4 V THE UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS LIBRARY B REMOTE STORAG! , I ( -..A A > ADOLPHTJS F. MONROE. "When I am gone, take me to Kentucky take me from here, and bury me upon one of the islands above Falmouth, 'St. Helena,' or 'Lovers' Retreat.' Inclose it aa I have directed ; plant a weeping- willow at my head, and a cedar at my feet." THE LIFE AND WRITINGS or ADOLPHUS F.MONROE, WHO WAS HUNG BY A BLOOD-THIRSTY MOB I N CHARLESTON, ILL ON THE 15 DAT OF FEBRUARY, 1856, FOR KILLING HIS FATHER-IN-LAW, NATHAN ELLINGTON, ESQ., In. Sl"-I>":n.jse. CINCINNATI: PRINTED FOR THE PUBLISHER. 1857. Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1857, by N. B. ACLICK, in the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the United States, for the District of Kentucky. THE LIFE AND WRITINGS V V- ADOLPHUS F. MONROE. ADOLPHUS FERDINAND MONROE, the subject of this memoir, was born in the town of Falmouth, the county-seat of Pendleton County, Kentucky, on the 6th day of November, 1827. His pa- rents were Jeremiah and Maria Monroe, who, though in very moderate circumstances, always maintained a position of high respectability. The former dying, at a very early period in the life of the son, whose history we are about very briefly to narrate, jO he was left in the care of that mother for whom his affection seems 1* never to have been diminished, and upon whose prayers alone he ^ might lean in the absence of the temporal advantages of wealth ^ and position. She^as not unworthy the trust which devolved -w- upon her, and, with the unselfish affection and high resolve of a ^3 woman's nature, Main and South Licking Rivers, and surrounded by scenery which it would delight the poet to describe or the painter to sketch. It has its history too ; and the more ancient of the village ~y. gossips delight, of winter evenings, by the roaring fireside, to re- *) count, to their more youthful auditors, the stories of Indian depre- % dations in the neighborhood, and of attacks upon the town itself IFE AND WRITINGS OF the unseen shores of that Great Beyond that dread unknown, that awful world of the solemn hereafter, fully satisfied and believ- ing that Ms shade, who has gone before, freed from the frailties of human nature and the vail which darkens mortal eyes, will there read my heart aright and be among the first to meet and extend to me the hand of welcome in the spiritlaud ! " You have rendered your verdict which posterity and heaven shall sit upon and reverse. But from an earthly court and an earthly tribunal, I appeal to that court and that tribunal before which we all must one day appear ; and I summon you now to meet me there, and answer each and all of you for this foul deed of murder and wrong ! Before Him who sees the sparrow fall, who numbers our hairs upon our heads ; before the Great Searcher of human hearts and souls, we'll meet again ! To that tribunal I now appeal to that tribunal, I am now going. That court must soon pass upon my heart and deeds. But there, with God for my judge, Christ for my advocate, and angels for my jurors, I have nought to fear!" Amazement must take possession of the mind of every reader, when one by one the circumstances of this extraordinary affair are developed. From the very beginning there seems to have been a determination on the part of those who in the end participated in the horrid tragedy about to be described, that neither the acquittal of a jury nor the executive clemency should save the prisoner from the bloody doom to which they intend to consign him. He was not allowed to be present at the court of inquiry by which he was formally committed to jail to await his trial. When restive at the confinement to which he was subject, and asserting that no jury could convict him of a capital offense, he asked a court to be called that he might have a fair and impartial hearing, it was announced to him in the most unmistakable manner that the mob had deter- mined that he should not have a change of venue and that he should not be acquitted ; that if he succeeded in procuring either he should be instantaneously murdered. When the court met it was filled with an excited and infuriated populace. Ropes, more than one, had been prepared with which to hang him, provided his application for a change of venue should prove successful. ADOLFHUS F. MONROE. 57 Overawed by the display and threats of this determination, what could he, single and a prisoner, do against the crowd that stood around him? He was compelled to submit and to suffer himself to go through with the form of a trial which he new must result in his conviction, rather than on the spot to be hanged by the mob. "We have seen how this trial began, proceeded, and how it has now concluded in a sentence of death against him. Few situ- ations are entirely without hope. There opened up to him but two prospects of escape from his unhappy situation. These were, on the one hand, that the supreme court of the State might reverse the sentence for irregularity in the proceedings and order a new trial of his case ; or, if that should fail, that the Governor of the State, upon a proper representation of the facts, could scarcely refuse to pardon him, or, at least, delay the execution of the sen- tence affording him thereby an opportunity more effectually to make some shift to relieve himself entirely. The first hope soon failed him, for on an application to the su- preme court to reverse the sentence of the inferior one by which he had been tried, it was refused. The last hope was now in an application to the Governor. It was made by the two persons who of all the inhabitants of earth were fittest to present it the prisoner's mother and his wife. The one, upon whose bosom he had slept in his innocent child- hood ; and the other, who had folded him to her heart in the first warm gush of womanhood, with the fond devotion of a young and loving wife. The one pleaded for the son whom she had hoped would be her staff in her declining years for whom she had offered a thousand petitions, and whom, in the midst of his dark- ness, she loved more fondly than ever ; and the other interceded for the father of her child and the husband of her woman's heart. Unmindful of the fact that all her kindred were arrayed against, her, and that he for whose pardon she implored had been convicted of the murder of her own father, she left nothing undone in behalf of her husband and applied herself to his cause with unswerving devotion. The darkest picture has some ray of light, and often, in the darkest night, some bright star appears to tinge with silver the edges of the cloud through which it breaks. How beautiful ! how worthy of all admiration appears the devotion of this young 58 LIFE AND WRITINGS OF and devoted woman ! Her love for her husband burns as brightly as burns the lamp, which in some countries is lighted by love and watched by memory above the tombs of departed friends ! A respite was granted by the Governor who extended the time of the execution from the 15th of February until the 15th of May. No sooner had intelligence of this action on the part of the Gov- ernor reached Charleston, than the community was thrown into the wildest excitement. Threats were loud and furious. To an observing man it was very apparent that the clemency of the highest officer of the State found no response in the hearts of the excited populace, and that the days of the prisoner were not only numbered but that the number was fewer than those allowed by the respite. The end of this fearful affair was discribed, bv the messenger ' / O who was dispatched to Charleston with the respite, in a letter to the Missouri Republican. Coming as it does from an individual wholly impartial, it is supposed to be entirely worthy of credit and is given in the writer's own language. The time referred to in the first line being the 14th of February, 1856. " About six o'clock crowds began coming in ; about four hun- dred came in on the evening train, and about one thousand persons in all were present. It was rumored that the prisoner would be taken out that night and hung, but such was not the case. "At an early hour next morning, Friday the 15th, the day upon which Monroe was sentenced to be hung, crowds of people were seen coming into Charleston in wagons, sleds, and by every means of conveyance. In these crowds were women and children, who were coming ' to see the fun,' as they said. " At about 11 o'clock, it was estimated that four or five thou- sand persons were present and assembled in and around the square. At about 10 o'clock, I saw the crowd moving toward the court-house, in the center of the square, where I learned that speeches were to be made, and being desirous of hearing what was said, I passed up and stood close to the stand to be occupied by the speaker. "A man named Cunningham, who it is understood is the ring- leader of the mob, and who could control it as he desired, first mounted the stand and spoke as follows: ADOLPHUS F. MONEOE. 59 " 'Fellow-citizens : I appear here as a friend of Ellington, and to inform you that a respite has been granted by the Governor, postponing the execution till the 15th of May. I have always had respect for the law. I have consulted with some of old Nathan's friends, and many of the citizens of Cole, upon the subject of obeying the respite, and have come to the conclusion, upon reflec- tion, to postpone the execution, until the time fixed upon by his Excellency, upon the condition that the sheriff, who now stands upon my left, will chain the prisoner down, and pledge himself to be responsible for his safe keeping until the day fixed on by the Governor for his execution, and that he shall be executed on that day, notwithstanding his Excellency the Governor. (Loud and long cheering.) I want the Governor to understand that we, the people of Coles county, are competent to attend to our own affairs, without his interference, and that we are determined he shall not do as he previously did in a case above here. (Enthu- siastic cheering.) I now move that we prepare resolutions and get up a petition, the first giving our consent to the time fixed upon by the Governor for his execution, and the second for the purpose of contradicting the many misrepresentations and false- hoods which have been sent to the Governor, upon which said misrepresentations and falsehoods he granted the respite and to request him to SHORTEN the time for hanging. " ' Gentlemen, these are my views, and what I am willing to submit to notwithstanding my intimate connection with the de- ceased, upon the ground that the sheriff will pledge himself as a man, and as sheriff of Coles county, to iron the prisoner, and that he shall be executed on that day. (The sheriff, standing near him, responded that he would.) " 'Gentlemen, in saying what I have, I speak the sentiments of some of old Nathan's friends with whom I have conversed to- day, but only a part of them? " After the speech of Cunningham, a man named McNary was called upon who said, speaking of the prisoner, 'Take him out, G d d-n him ; take him out and hang him !' After the speeches of the above named men and others, the court-house bell commenced ringing, which seemed to be a signal for an attack on the jail. The mob, inflamed and excited by the 60 LIFE AND WETTINGS OF speeches they had heard, rushed en masse to the jail-yard, where, yelling like demons let loose from the infernal region, they began to make an attack on the north side of the jail. Some ten or fifteen minutes after they had commenced the attack, the sheriff made his appearance and addressed the mob for about two minutes, com- manding them to desist, but made no appeal to the spectators to assist him in enforcing the law. The sheriff then disappeared, and made no further effort either to resist the mob or to protect the v> prisoner. " The mob were about two hours in making a breach in the wall of the jail. I think not more than ten or twelve men did the actual work, but they were encouraged by a large portion of the crowd, who used every means to keep up the excitement. During all this time were heard the sounds of fife and drum amid the de- moniac yells of the multitude. " Several men who were placed in jail as a guard stood in the open windows with guns in hand, and called upon the crowd to assist in the work and to take the prisoner out and hang him. Some of these men were placed there by the sheriff. The others were placed there by other parties for the purpose of watching the movements of the prisoner and preventing any escape. One man displayed out of the window a portrait of Monroe's wife the daughter of Ellington and called upon the crowd in a vehement manner to behold the daughter of the father the prisoner had murdered. It is proper here to state that Monroe's wife has always sustained him in this dreadful affair. " At times during the attack upon the jail, the excitement of the mob would die away, and I have no doubt that had the sheriff, or any other prominent citizen, made the effort, he might have suc- ceeded in quelling the excitement and restoring order. " I wish here to give the names of a few of those most promi- nent in doing the work. Wm. Hart, grocery keeper, of Charles- ton, principal actor in breaking the jail. This man worked at times with an ax, sledge-hammer, crowbar, etc., and when he would be exhausted he would call upon the crowd to come up and assist him in taking vengeance. Solomon Corsel, said to be a resident of Clark county, and Thomas and John Epperson were said also to be the names of some of the workers. The name of ADOLPHUS F. MONROE. 61 the man who displayed the portrait is Dennis Bell. The names of many others of the active participants it is said are known. " When the breach was made large enough, the prisoner was dragged through, badly bruised and insensible amid the deafening shouts of* the mob, who immediately moved with him toward the square, the fife and the drum in the mean time sounding. The crowd pressed around and it would have been impossible to know the position of the prisoner, had it not been designated by one who carried a long staff. "The mob then proceeded to the public square, with the inten- tion of there hanging the prisoner, and thus completing the hellish transaction ; but about this time I noticed a prominent citizen edge his way through the crowd with the intention, as I supposed, of addressing the mob, but in this I was disappointed. However the mass commenced moving toward the square, and the cry im- mediately arose, 'To the woods ! to the woods !' "Immediately the mass moved with the prisoner to the woods. After proceeding about half a mile southwest of the square an- other halt was made, and those most active pressed the crowd back and succeeded in making a ring in which some six or seven held the prisoner. In the middle of the ring was a tree against which a ladder was placed, on which a man ascended with an ax, with which he trimmed off the smaller branches. The rope \vas now made fast to the tree, and all things appeared ready for the black- est outrage which has at any time been perpetrated by any people, much less those who have claims to civilization. " During all the time the prisoner appeared insensible of what was going on, being unable to sustain himself alone. He ap- peared like a man who had taken poisonous drugs which had taken effect upon him. He did not seem to heed the crowd, but would occasionally laugh in a wild and insane manner. " All being now prepared for the execution of their purpose, the mob seem for the first time to reflect upon what they were about to do. All was silent, yet no one dared to assert the right of the prisoner and the supremacy of the law: could such an one have been found the dreadful end might have been avoided. " Again the cry was raised, ' Take him back to jail !' ' Will you hang a dead man ?' but some demon's voice was heard saying. 62 LIFE AND WRITINGS OF ' You G d d-n cowards ! are you afraid to hang him after bring- ing him here ?' The prisoner was now placed in a wagon under the rope, and again the mob hesitated. It seemed that no one could be found blood-thirsty enough to adjust the rope to his neck. Finally, a tool in the hands of others by the name of Thomas Fleming placed the rope around the prisoner's neck while others held him up. The wagon was pulled away and the awful deed accomplished, the victim as he hung not making the least struggle. "Sickened and disgusted with the scene, I retired, and by the next train left the town. I heard, on my return from Terre Haute, that the body was taken down by the mob who had not yet satiated their brutal vengeance and carried in a wagon twice round the public square of the town as in triumph of their disgraceful deed. Upon the appeal of the sister of Monroe his body was surrendered to his friends for burial. " Thus ended one of the most hellish outrages that ever dis- graced Illinois. May its history never be marked by another. " In addition to the above, we will add, that it can be proved by two or more respectable citizens of Edgar county, as we are informed, that previous to the trial of Monroe a man stated that he wanted to get upon the jury for the purpose of hanging the scoundrel (meaning Monroe) ; and it can also be proven that the same man was on the jury ! It can also be proven that two, or one, in particular, of the witnesses for the prosecution are men of doubtful character, being professional blacklegs. " It is not our present purpose to inquire whether Monroe had the full benefit of the law whether he had a fair trial but it is our purpose to inquire where were the men the prominent and influential men of Coles county, that they should let such a damn- able outrage blacken not only the town of Charleston, not only Coles county, but cast a stain upon our whole State? " "Where was the sheriff of Coles county, that he should not do his duty and uphold the sanctity of the law ! that he should let a mob murder a man in the broad light of day in this free and com- mon country, without making scarcely the slightest resistance, without calling upon the law-abiding people to assist him, when his call would have been responded to by numbers ? " We confess that in all the annals of barbaritv and crime we ADOLPHUS F. MONROE. 