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Blockley Days 
 
 Memories and Impressions of a 
 Resident Physician 
 
 1883-1884 
 
 Arthur Ames Bliss, A.M., M.D. 
 
 Printed for private circulation 
 MCMXVI 
 
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 Copyright, 1916, 
 By Laura N. Bliss. 
 
INTRODUCTION 
 
 It was in the winter of 1913, that my husband came upon his 
 "Memoirs of Blockley." He decided at once to rewrite and 
 revise them for publication. Every spare moment during these 
 winter months, in spite of not having been in his usual health, 
 Doctor Bliss spent in preparing this work. It seemed to give 
 him so much pleasure, that I repressed my feelings of anxiety 
 lest he might overtax his strength. 
 
 His professional duties had been especially hard during this 
 winter, and he gave himself unsparingly to the many who called 
 for help. These "Memoirs" had been just finished and been 
 typewritten, when God called him to his Heavenly reward. 
 
 The life of Doctor Bliss was an example of unselfish devotion 
 for the good of others, and of rare nobility of purpose. 
 
 To publish these pages is my greatest privilege. 
 
 Laura Neuhaus Buss. 
 
PREFACE 
 
 Humanity has been observed from many points of view. 
 The rich and great and fortunate of Earth have had their en- 
 trances and exits on the stage of literature. Great authors have 
 told of the lives of the lowly and depraved. Paradise has been 
 described; and classic writers have drawn and redrawn the 
 sunless world of Hades and of Purgatory. Even Hell need have 
 few surprises for any one who reads. 
 
 In the pages of this little book there is a candid, almost 
 photographic, account of life in a community of paupers, where 
 the members conduct themselves without any fear that fate or 
 the authorities can put them in a'hy lower place than that in 
 which they have placed themselves. It is not the life of a 
 reformatory or of a prison. The almshouse is merely a receptacle 
 of the miserable and helpless, and, in Blockley, there are added 
 hospitals for the physically and mentally ill. 
 
 The book tells something of the life and habits of these 
 submerged citizens, and of the experiences and impressions 
 gained by one who went in a.nd out very freely among them 
 in the peculiar and intimate relations of a resident physician. 
 It is a plain, direct statement of things that actually happened, 
 without any attempt to enlarge upon them or to soften the 
 blunt realism. And, between the lines, can be noted the effect 
 of this life and contact upon the journalist. 
 
 It is a grim story, not without some touches of a sad humor. 
 But it all happened; and something like unto it has been worked 
 into the life of many a resident physician not alone of Old 
 Blockley, but of any great City Hospital. So the little journal 
 is a small bit of actual history. 
 
 Arthur Ames Bliss. 
 Philadelphia, April 20th, 1913. 
 
Blockley Days 
 
 The life of a physician who has pursued his calHng within 
 the confines and surrounding country of a great city is so filled 
 with the incidents and details peculiar to his profession, that he 
 has little opportunity to review his career. He lives so entirely 
 in the present, that there are no spare moments in which to 
 look back and trace for footsteps in the sands of time. Such 
 sands are shifting. The footprints are shallow and faint, and 
 little would be gained by a search backward through the forgotten 
 years. But it happens, sometimes, that a narrow bit of trail 
 may have survived, and certain landmarks remained unchanged 
 by its way. There came a chance moment in the busy life of 
 a doctor now advancing into middle life, when the need for 
 certain notes of cases, in relation to a study of an obscure disease, 
 led him to hunt within old boxes and chests in a lumber room. 
 The reader would have little interest in all that such delving 
 amid relics revealed, except, perhaps, for the discovery of one 
 plainly bound notebook. When the Doctor unearthed this 
 small volume, a flood of memories seemed to spring into being, 
 and, for a moment, he was floated away upon a tide of time 
 that set him somewhat adrift from the real object of his search. 
 In his own handwriting, on the corner of this book, he read 
 the title, "Blockley Days. A Journal, September 1st, 1883 — 
 August 31st, 1884. 'So it's over the hill to the poorhouse.' " 
 It was indeed a forgotten trail; and the discovery of the foot- 
 prints recalled to the physician's recollection that he had been 
 an interne in Blockley Hospital, and that he had essayed to 
 keep a sort of diary, and that here was the very record of his 
 good or evil deeds unexpectedly facing him out of the dusty 
 corner of an old packing box. Blockley has undergone such 
 
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 changes in the course of recent years, that these records of an 
 official life, passed there almost thirty years ago, must not 
 be applied to the institution as it exists to-day. The diary 
 has some historical value, as it describes the episodes in the 
 life of a resident physician of that period, in a hospital con- 
 ducted much on the general lines that obtained then in all 
 large city hospitals. But the inmates of that day might be 
 the inmates of the modernized and improved institution that 
 succeeded it; for human nature is the same as in the days 
 of Babylon. The tramp, the degenerate, the unfortunate, 
 the weakly good and aggressively bad are simply clad in the 
 rags and tatters of their especial time and place. Blockley's 
 guests are much as they were then and ever have been. The 
 administration, the methods of control and medical attention 
 have revolutionized the place so greatly, that none of the refer- 
 ences in this diary that relate to nursing and hospital details 
 can be applied to the institution as it is conducted to-day. 
 The very name has changed. No one spoke of the institution 
 otherwise than as Blockley. This name of reproach is now 
 lost in the modern title of the reformed and re-organized insti- 
 tution, "The Philadelphia General Hospital." The Almshouse 
 of Philadelphia, after having occupied several different localities, 
 was finally established on an extensive tract of farm land on a 
 narrow lane below Spruce Street, bordered on the east by 34th 
 Street, and extending to the Philadelphia, Wilmington and 
 Baltimore Railroad tracks along the Schuylkill River. Its 
 western limit was another picturesque narrow lane which 
 separated it from a bit of wooded ravine that formed a part 
 of Woodlands Cemetery. In old times all this district 
 had been a part of the extensive estate of Blockley, and thus 
 the large community of City Hospital, Hospital for the 
 Insane, and Almshouse derived the name by which it was 
 known, and to which a certain sinister meaning was attached, 
 on account of the maladministration in all departments, 
 
and the general misery and wretchedness that became 
 a part of the lives of all who passed within its gates. 
 The buildings formed a vast parallelogram fiallowing the main 
 lines of the property and enclosing a large central courtyard. 
 Through the centre of this great open space a line of irregularly 
 built shops and storehouses extended, dividing it into two 
 great halves with a single, dark, gloomy passageway between, 
 while at either end of the yard arose lofty stone walls, with 
 two arched gateways and heavy gates in either wall for com- 
 munication with the great north and south halves of the central 
 open courtyard. Thus divided, the northern half of the institu- 
 tion was for the accommodation of women, and the southern 
 half for men. The high wall to the eastward separated the 
 yard from the buildings and ground of the City Hospital, while 
 beyond that to the westward were the extensive buildings 
 and grounds of the Asylum for the Insane. The lines of build- 
 ings between these eastern and western divisions, and the 
 great court itself, formed the Almshouse of the City of Phila- 
 delphia. Thus it will be seen that the Almshouse dominated 
 and overshadowed the City Hospital, which should have been 
 free from the associations which belong to this home for the 
 destitute and inefficient. So close, however, was the relation- 
 ship of the various departments at Blockley, that it was often 
 with extreme difficulty that a poor but respectable man or 
 woman, when sick, could be induced to enter the City Hospital. 
 "Oh, Doctor! Don't send me to the Poorhouse!" It is indeed 
 a shame and disgrace that a hospital which should have been 
 regarded as a proper and honorable place of retreat for the 
 sick poor of Philadelphia should have been so burdened by 
 mismanagement and evil associations that no sick man or 
 woman sought its walls willingly. It was the last resort for 
 those who could not gain admission to other hospitals, or who 
 were absolutely friendless and penniless. 
 
 The great buildings of Blockley were of uniform construction. 
 
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 having mastic covered walls of a dull grey color, three stories 
 in height, with a low, sloping roof. The main entrance, facing 
 towards an open stretch of fields that represented the farm 
 of the Almshouse, was a rather imposing portico of Greek design, 
 standing high above a lower story, in which the offices of the 
 institution were housed. One gained this upper terrace by 
 a flight of steps, passed beneath the arcade of columns, and 
 entered the main hallway, on one side of which the Superin- 
 tendent had his office, while a door on the other side led to the 
 assembly room of the Board of Guardians of the Poor, the 
 rulers of the institution and the various activities associated 
 with it. 
 
 This large and important governing board consisted of 
 many members who were elected to their office by the City 
 Councils. Each district of the City was represented among 
 the members of the board. For many years it had been con- 
 nected with the less open and honorable field of local politics. 
 Few citizens of sterling character or important standing in 
 the community cared to serve in its ranks, or could have gained 
 an election even if their candidacy had been proposed. The 
 board had a bad name. Somewhat caricaturing its manage- 
 ment and reputation was the oft-heard epithet which gave 
 it the title, "The Board of Buzzards." Among the earliest 
 efforts to reconstruct and improve the City was a determined 
 effort by a small group of able and honest members of the 
 City Council to elect better men on the Board of Guardians 
 of the Poor. A few men of worth and prominence in the social 
 and financial affairs of the City were persuaded to stand as 
 candidates for election. It was a hard and bitter contest in 
 the Councils, but the better elements of those bodies combined, 
 and filled a few vacancies on the Board of Guardians with 
 these gentlemen of good character. Many improvements to 
 the institution were effected by the work of these new members 
 assisted by their friends in the City Councils. One change 
 
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 of importance was the appointment of resident physicians for 
 Blockley by a fairly conducted competitive examination, in place 
 of the old system of appointment through personal influence. 
 
 It was a dark, sultry day, the first of September, 1883, 
 when a certain young, inexperienced, and somewhat anxious 
 youth, who had gained the degree of Doctor Medicinae, and 
 had won his right to an interneship in Blockley by the first 
 competitive examination held for this position, took his way 
 over the Chestnut Street Bridge across the Schuylkill River 
 and turned into the pleasant shaded lane that extended in 
 front of Blockley. 
 
 The farm fields sloped gently down towards the river from 
 the left side of this road. The trunks of the trees that bordered 
 the lane were covered with whitewash. The sidewalk was 
 of wood, and gave such a hollow reverberation to the youth's 
 feet, that there arose a disturbing notion in his agitated mind 
 that all Blockley must hear his coming, and every prospective 
 patient be called to the long rows of windows to observe his 
 approach. Far away over the river was a nondescript mass 
 of old factories, railroad tracks and bridges, and the green 
 foliage about the buildings of the Naval Asylum. The City 
 had a sort of tag-end appearance from this view of its more 
 southern portion. A break in the long line of grey buildings 
 was closed by a high wall through which was a wide-arched 
 gateway. Above this, in black letters on a band of white, was 
 painted the title, "Philadelphia Hospital." In the hospital 
 ambulance the young doctor was to pass in and out of that 
 entrance very often in the months to come, at all hours of the 
 day and night, going forth for or bringing back paupers, sick 
 people, and sometimes unfortunate victims of mental disease in 
 every degree of delusional wealth or misery. 
 
 Knowing nothing of what lay before him, the young medicus 
 reverently ascended the entrance steps as to the shrine of 
 -^sculapius, passed beneath the somber portals of Blockley, and 
 
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 became one of the denizens of that strange communit)'- that, 
 in a sort of microcosmos, represented the misery and goodness, 
 the meanness, the brave enduraiice, the cheap -deceits, the 
 vileness and degradation of the whole great world. 
 
 It is surprising how quickly one finds his place in the order 
 and discipline of life in a great hospital. The very green young 
 doctor, in a state of anxiety and mental mix-up as to his ability 
 to meet the unknown that faced him in the wards, who doubted 
 that he might not sin from ignorance daily, and be an agent of 
 death instead of health, found very quickly that his errors were 
 unknown, unnoticed, or nonexistent. The faces that peer out 
 at him from the long rows of beds soon cease to shock him with 
 imagined expressions of distrust, contempt, or fear. His col- 
 leagues of the resident staff give him friendly hints and helpful 
 suggestions. The grave m.edical or surgical chief treats him 
 with a kind consideration that combines the manner of a father 
 and older brother. He feels the unconscious support of the 
 great organization of which he is one of the units, a soldier in 
 the little garrison. The events of each day confirm him more 
 and more in the methods of thought and the ethics of the splendid 
 guild that has received him as a member, and to which his 
 loyalty and enthusiastic devotion are due for all the years of 
 his life. The oath of Hippocrates, seldom pronounced in words, 
 is moulded into the young doctor's habits of thought by the 
 precept and example of his associates. For truly can it be said, 
 that among no class of men is the earnestness of their calling 
 more expressed in their lives and associations with one another 
 than among a community of physicians. There is a wholesome 
 boyishness in the mental make-up. There is no pretense that 
 they are models of piety. In the great army to which they belong 
 are deserters and camp followers, but those of the rank and file 
 are generally true to the responsibilities of their great trust. 
 Like Chaucer's clerks gladly will they learn and gladly teach. 
 With a modest acknowledgment of the vastness of the dark 
 
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 unknown about them, physicians have hopefully looked forward, 
 through all the ages, for more light, more light. In a time when 
 idealisms are dulled in the greyness of a materialistic philosophy 
 of life, it is still the physician who rejoices to spend and be 
 spent in the pursuit of scientific truth, who values his life cheaply 
 in the struggle with ignorance and disease, whose compensa- 
 tion is more often found within his conscience than in bank 
 cheques or coin of the realm. In that glorious army of saints 
 and martyrs, sung by the Church; those who have borne 
 testimony to their faith and have been faithful unto death, 
 there are few physicians; but surely another group of martyrs, 
 they who have perished in the struggle against error and the 
 unknown, who have lost their lives in the conflict to tear the 
 veil of mystery from disease and let in the sunlight of knowledge, 
 the unhaloed army of martyrs for science, should have their 
 meed of praise. 
 
 Without any direct instruction in ethics, the young medicus 
 is involved in a social order that honors these traditions of the 
 past and the heroes from the history of his profession. Thus 
 the young and self-doubting interne, in the unconscious influences 
 of his surroundings, as well as the direct instruction of his 
 colleagues, begins to acquire confidence based on experience. 
 The medical instinct, that specialized combination of sense- 
 perception and the reasoning faculties in relation to the various 
 phenomena of disease, begins its development, and the young 
 medicus finds himself. 
 
 The Board of Guardians possessed a City office building on 
 South Seventh Street. It was an old and dilapidated dwelling 
 house, in no way rebuilt for office purposes, but simply made 
 available by the most limited supply of desks and chairs and 
 benches placed in parlor, dining room, and bedrooms. In what 
 had served as a parlor, on the ground floor, was housed the 
 biu'eau for arranging the proper payment and collection of 
 money in cases of illegitimate children, born at Blockley. It 
 
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 may have had other duties, but complaints and inquiries in 
 connection with the consequences of infringement of the seventh 
 commandment were always in progress on the occasions of my 
 visits. Above, in what had served as the best bedroom in days 
 of family life, the "second story front," was the office for receiv- 
 ing and examining applicants for the Almshouse itself and for 
 the hospital. The medical examination was conducted by 
 a Blockley resident physician. One of our staff was in attendance 
 daily, for a few hours each morning. The examination in 
 regard to social conditions, destitution, and inability for support 
 was made by the Secretary of the Board of Guardians or by 
 the House Agent of Blockley. It must be confessed that the 
 young medical man was too often disposed to be sarcastic, 
 cynical, suspicious, and anxious to drive away every applicant 
 who did not bear in his or her body the symptoms of being an 
 interesting medical or surgical case. On the other hand, the 
 two lay officials, men long trained to their duties, were most 
 patient and reasonably sympathetic. I never heard either of 
 these men say an unkind word to the wretched, broken men and 
 women who applied for shelter within the walls of Blockley. 
 Not infrequently when I had dismissed an applicant with a con- 
 temptuous statement that the poor man or woman was "not 
 sick enough" to be admitted to the hospital, the Secretary or 
 House Agent, whichever one happened to be oJB&ciating at the 
 desk, would find some excuse for admitting the subject to the 
 Outwards — the Almshouse Department, — or would mildly set 
 aside my verdict and make out a pass for the hospital. Having 
 obtained such a pass, the miserable citizen of the underworld 
 would start on the long journey across the City and over the 
 Schuylkill by one of the bridges to the haven of rest for the 
 poor and sick. So a thin stream of outcasts took its way daily, 
 through the cold, the snow or melting slush of winter, or the 
 summer's torrid heat, among the busy shoppers of Market or 
 Chestnut Street, past the great stores and amid the rushing 
 
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 traffic, each with the precious bit of paper that meant shelter 
 and somewhat of a home. Many of the sick must have spent 
 long, bitter moments on the way, with frequent rests on door- 
 steps or against raiUngs or on the curbstones of the street. It 
 would have been a vision for an artist to have depicted this 
 long, struggling line, as wherever in this sad world of ours the 
 weary and heavy laden have journeyed, led by the Man of 
 Sorrows, with His patient face of infinite compassion, bearing 
 His cross and going on before. The lowest of the earth are in 
 that line, outcasts and beggars and weaklings; nothing noble 
 is there, nothing heroic; only sickness and hunger and longing 
 for some place of refuge. 
 
 It is in this very Seventh Street Office that the scenes of the 
 diary have their beginning, for the first report in that old book 
 is entitled — 
 
 "A Gentleman Gone to Seed. 
 
 October 23, 1883. 
 
 "At the Seventh Street Office, a few days ago, I came across 
 a queer example of whiskey-wreckage. The last applicant for 
 admission was an unsteady, red-nosed, dejected-faced, white- 
 haired old man who slunk into the first chair near the door. 
 I asked him what his trouble might be this morning, when to 
 my surprise he answered in the refined tone of voice of an 
 educated Englishman. He wanted shelter; was afflicted with 
 a variety of complaints all of which narrowed themselves into 
 the syndromes of drunkenness and poverty. During the 
 citations of what he was and what he wished for, he quoted from 
 several Latin authors. I learned that he was a graduate from 
 Eton, that he had taught in the Cathedral School of Exeter, 
 and that he had been a teacher in this country. His weakness 
 for drink caused him to lose every position he had held, and 
 now an outcast he dragged himself from the gutter and begged 
 for admission to the Almshouse. We decided 'to send him out,' 
 which means, he obtained his pass of entrance. The Warden 
 
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 took pity on him and allowed him to spend the days in his 
 oiBce doing some nominal work, for the old fellow is lazy. 
 Although he will talk for hours about his necessity to find some 
 occupation, so as to fill his mind and keep out sad memories, 
 still, when any real work is supplied, he seems to prefer the 
 memories. He is a real old Micawber. A few days ago he 
 told me in a most independent manner, as though his coming 
 hither had been a matter of pure option on his part, that, 'A 
 few more days will decide me whether to remain here longer 
 or go elsewhere. My mind must be occupied. I find it very 
 hard to put up with the profanity of this place. My dear sir! 
 There is nothing for which I have such a violent aversion as 
 for the hoi polloi! I wish much to ask you a question. Can 
 you inform me as to the necessary steps for me to take in order 
 to obtain a piece of castile soap?' He had already asked me 
 for a copy of Thucydides. He spends much of his time in 
 composing ingenious sentences in Greek and Latin which give 
 the same meaning when read backward or forward. He is 
 the saddest object on earth, a gentleman gone to the devil. 
 He has the intellect, sensitiveness, and the exclusive traits of 
 a scholar, and yet with these he has the slavery to drink which 
 has brought him to the level of its other victims here, most of 
 whom are of the opposite social scale to which he belongs. What 
 a place of decay and death this is! It reminds me of the Ox 
 Bow in the Connecticut River. The broad, deep river flows 
 on, but into this back stream drift the deadwood, scum, withered 
 leaves, floating corruption; and there they drift together swirl- 
 ing around in the sluggish current, sinking to its muddy, oozy 
 bottom, never again floating out into the open stream. Hope 
 gone! Ambition gone! Yes, the very sense of shame van- 
 ished!" 
 
