^L I E. RAR.Y OF THE UN IVLRSITY or ILLINOIS CsascT v.\ Digitized by tine Internet Archive in 2010 with funding from University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign http://www.archive.org/details/goodmatchheiress01chat A GOOD MATCH. VOL. I. LONDON ; PRINTED BY SAMUEL BENTLEY, Bangor House, Shoe Lane. A^ *^^-^r- /^^"^ A GOOD MATCH, THE HEIRESS OF DROSBERG, AND THE CATHEDRAL CHORISTER. BY LADY CHATTERTON, AUTHOR OF '^ RAMBLES IN THE SOUTH OF IRELAND." IN THREE VOLUMES. VOL. L LONDON: RICHARD BENTLEY, NEW BURLINGTON STREET. 1840. 8^^ A GOOD MATCH. " Marriage is not a lottery — as we sow, and above all as we cultivate the seed, so shall we reap." '^ ^ VOL. I, CHAPTER I. O Happiness ! our being's end and aim — Good, pleasure, ease, content! vvhate'er thy name : That something still which prompts th' eternal sigh, For which we bear to live, or dare to die; Which still so near us, yet beyond us lies, O'erlooked, seen double by the fool and wise ; Plant of celestial seed! if dropped below, Say in what mortal soil thou deign'st to grow ? Pope. There are few things which inspire such feelings of melancholy, and of the vanity and instability of all earthly enjoyments, as the sight of a deserted ball-room the morning after a fete. The smell of dust, oil, and withered flowers, — the fragments of ribands, combs, or feathers, which may be generally seen on the floor, — all speak powerfully to the iniagina- B 2 4 A GOOD MATCH, tion of those whose minds are inclined to sad- ness. When to the impression which all these objects produce is added the depression of spi- rits which is usually felt, even by those whose enjoyment of the preceding night may have been most keen, there is something peculiarly painful in the feeling. The ball at Baynton Hall had been one of the most splendid ever known in the county. It w^as given to celebrate the introduction of Helen Baynton to the world. She was a beau- tiful girl of eighteen, and sole heiress to the large possessions of her father, an old gentle- man of singular habits and eccentric character, who had, for the last forty years, represented the county in parliament. Helen Baynton had for months looked for- ward to this ball as to the commencement of a new era, in which all the happiness of life was to begin. She now sat on a bench of the deserted saloon ; three of the high spacious windows were closed, a single gleam of bril- liant sunshine found its way through the A GOOD MATCH. O fourth, which had just been opened, and illu- mined the figure of the young girl, causing her light brown hair to shine like gold. Her face was averted from the cheerful beam, and her eyes were fixed on a crushed rose-bud which lay near her feet on the floor. There was a listlessness in her attitude as she leaned forward, and an expression of melancholy on her countenance, peculiarly striking, from its contrast to features which seemed formed for the dwelling of buoyancy and mirth. Near the window stood a tall girl, whose style of beauty, though extremely different, was thought by many to surpass that of the heiress. The prospect without seemed to en- gross all her attention, and long were her dark eyes fixed on the spire of a distant church which rose up from the midst of a grove of elms. The reflections which this object seemed to excite in her mind, were of a more cheerful cast than the thoughts that occupied her listless companion ; yet the joy which illumined her countenance, appeared almost as much at vari- 6 A GOOD MATCH. ance with its usual thoughtful expression, as the sorrow which depressed the lively Helen. A smile played round her beautiful lips, and the blood mounted to her usually pale cheeks, till, as if half ashamed of the thoughts which had so powerfully excited her imagination, she suddenly turned round, and almost started when she beheld the melancholy expression which the attitude of Helen evinced. Suddenly the joy which had so lately illumined her own coun- tenance disappeared as she approached the disconsolate girl, and was replaced by a look of kind commiseration, as she imprinted a gentle kiss on Helen's brow. "Dearest sister, what has happened? I am afraid you are dreadfully tired." " Oh no, not in the least," said Helen, while, with an impatient gesture, she stooped to pick up the crushed rose-bud, and averted her head as if the sunbeams were disagreeable, but in reality to hide the tears which now glistened in her long eyelashes. " You are disappointed, dear Helen ; the A GOOD MATCH. 7 ball was not quite so pleasant as you expected, and I think I, know why," said the other, with an arch smile, as she placed her arm round Helen's neck, and sat down by her side. " Oh yes, it was quite as pleasant as I ex- pected," exclaimed Helen, in a pettish tone. Then, after a few moments' consideration, as if ashamed of the fretfulness she had given way to, she suddenly burst into tears, and sobbed on the bosom of her companion. " Forgive me, dearest Laura, I was vexed with you for disturbing me, or rather I am angry with myself; I never felt so miserable in all my life." '^ I knew it, dear Helen, I was sure." " What could have changed him so com- pletely .? " interrupted Helen raising her head. " His very features seem altered since we met him last summer at Cheltenham. When he asked me to dance one would have thought he was conferring a favour ; and then he, Ed- ward Melville, who used to be so civil to papa, 8 A GOOD MATCH. and so afraid of mamma, talked to them last night in quite an insolent manner." " It was indeed, strange," said Laura, sink- ing into a reverie. There was a long silence, which was at last disturbed by the sound of a carriage driving to the door. The two girls jumped up; and, running to the window, saw a chariot and four, with an earPs coronet emblazoned on it, pass rapidly by. " Who can it be ?'" exclaimed Helen. " It is not Lord Newlan's carrriage, and I never knew there was another earl in this neigh- bourhood ; yet they are not post horses, so it cannot have come from a distance. Let us go and peep into the hall.'' " Stay, dear Helen ; you know mamma does not like us to be seen till she sends for us.'* At this moment an old man in a grey flannel dressing-gown, with a bundle of papers under his arm, and holding a tin shaving-pot in his hand, entered the room. "Oh, papa!" exclaimed Helen bounding A GOOD MATCH. 9 towards him, and kissing his unshaven cheek, " do tell me whose carriage is that ?" " Hush, hush," whispered the old gentle- man hurrying across the room, *' don''t detain me, for he wants to see me ; and I must go and dress." "But who is it?" said Helen following her father to the door. " Who ? why Lord Nightingford, to be sure," said Mr. Baynton, as he stopped with a gratified air to gaze on his beautiful daugh- ter's countenance, then with a mysterious smile he stroked her blooming cheek. " Lord Nightingford !" said Helen in a tone of indifference, while her thoughts seem- ed far away. " Lord Nightingford !" said Laura, " where can he come from? I think I have heard Hen — Mr. Rookraore mention that name." " By the by," exclaimed Helen, " why did not Mr. Rookmore come last night ? I can- not imagine how you could enjoy the ball without him." B 5 10 A GOOD MATCH. " I did not enjoy the ball," said Laura ; but, as if ashamed at something which her words seemed to imply, she added with a blush, '* you know I never do enjoy balls." And yet you looked very happy ; but tell me what prevented him from coming?" " You know he does not think that sort of dissipation accordant with his profession ; nor indeed do I," continued Laura, her fea- tures brightening as she spoke. " Oh, you are quite made for a clergy- man'^s wife ; and yet, dear Laura, I should be sorry to see you buried there in that dull parsonage, among those gloomy elm trees, with all the school children." '' I am sure it is anything but gloomy ; nothinoj can be more cheerful than the dear old house, with its stone porch and bay win- dows to the south, covered with roses and jasmine." " Stay, stay ; you are talking of it exactly as if it was really to be your future home, and look as pleased as if mamma had con- A GOOD MATCH. 11 sented to the match. Ah, now you are blush- ing; nay, don't look distressed, but tell me, has he not asked you to become his wife ?" " No," exclaimed Laura ; " and I should be very sorry if he were, it would be so painful to refuse." " And would you really refuse him ? — and why ? for you are not afraid of mamma ; you never tremble at her anger as I do, — and I know the reason ; it is because you never feel to be in the wrong, you know she is angry unjustly, and therefore you can look as calm and proud, — no, not proud, I don't like that word, — but as commanding as you do now. As for me, I am so frightened at her, she can make me do anything she chooses ; indeed, she even contrived to make me uncivil to Mr. Melville last summer. It was the last time I saw him," continued Helen musing deeply, " and perhaps he was offended, and that made him behave so oddly last night. But, then, what could induce him to come.? and how strange he should drop down in 12 A GOOD MATCH. that sudden manner from the clouds, when I thought he was in the south of France. Well, I wonder if we shall ever see him again ?" " My child, my darling Helen !"* exclaimed Mr. Baynton rushing into the room, and em- bracing her affectionately. " I am so glad ; there, go to your mamma, she is waiting for you in the drawing-room. Good b"*ye. I am going off with Lord Nightingford : he has allowed me to excavate the Cheselto i barrow on his estate; and, as he will pass by it on his road to Exeter, I am going as far as that with him. You know it is a thing I have always been most anxious to do ; and the late lord was such a strange man, he could not bear the idea of his steward*s lodge being dis- turbed, though I proved to him incontestably that some Roman antiquities must be found under the ground. This dear good man has given me leave even to pull the house down, and excavate, if necessary, under his orna- mental dairy," and the old gentleman rubbed A GOOD MATCH. 13 his hands with delight, and animated by the prospect of discovering some valuable anti- quities, he bounded out of the room with an activity quite at variance with his years. In a few minutes Lord Nightingford's car- riage drove off, and Helen slowly obeyed her father's command, and went into the drawing- room. She trembled as she approached the door ; for when Mrs. Baynton sent for her in that sort of way, she was generally doomed to receive what in common language is termed a scolding. Indeed, so great was the terror and awe she felt for her step-mother, that on the present occasion she scarcely ventured to look towards that part of the room where Mrs. Baynton was seated, but stood still near the door with an air of childish fear and pettishness, waiting as if prepared for the worst. " Come here, Helen, and sit down by me,'"* said Mrs. Baynton, in a voice of unusual kind- ness ; " what makes you look so frightened, eh ? Has your father told you ?" 14 A GOOD MATCH. " He only told me he was going to excavate the great barrow at Cheselton." " Poor dear man !" said Mrs. Baynton with a contemptuous smile ; " he thinks more of his old broken pottery, and rusty spear heads, than of his daughter's fate. 'Tis fortunate, Helen, you have a step-mother who thinks for you, and who, indeed, I may fairly say, has been more than a mother to you, or you would have grown up to be as ignorant and spoilt, as I found you at eight years old. Your father would have let you run completely wild. Well now, my dear, I have to inform you of an important event," continued Mrs. Baynton in a solemn tone. " The Earl of Nightingford, who has lately succeeded to the title of his cousin, and an unencumbered estate of twenty thousand a year, has proposed for you. It is in every way a most eligible match ; and though you are heiress to the Baynton property, is really more than you could have expected. My dear Helen, I heartily wish you joy/' A GOOD MATCH. io The words " I will not marry Lord Night- ingford," were striving for utterance on the pretty lips of Helen ; but there was some- thing in the unusual kindness of Mrs. Bayn- ton's manner which imposed on the young girl more than her most severe and angry humour. The surprised Helen ventured, how- ever, to say in a meek tone of voice, "But I really — I cannot — I do not wish to marry Lord Nightingford." " But of course you will wish it, and in- deed your father has already given his consent ; so do not be so capricious, or take up any foolish ideas, but try and be grateful for the good fortune Providence has allotted you. Now go and put on your things for a drive ; the carriage will be at the door in five mi- nutes."' Helen, who longed to communicate these astounding tidings to her dear Laura, hastened away without making any observa- tion. 16 A GOOD MATCH, CHAPTER ir. La crainte est de toutes les fetes : Jamais iin jour calme et serein Du choc tenebreux des tempetes N 'a garanti le lendemain. Tleboul. " I THINK it really very hard I should be obliged to marry that Earl of Nightingford ; a man, too, that I do not remember to have ever seen — very hard indeed," said Helen for the hundredth time to her dear Laura when they retired to rest. " You really do not seem to feel for me. I am sure if you were obliged to marry any other person but Henry Rookmore you would be miserable." " I do indeed feel for you most deeply, my dearest Helen ; but just consider this, have A GOOD MATCH. 17 you any reason now to suppose that Mr. Mel- ville continues to love you ; has he not shown himself capricious ? Indeed, even last sum- mer I always thought it was principally your fortune which attracted his admiration. You know I never thought him worthy of my dar- ling Helen ; yet he is certainly very handsome and agreeable, and I do not wonder at your preferring him to any man you have yet seen. Do not look so miserable, dearest ; try to banish all this from your mind till you again see Lord Nightingford ; I hear he is to come next week." " Well, I will try to be satisfied; and, after all, what does it signify ? I do believe I would marry the man I hate most, if I could not have the one I love. Yes, and then it would spite Edward Melville, too.'' Laura shook her head with a mournful air. '* Ah, my dear Helen, I cannot bear to hear you utter such sentiments. How can you expect any happiness in this world, still less in the next, if spite against the man you love, 18 A GOOD MATCH. and premeditated hatred against the man your parents wish you to marry, are to be your mo- tives in this most important action of your life ? Dearest girl, pray to your heavenly Father for guidance ; implore him to remove these bitter feelings from your heart, — to enable you to pursue steadily the right path, — not to be terrified by your fear of my mother to do a thing which you really dislike ; and, above all, do not sacrifice your whole existence, and en- ter into the sacred duties of married life, merely to gratify a momentary feeling of bitterness against Edward Melville. Dear Helen," con- tinued Laura, while her beautiful features were illumined with an expression of enthusiastic fervour, " dear Helen," try to pray for a better heart;' " I cannot !"" exclaimed Helen, bursting into tears. " I feel too wicked ; I am full of hatred and spite ; I love nothing — no, not even Ed- ward ; all, all my feelings are turned to bitter- ness by his cruel conduct last night." Laura said no more that evening; but dur- A GOOD MATCH. 19 ing the following days she was unceasing in her endeavours to improve to the advantage of her mind, this first grief that Helen had ever experienced. Helen Baynton was one of those engaging and captivating characters which are called natural : every emotion that agitated her mind was plainly depicted on her ever-varying coun- tenance ; she could never conceal her feelings or repress them. These aforesaid natural cha- racters, though amiable in appearance, are ge- nerally essentially selfish, and in the changes and trials, and rubs of life, are rarely to be depended on ; being solely under the domi- nion of impulse, they are by turns victims to the good and the bad, to hatred or to love. Laura's disposition, as well as her appear- ance, was in most things the reverse of that of the girl who called her sister. She was — but I do not like descriptions, particularly of cha- racters I love, so I will let the actions of my dear Laura show her character, and only say that she was daughter to Mrs. Baynton by a 20 A GOOD MATCH. former marriage with Captain Copley, a naval officer of good family but small fortune. Mrs. Baynton was one of those good though uninteresting women who invariably act up to what they consider their duty. It is easy for persons who have no partiality, who love no one intensely, to do their duty to all. Mrs. Baynton never thwarted her husband's fancies ; she never showed more favour or kindness to her own daughter Laura, than she evinced towards the child of her husband''s former wife ; she managed the household with eco- nomy, keeping everything and everybody in order more by terror and method than by love. Mrs. Baynton had a high respect for fortune and rank, and her impartiality was such, that she had bestowed more pains on the education of Helen Baynton, because she was heiress to eight thousand a year, than she had on that of her own pennyless child. By pains, I mean, that she gave Helen the advantage of masters in all the usual branches of .instruc- tion, and placed her for five years at Mrs. A GOOD MATCH. 21 Camilla Lionel's, one of the most fashionable establishments for the education of young ladies in the neighbourhood of London, where the terms, were three hundred per annum, ex- clusive of washing, German, and the harp. Laura Copley, on the contrary, had been sent to one of an inferior kind, where the Miss Straightboards professed to instruct in all the rudiments of polite education for sixty pounds a year. Whether the Miss Straightboards were more conscientious in fulfilling their engagement than Mrs. Camilia Lionel I know not ; but the result was, that Laura contrived to acquire much solid information during the three years of her abode at Clapham, while Helen Bayn- ton returned home at seventeen without know- ing much. I must not, however, wrong my heroine, who was pronounced by every one to be a very accomplished young lady, who could sing, and play on the harp divinely, paint flowers from nature, and more important still, was M^'S Michau's best pupil in dancing. 22 A GOOD MATCH. Mr. Baynton was so deeply engrossed by the glorious discovery he had made of a Ro- man road and milestone under Lord Nighting- ford's dairy at Royston Park, that he remained to prosecute his excavations until the day ap})ointed for his future son-in-law to visit Baynton Hall. This engagement he would most probably have forgotten but for the re- turn of Lord Nightingford to his castle, who, with a smile at the enthusiasm of the old gentle- man, offered, as he was on his way to Baynton Hall, to take with him its eccentric owner. " I will come in one half hour,"" said Mr. Baynton ; " but allow me first to show you an undoubted piece of Roman wall : here, you see, are the real bricks ; and I make no doubt, we shall find some tessellated pavement in the direction of that old oak." " But you surely would not cut down that beautiful tree : there is a tradition in our family, that it was planted by one of our ancestors who came over from Normandy in the suite of William the Conqueror." A GOOD MATCH. 23 " It is a venerable tree," said Mr. Baynton with an embarrassed look — whose respect for anything which dated from the Norman con- quest was very great — " and one of compara- tively high antiquity ; bat then, my dear lord, just consider, if we were to find a temple of the age of Antoninus, or indeed from the forma- tion of these bricks I should almost pronounce it to be of the period of Titus, just consider what a glorious " " Well, we will consider of it," said Lord Nightingford ; " but, in the mean time, I am afraid we shall be late — you said your dinner- hour was six." " Ah, true ! and you have not yet seen my daughter since you proposed : I nearly forgot all about it — she is a dear child ! Here ! look at the piece of ancient vase I found in the large barrow, with the head of a spear, and the bones of a female. Have a care there !" he exclaimed, suddenly turning to one of the workmen : " do not strike the ground so hard vvith your spade, but lift the 24 A GOOD MATCH. earth so. Stay ! you had better not pro- ceed' in this direction till I return to-morrow, lest any of the pavement I expect to find should be injured. Be here ready for work to-morrow morning at nine o'clock, but do nothing till I arrive." A GOOD MATCH. 25 CHAPTER III. Though times may change, and friends may range, What fear can overwhelm, If we but know, 'mid every woe, Our Father 's at the helm ? Miss Boyle. As the day approached on which Lord Nightingford was to arrive, Helen''s agitatioQ increased to such a degree that she became really ill, and declared she would not appear at dinner. When the dressing-bell rang, Mrs. Baynton came into her room to feel her pulse, and see whether her indisposition was real, or, as had been sometimes the case before, merely imaginary. ** I do not think it would do you any harm to come down to dinner," said Mrs. Baynton, VOL. I. c %b A GOOD MATCH. after feeling her pulse. '' Come come, this is nothing !" she continued, with an air of se- verity on seeing Helen prepared to remon- strate. " Lord Nightingford would think it very odd if you were not to appear. Now dress yourself at once, I insist upon it." The poor girl tremblingly obeyed, and al- lowed herself to be adorned by the tasteful hands of Mad^^^ Felicie. Just as the last pin was placed in the band which encircled her slender waist, a carriage drove up to the door. Helen ran to the window, but she was only in time to see the skirt of a coat ascending the hall steps. " Come, dear Helen,"" said Laura, " let us run down, for you know mamma will But. bless me, what ^s the matter ; you look as if you had seen a ghost .?*" '' Melville — Edward Melville is with him !" exclaimed Helen ; "he has just followed him up the steps : cruel unfeeling wretch to come here with my future husband ! Oh, dearest Laura ! what can I do ? — it is impossible to go down." A GOOD MATCH. 27 "How very strange ! " said Laura. "But are you sure you saw Mr. Melville arrive with Lord Nightingford ? Well, I will not try to persuade you to come down now — I will go and say you are worse." " Dinner is on the table," said the butler, knocking at the door ; " and mistress told me to say they were all waiting." Laura gave one tender embrace to her agi- tated friend, and hurried into the drawing- room. When she was gone, Helen threw her- self on the bed, and tore with vexation the roses which had so lately been placed in her hair. " It is Melville, Edward Melville himself !" exclaimed Laura, bursting into the room, her countenance radiant with joy. " Edward Melville is now Lord Nightingford !" Helen started up, scarcely able to believe her senses, or to comprehend the sudden change from so much misery to the happy lot which now awaited her. " Let me see him, dear, dear Edward ! " was all she could say as the c2 28 A GOOD MATCH. tears of joy started to her eye ; and, supported by the scarcely less agitated Laura, she entered the drawing-room. Her first impulse would have been to run up and express all she felt to Lord Nightingford ; but she met the cold scrutinizing gaze of her mother-in-law, which checked the display of her affectionate feelings, and, with an embarrassed and constrained air, she received the formal salutation of Lord Nightingford. As she was conducted by her future husband — her own dear Edward Melville — into the dining-room, she gradually became less em- barrassed ; and when they were seated at dinner, she soon began to ask him a thousand questions. All was satisfactorily explained by Lord Nightingford. He had been suddenly recalled from the south of France by receiving intelligence of the unexpected death of his distant cousin, the late Karl of Nightingford, who, with his only son, was drowned while sailing in their yacht in the INIediterranean. "Well, it is all very delightful now !" ex- A GOOD MATCH. 29 claimed Helen, after she had detailed to him all the fears and apprehensions she had suf- fered for the last week. " How strange I should never have discovered the real state of the case during that time ! I wonder that when mamma saw how miserable I was at the idea of marrying Lord Nightingford, she did not imagine that I must be ignorant who you now are but these things don't strike her ; and then dear papa has been absent ever since. I shut myself up in my room in despair, and Laura has never left me, so we had no way of hearing anything about you. But why were you so stiff and formal on the night of the ball ? — you did not seem the least glad to see me." If Helen had not been so deeply absorbed in her own feelings of happy surprise, she might have remarked the same expression of cold hauteur on the brow of her lover at this very moment ; and she might have felt that the decided tone in which he now spoke, was very different from the soft and insinuating accents 30 A GOOD MATCH. which had awakened such powerful emotions in her heart the preceding summer. Had she known much of the world, too, she would have attributed to its true source the changed manner of a man who, in a few short months, had risen from the struggling barrister with three hundred a year to an earldom with twenty thousand. When dinner was over, and all was ex- plained ; when the guileless Helen had, by her unreflecting observations and inquiries, shown to her future husband all the deep affection which had long dwelt in her young bosom ; when all this excitement was over, and, leaning on the arm of Laura, she saun- tered into the conservatory, there was a slight expression of doubt and disappointment on her countenance. This did not escape the affec- tionate and w^atchful eye of her more than sister, whose deep and penetrating intelligence divined both the feeling and its cause, though to Helen herself they were scarcely percepti- ble ; but Laura said nothing ; the fate of her A GOOD MATCH. 31 dear Helen was now decided : the match con- sidered so good by her parents, proved to be also the one which Helen herself had for the last six months secretly desired. All remon- strances, all words of caution, would now be useless ; and Laura felt that to pray fer- vently for the dear, but thoughtless Helen, was all that remained for her to do. The two girls walked up and down for some time in silence, amid the flowers in the con- servatory. Helen's step became more and more languid. " It is so hot here," she at last said in a dis-spirited tone ; " let us go out on the terrace." They left the conservatory, and sat on a bench under a wide-spreading chestnut tree. The evening was beautiful ; the moon-beams illumined with their silvery touch the lovely view seen from the terrace at Baynton Hall, and shone brightly on the old towers and gable ends of that Elizabethan structure. It was a scene which could not fail to call forth poetic and enthusiastic feelings even in minds. 32 A GOOD MATCH. the least sensitive to the calm beauties of nature. *•' I wonder if Edward will come to us here ?'* said Helen, in a low melancholy tone. While the sisters were still on the terrace, lights were brought into the sitting-rooms, which illumined the low casements of the old library, and the oriel windows. Soon Helen saw the gentlemen pass through the long libra- ry, and anxiously traced their slow, talking pro- gress into the drawing-room. She saw Lord Nightingford and Mr. Denman, the master of the fox-hounds, retire into one of the deep bay windows. They seemed to be engaged in an interesting conversation. " He is not thinking of me, nor is he even looking at the beautiful view," thought Helen, as a sigh heaved her bosom ; but she did not like to utter the thought, though she looked for consolation into the beautiful countenance of Laura. It was more than usually sad. "What are you thinking of.'^'"' inquired A GOOD MATCH. 33 Helen. '' Ah, I know, for I detected your eyes fixed on the old twisted chimneys of the parsonage : they really do look picturesque by moonlight, and how pretty those lights are in the Gothic windows of the church. I suppose Mr. Rookmore is teaching the chil- dren to sing ? Oh, this is Saturday night. I am sorry to-morrow will be Sunday." " Why should you be sorry, dearest Helen ?" " Oh, because it is such a dull day, and I know dear Edward could never bear it ; and he only went to church, because you and mamma used to look so grave if he did not." Laura sighed, then said in a gentle yet solemn tone, " Can you expect, dear Helen, that those who have no regard for the religion which they profess to believe, will have much respect for the faith they swear at the altar of their God. Do vou not wish that Edward, that Lord Nightingford, should always con- tinue to love you, in sickness, in health, for better, for worse, in sorrow or joy, even unto death ? Will those words be binding on one c5 34 A GOOD MATCH. who thinks the service of prayer and praise irksome, and who would prefer to be occupied in some trifling pursuit, rather than to return thanks for all the blessings of this life in the house of God ? Oh, dearest Helen, I tremble for you both. If he cease to love you, if you should be treated with contempt, and that a rival — " " Oh, do not draw such a horrible picture. I should die. I could never live to see my husband's affections given to another.'' '' And do you think, were you to leave this world, your soul would then be happy in heaven ?" " Oh, no, I can imagine no happiness with- out Edward'*s love. Oh, if I thought religion would ensure his constancy, I would become a saint this very instant. Tell me," she continued with eagerness, " do you really think he will not be faithful unless he be religious ? Oh, I will try and persuade him, and yet I fear it would make him hate me.'' " 1 would not wish to see you become ex- A GOOD MATCH. 35 actly like those people who are usually termed saints, no ; but, dear Helen, I wish you would try to feel pleasure in thinking of your Saviour, and endeavour to look for your chief happiness to him alone. Then, in the hours of darkness, — when all you love best will vanish before your eyes, — when friends fail, and tempta- tions beset your lonely path, then you would find in God a sure and certain refuge, and in His service a dehghtful peace and joy/' " But how can I make Edward religious ? that is by far the most important ; because, you know, I am sure of my own love and constancy to him." " It is always in our power to influence in some degree those with whom we live. If Lord Nightingford should know that you enter the house of God with reluctance, if he see you falling asleep during the sermon, and inattentive to the prayers, is it not an encouragement to his indifference ? " " That is true," exclaimed Helen : " I will really try to-morrow and follow your advice. 36 A GOOD MATCH. I will pinch my arms or bite my lips all church time, that I may not fall asleep." Laura shook her head mournfully, though she could scarcely help smiling at this new mode of becoming religious. *' How very provoking that Edward will not come out to us ! and yet I am sure he must have seen us sitting here all this time. There, the tea is going in now ; I think he must come to tell us it is ready. How tire- some of that nasty Mr. Denman to engross so much of his attention ; what can they be talking about .? Oh, there he comes at last!"''' she exclaimed, jumping up and bounding across the lawn towards a figure that was crossing the dark shade cast by a high tower of the building. " Mistress desired me to say tea is ready. Miss," said the loud nasal voice of John the footman. A GOOD MATCH. 37 CHAPTER IV. Who may misprize Dorchestrian hills ? What though They tower to no such height as looks with scorn Over a dwindled plain ; what though no crags Be there to fortify ; no forest belts To gird them midway round; yet theirs, instead, Are graceful slopes with shadowy dips between ; And theirs are breezy summits, not too high To recognise familiar sights, and catch Familiar sounds of life, the ploughman's call, Or tinkling from the fold. Kenyon. With a slow step and- pensive air, the two girls entered the drawing-room. " Hey-day ! what's the matter?" exclaimed Mr. Denman, '' you both look as sentimental as if you had been singing ditties to the moon in company with bats and screech-owls ;" and he approached Laura, of whom he was a great 38 A GOOD MATCH. admirer, and engaged her in a conversation which was intended to be very witty. Besides being the best fox-hunter in the county, Mr. Denman was reckoned a wit ; and if unvarying good-humour, and a buoy- ant flow of animal spirits, can entitle a person (as it often does) to be called clever, Mr. Denman was decidedly so. That he was good- natured and generous, no one could doubt ; and he was the only man in the county who maintained, that the pennyless Laura Copley was by far more beautiful and clever than the heiress of Baynton. This evening his atten- tion to Laura was more than usually marked, and she seemed to listen to his discourse with more pleasure. If, however, Mr. Denman had possessed much penetration (which, by the by, is a quality that seldom belongs to what are called good-natured people), he might have perceived that, though his companion smiled in the proper place at his sallies of wit, and made fitting observations at the right time, her thoughts were engrossed by two peo- A GOOD MATCH. 39 pie who sat near the piano at the farther end of the room. Mr. Baynton's attention was wholly absorbed by the examination of some ancient coins. His wife had, after her second cup of tea, fallen quietly asleep in an easy chair, so that nothing now interfered to divert the attention of Lord Nightingford from his intended bride. His answer to her request that he would accompany her in one of the duets they used to sing last summer, was, that he had quite given up music. This reply reached the watch- ful ears of Laura ; but as they then approach- ed the piano, she could not distinguish the conversation that ensued, though she could perceive that it seemed almost entirely sus- tained by Helen. Laura saw with pain and regret the same expression of ennui on the countenance of Lord Nightingford, while he was listening to the lively conversation of Helen, as she used to observe on his features when Dr. Chum was preaching one of his longest sermons at Cheltenham. There was 40 A GOOD MATCH. the suppressed yawn, the half-vacant stare, though he could not avoid reading an expres- sion of such deep devoted affection in the eyes of his future bride, as would have transported most men out of ^heir senses with delight. The following was, as Helen had predicted, a dull day, and on Monday Lord Nightingford departed. He kissed Helen, and expressed a wish as he bid her good b'ye, that an early day might be fixed for the marriage, as he thought courtship a great bore. Helen, who began to be accustomed to the cold indifference of his manner, was pleased by even this allusion to a marriage, which she almost began to think, from his apparent un- concern about it, would never take place. " Will you write to me.^" she ventured to inquire in a meek tone, as he was about to enter his travelling carriage. " Yes, if you wish it; but I shall scarcely know what to say. You know I am going to shoot with my friend Lord Moredale : we shall be out from morning till night on the A GOOD MATCH. 41 moors, and of course tired to death when I come home for dinner, and too sleepy in the evening ; however, I will see. Good b'ye, good b'ye, — I shall be late." The carriage drove off, and Helen ran to shut herself up in her own room. The next day, Mr. Grifnal, a thin-faced, blue-nosed lawyer from D , came to arrange settlements &c. with Mr. Baynton, or rather with his wife; for the former was too much engrossed by his excavations under Lord Nightingford's dairy to bestow much attention to law proceedings, and accepted, with extreme joy, his wife's offer of arranging the whole bu- siness. And here I must do my friend Mrs. Baynton the justice to say she was most liberal in the pecuniary arrangements, as she caused all Mr. Baynton's fortune to be settled upon Helen, even to the exclusion of herself. These pro- ceedings, and, above all, a variety of patterns of silks and dresses, which, by order of the thoughtful Mrs. Baynton, arrived from Lon- 4f2 A GOOD MATCH. don, tended to raise the drooping spirits of Helen. Like most young beauties whose minds have not been highly cultivated, she was fond of display. When the interesting occupation of ordering a trousseau reconciles many girls to a marriage against their inclina- tion, can we wonder that it proved a great consolation to Helen, who was about to be united to a man, changed indeed most strange- ly, but who was still the object of her first choice. Visions, besides those of affection, be- gan to mingle among her ardent imaginings. A heart so buoyant, so full of innate happiness as that of Helen, grasps with eagerness at every prospect of joy; it is often almost un- consciously diverted from the object which at first it considered alone worth living for, and thus, with the sportive lightness of a butter- fly, seeks for sweets from various and most opposite sources. Helen had never been out in London, but her beau ideal of its joys was most captivating. For a time, however, her ambitious views had A GOOD MATCH. 43 been checked by the consciousness that Edward Melville was poor ; but, though she knew that with him she could never shine as a star in fashionable life, her love was so pure, so de- voted, that she regretted it not. In order to marry him, she might have been easily persuad- ed to relinquish all ambitious dreams, and run the risk of being disinherited by her father. Love had worked this in the mind of a girl, whose naturally ingenuous and kind-hearted disposition was spoilt by early indulgence, as well as by the very injudicious treatment of Mrs. Camilla Lionel, at her " establishment for young ladies." Whilst the marriage preparations were in progress, Mr Denman proposed, one fine morn- ing, to Mrs. Baynton, that her daughter Laura should become mistress of his house and for- tune. Mrs. Baynton was delighted — this would be even a better match than Helen's ; she could scarcely believe her ears, and all the reply she could for some moments make, was, " But Mr. Denman, are you aware that my daugh- 44 A GOOD MATCH. ter*s fortune is only one thousand pounds? and even that will not come to her till after my death ; for, as Mr. Baynton has settled all his fortune on Helen, I shall have only — " " Stay," said Mr. Denman, '' I am quite aware of all this, and that you have made Mr. Baynton behave most generously to his daugh- ter ; but, happily, my fortune is such that I do not require any addition. Now then to the point, — do you think your daughter will accept me?" " Accept you, dear sir ! do you imagine she would be such a fool as to reject such a splen- did match ? " " Then I will go to her immediately. I see she is sitting on the bench at the end of the terrace," said Mr. Denman, his red face beam- ing with joy, and his little grey eyes twinkling with good-nature. Mrs. Baynton observed that this proceeding was rather against rule — it was her part, she said, to inform Laura of the proposal; but when she saw the impatience depicted on the A GOOD iMATCH. 