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This institution reserves the right to refuse to accept a copy order if, in its judgement, fulfillment of the order would involve violation of the copyright la AUTHOR: BRAITHWAITE, ROBERT TITLE: LIFE AND LETT REV. WILLIAM . PLACE: LONDON DATE: 1878?] OF COLUMBIA UNIVERSITY LIBRARIES PRESERVATION DEPARTMENT BIBLIOGRAPHIC MTCROFORM TARHFT Master Negative # Original Material as Filmed - Existing Bibliographic Record 937.09 P38 Braithwaite, Robert. The life and letters of Rev. V/illiara Penne- father, ed. by Rev. Robert Braithwaite. 3d ed, London, Shaw c 18783 XV, 536 p. front, (port.) K Restrictions on Use: 704n3^i o TECHNICAL MICROFORM DATA FILM SIZE: J.Lrrj^___^_ REDUCTION RATIO- IMAGE PLACEMENT: lA (JiaJ IB IIB i^AiiU. DATE FILMED:__^1>JTI_ INITIALS ^ 1^ C FILMED BY: RESEARCH P UBLICATIONS . 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Early Childhood— Schooldays at Westbury-on-Trym— Extracts from Letters written at School— Recollections of a Schoolfellow (Rev. F. Le Hunte) — Memorandum by an Aged Clergyman — Removal to Levens Parsonage — Letter from Mr. Stephens— Introduction to Mr. and Mrs. Crewdson— Letters written from Levens ..... 1-20 CHAPTER IL 1 834- 1 836. Entering College— Protracted Illness and Disappointed Hopes— Letters from Dublin— Visit to Westmoreland— Journey to London— Visits to Cromore and Monellan— Letters from thence— Ministry among the Poor Cottagers at Portstewart— Recollections of an Aged Fisherman— Marriage of his Sister— Sojourn at Sizergh— Medical Treatment at Milnthorpe— Letters from thence— Return to Dublin ..... 21-4S CHAPTER III. 1837-1839. Return to College— Death of his Sister, Mrs. Jessop— Letters from Dublin- Visit to Knockeevan— Letters from Stuart Hall and Monellan— College Examinations— Various Letters— Marriage of his Youngest Sister— Irish Society— Brethrenism— Father Matthew— Letters and Extracts . 49-76 CHAPTER IV. 1 839- 1 840. Spiritual Destitution in Connemara— Visit to Roundstone— Preparations for building a Church there— Return to College— Difficulties at Roundstone— Second Visit to Connemara and to the Islands of Arran— Various Letters —Illness of his Sister— Letters from Edinburgh— Return to Dublin- Poem written by one of the Roundstone Flock . . . 77-99 CHAPTER V. 1 840-1 841. Takes his Degree— Divinity Course— Proposed Curacy at Ballymacngh— Letters— Increased Delicacy of Health— Journey to Cromore— Family iv CONTENTS, Trials— Re-opening of Bethesda Chapel, Dublin— Spiritual Conflicts- Leaves Knockeevan— Various Letters — Tour of the Irish Islands- Death of a Cousin— Ordination at Durham— First Sermon at Levens— Preaches at Bethesda— Enters on his Curacy— Letters . 100-125 CHAPTER VL 1841-1842. Interest in the Irish Society— First Acquaintance with Miss Monck Mason and Kev. R. Winning— Meeting at Cavan— Illness of his Mother— Journey to England— Ordained Priest at Durham— Return to Ireland— School Examinations and Various Letters— Death of his Mother— Visit to Kings- court — Journey to Paris . . . • • 126- 147 CHAPTER VIL 1843. Detention in Paris— Letters to Miss Mason— Visits to Leamington and Westmoreland— Return to Ireland— Meeting of the Irish Society at Ballymacugh— Visit to Roundstone and Consecration of the Church there — Return to Parochial Work— Various Letters . 148-166 CHAPTER VIIL 1844-1845. Contemplated Change of Residence— Proposed Removal to Swanlinbar— Presentation to the Living of Mellifont— Recollections of a Parishioner at Ballymacugh, and a Friend living in the Neighbourhood — Various Letters— Enters on his Ministry at Mellifont— Visit to Portstewart — Preaches at Liverpool for the Irish Society— Letters . 167-184 CHAPTER IX. 1846-1847. Mission- Rooms and Cottage-Lectures— Early History of the Rev. R. Ryder —Failing Healtii— Enforced Absence from Home — W^ork for the Irish Society— Recollections of an Irish Friend — Visit to Germany — Irish Famine — Recollections of Visits to Kingscourt — Mission-School at Cloagh- Pai rick— Visits to England — Marriage— Days spent in Westmoreland- Letters . . ... 185-207 CHAPTER X. 1 847-1 848. Return to Mellifont — Prevalence ot Famine-Fever — Relief given at the Mission- School — Visit to Dublin — Illness — Death of Admiral King — OlTer of a Church at Aylesbury— Removal to England— History of the CONTENTS. II Building of Trinity Church, Walton— Great Need of Schools— EfTorts of Romanism— Temporary School and Site Purchased for a Nev»r Building- Preaching to the Bargemen— Crowded Church— Letters to Miss Mason — Prayer- Meetings ,,•••• 208-227 CHAPTER XL 1849-1850. Letters- Consecration of Bishops at Canterbury— Clerical Meetings— Inter- course with the Rev. S. Thornton— Letters— Death of his Eldest Brother Hurried Journey to Ireland — Church enlarged and New Schools com- pleted—Visitation of Cholera in England— Prayer-Meetings and Special Services— Death of Mr. Thornton— Recollections of Walton by Mrs. Thornton— Sale of W^ork— Floating Chapel— Visit to EUeray- Letters- Message from the Bishop of Tuam . • • • 228-253 CHAPTER XH, 1851-1852. Study of Prophecy— Parochial Work— Encouragement in Schools— Visit to Ireland— Letters— Death of Rev. W. Krause— Recollections of an Irish Friend— Proposed Removal to Barnet— Long Waiting and Prayer- Farewell Letter to the Congregation of Trinity Church— Remark- able Instances both of Blessing and Opposition— Recollections of Friends • 253-273 CHAPTER Xin. 1852-1855. Delay in Entering on his Ministry at Barnet— Italian Christians— Letter from Rosa Madiai— Commences Work at Christ Church, Barnet-- Release of the Madiai— Enlarged Schoolroom— Visit to Aylesbury— Rev. C. Skrine— Advice to Young Ministers— Visits to Ireland and Dover- Parochial Work— The Crimean War- Death of his Brother— Visits to Rev. D. F. Jarman— Care of Orphans— Ministry among Children- Enlarged Church— Visit to Edinburgh . . . 274-296 CHAPTER XIV. 1856-1858. Conference Proposed— Letters on Various Subjects— First Barnet Conference —Letters— Illness of his Wife— Stay in Wiltshire and Visit to Wonston— Services for the Militia— Coffee-house for Working-Men— Extra Services —Second Conference— Recollections of the Conference of 1858 from several Friends ,.•••• 297-320 I VI CONTENTS. CHAPTER XV. 1859-1861. Prophetical Alliance— The Church of England Home Mission— Letters in connection with the Mission— Visits to Ireland— Death of Baron Penne- father— Third Conference— Trying Visit to Ireland— Parochial Trials- Letters to Orphan Children— Illness— Conference of i860— Letter from Mrs. Bayly — Missionary Training Home — Sickness in his Parish— Building of an Iron Room— Death of Rev. W. Cleaver— Invitation from Loodiana — Week of Prayer — Work of Revival in Barnet and its Neighbourhood — Death of a Swedish Lady— Conference of 1861— Great Power of the PLnemy- Mission Circuit— Death of his Sister— Death of the Prince Consort ..... • • 321-353 CHAPTER XVL 1 862- 1 863. Extracts of Letters from Friends— Visits to Wellington and Liverpool— Death of his Mother-in-law — Letterri — Visit to North Wales — Conference of 1862 — Recollections of Annie Macpherson — Association of Female Workers — Barnet Fair — Cotton Famine — Visits to Sheffield, Liverpool, &c. — Letters from Blackburn — Home for Missionaries' Children — Spanish Children — Death of his Nephew — Marriage of the Prince of Wales — Difficulties attending its Celebration — Conference of 1863 — After-trials — Perth Conference— Letters from Blackburn, &c — Proposed Removal from Barnet— Recollections of Friends .... 354-3^2 CHAPTER XVH. 1 864- 1 866. Enters on his Ministry at St. Jude's, Mildmay Park— First Conference in London — Visits to Harrogate and Ilkley — Loss of a very dear Friend- Building of New Schools — Parochial Agencies — Visit to the Blackdown Hills — Letters — Visit to Pendeen — Recollections of the Rev. W. H. M. Aitken— Visit to Switzerland— Glaciers— Conference— Parochial Activi- ties — Extracts from Letters — Sickness in his House and Parish — Second Visit to the Blackdown Hills — Remembrances of a Friend— Visitation of Cholera in London — Deaconess Work — Recollections of the Rev. C. H. Waller 383-412 CHAPTER XVIIL 1 867- 1 868. Parochial Organisation — Visit to Switzerland — Foreign Institutions — Letters — House at Ridge — Fellow- Workers — Conference of 1867 — Letter written and distributed at its Close — Original Hymns— Death of his Sister-in-law — Visit to Guildford — Death of an Old Friend — Letters and Recollections —Visit to the West of England — Projected Conference Hall — Visit to CONTENTS. vii Westmoreland — Railway Accident — Death of Lord and Lady Famhara — Perth Conference — Ground for Conference Hall — Recollections of a Friend — Conversion of a Young Man, now a Clergyman — Children's Special Service Mission — Letters . • • • 413-441 CHAPTER XIX. 1 869- 1 870. Extracts from Public Journals — Services at St. Jude's Church — Death of the Rev. C. Hargrove — Subscriptions for Conference Hall — Cottage at Richmond— Memorial Stone of the Hall laid — Conference — Recollections of one then present — Letters — Death of an Aunt — ^Journey to the Continent — Commemoration Meeting— Illness — Visit to Buxton — First Conference in the Hall — Cheering Circumstance — Accident and Deliverance — Attend- ance on the Dying Bed of Rev. W. B. Mackenzie — Visitation of the Sick —Recollections of the Rev. T. Phillips . • . 442-464 CHAPTER XX. 1871-1872. Interest in Working-Men — Enlargement of St. Jude's Church— Letters — Cottage at Muswell Hill — Opening of the Deaconess House — Letters to Deaconesses — Conference — Purchase of Garden — ^Journey to Homburg — Letters— Consecration and Re-opening of the Church — Prosperity of the Work — Training'of Workers — Testimony of the Rev. Dr. Baillie — Death of a Lady in the Deaconess House — Notes on Praise — Death of another Friend — Agreement in Prayer — Conference — Mr. Moody and Major Malan — Visits Schwalbach and Rippoldsau — Letters — Return to Mildmay — Visit to Westmoreland — Social Intercourse — Letters • 465-498 CHAPTER XXL EARLY MONTHS OF 1873. Parochial Work — Illness — Recollections of a Friend — W^eek of Prayer — New Year's Text — Last Sermons — Removal to Muswell Hill — Letters — Im- proved Health — Visit to Mildmay — Closing Scene — Funeral — Recollec- tions of Friends — Extracts from Funeral Sermons • • 499-522 APPENDICES. =:ndix A . 525 B . 526 c . 528 D . 529 E . 530 » F . 534 INTRODUCTION. THE beloved friend who is the subject of this memoir once wrote concerning the death of a believer — ** What is death to one whom God has pardoned and sanctified ? It is passing from a prison with its fetters, to a Father's house where joy and liberty abound. It is exchanging ignorance for knowledge, warfare for victory, trembling and sorrow for perfect peace and endless glory. And yet though we know the Lord's chariots convey our loved ones into regions of light, we do, we must, mourn ; we follow them, but it is with tears, as we try to catch a glimpse of the brightness in which they shall abide for evermore. We have but to wait until we too shall hear the voice which has summoned them, saying, ' The Master is come, and calleth for thee.* " More than five years have elapsed since he who penned these words has realised the fulness of the glory, even now the portion of those whose spirits are with Jesus ; and he has left us mourning — trying, as it were, amid our tears to catch a glimpse of the brightness in which he shall abide for ever. But whilst thus stretching forth into the bright- ness, we have longed to trace his course on earth, to view him under the Master's training, to understand in measure the Master's dealings, and learn how "his will became broken " and conformed in all things to the Lord's. One of the many who have greatly desired some such record writes — " It would be an unspeakable blessing to the Church, and especially to ministers. The thoughts and opinions and daily habits in the life of such an honoured ,) INTRODUCTION. and widely-blessed instrument of God are much needed in the present state of the Church. Meekness and lowli- ness of heart such as the Lord gave to Mr. Pennefather is a rare gift, especially when brightened by wisdom and a deep acquaintance with the Word of God." "I have wondered," writes another clergyman, "whether a life so remarkable in its effects on the Church at large would die with the memory of living friends." But there were many difficulties in the way. The extreme reluctance of the one without whose consent and assistance no memoir could be attempted, and the scanty materials likely to be forthcoming, were amono- the most formidable, but in the good providence of God these and many others have been overcome; and this volume is now presented to the Church of Christ, in humble trust that He who is the Head of that ChuVch will use it for His glory and for the furtherance of His kingdom. The subject of it was one of His brightest jewels. Early drawn to yield himself to His easy yoke, that yoke borne so joyously, in combination with a disposition natu- rally all but perfect, an intellect of no common order, and an imagination ever bright and playful, made his character one of peculiar attractiveness. The memoir seeks to show him mainly by his own pen ; he speaks in almost every page. For the invalu- able treasures here preserved (in the shape of letters) we are wholly indebted to the kindness of those who have contributed them, and our thanks are here gratefully tendered for the same. There has been no attempt made to alter or repress the language he employed, which, it will at once be seen, is of the most free and friendly character, and will enable the reader to enter in some measure into his inner mind. And whilst endeavouring to open up the activities which occupied him unceasingly, the aim has been ever kept in INTRODUCTION. XI view that the life which told so marvellously upon the world around him shall still exercise its power, so that he being dead may yet speak — speak, as it were, to the praise of his God and Saviour. In these pages the boy at school is seen in all the joyousness of youth, with his heart consecrated to the Lord. Here, too, we are permitted to trace him in early manhood, as a student in Trinity College, Dublin, chequered as that period was with severe and protracted suffering. The extreme delicacy of constitution which marked his whole life was often a heavy trial, impeding, as it seemed to him, the longing desires of his heart to spend and be spent for Christ; but he was led to see how a loving Saviour overruled it all, to his growth in the knowledge of the Divine Word, and a blessed experience in the faith- fulness and love of his Heavenly Father. The days of his earthly ministry as an ordained clergy- man of the Church of England will be traced in this memoir with peculiar profit and delight. Here the ser- vant of Christ may learn much of the mighty power of the Divine Word. If Mr. Pennefather in his early days came across, as we shall find, difficulties trying to an inquiring and sensitive mind, if he saw many to whom he had been accustomed to look up waver and turn from the Church of their fathers, he was not exempt from the same perplexing circumstances in his later years. But whilst he greatly marvelled and was much distressed, he never wavered. He ever felt "the extreme danger of slighting Holy Scripture and making its narratives unreal — reducing them to mythical stories, or setting up human reason in con- tradistinction to the revealed will of God." " Nothing," he writes, "but abiding in the living Vine will save us in the overwhelming darkness and trial that is coming upon the Church." Again, " There is no peace for a sensitive nature until the soul is anchored in God." Ml INTRODUCTION. This memoir in some measure lifts the veil and opens out to us his inner being, the secret of his ministerial suc- cess, the reality of his ministerial life. " To win souls for Christ by all means and by any means;" this was his paramount object. " Work, Lord, by whatsoever and whomsoever Thou wilt, only work for Thine own glory," was his ever- recurring prayer. The roll of communicants wherever he laboured aston- ished all who were acquainted with his congregations. These were drawn out by earnest, prayerful effo'^rt, and were the result of the Spirit's work. At all times he dis- couraged a mere formal attendance at the table of the Lord. How Mr. Pennefather, after years of prayer and earnest thought upon the subject, was led by the Spirit of God to urge upon his fellow-Christians the duty and privilege of communion one with another, of united prayer and praise to the Triune Jehovah, and conference in the fear of God touching the things revealed in the Word of God for the life and guidance of the universal Church— how those Conferences grew and prospered which have edified so many — how as a sequence the instrumentalities so potent for good to perishing thousands grew up in con- nection with them— all this the memoir details with thrill- ing interest. It seemed in great measure reserved for this humble, prayerful servant of Christ to show to the world at large, in its blessed reality, that unity among the disciples of Christ for which the Lord Jesus prayed on the night of His betrayal. « Neither pray I for these alone, but for them also which shall believe on Me through their word ; that they all may be one, as Thou, Fathe^ art in Me and I in Thee, that they also may be one in us : that the world may believe that Thou hast sent Me. And the glory which Thou gavest Me I have given them; that they may be one even as we are one ; I in them and Thou in Me, that they may be made perfect in one ; and INTRODUCTION. Xlll that the world may know that Thou hast sent Me, and hast loved them as Thou hast loved Me " (John xvii. 20-23. The organisations in existence among Protestant Evan- gelical Christians were not attempted to be disturbed ; — rather in all Mr. Pennefather's movements his constant aim was to maintain them in their integrity, for the strengthening of the Church of Christ ; at the same time to lead Christians to see how this was compatible with a union one with another based on the Word of God — a union through the Holy Ghost with the Father and His Son Jesus Christ. He has expressed this beautifully in the following stanzas from the hymn beginning "Ten thousand times ten thousand," — ** One life divine pervadeth The souls that cling to Thee, And love unites the members Of Thy great family. • • • • • "While clustering round Thee, Jesus, What have Thy saints to fear ? We shall be close together If all to Thee draw near." My part in this work has been one of peculiar privilege. In God's good providence circumstances gave me in early life frequent opportunities of meeting this distinguished servant of God. Often, with him, the guest of my beloved relatives,* whose house in Westmoreland he emphatically called his ** English home," I had the gratification of * To these relatives t)iC memoir owes much, not only from the correspond- ence so lovingly preserved, but from ** Recollections of William Pennefalhcr," a small work printed by Mrs. Crewdson for private circulation soon after his lamented decease. Whilst this work was preparing for the press, Mrs. Crewdson wrote to me as follows : — **I so long that my thanksgivings to our gracious God may be recorded, in that I was led to preserve these precious letters, extending over a period of about forty years. I do not remember to have burned one that came from his hand." x\v INTRODUCTION. \ seeing him without restraint. It was at that period of hTe, too, when the heart is especially susceptible; and there was an attraction about him which made a deep impres- sion. Even then, to see him and to know him was to feel that it was his uniformly hallowed, consecrated life which told so powerfully upon those with whom he was brought in contact. For many years I was privileged to share with my dear relatives much of his valued correspondence ; and I have with ever-increasing interest watched his career to the time when he was summoned into "the presence of the Kin"-." The Mildmay Conference will as long as memory lasts be linked with his loving, living presence. It has been difficult to avoid in these pages, to which many writers have contributed, the use of language which may appear almost extravagant— difficult to'' de^'pict the character of one whose life has moulded so many lives, without admitting strong expressions of admiration from those who owed him so much. But the remembrance of his own aversion to anything which might appear eulogistic, and, above all, the dread of defeating the one object for publishing the records of his life? namely, to magnify the Lord he so ardently loved, has, I trust,' preserved the memoir from anything but the mos't simple^ unvarnished truth. The loving friends who have furnished us with interesting recollections will understand that of this simple truth much has been necessarily omitted and much more curtailed. We are well aware that Christian friends must be sensible of defect, for no pen can set forth that pecu- liarity of character which knit him heart to heart with his fellow-believers : this was the effect of a hidden walk with God, which no narrative can reproduce. This volume is now sent forth with the humble, earnest prayer that God may graciously use it for His own glory. INTRODUCTION. XV If its perusal shall establish any soul upon the Everlasting Rock, if it shall animate any labourer in the blessed ser- vice of his Lord and Master, quicken any to gird up his loins afresh for the conflict, confirm any in the feith of the everlasting Gospel, encourage any to lay hold upon the hope of His coming, who is the glory of His Church, it will have fulfilled its purpose, in doing that which biography is intended to effect — namely, not only to preserve the memory, but to prolong the usefulness of the life it has attempted to delineate. R. B. Chipping Campden Vicarage, Septejnber, 1S78. I i ♦ THE LIFE AND LETTERS oy REV. WILLIAM PENNEFATHER, BA CHAPTER I. i8 1 6-1 833. * Early Childhood — School-days at Westbury-on-Trym — Extracts from Letters written at School — Recollections of a School-fellow (Rev. F. Le Hunte) — Memorandum by an Aged Clergyman — Removal to Levens Parsonage — Letter from Mr. Stephens- Introduction to Mr. and Mrs. Crewdson — Letters written from Levens. 'T"^HERE are some pictures in which strong outline and accurate detail seem to meet all the requirements of a truthful representation. There are others which must needs owe so much of their effect to light and atmosphere, so much of their beauty to the impalpable and the undefined, that the skill of the artist is altogether baffled, and any attempt at delineation seems to be of neces- sity failure. And thus it is with the different human lives that leave their " footprints on the sands of time.'* FAMILY ANTECEDENTS, [chap l 1816-29.] EARLY CHILDHOOD. While, in many cases, the force of a graphic pen may suffice to give the portraiture, there are others in which all words must fail ; those who did know will be utterly dissatisfied, those who did not know will be unable to realise a fragrance and a charm that can belong only to a living presence. Of one whose name is a household word in many a home and embalmed in many a heart, this is emphatically true. Thousands remember him not so much for what he did, as for what he was, and the unceasing activity of his self-denying labours told less upon the world around him than the uniformly holy in- fluence of his consecrated life. But some record is urgently asked for, and an attempt must be made. William Pennefather was born in Merrion Square Dublin, on the 5th of February 18 16. His father, whose name was well known on the Irish Bench for thirty-six years, was the son of William Pennefather, M.P. for Cashel in 1771, who married Ellinor, eldest daughter of the Vener- able Edward Moore, D.D., Archdeacon of Emly. They had two sons, and both were educated for the Irish Bar. Richard, the elder of these two, was made Baron of the Court of Exchequer in 182 1, and Edward became Lord Chief-Justice of Ireland in 1841. Richard, Baron Pennefather, married Jane, daughter of Judge Bennett, and had eight children, of whom William was the youngest.* • His eldest son Richard held appointments in the Chief Secretary's Office in Dublin during the Lord Lieutenancy of Earl de Grey, and the Viceroyalty William's early childhood was remarkable chiefly for an amount of energy and vivacity of mind, which contrasted somewhat strangely with a very languid and delicate constitution, — the buoyancy of his spirit surmounting all hindrance to his active amusements. A cousin used to tell, that once, when a very little boy, sadly ill and suffering, he betrayed some impatience and unwillingness to take his medicine. His mother remarking, " I can- not call you my angel now" (his common desig- nation), the child, with his usual sprightliness, replied, " Oh ! yes, I am ; but Tm your fallen angel." Repeated attacks of illness prevented his leaving home ; and with the exception of daily attendance at a preparatory school in Dublin, he was not sent to school till 1829, when he was thirteen years of age. It was then decided that he should be educated in England, though not strong enough to follow in the steps of his elder brothers, who had been sent to public schools with the prospect of entering Balliol College, Oxford. It was one of the sorrows of his early life that his educational advantages were thus necessarily cur- tailed, and he would often refer, in later years, to the seemingly dark, yet loving dispensation which had again and again disappointed his youthful of Lord Heytesbury. He married Lady Emily Butler, daughter of the Earl of Glengall. His second son, John, was called to the Irish Bar in 1839. He married a daughter of the Hon. E, De Moleyns, brother of Lord Ventry. She died in 1849. ^^ afterwards married Rose, daughter of the Rev. D, Mahony. Vl SCHOOL DA YS, [chap I. 1830.] LETTERS FROM SCHOOL. ambition, and blighted, as it might seem, his cherished earthly hopes. The school selected by his parents on his first leaving home was at Westbury, near Bristol, where his name was long remembered, and many a one who knew him there would speak of him in after years as " the saintly boy." It seems difficult to ascertain when his heart was first given to God, and his naturally beautiful character brought under the sanctifying power of the Holy Ghost. He used himself to speak of a day when, as a very little boy, he was lifted upon the bed of his eldest sister, Mrs. Cromie, who was then dying, to receive her parting blessing, and her words, **Will Willy be a good boy?" seem never to have left his mind. The lovine entreaties of another sister, some years after, were evidently used to deepen the impression, and he went to school as one who had already taken the Lord for his God. The Rev. Samuel Field, cousin to the Bishop of Newfoundland, was then head-master of Westbury College, and Mrs. Field retained such a loving recollection of William Pennefather, that his likeness hung at the foot of her bed until her death in 1858. A few extracts from letters written to his sisters in those school-boy days may be interesting, indi- cating as they do, amid their simplicity- and natural- ness, traits of character which were to be more fully developed in riper years : — "Westbury College, April 6th f 1830. "My Dear S., '' I received darling G.'s letter to-day, for which you must thank her. By what she says of the weather, I think it was just the same as we had. On Tuesday and Wednesday the heat was intense, and we played cricket ; on Thursday, snow; on Friday, a good deal of snow ; and every day since there has been frost and very great cold. I forgot to tell you that when I had been ill Miss F. very kindly lent me the Memoir of Oberlin. I liked it so much that I was sure dear G. would like it too. I was going to buy it for her, thinking she might not be able to get it in Dublin, and it made me laugh when I found that you were reading it at the same time, and when I was saying, * I am sure dear G. would like it,' you were thinking that I would like it too. Have you come to Oberlin's mar- riage } It is very extraordinary how little he trusted his own judgment, but every event of his life was trusted to Providence. What pleasures he denied himself to be of more use I What a lovely character, so totally devoted to his Lord and Saviour I " ••Westbury, 1830. *' Darling S., *' I am sure you will be wanting to hear, and I will not longer delay writing. Your trip to C must have been very delightful; I almost envy you, but we cannot have all we wish now. How delightful, when in the blessed kingdom, we shall never want, never be sinful, never be envious ! Let us * so run that we may obtain, ever remembering * if any man draw back My soul shall have no pleasure in him.' That text is often in my mind. "I thought as I left Dublin that about ten minutes after seven you would be singing the missionary hymn, ' From Greenland's icy mountains.' . . . LETTERS FROM SCHOOL. [chap. I, **Mrs. F. is better; I think she is astonishingly kind to me. Surely the lot has fallen unto me in pleasant places ; but the long journey does not please me as to my money. Tell Johnny he shall hear all about the games in the next letter, ** Your loving brother, nv. p." "Westbury, 1831 * Darling S., " I received G'^ letter on Friday, and, as you may well suppose, I was delighted to get it. Will you thank her very much for her kind advice. ... I believe I did not tell you that Mr. Gurney has been to Bristol.* I mean the one who was with Mrs. Fry; and a lady who came with him, and seemed rather nice, asked Mr. Field to let me go and hear him. Howeyer, Mr. Gurney came here, and into our school-room when we were at lessons, and spoke to the boys. He gave them five rules for life, which were extremely good, and his manner is very pleasing. The rules were these, as well as I remember : — "1st, To be a whole man to one thing at a time — that is, whatever we are engaged in, to give our whole mind to it. 2d, Never to begin or end the day without private prayer. 3d, To be always extremely attentive while at church. 4th, To read a portion of the Scripture every day. And 5th, Never to offend our conscience. ** Do you not think these are very good ? I had the honour of shaking hands with him, and he said I was very like my father. I hope, God permitting, to sail for Dublin on Wednesday the 15th, this day four weeks. Oh ! that is very soon, and the time is passing very fast I suppose I shall spend almost all my holidays in Dublin, but if I am with my dear ones, it does not matter much ; • The well-known Joseph John Gurney of Earlham, Norwich, brother to Mrs. Fry. 1831.] RECOLLECTIONS OF A SCHOOL-FELLOW. 7 I should be happy in a wilderness with them. I ought to be filled with gratitude to God for His unbounded mercies to me. How much, much I ought to be thankful I Write, darling, very soon, for it is such a delight to hear. '•Your devoted and loving brother, **W. P." Even in these early days he had begun to exer- cise that strong personal influence for which he was so remarkable, and a little band of boys regularly assembled for Bible-reading and prayer under his leadership. One of the very few of his school com- panions who still lives, the Rev. Francis Le Hunte, Rector of New Ross, thus writes : — " My first acquaintance with William Pennefather was in the autumn of 1830, after going with my second brother to school at Westbury-on-Trym, under the Rev. Samuel Field. Pennefather had been at school there for some years previously, and was shortly to leave. He and my eldest brother had been school-fellows there, and there had been an intimacy for many years between our respec- tive families, so that we did not meet altogether as strangers ; and I have a very happy recollection of the kind interest which he at once took in me and my brother. He was then just what he was to the end of his life, the pious, consistent, cheerful Christian. It is impossible to over- estimate the value of such a one in a school, especially to very young boys coming from the care of a godly mother, whose last charge was never to neglect reading the Word of God and private prayer, a thing not easy for little fellows to do without the happy example of one who was a senior. He formed a Bible-class, to which all who were disposed were invited. We used to meet in one of the smaller dormitories, when he would read and explain 8 RECOLLECTIONS OF A SCHOOL-FELLOW, [chap. L 1831.] RECOLLECTIONS OF A CLERGYMAN. W I some passage of Scripture, inviting remarks from those present. I should mention that in all this he was fully supported by another boy of the same age as himself, Dawson Mayne, between whom and Pennefather there was the closest friendship * There is one thing that it may not be without its use to mention. There was per- haps too great strictness in relation to the attendance at these little meetings. It was a rule that if it was neglected twice, the one who neglected it could not attend in future; which was not, I think, a wise step. In the case of one I knew it had a bad effect. Through complete forgetfulness he was twice absent, and so thenceforth excluded, which had evidently a discouraging effect upon him. Young Christians are prone to be too rigid from want of experi- ence of their own weakness ; they do not make sufficient allowance for the shortcomings of others. This class was, however, much blessed to many, and left its traces long after Pennefather and Mayne had departed from the school. He showed, too, at that time his great anxiety for spiritual instruction, walking every Sunday more than three miles to attend a church where he found true teach- ing. We were not more than one * half at school toge- ther, but his happy influence was never lost. When next we met, it was in Trinity College, Dublin, which he was just leaving as I entered. He was still just the same ; all his influence was for good, seeking in every way to lead us in the right path, both by precept and example. I well remember one of his first acts when we met thus was to take me off to hear a preacher whom he thought likely to make an impression on me. We afterwards seldom met, but when we did, he was always the same affectionate, cheerful friend to whom one felt irresistibly drawn, and that it was good to meet him even in a passing way." The questionable rule here mentioned is very * This friendship continued as long as Mr. Mayne lived. characteristic, and will remind many of the dis- cipline and order which marked the work of after years We may add a short sketch of his early days, written by an aged clergyman, a relative of his own, on hearing the sad tidings of bereavement in 1873:- <• Havin- been earnestly requested to prepare a memo- randum of circumstances connected with the early years of my beloved relative, with a view to elucidate the com- mencement and growth of his spiritual life, I must express the sense of my utter inability to perform the task m a suitable manner. The suddenness of his death, and deep sorrow caused by the loss of such a friend and brother have left my mind in so bewildered a state, that I am ill able to recall facts, still less to describe them w.th clear- ness and truth. . " I cannot trust myself to dwell upon the charms of his natural character, which, even in childhood, developed themselves in such a manner as to draw forth the love and admiration of all who came into contact with him, nor upon the sensitiveness and tenderness of his disposition which flowed spontaneously in love towards all around him. His sympathies were not bounded by the hmits ol kindred, nor of the large circle of friends attracted in his sweet youth by the beauty of his countenance and the sino-ular elegance and refinement of his manners, but their kindliness and desire to be a source of happiness extended even to the lowest of God's creatures, and he could as little bear to set foot upon a worm as to wound the feel- ines of his fellow-man. I remember a great and good man remarking of him as a child, ' He exhibits less trace of the fall than any being I have ever seen. All this, however, belonged to the natural man, and the transition to his state as a child of God must have appeared to the it ii lo RECOLLECTIONS OF A CLERGYMAN, [chap. i. world hardly distinguishable, but it was not so to himself. Once, when leaving home, a near relative, to whom he was very dear, in saying farewell, added, * When next we meet, we shall be nearer to heaven or to hell* These words entered into his soul, and were never forgotten. A new object rose before his mind— salvation and deliverance from the power of Satan and the punishment of sin. " My intercourse with him was interrupted. He passed the time of his education in England, and I was tied by my clerical duties in the North of Ireland ; but the deep attachment which existed between us did not cease. I often received letters from him, in which the progress of Divine life exhibited itself, but I know few of the incf- dents of his school-boy days. I remember meeting him when grown up to manhood, and in the room was a young friend of his, v/ho had brought him some beautiful flowers. On inquiring into the cause of the great affection which subsisted between the two young men, I learnt that the stranger was an old school-fellow, and one who had joined with the boys in the cruelty which he had to endure when, as a boy, he boldly avowed himself on the Lord's side. **This young man was one of four who came to see him, and who confessed that the testimony to the truth they had seen in him had been the means, in after-life, of bringing them to own as their Master that Saviour whom they had persecuted in the person of the boy who loved and served Him. One young man fell down on his knees to ask his pardon, and with bitter tears of sorrow lamented the wickedness and madness of his enmity against a child of God. I need add no more ; indeed, I cannot dwell any more on the happy days which are gone for ever ; referring to which, my dear relative expressed himself not long ago in a letter full of affection, and wrote these words, *It was you who warmed my youthful heart with the love of Jesus,**' 1832.] LETTER FROM REV. IV. STEPHENS, tt I s The exact date of William Pennefather s removal from Westbury does not appear, but early in 1832 he was placed under the care of the Rev. William Stephens at Levens Parsonage, six miles from the town of Kendal. A letter, written by Mr. Stephens to Baron Pennefather in February 1832, soon after his sons arrival, implies some anxiety as to the state of his health, "to which," he says, ** we shall pay the more attention, because it is evidently the last thing he considers himself. His attainments are more considerable than I expected. In the elementary parts of Greek and Latin, he is better instructed than most boys whom I have met of his standing ; and when he stirs up his mind, he exhibits more than ordinary acuteness, uniting with the simplicity and playfulness of a child the thoughtfulness of age. If he is per- mitted to pursue his studies, I have no doubt of his being well prepared to enter the University at October 1833, judging by his present acquire- ments, and calculating upon ordinary application." Some of his own letters to his sisters at this time give amusing descriptions of his new surroundings. His vivid imagination was always filled with anti- cipations of t/ie beautiful wherever he went, and was doomed to severe disappointments in this respect all through life. He says on- the present occasion, " My ideas are not at all realised, but I have taken many a delightful walk, and really I suppose the country must be fine in summer. I 13 LEVENS PARSONAGE. [chap, l LAKE DISTRICT. n have read Mr. E.'s little book, and like it very much. One chapter is on backsliding. Oh I darling S., pray for me that I may continue stead- fast. Often, often, when supplicating at the throne of grace, think of your little Willy, and pray for him as you love him. Do you know a book called *The Natural History of Enthusiasm'? I should like to have your opinion of it, as I may have an opportunity of reading it." It was in the summer of 1833 that William Pennefather was first introduced to the friends whose warm love and unwearied kindness led him to call their house his " English home," and made Westmoreland from that day forward one of the brightest spots in the map of his earthly life. In all after changes of time and place he could truly say, " My heart untravelled, fondly turns to thee." Mr. and Mrs. Crewdson were at that time living at Kendal, but soon after removed to Sizergh Hall, only a few miles from Levens, and their young friend was at once surrounded by associations very congenial both to his natural and spiritual tastes. Poetry, painting, and music had powerful attractions for him, and the love of scenery was nothing less than a passion to the end of his days. But high above all other influences, and keeping all else in subordination, as those who knew him will testify, rose the one absorbing, unswerving purpose of his life, '' I, Thy servant, fear the Lord from my youth." The Lake District of Westmoreland was at this 1833] time the land of poets ; Southey, Coleridge, and Mrs Hemans were familiar names, while Words- worth, now at the zenith of his fame, was the centre of a lar-e circle of admiring friends. Some years after. Fox How, the home of the Arnolds, added its literary attractions to a neighbourhood already rich in more than one kind of beauty. Surely it was -loving-kindness and tender mercy" which thus provided for one, accustomed to no common love and refinement in his own home, so much happy intercourse and congenial friendship among those who had but lately been strangers. In a litde memorial written by Mrs. Crewdson for per- sonal friends in 1873 she says, speaking of their first introduction : — "How little could we have supposed that in the gentle youth, then in his eighteenth year, God was preparing for us one of the richest of the blessings which has marked a lengthened pilgrim- age; Tor on that day commenced a friendship w'hlch has been cemented by every succeeding year, so that we may truly say, as St. Paul did to his beloved Philippians, * I thank my God upon every remembrance of you, for your fellowship in the gospel from the first day until now.' And we count it a signal joy to have known him from his early days, and to have seen the development of the Christian graces from year to year of this gifted and blessed servant of the Captain of our salvation. " It was on the evening of a Bible Society meet- 14 RECOLLECTIONS OF MRS. CREWDSON. [c HAP. I. 1833, 1834.] LETTERS FROM LEVENS, 15 ing that he first came among us ; he was then read- ing with our dear friend the Rev. William Stephens, of Levens, preparatory to his entering Trinity College, Dublin. Levens Parsonage being six miles from us, our meetings were not very frequent, but, whenever they did occur, we found him to be one whose eariy life was devoted to Him whom he hoped afterwards to serve in the highest calling ; and about him there was such a glow of heartfelt love, that it was a refreshment and joy to listen to him; his lips were as if touched 'with a live coal from the altar,' and, 'I believed, therefore have I spoken,* was the testimony of his life and actions. In one of his eariiest visits to us, I recall the way in which he went over a sermon by the Rev. William Cleaver, the beloved pastor of Delgany, which his memory seemed to retain word for word. The sermon was on Christ as our example ; and the way in which he repeated it rises vividly before me now, as expressed in the deep earnestness of his manner, which so impressed the minds and memories of those who heard him when he spoke of heavenly things : " The following letter was written to two favourite cousins, after spending part of his vacation at their father's place in the county of Donegal, and is inserted as a specimen (remarkable from the pen of a lad of eighteen years of age) of the corre- spondence of those early days :— *' Levens, (probably 1834). **My Dearest J. and M., "You must think me very unkind for not answering your dear packet, that gave me such pleasure, and transported me to dear Monellan. It gave me a few minutes' chat with you, and it really rejoiced my heart. I well remember that poor old man that you took me to see ; his pale face we shall never see again, save on the tablets of memory. Oh ! did we look at all human beings as tottering on the brink of the grave, did we see them just hastening from the shores of time into the boundless ocean of eternity, and as creatures to be warned while here to flee from the wrath to come,— were all these things impressed on our minds, our tongues could never cease to speak entreaties, warnings, and prayers. How must the angels look down upon us, who have been just awakened from death, but who are contented in careless sloth to let thousands perish ! You would like me to tell you what I have thought since I saw you on the last verse of John i., as we talked of it when we walked down the lane from your back gate. I have been reading to my dear old woman regularly, beginning the Gospel of St. John. I thought both she and I would profit more by going regularly through a certain portion of the Scrptures than reading here and there, and I do trust the Lord may bless it to us both. The old woman is ninety-seven, with most uncommon strength and quickness of mind, and she understands the meaning of a passage in a most aston- ishing way. Before I have finished explaining my ideas, she will take up my train of thought and finish it for me, and if I endeavour to spiritualise a passage, before I com- plete what I have to say she catches the meaning, and seems so pleased. I think there is much to be learned in the history of Nathanael, just given in the short and impressive language of the Evangelists. When Philip findeth Nathanael, he tells him, * We have found Him of i6 LETTERS FROM LEVENS. [CHAP. r. 1834] LETTERS FROM LEVENS, 17 ■ w I whom Moses in the law and the prophets did write, Jesus of Nazareth, the son of Joseph/ Nathanael, like those to whom Christ is first presented, said, ' Can there any good thing come out of Nazareth?' Like the unconverted now, he thought Christ was not 'lovely; ' he saw Him not then * the chiefest among ten thousand ;' yet he acted far differently from many people in the world; for when Philip said, * Come and see,' he came ; he cast away (at least his great) prejudice, and he came with Philip. Would that every unbeliever, though he sees not the love- liness of Christ, would cast away his prejudice, and only just come and taste that the Lord is gracious I How quickly would he, with the upright, gentle Nathanael, exclaim in rapture, * Thou art the Son of God, Thou art the Kine of Israel I ' Oh ! when the soul, hitherto a stranger to Jesus, sees Him, though but through *the lattice,' how it is transported with the sight! How do some of the glories of Christ shine into the mind ! Nathanael, though struck by a sense of the omnipotence of Christ and of His Divine attributes, perhaps had as yet no idea why He came into this world. He saw Him not as a Saviour ; indeed, we see that none of His disciples, until after His resurrection, had any perfect notion of Christ's Divine mission on earth. Thus we see Peter rebuking Him when He spoke of His sufferings, and we see also (Luke xviii. 34) that when He detailed fully His coming trials, &c., they * understood none of these things/ Christ proceeds to tell Nathanael, that though he was astonished at the idea of His having seen him under the fig-tree, he should hereafter see greater things. * Thou shalt see greater things than these ; thou shalt see heaven opened, and the angels of God ascending and descending upon the Son of man.' As time rolls on, as the Spirit opens your mind, you will see Christ exalted infinitely above what you now think He is; you will see that He has throwfi open the gates of heaven; you will see hereafter that since Christ has died an entrance is offered to 1 you and every child of Adam into heaven, hereafter you will take a clearer view, you will see it is those who walk in white that are in heaven, and you will know that it is the blood of the Lamb which hath made them pure and white; hereafter you will see that I am the ladder between earth and heaven, upon which the ministering spirits descend, to minister unto those who shall be heirs of sal- vation. If I had not died, there must have been a gult between earth and heaven, which would never have been crossed ; but now *I am the Way' — the blessings of heaven may be showered down, the gates of heaven are opened, and those ministering spirits can descend by Me to fallen man, laden with the gems of heaven. Man, who would have been bound to earth and hell, can now ascend by Me into heaven. I am a ladder fixed on earth, with the top reaching to the dwelling-place of God. Certainly my views of Christ, as I meditated on that passage, were fuller than anything I ever had seen before, yet how infinitely short they fall of the reality ! I sweetly saw the beauty and wisdom of the scheme of redemption. I could enter into the feelings of the Bride in the Canticles, when in a rapture she breaks forth like the little lark, which, awakened by the glory of the rising sun, breaks from its slumbers, rises from earth, and the higher it ascends warbles the more strongly and more sweetly 1 Would to God that every Christian was thus awakened ! would that the glorious rays of the Sun of Righteousness might awaken each one from his slumbers, and cause him to rise from this misty world into a clearer and fresher atmo- sphere, nearer and nearer and nearer to his God ! How often would he then sing the praises of his Redeemer ! Warmed with the quickening influences of the Spirit, hi.« weak voice would scarce be able to bear the flowings of the heart towards his God ! ** It was a trial for you that your friends differed so much in opinion from you, and yet happy that, notwithstanding i B u f^ '111 i8 LETTERS FROM LEVENS, ^j;CHAP. I. all little things, you could feel that they were children of the same Father. There are not, I believe, many holding the same opinions in England. Mr. W. was an Irishman, Fellow of Dublin College, and he gave up his fellowship because he could not agree with the Church of England, but I believe he did not succeed in drawing many followers in this country. Mr. W. Wilson * came here to preach an annual missionary sermon for Mr. S., and his wife accompanied him. His text was Isa. xli. 17-20: he described the miserable condition of the heathen as * poor and needy,' and then, turning to those present, he asked if they felt their condition as * poor and needy.* He went on, after beautifully and practically applying the passage to those present, to say that the heathen were seeking water: he told of the many openings there were for the Gospel, and the encouragement to Christians to go on sending it, for them that cry unto Him, He will hear, &c., &c. " Mr. Wilson had to go home in the evening, and Mrs. W. asked if I might accompany them, and return on Monday, which I was delighted to do. Their house stands by the sea, on a bay which is like a very broad river, for the shore on each side slopes into the water. The house looks to the opposite coast, which is pretty and wild, bounded by low headlands, prettily shaped, and varied by little woods and cottages. In the back are bold hills, which look grand against the sky. The tide goes out very far, and you can cross on horseback to the other side. One evening the scene was extremely pretty; the tide was far out, the sun was setting gloriously behind the dark hills, the sand sparkled, and figures on horse- back, crossing from the opposite side with lengthened shadows, looked extremely picturesque. The crimson clouds were most brilliant and beautifully shaped. After descending a hill you get a glimpse of a little nook of the • Mr. Carus Wilson of Casterton, who had, at this time, a house at More- carabe Bay. 1834.] LETTERS FROM LEVENS. 19 sea. . . . But I must end. I often think of the dear little children at your school. Do you know, if all is well next July, I purpose entering college, but I hope to visit you and Mrs. S. before then. «W. P." To a friend who had promised help for his beloved Ireland. "My Dear Levens, ''April i/^ihy 1834. ** I felt very much obliged for your great kind- ness in writing me so long a letter, and for mentioning that you had spoken to your dear friend on the subject of 'Jacob's ladder,' and letting me know his answer, because I had been very anxious to hear some one con- firm my opinion, to whom I could look up with respect, as I do not think it is right for the young and inex- perienced to hazard netu interpretations of Scripture ; but that thought having given me once the greatest comfort and joy, and having broken upon me while pondering on the last verse of John i., I felt very anxious to know whether it had ever struck any one in the same light. Dear Madam, you spoke of being indebted to me for my kindness to you : surely I can little vt^d.y your kindness to me ; and not to me only, but to my poor neglected country. Oh dear Madam, when I see or hear of those who are interested for that land, round which my heart is entwined, I feel as if they were bestowing on me some personal benefit. I feel a longing to hail them as my dear benefactors, and to afford them some proof that I am grateful, but this I cannot always do. May the Almighty Father, the Giver of every perfect gift, shower down upon them the dew of His Holy Spirit ; may He enrich them with imperishable riches, guide them through this narrow, barren wilderness, and receive them into never-fading glory hereafter. I am sure you will be very glad to hear P i f 20 LETTERS FROM LEVENS. [CHAP. I. ( 21 ) that Mr. Daly, who had gone to England chiefly to for- ward his own particular Society, was welcomed with the o-reatest kindness and liberality at Brighton, and received, besides contributions on an extensive scale to his * dear Society' (the Irish Society), promises of money to support five Scripture-readers. I know you will join with me in thanking Him who has thus turned the hearts of our dear brethren in England to come over (with their money) and help us. Pray excuse my freedom, but my heart has been drawn towards you in a manner I cannot express. ♦' VV. P." Those who knew Mr. Pennefather in after years, will discover in these young days the characteristics of a mind which, though mellowed by God's grace and chastened by life's experiences, remained sin- gularly true to its original type. CHAPTER II. 1834- 1836. Entering College — Protracted illness and disappointed hopes — Letters from Dublin — Visit to Westmoreland — Journey to London — Visits to Cromore and Monellan — Letters from thence — Ministry among the Poor Cottagers at Portstewart — Recollections of an Aged Fisherman — Marriage of his sister — Sojourn at Sizergh — Medical treatment at Milnthorpe — Letters from thence — Return to Dublin. nPHE hopes expressed by Mr. Stephens in February 1832, and echoed by his pupil in his own letter already quoted, were not to be realised. In the summer of 1834, William Penne- father returned to his father s house in Dublin, and entered at Trinity College as a Fellow-Commoner. But it soon became apparent that the state of his health was such as to make further study impos- sible, and to set aside all present prospect of continu- ing his college course. He was placed under medical care, and tenderly nursed for many months by his sister Susan, who remained with him in Dublin when the rest of the family went as usual to Knockeevan, their country place in the county of Tipperary. At one time there was considerable apprehension of consumption, as the great prostration of strength was accompanied by a distressing cough, but after FAILURE OF HEALTH, [CHAP. II. 1835] LETTERS FROM DUBLIN. n \ I » m I a protracted season of weakness and suffering, durincr which he submitted to most painful remedies, it became evident that there was no organic disease. From earliest childhood it had been the longing of his heart to enter the ministry of the Church, and his Heavenly Father was preparing in His own best way, though it might seem a dark way, to fulfil this cherished desire ; but the memoranda and correspondence of the next few years tell of such an amount of suffering and debility, from spinal irritation and other physical causes, that the un- tiring energy and calmness of spirit with which he went through the strain of his after life seem little less than miraculous. A letter written at this time by his younger sister, while it speaks of his health, may have a further interest for the few who still cherish the remembrance of a bright circle of Christian friends, most of whom have been called to their heavenly rest The one that follows it, was written by himself when under the impression that he had quitted the North of England for ever. D. P. to Mrs. C. " Merrion Square, '' March i^hj iZzS* " My Dear Mrs. C, "I have too long delayed to thank you for your kind packet of letters. It is always a great delight to all of us to hear from you. My sister desires me to thank you very much for the interesting account of the twin brothers which you sent her, I felt it quite a humbling lesson, yet how deh*ghtful to hear of the power of reh'gion ! There has been very little change in our dear William since my sister wrote last to you : we can- not perceive that he is better, nor does he appear worse : he has still a cough, his side and back continue to giv€ him pain, and his strength and appetite are both bad. He does not grow thinner, and he is better able to stand than he was, which is the only improvement I see. Every fine day he drives in an open carriage for two hours, which revives him at the time, but afterwards he seems fatigued ; he is as patient as ever, and never murmurs, but I do not think he is quite so cheerful as he was, perhaps because he is more nervous. He is not able to interest himself long in any way, except in Scripture, on which he meditates day and night with delight. You will forgive this long detail, as you are so interested in our dear invalid. Our doctor still persists that he is recovering, which Papa believes, and therefore has not consented to our moving him to . England for further advice. He was much gratified by your kind invitation. I wish that we could pay you a visit, but at present I see no prospect of it. Papa is on circuit, and we are leading a very quiet life here. Mr. is in Dublin, and we have the enjoyment of seeing him sometimes. He calls here occasionally, and seems to communicate the joy in heavenly things which he feels. He presses rejoicing on believers very much, because he says, * Christ not only died, but is risen, and has purchased everything for us, and believers are children and heirs.' This joy in believ- ing, he thinks, is the surest way of bringing about dead- ness to the world. I believe that you know his views about the Church of England : he wishes to draw believers out of it, although he admits there is salvation in it. On this subject he has not spoken to any of us. Surely we may be living as risen with Christ, whether connected with the Church of England or not. Many real Christians h 24 LETTERS FROM DUBLIN, [chap. ii. 1835-] LETTERS FROM DUBLIN. 25 k on this ground do not like to associate with Mr. ; but this I cannot enter into, when there are so many delightful spots of common meeting. He appears to be engaged from morning till night preaching, expounding, visiting, &c.: he now seems ready to go anywhere, either to dine or call, always premising, ' If you will allow me to preach ; ' and he never goes anywhere unless about his Master's business. He says he feels his office principally lies in urging believers to walk worthy of their high and holy calling. " Lady Powerscourt is living at present in Dublin ; through a mutual friend, S. and I were invited to attend a meeting for reading the Scriptures, which she has estab- lished once a week : we were there at one reading, and are f^oino- attain to-day. I found it very profitable, and so did Susan ; every one is allowed to give an opinion, or to ask questions. Mr. and two or three clergymen were present. The former read I John i., and spoke beautifully on the Christian's hopes and present comforts. Others said but Httle; the ladies were silent, with the excep- tion of two or three questions. Lady P. only asked one, which I could not hear. She is a lovely-looking creature, pale, elegant, dignified, and retiring ; her face looks as it she were much in prayer and communion with God. We were introduced to her, and her address is very pleasing. ^l^ and Lady Harberton kept up an interesting conversation, he urging rejoicing, she seeming to fear presumption. *' Lady P. had not been living at Powerscourt for two or three years, and I have not heard whether she is to have a prophecy-meeting this year. Last year, I hear, many wild and unsatisfactory opinions were started — so much so, that sober-minded people would not attend. Some of our friends here are, however, dwelling much on the coming of the Lord, which they believe to be near. We continue to attend Mr. Irwin's church, which is always peaceful and pleasant. Our friend Mr. Woodward and his daughter are to be in town in a few days, and will remain a month, which will be great enjoyment to us ; he is already engaged to preach six times. I wish you could meet him ; he is a holy man, gifted with the most brilliant mind I ever met with, full of imagination and originality. I was tantalised by being in the room with Dr. O'Brien one evening at the Provost's, and did not hear the sound of his voice : he kept apart, and no one drew him out. There were many learned people there, but too many for any profitable conversation. I wish I had room to say how sincerely I love you. « D. ir IK. W, p. to Mrs. C •'Saturday, *^ March 14M, 1835. "Your kind letter, with its enclosure, did indeea make me very happy. Need I say that scarcely anything would give me more enjoyment than to accept your and Mr. C.'s kind invitation.? Tell him I sincerely thank him, but for the present I fear I must forego the pleasure. *' The hymn you sent me has been a great comfort to me. I had seen it before, but sent to me by so kind a friend, I read it with double interest. My sister has told you that Mr. is now in Dublin : he has kindly called on me several times, and his visits I have greatly enjoyed. He, happily, has never touched on those points on which I cannot agree with him, and which would only disturb us both. I know of no one more calculated to deal with sincere but desponding Christians. The privileges of be- lievers and the enjoyments of heaven are placed by him before the mind with all the vividness of reality. He was speaking a good deal one evening on seeing Christ as the speaker in the Psalms, and what he said was very beauti- -k ^ 1 {6 LETTERS FROM DUBLIN. [CHAP. II. 1835] LETTERS FROM DUBLIN. 27 ill [; 't? f I ful : if we view Christ as the speaker in the Psalms, we shall find an additional reason for enjoying the reading of them. The believer, as one with Christ, should walk as He walked. In the Gospels we have the acts of Christ's life, in the Psalms we have His experience (if I may use the expression), His converse with God. The more the be- liever approaches the likeness of Christ, the more will he find the Psalms suit him. " Now one reason I had not hitherto liked the idea of viewing Christ as the speaker (or David speaking pro- phetically in the Psalms) was, that I thought then I was not privileged to use them as the breathing of my heart, and I had often found them most sweetly soothing. He brought forth some examples :— *The 4th verse of Ps. 38,' he said, ' brings the type of the scape-goat strikingly before my mind. The Father laid the iniquities of the Church on the head of Christ.' * But how ' (I asked) ' could Christ say, My sins are as a heavy burden, too heavy for me to bear.?' *Too heavy for His mortal frame to bear, they weighed Him down even unto death. In the 22nd Psalm it is beautiful to remark Christ's experience. He begins by saying, "My God, my God," &c., but *'Thou continuest holy, "b Thou that inhabitest the praises of Israel." He felt that, weighed down as He was in mortal agony, " sorrowful even unto death," the Father was doing all in perfect accordance with His own blessed character. He was acting a holy and just and beautiful part, a part which the angels of heaven applauded wonderingly, and which the redeemed Israel of God throughout eternity will praise without ceasing. Now the more we approach to the spirit of the Saviour, the more we shall feel the force of this expression, " But Thou art holy," &c. Are we in trouble and bearing affliction like the Son of God } then we can see the Father acting a merciful, yet a just part. We can see Him continuing holy, and inhabiting the praises of Israel. We would not wish God's decrees altered one jot; His way is best, and likewise hap- piest.'* " I know not whether I have made myself intelligible. What are your views on the Psalms } I know Mr. I. holds the same opinion as Mr. . I have long found the Psalms most comforting. When unable to use much exertion of mind, I turn to them with delight; they are the plain yet beautiful breathings of a devout soul. I have been able to read very little lately, but I am now much pleased with Robert Hall's Life by Dr. Gregory. I have had Words- worth's Poems lent to me, some of which I Hke much. I ref^ret now that when I was near him I never saw him,+ but I always felt that I was too young to intrude on him by myself, and I had no opportunity of going with literary men. ** Do you find your sojourn at H L pleasant } I passed the gate once ; it was the last time I left West- moreland. I then thought I should shortly return, but my dwelling there is over, and it now seems like a dream. I can scarcely realise that I lived there for nearly three years, the time seems so short. Oh! how brief will all our life appear when we review it from the shores of Canaan! ** I look forward to meeting such dear friends, as you and Mr. C are to me, in glory. I sometimes grieve when I think our converse is perhaps over, and then I am cheered by the thought that we have met in Christy and He is from everlasting to everlasting. May we all go from strength to strength, and at length appear before God in Zion. " W. P." * "Christ in the Psalms " was a subject on which Mr. P. delighted to dwell in after years. He did not agree with those who make the speaker to be in every Psalm the Lord Jesus, — but he believed that they revealed more of the ** inner life of the Son of Man " than any other book in the Bible, and that their extraordinary adaptation to the experience of all believers is accounted for by the fact that many of them arc primarily the language of the Kead of the Church. t He afterwards enjoyed that privilege. ft 28 VISIT TO SIZERGH. [CHAP. II. 1835.] VISITS TO LONDON AND PORTSTEWART. 29 if P After many months of suffering, Mr. Penne- father was permitted to visit his dear friends in Westmoreland, accompanied by his loving and watchful sister. Mrs. Crewdson says in the narrative already quoted — «^They came to us early in the year 1835, and surely seldom did any guests so gladden the spirits of those they visited as did that brother and sister. She had great strength of character, blended with much perception and sympathy, and over all played a li^rht of sparkling humour, enhanced by the truest and" highest of all gifts, that of childlike faith in Him who had early called her. " A sister and brother so gifted were most closely bound together, and a rare delight it was to look upon such a bond, and intimately to share the friendship of both. Those who knew him best, will remember his natural gaiety of spirit, and the playfulness that mingled with the deep and holy thoughts which formed the element in which he seemed to breathe. *'They were both very fond of poetry and music, and often has the verse, *Who but a Christian through all life That blessing may prolong ? Who through the world's sad day of strife Still chant his morning song ? ' occurred to me as expressive of the life-long cheer- fulness of our beloved friend ; and how he did adopt as his own, in his long-continued weakness, the words known to some of us, * Wish not, dear friends, my pain awny, Wish me a wise and thankful heart, With God in all my griefs to stay, Nor from His loved correction start.' " When leaving Westmoreland, it was arranged that he should visit London, as further medical advice was considered necessary. Several of his family accompanied him, and his sister writes: " Dear Willy ! I think his strength has in some measure improved, and the London physicians gave hopes that his health might be restored ; but London disagreed with him, and the cough and pain in his side increased. He would see all that we saw, and overfatigued himself. We heard Mr. Melville preach at Camberwell; his eloquence is astonishing, and his reasoning power great." On returning to Ireland, William Pennefather and his sister paid a visit to Mr. Cromie's place, near Portstewart, a little fishing town on the north coast of Ireland, described by Susan, In a letter written at this time, as "a very delightful spot, a nice village on the sea-shore, the view bounded by distant headlands, the shore rocky — black rocks, on which the white waves are now dashing themselves.'* It was here that the eldest sister of the family had passed the one short year of her married life, and was then in her 20th year called up higher, leaving III 30 LETTERS FROM PORTSTEWART. [CHAP. IT. 1835-] LETTERS FROM PORTSTEWART 31 1:1 a lovely little girl, who was at this time about eleven years old. Many members of the family seem to have met at Cromore, and Susan writes from thence to their kind friends in England, - You will be glad to hear that Willy is better than when you saw him : he has less pain, and we have not lately had to resort to severe remedies ; but he suffers much from languor, and his cough, which is often distressing, reminds us that he is a frail flower, and one that a blast might easily waft to other climes." After reading these words, we are not surprised to find from the following letter, written by himself after a short visit to Monellan, that long suffering had told in some measure on this buoyant spirit :— " Portstewart, ^' August 22d, 1835. "My very Dear Friend, *' I cannot but feel sorry that you have not heard before from us, as then we might have enjoyed the pleasure of receiving tidings from you during your distant travels, and have had you connected more m our minds with present enjoyments. The morning you left Encrland our thoughts went with you, and your first Sabbath abroad was linked with ours at our highly- favoured little church in the mountains. We had a most • interesting visit to Monellan, and met with many of God's dear cofinccted though scattered children. I was made to drive about a great deal, and visited some nice people with my cousin. We took one fine drive to a mountain pass called the Gap of Dunlow. From a steep winding road the cliffs rise in craggy eminences to a considerable height: no human dwelling seems near; the eagles hold undisputed sway along rocky steeps; and I thought of the splendid passes through which you, in the wilderness of eternal snows, would shortly be alone. Yet why do I say alone ? only because I think, in a wild uninhabited mountain pass, I feel my noiJmigness so solemnly, that had I not the presence of Him in whose presence there is fulness of joy, I should be miserable. ... I trust you have not been disappointed, and that the joy with which you contemplated the journey has not been abated. May you both daily more and more experience that joy which is strength : yea, may He be your glory and crown of rejoicing ! *' There was a time when every thrill which rushed across my heart was joy ; when every glow of imagination was of the warmest kind ; when all in the future was lit up with sunshine ; but now it is far otherwise : perhaps such a change takes place in the mind as years roll over our heads, yet I sometimes fear my hopes are not as bright as formerly, and that my God is not the same source of joy as He once was to me. Oh may I go from strength to strength, and daily be more and more conformed to the image of my Saviour ! " I am afraid my short letter is most stupid. I do hope, if my spirits have been subdued, my heart and affections have not grown cold ; but I certainly am not the same elastic being I once was, when I first went to Levens. You remember my description of that meeting? It fatigues me much to write, and I am afraid my writing is quite illegible. W. P." Two other letters are added belono[-inor to this period, the first written on his arrival at Cromore, the other telling of a little work begun with his first hours of recruited strength among the fisher- men and their families. 3^ LETTERS FROM PORTSTEWART. [CHAr. ii. 1835I LETTERS FROM PORTSTEWART tS 11 til ** Portstewart, «7«// 14^/^, 1835- « It will grieve you to hear of the cause of our silence We have been in deep sorrow all the time we have been here • our beloved Mr. Smyly can no more be seen until that day when he shall rise in his Saviour's likeness, and shall be satisfied. It was on the Sabbath before last that his bright and glorious spirit broke from its earthly tene- ment, to spend an everlasting day of rest before the throne of God and the Lamb. A friend who was with him to the last said, * The name of the Lord is a strong tower the righteous runneth into it, and is safe.' He replied immediately, ' There is therefore now no condem- nation to them that are in Christ Jesus: ' these were the last words he spoke. He came over from his parish very ill on Tuesday; the 2d of this month he grew much worse; on Saturday there was a delusive amendment, and Sunday morning he slept in Jesus. « His dear wife and six sweet children are left solitary, alone in this wicked world. Solitary and alone, did I say ? No they are not : she has leant on the arm of her Lord and SaCiour in the wilderness, and has found Him a refuge in the day of adversity ; and will He not be a Father to the fatherless children ? "All the time of our dear friend's illness he was xvi peace, but for about twelve hours before his death he was in great joy. He seemed to catch the light of the glorious kingdom ; he seemed to hear the Song of Moses and the Lamb, and to behold Him who long had been • the joy and rejoicing of his heart. He asked Is it selfish to long to depart .>' and to his dear wife he said, * I had one fear in dying, that you could never bear it ; but God has supported you, and I have now no ^care. Kitty, it is a miracle of mercy you are so supported ! « On a friend repeating to him the 23d Psalm, he said : ' Blessed be God for all the comforts of His Holy Word. . " I have lost a friend, a guide, a rejoicer of my heart, May God enable me to look more entirely to Him ; He can be more than all to me. The power of divine strength is marvellous as exhibited in his dear wife, who almost idolised him. She, who has perhaps the warmest feelings I ever witnessed, is calm, resigned, yea joyful. She does not think of her loss, in comparison of the joy of which he is made partaker. But I must stop, for on this theme my pen could run on for ever. *' We arrived here on Wednesday, 24th; the day we left Dublin was cold and turned out wet ; we had two unin- teresting companions inside the coach. I had taken a look at the company outside, and saw a nice-looking lady and a gentleman, who, as I concluded, was her husband. The poor lady after some time excited my compassion; for the day became extremely cold. I begged of her to change places with me, which she refused, but accepted a warm cloak, which I was not using. This little event proved, as Newton expresses it, a * pivot on which greater things turned.' " The lady and gentleman and a friend of theirs all slept at the inn we did, and the next day we found they were also coming on to Coleraine, from thence they were going to Derry. They were our fellow-passengers inside the coach on the second day, and we found they were three Americans, Mr. and Mrs. M. and a Col. G. Mr. M. was in delicate health, coming to Europe for the first time, and going on with his wife to winter in Italy. Col. G. was travelling for amusement. Mrs. M. turned out to be a most delightful Christian ; she had left home greatly against her wish, had travelled over England, but as yet had found nothing to soothe her troubled heart. We prevailed on them to come to this village and to see the Giant's Causeway, eight miles distant; they consented, and drank tea with us that evening. We parted really friends, and they invited us to their house in Philadelphia c 111 ; { m I 34 LETTERS FROM PORTSTEWART. [chap. ii. if we should cross the Atlantic ; I believe they went from Derry to Glasgow * ** We have met some devoted Christians since we came here ; they had little meetings at their house for Scripture and prayer, and have been a great source of comfort to us. They are the Earl and Countess of Castlestuart, with two sons and one only daughter. The father and mother and two sons are most devoted; the daughter seems the same, but is very young and retiring, and less easily known. W. P. In a letter written by his sister we find the following allusion to the same season of bereave- ment. — "We have been afflicted, but I can say it has been good for us. God has removed dear Mr. Smyly, perhaps because all who knew him almost idolised him. " We came here full of hope of the pleasure of meeting him. I saw him so changed that I could not trace a feature in his face, once so beautiful. He died of fever and erysipelas extending to the brain. " Dear Willy is much better : I think the sea-air here has agreed with him : he was wonderfully supported, and so continually calm and peaceful himself as to be of much use in soothing poor Mrs. Smyly." On October ist Mr. Pennefather writes from the same place— "I am very glad that you have in your travels- realised your expectation. It was pleasant to be at Geneva during that remarkable period, and it must have been 1835-] LETTERS FROM PORTSTEWART, 35. ♦ An abiding friendship was formed with Mrs. M., and we often find her referred to in after correspondence. most refreshing to have seen the work of the Lord pros- pering, though secretly, in that dark city. The ancient Jewish Temple rose silently, no sound of hammer, &c., was heard therein ; and does not that Temple, which is * fitly framed together,' silently rise to its God ? Oh, what a day that will be, when the Church, built and perfected as one glorious habitation for the living God, shall 'look forth as the morning, fair as the moon, clear as the sun, and terrible as an army with banners ! * " Your picture of Chamounix was glorious and exciting. .... I am alone here, remaining for the bracing of the sea-air. All our party are gone to the county of Tip- perary, having spent some days of great enjoyment at Rathsalla (my uncle Pennefather's place), which were sadly broken up by the sudden and alarming illness of my aunt. But, thank God, she is better. S. returned from Knockeevan to help in the nursing. She writes to me : — 'Darling aunt's patience, and sweetness, and cheerful- ness, make it a pleasure and privilege to attend her. Her delight with some flowers to-day was very touching. Dear uncle's calmness and meek submission I shall never forget.* " I have had some pleasant times here ; the poor are nearly all Protestants, and we sometimes meet to read the Scriptures and pray together. I have been reading with them St. John in the New Testament, and Isaiah in the Old, and briefly commenting as we go on. " I suffer much from my back, and, indeed, am not allowed to write, but have stolen the pleasure to-day. "Thank God, I have just heard that my dear aunt is much better. *' W. P." His memory was cherished among these poor people long after he had entered on his wider sphere of usefulness, and one old man still lives to III It ill .^ LETTER FROM A FISHERMAN. [chap. tt. 1836.] MARRIAGE OF HIS SISTER. 37 tell of those youthful labours. We give some of his ov/n words — ** Portstewnrt, ''August, 1877. "I first knew the dear young gentleman in 1835 ; he was staying in the house of his brother-in-law, John Cromie, Esq. Both were devoted Christians, both now in the * home over there.' At the date I mention, Mr. Penne- father was a young man, or indeed a boy, but though it was not for many years afterwards that he took holy orders, he was as much devoted then to the service of the Lord as in after years. There was something wonderful in his gentle manner, and then he was so humble, he was always wanting to be taught. He would just sit down in the schools like a little child and listen, and never look tired as long as the Blessed Jesus was being talked of. Some of us will never forget his humility, and how he never seemed to see it was a condescension to sit down just as a brother with the poor fishermen. I can recall him now, coming to my bed-side when I was ill, just sitting on the edge of the bed and talking to me, even settling my pillow comfortably with his own hands. And the secret of the power he wielded over others (I would say) is this, he lived what he preached. " I could give the names of many (long since dead) who in earlier years lived in vice and drunkenness, but who were brought into the fold through the instrumentality of the dear young gentleman. He loved his Church, yet save the right hand of fellowship to Christians of all denominations." Mr. Pennefather often spoke of this as the beginning of his ministry, though he was now only nineteen years of age. . In the month of May 1836, Susan Pennefather was married to the Rev. Robert Jessop, and her brother lost his constant companion and tender nurse. Our space does not allow the insertion of many interesting letters, written by him at this time, full of deep heart-anguish and unselfish rejoic- ing, mingled with the unfailing recognition of Gods will, and always true to the key-note of his life, " the Lord's name be praised." The trying preparation-scenes and the marriage- day were all gone through with that calmness and self-possession which ever made him such a strength to others in times of excitement, though often concealing an amount of inward conflict little suspected by those around. But the strain told painfully on his very delicate frame, and the physician who had been for some time attending him ordered him immediately to leave Dublin. His thoughts at once turned to his " English home;" and we again refer to the miemoranda of his kind friend : — "After his sister's marriage, he spent a good deal of time with us at Sizergh,* to which we had lately removed, and truly sweet was the privilege of ministering to the dear young servant of his Lord, in the long season of his * Sizergh Hall is one of those old fortified buildings, a few examples of which still exist amongst us, linking us so unmistakeably with the past. The records concerning it date from the reign of King John ; and though it has evidently seen many changes, its spacious apartments, fine oak panelling, Gobelin tapesiry, and curious antique relics, render it a residence of peculiar interest. •^■vm'^^tlifiltifi gfmm i^ ^gmmm f*^!!Scfe--Si^.-fe'^t^iWiSf-^'«S0^^S^j^ t Hi |4 ; 41 li » 4 , * 1 •i < 38 VISIT TO SIZERGH. [chap. II. bodily weakness. It was in that old and quiet home, and when he had none of his own beloved relations with him, that we learnt more fully to understand his mind and cha- racter, so amiable, yet so perceptive ; so deeply spiritual, yet so lively ; sympathising as one who might have been very long taught in a school of sorrow, yet ever ready to rejoice with the rejoicing; and whilst prepared to enter into the enjoyments of art and literature, yet always find- ing his dearest pleasure in the Word of God and prayer, and many were the hours spent in those hallowed exercises. Well do I remember one occasion, with which the 50th chapter of Isaiah has ever since been linked in my mind ; he looked the very picture of a weary one to whom He, who was weary for our sakes, could alone bring effectual comfort; and truly did the beloved invalid receive that cup of consolation, and open to others what that wonder- ful chapter offers. ** He, the Lord, who 'clothed the heavens* by His word 'with blackness;' He, the Lord of all power and might; He, the very same, speaks of Himself as taking the place of a servant, and why ? * that He may know how to speak a word in season to him that is weary;* He, the mighty God, taking the place of the suffering man ; He ' giving His back to the smiters ; ' He, * wakened up morn- ing by morning, that He might know how to speak with the given * tongue of the learned,' the very word for the very hour. I think I never since have dwelt on the 50th chapter of Isaiah without thinking of the living illustration of the power of that precious word, which on that day was thus brought before me." But there were still further lessons to be learnt. A course of treatment which had proved success- ful in many instances of prolonged physical weak- ness, was strongly recommended to his family as 1 1836.] SOJOURN AT MILNTHORPE. 39 possibly suited to his case ; and after some hesita- tion it was decided that he should submit to the experiment. The house where this medical system was carried out (the use of friction and other remedies) was situated in the village of Milnthorpe ; and the adoption of the plan involved a residence of some months* duration in a little country lodging, separated from his family. He was too weak to ramble on the hills and enjoy the beauties of nature, which were always to him companionship ; the short dark days were coming on, and it was more than likely that his Christmas must be spent in this lodging. There was a great struggle of feeling, but no murmur ; and looking out, as was his habit, for mercies, he thanked God continually that Milnthorpe was within reach of Levens and Sizergh. His thoughtful friends added many comforts to his humble room, and kind Mrs. Stephens arranged that the sister who generally lived with her should take care of him in his new abode. We find him spending some days in the old haunts at Levens Parsonage, and then entering on his invalid life at Milnthorpe. Mrs. C. says of his temporary home — "In the little town of Milnthorpe lodgings did not abound, and the place which was obtained for a residence of many weeks, in its bare outlines looked most unfit for him ; but it soon became a proof of what skilful manage- ment and the hand of careful affection could do. It was 40 LETTERS FROM MILNTHORPE. [chap. ii. beautified by the life that was lived in it, and drew into its focus full many * a gem of purest ray serene/ emanating from Him who is the sun and centre of the souls of His people. ** It is pleasant to recall the names of some, now citizens of the heavenly world, whose spirits mingled with that of the temporary occupant of those little rooms." A few letters of his own will best tell his history, and record God's dealings with His still chastened child. They may carry cheering thoughts to some of the Lord's sick ones. On arriving at Milnthorpe, September ii, 1836, he writes — ** Thank you many times, my very dear friend, for the cheerful appearance my snug little dwelling wore when I entered it last evening with a heart rather full. I trust I had some grateful feelings towards the Giver of all good for having brought me so far in peace, for having pro- vided such dear friends for my comfort as I find in you and the dear Levens people. The flowers that you brought still look very pretty, and they have been a pleasure and refreshment to me for their own fair sakes, and for hers who so lovingly provided them. " Tell dear Mr. C. I like my piano very much, far better than I expected ; indeed, my comforts are many. ** Dear Miss D. watches over me with great care. I trust the Lord may bless us, and grant that we may spend the time profitably. We had a little evening worship, and intend to read regularly through St. Matthew's Gospel. " My prayers follow you both : may you feel the blessings of a Covenant God descending on you to-day through the opened heaven I I have just been to Mr. Jones's church ; it was pleasant to be in the gathering together of God's children for worship. X836.] LETTERS FROM MILNTHORPE. 41 *' His sermon was good, but I was languid and tired. " The Lord send down abundantly on you both the secret treasures of His love. W. P." Written in pencil at Milnthorpe when very suffering. " September^ 1836. " My very dear Friend, •* Many, many thanks for your little note : it was a great cheer to me, for I felt particularly solitary yesterday. Indeed, I was very miserable all the morning — so wretchedly low that I fain would have had a good cry. I could not rouse myself. I knew that * Rejoice in the Lord alway * was a sweet command, but I could not, or would not, obey it ; and why, I thought, cannot I rejoice ? I have been brought hitherto by that Heavenly Father who * carrieth the lambs in His bosom;' He hath ordered all things with tenderness, wisdom, and love for me. I am still spared, still * embraced on every side' with mercies, and yet I will not rejoice 1 Oh, that a new song may be put into my mouth, even praise unto our God ! that I may show forth His loving-kindness in the morning (of my life), and His faithfulness at its close ! " Pray for me, I need all kinds of help to stay my un- believing soul ; but thanks be to God, * He remaineth true and faithful, He cannot deny Himself;' and notwithstand- ing all our unworthiness, He watches over us with un- changing love. * Oh the depths of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God ! ' One of the first things that roused me a little yesterday was considering a very beautiful verse, Isaiah xxvii. 3, ' The Lord keeps His vine- yard: 1st, His people are kept in the way of salvation, * who are kept by the power of God,' &c. ; and * I give unto them eternal life, and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of My hand,' &c. John x, 28, 29, see also John xvii. 1 2-1 5. Our prayer then should 42 LETTERS FROM MILNTHORPE. [chap. ir. 1836.] LETTERS FROM MILNTHORPE. 43 be* Keep me as the apple of Thine eye, hide me under the shadow of Thy wing.' — 2nd, They are kept lest anything hurt them, * He shall give His angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways ; ' see also Genesis xxviii. 15, and Exodus xxiii. 20 — * He will keep us from evil/ He will be our confidence, and keep our feet from being taken. Proverbs iii. 26 ; see also i Samuel ii. 9, and Isaiah xlii. 6. They shall be kept in peace, *Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace,' &c. We shall be kept in tenderness, see Jer. xxxi. 10, we shall be watered every moment ; this implies, 1st, spiritual growth, 'I will be as the dew unto Israel,' * He shall grow as a lily ; 2nd, Refreshment in abund- ance, and sufficient supply for every moment: * whoso drinketh of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst,' &c. Not for an instant does the water fail us ; we may not always (like Hagar) see the well, but it is there. We may not always let down our pitchers, but there is a stream sufficient to make glad even the whole city of the New Jerusalem, the city of God ; and surely, therefore, enough for one thirsty soul. Oh that, like the Saviour, we may drink of that brook by the way, then shall ^we lift up our head, and rejoice with joy unspeakable and full of glor}^ " But we are kept by night and by day, as well when all is cloudy and dangerous and dark as when all is bright. "These, dear friend, are a few of the heads of thought which a little cheered me yesterday. I have not time to enlarge. W. P.'* " To Mrs. C- "Milnthorpe, October 9th, 1836. " Sunday Evenin/^. "Your dear note, with the beautiful flowers, came yesterday to cheer me when I was quite alone. Dear Mr. , I did indeed enjoy our little meeting to- gether, and I felt my heart drawn out toward him. I thouo-ht I would take him on common ground, and ask him to read and pray. He was very kind and sweet, and his prayer for me was truly touching. I love the society of God's children, and I love to take Christians of different denominations on the ground of brotherhood I Has not the one Father created us, watched over us, carried us in His bosom ? Has not the one Son redeemed us, bought us with His blood, called us His friends? Has not the one Spirit sanctified us, and comforted and sealed us to the day of redemption ? Do we not journey on the same road, to the same home ? (' See that ye fall not out by the way ' ). Have we not the same trials, the same victory ; are we not limbs of the same body, branches of the same vine, stones of the same building? Why then, when our Heavenly Father has brought us together, * to talk together of the things that have happened,' and to journey a little while in one another's company, why waste (if it is not worse) the precious moments in fighting with one another, because not clothed in the same colour, on this our one path and journey ? "Did you like Mr. 's exposition ? I did very much, and the hymns were beautiful. I am so glad he sang for Miss C , and that you enjoyed the evening. . . . "Last evening to me was rather fatiguing, and your dear letter was a rest. I read to old Mr. W. till six, and then had to hurry with a letter to my sister, and left out many things I wanted to say. The flowers were lovely, the geraniums so beautiful, and the leaf so sweet. To-day I am languid in body and mind, but not unhappy. Mr. — did me good. I read Venn, which I like, the Psalms and second lesson for the day, and visited Miss B. in the afternoon. She was very poorly. I read to her the evening Psalms and Revelation xxii., and prayed. I felt happy in the contemplation of the New Jerusalem, particu- larly at the thought of * seeing ZT^'^ face.' *His servants shall serve Him, and shall reign for ever and ever.' * The ^^^=^^a»^*«i?^*^f^ 44 LETTERS FROM MILNTHORPE [chap. ir. river/ too, was refreshing. Then I went to Mr. W- poor man ! he is suffering much, and has slept very little for many nights. I read him a sketch of Felix NefTs life. I came in tired, and have not long done tea. Miss W. has been sitting with me; she is very good, and very humble. I feel ashamed of holding forth before her and Miss B. ; would that I had their submissive spirit ! " Susan was horrffied when, by way of comforting her, M. A. D. wrote to tell her I should be three months here. I had carefully concealed it from them all. It does seem sometimes very, very long, and again I think * yet a little while.' One month has passed. I took Miss B. some of the flowers, they were so lovely. I thought the poor soul would enjoy them, as she never gets out, and she did enjoy them. Oh! the pleasure of a flower in a sick room! W. P." "Milnthorpe, ^''Noveviber 17M, 1836, ** My very dear Friend, *' My conscience must be unburdened, and as I think you will not dislike to be ' P^ather Confessor,* I un- burden myself to you. Do you say, * What is coming } * Well (to commence k la Westmoreland), when you were here yesterday, my head was so bad that I really (I speak EnglisJi) did not know what I was saying or doing. I was in the state of a person who has been knocked on the head, and though I thought of it, I never thanked you or Miss D. for copying * Head of the Church triumphant/ which has soothed and delighted me every time I have played it, to try and calm my irritable and irritated nerves. When you were all gone, I felt so disappointed at myself. I fain would have been bright, I fain would have had some pleasant intercourse with such dear children of God as you and your valued friends, but I could not; so my strength was certainly *to sit still.' Had Miss D. 1836.] LETTERS FROM MILNTHORPE, 45 played for me, I should perhaps have been better ; but it would have been rude to Mr. L. to ask her to do so for my amusement. ** Your dear friends both struck me as very sweet Chris- tians, and I think Mrs. L. has a very interesting face, and the dear child also, buoyant as the gayest breeze on an opening summer morning. When I see so bright a spirit in its infant play, my mind runs onward through the coming life, and the thoughts of so much sorrow and temp- tation rush into my mind as almost to check the joy that would be uppermost. What then must be the aching of a mother's anxious heart > I could not but lift my heart for that dear child, that it might be kept by the power of God through faith unto salvation. " Though I was so disagreeable, the pleasure to me of having seen dear Mr. and Mrs. L. is great : a sight of the Lord's children should always be a joy to our hearts. " I hope you and Miss D. will come to an early tea very soon, though it sometimes strikes me I am very selfish in wishing you to take the long drive to this ugly little spot. " This beautiful day has been a pleasure to me ; I could not but feel thankful for it. " 1 had scarcely concluded dinner when there was a tap at the door, and a young gentleman entered ; my mind supplied the introduction, and I asked him in. ** We shook hands, and presently he said he was Mr. Monsell,* which I had already guessed. He is very inter- esting in his appearance. I sat conning his face, having heard so much of him, and felt glad I had not missed him a second time. He spoke a little on Ps. Ixxxix., clearly and sweetly, but my head was bad, and again I was humbled, but it is good for me. W. P/' A few fraements are added taken from other letters. Dr. Monsell, well known in after years. ^POA 'Bi^&Bf^v *" 4*^ ^ ^ "«"® '^teV'-J ,,^^»^WSRP" 46 LETTERS FROM MILNTHORPE. [cn:.p. ii " Milnthorpe, ''October, 1836. "Yesterday I went to read a little with old Mr. W. and got a scolding from Miss D. because it took me out in the damp. To-day I am a good deal tired after a visit to Miss T., but have been resting, though I believe I shall never know what that word rest means till I enter into *the rest that remaineth.' I hope I am resigned to wait the Lord's time. His is best, * Yet a little while/ Dear friend, I have not thanked you for wishing to have me on Saturday and Sunday. It was so kind to propose it, but I do not feel I could do it, I am so little equal to exertion, and the pleasure of seeing you and talking to you is too much for my wretchedly weak nerves. I often say, O Lord, have mercy upon me, for I am weak ! Weak in how many ways ! " " November, ** I was grieved to let the day pass without writing a few lines, but I had been in my bed all day, and when I had dressed in the evening and was going to tea, I nearly fainted. *' Miss D. was alarmed, but I told her I was subject to such attacks, and in about an hour I recovered. However, this stopped my plan of writing that evening to my dear anxious friends, to whom I often fear to express what I really feel (as to health). I am just in a safe place, be- tween hope and fear, and thus cast more entirely on that God who will do all things well concerning me. He makes His rebellious child to feel that, whichever way my sojourn here turns out, it will be well. The only thing I desire is that my health may not be restored if I shall not spend it in His service, if it will not be for His glory. Dear friends, let this be your prayer for me. Oh, that I may be purified I I am fearfully corrupt, yea, abomin- able ! " 1837.] LETTERS FROM MILNTHORPE. 47 " December 20th. " I fear I must stay more than the fifteen weeks, but I have many mercies and mitigations. I have a nice letter from John ; he is, I believe, now on his way home for Christ- mas, having just taken his degree at Oxford, and come off with flying colours. " I had some pleasant time with the invalids on Sunday evening. Heb. x. was our chapter, and the evening Psalms gave me some happy thoughts. " A dear robin cheered me yesterday ; it perched itself on a tall spray of a young tree, and sang so sweetly. // kept a joyful Sabbath — a day of praise and rest." ^ December 2%thi 1836. ** A letter from William S. tells me of the death of Lady Powerscourt. I have not seen her for many years, yet I felt as if I knew and loved her. She was one whose soul has been panting after the fulness of Him who filleth all in all, and therefore surely felt that this v;as not her rest. ** Christmas passed better than could have been ex- pected. 'My cup runneth over;' He daily loadeth me with benefits. Pray that I may be thankful. May He put a new song in my mouth ! " And now that I am breaking up my little home at Miln- thorpe, I want to sing of mercy. All God's dealings have had love visibly stamped upon them. I hardly know what to say to you, for my heart is full. Pray that I may spend myself in the service of God. It is very pleasant to me, when my mind is so tossed, to think of the centre of rest, where we shall often meet in spirit." Early in January 1837 he left Milnthorpe, and after spending a short time with his friends at ms^Sf^m--^^'^ s^a* 'ip ^^'f"-'v^'L''w ***«WB* I 48 RETURN TO DUBLIN. [chap. it. Sizergh, returned to Dublin. The only mention we have of his arrival is in a short note dated January 27th — •* Thank God, I reached home after a prosper- ous journey, and passage of thirteen hours." " Dear S. and R. still here. The damp to my joy is his illness." To this his sister Dora adds : " I do not see any great improvement in William— just a little, but perhaps I was too sanguine. It is a great blessing getting him back; it has quite revived me. ( 49 ) CHAPTER III. 1837-1839. Return to College — Death of his Sister, Mrs. Jessop — Letters from Dublin — Visit to Knockeevan — Letters from Stuart Hall and Monellan — College Examinations — Various Letters — Marriage of his youngest Sister — Irish Society — Brethrenism — Father Matthew — Letters and Extracts. /^N the 27th of January 1837 Mr. Pennefather ^^^ was permitted to return to his home, with some measure of renewed strength, and evidently with revived hopes, proposing at once to go into residence at Trinity College, from which he had so unwillingly absented himself. It was, however, decided, in consideration of his still delicate health, that he should continue to live at his father's house, attending classes, lectures, &c., daily. Though this arrangement was in some respects advantageous, it laid him open to much interruption, which he often lamented. In writing to a friend he says — *^ Marchf 1837. "I am now regularly attending college; everyday is ot importance to me, but I am sometimes kept at home by R.'s illness, who wants much of my attendance." D $0 DEA TH OF HIS SISTER. [chap. Ill, *• !l \ M He goes on to speak of the annual religious meetings taking place at the Rotunda, adding — " I was not able to attend any of them, but heard Mr. Stowell of Manchester preach on Sunday, and was much interested ; his sermon was well arranged and useful, on the text, * Go ye into all the world, and preach the Gospel to every creature/ I also heard Mr. preach, but his sermon was to me very disagreeable ; an affected piece of empty talkativeness, by way of eloquence. He is very much run after, and the crowd was very great." The spring seems to have opened brightly, but a terrible blow was impending. On the 12th of April he writes to his friends at Sizergh — " Our dear Susan has given me cause for writing to- day, and I lose no time in telling you that a dear little boy made his appearance between 2 and 3 o'clock this afternoon. She is now doing pretty well, but was in great danger.' II During the next few days a succession of bulletins from the pen of the fond brother tell of alternate hopes and fears, the last one, " She lies at the point of death," being soon followed by the sorrowful tid- ings, that the young mother had passed away. Loved and admired by all who knew her, few perhaps have lived so truly in " heavenly places " amid much that made earth attractive. There was a blank in many hearts, and a dark shadow in more than one home, when she was called thus suddenly to see the King in His beauty. To her brother William it was a life-long sorrow, !tt^ f^^'^S^-^'^t '^' JT^JP^ 1837.] LETTERS FROM DUBLIN. 51 but one that raised him yet nearer to the home of all his joys. We insert one of the letters written at this time. " 5 Merrion Square South, Dublin, ''^ May II th J 1837. " My dear Friend, " The busy time of my examinations has passed favourably, as I daresay you have heard from Mr. S., but I am soon to begin again to prepare for a second, though still far off. The work is more difficult, and vacation soon comes on, when the opportunity of getting help from tutors will be ended. "I felt comfort even in the midst of the bustle of the Examination Hall when I thought of your love ; and the love of God does indeed shed a calm over this stormy life. ** How humbling it is that human affection sometimes does for us what love to our Heavenly Father fails to do It shows the heart capable of warmth, and yet rejoicing in the scanty heat of its own kindling, and saying, * Aha ! I am warm, I have seen the fire.' May we comprehend more and more of that love 'which passeth knowledge,* and be filled * with all the fulness of God.' " I have been rather weak and poorly, which must plead my excuse for silence. * The Lord's hand is not shortened that it cannot save, nor His ear heavy that He cannot hear ; ' and I can testify how He delights to show, that »vhen every other means is ineffectual, He can draw us out of many waters. We may combat and struggle with overwhelming waves, but He can lift us out of all. And what floods more terrible than the floods of temp- tation } ' The Lord on high is mightier than the noise of many waters (not one wave, but many); yea, than the mighty waves of the sea.* " I have not much to tell you of ourselves ; the baby is «**»*»: KaWS»^«^BWa^' 52 LETTERS FROM DUBLIN. [chap. Ill, ^^yi^ LETTERS FROM DUBLIN, 53 ! I thrivlnor. My mother still continues to shine in the midst of us; she is calm and holy, just what we could wish her to be. I try never to look forward : may we just * day by day magnify Thee, O Lord/ keeping^ our eyes fixed on eternal things, looking for the glorious appearing of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. He will come quickly, yet a little while.^' We have waited for thy salvation O Lord.' " The dear D.'s are still with us. This is one of the many tender mercies which every morning are renewed to us. Oh, that we could see how the heavens throng with messengers of love to our unworthy (yet worthy") souls! Mercies embrace us on every side. Another dear friend, of whom perhaps you have heard me speak, has joined the choir above. I mean Lady L. She was' one who through a long life of trouble and deep affliction had sought her Lord, but always trembled at the thought of entering ' the Valley of the Shadow of Death ; ' and yet, when it pleased the Lord to bring her into it, she ' feared no evil,' for He was with her. Her simple, firm, calm reliance on her Saviour was touching. She said to her physicians, 'You know I dreaded to die, but now I have not a single fear. Christ is all to me ; He is all-sufficient for a poor sinner.