 "Arrogant Guests. 
 
 October 24, 1883. 
 "What I am unable to understand, or rather what con- 
 
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 stantly surprises me, is the degree of arrogance which the 
 inmates of this place develop during their sojourn. I have seen 
 men who have come here as a last resort, actually picked up 
 out of the streets, who after a few weeks' stay develop all the 
 selfishness and overbearing manners of one born to every luxury 
 that wealth supplies. They order the nurses about as one 
 might speak to slaves. They complain of the slightest dis- 
 comfort. They anathematize the food and cooking, both of 
 which are far superior to any they have known for years. The 
 only individual of whom they stand in awe is the doctor, for 
 he has the keys of a heaven or hell, and can allow them to rest 
 in sheltered ease or send them forth to experience winter and 
 cold weather in the streets. And I must confess that it is 
 almost a pleasure to me to 'come down heavily' on such men 
 as these. In some cases there must be a limit to long-suffering." 
 
 "Cadaverous Charue. 
 
 October 31, 1883. 
 "There is a man here named Charlie. He has charge of 
 the green-room or green-house, both of which are the local 
 terms for the post-mortem laboratory, or dead-house. Charlie's 
 entire time is devoted to work upon the dead. He is present 
 at the autopsies, sews up the incisions after examinations, and 
 takes measures to preserve in glass the various specimens which 
 are to be kept in a sort of alcoholic immortality. He is a well- 
 built, broad-shouldered, and cheerful-tempered German, and 
 is quite an anatomist. He never estimates a man, either living 
 or dead, by his face or reputation, but judges of his worth by 
 considering w^hat kind of a skeleton he would make, if the 
 fortunate opportunit}^ offered. A stranger at once excites his 
 notice, and he exclaims, 'Mein Gott! Vhat a vine skeleton dat 
 man vould make!' Or, it may be that the whole ensemble was 
 below standard, and that the skeleton would be a frank failure 
 and unsatisfactory. He has fitted up a neatly made bracket 
 
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 on one v,^all of the post-mortem room, and here the severed 
 head of an insane negro rests, which Charlie had embalmed 
 and prepared with tender care. In its way it is a work of art. 
 The ghastly ornament has painted eyes, made from paper and 
 fitted between the eyelids, giving quite a satisfied and friendh^ 
 expression to the face. A pair of femurs are crossed behind 
 the head, and the whole makes a most horrible ornament for 
 this place of death, but evidently brings much satisfaction to 
 the cadaverous mind of Charlie. 
 
 "v. has gone off in the ambulance to-night to bring back an 
 insane woman to the hospital. I was to have gone also, but, as 
 Donovan's arm was amputated to-day, the Warden thought 
 it best that I should be on hand in case of trouble. So M. has 
 gone in my place. They will have a rather moving experience, 
 as the woman is so violent that her husband dares not enter 
 the house." 
 
 It would be difficult to-day for any one to conceive of hospital 
 work without the efl&cient services of the trained nurse. Every 
 institution has its school for nurses, in which young women of 
 good character and a very fair degree of general education are 
 instructed, employed in the service of the hospital, and grad- 
 uated after having pursued the full course and passed the pre- 
 scribed examinations. So valuable and essential are the services 
 of these nurses that no satisfactory result in medicine or surgery 
 could be obtained without their aid. 
 
 The Blockley of 1883 had no trained nurses. Each depart- 
 ment had an official called the Head Nurse. These officers 
 were men or women appointed by the Board of Guardians and, 
 in most cases, prot^g^s of some one member of that board. 
 Their skill in the art of nursing was not so much considered as 
 the influences that placed them for nomination and their ability 
 to keep order in their departments after appointment. The 
 acting nurses for all wards were simply convalescent patients 
 
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 who evinced some aptitude in carrying out orders, and who 
 received a small compensation in money for their imperfectly 
 done work. Among such convalescents there would develop, 
 from time to time, some man or woman who seemed to have 
 a natural instinct for the required work, and who dreaded a 
 plunge again out into the world beyond the high walls. Per- 
 haps without any valuable friends and with little ambition, 
 such individuals had acquired a species of "Blockley habit," and, 
 until they wearied of the place and work, were content to live 
 on and labor in its wards for mere bed and board and a nominal 
 wage. Among such as these were found the assistants to the 
 Head Nurses, sometimes rising even to the dignity of night 
 nurses. 
 
 It was a strange, irregular, untrained force, the members 
 of which not infrequently fell from grace by returning drunk 
 after a day off in the City, or who wandered back to their old 
 associations and ways of life. In the office we had a very 
 intelligent gentleman who had been a volunteer clerk for several 
 years, because within the walls he was able to remain sober, 
 but, once outside, would mean drink, drunkenness, and delirium 
 tremens. Of course our main officials, the Superintendent, 
 Chief Clerks, and members of the administrative staff, were 
 men of character and efficiency. 
 
 Among our comparatively untrained head nurses were men 
 and women of fine instincts and good judgment. Although 
 most of them belonged to a class of individuals fitted for domestic 
 service rather than for the management of hospital wards, 
 we had some who won and held the affection and respect of 
 every resident physician of that day and generation. Mr. 
 Smith, the white-haired, clean-shaven, and fine-featured old 
 man who was chief nurse of one of the departments of the 
 surgical wards for men, was a splendid character. This really 
 fine old gentleman would receive the wild, raw, young internes, 
 in his neatl}-- kept office, with an air of kindly deference and 
 
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 quiet dignity that commanded respect. Doubtless his long 
 experience in practical work had given him a better knowledge 
 of the needs of our patients than the interne had gained from 
 his college training. Everybody loved Nurse Owens, the 
 amiable, patient, and cheery head nurse of the medical wards 
 for men. A rather fiery and energetic character, well fitted 
 to be first mate on a sailing clipper, ruled the surgical wards 
 for men. He had lost one leg, and the slightest disturbance 
 in any of those wards would be attended by a rapid and energetic 
 stumping through the corridors, as the leg and stump came 
 swinging in hurried rhythm, and rebellion was hushed by a 
 quick sharp command. There was an impression given that 
 all our hospital officials had been through more or less interesting 
 history, that there were backgrounds in their lives. The women 
 nurses were not so able or of such decided character as were 
 the men; and yet, considering the methods of appointment 
 and the imperfect training for the responsible positions, it 
 is much to be wondered at that the general work and the order 
 of the wards were so well maintained. This absence of trained 
 nurses threw much more responsibility upon the internes than 
 is now the case in any hospital. We did all the surgical dressings, 
 and were forced to oversee very closely the details of the nursing 
 itself. Of course there must have been terrible negligence 
 and oversight. During the long hours of night duty there was 
 no one to superintend the work of the untrained, unintelligent, 
 and far from zealous workers. The books for night orders 
 might be most carefully written by the interne, with dosage 
 and hours detailed for medicine and feeding, yet who could 
 tell that the attendants did not eat the food and drink the 
 stimulants themselves? The patients may possibly have 
 received the medicine. It was a time when much reliance was 
 placed upon alcohol, in all exhausting fevers. Our patients 
 were of a class that knew whiskey and valued it highly. They 
 were apt to know when it was ordered for the night, and their 
 
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 insistence on receiving their doses, and fear that they would 
 report to the doctor any failure in this attention, probably 
 deterred the night attendants from consuming all the supply 
 that was ordered for distribution. But the patients recovered 
 in very fair proportion, and it must be acknowledged that 
 the rank and file of our poorly trained helpers took interest 
 and even pride in their share of credit for the good results. 
 
 "A Martinet. 
 
 November 13, 1883. 
 "Nurse H. is a remarkable character. He ought to have 
 command of a crew of pirates. His abilities are really lost 
 in this relatively law abiding community. He is of large size, 
 possesses the strength and gentleness of a blacksmith, and, 
 although thoroughly good-hearted, is obsessed with the idea 
 that all patients are prisoners and are to be treated accordingly. 
 Conscientiously faithful in dut}^, he believes in maintaining 
 a high ideal of dignity. I am sure that he is annoyed that I 
 do not assert myself as Allah, and then he could figure as my 
 prophet. When I appear at the door of the ward, Nurse H. 
 always stops his work, strides to the middle of the room, glares 
 about him with an expression of great threatening, and calls 
 out in a powerful voice, — 'Silence. The Doctor's in the ward!' 
 This is a nice direct way of giving a timid medicus a due sense 
 of his importance. To-day he interspersed strictly professional 
 notes with accounts of our patients' misdoings. 'Bed No. 5 
 over there's been at it again; hidin' chunks of steak under 
 his mattress and eatin' of 'em at night. Bed No. lO's took off 
 his dressin's. Bed 14 tried to rub his wound sore.' This 
 latter performance is not infrequent when a convalescent patient 
 fears that his recovery means a few days of work or immediate 
 discharge from the hospital." 
 
 In the days of the diary surgical cleanliness or antisepsis 
 was unknown. The operating room was the wooden-floored 
 
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 arena of the great lecture amphitheatre. The operating table 
 was of wood. The entire furnishings of this great room were 
 of the same material. No sterilization of instruments or dress- 
 ings was attempted. The surgeons and all the assistants wore 
 their ordinary street or house costume. The residents were 
 clad in their uniforms of blue and brass and gold bands and 
 stars, which were supposed to be a copy of the uniform of a 
 surgeon in the Navy of the United States. Usually, one suit 
 of uniform sufficed for the entire year of service, so that it was 
 far from surgically clean. If an instrument chanced to fall 
 on the wooden floor, it might be quickly wiped with an ordinary 
 towel and immediately put to further use. The dressings 
 were of an ancient system of surgery, bearing no resemblance 
 to those in use to-day. One of the visiting staff who had just 
 returned from London, where he had seen something of the 
 work of the great Lister and his assistants, attempted an imita- 
 tion of the rather complicated dressings used by that great 
 man, but his colleagues smiled forbearingly and continued the 
 old wet and open treatment and had a horror of a dry wound. 
 Nothing healed by first intention unless the intention of the 
 operator was thwarted by a kind providence, and good luck 
 won in spite of our efforts. Strange as it may seem, however, 
 most of our cases recovered after a long, slow process of healing. 
 The operative work was of a simple character, as the wonders 
 of modern surgery could not have been dreamed of under the 
 methods in vogue in those days. The most important public 
 clinics were held on Saturday morning, and the medical and 
 surgical chiefs selected their cases for demonstration with 
 reference to that great day. There is a reference made to 
 such a clinic under a note in the diary entitled 
 
 "Anderson, the Bum. 
 
 November 19, 1883. 
 "'This,' said Nurse H. stopping before a cot on which a 
 
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 new patient lay, 'is Anderson, the Bum.' Anderson, surnamed 
 the Bum, opened his grey eyes and looked at Nurse H. with a 
 glance plainly indicating malice, but which changed almost 
 immediately to a look of lazy indifference. Upon the face of 
 Mr. Anderson, life had clearly printed the hieroglyphics of 
 laziness, courage, humor, and cruelty. It was battered, weather- 
 beaten, and seamed with ugly scars; and yet the head was 
 well-shaped, with a broad, almost intellectual forehead. There 
 was a strange mingling of gentlemanly refinement and brute 
 coarseness. The man's figure was massive, with broad shoulders, 
 large chest, and good length of limbs. Anderson's advent 
 in the ward occurred several days ago, and I have had an oppor- 
 tunity to develop considerable interest in the man socially as 
 well as professionally. He has been an inmate of the ward 
 before, and is well known to several of our other guests, whose 
 glee was manifest, as they anticipated that the ennui of the 
 ward was to be relieved by the appearance of this jolly devil. 
 As our newly arrived bum, however, has an abscess of the 
 liver, and is in a very weak condition, his social qualities will 
 not appear to their best advantage and add happiness to the 
 ward. Dr. P., our chief surgeon, selected him as a case for 
 operation at to-day's clinic. As Anderson watched me yesterday 
 in my attempts to adjust his mattress, so as to make him less 
 uncomfortable, he remarked in his slow, lazy voice, 'Say, Doctor! 
 You're taking a deal of trouble for nothing. I don't feel a 
 bit grateful for it all; and say, you know, I'd a deal rather 
 be let alone!' I told him, in reply, that the expression of grati- 
 tude would be so entirely beyond the line of our hospital 
 experience, that its exhibit would come almost as an unpleasant 
 surprise. 
 
 "The man must have an interesting background. I can 
 learn absolutely nothing about him, except that he has been 
 an inmate of this hospital on several occasions, when he has 
 made considerable trouble in the ward. 
 
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 "He was wheeled into the operating room this morning. 
 In the great amphitheatre, the circling rows of seats were crowded 
 with students, tier above tier, until, to one standing down in 
 the deep arena, the very air above seemed filled with eager 
 faces. The patient lay on a high, revolving, wooden table 
 in the centre of the arena, and was clearly displayed in the 
 light which streamed from the skylight in the lofty roof. Close 
 by stood Dr. P., knife in hand, lecturing to the students in 
 his rather stagely manner. On either side, each in his proper 
 place, were grouped the resident physicians. I face Dr. P. 
 on the opposite side of Anderson, as the chief assistant, and 
 in the background stand a few nurses. Everything is calm, 
 S3^stematic, almost druidical. There is a breathless hush and 
 the light, sweet, sickening odor of ether fills the air. 'Gentle- 
 men, the next case which we now bring before you,' says Dr. P., 
 'I have explained alread}?-, and the operation will now proceed.' 
 
 "Well, so it is here on the clinic day! But the students 
 vanish. Dr. P. goes home, or to patients, or to another operation, 
 or to the opera, or to a banquet, and we poor devils are left to 
 fight out the after-treatment, which is a good deal more of a 
 work than the drama of the knife." 
 
 "The Story of a Night Watch. 
 
 November 27, 1883. 
 "Edmunds was operated upon last Saturday for excision of 
 the right hip joint. He is a strange combination of meanness, 
 wickedness, low cunning, and moral cussedness inherited or 
 acquired. Plis father was a criminal; his mother not much 
 better. He has been in two different prisons for long terms 
 of confinement. The unfortunate being certainly has suffered 
 horribly, and would arouse every one's sympathy did he not 
 also call up feelings of utter disgust for his character. His 
 last day on earth came very near to being that of the operation. 
 It was in the clinic room. We commxcnced at about half after 
 
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 eleven o'clock. It was almost four in the afternoon before he 
 was placed and finally fixed in Bruce's splint. Dr. P. thought 
 that he was dying, but we managed to move him into an empty 
 ward and there, after long working with whiskey, ammonia, 
 strychnia, and, later, beef tea and milk, he was at last brought 
 into a sort of working order. I spent the night with him, as 
 it was out of the question to trust to the tender mercies of a 
 mere watchman. j 
 
 "It was a strange and long to be remembered night. I | 
 had been busy in the ward from half after eight o'clock that ! 
 morning, and had failed to get any dinner on account of the 
 unusually long clinic. Edmunds had been moved into a large, ! 
 barren, square room with board walls without plaster and 
 worn or stained to a dark mahogany color. My patient, propped 
 up with pillows, lay on the operating table from which he had \ 
 been too weak to be removed. Above his head, high up, a 
 single gas jet threw down a feeble light on his pale, emaciated, 
 pain-marked face. A storm had arisen, and all night the wind 
 moaned about the buildings, rattling the window sashes with 
 sudden gusts. There was a bright fire in the stove, the only 
 cheerful object in the room. Around the walls and placed 
 above spaces once occupied by beds, were many tin frames 
 containing cards which noted the bed numbers and the names, 
 ages, and diseases of patients who had long since gone back to 
 life and work, or perhaps, instead, to the Potter's Field or 
 dissecting table. They looked to me like memorial tablets, 
 raised to the departed. The ward had been unused for some 
 time, and numerous rats had established a colony in its walls. 
 Here I sat until almost four o'clock in the morning. Slowly 
 the hours passed by, marked by the solemn tones f the hospital 
 clock. Edmunds would awaken occasionally from a troubled 
 sleep, groan, make some incoherent exclamation, take what 
 was administered, and again drop off into a semi-conscious 
 state. Otherwise, everything was very still, except when the 
 
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 wind blew in gusts against the windows, or the rats scuttled 
 about in the walls or flooring or squeaked in the wainscoting. 
 Suddenly came a visit strange and unexpected. It must have 
 been near midnight. Edmunds had been restless but was 
 sleeping quietly. I sat before the fire thinking of the room's 
 history. How much pain and agony those walls had enclosed! 
 How much suffering each poor wretch drifted hither on the 
 tide of life represented, even outside and beyond himself, the 
 suffering he had caused to and received from others. A sound 
 seemed to creep into my train of thinking; a sound distinct and 
 real, yet vague and far away; a rushing, whirling sound as of 
 something flying, hastening on rapid feet that caused no footfall 
 but the rush and gliding shadow of a sound. The door of the 
 deserted ward opened into a long, dark entry. Into the upper 
 end of this passage the sound seemed to enter. It was louder 
 now and growing nearer, the pattering of hurrying feet that 
 scarcely seemed to touch the floor. Suddenly a piercing shriek 
 arose, loud, wild, and full of utter woe, a shriek that seemed to 
 embody the suffering of a lifetime and of an eternity beyond. 
 The cry rang out shrill and clear, and a something fell violently 
 against my door. Then the night was still again. Edmunds 
 had not awakened, so I went to the door, opened it, and beheld 
 in the thick darkness of the entry, as it were sunken in the 
 darkness itself, two glaring, fiery eyes. Edmunds had frequently 
 remarked to me, that, when his time came to be carried to the 
 dead house, whither he had seen so many borne during his 
 long illness, that the Devil would at once take his soul to the 
 underworld or shadows. Had the Evil One come to claim 
 his own? I threw a piece of coal at the Evil One and the fiery 
 eyes vanished ; but a light, galloping sound, as of a cat in extreme 
 haste, was apparent and grew fainter into the remote distance. 
 I closed the door and sat down again by the fire, but I was 
 soon conscious that something was in the room that had not 
 been there before. Seated by the stove and looking up into 
 
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 my face was a small grey and black streaked cat. Evidently 
 it had been in company with that evil thing which had flown 
 away up the entry. With me it was in better company, and 
 I was glad to have its society for the rest of the dreary night. 
 At one o'clock in the morning a watchman arrived with my 
 lunch, which consisted of a very large bowl of coffee, Irish stew, 
 and bread and butter. The cat and I agreed that it was a 
 pretty good lunch and timely. At length half after three 
 o'clock was reached, and the watchman whom I had chosen 
 put in an appearance. It was sweet to get to bed; but oh, 
 how short and sweet! For soon vSam's horrible voice announced 
 at the door, 'Half past seven, Doctors; half past seven; half 
 past!' The work of another day was begun." 
 
 "By the Way. 
 
