MEMORIAL . OF Lydia Evelina Ballagh, WIFE OF JOHN C. BALLAGH, Died January 13, 1884, 6 p. m. MISSIONARY AT TOKIO. JAPAN, OF THE BOARD OF FOREIGN MISSIONS OF THE PRESBY¬ TERIAN CHURCH IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. am $ & iii i Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2018 with funding from Columbia University Libraries https://archive.org/details/memorialoflydiaeOOunse THE FUNERAL SERVICES WERE HELD IN THE FIRST PRESBYTERIAN CHURCH (Washington Square), Philadelphia, WEDNESDAY, JANUARY 16, 1884, AT FOUR O’CLOCK, P. M. The following gentlemen acted as pall-bearers : from the First Presbyterian Church , Philadelphia , Samuel C. Perkins, Norris W. Harkness, George Griffiths and George T. H arris, Elders; and from the Clinton-Street Immanuel Presbyterian Church , Philadelphia , John Moore, Elder , Thomas E. Ashmead, Trustee , and John H. Dingee, Superintendent of the Sabbath-school. As the procession entered the church the choir sang the following anthem.— (C. Everest , “The Sabbath ,” page 375.) “ And I heard a voice from heaven saying unto me, Write, Blessed are the dead which die in the Lord from henceforth: Yea, saith the Spirit, that they may rest from their labors; and their works do follow them.”— Rev. xiv. 13. Rev. Lawrence M. Colfelt, pastor of the church, then read 1st Corinthians xv. 42-58; Rev. xxii. 1-7. 4 PRAYER BY MR. COLFELT. O God, Thou hast brought us into very close relation to Thee. Thou dost meet us in the secret passages of our own souls. Thou dost confront us as the God of eternity —as the arbiter of human destiny ; and Thou hast sent into our midst the angel of death, Thy special messenger; and Thou hast come very near to our hearts by this Thy providence. We humbly pray Thee this hour that Thou wouldst meet us in the midst of our sorrow ; that Thou wouldst sanctify it graciously to us by Thy Holy Spirit, and that Thou wouldst help us to interpret the meanings thereof, that we may be spiritually benefited; that our zeal may be quickened ; that our love of Christ may be intensified, and that we may devote ourselves, each one, with renewed earnestness to the work which remains for us to do. O God and our Father, appear Thou in the midst of us. D raw Thou near unto us, uttering the words of Thy promises and manifestations of Thy love. May we know, even in this hour, that Thou art the Father; that Thou dealest with us as with sons: “Whom the , Lord loveth He chasteneth, and scourgeth every son whom He receiveth.” O Thou Saviour, Thou Son of God, we pray that Thou wouldst draw peculiarly near in this experience of our life, and that we may look upon Thee as Thou art lifted upon the cross, and since Thou hast given Thyself freely for us ; since Thou hast sacrificed Thy life in our behalf; since Thou hast consented unto death that we may not die, but forever live ; may we know that Thou wilt with Thyself freely give us all things ; that Thy love is unto death—that it is stronger than death ; and that 5 there is no ordination of Thy providence that is not gen¬ tle ; that there is no arrangement of Thy will that is not wise; that all is guided by Thine infinite and tender and unutterable love. O Thou Holy Spirit, we pray that Thou wouldst reveal Thyself this hour to each one of us— to this bereaved husband—to these dear friends who have gathered here, companions of this dear friend of their life —to all these sympathizing Christian hearts. We pray that Thou wouldst show Thyself as the Comforter, and take of the solace of Thy truth and speak it to each one of our hearts, so that we shall not grieve; so that we shall rather rejoice; yea, so that we all shall give her joy that she hath gone to be with Christ, which is far better. Let Thy benediction, the comfort of Thy holy gospel, the peace of God which passeth all understanding, the love of Christ which passeth that of woman, rest upon us this hour, comforting us, uplifting us above all our human grief, and enabling us to rise triumphant into the sphere of faith, and to transform darkness and sorrow with the very light which Thou dost shine down upon us from Thy reconciled countenance, and from the heaven which Thou hast opened to our gaze. And all we ask is for Jesus’ sake. Amen. Let us sing the hymn that was greatly preferred by our dear deceased friend, the 761st in the Presbyterian Hymnal: When our heads are bowed with woe. When our bitter tears o’erflow. When we mourn the lost, the dear, Jesus, Son of Mary ! hear. * Thou our throbbing flesh hast worn. Thou our mortal griefs hast borne, Thou hast shed the human tear ; Jesus, Son of Mary ! hear. 6 Thou hast bowed the dying head. Thou the blood of life hast shed. Thou hast filled a mortal bier; Jesus, Son of Mary ! hear. Thou