthood; alike successful as an orator at the altar, or a leader in a brothel, was father Rosenbergh, of pious cele- brity. This noxious energy of character raised himself from the situation of an outcast excommunicate priest, to be first director in the family of Baron W r, to the tutorship of his amiable daughter. But you shall judge for yourself, of her progress, my Charlotte, as I shall return to her, and to the ma:i- ner of conversation with Algernon. D 2 59 Algernon was silent. Melina main- tained the disquisition. I must con- fess she had some beauties of diction peculiar to herself: she affected a gran- deur of style, atid often obtained it, though not alvva3's lo that high degree she intended. She designed that her words should be both sublime and be- coming; and sometimes they were so: but they were also frequently rough, unpolished, and ranged in an original, not in a natural manner. This made her often obsure and confused ; inaccu- rate and elaborate in her ornaments; and by an anxious endeavour to astonish Algernon, she fell into excesses of no- velty, which still furrher involved her in perplexity and darkness. That is, her style was at once concise, abrupt, and unintelligible, although sometimes a certain purity and brightness burst forth, and dazzled like a flash of light- ning in a gloomy evening. On the 63 whole, her conversation was marked witli roughness and severity: sweet- ness — the sweetness of Algernon, was cot a httle foreign to her naanner. The time was very favorable to their discussion. It was a rainy morning^; and breakfast being over, the Duke re- tired to his private study, and the Du- chess and i sitting at work, as if inat- tentive to the discourse, they proceed- ed without the terror of criticism or in- terruption. The subject was religion, or perhaps, rather irreligion. Seriously, my Char- lotte, to one who has not well and of- ten considered this subject, -'tis scarce possible to imagine how large a part of what most people miscall religion, is but the prevailing bias of their natural dis- position, screening itself under that sacred character and appearance. And D 3 54 the misfortune is the greater, as ^tis hardly possible to undeceive them. Errors in religion, are the most stub- born things in nature. Nothing is so inflexible as conscience, when once it is set wrong. It darkens the mind to such a fatal degree, that conviction comes to be dreaded as a crime, and even blindness itself is esteemed sacred. if you go about to shew these deluded peop'e to themselves, they cannot eii- diu'ethe pain of the representation. They have been so long used to confound their own prejudices about religion, with religion itself, that if they are but touched in these tender points, imme- diately they raise a cry and alarm, as if you were erasing the very foundations of all religion, and common morality. But as these reflections rose out of the conversation between Algernon and Melina, you shall form your own opi- nions from that conversation, which 65 shall appear word for word in my next letter. Do not be deterred from peru- sing that conversation, although upon a religious subject it is highly illuminated with interesting matter. Caroline, D ^ 56 LETTER X. I RESUME without ceremony, my dear Chailotte, the subject of my last letter. *' Do you know the general character of D'Aremberg?" said Melina to Alger- non, " did you ever hear that he is a religious character, and that he did not take this turn till he had met with a disappointrnent in love ?^^ ' The idea is pleasant enough/ repli- ed Algernon, ' but I never thought there had been any alliance between the passions of love and religious enthusi- asm: it maybe granted, indeed, that there is generally an enthusiasm in love ; 67 but certainly it is of a very different kind from what is called such in reli- gion/ " ^Tis only the same passion/' inter- rupted Melina, " differently applied and exercised. Believe me, enthusiasm has been more indebted lo converts to the quarter of disappointed love, than loany other whatsoever. If tbey find not the expected returns of their passion upon earth, nothing more reasonable than for them to take refuge in Heaven. They transfer their passions from mere mortals, to a spiritual and divine object, and love in them is subhmated into devotion.^^ * There cannot surely,' said Algernon, * be conceived a more unworthy and degrading apprehension of the divinity, than to imagine him more pleased with the ungoverned sallies of devout phren- D 5 6S zy; the wild transports of such heated enthusiam, than with the rational, so- ber, and manly exereise of true and sub- stantial virtue, goodness, and benevo- lence. Believe me, Countess, the only rational way of recommendins; ourselves to the Deity, is by imitating Him as far as we are able; and there is nothing by which we approach to a nearer resem- blance of Him, than by an active, and diffusive goodness. Rut the sober pursuits of unafrected virtue, are too remiss and lifeless for such warm and sanguine tempers as you speak of. To serve God by doing good to man, will not answer their purpose. Their passion is towards an ecstatic species of religion; a religion, like themstilves, made up of violence and flame.' Here my mother could not forbear expressing her approbation of Alger- non's sentiments. I rose my head from .69 my work. His attention was fixed up- on me. I resumed my work to hide the blushes which diffused my cheek, Alelina appeared hurt. — Rosenbergh — a villain or an enthusiast, had [given her a taste for this devout passion from the first moment he instructed her. She was bred a religious-inamorato with the most assiduous care. The turn of her instruction, her reading, her conversa- tions lay all that .way. She was so early accustomed to see enthusiasm substituted for religion, that she insen- sibly caught the same spirit and turn of thinking. She had practised this devo- tional habit so long, that she became thoroughly eneamoured of it; it was wrought into her very make and con- stitution, and without her knowledge, or ever having acted in the least im- proper, the rise and source of her piety lay in her passions. She was a sort of religious dehaucMe, instructed by Ro- D 6 60 senberg to find out the art of reconciling grace and nature, piety and sensuality ; and to unite, to an uncommon strict- ness and sanctity, a most refined, though disguised sort of self-indul- gence. Recovering somewhat from her con- fusion and embarrassment— " Would you then/' said she, to Al- gernon, " allow no scope to the passions in religion? That would indeed effec- tually purge it of intemperate heats; but will it not be running too far back into the chilling extreme? Are not our passions the springs of action in our ordinary concerns; without such passions would not life itself be apt to stagnate ? May not some such quick- ening influence be equally necessary in our religious affairs? Our prayers par- ticularly, if they be not warmed and 61 enlivened with some degrees of ferven- cy and intenseness, would they not degenerate into a mere lifeless indifFer- ency, a cold and formal lip-service? Are you ignorant that no less a man than the pope, condemned a bishop in a severe penalty, for defining prayer to be " A CALM, UNDISTURBED AD- DRESS TO God P^ a doctrine similar to that which you have just now advan- ced ?^^ ' You mistake the point, lovely Countess,^ returned Algernon, ' warmth and earnestness in any good sense are by no means inconsistent with being calm and undisturbed, which is oppo- sed, not to a fixed rational intention of mind in our religious exercises, a seri- ous recollected frame of 'spirit; but to the artificial heats and transports of a wanton imagination, and an enthusias- tic fancy; that gross, and mechanical 62 sort of devotion, which writers of the mystic class, describe as accompanied with — ' a sensible commotion of the spiiifs., and estuation of the blood,^ This is hor- rible. Believe me, it is shameful to have recourse to our passions in order to give life and vigour to our religious exercises, when our calm rational affec- tions, a much nobler part of our com- position, are abundantly sufficient to all w^ise and good purposes of doing this. These will inspire warmth without flame, and strength without violence. So that we shall be able to pray at once with the spirit, with all the ear- nestness of a devout recollection, but without the paroxisms of devout phren- zy, which the illuminati of Germany, and the methodists of England are so fond of recommending. The sacred scriptures know nothing of those pas- sionate ecstacies. — Where do we read €).f raptures, suspensions; of starings on 63 the divine beauty, expiring in the bo- som of our Maker, in the inspired pa- ges? What nnention is there ever made of the refined transports of seraphic love, the mystic union, and all the other fanciful abstractions of enthusias- tic pietists? These are the dreams and inventions of men, not the doctrine of Christ and his apostles. — But,^ exclaim- ed Algernon, suddenly rising from his seat, ' 1 had the misfortune to offend the Princess Caroline by arguing against her conviction last nioht. I must not incur your displeasure, lovely Count- ess, this morning/ On hearing my name mentioned, I looked up with timidity. He bowed with an expression of sensibility, and left the room. My mother praised — Melina admired, and I alas! what were my sentiments towards him? — Did I praise, did I admire, did 64 I ?■ — my child! I cannot gratify your curiosity till some future letter. Know me, however, for your attached Caroline. 65 LETTER XL I FEEL convinced that you are so far from being wearied with my report of our conferences with Algernon, that you wish to engage- me to recollect all the particulars that have passed be- tween him, Melina, and myself. Perhaps, too, you conjecture that I have a fondness for such recollections. Your conjecture, my Charlotte, is not ill founded. Having heard so much of his conversation, particularly that with Melina, I was not easily disengaged from it. I was ever and anon relapsing insensibly into the same train of thought his last discourse inspired; pursuing and applying the words " lovely Countess,'^ and his " offending Princess Caroline/' 66 and thus torturing myself to such a de- gree, that I could scarce converse upon any-thing however foreign to it, but it served in some way or other to renew the doubts, the hopes, the fears, and the impression. Gracious God ! what doubts, what hopes, what fears, what impression? Do not those terms explain in a beau- tiful and affecting manner, the origin and the enthusiasm of some romantic passion ? What passion did I feel ? What passion could I feel ? Algernon 1 a strang- er, without fortune or rank I And I, a Princess royally endowed and allied! Could there be any hopes on my part, any pretensions on his? No, certainly! Therefore, my alarm soon appeared groundless, and I attributed the emo- tion 1 felt to a desire to know whether Melina, whom he called the " lovely Countess," was in truth the happy ob- »;ect of his choice. (S7 With a mind thus tranquillized, and a rcsohition thus determined to disco- ver Melina's fate, the first favorable op- portunity, I took a solitary ramble, and after a few turns discovered Algernon sitting' at the end of a favourite walk in the garden, with a book in his hand; and so seemingly intent upon what he was reading, that 1 had got near enough to speak to him, before he had disco- vered any-thing of me. Upon my wishing him good morning by name, he rose up in haste, and com- ing with a confused eagerness towards me, returned the salutation, and with accents which distinguish the genuine sincerity of the friend, from the coun- terfeit complaisance of the mere well- bred man. As soon as our first interview was over, and I, seated by him, endeavour- 68 ing to assume that openness of soul, and flow of good-humour which ever form- ed my natural character, — " What grave moralist, Algernon," said T, " were you conversing with just now, who had so engaged your atten- tion, that you saw nothing of me, as I came along the walk, till I discovered myself by speaking to you?'^ ' Perhaps,* returned he, *you will not be of opinion my studies were so very serious, when I tell you it was a piece of English poetry I was perusing; but,' contmued he. ' my disquisitions have given you offence, I would not that my studies were to be attended with a like calamity/ This gentle reproach was uttered with so much sentiment and tremula- tion of voice, that I felt my heart swell 69 with remorse and sorrow. My eyes filled with tears, and 1 was about to solicit his forgiveness for the " cold in- difference^^ with which I lately separa- ted from him, when, with a generous indignation, he saved me from such humility; taking ir^e by the hand, and saying ' A nature so transcendently kind and excellent, can give no offence. Suspicion or evil must be foreign to a being of such angelic goodness and be- neficence ! A mind like yours, is one of those choicer bounties of Heaven, which are bestowed only on some few exalted and favorite spirits. You are' — ■ ' but pardon me,' said he, inter- rupting himself, and withdrawing his hand, which 1 had neither courage nor precaution to resign, ' pardon me, 1 should have told you, that it was to Mr. Pope's Windsor Forest, to which 70 I was indebted for entertainment when you entered the garden. I had been reviewing a favorite passage of mine there, and was pursuing a train of re- flections, which it had suggested to me.^ " Perhaps/' said I, '' you w\\\ oblige me so far as to communicate some share of your garden entertainment to your friend, and admit me as a party with you, in these your evening meditations: this will be an effectual means to check any farther sallies of pride or irratabihty, and to reduce me from that artificial height to which ignorance had raised me, to the more valuable exercise of reasoning and philosophy .'' * How much you delight and honor me,' replied Algernon, ' but the sub- ject I was upon, is pretty extensive, and we shall hardly be able to go through 71 with it to-ni2;ht. — It will not be lona; before we shall be called to supper: it will serve to entertain you, perhaps, another evening. To-morrow — if you wiH allow me to pursue it?^ We were summoned to — and joined the supper party. The remainder of fhe evening was taken up with several indifferent matters, just as they hap* pened to arise in a mixed company without order or corinection ; and at a moderate hour we bad grood-nigrht. I repeat the same to you, my child, for it is late and I am weary. Caroline. -•'» 72 LETTER XII. The next evening, the weather proving extremely fine, Algernon pro- posed to me to take a walk in the gar- den, which I readily came into ; and a short ramble soon brought us to a little study which my father had built for the conveniency of avoiding the inter- ruptions of his public affairs, and enjoy- ing a freer air, and more extended pros- pect, whenever the season of the year, and state of the atmosphere should in- vite to such a retreat. It was here, too, that Algernon fre- quently amused his solitary hours, and where he generally preserved half a dozen of his favorite authors for that particular purpose. i ^ The arrival at this charming retreat atforded me a fair occasion to remind him of the promise he had made me of renewing his last evening speculation on the vWindsor Forest of Pope, ^Twas but, 1 told him, to give his^ree thoughts voice and accent ; he would, I hoped, be under no restraint upon the account of my being present ; especial- ly as this was not the first time he had made me so much his friend, as to ini- tiate me into those sacred mysteries of knowledge which were geiierally as» sumed to be above the capacity of my sex. 