* " She was ill about three weeks, the last week one of great bodily suffering, but her faith burned brighter and brighter. ** D. was very fond of her, and she liked me to visit her. The last conversation we had was on the sufficiency of Christ even for the vilest of sinners. We spoke of the latter end of the ist chapter of St. John, that favourite passage of mine. How little did I then think she would soon see the meaning in its most extended sense— 'the heavens opened, and the angels of God ascending and descending on the Son of Man,' come to take her into the joy of her Lord. An aunt of mine likewise entered recently into the same joy. There was bright evidence that she had been long waiting with her lamp burning for the coming of her Lord. Thus many amongst us have entered the everlasting gates. . . . We have great cause to sing of the mercies of the Lord. He has placed the happiness of our darling S. beyond the reach of anything, or any one, that could mar it. When I see around me many things which once pained and vexed her righteous soul, I cannot but feel peace at the thought that she is landed on that shore of 'pure delight, where saints immortal reign.' — May the Lord quicken us to run with patience the race set before us. W. P." Again he writes, May 24th, 1837 — "This has been a day of peculiar trial, but the Lord has supported us. When, indeed, is it not now to us a time of trial, and wheny I may add, does not the Lord support } My dear mother is very poorly, and suffering much. I cannot comfort, but I can commit her to Jesus, and He will pity even as a Father pitieth His children. You know something of what my love to her was ; you know I always thought her unlike and superior to every one. But I do not allow myself to dwell on these things. " ' I will sing of the mercies of the Lord for ever ; * this should be my frame of mind, for truly mercies embrace me on every side. I go to college daily except when pre- vented by more than usual debility, but, thank God, I am wonderfully well.' a His sister Dora writes at this time : " Willy is better, able to do some reading, sonie preaching, and much comforting." Again he writes a little later- " Speak to me of my darling S., who lies treasured in my heart ; but she has a better treasure-house, even that one >-.*»i9wti*«acJ*«> .vjy.«i*j#>tg^^ '^<^^-^^^>$^^ii,^0mi&^^T^^s^^nsi'^^'y^'^' f 54 VARIOUS JOURNEYS, [chap. Ill 1837.] LETTER FROM MONELLAN. 55 i which is eternal in the heavens. What she was to me I never can describe, and the Lord has removed her from my sight, that I may love Him supremely. When that is attained, He will restore us to one another in joy and gladness. What a glorious reunion will that be ! The Lord sanctify me for it, and make me thankful for the choice blessings He has left me." The summer vacation seems to have been divided between his father's place in Tipperary and friends in the north of Ireland. From Knockeevan he paid a flying visit to London, where his brother John was laid up from the effects of an accident. Speak- ing of this hurried journey, his sister Dora says : " It was a trying time to him in many ways, but his spirit was refreshed by hearing Mr. Wilkinson preach at St. Bartholomew's Church, behind the Bank. He preaches the gospel clearly and energetic- ally, and has done so for the last fifty years. He is now past ninety ! " She adds : ** William is becrinninof a little service on Sunday evening for the few Protestants here, who are quite out of reach of any place of worship." The account of a visit paid to Stuart Hall about this time may be interesting. The circumstances under which he was again called to the house of mourning were peculiar, Lady Castlestuart having just lost her only daughter (mentioned in a former letter from Portstewart), who had been accidentally burnt to death. The early part of the letter speaks of his arrival late at night, after a long and fatiguing journey, glad to be spared the pain of meeting with Lady C. that night. He then goes on — " Monellan, "7///J/ 27/^,1837. " Breakfast came the next morning, and the dear lady was not present. I felt nervous till I should see her: she had purposely gone to her Infant School, and her class with the mothers of the children, not wishing to meet me in the house. At about 12 o'clock I went to meet her, and found her worn and dejected, just rising from teaching the women. She had been seated in a little field beside a poor cottage, on the brow of a high hill commanding a fine view of Stuart Hall, and Loch Neaeh in the distance. She was a good deal moved at seeing me, but I felt thankful that the Lord supported and brought us through without any break-down, which I feared on her part. She soon began to talk of Lady Julia, and from what I heard from her, and also from a friend of Lady Julia who attended her during her brief agonising sufferings, her faith, fortitude, and patience were a wonder- ful lesson to all around, and ever since * she being dead vet speaketh.' " I have seldom heard of a more instructive end. Rich indeed she must have been in faith, for during her hours of agony she exhorted all who came near her, asked her brother to give thanks, that though she had long wished to speak a word for God, and had been hindered by fear, He had now given her courage to declare His name, adding, * Oh, what a mercy to one so unworthy of the least of His favours !* She was frightfully burnt, for she did not scream, or cry for help, until her own efforts to extinguish the flames had been ineffectual. Yet her face was uninjured — a mercy to her brother W., who arrived -=■ ^ *n*ai(«^->Ji f 56 LETTER FROM MONELLAN, [chap. hi. 1837.] LETTERS FROM DUBLIN. S7 la from Dublin only to see her wing her flight to the bright land we love. " I could fill my paper with what I heard about her: an awful but a most touching history of the Lord's dealings towards His people would be the sum of all I could say. Miss G., the lady who told me about her, said she must have had a mind long and deeply impressed with the things of God, and a courage for the Lord's glory which was not supposed. I cannot but remember our little talk about her. What events a day may bring forth, truly we know not. "Dear Lady Castlestuart finds her only comfort in having her Bible classes amongst the poor, and the preaching at Stuart Hall. Every Sunday and Friday there is a con- gregation and a sermon there ; any minister of any denom- ination, whom they have reason to think really good, officiates, and the numbers that attend on Sundays are large — from 300 to 350. " Every day in the week finds her reading with the poor women, who assemble in each other's cottages, throughout the neighbourhood of Stuart Hall. To several of "these little meetings I went, and we enjoyed the reading of God's Word together. How deeply did I feel for her, without any one now to accompany her; but her loved companion has entered with her Saviour into the holy place, there to behold the beauty of the Lord, and to inquire in His temple ! I felt thankful that I was able to be a comfort to her, and that she enjoyed having me to accompany her, for truly it is a privilege to be able to minister to the Lord's people. I stayed a week at Stuart Hall, and then came across the country here. Last Tuesday evening, in a distant part of the parish, I lectured for R. D. quite unex- pectedly, as he was suddenly called away, and some one had to speak to a tolerable number who had assembled. They are simple, kind people, and I felt thankful, notwith- standing my nervousness and incapacity, to be able io speak on Revelation xxii. 17. I thought you would like to hear of my little labours. I have been very busy with the schools, &c. W. P." The following belong to the same sad year — " Blackrock, Dublin, ^' October 26ih, 1837. '* My very dear Friend, " Soon after receiving your letter I left Knockeevan with R. and the dear baby, to come to college to prepare for my examinations, which take place next Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday. I have been living here, but going into town generally every day. The darling child is well : sometimes I am tempted to be careful for the future concerning him. My mind glances over the rough and foaming ocean he may have to cross, but *be still, and know that I am God ; ' He will ' gather the lambs in His bosom.' Yes, and perhaps it may be His gracious pleasure to take that little treasure to Himself ere it has passed over many of the billows of life's stormy sea. Whatever happens, my Father has done well. I can say this now, even when my heart is full ; for, oh I the sweetness of that sister's tender love ! My Father, I thank Thee for the blessing of having had such a sister ; then why not praise Thee for Thy mercies, instead of murmuring at Thy dealings ? If we read them aright, we should find that each had engraven on it these words, * God is love.' Yes, He is love. It is not that He /las shown Himself full of love in former times ; it is not that He has given His Son for us, that He has smiled upon us in love, but that He ts love ; that He is at this present moment beholding us in love ; dealing with us in love ; in fact, we can only repeat, * God is love ' I ** This is the lesson that we are to be taught here, and this is the lesson which heaven in all its glory and sweetness , -.p^ ^f^Jl ■*'"'-' "fS^'S^^- :,-«»«. «»^^,*S^rf&*S;*&5*'i 58 LETTERS FROM DUBLIN. [chap. hi. will teach us still. Then it will be no faith to say, He is love ; let us therefore, while we have the opportunity, trust His character when circumstances seem to deny it. I am a little nervous about the examinations of next week: from the many interruptions I have met with, I have not been able to read as steadily as I could have wished. My father's illness, my trip to London, &c. " Did I tell you that my father had a bad inflammation in one of his eyes, which, considering their tendency to dimness,* alarmed us much } He was laid up for a lonc'- time and suffered greatly, but, thank God, he is nearly as well as ever. " May the Lord be with you both I may the Comforter take more and more of the things of Christ, and show them unto you, until you reach that heavenly kingdom, where you shall behold His face in righteousness, and awake up in His likeness for ever satisfied I W. P." On November 6th, 1837, he writes from Dublin— " My very dear Mr. C , " It would not be easy to tell you how refreshed I was by your and Mrs. C.'s joint letter. It was a token of that affection which the Lord has, in His great mercy, so often afforded me in times of trial : a time of trial this last month has been to me, and yet I feel that my mouth should be always declaring with thankfulness the loving- kindness of the Lord. *' I passed through my three days' examinations with as much credit as I could reasonably expect, not having been able to read for the month previous to my examination,! and my little stock of strength having been expended in * Baron Pennefather became totally blind, but his wonderfully retentive memory enabled him to act as judge long after he had lost his sight. t It was always a marvel to his friends that he battled so successfully with the physical suffering which constantly impeded his studies at college, and not- withstanding which he was carried with credit through every examination. 1837] LETTERS FROM DUBLIN 59 nursing J., who was very ill. The Lord, in His mercy and great love, has long since seen fit to keep down my too worldly spirit by weakness of body, and I often think how much my little trials were needed to curb my thought- less enthusiasm. I was suffering under a heavy cold and headache during most of the time I was in the Hall; but I was not the worse, though I still feel weak and languid. *' How often do I repose on that one truth, ' God is love,* when all else seems incapable of affording me any stay. " Is it not wonderful, that with such love every moment vouchsafed to us, present things should weigh us down } It shames me to think that the bow of the covenant is not enough to support me during the passing clouds of time. * Teach me Thy love 1 ' * This is life eternal, to know Thee, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom Thou hast sent* " It is remarkable that the reason given why all the awful curses mentioned in Deut. xxviii. should come upon the children of Israel, is * because' (verse 47) ' thou servedst not the Lord thy God with joyfulness and with gladness of heart, for the abundance of all things.* Thankfulness and rejoicing should be the language of our hearts. Well may / cry, Oh for a heart to praise my God, A heart from sin set free.' How delightful will it be, when, burning with holy love, we shall utter our praises before the throne of God and the Lamb, with all the fervour of redeemed and eman- cipated spirits. Soon shall we see Him face to face, and be like Him, for we shall see Him as He is I ** Your account of the B.'s cottage and Rydal was very touching : perhaps I may yet see it, but I dare not look forward ; and sometimes I begin to think my love for the beauties of nature is almost gone; why, I cannot tell, except that I feel incapable of pleasurable excitement now. J^^SJ^JSSb't^'b'*'*^ -«s«ii>'5W»*. .■» ^■^^■■■,^-^j 7." \-^ *«*rf=iVsp,SES«SSr-o^'y*" 60 LETTERS FROM DUBLIN. [chap. I it. 1838.] LETTER FROM PORTSTEWART, 61 **The spring of life seems sometimes almost broken, but J know I should strive against this morbid feeling, as it warps and saps true piety, and keeps the soul in a sluggish and unhealthy state— ' awake, lute and harp; I myself will awake right early/ Tell dear Mrs. C. that though I have not read the work to which she refers, I may almost say with certainty that I should consider Mr. H.'s views of the sacrament (judging from what I know of his writings), very much wanting in the simplicity of Scrip- ture, and a great deal too High-Church to please me. Dr. S. thinks so, and he is one whose opinion may be trusted. "R. is to preach for Lady Harberton's Infant Schools next Sunday at St. Thomas' Church. Dear Lady H. is one who has given up all for Christ,— such a devoted spirit, a talented, singular, holy character, one who will shine gloriously in the kingdom of her Father. " W. P." The letters written duringr the next few years are so numerous that it is difficult to make a selec- tion. They all breathe the same intense love to God and man, the same aspirations after holiness, mingling with the incidents and interests of family life. We can only give a few of the shorter ones, and extracts from others. Many of the religious ques- tions of the day are touched upon, and there is frequent reference to labours of love carried out incidentally, as his college duties would allow. It was his custom to send letters of sympathy to those he knew or heard of as peculiarly tried in mind or circumstances; sometimes with, sometimes without the name of the writer. His mother, when visitinor a lady in deep mental depression, was once told of a very precious letter which had brought her great help and comfort, though to the name of the writer she had not the faintest clue. Mrs. Pennefather asked to see the letter, and at once recognised the handwriting of her youngest son. Early in 1S38 he paid a visit to the north of Ireland, and writes from " Portstewart, " February 22d. "My dear Frie-nd, ** You were right when you supposed Monellan a place just suited to me. I do not think there is any place where I feel so removed from the world, or enjoy so much of the calm refreshment of the Lord's pre- sence. ... " I went with dear M. over heath and bog to meet her poor women, who assemble in one another's houses to repeat verses of Scripture and be questioned on them. I wish you could have been with us. I know no greater spiritual enjoyment than is to be found in these classes. To poor and ignorant people I am sure it is a better mode of instruction than lectures. You get at the real state of their minds by questioning, and the necessity of learning the passage of Scripture by heart must make them in some measure acquainted with the Word of Truth. Certainly at these classes there is a great desire for in- struction, to which the mere fact of old women takino- the trouble to learn nine or ten verses by heart abundantly testifies. ... As you ask particularly about my health, I must confess that I have been very poorly; constant weakness, with pain, not acute, but wearing. It is a great drag upon me. Perhaps if I were more devoted, I should ; '^^^ff^igis (■■v-^'w'^™'®**^"^^ -»^*»J«»l«»«SSSSJ:aWi 62 LETTER FROM PORTSTEWART. [chap. hi. 1838.] LETTER FROM PORTSTEWART. 63 feel it less deadening to my spirit. Sometimes I fear I am sinfully anxious to be delivered from the body of this death ; sometimes I long to flee away and be at rest ! But is not Jesus my rest } * They that believe do enter into rest,' And is not this sufficient to make one sing under the pressure of suffering, and rejoice in tribu-' lation } ** It will be easy for us to be joyful in heaven, but we cannot there rejoice while partaking of the sufferings of Christ. We cannot there smile in grief, and see with the eyes of faith the form of the Son of Man treading the dark waves of trouble, and lighting up the foam with the radiance of His glory ! No ! there will be a sea there sufficiently resembling water to bring back the recollection of the waves of sorrow which our gracious Leader brought us safely through : but there will not even be a ripple ; it is one even, calm, molten surface, like glass — a mirror, as it were, reflecting the full radiance of the sun when he sinks in crimson glory. — * I saw as it were a sea of glass mingled with fire.' " I brought De Burgh's tracts * with me here, and have read them all. I like the spirit in which they are written very much (what he says of the Church better than what he says of the dispensations), but I am not prepared to follow him in all that he propounds. In fact, I do not see how things are to go on at all if he is correct. Is no Christian to follow what is called a secular employment } I have not studied the subject very deeply, but I think that if we endeavour to spiritualise our duties (I mean those wrongly called secular)^ and live in the world as those whose treasure is in heaven, we shall come nearer to the mind of Him who left us an example that we should tread in His steps. When Mr. B. touches on the prospects of the Church, I do feel inclined to join and • These tracts have been long out of print. The author's work on the Took of Revelation is better known. proclaim with him : * Lift up your hearts, ye drooping disciples, for His redemption draweth nigh. Behold He Cometh, go ye out to meet Him ! ' " Yes ! truly, I am aware that * Christ is not preached in His fulness,' far from it. In the first place, few fully preach His atonement (though Mr. B. rather implies this is done). Few exhibit the love, the Father's love, as manifested in the Son. * Behold, what manner of love the Father hath bestowed,' &c. We hear of Jesus dying ; do we hear much of the Father bestowing ? Who can make us see these things, comprehend this Love, this Atonement } ' When He, the Spirit of Truth, is come, He will guide you into all truth.' Is this preached } Oh ! beloved friend, can we say Atonement is fully preached > * Lo, these are parts of His ways, but how little a portion is known of Him ! ' "And then the life of Jesus is rarely taught — the out- shining of Divinity through the tabernacle of mortality ! the motive of all His actions, the daily path of trial which He walked ; His manhood, and yet His Godhead : then His death. His living again. His intercession, His re- appearing, His endless glory! But I cannot unfold what we do know, and still less point out what we do not know. *We know in part;' we get a glimpse of that glorious will by which God draws man to Himself, governs the worlds, rules principalities and powers ! But oh ! we shall behold His glory ! * Father, I will that they whom Thou hast given Me be with Me where I am.' "And then, is the Holy Spirit preached as the Guide of the Church — the Spirit, whose habitation we are, the present Intercessor in the Church, the Comforter, takino- of the things of Christ and showing them to us ? Our Saviour says, ' Herein is My Father glorified,' &c. What fruit can we bear } The fruit of the Spirit, is this fully declared > Dear friend, when I reflect that I know next to nothing of what ought to be preached, and when again I ^frjofc,., - •«,-,'^ >., a^-'f'tf-ifi-.io-.. "** --. 64 LETTER FROM DUBLIN, [chap. iit. 1839-] MARRIAGE OF HIS SISTER. 65 feel that I am not equal to exhibit even this comparative nothing, my heart faints, and I cry out, * Who is sufficient for these things ? ' "And then again, when I think how, by partial exhibi- tions of truth, we may do more harm than good, and by injudiciously and ignorantly setting forth God's dealings with man, we may only obscure the minds of our hearers instead of enlightening them, I am ready to tremble at what lies before me. " But thanks be to God, I have One beside me, who will uphold, and guide, and teach, and enlighten, and enable even me to do all things by His * strength made perfect in my weakness.' " The next is from Dublin — ^^ November 2%, 1838. " I have to tell you of the death of a dear, dear Christian in a wretched garret, in a back street behind the north side of this square. On this day week her happy spirit fled. Her history was briefly this : she and her husband were Roman Catholics, but, by what instrumentality I know not, were converted. They had two children. The husband about ten months ago died of consumption, and on a wretched bed on the floor he glorified his God in death. " His poor wife had been taken ill of the same com- plaint shortly before his death, and could not leave her bed, when he lay cold. She never left it : the disease made rapid progress. D. and J. visited her repeatedly. The Lord wonderfully supported her in great sufferings. R. was also constantly with her, and proved the means of sustain- ing and brightening her hope ; he was with her when she died. I went to see her about twelve o'clock each Sunday on my way from the college chapel (which begins so nice and early that it is generally over by that time), and I greatly enjoyed reading and talking to her. She seemed already to have commenced the eternal Sabbath, and when I spoke of the New Jerusalem and the glories which are above, she said, "Oh, is not that nice, to see Him face to face, to be with Him for ever and ever, that is the thing ! " She was a remarkable woman, with very dark eyes which shone with uncommon brightness. Her sensi- bilities were peculiarly acute. When unable to speak, she would point to a chair for me to rest, and seemed pained if she thought I was uncomfortable. When near her end I spoke of Jesus' love, she raised her emaciated hand, and looking up, smiled so sweetly, I could fancy that she even saw His beauty then. "I could say much more about her, but do not like colouring a death-bed scene, and were I to relate facts, in this case, they might seem like it. Death is in any case a solemn thing, and when we look on one dying, even when passing into the glory of God, we see the penalty of sin, though iniquity is pardoned and transgression purged away. Surely this makes the thought of our Lord's coming exceedingly sweet. Then will death indeed be 'swallowed up in victory ; ' ' we shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed, in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye.' " D. sends much love, and desires me to say she is not as High-Church as you suppose, though more so than she was last year. I am in stafu qiw^ loving our Church much, but wishing God speed to all who join with me in loving her Lord and Master. W. P." In the spring of 1839 Dora Pennefather was married to the Hon. Somerset Maxwell. Her brother remarks in announcing the event — "She leaves me alone, *the one red leaf, the last of its clan,' but I do not look forward, * the Lord will provide." ' 66 LETTER FROAf DUB UN. [CHAP. III. 1839.] IRISH SOCIETY. 67 The following letter was written about the same time : — « 5 Merrion Square South, Dublin, ^'May zrd, 1839. "My time has been greatly occupied. I have been attending on my father, reading to him, &c., and finishing my examinations, which terminated this day week very favourably. I came off well, though without honours ; I had not read for them, and did not expect to succeed, after my many hindrances, as well as I did. ... I also completed a short fragment of a hundred lines on the * Mutiny of the ** Bounty,'" which was the subject for the prize. The poem was limited to a hundred lines, which gave no scope to a subject teeming with interest, though not of a very poetic character. The prize will not be decided for two or three weeks ; I scarcely can expect it, as there are many candidates, and I wrote in great haste. I have to recount many mercies, the Lord wonderfully supporting me at the prospect of losing my dariing D. I can rejoice, and feel thankful at the happiness opening before her, which she receives in calm, thankful joy. ** Did it ever strike you that the forty days during which our Lord remained on earth after His resurrection, may represent to the believer what a life of Christian prosperity is to be ! I will not say, imagine the feelings of our Holy Lord, for they cannot be imagined, but how changed must have been the feelings of One, Who, having vanquished every temptation and every trial to which this world was subject, afterwards lived in it I As no tongue can tell the depth of His woe, so no tongue can tell the holiness of His joy, when He beheld life and immortality brought to light, where death and darkness had held undisputed sway; and yet there was a calmness in that joy which harmonised with the character of Him who was the Prince of Peace. " Rejoice then, believer, but rejoice with your Lord. Are you in sorrow ? Behold the Son of God, and see sorrow turned into joy. Are you in pain } Behold Jesus, once in the same body of pain, now saying, * Handle Me, and see that it is I Myself.' He knew no suffering then. Chris- tian ! believe that since thy Saviour s sorrows were turned into joy. His pains into pleasure, and thou art united to Him, so tky weeping may endure for a night, but joy shall i> come in the morning. The spiritual welfare of his country lay very near Mr. Pennefather's heart, and the Society which brought God's truth to the people in their native tongue had his special sympathy. He writes — ** Arley Cottage, Co. of Cavan, ^^ January 26ihf 1839. ** I had the pleasure of hearing Mr. Daly, some Sabbaths ago, preach at St. Peter's Church for the Irish Society. His sermon was exceedingly interesting ; and gloomy as are the prospects of this wretched country in most respects, the thought that, in the County of Kerry, there have been a few who have hazarded their lives for the truth's sake, have left Popery and joined themselves to the true Church, is like a gleam of sunshine in the midst of storm. " Thank God, such a gleam does exist ! Through the instrumentality of Irish preaching many individuals have been brought into marvellous light; they have formed them- selves into a body, and have petitioned the Irish Society that their minister may be permanently established amongst them. The Irish Society has consented ; funds have been, and are being, collected ; an Irish church is rising, and those poor, superstitious, ignorant crea- tures hear in their own tongue the wonderful works of God! " New members have been added to the Church, schools are being built, and there at least the Word of God seems to have free course and is glorified. Is it not interesting } 68 LETTERS FROM ARLEY COTTAGE. [chap. hi. I will try to get an accurate report of numbers and send it to you. ** Poor Ireland I when will her children own the Lord our Righteousness } Would that all Christians, feeling the awful responsibility of the thousands lying under the yoke of superstition and ignorance, would unite in prayer and in the diligent use of means which God has blessed, and in His strength strive to bring Gospel light into the regions of darkness and death. It is grievous that while the enemy is ravaging the fold, the flock is fighting for some particular portion of the green pastures in which God's people feed ! ** Satan is wise ; would that we were wise too, not forget- ting our Lord's command, * Be ye wise (not venomous) as serpents, and harmless as doves ' . . . . Perhaps you smile and think W. is getting ' High-Church,' but you know me too well ; I love the freedom of the Church of England, I love its Catholicity, I can think and feel, and talk and act without referring my standard and opinions to the dictates of an individual, but I dread, and trust I ever shall dread, every effort that is made to change the freedom of Church of England piety into the iron formality of mere cere- monial. ** Beloved friends, I trust my feelings will never expe- rience any change, save that which shall conform them more and more to the mind of the Spirit, and what a mind is His ! The imperfection of all systems makes one long indeed for that system which Christ shall establish ; a reign of righteousness, peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost." To one who had been giving way to much anxiety, he writes, Sep. i6th, 1839 — " Do, beloved friend, in such a case commit your cause to our Heavenly Father, and confide more in His unerring wisdom, His unfailing tenderness. f s;sSZ"»-"I Iffflw sp» i,i«./ir.<-vi!««';»s^.f'4«iSiK-»"~- * -*► f' *••%'*<*#«* 1839] LETTERS FROM ARLEY COTTAGE, 69 " Believe that nothing can happen, even to one of the inferior works of creation, without His cognizance, and surely, therefore, nothing to one whom He has purchased with the blood of His Son, and made a joint-heir with Him of never-ending glory ! I know what it is to be anxious, but, thank God, He has taught me, too, to hear Him say, * Peace be still ! * With the tender reproof of a friend I would say, * May the Lord of Peace Himself give you peace always, by all means/ You know some- thing of my thoughts about peace of mind. Oh, dear friend, this is what we should strive after. Be assured we are not legitimately working for the Lord, when we are working (even as it may seem in His service) in a restless spirit and with panting anxiety. " I do not hesitate to say we should sooner give up what we consider might be beneficial to the cause we have at heart, than execute it, with the loss of resting on our God. The longer I live, the more destructive do I feel * hyst * * to be, to the calm progress of the Divine life within us. We have not such command over our physical organisa- tion as to permit us with impunity, wilfully, to expose our poor minds to all the perturbations that may surround us. What then ? Are we to enter a convent or monastery to avoid the harassing effects of contact with society } No, surely ; but we must learn to balance mind and matter, social intercourse and retirement, active service, and calm meditation, public worship and private prayer, keeping such an equilibrium as to sustain our peace in all. True, we cannot entirely effect this in our present imper- fect state, but we should aim at it. May the God of Peace be with you ! " The Brethren (I call them such to please you, though I think it hardly fair to imply that other Christians are not brethren) are rather on the increase in C , and I * A family word, which he was constantly in the habit of using to express "undue worry," 70 FA THER MA THE W, [chap. iir. regret to say are agitating questions little conducive to edification. I honestly confess I see no safeguard against error in the system (for system it undoubtedly is) of Brethrenism. . . . But I will turn from the subject. I would rather talk about it when we can meet, and have a chat tite-h-tite. Blessed be God, you own me as a brother, though not belonging to that peculiar sect ; and though I often feel unworthy of the appellation, yet I may be thankful that you receive me as such." The following refers to the remarkable Temper- ance movement which took place in Ireland at this time, and so changed the habits of the people as to attract much attention in England as well as in Ireland — " Has the name of * Father Mathew,* a Cork priest, reached you ? He has produced no common sensation here. I believe it was about a year ago that he took up the cause of Temperance, and at first among his own congregation formed a Total Abstinence Society. I be- lieve his motives were good. He made the people * promfse, with the assistance of God, to keep from all spirituous liquors, &c., except ordered by a physician.' This they pronounced kneeling before him. He then made the figure of the cross over them, and they departed, cured, as they imagined, even of the desire for drink. For some time he has been an itinerant temperance advocate. The superstitious multitudes believe he can not only eradicate all love of whisky, but can cure diseases ; and they have flocked to him in thousands, and certainly many great drunkards have been 'cured.' '* He was at Clonmel lately for three days, during which time he enrolled, I believe, about 40,000 names. He stood upon a platform in the court-house from early dawn till midnight. From 300 to 400 were admitted at a time, and m^-^"'^^ • 1839] FATHER MAT HEW, 71 prostrating themselves before him, he pronounced the words, and they departed. " So extraordinary is the sensation produced, that it is confidently reported the distilleries will be closed, and that the only persons claiming admittance into the new poorhouse will be the publicans ! Barley has fallen con- siderably in price. Mathew makes them pay for a medal, which they receive from the parish priest according to his direction, so that the sum he has raised is calculated to be something prodigious. The medal has the figure of the Cross on one side, on the other the head of Father Mathew and the words * Total Abstinence Society.' During his stay in Clonmel, I heard from the common people that night and day the roads were thronged with people coming from a distance to him. " Some politicians are alarmed at it, as O'Connell has now declared himself in favour of the movement, and they march, with staves and green ribbons, in thousands. Just before the rebellion of '98 the people were all sober, and used to meet in organised bodies. However, my opinion is, that Father Mathew, besides really wishing the cause of temperance to prosper, is desirous of raising money for monasteries and chapels, which they are intent on locating in every place of any consequence in Ireland. " I am writing on St. Patrick's Day — a day peculiarly linked with you and my beloved S. in my mind, for she wrote an account of your going to the Irish Society Meeting (which is always held on this day) when you were in Ireland. 5he always used to wear a shamrock on St. Patrick's Day (as almost all the poor people do), in honour of her country, and the last shamrock she ever wore I gave her. You may imagine it brings a melancholy tide of thought upon my mind, yet I can also say, a blessed sense of her unspeakable peace. "As Irishmen say that a shamrock never grows on English ground, I send you a bit. From early dawn ■?%»»* RS •*» -T~s ,A-.,J-A.*„jfcsa.j»g It 11- 72 LETTERS FROM DUBLIN, [chap. III. 1839-] LETTERS FROM PORTSTEWART 73 women with baskets go about the towns crying, * Sham- rocks, green shamrocks I ' How melancholy anniversaries are, don't you think so ? . . . . "I must not end this letter without saying that St. Patrick's Day — generally a day of drunkenness — has this year been celebrated by numerous processions of teeto- talers with flags, banners, scarfs, and bands of music. They are called now Mathewites. The day was very favourable for anything of the kind. Certainly the movement is very extraordinary; sonie fear the most awful results, as it is another proof that the priests, by a single veto, can make the people do anything. " w. p;' The following is evidently in reply to some ex- pression of opinion which he considered narrow : — " I know how difficult it is to rise from the hazy atmo- sphere of preconceived opinions, and to breathe the free air of the religion of the gospel. Alas ! I know too well what it is to narrow my view to some speck of truth, or some single error, instead of standing on the Mount of Pisgah, and viewing the whole of the journey through the wilderness at once ; and then, as it were, seeing the valleys, the mountains, and the rivers of the heavenly Canaan laid out before the eye. " Thus must God's attributes be viewed. We must take no attribute alone — * Mercy and truth have met together, righteousness and peace have kissed each other.' Thus must God's dealings be viewed. We must mark their bearing, not decide on them too hastily; they will look deformed if only inspected from one side. " So with God's providettce. The formation of the uni- verse and the forces which govern it. in fact, everything connected with Deity, must be viewed with eyes that can see each part as belonging to a whole. " And so with Christ's religion ; it, too, must be looked at from high ground, you must take a wide range. It is no narrowing of the mind into some confined spot, but it is the transforming us into the image of God, it is making us like Him; and the more unbiassed and extended our views become, the more we shall be conformed to His image. W. P." Aeain he writes from Portstewart — ** I was talking to-day to a dear friend, one of God's holy children, Mr. C.'s late butler, a man who has lived with him ever since we knew him ; he has now by numerous providential circumstances become keeper of the Inn at Portstewart; so refined, so devoted a man I never saw in his rank of life. He will not open his house on Sundays, or take out a spirit-licence. Portstewart is beautifully situated on a rocky shore, very healthy, eight miles from the Giant's Causeway and in the neighbourhood of Dunluce; and now it contains a most comfortable and rising Inn, kept by this most devoted saint. Often have I felt when I saw that man attending at dinner, that I ought to have been ministering to hivi^ rather than see him waiting upon me. His very countenance beams calm and spiritual piety. Such a character in such a situation is not often met with. He has regular family prayer. I hope he may succeed. His wife is a good woman, too, and his only aim is to glorify his God, and meet his expenses ; already he has experienced severe trial for refusing gentlemen calling on Sundays for wine, &c., but he is gentle and firm, and thinks when his principles are known that he will not meet the reproach he now does. " I believe I have mentioned to you the church which is in process of building at Ventry, and the desire of the poor people to have Mr. Moriarty, who can preach in Irish, resident among them. The church wants funds ; if you can collect money for it send it to A. Kerry is *.1l^,SS*B.*-^-*"'' ^ -■^ft«i«^6CS**^8t*2& ^ -^&^^^W^0^sf^M- 74 LETTERS FROM PORTSTEWART. [chap. iir. 1839] LETTERS TO HIS COUSINS. 75 indeed thirsting after God. Mr. Moriarty has preached in many places with great success, and at the funeral of his father, who had in his later years renounced the errors of popery, he addressed a great crowd of people for the first time, in Irish, in a churchyard at the foot of the lofty mountain of Brandon, which precipitously frowns above the roaring waves cf the Atlantic; here hundreds heard the glad tidings of a Saviour's love in their own tongue. " The village of Ventry is on the sea-coast. A remark- able circumstance occurred there lately, which has pro- videntially favoured the spread of truth. A number of poor fishermen in that place entirely support themselves and their families by their nets. The Roman Catholics got permission from their priest to go fishing on a Sabbath-day; they toiled that day, and on till the afternoon of Monday without success. A Protestant boat's crew went out on Monday, and caught a multi- tude of fish, which were brought to land with great rejoicing. A Roman Catholic fisherwoman was waiting for her own boat, and on seeing it return empty and the Protestant fishermen coming in laden, her wrath burst out in words to the following effect, — *I gave the priest ten shillings for leave to fish, and as much for blessing the boat, but never a halfpenny of mine shall he get again.' This circumstance has made a wonderful impression in the village." We may add a few more extracts from letters to his cousins, belonging to this year — *' I have just come in from Miss J.'s, and brought such exquisite flowers, — they look as if they might have flourished in some heavenly clime. I have left them with darling J. and now hasten to send you a few words of love. . . . "Miss J. gave me quite a scolding because I do not read Sir Walter Scott's works, and also because I do not intend to go abroad before I settle down as a minister. I told her I would not leave my mother until I should be able to go forth and tell dying sinners of Christ and Kis salvation. This seemed to surprise her greatly — and as to books, — I know I do not manage my time as well as I might, but I cannot get through nearly all the books I desire to read, so, even putting religious feeling out of the question, I am not likely to read novels. How delightful will it be when our minds shall be so strength- ened and purified, that we shall receive with perfect ease all the knowledge which we are now vainly endeavouring to acquire with such toil and restless anxiety. The power of grasping much that is now unattainable, the insight into character, the full enjoyment of intercourse with one another, are among my bright imaginations of the future state. . . . But oh! that we may now seek to *know Him and the power of His resurrection and the fellowship of His sufferings 1 * '* ^'July2ird, 1839. "I have had some enjoyable reading, and was rather glad of the wet weather. ... I like W. much. There is no great talent or originality of thought in what he says^ but in his prayers there is such genuine simplicity and such true breathing of the soul to God, as is surely in the sight of Him who seeth not as man seeth * of great price.* " Mr. C. is very fond of music, and we often have hymns. He is delighted with G.'s tunes, but I can scarcely play them without tears, when I think of the history of the composer. . . . We are fearfully and wonderfully made, and how keen the suffering where the workmanship is exquisite! The Lord does lead His children through deep waters ; and I think tmexpressed feelings and conflicts, that cannot be told in words, are often the deepest through which a soul can pass. Our ^^^^^T^^^ 76 LETTER TO HIS COUSINS. [chap. III. sensibilities are so manifold, and the channels through which these sensibilities are acted upon by the external world are so numerous, that we are constantly touched and wounded and made to shrink. There is no peace for a sensitive nature until the soul is anchored on God, and finds peace in Hifn who gave up His own peace, that He might restore it to those who had not thought it worth the keeping. These remarks are for yourself. Some might call them mere sentiment. . . . " The longer I live the more I feel the importance of main- taining din even temperament of soul, not drooping and not elated — activity without hurry, enjoyment without tumul- tuous excitement, love of solitude without morbid feeling, &c., but, alas ! I am far from having attained to it. I heard Mr. G. preach an interesting sermon on Sunday morning. There was not much of the Gospel message, but a true view of the blessings of holiness, and an earnest panting after them. ... I heard him again in the evening. The tone was simple and holy, but he seemed to take it too much for granted that all baptized persons are really justified. His manner is deeply serious, and his mind very interesting. I have just received your precious letters. Truly * I thank my God upon every remembrance of you.* ' m ( 77 ) CHAPTER IV. 1839- 1840. Spiritual Destitution in Connemara — Visit to Roundstone— Prepara- tions for building a church there — Return to College— Diffi- culties at Roundstone — Second visit to Connemara and to the Islands of Arran — Various letters — Illness of his Sister — Letters from Edinburgh — Return to Dublin — Poem written by one of the Roundstone flock. TT was in the summer of 1839 that Mr. Penne- father's mind was directed to an object of in- terest, which for several years after occupied much of his time and energy; and which, while it cost him many anxieties and disappointments, was to cause eventually **many thanksgivings unto God." His brother John had gone on a fishing expedi- tion to the West of Ireland, and had spent some time in the wilds of Connemara. On his return home, when relating his various adventures and experiences, he was eagerly questioned by his brother William as to the religious state of the people in the tract of country through which he had passed. In answer to these inquiries, he expressed his belief that along a great stretch of that wild western coast no Protestant place of worship could II '^0^irif»mmsssf.i 78 VISIT TO CONNEMARA, [chap. IV. rnvKm Ei h Mt I lb I* ! < be found. He spoke particularly of one spot called Roundstone, where a little flock of Protestants existed, but in great ignorance, without church or pastor, adding that he had heard they would be delighted to welcome a minister. Such tidings could not be a matter of indifference to one whose soul was burning with desire for the salvation of sinners. The long vacation had be- gun ; William had some time at his disposal, and he set himself, with characteristic determination, to collect all needful information respecting the neigh- bourhood of Roundstone. Having ascertained the names of the landowners and principal resident farmers, and discovered also that the Protestant families, who were partly Presbyterians and partly members of the Church of England, were willing to unite themselves under a minister of either denomin- ation, he determined to pay them a visit, and see for himself. Though his health was still very frail, no difficulties or distance could be allowed to stand in the way, and the following letter describes, in his own words, his first journey to Connemara : — " Knockeevan, ^*' September T th^ iZy^, " I have much of interest and of the Lord's goodness to relate, which will cause you to thank Him for all His dealings with me. I left Dublin on Friday night, the 30th, upon the top of the Mail, which was full inside, and I had a trying journey owing to the incessant rain. We changed guards about half-way from Dublin, and when daylight came, I was struck by the interesting appearance of the 1 1839I VISIT TO CONNEMARA. 79 man we had taken up. He was tall and handsome, and on entering into conversation with him, I found him a very earnest Christian ; he sat on the luggage to converse with me, and I knelt on the seat, to change my position and be nearer to him. He refreshed me greatly with an account of God's dealings with him, and the peace which he enjoyed in his own soul. He has three children, and a wife who helps him forward in his heavenly race. I felt quite as if I had met a friend, and when we parted at Galway, it was with grateful feelings at having met by the way. " There were a few gleams of sunshine as the Mail skirted the shores of the bay and entered the old town, which Inglis describes as bearing a Spanish appearance. From Galway to Roundstone is a distance of forty Irish miles. The peasantry along the way interested me ; the women all wear scarlet woollen petticoats, and talk Irish with all the vivacity and rapidity for which that language is famous. The road lies rather near the shore of Lough Corrib, which stretches without apparent boundary to the right, while on all sides the wild rocks and scanty patches of wood, and the hills rising in the distance, make a remarkable though bleak picture. The stage car pro- ceeded slowly, and I indulged my silent propensities for some time, and committed my cares and anxieties into the hands of Him who has never forsaken me. I found my only companion on the car also going to Roundstone, and he was exceedingly interesting, from the intelligence of his conversation and the information he was able to give me of the people and country. The evening light was fading in the sky when we left the high road and wound round the head of Ballinahinch Lake, whose dark wooded islands and old castle and craggy heights were just discernible. This lake was the most picturesque of the many which I passed during the day. *' Connemara abounds both in * bays of the sea,' as its I *! .■\ - "■^mu'^a.M^- 'I i So VISIT TO CONNEMARA. [chap IV. name denotes, and also in lakes inland. Its wild, unculti- vated moors are broken in their stretching barrenness by the sudden rising of some pinnacled hill, or rocky crag, or towering mountain, at whose feet the dark lakes and tarns lie nestling. I felt as if nothing reigned here but the wild eagle, shooting from its castle-like crag, and the waterfall which leaped down the black sides of the precipitous mountains. ** I found Mr. R. a very intelligent, well-informed Scotchman, but I had been travelling twenty-four hours and was glad of rest. The next morning was Sunday. It was stormy and rainy, and Mr. R. was not sure of my coming, so had not announced it, and the congrega- tion was small, partly hindered also by the severity of the day ; but the order, the attention, the love which seemed to exist between the members of the little flock, and their apparent interest in the service, made it deeply interesting to me. It is a singular fact that when Mr. R. was urged by the Presbyterian minister of Galway to apply to Scot- land for a minister, he answered, 'We are such a small band, it would be a pity to divide us, and perhaps the Churchmen would not attend.* He will subscribe largely to our little church, and will superintend the building, and, in the meantime, will himself conduct a service. " I commenced with the Confession, and, while reading the Psalms, Lessons, and Litany, longed for some loved Christian friend to share my happy thoughts ; but I blessed God that, though a stranger in this wild spot, * the barbarous people showed me no little kindness.' The singing was really good. I then prayed that the Lord would look down and behold our condition and visit us with His favour, raising up a pastor to guide, and giving us a temple where the voice of prayer and praise might be heard. I felt refreshed and as if the Lord had heard our prayer. We then sang again, and I spoke for about half an hour on Nehemiah vi. 3. r 1839-] VISIT TO CONNEMARA. 81 "We met again in the evening, when I spoke on Nehemiah ix. 16, 17. After the service I gave them the books I had brought ; I told them they were to be a little memorial of my coming among them. "The next day I visited some of the people, among whom were an old gentleman and his daughter ; he put an envelope into my hand containing a few stanzas,* as a * memorial * to me of my visit, and took me to see a very interesting young woman who has been confined to her bed for four years. Brought up a Roman Catholic, she was hired by an English lady who invited her in to family prayer, where her mind was awakened ; she became anxious for instruction, and determined to go to church. She did so, and the next day, as she was going to fetch water from the well, she was waylaid and beaten so violently that she has never since been able to leave her bed; yet she blesses God for her heavy chastisement, prays for her enemies, and says her happiest hours have been spent on that sick-bed. " I left Roundstone in the afternoon, and went to Mr. M.'s at Ballinahinch, to meet the mail car in the morning, which passes near his house. He lives in imi- tation of the old princes of Connemara, his house without an avenue in the midst of heath and rocks. He was kind, and said he would lend his assistance and encour- agement to the work at Roundstone. I left next morn- ing in a gig of Mr. M.*s to meet the Mail, and as we were passing over a dark river on a bridge, the parapet of which was broken down, I said to the servant, * This is a dangerous spot.* At that moment the horse reared, the shafts were smashed, the gig upset, and we were nearly precipitated into the river below, but the Lord saved us — indeed, we were not hurt. After all I was in time for the mail car, and had a prosperous but rather uninteresting journey to Dublin. These verses are givpn at the end of this chapter. F !i; \ I :,| '* u COLLECTING MONEY, [chap. IV. II I I " On arriving in town I had an interview with the secretary of the Additional Curates' Fund Society, Mr. A. J. He was interested in my plan, but said that they were not in the habit of granting money to rectors for paying additional curates, where the rector did not reside, and Mr. T. lives in Dublin. He advised me to raise money for an endowment, and then have the nomination in my own power. I think the Ecclesiastical Commissioners may perhaps assist me ; if not, I must raise the sum of £ 1600. ^- ^• The work of collecting money, from which he had naturally a most sensitive shrinking, now began, and seemed to belong to him all his life as an allotted service. It was one which brought him into much communion with God, and much experience of His faithfulness to His trusting people. While diligent in the use of all reason- able means for collecting funds, he strongly ob- jected to a style of appeal which seemed, as he said, " to make God's cause a beggar at the world's footstool ! " ** My Father owns the wealth of the universe," was his answer to the apprehensions of unbelief; and that Father manifestly honoured the faith of His child, though often testing it by a variety of trials. On the present occasion we find many allusions to discouragements and *' wet blankets," very painful to a young beginner, but much thankfulness also, both to God and man, for cheering kindness and liberality. One feature which always characterised his col- zn'x'T^ .mttJdF* 1839-] DIVINITY LECTURES, «3 lections, an exceeding value for the contributions of the poor, was not wanting in the early days of Roundstone. He writes — " Knockeevan, ^' October loth, 1839. " Your account of dear Maria Rigg * melted my heart. Thank her many, many times, and her dear aunt for their precious pennies, and remind them of ' the cup of cold water given to a disciple,' which our Saviour looks upon as given to Himself. Your mention of Maria having, for twenty years, sought the Lord's teaching from His sacred Word five times a day, humbles me indeed. I feel it truly a blessing to be acquainted with such a dear child of God. " How beautifully ripe she seems for glory. Your account of the little child made me melancholy, yet why should it, when I remember the Good Shepherd carrieth the lambs in His bosom ; may she feel that He cherishes and watches over her with tender care." For some months things looked hopeful, and Roundstone was the subject of unceasing prayer, while many a plan was devised for its future benefit. Towards the close of 1839 he writes — " I am now attending Dr. O'Brien's interesting Divinity Lectures. They are highly useful and profitable. Our class is large, a hundred and thirteen attend. I have com- menced Hebrew, and shall attend the Lectures on that language, also Dr. Singer's Lectures, which are very in- structive : not dry criticisms on Scripture, but a devout searching into its meaning. He is Assistant Divinity Lecturer. These studies, you may imagine, keep me very busy. " Thank you many times for all your exertions about * A poor old woman in KendaL I 84 DIFFICUL TIES AT RO UNDSTONE. [chap. IV. Roundstone. I have had an interesting letter from the Bishop, which most likely will relieve my friends and my- self from begging, at least for the endowment of the church. He has liberally offered, not only to pay a curate at Roundstone (and I hear from Dr. O'Brien that the person named is a good man), but also another in some other part of the Union. He adds that he thinks the Ecclesiastical Commissioners will help considerably with the church. If all this is effected, the efforts of my kind friends will not be much longer needed. However, I intend to go on raising money, that, in case he is not able to carry out what he proposes, I may still have sufficient to endow the church. Miss D. has just sent me such a large sum ! ^33, 3s. Miss L., too, has been most kind. I am very anxious about the little library I am trying to establish at Roundstone. . . . Mr. B. is an excellent man, but his preaching seemed to me too declamatory and verbose, wanting in arrangement and calm handling of the subject.'* But the work was not to be so easy, or the way so smooth, as at first appeared. In the early months of 1840 we find that letters sent to Round- stone were not answered, and no direct information could be obtained. We extract from a letter written at this time— ** I was greatly distressed, especially as I heard by report that the Synod of Ulster had sent a Presbyterian minister to the place, and were about to build a chapel ; and that this minister and the curate appointed by the Bishop did not agree, and were not working in harmony ! At length, wearied with hearing nothing but casual reports, I wrote to Ballinahinch, begging Mrs. M. to send me a few lines. She did so, saying that they did not now expect any help from the Bishop for the furtherance of my object, »#^r!i«H Jull4J » '*il -JKyz-rXT. 3P3?F-^ 1840.] DIFFICULTIES AT ROUNDSTONE, 85 and that the foundation of the new Presbyterian chapel was to be laid on the 3rd of April. I was greatly per- plexed, and as Dr. O'Brien was ill, I could not consult him, so I determined to write to Mr. S. and enclose the letter, which spoke for itself. Mr. S. quite agrees with me that it will be better to give iimn place. Surely the land is large enough to hold us, and so many localities are thirsting for the glad tidings of the Gospel of Peace. I shall be greatly obliged for your help, when I am ready to acquaint those friends who have contributed with my plans, but I shall do nothing until I have visited the place." In the next letter we find further arrangements for carrying out this thought of going as soon as possible to Roundstone. '' April it^ih.iZifi, "D. seems to have been greatly refreshed and com- forted in London by Mr. G.'s sermons. She thinks he is the best preacher she ever heard, and says he is a little in Mr. Cleaver's style ; but I say no one could come up to him ; he moves in a region above this lower world, I saw his heavenly countenance the other day, and it did me good. He invited me to Delgany, but I cannot go. The little flock in the west prevents my going, where I should otherwise be strongly tempted to run for a fortnight, even to dear Westmoreland. **I am distressed about Roundstone, but not *cast down ; ' I agree with you, in what you say about opposi- tion ; I only go, because I think it is right to visit the place; my subscribers, too, might think me otherwise wanting in zeal. Now, for my plans. My examination days are, Thursday, April 30th, and Friday, May ist. I propose to leave town that same Friday night, as I wish to spend a Sunday at Roundstone, and I am greatly hurried. I desire if possible to go from Roundstone to Sligo, and from thence I(l If; 11 86 JOURNEY TO ROUNDSTONE, [chap. iv. to Strabane. I must be in town on the 17th, when my Divinity Lectures begin, and the journey to Sligo may not be practicable, in which case, I should remain with Mr. M. at Ballinahinch Castle a few days longer." Then follows a detailed account of the journey to Roundstone — ** Ballinahinch Castle, ''May Sth, 1840. "According to my promise, I sit down to give you some details about the last few days. " I left Dublin on Friday night ; the dewy mists, which we have had lately, made it cold, and I was delighted to find myself drawing near to Galvvay after more than eleven hours outside the coach. The good guard I wrote of before got on the coach at Moat, so I had the pleasure of renewing my acquaintance with him, and having some pleasant conversation. I left Galway at 12.30, and have seldom, if ever, felt the heat of the sun more intense than when, without any shelter, we traversed the wild region of country from Galway to this place. I arrived about 8 o'clock. When I left Galway a gentleman got up on the mail car, who appeared to be a clergyman. I found he knew accurately all about Roundstone and all my perplexities. It was a great cheer to me to talk to him. By a curious coincidence, before he got on the car I had been thinking what I should do regarding Roundstone, and had chalked out a plan which I thought might answer ; and in the course of conversation he suggested the very same idea, namely, that I should pitch my little tabernacle on one of the islands of Arran. There is an Irish reader there who has been a great blessing to the place, and both Roman Catholics and Protestants are anxious about religion. "There are about eighty Protestants, and the Irish Island Society are proposing to pay a minister there. 1840.] VISIT TO ROUNDSTONE. 87- k Great Arran contains a good harbour and excellent pas- turage. It is about twenty-four miles from Roundstone, situated amid the wild waves of the Atlantic. " I still see difficulty in the way, but I think this is the 'square stone!* on which I will plant my little church. Mr. West, the curate of Roundstone, promises to use all his influence with the Bishop. "And now I must turn to a painful subject — " I rode to Roundstone on Sunday on Miss M.*s pony ; and went to the house where I had preached, but, alas ! the flock was scattered ; there were only fourteen present. The Presbyterians were carrying on their service in another room, and a bitter spirit had rent the body. " However, I got leave to meet all together, and after a little difficulty and hesitation in some quarters, we assembled at 6 o'clock in the Presbyterian room. Some were present who had not met for a long time, and between whom unpleasant feelings existed. I preached on Ephesians iv. 4-6, and to my joy Mrs.- and Mr. shook hands when the service was over. I trust the Lord's presence was among us. To me it was a great pleasure, though the occasion which led to it was a painful one. Discordant feeling had risen to a melancholy pitch. Both parties were in the wrong ; both were injudicious. Mr. , though anxious for the welfare of the people, and desirous to honour his Master, is very weak, low-spirited, and ready to take offence." The satisfactory and permanent effect of this peace-making visit reminds us of the memorial sketch already quoted. His friend says — "It would hardly be giving a fair portrait of him in these early years not to mention the power he even then exercised over others — a kind of gentle force, by which he seemed able to lead them to do as he wished, in a way ISLAND OF ARRAN. [chap. IV, 1840.] ISLAND OF ARRAN. 89 III •ti II which I never remember to have observed in any one else. We used to smile at and enjoy what we called his 'gift of rule! Was it not the foreshadowing of that force and power which came forth in after years, to the admiration of so many, ever connected as it was with such kindness and consideration for all." Another letter gives some particulars of the same visit to Connemara — " I visited the poor girl who was so injured for becom- ing a Protestant, and found her in a happy state, but very suffering. A lady had given me a pound for her, and I found that she had been three days without any- thing to eat or drink, but a piece of bread and cold water. Poor creature, she seemed overpowered with gratitude. " The scenery here is very uncommon and very inter- esting, at some parts beautiful, and I have taken several sketches. ** I was up early on Monday morning, hoping to be soon off; but our large and unpunctual party did not assemble till nearly nine o'clock, and it was almost ten when we set sail, with a fair, fresh wind. I was very ill (of course), but we had a quick passage of three hours and ten minutes, and landed at Port Murray, the nearest port on the Galway side. As I crawled up the sandy bank I descried a pleasant-looking school-house, which was a great cheer to my heart, and on reaching it found it was built by the Island Society. There was a nice school- master teaching a few children and some adults. His name is Hogan ; he seems a real Christian, and a very interesting man, a convert from Romanism, — the means of his conversion the Irish Scriptures. But he speaks English remarkably well, as indeed do most of the inhabi- tants of Arran and Connemara, though Irish is their ver- jaacular tongue, and the language of their hearts. " We saw a great deal of Hogan during our two days* visiting on the Island, and everything we saw raised him in our estimation. He is clever, unassuming, and most zealous, with a very holy mind. He has suffered bitter persecution for the truth's sake." The letter goes on to give an interesting descrip- tion of the island itself, with its geographical and geological peculiarities, and many touching details of visits among its inhabitants, but too long for insertion. The party slept at a small farmhouse •'where there were two tolerably clean beds," and returned to Galway on the evening of the second day. Mr. Pennefather proceeded at once to lay his difficulties and proposed plan before the Bishop, and writing from Tuam says — "I have just spent an hour with the Bishop. He was very civil, wanted me to stay the night, and invited me at any time I came to Connemara, to make Tuam my way. He told me he had not the least objection to my building a church at Arran, and would wish it erected immediately, adding that he would consecrate it in the summer. " With reference to the minister he said he thought it could easily be managed by the Irish Island Society and the Curates' Fund ; so I think I will, if I can arrange matters with Mr. D., the proprietor of Arran, com- mence immediately, and leave the appointment of a minister to the Lord's guidance. I ought to be thankful that things have progressed even so far, and I must only pray and hope for the remainder, but sometimes I am faithless and desponding." It may be well to mention here, though we are somewhat anticipating, that these plans for the 90 NEW PLANS FOR ROUNDSTONE. [chap. IV. I i! Ill Island of Arran were not accomplished. There was much correspondence, and many hopes and fears. Difficulties arose with regard to the pur- chase of land, and it seemed possible that the existing school-rooms might be made available for such services as would be carried on, the Protestant population being as yet small. Mr. Pennefather, not to be baffled in a scheme deliberately and prayerfully undertaken, again turned his thoughts to Roundstone. We should rather say his hopes, for that wild spot had never lost its place in his heart. We find continual reference to it in writing to different friends. " Got up early and thought and prayed about my little flock at Roundstone.*' " How my heart goes after those few sheep in the wilderness ! " " Do you remember to pray for Roundstone ? " and many similar allusions. His visit and efforts had not been in vain, and the aspect of things had become more peaceable and encouraeinof. In a letter which we introduce here, though of somewhat later date, we find the following : — " You will be glad to hear that Roundstone has lately got a minister who, from what I can hear, is likely to be a real blessing to the place ; and as there are difficulties about placing a church in Arran, the people having a school-house and seeming hardly ripe for more, I am thinking now of commencing the church at Roundstone. Will you pray for me and for it ? ** It has been an anxious business, but I hope will prove \h 1840.] IRISH ISLANDS. 91 h a rich blessing. Do you ever think of the Irish Islands ? There are afflicted, persecuted, yet noble followers of the Lamb there. A few days since I had one of the natives of Arran with me, one who has been persecuted nearly to death for the religion of Jesus. He has been in Dublin for some time preparing to teach the glad tidings of salvation in the Island of Innismurray, where the people have neither priest nor Protestant pastor. He is a man of a holy, humble spirit. I saw him the day he left; we knelt together in prayer that God would prosper his work, keep him in His faith and fear, and bless him abundantly. " He is one who was himself bound in the chains of sin and superstition. How we need to pray for such humble labourers ! . . . Tell Mr. I hope he prays, too, for a weak brother, who is soon to stand up as an ambassador for Christ, a dispenser of the truth ! Surely the place is holy ground. Oh I that I may ever go forth in the strength of the Lord, making mention of His righteous- ness, and of His only ! " We return to the intervening months, and give a few short extracts on various subjects. " My beloved Friend, " As I have lately been considering the work and offices of the Eternal Spirit, I have prayed that you might fully partake of and enjoy the glorious results of that blessed work. I think we often lose sight of the peculiarity of the present dispensation. We do not suffi- ciently consider the exalted position of believers, and are too apt to look upon the happiness of those who walked and lived with our Lord, when on earth, in contrast with our dispensation, to the disparagement of the latter; yet, if we reflect, we shall have to acknowledge the glorious truth that our position is more favourable to spirituality. ii 92 LETTERS FROM DUBLIN, [chap, ir I™' f and therefore more blessed. Was Christ a Comforter to His disciples when on earth? We have * another Com- forter.' Did He speak of the things which belonged to their peace ? We have One who will bring all things to our remembrance, whatsoever He hath said. Did He pray for them ? We have Him, not interceding as an afflicted man on earth, but as a glorified High Priest above, and we have the Eternal Spirit to *walk in us, and dwell in us,' and to intercede for us here b^low. "We have a glorious communication thrown open for us between earth and heaven, we have the Spirit of wisdom, joy, and love, willing to abide with us for ever ; we have Him to unfold the glories of a Saviour's love, and to exalt us to the place where Christ is gone before. Oh blessed thoughts ! May we ever, as we live in the Spirit, walk in the Spirit." « Trinity College, 184a " My Missionary Lecture has not yet been delivered, but it will take place on Wednesday. Some divinity examina- tions interfered with the previous arrangements. "Yesterday D. and I went to hear Robert M'Ghee, at Harold's Cross church. He is preaching upon the Creed, and yesterday his text was i John i. 3, in con- nection with the 'Holy Catholic Church and the Com- munion of Saints,' which he made explanatory of each other. The subject was splendid. He showed that the Communion of Saints is the sense of union with believers in virtue of union with Jesus, that it is feeling consciously united to that glorious company who have passed into the heavens, to the worshipping thousands who are still on earth, and to those who yet shall enter into the family of the redeemed. Not mere church fellowship nor union of creeds, but unity of soul. With reference to this deeply- interesting subject, I heard dear Mr. Irwin preach beauti- fully upon Hebrews xii. 18-24, drawing attention strikingly 1840.] LETTERS FROM KNOCKEEVAN, 93 to the actual possession into which the reception of the Gospel introduces the sinner. All things become his, things present and things to come, and therefore it can be said with truth, * ye are come,' &c. '* I wish I could show you St. Peter's school ; I teach there every Wednesday for about an hour. It is an ad- mirable school, the information of the children is quite extraordinary. It sometimes puzzles me to find suitable questions for them. There is a danger in teaching such children, lest one should be so occupied with their heads as to exclude their hearts. But I must end. '' W. P." ** Knockeevan, " October 22nd, "Dr. O'Brien is a great invalid, and I fear he will not be able to lecture next term, which will be a great loss to us divinity students. I have been reading Mrs. S.'s Psalter, and like the interpretation of the Hebrew titles extremely. ** The Psalms have ever been to me an unfailing spring of living water ; — when wearied they have refreshed me ; in sickness they have almost restored me ; in joy they have given me words to express my thankfulness; in sorrow they have been a channel in which my grief flowed, leading me away from myself to * behold and see if there was ever sorrow like unto His sorrow.* " Like Jerusalem, situated in the centre of the world and the joy of the whole earth, that heavenly city which shall yet be established in the beauty of holiness, they lie, as it were, in the very heart of the Word of God, and seem to me as the fairest spot in that land which floweth with milk and honey ; they are at once the soul of the Old Testament and the sun of the New, the index of the mind of Him who is the glory of the Invisible God, and the sympathising Friend and Companion of His people." U I' i li - » 94 LETTER FROM DUBLIN. [CHAP. nr. ii " Dublin (the exact date does not appear). " I did not tell you that I went to meet Mr. ; the dear man was to drink tea with Miss P., and she asked me to join them. Some of * the Brethren * were there and four or five members of the Church of England. We read I Thess. V. and had some general conversation; then Mr. spoke, unfolding the love of God and the conse- quent privileges and duties of believers. It was animating and practical. We had the hymn, * Head of the Church triumphant,' and prayer. Then he spoke on his own particular views, more strongly than I had heard him do before. ** I love him dearly, but must think these views, in many respects, very erroneous. Mr. B. and I had some nice conversation in a quiet corner ; we spoke on the neglect both among individuals and churches of the due exalta- tion of the Holy Ghost. The personality of the Blessed Spirit is not sufficiently considered. I think, too, there is a danger with some oi forcing growth too much in young believers. Should we not remember our dear Lord's words which may be applied to such forcings when He spoke of the seed which * sprang up immediately,* and * immediately withered away.' Well, the Lord is accom- plishing His purposes in the midst of all the confusion that is around. May we be kept daily by His power, continually advancing in holiness, made meet for that inheritance which has been purchased for us by the blood of Jesus ! ** You ask me what I think of the Oxford Tracts. As far as I know their peculiarities, they seem to me at variance with the Word of God, and contrary to the true teaching of the Church of England ; so think more learned men than I, Dr. O'Brien, Dr. Singer, &c. But they are not spreading in Ireland. We see too much of what real Popery is to countenance anything which seems to tread in its steps. I cannot understand how those who hold 1840.] ILLNESS OF HIS SISTER. 95 such views can remain in the position of Dissenters (for such they surely are) from the Romish Church.'* Again, about the same time — " I have been thinking of Arnside, and our happy walk there, but truly do I rejoice that you say I am brought to your mind, not only by hill and dale, poetry and music, classic learning and mere earthly associations. . . . " You well knew my mind, beloved friend, when you said I would value much more being linked with scenes where Christ is named, where His kingdom is spoken of, where His children talk of His glory ! I am thankful that then and there you remember me. God grant that I may ever share your holiest thoughts, and come into your mind when heaven is the subject of your contemplation. . . . "Yes! I remember the person you mention, who was at Maria Rigg's, and seemed refreshed by our meeting. Such seasons are indeed eternal, * like circles widening round upon a clear blue river,' their effects know no termination. Should not such a thought make us diligent to lay up treasure * where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt.' » >» But amid all these varied interests and labours a weight of sorrow was resting on his heart. His only remaining sister, Mrs. Maxwell, had fallen into very delicate health shortly after her marriage, and during the months that had followed, her own suf- ferings and the anxiety of those who loved her were continually on the increase. The effects of illness telling on the nervous system took the form of intense mental depression, and she, who had been the messenger of peace and sunshine to others, lost all joy in life and all hope of salvation. fl VISIT TO EDINBURGH. [chap. IV. It would be impossible to give a faithful record of her brothers life without alluding to this, the abiding grief of so many years, the unceasing sub- ject of so many prayers. His affectionate anxiety for her, and deep sympathy with her beloved husband, ever seemed to weave a thread of sadness into the happiest moments of his life. Though light occasionally broke in, the gleams were transient; and none but those who knew the sorrow could realise the joyful thanksgiving of many hearts when the cloud was eventually lifted, and the bright spirit completely emancipated before the call came, "to enter into the joy of her Lord." It was in the spring of 1840, on his return from the visit to Connemara and Arran already described, that Mr. Pennefather was unexpectedly called upon to accompany his mother to England to meet her invalid daughter. The friends, whose faithful love always abounded in acts of kindness to himself and his family, had received her into their house, and from thence the whole party went to Scotland for further medical advice. This will account for the date of the following letter — ** Edinburgh, ^^yune iithj 1840. " Here we are, in this city which I dreamt of in child- hood, and in riper years panted to behold ! . , . . But, oh ! what changes have passed over us, and with what a sad heart have I entered it now ! ** My darling mother is wonderfully well after the long journey. I took an inside place in the coach, that she 1840] JOURNEY TO EDINBURGH, 97 might sleep on my shoulder, which she did. We had a splendid night, and though we could not see much, the valley of the Esk was most beautiful. As we wound up the high ground above Kendal, how smilingly did the valley lie beneath us, a valley now so dear to my heart ! I looked at Kentmere, at the Ambleside mountains, Whit- barrow, Morecambe Bay, and the beautiful vale of the Kent, and felt as though Westmoreland were the place of my birth. We were delighted with Penrith. The mountains around the head of Ullswater were blue as the heavens to which they towered, and Helvellyn and Saddleback brought crowds of recollections to my mind. At Carlisle we found a letter to say that the dear tra- vellers had pressed on; and when we arrived here I found that D. had borne the journey better than I expected. After a little rest and breakfast, I went out to see the city in the early morning. It was about five o'clock when I reached the summit of Arthur's Seat. The view was splendid. The city had not yet awakened from its still- ness. In solitary grandeur, like a presiding spirit, the old and gallant Castle towered on high, and Holyrood Palace, lying wrapped in the mantle of the past, slum- bered at my feet. I think Edinburgh very grand, but the Hill, which is to imitate the Areopagus and the ancient structures of Greece, seems to me a melancholy specimen of human folly, and tends considerably to mar the effect which Edinburgh undoubtedly produces. I read and prayed at the top of Salisbury Crag: all was still, only a few white sails flitted over the Firth, and I was 'delightfully alone.' ' »> And again, in a later letter — " Yesterday evening I was again on the Calton Hill ; most of the city towards the east was wrapped in gloom. The colossal rock, with the old Castle surmounting it, looked as though presiding in silence over the city, and G W 98 RETURN TO DUBLIN, [chap. IV. 1840.] MEMORIAL LINES FROM ROUNDSTONE. 99 'W twilight shed its sombre influence over the whole scene ; when the sun, as though just taking a farewell glance at us, looked forth from a wreath of dark clouds. In a moment a kind of golden light shot across the Firth, the old but- tresses of the Castle caught the glow, and the gloomy vapour, which hovered over the city, was changed into a mantle of glory." After a week spent in Edinburgh, he returned alone to Dublin for college lectures, leaving his sister somewhat improved. " 5 Merrion Square, Dublin, " jfuTU iZtkj 1840. " Here I am, thank God, after a very severe passage of thirty-three hours. I was very ill and suffered greatly, but I feel wonderfully well this morning. I have, of course, missed my lecture of yesterday, but I trust I shall not lose my term, — indeed, I am almost sure I shall not. The country from Edinburgh to Glasgow is unin- teresting. We remained at Greenock nearly an hour, but of course I could not judge of the beauty of the Clyde, as it blew hard, and at times rained in torrents. In 13ubHn Bay, though still blowing fresh, the sun shone forth, and the Wicklow mountains looked beautiful." This power of enjoying external beauty, even under the most unlikely circumstances, went with him to the end of his days. " September 2ndy 1839. On the Proposed Building of the Church at Roundstone. (Written by a Member of the little Congregation,) "Amidst the wilds of Erin's Isle, A feeble flock were left to stray ; No pastor cheered them with his smile, Within no temple's sacred aisle Could these poor wanderers pray ! ** There, mountains form a barrier rude O'er which few care to roam; And seldom travellers dare intrude Where wretchedness and famine brood, Midst rocks and billows' foam. "At length a pitying stranger came, Inspired with holy love. Blest be that gentle Christian's name ! Blest He who gave the sacred flame — Our heavenly Friend above ! **No longer feeble, faint, and i^yr^ Without^a home or guide ; God's courts shall soon our strength renew, A kind and faithful pastor too His mercy shall provide. " But he, through whom these gifts are sent, Oh ! may his path be bright ; In Jesu's name still eloquent, Willing to spend and still be spent, Be his * a shining light ! ' " Memorials * of his visit here Our grateful hearts shall prize ; And when our temple's walls appear, Within its courts, deep and sincere, Shall prayer for him arise ! " • Books distributed by Mr. Pennefather on his first visit to Roundstone. Wl m t 5 % / 5* 1 1 i ' i ( 100 ) CHAPTER V 1840-1841. Takes his degree— Divinity course— Proposed curacy at Ballymacush —Letters— Increased delicacy of health— Journey to Cromore— Family trials— Reopening of Bethesda Chapel, Dublin— Spiritual conflicts— Leaves Knockeevan — Various letters — Tour for the Irish Islands — Death of a cousin— Ordination at Durham— First sermon at Levens— Preaches at Bethesda— Enters on his curacy — Letters. TN 1840 Mr. Pennefather took his Bachelors •*• Degree,* and entered on the last year of his divinity course. He says, in writing to a friend — "I have much to study this last year— Church History, Church Government, Biblical History, Biblical Interpreta- tion and manuscripts, Internal Evidence, &c. I know you will pray for me." In the course of the summer a proposal was very unexpectedly made to him respecting a future sphere of ministerial labour. Arley Cottage, where he had often visited his brother-in-law, on the banks of Loch Sheelan, in the County of Cavan, was situated in the parish of Ballymacugh, and the rector of that parish suggested to Mr. Maxwell that Mr. • He sometimes regretted that in his busy life he had never "found time" to take his Master's Degree. 1840.] PROSPECT OF A CURACY, lOI Pennefather, when ordained, should act as his curate, though without stipend (which he was unable to provide), and reside at Arley Cottage. Writing from the Cottage he thus speaks of the proposal — "Such a plan never once crossed my mind, I never sought or desired it. I see some advantages, and I also see that, as I am to receive no stipend, no other person is likely to accept the curacy, and the population of 900 Protestants, schools, &c., would remain neglected. There are, however, objections which I clearly sec : — 1st. That as I shall be obliged to live in this house, there being no other (or if there were, I could not live in it as I am to receive no pay), I shall not be at the same liberty to pursue my course of mental discipline, and my daily routine of parish duties, as if I were totally alone. 2nd. That the comforts here may be adverse to my growth in grace. If ever I formed for a moment any dream of ministerial labour, it was in such a place as Arran, a complete missionary field. It has, however, been the prevailing feeling of my mind that while my prospect of working as a minister was distant, I should be careful neither as to the place where I should be located, nor the duties which might devolve upon me. Now, however, since my lot has been in some measure defined, I seem to see something of the vastness of the work. Oh, what is it to watch for souls as one that must give account ! To warn the unruly, comfort the feeble-minded, support the weak, give to every man spiritually as he needeth I I am some- times greatly oppressed with the sense of responsibility, and pray that if the present plan be not for the glory of God, the good of souls, and my own advancement in grace, something may occur to prevent it. I have said 3 '• i 1*1 n III loa fl LETTER FROM ARLEY COTTAGE, [chap. v. 1840.] UNION FOR PR A YER. loj P - II ^ P- ' « « to the Lord, * Here am I, send me/ and I have always felt that He would open a way for me, I did not much care where" To his English friends, who congratulated him on this prospect, he writes — Arley Cottage, " A iigust 2 1 j/, 1 840. I smiled, in reading your letter, when I came to the part which spoke of my residence here. You think that my future parishioners are refined and cultivated people ! There are but two or three families in the parish in the rank of gentlemen, almost all the rest are poor and indi- gent. Were you to see the misery and filth and pigs which I have to visit, you would indeed be surprised. "When visiting Maria Rigg, I have been amused at your apologies about the room not being * tidied up ; ' here I have gone to visit a poor woman, and found pigs feed- ing on the floor ! — I don't say this to make you pity me, but only to show you that in point of dirt and wildness of people, one part of Ireland is to an English eye pretty much the same as another. There are exceptions to the ordinary state of things, but an Irish clergyman will always meet among some of his parishioners dirt and wretched- ness, such as Englishmen never witness. " The church here is nearly deserted ; the children, though intelligent, are very ignorant, and the people for the most part asleep. . . . Have you ever seen a very nice tract, called * General Union for private prayer.' * It is simply giving eight heads for prayer, to be made use of by individuals, separately, in all parts of the world, on every Saturday between seven and eight o'clock in the morning, if convenient. It is by Mr. Dallas, an English clergyman, a most delightful person. I have used it for some time with pleasure and profit ; I will send you one, * This was one of the first associations for united prayer, now so common. and ask you to join. The subjects for prayer are a^ follows : — ** 1st. For an abundant gift of the Holy Spirit and of His gracious influences. " 2nd. For the purity and unity of the Church of Christ. " 3rd. For the Queen and all in authority under her, and for a blessing on our country. "4th. That God would raise up in great numbers fit persons to serve in the sacred ministry. " 5th. That a blessing may accompany the ministration^ of the Word of God, in order that it may have free course and be glorified. "6th. For the propagation of the gospel among the- heathen. " 7th. For the fulfilment of God's promises to His ancient people. " 8th. For a special blessing upon all the members of the Union. " I feel it oftentimes peculiarly delightful to think that there is a glorious band of worshippers pleading before the Lord, week after week, for these heavenly blessings, and I cannot but feel it as one of those many preparations which seem to mark the approach of His advent. ** I hear Mr. Dallas's parish is most beautiful — he is one who looks forward with great animation to Christ's appearing. The Lord has wonderfully answered his prayers for his people. " More and more I feel prayer to be our only resource. Prospects are so dark, sin so abounding, the love of many >vaxing cold ; but I know He is Almighty. The Eternal Spirit is interceding with groanings which cannot be uttered. The eternal world opens brightly to our view, and, no longer shackled with the trammels of time and sense, we breathe the air of eternity, and rejoice in the resources of the great * I Am.' Pray for me, that I may labour, not as in the sight of man but God, that I may .1 if ro4 DELICACY OF HEALTH, [chap. v. 1840.] LETTER FROM DUBLm, 105 III ft! H Is ! e'-'s -t li '•ik be supported under ministerial discouragements and dis- appointments, and be kept humble under encouraging evidence of success. I feel sometimes well-nigh over- whelmed with the prospect which opens before me ; and again I feel that help is laid upon One who is mighty, and therefore I should not be cast down. " I have a great deal to do at present, and am trying to learn Irish, which I hope to prosecute during the summer, as I don't intend to go in for Dr. O'Brien's Divinity Premium in November. W. P." Before the close of the summer returning symp- toms of illness caused anxiety to his friends, and he was persuaded to consult an eminent physician, who recommended a sojourn on the Continent, which, however, he felt to be impracticable. The following letter refers to this proposal : — ^' "Merrion Square, ^''August ijih (probably), 184a " I must say that your most thoughtful and kind pro- posal about a tour was very like you. I think it not tinlikely I may go next year for a short time, but I do not look forward. The Pyrenees or the Alps would answer the purpose ; and oh I what joy to me, if I were to go, to have you both for my travelling companions ! Should my health be restored previous to that time, I would relinquish the idea,* or, at any rate, many things might occur to pre- vent it. " Dr. S. advised me to travel with friends ; he did not think me able to travel abroad alone, and he said that in Ir.y present state of health I should be certainly quite un- ft for clerical duty, even if I were ready to be ordained. " This is just the way things stand. I am, thank God, * His health improved, and he was ordaiaed without further delay. better than I was some time ago, my cough is less trouble- some, and the weakness and pain in my back not so 'distressing; often, indeed, I say to myself how much better am I than I deserve to be I Mr. is still in London, his movements are always very uncertain. I long to see him, he is very dear to my heart. I like him much the best of any of his little community that I have met, he bas so much of that spirit which should really fill the heart of a Christian * brother.' Oh I for more of it, that we may open wide the arms of love, and embrace, as our beloved Lord was wont to do, all who are willing to come within them to be pressed to our bosom. "Are we not one.^ We speak the same language, we bear the same image, we have the same 'name,' are clothed in the same garments, adopted by the same Parent, ani- mated by the same Spirit, united to the same Father's throne, because united to the same Redeemer ; shall we then refuse to own one another because we are not in the same regimental uniform, though we are soldiers of the same Captain, engaged in the same warfare, and shall partake of the same victory ? " Oh no ! let not Satan be able to say that among his troops he finds unity, while the soldiers of the Cross are hewing each other down I Yet I quite agree with you, that we should never have fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness under pretext of being * all things to all men.* " I heard to-day from Mr. G. that he was going to Levens, and I shall trouble him with this and a copy of my verses,* which I should have sent sooner, but really they are paltry things, and I know you will be disap- pointed, if you will only have the boldness to say so ! There are more prize poems than one, so I was not the only successful one. I do not believe they are ever printed, except, perhaps, in very particular cases. They * A Poem which had just gained the prize. !• io6 TIMES OF TRIAL, [chap. v. must be shorty that is a necessary qualification, if not the principal one. There are one or two allusions which I daresay your classical mind can supply. The bearer ot this letter is a very humble, holy Christian, whose acquaint- ance I greatly value. You ask about my ministerial work. I have had but little lately ; at Knockeevan I shall have Sunday evening services at the steward's house as usual. I enjoy it much ; it is all extempore — Lecture and prayer. Bear me in mind before God, I am very weak and need every prop. W. P." But this year was not to close without still heavier clouds. Family trials appear to have accumulated during the autumn months, and the sympathies of one who lived but to minister, and to sacrifice himself in the service of others, were drawn upon to a painful extent. Very weak in health, and pressed almost ** above measure," his own unceasing prayer to be " altogether purified " was receiving the Father's answer, though the frail vessel seemed, as he said himself, "ready to perish" under the Refiner's hand. We make a few brief extracts from letters written at this time — " How little do we know what is before us ; instead oi being in Dublin to-morrow, as I supposed, I expect to be setting out with D. on a tedious journey to Cromore. We are passing through bitter trial, but, thank God, I feel Him to be * a present help in time of trouble.' Were I not sensible of His Presence, I could not for a moment go on. All is so dark, but by His light I walk through darkness And yet sometimes I feel past feeling, as if nothing would move me. Do you know what that is } I should think not. A cold, frozen, paralyzed state, in which you move through scenes of bitterness like an automaton ! To Him 1840.] RE-OPENING OF BETHESDA CHURCH, 107 who 'turneth the shadow of death into the morning* I commend you." And again — " I have been bitterly tried in the trials of others ; but perhaps the Lord has more completely taught me my foolishness and nothingness." And after various matters of detail, the letter ends with these words — " But enough. We shall be holy ! " Late in the autumn we find him for a short time in Dublin ; and an account of the re-opening of Bethesda Church, so dear to many hearts, may be interesting — ** Knockeevan, ^^ December 2ydf 1840. "Last Sunday week dear M. A. D. and I went to Bethesda in the evening. It was the opening of the new chapel ; the former one was burned down upon the awful night of the great storm in January 1839. It is now rebuilt upon a larger and more commodious scale. Bethesda is the * St. John's Chapel, Bedford Row,' * of Dublin — a 'house of mercy,' where the glad tidings of the Gospel were proclaimed with power when much dark- ness lay around. Here the faithful Mr. Mathias, for many years, amid much persecution and contumely, raised the banner of the cross, and sheltered within the fold many a trembling disciple of the lowly Jesus. " Mr. John Gregg, of Trinity Church, preached in the morning the opening sermon, and Mr. Krause, the appointed chaplain, in the evening. He was lately curate of Cavan, and a great friend of 'the good Lady Farnham.* * The well-known church where Richard Cecil, Daniel Wilson, the Hon. and Rev. B. W. Noel, and others, laboured so successfully. f io8 LETTER FROM KNOCKEEVAN, [chap. V. 1841] PROSPECT OF ORDINATION, T09 !^ \ ■f i I If * " He was once an officer, and echoed the shout of victory on the plains of Waterloo ; he became afterwards Private Secretary to the late Lord Farnham, and comparatively late in life entered the ministry of the Church. " His sermon was deeply interesting (2 Cor. iv. i), upon the dignity and fulness of the Christian ministry, ordained by God, fragrant with blessings to man, deeply fraught with responsibilities both to pastor and flock. The sermon was /o me peculiarly interesting; I could not help realising what my feelings would be in a similar situa- tion ; and oh ! how fearfully near my entrance into the ministry sometimes seems. I think my sense of its awful responsibility daily increases. I almost shrink at the sanctity of the office, and at the thought of the neces- sary qualification * rightly to fulfil the same.' Yet cannot Jehovah make the weak things of this world to confound the mighty ? Cannot He clothe me in armour suited to the battle } If I am not arrayed in the burnished steel that secures man's admiration, yet, relying on the God of Israel, I can go forth without many (if any) human weapons, and slay the enemy who opposes my way continually. W. P.' u We close the year 1840 with one more extract from a letter, written from Knockeevan. "Knockeevan, ^^ December 2<:)th^ iZ^o " I ought to have written sooner, but when my mind is battling with a flood of unholiness and * torrents of temp- tation,' I cannot bear to commune with absent friends. Such hours are best spent alone. I wish only to be a reflector of the rays from the Celestial City to your soul. Oh! that the Sun of Righteousness might cause me continually to shine with a borrowed light. The year is fast closing upon me, a year of darkness, yet with some gleams of light, a year of mercies, yet of unnumbered transgressions. " I advance to the threshold of the opening year with trembling footsteps. * O God, uphold my goings in Thy paths that my footsteps slip not 1 ' The way before me is strewed with responsibihties; my weakness, my sinfulness, need no comment. Yet can I look up and say, * O God, my Lord, Thou hast covered my head in the day of battle.* ** May this coming year unfold to you and your beloved husband more and more of the treasures of God's Word, of the sweetness of the throne of grace, of the glory of fellowship with the Father and with His Son Jesus Christ ! When I seem to be forgetful, remember my infirmities. God, He knows my foolishness, and my sins are not hid from Him, may He subdue my iniquities and cast my sins into the depths of the sea. W. P." The year 1841 opened upon Mr. Pennefather as the one in which he hoped and expected to be set apart for the ministry of the Gospel of Christ. To one so nervously and spiritually sensitive, the consciousness both of privilege and responsibility was intense, and his whole correspondence at this time indicates the struggle through which he was passing. Early in January we find him leaving his country home, as he said, for the last time — ** 5 Merrion Square, South, " January iiM, 1841. ** I was obliged to come to town on business, and a sore trial it was to leave my darling mother ; she could not but remember that I was parting from Knockeevan as my home for ever, and it wrung her soul. It was indeed bitter to see her thus cast down, but thanks be to God, He helped us ; and when we were brought low. He no LETTERS FROM DUBLIN, [chap. v. 1841.] LETTERS FROM DUBLIN. Ill 1- shone upon our souls, and she was comforted by mutual prayer. I often thought of dear Henry Martyn, who left all for Christ. What a bitter pang it was to him and what is it to him now } We have been reading Chalmers (3rd Volume) on the Romans. Like all his other writings, it is grand panoramic painting, with most minute delineation. One is almost exhausted with endeavouring to see with his eyes and understand with his mind. ** I went to Fethard Church last Sunday-week by myself. It was Sacrament Sunday, my last. In the evening I had my last sermon in the steward's house, I had the servants and my dear mother. It was a very solemn time. How many opportunities had I neglected ! My subject was chiefly in connection with the New Year. I did not like to review my little ministry, lest my dear mother should have found it too painful. I spoke of eternity approaching, and those subjects which ordinarily suggest themselves at such seasons. " I could not but feel, as each day brought me nearer to my journey, the importance of that ministerial work which will, in all probability, devolve upon me ere this year closes. I had to put up all my possessions, and this too was very painful to my mother. I had a most intensely cold journey, and have been laid up in conse- quence, but, thank God, am quite convalescent to-day. M. A. D., who is ever a friend in need, has been most kind during my little illness. She has been attending Mr. Krause's ministry with the greatest delight. I go on Thursday to Newtownbarry. D. is, I think, better. I am delighted that Mr. Dallas* Union for Prayer is spread- ing. Prayer is the golden pipe through which the oil of the Spirit flows into the Church." In another letter soon after he says — ** I must tell you of my journey to Woodfield. As we approached Ferns on Friday, we met and passed many gentlemen on horseback. There was a look of anxiety and distress on every countenance. Alas ! they were about to attend the inquest on the body of Mr. B., who on the previous afternoon, close to his own house and within a short distance of the spot where his labourers were working, was murdered by * some person or persons unknown.' He was on horseback, and the report was so loud that many of the men thought it was a blast. The intended murder was well known by the inhabitants of the place, some of whom, on seeing Mr. B. enter the field where it was to take place, moved away to a distance, that they might prove they were not present. He was a Protestant, but a Liberal in politics ; he employed a great number of workmen, about 180 daily. ** The supposed cause is that he proposed to eject some tenants for non-payment of rent; but it is merely the working of that awful fire kindled by the Jesuits in this unhappy country. We live in fearful times ! We met S. and R. just at the town of Ferns looking painfully shocked and anxious. But I need say no more on so terrible a subject. The everlasting arms are around us.* n A little later he writes from Dublin — " It is singular that I had been thinking a great deal lately upon the Christian conflict, and also on the subject of fasting, so that your sketch of Mr. M*Neile's able sermon quite fitted in with my meditations. I had even written last week a sermon on that wonderful text, * We wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities and powers,' &c. The subject is one which has long occupied my mind, but I had never written upon it until now. I perfectly agree with Mr. M'Neile's view of fast- ing. It is a means of grace which God blesses ; it should be done in secret ; it should be accompanied with much m I-! |! tl I l« t. 1 } : I'M 112 LETTERS FROM DUBLIN, [chap. v. prayer ; it should be pressed only upon those who are living members of Christ's Body. ... It is often singu- larly blessed as a means *to the pulling down of strong- holds/ to the subduing of lusts, to the ' mortifying of our members which are upon the earth.' And I cannot but think that the power of the evil one is just now more than ever manifest. Oh ! how he afflicts my soul ! May God deliver me from the grasp of Satan, and bring me into the glorious liberty of His children. " But, as I have often said, I do not wish to speak of the conflicts which I have with the great enemy of my soul, for after all they would perhaps be more severe if I were more faithful. * I am poor, and miserable, and blind, and naked;' but rather let me sound forth His praises, who can make *the worm Jacob to thresh the mountains/ who can enable the sinner to be more than conqueror, who can present us 'faultless before the presence of His Father with exceeding joy.* "I have been greatly interested in attending the two first lectures of our Irish professor. At last our college has fulfilled one of the chief purposes for which Her Gracious Majesty, Queen Elizabeth, founded it, and for which King James patronised it; the cultivation of the Iris/t language, to enable the people of Ireland to hear in their own tongue the wonderful works of God. Centuries have been looking forward to this event. A gentleman of fortune and great learning bequeathed a property of £(iO0O per annum for the endowment of a Professorship of Irish, and for the collection of Irish manuscripts; but that intention was frustrated; some legal informalities were proved in the will, and the property passed away. The celebrated mathematician Leibnitz left it on record, that he considered an accurate knowledge of the European languages could not be acquired without a knowledge of the Celtic, and that Irish was the purest Celtic extant. Sir R. Bacon added his distinguished name 1840.] LOVE OF MUSIC. "3 to the encouragement of our beautiful language. And Luyd, the eminent Welsh philologist, declared that an accurate knowledge of Welsh could not be acquired with- out understanding the Irish tongue. But the acquirement of Irish is chiefly urged upon divinity students as the great lever, whereby to raise the mind of the Irish people to the things of God. So deeply impressed was Bishop Bedell with the importance of causing all the people of Ireland to hear the gospel in their own tongue, that he commenced the study, at the advanced age of fifty-nine, and acquired such an accurate knowledge of it, that he translated the Scriptures into Irish ; and though he lived in the troublous times of the great rebellion, so respected was he even by his bitterest foes that Roman Catholics followed him to his grave, and the rebels, when his body was committed to the dust, fired a salute." Again he writes to a friend — ** I am delighted to hear you speak so enthusiastically on the subject of Handel ; you praised ' Comfort ye,' even enough for me ! I remember once in particular hearing that sung in the College chapel, and it seemed as though I could almost realise the heaven and earth passing away, and that amidst the wreck of elements, the Arch- angel, standing in the sun, cried aloud to the long-afflicted Church, * Comfort ye, comfort ye my people ; cry unto her that her warfare is accomplished, that her iniquity is pardoned ; ' and then it almost seemed as if I beheld the rude fragments of the universe moulded into the new creation, every valley exalted, and every mountain and hill made low." * * His passionate love of music could be little indulged in after days, but it was always ready to be called forth. It was told of him that once when preaching in a church where the music was very faulty, he fixed his eyes on the choir with such a reproachful gaze that the singing ceased at once, to the great consternation of the congregation, H \ \l A 114 MISSIONS TO THE HE A THEN, [chap. v. 1 841.] IRISH ISLAND SOCIETY, "5 % m During the course of Mr. Pennefather's college life, we meet with frequent allusions to a topic which always held a prominent place in his mind — the subject of missions to the heathen. We find him speaking more than once at a little meeting, "where six of us divinity students meet at eight o'clock in the morning, to consider the most pro- bable means of exciting a missionary spirit among ourselves and our fellow-students." And again, "We have had a deeply interesting time. Two of the six are, I believe, going forth to labour among the heathen." In another place he speaks of an address published by order of the committee of the Church Missionary Society, drawn up by himself and two other students. Again he says, " Two of our little company spoke powerfully of our Lord's coming as the earnest desire of the Church, and ere that blessed season arrive, the Gospel must be preached as a witness in all nations." He had evidendy considered very seriously, as has perhaps been the case at some time or other with most ardent Christians, whether he was called to offer himself for the foreign field ; and we find him saying, in answer to a friend, " You need not at present fear my going out as a missionary ; what may occur in the future I cannot say, but now I feel Ireland is the land where my lot is cast." Having come to the decision that Ireland was to be his present sphere of labour, we find him in the short vacation before his ordination offering himself to the Irish Island Society, to make a tour of inspec- tion among their missions on the western coast. Writing after this journey, he says — " It was on Monday evening I returned from my short tour of inspection of the Island Society's schools, off the coast. I have been in wild and remote regions, which, with respect to their inhabitants, in language, appearance, costume, religion, &c., are as different from the midland counties of Ireland as a foreign country. How little do even Irish people know of many districts, both in the north, west, and south, shut out by chains of mountains from intercourse and contact with the rest of the world. I often thought how surprised you would have been had you seen me, sometimes wandering alone through bleak, desolate defiles, sometimes along the broken shores of the Atlantic, and sometimes seated in the huts of the poor, wild inhabitants. " The waves were rolling in upon the shore splendidly, but I felt sad, thinking of the President* Alas ! I fear she has perished amid the waters, never to be heard of till * the sea shall give up her dead.