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THREESCORE YEARS : 
 
 
 AN 
 
 AUTOBIOGRAPHY, 
 
 CONTAINING INCIDENTS OF VOYAGES AND TRAVELS, 
 
 INCLUDING 
 
 SIX YEARS IN A MAN-OF-WAR 
 
 DETAILS OF THE WAR BETWEEN THE UNITED STATES AND THE 
 
 ALGERINE GOVERNMENT, BOMBARDMENT OF ALGIERS 
 
 BY LORD EXMOUTH, AND ITS SUBJUGATION 
 
 BY THE FRENCH. 
 
 ALSO, 
 
 I TWO YEARS IN CALIFORNIA, 
 
 A VISIT TO THE CRIMEA DURING THE BOMBARDMENT AND 
 
 CAPTURE OF SEBASTOPOL, JOURNEY THROUGH ASIA 
 
 MINOR, SYRIA, PALESTINE AND EGYPT. 
 
 WITH ILLUSTRATIONS. 
 
 BY SAMUEL F. HOLBROOK. 
 
 BOSTON : 
 JAMES FRENCH AND COMPANY, 
 
 78 WASHINGTON STREET. 
 
 1857. 
 
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 Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1856, by 
 
 MARY JANE, AND ELIZA ANN H0LBR0OK, 
 
 In the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the District of Massachusetts. 
 
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 PRESS OP 8. CHISM, 
 
 IRANELIN PRINTING HOUSE, 
 
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TO THE READER. 
 
 It was my intention at the commencement, to have included 
 all within the limits of five hundred pages. In order to do 
 this, I found it would he necessary to contract the narrative, 
 so much as to injure it ; although I did not intend to dwell 
 upon the description or localities of countries, and much other 
 matter that would more properly belong to a history, than 
 an autobiography. Have accordingly concluded to issue 
 another edition or volume, which will contain much of an 
 amusing and entertaining character, besides the showing up 
 of certain personages which have been omitted for want of 
 room. In the preface, I have apologized for the style, and 
 begged the reader to excuse the blunders. As I have now 
 become somewhat initiated into the complicated modus op- 
 erandi of following up the various functionaries required in 
 getting up a book, the next edition will show whether I have 
 improved by my bought experience. 
 
 Respectfully, The Author. 
 
' 
 
PREFACE. 
 
 I am aware that a preface is seldom read, unless it is very brief. I 
 wish however to say a few words to the reader before he commences 
 reading the narrative, which is, that I have used my own style, endeavoring 
 to write, just as I should talk, if telling a story. In some cases, I have 
 suppressed names, as the parties are now living, and probably would not 
 like to see themselves in print. It is possible that I may in some in- 
 stances have been mistaken in dates, but this I do r « conceive to be of 
 much importance so long as the subject is correct. And not to crowd 
 too much matter in this volume, I have avoided descriptions of countries, 
 as much as could be done without abruptness, excepting only where it 
 appeared to be indispensable. 
 
 I have quoted much, relative to Mr. Fulton, which appeared to me to 
 belong to the narrative, and which I think will interest the reader. 1 
 have also made other quotations, which appeared to me to be applicable 
 to the place where they are inserted. Chapter 15, consists entirely of 
 matters relative to the capture of the U. S. frigate, Essex ; as I consider 
 it to have been the most sanguinary battle that occurred during the late 
 war with England. At the commencement of the chapter, I have given 
 my reasons for its insertion, which may be a sufficient apology for the di- 
 gression. The bombardment of Algiers, by Lord Exmouth, is also a 
 subject which must interest the world, and though obliged to condense 
 it, the subject has not suffered by the contraction. 
 
 It is indispensable that a book writer should be well acquainted with 
 the language in which he writes, — also his subject. 
 
 The responsibility, or success of this volume, I throw upon those of my 
 friends who have urged me to write it, as the following extract will show. 
 
 11 1 don't know of anything that would give me more pleasure, than to 
 
 read the narrative of your life. Mr. J d observed to me after you left 
 
 Washington, that if you would give him your manuscript, he would pub- 
 lish it immediately. 1 hope you will collect your journals and pencilings, 
 and let us have them in the shape of a book." 
 
VI 
 
 Extract from the reply : — " You caused me to smile when you spoke 
 about writing the history of my life. You know book writers, in order 
 to be successful, must be popular. If the President of the United States 
 was to write his autobiography, every body would read it, on account of 
 the author. But when a man in the ordinary walks of life attempts it, 
 his book must run the risk of anything more than an ordinary reception. 
 Another objection, my style probably would not suit the sentimental read- 
 er. There would not be flourish enough about it, no beautiful display of 
 emotions on leaving my native shore, no romantic description of the broad 
 expanse of ocean ; no detail of catching a dolphin with a vivid admiration 
 of his dying hues ; no capturing a Mother Cary's Chicken with a pin- 
 hook ; (the bird's name you would be sure to have in Latin,) then the 
 dreadful effect it had on the minds of the superstitious sailor, who esteem 
 the death of a Mother Cary's Chicken ominous of some fearful catastro- 
 phe ; nor any paroxysm of delight on beholding Albion for the first time j 
 besides a catalogue of first impressions, which always looks to me to be 
 very flat." 
 
 Throughout the narrative I have not been personal, except only where in- 
 dividuality required it. Perhaps I should apologize to the reader for the 
 abbreviated words, which in conversation would rank under the category 
 of profane, and hesitated some time before I felt willing to insert them in 
 their present form ; but upon conclusion, felt that as I have aimed at the 
 verbatim in all colloquies and conversations ; the reader would pass lightly 
 over in this narrative what would on any other occasion have been con- 
 sidered an error. 
 
 The story of a smuggler I give just as I had it on my journal, as I 
 have also done with everything of which I was not an eyewitness. I may 
 have omitted quotation marks where they properly belonged, which I hope 
 may be excused as an oversight. 
 
 Egotism in an autobiography is unavoidable, and if on the whole, the 
 style meets the approbation of the reader, then the highest wishes and 
 expectations have been realized by the author. 
 
 S. F. H. 
 
9 
 
 CHAPTER I. 
 
 Birthplace. — First act of mischief. — Punishment. — Object for relating 
 it. — Narrow escape from drowning. — Slight reference to New York 
 sixty years ago. — Description of my first school and my first whipping. 
 
 — Removal to Worcester, Roxbury and Boston. — Remarks on Boston 
 in 1798. — My father enters into partnership. — Is defrauded. — Return 
 to New York at the solicitation of my maternal grandfather. — Come 
 back to Boston for education. — Enter school. — Comparison between 
 then and now, respecting school advantages. — Cruelty of the masters, 
 and description of the punishment. — Unpleasant affair. — Leave school. 
 
 — Had been much injured by keeping bad company. — Quarrel between 
 boys of different grades. — Frequent fights, not condition that makes 
 the man. — Folly of personal resentment. — Narrow escape from injury. 
 
 — Good counsel from a good boy. — Forsake my bad companions, and 
 lead a different life. — Punishment of offenders by public whipping. — 
 A lesson for me. 
 
 It may be immaterial to the reader, where, and when I 
 was born, but in order to make a beginning, my birthplace 
 was New York City, July 16, 1793. The first act of my 
 life, of which I have a distinct recollection, was voluntarily 
 taking up a stone, and breaking an earthern vessel belong- 
 ing to an old lady, residing in the same house with myself. 
 I was then about three years of age. Now what could have 
 induced me to commit this mischievous trespass on the old 
 lady's property I cannot tell, excepting only that I wanted 
 to see if 1 could hit it, at a certain distance ; in which, unfor- 
 tunately for me, I succeeded, for on complaint of Mrs. Morrell, 
 my father took me across his knee, and the concussion of his 
 brawny hand made me resolve never to break another " old 
 lady's jug." I name this trifling incident, to illustrate the 
 truth of what is sometimes called, innate sin, or an inherent 
 disposition or propensity in children, to do wrong. All who 
 have brought up families are well acquainted with this matter, 
 
12 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 and see the necessity of watching the incipient developments 
 of their children, and to check everything that is wrong, 
 following the precept of the Bible, " Train up a child in the 
 way he should go." 
 
 Many who have suffered an ignominious death upon the 
 scaffold, while standing with the halter about their necks, 
 have declared to the gazing crowd, that had their parents 
 discharged their duty, in correcting them for the first lie, or 
 the first petty theft, they in all probability would have been 
 saved from this untimely end. And so with the other sex. 
 How many there are, now leading lives of infamy and dis- 
 grace, who attribute their downfall to errors in early educa- 
 tion. 
 
 The next event of my early life which is indelibly fixed 
 on my mind, is the sensation of drowning, when about four 
 years old. I went with some boys to see a dead animal 
 thrown into the river ; and in my eagerness to view the 
 launch, fell overboard, and as the distance from the top of 
 the wharf to the water rendered it impossible for any one to 
 reach me, I remained in the water until rescued by means, 
 the particulars of which I never knew. 
 
 It so happened that, notwithstanding the river is always 
 running rapidly, either one way or the other, the place where 
 I fell was a short eddy, just around the corner of the wharf. 
 Had I been out only a few feet further, the tide would have 
 swept me away, and of course, that would have been the 
 last of me. I remember to this day as though it were 
 but yesterday, while struggling under water trying to get up 
 as I thought, the recollection of playing on the wharf, the 
 swallowing a large quantity of salt water, and a perfect 
 knowledge that I was drowning. I was taken from the 
 water, resuscitated, and carried home, but knew nothing 
 more until consciousness returned. How many times since 
 have I regretted being taken from the river. Had I have 
 drowned, how much anguish would have been averted. But 
 this is all wrong, since our lives belong to God. He takes 
 thorn when and how he pleases. Every man was born for 
 something, known only to Him who created us ; and as for 
 trouble, that man or woman is a coward who expects to get 
 
Still question'd me the story of my life 
 
 From year to year ; the battles, sieges, fortunes, 
 
 That I had passed. 
 
 I ran it through, even from my boyish davs, 
 
 To the very moment that I was bade to tell it ; 
 
 Wherein I spoke of most disastrous changes, 
 
 Of moving accidents, by flood and field, 
 
 Of hairbreadth 'scapes 'i imminent, deadly breach ; 
 
 Of being taken by the insolent foe 
 
 And held a. prisoner of my redemption thence, 
 
 And with it all my travel's history, 
 
 "Wherein of countries vast, and deserts wild, 
 
 Rough quarries, rocks, and hills, whose heads touch heaven, 
 
 It was my hint to speak. 
 
 Shaxspeahe. 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 13 
 
 through life without it in some shape, Campbell, in his 
 overland journey to India, refers to these beautiful lines : 
 
 " This world, what art thou ? 
 Thy school O misery ; our only lesson in it is, 
 To learn to suffer ; and he who knows not that 
 Was born for nothing." 
 
 New York, in those days, was a different looking city from 
 what it is now. Then it was scarcely half as large, and, 
 what were then fields and orchards, are now splendid squares 
 and parks. 
 
 Around and in the vicinity of the Battery, was the court 
 end of the city. John Jacob Astor was then a thrifty and 
 enterprising merchant, living in very modest style ; and the 
 few aged millionaires who now survive, and many who have 
 long since gone to their final resting place, and whose vast 
 property, if it had been kept together, would have amounted 
 to an incredible sum ; many of these were then sellers of 
 nuts and apples, waiters in kitchens, small retailing grocers, 
 and some of the descendants of these thrifty men, are now 
 grappling with abject poverty ; and often may be seen with 
 bloated faces and tattered garments. 
 
 Yellow fever and small pox prevailed nearly every sum- 
 mer, although at some seasons very much mitigated. These 
 sickly summers were generally succeeded by intensely cold 
 winters, which was the cause of much suffering among the 
 poor. The city depended on Connecticut sloops and other 
 small vessels for fuel, and when the East and North Rivers 
 were frozen, which they were sometimes for four or five weeks, 
 wood then became both dear and scarce. Coal as fuel was 
 scarcely known ; anthracite, or any other than imported coal, 
 had not yet been discovered, so that the poor were for many 
 days, and in the most inclement part of winter, without a parti- 
 cle of fire. It was on one of these occasions that the corpora- 
 tion ordered a long row of wooden buildings, which stood on 
 the Battery, to be torn down and distributed among the most 
 destitute. 
 
 These buildings had been formerly used as barracks in 
 
14 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 the Revolutionary War, and it may be said that for once they 
 kept up a brisk fire. Another incident occurred when I was 
 about five years of age, which has also made a lasting im- 
 pression on my mind, and from which, I have in subsequent 
 life drawn many useful illustrations. I was put to school to 
 an old man, who taught us in an old dilapidated garret. 
 The old fellow wore a large white wig, an old-fashioned coat 
 with "buttons down before," greasy breeches, and large shoe 
 buckles ; he kept a good sized stick which might have an- 
 swered well for an illustration of perpetual motion. One 
 day he undertook to flog me, but by various convolutions 
 and twistings, I got off almost " unscathed." But, oh, for 
 human weakness ; I was simple enough to tell him he didn't 
 hurt me after all. "Aha !" said he, " didn't hurt, eh? then 
 I'll try again," so suiting the action to the word, gave me a 
 regular thrashing, which I guess hurt a little. However, 
 the credit of making a man of me was not to devolve on 
 him. 
 
 In the summer of 1798, we removed to Worcester, Mass., 
 it being the birthplace of my father and of my paternal 
 grandfather, it was then but a sparse village. Could some 
 of my old relatives get out of their graves, and be placed in 
 a populous street, they would be sadly puzzled to find their 
 way back again. 
 
 In the autumn of the same year we came to Eoxbury. 
 The same remarks apply to this city, as to New York and 
 Worcester, it having also undergone a metamorphosis, and 
 is now one of the prettiest little cities in Massachusetts. 
 Here my father commenced his business, as a worker in 
 ivory and tortoise shell. We remained one year in Eoxbury, 
 and then removed to Boston. Shortly after our location in 
 Boston, I came very near drowning again. 1 had gone in 
 to bathe near the house, and before I was aware, got beyond 
 my depth, and would have drowned had not a man accident- 
 ally come near the water-side and pulled me out. 
 
 And but a few days after this, an Irish boy with whom I 
 had a short time previous disagreed with in play, came be- 
 hind me with a large, sharp stone, and struck me with such 
 force as to deprive me of my senses. His name was McNiel, 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 15 
 
 and whenever I come across this name I always feel the 
 wound in my head. But " I guess I paid him off." 
 
 My father established his factory at the south part of the 
 town, then called Washington street. 
 
 At that time, and for some years after, w r hat is now called 
 Washington street was then the Main street, and from the 
 old Fortification, which was near the mansion of the late J. 
 D. Williams, Esq., on the neck, down to a little north of 
 State street, it was divided into Washington, Orange, New- 
 bury and Marlborough streets, and below that, to the market, 
 Cornhill, and Dock Square. 
 
 Boston, since 1798, has undergone a remarkable change, 
 both in beauty and convenience. There is hardly a portion 
 of it, of any magnitude, that has not been extensively im- 
 proved. Then, where Charles street now is, was a gravelly 
 beach extending from the bottom of the Common to Cam- 
 bridge bridge. This beach was overlooked by a steep hill, 
 called " Mount Whoredom," on the summit of which was 
 a powder house, and around that vicinity, and on the north- 
 ern slope, there was a collection of negroes, and characters 
 of the worst grade. 
 
 In 1805 and 1806, the top of this hill was dug away, and 
 removed by a railway, to build Charles street. Philanthropic 
 and enterprising capitalists then commenced the purgation 
 of this filthy place, by erecting handsome brick dwellings, 
 and laying out regular and convenient streets. And it is 
 now one of the most beautiful portions of our city. Then, 
 from Fort Hill to Long Wharf, was little else than a beach ; 
 no India, or Central wharves until several years after ; but 
 'tis not my intention to enter upon the history of Boston, 
 therefore I have merely alluded to a few among the many 
 valuable improvements that our city has undergone. 
 
 My father's business succeeded well, and would, no doubt, 
 have continued well, had he not unfortunately formed a con- 
 nection with two unprincipled villains who nearly ruined 
 him. These two scoundrels, one named Eichards, and the 
 other Eobbins, proposed a partnership, pretending to have a 
 knowledge of the business. They were also to furnish a 
 certain amount of capital, which, it afterwards appeared, they 
 
16 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 did not possess. After being together about a year, by 
 which time they had acquired a considerable knowledge of 
 the business, they persuaded my father to take a lot of 
 manufactured articles to New York, and establish a branch 
 there ; and himself to manage it, while they carried on the 
 concern in Boston. This all appeared so plausible, and my 
 father, not suspecting treachery, readily consented, and a 
 quantity of goods were packed up, and as there was no other 
 mode of conveyance between Boston and New York than the 
 mail stage, and Hingham packets, my father chose to go by 
 land to Connecticut, with the intention of selling the goods 
 he had with him, and also of obtaining customers in the 
 towns through which he might pass. He had been absent 
 only a few days, when these cloven-footed villains came out 
 with their scheme, which was to rob my father. My mother 
 was not aware of what they were doing until it was too late 
 to prevent it. They had collected the most valuable part of 
 the stock, and what cash they could get hold of, and then 
 went off. Before they went, however, my mother, under- 
 standing what they were about, demanded an explanation. 
 The reply was, that the partnership was broken up, and that 
 my father had his portion of the property with him. All 
 this she knew to be false, and before she could obtain assist- 
 ance from any one, they were off, and I believe we never 
 heard of them afterwards. They no doubt met their deserts, 
 as all such villains are sure to do. My father was apprised 
 of the whole affair, by letter, immediately, but did not get 
 the letter until some weeks after they had gone off. It was 
 sad news for him, but taking the whole matter into consider- 
 ation, as the prospect for business was good in New York, 
 and as they had taken all, and probably there were some de- 
 mands against the concern, he arranged matters so that it 
 was not necessary for him to return to Boston. In the fol- 
 lowing spring he sent for his family. We put our household 
 stuff on board a Hingham packet, which plied between Bos- 
 ton and New York, and sailed on the 20th of May, 1801, 
 and arrived there in eleven days, all well, and were soon 
 comfortably located. After being in New York about 
 eleven months, my maternal grandfather sent for me to 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 17 
 
 return to Boston for the benefit of my education, as the New 
 York schools were very much inferior to those of Boston. 
 
 My parents being willing, I returned to my grandfather's 
 family, and was put to school. At that time there were sep- 
 arate* schoolhouses for each department of scholarship, so 
 that the attendance was half the day to each, during the 
 summer months, both for boys and girls, the latter not 
 attending school during the winter; and then the four classes 
 were divided into two parts, the first and third made one, the 
 second and fourth the other. The reading and grammar 
 schools that I attended were the old Bingham, at the head 
 of Nassau street, under charge of Dr. Asa Bullard, and the 
 other was at the head of West street, and commanded by 
 Rufus Webb, Esq. 
 
 I often look back at my school days, and compare the ad- 
 vantages of that time with those of the present day. Then, 
 the books of the first class consisted of the American Pre- 
 ceptor, a small edition of a dictionary, a very diminutive 
 grammar, called young ladies' accidents, and a little paper 
 geographical catechism, containing about twenty-five pages. 
 The contents of the latter I can repeat at the present time, 
 nearly word for word. 
 
 We afterwards had an abridged history of England, and 
 a new grammer by Peter Cochran, but notwithstanding the 
 apparent scarcity of school books at this period, some of the 
 most active and intelligent merchants of Boston, New York, 
 New Orleans, and in most of the seaports of the United 
 States, had no other school education than what they received 
 at the Boston public school. 
 
 There are also those who are now enjoying, and those who 
 have filled high and responsible positions, and one of the 
 most popular of our modern poets, (whose poetic talents are 
 known throughout Europe,) who were classmates with me, 
 and I believe never attended any other school. 
 
 Then there were not half so many attractions to lure the 
 youthful mind as at the present time ; the reading was more 
 of an instructive character, than much that falls into the 
 hands of young persons now. Although it is certain, that 
 
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18 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 the numerous associations, composed entirely of young men, 
 such as Lyceums, Public Libraries, Scientific Lectures, and a 
 host of moral and intellectual institutions, cannot fail of 
 producing men of superior attainments. 
 
 My comparison was only intended to show that close ap- 
 plication to anything, no matter what the difficulties or de- 
 ficiencies may be, will, with few exceptions, come out success- 
 fully. At the early time of which I am speaking of my 
 own education, the discipline and punishments were severe, 
 and in some cases cruel, but visited only on those who were 
 delinquent in their studies, or unruly in their conduct. Mr. 
 Haskell, who was usher, when I first joined the school, was 
 removed and made the principal of another. 
 
 He was succeeded by a tall, raw boned, sallow looking, 
 New Hampshire man, named Peter Cochran, author of the 
 new grammar. His very appearance struck a terror into 
 those who were to be under his charge, of which, unfortu- 
 nately, I was one. On his first appearance and after the 
 school had been called to order, he took a position near his 
 desk, and when all was silent, and every eye fixed on him, 
 he gave a glance round with his fierce, snaky eyes and com- 
 menced his inaugural. "Boys, if you are attentive to your 
 studies it will be well, but if not, I shall be very severe with 
 you, be seated." He provided himself with a hugh rattan full 
 four feet long ; he then measured off two lines upon the 
 floor, parallel with the wainscoting, one about two feet, and 
 the other about thirty inches, this was intended as an inquisi- 
 torial punishment for those who were inattentive to their 
 studies. 
 
 The application was as follows : the delinquent, if a tall 
 boy, was made to stand with his right foot on the thirty inch 
 line having the wall on his right, he then raises his right 
 arm, and with open hand falls against the wall, thus form-» 
 ing an acute angle 4 , his body the hypothenuse, the floor a 
 base, and the wall a perpendicular ; in this painful position 
 he must stand during the pleasure of the inquisitor. A 
 sharp lookout was kept, that he did not reduce the length 
 of the base, if lie did, he had a rap on the legs with the big 
 rattan. The two-feet-line, was for smaller boys ; I had the 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 19 
 
 painful pleasure of forming this trigonometrical figure 
 several times, but much rather preferred the incipient dem- 
 onstration of two parallel lines, that is, if my body was to 
 form any part of a geometrical figure. Another mode of 
 punishment, as a sort of change, was to hold out a whole, 
 or half brick, at arms length, during the pleasure of this 
 modern Nero — this, I also tried and should prefer carrying 
 the brick in my hat, than having to hold it in this most 
 painful manner. The career of this fellow was short. His 
 cruelties were disallowed by the head master, and he was 
 discharged. I afterwards heard of a Cochran that was 
 sentenced to the State Prison, in Maine. 1 wonder if it was 
 this fellow ? He was succeeded by another tall, gaunt- 
 looking creature, who was truly the mathematical demon- 
 stration of a straight line " length without breadth." He 
 was from New Hampshire also, and it might well be said 
 that he stepped into Cochran's shoes. He had the same rattan, 
 but was not allowed to continue Cochran's tortures. He was 
 noway backward with his rattan, as my head and shoulders 
 could well testify. He seemed to take a peculiar pleasure in 
 flogging me : whether he thought there was a balance due 
 me from Cochran, and the account had been transferred to 
 him for settlement, I cannot say ; for hardly a day passed 
 that 1 did not get a rap and not for negligence either, for I 
 always had my lesson and was as far ahead as any boy in 
 the class. 
 
 One day, one of the largest boys in the lower division, for 
 some misdemeanor was severely punished, he watched his 
 opportunity and ran out of school. He soon returned with 
 his father, a stout, red-faced man, armed with a large cane, 
 And when Pierce and his father had entered the door "where 
 is the fellow ?" cried old Pierce, then walking up to Bradley 
 with his cane uplifted, the latter, pale as ashes, stood still. 
 Immediately I sprung out of my seat, the other boys follow- 
 ing ; we formed a dense ring around him, thus warding off 
 old Pierce. 
 
 The head master now interfered, when the old man and 
 his son retired peaceably from the school. After this a|Fair 
 I observed a marked change in Bradley towards me, very 
 
20 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 much in my favor ; he never struck me again, and once he 
 deigned to greet me with a smile. 
 
 Notwithstanding the severity of our treatment I continued 
 to improve and was placed in the first class under charge of 
 Dr. Bullard. Soon after my promotion to the first class, 
 Bradley was dismissed, and was succeeded by Mr. Shaw (the 
 present Judge Shaw) and so different was his conduct^ that 
 there was not a boy but loved him. He was mild, amiable, 
 and energetic, and very seldom resorted to punishment. I 
 became a medal scholar and progressed in my studies. But 
 an unpleasant affair occurred which caused me to leave 
 school nearly a year before the usual time. The particulars 
 are briefly, as follows : 
 
 A boy of a highly respectable family, and one of my class- 
 mates, wishing to have some fun, put a dead rat in the 
 master's desk, unseen by any one. After the school had 
 commenced, the master lifted the lid to get his rattan, and, 
 as soon as he saw the rat he fixed his eye on me ; and I was 
 immediately called out and ordered to remove it. I could 
 not avoid laughing, while I assured him I knew nothing 
 about it. He grew furious ; took me by the collar and drew 
 me towards the desk, and ordered me again to take the rat 
 out ; he was in a violent passion. I however took the tongs 
 from the fireplace, and held the rat up by the tail, which 
 caused the boys to laugh ; threw it out of the window and 
 was going to my seat, when he clenched me again by the 
 back of the neck and commenced whaling me with his rat- 
 tan. I felt that I was unjustly whipped, and would not 
 stand it. So I clenched him, and sung out " murder" at the 
 top of my voice. The whole school was now in an uproar, I 
 had him fast by the legs ; he was unable to strike me again, 
 so we scrabbled together a few minutes, when I let go my 
 hold. He was so exhausted that he fairly panted for breath. 
 The boy° for whose crime I was receiving the punishment, 
 had not magnanimity enough to rise and own the deed ; 
 but calmly looked on and saw me receive his punishment. 
 
 •Since dead, and for many years held a responsible situation under the 
 St afe Government, 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 21 
 
 At the closing of the school as I was going from my seat, 
 Bullard ordered me to stop, and he then forbade me enter- 
 ing the school-room again. I just replied, that he need not 
 he troubled about that, for I never intended to come again, 
 neither did I wish ever to have anything more to do with 
 him, adding : you have whipped me for the act of another, 
 who was too cowardly to own it, and I think I can point him 
 out. But remember Sir, that this affair remains between 
 you and I to be adjusted at another time. As 1 was passing 
 down the centre aisle of the school-room, the usher met me, 
 saying, " I wish you to remain a few minutes after the 
 school has retired," and requested me to step into his desk. 
 Accordingly, after all had gone out, he very affectionately 
 expressed his regret at what had happened. I assured him 
 of my innocence of the affair, which he fully believed, shook 
 me by the hand and wished me well. I went immediately 
 home and acquainted the family with what had occurred, 
 showed them the scars upon my legs made by the rattan. All 
 seemed much affected on account of my undeserved punish- 
 ment, and also much indignation towards the boy who was 
 the cause of it. I continued my studies at home and prob- 
 ably lost nothing by leaving school. I regretted this affair 
 very much, and felt it more sensibly than I should have 
 done had it occurred a few months previous, as the following 
 story will show. Unfortunately for me on my return from 
 New York, I became associated with several very bad boys, 
 although they belonged to respectable families, and were 
 smart, intelligent lads, yet their habits were very bad ; 
 using much profane language, and were very fond of boxing, 
 and on some occasions absenting themselves from school. 
 All these bad habits I imbibed and became one of them. My 
 language at times was awfully profane, and I was frequently 
 engaged in a fight ; sometimes I got well whipped and then 
 again have flogged boys much larger than myself. Our 
 gang, as we were called, were notorious for all kinds of mis- 
 chief, not of thieving, however, or of doing any one an 
 injury, but of playing tricks on boys, and of doing many 
 things for sport that could be called by no other name than 
 
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 22 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 mischief. We often got into difficulties, some of which were 
 of a serious character. 
 
 At this time there existed a feud between a class of boys 
 denominated the aristocracy, and boys who did not come un- 
 der this category, and between these two classes there was 
 little association. 
 
 One day four of us went over to the bottom of the Com- 
 mon to have a swim ; the water then came up to the foot of 
 the knoll west of the great tree, and by wading out twenty 
 yards, was deep enough for bathing. We selected a clean 
 spot, where we undressed, and had just thrown off our 
 clothes, when four of the above described chaps came down 
 also for a bath. They commenced with their feet, kicking 
 our clothes aside to make room for themselves. We demand- 
 ed of them what right they had to meddle with our clothing. 
 One of them, in a very haughty manner, replied, " Inferiors 
 should move for their superiors." " Do you hear that ?" says 
 one of our party. There were four of us and four of them, 
 but they were much the stoutest boys. However, we consult- 
 ed the matter a few minutes, and determined to fight them. 
 We were all undressed, and in a good trim for a battle. I 
 was to commence by attacking the largest, who was already 
 in the water. I wa*ded out and clinched him, but soon found 
 lie was too many guns for me ; his arms were so much long- 
 er than mine that I could hardly get a chance to hit him. 
 The others sung out for quarters. They then apologized for 
 the insult, and we were ever after good and recognizable 
 friends. Another of these gentry, a fellow older and much 
 heavier than myself, grossly insulted me in the school yard 
 one day, which ended in a fight. I whipped him in good 
 fashion, and to his perfect satisfaction. He belonged to what 
 was then called one of the first families in Boston, and was 
 afterwards a talented and distinguished lawyer. His father 
 was one cf our most prominent statesmen, and as I have be- 
 fore observed, the sons of these rich men assumed a sort of 
 superiority over those of the lower and middling classes ; 
 and scarcely would they ever mingle with them in play. 
 
 This foolish pride was often punished, and many a spruce 
 young gentleman had to walk home with a black eye or a 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 23 
 
 damaged face, and on almost every occasion they commenced 
 the difficulty themselves, by assuming haughty airs, and try- 
 ing to exercise a superiority over those who were not so well 
 dressed. 
 
 One day a party of us were engaged in a game of cricket 
 on the Common, and it so happened that there were three of 
 these upper class on one side, and we wanted one more to 
 make even sides, so we took in a first rate hoy, who was an 
 excellent scholar and of good deportment, when one of the 
 three just alluded to, threw down his bat, declaring he would 
 not play if this boy was chosen ; for, said he, in a sneering 
 manner, " look at his dress" Now his dress was tidy and 
 clean, though the cloth probably was not so fine as his who 
 objected to him. The boy felt hurt at the remark, but we 
 insisted that he should play, and any one who objected to 
 him might leave the ground. The game went on and 
 we had a good time. This boy afterwards became a very 
 wealthy and successful merchant in New Orleans. The 
 reader may possibly suppose that the objection on the part of 
 the rich boys to associate with those of the jDoorer class 
 was, that they were vulgar and of low breeding. 
 
 This however was not the case, for there were boys whose 
 parents were poor and industrious, who were exemplary in 
 their deportment, good scholars, and many of them to my 
 knowledge became men of fortunes ; many have filled high 
 and honorable positions in the navy, army, and in the gen- 
 eral government. And I have lived to see some of those 
 who were born with a silver spoon in their mouth, dragging 
 along their lives in poverty and destitution. 
 
 " Honor and shame from no condition rise ; 
 Act well your part, there all the honor lies." 
 
 I have spoken several times of resenting personal insults 
 when a boy, but since I have become a man 1 have thought 
 that it was far more magnanimous to pass by than to avenge 
 them, although it often caused a hard struggle to do so. It 
 is written of Bonaparte that while on the Island of Elba he 
 declared to a friend that he never had resented a personal 
 
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 insult. But a personal injury is quite another matter. He 
 who injures me in either my property or reputation, may 
 create a pang in the bosom of my family that may not be 
 removed until the grave encloses them ; and he who does 
 this must expect his recompense ; for the Almighty hath said, 
 "Vengeance is mine, I will repay, saith the Lord" 
 
 Once more I came near losing my life in a very foolish 
 manner. I had a large bow gun with a very strong bow, 
 and an arrow fitted with a long sail needle projecting over 
 three inches from the end. One of my companions out of 
 mere sport, deliberately took up the gun and shot the arrow 
 into my back, standing only about five or six yards from me. 
 The needle entered just above the kidney, probably a half 
 an inch, and it was with much difficulty that we pulled it 
 out. The doctor pronounced it a miraculous escape. Had it 
 entered the kidney, in all probability it would have caused 
 my death. Thus was I spared again, and it was evident 
 my time had not yet come. 
 
 I had as a classmate an intimate acquaintance, a lad 
 about my own age ; who was both amiable and exemplary, 
 and was received as a member of Dr. Baldwin's (Baptist,) 
 church, at the age of eleven years. He came to me one day 
 in an affectionate manner, saying he wished to have some 
 conversation with me, and commenced by asking if I ever 
 thought of death and of the judgment, and if I thought I 
 was prepared to die. To all of which I answered in the 
 negative ; but immediately felt the weight of these impor- 
 tant interrogatories. He then in the most friendly and 
 sympathizing manner, alluded to the bad company I kept, 
 and the profane language he so frequently heard from me. 
 I was much affected, and thanked him for his kind reproof. 
 He then invited me to go with him to an old barn where he 
 was accustomed to go every day for secret prayer. I con- 
 sented, and the next day went with him. He knelt, and 
 desired me to kneel by his side, and then, in the most fer- 
 vent manner, prayed that I might be led to see the error of 
 my ways and to seek repentance and forgiveness through 
 Jesus Christ. I also made an attempt to offer up a prayer 
 myself. I now felt a determination to break off from my 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 25 
 
 former associates, and also from my bad habits, embrace re- 
 ligion and follow the precepts of the Bible. My kind and 
 faithful friend whom I will now introduce to the reader was 
 the Rev. James Colman, who died on his passage to India, 
 whither he was going to join the Burman Missions. James 
 continued faithful, evincing towards me a truly brotherly 
 affection. 
 
 I found it rather hard to disengage myself from my old 
 associates, but was frank and open, telling them that 1 had 
 seen my errors and was determined to forsake them. At this 
 they sneeringly replied that as I had now turned Methodist, 
 I had better go and preach. A good opportunity offered on 
 the first Saturday of each month, for seeing the result of bad 
 company and early vices. At the head of West street, and 
 near to our writing school, right against the gate leading to 
 the Mall, the public whipping post was erected ; (at that 
 time there was no House of Correction,) the whipping com- 
 menced at eleven o'clock, A. M., just about the time our 
 school was dismissed. I have seen many a poor fellow 
 stripped to the bare skin, and receive from twenty to one 
 hundred lashes with the cat o' nine tails, the number depend- 
 ing on the magnitude of the crime. One man who was 
 sentenced to stand in the pillory for a fraud against an 
 insurance company, made a confession of the many crimes 
 lie had committed, attributing his vicious life to bad compa- 
 ny in his boyhood. His confession was very affecting, and 
 certainly could not fail of making a deep impression on 
 many who heard him. I had been a reformed boy nearly 
 three months, when the unpleasant school affair took place. 
 My friend James understood the whole matter, and was well 
 satisfied who the offender was, so my reputation did not suf- 
 fer in his estimation. We continued our visits to the barn, 
 and spent much of our leisure time together. I continued 
 my studies at home, mingling no more with boys at play. 
 I had access to a carpenter's shop, and was quite handy 
 with tools. Much of my time was spent in making small 
 articles for the neighbors, such as chests, benches and clothes 
 horses, &c, which kept me well supplied with spending 
 money. 
 
CHAPTER II. 
 
 Determined to go to Sea, — Prospect of a voyage, — Severely injured 
 and could not go, — Obtained another, — First attempt at cooking, — 
 Severity of the Captain, — Arrival at Rotterdam, — Occurrence, — 
 Sail for home, — Boarded by English Cruisers, — Severe gale on 
 George's bank, —Captain intoxicated, — Captured and carried to Hali- 
 fax, _ Insults, —Arrival of the English fleet, — Affair of the Chesa- 
 peake—Whipping through the fleet,— And execution of the deserter,— 
 Occurrences at Halifax, — Description of the Execution, — And 
 previous behavior of Sam Jackson, — Execution on board the St. 
 Mary's at Vera Cruz. 
 
 For some years previous, and up to tins time, I had been 
 much inclined to read voyages, and travels, which created 
 a strong desire for going to sea. And as I was then about 
 fourteen years of age, the usual time for boys to choose their 
 future profession, was determined on going to sea, although 
 my friends were much opposed to it at first. They at length 
 yielded to what they saw was my fixed determination. 
 
 I was acquainted with a Mr. Wilson, who was also inti- 
 mate in our family, he was then mate of the brig Sally be- 
 longing to Nehcmiah Parsons, Esq. She was then under 
 repairs receiving new rigging, &c, and when ready for sea 
 was bound to the Mediterranean. Mr. Wilson procured a 
 chance for me as cabin-boy. I went on board and was set 
 at work with the riggers. On the third day after I had 
 joined her, a man in the maintop having a seven pound 
 maul in his hand, driving the eye of a shroud down over the 
 mast head, let the maul slip while making a blow with it, 
 his hand being greasy, it came down and struck on the top 
 of my head, knocking me senseless for a few moments. 
 They took me up, dressed the wound and carried me home. 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 27 
 
 This accident prevented me from going the voyage in 
 her. But when I had recovered from the wound I com- 
 menced again searching for a voyage. It was not an 
 easy matter then for a hoy to get a voyage, as most 
 shipmasters had their apprentices ; and besides, it was 
 not then as it is now with respect to ships ; then, there 
 were comparatively few to what we see now. Scarcely could 
 a ship be found over three hundred tons, and it was also 
 very rare to see a coppered vessel. At length after much 
 searching obtained a chance on board a small barque of 
 one hundred and sixty tons, bound to Rotterdam in Holland. 
 When I went on board to enquire for a situation I was 
 directed to the Skipper, who was seated on a hen-coop on 
 the quarter-deck ; he looked at me rather quzziingly when 
 I asked him if he wanted a boy, and then began to enquire 
 if I was not some runaway, and whether my parents were 
 willing that I should go to sea, and various other questions 
 of this sort which led me to think he had taken a nipper. 
 I soon satisfied him who I was and invited him up to my 
 grandfather's house. As all my uncles were at sea, had 
 no one to arrange for me. 
 
 It was settled, however, that I was to go this voyage, and 
 if I still persisted in going to sea then, he was to take me 
 as an apprentice. The captain took me to a sailor's clothing 
 store and rigged me out in a sailor's dress, with which I was 
 much pleased. I now went on board for duty and my master 
 informed me that he always made his boys cook on their first 
 voyage. So my first business was to go into the galley and 
 put everything to rights in the cooking department. He at 
 the same time told me that in the mate's state-room there 
 was a beef bone hanging up, with which I must make some 
 soup for the people's dinner. 
 
 The crew being shipped were now to live on board. So 
 I took the bone on deck and with an axe smashed it up, 
 and threw it into the copper. Now I was in a quandary 
 what kind of water to use for the soup, having the impression 
 that sailors made soup with salt water. I "did not like to 
 ask for information, and as the fresh water pump was some 
 distance up the wharf I decided on using salt water draw- 
 
28 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 ing it from along-side. There were plenty of vegetables 
 of which 1 was no way sparing, but 1 don't think that a 
 lady with a delicate stomach, on seeing my modus opperandi 
 of preparing this savory dish, would have eaten much of 
 it ; 1 forgot to rinse the potatoes and turnips before put- 
 ting them in, and washing the beef bone slipped my mind 
 also, for as in the case of the salt water, some how or 
 other I got the impression that sailors must eat dirt any- 
 how. 
 
 I felt some small degree of uncertainty about the success 
 of my first attempt at soup making, neither did I venture to 
 say anything about the salt water ; but thought I would 
 leave the event as the proof of the soup would be in the 
 eating. 
 
 At 12 o'clock the mate came to the galley to know if din- 
 ner was ready. I told him it had been boiling three hours, 
 and I thought it was done. " Well, give the men their din- 
 ner, then go and set the table in the cabin." In the 
 meantime he took a quid about the size of a musket cart- 
 ridge from his mouth, and holding it in his left hand took 
 out°a ladle full of the boiling beverage, and after blowing 
 and sipping a few minutes, turned round to me saying, " you 
 young dog, you have put in too much salt, but it's good soup 
 though, don't put in so much next time." " No sir." 
 
 So I came to the conclusion that soup should be made 
 with fresh water, although I heard no grumbling from the 
 sailors. 
 
 Our cargo being on board and everything ready for sea 
 we sailed on the hrst of June, 1807, for Rotterdam. The next 
 day I was quite sea-siek and could hardly crawl to the cam- 
 boose house. I began to have some suspicion that our cap- 
 tain was what old sailors call a " horse," and I also dis- 
 covered that it was his intention to be very severe on me, for 
 I was so sick that I could hardly hold up my head, he sent 
 me to look for what he called a creeper, a cooking utensil 
 generally called a spider. 
 
 I hail never seen it among the galley fixings ; yet in a 
 tyrannical manner he ordered me to find it. 
 
 I began to wish myself back again, for when drunk, 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 29 
 
 which was nearly half the time, he would grin and show 
 his teeth like a monkey, threatening to flog me declar- 
 ing it was the only method of making a sinart man of a 
 boy. 
 
 In a few days my sea-sickness had disappeared, and I was 
 all right again. 
 
 The ship's bill of fare, the following of which is a true 
 copy, was stuck up in the cabin, and from the orthography of 
 the bill, it will seem to be evident, that the schoolmaster 
 was not on board. 
 
 Sundy — bef and pork and poclins and peters. 
 
 Mondy — bef and pork and peters. 
 
 Tnsdy — pork and bens. 
 
 Wensdy — salt fish peters and pork fat. 
 
 Thusdy — bef and pork and podins. 
 
 Fridy — pork and bens. 
 
 Saterdy — salt fish peters and pork fat. 
 
 The first line of this remarkable document would read 
 thus, in the English language : 
 
 Sundays — Beef, Pork, Puddings, and Potatoes. 
 
 Besides my duty as cook, cabin-boy, and steward, I had to 
 loose and furl the royals, and as we had but one top-mast 
 studdingsail, and but one boom, it devolved on me to shift 
 the latter from side to side as occasion required, which was 
 no easy job when she was rolling heavy, a trick she was well 
 accustomed to. In tacking ship it was my duty to let 
 go the fore-sheet, and shift over the middle stay-sail-sheet. 
 One day when we had tacked, and after I had let go the 
 fore-sheet, I jumped below to secure a can of molasses that I 
 had just drawn ; I was not below more than half a minute, 
 the captain saw me go down and came to the hatchway with 
 the end of the top-sail buntling in his hand, waiting for me 
 to come up, and as soon as my head was above deck he com- 
 menced, and I am sure 1 shall never forget that rope's endr 
 ing. 
 
 It may almost be set down as a proverb, and I have seen 
 it verified in my commerce with men, that we as often get 
 punished for doing our duty as for neglecting it. 
 
 My good captain seemed to labor under the impression 
 
30 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 that flogging was a very necessary and indispensable branch 
 of discipline in my education for a sailor. And whether he 
 considered that the use of a rope's end was a vulgar mode 
 of punishment, and wishing to treat me with some degree of 
 refinement, 1 cannot say, for he had a nice cat o' nine tails 
 made by one of the seamen, nicely pointed and grafted, and 
 pretty enough to hang up in a museum ; the elaborate finish 
 of this cat the skipper looked upon as the profoundest test of 
 skill in seamanship. After taking a stiff glass of grog, he 
 called me into the cabin, and with his usual monkey grin, 
 held out this pretty plaything, and commenced his address : 
 
 " You see this, donH you?" 
 
 "Yes, sir." 
 
 " Well, when you first come aboard, I liked your looks, but 
 hvyitfd I should have a job to cook you. Look out now" 
 
 He then hung it up against his state-room door, and told 
 me to be off. He never had the pleasure, however, of using 
 his man-maker upon my back, for that night it disappeared, 
 and was never seen afterwards ; and what was very singular, 
 he did not inquire for it. But I rather suspected that he 
 had some idea where it went. 
 
 We had been out fortv-two or three davs, and were draw- 
 ing nigh to our port of destination, and not once was I found 
 to be remiss in mv duty. I was not allowed a moment of 
 time, even to mend my clothes. 
 
 Our cargo was coffee, and every night while taking it in, 
 the sweepings of the deck, in which was some considerable 
 quantity of coffee, were placed in barrels, and kept for ship 
 use, and when my cooking was done for the day, 1 had this 
 coffee to pick, and 1 have often shut myself up in the cam- 
 hoo.se, in order that 1 might have an opportunity to read a 
 chapter in my Bible. 
 
 Thin <>s now began to be more favorable. I got through 
 with my various duties without difficulty, although a sailor 
 knocked me into the lee scuppers on: 1 day for refusing to 
 rinse out his tin pot. 1 picked myself up, and had not 
 the mate interfered, 1 think it doubtful whether he would ever 
 have struck another. 
 
 1 am sorry to acknowledge it, but to this day I find it hard 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 81 
 
 to forgive an injury. I know it is unchristianlike, and con- 
 trary to the precepts of the religion of Christ, and earnestly 
 hope that God will give me grace to overcome it. 
 
 And while I am now writing, (1856) my mind involunta- 
 rily glances over the past, when a recollection of the wrongs 
 and impositions that I have suffered, flits before me, I find 
 it necessary to lay down my pen until the perturbation 
 ceases. 
 
 We arrived at Helveot-sluys in forty-four days from Bos- 
 ton ; took a pilot and proceeded up the river, stopping at 
 Dart, Scravendale and Schiedam, and then to Rotterdam, 
 hauling in to Glasshaven to discharge our caro-o. 
 
 While lying at Rotterdam our captain lived on shore, 
 which gave me rather more latitude than if he had been on 
 board. I frequently went on shore with the sailors in the 
 evening, and as the general resort of sailors are bad houses, 
 and their habits tending to drunkenness, my accompanying 
 them was of no benefit to my morals, for on one occasion they 
 got me quite intoxicated on anise seed, which made me very 
 sick all next day. 
 
 I did not go on shore again, but spent my time in reading, 
 after my work was done. 
 
 There was now a ceneral armistice throughout the conti- 
 nent of Europe. Joseph Bonaparte was king of Holland. 
 
 After receiving our homeward cargo, we sailed for Boston. 
 
 American vessels were at this time subject to much annoy- 
 ance from English and French cruisers, but more particularly 
 from the former, as they were very abusive to our flag, fre- 
 quently bringing vessels to, insulting the captains, and in 
 many instances impressing the seamen. 
 
 The French had issued the Berlin and Milan decrees, by 
 which all vessels, of whatever nation, having enemy's goods 
 on board, were considered as lawful prizes, and dealt with 
 accordingly. 
 
 The English, on the other hand, had their orders in coun- 
 cil, which also confiscated all vessels having enemy's property 
 on board. American masters, in foreign ports, were often 
 insulted by British officers, and I recollect a laughable inci- 
 dent that occurred in Gibraltar, and was well acquainted 
 
32 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 with the captain who was the hero of the story, and telk it 
 so humorously. His name was Brock, hut usually pronounced 
 Brick. 
 
 One day, while at the Crown and Anchor hotel, in compa- 
 ny with several American shipmasters, who were all seated 
 in the principal room, enjoying themselves over a hottle of 
 wine, there came in some British naval officers, who, rinding 
 the table occupied, went out grumbling, and from one of 
 them was heard the epithet, " Yankees." 
 
 " Did you hear that ?" says Breck, to the others. They all 
 heard it, and Breck jumped up, and following the officers in- 
 into the hall, inquired which of the gentlemen it was that 
 made use of that insulting lanonmo;e, and to whom it was 
 addressed. 
 
 The British officer, who by the way was a captain in the 
 navy, looking rather indignantly on Breck, who was rather 
 short, though very stout, while the Englishman was a tall, 
 raw-boned fellow, replied : " To you, if you take it up." 
 
 Breck immediately threw off his coat, put his fist in the 
 captain's face, and told him to defend himself. 
 
 By this time a number of spectators had gathered around, 
 and the noble Englishman finding himself in rather an 
 awkward position, replied that he was not going to make a 
 blackguard of himself. 
 
 " My name," said he, " is Clay, of His Majesty's brig 
 Hanger, and I will give you any satisfaction you wish, in a 
 gentlemanly manner." 
 
 " Well," says Breck, with his fist still clenched, " if your 
 name is Clay, my name is Brick, and Fm already baked, 
 and I want satisfaction now." 
 
 This created such a roar of laughter all around, that the 
 by-standers as well as the British officer, insisted on settling 
 it on the spot ov< r as much champagne as all could drink, 
 and the Englishman insisted on paying the bill. Thus end- 
 ed this humorous affair. 
 
 We were boarded several times in the North Sea. and also 
 in the English Channel, and were each time politely treated. 
 Our crew were examined, and as all had protections but two 
 we had no difficulty witli the British officers, excepting once; 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 33 
 
 then the boarding officer was very impudent, speaking very 
 seurribii$bj of American protections. This, however, we took 
 no notice of, and the fellow went off on board his frigate. 
 
 With respect to the two men who had no protections, in 
 order to save them from impressment, (as they were actually 
 deserters from a British man-of-war,) they were entered in 
 the ship's log-book, as having fallen from the maintop-sail 
 yard while reefing ; and when a man-of-war hove in sight, 
 they were both snugly stowed away, and as we were appar- 
 ently weak-handed, no attempt was made to impress any of 
 the rest. 
 
 The captain had now materially relaxed his rigid conduct 
 towards me. I had picked all the coffee, and had plenty of 
 leisure time ; our passage homeward was rather rough. 
 On George's bank, we encountered a severe gale ; it com- 
 menced in the morning, and by noon it blew furiously, and 
 continued to increase until the following midnight. Our 
 good skipper during this gale was sewed up below ; at one 
 time, during the night, the mate came down and tried to get 
 the captain up, as we were fast drifting on to the shoal, 
 and by the mate's calculations were very near it ; but all he 
 could get was a grunt ; indeed, it was a fearful gale, but we 
 rode it out nicely ; the next day was fine and clear, and the 
 old man came on deck looking quite sheepish. 
 
 On that same afternoon while we were all busy in geting 
 things to rights and preparing for bending cables, a British 
 Cruiser hove in sight, and was soon upon us. She be- 
 longed to the Halifax Station, and was cruising in Boston 
 bay for vessels coming from Europe ; as in many cases, they 
 were found to have prohibited goods on board. 
 
 After detaining us two hours, and closely examining our 
 papers, they declared us a prize to his Brittanic Majesty; — 
 accordingly we were ordered to get our traps up, and be all 
 ready to go on board. the man-of-war, when her boat re- 
 turned with the prize crew. 
 
 The captain was permitted to remain on board the barque. 
 On the return of the man-of-war-boat with the prize master 
 and crew, we were all bundled into the boat and put on 
 board the Cruiser. On getting on board we were ordered 
 
34 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 oil the quarter-deck, until disposed of. The two unfortu- 
 nate fellows, who were lost off the maintop-sail yard, were 
 immediately seized as deserters, hut hy entering again noth- 
 ing more was said about their desertion. 
 
 I saw one of these same fellows a year afterwards in Bos- 
 ton ; he had deserted again, and by a perilous adventure 
 had succeeded in reaching Portland, and then came to Bos- 
 ton. 
 
 Soon after our arrival on board the man-of-war, the cap- 
 tain ordered the prize master, who was then on board the 
 barque, to till away for Halifax, while the Englishman con- 
 tinued on her cruise. 
 
 We were not confined, but put into watches for duty. 
 
 The barque having filled away, ran down under the man- 
 of-war's stern, and when within talking distance, my captain 
 very earnestly requested of the English commander that he 
 might have his boy returned to him. I stood near him, and 
 said I did not wish to go back. " Never fear my lad, you 
 are not going," said he, and made no reply to the captain's 
 request ; he ordered the prize master to strip the prize im- 
 mediately on his arrival at Halifax. We then squared away, 
 standing S. E., and the barque proceeded on her course for 
 Halifax. 
 
 On this first night I came near making a hole in the water. 
 I was sent out on the foreroyal-yard, to stop a small portion 
 of the sail that had got loose, and while out on the lee-yard 
 arm, the foot rope was so long, that it brought my chin against 
 the yard, and 1 could not have got into the bunt again, had 
 it not been that a tall Canadian had just come up, it being 
 his lookout at the mast head ; he got hold of my arm and 
 assisted me in: otherwise, in all probability, I must have 
 let go. 
 
 We con( i nued our cruise along the Southern coast, and 
 spoke a ship from Norfolk, bound to Cadiz; we next spoke a 
 schooner from Thomaston, bound to Barbadoes, with lime, 
 potatoes and onions. The captain was asked ir' he would bring 
 on board some of his vegetables, which lie did, and for which 
 he was well paid. We requested the boat's crew to report us as 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 35 
 
 taken, on their arrival in the XL S., which they promised to 
 do ; we also gave them our names. 
 
 We now stood to the eastward a few clays, and not falling 
 in with anything, squared away for Halifax, and arrived 
 there about ten days after the arrival of the Barque, encoun- 
 tering a smart gale the night before. 
 
 As soon as we appeared off the harbor, our captain, who 
 was permitted to visit the barque when he pleased, as she 
 was in charge of the admiralty officers, went on board 
 and hoisted the American ensign; this being contrary to 
 the common usage of prizes, an officer was immediately de- 
 spatched from the guard-ship, with a most indecent message 
 
 to the captain, ordering him to haul down that 
 
 yankee flag. He at first positively refused claiming the 
 right, as an American, to show his colors, but he was over- 
 powered and obliged to submit. 
 
 The Barque's sails were unbent, and much of the running 
 rigging unrove ; the crew were sent ashore from the man-of- 
 war, but I was sent on board the Barque, to wait on , the 
 king's officers, as they were called ; there were two of them, 
 an Irishman and a blue-nose, and both of them regular sots ; 
 they had access to the gin, of which they drank freely, and 
 were often drunk. 
 
 Prizes came in every day, although on our arrival, there 
 was but one there. She was a long, rakish, Baltimore clip- 
 per, taken by the Cleopatra frigate. The prize was from 
 Vera Cruz, with a large amount of specie on board, bound 
 to Baltimore, and under what pretext she was taken I could 
 not learn. 
 
 In three weeks from our arrival, there were twenty-five 
 American vessels sent in as prizes. A large portion of the 
 men belonging to these prizes were impressed and claimed 
 as British subjects, and no doubt many of them were. 
 
 The people of Halifax, and more particularly, the naval 
 officers, seemed to have a very contemptible opinion of 
 American sailors. Calling them grass combers, lubberly 
 fishermen, and log haulers, saying also, that were it not for 
 English sailors, our ships could not pursue their voyages. 
 
36 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 On this subject I shall have something to say at another 
 time. 
 
 Our trial was to commence on the thirtieth day from the 
 libel ; but by compromise, our captain was to pay a certain 
 sum, which, by so doing, Ave could leave Halifax as soon as 
 we could get ready ; but if we stood trial, should, in all 
 probability, be detained through the winter. And in order 
 to meet this proposition, we were permitted to land, and sell 
 a quantity of gin free from duty. Accordingly, we hauled 
 into the wharf for this purpose, also to get the Barque ready 
 for sea. 
 
 On the day that we hauled in, the English fleet arrived 
 from Hampton-roads — after the fracas with the U. S. Frig- 
 ate Chesapeake. And that night, such was the inveterate 
 hatred towards Americans, the rabble came down the wharf 
 along-side the barque, insulting us, by throwing stones and 
 brickbats upon our deck. We of course were obliged to sub- 
 mit to this patriotic indignity. 
 
 A particular and correct account of the Chesapeake affair, 
 may be found in the books treating upon the origin of the 
 late war with England. But as it may be, that the reader 
 cannot obtain such a book, I will briefly relate it, according 
 to the best of my remembrance. 
 
 The British fleet consisted of the Leopard, 50, Capt. 
 Humphrey s,Frigates, Jason, Melampus, and Chichester. Hal- 
 ifax and Squirrel, sloops of War. This fleet, and the U. S. 
 frigate Cheaspeake lay together in Hampton-roads. The 
 Chesapeake commanded by Com. Barron, was destined for the 
 Mediterranean, to join the American fleet off Tripoli. 
 Three men from one of the English boats, deserted while at 
 Norfolk, and to obtain money for a frolic, shipped at the U. 
 S. rendezvous under assumed nam 
 
 The recruiting officer afterwards positively declared] that 
 when he shipped these men, lie did not know that they were 
 English deserters; for if he had known it he should not 
 have received them. And even after they had entered, if 
 a proper application had been made to him they would 
 have boon released; and if necessary, he would have taken 
 the loss of the advance money upon himself. 
 
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 It appeared that one of the deserters, Jenkiu Ratford, 
 grossly insulted one of his officers in the street at Norfolk, 
 and 1 think it was reported that he struck the officer. All 
 three were sent on hoard the Chesapeake, after their liberty 
 had expired. 
 