'Since you will needs condescend, amiable |)rincess/ said he, ' to bear a part with me in these my solitary ex- ercises, I will introduce them to you in tlie same manner as I told you, I first fell into them myself, by reading to you a passage out of Pope.' VOL. T. E 74 He here read a part of the Windsor Forest, and then continued : ' Tis this union of nature and art that I always thought the reconr>men- dation of the English method of design- ing. Plere is nothing of that studied regularity, which displeases by a per- petual sameness and repetition of ** Grove nods on grove, each ally has a brother, ** And half the platform just reflects the other." * The poor result of a confined taste, and a littleness of design ! But a cer- tam agreeable wildness should prevail through the whole, which as it resem- bles nature in beauty, resembles it also in its use, by suiting itself to the un- equal temper of the climate, and vary- ing, with all the varieties of the sea- sons. The disposition of ''*The Fo- rest" is easy and natural, arising wholly out of the genius of the place ; and the several beauties seem not so properly brought /«/o it as result ing-y/w;? it. The interchanges of shade and opening, level and raised grounds, garden and forest, are adjusted with great art, so as best to relieve and set off each the other; and withal to take in, or to ex- clude, the view of the country, as either was judged most agreeable in the general plan. And whilst the eye is taken up with the various forms of beautiful objects that present them- selves in their respective assignments, the other senses are as agreeably enter- tained with the multiplied fragrancies of natural scents, the warbling music of birds, or the soothing softness of aqua- tic murmurs. E 2 "Good heavens!^' interrupted I, " what a delightful scene. 1 should give the world for such a forest ; to pass the rennainder of my life in, rambling from place to place, and there consume each day ^till evening should come upon mc. Happy queen who com- mands such a forest ! Happy Carohne, could she but wander thro' it.'^ Alas ! how ignorant was I of what was to constitute my happiness ! I have seen Windsor, and felt no plea- sure : — 1 have wandered in her forests and was alive to every thing but de-, light. — But I must not anticipate. Al- gernon thus continued : ' Besides, I have sometinDCS thought, there is a sort of natural connexion be- tween what is called ?^Jiiie taste of the politer arts of life, and a general polish- edness of manners and i«tTar(/ character. Women, in particular, said he, turning his eyes upon me, woinen of a refined imagination have usually a larger way of thinking^ than others. Thev dis- cover a delicacy of sentiment and ge- nerosity of spirit, which less improved minds are whollv strans^ers to. — Beins: conversant m the ideas of natural beau- ty, order, and proportion, their tempers insensibly take a polish from the ob- jects of their studies and contempla- tions. They transcribe, as it were, something of that grace and symmetry they are so fond of in external decora- tions into the inward frame and dispo- sition of their own minds.^ *' The ViRTUOSA,'^ said I, "Alger- non, are much obliged to you. 1 wish they were always careful to make good an observation so much in their favour, I am afraid the polite arts are some- times cultivated b}^ women, who E -3 78 have no great taste of moral acxiom- plisbments.'' *Then they are by no m^ans the ViiiTU/)SA they would be esteemed/ returned he. * No woman has a just claim to this character, in whom the love of beauty, order, and grace, does not prevail throughout, and influence her general conduct. For, having once established a correctness of taste and elegance of fancy in the things of out- ward grace and ornament, shall they be such poor and scanty thinkers, as to give it no scope in subjects of a nobler kind ? Shall they be so little consistent with themselves, as to be enamoured with the harmony of sounds, and have no sense of inward numbers, the mea- sures of action, the nicer tones of pas- sion and sentiment ? — Commanding a judicious eye in the works of painting and statuary, shall they be blind to al^ 79 the charms of moral limning, the pro- portions of real life and manners? — Whilst they are scrupulously exact in the disposition of the ornaments, the ordering of their houses and equipages, shall they have no regard to the living architecture of their own minds? No thought of inward embellishment? No taste of the more beautiful oeconomy of the human heart, — of the order and disposition of its affections r' 'Suppose you pursue this idea ! love- ly princess,^ said he — ' suppose you look into yourself, and examine the state oi' your own heart. What more lovely object can you contemplate? — Tell me, is it not free from folly and from guilty from defect and im potency — from every thing but goodness, grace and loveliness ? Is it not ?' e4 80 I remained silent, confused, and agi- tated. While he was 3^6! speaking, I had, alas ! looked into myself; I had exa- mined my heart, and the nature and state of my affections, and the scrutiny filled my mind with apprehensions, astonishment, and horror !~I remained silent! So did Algernon, Whether he perceived that peace and happiness had fled from my breast, and that he him- self was the cause of my confusion and misery, I know not, for he remained silent, till the pause became consider- able ; and then, with the most respect- ful tenderness, and taking me gently by the hand to raise me from my seat, he observed, It is now too late to enter upon so large and interesting a topic. We \v:il adjourn it, is' you pleasej till to-njorrow 81 evening; when, if the weather prove favourable to your walking, it may af- ford no unuseful matter of entertain- ment ! In this manner w^e reached the Pa- lace, joined the party but added no- thing to its pleasure or amusement. I am for life, my dear girl, your Cakoline. E 6 89 LETTER Xlll. As great a friend as I have ever been to fine weather and sunshine, my Charlotte, believe me I never gave it a more sincere welcome than upon look« ing out the next morning. Indeed I have often been particularly pleased with the observation of an En- glish writer, that " a fine day is a kind of sensual pleasure.*' — For my own part I always found it so. ^Tis then that nature unfolds all her brightest charms to view, and opens, as it were, her whole store of blessings. The in- imitable beauty, extent and variety of natural prospects, the verdure of the 83 fields- and meadows, the fragrancy of the air, the lustre, mildness, and benig- nity of the heavens; in a word, the whole scene of a fine day wonderfully co-operates to our enjoyment. The world seems made for our peculiar ^ra- tification ; our spirits are cherished and enlivened; our imaginations warmed and entertained, our rational faculties invigorated and exercised : the whole sytem overflows, as it were, with de- light and complacency. In this agree- able consciousness, how does every anxious and disquieting thought va- nish I How open is the soul to every grateful, affectionate, and devout sen- timent, toi\'ards the author of its hap» piness ! With what a generous indigna- tion does it reject every unworthy aj." prehension of so amiable and munificent a nature ! How foreign the least suspi- k6 84 cion of evil from a being of such expe- rienced bounty and beneficence. In this manner, and with such con- templations, did I beguile this morn- ing, and banish froin my heart the con- iusion and horror which but so lately reigned in it. The greater part of the day we were obhged to attend some company that came in upon us. But the interrup- tions of other subjects could not keep my thoughts from glancing often upon THAT which was by agreement to em- ploy our evening^s speculation. Inso- much that I was sometimes, I am afraid, less attentj^ve to the general con- versation that was carrying on at table, than 1 could well justify to myself in point of good-breeding and hospita- lity. i 85 When the afternoon was pretty far advanced, our visitants left us. — Alger- non had httle more than time to give some necessary orders, in his quality of my father^s aid-de-camp, to vs^hichrank he was lately appointed, before the heat of the day wa^^vvorn off to invite us abroad, in one of the most delight- ful evenings I have ever known. I was going to remind him of the point he had engaged to speak on, which I affected to think was " the in- fluence of a fine taste on the inward character,^^ when I found myself pre- vented by his breaking into another subject in the following manner. ' How charming, Princess Caroline! appears the whole face of nature about us. What an uniform variety in those natural landscapes ! What a delightful 86 melody in the woods ! What an agree- able verdure in the naeadows! What a cooling freshness in the air ! What an exquisite fragrancy in the mingled scents of shrubs and flowers ! Whil&t, as Milton elegantly speaks ; •" Gentle gales,. Fanning their odoriferous wings, dispense Native perfumes, and whisper whence they stole Their balmy spoils,** * Above all, what an inimitable scene of beauty is now offering itself to our ob- servation in the view of yonder setting sun ennobled with all that diversity of finely painted clouds, which, as if desi- rous tocoutlnue his presence amongst us, retard the parting ray, and give it back again to our sight in those mul- tiplied reflections which adorn the western horizon ! * At the same time, behold there in the east the moon's more sober light beginning to disclose itself! See her rising, as the same divine Milton has it, '' in clouded majesty \" And as the strength of day-light gradually wears away, preparing to introduce the milder graces of the evening. Who can re- flect on the delightful vicissitude, and not feel a secret transport springing up in his breast, the expression of a de- vout gratitude towards the beneficent Author of his happines. He paused — with his eyes unassu- mingly bent upon me. — I was moved — but soon replied to the interesting interrogation. " I am, indeed, entirely of your opi- nion, Algernon ! The contemplation of nature is one of the most delightful 88 entertainments that the mind is capa- ble of. Pleasures of this kind, if they have not so much of tumult in them as the sprightlier joys of the town, have much more of real satisfaction ; they leave a pleasure behind when they are past ; and, what is of much higher consideration, are calculated to im- prove, as well as to entertain our thoughts. They refine our spirits, and humanize our tempers: soften the mind into a forgetfulness of wrath, ma- lice, and every disquieting passion ; give amiable impressions of nature, mankind, and a Diety ; inspire a sense of public . good ; an exquisite taste for humanity and private friend- ship : they put us in good humour with ourselves, and with the general scheme and constitution of things around us/^ ^— I paused. 89 ' But of all natural speculations/ re- sumed Alp;ernon, ' there is none more calculated to refine and humanize the mind, to ^ive it an enlaroed and liberal sense of thino^s, than — than the theory of the heart and knowledge of its affections. — This Is the end, the aim, and the object of all our other stu- dies. Have you, lovely Princess ! have you made your heart a subject of your contemplation? Have you, as I observ- ed last evening, have you looked into yourself? Do you know the character and tendency of your affections?' — With ideas confused, an imagination disturbed, and a heart agitated, 1 know not what absurd reply I should have made, had not Melina come to reproach us for our absence, and to summon us to a party formed in the great hall. 90 I had no enjoyment till I retired to rest, and even there a busy mind re- traced the vicissitudes of the day. Caroline. 91 LETTER XIV. Alas! my Charlotte, the dreams of hope which beguiled your mother, as appeared from her last letter to you, soon fled, and exposed me to a state of mind that extended its baneful influ- ence over her happiness, and made her a victim of calamity and despair. Of the circumstances which led to a situation so lamentable, I feel it right to give you all the most minute par- ticulars. You must know that the badness of the weather, the multitude of company which resorted to us at that critical time, and the want of any reasonable 9t> opportunity, interrupted my walks and conversations with Algernon ; and after ihe lapse of a few days, produced an unaccountable coldness of the most studied nature between us. Meiina, who always betrayed the most anxious solicitude to attract his attention, had now an opportunity of engrossing the whole of his society, and I, from pique, jealousy, or resent- ment, affected to enjoy the adoration of the Prussian Prince L -s, at that time a visitor at my father's court. Thus circumstanced; — one beautiful serene summer^s evening, after ram- bling in a grove of laurels, till the lamp of night arose, and silvered the objects around me, I seated myself on the bank ofa winding stream; — a weeping willow spread over me its branches: an antique tower partly in ruins, mantled in ivy» 93 and surrounded with yew and cypress, was the only object to be seen. But 1 heard the steps of strangers, and I soon perceived Melina attended by Algernox, approach the tower and repose themselves on a seat which w^as extended between the gate and the stream. The moon illuminated the beauteous countenance of Algernon ; I could see that Melina regarded him with a gentle smile, and that a lively colour glowed upon his cheeks. I could see, alas! perhaps I only thought 1 saw, that he looked upon her with a fond compla- cency, and that he listened with rap- ture to all she said. With a silent step, a mind on fire, and a heart throbbing with agony, I passed to a spot where I could remain concealed, although nearer to them than where I at first reposed. 9i Fatal vice ! criminal curiosity ! it dis- pelled the airy illusions which I so long and so imprudently entertained. Notwithstanding the perversion of mind and intellect under which 1 ex- isted, 1 could not help confessing that Melina appeared a being of the most angelic form. A mantle of the palest sapphire hung over her shoulders to the ground; her flaxen hair fell in waving curls on her fine neck, and a white veil, nearly transparent, shaded her face; — as she lifted it up, she sighed, and continued for some moments silent: never did I behold a countenance so delicate, and notwithstanding a smile played on her coral lips, her lovely blue eyes were surcharged with tears, and resembled violets dropping with dew: beneath her veil she wore a wreath of mingled 9^ amaranths and jessamine. Not to have admired such a being, would have be- trayed a depravity of reason, and a per- version of sentiment, which would have made me worthy the pangs I then felt and since feel. Algernon, adorned with all the charms of his enchanting youth, with eyes bent towards her, and with ac- cents sweet as those of Milton^s Eve, thus addressed her: * Why does that sigh distend thy bosom ? Why does that blush pervade •thy cheek? You, who are destined to augment the felicity of some favored mortal! — You, whom the loves pursue and play around! — You, whose life ex- hibits a lovely scene of gentle innocence and cahn repose ! — You ! what can interrupt your happiness ? — "What car^ 96 " O never! never! dare I tell you," exclaimed Melina, " but/' continued she, tor Algernon remained silent and apparently petrified, " do you know the " Sorrows of Sophia Fribourgh ;'' do you knov/ that she loved a being who could make no return to her love ? I had been reading those "Sorrows'' this morning; a melancholy tale, which in strong colours impressed itself on my memory, and led me to reflect on the change of pleasure we sometimes feel, in perusing the most tragical story. What, Algernon ! can occasion it? Can the human heart delight in the mis- fortune of another? Forbid it Heaven !" She then fixed her eyes on the sur- face of the water; the moon sported on the wave, and all nature seemed hushed to attend to the sweeter ac- cents of Algernon. 