* " I trust the tour was of use to myself, for how ignorant I am of the wants of my poor country! I am glad, too, to be employed in active work just at this time. It was curious that you should have been admiring the cliffs of Cheddar just when I was standing on the promontory of Horn Head, and glancing down at the awful abyss below. I have often stood on the cliffs of the Giant's Causeway, and wondered at the splendour of the scene, but the cliffs at the Horn are much more wonderful. As I lay on the top, gazing upon the waters sweeping in with one unbroken tide from the continent of America, a splendid eagle, shoot- ing from beneath, soared over my head, and waving its * Written just at the time when that noble vessel was missing. f h . ii6 PLANS FOR ORDTNA TION. [chap. v. mJghty pinions in the air, at length ah'ghted in one of the ravines at my side, so near that I watched it pluming its feathers and preparing to mount again. But my letter must close; I had not intended to describe Horn Head." It was Mr. Pennefather's earnest desire to be ordained in England. He had been confirmed by the Bishop of Chester (Dr. Sumner, afterwards Archbishop of Canterbury), and he determined that, if possible, the same devoted servant of God should admit him to the work of the ministry. His divinity course would be closed at the end of June, and an ordination to be held by the Bishop of Chester at Durham was announced for the month of July. He made up his mind to take advantaee of it, and for that purpose applied for letters dimissory from the Bishop of Kilmore, in whose diocese the parish of Ballymacugh was situated. Various diffi- culties arose, but were eventually surmounted. The following letter was written at the time : — ^^May2tist^ 1841. *' My mind has been in a very anxious state for some time, as my purposed ordination at Durham, and my settlement at Arley Cottage, were nearly all overturned. It was only this that kept me silent, as I could scarcely write without mentioning the difficulties and anxieties which beset my path. However, thank God, they are all smooth now. The Bishop justly objected to ordain me to a curacy where I should not be paid. But he is now satisfied, and will not, I think, make any more difficulties. Indeed, nothing could be kinder than he was, and now, if I pass my college divinity examinations (June 25 and 26), 1841.] DEATH OF A COUSIN. 117 there will be nothing further in my way, except a slighter ordination-examination at Kilmore. (Then after detail- ing plans, &c.) And now, in the thought of spending some little time beneath your roof, my earnest desire and prayer is, that I may come in the ' fulness of the blessing of the Gospel of Christ* " Pray, beloved friends, that our intercourse may be Jtofy, our conversation in heaven, and that our mutual enjoy- ment of one another's society may be for the Lord's glory, and for the advancement of His cause in the world. Believers in Christ are often selfish ; they think they are walking holily and profitably with one another, when they are only pleasing themselves. Do they not often wish to meet more for the pleasure to be enjoyed than for the impulses that may be given to God's cause in the world ? Is Christ's glory or their own gratification uppermost? Remember that He ' pleased not Himself! "* The plan here alluded to was set aside by another call to the house of mourning. Mr. Penne- father passed his examinations, and took his divinity testimonium at the close of June, proposing then to spend a little time with his old tutor at Levens and his friends at Sizergh, but such was not his Father's will. A few months before, he had attended the dying bed of one young cousin, and now he was detained in Dublin by the fatal illness of another. After speaking of the sad scene of sorrow (his cousin was stricken down by malignant fever, and died in his arms), he says—" How much have I had to teach me not to form plans.'* He left Dublin only in time to go direct to 'iiiliiiMiiiiviiiii'iiii Ii8 ORDINA TION A T DURHAM. [chap. v. I84I.] ORDINATION AT DURHAM, 119 M Durham, from whence he wrote to the sister of him who had just been taken to glory — " My darling M , " I cannot leave Durham without letting you know that amidst thoughts and feelings of no common kind, you and your dear afflicted charge* were not for- gotten by me. Yesterday, when at the ordination at eight o'clock in the morning, I received from the good Bishop the * authority to execute the office of a deacon/ the prayers of many, many kind friends were ascending for me, and He that answereth prayer heard them. The peace of God reigned in my heart, and oh ! how thankful should I be that God vouchsafed in that hour to 'restore unto me the joy of His salvation, and to uphold me with His free Spirit.* . Nothing can exceed the kindness, the marked kindness, of the dear Bishop to me. He has all that I can return to him, my fervent prayers. The ordination services were over a little after nine o'clock. We then had breakfast in the University (fifty-two of us). The University is a most interesting building, and har- monises with the magnificent cathedral, which is quite contiguous. The students were absent, as this is vacation time, and we took their place. Meals were served daily in the hall for the candidates for Orders, and some of them had rooms there during the examination. At ten o'clock we went to morning service ; the singing is very good, the voices exquisite, but there is a want of tenors. I hear their best tenor is absent, they have a beautiful counter-tenor; we had the last chorus in the Messiah for anthem. " The Bishop asked me to dinner : he is a most pleasing man, gentle yet dignified. At four o'clock we had after- noon service, and then coffee with the Bishop ; then evening service in the beautiful chapel in the cathedral, * The widow of his departed cousin, herself laid down in fever. which the good Bishop has fitted up for evening service, without chanting. The choir sang the evening hymn and a Psalm ; it was beautiful ; and the Bishop preached on I Thess. iii. 6-Z, "The only drawback I have had is that the organ is being tuned, and there is no afternoon service in the cathedral except on Sunday. I do love cathedral worship, but I could muse in solitude around the walls, and feel that my God ' dwelleth not in temples made with hands.' May my heart be His dwelling-place, my body His temple ! "The situation of the cathedral cannot be surpassed. It stands over a winding and thickly-wooded river, from the opposite side of which the massive yet beautiful towers of the cathedral rise above majestic trees, ash, oak, and elm. The cathedral is of Norman architecture, the roof supported by pillars of surprising magnitude, but it is so lofty that they do not appear heavy. It is more grand than beautiful, more colossal than elegant. I prefer Gothic architecture, but none grow more upon you than Norman and Saxon. I could live within its walls, and now it is wound round my heart with most peculiar sympathies. " Do I make you smile at my enthusiasm > I believe I have never passed through a season of deeper feeling. I can scarcely believe I am ordained, so long have I been looking forward to it, yet so suddenly has it come. I feel, however, that God has blessed me, and I am thankful. May He keep me and preserve me unto His heavenly kingdom. But, darling, don't think that while surrounded by such new scenes and circumstances, I am dead to the trials which you are passing through. Ah! no, but why should I tell you my feelings > Jesus feels for you, pleads for you, loves you ; let us think of Ilim, talk of Him, and our poor selves will not occupy much of our thoughts. May the God of all comfort bless and keep you. 120 FIRST SERMON AT LE VENS. [chap. y. 1841.] VARIOUS SERMONS. 121 V- .' " The memory of dear John (her brother) is precious to me. I had no idea I loved him so much, but he had got m a surprising manner greatly attached to me, and I should have been worse than I am had not my heart been drawn out to him. He took a wonderful interest in my exammations, &c. I am thankful we had that little time of sympathy together, we shall meet with joy as brothers beloved in the Lord. Sometimes we are -iven to feel that blessed Home unspeakably near; the river which separates us from the celestial Canaan seems but a narrow line, and the hills and valleys of Paradise stand forth m all the distinctness of reality. Then we seem to see the throne of God and the Lamb, surrounded by the great multitudes whom no man can number, and girt about with the glorious rainbow, in sight like unto an emerald." Mr. Pennefather preached his first sermon at Levens, where loving hearers listened with special interest ; and after spending a few days with West- moreland friends, joined his mother at Newtown- barry, where we find him preaching again. " Merrion Square, „ "August 26lh, 1841. My plans have been unexpectedly changed. Dear Lady Carnck is gone, ^one to a soil congenial to her active and benevolent and ^^«//0,/ spirit ; all are young there — They reckon not by months and years where she is gone to dwell. I httle thought that her animated voice would never sound in my ears again. "Never did I meet so unselfish an old person. I was afraid my beloved aunt was going too, to join the bright choir above, but. thank God, she is now wonderfully recovered, and is only suffering from the weakness con- sequent upon so severe an attack of illness. There are few I should have regretted more; and yet there are few to whom heaven would be a more blessed change ; her wonderful intellect, and matured education, and deeply spiritual mind, make her a well-spring of enjoyment to those around her. . . . " I have at length left my darling mother, and my heart never clung to her as now. God was gracious indeed to leave me another Wednesday and Sunday with her. My text on Sunday was * preaching the Lord Jesus' (Acts xi., latter part of verse 20). Preaching the Lord Jesus — " 1st. In His eternal Godhead. " 2nd. Preaching Him as a Saviour (which included His life, death, resurrection, and ascension). " 3rd. Preaching Him as an Example. "4th. Preaching Him in His future glory as King and as Judge. ** I am to preach next Sunday at Bethesda, as Mr. Krause goes to England for a fortnight. I am rather nervous at the thought of preaching there, and begged he would not ask me, if he could get any one else to supply his place, but it is fixed, and I cannot now draw back. I shall leave this next Tuesday (31st), and commence my ministry at Arley Cottage on the 1st Sunday in September, which, being Sacrament Sunday, will be very pleasant. I am tried by feeling I have been a long time absent from my curacy, but it was quite unavoidable, and as it gave my mother great pleasure and enabled me to declare once more at Newtownbarry God's love to sinners, I do feel thankful for it. W. P." Bethesda was at that time the rallying point of many of the most enlightened Christians in Dublin belonging to the Church of England, and it was no little ordeal for a young man, just ordained, to stand up in its pulpit ; but it was one of his rules through life simply to go where he was asked (if no legiti- 123 PREACHING AT BETHESDA, [chap. v. 1841.] SETTLED AT BALLY MACUGH, 123 mate hindrance stood in the way), and trust God both for the needed strength and the results. Of the day at Bethesda he writes — "I must tell you of my sermons at Bethesda. I was, thank God, much less nervous than I expected. We had a large congregation in the morning, many friends were there, Dr. O'Brien, and others kindly interested in me. I was a good deal exhausted, but was graciously supported. The Sacrament of the Lord's Supper was administered. After the close of the whole service, while I was lying back in a chair in the vestry in a state of great fatigue, a tall dignitary of the Church entered, and suddenly taking my hand, complimented me extravagantly on my sermon, then vanished, before I was collected enough to utter a syllable, I had never seen him before, but found it was Archdeacon K. Some thought the sermon heavy and stupid, but any arrow from the Gospel quiver can, by the Spirit's influence, prove sharper than a two-edged sword, while without that power, the most polished shaft falls blunted and harmless at the feet of those at whom it is aimed. "I preached again in the evening, for the clergyman who was to have done so had a (nervous ! ) cold. I took * the witnesses ' for my subject. I have since heard that an elderly clergyman, present both morning and evening, was much interested, and spoke of the sermons, particu- larly the second, very much to his family. He was then in perfect health ; went on the following Wednesday to take a bath,— and was in eternity ere the sun had set. What a solemn lesson ! ** After one more Sunday in Dublin, he entered upon his ministry at Ballymacugh, preaching his first sermon on September 6th. In the week fol- lowing he says to a cousin — " Here I am, regularly settled and pursuing my routine of work, thank God, wonderfully little flurried, though I have a great deal to do." And at another time— <* The people receive me readily, but I sometimes fear from interested motives. (Is this the charity which thinketh no evil !) They are grossly ignorant and care- less, many of them sunk in poverty and wretchedness, but' I have found some bright jewels among the multi- tude. I have a few promising young men and women, and two or three heads of families, who really desire to serve the Lord." Space will not allow us to follow him through the laborious details of a parochial minister's life. Here and there we find bright gleams of promise ; but the sphere was a difficult one, and diligence, rather than any marked success, seems to character- ise the records of his ministry at this early period. We close the chapter with two extracts belonging to the same year. The following was written to one very dear to him, and is an example of that faithfulness which was never sacrificed, either in private or public, to his natural tenderness of feeling : — ** Dublin, ^^ August 26th, 1841.. '*And now let me turn to the part of your letters in which, like a good daughter of the Church, you confess your naughtiness. The more I consider the * sin which doth so easily beset us,' the more confirmed I am in my former view of the passage. The sin which you complain of does peculiarly encompass your path, but what is it that gives 124 LETTER FROM DUBLIN. [chap. v. to it or any temptation or sin its power over us ? It is unbelief. For instance, you are too dependent on the sympathy of others. Why ? because you walk 7iot as see- ing Him who is invisible. Ah ! beloved friend, how little would things temporal move us if we looked at unseen, even eternal things. Are we too much distressed when those in whom we have confided seem to disappoint us ? We are losing sight of the union between ourselves and Christ, which if seen and felt would carry us on rejoicing through a host of trials. I do pray for you, and I do sometimes feel unhappy that you allow your present repose in God to be marred by things which, when viewed in the light of eternity (and this is faith) are as nothing. I also feel you are too dependent on human friendship and human love. Consider the High Priest * of our profession,' Jesus Christ ; dwell on His perfections, the sweets of His friendship, the exceeding riches of His grace; remember that He is your nearest and dearest friend, that His arm is the one on which you must lean, and which can alone support when the foundations of our earthly pleasures are overthrown. Enoch walked with God, and *he was not, for God took him.' In that short summary of Enoch's pilgrimage here, and of his glorious translation to the eternal world, there is more instruction than many folios contain. Walking with God includes endeared friend- ship, reposing love, progress in religion, elevated objects, holy cheerfulness, in fine, what idea is there of blessed- ness, of peace, of holiness, of calmness which it does not convey to the mind > And this walking of Enoch was walking by faith, the Apostle tells us ; it was so laying aside the sin of unbelief, which doth so easily beset us, that faith was soon swallowed up in sight, *he was not, for God took him.' "Thank you for telling me how you felt; I like to know your failings, as well as your graces, that I may plead for you." 1841] LETTER FROM DUBLIN. 125 To one harassed and burdened. "'His strength is made perfect in weakness.* He is our Guide, our Counsellor; He will put a word in our mouth which our adversary shall not be able to gainsay nor resist. ** Beloved Friend, is it not a comfort in our daily duties to be assured of these blessed truths .? He will strengthen you, He will uphold you on your way, and enable you to conquer. I pray for you, I feel for you, I know what it is to be harassed by petty concerns. The only relief is to * enter into your chamber,' and lock the door, and pace the room in prayer, if too restless and unsettled to kneel. I. believe few Christians have gone through more mental suffering than I have, or been more weighed down by the sense of iniquity. Blessed be God's Holy Name, He has pardoned abundantly ; but I daily need to be washed, to be purified by the precious blood, to say daily ' God be merciful to me a sinner.' " is^s^sa^SS- ( 126 ) CHAPTER VI. 1841-1842. Interest in the Irish Society— First acquaintance with Miss Monck Mason and Rev. R. Winning— Meeting at Cavan— Illness of his Mother— Journey to England— Ordained Priest at Durham- Return to Ireland— School-examinations, and various letters — Death of Mrs. Pennefather— Visit to Kingscourt— Journey to Paris. T T was at this early stage of his ministerial life that Mr. Pennefather became acquainted with two faithful workers in the Master's vineyard, with whom he had much fellowship of spirit, and in whose labours of love he rejoiced to be henceforth associated. The Rev. Robert Winning, Rector of Kings- court, County of Cavan, was at this time one of the most able and zealous advocates of the Irish Society, and Miss Alicia Monck Mason had begun her life-long service in the same cause, as Secretary of the Ladies' Auxiliary Society. Those who are acquainted with the records of the Church in Ireland during the last forty years, will remember the season of awakening at Kingscourt in the years 1840-41, when so many earnest men came over, not only to the ranks of Protestantism, but to the cause T 11 . 1841.] IRISH SOCIETY, 127 of vital Christianity, ready to encounter persecution and martyrdom, if only they might carry the message of Christ's glorious gospel to their be- nighted fellow-countrymen. While tokens of encouragement appeared in several of the northern counties, a similar work was going on simultane- ously in the south, where the Rev. Charles Gayer and others were reaping a blessed harvest in Dingle and its neighbourhood. Secreted in the poorest cabins, or seated behind walls and hedges in the least frequented places, the Irish readers were sow- ing the incorruptible seed among groups of humble scholars, and poor peasants were risking their little all, not to say their lives, in listening to the glad tidings of salvation. Who that knows their history can doubt that many of those faithful men will be found enrolled in the noble army of martyrs ? Mr. Pennefather's first meeting with Mr. Winning was at the house of Lord Gough (probably in 1839), where a large party of friends were invited to dinner, and during the evening many interesting details were given of the work of the Irish Society. Much conversation followed, and Mr. W.'s attention was attracted by the marked interest and eager questioning of one young man, whose name he did not know. Time passed on, and nearly two years had elapsed after the evening spent at Lord Gough's, when Mr. Winning received a message from, " the Rev. Wm. Pennefather, curate of Ballymacugh," \\ 128 IRISH SOCIETY. [chap. VI. reminding him of the young man who had asked him so many questions, and who had then and there resolved that, if ever permitted to enter the ministry, he would give his best services in aid of the Irish Society. He was "that young man, and was now ordained, and ready to redeem his pledge." From that time a close friendship was formed between them, and notices of Kingscourt are frequent in Mr. Pennefather's correspondence. The following letter tells of one of the meetings held in connection with the Irish Society, in the County of Cavan : — " Arley Cottage, ^^ October -^pth, 1841. " Many thanks, dear friend, for your interest in that persecuted man Hogan and his orphan charge. May the earnest pleadings of those orphans at the throne of grace draw down rich blessings on the heads of the friends who so kindly listened to their complaint. " Your dear mother ! her heart has often responded to calls from me. May God continually uphold and bless her, and long preserve her to you and her numerous friends. I often°think of her as a most beautiful specimen of a holy woman, such as might have been found in patriarchal days, recounting to her children and children's children the noble acts of the Lord. " Tuesday was a bright and beautiful day. I had gone the preceding day to the neighbourhood of Farnham, in order to attend a meeting of the Irish Society in Cavan. It was deeply interesting. There were about sixty teachers present, who were examined by Dr. Carson, rector of Cavan, Mr. Winning, who for so many years has done much for the Irish Society in the neighbourhood of Kingscourt, and other clergymen. Their answering in 1841.] IRISH SOCIETY. 129 Scripture, would have done credit to candidates for Holy Orders. It certainly was delightful to hear full statements of truth, powerfully corroborated by Scripture, from the lips of uneducated men, all of whom had been Roman Catholics, brought up in the midst of error and super- stition. ** The Society is progressing in the counties of Cavan, Meath, Monaghan, Tyrone, &c. There are, I believe, 1700 reading the Irish Scriptures in these counties. It is wonderful to see the keen, eager manner of the men, while drinking in the Word of Life. " Mr. Winning made an admirable speech at the end of the meeting. It had the eloquence of facts, though not garnished with the ornament of words ; it was lucid, for- cible, convincing, and animating. *' The priests denounce and curse; but the Society pros- pers. A parish priest near Castle Blayney thus addressed his hearers — * This Irish teaching must be put down, or our holy and ancient Catholic religion will be destroyed. Trample those books under your feet, or we shall be say- ing mass to empty walls 1 * A glorious testimony to the simple power of the Irish Bible ; an English one does them no damage, for a Roman Catholic will not touch a book * written by the devil ; but the devil never knew Irish, or spoke the language of Paradise !* **The £\o Mr. C. sent me I have added to some money of my own, and applied it to the purchase of cloth- ing, which I am to sell at reduced prices to the poor. I have laid out about £Zo, and hope it may really turn to good account. The people have been scraping together their earnings for some weeks, and I trust many will be relieved before winter: poor creatures, they are in great delight. I could not help contrasting their zeal in pur- chasing, with the deadness of those who will not buy ' without money and without price.' W. P.'* But while his heart was yearning to follow out ' / 130 LE TTER FROM A RLE V CO TTA GE. [chap. VI. these widening interests, the shadow of domestic trial was again falling on his path, and the year 1842 was to be one of much anxiety and sorrow. In the spring of this year his mother came to spend some time at Arley Cottage, and it was too evident to all around her that her health was rapidly declining. Her son, though conscientiously persevering in his parish work, was himself weak and suffering, and apparently little able for this added burden. In a letter from his sister, who was now at the Cottage, we read of him as, " very poorly, and look- ing sadly worn," but preaching a sermon, **full of experience, and holy communion with the Lord." A letter of his own, written to his cousin, Miss Delap, will tell something of his feelings — " Arley Cottnge, ''April liiJi, 1842. ** My darling J., "I'have neglected you all, and treated you basely. The plants you sent ought to have been acknow- ledged by me, as well as by D., and I ought to have thanked my precious M. for a sweet note she sent me with some Easter texts. "But notwithstanding my silence I have had you in my heart. Many things have combined to retard my pen,j and I have been trusting unduly to others to tell you all while, being more than usually weak and languid myself, I have given way to indolence. " My dear mother is here, and her state has been very wearing and distressing ; suffering much, and so low in spirits that she constantly says she is dying, and never expects to leave this house. Though I feel she is certainly -r I 1842.] LETTER FROM ARLEY COTTAGE. 131 far from well, I see no immediate cause for alarm. Her mind is very anxious, and inclined to dwell on past sorrows. Dear creature I would that like Hagar her eyes might be opened to see the wells of joy around her ! " The Christian should never be brokeit-hearted. Cannot the wonders of the cross and the joy set before us (no less than the possession of Jehovah Himself) compensate for all other loss ? " Think of the everlasting kindness, think of the infinite love which has saved us from the pit of destruction ; and not this only, but has given us the lamp which shall guide us through the sorrows of the way ! ** I feel I am upbraiding myself; but I wish to be put in remem- brance of these things ; I want to walk by faith ; and it is no faith to trust the Lord when all things seen are as we wish them to be. *' My father leaves us on Thursday. My mother will, according to her own wish, remain here for some time ; but the future is undecided. *'I purpose, please God, going to Durham at the end of June for my Priest's Orders, and visiting the Crewdsons on my return. They are most anxious that my mother should accompany me, but I cannot say how this will be. I do not think of leaving home before that time. *' I preached on Sunday morning on Heb. xii. i, 2. My father was there, and seemed interested ; it was a written sermon.* " I am sure your garden is looking beautiful. I do love the opening flowers, the fresh colouring of the meadows, so lately brown and sere, the birds wakening us with the melody of their voices— all this animated beauty brighten- ing a world that is hoar with age, and tottering, as it were, to its very foundations. Surely it calls upon us to " * Awake, and run the heavenly race, And p ut a cheerful courage on.' * It was his custom during the earlier years of his ministry to preach one written sermon and one extempore each Sunday. 132 LETTERS FROM A RLE Y CO TTAGE. [chap. vr. Surely it points us to the blessed morninfj when the new heavens and the new earth shall receive the Divine Bridegroom and His Bride, 'made comely with His comeliness.' Then indeed shall * old things have passed away, and all things have become new/ " To some people in sorrow the contrast between re- viving nature and their own feelings is too great, the transition too painful. I can understand this perfectly in the case of a person to whom * life and immortality * has not * been brought to light.* But to a Christian this reviving (in a world nearly six thousand years old), this bursting of the fettered leaf after the winter season, this song of birds after the silence of months, should be as mes- sengers of love from Him Who is * the same yesterday, to-day, and for ever/ and with Whom we shall soon enter on an * inheritance incorruptible, undefiled, and that fadeth not away/ » n Again, to the same — " I trust the school will go on well. It is an anxious charge, but I believe a nursery for heaven, " We are to have a confirmation either in this church or a neighbouring parish early in the summer, after a lapse of very many years. May it be a season of blessing to some of our young people ! *' I have the Wonston Confirmation Tracts, Robinson's of Leicester, Davy's, &c.; can you tell me of anything else, interesting, plain, and instructive, on the subject?* . . . *' My thoughts follow my darling Min in her work, often over bush and brake, and hill and dale ; but she is fol- lowed by One Who never leaves nor forsakes her. " Your ever loving, *' W. P." The season of confirmation was always one of deep and solemn interest to Mr. Pennefather, and one in which God gave him much blessing. What- ever tracts he gave to the candidates, he prepared his own papers and ques- tions for examinatiop. - ''-f*rt^!i"C--%""3— SI 1842.] DEATH OF A COUSIN, 133 Again, to a friend — *' April 27 ik, " My dear mother has been very suffering, and I feel the responsibility of taking care of her, without any assistance, almost too much for me. " Thank God, she got some ease on Saturday, and was able to attend church on Sunday. She heard me preach my third sermon on Isaiah liii. 4, 5, and it cheered me to see her look comforted and happy while listening to it I can leave her in a Father's hands. Thanks be to God, she is His; and as He is wise and tender. He knows what is best for her." In the following month the sympathies of the family were painfully called out by the unexpected death of a young cousin, son of Chief-Justice Penne- father, who, while walking on Bray Head with a younger brother, lost his footing, and '^ fell against a sharp ledge of rock, which inflicted a deep wound on the temple, and he died instantly." *' He was a sweet, placid, gentle lad," says his cousin, ^'his mother's constant companion. He had just risen from prayer when he went out to walk." Following upon this trial came another severe shock in the removal of an intiamte friend. Judge Foster, who died suddenly, while attending the Assizes at Cavan. In a letter, dated July 12th, Mr. Pennefather says — "My father came to me on Friday after my Irish meeting, and remained till Sunday, when he was most unexpectedly called to Cavan. I was awakened on Sun- day morning, between five and six o'clock, by an express from Cavan, bringing the awful intelligence that Judge 134 LETTER FROM DUBLIN. [chap, vr.* 1842.] LETTERS FROM DUBLIN. Foster, who had opened the Commission on Saturday, and dined with the grand jury in his usual health, was no more. He had burst a blood-vessel after going to bed, and in half an hour was a corpse — summoned from an earthly tribunal into the presence of the Judge of all ! " I had to send to Oldcastle (eight miles) for horses, and after church, instead of spending a calm Sabbath evening, we were hurrying across the country to Cavan. I did not like my father to go alone, and I also felt that I ought to go and see whether in any way I could help or comfort.'* All his correspondence during these months con- tains touchinor details of anxieties and trial. His mother and sister had both gone to Dublin for medical advice (the latter having had a severe return of illness), leaving him to complete some parochial arrangements before going to Durham for his ordination. We insert two extracts from letters written at this time — To Mrs. Creivdson. " Merrion Square, ''jfttiyieth. " I had a sad day yesterday. Leaving Arley Cottage, the future seemed so dark, all so uncertain ; and I had not recovered the shock of Judge Foster's death. I found S. better; Dora very ill. I went over to Howth to see my darling mother. I found her changed, greatly changed ; she has suffered much since we parted ; her weakness has increased, and the doctor's opinion is un- favourable, though he will not say the case is hopeless. She feels that she is dying. Oh I beloved friend, it was a bitter thing to see her ! She was able to walk a little with me, and I tried to talk of the "* Land of pure delight, Where saints immortal reign,' 135 and of His love 'who doth not willingly afflict;' but I felt unable to say more than a few words. "Dora came with S. in the evening, looking very ill, as Sir H. Marsh thought it better for her to be at Howth for a few days. Having prayed with them both, I hurried away, feeling as though I might have seen them for the last time. Yet, God can restore ! "The doctors have ordered Dora to Marienbad. and if she is able, S. proposes sailing with her and M. on Thursday next. It is also proposed that my mother and J. should accompany them to London, in order to consult Sir B. Brodie. She dislikes this exceedingly, but we trust she will yield to the wishes of those around her. If she goes, it is probable that I shall have to brino- her back, in which case I should probably go from Durham to London direct. Oh ! how you would, how you do feel for us ! Yet how many are the mercies of the Lord ! " My beloved parent is in His everlasting arms. He is but preparing to gather her into His bosom, and she will share His glory throughout eternity. " Others of our friends have been greatly afflicted, the poor Bishop of Meath (Dr. Dickinson) died of typhus fever this week, leaving eight children. " He was young and hale. It is not much more than a year since he was made Bishop. He had an interval of reason previous to his death, and often exclaimed : ' Lord Jesus, pardon my innumerable sins ' adding, *I do believe that His blood has blotted them out.' How I feel for his poor wife, and dear Mrs. Foster! I sail late on Monday night. I wonder shall I see you on my return from Durham. God's will be done ! " To a Cousin he says — "We must have thoughts sometimes concerning the future, but, thank God, the future cannot be dark; a 136 ORDINA TION AND JOURNEYS. [chap. V Saviour's love will light up even the heaviest cloud! Oh ! that my beloved mother may be strengthened, and that * the joy set before her ' may enable her to endure the cross. // is enough ! It supported our Redeemer under His painful cross and most bitter shame I and is not our joy in some little measure like His ? How often I think of that wondrous prayer, * Father, I will that they whom Thou hast given Me be with Me where I am, that they may behold My glory ! ' Dearest J., our past speaks loudly of His love. It has had its hours of sorrow, of bitter sorrow, but the whisper of His compassionate voice was heard amid all, and behind the thick cloud there was clear, blue sky shining with His light. Yet a little while and all clouds will have disappeared, except (I sometimes think) some radiant ones around His throne, showing that He can take our sorrows and turn them into joy, some, too, it may be, gathered beneath His feet, reminding us of His compassion, and calling us to thank Him for our sad hours in the world of tears. ** Perhaps G. will say I am talking nonsense, and had better stop my pen ! '* It appears that the plans alluded to in this letter were carried out ; and that Mr. Pennefather, im- mediately after his ordination, went to London to rejoin his mother, and took her, not direct to Ire- land, but to the home he loved so well in West- moreland. After a little time of rest there, we find him writ- ing to Sizergh to tell of his arrival, with his dear invalid, in Dublin. ** 5 Merrion Square, ^''August \%thy 1842. ** As we left your beloved home, my dear, dear friends, I could only return your many kindnesses by prayer; 1842.] PAROCHIAL SCHOOLS. 137 prayer that you might be kept in peace, that you might abound in all knowledge and love, and that you might be more and more conformed to the image of Him, * Whose you are, and Whom you serve.' . . . Sometimes the thought was suggested, 'was I selfish in taking my dear mother to Sizergh .? Was I gratifying myself, at the expense of my precious friends?' But such thoughts were checked by the remembrance, * Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these My brethren, ye have done it unto Me.' " (The remainder of the letter is taken up with details of the journey.) Mrs. Pennefather returned with her son to Arley Cottage, where he found many parochial engage- ments and anxieties awaiting him. None but those who have laboured in Ireland can fully ap- preciate the difficulties which the manao-ers of Protestant schools have to encounter. In writing to a cousin in the month of September, Mr. Pennefather says — " There has been a strong tide of prejudice and opposi- tion running against the school, and I thought it a good plan to have a public examination, that parents and others might have an opportunity of ascertaining the truth or falsehood of what they have heard. "I wrote to Mr. Lewis (our Diocesan Inspector) re- questing him to come over and examine, and giving due notice to the people. For five hours to-day he and I have been examining, and the result is most satisfactory. I send you a copy of his certificate. It has quite cheered me, and indeed I needed it, for I had often been ready to faint in this work ; but * He that judgeth us is the Lord.' However, I would gladly go through all the trouble again if there may be real blessing in the end, and 138 LETTERS FROM ARLEY COTTAGE, [chap. vr. 1842.] LETTERS FROM ARLEY COTTAGE, 139 |1 I doubt not there will be. . . . I know the Lord hears the prayers of His people, and few things in which I am interested have had more continued supplication than that school and the dear children attending it. I have been teaching the girls singing every Tuesday since I returned, and trust they are improving. ... I have been preach- ing for the Society for Promoting Christianity among the Jews, and also the Church Missionary Society, in aid of an association embracing two or three parishes to be con- nected with these Societies. *'I have a new family come into my parish, about whom I am anxious. I think they are good, and may prove useful, but they hold extreme Methodist views, of which I confess I have a great horror." The following extract is very characteristic. After speaking of one who had embraced opinions differing from those of his family and friends, Mr. Pennefather adds — "The harsh and unfeeling manner in which he treated those from whom he was conscientiously constrained to differ was to me very painful. Let us bear in mind that often, while we are simply gratifying our own passions and following the leadings of our corrupt nature, Satan is transforming himself into an angel of light, and assuring us that we are doing God service. " I felt bitterly grieved when I heard all that F. had suffered through Mr. Let us not allude to him again." This is only one instance of the habitual silence imposed on himself and others with regard to pain- ful and unprofitable subjects. His expression of censure was very decided, when necessary, but it was seldom repeated. The quiet determination with which he could quench frivolous or uncharitable conversation will not soon be forgotten by those who knew him. On the 1 2th of September, he writes to Miss Monck Mason : — " My dear Madam, '* Mr. Nixon wrote to me from the County of Sligo, relative to your proposal that I should go to Scotland on behalf of the Irish Society, and I replied to him by return of post, the substance of which reply I will now repeat, in answer to your very interesting letter received this morning. Few things would give me more pleasure than to be able to plead successfully the cause of the Irish Society. It has my prayers, my warmest interest, and the deliberate conviction of my judgment that it is organised on principles, to which alone the friends of Ireland can look for blessing, on a scale at all commen- surate with our wants. But notwithstanding these feelings, I hesitate to comply with your request for two reasons :— "ist. I am not intimately acquainted with the opera- tions of the Society, though loving its principles for some years. I have not visited our southern fields, which are white to the harvest, and deputations should, as far as possible, speak of the things they see as well as of the things they hear. Surely among the many long-tried friends of our Society a more able champion may be found. *' 2nd. My time is not altogether my own, and my move- ments at present depend on my dear mother. She is a great invalid, and is now staying with me. Under the most favourable circumstances she is not likely to move till the end of the month, so that I could not leave home before the first week in October, and then the state of her health might prevent my going at all. Under these cir- I40 INCREASED ILLNESS OF HIS MOTHER, [chap. vt. 1842.] RECORD OF CLOSING DA YS. 141 II II' 1 cumstances, I think it better to decline going to Scotland. Uncertainty (beyond that, which is inevitable in this changing world) should never belong to a deputation. "I assure you, I write this with reluctance. May our Heavenly Father supply all your need, according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus. I trust my prayers will not be wanting. W. P." The beloved parent, who had been watched over with such tender solicitude, was fast nearingr her eternal Home. At the end of September a para- lytic attack, supervening upon long-continued suffering, rendered her feeble and helpless to a distressing degree, and it became evident that she would never return to her earthly home. But the depression which had clouded the earlier part of her illness was mercifully exchanged for the most perfect peace. An interesting record of her closing days was written for her family by her niece. Miss Delap; from which we give a few short extracts— " The daily accounts from dear Willy of his mother's state became so alarming that I decided to go to them ; and on Saturday, October 8th, left home * at six o'clock in the morning, arriving at Arley Cottage at eight o'clock the same evening. ... My dear aunt was much affected at seeing me, and shed many tears, saying — ** • Do not mind these tears, they are tears of joy, every wish of my heart is being fulfilled, I thought you would come.* She dwelt much on her mercies, the unceasing care of * that angel, Willy. Oh ! what he has gone through with me, Jenny, and what his prayers have been to me ! ' She spoke of her thankfulness that D. was absent, and thus spared the parting scene. . . . * Monellan, in the County of Donegal. "On Sunday, when P. came into the room, she said * Come and see me, dear, three parts gone and the rest safe' . . . Looking earnestly at Willy, she said, ' I am afraid t/iat face comes between me and Christ/ He repeated the words, * Whom have I in heaven but Thee, and there is none upon earth I desire in comparison of Thee.' " Speaking of others of her family, she expressed a fear that it might be too much for them to see her thus, and turning again to W. * I Jtave you^ and you were early trained to suffering^ . . . Her words were continually praise. * Oh ! the mercy of dying here, and not in the noise of town. My little heaven on earth, as I always called it. I shall go from my heaven on earth to the heaven above/ . . . ** She received each who came with perfect calmness, telling them of her unwavering peace. She seemed to feel much for the agonising grief of her two elder sons, who had now arrived, but was not herself the least over- come. She often fell into a half stupor, from which we could not succeed in rousing her, though she begged us to do so, saying that she had something more to do, and telling us all to pray that she might not continue in such languor. She soon after awoke to perfect consciousness and brightness." Many particulars are given of the touching words spoken to each member of her family, servants, &c. Then referring to her own past life ^ — " * I thank God He gave me to see there was but one thing needful, and that Christ should be all and in all, and this alone can give peace at the last ; but oh ! it is in view of the cross of Christ that we see what our sin is. . . . And we must take up the cross, that is what I have been taught. Oh ! that lovely sermon on taking up She had been brought to the Lord in her early years. n ! ; 142 DEATH OF HIS MOTHER, [chap. vt. the cross; I never knew before what iaki?ig it tip was. And now I wish to receive the Sacrament of the Lord's Supper, not as a Popish ceremony (addressing herself to the doctor), but in remembrance of my Saviour's dying love, and that I may drink of the fruit of the Vine here, with those with whom I hope to drink the new wine in my Father's Kingdom.' " She repeated the responses throughout the service with a loud and clear voice, and after re- ceiving the wine, broke out into expressions of praise and gratitude for '* that precious blood " shed for her. The remaining days were full of calm peace. Often, when speaking of her mercies and of the joy into which she was about to enter, she ex- claimed, ** Will you not thank Him ? Oh ! rejoice, all of you, that your loved one is gone before you." The following note announces to the dear friends at Sizergh her happy release from the shattered tabernacle : — ^'October iZth, " My beloved Friends, •' With the peace of God shed around us we witnessed the departure of my mother's happy spirit to the abodes of everlasting blessedness, at a quarter before ten o'clock this mornine. " I hope to be in Dublin on Saturday. " Ever yours, "W. P.'' The next is to the same from Dublin — " I wish you could have seen her and watched her as her spirit was preparing for its flight. Already did things unseen to us appear to be within her view. * ky peace is i i 1842.] LETTERS FROM DUBLIN. 143 perfect,' she said ; * not that I have no sins, but my many sins, transgressions, iniquities, infirmities, are all blotted out, through Jesus Christ. Nothing but Christ! O Jehovah ! how wonderful the love of Christ I How wonderful the love of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit ! My Saviour ! Oh, what He suffered. We do not think half enough of His sufferings. Every nerve in agony, friends leaving Him, enemies taunting Him, and His Father's face hid from Him ; while here am I with every mercy and comfort ; I could not be more comfortable in this world. O Willy! let nothing come between you and Christ. Ah ! you have known His love too well to preach anything but Him. I have learned in this my last illness what true penitence is; I often thought I did not know what it meant, I know now, I have seen my sins as I never saw them before, and have seen Christ's faithfulness also as I have never seen it. . . . And oh ! my peace and my blessings are innumerable ! ... I am dying, and surely you would not keep me here in suffering from my Saviour 1 ' ... I thank God, she is not now taking leave of those she loves, she is in the bosom of her God, and I feel I dare not do aught but wonder, love, and praise. *' Friday was a morning of uncommon loveliness, and as the rising sun shed a pillar of flame across the broad waters of the lake, I could not but feel that such glory was more in character with her emancipated and blessed spirit than with ours, as we were bearing to its resting- place her worn-out body. The funeral was private, yet numbers of the common people, true mourners I think they were, attended, and the school children went before singing, * Awake, our souls, away, our fears,' and Ps. xc. The neighbouring clergy, five in number, attended and assisted Mr. Cottingham in the prayers. I read the Lesson, that blessed chapter— i Cor. xv. I felt I could read it, as it so gloriously tells of our renovated bodies, when Christ shall come, and all His saints with Him. if '. 144 LETTERS FROM DUBLIN. [chap. VI. ''The next day being Saturday, my dear father and I came to Dublin, and to-day he has left me for Knock- eevan. Our journey was less painful than I anticipated. I trust he is comforted by true grounds of comfort. The Kingscourt meeting is postponed until Friday week, the 4th. I purpose leaving this on Thursday, the 3rd. " Your letter was most welcome, many thanks for all your past love to her and to me. I am sure you do not now regret the trouble to which you exposed yourselves for her sake. " Your grateful, " W. P." The claims of public duty were not to be post- poned, and we find him writing thus on October 26th — " Your kind letter, with its affectionate invitation, was put into my hand this morning, with a letter from Mr. Stephens containing a similar invitation to Levens par- sonage. But my plans are already formed. I purpose being at Kingscourt to-morrow (Thursday) week, and remaining there until the following Tuesday, and from thence proceeding to Monellan. I am to preach next Sunday at KilcuUen, twenty-one miles from Dublin, to plead the cause of the Irish Society. ... I enclose a letter from Mr. C, one of the committee superintending the building of Roundstone church. You will oblige me much by making known its contents to those who so kindly aided me in the work.'* The next is from Merrion Square, November I2th-- "I had a happy visit to Kingscourt. I met 232 of our poor men (Scripture readers), heard their wonderful answers from Scripture, and spoke to many of them of 1 I A 1845-] LETTERS FROM DUBLIN, 145 the kingdom, which Christ has purchased for those who love Him. " On Saturday last they were examined, preparatory to receiving the Lord's Supper, and on Sunday, the Rev. E. Nixon and I had the pleasure of seeing 200 of them come to the Lord's table, 160 of whom had never been there before. All of them had been Roman Catholics. Mr. Nixon preached on Malachi iii. 16, 17. The deep attention and the seriousness of the poor men, while he showed the awful sin of offering their all to God in pro- fession and not in hearty was very striking. I closed the day by preaching on a subject which interested my own mind much, Colossians i. 11. " I have been very unwell, or would have written sooner, but God graciously comforts and bears with me. I am delayed in town about Roundstone affairs, and am cheered about the church there. May God pour a bless- ing upon it! Dearest D. continues very suffering. They were hurrying home whea they received our letters at Frankfort, and went from thence to Paris for further medical advice." A call to the sick-bed of his sister seemed to mark the next step of his path, as announced in the following letter : — "Merrion Square, ^'^ Novetnber lyth. "I write a hurried line to thank you much for your kind words. I have decided on going to Paris, and leave this either Monday or Tuesday. D., though suffering much, is, thank God, kept in peace, and she can follow our beloved one in thought to the land of love and purity. Truly, I can say, God is my strength and my song also, my mouth can praise Him with joyficl lips. Nothing but sin and defilement can prevent joy in the Lord. Tribula- tion teaches us to sing of His love and faithfulness. Let ' >l 'il. 146 LETTER FROM PARIS, [chap. vr. us cleave close to Him, walk humbly with our God, ever saying, ' Hold Thou me up, and I shall be safe.' Bind me to the cross ! how weak my limbs, how slippery the path I But our God is almighty ! " The journey to Paris was speedily accomplished, and the following letter to Miss Mason, written from thence, will close the record of the year : — ''21 Rue D'Angouleme, ^''December igth. *' My dear Miss Mason, " The accounts which I received of my sister just before leaving Dublin made me hurry to Paris, and I sailed direct from London instead of going to Dover which I afterwards regretted ; as it did not really hasten my progress, and prevented my seeing Captain Paget, as you wished. On reaching this place, I found my dear sister much worse than I expected, very suffering, and greatly reduced in strength. I almost feared that she was about to follow her sainted mother into glory. But, thank God, she is now better, and the surgeon under whose care she is placed, gives every hope of ultimate improvement. But the process of recovery will (under the most favourable circumstances anticipated) be very slow, and at times very painful She is constantly con- fined either to her bed or sofa, but has that comfort and joy in the Holy Ghost which carries us through temptation and affliction, and makes us more than conquerors. I felt most thankful that my steps were directed hither, for she really needed me. ** I have suffered much from anxiety since my arrival in Paris, and before leaving Ireland I was far from strono- Thank God, I now feel better, and am under the care of my sister's doctor, who hopes to be of permanent benefit to me. May God give me grace to spend whatever measure of health He may grant to His praise and glory. I 1842.] LETTER FROM PARIS. H7 " I am sorry to say my return to Ireland is postponed, sifte die ; I am anxious to hear whether you have made any arrangements in which I am involved. If you can leave me out, do so, but should I necessarily be included in your plans for Scotland, I will endeavour not to dis- appoint you, though I really dare not settle beforehand what I shall do. . . . Uncertain as the future always is in this life, it seems peculiarly uncertain for me. When I left Dublin I fully expected to be at home ere this, and now, here I am, without even the day named for my de- parture ! " And so dear Mr. Daly is Bishop I Thanks be to the God who reigneth ! He has been passing through the furnace, that in the position he now holds he may shine more brightly than ever he did before. How thankful I feel at such an appointment for the sake of our dear teachers ! Please let me hear as early as convenient; and do n:^t pay the postage, as it is unnecessary for the safe transmission of the letter. I trust that your pecuniary (Society) affairs are in a more prosperous state. You have my prayers both for your Society and yourself. May Jehovah direct, guide, and sanctify you, filling you with peace and joy in the Holy Ghost ! "Yours, sincerely and obliged, "W. Pennefather.** ( 148 ) 1 843-] LETTER FROM PARIS, '49 fl CHAPTER VII. 1843. Detention in Paris-Letters to Miss Mason— Visits to Leamington and Westmoreland— Return to Ireland— Meeting of the Irisii Society at Ballymacugh— Visit to Roundstone, and Consecration of the Church there—Return to Parochial Work— Various Letters. JYJR. PENNEFATHER'S residence in Paris was prolonged greatly beyond his anticipa- tions, and the spring of 1843 was far advanced before he was permitted to return to his work. His health was so broken down that he was compelled to submit to medical treatment, and the indomitable activity of mind and body, which could generally surmount all obstacles, seems for a time to have yielded to inevitable restraints. A letter to Miss Mason shows his mind still occupied with the interests of the Irish Society— **29 Champs Elysdes, Paris, '■''March is/, 1843. ''My dear Miss Mason, "I am still here, prohibited by the doctor, tinder whose care I am placed, from returning to Ireland immediately, which I hoped to have done. I was anxious to have been at the meeting on the 17th, but fear that it m i» is now quite out of the question. I have spoken to Mr. Lovett (the minister of Marboeuf Chapel), relative to some effort here for the Society. He thinks a ^nee/in^- would not succeed, but has kindly offered me his pulpit before I leave Paris ; so, with God's blessing, I may yet be able to do something for you in this city. Will you kindly send me some interesting anecdotes which I might advantageously introduce either into a sermon or speech. I do not ask for 7nanf, for postage is expensive (by weight), but if you could send me some facts, they would greatly help me. *' I feel sometimes very unhappy at being laid aside for so many weeks, but I am, thank God, really stronger; and since I am improving, my father will not hear of my return until M. J. permits it. I am anxious to hear of you and of your doings. I do not deserve a letter, but it will be most gratefully received ; if you have not time to write, perhaps Miss Bellingham,* or any member of your committee, would transcribe a few facts, and send them to me. My heart is with your deputation in Scotland. God Almighty prosper it abundantly. Many clouds and much darkness rest upon the Church at large. I turn to Ircla7td to catch some gleams of sunshine. I believe they are always in the heavens, though we may not discern them. In my native country I see here and there cheering instances of simple genuine Christianity gaining ground ; truly the weak things of this world are chosen to confound the mighty. " My dear sister is, thank God, going on well, and is recovering slowly, but surely. I have found your interest- ing friend, Lady N., a tried and himble Christian. These are the marks which will peculiarly distinguish all who enter into everlasting glory. We must become as little children, and we must pass through deep waters, ere ♦ Afterwards closely connected with Irish Church mission- work, under Mr. Dallas. f. 150 RETURN TO ENGLAND, [chap. VIT/ 1843.1 LETTER FROM SIZERGH. 151 our feet stand upon the sea of glass, which is before the throne of God. " Farewell. May the blessing of Jehovah rest upon you ! May the Eternal Father cause you ever to feel His lovin^y protection ; may the Eternal Son open out to you the endearments of His love ; and may the Holy Spirit dwell within you in the abundance of His sanctifying power, now and for ever. " Yours, most sincerely, '* W. Pennefather. " I hope to be at home by the first of April, but cannot speak positively." A letter to a cousin, who remained in Paris after his departure for England, tells of his journey to Leamington, where he had promised to visit a sick friend, en route for Westmoreland. "Sizergh Hall, "^/r// 17///, 1843. "My DARLING MiN, *'I began a letter to you at Leamington, thanking you for the dear and valued one which awaited my arrival there, but as poor R. required me to be much with him, I really could not find time to finish it, so I commence this under the hospitable and home-like roof of dear old Sizergh. I must retrace my history, and have much to tell of the mercies of the Lord, and can sing of His faithfulness. I spent Sunday (the loth) at Havre, and it was in some respects a profitable day. The morn- ing was very fine. I took a short walk on the ramparts, and reached our place of worship before the French minister (who officiated first) had finished his sermon. There was a very large congregation of French Protestants, but I fear they were not fed with the true Bread of Life. It is said that the preaching here is decidedly Socinian. i There is, however, a small congregation of orthodox Pro- testants who have applied to the * Societd Evangelique* for a pastor, and I heard before leaving Hdvre that their application had been successful. " The services of the Church of Enorland did not beein until after twelve o'clock, and I was sorry to see so few of my countrymen assembled for worship. The clergyman read well, but the sermon was nothing remarkable in any way. ** I had a note in the morning from Miss G. to beg that I would take an early dinner with her and her family, and go with them in the evening to the chapel they usually attend. " I was glad to escape the ' table d'hote ' on the Sabbath, so taking a little round to their house, I wandered towards the country over the hills, that close in the town and com- mand a fine view of the river and the bay. They live at the entrance of a very picturesque village, whose cottages nestle in a small valley rich in orchards and foliage, running down to the sea at one end, and closed by hills at the other. " The G.'s have lived for twenty years in the same house. They were thoughtless and ignorant when the Lord led them to this pretty spot, and the people around them, sunk as ^/ley were in superstition, seemed, as they say, to know more of the glorious gospel than themselves. But God, who is rich in mercy, had unspeakable blessings in store for them. They found in the village an English widow-lady and her daughter, and being the only Eng- lish residing there, they were naturally thrown much together. "These friends, however, could not guide them into truth, for they were themselves in ignorance; but after some time a clergyman, the son of the widow-lady, arrived at his mother's house, and visited the G.'s. He seemed full of the Spirit of God, and spoke faithfully to mother, 152 LETTER FROM SIZERGH. [chap. vit. sister, and friends, all of whom he found ignorant of the way of salvation. Before he returned to his parish in England he had the joy of seeing his mother and sister and two of their friends following the Saviour, and minis- tering to His people. " That clergyman was Mr. Dallas of Wonston. He lit the torch of truth in that dark neighbourhood, and it has burnt brightly ever since. His mother and sister con- tinued to reside at the village of St. Addresse, and they and the G.'s had constant intercourse, and read the Word of God together. Mr. Dallas visited Havre several times afterwards, and saw the seed which he had scattered, and to which the Holy Ghost had given the increase, bearing fruit to God's glory. The little band of friends soon began to labour among the poor, and they have seen many fall asleep in the faith of Christ. " The circle was first broken by the death of Mrs. Dallas, some years ago ; and her daughter soon went to England, to be near the brother who had been the means of leading her into marvellous lifrht* "The G.'s have remained at St. Addresse, and their brother has been added to the Church of Christ. Many have risen up to call them blessed, and in Havre a little school is thriving under their fostering care. At Ingonville, between them and Havre, a neat place of worship has been built, and placed under the care of an American minister (not an Episcopalian), a man full of prayer and of the Holy Ghost. Here, too, they often have the plea- sure of hearing a faithful, aged minister of the Church of England who resides at Ingonville, having given up his parish on account of failing health. The American minister is evidently a man of enlarged views, and delights to give his pulpit to any minister who will declare to sinners the way of salvation. I have told * It is probably to one of the members of this family we find relerence made in the memoir of Mr. Dallas (p. 268), as being " for the last twenty years the honoured superintendent of the Connemara Orphans* Nursery at Clifden." 1843-] LETTER FROM SIZERGH. 153 vou this narrative as I gathered it, now I must return to my own history. ** I reached the G.'s house shortly before dinner, and found the old lady waiting to receive me; a homely, simple, nice old woman, who talked of numbers of people whom I knew, and many whom I did not know. She is an Irish woman, from the County of Tipperary, and lived on the banks of the Shannon,— liking much to hear all about Ireland and Irish people. In the evening, I went with Miss G. to the American church. Mr. S. preached on ' Can ye not discern the signs of the times ? ' — an inter- esting sermon. " He evidently thinks we are living on the threshold of fearful events, which are to usher in the glorious morn- ing of Christ's appearing. He has a nice Sunday-school attached to the church, containing English, Americans, French, and Germans. The G.'s teach the French scholars, and others are found for the different nation- alities. " I sailed from Havre on Monday evening; had a good passage to Southampton, and was able to leave by the 9 o'clock train for London, doing some business in the City, and going on by the 5 o'clock train to Coventry. I reached Leamington at half-past ten. Dear R. was sitting up to receive me : he looked ill, but I feel more comfort- able about him than I did, as his chest is not affected, and the cough is pronounced to be decided whooping-cough. I am glad I came to cheer him, for he has had a most trying illness. I had the pleasure of hearing Dr. Marsh lecture in his school-room on Wednesday, and on Thursday and Friday in the church ; he is simple and pointed in his manner of opening out Scripture. *' I walked to Warwick (two miles distant) on Thursday, and recalled our once happy visit there. How well I remembered our dear ones, now in glory, walking in the grounds of the Castle. It does not stand so strikingly as in 154 RETURN TO ARLEY COTTAGE. [chap. vir. 1843.] LETTERS FROM ARLEY COTTAGE. 155 the picture which was graven on my imagination; and now I give the preference to Kilkenny Castle— which in point of situation may claim some resemblance to Warwick— £«/////- out presumption I In returningr to Coventry on Saturday I passed through Kenilworth, which we had also visited. " I arrived here at ten o'clock on Saturday. How much the place reminds me of my precious mother ! Yet some- times I can think of her with great peace, but at other times my Father knows I " I am awaiting an answer from Ireland to a letter I have written about C , before I can decide upon any plans. I am delighted and thankful to hear that you have been ^z//led to praise and thankfulness, instead of foolish and sinful repining. Truly Christ is with us, and can be more to His people than any human being. He is our sun as well as our shield, giving us light and joy and peace I hope soon to hear of ail at the cottage. I preached yes- terday on Christ's word ^ Mary' and her reply, ' Rabboni.' May He ever rule in our hearts as our Master I ** Ever your loving, **W. P." The next letter announces to the kind friends whom he had left in Westmoreland his arrival at Arley Cottage, after a week spent with his father in Dublin. It touches on the apprehensions of those who loved him, that he was hardly yet strong enough to encounter the pressure of work in a very lonely position. ** Arley Cotta.c:e, My beloved Friends, "I know your tender anxiety too well to delay my letter any longer. I did not leave Dublin till yesterday, and had a prosperous journey to this dear spot . . . God was indeed a present help, and great peace filled my soul. " The many kind faces which greeted me, the warm wel- come of the servants, and the delight of some of the school-children, helped to raise my heart in thankfulness. I found all things in order, and poor * Jamie,* my boy, so delighted at my arrival, it was quite refreshing; and Rose, 'the inimitable Rose,' greeted me in the warmest Irish^ then in bursts of English, kissed my hands, and knelt down to thank God that she had lived to see me ! The place looks lovely, and I am not alone as I wrote to D. this morning. I have friends in my servants, society in my parish, and the tenderest ties of relationship in Him who is * mother and sister and brother' to His weak children. Dublin was very sad, but here I have brooks of refresh- ment in the people, and in Him, the spring of all comfort. I thought when reading 07ir Psalm to-day, how beautiful is that expression, * All my springs are in Thee,' God is an unfailing source of happiness to the soul, hi Hint^ ful- ness of joy, in Him, pleasures for evermore, * new every morning is His love/ Scan His perfections day by day, search into His mind and character as revealed in Christ Jesus, and you will find the fountain still spring- ing, ever springing up afresh. Through the ages of a past eternity, ere the morning stars sang at creation, all power and love and beauty dwelt in God, and while eternity endures, that infinite glory shall have fresh revelations for those who search into it. " On Sunday I preached at C chapel in the morn- ing, and went to hear Mr. Krause in the evening. I found some poor people whom I was anxious to visit in Dublin ; and I also wished to raise a little money for Roundstone. I am rather perplexed by the debt there, and do not like the poor builder to be out of pocket. He has very kindly given us possession of the church, but a considerable sum is still owing. John laughs at me, and tells me that I 156 IRISH SOCIETY MEETING. [chap, vii 1843.] IRISH SOCIETY MEETING. m shall have showers of attorneys' letters ! . . . One of the members of the committee has written to tell me that the church is really very nice. I have had a Ion- letter from D., who has had a delightful visit from Mrs Fry Joseph John Gurney is also in Paris I am goin- to preach on Sunday on Isaiah 1. 10, 11,— taking verse 10 in the morning and verse 11 in the evening. I am greatly obliged to you for the card of Psalms, I will read them and value it much Well do I know the primula* yoJ mention. Ten years ago it was a great delight to me to dig up roots of it to adorn my garden. We have none of them here. Notwithstanding the very cold weather my songsters have welcomed me back with lovely choruses • I never heard them more powerful. ' ** Your grateful and affectionate friend, The summer seems to have been a busy one, and in July, a meeting of the Irish Society was held for the district in which Mr. Pennefather acted as sec- retary. It took place in a barn belonging to Mr. Maxwell. Shortly after this meeting, he writes— *' Doubtless you will wonder at my silence, and I wonder at it myself, but as days pass on, the pressure of business seems to increase. ... I am growing old, and if I ever had any poetical imagination, it is rapidlv depart- ing, and I trust common sense is coming in its place • but when I heard of Plymouth, and the beautiful coast of Devon, the expiring spark seemed to rekindle, and I wandered with you among scenes of loveliness How I longed for you on the 21st, We had, thank God, a most interesting day. The barn was nicely arranged, and I think your hearts would have glowed at the sight of our men, with an audience of about 350 (mostly Roman • His love of wild flowers was an unfailing source of e..joyment Catholics) listening with breathless attention to the won- derful answers of the Irish readers. " They translated the third chapter of St. John." [Here follows a copy of the examination papers, with the answers of the readers, deeply interesting to those who could realise the'.r former ignorance, but too long for insertion.] "The report of our district and local business showed 8 schools with 100 scholars. They are scattered over many miles, and the classes are necessarily small. The teachers get ;^5 a year* .... Since we commenced our work here two heads of families have come over from the Church of Rome, bringing their children with them. We have reason to believe that the men are well grounded in the truth." A further account of this meeting is given by Mr. Winning, in a letter to Miss Mason. From the Rev. R. Winning, " Kingscourt, "7/^/^24/^,1843. ** My dear Miss Mason, " I promised our dear Mr. Pennefather to in- form you of our first meeting at his place. It was held on the 2 1st. inst. Sir George Hudson presided, and seemed to take a deep interest in our proceedings : there were upwards of a hundred teachers, a crowd of Romanists, and a great number of the clergymen and gentry from Meath, Longford, and Cavan. The meeting commenced with praise and prayer. Mr. Pennefather then read a very interesting report. The teachers with some scholars were * The salary of an Irish Scripture-reader who acted as a missionary, was £y3 a year, but there were many men who simply taught the reading of the Scriptures in the Irish language, — these received only ^"5. 158 LETTER FROM REV. R. WINNING, [chap, vil 1843I VISIT TO ROUNDSTONE. 159 examined in translation and acquaintance with Scriptural doctrines. Their translations and knowledge of Scriptural truth interested and gratified all. When the examination concluded, there were several interesting resolutions moved. I never at any meeting heard more useful addresses delivered ; one of the resolutions led to speaking of the Church of Rome, and it was clearly proved that Romanism is a novelty, and Protestantism the ancient religion of Ireland. This seemed to delight our poor men, their plaudits of approbation were deafening. After the resolutions were moved, the chairman permitted the teachers to speak ; two or three availed themselves of the opportunity, and in a very humble and Christian manner addressed the meeting. They spoke of their previous state of ignorance, and of what the Society had effected for them and thousands equally ignorant; they contrasted their present with their fast condition ; described the opposition and persecution to which they are exposed, their support and encouragement from the Word of God, &c. What they said evidently came from their hearts, and reached the hearts of all present ; so much so, that time passed insensibly. Though the meeting continued from 12 to 6 o'clock, there seemed an unwillingness that it should terminate. ** Eight or ten of the teachers lived with Mr. Pennefather during several previous days, and on Sunday he examined them in the presence of the congregation ; their answering delighted the hearers, and gained friends to our cause. " Mr. Pennefather said the only diminution to the sincere pleasure we felt was your absence. He had intended to invite you to come, but when he reflected that he had only a bachelor's house to offer, he was deterred from writing to ask you. I said I knew you would have pre- ferred his society and that of the Irish readers to the company of any ladies. I think he was convinced I was right, and lamented that he had not written to you. If you had been present, you would have been greatly grati- fied, and thankful to God for making the Society the instrument of so much good. I never attended a more interesting meeting. I trust it will be blessed for good to many who were present, and that, whilst we are anxious to water the souls of others, we may feel ourselves refreshed. ** In the best bonds I remain, "Dear Miss Mason, yours very sincerely, **R. Winning." In the month of September the little church at Roundstone was pronounced ready for consecration, and the Bishop of Tuam invited Mr. Pennefather to accompany him on his journey thither, and to preach the opening sermon. The wished-for day had been long delayed, and his letters tell how the deep and varied chastening, through which he had passed in the interval, had told upon his ardent spirit. The first extract is from a letter to his cousin — ** Gahvay, '' SeptemberiZth. ** Your letter was a voice of friendship among strangers. I suppose D. has told you that the little church at Round- stone has been consecrated. I had much to make me joyful, and yet I was very sad. My former visits to Roundstone had been so linked with my mother, that this time her precious memory, which so often soothes and re- freshes me, seemed to make me wretched. Perhaps it was well that I was thus humbled and kept near the cross. We had 109 persons present at the service, a larger number than was expected, and yet what a little flock ! a few sheep in the wilderness. I was greatly pleased with i To R. Nugent, Esq. ^^ May, 1844. "I am to preach next Sunday in Cavan. There has been a series of Lent preachers, and I am to be the last. I have chosen Zech. ix. 9 as my subject, ist, The king- ship of Christ. 2nd, The justice of Christ. 3rd, The salvation of Christ. 4th, The humility of Christ. *' May we, my dearest R., learn to know more of the Redeemer in all these particulars. May the Eternal Spirit magnify HitJt in our eyes 1 " varnr^ \ 1844.] RESIDENCE A T MELLIFONT, 177 I j Mr. Pennefather entered upon his ministry at MelHfont, near Drogheda, early in July 1844. The parish was a very large one, with a population of about 4500 ; but the Protestants were few, and scat- tered over a large area, which made the pastoral work fatiguing and unsatisfactory. Outwardly it presented some attractions, —a neat parsonage- house and a pleasant country, within reach of a railway to Dublin ; these were no slight recom- mendations in the eyes of his friends, who always feared his settling in some wild field of missionary labour to which he was physically unequal. But regarding it from a ministerial point of view, Mr. Pennefather always looked back on his residence at Mellifont as a time of trial and discouragement, a time in which God was preparing him in much loneliness and isolation for a future of active and varied service. Writing from his new glebe-house on July 26th, he says — **This season, this new era in my life, which to many seems peculiarly bright, has had, blessed be God, such deep and touching associations, as have made me view it in somewhat of the true light in which all passing earthly scenes should be viewed. My precious mother's memory, and that of my beloved Susan, have mingled with all my efforts to settle my wee establishment." And again — ''Jnlyzoth, " This place is very bright, and will be a nice spot ; and yet my heart is too full of the past not to feel that they are gone, and I am still left upon the sea of life. But 'ye: M wfmm^mfmmm^fmgiKmm'mm 178 LETTERS FROM MELLIFONT, [chap, viil 1844-] VISIT TO PORTSTEWART. 179 a little while ' and I too shall moor my bark beside the shore of Canaan, and the ocean of life will be passed. While I do remain upon its heaving waters, there is One who will make every billow bright with His smile, and whose voice will whisper amid every storm, ' It is I, be not afraid.' Oh, what a Saviour is ours ! How great the love that led us to His cross I" Then after speaking of household arrangements and presents received from kind friends — " I find my wants multiply, and am surprised that the machinery of my establishment requires so much to set it croincr. I dined at last night. All kind, but a little too grand for me." Ao-ain, about the same time — *' Thanks for your valued gifts ; I do trust the flowers will flourish. My predecessors did not care for anything pretty, and the garden is ///// of potatoes. The place is truly Irish in its confusion, dirt, and negligence.^ I feel as if everything were so wholly gone to ruin that it is hope- less to think of repairing it. I trust I shall not be shackled by the cares of an evil world ! I feel m some danger. Pray for me." On undertaking the charge of the little congrega- tion at Mellifont, Mr. Pennefather immediately added an afternoon service on the Sunday, which had not hitherto been attempted on account of the scattered dwellino-s of the Protestants. Only a small num- ber could respond to the invitation, and the advan- tage seemed hardly commensurate with the demand made upon his small stock of strength. In the early autumn we find him at Portstewart, evidently , very feeble in health. Writing from thence to his friend Mr. Nugent, on September 14th, he says — "A physician whom I have seen lately tells me I am on the eve of failing altogether, and he fears, unless I cease work now, I shall be forced to relinquish it, perhaps, for ever ! But I cannot give up yet, * It is better to wear out than to rust out.' " Mr. Maxwell, then at Portstewart, writes to a friend — " September loth. " We have had dearest Willy here for a fortnight ; he was indeed a gift from the Lord to our little circle. Besides the sweet social intercourse we had together, by his preaching in the church and his daily lectures in the hotel, he has left much of saving and comforting truth behind him here. His sermon on Ps. iv. 7, was one of the best I have ever heard from any one. His health is very indifferent, and two full services on Sunday are evidently beyond his strength." Notwithstanding the apprehensions of doctors and friends, Mr. Pennefather was enabled to return, after a very short absence, to Mellifont, and the two services were continued as long as he resided there. We find him still occupied with the interests of Roundstone, pleading with his friends on behalf of the poor crippled girl Catherine Mangan, and send- ing her the help obtained. At the end of October in this same year, he writes from Kingscourt to his friends at Sizergh — "I came here this morning to attend our anniversary meeting of the Irish Society, and remain here until i8o VISIT TO LIVERPOOL. [chap. VIII. Thursday. I believe I may say that, if God permit, I am to preach in Liverpool on Sunday, November 17th, for the Irish Society. The most of that week will probably be occupied with sermons and meetings. I go as the servant of the Society, and cannot tell what more I may be able to do, but I might possibly spend a few days at Sizergh if you are able to receive me. If this is per- mitted, may I come in the fulness of the blessing of the Gospel of Christ! I do not set my heart on it, but should feel it a rich mercy from the Lord. Oh ! dearest friends, I need your prayers. I have never gone on this sort of deputation before, and feel very unequal to the task. I would not have undertaken it, but that they could not find any one more suitable. Do pray that truth, wisdom, and love may be poured into my lips. If your beloved mother still tabernacles here, I would say, may the fulness of Christ's blessing be her support and consolation, may the Eternal Spirit sensibly abide with her, may the Father of Mercies be her shield and her exceeding great reward." The only further notice of this visit to Liverpool, which we find from his own pen, is in a short note to Mr. Winning, dated — ** Mcllifont, " December yd, 1844. ** My dear Friend, " Young Clark mentions that you expect me to preach at Kingscourt soon. Do pray excuse me. I have been absent two Sundays in England lately, and cannot leave my people again at present. You know how hard it is to get away even for one Sunday. God blessed our mission to Liverpool. In addition to about ;^6oo collected at the time, one gentleman contributed, anony- mously, i^iooo. May the Lord make us thankful ! We 1845.] LETTER FROM MELLIFONT, 181 I met with much kindness in England, but it was very fatiguing work." We give a few extracts from the correspondence of the following year, the records of which are some- what scanty. It seems to have been spent mostly at home in the quiet routine of ministerial duties. Of the results of his labours, at this or any other time, we can gather little from his own pen. He always shrank from speaking much of the success of work in which he was himself more immediately concerned. After detailing: to a friend the circumstances of a terrible accident in his household, he says — *' March 6th, 1845. " I have just finished reading Arnold's Life. His earnest desires to glorify God, and extend the kingdom of Christ on earth, are very striking. Much of his error seems to have been in theory , while the practice of his life we can- not fail to admire. His vivacity of mind, quick sensibility of feeling, and true courage, made him peculiarly suitable for his arduous position. In the training and moulding of youthful minds he seems to stand unequalled, and the reader cannot but regret, that he himself did not share the instruction and moral influence of Dr. Arnold. The variety of minds which shall be found amongst the redeemed in glory, and all purified from dross, will con- stitute a wondrous source of enjoyment, and the excel- lences and lineaments of beauty separately discernible in the creatures of His hands, will all be united and vividly portrayed in the glorious countenance of our Emmanuel. But I must write a letter, not an essay." n 182 LETTER FROM ARMAGH, [chap. viii. To a Cousin, ** The Palace, Armagh, '^ March 12th, 1845. ** Your dear letter was detained, and has only just reached me, so I have wronged you deeply by fiercely abusing you and B. in my letter to her. Here I am, and when leaving Drogheda I called at the post and found you faithful, when I deemed you so faithless ! ** The day is piercingly cold, but I find myself in a large, comfortable room, at the top of this square, three- storied, dignified mansion ! The town of Armagh, with its venerable cathedral, its pretty parish church, and un- dulating hills, rises before me, with the trees of the palace demesne as a foreground. I came at once to my room, as we dine at seven, and I wished to scribble these few lines to .plead my excuse, and to exonerate you. . . . Armagh is a very enjoyable place, and I shall be glad to see dear Haig,* but I always fear lest my enjoyments should be earthly rather than spiritual, and Oh ! what is this passing world 1 Elegance, refinement, beauty, wealth, what are they all, unless linked with Him who is altogether lovely, with Him who is God from everlasting ! " When I met with much that is merely transitory, I do desire to keep my eye on Him whose calm and holy eye, as man, once looked on men, and who now beholds us from the throne of His glory, and marks those who live as He lived, and walk as He walked." To R. Nugent f in Lofidon. **May 12///, 1845. "You are now in the midst of the battle-field. How wonderful the aspect of the world at this crisis ! France expels the Jesuits, Switzerland is contending for the same politic measure, Germany is the scene of another Refor- * A former schoolfellow who had entered the ministry. 1845.] LETTERS FROM MELLIFONT. \%t mation, while England^ Protestant England, is attempting to enact laws for the dominance of Popery over her once free and enlightened people. We turn to America and find the United States torn with dissensions, and loudly calling for war against the mother-country. What will the end be t May we be found watching ! . . . God bless and keep you in His faith and fear ! '* The next letter Is to his sister — *' Mellifont, " May i^thj 1845. " I should have written sooner, but have been perplexed with the affairs of the world— preparing to receive my father and Mr. Kilby. They arrived to-day, and seem delighted with the little place. I believe every one likes it better than I did myself. However, I begin to warpt to it. The transplanted tree takes a considerable time before it adopts as its own the new soil into which it has been plunged. But though I am slow to learn, I trust I have learnt to feel that if God quickens and upholds me, I shall be happy under any circumstances and in any place, and if not, I vmst droop and wither. Oh, that His Spirit may water and refresh us all ! " I long to have dear S. near me, because his love of Scripture is so helpful and quickening. . . . My father wishes me to return with him on Thursday, but however delightful it would be, I think it would not be right, as I have a lecture at Monasterboice on that day." To the same, " Novetnher 2/^h. "You will have me sooner than I expected. Please God, I shall be with you early on Wednesday. The Primate is to hold a meeting for the Additional Curate's Fund, on Thursday, in St. Patrick's Cathedral, and I under- stand he wishes his clergy from this end of the diocese to mm 1S4 LETTERS FROM MELLIFONT, [chap. viir. ( 1155 ) attend, so I shall probably be in town till Friday. . . . We are about to enter on the ecclesiastical New Year. May we be enabled to realise at this Advent season some of the bright prospects in store for the Church at * the appearing of Jesus Christ/ — the suppression of ungodli- ness and universal diffusion of holiness, the cessation of pain and sorrow, the resurrection of the departed saints, and the glorification of all the living who are true members of Christ's body ; the restoration of Judah and Israel, the happiness of the inferior animals, the beauty of the renovated earth ! When we dwell on such pros- pects, shall we not feel our afflictions light, and our labour for the Lord sweet, that Lord who is about to reward us according to the riches of His own loving- kindness." CHAPTER IX. 1 846- 1 847. Mission-Rooms and Cottage-Lectures— Early History of the Rev. R. Ryder— Failing Health— Enforced absence from Home— Work for the Irish Society— Recollections of an Irish friend— Visit to Germany — Irish Famine — Recollections of visits to Kings- court— Mission-school at Cloagh-Patrick— Visits to England- Marriage— Days spent in Westmoreland— Letters. TN the scattered parishes of Ballimacugh and ^ MelHfont Mr. Pennefather acted on the principle (aftervirards so prominent in all his parochial arrangements, whether in town or country) of forming local centres for gathering the people in small groups, where they might be reached more individually, and dealt with more closely than could be done by an^ number of ordinary church services. He always felt that these alo7ie were utterly inadequate to meet the spiritual necessities of an ignorant and careless population ; and wherever in a densely-peopled or needy district a suitable room could be obtained, and a small audience collected, there a simple Bible-reading or cottage-lecture was provided for them. — To ^' get at the peoplel' as he used to say, "whether in T i86 MISSION-ROOMS AND SERVICES. [chap. ix. 1846.] MISSION-ROOMS AND SERVICES. 187 a barn or a cathedral," to win souls for Christ by all means and any means, was his paramount object; and many can remember the reiterated petition, "Work, Lord, by whatsoever and whomsoever Thou wilt, only worJk for Thine own glory." The question has been often asked why Mr. Penne- father's congregations should have been always remarkable for an unusually large proportion of communicants, when he was known so constantly and solemnly to discourage a mere formal and unhallowed attendance at the table of the Lord. It was in great measure by means of these outlying mission-rooms, lectures, and cottage-meetings scat- tered over the parish, in addition to the work steadily carried on in the church, that a people was continually prepared to worship the Father in spirit and in truth: God greatly blessed this con- stant and varied labour. Numbers, whose changed lives bore witness to a change of heart, became personally known to the pastor, and presented themselves for admission to the table of the Lord, while it was the joy of his heart to examine and welcome them, one by one, as they came forward to join the ranks of earnest and devout communi- cants.* His naturally quick eye and keen power of observation gave him peculiar advantage. When looking over the assembly (latterly so large) he ♦ *' There was something inexpressibly tender," says one of these in later years, ''in his welcome to the new communicant. Look and tone and act all seemed to say, *• Come thou with us, and we will do thee good.* used, as he said, " to lift up a prayer for each," as he remembered the circumstances and needs of each. Doubtless all this has been done by hun- dreds of other ministers; but the continual syste- matic building up of a church-centre (using the word both in its ecclesiastical and spiritual sense), by every variety of agency, all acting in the liberty of love, resulted in that union of vitality and order which was Mr. Pennefather s peculiar aim in every department of the work intrusted to him. In touching on this subject we may seem to be anticipating, but in the letters written during his earlier ministry, we find constant reference to the hamlets, houses, or out-lying stations, where his little mission-services were held, and from whence many were gathered into the public services of the sanctuary. While he remained in Ireland he worked generally single-handed. In after years, God gave him many faithful helpers and fellow- labourers, whose gifts he rejoiced to recognise, and who shared his prayers, his anxieties, and his joys. In taking up the correspondence for 1846, we find a letter written to his dear friends in West- moreland on hearing of their probable removal from Sizergh — •'Mellifont, "January 2$rci, 1846. "The thought of your leaving Sizergh bewilders me. It is sad to me on your account, on account of the people around, and on my own. To me it was indeed a sacred spot! What happiness and calmness breathed around 1 88 THE REV. R. RYDER. [chap. IX me, without and within, while dwelling under its roof! But the voice of Him who never speaks but in love to His children has come, * Arise ye, and depart.' Shall we not obey willingly } His Presence can turn any of His dealings into light and peace." Acrain — ** That place has been an Eden to me, and a Bethel, too ; the unceasing tenderness and acts of friendship shown there to me and mine can never be forgotten, but will constitute a theme of thanksgiving when the new heaven and the new earth shall have taken the place of our present tabernacles. May God daily lead us to think of that City which hath foundations, which His infinite love and wisdom has prepared for the eternal dwelling- place of His children." Early in this year Mr. Pennefather first be- came acquainted with one whose after history he watched with the deepest interest, and who held a place in his remembrance long after they had been widely separated in the great harvest-field. A few lines from Mr. Ryder's pen will best tell its own tale. ** I remember well the visit I paid to Mellifont in 1846. Mr. Pennefather was the first friend who showed me kindness after I had renounced the errors of the Church of Rome.* He came at once to see me, and invited me to Mellifont. I had many profitable discussions with him, and he prayed often for and with me. We read various portions of Holy Scripture bearing on the points in dispute between the two Churches. He took me with him as he visited some of his parishioners, and I profited much by his conversations and prayers during these visits. * Mr. Ryder had been for ten years a Roman Catholic priest, and is now Rector of Errismore, near Clifden, Galway, ♦' i l^.«.6.] THE REV. R. RYDER. 189 His family prayers, morning and evening, struck me as testifying such deep and close communion with the Saviour, whose servant he was, that they filled me with joy, and gave me wonderful strength," Mr. Ryder goes on to speak of the difficulty he had felt with regard to the expression used in the Apostles' Creed, as repeated in our Protestant Churches, " I believe in the Holy Catholic Church," and of a conversation with Mr. Pennefather, in which he had opened out the meaning of the church universal in its fullest sense, and adds — " A beam of light entered my soul, and the last link that held me was broken. I thanked him from my heart for the solution of a difficulty which had never before been satisfactorily explained." Mr. Ryder corresponded with Mr. Pennefather for some litde time, and was afterwards introduced to Mr. Dallas, from whose published memoir we may be permitted to make a short extract, as it helps us to follow the course of one who has been for many years a diligent and faithful minister of the Protestant Church in Connemara. " One of those priests mentioned by Mr. Dallas, as being in communication with him, was the Rev. R. Ryder, who had been brought up at Maynooth, and had been most earnest and laborious in the village of Rooveagh, where all his friends and relations lived. He had been brought to see the errors of his Church, and his conversion had subjected him to much persecution. Mr. Dallas felt that if this man were really to be trusted, he would be the very agent that was needed to carry on the work. One who 190 THE REV. R, RYDER, [chap. IX. If knew by training and by experience the doctrines of Rome, would possess a power in the controversy he was eng^aged to carry on. He determined to give him the severest test of his sincerity, by offering him to undertake the mission in the very parish in which he had acted as priest. He put before him the great work to be done, and the example of the apostles and prophets, who loved not their lives unto death, adding that he would himself go with him to support him in the entrance of his work, that he would give him two readers to assist him, and visit the mission himself at every emergency. " Mr. Ryder took a night to consider the proposal, and after the natural struggle to which such a prospect of trial and persecution gave rise, consented to cast himself upon God, and undertake the work in the full conviction that His Almighty arm alone would raise him from death. Mr. Dallas accompanied him to Rooveagh in April ; he settled down as a reader, and six months after this, when Mr. Dallas visited him, he brought forward between forty and fifty persons who were willing to learn the Scriptures and receive his visits," * But the labours of 1846 were to be much inter- rupted. Soon after Mr. Ryder's visit to Mellifont, we find reference in Mr. Pennefather's letters to the prospect of an enforced absence from home, which greatly tried him. Increased weakness and suffering had compelled him again to seek medical advice, and Sir Henry Marsh was peremptory in requiring cessation from his parish work for several months. In allusion to this subject, he writes from Mellifont, March 18 th, — * See •• Incidents in the Life and Ministry of the Rev. A. R. C. Dallas, A.M.," page 354. 1846.] PROPOSED ABSENCE FROM IRELAND. ipt " I have to thank you for your dear and valued letter just received. It was a sweet cheer to me on reaching my lonely home in rather a lonely spirit. I have been much harassed about my plans, though my Heavenly Father seems wonderfully to have smoothed my way. But to leave my home for several months^ is a great trial ! It is now nearly arranged that the Rev. E. Hamilton and his family come here, and that he will undertake the duty (both Sunday and week-day). It is probable that he will remain five months, and that if I am spared to return, I shall re-occupy my wee dwelling early in October. What is to become of me during that interval I know not. Sir H. Marsh spoke of Germany, and then Switzerland. However, I purpose at present to leave Ireland about the 15th of May, and go direct to Sizergh, if you can receive me, and from thence in about ten days to London, and then, I know not whither. It is indeed sweet amid perplexities to think of seeing you both, my beloved friends, and seeing too that dear spot ere you leave it. I am very glad you have secured such a retreat as EUeray. I cannot say I know it exactly, though I thi7ik I do. , . Last week I was absent examining schools, which the clergy have to do every half year, as they may be ap- pointed. It is very fatiguing, but a needful work ; and I have still three more to visit. The Irish meetinor in Dublin went off well, and I had much interesting inter- course with some of the Irish teachers. ... If it please God that my health be strengthened, I do ask that I may be enabled to give myself more entirely to His service." It was just at this time that he paid a visit to Dromisken, in reference to which an Irish friend writes : * My recollections of that beloved saint of God, the Rev. William Pennefather, go back to the March of 1846, when he came to take part in the 192 VISIT TO DROMISKEN, [chap IX. annual examination of the Irish readers, held that year in the parochial school of Dromisken, near Castlebellingham. I shall never forget the impres- sion he made on me. He was evidently in very delicate health, and his whole manner and bearino- gave me the idea of a being belonging to another world, to which I felt sure he was soon going ; and I said to the clergyman's wife after he went away, * You have indeed entertained an angel.' — His sym- pathy and quick perception of the feelings of others especially struck me. A very shy, retiring young clergyman was one of the party, and I well recollect Mr. Pennefather's kindness to him, setting him at ease, and bringing him forward in conversation, strongly impressing me with his own unselfishness, so evidently finding his enjoyment in that of others. "I sat next to him at luncheon, and can recall even now the holy tone of his conversation, and the stanzas of a hymn which he repeated with the deepest feeling, his whole manner and expression marking him as one whose communion with heaven was deep and abiding. A lady who was at that time staying in the house was very unhappy. She had imbibed what were then called Tractarian views, from reading the * Tracts for the Times,' which had been recently published. Mr. Pennefather was asked to speak to her, but she declined conversation with him, saying that her opinions were dearer to her than life, while her friends could see in them nothing but evil. Mr. Pennefather's candid remark, 1846.] MEETINGS OF IRISH TEACHERS. 193 t that he * desired always to seek out the good in everything and only to reject the evil,* was used of God as the thin end of the wedge, which opened the way for her deliverance from opinions which were causing great distress and alienation in her family. ** At the examination of the Irish readers Mr. Pennefather took the second lesson for the day, Luke xiii., and I shall never forget the feeling of that meeting, or the holy earnestness with which that brave band of men, many of them far advanced in years, drank from their young teacher's lips of the river of the water of life. The next time I saw Mr. Pennefather was at a crowded meeting in the Rotunda, Dublin. I well remember his quick observation of two ladies who came in late, and were unable to find seats. He came down from the platform with two camp-stools, which he placed for them, one little instance of the characteristic which distinguished all his after life to a remarkable degree, * least of all, and servant of all.' " Very few records have been preserved of the months of absence from Mellifont. Part of the time was spent at Langen-Schwalbach, where his loneli- ness was cheered by a seemingly casual acquaintance formed with an English family, which resulted in a life-long friendship. A note written to his friend Mrs. Crewdson, bearing the date of Levens Parson- age, Sept. 1 8th, seems to tell that he returned to England with a measure of renewed strenoih. ,-, ,i>;* 194 IR/SN FAMINE. [CHAP. IXj « I am well, thank God, after walking here from Elleray. When the coach overtook me yesterday it was full, so I was compelled to walk to Brigsteer, and got on gaily. Your old woman was out. I questioned the children at the school, and they answered nicely, ha they were reading the Revelation ! ! Mrs. Hall was ill, and glad to see me. She is most anxious that * her prayers may be answered.' and that you may see an opening for a school near you. God bless you, beloved friend. I felt much in passing through Brigsteer wood, and by the gate of old Sizergh. Yet s'urely we ought to thank God for mercies past, and take courage. Many a bright beam of love has strayed through the old windows, which will shine on our path for ever." When Mr. Pennefather returned to Ireland, he found the whole country groaning under the scourge of famine. The potato-blight, which was looked upon as a calamity in England, meant nothing less than starvation to the population of the sister isle. In the west and south the desola- tion was appalling ; and even in more favoured dis- tricts the daily increasing distress drew largely on the sympathy and purses of the resident gentry and clergy. Relief-committees were organised and public works set on foot for the employment of the famishing people, but the wide-spread misery seemed to baffle the most energetic effort. In the early part of the winter of 1846 Mr. Pennefather writes from Mellifont, November i8th — "The money sent has been a most timely assistance, for even here the poverty is great. It is wages the people want; food there is at present, if there were 1847.] IRISH FAMINE, 195 money to purchase it. On Monday I was at the Relief Committee, and pinching hunger was too plainly written on the faces of many of the people. I am going to drain a field I have, make walks, &c., to try and find employ- ment for a few. But it is always difficult to close such works, and of course I could not long continue them. . . . We are to have two services on Tuesday. The day will, I believe, be observed throughout Ireland. Pray for us, that light may spring up among our dark peasantry, and that food for soul and body may be provided by Him who can satisfy the desire of every living thing." Amid the trials of this dreary winter, on which he used to look back with a shudder at the remem- brance of its loneliness and terrible anxieties, his spirit was refreshed by a visit to Kingscourt ; and the Rev. Hugh Gelston (the present rector of that place, then curate to Mr. Winning), when referring to those days of united labour, writes: ** It was in the midst of the Irish Famine, in the February of 1847, that he and I exchanged duty — I going to Mellifont and he coming to Kingscourt. On this occasion he preached for our schools, and, as was usual with him, was eminently successful. Surely our God must have blessed his work wher- ever he went I Among Mr. Pennefather s many visits to Kingscourt, I have a very lively remem- brance of one, when he came in company with other clergymen to examine our Irish schools, or rather teachers, with a sample of scholars necessary to be produced. They were divided into separate classes, and a clergyman set to each in different 196 VISITS TO KINGSCOURT, [chap. IX. rooms. I was with Mr. Pennefather in his room, and I remember well his delicate appearance, and, I might almost say, the heavenly look which he had then as a young man, which got for him in our own immediate circle the name of *St. John.' The men opened their Bibles at Acts xiii. 44, each read his verse in Irish and translated it into English, and when this was done, the questioning com- menced. I never remember a more interesting meeting. The next day we had evening service in church, and Mr. Pennefather preached from 2 Cor. vi. 19, 20." Miss Winning, writing from America, and recal- ling the happy days of Kingscourt, gathers up many interesting incidents connected with one who was greatly beloved by her honoured father. A little instance recorded by her of the sacredness which he always attached to a promise may be given here — '*I remember on one occasion, when Mr. Pennefather had been with us for a few days, my father expressed an earnest desire that he should remain to preach on Sunday. He seemed to wish it himself, but still decidedly refused. At last Papa said, * Mr. Pennefather, unless you can give some very good reason for leaving, I shall really feel hurt.* He then said he had promised to visit a dying girl on Saturday evening, and could not disappoint her. He had not mentioned it before, as he might seem to be attaching too much importance to his visits. We heard afterwards that he had been the means of bringing that young girl to the Saviour." The same friend adds— t--™- --■^!