Behind the T eakwood indow Al Tale of India Womankood By ETHEL CODY HIGGIN BOTTOM The Woman’s Board of Foreign Missions of the Presbyterian Church in the U. S. A. 156 Fifth Avenue, New York Behind the Teakwood ^X^indow A Tale of India Womankood By ETHEL CODY HIGGINBOTTOM J^AKSHMI CHATERJI looked through the carved teakwood window down into the street. Lakshmi’s husband had been away at college several weeks, and Lakshmi was wishing : ''Oh, if only he would come home, or I could go for a ride on that elephant!” She watched the men sitting on the beast’s huge back as it quickly passed her window, its big bell tolling, telling people to get out of its way. ''Why must Indian girls live shut in?” She thought of her cousin, and rebellion sprang into her heart. Her cousin Phulwa’s father was progressive. He believed in the education of women. He even said he hoped the time would come when the purdah system would be abol- 3 ished. With a little groan Lakshmi cried out: “Why can’t the purdah system be abolished and we Indian girls go out the way white women do? ’’ Just then a horse and carriage stopped below her window, and a white lady was heard talking to the brass merchant who had come from the shop across the street in answer to the driver’s call. She handed him a brass kettle, and some conversation went on between them which Lakshmi could not hear, but suddenly the lady raised her voice saying : “All right. I’ll call on' Saturday for it. I’m the Padre Memsahiba who lives by the river.’’ It was the wife of the mis- sionary. Lakshmi was suddenly bold. Maybe this was the Padre Memsahiba who had been teaching Phulwa to read. She raised her voice and shouted: “Memsahiba.’’ The driver pulled in his horse, and the Memsahiba leaned out. Lakshmi grew shy again, but the Memsahiba had heard the voice from behind the carved teakwood window, and she called : ’ Salaam bibi. Kya hae? ” (Greetings madam. What is it?) 4 Lakshmi’s courage came back, and tbe great longing of ber beart went out in ber voice : “Ob, Memsabiba, please come and talk to me.” Like a flash tbe lady was out of ber carriage and on tbe front veranda of Laksbmi’s fatber- m-law’s bouse. Laksbmi ran to tbe stairs, but just as sbe started down sbe remembered sbe bad been forbidden to come down those stairs today. Sbe burst into tears as ber fatber-in-law opened tbe door at tbe foot, saying : “Daughter, there is a lady down here who says you have called ber. But you can’t come through this room where your brotber-in-law lies sick, you know.” There was anguish in Laksbmi’s voice. “Ob, father, I want to read, to learn to read like Pbulwa.” He never bad seen Laksbmi like this. She always bad been a proper Indian girl, shy and retiring before ber fatber-in-law. He remem- bered that Pbulwa’s father bad told him bow much happier bis household bad been since tbe women folks bad learned to read, but be shook bis bead: “You can’t come down today. Maybe 5 she will come some day when my son is well.” As he turned away he was almost overcome by Lakshmi’s sobs. Sundar was in her husband’s room below. She heard it all ; she too had wanted to learn to read. Quickly she ran to her husband’s side. She was well enough behaved to remember that she must not speak to her husband until he addressed her, but the eagerness in her face spoke volumes. Her husband raised his head, hot with fever. He read the eager face, then looked toward the door which had just closed after his father and said : “Call her. I’ll cover my face. Tell my father I ordered it. You read, too.” He fell bach on his pillow, pulling the sheet over his face. Sundar’s voice shook with emotion. “Lakshmi ! Come quick! ” The old father had shown the inherent cul- ture of a true Indian gentleman of high caste in explaining the situation to the missionary, but she had seen through his polite, gentle manner and words, his fear of the missionary lest she spoil the girl’s faith in their Hindu gods. He 6 feared to let women folks learn, because bis vedas said: "'Women are no better than cows, and must not learn,” He had, indeed, heard many Hindus advocate : "‘Let us educate the women if we wish to make India take its place among the nations.” But most of the Hindus who argued thus had been educated m mission schools and colleges and were almost Christians. The missionary was saying : ""I’m very sorry your son is so ill. Can I do anything for him? If not. I’ll accept your kind invitation and call again on your daughter-in-law. ” The door burst open, and the two girls stood on the threshold of the men’s sitting-room, a place they seldom entered. Lakshmi was smil- ing