97 * Consider, amiable Melina/ said he, ' if the rose has thorns, has it not a verniiel tincture and ambrosial sweet- ness ? — If the woodbine droops, laden with the dew-drops of the morning, when the sun has exhaled them, will it not be refreshed and breathe richer fragrance? So, if a heart like yours, be touched with a story of distress, it will at tlie same time experience a delight- ful sensation; and if the tears flow, as vours do now, it can never be called a weakness. — Do not then wish to di- vest yourse'f of this genuine test of tep.dcrntss, or to desire the departure of sensibility from your Lrea.-t. * Ah I no, fiiir Melina,' continued he, ' still deign to let sensibil.ty be thy 'attendant; still ut her teach tlice to sigh with the unhappy, and with the happy to rejoice ! Still be sensible that the pleasure which arises from legends VOL. I, I 9« of Sorrow, owes its origin to the cer- tain knowledge, that your heart is not callous to the fine feelings, but that you have some generous joys, and generous cares beyond the generality of your sex/ *' But suppose,^' interrupted Melina, with a wild and frantic air, " suppose that the legend of Sophia, applies to myself, can I then discover in my own heart a single source of pleasure or en- joyment? Suppose that the admiration procured by the celebrity of a name, prepared the heart of Melina for more tender impressions; — suppose that every refined personal attraction served to heighten those impressions; that the struggle was too great for the virtue of inexperienced age; that from a combi- nation of incidents, joined to a natural cast of enthusiastic disposition, such a strength of passion takes possession of my soul, as the wildest legends of ro- 99 mance have never exhibited — suppose all this; and suppose that that passion is for Algernon, and then dare to tell me that you can reconcile my story with my happiness, or /^ Scarcely had she pronounced these words, when she fell exhausted into the arms of Algernon. — I dropt lifeless to the ground — and on recovering, heard the loud tolling of the palace bell, and the voice of the multitude who were sent in pursuit of the lost Caroline* T e 100 LETTER XV. The beautiful and aflecting manner in which Melina exposed the origin and the enthusiasm of her love, and the certainty that it met with a reci- procal or congenial return, had so ma- lign and powerful an influence on my mind, that it generated a fever which confined me for several days to my bed, and spread a report that my life v/as despaired of. When you reflect, my sweet Char- lotte, that in the regions of the court, nothing was talked of but your mother: her costume; her person ; her conver- sation ; her manners, considered models of imitation and taste. That when she ^ 101 took an airing in her carriage, duration appeared to cease, and the operations of nature seemed suspended, save the winds which crept in undulations around her car, and the clouds which intercept- ed the sun in his burning career. When you reflect, that coy father made a merit of doing any thing whatever at my suggestion; that at a single word I could transform an Elysian field into a desert, and a desert into an Elysian; you will then be able to form some idea of the grief and consternation which my alarming indisposition excited through- out the land. My father was inconsolable, and my mother watched with unceasing care over the safety of her child. In exer- cising this painful office, she discovered the true origin and cause of my dis order. But nature, reason, and religi- f3 105 on — all concurred to induce her to for- give me. To soothe my mind; to faciliate my recovery, she even condescended to speak of Algernon; and instead of meanly endeavouring to diminish his merit, she increased by her praises, the splendid reputation he had already ac- quired. This generosity on her part encouraged me to speak my mind with- out restraint. * Heaven knows!' said I, * in all my love, it is him, and him only I seek for. I look for no dowry, no alliances by marriage ! I am even insensible to the pride of my own birth, and the value of my own acquisitions. 1 am even insensible to my own pleasures, nor have 1 a will to gratify. All is absorb- ed in him. In the name of kis wife, there is something more holy, some- 105 thing more imposing, than in all the fascinating" titles that glitter on the crowns of Princes. But where is Al- gernon ? Tell me, dear mother ! where is Algernon? Is it true that he loves Melina? is it true that I am no more {cr behold the man whom I am for ever destined to adore ?^ " Fear not, sweet innocence 1" re- plied my mother, " fear not any-thing that may retard your recovery ! Here is a letter from Melina, which will soon convince you, that ther« lives not a better man than Alsiernon, nor a more fortunate woman than yourself." With this she put a letter into my hand which run thus. " I am about to impose on myself a " most painful and ungracious task — " ^tis to tell you that I have violated " your friendship, and that I am un- F 4 104 " worthy of your esteem. You have ** always treated me with kindness and *' attention, and I have always beea •'• ungrateful and indiscreet. Nay more, " I have coolly concerted and endea- * voured to accomplish your misery; •' to make you a wretch as desolate as •* myself, by robbing you of the affec- " tions of the man you love ! ** I have, by a calm and logical plan, •* strove to inspire your Algernon with *• the passion I myself feel ; — but I •* have failed. The congeniality of •* your studies, the resemblance in ^' your minds, manners, and affections *• have defeated all my designs, and " when I audaciously and imprudently " confided my secret to Algernon, he " told me, but with pity it is true, — he '' told me -/' 105 ' Alas ! jNIadam, the unfortunate Al- * gernon already loves your friend — the ' most interesting and accomplished ' woman of the age. You have deposit- ' a secret in my breast — let the hidden ' feelinojs of mv heart, find a sanctua- ' ry in yours — know, then, that 1 dare ' to love her who is the subject of ge- ' neral love and envy, — know that I ' dare to love the Princess Caroline of * liasburgh, and that iVom the hrst in- ' stant I beheld her, 1 felt that my ' misfortune or my felicity had coni- ' menced its career/ "This mutual confession, so honora- " ble on his part, so inglorious on mine, *' was interrupted by a sudden noise in " the vicinity of the old tower where *' we were seated: we rose — returned " in a deadly silence to the palace, from ** which our absence had excited asto- *' nishment, and our return wiiliout f5 106 ^* you, surprize and despair. The bell " was tolled aloud ; every person went '' in your pursuit, and found you, faint •' and languid, near the monument of ^' my humiliation — near the spot where **• Algernon heard and rejected the love *' I entertained. His affliction at the '^ state you were in, and at the con- '' tinuation of your indisposition, can " never be described: — and yet, he '' knew not the cause — he suspected " not your passion for him, nor che- *• rished the most distant idea that you ** thought him the most lovely and ac- " complished of men. " Taking advantage of this timidity ** and ignorance, and fearful lest he " should come to the knowledge of a ** circumstance on the perpetual secre- " cy of which my last gleam of hope *' tremulated, I sought another confer- '* ence with him ; I commiserated his 107 " fate, and told him you were unwor- " thy of such a passion ; that your in- " dispostion was owing to a violent " attachment existing between you " and Prince L s, and that yon " were at once as unworthy his iove as ** his esteem! He sunk at my feet ! I, ** too, was nearly in a lifeless state. *• Would, alas! that I had been life- " less! On recovering, I found thesto- " ry had made a deep impression on *' his heart and character. He rose *^ up, viewed me more with an indig- " nant than a suspicious eye; struck " his forehead with one hand, while " he wove a frozen farewell to me w it a " the other, and then suddenly disap- " peared ! To pourtray the condition in *' which I remained, would be a vdWr^^ ** and futile attempt. As for Algeinon, " having magnified every little advert- '^ ence in your conduct into proofs of "^ my accusations, or b-lieving at least F 6 108 ' that be was slighted, neglected or * despised, he applied to the Duke ' for leave of absence, and set off for ' Paris with all the appearance of a ' broken heart, and a tortured mind. ' Such is the effect of my cruel and ' criminal conduct ! — What reproach- ' es do I not merit from the world, ' for dimming the hisire of the two ' brightest stars it contains ! For dar- * ing to appropriate to myself, that ' man, whom nature meant to be the ' ornament and benefactor of the hu- ' man race, or the husband of the * sweetest woman that exists. Bat, ' I am not yet totally shaujeless. i ' cannot yet reconcile myself to you, * but I can be useful. Send this let- * ter to Algernon, and he will quickly ' return to reward his Caroline — and * to pity your unfortunate Melina/^ 109 Excuse mc, my Charlotte, I must here conclude; 1 cannot do justice to the scene of affection, which ensued the perusal of this letter, between my mother and your own, own Caroline. no LETTER XVr. Nothing could equal, — as I trust you have judgment and sensibility to conceive, my beloved girl, nny distress, my joy, and my astonishment on read- ing Melina^s letter. How to appease her affliction, how to vindicate my con- duct, and how to undeceive Algernon, were duties incumbent on me to per- form, but they appeared to me to be traversed by so many obstructions, that they retarded the restoration of my health, and made me incapable of forming any well concerted design, or of following any practicable pursuit. In this dilemma, Prince L s, who from his infancy entertained for me a brotherly kindness and affection. Ill and with whom I had been brought up as a sister, determined to set off for Paris; to discover Algernon, to inform him of his error and of his happiness, and to bring him back to a society in which he was so lamented and adored. All attempts and enquiries to disco- ver Algernon were totally fruitless for three whole days, when the Prince be- ing on a visit at a nobleman's seat near Versailles, walked out by himself in the grounds adjoining the house which were open to the public, and coming up to an arbour, saw in it a gentleman standing with his back towards him, whom he presently recognized to be — • Algernon ! Unconscious of a witness beir^g pre- sent, Algernon sighed, and said, "The " night-shade grows here with the ho- " ney-suckle, as the amiable accom- 112 " pllshments of Caroline entwine with " the errors of her mind.'^ " But — may I not have been too pre- *' cipitaie ?'^ continued he, " I naust re- " turn to reason ! Every hour of my ab- " sence makes me mistrust rny own " jealousy, as well as her truth, virtue, " and excellency/^ At these words he turned round — and startled back with a look of threat, horror, and indignation, at the sight of Prince L s. Fortunately, how- ever, this gallant young Prince was born with such an impress of honor on his front, that it was impossible to re- gard him for an instant and to retain any suspicion of the virtue and dignity of his heart. His manners, too, were as mild and unassuming, as his mind and conduct were manly and decided, and his zeal, courage, and abilities were 113 acknowledged and applauded both in the cabinet and in the camp. " Unhappy Algernon," said he, " is ** it necessary to conjure you to do jus " tice to your Prince ? Is it necessary *' to implore you to listen to me; to '' brin^ you back from your mistake, *' and to convince you that there is not " the smallest ground for the charges " which the unfortunate Melina has in- *' duced you to believe ?'* Algernon rapidly advanced to the proffered embrace — listened to, and examined the proofs which were ad- duced : the mistake was fully explain- ed, and he was not only satisfied of my innocence, my Charlotte, but assured that he aloric was the arbiter of my fate. 114 On their way home, this amiable Prince abruptly turned towards his friend and companion, and said : ** Algernon, it is the duty of a friend, ** to participate in painful recollec- *' tions, and this plea will impose it upon " thee. Thou must recollect the happy *' time when Melina, and Caroline, and " I, the ill-fated L s, were asso- " ciated and bred as relatives together. *' Couldst thou see Melina before " thee now as I do? Couldst thou hear " how sweetly, how affectionately she " speaks ? Excellent divine Melina,^^ continued he, *' how dear you were " to me 1 You were the first and the " only object of my love ! the only " spring and fountain of my felicity ! " In your society the hours unthought " of siipt away! beguiled by your en- " livening influence, I passed my early " youth> nor dreamed that the source 115 •' of my happiness could become the " instrument of my misery ! — But I shall " tell you all — Algernon 1 — ^No, rather " let me be silent ; for what can I speak " to the dearost fiend of my heart but ** of the sorrow of my soul. No long- " er bound by the sweet tie of love, I " must be more closely cemented to ** thee by the bonds of friendship. *' Having never possessed the spirit " and heart of Melina, I will love the '* man she loved, and cherish that " peaceful philosophy which distin- ^ ofuishes his character and secures the " tranquillity of his breast. Yes, my *' friend," he continued, '' for six years " have 1 given Melina every pledge of " my affection and met with no reci- " procal return. For six years.''—. Here the tears stood in his fine eyes — he could not proceed ! They soon 'after arrived at the palace gate, and 116 joy, and consternation, resumed their happy and tumultuous reign. No more, this time^ no more. Caroline. 