 As soon as Captain Humphreys had received official infor- 
 mation that these men were on board the Chesapeake, he 
 addressed a note to Commodore Barron, requesting that the 
 men might be returned to their ship. To this request Com- 
 modore Barron would not consent, and on the following 
 morning got his ship under way and when abreast of the 
 Leopard, the latter gave her the contents of one division 
 from the main deck, and every gun was shotted. 
 
 As the Chesapeake was not in a condition to fight, her 
 cables having been hauled out of the tiers and strung along 
 on the main deck guns, they were taken up to make room 
 for a quantity of provisions intended for the fleet in the 
 Mediterranean, and had not yet been put below. Under 
 these circumstances, and to prevent bloodshed, Barron order- 
 ed the colors to be struck, at which the firing ceased. A 
 boat came immediately from the Leopard to the Chesapeake 
 in which was her first lieutenant, with a note from Captain 
 Humphreys, sincerely regretting the course he felt himself 
 under the necessity of pursuing in order to recover his 
 men. 
 
 The lieutenant anxiously inquired if there had been any 
 one hurt, and appeared much pleased to learn that so little 
 damage had been done, and then informed Commodore 
 Barron that Captain Humphreys still insisted upon having 
 his men, and that he had received orders not to return 
 without them. 
 
 Commodore Barron, to avoid further trouble, mustered his 
 crew, the men were picked out and taken on board the Leop- 
 ard, then the British fleet unmoored and went to sea, bound 
 to Halifax. 
 
 Commodore Barron was tried by a Court-martial and 
 found guilty of gross mismanagement in not having his 
 ship ready for action. And also for hauling his colors 
 down, was suspended from the U. S. Naval service for a 
 
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 number of years, afterwards reinstated, and killed Commo- 
 dore Decatur in a duel. 
 
 We now return to Halifax again. 
 
 " Down with the Yankees \" was the prevailing cry now 
 among men and boys. The fact of making a Yankee frig- 
 ate haul her colors down, and having her crew mustered by 
 a British lieutenant, and three deserters taken out, was 
 a " consummation devoutly to be wished for." 
 
 The independence of the U. S. was now to be forever an- 
 nihilated. The American Stars and Stripes would soon be 
 hanging among the trophies of St. Pauls, and the Yankee 
 rebels would ere long be made to receive their old shackles 
 again. This was the bombastic grog-shop talk of Halifax. 
 
 A gang of rowdy boys attacked me one morning on my 
 return from market, and were determined to whip me 
 because I was a Yankee. So I laid down my market 
 basket and looking them in the face, said, "whip away 
 my good fellows, I suppose you want another Chesapeake vic- 
 tory, there are plenty of you to flog one, only don't steed my 
 meaty They went oft', doing nothing more than giving 
 me a few hearty curses. 
 
 A Court-martial was immediately convened on board the 
 Chichester, for the trial of the three deserters. The result of 
 which was, that Jenkin Ratford was to be hanged at the 
 yard-arm, and the other two to be whipped through the 
 fleet. 
 
 As we lay near the ships of war I had a good opportunity 
 of seeing both sentences carried into execution, those who 
 were to be whipped were to receive 500 lashes each. 
 
 Kind reader, probably you have never seen a punishment 
 of. this kind inflicted, and 1 hope you never will. We read 
 with horror, accounts that have come to us from the inquisi- 
 tions of Europe. Our blood has fairly chilled in our veins, 
 when we have read of the rack, and of being broken on the 
 wheel, and the process of roasting over a slow lire. All this 
 has been done through ignorance and superstition, and in 
 some inquisitorial dungeon, as though the dark hellish scenes 
 were too dreadful for the sun to look upon! But whipping a 
 man through the fleet throws that entirely in the shade; for 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 41 
 
 ship again, placed under the doctor's charge until he gets 
 strong enouoji to receive the balance. 
 
 There have been cases however, where tiie victim has died 
 under the punishment ; nevertheless, the number of lashes 
 must be given upon the back of the corpse ! This, an old 
 English man-of-wars-man assured me he had seen. 
 
 As soon as the boat containing the prisoner has arrived 
 along-side the admiral's ship, all hands are called to witness 
 punishment, which they do by manning the rigging and 
 yards. The first lieutenant then goes down into the boat, 
 and reads the sentence of the Court-marshal, also that clause 
 in the articles of war relating to desertion ; during the time 
 of this reading, every head is uncovered and a death-like 
 stillness prevails. 
 
 Previously, the boatswain of each ship has been directed to 
 have his cats, (cat-o-nine tails) in readiness. The cat, is a 
 whip, with a short handle about fourteen inches long, hand- 
 somely covered with cloth, to the end of which are nine 
 pieces of small cord about the size of cod line, and about a 
 yard long ; at the end of each line are two or three knots, 
 and every stroke with this whip, cuts through the skin quite 
 into the flesh, and the boatswain's mate, who applies it, is 
 commonlv an athletic fellow, and is obliged to give his ut- 
 most strength at every blow, and generally a fresh boatswain's 
 mate takes the cat at the end of each dozen. 
 
 As soon as the reading is over, the lieutenant gives a nod 
 to the master-at-arms, who removes the shirt from the back 
 of the prisoner ; the boatswain's mate is then ordered to 
 commence ; and at the first blow, the master-at-arms, counts 
 audibly, one, and so on, until the designated number is com- 
 pleted. 
 
 And if the smallest portion of pity is manifested by the 
 boatswain's mate in slacking his hand in the least perceptible 
 manner, he is sternly told, " Boatswain's mate, do your duty, 
 Sir." At the first three or four blows the cries and entreaties 
 of the poor wretch are heart-rending, crying out, God 
 Almighty, save me! Jesus Christ, have mercy upon me! 
 Many a time have I heard these piercing cries while the 
 flesh upon the back was cut into strips. 
 
42 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 The doctor lias hold of his pulse and determines the con- 
 dition for endurance. If the poor fellow faints, which is 
 often the case, some brandy or cold water is given him, by 
 means of which he is soon revived. 
 
 This is the mode of punishment in the navy ; or rather it 
 was until a few years since, when by the humane remonstrances 
 of the people, punishment with the cat was abolished. These 
 two men on whom this dreadful sentence was inflicted were 
 carried to the Hospital in a state of insensibility. Although 
 I was not near enough to see their backs mvself, I was told 
 by a man who had a good opportunity of seeing them, that 
 they were a mass of coagulated blood from the shoulders to 
 the loins, as above the former and below the latter a blow 
 must not be struck. 
 
 They were carried from the boat to the Hospital on a sort 
 of litter. Before we left Halifax I was told that one of 
 them was able to sit up a few hours each day and pick 
 oakum. 
 
 I refrain from saying anything more on this painful sub- 
 ject at present, as in the course of my narrative I shall 
 have occasion to mention acts of cruelty in our own navy 
 that would put a savage to the blush. 
 
 Jenkin Ratford, one of the three deserters, who was 
 sentenced to be hanged, was strung up to the foreyard-arm 
 of the Jason, frigate, on the Monday morning subsequent to 
 the whipping through the fleet. He was run up amid the 
 smoke of the bow gun, over which the platform was erected. 
 His crime, though it was adjudged the most flagrant, yet 
 his punishment was comparatively nothing as viewed with 
 that of the others ; for the explosion of the gun instantly 
 kills the victim and his death is easy. 
 
 As the reader may never have seen an execution on 
 board a man-of-war, I will describe this melancholy scene 
 by narrating the execution of Sam Jackson, a seaman, on 
 board the U. S. Ship St. Mary's in the harbor of Vera Cruz, 
 Sept. 17, 18-10. The account is given by the Rev. Fitch W. 
 Taylor, Chaplain in the U. S. Navy, and which I here tran- 
 scribe. 
 
 Jackson while in a state of intoxication had struck an 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 43 
 
 officer, the penalty for which is death, or some other punish- 
 ment which a court-martial shall adjudge. He was found 
 guilty, and the following sentence passed upon him, viz : that 
 Samuel Jackson, seaman, of the U. S. Navy, he executed 
 at such time and place as the commander-in-chief should di- 
 rect ; and that these proceedings, findings, and sentence 
 having been approved by the commander-in chief, therefore, 
 the commander-in-chief, directs that the said Samuel Jackson, 
 seaman, be hanged by the neck, at the foreyard-arm of the 
 U. S. ship, St. Mary's, on Thursday, 17th day of September, 
 1846, between the hours of ten A. M., and meridian. 
 
 The general order then continues. "In order that a 
 suitable impression may be made on the minds of all persons 
 in the squadron, and that there may be nothing to divert 
 their thoughts from so melancholy a spectacle, and that they 
 may be duly impressed with the awful consequences which 
 must ever follow such violation of law, as were committed 
 by this unhappy man, it is directed that no work be done 
 on that day ; that when the preparatory signal is made for 
 execution by the Cumberland, a yellow nag shall be dis- 
 played from the foreroyal-mast head of the St. Mary's. The 
 officers and crew of every vessel of the squadron present, 
 shall be mustered on deck until the yellow flag on board the 
 St. Mary's is hauled down. Commanders will direct that no 
 boats nor persons be absent from the vessels of the squadron 
 on that day, on any pretence whatever, without permission 
 from the commander-in-chief." The fate of this unhappy 
 man, it is hoped, will have a salutary influence, and impress 
 the minds of all present, with the necessity of keeping a strict 
 watch over their passions and tempers at all times and in all 
 situations. The Rev. Chaplain goes on to state: "Yester- 
 day, Sept. 13, being Sunday, I preached on board the St. 
 Mary's. The preceding general order was read immediately 
 after my leaving the ship for the Cumberland, having been 
 received during the services, and to-day, Monday, I have 
 visited the prisoner on board the St. Mary's ; he had requested 
 to be removed from the general gaze of the crew, and have 
 a place assigned him where he might collect his mind and 
 endeavor to prepare to meet the sudden summons to appear 
 
42 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 The doctor Las hold of his pulse and determines the con- 
 dition for endurance. If the poor fellow faints, which is 
 often the ease, some brandy or cold water is given him, by 
 means of which he is soon revived. 
 
 This is the mode of punishment in the navy ; or rather it 
 was until a few years since, when by the humane remonstrances 
 of the people, punishment with the cat was abolished. These 
 two men on whom this dreadful sentence was inflicted were 
 carried to the Hospital in a state of insensibility. Although 
 I was not near enough to see their backs myself, I was told 
 by a man who had a good opportunity of seeing them, that 
 thev were a mass of coagulated blood from the shoulders to 
 the loins, as above the former and below the latter a blow 
 must not be struck. 
 
 They were carried from the boat to tho Hospital on a sort 
 of litter. Before we left Halifax I was told that one of 
 them was able to sit up a few hours each day and pick 
 oakum. 
 
 I refrain from saying anything more on this painful sub- 
 ject at present, as in the course of my narrative I shall 
 have occasion to mention acts of cruelty in our own navy 
 that would put a savage to the blush. 
 
 Jenkin Batford, one of the three deserters, who was 
 sentenced to be hanged, was strung up to the foreyard-arm 
 of the Jason, frigate, on the Monday morning subsequent to 
 the whipping through the fleet. He was run up amid the 
 smoke of the bow gun, over which the platform was erected. 
 His crime, though it was adjudged the most flagrant, yet 
 his punishment was comparatively nothing as viewed with 
 that of the others ; for the explosion of the gun instantly 
 kills the victim and his death is easy. 
 
 As the reader may never have seen an execution on 
 board a man-of-war, I will describe this melancholy scene 
 by narrating the execution of Sam Jackson, a seaman, on 
 board the U. S. Ship St. Mary's in the harbor of Vera Cruz, 
 Sept. 17, 18-10. The account is given by the Rev. Fitch W. 
 Taylor, Chaplain in the U. S. Navy, and which I here tran- 
 scribe. 
 
 Jackson while in a state of intoxication had struck an 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 43 
 
 officer, the penalty for which is death, or some other punish- 
 ment which a court-martial shall adjudge. He was found 
 guilty, and the following sentence passed upon him, viz : that 
 Samuel Jackson, seaman, of the U. S. Navy, be executed 
 at such time and place as the commander-in-chief should di- 
 rect ; and that these proceedings, findings, and sentence 
 having been approved by the commander-in chief, therefore, 
 the commander-in-chief, directs that the said Samuel Jackson, 
 seaman, be hanged by the neck, at the foreyard-arm of the 
 U. S. ship, St. Mary's, on Thursday, 17th day of September, 
 1846, between the hours of ten A. M., and meridian. 
 
 The general order then continues. "In order that a 
 suitable impression may be made on the minds of all persons 
 in the squadron, and that there may be nothing to divert 
 their thoughts from so melancholy a spectacle, and that they 
 may be duly impressed with the awful consequences which 
 must ever follow such violation of law, as were committed 
 by this unhappy man, it is directed that no work be done 
 on that day ; that when the preparatory signal is made for 
 execution by the Cumberland, a yellow nag shall be dis- 
 played from the foreroyal-mast head of the St. Mary's. The 
 officers and crew of every vessel of the squadron present, 
 shall be mustered on deck until the yellow flag on board the 
 St. Mary's is hauled down. Commanders will direct that no 
 boats nor persons be absent from the vessels of the squadron 
 on that day, on any pretence whatever, without permission 
 from the commander-in-chief." The fate of this unhappy 
 man, it is hoped, will have a salutary influence, and impress 
 the minds of all present, with the necessity of keeping a strict 
 watch over their passions and tempers at all times and in all 
 situations. The Rev. Chaplain goes on to state: "Yester- 
 day, Sept. 13, being Sunday, I preached on board the St. 
 Mary's. The preceding general order was read immediately 
 after my leaving the ship for the Cumberland, having been 
 received during the services, and to-day, Monday, I have 
 visited the prisoner on board the St. Mary's ; he had requested 
 to be removed from the general gaze of the crew, and have 
 a place assigned him where he might collect his mind and 
 endeavor to prepare to meet the sudden summons to appear 
 
44 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 before his Maker. I had already been interested in the 
 man, having heard a description of his proper demeanor 
 before the Court — his being far superior to the general 
 character of seamen, and his personal appearance at once 
 pleaded much in his favor. His defense was brief, and it is 
 said to have drawn tears to the eyes of several of the Court. 
 He expressed to me much fear that God would not forgive 
 his sins, therefore had but little hope. He continued, "it is 
 a hard thing to die, but to die a violent death is harder still, 
 and so short a time to prepare for it ! I fear that my pres- 
 ent desires and purposes of repentance and prayer to God, 
 are but the result of the fear of meeting the judgment 
 day ; but a life of virtue and of piety looks to me far the 
 most inviting, and had I to relieve my time, I trust I should 
 pursue a different course and lead a religious life. But I 
 fear again that even these feelings and impressions are but 
 the result of my fearful apprehension as I cast my view into 
 the other world. I have not got the brokenness of heart I 
 wish to feel, and the peace of mind of which I have read 
 that a sincere penitent experiences. I wish it — I have prayed 
 for it — but do not feel it." Such was the drift of this 
 man's own voluntary confession, made with great modesty 
 and humility of demeanor. I spent considerable time with 
 him — prayed with him — gave him marked passages in 
 the different parts of the prayer book to be read, and left 
 him ; while he earnestly entreated that I would be with him 
 as often as I could. I shall see him again to-morrow, early 
 in the morning. Agreeably to my purpose, I went on board 
 the St. Mary's this morning, 15th, to visit the prisoner, whose 
 term of life seems in the opinion of most of the officers of 
 the fleet, to be drawing to a clo3 '. I found Lieutenant P. 
 with him, (the offic •;■ h ■ had knocked down,)a young uvntle- 
 man much to be commended for the course he had pursued 
 towards this man. Lieutenant P. was now irivino- ] mn chris- 
 tian counsel and endeavoring to further him to his prepara- 
 tion to leave the world. He too had already been to the 
 command' 'r-in-chief, to express his hope, if compatible with 
 his view of sustaining the influence of the discipline in the 
 navy, that this man might be pardoned. And the prisoner 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 45 
 
 seemed not insensible to such kindness ; and no one can be- 
 hold it without approbation and commendation towards Lieu- 
 tenant P., and feel that it was an unkind blow indeed that 
 should have been directed to such an officer. The young 
 man continued to weep, hopeless of having the time of his 
 mortal life extended beyond " to-morrow," as he said, at this 
 hour at which we were then conversing, " and might it be 
 that he himself could see the commodore, and plead himself 
 before him, in his own language, for his life — but it seemed 
 it could not be, and I will think no more about it ! " The 
 hour, and more was passed ! and the principle part of the 
 interview was spent in conversation on the topics that make 
 up the plan of salvation, through Jesus Christ, who came to 
 save sinners. A boat having come for me, from the St. Mary's, 
 in answer to a signal, made by the Cumberland, 1 went on 
 board the St. Mary's, this morning, Thursday, 17, a little 
 after 9 o'clock, as no indications were discoverable from any 
 quarter, that the wretched man condemned to death would 
 be pardoned or reprieved. There had been many conjectures 
 made as to the ulterior design of the commander-in-chief, 
 and various sentiments advanced as to the probability that 
 the execution would take place. I believe it was quite a 
 prevalent impression throughout the squadron, though that 
 sentiment seemed to change at different hours, that this un- 
 fortunate man at the last moment would be pardoned. 
 
 I had myself felt the influence of this impression, and I 
 had delayed until this morning, to make known to the cap- 
 tain a wish which the prisoner had expressed to me yesterday, 
 that I would be with him on the day of execution. It was 
 essential for me to do this in view of the general order, 
 " That no boat should leave the ship on the day of execu- 
 tion." On application to Captain Forrest, a signal was made 
 to the St. Mary's for a boat for me. 
 
 Still did I hope there might be relief for this penitent 
 man, and yet I take not upon me here to criticize the sen- 
 tence of the court, its approval or its execution, while I yet 
 felt in the yearnings of my heart, for the life of the young 
 seaman, that it might be his destiny yet to live, and yet to 
 develop the better traits of a character that seemed to em- 
 
46 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 brace much of native elegance and superior capacity ; that 
 he might evince in life the sincerity of a hopeful purpose of 
 following a path of virtue and a course of penitential obedi- 
 ence to the precepts of the gospel of Christ. 
 
 I reached the St. Mary's after a short pull over the 
 troubled sea, agitated by the north wind, which had thrown 
 the usually more calm surface of the water between the tw T o 
 ships, into a tumult which I now felt to be emblematical of 
 the agitated bosom of the unfortunate man I was seeking to 
 see. I went directly to the screen, behind which I found the 
 prisoner sitting upon his cot, with Lieut. P. by his side, who 
 offered to leave us if either myself or the prisoner desired it. 
 Neither did, and the Lieuteuant remained a short time long- 
 er, and then left me alone to attend this unfortunate man 
 until the summons should be brought to announce that the 
 hour of his execution had come. 
 
 " I wish it were a less bright day," said the prisoner, " as 
 it would then be in nearer keeping with my clouded fate." 
 
 " I told him, on the contrarv, I wish it might emblem forth 
 the light of the countenance of a God of mercy in his case, 
 who forgives the penitent sinner through Christ, who suffered 
 and died that we might forever live and be happy." 
 
 " I have sometimes thought of death," he said, " and at 
 times of sudden death, but I never dreamed that I should 
 come to such a death as this. Oh, it is a dreadful hour to 
 me ! Yes, 'tis a dreadful hour. But God at times is better 
 to us than our fears. I have often thought before now with 
 what feelings a man condemned to die must hear the mes- 
 senger that came to tell him his hour had come and he must 
 prepare to die, but I never thought such a messenger would 
 come to me, but it will soon come !" 
 
 " Yes, and yet the Saviour's death was such in sorrow and 
 in manner, that he can feel for a heart that gives itself to 
 him, though agitated at such a moment of near approach to 
 such a deatli as yours is to be." 
 
 " I know the Saviour suffered more than I shall suffer, 
 and I would willingly suffer the whole day at the yard-arm 
 in agony of body, if it could but atone for my *ins and save 
 my soul ; but that would not save me. Oh, God, have mer- 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 47 
 
 cy on my spirit. I have been a great sinner ; I see that the 
 sinner's course is a hard one, and I have brought myself 
 where I never thought I should be, about to suffer a violent 
 death, and I see that virtue and religion are the desirable 
 things to be pursued to make a man happy in this life, and 
 had I my life to live over again, I trust my course would be 
 different, and my life too, a virtuous and religious one." 
 
 I now encouraged him to hope in God's mercy through 
 Christ. " You see now you have been on the wrong tack, 
 and now you would change it, and we hope you have done it 
 certainly in your views." 
 
 " And in less than an hour more," continued the prisoner, 
 " I shall stand before the face of my God." 
 
 It was now near four bells, or ten o'clock, as the prisoner 
 thus spoke. His execution was to take place betwen the 
 hours of ten and twelve ; in a moment more the ship's bell 
 struck ten, and there was a stir through the ship that broke 
 the stillness that had before prevailed. 
 
 " There it is," said the poor fellow, " the hour of my death 
 has come ! Oh, God, have mercy on me ! Give me strength 
 to meet my doom that is soon to attend me ! Give me some 
 little peace before the final moment comes !" 
 
 " I said to him, probably they will delay ; a signal is to be 
 made from the Cumberland, before the preparation for the 
 last scene shall be made." 
 
 " Yes, they may delay it to the last moment, but I would 
 not care to have it delayed ; and oh, let me not be detained 
 long on deck." 
 
 " You shall not be ; your wish shall be gratified," I re- 
 plied, " but repose yourself on Jesus ; he knows what you 
 are to suffer; he is now your only hope, jour only stay for 
 strength." 
 
 "Oh, yes, there is no help for me elsewhere; a poor sin- 
 ner, who pleads no extenuation for his sins. But it is hard 
 to die so soon — a violent, a felon's death ; and I have 
 taken no life. It has occurred to me, as the captain said, who 
 came to see me this morning, that there is hope as long as 
 there is life, though he gave me none, and I have no reason- 
 able hope to live but a few moments longer. No, no, my 
 friend, none !" 
 
48 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 " But 'tis right I should say to you, Jackson, to mitigate, 
 though not entirely to relieve one thought that your death, 
 though a violent one, will not he the same as the murderer 
 on the gallows. Yours is a punishment at the yard-arm, 
 according to the usages of the service at sea, and the charges 
 on which your sentence was based will be known, as they are 
 a high crime indeed at sea, but not murder." 
 
 " Yes, but I would rather be put on the forecastle, I think, 
 and be shot." 
 
 " But 'tis of no moment, now," I continued, " it will not 
 be to you, if redeemed ; the agitation of this hour, and the 
 fell dishonor of a death at the yard-arm, shall give you to 
 estimate with a deeper gratitude the blessedness of that 
 calm of heaven that shall gather over the soul which was lost 
 and is found, that was exposed to eternal danger and is now 
 rescued to an unchanging safety. It shall be certainty, and 
 no more doubt ; honor, and no more disgrace ; holiness, and 
 no more sin." 
 
 " Had I been confined on shore, away from the noise of 
 shipboard, 1 might perhaps have had a better opportunity of 
 thinking of the soul, and preparing for death, in the space 
 given me, and could I have had a sister or a brother there, 
 how it would have soothed these hours. But I have tried to 
 do my best, and I fear it has been too little," and here the 
 poor fellow paused a moment, and then added : " I think I 
 must kneel down and pray now," and accordingly rose from 
 the cot on which we were both seated, and desirinsr that I 
 would not move, fell on his own knees, and audibly communed 
 with his God in a prayer so fit and accurately expressed, that 
 no word was uncharged with the feelings of a man ready to 
 die and make his peace with God, and to commend his spirit 
 to His care. Would to God a world could have heard it ; 
 would to God a slumbering world could wake to the feeling 
 of this man, who viewed with the vision of his awakened 
 spirit the relation of his responsible being to eternity. I 
 si ould have knelt with him at this time, but he requested me 
 to retain my seat, from that generally inherent principle of 
 a sailor's difference for an officer, which before had caused 
 him, as I prayed with him, to offer me his jacket to kneel 
 
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 upon, lest the deck might he too dusty for a kneeling-place. 
 Alas ! I thought, as I refused it, and other articles proffered, 
 there is no need of bunting, or a damask cushion here, to 
 kneel upon," when the anxious soul would look to God for for- 
 giveness and salvation in its need, and when but a few hours 
 more should consign the spirit to eternity. 
 
 Six bells how struck, (eleven o'clock,) and yet the sum- 
 mons came not. Still there was a stir over the decks which 
 seemed to indicate it might be on its way. The stir was in 
 answer to the preparatory signal now made from the Cum- 
 berland to have all thing's in readiness for executing; the 
 sentence of the court-martial. The prisoner knew not the 
 signal, but his quick ear detected the movement, and as the 
 signal of the Cumberland fell to her deck, the yellow Hag' on 
 board the St. Mary's ran up to the royal-mast head. 
 
 All necessary preparations had been early made on board 
 the St. Mary's, for executing' the sentence now so soon to be 
 consummated. A small platform had been arranged on the 
 larboard side of the forecastle, a little above one of the guns, 
 and supported by a stanchion, one end of which rested on the 
 muzzle of the gun. This gun was loaded, the clu 3 line was 
 used as the whip rope by which the unfortunate man was to 
 be run up to the larboard arm of the foreyard ; and this line 
 was so rove as to connect along- the vard with a weight of 
 round shot, that was to descend by the foremast, and rouse 
 the prisoner to the yard-arm ; and this weight, for the time 
 being, was held in its place near the maintop, by a line that 
 led over the muzzle of the shotted gun. On firing the gun, 
 the shot would cut the line, and the weight fall, hauling the 
 poor fellow up to the yard-arm. And around the St. Mary's, 
 on this beautiful sheet of water, lay the different ships and 
 other vessels of the fleet, nine or ten in number, in full view 
 of the transaction, which was now so rapidly maturing to its 
 finale. The yellow flag flying at the foreroyal mast head; 
 all eyes from these different ships were gazing with interest 
 for the succeeding: sig-nal from the Cumberland, the next sig;- 
 nal would order the execution of the sentence of the court. 
 
 But in the meantime how was it with the prisoner, still 
 awaiting in the agitation and fulness of his feelings, the 
 
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 summons which the signal from the flag ship would soon 
 lead to. A little before, he had put on his shoes, remarking 
 that he would do it, though it was of little matter whether 
 he did it or not. And again of his jacket, neatly folded 
 upon his cot, he said he did not know that he should need it. 
 The day was warm and bright, and the ship's crews were 
 dressed in white. It was evident, however, that the hour 
 was near at hand, and ere long, indeed, the sentry placed his 
 hand upon the canvas and elevated one wing of the screen, 
 as the first lieutenant of the St. Mary's entered, saying that 
 he had come on the melancholy duty, (naming the prisoner,) 
 to have him prepare for the execution of the sentence which 
 had been pronounced upon him. The master-at-arms ad- 
 vanced, relieved the prisoner's wrists from the irons, when he 
 immediately arose and allowed his arms to be tied at the el- 
 bows behind him ; in deep anguish he now burst forth : 
 
 "Oh, my God, that I should ever have been brought to 
 this !" calling upon his Maker and his Saviour to be with 
 him, and to extend to him mercy and strength in such a need- 
 ed hour, and to receive him with pardon to himself. It was 
 soon over ; and he preferred that his hands should be tied 
 tlso, and that his slippers should be removed from his feet. 
 lie was now conducted to the main deck of the ship near the 
 capstan. 
 
 All hands having been piped to witness punishment, and 
 were now mustered on the upper deck ; the officers in uniform 
 on the quarter-deck. Capt. Saunders of the St, Mary's ad- 
 vanced near to the prisoner, and read the death warrant, as 
 the authority by which he was now called upon to have the 
 sentence of the court-martial carried into effect It was 
 done with a voice that showed deep emotions, and the silence 
 of the assembled officers and crew, showed how deeply solemn 
 was the transaction now being in execution. As the captain 
 ended the warrant, the prisoner, standing pale and hopeless, 
 which gave interest to his finely chiseled face, spoke in a re- 
 spectful tone : " I am ready sir !" and then bursting into 
 tears, he said : 
 
 " Shipmates ! I warn you to take example from me, not to 
 give way to your passions. By doing it, I have lost my life 
 
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 in this world, and I fear have lost my soul for eternity ; yet 
 I have prayed to God and Jesus Christ to have mercy on my 
 soul. 1 offer no extenuation for my offence ; I freely forgive 
 any one who may at all have urged me on in the course of 
 passion. I freely forgive the Court who have pronounced 
 sentence of death against me; the Commodore who approved 
 that sentence, and all who have had anything to do with it, I 
 have but a few more moments to live, and I pray God to 
 have mercy on my poor soul. I pray Jesus Christ to have 
 mercy on me ; and 1 ask you all to pray for me the few mo- 
 ments more that I have to live." 
 
 When the prisoner had ended his brief and unpremeditated 
 admonitions to his shipmates, he walked forward from the 
 capstan to the mainmast where he stood, myself at his side, 
 the master-at-arms attending him while the 1st Lieutenant 
 advanced to the forecastle, to see that all things were in 
 readiness for ending the fearful tragedy, and while he was 
 gone, the prisoner let his own thoughts commune with his 
 own soul and his God, making; a single remark or two, and 
 saying to me, with other expressions : 
 
 " i have a faint hope now that God will receive me, but i 
 is a faint hope. And there! see, there!" directing my < 
 rather himself looking; forward to the larboard foreyard-arm 
 and s< i ing the preparations that had been made for the final 
 sc< ne, and on the forecastle beneath the yellow flag which wa 
 now flying" at the foreroval mast head. But ^oon he turned 
 his face to the mainmast, and knelt on a coil of ringing 1 
 side it ns I placed my hand on his shoulder to support him, 
 and buried my own face in my handkerchief as 1 leaned on 
 the bits, while this man offered up another prayer in an audi- 
 ble tone for his own soul. One condemned in a few moments 
 to offer up his life as an atonement for the broken laws of 
 his country. He offered nothing- to extenuate his crime, he 
 supplicated at this hour that God would give him a little 
 strength for the few moments he had to stay on earth. The 
 1st Lieutenant soon returned. The prisoner had risen, and 
 though a few moments had passed, this scene with the solem- 
 nity of an eternity had occurred, and whoever this man may 
 be, his spirit at this moment was absorbed in its petition lor 
 
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 it salvation. As the Lieutenant approached the prisoner, 
 and was about to advance to the forecastle with him, 
 
 " Jackson, two men," mentioning their names, " wish to 
 speak to you ; will you allow them to do so V" 
 
 He assented, and near the forecastle they met him. The 
 first said, as the tears stood in his eyes, for he was intimate 
 with the prisoner, " Will you tell me if I have ever done any- 
 thing to urge vou on to any wrong course, that I should be 
 selected as your executioner ?" 
 
 " No, George, I don*t remember anything ; but I believe 
 you have rather urged me to suppress my passions. And, 
 George, _Z" charge you, that if you meet any of my friends, 
 that you never tell them a word of my end ; never lisp it." 
 
 The second came forward and said, " Have I ever urged 
 you on to any acts of insubordination whatever ?" Xo tears 
 were in the eyes of this man ; he was older and of a differ- 
 ent class of face. The prisoner paused, and then said, " I 
 cannot conscientiously say that you have not 1 do not ac- 
 cuse you, but if you think that you have in any way injured 
 me by your advice, I forgive you as I hope in Heaven to be 
 forgiven ! " 
 
 Here I interposed, and said that I could not consent that 
 the prisoner should be tormented by any further questions at 
 such an hour. " He forgives all and bids you good-by." 
 
 The Lieutenant repeated my objection and sustained it. 
 The prisoner immediately ascended to the forecastle deck. 
 As he approached the larboard side, his quick eye took in the 
 scene, and he said to the 1st Lieutenant, "Mr. EL, I think 
 this line should be overhauled a little more ; there will not 
 be drop enough to it." 
 
 " Yes there will be, Jackson," said the Lieutenant, "and 
 besides, the gun mil Mil you, Jaclcson /" 
 
 As he moved across the forecastle, and his eye ranged witli 
 a hurried glance down the larboard side of the ship, he said, 
 as if catching the eyes of some, "Good-by, lads," and to 
 the master-at-arms beside him, " Good-by, master-at-arms." 
 He now stepped upon the platform. 
 
 I stood a moment beside him, though myself on the deck 
 of the forecastle. The rope was placed over his head and 
 
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 fastened to his neck. Was there any hope? Could the 
 scene have gone so far, and be ended without taking this 
 man's life? No, I thought not. It was too late. He must, 
 he will go into eternity in a moment more. I cast my eye 
 to the flag ship. The fatal signal to execute the sentence of 
 the Court was that instant run up. I turned away my face, 
 and two or three times paced across the forecastle deck. 
 The cap was now drawn over the face of the prisoner. As I 
 drew near him, the words came from his lips in the earnest- 
 ness of entreaty, " Oh, God, have mercy on my soul ! Oh, 
 Jesus, into thine hands I commit my spirit !" It was while 
 one of the last two sentences were dwelling on the lips of 
 this unfortunate man that the officer, leaning; over the fore- 
 castle deck, said in rather a suppressed voice, " Fire !" At 
 the same moment, the platform on which the prisoner stood, 
 rose, the prisoner himself bounded a few feet in the air, as 
 the loud report of the gun echoed over the waters, and as if 
 no space had intervened, the now senseless, but one moment 
 before praying man was hanging at the foreyard-arm of the 
 St. Mary's. No muscle moved, no limb contracted, the con- 
 cussion of the gun had indeed killed him ; and there he 
 hung, a spectacle for the fleet to look upon, as evidence that a 
 broken law will have its penalty, and to what an end a man 
 may be suddenly brought by the indulgence of one ebullition 
 of passion. 
 
 I hope the reader will pardon this digression from my 
 narrative, and also allow me a few remarks upon the disci- 
 pline of the navy ; not of the U. S. Navy alone, but of all the 
 navies in the world. While there may be those who, entirely 
 unacquainted with a ship of war, may condemn the severity 
 of a law that consigns to death a man for merely striking an 
 officer, when the same offense by the civil law would be only 
 assault and battery, or an assault alone, what would be the 
 condition of a man-of-war, if striking; an officer was not 
 made a capital crime. Subordination would be out of the 
 question, and it would not be an uncommon thing to see offi- 
 cers walking the quarter-deck with black eyes and broken 
 heads. We have gone over the scene of Jackson's last hours, 
 and of his execution. He knew the penalty was death ; he 
 
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 had heard the articles of war read probably once a week 
 when practicable. The clause applicable to this crime reads : 
 " Whoever shall draw, or offer to draw upon a superior officer, 
 sludl suffer death, or such other punishmmt as a court-martial 
 shall adjudge.'''' Every man knows the penalty of striking 
 an officer. 
 
 
CHAPTER III. 
 
 Continuation of Sam Jackson, — Remarks, — Arrival home, — Embargo, — 
 Study navigation, — Effort to obtain a midshipman's warrant on 
 board the U. S. frigate Constitution, — Bound apprentice to a ship- 
 wright, — Remarks on my apprenticeship, — Ruinous effects of grog- 
 drinking, — Violent tornado, — Sail-boat sunk, — Lives lost, Rescue five 
 Swedes from drowning, — Gloomy times, — War between the U. S. and 
 England, — Unprepared condition of the U. S., — Capt. Allen's story, — 
 Arrive at the age of twenty-one years, — Certificate of good behavior 
 from my master, — Go to New York, — Employment on the steam- 
 frigate, — Her description, — Remarks on Robert Fulton, — Speech of 
 Ogden Hoffman, — Enter the navy, — Torpedo boat, — Experiments,— 
 Necessity of a strict watch, — Fortifying the coast, — Orders to join 
 the gunboats, — Remarks and occurrences, — Flying squadron. 
 
 Would the Commodore have been justified in pardoning 
 Jackson? Humanity may answer yes, but stern Justice 
 says no. It is well known by all who are acquainted with 
 the usages of a man-of-war, and the nature of many who 
 compose their crews, that were it not for this dreadful pen- 
 alty, as I have just observed, officers would be frequently 
 struck, particularly by boats' crews, while on shore, where 
 they have an opportunity of getting intoxicating drink. 
 
 The author has seen a case where, had it not been for the 
 presence of mind and immediate interference of the boat- 
 mates, the midshipman of the boat would have been struck 
 by a fine seaman when drunk, the penalty for which by the 
 law would have been death. The author has known an offi- 
 cer to be pushed down while endeavoring to prevent the men 
 from leaving the boat, while on shore. This, by the law, 
 would also be considered as belonging to the death penalty. 
 The officer being kind-hearted, and the boat's crew begging 
 him to overlook it, he did so, otherwise the offender would 
 
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 have been tried bv a court-martial, and would have suffered 
 the punishment awarded him. 
 
 Suppose Jackson had been pardoned, what, in all proba- 
 bility, would have been the effect upon the other seamen in 
 the navy ? The trial and preparation for execution would 
 have been looked upon as a farce, and many an old " Salt ' 
 would have rolled over his quid, hitched up his trousers, and 
 with an arch look, quaintly remarked : " No more hanging 
 now boys." The equanimity of discipline in the navy would 
 be at an end. Intoxicated seamen sometimes are very abus- 
 ive to their officers, and are put in double irons and not 
 un frequently gagged with an iron bolt, are placed under 
 charge of a sentinel, and when the commanding officer sees 
 fit, the offender is flogged at the gangway, and sometimes 
 these offences are brought before a court-martial, but the 
 penalty is not death. 
 
 I knew Commodore Conner when a midshipman, have 
 sailed with, and always thought him an exemplary man. 
 and no doubt there was a severe struggle in his mind 
 between dutv and inclination. His heart vearned over the 
 unfortunate man as deeply as any other, and more so, no 
 doubt, from the fact that the prerogative of life or death was 
 with him. But duty predominated over feeling, and the man 
 was executed. As we have gone through with the throbbing 
 emotion of the unfortunate Jackson, his anxiety for the sal- 
 vation of his soul, the kindness and sympathy of all around 
 during the solomn interval, yet there is not the least doubt 
 that it' the St. Mary's had gone into action before the sad 
 affair occurred for which he died, however perilous the fight 
 might have been, Jackson would have fought at his gun with- 
 out the smallest fear of death, or perhaps any solicitude 
 about his future welfare ; and had he been mortally wound- 
 
 . he would have met death with a smile, as all brave sailors 
 do. At least, this is my opinion ; perhaps some philosopher 
 can explain it better than I can. 
 
 I return to my narrative. All things relating to our cap- 
 ture being settled, we had permission to depart with the barque, 
 minus that portion of the cargo, which was given up by com- 
 promise, rather than carry the case to London which, as I have 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 57 
 
 before stated, would have detained us several months and per- 
 haps the loss of the vessel would have been the result. John 
 Bull at this time cut a great swell on the ocean, and was 
 very abusive to the American flag, and to American ship- 
 masters in every port were they met. 
 
 We sailed from Halifax for PJvmouth, where we arrived 
 safe in seven days, the owner of the Barque, and the captain's 
 family, not having heard from us since leaving Rotterdam, 
 thought we were lost. Captain H. treated me very kind- 
 ly wishing me to remain with him during my apprentice- 
 ship. I preferred returning to Boston where I found one of 
 my uncles who had just returned from the coast of Sumatra, 
 his ship had been cut off by the natives or Malays, and him- 
 self severely wounded. He insisted on my studying navi- 
 gation immediately, saying to me at the same time that if it 
 was my determination to go to sea, I must be bound to some 
 experienced shipmaster as taut as parchment could bind 
 me. 
 
 I commenced the study of navigation, and got along quite 
 fast. The Constitution frigate was then ready for sea 
 lying off Long wharf bound for Tripoli. I was desirous 
 of getting a midshipman's warrant and entering the navy, 
 but as that was rather difficult, being attended with a great 
 deal of ceremony, I gave it up, as there was a prospect 
 of a war with England or France, and our commerce 
 much cut up, I concluded to learn a trade. 
 
 One day, shortly after my return, I met my old school- 
 master who flogged me so nicely, he was glad to see me and 
 appeared very affectionate, and asked how I liked going 
 to sea, and expressed much regret for the cause of our sepa- 
 ration, saying, " you are a good scholar and 1 hope you will 
 make a good seaman." We parted with a mutual good 
 feeling. 
 
 A large portion of our merchant vessels were hauled up 
 and all kinds of business prostrated. A non-intercourse act 
 by our government, put a stop to all commercial business, 
 except those who had obtained permission to go after prop- 
 erty that was considered in jeopardy. Then came the long 
 embargo which put a stopper on American commerce, the 
 
58 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 carrying trade then fell into the hands of foreigners which 
 made business for many. 
 
 Our political horizon now became very much obscured, 
 there were two parties in evident opposition, one called the 
 war party, the other for peace on any terms, and had the 
 latter succeeded, our glorious Stars and Stripes would have 
 decorated Westminster Abbey and these prosperous States 
 would have been numbered with the Colonies, the shackles 
 firmly clenched and the boasted liberty of this great Repub- 
 lic thrown back upon our children with taunts and insults. 
 
 In April, 1S08, I was bound apprentice to a shipwright, 
 and served my regular apprenticeship ; I shall always enter- 
 tain the highest respect for my master and mistress, though 
 both are dead. The recollection of their kind treatment to 
 me will always be cherished with sentiments of profound 
 gratitude. 
 
 Many a time in after life have I in retrospect gone back 
 and reviewed my apprentice days, which were the happiest 
 in my life, with only those exceptions, where boys are eagerly 
 lookino; forward to their maturity, and feeling the many re- 
 straints which apprentices must be subjected to, as rather 
 irksome and " grievous to be borne." 
 
 But we seldom find a man who, after having arrived at 
 the meridian of life, that ever complained of a too strict 
 bringing up while an apprentice. 
 
 When 1 look around me now, (1856) and enquire for any 
 of my fellows, or those who were apprentices contemporary 
 with myself, 1 can find but one, Mr. E. D., who has retained 
 his integrity, prospered in his business, and reared a numer- 
 ous and respectable family. I believe many of the rest went 
 long ago into the drunkard's grave. 
 
 There were many customs in those days that were per- 
 nicious and destructive to the morals and habits of boys. I 
 allude particularly to that of supplying grog at eleven A. 
 ML, and at four P. M. This was the incipient training for 
 drunkenness, and I have known both masters and appren- 
 s to have been inmates of the Alms House at the same 
 \ me. 
 
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 And there is no doubt that their sensibilities were too 
 much blunted for mutual recriminations. 
 
 Some that were my associates and quite respectable, who 
 were learning different trades, took their grog, frequented 
 the theatre, and other places where low and obscene jests 
 and songs went round, and spent the Sabbath in boat-sailing 
 or riding. 
 
 Now, all this seemed perfectly harmless, the influence 
 upon future character was not thought of, neither did these 
 young men think, at the time, that the foundation they were 
 laving would destroy every principle of integrity, and ulti- 
 mately prove their ruin. 
 
 Three of these which I have just alluded to served out 
 their terms in the State Prison for thefts. And two of them 
 after beins liberated ended their days in a most miserable 
 manner, being frozen to death while in a state ot intoxica- 
 tion. And I could record the sad end of many others, but 
 the few that have been noticed, may suihce to show young 
 ap] r ntices how easy it is to imbibe bad habits, and how hard 
 to scape the consequences. 
 
 Early habits fasten upon youth, and if good, they never 
 Loose the salutary influence which result from them, but on 
 the other hand, if evil, they grow more and more obtuse, until 
 they bring their victims to destruction. 
 
 At the period of which I am now speaking it was custom- 
 ary when an apprentice had attained the age of twenty-one 
 for his master to give him a freedom treat, or collation. If 
 the master was a generous man then it was ample, consisting 
 of all sorts of spirituous liquors, cold meats. &c. The young- 
 man went around the neighborhood and invited his friends, 
 both young and old, to partake of the feast. 
 
 Ali this would be well enough, were it not for the result. 
 
 On such days, many, both young and old, become intoxi- 
 cated, and theVettino' c l run k at a freedom, was always looked 
 upon with some degree of excuse. 
 
 This custom and the serving grog to workmen has long- 
 since been discontinued. It may be asked, how my fellow 
 apprentice Mr. D. and myself escaped the general ruin. I 
 answer, we pledged ourselves that we would not taste a drop 
 
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 of intoxicating liquor during our apprenticeship, and never 
 during our lives if we saw tit to extend the pledge thus far. 
 
 My master and mistress were both strict observers of the 
 Sabbath, and in no case would they allow an apprentice to 
 absent himself from Church except something very extraor- 
 dinary prevented his going. 
 
 I remember one Sunday in August, about the time of the 
 first bells ringing, that 1 took a walk up to the ship-yard 
 before meeting time, and it was evident that a shower was 
 at hand, as it had already begun to look very black. I saw 
 also, that a heavy squall was near by, and as it began to 
 rain I got under an old shed for shelter. Just as I had 
 entered, a sharp peal of thunder broke near me, and the 
 rain came down in torrents. At the same time a violent 
 tornado swept along as if it would carry everything before 
 it. 
 
 Just before the tornado I saw a large sail-boat pass 
 up the channel near to the wharf where I was standing. She 
 had lowered her mainsail, ready for the squall, there 
 were three men on deck, and in an instant as soon as she felt 
 the force of the wind she went over, tilled, and went down. 
 
 Instantly springing to the dock, I found a man near by, 
 called and told him what had happened. 
 
 We jumped into an old canoe half full of water, and prov- 
 identially found two oars near by. The man pushed the 
 canoe out, while I bailed the water with my Sunday hat. 
 
 \\ hen we got near the sunken boat her mast heads were 
 about .six feet out of water. The three men were then o-oimr 
 ashore in the small boat. 
 
 We asked them if there were any more on board and un- 
 derstood them to answer " no," it was blowing so hard, that 
 we probably could not distinctly hear ; while at the same 
 moment there were live souls in the cuddy. They had ffone 
 in to keep out of the rain and had drawn the scuttle door 
 over and fastened it. 
 
 Notwithstanding, had we known that there had been any 
 one below, I could have dived down and possibly might have 
 saved them. 
 
 But we had hardly got up to this boat when we saw full a 
 
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 quarter of a mile from us another boat that had capsized 
 and sunk, with live strapping Swedes holding on to the masts, 
 and anything they could get hold of, neither of whom could 
 swim. 
 
 And when we reached the boat, encouraged them to hold 
 on, and by no means to touch our canoe ; for it was certain 
 that if they got hold of our gunwale, they would capsize us, 
 and then we should all struggle together. 
 
 We placed our boat so as to haul them in over the bow, 
 one at a time, until all were in. They could not have held 
 on much longer. 
 
 Our boat leaked badly, and with these five clumsy fellows 
 on board, brought her down to within six inches of her gun- 
 wale ; but by keeping perfectly steady, and constantly bailing, 
 we reached the shore in safety. 
 
 These fellows were put upon the wharf, they turned 
 about and went off without a thank or a single mark of grat- 
 itude. 
 
 By the time we had reached the dock, the large boat had 
 been hauled in, the cuddy opened, and five bodies were taken 
 out; two of which 1 recognized; a father and his son. 
 After all was over I met my master on the wharf, who re- 
 buked me severely, for being absent from church. Besides, 
 I was dripping wet, my Sunday clothes and hat were spoiled. 
 " But," he continued, "as you have saved these men I shall 
 overlook it this time." 
 
 I was not allowed to be absent after ten at night without 
 special permission. This I did not consider as a restriction, 
 for I had no desire to be out after nine, as my evenings were 
 mostly spent at school or with my relatives. I also had 
 plenty of books, so that on evenings when there was no 
 school, I remained at home, and spent the time in reading. 
 
 In 1812, war was declared between the U. S. and Great 
 Britain; and if there ever was a justifiable war this most 
 assuredly could be called one. 
 
 No country had ever been more grossly insulted ; and we 
 were justified in applying the well known maxim, " tread on 
 a worm, and it will turn," not that the worm has any means 
 
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 of defence, but it turns, to show you that it eannot remain 
 motionless and passive under the insult. 
 
 When the war question came up in the British parliment, 
 one noble Lord arose, and with an indignant frown demanded 
 why the house condescended to discuss the paltry subject, 
 A war with the U. S. Pray, who and what are these madmen 
 with a few fir built frigates, with a patch of striped bunting 
 at their mast heads, and no seamen to man them ! 
 
 This noble lord fairlv scouted at the idea. And sure 
 enough, what preparation had the U. S. for this formidable 
 contest. Not a ship of war of any size fit for service until 
 repaired. 
 
 The following list comprises the names of all the vessels 
 belonging to the United States Navy in 1812, before the late 
 war with Great Britain. Those marked in italics were lost 
 during the war. The Boston, burnt at Washington, was a 
 mere hulk, not worth repair, as was also the New York, 
 which escaped the flames. 
 
 Ship United States - - 
 
 President - - - 
 
 Constitution - - - 
 
 Chesapeake - - - 
 
 Constellation - - 
 
 Congress - - - - 
 
 New York - - ■ 
 
 Adams - - - 
 
 Boston 32 
 
 Essex ----- 
 
 John Adams - - ■ 
 
 Louisiana - - - . 
 Besides gunboats, bombs, &c, and nothing larger than a 
 frigate. No navy yards of any magnitude, except at Wash- 
 ington, no money in the treasury, no materials for ship- 
 building at hand, no preparation on the frontiers, no facilities 
 for transportation or carrying guns, and the necessary articles 
 required in war, including provisions and the numerous 
 requirements for ship building, from the Atlantic States to 
 the Lakes. 
 
 TE. 
 
 
 RATE. 
 
 44 
 
 Ship Hornet - - ■ 
 
 - - Id 
 
 44 
 
 44 
 
 Wasp - - ■ 
 Brig Adams - - ■ 
 
 • - 18 
 
 ■ - i -. 
 
 36 
 
 Oneida - - ■ 
 
 . - 1 i 
 
 36 
 
 Syren - - ■ 
 
 ■ - 16 
 
 36 
 32 
 
 Argxis - - ■ 
 Enterprize 
 
 --16 
 
 • - ! , 
 
 42 
 
 Rattlesnake 
 
 ■ - i i 
 
 32 
 
 Nautilus - ■ 
 
 • • 1, 
 
 32 
 
 Vixen - - ■ 
 
 • - 14 
 
 24 
 18 
 
 Viper - - ■ 
 Sch'r Vixen - - • 
 
 - - 12 
 
 ■ - 8 
 
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 No array, no horses, scarcely any copper, but a small 
 amount of iron in the country, very little hemp or rigging, 
 and a very small supply of duck fit for war-ships sails. 
 Here we were, in this comparatively destitute condition, and 
 more than all this, an important question arose how were 
 we to get these articles in sufficient quantities for our present 
 use. Our ports would of course he immediately blockaded : 
 but we were now "in for it" war was declared, and all 
 we have to do now is to go ahead. . Here was another 
 item on the catalogue of our troubles ; very soon, in all 
 probability, our coast would be lined with British men-of- 
 war, an.d many of our harbors were without any protection 
 whatever. And it would take some time before we could 
 erect any sort of defence. 
 
 It would also require several weeks to repair, and equip 
 our ships of war for actual sea service. 
 
 Before an efficient army could be recruited and properly 
 drilled, tiie enemy would have landed upon our shores, many 
 of her veterans from Europe, that had been cradled among 
 battles; the heroes of Waterloo, and of other conquests; 
 where the legions of Bonaparte had been put to flight. All 
 these, with their well-trained officers, who had gained ex- 
 perience on the battle-ground, must be met and repulsed 
 too. 
 
 But how can our raw recruits meet these well disciplined 
 and hardy English, Scotch, and Irish regiments, who never 
 retreat from the point of the bayonet or seldom turn their 
 backs to the enemy except for stratagem. 
 
 Have we officers well enough versed in military tactics, to 
 meet this formidable foe? 
 
 And then, our Lilliputian navy must go out upon the ocean 
 and cope with the heroes of the Nile, Trafalgar and Copen- 
 hagen. This fearful odds we must contend with. WE DID, 
 and history tells the sequel ; our cause was a just one, the 
 contest was for the honor of our country, and for our national 
 rights. The Gocl of armies was with us, and we can truly 
 say, that " the battle is not to the strong, nor the race to the. swift. 
 
 But we had among us, an enemy far more potent than the 
 one we met. 
 
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 The strong opposition party, who, I believe would at one 
 time have given up the country to the enemy if it had been 
 in their power. 
 
 But the patriotism of '75 preponderated! Ships were 
 built on the lakes, harbors fortilied, armies raised, roads cut 
 around the frontier, naval depots, and cannon founderies es- 
 tablished, the seaboard put in a state of defence, war-ships 
 of every class were built, armed, equipped, and manned with 
 noble fellows, and the result of our first naval battle is too 
 well known to be repeated here. 
 
 I have dwelt longer on these details than I had intended 
 at the commencement; but as they came along in the course 
 of my aprenticeskip, I felt as though they belonged to the 
 story. 
 
 The enemy had now partially blockaded our eastern coast, 
 or what amounts to the same thing, they had cruisers all 
 along our eastern shore, for the purpose of destroying the 
 lumber and fishing business. 
 
 There was an old veteran coasting-captain named Allen, 
 with whom I was well acquainted, who owned an old sloop, 
 and by skill and courage had managed to keep her running 
 between Kennebunk and Boston, during the war. At one 
 time, when she lay upon our graving ways for some slight 
 repairs, I saw that the oakum was hanging out of her seams 
 throughout the bottom, and asked him if he was not going 
 to have her calked. 
 
 " Calked ! no ; I expect these British devils will take 
 me, and then the calking bill will be a total loss. Besides, 
 we calculate, to pump the whole Atlantic through her every 
 
 trip." 
 
 When he returned, he came round to tell us about his 
 narrow escape, which I had already seen in the newspaper. 
 Said he : 
 
 " I had just got out of the river, with a thundering deck 
 load of boards and shingles. The wind was light, but blow- 
 ing on shore, and it was rather thick ; the sun had not yet 
 burned up the fog, when, by George ! the first thing I saw 
 was the Boxer, not a musket shot from me. I up helm, 
 eased off my main boom, and run back as fast as the old 
 
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 sloop would carry me. I run in round the point, let go my 
 anchor, and lowered my mainsail. We had hardly got the 
 sail stowed, when we saw a boat pulling in round the point. 
 1 knew it was the Boxer's boat, and that she way after in >, 
 and that there was no time to lose. I had four good men 
 and a boy with me, and I had four good muskets. We got 
 them up and loaded in a jiffy. We then piled up a tier of 
 shingles on each side the quarter-deck. The four men lay 
 down flat upon the boards, with their muskets pointed at the 
 boat. There were six men and an officer in her, and when 
 she had got near enough to hear me, 1 stood on the taffrail, 
 and told "them ' in the name of the Commonwealth to keep off.' 
 The officer sung out, ' Shut up, you old Jonathan.' 
 
 < ; I stepped down, told the boys to get good aim and fire! 
 They fired and popped off three of them. We loaded again, 
 stepped on to the shingles, pointed our guns at them. The 
 officer sung out, ' We have surrendered.'. 
 
 " I then ordered him to come along-side instantly, or I 
 would shoot every one of them. They pulled up along-side. 
 I ordered him to*pass U P uis muskets, breech first, and then 
 come aboard. When he got on deck, I said to him, ' What 
 
 do you mean, you puppy, by calling me a Jonathan ? 
 
 if you wasn't a prisoner, I'd seize you up to the rigging, and 
 take the dust out of your jacket. Come, unbuckle that 
 sword ; it is just what I want to cut brush with.' 
 
 " We hauled the dead bodies out of the boat, hove up our 
 anchor, and went up the liver. We had no hand-cuffs on 
 board, so we tied the prisoners*back to back, but treated them 
 kindly. We expected the brig after us every minute, but 
 we had got into a nook where she could not hurt us, and in 
 the afternoon we buried the dead, and put the prisoners on 
 board the revenue cutter, and the next news we heard was, 
 that the Boxer had been taken by the U. S. brig Enterprize, 
 after a sharp action of about thirty minutes. The Boxer 
 had her colors nailed to the mast head, and when she was 
 nearly cut to pieces by the shot from the Enterprize, they 
 sung out for quarters, saying ' their colors were nailed, and 
 could not be hauled down? " 
 
 This story of Capfc. Allen may bo relied on as strictly true. 
 
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 July 16, 1814, I was twenty-one years of age. My mas- 
 ter, according to the custom, gave me a freedom collation, 
 and endorsed my indentures, certifying that I had been an 
 honest and faithful apprentice. Tiiis I found to he of much 
 benefit in many positions in which I was subsequently placed. 
 As there was not much business doing in Boston at this time, 
 I concluded to try my luck in New York ; and on arriving 
 there was much surprised at the contrast between the two 
 places. 
 