*-'&i*p«i(^i'^¥S'^8*^"^i^5^^*^^ 1847.] VISITS TO KINGSCOURT, 197 " I shall never forget my dear father's grief, when he heard of Mr. Pennefather's removal to England, for of all the many clergymen that frequented our house, not one was so welcomed when he came, or so regretted when he left." Before closing our reminiscences of Kingscourt, we may insert an interesting sketch, from the pen of Miss Mason, of one of the meetings held there, giving a little idea of Irish work at that time. After describing her meeting with Mr. Pennefather on " a blessed occasion never to be forgotten," she says — " The following evening, I think it was, Mr. Winning took me on a car to a cabin a few miles distant. It was a dark November evening; and when we arrived at the cabins, we left our car, and walked in the dark about a mile further, not on a road, but through fields, over hedges and ditches and among ponds, accompanied by a number of the poor Irish scholars, who literally almost carried me over all the dirty spots with the greatest tenderness, till we arrived at another cabin (in a field) where we found the room (not a small one) crowded with Irish scholars, men and women. There was a long table or board, round which as many as there was room for sat, and the rest of the space was crowded with men standing. There were^two candles, one stuck in a hole in the table, the other passed from hand to hand, according as the people read their verse, for all had a copy of God's Word, and read alternately. I suppose we were there about two hours, and the meeting was intensely interesting. All could read, and all who were questioned answered admir- ably, and seemed well acquainted with Scripture. One of the texts considered was Rom. viii. i, 2; those ques- tioned on it seemed greatly to value the blessed truth I :-! 198 VARIOUS MISSIONARY EFFORTS, [chap. ix. taught in that portion of God's Word. We came home at nearly twelve o'clock as we went, carefully guarded by a number of kind protectors." * The same beloved friend writes — " Dublin, "January I'^rdyi^'jy.-y "As to the Irish work, for 60 years I have loved, and tried to help it. I can remember the starting of the Irish Society, the Achill Mission, Mr. Gayer and his work, then Mr. Dallas, and all were marvellously blessed. In Achill there are three churches in an island where not a Protestant existed, in Connemara a number well known, in Kerry five churches in one locality, where no Protestants were to be found; and what is the general state of Ireland now.^ In every quarter where any missionary effort has been attempted, the Roman Catho- lics not only do not persecute, but listen in numbers quietly and reverently to the Word of God." In the spring of 1847 Mr. Dallas paid one of his missionary visits to Dublin ; and it was pro- bably then, though we have no record of the cir- cumstances, that the friendship was formed, which subsisted between him and Mr. Pennefather for so many years. But to return to MelHfont. In 1846 Mr. Penne- father opened a mission-school, in a small hamlet at the extremity of his parish, called Cloagh Patrick, in the town-land of Tullyallan. He was painfully conscious that little or no inroad had been made * It does not appear whether this meeting was conducted by Mr. Winning or Mr. Pennefather, though we find it alluded to in other letters. t Before the close of the year, this honoured servant of the Lord was called into her Master's presence, at the age of 87. 0m^^ps' X847.] SCHOOL AT CLOAGH PATRICK". 199 upon the Roman Catholic population, and taking the largest cottage he could find he fitted it up for a school and the residence of a school-mistress, determining to make it a centre for missionary effort. The first attempt, however, was unsuccess- ful, as the mistress, after working for a short time, was incapacitated by illness, and the school was closed. But the disappointment was soon sur- mounted, and in the spring of 1847 Mr. Penne- father returned from Dublin, bringing with him a zealous young teacher, whose spirit had been fired by listening to the fervent appeals of Mr. Dallas, and the school was re-opened on the 9th of April. The numbers soon rose to eighty, irrespective of the large influx of irregular scholars, who dropped in occasionally. The mistress fully entered into the missionary character of the school, and every moment of spare time was devoted to a loving ministry among the starving people around. This school, with the important work emanating from it, was an object of great anxiety as well as deep interest to Mr. Pennefather while he remained in Ireland, and the strain put upon his own slender resources by the needs of a famine-stricken people, necessitated the additional labour of collecting funds. In the early part of this summer we find him in England, spending some time in Kent, where he met her who was to be his wife, and visiting his valued friend Mr. Dallas at Wonston. The later summer months were spent in his parish, cheered doo MARRIAGE. [chap. IX. I by the prosperity of his little missionary settlement at Cloagh Patrick. He returned to Kent in September, and was married on the i6th of that month to Catherine, eldest daughter of Admiral King of Angley. The marriage-service was performed in the fine old parish church of Cranbrook, by his dear friend Mr. Cleaver, who now became his uncle.* " William Pennefather married I " wrote an old friend, " I cannot at all realise it. I have so lone thought of him as a dear saint of God, just on the wing for heaven." One who knew and loved both husband and wife, sent her congratulations in the words of the Apostle : " What thanks can we render to God again for you, for all the joy wherewith we joy for your sakes before our God." In the first hotel at which they spent a short time after their marriage, Mr. Pennefather commenced the practice, which he carried on throughout his life, of collecting the servants of the hotel, and as many of the guests as were willing to accept his invitation, for Bible-reading and prayer. On this first occasion God granted a gracious token of en- couragement in the testimony of one of the servants, given before he left the house, to the great blessing she had received. Before returning to Ireland he paid a visit to his Rear- Admiral the Honourable James William King, youngest son of Robert, Earl of Kingston, married the daughter of Euseby Cleaver, Arch- bishop of Dublin, whose eldest soa was William Cleaver, Rector of Delgany, in the county of Wicklow. .w...-Mft -> .•/-#*»E^-r""t! i*=--'^!..?f,-a^i^,,T. \l--r.p'-^^- .■'■..-~«T,^;,xl.-^--~,,^.4SSf^^^ , 1847.] VISIT TO WESTMORELAND. 201 "English home," anxious to introduce his wife to its beauties, as well as to the large circle of his Westmoreland friends. The autumn was singu- larly bright and propitious for the enjoyment of the country ; and the delight with which he pointed out its familiar scenes to one who had never been among them before can well be imagined. One friend, who can still recall that happy season, writes : — " I had known him as a youth at Levens Parsonage, preparing for the University, when his life was a practical commentary on the 13th chapter of i Corinthians, an example oi faith and hope and love. As time went on, I remember how skilful he was in setting forth the sympathy of Jesus, in a time of deep anguish and bereavement. I call to mind his direct and transparent way of dealing with Scripture at Bible-readings, and the calm and restful look, with the upward glance, which seemed to say, * Oh, send out Thy light and Thy truth, let them lead me.' And I have one very bright recol- lection of him when his tide of human happiness was at its height. It was during a stay at Elleray, shortly after his marriage. " I was privileged to drive with him and his wife to Langdale. . . . Everything in the beauti- ful scenery was at its best ; there was sunshine within and without. It was natural for him to seek expression for joy in the house of prayer, so, at his suggestion, we went into the little church on the centre knoll, and there, in sight of the mountain -..,. I i-^-'^-^^S'^ ^?"f^ 202 LETTER FROM DUBLIN, [chap. IX. grandeur, within those quiet walls, he poured out prayer and praise from an overflowing heart. It seemed to me a very Presence-chamber of the Eternal, a realisation of the truth that * The Church below and those above, But one Communion make.' " Little can be added to the records of this year from his own correspondence, as few letters have been preserved which supply anything like a con- nected narrative. Some thoughts of interest may be gathered out from such as remain, before we return to Mellifont. In a letter written from Dublin, July 17th, he speaks of his great pleasure in discovering the ap- preciation of painting in some uneducated minds — " When I showed them the picture, they could not help weeping, and I could not help rejoicing that they took in the beauty, and were able to grasp the conception. It is real enjoyment to see the humbler classes able to enter into refined gratifications such as music and painting. Perhaps the Irish do so especially, but I feel that the channels opened to us by works of art, by sweet sounds and pleasant sights have not been used as they might have been for cultivating and refining our peasantry. I would not of course depend on these things, or carry them too far, nothing can satisfy the soul of man but * the Bread of Life, which came down from heaven, and of which if a man eat, he shall live for ever.' But man is a compound being, and God has met his nature at all points. He has given food for the body, the intellect, and the affections ; He has surrounded us with forms of beauty, and man is permitted to copy and represent and delight in these works of His Father's hand." 1 1847.] LETTERS FROM MELLIFONT, 203 The thought here touched upon was one which held a prominent place in Mr. Pennefathers mind, and might be traced in all his arrangements for the poor. Flowers, pictures, and music always had their place in the mission-work over which he pre- sided, at a time when the power of these things was far less appreciated than is now the case. Again, writing from Mellifont in the same month, he says — " May we ever know what it is * to walk in the light as He is in the light.* It implies — ist, To walk in acceptance. 2nd, To walk in ever increasing knowledge, 3rd, To walk in koiiness. 4th, To walk mjoy. 5th, To walk in a groiving sense of God's presence and favour. And to abide in this knowledge, holiness, joy, and blessed sense of favour, to maintain this fellowship (which is in its measure like the deep love that subsists between the Father and the Son), there must ever be the realisation that 'the blood of Jesus Christ His Son cleanseth us from all sin.' That thought oi fellowship is indeed marvellous, passing comprehension ! But it glori- fies the Father who * Himself loveth you,' it glorifies the work of Jesus which has brought it about, it glorifies the divine Spirit who begets and sustains the blessed inter- course.' " The next letter alludes to the Mission-school at Cloagh Patrick — "Mellifont, ^^ August 7 ik, 1847. " On my way home from some distant visits, I called at the school, but the children were dismissed, so I could only talk to the mistress, who is full of love and anxiety Ei It 204 LETTERS FROM MELLIFONT. [chap. IX. about them. From thence I went to visit the Police- Barrack, and heard from the wife of one of the sergeants, who is a truly pious woman, a most cheering testimony to the effect of the school upon the neighbourhood. She said nothing could surpass the zeal and anxiety of the teacher, and the children's voices are heard in hymns of praise along the roads, instead of a constant sound of angry curses. Her eyes filled with tears as she spoke, and I could not help asking her and her husband, with two other men who were present, to kneel down while I thanked Him, who orders all things for His own eternal glory, that He had so far prospered us. . . . " In your allusion to Psalm cxiii. you have touched a passage which peculiarly interests me. In the first part of the psalm, the Psalmist speaks of Jehovah's majesty as the ground of praise, and then, verse by verse, as he proceeds, the subject seems to expand before his mind, till he exclaims, ' Who is like unto the Lord our God, who dwelleth on high !' as if he would fill others with the same grand conceptions. Next comes the contrast, this great- ness of God brought alongside of His condescension. • He humbleth Himself to behold the things that are in heaven.' It is a vast descent for Deity to look with com- placency on anything finite, yet God does delight in the angels who stand around His throne and sing His praises. But He descends further yet, earth (this little world, hang- ing like a tiny dew-drop in the vast field of space), has a place in His thoughts and is under His care. 'He be- holdeth the things that are in the earth.' Can He stoop lower ? Yes ! He has come down to the sinners of this sinful earth, and has stooped to lift the poor from the dust and the needy from the dung-hill, to set them among princes, even among the princes of His people.' ... I have been thinking of Mrs. R., and feel much for her. How often God rends our bowers that His own light may shine in through the opening His hand has made I Truly His 0' > i847.] LETTERS FROM MELLTFONT. 205 ways are past finding out, and eternity will not suffice to comprehend the wondrous love that has guided all our journeyings through this wilderness-world. When we are safe on the mount of glory, and can look back on the path- way, tracing out every turn in the light of God's counten- ance, what a burst of thankfulness will follow ! We are very near the confines of eternity. A few more gleams of sunshine, a few more clouds of trial, a little more weariness, a little tossing, and then—'¥ot ever with the Lord!' and this our portion ! and wherefore ? — Oh ! the depth of the riches of His grace ! ... Is it not strange that the language of triumph and holy joy should ever be re- strained ? Strange that a little sorrow, a little pain or weakness or temptation, should obscure the glorious prospect which lies before us ! — But 2i farthing held close to the eye will hide out the loveliest scene in all creation, and when the eye of the mind is darkened by present things, either joy or sorrow, Christ and salvation, heaven and eternity, all these realities are out of sight. ... I know too often what it is to hear the voice of God walking, as it were, among the trees of the garden, while still my soul cries out, * Let me see Thy face, for Thy countenance is comely.'— God bless you with the bright shiniftg of His face ! " " September yd* ** You ask about Col. i. 20. I have often thought that when the angels, who kept not their first estate, were driven by Jehovah from His holy sanctuary in heaven, ihey left the stain of guilt there. It was necessary that all imperfection should be removed from the dwelling-place of the Most High, and it behoved the Holy One to show to the unfallen spirits His hatred of sin, and His power to cleanse His temple from any defilement which sin had left there. Therefore our blessed Redeemer entered into the 'holy place with His own blood,' manifesting His hatred of all iniquity, and showing to the elect angds that w 2o6 LETTER FROM WESTMORELAND. [cHAP. rx. in His grace and power they stand, and that now there is security that transgression shall never again enter heaven. The blood sprinkled there, in the sight of all its mighty hosts, as a warrant from Jehovah, that they shall be kept, and a lesson to all created intelligences that Christ is the Life of His creatures. *By Him all things consist: His work is the glory of God, and the source of all blessing to the inhabitants of earth and heaven. Thus angels and redeemed men will unite to praise Jehovah for the work of the Incarnate Son. Angels will see their safety in Him, men will acknowledge their deliverance from ruin, all, all the fruit of a Saviour's mighty love I " Does this thought commend itself to you ? '* We close with a few lines written from West- moreland — " We had a most enjoyable afternoon yesterday. The mist rolled off the fine amphitheatre of mountains round the head of Windermere, and we rowed up the lake, entering the river which flows into it, and pursued our way between its banks. The river is formed by the confluence of two bright streams, which having woke up their respective valleys with their joyous music, unite before they enter Windermere, and in one deep tranquil flow of waters, find their way into the bosom of the lake. The rugged mountains come precipitously down to the water-side, and beyond rises summit above summit, with the sun sinking behind them. ... Oh ! to be ever rising, ever springing up in thought and afl"ection towards Him^ the eternal One, from whom all beauty and blessing flow ! **0n Sunday we went to Rydal Church, that pretty little church at the foot of a craggy hill, with clambering ivy and tufts of heath, nestling under the branches of native oak. I missed the Wordsworths ; their place was 1847.] DEATH OF WORDSWORTirS DAUGHTER. 207 empty, sorrow has entered their home.* Oh ! that they may know what it is to abide beneath the wings of Ever- lasting Love, and there hearken to the voice of One, who says to His trembling children, 'It is I, be not afraid V Our sermon was on Rom. viii. 32. I have been thinking much of the passage. A blessed inference deduced from an amazing fact ! the inference and the fact both worthy of Jehovah, both equally beyond the conception of man ! All things are ours! through Christ, with Christ, /// Christ!" • The deaih of their only daughter, which had just taken place. I l I ¥^' W il I. ( zo8 ) CHAPTER X. I 847- I 848. Return to Mellifont-Prevalence of Famine-fever-Relief g|ven at the Mission-school-Visit to Dublin-IUness'-Death of Adm.ral Kmg -Offer of a Church at Aylesbury-Removal to England-History of the building of Trinity Church, Walton-Great need ot Schools -Efforts of lomanism-Temporary School and S,te purchased for a new Building-Preaching to the Bargemen-Crowded Church-Letters to Miss Mason-Prayer-meetings. THE opening of November 1847 ^und Mr. and Mrs. Pennefather settled at Mellifont, in the midst of a starving and fever-stricken population. The prospects of the country were improving— it was confidently hoped that the worst was over, and far-seeing friends of Ireland could discern the wonder-working providence of God, in detaching her peasantry from their exclusive dependence on the potato crop. But for the present, the scourge was still heavy on the land, and, added to the scarcity of food, the usual distressing consequence in the form of famine-fever was carrying off its thousands. Among .the Protestant inhabitants, who were looked upon as Mr. Pennefather's charge, there was comparatively but little destitution, and his 1847-48] FAMINE AND FEVER, 209 wisdom was called in question by many, for attempting to touch the ocean of misery that lay around. To any one acquainted with the suburbs of Drogheda, the most degraded of which lay in the direction of Mellifont, such a view of the case may not appear unreasonable. Nevertheless, we believe there are few who could have lived in the vicinity of such appalling wretchedness, hearing from day to day, as a minister must do, its harrowing details, without making some little effort, however hope- lessly inadequate, to alleviate the suffering. Per- haps none but those accustomed to Irish poverty can realise the indolent endurance with which hun- dreds of ragged creatures will sit, from morning till night, around any dwelling where they have the faintest hope of obtaining, as they say, " bit or sup." During the earlier months of this trying winter Mellifont Glebe was literally besieged by crowds, whose looks told but too plainly the tale of hunger and sickness. To shut doors and hearts was im-. possible; but while meal was served out for some hours daily, it was with the painful conviction that little real good was accomplished, and .that the people were sinking lower and lower in a degrading pauperism. The same work was going on at the little school-house at Tully-Allan, but with more satisfaction in the case of the children, who could not, under any circumstances, have earned their own living. To them, too, there was some possibility. 210 »\ h h RELIEF GIVEN AT THE SCHOOL, [chap. X. Utterly precluded among the adults, of ministering the Bread of Life as well as the bread that perisheth. Our only memoranda of this period are a few notes jotted down by the school-mistress. " One feature of our work was the necessity of feeding the perishing bodies of those famishing little ones. FindincT that many of them had no food before commg to schoorMr. Pennefather, with the aid of the same friends, in Dublin, who had so kindly furnished us with books and school-requisites, supplied Indian-meal and nee, which was made into porridge, and served out in wooden bowls Our difficulties were many. In the whole neighbourhood we could not purchase half a pint of milk, until some of • the constabulary procured a goat, which gave us temporary aid Many never tasted a morsel from day to day, except what was supplied to them at the school, and the cases of utter destitution coming under our notice I dare not attempt to describe. ** On one occasion, a poor woman came to the door just at my dinner-time, and not having anything left in the house but the piece of bread on the table, I gave it to her. She had tasted no food for some days except a turnip pulled up in a field, and after eagerly eating the bread, she dropped down dead in the next house she entered. We were obliged to close the windows, or we could have eaten no food ourselves : often the supplies were out and the . last shilling gone. But the people's hearts were won, and I had no uncivil word in all my wanderings, early and late. " Many were the excommunications from the parish priest, who used to ride about with a horse-whip, and frighten the poor little ones on their way to school. On one occasion he walked into the school-room and demanded my books, with the names and residences of the 1847-48.] FAMINE AND FEVER, 211 li children, but I simply said I was not authorised to give up my registers ; and though he was very angry, the Lord mercifully delivered us. Never can I forget Mr. Penne- father's restful smile and constant prayers (for prayer was the atmosphere in which he lived) when I went to him with all my histories of threats and troubles. I felt as thousfh I could not endure the strain without them ; and I used to return calm and strengthened, as well as laden with flannel and materials for clothing — here it was literally clothing the naked. The school was a continual conflict, for each time the denunciations of the priest were uttered, numbers would be withdrawn : but the love of the children to the place where they had received kindness was so strong, that again they would find their way back to us. ** I could fill pages with incidents of that year of dread- ful trial, for fever, amounting to pestilence, was making terrible ravages amongst the inhabitants of the district, and took its worst form in a hamlet lying still nearer to Drogheda. I remember on one occasion, a son entreating the priest to go to his mother, who was dying. The father lay dead in the house, and others were lying ill, but he steadily refused to go until the money was paid down. The poor fellow, not having a farthing left, promised to get it, but nothing would move the priest, and in desperation the poor son cried, * Then I will fetch the Protestant minister," and off he went to Mellifont Glebe. Mr. Penne- father's kindness to all the poor around, without distinction of creed, was well known.'* These details might be multiplied ; but enough has been said to give an idea of the fierce warfare going on both with misery and superstition. We have only one letter written by Mr. Pennefather at this period. \ 212 NEED OF FUNDS. [chap. X. To R. Nugent, Esq. « Mellifont debt?, ^ January 27///, 1848. " My dearest Richard, " Can you do anything for my wretched people ? Here is a population of 4500, 3000 of whom at least are paupers, and in great destitution. I have been enabled for nearly ten months to feed the children attending my school. There are lOO names on the books, and we have a daily attendance varying from 35 to 75. Fever lessens our numbers. Of the hundred, about ten are Protestants, the remaining ninety are Roman Catholics. The priests are furious, and so are many of the Roman Catholic farmers. A Roman Catholic shopkeeper told a poor woman (whose child attended our school), in the presence of a policeman, that he ' would sooner forgive her for stealing a cow than for sending her child to that school.' Unless I obtain funds I must close the school. The expense of mistress, house, fuel, and food, is about ^^60 a year. My income from this parish is under £^6^. My door is besieged by half-starving creatures, just out of fever, craving for food. I am oftentimes cast down, yet God does graciously vouchsafe to help me. Pray for, and, ii vou can, relieve " Your ever attached friend, '*W. Pennefather." At the end of January Mr. Pennefather and his wife went to Dublin to meet Mr. Dallas, and con- sult with him and other friends for the extension and increased efficiency of the Irish Church Missions, so energetically worked under his auspices. Various plans were proposed, and willing help promised by 1848.] ILLNESS IN DUBLIN, 213 Mr. Pennefather, but God had other purposes for His servant ; and the zeal and love so warmly devoted to Ireland were soon to be employed in other fields. The visit to Dublin was intended to be a very short one ; but when just about to return to his work, Mr. Pennefather was taken ill, and for some little time confined to his bed. He had been so much in contact with malignant fever that many fears were entertained, but the Lord graciously rebuked the disease, and though for a short time terribly pros- trate, he speedily rallied. He was still confined to his room when letters arrived from England, telling of the dangerous illness of his father-in-law, Admiral King, to be followed in a few short days by the tidings of his death. Though he had been long in failing health, the blow was very unexpected, and came at a moment when his daughter could not be released from the sick-room of her husband. Mr. Dallas was still in Dublin, and seemed sent as an angel of mercy in these hours of sorrow and perplexity. He was eminently a man of prayer, and his fervent supplica- tions, and bright anticipations of the coming glory, shedding its light over all earthly shadows, brought many a message of strength and comfort. It was about this time (the middle of February), though we have no note of the exact date, that Mr. Pennefather received a letter from the Rev. Charles Bridges, writing as one of the trustees of Trinity Church, Walton, Aylesbury, to invite him to become I' i 1 \ 214 OFFER OF A CHURCH IN ENGLAND, [chap. x. a candidate for that incumbency. Mr. Bridges spoke of it as a place, ** offering no worldly attrac- tion whatever, a difficult post, very small income, no house, no society (in the common acceptation of the term) ; but, on the other hand, an important sphere of labour, and a large body of devoted clergy in the surrounding neighbourhood." It was a difficult question, coming at such a moment, and it was pressed as requiring speedy decision. To think 01 leaving Mellifont was nothing new to him ; he had felt for some time past that the good to be accomplished there was not commensurate with the demands made upon his strength, and the matter had been again and again laid before the Lord. But to think of leaving Ireland was painful and perplexing in the extreme. He had purposed in early youth to devote his life to the welfare of that land ; his heart was bound up with the schemes opening up for missionary effort among its people, and his aged father would in all probability resent the mere mention of his removal to England. The conflict was a sharp one, but the providential leadings were very remarkable, and he could scarcely doubt the indications of the Lord's will. With that independence of thought and action, which was part of his character, he determined to mention the subject at this early stage to none but his father, praying earnestly that his opposition might be moderated if, indeed, the thing proceeded from the Lord. The distinctness of the answer 184S.] REMOVAL FROM MELLIFONT. «5 could not be mistaken. With all natural expressions of regret at the loss of his society. Baron Penne- father acknowledged the paramount importance of his duty as a minister, and left him perfectly free to act, without the fear of placing himself in undue antagonism to his parent's wishes. Among the many answers to prayer which marked his life, perhaps none was ever more striking than this. To those who knew the circumstances and persons concerned, it would seem nothing less than the Lord's own voice speaking. It was a matter of great satisfaction to him, that the utter absence of worldly advantages, in connection with his call to England, tended to simplify the question, as his motives could scarcely be doubted. He decided not to waste time and money in going over to see the place, but to accept it as God's appointment, and trust Him for all that was to follow. The removal from Mellifont was pain- ful, but it was done very promptly. The living, as soon as resigned, was accepted by a friend who well knew both pastor and people ; arrangements for the packing of some things and sale of others were quickly made ; and he set his face like a flint to take a step which he greatly dreaded but never doubted. Among other trials, he had to leave the young school-mistress, who had so bravely shared the con- flicts of the past year, on a sick-bed, prostrated by fever and anxiety. But in the midst of much dark- ness God gave him a ray of very bright sunshine, in the visitation of a dying lady to whom he was '» 2l6 REMOVAL FROM MELLIFONl, [chap. X. called just before leaving his country, and to whom he was permitted to be a messenger of life and peace. It was remarkable that one precious soul was given him when on the point of quitting the shores of Ireland, and a second immediately oa reaching his new parish — like tender tokens of his Father's approval and blessing. The only letter we have from Mr. Pennefather's own pen at this time, is a short note to an Irish clergyman, dated— " My dear Mr. S- "Mellifont, " March yd. " It grieves me greatly to tell you that I am about to leave this place, and I fear I shall not have an opportunity of seeing you before my departure. A per- petual curacy of very small value {£\lo and no house) has been offered to me in England — Walton, Aylesbury, Buckinghamshire. My chief reason for accepting it is, that it presents a field of labour more suited to my powers than this. Here I am in a parish more than six miles in length by four in breadth, containing a popula- tion of 4500 persons, of whom 3000 at least are paupers. The Protestants are only 200, scattered over this wide field, and mingled with the mass of Romanists. To visit this httle flock I have to travel many miles. The curacy now offered to me is very circumscribed in extent, the population about 900, close together, the congregation about 450. It is not without earnest prayer that I have consented to remove to another sphere. I believe God is guiding me ; were it not so, I could not bring myself to leave Ireland. I greatly need your prayers, for I am very weak; but oh I the power of the grace that is in Christ Jesus ! an ample supply for all the necessities of the whole Church ; * Open thy mouth wide and I will fill it.* 1848.] ARRIVAL AT AYLESBURY. 217 " Surely the days look dark, and thick clouds are gathering around us, but the Son of Man is coming to be glorified in His saints, and admired in them that believe." On the 17th of March Mr. and Mrs. Pennefather set out for Aylesbury, sailing direct from Drogheda to Liverpool. They were not acquainted with any one of the trustees who had made the appointment, or with a single person in the town, or even the county, to which they were going. They were met at the station by one of the church-wardens, and conducted to a small lodging in the town, about a mile from the church, as no other rooms could be obtained. Mr. Pennefather's passionate love of the beautiful, though never extinguished, had happily been, ere this, brought into subjection, for it was sorely tested on the present occasion. He found himself in possession of a church which could cer- tainly lay no claim to architectural beauty, in a town, far from picturesque, situated in a wide plain desti- tute of trees, and to a stranger arriving in the month of March, presenting a prospect of little else than ploughed fields. But where work is to be done for the Master, external things are of little account, and this work he set himself to do. Very soon the canal basin, with its dingy coal-wharf and the rows of dirty cottages, with their duck ponds and ditches, were among his most favourite resorts. The con- gregation of Trinity Church, who seemed to be gathered from all parts of the town, received their 2l8 TOWN OF A YLESBURY, [chap. X. new minister kindly but timidly. There was a certain shyness and caution which needed to be overcome, and it was not till loving confidence had taken the place of this reserve, that the cause was explained. The religious history of Aylesbury was peculiar. For many years the town was simply asleep, as regarded the ministrations of the Church of England. There was only one church in the place, and this was held by a very aged minister, who seemed little alive to the pressing needs of its inhabitants. Some years previous to the time of which we are speaking, it pleased God by a remark- able chain of providential circumstances to rouse the town from its lethargy, by the ministry of two of His faithful servants who succeeded one another as curates in the parish church. The little band of earnest Christians, long scattered and discouraged, was rallied and united, and many sitting in darkness were brought into the light and liberty of the Gospel of Christ Among the congregation thus gathered, there were some who, feeling a lively interest in the spiritual welfare of their town, were earnestly desirous to secure it against a relapse into the former state of stagnation and indifference. The plan suggested was the building of a second church, the presentation to which should be so vested, as permanently to secure if possible an earnest evan- gelical ministry. The plan was warmly seconded by many of the neighbouring clergy, who fully realised its import- 1848.] HISTORY OF TRINITY CHURCH. 219 ance. But most of its promoters were poor ; party spirit ran high ; and there was strong opposition in some influential quarters. The wife of a clergyman in an adjoining parish writes, " When I first went into the neighbourhood in September 1839, I found weekly committees on foot, for the purpose of build- ing the new church in Aylesbury, and it was hard work! No money, no friends! Nothing but per- severinof effort could have carried it throuofh.** Assuredly " the walls were built in troublous times," and more than once, when on the eve of accomplishment, the consecration had to be post- poned for various causes. At last, in 1845, all obstacles were overcome, and the little company of persevering labourers was permitted to meet for worship within the new building, to be known hence- forth by the name of Trinity Church, Walton. But troubles and disappointments were still to follow ; the stipend was very small, the circumstances of the parish (a district just separated from the mother- church) were very difficult, and the first minister appointed failed to make much way among the people. It was when the second incumbent was about to be selected that the anxious friends of the work, aware of surrounding perils, ventured to send in a humble request to the trustees that they would kindly appoint an Englishman and one above fifty years of age ! It was, therefore, certainly no marvel that when they saw their new minister arrive, 2i young man, direct from Ireland, they were 220 STATE OF THE PARISH. [chap. X. startled and not a little alarmed. Hence their timid reception. Mr. Pennefather knew little or nothing of the state of parties in the town, but he found himself in the midst of a people greatly needing, and some of them earnestly desiring, the Bread of Life. He naturally possessed the power of grasping a position at once. The remarkable organ of locality which, to the amusement of his friends, made him at home in the most intricate town, by simply taking the points of the compass, and ascertaining the bear- ing of the principal thoroughfares, seemed to extend to the moral and physical necessities of a parish. He knew more of his surroundings in a week than many men would learn in a year, and was prepared to grapple with them. In taking up his work at Walton, two special needs immediately presented themselves. The total absence of any provision for the education of the children of the poor could not fail to strike the most casual observer, and to one in whose parochial plans schools always held a very prominent place, the want was painfully apparent. Nothing had hitherto been attempted, except a small Sunday school held in the church, the struc- ture of which was more than usually inconvenient for the purpose. The people were mostly agricul- tural labourers, while many of the women were engaged in rearing ducks for the London market, others in straw-plaiting and lace-making. All these occupations tended to the same result— untidy homes I 1 843. J PROJECTED SCHOOLS. 221 and neglected children ; while education had done nothing to improve the habits of the people. The following letter to Mr. Nugent, written within a fortnight of his arrival in Aylesbury, is quite in character with Mr. Pennefather's usual promptitude : — • " Aylesbury, ''March 29//^, 1848. ** My dearest Richard, " You are aware, I believe, through Mr. Campbell, that I am already in charge of Trinity Church, Walton, Aylesbury. "Walton is a suburban district of this town, containing about 900 inhabitants, most of them in very humble cir- cumstances. Trinity Church was opened for divine ser- vice about three years since, but there were not funds to build either parsonage-house or schools. The income of the church is only about ;^I30 per annum. " It is now proposed to raise a fund by subscription foi the erection of a school, which is much needed. There are a great many children in the district without educa- tion, and what renders it peculiarly important to make speedy provision for their instruction, is the fact that the Romanists, ever on the alert, have purchased land near Trinity Church for the erection of a chapel and schools.* * The sequel to this attempt was remarkable. We give it as told by a lady well acquainted with the history of Aylesbury — '* While Mr. Pennefather was incumbent of Walton, I had gone to Stoke near Guildford. The clergyman there asked me to listen to the story of a Frenchman who had called upon him, saying he had been appointed In- spector of Monasteries, Convents, and Roman Catholic schools in England. He had come from Lyons, and this was his first visit. He said he had been spoken to by several persons since he came to England about the Bible, and his mind had become bewildered with doubts which he dared not reveal. At length he consulted Signer Gavazzi, who was then in England, and by him was urged to read the Bible and judge for himself. He was soon convinced 222 PROJECTED SCHOOLS. [chap. X. 1848.] CANAL BARGEMEN, 223 " You are aware that in this county Romanism has received a powerful impetus from the late M.P. who has joined the Church of Rome, and is doing all he can to propagate its doctrines. The district of Walton, as adjoining the county town of Buckinghamshire, is an important locality for the friends of gospel truth, to aid by their prayers and sym- pathy and contributions. " I therefore venture to write to you, and ask if you can do something for me. You readily helped me in Ireland, and your assistance was most timely and valuable. I have been received with much kindness, and greatly like what I have seen of the people. My church is a very plain building, but not un-churchlike in the interior. It holds about 450, and is usually nearly full. We are in lodgings, but hope soon to get into a house, where it will give me true gratification to see you." A little later we find a printed paper givino- all statistics, forwarded to the same friend, with a note in which he says — " While men sleep the enemy is sowing tares. Pray that the Lord may bless our efforts to train up the children in His faith and fear." While occupied in collecting subscriptions and I ■ -- that Protestants were right and Romanists wrong ; but he had a long struggle between conscience and interest. He was a French Count, had a large salary, and must give up name, home, friends, honour, and the means of subsistence. How could he earn his living ? At length he could struggle no longer — he openly professed the truth, and declared himself a Protestant at Aylesbury^ in which town he had bought land, hoping to have a chapel built. Mr. Penne- father was written to, and confirmed his statements, saying that at the request of the poor Frenchman he had presided at a meeting, where he told the story and made his declaration, and he believed him to be sincere. The Count dropped his title, became a teacher of French and a lecturer on the errors of Popery. " Soon afterwards the land at Aylesbury was sold, the priest retired, and there was no more effort to establish Romanism there. preparing plans for the new building, Mr. Penne- father felt the importance of immediate action, and therefore securing the largest room he could find for the purpose, he opened a mixed school, till further accommodation could be provided. At the same time, finding that two small houses near the church, with a considerable plot of ground, were for sale, he wrote to the Rev. Edmund HoUond, one of the trustees of the church, and a liberal friend to the work, telling him the circumstances of the case. Mr. Hollond most kindly purchased the houses, and made over the adjoining ground as a site for the new school-rooms. The second peculiar feature which forced itself on Mr. Pennefather's attention in the first survey of his parish, was the basin of the Grand Junction Canal with its many barges. Swarms of men, be- grimed with coal-dust, were to be found on the wharf, while the surrounding cottages were in- habited by their wives and children, when not living, as they too often did, in the boats. This ignorant and neglected people could not fail to touch the heart of a minister ; and while forming in his own mind a plan for their more permanent benefit, he wrote immediately to a dear and zealous friend, much accustomed to out-door preaching, en- treating him to come and spend some weeks with him. This he consented to do, employing his time for the benefit of the bargemen, going in and out among them, and preaching on the wharf when. 324 EFFORTS FOR THE BARGEMEN, [chap. X- any considerable number could be gathered. God marvellously blessed the effort, and when the preacher was compelled to leave them, a number of these poor men, hitherto considered so unap- proachable, came forward to present him with a sum of money, collected among themselves, to help " some one to go and do the same for their mates further up the canal." Very little of the correspondence of this busy year has been preserved.* We insert a few pas- sages taken from a letter to Miss Mason, telling her of his position. Many friends in Ireland were both mourning and censuring his departure, and he had to bear with much misunderstanding on the subject ** Aylesbury, ''June i()th, 1848. " My very dear Friend, ** It pained me greatly to hear of your many trials, and yet, why should I mourn when the trials are but tokens of your Father's love, sent to make you meet for an exceeding weight of glory, which without such pre- paration you could not bear. Yet a little while, and from the Land of Promise you will retrace, with adoring grati- tude, *all the way the Lord has led you,' and acknowledge that not ofie step in that way could have been omitted. Nevertheless, for the present, sorrow is grievous. To have our precious treasures, the stars that shine upon our path, hid from our eyes, seems sometimes almost *more than we are able to bear;' but let us remember that the setting of the stars is the prelude to the rising * The correspondence kept up with his Westmoreland friends for almost forty years, and so carefully treasured, is at this time unaccountably missing;. 1S48.] PAROCHIAL LABOURS, 225 of the sun. And so, as one believer after another passes into glory, it is but hastening on the coming of Him, who cannot appear until all His people are gathered into the true Church, either here or there. " Now for your question — I came to this place because it appeared to open a much greater sphere of usefulness than that at Mellifont. Its worldly advantages are few, no house, and the income very small. ... I trust you will pray for me. I think much of your work, and trust to be able again to help you, but just at present our hands are very full, and the people here are by no means rich. " Hitherto the subscriptions even to the Church Mis- sionary Society have been wretchedly small, but we have just organised a Missionary Association. The people are putting up a gallery at the west end of the church, and are getting a small organ, so that they have already been obliged to contribute much more than they are accus- tomed to do." With the exception of a short visit to his widowed mother-in-law, and a few weeks spent with his father in Ireland, he was closely occupied with the many interests which pressed upon him from day to day, as God blessed him increasingly to this interesting people. Their fears were now turned into a new channel ; for his health, though gradually improving, was still very frail, and his unceasing labours startled those who were looking on with affectionate anxiety. To quote the words of an attached member of his congregation, referring to this time, " As we used to go home on Sunday evening, rejoicing in the glorious truths to which we had been listening, I often wept bitterly, in the 23$ PAROCHIAL ENCOURAGEMENTS, [chap. x. 1848] PR A YER-MEETINGS. 227 full conviction that he would remain but a little while among us, I felt so sure he was ripening for glory." Meanwhile God was carrying on a deep work in many hearts, and giving a remarkable amount of manifest blessing, especially to the ser- vices in the church. The following letter to Mis? Mason speaks of encouragement and hopefulness : ••Aylesbury, " December 1 5M, 1848. " My dear Friend, " I am afraid you will begin to think (and with some apparent reason) that I have forgotten you, and the Innishowan reader, but it is not so. We have had you and your work in our thoughts, and, please God, we shall be enabled to support one of your labourers in that locality. My wife wants to know when you will require the first instalment, and what are your pay-days. When does your year commence } You will I know rejoice to learn that God is prospering our work here. I think there is a growing interest among His own people for the extension of their Master's cause throughout the world, and I trust there are some who have been led, by His grace, to flee for refuge to the Rock of our salvation. " Our little church is now crammed: it is built to accom- modate 450 comfortably, but on the Sunday evenings we have from 550 to 600 present. Some persons who were opposed to its erection are now worshipping within its walls. Surely we are called to increased earnestness in our Master's work, as well as to continued prayer and thanksgiving. " What a remarkable Advent season are we just enter- ing! The most thoughtless seem to feel that we are on the brink of some great crisis. Is the election of Louis Napoleon to the Presidency of the French Republic an 1 event pregnant with mighty consequences } Who can tell what is rolled up in the yet unfolded pages of 1849; but come what may, they are safe around whom are thrown * the everlasting arms.' » \ One of Mr. Pennefather s greatest difficulties at this time, was the want of a room for prayer meetings and social gatherings with his people. As soon as he secured a house for his own residence (which, how- ever, could only be let for a limited time) he opened one of its rooms for a weekly prayer-meeting ; but the distance of more than a mile from the district made it inaccessible to the aged and infirm, which was a constant burden on his spirit. He always looked upon the prayer-meetings as "the pulse of the parish," and when these declined in numbers or earnestness of tone, nothing could persuade him that the work of the Lord was really advancing. A cold and formal prayer-meeting utterly depressed him, and a parish without such gatherings was to him in a certain sense a barren land. It would be hard to say how many have had their souls set on fire as with '' a live coal from off the altar," while his fervent supplications led them into the Presence of the King. Just as the year 1848 was closing, a room of tolerably large dimensions was discovered in an old untenanted house, and here was held the first of those New Year's congregational meetings, which were for many after years seasons of heart- searching and refreshing to numbers. ( 238 ) iS49] LETTERS FROM AYLESBURY. 229 CHAPTER XI. 1849-1850. Letters— Consecration of Bishops at Canterbury— Clerical Meetings —Intercourse with the Rev. S. Thornton— Letters— Death of his eldest brother— Hurried Journey to Ireland— Church enlarged and new schools completed— Visitation of cholera in England —Prayer-Meetings and Special Services— Death of Mr. Thorn- ton—Recollections of Walton by Mrs. Thornton— Sale of work —Floating Chapel— Visit to Elleray— Letters— Message from the Bishop of Tuam. T 'HE first letter of any importance bearing the date of 1849 was evidently written by Mr. Pennefather, in answer to the queries of a friend ; but the exact occasion does not appear. •* Aylesbury, ^^ March i$ik, 1849. "Your long and very welcome letter should have had an earlier reply, but this season is one in which I am par- ticularly engaged. ... I have not read any of Maurice's works, but from what I have heard I fear they are not free from error, and I feel that intellectual writers on religious subjects, who are not altogether scriptural, are dangerous companions. The natural pride of our minds delights in knowledge that * pufifeth up.' Let me entreat you to beware of the sophistries so prevalent on every side, A slighting of Scripture, making its narratives unreal, and reducing them to mere mythical stories; a setting up of human reason in contradistinction to the revealed will of God; these are some of the dangers into which German theologians and writers of that school are leading their disciples. *To the law and to the testimony : if they speak not according to this word, it is because there is no light in them.' The undue exalting of human intellect in the present day is doubt- less anTong the many signs which mark these as the last times. Dear friend, bear with me ; I do fear lest an overweening love of intellectual power may prove, in your case, very injurious to practical godliness and a life in accordance with the precious truth of the Gospel. Is it not a snare to you ? Are you not led away from the words of truth and soberness, from the simplicity that is in Christ ? and is not your mind irritated and harassed ? I am jealous over you with a godly jealousy. Study the mi7id of Christ. Look at that Divine Saviour— His character. His thoughts, His daily example. You will surely find in Him enough to gratify the intellect, to meet the affections, to cheer the heart. Something tells me that the cause of your late unhappiness has been that the simple grandeur of divine truth has not been so attractive as formerly. " What were the Gnostics of old but philosophers, in whose steps the German theologians of the present day. with their many disciples, are treading? The great enemy who sJmts up the Bible to the Romanist, neutral- ises it to the followers of this vain philosophy. * When the Son of Man cometh, shall He find faith on the earth ? ' Oh 1 beloved, let us live very close to Jesus, in humble, earnest communion with our glorious Head. Nothing but abiding in the Living Vine will save us in the overwhelming darkness and trial that is coming on the Church. *» Have you seen a little book called ' All is well ? It is the record of a noble youth (Lieutenant St. John) who. in the twenty-third year of his age, was called to receive 230 LETTERS FROM A YLESBURY, [chap. xr. a crown of victory from his Redeemer's hand. The healthful tone of his reh'gion and the brightness of his example are most stimulating— a glorious instance of the Divine Spirit's training for immortality I " Now, perhaps, you will say to all this that I am sunk in this ugly old town, among dirt and red bricks, and falling into a premature dotage ! I confess that I pine sometimes for the sight of a blue mountain-summit and the rush of a pure, tumbling rivulet amid rocks and ferns and dewy flowers. Yes ! and I could enjoy, with a pleasure as intense as ever, the mysterious beauty that is just now bursting out of the death and burial of winter into life and loveliness ! My pulse could beat high to all the interests of former days ! I am not changed, dear friend, but I DO feel there is a need for the caution given 1800 years ago, * Beware lest any man spoil you through philosophy and vain deceit.' ... I feel my separation from Ireland, but I know God has ordered my goings. Perhaps I shall feel increasingly that I have left my native land, but I doubt not that I shall bless Him throughout eternity for my residence in this unattractive old town. Now, I am off to my parish." On March i6th, he says at the close of a letter to Mrs. Crewdson — .... "To-morrow will be the anniversary of my arrival here. . . . Pray for me, beloved friends ; I need much strength and much grace. The church continues crowded to overflowing. Many have to leave the doors every Sunday evening, and many have applied for sittings, but there are none to be had. I feel this state of things much. The people are poor, and expect to be heavily rated for the restoration of the parish church. It will probably take several years to accomplish this; mean- while it appears grievous that so few can be accommo- LETTERS FROM AYLESBURY. 231 1849-] X. u T am in hopes that one of the dated in my .^^"^^ J^rj^some towards providing trustees will give sometmn^ nan How gladly ^ould I/Ve' ore d air at desire to have sittings in senters have expressed a gre only talking the church. But indeed I am not oe^ », ;f of what is now very present to ""y J'^j' •,- ^ut anni- " I have written you perhaps too long a letter, versary days (Irish Society Meeting m DubUn, 1832.) lead me to transgress a little ! To the same. .^ayWh. ..I cannot tell you w^a^oy ^o-^^^^^^ how thankfu I am ^^ f, ^^f I^f ^^^..^ed the afternoon came soon after you had left, ^nd vve p g ^^^^ . i^ Walton then home for the prayer-meetin^. x>c Walton tnen ^^^^ ^^ ^^^^^^^ p^^^.^ed came at ftve o ciock o" j , gj gj is beautifully yesterday morning on the -rd > ^^.^^^ him. It was as if an angel swept his harp, and ' Trembling cadence lingered on the air • His successor at MelUfonU 232 LETTERS FROM ANGLEY, [CHAP. XI. Fanny left us at seven o'clock this morning ; I have been very busy ever since, and am now going to a church-build- ing committee, &c. B. is still here; but we expect to go mto Kent on Wednesday, reaching London at twelve and gomg straight through to the Dover line, that we may not affront any of the friends now in town. I am thinkino- of the loveliness of Westmoreland on this heavenly day."'' To the same. "Angley, Cranbrook, ^* May 22nd. ....** The good hand of our merciful God brought us here in safety on Wednesday last. As we steamed into the station at Euston Square I thought of you just enter- ing the British Museum, and tried to follow you in your wanderings amid the mighty fragments of ancient Nineveh At London Bridge I purchased, according to your reconl mendation, * Stokers and Pokers/ It certainly is important to obtam some adequate idea of the vast machinery (mental and physical) employed in connection with rail- way travelling. So rapidly has our country been trans- formed mto a great gridiron, and so suddenly has every other mode of conveyance given place to the fiery dra-ons of Vulcan, that non-mechanical minds are in dange'^r of bemg lost in an unintelligent amazement. Anything that helps stupid dolts like me to form some definite idea of the wonderful powers of fire and water, which are now claimmg such pre-eminence, is very satisfactory ! Most gratefully, therefore, do I acknowledge your assistance in educatmg me for the spirit of the age ! ... I have now ;^288 for my church, and we only want about ;f 120 more " Shall we ever doubt that gracious Lord, Who has so mercifully helped us hitherto ? I trust not ! and yet how weak we are. Oh I for stronger faith ! for firmer reliance on the arm that is omnipotent, on the ' Friend that sticketh closer than a brother.' " - 1849.] CONSECRA TION OF BISHOPS, 233 During this visit to his wife's family, he had the opportunity of being present at the consecration of the two Colonial Bishops (Dr. Smith for Victoria, and Dr. Anderson for Prince Ruperts Land) in Canterbury Cathedral. The service greatly inter- ested him, and woke up all the enthusiasm of early days. We quote only a few lines — " Angley, Cranbrook, " May 2>^th. " We had a very interesting though fatiguing day yesterday, setting off for Canterbury at half-past five o'clock in the morning, to be present at the consecration of the two Colonial Bishops " . . . . (and after some descrip- tion of the cathedral, &c.), " I cannot dwell upon the thril- ling effect of Handel's anthem, * How beautiful upon the mountains 1 ' sung by a single voice, that penetrated to the remotest corners of the spacious edifice, and then the clear intonation of Samuel Wilberforce, reading the inspired farewell of St. Paul to the elders of Ephesus ! It was almost too touching to bear." It was a source of great thankfulness and much comfort to Mr. Pennefather during his residence at Aylesbury, that he was within reach of so large a number of earnest and faithful clergymen, whose friendship and counsel he greatly valued. The clerical meetings, often held at his own house and elsewhere, were unusually large and harmonious, taking in as they did a wide range of surrounding villages. With the Rev. W. Fremantle of Clay- don,^ the Rev. A. I sham of Weston- Turville, and * Nov Dean of Ripon. 234 THE REV, SPENCER THORNTON. [chap. XT. 1849.] DEA TH OF AN UNCLE. 235 many others, he had happy intercourse ; but perhaps the one who was drawn into closest companionship (partly on account of his deep interest in the erection of Trinity Church), was the Rev. Spencer Thornton Vicar of Wendover. Mr. Pennefather never forgot the kindness with which, when finding himself and his wife strangers in a lodging, he in"^ vited them to his own house.^ The following note was written during his visit to Kent, on the'death of Mr. Thornton s youngest child :— " Angley, Cranbrook, " My dear Mr. Thornton, *'I trust wc shall have your presence at the annual meeting of the Church Missionary Society in Aylesbury. Will you kindly give publicity to the notice which I now enclose, and may I beg an interest in your prayers, that the meeting may be profitable to many souls. We have heard of your sorrow. Oh ! that the cloud may bear upon it the bow of mercy, and that thereby a view of God's attributes may be vouchsafed, which will sustain you, yea, send you on your way rejoic^ ing. The world cannot understand this characteristic of the Christian pilgrim, * Faint, yet pursuing/ ' Sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing' But shall we not bless God that another little lamb has been folded within the arms of the Good Shepherd, that another bark has anchored in the harbour, without a lengthened and stormy passage ! The choirs of heaven are swelling their majestic hymns at the gradual additions to the number of earth's wearied pilgrims, who ♦ The invitation was not accepted, as Mr. Pennefather was unwilling to be at a distance from his people, even for a short time. 'I I are entering into the joy of their Lord. We are anxious to hear how Mrs. Thornton is. Mrs. Pennefather unites with me in kindest remembrances to her and to yourself. " Yours, most sincerely and obliged, ** W. P." The existing letters which belong to this period are, for the most part, addressed to correspondents in Ireland ; and we look in vain for the interest- ing incidents which were cheering him from day to day among the people of his charge. His resi- dence in England was still a proscribed subject with many old friends, and his object in writing is evidently to throw himself into their circumstances, rather than make any reference to his own. The total absence of diary or memoranda from his own pen, at this or any other period of his life, must render any biography unavoidably defective. The cousins at Monellan who had so warm a place in his affections, were at this time plunged into sorrow by the death of their father. The following letter is addressed to them : — "Aylesbury, " June ^th. ** My dearest J. and M., A letter from Isabella announces that another ransomed spirit has entered into rest. Blessed be God for the earnest supplications which He led you to offer, and for the abundant answer which He has given ! What is death to one whom He has pardoned and sanctified ? It is passing from a prison, with its fetters, to a Father's House, where joy and liberty abound. It is exchanging ignorance for knowledge, warfare for victory, trembling 236 DEATH OF HIS BROTHER. [chap. XT. 1849-] JOURNEY TO IRELAND, 237 and sorrow for perfect peace and endless glory ! And yet, though we know the Lord's chariots convey our loved ones into regions of light, we do, we must mourn. We follow them, but it is with tears, as we try to catch a glimpse of the brightness in which they shall abide for evermore. We have but to wait until we too shall hear the voice which has summoned them saying, 'The Master is come, and calleth for thee: There shall be one fold, under one Shepherd. We shall enter to * go no more out,' and, * Friends beneath their Saviour's eye Filled with each other's company Shall spend in bliss the eternal day/ Oh ! that we more vividly realised our position as joint- heirs with Christ of eternal glory. He Himself has set before us nothing less, *The glory Thou gavest Me, I have given them.' My loved sisters, I carry your deep sorrow to that Heavenly Father, Who has often been with us in the dark waters, and will be with you now ; they shall be cleft asunder, and we shall pass over dry-shod. The Land of Promise is before us, and, the troublous waves once crossed, we shall remember all the way by which He led us, and praise Him for every step. But, beloved ones, I must not trespass too long. Sometimes we wound when we mean to heal, such is our ignorance ! But there is One whose sympathy is perfect. There can be no awk- wardness or rudeness there ! All tender, and loving, and withal powerful to help. To His love I commend you. *' Remember that a brother's house is ready to welcome you, whenever you can come to England." A few lines, written to Mr. Thornton, tell of a sudden journey to Ireland, on hearing of the death of his eldest brother, of an illness contracted during his diligent visitation of the Poor- Houses, in the County of Tipperary. The delay of a letter in the post had prevented his starting for Ireland in time to see him, which added to the trial — " Aylesbury, ^'Julyi6th, '*I know you will feel for me and pray for me. My eldest brother has been taken from us after a short illness. He was my father's idol. Oh! pray that this trial may be sanctified to his poor widow and children, and to my bereaved and aged parent. We start, please God, to-mght for Ireland." It was arranged that Mr. Pennefather should meet his father at the house of Mr. Maxwell, Newtown-Barry, County of Wexford. The loss of his eldest son, in the very prime of life, was a terrible and unexpected blow to Baron Pennefather and to every member of his family. He was one justly loved and admired, and had won for himself golden opinions in the previous year, as High- Sheriff for the South Riding of the County of Tipperary, when popular agitation was at its height, during the trial of the well-known Smith O'Brien. The next letter takes us back to England— " Aylesbury, ''July 2%tK ** Beloved Friend, " We left this place so suddenly that we felt bound to return as soon as we could possibly leave the dear ones at Newtown-Barry. Your kind letter was not, however, without its use; though we were unable to accept the loving invitation it contained. It cheered us 238 OPENING OF SCHOOL-ROOMS. [chap. XL 1849.] VISITA TION OF CHOLERA. 239 and seemed to bring us en rapport with you in our home- ward journey. We left the dear party on Thursday morn- ing for Carlow, en route for Dublin, sailing the same even- ing for Holyhead, and reached home on Friday. . . . The events of the last few days feel like the incidents of a feverish dream. All has been so hurried, sorrow and joy so strangely mingled together. Eternity with its awful realities, and time with its blessings and responsibilities, have come painfully both into connection and contrast. God has been dealing with us. We can sing of mercy and judgment while love is inscribed on all. " I thought my darling sister overwrought and very nervous. My father is tolerably well." For a few days after his hurried visit, Mr. Pennefather was laid by with what he speaks of as ** a sharp attack of illness,'' but he was soon ao-ain in the midst of his active work. The close of the summer of 1849 found a new transept added to the church in Walton, and the projected schools completed. They were large, airy rooms, so constructed as to be easily thrown into one (for evening meetings), and capable of accom- modating 600 persons."*^ They were opened with a series of meetings for prayer, which were very largely attended ; and the feeling of deep solemnity which pervaded these assemblies was, doubtless, in- creased by the fact that the cholera, which had been for some time carrying off its victims in the more northerly counties, had now reached London. On a ♦ " A blessed bit of building ! " was the exclamation of a poor woman, as she stood gazing at the place. She was one of the first who there learnt to know Christ as her Saviour. former occasion it had been peculiarly fatal in the town of Aylesbury, and there was considerable panic among the people at the prospect of another visita- tion. Mr. Pennefather, while taking his full share in all sanitary precautions, and earnestly pressing the need of cleanliness and ventilation, was most urgent in calling upon the people to humble themselves before the Lord, and seek His protection and deliverance in their hour of danger. Prayer-meetings were not at that time frequent in connection with the Church of England, and great opposition was aroused. Strange stories were circulated, and so much scoffing followed in the local papers, that the Bishop sent a letter of inquiry as to the character of the meetings. Meanwhile the real work went on, very solemnly and calmly, but with much power, for the Spirit of God was moving among the people. At the end of the month of September, a day of humiliation was appointed for the diocese, to which Mr. Pennefather alludes in a letter dated October ist — " On Wednesday last, by desire of the Bishop, we met our respective flocks, to humble ourselves before Almighty God on account of our national sins which have provoked His holy indignation. The shops were all closed, and a Sabbath-like stillness reigned throughout the town. This was the more remarkable, as Wednesday is always a market-day in Aylesbury, and the preceding day had been the great Michaelmas Fair. Nevertheless, in the morning: the church was even fuller than is usual on 240 CROWDED SERVICES, [chap. XI. 1849-] LETTERS FROM AYLESBURY. 241 I ; Sundays, and in the afternoon our large school-room was thronged to excess, many going away, not able to gain admittance. The service there was chiefly extempore prayer, and a short address. In the evening we had a very full church ; many thought they had never seen such a crowded congregation. When I remember that we have nearly 300 additional sittings, and still see numbers seated on hassocks and round the communion-table I may well say, ' What hath God wrought > * "Our school-master has just come, and I like him much." It was a remarkable fact, and must be recorded here to Gods glory, that though the dreaded disease visited many of the surrounding villages, and in some cases with great severity, not a single case of cholera was reported as occurring in tlie town. ^ Just at this time Mr. Pennefather had succeeded in obtaining a house in his own district, being compelled to quit the one which he had temporarily occupied. There had been great difficulties and disappointments connected with the search for a suitable dwelling, and we find him sayincr " Certainly the ^ crook in my lot ' just now is th"e want of a residence." But in October he writes to Mrs. Crewdson — '* We are settling into our funny little house, and I send you a ground-plan of it. Though it is dignified with the name of Walton House, it has only one bedroom, and attics m the roof. It stands in a garden and, strange to say, has gates and a lodge, which we are fitting up for classes. . , These glorious autumn days make me think of October 1847. I shall never forget the beauty of Ulls- water, the day we were there. It seemed a faint type of the * sea of glass mingled with fire.' Oh ! what scenes will open upon us when we behold His face in righteousness ! " In November, he says to the same friend — " Since I last wrote, I have been appointed chaplain to the Union Workhouse. The salary is only £40, but that sum will help me to keep a curate, and as yet I have only had a reader^ who can give no assistance in the parochial work." . . . Then, after speaking of invitations received from friends, "We are very much tied, and this chaplaincy will add to my engage- ments, but I did not think it right to decline it, it gives such opportunity of preaching the glad news of salvation to those poor lonely creatures. I am anxious about my school-build- ings, which are not yet fully paid for, and I fear the expendi- ture will greatly exceed the receipts. We like our schoolmaster, and I have a scripture reader hard at work among the wharfmen and bargemen on the canal. He is, I trust, very useful." Another note is dated December 26th — " I cannot allow the hours of 1849 to be numbered for ever with departed years, without a few words of tender interest in my precious friends and in dear Westmoreland. Although the accompanying address * is written with an exclusive view to my people here, yet I know you will value it for my poor sake, and therefore I send it. We hope to have a prayer-meeting on the morning of January ist, and Church-service in the evening. We shall remember many loved ones then, and seek for them what we desire for ourselves." (After speaking of the proposed marriage of one very dear to him) — " It makes me nervous and anxious to think of those whose hearts are not set on heaven being bound so closely together. . . . My dear father has been confined to his bed with a bad feverish cold. I am rather uneasy about him, and if I do not soon hear better accounts, I think I must go over, if it be only for a few days. * An annual address to his parishioners. r '^m 242 DEA TH OF MR. THORNTON. [chap. XL 1850.] LETTER FROM MRS. THORNTON. 243 I have not yet heard of a curate, and have to preach three sermons every Sunday, which is rather too much. " May the blessing of Jehovah rest upon you both, beloved friends. May the new year be one fraught with new hopes, new joys, and new devotedness." The first month of that new year brought with it a great sorrow to him as well as to many others. On January 12th, 1850, the beloved and honoured Spencer Thornton, vicar of Wendover, was suddenly called to his heavenly home. Mr. Pennefather had met with him and others after the opening of the year, to consult about plans for promoting zeal and efficiency in the cause of foreign missions amonof their conorreo-ations. Mr. Thornton, long known and loved in the neigh- bourhood, was the one to whom all looked for counsel and encouragement, little aware that he was even then standing on the threshold of eternity. The sad news reached Mr. Pennefather immediately after mornino- service, on Sunday, January 13th. He was not well at the time, and increased illness prevented his atten- dance at the funeral service on the 19th. His inter- course with this dear servant of God had been short, but very cheering to both. Mrs. Thornton, in look- ing back upon those happy days, writes — "The coming of dear Mr. Pennefather to Walton in the spring of 1848 was indeed a source of rejoicing to us. How well I remember the day when we drove over to Aylesbury to pay him our first visit ! He and his wife were in a little lodging, taken for a time, as they were unable to procure a house. The sweet, holy calm of his spirit, his happy way of looking forward to his ministry at Walton, and the beauty of his earnest prayer, particulariy struck us. We returned home overflowing with gratitude to God that we had been permitted to welcome such a minister for that church. Ever since the plan was first made for its erection it had been to the managing committee a source of great difficulty and anxiety, and the prospect of Mr. Pennefather being the permanent incumbent seemed too good to be true. We felt that God was now answering the many prayers of His people by giving them a faithful pastor and friend. From that day the closest intimacy existed between my husband and Mr. Pennefather. They often met, and as time passed on, everything we heard and saw at Walton impressed us more with wonder at the great power of his ministry, in softening prejudice, and bringing souls to the knowledge of the preciousness of the Saviour ; so many, hitherto hard and careless, were melted under the genial warmth of his loving persuasiveness. My husband would often say on returning home, * It is marvellous what a work is going on at Walton ; it is not only the crowds of hearers that dear Mr. Penne- father brings round him, but the many conversions, and the drawing together of God's children from every part of the town.' With regard to ourselves, we ever felt that our inter- course with him had opened out to us a great spiritual en- joyment. When in his society, the unconscious influence of a holy life, united to wonderful sweetness, was most reviving to our spirits. The last time the two friends met was at the baptism of our child, the Sunday previous to my husband's death. They met no more on earth, but together they are now present with the Lord, waiting for His glorious coming." The expenses of the past year called for much effort during 1850 to meet the outstanding liabilities, espe- cially those connected with the school-buildings. This led to the consideration of sales of work as a means of raising money for charitable purposes. Two sales were held very successfully, while Mr. Pennefather remained at Walton, and as he frequently encour- aged similar efforts in after years, we insert a letter written at this time, expressing his views on the subject. After speaking of the renewed illness of his sister, which was causing him much anxiety, he says — ** I believe I have not yet touched upon the subject of our "'^TfV" Tfci III! jji ' ^_-. -^--^ 244 SALES OF WORK. [CHAF. XI. 1850.] FLOATING CHAPEL. 245 proposed sale. While I quite agree with Mr. in thinking that bazaars, as generally carried on, are not desirable, yet I must think it lawful for Christians to contribute to the Lord's work in kind as well as in money. Many cannot give much money, who yet feel they can employ their talents in procuring money. We find that when the Tabernacle was to be set up, some gave the gold and silver, some gave the labour of their hands, while others contributed materials, and surely now for such purposes as school-building, &c., the many may contribute what they have, to procure the means which they have not, at their own disposal. I trust our arrange- ments will be such that no wrong means shall be resorted to for obtaining money, and we are praying earnestly for God's ordering and blessing. In reading Mrs. Fry's Life, I find she speaks of bazaars very much as I have now done, and she did encourage them under proper control. ... I have borrowed ^350, for which I am responsible, and must of course pay the interest. I am so thankful to have obtained it without diflficulty that I do not regret any personal inconvenience, but I cannot rest until the whole is paid off. Our schools are flourishing. Day schools 120 in attendance, Sunday school about 150, night school for men and women no. We have a prayer-meeting in the rooms on Friday evening, gene- erally attended by about 80 people. We have also Sunday classes for men and women, and a Young Men's Association for religious and mental improvement. So you see the build- ings which have cost me so much anxiety were not erected for ornament, but are, I trust, already a rich blessing to the neigh- bourhood." We gather from this letter that a considerable parochial organisation was now fairly at work. A diligent band of district visitors were going from house to house, under constant supervision, while Bible readings were held for the more educated, and cottage meetings in different localities for the poor. The work among the bargemen and those employed at the wharf was most encouraging. Mr. Pennefather had succeeded in obtaining an old boat, which was con- verted into a sort of floating chapel, fitted up with a desk and benches, and capable of holding about lOO persons. It was opened in April of this year, and here a simple service was held on Sunday evenmg and also during the week. It was a touching sight to see the men who had just turned in from their rouah work among the rubbish heaps and coal-dust, so melted under the power of God's truth that prayers were often responded to by sobs, and big tears left white furrows on blackened faces. Many of these men had seldom, if ever, entered a place of worship, but what was begun in the boat was carried on in the church, and many bargemen might have been seen among that earnest congregation, who had found their way from the little floating " Bethel," as they often called it, to the service of the sanctuary.* Every week the numbers attending all the various meetings were registered, and we find it noted that on one Sunday evening seventeen boatmen walked with Mr. Pennefather to attend Trinity Church for the first time. Those who know the habits of this peculiar class of people can best appreciate how much this implied. ■ An earnest Scripture reader, who was a faithful helper in the work, went in and out continually among the boats and the surrounding cottages, and a young man who had been long employed as toll-clerk entered with heart and soul into all that concerned the spiritual welfare of the men. Mr. Pennefather was still without a curate, and all his happy work was making great demands upon his strength. A short absence became • The manifest change in the lives of many of the people may be gathered from the fact that a jesting article in one of the local papers closed with the remark, •' In Walton, at any rate, the Millennium must have begun.' 246 VISIT TO ELLERA V. [chap. XI. imperative, and we find him writing to Mrs. Crewdson on May 4th, 1850 — "I trust it is of God, and that He will greatly bless our proposed journey. Can you receive us on Thursday next without inconvenience. If so, with what delight shall I find myself in my ' English home,' after an absence of two years and six months. ... I long for rest, having been much over- tasked, but still more for the peace which God only can im- part. My dear C. has brought me to the point about this visit to Westmoreland, for burdened and anxious as I was I could hardly see my way. Pray, dear friends, that we may be blessed and be a blessing, pray that our reunion may be a very foretaste of heaven, bright and calm and holy I think I shall not send this letter till Monday. Except in cases of extreme necessity, I do not like letters to arrive at a friend's house on the Lord's day. ... I cannot dwell upon our many subjects of thrilling interest. Darling D. not better, alas ! " We give a few letters written during this visit to Elleray. The first is to a friend in Dublin, who had just lost a beloved sister — " My dear Friend,— It is our privilege, amidst abound- ing sorrows, to give thanks that another redeemed and sancti- fied spirit walks in paradise with Jesus ! Her warfare is accom- plished, the ardent longings of the soul are satisfied, and she is * present with the Lord.' I think of her bright countenance and joyous faith, and sweet power of gladdening others, and then I ask what must her removal be to long-loved, cherished relatives ? But yet a ' little while,' and the parted members of the heavenly family shall sit down together * at the mar- riage supper of the Lamb.' Soon shall the number of the elect be accomplished, and t/ien the Redeemer's kingdom shall have come ! And oh ! while we weep, what blessed- ness to know she is safe — no temptation can now harass, no warfare can now mar the deep communion of her soul with God, and no sorrow can now cloud her vision of the un- veiled glory of Him in whose * presence there is fulness of joy.* And we, too, shall be partakers of those pleasures for LETTERS FROM ELLERAY. 247 1850.] ..rmnre- we too shall swell that anthem, now deepened rXrvoke ^Worthy the Lamb;' we too are members ^^ ..me blessed body, of which the Christ of God, the Ki . of ^ngs^^^ the Head ! Oh, my dear friend, well may ^ say ' He?hat spared not His own Son, but delivered Him r,cnn how shall He not with 77m freely give us all th^intr^ ItTknow That your weak suffering body and ier'spirit must be weighed down by P^-^^Virra'rv of vet I ani persuaded that while we are lookmg, like Mary of old ir the tomb, 'ministering spirits* will whisper, 'She old into tne 10 , ^ surround you, saints ^lloml;^^^^^^^^^^ call you by name, adding "ascend unto your Father and My Father, unto your God and My God ;' and the Holy Ghost, the Comforter, will abide ""^'^My' dear friend, I will pray for you, and many will sup- nlirl for 'abound ng consolation,' in this hour of your need ; tus H^self win for you, and by His gracious power lou win "e enabled'to go on your way, if sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing.*-Ever in much true sympathy, ^^^^^^^^^^^. The following note, to one whom he feared he had unintentionally pained, is very characteristic :- " Elleray, June \st. «! was grieved at your sorrowful look when we parted irmakes me very sad to think of giving you one moment" uneasiness. . . . But, dear friend, your spirit is too Te^er forthis "^ven Wd^^l.re darkn^^^^^^ ;r "Ta i iS;Sis^there no flowe^ can w,,er; Then 'let «. say until that blessed day dawns, ' Cast thy bur- then, let '«^ say _ . ^^j ^^^ nothing.' den upon '^^Xl^'^rlS^y ^<^'^^- -ul, like shadows on I know It IS h^^d for alas • my ^ ^^^^ ^^ ^^.^^ the meadow-side is ^"^ y "f ^^.'^^ ^^m ^„d know that He To^dnr^arf -eS I wm Pr:y Wou, and though the lekis closinc. on a disquieted mind, yet surely peace and Toy and tut shall be your portion with the ope-ng morrow It is 'the Lord's day,' it is ' the rest of the holy Sabbath. It 2a8 LOVE FOR THE LORDS DAY, [chap. xr. 1850.] LETTER FROM ELLERA V. 249 is the resurrection morning. It is the type of the heavenly inheritance. It is the pledge of a restored earth, and a perfected holiness. Would that I valued as I ought to do this gift of countless price ! How I long to love it more ! Farewell! I wish I could convey to you the deep, full, perfect abiding peace for which I pray on your behalf." These words, from his own pen, will remind those who knew Mr. Pennefather of the reverent love with which he cherished Sabbath hours. The joy with which he hailed the near approach of Sunday, and the regret with which at its close he would express, in the words of an old writer, the wish that it were possible "to leap from Sabbath to Sabbath" till journeying days were done, can never be forgotten. It was a rule with him, strictly adhered to even when most pressed with the business matters inseparable from his various under- takings, that no secularity should be permitted to intrude on the Lord's day, and no money matters ever referred to. It was his delight to have **an Easter- day through all the year," and this sacred jealousy for the Lord's honour in the sanctity of His own day doubtless contributed to maintain the atmosphere of holy calmness which he felt to be so essential to the child of God. It was emphatically true of him, that from the very depth of his soul he '^called the Sabbath a delight." One of his Sunday-school teachers in later years writes — " I well remember speaking to him at one of our children's services on a Sunday afternoon. He was walking up and down among the children before the service commenced. He said he would like to see me some day in the course of the week, and I in my business way at once began to detail my various engagements, entering into the plans of the week. He stopped me with a look, — I seem to see it even now. There was no reproof, only a kind word about arranging at anot/ier time, but I felt at once how really sacred the day and time and place were in his estimation. There was no Sab- batarianism about him, but a true rest of spirit, a recognition of the day as * holy unto the Lord/ which I have never forgotten." The following extract is from a letter to Mrs. Thorn- ton, written at Elleray :— "We have just celebrated the Ascension of our Blessed Lord ! How sweet are those words, * I ascend unto My Father and your Father, unto My God and your God.' Blessed truth ! we are one with a living, ascended Saviour! We look not only at the cross and the empty sepulchre, but at the ascended Redeemer. ' With Him,' says the Apostle, * we sit in heavenly places.' And one with Him we are therefore one with those bright spirits who are immediately within the rrlory of His throne. Are we not too forgetful of our wonder- ful privilege } Our treasure is in heaven, and those beloved ones whom God has taken to Himself, only enrich our portion there. Earth was the scene of our blessed Redeemer's agony and shame, heaven is now the scene of His triumph and glory. ^Lift up your heads, O ye gates, yea, lift them up, ye ever- lasting doors, and the King of Glory shall come in.' He has entered the heavenly places, and entered as the Representative of His people And yet how little can we fathom the deep waters through which j^^w are passing, but there is One who can. * Thou dost remember amid all The glory of Thy throne, The sorrows of mortality, For they were once Thine OWN : Yes ! and as if Thou would'st be God, Even in misery. Thou hast left no sorrow but Thine own Unreached by sympathy ! ' "May the Comforter, in all His divine power, abide in you ; may His blessed consolations be felt by you ! " . . . After a refreshing month in Westmoreland, the busy life in Walton was resumed. 250 HIS LOVE FOR THE POOR. [chap. XI. MEMOIR OF MR. THORNTON. 251 A circumstance which occurred about this time drew forth such a manifestation of the love of his people as greatly cheered their pastor's heart. A parish was offered to him in one of the Eastern counties, and the fact becoming more widely known in the parish than he had intended, it was followed by memorials and petitions in various forms, testifying to an amount of spiritual blessing which could not fail to call forth much grateful praise. That which touched him more than all was a paper headed, *' From the poor ones of the flock." Many of these had refused to put their names to the more general memorial of the seat-holders, saying, " They would write a letter for themselves ; " and its beautiful simplicity and grateful love was deeply appreciated by one who always loved and sought out the poor wherever he went. It was this deep personal affection for the poorer members of his flock that drew forth his chief interest in sales of work, as affording an opportunity of linking them with the activities of the parish. He always longed that even the poorest Christians should know the meaning of those words, '* It is more blessed to give than to receive." In writing to a friend at this time, just after a sale had taken place, he says, *'One very poor, infirm woman, confined to the house by suffering, sent her little contribution of work, saying it had '' cheered her lonely painful hours to work for the Lord ; " another hoped her work might perhaps produce enough " to buy pins to fit up the stalls." This ingenuity of love, which was always devising means for leading others into service, and giving them a share in ** the joy of doing kindnesses," was one of the striking features of his ministry. 1850.] ______^ A little note to Mrs. Thornton, written at a house in London, where he had called, but failed to find her alludes to the memoir of her beloved husband, just then published, which was a subject of much interest to him. « 16 Portland Place, June 25///. (Phil. iv. 19.) Christ s aearioiiuwc , already ;::,s to,, co.,. .™ •» j5-y.irs'„r£ whose paths a>^ j°^\ j^ because my cousin has been long consolation be yours !— i-ver yours in uui ^ ^^^ be broken, ^ Frequent visits from Mr. Dallas during his residence at Aylesbury, kept Mr. Pennefather ify^'^T^'^^'f with the progress of the Irish Church Missions and the great blessing given in Connemara was to him a subject of continual thanksgiving. In October of this year, his old and valued friend, Miss Darnell,* thus writes from Baron Pennefather's house— "Your father desires me to tell you, that he met the Bishop of Tuam the other day at dinner. He asked very kmd y for you and the Baron told him where you were, and how act.vely employed. The^ishw ^ he did not doubt .t, adding been called to her heavenly home. 253 BLESSING IN CONNEMARA. [chap. XT. ( 253 ) that he traced the whole work that is now gfoing on in the West of Ireland to your instrumentality. The Baron was greatly gratified, and asked if he might tell his son : 'Indeed you may/ was the Bishop's answer, * for it is my sincere con- viction/ " In speaking of this to a friend, Mr. Pennefather says — " What a prayer-hearing God we have ! But what was I to be used by Him } Do you remember it was a lad with five barley-loaves and two fishes that was made the instru- ment of feeding five thousand men } While reading M. A/s letter I could not but call to mind our little prayer-meeting at Roundstone, and my own earnest solitary crying to Almighty God to pour His grace on Connemara, as I knelt upon the heather at the summit of one of the mountains near Ballynahinch. He may seem to forget, but the God who indites prayer never fails to answer the yearnings of His own Spirit/' He speaks in the same letter of reading the Life of Dr. Chalmers, with the remark — *' I always delighted in him, but love him now more than ever." A letter to Miss Mason, of which the exact date is missinof, seems to have been written about this time. Inviting her to pay him a visit in England, he adds — "A cloud of sadness sometimes crosses my mind when I think of Ireland, but yet I feel sure that God has ordered my way. Abundant blessings have been showered upon us here. It is marvellous what God has wrought, and if you knew my weakness of body and still greater weakness in spirit, you must see that all the glor}' is His. I should like you to share the dews of heaven, for they lie thick around our camp. And yet what are all our mercies here compared with the /////river of blessing which flows around the throne on high, and of which we shall drink for evermore. It is but a little while that we shall stoop to sip the streams. The Fountain, the Eternal Source, will ere long be our portion. And who are we, that such a provision should be awaiting us ?" CHAPTER XII. 1851-1852. <;f,,dv of orophecy-Parochial work-Encouragement in schools-Visit ' L iSd-Letters-Death of Rev. W. Krause-RecoUect.ons of an Irish friend-Proposed removal to Barnet-Lor^ waumg and player-Farewell letter to the congregation of Tr n>ty Church Remarkable instances both of blessing and oppos.t.on-Recollec- tions of friends. -THE subject of unfulfilled prophecy, especially in i connection with the second coming of the Lord, had been one of deep interest to M r. Pennefather almost from his childhood. When scarcely more than a boy he had the privilege of intercourse with many deeply- taught students of Scripture, some of whom were in the habit of meeting at the invitation of Theodosia, Lady Powerscourt, for the mutual study of prophetic truth. Those meetings, though marred to a certain extent by creat difference of opinion, and eventually broken up feft behind them an abiding influence m thoughtful minds, and the interest so early kindled remained with Mr. Pennefather in all his after years. "The blessed hope" became an integral part of his spiritual life, and permeated his whole ministry. He was for many years a member of the Prophetical Society which met at Bloomsbury in April and November of each year, and always rejoiced to meet with those who were intelh- aently and practically looking for the coming King. It was a creat source of satisfaction to him to find, among Z^i^A ^^^^ 254 LETTERS ON PROPHECY, [chap. xit. 1851.] LETTERS ON PROPHECY. 25s his flock at Aylesbury, a little band who delighted to meet for the purpose of investigating the Prophetic Scriptures. Among these he discovered one who, from long and patient study of the subject, was capable of giving profitable instruction, and drew him out as the leader of a series of meetings, which are remembered even now as times of great profit and enjoyment."^ Often has this friend remarked in after years, **I never should have had courage to come forward, but for the loving determination brought to bear upon me." The two following letters, from Mr. Pennefather to a member of his congregation, appear to be the only ones preserved of the many he wrote on this and correlative subjects. To Miss A. W. "Great Missenden, June iith^ 1851. " My dear young Friend, — It ahvays gives me plea- sure to hear from any member of my flock, and especially when I learn by the letter that the Word of God is prized and studied by the writer. May you be daily taught to esteem the words * of His mouth more than your necessary food,' yea, * as the very joy and rejoicing of your heart.' You have touched upon a very difficult subject. I have thought upon it many times, but I dare not dogmatically pronounce an opinion, although I may state what may, perhaps, be the case. Your question, as I understand it, is ist, Whether the Jewish sacrifices will be restored in the Millennial state } and 2nd, If so, how are they to be regarded .'* " In order the more clearly to understand the questions before us, it is necessary to premise that we believe all who are accepted in Christ, and who shall be found living on the earth at the second advent, * will be caught up to meet the Lord in the air,' and be united to all who sleep in Jesus, and whose happy spirits are now in blessedness. " The Jewish people will be on the earth, as also the unbeliev- * Mr. Robert Dell, who afterwards lectured and wrote on the subject. ing Gentiles. A Jewish remnant will be savingly converted, and will inherit * the holy mountain ; ' Jerusalem will become * the joy of the whole earth;' the Lord Jesus and His saints will rule over the house of Israel ; and their glory will be a heavenly glory, while the Jewish saved remnant will possess an earthly glory. " You may call to mind that when the children of Israel were encamped in the wilderness, the pillar of the cloud, which usually went before them when journeying, now stood over the camp, and the Lord was in that pillar of glory (see Ex. xiv. 19-24). This pillar, then, was the visible presence of Jehovah resting over His chosen people. There seems to be an allusion to the antitype of this pillar in Isa. iv. 5. *' We read of the glorified saints above, sitting down at the marriage supper of the Lamb, and we cannot but call to mind tlie saying of our Lord, ' I will not drink henceforth of this fruit of the vine until that day when I drink it new with you in My Father's Kingdom.' There may therefore be some symbols of the Saviour's love even in our glorified state, and thus we can imagine it possible that the Jewish believers on earth may be permitted to have their sacrifices restored, in order to lead their minds back to a suffering Messiah, while they triumph in a glorified Messiah. " As to the Jewish people * keeping the Feast of Taber- nacles,' there is less difficulty in understanding this expres- sion than in explaining the allusion to the sacrifices in Ezekiel, because, ist, the Feast of Tabernacles was a feast of abound- ing joy, instituted on their arrival in the promised land to com- memorate their wilderness condition; 2ndly, it was always celebrated when the fresh vintage and harvest were com- pleted, and it was a season of such universal gladness, that it became a proverb among the Jews, ' he has never seen joy who has not witnessed the Feast of Tabernacles.* " There has been no antitype of the Feast of Tabernacles. While we say, ' Christ, our Passover, is sacrificed for us,' while we know that on the day of Pentecost the Comforter descended, we look in vain for the fulfilment as yet of the P^east of Tabernacles. Why ? Because we are not as yet come to the rest and the inheritance of which the Lord has spoken ; we are still in our pilgrimage condition, the whole harvest ■H|IIIIVI«'*q|PP 256 LETTERS ON PROPHECY, [chap. XI [. 1851.] REV, E. G. ARNOLD. 257 of the Church is not gathered in, the 'number of the elect' is not yet accompHshed, and the universal burst of triumphant gladness cannot yet be heard rolling through the heavens from the lips of the unnumbered hosts of God's glorified children. " I am obliged to write very hastily, and therefore very unsatisfactorily, on the important questions which you have thrown out. If I have not cleared up your difficulties, let me hear again, and with kind remembrances to your cousin, &c., Believe me to remain, most sincerely yours, "W. Pennefatiier." Ao:ain, to the same — ^ *' July 2nd, " As far as I can gather from Scripture, I believe with you that the Jewish nation will be restored to Palestine previous to the advent of Christ, but that their national conversion will not take place until they Mook on Him whom they have pierced.' After the appearing of Jesus Christ with all His saints, the converted Jewish remnant will still remain on the earth, the glorified saints, with their great Head, rei^nino- over or above the twelve tribes of Israel. " I fear, without further investigation and communication {viva voce) on this interesting subject, you will not understand me, so we must mutually look forward to having, please God, a long talk upon it, when we meet." An imperfect letter, of which only part has been preserved, seems to belong to this spring — " I have been feasting on Bickersteth's Life. It is a most profitable memoir. There is so much self-control and self- denial in his character, and yet such glowing love and beam- ing hope. Have you read the book > if not, do read it. The second volume is particularly interesting. " My curate is away, and this has been a busy week. We are having a course of scientific lectures for our Young Men's Improvement Society, and on Tuesday Dr. Lankester, from London, delivered one on 'The Natural History of Plants Yielding Food.' It was very effective, and gave great satisfac- tion. On Tuesday afternoon I have a Bible-class, and on Wednesday evening service in the church, a Bible-class for ladies on Thursday morning, and in the afternoon my service at the union. *' On Friday we hold our weekly prayer-meeting, and on Saturday (to-day) a communicants' meeting ; so you see I have not many spare days. I wish you could send me some earnest Christian people who would be willing to labour in this town." In the course of this year the congregation of Trinity Church succeeded in obtaining for their pastor a more commodious house, and he was thus enabled to receive under his roof the curate (the Rev. E. G. Arnold) who was now assisting him. Looking back to those days Mr. Arnold says — " I do indeed remember well the time of blessing I spent with dear Mr. Pennefather, and shall always look upon it as one of the greatest privileges of my life, if not the greatest, to have been permitted to spend a year and a half under his roof. My great feeling was that the light of his Heavenly Father's countenance seemed ever to rest upon him." The house to which he removed was an old one, and contained a very large entrance-hall, affording oppor- tunities, which he greatly valued, of gathering his people still more closely around him. Every^ morning this hall was thrown open at the time of family prayer to as many parishioners as had no such opportunity at home, and liked to avail themselves of the privilege, and there was reason to believe that abiding fruit resulted from those happy meetings. The eagerness of the people to receive instruction brought many to Walton from great distances. One old man, who with his wife had sought and found Christ within the walls of the church, was observed to be very constant in his attendance though living 258 PAROCHIAL SCHOOLS, [chap. xri. 1851-] VISIT TO IRELAND. 259 far away from the district. *' Where does your husband get his dinner on Sunday ? " said Mrs. Pennefather to the wife, seeing him at every sei vice, and knowing he could not walk the distance more than once. " Sure, ma'am," was the astonished answer, "he wants no dinner on Sunday: the blessed gospel feeds him." — '' Take a room in the town," said a poor dying woman in a neighbouring village to her husband, " I must hear something to save my soul." After much persuasion the husband hired a little back-room in the place where God's dew was falling, and after long suffering the poor woman died, leaving it as her parting testimony, " He is able to save to the uttermost." The following letter tells of encouragement in the working of the parochial schools. The pecuniary burdens of a very poor parish pressed heavily on Mr. Pennefather's slender resources, and at times he and his wife trembled for the future of these flourishing schools. On July 31st he says — " You know what anxieties we have had, and how difficult we find it to support a master and mistress for our schools. Sometimes we have almost feared that we must give it up. But now the Lord by His dealings seems telling us to go forward. On Friday evening, at my usual prayer-meeting, I found upon my table a paper signed by the schoolmaster, requesting special remembrance of the schools, as several of the boys had been asking with tears what they should do to be saved. The next day, when the master came to me (as he always does on Saturday, to hand in the books, &c.), he told me that there seemed to be a great softening throughout the school, and mentioned three by name who appear to be under strong religious impression. One of these has been perhaps the worst boy in the school. His father is, I believe, a Socialist, and the boy seemed to take a pride in laughing at the Bible, the church, and the ministers of religion. The master now says of him, *F. is my greatest comfort He delights in school, is present at our prayer-meetmgs and servtces, and says his happiest hours are those spent m church and school. He is braving a great deal of opposition and ridicule from some of the other boys.' " My heart is full of gratitude. That boy s contempt for ministers seemed indicative of the spirit of the latter days, —now, his countenance brightens when he sees me ; and instead of the sneer, there is the gracious and respectful recognition. Next Monday I am going to send some of the elder boys with their master to the Great Exhibition. I want to encourage him, and give them the pleasure of seeing the wonder of 185 1." In the autumn of 1851, while on a visit to his father in the South of Ireland, Mr. Pennefather made a short stay at Dingle, following out with deep interest the traces of Mr. Gayer's devoted labours, and visiting some of the families in the little Protestant colony. Going from thence to the neighbouring mission-districts, he cheered the hearts of some lonely labourers, and became personally acquainted with the progress of the missions. It was a long-cherished hope that^ he might one day revisit Connemara, but the right time never came, and the wish remained unfulfilled. Before returning to England, he had the opportunity of attending a most interesting confirmation service held by his dear friend, the Bishop of Cashel, in the neighbourhood of Doon, where a remarkable work of reformation and conversion had been going on. The Bishop was alone, and invited Mr. Pennefather to act as his chaplain on the occasion, which gave him the advantage of observing individually the earnest countenances and devout manner of the converts. In a letter from the Bishop to the Archdeacon of Waterford * he describes this memorable scene : — ♦ See Memoir of Robert Daly, Bishop cf Cashel, pv 290. t '1 260 CONFIRMATION AT BOON, [chap. XII. " We had in every sense of the word a most glorious day at Dromheen, in which church I held a confirmation for the parishes of Doon, Tuagh, and Pallas Green. It was one of the most beautiful sunny days that ever came, and that fair country looked lovely. The church would not hold con- veniently more than 200, so that I had arranged to have two services, morning and afternoon. At the first service we had 164 converts for confirmation, and nearly lOD persons in the congregation. It was a dense crowd and a most interesting sight. At the afternoon service we had m persons, 3 Protestants. We had been told by the priests from the altars that they would raise the country and bring thousands from Limerick and Tipperary to prevent our holding the confirmation. We took the precaution of having a magistrate and police force, but they had nothing to do. We never saw an angry look from the people as either I or the converts passed through the country. When three years ago I held confirmations in this part of the diocese there were not ten persons from the three parishes, which now sent 375. I do trust it was a coiifirynation indeed, both of the people and the hard-working ministers." The Bishops faithful and heart-searching address on that day to the converts was not easily forgotten by those who heard it. A few letters and extracts may be added as belong- ing to the close of 1851 and the opening of the year following. The first is to a friend with whom he had often enjoyed much spiritual communion — To Miss C. "Wahon, December Sth^ 1851. '* My very dear Friend,— It is long since I have either heard from or written to you, yet I k7ww we are closely and tenderly united ; a covenant God has bound us together in the great Head of His Church, and many precious associa- tions, commencing in time but rufmittg on into eternity, con- tinually remind us of common joys. We are anxious to hear how your dear sister is, and how you are yourself; above all, 1S51.] LETTERS FROM AYLESBURY. 