117 LETTER XVil. The arriv^al of the two friends caused so much agitation in my breast, that it was not deemed prudent for me to see them till the following day. A lono^, long night, therefore, my dear Charlotte, had to pass away, before I could fix my streaming eyes on my beloved and faithful Algernon. In the course of the succeedino: dav he entered my anti-chamber ; — he was introduced by the Duchess and attend- ed by Prince L — s, and one or two of my own people. — Too weak to rise, I reclined on a sopha. He advanced to me, knelt, took my hand, and vainly attempted to speak. A consciousness of this imperfection, made him clasp 118 my hand incessantly to bis lips, while he fixed looks of such anxious hope upon me as revealed every circumstance of his thoughts. '' The happiness with which my soul is subdued/^ said he, — but he could not continue ; his powers of mind were overcome, nor could he utter another syllable. Was it happiness, or was it misery, a stranger might have demanded ? In- deed anxiety and expectation sat upon the sharp arch of every brow : — a single breath drawn might have been heard, and each person present hung on tip- toe to hear what was expected to be ut- tered. — A deadly paleness increased for a moment both on my cheek and on that of Algernon, when a glance, each half raised, and neither wholly ventured to fix on the other, enriched 119 our cheeks alike with a bloom, that in- terpreted the emotion of our minds. I was the first to cast my eyes on the ground, and he turned his with deep intenseness on the Duchess, as though he would, through them, drag the dis- covery his faiUng speech thus painfully prolonged. *' Imagine not,'^ said the Duchess, *' imagine not Algernon, that it is to *' lower your pride or wound your feel- " ings, that I now introduce you to my " daughter. No ; I call upon God, *' whose mercy I supplicate, to witness, *' that I have always regarded you as *' my son, I have no objection to your " marriage Avith Caroline : take her to *' your arms ! It shall be my duty to " reconcile you to the Duke. Be hap- *' py ! my son. Be happy !^^ 120 A burst of delight, even to J^gonv, that overflowed the bosom of the youth, as he fell in a manner prostrate before his boundless benefactress, was too mighty for both. The Duchess, when able, approached me, and said, " 1 soon guessed at my " girl's 'indisposition ; I hope 1 have "" found a remedy — will she now reco- " ver for her mother and friends ?'' Subdued and soul-touched, I lifted my eyes from the ground, on which terror and uncertainty had caused me to bury them, and my look made the expression of the tongue needless. By an irresistible impulse, at the same instant, Algernon canght me in his arms, and my cheek found a sweet- er resting place on his shoulder ; while the fond pareut made an effort to seal. 121 with her blessing, those sacred, tliose delightful vows, each beating heart was tor the first time making to the other. '• 1 have been aware this happy mo- ment would come,'^ interrupted Prince L — s. " I foresaw that I should have " my portion of delight ; take this ring, *' Algernon, and let me unite your " hands ^till the Duke consents to a more holv rite." Algernon, at a hearing so blessed, sprung from his knees, as though light enough to soar up to heaven, and rais- ins: me with the most endearing^ ten- derness, put the ring on my finger, and kissed my extended^ hand with the deepest rapti,re. VOL. I. C 122 What a moment ! The servants sunk in solemn silence on their knees. My iTJOther wept upon my neck ; and Prince L- — s endeavoured to suppress an incurable sensibility, yet melting at liis heart. Thus a few, a very few, minutes, to the astonishment even of the imme- diate parties, witnessed the happiness of two lovers, who, one hour before, had never breathed a sound like impas- sioned tenderness, although in secret they mutually consecrated to celibacy the heart neither dared to give to the other. Oh ! how sweet were the tears of blended gratitude and delight that each poured over the generous h,and of the amiable Duchess. — In natures, finely touched with the pure spirit of heaven, it is hard to discover which 123 feels most gratification — the obliger, or the obliged ; — in iny niotlier^s eyes it added a charm, that she would not have it comprehended that she made at once the fortune and the happiness of Alger- non ; and he, on his part, felt it but as an added enjoyment to owe every good to lier — to the mother of his beloved Caroline. A little time stemmed in each bo- som its conflux of passions, and I sud- denly recollected the derangement of my dress. I cast a surprised eye on its disorder, nor did I forget the unbe- coming morning cap which I wore ; but glancing over the dishevelled hair, and careless attire of Algernon, I thought I. had never seen him so handsome ; and though woman enough to prefer pro- priety, 1 was wise enough to knovv that it is only consecrated by virtue. — See- g2 124 ii)g me relapse into weakness, my dear friends left me to repose, as I now do you my lovely Charlotte, Farewell 1 Love your Caroline. 125 LETTER XVIII. Nothing could have been more for- tunate than the return of the two friends, and the consequent re-establish- ment of my health and gaiety ; for our court had received the acquisition of several English visitors of distinction, and nothing could offend my father more than to find them treated with coldness, inattention, or incivility. Indeed he valued that nation more than any other country, and often declared that he would prefer to see me the wife of an English Prince than the Empress of any of the richest nation of the continent of Europe. g3 126 We were peculiarly fortunate in our visitors just at this time; they were all men of travel and letters, and named — M e, W e, G—y, T n, IV - m, and Lordi? V a and St. H s. And that nothing might cast a gloom over a society which merit- ed so much bli>s, I restored Melina to my friendship, and insisted on Prince L— s forgetting the sorrow which preyed upon his mind: — If not cheerful, to affect to be cheerful, and to learn of my Algernon how to win a female heart. The first time I saw these inter- esting Englishmen was at our lea hour — for I did not join the dinner-party, from motives of timidity which you possibly may divine. They were no sooner introduced to me in the even- ing than they formed a little circle dis- tinct from the general company, and 127 appeared to take delight in every ob-- servation, however trivial that I made. The conversation turned upon Ua- veiling and the passion of the English to roam abroad. ^ There is a French proverb/ said I, *^ which says gu' a chaqiio blseaii sou ' ?iul est beau^ — what is the reason Mr. ' M e, that you Englishmen do ' not love your homes ; that you ab- ' scond from tliem ; that you quit your * country, and prefer to it so often the ' most sterile and inclement parts of *^ the globe ? — I am told there is not ' a village, or a town, in Africa, in ' Asia, or in the Crimea where an Eii- ' glishman or an English family may not ' be found apparently established foi ' life/ G4: 128 " Princess/^ returned M e, *' we all have motives of which it does ** not seem you are conscious of the ** strength. Permit me to inform you " in a few words. " When travelling in Egypt, I met <« y 3^ y^i^Q ig pQY^ before you, " in a garden watering a jessamine. " You, my lord, said I, in Egypt ! the " rencontre is surprising. What on " earth do you here ?'^ ' 1 enjoy ,^ said he, ' the finest fruits, * — and 1 love this little spot which 1 < have myself improved, more than all ^ the Baronies I possess in England ^ and Ireland. Observe,' continued his Lordship, 'observe this beautiful 'bunch of grapes; examine its pro- * parties, its fragrance, its taste: it sur- * passes the finest Indian fruit.- — Such ' are my motives for dwelling here.* 129 ^' And for life ?'' said I. ' No, unfortunately/ said V- a, * I ' injposed an obligation 07i ynijself^ to * visit the Islands of the Archipelago * and the Coast of Asia, and to return * to my own detestable country, at * the expiration often years/ *' Passing from France to Spain, at " another time," continued the enter- taining M e, " I met my friend " W m, who is also here before " you, dwelling on the summit of one " of the bleakest Pyrennes. Good God ! *• W ^m," exclaimed I, " is it in *' truth you ? What in the name of *' wisdom, can you do upon this rock ?" He answered : * I respire a fine air/ " And could not you indulge in the g5 150 " same luxury on Richmond-hill?'^ said I. ' By no means/ said W m, * Richmond is a mere garden, with a * beautiful natural amphitheatre, that is ' certain, but its varieties are embel- * lished, and all its scenery announces * the hand of man. For my part I love * nature dressed by the hand of na- ^ ture— in her chemise. Such as you * observe it here, wild, naked, and gi- * gantic 1^ *' Some time after," resumed M " when passing through Russia, I " found L — d St. H s, who also ** no\v basks in your Royal Highness's " presence, I found him, in the finest ** season in the year, muffled up in a " sheep-skin pelice, and lying before ** the fire on a bufFaloe hide. My ** Lord, said I, with horror, what in 131 " the name of goodness has brought " you to this country, and reduced you " to this state r" ' I enjoy/ said his Lordship, ' the ' charms of this climate !* " Your enjoyments/* replied I, '* must be of a very gelid nature, for it " freezes hard here, nine months in the " year/* 'It matters nothing/ retorted his- Lordship, ' I did not find myself well * in England, I solicited to come out ' ambassador to this court ; I came, ' and 1 consider my health much im- ' proved. Besides, in England, you ' have generally three seasons in one ' day, whereas here there is but one ' season throughout the year.' ''■ But, my Lord," said I, '* it appear? g6 132 '• to me that your Lordship's nose and ** ears are frost-bitten !'^ ' That is but too true, M -e,' said his Lordship, 'but believe me that ' is not the fault of the climate: 'tis ' that of my stupid valet de chambre, * who, in one of the severest nights ' that has occurred these several ' months, forgot to envelop my head * in the skin of a bear !' " In making the tour of Italy, charm- ** ing Princess," said M e, " I " found T n at Florence, a city " which he inhabited for a number of '* years.'^ " You demand of me what he was ** doins: there ail that time ? I can in- ** form you — here he is present, let ^' him contradict me if he can/' 133 " In the morning he assembled some " thirty musicians in his great hall, " who made as much noise as ourpeo- *' pie at the opening of St. Bartholo- " mew fair. At two o'clock be dined; " at three took coffee and reposed ; be- " cause to be a true Italian, it is ne- " cessary to sleep after dinner. At " five he rose from his couch ; dressed, " fait su toilette ; went to the Opera; " supped with Graciana, and at two " returned home to bed. This is the " history of his whole life at Florence. " As to G — y, whom I met at Milan, *' he was detained there by a Roman " nightingale, whose song pleased him " so much that he promised never to " separate from the sweet bird till the " day of his death. I advised him to " take the object of his admiration to " England, but he seemed to fear that " the voice might degenerate ; and he I34r ^^ assured me that G ^a, had no " sooner passed the streights of Dover, " than she ceased to be G a, and " appeared to him as contemptible as *' any native of the isle. " But I have forgot W -e/' continued the facetious M— — e. '* Hi& memoirs are, however, short. " They consist in his having spent " thirty thousand hard guineas in the " purchase of old copper coins to the *' intrinsic value of about ten pounds, *' and in forming a collection of shells, *' pebbles, grubs, and butterflies, which ** his next heir will pitch into the " streets. " Thus have I obeyed the commands ** of your serene Highness," concluded M — e. 135 ' Not so perfectly as you understandj. -*• Mr. M e, said I ; ' you have '■ not accounted for your own peregri- * nations ; r appears to me that your * own motives for absenting yourself * from your country, must be peculiar- ' ly interesting and strong. I must in- ' sist, as you have been so exact with * these gentlemen, — upon knowing the * origin of your motives for rambhng ' about the world, and for living in a ^ manner that must obstruct your rise ' to glory and to fame. I must insist ' on knowing the origin.^ I had hardly repeated the word " origin," when M — e rose from his seat, with an air sorrowful and per- turbed ; and, taking the proffered arm of his friend G — y, made me a res- pectful inclination of his head and re- tired ! 136 I was affected and confused ; tlie charm of our little circle was dissolved. The strangers gathered round my fa- ther ; and Prince L s, and Alger- non conducted Melina and me to that part of the company which my mother entertained. During this ceremony, 1 understood from Algernon, that 1 had touched a chord that always vibrated discord in poor M— ^e's breast. I will tell you his "Sorrows/^ to-morrow, continued Algernon. — Till then I was condemned to wait. Adieu, dear girl. Caroline. 137 LETTER XIX. The day after tlie co7iseri'azw}tee, which terminated in a manner so unex- pectedly affecting, we were compelled lo consume in ceremony and public at- tentions; and it became nearly night before Prince L s, Melina, Aigev- gernon, and myself, could assemble at the old tower to hear the promised *' Sorrows" of the interesting M— — e. The night was delightful. The wide expanse of Heaven was strewed w^ith glittering stars. The moon shone soft- ly through the dark shades of the forest. The country round was still and gloomy^ All nature seemed hushed in repose^ except some sparkles of the torch of 1S8 eight, which played on the purling^ stream, and here and there a glow- worm wandering in the dark. All other lights were out; all other noise was extinct r with a sweet melancholy we seated ourselves; and forgot, in the griefs of another, the agony which the same spot had seen and experienced by ourselves, Algernon proceeded thus — " Before I speak of M^ e, I '* must inform you of some particulars " of the House of Edinburgh.. ii ' By an absurd law, a law made in violation of the great charter, which expressly secures to every subject the uncontrouled right of disposing of '^ his person, and property, the sons " and daughters of the House of Edin- " burgh, are condemned to celibacy, *^ or else to marry any foreign Pro- " T£iXil^fT Prince or Pkincsss^ that 139 ^ ** may be deemed, cifter proposals^ an ** eligible match. '* In consequence of this law, the ^* sons waste the vigour of their mind " in the lap of enervating enjoyments; " and at a time when they ought to be *' married men, philosophers, states- ** men and warriors, they are found " with the reins loosened at the call of " passion ; and instead of rising in the " scale of excellence, they are com- *' pelled to sink in vicious depravity " below their fellow-citizens; who are " secured from the subjugation of cri- " minal pursuits, by the domestic so- " ciety of British wives, who are a " pattern of virtue, of honor, and of '^ truth. " Strangers to the tenderness of con- " jugal love, the sons waste their affec- *' tions in the embraces of harlots ;— uo " or, if they enter into a political marri- " age, their condition is more naiserable " than what can well be conceived. '* Without knowing the temper, " manners and character of those with " whom they engage, they enjoy no '"* satisfaction ; soothe or share no cares, " and must aggravate and augment " mutual defects and infirmities. " They cast their eyes upon their " situation, and contrast the freedom " they enjoyed in the company of '' prostitutes, with the tyranny impo- " sed upon them by political wives, in '* whom, their hearts have no manner " of interest or concern. " If such be th-e case of the sons of " the Flouse of Edinburgh, the fate of " its daughters is infinitely less capable " to be endured* 141 "perpetually secluded from marri- *' age with their countrymen, however *' nobly and highly descended, and " condemned to consume their life in *' hopes of some beggarly prot;estant " Prince applying for their hand, they " are placed on a tottering eminence, " exposed to a multitude of watchful *' and scrutinizing eyes. *' There is nothing they perform that *' is not known, and the notorious sub- " ject of 'cqnversation. Their amuse- " ments