63 have never known of, never read of such inhuman brutality as has recently been perpetrated in the hitherto fair county of Coles." No comment upon this unvarnished narrative is necessary. The wild excitement of the mob added to and supported by the sound of martial music ; the inflammatory speeches of the mob orators, who, while pretending to allay, really sought to increase the mad- ness and ferocity of the crowd ; the display of Mrs. Monroe's por- trait from the prison window ; the wild hurrah with which the brutal industry of the assailants of the jail was kept alive and with which their successful attempt was hailed ; the timidity, to say the least of it, of the sheriff; the shrinking even of that crowd of blood-thirsty men at the thought of the murder they were about to commit ; their wavering and hesitation ; the prisoner's helplessness ; his frantic appearance, and loud insane laugh ; the final and fearful exclamation of that human fiend who called for his execution ; the murdered man exhausted, fainting, and senseless before tho knot was tied, and then dying without a struggle ; and then the horrible and savage delight with which his lacerated body was dragged about the public square what need is there to dwell upon such sights as these ? Already is the mind of the reader amazed that such a thing could be perpetrated in the midst of civilized life, in this age of the world, and at the recital his heart has sickened and his blood run fiercely through its channels. He is now beyond the reach of human power. His soul has returned to Him who gave it with its sins, we hope, in a great measure expiated by the cruel ordeal by which it was released. As in life he had retained through all variations of his checkered fortunes the love of his wife and mother and of his sister and her husband, so they were not unmindful of him in his death. With broken hearts they took charge of his remains after the mob had expended its fury upon them and bore them back to Kentucky. There, amid the places which were so dear to him in youth, his ashes await the general resurrection. Near the shores of the beau- tiful stream which ever murmured in his ear when far away from it, in a resting-place decorated in accordance with his own request, he sleeps the sleep that knows no waking ! 64: LIFE AND WHITINGS OF MY PKESENT POSITION AND ITS CAUSES. ON the 12th of December, 1853, I was married to Miss Nannie Ellington, much against the will of her mother, who was so bit- terly opposed to our union that she threatened to turn her daugh- ter out of doors, if I ever came there to see her ; so, of course, I never visited the house. Her only cause of opposition and hatred of rne was her inveterate dislike of all the Monroe family, and no fault of mine ; and, strange as it may appear, I did not even know her, and never saw her in my life, until I was introduced to her by Nannie, to ask her consent to our marriage ; which she ungraciously gave, for she could not help herself. Nannie was determined, and her father willing, but she never forgave me, and seemed determined, from the first, to produce a separation between my wife and myself, for which end she labored unceasingly abus- ing me continually, and begging Nannie to leave me, which, though she failed to effect it, has at length ended in the present unfortunate affair. May God forgive her ! Ellington himself was a good man, and meant to do right; and, but for her baneful influence, was my friend, and would have treated me well ; but, misled by her and others, he became preju- diced against me abused me and my mother very often in dis- gusting terms, until, finally, on the 19th day of October last (1855), lie gave me the lie, and struck me ; choking me back upon the counter ; when I fired upon him striking him upon the top of the head, but wounding him very slightly. He then threw me upon the floor upon my face, all the while beating, gouging, and choking me. He was a very large and stout man, able to handle three or four men of my physical strength. I called upon the crowd, several times, " to take him off," which they did not do, and which he refused to let them do. I then, as my last resource, to save my eyes, and to prevent being choked to death, shot him again, which resulted in his death on October 27th, eight days afterward. Had not John Eastin called out to Ellington to "stamp him to death, d-n him," after I had told the crowd to take him off, and had not Ellington refused to be taken off, I ADOLPHUS F. MONROE. 65 should not have shot the second time. I was arrested, and confined here in prison. My wife was then forced to go to Ellington's for a home, as I could no longer protect her, and she is now there, almost as unhappily situated as myself, for she is abused and mis- treated by her mother and her family, and not allowed to have any correspondence with me, on pain of being turned out of doors ; and, by her father's will, she is not an heir, unless she consents never to see me again, and gets a divorce from me. Her only resource is to accept a home there on any terms, as I am no longer able to provide her one or protect her ; but she defies them to force her to speak ill of me, to desert me, or suffer them to speak of a divorce. My God ! I feel her sorrows more than I do my own ! May good angels protect, and God forever bless thee, my noble,, noble, wife ! COPY OF A LETTEK WRITTEN BY MONROE TO HIS WIFE, DATED NOVEMBER 12, 1855. Nannie : Dear Nannie, my sweet, my noble wife, what mis- fortunes have come upon us ; what a cruel fate is ours, rudely torn asunder in the midst of joy and happiness, peace and love. (Alas! we loved too well for this world too well to last!) Oh, why should this sorrow have come upon us, at such a time, too, when we were and could have been so happy together ; when you had just proved your love to be as deep and devoted as my own ; when you had just proved your love and truth by clinging to me, even when discarded and disowned by your relations for so doing. I never knew how happy I was until then, Nannie, for I never knew before how much you loved me. I never knew how inex- pressibly dear you were to me, until I thought I had lost you ; nor can you ever know, until you know it in a better world than this, how well I have loved you, how well I love you now. You are all the world to me ; without you and my child, without you and your love, I do not wish* to live. Oh! Nannie, when I have seemed cold and harsh to you, it was only because I thought you 66 LIFE AJSTD WRITINGS OF ought to have had more confidence in me, and loved me better than all the rest of the world. If you had resented it when your friends insulted and abused me, I never would have doubted you, but loved you all the better for it. It wounded me to think you would allow them to persuade you to leave me. It wounded me to the soul, and steeled my heart to hide all its love and tenderness for you, though my proud heart was breaking then to own all my love, and to know that you loved me as well. Oh ! Nannie, had your relatives ever treated me kindly, even as a friend ; if I had been welcome even in their house ; if they had shown but common politeness toward me, I could have loved them for your sake, and all would have been well now ; but, alas ! why I know not they hated me from the first. You can bear me witness, Nannie, that I never mistreated any of them, or gave them cause to abuse me. Oh ! if your father and mother had come to me with kindness, I would have done any thing on earth to please them, granted any thing they asked, and done as they wished, to serve or please them. If they had not said so much about their wealth, Nannie, and my crime of being poor, but proud and independent ; if they had done their duty to you as their daughter, and treated me well, at least, for your sake ; then there would not have been any trouble, your father would now be alive, and we living happily together. Do not think I will justify my relations, Nannie, for they, too, have been to blame ; we have all, no doubt, been more or less to blame. I have been too proud and unbending, but you can not blame me, Nannie, for refusing to let them give me any thing, after all they said about me ; not only charging me with having married you for their money, but, also, with being a spendthrift and a drunk- ard ; and after thier begging you to leave me, oh ! why should they thus have sought, not only to make my home unhappy, but, you, too, miserable? Was this the province, the love and duty of parents ? I know you do not and can not blame me, and if I had acted otherwise you could not have respected me ; neither do I blame your father as much as I do others. I never thought he meant to do wrong bat, alas ! your mother and the town tattlers completely poisoned his mind against me, and when you hear all, you will not blame me, Nannie, for his death. As God is my Judge, /did not bring on this sorrow. I wished to avoid it, but ADOLPHUS F. MONROE. 69 could not. I was forced into it, and acted only in self-defense to the last. I am unfortunate, but not criminal ; unhappy, but guilty of no crime but that the laws of God and man allow. No human being can regret the sad termination of this affair more than I do. It has surely brought more misery upon me and mine than any one else. It has torn me from my wife and child whom I loved better than life itself, and cast me into prison, where I may have to stay until spring, if I do not die before of cold and exposure. Oh ! Nannie, you can not imagine what a lamp it is, lighting up the gloomy darkness of this dungeon, the thought that, though unfor- tunate and suffering here, you are you will be true to me still ! Now is the time, Nannie, in adversity, and trial, and trouble, for a wife to prove her love and devotion, and nobly, my sweet wife, have you stood the test ! May you be happy, Nannie ; may you find others to love you half as well as I have done, and ever shall. I want to see you and my child again. Surely your mother can not prevent your coming to see me. Come, and let me know what you intend to do, and what you wish. May God forever bless you and my child. I will try and bear this sorrow for your sakes. Farewell, until I see you again. May all good angels comfort you. Your unfortunate, but devoted husband, A. F. MONKOE. MY DESTINY. " L'HOMME PROPOSE, ET DIEU DISPOSE." Napoleon and Byron, two of the most gifted but unfortunate men on earth, both believed in destiny, and both met a sad, strange fate. Napoleon was the " child of destiny," and Byron the " sensitive plant" of misfortune. I do not quote their examples and sorrows to compare them with my own, but merely as a proof that all, both great and small, high and low, rich and poor, master and slave, king and subject, priest and laity, must sub- mit, alike to fate, whose stern and irrevocable decrees, whether for good or evil, surround, embrace, and encircle all, governing 70 LIFE AND WRITINGS OF and controlling our lives and actions, from the cradle to the grave. My own life has been a curious, " a shifting scene," composed of good and evil, smiles and tears ; always succeeding, and always failing, too. My life has been of extremes. My hopes and fears, thoughts and feelings, loves and hates, have always been in extreme. My whole life, my fate is but an extreme one way or other. I think, feel, act, and suffer in the extreme. Why this is I know not, I only know the fact, but can not change my nature. My good and ill luck in life, my fortunes and misfortunes, have been a succession of extremes ; first extremely happy, and then extremely miserable : one hour success, and hope and joy ; the next, doubt, despair and ruin. Now all this, from every thing I can see, I take to be FATE. My whole life has been what seems an accident a succession of circumstances and accidents, call them what you will, have made me what I am, deciding all I have been, and may be hereafter, for " the end is not yet," and my fate is not quite, though so nearly fulfilled. SOLITUDE AND KEFLECTIONS. Alone, here, shut up from the world, buried as it were in this living tomb, in silence and solitude, I have at length found time to look into my own heart and to know myself. Alas ! in this secret examination of my own soul, I find much to deplore, much to regret. Though deeply and bitterly wronged by my savage mother-in-law, Ellington himself and family, I have not been altogether blameless, myself. Ellington, I always thought and still think, was a good and true man, and would but for his wife, have done his duty to his daughter and to me. I think and believe he meant to do right, but was led to wrong his better nature by his wife and others. As to his wife, who has been the sole origin- ator and cause of all this trouble and affliction, I have but little to say, for words are vain and inadequate to express the foul de- formity of a being so lost to humanity and heaven a blot upon ADOLPHUS F. MONROE. 71 her sex, and stain to the human race. Unnatural woman and un- natural mother, God and her own conscience will haunt her, wring her wretched heart, and sink her soul to perdition with speedy, sure and dreadful vengeance. Jim Ellington, with all the town tattlers, news-mongers, and busy-bodies, I leave to his own reward. I (though provoked beyond human endurance, and goaded beyond mortal forbearance with petty annoyances and galling insults, particularly bitter and wounding to my proud and sensitive soul, and warm, ardent, and passionate nature), am not altogether blameless myself. I was ever too impulsive and imprudent in my words and feelings. I never could be a fawning sycophant or hypocrite. Had I pos- sessed the power of cool and calculating worldly deceit and selfish- ness, or been less open and frank in my nature I had not now been here. Long before my marriage, I knew of the hatred and opposition of my wife's relations to me, but fondly, vainly hoped that time, and so close and dear a tie would soften their feelings to kindness, if not to love, for Nannie's sake ; and, for her sake, I should have borne more and longer than I did. I have been too hasty to resent the injuries and wrongs they heaped upon me ; I have been too proud and sensitive, too unbending and unforgiv- ing, too ready to resent and return an insult. By prudence and mildness, time and patience, I might have overcome their malice and hatred ; but, alas ! though easy to be led by kindness, I never could be driven. Nannie, though much to blame, was never intentionally so ; young and inexperienced, she was too easily led and influenced by others, though her very errors were but proofs of her love and devotion for me. Of a warm and ardent temper- ament, she loved me with all the fervor of her true and guileless heart, with a depth and tenderness of affection, and an undying devotion that few, very few men are blest with on this earth, even in the best of wives. Forgive me, Nannie, oh! forgive me, if I have sometimes seemed careless and indifferent to your fond and tender caresses. If I have sometimes seemed cold and harsh in my words and manner toward you, when troubled and oppressed with the trials and cares of business ; it sprang not from any want of love for you. Oh ! I was ever ready to share all my joys with you, but hid my sorrows in my own bosom, that I might not give 72 LIFE AND WRITINGS OF your gentle heart one useless pang. If I have not always s?town and expressed that tenderness and affection which thy fond and yearning heart exacted and required (women ever cherish and remember the little tokens of love and regard more than we are aware of), believe me, it was not because I did not know and feel your worth and truth, or prized your affection. Ah ! forgive me for any such apparent indifference. My heart was ever fond and true as yours, and I was proud of and happy in your love. Oh ! Nannie, I have been too much blessed in the possession of you and your love, I fear, to be sufficiently grateful to Heaven for all my happiness. "We never appreciate our greatest blessings as we should until they are taken from us. I never knew how happy I was in you and your love, or how much I loved you, until now when I am torn from the rich blessings of home, of wife and child, and all the fond endearments of mutual love and confidence. Oh! Nannie, my heart is wrung to think that you must suffer for my sake. May God grant to make you happy. December 3, 1855. FATE. WE are creatures of circumstances, though, to some extent, we are free agents, or seem so ; yet, " there is a destiny which shapes our ends, rough hew them as we will." " IShomme propose, et Dieu dispose" A thousand little circumstances over which we have no control, and of which we frequently have no knowledge, influence our actions and conduct, shape our thoughts and feel- ings, and affect our whole lives ; thus forcing us to meet, make, and fulfill our destiny. I have always been, more or less, a fatalist; made such by the strange singularity and fatality of my own life I will only speak of a few instances of my past life, since I first came to Illinois ; of my course and the circumstances that led to my present unfortunate position. By an accident, very trifling in itself, I first was induced to come to Charles town, Illinois. The morning after my arrival, before making myself known to my relatives, I repaired to the ADOLPHUS F. MOKKOE. 