261 how the Lord is dealing with your soul. Do His consolations abound towards you, and is your path * shining more and more unto the perfect day P'—It has lately been very much impressed upon my mind that the Church of Christ does not sufficient y realise the present dispensation as the dispensation of the Holy Spirit. ' It is expedient for you that I go away,' said the Saviour ' for if I go not away the Comforter will not come to you ; but if I depart, I will send Him unto you.' ' He will guide you into all truth. He will show you things to come. He shall glorify Me. He shall bring all things to your re- membrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.' Are we not then to look for the power of the Holy Ghost t . " ist To bring all things to our remembrance which Christ has spoken. 2ndly, To show us things to come, srdly, To lead us into all truth. 4thly, To glorify the Saviour. " How much is implied in these four heads 1 and how little direct supplication for the power of the Holy Ghost in these four things do we find in the Church. Did we lean more constantly on this Divine Instructor, the glory of the Saviour s work and person would increasingly open before us. His say- ings would recur to our memories. His miracles would be ever present to our minds. His sufferings and His joys would draw forth our admiration and love, and Christ formed in us would be the * hope of glory: We should be glancing back at Calvary and there adoring a suffering Saviour,— we should "o^lo^mg upward, piercing the veil, and beholding the great High Priest of our profession, ever living to make intercession. We should be on our watch-tower with outstretched necks, gazing into the far-distant horizon to catch the first dawn of rising glory, for the Holy Spirit delights * to show us things to come « Do, dear friend, think upon these points, and let me know your opinion. I send you some advertisements respecting Mr. Dell's prophetical lectures. They will, I think, be deeply in- teresting. You have heard that we are in another and far more comfortable house ; the Lord is good to us, and I think we can speak of His blessed cause advancing among our people. How much I should like to see you! it seems long since we met. When shall we again talk together of all those things which have happened ? The time is short, yet a little while, and upon a holier, happier shore we shall recount the loving-kindness ot 262 LETTERS FROM A YLESBURY, [chap. xir. the Lord. What burning words will then break forth from the holy lips of those in whose hearts the Comforter now abides ! What songs of praise shall dwell upon our tongues, when Christ is seen in all His loveliness, and the glory of God is our ever- lasting light. — But I must conclude. Ever your affectionate friend, WILLIAM PENNEFATHER." Writing at the Advent season upon some matters of trial and difficulty, he adds — " But rather let me turn to the subject which this season brings before us, our Lord's first advent in humility, His second advent in glory. It is interesting to observe the con- stant linking of the two advents in Scripture. If Isaiah speaks of the * Child born,' the infant Jesus in Bethlehem, he adds, * of the increase of His government and peace there shall be no end.' If Zechariah refers to the lowly entrance of our blessed Master into Jerusalem 'on the foal of an ass,' he goes on to say, * His dominion shall be from sea to sea, and from the river even to the ends of the earth.' You will find the two advents thus brought together again and again And the Church of England in her services, endeavouring to follow this order, brings them thus before the mind. We are led to look into the deep anguish of our suffering Master, and onward to the brightness of His reign." Again to his dear Westmoreland friends at the close of the year — . ..." It seems as if we had but caught the first faint beams of the glory in which we shall walk evermore. Although for many years we have been learning of Jesus, we are so slow to receive his Divine instruction, that we have only tasted of the infinite treasures of His mind, only grasped a little — oh, how little !— of that fulness of grace which dwells in the Living One for His confiding children. ** Truly we have need to cry with St. Paul, * That I may know Him' Truly we can echo the prayer of Moses, * I beseech Thee, show me Thy glory.' . . . 1852 sounds ominous ! The world is growing old, the Church's full redemption draweth nigh. There are the signs of dissolution around us. The tottering of kingdoms, the crash of empires. All but as the dust before His chariot-wheels, announcing the comincj- of the ^ LETTERS FROM AYLESBURY. 263 1852] • i.ff ,1 T^^ncT How I should like to look in upon your SL;^^^^^^^^ -Bufl mustbecontenttoprayforyou. My Ch i ma t xt will be Gal. iv. 4, 5-Christ coming, first, m the fulne^^^^ secondly, sent by the Father; thirdly, m Hi ^S /— /^^> ' born'of a woman ; ' fourthly, as tlu s^nner s substitute, ' made under the law. The next is to Miss Delap, who had become a con- firmed invalid. .<7.„„.o'9'^.'8s^. .. Mv PRFCIOUS T -I grieve to hear of your weakness, and i„, on Ite mo«»u,n-top. A"d y". j"'^''. ' ,^^j ?!f ""'nl ,t ;rS Ota, tW k.« ?o.. f. the d»p hoi ow^ ..d th= Si„ =• „ by the ■ ri-hl w.y : ' son..lio=s „.J o. Mount S.« ' k^. je thoka'p. o G=^. ~d » l^nl ThtcSurL'uo ,ve,y.hin|. He n,.,. no.on y "' "°* °° ?hS. i^'^Sv What i. our wondrou. position ) givmgs. Christ ail in ai ^ ministry We stand \^^^ .^fl^^^'l^ltS^^ ^^ within the veil is for us. Th^f ^ "^^ j^^^^^ ^re unable to Father loves us as He loves «'« . ^n^ ^J^« conscious- " . mI d^rlb' S letters have lately given me great com- fort I s2 such manifest improvement in them. You dont '"° Oh Hhe SednS oflhat day. when the scatte-d sheep flock and made them His for ever. 264 LETTERS FROM A YLESBUR V, [chap. xir. To the Same, ^^ January i-^^th, . ..." We cannot tell what 1852 may bring with it of dark- ness or trial, but we can assert that God will keep the feet of His trusting saints, and guide His Church safely through every tempest to the desired haven. We can rest in the conviction that not one of His promises shall fail ; ' the Lord will preserve you from every evil work, and bring you to His heavenly kingdom.' " Owing to the death of a dear little child of eight years old, who is to be buried on Thursday, I must postpone my visit till the evening of that day, when, God wilhng, C. and I will go to see you and remain in town till Saturday morning. Perhaps we could get a bed somewhere near you for two nights. ... I must tell you of the sweet child to whose death I have alluded. She was the only daughter of a widowed mother, but God had early prepared her for His heavenly kingdom. The heart of that bereaved parent does not harbour one rebellious thought. It is most touching to see her beautiful submission m the midst of such deep sorrow. The day before the little one died, her mother went quietly into the room and heard her smging in a low voice, ' Hallelujah, Hallelujah to the Lamb who died on Mount Calvary ! ' Her favourite hymn was the one beginning * Alas ! and did my Saviour bleed,' the last verse of which she often repeated, * But flowing tears can ne'er repay the debt of love I owe,' &c. ** The mother has, I believe, been wonderfully taught of God during the last few years, and this little one seemed a saint early matured. Her love for Christ and knowledge of the Bible were very remarkable. "We have another deeply interesting case just now, of a woman dying in consumption. She is the mother of a family, and had appeared before her illness to be quite ignorant! I have never seen so striking an instance of the^'Spirit's teaching. Her knowledge of the Bible and its blessed truths is marvellous, for she is unable to read, and her expressions are like those of an experienced and deeply-taught disciple m the school of Christ,— such a deep sense of sin, and yet so filled with the peace of God ! " The following note to Miss Mason alludes to the 1852.] RECOLLECTIONS OF A FRIEND. 261; death of Mr. Krause of Dublin, which took place very unexpectedly in the spring of this year : — *• April z^d. " I have much pleasure in sending you a cheque for ^^ 10. I wish it were a hundred, but the Lord knows all our need, and can supply it out of His riches in glory by Christ Jesus. I trust you are really better, and your peace as a river, ever flowing and deepening, as it winds its way to the mighty ocean. Is the need at Bethesda yet supplied } How sudden was the summons, and vet how blessed to dear Mr. Krause ! May we work while it is day • the night cometh, when no man can work ! When will vou be in England.? How delighted we should be to nurse you! bo come to us, and may the Lord bless all our intercourse. ' * The recollections of an Irish friend, who visited Aylesbury early in this year, and who refers to the same solemn event, may be inserted here :— an February 1852, I accepted an invitation from Mr. Pennefather to pay him a visit, and become acquainted with his wife. In passing through Dublin I had the opportunity of hearing Mr. Krause preach beautifully on Ash-Wednesday, on Leviticus i., the beginning as he said of a series of lectures which he intended to preach during Lent on the ofl"erings. How little did I think, when I was telling Mr. Pennefather of that sermon on the Friday evening, that the preacher was even then passing in to see the King in His beauty!— My visit to Aylesbury, intended to be for three weeks, but extending to three months, seemed to be all one blessed time of prayer and praise ; in fact, a foretaste of heaven upon earth. Mr. Penne- father was a father among a loving people, many of whom seemed to have learnt from him the blessedness of a life of prayer. On going into a cottage one day I observed a sack standing outside. On entering, the woman said to me she had just had a happy time of prayer and praise; adding, '\ have never had money enough to buya whole sack of flour till to-day, and I could not let it pass inside the door until I had gone up- * Miss Mason did pay a visit to her old friend, and was so deeply interested in all she saw and heard that she fuHy acknowledged God's hand in bringing him to England. 1 266 LETTER TO MRS. CREWDSON. [chap, xil stairs to thank God for it, as our minister tells us/ Mr. Penne- father held family morning prayer in a large old entrance-hall in his house, where seats were placed all round for any of the people who liked to come. I well remember one lame young man who was scarcely ever absent, and to whom the little service had been greatly blessed. At the prayer-meetings and Bible- classes the old men in their grey linen blouses were a striking feature — dear old men, who adorned the doctrine of their God and Saviour in daily life, and had their last days brightened by the visits of him who had led them to Jesus. But it was in the church that the spiritual life of the flock was especially felt. The heartiness and warmth in all the prayers and praises seemed to say, * This is none other than the gate of heaven.' " The date of the next letter is not apparent, but it was probably written in the spring of this year, and contains the first allusion to a proposed change in his sphere of labour, which cost him very much anxious prayer and thought for many months : — To Mrs. Crewdson. " I have been most anxious to write to you, but am with- out a curate, and the work is very heavy. Sometimes I feel almost spent, but am mercifully helped on day by day. Now your letter has come, I am determined to send you a few lines. I grieve to hear you are suffering, and yet are not seasons of trial often times of refreshing.? Does not the Lord set the bow in the cloud f Does He not allure us into the wilderness that He may speak comfortably to us? How often I think of those words, 'Darkness shows us worlds of light we never saw by day.' It is so true! Who has not watched the stars coming out, one by one, as the daylight faded away, until the blue vault of heaven seemed spangled with unnumbered orbs of light? And as the night deepened, another and another gleaming as it were from the outskirts of creation ! And so it is, that when darkness comes over a Christian's path, it pleases God to reveal to him promises unseen and unfelt before. The truths of His Holy Word come out one by one, till the soul is lost in amazement at the exceeding riches of a Father's grace and love. May it be so with you, my beloved friend ! 1852.1 INVITATION TO BARNET 267 "And now I must tell you what is weighing heavily on my heart. Captain Trotter has been here, and has invited me to Se up wofk at Barnet. He has built a church there and ha gathered round it many of the Lord's people. _ The present Lumbentis expected to leave before "«* -•"^^^^' ^jl ^^^ wants me to go there. We spent two n.ghts last week_ at Dyrham (Captain T.'s place). He and his wife are serving the Lord fully, and are very separate from the world. It would be a great comfort to me to have the help of such a layman : but /cannot yet see the way made plain to leave this place perhaps before the winter it may be clearly marked out. The Sument would not be greater than this, as, though there is a house, my congregation here ^ave Provided me with one for the last two years. We simply desire to do the Lord s will in the matter." * As soon as his own mind was made up on this im- portant question, Mr. Pennefather wrote a short letter to his people, informing them of the fact that he was called to leave them. He was anxious to allow no time for reports, and to leave no door open for remon strances or memorials. "Walton, July ijih, 1852. "MY BELOVED FRIENDS,-It is in deep sorrow I now write to you. My heart is very full, and I cannot doubt your ZSZ on the Lbject of my letter. A church has been offered to me, with no pecuniary advantage, but presen >« a wide sphere of usefulness. The circumstances of the case arlso uniooked for and remarkable, that we feel constrained :; say ' the thing proceedeth from the Lord.' It is His vo ce which calls us, and we dare not hesitate to obey But I can not leave this place without a painful struggle. The tlesi i ' • This was the only occasion, in the course of his ministry, on which he had of heart. I 268 FAREWELL LETTER. [chap. XII. must shrink at the severing of a bond which has united us for more than four years, even though it be severed by Him * who doeth all things well' ' God is my record how greatly I long after you all ; ' yet you know who it is that holds the seven stars in His right hand, and fixes them where He pleases. It is the same Saviour who * walks among the golden candlesticks.' Notwithstanding much weakness of body and many shortcomings on my part, I can say that my residence among you has been most refreshing. While I mourn over my own sinfulness, I may, I do rejoice at God's unnumbered mercies to us as a congregation during the past few years. Your unwearied kindness has often gladdened our hearts, and nothing but the clearest intimation that God is removing us could bear us up under the trial now before us. But the Lord can and will sustain ; we can only have light and peace in the path which He appoints. * When He giveth quietness, who then can make trouble V Though having nothing, yet in Him we possess all things. Let me add that it has merci- fully pleased our Heavenly Father to cast my lot in an ad- joining county, so that we may look for frequent opportunities of intercourse." The trial both to pastor and flock of the weeks that followed can be more easily imagined than described. The deep silent grief of the people, as the time of separation drew near, was even more touching than loud demonstrations of sorrow, and the bowed heads and stifled sobs made the services almost oppressive. In recalling the incidents of \\\s.last year's ministry at Walton, Mr. Pennefather often spoke of the fact, that durine that time he had been called to attend the dying beds of thirty of the most attached members of his flock, all in blessed hope of a joyful resurrection, many of them leaving such a testimony to an all- sufiicient and present Saviour as greatly strengthened the faith of the survivors. "Do you call it a dark valley?" said one aged believer; "it is a very sweet 18152.] DEATH-BED SCENES. 269 valley to m^! All praise ! all praise ! " "It is one thing to speak of Jesus," said a dying woman, "it is another thing to have Him in full view." It ought to be mentioned that while on the one hand these blessed scenes were going on, the most awful demonstrations of Satan's enmity were manifest on the other. On one dying bed was a lad gnashing his teeth at eveiy mention of the name of Jesus, on another a woman (with no symptoms of delirium) screaming for some one to stand between her and the evil spirits who were waiting for her ! It is not often, perhaps, that heaven and hell both seem so near as in the sights and sounds continually witnessed at that time by Christ's ministering servant. We close the chapter with a few recollections which seem to belong to this period. One who spent many happy hours in Trinity Church says — " Mr Pennefather's preaching was not marked by any strong argumentative power ; it was rather ^e loving pleadmg of one who lived very near the Master, and, hke St. John lay on His bosom. The holiness and love written on his counten- ance reminded us of the shining of Moses' face* To tins must be added his very musical voice and a poetical style of exoression which made him in his addresses and sermons like . one who playeth skilfully on an instrument./ even to those who did not receive His message to their soul s salvation. Another, looking back after many years' residence, abroad, writes — « Those looks of love and holiness, that gazing as it were into heaven itself, must ever be remembered by those who had the privilege of hearing him. I never can forget his look, when I heard him repeat in the pulpit— • .' And truly it might be said," adds another, " he wUt not that his face shone." 270 RECOLLECTIONS OF FRIENDS. chap. xii. 1852." RECOLLECTIONS OF FRIENDS, 271 <*Tis heaven on earth to hear Him say, While now I journey day by day, Poor sinner, cast thy fears away, Thy sins are all forgiven.' « The beauty of the Lord his God was indeed upon him. How often, when out in India, I used to read that hymn, and try to bring his beaming face before me." We may add a short record of two of the many cases in which God made him at this time an instrument of spiritual blessing. It was remarkable that after the earlier stages of Christian experience, they were both brought by very unlikely circumstances under the teach- ing oi the same minister, to be lifted by his means to a higher platform of spiritual life. A lady living near Walton, whose family were not disposed to have much to do with Mr. Pennefather's congregation, writes — "It was in the summer of 1848 that my younger sister and I taking a walk one Wednesday evening, passed the door of Trinity Church, Walton. The bell was ringing for the usual weekly service, and knowing that a new minister had lately come to the church, we went in from mere curiosity to hear him I have not now any distinct remembrance of the ser- vice, except that I was deeply impressed \v\i\i the solemn sense that God was there. I obtained permission, with some diffi- culty, to go again (there was a great spirit of opposition exist- ing at that time to the church and congregation), and now I be^ran to get a view of sin as in the sight of a holy God. For many months I mourned under a dark cloud of despondency (too timid to open my mind even to my dear pastor), and found no rest to my burdened soul, till one Sunday evenmg when dear Mr. Pennefather preached on the text, ' His voice as the sound of many waters ' (Rev. i. 15). That voice spoke to my soul, and I could rejoice in sin forgiven. From that time I gave up the pleasures of the world, in which I had greatly delighted ; but perhaps it was more from a sense of duty than real love. • I had many hindrances, and though I knew I was saved by the blood of Jesus, 1 groped on in a sort of semi-dark- ness. ... But I must tell of a second step in my Christian life. By the goodness of God we were brought to Stoke Newington in i865rand then again I found myself under the same dear pastor's ministry ; now I was permitted to go a step further, and learn more fully from his lips the necessity of entire con- secration to Christ. I had taken my sins to Him and found pardon, I had given up the world (though with difficulty), but now I learnt to put myself into His loving arms day by day, and found the blessedness of ' casting all my care upon Him who careth for me.' I am no longer my own, but His who died for me, and only desiring that all the remainder of ^my life may be spent to the praise of the glory of His grace." The next extract, though not strictly connected with Aylesbury, dates in the first instance from the same period of his ministry. The writer is now a clergy- mans wife, labouring earnestly and usefully in the Lord's vineyard — "In 1849, between September and November, dear Mr. Pennefather paid a short visit to my aunt's house. I had never seen, to my knowledge, a saint of the Lord before (except per- haps inone instance), I mean a^^;^.y^^r^/^^servantof the Master I can't tell you the effect of that visit. I was in anxiety of soul at the time, groping after light, longing for peace. An aunt of mine had a few weeks before put a tract into my hand, entitled, * Livincr or Dead ! ' and its title-page God had used to show me my lost condition. I had no hope at all, but deeper conviction of sin day by day, until one day, during his visit dear Mr. Pennefather came into the schoolroom where we were all assembled. He sang with us, accompanying himself on the piano the hymn, * Oh, for a thousand tongues to sing my great Redeemer's praise ! ' and he then spoke to us from 2 Kings v., « Naaman,' and the simple command ' Wash,' with its blessed results to those who, like him, obey. " The first gleam of light came to me while he opened up the finished work of Jesus, and our part simply to accept and trust Him The Lord did all the rest. But that precious, simple word was the first blessing and the only instrumentality he used to c^ive me hope. T\\^joy came some weeks after, when I gave 3* 272 RECOLLECTIONS OF FRIENDS. [chap. XIT. up all, and trusted Jesus with my soul. I cannot be perfectly sure of the time when I saw Mr. Pennefather again ; but it was about the third series of sermons at Guildford in connection with the Home Mission, when his name was announced as the preacher. I had amidst great trial and persecution been serving the Lord. I only knew Him then as my Saviour for pardon and peace and heaven, and my Deliverer in times of trouble. There was much prayer for blessing among God's children before Mr. Pennefather came, and in the morning at Stoke Church the text was Ps. xxiii. It was a precious sermon ! I remember sitting and weeping with joy at the side of my dear old aunts, who were also listening with tears. In the evening, at St. Nicholas Church, the subject was the Risen, Glorified Christ on the Throne, building the Heavenly Temple, from Zech. vi. 12, 13. Up there, and yet down here. The crucified One filled with all the fulness of God for us, who need Him. So near, so mighty, so real I The Divine Jesus, able and will- ing to do all that His weak children trust Him for ; their Life ! their Strength ! Not to be looked at once, but lived upon day by day amid the trials of the wilderness. I shall never forget when he looked up, as he was wont to do, and said, * He is just yonder. Ohl that I had a tongue to tell you what He is to His tried ones in their weakness and perplexity,' &c. " I felt a new power unknown before, as though from that moment /, a worm of earth, was linked for ever with the Mighty One of Israel, so that I could not look up to Him in simple faith without constantly receiving supplies of grace for every need from H im. The * resurrection life ' of which he spoke that Sabbath evening in the power of the Holy Ghost, became for months after (and I trust it is not yet less so) the absorbing joy of my soul. " My dear aunt's Bible-class at Guildford, amongst a dozen Christian women or more, the only one of the kind I believe in that town, wascommencedbydear Mr. Pennefatherwithmarked blessing, and became a hallowed gathering for Bible-study and Christian fellowship and counsel for many years, at a time when Bible classes were very rare. One other thing has always been marked upon my memory of Barnet days,— his tender sym- pathy with the tried and sorrowing children of God. I re- member seeing him weep with different Christians, in visiting 1852.] RECOLLECTIONS OF FRIENDS, vji their cottages, as he listened to their story of sorrow. It seemed such a living commentary on that line, *A heart at leisure from itself, to soothe and sympathise.' I sat and wondered whether I should ever know such heart-sym- pathy, so like the beloved Master.' Another friend, who was acquainted with Mr. Pen- nefather for many years, remarks— "One very striking characteristic of his ministry was, that he was equally successful in raising believers to the rest of faith, and in his evangelistic work among the uncon- verted." I if ( 274 > CHAPTER XIII. 1852-1855. Delay in entering on his ministry at Bnrnct— Italian Cliristians — Letter from Rosa Madiai — Commences work at Christ Church, Barnet — Release of the Madiai— Enlarged schoolroom— Visit to Aylesbury — Rev. C. Skrine — Advice to young ministers — Visit to Ireland and Dover— Parochial work— The Crimean War— Death of his brother — Visits to Rev. D. F. Jarman— Care of orphans— Ministry among children- -Enlarged church- -Visit to Edinburgh. ]\ /TR. PENNEFATHER did not commence his -^^^ ministry at Christ Church, Barnet, until the close of 1852. Unexpected complications had arisen, and by a remarkable chain of circumstances he was led to minister for many weeks in a neighbouring church. During this interval he was the guest of his beloved friend Captain Trotter, and though the season was one of trial and suspense, he always realised two special mercies as connected with it The intimate intercourse thus permitted with that valued friend and his beloved family, which was a source of life-long thankfulness, and the opportunity which was afforded of entering warmly into the interests of that noble band of Italian Christians who were at this time confessing their allegi- ance to God's Word in the face of great peril and per- secution. Captain Trotter was a member of the depu- tation sent from England to plead for the release of Francesco and Rosa Madiai, and though the effort appeared to be at first unsuccessful, who can doubt 1852.] LETTEE FROM ROSA MADIAI. 275 that the prayers thus elicited (and none surely more fervent than those offered at Dyrham Park) were answered in the freedom ultimately granted to those faithful prisoners. We must not here detail a history known to many ; but the following translation of a letter written by Rosa Madiai during her imprisonment will interest those who can recall the tale of suffering which touched the hearts of English Christians. It is ad- dressed to Mrs. Maxwell, whose husband had accom- panied Lord Roden, one of the deputation, to Italy. " Dearest Lady, — Being informed of your desire to re- ceive some lines written with my own hand, although my hand be weak and trembling, I discharge a duty in complying with your wishes. Though unknown to me, I know you in Christ. God is love, which love is shed abroad in the hearts of those whom He loves. Seeing then that this love dwells in you, in this holy love I salute and love y 021 1 You have already heard of our calamities, and the sufferings which we have endured and still endure, and my husband much more than myself. My poor mortal flesh, how much dost thou grieve for so small a matter ! Oh ! that we were both like Paul, imitators of Christ ; instead of which we are unstable children. Pray for us, dear lady, that God may give us grace to serve Him faith- fully ; if it be not enough by this imprisonment, then even unto blood and death, should it be for the advancement of His kingdom. I have been told that my husband is better, and I trust in the grace of the Lord that it is so, for his illness greatly increases my affliction, but in all things the will of God be done ! May the Holy Spirit give us ever to say, ' Glory to God, and to the Lamb.' The fever has left me, but my spine causes me much suffering. My neck, head, and even my eyes are afTected by it, and on some days I am much troubled by nervousness. Wherefore pray for us. In our tribulations God has not forgotten our infirmities, and more- over as a good Father He hath pitied, aided, and sustained us, and I feel assured will sustain us even unto the end, since He never leaves His work unfinished. We have heard of the 276 ARRIVAL AT CHRIST CHURCH. [chap. Xiii. 1852.] RELEASE OF THE MA DIAL 277 good persons who have deeply interested themselves on our be- half. Although superior in rank to me and my husband, they have shown themselves truly benevolent. May God recom- pense them a thousandfold, both in this world and in heaven. "We are now in the seventeenth month of our imprison- ment, and God knows when it will terminate. We are re- duced to skin and bone. But, my Jesus ! what didst Thou become for us, bound, accused as a blasphemer, as a stirrer up of the people, scourged, humiliated with mockings and a crown of thorns, buffeted and nailed to a cross, the people crying : ' If Thou be the Son of God, come down from the cross, and we will believe Thee.' Ah ! my Jesus, the nails did not hold Thee there, no, it was Love ! Impart this love to Thy prisoners, that they may enjoy so great an honour as to be made a scorn for Thee. *' Dear lady, I conclude, fearing to abuse too much your goodness. I hope that this letter may find you in perfect health, and if there be any who inquire about us, I beg you to render them thanks both for me and my husband, and ask that all should pray for us. ** Full of respect I subscribe myself your very humble and most devoted servant, RoSA Madiai." These dear Christian confessors never came to Eng- land, but they and the little band of Italian sufferers had from that time a constant place in the sympathies of the praying friends at Barnet. In the month of December 1852 Mr. Pennefather settled at Christ Church parsonage, and on January 6th, 1853, he writes to Miss Mason — " It is very kind of you to bear us on your heart, and wish to know something of our present home, and to think, too, of dear Aylesbury. [Miss Mason had inquired *How could you leave your flock, your beautiful flock > '] We have a very nice congregation here, and many earnest, praying Christians around us. But we do miss our dedit poor people, the loving old men and women, who used to cheer our hearts. The working-classes in this suburban town are very unlike those we have left behind, but there are some among them who are on the Lord's side. Our house is close to both church and school, and we are only ten miles from London, which is convenient, enabling me to attend committees, &c. . . . I believe the Lord brought us here, and this is my chief comfort, but the trial of leaving my late post was very great. Never- theless, the Lord upholds us, and is already giving tokens of blessing in this new sphere. How much I should like to show it all to you, and have you at our Bible-readings, and renew the sweet intercourse we had at Walton. But this is not our rest ; the Church is in the wilderness, and her mem- bers may still be described as 'strangers scattered.' Captain Trotter lives about two miles from us. He spends the winter months in London, but his residence among us in summer will, if we are spared, be a great privilege. " I trust you are better, beloved friend, and able to return to your work, or rather the Lord's work. You can at least bear it on your heart as you go in with Jesus into the secret of your Father's presence, and you shall not fail to receive a blessing. . . . What think you of the coming future ? will it be fraught with unwonted trial ? shall the Church be caught up before the vials are poured out, or must she feel at least the first drops of the impending tempest ? Oh 1 it is awful to think of the poor world ! for the Lord's saints we have no fear. Whatever betide them, everlasting glory shall soon be upon their heads, and sorrow and sighing flee away for ever. I want you to send Irish Society papers to our secretary at Aylesbury, who will still carry on the work there." Asrain, a little later — ** We like our little home here, but as yet we have no garden, only a bare plot of ground, as though the house had been finished yesterday (it has been built some years). Perhaps it will be pretty some day, but who can tell what a day may bring forth ! . . . Flowers are tender tokens of a Father's love j ust to refresh His children by the way. What will the flowers of a renewed earth be, when in a blighted world like ours they are so fair and fragrant ! " So the Madiai are delivered !— Is anything too hard for the Lord ? Surely man's extremity means God's opportunity ! I have not heard any particulars, but the * Times ' states that 278 CHRIST CHURCH SCHOOLROOMS. [chap. xiii. Lord John Russell announced the fact of their liberation to the House I have been deeply touched by a book called *Hope Deferred not Lost/ a history of the Patagonian Mis- sion. It contains the journal of Captain Gardiner and Mr. Williams. There is another book I would like you to see, called, * A Stranger Here,' by Dr. Bonar. Mr. Hargrove is delighted with it." The first necessity which forced itself on Mr. Penne- father's attention in his new parish was that of increased school-accommodation. The only space allotted to the girls was a small and insufficient portion of the boys' room ; but by the kindness of friends this want was soon supplied, a convenient and cheerful room being added to the original building. The united rooms are still remembered by many as the hallowed spot where the first conferences were held, and where God's presence was often so solemnly manifested to His worshipping people. Another object of interest was the effort to secure a house hitherto used as a Roman Catholic chapel. Bya singular coincidence this was accomplished, and it became a centre for lectures, prayer-meetings, &c.. durine the whole of Mr. Pennefathers residence at Barnet. We shall not occupy the time of our readers with a recapitulation of parochial plans and activities already followed out at Walton, but rather pass on to the more distinctive features of Mr. Pennefather's ministry at Christ Church. The proximity of the me- tropolis gave to the place a character of restlessness and hurry, which was a trial to him, while the business habits which connected all the interests of his people with London, and the constant locomotion of many of them, afforded little time for that close pastoral dealing and fellowship which he so dearly loved. But to counterbalance some ministerial difficulties, God gave 1853] VISIT TO AYLESBURY. 279 him Christian friendship and extended mterests far beyond his most sanguine hopes; and as years went on, he was often overwhelmed with a sense of the exceed- ing mercy which had bound him up with such a large an°d ever-enlarging circle of God's dear children His house was som'etimes laughingly called the " Missing Link " where noblemen and farmers, bishops and non- conformist ministers could meet most naturally and pleasantly : where nationalities and denommat.ons were easily merged in the broad sunshine of Christian .love. The accommodation of the parsonage had been in- creased, and "the bare plot of ground" ^.^ become pretty, its flowers and breezes cheering and refreshing many a suffering invalid, who came to enjoy both the natural and spiritual sunlight.* In the month of June 1853 Mr. and Mrs. Penne^.ther paid a short visit to Aylesbury, of which he wntes- "We had a sad but deeply interesting visit. I feel that rod has done a great work there, and He is testing it by a WtJal which, blessed be His name.it is .«^«n«,. Many tere the tears shed, many the greetings uttered amid stifled Tobs We had a krge congregation on Wednesday, and I sobs, vye "''" ^ ° Qn Thursday we had a meet- preached from Isaiah xl. 27, 20. '-'"'^"" ' Dr. Siindav \Z for nraver which was numerously attended. On bunaay ing for prayer vvmc , ^^^^^^^ ^^^ I preached on John xiv. 3. wuai, y nponle to MYSELF. Our Blessed Redeemer holds out to "is peop e irX Peac. ioy, gW, -our, an-— -. ^^^^ r-'f^^f^fihaVn^t long returned from Jerusalem, and Svfuf a m "ute a cou;;t of'the Holy Land, where he seems ?„ think the fertility is returning, as though the Lord we e preparing ?he land fL the people ; while throughout the world the simplest, commonest things. *'.^-««c -^ ^ -.i^'^. j»,«e ■"»■ -* 2S0 THE REV, C, SKRINE. [chap. XIII. He seems to be preparing the people for the land. It is said that the ' latter rain/ long withheld, has fallen, and that the well of Enrogel has overflowed. It may be that the land will soon rejoice in the sound of the ' streams that run among the hills.' On Monday evening we had a meeting in our school- room, for the purpose of giving Caesar Malan an opportunity of addressing the people. He spoke with much animation and power on the 5th chapter of Romans. His patriarchal appear- ance is most interesting. I had never seen him before." It was about this time that Mr. Pennefather first became acquainted with the Rev. Clarmont Skrine, at that time an officer in the army, but afterwards a beloved brother in the ministry. Mr. Skrine gives his own recollections of that first visit, and carries us on to other circumstances of later date — *' I remember my first interview with dear Mr. Pennefather, I was contemplating entering the Church ; a mutual friend had brought me to his notice, and I received an invitation to spend a day or two at Barnet. There was an evening service going on when I arrived, and I heard him preach, the first and I think the only time I had that privilege. My impres- sion was that there was in his manner, and in his countenance when preaching, that which gave double value to whatever he said. I remember, in proof of this, the fact of a young lady owing her first religious convictions, and even I trust her con- version, under God, to the reality expressed in the brightness of his^ countenance when speaking of the coming of our Lord. " On the evening of my arrival, we were sitting under the verandah and talking of my prospects, when he quoted and -spoke on the text, ' God is able to make all grace abound,' &c., dwelling on the fulness of the expression, 'all sufficiency in all things.' I have never lost the impression made upon my mind at that time. Through his interest I was after- wards engaged in the ministry in his' neighbourhood, and was able to take counsel with him in any difficulty that met me. He was the means, unconsciously, of modifying- my views as to the doctrine of election. I found he was as strongly !^ 1853] THE REV, C. SKRINE. 281 k attached as I was to the doctrines of grace, but was not led to make them, as I believe I had done, a barrier to the free proclamation of Christ's gospel to the poor sinner. " I never met with one who so habitually led others to God in prayer. I never remember seeing him on any business, 01 in any engagement to which we went together, without being invited to join him in prayer. A memorable occasion occurs to me. When we were on our way to a large meeting of the London clergy at Fulham Palace, at his suggestion we turned aside in the avenue, and between the trees we bent in earnest prayer for grace. This habit told much on my own poor ministry, and seems continually brought to my mind, to show me where my strength is, and what the Lord would have His servants do *in everything* " I imagine a great many will be ready to say, * No one knew WilHam Pennefather better than myself;' and for this reason, that he had a marvellous power of gaining possession of the hearts of others, and then leading them into loving fellowship with his Master. I can bear witness to the influ- ence which his acquaintance had on me, in leading me to honour the Holy Ghost as the teacher of God's people. It was delightful to be present at the opening of his Bible readings, or in his vestry before a service, and hear him cast himself on the Lord and wait for the power of the Divine Spirit, as the great agent of salvation, and grace, and life. I cannot help referring to one incident in his life, which showed me, more than any other, how largely he possessed the love of Christ, and how influential this made him in drawing Christians together. A man of colour, a Christian, had been invited to the conference at Barnet ; and dear Pennefather's table was open to all the people of God ahke. It so chanced that a Christian gentleman from America was present also, and afterwards confided to me that when he found himself sitting at the same table with one whom he had learned from his youth to regard as of another race, a feeling of great discomfort came over him, but he was able, before the close of the Conference, to overcome the pre- judice, and had learned to love all who love the Lord Jesus.* • It was a cause of much thankfulness to those who had been made aware of the strong conflict of feeling in the mind of this Christian friend from America. ) 2t: COUNSEL TO MINISTERS. [chap. xiir. I know no one who has done, or ever could have done so much as dear Pennefather did to assert the unity of the body of Christ, at the same time that he was singularly faithful to the pnnciples and practices of the Church of England _ " I remember the confession of one who was at length mfluenced to join her friends in separation from our Com- munion, but who continued for years strongly attached to his ministry 'Mr. Pennefather,' she said to me. 'was such a pastor alluding to the tender, loving care, with which he watched over each member of his flock, and his ability in guiding and helping them." Mr. Pennefather was often consulted by young men preparing for the ministry,* and dehghted to have them m his house. Many came to him with difficulties upon secondary questions, which had been all examined and set at rest in his own mind long before. Though he loved the Church of England, he knew her weak points, but often said he was satisfied with his position as long as the sixth Article remained in her Prayer-book.t Be*^ lieving his place had been providentially assigned to him, he deemed it his truest wisdom therein " to abide with God." With a mind remarkably at leisure from minor perplexities and controversial strife, he could afford to hold out the right hand of fellowship to weak and wavering ones, and to comfort many a troubled spirit by the felt influence of his own restfulness. Those who knew Will iam Pennefather intimately can- rJlin "' °^''^^'■"''""'/°"f ''' '" ""*■" (borrowed as he said from Richard m^niJl I .? • """t * ^''™^' ''f"""°° °f '""'» ^ "ight "='I ■ iiin"T"i'~ " After some touching details in another letter, he adds— " Did I tell you this before } I have so many to speak to, and so often recount the Lord's dealings with His tried ones, > 288 DEATH GF HIS BROTHER, [CHAP. XIII. 1855] THE REV. D. F. J ARM AN. 289 for the consolation of others, that I sometimes fear I may repeat the same histories." In the beginning of April 1855 Mr. Pennefather was suddenly called to Ireland by the death of his only remaining brother. He was carried off by fever in the prime of life, leaving his aged father, with whom he had resided, sorely bereft and now totally blind. Let- ters from Barnet, written during this spring, tell of a complication of difficulties and perplexities both private and ministerial. Perhaps the most painful trial to his sensitive nature was the frequent charge of having de- serted his aged parent from a mistaken notion of Chris- tian duty. The death of his brother had re-opened many of the questions connected with his leaving Ire- land, and some, who could not understand all the cir- cumstances of the case, judged him hardly. To one friend he says at this time — ** We have been so hedged up, that we could only stand still and cry to the Lord, and His gracious faithfulness has shone out in the darkness. . . . Seldom have I realised such blessed communion as the Holy Spirit has enabled me to maintain during the last few weeks. And in the parish there are bright spots. The church is crammed, souls are awak- ened, and believers are making progress, but Satan ra^esj* To another — " How strengthening are the words in Ps. cxviii. 7, * The Lord taketh my part with them that help me.' The Psalmist with his fellow-saints and the Lord Himself thus bound up in a holy sympathy." During the spring and summer of this year Mr. Pennefather was in constant attendance (sometimes by night as well as day) at the sick-bed of a young clergy- man in whom he was deeply interested, the Rev. D. F. Jarman, minister of Bedford Episcopal Chapel, Blooms- bury. He had come to the house of his uncle at Bar- net in a state of great suffering from white swelling of the knee, and after many weeks of hope deferred, it was decided that the limb must be amputated. The operation was successfully performed, but the constitu- tion failed to rally, and the patient passed away after two months of extreme exhaustion. Mr. Pennefather noted down some of the precious words that fell from his lips. We quote a few lines for the comfort of God s suffering people. "Shortly before the operation, he said, ' All is well, all shall be well. Yes, and I can praise God for all. Last night I was reading with the servants the 103rd Psalm, and after it was finished, we joined in praising the Lord for His mercies. I was led to recount the special mercies of God to each per- son then immediately in His presence, and when I came to my own case I paused, waiting for grace and strength to give thanks. At length the Holy Spirit seemed to impel me to cry out, " O Lord! I bless Thee for every dispensation of Thy providence; I bless Thee for every trial which Thou hast in mercy sent to me ; I bless Thee for my present circumstances ! " When I had done this, peace seemed to flow as a fresh stream into my soul, and I then experienced such intense happi- ness as I had never known before/ At one time when he thought he was dying, he said, ' Tell my people that I find all the promises to be Yea and Amen in Christ Jesus. Not one good thing hath failed me. Soon we shall meet where sin cannot mutilate the body or defile the soul. I shall see 7^^ there, and I shall know you' '* The year 1855 brought to Mr. and Mrs. Pennefather increased openings in a field of service to which they had both been peculiarly drawn. The care of orphans T || If! 290 ORPHAN CHILDREN. [chap. XIII. liad been laid upon their hearts as from the Lord, and He who kindles a desire never fails to give the corre- sponding opportunity. Three little orphan girls had been for some time under their roof, and though they had now left it, many friendless or lonely ones were, from time to time, gladly welcomed to heart and home. In the month of May Mr. John Pennefather's three orphan children were re- ceived as a sacred legacy into their uncle's house, and about the same time a very wide door was opened for loving service to the widow and the fatherless. Public subscriptions had flowed in freely to form a general fund for assisting, as -might be judged expedient, the wives and children of the soldiers who had either fallen in the Crimean War, or become incapacitated by wounds and sickness. In many instances it was found best to re- move the children from their former homes, and place them under careful supervision and instruction. Places within reach of London were selected, where clergymen or others might be willing to take an oversight of the children, and be in every way responsible for their train- ing and education. The charge was an onerous one, but it presented a large sphere of usefulness, and when, at the suggestion of a friend, Mr. Pennefather was asked by the Hon. Secretary of the Patriotic Fund to receive a certain number of the fatherless ones into his parish, he at once consented. Beginning with six, the number gradually increased to 400, and for nine years the orphan homes and schools scattered through the town became an object of much interest in Barnet. The first allusion we find in Mr. Pennefather's correspondence to the work, which became very dear to him, is in a letter to Mrs. Crewdson. 1855.] PATRIOTIC FUND. 291 *'Did I tell you that the Hon. Secretary of the Patriotic Fund (Captain Fishbourne) has selected this place as one amongst others in which to locate soldiers' orphans? We have now twenty-five, and are likely to have forty more placed under our superintendence. The Fund is to allow a given sum to cover all expenses. We are about to furnish a house to receive forty girls, and the stated sum must meet all demands for food and clothing. The proposition came to us in a way we could not refuse, though we did not know Captain Fishbourne." The gentleman who is thus spoken of as a stranger when the work was undertaken, became a valued friend and constant counsellor, whose unvarying sympathy and kindness ever helped to lighten a burden of responsi- bility which sometimes pressed heavily. It would be impossible to describe the affectionate interest with which Mr. Pennefather threw himself into this branch of the work committed to him. With a warm love for children in general, and a remarkable power over them, he received these fatherless little ones as a special trust from his God and from his country, and bestowed upon them sympathy and labour without stint or measure. The fruit he was permitted to see was sufficient to com- pensate for every anxiety. Much more, we doubt not, remains to be reaped in a glorious future. To quote the words of one who was closely con- nected with the work — " While we rejoiced over some who came out on the Lord's side, there were others who never made a public profession, but who are now living changed lives, and some who are actively engaged in the Lord's service. The inexpressible influence brought to bear upon them by their loved friend and pastor seems to affect the whole tenor of their lives, and it will only be in eternity that we shall be permitted to see the amount of good accomplished." In after years, whenever Mr. Pennefather was ad- 292 MINISTRY AMONG CHILDREN. [chap. xiir. fi vertised to preach in London, whether in church or hall or theatre, he was sure to be met at the door by a number of ** his boys," who had come from their differ- ent situations to see and hear him. It seemed a special ordering of God's providence that he should have this wide field for the exercise of a power over children, which was so peculiar that it was a source of amusement as well as interest to those who knew him best. The exuberanceof/^ which he possessed, both naturally and spiritually, was continually giving itself out in a wealth of love which seemed inexhaustible ; a love equally ready to cherish a ragged child or to greet an assembled congregation, to comfort a hungry beggar or to throw sunbeams into a family circle. It was a thing to h^feU even when unspoken, and young hearts at once re- sponded. A little boy going home one day exulting in the fact that he had met Mr. Pennefather, was asked by his mother, " What did he say to you } " " He said no- thing," was the child's reply, ''but he beamed upon me." He was himself much amused when once walking in the town of Homburg, a little German child, who was toddling by the side of a lady at some little distance, fixing her eyes on him, deliberately crossed the street and slipped her hand into his. In another Continental town he was standing under an archway, when a French peasant passed with a very young child in her arms. Turning back, with many apologies she explained that " the little one would give her no rest till it had asked for a kiss from the kind gentleman." * Such recollections might be largely rnultiplied ; but * This attractive power was not confined to children. An importunate beggar, who was one day telling his tale of want to a party of travellers, suddenly caught si^ht of Mr. Pennefather, and prefaced his appeal with the exclamation, ♦• You, sir, with heaven in your face ! " 1855.] MINISTRY AMONG CHILDREN. 293 we will only give two touching incidents, which, though occurring at a later period of his ministry, may not be out of place here. A family who had quitted his parish in London for one at some distance, and had conse- quently removed their children from the school, were brought into a state of much distress by poverty and sickness. One fine little boy was lying hopelessly ill, and the mother's heart was sorely stricken. The little fellow had evidently cherished the lessons he had for- merly learnt, and was calling out to hear *' more about Jesus." *' Oh, mother, send for Mr. Pennefather," was his constant cry, the mother as constantly replying that Mr. Pennefather was too far away, and that they could not expect him to visit them in another parish. Still the child fretted and entreated, but the same difficulties were urged, till at last the boy with increased energy exclaimed, " Mother, he's very like an angel, and the angels go everywhere T This plea was irresistible, and the child's request was granted. The other story tells of a seed springing up after the one who sowed it had been taken to his rest. It is told by a lady who was a helper in his London work. ** I was at the Conference Hall one Sunday evening, and after the Gospel address, those who were anxious were invited to stay for the prayer- meeting. I spoke to one poor woman sitting near me, and asked if she had come to Jesus. ** Yes," she said, and then added, ''Shall I tell you how it was I found Him ? I had a little boy of four years old, and I brought him to the children's service here one Sunday afternoon. Dear Mr, Pennefather was speaking to the children, and my little boy sat just in front, beneath the platform. He was very fidgety, and would get up and down. At last 294 CHURCH ENLARGED. [chap. xrir. 1855.] CHURCH ENLARGED. 2)5 Mr. Pennefather looked down at him, and said, in his firm and loving way, * Dear little boy, sit down, there's plenty of room/ The child sat down at once, quite good, something in the tone and manner had so struck him that he never forgot it, and was constantly re- minding me, ' Mr. Pennefather said, Dear little boy, sit down, there's plenty of room.' A few weeks later he was taken ill, and when he was dying said, ' There's plenty of rootn ; Jesus is making room for me, mother, and you must come too.' That was enough, my little boy's dying words brought me to Jesus." But we must forbear to dwell longer on this ministry among the children, which has left its mark on many a heart and life, and return to the summer of 1855. The enlargement of the church had been going steadily forward, but the work was so carefully arranged that the building had not been closed for a single Sun- day. On the 3rd of August the new aisle was thrown open, to the great satisfaction of the crowded congre- gation. In a letter to his Westmoreland friends at the close of July, Mr. Pennefather says— *' Is there any hope of your being in London on the 3rd of August ? The dear Bishop of Meath has promised (God will- ing) to preach for me on that day, at the opening of our enlarged church. How I should rejoice to have you with us!" Again, on the evening of August 3rd — "We have had a deeply interesting service to-day, but the Bishop of Meath did not come. He was unwell, and Mr. Marsden of Birmingham took his place. He gave us an able and profitable sermon. We expect to have a quiet sale for our Church Enlargement Fund on the 29th, 30th, and 31st of this month. Perhaps you may be passing through town, on your way to the Pyrenees, just at that time." A gallery was afterwards added in the new part of the church, especially for the accommodation of the orphan children, and Captain Trotter had already ex- tended the vestry very considerably, in order to give increased space for the prayer-meetings before the services. It was always Mr. Pennefather's custom to invite a few of the earnest and prayerful members of the congregation to unite in seeking a blessing on both ministers and people at the opening of each service. At Barnet, the response to this invitation was peculiarly cordial, and many have spoken of the vestry prayer- meetings as seasons of no common privilege, when the presence of the Lord was very specially realised. The records of the autumn are but few. On Sep- tember 19th we find him writing from Stoke Park, Guildford, whither he had gone to meet his cousins— -We found dear J. and M. safely returned from their Con- tinental journey. I am perfectly astonished at what J. has been able to accomplish. They crossed the Wengern Alp and the great Scheideck, and wandered through the Bernese Oberland. They ascended the Righi, and, in fact, have seen many of the glories of Swiss scenery. Their descriptions have re-awakened that intense longing to see the Alps which I have had from my childhood. Will it ever be granted to me } It it be for my good I know it will, but it may be well that my will in this as well as in other things, should be crucified. ' Not as I will, but as Thou wilt.' My dear father is in Edin- burgh whither he went for advice about his eyes. He thought he was deriving some benefit from the treatment when an attack of illness confined him to his bed, and threw him back. I have been very uneasy about him, and was about to start for Scotland, when a better account arrived. I think S. and D will be with him soon, and I shall probably go some Mon- day until Saturday. Having been absent in the spring, I cannot leave my people long, and they always seem to get into some perplexity when I leave the Sunday work in other 296 VISIT TO EDINBURGH. [chap. xiir. ( 297 ) hands If I go, it will probably be by the Great Northern, so I shall not go near H." A letter, dated VeitdVs Hotel, Edinburgh, October 25th, tells of the accomplishment of this plan— " By the tender mercy of our Heavenly Father we per- formed our rapid journey from Barnet to this beautiful city on Monday last. ... The weather has been most unfavourable for seemg this place, which I wanted my wife to admire Violent squalls of wind, rain, and even a sprinkling of snow • but It has been a great cheer to us both to see my aged father and the M.'s We have been interested in attending some of the services preparatory to the Communion Sabbath Ihis day (Thursday) is observed throughout the whole city with the strictest solemnity. Shops are shut, the banks are c osed, and there is no performance in the theatre. The whole place wears the aspect of a great national humiliation. We w-ent in the morning to hear Dr. Bonar, and in the afternoon JMr. Purvis of Jedburgh " In his short visit to Edinburgh Mr. Pennefather became acquainted with several kind friends, who helped to deepen his interest in the religious activities, as well as the natural beauties, of the Scottish capital He would have much enjoyed a longer sojourn in a place which had peculiar attractions for him, but home claims were imperative, and he returned to Barnet on October 27 th, CHAPTER XIV. 1856-1858. Conference proposed — Letters on various subjects — First Barnet Confer- ence — Letters — Illness of his wife — Stay in Wiltshire and visit to Wonston — Services for the Militia — Coffee-house for working-men — Extra services — Second Conference — Recollections of the Confer- ence of 1858 from several friends. npHE year 1856 was always regarded by Mr. Penne- •^ father as an era in his life's history. The greater part of it was occupied with the same unceasing acti- vities, and the same round of ministerial duties as had filled up the record of other years, but the yearning desire, which had been long deepening and strengthen- ing in his inmost soul, was this year to receive its first practical accomplishment. The meetings held at Christ Church, Barnet, in the month of August, might seem small and unimportant, but they were very solemn in his eyes. He regarded them as an ac- knowledgment (however feeble) of the great principle, often slighted, sometimes positively disowned by the Christian Church, that her union in Christ, the living, glorified Head of all His members, is a spiri- tual union so real, and close, and eternal, that it should not only be allowed as an article of our creed, but real- ised, recognised, and manifested by every possible means and on every possible occasion. He used often to speak of the object of these meetings as fourfold— manifested unity, social communion, increased per- 298 PROPOSED CONFERENCES. [chap. XIV. 1856.] FORTY YEARS' JOURNEYING. 299 -1 t V sonal holiness, and enlarged interest in the pro- motion of Christ's kingdom throughout the world. The second coming of the Lord, which was so bright a hope to his own soul, always held a prominent place in the subjects selected for consideration. It seemed as though the important influence these Conferences were to exercise in the Church of God "cast its shadow before," for, without any defined expectation of their rapid extension, there seemed to be a solemn awe upon his spirit in making the first attempt, and a remarkable reticence with regard to his purpose. For a long time he spoke of it to none but his wife, and then, as time passed on, he consulted two experienced Christian men, selected, as he often said, because he ** thought their hearts were large enough, and their position sufficiently unshackled," to enable them to appreciate his object. From both of these, independently, he received the same counsel. While fully entering into the great truth of the spiritual unity of the Church, and the great importance of its recognition when possible, they both thought the state of parties so unpromising, and the existing differ- ences among Christians so pronounced, that the idea, ** though very beautiful," must be abandoned, at least for a time, lest the attempt to manifest unity should result, not only in failure, but in an actual exhibition of disunion and confusion. Such advice from those whom he esteemed ** very highly in love " led to deep ** search- ings of heart," but it did not change his purpose. Per- suaded that ** the thing was of the Lord," he determined to say nothing which might provoke opposition or con- troversy, but to go' forward alone, " assuredly gathering" that God intended him to be the advocate of a truth which, from early youth, had been forcing itself upon his mind. The history of the Barnet and Mildmay Confer- ences need scarcely now be told ; it is a matter of world- wide recognition. They have held a place very strongly resembling the life of their founder. With no prestige of ecclesiastical position, no patronage from man, receiving no honour, but often much contumely from the various sections of the visible Church, they have exercised an influence which eternity alone will reveal, and broken down the barriers both of caste and denomination to an extent known only by Him who guided the steps of His trusting servant, and '' covered his head in the day of battle." , . , It is in accordance with the sacred reserve to which we have alluded, that in the correspondence of 1856 so far as it has been preserved, there is not a single refer- ence to the Conference meetings. Meanwhile the aspect of the parish seemed more en- couraging, and Christian friendship, gathering round him on every side, was cheering his spirit with much deep and loving fellowship. But while he thanked God for human affection as His gift, every fresh token of love always laid him in the dust under a sense of his own un- worthiness. A letter to Mrs. Crewdson, written on his birthday, expresses his habitual feelings of humiliation- *' Christ Church Parsonage, February 5^^* 1856. - Thoughts of you mingled with some of my first impressions this morning, on realising that I was actually forty ! Amidst my fX years' wandering in the wilderness, your love has, for ^e last twenty-two of those years, lighted up many a dark and ouih passagJof the way. I cannot tell you what your letter wTth its presLt was to me this morning. I feel your continued kindnesLs a fresh brook from the ^o-ta^n, remmdmg m^^^^^^ the unchangeablenessof our Covenant Jehovah ! Forty years old sounds^trangely in my ears I Forty year^ of sin and short- ORPHANS OF SOLDIERS, [chap. XIV. 1 coming and ingratitude, too much like Israel of old, on my part ; and forty years, too, of wondrous mercy and truth and loving-kindness from my God. Oh ! how black these years seem, and yet how full of light and blessing. But I cannot look back. I know not why the past oppresses me so painfully, but when the flood-gates of memory are opened, the sorrow will flow. And yet those precious ones gone before are safe with Jesus ! " Again, to another friend, in the same month, after speaking of preaching at Weybridge, he says — " I am very seldom able to leave home, for we are linked with such numerous duties that it seems almost impossible to get loosed even for a short time. . . . You know that I have my dear brother's three orphan children living with me, and we have charge of many of the children of our brave soldiers who have fallen during the present war. The Patriotic Fund gives a certain sum for their maintenance, but everything additional must be provided, and all the arrangements de- volve upon my dear wife. They are to be clothed, educated, and cared for in every respect. Will you sometimes lift up your heart in prayer for these little ones } Some of them are the children of Roman Catholic parents, and many of them have been rescued from a life of the lowest degradation. I have been reading the Memoir of Adelaide Newton with intense interest, and almost envy you the pleasure of having known her. How I wish we could have you once more as our guest, to talk of her and other bright ones who have passed into glory. *' I was preaching yesterday on Deut. xxxiii. 12 :— " I. * The beloved of the Lord.' ' I have loved thee with an everlasting love.' * We love Him because He first loved us.' " 2. Dwelling in safety by Him, the privilege of every be- liever. It implies perfect security and constant abiding in Jesus. Dwelling signifies that we are in a place of residence. " 3. * Cover him all the day long.' Here is the unceasing care of the Lord for His people. ' Under His wings they trust' The bird gathers her brood under her wing, not only to protect but to cherish. During our whole pilgrimage, and for each day of it, there is the loving care of the lovinc^ i< 1856.] VISIT IN KENT. 301 Saviour extended over His weak ones. And then comes the mighty strength of God, the Power that bears us up, < He shall dwell between His shoulders.' " But I must end with much love." To another Friend. " February 2%th. "Surely the deep, constant love that dwells in Christian hearts can never wither. Earth's parching winds cannot dry it up, the world's vicissitudes cannot affect it, for love is of God. It partakes of H is nature, and abides when all else changes and passes away. ... I am thankful to say my dear father is well. The attack lately made upon him on ac- count of the loss of his sight was very despicable, and seems to have recoiled upon its author. My father never rehed upon notes but upon that singular memory which God had given Wm It was most remfrkable. Dates, Acts of Parliament, former judgments, &c., could be all cited with as much accu- racy as if they lay before his eyes, and old age has not in the ea^t impaired this marvellous faculty. He has just set out on circuit. Whether he will retire from the Bench or not, I cannot say." In a letter dated from a village in Kent he says— "March 28M. « We are here for a few days, visiting dear Mrs. ^jn this very peaceful place, which is a striking contrast to Barnet ?he country is cheerful and pretty, and the extreme retirement is delightful to us. Whether it would be always pleasant to ive where the same things are done at the same hours, by the .IL people, on the same days, all the year round is another nuSnT but for a time the calm, constant, uninterrupted Slrit^ of a useful life is very soothing, and such steady work in the Lord's vineyard is a profitable study . . • Uo Tad Mrl Winslow's Life written by her son. Jhe closing scene reminds me of Hopeful crossing the river. An extract may be inserted here from a letter, which is one of many that touch upon the goodness of God m providing for the daily temporal needs of His chii- 302 LETTERS FROM BAR NET. [chap. XIV. 1856.] LETTERS FROM BARNET. 303 dren." A very small income and a large-hearted liberality did not always fit into one another, and this fact sometimes brought him into trial, though never into debt. The expression of grateful love to dear friends who from time to time entered into his diffi- culties is very characteristic — " Christ Church Parsonage, April 2$th. " On our return late last night, from London, we found your precious letter— /rm^//j not only for its enclosures but for its warm and fragrant love. I believe that our Heavenly Father's dealings with us, in keeping us daily very dependent on Himself ever since our marriage, have been sanctified to us. We receive your loving gift as from His hand, and does not this fact add infinitely to its value } Now that you have been led to show me this kindness, I cannot refrain from telling you that I am often hampered, and as we do not think it right to spend a pound upon ourselves unless absolutely necessary, I have been obliged to crucify my desire to visit- Westmoreland, which is now, however, placed within our power, perhaps in May, if the Lord will May He who has graciously taken away one difficulty speed our way, and take me once more to that dear spot, where, twenty-one years ago, He vouchsafed me such foretastes of Heaven." The journey projected for May did not take place, as we read in another letter — "A confirmation is just announced for June 9th, which will allow, me only five weeks to prepare my candidates, and I cannot think of leaving home at present." On the 3rd of July he writes to Miss Mason — "I was delighted to receive your wee note of June 26tli. Since then a rumour has reached me that dear Fanny D'Arcy* is no longer a pilgrim. I have heard no particulars and long- for tidings. Though I have not seen her for years, my heart clings to the friends of bygone days, and I remember her * Formerly Miss Bellingham, well known in the work of the Irish Church Missions. with the deepest interest. I will with pleasure go to Hampton Court for you, but I must brush up my knowledge of your society, for I feel hardly competent to speak for it now, though I love it dearly, and its secretary too. I must tell you that I have seen clearly why I was brought here, though the dear people at Aylesbury, whom you knew and loved, are con- stantly on my heart, and I scarcely expect to 'look upon their like again.' There are many true Christians here among the upper classes, and the Church is very separate from the world. I do not think I ever lived in a place where the Ime of demarcation was more clearly recognised, and for this we feel very thankful. Indeed, we have daily cause to praise the Lord for His wonderful mercies. I wish you could come and pay us a visit. We are hoping that dear Mr. Cleaver will take a house near us for a short time. He purposes remaining m England for the summer, though he and his daughter must return to Madeira in October." After speaking of much physical weakness and suffer- ing which had tried him during the spring, he adds— " Is it not a proof of our immortality that the decay of our bodily powers in no degree lessens the sensibillcies and yearn- ings of the * inner man.' Even though we may grow old and feeble, we are only preparing to be ushered into that kingdom where — • God hath built a city of light, and joy, and song ; ^ ,„,„„„. ., Where the eye at length beholdeth what the heart hath loved so long. His ministerial labours were so abundant and so ex- hausting, that kind friends were often disposed to advise a reasonable moderation and more frequent relaxation. The following letter, addressed to his beloved friends at Dyrham Park, appears to have been written in answer to some such remonstrance — "Christ Church Parsonage, July lyth. " As to Silesia House * I want you to understand that, instead of being a burde n, it will be a relief. ... I have long • A house outside the town, taken about this time for an orphanage. 304 LETTER FROM BARNET [chap. XIV. felt uneasy at having the boys uncontrolled in the houses of the poor, and told Captain F. that the plan could not be satisfactory, because a home influence was not kept up. When once the children are brought into a home, instead of my superintending six or seven houses, I shall have but one. We fully purpose, please God, going from home about the ist of September, and as my aged father does not at present seem to need my services, we think of going to the North of England and to Scotland. But I feel that, while I am here, it is very important to keep up all the different means of grace which have been established, and, thank God, I have hitherto been enabled to do so The Lord has given His blessing, though I feel that if I had sought more, and lived more for Christ more might have been vouchsafed. ... I send you a letter from Mr. M, which I received a day or two since. Miss M. was a constant attendant, while here, at the Tuesday Bible-readings. The trades-people also have bee7i reached, and this is a class which Miss R. spoke of as untouched when we first came to Barnet. Don't think, beloved friends, that I want to magnify my se^i-- God forbid I But I do want you to see that while His presence sustains us, we do feel the deep importance of * patient continuance" in well-doing. I am humbled to the dust by the measure of blessing wherewith the Lord hath blessed us, but I say again, what has it been in comparison of what it might have deen^hdid God been more honoured ! Pray for us. We bless the Lord continually for your love and friendship, and feel (amidst some trials peculiar to the place) that intercourse with you is a peculiar privilege. May the Lord increasingly sanctify our friendship and make it redound to His glory! We have been brought together in accordance with that everlasting purpose of grace whereby we have been saved in Christ Jesus. The same Love which has redccfned us has provided the refreshment of your sym- pathy in the wilderness." In the month of June the invitation had been issued for the first Barnet Conference. Recurring to the sub- ject in after years Mr. Pennefather says — *' A deep consciousness of the essential unity of all who 1856.] FIRST CONFERENCE. 305 'name the Name of Christ and depart from iniquity/ led me .-nTcr earnestly to desire to bring into closer social com^ :^ jS^thTremb'ers of various Churches, as chHd^^^^^^^^^^^^ one Father, animated by the same life, and heirs to^etne of the same glory. . . ." After waiting upon God in earnest prayer, it was decided in the summer of 1856 to invite such persons to meet together for the purpose of mutual fellowship and united prayer, and the following paper was put into circulation — « Christ Church Parsonage, Barnet, June 1850. « It is in contemplation to hold (God wimng) a Corjerence of the Lord's people in this town on Tuesday, Wednes day. Thursday, and'priday, the 26th, 27th. ^^th, and 29th nf Aucrust next The object of the proposed Conference rstfp?omote personal holiness, brotherly love, and increased interest in the work of the Lord. The persons attending th Conference will meet (God willing) every mor"'"g. fro- i J to I o'clock, for prayer and intercession and the reading ot ""^'ThYr: will be evening meetings from 7to 9 o'clock, wh^n addresses will be given on ' Foreign Missions, Home Mis ons • 'Personal Holiness,' and the ' Lord^s Coming, the Se of the Church.' Afterwards the subject for the ~g will form the topic of conversation (Mai. m. 16 ; Acts x.v. 27). In these early days of the movement, Christian hospitality was one of the prominent features of the Conferences, and Mr. Pennefather's favourite motto, " Freely ye have received, freely give," was pressed in more than one aspect of its meaning, upon all who shared with him in the work. It was a real grief to him when increasing and overwhelming numbers, com- pelled the unwilling admission that lodgings must be taken for some of the guests, and a small charge made for refreshments. Those bright August days seemed a foret^aste ot 1 !f 3o5 FIRST CONFERENCE. [chap. XIV. heaven upon earth. The felt presence of the Lord, and the warmth of brotherly love were so remarkable, that many were led to exclaim, " This is the Lord's doing, and it is marvellous in our eyes." There was one, at least* (probably others), present on that occasion, who never missed a single Conference until 1876, when her own faithful service on earth was exchanged for the unclouded presence of the Master. It was on the last day of the Conference that Mr. Pennefather came forward to meet what he felt would be his greatest difficulty. He had resolved that the meeting should not close without ** showing forth the Lord's death" at His table; and in announcing his purpose to an assembly, comprising the representatives of twelve different sections of the Christian Church, he invited them emphatically " io the table of the Lord" Claim- ing for himself the privilege of administering the ordi nance, it would, of course, be according to the form oi the Church of England, but he expressed his earnest hope that, forgetting minor considerations, the thoughts of those present would be directed to Him whom all acknowledged as their crucified, risen, ascended, and cominor Lord. It was felt to be a bold venture by many, but the Lord gave testimony to the principle of His own Word. One hundred and twenty persons, bearing different names but rejoicing in the " unity of the Spirit," took bread and wine in remembrance of their one Saviour ; and some who had conquered much feeling and over- come many scruples, loved to tell of the exceeding blessing- vouchsafed to them on that occasion. The words of one man of God might probably have been * Miss Mary Stacey of Tottenham. I 1856.] PEACE OF MIND. 307 adopted by others,— *' August 1856 was an epoch in my spiritual history." * After a short visit to the North, we find the usual varied labours and interests filling up every hour. ^ We must only give a few fragments from the remaining letters of this year. On October 3rd, he writes on a subject always very prominent in his teaching, the calmness becoming a Christian — " Let me beseech dearest S. to cast little trials, as well as great ones, off her own mind on her sympathising, lovmg Saviour, and to seek daily grace that she may find her fresh springs more and more in Him, and her mterests m His work and His cause. Oh ! how soon our earthly cisterns, however carefully hewn out, must fail us ! It is only m the Lord Jesus we can find the well of water that sprmgeth up into everlasting life. I know you believe this, but I want you to have the unspeakable rest and blessedness of sitting down beside the unfailing Fountain, even as Mary sat at the Master's feet. Martha was beloved by Him and is now with Him, but she had not Mary's /^^r^, because she was troubled about many things, when only one thing was really worth her care. I know what it is to be * hysty: I do not believe there ever was any man who had naturally a more anxious spirit than mine, and it is only as the Holy Ghost enables me to feel the comparative importance of events, and persons, and things, just in proportion as they are hnked with God and eternity, that my flurried heart gets rest. It is only when I betake myself, like Noah's dove, to the Ark, that my wearied spirit finds repose. ... I know you will take from your brother a word of loving ministerial counsel. ... I have been smelling your beautiful flowers, and thinking of the sweetness of your friendship. I have been thinking, too, of . May his ardent mind find that deep repose in Jesus, which alone can satisfy its yearnings." In the same month, to a friend travelling in Ireland— ♦ "I have long professed my belief." said a gentleman, who looked on with much interest, " ' in the Holy Catholic Church, and the Commumon of Samts ; now I have seen it." mmmmk p8 A SUBJECT WILL, [chap. XIV. 1857.] VARIED TRIALS. 309 III ' ■': II i '' How closely I followed you to Glengariff and Killarney ! Did you really see it all well ? Were the mountain summits clear as you descended upon Killarney ? If so, you had a grand view. The varied beauty of those lakes reminds me of the entrancing power of melody, sometimes overwhelming you with a voice of mighty thunderings, and then melting away in gentle cadences. Those scenes seem to carry you up into the Majesty and Power of God, and then dow7i into mossy dells, with their tiny flowers blossoming unnoticed and unknown. The Omnipotent Hand which has built the moun- tains, garnishes the lowly valleys with ten thousand beauties." In a letter dated December ist, he says — " I want to tell you that your farthing hymn-book is de- lightful. I had not seen it before, and as I am a patriarch, with 200 children of my own ! and many more under my care, it is no slight boon to hear of four beautiful hymn-books for one penny ! Do pray for our children. Oh ! for that blessed Spirit, which of old baptized the Church, and came down with mighty power upon old and young. . . . The dear little boy I spoke of died of a throat attack after measles. He was ^v^ years old, one, I believe, of Christ's precious lambs. He knew he was a sinner, but, ' I am not afraid, Jesus died upon the cross,' and ' I love Him better than my mother,' were some of his last words. Dear is in London. I do think her present state is a most striking instance of answered prayer. Her peace, her broken will, her joy in believing ! It is very touching to see how the different things that'' once held undue dominion over her only affect her now in con- nection with God's glory. ... I believe, if we are the Lord's, He will, yea He must, break our will. We must be brought to lie in the dust at His feet, and say, ' Put me where Thou wilt, do with me what seemeth good in Thy sight. Thy will be done ! ' * If any man serve Me let him follow Me,' was the language of Him who came not to do His own will, but that of His Father in heaven. And did He not lose His life, that He might give it to His people, and ' find it ' in them for ever ? " Again, in another letter — " The self-renunciation of our Lord's whole earthlv course is deeply instructive ; every human feeling yielded up to the one object, the Father's glory ; the daily expression of His every thought, * Not as I will, but as Thou wilt' And that He had a human will is evident, for He was * in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin.' What a spectacle to men and angels was that calm, consistent walk, amid the tide of ungodliness around and the stupidity of His own fol- lowers. Let us make John xii. 23-29 a constant study and a frequent subject for prayer." The year 1857 was one of much varied anxiety. Writing on his birthday, he says — '' But we are growing young as we are growing old 1 When Richard Baxter was dying, a friend bent over him to catch the last words that might fall from his lips. He asked the de- parting saint how he was, and the feeble voice replied ' nearly well ! ' How near we may be to the Eternal Home ! What a thin partition stands between us and the light and glory of heaven ! " At the end of the same month we read — **Our dear little Somerset has had a decided, though favourable attack of scarlet-fever. Thank God, the precious child is now well, and went to-day to Brighton, under the care of an old, faithful servant. ... We are much tried by the dangerous state of dear E. M.* How forcibly have I been taught the passing nature of earthly joy. She was always to me like the fondest of sisters, and when she married a few years since, the world dressed itself for her in its fairest colours. She is leaving a husband and three charming children, at the age of thirty-two, but, thank God, I feel assured she is safe ! I have had a few lines from her lately, which are very precious to me. She was always reserved on the subject of religion, but now she has spoken, and that so plainly as to leave me without a doubt. ... Oh ! the rest of leaving allm a Father's hands, who numbers the hairs of our head. I cannot express the calmness and confidence which has filled our hearts at this time of many trials. To God be all the glory!" ♦ Lady Robert Montagu, the only child of his eldest sister, who was now dying. 310 VISIT TO WONSTON. [chap. XIV. In a letter dated May 7th, he tells of successive cases of scarlet-fever in the house, followed by the serious illness of his wife, adding — " What my anguish and anxiety has been, you can con- ceive better than I can describe, but I never can forget the unwavering confidence my Heavenly Father gave me in Himself. ... I had been told by Dr. a short time before that my dearest C. might be carried off in one of these attacks. I thought perhaps the hour was come, and yet I felt able to trust that Blessed One, who never left me in seasons of sorrow, and never will. . . . We have since been to Ayles- bury, to consult a medical man there, in whom I have great confidence. He recommends foreign air. However, I feel we must just go on step by step. Our way is peculiarly hedged in, but our difficulties are no difficulties with our God. . . . But enough of my sorrows, let me sing of the Lord's grace, and magnify His holy name I " The remainder of the letter is occupied with details of the histories of friends, his interest as warm and un- selfish as ever. The habitual self-discipline of his life gave him a remarkable power of entering into the cir- cumstances of others with * a heart at leisure from itself, to soothe and sympathise.' During the summer months, Mrs. Pennefather's health gradually improved, and a short stay in Wiltshire at the house of a kind friend was their only absence from home at this time. Find- ing himself within reach of Wonston, he determined to visit a place with which he had very tender associa- tions, though disappointed at hearing that his beloved friend, Mr. Dallas, was absent; and Mrs. Dallas was a straneer. But he lonored to stand once more within the walls of that church, and to kneel in prayer with Mr. Shayler, the printer, in the little room from whence had issued the thousands of anonymous letters which had inaugurated the work of the Irish Church Missions. 1857.] VISIT TO WONSTON^ 3" Part of a letter written by Mrs. Dallas to her husband in Spain came into the hands of a mutual fnend, and gives an account of this visit— . Yesterday, "-bile .e were .t dinner, Mr '"f ^rs. P'nne. ftUrer caoe to call. I was greatly ..tpr».d "'h'™.^ He introduced hi^s.ir ., x,fi^r^:;r:i^r£t''fM ThLthThe wou d only t£k of ;,.«. but he began by such tnougnt ne wuu / restoration that it seemed as if nevTp fyed more earnestly for me. The remembrance of it Sv astonthes me ; and that good man commg eighteen mUes know ng you ;ere out. He afterwards prayed very "a ne'stly f" you%n your journey ; and as soon as the prayer "as ended I got Mr. Eade to show them the church, press Tc and he called on Shayler and had prayer with h.m. The Si't was so out of the common routine that I cannot forget .t There was no time for anything but J>rafer and a few words about your work." This is only one instance of that spiritual intuition concerning the needs of others which seemed given to him, and made his prayers so remarkable. The autumn was evidently as busy as ever. A mUitia regiment was in the town for training, ^"^ the Barr^^^^ being situated in the district assigned to Christ Church the additional Sunday services and other means ot grace for these poor men devolved on Mr. Pennefather^ This training, which afterwards became annual, was a time of gre^t interest to him, and m addition to the 312 COFFEE-HOUSE, [chap. XIV. public services and a large distribution of Bibles,* he had many opportunities of getting at the men privately. He had succeeded, after many difficulties, in securing a house for the accommodation of working-men, which facilitated these efforts. As a former posting-town, Barnet had more than an ordinary share of public- houses, while no provision whatever was made for those who might be willing to avoid their temptations. The importance of providing ''public-houses without the drink " had not then attracted the attention which it has received during the last ten or fifteen years, and Mr. Pennefather s plan met with little encouragement. But confident that his purpose was according to the will of God, he went forward, and after much conflict and many disappointments, the house was opened. A circumstance occurring in connection with this work may be mentioned, as one of ma7iy instances in which God's hand was manifestly seen in supplying His ser- vant's need of money. Again and again did he prove it true that " man's extremity is God's opportunity." After much wrestling prayer that a shelter might be provided for the working-men, the house of which we have spoken offered, in a most desirable situation. Mr. Pennefather immediately made all necessary in- quiries, found that the lease could be secured, and wrote to those he thought most likely to assist. Many re- fusals followed, with much prudential advice, and many reasons why the work should not be attempted. Among the many letters was one from a kind friend promising ;^io if the thing should be really started. Meanwhile the owners of the property became impatient, and re- • The name of each man was written in the Bible by Mr. Pennefather with some word of remembrance. X857.] CARE FOR WORKING-MEN. tTt fused to wait for him unless a deposit of ^50 were paid down at once. To pay it himself was utterly impos- sible. He could only spread the matter before the Lord, after appointing the time at which his answer should be given. When the person who transacted the business for him arrived, he said, *' Mr. B., I have not the ^50, but sit down for a few minutes ; the morn- ing post is not in, it may yet be that the Lord will send it." Humanly speaking there was nothing to be ex- pected by that post, but it brought a letter from the gentleman who had promised the ;!f 10, saying that the subject had been brought back to his mind, and instead of ten he enclosed a cheque for £^0, We need not say how cheerfully the work proceeded after such *' a token for good." This house not only afforded oppor- tunity for entertaining the working-men who thronged the town at certain seasons of the year, but gave Mr. Pennefather an additional means of becoming ac- quainted with his poorer parishioners, an object always very near his heart. In a letter dated January 27th, 1858, after speaking of much distress among the people, he adds — *• Just now I am giving week by week a supper to all the heads of families in my district. I invite them twenty-five at a time to our coffee-house, and to-night I expect my second set of guests. I had a most happy evening with them last week. We talk together in a quiet, social way, and then I speak of Him whose name sheds fragrance around our gatherings." Some time later to the same friend, " I know you will rejoice to hear that I have very happy seasons with the men every Wednesday evening at our suppei parties." And he then goes on to detail very interest- ing cases of blessing. Other letters tell of a series o\ 3i4 SECOND CONFERENCE. [CHAP. XIV. 1858.] RECOLLECTIONS OF FRIENDS. 315 sermons in the church, addressed to working-men, besides the usual weekly services. After alluding to these and many other labours, and speaking of much bodily suffering, he concludes, ** I often preach amid pain and exhaustion, but God is my strength, and is it not an honour to be allowed to proclaim His blessed Gospel, though with such a weak body and such a poor erring heart ? " It would be impossible to follow all the different undertakings and ministerial activities we find touched upon in this year's correspondence. Among them the second Conference, called together in July, stands out with peculiar interest. No intimation had been given in 1856 that these meetings would be annual, as Mr. Pennefather desired to await further direction for the future. In the course of the follow- ing year he received so many letters entreating him to go forward, and so much encouragement from some who had in the first instance trembled and doubted, that he no longer questioned the expediency of an- nouncing the Conferences as annual, and the invita- tions were sent out more widely than before. A letter of his own tells some particulars of the meetings — ''July 27thy 1858. "Your letter arrived in the midst of preparation for the Conference, which took place last week. ... I was suffering much on the 19th, and feeling very unequal to the duties of the four following days, but the Lord was very gracious to me, and now all is over, I am much better than when I began. We had a very blessed season. Mr. Turner of Mal- vern spoke with peculiar unction and power. Mr. Dallas was very earnest and effective, Mr. Skrine, Mr. Thorold, Mr. Cox, Mr. Wiggins, and Dr. Hamilton, all contributed to the deep interest of our meetings. On the last day, 153 persons met around the table of the Lord. Amon^j them were members of the Church of England, Baptists, Independents, Wesleyans, Moravians, Plymouth Brethren, Church of Scotland (Estab- lished and Free), Dutch Reformed Church, and Lutherans. " A delightful American gave a full and graphic account of the late Revival in that country I had more happy inter- course with the dear D.'s than I have enjoyed for many a long day. For a time ' Brethrenism ' shut them up ; now I believe they are open to the genial influences of Christian fellowship, let it come as it may. I have had some thoughts of going to Ireland, but am bound at home, having no curate." It is not easy to select from the overwhelming mass of testimony which may be gathered concerning these Conferences, as they then were, and as they afterwards became. But we close the chapter with a few recollec- tions from two friends who might perhaps take their view from somewhat different standpoints. The first is from a member of the Society of Friends, and belongs peculiarly to this year — " In the summer of 1858 my way was first guided to Barnet. There was nothing more in prospect than the enjoyment of social and Christian intercourse with dear friends residing there; yet the impulse to go seemed clear, and the way plainly opened. Part of the time occupied by the journey was spent in reading accounts of the great work of Revival in progress in the United States of America. As I read, my heart burned with desire to share in such seasons as were therein described, and the prayer was breathed that if there were such in Eng- land, I might be guided to them, little thinking that at that very time 1 was being borne along to the fulfilment of the desire, yet so it proved. 'The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound there of; but canst not tell whence it cometh nor whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit,' seemed verified in my experience, for soon after my arrival at Barnet a printed circular was put into my hand, dated, * Christ Church Parsonage, Barnet, June 21, 1858,' and signed, ' William Pennefather.' I had never before heard the name of this honoured servant of the Lord Jesus, but there 3^6 /RECOLLECTIONS OF FRIENDS. [chap. xiv. 1858.] RECOLLECTIONS OF FRIENDS. 317 I was a deep response to the invitation it contained to the second of those remarkable gatherings of Christians of all denominations which have become so widely known as the Barnet or Mild may Conferences, and have been so greatly blessed to the Church of Christ in almost every land. "Before the holding of the Conference, a Sabbath intervened There was no Friends' Meeting at Barnet ; and in the morning we drove to the meeting at Winchmore Hill. For the evening there was no engagement, but, Friend as I was, and wholly unaccustomed to attend the public worship of any other section of the Church, I was irresistibly drawn to the evening service at Christ Church. On arriving we were conducted to a seat near the pulpit. During the reading of the service, the novelty of the position had gradually lessened, and when William Pennefather entered the pulpit, I was prepared to bow with him in worship, and to listen to the Lord's message through his hps. Of the words used I remember only the text, 'Where two or three are gathered together in My name,there'am I in the midst of them,' but the savour and unction of that sermon remain to this day. Baptized by one Spirit into one body I felt one in Christ with the preacher. The accessories of worship differed from what I had been accustomed to, but the spirit of true worship was the same, and was manifestly realised there Former prejudices relaxed, I had felt the Lord's presence with His worshipping people, and the coming meetings were looked to with deepening interest and desire. A new era of my life had commenced, and I sat down in those hallowed gatherincrs realising m a wider sense than ever before that, * One is your Master, even Christ, and all ye are brethren.' W^e gathered together in His name, and He was in the midst, baptising with the Holy Ghost. Especially was this realised on one occasion When Philip Turner, of Malvern, was speaking on the subject for the day, 'The importance of studying the Scriptures,' a remarkable unction accompanied his words, which left a deep impression on many minds : and this was but an earnest of many more such seasons during future Conferences, when the same power was recognised in the addresses of this devoted aged servant of the Lord. " During one of the evening meetings an address was given by an American gentleman, fresh from the scenes of the Revival in New York. Thus in many ways the Lord confirmed the sense of His guidance. Such was my introduction to William Pennefather. At the close of the meetings I felt constrained to tell him how thankful I was to have been permitted to attend them, when he tendered a most cordial welcome, and gave the right hand of loving fellowship and enduring friendship in the Lord. "Year by year as the annual Conference approached, he never omitted to send a circular of invitation, and the privi- lege of attending them was enjoyed as often as circumstances would permit. " And what do I not owe to this fellowship and to these Conferences > As I recall some of the blessings that have flowed from them, a fresh song of thanksgiving and praise arises, and I would say with the Psalmist, * Bless the Lord, O my soul, and all that is within me bless His holy name ! Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all His benefits !' Especi- ally do I praise Him for the grace given to His dear dedicated servant, and for the blessings that He caused to flow through him to His Church universal. In these early days dear Mrs. Pennefather was, as regarded many of us, behind the scenes, but none the less a fellow-worker with her beloved husband. They were truly one in the Lord, and in His service ; and in due time it became more and more manifest that she was bearing with him the burden of this special work to which He had so manifestly called them. " There was about those early Barnet gatherings a charm and a freshness which could not be transmitted to the more extended companies assembHng in the vicinity of London. That compact and picturesque enclosure, which included the church, the parsonage, and the schoolroom, with surrounding lawn and garden, afforded just the accommodation that was needed to give the aspect of a large social gathering, allowing freedom of intercourse one with another. This was cordially encouraged and promoted by the honoured host : all around him were his bidden guests, among whom he went in and out in free and kindly intercourse, while, with his peculiar gift of spiritual instinct and sympathy, he introduced to each other those who were likely specially to assimilate and fraternise in fellowship or in work. f 3IS RECOLLECTIONS OF FRIENDS, [chap. xiv. " How many hallowed friendships were thus commenced, and how many inquirers, ' Lord, what wilt Thou have me to do ? * were guided to the service that was open for them, can- not be recorded down here ; but will they not be recounted with fresh songs of praise among the saints in light, as they gather in groups to trace the wondrous way in which their Lord and King led them, and permitted them to serve Him while on earth ! " An incident or two may be given — "' Have you heard of a lady's work in some villages in Leicestershire ? ' was the question put to the writer. ' No, I have not.' 'Then I will introduce you to the lady engaged in it/ And at once a chair was placed on the lawn beside Mrs. Daniell, and an introduction given. A most interesting inter- view followed. Dear Mrs. Daniell related the way in which she had been led into the work, and the blessing that had been given, throwing fresh light by the recital on the work before me and offering both encouragement and help. In those early days refreshment was provided for those from a distance, and a free invitation extended by our generous, large-hearted host. Presenting myself one day at the door of the room where the tables were spread, I received a cordial welcome, and was conducted to a seat beside Henry Bewley of Dublin with a kindly introduction, and henceforth he was numbered among my choice Conference friends. And so on and on the circle widened and the interest deepened, while as the years passed, familiar faces were missing, and one and another was announced as having ' gone in to see the King ' and we were reminded that, * One life pervades Thy ransomed Within the golden gate ; And those who still are pilgrims, And for their glory wait. The shouts of triumph yonder, The plaintive songs of earth. Flow from the Spirit's presence, Both own a heavenly birth. ' * " It is good to linger amid these hallowed memories, to call up one and another of those beloved and honoured men, * Conference Hymns by W. P. 1858.] RECOLLECTIONS OF FRIENDS. 319 through whose lips we received many words of deep instruc- tion, or were led in fervent, heartfelt prayer or praise as into the very presence of the King, the Lord of Hosts : together with the multitude of Christian men and women, of various sections of the Church, gathered around the beloved President from year to year, faithfully upholding his hands, and witness- ing to the verity of the great Christian fact, which it was specially given him to present in visible manifestation, the oneness of true Christian believers. How eminently fitted William Pennefather was for this service, must have been recognised by all who could appreciate spiritual gifts. His whole attitude and bearing, with the benignity of his counten- ance, seemed a personification of Christian love, enveloped in the graces of that charity which is the bond of perfectness. His deep humihty was very marked, for he had learnt of Him who was meek and lowly in heart, and as he took his place in the centre of the Conference platform, or moved about in friendly intercourse, it was evident that he came fresh from hallowed communion with his Lord, and was filled with His Spirit for the service given. There was an irresistible attrac- tiveness and purity about him that drew you towards him with reverent love; he became a personal much-loved friend as well as an honoured and revered servant of the Lord Jesus : and when the tidings of his sudden departure came, there was a sense of irreparable loss, amid the triumphant notes of praise that he too had * gone in to see the King.' " The next is from a dear labourer now far away in the missionary field — "The first mention I ever heard of the name of that honoured servant of the Lord, William Pennefather, was that he was a man who never entered a house without prayer ; in those days this was a rare distinction. My first personal re- collection of him is that of hearing him preach on * Enoch, a type of the Church, in his walk, his testimo?ty, and his rapture' * He walked with God.' These words, and St. John xvii. 21, are most often in my mind when thinking of him, for surely no one was ever honoured as he was, in his endeavour for that object so dear to the Lord's heart. It is a great privilege to 320 RECOLLECTIONS OF FRIENDS, [CHAP. XIV. ( 321 ^ have lived in these times of refreshing from the Lord's pre- sence, but I feel it a privilege also to have lived before these times, and to have been permitted to see how He, 'whose understanding is infinite/ He who ' built all things,' prepared the chosen vessels, the vessels unto honour, of gold and silver, for every work He needed. It is difficult to imagine any other who would have fulfilled the work given to Mr. Pennefather. How many servants of the Lord, ' men of understanding of the times/ * expert in war/ and ' not of double heart ' yet would have failed to ' keep rank,' had not Mr. Pennefather been gifted to draw them together with the * cords of love ! ' Surely one blessed secret of this union was the object he so delighted to keep constantly in view of all, ' watching for the coming of the Lord/ It is almost overwhelming to look back to the second Barnet Conference, and think of the world- wide blessing that has followed that testing time of faith, and the multiplied agencies for preaching the Gospel to every creature that have sprung from that and following efibrts. "One little remembrance I must mention. Years after, when the Mildmay Conferences drew many honoured labou- rers from distant lands, I well remember a singular proof of his tender thought for others, when he made it possible amid the throng of friends and the interests of multiplied meetings, to tear himself away from all, to carry with his own hands a warm travelling cloak and other gifts to a servant of the Lord about to undertake a stormy voyage. It was truly said, * No one but Mr. Pennefather would have done this.' How can we bless God aright for having raised him up, and for the gifts with which He enriched him, and which have been made blessings to the far ends of the earth/' One more word from another honoured labourer — ** The Barnet days," says Mrs. Ranyard, " are always days of days in memory to me. And the baptism of private prayer he gave to the new works then arising ! When thinking of the heavenly fellowship yet to be^ I have always involuntarily identified it with his dear, loving smile of sympathy and v/elcome/' CHAPTER XV. 1859-1861. Prophetical Alliance-The Church of England Home Mission- Letters ^n connection with the Mission-Visits to Ireland-Death of Baron Pennefnther-Third Conference-Trying visit to Ireland-Parochial trials-Letters to orphan children-Illness-Conferencc of 1860- Letter from Mrs. Bayly-Missionary Training Home-Sickness m his parish-Building of an iron room-Death of Rev. W. Cleaver- Invitation from Loodiana- Week of prayer- Work of Revival in Barnet and its neighbourhood-Death of a Swedish Lady-Conference of 1861— Great power of the enemy— Mission circuit— Death ot his sister— Death of the Prince Consort. TWO objects of interest v^^iich lay near Mr. Pennefather s heart and claimed many of his thoughts ought hardly to be omitted in the records of these years of Barnet ministry. The first was a '' Pro^ phetical Alliance/' formed under his auspices, and car* ried on for some years with much profit and interest, until the death of its indefatigable secretary, and the subsequent removal of its President from Barnet, brought the meetings to a close. Mr. Pennefather was convinced that those who differed as to the details ot prophetic interpretation might meet together in loving harmony, if only the Spirit of truth and love were recognised as their one Almighty Guide. Acting upon this conviction, and in conjunction with some of those whose counsel and experience he judged most valuable, he arranged that a series of meetings for the study of prophecy should be held each year at Barnet. These F ^-i^^i*-- -W* - 322 PROPHETICAL ALLIANCE. [chap. XV. meetings were attended by all who enrolled themselves as members of the Prophetical Alliance, and by guests specially invired. A few simple Scriptural principles in which all could agree were laid down as a basis of membership, and friends in various parts of the country who "loved the appearing "of the Lord Jesus Christ, and desired to study the sure word of prophecy, were invited to send in their names. Members joined from Ireland and various counties of England ; and invi- tations were sent out as at the general Conferences, offering hospitality at the houses of friends during the three days of brotherly intercourse. The meetings, held twice in the day, were not open to the public in ofeneral, and assumed rather the character of Bible- readings ; Mr. Pennefather occupying the chair, and one or two experienced students of Scripture opening with short addresses. There are some who cannot fail to remember the profitable teaching of the Rev. C. Hargrove and others on these occasions. Among the rules of the Alliance was one which seemed to promise that the interest in prophetic truth thus manifested and deepened would diffuse itself to more distant places. It ran thus — "That members in each several locality be requested to form themselves into sections for the study of the subject emanating from the aggregate meeting at Barnet." Some of the various documents and subject-papers have been preserved, many of them such as are gene- rally considered at similar meetings. As years went on, they naturally became more varied, branching out into the wider field of Scripture investigation. We give an extract from one of the letters of invitation, which may serve as a sample of the rest. It is dated October 1859. 