 While Boston was still and silent as the Sabbath, New 
 York was all bustle and life. Privateers were fitting out 
 from nearly all the principal wharves ; recruiting parties 
 drumming through the streets, and the whole city seemed to 
 be one continuous scene of activity. I found employment 
 immediately, on the steam frigate Fulton, at A. & N. 
 Brown's yard, on Manhattan Island. She had just been 
 raised, and was now nearly ready for planking. Robert 
 Fulton, Esq., had made a contract with the U. S. govern- 
 ment to construct and deliver the steam battery, at a given 
 time, with a guaranty as to her speed and draught of water. 
 Her length I think was 175 feet ; breadth, 60 ; her form or 
 side-line was oval ; her bottom below the lower deck was in 
 two parts, to admit the wheel amidships, in order that it 
 might be protected from the enemy's shot. Her sides above 
 water were five feet through, timbered and bolted in such a 
 manner as to make her shot-proof. She had two masts 90 
 feet long, calculated for lateen-sails, the yards for which were 
 175 feet long, The guns, thirty in number, were to be col- 
 umbiades, carrying a shot of 100 pounds ; the carriage 
 was to run on a slide, and they were the best constructed gun 
 carriages I have ever seen. In consequence of both ends of 
 the frigate being round, four guns from each end could be 
 brought to bear on one object. Her machinery was protected 
 by a wall of white oak four feet thick, and truly she was a 
 formidable creature. 
 
 While this frigate was in process of construction, Mr. 1!. b- 
 ort Fulton, her projector, was at the ship-yard every day, ami 
 it was very evident that he labored under a doubt about h< r 
 coming up to his guaranty, for by a close mathematical cal- 
 
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 culation it was ascertained to a certainty that she would 
 draw more water than was at first expected. 
 
 Hence the opening amidships would be too low for the wa- 
 ter to pass off from the wheel. These difficulties would 
 materially affect the efficiency of the frigate. This caused 
 Mr. Fulton a great deal of mental anxiety, which visibly 
 wore upon him, and gave him quite a haggard look. 
 
 Notwithstanding this, he was very agreeable and sociable 
 with the workmen, and I thought him one of the finest men 
 I. had ever met with. 
 
 The old maxim of "one beat the bush, and another catch 
 the bird," was fully applicable with Mr. Fulton, for all who 
 ever knew or have read of this gentleman, cannot suppress 
 a feeling of regret at the manner in which his persevering- 
 genius was requited ; for after he had succeeded in getting a 
 permanent steam communication between New York and Al- 
 bany, wading through innumerable troubles and mortifica- 
 tions, and what was worse than all the rest, he was involved 
 in lawsuits with those who, luorldrlike, would deprive him of 
 the honor due to him for his invaluable discovery, and by 
 these ruinous litigations was stripped of his hard-earned 
 property. 
 
 I weil remember his first boat, and when she started on 
 her experimental trip to Albany. He was looked upon as 
 certainty a crazy man. Even the boys hooted at him, and 
 around the wharf where the boat lay, it was so densely crowd- 
 ed that vehicles could scarcely pass. And when the wheels 
 besran to move, a tremendous shout went forth that made all 
 ring again. 
 
 Mr. Fulton, in his coarse working dress, was busy at work 
 and unmoved by the insulting epithets which he could not 
 help hearing. As for instance, a great, swarthy looking fel- 
 low forced his way through the crowd, and when near the 
 
 boat exclaimed, "Whereas the fool?" Even this 
 
 last insult did not disturb his equanimity, nor discompose him 
 
 * He did not live to see the completion of his contract ; he died Feb. 
 15, 1815. 
 
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 in the least. The world knows the result of this so-called 
 foolish, incipient attempt at steam navigation. 
 
 In one of my school books I remember the following say- 
 ing: 
 
 " The evil that men do lives after them, but the 
 Good is oft interred with their bones." 
 
 How very seldom do we hear the name of Robert Fulton, 
 although it is registered among the great men of America. 
 1 know of no monument or cenotaph erected to his memory. 
 He gave to the world a system of communication which has 
 brought the nations of the earth in close proximity. The 
 advantages of steam over sail ships are beyond calculation, 
 and this was accomplished through the indubitable and per- 
 severing, yet unremunerated energy of Robert Fulton. 
 
 In 1838, an attempt was made by his friends, (I believe in 
 legislature of New York.) to obtain a grant as a compensa- 
 tion for services rendered the State. Ogden Hoffman, Esq., 
 was employed as an advocate on behalf of the claimants. 
 The following is an extract of his excellent plea in behalf of 
 the object. 
 
 " This House, and the world, have been told that Robert 
 Fulton was not the inventor of steam navigation. 
 
 " England asserts that it is to a Scotchman that the hon- 
 or of this discoverv is due, and that it was the Clvde and 
 the Thames that first witnessed the triumphs of this won- 
 derful invention. France, through her National Institute, 
 declares that it was the Seine. Even Spain, degraded and 
 enslaved, roused by the voice of emulation, has looked forth 
 from her cloistered halls of superstition, and declared that in 
 the age of Charles, in the presence of her court and nobles, 
 the experiment was successfully tried. 
 
 " But America, proudly seated upon the enduring monu- 
 ment which Fulton has reared, smiles at these rival claims, 
 
 * One street, leading from Broadway to where his boats lay, was called 
 Fulton street. 
 
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 and secure in her own, looks down serenely upon the billows 
 of strife which break at the base of her throne. 
 
 But it has been denied in this debate that any other credit 
 than that of ojood luck, is clue to Fulton for his invention. 
 Gentlemen would have us to suppose that good luck is the 
 parent of all we admire in science or in arms. If this be 
 so, why, then, indeed, what a bubble is reputation ! How 
 vain, and how idle, days and sleepless nights devoted to the 
 service of one's Country! Admit this argument and you 
 strip from the brow of the scholar his bay, and from those of 
 the statesman and soldier their laurel. 
 
 Why do you deck with chaplets the statue of the Father of 
 his Country, if good, and good luck alone, be all that coin- 
 mends him our gratitude and love? 
 
 A member of this House retorts " bad luck would have 
 made Washington a traitor." Aye, but in whose estimation ? 
 Did the great and holy principles which produced and 
 governed our Revolution depend for their righteousness and 
 truths upon success, or defeat? Would Washington, had he 
 suffered as a rebel on the scaffold? Would Wash i no-ton 
 have been regarded as a traitor by women ; and Hancock, and 
 Green, and Hamilton, by the crowd of patriots who encom- 
 passed him, partners of his trial and sharers of his patriot- 
 ism? Was it good luck that impelled Columbus through 
 discouragement, conspiracy and poverty, to persevere in his 
 path of danger until this western world blessed his sight, 
 and rewarded his energy and daring ? Does the Gentleman 
 emulate the glorv of the third kino- of Rome, Tullus 
 Hostilius, and would he erect in our land a temple of 
 fortune ? It cannot be that he would seriously promulgate 
 such views ; that he would take from human renown all that 
 gives it dignity and worth, by making it all depend less on 
 the virtue of the individual than on his luck !" I believe an 
 appropriation was voted to his family, but the amount I 
 never learned. 
 
 As in all probability ship building would be dull, and 
 everything about New York seemed to be of a warlike 
 character, I concluded to enter the U. S. Navy for the steam 
 frigate. It occurred to me, that I might sign the shipping 
 
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 papers, and at the same time get permission from the recruit- 
 ing officer to work on her until she was launched. Thus I 
 should be drawing pay from the yard and from the govern- 
 ment at the same time, as it would probably take a month 
 to get her ready for launching. 
 
 1 went to the rendezvous, made mv wishes known to the 
 recruiting officer Mr. Edward Barnwell, who was much of a 
 gentleman, and subsequently a good friend to me. He im- 
 mediately complied with my request, and I entered as first 
 carpenter's mate. He gave me two months advance, requiring 
 no other security than the endorsement on my indentures ; 
 ulso a written permission to continue working on the frigate 
 until my services should be required in the naval service. 
 
 Besides this monstrous steam battery, we constructed a 
 torpedo boat for the purpose of destroying enemy's ships at 
 anchor. She was ninety-six feet long, thirty feet beam, and 
 six feet deep in the ocean. Her shape was very much like 
 the bowls of two spoons put close together. At the smallest 
 end a place was fixed on the outside for the torpedo or vessel 
 containing the powder (about 2001b) and communicating with 
 this vessel of powder were three common gun locks, with 
 wires leading inside the boat and well covered with cloth to 
 prevent water from coming inside, 
 
 At the other end was a submerged wheel about six feet in 
 diameter, to which a crank was fixed and attached to a shaft 
 seventy-five feet in length, and running along in the boat, 
 about two feet from the bottom. 
 
 Holes, two inches in diameter, were bored through the shaft 
 four feet apart, and through these were bars six feet long 
 projecting three feet on each side ; fifteen men were to be 
 seated on each side the shaft and every man with a bar in 
 his hand. 
 
 It was calculated that the horizontal movement of this 
 shaft would propel the boat rapidly through the water. The 
 submerging process was arranged by copper tubes and buoys 
 upon the surface of the water calculated and arranged so as 
 to admit a sufficient amount of pure air, and also to graduate 
 the depth of the machine ; as it was intended to be placed 
 under a ship bottom at night in such a position as toexplodo 
 
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 the powder, and at the same time to make an immediate 
 
 retreat. 
 
 This infernal machine was never wanted, peace having 
 taken place before she was launched, and while speaking of 
 Mr. Fulton, perhaps it may not be out of place here, to 
 remark, that the " commencement of hostilities between the 
 U. S. and Great Britain, gave new activity to Mr. Fulton's 
 thoughts on sub-marine warfare. The poiver of his machines, 
 the officers of the British navy had learned from what he 
 had done in England, and it is certain that they approached 
 our shores with no little caution. This was manifested by 
 their solicitude to know where Fulton was, and what he was 
 about, whenever they had an opportunity of making inquir- 
 
 les. 
 
 By the respectful distance at which they generally kept 
 their ships from our shores, and the precautions they took 
 whenever they approached them, evidently showed that they 
 were afraid of Fulton. 
 
 On these accounts there was no opportunity of doing any- 
 thing with the common torpedo. During the war, several 
 partial, and ineffectual attempts were made upon the enemy's 
 vessels, by different enterprizing individuals. It is very 
 possible that the dread of what might be done by Mr. Fulton, 
 who they knew was a resident of New York, and had there 
 been trying experiments with sub-marine explosions, deter- 
 mined the British to direct their hostilities to other parts of 
 the U. S., rather than to that port. 
 
 But Mr. Fulton's plan for sub-marine warfare, met with no 
 countenance, (mth tlie exception of the torpedo-boat, built to ac- 
 company the steam frigates) from the government. He had 
 not been able to inspire the executive officers with any confi- 
 dence in them. 
 
 The unfavorable opinion of some of our gallant naval 
 commanders, was calculated to have great influence against 
 any reliance on Mr. Fulton's machines. No system was ar- 
 ranged for preparing or employing them. Attempts, which 
 were made, were conducted by persons who were entirely 
 inexperienced in the use of torpedoes, and had none of the 
 qualifications for such an enterprize but courage. 
 
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 Under such circumstances, nothing but failures were to bo 
 expected. Had Mr. Fulton's proposition to organize a ma- 
 rine corps, to be practised and instructed in the use of torpe- 
 does been adopted, the war might have afforded an opportu- 
 nity of giving them such a trial as would have been decisive 
 as to their utilitv. 
 
 But Mr. Fulton's thoughts on sub-marine warfare took 
 another direction. 
 
 Having ascertained by the experiments he had made with 
 his cable cutter, that powder might be discharged from a 
 piece of ordnance under water with effect ; he conceived the 
 idea of forming sub-marine batteries. 
 
 With this view, he instituted a number of experiments, to 
 try the practicability and effect of discharging cannon loaded 
 with ball at different depths under water. 
 
 He made a number of calculations on this subject. 
 
 His desire to ascertain what resistance a ball of given 
 dimensions, propelled with a certain velocity, would meet 
 with in passing through a body of water, at a certain depth. 
 The basis he took for these calculations, and the calculations 
 themselves, mark his ingenuity and science. 
 
 He assumed, that a body passing through water, would 
 meet with a resistance equal to the force of a column of the 
 same diameter as the body moving with the given velocity. 
 He then ascertained what head or height of water would be 
 required to discharge a stream of water from an orifice at 
 the foot of a perpendicular tube, with the same velocity with 
 which the body was supposed to be propelled. 
 
 He then, bv the well-known rule of hydraulics, found 
 what force or power the ascertained head of water would 
 give, and thence formed his estimate as to the resistance 
 which a body projected in water would meet with. 
 
 In this instance, as in others, he was not satisfied with 
 arriving at the information necessary for his particular pur- 
 pose ; but he established from his calculations, a rule which 
 may, by a very brief and simple arithmetical process, afford 
 all the information and accuracy generally necessary for 
 practical purposes. 
 
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 His first experiment was with a four pounder having tlie 
 breech and as much of the gun as is usually within the 
 sides of a vessel, in a water-tight box, and the muzzle stopped 
 with a composition. The box and gun were then submerged 
 three feet in the Hudson. The gun was fired by dropping a 
 live coal thorugh a tin tube which penetrated the box imme- 
 diately above the vent of the gun, and rose above the surface 
 of the water. The ball was found to have struck the sand 
 at the bottom of the river, at the distance of forty-one feet 
 from the muzzle. 
 
 The gun was uninjured. This experiment satisfied him 
 that guns might be placed in a ship, below her water-line 
 with their breech on board, and their muzzle in the water, 
 without any more danger of their bursting, than there is 
 when they are fired in the air. This gave him the idea of 
 arming ships with guns to be fired in this way. 
 
 He proposed that the muzzle of the gun made for the 
 purpose, should recoil through the stuffing box, and be fol- 
 lowed by a valve which should exclude the water when the 
 gun is not protruded. An elegant model on this construction 
 is now in possession of his family. 
 
 He next tried the same piece with a pound and a half of 
 powder, and fired it by means of one of his water-tight locks, 
 when it was entirely in the water, three feet below the sur- 
 face. 
 
 The ball penetrated eleven and a half inches into a target 
 of pine logs, which had been prepared for the purpose, and 
 placed beneath the water at the distance of twelve feet from 
 the piece. 
 
 His next experiment was with the Columbiade, carrying 
 a hundred pound ball, fired at the target as in the last in- 
 stance. All that we know is, that the ball tore the target to 
 pieces, and that the cannon was uninjured. We have not 
 information that will enable us to give any further details 
 of this experiment, but we know that Mr. Fulton was entirely 
 satisfied with the result. 
 
 He proposed to use cannon in this way, by suspending 
 them, two for instance, from the bows of the vessel. A 
 single shot, as he demonstrates, from a piece of large calibre, 
 
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 which should break through into the side of a ship, at any 
 considerable depth beneath the water-line, must be fatal to 
 her. And though the range of shot fired through the water, 
 may be but a few feet, yet, conflicting vessels, whenever they 
 engage yard-arm and yard-arm, with accounts of which our 
 naval heroes have of late made us so familiar, must be so 
 near as to give effect to sub-marine discharge. 
 
 Mr. Fulton did not propose that these guns should bo 
 always in the water ; but that they should be suspended so 
 as to be raised when the vessel was not in action. These 
 plans for the sub-marine use of cannon, were submitted to 
 one of our most distinguished naval commanders, who gave 
 them his decided approbation. 
 
 He expressed a strong opinion that such an attack would 
 be fatal to any vessel exposed to it, and that it would be ex- 
 tremely difficult for any enemy to evade an attempt, made 
 with sufficient resolution, to destroy her by these means. 
 
 In 1818, Mr. Fulton took out a patent for several improve- 
 ments in the art of maritime warfare, and means of injur- 
 ing and destroying ships and vessels of war, by igniting gun- 
 powder under water, or by igniting gunpowder on a line 
 horizontal to the surface of the water ; or so igniting gun- 
 powder, that the explosion which causes injury to the vessel 
 attatched, shall be under water. 
 
 This description, in the words of his patent, includes 
 another idea he had, which was to plant batteries of sub- 
 marine guns near the channels through which hostile vessels 
 must pass to attack our seaports. 
 
 He communicated to Mr. Jefferson an account of his ex- 
 periments on sub-marine firing, with drawings of his various 
 plans. Mr. Jefferson expressed himself much pleased with 
 this novel mode of maritime warfare, and assured Mr. Fulton 
 that he would recommend it to the attention of government. 
 
 This curious project gave rise to the steam man-of-war. It 
 having been suggested by the distinguished naval officer be- 
 fore alluded to "that in approaching an enemy so near as was 
 necessary to give effect to sub-marine cannon, the vessel, if 
 she were rigged in the ordinary way, would be liable to be 
 entangled with her adversary. 
 
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 To meet this ohjection, Mr. Fulton proposed to move the 
 vessel by steam. 
 
 His reflections on this project, and what he saw of the per- 
 formance of so large a vessel as the Fulton, her speed, and 
 the facility with which she was managed, led him to conceive 
 that a vessel of war might be constructed in which, to all the 
 advantages possessed by those now in use, might be added 
 the very important ones which she would derive from being 
 propelled by steam, as well as by wind. 
 
 At the commencement of the year 1814, a number of the 
 citizens of New York, alarmed at the exposed situation of 
 their harbor, had assembled with a view to consider whether 
 some measures might not be taken to aid the government in 
 its protection. 
 
 This assembly had, in fact, been invited by some knowl- 
 edge of Mr Fulton's plans for sub-marine attack, and of his 
 contemplating other means of defence. They deput t] a 
 number of gentlemen to act for them, and they were c i I d 
 the Coast and Harbor Defence Committee. Mr. Fulton ex- 
 hibited to this committee the model and plans for a vessel 
 of war to be propelled by steam, capable of carrying a strong 
 battery, with furnaces for red-hot shot, and which, he repre- 
 sented, would move at the rate of four miles an hour. 
 
 The confidence of the committee in this design, was con- 
 firmed by the opinions of many of our most distinguished 
 naval commanders, which he had obtained in writing and 
 exhibited to the committee. 
 
 In this document, which is signed by Com. Decatur, Capt. 
 Jones. Capt. Evans, Capt, Biddle, Com. Perry, Capt, Warring- 
 ton, and Capt, Lewis, these gallant and experienced seamen, 
 enumerate the following advantages that such a vessel would 
 possess : In a calm or light breeze she could make choice of 
 position or distance. If she could move at the rate of four 
 miles an hour, she could in our harbors, bays and rivers, be 
 rendered more formidable than any kind of engine hitherto 
 invented, and in such cases she would be equal to the de- 
 struction of one or more seventy-fours, or of compelling them 
 to depart from our waters. They therefore gave it as their 
 decided opinion that it was among the best interests of the 
 
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 United States, to carry Mr. Fulton's plan into immediate 
 execution. 
 
 It was contemplated that this vessel, besides carrying her 
 proposed armament on deck, should also be furnished with 
 sub-marine guns. 
 
 The committee without delay addressed a memorial to 
 Congress, recommending the invention of Mr. Fulton, and 
 praying that measures might be adopted for executing his 
 plan. 
 
 With this memorial the committee addressed a letter to 
 the Secretary of the Navy, soliciting in a very earnest 
 manner his patronage and influence with the government. 
 Without the skill and talents they say, of Mr. Fulton, the 
 machine cannot be constructed. It was apprehended that 
 there would be great difficulty about funds. On the one- 
 hand there was a great disinclination to make the project 
 public by inducing a discussion on the subject in Congress ; 
 and, on the other, it was doubtful whether the executive was 
 authorized to make the necessary appropriation, without a 
 law for the purpose. 
 
 To obviate these difficulties, the committee offered in be- 
 half of the association which they represented, to construct 
 the vessel at their own expense, and risk of assurances were 
 given that the government, which alone could give employ- 
 ment to her, would receive and pay for her after she was 
 built, and her utility demonstrated. 
 
 It was estimated that she would cost about 320,000 dol- 
 lars, nearly the sum requisite for a frigate of the first class. 
 This activity of private citizens for their own protection, 
 this voluntary offer to risk their funds, first upon the success 
 of the project, and then upon a bare assurance of the execu- 
 tive of the government, and this intimate intercourse between 
 the rulers and the people, presents a view of a state of society 
 of which it is believed there are few examples. 
 
 The projet was zealously embraced by the executive, and 
 the national legislature in March, 1814, passed a law author- 
 izing the President of the United States to cause to be built, 
 equipped and employed, one or more floating batteries for the 
 defence of the waters of the United States. 
 
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 The building of the vessel was committed by the Coast 
 and Harbor Defence Association at New York, to a sub-com- 
 mittee of five gentlemen. 
 
 They were Gen. Dearborn, Col. Henry Rutgers, Oliver 
 Walcott, Sam. L. Mitchell, and Thomas Morris, Esqs., who 
 were recognized by the government as their agents for this 
 purpose. Mr. Fulton, whose soul indeed animated the whole 
 enterprise, was appointed engineer. 
 
 On the 20th of June, 1814, the keel of this novel and 
 mighty engine was laid ; and in little more than four 
 months, that is, on the 29th Oct. she was launched from the 
 yard of Adam and Noah Brown, her able and active archi- 
 tects. 
 
 The scene exhibited on that occasion was magnificent. 
 It happened on one of our bright autumnal days, multi- 
 tudes of spectators crowded the surrounding shores, and 
 were seen upon the hills, which limited the beautiful prospect. 
 The river and bay were filled with vessels of war, dressed in 
 all their variety of colors, in compliment to the occasion. 
 
 In the midst of these was the enormous floating mass, 
 whose bulk and unwieldly form seemed to render her as 
 unfit for motion, as the land batteries which were saluting her. 
 Through the fleet of vessels which occupied this part of the 
 harbor, were seen gliding in every direction, several of the 
 large steamboats of the burden of three and four hundred 
 tons, these, with bands of music, and crowds of gay and joy- 
 ous company, were winding through passages left by the 
 anchored vessels as if they were moving by enchantment. 
 The heart could not have been human that did not share in 
 the general enthusiasm expressed by the loud shouts of the 
 multitude. 
 
 He could not have been a worthy citizen what did not then 
 say to himself with pride and exultation " this is my coun- 
 try," and when he looked on the man whose single genius 
 had created the most interesting object of the scene " this is 
 mv countryman." 
 
 I have now gone over with what might be called a lengthy 
 detail of Mr. Fulton, and some of the results of his remark- 
 able genius. Also, the projecting building and launching 
 
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 of the steam frigate whose christened name was Fulton De- 
 tnologes. And as I am about to leave her, will just add, 
 that while she was on the stocks it was pretty well ascertained 
 that boats from the British cruisers off New London, and 
 that vicinity, had been seen in Hurlgate with muffled oars ; 
 and it was also well ascertained that British officers had actu- 
 ally been upon the spot where she was erected. And once dur- 
 ing the time that we were at work on her, a fire was dis- 
 covered in the lower part of the yard, at noonday, evidently 
 the work of an incendiary. 
 
 This lire had no doubt been placed there with a view of 
 its bursting out in the night and for the purpose of destroy- 
 ing the steam frigate. 
 
 A volunteer guard consisting of two companies of infantry 
 were placed at different posts around the yard, with positive 
 orders not to permit a boat to come along-side the wharf 
 unless she had an American flag at the stern, and was com- 
 manded by an American naval officer. 
 
 Xo spectators or visitors were allowed in the yard except 
 passed in by the officer of the day, and on no consideration 
 could a visitor be allowed to remain in the yard after the 
 workmen had knocked off. 
 
 Besides these precautions, two gunboats were stationed in 
 the river, about 200 yards from the frigate's stern, and on 
 the opposite shore, the workmen voluntered one Sunday and 
 built a block-house, in which were placed four eighteen pound- 
 ers and a sufficient number of men to handle them. 
 
 Another block-house was built on mill rock in Hurlgate 
 which was also well armed and manned. And I think it 
 would have required a pretty large quantity of British skill 
 to have enabled them to do any mischief to the steam frigate. 
 
 Independent of all the precaution I have named, every 
 one of the workmen had a loaded musket, placed where lie 
 could put his hand upon it at a moments warning. The 
 frigate was to be commanded by Commodore David Porter 
 who had just returned from Valparaiso, after the unfortunate 
 capture of the Essex frigate, which he commanded, and so 
 noblv defended. 
 
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 The particulars of this battle I shall give in another 
 chapter. 
 
 Several of Commodore Porter's surviving officers and a 
 number of the crew came home with him, who were also 
 ordered to the steam frigate. 
 
 A few days after the launch I received orders to report 
 myself on board gunboat No. 98, (one of the guard-boats) 
 for public duty. 
 
 Only one of the regularly appointed officers (Lieut. Oden- 
 heiuier) had joined her; he had charge of gunboat 110, and 
 was also commander-in-chief of all the flotilla, stationed 
 round the frigate. 
 
 Commodore Porter, with his officers and crew, had been 
 ordered to the River Potomac, to assist in preventing the 
 British fleet from ascending the river for the purpose of de- 
 stroying the City of Washington. 
 
 But notwithstanding the alacrity with which guns and men 
 were collected, the British ships got the start and succeeded 
 in reachino- Washington Citv, and in a hurried manner set 
 fire to the capitol. And after doing much damage to the 
 buildings made a hasty retreat just in time to save them- 
 selves. 
 
 Before the return of Commodore Porter to New York, the 
 Secretary of the navy had ordered a number of small fast 
 sailing vessels to be purchased, and four to be built. These 
 vessels were to be from three to four hundred tons, and were 
 intended for Atlantic cruisers and were called the Flying 
 Squadron, to be commanded by Commodore Porter. 
 
 According to my orders I went, bag and baggage, on 
 board the gunboat, and thus commenced my life on board a 
 man-of-war. 
 
 It was thought necessary to increase the number of gun- 
 boats, as the frigate was to lie in the river, probably two 
 weeks longer, there being much work to be done preparatory 
 to receiving her engine and machinery, which were to be 
 taken in at Jersey City. And it was possible that the 
 British might be foolish enough to make an attempt on her 
 with their boats. 
 
 Accordingly, four additional gunboats were placed around 
 
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 her, and on board of them were the seamen who had ship- 
 ped for the U. S. Naval service. Each gunboat was com- 
 manded by a master's mate or passed midshipman, and as 
 before stated, Lieut. Odenheimer had charge of all. 
 
 The officers, such as the sailing-master, midshipman, boat- 
 swain, gunner, carpenter, and sailmaker, had the cabins, 
 and the petty officers and seamen the hold. The boats were 
 soon crowded to overHowino; and if the infernal regions were 
 raked over, a more villanous set of vagabonds could not be 
 found than were anions; these fellows. 
 
CHAPTEE IY. , 
 
 Hard living on board gunboat,— Drunken brawls, — Contrast in my life,— Riot 
 and desertion from a gunboat, — Sent in chase of the fugitives, — Return 
 without them, — The big nigger comes back of his own accord, — John, 
 the cook, quarrels with his wife, — He jumps overboard, —Rescued with 
 difficulty. — Wife sent on shore, — frigate goes to Jersey City, — Came 
 near falling from the mast head. — Went ashore without liberty, — Came 
 near being flogged, — Much flogging going on, — Pompous sailing mas- 
 ter, — Flung Squadron purchased, — Am sent from steam frigate to Navy 
 Yard, — Put aboard old Alert, — Filth and misery, — Savage treatment, — 
 Brutal inhumanity, — Miserable condition of sick and dying— Deplor- 
 able effects of whiskey, — Came near being stabbed by an Irish senti- 
 nel, — Ordered to join the Firefly, — Poor opinion of some U. S. officers — 
 Recruits daily coming on board the Alert,— History of Harris, — a 
 cruise out of the yard, and difficulty in getting back, — Black cook con- 
 fined for theft, — His feet frozen, — Our boat sunk,— Lucky escape, — 
 Two young men cruelly whipped, — Become dissatisfied, and determine 
 to desert, — Kind remonstrance of a friend, — Gave up the idea of de- 
 serting, — It returns again, — Made another attempt, — Was kindly ad- 
 monished and gave it up, — Returned to the brig, — Was promoted, — 
 Condition after, — Made a warrant officer, — On board the Firefly.— Fleet 
 ready for sea,— Sent to Algiers, — Story of John Cribbs. 
 
 Many of them having returned from the various prison 
 ships in Europe, and others were old discharged privateers- 
 men ; here and there might he found a good and respectable 
 sailor. 
 
 No. 98, the gunboat to which I was attached, was in a 
 very filthy condition, and among her crew were some of the 
 Essex's 16 men, who were very quarrelsome and overbearing ; 
 supposing themselves to be entitled to more privileges than 
 any of the others. The officers of the boat were also from 
 among the Essex's 16. 
 
 We often came short of our rations, especially of the fresh 
 beef ; one pound per diem was sent on board for each man 
 
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 and boy ; but the officers in the cabin usually kept two or 
 three women, besides company from the shore to dine. 
 
 The cook was ordered to select the best pieces for the 
 officers, and the remainder was given to the crew, which very 
 often was quite insufficient ; and for this, we had no remedy, 
 as complaint was out of the question. A plentiful supply 
 of rum was brought on board, without any restraint what- 
 ever ; consequently the crew were continually drunk, and 
 very quarrelsome. 
 
 The nights were hideous, both among officers and seamen. 
 Scarcely a night passed without a fight. 
 
 I selected a berth near the cabin bulk-head, and close up 
 in a corner, and as soon as I had taken my supper, crawled 
 into it, to get out of the din. Among the men in the hold 
 were several bad women, who usually mingled in the fights, 
 of which they were often the cause, and scarcely ever were 
 without a pair of splendid black eyes. Many a night have 
 I lain in my snug hiding place, and looked out on the drunken 
 tumult before me, and how bitterly did I lament the course 
 I had taken, in entering the navy, as in all probability this 
 was only a specimen of my two years life on board a man-of- 
 war. 
 
 This sudden transition from a civilized life to a residence 
 among brutes, was overwhelming to my feelings. I found 
 that 1 had an important lesson before me, and that the earlier 
 it was learned, the better, viz : to make the best of everything, 
 and as the old adage says, "there is no use in crying for 
 spilt milk ; " mistakes that have already happened, cannot 
 be prevented, although they may sometimes be rectified. 
 
 The mistakes and follies of the past may teach us to be 
 more cautious for the future ; but thev should never be al- 
 lowed to paralyze our energies, or surrender us to weak repin- 
 ing. 
 
 " I knew that I should not remain long on board a gun 
 boat ; my habits were good ; I used no intoxicating drinks ; 
 never had played a game of cards, nor was I ever found in bad 
 company ; and 1 had another cheering thought, which was, 
 that 1 might be promoted to the rank of carpenter, as 1 was 
 
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 now only carpenter's mate, and was resolved to do my duty 
 faithfully, and leave the rest with Grod. 
 
 One night, about nine o'clock, we were alarmed by a terri- 
 ble shouting from one of the other boats, who were hailing 
 us, and at the same time, keeping up a brisk tire of mus- 
 ketry ; we could just discern, through the darkness, a boat 
 pulling rapidly towards the shore, and a gruff voice crying 
 out, "Bhod for supper ! Blood for supper ! ' Lieut. Oden- 
 heimer hailed every gunboat, and ordered them to man their 
 boats, and go in pursuit of the fugitives. 
 
 Oar boat was instantly hauled alongside, and six men, of 
 which 1 was one, and a midshipman, ordered into her; each 
 man was armed with a loaded pistol and a cutlass. 
 
 We pulled directly for the runaway boat, that was now 
 close under the Brooklyn shore ; we followed them by their 
 noise, and as soon as they saw that they were pursued, they 
 struck off again for the New York side. It being very dark, 
 we could just discern the boat a short distance ahead, but 
 they succeeded in landing before we could get up with them. 
 
 And now commenced the hunt. 
 
 Here were seven of us, that composed our boat's crew, 
 and all armed to the teeth. We went directly to the " hook," 
 the abode of infamy and wretchedness, where we supposed the 
 deserters had gone ; and here, in going from house_ to house, 
 we were exposed to the insults of those who inhabited these 
 dens. It was certain, that we should not find either sym- 
 pathy or co-operation in the object of oar pursuit, for deserters, 
 thieves, murderers, and pickpockets all find an asylum in 
 this pandemonium of wretchedness. The midshipman who 
 had charge of our gang, was a blustering fellow, and I thought 
 he would°get us into a fight, which was, however, avoided. 
 
 We gave up the chase, and returned, unsuccessful, to our 
 gunboat. We understood the next day, that the deserters 
 were four in number, and among them was a great strapping 
 nigger, who went by the name of Big Tom ; and he ivas, sure 
 enough, a powerful fellow. ^ row had occurred on board 
 their'gunboat, and the officers had attempted to put this big 
 fellow in irons, when he swore that he would kill any man 
 
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 who laid a Land on him. He then, with the other three, 
 started off as before stated. 
 
 At one time during our cruise at the " hook," we went into 
 a house where he was ; he being in the back room, we did not 
 see him ; and when he was told that there were armed men 
 after him, he immediately seized a stick of hickory firewood, 
 and swore death to any man that should approach him ; and 
 upon the whole, I think it was fortunate for us all that we 
 did not see him. 
 
 A few days afterwards he came voluntarily on board and 
 delivered himself up. He was confined for a few days and 
 then set at liberty. The others were not taken. 
 
 The cook of our boat had his wife on board ; she was a 
 little red-haired thing, and a regular team. She went on 
 shore nearly every day to pick up a little spending money and 
 often came on board not sober. This sadly provoked John, 
 who swore that she should not set foot on shore again unless 
 he went with her. This injunction on her liberty was too 
 much for Lizzie. She began to snuffle and cry, and vowed 
 she would jump overboard. Now John unfortunately had 
 but one arm. He had lost the other in the engagement on 
 board the Essex. 
 
 Lizzie went to the bows and threatened to drown herself. 
 
 " Well, drown and be " says John ; " you are too 
 
 much of a coward to jump overboard." And as though sud- 
 denly inspired with an impulse that it was highly important 
 that one or the other should die, he jumped overboard, and 
 was borne along by the rapid tide ; with a heavy pea-jacket 
 on, and his head just above water, and with his one tin splash- 
 ing away at a great rate. 
 
 She began screaming and wringing her hands, begging 
 some one to get the boat and save her clear John. " 0, my 
 dear John !" John was fortunately saved, and brought on 
 board half drowned. She clenched him round the neck and 
 nearly smothered him with kisses. 0, such a display of con- 
 jugal felicity. They both took a good horn of whiskey, and 
 turned in. 
 
 The frigate b in g now read v to receive her machinery, was 
 towed to Jersey City. One hundred men were selected to go 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 85 
 
 with her, to assist in getting the boilers on board, to take in 
 the masts, and also to rig her. I was one of the number, 
 as there was much carpenter's work to do. And it was cer- 
 tainly a great relief to me to be clear of the miserable gun- 
 boats, and to have employment for both body and mind. 
 
 It was now December, and the weather extremely cold. 
 We soon had the greater part of the machinery on board, 
 and both masts in, and expected to have her ready for ser- 
 vice by the following May. 
 
 But I came near meeting with an accident which would in 
 all probability have stopped my career. I had a temporary 
 stao-e rioged at the mast head for the purpose of putting in 
 two heavy composition sheeves. 
 
 I was hoisted up to the stage in a girt line, and then the 
 sheeves were sent up to me. The morning was very cold, 
 and the north wind very piercing; the handling of the 
 sheeves had so benumbed my hands, that they were nearly 
 useless, in consequence of which I took a cant backward, but 
 fortunately held on. A little more and I should have come 
 down a distance of eighty feet, but my time had not yet 
 come, so I lived on. 
 
 While lying at Jersey City, a new sailing master joined the 
 frigate who had never been in the United States naval service 
 before. And it appeared that he thought flogging was as 
 much a sailor's due as his rations, for he kept the cat agoing 
 on the most trifling occasion, although, according to the strict 
 rules of punishment, as they then existed in the navy, a 
 sailing master had no more right to seize a man up and flog 
 him, than a midshipman had. But as he had sole charge of 
 the frio-ate for the present, he was determined that every one 
 should know the full measure of his authority. 
 
 I went over to New York one evening, to see a particular 
 friend, and as the time slipped away rather imperceptibly, I 
 concluded to remain over night and go on board the frigate 
 early in the morning. 
 
 iii consequence of there being much ice in the river, the 
 ferry-boat did not go over as soon as.usual ; by this delay I 
 could not get on board before the hands were turned to. Our 
 brave sailino* master called me to know where I had been. 
 
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 I replied, " To New York, sir," When, drawing himself up, 
 and putting on an important look says, " .Remember, sir, this 
 is the first time ; now beware of the second.' 7 1 fully appre- 
 ciated his meaning which was, that if 1 went to New York 
 again without asking his liberty, that he would Hog me. 
 
 I was well aware that I had no right to absent mvself 
 from the ship without liberty. And 1 was also well aware 
 that he had no authority to strike me, I being a petty officer, 
 and none but a commandant or a post captain can flog a petty 
 officer. 
 
 . However, this all passed off, and during the time we were 
 together all was well. 
 
 The small vessels which I have previously alluded to as 
 comprising the Flying Squadron, were purchased and ly- 
 ing at the Brooklyn Navy Yard. And as they were to be 
 fatted out with dispatch, we were shifted from the steam-frig- 
 ate to the Navy Yard to man these vessels, as they were 
 all to undergo more or less alterations, the crews could not 
 live on board of them until after the repairs had been com- 
 pleted. Accordingly we were put on board the old prize 
 ship Alert. She was the first prize taken by the frigate 
 Essex, and as she was rather old, was converted into a receiv- 
 ing ship. 
 
 When I first went on board this filthy tub my heart sunk 
 within me. I thought the gunboat was the filthiest thiu<r 
 that floated, but as the saying goes, she was not a circum- 
 stance to the old Alert. 
 
 As a general thing, order and discipline are seldom found 
 to prevail to any extent on board of a receiving ship. In 
 some cases they are commanded by some old worn-out or su- 
 perannuated naval officer, whose energy, if he ever had any, 
 has entirely gone out. Or, perhaps the command is given to 
 some dissipated fellow who does not know how to treat men. 
 And then, the seamen w r ho are put on board these dismal 
 abodes, are constantly shifting ; some probably do not remain 
 twenty-four hours. So there is but H title opportunity for es- 
 tablishing any permanent rules and regulations on board a re- 
 ceiving ship, whatever may be the disposition of the com- 
 mander. 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 87 
 
 These remarks are intended to apply only to the time of 
 the late war with England. Since then I believe there has 
 been much improvement in this class of ships. At the time 
 I was on board the, Alert she was commanded bv a drunken 
 tyrannical master's mate, and when I had reached the berth 
 deck, with my bag and hammock, I walked aft to the place 
 set apart for petty officers, and was just about laying them 
 down when a fellow sung out to me : 
 
 " I say ! look out for the lice there ; there are some as big 
 as cockroaches." 
 
 I thought if they were as large as that, I could easily 
 catch them, so I left my dunnage and went on deck. 
 
 I had hardly stepped from the ladder, when close by me, 
 this master's mate knocked a man down for not touching his 
 hat as he passed him. Everything was in the utmost disor- 
 der ; men were drunk and roaring about the deck, and away 
 forward, in a hole which they called a sick bay, were some 
 ten or a dozen miserable creatures. One was raving in a 
 paroxysm of delirium tremens ; there were ten in the last 
 stage of consumption, and could not live many hours, and 
 several with fever and diarrhoea. And such a smell ! 
 
 I had now a fixed determination to harden myself to ev- 
 erything that came along, even to death itself, and in any 
 shape. 
 
 There were about two hundred men and boys on board this 
 ship, who had been recruited for the Flying Squadron. 
 
 The weather was very cold and stormy, and many of these 
 poor fellows had sold every article of clothing except what 
 they stood in, for rum. Hence they were unprotected from 
 the weather. The ration of a half pint of raw whiskey, was 
 served to each man at seven and a half o'clock in the 'morn- 
 ing, and scarcely a dozen out of the whole crew that had a 
 blanket or a bed. The government furnished them with a 
 hammock, and many kept themselves too drunk to hang them 
 up, and would lie down and sleep upon the wet deck ; then 
 followed severe colds, which often terminated in consumption, 
 fever and death. But the half pint of raw whiskey in the 
 morning gave them new life for a short time, and then they 
 were down again. 
 
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 There was one young man of very fine appearance, who 
 had been thoroughly educated and had studied for the minis- 
 try, and who, through the influence of bad company and dis- 
 sipation, had been "induced to enter as a landsman, at the 
 naval rendezvous, for the sake of the miserable pittance of 
 advanced wages which he would receive, and with which he 
 might, while°it lasted, feed that insatiable appetite for rum, 
 winch was soon to terminate his unhappy career. After he 
 had taken his deadly potation, and during its exhilarating 
 influence, he would mount an empty cask, and preach a frag- 
 ment of a sermon, condemnatory of the very course which he 
 was pursuing. And I must say, that in point of language 
 and enunciation, there were few ministers then or even at the 
 present day, that could excel him. But he died, and was put 
 into a drunkard's hole. 
 
 One morning a dead man was found on the berth deck, 
 near the main hatch. The poor fellow had died during the 
 night, probably from exposure, as he possessed neither bed 
 nor clothing. It appeared that there was no one on whom 
 the duty of taking proper care of the corpse devolved, so it 
 lie there all that day, frozen stiff. 
 
 I ate but little, for my stomach fairly loathed everything 
 I saw in the shape of food. As the weather continued very 
 stormy, we were kept on board, and I had as much as I could 
 do to watch my clothes bag. We spent about a week in this 
 miserable manner, when the weather became clear, and all 
 that were able were sent on shore, and to be employed on 
 board the several vessels of the squadron. 
 
 The commodore's flag was hoisted on board the brig Fire- 
 fly, of four hundred and seventy tons burthen. She was a 
 beautiful vessel, having been built for a privateer ; but she 
 needed much alteration to fit her for the armament intended 
 for her, which was fourteen guns in the waist, and two long 
 eighteens on pivots amidships. Lieut. Edw. Barnwell, my 
 friend, of whom I have previously spoken, was 1st Lieuten- 
 ant, and through him I was ordered to her as chief carpen- 
 ter's mate. Com. Porter had committed the fitting of this 
 brig to Mr. Barnwell. I had charge of several jobs, and I 
 
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 soon perceived that lie put great confidence in me, and often 
 gave his orders to me instead of the master- workman. 
 
 One morning, I had passed the sentinel at the gangway, 
 on my way ashore from the Alert, an officer standing near to 
 pass the men out. Just as I had got upon the wharf, it oc- 
 curred to me that I had forgotten a list of spars which had 
 been made out on the previous evening. I immediately re- 
 turned on board, and as I passed the sentinel, said to him, 
 that I had forgotten a paper, and should pass out again 
 in half a minute, and in about that time was at the gang- 
 way again, and as I was passing out, he, quicker than a Hash, 
 put his bayonet at my breast and ordered me to stop, threat- 
 ening that if I moved an inch he would put it through my 
 body. I just stepped back and called an officer, who passed 
 me out, and when upon the wharf, I turned round to get a look 
 at this (as I then called him,) infernal scoundrel, and surely, 
 he could not well be mistaken. He was a tall, gaunt, lan- 
 tern-jawed Irishman, with but one eye, freckled and horribly 
 scarred with the small-pox. I never saw him afterwards and 
 probably it was well for both of us that I did not. 
 
 Perhaps the reader may think that in my description of 
 the gunboat, and the receiving ship, Alert, that 1 have dealt 
 altogether in superlatives, or that I have painted things 
 in too high colors; but I assure you, that the half has nob 
 been told. 1 find mvself at a loss for words and sentences, 
 that will give an adequate idea of scenes that I have witnessed, 
 while in the United States Navy ; but more particularly, 
 during the war with England. It may be, that I was more 
 sensitive than I should have been, considering my place and 
 position ; and took more notice of things and circumstances, 
 which appeared so unpleasant to me, and which, perhaps, to 
 another would hardly have been noticed. I have also spoken, 
 and shall have occasion again to speak, in what may be 
 thought a disrespectful manner, of officers with whom I have 
 come in contact during my service in the United States 
 Navy. 
 
 It is well known to every one, at all acquainted with the 
 United States or any other navy, that in the time of war, be- 
 sides the regularly commissioned, and warrant officers, there. 
 
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 are those, who enter the naval service, as subordinate offi- 
 cers. Such as masters, mates, and sometimes sailing masters, 
 without either warrant or commission, and men of whom 
 nothing is known of their previous habits ; the only qualifi- 
 cation required is seamanship. 
 
 It is of this class that I have had occasion to speak thus 
 harshly. 
 
 But I regret to say, that before I get through with my 
 naval life, I shall have occasion to state facts highly derog- 
 atory to the character and standing of both commissioned 
 and warrant officers. 
 
 I return again to the old Alert, and to scenes in the Brook- 
 lyn navy yard. 
 
 Additions were daily made to the Alert's crew, by men that 
 were shipped in New York, and also of exchanged prisoners, 
 many of which had lately arrived in New York. One day 
 there came on board, a boat load of men from the rendez- 
 vous ; and among them was a man who, although intoxicated 
 and in sailor's garb, I know at once was not a sailor. But 
 strongly suspected that he was a victim either of rum or 
 some rascally land shark, and very probably of both ; he 
 was tumbled on board with the rest, like so many dead hogs. 
 Neither of them had a rag of clothing or a cent of money. 
 I kept the run of the mail just alluded to, until he was 
 sober, when I commenced a conversation, but I soon saw that 
 his mind was not sufficiently composed to enter upon the 
 subject I wished to broach. 
 
 Next day, I succeeded in catching him sober, and at leisure, 
 said I to him," you are not much of a sailor, I presume? " 
 
 " No," he answered with a deep sigh. " I am no sailor, 
 nor do I ever expect to be." 
 
 " How long have you been shipped?" 
 
 " Yesterday morning."' 
 
 " Did you get any advance wages ? " 
 
 " No ; the fellow that took me to the rendezvous became 
 my security, and took the two months advance." 
 
 "Who was this fellow?" 
 
 " It was a landlord, that I had staid with a few days. I 
 had been drinking freely, and he told me I must pay my 
 
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 board and liquor bill, and in order to do this, I bad better 
 ship tor the navy as landsman ; the pay is eight dollars a 
 mouth. It was quite immaterial to me what I did, so I 
 shipped, and he put me on board this recieving ship without 
 any clothes, but what I stand in." 
 
 "You. shiver very much, are you not cold?" 
 
 " Yes, I am very cold, and have been shaking all night ; I 
 don't feel very well neither." 
 
 It so happened that it was a stormy clay, and we should 
 not be sent on shore, which would give me a good opportu- 
 nity of finding out my new acquaintance. I led him into 
 my berth, where we were not likely to be interrupted, and 
 then requested him to tell me his story, which he began as 
 follows : 
 
 <k My name is James Harris, and I have been a merchant 
 in Boston for the last thirteen years. My place of business 
 was in Market Square, — the firm was James Harris & 
 Co. My partner resided in New York, he had married a 
 lady of great wealth, from Albany. The brother of this 
 lady was a very dissipated fellow, and had often enticed my 
 partner into gambling houses where he had lost large sums. 
 Still he was attentive to his business ; we frequently had 
 large consignments arriving at New York, the business of 
 which was attended to with punctuality. About three years 
 ago, 1811, I received a confidential note from a friend, 
 advising me to come to New York, as my interest required 
 it, and as I had not received my usual letters, I begin to 
 suspect that something was wrong. Accordingly I started 
 for New York, went to our office in South street, and found 
 all right apparently ; except that Mr. P. had not been out 
 for several days, being confined at home with rheumatism. 
 Just as I had reached the door to go, the cashier stepped out, 
 saying he wished to say a few words to me before seeing Mr. 
 P. We went into a small lobby, and he then told me that 
 probably my partner would not like to see me, as he had got 
 into a difficulty where he had b^en obliged to use the name 
 of the firm, for the present, ' and,' said the cashier, ' I have 
 managed it thus far, and taken up all the paper as it came 
 to maturity ; but am not able to say how much more there 
 
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 is out with the firm's name, though it having nothing to do 
 with the business of J. Harris & Co.' He also informed me 
 that Mr. P's. brother had requested him to take up the 
 drafts, and be would see it all made right." 
 
 Harris now paused a few moments. I readily saw that 
 he was much agitated. He placed both hands to his face, 
 resting his head on his knees. I waited patiently a few 
 moments, when he again resumed, but seemed to forget 
 where he had left off, and on my reminding him, he contin- 
 ued : 
 
 "O, yes! Well, I called on P., who was sitting in the 
 parlor, and in close conversation with a gentleman, who im- 
 mediatelv left without mv being; introduced. As what I had 
 heard at the store, had troubled me very much, and P. evi- 
 dently saw my agitation, I thought I would commence the 
 business without delay. As soon as I began to enquire why 
 the weekly letters had been discontinued, he burst into tears, 
 and for ten minutes did not utter a word ; at length he 
 raised his head, saying, ' Harris, I am a ruined man, I have 
 gambled away all my own property, and a great amount 
 that belonged to my wife. O, those cursed cards ! that 
 damnable billiard table ; and what makes it more distressing;, 
 my wife's brother has been my ruin ; he has actually led 
 me to, and remained with me all night in houses of ill fame, 
 thus deceiving my wife, by telling her I was detained on 
 business. I have been diseased for a month, and that alone 
 has almost tempted me to commit suicide. Sherman has prop- 
 erty, and has promised to see me out of tha scraoe. My wife 
 knows all, and has forbidden her brother ever to enter the 
 door again; the gentleman you saw when you came in, is a 
 broker, who has engaged to raise what I need at present to 
 keep the business of the firm straight.' " 
 
 Here Harris paused again, and said he should like a little 
 whiskey, as he felt a gnawing at his stomach. It was now 
 nearly eleven o'clock, and neither of us had taken any break- 
 fast, and I was determined at first that he should not have 
 anything to drink, at least, until I had got his story, that is 
 if I could help it. But he insisted on going to his mess for 
 the grog, which he drank, and of course rendered him unfit 
 
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 for further conversation at that time. When I conversed 
 with him again, which was a few days after, he seemed to 
 have forgotten me; but when I took his hand, and reverted 
 to the conversation, the corner of his eye brightened up ; he 
 returned the squeeze of my hand, and said : 
 
 " O, ves ! yes ! vou are my Boston friend." 
 
 " Yes, my dear fellow," said I. " if I can befriend you in 
 any way, I will most cheerfully do it. Come now, and tell 
 me the rest of that story." He agreed to it, I took him 
 into a snug place, and reminded him where he left off, but 
 I found his mind was too much agitated to proceed in a reg- 
 ular manner, so I began the conversation. 
 
 " Well, how did you come out with your partner ? ' 
 
 "Oh ! he died soon after this." 
 
 " Well, how did your business matters turn out? 7 
 
 " Oh, ruined ! ruined ! I lost everything in Boston, and 
 then I o-ave myself up to intoxication. My wife died with 
 grief. My oldest son supported me until a month ago. I 
 came to New York, called on Sherman, my partner's brother- 
 in-law, to see if he would give me some assistance, as he had 
 been the cause of my ruin. He was much bloated, and 
 looked badly. He ordered me out of his house. 1 told him 
 I would not leave him until he had given me enough to buy 
 a suit of clothes. He replied, ' I will give you some clothes ; 
 come with me.' So I followed him to a common sailor's 
 clothing store ; he ordered a suit of sailor's clothes, which he 
 paid fur and left me. I threw them into the street, the shop- 
 man picked them up again, and persuaded me to put them 
 on, which I consented to, and these are the clothes I now 
 have." 
 
 I had no opportunity of conversing with this unfortunate 
 man after this, though frequently saw him among the crowd, 
 sometimes drunk, and sometimes sober. 
 
 One cold, drizzly morning, I heard the boatswain's whistle, 
 and the call "all hands on the quarter-deck to master! I 
 soon ascertained that a draft was to be made from this re- 
 ceiving ship of seventy-five men for Lake Ontario as it was 
 expected that Com. Chauncy would soon fight the decisive 
 battle. When the men were all up, the purser sung out, 
 
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 " All you, whose names are called, pass over to the starboard 
 side." And among those selected, I saw poor Harris. He 
 was a fine looking man, very much resembling Daniel Web- 
 ster. Very stem these men were ordered to the boat along 
 side, to be conveyed to the Albany packet. Harris had no 
 pea-jacket, and was wet through before the boat left the 
 ship's side. I saw no more of him, and think it probable 
 that he died very soon after arriving at Sackets Harbor, as 
 the dysentery was very prevalent, particularly among the 
 intemperate, and but a few survived. 
 
 The old Alert was now so crowded with fresh recruits, that 
 it became necessary to ship some of us on board the Corvette 
 John Adams. I was among the draft selected for her ; we 
 went on board early in the morning. The purser's stew- 
 ard had not arranged for our rations, so we had nothing to 
 eat that day, until just at night, when we got some fresh 
 beef, which I ate raw. The John Adams, soon after we 
 joined her, was ordered to be fitted as a cartel for Bermuda, 
 to bring home the crew of the U. S. frigate President, which 
 had been captured by a British squadron off New York, and 
 carried into that place. We were now divided round among 
 the gunboats ; myself and twelve others were put on board 
 a gunboat which had been used as a tender for^the frigate 
 President, while she lay in the harbor of New York. ^ This 
 gunboat had been hauled up in a cove, and was full of rats 
 and old rigging. A negro was given us for a cook, and we 
 were to live on board this craft, until the vessels composing 
 the Flying Squadron were ready to receive their crews. Wo 
 who were on board the Tender, were among those selected for 
 the Firefly, and of course we belonged to the commodore. 
 I had two companions, with whom I was more intimate than 
 any of the others ; although when drunk, they were furious, 
 and would as soon kill me as they would a rat. Still they were 
 excellent seamen, and men of good information, when sober ; 
 and as I did not use any kind of intoxicating drink, I fre- 
 quently became the butt of their ridicule and sometimes of 
 abuse. Their names were Jack Wilson and Jack Anderson; 
 the latter was a Scotchman, and belonged to Aberdeen, and 
 a man of excellent information ; he had a wife in Brooklyn, 
 
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 near the Navy Yard, although not allowed to leave the 
 yard, I have many a time assisted him in getting out at 
 night, that he might visit his family, and frequently supply- 
 in o- him with money. His wife at one time was very sick, 
 and notwithstanding my kindness towards him, he got drunk 
 one night, and abused me shamefully. Next day, however, 
 he felt quite ashamed, and asked my forgiveness. Wilson 
 was in the battle of Lake Champlain, was wounded in the 
 head, and a little grog would make him crazy. 
 
 As we had been pent up in the Navy Yard nearly ten 
 months, we devised a scheme to get out and have a cruise ; 
 not a drunken one, however, but merely a look around, as we 
 termed it, and in order to effect this without being stopped 
 by a sentinel, we remained on board the Firefly, where we 
 had been at work all day, until after sundown ; it was bitter 
 cold, but we were determined to have a cruise, at any rate. 
 When all was still, we got out on the jib-boom, and dropped 
 on to a fence, and then to the ground, and by climbing over 
 two or three other fences, found ourselves in the street. We 
 went along until we came to a church, lighted up for a lec- 
 ture ; went in and took seats near the organ. We enjoyed 
 the meeting very much, particularly the closing part, which 
 was an infant baptism. 
 
 When the water was put upon the little fellow's face, he 
 commenced crying. Wilson spoke out, so that all who were 
 near could hear him, " That's no sailor's child — afraid of wa- 
 ter." We left the meeting-house, and walked round to keep 
 ourselves warm, and as the night was very cold concluded to 
 go back to the yard. But, sailor-like, we had not once thought 
 about getting past the sentinels without the countersign. 
 
 After trying at the regular gates, and refused enframe by 
 the sentinel, we made out to crawl in under an old fence, and 
 we were now but little better off than we were when outside, 
 and now had three sentinels to pass, before we could get to 
 our sleeping place. And when we approached the first, were 
 hailed, " Who comes there ? " " Friends." " Advance, friends, 
 and give the countersign." We had no countersign, and 
 stood at the point of the bayonet, until the corporal of the 
 guard came. 
 
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 He demanded who Ave were, but would riot allow us to 
 pass. There was no other way to get to the gunboat, but by 
 swimming across a dock two hundred feet wide ; and then 
 there was danger of being shot by the sentinels, if discov- 
 ered, to say nothing about the risk of freezing, after we had 
 left the water. 
 
 We went off a short distance, got into an old shed, and 
 crawled in among some shavings, and there shivered it out 
 until morning ; it was truly a long night. 
 
 We went on board our craft, made up a rousing fire, and 
 after taking some hot coffee, were all right again. 
 
 This affair rather cooled our devotion, so we went to no 
 more evening meetings. 
 