are examined with an atten- " tion which themselves do not think •' they deserve. Their foibles are mag- ** nified through a thousand censorious ** glasses, and their smallest levities •* considered as the utmost stretch of *' human crime. *' An insuperable line of separation " is drawn between them and the no- 149 '' hility and gentry of their native " land. ^ " They are immured in castles. No " man, but the invalids and servants *' of the state, can enter those castles; " no one must behold their faces, but " at church or at court. " An inevitable death or perpetual *' Imprisonment, awaits the man who '' shall attempt to intrude himself into *' their apartments, or address a few " words to them on meeting them out ** of doors. ** And the smallest instances of *' their affability, partiality, or kind- " ness, — such as a smile, a nod, the " return of a bow^, or the extension of ** the hand for an embrace, are inter- *' pre ted into the signs of a passion, ** which , if not checked, would infuse 143 '*' the dreadful contagion of love over " the regions of the imagination and " the heart. '• And for whom are so many charms '' carefully preserved ? Not fora II— — I, '' a H d,aC h,ora P y. " No, but for some foreign Prince, too ** poor to marry at home, and yet too *^ great to be rejected abroad. " Were Monaco a protestant, or *' were the Italian Princes not of the " Catholic faith, there is not a dauoh- " ter of this illustrious House, but *' what would at this day, have been " a slave to a contemptible little tyrant *' of some Italian state ! " Not but those amiable daughters " have no disposition to burst asunder *' their unnatural chains ! And when *' we rellect on ttieir wantof a liberal 144 " education; in the idleness and abun- " dance in which they pass their days; " the restraint in which they are unre- " mittingly kept; and the vhacitij of " passion excited hij restraint^ it is mat- " ter of astonishment how theysup- " press the fire of the heart, and how *' they check the approach of love, " tenderness, and sentiment ! " The truth is, nature, whose pow- " erful voice the law of this House ** vainly attempts to smother and sub- ** due, mingles in all their pains and *' their pleasures ; rouses their sensa- *' tions; and directs their vivid ima- ** ginations, their desires, their medi- ** tations — but, unfortunately towards *' objects which that law denies them *' liberty to attain. ** The ardour, however, pursues ** them : the lawj m the place of ex- 14.5 *' tiiigulsliing, contributes to the con- '' flagration, and drives its victims ^' sometimes to degrading — sometimes " to tlie most honorable attachments, " Of the latter distinguished kind, " is the passion of Lady E *' for the unfortunate M I" Algernon had no sooner stated this interesting and unexpected fact, than we all expressed our astonishment and admiration — but being late, were com- pelled to adjourn till the morrow. Farewell Caroline. VOL. I. H 146 LETTER XX. We were all so impatient to hear the continuation of the " Sorrows" of M e and the amour of Lady E ^ that we adjourned immedi- ately after breakfast, on the day succeed- ing the first recital, to my study, and there heard Algernon deliver himself as follows: " The fair E- = — to the quickest ** improvements of the mind, adds " the lustre of a very beautiful counte- " nance, and the fascination of a per- ** son amiably formed. " Her most remarkable charm, how- *' ever, is her countenance ; but it is *' well known that nature has made U7 " this a characteristic sign of the House '' of Edinburgh, and that there is not '' a taiiiily in Europe who has so con- " spicuous a testimony of an honest " heart and upright mind. " As to the form of Lady E- " without being thin and taper, it is " limber and elegant; elastic and well " contoured: and those attractive pro- *' perties, added to the softness and " fairness of her skin; to the freshness " of her complexion, and the carnation " of her frame, render her one of the " most interesting women of the age. " She has also the happiest turn for *' music, drawing, poetry, and the fine '' arts, and a peculiar talent for coaver- " sation, mirth and humour. Yet, " notwithstanding her courtesy, afTa- '' bility of deportment, condescension '' to men of letters, and fondness for H "2 148 '^° social intercourse, she has a due re» ^' gard for her station, and seldom for- ^^ gets she is nobly born. " In the pride of birth, however, she' '' sees nothino' but what leads to dis;- " nified conduct, and to honorable ac- " tions. And in the pride of wealth " and title, she sees nothing but what " naturally leads to the high power and " distinction of diffusing blessings ^' throughout the land. '' She rejected, with becoming dis- " dain, several * poor foreign protestant " Princes;' and at an age, yet young, *' seemed determined to pass her life *' in ' single blessedness.^ ^' Her heart was, notwithstanding, ^' truly susceptible, and was much af- " fected by the constant assiduities of fe* M- e, who long strove to catch 149 " her every thought, and to prevent hec " every wish. " Gratitude inclined her heart to *' love, and she ahnost breathed " a Vv'ish, to a female friend of " M 's, an attendant on his mother " the Duchess of Edinburgh, that she " might converse with the genernijs '* youth to whonj she owed so many '* and so faithful attentions. *' Instantly the elegant ]M- r, " blooming as an Adonis, and clothed " in the dress of the guards, knelt be- " fore her, ** She deigned to present him her " hand; he pressed it to his lips; de- " scribed to her the purity of his pas- " sion, and earnestly prest for an ac- *' knowledgment of love, and a pro- '' nfiise of fidelity and secrecy. H :3 160 ** The mind of the fair E -— , ^* was delicacy itself; anda sentiment- *' al lover just suited the ideas which *' she had formed ; she gave her assent *' to M e's prayer; and bound •' herself to eternal silence as to the " connexion; to listen to no foreign '* treaty of marriage, and to attend to ** no other object than the captivating ** being who lay at her "feet and ex- *^ uhed in his success. " For some time every scene was •* a scene of virtuous happiness. Par- *• ticipating in the amiability of her *' lover, she extended her natural be- " nevolence to ail around her. But " this gay vision lasted not long. At " the usual place and hour M— e " repaired to the subject of iiis adora- ** tion. IJl " All was silence and gloom! Wuh '* secret dread and uneasiness, for tiie ** reputation of his E •. he travers- " ed several times the z^^wa/ hall. He " heard sounds, but they sunk agaip " into the distant air, and all becarne " silent as before. " In a" short time, liowever, ihe " hall was filled with light and arms. *' Fear and wonder possessed all the " faculties of M e, and he felt " as in the presence of visitants from " hell. " A chilling thrill stole thro^ every *' vein, and his resolution fur a mo- " ment gave place to mingled surprize *' and terror; but quickly shaking off *' this weakness of" human nature, he *' remembered that he was a soldier, " and in that remembrance was quick- *' lyall himself. He grasped his drawn H 4 U2 " sword — and defended himself from " the attack of those who were ordered *' to seize, and to bring him into the " presence of the Duke of Edinburgh. " He was wounded ; dizziness seized ** on him, and he was carried without ** resistance before the awful tribunal " of the father of E . *' The wretched E who com- " prehended all the horror of his fate^ " and who dreaded his life might be " in danger, gathered courage from de- " spair; she rushed out of her apart- " ment, and entered the hall where " M e was detained. " A piercing shriek announced het " knowledge of his wounds: she fell ''* prostrate on the ground. \53 '^ The agonies of a parent, the tenors '^ of the spectators, cannot be de- " scribed ! " The amiable father sunk beneath " this load of distress. He strove to '' recover his daughter ; promised her *' his blessing and forgiveness, and only '' required of M e, that he " should travel on the continent during '• the term of six years. " Unfortunate lovers! eternally se- ** parated for a breach of decorum; for " you are not to understand that their " intercourse was polluted by licentious^ ** pleasures, or by a low sensuality of " any kind — their interviews were dis- " covered, and it was judged that pre- *' vention was a virtue not to be de- *' spised. H 5 154 " Nor is this the only victim in that •' illustrious house. The heir to the *' house/^ continued Algernon, " the " most amiable and accomplished no- *• bleman in Europe, is compelled to " marry some foreign Princess, and to ** yiolat-e the sacred eni>a2:ements he *' has sometime since formed with a ••' gentlewoman of considerable beauty, *' merit and worth /^ ' How! compelled?^ interrupted Prince L — s, with some degree of hri' patience and indignation/ " Why," resumed his friend, " the " heirof the House of Edinburgh, is a *' man of feeling and honor — he owes to " his tradesmen the sum of XoOO,eOO ; '' and his father refuses to discharge that '* enormous debt, without the son w^ill '* consent to marry ; and by such means " live with more regularity, and at the loo " same time secure an uninterrupted " progressive line of descent to the " house. *' Honor, as I have observed, sways ** this young nobleman; he has given '' a reluctant consent to this tyrannic " proposition, and all the mdulgence " he could obtain of his father was, to " send his own agent to the protestant " courts, and to marry the Princess, '' of whom his commissioner should " make the most favorable report. *^ The commissioner is now in Ger- " many, he has forwarded some por- " traits home, and I understand from " the English resident here, that he is *' expected by your father to-morrow, ** lovely Caroline,^' concluded Alger- non, fixing his eyes in a pensive man- ner upon me. 166 Thus ended, my sweet Charlotte^ the narration of Algernon. He had no sooner finished, than we all rose up; regarded each other with looks more of apprehension than of pleasure; could not, or durst not expose our individual sensations, and so separated to dress for a dinner party, to which all the En- glish travellers were invited. That nothing may traverse your hap- piness, is the prayer of your afflicted CAR0J.INK, 157 LETTER XXI. It is said, my dear Charlotte, that suspicion is the beginning of wisdom, because it puts us on an enquiry into the truth of any proposition suggested to us. I am more incHned to think that the axiom would have been more just, had it said, that suspicion is the beginning of calamity: for I no sooner heard of the intention of the commis- sioner, mentioned in my last visit to my father's court, than I suspected some design upon my peace; some interrup- tion to my felicity. To dissipate the baneful influence of gloomy anticipations, and lo conceal the perturbation of my mind from a numerous [and scrutinizing society, I 158 declined attending the dinner party, and took a solitary ramble in my favo- rite grove. Perhaps of all natural speculations there is none more calculated to refine and tranquillize the mind; to give a generous and liberal sense of things, than a walk in a field, forest, or garden. In my opinion it is the most natural foundation of improvement and plea- sure. And a woman must have lost her very senses, and become a piece of uninformed machanism, before she can behold the chearful face of nature with coldnesss and indifierency. For my part, no sooner do 1 take a walk, but numberless gay scenes immediately display themselves to my view; the various forms, the arrangements, the colorings qf surrounding objects, in- stantly strike my attention ; and all na- ture appears to me, as was said by the 159 author of it, " in perfect beauty." I am entertained with grateful sounds in the natural music of birds, the fannings of woods, the murmur of streams, or the fall of waters. In spite of the most sullen melan- choly, which would deprive me of the innocent delights of my being; I un- avoidably am refreshed with cooling breezes and dehcious odours. The be- nefits of light and sunshine, healthful air, and kindly seasons, force many sensible sensations upon me, whether I will or not ; and by a merciful vio- lence often constrain me to be happy. So largely has an all-bountiful Creator provided for my happiness, that no ef- forts of morose and peevish calamity can intirely overrule the benevolent constitution of my nature; and the most ingenious artificers of my misery 160 must be unavoidably disappointed after the publication of this letter. I may imagine, from hence, my lovely Charlotte, that the kind Author of the universe, for seeing what un- couth pains some vicious spirits would take ta bring misery upon me, has, in pity to my anticipated sufferings, con- stituted almost every thing about me as a necessary source of pleasure, and as a counterbalance to the perverseness of my enemies. But I cannot here conclude this interesting subject. In truth, I have hitherto only dv/elt on its surface. Let us, my sweet child, descend a little more into the philoso- phy of those several delightful percep- tions which nature so liberally admi- nisters to us, and we shall discover a more exquisite apparatus in the oeco- nomy of our sensible pleasures than is generally, I believe, apprehended. 