73 barber-shop, in company with a man named David Hamlin, whose acquaintance I then formed. While there, he exhibited to me a miniature of a young lady, his cousin, he said, which he had stolen from her, for mischief. I admired the picture very much, and remarked that I had seen the original, as the face looked very familiar to me ; but when he told me her name was Nannie El- lington, I knew she was a stranger ; yet, I warned him laugh- ingly, that if she was his " sweetheart," I was destined, I thought, to marry her myself; that she was the first lady I had seen in Charleston, and if I was half so well pleased with the rest of the town, I certainly would make it my home for life. One year from that time I had not met the original of the da- guerreotype, and I was about to leave the State again forever, when an accident happened, which forced me to prolong my stay another year : I most strangely got into a difficulty with a man by the name of Allen, and became entangled so in the meshes of the law, that I was compelled to stay a year more than I had anticipated. By accident I met and was introduced to the original of the daguerre- otype. I was much pleased with her, and she seemed so with me. She invited me to call and see her, which, for a long time I failed to do. She sent me word, repeatedly, that she would be pleased to have me call upon her. I finally went there, by accident, to a party. By accident, I went alone, and by accident I was left alone with her after the company had retired, and though with her but a few moments became aware that I loved her, and was beloved in return. By accident she first confessed her love, and I left her engaged to be married to her, and proud and ha^py of my good fortune. I met with many rivals, better known and wealthier and more fortunate in the good will of "the old folks," but, thanks be to the good faith and love of Nannie, I was the conqueror. We were married but against the will of Nannie's mother, and of all the town-tattlers, and match-makers. But, in spite of them all, we lived happy, regardless of their envy and malice, until another accident occurred with some of our friends (my wife and my re- lations), which caused her mother to rage a-fresh against me; to abuse me, and endeavor to effect a separation between myself and Nannie. By a succession of accidents to aid her malice, she at length brought about an inveterate hatred of her husband, family, 74 LIFE AND WRITINGS OF and friends against me, but without effect, upon ray wife, at least, though they nearly drove her to madness and me to desperation. By an accident, James Ellington and Byrd Monroe quarreled, and drew me into it. By an accident, I met Ellington, and we spoke of his son's quarrel, and he being excited, abused and attacked me ; when, in self-defense I shot him, from which he died. By accidents and misconceptions the whole affair was brought on, and, what seems stranger still, the night before the affair which resulted in Ellington's death, and my arrest and committal here, my wife dreamed that her father murdered me, and that he was dead himself; and I dreamed three times, that some one told me I was sleeping the last time with my wife ; and several expressed fears that something sad would happen that day, so much so that I promised Nannie to be on my guard, and to stay at home that day, but, by accident, I was called away, and met with an accident which has up to this time, and may forever prevent my return. These are a few of the accidents and circumstances which have produced all this past happiness and all this present misery. I have loved my wife as man seldom loves woman, and I have been blessed in her love beyond the common lot of man. We were very happy ; we are now as miserable. Whether it may be per- mitted by fate for us to ever be happy again together, I know not. I can only hope for the best, and leave our cause in the hands of heaven. December 3, 1855. MY JEWELS. I HAD a jewel a rich and noble jewel bright, brilliant, and beautiful, with a few slight spots upon its surface, which seemed but to increase rather than diminish its beauty and worth ; and I loved it with a miser's love. It was the joy of my heart, the light of my life, and the pride of my soul. It was my beacon-star of hope and love. Day by day I wore it on my bosom, proud of its sweet luster and beauty, and blessed in its untold worth ; and night by night I pressed it to my^heart, and kissed it o'er and o'er again, blessed, beyond expression, in every mutual caress, and ADOLPIIUS F. MONROE. 75 fond and tender glance of its soft, sweet, and love-lit eyes ; while its rosy cheeks were suffused with the bright blushes of modesty and love, and its ripe, red lips were glued to mine in long and lingering kisses of rapture and bliss. Oh ! I was never weary of loving and caressing my jewel, my own, my beautiful ! Upon its bosom there grew a pearl, a sweet and tiny gem ; bright and lovely as angel's eyes, and I was wild with the thrilling excess of love, and joy, and happiness. Alas! I fear I worshiped them more than I did my God, for soon, oh! how soon, were they torn from me by the cruel, envious hands of FATE. By the stern decree of destiny, in one day, in one hour, I lost my all, my gem and jewel, my fortune and my liberty. That jewel was my wife ; that gem was my child! Oh ! God, grant, in mercy grant, that they may once more be mine again. December 5, 1855. k ? ?;* J LIFE. .-]ft 'Mf-l - I SAW a youth wandering upon the shores of time; restless and weary h.e seemed, straying hither and thither, as if he sought to drown his soul's unrest in search of pleasure, or new and dan- gerous adventures. Sometimes he would suddenly start forward with rapid, hasty steps, as if in pursuit of a fair and fleeting form, which seemed fading forever in the dim distance far before him ; then pausing again, he would look back upon the path he had just traveled, back upon the past as if in sorrow and regret ; then turn, and with eager, anxious steps haste forward again, as if to catch the object of his vain pursuit, till wearied at length with disap- pointment and fatigue, he sank upon the earth, and gave vent to his sad complainings : "Oh ! why," he murmured, " are our hopes to be thus forever cheated ? Why should man be thus forever doomed to pursue the false and fleeting form and airy phantom of happiness, which ever eludes his grasp ? Oh ! that some good spirit would but teach me how to secure this prize, and set my weary soul at rest!" Immediately, as if at his invocation, three forms appeared. At 76 LIFE AND WRITINGS OF MB right hand stood a bright and glorious presence ; at his left a dark and shadowy outline of an evil, shrinking form ; in front an old man of venerable form and appearance. The latter gazed with pitying eye upon the restless, wearied youth, and thus ad- dressed him: " Alas ! my friend, it is not ours to give what thou requirest. We can but place the means before thee. It is the province of these spirits on thine either side to make or mar. They are the guardians of thy fate, the angels of thy destiny. The angel upon thy right of such celestial light and heavenly form, is thy guardian angel, who is ever by thy side to appeal to thy better nature, and to whisper sweet words of hope and truth within thine ear, ever coun- seling thee to thine own good. Listen, oh ! listen to that ' still, small voice.' 'T will lead thee to do good ; and to do good is to be happy. That upon thine left, that dim, and dark, and shadowy form, is thy evil spirit, who appeals to thy passions, to thy impa- tient desires and imaginings. Oh ! beware of the charms thou wilt meet in its siren voice and fatal power 1 Be wise, and learn, and know thyself. Be temperate and moderate in all things. Have forbearance and kindness for other's faults. Judge not par- tially. Consider thyself. Have ' Faith, and Hope, and Charity.' Govern thy passions. Love thy neighbor as thyself. Be slow to anger slow to resent and punish quick to forgive and forget, and thou wilt be happy and at length find that for which thou longeth, peace and rest. Peace is happiness, and rest is peace. The grave, too, is rest, but rest is also beyond the grave ; beyond time and death the boon of eternity." "When he had finished speaking, the old man's form vanished away into airy nothingness, and the seeker after happiness pursued his life-march, attended by his two angels. Oh ! how I longed to lay down my mortality and put on my immortality, and in the quietude of the grave forget my troubles and persecutions. When, oh! when shall my "weary spirit flee away and be at rest ?" How forcibly I can feel the Psalmist's wail : "I am sick at heart ; my soul is weak ; the flesh is strong, but now subdued." I am weary, weary of life and hope, of doubt and fear, and, oh ! how I long for death. ADOLPHDS F. MONROE. 77 A DARKER VIEW OF HUMAN NATURE. NANNIE, my wife, has herself caused, in a great measure, the unfortunate event so lately enacted, and to a great extent has brought on all these misfortunes. She from the first time I ever met her, loved me loved me well and truly, so much so that she first declared her passion ; and this devotion and excess of love on her part first caused me to propose and resolve to make her mine. Willful and obstinate, warm and passionate, she braved her relatives' opposition, and loved me, I think, the better for it ; met me often, and, finally, married me against their will. She was ever fond and tender in her love for me, and like all of her dis- position, very exacting and requiring in the due and full return of her own warmth and tenderness. I was ever careless of out- side show, and though I loved Nannie with all my heart and soul, I fear I never was, at least not always, as considerate and careful to show it, or to return her own quick advances and warm endear- ments, as I should have been. My heart reproves me, now, for not noticing or returning her tender words and fond caresses, with which she met me ever, even when absent only an hour. Often, when oppressed with business and care, and harassed by the malice of her own relations, I have went home to my meals unfit to notice or return the fondness of her welcome and the tenderness of her caresses ; and though my heart was sensible of and grate- ful for all, yet, I fear, I often seemed to her fond exacting heart, indifferent and cold. Before my marriage I was a sad rake, court- ing and engaging myself to every girl I met. This Nannie knew, and, after I told her all my follies, I was too confident and secure in her love and devotion to me, and of my own power, to be strictly just to her and myself. I knew her love and confidence in me so well, that I fear I sometimes abused both. There was one of my amorous engagements (the last, I believe, before my mar- riage, and of which I fully informed her, before and after we were married), in which I now believe I did wrong. I allude to my engagement to . After I was married, for a long time, I foolishly kept up my flirtation with ; and that, with my 78 LIFE AND WRITINGS OF frequent carelessness, coldness and indifference to Nannie, now makes me feel that I wronged, grossly wronged and outraged her trust in me. She would willingly have sacrificed family, friends, and all the endearing and hallowed associations that lingered around her childhood's home, and been more than compensated aye, per- fectly happy in my love. But I was goaded to madness by the treatment and insults I ever and continually received at the hands of the Ellingtons, and, finally, give way to my long pent feelings of indignation I began to return insult for insult. My poor Nan- nie, who had of late grown somewhat jealous and doubtful of my love, for which her sweet heart was always yearning and only re- quired, was, by these doiibts and yearnings, very uneasy and dis- satisfied, and often complained to them of my apparent coldness and indifference, and often complained to me of the treatment she experienced from her family (only seeking to find if I truly loved her). Encouraged by these things, her mother became bolder in her abuse of me, and openly begged Nannie to leave me. She came to my house quarreled with my mother ordered her, my mother, out of my own house and then came to my house again to beg Nannie to leave me ; accusing me of having married Nannie for her money / that she (Mrs. Ellington) had never liked me ; and that I was a spendthrift and a drunkard, and that if they ever gave me any thing I would spend it for whisky, etc., against all of which accusations my soul rose up in arms. I then ordered Mrs. Ellington and my own mother (oh ! God, for- give me for that last !) never to come to my house again, unless they could come in peace and kindness toward Nannie and I. Satisfied I was is in the right, I resolved and swore never to receive any thing from my wife's parents, since they had charged me with such baseness, and publicly declared they never would give Nan- nie any thing unless she would leave me. I then refused to let Nannie visit them, thinking it best and not right that she would desire to visit a house where I was abused so much, and not wel- comed to, even as a son-in-law, and maddened, too, to find that she did not resent their insults, as I thought she ought to do. Ellington about this time, refused to pay for a set of china which they had presented to Nannie when we were first married, and sent and took away a cow which had been given her, and treated me and my mother very harshly. He was led to act thus, no doubt, by his wife, and the many tattlers who were striving to in- crease the flame. I had always liked Nannie's father, and loved him, too, for he was a good man, deserving of any one's love ; but this last was too much, more than I could bear, and I became enraged, and made Nannie return all and every thing which they ADOLPHUS F. MONKOE. 79 had given her ; and then all was explained between us, and I verily believe we loved each other better, and were happier in each other's love, than if nothing had ever transpired to mar our peace. But, alas ! this peace and happiness were not to last. El- lington, driven on by his unnatural wife, still pursued me, till the difficulty which ended in his death and my imprisonment occurred, for all of which Mrs. Ellington must one day answer before God ! for, verily, but for her, and her hatred and insane abuse of me, all this sorrow had never been. I believe Ellington meant well, and would if left to himself, have done right ; but, driven on by his wife and a thousand busy tattlers, he abused me I resented he attacked me I defended myself, and his death and my incarcera- tion were the consequences. Oh ! let parents, by all these warn- ings and misfortunes, learn to use more charity and kindness toward their children, and never oppose, to such excess, their free and settled choice. How much, oh ! how much misery have such family jars and disturbances brought on, when all might have been peace and happiness ! But for this unjust hatred and abuse of me by Mrs. Ellington, Nannie and I would have been happy still, and Ellington alive. After my arrest and commitment, and Ellington's death, Nan- nie was left without a home or protector. By her father's will she was disinherited unless she procured a divorce from me. She was not suffered to stay in her mother's house, except upon condi- tion of never seeing me again. I was committed to jail, without bail, charged with murder, and the whole community excited against me, and nothing, apparently, to hope, but that I would be sent to the penitentiary. What could Nannie then do alone, friendless, and helpless, as she was with no home to go to? She was forced to accede to their wishes, and accept a home with them upon their own terms. [ In the following paper will be found Monroe's version of the killing of his father-in-law. The paper, as originally written, contains nothing valuable save what we have extracted. It is a letter to his wife, filled with requests, and expressions of endear- ment, and valuable only to her. He conceived it but a simple act of justice due to his wife that he should state the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth to her, in regard to the killing of her father. It is needless to state that the important features in the case, as stated below, are fully corroborated by the evidence deduced at the trial in which he was convicted. EDITOR.] 