45 cuuntenance of Mr Denman, and that, heedless of her remonstrances, he was about to leave the room, she made no further objections. Indeed Mrs. Baynton felt so happy, that for once she almost forgot the rules of duty she had laid down for her conduct. Maternal affection would break out ; and in spite of all the schooling she had given herself, the pro- spect of her own daughter's happiness gave her more joy than even the thoughts of Helen's brilliant match. " Why, to be sure it is a better match," thought she, as the tears of joy started to her eyes. " No wonder I should feel so pleased," she continued, as if to find an excuse for a feeling so like culpable partiality ; " who would have expected such a thing ? one thou- sand pound, and her schooling only cost sixty guineas a year ! To be sure she 's a good girl, and yet [she likes her own way, — can't manage her so well as Helen, who was such a spoilt child. — But, bless me, what are they about ?" she continued, looking towards the terrace." 46 A GOOD MATCH. Mrs. Baynton could not hear their conver- sation, but the bench at the end of the terrace- walk, on which her daughter and Mr. Denman sat, was near enough to afford a clear view of their countenances. The expression on that of Mr. Denman was changed indeed since he left the drawing-room : disappointment, sorrow, and even a shade of anger, were visible on features which seemed made for mirth. There is something startling in the sight of an expression of feeling in a person to whose nature it seems quite foreign. Mrs. Baynton was by no means a keen observer of the human countenance, and yet she was much astonished by the alteration on that of Mr. Denman. "What can the foolish girl be saying to him ? " thought she ; '' Laura is telling him some long story, — how odd ! what can she say to make him so angry ? Come, he is beginning to be pacified again. Ah, well, it 's all right now, as he is taking her hand and kissing it." But Mrs. Baynton's calculations were wrong. All was not right, in the manner at least she A GOOD MATCH. 47 supposed. Laura Copley had firmly, though with expressions of sincere gratitude, refused the offer of Mr. Denman. This had at first excited a feeling of anger in the breast of her good-natured, but hot-tempered suitor, who was little accustomed to have his wishes thwarted, and who, moreover, entertained a tolerably good opinion of his own importance and attractions. He expressed his vexation in no very measured terms ; but his heart was too kind to harbour long a feeling of enmity to any person or thing; and when he heard the meek tone of Laura's melodious voice asking his forgiveness, while in a timid and embarrassed manner she hinted that her affections had been long engaged by another person, he could not resist experiencing both pity and admiration for the interesting girl. He in turn craved pardon for his harsh words, and taking her hand pressed it respectfully to his lips. " Your mother seems to know nothing of this sad impediment to my wishes,'' continued 48 A GOOD MATCH. he, while a tear glistened in his usually laugh- ing eye. " I know she will be greatly dis- appointed after all she said to me. Is she acquainted with the happy man who — "" " Yes : but she is not at all aware of — indeed, nothing has ever passed, and I scarcely know — " Laura's embarrassment was so great, she could say no more ; but Mr. Denman, whose benevolent countenance again gleamed with a something of its wonted cheerfulness, said in a tone softened by kindness, " Do not be afraid : tell me your' real — or, stay, — I think I have it," he continued. '' If I guess right as to the person, will you nod assent.?" and encouraged by the faint smile on Laura's me- lancholy countenance, he continued, gazing archly on the church steeple which was just then gilded by a brilliant ray of setting sun : " My eyes are at this moment not far from the spot where he lives. — Ah, I know I am right now ; you need not even nod your head," he said, on seeing the pale cheek of Laura A GOOD MATCH. 49 tinged with a blush deeper than the crimson which now glowed in the evening clouds. There was a long pause : many thoughts seemed to flit over the open brow of Mr. Denman ; but, to judge from the smile which gradually began to play round his mouth, they were anything but sad ; and yet he sighed, and there was a melancholy resignation in the voice which said, " Well, I hope he is worthy of you ; do not look so sorrowful, dearest Miss Copley : all may yet be well, — for you at least." Laura shook her head. "Your mother's anger will be perhaps hard to bear," he con- tinued ; " but, after all, I think she will con- sent. Yes, in time, she will consent to your marriage with the Vicar of Brafield." Laura started. " Yes," continued Mr. Den- man, in almost his usual light-hearted tone, '' yes, Mr. Rookmore is from this moment Vicar of Brafield. The house, which has been left in a deplorable state by the last incum- bent, shall be thoroughly repaired, and Mr. Rookmore shall step into a comfortable abode, VOL. I. D 50 A GOOD MATCH. and a clear nine hundred a year. Ah, how- glad I am to see your dear face look so happy, even though its sunshine is purchased by my disappointment. Nay, do not say anything : I will hear of no more impediments, but will go and use all my influence with your mother to induce her to forgive you for refusing me." Laura's heart was too full to speak ; she could only press the hand he extended to her, and the next moment she saw her generous friend bound across the terrace, and enter the drawino'-room. What would be the result of o his interview ? — would her mother ever for- give her, even now that Mr. Rookmore's pro- spects were so much brightened? — would she not be exasperated by her refusal of such a match as Mr. Denman ? — would not — but it is useless to relate all the hopes and fears of a heart at once so enthusiastic, affectionate, and sensitive as that of Laura Copley. Her agitation was now so great that she felt it was impossible to prevent its traces from being visible on her countenance. She feared A GOOD MATCH. 51 lest some one should see her from the windows of the house, or that some of the garden peo- ple would come near the terrace. She longed to shut herself up in her own room, yet dread- ed lest on the way there she should meet her mother or some of the servants. With soft yet hurried steps she descended the green lawn which sloped down to the river side, and, crossing a narrow foot-bridge, was soon under the thick shade of a beech grove on the other side. In the middle of this dark and venerable wood there was a ruin of the old moated Castle of Baynton, w^hich had stood many a siege in the wars of the Roses, and was finally dismantled by its possessor Sir Hugh Baynton, in the reign of Queen Eli- zabeth, to build the present Hall, which stands on a higher and more eligible part of the park. All that had been spared of the old castle, was one ivy-covered tower, and the end of a building, said to have been the chapel. In this, a beautiful gothic window, with its rich tracery, was still entire, though the fine paint- d2 52 A GOOD MATCH, ed glass representing saints and martyrs, and emblazoned with the Baynton arms, which it once contained, had been removed to adorn the library of Baynton Hall. The sombre and melancholy grandeur of this old place was always particularly congenial to Laura's feel- ings, and as her admiration of it was not shared by any of the family except Mr. Bayn- ton, she was sure to find quiet here ; and shade too — dark verdant shade — for, owing to its low position, and the height of the wide-spreading trees around the ruin, it was seldom visited by more than a few chequered flitting rays of sunshine. Under the old Gothic window, Laura would often sit for hours occupied with her book or thoughts. Sometimes she would mount a winding, broken staircase which con- ducted to a little room near the summit of the tower, and from thence, if in an adven- turous mood, she would clamber up to the broad battlements at the top. This elevated spot commanded one of those quiet rural views which are quite peculiar A GOOD MATCH. 53 to England. Around and beneath were the thick and even summits of the beech trees. This grove was bounded on two sides by the broad river, which first ran through the Baynton park and gardens, and then, after several windings in the meadowed plain, tra- versed the pretty village, and bordered its venerable churchyard. Beyond, were hills, or rather undulating slopes, covered with rich fields, and hedge rows of majestic elms. The whole landscape was now tinged with the warm hues of autumn. The river was so smooth that the vivid colouring of trees and flowers which frinojed its banks was reflected on its gently moving surface, and even the gable ends and terraces of the hall on the opposite height, played there in graceful lines. Such a scene as this, where there is no distance, no bold feature, where the highest objects in the horizon are the tall trees, — the roof of an old manor-house, or the grey spire of a village church, has, I think, a very soothing eff*ect on the mind. It seems to tranquillize the 54 A GOOD MATCH. restless and ambitious dreams that trouble the existence of most of us in these days of move- ment. It sweetly invites us to come and be contented and happy, and do good in a place which abounds in everything that can refine and satisfy a healthy mind, and to fix our chief hopes and aims on the attainment of a still more enduring bliss in the world to come. Yes, I love these quiet nooks of happy Eng- land, where every object in the pretty land- scape seems to point, like the village spire, to heaven. Laura now leaned on the broken battlement. The golden rays of the autumnal sun had de- parted from the adjoining woods, but they still illumined the figure of Laura ; yet she saw not the glorious sunset : strange to say, her eyes were fixed on the green and stagnant water of the moat which lay at the depth of a hundred feet beneath. Yet their expression did not participate in the gloomy object on which they were fixed ; now and then a smile played round her lips, and dimpled her still blushing cheek. A GOOD MATCH. 55 Soon her reverie was disturbed by the rustling of the branches of a self-sown ash tree, which grew on the wall immediately behind. She started and turned round; her eyes now rested on a more interesting object than the green pond which had so long ri- vetted their gaze, and were illumined by a still more radiant expression, and yet that of the two dark orbs which met her gaze, was anything but cheerful. Often as Laura had been in this spot before, she had never yet met her lover there ; often had Henry Rook- more, from the window of his own room at the rectory, seen her graceful form leaning over the same battlement, yet he had never ventured to seek her there until now. The deep settled melancholy which clouded his brow, and told a tale of no ordinary grief, showed that it was not from a feeling of hope, or because he had anything gratifying to com- municate, that he was now induced to depart from the rule he had so long followed. Laura was accustomed to see a cloud on 56 A GOOD MATCH. his fine open brow, and to mark the ravages of care and illness on his pale cheek ; but there was usually a sublime expression, — a look which seemed to show that he rejoiced in being counted worthy to suffer for the Re- deemer's sake, — a look which sought for happi- ness in speaking words of peace and hope to his fellow-creatures. This expression was now gone, and the despair which sat upon his features seemed to depress his whole figure, and could not be dispelled, even by Laura's unwonted and joyous welcome ; yet with a faint smile he said, " I am glad you do not reproach me for thus intruding on your so- litude ; indeed, I know you would not, if you knew the motive of my visit," he continued, while his lips quivered with the intensity of his feelings. "What has happened?" inquired Laiira ; " or, rather no, do not tell me, but let me first try to dissipate your grief, by informing you of what has — of what I know will give you pleasure," she continued with a deep A GOOD MATCH. 57 Wush, while her eyes were concealed by their long dark lashes; but, as if ashamed of her embarrassment, she endeavoured to raise them to his countenance, and in a few words inform him of Mr. Denman'^s intention of bestowing the vicarage of Brafield upon him. The ex- treme agitation of her manner, and the con- fusion which she strove in vain to suppress, as she communicated the joyful tidings, filled the young man with the most delightful hopes as to her feelings towards him. He knew that she was fully aware of his long and ardent though undeclared attachment ; for Rookmore felt his own position too strongly to venture to seek for a return to that love which he was wholly unable to conceal. Now^ every obstacle was removed ; and as the young clergyman gazed on the struggling emotion of the object dearest to his heart, he could no longer restrain the transports of a joy, which, from being wholly unexpected, and coming at a time when he thought all was lost, was more intense. His heart throbbed tumultuously, and declaring d5 58 A GOOD MATCH. his long suppressed feelings with passionate fervour, he gained from the agitated Laura the delightful confirmation of his hopes. " But," said he, after the first transports were over ; " what is now to be done ? I have just received a letter from my poor mother, to say my dear father has been carried to prison : he w^as unable to pay the small rent of the cottage they took at " " Oh, ho ! " interrupted a loud cheerful voice, from the dark room beneath ; " so here you are — I have found you at last ! Here, Mr. Rookmore, give me your hand, and help me to get up this horribly steep place. It is very well for light creatures like you, but by Jove ! I thought my fat body would have stuck in the narrow stairs ; and now, after having risked my life to tell you a piece of good news, I dare say you will hardly thank me for disturbing )'our tete-d-teie. Oh ! I am quite out of breath," continued the stranger, whom, I hope my readers have discovered to be Mr. Denman. A GOOD MATCH. 59 Rookmore was endeavouring to express his gratitude for Mr. Denman's most generous conduct, when the latter stopped him short by exclaiming, " What was that you were saying about prison and your father ? " in- quired he, raising his little grey eyes to the tall figure of Henry Rookmore. " Eh ! tell me the truth, young man ; never fear, I Ml not repeat, I swear by — beg pardon for swear- ing before a clergyman ; but tell me candidly, for I don't like to make people happy by halves." " It is a long story," said Mr. Rookmore, in whose countenance pride and anxiety seemed combating with Christian resignation. " I fear, unless I could tell you all the circumstances which led to this most unfortunate result, you would be in some degree prejudiced against my dearest father." " Not a jot, not a jot ! it is not for one like me who, God knows, does not lead the most creditable of lives, to condemn others." " But, Mr. Denman, in this case, indeed, 60 A GOOD MATCH. there needs neither condemnation nor excuse; if the truth were known, you would see that not a shadow of blame could be attached to my dear father's conduct, that — "" " That 's enough : I am sure if he be at all like his son, no one could suspect in him anything that was not honourable and good. Now, only just tell me the sum of money which caused him to be put in prison. You know the living of Brafield is worth nine hundred a year, and it will be only paying a little in advance." Again the same contending emotions might be seen to flit across the brow of Henry Rook- more : several times he attempted to speak; and Mr. Denman, wishing to relieve his em- barrassment, at last inquired whether the sum was more than a thousand pounds. " A tenth part of that sum is all that my poor father owes, and — ''' " Say no more about it," exclaimed Mr. Denman, feeling in the pocket of his capacious waistcoat. " Here ! " he continued, with a half A GOOD MATCH. 61 timid look, as if fearful of hurting the feelings of the man he wished to benefit, — '' this is, in fact, yours, for a farmer has just given it me out of the little money which ought pro- perly to go to the vicar. Indeed, it is shame- ful to think," continued he, talking in a loud decided tone, in order to drown the remon- strances which Rookmore endeavoured to make; " it is shameful that out of five thousand a year, which originally went to the church, the vicar should now get only a fifth part."" Having forcibly thrust a hundred pound note into the young man's hand, and cast one glance of half sorrow half joy on Laura, he hurried down the winding stair. " What a generous creature ! " exclaimed Laura, while tears of gratitude and admiration for the man whose peace she had so unwittingly disturbed, glistened in her eye. "But how late it is ! the sun has gone down, and hark ! the church clock is striking seven. My mother will think — oh ! I must hasten home." Henry accompanied her as far as the little 62 A GOOD MATCH. foot-bridge. The walk was not long, yet they contrived to say much, to give joyful utterance to many feelings which each had, till now, endeavoured either to annihilate or to conceal in their heart's inmost recesses. But the con- versation of lovers is so uninteresting to every one but themselves, that I will not relate it. All seemed now smooth, every obstacle to their happiness removed. Rookmore resolved to start that very evening for C , to li- berate his dear father from prison. This de- lightful prospect, mingled with the almost cer- tainty of obtaining the being he loved so deeply, formed a mass of happiness that was almost overpowering. " Surely this is some enchanting dream," he exclaimed when they reached the little bridge ; " it is too delight- ful to be true. Can it last ? " added he with that sort of eager fearfulness, which a person who has long been inured to misfortune is sure to feel, even in the midst of unexpected joy. A GOOD MATCH. 63 CHAPTER V. Prosperity is not without many fears and distastes ; and adversity is not without comforts and hopes. We see in needleworks and embroideries, it is more pleasing to have a lively work upon a sad and solemn ground, than to have a dark and melancholy work upon a lightsome ground : judge therefore of the pleasure of the heart by the pleasure of the eye. Bacon. Everything seemed now really prosperous. Laura found her mother much disappointed, it was true, but still she gave a reluctant con- sent to the proposal which Mr. Denman had made for Henry Rockmore. " It was all very strange, very odd indeed," the old lady ex- claimed, " and she thought the world was going topsyturvy. That one gentleman who had just offered himself and his fortune to Laura, should suddenly not only rehnquish his wish, 64 A GOOD MATCH. but demand her in marriage for another ! Mr. Denman must be a very singular indi- vidual," she continued; "and, for her part, it was all so extraordinary, she scarcely knew whether she was standing on her head or her heels." Helen was enchanted to hear of the removal of those obstacles which she knew better than any one else had long interfered with Laura's secret wishes. Mr. Baynton was delighted, because he was extremely fond of Henry Rook- more, and had often thought of trying to get him on in his profession. He probably would have turned his mind to this object, and found time to do so, if he had been aware that the young people were attached ; for Laura was a good girl, he said, and clever too, and showed more taste for antiquities than even his own child ; and she had, moreover, ma- terially assisted him in the history he was writing of the Roman antiquities of D shire. " Besides," continued he, when his wife ex- pressed her regret that Rookmore's fortune A GOOD MATCH. 65 would be stili very small, and that he could make no settlement on his wife, — " besides, recollect, my dear, Henry Rook more is de- scended from one of the most ancient families of Scotland, and that is the principal consi- deration after all." While Laura was occupied with these most unexpected and delightful prospects for the future, her lover was no less pleasingly engaged. He started. that same evening by the coach, which passed through the little village of Baynton, and the next morning arrived at C . I shall not describe the meeting of the happy parents and child, or try to depict the joy which the thoughts of his bright anticipations awakened in their hearts. I will only say that he installed them in a small but comfortable abode, which would be only a temporary home until the vicarage at Brafield, which Mr. Denman had so generously promised to build, should be finished. On the third day after the young man's 66 A GOOD MATCH. departure from home, the same coach con- veyed him to Baynton again. The road went through Brafield village, which was situated about five miles from Baynton. As he drove through its quiet little street, Rookmore gazed with intense interest on the beautiful old Gothic church which was to be the scene of his labours, and on the countenances of his future parish- ioners. Ah! what blissful visions of joy flitted through his active mind ! Already he saw the beautiful form of Laura entering one of the cottages, her sweet countenance inspiring joy and peace to the aged sufferer it contained ; he saw her in the pretty school-house, and heard the melodious tones of her voice instruct- ing the village children to sing hymns. The coach had long passed the village of Brafield, yet still Rookmore's thoughts were there. " Whose fine place is that on the right ?" inquired a passenger, who, fortunately for the lover's reveries, had hitherto been silent. " That is Brafield Park, and belongs to Mr. Denman,'* said Rookmore, looking to- A GOOD MATCH. b< wards the magnificent residence of his bene- factor. " I suppose the family are absent, — it seems to be shut up," continued the stranger ; " for my part, if I had such a beautiful place as that, I am sure I should never leave it even for a day.'" Rookmore then perceived that all the win- dows were closed, and his thoughts reverted to the painful circumstances which he had in his own overwhelming happiness almost for- gotten. He called to mind that Mr. Denman had been disappointed in his best affections, and as he considered what a dreadful loss such a creature as Laura must be to the man who had entertained hopes of obtaining her, he sighed, and began to fear that, in spite of Mr. Denman's apparent cheerfulness, he must have suffered deeply from her refusal, and now perhaps he had quitted his beautiful place to seek for relief in change of scene. The house was certainly shut up, yet Rook- more knew that a large shooting-party was 68 A GOOD iMATCH. expected there. The more he reflected on the probable cause of Mr. Denman's absence, the more deeply was he touched with com- passion and sympathy for that feeling of dis- appointment, which must have been powerful indeed when it could induce his hospitable friend to break up a party about to assemble for a battue in the preserves of Brafield, an event which that devoted sportsman had hitherto seemed to consider the most important object in life. Mr. Denman had not left his beautiful home, nor had he postponed the jovial party which were to meet there. His friends arrived at Bra- field the day after the scene which was described in the last chapter as having taken place on the old tower of Baynton Castle. They ar- rived full of glee, anticipating the week of sport and revelry to which they had been long looking forward with delight. They arrived, and found the whole neighbourhood and house in consternation ! Mr. Denman, the jovial and kind-hearted, was dead ! He A GOOD MATCH. 69 had not returned home the preceding evening, and, after a long search, his body was found in a field near the old ruin of Baynton Castle, and from its appearance, he was pronounced to have died from a sudden fit of apoplexy. 70 A GOOD MATCH. CHAPTER VI. Some murmur, when their sky is clear And wholly bright to view, If one small speck of dark appear In their great heaven of blue. And some with thankful love are filled, If but one streak of light, One ray of God's good mercy gild The darkness of their night. In palaces are hearts that ask, In discontent and pride, Why life is such a dreary task, And all good things denied. And hearts in poorest huts admire How love has in their aid (Love th?.t not ever seems to tire) Such rich provision made. Trexch. The successor to Mr, Denman's property was his heir-at-law, a needy man with a large A GOOD MATCH. 71 family^ who immediately gave the living of Brafield to his second son. Thus were the prospects of Laura and her lover suddenly obscured, and the joyful hopes they had for one short day entertained, seemed now for ever gone. They were both sufficiently wise to see the folly of marrying upon an uncertain curacy of one hundred a year ; and therefore the pru- dent Mrs. Baynton had no difficulty in per- suading them to give up their engagement for the present. Helen endeavoured most assiduously to con- sole her dear sister under this severe and unlooked-for trial. Next to her intended hus- band, Laura was the person Helen loved best in the world ; but as the day fixed for her own marriage approached, she became so taken up with various employments, and her mind so intent on the great event which was to decide her fate, that her words of tender com- miseration became strangely mingled with those things which were uppermost in her thoughts. A smile was sometimes excited on the pale and 12 A GOOD MATCH. now thin cheeks of Laura, when she saw Helen endeavouring to look sad, and she half play- fully told her to think only of her own joyful prospects, and that to see her dear Helen happy was the best consolation which could be afforded to her depressed spirit. Lord Nightingford sometimes called at Baynton Hall ; his manner had still the same appearance of indifference, though he often brought magnificent presents to his future bride. These same presents seemed almost to indemnify the gay Helen, whose sunshiny but volatile mind seized with eagerness on every- thing which could afford gratification. To show her newly acquired treasures to her neighbours, and to hear the Miss Dulfords and the Lady Molseys exclaim " How splen- did ! " and wonder if they should ever be so fortunate, was delightful. All these little triumphs, and the excitement of preparation, tended to make Helen almost forget that her future husband was quite a different sort of person from her former lover, and the day A GOOD MATCH. 73 fixed for her marriage arrived without having experienced an}? feeling of apprehension as to her future fate. It was only when the wedding was over, when, after the splendid breakfast which was given at Baynton Hall, she bade adieu to her old father and her dear Laura, that a sudden feeling of sorrow, apprehension, and dismay, seemed indeed to drown all her joy. She hung on Laura's neck and shed floods of tears ; her sorrow was not diminished by the sound of her husband's voice, who, in a commanding tone, reminded her that the carriage had long been waiting. "But when shall I ever see dear Laura again ?" said Helen, with an imploring look to Lord Nightingford. " Cannot she go abroad with us ? " Lord Nightingford made no reply, but, with a decided air, led her towards the carriage, and they drove off. The " happy couple" went to spend the first week of their honeymoon at a villa of Lord Nightingford's near Richmond, VOL. I. E 74 A GOOD MATCH. and then proceeded to the Continent to pass the ensuing winter at Rome. Helen had never been abroad before, and she enjoyed the tour with all the ardour and freshness of a lively young creature who was just emancipated from the restraint of her parents and teachers. Lord Nightingford was kind, — that is, he allowed her to do exactly as she pleased in all the minor arrangements of their existence, — but there was nothing like cordiality between them. Helen was naturally very talkative, but there was a something — she scarcely knew what — that prevented her expressing her real thoughts to Nightingford. He was in the habit of smoking, and seemed rather annoyed when he had to take the pipe out of his mouth to answer the observations of his wife. To this, as to most other of his peculiarities, Helen soon got accustomed ; for she loved him, and how easy it is not only to pardon the errors of those we love, but, in time, to ima- gine their very faults are almost perfections ! A GOOD MATCH. 75 The winter at Rome was unusually gay. Helen, as the loveliest of all the English brides who were there, excited universal admiration. There was in her manner a winning softness which blended gracefully with the sprightly gaiety of her countenance. In her, might be seen that look of all others the most fascinating, that look, which seemed to express a determi- nation not only to be happy herself, but to communicate her joyous feelings to all around. The only thing which interfered with the intoxication of this gay and dissipated life, was a fear of losing even the slender hold she still had on her husband's affections. There lived in the same hotel with the Nightingfords a beautiful French lady, the Countess St. Gerard, who was apparently one of the warmest friends of the young English bride. The character of the latter was far too natural to be suspicious, and yet there was something about the lovely Countess which pre- vented Helen from returning with the same warmth the affection which that lady professed E 2 76 A GOOD MATCH. to feel. At first, Lady Nightiiigford had been annoyed at experiencing this strange and unac- countable coldness ; but when she saw, alas ! too plainly, that her husband enjoyed the con- versation of Madame St. Gerard more than that of any other person, — that the French beauty seemed to have the power of drawing forth those smiles and witty sayings which appeared to have deserted him since he became Lord Nightingford, — Helen only sighed over her own fate. Now was the time when the poor young "'^ '^ creature required the kind admonitions and advice of some wise friend. Her first impulse was to treat the Countess, whom she could not avoid meeting constantly, with proud coldness. Yet even the inexperienced and uncalculating Helen soon saw the disadvantage of this, as by separating Madame St. Gerard from her- self, she only threw her more into the society of her husband. Poor Helen ! how she longed for Laura ! how A GOOD MATCH. 77 her heart yearned to communicate her doubts and perplexities to that sympathising and af- fectionate sister. Helena's disposition was particularly sociable, and her beautiful countenance not only showed her most transient thoughts, but the longing that she felt to communicate all her feelings to those she loved. The person with whom she was now most intimate was Lady Penville, like herself, a beauty and a bride. She was English, but had from childhood lived so much abroad, that she had few of what are supposed to be the characteristics of Englishwomen. Like Helen, she was good-natured and affectionate, but de- void of principle, and systematically worldly. The intimacy with such a person as this was the more dangerous to Helen from the naturally good qualities which Lady Penville possessed, and from the firm persuasion that lady had that her own mode of thinking and acting was right. Helen often acted imprudently from thought- lessness ; but she could never reason about a 78 A GOOD MATCH. folly in the clever and systematic manner that Ladv Penville did. To make the most of the present moment ; to enjoy at all hazards the passing hours of brilliant youth ; and to sacri- fice even affections which could tend to mar this adored spirit of happiness, was Lady Pen- ville's system. It is, more or less, the system of most peo- ple who have been educated in the wide, yet selfish world of foreign travel ; without local attachments, or any of those ties of country, place, or family, which formerly contributed to make Englishwomen domestic and well- principled. Yet there is undoubtedly a great charm and fascination in this sort of ever- sunny character, which render the English of the present day, who have lived much abroad, the pleasantest and most captivating people in the world. The penetrating and experienced Lady Pen- ville soon discovered Helen's jealousy of Ma- dame St. Gerard; yet she allowed Helen to pour forth all her fears and anxieties, and A GOOD MATCH. 79 then, after appearing much surprised, she fully confirmed her friend's suspicions by mention- ing several of her own observations, ending all by giving her some sage advice. But poor Helen was both too fond of her husband, and too unsophisticated in the ways of this deceitful world to follow Lady Penville's counsels, and the result of their long conversation only tend- ed to depress Helen's spirits, and give her a feeling of disgust to everything. In the evening there was a splendid masque- rade at the Colonna Palace. For invitations to this fete all the English had been striving and doing a thousand mean things, but only a few had succeeded in obtaining the desired end. Amongst these favoured few were the Penvilles and Nightingfords ; and the dress which Helen was to wear at the masquerade had been long a subject of interesting debate and employment. But after her confidential conversation with Lady Penville, and the strange and perplexing advice that lady had so seriously given her, Helen was too much 80 A GOOD MATCH. dispirited to take any interest in the fete. To be gay, to amuse herself, and banish all thoughts of her husband's doings, if they were such as did not conduce to her own happiness, was a plan totally at variance with her every feeling. Indeed the whole tenor of Lady Penville's advice was at present so far from corrupting Helen's mind that it tended rather to show her the dangers of the dissipated life she was lead- ing. In short, it caused her to reflect and think of many things which in the full glee of her buoyant spirits and hurried life of plea- sure had never struck her before. She fjlt it would be impossible for her to go to the masquerade; and when Lord Nightingford, who was engaged to dine out with a party of young Englishmen, inquired at what hour he should send the carriage for her, Helen said she had a bad headach, and would rather remain at home. Lord Nightingford made no observation, nor did he even look disappointed ; on the contrary, Helen fancied A GOOD MATCH. 81 she beheld a gratified smile on his countenance. As he left the room her heart sank within her, and she burst into tears. Hours had passed, and still Helen remained in the same chair, absorbed in grief, and re- flecting, perhaps for the first time, on the oc- currences of her short life. At this moment of intense thought many things struck her as mysterious and perplexing in her husband's character, and she wondered at her past insen- sibility and blindness to the most inexplicable change in his entire disposition. He certainly had never appeared to love her since he be- came Lord Nightingford ; but then why, when he was no longer poor, — when he could have chosen among all the beauties of the day, — why did he fix on her, unless he was actuated by affection ? Now that her curiosity was once fairly awak- ened, the more she reflected the more ardently did she long to fathom his real motives. From a long and deep reverie she was at last aroused by the voice of her maid Felicie. E 5 82 A GOOD MATCH. " Oh, miladi !" she exclaimed, " what a sad pity you are no going to de fete ; and what a strange ting ! the Countess is prevented too, and she will no be able to wear her beautiful dress, which is nearly, but not quite so hand- some as yours." " Why is she not going ? " inquired Helen languidly raising her head. " She slip down in getting out of her car- riage this evening, and sprain her ankle, so dat she cannot move, and is obliged to lie on de sofa." Helen mused for a few moments, and then said in a timid voice, as if ashamed of the words she was uttering, "Do you think you could persuade Madame St. Gerard's maid to allow you to borrow the — the — dress her lady was to wear this evening ? I have a fancy,'' she continued, afraid that Felicie would make some observation or objection ; " I have a great fancy to go to the masquerade in a dress which would completely disguise me. It would be such fun," she continued, trying to A GOOD MATCH. 83 assume her usual animated look : " I should like to hear what people would say without their knowing me. But then the Countess's maid must promise not to inform her mistress,'' she continued, looking very serious. Felicie readily entered into the fancy of her lady, and tripped off to do the best she could. Helen walked slowly to the window and watched the moonbeams dancing in the Tiber. The most guileless and uncalculating character had suddenly become artful and designing. 84 A GOOD MATCH. CHAPTER VII. Now, it is gone ! Our brief hours travel post. Each with its thought or deed, its why or how; But know each parting hour gives up a ghost To dwell within thee. An eternal now — What now thou doest or art about to do Will help to give thee peace, or make thee rue When wavering o'er the dot this hand shall tell The moment that secures thee heaven or hell. Lines composed on an old Time-piece. In the mean time, though no positive events had occurred at Baynton Hall to forward the wishes of the two lovers, yet one of those changes and chances was quietly in operation which often interfere with our most wise re- solutions, and almost imperceptibly influence our fate in this world. A GOOD MATCH. 85 Mr. Baynton was now a very old man, and it sometimes happens that when a disposition is naturally good, the errors, exaggerations, or follies, which have clouded its virtuous qualities during the busy years of active life, vanish as it approaches the threshold of the tomb, and the evening of life is brightened by the full glow of those virtues which in the dawn of existence gave promises of a brilliant character. I say sometimes only, for, alas ! it is often the case that bad qualities become worse as age advances ; but so it was not with Mr. Baynton. His health began to fail, but so far from this making him peevish, his mind became more cheerful ; and, instead of being absorbed in his usual studies and antiquarian pursuits, his better affections seemed awaken- ed, and he enjoyed more than anything else the society of Laura and that of the young curate. Rookmore now passed most of his evenings at the Hall, for Mr. Baynton delighted in hearing him read the Scriptures ; and when the old man retired to rest, he often asked 86 A GOOD MATCH. his wife why the young people should not marry ? Mr. Baynton loved the young curate, and he loved Laura too, better than any one in the world, except his own Helen ; and he now loved these even better than the very perfect Roman villa he had lately discovered under Lord Nightingford's dairy. He had never set any value on money, nor did he himself care for any of those little luxuries and com- forts which most people think indispensable to their existence in this artificial world. A new coat or a good hat, or even a good din- ner, rather bored him. He had always ea- joyed wearing shabby clothes, and being his own valet ; and nothing pleased his appetite so much as going without regular meals, and just eating a crust of bread and cheese, or partaking of that which formed the dinner of his labourers out of doors. It was a favourite maxim of his that people might live very happily on almost nothing, if they chose ; and yet the old gentleman was by no A GOOD MATCH. 