1C59.] HOME MISSION CIRCUITS. 323 ' " We invite you, dear friend, to be present at our meetings, and to aid in strengthening the brethren in the faith of Jesus, as well as in the hope of His speedy and glorious appearing. God has already richly blessed our gathering together, and we doubt not He will manifest Himself yet more fully while we wait on Him in humble prayer and united praise. Kindly give notice to the Rev. William Pennefather of your intention to be present, a week previous to the ist of November. *' Subjects for Consideration^ u I. The world without a Temple. *' 2. The Tabernacle in the Wilderness. " 3. Solomon's Temple. " 4. The second Temple. " 5. The Spiritual Temple. " 6. Ezekiel's Temple. " 7. The City which hath no need of a Temple." The other subject to which we have alluded may be introduced in a letter written by Mr. Pennefather to his friends in Westmoreland, bearing the date — '' April 2Zth, 1859. *'As to the hope of seeing you, I cannot say anything satisfactory, except that my old heart is as fresh in its love to you and Westmoreland, as the old thorn trees that are just now putting forth their delicate young leaves. What a glorious thing is life, and how marvellous the power that brings life out of death ! Surely this is grace^ when into souls blighted and blasted by sin the living God breathes the Eternal Spirit, and unites them to a riseny living Lord ! Then is the grace of our Covenant God made manifest. . . . But I must not run on thus. I want to tell you of a very interesting work. A committee of Christian men have lately formed a society called, 'The Church of England Home Mission,' its object being to get up special services in different parishes and counties, and, with the consent of the local clergy, to send earnest, Christ-loving men to preach the Gospel in these parishes periodically. Some time ago I was asked to take a week of services occasionallv. I consented to do so, and have If IJ- 324 HOME MISS/ON CIRCUITS, [chap. XV. just returned from my first circuit/** [He goes on to tell of his preaching at East Moulsey, then at Norbiton, New Hamp- ton, Battersea and Guildford ; from thence going to Shere and Farncombe, and afterwards to Tooting and St. John's, South- wark, he returned for the Sunday to Guildford, having engaged to preach in the morning at Stoke Church and in the evening at St. Nicholas.] "I was graciously upheld in body and soul ; and I felt it a delightful opportunity of making known the unsearchable riches of Christ. I remember thinking, long, long ago, how much I should like to be employed as an itine- rant preacher, with a mind free from the harass of parochial machinery and the temporal matters that are so constantly brought before a pastor : though, doubtless, each service has its own peculiar trials, and the Lord giveth to every man his appointed work. . . . My dear wife is pretty well now, though she has had one of those sudden heart attacks which so alarm me; but again the Lord graciously appeared for us." Various cheering incidents are mentioned as con- nected with this busy week. In one place, *' I met a lady and her daughter who had both been brought to the knowledge of the Lord at Barnet, and received me with much warmth." Again, " A gentleman showed me no little kindness, who some time ago had prevented his family from having any intercourse with me, * lest they should become Methodists.' Now he did all in his power to facilitate my movements, and insisted on defraying my travelling expenses. How true is it, when ' the Lord opens, no man shuts.' '* It may not be out of place to insert here another letter descriptive of one of these preaching tours, which are often alluded to in his correspondence. The arrangements were generally for two sermons each day, but the distances to be travelled between the churches often made this impracticable, and the present plan * These circuits generally extended over a week, not including the Sunday ; this one was evidently longer. 's'.vi :ii«i The meetings went forward, and Mr. Pennefather took his accustomed place. He was carried through all with perfect calmness and presence of mind ; but few knew the strain that was put upon him, as post after post brought letters from various quarters — some entreating and others censuring in no mild terms the strange position he had taken. A friend who mingled with those thronged assemblies notes, " I remember well the third Barnet Conference, when Mr. Penne- father was called to make a sacrifice of personal feel- ing, which, to one of his extreme tenderness, must have been inexpressibly painful.'* The unusual circumstances increased the solemnity of the meetings, and the sea- sons of silent prayer, at that time, almost if not quite peculiar to the Barnet Conferences, seemed hushed by God Himself. The visit to Ireland, which immediately followed, was 328 VISIT TO IRELAND. [chap. XV. iC6o.] LETTER TO ORPHANS. 329 «»l I !i the severest part of the trial. Added to the natural sorrow of his own heart in visiting the scenes of tender associations broken up for ever, was the universal disapprobation of his friends, both in the Church and the world. None could understand the course he had thought it right to pursue, and it was years before one very dear to him could quite forgive the *' great mis- take " he had made. Speaking of this visit to Dublin he says, " It was a season of deep trial." But shortly after, writing from Arley Cottage, " There is to me something exquisitely tender in the manner of God's chasteninofs, for while He does afflict and cause rivers of water to run down our eyes. He seems to wipe away those tears, even now, as with His own hand, letting us feel His nearness, as perhaps we could not have done without the sorrow." On his return to Barnet the personal trials attendant upon his visit to Ireland were followed by parochial anxieties. Scenes of sickness and death without hope always told upon him painfully. Of one of these he writes — ** A woman has just died who seemed deeply convinced of sin and knew intellectually the blessed promises of pardon through the blood of Jesus, but never seemed to grasp them, or accept Him as her Saviour. It was a very distressing case ; and as I looked at the lifeless body, that word lost rushed through my soul. Judas was convinced (' I have sinned, in that I have betrayed the innocent blood '), but he was not converted. Four years ago the aged father of this woman died in the full light of the Gospel. ... I have been at Hampstead to attend a Conference convened by Mr. Bicker- steth. It was interesting, but my heart was sad." The number of soldiers' orphans in the different Homes had now increased to above 300, and the staff \ of officers and teachers was necessarily large. Mr. Pennefather continually thanked God for the many helpers in this work, who entered into his earnest long- ings for the spiritual welfare of the children. He was both amused and pleased at a note appended by the Government Inspector to his official Report : *' Mr. and Mrs. Pennefather seem to have communicated their own great love for the children to all those who work with them." His individual knowledge of the boys was remarkable, and he kept up a frequent intercourse with them by letter when not able to spend much time among them. When absent from home he always wrote to the school collectively ; and we may be per- mitted to give one of these letters as a sample of many which have been faithfully treasured. It was written in the hurry and pressure of a Mission week — " East Moulsey, April loth. " My dear Children, — Although I am absent from you, I think of you and pray for you. Do you think of me ? Will you pray for me ? Do you know what I am doing ? I am going about from place to place preaching glad tidings to poor sinners. I like to tell^^w of Jesus, who came to seek and to save the lost, and I like to tell the same blessed story to others. Do you know that one of your dear little com- panions, who was living at the Infirmary* under Miss I.'s care, is dead } Before I left home I laid her in her narrow grave, * in sure and certain hope of a blessed resurrection,' but I had not an opportunity of telling you about her. Little Janie was scarcely five years old, and had been failing in health for nearly a year. Have you ever watched a flower after you have gathered it } At first it holds up its head upon the stalk, because it is alive, but by and by it begins to droop ; the stalk gets soft, and the weight of the blossom bears it down ; the leaves shrivel up, the colour fades, and * There were three large orphan houses and one infirmary, which received all cases of serious illness. 330 LETTER TO ORPHANS. [chap. XV. 1] we throw the flower away because it is dead. It was thus with little Janie ; she faded away day by day, until at last the breath left her ; her little hands and feet grew cold ; she could not see, or hear, or speak, or eat — she was dead. But Janie had a soul, and when we buried her body we did not bury her soul. Now I will tell you about her soul. Jesus loved her, she loved Jesus, and He has taken her happy spirit to live with Him on high. One day, not long ago, I went in to see Miss I. and ask her some questions. Janie was lying rolled up in a blanket on the sofa looking very ill, so ill that I thought, * I will not disturb her by talking to her.' I took up my hat and was just going out of the room when I heard a very gentle voice calling, 'Mr. Pennefather, Mr. Penne- father, will you not pray to God before you go, and ask Him to take little Janie soon to heaven, to live with Jesus' I knelt down and prayed to God, and little Janie prayed too. It was very sweet to see how her little pale, thin face bright- ened at the name of Jesus. Now we may say of Janie, ' She walked with God, and she is not, for God has taken her/ She was very patient, and full of love, not fretful, though she suffered much. God's Holy Spirit kept her peaceful and happy, and I like to think of her now as a lamb in the fold of the heavenly Shepherd. God took care of her here: He was a Father to that fatherless one, and He takes care of her now in heaven. Now, dear children, nothing can make you really happy but knowing Jesus 2.S, your Saviour, jv^«^ Friend, and your God. Do you love Him } Has the Holy Ghost taught you that Jesus Christ shed His blood for sinners ; that you are a sinner, and that He shed His blood for you ? Then if you do love Him, you will try in everything to please Him ; you will keep His commandments. I want you, dear chil- dren, to think not only of yourselves but of others. There are many other fatherless children in the world. Yes ! and there are deaf and dumb children, and there are poor, little, blind children ; oh ! pray to God for them, and don't be selfish children. God ever bless you ! Ask Him to give you a new heart and a new spirit. — Your loving friend and pastor." In the course of this year he was called to watch by the dying bed of a little boy who had a very peculiar 1860.1 DEATH OF A LITTLE BOY. 351 place in his affection. He was the youngest child of Sir Arthur Cotton, who, when about to return to India, had left his family under the pastoral care of Mr. Pennefather. ** During the years I spent at Barnet," says Lady Cotton, *'the Indian Mutiny broke out, and all through those terrible weeks the dear pastor's visits and prayers were a support for which I can never thank God enough. ... I had not before enjoyed a ministry like his, and the Word was truly both food and medicine to me." [Then, after speaking more particularly of services, Bible-readings, &c.], '' My youngest boy was much attached to him, and even at six years old would listen intelligently to the sermons, and bring home thoughts which would have seemed to me quite above him. It was wonderful how the little one would enter into his pastor's plans, and when Mr. Pennefather was going on a preaching tour to different parishes, he quite understood it. When counting up his little savings on his last birthday, that he might apportion his money for various presents, I shall never forget the solemn look with which he began by laying aside two shillings, saying, * That is for the mission,' and it was carefully given to Mr. Pennefather." The short life of this dear child seemed a rare instance of the early bud and the ripened fruit, both found together and quickly transplanted to the paradise above. One characteristic extract from a letter written to a member of his congregation, who was apparently per- plexed about questions of doctrine, may be added to this year's records — " It is only as the Lord Jesus seeks us that we find the fold, only as He keeps us that we feed in the green pastures, only as He carries us over tne rugged mountains upon His i i If f 33- LE TTER- WRITING, [chap. XV. shoulder, that we are enabled to reach our heavenly inheri- tance. Jesus is our 'all in all.' It is by knowing Him that we gain a well-proportioned view of truth. The Church is chosen in Him. In Him she sees her adoption and her pre- sent privileged position. In Him she finds her rule of life, and in Him, too, she looks forward to her crown, her sceptre, and her kingdom. The Lord Jesus is the Fountain from whence the believer draws his life day by day. I have been thinking much of those words, * As ye have therefore received . . . walk . . . rooted . . . built-up . . . stablishcd! &c. (Col 11. 6, 7)." The number of letters Mr. Pennefather contrived to write was marvellous.*"* With a laborious parochial machinery, a house generally filled with guests, repre- senting varied interests and nationalities, t and the claims of London close at hand, his sympathies were always at command for individual needs. Notes of comfort to sick ones, sketches of sermons sent to those unable to attend church, counsels for perplexed friends abounded ; and often after a wearying day of pastoral visitation, he would go to his desk and write off a hymn, to be sent to the boys' printing-press, that they might have ** something quite new to please and occupy them." On the I St of May i860, the notice was issued for another Conference, to be held in the month of July. In those days, when Conferences had to be fitted in with parochial arrangements, no one week could be fixed upon as annually allotted to them, and the dates were of necessity somewhat varied. The meetings of this year were preceded by a season of considerable anxiety, owing to a sharp attack of illness which ♦ It was only in the latter years of his life that he sometimes employed an amanuensis. t Besides representatives from most European countries, natives of India, China, and Africa were at various times among his guests. sf IS60.] A TTACK OF ILLNESS, 333 threatened to make it impossible that Mr. Pennefather should fill his usual place. He had struggled too bravely against severe influenza, and having preached twice on Sunday, June 24th, "not able," as he said in the evening, ** to see the texts in his Bible," he went from the pulpit to his bed. Violent pain in the head with fever followed, and gout (a family complaint, which now attacked him for the first time) supervening, completely crippled him. ^ Meanwhile," as he says in writing to a friend, " the Con- ference was looming m the distance. . . . But I may tell you of the Lord's tender loving-kindness. Scarcely had I begun to ask what viust be done^ when I seemed to see the Lord Jesus standing beside me, and to hear His voice say, * Be careful for nothing ; leave all in My hands.' The most blessed peace filled my soul, and even when suffering in- tensely, I felt Him close to me, and could truly say, * Even this agony is sweet, because it brings Him nearer.' During this time numbers of people were coming to my wife saying, * You must put off the Conference,' she giving the same answer to them all, * I will decide nothing until the 2nd of July ; there will be time enough then to put advertisements in the papers.* > a The sequel was remarkable. On Sunday, July ist, so sudden an improvement took place in his health, that a servant who had carried something into his room came out saying, " A wonderful change has come over master." On Sunday the 8th he was able to preach once, and in the following week to take his place at all the meetinors. In the same letter from which we have already quoted he adds — "And now, what shall I say of the Conference itself.? The Lord most graciously did -. rder everything. The weather was beautiful. Those who prayed and expounded « '*• I ' ( I ' i 334 LETTER FROM MRS. BAYLY. [chap. XV. Scripture sctm^d filled with, the Spirit. Joy reigned amongr us, love abounded, and we seemed to stand on the threshold of the heavenly sanctuary. , . . Now I have arrears of work, and must not think of leaving home before the end of August. j> It is to this period that a letter written by his dear belonof. o She and her friend Mrs. Bayly * seems to family were for many years closely bound up with Con- ference times, and many other interests — " The first distinct recollection I have of seeing Mr. Penne- father is when he came with Mrs. Pennefather one evening to our Mothers* Meeting at Notting Hill. I do not remem- ber the date, but it must have been soon after the publica- tion of * Ragged Homes.' The suggestions contained in that book were accepted as supplying a want which had been long felt, and just then we had many visitors from among those who were anxious to establish Mothers* Meetingfs in their own localities. During the time of the meeting, the mothers themselves entirely occupied my mind, and I was scarcely conscious of the presence of visitors. On this occa- sion, however, my eye and my mind often wandered to the back seat occupied by Mr. and Mrs. Pennefather, and in a way I cannot describe in words, we felt the presence in our midst of one who had power with God and prevailed. I dis- tinctly remember that, under the influence of that wonderful bond of sympathy which at once unites the children of God as members of one family, the passage selected for our even- ing lesson seemed to unfold itself with unusual power, and I was happy in the belief that every one there would be the better for that meeting. Although, as far as I can recollect, Mr. Pennefather took no part in what was passing, yet the calmness and holiness which rested en every feature of his face, indicating the work within of God's Spirit, made us at once realise that a presence was among us, making us stronger for service, and deepening in us the patient trust * Author of "Ragged Homes and How to Mend Them," "Workmen and tiieir Difficulties," &c. N i860.] LETTER FROM MRS. BAYLY. j: :5 which ceases from its own works, and accepts the ' perfect will of God ' in the place of wearying for results. " Soon after this, Captain Bayly and myself were kindly invited to be present at the yearly Conference at Barnet. The happiness enjoyed at these early gatherings is so deeply im- pressed on many minds, and they are still so frequently referred to, that no attempt at description is needed. It was a delight- ful arrangement for meeting with fellow-workers, and there is no doubt the opportunity thus afforded of speaking together of various plans of usefulness was a means of extending what was good and helpful more quickly and effectually than could have been done in any other way. Some one remarked at the time, * What is said and done here will be working its way out day by day until we meet again.' " The aspect in which the character of our dear friend pre- sented itself most strongly to me, especially during the time of the Conferences, is best expressed in the few words, * I am among you as one that serveth.' When engaged earnestly and eagerly in any one department of work, the temptation will sometimes present itself to magnify that work, and de- mand for it some disproportionate homage. Among the great number of earnest workers who gathered round him, the thought as to which should be the greatest was not per- haps always absent from every mind, but in the presence of one who in some way was always servings it would have been impossible to have given it much expression ; the humblest worker in the company was treated with as much honour as the most distinguished. Little frailties and weaknesses were not made an excuse for neglect, but rather a reason for the manifestation of some tender consideration. " I do not remember his ever falling into the snare, which sadly afflicts some clever people, of relating things which re- dound to their own glory, whilst they show up others to a dis- advantage ; he was never the hero of his own tales. I learnt from him in a way I never understood before why our Lord must first get from Peter the answer to the question, ' Lovest thou Me } ' before He could intrust him to feed His sheep and His lambs ; the perfect love is as necessary in all ministration as the food. Our dear friend could as truly as Peter answer, * Lord, Thou knowest all things ; Thou knowest that I love I v) I.f.' 33^ TRAINING HOME. [chap. XV. i \ 'A Thee.' And oh ! how many sheep and lambs were given him to feed ! The Good Shepherd could and did trust him with the * flock of His pasture/ " It was in the month of August i860 that the little Home was opened which inaugurated the work since developed into the Deaconess House at Mildmay Park, with all its varied activities. Mr. and Mrs. Pennefather had long desired that something might be attempted to call out the enero^ies of educated Christian women not fully occupied in home duties, and teach them how to pursue a ^^;/2V^ and systematic course of active ministry in a needy world. While putting out their own talents to increase, they might thus become temporally and spiritually the *' succourers of many." Why should such a life of holy usefulness be associated only with nuns and sisterhoods of Romish reputation } The question was asked over and over again, and at last it seemed as though the answer ought to be given in a practical form. We must not here follow the development of an institu- tion which has by this time an interesting history of its own. It has had to do battle with all the defined and undefined objections that could be raised against the most simple attempt to organise a band of women workers ; it has encountered an alarming host of whis- pered suspicions and open antagonism ; but *' having obtained help of God, it continues unto this day ; " and its founder, though feeling very keenly the misrepresen- tations which were circulated both by friends and foes, never swerved from the position he had taken when first starting the work in i860. The Conference gatherings of this year were painfully crowded, and Mr. Pennefather had been greatly dis- tressed at the impossibility of admitting many of " the 1S60.] CASES OF SICKNESS. 337 i)oor of the flock," who had made great efforts to attend the meetings. Some of these had walked from the neighbouring villages, but only to find the doors hope- lessly closed. From this time the question of increased accommodation was much on his mind, and constantly brought to the Lord in prayer. At the end of July we find him responding to an invitation to hold one day's Conference in a Northern town. ** It would be very delightful to have a day's Conference. I am not strong, but most gladly would I spend a little of my small stock of strength in such a gathering as you propose." A little later — "We are now deeply anxious about my precious sister. . . . She may come to London immediately for medical advice, and her state makes our plans for leaving home early in the autumn, as we had expected, peculiarly uncertain." Again, on August 20th, to Mrs. Crewdson — •* We had hoped to be with you on Saturday, but it cannot be. . . . There are four persons close to my gate who are fast hastening to eternity, and a fifth in a more distant part of the parish. I have never known so much serious illness in the place, and it so happens that all our most valuable helpers are away or about to leave home immediately. There is no one to whom I can depute the care of these sick ones." On September 21st, we find him surrounded by sick- ness, and still unable to leave home for rest — " It is very remarkable how completely our way is shut up. I never remember in my experience as a minister having so many dying beds to visit without any prevailing epidemic. Several are young men. One young woman is a bright saint just hastening home. Most of them are cases of consumption My heart clings to them, and though I am not well, I am certainly not ill enough to justify my leaving them for my own pleasure. One young married man, very ignorant, and Y M 338 LONGINGS FOR REVIVAL. [chap. XV. unable to speak from the state of his throat, as I told him of the love of Jesus, drew my hand to his blue lips and kissed it repeatedly/ a The importunity of kind friends and relatives that he should relax his unceasing labours, and the con- sciousness that they thought him negligent or ungrate- ful to those he most deeply loved, often wrung his heart with anguish, and was an abiding trial of his life. Speaking of one such instance he says — " Little do they know that a minister has no power to act as his own master. * No man, having put his hand to the plough,* can either * look back ' or withdraw that hand. It is delightful to undertake work for God, but it involvesa crossl" The proposed visits were not paid, and God gave His servant strength to continue unremittingly at his work. Meanwhile, new interests were crowding in on all sides, while the animating tidings from America and the North of Ireland had stimulated the lonorin^s of o o English Christians for some such revival work in their own land. Mr. Pennefather had constant means of communication with both countries, and was deeply interested in all the details of the blessing there given. During the spring and summer of this year, he had brought the subject before his people again and again and many little prayer-meetings were added to those already established.* Notwithstanding the peculiar difficulties of the place, he felt confident that an answer would be given more special and distinct than any yet received. Many souls had been converted to God, but a large proportion of these had been among tem- porary residents or casual visitors. His soul longed • One of these, carried on with great warmth and earnestness by a band of Christian policemen, was a bright spot in his parish. i860.] HOPEFUL INDICATIONS. 339 for the careless ones around him ; each class of the people, each several street and locality, with its many individual inhabitants, was prayed for definitely and continually ; for he was well aware that the crowded congregation in church did not altogether represent the special district assigned to his charge. The Rev. F. A. Baines, who was his fellow-helper during a great part of his ministry at Barnet, recalls this earnest desire after each and all of those committed to his care. After speaking of his own affectionate remembrance, he says— " It was my privilege to be his curate for nearly six years, and I can bear abundant testimony to the warm kindness and tender consideration he showed me under all circumstances. I can never forget the kind and eager welcome he always gave me when I went to see him in his study, or his great anxiety concerning the people amongst whom we had been called to minister. How often did he tell me of his earnest desire that ^.very soul under his care should be spoken to on the great subject of salvation. He seemed to me to live out in his daily life (if I may so say) the teaching of Phil. iv. 6, and this must have been the secret of his deep spirituality and holiness of life, and the good success given to him in his diligent working for the Lord. I never expect in this life to see any one more desirous than he was to act out the words I have so often heard him refer to in the pulpit, * always bearing about in our body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life also of Jesus might be made manifest in our body.' " At length a manifest softening of heart among many who had been previously hard and indifferent gave promise of better things, and quickened the desire already cherished in secret for increased accommoda- tion. Could not a large room be erected, which would serve both for the summer Conferences and for more aggressive work among the lowest clashes during the winter months ? I 340 PROPOSED IRON ROOM. [chap. XV. The thought was thrown out and ventilated among friends. He had been accustomed all his life to en- counter objections at the first mention of his plans, and he expected them now, but something must be done. A permanent building was hardly desirable, and in this case impossible. No freehold ground could be had ; moreover, the need ought to be met without delay. Iron rooms were not then in general use, but they had been tried for some purposes and proved satisfactory. Mr. Pennefather determined to go to London and make the necessary inquiries. Meeting Captain Trotter in the train, he asked him to accompany him, and many a time did he thank God for that apparently accidental meeting. The interest of his kind friend was thoroughly enlisted, and though still amused at " such a gigantic scheme," he called at the Parsonage not long after and wrote a cheque for ^^ 100 to commence the undertaking. Only those who have prayed long and earnestly, '' against hope believing in hope," can tell what it is to receive the first undoubted token from an answering God. In this case such tokens followed one another in quick succession. The ground was given, though, as entailed property, it could not be sold ; the needed money flowed in ; the building was begun in Novem- ber, and though roads had to be made, as the room stood in a field, and there were many difficulties as to lighting, heating, &c., it was ready to be opened before Christmas. It stood there a witness for God, and eternity alone will disclose the marvellous triumphs of grace achieved beneath that roof.* The dimensions * The first united prayer offered within its walls, while still unfinished, received a striking answer. A father came to ask prayer for a sick child, "given over" by tJie doctor, and followed Mr. Pennefather to the building, where he was giving \ i860.] DEATH OF MR. CLEAVER. Z^^ (100 feet by 60) were fixed upon with a view to the large demands of Conference times, but God had other purposes for it before those summer days came round. Writing to his old friends in Westmoreland, Mr. Pennefather says — " November 2 \st. " Your last kind letter filled me with many thankful and happy thoughts. I have donors to the iron room from 2s. 6d. upwards, and shall be delighted to have my old friends, my first helpers in building a house for the Lord, associated in this work. (Do you remember Roundstone .'*) So much prayer has been put up about this room, that I have a happy confidence much glory will be brought to God by its means. It is rising amidst earnest supplications and fervent praise. . . . The dear are with us. I rather fear there is danger of their tone being lowered by association with relatives who are not living for one tJmtg, *To me to live is Christ,' was the Apostle's motto. Shall it not be ours ? * This one thing I do,' *one thing have I desired,' said David. One glorious thought filled his soul — to live for the honour of his God and King." It was during the closing hours of i860 that the beloved William Cleaver, for so many years Rector of Delgany, was called to his rest. He had been long waiting at the gates of his heavenly home, and his niece went down to St. Leonard's with her husband to receive his parting blessing. He had taken a deep interest in the erection of the iron room, and as they took leave of him he said with tears, '' Still workers for God, — surely it is no little privilege. I can't ex- press what I feel it to be." Writing to his cousin, Mr. Pennefather g^ives some details of his last hours, and some orders. They knelt then and there in earnest supplication, and the father, on returning home, was told by his child that she did not want any more medicine, God had cured her. And so it proved. ■ 342 OPENING OF IRON ROOM. [chap. XV. adds, ** On Friday morning he fell asleep in Jesus. Some of his last words were, * Happy, happy ! * It seemed as though some vision of glory lighted up his latest moments." Again, in another letter, " I deeply feel Mr. Cleaver's removal. He was a bright link with the past, and many sweet memories clustered round him. It is a great sorrow to my dearest C , not only on her own account, but for her mother's sake." The iron room was opened just before Christmas with a special meeting for prayer, and in the evening of the same day about i loo poor people assembled for an exhibition of dissolving views (the subjects all from Holy Scripture), under the management of Mr. Isaac Whitwell of Kendal, known to so many Christian friends as a messenger of the glorious Gospel through this instrumentality. Speaking of these Scripture pictures, Mr. Pennefather says, " Another instrumentality em- ployed by God to gather in the outcasts, that His house may be filled." The invitation from the missionary brethren at Loodiana to spend the first week of the year in united prayer was hailed by Mr. Pennefather with the warmest interest, and he was one of the first to respond to it by calling his people together in the opening of i860. From that time to the close of his ministry, he never failed to hold two meetings each day during the ap- pointed week. Every succeeding year he loved to stir up his flock in his Sabbath ministrations to a deep sense both of privilege and responsibility in connection with this world-wide agreement in prayer and supplication. It was with peculiar pleasure he afterwards welcomed to his house the American brother who first dropped the seed which had developed so extensively. From ' 1861.] WEEK OF PRA YER. 343 him he learned that twenty years before, when the thought had been suggested to him, he had taken every means to make it known, but there was then no response to his appeal. God, however, led him to continue instant in prayer,— and when His own time was come, the Church of Christ throughout the world responded to a second invitation, though he who had been the human instrument in the work was laid on a bed of sickness, and could only join the praying multitudes in the silence of his own chamber. When the month of January 1861 called to this united season of prayer for the second time, there were many hearts at Barnet prepared by God Himself for special blessing. Mr. Pennefather speaks in many of his letters of unusual distress among the poor, which he was seeking to alleviate, scarcity both of food and fuel at the opening of a singularly inclement winter, and at the same time such a softening of heart as he had never known in that place before. Writing on January 22nd, he says — *'Many, many thanks for your constant and unfailing remembrance of our poor people and their unworthy pastor. Oh 1 for wisdom and grace to meet the exigencies and the privileges of the wondrous days in which our lot is cast. * Dis- tress of nations with perplexity' abounding, and at the same time the joy of the Holy Ghost lighting up many hearts with the sunshine of an eternal day. The week of prayer was a blessed time here as elsewhere. On the Tuesday evening Mr. Venn of Hereford gave an account of the revival work that has been going on in Wales, which was deeply interesting." A widow lady just arrived from the Cape of Good Hope was present with her five children, and looks back to that evening as the beginning of untold blessing to her eldest boy, who is now serving God as a devoted ^-■^mm'-^^^-^-'-''^ ■■'^^^^■ .:jir'°B»ri a [t^"-i i w iii '" » ai '' i^i|W""^JiS»is>^(4»i» -J^^>sg'^--y — "i^- M — y i ^tMi f 344 SPECIAL SERVICES. [chap. XV. Christian officer, standing alone in his regiment in a distant part of India. In a sketch given by Mr. Pennefather's pen of his intercourse with this dear lad, he quotes many of his own words — *' I shall always praise God that He brought me to Barnet. I did not know it was so simple ; I thought I must do many things and wait a long time. I did not know it was so happy to have Jesus Christ as my Saviour." He then tells of the joy with which he received him when (not having been baptized in infancy) '' he came forward to make a public profession of his faith in baptism." The many tokens of blessing already given had led to a proposal for a series of special services to follow upon the week of prayer, but the extreme severity ot the weather necessitated their postponement to the following month. Mr. Reginald Radcliffe and other earnest lay preachers were engaged to give their assis- tance, and the iron room opened early in February for a week of evening services. The announcement was in the simplest form ; no names were given,* nor any- thing unusual promised, but Gods time was come. People of every class flocked to the room ; men and women who had never been seen by minister or district visitor appeared from the lowest lodging-houses, as well as unexpected throngs of respectable church-goers. Hundreds were melted to tears under the simple mes- sage of the Gospel, brought home by the Divine Spirit, and remained for prayer and conversation. To close * It was very rarely that iMr. Pennefather consented to print the names of preachers on a notice of services, and he had a strong objection to sensational placards or handbills. 1861.] SPECIAL SERVICES. 345 the services at the end of the week was impossible. " It would be," as a poor woman expressed it, " like shutting the doors of heaven ; " and from week to week their continuance was promised till lengthened days made it clear that working people could no longer attend. For ten weeks the meetings went on without intermission, Mr. Pennefather always presiding, except when other ministerial engagements compelled him to be absent for a part of the evening. It was a season never to be forgotten. A feeling of awe seemed for a time to pervade the town, and the public-houses were, comparatively speaking, empty. Scenes of touching interest took place within the walls of the iron room, which must have caused many rejoicings in heaven, and which, if recorded, might have filled a volume. " O sir ! " said one poor woman to Mr. Pennefather, " I want to ask your pardon. When the iron room was building, I said, ' I wonder why they are putting up that great place ; I don't see the use of it.' I see it now. . . . How many have gone there to get a bless- ing ! It was there I first learnt to rejoice in Christ my Saviour, and now I am so happy, I have to get up in the night and kneel down to praise and pray." Some families in the neighbourhood who had stood aloof, fearing undue excitement, were surprised by finding such deep spiritual interest and such changed lives among their servants and labourers, that they -vvere compelled to own "the finger of God." Captain Trotter, the long-tried friend of the place and people, as he stood up one evening to address the dense crowd of listeners, paused for a moment and exclaimed, " For twenty-five years I have been praying to God for this neighbourhood, but I never dared to expect such a V. I 345 SPECIAL SERVICES, [CHAP. XV. Sight as this." " The wind of grace," as it was called by Bishop M'llvaine, extended to the Orphan Houses, the parochial schools, and to the *' Rescue Home" belonging to the Society in London, which was under Mr. Pennefather's pastoral care. It would be difficult to exaggerate the extraordinary visitation of super- natural power, which brought the most hardened to their knees, pouring forth a torrent of supplication which astonished experienced Christians. Perhaps one of the most striking features of this work, and one which made a great impression upon strangers attending the church, was the introduction, Sunday after Sunday, into the General Thanksgiving, of numerous clauses, some of them most touchingly worded, from those who desired to praise God for the great spiritual " mercies vouchsafed to them." Mean- while crowds flocked in from the surrounding villages to share in the blessing, and to some of these places (especially South Mimms, where Captain Trotter held meetings) the shower of blessing seemed to extend. As the work became widely known, visitors from London frequently came to offer their assistance, and Mr. Pennefather was deeply anxious "' lest the solemn quietness which had prevailed should be in any measure lost. No one more earnestly deprecated anything like feverish excitement, or undue pressure brought to bear upon the people ; and when once the movement had attracted public attention, it became more difficult to * A petition sent by him to the Kendal prayer-meeting has been preserved, and indicates this feeling of anxiety. "The prayers of God's people at Kendal are earnestly requested on behalf of Barnet. God is graciously pouring out His Spirit on that place, but special grace and wisdom are needed by those who are working in the Lord's vineyard there. Ask that they may be filled with the Holy Ghost, and that many, very many, may be added to the Church of Christ." 1861.] SPECIAL SERVICES. 347 control it. With all its intense and thrilling interest, it was to him a time of mingled joy and anxiety. Along with the deep reality of God's own work, there will ever be much that is merely emotional and sympathetic ; the abundant blossom does not all set for fruit. Never- theless, when the crowds who met night after night in the iron room had been widely scattered, and years of testing had passed by, it was cheering to hear from one and another, in railway carriages or London mission- rooms, " I first learnt to know my Saviour in the iron room at Barnet." Many other rooms are now to be found in distant parishes and neglected places, whose owners received their first impulse, and drew their first plan for such work, when visiting '' the iron room," as it was for some time emphatically called. Towards the end of March we find Mr. Pennefather again declining the importunate invitations of friends. His promised visit to Westmoreland had been post- poned from the autumn, in the hope that spring-time might give more leisure, but absence from home had now become impossible. "I cannot see my way to make the arrangements I had wished. The people are still coming every night to our meetino-s and we have reason to believe that each tmie sinners'' are awakened. How can I close the doors while hundreds are wiUing to attend > " Then, at the close of April— *' We expect 800 or 900 militiamen to be here for a week's drill • and, as far as their religious instruction goes, they will be to a great extent under my influence. And I ought soon to be thinking of our Annual Conference, though I almost dread the thought of fixing those meetings long beforehand, the last Conferences have been times of such great perplexity, though likewise seasons of very special blessing. Oh ! how we need H3 CONFERENCE MEETINGS, [chap. XV. wisdom and grace moment by moment! But He giveth more grace." On the afternoon of Good Friday, a deeply interest- ing meeting was held for praise and thanksgiving. Mr. Pennefather had received more than two hundred letters testifying to individual blessing experienced, and he invited all who had to tell of special mercies to unite in this thanksgiving service. About five hundred assembled, and tales were told and praises offered never to be forgotten. The letter of invitation to the Conference of this year bears the date of May 20th, and the days fixed for the meetings are July 24th, 25th, 26th. The morn- ing meetings were devotional as before, and short addresses were given in the evenings on " The Church working for her Lord," and '^ The Church waiting for her Lord." Those days were rich in blessing, but were preceded, as on other occasions, by peculiar trial. A dear young Swedish lady, who had been introduced to Mr. and Mrs. Pennefather, and had been spending some time in Barnet, was invited to their house, and remained several months with them, endearing herself to all who became acquainted with her. It was arranged that she should return to her own country in June, but before the day was fixed for her departure she was taken ill, and in about three weeks was called to her Heavenly Home, without a single relative in England who could be summoned to her dying bed. Surely the joy of these Conference days must have needed the counter- balancing chastening which so often attended them. Mr. Pennefather writes — " ^«^«J/ 2nd. I have been quite knocked up, but, thank God, I am about 1861.] MINISTERIAL TRIALS. 349 again. God brings strength out of weakness. ' I am as a wonder unto many, but Thou art my strong refuge.' His grace and love have been marvellously exhibited during this ]ate Conference. I quite dreaded the fatigue for my wife, who has been very unwell ; but though about 450 persons were fed for three days, there was no lack,* and her strength held out to the last. We were prepared for special blessing by very special sorrow. Our sweet young friend, Louise Bjorckman, was taken from us after a short illness, and her death was a very keen trial to my darling wife. . . . But never was the Lord nearer to us, and I think I may say, never were we more truly * in the Spirit,' than at the late meetings. Since their close I have received many letters from those who were pre- sent, all testifying that the season was one of unusual blessing. Dr. Bonar (who spoke beautifully at one of the meetings) has been here to-day, and his soul seemed full of joy as he talked over the privileges of the past week. We had Mr. Moon here. I am deeply interested in him and his work among the blind." These bright days of blessing were followed by much sorrow and perplexity. Writing in the month of August he speaks of " deep waters of trial " and ''many anxious cares, both private and ministerial." His sister, Mrs. Maxwell, was evidently drawing near to the close of her pilgrimage, and he keenly felt the distance which separated them. But he dared not desert his post. The remarkable revival season had been succeeded by a burst of opposition and persecu- tion such as is not often seen in a quiet English parish. Hymns were parodied in the street, prayer-meetings travestied, and such open mockery and scoffing exhi- bited, that a gentleman arriving at the Parsonage from Ireland remarked, ** I have seen much opposition to God's truth, but I never met with such bitter enmity * The entertainment was still on the footing of private hospitality, and the numbers were becoming formidable in a place where nothing of the kind could be done by contract. 350 PAROCHIAL VISITATION. [CHAP. XV. 336i.] PREACHING TOUR, J3 w ^ as I have heard expressed between this house and the railway-station." Mr. Pennefather was deeply anxious for the young beHevers, who were going through a fearful time of testing and temptation. He used often to speak of conflict as a characteristic of his experience. Certainly the warfare between light and darkness was fiercely waged at this period of his ministry, and the power of the great enemy asserted itself in strange scenes ot unblushing sin and fearful misery, both physical and spiritual. Still God enabled him to maintain his influence over the people, and in various and often unlikely cases his presence was continually requested. There is no doubt that a certain practical aptitude in the common things of life, and a wonderful fertility of resource, helped to gain him access to those among whom he dwelt wherever he went. A humble member of his congregation once remarked, ** Some people can preach well, and that is good, but he could preach well, and do everything else besides. Once when he found old Mrs. L. alone in the house and ill in bed, with no one to send for her soup, he insisted upon looking for her can and taking it himself." Another tells that, '* Going in the middle of the night to visit a dying woman, and finding no one providing any nourishment, he never left the house till he had made some sfruel and criven it to her himself." One who laboured with him in the Lord, and who loves to gather up the recollections of those days, speaks of a scene of sorrow, which will illustrate the tact and sympathy so continually called for. *' When my father died, quite suddenly, I hastened to inform Mr. Pennefather of the sad event. He rose at once from the luncheon table, and went to the house of sorrow. I think I see him now, as he first kissed the cold forehead of the departed one, and then, taking the hands of the mourners, simply said, * Let us tell Jesus.' Pouring out his soul in prayer, he so led us into the presence of the Living One, that we scarcely felt we were in the chamber of death." '' On one occasion," says the same writer, ** I was present when he was administering the Lord s Supper at the Invalid Home at Barnet. Just as he was about to give the wine, one of the patients was seized with a violent spasmodic cough. All who were present in the room rose to go to her assistance, but at once lifting his hand to keep them in their places, he said, * Don't stir ; we will ask God to stop dear Mary's cough, and He will! Then lifting his eyes to heaven, with the cup still in his hand, he stood in silent prayer for a few moments. The cough was stayed, and he went on without interruption. Surely he had power with God and with man." "^ But we must not dwell on such reminiscences, which might be multiplied indefinitely. We give one of the letters written during the autumn to Mrs. Crewdson — " Sissinghurst, October "^ist " My thoughts are constantly turning towards you and the scenes of intense beauty which lie around you, but I had promised early in the year to take (if necessary) one of the circuits of the * Home Mission,' and I have been preaching * He had naturally singular power over the insane, and on one occasion, when every means had failed to induce a strong, violent man to enter the carriage which was to convey him to a place of confinement, some one suggested, " Send for Mr. Pennefather," and a messenger was despatched. Arriving at the house, he looked steadily at the poor man, with that mingled firmness and tenderness which always seemed to inspire confidence in the most suspicious, and subdue the most desperate, and taking his hand said, *'P. you will come with me." He then, gently led him into the carriage, and all difficulty was at an end. 3?2 DEATH OF HIS SISTER, [chap. XV. daily this week from place to place in Kent, so you see it is the Lord's work that has brought me here. I preached here last night, and now I am on the wing again to preach to- night at Harden, on Friday at Hadlow, and twice on Sunday at Tovil near Maidstone. . . . The accounts of dear Mrs. King are not good. She seems failing, and I have many anxious thoughts, too, for my precious D. ; but I seem to hear my Heavenly Father say, * Be still, and know that I am God.' . . . What are your tidings from Manchester.? The failure of employment in our manufacturing districts seems very sad. In Ireland, too, there are dark forebodings with refer- ence to the coming winter. Miss Mason sends me sad tidings from the West. The state of things in America is awful ... Is the Lord soon comincf to * make this blisrhted world of ours His own fair world again ' ? " A few lines dated December 2nd tell of the sorrow- ful event so long expected — "My sweet Dora is with Jesus— 'absent from the body, present with the Lord.' In tenderest mercy she was spared much suffering." Another pen adds to his few lines — ** Blessed be God, her last night was a happy ^ happy night. . . . Not a shadow of a cloud was allowed to cross her mind, and the last text she repeated was, * Henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of righteousness,' &c., and some of the last words, ' Victory, Victory ' I " To another friend he writes a few days later — "* With Christ' — who can tell what is bound up in those words .? . . . My mind looks back through the long vista of forty years, during which our hearts were bound together in such close and loving fellowship, and then it glances upward to my Father's Home, and I seem to hear the fresh note of praise that vibrates through the courts of heaven, as she takes her stand among the blood-bought multitude. . . . Her war- fare is accomplished. She can never know another pang of mind or body ; she can never feel again the fiery darts oi the wicked one. I seem to hear our own faithful God say- ing, ' Comfort ye, comfort ye My people.' Oh ! how I have 1S61.] DEATH OF THE PRINCE CONSORT 353 agonised for her in past days, but now every prayer is abundantly answered." On the 14th of December the nation was plunged into sorrow by the death of the Prince Consort. The great bell that tolled out the fatal tidings to London on the Saturday night could not reach Barnet, but a kind tradesman, anxious that Mr. Pennefather should not enter on the services of the day in ignorance of the mournful news, hurried down to him early on the Sun- day morning. The omission of the well-known name in the prayers for the Royal Family, was the only intimation of the nation's loss, until the pastor entered the pulpit ; but who that heard the prayer which pre- ceded the sermon on that morning can ever forget it ? Every strong feeling of his nature seemed appealed to by the sad event. His great admiration of the Prince, combined with the innate loyalty which was a deep- seated element in his character, and his realising grasp of the isolated anguish of her for whom he pleaded, was painfully intense. One who remembers that morning writes — ** All the wondrous power of his sympathy came out that day in prayer for our Queen, and I have often thought a foreshadowing was given him of the sorrow yet to fall on the one most dear to him, as he spread before the Lord the very depths of the desolation of that widowed heart." The year 1861 had been one of very mingled ex-* periences. It closed amidst sadness and bereavement. Death had left its shadow on the nation, the family, and the congregation. More than one bright witness for God's truth had been suddenly called away ; but though sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing, through evil report and good report, the servant of God was enabled to hold on his way. ( 354 ; CHAPTER XVI. 1862-1863. Extracts of letters from friends— Visits to Wellington and Liverpool- Death of his mother-in-law — Letters — Visit to North Wales — Con- ference of 1862— Recollections of Annie Macpherson — Association of female workers — Barnet Fair — Cotton Famine— Visits to Sheffield, Liverpool, &c. — Letters from Blackburn — Home for Missionaries' children — Spanish children — Death of his nephew— Marriage of the Prince of Wales — Difficulties attending its celebration — Conference of 1863— After-trials— Perth Conference— Letters from Blackburn, &c.— Proposed removal from Barnet— Recollections of friends. •* nrO speak in detail of Mr. Pennefather's life," says -*• one who worked with him for many years, ** is like trying to catch sunbeams." *'My impressions and recollections," says another, ** must be very like those of thousands whom he taught and helped. How can I adequately express my loving reverence for his memory! I was led to Barnet in 1862 by the death of a dear brother, and the six months I spent there became an era in my life. None but those who knew Christ Church, Barnet, can realise how holy were the influences exercised there, and no words of mine can tell all the blessing I received." This extract from the letter of a friend now far away has to do with the period at which we have now arrived ; but each successive year becomes so thronged with increased labours, and so fraught with little inci- dents treasured up by loving hearts, that we must only 1862.] BIBLE-READINGS. 355 attempt to give here and there a few gleanings. The impression of one who attended some of Mr. Penne- father's Bible-readings and prayer-meetings may not be out of place. Social Bible-reading was a means of instruction in which he greatly delighted, and he was always ready to conduct such a meeting, whether among his own people or elsewhere. " I was much struck," says this Scotch friend, '' with his tact and kindness in bringing out the thoughts of others. He would first give his own view of the passage under consideration, and then, in a way peculiar to himself, very quiet and gentle, he would ask questions of one and another, listening most kindly to our bungling answers, and always appearing as it were to receive rather than impart ; but at last, by suggestions and leading questions, making the true view clear, where we might have differed, and then dismissing us with one of his holy prayers, which seemed to lift one up to the very throne of God. He was speaking, as it were, face to face with the King, and ^^felt he was. His face beamed with the reflec- tion of the King's glory, and the love that filled his soul flowed out to every one around. *' I well remember, too, at the close of one of the prayer-meetings, as I passed out with my sister-in-law, he took our hands, and with kind, earnest words, made a personal inquiry as to our love to Jesus. I was rather startled, it was so unlike our reticent Scotch ways, but there was something strangely attractive m the loving spirit that pervaded it all. Alas ! I soon found how little I really did know of Christ's love. And what he did for me was simply what he did for every one that came ; no one was passed over, and 356 VISIT TO LIVERPOOL. [chap. xvt. hundreds must have been helped and gladdened by those loving personal appeals." The correspondence of this period is singularly chequered with an interchange of deep heart-sorrow and public activities. The loss of his only remaining sister (he was now the sole survivor of a family of eight) had re-opened many a fountain of grief, and the increasing illness of his mother-in-law was too surely telling of coming sorrow. In one letter we read — " It ought not to be with me as it sometimes is, when I feel as if all the pleasant plants of my early years were trans- planted and blooming out of sight, for God has marvellously blessed me, and given me many a choice flower of His plant- ing. But is it not remarkable that mother, father, brothers, sisters, all are gone ! and the one puny, feeble flower of the garden is left, while the fairer and the stronger have been removed ! . . . Then my dear wife's health is so very deli- cate, that I sometimes think she will not be long in the wilder- ness. I am only kept from constant anxiety by continually looking tip" Then, on January loth, 1862 — *' I am going (if all be well) on the 27th to Wellington (Salop), to hold two meetings ; then on to Liverpool for three days, and home for Sunday. It is a long-standing engage- ment. Pray for me." Again, on February ist — ** On Monday I addressed a very crowded meeting at the Town Hall, Wellington, composed almost exclusively of very poor people. It was said there were about 600 present, and many went away unable to gain admittance. It was deeply interesting to see working-men, after a hard day's labour, standing all the time, and drinking in the glad tidings of salvation. Dr. Cranage is going to build a room for such meetings, which is much needed. I had a second meeting on Tuesday, and a Bible-reading, and on Wednesday started 1862.] LA Y'PREA CHERS. \S7 for Liverpool, speaking at Hope Hall on that evenmg and the two days following. Much prayer had been ofl-ered up before- hand, and God in His faithfulness and love gave a rich bless- ing. I saw Dr. McNeile at his own house ; he was very kmd. \he letter goes on to tell of the many friends in Liverpool who showed him " no little kindness." One of his principal objects in this journey was to show his sympathy with some of the earnest laymen who were coming forward to assist in the great work of gathering in the masses. Some of them were smart- ing under the impression that they were not heartily welcomed and recognised by the ordained ministers ; and Mr. Pennefather, deeply valuing the assistance of all faithful men, was anxious, as a clergyman of the Church of England, to stand by them in their arduous labours, and if possible allay the fears of some of his clerical brethren. In another letter, written just before leaving home, he says — « The history of my proposed visit to Liverpool is a long one Suffice it to say, it has loomed in the distance for months past, and was originally suggested by Mr. R. Now I ^ have been asked to take part in * special Revival services, and thoucrh I know I am not peculiarly adapted for such work, vet il" I may minister to any of God's children and soothe wounded spirits, I feel it right to go. God has in a very remarkable manner set His seal of approval on the ministry of His servants, and I think it is a blot upon us clergymen not to acknowledge what He has wrought through their means. ^ The friend who entertained him during his visit writes — " How his loving words, when on that mission, went to our very hearts ! Each time he spoke he drew crowds of the Lord's people round him. He seemed to dwell m love, and to come from the presence of the King with the King's message, and we must needs receive it.^^ His visit made a deep impres- sion, and was long spoken of" ■ i i i' .-_ll 358 FAMILY SORROWS. [chap. xvr. The weeks that followed this hurried journey were necessarily unsettled and anxious, as his mother-in-law was fast passing away, and he was frequently sum- moned to St. Leonards. A sentence from one of the letters written to his orphan boys illustrates his habit of calling out the sympathies and prayers of the young. ''March yth, 1862. " I am very sorry that I have not been able to go to you lately. I have not been strong myself, and many, many anxieties and duties have pressed upon me. I write now to ask you to pray for my dear wife. She is in sorrow. Her beloved mother is very ill, not likely to be ever better, and we may have to go away for a little time." On March i6th that beloved mother was taken to her rest, and Mr. Pennefather was afterwards detained for a short time in London by his wife's illness. On April 9th he writes from Barnet to a friend in Ireland — *' I have had much anxiety, but not so much as to prevent my thinking often of Arley and of you. Dearest Mrs. King s removal was a great shock to my darling C. She was very weak before her mother was taken, and when the trial came, her bodily strength failed, though the spirit said, ' It is well ! ' " The letter eoes on to tell of the trial and difficulties of some dear friends who had separated themselves from all forms of Church government, and adds — " After all, we are not pure spirit, but made up of 'body, soul, and spirit,' and it is very evident that neither states, families, nor churches, can go on without some kind of organisation." One letter written about this time to a member of his congregation, who was suffering and depressed, will represent many others — " I have been thinking much of you and feeling for you in vour sufferins: and weakness. But I see our Father's lovin<^ hand in this hour of trial. He wants us to feel more and VISIT TO NORTH WALES. 359 1862.1 Tj;m nnd that moment by ,ore that we are '^^Z-^^;-,", -^'o^fsouls and strength moment, for the supply of grace »° ^^ ^^^ning of for our bodies. ^^^Z^%';::Xr.o^^^^^ ^^tJnnk Christ's words, Without Mey discovery shows we have learnt it -^^^^^^ .^^l^^ spirit. Close beside that we have not ffyj^X^^X blessed words, ' I can do them, as it were, stand ^^f ^,^7 strengtheneth me.' Oh all things through Chns wn \ . . . All to know more of ''^^ ^'^'^TToLoiGoA) has. He has for that Jesus (as the Anomted One of G ^^ ^^ ^^^^^ you. The Divine F^^her has fiUed t ^.^ ^^^^^^^ ^^„ full with the resources of Deity, hat o ^^^ ^ ^^^ ^^^^^^^ might receive grace or grace^ ^0° p ^^^ ^^^^ ^^ . on^the throne the ^elov ^ Son °^^^o ^ ^^^ ^^^ and as Man, I know He "^es tor J ^^^^ j„ h,„^ plans or defeat H.s m.ghty purposes^ _^^ ^^.^^ ^^^ ^^^^ and, leaving all m His hanas, that He is God.' ^vnressed in Col. i. 9. ^°' "; . 'iTttSied" .t tttd t. jeweU were miquity that prevauea, it ^ of a Saviours grace, in ^ occa- „„,ary -.'"^^^^J'^^^t^Z^i. from .he Ci.y sions, ">«--»»"« J«=„.=^; Mi3,io„, and the whole "X; a semUed ea^h morning 'or prayer a, the number assemu Pennefather (for meetmgs, house occupied by Mr. i-enneiauic v lectures &c ), in the centre of the town. Here he d2hted to preside, and give them every possibb deligntea j meetings, when, after rS:; of Sour :„d\dven«re, all assemhW * ,eli"f .h'goodnes, of .he Lord, were often deeply "mT Pennefather wri.es .o a Chrisuan brother, August 30, 1862— .. How much I should f ^o unite w^th you - proclaiming the love of God in Hyde ^^^^'X:,TZlc.\..r. for a few hours. However, i ao strength for it, and, as air preaching. I have not P^Vf ^\ ^"^"f . '^e have ?he Gospel before the multitudes of London. In the autumn of this year the so-called ■• Cotton Famine" was caUing forth the sympathies of the coun- frrfor the suffering operatives of the manufacturing districts. Addresses on the subject were frequent^^n different places, and the result of one, given by Mr. % r 364 COTTON FAMINE. [chap. XVI. Reginald Radcliffe in the iron room at Barnet was a little organisation for weekly collections, to be sent thl ?/ [ ' '""^ contributed was much larger than had been expected, and so much interest was excited that Mr. and Mrs. Pennefather agreed to vTsi some of the localities receiving help, and^lso to send two workers from their Missionary Training Home Before going into the " Famine Districts," as thev X olT "^''•''^- ''^""^'"^^^^■- P^'^ - f- visits o other places, begmnmg with Sheffield, where he held wo or three meetings. Mentioning at one of the e that he was about to visit the " distressed operatives » a spontaneous and most liberal collection was ^2 '' n^tmTht'ldT^^"' -'^^ entertained ht; sent from Sheffield for that object. To myself those ,„t,- u -11 , ; "^" "°t have imagined but which will be unfolded in eternity " From Sheffield he went to Liverpool, and thence to eveni:;t l^^'Z ^' ^tXt^ ''^^ fhf^ v, 1862. women in a great se:i„g.dass Vh'/XtT ' '°^ ^°""-^ number of poor mothers in anotherto7 Mt.?^- '' ^ Archdeacon Rushton's, we sallied fnrfh ■ , "^'"'"S^ ^^ large school where m'en a„d boy^aJelT^r' "'"' ^° ^ rooms. I was much strurlr w.fi, fU ^"* '" separate as they listened wTth the 7 ^' ^°»ntenances of the men. y tenea with the deepest attention while I tried to 1862.1 CHILDREN OF MISSWNARIES. 365 speak to them of One who 'does not willingly afflict. Ue then went on to a relief-store where bread and meal are given out, and found that 13.658 loaves of bread and 51 loads of meal were distributed daily, in addition to soup sold at a penny per quart; 5619 quarts having been sold last week- From thence we adjourned to another sewmg-school, and then went on to visit some of the poor families.* The day has been very severe, with heavy snow. There ,s a quiet self- possession about the people, with a meekness and submission which is touching." After telling of liis preaching in the Corn Exchange at Manchester, where he met with many friends, he speaks of — " A delightful service in the parish church of Blackburn. It was a beautiful sight to see the whole body of the building filled with working-people, the larger proportion being men. Thev seemed to drink in the words of life. My subject was, ' Come unto Me. all ye that labour,' &c. There were be- tween eleven and twelve hundred in the church . . -I never felt more strongly than in this journey the Lord gmdt7tg my way in all its daily engagements—' Thou art near, O Lord. is continually in my mind." The year closed amidst abounding labours at home, and occasional theatre services, &c., in London, but we find frequent allusions to the physical suffering from which (while wondrously sustained) he was seldom free. Two new objects had claimed his interest in the course of 1862. The first was an Educational Home, opened for the children of those missionaries who, thou It seems strange that we are so selfish as to desire that those we love should dwell amidst the shadows and storms of the world, rather than in the calm, eternal sunshine which sur- rounds the throne ! Oh ! for a clearer faith ! ^ " Your precious mother ! She is not lost to you : she is only on the other side of the river, treading ' the sweet fields of Eden,' and waiting for you to join her, and it cannot be long Sometimes it seems as though already the trembhng twilight which announces the rising sun might be discerned ' upon the grey, cold mountains of the wilderness 1 and when that sun once starts up above the horizon, what floods of glory shall spread over all the earth ! Come, Lord Jesus, come quickly ! My beloved friends, Jesus is with you, and even now He says, ' Fear not ! ' * As one whom his mother comforteth, so will I comfort thee.' * When father and mother forsake, / will take you up.' Ever your attached fj-ignd, W- PENNEFATHER." Early in the month of December a request for prayer was presented at one of the Barnet meetings, - On behalf of the parish of St. Jude s, Mildmay Park," which had just lost its minister. One of those most closely connected with Barnet work said to a friend, as they rose from their knees, *' I have an impression that we are praying away our own pastor." So little did any one know about the parish in question, that it was afterwards looked for in a map of London, with very vague notions as to its locality. During the year 1863 Mr. Pennefather's health had been more than usually uncertain, and the attacks of violent pain in the head, with distressing sickness, to which he was ever afterwards subject, dated from this time. It was while confined to his room by illness that his friend Mr. Coghlan, the Vicar of St. Paul's, Islington, called at the Parsonage, and as his business was urgent, he was admitted, though ordinary visitors had been refused. I hi '« «. '■' -''**«fe^ 376 PROPOSED REMOVAL. [chap. xvr. Mrs. Pennefather, on returning from a prayer-meetino- in the parish, learnt that he had come with a definite proposal that Mr. Pennefather should accept the charge of St. Jude's, Mildmay Park, which was in his gift. Some litde correspondence had already taken place between them, but the subject was supposed to have been altogether dropped. Mr. Pennefather was therefore taken by surprise, and asked for one week to consider so important a step. He had been offered several different churches during the time of his resi- dence at Barnet, but though in one case, at least, the proposed sphere was a very attractive one, he had always felt that God's time was not come. The following extract from a letter, in answer to a question put to him at a later period, explains his view of the subject — "Whenever I have been asked,* ' Would you like such or such a post if it were offered to you ? ' I have always re- plied, * I cannot say what I might be led to do were it offered to me, but I never make up my mind on a contingency which, after all, may never occur.' I cannot expect'^light upon my path until that light be needed. However, I may say, in the present case, that, as far as I can see my way, I should not think it right to leave my charge now, and unsettle the parish after only a short residence. I remember when I had but recently entered on my work at Barnet, I received an offer of what seemed a very eligible position, and I then replied, ' I have been too lately sent here to think of going forth again.' A minister must not be continually chano-in^ his post." ^ ^ "^ Now it was otherwise. A strong conviction had been forcing itself on his mind for many months that his work was done in Barnet, and that it might be for the glory of God that the many who still rejected the glad tidings of the Gospel should hear the same mes- 1864.] PROVIDENTIAL DEALINGS. 377 sacre from another voice. But while much secret prayer had been breathed out to God, the subject had not been spoken of to others ; and it came as a start- ling announcement, which many refused to believe, when early in 1864 it became known that Mr. Penne- father had accepted the Church of St. Jude's, Mildmay Park. Only those who know what it is to seek for guidance, and then to read, in apparently fortuitous circumstances, the providential orderings which seem to ring out the response, could believe how fully that one week of prayer and waiting settled the anxious question. A variety of indications, all pointing one way, followed each other in quick succession. Among other unexpected occurrences, an order arrived from the Committee of the Patriotic Fund in London, in- troducing such changes in the regulation of the Orphan Homes as must compel Mr. Pennefather to recur to his former resolution of resigning their super- intendence. Added to this, it was a remarkable fact that almost all the leases for which he was responsible had either just run out or would shortly expire ; no debt remained on any part of the work ; while for his " Training Home," a London parish would be likely to prove far more advantageous. Though every possible argument was brought to bear to shake his resolution, and very appalling con- sequences were predicted in the future, there was no shadow of doubt in his own mind that God's voice was calling him to London. In a letter dated February 2nd, he says — ** God has made our path so unmistakably clear, that though it costs us much to think of turning our back on a \ * I . <% ^1^: .%.«£, ' ■i 373 NEIV FIELD OF LABOUR. [chap, xvl place hallowed by many fond associations, we dare not hesitate when we hear our Father's voice saying, 'Arise and go/" Again, on February 6th — " Thank you warmly for sending me Mrs. Sewell's book. I had not seen it. though I greatly enjoy her ballads. I have just opened the chapter, 'The Guiding Hand.' Oh ! how my experience responds and my heart vibrates to the touches there. * I will guide thee with Mine eye,' is a sure promise to each trustmg one. Some day, perhaps, we may be permitted to tell you how the Lord has guided us with reference to leavmg this dear spot. We have heard our Father's voice so plainly, that, though there are many trials, we are enabled by Him to move on in calm reliance on His power and love." In battling with all the objections of friends, both far and near, it was now, as on former occasions, a great comfort to his mind, though not to theirs, that the sphere to which he was called was such as to leave no room for the suspicion that any worldly ambition or love of ease could have had a place in his decision. His own words at Blackburn, " unfinished streets and miserable roads," might be applied to his new parish ; but there were two features in it, as originally described,' which had their own peculiar attractions both for him- self and his wife, "a wide sphere of labour, and a large proportion of poor." The large iron room was a practical difficulty to be dealt with, as it was pro- nounced, by unanimous consent, unsuited to Barnet in ordinary circumstances. Mr. Pennefather at once wrote to the principal contributors to its erection, and to his great joy received unqualified p-rmission for its removal to London, which, though encompassed with difficulties, was eventually accomplished. From the recollections of Barnet days that crowd upon us, we add a few more words to those already interwoven I 1864.] RECOLLECTIONS OF FRIENDS, 379 with these records. Among the many notes of praise for blessing received there, a frequent feature seems to be the practical power given to the " blessed hope " of the Lord's coming. One member of the congre- gation may speak for others. After alluding to various sermons and Bible-read- ings, the writer adds — "And when, by the same heaven-taught lips, the subject of. ' the hope of the Church ' was set forth as I had never heard it before, my soul grasped what I had longed for, and from that time not only a new light, but a new life seemed to spring up within me." Another friend touches such distinctive character- istics that we may give some short extracts — " It must have been contrary to Mr. Pennefather's loving nature to utter a severe rebuke, but he could and did do it when occasion required.* I recall one such occasion, when he was preaching against conformity to the world, in manner, or conversation, or dress. It was at a time when very small bonnets were in fashion. Pausing and looking round the church, he said, with all the energy he could command, * Where is the shamefacedness of our daughters ? ' I felt as if a blush must rise to the cheek of every young woman present. I remember well, at one of the early Barnet Con- ferences, there was a general buzz of talking among the people just as he walked up the room. I remarked quite a shade upon his face as he came forward on the platform. Opening his Bible, he read a few solemn words, and then in his own peculiar way proceeded to reprove us for our want of reverence at a season professedly set apart for communion with God. The silence that followed seemed almost super- natural. One marked feature of his character was his care for humble Christians and persons likely to be overlooked ; * Some years later he wrote to a friend, " God is helping me very tenderly in some parish difficulties, such as getting rid of people (in office) who are in wrong positions, but it is very painful. I ask for prayer that I may have wisdom and grace, and be enabled to rise above this trial oi giving pain when ix must be borne.'* -I . SSMI,.^ "JS.iJf!?'^ ^-*. 380 RECOLLECTIONS OF FRIENDS. [chap. xvi. 1864. J RECOLLECTIONS OF FRIENDS. 381 he was no respecter of persons, and loved to bring forward those who would otherwise have remained in the shade. The widows and the solitary ones seemed to be his peculiar charge.* Much of the influence he exercised was indirect and quite unknown to himself. * I always run to the window ' said a young woman whom I visited at Barnet, ' when I see Mr Pennefather coming up the street; it solemnises me to ook at him, and though he has so much to do, he seems to have time for everything, and is never in a bustle.' " Then follows the account of another (dying of a painful disease), which is very striking. She was first aroused by the sight of Mr. Pennefather on his way to the railway-station. The thought suddenly struck her, as she caught the expression of his countenance, that he had something she did not possess. This led to deep anxiety as to her state before God, followed by joy and peace in believing. Telling the history of God's gracious dealings with' her, she wound up her recital with the words — "Now my sins are washed away, and I have peace in Jesus and It was all through seeing Mr, Pennefather pass by mv window that morning." f ^ One member of a happy family of children who shared much of his loving interest, after recalling some of the memories of those days, adds ''He could never quite know the good he did by extending to the children the love he gave to their parents ; but I know that the remembrance of him stirred us up to the pursuit of hohness more powerfully than any book that was ever written o r sermon ever preached. We were accustomed (in after .il^C^nf T'^ delight in finding out God's hidden ones, and paying marked attention to those whom he called " the aristocracy of heaven " t Another case, equally unknown to himself, was that of an old soldier who met him m the street just before he left Barnet. After listening to his strong fo,rrr'''„ ''^'' "' ^'' ^"P"'*"'"^' ^'- P- ^>^' "I ^"^ going on another rnr^' \T T' r'\°^'' ^- ^" '^^^^ ^^^^"g ^ ^^^ -^^^^^ words he left him ; and from that day the old man started on his heavenward way. years) to hear him much spoken of in England, but I own that it was a surprise, and a most joyful one, to find that in Australia, New Zealand, Tasmania, on board ship, among Christians of all denominations, his name and the fact of having known him was a passport to immediate confidence and friendship." Another testimony, of a somewhat different type, is from one of the many who came in from surrounding villao-es to attend his ministry occasionally — ■ "What can I say except what so many others can say, that it was through him I first learnt that God is Love, and was induced to come to Him myself .... It was God that he showed me, not so much, as far as I can remember, by anything he said, but by himself. For what gave his influ- ence so much power was, that it was evidently a reflected influence .... I remember hearing him say that one of his favourite texts was, 'Ye are My witnesses,' and certainly he was an illustration of it. He gave one such an idea of God's likeness and God's goodness. Of course, one found out what a marked individuality he had, but he never put it forward, as it were, and when one knew it, it did not detract from his influence, but added to it ; for one felt that his great spirituality, which might otherwise have seemed transcendentalism, was consistent with thorough naturalness. ... I am very often puzzled and perplexed now with many difficulties which never troubled me when I knew him. I often wonder what he would have said with regard to the questions of the present day ; but one argument he certainly could have used in proof of the divine origin of Christianity, and that would be his own life and character. When he was here, one always knew, however other things might seem to be, that one would find dear Mr. Pennefather truthful, and accurate, and honourable, and just, and kind, and considerate, and full of sympathy, willing to see all sides fairly, and anxious to do no one injustice. And then his wonderfiil appreciation of nature, and art, and poetry, and music ; his interest in things generally, his keen sense of the ludicrous, all helped to attract people. ... Of his work at Barnet I 3S2 RECOLLECTIONS OF FRIENDS. [chap. xvr. knew very little ; but one Sunday I well remember when we walked over to Christ Church a large and very merry party. A young cousin of my own was there that summer evening but that it should be the only Sunday she had to spend on earth was about the last thing we could have thought possible. She was only eighteen, the brightest as well^'as the youngest of us all. We were solemnised first by the smging of the hymn, ' Oh ! holy Saviour, Friend unseen ' which I never hear without thinking of that evening, and then by a most heart-searching sermon on Zephaniah^. 4-7 It seemed to be just the message she needed. She was taken ill on Wednesday, and died on Friday morning, quite happy During her short illness, she spoke of hardly anything but that sermon, and had her little sister brought in that she might repeat to her as much of it as possible, urging her with the greatest earnestness to * seek the Lord.' " A memorandum written by another tells of "a ser- mon in which Mr. Pennefather said very solemnly that he wished always so to preach that no sinner, hearino- of salvation for theyfr^/ or last time, might fail to have clearly set before him ' the way, the truth, and the life.' After the service a man went into the vestry thankino- God that he had heard the message for the first time! It proved to him the first and the last. Before the end of the week he was in eternity." But we must bring these reminiscences to a close. ( 3«i3 ) \ CHAPTER XVII. 1 864-1 866. inters on his ministry at St. Jude's, Mildmay Park— First Conference in London— Visits to Harrogate and Hkley— Loss of a very dear friend —Building of new schools— Parochial agencies— Visit to the Black- down Hills— Letters— Visit to Pendeen— Recollections of the Rev. W. H. M. Aitken— Visit to Switzerland— Glaciers— Conference- Parochial activities— Extracts from letters— Sickness in his house and parish— Second visit to the Blackdown Hills— Remembrances of a friend— Visitation of cholera in London— Deaconess work- Recollections of the Rev. C. H. Waller. THE close and peculiar ties that unite a faithful pastor and an attached flock can never be severed without a wrench from which both must in- stinctively shrink. To Mr. Pennefather there were ingredients in his cup of sorrow at leaving Barnet which were more than usually bitter. The one con- sideration which pained him most keenly was the semblance of ingratitude to some who had stood by him with faithful affection in many an hour of need and perplexity. The honoured friend who had been the means of introducing him to a field of labour which God had largely blessed, did not see as he did that the time was come to leave it ; * others, whose personal friendship was connected with earlier days, and to whom he owed much for their zealous assist- ance in his work, were greatly opposed to the step he ♦ A few years later ihey were led into perfect agreement on the subject. I I 3H REMOVAL FROM BARNET. [chap. XVII. 1 864.] FIRST SERMONS AT ST. JUDE'S. 385 was taking, and while urging their different views of the question, all agreed in thinking that he was making a ''grievous mistake." The disadvantages and draw- backs of the sphere to which he was removing were painted in the strongest colours; but these had no weight with one who could truthfully say at this or any other period of his ministry, " What, mean ye to weep or break my heart ; for I am ready ... to die for the name of the Lord Jesus." Writing shortly before, respecting some who had complained of the absorbing nature of his work, he had said— ^' If my health had not failed, I should have been now, in all probability, a missionary in some foreign station, and then they would not have seen me at all.'' The language he had used with reference to his first curacy would have been equally applicable now, " I have said to the Lord, * Here am I, send me,' and have always felt that He would open a way for me, I did not much care where!' The predicted ruin of the annual Conference touched him^ more closely ; but he felt that his calling as a minister of the Gospel stood before all other considera- tions ; he had "always printed in his remembrance how great a treasure was committed to his charge," as a "messenger, watchman, and steward of the Lord." -^ To go forth, in obedience to the Shepherd's voice, to find His lost ones, and then feed them in the green pastures of God's Truth, was his primary work. That Shepherd might be trusted for the prosperity of the Conferences or any collateral service he had com- mitted to his hand. To one at a distance he wrote — * Ordination service. " Nothing would induce me to take this step but the belief that He is * putting us forth,' and we cannot but follow — nothing but the desire to tread in the path marked out by my unerring Guide. I dare not choose my own way, lest He should be grieved and my spiritual life injured." And again, on February 9th, 1864, to a member of one of his Bible-classes — *' I know not how to tell you that the Tuesday Bible-class must cease. Some of the members feel it is too painful for them to come under present circumstances, and I am Hable just now to be frequently called away, so we shall not meet again at present. By and by I may be permitted to see many of your faces gathered around me again to search into the Word of Life. At any rate, we shall meet soon in the full sunshine of our Father's presence. I do bless God for per- mitting me for eleven years to hold this Bible-class : His blessing has rested on it, and to Him be all the glory." On the 4th of April 1864 Mr. Pennefather preached his first sermons in St. Judes Church, Mildmay Park. To the stated congregation he was absolutely a stranger, but on getting into the pulpit, he discovered, in differ- ent parts of the church, kind friends from distant places, who had determined that he should be greeted by the sight of some familiar faces. Worn and weary as he was with the farewell scenes of preceding weeks, this tender consideration was peculiarly appreciated, and he often recurred to it with lively gratitude. He was finding his home for the first time amid the dust and noise of the metropolis. It was opening spring- tide, " the breaking forth into beauty," as he expressed it, "of this fair but injured world," and it was not without a pang that he had turned away from his cherished flowers. But " we shall never miss gardens, or fields, or anythijg else," was his remark to a friend; 2 B 386 A NEW FIELD OF LABOUR. [chap. XVII. "if only we may see plants of our Heavenly Father's planting, watered by the dews of His Holy Spirit." And God rave him the desire of his heart. He had provided for His servant a sphere of labour for which he never ceased to praise Him. There was no par- sonage attached to St. Jude's Church, and the only house to be found within the district was in one of the many ''unfinished streets." Those who know the neighbourhood only as it now is, with many changes and improvements, can scarcely realise its desolate appearance in those earlier days."^ But one thing, far more important than external advantages, soon became apparent to the new minister. He found himself among a kindly and responsive people, who did not long regard him as a stranger, but welcomed and reciprocated the love which was ready to meet them in its fullest measure. Procuring the parochial map of the Ecclesiastical Commissioners, and ascertaining the exact boundaries of his district, he soon made himself acquainted with every street and court, and, as far as might be, with every house it contained. To inquire into the educa- tional advantages already existing, and the amount of church-accommodation provided for the poor, was always one of his first thoughts on entering a new field of labour ; and his rule with regard to the ordering • In a published sermon preached at Brighton, in May 1873, by the Rev. Stephen Langston, we find the following passage. [After speaking of Mr. Penne- father's removal from the scene of his labours]—*' If any of you knew what the district was in which he laboured, as I knew it before his entrance on those labours, you would almost say, * The wilderness has become glad, and the desert has re- joiced and blossomed as the rose.' ... It so happened that, before his appointment, that position was pressed upon me. ... I knew my utter unfitness; I knew myself too well, and utterly repudiated the thought. But I just look upon myself as having held the light (as it were) to direct the steps of that blessed man to the position which he occupied so much to the glory of God." 1864.] REMOVAL OF THE IRON ROOM. 387 , and organisation of a parish was to undo as little as possible, and to do as imic/i as might be practicable to add to their efficiency. He greatly delighted in the system of free and open churches, and would have adopted it at all risks, if he could have done so with justice to his successors. Failing this, he could only do his utmost to secure a large proportion of free seats. His first impression of the congregation of St. Jude's was that the working-classes were but scantily repre- sented. He speaks of the numbers attending the church as small, and adds, ** The people are very orderly and decorous, but I long for more manifest vitality." Meanwhile a great difficulty had been surmounted. After an almost hopeless search, a piece of ground was secured within the limits of the district for the erection of the iron room. It was very important that the summer should not pass without a Conference ; the continuance of which many were pronouncing to be an impossibility ; and truly the obstacles to be overcome were neither few nor small. But the Lord graciously opened the way, and strengthened His servants for all that lay between. A sum of money placed in Mr. Pennefather s hands by the generosity of his Barnet fiock, as a testimony of their grateful afifection, exactly met the expense of removing and rebuilding the iron room. All the necessary arrangements were set on foot, and in the confidence of faith the letter of invita- tion was sent out on June 15th, convening the Confer- ence for July the 20th and the following days. Two houses in a neighbouring street were taken for the Missionary Training Home, and a communication opened between them and the iron room secured the necessary refreshment rooms. Many hindrances arose. 4 388 CONFERENCE IN LONDON. [chap. XVII. but were one after another overruled ; though, when the day of meeting arrived, Mr. Pennefather found himself deprived, for the first time, of the support of his beloved friend Captain Trotter, and the valued help of Mr. Turner of Malvern : both were unavoidably absent through illness. But a faithful God stood by His trusting servant ; and he writes after all was over — " God has brought me through the difficulties of our first Conference here. I was a good deal harassed at the opening of it. Circumstances were so changed. Many fond and fami- liar faces were absent, and many were looking on with feelings of distrust and alarm. But God was my stay ; and I look back with fervent thankfulness." A friend who had often been present on former oc- casions, says in his recollections of the first Conference held in London; " There were, as the Circular indicated, * no green fields and flowers ;' but there was Christian love, and Christ, the centre of love and union, was there. It is believed that the * communion of saints' was as great as on former occasions, if not greater ; and that the Word of God was * in demonstration of the Spirit and of power. ' " An interesting feature of the meetings was the attendance of a band of earnest young men, both from Oxford and Cambridge; and special praise was offered for what God had wrought in the Universities, for which prayer had been requested in previous years. Amongst the recorded cases of indivi- dual blessing was that of a young man (afterwards ordained and now present with the Lord), who carried away with him such fresh happiness and power, that several members of his family caught the reflected joy, and started on a course of new and earnest service. One of them writes — I 1864.] VISIT TO STONE-DIGGERS. 389 " I remember the brightness of his face, and the extreme patience with which he met the want of sympathy among those who could not understand his enjoyment. He came back filled with fresh thoughts ^hont prayer, prayer in every- thing, and the importance of united prayer ; filled, too, with anticipations of the nearness of Christ's coming." The heat of the weather in the summer of 1864 was so intense, that it was judged desirable to transfer the annual meetincrs to the month of October ; at which time they were held until a more substantial building permitted the return to summer days. The devising and carrying out of further plans of usefulness for his populous parish occupied the re- mainder of the year, with the exception of a short sojourn in Yorkshire. He had been recommended to visit Harrogate for the benefit of his health, and deter- mined to take Cambridge on his way, that he might learn a little more of the interesting work going on among the coprolite diggers. We may quote a few fragments from a letter written at the time by Miss Macpherson — " It was at the close of a meeting at Mildmay Park on July 22nd (during the Conference), that the burden was laid on my heart of gathering the stone-diggers, villagers, and their friends before entering upon harvest, and inviting Mr. and Mrs. Pennefather to see, face to face, the hundreds of souls for whom at Conferences, and in public and private prayer- meetings, they had wrestled with God." [Then follows a description of the preparations for the assembly.] **In the meantime conveyances were coming by every lane from Cam- bridge and the towns and villages around, bringing earnest Christian friends. Including stone-diggers, there were repre- sentatives from more than thirty towns and villages. When Mr. and Mrs. Pennefather arrived, great was our joy; and who, of those who know him, cannot imagine our beloved friend in the midst of this multitude, as with tears in his eyes 390 DEA TH OF A FRIEND. [chap. xvit. he exclaimed, * This is another Conference ! * . . . The re- freshing meal was soon over ; and a few minutes after six, with a lovely sunset shedding its radiance over the humble out-door gathering, Mr. Pennefather rose, and with simple Christ-like earnestness put before the people *the coming lory/ ... At the close he told of a spontaneous offering given at Mildmay Park, adding that now, as the produce of that money, would be presented to each man and woman (stone-diggers and boys included), a little pocket Testament, to be used in the intervals of harvest toil." CT It was in such gatherings as these, whether among his own people (whom he loved to take in large parties to country fields and woods), or in other localities, where souls were thirsting for the Water of Life, that Mr. Pennefather spent some of his happiest moments. Finding that the air of Harrogate did not suit him, he went on to Ilkley. In both places he was cheered by meeting many dear friends, " No accident," as he used to say, "but our Father's loving-kindness and tender mercy." The intercourse at Ilkley with one whom he greatly loved (Mr. Stevenson Blackwood) was a source of much refreshment. It was at the close of this visit that heavy tidings reached Mr. and Mrs. Pennefather, and cast a dark shadow over their return to London. The blow was altogether unexpected, for the friend who was suddenly called away from a life of great activity and loving service had parted from them just before leaving home in the most buoyant health and spirits. Mr. Pennefather writes to an old friend on September 3rd— " I thank you more than I can express for your words of loving sympathy. Hers was no common friendship. She had been closely bound to my wife from early childhood, and after my marriage had been settled near us at Aylesbury and ' I 1S64.] NEW SCHOOL BUILDINGS. 391 afterwards at Barnet. . . . She and her mother and sister had been very kind friends. Is this severing of so close a friendship designed to teach us not to lean on aiiy human arm ? She was one to whom we could always look for ready help. And now she is gone ! But Jesus lives ! " A letter written a few weeks later answers some inquiries respecting his Orphanage at Hackney — ** When we resigned the charge of the orphans maintained by the Royal Patriotic Fund, a number of children were left under our care, some of them paid for by benevolent persons, who had placed them with us, and others for whom we had made ourselves responsible. We could find no suitable house nearer than Hackney, and have there at this time forty boys. (We do not wish to receive more than fifty.*) Most of them are of respectable parentage, and some of the cases of need are very sorrowful." The progress of these boys was a constant subject of interest during the years that followed. The winter of 1864-65 was a very busy one. Mr. Pennefather, from his first entrance on his work at St. Jude's, was impressed with the conviction that there was no ade- quate provision for the education of the very poor and neglected children who abounded on every side. The existing schools were efficient but small, and the fees too high for a large majority of the working classes. He at once resolved to erect a building where ele- mentary instruction should be given at a very small rate of payment, and increased school-accommodation be secured on Sunday. There were some prejudices, and many difficulties to be overcome, but he never rested till the work was accomplished ; and the cor- respondence of the year shows the untiring perse- verance with which he carried on his eff"orts to obtain * This was afterwards increased to eighty. 392 PAROCHIAL AGENCIES. [chap. xvir. the necessary funds. The sum required sounded for- midably large to those who looked at the resources of the immediate neighbourhood ; and he used to smile at the alarm of his people, who, as he said, " thought their new minister very rash." But God raised up many friends to assist both with counsel and money, and the schools were finished in the course of the year, though the funds did not allow the completion of all he could have desired. Many a time did he thank God for the little ones taught and the many happy meetings held there, and it was very nearly at the close of his ministry that he came home one day from visiting a dying lad, who had cheered him by saying over and over again, with tears of gratitude, " Oh, sir, I am one who will have reason to thank God for ever for your schools." Meanwhile a soup-kitchen for the poor, and another kitchen where dinners were cooked for the sick, clubs of various kinds, and other agencies for the temporal benefit of the people, went side by side with earnest efforts for their spiritual welfare. The iron room, erected mainly with a view to the Conferences, became a most valuable adjunct to the parochial machinery, and with its adjoining mission-house told powerfully upon the degraded and sinful neighbour- hood which surrounded it. It was pleasant to hear the police authorities giving their testimony to the manifest restraint exercised upon the lawlessness of the immediate locality. After speaking, in a letter dated January loth, 1865, of some lectures he had been eivine there to workinsf men, Mr. Pennefather adds — *' My mouth is filled with praise for the mercies which our t865.] BLACKDOWN HILLS. 393 Heavenly Father has showered down upon us here. We are very happy in our work. It is a delightful sphere of labour." In the same month he seems to have taken his last preaching tour for the Church Home Mission, but we have no mention of the places visited. When first going to reside in London, Mr. Penne- father had been seriously warned against remaining at his work for such long unbroken periods as he had been in the habit of doing ; and yielding to the earnest entreaties of friends, we find him from time to time spending a few days amid country surroundings. Throuorh a link formed at the Conference, he had o become deeply interested in the peasantry of the Blackdown Hills, on the borders of Devonshire, among whom God was doing a great work by means of a few devoted labourers. Taking a lodging in a little farmhouse on one of these hills, he and his wife spent a week among these simple, loving people, and from thence he writes to one of his flock — " Pencross House, Hemyock, May 2^th. " I know I have behaved badly about writing, but the first few days I was completely knocked down. I always say I am like a stiff Irish post-horse, which, after it has stood still for an hour or two in the stable, can hardly move a limb — its only hope of getting on is never to rest at all I . . . Nothing can surpass the homelike rural beauty of these hills and dales. Our pretty quiet house is on the side of a cultivated hill, looking down into a rich valley ; and then, far away, an undulating country with scattered, comfortable homesteads, and here and there, among the trees, the village churches and cottages of the poor. We had a very happy service last night in a cottage which has been ingeniously adapted for the purpose. There were about seventy present, among whom I noticed especially one tall, gaunt-looking man, who had in his drunken revels been the terror of the 394 BLACKDOWN HILLS. [chap. XVII. neighbourhood. Now he is a monument of grace, and many- hear from his lips what great things the Lord hath done for him. Mr. Brealey conducted the meeting, and I said a few words at the end. Yesterday, in the kitchen here, I preached, or rather spoke familiarly, on John i. 36-51, and again at Clayhidon on Revelation vii. 9-17." The sojourn at the farmhouse left a blessing behind it, and the farmer's wife died some time after, thanking God for the glad tidings of salvation then received. When Mr. Pennefather entered on his ministry at St. Judes, he at once engaged two curates to share his abounding labours. One of these, whom he esteemed very highly in love (the Rev. C. H. Waller, whose strength proved unequal to the labours of so large a parish), was removed to another sphere some- what unexpectedly ; and he had left home for this quiet week with many anxious thoughts and much prayer that a fellow-labourer, *' longing for the salva- tion of the people," might be sent to him. When just about to return to London, his way was evidently marked in another direction. A letter from Hemyock explains the change of plan — ** I fully hoped and expected to be with you to-morrow, but * the pillar of the cloud ' seems indicating a little longer absence. A letter from Mr. R. this morning, declining the curacy, makes it important to follow up other channels of information, and we rather think that by going on farther west, we may hear something more of an earnest man, to whom we have already a clue." That " earnest man '* was Mr. William Hay Aitken, not then ordained, but looking out for a curacy on which he might enter at the close of the year. Again and again his name had reached Mr. Pennefather from very opposite sources, while both the informa- 1865.] VISIT TO PENDEEN, 395 tion and advice he received on the subject were 5:trangely conflicting. Now that his way was clear to make the appointment, he desired to listen only for the voice of God in the matter. He knew there might be some differences of opinion between them, and wished to ascertain whether these would touch ques- tions of vital importance. With mere party views he had no sympathy,* and his cry was, now as ever, " Lord, what wilt Thou have me to do ? " Beine so far on his way to the West of England, he resolved to visit the father of the young man, the Rev. Robert Aitken of Pendeen, and talk the matter over without reserve. The day spent at Pendeen was remembered with deep interest for its own sake, apart from any after results. The church and schoolroom where so many sons and daughters had been born into the king- dom of God, and the remarkable life-history of the veteran soldier of the Cross who had taken up his abode among those Cornish miners, were often recalled in connection with that hurried visit to the West of England. The sequel will be best told in Mr. William Aitken's own words — " I shall ever regard it as one of the greatest privileges of my life that I was allowed for a season, not only to share the labours of dear Mr. Pennefather, but also to live under his roof, I may say, as a member of his family. As my mind recurs to the commencement of my intimacy with him, lU cannot but reflect that it was a very remarkable circum- stance, that we should ever have been brought together at all, and one that in some small degree illustrates the leading lesson of his life. Surely Mr. Pennefather gave strong proof of the true liberality of his heart and the breadth of his sym- * The use of party names was always discouraged in his house, while the aspe- rities of party strife were authoritatively banished. . I 396 RECOLLECTIONS OF REV, W. H. AITKEN. [chap. xvir. pathy in offering me his curacy. He knew perfectly well that although we were one in the great fundamental truths of the Gospel, we had been trained in very different schools, and accustomed to look at things from very different points of view. He had had a personal interview and a conversa- tion with my dear father, and was also acquainted with his views through his writings; and he must have been aware that there were many points in which, in all probability, his new curate and himself would not see eye to eye. Though he had little of the spirit of a partisan about him, yet he was definitely regarded by all as a member of the Evangelical party, whereas I made no secret of it that I was an eclectic in my ecclesiastical views, and distinctly repudiated connection with any party. He must have foreseen that the presence of a curate in his parish, more or less suspected of High Church prochvities, and closely connected by ties of personal friend- ship with many well-known High Churchmen, would probably be the occasion of a good deal of remark, and possibly ot unpleasantness ; but he believed in the reality of union in Christ, and illustrated his belief by his action in this case. " As a matter of fact, I know that he was being continu- ally assailed by well-meaning but narrow-minded critics, who found great fault with the young curate all through the first year or so of our connection with each other, but he never allowed me to be troubled by any of these communica- tions, except in cases where his own judgment coincided with the criticism, and then, like a true friend, he did not hesitate to give me, in his own kind way, the benefit of his opinion. This outspoken candour was indeed a feature of his character, which would not have been expected by those who only knew him superficially. His kindness and tender affection to me from the first were something wonderful, yet I hardly remember any other person ever speaking to me with such plainness of what he considered to be my faults. " It was my dear father's wish that I should accept the curacy of St. Jude's, and this weighed with me a good deal in my decision. I remember his giving me his reason in some such words as these — ' I think you will do wisely in going to Mildmay. True, Mr. Pennefather is a very Low Churchman, and you may meet with many other men whose 1865.] RECOLLECTIONS OF REV. W. H. AITKEN. 