80 LIFE AND WRITINGS OF A STATEMENT OF FACTS. IN justice to myself, Nannie, as due to you, I feel called upon to narrate the true circumstances of this last sad affair. They are these : On the night of the 18th of October, Byrd Monroe came to me very much excited (having already sent Howlett to me), and re- quested me to go with him, as he had just had a difficulty with James Ellington, in which he (James E..) had said your father had given him (Byrd Monroe) and me the lie. I went with him, but in good humor. "We did not find your father, but he and Jim quarreled again ; in which I took no part, but laughed at them ; only at the last I told Jim that if his father or any one else gave me the lie, I would then tell them they lied. We parted, and I came home and narrated to you all that occurred, as you will re- member, and I also promised you I would not have a difficulty with any of them, if I could help it, unless I was attacked ; and that I only asked, as I had ever done, to let me alone. The next morning I met your father accidentally in the street, and the affair of the night before was mentioned. I told him that I had nothing to do with it, and that I had been sent for and dragged into it, and that Jim had said that Tie had accused me of lying. He then gave me the lie, and offered to strike me with his cane. I drew back, and told him not to strike me. He then proposed and in- sisted that I should accompany him to Byrd Monroe's. I went with him to the store, but Byrd was not there. I then asked him why he should blame me for all that others said ; that if, as he said, Byrd and John Monroe lied, let it be with him and them, and not blame me for all; that /had nothing to do with it that I knew and cared nothing about it, nor did I see any good reason why I should be dragged into it. He then said I had told forty lies, to which I, of course, gave the lie. He tlien struck me twice, and choked me back upon the counter, when I shot at him, the ball just grazing the temple. He then threw me on the floor and jumped upon me, choking, beating and gouging me. I called upon the crowd to take him off. John Eastin called out, " D n him, stamp him to death :" and he refused to be taken off, saying he wanted to kill me. What was I to do ? I could not submit to be beaten to death, or have my eyes gouged out ; and then, as my dernier resort, I fired again ; which shot, alas ! proved fatal. We were then separated, but too late. If John Eastin had not told him to kill me, and they had taken him off when I called upon them, all would have been well. But what else could I have done? He was a strong and powerful man; I was small and ADOLPHUS F. MONROE. 81 weak in physical strength. I did not wish to hurt him, nor would I have harmed a hair of his head, but to save myself. I acted in self-defense to the last. I always liked your father, and thought him one of the best men in the world, until he was misguided and prejudiced against me, and abused and insulted me ; and even then I did not censure him so much as I did others. It is not ne- cessary for me to speak of what has previously passed. That you already know, and how much I had to bear ; and if I did do wrong, 't was by returning defiance and contempt, insult and abuse, with prompt resentment. For your sake, I should have borne more ; but who is perfect ? As to the threats which I hear so much said about, I never made any more than you know, which was to de- fend myself if they attacked me, as I heard so often they intended to do. But I am here and can not help myself, and so, of course, many lies and much abuse will be heaped upon me. A REQUEST. NANNIE, I am no religious bigot, no canting hypocrite. I despise, heartily despise the hollow, disgusting mummeries of all the reverend fools, and the whole sanctimonious crew. I despise them all there's no religion in them ; but, still, Nannie, I am, or hope I am, a Christian my heart tells me I arn. God does not re- quire loud, open, public professions from the street corners and the house-tops, but daily, hourly love and worship, and pleasing to Him is the closet Christian. Long faces and prayers, hollow voices and sanctimonious airs, make up the sum of worldly reli- gion. But the true Christian believes in his heart, and worships in silence, practicing ' Faith, Hope, and Charity.' "Believe and you shall be saved." "Thou shalt be buried with me in baptism." " By the Holy Spirit and by water ye are born again." My request is, Nannie, that you will be baptised, and that by immersion. I do not ask you to join any church I do not care whether you do or not ; nor, if you do, which one, so you will be baptised, for I know you believe, is all I ask. I hope we shall meet again, in a better land. But, at least, there's no promise to those who do not believe, and are not baptised. This is a simple request, Nannie, and it may be simple in me to make it: yet, I hope, you will do what I ask be baptised by immersion. DOLPII. 82 LIFE AND WRITINGS OF LEAVING HOME. A LEAF FROM A YOUNG MAN 5 S DAIRY. ONE glorious evening, in November, 1851, 1 strolled away from the little town of , in the State of Kentucky. Passing through " Beech Grove," I spent an hour or more in tracing out the initials of the many names engraven upon the smooth bark of the majestic beech, seemingly of a century's growth, and towering to the skies. Oh ! if you are a lover of nature, of the sublime and beautiful, go seek its shades and spend an hour in rambling there, and deem yourself a happy man if you should chance to meet with the fair maid of "Beech Grove." Passing thence and taking my way along the clear, silvery Licking, I soon found myself seated upon a knoll in the center of a fairy little isle, not far from town. 'T was that loveliest of all lovely seasons, Indian Summer ; though somewhat sad and melancholy, I love it well. 'T is my favorite season. There is something so exquisitely sweet, so touch- ingly beautiful in it to me, like the sad sweet expression of sorrow upon the brow of youth, as if the spirit of summer was hovering over hill and dale and sighing o'er the stream and through the bowers, taking a last farewell of every tree and flower, and linger- ing long, as a bride lingers to take a last fond look at her many charms, ere she resigns them into the rude arms of the stem old winter. The air was soft, warm and balmy every gentle zephyr's breath that kissed my flushed cheek, or fanned my feverish brow, came laden with the fragrance of a thousand flowers. The golden eye of day was fast closing upon the scene ; his last bright glance lay lingering upon the hill and stream in softened radiance. The sky was clear, save one snowy cloud, mirrored like an isle of light in the blue unfathomable depth of Heaven, touched and tipped by the rays of the setting sun, with crimson and gold, till it looked like some bright seraph's car. All was calm and peaceful as an infant's dream ; not a sound disturbed the sweet and soothing influence of the scene, but the warbling of the birds in the trees, and the low, soft murmuring of the stream as its waves rolled in silver brightness at my feet. Just at this time, I was aroused from my revery by that strange and indiscribable feeling of restless uneasiness, by which the mind, without the aid of any of the senses, becomes aware of the pre- sence of another. Looking up, I observed a young man appa- rently some twenty -two or three years of age, walking slowly toward me, from the other extremity of the island. He was too deeply absorbed in his thoughts, apparently not of the most pleasant char ADOLPHU8 F. MONROE. 83 acter, to perceive ine. He advanced within a few feet of the knoll where I sat, and threw himself, with a deep sigh, at the foot of a large hawthorn tree. Strangely interested in spite of myself, I remained still and motionless, gazing upon his sad pale face and dejected air ; and thus became an unwilling listener to his meditations, which were uttered aloud in a sad and earnest tone of voice : " Here, in this lone little isle, cut off as it were and shut out from the world, I seat myself again, and perhaps for the last time, at the foot of this tree, to recall many former visits here, with a lovely companion, who had an eye to see, a heart to feel and a mind to appreciate all the magic beauty of this lone little spot. Oft, at evening, have I wandered here with my book and flute, to enjoy the cairn serenity of the scene, reading, musing and playing all my favorite airs, till wearied, I have laid them aside to listen to the more tuneful melody of nature's own sweet choir of feathered songsters in the grove ; and soothed into forgetfulness of the world and all its cares, I have fallen asleep, while visions, sweet as ever visited our first parents in the garden of Eden, hovered over me. "Here, the young and pleasure seeking folk of hold all their pleasant gatherings. Here, the first of May last, was as- sembled a joyous party of ' beautiful women and brave men,' and a fairer scene never met the eye or made the heart glad ; there were music and dancing, strolling and promenading, while some were reclining in listless repose upon the velvet-like sward ; there was the clear, ringing laugh of merry maidens, sweet as the echoes of a silver bugle ; there was some flirting, a little coquetting, and much down right courting, done that day ; there were whisper- ing and blushing, ogling of eyes and squeezing of hands, all sea- soned with the most delicate refreshments and generous wines. I never can forget that scene, so bright, so full of joy. If I should live on for ages, till the last day beams upon the world, 't would still recall some of the sweetest memories of life. But, oh! how changed is every thing here, now. The verdant bloom of spring has given place to the sear and faded leaf of au- tumn, that slowly, gently, and silently falls at my feet ; so pass away the generations of the sons of men. Oh ! where are all the freen trees and the clustering vines, and fragrant, bright hued owers those beautiful beds of blue-bells, violets, cowslips and water-lilies, so lately springing up on every side, filling the air with their perfume, waving gracefully in the breeze, and bowing, as if in mock civility, to their own fair images reflected in the bright waters beneath ? They are gone all gone. Even the pure limpid stream that went rippling by so gaily, and laughing in the' sun, seems sorrowing for its faded beauties, and goes moaning by 84 LIFE AND WKITINGS OF as if in grief- weeping for the sunny month and sky of May. Sit- ting here and pondering on the joys of that bright scene, I imagine I can almost hear the sound of their busy, tramping feet, and the familiar tones of tkeir merry voices, borne upon the gentle breeze, while I hold my breath and listen close, to catch the whispering tones, the low remark, and soft reply. " Here we spread the feast, and here sat two youthful forms, whose young hearts had just awakened to the first soft touch of loye ; and here upon this bright spot, so thickly carpeted with grass and flowers, we danced away the rosy hours. Methinks I can see them now those sylph-like forms gliding gracefully through the mazes of the dance. Here stood my dearest friend, besides his lovely partner, while, opposite, I stood by the side of her fair sister, just budding into womanhood, though still retaining all the sweet and artless grace and simplicity of the child which like the opening bud, is sweeter far than the full blown rose. Here, with speaking eyes, glowing cheeks and heaving bosom, I first vainly tried to tell my love. " But, why dwell upon the scenes ? 'T is past, and never more, perchance, will I see another so bright, or mingle again with so many of the early friends of my youth. But a few short months have passed away since then, and they all are gone, while I sit here in sadness and alone, and the unavailing tears steel down my cheeks, all unheeded, and the wailing wind bears away each heav- ing sigh of grief. Ah ! where are all of the fair forms and warm hearts and angel faces, that hallowed this spot, that day? They have all long since dispersed to their homes and avocations. Many a long and weary mile intervenes now, between hearts so closely united there in the bonds of friendship and love. Some have sought the busy haunts of the crowded metropolis some are at the bar some in the pulpit, and some, perchance, have sought, (as I am about to do) the distant West to build up a home in its wilds. This spot is sacred to me. It is hallowed by a thousand sweet associations of the past. Here I have wiled away many an hour in sweet converse and social intercourse with those I love. But alas ! in a little while a few hours at most I must leave my boyhood's home and all these scenes so clear, to see them again, perchance, no more forever. May we all meet again, a happier company, midst brighter scenes, in a better world than this ; and now, while pure thoughts and holy feelings come over me, let me kneel with full heart and streaming eyes, to pour out my soul in prayer." ****** An hour later, I stood upon the thronged wharf where hundreds were assembled to see the mighty vessel cut her way through the trackless water. On she came like a thing of evil, belching forth ADOLPHUS F. MONROE. 85 fire and sinoke, leaving a glittering sheet of foam in her wake, and rounding-to with a shrill scream that would seem startle the spirit of the dead. Then, for the first time, I observed a group gathered around the same youth, whose meditations I had overheard ; scores of old acquaintances and friends and youthful associates, were pressing eagerly forward to bid him farewell while one, a tall graceful looking girl, apart from the rest, stood timidly back, with clenched hands, pale face and tearful eyes, gazing fondly upon him. Hastily bidding them all farewell, and brushing the tears from his eyes, he wrung his mother's hand, kissed her pale cheek, dashed down the steep bank and sprang aboard. Then, stationing himself upon the hurricane deck, he took a last fond look upon all his heart held dear his boyhood home. With another shrill yell, warning all to get aboard, she glided swiftly away, and was soon lost to view behind a neighboring bend; bearing him on to his new home in the "far West," where we may, perchance, some time follow him in his future career. As the vessel passed out of sight, many a white handkerchief was waved from the shore, to that lone form, with many a heartfelt; wish of kindness and sympathy ; but the mother's eyes were raised to Heaven, and her lips moved as if in prayer ; her eyes were tearless, but a deep and settled agony was stamped upon her pale and care-worn features. Slowly, with bent form and tottering steps, and lingering looks, she turned to seek what now must seem the deserted walks of home. THOUGHTS OF DEATH. " To think of summers yet to come, That I am not to see ; To think of flowers yet to bloom From dust that I shall he." The above beautiful lines will express the feelings in which we all, more or less, indulge when contemplating our final end. Death the common lot of all ; none, great or small, high or low, rich or poor, but must sooner or later bow alike to thy dread scepter. Oh! Death! truly "in the midst of life, we are in death." Every breath brings us but nearer to the tomb, and proves, at the same time, the funeral knell of some departing spirit. After the few brief days of our short lives have passed away in turmoil and in strife, we turn away, sick at heart, to go and dwell in the silent city of death, and there find, beneath the sod, the rest we can not find on earth. Quietly do the eternal sleepers rest on their sepulchral couches. There is no strife, no vain distinctions there. The prince and peasant, master and 86 LIFE AND WRITINGS OF slave, lie moldering together generation after generaton is brought and laid by their side the vain and pompous inscription on their monumental marble, tells of the centuries that have passed away ; but the dead observe it not ; all is unheard and unseen by them ; the busy world of life goes on above them, but they hear it not ; the sound of joy, or the sigh of grief, the voice of song, or the wail of despair, breaks not the solemn stillness which reigns in the silent city. The deep-toned bay of the watch- dog, the cannon's awful roar, or the thunder's rolling might, " No more disturbs the deep repose, Than summer evening's latest sigh "That shuts the rose." Even now, while writing, the solemn- knell of the tolling bell strikes mournfully upon my ear, and she, who was but yesterday the light and joy of the social circle in which she moved, and the home she made so blest and happy, is borne to her last resting- place. Oh ! in youth, when the heart beats high with hope and we are looking forward to the future with bright anticipations of joy and happiness, how unwelcome comes thy summons, oh, Death ! yet 't is ever thus. The loveliest of our race the soonest pass away, and life seems but a waking dream like the morning mist or the early dew, they pass from earth to Heaven. In middle age, 't is yet the same. The spoiler comes and finds us, perchance, surrounded by a blooming family, in all the enjoy- ments of mutual love, and the endearments of connubial bliss, and whether he strikes ourself, the wife of our bosom or the cherub at her breast, the stroke is equally severe. Even old age, dark and unlovely as it is, shrinks from death and would gladly stay yet a little while longer. "We all dread to die we all cling to life and shudder to think of thee, insatiate Grave ! But oh ! how dark and drear must be the gloom that overspreads the lost and hopeless sinner's soul, when death has summoned him hence and is about to depart on that long journey, to try the realities of the unknown future, to meet the Great Judge, face to face ! All has failed him now. All that he has set his heart upon and clung to through life alas ! what are they now ? "What can wealth, and rank, and power, avail him ? He sees, he he feels, that all is vanity. Oh ! what would he not give to live his short life over again 2 How differently would he live it ? The earth, the beautiful earth, with all its joys, all its blessings, is fast fading from his view. What arc all his idols now? ' He- must die and leave them. And oh ! worse than all, he feels that he must stand condemned before the judgment-seat of an offended 'God ! Oh ! how he longs for one of his many misspent hours, in which he ADOLPIIUS F. MONROE. 