87 means stingy. On the contrary, he gave away much in charity ; his purse was ever open to almost indiscriminate appeals of distress ; he spent large sums in the purchase of old books, coins, and other antiquities, and was said by many wise heads in the neighbourhood to have lived much beyond his income. '* What folly!" he would often exclaim, " what folly it is that the young people should not marry. Surely, though they have no for- tune, and the curate's pay is only one hun- dred a year, yet cannot they always have the use of our garden and farm ? They need not spend a farthing on house-keeping ; and as for dress, of course Laura will continue to have the same allowance she has from us now ; and why you tell me, Mrs. Baynton, that I cannot afford to increase it, I can't imagine." " It is but too true, Mr. Baynton : I am tired of telling you that you ought to look into your affairs. How you have contrived to spend so much, I cannot say ; but this 1 know, that it was fortunate for the remainder 88 A GOOD MATCH. of your property that it was tied up at Helen's marriage, or you would soon have been obliged to sell this very estate." " Sell this estate ! — sell Baynton and Warn- ingham, that have been in our family, from father to son, since the Conquest ! I 'd rather die a thousand deaths, ay, and see my libra- ry buried, and my Etruscan vases broken, than consent that this estate should pass from the Bayntons !" A tear glistened in the old man's eye at the idea of such a contin- gency, as he gazed upon the beloved portraits of his numerous ancestors, which frowned or smiled in stately grandeur round the old walls. " And yet, unless you are more prudent, Mr. Baynton, there 's no knowing what dis- tress you may bring upon us. 'T was but the other day you were taken in again by the son of that good-for-nothing bailiff, who con- trived to — " " I was not taken in !" said the old gentle- man impatiently, for this was his weak point ; and though the confiding benevolence of his A GOOD MATCH. 89 heart would never allow him to be cured, as his wife called it, of doing foolish things, yet he was keenly sensitive to the imputation. He had in the course of his life suffered so much, not from the loss of his money, but from find- ing so many base and ungrateful hearts, that he could not bear to think of the subject. " Well," he said, " but this has nothing to do with Laura and Rookmore. Even supposing that I cannot allow them anything more, they may, as I have often proved, live perfectly well with the assistance of our dairy and garden : and then, they are sure to have the living of Baynton : the present rector cannot live much longer, and what is to prevent me from giving it to Rookmore ?" " Nothing, certainly. But just consider, my dear sir, he is not older than yourself, and suppose you were to die before him, and that Laura were to marry Rookmore, and lived on the garden and farm of this house ; who knows that your successor. Lord Nightingford, would be equally disposed to favour the curate .^" 90 A GOOD MATCH. " Poll ! poll ! — what nonsense you talk ! as if Helen — little Helen, who loves Laura even better than I do, would not take good care of her, and give Rook more the living and a handsome allowance besides, too. No, no, never fear : I am determined they shall marry."" Mrs. Baynton had made every objection which her prudence and sense could suggest, but as she saw there was no convincing her husband, she at last gave up the point, after observing, in an under tone, that it was im- possible to be sure of people, and who knew but Lord Nightingford might give the living to somebody else, and for aught she C3uld tell, might sell the place, too. Mr. Baynton, who overheard this, actually stamped with rage and horror at the idea of such a misfortune ; however, it made no im- pression on a mind so habitually prone to judge well of all mankind, and to hope for the best in everything. How often does the fate of our existence depend on the almost trifling peculiarities of A GOOD MATCH. 91 those with whom we live ! Laura was what might really be termed a sensible and pru- dent person. Though enthusiastically aiFec- tionate, she had none of that sort of thought- lessness which induces many to forget the old proverb of love and poverty being seldom compatible; nor was she urged to the step by Rookmore himself; who, though he had suffered so severely by the late disappoint- ment as almost to lose his health, yet was too deeply sensible of the duty he owed to the object of his affection, to press her to do what might cause difficulties or regrets. But where can be found two loving hearts insensible to the reasoning, even though they are aware of its fallacy, of a wise-looking and kind old man, who endeavours to persuade them there would be nothing foolish or imprudent in the measure that would complete their wishes ? Perhaps, although Mr. Baynton thought he was confident of the affection of Helen for Laura, and certain that she would provide for her poor sister, yet there may have been a 92 A GOOD MATCH. shadow of almost unconscious doubt in his mind which made him anxious, before his death, to secure to the lovers that happiness which he was sure they would find in each other. So at last, after many objections on the part of Mrs. Baynton, and many misgivings on that of Laura herself, as to the prudence of the determination, a day was fixed for her marriage with Rookmore. Thus in this strange world are the wisest people often induced to do the most foolish things. The young people were married ; and their honeymoon was spent in the peaceful rectory at Baynton. For six months afterwards Mr. Baynton had the pleasure of seeing them the happiest of the happy, and of saying to his wife every Sunday after service, " Well, you may talk of Helen and her fine match, but I should be glad to think she 's half as happy as these two dear souls with their one hundred a year." Mrs. Baynton smiled gravely, for she was worldly wise. A GOOD MATCH 93 CHAPTER VIII. Certainly virtue is like precious odours, most fragrant where they are incensed or crused ; for prosperity doth best discover vice, but adversity doth best discover virtue. Bacon. We left Helen just as she had resolved to attend the masquerade in the dress destined for Madame St. Gerard. Felicie succeeded in her endeavours to procure the disguise; and Helen, trembling with apprehension, and half repenting of her strange resolve, entered the splendid ball-room at a late hour, her features completely hidden by her mask. The first person she saw was Lord Night- ingford, who seemed to have been watching for her arrival. Poor Helen trembled as he 94 A GOOD MATCH. approached and took her hand, but she made a violent effort to overcome her embarrass- ment, and determined to act the part she had designed. He whispered a few words in her ear, and pressed her hand as he gently reproached her for being so late. He smiled on her too, but it was not the same expres- sion as that with which he used to smile on his Helen before their marriage. She saw there was more of vanity than affection in that smile now ; there was more triumph than love in the air with which he led her, the supposed Madame St. Gerard, to the dance. This conviction was gratifying, and gave her some degree of confidence and hope. '* Why did you marry that foolish wife of yours .^" whispered Helen, in French, speak- ing with a violent effort, while she imitated the voice of Madame St. Gerard. " Why did I marry ? — ah ! why, that is hard to say. In the first place, she has a good fortune, and then I rather liked her before I A GOOD MATCH. 95 got possession of my own, and was piqued at her parents' rejection of my suit." " But surely, when you got your title and fortune, you might have had your choice of all the beauties in London — why fix then, upon that poor little girl ?" " That is true ; but then I thought her rather pretty, and imagined she would ornament my house, and do the honours gracefully. She has not turned out so well as I expected, and her persevering affection for me begins to be very tiresome. But, dear Madam, you tremble — you are ill — come into the con- servatory ; this room is too hot." Helen did indeed tremble ; she had learnt the worst : nothing could now make her more unhappy, and the impulse of curiosity which had nerved her to act a part was fled. She cared little for keeping up the disguise, but shrank in dismay from her husband. " What can have happened ? I have offend- ed you," said he, in a tender tone, *' dearest Madame St. Gerard !"— 96 A GOOD MATCH. " I am not dearest Madame St. Gerard !" exclaimed Helen, when they had reached the conservatory, and unfastening her mask, she stood before him. I will not describe the scene which followed — the anger of Lord Nightingford, or the grief of poor Helen. It may be imagined that, after this fatal evening. Lady Nightingford did not feel very much at ease in the society of her husband, and yet there was no open rupture between them. Lord Nightingford detested scenes, and he was also keenly alive to the importance of keeping up a semblance of affection towards his wife. He therefore endeavoured to subdue the anger he really felt at Helen's having penetrated the secret of his attachment to Madame St. Gerard. They now both dreaded to be tete-a-tete with each other, and therefore led a life of still greater gaiety than before. Lord Nightingford was tempted to gamble, and Helen, who was too virtuous to be fully satisfied with the adulation she received, and A GOOD MATCH. 97 whose education had not taught her to seek employment for the mind, had recourse to the comparatively innocent excitement of pur- chasing those beautiful and expensive objects which no place offers in such tempting variety as Italy. Soon afterwards, Helen received a letter from Laura, which suddenly interrupted the course of her dissipation, and plunged her in grief. One day Mr. Baynton did not return home at his usual hour, and just as Mrs. Baynton was going to send down to the rectory to know if he intended to dine there, she heard an unusual noise in the hall, and the butler rushed in with a face of sad importance. His master, his dear master, — for Mr. Baynton was beloved by all his dependants, — was dan- gerously ill. His insensible form had been brought home by the labourers, whose ex- cavations he had been, during the entire day, superintending. Laura came to weep, in silent anguish, over VOL. I. p 98 A GOOD MATCH. the inanimate features of her more than father, upon whom every effort to restore conscious- ness had been tried, but in vain. It was long before they could clearly ascertain how the event had occurred. A wound on the head was the only external injury that was visible, and when the trembling labourer had suffi- ciently recovered to give an account of the af- fair, it appeared that Mr. Baynton had caused a large barrow to be excavated, and, fearful lest any mischief should be done to the anti- quities he expected to find, had worked in it himself for several hours. The labourers had repeatedly called out that there was danger lest the stones should give way and fall on him ; but, eager in the employment, he was deaf to their caution. At last the top fell in, and though the old gentleman was immedi- ately rescued from his perilous situation, yet the wounds he had received were so severe, that consciousness never returned, and before morning he was a corpse. Laura's letter ended by saying that Mrs. A GOOD MATCH. 99 Baynton intended soon to quit the hall, and to reside with her old maiden sister in Staf- fordshire. Laura did not dwell on her own grief, or the sad loss she and her husband had sustained by the death of one who had, in his latter days, been more than a father to them. She did not say, what was really the case, that henceforth their chief means of subsistence would cease; that, as Baynton now belonged to Lord Nightingford, the poor curate and his wife would no longer receive their usual supplies from the farm and gar- den. But Laura did mention that she hoped Lord Nightingford would remember the old servants at Baynton Hall, most of whom, in the true primitive style of old English man ners, had been all their lives in the service of the late possessor. Six months after the death of its old mas- ter, Baynton Hall seemed already changed ; and yet nothing had been touched; every chair and picture was in its wonted place. The same ponderous tomes still lay on the f2 100 A GOOD MATCH. library table, and were open at the very page where the eyes of their old friend had last rested on them. At mid-day, a gleam of sun continued to shine through the upper part of the beautiful painted glass window, — which I mentioned as having been taken from the an- cient chapel of the ruined castle, — illumining the time-worn pages with the brilliant reflection of the crest and arms of the family. But the shutters of all the lower windows were closed ; dust had begun to accumulate on the furniture, and spiders were revelling amid the gilt carving, and spinning their webs from the high back of one embroidered chair to another. A solemn and mournful silence reigned throughout the vast mansion. Not a sound was heard, except the lazy purr of an old cat in the kitchen, or the ticking of the great clock, or, now and then, the slow shuflling step, across the sandy floor, of an old wo- man, the sole inhabitant of the place. And this old woman, who now daily cooked her A GOOD MATCH. 101 own scanty meal, and cleaned her own room, had been, six short months ago, the luxurious housekeeper and important directress of the large establishment. Fifty-six years had she served the master of Baynton Hall, and was almost as much revered by the neighbours as the mistress herself; yet this old woman, who might easily have found a situation in some respectable family, preferred to live the remainder of her days in the house she loved so well, though, for looking after it, she was only to receive the scanty pittance which would have been paid to a stranger. Mrs. Sunwell, unlike most housekeepers, had neither made nor saved money by her long service. The goodness of her heart, as well as extreme veneration for the character of her master, had caused her to imitate even his faults. Mrs. Sunwell gave all her wages to the poor, except the few pounds which purchased her yearly wardrobe, consisting of an every-day dress of coloured chintz, and an evening and Sunday one of grey silk. 102 A GOOD MATCH. with a close lace cap made after the fashion of the last century. And now, in her old age, she passed her solitary days, not a prey to regret at having been so improvident, but full of hope and resignation. Deep- ly did she mourn the death of her dear master, because she loved him so much, and because all the place and parish and neigh- bourhood would feel and suffer from his loss. Of herself she never thought, nor did a single murmur pass her lips at having no one to assist her in keeping the house. One only fear she had had — a deep acute pang had depressed for a season her cheer:^ul spirits : it was when she was ordered by Lord Nightingford's steward to quit the place. But it passed away when the hard proud man accepted her offer of remaining to take care of the hall for the ten pounds a year he had offered to an old garden-woman. And Mrs. Sunwell remained, and wept sorrowful farewells to all the other servants who were turned off; and a mournful day it was, when A GOOD MATCH. 103 the old gardener, and coachman, and all the others bade their last adieu to the beloved place. But, on the first evening of their departure. Mrs. Sunwell was not alone. Laura and Henry, bringing with them a beautiful in- fant, which now began to delight them with its smiles, came to drink tea with the old housekeeper. '* Oh ! " said the old lady, as she poured out the tea which Laura had taken care to provide, " oh ! if I could but think it wasn't Miss Helen's doing, I should not be so miserable : if I thought she 'd come here soon and see justice done to the place, and have some of the old servants taken care of; for there's Mr. Parsenall the butler far worse off than me, because he 's so lame, 't is doubtful whether he'll get an- other place. If I thought she would come back, oh ! I wouldn't mind anything ! But, somehow, I have my fears ; and 't was but this morning I said to Betty, says I, (as she was dusting the toilet in the blue bedroom 104 A GOOD MATCH. for the last time, and crying so that her tears fell fast on the damask cover as she was wiping away the dust,) says I, ' Betty, I begins to think our young lady will never come and sleep in that bed again — and oh ! what would her poor father have said if he thought she would desert the place this way ? And oh ! Miss Laura, beg pardon — Mrs. Rook- more, — only think, Jonas the stable-boy de- clared he heard Mr. Lucas, that steward of my lord's, say, that his master talked of sell- ing the place.' " Laura started and turned pale, but not wishing to increase the sufferings of the fo- litary old woman, she tried to assure her it was impossible. She did not say that she had written several letters to Helen about the old servants and received no answer ; but she faintly expressed a hope, that Helen would soon return. " I hope so, I hope so," said the old woman, catching at her words. " If I wasn't sure all this is done without Missy's, I mean my A GOOD MATCH. 105 lady's knowledge, I shouldn't care how soon these old bones was resting in the church- yard. I only wish to live till I see the place restored to the family honours, and every- thing going on as I knew my old master would have wished." Often did Laura visit the old Hall, and al- low the garrulous inmate to have the pleasure of talking for hours ; for she never could per- suade her to come to the parsonage : she seemed to have quite a superstitious dread of leaving the house without an inhabitant. " Sure I 'd be giving it up to the spirits of desolation at once," she would say. What was the meaning of this, or whether she herself understood the expression, Laura could never ascertain ; but the latter had such a venera- tion herself for the place, that she readily entered into the old woman's feelings. If all the servants suffered so much at the loss of their kind master and the desertion of the place, it may be imagined what were the feelings of Laura, whose only weakness was an over- f5 106 A GOOD MATCH. weening affection to the few friends she loved, and whose local attachments were wonder- fully strong. Baynton Hall had been the first place where the accents of kindness and praise had reached her young ear. To Bayn- ton she had come a poor harshly used child. To Baynton Hall she had afterwards returned in the vacations, and was received by her dear step-father with as much affection and kindness as he lavished on his own Helen. At Baynton, all was smiling and sunny ; an atmosphere of affection seemed to breathe round the place. Every dependant about it, every garden-wo- man and workman had been pursuing the same occupation for years, cheered by the never- failing smiles, or nods, or kind words, of their master. Here, too, had their parents worked before them ; and the inherited feeling of attachment is strong in most of the seques- tered parts of England, even to those masters of the soil who are unworthy of the poor man's affection. Here had Laura thought, felt, and loved, and there was not a rustic seat or tree A GOOD MATCH. 107 that did not vividly recall some event of her life. To an innocent mind and loving disposition, all that revives the recollection of the past is pleasant. Even when the dear ones are no more who caused our chief pleasure in those scenes, still, if there be no remorseful feelings mingled with our regret, we love the place which is hallowed by the remembrance of past joy. The same feeling of happiness seems still to breathe there, to pervade every well-known object. No wonder, then, if Laura spent many of the leisure hours she could command in wandering over the beloved place, thinking of past times, and uttering fervent prayers for her much-loved Helen. But the poor curate's wife had not much time to devote to such an indulgence, and as months sped on she had still less at her dispo- sal. Her mother's prophecy began to be ful- filled. Already the dairy and farm and garden, which poor Mr. Baynton had looked upon as a never-failing source of maintenance for the 108 A GOOD MATCH. young couple, was gone. The gardeners were dismissed soon after his death ; the farm had been let out to several tenants, and the dairy was shut up, — that picturesque old dairy in the tulip garden, v/hich it had been the pride of several generations of Mrs. Bayn- tons to ornament with costly china, and where cheeses, celebrated all over the country, had been made for centuries. So the curate and his wife and child, had to subsist on one hundred a-year ! They could have kept no servant, but that Helenas old Scotch nurse, who lived at one of the park lodges, and had been allowed twenty pounds a- year by her master, insisted upon serving the Rookmores for nothing. She had laid by a small sum, and though her allowance had ceased at Mr. Bay n ton's death, the old woman declared she could afford to live the remainder of her days without going to service, or being a bur- then to any one. She was sorely hurt at the neglect of her darling young lady, or rather at "my lord's" A GOOD MATCH. 109 unkindness, for the simple creature was posi- tive that "he must ill-treat her darling child Helen, and, perhaps, keep her in a prison in some o' them outlandish parts, to prevent her coming among us agin, the puir innocent.'' 110 A GOOD MATCH. CHAPTER IX. O Memory ! thou ever restless power, Recalling all that 's vanish'd from our sight ; Ihy pencil dipp'd now in the rainbow's light. Now in the gloomy tints of midnight's hour. From youth's gay garden, manhood's blighted bower, Culling thy varied chaplet, dark and bright — The rose, the rue, the baleful aconite, Alternating the cypress and the flower ! Casting with lightning speed thy wizard glance Through the long retrospect of by-gone years. Whence, at thine 'best, in dim array advance. Shadows of idle hopes and idle fears : Half cheerful is thy saddest countenance. Thy sweetest smile, alas! is moist with tears ! Marquess of Northampton. The first winter after Mr. Baynton's death was long and severe A gloomy cold still- A GOOD MATCH. Ill ness, seemed to pervade the whole neighbour- hood of Baynton Hall. Not only did the curate and his wife feel most acutely the loss of those comforts and luxuries which render the burthen of grief more tolerable, but every cottage, every villager, felt the chilling pri- vation. The poor suffered from temporal dis- tress, but chiefly did they mourn that old man whose gladsome countenance was sure to cheer them in any distress. He was gone for ever ; and the voice which, with good-natured fun and encouragement, had so often greeted their ears, was silent in the grave. At last, the melancholy winter past away; the old lime trees and stately oaks began to put forth their green leaves ; the cheering sun beamed as brilliantly as ever on Baynton Hall, and spring flowers came up among the weeds in the old borders, as if in mockery of the neglect with which they were treated. But the grass grew luxuriantly in the broad gravel walks, and weeds and nettles nearly choked the sweet violets. 112 A GOOD MATCH. It was then that Laura and all the people who loved the old place, heard that Lady Nightingford had arrived in London : and from busy gay London, poor good souls ! they expected her to come to see a place which she knew would make her very melancholy, and leave a scene of gaiety where amusements were in full play, and at a moment too, when straw- berries, young men, and plovers' eggs, are espe- cially in requisition. Yet the people of the village said that surely Lady Nightingford would soon come now and restore all things ; and Laura yielded to the general persuasion. She indulged herself oftener than of late in wandering over the place, and allowed her thoughts to revert to the early and happy days of childhood, and visit those spots which re- called more particularly dear Helen's doings and sayings of yore. Here had the young heiress (for she always knew her prospects)— here, on this old seat at the end of the terrace, had she often looked forward to the time when she should be grown A GOOD MATCH. 113 up and have her mother's fortune. Helen al- ways thought aloud . so she said she would give her darling Laura a beautiful house and garden, and would paint pictures to adorn the walls, and work covers for the chairs ; and Laura should have a fine carriage and a grand piano. Laura sighed as she remem- bered all this, not because she had no house, or carriage, or grand piano, but because she fear- ed that Helen's once affectionate and kind heart was changed. Never, indeed, had she built much on the stability of feelings and affections which are not guided by religion ; but still, she had always trusted, that the child of hope and importance to the place, the young object of so many prayers and good wishes, would in time be awakened to a sense of her duty. To think of her changed or perverted, was far worse than if she had died. Laura had made all sorts of excuses for Helen. She had called to mind the temp- tations and snares which must beset her in the life she led ; but it was hard to a person who 114 A GOOD MATCH. had such strong local attachments as Laura, to comprehend that anything could have in- duced her sister to remain so long absent from the place, — could have prevented her from coming to visit the grave of her dear father, — that family vault where her forefathers had slept for centuries. Laura was certain that Helen had always dearly loved her parent; but how strange that, as yet, no steps had been taken to place even a tablet to record his name, the last of that illustrious race, and the only one who had no monument to re- cord his virtues or his deeds. But now she fondly hoped that Helen would come, and all would be well. Encouraged by these delightful anticipa- tions, Laura lingered on the old terrace one fine evening until the sun had set. Rook- more had been absent all day, and would not return till late, as the vicar, who lived at his larger parish twenty miles from Bayn- ton, had sent for him. So Laura had brought her beautiful child, and the little dress she A GOOD MATCH. 115 was making for its expected companion, and sat on the bench at the end of the ter- race, where she and Helen had conversed so often. Laura thought of the conversa- tion they had together the evening after Helen had discovered that her future hus- band. Lord Nightingford, was Edward Mel- ville. Here, too, had poor Mr. Denman of- fered her his hand, and here had he generous- ly forgiven her refusal, and heaped benefits on his rival. How many sad events had occurred since then ; and yet as Laura's spirits were more raised by the hope of soon seeing Helen, she felt as if that evening were but yesterday. When it became too dark to work, she gazed on the windows of the old mansion, and almost expected to see lights brought into the rooms ; but all was dark, except where the moon, which now arose over the lime avenue, shone upon the bright lattices of the oriel windows in the south turret. The church clock struck nine : Laura start- 116 A GOOD MATCH. ed up, surprised at the lateness of the hour. She had a long and lonely way to walk home, for the shortest path through the kitchen gar- den, that path which she had so often trod with those loved ones who were now dead, or far away, was blocked up. She now al- ways came straight through the fields, and by the ruins of the old castle, a walk which, even by day, was peculiarly lonely and sad. The dark grove round the old ruin seemed never visited by a human footstep. There was a superstition that the place was haunt- ed by the spirit of one of the Bayntons, who, in the reign of Edward III, had commit- ted suicide there ; and if ever an old place was fit abode for a perturbed spirit, it was De Baynton castle. Screech-owls and bats were there in abundance, and as their melancholy hooting now reached Laura''s ear, she almost trembled, and instinctively pressed her little child closer to her bosom — yet she was by no means superstitious ; and, gathering up her work, she was preparing to descend the slop- A GOOD MATCH. 117 ing lawn, which led to the river and old ruins, when a strange sound was heard, from beneath the adjoining grove, in the direction of the old dairy. Laura listened attentively, — it was like the homely noise of a hoe striking against the ground ; her heart bounded almost unconsci- ously with joy, for it was one of those rural sounds she loved so much, and which put her in mind of the summer mornings when o she used to hear that very sound under her bedroom window in happy days of child- hood. She now looked up at that bedroom win- dow : it was one of the oriel windows, the highest in the south turret, and she thought of the old garden-man, Daniel, who had been a soldier, and lost a leg when serving with Mr. Baynton's brother in the wars. He al- ways weeded the pleasure-grounds ; and Laura remembered how joyfully she used to throw open that little casement and receive a morn- ing greeting and blessing from the good man. 118 A GOOD MATCH. So absorbed was she in the past, and in in thinking of the sunny though time-worn countenance of old Daniel, and wondering what had become of him now, that she per- ceived not that the sound still continued. " It must be fancy," thought she at last, when a rustling among the trees again raised her attention, and made her start and look round. " It must be fancy," thought Laura ; " and, yet, old Mrs. Sun well, the housekeeper, declares that some good spirit keeps this ter- race free from weeds, that she hears after night-fall the sound of a hoe and spade ; and certainly the grass has not invaded this beauti- ful walk," she thought, as she saw by the clear moonlight the broad expanse of weedless gravel. The sound of hoeing became more distinct, and Laura, with a curiosity not quite unmin- gled with superstitious feeling, approached that end of the terrace whence the noise came, and whicii was overshadowed by the wide spread- ing branches of ancient trees. It was not A GOOD MATCH. 119 fancy ; there was certainly the shadowy out- line of a figure bending towards the ground, and stirring it with some garden implement. The evening breeze blew fresh, and whistled through the stems of the trees, and Laura's baby began to cry. The figure started up and turned away, but soon came back, and Laura heard a well-known voice savino^, " Oh, Miss Laura, is that you ? I was a-going away, because I didn't want you to find me here; but then I was afeared ye would be ter- rified like, if ye had seen me, and think 't was a ghost.'' " What are you doing here, Daniel, at this time of night ? and where have you been ? I have never seen you since your dear master's death." " 'T is because I got a place wi' Farmer Nolan, at Cheselton, and I had no time ; but the real truth on't. Miss, is, I wouldn't trust myself to see ye, for my heart is well-nigh broken ; and so, says I, ' I 11 never go near 120 A GOOD MATCH. any o' the family again, and I '11 never spake a word about them," because the thought of it all seemed to choke me. So I worked from morning till night at Farmer Nolan's, and would not suffer any one to ask me 'ere a question about the family ; and so I thought in time I 'd forget all, but it wouldn't do. One Sunday I heard the bell ring more sweet- ly than ever at Baynton church, all across the hills, though 'tis two miles. I had never heard 'em so plain before, and the sound seemed to draw me to that church ; so, instead o' go- ing to Cheselton, I went across the meadows, and tuk my old place under the big monument of master's great-grandfather ; and the old tomb with the fine figure in red laying on the top, looked so friendly like, and the figure in white opposite, of master's first wife, seemed to smile upon me just as she did upon her baby, that is, Miss Helen, afore she died ; and so I thought all the ould hefigies, as master used to call 'em, seemed fond o' me ; and when service was over, I couldn't help coming up A GOOD MATCH. 121 to see the grand place where they had all lived. Ah, but, Miss, when I see'd the deso- lation, when I see'd Miss Helen's garden, and yourn, all looking like a wilderness, I thought my heart would break, and I sat down under the old sun-dial yonder, and cried like a child ; and while I was a crying, I 'd a old knife in my pocket, and not well knowing what I was about, I began weeding ; and though I soon found what I was about, and I knew it was the holy Sabbath, I couldn't help myself, my knee seemed fastened to the ground, though 'twas not for prayer ; and I went on weeding till the bells rung for evening service. I was afeared 'twas sinful, so I got up and tried to wipe the stain of the gravel (for 'twas got wet wi' the long grass) from my Sunday smock-frock, and went to the church again. I wouldn't trust myself to come and see you, though my leg seemed a-most ready to drag me there ; but I determined to come now and then after day's work was done, and try to keep the terrace decent. And to be sure VOL. I. G 1S2 A GOOD MATCH. I have slept better at nights since, though I be sometimes tedious tired.*" " And you have walked all those two miles here and back, after your day's work ? Poor Daniel ! " said Laura, touched by the old man's recital. *' Oh, the two miles is nothing in these long days ; but the only thing I couldn't abide at first, was passing through the old castle down there. O Miss, 't is a fear- ful place; I have heard strange sounds, and — but 't is better not to think on such things." " Much better not, Daniel, particularly as we must now pass by the place." The old garden-man accompanied Laura through the dreaded ruins. Whether it was that Daniel was so busy talking and smiling at Laura's beautiful baby, I know not ; but certainly they heard and saw nothing more strange than some bats and owls, which screeched and flitted across the clear sky near the old ruined tower. A GOOD MATCH. 123 CHAPTER X. -Sure they who lead A country life must be more pure and holy Than we of the crowded city. There the heart. Dwelling in profitable solitude, Holds frequent commune with itself in silence ; Or, which is sweeter still, may meditate Amid the various melodies of nature, — The murmuring sounds of insects on the wing, The song of birds, the flow and fall of waters, — Which calm the soul and fit it for good thoughts, Better than silence. — On the works of God The eye continually rests, and meets No intervening obstacle to exclude The observation of his bounties springing From the fair earth ! Oh ! in the country. We seem to stand in our Creator's presence, Surrounded by the wonders he hath made To charm and bless us ; while the land, sea, and sky Are open all before us, and our hearts Receive an elevation and a purity From the deep sentiment which breathes from them ! Harness. When Laura reached the rectory, she found Rookmore awaiting her arrival with great anx- g2 124} A GOOD MATCH. iety. His manner was agitated ; and, for the first lime since their marriage, he seemed to be thinking of something that he did not wish to communicate to his wife. Mrs. Newlan, the old woman who had been Helen's nurse, and was now the only domestic in the rectory, looked full of importance too, and bustled into the room unsummoned, many times after she had laid the little supper on the parlour table. Laura, as long as they were subject to inter- ruption, did not wish to ask her husband any questions, and related her strange interview with old Daniel. But neither Rookmore nor Mrs. Newlan seemed to attend much to what she was saying. At last, the old nurse, who had been always a sort of privileged person in the family, exclaimed, as if unable to keep silence any longer, '* Sure, Miss — Missis, you take it very easy ; don't ye know that Parson Layland is a-dying ?" " Poor man V exclaimed Laura, " I am very sorry. Why did not you tell me of this, Henry? I thought you had been with him A GOOD MATCH. 125 all the day. Poor man, I had no idea he was even ill." " I knows why Master didn't tell you, well enough, for he was angered wi' me when he came home, and I heard the parson was dying, because, says I — " " Stay," exclaimed Rookmore, " do not men- tion that subject again. I fervently hope and pray Mr. Layland will recover." " And sure that wo'n't prevent his recovery, for Miss Laura jist — " " I cannot bear to think of it." exclaimed Rookmore impatiently. But the old nurse, who was a wise and calculating person, was not so easily silenced ; she stood twirling the corner of her apron most resolutely behind Rookmore's chair, and, looking at Laura, said, " What harm could it do the poor gentleman if Miss Laura was jist to write a line to Helen, and to say as how the parson is ill, and of course she would wish to fulfil her father's last wish, and give this living to the person it was always intended for ? Where could be the harm o' 126 A GOOD MATCH. this ? I knows the world better nor either of ye ; I know there 's Mr. Taing, my Lord's curate at Royston, will be looking after the living, and he no ways deserving of it ; only just maybe he'll get it, for the hold he has over my Lord's mind, because he was his tutor, and other people, too, may be looking for it ; and my Lady may not know Mr. Layland is so near death, and — but don't let me be prat- ing here, and wasting the time. Only jist sit down, Missis, and write a word to my Lady ; or if you wont, I will," continued the nurse in a resolute tone when she saw that Laura hesitated, and looked towards her husband. After a long consultation, and many scruples on the part of Rookmore, who had never asked for anything in his life, a letter was written. They had certainly always hoped that they would never be obliged to quit the old rectory, where they had passed so many happy days, and leave the parishioners, who were so often visited by the curate and his wife, and A GOOD MATCH. 127 SO well known to them, as to be loved like dear relations and friends. They had never indulged in a wish beyond this ; not even lately, when the loss of the garden and farm of Baynton Hall had reduced them to depend for subsistence solely on the curacy of one hundred a year. But now they reflected with sorrow and dismay, that if Mr. Layland should die, and that Lord Nightingford were to bestow the living on some one else, the future incumbent might possibly serve the church himself, and reside in the rectory- house and keep no curate. Their only means of support would then be gone ! It was this consideration, and the anxious glances which poor Laura cast towards her sleeping child — that dear child which might soon have no roof over its head — which deter- mined Rookmore to allow his wife to write. It was a difficult letter to pen, for Laura had of late seldom heard from Helen ; and her sister's letters had, from the period of her marriage, become gradually shorter, and less 128 A GOOD MATCH. confidential. The consequence of this was a restraint on both sides ; and when this is felt by a person who, like Laura, is all affection, yet diffident of herself, and fearful of widen- ing the breach which seemed to have sprung up between her and a beloved sister, it increases the difficulty of asking a favour. To be obliged to intrude her own cares and anxieties, when she would wish to say nothing but what would tend to win back the lost affection of Helen, both to herself and the old place, was very painful. The important letter, for which old Mrs. Newlan waited up with the greatest anxiety, cost Laura many tears. At last it was finished, and given to the delighted nurse, who was to rise early the following morning and take it to the post-office at the nearest town. With a more cheerful countenance than she had worn since her old master's death, Mrs. Newlan started off with the letter. As she walked along the short cut through the meadows, a thousand vague hopes flitted A GOOD MATCH. 