 The weather continued very cold, and we could do but lit- 
 tle work in the yard. Our black cook had been detected in 
 stealing from an officer, and was sent on board the boat in 
 double irons, and there confined, which of course deprived us 
 of his services, and himself, the use of his limbs ; for in con- 
 sequence of his confinement both feet were frozen, and the 
 groans of the poor fellow were really distressing. 
 
 He was removed to the hospital, but lost both feet ; they 
 were amputated soon after he entered the doctor's list. 
 Truly " The ivay of the transgressor is hard" In consequence 
 of a trifling theft, this man is a cripple for life. 
 
 1 have previously stated that our gunboat was full of rats. 
 They were so thick that while we slept they would run over us 
 in all directions. We were obliged to hang our provisions 
 up to one of the beams, and place a man with a club, to 
 watch the bag until morninff. Our boat was also very 
 leaky, and no one would take the trouble to pump her out. 
 One night, just before we turned in, the water made its ap- 
 pearance over the platform, andwhen we come to examine 
 the pump, it was found to be choked and entirely useless. 
 We concluded, however, to stay on board that night, and on 
 the morrow to apply to the captain of the yard for other 
 quarters. About twelve o'clock, one fellow got out of his 
 hammock and found himself knee deep in water. He gave 
 the alaim, all hands roused up, and before we could get all 
 our clothes and bedding on deck, she heeled over and sunk. 
 
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 I made a jump and got on board another boat that lay along- 
 side ; and she was half full of water. The rest of the crew 
 got off by means of the boat and some spars. In jumping 
 on board the other boat, I fell on an iron belaying pin, and 
 hurt myself severely. All this was in the night, it was quite 
 dark and cold, but we made no noise. 
 
 By the sinking of this boat many lives were lost, as might 
 be seen by the floating bodies around her next morning. 
 And as the gunboat had been condemned before we went 
 on board of her, we now considered her condemnation as fully 
 Rat-itied. The repairs on board the Firetily were now so 
 far advanced that we, poor sunken fellows, had permission to 
 take our hammocks and bags on board of her, and our meals 
 on board the Cyane. 
 
 As Commodore Porter had not vet assumed the command of 
 the squadron formally, it devolved on Captain Wolcott 
 Chauncey, brother of Commodore Isaac Chauncey, — he being 
 the seignor captain among those of the Flying Squad- 
 ron, and had come down from Lake Ontario to join the fleet. 
 And he was a Tartar sure enough, as the following little in- 
 cident will show. Two young men, who, I believe, were me- 
 chanics' apprentices, had shipped for the squadron, and had 
 been at the Navy Yard but a lew days, when, probably feel- 
 ing a little homesick, took French leave one evening, and 
 went over to the city. On the following morning, they were 
 missed at muster, and their absence reported to Capt. Chaun- 
 cey, who immediately sent a midshipman to find them. They 
 were both found together, having met with some of their 
 companions, and who had all been on a frolic. These young 
 men were brought on board an old bomb ketch, and con- 
 fined with double irons two days, and on the morning of the 
 third, at nine o'clock, all hands were called along-side the 
 ketch, to witness punishment. This was an interesting sight, 
 and reminded me of the whipping through the fleet at Hali- 
 fax. 
 
 Here were about three hundred men, boys and marines, 
 
 assembled round the old hulk to see these two young men 
 
 nearly flayed alive, for going over to New York without 
 
 leave. When all had assembled, the two prisoners were 
 
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 brought from their place of confinement, apparently more 
 dead than alive. The first was stripped and seized up. 
 
 On these occasions, every man and officer stands with hats 
 off, and perfectly silent, in order to show the supremacy of 
 a law that cuts a man's flesh to pieces. 
 
 Capt. Chauncey, standing on a slight elevation, and with 
 a stentorian voice, thus addressed the crow T d : " Men ! what 
 
 the law allows you, you shall have, but by the eternal 
 
 if any one of you disobeys that law, Til cut your back bone 
 out." " Go on with him, boatswain's mate and do your duty, 
 or "by f you shall take his place." 
 
 The shrieks of the youngster .were dreadful, calling upon 
 God and all the holy angels to save him. xifter the first 
 dozen, another boatswain's mate took the cat, and when he 
 had received two dozen, he fainted, and hung by his wrists. 
 The punishment was suspended for a few moments until he 
 had revived sufficiently to stand on his feet ; he then took 
 four dozen more, making six in all, and when taken down 
 he could not stand. 
 
 The other received seven dozen ; he fainted however, be- 
 fore lie had received the first, and received the greater por- 
 -ion of his punishment in that state. The flesh was fairly 
 hanging in strips upon both backs ; it was really a sickening 
 
 sight. 
 
 The punishment being over, all went to their respective 
 duties. The last I ever heard of this celebrated knight of 
 the cat was, that he was employed at a very high salary in 
 superintending the building and fitting out a frigate for the 
 
 Greeks. 
 
 Notwithstanding my previous determination to make the 
 best of everything, and to become hardened to whatever 
 might come along, discontent seemed to return again with 
 additional force. I began to give a gloomy look into the 
 future. The idea of being captured, and then of lingering 
 in a British prison, and this horrid flogging, and the com- 
 panions that I must pass the remainder of my servitude with. 
 These feelings seemed to work like an avalanche upon me ; 
 and there was a possibility that in my present position, 1 
 
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 might be flogged at the gangway, too, as many a man has been, 
 without knowing for what. 
 
 I was heartily disgusted with everything that belonged 
 to a man-of-war ; and after a night's deliberation, came to a 
 fixed determination, that I would desert, and get into some 
 foreign country, and there remain until I had accumulated 
 something ; and probably by that time I should be forgotten, 
 and could then return to my native country. 
 
 Accordingly I took from my bag some letters and other 
 small matters, and made known my intention to a particular 
 friend, and gave my bag into his charge. 
 
 At sundown, a boat went' to the city for the officers, who 
 had been on liberty during the day. 
 
 I watched the opportunity, after the boat had been called 
 away, to get into her and to stow myself forward, and as it 
 was rather dark, I was not seen by the midshipman who had 
 charge of the boat. As soon as she touched the wharf at 
 New York, I jumped out, and just as I had got upon my 
 feet, the midshipman sang out, " Who's that ? " But I was 
 soon among the crowd upon the wharf, and went up to the 
 house of a friend, who was not then at home ; but I commu- 
 nicated the whole matter to his wife, who was an excellent 
 and kind lady, and who had always manifested much inter- 
 est for mv welfare. When I had got through with my story, 
 she begged, with tears streaming from her eyes, that I would 
 abandon this dreadful determination, and return to the brig. 
 She could not endure the idea of my being a deserter from 
 the United States Navy, and, if ever taken, would, in all 
 probability, be subject to severe punishment. These argu- 
 ments, and such visible demonstrations of regard for my future 
 happiness, weighed heavily with me. 
 
 I could hardly refrain from tears myself, and very soon 
 my friend came in, and when I made known the affair to 
 him, he insisted on my immediate return. 
 
 I spent the night with this kind family, and on the fol- 
 lowing morning, went back, without having been missed. 
 Still there was a fixed gloom that hung over me. This spell, 
 or infatuation, or whatever it might be called, was like an 
 incubus that bore me down. I was like one determined on 
 
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 self-destruction, and seeking a place and an opportunity for 
 its consummation. 
 
 I kept busy at my work, and received the kindest treat- 
 ment from Mr. Barnwell, as well as from every officer on 
 
 board the brio-. There was a rumor among the seamen that 
 
 i . . 
 
 Mr. Barnwell was to be removed to another ship, which, al- 
 though it caused me some little regret, was without founda- 
 tion, at least, for the present. My mind still brooded over 
 my unhappy condition, and again I was determined to leave 
 the navy, and also to leave the country. 
 
 I obtained permission to go to New York, and managed 
 to get my clothes bag on shore, and deposited it with Jack 
 Anderson's wife. I crossed the ferry, and had no sooner 
 stepped out of the ferry-boat, than a strong feeling of self- 
 reproach came over me,, which nearly staggered me in this 
 foolish resolution. Mr. Barnwell had given me liberty to be 
 absent twenty-four hours : his treatment to me had been like 
 that of a kind father, and now to requite this good feeling 
 by desertion, seemed to be the heighth of ingratitude. All 
 this made me half determined to re-cross the ferrv. 
 
 I thought if I could find a friend into whose ear I could 
 pour my trouble, and obtain from him some consoling ad- 
 vice, even that would make me happy. 
 
 I went to the Bull's Head Inn, in the Bowery, the depot 
 for wagons that plied between New York and Boston, (as 
 the water communication was cut oft' by the British cruisers) 
 and found that a wagon would start next morning by day- 
 light. I saw the driver, and bargained with him to carry 
 me to Boston, and for which I was to give him my pea-jacket. 
 
 1 did not awake the next morning until after the hour at 
 which the wagon was to start; so, of course, 1 lost my pas- 
 sage : but such a night as I passed cannot be described ; 
 what with horrid dreams and direful forebodings, I was nearly 
 distracted. I spent the day in walking round the wharves, 
 as no wagon started until the next day. I did not at this 
 time go near my former friend, who so kindly dissuaded me 
 before but I called on another, an elderly gentleman, and 
 to whom I told my story. He happened to be the friend I 
 had been seeking, and he urged me by all means to abandon 
 
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 this rash alternative, and serve my time out honorably, and 
 then I should have nothing to embitter my future life. He 
 offered me any assistance that lay in his power, which offer 
 I gratefully received, and at the same time assured him that 
 T needed nothing but advice. I had plenty of money, and 
 putfUj ■' good clothing, and that all I wanted was to be re- 
 conciled to my unhappy condition. He urged upon me very 
 forcibly his own opinion, backed up with his long experience, 
 that all things came out right in the end, if our intentions 
 were pure ; and my conversation with this good old man caused 
 me again to waver in my present intention. 
 
 On the afternoon of the second day of my absence from 
 the brig, I met AVilson, who had just come over from the 
 Navy Yard. Mr. Barnwell had enquired for me, and he had 
 told him that I was sick, and at the house of a friend in 
 New York. Mr. Barnwell sent him for me, with orders to 
 have me brought over if I was able to stand. 
 
 Jack and I understood the whole affair, and I went with 
 him to the Navy Yard, and quietly on board the brig, and 
 resumed the job on which I had been at work, when I went 
 ashore. Next morning, Mr. Barnwell came to me, and en- 
 quired about my health, to all of which I replied in a satis- 
 factory manner. 
 
 In the afternoon, he called me on the quarter-deck, and 
 said he, " I observe that you are a young man of good habits, 
 and acquainted with your business ; I have also observed 
 that you are active and get quickly through any job you 
 undertake, and shall appoint you carpenter of this brig ; your 
 official appointment I will hand you to-morrow ; and that I 
 feel a pleasure in doing this from what I have seen of you 
 since your attachment to the Navy." He then gave me 
 twenty dollars and liberty to go over to New York. All this 
 seemed to me like a dream, and yet it was real ; my trouble 
 was over ! I was now a warrant officer — out of the reach 
 of the lash — had a comfortable state-room, and a boy to wait 
 upon me. Truly, this was a metamorphosis. 
 
 Just as the Flying Squadron was well equipped, and all 
 ready for sea, peace was proclaimed between England and 
 the United States. This of course put a new phase upon 
 
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 everything, The voice of war was hushed, and all warlike 
 preparations, such as fitting out privateers, enlisting soldiers, 
 &c., now suddenly terminated. Business of another kind 
 now sprung up, such as the repairing and fitting out merchant 
 ships. The Sound was now clear, and all things began to 
 wear a cheerful aspect. The Flying Squadron, with the Con- 
 stellation, Macedonian, and Gueriere frigates, and Ontario, 
 and Epervier sloops-of-war, were all anchored oif the Bat- 
 tery. 
 
 For some years past, the Dey of Algiers had committed 
 frequent depredations upon American merchantmen ; had 
 captured several Mediterranean traders, and still held their 
 crews in slavery. These depredations were now to be pun- 
 ished in a summary manner, the United States having 
 formally declared war against the regency of Algiers. We 
 also had demands against the governments of Tripoli and 
 Tunis, for permitting the capture of American vessels in 
 their harbors by the British during the late war. 
 
 The fleet was placed under the command of Com. Decatur, 
 was destined for Algiers, and to sail in a few days, or as 
 soon as the diplomatic matters could be arranged at Wash- 
 ington. The fleet had left their moorings off the Battery, 
 and had anchored near Sandy Hook. 
 
 One evening, while sitting in my state-room, a marine 
 (sea soldier,) came to the door and asked if he could speak 
 with me a few minutes. I answered yes, invited him in, 
 and he then commenced the following story: 
 
 " You know, sir, that 1 go by the name of Cribbs, but that 
 is not my true name. Now, sir. if you will allow me to tell 
 my story, which you may rely upon as truth, you will soon 
 learn how T came by the name of Cril>!>s. Last December I 
 arrived at New York from Madras. We run by the block- 
 ading ships in the night, and took a pilot just outside the 
 Hook. My native place is Say brook, Connecticut. I had 
 been absent fifteen months. I loft a wife, but no children. 
 After r had boon paid off, I went on board a sloop bound to 
 
 ybrook, and agreed with the captain to work my passage 
 home. In order to keep out of the way of the cruisers, he al- 
 
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 ways started at night and kept close in shore, and used their 
 sweeps or long oars, and I being a sailor, the skipper was glad 
 to have rae. After breakfast I took my chest on board, and 
 meant to stay there myself. The captain said to me, that 
 the strap of his throat halliard block was broken, and he 
 wished to have it repaired before he sailed, and asked me to 
 go up and send it down. I immediately went up for that 
 purpose, and had just commenced unhooking the block, when 
 I heard a talking on deck, and on looking down, saw that 
 they were all looking up at me, and at the same time the 
 captain hailed me, saying that there were two men that 
 wished to see me. 
 
 " I came down, and one of them asked me ' if my name 
 was John Cribbs ? ? 
 
 11 1 answered, ' no; my name is Jones/ 
 
 " ' Well, we want you to go with us, as far as Market 
 street. ' 
 
 " * Go with you ? who ars you?' 
 
 " ' We believe you are a deserter from the marine corps of 
 the United States, and we wish you to go with us, and if you 
 are not the man, then there will be no harm done.' 
 
 " The captain of the sloop said that I had better go, and 
 show them that I was not the man they were in search of. I 
 had then in my possession four treasury notes, of twenty 
 dollars each, the amount of my wages, which 1 had tied up 
 in a corner of my black handkerchief, that I wore about my 
 neck, and in my pocket, about three dollars in pennies and small 
 paper bills. I went with these fellows, they keeping one on 
 each side of me. I was carried to the United States rendez- 
 vous for the marine corps, and put into a back room, which 
 was locked upon me and a guard placed at the door. 
 
 " I sat down on the floor, wondering what all this meant. I 
 had nothing to eat or drink all that dav, nor a bed on which 
 to sleep at night. 
 
 " Early next morning, a sergeant and two marines came in 
 and told me I must go to the Navy Yard. I swore I would 
 not go, and demanded an explanation. The sergeant told 
 me that resistance was of no use, as he could call twenty men 
 
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 if necessary. I asked him what right they had to imprison 
 me ; I had never been in the United States service, and 
 could prove where I had been during every year of my life. 
 I was then told that I must go, and if I was peaceable should 
 not be ironed, but if I attempted to escape I should be shot. 
 I had eaten nothing since yesterday morning ; I felt hungry 
 and demanded food. They gave me part of a small loaf, 
 a piece of cheese, and half a tumbler of gin. I then went 
 with them over to the Navy Yard, and was there put in irons 
 under charge of a sentinel. I asked for pen and paper, and 
 was told that these things were not allowed to prisoners. I had 
 hard work to persuade myself that I was not dreaming. 
 
 " I remained here in confinement until one morning the ser- 
 geant came in, knocked off my irons, and told me I was to go 
 on board the frigate President. I was washed and shaved, 
 and a suit of marine uniform given me, with orders to put it 
 on and be ready for drill at eleven o'clock. All this I did, 
 because I could not help myself; a musket was given me, 
 and I was placed by the corporal in the ranks, and I sol- 
 emnly swear that this was the first time in my life that I 
 ever had on a soldier's dress, or ever handled a musket as a 
 soldier. 
 
 " Mvself and nineteen others were put on board the frigate 
 President. She was bound on a cruise round Cape Horn, but 
 on sroin"- out, vou know we struck on the bar and injured 
 our keel, which very much hindered our sailing. We fell in 
 with the English Fleet, Pomone, Endymion and Majestic, 
 and, after a hard-fought action, we were captured and carried 
 to Bermuda. We were exchanged, and came to New York 
 in the John Adams. I have been in the barracks ever since 
 my return, have written once to Commodore Decatur, but 
 have received no answer. I have now been ordered to this 
 brig, and when I shall be liberated I know not. 
 
 I looked him full in the face, and said I to him : " Cribbs, 
 do you tell the truth ? Is what you have told me positively 
 true ?" " Yes, sir, on my oath," and then made a solemn app \al 
 confirmatory of what he had told me. " And now, sir, what 
 I wish you to do for me, if you please, and which 1 shall 
 
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 consider a great favor, is that you will state my case to some 
 lawyer in New York before we sail on this cruise." I re- 
 plied that I would give him the form of a letter to Mr. 
 Emmet, probably one of the best lawyers in New York, 
 and would prefer that the writing should be in his own 
 hand. I gave him the use of my writing materials, and 
 also assisted him in getting his letter to the city, which went 
 up in the morning boat, and on that same evening after he 
 had been relieved from his post, I called him into my room 
 and asked him if he could, in any way, account for this 
 strange affair. He said that he could only account for it in 
 this way : " The day after I was paid off I went to a board- 
 ing-house, (I think in Y\ r ater street) kept by a man named 
 Sweeney, and while we were sitting in the bar-room, a good- 
 looking man came in and asked if any one would like to 
 enter the United States service, either as seaman, marine or 
 landsman ; and out of a joke, I asked what were the wages. 
 He said seamen got twelve dollars a month and twenty dol- 
 lars bounty ; ordinary seamen and landsmen something less. 
 ' And how much do marines get? ' said I. ' Eight dollars 
 and their clothing.' This fellow now went off, and after he 
 had gone, Sweeney, the landlord, observed, " That fellow is 
 a — pimp ; his business is to go round and hunt up de- 
 serters, for which he gets a large reward.' Now, Sweeney- 
 knew that I was going home, and also hmv I was going; 
 and whether it was not a contrived plan to entrap me I cannot 
 say. I had been told that he was not the most honest man 
 in the world, as many sailors could also testify. This is the 
 only way that I can account for my imprisonment. I was 
 pounced upon as a deserter, and it may be that this fellow 
 obtained a reward for my pretended apprehension." 
 
 On the following morning a boat came from the Gueriere, 
 with an order from Commodore Decatur for John Cribbs ; he 
 was put in double irons on board the Gueriere and this was 
 the last I ever heard of John Cribbs. Mr. Emmet had, no 
 doubt, written to Commodore Decatur about the man, and in 
 order that the case might be properly investigated, the Com- 
 modore had sent for him for that purpose ; but why he was 
 
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 ironed I cannot tell. We got under way on the next day 
 and thus ends the storv of John Cribbs. 
 
 I will only add, that if the statement which he gave me 
 was true, and of which I have not the slightest doubt, it 
 goes to show a most mysterious, hut successful piece of vil- 
 lany, and for which, if justice be done him, he will have a 
 claim against the United States for immense damages. 
 
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 CHAPTER V. 
 
 Fleet sail,— Firefly dismasted in a gale,— Return to New York,— Receive 
 a warrant as carpenter in the navy,— Refit,— Sail again, — Cruelty of a 
 lieutenant, — Fall in with a strange sail in the night,— Passionate be- 
 havior of the captain, — Remarks, — Enter the Straits of Gibraltar, — 
 Pass the Rock,— Arrive at Carthagena, Receive intelligence of the 
 capture of an Algerine frigate by our squadron— Fleet appears off Algiers, 
 
 Treaty,— Consul established,— American captives delivered up, — Put 
 
 on board the Epervier, and sail for home,— Their extreme joy at their 
 deliverance,— They all perish at sea,— Fleet arrive at Carthagena,— 
 Firefly ordered to Gibraltar,— Sickness of the crew,— Cause— I have 
 orders to obtain a spar from the clock-yard,— Meet a great personage, 
 who gets cooled down,— Politeness of Mr. Sprague,— Explore the 
 rock,— Remarks,— Arrival of the fleet,— Officers shifted,—! am ordered 
 to the Ontario,— Ships,— Sail for home,— Sail for Tangier,— Return to 
 Gibraltar,— Fleet sails for Port Mahon,— Receive intelligence that 
 the Dey had broken the treaty,— Proceed to Algiers,— Make prep- 
 arations to burn their fleet,— Betrayed by a Frenchman,— Apology by 
 the Dey, — Treaty resumed,— Cowardly management of the Dutch, — 
 Return to Port Mahon,— Obtain permission to refit our ships at the 
 arsenal,— Assist in fitting out the Ferdinand,— Miserable condition of 
 the Spanish Navy, and of naval officers,— Small pox breaks out on 
 board the Ontario,— Filthy marines,— Lord Exmouth's Fleet,— Sad 
 from Port Mahon, -Wreck of the Ferdinand in a severe levanter, — 
 We arrive at Tarragona,— Vows of a Catholic lady passenger _ during 
 the gale,— Its performance,— Arrive at Carthagena,— Examine the 
 dock-yard,— Receive intelligence of the fate of seventy American sea- 
 men that were on board the Ferdinand,— They were carried to Algiers, 
 —Sail from Carthagena to Algiers,— Account of the wreck of the Fer- 
 dinand, — American seamen taken off by the Erie. 
 
 While the Firefly was fitting at the Navy Yard, I had 
 • provided a large quantity of mast-fishes* and shot-plugs, and 
 
 * Mast-fishes are long pieces of oak, hollowed and fitted in such a 
 manner that if a mast or spar of any kind is broken or injured, by 
 a shot from an enemy's gun, the fish is bound with lashings round the 
 injured spar, so that it may be strong enough to bear the sail. A fish is 
 to a mast what a splint is to a broken limb. 
 
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 one of our " built/ " lieutenants, of whom I shall again have 
 occasion to speak and to bring before the reader, whenever 
 he had the morning watch, and while the decks w^p 
 washing, would give a very emphatic order to " wash v . 
 round that — lumber," and would begin to curse because 
 the deck was lumbered up with so much " useless trash." 
 This was always intended for me to hear, as I had been 
 blamed from the time it first came on board ; but wait a 
 little while and see what became of this useless lumber. 
 
 The Firefly was commanded by George Eodgers, Esq., 
 brother of Commodore Eodgers. He was an excellent man, 
 and subsequently showed his friendship for me. Our first 
 lieutenant was David Geisinger, now one of our oldest com- 
 modores. Also an excellent man, and for whom I shall 
 alwavs have the highest esteem. 
 
 On the 10th of May, 1815, as I have already stated, the 
 fleet got under way and stood to sea in regular order, with 
 a fine westerly breeze, which continued until we reached the 
 gulf, when we took a heavy S.E. gale, which commenced at 
 about 10 P. M., and the next morning, about 2 o'clock, we 
 were on the Eastern Edge, ha vino; run during the night and 
 up to that time under close-'reefed top-sails, and now it com- 
 menced blowing a perfect hurricane. 
 
 The brig, when in smooth water, was very low, her gun- 
 deck being only about eighteen inches from the water's edge, 
 our armament consisted of twelve IS lb. cannonades, and 
 two long eighteens amidships, and two long eighteens on 
 pivots. She was also very heavily sparred, and, being built 
 for a privateer, was not very strong. She was, however, a 
 fast sailer and a good vessel. 
 
 The sea ran very high ; the hurricane raged with unabat- 
 ed fury, attended with heavy thunder and lightning, and 
 torrents of rain. 
 
 The brig labored very much, and was continually under 
 water. At daylight I had gone below to shift my wet cloth- 
 ing, and had hardly got to my room when the boatswain's 
 mate came running down, to tell me that the foremast was 
 sprung. I jumped directly up, and, sure enough, the mast 
 was broken in several places. 
 
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 Captain Kodgers had gone below to get some rest, having 
 been on deck all night. Mr. Geisinger, with every other 
 officer, were doing their best, I reported to him the state of 
 the foremast. " Well, sir," said he, " do the best you can 
 with it." The top-gallant masts were already housed, but 
 the top-masts were on end, the weight of which very much 
 endangered the mast ; but to get them down was out of the 
 
 .•stion. 
 
 quest. 
 
 ' Our rigging, which had been put over the mast heads in 
 cold weather, had now now become so slack that it was very 
 little support to the masts. 
 
 But it was no time now to reflect upon what had been 
 done. Our business now was to do something for the preserva- 
 tion of our lives. 
 
 I called my carpenter's crew, four in number, around me, 
 we knocked out the mast wedges, and in the meantime the 
 boatswain's mates were clearing away the mast-fishes, this 
 " useless lumber" and others, were passing the lashings around 
 the masts, all ready for securing the fishes. 
 
 I requested the gunner to get up four of his largest gun 
 tackles, two on each side, and haul them taut with jiggers; 
 this was soon done although she was wallowing in the sea, at 
 such a rate that it was almost impossible to hold on. The fishes 
 were put in their places. I got into a bowline, and was 
 hoisted high enough to fasten the heads with spikes ; with a 
 maul in one hand and spikes in the other, and contriving to 
 hold on, so that, when I swung against the mast, I could hit 
 the spike ; but before they were fastened, my poor body was 
 badly pounded against the broken stick. 
 
 In two hours we had it secure, or at least, we were not 
 afraid of its going over t}ie side. Our attention was now 
 called to the mainmast, which was broken one-third off 
 under the saddle. We unshipped the main boom, and got up 
 two large tackles on each side, as we did with the fore- 
 mast, and with much difficulty managed to set up two 
 shrouds on each side, and fished it firmly, now with the fishes 
 on both masts, well spiked and woolded, we felt that we could 
 get short sail on both. 
 
 The gale now began to abate. None of the fleet had 
 
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 been seen since the evening before, and the last ship we saw 
 was the Macedonian frigate ; she passed close by, and to lee- 
 ward of ns ; and was under a close-reefed maintop-sail, and fore 
 and mainstorm stay-sails. She had met with some damage to 
 her main rigging, which they were repairing. And while 
 lying in this apparently destitute condition, we fired min- 
 ute guns for about four hours, but concluded that, in all 
 probability there was nothing within hearing of our guns, 
 so it was of no use to waste powder. Towards sunset it 
 ceased blowing ; and the clouds indicated fair weather. 
 
 On the morrow, we commenced getting sail on her, the 
 bowsprit was broken nearly off at the knight heads ; but it 
 held on, and was of some service ; we set a top-gallant-sail 
 on each top-mast, and two close-reefed top-sails below, and 
 turned her head for New York; and in fine weather, we 
 could set small sails about in any direction where they would 
 draw. 
 
 It was very fortunate for us that neither of the masts 
 went over the side, for had that been the case we should 
 have inevitably gone to the bottom ; for the mast in falling 
 would have cut through the side, and being under water as 
 w r e were, nothing, but the All-powerful arm of Jehovah, could 
 have saved us ; and had it not been for the fishes, the masts 
 could never have been kept on end. And much also de- 
 ponded on the promptness and the alacrity, with which all this 
 was done. 
 
 On the second day, after we had got pretty well to rights 
 again, Capt. Rodgers sent for me to come on the quarter- 
 deck. 
 
 Said he to me, " Young man,* how long have you been in 
 the United States service?" 
 
 " Since October, sir." 
 
 "What is your age?" 
 
 11 Nearly twenty-two, sir." 
 
 "Well sir; allow me to say, you are one of the most ac- 
 tive men I have ever met with, and it is to your exertions, 
 
 * Capt. Rodgers had joined the brig only a few days before we sailed, 
 and had not yet become acquainted with but few of his officers, which 
 was the reason of his addressing me as young man. 
 
UNITED STATES BRIG, FIREFLY, IN A GALE, MAY 18th, 1815. 
 
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 that we are indebted for the preservation of this brig, and I 
 may also add of our lives too ; and it shall be my first business, 
 if we arrive safe in New York, to obtain for you a warrant 
 from the President of the United States." 
 
 I thanked him, bowed, and retired. 
 
 1 soon saw that this compliment caused some little jealousy 
 or envy from my messmates, the gunner and boatswain, but 
 it soon wore off, and we were on the best terms, and in six- 
 teen days arrived safely in New York. 
 
 Now with regard to the compliment paid me by Captain 
 Eodgers, and injustice to myself, and without assuming to be 
 egotistical, had I not have taken right hold, and in one 
 sense assumed the whole charge of securing the masts, they 
 would have gone over as sure as the world. 
 
 The first lieutenant's place was on the quarter-deck, and* 
 there was not a soul among the rest of the officers that knew 
 anything about fishing a mast, or what to have done, in this 
 emergency ; for the very first step towards their security, was 
 knocking out the wedges, in order that the mast might have 
 longer play ; and it will be seen in the course of my narra- 
 tive, that this was not the only scene where " useless lumber " 
 was the means of saving valuable lives. 
 
 We arrived at Brooklyn Navy Yard on the 1st of June. 
 Capt. Rodgers wrote to Washington, and in six days my 
 warrant came, which he presented me on the quarter-deck of 
 the brig, with many compliments, and good wishes. 
 
 A Court of Inquiry was held at the navy yard, by officers 
 sent from Washington for that purpose, to investigate the 
 proceedings of Capt. Bodgers during, and subsequent to the 
 gale. His conduct was highly approved, and a vote of ap- 
 probation given in his favor. 
 
 On the 5th of July we were all right again, and the little 
 brig looked beautifully. We sailed with a fine south-west 
 
 * I saw that I must take the most hazardous part in this affair, while 
 the rest of the carpenters were making wedges and cleats for the lashings, 
 which, considering the rolling of the vessel was of itself a difficult job. 
 I hung, more than half an hour, thumping against the mast, and drove six- 
 teen spikes while in this perilous position, for had the mast gone over while 
 I was hanging in the bowline, in all probability, 1 should have been killed. 
 
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 wind, for Carthagena, in Spain, the port fixed upon as the 
 rendezvous, in case of separation. On the sixth day out, we 
 fell in with another gale, though nothing like the other ; 
 even had it heen so, we wore now in a much better condition 
 to meet it than we were before. 
 
 Then, our rigging was slack, and our masts were made 
 of single sticks ; but now, our rigging was newly fitted, and 
 our masts were built, and in fact, everything was in much 
 better order than before. 
 
 I told the reader that I meant to show up the " useless lum- 
 ber man " again, and here he is. During the gale it was 
 his watch from 8 to 12 in the morning. I was sitting on the 
 forward pivot gun, and a man named Tom Burns, a fine 
 fellow, and a good sailor, was sitting just under me. This 
 gallant officer came puffing along, for he was quite fat, and 
 says to Burns, " Go up and secure that staysail." It had 
 blown out of the netting, and was getting loose. " Aye, aye, 
 sir," said Burns. He went up and hauled it in as well as 
 he could, and, as he thought, secured it. 
 
 In about half an hour afterwards, this noble lieutenant 
 came forward again, and looking up, saw that a small corner 
 of the sail had got out of the netting. He sung out, " You 
 
 Burns, you scoundrel, didn't I send you up to stop that 
 
 sail ? " " Yes, sir." " Well, come here. Boatswain's mate." 
 " Sir." " Come here. Take your jacket off sir," to Burns. 
 The boatswain's mate then put a dozen into him. " Now go 
 up and see if you can stow that sail in a proper manner." 
 Burns, while going up the rigging, merely said, " I thought 
 I did my best before." I heard what he said. " What's 
 that you say? Grumbling again, are you? Come down 
 here, sir. Boatswain's mate." "Sir." " Come here. Take 
 off your jacket, sir," to Burns. The poor fellow took another 
 dozen, and then went up and tried again ; and when he came 
 down, he sat in the same place on the gun carriage, which 
 gave me an opportunity of looking down his back, which was 
 covered with blood, and he was then giving vent to a copious 
 flood of tears. This was the useless lumber man. 
 
 One night, when we were within a short distance of Cape 
 Trafalgar, a sail was seen on our weather bow, apparently 
 
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 coming towards us. It was reported to the captain, who was 
 almost instantly on deck ; we beat to quarters, and, notwith- 
 standing everything preparatory to action was going ahead 
 with the utmost expedition, the captain was nearly frantic 
 with anxiety, supposing the stranger to be an Algerine. 
 
 The two long guns in the waist, amidships, were usually 
 run in and secured in a fore and aft position. The crews be- 
 lonoino" to these o-uns were at work like good fellows, clear- 
 ing away, and getting them round. But it seemed that the 
 impatience of the captain knew no bounds ; he seized hold 
 of a long rammer, and being a powerful man, commenced 
 banging away, right auiong them, as though he meant to 
 break every bone in their bodies ; and poor Burns, who hap- 
 pened to be one the crew of the larboard gun, got a blow on 
 the loins which disabled him from further duty. The ram- 
 mer was applied indiscriminately, and I came near being one 
 the lucky ones, as my station at quarters was at the pumps, 
 and right abreast of this gun ; and as it was quite dark, and 
 the captain being so blinded with rage, that he did not know 
 who he hit. 
 
 But after all the fuss, the strange sail proved to be nothing 
 more than a Portuguese polacca. 
 
 Notwithstanding the many good qualities which Capt. 
 Rodgers possessed, he was a very passionate man ; aud being 
 very powerful, it gave him frequent opportunities of display- 
 ing his great strength. One day, a very large Dutchman, 
 whose grog had been stopped for some offence, went att to 
 ask the captain to please to let him have his grog again, 
 stating Ins innocence of the crime for which it was stopped. 
 The man told his story, when the captain up fist and hit him 
 between the two eyes, and sent him his length flat upon deck. 
 It appeared that the fellow was rather impudent in his ad- 
 dress, using improper language. 
 
 I would further remark, that we never find perfection, 
 either in man or woman, whatever may be the sphere of life 
 in which they move. Neither do we often find perfect uni- 
 formity in conduct ; the bravest men are sometimes timid ; 
 the most discreet and judicious sometimes make the most 
 egregious blunders ; and we soldom read an impartial de- 
 
 
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 scription of any noted character, that does not seem to be 
 almost a paradox. Over against a virtue will be set a prom- 
 inent weakness, as in the lives of Chief Justice Hale, and 
 Cotton Mather, both of whom assisted in the condemnation 
 and execution of witches. Sir Isaac Newton was a believer 
 in alchemy, and with his relative, Dr. Newton, set up furnaces, 
 and were some months engaged in searching for the philos- 
 opher's stone. And yet no men, perhaps, ever lived, that 
 possessed more brilliant ideas, than those whom I have just 
 named. 
 
 Observation induces me to make these remarks, and I ap- 
 ply them more particularly to the navy. 
 
 Capt. Rodgers was, without doubt, a brave man ; and, had 
 there been an opportunity of testing his courage, I think he 
 would have acquitted himself with honor to his country. 
 But he was passionate, and in a paroxysm of rage, what might 
 he not do? Even in the circumstance of the gun — here 
 were two or three men rendered unfit for service, and one 
 probably injured for life. 
 
 And if the strange sail had been an enemy, would these 
 men have fought at their gun with the same animation, as 
 they would have done had they not been thus beaten ? I 
 answer at once, No. That gun would have been useless ! 
 
 But Capt, Rodgers was an amiable man, after all. He 
 was a finished gentleman ; courteous and kind to all, from 
 the first lieutenant to the smallest waiting boy ; and though 
 now numbered with the dead, I shall always remember him 
 with the highest emotions of esteem and respect; and not 
 merely for his kindness to me, but for his general deportment 
 as an officer of the United States Navy. 
 
 We passed Gibraltar on the 10th of August, and anchored 
 at Carthagena on the 14th. Here we found an Algerine 
 brig-of-war, which had been captured by our Squadron, and 
 sent in here for the present. The American Consul came 
 off to us as soon as we had anchored, and as we were quar- 
 antined, communicated the following intelligence while seated 
 in his boat : " The fleet were hourly expected in this harbor ; 
 Commodore Decatur had concluded a treaty of peace with 
 the government of Algiers, and had gone from thence to 
 
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 Tunis and Tripoli, to settle matters with those governments." 
 He then gave a short detail of the doings of the fleet after 
 entering the Mediterranean. On their way from Gibraltar 
 to Algiers, they fell in with an Algerine frigate, which they 
 captured after a hard resistance on her part, and sent her 
 into Carthagena. The fleet then appeared off Algiers on 
 the 20th of "June, 1815. 
 
 A flag of truce was hoisted on hoard the Gueriere, with 
 the Swedish flag* at the main. A boat soon came off with 
 Mr. Norderling, Swedish consul, and the captain of the port, 
 to whom we communicated the intelligence of the capture of 
 the frigate and brig, which greatly surprised him ; and he 
 expressed to Mr. Norderling much anxiety for the other ships 
 of their squadron, from whom nothing had been heard for 
 some time. 
 
 The captain of the port was also informed that a very large 
 addition to our fleet was daily expected, consisting of several 
 line of battle ships, and four frigates. The captain of the 
 port requested a statement of the conditions on which we 
 would make peace, when the following letter was then hand- 
 ed him : 
 " The American Commissioners to the I)ey of Algiers : 
 
 The undersigned have the honor to inform His Highness, 
 the Hey of Algiers, that they have been appointed by the 
 President of the United States of America, Commissioners 
 Plenipotentiary to treat for peace witli His Highness. And 
 that pursuant to their instruction, they are ready to open a 
 negotiation for the restoration of peace and harmony between 
 the two countries, on terms just and honorable to both par- 
 ties ; and they feel it incumbent on them to state explicitly 
 to His Highness, that they are instructed to treat upon no 
 other principle than that of perfect equality, and on the 
 terms of the most favored nations. No stipulation for pay- 
 ing anv tribute to Algiers, under any form whatever, will be 
 agreed to. The undersigned have the honor to transmit 
 herewith a copy of the treaty, from the President of the "Uni- 
 ted States of America, and avail themselves of this occasion 
 to ass are His Highness of their high consideration and pro- 
 found respect." 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 117 
 
 The captain of the port then requested that hostilities 
 should cease, pending the negotiation, and that persons au- 
 thorized to treat should go on shore, he and Mr. Norderling 
 both affirming that the minister of marines had pledged 
 himself for their security and return to the ships, when they 
 pleased. Both these propositions were rejected, and they 
 were explicitly informed that the negotiations must be car- 
 ried on on board the fleet, and that hostilities, as far as they 
 respected vessels, could not cease. They returned on shore, 
 and on the following day the same persons returned and in- 
 formed us that they were commissioned by the Dey to treat 
 with us on the proposed basis, and they appeared extremely 
 anxious to conclude the peace immediately. The treaty was 
 then brought forward, which the Commissioners declared 
 would not be departed from in substance, at the same time 
 declaring that although the United States would never stip- 
 ulate for paying tribute under any form whatever ; yet, that 
 they were a magnanimous and generous nation, who would, 
 upon the presentation of consuls, do what was customary with 
 other great nations, in their friendly intercourse withAlgiers. 
 
 The treaty was then examined, and they were of opinion 
 that it would not be agreed to in its present form, and particu- 
 larly requested that the article requiring the restitution of the 
 property they had captured, and which had been distributed, 
 might be expunged, alleging that such a demand had never 
 before been made upon Algiers. To this it was answered 
 that the claim was just, and would be adhered to. They 
 then asked, whether, if the treaty should be signed by the 
 Dey, we would engage to restore the captured vessels, which 
 was refused. They then represented that it was not the 
 present Dey, Omar Pacha, who had declared the war which 
 they acknowledged, to be unjust, conceding that they were 
 wholly in the wrong, and had no excuse, and requested us to 
 take the case of the Dey into consideration, and upon his 
 asreeino; to terms with us more favorable than had ever be- 
 fore been made with any other nation, to restore the ships, 
 which thev stated would be of little or no value to us, but 
 would be great of importance to him, as they would satisfy the 
 
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 people with the conditions of peace we were going to conclude 
 with him. 
 
 The commissioners consulted upon this question, and de- 
 termined that, considering the state of those vessels, the sums 
 that would he required to fit them for a passage to the United 
 States and the little probability of selling them in this part of 
 the world, they would make a compliment of them to His 
 Highness in the state they then were, the commodore enga- 
 ging to furnish them with an escort to this port. This how- 
 ever would depend upon their signing the treaty as presented 
 to them, and could not appear as an article of it, must be con- 
 sidered as a favor conferred on the Dey by the United States. 
 They then requested a truce to deliberate upon the terms of 
 the proposed treaty, which was refused. They then pleaded 
 for three hours. The reply was : 
 
 "Not a minute ; if your squadron appears in sight before 
 the treaty is signed by the Dey, and the prisoners actually 
 off, he should capture them." 
 
 It was finally agreed that hostilities should cease. They 
 then went on shore, and in three hours we perceived their 
 boat coming oif with a white flag hoisted. The Swedish 
 consul pledging his word not to hoist it unless the treaty was 
 signed and the prisoners in the boat, they had returned to 
 the shore, which was five miles distant, they came back with 
 the treaty signed as it had been concluded, bringing also a 
 part of the prisoners. While they were absent, a corvette 
 with a large amount of money on board, hove in sight, which 
 in one hour more would have been captured. The Dey was 
 aware of this, and the fear of losing his fleet hastened him 
 on to sign this treaty, which he violated in less than three 
 months afterwards. 
 
 Mr. William Shaler was appointed United States Consul 
 for the regency of Algiers, and established his residence on 
 shore. The prisoners were all delivered up and put on board 
 the sloop-of-war Epcrvicr, with orders to proceed to the United 
 States. She was never heard of afterwards, and these poor fel- 
 lows, with my good friend Barnwell, went to the bottom. How 
 mysterious are the ways of Divine Providence. These un- 
 fortunate men, who had endured the rigors and cruelties 
 
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 of Algerine slavery, some of them for more than two years ; 
 and when they were liberated and told they were going 
 home, they cried for joy, believing it must be a dream ; but 
 they were not to see home. Many of them had wives and 
 mothers, brothers and sisters ; and some had families, I 
 believe, in Massachusetts. Often did their hearts swell with 
 gratitude to God for their deliverance from cruel bondage, 
 and the prospect of soon embracing their loved ones. But it 
 was not to be — the ocean was their grave. No headstones 
 could tell their burial place, nor mound on which to place 
 the passion flower, or shed the tear of affectionate memory. 
 The howling blast their funeral dirge, and the briny wave 
 their winding-sheet. Poor fellows, may you in the morn- 
 ing of the resurrection awake to a happy immortality, where 
 there shall be no more prisons, no more shipwrecks. The 
 fleet arrived at Carthagena a few days after we had obtained 
 pratique. The Firefly was then ordered to Gibraltar, with 
 despatches to our Consul ; also, to order a new top-sail yard 
 for the Independence, and to be ready on her arrival there. , 
 
 Proceeding according to orders, we arrived there late in 
 the evening, ran in, and anchored off the Ragged Staff, and 
 very near the English frigate, Undaunted. She was light 
 and high up. Our little brig looked like a boat under her 
 stern, and while they were washing decks on board the frig- 
 ate in the morning, an officer standing on the taffrail, looked 
 down upon our deck, and by way of derision, says : " Hook 
 our davit tackles on your little boat, and we'll hoist you out 
 of water." An old fellow on our forecastle, who had been a 
 Marblehead fisherman, just turned his eye up to this noble 
 Briton, and dryly observed : " The Guerierre and Macedonian 
 will be in to-day, sir, and you had better hook one of those 
 on. The officer stepped down, and was seen no more upon 
 the taffrail. 
 
 Early on the following morning, the officer of the watch 
 sent our boat to the watering place for a few casks of water 
 for present use. The scuttle butt was filled from these casks, 
 and no other water was used. 
 
 At about eleven o'clock, A. M., several of the men were 
 taken with a violent pain in the bowels, and it was not long 
 
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 before nearly all hands were down, many of them writhing in 
 great agony. Then the officer of the deck was taken, and 
 before twelve o'clock, nearly every soul on board the brig, 
 myself included, were in the most excruciating agony. 
 
 The doctor, who also was slightly attacked, was flying 
 round, administering doses, and doing all in his power to 
 relieve their suffering. A boat's crew was mustered, and a 
 message sent on shore, informing the captain of the affair. 
 He came off immediately, and was much alarmed ; but all 
 were now fast recovering, and at four, P. ftL, all was right 
 again. 
 
 It was subsequently ascertained that the water pipes at 
 the landing place were of lead, and our boat was the first 
 there. The officers of the boat did not know that it was 
 necessary to let the pipes run a short time before receiving 
 the water in the casks, so we thus drank what had been 
 standing all night in the pipes, which being impregnated 
 with lead, caused the difficulty anion g our crew. 
 
 On the next day after the disaster, 1 went on shore to get 
 from the American Consul an order for a maintop-sail yard 
 for the U. S. Ship Independence. The yard was to be ready 
 against her arrival at Gibraltar, which would probably be 
 in a few days. The consul gave me the necessary order ac- 
 companying it, with a note of introduction to the command- 
 ant of the royal dock-yard. 
 
 When I reached the yard, ascertaining that the com- 
 mandant had gone to his residence, it being his dinner hour, 
 I proceeded to his house, rang the bell, requested the servant 
 to sav to Mr. Pownal that I wished to see him directly. 
 This great personage made his appearance ; 1 handed him 
 the order for the spar, also my note of introduction. 
 
 lie then straightened himself up, and with an indignant 
 scowl, demanded why 1 had come to his house on business of 
 this -nature. "Do you know, sir, that we don't make spars 
 here?" 
 
 11 1 am well aware of that, sir, but my order from Com- 
 modore Bainbridge was to attend to this business immediate- 
 ly on my arrival at Gibraltar, as in all probability the ship 
 will remain but a few hours in the Bav after hor arrival." 
 
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 " Well, sir, this is no place for such business," and turned 
 to leave me in this abrupt manner. But I was determined 
 not to stand such treatment, and advancing towards him, 
 said : 
 
 " Look here, sir ; you are but a man, after all. I am an 
 officer of the United States Navy, and have been sent to you 
 with an official order for a maintop-sail yard for the United 
 States ship, Independence. I came to you in a respectable 
 and polite manner, and expected to meet a gentleman ; I 
 have performed my errand, and now sir, leave the matter 
 with you and the American Consul." 
 
 I put on my hat, and turned to leave. He then, assum- 
 ing a different tone, requested me to remain in the parlor a 
 few minutes, and he would go with me to the spar maker. 
 In a few minutes he was ready, and walked to the dock-yard 
 in the most sociable manner, paying us a very high compli- 
 ment on our most favorable and expeditious treaty with Al- 
 giers. On arriving at the spar yard, it was decided that 
 there was not a spar at the garrison large enough for the 
 requisition. I parted with my stiff friend, with the utmost 
 good feeling on both sides. Next day I went on shore quite 
 early, for the purpose of rambling through the Eock, and 
 availing myself of a polite invitation to dine with the Con- 
 sul. I had read much of the Kock of Gibraltar, and had 
 heard old sailors tell about guns being hung in chains, and 
 about the old Moorish Castle, that millions had been offered 
 for the privilege of opening it. All this created a desire to 
 see for myself. So on landing, I got an intelligent soldier 
 for a guide, and the necessary permit, and proceeded on my 
 exploring tour. And without being very elaborate, I will 
 give, although in the language of another, a pretty fair de- 
 scription of the Eock. 
 
 " Gibraltar is a high rock, projecting about three miles 
 from north to south into the sea, and is the most southerly 
 point of the Continent of Europe. It is connected with 
 Spain by an isthmus of low land, the southern part of which 
 belongs to the English, the northern to Spain, and the cen- 
 tral to neither, being called the neutral ground. If con- 
 victs escape from Gibraltar, and succeed in crossing the neu- 
 
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 tral grounds, they are safe, as the Spanish authorities will 
 not give them up. The muskets of the sentinels are, howev- 
 er, loaded with ball, and they must fire on any convict who 
 is seen endeavoring to escape. English officers often cross 
 the line into Spain to hunt and shoot, but are compelled to 
 be well armed, as kidnapping is by no means uncommon. 77 
 
 There are many Jews in Gibraltar, and those of the most 
 villainous sort ; licentiousness also prevails to a great extent, 
 especially among soldier's wives. The gates are shut at 
 sundown, after which no one can get either in or out. 1 
 cannot see any great use in its occupation as a garrison. 
 It is not as many suppose, the key to the Mediterranean, any 
 more than whatever use might be made of the Bay as a 
 rendezvous. It costs the British Government an enormous 
 annual expenditure, and after all, it amounts to nothing. 
 
 The treaty of peace with Algiers, and the settlement of 
 the demands against Tunis and Tripoli, enabled the greater 
 part of the fleet to return home. And in designating those 
 that were to stay, and those that were to return, caused 
 much discontent among the officers, as there were many 
 among those appointed to stay, that wished to go home. Bat 
 the convenience and wishes of officers, are not generally con- 
 sulted on these occasions. The whole matter was arranged 
 by those high in authority, and the following ships were ap- 
 pointed to remain in the Mediterranean ; some of which had 
 arrived after the treaty of peace. 
 
 United States frigate U. S., 4-1, Com. Shaw; Washington, 
 74, Com. Chauncey; Java frigate, 44 Com. 0. Perry; frigate 
 Constellation, 38, Capt. Gordon ; Erie, sloop-of-war, 22, Capt. 
 Crane ; Ontario, 22, Capt Downes. 
 
 I was removed from the Firefly to the Ontario, and of 
 course among those that were to stay. This exchange and 
 arrangement was made in Gibraltar Bay. After the home- 
 ward-bound fleet had sailed, the Ontario was sent over to 
 Tangier for live stock, but the Moors would not sell us any- 
 thine that had life, it being contrary to Mahometan law. 
 We returned to Gibraltar, joined the fleet, and sailed for 
 Port Mahon, Island of Minorca. 
 
 Scarcely had the homeward-bound ships left Gibraltar, 
 
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 when Omar Pacha declared to our consul that he would not 
 abide by the treaty ; alleging as an excuse for this gross in- 
 fraction of what we supposed to be an honorable treaty, that 
 our fleet had come upon him unawares. When his fleet were 
 out, and just at the moment of signing, it was announced to 
 him, that a ship with a large amount of tribute money had 
 just appeared, and he was afraid that if our ships had got 
 possession of this valuable prize, they would have kept her, 
 together with all the treasure on board, and that when he 
 signed the treaty, we had him like a man upon his back with 
 a razor to cut his throat. 
 
 Accordingly, they sailed out with their Corsairs, and cap- 
 tured an American brig. As soon as this intelligence had 
 reached us, we sailed immediately for Algiers. The consul 
 came off, and confirmed the report, stating also, that as soon 
 as the fleet had left the Bay, the Dey began to be abusive, and 
 complained loudly against his folly in signing the treaty so 
 hastily, affirming that he could, with any one of his batter- 
 ies, have blown our diminutive fleet out of water. The Algerine 
 fleet were now in winter quarters, and secure inside the 
 moles. Commodore Shaw was now determined on an at- 
 tempt to burn the fleet. All the carpenters were set at work 
 planing every piece of spare lumber into shavings, oakum 
 and thacking, well tarred, and sprinkled with spirits of tur- 
 pentine. These combustibles were put into empty barrels 
 and secured ready for use ; boats were selected, stout and able 
 crews appointed for them, noble and daring officers were put 
 in command of the expedition, and the night fixed, upon for 
 this hazardous undertaking. But it was a matter of regret 
 to us all that a rascally Frenchman happened to call on 
 board as a visitor just at this time. He saw these prepara- 
 tions going on, and suspecting that something hostile was in 
 the wind, though pretending not to notice anything. Imme- 
 diately on his getting on shore, he informed the" captain of 
 the port of what he saw, and in less than an hour the forts 
 were crowded with men ; the ships all manned, and every 
 preparation made to repel any attempt that might be made 
 to burn their ships. The difficulty was finally adjusted, the 
 treaty resumed, and the brig which they had captured given 
 
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 up, and damages paid. I understood afterwards, by a gen- 
 tleman who obtained his knowledge from one of the consuls 
 at Algiers, that when the Dey was informed that the United 
 States had just concluded a peace with England, and that 
 during the war with this great nation, the United States had 
 captured a great number of their ships, that he became 
 alarmed, fearing that a large fleet would be sent against him, 
 when he reconsidered his treacherous act, and apologized to 
 the consul. It appeared to me very mysterious, that long 
 before our fleet arrived off Algiers, the Dutch had been at 
 war with them, and had several frigates cruising off their 
 coast, and even while we lay there, these Dutchmen would 
 run in within two gunshots, and fire away bravely. The 
 Algerines seemed to care no more about them, than for the 
 sea-gulls, that flew about the bay. And now, supposing all 
 right, we sailed again for Port Mahon, which is a very exten- 
 sive and commodious harbor for ships-of-war, formerly a 
 rendezvous for the English fleet, but not a place of much 
 commerce. It possessed a very fine dock-yard and arsenal, and 
 in the days of Spain's prosperity, ships were built, and all 
 the necessary equipments, such as making rigging, casting 
 guns, &c., were done here. The Constellation and Ontario, 
 needing some repairs, the commodore applied to the governor 
 for permission to lay the ships at the navy yard wharf. The 
 governor gave the permission, provided that we should assist 
 with our seamen to fit out and get ready for sea the Ferdi- 
 nand, of 120 guns. Her destination was Carthagena, in 
 Spain. She was to be hove down, caulked, and coppered, and 
 there were not half men enough in Mahon to do this work. 
 Commodore Shaw readily assented ; so we turned on our 
 boys, and in fact, we performed the greatest portion of the 
 work. For the whole posse, carpenters, caulkers, and sailors, 
 were eertainlv the most miserable trash I had ever seen. And 
 I never before, knew the meaning of the old saying, " as 
 lazy as a Mahon soldier." While heaving the ships down, there 
 were about a hundred of these wretches hold of the capstan 
 bars ; and actually they hung on and were dragged round 
 instead of using any exertion to heave at the capstan. There 
 
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 were about three hundred of them at the arsenal, who were 
 filthy and covered with vermin. 
 
 The admiral also was a great character. Indeed, his 
 dress looked as though, if it ever was new, the time was so 
 far back as to make it necessary to search the archives of 
 Spain to determine the date. Then he was a very brave 
 man. He wore a string of medals on his right breast, that 
 looked like the bobtail to a kite. But the principal one, 
 somewhat resembling the cover of a tin blacking-box, was 
 for his gallant exploit of running away with his ship at the 
 battle of Trafalgar. 
 
 While lying here, the Corvette, John Adams, and the Alert 
 store ship came in with provisions and spars for the fleet. 
 The Ferdinand was repaired and hauled off. We then 
 took her berth at the wharf, repaired our ships, and were 
 soon ready for sea. Unfortunately for us, the small-pox 
 made its appearance on board, which very much reduced 
 our crew. The disease came out in a very singular manner. 
 There was a fellow among the marines who had been for 
 some weeks on the doctor's list, but the doctor could not de- 
 termine the nature of his complaint.' The man was very 
 filthy, and on close examination it was discovered that he 
 was full of vermin. The first lieutenant ordered him to be 
 taken on shore to a pond of fresh water, and there to be 
 scrubbed and his hair cut off close to the skin. All this 
 was done. He was brought on board, and complained of a 
 pain in the back, and next morning he was broken out with 
 the small-pox, which went through the ship ; and on some 
 it terminated fatally, but soon disappeared, after which our 
 ship was very healthy. 
 
 Lord Exmouth's fleet, consisting of his flag-ship, the Boyne, 
 90, and five other ships of the line, had been lying with us 
 several days, and were now ready for sea. The governor of 
 Mahon requested Commodore Shaw to loan seventy-five 
 American seamen to assist in carrying the Ferdinand to 
 Carthagena. pledging himself for their security and safe re- 
 turn to their respective ships, unavoidable accidents excepted. 
 Commodore Shaw, desirous to extend every courtesy to the 
 Spanish government, and considering this request as a case 
 
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 of necessity, let him have the men, also an officer to see that 
 they were well fed and well treated, besides a young Greek, 
 as interpreter. All being ready for sea, we got under way, 
 stood out of the harbor and then separated. The English 
 fleet were bound to Algiers, our ship (Ontario) to Barcelona, 
 and a cruise, the Ferdinand, to Carthagena, the United 
 States, Commodore Shaw, to Gibraltar. The weather looked 
 unsettled when we got under way and a very heavy sea 
 outside. At night we took a strong levanter which increased 
 in severity until it became a regular hurricane, which lasted 
 six days. We left Mahon on Monday morning and on Tues- 
 day afternoon saw the Ferdinand far off on our lee quarter : 
 her mizzen-mast was gone and her colors were at half-mast. 
 We were 1 vino:- to and had as much as we could do to take care 
 of ourselves, could render her no assistance and saw no more 
 of her after this. 
 