87 might repent in which he might make a covenant of peace with Heaven ! How differently does the Christian die ? How calm his look, how sweet his smile, while his spirit is passing away. To him the grave hath no terrors, death no sting ; he knows that his Re- deemer liveth, and that He will accompany him through the dark valley and shadow of death ; that He will go with him into the narrow bounds of the cold and dreary tomb, to bring him forth again and clothe him in the bright and glorious robes of blissful immortality, and place upon his brow the crown of eternal life. How exultingly can the dying Christian sing, as he faces the dread "King of Terrors," " Oh, Grave ! where is thy victory ! Oh, Death ! where is thy sting ?" He knows that his body must die and be laid in the cold and silent tomb, to become food for worms ; but he feels that his soul is immortal and can never die ; and 't is he alone, who can truly say, " I do not fear to die." As we, when weary with the toils and labors of the day, seek our chambers for repose, so will the Christian, when done with the sufferings of this world, welcome thee, oh, Death ! and seek repose in thy last, long sleep. He will calmly fall into the Redeemer's arms, knowing that, in the morning of the resurrection, he will awake in His likeness. Oh ! who can doubt the immortality of the soul ? "Who after once raising his eyes aloft and contemplating the movements of those celestial worlds, can for an instant believe that man after a few short years of trial and trouble, shall be swept away, even as the brute creation, without one solitary trace remaining, as to who and what he was ? Mind and matter differ widely in their elements, and man is the only animal endowed with mind. Even in sleep (that emblem of death), it is never at rest but ever active. Of matter we can not destroy one particle, though we see it changing its form every day without surprise. Look at the silk-worm un- dergoing change after change, and passing from one stage of existence to another, until, at last, we see it a dark brown grub, apparently without- life or motion ; but lo ! in a few days we behold coming forth from that loathsome object, a beautiful and bright- winged butterfly. See it spread its wing of azure and gold, soar- ing gracefully away upon the summer breeze ; roving from flower to flower and basking in the warm sun light. Oh ! if God, from that dull worm, can bring forth a thing so beautiful, 'what shall the Christian be when he shall have burst the bars of death, arisen triumphant from the grave, with form divine, and put on celestial livery,'to fly away on angel's wings to the bright 88 LIFE AND WRITINGS OF and gorgeous courts of Heaven? How shall the Christian appear when arrayed in those shining robes, washed white in the blood of the Lamb, and mingle with that innumerable host congregated round the Throne of God ? I sometimes feel as if I were tired of staying in this prison-house of clay, and long for angel-wings to " flee away and be at rest." Oh ! who would not be a Christian ; who would not have the blessed hope and promise of life immortal beyond the tomb, eter- nal in the Heavens ? THE MAY PARTY. ON the first of May, 1851, the sun rose clear and bright ; the sky was cloudless and every thing giving promise of a beautiful day, the young people of Falinouth indulged the brightest anticipa- tions of a merry May day. But, alas ! like many of the fondest hopes of youth, they were doomed to disappointment. The sky, hitherto so clear and bright, became suddenly overcast with black and heavy clouds, from whose dark bosoms came muttered thun- der tones. A storm arose. Doubt, anxiety and gloom were now seen in the countenances lately so bright and joyous. The clouds soon passed away from the blue and laughing sky, but a heavy wind sprung up and increased in fury, until the stoutest trees, groaned and creaked and bowed their stately heads before the blast. So, by general consent, it was agreed to call the day 31st of April, and postpone the party till the morrow. The ensuing morning was soft and balmy, and richly perfumed with the sweet odors of spring. The company, consisting of about twenty couple, were soon wending their way to the lovely little island, adjacent to the village, where all our parties of this kind were usually held. They soon arrived and gave themselves up to unrestrained mirth and glee. It was a bright and lovely scene, and is engraven upon my heart with the magic pencil of memory too deep to fade while life shall last. Soon they broke up into groups some feasting, some promenading, some romping and dancing and some sitting apart, were conversing in soft low strains. Conspicuous among the " love sick," was a long, lean doctor from Ohio, sitting close to and making himself particularly agreeable to his fair Dulcinia. They seem to be utterly unconscious that there were any other persons present and did nought but sigh and gaze into each other's eyes. As for myself, like the bee, I roved from flower to flower, sipping sweets from all, and romping and chatting with every one till the rosy hours flew away with the day, and evening came on. ADOLPHUS F. MONROE. 89 I then fell into a fit of musing. The thought that the day, bright and beautiful as it had been, must soon close, and that all the light and happy hearts of that gay company must soon be sepa- rated, made my soul sad. While musing thus, sweet visions of the past came thronging quick upon me, but conspicuously shone the well-remembered scene that took place here one short year ago. Here, upon this spot, were there assembled most of the company now present. Some that were here then, are missing now. She who was then the fairest of the fair and the gayest of the gay, is not here now. I miss that lovely form and angel face, and vainly listen to catch the sound of her sweet voice. Ah ! never more its musical tones thrill the hearts of her mourning friends. She is gone her voice is hushed in death. The places that knew her once and grew bright with her presence will know her no more forever. She is now an angel in Heaven. She is gone. Her short life has fled as some sweet dream, but her memory, like the music heard in other days, will long haunt and linger about the hearts of her friends. Her mourning sister I miss her, too like a drooping lily, is pining in sorrow at home. From these sad reflections I roused myself, and sought the side of a fair but somewhat pensive nymph (whose eye grew brighter at my approach), and was soon deeply engrossed in reading, as in a book ; every thought and feeling in it found utterance of her fresh and guileless heart. Here I sat until the company were pre- paring to go ; we then reluctantly rose to leave. She told me she was going away from home, and would be absent for months, and that ere she departed, I must come and see her. Of course, I pro- mised to do so. Taking her hand, I tenderly bade her farewell, promising to write her and entreating her not to forget me. Her eyes filled with tears, which I kissed away, endeavoring to soothe and comfort her. Looking up into my face with a languishing glance of love and desire, she pressed upon my finger a plain gold ring, with a wish and a sigh, a smile and a tear, and ere we parted, we had again and again exchanged vows of eternal love and con- stancy ; vows to be forgotten in an hour, or only to be remem- bered with a smile. THE VOYAGE OF LIFE. AN ALLEGORY. Tins was one of the scenes of my ever changeful dreams. In a fairy-like boat, so light was its construction, I floated swiftly but smoothly down a silvery stream. How I got there, I know not, as 90 LIFE AND WRITINGS OF there are no way-stations in the railway land of dreams. I only know, that it was the fairest scene I ever beheld. On either side were green banks and far-stretching fields, whose verdure was interspersed and dotted with white cottages and shady groves ; while here and there, creeping like silver serpents, little rivulets sparkled and glanced brightly in the sunlight. The bank, on either side, was strewn with sweet, gaudy and fragrant flowers, which ever and anon, I tried to pluck. Methought my frail bark was oarless, so that I had no power to check or guide its course. But little recked I of that. As I glided down the stream, and onward, and still onward, I cast a delighted eye on all around me. The banks were carpeted with flowers, while the sweet melody of innumerable birds and bees greeted my ravished senses, as it poured in one continuous music- stream from the green woods. I uttered an involuntary exclama-' tion of delight, which was quickly changed to one of affright, when I discovered the form of a decrepid old man rise up in the far end of my boat. In faltering accents I demanded of him who and what he was. "If you were wise," said he, "you would already have known me." His tones were so harsh and discordant, that I shuddered in every nerve. At length, I ventured to ask him how he came there, and requested him to leave my boat, as his presence was disagreeable to me. As to leaving the boat, he refused, saying : " Even were I so disposed, I could not do it, for the river of life admits of no stopping. When once you have embarked upon its waters, you must sail to your destined port and tarry not." "But," said I, "this boat is not yours, and I wish not your company." " True, sir," replied my strange companion ; " the boat is not mine ; yet am I the one appointed by faith to pilot all who voyage to the ocean of eternity. When once you reach the shore unseen by mor- tal eye, then, and then only, can I leave you to return and pilot others, as I do you. Such is my duty and such has been my con- stant labor since the beautiful earth first sprang from chaos ; and such will be my task until time shall be no more." I now gave myself up in despair and gazed in silence upon the beautiful scene around me. At length, rendered desperate, I turned to the grim old pilot, and ultimately threatened and expos- tulated and exhorted him to hasten on to the end of the dismal journey. He coldly bade me be quiet. "Foolish boy," said he, "if I could comply with your threats, your prayers and your expostulations, and put leagues that are now far ahead, in our rear, you would but be the nearer to yon dis- mal port," pointing with his long and bony finger to a frightful ADOLPHUS F. MONROE. 91 gulf roaring in the dim distance and whose solemn sound now for the first time reached my ears. In fear and trembling, I drew closer to the strange old man. "And must my boat enter that dismal gulf?" I cried. "That whirling vortex, is death," was the answer. Then I prayed him to stop, but he laughed at my entreaties. " Be wise, foolish mortal," said he, " and treasure up my words ; improve your opportunity, and I will be your friend. Look again on that sea of death. To the left, see that black and yawning gulf, and listen to the hideous groans and screams that issue from its awful depth ; that is the gulf of the damned, and there, shall surely perish all who fail to make me their friend. Now cast your eyes to the right. See that calm and placid lake, teeming with bright and beautiful islands, from which comes such heavenly melody such sweet songs of praise that, is called the haven of rest the harbor of the ransomed. Be wise, listen to me, and I will pilot thee there." I seized his hand, and with tearful eyes and quivering lips, thanked him for his good counsel, and vowed to him eternal devo- tion. He smiled and laid his hand upon my head so gently, that, as I looked up into his hitherto repulsive face, I thought he had more than earthly beauty. "Wondrous man," I exclaimed, "tell me who and what thou art." " I am one feared and hated by all mankind ; represented as a fell destroyer, wielding a scythe and mowing down the race oi men. My name is TIME. But I am the friend of man, and yet, he will not know it. I soothe his sorrows and mitigate his sever- est vows. If thou wilt, I will be thy friend also. I am the friend of all who are good and wise." "Then," said I, "be the friend, also, of my mother and my sister." "Thy mother," he replied, "has long known me. We are al- ready friends. Thy sister, too, shall know me better, soon. Look," and gazing in the direction he pointed out, I beheld my sister in another tiny bark, gliding down the rapid-rolling river, and gayly plucking the flowers that laved their blushing cheeks in the silver stream. Her merry laugh was echoing musically from shore to shore, and, in her happiness, she seemed unconscious of the presence of her grim old pilot, Time. Near her was a childish form, play- ing carelessly with the rippling waves. " Now look again" I looked, and far down the fast widening stream, beheld gliding tranquilly along, the boat bearing my mother. Methought, ever and anon, she would gaze through the dim distance till her eyes would rest upon our tiny bark, beckon- ing us on, with smiles and tears, to join her; and then she would 6 92 LIFE AND WRITINGS OF turn again and gaze far down the stream, through clouds of mist, upon the vast expanse of the future. Memory ran back through all the days of my childhood, dwelling here and there, upon some act of disobedience to thee, oh ! my mother; and I silently vowed, for thy sake, to sin no more k ' against heaven and in thy sight," but to make friends with the old man, Time, and sail to that " haven of rest," to join thee there, forever. My dream was ended. MY MOTHER. I love my neighbor, love my friend, And my Masonic brother ; I love all who will right defend, But more, I love my Mother. I love my fair fame far before All things on earth together ; I love my own just right, but more Than life, I love my Mother. I have a sister good and kind With life I would defend her, But love my mother more refined, And still more strong and tender. I have a little orphan niece, I love her like a father ; But, oh ! I will, till life shall cease, Still love thee best, my Mother. I know a little maiden fair, Of fairy form and feature ; Of guileless heart and beauty rare I love the little creature. She 'a gentle, good and true, I know, I lov'd when first I met her ; I love her passing well but, oh ! I love my Mother better. Whene'er I wander far and wide, From one land to another, Then, more than all the world beside, I think of thee, my Mother. When towards home in haste I hie, I know there is no other That will so patient watch and fly To meet me, as my Mother. ADOLPHUS F. MONROE. 