 December 2, 1883. 
 "V. has departed homeward, having received a letter that 
 gave news of his father's sickness. The attack seems to be a 
 severe one of quinsy, and my energetic roommate has hastened 
 home with his mind filled with ideas to meet any eventuality, 
 I thought that he had discovered every possible method of 
 treatment needed for any complication, but I came upon him 
 suddenly, at the last moment when he should have been well 
 on his way to the railroad station, reading up the subject of 
 Feeding by the Rectum. The medical talent of the town will 
 be startled when Dr. V. comes on the scene in his present state 
 of mind, and with the armamentarium that he is prepared to 
 set into action. To-day was Sunday, a busy one, and as little 
 like my old-time Sundays as day is like night. Sunday has 
 been a variable day in my experience. The time has not long 
 passed since it was the cloud and bugbear of my infant life. 
 Dreaded from one week's end to the next, the fact of its existence 
 and regular coming hung like a pall over my youthful hilarity. 
 The day became less trying as years advanced. To be sure, I 
 
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 had to read 'Barnes' Notes,' on Sunday afternoons, and the 
 Notes of Barnes and those Sunday afternoons were painfully 
 long. But then, barring Barnes and his Notes, the day was 
 not wholly unpleasant, for it was judged that I could go out- 
 side the door of the house into the open and yet not sin. At 
 Princeton the day was the pleasantest one of the week. It 
 was after the long walks of Saturday afternoon. We had no 
 w^ork, and we did have a fair dinner, followed by a supper rather 
 more choice than usual. During medical student days the 
 great day became truly a Godsend, for it brought the only 
 rest of mind afforded an overworked candidate for the degree. 
 During its passage we could throw physics to the dogs and 
 have some freedom of thought and action. And now the 
 busy life here reduces the day to the standard of work required 
 for all other days. But there is yet a difference, though I know 
 not what it is. Something in the air, in the sky, in all instincts 
 and memories, unconsciously and subconsciously at work, 
 announces that this is Sunday; and from far away beyond the 
 walls of the Almshouse comes the sound of ringing bells." 
 
 "Work in the Dead House. 
 
 December 10, 1883. 
 "Edmunds died last Tuesday. An autopsy was held on 
 his body last Thursday afternoon. I did the cutting. Dr. P. 
 had sent out word that he wished the entire pelvis and the 
 diseased femur removed and sent to him for his college museum. 
 So, after the post, I commenced the operation of excision of 
 the pelvis. It is quite an undertaking, and the day was well 
 advanced into the late afternoon. Daylight is short now. 
 There is no means of lighting the dead house except by candle 
 or lantern. Finally Dutch Charlie, the last helper available, 
 went oft" to his supper and I was left alone. At the upper end 
 of the long table lay all the recognizable parts of my former 
 patient. His face, deeply marked with lines of pain, was quiet 
 
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 with the rest which had come at last. His eyes, wide open, 
 had the far-away blank gaze of death. It is an indescril^able 
 stare, as though the dead man saw far off something for which 
 he had long been searching, and was satisfied. And in the 
 face of this poor crime-possessed pauper there was a touch, a 
 shade of expression, which seemed reflected from some former 
 time when he was a child and innocent. I could see this, because 
 I had worked over him and watched so long. Yet one who 
 had been present that afternoon had exclaimed, — 'What a 
 villainous face!' What would he have said if he had seen 
 Edmunds at his worst! It was getting dark. I could hardly 
 see to place my knife. In one corner of the room, leaning 
 against the wall, was a roughly made, unplaned cofnn with 
 shavings for a pillow. In this the mangled remains of what 
 had been humanity was to be carried to the Pit or Potter's 
 Field, and there hidden away under the ground. 
 
 "Along the walls of the room on shelves were large glass 
 jars containing impossible babies or specimens of various organs 
 gone wrong by disease, and, from a nail fastened into the side 
 of a grey-painted, greasy cupboard, hung a dangling mass of 
 leather and metal charms, tarnished, stained with filth and 
 wear, that had been taken from many bodies posted in this 
 clearing house. I say clearing house advisedly, because here 
 the truth comes to light. A learned professor may have 
 diagnosed a disease while the patient was still under treatment. 
 He may lecture learnedly and eloquently upon his diagnosis 
 to crowds of wondering and note-taking students; yet the 
 observations held in this room may prove that the professor's 
 bad organs were good organs, and that the good were all bad, 
 and that there was no more health in the diagnosis than in the 
 patient. Through an open door that admitted to an outer 
 room, placed on rudely made trestles, could dimly be seen a 
 row of coffins, many of which were already filled while others 
 were 3''et v/aiting for their occupants. Such is the dead house. 
 
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 and here I labored in the moonhght aided by two candles, until 
 the unpleasant work was finished. Then Charlie arrived 
 with additional candles, in time to place the removed bones 
 in water and clear the debris. I had intentionally left the 
 body in such a condition that the parts could have been replaced, 
 skin and flaps sewed up, and the whole would not have presented 
 svTch a very bad appearance. But there was no need of this 
 care for Edmunds' clay; his friends long ago lost to him; his 
 family, criminals themselves, indifferent as to his fate; not 
 even a dumb animal to care for him or mourn his loss! All 
 that remained was soon accomplished, and he has found rest 
 at last, after his twenty-five years of tossing and stumbling 
 and suffering through his vagrant and crim.inal life, in the ash 
 heap of the Potter's Field." 
 
 "Some Good Ones. 
 
 December 20, 1883. 
 "A pleasant change from Edmunds is Daniel C, a boy of 
 sixteen years of age, who came to Ward No. 3, Men's Surgical, 
 about nine days ago. He is from a rough country, Schuylkill 
 County, a mining district, where his occupation was to drive 
 mules in connection with the mining operations. In spite 
 of the ruggedness of his surroundings, his disposition developed 
 into a combination of gentleness, patience, and sweet reason- 
 ableness that is rarely to be met in this house. Every one in 
 the ward likes the boy, even the roughest and toughest, and 
 all are willing to help him in such way as is possible. I have 
 not yet had a patient in whom I have felt so much personal 
 interest. But the poor fellow has no prospect of recovery. He 
 has a tumor almost as large as his head, which is growing from 
 the back of his neck, infiltrating the surrounding tissues and 
 extending into the carotid region of both sides. It is a small 
 round cell sarcoma of exceptionally rapid growth. * * * 
 
 The boy never complains. He is perfectly satisfied with 
 
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 everything about him and is always cheerful and brave. Some 
 of his relatives who live in Philadelphia come to see him occasion- 
 ally, and, this evening, it was my unpleasant duty to tell one 
 of his family that there was little hope that the boy could live, 
 except for a very short period. It is a rare picture and a very 
 pleasant one to me, this little glimpse that I have had of what 
 was evidently a very pleasant home life. The people were 
 all poor and compelled to work. My patient was the oldest 
 son and did much towards the support of the family in which 
 each member was doing his or her part. He was able to earn 
 about thirty-five dollars each month. Always at home after 
 his work was finished, he spent the evenings reading books that 
 would give him some start at an education. He was entirely 
 different from the men and boys of his mining town, but is free 
 from all priggishness or the peculiarities that we associate 
 with the victims of * early false piety.' 
 
 Another good patient for whom I feel much interest is 
 Henry G. During Edmunds' last days G. watched by him 
 constantly, enduring with patience his complaints, curses, blows, 
 and bites, and did all in his power for the patient's comfort. 
 He has a thin, dark, sad face which itself speaks of a history, 
 but of this I know nothing except that he has served in the 
 United States Navy and is a native of Salem, Mass. I did 
 not learn that he was a fellow Yankee until a few evenings 
 ago, and naturally my interest in him was increased. He 
 makes a good assistant in the ward, does his work faithfully, 
 and is always anxious to be of help. C. and G. and a few 
 others are as rare gems amid the mass of human rubbish 
 which lies in and about this place. It is a pleasure to work 
 for such as these, and to try to give them relief. One 
 feels that sympathy is not thrown away. Of course we work 
 for all alike, but it is hard to worry and toil over a man who 
 would pick your pocket, if he had the chance, or who might 
 break your head if there was any cash in the undertaking, or 
 
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 who rewards your efforts with false and servile flattery that 
 has no true-heartedness in it and cannot be taken seriously." 
 
 "New Year's Eve. 
 
 December 31, 1883. 
 
 " New Year's Eve to-night, and to-morrow is 1884! Now 
 for turning over new leaves, making resolutions, signing pledges, 
 taking vows! With me the greatest change that the New 
 Year brings is the fact that I 'go off the surgical' and 'go on the 
 nervous.' This will be a relief. Too much night work now. 
 I was up all of last night until three o'clock in the morning, 
 and am to be called at three o'clock to-morrow morning. New 
 Year's Day, to relieve my colleague V., who is now watching 
 by my man of last night. I ought to be expressing fitting 
 sentiments for the 'ringing out' business, but will go to bed and 
 sleep through the change of years." 
 
 "A Night Ride on the Ambulance. 
 
 January 7, 1884. 
 
 "The night of January 6th was bitter cold. Outside, an 
 icy feeling was in the air. One's breath froze as it left the 
 face. A splendid fire burned in our stove and the room had 
 an unusually cheerful and at-home appearance, in contrast 
 to the manifest discomforts that existed beyond the walls. 
 A knock came at the door. 'Dr. Bliss. Ambulance, Sir!' There 
 was no escape. The only thing to do was to bundle up as 
 warmly as possible and go forth into the cold, cold night. It 
 was bright moonlight, and the stars shone like vivid dots of 
 fire snapping in the clear, open, purplish-black sky; a typical 
 clear winter night, when the snow creaks under one's feet and 
 one can almost see, as well as feel, the cold. Passing through 
 the front offices I found the ambulance waiting for me by the 
 
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 entrance. 'Where to?' I asked, 'and on whose order?' *0h, 
 it's from the Central Station! We've got to go to 4 N. Front 
 St.' Small comfort the driver's reply gave me, but we climbed 
 in, and away. It was a long ride, down Chestnut vStreet, lighted 
 by its electric lights. The pavements, usually so crowded, are 
 bleak and deserted on this cold Sunday night. We have the 
 track pretty much to ourselves, except when the rapid pace 
 of our horse brings us up behind a street car. Bong! Bong! 
 goes our bell. The car stops. We turn off the track and 
 jolt heavily over the stone paving covered with icy mounds of 
 snow. Heavily again we roll on to the track, and once more 
 away, flying onward as fast as the strong, fast horse can drag 
 the rather light wagon. Policemen run to the corners. Bong! 
 Bong! 'Off the track there in front!' On we rush past well- 
 known stores and theatres and street crossings. On, on in a 
 wild whirl of speed. The horse slips, sparks flash from beneath 
 his feet, but he is steady again and doing his best. How strange 
 the familiar streets look on this bitter cold January night! 
 And for what are we going? Is it some crazy, mad creature, to 
 be seized, bound, and handcuffed, and carried back shrieking 
 to the Madhouse? Is it the result of some drunken brawl? 
 A crowd of men; a blood-covered and bleeding figure on the 
 floor; sounds of cursing and broken sobs and the low muttering 
 of hushed voices! We know not what the errand may be, 
 but still onward flying through the cold and darkness. We 
 have left the lighted thoroughfares and have turned up Second 
 Street, dimly illuminated by far-apart gas lamps. We approach 
 a part of the City which is new to me. It is one of the worst 
 neighborhoods in Philadelphia, CaUowhill Street near the Dela- 
 ware River. We enter a space wider than the ordinary streets. 
 Houses of irregular size and shape stand farther back, giving 
 a more open appearance to the roadway. Gaunt outlines of 
 factories tower aloft, their sides and chimneys silvered with 
 moonlight, while dark shadows lurk in angles and corners and 
 
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 about the lower stories. Doors of grogshops open stealthily. 
 Faces peer out into the night and vanish back again. We 
 are at the top of what looks like a steep descent. It was once, 
 in far-off days, the quiet river bank, where trees grew and 
 shaded mossy slopes; for the moonlight, flooding down, gleams 
 on a space of glancing whiteness where the river moves and 
 tosses broken masses of floating ice. A mere glimpse we have 
 of this, down a narrow way of blackness, descending tunnel- 
 like between the dark walls of lofty buildings. Turning into 
 Front Street the ambulance stops before a mass of ancient, 
 worn, and decaying houses. 'Where is No. 4 — ?' I take the 
 lantern and jump to the pavement. A man slouches across 
 the street out from some shadows. 'There's the place!' He 
 points to an archway leading apparently into nowhere, if one 
 can judge from the blank darkness of the passage of which it 
 forms the entrance. I ascend the steps of the adjoining house 
 and try the door. It is locked. A series of loud knocks appears 
 to make little effect on the stony hearts within. There is a 
 sort of glass-covered slide in the door, a small space but large 
 enough to enable one within to glance out into the street. This 
 slide is now cautiously opened, and a villainous-looking face 
 gazes out; low forehead over which a mass of tawn)^ matted 
 hair hangs stiffly; a thick unkempt beard; e3^es which search 
 and search, as though hunting for crime or escape from its 
 consequences. These eyes look quickly at my face. They 
 see a uniform cap and brass buttons. The slide closes quickly 
 and decidedly and with an air of finality. There is nothing to 
 be done but to enter the dark passage. Here I am soon sur- 
 rounded by strange, half-clad savages, mostly young girls and 
 women, although a few men slouch about here and there. 'Yes! 
 This is the place! Come along! We'll show you the way!' 
 Up, up I go, with these strange guides, the bedraggled looking 
 outcasts hidden away in this resort of vice and crime and poverty. 
 The stairs are worn and old. Filth is everywhere, and the 
 
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 cold, damp air is heavy with foul odors. The walls and floor 
 are smeared with stains of many colors. In a little room, 
 high up, with no furniture, bare, bleak, and desolate, its one 
 window broken and admitting the winter's bitter cold, there 
 the patient lay. She was a little, thin, pinched, and withered 
 old woman, the very ideal of a hag. She lay upon the filth- 
 bestrewn floor almost naked, and with nothing to protect her 
 from the cold but an old, ragged, straw ticking. 'Don't go 
 near her! She's alive with them!' warned some one. Well 
 know I what this means! The old lady starts up and looks 
 interested. Yes, she will go along with us. Evidently this case 
 does not require imm.ediate medicine. The usual questions are 
 asked and answered, and then they make her ready for her jour- 
 ney. Never before had I seen the charity of the poor for the 
 poor so well set forth. I was among the lowest of the low, people 
 so wretchedly poor, that, in Philadelphia, the city of cheap 
 homes, they housed, or rather kenneled, in this rotting tene- 
 ment. I don't suppose they knew much of the fine distinctions 
 between right and wrong. I don't imagine that their ideas of 
 morality were exact and nice. I strongly suspect that, like 
 beasts, they lived in promiscuous intercourse, but a wave of 
 emotionalism or, perhaps, divine pity, swept over them, and 
 between them all they dressed that lice-covered old woman 
 as best they could. One gave a pair of stockings. Another 
 brought out from some corner a skirt. A shawl was contributed. 
 And so they covered the candidate for Blockley with articles 
 of dress that must have left sad gaps in their wardrobes. And 
 they are making an event of it all! It is an excited, good- 
 natured, almost a joyous crowd, that gathers about the 
 ambulance in the street, little children, besotted men, and 
 miserable girls and women. It is really the event of the season. 
 Actually! These people are laughing and seem happy! Faith 
 they have, more humanity left than I had given them credit 
 for possessing in all their sadly tangled lives. 'Good-bye! 
 
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 Good-bye!' We're off- again. Bong! Bong! Off through the 
 deserted streets, whirHng away. Rattle, rattle, rattle, we go 
 over the crossings; rumbling heavily over the bridge. 'How 
 are you now? All right? Warm enough?' 'All right,' comes 
 the reply from among the blankets. Bong! Bong! Off we 
 turn from the main streets and draw near the hospital. Home 
 at last! Half frozen! How good and warm the fire feels, and 
 how cozy the cheerful lighted room! And she who was freezing 
 to death in the rotting tenement is washed, clad in warm, clean 
 clothes, and tucked into bed in the first decent resting place 
 her old bones have lain upon for these many months. Another 
 piece of driftwood tossed hither on the tides of life! Here is 
 peace. But the tenement, there, is still full. There still live 
 crime and miserj^^. 'The poor ye have always with you!' Yes, 
 the poor and the vile. What hope for them? The busy life 
 of trade, of pleasure, of gain, goes briskly on. It is not for 
 them. Youth is beautiful and has so much of happiness. It 
 is not for them. For them is a blank existence of indefinite 
 days with misery always; now and then some gleam of what 
 joy might be. For them is a dreary, dull, monotony of want, 
 hunger, misery, cold, and heat; brief gladness, most always in 
 relation with wrongdoing. And all the year, below them, 
 tossing in winter the broken ice, floating dead driftwood in 
 summer, runs the River, and to many of them it gives peace. 
 
 " ' Who will miss them there to-morrow, 
 
 Waifs which drift to the shade or sun? 
 Gone away with their songs and sorrow, 
 Only the river still flows on.' " 
 
 In the days of the diary the resident physicians were served 
 by two men, who were called the "Doctors' runners," and by a 
 middle-aged, kindly, almost motherly woman who looked 
 
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 after the laundry and had general oversight of the care of the 
 rooms. Our men were Sam and Billy. It was a belief, accepted 
 without any exact data, that both these men had found their 
 way into the institution through the door of the vSeventh vStreet 
 Office. Everybody except the higher officials appeared to have 
 gained entrance to Blockley by that way, rising in the social 
 grade of the Almshouse community to a position that cor- 
 responded with their abilities. A large number of the attendants 
 also were friends or hangers-on of members of the Board of 
 Guardians, and were placed in office by such influence. Sam 
 was a nervous, quick-moving, shallow-brained, but most vvdlling 
 servant. Billy, who had but one active eye, was older than 
 Sam, was slow, deliberate, somewhat pessimistic in his views 
 on men and life, disposed to have sentiments of profound depth 
 without the verbal ability to express them clearly. He had 
 seen many generations of resident staffs come and go, during 
 his term of service, and knew somewhat of the general char- 
 acter of the average young medicus. There is a reference to 
 Billy in the diary that is somewhat characteristic. 
 
 "By the Way. 
 
 January 16, 188-1. 
 "No one can deny that Blockley residents are not kept actively 
 busy. I think that we earn our salt. Billy came into our 
 room, the other evening, to light the gas. The burner leaks 
 out a little of this volatile substance which we try to imagine 
 gives some illumination, but it does not. In regard to this 
 matter we labor under an unsystematized delusion. But gas 
 is expensive, more or less, and the Board of 'Guardeens' is bent 
 upon economy. Well, the antiquated and slow-moving Billy 
 came shuffling into the room. I remarked to him something 
 about the rapid flight of time here, especially when one had much 
 work. Billy stood on a wooden chair, his arms stretched at 
 full length above his head, endeavoring with unsteady hand 
 
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 to insert a lighted mafch under a globe of the chandelier, and 
 squinting dreadfully with the earnestness of his efforts. Pop! 
 went the flame. Billy slowly turned around, and still on the 
 chair, but in imminent peril of falling off, delivered himself 
 thus, with much force on each word and impressive pauses 
 between: 'Of all the men I've seen in life, I have never, at any 
 time, here, seen a class of men so worked as the present resident 
 staff!' He stepped to the floor, and, suddenly rousing himself, 
 demanded, 'Why don't you strike?' Being told that this was 
 useless, a look of deep melancholy settled in his one remaining 
 eye, and he left the room, sadly remarking in the depth of his 
 sympathy, that it was 'all a great shame.' 
 
 "We cannot very well strike, but certainly there is much 
 to be done. Here is a report of to-day's work: Out of bed at 
 half after seven o'clock; breakfast at eight. Then at work in 
 the wards until twelve, making my rounds and applying the 
 large battery. I am snatched by a runner for the ambulance. 
 Off to the Seventh Street Office, and then away uptown to 
 North Second Street near Columbia Avenue; then back to 
 Seventh Street and out to the Hospital. Arrive here at half 
 after two, and have what dinner I can obtain at that late hour. 
 Go to my room and begin writing up histories of cases for Dr. 
 M. Again comes the runner with another ambulance call which 
 proves to be a false alarm. So back to the crazy histories 
 again. Finish these by five o'clock. Then another ambulance 
 call which, again, proves false. Very fortunate, this, for other- 
 wise I should have had the pleasure of a visit to Bandbox Row, 
 away up in the slums of Richmond. I now go to the wards 
 and, while making my evening rounds, Dr. M. appears. Five 
 students are with him, and he lectures to his class until almost 
 seven o'clock. As a result, I nearly lose ray supper. After 
 this, I make my rounds in the Erysipelas wards and then go to 
 my room. Here I try to read, but fall asleep over the book; 
 so that nov/, about the hour of ten, I am full ready for bed. 
 