397 f views may more fully coincide with your own; but I feel sure that Mr. Pennefather is a very holy man, and that's the great point, — and you won't get that everywhere.' " I love to reflect as I look back on those happy Mildmay days, and think how much I owe to the subject of this memoir, that my connection with him was attributable to the fact that both these honoured servants of God were true to that great principle of Christian love to which they both in different ways were witnesses. Sound or unsound in other respects, both these great-hearted men were sound in charity. My dear father's impression was fully borne out by all that I saw in Mr. Pennefather's public and private life, during the year and a half that I lived under his roof, and the five years that I was his curate. I never remember seeing him ruffled in temper, or hearing him utter a hasty or a bitter word ; and yet few men were ever so strained and driven as he by a thronging multitude of labours and cares. At the same time, with all his quiet recollectedness, he was perfectly cheerful, and free from anything like moroseness or gloom. I can see him now, as I write, sitting at the head of his table laughing heartily over some racy story or happy bit of pleasantry, with that unaffected childlike mirth which none but guileless spirits know. And then the quickness of his sympathy, — how often I have seen the tear glisten in his eye at some sorrowful story of bereavement or distress, where others would have been content with a mere conventional observation. It was, I believe, this quickness of sympathy that led him to offer me a home in his own house. He felt that one who had always been surrounded by the genial influences of home, and who had never been weaned from the full strength of home associations by the customary course of school life, would probably feel strangely desolate and friendless in a solitary lodging in London. To this same quickness of sympathy I attribute it that he was the first to detect, and, with true fatherlike delicacy, to speak to me about my affection for one to whom, since her own father's death, he had been, I may say, as a father, and in the spiri- tual sense of the word a father indeed, and who to the day of his death continued to feel towards him the full strength of a daughter's love. There hangs upon my study wall an .< li 398 VISIT TO SWITZERLAND. [chap. xvir. illumination with a miniature of our dear departed friend, followed by a sentence that fell from his lips the last time my dear wife was ever with him. They were walking down to St, Jude's together to a communion service, when she remarked how pleasant it was to be together again even for a little season. He pressed her hand, and said with great solemnity, * My dear child, these friendships are for eternity, not for time/ Little did she think how soon his own de- parture was to justify, and, as it were, fulfil his saying. The enjoyment of such friendships must indeed form part of the fulness of joy which makes heaven what it is. But the love of heaven finds its way in little streamlets to earth, and flows forth from 'men of love' to fertilise earth's barren soil. Surely it was something of the great Father's own love dwelling within His servant's heart that made him all so lovable while he was with us here. But now that he has gone before, it comforts us to think that ' these frmidships are for eternity' " During the summer of 1865 an invalid sister of Mrs. Pennefather came to reside in the house of her brother- in-law, and the urgent advice of the physician who attended her, that she should go to Switzerland, opened their way for a journey to the Continent. Mr. Pennefather s jealous watch over his own heart was never more marked than at this time, when his strongest earthly taste (though in his case it could hardly be called earthly) was about to be gratified. To one friend he says — " Pray for me ! I want' to be kept very near my Lord in travelling. I have never been in Switzeriand, and have had for many years so strong a desire to go there, that now I hardly like to think about actually seeing the Alps. Ah ! but there are brighter scenes than these ! Souls washed in the blood of the Lamb, and reflecting the light of the Sun of Righteousness." To another — 1865.] VISIT TO SWITZERLAND. 399 ** I can scarcely believe that we are going to Switzerland. How often others have wished it for me, and how I have longed from my boyhood to see the Alps ! Now the Lord is permitting it. Pray for me that every moment I may walk with Him in the midst of the glorious scenes which are shortly to surround me. We expect to leave home on the 7th of August, proceeding via Paris and Dijon to Neuchatel, thence to Aigle, and up the mountains to a pensioft called Villars." Some time before he had said to a friend, " I do not think there is any one in the world who knows the intensity of my delight in God's works," and certainly it would be impossible for any one, with even a large share of ordinary love for beautiful scenery, to con- ceive of the entrancing power it exercised over him, or the means of grace it became to his soul. '' Often," says his wife, " have I sat beside him, gazing upon some grand mountain range, with his hand laid upon mine to impose silence, the tears stealing down his cheeks, and his soul rapt in a communion with the Creator which I dared not break." At some little distance from Villars there was a knoll from which Mont Blanc might be seen, and to this spot he would go alone at four o'clock in the morning, to catch the first touch of glory from the rising sun on the monarch of the moun- tains, and then come back through the dewy meadows, often murmuring some of his favourite lines — " The dew doth every morning fall, And shall the dew outstrip Thy dove, The dew for which grass cannot call. Drop from above. Oh, come, for Thou dost know the way, Or if to me Thou dost not move, Remove me where I need not say, Drop from above." * * George Herbert's poem on " Grace." ■s«niimnHiPfsnM!>'-"!j'L!! j*" .. i^ . '^ ■«■ 40O SWISS SCENERY. [chap. XVII. He had not lost his boyish love of climbing and feats of agility, though he had made up his mind that the measure of strength given him must not be wasted in the risks of useless adventure. But in the immediate ** presence of the mountains," all such prudential re- solves were sorely put to the test, and he would press on, regardless of fatigue, as long as there was a hope of seeing one more snowy peak or discovering one more botanical specimen. The phenomena of nature had a peculiar charm for him. He had studied minutely the natural history of glaciers and the theories of the glacial period, and when actually in the midst of the "motionless torrents," ♦ his delight knew no bounds. " I could leap for joy when I find myself on a glacier," was his remark to a timid traveller, who did not at all enter into his enthusiasm. Perhaps this first visit to the Continent was the only one which really invigorated him physically. On after occasions, the long fatiguing journeys, and the very fact of his extraordinary enjoyment, drew too much on his declining strength. After a few weeks he returned to the work which had lost none of its attractive power, and his letters tell of great encouragement among his people — a Conference, which was " believed by many to be a season fraught with blessing,'* t and a ** church densely crowded." Speaking of the Training Home on November 24th, he says, " We have just sent forth two female labourers ♦ See Coleridge's "Hymn in the Valley of Charaouni." Those who heard him read that poem will not soon forget it. t It was during this year that he published a little book called "The Church of the First- Bom," setting forth the principles which had led him to convene Conferences, 1865.1 SECOND IRON ROOM. 401 to Africa ; one to Malacca ; two to home spheres ; and one is on the eve of starting for Syria." It was during this year that a second iron room was erected in the parish, at the point most distant from the church. From his first survey of that portion of the district, Mr. Pennefather was convinced that some local centre would be requisite to meet the needs of the in- firm and aged, and lead on the ignorant and careless to the services of the sanctuary, from which many of them had become utterly estranged. A small legacy, which came to him soon after the wish had assumed a definite form, enabled him to put it into execution. A house, with an unusually large garden, was secured, and a Mission-room added, to serve both for the instruction of the children and for Mission services. A curate or Scripture-reader always resided in the house; and many an earnest worshipper and com- municant was welcomed at St. Jude s Church, who had first strayed into that Mission-room *' having no hope, and without God in the world." The letters of this period are full of the details of misery, and the painful complications of sin and suffering inseparable from London work ; but a most loving people were gather- ing around their pastor, and the '' combined \2^^o^^r',' for which he always longed, was rejoicing his heart. He often said he had never realised his ideal of the mutual co-operation of all classes till he had the joy of seeing it worked out at St. Jude's. A few giving largely never satisfied him without the multitude of smaller sums, down to the farthings of the children, and he was equally anxious that the work of the district visitors should never set aside the visit of the Christian neio-h- bour, or the parochial machinery blight the outgoing 2 c 402 MUTUAL CO-OPERATION. [chap. XVII. love of the poor in their kindness to one another. He loved to encourage collections among themselves for cases of peculiar need, or little cottage prayer-meet- ings for special objects ; and, feeling that each believer had a share in the great ministry of love, he was very jealous lest individuality should be merged in large organisations. Any interesting circumstances he met with when absent, or missionary intelligence received in letters, were treasured up to enlist the sympathies of the poorest. We can only give a few sentences from letters at the close of this year. Referring to a misunderstanding which had greatly distressed him, he writes — " I am very sorry for his own sake that Mr. IS so unfor^ivino-, but we have most scrupulously held our peace, thou4 in'^the midst of false accusations ; nor would I say even'when I had the opportunity, how unjustly he had be- haved We can leave that matter as well as many others m the hands of our Heavenly Father. He will plead our cause. I have been thinking of that familiar passage, * All thmgs work together for good/ Every circumstance of life is help- in^ to make up the sum of our ultimate happiness,— all the opl)osing forces only teaching us more fully to know and trust the wisdom and skill of our unerring Guide. Thou dost conduct Thy people Through torrents of temptation ; Nor will we fear, while Thou art near, The fires of tribulation.' There may be yet a few more conflicts, but victory is sure and victory is nigh." Rejoicing in the Advent season he says— " I have been very * good for nothing/ but am reviving a Uttle, and looking forward to a happy Advent Sunday. . . . * The coming I ' How much is bound up in those two words. The coming in great humility, the coming in power and great 1866.] NEIV SCHOOLS OPENED. 403 glory ! Hts advent in days past. His advent in days near at hand. And we shall see Him and love Him and serve Him for ever ! " . Mr. Aitken took his place at St. Jude's in the be- ginning of 1866, and soon began a series of Sunday- evening services in the large iron room, now known as the Lecture Hall, King Henry Street. In making this arrangement, Mr. Pennefather desired not only to supplement the services in the overcrowded church, but to afford a field for the evangelistic zeal and talent of one who was, he felt sure, being prepared for great usefulness in the Church ; and also to make a direct inroad upon the mass of ignorance and iniquity still unreached. It was at first uphill work, and the young minister heaved many a sigh as the curtain which divided the room, in order to contract its dimensions, kept its place Sunday after Sunday. But the Spirit of God was working ; and one by one sinners were awakened from their death-like slumber, till at last the shower of blessing came, and many were added to the Church within these walls. Surely, " when the Lord writeth up the people," it will be said of that humble building, " This and that man ' was born there/ " The new schools were now completed and opened. Writing on February 6th, 1866, to a friend who greatly assisted him in collecting the needed money, Mr. Pen- nefather says, *' You will rejoice with me that we have already upwards of 300 additional scholars in our new schools. God has heard our cry." In the spring of this year a visitation of small-pox brought with it much trial. Several letters speak of the illness of his dear friend, Mr. Aitken, who now resided in his house, and of other cases in the different 404 BLACKDOWN HILLS, [chap. XVI r. institutions, as well as in the parish. To Miss Mason he writes — *' How I wish I were beside you ! I could tell you of such abounding^ mercies, of many gracious answers to prayer, and of the sweet sense of a very present God in hours of trial. Just now we are in trial. The small-pox has visited us in three different houses, and among others my curate, Mr. Aitken, has been laid down with it. But God draws 'near and says, * Fear not, for I am with thee/ "We are under the shadow of the Almighty, and nothing can harm us. Still it is always a solemn thing to have the footsteps of the pestilence among us. I know you will pray for us. Shall we ever meet again on earth, or are we to wait for our gathering together unto Him ? I have been thinking much of the words, ' Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away,* We shall soon hear them." The Lord mercifully restored all the sick ones, and the next letters are from the Blackdown Hills, where he and his wife were kindly invited, after the strain of many anxious weeks. Here we find him delighting to trace the works of God's hand both in nature and grace. His invalid sister-in-law. for whom he was con- tinually planning pleasures and kindnesses, was now staying in the neighbourhood of Reigate, which he describes as — " Truly lovely ! The day we spent there is in my remem- brance, and very bright to me. I am now quite rejoicing in the thought of dear M. being able to see it, and hear the nightin- gales * ere they are silenced till 1867. Will they sino-^'acTain m this fallen world, or will our Lord have come a|ain to restore all things ? We are very happy here, and dear C. H IS most kmd to us. We are going this evening to some hamlets where the Lord is working. It is so refreshing to imLi^id b^t'hn.l ^If ^'"'^ ^^-^^^ '°"S ""^ ^^^ nightingale can scarcely be ^y^" utus w^tin^ T' w'""'''^ \^ "^' ^^ "-^^ «^^y <^harm," he used to say, uiat is wanting m dear Westmoreland." ^« «." I 1866.] BLACKDOWN HILLS, 405 trace the footprints of the Lord's presence, and to see how the Gospel can raise the most degraded. It is always the * power of God.'" The friend who so kindly received him recalls many incidents of that happy sojourn. " It was delightful to see him among those humble country-folk. He would invite them into the larger cottages or meet them in the scattered Mission-rooms, and to the present time his felt influence lives in their hearts. He was made a great blessing to those who were still without life, and to intelligent Christians, who received fresh light and strength through him. * I would walk for hours anywhere only to see Mr. Pennefather again,' said a poor man who had been sunk in drunkenness. " * I never saw such kindness in my life ; it breaks one's heart ! ' said the coachman (quite a worldly man) who drove him to some of the cottage-meetings, as he told how Mr. Pennefather took care of him and wrapped him up in a warm rug when the evening grew cold. That young man took him to the Mission-room at Sheldon, where he spoke on the words, *They shall be Mine, saith the Lord of Hosts' (Mai. iii. 16, 17), and coming home remarked with deep feeling, *I am not one of those jewels.' The words and the kind- ness were blessed to him, and he became a decided Christian. " I well remember when driving in a pony-carriage in a Devonshire lane, we met a poor country-woman with a heavy bundle on her way to Honiton. Mr. Pennefather put her at once into the carriage, walking beside her up the long hill, and telling her the good news of salvation. It was a considerable distance, long enough for the poor woman to find out with wonder and joy how her journey was lightened. Coming to the point where her road diverged from ours, he drew the carriage into the grass, and kneeling down prayed that this poor woman, * who had not met us by accident, might receive into her heart the message she had heard." A short visit promised to his friends in West- moreland was curtailed by a sudden summons to 4o6 CHOLERA IN LONDON. [chap. xvii. what was supposed to be the death-bed of his brother- in-law, Mr. Cromie, who had arrived in London from the North of Ireland. Writing to cheer them under the disappointment, he says — " Most cordially do I unite with you in thanking God for ih^ given blessing of our late visit, full of spiritual sunshine and joy amid an outward atmosphere of cloud and rain Our going to you was * well ' and our leaving you was * well ' How precious are the leadings of our Heavenly Father! We found Mr. C. very ill,* but calm and peaceful." In another letter we read— '; Independently of Mr. C.'s illness, we are wanted at home It is too palpable that we ought not to have remained a dav longer in Westmoreland." ^ The scourge of cholera, which had been for some time threatening the metropolis, had now visited the East End with such fearful violence, that Mr. Penne- father felt it to be imperative on the ministers and friends of the poor to be as much as possible among them, checking the spread of exaggerated reports and consequent depression among the people. Until the fearful visitation had passed, and the panic was in some measure allayed, he refused all invitations to a distance, rejoicing in the many openings given for reaching hearts already softened and solemnised. - We are mercifully kept in health," he writes to a friend, '*and much encouraged in our visits among the people by their gratitude for our care of them." And (after speaking of medicines and remedies), " we have like- wise added to our 'Invalid Kitchen' a dinner-table for the needy who are not ill but requiring food." Commenting upon the various plans set on foot for * Mr. C. recovered and survived the writer of the letter. i866.1 CHOLERA IN LONDON. 407 the benefit of St. Jude's district at this and other times, an impartial observer, writing ma pubhc journal, remarked, " Every organisation of this ' friend of the poor' had some object of practica good. There was no shadowy nonsense about his plans, lor they were all soundly matured before being launched. When Mr. Pennefather first accepted the invitation to labour at Mildmay Park, and found himself in a metropolitan district, his yearnings over London be- came intense. . , -^ ^ « We are on the edge of East London with its tens of thousands," he wrote to a friend. And while jealously watching and watering the plot of ground assigned to him in the great vineyard, he longed to scatter some influences for good among the millions. One thing he set himself to do in his few leisure moments was to comfort and encourage humble labourers, who were working earnestly for the Master, but little re- cognised by the world or even the Church. Clergymen in very poor parishes, with few helpers, men or women labouring single-handed in Ragged Schools or out-of- the-way Missions, were sure to have his sympathy, until they were introduced to richer and more influential friends, when he would devote himself aaain to search out some unknown or neglected one. A few words written by George Holland, of George Yard Ra^^cred School, to a clergyman who had preached "a sermon on the character of Enoch, m which he had alluded to Mr. Pennefather, could be re-echoed by numbers. "He was indeed a true Enoch Many a time he has called, cheering and comforting me in my work, ' when days were dark and friends were few.' I shall never forget him." ».-«fa*«;RKrr5»w" 4o8 DEACONESS WORK. II [chap. XVII. But the visitation of cholera in the East End parishes opened a door for carrying out some of his far-reachino- desires more systematically. While his own district was comparatively shielded, might not some assistance be given to those more severely smitten ? Hitherto the Training Home for Female Missionaries, opened at Barnet and removed to London, had been mainly devoted to the interests oi foreign and country fields of work. Though the example of the Protestant Deaconess Houses in Germany had done much in suggesting its establishment, it had not yet assumed the namey and it was not until some such distinctive appellation became absolutely necessary, that Mr. Pennefather consented to adopt it. He loved the name, as he found it in Romans xvi. i ; and he was most anxious to prove that it was possible to develop woman s power for practical service, in a happy com- munion of love and labour, without any approach to the evils of conventual life. But he had also a strong conviction that woman's work ought to be as simple and natural and unofficial as possible, and shrunk from anything that might make it too formal or self- assertmg. It was not without much consideration that the word deaconess was accepted, as the only one which seemed to imply a life-service to Christ among His suffering and needy ones, either with or witkoui a special setting apart by those in places of authority. To make the ministry of Christian women as efficient as possible, without tempting them out of the lowly sphere assigned to them by God, was his purpose, in a work to which he devoted much time, thought, and prayer, and in the developing of which he braved, as 1866.] DEACONESS WORK. 409 has been already mentioned, a strange amount of un- friendly animadversion. It would be out of place to go further into detail. We introduce the subject here, at the risk of repetition, because it was in the season of sickness and distress, of which we are now speak- ing, that the Home added to its former characteristics the deaconess work for London, and began a distinct ministry among the ignorant and suffering beyond the boundaries of the parish to which it belonged. The first printed report of this outlying work may tell its own tale — "The summer of 1866, with its terrible visitation of the fatal disease of cholera, is still fresh in all our memories and it seems scarcely necessary even to remind our readers of the many hundreds who, day after day, were swept into eternity in the sorrowful and benighted East End of our vast metropolis. Great and dire distress was the lot of thousands, while the work that fell upon the ministers of these densely peopled districts was altogether overwhelming. In this ex- tremity the Rev. J. Trevitt, Vicar of St. Philip's, Bethnal Green, accepted the offer of the Rev. W. Pennefather to assist him by means of his trained deaconesses, and allotted to them a district for visitation containing some 5700 souls. i> Various efforts were set on foot for the temporal and spiritual benefit of the suffering people, and the Mission then inaugurated has continued to work ever since, with the addition, in later years, of a small Hospital and Medical Mission. Following upon this, various doors were opened for similar service in metropolitan and suburban parishes. The Conference days came in October, with their wonted blessing, but the closing months of 1866 brouo-ht with them much anxiety. Various letters tell of the serious illness of his wife, the sudden death 4IO RECOLLECTIONS OF REV. C WALLER, [chap. xvir. of a servant in his house, and much failure of strength and ''physical depression " -in his own case. " Pray for me," he says to one friend. '' I feel I ought to be so fruitful after all the pruning, but alas ! we are slow to learn ! " We find the year winding up with "very solemn services," and much cause for thankfulness " as regards the congregation." It may not be out of place to add to this chapter a few recollections from one whose name has been already mentioned as a fellow-worker among the busy scenes we are trying to sketch. The Rev. C. H. Waller lovingly recalls some memories of the past. " My first introduction to Mr. Pennefather was at a Bible- reading in Christ Church Parsonage, Barnet, in the winter of 1863-64. I had just taken my degree, and was lookino- forward to ordination. When I heard that Mr. Pennefathe"^ was about to remove to St. Jude's, Islington, I offered myself as a curate, and he gave me a title in May 1864 (the first title he had ever given for Holy Orders *). I remained with him SIX months, when ill-health compelled me to resi!'■« 1867.] DOCTRINE OF THE TRINITY. 415 minently before us the doctrine of the Trinity, after the work of the Lord Jesus Christ and the Personality of the Holy Ghost have been considered. Why is this ? Why are we thus called (after we have passed Easter and Whitsuntide) specially to unite our hymns of praise with the ceaseless songs of the Cherubim above, saying, * Holy, holy, holy. Lord God Almighty, which was, and is, and is to come' ? Because the work which the Saviour has accomplished, and the Comforter is carrying on, proceeds from FatheVy Son, and Holy Ghost. The doctrine that there are three Persons in the Glorious Godhead is no cold and unimportant theory, it is a living and life-giving truth. . . . My heart's desire and prayer for you is, that you may regard the God of the Scriptures as a loving Father, as a tender and compassionate Saviour, who gave Himself for your salvation, as an abiding Comforter, who enlightens and dwells in the people of God." We insert this short extract from a pastoral letter, as it touches a subject on which Mr. Pennefather de- lighted to dwell. Perhaps the doctrine of the Trinity is seldom made such a joyous and practical thing as it always was with him. A lady to whom he was the instrument of great spiritual blessing spoke of this as the leading characteristic of his ministry, the honour done to a Triune God in the several offices of Father, Son, and Holy Ghost. On this same journey he wrote to one of his people who was passing through trial — "Fontainebleau, i1/^ 26/>5. "This is the Sabbath, and one of uncommon loveliness. Our souls are reposing under the wings of the Almighty, but our earnest pleadings are ascending for you, that the Lord will sustain you and cause this trial to work for your eternal good. We cannot doubt when He has promised, and every day we live only brings out more vividly before us the truth that *He is faithful who hath promised.' " I was much struck this morning by the expression in the first Lesson, ' He suffered them to hunger and fed them,* show ■S^a^ii 'sfcl-ilCfaS," ^ Ai6 GOD'S FAITHFULNESS. [chap. XVIII. ing us that trial only brings out God's power to deliver. He caused Israel in the desert to feel the pangs of want, only that He might daily work a marvellous miracle on their behalf. They never would have tasted angels' food had they not first been suffered to hunger. And not only would they have lost a precious lesson, but God's people in all ages would have missed the instruction which our Blessed Master has given us in connection with the manna (John vi.). Thus their trials (through God's mercies in the trials) have proved an inestimable blessing to the whole Church of Christ." To the Same. " Gryon, June ^isf. " You have been constantly in our thoughts and prayers. Into the dark waters of suspense did we descend with you, and upon the mount of deliverance have we likewise stood with you, and sung afresh the hymn of praise to our God. I am sure you have felt (what the Lord designs to teach you in all His dealings), that while our circumstances alter and our feelings vary, He is * the same yesterday, to-day, and for ever.' Yes ! our God is the same Living Lord who spoke to Abraham, communed with Moses, revealed Himself to Isaiah and Ezekiel, and at last visited us in great humility as 'the man Christ Jesus' Oh ! for an increase of faith !....! wish I had you beside me, as I look out of my window, over the tops of trees into a deep gorge, through which a foam- ing torrent is winding its westward course. Above the river, on the opposite side, are rocky heights crowned with wood, while still higher, rugged granite summits, here and there covered with snow, tower aloft. The valley is just now smil- ing with gleams of sunshine, and is always pleasant and habitable." The next letter is dated Ridge, near Barnet. " July 8///. " We are rejoiced to be in England again, and you cannot imagine how quiet this village is, although so near the roar of the London Niagara. Our Heavenly Father pointed out this humble shelter, and it is to me like a grove of palm trees and as a well of water in the wilderness. We reached 1867.] RETURN TO WORK. 417 London on Tuesday night, and came on here on Thursday, as the house to which we are removing {6Z Mildmay Park) is not ready to receive us.* .... We are engaged to go on the 15th to Aldershot to Mrs. Daniell's annual gathering of soldiers, and return to London, please God, on the i6th ; on the 17th Mr. Aitken is to be married. I must then settle into work, looking tip for health and strength, for I do not feel very strong. The charge of dear M. in the last journey was a great anxiety, but it gave her so much pleasure that I cannot regret the daily strain it was upon myself. I was delighted to get your dear letter at Basle. We travelled from thence to Heidelberg, Bingen, and Cologne, then Lille and Calais, and so home. We had a sunset of intense glory at Cologne. A sky of the purest blue, retaifting its pellucid hue while clouds of the deepest rose-colour floated over it like cherubs. I have not yet thought definitely of the Con- ference, but if I am permitted to hold one, it will not be till towards the end of October." The "quiet shelter" from v^rhich this letter v^as written had been taken during the previous year, " as a little Bethesda (to use his own words) where orphans, weary workers, and sick parishioners may be sent for a little country air.'' The orphan boys from Hackney, Bible-classes and mothers' meetings from St. Jude's, were at different times taken there for a day's pleasure and happy converse with their minister; but the distance was found inconvenient, and it was given up for a cottage at Richmond. Succeeding letters speak of the *'rush of life" as almost bewildering, and the very prosperity of the work was daily adding to its pressure. He had now three curates (for a time a fourth was added), and the * This house was placed at his disposal by the great kindness of a friend, and its proximity to the Conference Hall proved in after days a special comfort to him. 2 D 4i8 PERSONAL CHARACTERISTICS, [chap, xviil. happy fellowship of spirit with which his labours were shared and his plans seconded by these and other fellow-workers cheered his heart amid much physical weariness. He had a remarkable power of adapting himself either to a community of labour or to solitary individual work. Those who knew him best would often smile at "the vein of lonely independence" which seemed to underlie the loving buoyancy of his social life. When asked whether he preferred to work in the city or in the country, his answer was, '* I like both so much, that I cannot tell." In addition to that "breathing the air of the upper sanctuary," "^^ which seemed to be the very element of his being, he possessed the natural gift of a marvellous elasticity, which rose to every occasion, conquering weaknesses and hindrances which would have been to many insuperable. Very few knew the constant "over- coming" of his life. Often when greatly exhausted and flagging for a few moments, he would spring to his work again, repeating the words he loved so well — " Oh ! that I were an orange-tree, That busy plant ; Then should I ever laden be. And never want Some fruit for Him that dresseth me." The projected Conference of 1867 appears to have been beset with some peculiar complications. It had been suggested to Mr. Pennefather that the numerous Conferences now held in various parts of the world seemed to make the continuance of the origrinal one less necessary, and he had himself a great dread of * One of his favourite expressions 1867.] CONFERENCE DIFFICULTIES. 419 any religious work becoming stereotyped. Speaking of these difficulties he says — " I had passed through great exercise of mind about this Conference. I was led to ask myself, * Is there any longer need for the Conference at Mildmay Park, when so very many have sprung up in various places ? Does my Heavenly Father intend that this service of mine should be discon- tinued.?' I was just brought to say, 'Lord, show me Thy way, and if that way be that I should never hold another Conference, Thy will be done.' Then God opened the way very distinctly, and I think very manifestly blessed it." In another letter he writes — ** With you we would unite in singing, * I love the Lord because He hath heard my voice and my supplications.' I entered upon the Conference with many anxious thoughts .and earnest cries to God for wisdom and strength. The words were constantly on my mind, * They feared as they entered into the cloud, and there came a voice out of the cloud saying, This is My beloved Son, hear Him;' and when clouds rose up before me, I too heard the voice of my Father pointing out Jesus as the One on whom all my thoughts should be centred." Often did he need to listen to that voice alone; for new difficulties arose as former ones were removed, and each year brought its own phase of trial. Any advance of extreme opinions or practices in the Church of England, any intemperate language used by leading Nonconformists, gave fresh occasion to those who had always stood aloof from " impracticable alliances," and disturbed the minds of timid friends. He never suffered himself to dwell upon any severe or unchristian language, always putting the irritating letter into the fire, or laying down the violent paper with some breathing of prayer or some expression of 420 LETTER AT CLOSE OF CONFERENCE, [chap.xvul pity for the uncharitable writer. A Christian friend who was often brought into contact with him re- marked, '' The utter absence of personal vanity which characterised him sheltered him from being materially depressed or elated by either praise or blame. Even when offence was intended, the harmful words fell upon a mind so pre-occupied in communion with God, that they were forgotten before they had time to assume a hurtful shape. He reminded me of the good man who said he always kept damp tinder in his mind, upon which to receive sparks of envy and malice, so they died out as they fell." One danger that he gready deprecated in Conferences and religi- ous meetings was the tendency to a selfish satisfaction in spiritual enjoyment without corresponding practical results. A letter which was put into the hand of each person at the close of the Conference of 1867 may be inserted as a specimen of his constant endeavour to guard against this evil. " 68 Mildmay Park, London, ''October 26///, 1867. "Beloved Friends.-^THc Conference is over. The Lord has been true to His promises. He has said, ' Where two or three are gathered together in My name, there am I m the midst of them : ' and He has been amongst us. We have seen the Lord, and with wondering minds and glowing hearts we have cast ourselves once again at His feet, saying, * My Master ! ' Shall we forget these hallowed moments ?*" Shall there be no practical results flowing from these days of holy gladness } "Many of you are about to return to your happy homes, bnght with blessings abundantly bestowed on you by your Heavenly Father. Will you remember this million-peopled city, with its sins and its sorrows .? * If we have sown unto you spiritual things, is it a great thing if we shall reap your 1867.] LETTER AT CLOSE OF CONFERENCE. 421 carnal things } * There are not only the poor, whose poverty comes quickly to the surface, to be fed and clothed, but there are widows and fatherless ones among those whose early life was, like yours, one of sunshine and prosperity, who hide their anguish from the gaze of men in the garrets and cellars of this mighty metropolis. We want your prayers ; we want your money; we want your active sympathy to aid us in drying tears that the bitterest agony of heart has forced from unwilling eyes. Perhaps the ministers of the Gospel are privileged to enter into the peculiar griefs of those who have long hid their poverty and misery from their fellow- creatures, in a way that is granted to no others. If the poor belonging to the labouring class be more effectually reached by persons of their own grade, the men and women of education who have sunk into the ranks of the distressed are more easily discovered by those whom they regard as ministers of the Gospel, and as having a rt^/tt to know the condition of their flock. God is putting His seal of blessing on various agencies and instrumentalities, and there is room enough for a/l in this wonderful city, to which more than 100,000 persons are annually added, and in which some 1400 or 1500 souls pass week by week into eternity ! " If the evangelist, the city missionary, the Bible-woman, &c., be needed, the pastor likewise must be in his place. We must ' feed the flock of God, which He has purchased with His own blood ; * and woe be to us if it be true of those who occupy the minister's place, ' The diseased have ye not strengthened, neither have ye healed that which was sick, neither have ye bound up that which was broken, neither have ye brought again that which was driven away, neither have ye sought that which was lost ! ' Oh ! that God may give us grace to tread (in some degree at least) in the steps of our Divine Redeemer, ' who went about doing good and healing all that were oppressed of the devil.' His work was ever twofold— to Uac/i the ignorant and to feed the hungry. He knew that man's body and his soul had both grievously suffered by sin, and He came to destroy the works of the devil. If His children carry in one hand the riches of the Gospel to ' the broken in heart,' they are bound to carry in the other that which relieves their temporal distress. 422 CONFERENCE HYMNS, [chap. XVIII. " The winter \s at hand, and with its cold gloomy days will inevitably come a flood of sorrow which we tremble to contemplate. There are various channels through which your bounty may now flow to different parts of this great city. It is not for me to dictate to you how to employ your talents, or in what manner to dispense your gifts, but I may affectionately remind you that God has blessed you, that you may be a blessing, and that He has said with every talent that He has put into your hand, 'Occupy till I come'.' The day of reckoning is very near. Of what value will hoarded wealth be in the presence of the throne of God and of the Lamb } May each of us then hear the blessed words, 'Well done, good and faithful servant; enter thou into the joy of thy Lord.' " Ever your affectionate friend and brother in the Gospel, " William Pennefather." A large proportion of his own special hymns for Conferences were written for this and the meetings of the preceding year. Some who were present in 1867 do not forget the first introduction of the one begin- ning, " O Saviour, we adore Thee," * or the fervent energy with which Captain Trotter (then taking part in the meetings for the last time) called -upon the assembly to repeat the singing of the last verse — " Almighty Lord, we bless Thee, Eternal Father, Son, And Holy, Holy Spirit, Mysterious Three in One ! Thou hast done mighty marvels Before our wond'ring gaze. We've learnt that Thou art faithful In all Thy words and ways." The year 1868 brought with it much of spiritual joy, as the number of true earnest worshippers in the church and mission-halls continually increased, and many who had hitherto been totally indifferent or • Hymn xxii. in " Original Hymns and Thoughts in Verse." See Appendix B. I 1868.] DEATH OF HIS SISTER-IN-LAW. 423 openly opposed were brought under the power of God's truth. But it was also a season of deep anxiety and sorrow. The suffering invalid whom he had watched with "all a brother's care " was seized with a fatal illness at the end of January. Various letters tell the sorrowful tidings. We only give extracts from two written to the dear friends in Westmoreland, who still shared his joys and sorrows. " January 31^/. ** I do indeed weep with you in your anxiety about dear Fanny C. I too have known her since her childhood, and ever regarded her as one eminently qualified for usefulness. It may be the Lord will yet spare her. But He doeth all things well, and the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory that shall be revealed. We too are passing through deep waters. Dearest M. has been seized with a kind of paralytic attack (supposed to be caused by her former malady), which has thoroughly pros- trated her, though she may yet last a little while. Thank God ! she is not in great suffering ; and come what may, she is in the arms of the Good Shepherd, and she knows it. Our poor people are also a cause of much anxiety to us just now. The poverty in London is really overwhelming. Mr. R. C. most kindly sent me twenty pounds, but the * Relief Committee ' do not help us, because we are not included in the East Postal division, though we border on the N. E. Again — '■^February \Wi. " Beloved Friends, — It was on Friday morning that the angels bore her to the Eternal Home. Hope and fear alternated for many days, but I do not think she ever really rallied from the attack on the 30th. A second seizure on Thursday last hastened her end. The mind was partially obscured, but not so as to prevent our holding at times sweet intercourse with her. 'He never leaves me for a single moment,' was her testimony to her Saviour's faith- fulness. Her patience and love never failed On Thursday I am to take the precious dust to Cranbrook, ' f1 • tl *24 DSA TH OF A FRIEND. [chap, xviii. 1868.] UNWEARIED SYMPATHY. 425 There her father and mother h'e, and there C. and I were married We are both greatly worn, but the Lord is our Refuge. Closely following upon this came another scene of sorrow, the circumstances of which were remarkable. Desirmg a i^v^ quiet days after the funeral of their sister, Mr. and Mrs. Pennefather made their plans to visit one place after another, but were singularly thwarted. At last, almost unaccountably to themselves they fixed upon Guildford. A very old and attached fnend resided in the neighbourhood, who had known and loved the dear one just gone home. Great was their surprise on calling at the house to find that friend upon her dying bed. God had graciously sent them to carry unexpected messages of comfort, and cheer His beloved servant in her passage through the dark valley. « One season of prayer together, one briaht visit ere the Lord sent for her," is Mr. Pennefather's comment in a letter which he writes declinino- an invitation to the country. ** Again — "Between dear M.'s illness, and my own since (I was not more ^han '' ""^T i?"" '"°. '""''^>'^)' ^^^ -'« *° ^^-^ ^een more than usually absent from the flock, and now I feel I cannot leave my candidates for confirmation, nor my poor SkLi"'of'!h^'""' \ "^^^ ^""'^ ""''' ^"''^^' " [Then, after speaking of the great demands made upon his strengthl- But I am very thankful for the sphere of labour opened out to me at Mildmay, and for its many interests. Oh ! that God may give me grace to occupy till the Master comes." His love for this, the last flock committed to his care, was remarkable. " It was really a pretty thing," said one now gone to her rest, " when walking with iiim ,n the poorer parts of his parish, to see the bright look of joy that spread over the faces of young and old as they caught his smile of recognition, and to hear the welcomes that greeted him as he looked in at the cottage doors." "Do you remember," says another, " his crossing the street in a very poor place to knock at a door for two tinies who could not reach the knocker, and the little hanging heads of sleeping babies which he lifted into the perambulators as he passed, making the young nurses wheel them to the shady side of the street.?" It would appear like exaggeration to tell how the most degraded yielded to the touch of a sympathy that was too real to seem condescending. " To many of the waifs of life " (we quote the words of a newspaper correspondent) " no human hand was stretched in kindness until he came to the district and taught them what Christianity was." * But no strain upon his thoughts and energies, either private or parochial, ever withdrew Mr. Pennefather's mind from that sympathy with wider interests which was one of his characteristics. On July 31st, 1868, he writes to a friend in Sheffield— "Beloved Frienc-Wc had taken about 600 of our children into the country when your letter arrived, so that I could not reply by return of post. I have found some of the little books and a packet of ' Perilous Times,' which I now send.f When I think of a mob infuriated with drink electine niembers for Parliament, my heart trembles; and when I think of superstition creeping over the Church of the land founded by our martyred reformers, ' my soul is vexed within me; and when I know that Christ's true people are spend- ing their time in 'biting and devouring one another,' instead of resisting the great enemy of soul s, ' mine eyes run down * "H^Wm^, that he did," said a poor old man when telUng, with streaming eyes, of the kindness he had received. *" streaming t Some little publications of his own. i 4.26 S/NS OF THE CHURCH, [chap. XVIII. with water.' How people can look around them and not discern that the ' times are perilous ' I know not. ;f 60,000 000 sterling spent annually in drink, and a few thousands jriven to Gods work I The Lord's children laying up money and increasing capital while His cause is needing support ' Oh ' for grace to humble ourselves under the mighty hand of C^od ! I thank you much for your prayers. Sometimes I am too much like Peter, looking off the face of Jesus and gazing at the waves. But I know that the Lord on hi-h is mightier than the noise of many waters. May I have ^l-ace to live in the power of this truth." The sins of the Church stirred his spirit to its depths, and it was matter of surprise to some who heard him speak on this subject that one so habi- tually gentle could rebuke so sharply. Anything like hypocrisy or unreality he could frown from his pre- sence, and his spiritual instincts were so true, that he seldom made a mistake in owning or disowning those who claimed to be brethren in Christ. Perhaps nothmg roused him to such real indignation as a sliaht put upon a child of God because of some infirmity^r inferiority of position. Money hoarded by Christians or spent on woHdly indulgences was another subject on which he spoke so strongly as often to give serious offence, and he would choose the sixth chapter of Amos to read in circles where some courage was needed to expound and enforce its lessons. In the summer of this year he spent a few days in the West of England, taking part in some happy meetings of the Lord's people at Clevedon, and drivino- over to Westbury. Here he recalled the days when, as a schoolboy, he used to walk alone over Clifton downs "earnestly crying to God that his life might be use- Jul Going on to his dear friend, Mr. Christopher, 1868.] CONTEMPLATED HALL 427 he had opportunities of speaking for his Master at Oxford and elsewhere. In a letter written on his way home he says — "We have been with friends near Alresford, where I preached in their iron room, and held an open-air service on the lawn. At Aldershot I had more to do than I ex- pected, as Mr. Saphir, who was announced to give the address at one of the meetings, was prevented by illness." On his return to Mildmay, the various summer excursions for school-children, mothers' meetings, &c., were arranged and carried out. Speaking of his church he says, *' We have very happy Sundays, but oh ! I long for yet greater power of the Spirit; I long to be always anointed as with * fresh oil.' " It was in the early part of this year that the thought ol a large hall, both for Mission and Conference purposes, had assumed a definite form in Mr. Pennefather's mind. The over-crowded state of the church was a constant source of discomfort, and for some time the thought was entertained of building another church in the southern part of the district, to take its place as a * Chapel of Ease' to St. Jude's. But to this plan there were many objections, not to say insuperable obstacles, and after all it would only meet one of the many needs which were felt on all sides. "The church is too small, the mission-hall is too small, the lecture-hall is too small, and is only a temporary structure, have long been the cries both of pastor and congregation." Such was the language of a local paper when the project of the Hall had taken a practical shape ; and to a great extent it was true. Classes as well as congregations had outgrown the space allotted to them, and willing listeners were 428 CONTEMPLATED HALL, [chap, xviir. repelled by closed doors. In considering and re-con- sidenng the subject, it was a question with Mr Penne- father whether the local or the more extended inter- ests should predominate ; and after much thought and prayer he determined that it should be the latter 1 hough the architect who originally built the church had pronounced it incapable of enlargement, he did not give up the hope that this might one day be effected, and in the meantime it might be God's will that other objects which lay very near his heart should be first attempted. Various plans were cast and re-cast, and the need both of wisdom and money were contmually brought before the Lord. All doubts as to the continuance of the Conferences, so long as God should be pleased to prosper them, had been set at rest, and a more permanent building for the purpose was very desirable. Other objects were clustering around this centre in his own mind, and it may be interestmg to copy a little sketch of these, as found in a pocket-book in his own handwriting. Object and Design of the Hall. 1st. For the assembling of the Annual Conferences which are des.gned to unite Christians of various denominadon and to stir them up to the work of the Lord °'"'"^"°"«' 2nd. It IS contemplated to hold free afternoon and even- ing services on Sunday for the non-church going ^otHtL around, to be conducted by ministers or laymen P°P"'^"°" 3rd. For children's services, there being at oresent no room or hall in this locality sufficiently la^e tShoTd the numbers desiring to attend. ° "^ 4th. As a centre where those engaged in God's service t^arutir/^^^t"'^ ^"^ Euro^e^may obtai'lnfrma! who are lah^ •''°'i,'^' ""^ "^"-^ ""^^t brethren and sisters Ind prayer '"^ '" ^''"■' '"^ ^°' '""'"^l consultation 1 868.] CONTEMPLATED HALL, 429 5th. It is proposed to have a large room where social meetings may be held, and those interested in Home or Foreign Missions may hear of such work from the labourers personally engaged in it.'* This rough draft of his plans and purposes, how- ever modified and improved when the cherished thought became an accomplished fact, gives a fair view'^of the leading objects with which the hall was erected. Often, when speaking of it, he would thank God for two special features of the work which re- joiced his own heart. First, the fact that one building at least would stand out as a visible witness to the invisible unity of Christ* s Church ;— a home of love, where none would be expected either to join or for- sake any existing denomination, but where each would give in his adhesion to the words, "Grace be with all them that love our Lord Jesus Christ in sincerity." Second, The kindly recognition of God's children from other lands in a place where they might be sure of a kindly welcome and the right hand of Christian fellow- ship.* The first printed paper calling attention to the subject was sent forth in July, and committed in con- tinual prayer to that God who had so signally led him hitherto. Like most of his important undertakings, it was commenced in great weakness of body. Writ- ing in July to an old friend passing through London, he says — « Alas ! it is impossible for me to go to you ; and yet how strange that we should be in this great city without meeting I I hav^ been very poorly ; the old creaking ship seemed almost ready to break up. I have suffered so much that I really ♦ h Melbourne newspaper sent to England in August 1877 contains an article so strikingly illustrating the success of his aims, though written by one who never knew Mr Pennefatlier, that we insert it in the Appendix. See Appendix E. 430 VISIT TO WESTMORELAND, [chap, xviil. 1868.] ACCIDENT AT ABERGELE, 43^ felt as if my work were coming to a close. But for the last few days I have been better, and this afternoon I am engaged to speak to the Bible-women at their annual festival. I feel as if it would have done me good to see you, but the Lord numbers the hairs of our head. I do know this ! " Another letter takes into consideration the possi- bility of " a short visit to his English home " and a journey to Arndilly, to which he had been "most kindly invited " by Mr. Grant. This, however, was not accomplished. To his dear Westmoreland friends he writes, a little later in the summer— "There are so many persons and things depending on us, that if God did not tenderly take us by the hand and Mead us forth' when the right time comes, we should never have courage to face the difficulties or power to overcome them. But He does most lovingly make ' crooked things straight.' When I tell. you that every Sunday (to say nothing of other days) I have eight services to provide for, you will understand some of my perplexities. . . . But we will try (looking up for guidance and grace) to come to you on the 12th of August for a fortnight. ... I never think of you without praising God that your love and kindness is as fresh as when we used to go together over the Fell to Brigsteer. I have been very earnestly pressed to be present at the Perth Conference. I was at the first, but have not been there since. Though I am not very strong, I should like if possible to attend some of the meetings. May the Lord Himself be with us, as we talk together of His kingdom and pray for its advent. Oh ! dear friends, what a tide of holy, happy memories wells up within my soul as I look forward to the joy of being with you I My sweet Susan, Dora, and Jane, and my mother ! all linked with you and Westmoreland in bonds that cannot be broken ! Shall we not, * beside the glassy sea,' amid trees and flowers more brilliant than ever skirted the shores of Rydal, sit together and speak of His love who sought us and kept us even to the end > Sometimes I feel the importance of the present to be so pressing, the work to be done so vast and so fraught with blessed conse- #' quences, that it seems as though I ought not to call up the past, or even dwell too much upon the future. But there are moments when the mind will act the photograpJier, and picture after picture will present itself! But now I must end. The very God of peace sanctify you wholly." The promised visit was happily accomplished, and after a few days spent with Mr. and Mrs. Battersby at Keswick, we find him going on to Scotland. " The scenery is very beautiful for some little way after leaving Keswick, the railway crossing and re-crossing one of those clear rocky rivers which are my delight,— so fresh and joyous, seeming to speak with a thousand voices the praises of the Creator." It was during Mr. Pennefather's stay at Helme Lodge that the fearful accident occurred to the Irish mail-train, on its way through North Wales, which plunged so many families into mournmg. The following letter, written to a friend who was travelling on the Continent, alludes to this startling event — " Edinburgh, September ^tK " Your two kind letters have reached us. We were very thankful to hear of you and your party, perhaps more than ever thankful because of that fearful accident near Abergele. It is twenty-nine years since dear Somerset Maxwellf married my sister, and ever since that day we have lived in the closest brotherhood, so that anything affecting him so nearly as does this solemn event must of necessity touch me. Besides, I knew Lord and Lady Farnham, and they were very kind to me when I was first ordained and lived about twelve miles from Farnham. * Lord and Lady Farnham, Sir Nicholas Chinnery, and many others, perished in the destruction of a large portion of the train, occasioned by an explosion ot petroleum. A monument in the churchyard at Abergele, North Wales, records the names of the sufferers. t Mr. Maxwell, who now became Lord Farnham, had lately married Miss M. A. Delap, and taken a small house near his brother-in-law, kindly assisting him, when in England, in his various labours. t. 432 PERTH CONFERENCE. [chap, xviir. " The awful results of that accident are surely designed to teach us many lessons. May we have ears to hear the voice of God ! Peasant and peer, servant and master, poor and rich, young and old, all hurried together into eternity ; and the very dust of all so commingled as to be undistingJishable I * Truly the worid passeth away and the lust thereof, but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever/ Our minds were painfully exercised as to our own plans ; however, God gave His guidance, and we decided to remain at Helme Lodge till the 27th. We then went to Keswick, where C. had a ladies' meeting, and on Saturday we came on to this most comfortable lodging. On Sunday the 30th I preached at the Free Assembly Hall, where there was a very large audience. On Monday we set out for Perth to attend the Conference there, which began on the ist. We remained at Perth until yesterday, when we returned here, as I am again to preach, please God, at the Hall to-morrow. . . We hope the Lord permitting, to settle down again to work at Mildmay on the 12th. We had a happy, and I trust a profit- able, time at Perth." Looking forward to this visit to Scotland, he had written — " I am very fond of Scotland. Chalmers, M'Cheyne, James Hamilton, William Burns, &c.,— these make that land verv dear to my heart ! Oh ! that their examples may stimu- late me to press forward, and, like them, to count all things but loss for Christ. I often think of dear H.'s words, * Christ and souls ! ' These alone are worth hving for ! " At Perth he greatly missed his dear friend Mr. Milne, who had been called to his rest only a few months before, after having suggested the subjects to be considered at the meetings. Mr. Pennefather took his part in the Conference, and then returned to his quiet lodging in Edinburgh. His second sermon at the Free Assembly Hall was on a subject which he often dwelt upon— the solemn 1868.] SITE FOR CONFERENCE HALL, 433 contrast between the "keeping silence" of Gods present dealing, and the "breaking silence" in the coming future as set forth in the 50th Psalm. In a letter dated ** September 9th, in the railway carriage en route from Carlisle to London," he speaks of an inter- esting visit to his old friend Mr. Head at Rickerby Hall, and *' Bible-readings " in the houses of several friends. These readings were his delight ; and he was so anxious to promote them wherever he went, that absolute rest seemed altogether unattainable, while his unfailing cheerfulness and graciousness of manner made it unlikely that strangers would discover how much demand they were making upon his strength. On September i8th he writes again from Mildmay Park— " I send you a copy of a letter I have been writing to the members of my flock. Will you pray that God may use it for His own glory. We are pretty well, and very happy in our work. The Lord is mindful of us, and strength comes day by day. Oh ! for a heart to praise Him ! " The subject of the proposed Conference Hall was now occupying many of Mr. Pennefather's thoughts, and God's providence seemed leading him on very remarkably step by step. Inquiries had been made in various directions with respect to ground, but for some time without success. The spot on which the Hall was actually to stand had not even been thought of, when a gentleman called at his house very unex- pectedly, to inform him that a plot of nursery-ground held by a neighbour on a long lease might probably be obtained for his purpose. The situation was in many respects desirable, and if God were indeed pointing out the appointed site, who could doubt that 2 E 434 SITE FOR CONFERENCE HALL. [chap, xviit. every obstacle would be removed. But as yet all was very vague. A substantial building could not be erected unless the freehold of the property could be secured, and he did not even know to whom it belonged. It was at this juncture that, as he was going down the street one morning, some large placards caught his eye announcing the freehold of several adjoining properties for sale, and among them this very plot of ground. A member of the Mildmay family (who formerly owned a considerable part of the neighbourhood) had died, and the sale had become necessary. The world would call it a strange coincidence ; the child of God can see his Father's hand and hear his Father's voice in many a so-called " chance." Mr. Pennefather imme- diately requested a man of business to look at the piece of land, and give him his opinion as to the pro- bable value of the freehold. He had at this time ;^500 in the bank, given to him by a lady who was much distressed at the crowded state of the church, and placed it in his hands as a deposit towards any building he might be led to erect. As yet it had not been added to, but when the valuer returned and estimated the freehold of the nursery-ground at ;^500, the unseen Hand seemed to point again in the same direction. *' Go to the auction, then," was Mr. Penne- father's answer, ** and bid for me /500, not a penny more." " I might have added a little," he said in speaking of it afterwards, '' but I did not choose to do it I felt if that were the spot to be obtained for the Lord's work, it would be bought for the ;^5oo. The man went to the auction-mart. The bidding went gradually up from ^100, and it was knocked down to me for the exact sum I had in the bank. I felt it 1868.] SITE FOR CONFERENCE HALL, 435 was the Lord's doing, and it was marvellous in our eyes!" Then came the transactions with the leaseholder, too long to be detailed here. Suffice it to say, that the remaining portion of the lease was valued at i'Soo, and the owner agreed to wait until March 1869, in case Mr. Pennefather should by that time have the money in hand. A few praying friends were engaged to wait upon the Lord concerning it, and he went on with his other multiplied labours in calm confidence that all would be well. The recollections of a friend who shared with deep sympathy the anxieties of his later years bring us up to this time, and may be interesting— " Those who knew Mr. Pennefather best well knew ih^ energy of will that seemed so in contrast to his frail and suffering health. In the background of his outer life, and underlying his loving gentleness, was a power of will and stead- fastness of purpose that was marvellous. It went into little things and great things. I remember in those London winters that plunged thousands of the poor into terrible distress, the vigour and spirit with which he faced it all. * No,' he would say, when we begged him to keep a part of at least one day m the week uninterrupted, * No, I cannot; I must not shut my doors.' And at any moment his own great pressure of work could be laid aside to share the pressure and trial of others. " It was in November 1868, when we were sitting over his fire, that he told me of his fixed purpose, believing it to be the will of God (of which he had had remarkable tokens) to raise £Zqo to complete the purchase of the ground for the Conference Hall. He well knew that it was but the begin- ning of great and manifold needs, but as we knelt together in prayer on that winter evening, his confidence in God, fixedness of purpose, and calmness of soul, seemed more than ever manifest. *'Once, when walking with him at the close of a long and busy day, I drew from him the admission that he was greatly spent, and begged him to go no farther; he changed the 43^ RECOLLECTIONS OF FRIENDS. [chap, xviir. subject, only saying in a tone I can never forget, ' Truly our fellowship is with the Father and with His Son Jesus Christin- as though the reality of this thought had lifted him above the whole day of weary pressure. It was this calm inner sunshine, which seemed unfailing, that carriedhim through a tide of work, which it was often painful to others to contemplate, never dismayed, but coping with all in the sense of this fellowship." It was in the year which we are now reviewing (1868) that Mr. Pennefather was brought in contact with a young man whose interesting history shall be told in his own words — "When I first saw that dear saint of God, Mr. Pennefather, I had been living in London about two years, during which time I had been leading a life of carelessness and sin. About the close of the year 1868 I was brought under deep con- viction of my guilt, and, in severe conflict of soul, I was overwhelmed with distressing doubts. By an apparently trifling circumstance I was brought under Mr. Pennefather's ministry, and was at once conscious of a power which seemed to sway my whole soul like a mighty torrent, and this in spite of my terrible doubts— doubts as to the truth of God's Word and even as to the existence of God Himself. That power was the intense reality of the man who spoke, and the intense reality of the man who lived so mightily the truth he proclaimed. Often have I gone into that church with some (as I thought) unanswerable difficulty, and as often have I come away mar- velling at the power of God's truth, set forth with extreme simplicity, but with a force and unction which carried con- viction to my heart. I felt that he was speaking that which he knew, and testifying of that which he had seen : his face beamed with the very light of heaven, and he seemed to speak to us from the presence of Jesus, and as though he himself were in the land of glory. I can never forget the radiance on his brow, or the words of ardent love which flowed forth from his very soul. I was eonviftced dind drawn to Christ— thankfully do I record it. How could I reject that truth which I saw pictured before me in a living man, a lovely example of the religion of Jesus Christ ? I felt that nothing but 1868.] RECOLLECTIONS OF FRIENDS. AZ7 truth could produce such a character, — more than this, there must be a real power, a real person, even God the Holy Ghost. " I came to be intimately acquainted with the preacher, and I met with the same testimony in his daily life. I saw him under a variety of circumstances, and without one single exception I found him always in the same spirit — there was the holy life corresponding with the holy teaching. His power of sympathy was wonderful. I well remember going to him one evening with a doubt which was causing me much anguish of soul ; it was touching the righteousness of some of God's most mysterious dealings ; he took my hand in his, and tenderly listened to all I had to say. He did not argue the point, but gently turned my distressed mind to the character and holiness of God, assuring me that in His own time all would be made perfectly clear, — then, with tears for my sorrow, he knelt and poured out his soul to God, who could calm and comfort my troubled spirit. It did more for me than any argument could have done ; and often have I looked back to that evening with thankful- ness when the same thoughts have again distressed me. " I was then in business in London, and had to witness for Christ among the companions with whom I had previously sinned. I stood alone as a Christian, and I can never express the wonderful power which the remembrance of Mr. Penne- father's holy life was to me in hours of trial ; it was such a standing witness to the truth of that religion which I was trying to live out before my companions. I had seen what it was to live Christ, and it gave me courage. I feel that I scarcely know the extent to which that life has influenced me. I believe I never shall know it in this world. "And now I have left the noisy world of business for the work of the ministry of Christ's Gospel in the Church of England which he loved so well ; and in many moments of conflict, when assailed with the fiery darts of unbelief, that life has stood out like a lighthouse in a stormy sea, and I have learned how unspeakably important it is that ministers of the Gospel should seek to preach Christ by living Christ^ It was in the summer of 1867 that Mr. E. Payson Hammond, of America, paid a visit to England, with 438 SERVICES FOR CHILDREN. [chap, xviir. 1868.] EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS. 439 the special object of conducting services for children. Mr. Pennefather took a lively interest in the move- ment, and Mr. H. spent some little time at his house in 1868, holding meetings in St. Jude's schools and elsewhere. After his return to America several earnest friends took up the work, and Mr. J. Spiers solemnly dedicated himself to a lifelong service of love among the little ones. This led to the inaugura- tion of the ** Children s Special Service Mission," which held its first meetings in the elementary schoolrooms at Mildmay Park, where the central service still con- tinues. Mr. Pennefather accepted the office of pre- sident, and took a deep interest in the rapid spread of a work which is now too well known to need further notice here. The band of labourers who devoted themselves to this object had always a special place in his prayers, and some cheering details from Mr. Spiers were among the latest subjects that claimed his attention on earth — We may close the records of 1868 with a few of his own letters. The first is to one in whose spiritual welfare he was deeply interested — "68 Mildmay Park, August sih, 1868. "My beloved Friend,— I am almost afraid we must have appeared to you unsympathising, but we do deeply feel for you, and know how earnestly you desire to glorify God, and to lead those to whom you are tenderly attached to His feet : we can likewise enter into your great anxiety not needlessly to put a stumbling-block in their way. May God ever give you * the spirit of power and of love and of a sound mind.' I think it would help you to come to a decision in minor viatiers if you could clearly see, first, that there are certain principles of action which should guide a Christian that never will be understood by the world, and, secondly, that in following out these principles our nearest and dearest relations must often be wounded, — but that this trial should be taken up as the cross which Christ has appointed for us to carry. Now we must remember that our time, our money, our influence, are not our own but His, and that if we seek to act in the full acknowledgment of this truth, the world will call us 'fools' or * Methodists,' or, what is harder to bear, * people who think no one right but themselves.' Still we must not flinch. . . . You have now come to an age when I think a few firm, loving words to your relatives would clear your way wonderfully. May you be strengthened with all might according to His glorious power, unto all patience and long-suflering with joyfulness ! " To Mrs. Crewdson, after the autumn Conference— ^^ November 2'jth^ 1868. "Beloved Friend, — Before I came down this morning and found your letter, my thoughts were travelling very warmly towards my old friends in Westmoreland. There is sometimes a peculiar knitting of spirit to spirit, and your note seemed just sent by my Heavenly Father as a response to my yearnings. ... We got through the Conference very successfully and blessedly,— b\xt it is always a very grave responsibility. I am led into deep conflict of soul respecting it before it takes place. The Holy Spirit is quickly grieved His Divine love is more easily wounded than any human love can be. A worldly element, a * hysty ' anxiety, an unguarded expression, the slightest coldness towards a * little one ' in the family of God,— -the presence of any such atmosphere dissipates the holy fragrance of the Spirit's breath. I have seen a beautiful exotic blighted by the introduction of a cooler temperature than it was accustomed to, and I have felt the refreshing sense of the Holy Spirit's presence withdrawn when an element has entered a meeting which partook of earth rather than of heaven." To a friend sojourning at Montreux — "Though I have only twice visited Switzerland, yet it seems like an old and familiar friend, and the beautiful Lake of / 440 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, [chap, xviir. iS6S.] CLOSE OF THE YEAR. Geneva comes constantly before me as a vision of cherished associations. How grandly the Savoy Alps sweep down into the lake facing Montreux, while the Swiss side, with its orchards and wooded heights, seems to smile at the proud dignity of its opposite neighbours. While looking at those glorious mountains tossing their crests into the air, I like to think what beauty and majesty have sprung out of destruction and confusion. What throes of nature must have upheaved those stupendous ranges! And when we have reached our Heavenly Home, shall we not then praise the power and love which could turn the shadow of death into the morning, and bring everlasting blessedness out of all the trials and temptations through which we have been called to pass. I wonder what our millennial earth will be, and the city of the Great King ! I like to think that all loveliness and grandeur is the product of the mind of God. It was all there before He spake the word and that mind was made apparent in creation. . . . And then to remember that this God, the maker of all these mighty works, the originator of all this beauty, is my God for ever and ever, He will be my guide even unto death I " 441 who has bid me to go and work in His vineyard (I who have no strength and no resources), just because His < strength IS made perfect m weakness r and such thoughts give me courage to go on my way. . . . Beloved frienii, I wlnt^o thank you for your love and kindness to us, ;ndTo thS precious sister who is now with Jesus. ... And now 1868 is ^w\ u i ^r ^^'""^ ^^' sustained us, and the ^race which abides in Christ Jesus for us, continues as fresh as ever f2Z\ "" 'f ^ r' '^"^^^^^ ^^°- --^ ^' His Divine Monday evening. It was really a sight which filled my heart with grateful praise I " ^ To a member of his cono^reeation — ** Christmas Eve, 1868. " I want you to have this wee note as a token of my love, for ' silver and gold have I none, but such as I have give I unto thee.* " Some happy thoughts passed through my mind this morning, while recalling the stable at Bethlehem. I thought what weakness was there, and yet what power ! A helpless Babe, of lowly parentage (whose infant cry seemed to tell of sorrow), and yet the glory beaming from that manger called forth from seraphs their loudest hymns of praise, and has lighted up unnumbered souls with holy gladness. I thought of His poverty and of His inexhaustible riches, of His unknown and unfrequented abode (unfre- quented save by the humblest sons of men), and then of a redeemed Church owing all her eternal happiness to His humiliation. . . . And then I thought, it was this same One ( 442 ) CHAPTER XIX. 1 869- 1 8 70. Extracts from public journals — Services at St. Jude*s Church — Death of the Rev. C. Hargrove — Subscriptions for Conference Hall — Cottage at Richmond — Memorial-stone of the Hall laid — Confer- ence — Recollections of one then present — Letters — Death of an aunt — Journey to the Continent — Commemoration meeting — Illness — Visit to Buxton — First Conference in the Hall — Cheering circum- stance — Accident and deliverance — Attendance on the dying bed of Rev. W. B. Mackenzie— Visitation of the sick — Recollections of the Rev. T. Phillips. nPHE crowded services and manifold activities con- ^ nected with Mildmay Park had by this time attracted considerable attention, and on-lookers gave forth their impressions in the pages of serials and reli- gious newspapers. These were sometimes so truthful and graphic that we are induced to gather out a few of the observations. The first is from a number of the ** Christian Times" in November 1867. At the close of a detailed history of the parochial machinery and institutions of St. Jude's, the writer says — " We have left ourselves but little space to describe the character of Mr. Pennefather's pulpit ministrations. Those who are accustomed to hear the Gospel from his lips will need no description of the peculiar charm which characterises his simple declaration of the truth as it is in Jesus, and those who have never heard him preach will hardly be able to realise the power he wields from any verbal description, however accurate. 1869.] EXTRACTS FROM PUBLIC JOURNALS, 443 " In listening to him the hearer feels that a man is speak- ing who lives very near to God, and who appears to be talking to God at the same time as he is speaking to man. The way of salvation is so clearly stated that a child can take in the preacher's meaning. His encouragements ad- dressed to believers are those which he has found full of sustaining power to his own soul. When he speaks of the Saviour, now with a smile and now with a tear, his heart is evidently welling up with sympathy with Him of whom he speaks." The next fragment is from another paper, and evi- dently of later date. A list of institutions, &c., is attempted, concluding with the words — " Innumerable works of usefulness, in short, to which no name can be given, because they are done in secret by those who never let their left hand know what their right hand doeth. Mr. Pennefather is essentially a worker, and go to his church when you will, his watchword is, *Work while it is called to-day.' His sermons to us have appeared at times as if specially addressed to an earnest band of co-workers, who need encouragement under their disappointments, and guid- ance in their difficulties. Such was his discourse last Sunday morning, when, from the text, * We do not well ; this is a day of good-tidings, and we hold our peace,' he applied the speech of the four lepers in the siege of Samaria to the hearts and consciences of those who had received the Gospel, but were doing nothing to make known the glad tidings to others. While this was the main point of the sermon there were many things in it which showed that Mr. Pennefather is a reader of the newspaper as well as of his Bible. By vivid illustrations and allusions he portrayed the siege of Samaria through the siege of Paris, and as we heard of spies and deserters, of fears within and triumphs without, we were made to realise that, while circumstances were different, humanity was the same. " But, as we have said, the history was only a basis on which to found a fervent appeal to Christian workers to have faith in the unlimited power of God, to beware of the sin of r I <\ 444. CHURCH SERVICES. [chap. XIX. shortening the arm of Omnipotence, and, amidst the most distressing circumstances, to do right, and leave results to Him who never leaves His servants to go a warfare at their own charges. ... Mr. Pennefather's preaching is, if we may use the expression, pastoral preaching. He knows the grief of the widow, the perplexity of the man of business, the temptations of the retired City man, the perils of youth, the tears and smiles of childhood. He has a word from God's Book for every class, and for almost every conceivable character. In addition to the Church services, he offers two • extempore prayers, one before and one after the sermon, in which the special wants of his congregation are spread before the throne of grace. Many a time during the sermon he inclines you to believe that he would be more at home if he could break off and ask his friends to join with him in prayer. His style is fervent but quiet, generally colloquial, but always good ; of what is generally deemed pulpit eloquence you have nothing; rhetoric, oratory, or action are never called into requisition." "The preacher seems always," says another, "to be feed- ing on the Bread of Life himself while he is breaking it to others." We have turned aside for a moment from the history of efforts and enterprises to give these impartial testi- monies to the Sunday ministrations at St. Jude's, be- cause it was in the services of the sanctuary that the " high level " of spiritual power was maintained. It was there that pastor and people seemed to find green pastures and still waters, and many a worker, worn and faint-hearted on Saturday night, was strong to labour when the church-doors closed on the Sabbath eveninof. " There was always a sense of deep solemnity and earnest adoration, as the roll of response and thanksgiving rose from that densely-crowded congregation," says one who often united with them, "and the pastor never seemed to forget y k 1869.] CHURCH SERVICES. 445 that the worshippers above veil their faces* while they cry, ' Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord God Almighty.* There was a remarkable blending of this realisation of God's majesty and holiness with an atmosphere of childlike confidence and access within the veil. It is long since I worshipped at St. Jude's; but I scarcely ever go into God's house even now without recurring to those days, and calling to mind the tone oihis voice and the heavenly radiance of his countenance as he said * Our Father.' No one could fail to be struck with the entire self-forgetfulness, which is the consequence of being absorbed in the glory of another." "Do any accuse Church services of lifeless formality.?" says one who had been a member of a different communion. "Would that they could have worshipped with us there, where cold hearts grew warm and long silent lips took up the notes of praise. All seemed instinct with life. The Lord was there ! We knew it, and blessed and magnified His holy name." "Never does a Good Friday come round," to quote the words of another, " but we recall our former delight in know- ing that he would surely on that day read the Gospel. The clear ring and melody of his voice was peculiar,* and my husband and I went by choice into the farthest gallery of the church, *just,' as we said, 'to hear that voice in perfection.' I shall never forget his reading, but it was not its power and pathos that was its chiefest beauty after all ; it was just that his wJiole soid\^d.s in what he read, and he seemed to compel those who heard him to stop and wonder, and adore with him a crucified Redeemer." It was early in 1869 that the Rev. Charles Har- o-rove, known and loved by many, was called to his rest. After a life of much conflict and sorrow, he died very peacefully at the house of his beloved friends Mr. ♦ How many can remember the frequent quotation, '• And veil their faces^MQ they cry, * Thrice Holy to the Lord most High, thrice Holy to our King ! ' " + His voice, both in speaking and singing, had a power of making itself heard above and apart from other voices, in the largest assemblies. 446 DEA TH OF REV. C. HARGROVE. [chap. xix. 1869.] MONEY FOR CONFERENCE HALL. 447 and Mrs. Robert Howard of Tottenham, surrounded by all that the most thoughtful affection could do to soothe and comfort his last hours. His name will recall to the memories of not a few, seasons of Scrip- ture study and wise practical teaching from house to house, which was the chosen occupation of his later years. In his younger days he had been the Rector of an Irish parish, but conscientious scruples had led to his detaching himself from the communion of the Church of England, though he continued to maintain the closest friendship \vith many of her clergy. As time went on, some of his former difficulties were removed, and it was his dying request that he micrht be buried according to the funeral rites of the Church of England, and that William Pennefather should per- form the service. Wheh this long-loved friend went to see him, he said, alluding to their many conversa- tions on ecclesiastical subjects, " All my religion now is summed up in one word, yesus ! " In a letter dated February 12th, Mr. Pennefather gives an account of the funeral, and adds — "Our beloved brother wished the hymn to be sun- which begins — '^ ' Great Captain of Salvation, We bless Thy glorious name, Of death and hell the Victor, With all their power and shame.' « He had proved the truth of the words, for even when the weakness of death was upon him, he called out, with an energy vvh.ch seemed almost too much for the feeble frame. Among other words of love and counsel to be conveyed by h^ son to his many friends were these : ' There are divers do gfnStrS' "" ''"''' ''' '""'"^ ^^°'^ 'l"^^''^"^ '"^^^ It was during this same month of February that Mr. Pennefather received the gift of ;^iooo, to start the subscription list for the building of the Hall. It came from a servant of God who had not been in the habit of helping him, but who was the one raised up by God to be the main instrument in forward- ing his present desire. Telling the tale himself, he says — " On the 5th of February (not known to be my birthday by the writer) I received a letter from a gentleman who had never been at one of our Conferences, but had been led to take a peculiar interest in the building of the Hall, enclosing a cheque for £ looo." The receipt of this money brought with it a very blessed sense of God's gracious approval. It spoke with a voice that seemed to say, " Go forward," and he heard and obeyed. That generous friend after- wards increased his gift to ;^5ooo,* and another liberal donation from one who had often cheered him on his way made it possible to take out the contract. On May 26th he writes — ** This is an important day to me, the contract for the Hall is to be signed. We cannot as yet attempt the house adjoin- ing. ... I feel (more than I can express) the solemnity of the fact that God has so inaiiifestly stretched out His arm for us in this matter. Oh ! that we may have grace to rise to the privilege of being fellow-workers with Him ! Thank you much for the help for emigrants — the books, &c." Mr. Pennefather's lifelonor habit of enlistino- his praying friends to plead with the Lord for each new ♦ The only stipulations insisted upon by the donor were— "That the building should be very plain, none of the money being expended in mere ornament ; and that while the Hall should be placed eventually in the hands of Trustees, Mr. Tennefather should retain the sole management during his life. 448 UNITED PR A YER. [chap. XIX. work which he undertook was not forgotten on this occasion. We give one specimen. To the members of the Association of Female Workers he thus writes— "68 Mildmay Park, May 26M, 1869. "My dear Friends,— I bless God for the Association of Female Workers. There is a mighty power in associated labour. When such an agency is animated and guided by God's Spirit, there is no work for the glory of the Lord that may not be accomplished. Go forward, then, in dependence upon the Mighty One, and *the worm Jacob shall thresh the mountains ! ' * Out of weakness made strong,' is the condensed history of the Church of God. •' My immediate object in writing to you now is that 1 want your prayers. Our ' Mildmay Conference Hall,' intended to be a centre of light and mission effort in the North of London, and as^ a rally ing-place for 'all who love our Lord Jesus Christ in sincerity,' is to be immediately begun. The building will contain classrooms underneath, and a large hall for addresses and for Conferences. It will hold 2500 persons. Will you ask God — "(i.) To guide and bless the builder and his men, giving them all needed skill, and His Holy Spirit to fill their hearts! " (2.) Ask God to prepare the people of this district to make use of the Hall when erected. " (3.) To fit me and my fellow-workers for the vast field of usefulness that the Hall is likely to open out before us. " (4.) Pray that the Conference which is to be held, God willing, in October, may be the means of great spiritual blessing to this neighbourhood and to the Church of Christ " Believe me to remain, your affectionate brother in Christ, " W. Pennefather." " I never shall forget,'' said a young man who was an active helper in his schools, " his joy on hearing that a few of us Sunday-school teachers had banded together to pray, in our own homes, every morning at eight o'clock, for the Conference Hall and all connected with it during the time it was building." " I have a 1869.] LAST MEETING WITH MR. DALLAS, 449 dear old woman in my flock," he says himself, **who is more than ninety-two years of age, and I enlist her prayers for all the work I have in hand. We have much happy intercourse concerning the things of the kingdom, and I shall bless God throughout eternity that I have known her." Lists of petitions were often sent to that aged saint, to be remembered day and nighjt before the Lord. A letter about the same time talks of his '' laree and happy meeting of communicants," and of a visit paid to his dear old friend Mr. Dallas. They had not met for some years, when Mr. Pennefather received a letter urgently requesting that he and Mrs. Penne- father would meet him in the Strand, to talk over fresh plans of missionary effort in Spain. " I always send for busy people when I want a thing done," was his greeting, ** and whatever amount of work you have in hand, I shall take no denial in this matter." He then told out his deep anxieties on behalf of Spain, and talked over his plans, but it was too palpable, from his evident physical weakness, that the veteran soldier would never enter on a new campaign. The scheme was not matured, and the friends never met again. A small cottage at Richmond had taken the place of the one at Ridge, and Mr. Pennefather was anxious for a little quiet time there, in order that he might invite small parties of his communicants to spend a day with him, with the view of becoming more intimately acquainted with their spiritual history. A succession of these happy gatherings greatly rejoiced his heart during the early summer, and other friends were invited from time to time to join in prayer for London and its suburbs. 2 F m^^ 450 COTTAGE AT RICHMOND. [chap. xrx. Some time after, a poor woman on her dying bed, when telHng the lady who visited her of her bright prospect of heavenly joy, added, " The very happiest earthly day I ever spent was when twelve of us com- municants of St. Jude's went down to Mr. Penne- father's house at Richmond." A little later he says — " Farm Elms, Richmond, July i ^th. ** I do not consider myself away from Mildmay, as I go up frequently, but I am trying to get a few of our workers down here for rest and conversation. Last week I had all my curates and about sixteen others, and we had much prayer for London. To-day we are to have some of our mothers in Richmond Park, and on Friday a few of the City Mission- aries who work in the North of London. Owing to recent railway arrangements this place is peculiarly accessible." In the same letter he speaks of some dear friends who were somewhat hampered by worldly possessions — " I wish they had the decision (as I believe they have the desire) to use them only for the glory of God, but it is difficult (with worldly relations thinking such and such things essential) for the child of God to plunge right through the waves of man's opinion, straight on to the promised land ! But the Lord's grace is sufficient for any circum- stances." It was a point he frequently insisted on, both in public and private, that it is our duty and privilege, as *' kings and priests to God," to rule over circum- stances. He looked upon it as one of the most marked distinctions between the Church and the world. " The world,'* he would say, " is the sport of circumstances ; the child of God has circumstances under his feet. All power in heaven and earth is given to Christ as the Head of the Church, and there- 1869.] MEMORIAL STONE. 451 fore the Church has all power at her command. Never make an excuse of your circumstances." On July 22nd he writes to Dr. Elwin— " Thankful as I am to receive money for the Hall, I can truly say your loving note was to me far more than gold. .... I do from the very depth of my soul desire to love all who love the Lord Jesus Christ. In striving to show that love I have incurred much blame from Christian relations and friends, and have had a sore cross to carry ; but if I can bear it meekly for my Master's sake, I shall rejoice by and by with exceeding joy. . . . On the 4th of August at eleven o'clock the first stone (so called) of the Hall will be laid. Can you be present 1 There is to be no great ceremonial, simply prayer, singing, and a few words from myself, then a prayer-meeting at the Missionary Training Home. You would be a great help to me." Mr. Pennefather was desirous that the little meet- ing on the 4th of August should be a representative one, and it cheered him much that a Christian bro- ther from the West Indies, a Bishop of the Moravian Church, was present on the occasion. We must pass over much that is local and parochial, but one history belonging to this years Conference may be interesting, as a sample of the many cases of conversion connected more or less directly with those seasons of spiritual blessing. It is told by a gentle- man now residing in a distant colony. *' How well I remember the first time I saw Mr. Penne- father on his entering the iron room in King Henry Street to preside at the Conference of 1869. At that time I was utterly careless about religion, and such a thing as attending meetings to hear the Gospel on a week-night I had not done for years before ; but to please a dear sister and her friend I promised to go for just one evening to the Mildmay i 452 RECOLLECTIONS OF A FRIEND. [chap. xix. 1S69.] RECOLLECTIONS OF A FRIEND, 453 Conference. What struck me first was the solemnity of the silent prayer. To witness so many hundreds bowed in solemn silence before the throne of grace, pleading specially for the unconverted then present, filled me with'' awe, and made me feel decidedly uncomfortable. I wondered whether /was to be really converted that night. To pray for such a thing was impossible. I did not wish it. I cannot say that any of the addresses in particular came home to my heart, but the whole meeting affected me much. I left the Hall anxious and miserable about my soul. Till late in the morning I wrestled in prayer to God for pardon and peace without obtaining an answer, and, quite worn out, at 4 A.M. I lay down to rest. On rising, I again sought the Lord in prayer, and read part of Mark xi. ; verses 24, 25, and 26 arrested my attention, 'Therefore I say unto you, what thmgs soever ye desire when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them. And when ye stand praying, forgive, if ye have ought against any; that your Father also which is in heaven 'may forgive you your trespasses. But if ye do not forgive, neither will your Father which is in heaven forgive your trespasses.' These verses seemed to put the whole thing plainly before me. I had simply to believe. I //^^what I was seeking for, but first there must be a heart willing to forgive others, if I expected to be for- given. " Here ensued a sharp short conflict, for I had cherished an unforgiving spirit for some years towards one who I considered had done me an injury. Thank God, He gave me the strength to say, ' I will forgive him.' Again my eye rested on verse 24. The Blessed Spirit took of the thin-s of Christ and showed them to me. Quick as the lightning flash the glorious truth came home to me, that through Jesus I had what I desired, pardon and peace ; and, blessed be His glorious Name ! that wondrous assurance has nevei left me. Joy filled our hearts that morning at breakfast, and all the day. in the midst of business and amongst worldly companions, I kept saying to myself, ' Is it reatly true > Am I saved for ever > Shall I not fall away .? ' I had unwillingly promised to attend one evening ; how gladly now I went the next two nights ! With what different feelin-s I listened to all that was said, and how precious the solemn time of prayer d^nd praise was now to my rejoicing heart ! "What blessed seasons those Conferences have been to me since, how refreshing and how strengthening, I cannot express. Their whole atmosphere seemed so heavenly, one felt in the presence of the King towards whom the beloved president so dearly loved to draw out our hearts. " Never after that did I miss attending one of the Con- ferences until prevented by serious illness. But I cannot write what I feel, in recalling Mr. Pennefather's memory, of all the blessings I received through him. It is simply im- possible. To God's grace be all the glory ! " In the same letter virhich gives this record, the writer adds — "Since our arrival in South Africa, it has been a great pleasure to meet with some who had known him or attended the Conferences. It was with the deepest interest I heard from Mr. Buchanan of Lovedale, that when travelling in the interior of the Natal Colony he had met with two young men who spoke with the warmest affection of Mr. Penne- father, and both traced their conversion to his instrumentality. How many will be found when the Lord makes up His jewels who were led by his means out of darkness, without his being in the least aware that he had any particular influ- ence over them." This unconsciousness of the power he was exercis- ing was remarkable. A clerical friend writes, ** He had a wonderful way of influencing for good all who came in contact with him. Without any apparent effort to teach others, he seemed to be always recommending the Gospel, and it was so natural for him to be at work, that he often reminded me of those words — * Who do Thy will, and know it not.' " " It was a means of grace to be for five minutes in his company," was the remark of another who only saw him occasionally. 454 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS. [chap. XIX. From a letter written by Mr. Pennefather about this time we extract a characteristic sentence. He had very strong views on the position held by believers as Christ's ** brothers and sisters," and the Lord's per- sonal recognition of any kindness or unkindness shown to them. He is speaking of the death of a Christian friend— " How happy, amidst our tears, to think of his spirit with Jesus 1 . . . The last time that I remember to have had some happy intercourse with him was at a special service at Manchester, where I spoke at the Corn Exchange. He stood by me and encouraged me with words of kindness. They were as cold water to a thirsty soul, and my Heavenly Father did not fail to mark down in His ' book of remem- brance ' this act of kindness to His unworthy servant." The following extract is evidently an answer to one of the many inquiries addressed to him on ecclesias- tical questions — "By no means urge any one to go to the Lord's Supper in a church where these practices are adopted (as you describe them); but go once yourself to see whether the report be true, and if the bread and wine be elevated for adoration, do not partake of the communion there. " Such an act I believe to be idolatrous, and it was to pro- test against this teaching that Ridley, Latimer, Cranmer, and many others laid down their lives. I very much fear we are coming to a solemn crisis in the history of the Church of England, and may be on the brink of very grave events. . . . Again, I say, on no accotmt receive the elements from one who has adored them as God." The following, written in 1869, during a few days of absence, tells his unceasing yearning over his own flock. " Though I am happy here, my heart is at Mildmay, and any tidings from thence have a peculiar interest for me. Oh ! 1870.] EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS. 455 may it yet become as the garden of the Lord, where the children of God reflect the image of their Father, zv.wislove and where men and women are daily added to the Church of Christ ' I do feel we have many and great privileges, and we ought to be shining as lights in a dark world We have just been talking of the time when the groanmg creation shall be delivered, when man's restoration shall be earths restitution. If her scenes and flowers are lovely now in these days of humiliation, what will the beauty of creation be when brought by Divine power into perfect harmony with a holy and glorified Church ! Perhaps we are nearer than we suppose to the * manifestation of the sons of God. Speakincr of a valued friend for whom (then on her dying bedf prayer had been asked at the late Confer- ence, he says— '« We are feeling much the death of dear Mrs. Bowen Thompson. It was at Barnet she made up her mind to go to Syria, and it was from thence the letter was written to the Syrian women, that was translated into Arabic, and made by God such a blessing to the stricken ones after the massacres. There are three of our young women helping in the schools there, and Mrs. Thompson and her work have always been very near our hearts. We have been mournmg another dear friend, Mr. Rew, who was linked with the Spanish work, and was a member of my congregation at Barnet. During the spring of 1870 the building of the Hall made such progress as to encourage the hope *at the next Conference might be held within its walls. Diffi- culties and complications had arisen from time to time, but they were wonderfully overruled, and many thanks- crivincrs Were mingled with the prayer which arose each morntng for that building as Mr. Pennefather looked out on Tt from his bedroom window. As soon as the rubbish could be sufficiently cleared away from one of the basement-rooms, and before the flooring was put down, a prayer-meeting was assembled there, and f 1 456 DEATH OF LADY L. DE SPAEN, [chap. xix. very earnest were the pleadings for all the various objects which connected themselves with its future. " The Holy Catholic Church " had been a word full of meaning to Mr. Pennefather from his boyhood, and now he seemed to grasp with exceeding joy the thought of divers nationalities and churches, Jew and Gentile, sending their representatives to that Hall. In the month of May, yielding to the entreaties of friends, and aware of the great difficulty of ceasino- from work anywhere in England, Mr. Pennefather agreed to spend a few weeks on the Continent ; but when just on the eve of starting, he and his wife were summoned to the dying bed of one to whom they were tenderly attached. Writing to a friend to explain the change in his plans, he says — " Our Heavenly Father has indeed led us by a way that we knew not, but it has been ' a right way/ On reaching Tunbridge Wells, we found dear Lady L well-nicrh across the river. It seemed as though the angels were there and the King was waiting for His faithful servant. We arrived about 3.30, and at 4.30 she was with Jesus. ... On Saturday, while the sun shone brightly here, and while a brighter glory surrounded her there, we laid the tent down close by dear Admiral King's grave, and there, where Mrs K. and our dear M. lie, the body waits the resurrection mornmg. * To die is gain ! ' We do not yet understand it We soon shall." In another letter, dated June 8th-^ " I think of that beloved aunt with exceeding thankful- ness. Her simple confidence in God's Word, her unworidly life, her fervent love to Christ and His saints, animates me while striving to * follow on to know the Lord.' * She bein^ dead yet speaketh.' " * ^ * Lady Louisa de Spaen, alluded to here, was sister to Admiral Kinjr. She was married when very young, and left a widow in a forei.cjn land at the age 1870.] VISIT TO THE CONTINENT. 