the shame, the grief hast known; Though the sins were not Thine own. Thou hast deigned their load to bear ; Jesus, Son of Mary ! hear. REMARKS BY MR. COLFELT. My dear friends, does not the spirit of this touching hymn, so much preferred by our friend, come home with peculiar emphasis to our minds and hearts this hour? It is the Son of Mary who is our Saviour. The Christ that we love and worship is the Christ specially anointed for our human darkness and for our human grief. I know that we love to think of Christ as risen again and in great power; but there are other moods and experiences in which He comes even more near to us, and is a Saviour of greater preciousness and greater power. When we follow Christ in His humiliations; when we see Him go down into the depths of His anguish; when we put the most disastrous overthrow of our expectations, and the profoundest gloom of the deep-falling darkness about us, over against the sorrow which touched and enveloped and overwhelmed the soul of Christ—how close and tender and near H e comes to us ! And so I often think that the door of sorrow opens more immediately upon the heart of Christ than does the door of our joys. And this is especially true in the time of our bereavements, when, in the providence of 7 God, we are commanded to look at the grave that is opened at our feet, and bend over and gaze down into its mystery. H ere, where the best beloved of our hearts and lives are put out of sight; here, where human darkness and human grief reaches its lowest point; here, too, is the sepulchre of Jesus, and it is very near the breaking light of the dawn of the resurrection. Here we come, I think, the closest to our Saviour, when we see H im humbling and giving H imself to death, and consenting to descend into our grave, and wait there in infinite patience and power until the hour of the resurrection, and when we see Him rise again never to die any more. And now we have a Saviour for our ex¬ hilaration, for our times of rational enjoyment, and, better, a Saviour for our disappointed hours. We have a Saviour for our fears and for our anxieties; we have a Saviour for the ruin of sin, for the wreck and overthrow of death and for the heart-searching bitterness which follows so often after it. Our Saviour went through it all. He was ex¬ ceeding sorrowful, even unto death. The burden that pressed upon His heart our word cannot utter. He was tried in all respects even as we are, yet without sin. And now we have a perfect Saviour, who has all sympathy and all knowledge and all power for this hour, for this bereaved husband, for these dear friends who have come from afar, for these missionary associates, who are touched now with a thousand recollections of anxieties and work for Christ which they conducted together with this devoted woman— for you and for me, and for every one that needs the sym¬ pathetic and helpful Christ. Now it is not with any accident of speech—it is with deliberate intention—that I would fain point your minds and hearts, first of all, to Christ now. It is true that we walk beneath the shadow of a most unexpected providence. This gracious woman; this Christian wife ; this member 8 ofj esus’ church; this missionary of the cross of Christ— one of the choicest spirits, one of the noblest workers of our time—has been arrested in the very midst of her work here amongst us, and has been transferred to the nobler activities of heaven. We thought we would have had another missionary meeting with her, but not this. We thought we would keep other appointments, and hear her voice as she told us, with accents of womanly sympathy and with aspirations akin to the very yearnings of Christ, about Japan and its perishing millions, and the work of Christ resting on her heart there; but we did not think that we would keep this appointment here to-day, and listen to nothing but the eloquent voice of her silence. And yet, dear friends, do you not think now that there was something in the work and the prayer which you en¬ joyed together with her in the last few weeks; that there was something in the joy that stirred her own heart, and that illumined her whole face; that there was something in her speech that bewrayed her; that there was a ripeness of thought and of feeling; that there was a zeal for Christ; that there was an unction of the Holy Ghost, which seemed to betoken that she was near to the heavenly gates; that she was almost meet for the inheritance of the saints in light ? But, ah ! we did not know that the gates were even then ajar, and that they were only waiting for her to speak her last words and do her last work ere they would close and shut her in with the Lord forever. It is all plain now ! but we wist not then. Our eyes