 We had on board, as passenger, a Lady Gavino, who had 
 taken passage with us for Barcelona. She was much fright- 
 ened during the gale, and being a Catholic, made a vow to 
 her patron saint, that if she was spared to put her foot on 
 the land again, she "would go barefooted to the nearest 
 church and return thanks for her preservation. We landed 
 her at Tarragona and afterwards heard that she performed 
 her vow like a good Christian, but took a severe cold which 
 nearly cost her life. 
 
 We sailed for Carthagena to meet the commodore, who 
 was to call there on his way from Gibraltar to receive his 
 men, and we learned on our arrival at Carthagena that the 
 Ferdinand had foundered at sea, near Bona, on the Barbary 
 coast, that the crew had got safe on shore in their boats, 
 and that on their reaching the shore, the Turks had made 
 them all prisoners and treated them very badly. This in- 
 telligence came by a Greek Coaster. 
 
 Agreeably to our orders we were to wait here until the 
 commodore arrived. While we layliore I had a good oppor- 
 tunity of examining the arsenal and capacious docks. This 
 was once a strong naval depot for the Spaniards, an admir- 
 able harbor, and every convenience for building and cqupiping 
 
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 their largest ships. The country around is beautiful and 
 productive, but the inhabitants are abominably lazy. 
 
 At length the commodore arrived. He had heard the 
 news about the Ferdinand, and we were sent to Algiers for 
 our seamen. On arriving there, we ascertained that the 
 sloop-of-war Erie had been there a few days since and 
 taken them. I received the following account of the dis- 
 aster from a young man on our arrival at Port Mahon. His 
 story was as follows : ^ 
 
 " Shortly after the gale commenced, we sprang a leak, and 
 neither pumps nor pump gear were good for anything ; so 
 tl\e pumps were entirely useless. And instead of bailing or 
 hoisting the water up, as might have been done, until the gale 
 abated, the officers and men were in groups all over the 
 ship with their beads and St. Antonios, crying most hideously, 
 without doing a hand's turn to save their lives. The sails 
 were nearly all blown from the yards, no one willing to 0*0 
 aloft, except our men and four young Greeks. There were 
 but four or five among the Spaniards that knew any seaman- 
 ship or that could steer the ship. The mizzen-mast and fore 
 and main top-mast went over the side. Her head was kept 
 in shore as long as she was manageable ? and on the followino' 
 Wednesday she went down, head foremost. The land was on 
 the lee bow, about ten miles distant. The Americans cleared 
 away the boats and kept possession of three of the best. 
 She was fortunately well supplied with boats, all of which 
 were tight and strong. 
 
CHAPTER VI. 
 
 Continuation of the loss of the Ferdinand, — Misunderstanding of the 
 Spanish Government, — Attempt to retain our Stores at Mahon, — Find 
 their mistake, — Promptness and energy of Com. Shaw, — Arrival of a 
 wreck, — Superstitious observance of a vow, — Terrible row between the 
 U. S. Seamen and the Spanish Soldiers, — A midshipman killed, — Fu- 
 neral,— Affair at the burial ground, — Eneigyof Major Hall, — Sailed for 
 Marseilles, — Arrival there, — Receive orders from the Captain of the 
 Port to land the Powder, — Positively refuse to conform with the order, — 
 Captain of the Port yields, — Curious idea of a French Custom officer, — 
 Remarks on Marseilles, — Bonaparte excitement not over, — Sail for 
 Malaga, — Arrive, — Arrival of U. S. Frigate, — Dreadful gale, — Get onto 
 the rocks, — Frigate slips, and goes to se.i, — Fortunate rescue, — Expec- 
 tations of the Spaniards disappointed, — Visit to the Cathedral, — A good 
 piece of advice from an invisible mouth, — Sail for Barcelona, — Death 
 of a Sailor bv a fall. — And of another bv relapse. — A man overboard, — 
 Stave the boats, — In consequence of winch a boat's crew get over- 
 board, — All rescued, — Miscellaneous character of our crew, — Story of 
 a privateersman, — Boxing match between two men, — Arrive at Naples, 
 Splendid new of an eruption of Vesuvius, — Visit to Herculaneum and 
 Pompeii, — Description, — Visit through the grotto of Pausilippo, and 
 other places of much interest, — A brief description of Naples, — Beg- 
 gars, maimed and deformed, — -Wretched condition of the population, — 
 Sail for Messina, — Mount Stromboli, — Arrive at Messina, — Superstition 
 of my Cicerone, — Account of an Earthquake, — Superstitious reverence. 
 
 Had it been otherwise with our boats, probably every soul 
 would have perished. Part of her hull remained above wat- 
 er, which was also a fortunate circumstance, enabling them 
 to prepare the boats with everything necessary for the shore, 
 as the sea was very high, and it was dangerous to attempt a 
 landing in the surf. The Spaniards had now ceased to cry 
 to St. Antonio, and began to make preparations to save 
 their lives on their own hook, having no further confideD 
 in their Saint. The Spanish captain and * >egan to 
 
 ily round, but all discipline and control was at an end. Our 
 
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 seamen took possession of their boats and only awaited a 
 favorable chance to shove off for the shore. It was very evi- 
 dent that the Spaniards depended on the American seamen as 
 leaders, and after a great deal of confusion, the boats left 
 the wreck. The ship was fast settling in the water, and 
 would, in all probability, soon disappear. The boats in which 
 were our men, went ahead, and at times were nearly filled 
 with water. The Spaniards were far behind, and it was al- 
 most certain that they could not reach the land, as their boats 
 were so badly managed. On approaching the shore, it was 
 discovered that the breakers extended out some distance, and 
 very heavy surf running on the beach. By this time the 
 inhabitants had come to the sea-shore in large numbers, and 
 were waving to the boats to keep further South, where at last 
 they effected a landing." 
 
 I could not ascertain whether all had been saved. It was 
 supposed that some were left on board when she went down. 
 
 " We had no sooner landed," continued the young man, 
 " than we were all seized as prisoners, our clothes torn from 
 us, then secured and placed in an old stone building. Our 
 young Greek interpreter, who understood Arabic, told the Al- 
 gerine soldiers, that there were seventy-five Americans among 
 the crew ; but they made no distinction, treating all as Span- 
 iards, with whom they were at war. 
 
 When we asked for something to eat, the Turks pointed to 
 the stones, saying, "They were good enough for Christian 
 dogs." The Greek, by knowing their language, was permitted 
 to go at liberty. He fell in with a fisherman that was going 
 to Algiers, and with much difficulty procured materials, and 
 wrote to the Consul ; giving a brief statement of the wreck, 
 and of our confinement, which as soon as the Consul had re- 
 ceived it, employed means for the immediate liberation of the 
 Americans, and their passage to Algiers : all which was 
 promptly done. On their arrival at Algiers, were properly 
 cared for, until the sloop-of-war, Erie, took them away." 
 
 When we left Port Mahon, the John Adams was stripping 
 her rigging requiring to be fitted, and some of it to be re- 
 placed with new. The commodore had ordered her to be 
 ready for sea against his return, as he intended to send her 
 I 
 
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 home with despatches. All the rigging, provisions and stores 
 that came in the Alert, were put into a Government store, 
 and when the account of the loss of the Ferdinand reached 
 Spain, the Spanish Government were disposed to be suspici- 
 ous, that there had been some foul play, and gave an order 
 to the Governor of Mahon. not to allow any stores belong- 
 ing to the United States, to be taken from the public store. 
 In consequence of this order, the John Adams could not pro- 
 ceed in fitting for home. When the commodore arrived at 
 Mahon, and found how matters stood, and feeling much 
 vexed at not finding the John Adams ready for sea, he sent a 
 polite note to the Governor, requesting the store key. The 
 Governor had always been on good terms with the American 
 officers ; and the commodore knew that the detention of the 
 stores was by an order from the Government, and not from 
 the Governor of Mahon. The Frigate was hauled up abreast 
 the store, the guns double shotted, our ship lay just astern 
 with guns shotted. No key was received. The commodore 
 sent another messenger, saying to the Governor, that if the 
 store was not opened in one hour, he would open it with his 
 guns. The people on shore became now much alarmed, know- 
 ing the determined character of Com. Shaw : but before the 
 expiration of the hour, the store wa3 opened, so ended this 
 matter. The John Adams was fitted, and went home with 
 despatches-, and with the sick men of the fleet. 
 
 A few days after our arrival, a wreck came to the Harbor, 
 that had struck on a reef out-side, she filled, but floated with 
 her deck only out of water ; the crew were all on the deck, 
 and had been in that exposed condition, two days and nights, 
 without food or water. They had promised old St. Antonio, 
 that if he would bring them safe into port, they would walk 
 on their bare knees to church, and return thanks, and on 
 landing from the wreck, they made known their vow to the 
 people, who immediately commenced sweeping a path for them. 
 Several old women came with brooms, and continued sweep- 
 ing before them ; but notwithstanding the way was swept, be- 
 fore they had got half- way up the hill, their knees were in a 
 dreadful condition, torn, and streaming with blood. At last 
 
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 the j reached the church, which unfortunately for them was 
 up a hill, and there performed their promised vows. 
 
 An unpleasant and fatal affair took place while we lay 
 here, which cast a gloom throughout the fleet. The Frigate 
 Constellation. Capt. Gordon, returned from a cruise, and on 
 the following Sunday, fifty men from each of the frigates, 
 and twenty-live from the Ontario, were permitted to go on 
 shore on liberty. Now, all who know anything of the char- 
 acter of a man-of-war sailor, knows also that he heartily 
 despises a soldier. There is but one general resort for sea- 
 men at Port Mahon, which is at the farther end of the town, 
 near the barracks of the soldiers. The principal house, is 
 well known by all who have ever been there, as the " Jack- 
 ass tavern," where is an abundant supply of ruinous liquor. 
 Around this place, are hundreds of " donkey boys," who 
 keep theee animals, to let to sailors, for a ride to George- 
 town, about four miles from Mahon. These donkeys will 
 not budge a step without a club, which must b.e constantly 
 applied by the boys upon the rump of the brutes. And fre- 
 quently they jam the half drunken sailor up against a stone 
 wall, thus tearing his trousers, and bruising his limbs. The 
 price of hire is about twenty cents ; which is generally clear 
 gain to the boys, as the sailor seldom, or never succeeds in 
 making him go ; and all the fun lies in seeing the sailor 
 thrown off and sometimes much injured. On the Sunday 
 that our men had liberty on shore, they of course went up 
 to Jackass Tavern, and after partaking freely of miserable 
 sour wine, they had got into the right trim for fun. Went 
 out among the donkey boys where they went through all the 
 usual evolutions of drunken sailors. During this time the 
 soldiers had mingled with the crowd, which rather disconcer- 
 ted the sailors, the latter supposing that all the ground and 
 all the fun belonged to them. But the soldiers did not ihink 
 so, and began to laugh and make fun of them. Inside the 
 tavern were crowds of soldiers and sailors. At last the latter 
 began to kick up a row with the soldiers, and drove them all 
 out, and commenced flogging them. They retreated into the 
 barracks, got their bayonets and came out ready for a fight. 
 The sailors seeing this, drove them back again. By this time 
 
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 their officers had been apprised of the row, and attempted to 
 interfere : but it was of no use, the fight had now become 
 general. There were about one hundred and fifty American 
 seamen and officers on shore, and about one hundred and 
 twenty-five seamen engaged in the fight, with over three hun- 
 dred Spanish soldiers. They were not what I have before 
 called Mahon soldiers, they were a regiment sent from Old 
 Spain, to protect the Island. The fight now became alarm- 
 ing ; the sailors when they turned and faced the soldiers, 
 the latter would retreat, but as soon as the sailors started 
 again towards the town, these cowardly soldiers would throw 
 the paving stones at them, and in some instances rush upon a 
 half drunken sailor, plunge his bayonet into him, and then 
 run. Many of these poor fellows received dreadful wounds 
 from bayonets and large stones. This running fight was 
 kept up for the distance of nearly a mile, and when they had 
 got within a short distance of the Crown Hotel, the noise 
 was heard by the American officers, who were there at the 
 time ; who rushed into the street, to see what the trouble 
 was. Just as the mob had got abreast the door of the hotel, 
 Midshipman Moore, of the Ontario, happened to be the first 
 who got into the street. He had no sooner stepped upon the 
 sidewalk, when a Spanish soldier officer, run him through 
 the body with a small sword, killing him instantly. He fell 
 into the gutter, and remained there until the mob had passed. 
 He was then taken into the hotel and prepared for burial. — 
 The mob had now approached the centre of the town. The 
 American officers were in the midst of them with their side 
 arms. Capt. Downes was also among them, like a brave one. 
 The town authorities now took the matter up, and by sun- 
 down all was quiet, the sailors having been sent on board their 
 respective ships. I came on shore again after dark, with a 
 party well armed, to bring the body of the murdered officer 
 on board the ship. We could never identify the murderer, al- 
 though much exertion was made to find him out. The funer- 
 al was appointed for the following Tuesday. The body was 
 placed in one of the cutters, spread around with American 
 flags, and a large ensign for the pall. The pall bearers were 
 officers, about the age of the deceased. The line of boats 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 13 
 
 o 
 
 was very long, accompanied by many from the shore, filled 
 with citizens of Mahon who deeply lamented this unfortu- 
 nate affair. Accompanying the funeral procession which con- 
 sisted principally of all the officers of the squadron who could 
 be spared from duty, there were also a number of seamen 
 from each ship handsomely dressed, and forty marines, headed 
 by Major Hall. When the boats arrived at the landing 
 place, the marines were drawn up to precede the body, which 
 was borne on the shoulders of four seamen. The funeral pro- 
 cession was large and well conducted, and when it had arrived 
 at the graveyard, the marines were drawn up for the purp'ose 
 of fireino- a volley over the grave, when the coffin was lowered 
 into its resting place. The major gave the word, Fire ! It 
 was not what is generally called a good fire, there being some 
 few seconds interval between some of the reports. At 
 this the Spanish soldiers seemed inclined to laugh ; as there 
 was a large body of them near the grave. This insult, and 
 coming too from these cowardly rascals, raised the ire of 
 Major Hall, who instantly gave the order to ' : load with ball 
 cartridges." The Spaniards, rather suspecting something, be- 
 gan to move off. The order now given, " right about face !" 
 present, and if ever sheep jumped quickly over a wall, these 
 fellows cleared and went over the graveyard fence, as if old 
 Jemmy was after them. The marines did not fire, but they 
 ought to have clone so, and shown these cowardly rascals who 
 they had to deal with. Those who had attended the funeral, 
 returned to their several ships, after having paid all due hon- 
 or and respect to the memory of the unfortunate young mid- 
 shipman. 
 
 The weather had now become fine, and we were getting 
 ready for a summer cruise. About the middle of April we 
 sailed for Marseilles, arrived safely there, and hauled into 
 the mole. We w r ere boarded by the health officer, and put 
 into quarantine, in consequence of having a few cases of sick- 
 ness on board. The captain of the port ordered the guns 
 to be unloaded, and our powder landed. To this, Capt. Downes 
 positively objected. He consented to unload the guns, con- 
 sidering this requirement no more than a proper precaution 
 against fire. The authorities finally withdrew the order to 
 
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 land the powder, this being the first American man-of-war 
 that ever entered the mole*. They were not posted up with 
 regard to the way of getting along with Yankee Captains. 
 They sent on board a "savage " looking Frenchman as a 
 Custom house officer to remain on board while we were in 
 quarantine. The first lieutenant ordered the purser's steward 
 to serve this fellow his ration for the day, which was, 1-4 lb. 
 of salt beef, 14 oz. bread, and 1-2 pint of whiskey. The 
 Frenchman, when he understood that he must take his food 
 with the men, became quite indignant, threw the beef and 
 bread down, swearing horribly in French, his hands agoing 
 like the paddle of a steamboat, saying, he "always had lived 
 in the cabin with the Captain." It was some time before 
 the fellow could be 'made to understand what kind of a ship 
 he was on board of, and finally made an arrangement with 
 some one on shore, to send him off some grass and a beef 
 bone, with which he made himself a pot of soup, and became 
 quite contented. 
 
 Marseilles had not yet recovered from the downfall of Bona- 
 parte. They had always been bitterly opposed to him, and 
 only three months previous to our arrival, there had been a 
 massacre of three hundred men, women and children, for pro- 
 claiming their adhesion to him ; and there was also a ship in 
 the mole, and lying near us, with twenty -six French officers, 
 adherents of Bonaparte, who were under sentence of death. 
 
 We remained here three weeks, and then sailed for Malaga. 
 We had scarcely let our anchor go in Malaga roads, when we 
 discovered the U. S. Frigate in the offing, bound in. She 
 reached her anchorage about 4 o'clock in the morning. At 
 noon, a gale from the S. E. commenced, which increased so 
 rapidly, lhat we found it necessary to send down our top-gal- 
 lant yards, house top-gallant masts, and lower the fore and 
 main yards down to the rail. The gale increasing, Captain 
 Downes made a signal for a pilot to take us inside the mole 
 
 * Marseilles is now, 1856, quite another place to what it was in 1816. 
 Then, there was no harbor to the left of the tower ; all that portion has 
 been added, with many other improvements. 
 
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 as there was danger where we lay, of foundering at our an- 
 chors ; the sea making a clean sweep fore and aft the decks. 
 The frigate could render us no assistance, and as no pilot 
 came off, we accordingly made preparations for slipping our 
 cables, and make an attempt to enter the mole. Our anchors 
 and cables were buoyed, a spare anchor and cable got in 
 readiness, when we watched our chance, let fall, and sheeted 
 home, a close-reefed maintop-sail, slipped the chains at the 
 same time, and put the helm up. She did not pay off as 
 was expected, neither did she gather headway soon enough 
 to round the molehead, but drifted on to the rocks. We let 
 go the spare anchor just in the right time, and fortunately, 
 it held on firmly, our stern only striking the ground. We 
 hung now in a perilous position ; should our cable part, 
 or our anchor come home, we must inevitably have swung 
 round square upon the rocks, which would have made an 
 end of the Ontario. 
 
 While we lay in this critical position, a well-manned boat 
 came from the frigate with a large hawser and anchor. 
 They made one end of the hawser fast to the mole, and 
 brought the other end on board, which we took to the cap- 
 stan, and hove it taut, A large well-manned boat also came 
 to our assistance from the captain of the port. 
 
 All along the shore, the Spaniards had collected to see us 
 go to pieces on the rocks, and were doubtless much surprised 
 at seeing us use any exertion to extricate ourselves from our 
 dangerous position. For had they been in our place, there 
 would have been nothing done but praying to some saint for 
 assistance, and making large promises to the Church. We 
 succeeded in heaving the ship off into deep water, and then con- 
 sidered ourselves out of danger. The gale continued through 
 the night ; the frigate slipped her cables, and went to sea, 
 but returned in two days. When the gale had abated, 
 we ran up into fhe mole and anchored in a good berth, 
 I had a good cruise on shore, and in company with another 
 officer visited the Cathedral, and while looking about and 
 walking round the gallery, we came across a very large book, 
 the letters of which were two inches long. I observed to the 
 gentleman with me, that these letters were large enough to 
 
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 be felt. Directly we heard a voice from the other side speak- 
 ing to us in English, and in a gruff voice, " A still tongue makes 
 a wise head." We looked round, but saw nobody, when di- 
 rectly an old fellow raised his head and commenced scolding 
 us for talking loud in church. I must confess I felt rather 
 uneasy, as there were many ugly looking places in the build- 
 ing, and I began to think about inquisitions hot pincers, 
 and roasting over a slow fire, which I did not care about 
 enduring at present. So we left Malaga Cathedral unex- 
 plored, and walked down towards the Fort. As it was very 
 warm, and the sun shining out very bright, there were lots 
 of Spaniards with their shirts off, " lousing themselves." 
 And of all the miserable wretches on the face of the earth, I 
 think a Spaniard is the worst. 
 
 We hauled out and got our anchors, and from Malaga we 
 sailed for Barcelona ; remained there but a few days, and sailed 
 for Naples. The day on which we left Barcelona, a French- 
 man that had shipped at Marseilles fell from the mizzen-top, 
 and was killed. We also lost a fine English lad, an active 
 young sailor, named Williams. He was truly an amiable 
 young man. He had nearly recovered from a dangerous 
 fever. His appetite having rapidly increased, one of his 
 messmates imprudently gave him a piece of duff, or sailor's 
 pudding, which was as indigestible as a handspike. This 
 produced a relapse, and on the next morning he was a corpse. 
 One of his shipmates produced the following lines, which 
 were very appropriate : 
 
 THE DYING SAILOR BOY. 
 
 Dark flew the scud along the wave, 
 
 Repeated thunders rolled on high ; 
 All hands aloft the storm to brave, 
 
 At midnight was the boatswain's cry. 
 
 On deck sprang every soul apace ; 
 
 But one, bereft of human joy, . 
 Within a hammock's narrow space 
 
 Lay stretched — a hapless sailor boy. 
 
 Once when the boatswain's pipe would hail, 
 
 The first was he of all the crew 
 On deck to spring, to trim the sail, 
 
 To steer, to reef, to furl, or clew. 
 
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 Now fell disease had seized a form, 
 Which Nature cast in happiest mould ; 
 
 The bell struck midnight through the storm, 
 His last, his funeral knell it told. 
 
 " Oh ! God," he cried, and dropped a tear, 
 " Before my spirit mounts the skies, 
 
 Are there no friends, or messmates dear, 
 To close in death my weary eyes ? " 
 
 All hands aloft, loud blows the wind, 
 
 Surrounding billows loudly roar ; 
 He raised his head, he bowed resigned, 
 
 Then backward sank to rise no more. 
 
 The morning sun in splendor rose, 
 
 The gale was hush'd, and still' d the wave ; 
 
 The sea-boy found his last repose, 
 In ocean's deep and boundless grave. 
 
 But He who guards the sea-boy's head, 
 
 He who can save, or can destroy, 
 Caught the pure spirit as it fled, 
 
 And raised to heaven the sailor boy. 
 
 And on the same day a man also fell from the mizzen-top- 
 gallant yard. He fell clear of everything into the sea, when 
 a rush was made to clear away the starboard quarter boat. 
 The boat's crew had got in, and all ready to lower away ; 
 the fellow who had hold of the bow tackle let it go all at 
 once, and spilled the men out, together with the oars and 
 everything that was in the boat. Here were now seven men 
 overboard, when orders were given to lower away the cap- 
 tain's gig, that was hanging at the stern davits ; and in the 
 hurry, they managed to let her strike against the rudder, 
 and stove her. The only thing now to be done was to clear 
 away the second cutter, which was stowed in the first, and 
 full of spare sails and rigging. We soon cleared her away, 
 and at the same time the yard tackles were got up ; the boat 
 was successfully hoisted out, and every man picked up, al- 
 though they had been overboard near a half hour. We 
 passed through the Straits of Bonifacio between Corsica and 
 Sardinia, as it very materially shortens the distance to Naples. 
 
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 "We had a fine crew, nearly all of which had served in gov- 
 ernment ships or privateersmen, and many of them had been 
 in severe battles. There were some from the Essex frigate, 
 some from the privateer, Gen. Armstrong, that so nobly de- 
 fended herself at Fayal, and some that were on board the 
 President when she was captured by the British fleet off New 
 York. We had also a funny old salt, who was on board a 
 schooner privateer out of New York, mounting one long 
 twenty-four on a pivot, amidships, and eight nine-pounders 
 on her deck. He told us the following story : 
 
 " One morning, we found ourselves close along-side an Eng- 
 lish frigate. There was a good breeze from the south-west, 
 the schooner was hauled close on the wind, and the frigate 
 commenced firing, the shot flying around, cutting away 
 the rigging and riddling the schooner. We slewed our 
 long gun round and gave the enemy several raking shot, 
 which must have done much damage. The frigate was now 
 fast gaming upon us, and our capture was certain, unless we 
 could get away by superior sailing ; so we threw all our guns 
 and shot overboard, started the water, reserving only a small 
 quantity for present use. We now began to drop the frigate, 
 who kept up a continual fire from her bow guns, which for- 
 tunately did but little damage, and being anxious to get 
 out of the reach of her shot, we threw over everything that 
 could be spared, hoisted water aloft and wet the sails, and 
 very soon, to our great joy, the enemy's shot fell short of us. 
 He gave up the chase and tacked ship. 
 
 Here now was the privateer a thousand miles from Xew 
 York, without guns, short of provisions, arid in the track of 
 English cruisers. A few days after, at about four o'clock P. 
 31., the man at the mast head sung oat: 
 
 " Sail, ho !" 
 
 " Where away?" 
 
 l - About two points on the weather bow •" 
 
 " What does she look like?" 
 
 " She is a large ship, sir, standing to the eastward." 
 
 The first lieutenant took his glass and went upon the fore- 
 top-sail yard, and made her out to be a merchantman. And 
 now what was to be done? We had no guns, and but one 
 
 
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 boat that would float, but Yankee ingenuity is always equal 
 to any emergency, and we immediately turned to and took a 
 spare top-mast, sawed it into eight pieces, blacked the ends, 
 and stuck them out of the ports. We then took two empty 
 beef barrels, placed them on the pivot carriage amidships, 
 over which we threw a large tarpaulin. While all this was 
 going on, we had kept along with our eye on the stranger, 
 beimx rather cautious until her true character could be known, 
 for resistance on the part of the schooner was out of the 
 question. 
 
 About an hour before sunset, the captain of the schooner 
 was resolved to run aloim-side and find out who and what the 
 stranger was. She had two guns on each side run out, and 
 on deck were twenty-five men who could be counted with 
 the glass. We run along-side, keeping clear of his guns, and 
 hailed, and now hoisted the American flag and ordered him 
 to send his boat on board immediatelv, which he did not seem 
 inclined to do. We could easily sec several spy-glasses point- 
 ed at us from persons we supposed to be passengers. Our 
 captain now stepped upon a gun carriage, and with his trum- 
 pet, gave the order : 
 
 " Clear away the midship gun ! Stand by your guns in 
 the waist !" 
 
 The sun had now set, and it would soon be dark, the 
 ship had not yet shortened sail. Our captain then hailed 
 him again : 
 
 " If you wish to avoid bloodshed, sir, back your maintop- 
 sail, and come immediately on board." 
 
 When to our ■ great relief he backed his main yard, and 
 prepared to lower his quarter boat. Our captain then gave 
 a loud order : 
 
 ' k Secure your aruns ! Call all hands, out boats, sir /" We 
 had hit one boat that would swim, all the others were destroyed 
 bv the frigate's shot. As soon as we saw the boat shove off* 
 from the ship, a prize crew was selected, and our first lieuten- 
 ant was the prize-master. He was a fine man, and belonged 
 to New Bedford, (l have forgotten his name.) As soon as 
 his boat struck our side, our boat shoved off with as many 
 men as she could carry, and each with a pistol. The captain 
 
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 stepped on board and was hurried into the cabin. The crew 
 were ordered out of the boat, and immediately sent below. 
 Fifteen men were sent on board the prize, to assist in securing 
 the command, and to get up some fresh water and what pro- 
 visions could be spared. As the weather was fine, we lay by 
 her until daylight next morning, when all things being ar- 
 ranged, we squared away for New York. 
 
 The prize was the Albion, of London, seven hundred tons, 
 Capt. Edward Shields, from Rio Janeiro, with a cargo of 
 coffee and sugar, and bound to London. But, says the nar- 
 rator, the scene next morning was beyond description. When 
 this poor fellow found how he had been deceived, he began 
 to rave like a madman. He tore out his hair by the hand- 
 ful, saying he was ruined, for all he had in the world was in 
 that cargo. Our captain assured him that his private adven- 
 ture should be restored to him, which somewhat mitigated his 
 distress. "But," says our captain, " suppose we get taken, 
 and your ship retaken, what will you do with me ?" 
 
 He jumped up, and with a half smile, said, "Upon my 
 life, I should like no better fortune than I could make with 
 you by showing you up in England as a live Yankee." 
 
 We arrived with the schooner in New York on the fourth 
 of July, and got pretty well in for it, sold my prize ticket 
 for sixty dollars, and shipped for the States service." 
 
 This is the sailor's story, with a little alteration in the 
 language, and leaving out the usual interladino- of a sailor's 
 yarn. We had two fine looking fellows that belonged to the 
 forecastle. One was a Boston boy, named Badger, the other, 
 Jack Dixon, an Englishman ; these men had not been on 
 good terms for many days, and finally agreed to fight it out 
 in fair play if they could obtain permission. They both came 
 to the first lieutenant and made known to him their difficulty, 
 and requested permission to settle the matter in an honora- 
 ble manner, on deck, as fighting below was a punishable 
 offence. The first lieutenant acquainted the captain of the 
 request, when he immediately came on deck, had the two 
 men sent aft, and asked them if thev could not settle their 
 difficulty without fighting ; they answered in the negative. 
 " Very well," says the captain, "get ready. Send the mas- 
 
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 ter-at-arms here, sir," to the officer of the deck ; " each of you 
 choose a friend/ 7 which they had already done. 
 
 A ring was now formed, the master-at-arms was placed to 
 see fair play ; officers and crew gathered round. They 
 stripped and went at it, and it was a grand display of that 
 species of science called " fisti-cuffs." Every blow was meas- 
 ured with mathematical precision. As soon as either was 
 knocked down, he was immediately caught by his friends, his 
 back rubbed, and placed upon his feet, ready for another 
 drop. These men fought nearly two hours, and were both so 
 much exhausted they could scarcely stand ; the captain 
 ordered them to desist. They separated, with an understand- 
 ing that they should have another game on some other day, 
 but that night, preliminaries of peace were ratified over a 
 bottle of grog. 
 
 We arrived at Naples late in the afternoon, and anchored 
 over against Portici. Were quarantined here six days, 
 and one night while lying here, an eruption of Mount Vesu- 
 vius occurred, which was truly a beautiful sight. The lurid 
 name from the crater, and the streaming lava running down 
 the sides of the mountain, with an occasional belching up of 
 flame, as though old Vulcan was stirring up the lire, and 
 then the whole bay was so beautifully illuminated that, take 
 it altogether, it was a splendid panorama. 
 
 After we had obtained pratique, our ship was swarmed 
 with every sort of beggars, in the shape of blind fiddlers, 
 horribly distorted, deformed men, women and children ; and 
 lots of priests and friars, begging for their several communi- 
 ties. And the most deplorable sight of all was, mothers 
 bringing off their daughters, urging them on the seamen 
 for prostitution. And these same deluded beings, priestridden 
 and oppressed in the vilest manner, carry about them a cru- 
 cifix, with their beads and rosary, which they frequently re- 
 sort to while engaged in the worst of crimes. And this they 
 believe to be a propitiation. 
 
 The excavation at Pompeii was progressing moderately. I 
 visited the Museum where the curiosities were deposited. 
 There were many things here which were taken from the 
 uncovered houses, such as bread, dough, cloth, thread, and 
 
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 many domestic articles that looked as though they were 
 about to he used when the sad calamity occurred. I saw 
 skeletons that had been pressed into the earth, and many 
 human bones, and an immense quantity of broken pottery, 
 and about seventeen hundred pictures on fresco. The exca- 
 vation at that time had not developed much of the city, in 
 fact, nothing compared to what can be seen at the present 
 day. 
 
 " Naples is the chief city of the Two Sicilies, with a popu- 
 lation of 400,000 souls. The environs cannot be surpassed 
 for scenic beauty and delightful reminiscences. They are 
 painted over Virgil's tomb, in the stupendous grotto of Pau- 
 silipo." The Grotto del Cani, in which you can perceive the 
 mephitic gas, rising some fifteen inches from the ground. 
 They threw a dog into the grotto while I stood in it ; the dog 
 was immediatelv seized with convulsions, but taken out and 
 water thrown upon him, or he would soon have died. Then 
 there are St. Germain's baths, warmed only by the heat aris- 
 ing from the ground. I noticed quite a number of ancient 
 looking coaches, the horses, miserable looking affairs, and 
 the harness made chiefly of pieces of rope, clumsily knotted, 
 and one in particular, the driver who was in rusty livery, 
 and the footman with a cocked hat, epaulets, and barefooted. 
 The rider in this unique equipage was a beggar. I was 
 told that these were poor noblemen, still clinging to the ex- 
 terior show of nobilitv, and at the same time starvino-. The 
 street beo-o-ars were so numerous that a stranger could hardly 
 get along through the vast crowd that surrounded him. 
 To give anything, however small, was to involve yourself in 
 a much greater difficulty than before. The environs of Na- 
 ples are very interesting to the classical traveller ; such as 
 Lake Avernus, Baia, Ischia, Procida, and Capri, Castella- 
 mare, and the ascent of Vesuvius. Some of the church fes- 
 tivals, particularly on the 8th of September, the Nativity of 
 the Virgin, is quite amusing. The traveller can well spend 
 three months in Naples without diminishing its interest. 
 
 We remained at Naples three weeks, and then sailed for 
 Messina, in Sicily. Here, too, is another delightful spot for 
 the traveller. In going from Naples to Messina, the voyage, 
 
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 though short, is highly interesting. You pass Mount Strom- 
 boli, the " most northern of the Lipari Islands. It is a vol- 
 cano, which rises in a conical form to the height of 3000 
 feet ; on the east side are three or four little craters, ranged 
 near each other, nearly at two-thirds of its height. Notwith- 
 standing its fires, it is inhabited, and produces a great deal 
 of cotton. Of all the volcanoes recorded in history, Strom- 
 boli seems to be the only one that burns without ceasing, and 
 it has long been looked upon as the great light-house of the 
 Mediterranean, the flames being seen by night at a great dis- 
 tance." And on your left is the beautiful promontory of Cala- 
 bria, the southern extremity of Italy. The Apennines, too, 
 intersecting the whole territory, from north to south. This 
 country abounds in excellent fruit, corn, wine, oil, silk, cot- 
 ton, and wool. In 1783, a terrible earthquake destroyed a 
 great portion of Calabria and Sicily. We now were at an- 
 chor in Messina, one of the safest harbors in the Mediterra- 
 nean. Here also a great trade is carried on in silk, oil, corn, 
 and excellent wine. This city suffered much by an earth- 
 quake, in 1683, when it was half destroyed; it was, however, 
 rebuilt, and suffered again very severely in 1770. There 
 are some handsome buildings, and beautiful promenades, but 
 like all other Italian cities, full of priests and monks, of al- 
 most every order. I employed a Cicerone to show me round, 
 and it was truly amusing to hear the fellow go on describing 
 things and places. He spoke good English, as many do 
 here, for prior to 1814, Messina was the head-quarters of the 
 British army in Sicily. My guide took me up a hill to a 
 convent, and near by to which was a pond of muddy water. 
 
 " Here," says he, " I wish to relate to you why this pond 
 has its milky appearance. When the holy virgin was on 
 earth, she made a visit to this city, and laid the foundation 
 of that convent ; and in order to show that she had been 
 here, squeezed a drop of milk from her breast into the pond, 
 which gave it this color which it has retained ever since." 
 
 " Indeed !" says I. 
 
 We passed on until we came to a long, broad street, when 
 he stopped me, and commenced : 
 
 "You see this Ion a; street before us ? Now in the last 
 
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 earthquake, it opened in the middle through its whole length, 
 and swallowed up many hundred people, and then closed 
 again. My father says he saw a man that was caught 
 with only his head ahove ground, when it closed upon him. 
 He sung out like a good fellow, but he was finally dug out 
 alive." 
 
 He next took me to an old and dilapidated stone fort. 
 " Here," said he, " when the Saracens were on the Island, and 
 had nearly got possession of Messina, an angel stood on that 
 corner, (pointing to it,) and, waving his sword, preserved the 
 fort from being; taken." And while walking with me, he 
 kept his hat in his hand a great part of the time. As he 
 invariably bowed to every image we passed, and they were 
 quite numerous, it was less trouble to walk bareheaded than 
 to be constantly lifting his hat. 
 
 
CH APTEE VII. 
 
 Get tired of my Cicerone. — Discharge him. — Sail to S)racuse. — Catania. 
 — Arrive at Syracuse. — Description. — Singular customs of the priests. 
 — Sail for Palermo. — Its description. — Also, description of Sicily. — Ig- 
 norance of a Sicilian broker. — Readiness to advance money. — Sail for 
 Malta and Tripoli. — Not to communicate with Tripoli. — Politeness of 
 the Pacha. — Death of Capt. Gordon at Messina. — Arrival of the 
 fleet. — Sail for Tunis. — Mistake in the course. — Perilous condition. — Ar- 
 rive at Tunis. — Anchor off Carthage. — Duel between two midshipmen. 
 No blood shed. — Intelligence that Lord Exmouth had demolished Al- 
 giers by bombardment. — Sail for Algiers. — Cautioned not to approach 
 within gunshot. — Explanation of the difficulty with the British Consul. 
 — Indignation towards Lord Exmouth. — His visit to England. — Re- 
 turns with an efficient fleet. — Bombardment of Algiers, and subjuga- 
 tion of the Dey. — Its final destruction by the French. 
 
 I became tired of the fellow, paid him, and let him go. 
 From Messina, we went to Syracuse, passing Catania, a beau- 
 tiful city on the east coast of Sicily, a place of great antiquity, 
 but has suffered greatly, as well by the eruptions of Mount 
 iEtna, as by earthquakes. It was nearly overwhelmed with 
 lava from the former, in 1698. An earthquake destroyed a 
 great portion of the city, and buried 18,000 persons in its 
 ruins. It has risen from these disasters with increasing 
 splendor, and in 1825, ranked among the finest cities in 
 Europe. It is situated at the foot of Mount ./Etna on the 
 south side, and contains about 50,000 inhabitants. In pass- 
 ing, it presents a beautiful appearance, rising gradually on 
 the slope of iEtna. We arrived at Syracuse late in the 
 evening, and could not see the city until the next morning. 
 There is not much of any interest to be seen here, as the 
 city has been much reduced by war, tyranny and earth- 
 quakes. Great stories are told about Dionysius and his 
 cave. And I noticed while lying here, that a little after sun- 
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 down there was a peculiar noise on shore near the church, 
 and asked the boatman one day what this noise meant. 
 He told me that the church was shut up every night, and 
 that previous to locking the doors, the priests went round 
 inside with long poles to beat the devil out ; and this was the 
 noise that we heard. 
 
 We sailed from Syracuse to Palermo, passing nearly 
 round the Island, and arrived there in four days. Palermo 
 is situated at the head of a bay of its own name, surrounded 
 by high and rocky mountains. The country between the 
 city and the mountains is one of the richest plains in the 
 world. A visit to the Botanic Garden and the Catacombs, 
 is well worth the attention of the traveller. 
 
 I should have mentioned that while at Syracuse, the com- 
 modore applied to a rich Jew banker for a loan on credit of 
 the United States, as the officers needed money to replenish 
 their wardrobe, and also to pay their little hotel bills on 
 shore. The commodore and purser waited on the banker, 
 who was entirely ignorant of what part of Europe the Uni- 
 ted States might be found, having a Map of the World be- 
 fore him at the same time. But when it was shown him 
 who, and what, and where the United States was, he lifted 
 up both hands, exclaiming : " Oh, yes ! yes! lou are the 
 country that have just concluded a peace with the English. 
 Yes, I have read of your war. You can have what money 
 you wish." Bills on the United States were cashed, and the 
 officers liberally supplied with the needful. 
 
 I should also have stated that the fleet, consisting of the 
 Washington, 74, Commodore Chauncey : Java Frigate, Com- 
 modore Perry ; and Peacock, Capt, G-. W. Rodgers ; frigate 
 Constellation, and Erie, sloop-of-war, had arrived at Messina 
 after we had left. The Ontario had received orders to pro- 
 ceed from Palermo to Malta, and from thence to Tripoli, but 
 not to communicate with the shore until the arrival of all 
 the ships. According to orders, we lay off Tripoli ten days. 
 During this time, the Bashaw kindly sent off a bullock, some 
 sheep and a large quantity of fruit, which was to us at this 
 time, a very acceptable present. At length the squadron 
 appeared in sight, and we soon learned that the cause of 
 
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 their delay was, that Capt. Charles Gordon, of the Constel- 
 lation, had died at Messina. 
 
 He had been out of health for some time, which I believe 
 was caused by having a bullet in his body, which he had re- 
 ceived many years before, and which had not been extracted, 
 and continued suppuration had very much reduced him. He 
 was a brave officer and an accomplished gentleman. We 
 remained off Tripoli two days, and then by signal from Com- 
 modore Chauncey, (who by seignority, superseded Commo- 
 dore Shaw,) received orders to proceed to Tripoli in the line 
 of order designated by signal. The course was given by sig- 
 nal also, but it was observed that Commodore Shaw kept two 
 points to windward of the course given by the Commodore. 
 
 It had been blowing very fresh before we left Tripoli, 
 and attended with a very heavy sea. While we were 
 at Palermo, an old priest came off to the ship with a 
 large bag, and a St. Antonio box, in which he kept 
 the charity money which he from day to day could beg. 
 This bag he intended to contain anything in the way of pro- 
 visions that the charitable were disposed to give to his " poor 
 monk brethren." He brought the bag to me, and with an 
 imploring look, offered to sell us a fair wind for a small sum 
 of money or a few biscuits. And as the purchasing of a fair 
 wind did not exactly belong to me, I declined the offer, but 
 was sorry afterwards that we did not accept, the old man's, 
 bargain, as we had a head wind all the way to Tunis. 
 
 The second day after leaving Tripoli, in consequence of 
 the previous and continued bad weather, the fleet had be- 
 come scattered, and out of their regular order of sailing. 
 It so happened, and very fortunately too, that the Erie, draw- 
 ing less water than any other of the ships, had, by tacking, 
 got ahead of the fleet ; where, if the weather had been good, 
 the commodore should have been. 
 
 About nine o'clock in the morning, all at once we saw a 
 change in the color of the water, and immediately a signal 
 was made from the Erie, of danger. The commodore gave 
 the signal to tack, which we obeyed. He then, by sig- 
 nal, ordered each ship to run under his lee quarter, and 
 as they did so, were ordered to make their best way to 
 
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 Tunis. The dangerous place in which we found ourselves, 
 whether by accident or carelessness, I shall not attempt to say, 
 was the Gulf of Cabes, which may be recognized on the 
 chart as a dangerous place ; lying between Tripoli and 
 Tunis. On our arrival at Tunis, we found the U. S. frigate, 
 wliich had arrived the day before, she had made a 
 straight course, avoiding the difficulty we had so providen- 
 tially escaped, and anchored off Carthage. The officers vis- 
 ited this renowned spot, and also Tunis, as often as they 
 wished. 
 
 A rather laughable, or what might might have been a 
 serious affair, came off while we lay at Carthage. Two 
 passed midshipmen, who had quarrelled some months be- 
 fore, and at the time of the quarrel, belonged to the same 
 ship, but by the changing of officers and crews, these two 
 belligerent gentleman had been separated ; but had always, 
 since the quarrel, been determined to settle the matter hon- 
 orably, on the first opportunity that presented itself. Ac- 
 cordingly, the preliminaries for a duel were arranged, and a 
 meeting had on the beach at Carthge with pistols. They had 
 exchanged shots before, but neither had been lucky enough to 
 hit his antagonist. They were now determined to fix the 
 matter up, man fashion. So they measured their distance, 
 and fired. But where the bullets went, no one could tell ; 
 it was certain, however, that neither of them did any harm. 
 
 The friends (?) loaded up again, and one, two, three, fire ! 
 and no one either killed or wounded yet. They now con- 
 cluded, at the suggestion of the seconds, to try small swords ; 
 when, after about twenty-five minutes, P — e received a scratch 
 upon one of his ribs, which decided the battle in favor of the 
 hero, who first drew blood. So ended this tragic affair. 
 
 There are some interesting remains of old Carthage 
 still to be seen. Some very large broken columns still stand- 
 ins: on the heights, and traces of the old walls are still 
 visible. Hannibal's wells are shown, but now nearly filled 
 up. The top of the hill presents a beautiful view ; away 
 toward the eastward is the Lybian desert, and near by the 
 pretty and busy town of Tunis. At the goletta there are 
 some guns left mounted, whose calibres are twenty-one inches 
 
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 in diameter; these were intended for stone shot. The short 
 passage from Carthage to Tunis is through a lake of water 
 so highly impregnated with salt, that the spray is ruinous to 
 fine clothes. 
 
 News had just reached Tunis, that Lord Exmouth had 
 completely demolished Algiers. This caused us to hasten 
 there with all possible dispatch, fearing that our consul 
 might be in danger. We ran down in two days, and entered 
 the Bay. The commodore, being ahead with the signal fly- 
 ing at the masthead, "jwepareto anchor; 1 ' but scarcely had 
 the signal been run up, when a boat was discovered coming 
 off with great speed, and a man standing up waving his hat. 
 The signal for anchoring was annuled, and another to tack 
 ship, hoisted in its stead. We all tacked and backed our * 
 main yards for the boat. She soon reached the commodore ; * 
 and in the boat was Mr. Shaler, our consul, who told the 
 commodore, as our ships were seen entering the Bay, he 
 had received a message from the captain of the port, advising 
 him to go himself, or send a messenger to prevent the ships 
 from approaching within gunshot of the batteries, as the 
 Dey had declared that he would fire upon them if they an- 
 chored within his limits. "For," said he, "I have been 
 deceived once, and am determined not to be deceived again." 
 
 We stood out beyond gunshot range, and anchored. Ex- 
 mouth's fieet had been gone only a few days, and everything 
 was in great confusion on shore. The Dey alluded to the 
 manner in which Lord Exmouth had brought his ships close 
 into the mole, and commenced firing while the negotiation 
 was pending. The particulars of this bombardment I was 
 fortunate enough to obtain in England, and as it must be in- 
 teresting, to any one, to learn that this abominable nest of 
 Pirates have received from Lord Exmouth a severe chastise- 
 ment, and also, of the subsequent total destruction of this 
 Piratical government. It will be recollected, that a few 
 months since, when we left Port Mahon, with the Ferdinand, 
 that Lord Exmouth, with the Boyne, 90, and 5 ships of the 
 line, sailed for Algiers. After our treaty had been accepted 
 and signed by the Dey, the British consul represented to the 
 
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 Dey, that the treaty with the Americans was on much more 
 favorable terms than that with his Majesty's government, 
 and earnestly requested that certain alterations might b3 
 made, that England might stand on as favorable terms as 
 any other great nation. To this the Dey replied, ihat in the 
 treaty with the United States, he had relinquished the gun- 
 powder, which he much regretted, and considered it unjust 
 in the American President, to insist on withholding the pow- 
 der as one of the articles of the treaty; and he therefore 
 could not relinquish it from the British treaty. The Eng- 
 lish consul told him that his Majesty's government had many 
 more ships, and much larger, than those of the Americans, 
 and could bring a strong force at any time against him. 
 The Dey very indignantly turned away, saying, "very well, 
 let them come ; I am ready for them." 
 
 And when Lord Exmouth's fleet appeared in the offing, 
 the consul waited upon the Dey, informing him of the ar- 
 rival of his Lordship, who had come for the purpose cf ran- 
 soming the Christian prisoners. The consul endeavored to 
 draw his attention to the ships, as they could easily be seen 
 from the castle, thinking, possibly, that their formidable ap- 
 pearance might have some effect in a renewal of the treaty. 
 It was reported that some English officers while passing the 
 Dey's palace, did not, as was customary with all who passed, 
 lift their hats. The guard, on noticing this omission of re- 
 spect, stepped out, and motioned to these gentlemen that 
 they must touch their hats, which, on their refusing to do. a 
 soldier raised his hand to lift the hat himself, the officer put 
 out his arm to keep the Algerine off, when the latter with 
 his ciincter made a blow at him, and cut off a part of his 
 hand. This was a commencement of hostilities, which the 
 English account, which I now give, will fully explain. It 
 was also reported, that when Lord Exmouth arrived at Gib- 
 raltar only a few days after the above insult, the officers and 
 English residents of the garrison, severely censured his lord- 
 ship for not resenting the insult immediately, by tiring upon 
 the City ; and on his arrival in England, much indignation 
 was expressed towards him throughout the country, particu- 
 larly by the admiralty, who ordered him to Portsmouth, and 
 
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 there to select what number of ships he wanted, and go im- 
 mediately back, and retrieve his own, and the honor of his 
 country. Here follows the English account, which commen- 
 ces from Gibraltar bay ; the fleet having been fitted with 
 unusual dispatch, and arriving at Gibraltar bay, Wednesday, 
 1-ith August, 1816. 
 
 " Wednesday, 14th, 1816. Lord Exmouth arrived at Gib- 
 raltar with the powerful fleet which the Lords of the Admi- 
 ralty had placed at his command, for the purpose of either 
 reducing Algiers, or of obliging the Dey to submit to a 
 treaty which had been prepared ; annulling many of the 
 articles contained in the former, and inserting others which 
 would place the English consul on an equal footing with the 
 consul of the United States. Also, on a demand for the im- 
 mediate release of all Christian prisoners, with reparation 
 for insults offered to the British consul. 
 
 " His majesty 's brig, Prometheus, had been dispatched to 
 Algiers to bring away the consul's family in a private man- 
 ner previous to the arrival of the fleet. But Capt. Dash wood 
 succeeded only in bringing; awav the consul's family, the 
 consul being detained under the following circumstances. 
 
 " The Dey, having heard of the expedition through the 
 French papers, felt suspicious that something was going on 
 when the Prometheus arrived there, and having discovered 
 that the consul's wife and daughter had embarked, disguised 
 in midshipmen's clothes, the discovery having been made 
 through a female Jew servant who had been employed as 
 nurse to her child, she felt it her duty to tell the Rabbi, who 
 immediately through fear of bringing the Jews into trouble, 
 apprised the Dey of what had happened. He would not 
 permit the consul to leave, but instantly put him in irons 
 to which was attached a heavy chain, and confined him in a 
 small room in the ground floor of his house ; and also de- 
 tained two boats with eighteen men belonging to the Pro- 
 metheus. 
 
 " Capt. Dashwood was obliged to sail without them as he 
 expected the arrival of the fleet every moment. 
 
 "On the 26th August, Lord Exmouth arrived, ran in, 
 anchored his ships in fine style abreast the batteries, to the 
 
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 utter astonishment and consternation of the Turks. A boat 
 with a flag of truce was immediately dispatched toward the 
 shore with an interpreter and a letter for the Dey. It was 
 expected of course that a boat from the shore would meet 
 them before they had approached near enough to be in 
 danger, which however was the case. A long and prevarica- 
 ting conference on the part of the Algerine government, 
 determined Lord Exmouth to demand immediate decision, 
 which they not only refused to do, but opened their batteries 
 upon the fleet. 
 
 " No sooner was the smoke seen than his lordship gave the 
 order, ' Fire, my good fellows ! ' and I am sure that before 
 his lordship had finished those words, our broadside was given 
 with cheering which was three times within rive or six min- 
 utcs, and at the same instant the other ships did the same. 
 This first fire was so terrible that they say more than five 
 hundred persons were killed and wounded by it, and I believe 
 this, because there was a great crowd of persons in every 
 part, many of whom, after the first discharge, I saw running 
 away under the walls like dogs, walking upon their feet and 
 hands. After the attack took place on both sides in this 
 horrible manner, immediately the sky was darkened by 
 smoke, the sun completely eclipsed, and the horizon became 
 dreary. Being exhausted by the heat of the powerful sun, 
 to which I was exposed during the whole day, my ears being 
 deafened by the noise of the guns, and finding myself in 
 this dreadful danger of such a terrible engagement, in which 
 I had never been before, I was quite at a loss, and like an 
 astonished and stupid man, and knew not where I was. At 
 last, his lordship, having perceived my situation, said, ' You 
 have done your duty ; now go below.' Upon which I began 
 to descend from the quarter-deck, quite confounded and ter- 
 rified, and not certain that I should reach the cockpit alive, 
 for it was terrible to hear the whizzing of the shot, to see 
 the wounded men brought from one part and the killed from 
 another ; and especially, at such a time, to be found among 
 the English seamen ! To witness their manners, their ac- 
 tivity, their courage, and their cheerfulness during the bat- 
 tle ! It is really overpowering and beyond imagination. On 
 
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 this subject I wish to make one remark. While I was going 
 below, I was stopped near the hatchway by a crowd of sea- 
 men who were carrying two wounded men to the cockpit, 
 and I had leisure to observe the management of those heavy 
 mins on the lower deck. 1 saw the crews of the two guns 
 nearest the hatchways ; they were out of wads and sung out for 
 them, and not being immediately supplied, two of them, with 
 an oath, took out their knives and cut the breasts of their 
 jackets off and rammed them into the guns for wads. 
 
 " At last I reached the cockpit, when Mr. Dewar, the sur- 
 geon, Mr. Frowd, the chaplain, and Mr. Somerville, the pur- 
 ser, with some friends, met me and began to congratulate me 
 on my safe return, for they never expected I should escape. 
 They gave me some refreshment, but I could eat nothing, 
 I only drank a little wine and water. Now I wished to as- 
 sure myself if I was out of danger or not. I asked how 
 much we were above water. They told me we were pretty 
 safe, because the cockpit was about two or three feet below 
 the water line, and that I had nothing to fear, as I was now 
 out of the greatest danger. Hearing this, relieved me, but 
 having heard that several shots had passed through our 
 ship between wind and water, and that the carpenter had 
 stopped the holes, I then lost the idea of perfect safety, and 
 walked fearfully into the cockpit. 
 
 " Observing that the action was going on without any ap- 
 pearance of ceasing, I began to encourage myself by think- 
 ing that every living being is uncertain of his existence, and 
 that, through life, we are continually exposed to the mercy 
 of circumstances, and thus I commenced assisting those poor 
 men after their wounds were dressed, for humanity and nat- 
 ural sensibility at such a dreadful time, call upon everybody 
 to pity and help the unfortunate. Some of them could not 
 walk, others were deprived of their sight, and some were to 
 be carried from one place to another. It was, indeed, a most 
 pitiable sight ; hut I think the most shocking sight was the 
 amputation of limbs, in preference to beholding which, if I 
 were a military man, I should certainly prefer being on deck 
 than with the doctor in the cockpit, 
 
 "From curiosity I wished to observe the doctor's operations. 
 
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 But while observing the first operation, which was the am- 
 putation of an arm, I could not bear it, and began to faint, 
 especially when the doctor commenced sawing the bone. I 
 then went away. At this time I saw Lieutenant John Fred- 
 erick Johnstone come down the cockpit, wounded in his cheek. 
 After the wound had been dressed, he remained a short time, 
 laughing. He asked me to assist him to put on his coat, 
 and went to the hatchway, wishing to go on deck again. I 
 then held him by the shoulders to hinder him, and said, 
 'Where are you going? you are wounded/ In reply, he 
 said, ' I am very well now, and must go immediately.' 
 After two hour's time I saw him, poor fellow, brought down 
 to the cock-pit again by four seamen, with his left arm nearly 
 taken from his shoulder, and when I met him in that state, 
 he could not bear to be carried, but wished to lie down where 
 he was, and began to call ' Doctor ! Doctor ! ' when we all 
 took care of him, and the Doctor came and amputated his 
 arm quite from the joint to the shoulder. I saw that the 
 side of his breast was terribly torn. After the wound was 
 dressed, we laid him on a sofa with great care, and were all 
 very sorry, and did not expect he would live. 
 
 " After he had been a week between life and death, the 
 doctor began to give us some hope ; and so by degrees, we 
 saw him almost out of danger, and shook hands with him ; 
 when, some days after, he wrote a letter to his friends in 
 England, and we were all happy in seeing him getting bet- 
 ter ; (although the doctor still feared he would bleed again) 
 and Lord Exmouth took him to his own cabin, and conferred 
 upon him the greatest care in every possible manner. 
 
 "Better indeed would it have been for us to have endured 
 the grief of his death all at once, when he was first wounded, 
 than to have him with us thirty-six days after the battle, and 
 then to bury him before his own home. 
 
 " This melancholy event gave us double sorrow. This brave 
 and unfortunate young officer was about 25 years old. He 
 was wounded ©n the 27th of August, and continued to get 
 better until the 27th of September. On the 28th, his wound 
 bled again, when the doctor was obliged to cut the flesh and 
 take up that vein, in order to stop the blood. But poor John- 
 
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 stone, being very thin and weak, survived the operation five 
 days only, and at 6 o'clock on the evening of the 3d of 
 October, departed this life. At 12 next day, he was buried 
 in the sea, when we had arrived opposite Plymouth, with 
 great honor and ceremeny. Minute guns were fired ; the 
 Royal standard was waved over his coffin, and the flags of 
 all the ships were hoisted at half-mast, and his Lordship 
 and all the other officers were at his funeral. But to con- 
 tinue. 
 