129 through her mind. She imagined that this letter was longer, and evidently written more from poor Laura's heart than many which she had before taken to the post. This letter, over which she had seen so many tears shed, might not only be the means of ensuring competence to the Rookmores, but it might touch the heart of the heiress of Baynton, and bring her back to the place again. Already the old nurse felt the rosy lips of her dear foster-child press her cheek ; and in the fair vision which her imagination conjured up, there was a strange mixture of the lovely laughing child she had danced on her knee, and the beautiful blushing lady who had departed as a bride from her father's hall. Of all the kindly affections which embellish our nature, there are few more devotedly fer- vent and unselfish, than the love of a lowly nurse towards the child she has reared. She contemplates its progress through life with greater interest than she feels even for her own offspring. Years and years may pass g5 130 A GOOD MATCH. away, and she may receive no mark of affec- tion from the object of her pride and love — she may be forgotten ; but the poor nurse for- gives and loves on. The creature that once clung with childish affection to her breast, is now in a sphere far above her own ; it has no further need of her care, and is, perhaps, quite unconscious of her devoted and enduring love ; her darling is subject to a thousand tempta- tions, and is loved and admired by the great ; — and how can it be expected, that, in the splen- did circle where that idol moves, it can have time or thought to bestow on her ? So reasons, and so loves many a nurse, till old age and death close her faithful and humble career. I know this by experience; I have seen several examples of it. My own nurse has loved, and, thank God, still loves me, with this untiring, and forgiving, and unobtrusive affection. Mrs. Newlan was not without that usual quality in servants — curiosity : but if she did listen at the door when Rookmore and his A GOOD MATCH. 131 wife were planning the letter, and then went into the room and fumbled about near the desk, to try and catch a glimpse of the writing ; if she now twirled the letter round and round and peeped into it, — she did all this to try and discover if the expressions of affection it contained were such as would touch the heart of her darling Helen. With all her efforts and peepings, she could but see little now, for the precious document was enclosed to Lord Nightingford. With many a fer- vent prayer to heaven she dropped it into the post-box ; and, after ascertaining from the stationer's wife at the office, that it would reach London the following day, the old nurse returned on her way, full of hope. Laura's hopes were not so bright. A day passed, and then another, and the fourth morning which might have brought an answer arrived, but the penny-postman, who passed through the village every day, did not turn his steps towards the rectory. The nurse now dreaded not only that the living would 132 A GOOD MATCH. be lost, but that her darling child must be ill, or surely she would have written. The accounts of Mr. Layland's danger be- came more alarming. Rook more and his wife thought and reflected on every contingency ; and, as time passed on, they began secretly to fear ; but the more they feared, so much the more did they encourage each other to hope. Yet both gazed in silent grief on all the beloved objects which surrounded them ; and more hours of each day were now spent by them in the cottages of the poor, as though they half dreaded that they might soon be obliged to quit their humble neighbours. In the old rectory every chair and table seemed dearer than ever in their eyes, and became dearer still as days passed by, and brought no answer to their letter. Many were the excuses and reasons talked over and suggested by the kind-hearted curate and his wife for this strange delay. A GOOD MATCH. ISo CHAPTER XL But here in the town, all is so artificial, We see and hear of nothing but of man, And his ingenious, petty, vain desires ; Our very walls confine and hem us in, And shut out nature, truth, religion, from us. I know not that. Where'er we go, we bear Our own temptations with us, and still think To draw from our peculiar state or station The excuse for yielding to them. Harness, Helen was not up when the post came in which brought Laura's letter, but Lord Night- ingford, to whom it was enclosed, was already in the library. He flung the letter from Laura, with several others, on a table, among a heap of notes, 134 A GOOD MATCH. cards, and printed invitations. On this table, also, was a long list which Helen had made out the preceding day, of the company which were to be invited to a great ball, the first they had yet given in London. This list interested Lord Nightingford. He looked at it with compla- cency, and sat down at the table to add a few names at the end, and erase some others, which, after due consideration, he thought would not be eligible. While he was absorbed in this important occupation, Laura's letter was jostled about by the corner of the large sheet of foolscap •i paper on which the list was written. The letter got shifted and jogged from the surface of one open note to another, till at last it was fairly shoved under a large Dresden china ink- stand ; where, after an occasional touch from the same foolscap enemy at one end, it reposed in calm tranquillity. Helen came down soon afterwards, and was pleased to see Lord Nightingford sitting at her table, but was not quite so gratified to A GOOD MATCH. 135 find, on looking over the list, that he had drawn his pen through the names of some of their Naples friends. " Surely," exclaimed she, " the Gubbings's are very nice people, and Julia was so kind to me when I was ill at Naples. She is the most delightful friend I have, and reminds me sometimes of dear Laura." " She may be a very charming person, I have no doubt," said Lord Nightingford ; " but she will be of no use at our ball. Suppose their names should get among the list in the Morning Post ? Gubbings, Mrs. and Miss, and Hopkins, too, — I cannot endure the idea of it ; besides, they know nobody." " But poor Julia will be so hurt. What ex- cuse can I give for leaving them out ? I shall never venture to see her again." " So much the better ; I have long wished to cut those people : they are in one's way in London. You have yet — we have both — our acquaintances still to make in the English world ; a proper position in society is to be HSG A GOOD MATCH. attained. And you know it is impossible to be too particular in the choice of our associ- ates,"" continued Lord Nightingford with a very wise and conscientious look, as he left the room. Helen sighed as she sat down to write on the printed invitations the names of many people which sounded very aristocratic, but whom she was well aware did not care for her. In this mechanical occupation she had leisure to reflect a little on the melancholy heartlessness of fashionable life ; but it was soon time to drive out, and then so many exciting, though unimportant events, occur- red, that she did not feel long depressed. The writing table was not again visited by Helen that morning. On the following day she answered many notes at it, but did not discover the letter on which depended the future fate of those she loved better than any one in the whole world except her husband. She dipped her pen again and again into the beautiful flowery inkstand, and while conning over an A GOOD MATCH. 137 expression in a common-place note of condo- lence or congratulation, her eyes rested on the little Chinese grinning figure, holding a gaudy umbrella in a fanciful attitude over the inkstand. Helen hastened to seal her notes, and leave the heartless and tiresome occupa- tions of the writing-table, still unconscious that the expressions of the truest love and kindly feelings, — that a letter bedewed with tears of affection and sorrow, was so near, con- cealed by that inkstand with the capering laughing figure ! The next morning the housemaid's atten- tion was attracted by the extreme disorder of the writing table ; and being in a tidy humour, she conned over many of the notes with true housemaid's curiosity. But she soon threw them down with a yawn, and half muttered a regret that " my lady had never anything like so many nice secrets as other ladies had where she lived before." Betty peeped into some letters in the blot- ting book with little better success. It was 138 A GOOD MATCH. all so proper and monotonous that she began to think she did not see enough of the world in this place, where there was no scandal, nothing mysterious to amuse her, and show what high life was. With a discontented jerk, Betty arranged the heaps of papers, and dusted the china inkstand. As she settled it more in the middle of the table, a letter, poor Laura's anxious tearful letter, came in sight. " Well, there must be something in this, any how," thought Betty, as she twirled it round and round, and peeped into it, while her scandal-loving mind began to try and di- vine who the writer might be. "A lover to be sure, or my lady wouldn't have hid it there out of my lord's sight. I '11 lay any wager it 's from Lord May field. ' Dearest Helen,' I see, and 'regret — that our love'— that nasty flap hides it ;" then trying another side she read, '' ' I long to find that you are not really changed, that you love — "* another abominable turn. Well, at any rate I have discovered A GOOD MATCH. 139 something. I am sure it's from Lord Mayfield, and if I donH— " The entrance of Lord Nightingford put an end to Betty's soliloquy. She threw down the letter, and began to dust and clean with great energy, till a reproof from her master for not having done the room sooner, caused her to hurry away : but she flounced out of the library with more than usual importance ; she could now give herself airs, and behave as she liked, for she indulged in the gratifying feeling that the honour of "my lady" was in her keep- ing. Betty listened at the door, and looked through the key-hole to see whether Lord Nightingford would discover the important sealed letter ; but he only put down a few more names on the list of invitations, and then left the room. Helen came in soon afterwards, and ap- proaching the table, the first object which met her eye was the well-known writing of Laura. She tore open the seal, and as she glanced over the first page, a gleam of such 140 A GOOD MATCH. real joy as had not cheered her for many a day, caused her almost to jump with delight. It was written with the warmth and affection of former years, and carried Helen's mind back to the happy times when there never was a shadow of restraint between them. But when Helen had finished its contents, and looked at the date, an expression of fear and anxiety clouded her brow. She hastily rang the bell ; but, too impatient to wait till it was answer- ed, ran down to Lord Nightingford's sitting room. He was not there ; he had just gone out. Helen was in dismay. Five days had passed since Laura's letter was written. The rector might now be dead, and she dreaded to think what might have happened : for Lord Night- ingford never consulted her, never even men- tioned anything relating to his or to her pro- perty. He would be out the whole day, as he never returned home till dressing time, and He- len passed the weary hours in a state of the greatest anxiety. A GOOD MATCH. 141 Laura was in her thoughts the whole time. Her conscience had long secretly reproached her for writing so seldom ; she had often felt how remiss she had been, both to Laura and to all the old people at Baynton. Many vague thoughts and intentions had, at dif- ferent times, crossed her mind about en- deavouring to do something for them ; but, as usual with those whose desires are chief- ly set upon the honours and vanities of this world, the calls of early affection were postponed or forgotten. All the painful compunctions she now felt, made Helen still more anxious to secure the living to Rookmore. Some visiters called in the course of the day, and poor Helen was so distraite and agitated, that she gave wrong answers to most of the observations that were made, and said many foolish things. Even during a drive she took with the sprightly Lady Penville, and a walk in Kensington Gardens, where Lord Mayfield joined them, and was more 142 A GOOD MATCH. amusing than ever, her thoughts were solely occupied by the dear and only real friend she possessed. A vague presentiment of ill depressed her spirits. Perhaps, judging from past forgetful ness, she felt a sort of dread that it would be in some manner her fault if misfortune should now happen to Laura. Who has not felt this vague fear and dis- trust of themselves, and not trembled when they suddenly find that something impor- tant depends upon their own exertions or influence ? The Nightingfords were engaged to dine out, and the first moment Helen could see her husband that day, was when they both entered the carriage which was to take them to the Duke of Brandon's dinner party. And often this was the only moment when they met alone ! The instant the carriage door was shut, Helen, with a hurried yet trembling voice began, " Dear Edward, I have a favour to ask." A GOOD MATCH. 143 " Well, what is it r" said Lord Nightingford. '' I suppose you are in debt again, or you want to buy that old china table of Marie Antoinette's." " No, indeed, I want nothing for myself, it is for dear Laura : the Rector of Baynton is dying/' '' Yes, yes, I know that ; I heard of his illness in a letter I got yesterday from Mr. Taing. But I can do nothing about appointing a successor, as I am in treaty with Mr. Brew- ing for the sale of Baynton Hall. I have thought it expedient to " Oh ! Edward, what do you mean ? surely you cannot be serious! — Sell the place! sell Baynton 1 '* and poor Helen burst into tears. " Lady Nightingford," said the earl, with grave solemnity, '* you forget yourself;" and pulling the check-string, he called to the coachman to drive home again. *' No, no," exclaimed Helen, hastily drying her eyes. " I will not be foolish, — I will go to the dinner party," she continued, as she 146 A GOOD MATCH. to a very select ball at L house, and there to be introduced to more exclusives. So this was an important day, and it was the consideration of all that hung upon it which caused Helen to dry her tears so quickly, and promise Lord Nightingford that she would not be foolish. For this object, and that she might not appear to disadvantage in the eyes of her new ac- quaintances, Helen tried hard to forget those dreadful words spoken by her husband : but it would not do — all that evening, the words " sell Baynton Hall" sounded like a knell in her ears. In despair, she endeavoured to laugh and talk more gaily than ever, and try to drown those frightful tones. She thought of such a misfortune was the more dreadful, because she did not feel entirely guiltless of rendering the sale of the property necessary. She still loved her husband too, notwithstanding all his indif- ference, sufficiently to try to make excuses for him, and take the principal share of the blame upon herself. " Is Edward — is Lord Nightingford gone ? " A GOOD MATCH. 147 inquired Helen, towards the end of the even- ing, of her partner. Lord Mayfield, after their waltz was over. " I think not," said he; *' but why are you so anxious about him ? he is never angry when you remain late." " Oh ! no; but — but I wanted to see him ; I have something very particular to say, and — and we so seldom meet," continued Helen, with a sigh. " You are sad this evening. Lady Night- ingford; I see that you are unhappy, even through the forced spirits you assume ; I know you too well to be deceived," said he, in a tone of deep anxiety. " I wish I could dis- cover what has annoyed you ; I would give the world to remove the cloud from that brow." " You are always so kind ; but — but indeed it is nothing," said Helen, trying to laugh, while a tear started to her eye. They walked towards the refreshment room, and soon Lord Mayfield drew from Helen an account of her h2 146 A GOOD MATCH. to a very select ball at L house, and there to be introduced to more exclusives. So this was an important day, and it was the consideration of all that hung upon it which caused Helen to dry her tears so quickly, and promise Lord Nightingford that she would not be foolish. For this object, and that she might not appear to disadvantage in the eyes of her new ac- quaintances, Helen tried hard to forget those dreadful words spoken by her husband : but it would not do — all that evening, the words " sell Baynton Hall" sounded like a knell in her ears. In despair, she endeavoured to laugh and talk more gaily than ever, and try to drown those frightful tones. She thought of such a misfortune was the more dreadful, because she did not feel entirely guiltless of rendering the sale of the property necessary. She still loved her husband too, notwithstanding all his indif- ference, sufficiently to try to make excuses for him, and take the principal share of the blame upon herself. " Is Edward — is Lord Nightingford gone ? " A GOOD MATCH. 147 inquired Helen, towards the end of the even- ing, of her partner, Lord Mayfield, after their waltz was over. " I think not," said he; " but why are you so anxious about him ? he is never angry when you remain late." " Oh ! no; but — but I wanted to see him ; I have something very particular to say, and — and we so seldom meet," continued Helen, with a sigh. " You are sad this evening, Lady Night- ingford ; I see that you are unhappy, even through the forced spirits you assume ; I know you too well to be deceived," said he, in a tone of deep anxiety. " I wish I could dis- cover what has annoyed you ; I would give the world to remove the cloud from that brow." " You are always so kind ; but — but indeed it is nothing," said Helen, trying to laugh, while a tear started to her eye. They walked towards the refreshment room, and soon Lord Mayfield drew from Helen an account of her h2 148 A GOOD MATCH. anxiety about the friend of her youth, and her fears lest Baynton Hall, the dear home of her childhood, should be sold. He listened to her with so much interest, that Helen continued to expatiate on the cha- racter of Laura, and in so doing, she enjoyed a pleasure to which she had long been a stranger — the delight of reading in the coun- tenance of another the interest she felt for so dear a friend. Lord Nightingford never had patience to listen when she talked of Laura and her perfections, and of the hap- py days Helen had spent with her at Bayn- ton Hall. Lord Mayfield was a deep reader of human nature, and had long been much interested by the young creature who, amid many tempt- ations, and exposed to the society and example of worthless and unprincipled friends, seemed to preserve a devoted affection for her hus- band. He had first become acquainted with Helen soon after her marriage, when he was passing the winter at Rome, in bad health A GOOD MATCH. 149 and low spirits. He had gone abroad dis- appointed and almost heart-broken, not as is so often the case, to fly from a faithless fair one, but to mourn the death of his be- trothed bride. The beautiful girl to whom he had been long attached, died only a few days before that which was fixed for their wedding. At Rome he did not go into so- ciety, but he had formerly been a schoolfel- low of Lord Nightingford's, and he met him one day at Tivoli with Helen, and their ac- quaintance was renewed. A slight resemblance between the young English bride, and Lord Mayfield's lost love, first attracted his attention, and seemed to have the effect of rousing him from the de- spair into which he had been plunged. He did not, however, go into the gay world of Rome, and seldom met Helen except in the picture galleries, or when she visited some of the interesting remains of antiquity in the neighbourhood Helen saw that he was unhappy; and this. 150 A GOOD MATCH. and his having been a schoolfellow of her hus- band's, induced her to try to amuse him. He was a man of great taste and discernment, and he at once saw that Helen's powers of mind had not been fully developed — that she was born for something better than the gay frivo- lous life she led, and that her good feelings were in imminent danger of being extinguish- ed. He saw, too, with regret, the change which some ten years had operated for the worse in the character of Lord Nightingford, and he trembled for the fate of both. Since that winter at Rome, he had not met the Nightingfords until lately. He found Helen more beautiful, indeed, but less attract- ive in his eyes, than when he first became acquainted with her ; for she was more de- voted to the world and the pursuit of fashion : but now, when she confided to him her anxieties about Laura, and described in un- usually enthusiastic language the perfections of that beautiful character — when she timidly hinted at her own failings, and reproached A GOOD MATCH. 151 herself for having, perhaps, rendered the sale of Baynton necessary — he regarded her with more interest than ever. He advised her to use her utmost influence with Lord Nightingford, to prevent the sale of Baynton ; for he saw that she was still deep- ly attached to the home of her youth ; and he was anxious that this slender link, which seemed to connect her with the better feelings and hopes of her childhood, should not be severed. Helen returned home that evening, with a firm determination to rise early and see Lord Nightingford, before he went out the next morning, and conjure him to save the old place. It was not much after ten o'clock the next day, when Helen hurried down to Lord Night- ingford's sitting-room. This was full two hours before the time she generally left her room, yet he was already out. He had gone to see some horses, the valet believed ; but he would be sure to be at home in the course of the morning. 152 A GOOD MATCH. Helen's heart sank ; for she feared that the only moment she should be able to speak to her husband, would be when they went out to dinner again. She would have to pass another long day of anxiety, and another evening of stifled sorrow and suppressed feeling. The post came in ; Helen heard the knock, and flew down to look at the directions of the letters ; but there was none in Laura's hand- writing. " Thank God ! " thought she, " the rector cannot yet be dead, or she would have written again." Helen ordered the carriage at a late hour for her drive that day, in hopes that Lord Nio-htinoford would return home before five o'clock : but he did not ; he went into the city on business, and had ordered the groom who attended him at the sale of horses in the morning, to have his own in waiting at the club in the afternoon. The anxious Helen discovered this. It would then, be impossible to see him all A GOOD MATCH. 153 day ; so she made some visits, and got over the long wearisome hours as well as she could. Lord Nightingford greeted her that even- ing as he stepped into the carriage (where she had been waiting for some minutes), with less coldness than usual. He kissed her fair brow, and asked if she enjoyed the ball last night. Helen was so touched at this un- wonted proof of interest, that she dreaded more than ever to annoy him, by alluding to the subject about which she was so anxi- ous ; and yet the moments were precious, for they had only a short way to drive. " Dear Edward," she began, " I hope you will not be angry ; but I do so wish you would promise that living — " " Lady Nightingford," said he, with a grave and chilling look, " I told you yesterday that—" " Oh ! but you did not — you could not mean tliat there was a chance of being really obliged to sell dear, dear Baynton." "Indeed I did ; and I have been confirmed H 5 154 A GOOD MATCH. in this opinion by my solicitor to-day. I have already too many places for my fortune. It is impossible to live in the style I wish, and to keep up all these country residences." " But surely, — is there no other, is there none but poor dear Baynton that could be sold ? " " None, " said Lord Nightingford as he gravely adjusted his stock, and then carefully buttoned his glove. " None. You know mine are all entailed ; and the property you inhe- rited from your mother is tied up. There is nothing disposable except Baynton," conti- nued Lord Nightingford in a decided tone, as he let down the window of the magnifi- cent carriage in which they sat. Oh, with what difficulty did Helen restrain her tears, and how agonizing were the regrets she experienced at this sad intelligence ! The memory of all the sunny years she had passed at Baynton, crowded vividly to her mind ; and by contrasting painfully with her present un- satisfactory life, seemed to crush every hope. A GOOD MATCH. 155 She made several attempts during the short remainder of the drive to combat her hus- band's determination ; but all she could extort from him was a promise, that if the rector should die before the place was sold. Rook- more should be his successor. That night, at a crowded assembly, Helen again met Lord Mayfield, and again confided her sorrows to his sympathising ear. Sorrows, indeed, they were; for the more she reflected the dearer did the recollection of the old Hail appear. She now wondered at her own in- sensibility at not having gone immediately to Baynton, to dear Laura, on her return, and firmly did she resolve to go and take a last look of the place she was so fondly attached to. But it is not easy for a wife who is habitually influenced by even the caprices of a husband, and who is also of a jealous disposition, to do as she intends. Now it so happened that Lord Nightingford was resolved that his wife should 156 A GOOD MATCH. not visit Baynton Hall : he knew that if Helen went there, she would take all sorts of foolish fancies in her head, and want some of the old furniture, and perhaps fill their house in Lon- don, or at Royston Park, with old lumbering pictures, and wish to provide for all the tire- some superannuated pegple he had already been tormented about. Indeed Helen was so entangled with the en- gagements and pursuits of fashion, that, not- withstanding her bitter sorrow on first hear- ing that Baynton was to be sold, it would have been very difficult to find a vacant week for the intended visit. Besides, Lord Night- ingford, who, perhaps, may have felt some slight compunction at parting with the place, treated her with more kindness than usual, and entered most warmly into all the little details of her intended ball, which, indeed, really in- terested him. The ball was splendid indeed. Helen had the happiness of receiving the Duchess of Brandon's congratulations on having given the A GOOD MATCH. 157 most successful one of the whole season. Her husband smiled on her approvingly. On the following morning was signed the deed of surrender of Baynton Hall, &c. to Timothy Brewing, Esq. Laura received at last a very kind letter from Helen. It was written with all the af- fection of former years, and expressed in most touching language her grief at the sad pro- spect of losing the dear home of her youth, and at the impossibility of promising the liv- ing to Rookmore unless the present incumbent should die before the sale took place. Yet she did not throw the blame of all these mis- fortunes on Lord Nightingford : on the con- trary, she tried to excuse him by stating that he had succeeded to a property much encum- bered by debts. She said that she hoped soon to run down to take a last look at the place, and see her darling Laura ; but in the mean time, if Rookmore and her dear sister would come to town, she and Lord Nightingford .would be enchanted to see them. 158 A GOOD MATCH. This was the first positive confirmation Laura had received of the sad rumours which were afloat about the sale of Baynton. She read the letter several times before she could believe that it was real, — that the fatal lines were really penned by Helen, the dear affec- tionate Helen, the happy heiress, the actual possessor of that loved and venerated place. Could she calmly write those words which Laura had heard pronounced only by the envious and unkind, and which all the affec- tionate old people about the place had indig- nantly and vehemently contradicted ? Oh, how painful it is to discover that the disparagements pronounced by the unfeeling on a being we dearly love, are just ! For the first time in her life, Laura looked with dis- pleasure on Helen's writing. *' Oh, how could she have penned these words, ' sell Baynton Hall !' with any degree of composure ? '* " The old housekeeper, poor Mrs. Sunwell, what would she do ?" was Laura's anxious thought, after the first bitter pangs of grief A GOOD MATCH. 159 had in some degree subsided. She was un- willing to tell her the sad truth, and yet she wished to prepare the poor woman's mind for that last and worst blow. Several times during the ensuing fortnight did the Rookmores spend their evenings with Mrs. Sunwell in the housekeeper's room at Baynton, and poor Laura listened with pa- tience to the old lady's reasonings. " That for her part she wouldn't believe a word about it ; they never could be going to sell the old place ; the very dust of their forefathers would rise up in judgment against them, and their disturbed spirits would haunt them, if they only thought of such a thing. My lady, she was sure, would soon be here now, and set all to rights." Thus did the poor, solitary, affectionate creature reason and talk, and Laura had not the courage to undeceive her ! 160 A GOOD MATCH. CHAPTER XII. O ye ! who talk of death, and mourn for death, Why do you raise a phantom of your weakness, And then shriek loud to see what ye have made ? There is no death, to those who know of life — No time, to those who see eternity. MiLNES. How many a bitter word 't "would hush ? How many a pang ^t would save ? If life more precious held those ties Which sanctify the grave. L. E. L. Three months after the period described in the last chapter, on a fine day towards the end of September, Laura stood with her husband in the deep recess of the fine painted- glass window of the library at Baynton. The lofty rooms were no longer silent and A GOOD MATCH. 161 deserted; but old Mr. Baynton's huge folios, which had so long lain untouched on the table, were gone ! the rays of the mid-day sun would never again illumine their dark pages as of yore, with the brilliant reflection of the crest and arms of his family — these tomes were closed, and consigned like himself, to a neglect- ed resting-place ; yet the gaudy sunbeam still gleamed through the room, and shone upon a vast concourse of people who hurried to and fro; but its brightness was dimmed by the dust, which, as if in revenge of its long neg- lect, clouded the atmosphere, and moved with a melancholy undulating motion through the spacious room. This was the second day of an auction at Baynton Hall. And here Laura saw many well-known faces, many forms which had glid- ed mirthfully through these very rooms, at the frequent balls and festivities given by the late hospitable owner. She had never met them since those happy days, and now she turned away with a sigh, and a feeling almost of 162 A GOOD MATCH. anger ; for she saw that they gazed on all the articles of furniture, all these objects so dear, so venerated, with a cold, indifferent, and yet calculating, eye. The ample folds of a red damask curtain concealed Laura, and Rook- more was so little known out of the village that no one observed him. " I fear that we have not done wisely in coming here," said the young man as he looked on the pale and agitated countenance of his wife. " I will go and see if the picture you wish to have will soon be put up for sale ; if not, we had better return home.'' Laura felt she had not indeed done wisely in coming; but she clung with such a yearning fondness to the old place, that she longed to see the last of all the dear objects it contained, and to know who — what sort of persons — would have the happiness to possess them. " Surely Helen did not intend to part with all her things," thought she. " Her mother's picture, and that work-table, embroidered by those beautiful hands, with the history of Mordecai A GOOD MATCH. 163 and Esther, which Helen used to admire and love so much ! and her father's splendid col- lection of medals and Etruscan vases." No. Helen did not really intend it; but how often we do what we never intended, and leave undone that which we most wish to do, because our hearts are overcharged with the immediate pleasures or pursuits in which we happen to be engaged, and the seeds of early affections and good feelings are choked by the cares or joys of the present moment ! Helen had indeed, at times, many vague thoughts about endeavouring to have some of the old things at Bay n ton purchased and sent to Laura ; but she had spent so much in various ways, and then it made her husband so cross to be asked' for monev. She knew, too, that he was distressed, and thus the time passed away, and Helen never reflected that one of the balls, of which she now gave many, cost more than would have bought all the furniture and pictures at Baynton Hall. Nor did she even remember that one of these 164 A GOOD MATCH. same balls which seemed so necessary to her existence, cost more than the amount of the poor curate''s income for four years ; nor did she recollect that he was about to lose even that. In short, Helen, in despair, tried to forget all about Baynton Hall. Rookmore had fully entered into all his wife's feehngs on this melancholy occasion, and with a sensitive consideration of her attach- ment to the interesting objects at the Hall, he had silently, and with much difficulty, scraped together twenty pounds, that he might have the delight of purchasing for her some favourite picture, or piece of furniture, as a memorial of the old place. There was a small portrait of Mr. Baynton, with Helen in his arms when a child ; and after anxious consideration the delighted and surprised Laura fixed on this. She had al- ways loved it, and the likenesses of both were good. Mr. Baynton had altered but little in appearance after it was painted ; and Helen, when last she saw her on her marriage day. A GOOD MATCH. 165 was like it still — so innocent, so childlike was her sunny countenance. It was put up to auction. Alas ! the twenty pounds were not sufficient ; that sum was soon out-bid. Rook- more glanced eagerly towards Laura to inquire if he should bid again, but she shook her head, for she knew it would be wrong to spend more. She tried to smile, though her lips quivered with suppressed feeling, in order that her kind husbard might not be dis- tressed at her disappointment. After a few more biddings, the beloved picture was knocked down for thirty pounds, to a hard-featured, fat-headed draper, from D , who cared nothing for old Mr. Bayn- ton, but thought the picture would look very respectable in the country villa he was just fitting up. Laura had not much time to grieve over her disappointment, as she was soon called to witness a scene of more real suffering. Old Daniel, the one legged garden-man, who had been found by Laura weeding the terrace by 166 A GOOD MATCH. moonlight, came hobbling along in his tattered garments amid the crowd of well-dressed pur- chasers, in search of Mrs. Rookmore, to inform her that the old housekeeper, poor Mrs. Sun- well, was dying. She had been dangerously ill since the place was actually sold, and was unable to be removed ; so Mr. Brewing's bailiff had grumblingly allowed her to remain in the south attic. To this lonely chamber of suffering did Laura and her husband now repair. The weU-known staircase and passages through which they passed, looked desolate indeed, for the furniture had been all moved away. The ancient and quaintly carved chests, in which Helen and Laura, when children, had often laughingly concealed themselves, were gone ! so were the large China vases which had adorned the staircase. The places where the Indian cabinets, on the wide landing-places, had stood, were still indicated by the more vivid colour of the green paper on the wall. Laura's too acute memory did not require A GOOD MATCH. 167 these sad marks to recall all the dear ob- jects to her mind ; but she hurried on and did not allow herself to think of them. Softly, with a trembling hand, did Laura open the door of poor Mrs. Sun well's attic. The bed on which she lay, and a single chair, were all the furniture left there. '^ Thank ye,'' gasped the dying woman, '* thank ye, my dearest Miss — God bless your darling face, for coming up to see a poor ne- glected old woman ! Thank God ! " she conti- nued, after a pause, to take breath, " Thank God, I shall be gone — in his mercy he will take me before — before — Oh! what, — what is that noise ? Is not master's coffin nailed down yet?" Laura shuddered, for she saw the poor woman mistook the noise of the auctioneer's hammer, for the last sad sounds in the chamber of death ; and indeed, amid the deserted place, it re-echoed with a funereal tone. *' Oh, that I should have lived to see him a corpse !" she continued. " But surely he is laid 168 A GOOD MATCH. in his cold grave long ago. What sound is that again ? — I heard it. — Ah yes ! it is the funeral knell of all the Bayntons. The whole family is gone — gone for ever, and — well, thank God, I am going too," continued the old woman, in a more peaceful tone, and closed her eyes, and laid her head on one side as if she were going softly to sleep. But soon she breathed with difficulty, and, starting up again, exclaimed, '' Is Miss Helen come yet ? tell me the moment she comes. — Oh ! I remember now, they say she will never — never come here again — never — well, may God — I 'm going — may God forgive — and bless her ! " The old woman had clasped her thin hands while she uttered this prayer: it was her last. Those hands were now fixed in the rigidity of death — those lips, whose last breath had invoked a blessing on the being who had injured her most, still retained the smile of heavenly charity which had prompted that simple prayer. The old housekeeper looked A GOOD MATCH. 169 in death as she had always done in life, happy and peaceful. Her kind and cheerful nature triumphed even over misfortune : when she could live no longer in joy, her cheerful spirit departed to the God from whence it came, and no vexations, not even the object of her warm affection, the unthinking Helen, had power to torment her more. VOL. I. no A GOOD MATCH. CHAPTER XIII. A pen — to register ; a key — That winds through secret wards; Are well assigned to memory By allegoric bards. As aptly also might be given A pencil to her hand ; That, softening objects, sometimes even Outstrips the heart's demand; That smoothes foregone distress, the lines Of lingering care subdues, Long vanished happiness refines, And clothes in brighter hues ; Yet, like a tool of fancy, works Those spectres to dilate That startle conscience as she lurks Within her lonely seat. Oh ! that our lives, which flee so fast, In purity were such. That not an image of the past Should fear that pencil's touch ! Wordsworth. How strange and inscrutable are the ways of Providence ! A few weeks after Baynton A GOOD MATCH. 171 was sold, Mr. Layland, the rector of Baynton, died, and Mr. John Brewing, brother to the present proprietor of the Baynton estates, step- ped into the living. Though a rich man, he did not intend to keep a curate. The long- dreaded event had then actually arrived, and, in a short time, the Rookmores would be obliged to quit their beloved home. If any- thing could compensate Rookmore for the loss of his all, it would have been the tes- timony of sincere affection he received from the poor. Never was pastor so beloved or regretted by his parishioners. He had been there twelve years. Every one said it was a hard case that he should be turned adrift on the wide world, and a shame that the late Mr. Baynton's daughter-in-law should be left so totally unprovided for, and such an exem- plary young clergyman allowed to starve. Even Baynton, they declared, was too small a field for such an excellent clergyman ; and that, if Lord Nightingford chose to sell the liv- i2 172 A GOOD MATCH. ing, which belonged to the family, he should, at all events, have given Rookmore another. This was the universal opinion, not only of the poor, but of the rich. Not that the latter cared much about the loss of so good a clergyman, or that they were particularly fond of Laura, but because every one likes to censure his neighbours ; and the rich were jealous as well as the poor, only in a different way, that Lady Nightingford, the little Helen Baynton they all remembered when a child, had become a lady of high fashion in London. They found fault with her, and gravely con- demned the hardness of her heart, saying, again and again, " How utterly spoilt she must be!" because it gave them no trouble to do so, and because we all like to discover faults in those friends or acquaintances who have been more successful in the world than ourselves. But no one tried to assist the poor clergy- man, and very few exercised that most dif- ficult of Christian virtues, charity ; — charity, A GOOD MATCH. 