457 The journey to the Continent did not recruit his strength as successfully as had been hoped ; and various letters tell of "times of great suffering." We must only insert one note written by himself to a friend at home. Others were sent to his congregation at large, and circulated among them. Declining strength seemed always to stimulate his desires to work while it was called to-day. The following is from Zurich — " My wife has written, but I must add a line of grateful love and thanks for your letters. They are very welcome in this distant land. Perhaps we never more fully realise the communion of saints than when we are separated from those we love, and theji call to mind the fact that o?ie Father listens to our cry, one Spirit animates us, and one Saviour is ever present in fulfilment of His promise, * Lo ! I am with you always, even to the end of the world.' We have, thank God, been preserved on our way, but I have not been well. Long journeys are not in themselves beneficial. But we are resting now amid scenes of great beauty, and both soul and body are refreshed. I wish I could share the sight of the Alps with all those I love. By and by we shall perhaps wander from world to world (in obedience to our Lord's commands), and behold wondrous exhibitions of His creative power and love. "We had four visitors at our family prayer last night, and hope to have more to-night. I am thinking often of the poor of London, and the sick ones in their hot rooms. May God sustain His own children moment by moment in their varied circumstances of trial." of nineteen. For some years she continued to live in a Continental town, sur- rounded by worldly influences ; but on her return to England was led by grace to ** receive the kingdom of God as a little child." Henceforth her course was one remarkable for its simplicity of faith and Christian consistency. Detaching herself from all the surroundings with which she had been familiar, she devoted her time to the education of her only child and to a ministry of love among the poor and ignorant, which was continued to the end of her long life. Wherever she resided she was known as the friend of young and old, superintending Sunday- schools, teaching Bible-classes, and carrying words of comfort to the sick and dying. ** Many shall rise up and call her blessed." 458 COMMEMORA TION MEETING. [chap. xix. It was during this journey that war was pro- claimed between France and Germany, and the signs of preparation on every hand pressed upon his spirit. To the same friend he says — '* May we have under- standing of the times ! I feel them to be very, very solemn." He returned in July, and finding the Hall suffi- ciently advanced, made arrangements for a commemora- tion meeting on August 4th, the anniversary of the day when the memorial stone was laid. But at this meeting he was not able to be present. The effects of a chill in crossing the Channel, and various anxieties on reaching home, took such hold upon him that he was laid down with a severe feverish attack, succeeded by gout, a few days after his return. It was a very great disappointment to him, when he was looking forward so eagerly to his ' happy Sundays ' and other meetings with his congregation ; and he was still more distressed when, after several weeks of confinement to his room, his physician ordered a further absence from home. He writes from Buxton t^ a very old and attached friend — " I cannot send you a Conference letter yet, for it is not printed, but, please God, you shall have one sooji. Mean- while I will give you a parochial report instead ! Though I know that parish matters are not much in your line,* yet I do know, too, that your faithful love flows out even to a parish minister, and never wearies in cheering him along his way. God bless you for all your kindness and affection. You don't know what a comfort it is to me in this changing world. Remember it is twenty-four years since we talked and prayed together at Schwalbach. Friday last was our wedding-day, and you don't forget ho\x you are linked in my 1S70.] CONFERENCE IN THE NEW HALL. 459 * This friend was not a member of ihc Church of Ensland. thoughts with my marriage and all its blessings. Dr. P. was most anxious that I should try the Buxton waters, so we came here last Wednesday, and shall, please God, remain till the 28th. It is very, very inconvenient to me to leave home again, but it seemed right to try what was so strongly urged upon me, and God ivill bless, even if the waters do not cure me. * His love floweth on free and full as a river, and His mercy endureth for ever and ever.' " Just before going to Buxton he had written — "The agony in my head seemed at times almost more than I could endure. But during my wakeful nights my thoughts continually travelled to those poor, wounded men on the battle-field, and I could cry to God to mitigate their sufferings. I hope to be able to preach once at St. Jude's before I leave home. It seems long since I have been in that dear place," He returned home with a measure of recruited strength, to prepare for the approaching Conference. There was still much to be done in the new Hall, but with the help of his nephews (who were now both married and settled near him), and other kind friends, the necessary preparations were completed, and those who loved the Conference met with very thankful hearts to take possession of the new building. To Mr. Penne- father it was a very chastened joy. The novelty of the circumstances involved many anxieties, and within those walls, where he had longed to welcome his dear friend Captain Trotter, that devoted servant of God was now prayed for as one fast nearing his heavenly home. Mr. Pennefather s great dread of anything like self- gratulation always made his times of most triumphant success seasons of real humiliation, and on this occa- sion, when his long-cherished hopes were realised, there was no one less elated than himself. '' Why, 1 11 460 CONFERENCE IN THE NEW HALL. [chap. xix. Pennefather," said his dear friend Mr. Marston,* as he took his place among the guests at his table, ** you ought to be the happiest man in all England." Pro- bably there was no one happier, but with the deep quiet- ness of a thankful spirit he was continually exclaiming, *' Not unto us, not unto us, O Lord, but unto Thy Name give glory." The boastfulness of the age, which seemed to creep even into the Church, was" a subject of great and continual distress to him. It was only to a few chosen listeners that he would ever speak freely of his own work ; and it was with much reluctance he had yielded to the wishes of friends, and, on the last morning of the Conference, given a sketch of the history of the building which had interested many. His habit of destroying all letters that told of his usefulness, and might possibly, as he said, - prove a snare," has deprived us of much that would have been deeply interesting, t A very cheering circumstance came to his know- ledge shortly after this Conference. The texts to be engraven on the walls had been chosen with much prayer, and often and often he had said to his Father in heaven, '' Let them speak even when human voices are silent." A young lady who had long been suffer- ing under deep spiritual depression came with a friend to attend the Conference. Like others, they stopped for a moment to look at the new Hall, and the eyes of the poor sorrowing one rested on the words over one of the windows, " When I see the blood, I will pass over you." It was the Spirit's voice to her heart * The Rev. C. D. Marston, Vicar of St. Paul's, Onslow Square, who has since been called to his rest. t It is much to be regretted that letters from missionaries, foreign pastors, and others, have all shared the same fate. 1870.] ACCIDENT AND DELIVERANCE. 461 The burden was gone, and to her happy spirit " the time of sinofinof was come." Four months after, Mr. Pennefather heard that she had *' orone in to see the King." From the joyous assemblies he was soon called to more than one house of mourning. He writes on November 7th — " You will have heard that dear Captain Trotter and Mrs H. and Miss Q. are with the Lord. They were all attached members of my flock at Barnet, and the three were taken Home in the course of a few days. . . . Our Conference was very solemn. It was a great comfort to me that S. and M. were with us. The Hall is much liked, and the mercies of the Lord encircle us." On December 28th he tells of a sudden accident and a wonderful deliverance — "On Thursday last the architect of the house which we are building adjoining the Conference Hall asked nv.e to go up a stone staircase to the first floor of the building. I ran up quickly, but just as I was nearing the top, the whole flight fell with a crash, and I found myself lying on the ground with great stone stairs across my limbs. The work- men rushed to the rescue, thinking that, if not killed, I must have my legs broken ; but, thank God, though bruised, I had no broken bones, and am not disabled or really injured. I think there must have been angelic messengers near at hand, for the crash was great, and several of the stone steps were broken. Will you help me to praise the Lord for His goodness ! .... Is it not solemn to try and look into the unopened pages of a new year, while we clasp the volume marked 1870. But whatever may happen, the Lord will prove faithful to His promises and true to His character." It was during the autumn of this year that he paid frequent visits to the dying "bed of the Rev. W. B. Mackenzie, Vicar of St. James', Holloway. It was a service of love, in which he was deeply interested, but seldom, if ever, did he return from those visits with- I M 1 m 462 J^EV, W. B. MACKENZIE. [chap. XIX. 1870.1 CHRISTMAS AT ST. JUDBS, 463 out expressing his surprise that Mr. Mackenzie should have selected him to enjoy such a privilege. They had often met on public occasions, and he greatly honoured one ** whose praise was in all the churches.'* But no intimate friendship had subsisted between them, and he scarcely expected to be admitted to the sick- room, much less to be, as the biographer of Mr. Mac- kenzie has expressed it, *' the chosen clerical companion who was to go down with him to the water-edge of the dark river, and to comfort and strengthen him as he went." His own feelings were expressed in a short address given to the bereaved congregation on the day of the funeral (November 30, 1870) — " It was not my privilege to have known your sainted minister for many years. . . . But it was my privilege, and I shall esteem it all through life, yea, I shall praise God for it when I see my Saviour face to face, to observe and 'con- sider* (Heb. xiii. 7) the latter months of his wonderful life and his going out of life into glory. I cannot tell you why (except that it was God's rich mercy to me) — I cannot tell you why your beloved minister summoned me to his dying bed. But we had some happy, holy, blessed conversations together, for we spoke of Him whom he loved. And if there was one thought in his heart more than another in con- nection with you, it was that you might be assured of Ids faith in that living, loving Saviour, who has died, but now lives to bless His people, and who will come back again in glory to gather together His children which are scattered abroad." The ministry beside sick and dying beds was one that fell largely to Mr. Pennefather's share. His peculiar tact and tenderness fitted him to deal with sufferers, while his great presence of mind helped to carry many a broken-hearted family through scenes of terrible distress. Doctors often sent for him to nervous patients where no other visitor was admitted, and his realising faith sustained the drooping spirit of doubting and fainting ones. During the last year of his life, when his medical attendant was anxious to moderate the amount of his labours, he one day remarked, "He ought not to be much in sick-rooms, but I don t know how to forbid it : it is a work for which he is so eminently calculated. He once visited me in an illness, and I shall never forget it." His own experience of suffering made him quick to per- ceive how much an invalid could bear. '' He brought the Lord Jesus into the house with him," said the first man he visited at Mildmay, ''and His presence has been with me ever since." " He knew everything without telling," said one to whom he had ministered in a season of sorrow. It was this intuitive perception and delicate appreciation of every phase of feeling that often gained him entrance when rougher dealing was utterly refused. The remembrance of a Christmas season at St. Jude's, recalled by a friend (the Rev, Thompson Phillips of Ivegill), probably belongs to this year — " I can never forget one Christmas morning when I was present at St. Jude's, Mildmay Park. The church was very full, and the service hearty and cheerful. The text of the sermon was Ps. xlv. i, and truly no one could have listened without feeling that the preacher's heart was inditing a good matter. A right royal proclamation was the whole sermon, that the Prince of the House of David was born among us, and that of His kingdom there should be no end. The words of the text seemed the very expression of the speaker's soul, and there was no doubt from the moment he began that he had not only the attention but the deep sympathy of his hearers. He preached the Incarnationy not so as to il 464 CHRISTMAS AT ST. JUDE'S. [chap. XIX. ( 465 ) flatter human pride, but to make known that Christ was born a Saviour for the lost. " I remember how forcibly I was struck by the numbers who remained for the Lord's Supper, but indeed the teaching of the sermon was so in union with the feast, that one could only expect those who had seemed so deeply interested to remain and have further fellowship in the memorials of a Saviour's dying love. I never was present at a church where so large a proportion remained at the Communion, and every worshipper at St. Jude's will remember the peculiar construction erected in the church on those sacramental days to accommodate the numbers. How can I ever forget with what peculiar care those communicants were taught ! It was at his communicants' meetings that Mr. Pennefather most especially and affectionately impressed on his people the claims of the Master on His disciples for entire devotion of life, and set forth the influence of heart upon heart among themselves. I remember on one occasion, when he was suffering from severe headache, he asked me to address a meeting of communicants. It was said there were more than 500 present on that evening.* He gave a short open- ing address himself on the subject of * purging out the old leaven,' and no one who heard his words could speak of such evangelical teaching as wanting on the subject of practical holiness. . . . For myself, I must say that I valued Mr. Pennefather's friendship as one of the greatest privileges of my life." * This was not one of the annual meetings, when the numbers were larger. CHAPTER XX. 1871-1872. Interest in Working Men — Enlargement of St. Jude's Church — Letters — Cottage at Muswell Hill — Opening of the Deaconess House — Letters to Deaconesses — Conference — Purchase of Spring-Garden — Journey to Homburg — Letters — Consecration and re-opening of the church — Prosperity of the work — Training of workers — Testimony of the Rev. Dr. Baillie — Death of a lady in the Deaconess House — Notes on praise — Death of another friend — Agreement in prayer — Conference — Mr. Moody and Major Malan — Visits to Schwalbach and Rippoldsau — Letters — Return to Mildmay — Visit to Westmoreland — Social intercourse — Letters. A MONG the variety of subjects brought before •^^- Mr. Pennefather's mind in the different periods of his ministry, there was none that interested him more deeply than the welfare of our working men. Various schemes were from time to time devised for their benefit, both temporally and spiritually, and he would embrace every opportunity of friendly inter- course with them.* At one time a plan was formed for the erection of a coffee-palace or workm^an's hall in the great thoroughfare of Kingsland. Though he did not live to see this desire accomplished, he had secured the interest of several friends on its behalf, and considerable contributions had been promised. Meanwhile he opened in his own parish a place of * It was a well-known joke with his nephews that *' work was very slowly done in the neighbourhood of Uncle's Willie's house," alluding to his custom of giving jugs of tea, often carried out by himself, to every man who might be putting down pavement or laying gas-pipes in the streets. To be detained near his house either by work or accident was a sure signal for friendly attention and kind words. 2 G II f • m •r. 466 MEETINGS OF WORKING MEN. [chap. XX. resort for those who desired to escape the temptations of the public-house, and though only intended as a temporary measure to initiate something far more effectual, it gave many opportunities of gathering in those whose interests lay so near his heart. Each winter after he came to reside in London large meet- ino-s of workincr men had been held in the iron room, sometimes in connection with the temperance cause, sometimes with a view to the better observance of the Lord's day, &c., always with more or less of success and encouracrement. Mr. Pennefather was anxious that the new Conference Hall should take its share in ministering to the good of the working classes, and the basement rooms had been planned with a view to the carrying on of night-schools and other active ao-encies for their benefit. It w^as not long after the opening of the Hall that a meeting was held in it for the Lord's Day Society, and a large number of work- ing men accepted the invitation to attend it. Some friends, who were already astonished at the crowd, became somewhat nervous when, soon after the com- mencement of the meeting, a man appeared at one of the entrance doors inquiring in a loud voice whether he might be permitted to speak to the people. *' Certainly," replied Mr. Pennefather (who was pre- siding), *' but oftly from the platform ; come up beside me." It was really a striking sight to see that stalwart man making his way up the large hall, amid the deafening cheers of his companions, to take his place as the representative of the working men. He had not gone far in the speech he was prepared to make when he suddenly broke off, and looking round the Hall with evident admiration exclaimed, *' This 1S71.] LOVE FOR WORKING MEN. 467 is a lovely place ! If they'll build such places and invite us working men, they'll find we'll come." Whatever doubtful elements might have existed in the meeting previously, from that moment all was loyal and har- monious. The next day that man and four of his companions were kneeling with Mr. Pennefather in his own house, asking God for Sabbath blessings for working men, especially in the gas-factories. The sympathy of Mr. Pennefather for the working- classes was love, not duty, and w^ho can resist the power of a self-sacrificing, disinterested love } * The cab-drivers of London had no small place in his care and consideration. Several of the Christian men belonging to their ranks spoke in his iron room and Conference Hall on the subjects of temperance and Sabbath observance ; and many a consultation he held with his dear friend Mr. T. B. Smithies on the needs and welfare of the various classes of our working population, which claimed so large a share in the interests of both. The endeavour to provide improved literature for the masses, and other efforts put forth by that earnest labourer in the field of Christian philanthropy, had his most hearty sympathy. Whatever miaht be the God-honourine service and whoever the successful agent, his language was the same, *' I therein rejoice, yea, and will rejoice." The spring of this year (18 71) brought to a practical issue the thought so long upon his heart of improving and enlarging St. Jude's Church. Often when contemplating the increase of the work in its * It has been well said that "he recognised every one with whom he came in contact either as a soul in Christ or a souly^r Christ, so that beneath all forms of religious or worldly life he was able to discern and embrace the common humanity of the common brotherhood, and this gave him that indescribable influence which he possessed over men of different classes and opinions." \ n e 468 CHURCH ENLARGEMENT. CHAP. XX. various branches, he would stand gazing at the church which oueht to be the centre of the whole, and mourn over its inadequate accommodation. Notwithstanding the impediments already alluded to, many of his congregation had begun to feel with him, and were now ready to go forward in the matter. Every contrivance had been made to allow for the ever- in creasing number of communicants, but the lengthened services were trying both to minister and people, and it became evident that nothing but a larger and more commodious chancel could meet the needs of the case. He often said of his people at St. Jude's that he " never appealed to them in vain," and so it proved on the present occasion. By the beginning of April considerable funds had been collected, and arrangements were sufficiently advanced to allow of the announcement that the church would be closed for enlargement. The completion of the Conference Hall greatly facilitated the proceedings, as the services could be conducted there during the months that must neces- sarily intervene. On the 8th of June the memorial stone of the new chancel was laid, and the same hymns sung as had been composed for the previous service at the Hall. It was a day of joy to many, and seemed to promise relief from much perplexity. A few extracts from the letters belono^ins: to this time may be interesting. The following characteristic notes are addressed to a fellow-worker laid by for a few weeks. " March i^th, 1871. "Just a line to say we had a very happy mothers' enter- tainment. There were 240 present, including the husbands who came with some of the women. Mr. P. spoke, and spoke 1871.] EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS. 469 well. I tried to get Mr. C, but failed. We are anxious about you, and yet we know ' it is well.' I feel sure that light will spring out of the darkness and praise from this season of retirement. How good it is to be 'hid away' some- times from the glare of life and the hurry of work and to be covered by the wings of the Almighty ! In that secret place there is a holy quietness that will prepare us for the eternal activities that await us when we see the King of kings." Aeain, to the same — ^^ March \^th. " We had, thank God, a delightful evening with the night- school. W. spoke strikingly and the men were delighted. We missed our dear friend much, but we knew under whose wings she was hid, and we rejoiced in her quiet communion with her Lord and Saviour. To-day D. S. has been here. I gave him a scolding, and finished it up in true Irish style with a petting ! " We had a cheery district visitors' meeting. I think the light is breaking into some dark hearts. May the Lord give you and give us all more faith, more confidence in the power of prayer ! I know it must be hard for you to be shut up, but I suppose there never was such work done by John Bunyan as when he was in prison, and Rutherford's sweetest words, still echoing through the Church of God, first sounded within the walls of his cell. Cheer up then ! and you will see a precious harvest from this quiet seed-time." To an aged friend he writes about the same time — " The bright gleams of love do not grow fainter though we are nearing the glory of the eternal day. Thank you for sending me those beautiful lines about the old woman and the golden city. As I read them I cry out, ' Lord, increase my faith ! ' It may be ' we are nearer the Home above where the many mansions be ' than we suppose ; and what a bright band will come out and welcome us, as the City bells ring out their joyous peals on our arrival ! " To another, on the death of a sister — " My dear Sir, — We are very near ' the spirits of the just made perfect ' when we are communing with Jesus, for they i! 470 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS. [chap, xx/ are ever with Him. I heard that your beloved sister had finished her course and caught her Saviour's voice sayin^ ' Come in.' We still are looking over the wall and talking with Him while the lattice is between, but she has nothin^r between her and His glorious person ! * Absent from the body, she is present with the Lord ! ' Please God, your petition for prayer shall be presented on Friday. Your parents and sister are remembered by us in their hour of sorrow — may I not add their hour of holy joy ! for when those we love go in to see the King, His royal splendour bursts on our view through the open door, and, like John Bunyan, we wish we were there ! " The little house at Richmond had been given up in the hope of finding one where the air might be more bracing ; and on May nth he writes from — " Melford Lodge, Muswell Hill. *' This little place which our Heavenly Father has given us looks bright and pleasant, but my wife is just saying, * Don't ask any one to sleep here this week, for the rooms are not ready.' * Pray that this little house may be full of light, and that God may use us and it to His glory." We add one more letter written about the same time to an invalid friend — " I feel assured that you are learning many precious lessons during this long, long illness. You will thank God for them throughout eternity. . . . ' We are the trees,' says George Herbert, * whom shaking fastens more.' . . . We have had an anxious but a very important winter's work. I think I may say we have seen manifest signs of the Holy Spirit's power — men and women leading new lives and dear children tread- ing the narrow way. Never since we have been at Mildmay have we had so much to encourage us as regards the spiritual state of the people, but there is an amount of poverty and sickness which it is difficult to grapple with." * His unwearying hospitality could ill afford to wait for furniture or carpets, and before he took possession of the house he was planning tea-parties on the lawn for his poor people. 1871.] OPENING OF DEACONESS HOUSE. 471 To the same, when his workers were about to take possession of the house adjoining the Conference Hall. '' April \th, 1 87 1. " Please God we shall be permitted to show you ere long the Mission Home and its inhabitants under their new cir- cumstances. We are settling into the house adjommg the Conference Hall.* For more than eleven years we have thou-ht over the matter of Deaconess Houses. We have prayed, and waited, and trusted, and now God has allowed us to see a house erected and set apart to be occupied by those who are ready to spend and be spent for Him. « Sometimes I can scarcely believe that it is a reality and not all a dream 1 The Conference Hall with its appendages and the Deaconess House actually in existence ! May the Holy Spirit fill the place, and may the Lord make it a centre from whence the living waters shall flow forth ! Many p*-ayers have gone up from the Conference Hall for you beloved friend, and they shall not cease to ascend. God will be glorified in you." It may not be out of place to introduce here a few sentences from letters written at different times to his deaconesses. *'The need for such an institution is great indeed. I do not suppose there ever was a time in the history of Christianity in which the openings for holy, disciplined, and intelligent women to labour in God's vineyard were so numerous as at present. Women in Mohammedan and Eastern countries are crying out for wcmen to teach them, and our Female Refuges are needing women of piety, education, and sympathy to act as mothers in such households. The population in towns and rural districts are waiting for the patient enduring love that dwells in the breast of a truly pious woman to wake them up to thought and feeling. Oh if I had the women and had the means, how gladly woula I send out hundreds, two by two, to carry the Lamp of Truth into the hamlets o f our country and the streets and lanes of Ml^ completion of this house had been accomplished through the generous gift of a friend at the previous Conference. [tl 472 IVORK OF DEACONESSES. [chap. XX. ft' our great cities ! India, China, Syria, are all looking to us to help them, while at home the openings for devoted hand- maids of the Lord are countless. " Will you pray for the Home ? Ask for women and for means. I want our Home to be such a place of holy peace- ful memories that when you leave it it may be among the brightest things that come to your mind in a distant land or in a different position ; and each inmate can help to make it what it should be." " It is always difficult to be intensely interested about any subject and yet perfectly restful, but in our Divine Master we see both the deepest feeling and the calmest exterior ; while He was never in hurried confusion, He was always about His Father's business. It is the deepest rivers that flow the most noiselessly." Again — " This you know is our watchword, * Not as though I had already attained, either were already perfect; but forget- ting those things which are behind, I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.' See then that your interest in God's work extend beyond your own immediate sphere ; cultivate fellowship with God's labourers, even when they do not exactly labour in your portion of the vineyard." It had been arranged in the previous autumn that the Conference should return to its original time of meeting, and enjoy the advantages of long summer days.* The letter of invitation is dated May 13th, and contains such a simple and characteristic summary of the important work of fifteen years, that we insert a portion of it here — " My dear Friends,— With a heart filled with gratitude to God and a deep sense of the kindness shown to me by His • The intense heat of the iron building in the close atmosphere of London had led to the change of date. 1S71.] INVITATION TO CONFERENCE, 473 servants, i invite you to be present at another Conference. It was *in weakness and in fear, and in much trembling,' that I c^athered tocrether in 1856 a little band of Christ's followers to meet for prayer, praise, and mutual edification. The light of our Heavenly Father's countenance shone brightly on us then, as we sat down under the banner of the cross with great delight, and found the fruit of a Saviour's love sweet to our taste. But we little knew whereunto that humble testimony to Christian unity would grow, " It was again ' in weakness and in fear, and in much trembling,' that, under very altered circumstances, in 1864 I invited the many Christian brethren and sisters who had learnt to love our annual Conferences, and to realise that there is a peculiarity of blessing in recognising the unity of the Spirit amid the diversities of external organisation. In that year I found myself amid the din and smoke of our million-peopled city. Tens of thousands at our very doors, calling upon the Church of God to come over and help, gave an intensity of interest to an assembly of Christian workers in their midst. **And it was yet again *in weakness and in fear, and in much trembling,' that in 1870 I summoned our greatly increased numbers to meet in a Hall specially provided for their accommodation, on the walls of which are inscribed the words ' Grace be with all them that love our Lord Jesus Christ in sincerity.' It was then felt by many that the Divine Presence consecrated the building ; and it is with deep thankfulness to Him ' from Whom are all things and by Whom are all things,' that we bear witness to the mani- fest blessing which has been stamped upon the subsequent work connected with the Conference Hall. The day alone will declare how God has owned the offerings of His willing people in the erection of that building. It is truly with the language of praise and humiliation in our hearts and on our lips that we look forward to another meeting with dear brothers and sisters still militant here on earth — a meeting in sympathy with those (oh, how many !) who, having wor- shipped with us in years past, are now ' present with the Lord.' " Dear Christian friends, let us meet as those who have I 474 DA YS OF CONFERENCE. [chap. XX. ' a heart at leisure from itself to soothe and sympathise,' and who have an ear open to hear the Master's voice saying with peculiar emphasis, * Go work to-day in My vineyard/ If the cloud of witnesses *on the shining shore ' could speak to us, they would echo that Master's words, ' Whosoever will save his life shall lose it, but whosoever shall lose his life for My sake and the Gospels, the same shall save it.' Fellow- Christians ! we bear a name that pledges us to walk in His footsteps who said, * I must work the works of Him that sent Me while it is day ; the night cometh when no man can work/ His blood has purchased us for Himself, and it is sacrilege to use the Lord's property for self, or the world, or the devil. * What ! know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own, for ye are bought with a price ? therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit which are God's/ " Believe me to remain, your affectionate brother in Christ, ** William Pennefather/' The days of meeting were June 28, 29, and 30; the subjects Prayer, Praise, and Testimony, One object of great interest which claimed his attention during the spring of this year must not be altogether omitted, though it can hardly be given in detail. Adjoining the property purchased for the Con- ference Hall stood an old-fashioned house situated in a pleasant garden, which had escaped the incursions of the ever-advancing city, and was greatly prized by its owner. Mr. Pennefather had often heard that it was not likely to be sold ; but the death of the pro- prietor, which occurred while the Hall was building, naturally turned his thoughts to the possibility of making such a valuable addition to the ground already purchased. He expected many an incredulous smile on the subject, but nevertheless a few large-hearted 1871.] PURCHASE OF SPRING-GARDEN. 475 friends were invited to pray that the garden might be obtained and used in God's service. It would take long to describe the disappointments and complications that followed his first inquiries. At the end of many months all seemed closed by the announcement that the land had been sold to a builder, and that a given number of cottages was to be erected upon it. ^ Was this to be considered final, or was prayer to continue ? From the first Mr. Pennefather had been strongly persuaded that the garden would be given, or rather, to quote words that were often on his lips, he had -great confidence in the Lord touching it," but foi the present the door was shut. Days went on until one morning, when very busy in his study, he was asked to see a stranger who had called to speak to him on business. This stranger proved to be the pur- chaser of the garden, who, knowing nothing of Mr. Pennefather s wishes, had come on an errand of his own respecting the entrance to his proposed cottages. The interview led to a series of negotiations, and the kind friend who acted as Mr. Pennefathers legal adviser informed him in due time that the property might be repurchased, provided a deposit of ^500 could be paid on a certain specified day in the following week. Mr. Pennefather had £90 in his hands, given provisionally by a kind friend in case his desire could be accomplished. It was the first money sent for this special purpose. During the few days that elapsed between the announcement of his friend and the Tuesday on which the ;^500 would be required, he received four cheques for the same object, none of the donors knowing the sum that was needed, or the time at which it must be paid. These cheques were 476 PURCHASE OF SPRING-GARDEN. [chap. XX. severally for ;^ioo, ^50, ^10, and ;^25o. (We name them in the order of their arrival, and tell the story for the encouragement of those who desire to know more of the meaning of the words, " In everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known unto God.") A short report printed at the time tells us the sequel. " The legal business was completed, and the key of the house delivered up on Monday afternoon, the 26th of June. On the 27th a portion of the wall between the two properties was pulled down, and on the 28th, when the Conference met, many were found pouring into the garden, and grouping themselves under the trees for prayer and praise." " That blessed garden ! " as it has been called by many since, has become a well-known place. It has seen tears of penitence and heard songs of new- found joy, as the Word of Life has been proclaimed to the hundreds who have gathered there ; and many very sad hearts have been comforted by a litrie quiet rest and a few kind words. The multitude of happy people to whom the free, fresh country is no tuicommoii pleasure, can scarcely realise what even that little green spot can do for the weary inhabitants of our crowded courts and alleys. '* Take me to the holy land," said one little drooping child who had once gone there with his mother. "It must be very like heaven," said another. Those who have known the history of the Hall and garden in all its details can only say, "We will abundantly utter the memory of His great goodness and sing of His righteousness." The strain of the Conference of 1871 told upon Mr. Pennefather unusually, and his letters tell of much sub- sequent suffering. Writing on July 15th, he says — ftl 1871.] VISIT TO HO M BURG. 477 "The doctor speaks very strongly about this severe pain in my head, and says something ought to be tried to check it. He mentioned Homburg, but I dread a German watering- place. May the Lord guide every step ! I can only say, 'I am oppressed, undertake for me!'" After some consultation he was persuaded to allow himself two months' absence from home, the first few weeks to be spent at Homburg in the hope that the waters might prove beneficial. We can only quote a few extracts from letters written by himself and his wife during their absence from England, but the opinion of the German doctor as to his state of health was not favourable, and the effect of the waters less satisfactory than had been anticipated. Writing on August nth, Mrs. Pennefather says — "I hardly know what to say of my husband. The pain in his head has been very severe, though to-day he is rather better. The doctor here evidently thinks his nervous system a good deal shaken. ... We have come in for a royal visit. The Emperor has been here making a great fuss in the place, but nothing can be more free from pomp or parade than he himself. The town is rather pleasant, and prettily planted with a variety of trees, but the country around is flat, making us sigh for beautiful Switzerland. But our Father knows best, and this is evidently our place at present. We find several famihes whom we know, and have had some nice Bible-readings." On Auo-ust 22nd Mr. Pennefather writes himself— *'Do let us hear more particulars from Mildmay; our tidings are but scanty, and I delight in all details. Thank God, I am better, though I had a sharp attack of sickness last week, which has thrown me back. I cannot say I am getting on very fast, but I am in His hands who delights to bless us. . . . Will you pray that God may bless the Conference and Parochial Reports, both of which are jur»t issued ? " }i 478 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, [chap. XX. And again on the 27th — "It is thought that mountain air may relieve the pain in my head ; though less severe, I have scarcely ever a day free from it. But mercies have abounded towards us. I lone to be at work again, but must try the mountains for a short time." On September 2nd, Mrs. Pennefather writes from the Rigi Scheideck — "The doctor gave us leave to quit Homburg on Monday, and very thankful we are to be gazing again on the glorious mountains. We have been graciously prospered in all our journeyings, and came up here on a morning of enchanting loveliness. We are both hungry for Mildmay news, but I am trying to persuade Mr. Pennefather to eschew letter- writing for a little while. I do trust he is improving." On September iSth he writes himself from Lau- sanne to a friend just recovering from severe illness — " We thank our Heavenly Father for the tidings received of our dear one's health. We knrcv that God would fulfil His promise, and keep you in perfect peace, stayed on Him. We knew He would be with you every moment, and guard you night and day ; but it is very blessed to hear of His faithfulness and tell of His loving-kindness. We have thought of you much on our journeyings. We spent some days on the Rigi, and visited two mountain inns above Brieg, which gave us views of Alps we had never seen before (Alps in the region of Zermatt). God has blessed the mountain air to me. I am really better, and we arc both greatly refreshed by the quiet and the wonderfully beautiful scenes through which we have passed. I am longing to be at home, and we are on our way. The enlarged church is nearly finished, and I hear looks very well. May God fill it with His own Divine power ; may the glory of the latter house be greater than that of the former ! We hope to see Kaiserswerth on our homeward journey, as we return via Cologne. We saw a very interesting Deaconess Institution at Carlsruhe on our wav from Homburix to Basle." IS7I.] EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, 479 The visit to Kaiserswerth interested him greatly, and he went minutely into all particulars of an Institu- tion, the working of which he had followed from the time when Pastor Fliedner received his first impulse (as he tells us) to a life of benevolent effort from Elizabeth Fry. On arriving at home, we find him busily occupied in raising funds for the completion of his church. He was much cheered by the success of the architect in securing a greatly improved building, with 400 additional sittings. The following letter is addressed to his beloved friends Mr. and Mrs. Crcwdson — " October 27///, 1S71. *'The return to our active happy life after nearly two months' absence involved me in so much business, &c., that I have not had time to write to many who are looking out for tidings, but my heart is ever beating in grateful love to you. . . . The work here deepens in interest. I should like you to see the large class of working men that meets on Sunday in the basement of the Hall, and the mothers flock- ing in on Monday. Our Deaconess House is working with very marked blessing from God in various mission stations in this great city. Last night we had ninety people to tea connected with a mission in Stepney. As I addressed them afterwards, it was deeply interesting to see and feel their marked attention. We are both, thank God, the better for Switzerland. A gift from dear enabled us to go there.'* To the same friends, December 14th — *'The accompanying little book * is only sent to you because I don't like you to be ignorant of what is doing here, or to hear of it except through me. It is compiled by a friend, and getierally issued by him, but you have known 01 God's goodness to me since the days of Roundstone Church, and you have seen how my Heavenly Father has, in my case, 'out of weakness made strong.' Alas! when I dwell upon Giving an account of the purchase of the garden. 48o PAROCHIAL ENCOURAGEMENTS. [chap. XX. His marvellous loving-kindness, my shortcomings and failures (known perhaps only to Him) rise up in review before me. God's grace and power, manifested to me both in my unmarried and married life, have been amazing. Would that I had walked worthy of God, who has called me to His kingdom and glory. **Our enlarged or rather rebuilt church was consecrated on Tuesday. The service was very solemn and very quiet. Perhaps the precarious state of our Prince helped to calm the people. There is much feeling on the subject, and they seemed as if come together to worship and not to gaze. We enter the church free of debt — all classes of our people have joined to aid in the work." The year 1872 opened very brightly as regarded the various branches of work that lay so near to Mr. Pennefather's heart. Signs of increasing " spiritual life" among his people (for which he longed and prayed without ceasing) cheered him from day to day. Writing to one of his people, January 8th, 1872, he says — " I deeply feel your kindness in writing to me. Add to this kindness your prayers that I may be yet more and more replenished by the Lord of all power and love. I think God is about to work amongst us. I think there is a sound of abundance of rain. May our gracious Saviour prepare us to receive the blessing which He is waiting to bestow." The efforts among the children were prospering.* The different Missions worked from the Deaconess House seemed to be getting a firmer hold upon the poor and ignorant, while working men, young women, mothers, &c., were flocking to the various classes held in the basement rooms of the Conference Hall. He had * The parochial report for 1S72 gives the following numbers. Day schools, 1392; Sunday schools, 1249, exclusive of Bible-classes. It gave him great joy to see the enlarged church crowded, wiih chairs and benches still filling up the vacant spaces. 1872.] TRAINING FELLOW-WORKERS. 481 been much tried during the two previous years, as we irather from his letters, by the removal of one and another of his fellow-labourers. But in so large a work this was, of course, inevitable. His curates obtained sole charges, and his own nephews were removed from his immediate neighbourhood, while many kind friends were unable to continue the active help they had formerly given. His large organ of " adhesiveness I' which called forth many a smile among those who knew him, made these changes peculiarly painful to him, but so fearful was he of betraying any impatience, that he would often sit for a considerable length of time in perfect silence when the news reached him of a defalcation from the ranks of his helpers. The rule he exercised over his own spirit disguised from others an intensity of feeling which they could little have imagined. Still, as he expresses it, *' the Lord had come to his help," and in spite of all difficulties, he had ao-ain a larofe and increasincr band of faithful and lovincr labourers. "^^ His facility in training workers was due in great measure to the remarkable power he possessed of '* setting every one at his ease," getting rid of all constraint and formality, and then, having found an entrance to their hearts, telling them without any reserve of their failings, and holding up the high standard which they should seek to attain. f One Christian brother, among the many whom he sought to * That he was not satisfied with numbers merely may be gathered from the words of one of his Sunday-school teachers : '* When speaking of his large body of Sunday-school teachers, he would say, * Oh II. ! if only those teachers were all filled with the Holy Ghost, what a power they would be in Mildmay ! ' That expression is written on my heart." t This plain speaking was occasionally resented. In such cases he would gene- rally say, •' I am sure I did it awkwardly. Some one else would have managed belter." 2 II it! i 483 LETTER FROM REV. DR. BAILLIE. [chap. XX. bring forward in a path of service for the Master, thus writes — *' I found combined in him, in a marked degree, qualities not often found in the same person. Tender consideration and dehberate decision. I found tlie most delicate apprecia- tion of and gentle dealing towards the shrinking of a sensitive nature, but at the same time the most determined cutting of the tie that held that nature back from usefulness." " Al- though so full of love and gentleness," says another, " there was such a wonderful dignity about him that a request from him was tantamount to a commandy A letter from his friend Dr. Baillie ^^ may be given here as touching on the same subject — • " Our dear brother possessed in a rare measure the faculty of governing and utilising men ; and this often struck me as the peculiar feature of his character. "One of the earliest occasions of its development was the undertaking (which I happened to have the opportunity of placing before him) the care of orphans maintained by the Royal Patriotic Fund. These were received by him at Barnet ; and quite wonderful was the tact of management by which he threw into shape and form a very unpromising assemblage of raw material. I had many subsequent occa- sions, during my frequent visits to his pleasant parsonage, of witnessing the eminent success of his efforts; and the numerous institutions which in later years seemed to rise almost spontaneously around him in London were only the fuller efflorescence of that same building process which I had watched with such interest in its earliest stages. "Of that * diversity of gifts,' which it has pleased the Divine Spirit to assign to the various members of Christ's mystical body, no one is more scarce in the Church than that faculty of organisation which our brother possessed in so eminent a degree. Other brethren could easily be named who were more eloquent or more profoundly learned ; but to him was given the * happy knack ' of utilising and turning * The Rev. John Baillie, D.D., Rector of Wyvenhoe. 1872.] LETTER FROM REV. DR. BAILLIE. 483 to the best account the varied gifts of other men — and, be it added emphatically, of women. It was in this way that in so remarkable a measure he was always multiplying him- self for heaven. " The ' Conferences,* first at Barnet and afterwards in London, were the more patent instance of this intensely attractive power. I personally witnessed in the quiet retreat at Barnet the gradual advance of those most pleasant gatherings. And I confess it was not without a pang of regret that I saw the Bethany-like ' odour of the ointment,' which used to * fill all the house,' transferred to the wider and more unmanageable din, and crowd, and turmoil of the great metropolis." Then, after quoting several letters of invitation from Mr. Pennefather, Dr. Baillie adds — "The Conference Hall was another triumph of that administrative faculty which so eminently distinguished him. That faculty is too often overshadowed by such an ambition to be everything and to do everything, that the soul of piety is withered, and the man is transformed into a mere leading wheel in a piece of machinery. But from this fatal failing he was preserved by that glow of sanctity and that lowly thankfulness which, ascribing all the glory to God, and desiring to be nothing before Him, would not suffer any merely personal ambition to mar the beauty of the Divine handiwork. This rare grace, coupled with a sanctified common sense, was the secret of a work which has undoubtedly left its abiding mark in the records of the Book of Life." The one cloud that overshadowed the opening of 1872 was the evident decline of his own strength. Sup- pressed gout was affecting first one organ and then another ; and more than once he spoke of resigning St. Jude's as soon as ever he should become unequal to his own estimate of its requirements. But again and again the marvellous buoyancy of his spirit rose above the lano^uor of illness, and he mi^ht be heard I >yi' 4S4 DEA TH OF A DEA CONESS, [chap. XX. continually singing in a low tone, as he went out of his room to face the day's labour — " There is rest for the weary, there is rest for you." The following letter refers to a sorrow which touched him very keenly, the first death in his Deaconess House. The young lady of whom it speaks had come in the first instance rather as a visitor than a resident, but had thrown herself very heartily into the work. Mr. Pennefather s constant visits during her illness were a great comfort both to herself and her family — *^ February 26///, 1872. " We have had very tender mercy respectinfj dear C. F.'s entrance into the presence of Jesus. The brother and sister who attended her throughout her illness were most thought- ful and kind towards us, never regretting that C. had come here ; but, on the contrary, saying, * she was so happy, they were glad her last few months had been spent among us/ All this and much more might have been otherwise, but God's tender love set a bright bow in our cloud of anxiety. " I could not help preaching yesterday on the subject of Praise, taking as my text Psalm cl. 6. The Book of Psalms unfolds a wonderful variety of experiences — conflict, suffering, contrition, &c., but it ends in unbroken praise. There is not a cloud to obscure the glory that settles down on the soul of the inspired writer as he strikes his harp and sings, 'Praise ye the Lord. Praise God in His sanctuary: praise Him in the firmament of His power. Praise Him for His mighty acts : praise Him for His excellent greatness ! * And is it not thus with the child of God .? Whatever may have been his trials and temptations, whatever his difficulties and sufferings, the end is praise without one note of discord, and holiness without one stain of sin ! This last psalm (cl.) opens with four special calls to praise : — ist. Praise God in His sanctuary ! The sanctuary (or Holy of Holies) was the place of atonement. Therein was the blood-sprinkled * mercy-seat,* and from thence on the day of atonement the high priest i\ 1872.] NOTES OF PRAISE. 485 came forth to speak of reconciliation. Praising God in the sanctuary seems to imply praising Him for redemption, and the Psalmist places the song of redemption first, because we cannot really praise God until we have learnt to thank Him for the gift of His Son Jesus Christ our Saviour. Then follows, 2ndly, ' Praise Him in the firmament of His power.' We can look at the omnipotence of God as engaged for us when we have beheld the ' Lamb of God that taketh away the sin of the world.' The firmament displays the power and majesty of the Creator. He who created its wondrous worlds of lieht is the same God who took our nature and 'bare our sins in His own body on the tree.' srdly, * Praise Him for His mighty acts.' All the deliverances He hath wrought out for you, all the mercies He hath bestowed on you, the unnumbered blessings wherewith He hath blessed you. 4thly, * Praise Him for His excellent greatness' Yes! adore Him for His own essential glory ! Praise Him not only for what He has done, but for what He is I This adora- tion is the highest form of praise. To thank the Lord of Lords, not only for His mercies to us but for His own great glory, that which He had from all eternity, before earth was created or man was formed. . . . Excuse these hurried notes.* . . . To-day London has gone wild with exuberant joy. We are very thankful for the bright sunshine which is falling on the Royal party as they are gone to give thanks to the Lord for His mercies. Our young people are all at St. Paul's, but we are at home. We have Miss B. with us, a nice, gentle girl." This letter, written to one who frequently attended his ministry, is only one expression of the spirit of praise which seemed always to be kindled afresh in any season of sorrow. A very old friend, when once speaking of the overflowing love which every one recognised in his character, remarked, *' Next to it, I should say — and I have known him for many years — comes the spirit of unceasing praise and thanksgiving. * It was his frequent custom in letters to write similar notes on passages of Scripture, but generally too long for insertion here. ^ ' l| li- . f 5 486 NOTES OF PRAISE. [chap. XX. Whenever I see him I am reminded of the words, 'Whoso offereth Me praise, he glorifieth Me.'" His praises were again called forth as he watched by the dying bed of an Irish lady, with whom he had formed a happy friendship when residing in the county of Cavan. After losing sight of one another for some years, during which time she had become a widow, they met (apparently by accident) in a railway carriage in Ireland, and finding her very lonely, he invited her at once to his house in England, where she spent many months, and continued to be a member of his congregation both at Barnet and Mildmay Park, till God took her to Himself in April 1872. Speak- ing of this friend Mr. Pennefather says — "When I think of her I can only say, ' The heavens shall praise Thy wonders, O Lord, Thy faithfulness also in the congregation of the saints,' her history was so remarkable." And in another letter — " You will have heard that our dear friend Mrs. B. is with Jesus. Yesterday, ivitho2it siiffering and in great peace and joy, she was borne by the angels into the presence of the King. Our Heavenly Father dealt bountifully with her, and her constant expression was, *I have all and abound. I have not a wish ungratified.' More than one physician thought she must go through great and protracted agony (from the nature of her disease), and yet she suffered little, and saw her friends with great pleasure till within twenty-four hours of her summons home. ... I deeply feel her removal ; I had not a more affectionate and faithful friend among my flock ; but ' He doeth all things well' " * During the months of April and May Mr. Penne- father generally slept at Muswell Hill (his house in London needed painting), coming up daily for his work, It was in this same month that one of the city missionaries who attended his church was suddenly called home. It was a solemn moment when, just before the Sunday-morning sermon, Mr. Pennefather announced to the assembled congrega- tion, that since the opening of the service one had gone from among them into the presence of the King. 1872.] EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS. %^7 and spending Sunday at the house of a kind friend to avoid hiring a carriage on that day. Whitsunday he decided to spend at the Deaconess House, and though very unwell, persisted in preaching twice in the church, which was followed by a night of great suf- fering. Writing some days after from Melford Lodge, May 27th, he says— ** I had been before Whitsunday trying to fly like a bird with a broken wing, and only trailing it on the ground, but after preaching twice on that day I became very ill. . . . The pain was so severe, and the fever ran so high for thirty- six hours, that my doctor did not know what might follow, but the Lord heard our prayer, and the change was so marvel- lous, I felt ' like unto them that dream.' ... I was at the Deaconess House, having intended to return here after the Tuesday Bible-reading. . . . Thank the Lord I am really pretty well, though weak, but C. is poorly. She got a fright about me, and is now suffering from cold. ... I should like you to see this little house, and to know the tender dealings of the Lord towards us." The letter goes on to retrace the leadings of God's hand, and the Fatherly care that had watched over him since he began his married life with what he always called ''a barrel of meal and a cruse of oil," telling a tale of the same remarkable Providence in his own private history as we have already traced in the records of his work. "Truly [we take up his own words again] our barrel of meal wastes not and otir cruse of oil fails not. God is our portion, and in Him we are satisfied. It is nearly twenty-five years since we began our married life, and day by day has kis blessing made us rich. We have ' lacked nothing.' " I don't know what to say of dearest Minnie, except, ' It is well ! ' We cannot doubt His love who spared not His own Son. ... I always think that trial brings out the tenderness of God and the resources of God as nothing else can do. I J II |S8 UNION IN PR A YER. [chap. XX. His tried ones could not have learnt all they know of Him without the discipline. Is not a mother's love peculiarly manifested to her crippled or suffering child } Her other chil- dren don't half know what the little afflicted one has found out of her heart and her skill. But I must end. Pray for us ! " It would be almost impossible to convey to those who did not personally know Mr. Pennefather any adequate conception of the value he attached to agree- ment in prayer. It was his constant habit (as has been already discovered in his letters) to select a certain number of praying friends with whom he kept up frequent correspondence, who were engaged to present to God in earnest supplication each of his plans and undertakings, specially asking that he might be guided in every word and in every step by wisdom from above. One of these was a lady in Dublin,*" generally confined to a sick-room, whose spiritual mind and deep sympathy gave her a peculiar aptitude for entering into his views and feelings. Many others, who never mingled with the activities of the work followed it from day to day in the solitude of their own chambers. It is probably not too much to say that the following letter is one of many hundreds of a similar character. It is addressed to the inmates of the Invalid Home, one of the institutions which sprang up in connection with the " Nursing Branch " of the Deaconess House. ''June \t}i, 1872. " My very dear Friends,— You remember it was a law in Israel that 'they who tarried at home divided the spoil * with those who went up to battle. I always feel that God's dear saints, who are laid aside from active work and from out- ward privileges, share by their prayers and their sympathy Miss Henrietta Warren, known to many of the Lord's people who needed sympathy and counsel. 1872.] CONFERENCE MEETINGS. 489 with the labourers in the field the blessings which are the lot of those soldiers of the cross who are called into the thickest of the fight. Just now you know that my dear wife and I, with other helpers, are called upon to plan and arrano-e many matters connected with the approaching Conference ; we need much wisdom, strength, and grace. " Will you pray for us } We shall, with God's help, plead for you all, that you may richly share in the blessings of the Conference; that the Holy Spirit may fill j^our soul with exceeding joy, and reveal Christ Jesus to you all with a dis- tinctness and a glory such as you have never before experi- enced. And we shall look to you to help us much by your sympathy and your intercessions. Two very dear friends of mine, who were in the habit of pleading very earnestly for me at Conference times, are now with Jesus, and I turn to my own dear 'Invalids' to take their places, and to be for me ' the Lord's remembrancers.' ** Ever your affectionate pastor." He needed much upholding power for that Confer- ence. A severe cold followed by a sharp attack of sciatica had prostrated his strength, and though, as he told a friend, he " was brought through it comfort- ably," and took his place at every meeting, his altered appearance led many to prognosticate, only too truly, that he stood there for the last time. Two of those who addressed the assembly on that occasion entered the Hall as strangers, and we may be permitted to quote their impressions as afterwards recorded. Mr. Moody of Chicago, speaking in the Conference Hall nearly three years after, thus referred to his previous visit in 1872 — ** I well remember, as I sat in yonder seat, looking up at this platform, and seeing the beloved Mr. Pennefather's face illuminated as it were with Heaven's light. I don't think I can recall a word of what he said, but the whole atmosphere of the man breathed holiness, and I then got such a lift and 490 MR. MOODY AND MAJOR MA LAN. [chap. xx. impetus in the Christian life as I have never lost the sense of, and I believe the feeling will remain with me to my dying day. I thank God that I ever saw and spoke with that holy man ; no one could see him without the consciousness that he lived in the presence of God." It was the first and last time they ever met ; but Mr. Pennefather was strongly impressed with the conviction that Mr. Moody was one for whom God had prepared a great work, and some weeks later sent him a letter expressing his desire and hope that he would again visit England. Major Malan, who had just returned from South Africa, records his visit to Mildmay in the interesting story of his own exj eri- ences : * — "The annual Conference of Christians at Mildmay Park took place a few days after my arrival. Thither I went, and I thank God I did so. It was well worth all I had gone through, and the loss of my commission, to meet such a blessed servant of God as William Pennefather. He is with his Lord now, so I may praise the grace that was in him without fear. Love — heavenly love — love which bursts the bands of sectarianism, — love which knows no tie, no bond but Christ, this was the power of his life. This is the mightiest power for good that man can possess. How he welcomed me, an unknown stranger, for his Master's sake ! " Writing to a friend immediately after the Confer- ence, and speaking of his physical inability, Mr. Pennefather says — " The Lord kept me very peacefully resting upon Him- self." [And in a note to the Rev. G. Savage (a former fellow- worker), who had called upon him just before the meetings] — " I must tell you that God's words falling from your lips were a very great strength and blessing to me last week: 'Fear not, thou worm Jacob!' They were just ! \ • (< A Soldier's Experiences," p. 213. Nisbct, 1874. 1872.] JOURNEY TO SCHWALBACH. 491 what I needed, and I went in the strength of them from day to day. I hope you reached home comfortably and have had a happy Sabbath. The Lord revealed Himself to us. W. preached in the evening to a very full church on ' I in them and Thou in Me.' It was a very interesting and powerful sermon. He and dear M. are our guests, but alas ! only until Wednesday evening, when they go to Pendeen." We read of the usual excursions and parochial festivals during the month of July, and several letters tell of his great desire to fix a time for visiting his *' English home," as he still called the house of his friends in Westmoreland. But in the meantime his dear cousin, Lady Farnham, had arrived in London on her way to Schv^albach, and his conviction, after consulting her physician, that her days were numbered, determined him to follow her thither as soon as the way should be made plain. A letter to Mrs. Crewd- son, dated August ist, tells of his arrival at Schwal- bach, and the intensity of feeling with which he entered into the trials of Lord and Lady Farnham, as he speaks again and again of her near approach to her Eternal Home. It seems hard to realise that he him- self was to be there before her. " It is very sad and very solemn to me to sit beside her and observe that, as regards 'Ccixs present life, her course is fast running out ! . . . She is the last of our special band, and I am carried back to the days of my childhood, when she and J. (as beloved sisters) played with me and cherished me. . . . But I know ' He doeth all things well ! ' Oh ! His tender mercies to me have been more in number than the sands upon the seashore ! " In a later letter we read of ** interesting Bible-read- ines with some of the Enorlish visitors and a few foreigners, who seemed delighted to join us." After F r » t. w\ 492 VISIT TO RIPPOLDSA U. [chap. XX. a time it became evident that the air of Schwalbach was unsuited to Mr. Pennefather, increasincr the vio- lent neuralgia from which he suffered. And yieldina to the advice of others, he travelled on to a pleasant resting-place in the Black Forest. But whatever might be his surroundings, his yearnings over London and the little flock God had given him there seemed ever to deepen and increase. In the end of his parochial report, which was written from Schwalbach, we find these words — " I can truly say that * to spend and be spent * for you is the great joy of my ministry, while I pray that God may at all times and in all things be glorified in me and by me. May I commend myself as well as the blessed work in which I am engaged to your prayers and sympathy. If the minister of Christ has 'meat to eat of which the world knows not,' he has conflicts and sorrows of which God alone is cog- nisant, and he needs all the help that the intercessions of'^a loving people may draw down upon him from the ' Father of lights.' Pastor and people alike require guidance and strength in the * perilous times ' through which the Church of Christ is passing, and prayer and action need to be co^n- bitted m the lives of all the followers of the Lamb. The great city in which our lot is cast demands all our energies to cope with its sins and sorrows. But the Lord has^much people in London, and those who seek for His jewels, even amidst its mire and defilement, will find many precious stones for the temple of the living God." It was when at Rippoldsau, the place to which he went on leaving Schwalbach, that he received the offer of a living of considerable value in the West of England. In many respects it was attractive and advantageous, and the kind and generous way in which it was twice pressed upon him was very grati- fying. For a moment the thought of country quiet 1872.1 LETTER TO MR, MOODY. 493 seemed tempting. It was only a moment, and then the remembrance of his people and of all that God had committed to his hand decided the question. From the same place he wrote a letter of invitation to Mr. Moody, telling him of the wide door open for evan- gelistic effort in London and elsewhere, promising him a warm welcome if he would come over and help. Mr. Moody did not send any written reply, but his visit to England was the response. As regarded the writer of the letter, the answer came too late. His warfare was accomplished and his work was finished before Mr. Moody entered on his great mission to the British Isles. We gather a few gleanings from the letters that tell of his journeyings before returning to Mildmay. The Duchy of Baden was a part of the country he had wished to explore, and the Black (or, as he preferred calling it, the Bright) Forest was altocrether new to him. The distinctive features of the country, the characteristic wild flowers, the customs of the people, all had their interest, and he entered into all with his own peculiar vivacity and keen enjoyment. On Aueust 28th he writes from Schaffhausen to Mr. and Mrs. Crewdson — " My beloved Friends, — You have been constantly in our thoughts, and your dear names have been on our lips though you have not lately heard from us. I do not know why it was so, but I was very poorly all the time we were at Schwalbach. However, I do not regret having gone there, for our intercourse with the dear Farnhams and other Chris- tians was very refreshing. On the 12th we left it via Wiesbaden and Frankfort for Heidelburg. We remained there one whole day, and reached ^.ippoldsau in the Black Forest on the 14th. We remained there until the 23rd, and 11 494 BLACK FOREST AND SCHAFFHAUSEN, [chap. XX. were brought here in safety by the good hand of the Lord upon us on the 25th. We greatly enjoyed the Black Forest. The part we saw was particularly riajit, consisting of valleys bounded by mountains of considerable altitude, but wooded to their summits, bright rivers gurgling over stony beds ran through all the valleys like Welsh streams ; on the imme- diate banks there are pastures, small cornfields, and fruit trees, while on the rising ground are comfortable farmhouses here and there, built like Swiss cottages, only much more cleanly than those in this beautiful land. The hills are clothed at first with trees of every variety of foliage, beech, birch, ash, hazel, oak, &c. ; and as the mountain ascends, it is at length covered with noble pines, such as you see upon the shoulders of the great Alps. The peasantry look hardy, active, and very industrious. Though these mountains attain an elevation of between 3000 and 4000 feet (higher than our Snowdon), they have the appearance not of mountains but of forests I " I gained strength, thank God, at Rippoldsau, but I had a very bad attack of pain the day we arrived here. However, I trust and believe that, through the tender mercy of the Lord, I shall be permitted to return to Mildmay better fitted for my work than when I left it. . . . We have enjoyed this place ; we had never before seen the Falls of the Rhine: they are glorious, and the whole entourage of SchafThausen is bright and very pleasant. We have not travelled to many places, considering the time we have been absent from home, but our days of halting have suited us better than moving rapidly from place to place. We have had quiet leisure to talk of Him whom our souls love, and the hush of freedom from unnumbered claims on our time and thoughts has given us many opportunities of listening to His voice. One of the great enjoyments to me in Conti- nental travelling is that, owing to my shameful ignorance of the language, I seem shut up to commune with God in His works and Word." To another friend who was then travelling in Switzerland — **I am delighted you have seen the Alps! How silently 1872.] RETURN TO MILDMAY. 495 they commune with the upper world ! How little they seem to belong to earth, how much to heaven ! And it was our Redeemer who spake and they stood forth. He girded their rocky heights with pines and clothed their summits with perpetual snows. He covered their sloping bases with verdant meadows, where ten thousand flowers bloom and the herds lie down at noon. Oh ! how the mountains tell us of His might and of His love ! " Again, to another — *' Miirren, Pr^s d'Interlaken, Sept. 6th. ** How often have we thought of you and spoken of you, though our pens have not told you so ! Switzerland is spe- cially associated with you and our dearest M. Well, here we are, close to the great buttresses of the Bernese Alps, with their snowy peaks above us ! This place is perhaps more wonderful than beautiful. Some day, please God, I will tell you more about it. Now I know you will like to hear about ourselves. . . . Very tenderly and graciously has our blessed Father in heaven dealt with us ! We have seen ' His goings in the sanctuary,' and heard our Shepherd's voice. ... Oh ! that all our strength and every talent lent to us by the Lord may be traded with for eternity ! " Very joyfully and hopefully Mr. Pennefather re- turned to his w^ork, though to others it was apparent that the strength gained was by no means adequate to the tax he was prepared to put upon it. The warm welcome of his people, and the hearty services in the crowded church on the first bright Sunday after his return, seemed greatly to interest an aged American pastor who was spending the day with him, and he said more than once, *' I have seen nothing like this in Encrland." — ** I am better, thank the Lord," he writes to an old friend, "though I cannot say I am very well. * Faint yet pursuing,' * cast down but not destroyed, having nothing, but yet possessing all thino-s.' " And to another, ** Here we are, thank God, at home and in the midst of our happy work. May our frr i' ., 1 496 VISIT TO WESTMORELAND. [chap. XX. path be bnVhter, and eternal things more real to us all ! " Again, ** I think many must have been praying for me, for I fiever felt more happy in the thought of a winters toil than I do now. And yet the poverty threatens to be great, and the sin abounds. But I have been feasting on the words, ' My grace is sufficient for. thee.'" All the letters written during this autumn, even those on matters of business, seem full of joy and thanksgiving. At the end of one note, '' Don't let us forget to show forth His salvation from day to day." In another, mainly occupied with directions about district visitors, soup-tickets, &c., '' Let me give you one of my favourite texts, * The Lord of Peace Himself give you peace always by all means.' " Before going abroad he had promised his friends in Westmoreland to see them, if possible, before the year closed, and this promise was kept, though the visit was of necessity a short one. We quote once more the little record from Mrs. Crewdson's pen to which we have often referred — " Our last week spent with him on earth was when he and his wife came to us in the autumn of 1872. A week truly pre- cious at the time, marked by prayer and praise and thanks- givin^r, doubly precious now that we are no more to see his face * until the Lord come.' It is pleasant to feel that the last time we heard his voice from the pulpit was in our own Kendal Church, on the first eight words of ' the Book of the Revelation of Jesus Christ,' the sum and substance of his ministry for more than thirty years ; and I am reminded by our dear friend the Archdeacon of Westmoreland that the passage of Scripture which he took in the evening, when he (the Archdeacon) was present, was that passage in the Second of Timothy which contains the words, * I am now ready to be offered, and the time of my departure is at hand.' " In a letter written after his return he says — 1S72.] SOCIAL INTERCOURSE. 497 " It was a real pleasure to me to meet Mrs. Arnold and her daughter, Mrs. C, Mr. and Mrs. S., Lord and Lady C, and other dear friends. by seeing two or three at a time, some real and lasting impressions may be made and profit follows. I feel that the social character of true Christianity ought to be cultivated, and it is perhaps a difficult problem to solve how this can best be done to the glory of God, and the true benefit of our own souls and of those with whom we associate. May our gracious Father give us the grace and wisdom necessary to conduct all our reunions to His praise and honour I Time is very precious and eternity is very near ! " The subject of social intercourse touched on in this letter was a very important one in Mr. Pennefather's estimation. In his own life there was little time for anything but the work to which his all was conse- crated, but as a matter for consideration and consulta- tion it often came before him, and the utter waste of time, on the plea of ** the claims of society," even among those who profess to live for God and eternity, deeply grieved him. The words of a gentleman, who at one time knew and loved him as a pastor, may be added to show that he succeeded in making the social atmosphere of his own house cheerful as well as pro- fitable : *' It is impossible to describe the happy even- ings spent at his house, when a few of us met together for a little social intercourse, with the study of God's Word and prayer." And another young friend writes : "One turned to the place almost unconsciously as a sort of stronghold of all that was good, and real, and earnest, and true ; a home of rest and refreshment, and warmth and blessing." The letters and recollections linked with 1872 are so numerous that it is difficult to make a selection. He was accustomed to write to poor and rich, young 2 I 11^ II *i 498 LETTER TO YOUNG WORKERS. [chap. XX. and old, strangers to whom he was often asked to send advice, and afflicted ones, known or unknown, who needed sympathy and consolation. To young people who were connected with his congregation he loved to address words of encouragement. We close the records of the year with one such letter, which may stand for very many. It is addressed to a little band of humble workers who were in the habit of making quarterly collections for different branches of his work. ^^ November Zihy 1872. " My dear young Friends, — I am very grateful to you for the help you have given me, and I bless God for making you willing and stirring up your hearts to cast into His treasury. Our Lord Jesus Christ still watches those who are in any way working for Him. He sees their hearts, He knows their motives, and He accepts the smallest gift that is laid at His feet for His Father's glory. Your offerings have encouraged me, and your kind sympathy and affection have cheered me on in my work. I know that our Heavenly Father notices any kindness shown to His servants, even the least of them ; and our Lord Jesus Christ has said, ' Inas- much as ye have done it to the least of these. My brethren, ye have done it unto Me' So you have gladdened the heart of Jesus by cheering His unworthy servant. Accept then, my dear young friends, my very best thanks for your offer- ings. And now I am going to ask you to pray specially for three things, ist, That God may guide me every month in writing the letter for * Home Words,' and that He will make that little magazine a blessing to many. 2ndly, That the Lord will give me wisdom for my annual little book. 3rdly, That He will give His blessing to the almanac and motto for the New Year. There are many other things I should like you to pray for, but the three subjects I have named are much upon my heart just now. Oh ! pray also that many souls may be converted. "With my Christian love to you all and to our helpers generally, — Believe me to remain your affectionate pastor and friend, WiLLlAM Pennefatiier." ( 499 ) CHAPTER XXI. EARLY MONTHS OF 1 8 73. Parochial Work— Illness— Recollections of a friend— Week of prayer — New Year's text — Last sermons — Removal to Muswell Hill Letters— Improved health— Visit to Mildmay— Closing scene — Funeral — Recollections of friends — Extracts from funeral sermons. T^HERE remains but little to be told. The activi- -*" ties of winter work were carried on as usual — night-schools, tea-meetings, Christmas gatherings, &c. Mr. Pennefather went through his usual multi- farious engagements and bore up wonderfully, — until coming out one night from the heat of a crowded meeting, he exposed himself, in his w^atchful care for others, to a cold, searching wind, and came home evidently chilled. The usual consequences followed — fever ran high, and he was laid down in great suf- fering from neuralgic pain. Though soon at work again, he never regained the ground he had lost, and from this time every service, even the preaching to his own people, in which he so greatly delighted, was an effort. But during the week of prayer he took his usual place at all his local meetings, except when assisting, as he generally did each year, at those held in the Freemasons' Hall and at the London Tavern. " The last time I saw beloved Mr. Pennefather," says a friend from Yorkshire, ** was at the Freemasons' Hall. )( m 500 NEW YEAR'S SERMON. [chap. XXI. It was the Evangelical Alliance meeting, and I heard the well-known voice in prayer. Such a comprehen- sive prayer! Full of Christian love, pathos, and power ! I hoped to have had a word, a look, a shake of the hand, but he left the Hall soon after, and •! saw him no more." He preached on New Year's Day, taking for his text as usual the motto he had selected for the year : *' Call unto Me and I will answer thee, and show thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not" (Jer. xxxiii. 3). He dwelt on Jeremiah's faith in the purchase of the field, as preceding the revelations made to him in the prison, and spoke with great animation on one of his favourite subjects, the endless unfoldings of God's character to His children. One more sermon during that month was full of power and energy, though preached when he ought hardly to have left his bed. It was on Ps. Ixxi. 20, 21, show- ing forth as he said, " The law of the Kingdom, death and resurrection ; not life and death in the order we generally put them, but death and life : ' I am ' first * the resurrection,' then ' the life,' embodies the whole of God's dealings with His ransomed Church, collec- tively and individually." A gentleman from the country, who was present on that occasion, left the church say- ing, "Mr. Pennefather outdid himself this morning." He still struggled on with daily and hourly duties, only dropping those engagements which were extra- parochial. From week to week many were watching him with affectionate solicitude. To quote the words of a member of his congregation — " The thought expressed by Dr. Hamilton zvoidd now and then cast across us its dark shadow, but unceasing prayer sustained hope, and in our bUndness we said, * His work is 1873-] CLOSING SERVICES. 501 not yet nearly done, and God will surely raise him up again.' Now the words come to us with vivid reality as weliook back to the marvellous energy, the unfaltering devotedness, the intensity, the patience, the dihgence, the amount of laborious service, which characterised this dear departed one, especially in the closing years of his ministry, when every- thing he did prospered, and his work branched out with rapid growth. ' It need not be denied,' says Dr. Hamilton, * that when the spirit within is highly sharpened, it is apt to cut deeply into its corporeal sheath. When an eager spirit is associated with a fragile frame, we need not look for longe- vity, but what this life lacks in length, it will make up in brightness.' * Those present will never forget,' says the same friend, * the last evening of the year 1872, when about fifty of the navvies employed on the tramway were invited by him to tea in the basement of the Conference Hall. They were rough stalwart men, such as are generally unused to gentle influences, and strangers to the Gospel. He was looking very fragile and weary that night, and having another meet"^ ing before him, did not enter the room till late. But when he came in as usual, with his bright smile and kind welcome, it was beautiful to see the spontaneous way in which, to a man, they all respectfully rose, and then listened to the Word of Salvation from his lips." On the evening of February 8th he presided at a service of song in the Conference Hall, where a crowded audience had assembled to hear Philip Phillips, the pilgrim- singer. His prayer that night was a message from God to one man's heart. He had come into the Hall supposing himself to be a Christian, but the outpouring of a soul so evidently 7iear to God convinced him that his own religion had been hitherto a mere form, and from that moment a new life began. He has ever since gone on his way rejoicing in Christ his Saviour. On the next Sunday, Mr. Pennefather preached at St. Jude's, but with such manifest physical distress, I 502 REMOVAL TO M US WELL HILL. [chap. xxt. It that more than one of his congregation expressed a conviction that it would be his last sermon."' And so it proved to be. A violent bilious attack con- fined him to his bed for some days, and he was strongly advised to go to his cottage at Muswell Hill for more quiet than it was possible to secure in his London house. This he consented to do on February 20th, but first met on the morning of that day one division ot his district visitors, entering with his usual animation and minute interest into the cases brought before him. We find a letter dated Wednesday evening, February 19th, which tells his own feelings in leaving home. To Mr. H. *• It was very refreshing to have a h'ttle talk with you, and you cheered me greatly. To-morrow (Thursday) I am going to Muswell Hill, so I shall not be with you on Saturday or Sunday. I am very sorry, but Dr. P has advised me to go, and I think, please God, it may prove to be the best plan. I shall hope to return ere long and be among you all again, but I am not far off at Muswell Hill. We have a little cottage there, which God gave us in a very remarkable manner, and we send our fellow-workers who need change of air from time to time to get recruited there. If we are spared until summer, perhaps the Lord may permit us to have you and others down there for a day of prayer and communion. I want you now to pray that, if it be God's will, I may be strengthened for the Conference, and permitted again to assemble the Lord's children. There are yet four months before the time when we usually hold the Conference, but weeks and months pass quickly by. Oh ! that I may * The text of that sermon was Deut. xxxiii. 27, and the opening fastened itself on many minds. *' These were among the last words of Moses. There is some- thing very emphatic in last words, and these words of Moses were full of mean- ing. He looked back, he looked forward, he looked up to the face of God, and reviewing Israel's history, he uttered these wonderful words descriptive of Israel's future, * There is none like/ " &c. 1873.] BOOKS AND LETTERS. 503 come out of this present season of trial brightened and much more meet for His service. Plead for me, my very dear friend." The weeks that followed were a series of alternate hopes and fears. The continual fluctuations in his state of health seemed to disappoint every anticipa- tion of permanent improvement. At first, the oppor- tunity for quiet reading greatly delighted him, and he took up book after book with lively interest. Notes by Dr. Candlish on the Epistles of St. John he spoke of with special pleasure. Letter-writing was so natural to him, that unless absolutely confined to his bed, he could not be restrained from holding some little inter- course with absent friends. On March 3rd he writes to an old friend in London — "Your dear letter, received this morning, was a great joy to me. I had been thinking much of you, and your words of love and kindness were as a balm to my heart. I have been very unwell, but, thank God, am now better. I have fled away from work to this little cottage, which has been graci- ously provided for us by our Heavenly Father. It is not far from London, and yet as quiet as if it were a hundred miles away ; and it is pretty too ! so we can enjoy birds and trees and flowers, and mark the signs of resurrection all around. ' Seed-time and harvest, summer and winter, day and night shall not fail.' They do not, and their continual recurrence reminds us of Him who is * the same yesterday, to-day, and for ever.* I greatly enjoy the quiet, and I delight in spring, it is always so full of pro^nise. I have not preached for several Sundays, so you will see I have followed your good advice. I can quite believe all you say about your minister. I have not heard him, but my wife (and of course / consider her no bad judge) was delighted with him, and longed that I could have been beside her, listening to his wise and telling words. I hope I shall see more of him, and that, if we are permitted to have a Conference in June, he will be present." i'i I . 504 INCREASED ILLNESS . [chap. xxr. The letter goes on to speak much of Lady Farn- ham (who was still living,) and of his deep thankful- ness for the calmness and peace granted to her, and ends with these words — '* We rtr^ come to Mount Zion, . . . and to the spirits of just men made perfect; we are not separated from the saints who are with Jesus ; we are even now come to thanr On the 17th of March he writes to another, datinor his letter *^ St. Patricks Day. A memorable day to me. It was on the 17th of March 1848 that we arrived at Aylesbury." To another friend he says, referring to his New Year's text : " I am now, as it were, in a prison, but I can hear God's voice saying, * Call unto Me and I will answer thee, and show thee great and mighty things which thou knowest not.' The Lord is ncar^ this is my consolation." In the middle of March a severe attack of pain and fever brought him very low, and it was while still much prostrated that the news reached him of the removal of a member of his congregation to whom he was much attached. She was a deep student of Scripture, and one who delighted to explore the field of prophetic truth, and talk of Israel's future and the glories of the coming kingdom. Her family, not fully aware of the shattered state of his health, were very anxious that her pastor should perform the funeral service himself. The letter in answer to their request bears the date of March i6th, and is evidently written with difficulty. "My dear Mrs. S.,— How truly it may be said of your beloved mother, * To her to live was Christ, and to die was gain.' The Lord Jesus Christ was ^tftd^ her life, and great gain is her portion. What has she gained by death ? Her ^^n^ INCREASED ILLNESS. 505 life on earth was full of joy in the Lord, and yet to leave it is gain I Gain, because now her powers are greatly in- creased ; she is 'present with the Lord.' What that implies it is difficult for us, who are still in the body, to understand, but she no longer sees * through a glass, darkly, but face to face.' He no longer ' looketh forth at the windows, showing Himself through the lattice,' but He has spoken to her and said, ' Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away,' and she has heard the voice and gone with Him. It must be train, too, to leave this body of sin and suffering, for until we lay down * this corruptible,' there must be conflict and tears and pain. But now, for her this is all past, and she stands on the other side and hears her Leader's voice, saying, 'The Egyp- tians whom you have seen to-day, you shall see them again no more for ever.* *' It would have been a great gratification to me had I been able to accede to your wish, but I have been again brought very low by a fresh attack of illness, and am^'ex- tremely weak. But a ' Living Jesus ' will be amongst you ! " It was in remembrance of this friend that he wrote the lines which soon became so familiar to many : ** Not here, but yonder."* The loss of mental vigour, inseparable from increas- ing weakness of body, was a great trial to him. " I don't know," he writes to one dear to him, *' that I ever had such a season of powerlessness. It may be that it is the pruning time, that I may bring forth more fruit." Complaining one day to his wife of want of readiness in expressing himself, he said, ** I find it even in prayer ; " then in a low voice, as though speak- ing to himself, " For the first time in my life." Still his thoughts were so busy about his people and the Lord's work in general, that it was very difficult to ensure the needed repose. " It is not easy," said his doctor, *'to allow that large brain sufficient material * No. LXVIII. in " Original Hymns." See Appendix C. \\ fl; 506 MEETING FOR PR AVER. [chap. XXI. for its activity, without fatigue or excitement." He was as eager as ever to read letters, and though not able to conduct family prayers, would sometimes go down to the kitchen to sing a hymn and have prayer with the servants ; but he evidently felt unable to bear the fatigue of conversation, and saw very few friends. The "silent Sabbaths,*' as he said, were his greatest trial, and though no murmur escaped his lips, he would sometimes say, in reference to the restrictions imposed upon him, ** If I might only preach in my dear church, I should be quite well." Along with the most perfect acquiescence in God's will, there was evidently a desire to recover strength, and no apparent presenti- ment that his work was done. He never took either food or medicine without a moment's pause for prayer, and one of his favourite texts was often on his lips, "When He hath tried me, I shall come forth as gold." On the 1 6th of April a large meeting was held in the Conference Hall, and much earnest prayer was offered for his recovery. Mrs. Pennefather said to him the next morning, '' Many were praying for you last night." ** I knew it," was his reply ; ** I felt the great pressure of illness lifted off." From that time there was a manifest change in his state. It had been proposed that further medical advice should be called in, but the marked improvement in almost every symptom seemed to render it unnecessary. He began to speak of the Conference, and the possibility of his strength being sufficiently restored to attempt it, saying, " It will be time enough to send out the letter in May." He dictated a short letter to his people for the May number of " Home Words," and spoke with deep interest of Dr. Moffat's visit to Mildmay, mourning his 1S73.] IMPROVED HEALTH, 507 inability to welcome him. At intervals he was much occupied with arrangements connected with his work and parish, some of them more sorrowfully important than he then supposed them to be. Among these was an invitation to Captain Moreton, the present beloved and valued superintendent of the Conference Hall, to " come over and help " him in that responsible work. Some correspondence passed between them, and Cap- tain Moreton kindly promised to give his first assist- ance in the month of May ! Surely it may be said now, as of old, ** He leadeth the blind by a way that they know not." On April 23rd he wrote to a dear friend — ** I know you will thank our Heavenly Father that I can send you a favourable report of myself. I have daily (for some days past) driven out in an open carriage, have gained strength, and in many respects am much revived. Many have been the prayers offered for me, and God has heard them. ** The answer is coming in His own time. ' I was brought low, and He helped me.' " Tell your dear father I have much enjoyed his kind gift, * The Memorials of a Quiet Life.' There is a beautiful sim- plicity in Augustus Hare's character and Maria's faith in God. God's upholding power, and the deep consolation afforded to her in her great sorrow, are full of instruction. '* Have you heard nightingales } We heard ///j-/ a tivitter ! The hedges are beautiful and speak of living power. Oh ! for renewed life in the soul ! — that fresh glad spring of Resurrection that God can give us ! " It was one of God's special mercies that the burden of money responsibilities which often pressed heavily on His servant was at this time unusually lightened. Seldom had money flowed in so freely as during the weeks of his illness, and tears of gratitude would stream down his cheeks when told of each cheque ) h I fi 5o8 IMPROVED HEALTH. [chap. XX r. as it arrived. One little circumstance may be mentioned as in harmony with the whole tenor of his life. A very kind friend, fearing the return to his unsparing labour, proposed to place at his disposal a horse and carriage which should involve no expense to himself, but be always at his command. The letter was read to him as he lay in his bed, and called forth many expressions of grateful affection ; - But," he added after a pause, " it must not be ; I could not risk even the appearance of self-indulgence when many of my dear people are denying themselves to help me." "It was about this time," says his wife, ''that I was very much struck with his remarks on the greatness of God, The thought seemed to give him inexpress- ible satisfaction. He was lying on the sofa, looking up mto the sky, as if he would penetrate beyond the visible. There was a gentleman in the room, whom he had not seen for a long time, and he roused himself to talk for his sake. God great in creation, great in redemption, great in His resources, great in His achievements! The subject seemed quite to carry him away. And this greatness, making it so easy for us to leave everything in His hands, all difficulties, all mysteries, as little children who love their father and trust their father, but never think of understand- ing more than he is pleased to tell them ; and this great God is our Father, who has chosen to reveal His great Love in the face of Jesus Christ. There was something in the whole tone of the conversation that seemed to fasten itself on my memory, when much, alas ! has been swept away into the oblivion of sorrow.''* As days went on he became very anxious to visit Mildmay, and arranged to drive there on Monday IS73-J VISIT TO MILDMAY. 509 the 28th ; he was evidently very conscious of his weak- ness, and there was something indescribable in the expression of his face. He only went to his own house, and to an aged friend next door. There, after speaking hopefully of his return to his people, he knelt in prayer, asking, among other things, that ''we may so live that it shall be no abrupt change to step out of earth into heaven." A few of those who loved him caught sight of him as the carriage passed by. One went home, saying, " I have seen him for the last time on earth." A lady who was sojourning for a short time at the " Invalid Home," opposite his house, turned away from the window, saying, " That face is not for earth, but for heaven." The next day he was not quite so well, but there were no serious symptoms. He talked with two or three friends, and sent his last letter to the post, addressed to Lord Farnham, and begun on the pre- vious day. "Melford Lodge, Muswell Hill, April 2Wi^ 1873. " My darling S., — Once again I take my pen to write to my beloved brother. For eleven Sundays I have been silent, and for some weeks before I was struggling with ill- ness. But mercies have been multiplied to us, and ' my song shall be ever of the loving-kindness of the Lord.' I have thought much of our precious M. I knew not, at one time of my illness, whether I also was about to tmderstand what now we see through a glass darkly ; but God has been pleased in great measure to restore me, though I am still very weak. I have been reading what I believe has occupied her mind a good deal, * The Memorials of a Quiet Life.' I have been deeply interested in the faith and love of Maria Hare, the beautiful simplicity of Augustus, and admired the zeal and fervour of Julius. *They are all passed away,' the golden gates have closed after them. We, too, beloved S., shall soon hear the joyful words, ' Enter thou into the joy of thy Lord.' it I I 5IO CLOSIXG SCENE. [chap. XX r. 1873.] VARIOUS RECOLECTIONS. 5" Yet while we are here we have to glorify our Father which is in Heaven. Oh ! for grace to do so ! Oh ! to be enabled at the close of life to say, * I have glorified Thee on the earth.' I long to hear of darling M. and of you. God's arm is strong to lean upon, and His faithfulness never fails. He is near to succour, near to comfort, near with His infinite resources. Oh ! that our faith may increase, that, like Moses, we may endure as seeing Him who is invisible." On Wednesday morning he spent a short time with the gentleman who had been latterly acting as his secretary, arranging matters of business and speaking of the Conference. Some friends were coming to the house, and he preferred having his luncheon alone upstairs. It was then the fatal stroke came. He was found partially insensible, having fallen from his chair. For a few moments he seemed as though trying to recover himself, told his wife that the attack had been brought on by a violent fit of choking, and asked why the luncheon-tray had been removed. Three hours of unconsciousness followed, during which time the countenance wonderfully resumed its natural expression. At half-past four o'clock, God, in great mercy, " loosed the silver cord," and the weary labourer was at rest I * On the same evening an aged member of his flock was passing away. Realising the joy into which she was about to enter, she startled those around her by saying, ** I shall see Mr. Pennefather." The sad news had not then reached London, and she did not live to hear it. To describe all that followed would be impossible. His sorrow-stricken people went at once to their knees. One prayer-meeting after another was ap- • Almcsl at ilie same time a friend whom he loved and honoured (David Livingslone) was called home from liis toils and triumphs in Central Africa. pointed, as though they could only find comfort at their Father's footstool. A stranger who happened to be in the neighbourhood remarked, '' The conduct of that congregation ought to be told to the ends of the earth, so deeply sorrowful and yet so submissive and prayerful. There could not be a stronger tes- timony to the character of his ministrations whose removal they deplore." " It was not, however," to quote from one of the public papers, *' until Sunday, May 4th, that their loss seemed to be realised; and the scene at the church almost baffles description, the saddest it has been our lot to witness. The building was crowded with mourners ; with the exception of a very few persons, all were dressed in deep black, and hundreds lingered lovingly outside throughout the entire service. The Rev. W. H. Aitken, former curate of St. Jude's, preached the sermon, but the task was almost too difficult for him to perform." *' The intense grief," says another paper, '* cannot be realised by those who are ignorant of Mildmay and its hallowed associations ; " and again, ** The name of William Pennefather will be dwelt upon in thousands and thousands of households, wherever Christianity is taught, as one of its most valued treasures." The village churchyard of Ridge, near Barnet, was chosen for his burial, where, side by side with his dear friend Captain Trotter, the mortal waits to put on immortality. The funeral took place on Tuesday, May 6th, and was conducted with as much simplicity as possible, in accordance with the life he had lived, but, to quote again from a printed record, ** It was one of the most remarkable ever seen in the metropolis. All classes and all denominations did I! i I I 512 VARIOUS RECOLLECTIONS. [chap. XXI. ^^JZ-I honour to his memory/' '* It might have been," said one who watched the gathering crowds, " the funeral of a king ! " The sorrow was so wide-spread that his most attached friends were taken by surprise. There was no boundary of party, no contracting of the breadth of Christian love, but a marvellous merorinof of all minor differences in that hour of unfeigned mourning-. Letters of sympathy were addressed to Mrs. Penne- father alike by the Bishop of the diocese and the city missionary, the High Church clergyman and the Nonconformist minister, the peer and the coster- monger, — all uniting to do honour to one who, during his whole life, had sought nothing but the honour that Cometh from God only. Among the hundreds of such letters, pouring in as they did from far and near, the variety and yet the unity of testimony was remarkable. Some speak of the loss sustained by societies and public bodies, young men's associations and struggling missions, while others are of a more personal and individual character — *' He brought me to Christ, but he never knew it : " *' I never told him what unspeak- able blessing he was the means of bringing to my soul." " If I am a Christian, I owe it all to him, and I never thanked him." Such memories and regrets are innum- erable. They may not inappropriately be all summed up in the language of one whose brotherly kindness had often cheered the friend of whom he speaks : — " In all quarters of the globe there are found members of the household of faith to whom the name of William Penne- father was familiar, and who constantly sustained by their prayers the burden of his numerous Christian enterprises. Yet more, there are thousands of the Lord's people at home and abroad, whose brightest memories are connected with VARIOUS RECOLLECTIONS. 513 |i wf. T"'-^^ ''^° ^'" ^'^^ their highest spiritual bless- ings to the influence of his life and labours. Within the compass of a life scarcely prolonged beyond middle a-e he compressed an amount of action and service which mi4t well have occupied many lives and expended the energies of many labourers. . . . But though most abundant in labour ot every kmd, wi.se in counsel and unwearied in service it was not ,n these points that he stood pre-eminent among his Chnstian_ brethren and towered over all his contempora- ries. It was in the attractive power of love that he exhibited rhnrirf r' T. ^""^'"T^ '"'^'^ ^ '"'■g^^y i"fl"«°<=^ in the Cnurch of God almost all over the world." To add the words of another—" He did more by his mfluence to unite all ivho love the Lord Jesus Lhrist in sincerity, than any one who has lived amon? us in this century." At the meeting of the Lay- Helpers' Association shortly after his death, a testi- mony was given, the more valuable because it came from a clergyman who might be supposed to differ from him m secondary matters. "I speak of one with whose labours I was personally acquainted in the r^orth of London, and who has accomplished a work never exceeded, perhaps never equalled, by any clergyman m our generation." Of the many touching stories that were told in con- nection with the days of mourning we only mention two. On the evening of the 30th of April, when the parish was stunned by the unexpected tidings of be- reavement, a little band of weeping children, who were telhng one another of their loss and refusin