and hearts were holden. And yet, astonished and overwhelmed as we are by this providence of God to-day, all you who know her character must feel that her wish would have been that the first and the last and the whole utterance of this hour would and should be missionary; that our minds and our hearts should go forth, away from ourselves and from our griefs for her, and that we should turn all the manifesta¬ tions of our regard for her memory into a manifestation of regard for Christ; that her death and burial, like her whole life, might be absorbed and swallowed up in the life of her Saviour. For this is the one succinct, comprehensive estimate of her whole character: “For me to live is Christ, and to die is gain.” For in the very hour in which, at eighteen years of age, she consecrated herself to Christ, in the Presbyterian church at Bainbridge, New York, her prayer was that “God would give her a heart to love Christ and a heart to serve Christ and if ever a prayer was gloriously answered it was that. As a dutiful child in her own home, bearing the respon¬ sibilities of the household, caring for the children of her parents, on account of the bereavement of her mother at an early age; as a devoted wife; as the head of a home of her own—in all the duties and cares and responsibilities of life, from the very beginning to the end, she showed noth¬ ing but this same heartiness of love and this same thoroughness of service unto Christ. It was, however, about ten years ago, in the fall of 1873, t ^ lat h er devotion took on its most heroic form. Her heart burned with a desire to show a higher love and to do nobler work for Christ; and so she chose to be a missionary of the cross. The heroes of the olden time were warriors ; the men who went to battle inspired by the love of glory, and the cru¬ saders who went to the East, with fanaticism and cruelty attendant in their train. But the heroes of our age are the missionaries of the cross of Christ; the men who obey no suggestion but that of Christian benevolence, and who have no ambition but that the gospel of the Son of God may be preached to the very ends of the earth. They are the real chivalry of our day. They are the true crusaders. They have no thought of any low motive. They are IO stirred with the breath of the Holy Ghost. They have no idea of consequences; they reck not for applause or scorn. They do not go forth as travellers, out of mere curiosity, to dwell on historic associations, to dream ro¬ mantic dreams. They go for nothing but labor and noth¬ ing but sacrifice. And it was in this spirit of heroic consecration that she went, ten years ago, to the city of Yokohama, in Japan, with no inspiration but the love of Christ, and no ambition but that the kingdom of heaven might come in all the coasts and bounds of that interesting land. Those have been ten glorious, signal, eventful years ! When she went there the gospel had but a commencement; now it is firmly planted. When she went there it was C£ an handful of corn upon the mountains”; now it is a waving harvest in the valleys. When she went there there were but two churches, and they were very feeble at that; now there are a hundred or more of churches, and there are thousands of Christian communicants. And in this work of foundation-laying, of which we now see the glorious results, this devoted woman bore a most conspicuous part. Her first work was, of course, that of teaching—the general organization and management and administration and care of schools ; and in this work her character came out in very bold relief. She was firm, she was dignified, she was kind; she inspired respect and aroused affection at the same time. She had the self-control of Christ. She inspired self- government in others. But the impression of a religious character was the profoundest she made. Her heart was full of the love of Christ, and it could not but spread its infection to those about her; and so she was enabled to instill religious principles and inspire many with faith in the Son of God. And it is not astonishing that her pupils, wherever they are distributed throughout Japan, manifest eminent usefulness and eminent piety; and there are many of them who are now pastors and ministers of the gospel of the Son of God. It would thrill your hearts to read the letters which have been written to her expressive of the profound debt of gratitude felt by so many who were blessed in early life with the influences of her sympathy and her Christian faith; and there is many a heart of Christian native in Japan that will tremble and thrill with sorrow when they hear of God’s providence to her in this land of her love and her birth. Another work that she originated was that among what are called the