173 I raean, of thought and speech towards the erring and apparently guilty cause of the Rookmores' loss. Few took warning by this lesson, and looked within their own hearts, to see if the seeds of vanity and thoughtless- ness, and a too great carefulness for the plea- sures of this world, which had caused Helen to forget the friends of her youth, did not lurk there. Nor did they ask themselves whether they had never been guilty of an offence of the same kind ; whether they had always employed their talents, their time, and influence, in the way most pleasing to God. Still less did they place themselves in the situation of Lord Nightingford and Helen, and consider whether they might not have done the same in their circumstances. This last perhaps they could not imagine possible, for it is very hard to understand all the temptations of a kind of life that we have not ourselves experienced. The line between good and bad is less distinctly marked than most of us suppose ; and if we could read the 174 A GOOD MATCH. secret thoughts of the greatest sinners, we should be surprised to find in how many points, they are better than ourselves. Yet those who were the actual sufferers, the poor exiled Rookmores, exercised that spirit of true charity, which their rich neigh- bours, who lost nothing by the event, forgot, and never did their voices, or even thoughts, mingle with the murmurs of those around, against the Nightingfords. The last prayer which was offered up by the poor curate and his wife in the house which had so long been their happy home, was a petition for Helen. Both felt that in this hour of trial, they themselves had been graciously supported by that Almighty whom they served, and though both were utterly ignorant of the temptations and pleasures which might beset Helen's path, and pervert her mind, yet they felt that she must be sadly in want of divine grace. In the midst of all their outward distress, they were happy. They well knew this peace, this firm and calm A GOOD MATCH. 175 reliance on the protection of God, could only come from their heavenly Father ; and more than ever did they feel that those who have not an habitual reliance on him must be mi- serable. This last apparently irretrievable misfortune, brought far less sorrow than the young pair had anticipated, and thus they had receiv- ed a practical lesson of the all-sufficiency of his love to console them. They looked back to moments of prosperity, and remem- bered that they had then been less sensible of the presence, the joyful presence of God, than now ; and by this, they instinctively learn- ed to suspect the real wants and consequent misery of those prosperous ones who had in- flicted so much ill on the poor parishioners. Therefore, it was chiefly for Helen that Laura grieved. Unceasingly did she pray that her heart might be awakened to a sense of her errors, and that she might be spared the bitter pangs of feeling that dire remorse which comes too late. 176 A GOOD MATCH. Again she wrote to Helen and described in vivid colours the distress of the old ser- vants, reminding her that the old nurse who loved her so warmly, would now have no home. Of herself she said nothing, nor did she even mention that she was sitting for the last time at the old oak writing-desk, in the wainscot- ted parlour, — that parlour which for twelve years had been the scene of her dear husband's beautiful thoughts, and her own happiness, — that on the morrow she knew not even what roof would shelter herself and the objects of her love. It was November : a cold drizzling rain beat against the casement, and melancholy and cheerless was the first sound that met their awakening ears on that last morning. Before daylight they were up, for there were many little things still to arrange. Mr. Brewing had bought their piano ; the small, but pretty and sweet-toned instrument which Mr. Baynton had given them on their wedding-day. Laura and her husband were passionately fond of music : A GOOD MATCEJ. 177 they had both beautiful voices, and many a happy evening had been spent in singing together to the accompaniment of that dear piano. It was some consolation to poor Laura, that, as their means would no longer permit her to retain it, the cherished instrument should re- main at the rectory : she had loved it so well, — it had, been the melodious depository of so many joyful and sad feelings, — that it would have grieved her to see it removed from its accustomed place, and sent far away to a strange abode. Mrs. Newlan declared she would not leave them. The good woman would, however, not burthen their slender purse, but said that she had one hundred pounds, which was sure to last her life, and which she always meant to leave to Laura's child. On this she would now support herself while living with them. In the afternoon of that dark day the Rook- mores and the old nurse quitted the rectory. They walked through the drizzling rain to a i5 178 A GOOD MATCH. small cottage at the farther end of the village, where they had taken lodgings for a short time. When Rookmore had installed Laura in this humble dwelling, he walked over to see a friend at Cheselton, who was looking out for a new curacy for him. This was the only chance they had, and anxiously did Laura await her husband's return. A curacy had been heard of in the large city of D . Laura had never lived in a town, and she shrank from the idea of leaving the beautiful country, the peaceful woods and valleys : a town, too, was associated in her mind with the idea of sin, of temptation, and sorrow. It was in towns Helen had always lived since she married, and Laura, in the simplicity of her heart, prayed that Rookmore and herself might not be led by this change of place into the forgetfulness of their duties to their God, and kindness to their neighbours. Rookmore was successful in his negotiation for the curacy ; but the salary was only to be seventy pounds a-year, which was thirty A GOOD MATCH. 179 pounds less than the wages paid by the new incumbent to his butler. However, Rook- more had too much real Christian cheerfulness to repine at the smallness of the emolument. He was thankful to get anything, and with one of his most sunny smiles — a smile of cheer- fulness, which, like a ray of heavenly light, brought peace to her heart, he informed Laura of his success. It was a great relief to his wife that they were now certain of something ; so she tried to hope the best of their town life ; and the two outcasts from their happy home passed a cheerful and pleasant evening in their present humble abode. The house to which they had removed was quite a cottage, and the night intensely cold. The old bare boards of the little room in which they were to sleep, did not join, and they could see into the room beneath, through the chinks. But old Mrs. Newlan, ever at- tentive to their wants, and grateful at being allowed to remain with them, had contrived, 180 A GOOD MATCH. to make up on two chairs, a nice little warm bed for the child, who slept as peacefully as in its own cot at the rectory. Mrs. Newlan smiled more cheeringly than ever as she kissed it that night, and then prepared to assist Laura to undress. The old nurse had that good taste which springs from deep feeling, and seldom belongs to servants in these attachless days ; and this it was that caused her to try and make the best of everything. There were no window-cur- tains, but she had contrived to pin up an old petticoat of her own across the little ill-closed casement, and having made them as comfort- able as she could, she wished her dear mistress a good night, and retired to share a still more miserable room than Laura's, with the poor woman of the cottage. " How thankful I ought to be," thought Laura, " for such an attached friend ! it is pro- bably the lot of few to receive such a heart- felt ' Good night !' such a fervent ' God bless you !** as beamed in that old woman's counte- A GOOD MATCH. 181 nance. She is happier now than ever, because all the kindness of her nature can be deve- loped ; she knows how useful she is to those she loves, and this makes her joyful in the midst of misfortune." And after a long and blissful prayer, Laura retired to rest, this first evening of her exile from her beloved home. It was about the same hour that Helen, now in Paris, was stepping into her carriage to go to a great ball at the Austrian embassy. The Nightingfords had run over to Paris while some alterations were in progress, at Lord Nightingford's seat in shire. And Helen left Encrland without seeing Laura, for she dreaded to see her now. " How wretchedly cold it is !" said the shiv- ering beauty as she took off her cloak in the hall at the Austrian palace. " Yes, it is a great penance to go out such a night as this," said Lord Nightingford with an ill-humoured shiver. " Come, make haste ! you keep me so long standing in the cold, while 18^ A GOOD MATCH. you are pulling off those confounded slippers. Come, there 's the Duchess de Longueville standing near the door, and this is just the moment to be introduced to her : she has such a delightful house." Helen hastened to get off the rebellious slippers by the assistance of Lord May field, — the most admired English beauty of the season entered the brilliant room, — the buzz of admi- ration reached her ears. Was she so happy as Laura in her little cottage ? That mania for fashion, which, if once in- dulged in, becomes, particularly in English people, such a fearful passion, had made the Nightingfords as anxious to belong to the most leading set in Paris, as they had been in Italy and London. A GOOD MATCH. 183 CHAPTER XIV. To seek the haunts of poverty and pain. Teach want to thrive, and grief to smile again ; To guide young footsteps to the right, and win The old in error from the ways of sin ; To ease the burthens of the human race, Mend every heart, and gladden every face ; She lived and breath'd — not from the world estranged. But moved amongst it, guileless and unchanged ; Still loved to view the picture's brighter side, The first to cherish and the last to chide. Gally Knight, In a few days the Rookmores removed to the town of D . It was a chilly frosty day in November ; the high road to D passed through Baynton Park,, and in some places commanded a fine though distant view of the ancient Hall. The sun shone brightly, and illumined the old place with a cheerful ray ; 184 A GOOD MATCH, but marks of alteration were already visible, and a scaffolding was placed against the south turret which contained the room Laura had formerly occupied. Mr. Brewing had no ve- neration for antiquity, and it was said he intended to modernise the mansion. On looking for the last time on the old place, its well known terraces and sloping gardens, Laura was spared the most painful of all those regrets which are experienced when bidding adieu to the home of our youth — the conviction that we have not valued the blessings and affection which have surrounded us under the paternal roof. No painful re- membrance of slighted kindness or neglected advice was recalled in Laura's mind by those beloved objects ; no unkind words nor peevish ill temper towards the dear ones who were gone, rose up, as is too often the case, like ghosts, to scare away and embitter the thoughts of past joys, and to render the parting from a former home more painful still. Oh, what a blessing is a well-regulated and A GOOD MATCH. 185 feligious mind ! How often have I felt, when gazing on the old familiar objects endeared by the memory of those I loved best,— how often have I felt that some kind word from their beloved lips, has come with fearful dis- tinctness to reproach me for either disregarding it, or for not having at the time been fully aware of the inestimable value of being so loved ! I know that my feelings are morbidly sensitive on this point, and that I suffer the regrets of not having made the most of my former hap- piness to haunt me like spectres; yet though I do it to an almost sinful degree, and by thus poisoning other and present joys, sow over again the seeds for future repining, yet I would address a word of warning to others, to beware — to try and remember, that the remorse excited by knowing that we have not enjoyed the past, is worse than the simple, though poignant sorrow, of thinking on departed joys when they are gone for ever. Unless mingled with this remorse, I do not agree with Dante, that there is '' Nessun maggior dolore che 186 A GOOD MATCH. di ricordarsi del tempo felice nella miseria." I think that the remembrance of real pure joy is always pleasant, even if those are dead who were the sources of it. To return to Laura. The lodging which best suited the poor curate's slender purse was in a narrow street near the church he was to serve. The two rooms they hired were low and ill-furnished, but this evil was slight in comparison with the gloomy prospect from them. The window of the little bedroom looked out on the broken but plastered wall of the next house, which was only distant at arm's length. The view from the sitting-room was a little back court, where a few clothes were drying, where there was a pump, and some buckets lying about. In this dark lodging Rookmore was soon obliged to leave his wife alone, to go and visit his father, who was again ill and in distress. But how totally independent of place are those sunny dispositions and calm hearts, which daily implore and receive from Heaven " that A GOOD MATCH. 187 peace which passeth all understanding." Even in her husband's absence the daily bread of cheerfulness failed not : their hearts were too closely united in constant prayer to God ever to feel separated. When Laura knelt at her lowly bed-side, she felt a delightful conviction that her Henry's thoughts were then also with that God whom both loved better far than they did each other. These two beings had at- tained that most rare of all mortal perfections, — their hearts were firmly set on things above. To arrive at this, they had passed through many a sore ordeal. Adversity had, from the childhood of both, lent its harsh but healing hand to subdue whatever of evil might lurk in their hearts ; and, what is more wonderful, they had passed through prosperity unhurt ; yes, prosperity, though their lot may not seem to deserve the name. Yet what is more pro- sperous than the union of those who seem form- ed for each other ? and what danger is greater than that two hearts should become so en- twined as to forget all besides ? how many 188 A GOOD MATCH. persons there are who have passed safely through every other trial without forgetting their Maker, and yet sin at last by making the being that possesses their best affections, the " God of their idolatry." There was nothing selfish, nothing gloomy in Laura's devotion ; her prayers were of that truly perfect nature which could bear to be interrupted. She enjoyed, above all things, to read the Scriptures, but it was without the slightest feeling of ill-humour that, when called by old Mrs. Newlan, she rose up from the real enjoyment of communion with her heavenly Father, to answer some homely question, or attend to the common-place con- cerns of the little household. During Rookmore's absence, Laura endea- voured to render the appearance of the rooms less dull. Not a ray of sunshine ever found its way there ; but Laura had so much in her heart, and such an anxious wish to make all those she. loved happy, that she soon made A GOOD MATCH. 189 the little rooms look more cheerful. She found some half dead geraniums down in the little yard, which she brought up and put in her window, and they soon revived under her ten- der care. Then she decorated the bare patch- ed walls with some of her own drawings ; several landscapes and views taken in the neighbourhood of Baynton Hall, and the like- nesses of some of her friends and favourite parishioners, made the little room look quite cheerful. They had brought some books from the rectory, but there was no book-stand or any place to put them on. This want was soon supplied by Laura's ingenuity : she found an old broken chest, which the woman to whom the house belonged, was going to break up for fire-wood ; this she bought for sixpence, and, by the help of old Mrs. Newlan, whose husband had been a carpenter, with a few nails, and a little paint, Laura made quite a pretty book-stand. 190 A GOOD MATCH. All those additions_, with many more little trifling alterations which her good taste dic- tated, but which cost nothing, so changed the appearance of her apartment, that when Rookmore returned he could scarcely believe it was the same. Laura had not much genius, but she had a great willingness to be happy, and sufficient energy and determination to do what could most conduce to the pleasure both of others and herself. This is often a very good sub- stitute for genius, and makes people do more, and succeed better, than those who have much natural talent. Laura was resolved to do something to increase their small income, and, after deliberation, she decided upon taking likenesses. In the happy days at Baynton Hall, she had painted a miniature of Helen, which old Mr. Baynton and many people declared was an excellent likeness ; but, since her marriage, Laura had very little leisure, and she had A GOOD MATCH. 191 scarcely even taken up a brush ; she had not, indeed, more time now, far otherwise; but feeling the dire necessity of aiding in the sup- port of her family, she was determined, as far as her health would permit, to exert herself. Helen's portrait she had given to Lord Nightingford, and, except a few sketches and interiors of cottages, she had nothing to show. She therefore began by taking likenesses of her husband and child. Rookmore's appear- ance was well known, for his preaching was so much admired, that the church he served had become the most popular in D . Though sadly out of practice, she seemed inspired by affection and the beauty of her models, and produced a most pleasing picture. Rookmore said it was impossible that very handsome face could have any resemblance to his, but he thought the likeness of his beau- tiful child excellent ; so Laura took it with a beating heart to the bookseller's and told her tale. 192 A GOOD MATCH. Mr. Dobbs, the bookseller and stationer, was a benevolent man, and seemed greatly inter- ested by the anxiety of Mrs. Rookmore to gain something for her family. " A lady !" he exclaimed, " a real lady, sister-in-law to a countess, and a clergyman's wife !" and she had hardly taken her depar- ture before the honest man gave due notice to almost every customer that entered his shop, and placed Laura's miniature in the very best light. He pointed out too, simple man ! all those parts which he considered to have most merit. " Was ever anything like the finish of the child's shoes ? it is as if they had just come out of the shoemaker's hands, so fresh, just blacked too ; and the Rev. Mr. Rookmore's waistcoat — 't is all touched to the life." Laura had certainly been fortunate in meet- ing with a show-man who entered so warmly into her wishes ; but here her good fortune seemed to end. For a long time all the efforts of Mr. Dobbs to find any employment for her A GOOD MATCH. 193 were unavailing. Every one said, indeed, it was a beautiful picture, but they didn't happen to want any likeness taken. One day Mrs. Gifford, the rich widow of an India merchant, came into the shop, and Mr. Dobbs anxiously showed the miniature even before he gave her the writing-paper she wish- ed to purchase. Mrs. GiiFord pushed it an- grily away, and without looking at it, said, " She had no taste for such trash." "But really," exclaimed poor Mr. Dobbs, " it would be doing a great charity," and he gave the history of Laura's distress, and her whole pedigree and parentage, while Mrs. Gif- ford looked at the writing-paper. She did not appear to hear a word he said, and Mr. Dobbs saw there was nothing to hope from this cold-hearted lady, who was the richest person in the place. At last, however, the bookseller was successful with an attorney, who was delighted with the portrait of Laura's child. He said it was very Hke his own, who must be exactly that age, and determined at VOL. 1. K 194 A GOOD MATCH. once to have just such a portrait taken of it. He half wished to sit himself also, that the child might be drawn exactly in the same attitude. But he was decidedly an ugly man, and his vanity did not extend to anything belonging to him, but his little boy. It was an only child, and as he and his wife were old people, he was wonderfully proud of the boy ; both parents thought him the most per- fect of human beings. Now it so happens that parents' eyes are not often quite correct in their estimation of the beauty of their offspring, and this was peculiarly the case with Mr. and Mrs. Snod- grass. The youthful heir to an industrious and skilful attorney, the important being who was all in all to his doting parents, was by no means favoured by nature. The child was plain ; he squinted, his coarse bushy hair was red ; the shape of his head would have dis- mayed a phrenologist, so small were his good A GOOD MATCH. 195 organs in comparison to the animal propen- sities, which were fearfully developed. When Laura first saw the child, she stood aghast, for the bookseller had repeated to her Mr. Snodgrass's observation, that his child greatly resembled the portrait of her own. Yet did the kind-hearted Laura not allow her- self to despise Mr. Snodgrass for his blind- ness ; it only made her examine her own feel- ing to discover whether the like blindness on her part induced her to consider her own little Helen a beauty. She commenced the work of taking Master Sondgrass's likeness with a determination to make the best of a bad face, and not hurt the father's feelings by making the defects of his child too apparent ; but this was no easy task, for as yet Laura had painted nothing but beauty, and she sighed over the unsightly outline truth obliged her to make. " Now mind," said the delighted mother, " to take him when he smiles ; he looks so K 2 196 A GOOD MATCH. much prettier. Here, Johnny, look up at the lady." " No, I wo'n't," said the sulky boy, laying his chin most resolutely on the edge of his red cloth frock. " Do, dearee, and you shall have a new cart and horse. Look up, and here is a plum for you ;" Johnny extended his hand, but kept his head down : " No, you shan't have it unless you look up." Here Johnny began to roar, and Mrs. Snod- grass went to call her husband to try and pacify him. The old gentleman came from the grave employments of the counting-house, to this still more important scene, and held his rebellious offspring upon his knee, while he coaxed and petted him into an improved temper. But Johnny, who had sense enough to see they wanted him to do something which he was determined not to do, still persisted in his objection to look at Laura. She sug- gested that it might be better to paint him with his eyes down, thinking, too, this would A GOOD MATCH. 197 be a fortunate way of avoiding the unlucky squint. "What, leave out the eyes !" exclaimed the mother in dismay; "surely you wouldn't think of such a thing ! So beautifully blue, too, as they are — like heaven's own colour, as the poet says,"" drawled out Mrs. Snodgrass, with a sentimental look. " Come, Johnny, now do be a good boy, — now smile and laugh, as you did yesterday, when you run the pin through the cockchafer. Here, Molly," continued the fat lady waddling to the door, and calling at the top of her voice, " Molly, try and find a cock- chafer for him :" adding in a lower key, " 't is a cruel thing to be sure, but I 'd do anything to get him to smile ; his dear rosy lips look so pretty then." Laura doubted whether the rosy lips, which were rather purple and thin, and extended nearly from ear to ear, could ever look pretty. But she did not even smile, for she fully en- tered into the feelings of that affection which can convert deformities into beauty, and pro- 198 A GOOD MATCH. ceeded to prepare her colours, while she tried in every imaginable manner to look on Johnny'*s features with a favourable eye. " Will this do, Ma'am ? I can't find a cock- chafer, nowhere," said a red -faced good-hu- moured looking maid, who now entered holding a poor little struggling frog in her hand. " Nasty creature," exclaimed Johnny, but his face brightened : " put it on the ground, Molly, and 1 11 tread on it,'' he continued with a grin. "Ah, now — now, Mrs. Rookmore, look at him, — see how pretty his teeth shine, and how his rosy cheeks are dimpled !" But poor Laura was so utterly disgusted with the sight, and horrified at the savage exultation on the boy's countenance, that her brush fell out of her hand. Her looks were rivetted by the poor suffering frog, whose death- struggles Johnny was prolonging; she shut her eyes with horror, and she could not avoid ex- claiming, with perhaps more indignation than became a poor portrait- painter, against such A GOOD MATCH. 199 cruelty, and then, with a gentle tone, in which firmness and humility were blended, cautioned the parents in kind, yet eloquent language, against the danger of encouraging the cruel propensities of their child. Mrs. Snodgrass was offended, and the at- torney amazed at Laura's audacity? but his better judgment could not help being con- vinced of the truth of her argument. Johnny began to cry again, for he felt somehow that the strange lady did not regard him with the same fawning look of admiration he was accus- tomed to witness on the countenances of other visiters ; so the indignant mother caught him up in her arms, and carried him out of the room amid a volley of kisses. But Mr. Snodgrass had set his heart upon a pretty picture of his son and heir, and a pretty picture he was resolved to have ; so he per- suaded poor Laura to come again on the fol- lowing day at a later hour, when Master Snod- grass would have dined, and perhaps be in a better humour ; " or, suppose," continued the 200 A GOOD MATCH. anxious father with a brightening look, '' sup- pose you were to take him while he is eating it. He *d be sure to sit still, at all events ; for he has such a fine appetite, and does so enjoy his meals." Laura, who was of course willing to make every attempt, both on her own account and his, to please the affectionate father, agreed to re- turn the following day at one o'clock. " Thank you, Mrs. Rookmore ; remember not later than one, and I will contrive to be there, too, and have the lower shutters closed, as you wished to-day, and the table ready for you in the dining parlour.'' A GOOD MATCH. 201 CHAPTER XV. Nor hers alone the virtues that require Some stroke of fate to rouse their latent fire ; Great for an hour, heroic for a scene. Inert through all the common life between ; But such as each diuraal task perform, Pleased in the calm, unshaken by the storm : In her had nature bounteously combined The tenderest bosom with the strongest mind, Sense that seemed instinct, so direct it caught The just conclusion, oft refused to thought; Simplicity of heart, that never knew What meant the baubles which the world pursue. All these, by not a taint of self alloyed. All these were hers — for others all employed. Gally Knight. RooKMORE was surprised to see his wife return so soon from her first sitting ; and Laura, who knew that it had cost him many pangs before he gave his consent to her plan of taking like- 202 A GOOD MATCH. nesses, told him that the child was in a bad humour, and perhaps ill, but did not relate the whole unpleasant scene, for she knew it would make him unhappy. As Laura had risen very early that morning and finished all the requisite work for the day, she employed the time which would have been devoted to the young Snodgrass, in making a sketch from her window. She began to paint that same little yard, which, from being the only prospect commanded from this window, was so calculated to depress poor Laura's spi^ rits on her first arrival at D . She had since been very happy in the room, which looked on nothing but that yard. The sun seldom shone there, but she had looked on it when on her return from the abodes of misery and suffering — from many interesting visits to desponding sinners, whose repenting hearts Laura had been the means of recon- ciling to their God. She felt that she had been of some use. Yes, she was conscious of being far more useful in this large, dark, noisy A GOOD MATCH. 203 town, than even in her own dear village of Baynton ; for there were many, many more, who had never thought of the word of God, — who had never been kindly visited by those of a higher rank in life than themselves. So the little yard over which she had mused in the twilight hours of evening, or talked with her dear husband, had become interesting in her sight. She remembered, too, having seen a picture by Ostade, in a house near Baynton, which represented a place not very unlike that yard, and an old woman who sometimes stood near the pump washing vegetables, was very like a figure in Ostade's picture ; so Laura thought that if she could succeed in making a good picture of it, the kind bookseller might be able to sell it. At this very moment the old woman hap- pened to be in a picturesque attitude. She was sitting on an inverted tub, washing carrots and turnips in the stone trough under the pump ; a dish of herrings lay near, with some brown pans, and other kitchen utensils ; the 204^ A GOOD MATCH. dark stone wall behind formed a good back- ground, and the old pump and the stone un- derneath were stained here and there with bright patches of green. Laura took advantage of this favourable mo- ment to begin her sketch. She enjoyed her task, and smiled to think that a place which has once appeared so wretched, might make an interesting picture. Rookmore sat near, read- ing aloud to her some religious poetry of his own composition, and occasionally casting an admiring and delighted glance towards he^ sketch. They were very happy, the poor husband and wife, though the days were ra- pidly shortening into long cold winter even- ings, and fuel was very dear. The first quar- ter's salary, too, twenty pounds, would not be due till after Christmas, and this was all they had to discharge the debts of their housekeep- ing and lodging ; and in January Laura would have another baby to provide for. " I think you certainly might make some- thing if you were to publish those lines," said A GOOD MATCH. 205 Laura, after a due consideration whether it might not be partiality which made her think them so very beautiful. Rookmore had such a low opinion of his own powers that he laugh- ed at the idea ; but Laura resolved that his poem should accompany her picture to Mr. Dobbs the bookseller ; and in the delight of the present moment, and sanguine hopes that God would bless their little efforts with suc- cess, Laura forgot the difficult and arduous task she was to undertake at one o'clock on the morrow. And a difficult one it proved, indeed, to make anything at all satisfactory of an object which might have served as a model for a glutton. The parlour was duly prepared ; the little high-chair placed opposite the young gentle- man's plate, in a good light, and Master John- ny's appetite in excellent order. He knew, too, that some mighty event hung upon his dinner, and that he was to have a particularly good one, and a pigeon-pie ; so he had already begun to cry for it. But the dinner was not 206 A GOOD MATCH. to be brought in till Laura's colours were all mixed, and she was quite ready to take the first favourable look, Johnny was then seated on his chair of state, and with his eyes fixed on the door, and his mouth ready open, awaited the arrival of Molly and the tray. '' How sweet he looks !" exclaimed Mrs. Snodgrass. '* Oh, if he would but turn his eyes to Mrs. Rookmore." " Suppose," said the imaginative father, "we were to hold a plate of pigeon-pie over Mrs. Rookmore's head, just to give her a sight of his full face." Johnny gave a rebellious grunt. " Don't torment him, dear Mr. S.; you know it makes him ill." *' No, I wo'n't ; only just let me try it for a moment. Here, Molly, give me the dish." Johnny's eyes followed in dismay, and di- rected a vacant stare towards the pie which Mr. Snodgrass held over Laura's head. " There now, how eager the little angel A GOOD MATCH. 207 looks ! Now, Mrs. Rookmore will be able to remember that look, my dear Mr. S. ; so do give him his dinner now, poor child !" Laura thought there would be no danger that she should forget that look, and she sigh- ed to think how disappointed both parents must inevitably be, to see even the most favour- able representation of their son upon her ivory. " It is very difficult to paint children," she said, while looking at the voracious boy, who continued with wonderful energy to stuff his cheeks quite full : " she almost despaired of making a likeness of Master Snodgrass." " Oh ! do try," exclaimed both parents ; " I am sure we shall be pleased ; only do it as well as you did your own child, and I am sure Mr. S. and I will be quite satisfied." Laura suggested " that was such a different thing, as she was so well acquainted with her child's features, that it made no difference whether it sat still or not/' " But you professed to take likenesses," said Mr. Snodgrass with some sharpness. This 208 A GOOD MATCH. was true, and Laura felt she was bound to make the attempt ; so she exerted her patience and ingenuity to the utmost, and by looking as little as possible at the ungainly child, and endeavouring to embody what she saw was the fond parents' notion of him, the picture was at last finished. "I can't say it's like him," said the dis- appointed father. " It does n't half do him justice," said the mother. However, as Laura had put some very pret- ty flowers in his lap, had been most successful in her imitation of his best frock and pink ribbons, and adorned the back-ground with much good taste, the parents tried to be satis- fied. Mr. Snodgrass pulled out the guinea, which was the sum stipulated, and so ended Laura's first attempt at portrait painting. And here it appeared that her effbrts were doomed to terminate, for Mr. Dobbs could not persuade any one else to employ her ; he was delighted, however, with her painting A GOOD MATCH. 209 of the yard, and most sanguine in his hope of soon finding a purchaser. Such things, however, are not easily to be found when most wanted, and many said " it was a gloomy picture ;" others that '* it was a nasty common subject." The rich Mrs. Gif- ford again visited the shop, and Mr. Dobbs, with a timid and despairing look, showed her the picture when she had finished her pur- chases. " Oh, by that lady, is it, you told me a long story about before ? I remember ; well, what does she want for it ?" said Mrs. Gifford, looking with a cold ill-humoured expression on the painting. " One guinea ! that 's a great deal too much ! however, I '11 buy it. She takes likenesses, does she ? Do you think she could copy a minature ?" The delighted Mr. Dobbs said he was cer- tain Mrs. Rookmore would do it to her satis- faction. " Well, send her to me to-morrow," said the lady. 210 A GOOD MATCH. The instant his shop was closed for the evening, Mr. Dobbs hastened to carry the guinea and the good news to poor Laura. It was a cold evening, and yet there was no fire in the dismal grate ; and the solitary tallow candle which burnt on the little table at which Laura and her husband were sitting, just showed the patchy walls and scanty furni- ture of the room. But that melancholy light, which flared to and fro from the cold breeze that penetrated through the chinks of the unclosable doors and windows, shone on two countenances of such transcendent cheerful- ness — expressive of peace and faith in a degree rarely to be met with in this agitated world. Laura's slender fingers were busily employed in making a little dress for her future child, and Rookmore was reading aloud when Mrs. Newlan came to announce Mr. Dobbs. " Dear me, to be sure if the fire isn't gone out !" exclaimed the nurse with a shrug of apo- logy to Mr. Dobbs. Laura smiled, for she A GOOD MATCH. 211 knew the old woman was aware there had been none in the grate all day. " Shall I light it again, ma'am ?" " Yes, if Mr. Dobbs feels the room cold," said Laura. Mr. Dobbs protested he did not, with a look of kind commiseration around the room, which showed that he understood the whole state of the case. He immediately said, " I have bet- ter news for you, ma*am. Here is the price of your beautiful picture, and Mrs. GifFord, the rich widow, bought it ; and you will please to go to her house to-morrow morning at twelve, to copy a miniature." Rookmore and his wife expressed their warm thanks for Mr. Dobbs's kindness ; while Mrs. Newlan, who had held the door in her hand, uttered an exclamation of delight, and left the room, muttering, " Well, they shall have a fire to-morrow, at any rate. Poor souls ' to think of their sitting in the cold this perishing weather, and that, too, without tasting meat for a whole week and more." 212 A GOOD MATCH. Mr. Dobbs then proceeded to describe to Laura what sort of person Mrs. GifFord was, and hoped she would humour the old lady's peculiarities. Laura was therefore prepared to find Mrs. Gifford an eccentric person, and with some fear and misgivings she entered that lady's drawing-room the next day. " So you are in distress, are you — and a lady ? ''' exclaimed the rich widow in a sharp quick tone, while she eyed Laura from head to foot. " Your own extravagance, I suppose ; people canH expect to spend their money and have it too.*' Laura proceeded meekly to explain that she had not been extravagant. " Oh, a love match then, I suppose ; ran away and offended your father and mother. Well, they were very right not to assist you after- wards. But your face does not look in distress ; on the contrary, I have seldom seen any one whose happy expression I envy so much ; but I canH waste any more time. Miss Scraggs !" screamed the lady at the top of her voice, A GOOD MATCH. 213 " Miss Scraggs, why I told you to be within hearing." " Here I am," exclaimed a thin pale lady emerging from an inner room. " But why didn't you come the first time I called ? you know it makes my throat sore to scream for you." " I answered directly, but you did not hear me. " Well, well, that 's enough ; your voice is so shrill, it goes through my head." Miss Scraggs compressed her pale thin lips together, and was silent. " Where is that picture of my poor dear husband ?" sighed Mrs. GifFord. " Do you mean the oil painting ?" " No, no ; how stupid you are ! how could I want the oil painting to be copied ? the miniature, I mean ; get me the miniature." Miss Scraggs walked to the further end of the room, and went down on her knees before a chifFonnier, where, after fumbling for a few- minutes, she said it was locked. 2H A GOOD MATCH. " Locked, is it ? well, and what have you done with the key ? you are always losing everything." Miss Scraggs suggested that she never had the key, and supposed it was on Mrs. GifFord's bunch. " On my bunch, hey ? how do you know that ? been prying over my things, and into my papers, I suppose, — can't allow of such things : one of my agreements with you, was, you were to have no curiosity. Don't speak now ; I won''t be contradicted. Take away that bird, it drives me mad." Miss Scraggs took up a large cage contain- ing a parrot, which began to scream louder on being moved. " Dear me, how awkwardly you carry it ! don't make it scream so, I say." The door was closed on the obnoxious bird, and the room restored to silence, Laura look- ed at the splendid furniture, and observed the comfort and elegance of everything in the apartment. She sighed to think that all these A GOOD MATCH. 