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 There are easier stations in life than that occupied by a resident 
 physician in Blockley." 
 
 The wards for patients suffering from diseases of the nervous 
 system were the most primitive in their equipment of any 
 department at Blockley. They consisted of two groups of 
 long, one-storied, wooden pavilions, separated by a wide road- 
 way that led in from Thirty-fourth Street. The pavilions on 
 the north of this roadway v/ere for women and, on the southern 
 side, for men. These thin-walled structures were raised about 
 three feet above the ground and were lighted by long narrow 
 windows. The students, visiting the public clinics in large 
 numbers on Wednesdays and Saturdays, entered the grounds 
 by the gate on Thirty-fourth Street and passed along the 
 avenue between the groups of pavilions to the door leading to 
 the clinic amphitheatre. These cheerless, ill-equipped, wooden 
 structures, hardly better than shacks, had been erected for the 
 nervous patients, because no space remained available within 
 the walls of the main hospital buildings. It is probable that 
 these pavilions were never intended as permanent buildings, 
 but must have been designed to meet an urgent need, at a time 
 when the Guardians were economical or stingy. Every phase 
 of chronic disease of the nervous system was represented in 
 these wards, and the acute cases were numerous and interest- 
 ing. No finer school could have been found for the study of 
 this class of patients, especially as the most able neurologists 
 of the City had terms of service in this department of the 
 Hospital. One pavilion in each group was reserved for patients 
 suffering from epilepsy. The attendants were few in number 
 and chosen, as throughout the hospital, from available con- 
 valescent patients, or were temporary helpers who might leave 
 us at any time. The Head Nurses corresponded with the 
 same class as in the other v.^ards of the Hospital. Among the 
 patients, especially in the wards for epileptics, were many 
 
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 who were on the border line between eccentricity and insanity. 
 It was not an infrequent occurrence to transfer an uncertain 
 case to the Department for the Insane, after systematized 
 delusions had developed, and there was need for more secure 
 and better organized means of restraint than we could supply. 
 The epileptic patients required careful oversight; and yet the 
 poor victims themselves were most willing to aid one another 
 when seizures occurred. The diary has a reference to some of 
 the peculiar denizens of the nervous wards, under the title and 
 date 
 
 "Fai.se Liv:es. 
 
 February 17, 1884. 
 "Sunday morning. Rain and darkness. A dull, heavy 
 day filled with suggestions of erysipelas, malaria, and numerous 
 lung affections; filled too with far from cheerful thoughts of 
 the unattainable. To disperse these we need only a few con- 
 secutive days, or even hours, of sunshine. Two weeks of dark 
 and dismal days have favored the growth of gloom. All my 
 patients have numerous new and unaccountable aches and 
 pains. In my ward are several half insane persons of a greater 
 or less degree of crankiness. One gentleman, Henry C — s, is 
 badly deranged upon the subject of religion. His ideas are 
 crude, but much resemble many of the primitive beliefs of 
 several old races, as well as some of the ancient schools of 
 philosophy. He thinks that men should so live as to worship 
 the Great Cause, whose name he seldom mentions, speaking 
 of God in a roundabout manner. He generally refers to the 
 Deity in a long sentence which I have heard him repeat so 
 often that the formula is stamped in my memory. I asked 
 him to describe his idea of the Great Cause, and he answered 
 thus, 'The truest, purest, surest, most holiest and most power- 
 fulest power of all powers. The principal power of all powers. 
 The beginner and maker of all and of everything, visible and 
 invisible, known and unknown, to all and to every one; whose 
 
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 name we don't know, but I hope will know some day, as we 
 meet on the way.' 
 
 "This morning he came to me as I was leaving the ward, 
 having made my rounds, and said: 'You asked where the 
 principal power of all powers lives. This morning while eating 
 it came to my mind that he lives in the whole world, for you 
 find life everywhere — the smallest ants and creeping things in 
 the ground; and I don't think men ought to kill them for food 
 — as killing sheep and bullocks — or for other reasons, for they 
 are made by the principal power of all powers, that is Jesus 
 Christ. I believe every man ought to have a wife. My father 
 meant me for the priesthood, but I refused to be a priest for 
 they don't marry.' He informed me, the other day, that his 
 thoughtful and far-seeing parent 'had me cut for stone, so as 
 to keep me from doing wrong when I got old.' I fear that 
 this operation, whatever it may have been, has not been success- 
 ful. Henry's religious and ethical sentiments are as noble as 
 those of an Indian Buddhist, and his habits of life quite dis- 
 gusting and depraved. When not prevented, he eats and drinks 
 substances that are fit only for the drains and sewer. When 
 asked why he does this, and when threatened with punishment, 
 he replies that he does it for the honor of the principal power 
 of all powers; that he made such substances, and that, there- 
 fore, they are not unclean. 
 
 "An old colored woman who resides in one corner of Ward 
 II, Women's Pavilions, is very talkative. She says that she 
 has always lived with the 'quality,' and refers with much scorn 
 to certain 'colored gals and fat black women' with whom she 
 must now associate, and who are always telling lies about her. 
 Religious topics arouse her into a high state of hysterical excite- 
 ment. The poor old lady is extravagantly fond of ginger 
 cakes, and, the other morning, after asking me for a supply of 
 these crisp and snappy delicacies, she cried aloud, 'I'm ready 
 to go from Earth to Glory for they don't give me enough to eat!' 
 
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 "Directly across the ward from this woman resides a white- 
 haired, hollow-eyed, wild and cadaverous looking old Scotch 
 lad}^ who is very noisy and violent and uses the vilest language 
 imaginable. She must be a relative of Rob Roy's wife. Many 
 trains of thought follow one another without rhyme or reason 
 through her brain. I spent a dreary afternoon noting down 
 her mutterings for Dr. M. If he can make any head or tail 
 out of her talk, that will be of value to the science of medicine, 
 it will be a remarkable feat of the imagination. For mere 
 intellectual amusement I would recommend him to try a picture- 
 puzzle, instead. Unfortunately the dear old lady was not in 
 a profane mood last evening, and the reported monologue was 
 quite commonplace and decent. I copied down a few of her 
 interesting remarks, — 'He was born this side of dasher and 
 baptized at Douglass' (mumble, mumble, mumble). 'Father 
 McElhone asked me why I didn't sleep. I don't sleep any 
 because a priest and a bishop put their hands on my head at 
 night.' 'He asked what was the prettiest place in Scotland, 
 and I said, said I' (mumble, mumble, mumble). 'I don't see, 
 says he, how any woman could have picked up so much. She 
 couldn't have it, says I, if she hadn't it to pick up.' Deep and 
 dangerous talk this! Almost as clear as Browning! This 
 morning an old colored man, having only one eye, the other 
 having been destroyed by some disease, came to me and an- 
 nounced that his name was William I — m, and that he was seventy 
 years of age and born in Maryland. 'I am the greatest grain- 
 measurer in the City of Philadelphia,' said he; 'well known to 
 all the prominent merchants years ago; have known all for the 
 last thirty-five years. They have died and gone now, and their 
 children coming up.' According to his statement, I — m has 
 a serpent lodged in the left iliac and hypogastric region. He 
 slaps his abdomen, and the creature crawls and curls about. 
 It has spun a web, he reports, which extends down along both 
 legs to his feet and also up into his brain. It covers his whole 
 
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 body. 'I'm webbed entirely in,' he says. 'I don't know whether 
 I'll live through an operation, but I'll have it taken out. When 
 I walk the web spins out and is just like a chain-ball. It Vv^on't 
 let me go.' This snake eats all the man's food. 'He gits his 
 share and that keeps him quiet. Whether I took it in drinking 
 water, or how it got in, God knows, or why. People are so bad 
 in this world!' 
 
 "So these people and many others, some better, some worse, 
 live on in their fancies and false lives; one with his bosom 
 serpent; one with her dream of ginger cakes and glory; one 
 with his dark deceiver ever at hand to catch him off his guard; 
 another with her mixed recollections, talking and muttering 
 of things past, of old memories mingled together without order 
 or reason, and the whole dreamy fabric of words mortared 
 together with cursing and blasphemy." 
 
 "An Afternoon Walk. 
 
 February 23, 1884. 
 "This month has contained thus far nineteen days of rain. 
 One almost forgets that a shadow was ever cast, and the sun 
 is becoming a mere thing of past history. However, yesterday 
 afternoon the old illuminator did appear and forced a few 
 feeble rays of light through the lead-colored clouds. V. and 
 I took a walk out Darby Road. The day really was delightful, 
 all the pleasanter for the long series of clouds and storms which 
 had gone before. There was a gentle and suggestive sense of 
 coming »Springtime in the air, while everywhere the grass was 
 bright green, and every road was wet and soft with the melting 
 frost. Anywhere, but in the depressing neighborhood of 
 Blockley and the lower reaches of the Schuylkill, the voice of 
 the turtle would have been heard distinctly had one been about 
 and possessed of vocal powers. Yet, in spite of the feeble 
 Februar}^ sunshine, it was rather a grey day and a grey land 
 through which we walked. Our way took us past several 
 
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 Church Homes, and finally turned down a long lane, near the 
 Theological Seminary of the Episcopal Church, towards the 
 River, which we soon reached. It was a dreary spot. The 
 clouds had gathered again, and under a dead, heavy grey sky, 
 the landscape itself seemed grey of many varying dull shades, 
 with no bright bits of coloring to relieve the monotony. Here 
 the river is almost on a level with its banks, and on either side 
 of the stream extend long stretches of marsh land, white at 
 this time of the 37"ear and covered with scant, tall, dried grass 
 over which a moist, chilly wind was blowing from the southward. 
 Along our side of the water stood huge oil tanks, and close by 
 were the low, unsightly sheds and furnaces of several refineries. 
 For a broad space about them the ground was saturated 
 black and dank with crude oil. The river itself, bordered bj^ 
 lov7, scrubby willow trees, was of a greyish yellow tint flecked 
 with whitecaps over its wind-ruffled surface. Across the 
 wide river low-lying marsh lands stretched away, from the flat 
 level of which tall chimneys of oil works rose here and there, 
 and, at a distance, two huge grain elevators loomed aloft, their 
 slate-grey roofs and sides standing out clearly against the lighter 
 grey of the lowering sky. Far off across the marshes could be 
 seen the tall, bare masts and yardarms of several bark-rigged 
 ships lying at anchor in the Delaware. Near by, moored to 
 a wharf, were two large vessels being loaded with blue-colored 
 barrels of petroleum. We walked on, going down a railroad 
 track towards the City. On our right we passed a large, hand- 
 some mansion, built in English-manor style, which stood on 
 a knoll above the river and its marshes, and was almost sur- 
 rounded by trees. Through these we caught glimpses of the 
 building as we passed. Its windows were all closed and boarded 
 up. In many places plastering had fallen from the stuccoed 
 walls. Evidently the place had been shut up and deserted long 
 ago, for young trees had sprouted up thickly in what had once 
 been a well-kept grove, which was now dense with tall under- 
 
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 brush and tangled thickets. As if the ghostly and uninviting 
 aspect of the place were not sufficient to warn off visitors, a 
 large sign had been placed facing the railroad, which threatened 
 all the law's penalties upon any one who ventured within the 
 high, briar-covered stone walls enclosing the estate. We 
 trespassed not, but I fancy that within the house were large 
 empty rooms; perhaps in some the remains of old furniture, 
 rolls of worn-out carpeting, broken china, all the debris left 
 behind in a place which had once been a home. Even old 
 Blockley wore a cheerful aspect, when I returned to it wnth 
 a vision of this deserted mansion in my mind. 
 
 "I — m, the man who imagines that a serpent is within him, 
 told me this morning that I might as well stop giving him 
 medicine; for although he confessed to feeling better, he said 
 of the snake: 'It is something which neither you nor your 
 forefathers ever saw. It was put on me by God, and I would 
 not have it taken away. Barnum, Sir!' he said, striking his 
 chest, while he straightened up and glared wildly with his one 
 and only eye, 'Barnum, to-day, would give a thousand dollars 
 for my exhibition in a show!' Poor William is fast v/orking 
 himself into a candidate for admission to our associated institu- 
 tion across the great courtyard, where the insane have their 
 habitation." 
 
 "Relaxation. 
 
 March 2, 1884. 
 
 "The other evening, Dr. R. came into the room. I had 
 out my fiddle, and V. and he endeavored to sing while I picked 
 out an accompaniment. As a performance, although satis- 
 factory to us, it was not entirely a success, and was most un- 
 favorably received by our colleagues in the adjoining billiard 
 room. Later in the evening we joined the billiard players in 
 the great entry, together with others of the staff just back from 
 hospital duty, and improvised a stag ball. I stood on a chair 
 and fiddled waltzes while R. and V. and M. and the others 
 
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 gallivanted around over the floor, sometimes in couples, or each 
 one singly embracing a chair for a partner. These dances were 
 followed by a grand quadrille, in which, as the fiddler took 
 part, we had no more effective music than the rhythm of our 
 heavy tread. Action was strong and the figures mixed, while 
 a general din of shouting kept up the enthusiasm. This soon 
 resolved itself into a game of leapfrog. Up and down the long 
 hall we went. It was no joke to go over the backs of the six- 
 footers, but it was still less of one when they went over your 
 own. Leapfrog suggested a contest in running and jumping. 
 Two piles of tables and chairs were placed, one on either side 
 of the entry. The narrow strip of carpeting that adorns the 
 centre of our entry was taken up and stretched across the hall 
 between the piles of furniture. This was the line, and was 
 cleared by a running jump, after which it would be placed 
 higher and the contest continued. Tiring of this, we chose 
 sides for a rope-pull, using the dear old carpet for a rope; and 
 so the evening ended with two rounds of a tug-of-war, in which, 
 of course, victory was claimed by both sides. It is this sort 
 of gentle, intellectual amusement that excites the suspicions 
 of our new Superintendent, Mr. S. A more wholesome and 
 yet sober group of young fellows never served on a Blockley 
 resident staff, but Mr. S. is sure that the noise that occasionally 
 disturbs the evening hours and is wafted across the great court- 
 yard to the Front, where he and his family reside, is the din 
 that attends an orgy, and he doubts the morality of suffering 
 it longer." 
 
 In the days of the diary the resident staff of Blockley con- 
 sisted of eleven men and one woman. The Staff of 1883-4 
 was quite independent in respect to obligations associated 
 with appointment, as all of its members had won their places 
 by the highest averages in a competitive examination. As 
 a result of this method of choice the Hospital had obtained an 
 
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 unusually efficient and conscientious group of young men. 
 The one lonely woman was a graduate of the Women's Medical 
 College of Philadelphia, and was held in great respect by her 
 male colleagues. As she was excused from certain depart- 
 ments of the hospital work, in which it would have been quite 
 unfit for a woman to serve, a slight excess of labor was thrown 
 on the eleven men of the Staff. They took themselves and 
 their work quite seriously, but had that buoyancy of disposi- 
 tion common to the American college man. The writer could 
 not have found a more congenial, self-respecting, and well- 
 mannered group of associates than were his colleagues on the 
 staff of his term. Our quarters were in the central building 
 of the Women's Outwards, the Department of the Almshouse 
 for Women. We occupied rooms opening on a wide hall, on 
 the third story of this building, and were assigned rooms in 
 couples. The woman physician had a little room at the ex- 
 treme end of our hall, and must have been rather astonished 
 and somewhat annoyed at the noise made by her professional 
 brothers, when this hall served as a football field or space for 
 track athletics or boxing. One room of the series was unoc- 
 cupied, and in this we had a billiard table which was rented 
 and paid for by subscription collected from the members of the 
 staff. The rooms were spacious, with very high ceilings and 
 each room had one large window so high above the floor that 
 a platform was built, a sort of dais, beneath it, so that the 
 occupants of the room could be seated and yet look out upon 
 the external world. Here the writer and his genial roommate, 
 Dr. v., lived on terms of cordial intimacy. Dr. V. was a tall, 
 well-built, soldierly-looking man, rather impulsive, not always 
 well-balanced in his moods and tenses of self-control, but warm- 
 hearted and loyal to his friends. One afternoon, the writer 
 returned to his room, after some duty in the wards, and saw 
 his roommate standing erect at the window, his broad straight 
 back presented to the interior of the apartment, and his face 
 
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 to the rather dreary outlook over weed-covered fields and 
 vacant lots. It was not apparent what train of thought passed 
 through Dr. V.'s mind; perhaps longings for the Springtime, 
 when he was to go forth into the wide, wide world, free to 
 establish a private practice. At all events, with hands thrust 
 deep in the wide pockets of his uniform coat, head erect, and 
 face to the world, he was singing in a thoughtful but most 
 expressive manner this song, — 
 
 "I'm old and helpless and feeble, 
 
 The days of my youth have gone by. 
 So it's over the hill to the Poorhouse; 
 I'll wander alone there to die." 
 
 The contrast between that big, well-built mass of human 
 energy and the song of despair was most amusing. And yet, 
 I think that we all of us felt a depression of mood, that came 
 as waves over our youthful spirits, during those twelve months 
 among the associations of old Blockley. From the central 
 building in which our rooms were placed, two long extensions 
 ran east and west. The lowest stories were occupied by the 
 old women paupers. In the upper story, or attic, the local 
 title for which was "Dandy Hall," were the women awaiting 
 confinement in the obstetrical wards, which also occupied 
 other portions of this same floor. In those days puerperal 
 fever was so common in Blockley, that we had a ward especially 
 devoted to the victims of this infection. Its beds were always 
 occupied. Asepsis was almost unknown. The writer remembers 
 that when it became his turn to serve in the obstetrical wards, 
 it was agreed between Dr. M., his colleague, and himself, that 
 during their term of this service they would discard their old 
 hospital uniforms, wear civilian dress that had never been 
 used about the hospital, remain away from the main hospital 
 itself as much as possible, and use the utmost cleanliness in all 
 operative work connected with their service. We had no 
 
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 case of puerperal fever during our term of service. Yet this 
 was partly a coincidence or good luck; for the walls, floors, 
 and furniture of those old rooms must have been loaded with 
 streptococci, staphylococci, pneumococci, and all the noble 
 army of the bacillus gens. Our only efficient nurse was a 
 middle-aged woman who had large experience in midwifery. 
 She was a small, lightly-built, and most energetic individual, 
 quick in all her movements, prompt in decision and in action. 
 Her practical knowledge of her subject was superior to our 
 theoretical training, however much more scientific the latter 
 may have been. We could depend upon her to call us from 
 our sleep to active service not one moment sooner than the 
 necessities of the moment required, but when that call came 
 there was to be no delay. Her manner towards us was a quaint 
 combination of motherly interest, good-natured amusement, 
 and professional respect. It was fortunate for us, as well as 
 for the patients, that she was at hand, especially during the 
 early days of a change of service and the incoming of new and 
 inexperienced doctors. Most of our patients were primiparas, 
 women with their first children, young, ignorant, without any 
 self-control, sometimes with instincts and manners like savages. 
 Of course very few of them were married. In rare instances, 
 the mothers manifested a real and lasting interest in their chil- 
 dren, but usually the feeling was an evanescent, physiological, 
 maternal instinct, not as deep or as serious as a cat would feel 
 for its kittens, or a cow for its calf. Rarely would the mother 
 care to give a name to the unwelcome offspring. As some 
 name had to accompany our report of a birth made to the 
 Bureau of Health, the resident physicians gave such children 
 any names that a passing mood might suggest, and some of 
 these young citizens received as remarkable names as were ever 
 given to a human being. Fortunately such titles were not 
 legally binding, and a respectable name could be bestowed at 
 the time of the child's christening. 
 