93 When happy-hearted, light and free, There 's not on earth another That can so sympathize, or see The good that 'a in me, Mother. When sorrow clouds my brow with care, And all the world together, Look coldly on, oh ! who shall dare To love me as my Mother ? And when in danger, doubt and dread, And troubles darkly gather, Whose heart has e'er so quickly bled For me, as thine, my Mother ? And when the world's cold selfishness, My best afflictions smother, I come to thee, in my distress, To counsel me, my Mother. Oh ! Mother, oft I 've made thee feel Full many a pang distressing, But thou didst quick forgive and kneel To ask for me a blessing. I was a wild and wayward child, And oft was found transgressing, But, Mother, thou wast ever mild, And gentle and caressing. Oh ! Mother, thou wast early left A widow, poor and lonely, With none to help, though sore bereft, With God to look to, only. And those who should have been thy stay, Would no assistance render, But planned how they might take away Thy means, though they were slender. * Thou couldst have had, at thy command, Those friends of widowed mothers, That great, and good, and glorious band, My father's Mason brothers. But thy proud heart could never ask From all the world a penny, But, bravely took thee to thy task, Depending not on any. For twenty years, since Father 's gone, Of suffering and of sorrow, Thou bravely toiled, still hoping on For better things to-morrow. LIFE AND WRITINGS OF With aching heart, and failing sight, And fingers sore and bleeding, Thou hast toiled on, both day and night, Thy orphan children feeding. But, Mother, God has heard thy prayer, To thee a son He 's given, Who '11 nourish thee with tender care, 'Till thou 'It go home to Heaven. And, Mother, now I 've grown to be A man, both strong and willing, I '11 work for thee, and comfort thee, While I can earn a shilling. Ah ! Mother, thou art growing old, Thy feeble frame 's fast failing, Thy hands are thin, thy limbs are cold, And thou art ever ailing. Thine eyes are dim, thy hair is gray, And death is o'er thee creeping ; But when thou 'rt gone, I '11 come and lay Me down where thou art sleeping. Oh ! Mother, soon thou 'It go from me^- Would we could go together ! But, though we part, I '11 come to thee Again, in heaven, Mother. Say, Mother, who shall then advise Thy son, with truth and feeling ; Still, thou wilt whisper from the skies, " Be faithful, and believing." Dear Mother, when we meet up there, Say, shall we know each other ? Ah ! yes, my joy you first will share, You '11 first receive me, Mother ! Oh ! there I will my Father meet, My Sister, and my Brother ; Then, Mother, there, in union sweet, We '11 all praise God together ! "I'M WEARY Of THIS LIFE." I'M weary, weary of-this life of all this senseless round, Of this vain search for happiness, for pleasures never found ; Of silly pride of place and power, and this cold world's mistrust, This groveling strife for worldly wealth and things of earthly lust. ADOLPHUS F. MONROE. 96 I 'm weary of this dull routine this daily round of care, Of this vain toil, this petty strife, for gold and silver ware ; Of hollow hearts, and shallow brains, and would-be Christians, too, Of reverend hypocrites, and all the sanctimonious crew. I 'm weary of all human joys, of human hopes and fears ; Of every source of happiness, of the ebb and flow of years ; Of all this yearning soul's unrest, this " prison-house of clay," This crumbling frame of earth and air, its slow but sure decay. But soon this heart shall cease to beat, this fount of tears be dry, And this immortal soul shall test its aspirations high ; My yearning spirit then may find, freed from this aching breast, Its destined paradise of love, its happy home of rest. Then with some kindred spirit sweet, I '11 roam in bowers above^ Where all is joy, unending bliss, and sympathy and love ; Where days and years, and hopes and fears, no more shall ever be, But youth shall last, and know no past, through all eternity. LITTLE THINGS. How few observe, or even dream, What little things may bring about ; We seldom are just what we seem, And few know how to draw us out. In us, each day, great change is wrought, We never are two days the same ; Each day brings some new scheme, or thought, To change our object, end, and aim. I was once, in heart, a very child, But manhood's cares oppress me now ; Maturer years have made me mild, And left their record on my brow. 'T was little things that. changed my heart, And made me cold, and stern, and calm ; And little things but gave the start To all that 's made me what I am. I know men's minds, amd seldom fail To ken them like an open scroll ; I listen to each flattering tale, But read aright the secret soul. And gentler woman's softer heart, I read it in her soul-bright eye ; The conscious blush the sudden start, Betrays the most reserved and shy. Of smallest parts our life 's made up, And parts but form a perfect whole ; Of little drops, the bitterest cup Is filled, that stirs the human soul. And love, with winning ways and wiles, The saddest human heart can bless ; And gentle words, and kindly smiles, Make up the sum of happiness. I sometimes gay and cheerful seem, And smile as once I smiled of yore ; Ere childish joys, and boyhood's dreams, Had fled, alas ! forevermore. When nature weeps, the bow is born, Of hope and promise in the skies, So a mother's care, in youth's bright morn, Taught faith and hope, that never dies. Soft, murmuring streams, among the hills, That, sparkling, leap the pebbles o'er ; And tiny rills, the ocean fills, And swells Niagara's awful roar. From little things the comet springs, To burn and blaze through endless years ; His song at eve the emmet sings, To swell the music of the spheres. TO MY CIGAE. I LOVE to sit for hours alone, And muse o'er my cigar, Of happy hours I once have known With early friends afar ; Of childhood's scenes, and youth's sweet dreams, That still my heart holds dear, Till the present, past, and future seems To blend in one soft tear. # $ I love the " weed," the grateful " weed," It soothes my troubled mind ; 'Tis an ever ready " friend in need," A friend both true and kind. Its fragrance sweet, when sad, I sip To " drown dull care" awhile ; 'Tis sweeter far than woman's lip, More constant than her smile. I love to watch the circling rings, As round they wheel and play ; Bright images, like angels' wings, Float gracefully away ; Unnumbered forms of air and light, I see with half closed eyes ; And strange, fantastic figures bright, Like mimic rainbows rise. ADOLPHUS F. MONROE. 97 Each fragrant puff my spirit warms, And elevates my muse ; Each gentle breath and taste hath charms To chase away the " blues." Let learned doctors rail and rant, Their bills (pills) are under par, While I 've the " tin," despite their " cant," I '11 smoke a good cigar. SOME THINGS I LOVE. I LOVE a man with an independent soul, Who reasons, thinks, and proudly spurns control ; With a proud, high heart that brooks no wrong, No insult, from the overbearing strong ; But will, if rightly asked, forgive the wrong, Try to forget, and strive to get along. I love a woman, with a woman's heart, Unsullied by the base, deceitful art Of coquette, or of flirt, but true and kind, For such is woman's nature, when refined. I love a maid, with maiden modesty, And artless grace, and sweet simplicity ; Those pure and guileless hearts, an open scroll Of love, and truth, and constancy of soul. I love a friend with an open heart and hand, With an open eye, and speech of fair demand ; That 's ever ready, quick, and bold of heart, When I 'm not by, to bravely take my part ; That loves me for myself, and not for gold ; Who would be true, though all the world were cold ; True to his friend, true to his own true love, True to himself, and true to God above. LINES TO A T.OUNG LADY ON THE DEATH OF HEB SI8TEB. SCARCE eighteen summers yet had flown Away in joy and mirth, Scarce eighteen winters yet had blown The roses from the earth ; When thy sweet sister, like a rose, Fell blasted in full bloom, Her weary spirit sought repose, And found it in the tomb. 98 LIFE AJJJD WRITINGS OF She was a mild and gentle child, And kind and dutiful, She was as fair as angels are, And good as beautiful ; She was too fair, and pure, and bright, To linger longer here ; The sweetest flowers soonest fade In this terrestrial sphere. Though sickness, sorrow, pain and death, Are found in every clime, They can but blast our bloom and breath, They can but shorten time ; We should not fear, nor from them flee, They're angels in disguise, And sooner, o'er life's troubled sea, They waft us to the skies. Amid a band, a glorious band, Before God's throne of light, Thy angel sister now doth stand Most beautiful and bright ; With unseen hand she beckons thee To join that glorious throng, Whose golden harps ring loud and free, In sweet celestial song. & 7of I vji iiulj t'jt li '**/> f) !' * Kfnllw ' i A. The memory of her virtues may Still guide thy steps aright, For unseen angels 'round thv way * i i i V j Are hovering day and night ; And her immortal spirit now, From sin and sorrow free, Doth unto God with angels bow. To intercede for thee. Then weep not, wail not, though she 's gone- That from thy side she 's riven, For fast the day is rolling on, When you may meet in heaven. Eemember what her last words were : " I do not fear to die ; I 'm going home oh ! meet me there ; Meet me beyond the sky ! " I am prepared I want to go I know I am forgiven Oh ! do not weep it must be so We 'tt meet again in Heaven !" Then weep no more, shed not a tear, But trust the word God 's given j Embrace his cause, the way is clear, You shall meet her in Heaven. ADOLPHUS F. MONROE. 99 !!' I. :<' THE HAWTHORN. AT the close of the evening, as twilight came down, I strolled to the grove at the east of the town ; And along a lone path, with a lingering tread, I strayed, sadly musing on joys that had fled. 'Neath the bright waving boughs of an old hawthorn, That were blooming so gayly, one beautiful morn, I sat on the trunk of a moss-covered tree, And a maid of sixteen was sitting by me. But the scene was now changed to darkness and gloom, Its beauties all faded, its brightness and bloom, As I sat on the trunk of that same old tree, For the sweet girl no longer was sitting by me. The leaves were all fallen, and desolate the scene, Where I wandered that morn with the maid of sixteen ; But the bare, naked boughs, so dear to my heart, Were watered with tears ere I rose to depart. "TO ADA." You bid me forget thee, you say that all 's over, That you must no longer remember the past ; You tell me to meet thee no more as a lover, That the sweet spell is broken, is ended at last " I wish not to remember," then go, and forget The bright, glowing schemes of the future we planned ; When I kissed away fondly the sweet tears that wet, Thy cheek, when you pledged me your heart and your hand. Yes, go, and forget me, I '11 never complain, Whatever of sorrow my soul may endure, I '11 bear it in silence ; but never again, Will I trust in the faith that any are pure. I '11 never forget thee, 'tis all a vain task, To stifle the feelings I 've cherished so long ; I can not forget thee, my love I may mask, But my heart can ne'er sing another new song. There 's a charm in thy name, a holy, sweet spell 'Round the innermost chords of my sad heart entwined, And though I must bid thee a final farewell, Thy image, in memory, 's forever enshrined. 100 LIFE AND WRITINGS OF I '11 think of thee ever, wherever I go, Through each scene of life, in sadness or mirth ; I '11 think of thee ever, in weal or in woe, As the brightest, the purest, the dearest on earth. Farewell, then, though dear one, may God ever hless Thy heart with true friends, who '11 never deceive ; May the angels of love, with a gentle caress, And a sweet smile of welcome, thy spirit receive. MY FLUTE. f ,.j( I LOVK thee well ! dear, good old flute, I love each soft and gentle tone ; To me thy lips are never mute, With thee I never am alone. Thy gentle voice, when I am sad, Awakes, inspires my languid muse ; And my proud heart, when I am glad, It soothes, and softens, and subdues. Thy thrilling tones, so wildly clear, So sadly sweet, go where I will In this wide world, I seem to hear Their echo sounding near me still. To thee I freely speak each thought A confidant of thee I 've made ; And thou art true, for ne'er in aught, Hast thou my confidence betrayed. I know thy worth, I 've tried thy truth, For many long and weary years, From that sweet, sunny season, youth That April day of smiles and tears. Companion, relic, friend, and part Of happy days, that 's gone before ; From boyhood thou hast cheered my heart With loving, sweet, and holy love. Of all my early dreams and hopes, The sweetest memories are thine ; I '11 cling to thee 'till heaven opes, Her golden gates to me and mine. I 've other friends, whose love I prize As life itself, for friends are few ; But none so free from all disguise, And none so constant, none so true. ADOLPHUS F. MONROE. 101 A battle with the world, whose cold, And hard, and hollow hearts I hate ; I smile to see them sell for gold, Their hopes of heaven, and call it "fate /" I mingle with the young and gay, In pleasure's bright and brilliant train, But soon I sadly turn away To pour my soul in some wild strain. I feel that each sweet song of thine Has been to me in mercy given, My thoughts and feelings to refine, And lead my spirit up to heaven. Like some bewildered, shipwrecked tar, Whose hopes and prayers are all to see His " friend and guide," the Polar Star, So ever turns my heart to thee. Let others sneer, in cold disdain, I '11 speak in praise of thee, old friend^ And seek thee still, in joy or pain, When I 've an idle hour to spend. And oh ! with faith, and hope, and love, As day by day I 'm toiling on, Thy songs shall waft my prayers above, Where many, that I 've loved, are gone. In thy sweet voice I seem to hear Familiar tones from "spirit land;" As if the " loved and lost" were near, With many an unseen angel band. On rushing pinions, pure and white, My angel father seems to come, With kindred angels, flashing bright, To bear my weary spirit home. TO "BAT" A FAREWELL. FAREWELL, fair friend ! a long farewell, From thee I sadly sever ; The words to me come like a knell, I feel we part forever. Farewell ! if we should never meet Again, thy memory will, Like some sad strain of music sweet, Long haunt my spirit still. 102 LIFE AND WRITINGS OF Oh ! each pure thought of thee has wrought, A spell about thy name ; Thy soaring soul my spirit taught, A higher, nobler aim. Why should the heart thus yearn to know A being pure and good ? We seldom meet them here below, Nor prize them as we should. A yearning deep for the good and fair, .. , To every soul is given ; All pure and holy feelings are As beacon lights to heaven. I prized thee, aye, as all must do, Who reverence truth and worth; I 've ever loved the good and true, The bright and pure of earth. I loved thee as a star that shed, Its soft, sweet light on all ; But youth's sweet dreams of love have fled, As leaves in autumn fall. Farewell ! may angels guard and guide - Thee through the ills of Time ! We '11 meet again, though severed wide % ,,,, In a brighter, better clime. That clime where 'tis forever spring, Where flowers immortal bloom, Where every wandering zephyr's wing ' t Comes laden with perfume : Where seraphs strike their harps of gold, And angel voices blend ; Where all are young, where none grow old, And life shall never end. TO ONE WHO WILL UNDEKSTAND IT. AFFECTIONS bloom and blossom bright, But if, in blooming, blast, They shrink beneath the bitter blight, And, withering, die at last Those early, fresh, and fragrant flowers Of love, are sweet and pure ; Too pure for this cold world of ours, They seldom long endure. ADOLPHUS F. MONROE. 103 Their fragrance fleet our senses greet, To pass away with tears ; We '11 never meet with aught so sweet, lu all our after years. You might have won my hand and heart, If we had sooner met ; But on love's stage I 've played my part, A part I '11 ne'er forget. I might have loved thee well and truly, As any one on earth ; I do respect thee much, and duly Appreciate thy worth. I '11 ever love thee as a sister May this thy heart console, There 's ne'er a Miss but there 's a Mr., To own her soft control. Forgive my fun, no wrong I 've done, 'Tis all I ask of thee, By yonder sun, I 'm not the one To bow or bend the knee. Of bachelors there 's^ots and scores, A plenty and to spare, Who '11 kneel to thee, upon " all-fours," To swear that thou art fair. Long ere we had been thrown together, I had no heart to give ; Long since I learned to love another, And must love while I live. 'aid -T A maiden lovely, young, and fair, And graceful as a fairy, With none but her I '11 fortune share. And none but her I '11 marry. Her brow is like a throne of light, Where truth her glory twines, Her soulful eye, a window bright, Through which her spirit shines. A gentle, guileless, girlish creature, Half woman and half child, And soul and sense, in every feature, Are beaming soft and mild. A gentle, guileless, girlish creature, Though long from her exiled, I 've sacred held each cherished feature, Smct; first on me she smiled. 104: LIFE AND WRITINGS OF I '11 ne'er forget her, though I rove On every land and sea ; Her sweet, confiding love and trust Are dearer still to me. Oh ! love 's a living, lasting flame, And gilds our sorrows o'er ; To memory each beloved name Is hallowed evermore. "When once the heart hath learn'd to sing Love's sweet and holy song, Its music thrills each chord and string, And vibrates late and long. LINES WRITTEN AND PRESENTED TO MY SISTER UPON HER WEDDING DAT, WITH A COPY OP THE BIBLE. SISTER, this book I give to thee, Upon thy wedding day, That it may speak to thee for me, When I am far away. This day, my sister, seals thy fate, For weal or woe through life Unites thee to thy chosen mate Makes thee his wedded wife. This day you give your heart and hand To him who won your love Oh ! may that union sacred stand Till you both meet above ! Thy choice, my sister, I approve, And welcome my new brother ; He is my friend a friend I love Long we 've been friends together. He has a proud and manly heart, A high and noble soul ; With love and truth he '11 do his part, But will not brook control ; Then, sister, let no harsh word mar Thy peace and quietness ; Nor ever let a useless jar Disturb thy happiness. In future, strive to please him well, As you would strive this day, Remember, that you 've said, " I will Love, honor, and obey." ADOLPHDS F. MONROE. 