 "About this time I was sorry to see my friend Mr. Grimes 
 (his Lordship's secretary) conducted below: he had received 
 several wounds from splinters, and was obliged to quit the 
 deck from loss of blood, having seen that the battle was 
 going on favorably ; and the Algerines, after fighting ex- 
 tremely well for about five hours, began to slacken their 
 firing. 
 
 " And after that, our seamen, every time an Algerine frigate 
 took fire, or any of the batteries were destroyed, gave a loud 
 cheer. I began to have more courage, and jumped up 
 now and then, to the lower deck, to see what was going on ; 
 so, for the rest of the action, employed myself in passing 
 the empty powder boxes to the magazine ; because I found 
 it more agreeable than watching; the doctor. 
 
 " 1 observed with much astonishment, that during all the 
 time Of the battle, not one seaman appeared fatigued, nor 
 lamented the dreadful continuation of the fight ; but on the 
 contrary, the longer it lasted, the more cheerful and pleas- 
 ant they were. 
 
 " Notwithstanding, during the greater part of the battle, 
 the firing was most tremendous on our side, particularly from 
 this ship, the firing of which was kept up with equal fury, 
 which did not cease, though bis Lordship in several in- 
 stances wished to cease firing for a short time, in order to 
 make his observations ; and it was with great difficulty he 
 could make the seamen stop for a few minutes. 
 
 '• Several of the a'uns were so hot that they could not use 
 them again ; some of them being heated to such a degree, 
 that when fired, they recoiled with their carriages with such 
 
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 force, that the trucks ploughed into the deck, and some were 
 dismounted and rendered useless. 
 
 "At eleven o'clock, P. ML, his Lordship having observed 
 the destruction of the whole Algerine navy, and the strong;- 
 est parts of their batteries, with the city, made a signal to 
 the fleet to move out of the line of the batteries ; and thus 
 with a favorable breeze we cut our cables, and as well as the 
 whole squadron, made sail. Our tiring ceased at about half 
 past eleven, when the action was over. Mr. Stair, (the gun- 
 ner,) came out from the magazine and said that he was 
 about seventy years old, and that in his life he had been in 
 more than twenty actions ; but that he never knew or heard 
 of any action that had consumed so great a quantity of 
 powder as this. 
 
 "After the ships had hauled out without any danger, (al- 
 though the Aljxerines began to throw shells from the hig-her 
 castles.) I went on to the poop to see his Lordship, and to 
 observe the effect of our shot on the enemy's batteries, and 
 to behold the destruction of their navy, which, at this time, 
 with the storehouse within the mole, was burning very rap- 
 idlv. The blaze illuminated all the bav. The town, with 
 the environs, were almost as clear as in daytime ; the view 
 of which was awful and beautiful. Nine friffates, with a 
 great number of gunboats, with other vessels, being all in 
 flames, and carried bv the wind to different directions in 
 the bay. 
 
 " 1 observed with great surprise, how. in these nine hour's 
 time, our shot had effected such horrible destruction in their 
 batteries. Instead of walls, I saw nothing but heaps of 
 rubbish, and a number of people dragging the dead bodies 
 out. When I met his Lordship on the poop, his voice was 
 quite hoarse, and he had two slight wounds; one on his 
 cheek and the other on the leg. 
 
 " On the morning; after the battle, Wednesday, 28th August 
 Admiral Lord Exmouth wrote the following letter to the 
 Dey :— 
 
 To His Highness, the Dey of Algiers : 
 
 Sir, — For your atrocities at Bona on defenceless Christians, 
 
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 and your unbecoming disregard to the demand I made yes- 
 tcrday, in the name of the Prince Eegent of England, the 
 fleet, under ray orders has given you a signal chastisement, 
 by the total destruction of your navy, storehouses and arse- 
 nal, with half your batteries. As England does not war for 
 the destruction of cities, I am unwilling to visit your personal 
 cruelties upon the inoffensive inhabitants of the country ; and 
 I therefore offer you the same terms of peace, which I con- 
 veyed to you yesterday, in my sovereign's name. Without 
 the acceptance of these terms you can have no peace with 
 England. If you receive this offer as you ought, you will 
 fire three guns : and I shall consider your not making this 
 signal as a refusal, and I shall renew my operation at my 
 own convenience. I offer you the above terms, provided 
 neither the British Consul nor the officers and men so wick- 
 edly seized by you, from the boats of a British ship-of-war, 
 have met with any cruel treatment, or any of the Christian 
 slaves in your power ; and I repeat my demand, that the 
 Consul, officers and men, may be sent off to me, conformably 
 to ancient treaties. 
 
 (Signed,) EXMOUTH. 
 
 Queen Charlotte, Algiers Bay, August 28, 1816- 
 
 " After I had translated this letter, his Lordship gave it to 
 me, and ordered me to accompany Lieutenant Burgess on 
 shore again, to deliver it and to wait for an answer as yes- 
 t< rday, and at the same time gave orders to the bombs to take 
 their position, and to be in readiness for renewing the bom- 
 bardment. 
 
 " My companion, Mr. Burgess, and myself got into the boat 
 with one flag of truce, and rowed towards the city. I was 
 not so much afraid as yesterday, in consequence of the de- 
 struction of their batteries ; yet, when we got rather too near 
 the mole they fired two or three shots at us, from a castle at 
 the south end of their fortifications, but fortunately these 
 shot fell a few r yards short of our boat. Upon this, we stop- 
 ped and began to think seriously. However, after some 
 time, we saw a boat coming out of the mole at about eleven 
 o'clock, .nevertheless, we were in great doubt whether they 
 
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 were com ins; to meet us civilly, or whether thev would seize 
 us, as was their usual practice. 
 
 " When the boat had reached us, I found she had on board 
 a person by the name of Omar Capitan, who was commander 
 of one of the frigates that was burnt the dav before. He 
 asked how the great Admiral was. In reply, I asked how 
 the Dey was, and o-ave him the letter, and told him it was 
 for the Dey, and that we should wait three hours, as yester- 
 day, for an answer ; and in case he did not come in that 
 time we were instructed to return on board, and that the 
 Dey would never have peace with England on any other 
 terms. In answer, he said : 
 
 " ' How ? Yesterday our letters were ready with the 
 Dey's answer, but vou would not wait to receive them, aud 
 your fleet took its position so suddenly that we had not time 
 to look about us, and immediately vou beo;an firing.' 
 
 " ' You must excuse me/ said I. ' What you say is not true, 
 because yesterday we waited more than three hours for an an- 
 swer, notwithstanding two were stated by your captain of the 
 port to be sufficient, and it was not our fleet that began the fire 
 but your batteries ; and, as a proof of your implacability, 
 you see now those shots that have been fired upon us from that 
 castle, when we are under a flag of truce, without arms, ex- 
 posing ourselves, for your peace and tranquillity.' 
 
 " Then finding himself convicted, he said : ' Everything 
 happened by God's decree, and now let us forget the past 
 and be greater friends than ever.' 
 
 " ' This must depend,' I answered, ' on the answer which 
 your Dey gives to Lord Exmouth's letter, and if the Dey 
 wishes to send anybody to treat with our admiral we shall 
 receive him with pleasure.' 
 
 '• He replied : ' I hope it will be so ; ' and added : ' You 
 must not mind those shots, for they were fired without the 
 Dey's order, and he has already sent orders to all the 
 fortifications not to fire one gun.' 
 
 " I told him I was sure of that — that those shots were fired 
 without any order — because I know your people's character, 
 and am certain that when they saw our boat they began to 
 say, ' There are the infidels coming ; come, let us kill some 
 
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 of these, to revenge our dead people ; ' and they thought 
 by killing two or three people without considering the conse- 
 quences, they should have a general revenge." 
 
 " He then laughed and said, ' How do you know that ? ' 
 " I said, ' Because I was in your country for some time.' 
 " In reply, he said, ' Once you knew our manners ; you 
 must not, therefore, consider this as a fault, since we are now 
 
 friends.' 
 
 "I replied, ' On the contrary, just because we are on the 
 point of reconciliation, I must consider it as an extraordinary 
 fault." 
 
 " He then said, " You Europeans are very religious people, 
 and we are not able to debate with you.' And then he went 
 away, saying, ' I hope to be back again directly with a good 
 answer from the Dey, and then,' he added, ' you may come 
 near to the city, because you are too far off with your boat 
 now ; you must be afraid of nothing.' He rowed his boat 
 towards the mole, to behold more distinctly the effect of our 
 action. From his conversation and manner I understood that 
 they were very glad to make an end of the business. He 
 went in, and we stopped outside the mole, waiting for the 
 Dey's answer. 
 
 " During this time, I was indeed quite surprised to see the 
 horrible state of the batteries and the mole since the preced- 
 ing day. I could not now distinguish how it was erected, 
 nor where the batteries had stood, as well as many fine 
 bouses which I had seen in the city the day previous ; and 
 I observed too, that they had not more than four or five guns 
 mounted on the carriages. Besides, the bay was full of hulks 
 of their navy, smoking in every direction, and the water in- 
 side and out of the mole was black, and covered with char- 
 coal and half burnt pieces of wood. But the most shocking 
 and dreadful sight was the number of dead bodies which 
 were floating on the surface of the water. Among the bod- 
 ies we saw a white one, which afterwards, on finding it was 
 one of our seamen, we took it with us on board, and waited 
 therefor about one hour and a half. And at half past one we 
 saw three guns tired from the shore, and at the same time a 
 boat coming; out of the mole. Then I understood that the 
 
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 Dey was prepared for his own and for the Algerines happi- 
 ness, to accept our demands ; and I began to thank Almighty 
 God for this glorious success. 
 
 " When the boat came near to ours I saw the captain of the 
 port, with the Swedish Consul on board. The former paid 
 his compliments, and asked to go on board with us to meet 
 his Lordship, with the Swedish Consul, who was sent by the 
 Dey to speak with him. Meantime the consul said : " I am 
 authorized by the Dey to have a consultation with Lord Ex- 
 mouth, relative to the arrangement of the treaty. There 
 were many points in the treaty which the Dey demurred at 
 most bitterly ; — such as giving up the three hundred thou- 
 sand dollars which he had recently received for the ransom 
 of the Sardinian prisoners ; the relinquishing his annual 
 tribute of powder, and of being forced to sign a treaty dicta- 
 ted under such humiliating circumstances. 
 
 " He knew there was no alternative — he must either accept 
 the treaty or his destruction was sure ; and not only must he 
 receive the English treaty, but that of the Dutch also, who, 
 by the way, were solely indebted to Lord Exmouth for the 
 termination of their war, which had already lasted nearly 
 three years, and in all probability would have continued un- 
 til the destruction of Algiers by the French, in 1827. 
 
 " At length matters were so far advanced, that officers from 
 both the English and Dutch fleets visited the shore for the 
 purpose of consummating this important business. The nar- 
 rator goes on to say : ' When we entered the consul's house, 
 it was full of rubbish, and we counted thirty shots of various 
 sizes, collected there by the servants. We walked through 
 the house, and < Served one small room of ten fret square. 
 In this room, Mr. Mc. Donnell, our consul, wished to re- 
 main when the Dey arrested him, but it was too good a room 
 for their malicious disposition, so they refused to let him stay 
 there, and confined him in a dark room below, which, fortu- 
 nately, was the cause of his safety, as will soon appear. 
 
 " We ascertained that nine shots had passed through the 
 very room where the consul had wished to remain. We 
 went on to the top of the house to observe the whole city, al- 
 though it is ordered that no Christian shall appear there, 
 
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 as throughout the whole coast of Barbary it is prohibited for 
 a Christian to appear on the top of his house, and if any one 
 should violate this order, he would be immediately shot, be- 
 cause they believe that the Christians come there to see 
 their women. 
 
 " The next business to be attended to after the ratification 
 of the treaty and re-establishing the consul in his diplomat- 
 ic position, was to see that the prisoners were all brought in 
 from the country, ready to embark when the appointed ship 
 should be ready to receive them. The cruel treatment of 
 these poor slaves being in an excessive degree barbarous, my 
 feelings do not permit me to describe it in detail. I only 
 wish to present a small idea of it by mentioning the follow- 
 ing points. When the Algerines or any of the Barbary pi- 
 rates capture an European or an American vessel, they seize 
 their goods, and every species of property they can get hold 
 of ( they do not touch the money the prisoners have in their 
 pockets) and put them immediately in chains. There are 
 three classes of chains, viz : of one hundred, of sixty, and of 
 thirty pounds weight. The one hundred pounds are for 
 strong men ; the sixty for old men, and the thirty for young 
 persons.^ These heavy chains are placed around the body as a 
 sash, with a long piece of chain hung on the right leg, and 
 joined by a heavy ring, to be placed upon the foot. All these 
 chains are shut by a lock, and never can be taken off. Thus, 
 these poor fellows must walk any distance whatever, and work, 
 sleep and live always with these chains ; the marks of which 
 I have seen round their bodies and their legs in very deep 
 furrows eaten into their flesh, which becomes black and as 
 hard as bone, the sight of which is truly distressing. After 
 these poor creatures are put in chains, they make them work 
 at the hardest work ; as cutting stone from the mountains, 
 felling trees, carrying sand and stones for building, moving 
 guns from one place to another, and such kinds of laborious 
 work. They have no machines to facilitate the workmen ; 
 all must be done by the strength of these poor people. 
 Every ten slaves are bound together, and followed by a 
 guard with a whip in his hand ; and if any one of them has 
 occasion to perform any natural evacuation, they went all 
 
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 together, whether by night or day. They sleep all together 
 on the ground, in a large stable, with a mat under them. 
 If any of them have money then they can make themselves 
 rather more comfortable. 
 
 " The government allows to each person for every clay of 
 the week, (except Friday.) a loaf of eight or ten ounces of a 
 very black kind of bread, made of barley and beans, one 
 handful of peas, and a small measure not larger than a 
 thimble of oil ; that is the whole of their food ; and on 
 Friday nothing at all. 
 
 " An Aga of the Janizaries of Algiers, observing the miser- 
 able state" of the prisoners, and the inhumanity with which 
 they were treated, was induced by his feelings to allow them 
 a portion of meat and wheat bread for every Friday, on 
 which day they would have had nothing. This allowance 
 was continued for several years; but for their misfortune 
 this good man died of about a middle age ; and nobody, 
 after him, was so humane as to follow his benevolent exam- 
 ple. And thus these unfortunate creatures were again de- 
 prived of assistance and continued to pass their lives as before 
 till the Divine Providence released them through the medi- 
 um, and through the exalted and merciful government of 
 Great Britain. 
 
 " The troops seeing several ships coming near the town to 
 receive the slaves, and to take away our anchors from the 
 environs of the mole, thought that they were agoing to re- 
 new the attack, or to do "some improper thing ; and they 
 rushed into the mole with their arms. Some of them, when 
 our boats shoved off with the slaves, were so brutish as to fire 
 several musket shots, which fortunately passed over the 
 boats. On my arrival on board, I reported this conduct to 
 his Lordship, who ordered mo to claim redress for it, from 
 the Dey. On the next day, after all the slaves were em- 
 barked on board the two transports, and anchored near the 
 Queen Charlotte, they all came on deck, on the shrouds, and 
 on the yards, exclaiming and shouting in the same words as 
 before ; and giving cheers and plaudits to every ship: so that 
 it was a most joyful noise on both sides. Lord Exmouth 
 then gave orders to have them counted. We took a list of 
 
Sicilians, - - 
 
 - 236 
 
 Tuscans, - - 
 
 - 6 
 
 Portuguese, - 
 Dutch, - - - 
 
 1 
 
 - 28 
 
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 people of eacli nation, and they amounted to one thousand 
 and eighty-three in the whole. Then his Lordship ordered 
 them to be embarked on board several ships to convey them 
 to their respective countries, which was done according to the 
 follow in a: table : 
 
 Neapolitans, - - - 471 
 
 Romans, - - - - 173 
 
 Spaniards,- - - - 161 
 
 Greeks, 7 
 
 " The Wasp was ordered to call and receive such slaves as 
 might be at Bona ; and the Mutine proceeded to Oran for 
 the same purpose. Five Spaniards were afterwards brought 
 by the Mutine, from Oran to Gibraltar ; and fifty slaves had 
 been sent from Oran to Algiers, previously to the Mutine's 
 arrival, to be conveyed to their respective homes, through the 
 medium of the British Consul. All the slaves therefore 
 amounted to eleven hundred and thirty-eight, besides those of 
 Constantina, and Bona, -who were seventy-three in number; 
 making in the whole, twelve hundred and eleven slaves. 
 Besides these, there were released by Lord Exmouth on his 
 first visit to Algiers, Tunis and Tripoli, seventeen hundred 
 and ninety-two slaves ; making a grand total of thirty hun- 
 dred and three helpless victims restored from slavish durance, 
 to liberty. 
 
 "This was the number of slaves we knew of ; and if in 
 process of time, we or our consul come to understand that 
 any other slave is detained in any part of the kingdom of 
 Algiers, the Dey is obliged to produce him, and give him up 
 to the British Consul. 
 
 " Saturday, 31st. In the morning, a Neapolitan slave came 
 on board the Queen Charlotte, and told me that his son, a 
 little boy eight years old, was detained by a lady, in the city 
 of Algiers, and that she had made him a Mahometan. I di- 
 rectly reported this to his Lordship, who had also received in 
 telligencc that the Dey had detained still in chains two Span- 
 iards : one of whom was the Vice Consul at Oran, named 
 Don Hequira, and the other a merchant, named Don Sebas- 
 tina Padrone: — both had been unjustly arrested, put in 
 chains, and doomed to hard work from the time of the revo- 
 
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 lution at Oran, in the year 1813, against the former Dey of 
 Algiers. 
 
 " His Lordship then directed Capt. Brisbane to go with me 
 on shore to claim the little boy and the two Spaniards from 
 the Dey. At noon I went on shore with Capt. Brisbane, fur 
 the receipts of the money ; and it was the tirst business 
 which we had to do with the Dey previous to any contest 
 respecting the Neapolitan boy, and the two Spaniards. Capt. 
 Brisbane remained at the consul's house, and I went to the 
 Dey's palace, where I found all the sum put up ready in the 
 court yard of the palace. 1 met the treasurer, who asked me 
 in what manner I intended to receive it ? He wished to deliver 
 it to me while I was in the palace, and that I would take care of 
 it until it should be embarked. But I refused, and told him 
 I would count one thousand dollars, replace it in the bag, 
 and put it into a balance, and by that means should receive 
 all the sum by weight, that afterwards he must send the 
 money by his own people down to the mole where our officers 
 would receive it, by counting and putting it into their boats. 
 After considerable controversy, and much shuffling; on the 
 part of the Dey, the money was conveyed to the boats by his 
 own men, and duly received by the officer appointed for this 
 particular department. 
 
 " Capt. Brisbane notified the Dey that on the morrow at an 
 early hour, boats would be sent for those prisoners that were 
 in town. Also, a request that those in the country should be 
 brought in without delay. The hypocritical scoundrel then 
 said to Capt. Brisbane, that some of them were many miles 
 in the interior, and that a hasty march would fatigue them 
 
 * In the year 1813, the Dey of Oran rebelled against the former 
 Dev of Algiers, (Hagi AH Pashaw, of which I shall give a full account in 
 another part of my narrative.) and after having been killed by order of 
 said Dey, two of his sons escaped with their money and some jewels of 
 their own, and went to Malaga ; upon which the Dey put the said Span- 
 ish vice consul in irons, and made him become responsible for the return 
 of the fugitives, but as he (the Dey,) had received no satisfactory answer 
 from the Spanish government, he availed himself of an occasion over the 
 other Spanish merchant in consequence of a law suit on some mercantile 
 business to put him in chains too, (according to his idea of justice,) and 
 
 ■ ited them worse than slaves. 
 
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 very much ! He was very humane all at once, fearing now 
 that the march would fatigue them, but when he had them 
 in chains, (some of whom had worn them thirty years.) and 
 made them perform the most laborious and servile work, 
 with miserable food and barbarous treatment, now afraid 
 that their joyful march to emancipation would fatigue them. 
 
 " When our boats came inside the mole, I wished to receive 
 the slaves from the captain of the port by numbers, but 
 could not, because they began directly to push and throw 
 themselves into the boats by crowds of ten or twenty togeth- 
 er, so that it was impossible to count them. Then I told him 
 that we should make an exact list of them in order to know 
 their amount. It was indeed a most glorious and ever-mem- 
 orable and merciful act, for England all over Europe to see 
 these poor slaves, when our boats were shoving off from the 
 shore, all at once to take off their hats and exclaim in Italian, 
 
 " ' Viva il Re'd 'Inglitera, II Padre eterno ! e'l ammiraglio 
 Inglese che ci ha liberato da questo secundo inferno !' 
 
 " [Long live the king of England, the Eternal Father ! and 
 the English Admiral who delivered us from this second hell.] 
 
 " And afterwards they began to prove what they had suf- 
 fered by beating their breasts and loudly swearing at the 
 Algerines. I spoke with some of these unfortunate people 
 who had been thirty-five years in slavery, and had become so 
 inured to hardship and the most servile slavery, that when 
 told they were free, could scarcely comprehend the term ; but 
 soon their hearts began to expand, as the blood of freedom 
 circulated through them. They were all well received on 
 board their ship, comfortably provided for, and carried to 
 their respective countries. All things now being duly ar- 
 ranged between the several governments, the ships got under 
 way to return to England. 
 
 " Thus ended one of the most sanguinary bombardments 
 that England had ever been engaged in. the Dey, villain 
 as he was 5> fought like a hero, cheering his men at the differ- 
 ent batteries, and worked hard himself, he being a brave 
 man, encouraging his men to repel the infidels. When I 
 went with the dispatches on the first day of the attack, I 
 saw his own flag hoisted on the tight horse batterv. This 
 
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 particular flag is carried with him, always to be hoisted when 
 he takes his station. It is of red, white, and yellow stripes. 
 But the strongest proof of his being in the batteries is, that 
 when I met him on the second day of the battle, I saw that 
 all the folds of his turban and dress were full of dust and 
 smoke of powder, as well as his face and beard. The num- 
 ber of killed and wounded on board the British ships was . 
 eight hundred and fifty-two ; in the Dutch squadron, killed 
 and wounded sixty-five. The loss of the Algerines is not 
 even known to themselves, because they do not take care of 
 their people as we do. They have no surgeons to dress the 
 wounded men directly. They never perform the operation 
 of amputating limbs to save the life of a person, but on the 
 contrary, put all their wounded men into a large stable till 
 the day after the battle, by which many who might have 
 been saved by the immediate amputation of an arm or leg, 
 were left to perish. Of their killed and wounded I had sev- 
 eral reports ; some said the number was about eight thousand, 
 some six thousand, some five thousand, and some four thou- 
 sand. I am sure, however, that their loss must have been 
 very great, because they said that if the Dey had not ordered 
 the gates of the city to be opened during the battle, to let 
 the rest of the inhabitants run away, (though a great part 
 of them had left the town ten days previous to the fleet's 
 arrival,) numbers more would have been killed ; never- 
 theless many were killed by the explosion of our shells and 
 by the rockets in the city, and while they were going out of 
 town, whose bodies were afterwards found. The Mahometans 
 in burying their dead are followed by a great number of men 
 and women crying and howling, as well as a great number of 
 men, who are continually rushing forward to carry the coffin, 
 confidently certain that each person by supporting the weight 
 of the coffins for a few minutes, will assume a portion of the 
 dead men's sins, and that the great number of people who 
 carry the coflin will diminish the sins of the decased, so that 
 ho may go to heaven pure, or without any grievous offence 
 on his shoulders. All these customs, while we were at Al- 
 giers, wore prohibited by the Dey, andhegave orders to bury 
 the dead privately, without making any noise or abusing any 
 
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 ceremony. This proves that the Dey wished not to let the num- 
 ber of the dead be known to us. But I learned by many re- 
 ports that there were three large houses full of dead bodies, and 
 that the people were employed to bury them every night dur- 
 ing the week of our stay there. 
 
 " They buried them in a ground separated from the other 
 cemetery, because according to Mahometan doctrine, they 
 consider every person killed in battle, a martyr, and as the 
 attack happened to take place on the fourth of their holidays 
 of Eamadan, previous to which they had passed thirty days 
 of fasting, they were fully persuaded that the whole of those 
 who fell were the purest of martyrs. At first they thought 
 that our rockets were a kind of signal rockets ; but, when 
 some of them had burst among the troops and killed a great 
 number, then they changed their opinion, especially when 
 several of the rockets fell on board their navy and some of 
 the houses. They wished to put the fire out by water, but 
 found that the more water they had, the more ardent the 
 flame became. The materials of the composition, they said, 
 stuck to the wood and penetrated like oil, the effect of which 
 filled them with horror. 
 
 " The quantities of powder and shot spent in this tremendous 
 action are really so surprising that I thought the following 
 detail worthy of insertion. Two hundred and sixteen thou- 
 sand six hundred and fifty-eight pounds powder, forty-one 
 thousand two hundred and eight round shot, nine hundred 
 and sixty shells, thirteen and sixteen inches. This is the 
 British squadron. On board the Dutch fleet, forty-six thou- 
 sand- one hundred and nineteen pounds of powder, ten 
 thousand one hundred and forty-eight round shot, making in 
 all, two hundred and sixtv-two thousand seven hundred and 
 seventy -seven pounds of powder, fifty-one thousand three 
 hundred and fifty-six round shot. These incredible quanti- 
 ties of powder and shot, which are nearly one hundred and 
 eighteen tons of the former, and five hundred tons of the 
 latter, were spent in the course of about nine hours. And I 
 think the Algerines very justly observed : that, 
 
 " ' Hell had op?ned its mouth against them through the 
 English shins; ' 
 
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 " Previous to our arrival at Algiers, tliev heard that the 
 British fleet consisted of fifty sail, and then they said, ' Let 
 them come ! What can they do with their fifty sail? The 
 Spaniards once came here with four hundred sail and forty 
 thousand men, and could not succeed against us.' They 
 were on this account fully persuaded that their country was 
 unconquerable. 
 
 " The whole of the Algerine damage, in my humble judg- 
 ment, after many reports and information, may be computed 
 about a million sterling:. Many of the inhabitants of Al- 
 giers, and neaily all the people of the interior, were quite 
 glad at our success, as they expected we were going to take 
 possession of the kingdom and release them from the tyranny 
 of the Turks ; for being very badly treated they are dissatisfied 
 with that government, and if they could free themselves 
 from the slavery .which they suffer under the Turks, they 
 would do it with the greatest pleasure. 
 
 " The Kingdom of Algiers extends about sixteen hundred 
 miles in circumference ; is very fertile, producing much corn 
 and many species of vegetables, indigo and wool. They have 
 many cattle, sheep, fowls, and on this coast a famous coral 
 fishery. This fertile and beautiful coast has been for many 
 centuries in the hands of pirates, the fear and dread of 
 every nation under heaven, and gladly paying to them an- 
 nually, immense tributes, quality and quantity dictated by 
 their haughty Dey. The peasantry have always been op- 
 pressed, not daring to call their crops their own, most exor- 
 bitantly taxed, and so sorely, that they placed very little 
 value on their lives, and often for the most trifling: offence 
 their heads were cut off; and quite in desperation, parties of 
 the country people rush upon the Turkish tax-gatherers, and 
 put them to death. 
 
 " The government of Algiers is made up of the most con- 
 summate villains throughout Turkey. All the murderers, 
 
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 thieves and vagabonds from Constantinople come here, and 
 enlist under the banners of the Dey of Algiers, and notwith- 
 standing that these piratical rascals would not hesitate to 
 kill a Christian, any more than they would a dog, yet when 
 our purser purchased a quantity of live stock consisting 
 
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 chiefly of sheep and fowls, the soldier at the gate would not 
 allow them to pass without an order from the captain of the 
 port, as they do not allow the Christians to have live animals, 
 because they say that we strangle them, and do not kill them 
 as we should by cutting their throats. The Mahometans in 
 general, when they wish to kill any kind of animal, prepare 
 always a very sharp knife ; and previously to cutting its 
 throat, use the following words : 
 
 " ' May God give thee endurance to bear what is predes- 
 tined thee in the name of Almighty God. ? 
 
 11 And immediately they pass the knife twice round the 
 throat of the animal, and hold it till it discharges all the 
 blood. On this account, they say that the animals suffer a 
 great deal under our hands by our style of killing them, and 
 they are allowed to eat in case of necessity, any meat killed 
 by the Jews, and not that killed by the Christians, because 
 they consider our meat as stifled. 
 
 " The Dey with whom the treaty with the English, Amer- 
 ican and Dutch was made, was named Omar Pashaw. He 
 was between forty-five and fifty years of age, of a short 
 make, and about five feet six inches in height, and well 
 shaped ; but his appearance was altogether savage, and his 
 malevolent and violent spirit, marked by an exterior coldness 
 and apathy. He could neither read nor write ; was a native 
 of Mytilene in the Archipelago, and came from thence to 
 Algiers as a common soldier, but being a brave one, was pro- 
 moted to Bulook-Bashlike, to Beeng Bashlike the former 
 captain of a company. The latter, captain of a thousand, 
 afterwards, in the year 1813, at the revolution at Oran, he 
 was created by his predecessor, Hagi All Pashaw, Aga, or 
 chief of the Janizaries, in consequence of having distinguished 
 himself by his bloody and ferocious cruelty, (which was not 
 less than that of his said predecessor, of whose horrid acts 
 we give a full account,) in the execution of the Bey of Oran, 
 under the following shocking circumstances : 
 
 " The Bey of Oran was born there, of a Turkman and an 
 Algerine woman. Being of rather a good character, he was 
 elected by the inhabitants to be their governor. After some 
 time the former Dey, Hagi Ali Pashaw, came to the throne ; 
 
170 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 and being of a very bloody disposition, had committed many 
 shocking crimes, such as beheading people without any rea- 
 son, seizing property, plundering and taking away other 
 men's wives and daughters, &c., &c, and his troops had fol- 
 lowed the same example. At last all the inhabitants of the 
 kingdom became tired of these horrid acts. In the vcar 
 eighteen hundred and thirteen, the Bey of Oran being very 
 popular, and having observed the misconduct of the Dey, 
 consulted with his uncle, (his mother's brother, who after- 
 wards betrayed him,) to declare himself with the people 
 against Hagi AH Pashaw, and to drive all the Turks from 
 the kingdom and to make their government free and hered- 
 itary like those of Tunis and Tripoli. 
 
 After his uncle had agreed with him, he wrote to the 
 Tunisians to come to his assistance, and promised them 
 that he would annul the annual tribute, ( paid by the Tunis- 
 ian government to that of Algiers,) and would then remain 
 a friend to them forever. These proposals were accepted by 
 the Tunisians, who were very glad to drive the Turks out 
 of the Barbary coast. They made their preparations, and 
 marched from one part, and the Bey of Oran from another, 
 towards the city of Algiers. Hagi Ali Pashaw, on hearing 
 of this conspiracy, began to make his preparations, but being 
 too late, had not time to oppose both armies, and was obliged 
 to call off his troops, and to keep himself within the city, 
 notwithstanding he and his people had lost every hope. Ob- 
 serving his dangerous situation, he thought of sending a 
 letter to the uncle of the Bey of Oran, promising him great 
 things if he would put an end to this rebellion. The Bey 
 unfortunately succeeded in introducing himself among the 
 army of Oran without being discovered, and delivered the 
 letter to the treacherous uncle, who believed the false prom- 
 ises of the Dey, and began to manage his nephew, (who 
 wholly relied on him.) And instead of bringing the army of 
 his nephew to unite with the Tunisians at the opposite place, 
 he changed the route so as to keep one body apart from the 
 other, and sent a private message to Hagi Ali Pashaw to 
 come to Buch a place, (where lie intended to remain, togeth- 
 er with the army all night, ) and Beize them in the early 
 
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 part of the morning. The Bey of Oran, at the same time 
 having suspected something of his uncle's perfidious man- 
 agement, deemed it proper to turn back towards Oran again, 
 and secure his uncle, who was on his guard, and fled to 
 Algiers. 
 
 "After the Bey of Oran had returned to his residence, as 
 well as • the Tunisians, without having met each other, the 
 Dey of Algiers sent the Aga of the Janizaries, our present 
 Dey, with the uncle of the Bey of Oran, to blockade the city 
 of Oran, and to bring him the head of the unfortunate Bey. 
 
 " This expedition, by the instigation of the traitor's uncle, 
 (who was afterwards beheaded,) was successful. The town was 
 surrendered without fighting, and the Aga of the Janizaries 
 took possession of it, when the Bey could not escape, but was 
 arrested with all his family, except tw T o of his sons who were 
 out of town, and were lucky enough to escape to Malaga, in 
 consequence of which the Spanish Vice Consul and the mer- 
 chant before mentioned, were unjustly arrested, one after 
 the other, as has already been explained. After the Aga had 
 settled himself at Oran, he sent a message to Hagi Ali, ap- 
 prising him of his success, and that he had in his power the 
 Bey and family, except the two eldest sons. The Dey's an- 
 swer was that he might decapitate the Bey and his uncle 
 too, and send both heads to him. He immediately arrested 
 the treacherous uncle, who well deserved his fate, and be- 
 headed him ; and now, willing to show his bloody and barba- 
 rous nature, and with horrid cruelty, perpetrated the follow- 
 ing shocking deeds in the execution of the poor Bey. At 
 first, he brought out the Bey with his three infant children, 
 and in his presence, opened their bellies, took out their 
 hearts, roasted them, and made the unhappy father eat 
 them, and placed their bodies before him, (the father.) 
 
 " Secondly, he brought the two black slaves, who were con- 
 stantly with the Bey, and obliged their master to impale 
 them himself. And after the stakes were raised up and 
 fixed in the ground, with the two slaves upon them, he made 
 the Bey sit down on a red-hot iron waiter and fastened each 
 hand to one of the stakes ; afterwards he took a hot iron pot 
 and put it on his head ; when this became cold he ordered 
 
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 him to be scalped, and gave him a pipe to smoke, and at last 
 opened his side and took out his heart and all his intestines. 
 And so the poor unfortunate Bey expired. He afterwards 
 took off the whole skin of the Bey's head, filled it with straw, 
 and sent it to the Dey. 
 
 u This was once a custom among the Turks ; hut thank 
 Heaven, it is now done away. All these horrible executions 
 took place before the house where the wife of the unhappy 
 Bey was. Any one who possesses human feelings, can 
 judge what was the bitterness of such a dreadful impression 
 on the senses of this inconsolable wife. There are no terms 
 in which to express a proper sense of horror at the atrocities 
 of this monster in human form, and as a reward for which, 
 he was promoted to the agalik of Janizaries, and after- 
 wards raised to the throne. 
 
 " Then I wish to relate, as they were told to me, some of the 
 horrid acts of Hagi Ali Pashaw, to show how both characters, 
 the Dey and that of his x\ga, agreed one with the other. At 
 the palace, the government residence in the city of Algiers, 
 the Dey is not allowed to keep any wife. The harem, or 
 Dey's wives, are always kept in a separate palace out of 
 town, where he visits them every Friday evening only. 
 But Hagi Ali Pashaw had two women brought privately into 
 the Government palace, and he had besides five Greek boys 
 and four black slaves. After some time, when the two 
 unfortunate women became pregnant, he took the first, 
 opened her belly, took out the child, filled the poor mother 
 with salt, and when she was dead, he took the body and cut 
 it in pieces, salted it well, and put it into a jar. He took 
 the other, and suspended her by the hair to the top of a 
 room. He wounded her body with small wounds, and put a 
 basin under it to receive the blood ; and so the poor woman 
 was kept bleeding by drops, shut up in the room. He visit- 
 ed her at intervals, increasing the wounds till she was dead. 
 He took her body, salted it, and preserved it in the same way 
 as he did the first. After these unfortunate ladies were 
 dispatched in this brutal manner, he took the poor Greek 
 boys, one after the other, filled their mouths and noses with 
 cotton, put them under some heavy mattresses, adding a 
 
 
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 great weight over them, till they were suffocated. He then 
 
 cut their bodies in pieces, and put them into the private place. 
 
 He turned with the same horrid design towards the black 
 
 slaves, one of whom was his confidant and assistant in 
 
 all his horrid transactions. Having observed that his master 
 
 had already killed two of his black brothers, perceived that 
 
 his turn would come at last, and when his master went into 
 
 the bath of the palace, he, (the slave,) was prepared to shut 
 
 him up in the inner room, which is always kept extremely 
 
 warm, and made a much greater fire than ordinary, until he 
 
 was suffocated. On the next day, the perpetrator "came and 
 
 apprised the Aga of the Janizaries, (the present Dey,) 
 
 saying ' that he was sure his master would have killed him, 
 
 and even now was not sure of his life. But if they killed 
 
 him, he should die with a full satisfaction of having obtained 
 
 the revenge of his brothers, and of those innocent women 
 
 and boys ; and at the same time he had done a great service 
 
 to the poor people of Algiers by killing such a bloody and 
 
 atrocious tyrant as Hagi Ali Pashaw ; ' and began to show 
 
 the salted bodies of the two women, and gave a lull account 
 
 of all the horrible and barbarous deeds of his master. This 
 
 poor fellow was put to death by the present Dey. 
 
 " These are some of the cruel and inhuman acts of the 
 former Dey under whose order Omar Pashaw was an Aga 
 of the Janizaries. There are still more charges of a vil- 
 lanous character against Omar Pashaw since he ascended the 
 throne. While he was Bnlook, and Beeng-Bashi, he was 
 acquainted with two European families who lived at Algiers, 
 as merchants, and frequently dined and drank at "their 
 houses, and professed great friendship for them, but did not 
 prove it by facts. However, they never expected any thin o> 
 from him, but merely wished to keep him a good friend, for 
 fear of his villanous character, he being known to be a most 
 rapacious and wicked plunderer. 
 
 "After becoming Dey, he sent a message to these two 
 friends that they must leave the kingdom. Although they 
 were surprised at the news, they went and requested him to 
 give them time, till they could settle their affairs with the 
 people. He then agreed to allow them six months; but 
 
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 some days after that, he called them, and beheaded them in 
 his palace, and sent a message to their unhappy families 
 to quit Algiers immediately. 
 
 "What is now to he said to this atrocity? Is this his 
 gratitude for the hospitality which he had experienced from 
 those families ? or the reward and acknowledgment of their 
 friendship towards him? Notwithstanding, there are many 
 other horrid facts committed by him, which are too horrid to 
 relate. One more however, we will narrate. 
 
 "Since Hagi Ali's time, a young Algerine, of a rich 
 family, was confined in prison for a debt of about one hun- 
 dred thousand dollars, owed to several persons, who, after 
 the death of said Dey, having observed that the young man 
 had been so long time in prison, and that his father had 
 died without leaving him anything to pay his debts, thought 
 proper to set him at liberty to take care of his father's prop- 
 erty without requiring anything from him, until he should 
 become able to pay his debts. But when Omar Pashaw came 
 to the throne, he refused to free the young man from prison ; 
 put him in chains, and made him work as one of his slaves. 
 The creditors said, ' we do not wish to receive one dollar 
 from him, we wish to set him free, to take care of the fam- 
 ily, and property, &c,' The Dey's answer was, 'you do not 
 wish to receive the one hundred thousand dollars from this 
 young man, I wish to receive them myself, and shall not set 
 him at liberty until he has paid the sum.' 
 
 "The unfortunate man was still in chains when Lord Ex- 
 mouth made the treaty of peaee, but of course could not 
 demand his release, not being a Christian. 
 
 "To this brief and sickening account of that horrid den, 
 I would just say, what Lord Exmouth left undone in entirely 
 destroying that abominable hell, which he certainly should 
 have done, the French accomplished in 1830." 
 
 Lord Exmouth doubtless went as far as his instructions 
 from his government required, and whieh has been named 
 in the treaty. But even after he had obtained the slaves, 
 and the rausom money back, should the Dey have been 
 compelled to pay a remuneration to these unfortunate men 
 to their years of servitude and suffering? This demand 
 
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 should have been made and enforced too. And after the 
 treaty had been signed by that inhuman monster, Omar 
 Pashaw, and all the business apparently adjusted, and all 
 the ships had left the bay, still there was the same perfid- 
 ious wretch upon the throne, whose evident intention it was, 
 after he had collected another fleet, to make reprisals on any 
 merchantmen he could find, whose governments did not pos- 
 sess the means of resistance by a strong naval force. 
 
 Had Lord Exmouth completely annihilated the place, so 
 far from having any imputation of injustice cast at him, 
 he would have received plaudits of approbation from every 
 Christian nation on earth. But this, with the taking of the 
 Malakoff and Redan, were reserved for the French. 
 
 The account of the bombardment of Algiers by Lord Ex- 
 mouth, which has just been given, was written (by permission 
 of the Admiralty,) by an Arab, who was engaged by the 
 British government as an interpreter for the squadron, dur- 
 ing the expedition. His account is very correct and minute. 
 I had frequent opportunities during my stay in the Mediter- 
 ranean, of conversing with those who were well acquainted 
 with all the particulars of the battle. But there is one item 
 in the Arab's narrative which I do not wholly aoree to, which 
 was the great destruction done to the batteries. 
 
 We were there only a f^v days after Lord Exmouth had 
 gone, and with our glasses could see but very little altera- 
 tion in anything bordering on the water, although there was 
 no sort of doubt that the destruction in the city was im- 
 mense. It was with much difficulty that I obtained the ac- 
 count of the bombardment in its detailed form. I made 
 several enquiries for it while in England, and finally ob- 
 tained it from a library in Liverpool. 
 
 It is very mysterious, that, during the conversation 
 with the Dey, particularly on matters of the treaty, and 
 also of the slaves, that no mention was made of the 
 United States, who, but a few months before, had forced the 
 Dey into a treaty, which placed the American Consul on a 
 more favorable footing than that of any other consul at the 
 Algerine court, independent of the elements of the treatv, 
 
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 which also were more favorable than those of any other 
 nation. 
 
 Whether this was carefully concealed by the Dey, or by the 
 English officers, I am unable to say. But there is one thing 
 very certain, and it cannot be denied, that the very favorable 
 treaty made between Omar Pashaw and the government of 
 the United States, and under such circumstances too : — three 
 frigates, tioo sloops-of-ivar, two little giui brigs, and two schooners, 
 were a terror to the Dey, for the safety of his fleet — 
 a frigate and a brig having within a few days been cap- 
 tured by Commodore Decatur, while in search of his other 
 ships, before he appeared off Algiers. 
 
 When, notwithstanding the fear manifested by the Dey 
 for the safety of his six frigates, who were out on a cruise, 
 six Dutch frigates, and two or three smaller vessels had 
 been cruising before Algiers for two years, and had never 
 dared to approach within gunshot of the batteries ; yet for 
 these the Dey felt no alarm, the Dutchmen always taking 
 good care to keep out of the way of the Algerine frigates. 
 
 Again, by the treaty with the United States, the ammuni- 
 tion tribute was stopped, and the United States Consul was 
 permitted to be seated while in conference with the Dey, a 
 privilege denied all others. All these things were hard to 
 be " swallowed " by the English Consul, who remonstrated 
 with the Dey on the unfairness of not placing the represen- 
 tatives of his Majesty's government on as favorable a footing 
 as that of the United States. To all of which the Dey 
 turned a deaf ear ; and it was certain that Lord Exmouth's 
 visit to Algiers, only a few months previous to the bombard- 
 ment, was for the purpose of exhibiting his fleet before the 
 castle, to try if it would have some effect in inducing the 
 Dey to accede to the consul's demand. His fleet then con- 
 sisted of his, the flag-ship, Boyne 98, and five other line-of- 
 battle ships, which were all lying with us at Port Mahon ; 
 and, as it has already been stated, the English officers of 
 the Boyne had the temerity to take the responsibility of 
 showing disrespect to the officers of the palace which led to 
 the issue already narrated. 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 177 
 
 DESTRUCTION OF ALGIERS BY THE FRENCH. 
 
 After the European peace of 1815, M. Duval was named 
 Consul-General at Algiers. He was born in the East, and 
 understood the Oriental languages, and the manners and 
 customs of the inhabitants; but "his policy was marked by 
 great weakness, and he inspired none with confidence or re- 
 spect. He consented, without making any objections, that 
 the annual tribute paid by the African Company, established 
 by treaty for the purposes .of trade, should be raised from 
 ,£24,000 to X80,000 — and he also agreed that France should 
 raise no forts or batteries around her factories, a privilege 
 she had always reserved in her ancient treaties. 
 
 Hussein Dey succeeded to the government in 1819, and 
 was so emboldened by the repeated concessions of the French 
 Consul-General, that he openly announced his intention, 
 when a favorable opportunity occurred, of abolishing the Af- 
 rican Company, and destroying its establishments. °His con- 
 duct soon brought about a very hostile feeling n the part of 
 the French government towards his own, which was much 
 increased by a dispute relative to a debt due from France to 
 the house of Bacri aud Busnach, of Algiers, which house was 
 itself a debtor to the government of the Eegencv. The final 
 rupture however, took place in 1827, when the" Consul-Gen- 
 eral went to congratulate the Dey on the eve of the Bayram. 
 A discussion having arisen, Hussein struck the consul with 
 his fan. The news of tins outrage was received with the 
 greatest indignation in Paris, and on the fifth of June, 
 1827, the Moniteur announced that a squadron had sailed 
 from Toulon to demand satisfaction for the insult offered 
 to the Eepresentative of France. This squadron was com- 
 posed of a ship-of-the-line, five frigates, two brigs, and some 
 smaller craft, in all thirteen sail. On the arrival of this 
 force, the consul and all French subjects embarked, and 
 through the medium of the Sardinian Consul-General, the 
 following demand was made by the commodore. 
 
 1. The chief officers of the Regency, with the exception of 
 L 
 
178 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 the Dey, will proceed on board the flag-ship, and make apolo- 
 gies for that Prince to the French Consul. 
 
 2. At a given signal, the French flag will be hoisted at 
 the Casbah, and at the surrounding forts, and saluted with 
 one hundred and one guns. 
 
 o. The property of French subjects embarked on board an 
 enemy's ship, is not to be seized. 
 
 4. No vessels hoisting the French flag, are to be visited 
 by the Algerine Corsairs. 
 
 5. The Dey, by a special treaty, will execute, as far as his 
 dominions are concerned, all conventions concluded between 
 France and the Sublime Porte. * 
 
 6. The subjects of the following States are to be treated 
 as French, viz : — Tuscany, Lucca, and the Papal States. 
 
 The Dey would not listen to these terms, and in his answer 
 alluded to various violations of treaty on the part of France. 
 A blockade then commenced, and the squadron was reinforc- 
 ed by three vessels of the line, and an Admiral appointed to 
 the command. This state of things lasted till July, 1829, 
 when an incident occurred which sealed the conquest of the 
 Regency. 
 
 The " Provence" ship of the line, and the brig " Alerte," 
 hoisted signals demanding a parley, and anchored in the har- 
 bor of Algiers. The Admiral, accompanied by his secretary, 
 an interpreter, some officers, and a guard of honor went on 
 shore and made arrangements with the Minister of marine 
 and foreign affairs, for being presented to the Dey the follow- 
 ing morning. Two interviews took place, and no satisfactory 
 arrangements were concluded. In a few davs thev embarked, 
 and sailed out of the harbor, (the flags denoting a parley still 
 flying, consequently forbidding a resumption of hostilities) 
 during which time they were repeatedly fired at by the town 
 and fort batteries. This event decided the French govern- 
 ment to more energetic measures than had hithorto been 
 adopted, and Charles X., at this time becoming from day to 
 day more unstable on his throne, welcomed heartily this un- 
 settled Btate of Algerine affairs, and desired through that 
 channel, to turn the minds of his people from political ques- 
 tions at home, to schemes of conquest abroad. The mass 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 179 
 
 of the nation however, doubted the policy of the expedition ; 
 with the army alone it was popular. 
 
 Early in the year 1830, the principal dock-yards of France 
 equipped eleven sail of the line, twenty-four frigates, seven 
 corvettes, twenty-seven brigs, seven steamers ; in all about 
 one hundred sail, which fleet was destined to carry over 
 37,000 men to the shores of Africa, besides which, many mer- 
 chant ships were chartered to carry over military stores. 
 The army was commanded by General de Bourmont, and the 
 fleet by Admiral Buperre. The troops disembarked at Sidi 
 Feruch, about thirteen miles west of Algiers, and after a 
 hard fought battle at Strucli, and the capture of the forts 
 around the town, Algiers unconditionally surrendered. Thu- 
 terminated the reign of Hussein, and the Turkish dominas 
 tion in Algeria. A war of nearly twenty year's duration, 
 has left France almost the undisputed master of the country ; 
 for since the surrender of Abd-el-Kader, the war against 
 the natives lias been confined to small expeditions for the 
 punishment of a few refractory tribes. 
 
 That extraordinary chief who surrendered himself to France 
 in 1847, was born in an encampment near Mascara, in the 
 year 180G. His father took him to Mecca at the early age 
 of eight, and showing great quickness of perception during 
 his youth, much pains were bestowed on his education. 
 Mohhy-ed Din, his father, it appears, conceived the possibil- 
 ity of establishing an Arabian dynasty in Algeria, and such 
 ideas were instilled into the mind of the vouno- Abd-el-Ka- 
 der. Their discourses however, on this subject, acquired too 
 much publicity, and awakened the suspicions of tiie Bey of 
 Oran, who arrested both father and son ; bat they were soon 
 set at liberty on condition of quitting the country. They 
 returned to Mecca, proceeded by land to Tunis, and from 
 thence by sea to Alexandria. From Mecca they visited Bag- 
 dad, and in 1828 they returned home, to which step no oppo- 
 sition was made. 
 
 They apparently renounced politics, leading a most aus- 
 tere and moral life, and gaining the respect of all. The 
 state of anarchy amongst the Arabs, which followed the con- 
 quest of Algiers, afforded an opportunity for the gratifica- 
 
180 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 tion of Abd-el Kader's ambition; he rallied around him 
 the tribes of his immediate neighborhood, placed himself at 
 their head, and excited them by his poems, in the name of the 
 Prophet, to resist the invaders; he was stimulated in his 
 efforts by promises of aid from the Emperor of Morocco." 
 
 " His descent from Mahomet, and a pretended vision, in 
 which he represented himself as sitting on a splendid throne, 
 giving judgment amongst the Arabs, tended in no small de- 
 gree to strengthen his influence. At length, having collected 
 considerable forces, he attacked the garrison of Oran, and 
 for some time compelled the French to remain within their 
 defences. Treaties of peace were at different times, con- 
 cluded with him ; but the restlessness of the Arabs, and the 
 encroaching spirit of the French, soon caused them to be 
 broken ; places which, after the dissolution of the govern- 
 ment of the Regency, acquired an independence of their 
 own under the authority of the Emir, fell one by one, into 
 the hands of the French ; such was the case with Tlemcen, 
 Mascara, Mostaganem, and some others. 
 
 " He was at last considerably harassed, and was continually 
 obliged to take refuge in the desert — he was accompanied 
 by a numerous force of cavalry, and inflicted great loss on 
 the French, by appearing where he was least expected, and 
 cutting off supplies. He continued, however, to harass the 
 French till the end of 1847, when, finding his resources 
 entirely exhausted, he offered to surrender himself to Gen- 
 eral de Samoriciere, on condition of being allowed to reside 
 at Mecca, or Alexandria. Abd-el-Kader performed his part 
 of the contract, but the French government detained this 
 brave man a close prisoner till 1852, when he was released 
 by the Prince, President of the Republic, and Broussa was 
 agreed upon as his future residence. 
 
 " Since his surrender, no opposition of any importance has 
 been made to the French, and their territory may now be 
 defined as composed of the four ancient provinces of the 
 Regency — Algiers, Tituri, Constantine, and Oran ; that of 
 Tituri has now been united to Algiers." (Broussa was de- 
 stroyed by an eartlxjuake, while I was in Turkey. Abd-el Ka- 
 der just escaped with his life, besides wasting nearly all his 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 181 
 
 property. The French Emperor gave him permission to reside 
 in Beyroot, in Syria, until a future residence should be fixed 
 upon. He arrived at Beyroot some weeks previous to my leav- 
 i)iy that place for Alexandria.') 
 
 I hope I shall not fatigue the reader by dwelling so long 
 on Algiers, but having been so many times there, and wit- 
 nessed the cruelties of the Algerines, and then too, when we 
 consider the incredible number of captives that have pined 
 away in miserable bondage among these wretches, probably 
 during a space of five hundred years. And, who knows, 
 how many missing vessels that have been given up as foun- 
 dered, or otherwise destroyed at sea, have been taken by 
 Algerine Corsairs, and their crews sent into the country 
 heavily chained, and slaves for life ! Lasting honors are 
 due to the French, for the final destruction of this once 
 abominable place. 
 
CHAPTER VIII. 
 
 Sentence of court-martial carried into effect at Algiers, — Visited by 
 Algerine officials, — Sail from Algiers, — Cruise on the Barbarv Coast, — 
 Death of Lieut. Elliot, — Return to Mahon, — Christmas at Mahon, — 
 Double allowance of grog, — Fighting, — Remarkable English boxer, — 
 Trouble on the berth deck, — Careless accident, — Narrow escape, — Or- 
 ders to prepare for home, — Ship ready, — Good men taken out, — Con- 
 victs and hospital rangers in their stead, — Leave Port Mahon for Mala- 
 ga, — Sail for Gibraltar and Cadiz, — Sail from Cadiz for Annapolis, — First 
 part of the passage pleasant,— Latter part continued gales, — Poor crew,— 
 Arrive on the coast, — Fall in with wrecks, — Make Cape Henry, — Take a 
 Pilot, — Get lost, — Go back to Cape Henry, — Take a new departure. — 
 Arrive at Annapolis, — Came near killing a nigger, — Was very sorry, — 
 Made it all up with him, — Sailed for Norfolk, and for New York, — Ar- 
 rive at the Navy Yard, — Villanous Landlords, — Foolish sailors, — De- 
 prived of their money, — Ludicrous scene on the birth deck, — Cruelty 
 to Tom Smith, — Sailors in jail for debt, — Scheme of a midshipman to 
 obtain leave of absence, — Obtain leave of absence, — Return to Boston, — 
 Receive orders to join my ship again, — Not liking her destination apply 
 for orders to Charlestown, — Wishes complied with, — Dissatisfied, — Ob- 
 tain a furlough for a voyage to India, — Join my ship, and prepare for 
 the voyage, — Missionary passengers, — Sail for Bombay, — Man over- 
 board, — Was saved — Turned out to be a great rascal, — Commence calk- 
 ing the deck, — Ship rotten, — Repair her, — Trouble with the Mis- 
 sionaries, — Villany of the captain, — Cruel treatment of a female passen- 
 ger, — Make Ceylon, — Natives come off to the ship, — Pleasant sailing 
 up the coast of Malabar, — Visit of the natives, — Speak a ship with 
 dogs. 
 
 While our fleet were at Algiers, the sentence of a court- 
 martial was carried into effect upon a man who was convicted 
 of cowardice and desertion, and exciting others to follow his 
 example. The following are the particulars of the charges, 
 and of the transactions : 
 
 It appeared that while the Washington, 74, was lying at 
 Marseilles, that she took iire in the hold from the accidental 
 dropping of a candle from a lantern. The alarm spread 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 183 
 
 through the ship that she was on fire below ! It also ap- 
 peared in evidence, that upon the alarm spreading among the 
 seamen,, and when the firemen were called, that this man 
 sprung forward upon the forecastle, singing out, " now is your 
 time boys, get ashore before she blows up," and jumped over- 
 board, but was caught before he reached the shore. This 
 was the ground of the charges against him. The court ad- 
 judged the following sentence, viz : that he should receive a 
 certain number of lashes at the gangway of the Washington; 
 and be shown through the fleet, in a suitable boat, in which 
 there should be erected a gallows ; with a halter around 
 his neck and a white cap on his head, on which should appear, 
 in large letters, the word Coward. According to sentence 
 he was carried along-side each ship, the crews of which had 
 previously been called to witness punishment. After this he 
 was turned out of the ship, and sent on board the Constella- 
 tion Frigate. I saw this young man several times afterwards, 
 and he appeared to be a very clever fellow, having had no bad 
 intentions, but was evidently frightened. 
 
 We left Algiers and sailed for Mahon. and after fixing up 
 a little, sailed again on a cruise, first visiting Algiers. This 
 time we ran in very close to the batteries, and being a single 
 ship, of course the Dey could not be afraid of us. Our con- 
 sul came off, attended by several Algerine officials who had 
 expressed a wish to see the inside of an American ship-of-war. 
 We were very politely treated, and our consul had also been 
 well treated since we were there last. We found it necces- 
 sary to vist these chaps pretty often, well knowing their per- 
 fidious and treacherous character. 
 