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 Below our quarters extended a series of rooms and wards 
 for the women paupers. Most of the wards were great square 
 rooms in which the beds were placed around the walls at in- 
 tervals, in corners, and through the center. A few favored 
 souls obtained "cubbies." These were cell-like spaces of a few 
 feet square, large enough to contain a bed, a small table, and 
 a chair. The occupant of a "cubbie" was invariably a denizen 
 of the ward, who had proved her right to consideration by 
 genial manners, cleanly habits, and a cheerful observance of 
 all the rules and regulations of the house. Such women adorned 
 their small cells with ornaments and pictures chance or good 
 fortune might bring them, and took as much pride in their 
 narrow dwellings as a Queen in her castle. 
 
 The diary has a reference to the Insane Department. This 
 was distinct from the general hospital and had a medical staff 
 of its own. We were quite free, however, to visit its wards 
 and grounds whenever we desired. 
 
 "The Inferno. 
 
 March 4, 1884. 
 "I went with V., yesterday afternoon, through the Insane 
 side. It was something like a descent to Purgatory, if not 
 lower, after the Virgil-Dante fashion. There, in large, square, 
 bare, but sunny rooms, sitting on wooden benches about the 
 walls or wandering restlessly up and down, were the mad in- 
 mates. The months pass and seasons change but no change 
 comes to them. During the day, when not out of doors, they 
 are kept in large 'day rooms.' At night each has a room to 
 himself or herself, except the very quiet ones, who are kept 
 in general wards. Each one has his peculiar set of delusions 
 concerning which many will converse freely, but others are 
 very reticent. Each seems to retire into a little world of his 
 own, a false, dream-world, real only to himself. One man, 
 with hands firmly fastened in a muffler which confined his 
 
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 arms, strode softly up and down one side of a room, every 
 movement filled with a suppressed energy. His restless eyes 
 saw everything, and glared with a baleful look. He seemed 
 to be waiting, waiting. When the release came, a very devil 
 would be loose; or, on the other hand, his evil spirit would 
 be tamed and in subjection. In several cells, into which we 
 looked through small circular windows, were raving maniacs, 
 some yelping like dogs, one apparently in a kind of wicked 
 ecstasy. The walls of these cells were padded. Scattered 
 throughout the various rooms and in the grounds, I saw many 
 of my old patients whom we had transferred from the nervous 
 wards. Michael R. was there. He seemed very glad to see 
 me. I — m, the snake man, was in the same room. He had 
 been there but a few days only, and expressed himself as con- 
 tented with his new quarters. He shook hands with me warmly, 
 and, having thanked me for my attention to him, proceeded 
 to bestow upon me a very formal blessing. He told me that 
 he was now a prophet, and that he controlled the winds with 
 his right hand and the earth's motions with his left foot. From 
 this it is evident that I — m is rising in social importance, getting 
 quite a little confidence in himself, and developing a sort of 
 universal influence. In another room I met Henry C — s. He 
 did not remember me, but was still willing to talk about the 
 principal power of all powers. At least three of my old 
 acquaintances were wandering about, and conversed with 
 me. It was a strange experience, like crossing over into another 
 world; for the inmates there are almost dead to this one. The 
 poor fellows I had known will never again be able to go beyond 
 the high walls. They live shut out from the great active present, 
 nursing their strange cfelusions. Like ghosts they seem, wander- 
 ing along the Stygian banks after crossing the dark waves in 
 Charon's boat. And it was odd to think while in these halls 
 and rooms, high-walled courtyards, or open plaza, that, just 
 over the Schuylkill River, men are working at their busy occu- 
 
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 pations, little knowing that on this bank Julius Caesar still 
 lives; that Napoleon plots for universal conquest; Elizabeth 
 envies Mary Stuart; Washington still directs the affairs of 
 State ; that a poor, deranged, long-haired and bearded individual 
 impersonates Jesus Christ. Comparatively few have assumed 
 these mighty personalities, but everywhere are busy and addled 
 brains filled with intense personal interest. That man is 
 awaiting a great fortune. He has been wronged, but the 
 property will yet be his. There is a man who has committed 
 some great crime. He will not talk of it, but he can never be 
 pardoned. That man is immensely rich. He owns the United 
 States Navy. His mouth is made of gold and all his teeth 
 are silver. One hundred mints cannot contain his wealth, 
 'Who gave you these things?' you ask, 'Upstairs,' he replies, 
 and points skywards. Here comes a man behind whom the 
 Prince of the Powers of the Air is gliding. Into his ear day 
 and night the Evil One is whispering, but the possessed man 
 will not tell what the demon says to him. That woman, over 
 there, talks with invisible spirits which tell her of celestial 
 things. Her soul is borne far above the earth and soars into 
 immeasurable regions of space, 
 
 "The evening shadows were falling over Blockley, as V, 
 and I passed out through the arched gateway in the high stone 
 wall that separates the insane side from the great central quad- 
 rangle. Across the courtyard, against the grey front of the 
 general hospital, a rosy glow was cast by the setting sun. But 
 the madhouse was in deep shade, except where the reddish 
 sunlight gleamed through windows opposite to others facing 
 -(^ westward. These were lighted up, like great eyes, with a 
 strange and lurid light, an emblem of the unhappy, false lives 
 that burned fitfully, wildly, faintly, within the long grey walls," 
 
 During the course of that winter in Blockley, McL. and the 
 diary man, with Dr, H. of the Insane Department, rendered 
 
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 the music for the balls given for the insane patients. These 
 occurred very infrequently, but may have brightened up the 
 dull routine of life in that cheerless department of Blockley. 
 McL. was a finished performer on the violin. The diary man 
 could only fiddle. Dr. H. played the piano. And the poor, 
 crazy people danced! It was a weird spectacle, this festiv^e 
 occasion, when the floor was occupied by the mentally deranged 
 men and women of Blockley. Most of the patients sat quietly 
 on the benches placed along the sides of the large hall. Others, 
 however, were quite eager to foot it merrily through the central 
 open space, in the glare of the lights, and to the music of our 
 making. Always at a definite hour, on these evenings, Dr. H. 
 started a doleful march, and this was the signal for the close 
 of the ball and the retirement to wards or bedrooms. It was 
 always the same melancholy recessional that was rendered 
 on the piano. I do not know who was guilty of its composition. 
 It was fit for a funeral. V. was so fascinated with its gloomy 
 measures that he often asked me to play it to him on my fiddle, 
 and to this day there are times when bits and snatches of it 
 most unexpectedly recur to my mind, bringing a sense of sadness 
 that I cannot understand, until the associations of the music 
 call up voices from an almost forgotten past, and the lights and 
 shadows of other days. 
 
 "One More Unfortunate. 
 
 March 6, 1884. 
 "Yesterday afternoon I felt sleepy. There was nothing 
 unusual about this fact. The afternoons here, unless there 
 be ambulance work, receiving ware? photography, a bad case, 
 or clinical notes to write, are apt to be conducive to slumber. 
 But the peculiarity about this afternoon was that Susan, our 
 useful, middle-aged, calm and experienced woman servant, 
 with numerous gossips, was seated in her room adjoining mine. 
 The Irish voices of herself and guests, never very subdued, 
 seemed unusually loud. 
 
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 "'Yis,' some one said, 'she was very unfort'nit. The young 
 feller hain't bin heard on agin.' 
 
 "'Well!' remarked Susan, 'she wasn't like to thim bould 
 things thet has more'n one child. The fust one don't so much 
 matter, — ' (a chorus here from the guests of 'Oh, no! Divil a 
 bit!'). 'It's a misfortune, or the likes,' continued Susan, 'but 
 after the woman knows what it means there's no excuse!' 
 
 "This sentiment met with warm and hearty approval. The 
 idea seem^ed to be that any woman, in the daily experiences 
 that make up life, might become the mother of her first and 
 illegitimate child. That was a 'misfortune' ; nothing more. 
 Woe to the reputation of any vv^oman, however, who repeated 
 the offense. For her there was no excuse. As I suspect that 
 most of the company present had been unfortunate in respect 
 to this 'misfortune,' their ideas of virtue were apt to rest on 
 a broad and charitable foundation. Yet the conversation 
 wd.s, interesting as an indication of the standard of morality 
 of the Blockley class. It is possible that it prevails, also, among 
 a large body of individuals who live in the rough and tumble 
 of uncultured and laborious lives. 
 
 "While I had charge of the Erysipelas wards, in which, 
 also, cases of any suspected contagious disease were kept, a 
 young woman was brought in who was suspected of having 
 scarlatina. This she did not have, but, as the patient was 
 weak, feeble, anaemic, and very wretched, I kept her in the 
 ward and gradually built up her weakened condition with the 
 best food I could get, together with quinine and iron and atten- 
 tion to her general health. She was most anxious to get well, 
 on account of a poor, little, sickly baby which she had added 
 to the world's population only a few months before. At this 
 time, there was only one other patient in that ward. This 
 one was an old hag from the street. The young woman, although 
 poverty-stricken, was married and respectable. The old one 
 certainly had never stood before the marriage altar, and was 
 
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 born disreputable. Such a congenital condition seems quite 
 possible from my observations here. One morning, I asked 
 the young woman how many children she had had. 'Six,' 
 she answered. The old hag, who had been listening, suddenly 
 groaned aloud, and exclaimed in tones of heartfelt indignation, 
 'Arrah, thin! and how can inny woman be so keerlessf" 
 
 " Inconvenient Philanthropy. 
 
 March 9, 1884. 
 
 "While walking along the hospital front, on Vintage Avenue, 
 yesterday, I met two highly excited, elderly, widow-looking 
 women, who flew at me with the information that 'That man,' 
 pointing to a tall, rather well-dressed individual who was in 
 advance of me, that 'That man had a holt on a young baby 
 done up in brown paper!' Telling the ladies to calm them- 
 selves, and to feel no surprise whatever at a little thing like 
 that, as such objects might be picked up at any moment about 
 here, I went on to the House Agent's office. The tall gentle- 
 man had just entered. He bowed pleasantly to the assembled 
 officials and subalterns, and said in rather a chippy way, 'I 
 found this little object on a bridge near here; and, as it seemed 
 to have no owner, I thought I would bring it over.' He held 
 out the 'little object,' which was in reality an undeveloped and 
 evidently still-born child. Perfect silence reigned as he held 
 out the bundle, and every one looked at it critically. Finally 
 some one asked, 'Well, what are you going to do with it?' A 
 rather startled look broke over the man's face, and he said, 
 'Why, sir! Why, I thought I would leave it here! I think, — 
 I thought, — well, the fact is, — ' 
 
 " 'No, sir,' emphatically said the doorkeeper, 'we don't 
 take no dead ones in this place.' 
 
 "Now for the first time the dreadful possibilities of the situa- 
 tion seemed to dawn upon the unfortunate man. 'But, my dear 
 sir!' he sputtered, 'what in Heaven's name shall I do with 
 
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 it? I saw a crowd of people looking at something. It turned 
 out to be this. So I picked it up and brought it along. No 
 one else,' he added, with a look of injured innocence, 'no one 
 else would touch it.' 
 
 "'It would a been a d — d sight more convenient for you if 
 you'd done like no one else,' coolly remarked the doorkeeper. 
 
 " 'If I can't leave the thing here,' cried the now thoroughly 
 wretched man, 'where can I dispose of it? I can't walk in 
 the street with this. I can't throw it away, for fear of suspicions 
 being attached to me. I can't take it home. I don't dare to 
 go to a police station, lest unpleasant consequences result.' 
 
 "In his agitation he strode up and down the room gesticulat- 
 ing with one hand, while, in the other, he held the filthy bundle 
 stifiQy off from his side. 
 
 "'This is a dreadful situation,' he muttered. 'Can't you 
 advise me?' 
 
 "'Don't know,' said the uncompromising doorkeeper. 
 'Better take it to the police. Can't do nothing for you here!' 
 
 "Once more into the street went the haunted man. Later 
 I heard that he met the Warden near the hospital, and tried 
 as a last resort to persuade that ever amiable but diplomatic 
 man to hold the bundle 'just for a moment.' He was last seen 
 walking up Thirty-fourth Street with the 'little object' swinging 
 in time to his rapid steps. Who knows? Perhaps he is still 
 striding on; afraid to leave his burden; afraid to remain with 
 it; fearing to take it home; unable to rid himself of his dreadful 
 load, while every moment the horror is deepening and the 
 situation growing more desperate. It is to be hoped that 
 he fell into the hands of a sympathetic policeman, and is now 
 free of his bundle and still possessed of his reason." 
 
 "On Duty at the Seventh Street Office. 
 
 March 22, 1884. 
 " It was a very rainy morning, and consequently we expected 
 
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 a rather larger delegation of maimed, halt, and blind, than have 
 of late been presenting themselves as objects for our considera- 
 tion. The Board, composed of the House Agent and myself, 
 came to order at half past ten o'clock. 
 
 "Case 1. An old soldier; fought for his country; entitled 
 therefore to special notice; paralyzed; destitute condition; 
 poor but most respectable; never expected to come to this. 
 So much for his own story and opinion of himself. Now, in 
 fact, he turned out to be a case of old, long-standing fracture 
 of the thigh, a regular old bummer. Finding that the paralysis 
 dodge would not work, he assumes a very gentle manner, as 
 one using careful management over something that might go 
 off suddenly and throw him out, but which he purposes to 
 manipulate by tact. His manner was a kind of apologetic 
 superiority. With an air of profound secrecy he slides his 
 hand deep into an inside pocket of his long, greasy, dank, and 
 sodden overcoat. Eyeing me while thus engaged, he says, 
 'I'll show you something.' He speaks almost tenderly. I'm 
 a wilful child. He will reason with my juvenile prejudice and, 
 incidentally, he will play his trump card. Having fumbled 
 about for a moment, he slowly draws out his hand as though 
 it held something almost sacred. It is out at last. With a 
 whispered, 'Look at that!' he presents to my gaze a six-ounce 
 bottle containing a very closely packed and uncomfortable- 
 looking tapeworm. In a husky voice he says, 'The head re- 
 mains!' But no! It is surely a pity to disappoint such in- 
 genuity, but the head will not at present be removed; at least 
 not at Blockley. 
 
 "Case 2. Some one is slowly stumping up the stairs. 
 Slowly, painfully, one foot dragged after the other. Gradually 
 a man's head emerges above the landing, and soon the whole 
 total wreck stands tottering before me. 
 
 "'What's the matter, are you sick?' 'Well (a long gasp), 
 if I ain't sick, there ain't nobody lives. I'm just knocking about. 
 
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 I've no place, no place. I've lost my common senses and 
 I'm near a loony!' He speaks in a weak, low, spiritless tone, 
 and gives an unexpected emphatic drawl on certain words. 
 'I ain't bin so bad 'til last night,' he continues. 'Then I fell 
 on me back, and the spine of me back is broke.' Mr. B., the 
 House Agent, talks some time with him in regard to his means 
 of support. 'I didn't take a stitch of clothes off me, I may 
 say, since Christmas,' he announces in a sort of general and 
 indefinite way. In a final and overwhelming burst of despair, 
 the old man moans out, 'Ach, the spine of me back is gone 
 and I hain't got a tooth in me head!' 
 
 "I think that this last Vv^ail broke down our stony hearts, 
 for we gave the old fellow a ticket of admission. He had 
 nothing the matter with him worse than senile asthenia. How- 
 ever, when I catch that, perhaps I shall realize that the old 
 wanderer had sufficient reason for asking the City's charity. 
 
 "Case 3 is a youngish man, red-haired, with red, blood- 
 shot eyes, unsteady hand, flushed face, and all the other unmis- 
 takable signs of a long debauch. The whole affair seems a 
 great joke to him, quite amusing indeed. He has a brisk, 
 easy, genial air, and tells his tale as one would a first-class 
 story. 
 
 "'Well, Doctor,' says he, 'I'll just tell you! When I take 
 a breath a pain takes me right through the chest; and the 
 fact is. Doctor, I've got something else' (a sweet smile comes 
 over his face). 'Yes, I've been drinking, and my friends put 
 me out this morning. I've just raised Hell! The neighbors 
 all thought the very Devil was loose. My friends put me out, 
 and I want to get a little shelter. I've been in bed since Paddy's 
 Day.' 
 
 "I strongly intimate to Mr. B. that the gentleman is not 
 a very serious case. 'Yes, Doctor,' says the man reproachfully, 
 'I am sick and I've got a sore throat.' He receives an order 
 upon the district doctor. His disappointment is great, but he 
 
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 finally yields gracefully and accepts the situation. At Seventh 
 Street we are ever mindful that our colleagues do not excuse 
 any errors that the man on duty may make in admitting unim- 
 portant and uninteresting cases. It is fully understood among 
 us that we should relegate such to the district physicians of 
 the City. These latter can always order that a patient be 
 admitted to the hospital, if they find that such necessity develops. 
 "Case 4 was a decent, respectable looking woman, but 
 with terribly dirty hands, who suffered from rheumatism. 
 *I got some horse liniment to rub with but it don't do no good. 
 I've been sick such a long time, I've run short of funds; can't 
 do no work. Here's a purscruption some one gave me. I 
 don't know if it would do any good?' I copied the 'purscrup- 
 tion' for the use of the profession in general. 
 
 10 cents worth of spiruts of juniper. 
 5 cents worth of oil of terpine (turpentine?). 
 10 cents wurth of spiruts of wine. 
 
 I told the woman that, to me, it appeared that she had 
 shown rare good judgment in restraining any impulse to invest 
 twenty-five cents worth of capital in this speculation. We 
 sent her to the hospital. 
 
 "Case 5. A tall, worn-out-looking woman with a child in 
 her arms. She wore an old black velvet hat witli a discouraged- 
 looking, bedraggled ostrich feather hanging from the back. 
 A blue and black plaid shawl encased her thin shoulders. The 
 v>'oman works out in situations where she can take the child 
 with her. She has no place in which to leave it. Her husband 
 went to sea, and has not been heard of for many months. She 
 stayed the previous night at the Almshouse among the 'Casuals.' 
 'I don't like to go there at all. Of course I have to go some- 
 where.' This is on account of the child, who is ill. 'Yes, I was 
 over there before. I was there when the child was four days 
 
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 old. I had no home. No, I don't want to stay long.' The 
 two waifs, mother and child, receive their tickets of admission. 
 
 "Case 6. A sad-faced, desolate-looking woman. Her story 
 is a short one. 'My husband gave me the Disease.' We 
 admit her. 
 
 "Case 7. A perfect, splendid tartar, a man-killer! Per- 
 haps, too, a loony, as the old man said of himself. Her dress 
 is covered and eclipsed beneath a fiery red shawl. A bonnet 
 perfectly sublime in its disregard of all arrangement and order 
 adorns her head, and she brandishes an explosive-looking cotton 
 umbrella. Her son is in the insane department, and surel}'- 
 she should be keeping him company. She has merely dropped 
 into the ofiEice, this morning, to ease her mind and ventilate 
 her opinions. Her complaint is that her son is ill treated by 
 Dr. R., the chief physician of that department. Her language 
 is torrential, and her frankly insulting characterizations of the 
 dignified Dr. R. and the stately and courteous Chairman of 
 the Hospital Committee of the Board were amusing in their 
 absolute untruth, and want of proportion even as good lies. 
 The gesticulations with the dangerous umbrella were particularly 
 telling. 'That old bald-headed d — 1 R.! goes around among 
 the women like an Irish rooster! Playing checkers when he 
 ought to be at his duty. D — d old fool! I'll make it hot for 
 him before Wednesday! Just look at my arm! Twisted all 
 about in the Poorhouse! Spittin' up blood? I've been spittin' 
 it up ever since. Pat Dailey's first cousin can tell the same 
 thing.' Mr. Patrick Dailey was one of the Guardians of the 
 Poor. 'G — d! I'd die before I'd go to the Poorhouse! They're 
 giving them soup in the Insane there on Fridays. Ha! Ha! 
 they've changed fish for flesh! I'm wishin' I'd meet Pat Dailey 
 here. I'd settle things. They're a dirty mean set, that com- 
 mittee with the old bloat H., the whiskey-head!' 
 