215 luxuries, and the means of making others hap- py, brought no contentment to the irritable widow. Mrs. Gifford's countenance was the very picture of discontent. " Well, now where is the miniature ? you are wasting all this lady's time," said Mrs. Gifford fumbling for a bunch of keys in her reticule ; " here, take this, and open the place, and don't knock anything down.'* Miss Scraggs opened the chifFonnier very gen- tly, yet so full was it stuffed, that many things came tumbling out when the door was opened. " There, I knew that would happen," ex- claimed Mrs. Gifford, who well might expect to hear the crash, being conscious that she had filled the place so full herself, that many things must fall out when the door was opened. She was, however, so accustomed to throw the blame of every misfortune on the luckless companion who was paid for bearing with her ill-humour, that she continued, " You are so dreadfully awkward, and make such a noise too. I suppose all the things are injured. Here 216 A GOOD MATCH. bring me the miniature, Miss Scraggs," said Mrs. Gifford with extreme anger, perceiving that the glass had been broken in the fall. " Now Mrs. What 's- your- name, do you think you can copy this miniature exactly ? Mind, you must make it resemble my poor husband quite as much as this ; and remem- ber it is a thing I am fonder of than any living being, and if any misfortune should hap- pen to it, I should never forgive you : here, will you promise that nothing shall happen to it ?" Laura said she hoped nothing would occur to endanger its safety. "You hope!" exclaimed the impatient wi- dow ; " what, does not it depend upon your- self?" Laura again promised to take all the care of it she possibly could, but observed that it was impossible she could quite ensure its safe- ty ; her house might take fire, — or some acci- dent might happen to herself. " That *s true. Go away, Miss Scraggs, into the other room ; I want to talk to this A GOOD MATCH. 217 young woman, and don't listen to me now ; I hate eavesdroppers." Mrs. Gifford waited till the door was closed on her poor companion, and then said to Laura in a softer tone, " I like your looks ; I like your honesty. I think you would be kind to me, and enter into my feelings. I once had a dear husband who loved me, and — and per- haps I was not worthy of him. I did not value the happiness I enjoyed. He was taken from me, and now I am left alone, quite alone. No one in the whole world cares for me,"" con- tinued the old lady in a sorrowful tone, while a tear dimmed her dark flashing eyes, and the irritability of her former manner was for the moment subdued. She added then in a more cheerful voice, " I should like to have you for my companion. Now, if you can come and live with me, I will send away that horrid Miss Scraggs this very day, — tiresome, cring- ing creature ! " Laura explained that it would be utterly impossible. VOL. I. L 218 A GOOD MATCH. " Utterly impossible !" exclaimed the widow, while all her irritability returned, " utterly impossible ! why I never was refused before. Do you know, Mrs. Rookery, or whatever name it is, that I have a hundred and fifty thousand pounds at my own disposal, and that all my relations have offended me ? and that it is more than probable I shall leave it to whoever is most useful to me, and makes me pass my old age in comfort, — do you know this, I say ? and do you know that for this reason, I have hitherto met with nothing but cringing, and fawning, and deceit. Now, Mrs. Rooksdale, consider, and answer me." Again Laura with gentle firmness explained that she could not possibly leave her husband and child. " You wo^n't, you mean, for I know you could if you liked. You wo'n^t. Well, go away then directly ; go out of my sight! — it tantalizes me to see that sunshiny face, and to know that I can't have it to cheer me." Laura smiled at the strange old woman's A GOOD MATCH. 219 words, and departed, with a fervent prayer that God would give her the only peace and contentment she seemed to need ; for Laura was not one of those good people who, though they visit the poor, and minister to their spi- ritual infirmities, and excuse their failings, think it right to neglect the rich, and not assist them when any opportunity offered, with ad- vice, or warning, or prayer. Laura had not stipulated for any sum for copying the minature, and therefore Mr. Dobbs, when he heard of what had passed, was most sanguine in his hopes that Mrs. GiflPord would pay handsomely for it if she were pleased. The good-natured man called on Laura several cold evenings, to see how it was getting on. But Laura proceeded slowly ; she was not well, and the short December days were very dark in that little back room; yet she tried hard to finish it before her confine- ment. The weather was unusually cold. The poor people of the parish suffered severely, and ^ 220 A GOOD MATCH. as Rookmore and his wife could not relieve their temporal wants, they both felt the more anxious to administer all the comfort they could to their minds ; so they spent much of their time in their cottages. " It gladdens my heart to see you,"' was often repeated by these poor people ; " and sure the sight of ye is like a summer's sun.** Laura felt it therefore pleasant, as well as right, to go as frequently as she could to visit the distressed. In returning home with Rookmore, one dim twilight evening, full of these pleasant thoughts, Laura slipped on the frozen pavement, and her head came in contact with an iron railing. She was so stunned by the blow, that her husband was obliged to carry her home, and send at once for a physician. The wound was not severe, but Mrs. Newlan's first dread was, that the shock she had received would bring on a premature confinement. Dr. Grant soon arrived, and was conduct- ed by the terrified nurse and anxious hus- A GOOD xMATCH. 221 band to Laura's bed-side; and there they stood and watched with intense interest the doctor's countenance, as he felt the pulse of his patient. Poor Laura scarcely breathed. Dr. Grant looked very grave, and shook his head. " Mrs. Rookmore is in great danger," said he, at length, in a suppressed voice. Now was the time of real trial for the poor curate; and oh, how completely as nothings did all his former grievances appear ! how utterly dark and gloomy was everything now ! and the future Rookmore stood at the little window of the sitting-room, and gazed on the view — on that little dull yard, so hallowed by Laura's beauty- finding thoughts. That his beloved wife should die, that he would be left alone in the world was all his agonised feelings could comprehend. In vain did he try to recall those sources of consolation which he had so powerfully and effectually inculcated upon others, and which had hitherto been the rule and guide of his 222 A GOOD MATCH. own thoughts. Laura, his adored Laura ! the companion of all his joys and sorrows — whose active self-denying mind was always ready to do, or to devise something to raise his drooping spirits — so gentle — so uncomplaining and tender — the sunbeam of his existence; — and — must he lose her ? Thus the poor clergyman's faith was tempo- rarily obscured ; in the first bitterness of this sudden and overwhelming sorrow, he could see no ray of hope or comfort. " They must not make that noise down stairs," whispered Mrs. Newlan in his ear. " Do, sir, go and persuade them to stop that distracting sound ; Dr. Grant says that in the state she's in, the smallest disturbance might be her death." Rookmore flew down to try and procure quiet ; but the rent was due, and the landlady an unfeeling woman, who considered her lodgers as troublesome people. When Rookmore came, and earnestly im- plored her to stop the violent noise she A GOOD MATCH. 223 was making, she observed, with sneering inso- lence, " They had only taken the upper rooms, and therefore she must be at liberty to do what she chose in the others. If the lady was so mighty delicate, he had better pay what he owed, and take her somewhere else, where he would find people to put up with her airs ;" and the hard-hearted wretch redoubled her deafening noise, muttering something about " beggars being so particular, and that it was little matter to the world, forsooth, whether some people died or not." Rookmore was stung to the quick by her savage taunts, and, in the intenseness of his agony about the poor dying Laura, his meek spirit was roused. For an instant he forgot his long-practised forbearance, the patient en- durance of years, and gave vent to a burst of indignation against the cruel conduct of the insolent landlady. " Pretty language, indeed, for a clergyman !" exclaimed the woman, '' and very different from what I heard your own self say in the 224} A GOOD MATCH. pulpit. What was that about turning the other cheek to be smote, and forbearing one another, eh? — where 's all the fine talk and preaching now ? Rookmore groaned, and felt utterly humi- liated. "Oh God, forgive me!'' he inwardly exclaimed, and tears soon relieved his misery and softened a heart from which the excess of woe had wrung those bitter expressions, and made him forget himself for a moment. " Thy will be done ! " were the words which hovered on his lips, as he approached the bedside of Laura, and he felt that God had given him strength to look, if such should be the Almighty's pleasure, even upon her corpse. Just then, the noise below suddenly ceased, for Mr. Dobbs bad entered the house, and over- heard the conversation of Rookmore and the landlady. His manner of silencing the sound was effectual, for he held up a bright sovereign to the fat hostess, with an expressive gesture which she did not fail to comprehend. A GOOD MATCH. 225 A night of miserable anxiety was passed by the anxious husband. At length the cold morning dawned. The sickly hue of the wan- ing night-lamp, mingling with the grey twi- light, illumined the pale countenance of Laura. The young man started, for by that dull leaden light she looked already dead. Softly he ap- proached, and knelt by the bed-side, and anxiously did he watch to discover whether her bosom still heaved. Thank God, she was alive ! Hours of wretched suspense rolled on, and towards evening poor Laura gave birth to an infant which the doctor pronounced likely" to live, though the exhausted mother seemed fast approaching the borders of the grave. L O 226 A GOOD MATCH. CHAPTER XVI. Oh, we are querulous creatures ! Little less Than all thmgs can suffice to make us happy : And little more than nothing is enough To make us wretched. Coleridge. The Nightingfords were detained in Paris longer than they intended, by illness. Helen caught a bad cold in returning from some splendid ball, which brought on a fever, and Lord Nightingford underwent the misery of a first fit of the gout. Both had therefore much time for reflection, shut up in their apartments in the Rue Rivoli. But it is not always that a first illness or a first sorrow awakens the conscience or softens the heart. Helen, indeed, thought much of A GOOD MATCH. 221 Laura, and wrote to her oftener from her sick bed than she had done when in the en- joyment of health. But the asperities of Lord Nightingford's temper seemed only aggravated by his sufferings. Helen was the first to re- cover from her indisposition ; and as soon as she found her presence was of no use in sooth- ing her husband, and that he treated her with more harshness than usual, she plunged again into the gaieties and dissipations of Paris. How often it happens that what we begin to do as a means, becomes in time the end. It was to please her husband that Helen first took so much interest in the pursuit of fashion, but it became at last a habit so interwoven with her being, that she could contemplate no happiness out of the vortex of that ex- clusive society to gain an entrance into which had cost her so much trouble and annoyance. Besides, Lord Mayfield was at Paris, and there was no one so agreeable or who entered so fully into all her thoughts and feelings. The Easter recess was over when they reach- 228 A GOOD MATCH. ed London. One of the Almack''s patronesses had lately resigned, and all the world was conjecturing who was to be the fortunate suc- cessor. Helen was more beautiful, more popu- lar than ever, and many surmised that she would be the new patroness. These whispers reached the ears of the Nightingfords ; they both thought it unlikely that Helen should be chosen, but the very improbability of the event increased their anx- iety that it should happen. This remote chance served to redouble He- len's endeavours to conciliate the good-will of her exclusive friends. She commenced a series of splendid parties ; and the often-talked- of visit to Royston Park in D shire, and Laura, was again forgotten It was about this time that the poor curate and his wife were in the utmost distress. Laura had recovered, but her convalesence was tedious. She was in want of many com- forts, often, indeed, of the necessaries of life; and, added to her privations, and her weak A GOOD MATCH. 229 state, she made the vexatious and harassing discovery, that, during her danger, the little Helen had defaced the precious miniature in- trusted to her by Mrs. GifFord. Rookmore went to break the tidings of the sad accident to the old lady, and was explaining the cause, when her fury became so ungovernable that she drove him with insults from her presence. Since then, Rookmore, whose anxiety of mind had been too much for his strength, had also been ill for some weeks, and therefore obliged to pay a clergyman to serve his church. This, with the doctor's long bills, and other misfor- tunes, had reduced them to the greatest dis- tress. Even Mrs. Newlan's hundred pounds, the hard-earned savings of her whole life, were spent. A long rent was now due for their uncomfortable lodgings, and Rookmore was utterly at a loss how to extricate himself from these embarrassments. He was threatened with imprisonment. After much reflection, and many painful struggles, Laura with great reluctance thought 230 A GOOD MATCH. it better to apply to Helen. A letter, which cost more tears than the one she had so anxi- ously penned to ask for the living, was written. It was, like the former, put in the post by the faithful and desponding Mrs Newlan ; perhaps to meet with a similar fate. Taught by bitter experience, neither poor Laura nor even the once sanguine old nurse ventured this time to expect a letter by return of post ; nor did they during the seven long days of a whole week allow themselves to feel disappointed. At the end of ten days Laura wrote again ; for the hard-hearted landlady threatened to put her dear husband in prison immediately, if her rent was not paid. No answer arrived. Helen had often expressed a wish to see her ; therefore, though she was still very weak, Laura resolved to go to London and implore her sister in person to have pity on their distress. It was a dull foggy evening towards the end of July, when Laura reached the metro- A GOOD MATCH. 231 polls. She had brought nothing but a small parcel ; so she walked from the coach-office to Park-lane, and with a trembling hand knocked at the door of Lord Nightingford's house. Her timid double knock was answered by a crowd of powdered footmen, who were much disappointed at seeing only a dusty and way- worn " female." Laura was nearly exhausted by her fatiguing journey, and inquired in a faint tone if Lady Nightingford was at home. " Lady Nightingford is not yet returned from Northamptonshire, but is expected, per- haps, to-night. Lord Nightingford is not at home, but will probably return soon, as he is going to dine out." It was with some difficulty that Laura made the servants believe she was a relation of their mistress, and that she obtained entrance into the house, and even then she was obliged to wait in the hall till Lord Nightingford re- turned. Two weary hours did she remain. At last, a knock was heard ; the servants bustled up 232 A GOOD MATCH. to the door, and Lord Nightingford appeared. The expression of his haughty countenance was by no means improved since Laura had seen him. He stared at her with proud hauteur, but on hearing the name he became coldly civil, and begged she would walk up stairs, as he had no doubt Lady Nightingford would be very happy to see her when she re- turned. He then ordered dinner for her, and that a room should be prepared for her reception. During that long solitary evening, Laura wandered over the splendid rooms. She was fatigued with the journey, and bewildered ; yet everything was so magnificent and new to her eyes, that she continued to remain up to a late hour admiring all she saw. On a beautiful pietra-dura table she dis- covered her own two letters lying unopened. They had then never reached Helen, and Laura wept half with joy to find that she had not been wilfully neglected, and half from sorrow to think she must embitter their first A GOOD MATCH. 233 meeting after such a long absence by a recital of her distress, — that she must appear as a beggar before her dear Helen. But it was never the habit with Laura to give way to depression of spirits ; so she tried to be amused by all the new and beautiful objects that surrounded her. Laura had seen but little of the productions of art, except those at Baynton, and the few places in the neighbourhood she had visited ; and every- thing here was so different, it looked like fairy land. When the butler discovered that Laura was related to his mistress, and that, as she had declared, the strange "female" was ray lady's half sister, he became most obsequiously civil. He caused two out of the splendid suite of apartments to be lighted up. And Laura saw by this rich luxurious light, a light invented by the best artists of the day for showing pictures to the greatest advantage, some splen- did chef (Txavres and statues of the old masters. 234 A GOOD MATCH. Lord Nightingford's house was justly cele- brated for containing the most beautiful things in all London. Helen was much given to spend money on such objects, and her taste for splendour and beauty had been rather encou- raged than otherwise by her husband. It was not then wonderful that a young person naturally fond of show, and whose taste had been fostered by the society of the virtuosi in Italy, and elsewhere, should have pursued this taste till it became a passion. Laura had, perhaps, more than Helen, a feel- ing for the beautiful ; but, as she had never seen many works of art, her taste had princi- pally been fed by the beauties of nature i these, too, she had seen only on a very small and narrow scale. When, therefore, the poor curate's wife looked on one of Claude's most glowing pic- tures, illumined with a light equal to that of day, by lamps constructed for the purpose, she stood entranced ; and, it was only after a long rapturous gaze, that she was induced to A GOOD MATCH. 235 remove her eyes from this gorgeous sunset, by catching a glimpse of one of Salvator Rosa's most vivid banditti scenes, which hung near, and her eye and imagination revelled in those dark rocky dells, those splendid delinea- tions of scenery entirely new, till she looked round the room to see if it were not a dream. Again she gazed on the picture, with almost a shudder at the fierce bandit's figure stand- ing near a rushing torrent. She turned to the next, which was one of Raphael's Holy Families, the gem of Lord Nightingford's collection. Laura looked on the calm heavenly countenance of the holy mother, and the sublime beauty of the child, till tears of soft tenderness and pleasure rolled down her cheeks. Oh, what a glorious model would Laura's own countenance have furnished for the pencil of that immortal genius whose work she ad- mired so intensely ! What a lovely mingling of feelings, of thoughts, and beautiful ima- ginings, past and present, were there, in vivid 2S6 A GOOD MATCH. life, — a countenance which told a whole his- tory of touching and sublime thoughts. Laura was beautiful ; but, it was not so much the beauty of feature, as of countenance ; her face was an ever true, and ever sunny picture of the mind within ; each successive trial, each event and sorrow, which had hap- pened to her, seemed to have left traces of the Christian's triumph on her brow. There was charity to all mankind, devotion, pure and angelic love, and a cheerful patient endurance of ill, which was always catching at every ray of happiness, and anxious to impart it to others. All this was expressed in Laura's intelligent face, but not in those exaggerated lineaments which may be seen on the countenances that live in the sunshine of the world's admiration, and unconsciously make the most of their good feelings to enhance the power of their beauty. A keen and deep judge of human nature would, on gazing in Laura's lovely face, have pronounced at once, that those features were A GOOD MATCH. 237 unaccustomed to be looked on, save by her own immediate and small circle of friends; for, if I may so say, her every expression was perfectly natural, and perfectly unconscious of its own transcendant charm. And thus did Laura gaze from one beau- tiful object to another; forgetting alike her own fatigue and the passing hours. The statues, above all, a beautiful antique Venus, which was considered by connoisseurs nearly equal to the Medician, first startled, and half shocked, but soon rivetted her utmost admir- ation. But when the first surprise and delight caused by all these beautiful objects had sub- sided, Laura's mind began insensibly to take a sadder and more meditative turn. She thought, fair and excellent as they all were, how little these things were calculated to con- fer solid happiness or peace of mind, upon their possessor. Her dear sister, it was true, had made what the world calls "a good match;" but and here Laura sighed, for her mind 288 A GOOD MATCH. misgave her, and she could not help concluding that Helen, despite the splendour with which she was surrounded, was not happy. The pic- ture of her own homely abode, such a contrast to the mansion within whose princely walls she now found herself, rose before her ; and, oh ! with what a bounding thrill of delight she fer- vently thanked God for the lot he had appoint- ed her ! Laura thought of her beloved Henry, — his watchful, tender, and never-failing affec- tion, that seemed to redouble as declining cir- cumstances exposed her to fresh privations, — liis sunny temper, that no reverses could ruffle, though he felt them so keenly for her sake, — his unshaken trust in his heavenly Father, — his beautiful piety, and the thousand endear- ing qualities, that shone out like precious me- tal refined and purified by the furnace of afflic- tion. Laura thought of all these, of the delight with which she looked forward to the return of her dear husband at evening to his happy little home, often indeed with flushed cheek A GOOD MATCH. 239 and languid eye, but full of peace and serenity, with a cheerful heart and conscience at ease, after the labours of a well-spent day. How delightedly she watched his playful and boyish glee as he gambolled about the room with his lovely child, which laughed and shrieked with ecstasy, as the fond father shared in its infant sports, and covered with caresses the little crea- ture so dear to his heart. And then, when the fairy Helen was asleep in her little cot, and Laura seated at her work enjoying the evening tete-a-tete with her husband, how often would the needle pause in its swift career, while the fond wife gazed with admiring love on the coun- tenance to her the brightest and most beau- tiful in the world, — while Henry poured into her interested and sympathising ear the narra- tive of the day, — the broken hearts that he had endeavoured to bind up, — the faith he had met with under the cottage roof or in the hum- ble garret, — the ignorance and hardness of heart which had excited his pity, the amend- ed feelings which had rewarded his exertions, S40 A GOOD MATCH. — his hopes and fears and anxieties in fulfil- ling his sacred charge ! As he spoke, how would his features brighten with holy love and intense interest for the temporal and spiritual welfare of those over whom he was the appointed watchman ! for Henry's coun- tenance was one of singular beauty and in- terest : there was a saddened gravity in the whole expression, and in the large thought- ful eyes, as though the solemn responsibili- ties of his sacred profession were never wholl}^ absent from his mind ; and this was mingled with a seraphic sweetness, and an almost child- like simplicity and gladness of expression when he smiled. Laura's meditations were interrupted, or rather prolonged, by the striking of the pen- dule on the chimney-piece. It was the hour of evening prayers at her own far dis- tant home, when the faithful old nurse, after placing the large Bible, and arranging the chairs, ushered in the few who attended from the lodging-house with as much importance A GOOD MATCH. 241 as if they had been a train of powdered at- tendants, and seemed, as she placed herself at their head, to forget that she was the only servant of the family, and that the youthful master, upon whom she was looking with such veneration, was one w^ho possessed none of that which is the pride and boast of this world. But the young clergyman, and many of those who listened so anxiously to the words that fell from his lips, had wealth the proud worldling knew not of — even the true riches that no reverse of fortune could remove — treasures that " neither moth nor rust could corrupt, — an inheritance undefiled, and that fadeth not away." Tears came into Laura's eyes at the thought of how her dear Henry was at that moment engaged in the midst of the little group; and yet, as she knelt down to mingle her suppli- cations with theirs, she felt less lonely than she had done since she had quitted her hus- band. The feeling on her mind was soothingly present, that though — VOL. I. M ^42 A GOOD MATCH. they part On their divided ways with cheerful heart, Knowing that in all places they will call On the same God and Father over all, They part not wholly ; since they meet whose prayer Meets at the throne of grace. As Laura rose from her knees, the gorgeous paintings and splendid furniture of the apart- ment again burst on her eyes, which had been shaded for the last few minutes from their glittering glare. " Alas !" thought she, " what an infinity of good might be done by all this wasted wealth ! The price of even oiie of those magnificent mirrors, would restore comfort and prosperity to many a wretched family, and bring back the smile of health and happiness to many a wasted cheek worn with want and pining misery !" Thus thought poor Laura, forgetting for a moment in her unselfish benevolent commise- ration for the sufferings of others, that her own were just then scarcely less deserving of sym- pathy and relief. But so it was ever with her and her husband : they were so occupied with A GOOD MATCH. 243 the wants of others, that it made them less alive tc their own privations. If ever they wished for wealth, it was only for the sake of the benefits it would enable them to confer upon their fellow-creatures. For themselves, content, Dwelling beneath one roof, to have one hope, One purpose for their lives, one aim, one scope — To labour upward on the path to heaven. On the morrow, when, by the pale light of a dull cloudy day, Laura looked again on all the wonders of Lord Nightingford's palace-like mansion, she sighed to think there was not in the whole house a single memorial of Baynton Hall. On the contrary, every object here was wholly unlike that dear place. In coming from abroad replete with a taste for everything Grecian, Helen had caused all the furniture to be made in that style, instead of in the fashion of Louis XIV., which was then so much the rage in England. Lord Nighting- ford, who had much less real taste than his wife, was at first rather displeased at her departure m2 ^44 A GOOD MATCH. from his idol fashion ; but when he saw her choice was so highly commended, and heard every one say, " Oh, how delightfully original your house is ; what a relief not to see those eternal old carved chairs and looking-glasses," he was gratified, and henceforth allowed her to arrange everything of that kind according to her own fancy. But all this was so much the more unlike Baynton Hall, which was full of real old carving, and whose walls were de- corated very much in the manner that every one was now trying to imitate. Persons who, like Laura, are all heart, to whom affection and love are the main-springs of action and thought, however great their admiration of the beautiful may be, derive more pleasure from the sight of objects en- deared by early and tender recollections, than from a view of the most splendid works of art, or even scenes of nature. Helen had also a warm heart ; and if her loving qualities had been kindly fostered, she would have lived nearly as much in her affec- A GOOD MATCH. 2\5 tions as Laura. But how diiFerent had been their lot ! Helen was under awe of the world, and of a worldly calculating husband, and she had not sufficient innate firmness of character to prevent her becoming the slave of circum- stances. Few people have ; most of us are victims of circumstance. Helen also loved old Baynton Hall and the things it contained ; but instead of having surrounded herself with objects which recalled tender early recollec- tions, she had the more positive gratification of knowing that her house was considered the most perfect in London. Lord Nightingford, who appeared at break- fast the next morning, was frigidly civil, and asked Laura if she would like to drive out in the carriage ; it would be ready for her at any hour she chose to order it. He said Helen would probably be at home that day, as they expected a larga dinner-party, and there was to be a great ball at D house in the evening. She had been absent much longer than she intended ; but, " I suppose 246 A GOOD MATCH. she has been well amused at the Duchess of Brandon's," he added with an air of great in- difference as he left the room. Laura's heart sank when she heard of the dinner-party, and she began to tremble lest the gay and admired Helen would scarcely have a moment to attend to her old friend, and listen to the sad recital of her distresses. Laura had that sort of tact which often stands in lieu of knowledge of the world, and en- ables a person who has never been placed in similar circumstances, to enter into the feelings of others. Though Helen's continued neglect of herself, and of the old people at Baynton, excited Lau- ra's wonder and grief, still she endeavoured to find excuses for her ; and with a calm reliance on God's mercy, looked confidently forward to the time when her dear friend's heart would be touched, and those feelings which in child- hood promised much good, would be developed. Thus strong in that faith, she waited, full of prayer, the Almighty's good time ; and now A GOOD MATCH. 247 it was more for Helen than herself she re- gretted to hear of these engagements. She imagined the contending feelings Helen would experience. Still, in spite of every appear- ance to the contrary, in spite of all Helenas forgetfulness and indifference to her wants, Laura felt confident of her affection : she could judge better of the force of her temp- tations to extravagance now that she saw the magic fairy-land in which she lived, the splendour of the establishment, and the costly magnificence of everything ; she began for the first time to fear that Helen would really be unable to assist her. While occupied with these thoughts, Laura''s eyes rested on a magnificent pietra-dura cabi- net, whose beautiful shelves were filled with intaglios, vases, and precious stones; and she could not help thinking that the value of one of those precious stones would rescue her poor husband from the prison which awaited him, and restore her children and Helen's poor old faithful nurse to health and comfort. But 248 A GOOD MATCH. her thoughts did not long dwell on this. " Poor Helen I it will cost her a pang to refuse me," was her next reflection, and Laura half regretted having come. The day seemed long and tedious : Laura tried, indeed, to be amused and interested with all the beautiful objects she saw ; and, as was her wont, to find food for good and pleasant thoughts, and improvement, in every circum- stance that occurred. Yet she was unusually restless, and longed that her interview with Helen were over. A GOOD MATCH. 249 CHAPTER XVII. If thou are beautiful, and youth And thought endue thee with all truth — Be strong ; — be worthy of the grace Of God, and fill thy destined place : A soul, by force of sorrows high, Uplifted to the purest sky Of undisturbed humanity ! Wordsworth. Laura was right in lier anticipation of Helen's feelings ; for, though she had dreaded an interview, and from that dread was even glad to postpone her visit to D shire, still she was deeply affected, and much pleased, to see the friend and sister of her youth. Yet Helen was much influenced by the pre- sent moment, and when she saw that Laura was not angry with her, when, in spite of all m5 250 A GOOD MATCH. that had happened, she read in those dear eyes the same expression of love which had cheered the happy years of their youth, Helen was overpowered with delight. Long did she cling round Laura's neck, and sob and laugh with both sorrow and joy, declaring that she would not go down to dinner, but enjoy her darling Laura''s society all the evening. "But how altered you are, dearest," said she at last, holding Laura at a little distance and looking with anxious scrutiny into her countenance. Laura thought the same of Helen. The three years which had elapsed since they had met had, though from very different causes, altered much the countenances of both. Helen's lovely face no longer gleamed with that happy sunny look of childhood which on her mar- riage-day she still wore ; yet she was now more transcendently beautiful : Laura con- fessed it, though she admired not so much the splendid beauty before her as her own dear childish Helen. There was, too, beneath A GOOD MATCH. 251 the animated and buoyant air of worldly joy a little under-expression of care, a look that showed that the still small voice of conscience within was not satisfied with all that outward joy. This slight and almost imperceptible look did not escape the penetrating and anxi- ous gaze of Laura. Tlieir interview was disturbed by Lord Nightingford, who came to remind Helen that unless she went to dress she would not be ready to receive the company for dinner. Helen started as if out of a dream, for her heart and memory had gone back so vividly to past times, that she had almost forgotten the present life, that life of fashion and gaiety in which the dear companion of her youth formed no part. " I cannot come down to dine with those people," she was about to say ; but, as she caught a glimpse of her husband's counte- nance, the words died on her lips. "Yes,"" said Laura, "you had better go dress; we shall meet attain to-morrow morninor." 252 A GOOD MATCH. " Oh, but you must come down to dinner !" exclaimed Helen. Laura smiled, and called Lady Nighting- ford's attention to her miserable and almost ragged attire. '' Oh, you can wear some of my things ; you must — you must see Lord Mayfield, for he knows you already ; I have talked of you often to him." But Laura firmly refused to appear ; yet she accompanied Helen to her dressing-room, and they passed a pleasant half-hour together ; for Laura abandoned herself to the delight of gazing on her beloved friend, and would not disturb the joy of either in this happy meet- ing by detailing her own sorrows. Helen went to the ball that night, but did not remain late : she was down the next morn- ing three hours earlier than usual ; and then she heard from Laura the tale of woe, Helen i;huddered, and looked on all the proofs of her own expensive habits with wonder and dismay. *' Oh, what can I do ? How guilty, how A GOOD MATCH. 253 thoughtless I have been ! Edward is out of all patience with my extravagance, and lately I have scarcely been able to reconcile him to my making the slightest purchase. One hundred pounds, you say, would save you from distress ; oh, if I had but resisted buying that foolish onyx vase, the other day ! But I will take courage: I will go this instant and implore Edward; or I will sell some of my jewels," and without waiting to hear what Laura endeavoured to say, she rushed down stairs. Before Helen returned Lord May field was announced. Laura was sitting in the deep recess of a window, and though she saw him enter the room he did not perceive her. This then was the person whom Helen had men- tioned as being acquainted with herself, and Layra looked on him with pleasure, as a proof that her dta** friend had sometimes thought and talked of her. There was that on his open and handsome countenance which pleased her much. There 254 A GOOD MATCH. was a look of melancholy, too, and as he slowly walked towards Helen'^s writing-table, an ex- pression of deep interest crossed his brow. He took up a volume of poems, and after per- using it attentively for a few moments, she observed him take out his pencil and mark a passage. Helen soon returned with an agitated and sorrowful countenance. " I called early," said Lord Mayfield, " in hopes of finding you at home, and that I might be introduced to your dear friend." " I am so glad," said Helen, trying to as- sume a gay look. '' But what has become of Laura ? I left her here, and I was in hopes of finding you already excellent friends. Oh, there she is ! how came you to hide yourself in that corner?" Laura excused herself, and coming forward, joined in the conversation. At first she felt some little embarrassment from knowing that Helen had spoken kindly of her, and she feared Lord Mayfield would be disappointed. isSSSL A GOOD MATCH. 255 But this feeling soon vanished ; for there was something in his look and manner which show- ed a spirit kindred to her own. Still Helen was absent and sad, and at last, with an ill- disguised anxiety and abruptness, begged Laura to go up stairs and fetch her shawl. Helen's character was still so natural, and so unused to disguise, that it was plain to both Lord Mayfield and Laura that she wish- ed the latter to be absent. So Laura, wonder- ing what could be the reason, went up stairs and did not return. At last Helen came to her room with a face l)eaming with delight. " Here it is !" she ex- claimed, running up and throwing her arms round Laura's neck. " Here are two hundred pounds ; so now, poor dear Rookmore will be saved !" Laura was astonished. " Then, has Lord Nightingford really consented ? and was he not much shocked at my presumption in applying to you ?" " Oh, no," said Helen with a blush. ^56 A GOOD MATCH. " How kind ! I will go and thank him, I will." *' Oh, no, do not I beseech you !'" exclaimed Helen, grasping her hand, and detaining her with nervous energy. *' He is gone out, too," she continued, with more composure, as she heard the sound of horses in the street, and running to the win- dow, saw Lord Nio^h tin oxford riding awav. " Then you must express to him all I would say ; for I will not lose a minute now," said Laura, as she perceived Lord Nightingford turn the corner of a street : " I will return at once to my poor dear husband and my darling children. Oh, thank God, they will now be saved !" and the fond wife and mother burst into tears of joy. " But will you not remain with me ? can- not you send it to them ?" said Helen, with an agitated hesitating manner. " Oh no, dearest Helen ; much as I enjoy the delight of being with you, I could not forego the rapture of telling my dear Henry A GOOD MATCH. 