 During this cruise, we were called to mourn the loss and per- 
 form the last duties towards a worthy and meritorious officer, 
 Lieutenant William Elliot. He was sick but a few days, and 
 left us for another and I hope, a better world, and with ap- 
 propriate ceremony we committed his body to the deep. 
 
 Perhaps the reader may never have witnessed a burial at 
 sea, and as I have alway looked upon it as solemn and im- 
 pressive. The ceremony differs somewhat between that of a 
 merchant ship, and a man-of-war. On board the former the 
 ceremony is quite simple, seldom having any formality, but 
 
184 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 in all cases the body is properly sewed up in canvas, and a 
 sufficient weight attached to sink it. When a death occurs 
 on board a man-of-war, the body is brought from the sick bay 
 and laid in some convenient place on the after-part of the 
 gun deck, and over which is placed the national flag. At 
 nine o'clock the boatswain and his mates pipe all hands to bury 
 the dead. A broad plank which is usually kept for the pur- 
 pose, is brought to the lee gangway ; one end resting on the 
 gunwale, the other raised upon a shot box. The body having 
 been previously sewed up in his hammock by the sail-maker, 
 and three or four shot sewed in at the feet, is brought up and 
 laid upon the plank, with the feet towards the water. The 
 burial service is now commenced by the Parson, who reads 
 the service at sea All heads are uncovered, and every officer 
 and man are at the burial, and the most solemn stillness pre- 
 vails, and when he comes to the part, " We commit his body 
 to the deep," the inner end of the plank is lifted sufficiently 
 high to let the body slide off, when the solemn plunge echoes 
 back, gone, to be seen no more until the sea is commanded 
 to yield up its dead. 
 
 While sailing over the Mediterranean one cannot but be im- 
 pressed with the fact that he is passing over buried nations, 
 millions on millions, whose bones now lie at the bottom prob- 
 ably in a state of complete preservation. Antediluvian bodies, 
 that at the receding of the waters were washed into the Medi- 
 terranean, Sidonians, Tyrians, Phcenecian, Roman fleets, be- 
 sides the myriads of modern nations that have perished here. 
 And who knows but it is owing to the decomposition of such 
 a vast amount of animal matter, that this sea exhibits that 
 luminous phosphorescent appearance at night. 
 
 After finishing our cruise on the Barbary Coast we returned 
 to Mahon. Winter had now commenced, and we were or- 
 dered to fit the ship for home, to be ready to sail early in the 
 Spring. We spent our Christmas in Mahon, which is always 
 an exciting time on board a man-of-war. According to the 
 old custom, a double allowance of grog was served out, and 
 also according to custom the day given to the men as a holy- 
 day. Man-of-wars men generally on these occasions save a 
 great portion of their grog until evening, when they calcu- 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 185 
 
 late to have a good time. About sundown however, Mr. whis- 
 key began to get rather noisy, and somewhat quarrelsome 
 withal. While we lay at Barcelona a few months before, 
 there came off to the ship a short, chunky, good looking fel- 
 low, representing himself as a shipwrecked sailor, who had 
 travelled all the way from Malaga to Barcelona, he wish- 
 ed to ship with us, and was accordingly shipped. He 
 had no clothes except what he stood in ; and upon his head 
 an old Scotch cap. He gave his name as John Williams. For 
 some time after he came on board, he appeared much reserved, 
 wishing to avoid everybody, and would sit for hours on a shot 
 box with his arms folded, as though involved in deep thought. 
 He was a firstrate sailor, and in a few weeks gradually be- 
 came more familiar ; still there appeared something very 
 mysterious about him. which gave room for much conjecture 
 among those who noticed him. On the Christmas day which 
 I have just alluded to, he appeared more cheerful than usual, 
 but kept perfectly sober, or rather, he showed no appearance 
 of having drank more than his allowance. Soon after the 
 hammocks were piped down, I noticed a fight just under the 
 top-gallant forecastle; I went forward, and found it was Wil- 
 liams, engaged with one of the forecastle men, who was much 
 heavier than himself, and the way he put the licks into this 
 big fellow was a caution to all boxers. The latter, though he 
 had drank enough to make him quarrelsome, yet, was by no 
 means drunk. Williams, by a well directed blow between 
 the eyes, would drop him as fast as he could get up, and 
 when he was down, the other would lift up both hands, saying, 
 u 1 am clear of you" meaning, I don't strike you while 
 down. And when he had given this man enough, declared 
 himself ready for another. At this stage of the proceedings 
 I went below to my room, which was right under the battle 
 ground. But had hardly got seated before I heard a shuf- 
 fling on deck, which I knew was another fight. I just step- 
 ped up, and sure enough, Williams was at it again with a fel- 
 low as large as the other, whom he also handsomely flogged. 
 The effect of the whiskey by this time was manifest 
 throughout the berth deck. Half-drunken songs, fighting, 
 yelling ; the master mate of the berth deck, singing out for 
 
186 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 the master-at-arms, to put some crazy fellows in irons ; but 
 this functionary was drunk too. "You, Tom Wilson, if you 
 don't make less noise there, I'll ram a grape-shot down your 
 throat." "Ship's corporal, put out those lights there immedi- 
 ately." " The ship's corporal is gone ashore, sir, in an iron 
 pot," 
 
 Right along-side of my room was an old fellow, that had a 
 favorite song which he sung only when about two-thirds 
 sprung. The chorus of which was : 
 
 " What can't be cu — red, 
 Must be enclu — red." 
 
 And I have often thought of, and had to apply this drunken 
 chorus many times during my pilgrimage. 
 
 At about eleven o'clock, I turned in, but had not been in 
 my bed half an hour when my messmate, the gunner, came 
 down. 
 
 " Well," said he, " Williams has flogged every man on the 
 forecastle, and he is not used up yet." 
 
 Next morning at daylight, when all hands were called, and 
 the hammocks piped up, there was a rich subject for a pain- 
 ter, more than half were too drunk the night before to hang 
 their hammocks up ; they had strewed themselves all about the 
 deck, vomiting, &c, where they lie, and many of them yet 
 too drunk to find their hammocks, and the master's mate flying 
 round among them with a rattan. The officer of the deck 
 repeatedly singing out. " Mr. Stevens, hurry up those ham- 
 mocks, sir." " Boatswain's mate, go down there, sir, and 
 start those fellows up." So the whole day after Christmas 
 was one of wild confusion. 
 
 The Winter passed off pleasantly, although one incident 
 occurred which came very near causing much distress, and 
 probably of fatal results among the inhabitants. The frigate 
 United States, was getting ready for painting, and the gun- 
 ner had been ordered to draw the shot from the guns, as it 
 was the commodore's intention to discharge them. But 
 through the neglect, or carelessness of the quarter gunner, 
 who had charge of the main deck divisions, a shot was left in 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 189 
 
 us, we had all these difficulties, besides many more to contend 
 with. When the bad weather commenced, many of these 
 miserable fellows shammed sick. And in a very short time 
 nearly half the berth deck was filled with those who were up- 
 on the doctor's list, and it was with much difficulty that able 
 men could be found sufficient for reefing the fore and main-top 
 sails at once. Had it not been for the extra energy and 
 watchfulness of the old Ontario's, both of officers and men, I 
 am not able to say what would have been our fate. After 
 having been out thirty days, our provisions began to give out 
 and we were put on a short allowance of water ; and still 
 nothing but hard gales. At length we reached the Western 
 edge of the gulf, having been for a few days favored with a 
 warm, south-east wind and much rain. Suddenly it shifted 
 round into the old corner again, and whistled away with ven- 
 geance. We soon got among the <b lame ducks." The first 
 we fell in with was a sloop forty days from Newbern, N. C, 
 bound to New York, and in a star vino; condition. It was in 
 the night, blowing very heavy, and very dark. She had been 
 thrown on her beam ends, but was now partially righted. — 
 The crew did not wish to be taken off, but only to be sup- 
 plied with provisions. This we succeeded in doing, although 
 it very much reduced our scanty supply. We next fell in 
 with a vessel bottom up, but saw nothing of the crew. And 
 on the thirty-fifth day we made Cape Henry, ran in and took 
 a pilot Soon after the pilot had come on board, it came up 
 quite thick, we kept along however all that day and the fol- 
 lowing night, under the sweet expectation of soon having 
 something to eat. But in this we were disappointed. Early 
 on the morning of the second day, the pilot seemed to be in 
 much perplexity, running from side to side, enquiring the 
 soundings, as we had kept the lead agoing on both sides. 
 All at once he says to the officer of the deck : 
 
 " We must tack ship, sir; w T e are out of the channel, and I 
 don't know which side of us it is. It has been so thick that 
 I have not been able to see anything, to tell me where I am." 
 
 So we tacked and went all the way back to Cape Henry, 
 and took a fresh departure, which kept us starving three days 
 longer. At last we arrived at Annapolis, and had scarcely 
 
186 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 the master-at-arms, to put some crazy fellows in irons ; but 
 this functionary was drunk too. "You, Tom Wilson, if you 
 don't make less noise there, I'll ram a grape-shot down your 
 throat." "Ship's corporal, put out those lights there immedi- 
 ately." " The ship's corporal is gone ashore, sir, in an iron 
 pot," 
 
 Right along-side of my room was an old fellow, that had a 
 favorite song which he sung only when about two-thirds 
 sprung. The chorus of which was : 
 
 " What can't be cu — red, 
 Must be endu — red." 
 
 And I have often thought of, and had to apply this drunken 
 chorus many times during my pilgrimage. 
 
 At about eleven o'clock, I turned in, but had not been in 
 my bed half an hour when my messmate, the gunner, came 
 down. 
 
 " Well," said he, " Williams has flogged every man on the 
 forecastle, and he is not used up yet." 
 
 Next morning at daylight, when all hands were called, and 
 the hammocks piped up, there was a rich subject for a pain- 
 ter, more than half were too drunk the night before to hang 
 their hammocks up ; they had strewed themselves all about the 
 deck, vomiting, &c, where they lie, and many of them yet 
 too drunk to find their hammocks, and the master's mate flying 
 round among them with a rattan. The officer of the deck 
 repeatedly singing out, " Mr. Stevens, hurry up those ham- 
 mocks, sir." " Boatswain's mate, go down there, sir, and 
 start those fellows up." So the whole day after Christmas 
 was one of wild confusion. 
 
 The Winter passed off pleasantly, although one incident 
 occurred which came very near causing much distress, and 
 probably of fatal results among the inhabitants. The frigate 
 United States, was getting ready for painting, and the gun- 
 ner had been ordered to draw the shot from the guns, as it 
 A\as the commodore's intention to discharge them. But 
 through the neglect, or carelessness of the quarter gunner, 
 who had charge of the main deck divisions, a shot was left in 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 189 
 
 us, we had all these difficulties, besides many more to contend 
 with. When the bad weather commenced, many of these 
 miserable fellows shammed sick. And in a very short time 
 nearly half the berth deck was filled with those who were up- 
 on the doctor's list, and it was with much difficulty that able 
 men could be found sufficient for reefing the fore and main-top 
 sails at once. Had it not been for the extra energy and 
 watchfulness of the old Ontario's, both of officers and men, I 
 am not able to say what would have been our fate. After 
 having been out thirty days, our provisions began to give out 
 and we were put on a short allowance of water ; and still 
 nothing but hard gales. At length we reached the Western 
 edge of the gulf, having been for a few days favored with a 
 warm, south-east wind and much rain. Suddenly it shifted 
 round into the old corner again, and whistled away with ven- 
 geance. We soon got among the '■ lame ducks." The first 
 we fell in with was a sloop forty days from Newbern, N. C, 
 bound to New York, and in a starving condition. It was in 
 the night, blowing very heavy, and very dark. She had been 
 thrown on her beam ends, but was now partially righted. — 
 The crew did not wish to be taken off, but only to be sup- 
 plied with provisions. This we succeeded in doing, although 
 it very much reduced our scanty supply. We next fell in 
 with a vessel bottom up, but saw nothing of the crew. And 
 on the thirty-fifth day we made Cape Henry, ran in and took 
 a pilot. Soon after the pilot had come on board, it came up 
 quite thick, we kept along however all that day and the fol- 
 lowing night, under the sweet expectation of soon having 
 something to eat. But in this we were disappointed. Early 
 on the morning of the second day, the pilot seemed to be in 
 much perplexity, running from side to side, enquiring the 
 soundings, as we had kept the lead agoing on both sides. 
 All at once he says to the officer of the deck : 
 
 "We must tack ship, sir ; w T e are out of the channel, and I 
 don't know which side of us it is. It has been so thick that 
 I have not been able to see anything, to tell me where I am." 
 
 So we tacked and went all the way back to Cape Henry, 
 and took a fresh departure, which kept us starving three days 
 longer. At last we arrived at Annapolis, and had scarcely 
 
190 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 let our anchor go, when the wind shifted into the N. W., and 
 blew a hurricane. So of course no boats could come off to 
 us at present. Towards night it lulled so that a boat load 
 of oysters came to our relief, which were quickly bought up 
 and devoured. 
 
 Early on the next morning, the fresh beef and vegetables 
 came off, which was immediately served out. Our fuel had 
 been used up some days before our arrival, and none had 
 yet been sent from the shore. But I was determined on 
 having a beef steak ; so I sawed up a boat oar, and sent my 
 boy to the galley to cook the steak. I went below to my 
 room, and began to sharpen up my teeth, and get my mouth 
 in good shape, for a breakfast, which I had not had for a 
 fortnight. Directly, the boy came down, and told me that 
 black Williams, the captain's cook, had driven him away 
 from the galley, it being jammed full of cooks. I sprung up, 
 and in an instant was among them, and caught up a piece 
 of the oar, about ten feet long, and "dropped the nigger." 
 He soon picked himself up again. I saw that the wool be- 
 gan to grow red, and I began to grow sorry. I told Sam to 
 cook his steak, which he did ; or rather warmed it through, 
 and I ate it like a cannibal. I now began to repent of my 
 rashness, went to the poor fellow, and told him that I was 
 sorry, that I was in a great passion, driven to it by hun- 
 ger. 
 
 " 0, never mind, sir ; 1 hiotued you dioVnt mean nothing, I 
 only got a little bumjj on my head." 
 
 And sure enough, there was a lump on one side of his co- 
 coanut, as big as my fist. So I made the matter up with him 
 in good shape, and in material form, and thought after all 
 that I was the worst nijnyer of the two. I met him in Bos- 
 ton, seven years after the affair, when we had a good laugh 
 over the beef steak, and the knock down. 
 
 From Annapolis, we came to Hampton-roads ; and from 
 thence to New York, where we arrived on the 27th of May, 
 1817. 
 
 Scarcely had our anchor ov>ne from the bow, before the 
 ship was surrounded by land sharks and bail women ; the 
 latter, however, were not permitted to come on board ; and 
 
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 only a few of the former. They obtained permission only 
 by urgently desiring to see some particular friend. As none 
 of the crew were allowed to go on shore, the landlords went 
 off, but soon returned with any quantity of good things, 
 such as pies, puddings, roast beef, chickens, and had also 
 contrived to smuggle on board an ample supply of good 
 stuff, to wash down the savory viands, notwithstanding, 
 they were strictly forbidden against bringing any intoxica- 
 ting liquor on board, the master at arms was placed in the 
 gangway, with orders to search everything, and everybody, 
 and "the Maine liquor leuw in full force," there were bot- 
 tles of brandy, gin, rum, and wine enough to supply a 
 regular bachanalian feast. Tailors and watch venders came 
 along-side ; and all, knowing that the boys had between 
 three and four hundred dollars a piece, coming to them ; were 
 very willing to trust them with any amount. Nothing 
 pleases this sort of sailors so much, as to show a willingness 
 to trust them ; and what was very remarkable, nearly every 
 one of those skulking lubbers, that had been in the sick bay 
 during all the bad weather, and were so sick that they could 
 not be turned over in their hammocks without a crowbar, 
 were the most lively and vociferous among the whole crew ; 
 and with the rest, were all blind drunk before morning. 
 Many of these fellows had bought nice long-tailed coats, 
 pantaloons, new hats, watches, and dandy boots ; and every- 
 thing, to constitute a fine go-a-shore-rig ; for which, as it 
 subsequently appeared, they were charged one hundred dol- 
 lars, and some of them put on their new rig, to see how they 
 would look. One fellow would try to haul a pair of dandy 
 pantaloons over a thick pair of blanket drawers, and a 
 great brawny leg, which would tear them, of course, and 
 then off they go, and he must have another pair, which, with 
 considerable trouble, and with the assistance of the tailor be 
 managed to get on ; then his legs looked like well stuffed 
 sausages. Another would try to get a narrow backed coat, 
 over a pair of broad shoulders, when, away goes the back, 
 and another twenty dollars out of the fool's pocket, and in 
 this way these land pirates contrived to rob this crew. 
 
 The next morning, these fellows who had tried on their 
 
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 toggery the night before, and who thought it was not worth 
 while to take it off again, as they would in all probability go 
 ashore next morning, exhibited a ludicrous appearance, 
 their fine clothes were covered with vomit and sand from ly- 
 ing on deck ; their new beavers jammed up into the shape of 
 a cocked hat, and many quite sick from their night's debauch, 
 and all over the birth deck, there were strewn the remains 
 of puddings, half-gnawed chicken bones, broken bottles, and 
 all kinds of filth. 
 
 The ship hanled into the wharf, in the afternoon, and all 
 whose times were out, were allowed to go where they chose. 
 As the money for paying off the ship had not been provided, 
 nearly all went ashore leaving only about a dozen, who had 
 a few weeks longer to serve ; and among those was an old 
 fellow named Tom Smith. A lieutenant ordered him to do 
 something, and Smith being a little corned, refused, saying, 
 11 my time is out." The lieutenant knocked him down, and 
 then kicked him on the head ; and at one kick, the toe of 
 his boot struck under his ear, tearing it from his head. I 
 saw this noble act, and know the gentleman that performed 
 it. Not a week after these fellows left the ship, 1 was pass- 
 ing the jail, which then stood near the park, and heard 
 some one call to me from the balcony. I looked up, and 
 there were three of our bows in limbo for debt, and each of 
 these were paid off, with nearly four hundred dollars. Such 
 was the manner in which man-of-war sailors were plundered 
 in those days, before saving banks, amd sailor's homes were 
 instituted. 
 
 I obtained leave of absence to visit my friends in Boston, 
 and had not been home more than two weeks, when I re- 
 ceived orders to join the ship again. On arriving at New 
 York, I ascertained that the Ontario was to be fitted for a 
 cruise to Columbia river ; and was to be commanded by 
 Capt. Biddle. Capt. Downes having been ordered to the 
 Independence, at Charlestown. 
 
 Not willing to go the cruise, I applied for orders to an- 
 other ship; and instead of which, was ordered to the navy 
 yard, at Charlestown, and there to report myself to Com- 
 modore Hull. 
 
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 Before I left the Ontario for Boston, one of our midship- 
 men had applied to the commader of the yard, for leave of 
 absence, to visit his friends who resided in Charleston, S. C. 
 The old gentleman gruffly answered : " No sir, your services 
 are required in the yard." 
 
 As the midshipman was passing down to his ship, venting 
 his disappointment audibly, in rather unmeasured terms, he 
 
 met Mr. P , first lieutenant of the yard, to whom lie 
 
 told his trouble. 
 
 " Ah ! '■ Said Mr. P , " you don't know how to ap- 
 proach the commodore, I'll teach you how to do it, and if you 
 follow my directions you will surely accomplish your purpose. 
 Just wait a day or two, say — day after tomorrow morning; 
 and then watch when he enters his office, and in a few 
 minutes go in, make a very low bow, — Good morning Com- 
 modore; how is your health this morning? you look charm- 
 ingly ; I have never seen you look better in my life ! does 
 your lady enjoy her usual health ? Then pop the question 
 about your leave." 
 
 Accordingly, P j, followed out the suggestion, and 
 
 on the morning appointed, watched the old gentleman as he 
 entered his office, and in a few minutes knocked at the door, 
 and was admitted. He made a very handsome bow, and in 
 the most polite manner, commenced : 
 
 Good morning, Commodore ; how is your health this morn- 
 ing, sir? I think I never saw you look so well in my life." 
 
 C. Exceedingly well ; thank you sir. 
 
 P. And your lady ? docs she enjoy her usual health? 
 
 0. " Excellent, excellent. I am obliged to you, sir." 
 
 P " Commodore, I should feel extremely grateful for a 
 few days leave to visit my friends." 
 
 C. Certainly, sir. How much time do you wish ? " 
 
 P. " About three weeks, sir. 
 
 C, "0 take six sir, with my best wishes. Will you dine 
 with me to-day, sir, at 3 o'clock ? " 
 
 P. Thank you, sir. I shall be happy to do myself the 
 honor." 
 
 So much for knowing how to approach a " great man." 
 M 
 
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 According to my orders, I reported myself to Commodore 
 Hull, for duty in the Navy Yard at Charlestown. Had 
 not been here long, before I was convinced that it was no 
 place for me ; everything was solitary and dismal. There 
 were no public stores except those on the right as you enter 
 the yard. No mechanic establishments, except a small black- 
 smith's shop, and a boat shed. It appeared to me more like 
 a graveyard, than a public naval depot. There were two 
 or three master mechanics who had got on the right side of 
 the commodore, and were feathering their nests out of Uncle 
 Sam pretty successfully. 
 
 There were many very singular transactions carried on 
 during my stay here, to which I shall not refer at pres- 
 ent. There were several officers attached to the yard, and 
 about in the same order as on board a ship-of-the-line, viz : 
 commodore, captain, senior and junior lieutenants, sailing 
 master, midshipmen, master's mates and warrant officers, 
 such as gunner, boatswain, carpenter and sail-maker. My 
 hanging-up place was on board the Java frigate. 
 
 Commodore Hull was an excellent seaman, and as all 
 the world knows, a brave naval officer ; yet he was evi- 
 dently lacking in one point, and that was, a proper respect 
 for his officers. The three years that I had then spent in 
 the navy, were sufficient to show me conclusively, that a 
 naval officer, no matter what his rank may be, must keep 
 within his sphere ; to go out of it, he degrades himself; and 
 in no condition of life is a strict observance of rank more 
 indispensably necessary than on board a man-of-war. Cour- 
 tesy and good breeding demand a return of politeness even 
 toward a slave ; remembering at the same time, that famil- 
 iarity begets contempt. 
 
 I noticed very soon after I had joined the yard, the boat- 
 swain and gunner with one of the master's mates, were often 
 busy about the commodore's house, and frequently about the 
 kitchen ; and at one time I saw the boatswain go over to 
 Boston with a wheelbarrow, and bring home the commodore's 
 marketing, which was derogatory to their rank. 
 
 I had received orders to take the carpenters who were at- 
 tached to the yard, and have all the boats repaired, and 
 
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 painted. I always appeared during the day in the uniform 
 appointed for a warrant officer, and several times when pass- 
 ing the commodore, noticed that he looked rather closely 
 at me, the meaning of which I well understood, from several 
 hints which I had received from the boatswain- There was 
 another officer attached to the yard, as a supernumerary — 
 the gunner of the Java, who was a tine fellow, and much of a 
 gentleman. The commodore had hinted to him several times 
 that he must go to work, without ordering him to do it, how- 
 ever. He knew his place, and positively refused to touch 
 his hand to anything ; but was ready and willing to super- 
 intend or direct any work in his department which the com- 
 modore might place him over. 
 
 I was told that I was not one of the old marts disciples, 
 and this I well knew before. So 1 was determined to leavo 
 the yard, at any rate. Not far from the Navy Yard there 
 was a fine looking ship fitting out for India. I went along- 
 side of her and was introduced to the captain, and asked 
 him if he had engaged his carpenter. He replied that he had 
 not, but was looking for one. I told him who and what I 
 was, and that if I could get a furlough in season, would like 
 to go the voyage with him. He seemed much pleased, and 
 wished me to go about the furlough as quick as possible, as 
 he would sail in four days. I knew that four days were not 
 sufficient to get an answer from the Secretary of the Navy ; 
 made the matter known to Mr. Macomber, first lieutenant 
 of the yard, who was a very austere man, but quite friendly 
 toward me ; always manifesting the greatest kindness. He 
 told me that Mr. Crowninshield was not at Washington, but 
 at his residence in Salem ; that it was very doubtful 
 whether he would attend to any official business, while ab- 
 sent from the seat of government. " But," he continued, 
 " notwithstanding I am sorry to have you leave the yard, you 
 have my permission to go to Salem, and see what you can do 
 with the Secretary." As there were no railroads then, a 
 journey to Salem and back used nearly a whole day. 
 
 I started off immediately, and found Mr. Crowninshield 
 at home. Told him my errand, and the reason I had called 
 upon him. After making some few enquiries, he gave me 
 
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 the furlough, at the same time wishing- me a pleasant voy- 
 age. On my return to Boston, I notified the captain of the 
 merchant ship, that I was all right, and would be on board 
 ready for duty on the next day. My next business was to 
 acquaint Commodore Hull about the furlough and the India 
 voyage, and when I first named it to him, he was quite as- 
 tonished at my not having first applied to him. Of course 
 I knew better than to have done that. He seemed to regret 
 my leavino the yard. I told him it was too inactive a life 
 for me, and preferred a voyage to India, rather than the. 
 navy yard. 
 
 Next morning I went on board my new ship, and reported 
 myself to the chief mate, ready to select the lumber and 
 other stores required in the carpenter's department for tli3 
 voyage. The captain directed me to go to the ship yard, 
 and get what I wanted. Accordingly, with these unlimited 
 orders, and not knowing what might happen, I selected 
 six large white oak plank three inches thick, also some 
 short pieces of various thicknesses, and six three inch deck 
 plank, and four very wide two inch pine plank, with some 
 pine and oak boards — besides some small pieces of oak stuff, 
 which I threw into the cart. I took four bundles of oakum 
 (200 pounds), a large pitch pot, a barrel of pitch, and one of 
 tar, and a large lot of bolts, assorted spikes, nails, augers, 
 and a good grindstone ; when all this stuff was drop- 
 ped along-side the ship, the mate swore that I was either 
 crazv, or else had an idea that I was fitting out a line-of-bat- 
 tie-ship. To take all that stuff on board was out of the 
 question — but after a great deal of talking, it was taken on 
 board and stowed away very snugly on each side of the long 
 boat ; and I must say, that when I saw what a pile it made 
 along-side, I began to think I had overstrained the matter. 
 But never mind, it is all on board now — it may come in plat- 
 an d it may not. 
 
 Our ship was bound to Bombay, and perhaps to Calcutta. 
 There were five Missionary passengers who were going to 
 Bombay, Mr. and Mrs. Nickols, Mr. and Mrs. Graves, and a 
 young lady, (Miss Philomela Thurston) who was to become 
 the wife of Bev. Mr. Newell, husband of the late, and cele- 
 
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 brated Harriet Newell. A large collection of stores and 
 comforts had been provided for the Missionaries by their 
 friends in Boston, and put on board the ship, and marked 
 Missionary stores. As the ship was to sail on Sunday morn- 
 ing, I went on board on Saturday evening, Oct. 3, 1817, and 
 on the morrow, as soon as the crew could be got on board, 
 we weighed anchor and started. For the first two or three 
 days, our passengers were quite sick ; the captain was very 
 attentive to them but especially to Miss Thurston. He hung 
 on to her with all the tenderness of a father. As soon as 
 we were well off the coast, the captain wished me to com- 
 mence calking the deck, as on account of so much bad 
 weather, while lying at Charlestown, it could not have been 
 done there. I soon discovered that the deck was rotten, and 
 as fast as I found a rotten plank, took it out, and replaced it 
 with a new one. Before I had reached the windlass, a 
 large portion of my deck plank were used up. I just gave 
 the mate a hint about his reluctance to take them on board. 
 The deck was now finished as far forward as the fore hatch- 
 way. From what indications I saw forward round the bows, 
 thought there might be some rot there, so I took an auger 
 and bored into several places, and sure enough, the whole 
 bow on both sides, was entirely rotten. I began now to set 
 my wits to work for some plan to repair the ship ; but be- 
 fore commencing, to be sure that we had all the materials 
 necessary for su'ch an undertaking, as both bows were to be 
 ripped down to below the deck and as far aft as the after- 
 part of the fore rigging — and on overhauling my stock in 
 trade, I found I had just about enough of everything, and if 
 we lacked anything it would be spikes. The captain was very 
 much alarmed about it, and at first was afraid he would have 
 to return and repair the ship. 
 
 I should before have related, that when three days out, 
 we took a strong south-east gale, attended with a heavy 
 sea. At 4 o'clock, P. M., I went into the cabin to secure 
 the dead-lights, and had hardly commenced lashing the 
 first one, when I heard an unusual rustling on deck, and 
 it immediately occurred to me that a man was overboard. 
 I jumped on deck in a moment, and saw it was what I 
 
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 supposed. Very near the companion-way, lay a large hood, 
 or cover for a skylight. 1 caught hold of it, and it being 
 very heavy, said to a man near by, " take hold here John," 
 which he did, and we threw it overboard. All this was 
 done in less than a minute. The captain then commenced 
 upon me a volley of curses, calling me by every dreadful 
 name he could think of, for throwing the hood overboard. 
 I heeded not his curses, but sprang into the stern-boat 
 with three other men^ She was immediately lowered away, 
 and when in the water, and tackles unhooked, we discovered 
 that the plug was out and could not be found. Neither 
 were there any thole-pins. Here we were in a boat with the 
 plug out, and no means of rowing, a gale of wind with a 
 heavy sea, and going to seek a drowning man. However, 
 it was no time to ponder over our hasty imprudence. The 
 boys put out their oars, holding on with one hand, and pul- 
 ling with the other. I put my thumb in the plug-hole until 
 I could tear off something to stop the water, which I suc- 
 ceeded in doing. We were pulling off in the direction of 
 the man, as he was seen from the mizzen-rigging, they point- 
 ing to us in that direction ; but we could make but little 
 headway in consequence of our want of thole-pins, much 
 water in the boat, drifting fast to leeward, and night near 
 at hand. Under these circumstances we concluded to make 
 our way back to the ship, and come within a trifle of stav- 
 ing the boat along-side. 1 jumped onboard, and in a few 
 minutes made some pins. Another crew jumped in the boat, 
 started off, and brought the man on board. He was sitting 
 in the hood very comfortably, but said he (after we had got 
 on board the ship) when the boat turned back, I thought I 
 was to be left, and opened my knife which 1 had slung around 
 my neck, and if I had seen the ship make sail, it was my de- 
 termination to have cut my throat, and thus end my misery 
 at once. 
 
 During all this time, the captain was raving about like a 
 madman, cursing everybody and everything. He behaved 
 in a most disgusting manner. This man, whom wo had just 
 rescued, and whose name was Smith, proved to bo a consuin- 
 
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 mate villain, which fact I shall have occasion to refer to at 
 another time. 
 
 As I was observing about our rotten ship, — it was true 
 that the ship was in no immediate danger by this discovery ; 
 although it might materially affect the voyage ; if it was 
 thought necessary to go back or even to wait long enough in 
 a foreign port for the required repairs. I saw at once that 
 much devolved on me, and must confess that, although I did 
 not like the captain, yet wished to show him that notwith- 
 standing his abuse, I had sufficient pride to let him see that 
 I was somebodv, and told him that if I could have the 
 two boys that I should select, and as we were now in the S. 
 E. trades, and in all probability should have good weather, 
 that with the oak plank, and other materials of which we 
 had plenty on board, I could repair the ship on the passage. 
 With this he seemed much pleased, and told me to take as 
 many men as I required, and Mr. Leach, or Mr. Lee (second 
 mate,) would assist in any way they could. I requested Mr. 
 Leach to get the larboard anchor aft out of my way, and the 
 first thing to be done by me was to fit up a steam box, as 
 the plank must all be bent. This I had no difficulty in do- 
 ing, as there were pine plank enough among my load of 
 lumber, that were just suitable. My pitch pot made an ex- 
 cellent steam kettle. The steam box was rigged across the 
 windlass, and well secured, all things belonging to the 
 steam department were fixed up in good shape. Next morn- 
 ing we turned to, took up the cathead, (beginning on the 
 larboard side,) witli the bow rail, and commenced ripping 
 down ; and sure enough, it was a bed of rot. My boys 
 wrought like good fellows ; we had no ten hour system, but 
 kept at it from daylight until dark. We had plenty of old 
 spars for timbers, and luckily plenty of tools, as I had taken 
 my own tool chest on board. Our greatest trouble was in 
 working on the outside stage, both on account of losing tools 
 overboard, and of holding on when the ship rolled. All these 
 apparent difficulties were overcome, and in eleven days the 
 larboard bow was repaired in a thorough manner, as far aft 
 as the fore part of the fore rigging, inside and out. We 
 then commenced upon the other bow, which required a few 
 
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 more days' work, as there was rather more rot than on the 
 other side. And when we had completed these repairs, there 
 was not oak plank enough left to make a cleet, nor spikes 
 enough to fasten it on. Oakum, pitch, and in fact, all that 
 was put on board was used up. I suffered much from thirst 
 as we were very foolishly on allowance of water, when we 
 had the between-deeks entirely empty, and could have ear- 
 ned an abundant supply. I have lain nearly all night on a 
 water cask with the bung out, and with a horn cup and a 
 string, vainly trying to satisfy my thirst ; thus depriving my- 
 self of sleep to satisfy a burning drought, as I was not allowed 
 any more water than the others, notwithstanding my work 
 was harder. I met my two boys in after years and at differ- 
 ent times ; they were both shipmasters, and enterprising men, 
 were very glad to see the old carpenter, and remembered 
 the advice he gave them when boys. 
 
 A very unpleasant affair commenced between the passen- 
 gers and the captain, shortly after we left Boston, which en- 
 tirely destroyed the harmony of the cabin during the passage 
 to Bombay. While the Missionaries were in Boston, previous 
 to their going on board the ship, their friends had procured 
 for their comfort many things, more particularly designed for 
 the ladies, such as sweetmeats, and preserves of various kinds, 
 tea of an extra quality, and many small articles which prob- 
 ably would not be included in the common bill of fare. 
 These were in addition to the articles which have been named 
 before. At the commencement of the voyage, the captain 
 suggested to them that as their stores were many of them of 
 a perishable nature, that they had better be used in common 
 and when they were used up, then he would commence on 
 his own. To "this they cheerfully consented of course, sup- 
 posing his judgment to be superior to their own. So their 
 chickens and ducks were killed, and their vegetables eaten, 
 and everything went on first rate. The unmarried young 
 lady (Miss Thurston,) was rather handsome, and very prepos- 
 sessing in her general deportment, and it was said that the 
 captain had, previous to our sailing, made some indecent al- 
 lusions to certain intentions during the voyage. We had not 
 been long at sea before it was apparent that all was not 
 
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 right in the cabin. One of the gentlemen with whom I was 
 on intimate terms, in conversation one evening, while leaning 
 over the weather rail amidships, intimated to me in a very- 
 low voice, that their situation was rendered extremely un- 
 happy through the counduct of the captain, but he hoped 
 that strength would be given them to endure it until they 
 reached their destination. I asked him what the trouble 
 was. He then told me that the captain had insulted Miss 
 Thurston, and confined her to her state-room, and that at 
 some better opportunity he would tell me more about it, as 
 the captain was now watching us, evidently suspecting tho 
 nature of our conversation. The captain had prohibited ser- 
 vice being held on deck upon the Sabbath. They seldom left 
 their rooms during the day, but would come up in the even- 
 ing, and take a seat on the lee side of the quarter-deck, 
 avoiding the captain as they would a rattlesnake. I bade 
 Mr. N o, good night. 
 
 After we had separated, " the old man " called me aft, 
 and says : 
 
 " What do you think of these fellows that we have on 
 board ? " 
 
 " What fellows, sir?" 
 
 "Why, these Missionary devils." 
 
 " Well, sir, from what I have seen of them, I think them 
 to be verv good people." 
 
 "You do, hey?" 
 
 "Yes sir." 
 
 " Well, they are a set of scoundrels, and that lit- 
 tle strumpet, ( Miss Thurston, ) I mean to turn her down 
 among the men." 
 
 I was thunderstruck. " Why, Capt. ■ , what do you 
 
 mean, sir?" 
 
 " I mean what I say." He then turned round and walked 
 aft. 
 
 The steward had previously told me that the captain had 
 forbidden him giving them anything but salt beef and bread ; 
 also, had ordered the molasses to be removed where they 
 could not get it. They generally took their meals by them- 
 selves ; sometimes the mate would dine with them, but very 
 
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 seldom, although they were on friendly terms. Notwith- 
 standing, he was accused hy the captain of going into Miss 
 Thurston's room during his watch at night. The captain 
 had his meals served at another hour. 
 
 I asked the steward how it was that they were obliged to 
 live on salt beef, when they were so amply supplied by their 
 friends previous to sailing. The steward's reply was, " that 
 at the commencement of the voyage, the captain suggested 
 that it would be better to have all as one common stock 
 while it lasted, and then he would supply the table from his 
 own ; so all the chickens were used up, while his remained 
 in the coop. And now they were not allowed anything but 
 what I have before stated. I had often noticed that after the 
 passengers had dined, the captain's dinner, consisting of 
 chicken and a nice pudding, would be sent to the cabin. 
 Both mates dined at the table d' hote with the passengers. 
 The orio-in of the trouble, I found out in the following 
 manner: 
 
 One very warm night, W. G d, the third mate, after 
 
 the watch had been called at eight o'clock, it being his 
 watch below, got into the stern boat under the tarpaulin to 
 sleep there, rather than go below, as it was very warm. 
 Shortly after he had ov>t into the boat, W. and Mrs. Graves, 
 the two eldest of the Missionaries, accompanied by Miss 
 Thurston, took their seat on the taffrail, very close to where 
 
 W. G d was. and where he could distinctly hear all they 
 
 said. Mrs. Graves commenced the conversation as follow* : 
 " Now Philomela, as we have a good opportunity to converse 
 by ourselves, I wish to open my heart to you. We have ob- 
 served, with much pain, the familiarities and liberties the 
 eaptain frequently takes with you. Now we do not accuse 
 you, my dear, of encouraging these improprieties, but we do 
 not think you are prompt enough in repelling them. Allow 
 me to repeat again, my dear sister, we do not attribute thes 
 liberties to any forwardness on your part, but we do attrib- 
 ute it to your want of experience; and as you are, if your 
 life is spared, soon to become the wife of an excellent min- 
 ister of Christ, the requirement that you should be circum- 
 
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 spect in your life and conversation, is incumbent on you 
 
 now." 
 
 Philomela had been weeping audibly for some moments. 
 She now ceased weeping, and began her defence, which was, 
 that after her recovery from sea-sickness, the captain would, 
 in a fatherly manner, take her arm and walk with her un- 
 til she was tired. She would then go below and rest herself. 
 The captain would usually follow and take his seat beside 
 her, and at times he had put his arm round her neck, which 
 she of course, immediately removed. " And yet," she con- 
 tinued, " I looked upon it as a parental freedom • not for a 
 moment did I suppose he had any improper intentions, but 
 the next time he shows any freedom towards me, I shall 
 most assuredly resent it." The conversation ended here, as 
 it was necessary to ge.t a pull of the spanker sheet, which 
 disturbed the conference. 
 
 And it now came out that the captain one afternoon, 
 when smoking below, while Miss Thurston was engaged 
 in sewing, advanced towards her, and blew the smoke in 
 her face. She reproached him for his Impudence, not 
 not only for this un gentlemanly act, but also, of former at- 
 tempts of freedom, quite unbecoming a captain of a passen- 
 ger ship, and also of a married man. This the captain con- 
 strued into insult, and ordered her into her state-room, and 
 not to come out without his permission. She had been shut 
 up for some time in this suffocating weather, and begged 
 that some means might be adopted by which she could get 
 fresh air. The captain asked me if an air port could 
 be cut through the ship-side without injury to the ship. I 
 answered yes ; and was ordered to do it. I hung; a stage 
 over the quarter, and cut a hole through. And as it was the 
 windward side, when the breeze found its way into the state 
 room, she put her head close to the port, and exclaimed, 
 " Oh, how refreshing." 
 
 I spoke a few words to her through the opening. The 
 captain, hearing the conversation, leaned over the rail above, 
 and says : 
 
 " Well, carpenter, how do vou and Miss Thurston make it 
 out?" 
 
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 " First rate, sir," said 1. 
 
 11 Well, let us have less talk there." 
 
 I looked up at him with an indignant scowl. " I shall 
 talk as much as I please, and you may help yourself the 
 best way you can." 
 
 He went off without replying a word, I kept about 
 my duty, and finished my job, and if ever there was a man 
 that I heartily despised, it was this one. My duty was faith- 
 fully discharged, and my deportment such as not to come 
 within the reach of censure. We drew near our destined port, 
 made the island of Ceylon on the first of February, and 
 Cape Comorin on the fifth. Our Sultan evidently began to 
 repent his villanous treatment to these defenceless people, 
 or else he hypocritically feigned it in order to escape that 
 punishment he so richly deserved. He liberated Miss Thurs- 
 ton, saying it was done in a fit of rashness, and he had mis- 
 construed her conduct. He also apologized to the others, 
 who, not wishing to injure him, freely forgave all that had 
 taken place. He was now as fawning as he was tvrannical 
 before, and nothing was good enough for these " ladies and 
 gentlemen." 
 
 We were ten days beating up the coast of Malabar, and 
 fell in with a ship from London, with a deck load of blood- 
 hounds. The crew had been on a short allowance of water 
 for thirty days, and in consequence of not having plenty of 
 water for the dogs, some of them would become frantic, run 
 about the deck, frothing at the mouth — the crew escaping 
 to the rigging until the dogs become quiet. 
 
 From Cape Comorin to Bombay, the coast, ( Malabar, ) 
 is lined with pretty villages ; and ships beating up, are gen- 
 erally close in with the land in the morning, standing off 
 with the land breeze during the day, and running in with 
 the sea breeze at night. The air from the shore is really re- 
 freshing after being four or five months at sea. The natives 
 are all ready to board the ships when near enough to the 
 shore, with a full supply of chickens, ego-s, cocoanuts, and all 
 sorts of tropical fruit, besides excellent fish. 
 
CHAP TEE IX. 
 
 Arrival at Bombay, — Intelligence reaches the Mission House, — Mr. New- 
 ell comes on board, — Artful design of the captain, — Imprudence of 
 Miss Thurston, — Disappointment of Mr. Newell, — He is made ac- 
 quainted with the proceedings of the voyage, — Excitement on shore, 
 — Indignation of Mr. Newell, — Captain is despised, — Miserable death, 
 — Subsequent visit to the Mission, — Bomb boat men visit the ship, — 
 Orders of the captain, — No notice taken of it, — Poisonous liquor, — Its 
 effects. — Visit of other crews, — Insulting language to the mates, — Mu- 
 tiny, — Feirful results, — Mutiny quelled, — Grossly insulted, — Indigna- 
 tion of the captain, — Villany of Smith, — Remarks on the subsequent 
 career of the crew, — Visit to the Elephanta, — Row between the bomb 
 boat men and captain, — Sail from Bombay, — Meet a pirate, — Men's ac- 
 counts made out, — They refuse to sign them, — Mate ordered to whip 
 them into the cabin, — Pompous third mate, — Difficulty on the passage 
 out. — Remarks on the dignity of an officer, — Quarrel with the third 
 mate, — Fight, — Interference of the captain, — Strikes the mate, — All 
 right again, — Arrive on the coast, — Take a vineyard pilot, — He gets 
 drunk, — Does not know where the ship is, — We take a Boston pilot, — ■ 
 Arrive safe, — Macedonian frigate ready for sea, — Our ship boarded by 
 the first lieutenant, — Interview, — Call on board the frigate, — Interview 
 with Capt. Downes, — Consent to go the cruise, — Our ship hauls in to 
 the wharf, — The mate flogs the captain, — Prepare for a three year's 
 cruise, — Lay in plenty of stores, — Found fault with, — Meet Com. Hull, 
 — Sail for N. W. C, — Appearance of a gale, — Gale, — I was thrown 
 down and injured, — Man knocked overboard, — Dreadful hurricane, — 
 Mainmast sprung, — Our ship laboring heavily, — We fish it, — Main 
 yard comes down, — Breaks off, — Injures no one, — Volunteers called 
 to go up and cut away the topmasts, — Foremast is sprung, — It 
 is fished, — Foreyard comes down, — Injures no one, — Mizzen mast goes 
 by the board, — Boats blown away, — Dreadful night, — Gale abates to- 
 wards morning, — Prepare for getting up jury masts, — Clear the wreck, 
 — Make sail, — Think the ship is hailed, — Lay to for a brig, — Obstinacy 
 of her captain, — Threaten to fire into her, — Arrive at Norfolk, — Anchor 
 off Gosport, and prepare for refitting, — Ready for sea in eleven days, — 
 Scientific corps leave us,-~Anecdote during the gales, — Double Cape 
 Horn, — Arrive at Valparaiso, — Lose a man overboard, — Warlike ap- 
 pearance of Chili, — Transports, — Chilian men of war, — Fatal duel. 
 
206 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 On the 17th of February we arrived at Bombay. The 
 intelligence of our arrival soon reached the Mission house. 
 Mr. Newell came on board and made arrangements for the 
 journey to the mission station, as soon as permission could 
 be obtained for landing, which would probably be on the fol- 
 lowing day, and as the distance was only a few miles, Mr. 
 Newell went home and was to return next day, with a car- 
 riage to carry them to their future residence. The permit 
 for landing came off at nine o'clock A. M. The captain went 
 on shore, and in an hour returned, saying to Miss Thurston 
 that as he had specie for the Mission house, he must go 
 immediately up, and engaged a horse and buggy, and 
 should be happy to have her accompany him, as in all prob- 
 ability the carriage which would be sent for them would be 
 crowded. To this proposal all seemed to acquiesce, so Philo- 
 mela, dressed in her go-ashore attire, stepped into the boat, 
 and no doubt the poor girl leaped for joy at the idea of once 
 more stepping foot on the land, and of being liberated from 
 what must have been to her a dreadful prison. Bat little 
 did she think that in complying with this apparently very 
 polite invitation, that she was adding to the weight of cal- 
 umny that would naturally reach the ears of Mr. Newell. 
 This wily and designing man, instead of driving directly 
 to the mission house, which could have been reached in less 
 than two hours, and thus giving Mr. Newell an opportunity 
 of a private interview with his intended bride, drove around 
 through the jungle, a solitary road through the woo'fs, mak- 
 ing a circuit of many miles, and taking up the greater part 
 of the day. In the mean time Mr. Newell had come to the 
 landing-place with a carriage, went on board the ship, and 
 to his surprise learned that Miss Thurston had been gone 
 two hours with the captain ; lie also expressed much surprise 
 at not meeting them on the road, and appeared much disap- 
 pointed. The sailors now began to make remarks very free- 
 ly, and of course the transactions of the voyage soon became 
 known on shore, and as a matter of course reached the ear of 
 Mr. Newell, from a quarter which gave him much uneasiness. 
 I afterwards learned that the whole matter was investigated, 
 and that Miss Thurston was fully exonerated from any im- 
 
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 propriety, or the smallest deviation from the character so 
 indispensably necessary for one shortly to become the wife of 
 a Missionary of so exalted a character as that of the Kev 
 Mr. Newell. 
 
 This affair created much excitement among the well-dis- 
 posed at Bombay, while at the same time it caused some 
 merriment among the low and vulgar. The captain was 
 generally despised by every one, and we believe was entirely 
 without associates. Mr. Newell was highly indignant at 
 the treatment of Miss Thurston ; but what could he°do ? A 
 law suit would involve him in much perplexity and expense, 
 so he gave it up, and let the fellow run. Had the passen- 
 gers been any other than non-resistant missionaries, he would 
 not have dared these cowardly insults. But he got his re- 
 ward, for on his next voyage he died of a loathsome disease, 
 unattended, unlamented and unmourned. 
 
 Mr. Lee (second mate,) and myself went up to the Mission 
 house, and were well received by our friends, and passed a 
 very agreeable afternoon together. Miss Thurston was to be 
 married in a few days, and everything appeared pleasant. 
 
 On the second night after our arrival, we came very near 
 having a fearful tragedy enacted upon our deck. Before we 
 had come to an anchor, the ship was surrounded with boats, 
 filled with numerous characters offering their services in any 
 capacity, and among them several bomb boats, each man 
 having a bundle of certificates from the last ship, testifying 
 to his honesty and fidelity, and at the same time the £rreates"t 
 scoundrel on earth. The fellow that gets on board firs? claims 
 the ship. The successful candidate for our custom was Fran- 
 jee-Nabob, a Parsee, "with all ting to sell to the seamen." 
 The captain called him aft, and in the most peremptory man- 
 ner forbade him selling the men any intoxicating liquors, or 
 of trusting them one pice, (a cent,) as he should not advance 
 them a farthing. Old Franjee understood the matter, hav- 
 ing had such interdictions before; he made his salaam, and 
 very meekly responded : 
 
 " No, sir!" 
 
 As soon as the captain had gone over the side into his boat 
 the old Parsee bomb boat man went forward among the men, 
 
208 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 and told them what orders he had received. " But," said he, 
 "no much matter for dat. I trust you just hoiv much you want. 
 'Spose you want 'rack, (rum.) I give you much you want 
 I got plenty in my boat now. I bring 'em up. ,} 
 
 This was good news for Jack. They soon had a fine treat 
 out of all the good things that the shore afforded, availing 
 themselves of this unlimited hill of credit. There were then 
 lying in the harbor with us, three American vessels, two ships 
 and a brig. The crews of these vessels, or rather the num- 
 ber that could he spared, came on board our ship, on what 
 was no doubt intended as a friendly visit, and it would have 
 been such, and ended well, if it had not been for that ac- 
 cursed crazy liquor called arack, made from the cocoa-nut, 
 more maddening in its influence than any other intoxicating 
 drink on earth. Our crew had been apprised of the intend- 
 ed visit, and had provided large quantities of grog for the 
 occasion. 
 
 At about 9 o'clock P. M., they had become very noisy. 
 Here were our own crew, eighteen, and twenty-four of the 
 others, making in all forty-two, trying to sing, and bellow- 
 ing out in a most frightful manner. Mr. Leach went for- 
 ward and sung out to them below that it was time for them 
 to go on board their ships. He was answered by a most in- 
 solent and indecent reply from one of our own crew. Mr. 
 L. was a kind hearted and gentlemanly officer, and such an 
 answer from one of our own men, who had always received 
 good treatment and kind words from him, deserved severe 
 punishment. Mr. L. came aft ; there were the three mates, 
 boatswain and myself, on the quarter-deck. Mr. Lee, the 
 second mate, was a tall, raw-boned fellow, and very power- 
 ful. He wished Mr. Leach to let him go forward and order 
 them to go on board their ships. Mr. L. thought he would 
 wait a little longer, when probably they would go of their 
 own accord. I had been hard at work during the day, and 
 went below to my hammock, which was in the steerage, and 
 hardly fallen asleep, when a voice from the deck called out: 
 
 11 Jump up, carpenter, and knock the arm chest open." 
 
 I sprung out and ran upon deck, which I had scarcely 
 reached before a handspike came, end over end, whizzing by 
 
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 me. There was a man standing on the arm chest, swearino* 
 by horrid oaths, " the arm chest should not be opened." Mr. 
 Lee caught up a capstan bar, and with one blow dropped the 
 fellow from off the chest, and then broke it open. Durina- 
 this time, the mob were rushing aft, throwing all sorts of 
 missiles, crying out : 
 
 " Drive the rascals overboard !" meaning myself 
 
 and the three mates. I dodged for a moment into the gal- 
 ley until I could get the hang of the mutiny. 
 
 By this time the two mates had got a loaded blunderbuss 
 each, and held them cocked, swearing if they came any far- 
 ther aft, they would fire. 
 
 "Fire, and be ," said Smith, (the felloiv we saved 
 
 from drowning at the commencement of the voyage.) 
 
 They now closed upon us, and we sung out, " Mutiny I " 
 
 There was a French ship lying near us, who had heard 
 the row, and were preparing to come to our assistance. We 
 saw the lanterns running fore and aft, and their men getting 
 into their boats. We were now clear aft on the spar across 
 the boat's davits, ready for a jump overboard. 
 
 Just as the mates were about pulling the triggers, which 
 would have sent death among them, each blunderbuss hav- 
 ing fifteen musket balls, the Frenchmen sung out they 
 were coming. The mutineers then began to move forward, 
 hauled up their boats, and went over the side, uttering the 
 most blasphemous imprecations upon us all; and when in 
 their boats, they gave three cheers, singing out, " This is the 
 first time the Yankee flag has been disgraced by calling a 
 Frenchman to abuse American seamen. 
 
 Our crew in a most mutinous manner answered their cheers, 
 and they went off. Thus ended this serious affair, and if 
 the Frenchmen had not started just as they did, the blun- 
 derbusses would certainly have been fired, and who can tell 
 the result? We thanked our French neighbors for coming 
 so well prepared to our assistance. 
 
 When the captain came on board next morning, and heard 
 the story, he fairly abused the mates for not firing into them, 
 and ordered the crew to prepare forgoing before the author- 
 
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 ities on shore, where lie insisted they should go and be tried 
 for mutiny. 
 
 On going ashore, he was told by his merchants that the 
 proceeding would subject him to much expense and delay, 
 and if the crew were convicted of mutiny, there would be a 
 long tail to it, and it would be impossible to get another 
 crew ; so he relinquished the procedure until our arrival in 
 the United States. They went abjut their duty, but were 
 rather sulky, every one feeling a deep conviction that he had 
 done wrong; and that villain, Smith, was the ringleader of 
 the whole concern. And not withstanding the mutinous con- 
 duct of these men, they were probably as intelligent a set 
 as were ever together as a crew. Ten out of the eighteen 
 became ship-masters, and I remember conversing with one, 
 and as he is now dead, will call him by name, John Schol- 
 field, one of the leading mutineers of the u'vAit at Bombay, and 
 also a quarrelsome man, and very impudent to his officers* 
 
 This man commanded the ship Arab, of Boston, about rive 
 years after our return from that voyage. One day I spoke 
 to him about the affair on board the Saco, and as I was re- 
 pairing the Arab, we had frequent opportunities of talking 
 over old matters. And I ought to observe, however, that at 
 the time he commanded the Arab, he was of course another 
 man, quite gentlemanly, and seemed much ashamed of his 
 conduct on board the Saco, and was unwilling to talk about 
 it, attributing it solely to the effect of rum. Another, John 
 Ward, a Boston boy. He afterwards commanded the ship 
 London Packet, of Boston, and was finally killed by the pi- 
 rates. Another commanded the fine ship Horatio, of New- 
 York, thus showing that bad men may become respectable 
 and good men by forsaking intoxicating drinks and evil com- 
 pany. But to return to our voyage. 
 
 One Sunday, Mr. Lee, second mate, Mr. Goddard, third 
 mate, myself and John Peverallv, hired a native boat and 
 went over to the famous island of " Elephanta, called by 
 the Hindoos, Gharipoon. It is about 5 miles from Bombay. 
 It contains one of the most celebrated temples of the Hin- 
 doos. The figure of an elephant of the natural size, but 
 coarsely in stone, appeals on the landing place, near the, foot 
 
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 of a mountain. An easy slope then leads to a subterranean 
 temple hewn out of the solid rock, eighty feet long, and 
 forty feet broad ; the roof supported by pillars, of which 
 there are several rows ten feet high. At the farther end 
 are gig-antic fig-ares of the three Hindoo deities, Brahma, 
 Vishna, and Seva, which were mutilated by the zeal of the 
 Portuguese, when this island was in their possession. 
 
 Elephanta was ceded to the English by the Mahrattas." 
 John Peverally was a good player on the clarionet, and had 
 an excellent one which he took with him, and the effect of 
 these sweet notes, reverberating through these caverns, was 
 delightful There was a large pool of exceedingly cold 
 water, and of sweet taste. I got into the boat from the 
 ship without my shoes, for which act of carelessness I was well 
 paid, by having to walk barefooted nearly two miles through 
 briars and thorns ; but notwithstanding this, we had a fine 
 time. 
 
 About the middle of May, 1818, we were ready for sea. 
 Our crew had, in consequence of old Franjee's willingness to 
 give them credit, run up tremendous bills ; some had bought 
 boxes of tea ; others had purchased beautiful India shawls, 
 and Canton crapes, and had lived on the luxuries of the 
 shore, besides a plenty of wild fire. I believe that they had 
 an impression that the bomb boat man could not recover any- 
 thing from them, in consequence of his being forbidden by 
 the captain to trust them. But in this they were much mis- 
 taken. On the day previous to sailing, the old Parsee made 
 out a general bill of all the items furnished to each man, 
 and taking* his brother with him as a witness in case of an 
 assault, went to the captain's house, and presented his bill, 
 somewhat over a thousand rupees. The captain, on reading 
 the amount of the bill, caught up a chair and was going to 
 strike the fellow over the head ; but he lifted his hand in 
 defence, saving; : 
 
 " No, captain I spose you strike- me, your ship no go" 
 
 mi Begone, you scoundrel ! How dare you bring that 
 
 bill to me? Bid I not forbid you trusting my men?" 
 