 "Other applicants came up, the usual round of real deserv- 
 ing sufi"erers and the shams; the latter often hard to recognize 
 
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 from the worthy, even as the tares look Hke the wheat. Bitter 
 stories of want and sickness, we hear, in which the poor souls 
 struggle on a little longer that they may keep away from the 
 Almshouse. Old men, young weak women; stained, battered, 
 broken! Like ghosts they come from haunts of vice, filth, 
 disease; yet still clinging to the old landmarks, until, at last, 
 deserted, sick or dying, absolutely without hope in life, they 
 enter at our gate and join the nameless throng who pass through 
 this to find a pauper's home. To many of them it is indeed, 
 home, and its kind nurses are the truest friends of their wretched, 
 friendless lives. But with the tragic picture, there is much, too, 
 of comedy at the Seventh Street gate; and without doubt 
 one can hear more clever lying in two hours there, than at 
 a convention of promoters of the gold brick business." 
 
 "Down in the Slums. 
 
 March 30, 1884. 
 "The nearer we approached St. Mary's Street, the more 
 evident became the fact that a large portion of Philadelphia's 
 citizens found some means of living that obviated sweating 
 of the brows. The street itself is narrow, scarce wide enough 
 for two wagons to pass. The houses on either side are of the 
 hovel variety, built of wood, two stories in height, and the 
 fronts slant as though the scrawny buildings were about to 
 collapse upon their miserable inmates. Some buildings are 
 of brick, the doors reached by w^ooden stoops. Most of the 
 doors and windows, being open, reveal long vistas into darkness 
 with smoke and dirt begrimed walls, or into filthy dens called 
 rooms. That tall, white-fronted building, on the left, evidently 
 was once a church. Like all the surrounding dwellings it is 
 covered with foul stains and crumbling to a near destruction. 
 As we pass the 'Ram Cat,' a large tenement inhabited b}^ blacks 
 and whites and containing I am afraid to say how many lodgers, 
 we become objects of interest to the entire colony. Bleary- 
 
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 eyed, besotted women of both colors gaze at us from the windows. 
 They lean far out from upper stories, and call to one another 
 above and below and across the narrow street to friends in 
 opposite houses. Uncanny, deformed, and unwholesome-looking 
 children amble to the gutter's edge and make uncouth ges- 
 tures at us as we pass. Evil-faced things in men's clothing 
 creep along by the walls and glare at us with stupid, brutish 
 eyes. The street is rank with filth which is strewn every- 
 where. Through the gutters, which are so full that they over- 
 flow their channels, moves a sluggish mass of thick, opaque 
 fluid in which floats decaying animal and vegetable matter. 
 The very ground seems alive with humanity. It pours up out 
 of dark cellars, out of narrow courts. The houses on either 
 side are literally packed and swarming with mankind. The 
 ambulance stops before No. — , a miserable, filthy shanty 
 between which and the adjoining house a narrow, low-arched 
 alley runs to some region beyond. Up this way I go, till, 
 arriving at a still more unsightly hole at the rear of the main 
 house, I knock. The room was very small and dark. Its 
 one small window was tightly closed. A stove occupied the 
 space beneath a crowded shelf which served as a mantle. On 
 this shelf was a varied collection of religious emblems, dirty 
 articles of apparel, and cracked and broken plates filled with 
 half-eaten, greasy-looking food. The stove was without fire 
 and plentifully besprinkled with stains from tobacco juice, as 
 were also the walls and floor. On the latter was a perfect 
 covering of dirt, ashes, debris of all kinds, tramped down into 
 a species of matting, so that the original boards could scarcely 
 be distinguished. A table upon which reposed a miscellaneous 
 mass of everything, shoes, combs, rags, and paper, occupied 
 one corner of the room, and along the same side were heaps of 
 rags and indistinguishable objects in a vague mass of blackness. 
 In another corner was a large bed upon which lay an old, de- 
 bauched, drunken and besotted individual, once a man and 
 
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 a blacksmith, now 'a tit subject for the Almshouse.' Two 
 young, ill favored, hangdog-looking men, both of whom will 
 probably be jailed or hung in the course of time and justice, 
 lounged about the room in company with a young woman. 
 The latter was quite bedraggled in appearance tind although, 
 like most of the women of this neighborhood, she was probably 
 common property of all the men, had a not unpleasant face, 
 and her voice had in it almost a tone of refinement. This 
 tone was noticeable, for she repeated many of the men's re- 
 marks immediately after them, and thus produced a startling 
 contrast, although merely a refrain to what they said. They 
 were told to make the old man ready for his journey across 
 town, and this was soon accomplished. 'Getting ready' con- 
 sisted of investing the legs of the aged, whiskey-wrecked, and 
 retired blacksmith in a pair of trousers that for grease-spots 
 and stains were most remarkable and noteworthy. The old 
 man expressed some disgust and disapproval of what his 
 heirs were doing for his comfort, but being told to 'Shut up,' 
 that 'It's too late to kick up a row now,' he submitted. The 
 girl finally wrapped him up in a filthy sheet. This shrouding 
 of the patient in a sheet was evidently an attempt at gentility, 
 and did not meet with the approval of the two sons. However, 
 the girl remarked in her clear, sweet voice, that 'It is a shame 
 to send father out uncovered.' Supported by his two promising- 
 looking sons, while I bore up his legs, the old fellow was lifted 
 from his bed and carried to the street. What would have 
 seemed to me most peculiar, had I not become accustomed to 
 the ways and manners of the Blockley class, was the utter 
 indifference these people displayed to all the open filthiness of 
 their surroundings. They had no thought of shame that I 
 should see that filth-covered bed, or the dirt about the room 
 and on themselves. It was all a part of their everyday life. 
 They had never been clean, and never desired to cultivate the 
 state of cleanliness. By the time that we reached the street 
 
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 a great crowd had collected and stood about the ambulance, 
 which had been backed up to the narrow entrance to the court. 
 The crowd was delighted and greatly impressed by the corpse- 
 like appearance of our burden, and several remarks were made 
 as to the strong probability that the man was dead. 'Ah, 
 there's mony a dead un car'ed out there!' remarked an old 
 hag, as we raised the patient into the ambulance. 
 
 "St. Mary's and Alaska Streets, although very short, must 
 contain as many inhabitants as any ordinary street of several 
 times their proportions; for the district all about seems to 
 open into them like sewers and drains into wider conduits. 
 The alley into which I went was a sort of side current, and I 
 noticed many others that were like it." 
 
 "Dolce far niente." 
 
 May 14, 1884. 
 "Spring, indeed Summer, has come ; and, with the appearance 
 of grass and leaves and birds, the old pauper inmates of this 
 institution crawl forth into the sunlight. Every morning 
 the old wom^en can be seen along the front of their building, 
 sitting in groups upon the cellar windows or beneath the trees. 
 Each group consists, I imagine, of intimate friends who together 
 form distinct social circles from which all outsiders are rigidly 
 excluded, and each little coterie seems always to occupy the 
 same especial locality. To these places they bring their cans 
 of tea, left over from breakfast, and there they sit until dinner 
 time. One would suppose that they would knit or sew or do 
 something by which the time would be occupied; but no, there 
 they remain in absolute dolce far niente, mumbling and gossiping 
 together. Professor P. said that a friend of his, when a resident 
 physician here, overheard two old crones talking together. 
 I've heard similar conversations myself. 'Well,' drawled one, 
 and paused to whiff twice at her pipe, 'when I was born I was 
 that small that they could set me in a pint cup.' 
 
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 "Her friend assumed a listless air of interest, and inquired, 
 'And did you live?' 'Yes!' replied the first, with an air of 
 conviction, as though announcing a weighty fact, 'I lived and 
 I done well!' This exemplifies the sort of pleasant conversation 
 carried on between the old ladies of Blockley." 
 
 "Co-laborers in the Vineyard, Who Worked and 
 Slept and Starved Together. 
 
 May 20, 1884. 
 
 "V. has gone home for a week, in order to look for a place 
 in which to lay his head after his term at Blockley expires. 
 And our terms are fast expiring at Blockley for all of us. R. 
 and P. both leave at the end of this month, V. in July, and I 
 shall follow at the end of August. Six new men have already 
 arrived; or rather five new men and one new woman. The 
 year has been a delightful one in many respects, especially in 
 the daily intercourse of the members of our resident staff. 
 We have been a united family and free from domestic jars; 
 no one exactly remarkable for brains yet no one really dull, 
 v., my roommate, is a most amiable fellow, impulsive, capable 
 of bursts of energy but not steadily energetic; prone to excitable 
 periods of high spirits, with intervals of much depression; easily 
 encouraged and easily discouraged. P — Ips is the bright member 
 of the group, even-tempered, always the same, full of fun, a 
 good story-teller. M., my present colleague in the obstetrical 
 wards, is the scholar of the staff, well-read in medicine and 
 up to date in all theories. He is a handsome man, with genial 
 manners, but disposed to be argumentative and dogmatic. 
 If his opinion differs from yours, he will tell you just how and 
 why you are entirely in the wrong, and will instruct you in 
 the only right way, which is his own, and is derived directly 
 from the last author whom he has read on the subject under 
 discussion. His roommate, R., is tall, straight as an arrow, 
 and with breadth of shoulders to correspond with his height. 
 
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 He is long limbed and lean, belongs to an old Virginia family, 
 and has the best traits of the Southern character. Cool-headed 
 as a prize fighter, he is the last man any one would care to 
 arouse pugnaciously. He has a fund of negro songs and stories, 
 and, although not talkative except among friends, he is quick 
 to see the ridiculous side of a situation. L. is another Southerner, 
 coming from South Carolina. In years, he is the oldest member 
 of our staff. There are many traditions about him, one of 
 which is that he served in the Confederate heavy artillery 
 during the Civil War. He is full of fun and good nature and 
 has the air of a man who has seen much of the world. His 
 hearty laugh is a pleasure to hear and always rings out at the 
 first hint of anything amusing. P — k — 1 is the typical ladies' 
 man of the staff. C, a rather elderly member of our group, 
 is from Barbados. He is a cynic, a doubter, a fault-finder, 
 always searching for the truth and finding it not. He has 
 read much and can be entertaining and agreeable, especially 
 as he has a certain dry, Scotch-like sense of humor. H. and S. 
 and M — ch are all agreeable in their way, and take their places 
 in our harmonious circle. McL., the Hospital Warden, is a 
 young, fine-looking man, with black, rather inscrutable eyes. 
 He is a good violinist. He lives and moves in a mist of diplomacy 
 of the Machiavellian type. No one ever heard him refuse any 
 request directly. His assurance that the matter will be 'attended 
 to at once' means that nothing will be done. He is more like 
 us, than as a superior officer, and we never think of him other- 
 wise than as a pleasant companion upon whom we can shake 
 off any unpleasant matter, with the assurance that, although 
 it may not end in accomplishment, still it is off our hands and 
 will not greatly burden his. Dr. Mary R. is respected and 
 liked by all of us but is somewhat apart from our masculine 
 circle. 
 
 "So much for the individuals. Collectively we are said 
 to be the most efficient resident staff that Blockley has possessed, 
 
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 and have proved the advantages of a competitive examination 
 as a test for appointment over the old system of political or 
 personal influence. We are quite willing to accept the good 
 opinion of the authorities of the Hospital in that same cordial 
 and frank spirit that was displayed by Mr. Dandy Jim, that 
 gentleman of color, a resident of South Carolina, who being 
 highly complimented upon his personal appearance, reported 
 that 
 
 '"I looked in the glass and I found it so. 
 Just as Massa told me, oh!' 
 
 "It is a peculiar sort of life that we lead together, and one 
 which could be experienced nowhere else than in such a place 
 as Blockley. Many jolly evenings have we passed meeting 
 haphazard in one another's rooms or in the billiard parlor. 
 Our conversation is not always directed in strictly scientific 
 channels. In the freedom of friendly intercourse much is 
 expressed and related that would cause some astonishment 
 in a community of very conventional or pious people. But 
 all of this is interspersed with talk of peculiar or interesting 
 cases in our wards, and discussions as to their etiology and 
 treatment. In the daily, almost hourly, contact with one 
 another, we have learned of each other's characters, of all our 
 weak points. Then, in our isolated positions, we are engaged 
 in common work and interested in the same subjects. It is 
 much like college life, yet differs from the latter in this very 
 fact of a common occupation. We have been a united family, 
 not one row breaking in on our general comfort. We are far 
 from being a mutual admiration society, however, for I imagine 
 that we all see each other's faults although somewhat near- 
 sighted as to our own. But this very knowledge causes us to 
 avoid dangerous ground, or to accept the shock good-naturedly 
 when we do touch, or are touched, upon tender spots. All 
 this will soon be over and we shall separate far and wide, as 
 
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 hundreds of other residents have done before us, while new 
 men come in to fill the vacant posts. But I believe that, with 
 the experience of practice and insight into human character 
 gained in our everyday work, we shall carry away also the 
 unseen, almost unfelt, influence of each other's lives, and shall 
 look back upon our Blockley days with as much satisfaction 
 for the experiences and friendships as for the opportunities for 
 medical training." 
 
 "Out After Game. 
 
 June 6, 1884. 
 "The afternoon suggested August in temperature, but only 
 June could produce such a blue sky and foliage of such fresh 
 and vivid green. Having loaded two holders with plates, 
 I tucked my tripod under my arm and stalked forth after game. 
 Game there was in plenty. All along the outwards front, 
 lolling lazily under the shade of trees or walls, or strolling along 
 the shadow covered walks, the old outwarders offered all that 
 could be wished for in the way of ragged picturesqueness. Nor 
 was the usual requisite amount of filth wanting to make the 
 subjects well-nigh perfect. Passing through the gateway into 
 the Hospital yard, I came upon a different class of humanity 
 yet of about the same grade. This was younger stock. A 
 few more years and these younger subjects will be found across 
 the wall advanced one more degree in the order of Pauperism. 
 A former Superintendent of Blockley, who must have been 
 fond of phrases and aphorisms, once remarked when speaking 
 of its inmates, 'Once a pauper, always a pauper.' Over the 
 archway of our entrance should be carved the well-known 
 legend, 'Abandon all hope ye who enter here!' The association 
 between Hospital and Almshouse is degrading and demoralizing. 
 Most of our patients belong to the discouraged class of citizens, 
 when not to the actually vicious. The habit of looking to the 
 Hospital and its associated department, the Poorhouse, as an 
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 without pride, energy, aspiration, and without any means of 
 support. We are well supplied with habitues who enter either 
 Hospital or Almshouse on the slightest excuse, and the influence 
 of this class of professional bummers, men and women, over 
 the younger patients with whom they associate in the Hospital 
 is all for evil. 
 
 "On I went, past groups of convalescents sitting on benches 
 beneath the trees or lying on stretchers in shady angles of the 
 walls. High up along the balconies of the fire-escapes, up on a 
 level with the tree branches, sat those less strong than the 
 patients below, who must be content to use these perches. 
 And not so uncomfortable are the lofty seats, for one obtains a 
 iine view there over the yard and what transpires therein, and 
 there is always more or less of a breeze. Halting by the Hospital 
 gate, I bring my camera into position and 'take it' ; then out 
 into the great yard of the men's outwards. Far off, up by the 
 wall of the Insane Department, I see a large group of old men, 
 halt, blind, broken in every way. Two are sitting side by 
 side, apart from the rest, beneath a shadowing tree. This 
 is good for a foreground; then, back of them, the larger group, 
 and, as a background, the high, whitewashed wall of the Insane 
 Hospital, with its low, wide, gloomy arched gateway where 
 stands the porter's box. All about are trees with thick foliage. 
 The sunshine falls glaringly white in the open spaces. There 
 is stillness everywhere, except when broken by the low hum of 
 listless conversation. All this scene must be taken ere yet my 
 subjects are aware. Carefully the camera is placed and focused. 
 Everything is ready. Just then, the two old pals look up but 
 maintain their position. Six seconds, and I have them forever. 
 One other group now before I go! There is a heterogeneous 
 collection, all on one bench. At its end is an individual leaning 
 forward with elbows on his knees and hands idly clasped. He 
 may have been a pirate, pickpocket, or peddler. I do not 
 know. He was bad at all events. Next to him, sitting bolt 
 
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 upright, is an old man with a long beard and a rather respectable 
 face. His hat is aslant, just a bit to one side. He may have 
 seen better days. Beside him is a helpless, weak-faced-looking 
 object, incompetency and shiftlessness written all over him. 
 Then come two nondescripts, characters that are nice and 
 bummy, but not especially typical of any specialization in the 
 down and out class. I take them in one lot, and then stop by 
 the door of the store to have a short talk with the storekeeper 
 and Mrs. H., the schoolm-a'am. The store contains a little 
 of everything. It is like a large country establishment, and 
 has groceries, dry goods, pottery, hardware, all the articles 
 needed about the institution. Books are kept with each depart- 
 ment and payments are made by written orders, which are 
 countersigned by the Superintendent. Next I stray out through 
 the under passages beneath the Superintendent's quarters and 
 reach the street. There is an attractive view from the outer 
 gateway of the Insane Department, looking eastward. Beneath 
 the trees which meet above it, forming an arch of limbs and 
 foliage, runs the street, which is really a country-like lane, 
 called Vintage Avenue. Along one side, separated by a high 
 fence and narrow garden, extends the front of the Almshouse. 
 The central part, with its Ionic columns and Greek attic, can 
 just be seen high up above the level and gleaming through 
 the trees like an old temple. Beneath the verdant archway 
 goes the road into an indefinite vista, while, along its right 
 side, sloping downwards towards the river, extend meadows 
 now planted with various crops of vegetables. Going back 
 through the front buildings, I enter again the great courtyard 
 and take my way down to the Hospital. The sick are still 
 there, breathing in the fresh outdoor air, looking at the grass 
 and flowers, hoping perhaps for a better future. I am sure 
 that the little children do. To them life has not yet opened up 
 all the horrors of its possibilities. Some on crutches skip gayly 
 about the walks; and that little, sweet-faced girl lying in her 
 
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 wheel-chair, a look of quiet contentment on her face, was brought 
 by me in an ambulance, last winter, from a miserable hovel 
 way down in the slums; from a small crowded room up three 
 flights of narrow, winding, rickety stairs. There she had 
 suffered an existence in the midst of foul air, foul talk, and 
 foul lives. Beneath a long awning fastened to the top of one 
 of the high walls and extending out over quite a space of ground, 
 is seated a row of women of different ages, while an old man 
 in a rusty long black coat and with a dilapidated, worn-out, 
 black silk hat is entertaining them with an eloquent address 
 or lecture. His hearers interrupt him with frequent bursts 
 of laughter and piquant repartee. The old gentleman's body 
 is slim and spare. His nose arches downward, like a beak, 
 to meet his pointed, protruding chin, made more prominent 
 by his sunken lips where the teeth have long been absent. I 
 cannot make out the subject of his talk to-day. Generally it 
 is a rambling disquisition upon his own varied abilities as a 
 singer, orator, man of the world, and temperance advocate. 
 He is a strange, addle-brained, harmless old man who, not 
 confined to the insane side, wanders about all over the institution. 
 He collects newspapers and gives them away to the inmates, 
 and thoroughly enjoys exercising his power as a conversationalist. 
 One of his chief roles as an entertainer is his ability to sing one 
 song in twenty-five different tunes. The song is 'Old Hundred,' 
 and he not only employs this variety of tunes in its rendition, 
 but he indulges in a great range of keys and variations in pitch. 
 From moderately deep but very strained bass he soars suddenly 
 to high, shrieking falsetto. He knows also a large number 
 of temperance songs in high praise of water and low estimation 
 of wines and liquors. He considers himself to be one of the 
 really distinguished characters of the place, and, when feeling 
 that an occasion demands that he should appear to full advantage, 
 he dons a cap, made by himself, of striped ticking, shaped 
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 objects which the old fellow considers to possess an immense 
 value. Thinking that, even with this remarkable and striking 
 headgear he yet lacks the one thing needful, the final touch, 
 to finish the correct costume worthy of his importance, he 
 formed a large pair of spectacles from an old cigar box and 
 fitted it with window glass in lieu of lenses. It is seldom that 
 he presents himself in this complete and overpowering 'war 
 paint'; but, thus accoutred, I once found him in the entrance 
 hall at the Front, and, having my camera with me, I persuaded 
 him by dint of much barefaced flattery to step out upon the 
 pavement and 'be taken.' So I have his picture somewhere 
 among my collection standing in all his armor, in the peculiar 
 attitude which he fancied best suited his splendid presence. 
 Poor old man! His harmless little life goes on here from day 
 to day, sheltered from the rough jeers of a thoughtless and 
 heartless world. Here he is taken more or less seriously or 
 good-naturedly, and I believe that many fellow paupers, im- 
 pressed by his manner and pretensions, value him almost at 
 his own estimate. It was late into the afternoon when I climbed 
 the long stairs to my room, put the camera into its corner, and 
 fixed up preparatory to making my evening rounds through 
 the wards." 
 