161 There is no one of our senses that af- fords us so large a variety ,of pleasing ideas as our sight. It is to this we are indebted for all that abundant profu- sion of natural beauty^ that adorns the whole visible creation. Now what are the several colorings of outward ob- jects, and those magnificent shews and apparitions, that on all hands pre- sent themselves to our view ; those lights and shades of nature's pencil, that so delightfully diversify the gene- ral face of the universe ? What, I say, are they, my daughter, but a set of arbitrary modifications of the perceiving mind, to which the several objects themselves have not the least resem- blance? For, what agreement is there in the nature of the thing between a certain particular bulk, figure, or mo^ tion of the insensible parts of external matter, the only real qualities of the several visible bodies that so various^y 16^ entertain our sight, and our ideas of light and colours? And yet what a joy- less and unconnfortable figure would these things make to us, if w^e saw them in their naked and philosophic reaUties 1 What a large fiejd of pleasure and ad- miration would be lost to us, were all the masterly touches of natural paint- mg, the variegated scenery of heaveQ and earth, at once to disappear, and one undistinguished blot to overspread the universal system I To what purpose then such a prodi- gal expence of art and ornament in the furniture of this stupendous theatre of nature, but to charm the ravished sense of the intended spectator, by the pros- pect of these imaginary glories ! My child 1 we may pursue this speculation yet farther. The perceptions of our taste and smell, the ideas of sounds from which ^e derived all the enchant- 163 mg powers of harmony; an entertain- ment which some have thought worthy of heaven itself; the sensation of heat and cold, and divers other affections of our touch, are quite other things in our minds froin what thev are in the seve- ral existing objects. Providence, as if the real quahties of bodies were too scanty a foundation of pleasure to the human sense, has superadded to them many imaginary'properties and powers of affecting us, in order to enlarge the sphere of our blessings, and in a more eminent degree to endear to us the munificent Author of our being. It is also observable that some of the greatest beauties of nature are at the same time the greatest benefits of it. Fruits, which are most agreeable to the eye, are often the pleasantest to the taste likewise. There is nothing that affords a greater supply of comforts to 164 human life than the improvements of agriculture ; and at the same time there is not a finer piece of landscape than the view of a fertile country richly di- versified with the several products of natural grain: whose undulations add novelty to their charms, and entertain us no less with the variety of the scene^ than with its inimitable beauty and magnificence. — And yet so careful has the great Disposer of all things been, that no part of his works should pass unrecommended, to us, that even the seeming wildnesses and imperfections of nature ; as marshes, deserts, rocks, precipices, are not without their charms;, they, too, entertain us with their no- velty and magnificence — if not with their beauty. x\nd moreover, my child, they may be considered as foils to the noore graceful parts ; or as dis- cords happily interspersed in the com- position of things, ta render the gene- 165 ral harmony of nature more exquisite and inchanting, I may add that not only irregularities and seeming imperfections, but even horrors themselves, when reason or ex- perience has removed the first impreS' sions of our fear, are no small founda- tion of pleasure to us: — As fire, ruins, hurricanes, a stormy sky, a tempes- tuous ocean, a wild beast in chains, or a dead monster: either from the na- tural magnificence, or novelty of the objects that excite thenj, as in the last subject; or from the agreeable contem- plation of our own personal safety ; whilst they are considered by us as at once dreadful and harmless. What an amiable scene of things, do such reflections open to our view ! The seeming deviations of nature appear from them not only few and extraordi- 166 nary, but gratifying to our taste of no- velty, which confers on thenn a sort of relative agreeableness. — But I must take leave of you for the present, with a promise of continuing a report of my farther meditations, if you shall think it worth your while to require it of me. I have established a good general found- ation to proceed upon, and only reserve the interesting discussion to our future leisure or inclination. Having consumed much time in my speculative walk, and finding the even- ing advanced, I hastened home to re- ceive the dinner party in the drawing- room. In my next you shall know the interesting result. Caroline. 167 LETTER XXII. I RETURNED, my dear maid, both in time and in disposition to prepare for the reception of my flithers friends, and to surprise them with a little concert in which I resolved to take a principal part. Indeed I ahvays thought music one of the first accomplishments, and to those who have a good ear, it is cer- tainly a most delightful amusement. Its efficacy to soften the manners, to melt the heart, to excite and controul the passions, is truly astonishing. It sooths the anguish of the mind, it re- moves the pain of the body; and puts life and motion into the whole inani- mate creation. I6S I was joined by Melina, whom I re- quested to accompany me on the harp. I made this choice from a con- viction that genuine music consists of only two parts — melody and harmony. The first arising from a combination of tone and modulation, and can only be applied with strict propriety to the pe- dal harp and to vocal music. All other instruments of music can have no claim to this distinction. Wind instruments may be supposed to approach nearer to It; but something is still wanting to compleat the idea of melody. Har- mony, therefore, in my opinion is the co-incidence of two sounds, and those sounds result more from a well-strung Ijarp, accompanied by a melodious voice, than from any other combination with which 1 am acquainted. It being an English party it was late before the company adjourned to the 169 drawing room. On entering the apart- ment the band struck up " God save the King,'^ and during the ceremony of tea-taking, it played " Rule Britannia/^ and several other popular British airs. — On the conclusion of this etiquette portion of the entertainment, the gen- tlemen gathered round me and Melina, and solicited us to have the goodness to touch the harp and to indulge them with a few German airs. We com. plied, and were in the midst of'' Del Rosa," or Life let us Cherish, when Algernon, who had been on duty, entered the room — and on hearing us he exclaim- ed ** Hark ! to the music of the trembling sphere I " What nightingales do sing in consort here ?'* However affected we were by this nder and elegant \ VOL. I. I tender and elegant exclamation, we 170 continued with renovated powers, and he again broke forth ** Hark ! how they shake the palsl M element-«- <* And swell the note, as if 'twou'd ne'er be spent. •* To hear such melting echo softly move, ** Narcissus like ! who would not die in love ?" Here an expression of rapturous adtni- ration burst from every tongue, and every eye was turned upon the inspired Algernon. — Perceiving our silence, he again exclaimed ** Sing on sweet chauntress'j souls of melody ! ** Closely attentive to your harmony, ** The heav'ns check and stop tlicir pond'rous spheres, *' And all the world is now attentive ears !'* *' Si no; on V'- -but here he was again interrupted by the general voice 171 of astonishment and applause — I\Ir. T n taking him by the hand, and declaring aloud that the few lines he just heard were the finest specimen of the Imprkisatori he had ever heard or enjoyed. But Algernon got himself into a difficulty from which he would fain escape. AVe all insisted on his singing and performing on the Harp. Covered with blushes, and sinking un- der the sweetest confusion, he took my seat and performed the following little sonnet, which, from the expressive looks he gave me, I could comprehend ad- dressecf to the spot where he first heard me sing. '* Fortunate vale, exulting bill, dear plain, " Where morn and eve, my soul's fair idol stray 'd, ** While all your winds that murmured thro* the glade I 2 172 *' Stole her sweet breath, — yet, yet, your path* retain ** Prints of her step^ by fount whose floods re- main, ** In. depth unfathom'd, 'mid the rocks that shade, •* With cavrrnM arch, their sleep ! — Ye streams that ])]ay'd ** Around her iimbs in summer's ardent reign, " The soft resplendence of tliose azure eyes *' Ting'd ye with living light ! The envied claim 1^ ** These blest distinctions give, my harp, my sighs, ** My songs record ; antl from their poets flame ** Bid thy wild vale, its rocks, and streams aiise, ** Associates still of their bii^rht n.iistress' fame." He no sooner ceased, my dear Char- lotte, than every one present was an- xious to express to biui their delight and approbation of his perforarance ; and if I did not ntcer wy sentiments publivcly, I was charmed to hear from others, that he w^as a nnm who could be admired and imitated, but excelled 173 —perhaps equalled by none. For there is not only an inexpressible charm in the volume of his voice, but a deli- cacy of expression and sentiment which is the peculiar excellence- of an elegant mind, and which induced Mr. M 3 to declare — Algernon is in truth the genuine offspring of the Irish bard." — *' In harmony," continued M e, '' he may vie w^ith Braham, and in tvii- " derness of expression with incledon : " his modulations are peculiarly s^yeet.. '' His words are also intelligible, whicli '* gives his singing an air of novelty tru- " ly captivating.'^ In short, my love, if an improved imitation of the best singers, and an ori- ginal poetic genius, afford pleasure, the singing of Algernon is fitted to yield it in the highest degree ; and the more so, as he is no less calculated to be the de- light of the humble, than of those that I 3 are possessed of taste, genius, instruc- tion and discernment. On hearing him, the imagination is at once strongly affected with the emo- tions of novelty, beauty, and grace; and the height of emotion, love, and senti- ment are rendered visible through the media of a lovely countenance, captiva- ting language, and harmonic sounds. He is in truth " the genuine offspring of the Irish bard,^^ Soon after this charmina; and novel exhibition we retired to supper and then to repose — to which latter bles- sing my Charlotte is recommended by her Carolike» 475 LETTER XXIIL The departure of our interesting tra- vellers, and the non-arrival of the ex- pected visitor from England, left me at Hberty, the day after the concert, to enjoy myself in solitude and to renew my evening walks with the beloved and accomplished Algernon. When we first entered the garden we remained some time silent. At length he addressed me with all his usual flow of eloquence and sentiment. " How fortunate for you, my Caro- " line," said he, '' that you have a re- " hsh for the beauties of nature ; that ^ you can converse as it were with the I 4 176 *' Diety in its kindest and most cngag- " ing appearance ; not so much in the '* majesty of omnipotence, as in the " mildness of love and benignity. In " this happy frame of mind beUeve me " you possess advantages seldom ac- " corded to the inhabitants of courts. " You enjoy a much larger share of in- " nocent pleasures than lie within their " compass. You have satisfactions of *' a more exquisite kind than they ever " experience or feel. You look upon " the world, as it were in another " light, and you discover in it a multi- " tude of charms, that conceal them- " selves from the idle, the voluptuous, ''and the dissipated. — But how must '' the pleasure grow upon you, when, " borrowing helps from an improved " philosophy, you consider the glories " you survey, not as confined to this " little globe of earth, but that a scene '* of the same kind may probably be 177 " presenting itself to sonne or other of " the rational inhabitants of those num- " berless worlds which lie diffused in ** the wide expanses of aether, and be '' entertaining the curious spectator of *' nature in regions of so immense a dis- •^' tance from our own, that the imagi- '' nation turns giddy at the very thought '' of it ! — Fur who shall presume to set " bounds to the productir)ns of infinite '* Power actuated by infinite benevo- ''lence? — Who shall circumscribe the *' theatre upon which an Omnipotent '• Goodness may think proper to disph^y "itself? ** Questionless those sparkling fires " which are preparing t(3 roll over our "* heads have a nobler lise than barely ■•' to spangle our particular hemisphere ; ••a benefit, too, wliich every passing '* cloud can deprive us of! — [low ii^uch " more rational is it to consider them I .:') 178 " as the several suns of difieient sy-^ " stems of planets, dispensing to them " the invaluable blessings of light, and *' heat, and refreshing influences, and " affording them the grateful returns of " day and night, whose mutual inter- " changes may contribute as they do " with us — to relieve and recommend " each other. *' What a delightful and entertaining " scene,^^ continued he, " is even now '' displaying itself to our observation, in '^' this spacious canopy of Heaven^ €n- '' riched with an infinity of shining orbs- '' that shed their benign influences upon *' our heads, and make this evening so ** auspicious to us, my Caroline P^ * How auspicious, my Algernon ?' said 1, for he paused, and pressed my hand in his, and appeared to look for a reply. 179 '' Auspicious,'^ resumed he, " to .** many pleasing perceptions of the hu- " man sense, and to others of a more *' elegant kind that arise out of these, *' and open a still wider field of enter- '' tainment; the pleasures, I mean, of " the fancy or imagination. Under this, *' my amiable Caroline, I comprehend " those social deligiitful perceptions " which arise in my mind when I con- " template the heavenly bodies, or " whea I contemplate your lovely " countenance, whicli is ecjually beauti- " filly regular and harmonious. ** When L behold them, or when Z " look upon you, how enlarged and "sublime an idea does the prospect " give me of the beneficent contrivance ** of the author of my faculties, that ** receive an equal pleasure from ob- ** jects of contrasted character and ex- I 6 180 '• cellence, and think of Heaven as I " think of you V' ' This is a mere prejudice of your ' imagination/ said 1, ' Algernon, with ' an emotion not in my power to con- ^ ceal. '' By no means, my Caroline/^ re- turned he, with more than ordinary viva- city, '' Nature has given me a very high '* relish for her studies, and particularly *' for the heightened ornaments and au- *' o;ust grandeurs of the skies, but she *"' rcqiiired not that niy admiration of '• ' the splendid host of Heaven,^ should ** make me shrink from human excel- " lence, or insensible to the dominion " of your ciiarms. " On the contrary, she has filled my " heart with a conviction that virtuous •' love can alone constitue human hap- 181 '* piness, and that the marriage state is *' an institution which draws us no less " forcibly by the charm of the highest " morale than sensible pleasures; and " this no doubt to counterbalance some " unavoidable inconveniences of mar- " riage ; to soften the pangs of child- " birth ; to sweeten the fatigues of do- " mestic concerns, of the care of off- " spring, of the education and settle- " ment of a family, and to be the foun- " dation and cernent of those number- " less tender sympathies, mutual en- *' dearments, and reciprocations of love " between the married parties them- " selves, which make up not the mo- " ralUi/ot\\yy but even the chief happi- " ness of conjugal life ; and at the envy " of which, in so remarkable an exern- " plification of it, as the condition of " the first parents of mankind is repre- " sented to have been by the tender '^ and passionate Milton, "'tis no won- 182 " der their great enemy should turn a- " side from beholding their mutual ca- '^ resses, as unable to endure the paia " of his malicious resentment at such ♦^ superior delicacy of enjoyment." * Aside the Devil turn'd For envy, yet with jealous leer malign EyM them askance- * " An image of such exquisite force *^' and beauty this," continued Alger- " non, " that the fondest lovers of an- *' tiquity may be challenged to produce " its parallel in the most approved vvri- *• ters of any age or country. '' But"^ — exclaiiTied he with enthu- siasm, " alihough the image may not " have a written parallel, it may have *' a strong likeness or a just imita- " tion. What says my Caroline ! — " when she confers on her Algernon a " tender sense of the more improved 183 " felicities of wedded love, will not " the image of Milton be realized ? will " not envy tarn askance ? will not our *• state be the perpetual fountain of '* domestic sweets ? of purity, peace, •'• and innocence ?'^ I could make no reply. We had reached our accustomed seat ; my head reposed on his shoulder, and my hand was held to his breast. " Caroline," said he, " the moon has " risen from behind those dusky moun- *' tains ; her resplendent hght shines " thro' the trees w'hich crown their *^ tops. What a charm this scene in^ " spires ! Here let us rest awhile.^* ' This sweet place inchaats me too,* interrupted I. ' The softness of the ' evening is delicious. Algernon, we * will rest here awhile.