105 And when his heart is bowed with care, And trials press him sore, Then, sister, then 'tis thine to share His heart forevermore. Oh ! ever meet his coming feet With welcome kind and true, His presence greet, with smiles as sweet As love would have thee do. Oh ! with kind words of love and grace, And sympathizing eyes, The world will prove a pleasant place, And home a paradise. Oh ! sister, read this book with care, With patient mind and heart, And read it with the constant prayer For aid to do thy part. Sister, may God in mercy bless Thy union, while you live, And may both find that happiness That He, alone, can give. And may you both in wisdom's ways, And in the paths of peace, Delight to walk through all thy days, And all thy joys increase ; And, oh ! when death dissolves the tie You form this day, of love, Oh ! may you then, beyond the sky, Be joined again above : Be joined where 'tis forever spring, Where flowers immortal bloom, Where every breeze or zephyr's wing Is laden with perfume ; Where seraphs strike their harps of gold, And angel voices blend Where all is youth where none grow old Where life shall never end. cor TO THE FALMOUTH, December 6, 1866. IN presenting the following pages, I feel it to be an imperative duty I owe to the memory of him whose narrative you have before you, as well as for the sake of the truth, to notice some of the causes that led to the untimely end of Mr. Ellington ; also the illegal and unjust proceedings that marked the whole of Monroe's confinement, trial and end. In doing so, I shall not attempt to give the whole in detail, but shall confine myself to some of the leading causes. The family difficulty doubtless originated out of the opposition of Mrs. Ellington to the marriage of her daughter with Monroe. She was opposed to the marriage from the commencement of Monroe's visiting the house, and even after the ceremony incessantly poured forth her invectives against her son-in-law's frequently visiting the house ; and unmindful of her duty as a mother, who should have had the interest of her children at heart, did much to break up the harmony that existed between Monroe and his wife ; thus the difficulty originated, aided by the newsmongers of the town those busybodies who, never having any business of their own must necessarily attend to others : such characters may be found in almost every village. For a long time Ellington and Monroe were as they should have remained, friends ; but alas, they remained not so ; reports of an aggravated character were whispered to Monroe purporting to come from Ellington, and vice versa ; but those characters already alluded to, uniting in their exertions, finally succeeded in breaking off the friendship and establishing a feeling of dislike between them ; and doubtless caused both to say many things against each other that otherwise never would have been said or thought. It may be proper here to say, that Mr. Ellington was a man of social feelings, quiet and hard to excite to anger, but firm and resolute. Mon- roe, though social in his feelings, was of an excitable disposition, apt to bpeak free, and quick to resent an insult. I regard both Ellington and Monroe as the victims of circumstances, rather than censure ; but from the day upon which the fatal trigger was 106 TO THE PUBLIC. 107 pulled, the whole community, without inquiring whether there were any palliating circumstances attending the fatal act, seemed determined to have Monroe's life whether right or wrong. Thus the harmony that existed between those men was destroyed, and consequently they frequently met with thoughts not of peace in their hearts ; but after conversing, would find that the reports were not true and without a shadow of foun- dation, and then they would part in peace. Ellington was a man of long standing in the county, and had perhaps as many friends as any one in the county ; and I doubt not, justly so ; for, from what I know of him he merited the esteem of all. He was a man of considerable wealth, which perhaps added to his popularity as a man ; whereas Monroe was, comparatively speaking, a stranger, having not yet been in the place quite four years ; not able to command but small means, and could consequently call but few his friends, and most of those after- ward seemed to desert him, leaving him in the hands of Ellington 's friends, and his enemies. Whether those friends were prompted thus to forsake him for fear of a personal attack, or for fear of endangering their property, or for fear that they should be called upon to aid him with their means, yet remains to me unknown ; but doubtless they were afraid of both. Those few friends who seemed to stick to him and do all they could for him, did not consider it safe to openly defend or speak in his behalf. I shall not attempt to give a history of the trial, but merely give a few facts connected therewith. I have always considered it a mockery a mere show or pretense of dispensing justice. During the whole course of the trial, the court-room was crowded to overflowing, so much so that it was impossible to keep order ; scoffs and jeers might be seen and heard throughout the entire crowd. While the lawyer for the defense was mak- ing his speech, he was frequently interrupted by the murmurs, or rather, decided efforts of the friends, or rather, of their hired or excited multi- tude. By these means the jury was intimated, or even I might say, it was overawed by the mob, and were compelled even in self-defense to return the verdict they did. The judge, for not adjourning the court, owing to the threatening of the mob, is reprehensible, when it was evident to every impartial mind, that a fair trial, under the excitement, could not be had ; such even as the law, in its most strict construction, guarantees to every one, but should be ex- tended to all, let their crimes be ever so great or aggravated. During the trial, the rope was in the court-room and even held up before the eyes of the court and the prisoner, by some of the mob, without the judge or the sheriff daring to reprimand them ; and a guard for the prisoner was not 7 108 TO THE PUBLIC. even allowed, but he was suffered to be pressed upon and howled after by fiends wearing the human shape ; showing thereby the determination of the populace, and deterring the friends of law and order from taking the course that humanity and justice required at their hands. The sheriff, John R. Jeffrees, of Coles county, appears to have taken particular pains to court the favor of the mob populace, using all means to render the prisoner's life, while yet on earth, miserable if possible more so than it was ; as if giving him a foretaste of the hell which they thought he should enjoy, withholding from him as far as possible the comfort of hearing from, or seeing his friends. He was placed in a dark, cold and dreary cell, not allowed fire by the court, and not until he had suffered much, were his friends permitted to add a little to his comfort by placing a stove in his cell and placing fuel at his disposal. The Governor, by representations of a few of his friends, suggested to the aforesaid sheriff of Coles county the propriety of the removal of the prisoner to some adjoining county or the summoning of a sufficient guard to defend him in his duty and to protect the prisoner's life. He did neither ; though frequently appealed to by myself and other friends of Monroe, he said he had a sufficient guard to protect the prisoner, and would do it. But alas, on the day, where were the stanch guard and the sheriff? They were not to be found ; no defense made ; no effort made to save the unfortunate from the infuriated and highly excited crowd. Thus stands John R. Jeffrees, sheriff of Coles county, on whose head, perhaps, more than on any other, rests the fate of Monroe. James Cunningham, the brother-in-law of Mr. Ellington, said to be the wealthiest man in the county, to make his words good, as I frequently heard, i. e. that Monroe should be hung law or no law, or he would spend every dollar he was worth, rode night and day to collect his more than fiends in human shape to accomplish his aim. I shall only notice some few of those more particularly engaged in the diabolical deed. One by the name of Fleming, acted as hangman on the occasion, though since he has been heard to say, " he would never have engaged in the like, had it not been for others." The leaders not having courage to step boldly forward, and do their dirty work, pushed others forward. One of these, 0. B. Ficklin, even pushed Fleming for- ward, when he Avould have backed out, and compelled him to complete the dastardly outrage. James D. Ellington, I should pass by unnoticed, did not justice to the dead as well as to place the living in their proper light before the community, compel me to do so, as it would be expected that he should by all means honorable endeavor to avenge his father's death. TO THE PUBLIC. 109 Though known to be a man void of truth, yet, under the circumstances, he was enabled by the aid of the Charleston Courier to make an impression prejudicial to Monroe. Had the difficulty not originated between himself and Byrd Monroe, which originated out of some of said gentleman's knovm veracity, the evening before, and his reports of said difficulty to his father, Monroe and Ellington would yet be living, as Monroe was at the time making arrangement to remove his family from out of the influence of the said Monroe's family ; and had James D. Ellington told the truth to his father, at night, Adolphus would not have been mixed up in the difficulty. To describe the appearance of the mob on the fatal morning, would be impossible ; but most men have seen some few men under the influence of passion, and of the worst ; when we add to this the deleterious effects of alcohol on some four or five thousand we may behold the mob. We will give the public a few of those who were most active in urging on and collecting the mob. Jas. Cunningham, Jas. D. Ellington, Dennis Hanks, William Eperson, John Allen, John Kelley, J. B. Kelley, Vanvarus, William Hart, Henry Stephens, David Fansler, Will Little, J. J. Conley, Sol. Cossel, Thomas Fleming, Samuel French, Jas. Eastin, Samuel Gray, Wm. Hinchman, The Tools. Jefferson Coleman, Allen Coleman, John Eperson. Thomas Bradford, John Jones, Drew Wallace, Robert Davis, French of Saulsberry, Dr. Furguson, McNary of Clark Co. Jackson White, Thomas Eperson, Wm. Love, Nap. Stone, Martin Runnels. John Hunlsneer, Esq. Gard, Thos. Fleming, the hangman. We could go on and give you divers other names, some of whom we do not know, but these few may answer. N. B. ATTLICK. FALMOUTH, KENTUCKY, December 21, 1856. The undersigned are now and have been citizens severally, of the county of Pendleton, State of Kentucky, for near forty years ; much the greater portion of which period, they have resided in the town of Falmouth, the seat of justice of the county. Adolphus F. Monroe, who was barbarously 110 TO THE PUBLIC. and brutally murdered by an infuriated mob in February, 1856, at Charles- ton, Coles county, State of Illinois, was well know by them, from his in- fancy up to his cruel and lawless death. He was born and raised in their said town (one of them was his guardian during his minority), and his family and kindred are well and intimately known to them, as neighbors, fellow-townsmen and citizens. Both his parents were, and are members of families of as high repute, merit, and respectability, as the most vain could desire to boast of. His mother is the daughter of David Clark- son, Esq., now deceased, an early settler in this section of the State; he lived to an advanced stage of life ; died, leaving a numerous family, his descendants, many years since, respected, beloved, and regretted by all whose favor it was to have made his acquaintance while living. The father of Adolphus was Jeremiah Monroe, an early citizen of the village. He was a physician of distinction, by profession ; commenced an extensive practice, and was noted for his benevolence, as a practitioner and man ; for his many virtues, his moral worth, sterling and unbending integrity and candor as a citizen, as well as an exemplary deportment as a professor and Christian, and as a kind and devoted father. Dr. Monroe departed this life in the year 1831 ; and now lies buried within one-and- a-half miles of Falmouth, the place in which he had practiced his profes- sion for many years anterior to his death, and near which he died sincerely bemoaned and lamented by all who knew him. At the time of the death of Dr. Jeremiah Monroe, he left surviving him, his afflicted and bereft wife and three infant children- an only son and two daughters. That only son was Adolphus F. Monroe, then only about four years old, and who, with a senior and a junior sister, composed the family, the care and moral nurture whereof devolved upon the widowed mother, as head and protector, with means, as to comforts of worldly effects, limited in extent. For, though the father was a good physician, commanding, in his day, a large practice, yet it was his fate, not to have accumulated a large estate. Upon the mother, Mrs. Maria Monroe, his widow, principally, was cast the effort to maintain, rear and educate her infant children. No orphans, perhaps, were ever blessed with a more affectionate and devoted mother, or who, for kindness and benevolence of heart, not only toward her own children, but wherever sickness and dis- tress demanded relief, commanded to a greater extent, the regard and the respect of her neighbors and acquaintances. Though of a delicate physi- cal constitution, and of feeble corporeal powers, none performed more faithfully all the duties of mother and neighbor ; and none perhaps, suc- ceeded better, in rearing her little family flock, or was more deeply imbued TO THE PUBLIC. Ill with an abiding sense of Christian morality and the precepts of integrity and honor ; and none deserved less the inhuman and barbarous fate, cruelly inflicted upon a widowed mother's heart, than the Charleston mob, with all its hellish and inhuman monstrosities, inflicted upon her, a stranger and homeless woman in their midst, in the savage, the barbarous and the law- less murder and death of her only son, be he guilty or innocent of the offense charged against him. O O The undersigned have known that son, Adolphus F. Monroe, from his cradle to his manhood, and thereafter up to 1852, then aged about twenty- five years, when he left his native village or town for Charleston, Coles county, Illinois. His standing and character as a boy his standing and character as a man, while in the county and town of his birth was that of respectability, that of morality, sobriety and good deportment, as well as honesty and integrity. No youth raised, within the memory of the undersigned, in the town or county of his birth, commanded more the regard and respect of his fellow-citizens, for a high sense of honor, moral deportment, and due observance of all the proprieties and courtesies and decencies of life none, more devotedly attached or subservient in all his efforts, to relieve the wants of a widowed mother and her orphan children. He received, by the efforts of that mother, and of his own and that of friends, a substantial common English education, at the Pendleton Acad- emy in this place ; possessed more than an ordinary active, apt and intel- ligent mind, and no youth, according to the circumstances which sur- rounded him, had brighter and more promising prospects in the future ; and though of an ardent and rather impulsive temperament, especially where his honor or integrity was in the remotest manner casually or intentionally involved, yet none were more true or sincere in friendship or family affec- tions ; none more willing or faithful in consecrating his earliest efforts and labors to the aid of a widowed mother and her family. And if ever there was aught whispered to his disparagement, or an accusation of crime or offense against him, before he left Kentucky in 1852, for Charleston, 111., or prior to the charge against him in 1856, of having unfortunately, in an affray, killed his father-in-law, it is wholly unknown to the undersigned, who had full and open opportunity and every reasonable facility to know his every-day walk from his birth until 1852. Judicial murders, or lawless mob murders, perpetrated within a country like ours, which boasts of its liberty, and as being regulated by laws absolutely protective of the life, property and characters of its individual citizens, are, upon the supposition that such atrocities have but too fre- quently transpired, mournful and inauspicious subjects, presented to the 112 TO THE PUBLIC. serious contemplation of the lover of his country and its republican form of government ; if not positively ominous against the experiment now in progress of testing itself, upon this Continent ; whether any people are sufficiently intelligent and virtuous and law-abiding in themselves, to govern themselves, and while so doing to confer reliable security and safety upon individuals, in the enjoyment of private property, life, and civil liberty. Be the signs of the times what they may, and the action of mobs against life and upon court-houses, as temples dispensing law and justice, where life and property are in jeopardy either auspicious or inaus- picious as to the perpetuity