 "Conspiracy. 
 
 June 17, 1884. 
 "For several weeks past M. has been desirous of a grand 
 combined attack upon Mr. S., the Superintendent. His room- 
 mate, R — 1, having gone, M. feels that it devolves upon him 
 to maintain the aggressive position of the resident staff towards 
 the tyrant of Blockley. Mr. S. has always regarded us with 
 suspicion, has employed his 'runners' to note our behavior 
 and spy upon our acts. A cause for war was not wanting, 
 for the table, during the month passed, has been growing steadily 
 weak in quality although the supplies have been abundant. 
 In January, a similar condition of aff'airs had called forth numer- 
 
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 ous unpleasant comparisons from myself and others, even in 
 the dining room, which, coming to the ears of the ruler and 
 governor of the feast, had aroused his wrath and indignation. 
 He summoned us all to a conference in which he revealed all 
 the secrets of his housekeeping, the prices paid for all our table 
 supplies, together with the amount of the appropriation made 
 by the Board of Guardians for our maintenance. He closed 
 his very candid explanation by requesting us to come directly 
 to him with any complaints about the table, in the future. 
 All seemed well, for a time, but beneath the apparent candor 
 of the Superintendent's behavior was concealed much dark 
 and deep distrust. On our part there had always been a very 
 positive dislike of the head of Blockley, and we were disposed 
 to suspect him of insincerity and a desire to make us uncom- 
 fortable. We did not like him and he did not like us. All this 
 situation could have been endured, but the food began to 
 deteriorate again. This was too much; tough beefsteak, 
 roast beef that was uneatable, and a diet weak at every point. 
 So M.'s opportunity developed. He proposed that we should 
 make a demonstration before the Superintendent, in order 
 to bring him to terms. M. is usually a quiet and peaceable 
 man, and I could not understand his thirst for the fray. How- 
 ever, I promised to join him with the rest, mainly to keep 
 company and for the sake of some possible element of amusement. 
 Saturday night was selected for the time of our explosion. 
 Now it so happened that, on that especial night, we had an 
 unusually excellent dinner. Mutton chops were a part of the 
 fare, of such good quality that I partook of four of them and 
 ate largely and with zest of everything else. My companions 
 seemed to be indulging quite as freely in the substantial elements 
 of our feast. The absurdity of the affair struck me while eating. 
 Here we all were, eating largely of an excellent dinner, and, 
 when finished, we were about to descend to the office of the 
 Superintendent and inform that official that he was only half- 
 
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 feeding us, and that his viands were worse than worthless; 
 that they were positively dangerous to our health. However, 
 we had the memory of many bad dinners, and we were about 
 to assert ourselves after long forbearance, and stand up for 
 our rights. 
 
 "McL., the Warden, had received a chop that was decidedly 
 questionable as to freshness. We would have desired rather 
 stronger evidence, but this could serve as something right in 
 hand for complaint. Suddenly H — n came in with a friend. 
 He ordered steak, as the chops had all been consumed. The 
 steak appeared. He took the dish, smelled at the contents, 
 exclaimed, 'My G — d!' and threw up his hands in a gesture 
 that might be interpreted as hopeless despair. Of course 
 every one laughed; but M. seized the dish and, getting on 
 his feet, began haranguing an imaginary Superintendent, holding 
 the plate in one hand and gesticulating with the other. The 
 plate was then passed all about for our inspection, and, of 
 course, we all pronounced the steak to be very foul and noisome. 
 M. took the lead and we all stormed down the stairs to the 
 Superintendent's office. McL. slipped out before our onset, 
 and had warned the Superintendent of the coming fray. Mr. 
 S. received us coldly, and with a frown upon his face. M. at 
 once began his attack. 
 
 "'Well,' said Mr. S., 'what do you complain of?' 
 
 '"Well, Mr. S., I will begin with the breakfast. The steak 
 is so tough that no one can eat it. The butter is rancid and — ' 
 
 "'The butter is all right,' broke in S. 'It's the very best 
 creamery butter.' 
 
 "H — n mildly suggests here that 'It had a very queer 
 taste.' 
 
 "'Yes,' said Mr. S. 'That's garlic; it's in the grass.' 
 
 "'Mr. S.,' said M., solemnly, looking the Superintendent 
 sternly in the eyes, and speaking as though he frequently fed 
 on grass and knew its peculiarities, 'I never tasted anything 
 
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 in grass like that. No, sir, it is rancid. Then the milk is 
 sour or smoky, and we can't drink it. The beef is never eaten, 
 but goes away untouched. To-night the meat was spoiled, 
 and had the odor of — ' 
 
 '"I see nothing out of the way with the steak,' interrupted 
 Mr. S. 
 
 "Mr. S. has lately deserted our common dining room and 
 has all meals served in his own private apartment. 
 
 "'At the resident physicians' table, Mr. S.,' said M., most 
 severely, 'there is very much out of the way.' 
 
 "'I have the same fare as you,' snapped Mr. S. 
 
 "'Then, Mr. S.,' said M. slowly, and with a tone of great 
 sadness in his voice, 'you do very wrongly and foolishly to 
 bring up your family upon the kind of food we receive.' 
 
 "'That's my own affair,' interrupted Mr. S.; and then, 
 as though he counted it as a telling stroke, he added sternly, 
 'You can speak of me all you wish, but you shan't bring in my 
 family.' 
 
 "M. apologizes instantly for anything that would have 
 implied this discourtesy. The talk drifts on. We all take 
 a part. It is finally agreed that the money appropriated for 
 our table shall be spent upon a few really good articles, with 
 less variety and no unnecessary viands. Thus shall v/e strive 
 to have a few good things rather than many indifferent ones. 
 This seemed very nice, philosophical, and within good common 
 sense; but the Superintendent took the matter to the Board 
 of Guardians, who referred it and us to the tender mercies of 
 its Committee on Diet and Classification. This committee 
 considered the whole affair, and determined to classify us as 
 unreasonable rebels, and the diet as too good for our over- 
 delicate and too particular appetites. And we seemed to be 
 on such very strong ground! Yet thus failed our grand demon- 
 stration." 
 
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 "By the Way. 
 
 June 24, 1884. 
 "The Hospital clock, strangely right, has just struck the 
 hour of ten. It is very Vv'arm to-night. Scarcely a breath 
 of air is stirring, just enough to rustle the leaves of the trees 
 beneath my window. From far away somewhere comes the 
 sound of a piano, probably in some house on Darby Road. I 
 am alone to-night. V. has gone, leaving Blockley forever. 
 Last evening he began the work of packing his trunk, and 
 continued thus engaged far into the night. I had gone to bed 
 and to sleep before the trunk was filled. Business took him 
 to the City this morning, and I met him, just as with hands 
 filled with plate-holders I was on my way to the pathological 
 laboratory, darkness, and the red light. V. was rushing about 
 the Hospital in high spirits, shaking hands with the nurses 
 and bidding farewells. I walked with him over to the Front 
 and down Vintage Avenue to the Weigher's Corner. He was 
 full of jollity and life, glad to get away and evidently hopeful 
 of the future. So I left him, — at his best. We have lived 
 peacefully together, in the close association of roommates, for 
 almost one year. He has many faults and so have I, and we 
 recognize each other's defects, but have never insulted one 
 another with criticisms based upon our experiences of one 
 another's temperamental weaknesses. V. has endured much 
 discomfort at my hands without one word of protest. When not 
 engaged in squeaking and scratching on my fiddle, I occasionally 
 fire my revolver at a thick target placed against the headboard 
 of my bed. The only redeeming feature of my conduct has 
 been my respect for my roommate's side of our joint apartment, 
 I am sure that he would have thrashed me soundly if I had 
 trespassed. There must have been times and mental moods 
 in which V. found these diversions somewhat trying to his 
 nerves. The pistol practice has usually been indulged in when 
 he was away from the room. All this will indicate that V. 
 
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 Ciin be a very patient man. I wish to remember him always 
 in that mood in which we parted. It will surely be long before 
 we meet again." 
 
 There is a lapse in the journal of almost six months. This 
 marks the time of strenuous service in the medical wards. 
 It was in the heat of summer. The visiting chief had gone to 
 Europe for a vacation tour, and the doctor of the diary con- 
 ducted his ward work as best he could with his very limited 
 training. 
 
 The medical wards of Blockley were among the most valuable 
 in any hospital of the City for their varied experiences in all 
 sorts of acute, but more especially in complicated chronic 
 diseases. The necessity for constant service in these wards, 
 study of the patient's conditions, the reading of books and 
 journals, consumed the hours of the long, swelteringly hot 
 days. When night came there was little desire left for any 
 literary efforts upon the diary. Doubtless it is the steady 
 strain and tedious drudgery of this service, during the exhausting 
 heat of Philadelphia's summer, that influences the tone of the 
 journal when the young doctor resumes the record of his life 
 in Blockley. 
 
 The term of work in the medical wards lasted four months. 
 There was a wealth of cases of pulmonary tuberculosis that to- 
 day would not have been admitted to the Hospital, or would 
 have been kept apart in a separate building. In those days tlie 
 pulmonary tuberculosis cases were not separated from other 
 patients, although an effort was made to place most of them 
 in one large ward. In this same department was a narrow 
 ward, containing about ten beds, called the "Drunk Ward." 
 It was seldom at any season of the year that most of the beds 
 in this chamber of horrors were not occupied. Many of the 
 patients were strapped to the frames of their cots, so as to 
 restrain them during the stage of wild deliriura a potu, when the 
 
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 sodden mind is in a state of terror under the fancied visions 
 of devils, evil spirits, goblins, snakes, and all unclean beasts, 
 that hover about, gibber at the victim, jump at him, and clamber 
 over his bed. Many of these patients we saved by dint of 
 careful watching and proper medication and nourishment. 
 The fight seemed to be hardly worth the efifort, as the drunkard 
 was sure to return to his cups, and a recurrence of delirium 
 tremens was as certain as the early termination of the miserable 
 life. The fatal cases of this condition died usually from broncho- 
 pneumonia, from sheer exhaustion, or from an intercurrent 
 chronic disease of the liver, kidneys, or heart; sometimes from 
 a combination of such diseases in the same subject. It was 
 not a pleasant part of the medical service, and yet always in 
 evidence and always demanding close attention. These rather 
 dreary days have carried the diary man on into August, before 
 the journal begins once more to tell its story. 
 
 "Impressions and Memories. 
 
 August 5, 1884. 
 "I have had a busy afternoon. After working for about 
 two weeks in the Pathological Laboratory, which is nothing 
 more nor less than a lumber room for rubbish, M. and I made 
 a grand clearing out. The room is entered from the great clinic 
 amphitheatre, its door being at one corner of the great square 
 hall on a level with the upper gallery. The gallery itself, on 
 the side occupied by the laboratory, is walled with glass cases 
 containing specimens in jars of alcohol of almost every phase 
 of morbid anatomy, gathered through long years from the 
 post-mortem room. M. and I changed the positions of tables 
 and cabinets, so as to gain more space in the room, moved out 
 a mass of useless material which dated far back to former years 
 and had labels signed with the names of resident physicians long 
 ago forgotten. Then we swept up the filthy room, and J., 
 my new roommate, washed the floor thoroughly with a mop. 
 
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 The room is thus much improved, and will be more comfortable 
 and convenient. It was quite an act of unselfishness, for M. 
 and I can only benefit by the renovation for the space of three 
 more weeks. It has been a busy summer and will always be 
 an isolated one in my memory. The departure of the older 
 resident physicians, who belonged to our special circle, and 
 work in common, have thrown M. and me much together. 
 In some respects it has been the pleasantest part of my Blockley 
 experience. Only now and then comes a desire to be away up 
 North; but work soon causes forgetfulness of everything except 
 itself. To-night is a real August experience, not quite so enter- 
 taining as a midsummer night's dream. It is hot, close, and 
 damp. My gas is fully lighted and adds to the general heat. 
 Outside, there is not a breath of wind. The leaves hang lifeless 
 in the hot heavy air. Lead-colored clouds are above, in irregular 
 masses or drawn out into long ragged rolls. There is a constant 
 low vibration of insect sounds, broken occasionally at irregular 
 intervals by croaking choruses of frogs, coming up in a sleepy 
 monotone from the low-stretching country along the river. ( 
 Above this mixture of the noises of a night in summer, floating |*^ 
 across the fields from Darby Road, comes the jingle of an occa- 
 sional street car, with the clatter of the horses' hoofs upon the 
 cobblestones and the dull rumble of the wheels. A few notes I 
 of a far-off piano mingle with these various sounds and tend ' 
 to increase, instead of to soothe, the general sense of oppression 
 so characteristic of a night in Philadelphia's August. 
 
 "In contrast to all this I cannot help recalling past summers 
 at Kennebunkport on the coast of Maine: the quiet river; 
 the old drawbridge and seaweed covered wharves; the quaint 
 village, elm-shaded, its wide square houses with dark cool 
 rooms within filled with old mahogany furniture and with East 
 India relics that recall lives of old sea-captains, long voyages, 
 and foreign ports and return to quiet, well-ordered homes. 
 They belong to an old-time epoch, these homes; but, in the 
 
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 hush and twihght of the present, one fancies that he hears 
 faint voices and the laughter that echo the hfe and gayety and 
 pleasant social ways of generations past. I see in memory 
 the long line of rocky coast, sweeping away in circling outline 
 till it ends in a far-off misty point of ragged cliff. Across the 
 bay towers up the cone-shaped, flat-topped form of Mount 
 Agamenticus, while seemingly at its very foot gleam white- 
 housed villages, with here and there a church spire rising as a 
 beacon above the general level. Then there were the excur- 
 sions, the moonlight nights on the river, freshened by sea breezes, 
 while even the land winds were cool, freighted with the incense 
 of pine forests. There are upland pastures, rocky, covered 
 with low scrubby growths of fragrant sweet fern and blue- 
 berries and bay. Stretching far and wide, they lay warm in 
 the summer sunshine. From barren, wind-swept summits 
 wide landscapes spread out, bordered inland by dim, blue- 
 lined mountains, seaward by the ocean's flashing, changing, vari- 
 tinted surface; and over all a summer sky of blue, flecked with 
 snowy masses of slowly moving clouds. Away over the bare, 
 undulating country, narrow roads go, winding between irregular 
 stone fences over which wild vines grow in tangles, some of 
 them bright with flowers. I am on a road that enters a forest 
 of tall hemlocks where every sound seems hushed. To either 
 side long vistas stretch away over the clean-kept forest floor 
 strewn with cones and needles, flecked with spots of sunlight. 
 There is a spring by the narrow roadway, moss-lined, formed 
 in a crevice of the solid rock. Beside it lies an ocean shell for 
 cup, and, from the spring, a fine clear rill of water flows away 
 beside the road as it goes onward. There comes a break in 
 the line of trees; a turn in the road; and, right ahead, through 
 the long dark foreground in perspective, bordered by tall, 
 gaunt, ragged pines, bursts forth a view of the ocean's cliffs, 
 and the sea itself lies in purple splendor just beyond. 
 
 "These are some of my memories, to-night, as I sit in my 
 
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 hot, stuffy, hospital room, hearing the mixed, inconsistent, 
 and incongruous sounds of suburban life. Near at hand are 
 the wards filled with suffering, complaint, deceit, vice, crime, 
 and amid all this wretchedness a few heroic lives living on from 
 day to day, friendless, dying by inches in an Almshouse; and 
 yet with brave, patient faces, with sad but ready smiles awaiting 
 the end. Good and bad, these are my brothers and sisters 
 in the flesh, as God and afterwards the Devil made them; filled 
 with desires, with lusts, with ardent passions, all dominated 
 by intense selfishness. Call them modern barbarians? Nay, 
 friend! They are not so very different from yourself, your 
 respected parents, your brothers and sisters, your esteemed 
 wife, bereft of the conventionalities that blossom under the 
 mellowing influences of social culture and inherited instincts 
 of refinement. What can be done to help them into better 
 living? Thus far we seem to play about the outskirts of these 
 vast multitudes with our Church, our Benevolences, our Science 
 of Social Order. The priest speaks to Christians who sit on 
 cushioned seats, object to any crudities in the literary style 
 or substance of his sermon, listen to the soft ecclesiastical music, 
 view the mystery on the marble and guilded altar lighted by 
 the ecclesiastical light from ecclesiastical stained and pictured 
 windows, and then return to well-laden tables and well-cooked 
 Sunday dinners. Some dollars have been dropped into the 
 offertory under an impression that thus somebody is going 
 to be clothed and fed and led to see a little of sweetness and 
 light. The benevolent direct, contribute money, and engage 
 in learned discussions on the way to manage those strangling, 
 struggling, submerged multitudes ; and they may give temporary 
 material help to a few, so few in proportion to the mass, that 
 it resembles a child's offer of an apple to an elephant. They 
 scratch the surface of the vast marsh. But it needs to be 
 drained, trenched, filled in here and there, before it can bear 
 the fruit of bettered lives. It is a tremendous question, needing 
 
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 management on a large scale. I doubt if anything more practical 
 than the developing of a mild and moral amusement for members 
 of churches and private societies can be gained by such effort. 
 It is so great that it needs the care of the nation, of a government 
 that can act as parent to this mass of grown-up and mentally- 
 delinquent children; a government that can educate, separate 
 the hopeless from the more eflScient; that can coerce, compel, 
 punish ; and all this on the basis of laws that are just but which 
 never fail of execution. 
 
 "Meanwhile, there still exist St. Mary's Street and Alaska, 
 Bandbox Row, and all the squalor of Port Richmond, long 
 lines of misery on Front Street, Second Street, on so many 
 streets that one cannot name them. It is at your next door 
 or in the alley behind your house. 
 