25 that he is safe; and my children — remember they are starving. God bless you, then, dear- est, and your husband, who has proved himself kinder than I so uncharitably imagined him to be." " Well, if you are quite determined to go, I will order the carriage, and take you to the coach-office." " Oh no, I can walk," said Laura ; " and I shall just be in time, for they told me that the D coach goes at two o'clock, and it wants only ten minutes," she continued, as she looked at the beautiful clock on the chimney-piece; and after one long fervent embrace, one earnest prayer that God would bless her dear sister, Laura hurried away. Laura's long journey was cheered by the re- flection of Helen's kindness and undiminished affection. As she thought, too, of Lord Night- ingford's ready acquiescence with her request about the money, she indulged in many hopes that her dear sister's marriage had proved more happy than she imagined. These fond hopes, 258 A GOOD MATCH. added to the delightful prospect of relief to her dear husband and children, made Laura so happy, that, as she approached near the town of D , she almost trembled at the excess of her joy. " If no evil should have happened in my absence, — if I should find them all well, now that I know that my dear Helen's heart is unchanged, — oh how blissful will be my lot ! '' A thousand times she pictured to herself Rookmore's joy at seeing her, at knowing his urgent debts would be paid, and that he would be spared the disgraceful humiliation of going to prison. She felt the warm kisses of the dear children, and saw the exulting expression of delight on old Mrs. Newlan's countenance ; — that poor nurse, who had always hoped, always trusted, and always prayed so ardently that her darling Helen might not be spoilt by the world. How delighted she would be, to find that her wishes had been realised ! In short, there was no end to Laura''s joyful an- A GOOD MATCH. 259 ticipations ; yet it was with a beating heart and trembling steps, that she descended from the coach, and walked towards the narrow street which contained the dear objects of her love. Gradually she became pale with ap- prehension, and her heart sank within her, for she was sorely disappointed that neither Rookmore nor Mrs. Newlan had come to the coach-office to meet her. " Some one must be ill," thought Laura, and oh ! how rapidly does an ardent imagina- tion, and affectionate heart, conjure up harrow- ing pictures of misfortune, of sickness, and even death, when one slender clue is given ! how distinctly is every fearful image seen ! how plainly are sounds of woe heard, and what years of suffering do we endure in a single minute ! But Laura's imagination, though vivid, was under a more habitual and truly religious control than is attained by most minds of her power and extension. As soon as her reason was aware of the unreal nature of the 260 A GOOD MATCH. harrowing and depressing pictures imagina- tion was so busily painting, they were forcibly dismissed. With a fervent prayer that all might be well, and a spirit strengthened and fitted by Divine assistance, to endure all things, and calmly say, " Thy will be done,"" Laura mounted the narrow staircase. It was in such a frame of mind that Rook- more had not long before sought her room when he believed her to be dying. God had heard his prayers, and the earnest aspirations of the gentle being whose life had been spared were now also granted. She found, indeed, her husband, exhausted and suffering much from mental anxiety and want of nourishment ; the children were fear- fully thin and would scarcely smile at her caresses ; Mrs. Newlan was, with an effort of despair, trying to warm them by folding the little creatures to her bosom, and she seemed to have so completely lost all hope, that not even a ray of joy crossed her for- A GOOD MATCH. g61 merly sunny countenance when Laura entered the room. " It 's a' most too late," she murmured ; " we are all near starved to death, and have n't seen a fire these two days." Laura burst into tears of mingled joy and sorrow, — joy to know that all the loved ones were still there, and sorrow to see what a fear- ful change those four days of suffering and sus- pense had wrought on all their beloved coun- tenances. She could not speak, but held up the two hundred pound notes, and threw her- self into her husband's arms. The old nurse started up, and, disengaging herself from the children, took the notes and darted out of the room. Laura had scarcely related to Rookmore the occurrence of her journey, when Mrs. Newlan returned. Her face was full of smiles, and her hands were full of dishes and plates, and she muttered as she placed them on the little table before Rookmore and his wife, — " I knew itj — I was certain Miss wouldn't 262 A GOOD MATCH. refuse it ; I was sure 'twas only my lord's fault. Now don't eat too fast, Miss Helen. Here, Betty, light both fires this minute," continued the old woman, with a proud and exulting toss of her head, " I knew it would be so," she added, as she gently fed the baby with some nice hot broth ; and the happy nurse suddenly forgot all her past troubles, all her utter despondency. Joy and hope were sufficient for this affec- tionate creature. Prosperity made her again mindful of her position. Though she, too, had touched nothing that day, she stood, with her wonted respect, behind Rookmore, while the family partook of their repast, and would not listen to Laura's entreaties that she would come and share in it, till they had finished. "It was so lucky," said the now again garrulous old woman, " they were just a-going to their dinner down stairs, and when I showed them the notes, they gave it up to me at once. We might all have been starved and dead ten times over, before they would have given us A GOOD MATCH. a mouthful without the money ; to think how I begged and prayed for a few potatoes, yes- terday. Well, every one must have their turn, and perhaps, some day, that cruel cringing beggarly" " Hush," said Rookmore, " do not, in this hour of joy, harbour one ill-natured thought. May God forgive our poor hostess ! " " Poor ! she 's not poor ; but I know what you mean, sir ; yes, I know now, and may God forgive me for having so often called her ugly names," continued the nurse, whose tem- per had been softened and corrected by ad- versity. " Oh, how thankful I ought to be to serve such a good master ! And now, mis- tress, you must tell me all about my darling lady ; how is she looking ? " " I will indeed tell you what will gladden your heart ; but come, sit down and eat some- thing, while I relate all that happened." ^64 A GOOD MATCH. CHAPTER XVIII. Grand Dieu ! ce qui nous 6loigne de vous est cela meme qui devrait nous rappeler a vous. Plus la prosp^- rite multiplie nos plaisirs, plus elle nous en detrompe ; et les grands sont moins excusable et plus malheureux de ne pas s'attacher a vous, O mon Dieu ! parce qu'ils sentent mieux et plus souvent le vide de tout ce qui n'est pas vous. Toute leur vie (celle des grands) n'est qu'une precaution p^nible contre I'ennui ; et toute leur vie n'est qu'un en- nui penible elle-meme. lis I'avancent meme en se ha- tant de multiplier les plaisirs : tout est deja use pour eux a I'entree meme de la vie ; et leurs premieres annees ^prouvent deja les degouts et I'insipidite que la lassitude et le long usage de tout, semble attacher a la viellesse. Massillon. Soon after Laura's return from London, she was gratified to perceive a delightful change in the countenances of those she loved — to see the rosy hue of health revisiting the cheeks A GOOD MATCH. 265 of her children. One morning, when busy with her now cheerful occupations, a carriage drove up to the door of their little lodging. " 'T is. I 'm sure, a real carriage," exclaimed Mrs. Newlan. " 1 11 run down and see who it can be ; oh, if darling Helen, if my lady was to come ! " But Laura did not indulge a hope that the carriage- wheels, which caused such an un- wonted sound in the little unfrequented street, had anything to do with Helen. Her dear sister had not mentioned a word about coming into D shire ; and though much re-assured as to the state of Helen's feelings, she saw full well that her manner of life in London had too many attractions to allow of its being quitted in the middle of the gay season. " It 's nobody at all !" exclaimed Mrs. New- lan, returning in haste ; " but it 's Mrs. Gif- ford's own carriage : she has sent to take you to her. She came back last night from Chel- tenham, very ill, and wants to see you directly. Her own maid is come in it to beg you will VOL. I. N 266 A GOOD MATCH. go at once, for her lady is in such a taking that it will cost her her life if you don't make haste."" Laura instantly put on her bonnet, and won- dering what could be Mrs. Gilford's motive in sending for her in this sudden manner, hastened down to the carriage. The maid thanked her for coming so quickly, and step- ped in after her. " Missis will be very much obliged to you indeed. She was afraid, after what had passed with Mr. Rookmore that time when she heard the miniature was bi'oke, that you would not have come. I 'm very glad you have, for I am in hopes yo\i will do my poor missis good." " Is she then really ill?" inquired Laura. " She is ill — but it seems more upon her mind. Oh, if my poor missis had any thing to care for, — if she could but love any thing, — I do think she would be happy and well. I have always said so lately, now that she seems more softened like — " " Have you lived long with Mrs. GifFord .?" A GOOD MATCH. 267 inquired Laura, who was pleased to hear the tone of affection in which the maid spoke of her mistress. " No — yes — that is, it 's now seventeen years since I first come into missis's family ; but she treated me so, that I could not stay long with her, nobody could ; but I think she al- ways liked me a little, and I could venture more with her than any other of the servants, and many 's the time in the Indees, that — but what was I saying ? oh, yes, I didn't live there long at first, but I came back again, for missis offered me double wages, and pro- mised never to scold me. However, I couldn't stay more than six months the second time, because — but no matter ; she 's ill now, and I don't like to talk of her faults. This is the eighth time I have been in her service, and I hope never to leave her no more," said the maid as they drove up to Mrs. Gifford's splen- did house. The knocker was tied up, but the door was soon opened, with more clamour than suited n2 268 A GOOD MATCH. a sick person's ears. The maid reprimanded the porter for making so much noise, and motioned to a footman not to slam the baize- door so violently. The two men servants smiled and exchanged looks, and Laura over- heard the fat porter say, " Ah, 1 suppose Mrs. Hannah expects to get a large legacy ; for, as for caring v^hether that crabbed old witch lives or dies, I well knows that is impossible. She won't leave me anything, so I won't be keep- ing my tongue tied up, or creep about the house like a mouse."" Laura looked round to see whether Hannah had overheard these remarks, and by the co- lour which mounted to her cheeks judged that she had. The poor maid was about to speak ; but checking herself, and motioning Laura to follow her quickly, she led the way to Mrs. Oifford's room. The old lady was in bed, and she looked much thinner and iller than when Laura saw her before; but her countenance brightened when she saw the curate's wife. A GOOD MATCH. 269 " Come here — come close to me — come and let me see that beautiful face ! Open the shut- ter, Hannah, quite, — let me see her plain ; it will do me more good than all Dr. Grant's medicine. There, then, now I feel better ; but you have been ill, too, poor Mrs. Rook- more ! you look much paler. I believe it is my fault, too," she continued, after a short pause for breath. " I dismissed your husband in anger, and never paid him for the picture you began, and though I knew you were in distress I did not leave anything for you when I went away. I was even glad to punish you, and I wondered whether that sunny face would ever look miserable ; oh, I have at times a savage cruel pleasure in thinking that others are as unhappy as myself." "Oh, no, not often," said Hannah, interpos- ing ; *' remember when you sent me at Chel- tenham to give blankets and clothes to that poor family, and how pleased you were to hear they were happy." " Hold your tongue ; God know it*s seldom ^70 A GOOD MATCH. anything can make me feel happy. Go away now, Hannah, and leave me alone with Mrs. Rookery." " Now, my dear lady, come and tell me whether you have forgiven me for treating your husband so rudely ; but I need not ask you," she continued, with a smile; "I see by your face that you were never even angry with me. Ah, I fear your goodness is too much in the extreme ; the excess of it drives me to despair, and makes me feel I could never never improve. The distance between me and everything that's lovely, everything that's pure or innocent is so immense." " Perhaps not," said Laura, whose anxiety to relieve distressed minds had given her a quick insight into character, which mere specu- lators on human nature seldom attain. '' Per- haps you are not so bad as you imagine ; and even if your sins and errors were ever so great, is there not pardon, is there not hope, — a blessed hope that our Redeemer**s merits will cover them all." A GOOD MATCH. 271 " Yes, there may be forgiveness," said Mrs. GifFord ; " but bow dreadful to go on sinning from day to day, to feel corrupt, and guilty, and miserable, and unable to amend ! Oh, if you felt this, it would be impossible to hope, — you could not." "But surely you have not always experi- enced this — you have sometimes done the will of God ; and even now you desire and would be glad to do it. Your mind has become gloomy from loneliness ; you have felt that you are of no use to any one. You have found, too, the insufficiency of riches for your own happiness, and this has made you forget how many glad hearts a small portion of those riches would make. You have forgotten that to receive the thanks and blessings of a grate- ful heart is one of the greatest pleasures this world can afford. You have forgotten that it is permitted to all to do good ; that we are all allowed to do something to the glory of God ; and though no deeds, no efforts can atone for the innate corruptions of our 272 A GOOD MATCH. nature, yet we are permitted and even com- manded to show our faith by our works, and consequently works of charity and love should be the most joyful employments of life. Our minds are active; and, if we condemn them to a monotonous rest, they become mise- rable. We are evidently put here to exert all the powers which the Creator has given us for the good of others, and " thus to make melody in our hearts to God." We know that his blessed Son has died to redeem us; but if we are satisfied to dwell solely on this idea, and do nothing to testify our love and gra- titude, can we hope for salvation ?"" Laura continued long to speak on these important subjects, for she saw that Mrs. GifFord listened with intense interest ; she saw that she had touched the right chord ; that the poor lady had thought much on religion, and had endeavoured to feel rightly on the subject. She judged from her restless intel- lectual eye and irritable manner that Mrs. GifFord's powers had suffered from want of A GOOD MATCH. 273 due employment, — had been depressed and thrown back upon themselves from having found no proper sphere of action. Laura's tact and penetration had induced her, there- fore, to try a different mode of consolation from that which she would employ to the dying sinner. She saw, notwithstanding Mrs. Gifford's sunken cheek, and withered frame, that there was yet much power remaining ; she might still live and act to the glory of God and the comfort of her own soul ; and therefore Laura did not confine herself to preach that sole reliance on the goodness and forgiveness of God, which she would have done had she seen that life was really closing, that the poor sinner would never more have an opportunity of doing aught for the Re- deemer's glory. '* Oh, that I had met with you before !" exclaimed Mrs. GifTord ; "oh, that you had assisted me to do some good ! and now I fear it is too late. You almost make me wish to live, even to suffer a little longer, that I may N 5 ^74 A GOOD MATCH. try and discharge part of the immense debt I owe, and make some hearts rejoice. Oh, how could I be so foolish, so stupidly engross- ed with my own efforts to be happy to obtain some sort of ease ! Ah, it is all too late, — I am lost ! " " Do not say this. God's will be done ! if he should see fit to take you at once, he will kindly receive you as you are, for you see the error of your way, and fully intend, if life should be spared, to amend. You can do no more than pray earnestly to submit to his will, be it to live or to die, and feel sure that it will be best as he disposes it. Perhaps he designs to spare you from further contests, and further wrestling with a spirit which wars against the good intentions of your better judgment; those contests must be painful, for you have perhaps a life of indulgence and long established habits to overcome/' " What a strange wonderful creature you are ! Just now you not only reconciled me to life but made me wish to live, and now you A GOOD MATCH. 275 induce me to look on death almost as gain, on both or either without dismay. But it will not last — this delightful feeling of peace- ful resignation ; when I no longer see your an- gelic face I shall return to my own horrible repinings, complaints, and despair. Oh, do not leave me ! pray do not desert the poor spirit you have raised, — do not forsake the broken heart you have tried to heal ! " " It is not I ; I have done nothing," said Laura, taking up a Bible which lay upon the table. " I have only mentioned some of the endless sources of consolation this book con- tains. You will here find everything you want, if you will but read it with an humble spirit, determined to learn, and not see it with the eyes of your own prejudices or wayward spirit."" " Ah but I do, and I fear shall continue to do so. I can seldom read the Bible at all : the words do not impress me ; their cold black and white characters fail to touch my heart ; even at times I loathe the sight of that book, ^.O A GOOD MATCH. f r I :. y .: so manj people deriTe adoQ from it when I caumot. I eTen :o hear Miss Scraggs quote it. I cannot b: bcTS too, ...li I f-fLL-^m go to church. T : " -e you anj hopes for me r ** . ^ ." Ssdd Laura in a sidenm tone, ** I.: L ^ '-e.5 Tour heart : you beard roe 13 ff Scripture with pleasure ; V .. J - : . r ,:frly at the sacred promises. I .. 7 that thej spoke peace to your soul. God wiU not desert the good work he has begun in joa ; be wiD never nerer forsake you."" <* Ob, what an angd jou are ! I cannot help belieTing you, and placing as mocfa &itb io your words as if you were an orade. But I fear it is only because I admire — even lore your dear beautiful face ! K any one dse said the same thii^s, I should hate them." Lanm smiled, ** How diflei ent you are,** cxmtinoed the old lady, ** from all thcise people they call serious. Now I am sure that you langb and sin^ and r^ciice^ and dont look with contempt on what are called worldly people.* A GOOD MATCH. 277 " I fear we are all worldly," said Laura, "it is hard to judge who are most so: we all love something better than God. If the gaieties of this world, or its follies, are not our idols, yet we all have a father, or a hus- band, or a child, which is our world, a being which chains us to this life, and whom we love better than our Redeemer. Oh, it is hard to condemn any one as worldly, when we are all, all of us so more or less."*"* " Yes, and I the most worldly of all," said Mrs. Gilford; '"'and yet I love nothing, not a living soul ; nor can I enjoy any kind of existence : and as for a life of gaiety, that I have long despised, and hated those who lead it. Miss Simmons, at Cheltenham, tried to make me believe I must therefore be in a very religious frame of mind," continued the old lady, with a contemptuous smile ; " but at all events, I have sense enough left to see the whole guilt and horror of my own heart. Do not say that any one can err from love. Oh ! it is love I want ! my heart is cold as 278 A GOOD MATCH. a stone to all, — to my fellow-mortals, to their distress, and to my God. Oh ! if you were not here this thought would drive me mad ! If I did not feel that your lovely face had softened it a little, I should be utterly wretch- ed. Yet what victims we are of chance! If you had not come, I might have died in the black coldness of my heart." " Oh ! do not talk of chance. No ; God would have found some other means. I am only an humble instrument in his hands, and when I am not here you will be able to listen kindly to that good Hannah, and she will read the Bible to you." "I cannot — no, I have tried that. No, you must not desert me — promise you will not." Laura promised to come often, and that her husband would do so likewise. And so they did ; and they had the delight of seeing poor Mrs. GifFord gradually improve. But there was much to contend against : there was the long deep-rooted habits of years ; besides a whole life of indulgence. A GOOD MATCH. 279 there was the pride of superior intellect, which cannot bear to bow down to mysteries, to believe that which it cannot comprehend ; for Mrs. Gifford's mind was of no common power : she had read and thought much ; at times, from excess of perplexing specula- tions, she had become almost an atheist. Added to all this, she had experienced so much cringing servility from the relations of her husband : some of them had contrived so artfully to gain her confidence, with a view to inherit her property, that she could scarce- ly believe any one acted from disinterested motives. Her suspicious temper sometimes even broke out with the Rookmores, and their patient forbearance was put to a sore test. Had they been only kind-hearted, and not under the habitual influence of Christi- anity, they would have left Mrs. GifFord; but they endured her suspicions, and the taunts of her servants, and went steadily forward in their endeavours to be of use. The old lady's health became better, and she was able 280 A GOOD MATCH. to accompany Laura to the abodes of those distressed poor whose condition her wealth had improved. Under the guidance of the curate and his wife, she at last learnt the true use and enjoyment of riches, and in time she became thankful that God had given her the means of making so many people joyful. She had been so often imposed on before by worthless impostors, that her heart had grown callous, and she forgot there was any real distress in the world. Still, these were only passing moments of pleasure ; for it is hard in old age to re- move the settled discontent of years, to soften entirely the bitterness of pride, the hardness of selfishness. It is difficult to kindle the spark of human kindness, and revive the spirit of charity, in a heart which has long ceased to love any creature or thing but herself. Thus Mrs. GifFord continued occasionally to experience many hours and days of wretch- A GOOD MATCH. 281 ed despondency, when all around looked black, and her own heart felt dark and miserable. There are few hearts naturally cold even in this evil world, but there are many which have ceased to feel. There are many people who love nothing but themselves ; but even these suffer from the dull void which indif- ference must cause within. This yearning for love, which is often felt by those who are apparently most successful in their worldly or ambitious career, shows that the divine spark of kindly affection, which gives evi- dence that we are all the children of God, is not yet entirely extinguished. Mrs. GifFord's disposition was soured not by adversity ; but rather by an excess of prosperity. She was the sole heiress and in- dulged child of a wealthy banker. The great- est misfortune of her youth had been to offend her father, by what he called an imprudent and foolish marriage. Instead of accepting the offers of anv of those numerous titled 282 A GOOD MATCH. admirers who usually sue for the hand of a rich heiress, she fell in love with a poor clerk in the banking-house. Her parents of course objected ; but the spoilt girl was accus- tomed to follow her own will, and eloped with her lover. The banker was exasperated at her con- duct, and declared she should never inherit a farthing of his wealth. So the young people resolved to seek their fortune in India. Unlike most penniless men who marry heir- esses, the young clerk's love did not cease when he found that his wife would have no for- tune. Mr. Gifford adored her, and felt that he could never be sufficiently grateful to his bride for having given up her splendid home and the friends of her youth, to follow his uncertain fortunes. But everything prospered with the young couple. At last, the father relented too, and made them an allowance, and subsequently left them his entire fortune. Yet Mrs. Gifford was not quite happy, even in the midst of all this apparent prospe- A GOOD MATCH. 283 rity ; for she was spoilt. What a doating and too-indulgent father had begun, an adoring husband achieved ; and at forty Mrs. GifFord was a wayward and capricious woman. Loving no one but her husband, and of a very jealous temper, she lived in complete re- tirement, which fostered her selfishness. When Mr. GifFord died, the only band which seemed to link her with happiness and humanity, was gone. On her return to England, she found no friends — no interest in life — and she gradu- ally fell into the state of captious misery we have seen. ^84 A GOOD MATCH. CHAPTER XIX. There are who ask not if thine eye Be on them ; who, in love and truth. Where no misgiving is, rely Upon the genial sense of youth. • * • » * Oh, if through confidence misplaced They fail, thy saving arms, dread Power ! around them cast. Ode to Duty, Wordsworth. About six weeks after Laura's return from London, she was sitting, one morning, with Mrs. GiiFord, and endeavouring to subdue a more than usual fit of irritable melancholy which tormented the poor old lady. " By the by," said Mrs. GifFord, interrupt- ing Laura with something of a malicious sneer, " have you heard the strange things which are said of your fine sister-in-law, Lady what 's A GOOD MATCH. her name ? Oh, you have not ; well then, give me that letter that 's on the little round table ; I received it yesterday from that ill-natured old gossip, Mrs. Smedworth. I suppose you have often heard such reports ; fine ladies are always doing foolish things ; so you wo'n't mind it."*' Laura sighed, for she felt that Helen's manner of life was not what could be exactly termed wise ; yet she did not at all comprehend the sort of foolish things Mrs. Giiford meant. The old lady adjusted her spectacles, and looked over the letter. " Ah, Lord Mayfield, that's the man's name, — do you know anything of him, Mrs. Rookmore ?" Laura said she had seen him once, and as she said it, her thoughts reverted to that morning when Helen had sent her out of the room in such an abrupt manner. But this recollection did not occasion any positive un- easiness or suspicions, and Laura scarcely knew why she trembled so much while Mrs. Gifford was endeavouring to find and decipher the passage. 2S6 A GOOD MATCH. « I have heard,'' continued Mrs. Gifford, reading out of the letter with that dull mo- notonous tone in which people quote things which do not particularly interest themselves, and with something of a nasal twang from the old-fashioned spectacles, which rather pinched his nose ; " I have heard that Lady Nightin — what 's the name, she writes such a hand — ah. Lady Nightingale's flirtation with Lord May — Mayfield has come at last to a crisis. It is said that — that she lost a large sum of money at ecarie and — and I wish people would write plain — here, Mrs. Rook- more, if you like to know any more, try to make it out yourself, for it makes my head ache to pore over this scrawl." Laura did try, for she felt a most painful interest, and the words which Mrs. Gifford had so slowly, and with such a tone of utter indifference, doled out, excited the most painful suspense. She read one of those common- place paragraphs in which it was said that Lord and Lady Nightingford had separated, — A GOOD MATCH. S87 those reports which are, alas, often written from one friend to another, circulated by those who care little whether it be true or false, — heard without producing any further impres- sion on the listeners than some such thoughts as this, " Well, this will amuse Mrs. D " or " I shall have a nice story to tell O ." Few, very few, have a real gratification in hearing of the errors or crimes of their fellow- creatures, but most of us like to have the importance of being the first to tell or to know anything. The world is more thoughtless than ill-natured ; and if any of us stopped to con- sider that among the mass of those who hear an unfavourable report with indifference, there may be some whose hearts it will cause to sink, that a sharp pang may be given when we least expect it, there would be very few evil sayings uttered. Had the writer of that letter, whom Mrs. Gifford called ill-natured, known what suffer- ings those words would cause to one human being, she would never have written them. ^S8 A GOOD MATCH. Poor Laura knew so little of the gay world, she was so totally ignorant of the immense exaggeration there usually is in reports, that though she repeatedly said, '' It cannot be true; I am sure Helen could not flirt, and as for gambling, oh, it is impossible ! " yet the tears ran down her cheeks, and she felt so completely wretched that it was impossible to remain any longer with Mrs. GifFord. Again exclaiming " I know it cannot be true," she hastily left the house. Poor Laura went home, and confided the sad story, her fears and misgivings, to Rook- more. He endeavoured to cheer her; but he was as ignorant as herself, about the world and its scandalous reports, and tliough he tried to call to mind that Helen had been brought up with care, he was but a bad comforter, for he remembered that she lacked the one thing needful, — that true spirit of Christianity which can alone enable us to act right in a world full of temptations and snares. " Yet, surely," said he, " Lady Nigh ting- A GOOD MATCH. ford would have written to you, if she were really separated from her husband ; she would have turned to you as her best and earliest friend." All that long night, poor Laura never closed her eyes. The remembrance of the morning, so happy at the time, which had rescued her family from starvation, became now embittered. The more she thought of the occurrences of that single hour, the more she trembled, and she now wondered that Helen's embarrassment, and her anxiety to be alone with Lord May field, had not struck her as more strange at the time. The next morning, at breakfast, Mrs. New- Ian came running into the room with a beaming countenance. '' Here 's a letter from the darl- ing — here, I know her writing; bless her dear eyes ! It is a large heavy one, too ; may be there 's — but what 's the matter, ma'am ? — are you ill ? — you are as white as my apron.^"* " Oh no, I am quite well, quite," said Laura, seizing the letter, and taking it into her little bedroom to read. VOL. I. o ^90 A GOOD MATCH. " I know there *s something the matter," muttered the nurse, as she followed Laura to her room ; but the door was closed ere she could reach it, and she heard the key turn. The old woman was sorely disappointed, for Laura generally read some passages aloud to her when she received a letter from Helen. The origin of the reports about Lady Night- ingford, which Laura had heard, was this : — On the morning that Laura quitted London, Helen had requested her husband to assist the poor curate and his wife, but he refused. She saw, by the firm determination of his man- ner, that it would be useless to entreat him any more, and she returned to the drawing- room sad and despairing. When she saw Lord Mayfield and thought of his kindness, and the interest he had always taken in Laura, she resolved to inform him of her distress, and therefore contrived to send her sister up stairs. Lord Mayfield was but too happy to be of any use, and immediately gave two hun- dred pounds, which he happened, fortunately, A GOOD MATCH. S91 to have in his pocket-book at the moment. Helen was delighted that Laura should receive such prompt assistance ; but she feared that, if her sister knew she was indebted for this to a stranger, she would scruple to receive it. She resolved, therefore, to say nothing either to her or Lord Nightingford, meaning to repay the money when her quarter's income should be paid. This was the first act she had ever concealed from her husband, and from the feeling that it was so, it imparted an unusual restraint to her manner. She seemed less happy in his society, which she rather avoided than sought. On the contrary, with Lord Mayfield she talked oftener than ever, and seemed to enjoy his society far more than that of any one else. He had been charmed with Laura's appearance, and his expressions of ardent admiration de- lighted Helen's affectionate heart. She spoke to him continually of the happy days of her youth, and while expatiating on Laura's cha- racter, and on all the good she did in the o2 292 A GOOD MATCH. neighbourhood of Baynton Hall, her eyes beam- ed with an expression of intense joy which was often mistaken for quite another feeling by lookers on. One morning as Helen was answering some notes, at her writing-table, the housemaid Betty came up, twirling the corner of her apron, and looking very impudent. " Please, my lady, I wants higher wages,** said the fat domestic. " Why do you not speak to the house- keeper about it ?" said Helen, rather surprised that Betty should address her in such an un- ceremonious manner. " You know I do not interfere with her arrangements." " I knows that, my lady, well enough ; but I knows other things too ; and besides, Mrs. Patterson has threatened to turn me off, 'cause I was out, she says, for two nights.'* " I really know nothing of the matter,'* said Helen. " No, my lady, nor I know you don't care, — only I do ; and I must have my wages raised, A GOOD MATCH. 293 or a good character given me, or else I '11 tell my lord something I 's sure would make a great mischief between you. Ah, I see, you understands me now." " What do you mean ? " said Helen, who felt she was blushing violently, for she knew there was one thing that she did not wish her husband to know. " I could tell him all about the two hun- dred pound you got from Lord Mayfield that morning, and — " " How do you know anything about that ?" said Helen, quite thrown oflp her guard by sur- prise. " I heard it all, and many things besides, and — " Here she was interrupted by the entrance of Lord Nightingford, and Helen, trembling and perplexed, burst into tears. " What ""s all this ? " exclaimed he ; '* and how came you here, Mrs. What 's-your-name ? the housekeeper has just told me she has dis- charged you for misconduct : go — begone in- stantly ! I have something to say to you, 294f A GOOD MATCH. madam, also,"' continued Lord Nightingford, turning to Helen with one of his bitterest looks. " My lady, do speak for me," whined Betty ; " don't let me be ill-used afore your face, or else — " and Betty held up her hand in a threat- ening manner. " Or else what ? " said Lord Nightingford, surprised at the woman'*s pertinacity. " My lady knows all about it ; she knows I 'm innocent as the babe unborn," said Betty. '' Come, come, I have other things to think of," said Lord Nightingford, impatiently ; '' go ! leave the room !" " May be you know it all aVeady," said Betty with a look of despair, for her worldly wisdom could better interpret the extreme anger depicted on Lord Nightingford's coun- tenance than the guileless Helen could. She made, however, one more appeal, and said in an imploring tone, " my lady, will you help me or not.?'' '' I cannot tell what you mean," said Helen with much embarrassment. A GOOD MATCH. ^5 " Ah, then, you will not. — Well, my lord, I s'pose you know what sort of woman your wife is. You know as how that she and Lord Mayfield— " " Begone, woman ! I know all that you could tell me ; but I am not come here to listen to your insolence ; — begone ! "" With clenched hands and menacing air the housemaid withdrew. Reports injurious to the character of his wife had reached Lord Nightingford's ear ; he had seen paragraphs in the newspaper. Though Betty meant to be silent about the two hun- dred pounds, she had not been able quite to keep the important news to herself. The story had got about with many additions, and now Lord Nightingford came to inform his wife of all that had been said. Poor Helen readily confessed that Lord Mayfield had given her the two hundred pounds; but she was utterly at a loss to imagine why Lord Nightingford suspected her of being faithless, or at least of having 296 A GOOD MATCH. flirted most blameably with Lord Mayfield, for she felt conscious that her intimacy with that gentleman had been less like a flirtation than her manner with many others. He never once had breathed those kind of tender adulations which had so often annoyed and startled her pure mind from other men. There was something so artless, so ingenuous in her defence that Lord Nightingford at once saw that the report was untrue. He remem- bered, too, that she had always appeared to love him, that no coldness or neglect on his part had ever seemed to diminish her afi*ection. He was almost touched at the thought. At last the weeping Helen said, " Pray, see Lord Mayfield, and ask him whether he ever said a single word, except about that unlucky money, that he would have not wished you to hear ; ask him, and I am sure — " " Lord Mayfield is in the drawing-room," said the footman, who entered at that moment. '' Then go to him at once," said Helen, while her countenance brightened with hope ; A GOOD MATCH. 297 "and yet, I am afraid it will make him very, very unhappy, and I know I — I could never see him again; what a horrible report! oh, if it should ever reach poor Laura's ears !" " That would not much signify ; but you have suffered immensely in the eyes of the world. If you are really innocent," and Lord Nightingford felt that she was, *' it will re- quire a long time, and the utmost care to re- establish yourself in the position you had gained." Poor Helen sighed, she felt sick at heart ; and longed never to return again to that heart- less and uncharitable world. Lord Mayfield had heard the scandalous re- ports with real sorrow. I have before said that he had been the friend of Lord Night- ingford in early youth, and he had never ceased to take an interest in his fate. Thi.s interest had been certainly increased, when he became acquainted with his wife. He regret- ted much the change which title and fortune had made in his young friend's character, o o 298 A GOOD MATCH. and he lamented deeply that his interesting wife should be so neglected. When the reports of his flirtation, as it was called, with Lady Nightingford, reached his ears, he was thunderstruck. His disposition was guileless almost as that of Helen ; he cared, too, but little for the opinion of what is called the world : he thought neither of its smiles or frowns. The society of Helen he found more agreeable than that of any one else, and he insensibly was drawn by the pleasure of it, to frequent those gay parties which would otherwise have possessed for him no charm. He now discovered with horror and dis- may, that his conduct had been misinterpreted ; but so kind and sensitive was his disposition, that, instead of feeling angry with a hasty, wrong-judging, and uncharitable world, he be- gan to distrust himself, and looked searchingly into his own heart to see whether there could have been any culpable feeling in the extreme pleasure he took in Helen's society. The result of his reflections was a determi- A GOOD MATCH. 