or destruction of the government, the 15th of February, 1856, will ever mournfully be borne in memory in the simple annals of the town of Falmouth, as the day upon which the inhumanly beaten and cruelly mangled dead body of Adolphus F. Monroe arrived in town, accompanied and guarded by his heart-stricken and grief-dis- tracted mother, wife, sister, and brother-in-law, having been forced to flee with that body from the worse than savage and lawless mob of Charleston and seek protection and refuge in his native town, and a grave for one of its native sons. The respect and sympathy entertained for him, as one of its native sons, and of those who knew him from his childhood, and his family, were mournfully manifested upon the day following, by a solemn funeral procession, larger than is usually congregated upon ordinary occa- sions, following his mangled corpse to the little island, in the bosom of one of our rivers, selected by himself while the mob was being collected to take his life, as the romantic spot endeared by happy reminiscences of past days ; and to which he requested his mortal remains to be consigned. And there he now reposes, with the clods which weigh heavily upon his bosom consecrated by the bitter tears of a mother, an only sister and his wife, all present upon the last sad, solemn occasion ; and that wife affectionately devoted to him in death, the daughter of him whom, it is alleged, he deprived of life with a murderous intent ; while no one who knew him as a boy and as a man, in the long list of acquaintances and associates of his earlier days, is willing to believe that Adolphus F. Monroe ever com- mitted homicide with malice prepense at heart. S. THOS. HAUSER. REUBEN Me C ARTY. JAMES WILSON. APPENDIX. THE MONROE CASE. HOW IT WAS CONDUCTED-GEN, LINDER'S CONDUCT. CHARLESTON, March 29th, 1856. MB. NAPOLEON B. AULICK : Dear Sir : Many things have been said, public and private, of my defense of your brother-in-law, A. F. Monroe. It has been charged that I did not defend him with my usual zeal and ability. Now, sir, I wish you to state your opinion frankly and freely upon this subject ; for, whether it is against me or for me, I intend to give it to the public. Yours, truly, TJ. F. LlNDEB. CHABLESTON, ///., April 23d, 1856. MB. USHEH F. LINDEB : Dear Sir: Yours of the 29th ult. should have met with earlier attention at my hands, but, supposing that you wished my free and unreserved opinion, and also presuming that if the facts upon which that opinion is based, accompanied the opinion, it would prove not only very acceptable to you, but serve, at the same time, as a complete vindica- tion of your course as the counsel of my late unfortunate brother-in-law, A. F. Monroe. You will doubtless remember, that on the day upon which my brother- in-law was unfortunate enough to take the life of Mr. Nathan Ellington, his father-in-law, in an affray between them, you was employed to defend Monroe, charging only the moderate and reasonable fee of $1,000 for your services. You took charge of the case, and for some reason or other, the nature of which I do not know, refused to allow your client to appear before the examining court. However, it may be well enough for me to state (in order that the public may be made fully acquainted with the fairness and zeal for the cause of your client, and the honorable manner in which you commenced, and continued to the end, the conducting of the case), that on the clay Ellington was shot, and in a few minutes after you was employed, you started out to collect the evidence for the defense. On your hunt after evidence, you met A. G. Jones, Esq., one of the law- yers for the prosecution, and told Mm that you had started out with the 114: APPENDIX. intention of going round the public square, but had not got more than half around, and had found, in that small compass, not only evidence enough to hang your present client, but, you ivas afraid to go the remainder of the cir- cuit, for fear you should find evidence enough to" lap over" and hang some of your future clients! Now, sir, who can doubt that you conducted the case with your "usual zeal and ability," when you commenced by telling the above to one of the prosecuting attorneys ? I can not, have not, and do not doubt it ? Well, a few days after the above acknowledgment to Mr Jones, and while Ellington was yet alive, the preliminary examination of Monroe was held. At that examination you not only would not permit your client to be present, but actually refused to introduce witnesses in his behalf, witnesses whose testimony would have been favorable to his cause ; and al- lowed the prosecution to introduce and examine theirs ; literally making no defense, and pledging yourself that your client should not have a change of venue, and stating that you was authorized by your client to make such, statement, and that it was his (your client's) determination to stand his trial at the next term of the court. That statement, sir, was false. Your client did not authorize you to make any such pledge, and you not only knew it, but, also, you knew it was his intention to have made application for a change of venue, as he, and every one else, was fully aware of the impossibility of his obtaining a fair and impartial trial in this county. I was absent from town the day of the preliminary examination, and was not aware of your pledging your client for a trial in this county, until the Sat- urday before the term of the court, called for the trial of this case, in Feb- ruary last, when I happened to see a notice to that effect in the " Courier" which was issued the week preceding the trial. I immediately came to you with the paper containing that announcement, and asked you if such was the fact, and if you had made such a pledge. Your reply was that you had. I then asked you if you intended to redeem that pledge. You re- plied that you must do it was compelled to redeem it, from the fact that this was your home ; that all your property was here, and here was your all ; with home, property, reputation, your all at stake, you could not do other- wise than redeem that pledge ; and that your only regret was, that you had not told Monroe and myself of the existence of that pledge sooner, so that I might have employed other counsel in the case. Then, sir, I informed you that you could consider yourself no longer a counsel in the case ; that /would not submit to my friend and brother being tried in any such man- ner. You then agreed to leave the case. James Monroe and 1 then went down to your office, and I took up my note, and the mortgage on my land, which I had given you to secure your fee. This was on the Saturday night previous to the sitting of the court, which commenced on the Monday APPENDIX. 115 following. You said you released every thing in relation to the fee, thank- ing your God for making you too honest to exact a fee under such circum- stances, stating that you would just as soon steal the money as to exact it for attempting his defense here ; that Monroe might just as well be taken out into the street and shot, as to be tried in Coles county. You then dic- tated, while James Monroe wrote an application to the judge for a change of venue, which /was to hand to the prisoner, and he to Judge Harlan. You then volunteered your services to James Monroe and myself, to put off the trial (as you considered that a much safer plan for the prisoner than to apply for the change of venue, as the mob had determined there should be no change), on the grounds that the prisoner was not prepared to enter upon his trial, important witnesses for the defense being absent. You also stated that if you could not get a continuation of the trial on that ground, you would do so by challenging the jurors. Perfectly relying upon your promises, and having the utmost confidence in your integrity and honesty in the matter, I left the case to be managed by you, in your own way; fully understanding that if you did not suc- ceed in putting off the trial, then we were to make the application for a change of venue. On Monday evening the grand jury reported a true bill against the pri- soner, and on Tuesday morning, when I entered the court-room, I was not only astonished to find that you had made no effort to have the trial con- tinued, but that part of the jury was already impanneled, and the remain- der were being found among the crowd, and you did not challenge one of them ! As I do not wish to lose one item that may prove beneficial to you in setting your conduct right before the people, I will now state what I should have done before a remark you made during the conversation with James Monroe and myself, held at your office on the Saturday night preceding the trial. You said, that if we succeeded in getting the change of venue, and got the prisoner out of the county, and wished you to do so, you would then appear for and clear him in spite of h II ! and that the most that could be made against him would be manslaughter. After you had gone into the trial, you drew up a note for $910, (having received, previously, $90 out of the 81,000), took it to the jail, after night, and got the prisoner to sign it, securing said note by a mortgage on 160 acres of land belonging to the prisoner. And, again, on Tuesday morning of the term, before you entered into the trial, you turned to the mass in the court-room, Avhom you conceived to be the mob, and asked of them if they would allow you the privilege of defending the prisoner / 116 APPENDIX. The trial consumed the entire week, and as everybody knew it would be so, the jury, as a matter of course, returned a verdict of "Guilty of Murder in the First Degree" against the prisoner. When the jury came down to give in their verdict, you were absent, and the judge refused to receive it until you were present, by your client, and you were sent for, but refused to come, and the prisoner received it alone! On Monday morn- ing Judge Harlan called the court together, for the purpose of passing sentence on Monroe. You then appeared in court before the sentence was passed, and made a motion for a new trial, founding your motion upon some plan in the instructions to the jury. The judge took until Tuesday morning to consider the motion, examine authorities, etc. During that same day you came to me and told me that, in order to save Monroe's life from the mob, you thought it was best for you to go to the judge and get him to overrule the motion, and allow him to pass sentence upon the pri- soner, and you would take the instructions to the Supreme Court, and get a new trial from that body. Tuesday morning came, the motion was over- ruled, and sentence was passed upon Monroe. Then you refused to go to the Supreme Court, saying that your duties in the case had ceased ! It was several days before I could induce you to go up to the Supreme Court, as you had said you designed doing when you ivanted your motion over- ruled by Judge Harlan. Previously to your taking the papers up to Spring- field, you stated publicly, in Bill Hart's grocery, that you were going up to the Supreme Court, not for the purpose of getting a new trial, but, seemingly to discharge your duty and for the satisfaction of his (Monroe's) friends / After you got to Springfield, you stated that you did not want a new trial, and when the application for the new trial was decided against you in that court, you said it was decided just as you wanted it! Now, sir, you have your whole conduct as counsel for A. F. Monroe, above. I have told it truly, calmly, and fairly. Now you shall have my opinion. So far from your conducting the case with zeal and ability of any kind, saying nothing about the "usual," I believe you were either most woefully indifferent to the fate of your client, lamentably deficient in honesty, or feed to hang Dolph Monroe by the mob the other side. You can choose either horn of the dilemma you please it was one of the three, and, most likely the latter, as you said, after the failure of your application to the Supreme Court,.that you wished the mob would hang him ! Is it not aston- ishing, sir, this depravity of human nature ? You were right in thanking your God that he made you so honest ; and I do not blame you, for no one else can do the same for you. No, Mr. Linder, your conduct in the case was this : it was cowardly, it was dishonorable, it was dishonest, it was two-faced. You would profess one thing and act another. But, sir, I have done. I hope you are fully satisfied with my " thoughts upon this sub- iect," and with that hope, allow me, sir, to subscribe myself, Respectfully, your obedient servant, NAPOLEON B. AULICK. APPENDIX. 117 CHARLESTON, January 3Qtk, 1856. N. B. AULICK : Dear, Dear Friend : When I am gone, take my Diaries, Books No. 1 and 2, to Emmerson Bennett of Cincinnati, or some other man com- petent to write out and expose all of this affair ; and my last solemn request is, that no name no man or woman be spared : let the truth be told, and even the very names given as they are. This I solemnly request. Pole, you are the only man I ever loved, and I have loved you far beyond a brother's love I would have died for you ; for you have a heart you are a man and an honest man, and they are very scarce in this world. I have tried to be your friend I am now going to God and to you and my mother I leave ALL I HAVE. All I request of you is, do for me, when I am gone, as you think I ivould do for you. You know what I mean, for you have a heart you are a man. Pole, do not grieve for me, when I am gone. I'm ready I am going home. We '11 meet again up there up there we '11 meet and rejoice. Comfort my poor old mother 'tuill not be long. I go prepared. I only ask of you, see these books published see it done. My name shall yet be mighty and strong ; my name and memory shall yet be all powerful for vengeance, when I am dust. My life and my words shall yet be a common and familiar sound in every household in the land and I will yet be most terribly avenged and my name endeared to all honest men and women. Pole, when I am gone take me to Kentucky take me from here, bury me upon Kentucky soil upon one of the islands above Falmouth, "St. Helena," or Lover's Retreat. Inclose it, etc., as you will find directed in my books a weeping willow at my head, and a cedar at my feet future gen* erations shall visit my tomb and shed tears upon my grave. Nannie has done this thing; but her mother led her on. Spare her, for my child's sake ; spare her, when I am gone. She must and will suffer much add not to the stings of her own conscience. That is surely enough. But should she ever marry again, then I invoke all the curses of hell and heaven upon her head. Pole, if I was free but one day, I would not fall alone, or unavenged. God restrains my arm. He will yet avenge my fall and fate. When I am moldering in my grave, I will still speak and be avenged. Nannie has loved me well ; alas ! too well, for she has been ever jeal- ous ; and I had rather, to-day, be in my place and go to eternity, than in hers, with her conscience, and live ; and I prophesy right here, that she 118 APPENDIX. will not stay long. Her heart, I think, is right and she and her relatives can never get along. She can never be happy again. Pole, when I am gone, I want you and my mother to save all you can of my estate, from lander the thief, and from the hands of the law, for your own use. Attend to my requests, all of them, and one is ; save what you can for you and my mother. Keep an eye upon my child, while she lives ; I don't think she will ever live to be a woman ; and I prefer that she would die than to be raised there. Oh God ! let her not stay there. Nannie has sworn to me that she herself, nor May, should stay there. Pole, I have loved Nannie and spoiled her. She was a spoiled child, and I petted and spoiled her as my wife. I had to conquer all this and I have done so. She was completely conquered and a good and loving wife when this affair occurred. She was a child, but she is now a woman. She was, when this thing happened, a good wife and a true woman ; 'tis true, she has caused all ; but blame her mother, and not her. Her mother has mur- dered Ellington and me, and how many more God alone may know. If Nannie redeems half of her promises and pledges to me, when I am gone, she is worthy if not, she must and will suffer. Pole dear, dear, noble friend, this earth is but a stopping-place. You and I, Pole, will meet again and then you may know how well I love you. / am no common man ; I am above far above the vulgar herd, and so are you, in HEART, if not in education. In another and better world, Pole, we '11 meet again, my noble friend, the ONLY MAN I ever loved. I have done I fall but remember I fall a victim, but proudly fall ! In eternity, all this thing shall be solved. A man can die but once, and he who fears to die, is not a man. This day I would only ask life only ask to live for those / love, and for my own fame. I am a man ; my spirit, before 'God, will tower far above the low, dirty world. Pole ! I am pre- pared I am safe meet me there ; meet me there, my noble-hearted friend and brother. God is our Judge, and we will conquer and rejoice with Him. Weep not for me, I am at rest ! / have gone home ! A. F. MONROE. x THE END. I 30112038255813