 "And so, what is the conclusion of this August night's 
 rambling thoughts? I cannot answer. A year of Blockley 
 life stands between me and much that seemed established and 
 forever, before I entered at these gates. The experience has 
 been somewhat demoralizing. At all events, the experiences 
 of Blockley and its inmates and our vast stretches of slums 
 combine to induce a sense of contentment that I am just a 
 plain, unimportant, and unknown medicus rather than a Hamlet, 
 born to a station and responsibility where he must exclaim : — 
 
 " 'The time is out of joint; — O cursed spite! 
 That ever I was born to set it right!' " 
 
 Bacteriology in its modern aspects was at the very beginnings 
 in the days of the diary. The splendidly equipped laboratories 
 of all great modern hospitals, with the efficient specialists in 
 charge, were represented by the very meager and primitive 
 appliances described in the journal. Young men were beginning 
 to visit the institutions of Germany, and training thus acquired 
 was to develop a great change and most needed improvement 
 in all departments of American hospitals and medical schools, 
 
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 but especially in those that related to the scientific study of 
 Pathology in all its phases. And yet the members of the resident 
 staff at Blockley in that antediluvian time, — somewhat better 
 than the Stone Age, it is true, — took themselves and their 
 laboratory work rather seriously, although the modern Patholo- 
 gist would have been amused, as well as saddened, at the waste 
 of valuable material for investigation, the primitive methods of 
 work, and the great lack of necessary training and information 
 and definite plan of action on the part of these young medical 
 scientists. 
 
 "The PathoLtOgical Laboratory; A Sacrifice upon the 
 Altar of Science. 
 
 August 8, 1884. 
 "In the Pathological Laboratory, the other afternoon, 
 it was found that we had need of the fresh blood and other 
 tissues of an animal. The laboratory is a small, well-filled 
 room way ofT in one corner of the clinic building. It overlooks 
 an old courtyard, high walled and carpeted with tall grass 
 except where clotheslines, hung from one old rugged tree to 
 another, have caused clearings of trampled grass to be made 
 by the capacious feet of the washerwomen. Cats, wild in 
 nature and appearance, infest this antiquated and secluded 
 quarter, and prowl in the shadow of the high stone walls with 
 their jutting eaves of tiling. In the laboratory we are working 
 up the subject of bacteria culture under the direction of Dr. 
 S. McL. suggested the sacrifice of a cat. This seemed to 
 answer our requirements, and he and M. went oflF in search 
 of one. But the Blockley cat is a wise animal, and looks upon 
 doctors only from high roofs and far-off vistas. McL. and M. 
 returned empty handed, but they had set a small boy upon the 
 warpath. His instructions were to bring any cat alive, no 
 matter from what quarter of Blockley it came, except a certain 
 black and white cat that lives in the Hospital Kitchen. This 
 
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 cat, being pregnant and well on to full term, was to be respected. 
 The boy returned in the course of half an hour bearing in his 
 arms none other than the very forbidden female. He assured 
 us that she was not pregnant; never had been; might never 
 be; but his persuasive powers were in vain. He was ordered 
 to take her back and produce another within half an hour. 
 The fellow must have chased all over the institution, but he 
 appeared finally with a large, indignant, and irate Tom-cat 
 struggling and spitting in his arms. Now McL. is not one 
 of our scientific circle but a mere interloper, and he has an 
 agreeable way of making a cat's-paw of any one. True to 
 his habit, he now proposed cheerfully that he would give the 
 victim chloroform while I held the excited beast. By this 
 time the cat, being released, had bolted to the nearest window 
 sill, was howling most dismally, and presented a perfect battery 
 of teeth, claws, and luffed up hair to any one who approached. 
 The prospect was not peaceful or pleasing, and I suggested 
 to McL. to go and soothe the Tom before I did the holding. 
 McL. would rather have sat on a hot stove than touch the 
 enraged and frightened Thomas. However, as we all laughed 
 at his backwardness, he finally determined to attack the enemy. 
 The cat was his own suggestion, and, in addition, he had no 
 especial association with the laboratory work. We felt that, 
 under the circumstances, he should be glad to make himself 
 useful. A small, strong box was brought. McL- plunged for 
 the cat, landed him in the box, and called loudly for me to 
 put on the cover and pour in chloroform. This I did, and the 
 cat died without any evidence of suffering. We obtained 
 all the needed material for our work, and then the poor dead 
 pussy was placed in a clean box, covered with cotton, and 
 ordered to be taken to the Potter's Field. 
 
 M., J., and I are up in the laboratory almost every after- 
 noon, and the work there consumes most of one's time from 
 dinner until supper. It is a queer place. On one side are vessels 
 
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 of tin and felt with water jackets. Rubber tubes rui: in various 
 directions about the room from a central gas pipe. On shelves 
 along one side arc crowded bottles containing every imaginable 
 substance from the bodies of former patients, all preserved in 
 alcohol, labelled with the names of former owners, and awaiting 
 to be prepared for the microscope. On other shelves are glass 
 pipettes of every size and shape, glass retorts and flasks, test 
 tubes, and many strange and rusty machines long unused and 
 the very uses of which are forgotten. Tables by the window 
 are covered with glass slides and cases of instruments. A 
 large cabinet in one corner holds our microscopes and the various 
 appliances which must be kept from dust and dirt. In the 
 centre against one wall is a small closet, absolutely light tight, 
 painted a dead black within, and containing numerous bottles 
 together with a large lantern with red glass. This is the finishing- 
 room for photographic work, and many hours have I spent there 
 in developing my views of Blockley scenery, of its life and 
 customs and queer inmates. 
 
 "Such is the Pathological Laboratory; never a cheerful 
 apartment, but most dismal towards the close of a dark, wintry 
 afternoon. Then cold, fierce winds come sweeping down into 
 the high-walled courtyard, sway the gaunt old tree tops, whistle 
 shrilly along angles and into corners. The tall, dreary wall 
 of the Hospital buildings, with its blank, dark windows, cuts 
 off all western light and makes an early gloom down in this 
 retired spot. Then it is that the bottles take on queer shapes; 
 that shadows seem to betoken more than their full value of 
 significance. One has the feeling that then, if ever, the souls 
 of departed paupers may revisit this alcoholic charnel-house, 
 and gaze with eyes of personal interest upon the aspect and 
 conditions of their preserved viscera." 
 
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 "One Summer Day. 
 
 August 16, 1884. 
 
 "At ten o'clock in the morning, three youths ran down 
 the long stone steps of Blockley's front entrance and walked 
 rapidty arway down the shaded lane to Thirty-fourth Street. 
 The t?.llest, about six feet two inches, was clad in dark blue 
 trousers, along the outer seams of which ran stout but tarnished 
 gold cording. His coat was of some mixed stuff, while his 
 head was covered by an old weather-beaten, Blockley uniform 
 cap. His name was M. The second youth was arrayed in 
 dark trousers with fine light stripes varying their duskiness. 
 He wore a black diagonal cutaway coat, and sported a modern 
 light felt plug hat; a very correct costume. This was P — Ips. 
 The third was clad in a well-worn suit of greyish-green mixture, 
 with trousers rather bagging in the knees and in sad need of 
 pressing. A dilapidated old Blockley uniform cap was his 
 headgear. This was the diary man. 
 
 "We took a car and rode to the steamboat landing at the 
 Zoological Garden, and came within an ace of missing the 
 boat. By dint of rapid walking and running we stepped on 
 board in time, and were off up the Schuylkill River for Riverside. 
 It was a brilliant day; cool, with a clear atmosphere and a 
 cloudless blue sky. Every point on trees and on buildings 
 stood out in sharp relief. The steel grey of the river, with 
 its banks of vari-tinted green above which the hills rose in 
 smooth grassy slopes, glistened and flashed in the bright sun- 
 light. A cool breeze blew from the west and the weather was 
 perfect. On reaching Riverside we sat down on the long porch 
 of the ancient tavern, overlooking the grove with its many 
 small tables and music pavilion, and fortified ourselves with 
 sherry cobblers. Then we started for our walk up the Wissa- 
 hickon. On our right the steep bank descended directly to 
 the river, while the left rose in forest-covered heights, and huge 
 boulders and cliffs jutted out along the pathway in strange. 
 
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 grotesque forms. I had promised my friends much good scenery 
 on this expedition, and M. and P — Ips assumed an air of appre- 
 ciation by sudden starts and stoppings, dramatic gestures, 
 and rapturous exclamations in exaggeration of feeling and 
 expression. They had their fun at my enthusiasm for the 
 landscape, and our laughter and joking took much breath and 
 wind that was needed for hill climbing. We passed several 
 picnic groups, and finally, in a secluded nook, came upon a 
 long, rustic table at which were seated two rows of girls clad 
 in black jerseys and white dresses. These maidens smiled 
 very pleasantly upon us, and P — Ips suggested that they were 
 quite ready to invite us to dinner. The invitation was at 
 once forthcoming to the extent of a cordial ofifer of lemonade. 
 They brought out a tin pail and passed the lemon-flavored 
 drink around. It was amusing to see P — Ips standing with a 
 whole group of laughing girls about him, his white felt hat 
 tipped back on his head, holding the half-emptied glass in 
 his hand and smiling most benignly upon his entertainers. 
 M. was much admired by the ladies, and one black-eyed siren, 
 especially, stole to his side and darted enraptured glances at 
 his handsome face. The girls told us that they were the 
 'Daughters of Veterans.' On being asked where the sons were, 
 they said that the sons were all at work, but would join them 
 in the afternoon. 
 
 "On we went along the wild beautiful road that has no 
 equal in any park in the world; that is like a remote gorge 
 among rugged mountains far from the haunts of men and Block- 
 ley patients. The cool air was heavy with mingled perfumes 
 of forest and moist river banks and flowing stream. It was 
 a day to be stored away in memory. Life seemed free and 
 before us, and we had escaped from the gloom of Blockley 
 and were off with nature under the greenwood tree. We dined 
 at the Valley Green Hotel, an ancient road house. Then 
 we continued our walk far up the valley, until the lengthening 
 
shadows warned us that the afternoon was waning. We turned 
 back and walked in the cool dusk of the deep and now sunless 
 gorge. A bridge takes us across the little river, and we climb 
 the long hill by a road which runs through woods so dense 
 and heavy that at noon they are in twilight, and arrive finally 
 at the Wissahickon Inn. We walked all over the lower floor 
 of this spacious hotel in search of the bar, but were informed 
 that there was none. This news was quite disappointing, 
 especially to P — Ips and M., who had become excessively thirsty 
 and claimed to be in dire need of stimulants. Then we strolled 
 over to the railroad station and returned to the City by train, 
 arriving at Blockley in time for supper." 
 
 "On the; Eve of Departure;. 
 
 August 30, 1884. 
 "The position of a Blockley resident physician has always 
 been one of authority. In the former years, before the competi- 
 tive examination regulated the choice of candidates; in those 
 balmy old days of the old Board's reign, at that time when 
 every Board meeting is said to have closed with a wine dinner 
 or supper; in those lazy, shiftless, and extravagant days each 
 resident doctor had his especial Guardian who would always 
 support him, and upon whose friendly and powerful aid the 
 young doctor could call, whenever he found himself to be wedged 
 in a 'tight place,' either professionally or morally. This relation 
 between Guardians and doctors is said to have been so intimate 
 and cordial, that the gentlemen of the Board and resident 
 staff got drunk together. This is surely a test of very close 
 friendship. If the pauper inmates of those times numbered 
 among them as many individuals as capable of social and con- 
 vivial enjoyment as some of my patients in wards and outwards, 
 an assorted and carefully selected number of elect paupers 
 might well have joined in the festive combination of Guardians 
 and doctors. The merriment of the occasion would not have 
 
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 been lessened by their presence. As a natural result of this 
 close association between the Guardians and the resident doctors, 
 the latter were regarded with profound respect by all Hospital 
 attendants and officials. Gradually the resident medical men 
 acquired more and more authority, until the resident physicians 
 almost owned the Hospital. Into such a place as this we, coming 
 from stations in which we had never held much authority, 
 were suddenly placed upon our merits, not by appointment 
 but by competitive examination. Our relations with all under- 
 officials, nurses, and pauper inmates were almost those of masters 
 and slaves. After living in such circumstances for several 
 months we became naturally overbearing, dogmatic, and, it 
 must be confessed, more or less brutal. We met the slightest 
 curtailment of our rights with indignant protest. Trouble 
 came at last. We were at odds with the Superintendent. 
 But now there was no Guardian for each man to visit. The 
 Board at once took grounds against us and supported the au- 
 thority of the Superintendent. There is a certain degree of 
 unfriendliness and suspicion that has developed among the 
 heads of the various departments of our institution. This 
 forms a rather interesting picture of phases of institutional 
 life. I imagine that such epochs of internal strife occur at 
 times in most institutions, public as well as private ; the various 
 heads of departments all at enmity, the under-ofificers joining 
 the factions of their respective chiefs, while every one is pretend- 
 ing to be cordial or at least diplomatically friendly. Perhaps 
 Blockley just now needs another meeting of that efficient, 
 antirevolutionary force, the Committee on Diet and Classification. 
 M. and I had even thought that we might experience some 
 difficulty in having our baggage removed from Blockley without 
 some troublesome interference, as the time for our departure 
 had arrived. The authorities could hardly suspect us of an 
 attempt to pack away a pauper in our trunks, but might fancy 
 that we had purloined some bit of Blockley to serve as a memento 
 
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 of our experiences. M. and I engaged the express yesterday 
 afternoon, and this morning at seven o'clock it arrived. The 
 heavy trunks and boxes were loaded into the wagon, and our 
 goods were passed out through the gates. 
 
 "The walls of my room look bare to-night, and the room 
 itself has a cheerless and forsaken appearance. This afternoon 
 I worked for the last time in the laboratory, where I have spent 
 so many afternoons. I could overlook the quaint old courtyard 
 with its high stone walls and ancient trees. The cats that 
 prowled through its long grass have most familiar yowls, and 
 should I ever hear their peculiar pitch of voice, no matter in 
 what corner of the world, I shall always think of the old, sleepy 
 court3^ard overlooked by the laboratory with its preserved 
 horrors. I finished my work, summarizing the results of obser- 
 vations made during the month, just as dusk was settling down. 
 For the last time there I heard the slow, deep tones of a neigh- 
 boring church bell ring out the hour that suggested supper. 
 For the last time, hastening to respond to the suggestion, I 
 put away the instruments and closed the windows. As I locked 
 the door and passed through the great empty and darkening 
 clinic room, with its huge amphitheatre of seats, I could almost 
 imagine them peopled with shadowy medical students of the 
 past and future, while from away down in the arena comes 
 the memory of a voice repeating the oft-heard words, 'The 
 next case, gentlemen, which I bring before you, is one of especial 
 interest.' The case will come in, and the lecturer will expatiate, 
 and the students will take careful notes and lose them on the 
 way home; but there will be new men to assist, for we are 
 about to step down and out," 
 
 "The Fulness of the Time. 
 
 August 31, 1884. 
 "It would be an interesting work to sum up one's experiences 
 in Blockley and strike an average of how much good and how 
 
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 much bad was contained in the result. But I beUeve that 
 these pages record considerable observations of that character 
 and, at the close, it might be well to drop a somewhat worn-out 
 subject. The close! Trunks packed and off and all the various 
 preparations accomplished that denote the final breaking up 
 and end of the term of service! To-morrow closes the journey 
 of the year and introduces us to new experiences. P — Ips 
 said to-day, speaking of changes, that he had no desire to settle 
 down for three years yet, but was going to be content with 
 'odd jobs.' For his part, he had no ambition beyond content- 
 ment; and if he had enough money to supply food and to buy 
 cigarettes, his strong hankerings after gold and glory were 
 but short-lived and came at intervals. He is a philosopher, 
 in his way, and one feels that his idea of living is a very com- 
 fortable one, at least in theory. Whether one could really 
 be content thus is a question. It is twelve, midnight, and I 
 have just had a call to visit one of M.'s patients in the 'Drunk 
 Ward,' a miserable sot who has come here with delirium tremens, 
 and is bellowing and roaring like a bull. Not having as yet 
 had the 'rams,' I fail to note much sympathy for those in that 
 unpleasant condition. Of course, one should have pity for 
 the miserable and afflicted; at least, the popular idea is that 
 one should have, whether the misery is self-inflicted or is the 
 result of uncontrollable circumstances. But sympathy as a 
 sentiment is at a low par in Blockley. One is so frequently 
 deceived, that he becomes disposed to attend to what is evidently 
 required, without much expenditure of sentiment. Regarding 
 the worthiness of an inmate for any more physical excitation, 
 we are forced by sad experience to regard the subject in an 
 inverse method from that common to the law, and to consider 
 him or her guilty until innocence is proven. I imagine that 
 there may be natures, rare it must be confessed, which can 
 progress in the study of human character beyond the knowledge 
 of man's evil traits, and see the elements of good even in the 
 
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 ^Yorst characters. This abiUty to rise above the conception 
 of human meanness and degradation is certainly a mark of a 
 greater mind than most of us possess. 
 
 "Life among unmasked humanity reveals a certain simian 
 degeneration that gives little encouragement to look for regenera- 
 tion and reform. It has at least the advantage of shocking 
 one's sense of moral security. The observation of human 
 hoggishness in others recalls one to himself, and he soon learns 
 that among a world of hogs he himself may become none the 
 least of the swinish herd. The study of humanity in the rough 
 can well weaken one's smug confidence in himself. Why am 
 I not as bad as that sot whose alcoholic ravings at this very 
 moment are disturbing the medical ward? Possibly only 
 because I have not had his surroundings. Why are the 
 apparently pure-minded ladies of this City not similar to those 
 women who wait in Dandy Hall until the hour arrives for the 
 birth of their bastard offspring? Is it possible that the pure 
 would fall if subjected to temptations and influences such as 
 the impure suffer? But, instead of hinting at such a possibility, 
 if one could only believe that the low and degraded have much 
 that is good in their natures in common with the so-called 
 respectable! Perhaps it requires a much more extended 
 knowledge of the world, a deeper study of mankind, and a more 
 kindly temperament than I have had, before one can appreciate 
 the goodness of man. It certainly requires but a short time 
 to appreciate the bad. The proper spirit, born of prolonged 
 and intimate relations with various grades of society, must 
 be that which induces Julian Gray, in Wilkie ColHns' 'New Mag- 
 dalen,' to exclaim, 'Who but a Pharisee can believe that he is 
 better than his neighbor? The best among us to-day may be 
 the worst among us to-morrow. The true Christian virtue 
 is the virtue which never despairs of a fellow-creature. The 
 true Christian faith believes in man as well as in God. Who 
 shall dare say to man or woman, "There is no hope in you"? 
 
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 Who shall dare say the work is still vile, when the work bears on 
 it the stamp of the Creator's hand?' 
 
 "As yet I cannot fully appreciate these words. I am not 
 yet educated up to their standard of judgment and their broad 
 liberality and hopefulness. But I would like to let the para- 
 graph stand as an expression of hope in fallen humanity which 
 the murk of a year's life in Blockley envelops with a cloud of 
 doubt but yet not quite of denial. Life in the open, in an 
 atmosphere free from close contact with the slums, may give 
 a clearer and more optimistic point of view. 
 
 "It is far into the night. The new day comes, and with 
 it I and my comrades go forth into the outside world again, 
 among the ways of busy, active, robust men. It is like one 
 who emerges from the twilight of a sultry and windless forest 
 into the sunlight and breeze of ocean cliffs. And there he 
 sees his ship ready, straining at her cables; and all the exhila- 
 ration of life and effort calls him out where the heaving, rolling 
 water is blue and to the far horizon and into the unknown 
 beyond." 
 
 Almost twenty-nine years have run their course since 
 the journal of Blockley days was tossed into a box with other 
 papers and forgotten. Times have changed. Methods in 
 medical and surgical practice have been revolutionized. The 
 slums of Alaska and St. Mary's Streets have been cleared to 
 give place for a children's playground, or have experienced a 
 change of population. Russian Jews have settled where degener- 
 ates of the Black and White races once lived in promiscuous 
 intercourse. The large Italian Colony is quartered to the 
 westward of this area. The efforts of several private societies 
 for social betterment have been crowned with a success that 
 should encourage similar work on the same lines but on a much 
 more extended scale and affecting larger areas of the widely- 
 extended slum districts. 
 
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