* 184 " How fresh and flourishinor are all " things around us/' added he, " whe- " ther they creep upon the ground, or " cHmb this ruin's sides. — There pours " the crystal spring, which falHng from " the summit of the rock, miarmurs " thro' the garden's shades. Observe *' the point of yon rock over the cas- " jcade, there I have engraven the name ^'ofCarohne! She will one day visit " that rock, enjoy this testimony of her " lover's sentiments, and be enraptured *' with the pro-^pect of tins wide land- '' scape/' ' You praise with transport/ said I, * Algernon. But I will believe that all * that I shall see there will be charm- ' ing I will believe that it is the most * delightful spot in the world. 1 am ' sure there is no ibu'itain vvhose mur- ' murs are so sweet, whose water is so * refreshing.' 185 •' And. this rose," returned he, •' which I have plucked for you, let it " receive additional fra2;rance from vour " breath. Let me place it in your " bosom ; it will become more dehci- *' ous. But your bosom heaves. Ah! ^' why would you suppress that sigh ? '^ Why -V ' O come, let us begone,' I exclaim- ed. " So soon ?'^ interrupted Algernon. " So soon ? Has this place no delights '* for my Caroline ? Can she not be " happy for an instant with her Alger- " non r' * Ah ! let us begone,' I again reiter- ated. — He was silent and pensive. He did not reproach me, but he sighed. My hand trembled in his. 1S6 " Oh thou serene and silver nnoon,^* exclaimed he, " be witness to my sighs; " and 3'ou peaceful groves, how often *' have you sighed, after me, the name " of Caroline 1 Tender flowers, which " now breathe your fragrance around " her ! the dew of evening often glitter- " ed on your leaves, while my cheek •' was bathed with the tears of love and " affection ! You now hang your mourn- " ful head I The morning saw you bloom " in all your splendour — you are now " withered. Thus my youthful days " must perish, if Caroline should dis- **^ dain my love ! But,^^ said he, turn- ing his eyes intensely upon, and addres* sing himself immediately to me ; " when 1 perish, mayst thou then, sur- " rounded with all earthly bliss, enjoy " the most enchanting pleasures in the *^ arms of a more amiable — a more " happy lover V^ 1S7 * Xo ! — distracting thought,' cried I, — * no : never. Why, do you thus tor- ^ ment my soul ? rlave I not given you ' every bond of hope ? Do I not smile • upon you ? When I sing. and play on ' the harp in your presence, do you not ' see that my hps tremble, and that my ' fingers run ^Yildly over the neglected • wire 1 *' Then I still behold someglimmer-^ " ing rays of hope,'* uttered he with aa expression of joy and exultation. '* Caroline loves her Algernon." Her *' tremulating hand is in mine ! She re- *' clines her head upon my breast ! " — Come, let my kisses catch the tears *' of love which glisten on her cheeks 1" I rose up with precipitation; his air was timid, but mine was agitated and perturbed. — 1 durst no longer remain 1 18S Confused, silent, and supported by bis arm, 1 reached the palace, retired to my chamber, and there abandoned my mind to all the debghtrul reveries of the most pure and exalted love. Nor can I now interrupt the delightful re- flections, by adding further to this long Letter from your Caroline. 189 LETTER XXIV. The evening described in my last was followed by a night of horror and per- _ tnrbation ! The imas^e of Algernon was perpetually before my e\es in a bleed- ing and prostrate condition, but I could neither raise him from the ground, nor dare to tell him how much i loved him. Sometimes I thouglit 1 heard his falt- ering voice, his stitled sighs, and some- times 1 seemed to gaze upon his down- cast look, and upon his frame which appeared faint and trembling! The morning no sooner dawned than I repaired to the garden — the late scene (.>^ such tender and innocent felicities. But its inlluence was fled. Tiiere was no Algernon; it Avas not cheered v»itli 190 the sunshine of his presence ; his beams were waniino- to cive il lustre and warmth. ' Ye charming flowers, ye various ' plants/ said I, ' that have ever been * my dear deUght, and the object of my 'Algernon's care; deprived of his cul- ^ ture, as the prophecy of dreams tell * me ye soon must be, you will wither, ' for joy shall be for ever banished from ' this place, and from my heart! Choak- * ed will you be with weeds, while the ' thorn and briar hang over you their vfatal shade; and you, young trees, ' planted by his hands, you that bear ' such delicious fruits, despoiled of all ' your gay attire, in his absence, your ' withered branches mournfuUy shall ' rise over this savage place, while I ' shall pass the remainder of my days ' in sorrow, sighs, and tears/ 191 Tfiis train of melancholy reflections was interrupted by Melina and Prince L s, who came in search of me to join our family party, who were assem- bling for breakfast. Algernon was absent; my father look- ed occupied ; my mother had the ap- pearance of having been in tears, and it appeared to me that every eye re- garded me with an unusual expressi(!n of tenderness and sentinient. The painful and gloomy repast being over, my father rose, and in words of awful and portentous solemnity desired to converse with me in his clcset. More dead than alive, I complied with a me- chanical — not a voluntary obedience. On entering his study, his look as- sumed that warlike spirit for which he was so eminent; and the affections of a father appeared totally extinguished ! 192 Martial ardour, or the genius of ambi- tion seemed to occupy liis whole soul, and to stifle all the amiable affections of his nature. " Caroline/' said he, " attend ! I was '* once ranked amongst the great gene- '' rals of niodern times, and my sole " ambition was, and is to be placed on *' a parallel with Engine, Malborough, " the Great Frederick of Prussia, or '' his cautious and able adversary Count '* Daren. But a series of disappoint- " ments on my part, and of successes " on that of the French, obtain for " them the character of great generals, " and sink me in the opinion of man- ** kind. '' In this opinion of the French, the " world is mistaken: — arms are a very *•* inferior means of their conquest; the " baneful principles of Jacobinism, the 193 *' cruel system of forced contribution, " proscription and confiscation, and " also that insinuating accommodation " to popular prejudices in religion and " polity, so notoriously manifested in " all their declarations and proceedings, *• having principally concurred to my " defeat, and to putting them in pos- " session of many countries, where the " credulity, want of eiergy, or treach- *' ery of the natives have made them ** false to their own interests, and they *' have all in turn felt, too late, the /'• hand of oppression, when the means '' of self-defence have become either "' desperate or impracticable. " Fatigued, discouraged, and almost *^ exhausted, it is in vain that I endea- " vour with straining eyes to gather a " ray of hope in that vast horizon *' where the sun of German glory seems '' set for ever. The flashes of British VOL. I. K 194 " victory itself throw but a trembling " and a meteor light, too feeble to " pierce the darkness that seems to ** brood over my country ! *' Tremble not, Caroline,^' continued my father, " tremble not, for you '' have yet to attend to more excrucia- " ting anticipations. I foresee thatEng- " land, that brave and gallant nation, *' will be deserted by every ally. The *' strength, the spirit, and the character *' of the House of Austria will be bro- *' ken and subdued, and its mutilated ** Dovver removed from the banks of *' the Scheldt and the Rhine, to the *^ distant shores of the Adriatic! The " German empire, already mulct and " amerced, appears, even now, to await *' the consummation of its fate, in the *•' silence of despair; — while the King " of P a, after another struggle " whichi maybe compelled reluctantly 195 " to conduct, will have his crown tram- " pled under foot, or be allowed to " have it maintained by a Jacobin " army, and a jacobin, treacherous, '• profligate court ! '' Russia, Denmark, and Sweden, *' also from an insane and deranged *' spirit of commercial avarice and fraud, '- will enter into evasive and disgrace- " ful conditions with France. '• The rest of the continent, Spain, '' Portugal, Italy, Piedmont, the cour- '• ses of the lower Rhine into the ocean, " the Seven United Provinces, the Low '• Countries, will all readily be absorb- ''• ed. By treaty or by terror, by in- " fluence or by force, they all will be- '* come members and departments of " the French empire ; their ships, their " soldiers, their commerce, and their *' revenues, will all be at its disposal: K 2 196 '• and a power so enormous as was " never j^et concentrated by any league " or confederation of independent so- " vereigns and states, will be amassed " and converged into one single arm ! " in the arm of the young Bonaparte 1 " Flushed with victory, goaded by " disappointments, and directed by " rancour and ambition, this adventu- *' rer will direct, against the shores of " England, the collected armies of all " his coiiquered nations. " He will but my child, ^tis *• my ambition to be in the service of " that glorious country; to oppose my *' experience to his audacity, and to " assist in securing so brave a people '' from so unmerited and shameful a " fate. 197 " Deprived of all hopes in my native *'' land, I look to England as the theatre ^' of future glory; and I am happy to " tell you, my daughter, that a circum- " stance has just come to my knowledge *' which affords me the truest felicity,. " and promises success to all my de- " signs. An express has just reached ** me, that the Duke of Edinburgh has *' insisted upon the immediate marriage " of his eldest son, the Marquis of Al- ** bion; that in compliance with a law " which governs that illustrious family, " a foreign protestant Princess has been " selected for his wife; portraits of all " such have been submitted to the *• judgment of the Marquis, and he, my *' Caroline, has had the grace and dis- " crimination to make choice of you !" It would appear, my Charlotte, that misfortunes operate variously on the human mind. Some hearts they soften K 3 198 and fructify : others they render callous and steril. My father had no sooner pronounced the dreadful determination of the Mar- quis, than rage and indignation took possession of my breast. * What, Sir,^ I exclaimed, ' do you ' think that your daughter can enter * into a cold political engagement with ' a man who isf, a stranger to her * heart ? * No, Sir, rather let me dwell in * wretchedness, or else marry a man of ' a congenial nature; a man of integrity ' and honor, interested in my happi- * ness and welfare.' "Cease! cease! perverse girl! ^^ ex- claimed my father, "a long habit of 199 " affectionate indulgence, has, I per- " ceive, made you lose all idea of respect " and obedience. You have lost every '* desire to be of service to your lather " and to your country. You .-"are n^^i " how you afflict and agitate my mind. " You feel for none but for yourself. *' You heed not for the prosperity ot *' your family. You consider not thai *' the Marquis is heir apparent to the " most extensive power and estates. " That by your marriage with him, you " will revive the former lustre of your " Flouse; £;ratify the ambition of a fa- " ther, and stand between him and a ** broken heart, and a premature grave !" This address of my father's, broke my spirits, and gave me a look of patience and resignation, by which he was de- ceived. He took me to his bosom, and kissed my cheek. I flung my arm round his venerable neck, and for an K 4 200 instant both enjoyed the SY/eetest tes- timony of filial and parental affection. " You consent then, my child,'^ re- sumed the Duke, " you consent to ac» " cept the hand of the Marquis: leave '^ my arms my love, and let me com- " municate the glad tidings/^ I rose from his bosom terrified and exhausted. ' No, Sir,^ said I, in the extremity of grief, and gaining strength from de- spair, ' no, Sir, never shall I consent ' to a marriage, cold, forced, and ' political/ " What ! never ! dare you say never V^ reiterated the Duke, and seizing me at the same time by the arm, and accom- panying the action with the most vio- lent gesticulations, and imprecations; '- what, dare you say never !^* 201 ' Yes, I repeat it/ said I, in frantic agony, ' I say never — never, shall I give *- my hand to any but to . I know not whether I uttered the word Algernon, for my father's rage rose so high, that he struck me to the earth, where I remained in a swoon, till restored by the tender cares of a kind mother, and the various attend^ ants whom my father sent to the as- sistance of your lost and unfortunate Ci^ROLIXF, K5 209 LETTER XXV. On recovering from the swoon into which 1 was thrown by the conduct and communications of a too ambi- tious father, I paid no manner of atten- tion to the objects or to the persons around me. 1 revolved in my mind, as if awaking from a dream, the dreadful scene I had passed through. The comparison which I made between what I was, and what 1 had been, but the evening before, ap- peared too horrible and extraordinary to be reaL 1 raved aloud, struck my forehead, and in the bitterness of my heart cursed the law and the people, w hich were the origin of my distraction and despair. I even assumed a cou- 203 rage and intrepidity beyond the ordina- ry capacity of my mind, and my eyes quickened like those of the consump- tive, which are always brightest the nearer a patient approaches to dissolu- tion. Whilst in this state, my father en- tered the room. I had conceived for him all at once the mast invmcible an- tipathy : I could not disguise it: it ap- peared in every act, and pervaded the whole tenor of my conduct. This ap- pearance could not serve to mitigate the fierceness of his disposition. Fie, however, suppressed his rage; and as- suming his usual dignity and serenity. of manner, he thus calmly addressed me. "Caroline, to honoi God, and to do " good to mankind^ has hitherto been ^' your greatest felicity.. There is, not K 6 204 " a person in all this country, who does *' not talk of you with the warmest " gratitude ; not one who does not, with " tears of joy, relate some instance of " your kindness or beneficence. Not " one — save vour father ! •/ " Alas! for him 3'ou have neither " respect nor sentiment ; candour, care, "gracious smile, or filial solicitude. " And yet I love thee, Caroline, and f '' would, were fortune more propitious, ^' make thee happy. I would make ^^ thee happy, my child.'^ He paused. I trembled, blushed and approached towards him. He took me by the hand, I fell at his feet, my resentment towards him subsided, and my voice died on my lips. " My God!'' he cried, " what do '' I behold! Tell me, O my child! do 205 " you coasent to marry the Marquis of " Albion, or is it a dream that deludes " my senses? You appear again my " daughter! Your eyes fill with grate- " ful tears. You make me the happi- " est of fathers. I shall make vou the " most exalted and happiest of daugh- " ters.