299 nation to visit Lord Nightingford. The inter- view between the two noblemen seemed to have been satisfactory ; for when Lord Nightingford returned to the library, where he had left his weeping wife, he looked more kindly upon her than was his wont. " Lord Mayfield is going abroad," said he. *' After all the foolish thino^s which have been reported, he imagines you would rather not see him at present ; therefore, he has commis- sioned me to bid you farewell." " Then you are convinced of my inno- cence. — Thank God ! Oh ! this is more than I deserve !" exclaimed Helen, throwing her arms round her husband's neck ; " for all the time you were with him, I have been consi- dering and reflecting, and I have been very thoughtless I fear." " It will be a lesson to you to act with more circumspection," said Lord Nighting- ford. " And now I am thinking what course it will be best to pursue. The Duchess of Brandon has a ball to-night.'' 300 A GOOD MATCH. " Oh ! do not make me go there !'' said Helen ; " I could not, it would be impossible — I should feel so miserable, and think every one was remarking me." " I fear, indeed, )'ou have not sufficient self- possession to act in such a manner as to re- move suspicions ; you certainly always show your feelings too plainly. — There is no tutor- ing you," he continued with something ap- proaching to a smile ; for he felt, for the first time, that the simplicity and innocent charac- ter of his wife had preserved her from many dangers, and himself from much annoyance and dishonour. '* I think, Edward," whispered Helen in a faultering voice, " 1 think I have a good excuse for not going to many more parties now.'* Lord Nightingford then learned with intense pleasure that there was a prospect of Helen's becoming a mother. This had lonoj been an object of his anxious wishes, as he dreaded the idea that his title and estates should pass into the hands of distant relatives. A GOOD MATCH. 301 CHAPTER XX. Ye who approach her threshold, cast aside The world and all the littleness of pride ; Come not to pass an hour, and then away, Back to the giddy follies of the day ; With reverend step and heaven-directed eye, Clad in the robes of meek humility, As to a temple's hallowed courts, repair. And come, the lesson, as the scene, to share. Gally Knight. The circumstances detailed in the last chap- ter, combined with her inability to assist her dear Laura, made a deep impression on Helen's mind. For the first time she saw plainly the evil and sin of extravagance : for Helen was a person of more present impulse than imagination, and all the descriptions she read of misery, never touched her so much as 30^ A GOOD MATCH. the sight of poor emaciated Laura — evidently in great distress. All these circumstances combined to make Helen reflect deeply on her past life. She had, too, now for the first time, much lei- sure for thought ; and she was thrown more into the society of her husband. He was dis- tant and reserved, but he did not continue to appear angry ; and Helen was touched at this, for she felt very guilty. He seemed, too, unusually solicitous about her health, which rejoiced Helen extremely ; for she did not re- member that he had always been particularly anxious for an heir, and she did not, there- fore, now consider that his anxiety was more caused by the prospect of this wish being fulfilled, than by affection for herself. Oh ! if simplicity and guilelessness are dangerous qualities in this wicked world, yet how many, many dire and painful truths, do they pre- vent from glaring in the eyes of their pos- sessors ! Helen was anxious to go to Royston Park A GOOD MATCH 303 that she might be near Laura, and Lord Night- ingford promised, as soon as the shooting sea- son began, to take her there. Towards the end of August they made preparations for moving into D — shire, and Lord Nighting- ford invited a large party to be at Royston for the first of September. Poor Helen was in dismay at the prospect of a large party ; she dreaded the idea of meet- ing again her usual associates. With a feel- ing of remorse and perplexity, very natural in one who has been so engrossed by the gay world, as to forget their duties and better feel- ings, she wished never to return to it again. It is true that her manner of life had been the means of corrupting Helen''s mind ; and, therefore, she may have been justified in wish- ing totally to avoid such again. Still, she ought to have looked into the depths of her own heart, and searched the defects of her own character, and reflected whether her errors might not fairly be traced to other causes rather than the society in which her lot had been cast. 304 A GOOD MATCH. Few of us do this : we generally cast the blame of our own errors on those who have been our companions in them, and usually the first step to a reformed life is a com- plete avoidance of every person and place which had witnessed our failings : as a child who has knocked his head against a table, on recovering from the stunning blow, feels more anger against the wood than his own awkwardness in running against it. Helen implored Lord Nightingford to allow her to visit Laura instead of being at Royston Park while the party were there; but he tried to convince her that it was necessary for the re- covery of her fair fame that she should be pre- sent, and he added that she ought to be very grateful to the Duchess of Brandon for pro- mising to come to Royston, after all that had occurred. " I really hardly expected it," said Lord Nightingford, " and I almost trembled when I opened her letter this morning, lest she should have refused to come."" A GOOD MATCH. S05 It was with sad and humiliated feelings that Helen approached Royston Park. The road for some miles was the same as that which led to Baynton Hall, and every turn, every hill and river recalled most forcibly to her mind the former journeys she had made when, as a happy school-girl she was returning to her own dear home and her beloved father. That kind and indulgent parent was now no more, and she seemed, for the first time, fully to feel his loss, to deplore his death. And Baynton Hall, that too, was gone, was lost to her for ever ! As they passed the gate which conducted to the old place, Helen burst into a flood of bitter tears : she thought of all the poor people whose sorrow Laura had described in her letters, — those letters which at the time had made so little impression on her mind ; or, if they caused any uneasiness, she had sought to stifle the regret they occasioned. All now rose up before her memory with fearful dis- tinctness. She thought of the old housekeeper, Mrs. 306 A GOOD MATCH. Sunwell, who had been so kind to her in her youth, and who had died of grief when the place was sold : she now felt almost guilty of the murder of that dear old woman. She thought of Daniel, the old garden-man ; and her imagination pictured to her all their coun- tenances, not smiling as was their wont at meeting the heiress, but seeming to glare upon her reproachfully. Helen wept bitterly. Lord Nightingford was angry at her folly ; but when she re- proached herself as the sole cause of all their misfortune, and the loss of Bayiiton, (for He- len was too thoroughly humbled to allow that any one was in fault but herself,) Lord Nightingford seemed rather touched, and in a kinder tone bade her dry her eyes, and not hurt her health by such excess of grief. '* Oh, you are far, far too kind to me, dear- est Edward," said the heart-stricken Helen, rather cheered by the kindness of her hus- band ; and with a faint hope that he might in time love her more, Helen tried to be consoled. A GOOD MATCH. 307 and firmly resolved to make amends for all her errors. The company were to arrive the following day, but Helen determined to drive early to D , and see Laura. It was fourteen miles from Royston ; but she promised to be home in good time to receive the Duchess and her party ; so Lord Nightingford allowed her to go. I have described the lodging in which Laura lived, and if it had, at first sight caused her heart to sink, who was accustomed to visit the abodes of distress and misery, how much more miserable must it have appeared to the luxu- rious and splendid Helen ! She had never be- fore seen such a wretched dwelling, and so hor- rified was she with the dark ladder-like stair- case and the small gloomy room, that she could hardly believe it was really Laura who pressed her in her arms. " Come to the light!" she exclaimed, "that I may see that it is really my own Laura. How can you see to do anything in this dingy place ?'' 308 A GOOD MATCH. Laura did not tell her that in this little dark room she had painted several highly- finished miniatures, which had enabled them to live during the early part of the last cold winter. " And is that your child ? what a darling beautiful creature ! why she looks as happy as if she had always lived in splendour and luxury." " Little Helen can scarcely remember to have seen anything better than this room," said Laura, " and therefore has good reason to be satisfied." " But you cannot, you must not, continue to live in this horrible place," said Helen ; and she suddenly remembered those young days in which she looked forward with rapture to the time when she would be able to give Laura a fine carriage, a grand piano, and all manner of beautiful presents : that time had long ago arrived ; and how had she ful- filled her eager promises.? She felt and suf- fered from this too deeply to say anything, but bitter tears of remorse, and of those ago- A GOOD MATCH. 309 nizing regrets which come too late, ran silently down her cheeks. " The fine pretty lady is crying," said little Helen. '' Why she cry ? she got fine clothes, and can give away to poor people. Why do you cry ? " continued the little creature with a sorrowful look, while she wiped the tears from poor Helen's face with the corner of her little frock. '' Dear mamma never cry but when we hadn't enough to eat, and no fire to warm us last winter, and papa was ill, — oh, then she cry, and kissed me so, and den went away, and I so miserable, and poor, poor ma' gone away ; but she came back, and looked so happy, and we had nice dinner, and Nana so pleased, an I never see ma' cry after. Oh, yes, though, she did one day when she came home from Mrs. GifFord ; and she say to pa' poor, poor Helen, she is lost ! and I thought she meant me, so I run up and kissed her ; but she still kept saying ' poor dear Helen,' and cried, oh, so bitterly ! as you are now, and wouldn't wipe the tears, and wouldn't stop." 310 A GOOD MATCH. Here Laura interposed, and tried to re- move the talkative child ; but Helen pressed the little darling to her bosom, and sobbed over her and implored Laura to let her remain, for every word the innocent little creature ut- tered did her good, and seemed like the voice of a warning angel. So Laura breathed a fer- vent ejaculation of thanks, and praise to Hea- ven, for she felt that Helen's hour of repent- ance was come, — that her own unceasing and ardent prayer was granted. Long did Helen weep over that lovely and wondering child, and then she poured forth the often repressed feeling of sorrow and re- morse and all the bitterness of her grief to Laura, and received from that dear sister affec- tionate advice, and heavenly consolation. Old Mrs. Newlan soon afterwards came in with the baby, and then poor Helen had an- other touching scene to undergo. The old nurse was so delighted, so proud to see her dear child, her darling lady, look so grand and well. In the intensity of present delight and A GOOD MATCH. 311 the thoughts of former years, when she danced that fine beautiful lady in her arms, the affecti- onate nurse forgot all the failings and strange neglect with which she herself and all she loved had been treated of late years. At last, when the first paroxysm of her joy had somewhat subsided, Mrs. Newlan glanced from the splen- didly attired Helen round the dull apartment ; she remembered all the suffering she had seen there during the past winter, — she thought of Baynton Hall, of poor Mrs. Sunwell, and all the people there, and burst into tears. But the kind-hearted nurse saw that her darling child was also affected by these re- membrances. She still read so much affection, and good feeling, and innocence, on the coun- tenance of Helen, that, after a long silence, as if continuing the train of her own thoughts, she said, '' I am sure it was all my lord's fault ; and yet, I shouldn't say that neither, because it may distress my lady. No, no, I wouldn't make her unhappy for all the world," she con- tinued, " or have Helen look sad. My child ! S12 A GOOD MATCH. my own darling Helen ! " and again the old nurse clasped her to her heart, and abandoned herself to joy. Lady Nightingford returned home with a mind strengthened and prepared to encounter the society of her former associates. The whole object of her thoughts, the business of her life, was to try and repair the immense mischief she had done. Till she could make interest with the Bishop of to get Rook- more a living, she persuaded the clergy- man at Royston to keep a curate, promising herself to pay the salary, if he would induce Rookmore to come. After accomplishing this, she fitted up a cottage just outside the park, for she had not bought a single thing since that unfortunate occurrence about the two hundred pounds, and she now saw with in- finite surprise that it would cost more to purchase a new necklace or other ornament than to furnish the entire cottage, and make it look quite comfortable. A happy day it was when she installed the A GOOD MATCH. 313 Rookmores and their children, and old Mrs. Newlan, in this sunny and cheerful abode. She looked so beamingly happy that even Lord Nightingford could not help experiencing something of the contagious feeling. He grum- bled far less than usual, and said with un- wonted good-nature that he hoped Rookn^ore and his wife would often come and dine with them. VCL. I, SH A GOOD MATCH. CHAPTER XXI. I flew to the pleasant fields traversed so oft In life's morning watch, when my bosom was young: I heard my own mountain goats bleating aloft. And knew the sweet strain that the corn-reapers sung. Campbell. Soon after the curate and his wife had been installed in their new abode, Rookmore re- ceived, one morning, a letter from the Bishop of E , appointing him to the living of Baynton. So great was his joy and surprise, that the paper fell from his hand, and his coun- tenance became so unwontedly agitated, that Laura was fearful he had heard some bad news. " What can have happened?" she exclaimed, hastily taking up the letter. " Is your dear father worse ? " A GOOD MATCH. 315 In an instant her eyes perused the important lines, and her heart beat with that pure and intense joy which falls to the lot of few mortals. Their own old home, the dear rectory of Baynton, the scene of all her happiness, would be theirs again; — theirs too, for life, with an income sufficient to enable them to live re- spectably, and to indulge their benevolent hearts in giving to the distressed. " Who can have done this ? " said Laura ; '' can Helen ? — But poor Mr. Brewing, I hope he is not dead; oh no, I see he has got a larger living ; but still some one must have asked for it. Oh Helen ! dearest sister, how kind in her ! how completely has this atoned for all her little errors ! " But it was not Helen's doing. When Laura flew to thank her, to express her joy and delight, Lady Nightingford disclaimed all knowledge of the transaction. She had, indeed, endeavoured to get a preferment for Rook- more, and Lord Nightingford had written several letters to the Bishop of E , but p2 SIG A GOOD MATCH. hitherto without success. They were both utterly at a loss to imagine who could have interested themselves for the poor curate, par- ticularly as the bishop of the diocese was not a person likely to give church preferment to those clergymen who had no other recom- mendation than that of being true Christians. However, there was so much now to do, that the Rook mores had but little time for specu- lating about the unknown friend who had caused their happiness. On the day preceding the one destined for their removal to Baynton, Laura drove over to D , to see Mrs. Gifford, and bid her farewell ; Baynton being twice as far from that town as Royston, it would not be so easy for her to visit the old lady often. " Ah, so you are going quite to desert me,"" exclaimed Mrs. GifFord, in a peevish tone, but with a countenance less unhappy than usual. " It is very unkind of you to abandon me, now that my health declines so fast ; ah, I A GOOD MATCH. 317 am not long for this world, and yet you refuse to cheer my last days with your sunny face." " I leave you, thank God, in a more happy state of mind than you were some morths ago." " Ah, well, it 's all your own doing ; but now that you are going so far away, quite beyond the distance of a drive, I shall fall back into all my evil tempers. But you look so happy, — I never yet beheld that lovely face appear so heavenly," continued the old lady, while a tear started to her eye — a tear, not of sorrow, for she smiled and seemed more happy than Laura had ever seen her. " God bless you, my dear ! " continued the old lady, throwing her arms round Laura's neck, '' God bless and preserve you, to be the joy and comfort of all who — " a sob interrupted her — " There, go away now ; if you remain any longer, I shall not let you go at all. I must come and see you soon ; and I hear, too, the old Hall — that Baynton Hall you have talked 318 A GOOD MATCH. to me so often about — is to be sold. I shall come and look at it, and perhaps — but go now, I can't talk to you any more."" It was on a fine day in early spring, that the rector of Baynton, and his happy wife, took possession of their beloved old home. The joy of their former parishioners knew no bounds, and they testified their delight in the warm and enthusiastic manner of their reception. They found the old rectory very little altered, for Mr. Brewing, the late vicar, had thought the house too small for his family, and had resided at a larger place in the neigh- bourhood. Laura's piano, the gift of old Mr. Baynton, was still there, and the carved oak desk where Rookmore wrote, occupied the same place. Few but those who happen to have strong local attachments can understand the intense delight which Laura experienced in returning to her early home. A GOOD MATCH. 319 The form of everything around, — the smell of the ivy which twined round the grey-stone window-frames, — the old boards, even those time-worn boards on which she knelt, the evening of her wedding-day, and invoked the blessing of her heavenly Father on her union — oh, with what a thrill of delight did she again view them I It was there, too, she had im- plored forgiveness, if she had erred in con- senting to what appeared a very imprudent marriage. Her tender conscience had felt mis- givings that she might be a stumbling-block in the way of her husband's ministry. If these two loving hearts had erred in unit- ing their destinies while their future prospects were so uncertain, they had been punished ; but they returned to the place where their prayers had been first offered up together, with a conviction that God had led and sus- tained them through all their trials, — that, where they went some good had been done, and that they had been made the happy in- 320 A GOOD MATCH. struments by which many poor desponding sinners and suffering people had been re- he ved. Adversity had never caused them to repine, and the hardsliips and privations they had experienced only served now to heighten the delight with which they returned to this be- loved place. It was a lovely moonlight night of early spring, when Laura threw open the casement of her own room that she might feast her eyes once more, after such an absence, on the dear and well-remembered prospect. There was the old church spire glistening in the moon-beams, the meadows beyond, and in the distance the towers and pinnacles of Baynton Hall. The song of the nightingales came min- gling in a lovely serenade ; and never had any sounded so sweet. From the direction, she thought their nests must be in the same spot as formerly, in the old beech tree : that wide- spreading tree whose branches almost touched the western casement of her room. How A GOOD MATCH S2l thankful Laura felt that the late incumbent had spared the old trees, and left everything, even the quaintly cut yew-hedges, in the same state ! Next morning, oh, what a joyful awaken- ing — what a crowd of blissful thoughts darted through Laura's mind ! with what a thrill of delight she descended to the oak parlour, and found Rookmore sitting at his own carved writing-desk ! She could scarcely believe that all was real — that it was not some delightful dream. But in the midst of her joy, she missed old Daniel : that faithful servant had not appeared the preceding day among the crowd of well-known faces that greeted the arrival of the new rector. Laura feared to ask about him lest she should be told that affectionate heart had ceased to beat. Laura placed the breakfast table in its for- mer position near the south window. A bright sun shone through the open casement upon the old Turkey carpet, and pencilled on it the p5 A GOOD MATCH. shadows of the jasmine and myrtle, which grew round the ancient stone-work. "This is the same well known carpet!" exclaimed Laura, as her eyes were fixed on its faded pattern in a luxurious reverie of de- light. Before they were withdrawn, the shadow of a figure appeared, clad in the smock-frock and respectable-looking broad-brimmed hat, which the older peasantry of D shire still wear. Laura hastily raised her eyes, for the shadow was of a figure familiar to her, and united with the pleasantest associations of younger days. " It is Daniel," she exclaimed, running to the window ; " I am so delighted to see you. I was afraid, as you did not appear yesterday, that—" " That I was dead," interrupted the old man ; " no, the Lord be praised for having spared me to see you here again ! I have prayed — I have prayed earnestly for this. 'T was Mr. Rookmore — blessings be upon his head! — as first taught me to pray; and A GOOD MATCH. 323 night and morning I'se petitioned God to give him his own again. I prayed for another thing too ; but never mind — now that you are come back ; 't is as if life was corned into the old place again. God bless you ! God bless you, and the children ! — the little darlings." Old Daniel turned away to hide the tears of joy which bedimmed his eyes, and his voice almost failed from the choking sensation pro- duced by deep emotion. "Psha!" said he, "this makes me quite childish ; but I knew it would be so," he added in a quicker and more brisk tone, for the intensity of his feeling had before given a solemnity to his voice, and imparted to his whole person an air of dignity. " ' For a little while all was dark, and the Lord hid his face from us ; but though sorrow may endure for a night, joy cometh in the morning.'' You see I have become a scholar — I have learnt to read. You went away in sorrow, but God has in- creased you, and turned your mourning into joy." 3^4 A GOOD MATCH. " And what are you doing now ? *" in- quired Rookmore : " you seem still strong and healthy." " I haven't wanted for work ; and I live now wi' — but," continued the old man with a hesitating look, " but I was thinking now, may be, you might like some one to look after yer garden ; for now I suppose Miss Lau — beg pardon, Mrs. Rookmore — wo 'n't be always working with them pretty hands, and digging, as she used to do, and wouldn't let anybody help her." " No," said Rookmore, with tears of proud affection at the remembrance of all Laura's exertions; "no, thank God! my dear wife will not now have to toil and labour. We can afford to keep a gardener, and if you choose — " " 'T wasn't that I meant," exclaimed Daniel, while the colour became deeper on his old withered cheek ; " *t wasn't that you could afford it, but, but ye know. Miss — Mrs. Rook- more never 'ud let any of us help her, because A GOOD MATCH. S25 — but, however, ye well know^," he continued with more confidence, " ye well know 't was never the thoughts of gain that made me love the old place. I would have worked night and day—" " Yes, indeed," interrupted Laura, who well remembered having discovered old Daniel weed- ing in the cold moonlight after his hard day's work, " I know it all ; but, my dear Daniel, you must allow us the pleasure of making you comfortable in your old ao-e, — you must come and be our gardener. There will not be very hard work, and I shall often help you ; for I should never bear to give up the delightful occupations which employed me in those happy, happy years of our abode here.'* " Thank ye, thank ye kindly for this. I am no ways a gardener, but I have seen Mr. Joderel up at house, plant and sow, and I thinks, with your advice, I could manage to cultivate the vegetables, and plant the flowers : but, remem- ber, I don't want anything but my victuals. I have saved a little money in my last place — " 326 A GOOD MATCH. Laura would not, of course, hear of this ; and after some difficulty an arrangement was made, and old Daniel installed in his office. Soon after this, Helen came to see the new rector and his wife. How sad is the difference which the same objects excite in minds of those who have done well or ill ! Poor Helen ! she shrank away like a culprit from the greetings of old Daniel and others. Every beloved and familiar countenance spoke daggers to her soul. Painfully did all around recall the image of her dear lost parent ! it was as if she had never felt he was really gone till now — as if she never knew that she was an exile from her father's house — that it had passed into other hands. She marvelled at the strange insensibility that had made even the idea of losing the home of her youth, her own inheritance, at all bear- able ; she wondered that ever since her re- turn to the neighbourhood, she had withstood the feeling which had secretly made her long A GOOD MATCH. 327 to visit the haunts of her childhood. She determined now to see the old Hall; but Laura, who saw how deeply the village and distant sight of Baynton affected her, implored that she would not visit it. " Oh no ; I must, I will go !" she exclaimed " you told me they allow strangers to see it — strangers," she repeated with bitterness, *' yes, even the unworthy heiress, by whose folly it was lost.*" Impelled by the energy of despair, Helen hurried across the fields, and through the old ruins near the river. Laura followed, but there was something sacred in the in- tensity of Helen's woe, which prevented her from speaking ; even a near approach, she felt, would be an intrusion. Helen climbed to the summit of the ruined tower — that spot, hal- lowed in Laura's memory by the most eventful moments of her life, by the recollection of poor Mr. Denman's kind and heroic generosity, and the first declaration of her dear Henry's long- tried love. S28 A GOOD MATCH. But Helen had no such blissful thoughts; she gazed, in speechless sorrow, upon the whole scene of her early days, which was then spread out before her gaze. It was a fine bright afternoon, and the old house and ter- raced gardens were reflected in the river's sur- face — all looked calm and smiling as ever; and Helen gazed till she began to doubt that any time had elapsed since she lived there. It looked so beautiful, she felt a momentary bound of the same childish joy she had for- merly experienced, it was one of those short rapturous moments when the mind forgets to think of what has occurred, and the heart only feels the same enchanting sensation, — the happiness of former years. Helen longed to ramble over every part : she ran down the old staircase, and hurried across the foot-bridge ; all was still the same, nothing as yet had occurred to destroy the illusion ; she fancied she was going to her own home, that she should find her father there, Laura's quick affection penetrated her A GOOD MATCH. 329 thoughts, and she dreaded the revulsion which must so soon occur ; she grieved to see her fly up the sloping lawn with all her former buoyancy, for she felt that when her sister reached the upper terrace the great change must strike her. But Helen seemed scarcely to heed it, — on she ran, till she reached the library window, in which her father was wont to sit ; that window, where, in playful youth, she had so often disturbed his studies, and jogged his book, or upset his papers, with all the wilful glee of a spoilt pet. It opened to the ground and was open now ; Helen started back, and became deadly pale, — she would have fallen to the ground if Laura had not caught her. " He is not there — he is crone — o-one for ever ! Oh, how his dear spirit must hate me now ! — he who was so fond of this place, who often talked with such delight that it had been in our family for centuries. Oh, what a sacrilege to part with it! — but, it was all my own fault." 330 A GOOD MATCH. Laura endeavoured in vain to soothe He- len's suffering. She tried to lead her away from a spot where everything now marked the change of masters ; but Helen was resolved to see all. '*The walls are the same, and that painted glass window remains ; but all the books, the old things it lighted, where, oh ! where are they? — why did not I, at least save his medals — and those antiquities that he prized so high- ly, and spent his life in collecting ? Do not endeavour to prevent me, dear Laura, I must see all the rooms." The servants being out of the way, they met no one, and Helen ran wildly over the whole house. The only part which did not bear the marks of change, was the upper story. The nursery, that large room which she had shared with Laura before she v^^ent to school, and became entitled to an apartment of her own, remained as before. The same old-fash- ioned striped paper covered its walls, — the same antique and grotesquely carved chest A GOOD MATCH. 331 Stood in the corner. Helen had not been in the room for years ; and as she stood at the window, so vivid was her recollection of all around her, that she almost persuaded herself she was still a child. Next to this apartment was another, which had also undergone but little change. Helen entered it, and burst into a bitter flood of tears. — It was the old housekeeper's. " So the dear good woman, Mrs. Sunwell died ; tell me, Laura, was it here, in her own room, she — " " It was," said Laura, in a solemn tone, for her eyes rested on the very same bed whence that affectionate spirit had winged its flight. The whole scene — the sound of the auctioneer's hammer, which Mrs. Sunwell in her delirium, had mistaken for the closing of her old master'*s coffin — the unfeeling visiters — the hard-hearted steward — the poor people's sorrow — all flashed across Laura's mind, and depressed her spirit : she almost forgot that poor Helen stood weeping there. 332 A GOOD MATCH. " Dear Mrs. Sunwtll ! " exclaimed Helen, as she thought of all her various acts of kind- ness, how she had palliated her faults, and often, at the expense of veracity, screened her from punishment when she had been guilty of any childish misdemeanour. And then came the bitter conviction of her own ungrateful forgetfulness ; she had suffered her to die, perhaps, from a broken heart. " Oh Laura ! you were with her ; did she curse me, did " " No, her last words invoked blessings upon your head." " Alas ! this is still worse ; oh, how far beyond my deserts have I been loved ! — you say the people suffered more from the thought that I, unworthy I, had forgotten them, than from their misfortunes. I never can forgive myself — never be happy again." " Dearest Helen, do not give way to this pas- sionate grief. Remember the gracious Saviour will accept — he has accepted — your repentance. You have long suffered from remorse, you A GOOD MATCH. 833 have deplored your sin and thoughtlessness, you have done all in your power to repair the mischief; do not, therefore, now despond, but pray to be strengthened in the right path which you have at last chosen. Come, dearest, this is enough of trial : if you have erred, you have suffered bitterly, and learnt that there is no peace, no happiness, but in the paths of religion, no merits but those of our Saviour, no real satisfaction but in endeavour- ing to follow in his steps. All this you have deeply learnt, and I trust will never live to forget !" SS4! A GOOD MATCH. CHAPTER XXII. There are a thousand joyous things in life, Which pass unheeded in a life of joy till breezy sorrow comes To ruffle it ; and daily duties paid Hardly at first, at length will bring repose To the sad mind that studies to perform them. Talfourd, Lord Nightingford's anxiety about his ex- pected heir tended to increase his affection for Helen, and great was his rejoicing at the birth of a son. He now seemed to take far less pleasure in the vain and hollow pursuits of his former life, and all his interest was cen- tered in his idolized child. And yet this anxiety to have an heir had been first caused by feelings of pride and vanity — by the wish to transmit his titles and A GOOD MATCH. 335 honours to his posterity. This was gratified by the appearance of his son, and he uncon- sciously learned to love for its own sake the beautiful infant. Since the days of his own early youth, when he knew a tender mother's care, this was the first time Lord Nightingford had really loved any one. It may be easily imagined that the little Lord St. Justin was spoilt. Even before he could speak, he domineered over the whole establishment at Royston ; and if any dared to thwart his slightest wish. Lord Nightingford visited them with his utmost displeasure. Even Helen was sharply repri- manded if she did not indulge the little lord in everything ; and poor Laura, who one day ventured to hint the danger of such unbound- ed indulgence, was in disgrace for a fort- night. " Such folly," Lord Nightingford would say ; "it is so foolish to judge of my child by others, those of poor people ; to talk of trials in after-life, and all that sort of nonsense. 336 A GOOD MATCH. What is to hinder him from always having his wishes gratified ? Have we not an ample fortune to leave ? which will soon be almost doubled for him by our altered mode of liv- ing. He will have a clear fifty thousand a- year ; and I should like to know what that would not procure ?"" Helen felt some vague misgivings that even the fifty thousand a-year would not entirely suffice to realize every wish, or insure unin- terrupted happiness ; but she idolized the child herself, and was delighted to see her husband so entirely engrossed by it, as in a great measure to be withdrawn from his former heartless manner of life, that she was fearful of doing anything that might annoy or vex him. She prayed, however, fervently to God that all this indulgence might not injure her darling boy. At length the object of so much unwise af- fection was taken dangerously ill of a fever. The child was so little accustomed to be con- tradicted that he could not be induced to take A GOOD MATCH. 337 the medicines prescribed, and so unused to any kind of restraint that he could scarcely be kept in bed. Lord Nightingford himself attended him night and day, with the utmost solicitude, yet he did not for a moment doubt of his recovery. He felt that it was impos- sible " such a child could die." God would surely not take away the little being which, he was now conscious, had been the means of winning him from frivolous and unworthy courses. With such thoughts as these Lord Night- ingford sought to stifle his anxiety, and to persuade himself that all would be well, even when he saw that Helen feared the child would not recover. Helen did fear, for she had felt and suffered far more than her husband had done. She had the consciousness of having loved her child, even as she had long loved her hus- band, to the exclusion of other affections, and to the forgetfulness of many duties. A secret voice within told her she was guilty VOL. I. Q S38 A GOOD MATCH. Still, — that she loved the creature more than the Creator; and she trembled lest God in his anger should punish her again. At the risk of infection for her own children, Laura came to try to support and console the unhappy parents. A universal gloom over- spread the house ; for the child's recovery was pronounced hopeless. Lord Nightingford was at length seriously alarmed. Every one stepped on tip-toe, and conversed in whispers, dread- ing the anger of their excited master. As for poor old Mrs. Newlan, she almost lost her reason. After two long years of suf- fering, she had of late basked in the sunshine of prosperity, and centered all her affection on the child of her own dear Helen. " It was," she exclaimed in the bitterness of woe, " the finest boy as ever was seen, the dearest babe she ever had nursed. 'Twas all the fault o' them nasty gipsies; \ was they who brought the fever into the neighbourhood." Her words reached the ears of the distract- ed Lord Nightingford. In his fury he vowed A GOOD MATCH. 339 vengeance against the whole race of gipsies — none cf that accursed tribe should ever enter the place again ; — the murderers of his child ! But anger and reproaches, and tears and prayers, were alike unavailing. The object of so many proud hopes was visibly approach- ing the last extremity. The haughty earl tore his hair ; he tried to pray : with strange and unwonted humility, he threw himself at the feet of Rookmore and Laura, and implored them in despairing accents to intercede for him, to entreat their God for the life of the now senseless child. A night of agonizing suspense passed slowly away, and the grey morning faintly dawned upon the now despairing parents. Every mi- nute of that dreadful night seemed a year to the distracted father ; and had they indeed been years of suffering and trial, they could scarcely have effected a greater change on his proud heart than that single night produced. But the petition so earnestly and humbly 340 A GOOD MATCH. offered u}3 in this first season of sorrow and bitter contrition was not granted. A bright summer sun had just risen to gild with its cheering rays the face of rejoicing nature, when the little Lord St. Justin expired. - The father's agony was at first terrific ; poor Helen felt not less sorrow, but her affec- tionate heart was somewhat diverted from its own grief by alarm on her husband's account; she dreaded lest he should lose his reason. Now was the time for Rookmore and Laura to use their most strenuous exertions to con- sole the mourners, and endeavour to improve this trial to their advantage. For days and weeks they were constantly at Royston, and their society became so necessary to Lord Night- ingford, that he could not bear them to be ab- sent from him. Their prayers and efforts were gradually successful ; and Helen, after all her sufferings, had at length the delight to find in Lord Night- ingford the more than lover of her youth, — the Edward Melville of other days, now A GOOD MATCH. 341 softened and improved by affliction, and ele- vated by the purifying spirit of religion. Little more remains to be told. Mrs. Gifford, to whose influence Rookmore after- wards discovered he was indebted for the living, purchased Baynton Hall, where she lived, some years enjoying the society of the rector and his wife, and improving in bene- volence and happiness. She breathed her last in the arms of Laura, full of peace and hope. On opening her will, it was found that she had left her whole fortune, including Baynton Hall, to the rector's eldest son, — that darling child which had been born at D in the midst of all their misery. Some time before this event took place, Helen had given birth to another son. But this Lord St. Justin was not spoilt as the former one had been ; and several other chil- dren afterwards made their appearance to share with him his parents' fondness. The last news I heard from Baynton was, that a marriage is confidently talked of be- 343 A GOOD MATCH. tween the youthful heir of the Hall and Lady Helen Melville, Lord Nightingford's eldest daughter. The people of the village, and old Daniel above all, gossip over the probability of this event with no small glee : nothing would de- light them so much as to see the grand-daugh- ter of their late beloved master in possession of the old place. 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