through her tears, too eager to be shy, and Sundar stood severe and defiant. ""Daughters! ” The old fathers’ voice was full of anger. He had addressed them, so Sundar dare speak : ""Father, your son commanded me to call her. He covered his face while she passed. He says to tell you to please come to him. His fever is high. ” The father’s face softened. He was 7 man anxious about bis eldest son. Tbe young bad bad many days of malaria recently. Tbe father burned past tbe girls to bis son’s bedside. Tbe young man was breathing bard, between fever and excitement. “Father,” be gasped, “I am very sick. I may die. I beg of you, let tbe girls read.” He too was a mission college grad- uate. Tbe two young women were left alone with tbe missionary. The father bad not answered bis son, but sum- moning a servant, be ordered cold water. He sponged bis son as tbe doctor bad ordered. Filled with terror at bis son’s depressing sugges- tion that be might not be long with them, be calmed bis wrath. Tbe missionary thought of tbe girls in another bouse who were eagerly waiting for her to come and give them tbeir lesson. But one more look at those two eager faces and bearing tbeir voices pleading, “Memsabiba, please teach us to read English so we can know and read as our husbands do,” decided her. She remembered tbe day she and her husband bad landed in India 8 after his first furlough to America. He knew Hindustani, while she did not. She recalled how she had wailed in her heart: "'Oh, he knows so much more than I do!” She had worked hard at the language, hoping to catch up with him and she knew what these little wives felt. The lessons began that minute. But the fam- ily was sworn to secrecy. When the second son Pervase, came home for vacation he talked constantly to Lakshmi about the mission college and the wonderful American professor. He told her about the Bible, often repeating: "Tf only the teachings of Jesus could be carried out in India!” And then longingly he would add : "And if only you could go to mission school!” He wondered why that made her shyly smile. Pervase had been at home only a few days when he came suddenly upon his wife. She sat on a low stool before her carved teakwood win- dow. In her lap lay his English Bible, open where she had dropped it when he had sur- 9 prised her. With a great longing he said: “Oh, Lahshmi ! ” Never had he called her that before. It is contrary to Hindu custom for a man to call his wife by her first name. She looked frightened and he laughed in embarrassment, then said : “Lakshmi, I heard my dearly beloved professor call his wife by her first name, and so I’m going to call you by yours. I wish I could eat with you, as they eat together but I know father would never let us.” Her eyes opened in surprise : “Do they eat together? Is she not afraid she may send an evil spirit into his food? ” He laughed at her innocence. “No, Lakshmi, they are not afraid all the time. They are not superstitious as we are with regard to evil spirits. They trust in Jesus, who can command evil spirits and they obey him. Oh, how I wish you could read that book.” He nodded to the Bible in her lap. She picked it up, looking hard at the page and read slowly: “ ’And Jesus said unto them: I 10 am the bread of life. He that cometh to me shall never hunger, and he that believeth on me shall never thirst.’ ’’ “Lakshmi!” her husband cried. ’’Where did you learn that verse? ” ”I did not learn it. I am reading it. ” He had spoken in Hindustani, but she had answered in English. He was too amazed to speak. Lakshmi read on : ” ’All that the Father giveth me shall come to me ; and him that com- eth to me I will in no wise cast out.” ” Tears of joy stood in his eyes when she stopped reading. Then she told him about the morning on which she had called to the missionary. She told too, of his brother pleading. Her husband interrupted her to say: ’’Brother too, is a secret believer. There are many in India, Lakshmi. I want to tell you, I am secretly a Christian ! I dare not break my father’s heart by open confes- sion but some day you and I will be Christians. Shall we not?” She nodded her head, saying softly : ”I want 11 it.” They knelt together while Pervase voiced his hrst verbal prayer. A few days later the father said to his oldest son : “There is something queer about Pervase’s happiness. Can you explain it?” Sorrowfully the elder son looked at his father in silence. Then he answered: “Pervase has enjoyed his year at college very much. Father, we wish you too, had been educated in a mis- sion college.” (The Continent, Se'^t. 8, 1921.) 12 Price Five Cents