^' A deep convulsive sigh, silenced and undeceived my father. " Caroline," said he, " it is in vaia " to reject the hand of the Marquis: '' I must be obeyed: rise from the *• ground and hearken to my last re- " solve!" Pale, agonized, and heart-wrung, I rose, but could not stand. He moved tov/ards me, and sustained my head on his bosom. I seized his hand and bath- 206 ed it with my tears. He bore me to a sopha, and placed himself by my side. " Caroline,'^ said he, with inexpres- sible tenderness, *' amid the ruin of " my ambition, there was but one tie " left to hold me to the world ; and that *' was you, I long anticipated your " elevation by marriage. For this,. I. " struggled against diappointair:nts,and " to support with a resignatiOii becom- " ing a soldier, the sorrows which *' rived my heart after my calamities " in France. I loved you, too, my ** daughter, and to gratify that l(»VG, as " well as my own ambition, I sought " to bestow your hand upon the man 1 " esteem the most of any upon enrth. " I have now obtained his, and his pa- '* rents' concurrence. Do, my Caro- " line, let the eager pleading of your " father win your consent! Do, my " child, yield to my earnest entreaty, 207 " consent that the nuptial tie shall join " vour hands, and I shall answer that " love shall join your hearts. Prepa- " rations shall be quickly made for your " marriage by prox\% and the festival " shall be celebrated with all the dig- " nity becoming your birth/^ This dreadful denunciation again, re- stored me to an artificial heat; it roused my exhausted spirits, and made me in- capable of being intimidated by threats or of being soothed by caresses. My father perceived the inflexible character of my mind. He sliook with rage and indignation, but perceiving my mother enter the room, he rose to retire — first directing her, in a tone determined and imperious, to see that 1 obeyed him before twenty-tour hours should elapse. My mother placed herselfvvin<4 morning from a weary bed; — dre«sed^ and opened the window which looked into a garden on the east side of the palace. The pure air wafting the fragrant odours of the herbs and flowers, in some small degree dispelled the gloomy clouds that enveloped my maddened and bewildered brain ; I felt my body recover new strength, and my heart animated by reviving hopes. And whilst my eyes wandered over the garden, I perceived x\lgernon busily engaged in conversation with the gar- dener who appeared Jo explain to him - 213 the nature of bis rural labours, and to shew, by his diction and manner, how little he envied people tht enjoyments of a more exalted lite. From the pure and simple pleasure which illuminated the smiles of Algeriion, I could well comprehend him a stran2:er to all that had passed, and was passing in my heart. Indeed, I learnt from Alelina, that he had been sent to Berlin by my father, and i could perceive by the elegant disorder of his travelling dress, that he had but just returned to court. I descended to the garden, and with a slow and frozen step, and a heart pal- pitating advanced towards him. The alteration of my manner had an instantaneous effect upon Algernon. Ever and anon his piercing eye glanced upon me. The change he beheld seem- ed to fill him with terror and astonish- ment. My form worn thin, and my 214 countenance overspread with the white- ness of a lily^s hue ; for hungry corrod- ing sorrow had banquetted on the roses that used to bloom upon my cheek; my swoln eye surcharged with drops of , sorrow, that seemed prepared to burst forth the half-stifled sob, and the quick heaves of my bosom, all gave evidence of a mind within woe-fraught and wounded by calamity; — while the pent up turbulence of my grief sought to vent itself in exclamations, and, with a wish to conceal it from observation, contend- ed for the mastery. I endeavoured all I could to recover that outward composure, which the approach to Algernon, and the quick sense of what I was to lose, had remov- ed me from ; teaching my countenance to wear the semblance of a calm sere- nity I was far from^feeling, and to veil the various and conflicting emotions 215 that warred within my mind. Like the stormy ocean^s waves dashing to and fro, at one time raging with fury on to its greatest height in mountainous bil- lows reaching to the clouds, anon plunging down into a vast abyss, and again rising to their steepy ascent; so my spirits rose and fell, as wrought on by the silent sorrow that preyed upon them. I strove to still this agitation of my grief-charged soul, and in some mea- sure at length succeeded. I looked the picture of depressive melancholy, calm and patiently resigned to meet its fate ; but still my grief, too mighty to be conquered, smothered within me, as a fire ill quenched, ever and ever burst- ing forth into rising flame. No more the lustre of my eye sparkled. No more their timid glances turned on Algernon, to cheer, as they were wont, his adoring heart; but pointed them downward in tearful dignity, or momentarily raised to cast a mournful look, and then again turned to their former station with a deep fetched sigh ! Algernon could not but note with agony and apprehension, the paleness and dejection my countenance express- ed. He should have thought me in ill health, had not my assurances to the contrary satisfied him that I was not indisposed. Yet certain, ill I was, and that he knew, though not in body; yet, if it lay not in the frame, he was con- vinced by my looks, that spoke the changeful emotions of my soul, it must be in my heart or in my mind. The transient pleasure I had experi- enced when first I approached him after his absence, did not exist any length of time ; a something like a foul and ugly fiend recollection conjured up in my brain, to rip ope my sorrows ^17 afresh, which the healing hand of a rising hope had in some sort a Uttle tempered; while its pestiferous breath withered, like the nipj)ing northern blast, all the fair fiowers of visionary happiness, which the sanguine youth ^ had presented tome, and, in the swift- ness of a thought, destroyed the plea- sure 1 had felt, turned it into bitterness, and rentasunder the pleasing charm that kept my mind in confinement: short- lived as is the niir.ble winged epeme- ron, that lavishes away its few hours of existence in sporting over the waters which gave it to the light; in the grey of evening it is brought forth, and yet a little space, ere the night has perform- ed the half of its course, the period of its life is finished. Even so my joy shone forth — and then died! gentle, not of any permanent duration; sweet, not stable; the delirium that pleasure* unexpected wraps the senses in, VOL. I. L 2 IS I again, however, felt the influence of Algernon's presence, and for a mo- ment forgot the griefs that laboured within me; but soon, alas! but soon resumed their position. The measure of my woes seemed full and running over. I felt as if the sweet comforter of grief-wounded minds, angel-formed hope, had spread its airy pinions, and left me a forlorn wretch, dead to all the world, without any prospect whisper- ing consolation to my distracted brain ; distracted with many troubles, and see- ing no conclusion to my woes, save in death's cold arms. No friendly ray of far-distant happiness broke upon my gloomy retlections; all, all, was dreary and desolate. My father inexorably determined. My mother doomed to pass her life in sorrow^, were it known that she countenanced my attachment for Algernon; and I, even I, condemn- ed to exile myself from home, or to 919 consent to a political marriage with the Marquis. There was no being to whom I could look for protection. I thought or Prince L s; but honor, rigid honor forbade the claim, and bade me keep as imaculate my reputation as was my virtue; nor let envious detraction, that seeks by forged tales of vile calumny, told behind the back of unsuspecting innocence, to sully its fair fame, that it might plant its malicious gratinca- tions on another's ruin, and smile over the destruction! shrinking to very no- thing when the intended victim turns its face to meet their licentious re- proaches and meddling censure. A slanderous tongue ever strikes the purest virtue as equal in the monarch as the peasant; employs its miriads of viperous tongues to contaminate the spotless fame, and load with vile op- L 2 220 probrious epithets the mother of my Charlotte, setting her up as a mark for the vicious to aim their scandal at, and O Charlotte ! into what digression have 1 fallen ! Cruel J y ! why do you thus traverse my thought and per- vert my reason? Having blasted my happiness^ and stained the honor of my House, why will you obtrude on my oblivion? why will you inspire me with an abhorrence, with a terror, that renders me incapable of writing to a daughter, or of communing with my- self? ^Tis in vain, my child I this lady's image sa perturbs my mind, that I must now conclude- with being your Caroline. 991 LETTER XXVII. While agitated with the contending enfiotions which I vainly endeavoured, to describe in my last letter to you, my sweet Charlotte, Algernon had con- ducted me to a seat, and having placed himself beside me, with his eyes intently fixed on mine, he exclaimed : *' CaroHne ! Oh, my Caroline I wilt " thou not speak to me ? — Wilt thou " not let me share the griefs thy looks '' tell me thou canst but ill conceal ? — " "W^herefore is thine eye pensive— " downcast ? Oh ! tell me, I conjure " thee, what has chanced to check the '* joy thus our meeting should have " raised ? speak ! oh, speak ! Where- L o S92 " fore dost thou weep my Caroline ?" be continued, observing my cheeks studded with big drops. — " Those " tears proceed not from joy ! No, " they come from some hidden -sorrow '* which I fain would soothe or partici- *' pate. — Give me to know the cause, *' that I may pour the healing balm of '' gentle pity and commiseration into " thy soft bosom, lull thy cares to rest, " and speak to thee of future happy, ''happy, days of mutual transport ; till "thy griefs be forgotten, and thy soul ''yield to thy Algernon and to love/* ' Love, Algernon ! ah me !^ cried I, "^ would 1 had never known its power- • ful influence ! — I then should not ' have to endure the conflicting emo- * tions, that agitate my soul, and destroy ' all my felicities. If to love be count- 223 * ed sweet, wherefore, ah ! wherefore is ' your Caroline thus miserable ?' " And has love, nny Caroline, made '* thee so ?" interrupted he, with viva- city. — " When first thy lips confessed '• thy heart was mine, I fondly thought " you seemed not miserable then, but *' filled rather with heavenly joy and " transport, restrained only by timid *• soul-enchanting modesty, which yet *• could not prevent their appearing in '• thy features. Thy lovely counte- " nance breathed an air of bewitching " ravishment, and thy whole mien *' spoke the most extatic tenderness. '* when, sunk into my arms, thou sup- " portedst thy beauteous head against *' my breast, and sufferedst me to clasp " thy winning form to the heart that •' beat only for thee. With eyes down- *' cast, and blooming cheeks blushing '* like the lovely rose, you listened 224 " to the soft whispers of love ; and, " with a tongue of seraphic music, ex- " changed, in accents, low and uncon- *' aected, with me, vows of unshaken ** and inviolable fideUty i while 1 hung •* enamoured over thee; beheld thy *' fascinating features glow with inef- " fable sweetness ; saw thy enchanting *' bosom heave with transport undis- " sembled as you murmured out pro^ " testations of eternal love, which was " answered m an incoherent strain of " rapturous fondness. Then, oh then! ** what transport ! what delight crowd- ** ed upon me! Surely such wondrous ** joy never was raised in the heart of " man as that 1 then felt ! Let the re- ** collection of that blessed hour tune " thy heart once more to love, and ba- *' nish sorrow from that gentle bo- « som !'' 553 * Never, Algernon ! oh, never can * that be/ exclaiiried 1, ' unless the ' cause, the fatal cause, be first remov- ' ed ! Sorrow and Caroline cannot part * so easily as you imagine. Since I last ^ saw you, hope has been a stranger to ' this sad heart. — Even now, a prey to * grief, words vainly struggle for utter- * ance. — Algernon ! I cannot speak my * thought. — Farewell ! a long farewell ' to happiness ! It is torn for ever * from me ; and my heart in losing you, * has lost its all. — Now, Algernon, col- * lect all thy fortitude to sustain this * shock : Summon thy noble spirit to * aid thee at the trying moment, lest * that thou sink beneath it, and become ' unable to support our eternal sepa- ' ration ! ! !' " Separation ! eternal separation ! *' what means my Caroline ?" exclaim- ^96 ed the frantic Algernon. " I will never " part from thee till this body lies ** breathless upon the earth's cold sur- " face ; for, art thou not my life, my "love, my all ? and shalfl quit thee? " —no, never ; my existence is linked " with thine, and thine with mine, *' Yet you say we must part V^ ' Yes, Algernon ! I repeat it/ said I, ' we must for ever part. Separate, * Heaven knows, never more to meet ! * — ^Now hold, my heart, or beat no * more \ Yet one other trial ! but ah 1 * the tears fall down my cheek ! — I fear •it is a bitter trial ! — Algernon it will * shake thy fortitude ; and thou wilt ' call down bitter imprecations upon ' her who, in a detested hour, ruined ' all thy happiness 1 wilt thou not, when * thou knowest the cause that has lost * me one I too much loved ? — When * thou bearest that I am already — that ^ I did— P " What didst thou do ?" asked Al- gernon, gazing eagerly upon me, as I sat striving to speak but unable, the tears stopping my utterance, and the sounds dying away upon my lips. — " Ha, great Heaven !" continued he, " a dire foreboding of hidden mischief *' bursts upon my mind. If it be true ; " — Blessed powers of just providence, *' defend and support me I But perish ** such a thought to wrong the truth " and purity of my Caroline ! — Yet I " must be satisfied — Tell me, Caroline; ^' — let me know the worst at once, lest " that, having it with-held, my doubts " may increase and draw me into mad- " ness. — In pity, rack not my brains " with wild thoughts of another happier *' lover wresting thy affections from me. ' Speak ! but speak, dispel my doubts. 228 " tell me that they are unfounded, or " — that Prince L s is a villain V' Oppressed as I then was with a thousand terrors, this unexpected stroke made me unable to make a re- ply, lie rose from his seat with an air frantic and wild. — I clung in speech- less agony to his arm. I trembled in silence. His nerves, too, shook, his frantic mien forsook hitn, and he fell extended upon the earth. — I dropt on my knees. ' Oh Algernon ! forgive me !^ cried I, —-' do hearken to your Caroline ; mi- ^ serable as we are, we are not so miser- ^ able as you conceive. Prince L s ' is your dearest friend ! — A B h ' peer, the Marquis of Albion,^ — con- tinued I, hanging over him, — •' is the * only enemy you possess. To him it ' is, that I am by violence to be allied ! 929 ' To him it is that my father immolates • his child! To him it is, that you are * to attribute / •* Stop, Caroline, ^^ said the reviving Algernon,-—" Stop 1 why, alas ! conti- " nue a confession as injurious to me '' as unavailing to yourself! Dearest " Caroline forgive the outrage that es- " caped my iips ! forgive the reproach- ful glance that escaped my eyes I for- ' Oh, Algernon 1 fly ! fly!' repeated I in agony : ' here are persons come in ' my pursuit. But mark me ! should * my father's severity affect my life be- ' fore the prosecution of this mar- * riage, for my sake, for the sake of ' your Caroline, be to my father a ser- *- vant — to my mother a friend !^ VOL. I. M 230 I fell upon his shoulder and wept bit- terly. He clasped me to his breast. We were conducted to breakfast by Melina and the Prince, who found us in this agonizing state, and who in some measure restored us by flattering hopes to ourselves. Caroline. END OP VOL. I- :>L Aliens Printer, PatmwsUr-Row, London. UNIVERSITY OF ILUN0I9-URBANA 3 0112 044578695 rm