 " Me merchant. Me sell anyting to anybody dat buy. You 
 no pay me, your ship no go." 
 
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 This the captain soon found out, that he could not clear 
 his ship with any debts due to natives, unpaid. There was 
 no alternative now but to pay the bill, for which he was 
 obliged to draw on his merchant. When he came on board, 
 he seemed ready to burst with rage, but said nothing to the 
 men until after we had sailed. 
 
 On coming down the Coast of Malabar, one day, while at 
 dinner, a suspicious looking craft came off from the shore ; 
 she was about two hundred tons, lateen rigged, and full of 
 men ; they were rowing with all their might, and we could 
 see with the spy-glass that they were all armed, and nearly 
 naked. They seemed bound to catch us, but what they 
 wanted we could not tell. So we cleared away two of our 
 six pounders, and gave them a few iron pills, which soon 
 made them alter their minds, and they went, with the Scotch- 
 man, " bock again." 
 
 After we were clear of the land, the first thing to be 
 done was to fix up the Bombay matter. Each man's account 
 was made out, and fifty per cent charged against him for 
 the money, and they were called to sign their accounts, which 
 they refused to do. The clerk reported to the captain how 
 the matter stood ; this raised him again to boiling heat ; he 
 ordered the mates to take a rope's end, and begin at the 
 first, and flos; him into the cabin. John Ward was the sea 
 lawyer; he recommended resistance, but the rope seemed to 
 alter his mind. The mates were glad of an opportunity to 
 put the licks into these fellows, especially when the responsi- 
 bility devolved upon the captain. Ward went down and 
 signed his account, and the rest followed ; so that their India 
 purchases did not turn out so cheap, after all. 
 
 Our third mate G d, was a very pompous, disagreeable 
 
 follow. His connexions were rich. He was a Boston boy, 
 and had been several voyages to Europe. We messed to- 
 gether, but were never on very good terms. He had been 
 well educated, and thus supposed himself superior to all 
 around him. On Ihe outward passage, he began to domineer 
 over me, supposing of course that as he was third mate of 
 an Indiaman, his rank was superior to that of carpenter, al- 
 though he, the boatswain and myself, lived together in the 
 
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 steerage. I had taken my own tools on board the ship, and 
 would not allow any one to use them as they were kept in 
 good order, and always ready for use. The ship had a tool- 
 chest under the stern of the long-boat on deck. My work- 
 bench was between decks, near the fore-hatch. G d came 
 
 down one day, and says : — 
 
 " Carpenter, I want a chisel to take up a mast-coat" 
 
 " Well, you'll find one in the tool-chest on deck." 
 
 He took up one of my sharp chisels, saying : 
 
 " Til take this." 
 
 11 No you don't take that chisel to rip up a mast-coat. 
 Just lay it down." 
 
 He gave me a savage look, saying : 
 
 " Who are you talking to?" 
 
 " I am talking to you." and at the same moment I caught 
 up an axe, and told him "to lay the chisel down instantly, or 
 I would split him down." 
 
 Mr. Leach hearing the quarrel, came down to know what 
 the trouble was. I told him. 
 
 He then turned to G d, saying: 
 
 " You have nothing to do with the carpenter or his tools, 
 there is the ship's tool-chest on deck." 
 
 G d went off, rather " down in the mouth," evidently 
 
 mortified. 
 
 I have mentioned this, apparently trifling circumstance, to 
 show the necessity of maintaining our position, whatever it 
 may be. It is a natural propensity in men, and more par- 
 ticularly in sea-faring men, to assume authority that does not 
 belong to them, and also to abuse the little brief authority, 
 with which their position invests them. I am aware, that on 
 board a merchant-ship, a carpenter is hardly a remove above 
 a sailor, and is often at the beck and call of a green mate, 
 that hardly knows the stem from the stern ; but in most cases, 
 it is his own fault. If he is an intemperate man, he can- 
 not look for respect. If, on the other hand, he undervalues 
 his profession at- first, by mingling with the crew, and by 
 showing an obsequiousness to the officers, which a proper 
 and becoming respect for them does not call for, he cannot 
 look for anvthino- more than common seaman's treatment. 
 
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 I suppose that my coming so suddenly from a man-of-war to 
 a merchant-man, caused me to feel the contrast more sensi- 
 bly ; for while in the navy, I had always received from my 
 superiors the highest respect due me, and when I went on 
 board the Saco, was determined to conduct myself in such 
 a manner as to command respect. I drank no ardent spir- 
 its, used no tobacco, nor profane language. On the passage 
 
 home, G d would frequently boast of his pedigree, and 
 
 of his brilliant prospects. This would generally take place 
 at dinner. While in Bombay, I built a house on the quarter- 
 deck in which the third mate, myself, boatswain and sail- 
 maker lived. Our table was directly over the cabin skylight. 
 One day while at dinner, G d commenced his usual bom- 
 bastic nonsense, at which I made a remark that he did not 
 at all relish. He sat opposite me, and we were dining on bean- 
 soup — he called me by a name too disgusting to mention 
 here, so I took my plate of bean-soup and threw it in his face. 
 We both rose and went at it in good fashion, and although 
 he was all of thirty pounds heavier than myself, 1 knocked 
 him down behind the door, and took him again as he arose, 
 and was " pegging it into him/' when the captain, who was 
 below, hearing the difficulty overhead, came up, and seeing 
 
 the fight, drew off and hit G d a blow in the eye, say- 
 
 ino* at the same moment, " vou scoundrel, you have 
 
 been quarrelling all the voyage — that is a peaceable man, 
 
 and quarrels with no one," alluding to myself. G d did 
 
 not feel satisfied at the termination of the fight, and wanted 
 to have it finished in fair play. " Very well," says I, " my 
 good fellow come on," but the mate (Mr. L.) interfered, and 
 here the matter ended. We made up the difficulty, and 
 were good friends the remainder of the voyage. 
 
 On the 4th of September, we took a Boston pilot, having 
 been for the three previous days enveloped in fog. We saw 
 a Vineyard fishing boat early one morning very near in. 
 The captain hailed him and inquired how Cape Cod bore. 
 " I)o you want a pilot ?" " No, please tell me Jtoie Cape 
 Cod bears." " If you want a pilot, we will give you on ." 
 Finding the fellow was determined to make .something out 
 of our necessity, the captain asked him how much he would 
 
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 take the ship to Boston for. " A hundred dollars" was the 
 answer. " 1 will give you seventy-five. " " Very well,' 7 says 
 the pilot, " we '11 come along-side." The boat came and threw 
 on board some fine codfish, and the fellow jumped on deck, 
 and in a pompous manner stepped upon the round-house and 
 cast a sort of knowing eye aloft, saying, <k give her the mus- 
 lin — let her wear it." We loosed the top-gallant sails, 
 and royals, and hauled on board the main tack. He gave 
 the course, and then asked the steward for a glass of brandy. 
 The decanter was brought to him, from which he helped him- 
 self very freely, and was soon stowed away behind the 
 wheel-house drunk. He came to himself again towards 
 night, urging as an excuse for getting drunk, that he 
 had been suffering from a severe pain in his bowels, and a 
 very little overcame him. The captain forbid the steward's 
 giving him any more grog. He was on deck all night con- 
 tinually altering the course from three to four points, and 
 in the morning freely owned that he did not know where we 
 were, although we knew ourselves by the soundino-s to be 
 near Boston Bay. At 3 P. M. saw the pilot-boat ahead, and 
 the old veteran Wilson came on board. Now we were all 
 right. Our quondam Vineyard pilot now T skulked behind the 
 round-house, and did not show himself until the ship had an- 
 chored. Whether he was paid or not I don't know. 
 
 The pilot told me that the Macedonian frigate was lying 
 in the harbor, fitted for a cruise to the North-West Coast of 
 America. She was commanded by Captain Downes, my for- 
 mer captain, was nearly ready for sea, and w T ould sail in a 
 few days. As we were passing her, running slow, and being 
 very near, I heard the boatswain's mate call away the sec- 
 ond cutter, and saw my old friend Lieut. Maury, (our first 
 officer on board the sloop-of-war Ontario) get into the boat. 
 I knew in a moment what all this meant. It was known 
 that we were expected every hour, and my furlough being 
 out, this was to be my next ship. The boat came along-side, 
 and Mr. Maury was received at the gangway by Mr. Leach . 
 Mr. M. asked for me, and when he had shaken hands, said 
 he had come on board at the request of captain Downes, who 
 wished me to get ready as soon as possible and join the ship. 
 
216 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 He also invited me to call on board and see him before I 
 went on shore, which I did ; had a very pleasant interview, 
 and then went on shore to my friends. 
 
 Next morning our ship hauled into the wharf at Charles- 
 town. I went on board for my luggage. G d came 
 
 down shortly after, rigged as a nabob. The captain had just 
 
 gone into the cabin, when G d went aft. Looking down 
 
 and seeing no one there but the captain, he stepped on to the 
 cabin-stairs, shut the doors and went below, took off his coat 
 and turned to upon the old fellow and gave him a sound 
 beating. There said he, " You struck me on the passage home, 
 when I could not help myself, and now I have paid you off." 
 He put on his coat and went on shore. 
 
 My next business was to prepare for a three-year's cruise. 
 Captain Downes wished me to come on board as early as pos- 
 sible to see about the stores belonging to the carpenter's de- 
 partment, as that had not yet been attended to. In two 
 days I reported myself ready for duty, and was ordered by 
 the first lieutenant to go with the launch to the Navy Yard, 
 and select some oak and pine lumber for the cruise, and as 
 we were shoving off, he says, " Select only what you think 
 will he necessary until we arrive on the coast; then we can 
 get plenty. I do not wish to have the ship too much lum- 
 bered up." " Aye, Aye, sir, said I," and went off. On ar- 
 riving at the Navy Yard, I met Commodore Hull who ap- 
 peared glad to see me, and gave orders to the store-keeper 
 to deliver what I wanted. My first selection was twelve 
 white-oak mast-fishes suitable for fishing a frigate's mast, 
 four gun-carriage pieces, six inches thick, seven feet long, 
 and eighteen wide ; also a number of pine plank, and some 
 short pieces of oak of various thicknesses. When 1 got 
 along-side, a.s I had previously expected, got a blowing up, 
 for brinffinff olf so much --useless lumber, The second lieu- 
 tenant, (now one of the oldest and most respectable post-cap- 
 tains in the Navy), refused to take it on board, without first, 
 consulting Mr. .Maury. It was finally hoisted on board, and 
 snugly stowed on the booms. I fitted up my store-room with 
 
 * The same term used l>v the officers of the Fireflv. 
 
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 every necessary article for a three years' cruise, and on the 
 20th of Sept. 1818, we sailed from Boston with a tine west- 
 erly breeze. Our frigate was rather deep in the water, hut 
 looked beautifully, as she glided " majestically slow before 
 the breeze." 
 
 We had a fine run oft* the coast, and across the Gulf. On 
 the morning of the 26th, it looked very much like a blow. 
 Thick, black clouds were rolling up all around. Mr. Maury 
 gave me orders to examine every thing aloft, and report to 
 him. I visited each masthead, and found all things right. 
 Very soon all hands were called to send down top-gallant- 
 yards, which had hardly been done, when they were again 
 called to shorten sail. The mainsail was hauled up, and 
 top-sails close-reefed ; then top-gallant masts housed. The 
 gale had, been increasing, and now it blew a hurricane. Eve- 
 ry square sail was furled, and the fore and main storm stay- 
 sails were set. Scarcely had the fore storm stay-sail haliards 
 been belayed, when the sail blew away like a kite. The sea 
 ran fearfully high, and although only 4 o'clock, P. M., it was 
 so dark we could hardy discern the ship's length ahead. 
 Still the hurricane raged with unabated fury ; the hammocks 
 were piped down, and a young man, (William Wilkins) while 
 getting his hammock, was knocked overboard. The hatches 
 on both decks were secured, and tarpaulins put over them. 
 The ship was rolling and laboring very much, although she 
 did not make much water. At 6 P. M, I went forward to 
 my store-room hatch, and ordered the yeoman to pass up all 
 the axes, thinking that possibly we might want them before 
 morning. I had hardly given the order, when a heavy sea 
 struck us, and threw the ship nearly over on her beam-ends. 
 I was pitched headlong to leeward, and struck against a 
 bolt in the side of the ship, which nearly deprived me of my 
 breath. I lay there in the water until taken up and carried 
 to my state-room. The doctor came and ascertained that no 
 bones were broken, he bathed my head and back. I then 
 lay down, as 1 felt faint, but had not been on my bed an 
 hour, when I heard the grating of the after-hatch lifted, and 
 a voice, which I knew to be the captain, giving directions to 
 a midshipman, saying : " tell him if he "is able to stand, I 
 
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 wish to see him on deck." I knew this meant me. and that 
 something had happened. I sprang up, and when the mid- 
 shipman had reached the door, was ready to go on deck ; 
 he delivered his message and appeared much frightened, 
 saying, the mainmast was sprung. My pain had left me 
 and I felt quite able for duty. As I stepped upon deck, I 
 saw a collection of officers holding on around the mainmast. 
 The ship was rolling so violently, that it was impossible to 
 stand without holding on. I went directly to the captain, 
 who was very near, who said to me, " Our mainmast is 
 sprung, sir! and if you are able I wish you to examine it." 
 The howling of the wind was such as to make it almost im- 
 possible to understand a word or an order. I saw the trouble r.fc 
 once, and could see that the mast was dangerously sprung, 
 gaping open in seven places, two-thirds the way up. As I 
 had been through the operation before, understood something 
 about it. I had all my carpenter's crew called, knocked up 
 the wedges on the gun-deck, so that the mast might have 
 room to play, set the boatswain's mates to clearing away 
 the mast-fishes, and, rousing them out, suggested to the 
 captain the necessity of .cutting away the maintop-mast rig- 
 ging, that the top-mast and top-sail yard might go over the 
 side in order to save the mainmast. 
 
 Volunteers were now r called that would go up on the tot- 
 tering; mast, and cut the weather laniards. Midshipman R. 
 S. Pickney, with two others, undertook the hazardous duty ; 
 for had the mainmast gone over the side while they were 
 aloft, there would have been an end of them. They succeed- 
 ed in reaching a suitable position, with hatchets strung at 
 their backs, and chopped off the rigging. They came safe- 
 ly down, and after a few lurches, all above the main cap 
 went over the side. But before the top-mast went over, it 
 was almost certain that the mainmast would go, as it was 
 broken off in several places. At one time the captain or- 
 dered me to cut away the mast. I made a few blows, when, by 
 the falling of the top-mast, the lower mast was much relieved. 
 Some were now busily employed in clearing away the fallen 
 spars, and others in assisting me in getting the fishes in th<ir 
 place. The incessant rolling of the ship made this a difficult 
 
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 job; they were however securely spiked and plenty of o-ood 
 lashings packed round them, after which, we considered the 
 mast secure. While we were engaged about this job, the slings 
 of the mainyard broke, and it came down among us, and 
 although there were twenty men at work on the mast under 
 it, not one was injured. The yard broke off in the middle, 
 and while hauling it out of the way, we heard the report 
 that the foremast was sprung. This was apalling news, es- 
 pecially just at this time. Capt. Downes wished me to go 
 forward and examine it, which I did, and sure enough, it 
 was broken off just above the deck, and in several places 
 higher up. I left the mainmast now in the hands of the 
 sailors, who were securing the lashings, and took my crew 
 forward, cleared away the wedges, and with much difficul- 
 ty, we succeeded in getting the fishes in their places, and 
 spiking the ends, as we had done with the mainmast. The 
 top-mast and top-sail yard had already gone over, togeth- 
 er with the jib-boom. The lashings were passed and secured 
 in a workman-like manner. We got up two large tacklea 
 on each side, to assist in supporting the mast, as the fore- 
 rigging was somewhat slack. This was done while we were 
 securing the fishes, and we now considered the mast safe. 
 And strange as it may appear, the foreyard came down 
 in about the same manner as did the main, and without any 
 damage to those at work under it. 
 
 The gale had not abated, but came on in sudden and 
 fearful gusts that lasted from fifteen to twenty minutes, and 
 during these squalls it seemed as if the heavens and earth 
 were coining together. Our quarter boats were blown away 
 as though they had been made of paper, and as though the 
 tempest had marked us for a plaything, and before we had 
 got through with securing the mainmast, crash went the 
 mizzenmast over the side. It broke short off about four feet 
 above deck. All hands were called to clear the wreck. A 
 piece of the mast had got under the stern, and was thump- 
 ing against the bottom, and would have soon made a hole 
 in the ship if not speedily removed. All the axes, hatchets, 
 and every sort of an instrument having an edge, were em- 
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 the weather quarter, and with an adze cut away whatever 
 belonged to the mizzen-mast ; and although busily employed, 
 holding on with one hand, and cutting away with the other, 
 I could not help pausing occasionally, when the full moon 
 would shine forth at short intervals between the rapid scuds, 
 and there, all around upon the white crest of the mountain 
 waves, were the dark fragments of our shattered spars and 
 broken boats. And then the black heavy clouds would shut. 
 ,out the light again, as if it was a favor too great for us. At 
 length the morning dawned. It was the Sabbath. The 
 Almighty had said " Peace, be still !" The raging billows, 
 obedient to the Divine command, had drooped their proud 
 heads, and now all was still. Here we lay like a rolling log 
 upon the ocean, and all around the decks were groups of ex- 
 hausted seamen, catching a few moments sleep. Here we 
 see Nature acting in direct contrast. Only a few hours be- 
 fore, the elements seemed as if soon to melt with fervent heat, 
 and the heavens to be rolled togetJwr as a scroll Now all is 
 hushed ; a lighted taper may be carried fore and aft without 
 being extinguished. The glorious sun emerges from the 
 —o+ov shooting his rays over the glassy ocean, as though 
 had happened. There is poor Jack perhaps, at this 
 , in happy converse with some loved one on shore, but 
 im must soon be disturbed, and changed into the 
 
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 ) had taken no food for twentv-four hours, there was 
 
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 after consulting with the first lieutenant, went to 
 
 ; .th my crew. My first job was to get up a jury 
 
 nast. This we did by cutting off the stump of the 
 
 aast close to the deck, then cut a mortice in it, 
 
 took — longest part of the broken main-yard, cut a tenon 
 
 in the end, and shipped it into the stump of the mizzen-mast. 
 
 Mr. Percival, (now Capt. Percival,) had the management of 
 
 the rigging department. We also got up a top-gallant mast 
 
 on the fore, and another on the mainmast, next fixed up 
 
 the waist that had been stove in by a heavy sea, got a top 
 
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 sail yard on each inast on which we could carry a whole top- 
 sail in good weather, and top-gallant sails over them. Our 
 jib-boom went with the foretop-mast, and the bow-sprit was 
 sprung so that all that we could do forward was to set a fly- 
 ing jib, and in two or three days we were quite snug. When 
 we turned the ship's head for home, we were one thousand 
 miles east of Norfolk, and for which place we steered. Our 
 rig was a curious one. 
 
 One day on our return, we saw a brig coming down with a 
 fair wind across our bow. 
 
 We backed our sails and lay by for her, as the captain 
 wished to speak her. He ran down quite near us, showing 
 no colors. Capt. Downes hailed him, to which he returned 
 no answer, evidently intending to run by us. 
 
 " Bound to, sir," said Capt. Downes. 
 
 He paid no attention to this order, neither had he shown 
 any colors. 
 
 " Clear away the bow gun, and give him a shot across the 
 bow, sir," which was no sooner said than done. 
 
 This brought him to his bearings ; he came round under 
 our quarter, and yet showed no colors. W r e had none hoisted 
 ourselves, because we had no place yet prepared for them. 
 
 " Why don't you hoist your colors ? " said Capt. Downes. 
 
 " Why don't you hoist yours ? " said the stranger. 
 
 " You scoundrel, if you donH show your colors, Til 
 
 give you a slwt" 
 
 He then caught up his ensign, and gave it a shake, (it 
 was English,) and then threw it down. 
 
 " Hoist your flag at your peak, sir." 
 
 By this time he was close under our stern. The English- 
 man looked up, and said : " I don't know who and what you 
 are ; such a devil of a rig," and at the same time run his 
 colors up to his peak. Capt. Downes told him of our dis- 
 aster, and wished him to report us on his arrival, which he 
 promised to do, and appeared to be a clever fellow, after all. 
 
 An incident occurred the night after the sale, which I 
 should have mentioned before. At about 10 o'clock, a man 
 on the forecastle sung out, " Some one is hailing the ship, 
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 of the deck came forward and ordered silence. Not a breath 
 was heard from any one, when directly we heard, from ap- 
 parently a short distance on the weather how, " Hoa ! hoa ! ' 
 We fired a gun, and hove the ship to ; sent men aloft tj look 
 about in every direction, and lay by all night. As soon as 
 day dawned, the captain, and every officer with spy-glasses, 
 distributed about the ship, commenced searching for what we 
 supposed to be a boat, with the survivors of some unfortu- 
 nate vessel ; but we could see nothing, nor did we ever know 
 anything more about it. Many suppositions and opinions 
 were given, but here the matter ended. There can b. 1 no 
 doubt but that in this dreadful gale, some poor fellows found 
 a watery grave. 
 
 In sixteen days we arrived at Norfolk, which I think was 
 about the 17th of October; anchored off Gosport, near the 
 Navy Yard. I had previously prepared a list of spars, with 
 their dimensions, and as soon as our anchors were down, bv 
 order of Capt. Downes, went on shore to the Navy Yard ; 
 found Mr. Grice, naval architect, gave him the list of spars, 
 and fortunately there were three masts, already put together, 
 and only required hooping ; they were of the right dimen- 
 sions. 
 
 Preparations were now made for hoisting out the broken 
 masts. I took the fishes off, determined to keep them for the 
 good they had done ; the mainmast hardly held together long 
 enough to be hoisted out ; and when they were lowering it 
 over the side, it fell to pieces. Carpenters and calkcrs went 
 to work on the ship, and the spars all commenced upon, and 
 in eleven days our pretty frigate was all ready for bending 
 sails, (which had also been made since our arrival,) and on 
 the 1st of November, we were ready for sea. 
 
 When we sailed from Boston, there were several gentlemen 
 that joined the ship as botanists, and naturalists, and scienco- 
 ists ; and as they had got their bellies full of sea, concluded not 
 to try it again. During the night of the gale, two of these 
 half-and-half fellows were drowned out of the cockpit, where 
 they lived, and crawled up to the gun-deck. They were 
 hanging on to ;t stanchion with the parson, a tall slab of a 
 fellow. I had several old salts assisting me in getting 
 
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 the wedges clear of the mainmast. Occasionally they would 
 rip out an oath, which completely shocked these poor useless 
 beings. ' ; Oh," said one, " don't use profanity at this time." 
 There they were, hanging like a sick monkey to a lee-back- 
 stay ; of no more use to the ship than a spare pump. Such 
 chaps as these are of but little use anywhere, more especial- 
 ly in a gale of wind. 
 
 All the officers deserved much credit for their energy and 
 promptness in refitting the ship. We dropped down to 
 Hampton-roads, and from thence went to sea, with every- 
 thing above deck new and strong, and the frigate through 
 out in firstrate order. I looked out again for plenty of 
 stock in my line of business. My old friends, the mast-nshos, 
 were snugly stowed away with some small additions from the 
 Navy Yard at Norfolk. I have another story to tell about 
 the fishes by and by, notwithstanding there was so much 
 trouble about taking them on board at Boston. 
 
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 We had a fine crew, p-enerallv ; there were about forty, 
 however, that were turbulent fellows. They had been on 
 board of English men-of war, and found much fault with 
 the discipline of the Macedonian. But Mr. Percival was a 
 terror to these evil doers, and they soon became suppled down. 
 
 We doubled Cape Horn about the 1st of January, 181:), 
 and arrived at Valparaiso in seventy-nine days from Norfolk. 
 Two days before arriving at Valparaiso, we lost a fine fellow 
 overboard ; he was on the bridle port drawing water for wash- 
 ing deck. The lanyard broke, and he fell into the w T ater, 
 and although he swam nearly as fast as the ship was going, 
 yet before the boat reached him, he went down. 
 
 Valparaiso presented a scene of warl ike activity. Chili had 
 declared themselves a Bepublic, and were at war with Peru. 
 Lord Cochran was commander-in-chief of the Chillian navy, 
 consisting of two or three frigates, a corvette, and some small- 
 er vessels. A number of merchant ships were employed as 
 transports to carry their troops to the head-quarters, near 
 Lima. 
 
 I have now another tragical affair to relate, the result of 
 cherished hatred, arising from the most trifling circumstance, 
 of what is too often erroneously construed into wounded 
 
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 honor, and for which nothing can atone hut hlood ! Two 
 
 midshipmen, A e and G n, had quarrelled some six 
 
 weeks hefore our arrival. It originated from a very trivial 
 circumstance about relieving each other, as they were in dif- 
 ferent watches. Some sharp words passed, when one, in a 
 hasty manner, gave the other the lie. These two young gen- 
 tlemen had been, up to the time of the quarrel, like brothers. 
 I have frequently seen them sitting with their arms around 
 each other's necks, and reading from the same book. 
 
CHAPTER X. 
 
 Futility of human friendship,— Further particulars of the duel,— Unfeel- 
 ing conduct of the murderer, — Land our provisions, — Prepare for go- 
 ing down the coast,— Chillian fleet,— Lord Cochran requests Captain 
 Uownes to defer his visit to Callao, — His Lordship visits the Macedo- 
 nian,— Description of his person,— Foster, the thief,— He deserts ,— 
 Efforts to arrest him,— Seen on board the Rose,— While at work on 
 board a whaler,— Wrote a note to Mr. Maury,— Rose searched,— Fos- 
 ter found,— Carried on board the frigate,— Put in irons,— The Rose 
 swings near the whaler,— My life threatened,— No danger,— Threaten 
 to kill me if caught on shore,— Mr. Lewis, sail-maker, waylaid by the 
 Spaniard, stripped and buried in the sand, as dead,— Crawled into a 
 shanty,— Messenger sent to the frigate,— Boat sent for him,— Specimen 
 of the Rose's crew, — Capt. Downes becomes acquainted with a Ger- 
 man baron,— I am requested to fit up Lady Cochran's palace,— Sail 
 for Coquimbo,-Protection of the brig Warrior,— Accident to Mr. Brock, 
 —Sail for Arica, — Receive on board a large amount of specie, — Smug- 
 gling, — Sail for Callao, — Requested by Cochran not to enter,— A good 
 deal about the bazzar, — Arrival at Panama, — Suspicion, — Barron leaves, 
 —Meet the Rose, — Prepare for action,— Search her, — Her imminent 
 danger if she had fired,— Sail for Puna,— Arrival,— Send a boat up to 
 Guyaquil, — Boat seized, men imprisoned, — Suspicion, — Gunboats sent 
 down to take the Macedonian, — Another boat sent up, — Explanation,— 
 Friendly terms, — Handsome present of fruit, — Beautiful sight, — Fight 
 between swordfish, thresher and whale, — Sail for San Bias, — Our busi- 
 ness,— Destruction of a fine ship through superstition, — Dreadful tor- 
 nado, attended with heavy thunder and lightning,— Ship Two Cather- 
 ines struck, — Mainmast shattered, — Her Capt. in much trouble, — No 
 assistance from the shore,-Gets assistance from the frigate,— I make him 
 a mast, — She is ready for sea in four days,— Foster, the thief and deserter, 
 punished, — Description of his punishment, — Another duel under way, — 
 It is prevented, — Contrast between the combatants,— Remonstrance, and 
 remarks, — Not necessary to go to Columbia river, — Explanation, — 
 Difficulty among whaling seamen, — Exchange, — Remarks, — Fears of 
 becoming short of provisions, — Ration reduced, — Whiskey gives out, 
 — Choice of the men, — Promises of pay for short rations, — Stops at 
 Acapulco, — Procure a few miserable bullocks, — Boats worm-eaten, — 
 Repair them,— Sail for Tumbez,— Anchored off the mouth of a river, — 
 Boat sent on shore, to explore,— Discover an Indian canoe,— They make 
 
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 their escape, — Overtake the boat, — Only a woman left,— Quiet her 
 fears, — Return to the ship, — Fit out an expedition for wooding, and 
 ship timber, — Lieut. Percival goes to Tumbez river in a whale boat,- 
 Retums without being able to obtain provisions, — Find some oysters, 
 — Go up the river on an exploring tour, — Discover an immense bed of 
 ovsters, — Half the ship's company go on shore one day, — Treat out of 
 oysters, — Next day the other half goes, — Remarks on the difference in 
 the condition of the men since the whiskey was out, — Melancholy history 
 of a young man,— Distress for provisions,— Water gives out,— I am taken 
 down with fever,-Nauseous Medicine,— Several deaths,— Convalescence, 
 — Cure myself by exertion,— Arrive at Valparaiso,— Whiskey,— Its effects, 
 — Condition of the crew, — I obtain a good meal. 
 
 But alas ! how futile and uncertain is worldly friendship ; 
 the most trifling incident, apparently, and may be positively 
 without the slightest intention of insult or even of wounding 
 feelings, is immediately caught up, and by officious friends, 
 magnified into an affair of honor, that cannot be settled in 
 any other way, than with the pistol, at ten paces. 
 
 On the morning after our arrival, they, with their two 
 friends f and one of the doctor's mates, obtained permission 
 to go on shore ; no one in the ship, except their messmates, 
 knew anything of the challenge, or of their intention to 
 fight when they went on shore. On landing, they went be- 
 hind a ridge of land, which screened them from the frigate, 
 
 arranged their distance, and fired. A e, fell dead. The 
 
 bullet passed through his lungs, came out on the other side, 
 and lodged in the arm near the elbow. When the ball 
 struck him, he jumped up, exclaiming, "Oh my God! 7 and 
 fell dead! A crowd of Spaniards soon gathered around 
 them, and the corpse was brought to the beach ; a boat sent 
 from the frigate, and it was brought on board, and placed 
 in a coffin for burial. When this unfortunate young man 
 
 was stepping out of the boat on shore, he requested Ch cl, 
 
 his second, to write to his father, in Philadelphia, and say to 
 him, "that he was sorry that he could not fall in a better 
 cause," as though the dreadful presentment of death was 
 before him, and when the body lay in the coffin, there was 
 scarcely any appearance of death upon his face. The two 
 red spots were still remaining upon his checks, and the ex- 
 pression calm and unruffled. He was buried on the beach, 
 
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 near the ship, as the Spaniards would not allow him an inter- 
 ment in their grounds. 
 
 Thus perished this young man. He died like a fool, and 
 was "buried like a dog ; without a mourner or a sympathetic 
 tear, far away from home. The news of his untimely death 
 was soon wending its way to his beloved parents, friends, 
 and the large circle of acquaintances among which he bad 
 passed his boyhood. His aged parents were hourly expecting 
 the news of his safe arrival at Valparaiso. They had writ- 
 ten to him while at Norfolk, congratulating him for his de- 
 liverance from the storm, and safe arrival in port. But the 
 letter that was soon to rend their hearts, was near at hand, 
 and when it was received, although I was not there to witness 
 the scene, yet can well imagine it. 
 
 The victor in this tragic affair, or the murderer, which- 
 ever you may please to call him, came on board apparently 
 undisturbed, and as I thought, with a sort of exulting look. 
 He was placed under arrest for a few days, and then liber- 
 ated, as duelling was not considered a punishable crime in 
 the navy. Therefore there was no law against it. 
 
 As our rigging required overhauling, the ship to be paint- 
 ed, which we had no opportunity of doing at Norfolk, it was 
 expected that we should remain some time at Valparaiso. 
 There was also another circumstance that would probably 
 detain us somewhat longer. It was the intention of Capt. 
 Downes to visit Callao on our way down the Coast. Lord 
 Cochrane was apprised of this, and requested Capt. D. to 
 delay his visit until he had made his contemplated attack 
 upon the place. To this Capt. D. courteously consented. 
 The transport ships were receiving the soldiers; the ships-of- 
 war, and store ships were all ready for sea ; and, taking the 
 whole together, it was a formidable affair. Lord Cochrane 
 Lad given the Chilians assurance that he would soon reduce 
 the port of Callao, and Gen. San Martin with his vast army, 
 encamped near the walls of Lima, gave encouragement that 
 
 * He was a son of the Rev. Dr. Abercrombie, of Philadelphia, and a 
 young; gentleman highly esteemed by all who knew him. 
 
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 he should enter the city triumphantly, and thus carry all 
 Peru. 
 
 I had never seen a more beautiful sight than this fleet 
 presented when they sailed from Valparaiso. Lord Cochrane 
 had managed to brush up the ships-of-war, aud they certainly 
 appeared well ; his flag ship, the 0. Higgins, was a 44 gun 
 frigate, and I believe a prize from the Peruvians. He had 
 managed to get a crew for her, by shipping every runaway 
 sailor from whalers or merchant-men of almost every nation. 
 The Chilian government, placing implicit confidence in him, 
 sanctioned whatever he did. They had a fine corvette built 
 ship, which they purchased in New York. She was called 
 Indepentia, mounting 22 guns. The ships had all left 
 the harbor except one, that was being fitted for guns, which 
 was the ship in which Lord Cochrane, lady and suite had 
 come from France. 
 
 The reader probably may not be aware that Lord Cochran 
 was once a bold and daring admiral in the British navy, and 
 in consequence of some misunderstanding with the British 
 government, went over to France with his family. And, on 
 hearing of the revolution in Chili, purchased the Bose, pro- 
 ceeded to Valparaiso, offered his services as an admiral, was 
 cordially received, and placed immediately in command of 
 the Chilian squadron. 
 
 His Lordship honored us with a visit just previous to his 
 sailing. He probably wanted to see what we were made of, 
 as the sequel will show that he considered us very much in 
 his way. He was received by Capt. Downes with much po- 
 liteness and attention, and as he was conducted round the 
 ship, he noticed our guns with much scrutiny. They were of 
 English manufacture, and all with the initials " G. R," near 
 the breech. He no doubt made up his mind on the spot, that 
 we could lick any of his ships, any how, although he had one, 
 the Lotaro, that mounted fifty guns. He was a tall, fine 
 looking man, with red hair, and very small black eyes, that 
 were not shut while on board our frigate. He passed a high 
 compliment on our good looking crew, and also spoke of 
 having been on board the Macedonian, when under another 
 flag. The reader is probably aware that she was taken by 
 
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 the U. S. frigate, United States, Commodore Decatur, during 
 our late war with England. His Lordship with much po- 
 liteness left the Macedonian, and on the next day sailed for 
 
 Callao. 
 
 The Chilians bought the Eose, which is the one now fitting 
 for guns. We had a man on board the frigate that was a 
 notorious thief, who belonged to the third cutter, his name was 
 Foster. 
 
 This fellow made a practice of stealing frocks, trowsers, 
 jackets, and also of robbing bags whenever he could get 
 access to them. And when the boat was called away would 
 run below, get his stolen goods, shove them under his jacket, 
 and while the boat was on shore would sell them for aqua- 
 diente, (rum), which he managed to carry on board in a 
 bladder, or skin, as sailors call it. Men frequently missed 
 their clothes, not being able to account for them to the 
 officers of their division, to whom they must account every 
 month for every piece of clothing, and failing to do this, are 
 either flogged or punished in some other way. 
 
 Foster was finally detected in his villany. The midship- 
 man of the boat caught him in the act of selling his plunder, 
 and rather than suffer the penalty of theft, he ran from the 
 boat, and fled into the mountains. Officers in disguise went 
 in search of him, but without success. He was given up as 
 not worth looking after. 
 
 One day, some time after he had deserted, I was on 
 board the iVrchimedes, a Nantucket whaler, Capt. Folger, 
 under French colors. I had some carpenters at work on 
 board of her. She was moored near the Rose, and when 
 we swung, both ships came so near together, that it was an 
 easy matter to jump from one to the other ; and while in 
 this close proximity, one of my carpenters says to me, in a 
 low voice, " There's Foster ! " I looked, and sure enough, 
 there was his head plainly to be seen through the stern port. 
 I immediately went into the whaler's cabin, and wrote the 
 following note to the first lieutenant : 
 
 " Mr. Maury, Sir : Foster, the deserter, is on board the Rose ; 
 I think if Mr. Percival goes on board, he will succeed in getting 
 him. Respectfully, S. F. Holbrook. 
 
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 I hailed one of our boats that was just passing, and re- 
 quested the midshipman to give the note to the first lieuten- 
 ant as quick as possible. It was now 4 o'clock, P. M., and 
 it would probably take the remainder of the afternoon to get 
 him. Very soon after our boat reached the frigate, I saw 
 two boats leave the ship, Mr. Percival and two midshipmen 
 in one, and one midshipman in the other. Mr. Percival went 
 along-side the Rose, and all went on board. The other boat 
 proceeded to the shore with a written request from Capt. 
 Downes to the Governor, for permission to search the Rose 
 for a deserter, which permission was immediately given in 
 writing, and taken on board the Rose, to Mr. Percival, who 
 now, having authority, commenced the search, the officers 
 persisting that no such man was on board. She was searched 
 from stem to stern, every sail opened, not a hole but was 
 probed with a sword, and when just about giving up the 
 search, Mr. Percival stepped into his boat and came along-side 
 the whaler, and asked me if I was positive that I saw him ? 
 My reply was, " Yes, sir, and he is now on board that ship." 
 As he went into the boat to continue the search, he observed 
 to me, " I should relinquish the search, had I not the great- 
 est confidence in your eye." I must confess I felt rather un- 
 pleasant, as probably he might have been slyly put into a 
 boat, or stowed away in some place where he could not be 
 discovered ; in which case, doubt might have existed whether 
 I had seen him, notwithstanding I was so certain about it. 
 The sundown boat had now come for us ; myself and carpen- 
 ters returned to the frigate. It was now dark ; Mr. Maury ob- 
 served to me that if I was sure I had seen him, he was 
 also sure he was there. In less than half an hour, the boat 
 approached the ship ; she was hailed, and asked, " Have you 
 got him V " " Yes," was the answer. This of course re- 
 lieved my anxiety, and the doubts of others. He was dis- 
 covered in a singular manner, and in a singular place. They 
 had, after commencing the second time, examined every hole 
 large enough for a cat to crawl through, and were about giv- 
 ing it up, when accidentally looking down between some bar- 
 rels of bread, they saw what appeared to be a platform of 
 loose plank. Mr. Fercival run his sword down through every 
 
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 joint, and although he felt it go through what he supposed 
 to be old rigging, paid no attention to it ; but just as they 
 were about leaving, a young chap crouched down and looked 
 under the plank, and sung out, " Here he is ! " The bread 
 barrels were soon roused off, and the gentleman hauled out ; 
 and although he was a large and powerful man, he had 
 stowed himself away in a place hardly big enough for a man 
 half his size- He was bleeding profusely, as the sword had 
 gone through his thigh. The captain ordered him in double 
 irons, and to be placed under the sentinel's charge until the 
 measure of his punishment should be determined. 
 
 Next day, I went on board the Archimedes with my car- 
 penters, to finish the repairs on her deck ; and when the two 
 ships came near each other, a gang of these desperate piratical 
 villains rushed aft, with an intention of jumping on board the 
 whaleship, to take my life ; and as the distance was rather too 
 great for a jump, they did not attempt it, but shook their 
 fists and knives at me, calling me by every horrid name they 
 could think of, swearing with tremendous oaths, that if they 
 could get near me, they would have my heart's blood. Add- 
 ing also, " If we don't get on board that ship, we will have 
 your life on the beach." They knew that I had given infor- 
 mation of the discovery of Foster. Notwithstanding these 
 threats, I was not in the least alarmed. The mate of the 
 Archimedes, a fine, stalwart fellow, something over six feet 
 in height, assured me that with himself and fifteen Nantucket 
 whalemen with whale spades and lances, and myself with a 
 good broad axe, and my three carpenters also well armed, 
 we could put every man to death that would dare to put 
 his foot on our deck. And had they made the attempt, 
 there would not only have been a scene of bloodshed, but 
 the world would have been rid of some of the greatest 
 villains that it ever bore ; and it would not have ended here. 
 Our frigate would have hauled alongside and blown her to 
 atoms. In all probability, had not Foster been just what I 
 knew him to be, a consummate villain, I should not have ex- 
 posed him, even at the risk of not doing my duty as an 
 officer. 
 
 Valparaiso at this time was infested with a set of runaway 
 
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 Botany Bay convicts, and it was dangerous to be on shore 
 after sundown. Mr. Lewis, our sail-maker, in company with 
 the gunner, had been out on a walk towards Ville de Mar, 
 one Sunday afternoon ; they had walked too far to get back 
 before sundown. Night overtook them two miles from the 
 landing. All at once they were assailed by a gang of these 
 fellows, and were both knocked down. Lewis was stripped of 
 all his clothes, stabbed, and as they thought, killed ; he feigned 
 dead, which saved his life. They dug a hole in the sand 
 and buried him, and as he was nigh smothering, ventured to 
 raise himself up. The robbers were now at some distance ; 
 he, however, ventured to crawl out of his grave, and though 
 weak from the loss of blood, and much bruised, succeeded in 
 reaching the shanty of a Spaniard, who took him in and 
 covered him with mats. He urged the Spaniard to get on 
 board the frigate in some way, and report his condition. 
 
 The gunner had succeeded in getting on board with the 
 loss of his coat and hat. He was a very large and powerful 
 man, and was successful in fighting his way to the beach, 
 where there were plenty of boat's crews to assist him. When 
 he got on board, he reported Mr. Lewis killed. A short time 
 after, the Spaniard came off ; telling the story of Lewis' res- 
 cue, a boat was immediately sent for him : he was brought 
 on board, his wounds dressed, and soon recovered. These 
 fellows were a sample of the Eose's crew. 
 
 During the time we were refitting the ship, Capt. Downes 
 was often at the Capital, Santiago, where he was introduced to, 
 and became intimately acquainted with a German Baron, ap- 
 parently of high respectability, who was making a tour through 
 South America, but unfortunately, while at Santiago, was ta- 
 ken quite ill, and at the time of his introduction to Captain 
 Downes, so far convalescent as to walk out. He accompan- 
 ied our captain to Valparaiso, was invited on board the 
 ship, and treated with much attention. He suggested that 
 he thought a trip at sea would be extremely beneficial to his 
 health. Captain Downes, with his usual courtesy, offered 
 him a part of his cabin, and it was now arranged that the 
 Baron was to be the captain's guest during our cruise down 
 the coast. Some small alterations were made in the cabin, 
 
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 and the idea of having so great a personage as the Baron, 
 for a companion, as he would doubtless be, among the ward- 
 room officers, was quite pleasing. 
 
 The Chilian government had given Lord Cochrane the 
 large building, formerly occupied as the Custom House, for 
 his residence. Lady Cochrane, who was the belle of Valpa- 
 raiso, requested Captain Downes, with whom she was on most 
 intimate terms, to allow me to make some alterations in this 
 building, before she could consider it as her palace. Capt. 
 Downes readily assented, and I took on shore three of my 
 best joiners, and fitted her ladyship out in good style, and 
 for which she paid me handsomely. We were now about 
 ready for sea, everything on board, Baron and all. 
 
 Mr. Rolla Weeins, midshipman, an excellent young gen- 
 tleman, was left on shore too ill to go the cruise. About the 
 10th of February, we sailed for Coquimbo, a short distance 
 north of Valparaiso. Our business here was to liberate the 
 brig Warrior, of New York. She had been seized for some 
 pretended infraction of Chilian law, but as she was a very 
 rakish looking brig, and would doubtless add to their small 
 navy, it would be very convenient to seize and confiscate her. 
 But they soon found that they had to deal with somebody 
 else. We remained here but a few days and sailed again. 
 
 On entering the Bay of Coquimbo, we found the whale 
 ship Factor, of Nantucket ; the chief mate, Mr. Brock, had 
 been cut down with the fluke of a whale, and barely escaped 
 with his life. Our next stopping place was Arica, the most 
 southern port of Peru. Much produce is brought here and 
 shipped, and much however is smuggled. Previous to sail- 
 ing, an arrangement was made at Valparaiso between Capt. 
 Downes, and an English house, who had a brig trading at 
 Arica, but was obliged to smuggle the money off at night. 
 The arrangement with Capt. Downes was, that he should lay 
 too off the port, during the night, and in the morning the 
 brig would stand out to sea. We should then come together 
 and receive the bars and plates of gold or silver, which she 
 had received during the night, as there was some danger 
 that she might be captured, as it was an enemy's port. 
 
 We lay off and on here, six days and nights, and received 
 
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 on board, the proceeds of the brig's cargo, for which Captain 
 Dowries was handsomely remunerated. We sailed for Cal- 
 lao, but when close in with the island of St. Lorenzo, were 
 boarded by the Gulverine, a gun brig belonging to Coch- 
 rane's squadron. This brig had been kept out here on the 
 look out for us, and with a request from his Lordship to Cap- 
 tain Downes, that he would not enter the port of Callao for 
 the present, as he should attack the ships that night. Capt. 
 Downes, although anxious to go in, as he had official bu- 
 siness, consented to this request. We then continued on our 
 way to Panama. That night at about eleven o'clock, it being 
 quite dark, a sail was discovered on our weather bow, close 
 on board of us. We kept off a few points, beat to quarters, 
 hung up the battle lanterns, masked fore and aft ; then 
 hauled up and hailed the stranger, " What ship is that V no 
 answer for nearly two minutes, when we were right abreast 
 of him. We were hailed, " Wliat ship is tliat f" " This is the 
 U. S. frigate Macedonian," and at the same moment giving 
 the order, " unmask your lantern on the gun-deck." We 
 were now within pistol shot of him, with our gun-deck illu- 
 minated and lighted matches. He now gave the name of 
 the ship — it was the Rose, her Spanish name I have forgot- 
 ten. Capt. Downes ordered him to lay to, for he wished to 
 board him, suspecting he had some of our deserters on board. 
 Lieut. Percival boarded* her, and after an hour's detention, 
 returned without finding any one. She had been fitted for 
 twenty-two guns, and had a crew of one hundred and forty 
 men. Her object was, without doubt, to capture any 
 thins she could master, and if during our controversy 
 there had been a flash seen on board of her, she would 
 have been destroyed in fifteen minutes, for she actually was 
 a pirate with a commission. We then sailed for Panama, 
 where we arrived a few days afterwards. 
 
 There was evidently some jealousy here, about who we 
 were. Although we showed the American flag, yet they be- 
 lieved us to be Chilians, and were no ways sociable, until they 
 were convinced of our real character, and then the Governor 
 
 * A mask, or a lantern, is a canvas bag pulled over the lantern so as 
 to entirely hide the light until the very moment it is wanted. 
 
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 became very polite. Capt. D. and the Baron were his guests. 
 The Baron became quite enamored with his only daugh- 
 ter, who was remarkably handsome and highly accomplished. 
 There was something said about marriage, the particulars of 
 which I did not learn. The Baron had now entirely recovered 
 his health, had grown quite fleshy, and was really a good 
 looking man. He had a full wardrobe of military dresses. 
 Sometimes he would appear on deck with a green coat hand- 
 somely trimmed with silver lace, two splendid gold epaulets, 
 and a long string of medals of honor, which he had gained at 
 different battles. Another time he would appear in a white 
 uniform of the Austrian style, handsomely trimmed with 
 gold lace, thus showing off in fine display. He now intima- 
 ted his intention of crossing the Isthmus, and making a tour 
 through the United States, and to accomplish this, it was 
 necessary that he should have a good lot of money. Captain 
 Downes cashed his draft on Kio Janeiro, for several thousand 
 dollars. The purser also advanced a large sum. Many of 
 the officers solicited from him the favor of taking some 
 valuable curiosities in charge, and to deliver them to their 
 friends, to whom he was furnished with ample letters of in- 
 troduction. He had about ten thousand dollars in money 
 and valuables, and with any quantity of letters to all the 
 great folks at home. He was to stay with the Governor of 
 Panama a few days, until a suitable escort could be got 
 ready for crossing the Isthmus. His luggage went on 
 shore, and the Governor gave a ball on the occasion. I shall 
 have something more to say about our Baron at another 
 time. 
 
 Our next move was to the Island of Puna, at the month 
 of Guayaquil river. On our arrival there, a boat was sent 
 up to Guayaquil to apprize the Governor of the arrival of 
 an American frigate in his waters. The boat was commanded 
 by Midshipman W. T. Kogers, who was one of the most 
 promising young officers in the Navy, and it is to be regret- 
 ed that he has since left the United States naval service. 
 
 The boat had no sooner reached the pier at Guayaquil, than 
 she was seized by the soldiers, and the crew put in prison. 
 Mr. Rogers was allowed to remain on parole within the lim- 
 
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 its of the city. In the mean time, two large gunboats were 
 fitted out, and sent down to take possession of the frigate, 
 for they were sure we were Chilians, as no American frigate 
 would ever presume to go such a distance from home. The 
 gunboats anchored very near us, and rather seemed to hesi- 
 tate about how they should go to work to take us. After 
 waiting a whole day they pulled up their anchors and went 
 up river again without the frigate ; for we understood that 
 they had positive orders to bring her up and moor her off 
 the town, after securing the crew. Capt. Downes now thought it 
 necessary to send another boat to ascertain what had become 
 of the first. The second cutter was fitted out in charge of 
 Mr. Percival, who went up to Guayaquil with an order from 
 Capt. Downes for the immediate release of the first boat, with a 
 suitable apology for imprisoning American seamen. The 
 Governor being convinced of his mistake, not only released 
 the men, but sent down a large quantity of fruit, with the 
 required apology. 
 
 While laying at Puna, we witnessed a beautiful scene, 
 which was an attack of a swordfish and thresher upon a 
 whale. While these two allies were attacking their ponder- 
 ous enemy, one upon his back and the other beneath, the 
 poor fellow would throw himself entirely out of the water, 
 with these two deathly foes still hanging on to him, when 
 in less than an hour the monster gave up and lay quietly 
 upon the surface. 
 
 We weighed anchor, and sailed for San Bias, a Mexican 
 port on the south side of the Gulf of California, and at the 
 entrance of the Iliver Santiago. Our business here was to 
 ascertain the particulars of the capture of an American brig at 
 St. Joseph, at the head of the Gulf of California, and ascer- 
 tained that she had been previously liberated. On entering 
 the harbor of San Bias, we were particularly struck by see- 
 ing a new and beautiful corvette pierced for twenty-two 
 guns, lying aground, and so badly hogged that she was not 
 worth getting off. The masts and spars were all standing, 
 the guns had fallen to leeward, and there she lay, a lament- 
 able monument of bigotry and superstition. 
 
 The history of the affair was as follows, which we learned 
 
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 from a gentleman on shore. The ship was built up the 
 Gulf and came down to San Bias, preparatory to proceeding 
 on a cruise. On entering the harbor the pilot was mistaken 
 about the tide, and ran on to the flat ; and instead of imme- 
 diately throwing over the guns, and letting the anchors go 
 from the bows, these jackasses all got upon their knees and 
 began to cry to some saint, and all this time the tide was 
 ebbing, and she being quite sharp, heeled very rank, and be- 
 ing much strained, on the next tide water flowed freely into 
 her, and she never righted again. Poor deluded creatures! 
 We found the ship Two Catherines, of Providence, Capt. 
 Wyat, lying here. The captain had sold the greater part 
 of his cargo, and intended going to another port. One 
 night there come up a tremendous thunder shower, with very 
 sharp lightning ; one flash struck the Two Catherines, com- 
 mencing at the main-royal-mast head, and taking everything 
 clean as it came down, leaving nothing standing but a 
 shivered piece of the mainmast, about ten feet above deck. 
 Capt. Wyat came on board the frigate early next morning to 
 consult with Capt. Downes, who advised him to apply to the 
 governor for assistance. He did so, and the governor told 
 him it would require five weeks to get a spar from the 
 country suitable for a mast ; also that he had no engineers — ■ 
 meaning carpenters. 
 
 It was the intention of Capt. Downes to have sailed the 
 morning after the tornado, but was willing to remain if he 
 could be of any service to Capt. Wyat. Now here was a dilem- 
 ma ; the ship without a mainmast, and no means of procuring 
 one. Capt. Downes wished me to go on board and take a 
 look and see what could be done. I went on board and began 
 to plan. That part of the mast below deck about four 
 feet above was perfectly sound ; then there was a shattered 
 part, about ten feet long above that. Themainyard could be 
 repaired, but the rest must be new. There were spare spars 
 on board the Two Catherines, and we had some on board the 
 frigate that could be used, and then there were also our 
 twelve mast-fishes, if the captain would be willing to part 
 with them, and run the risk of wanting them ourselves. 
 
 I made my report to Mr. Maury, who asked me if, with 
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 the materials within our reach, a mast could be made so 
 that she could go to sea ? My reply to him was : " that if Mr. 
 Percival would go on board, with a gang of our men, and 
 take out the stump of the mainmast, I could take my car- 
 penters and make a mast and what other spars she wanted.' 7 
 This lie reported to Capt. Downes, who acceded to the ar- 
 rangements, and accordingly, next morning, myself and six 
 others turned to on board the Two Catherines. The stump 
 was hoisted out, and by much contrivance we succeeded in 
 making a substantial mast. I set our blacksmith at work on 
 the hoops, as fortunately we had plenty of bar iron onboard, 
 the hoops were made as soon as required, and in three days, 
 the mainmast was ready for stepping, and as good and strong 
 a mast as could be made anywhere. The other spars and main- 
 top were soon made, and on the fourth day she was ready for 
 sea. But very few of us eat idle bread during these four days. 
 
 Foster, the deserter, was now brought up to receive what he 
 richly deserved. He had been kept in irons since he was 
 taken, a condition often attended with much suffering. All 
 hands were called to witness punishment. He was seized up, 
 and six dozen were put upon him in good fashion. He then 
 had a yoke placed around his neck, with " thief" printed 
 upon it. The yoke consisted of two pieces of oak board, 
 each three feet long and five inches wide, the two pieces were 
 fastened together with two bolts, with a hole in the middle 
 of the voke for the neck, which is not to be taken off during 
 the punishment. And in addition to this, he was placed in 
 " the head," a most degrading position, and must mess alone, 
 being considered as unworthy to associate with his former 
 incarnates. Certainly, " the way of the transgressor is hard." 
 
 AYhile at San Bias, we came near having another duel, and 
 I believe had it not been for my exertion, (please pardon the 
 
 ►tism^ we should have been under the painful necessity of 
 •nling another untimely death. Two midshipmen had 
 quarrelled about some trifling affair, which of course resulted 
 in a challenge. One of the parties, an amiable young gen- 
 tleman, and with whom I was on very friendly terms, came 
 frequently into my state-room for the purpose of arranging 
 for this probably fatal climax. He had often conversed with 
 
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 me, and talked over his happy boyish days, and about his 
 kind parents, his lovely sisters, and his extensive circle of 
 friends. But now he was sad and downcast ; the chance of 
 an inglorious death, and the impossibility of avoiding it with- 
 out the loss of what was dearer than life, particularly among 
 naval officers, honor. He had accepted the challenge, and 
 of course could not back out without disgrace. The gen- 
 tleman he was to fight with was exactly his opposite, both in 
 character and disposition. He was from Virginia, very in- 
 temperate, quarrelsome, and what is called by this class an 
 excellent shot, and was very mean and unofficerlike in his de- 
 portment. This was the man before whom my highly es- 
 teemed young friend from New York was to stand, at a 
 distance of ten paces, and ten chances to one receive the death 
 bullet. And then to be buried like a dog, nnlamented and 
 unmourned, for he who falls in a duel seldom receives the 
 sympathy that is shed for those that meet an honorable death. 
 And as I before observed, then took the matter in hand, by 
 laying before my young friend the dreadful consequences of 
 being killed like a brute, representing to him the mistaken 
 notions of honor, and the dreadful alternative he was about 
 to resort to, in order to sustain that in which the very act of 
 preserving it, was its complete annihilation. The young 
 man shedding tears, said " that he well knew the result, and 
 was not unmindful of what must follow. 
 
 " If I am killed, oh ! what will become of my dear moth- 
 er? My father may bear up under it, but it will kill my 
 mother ! And you know I cannot back out now ; and sup- 
 pose I should kill P , I should be miserable forever after, 
 
 and if I don't fight, I shall be a disgrace to my mess." 
 
 It being his watch he went out, and I went about the plan 
 I had in view to end this unpleasant affair, and in conjunc- 
 tion with two others, not necessary to be named, it was talked 
 over and arranged that a meeting should take place and one 
 shot only exchanged, after which the matter should end, and 
 the hand of friendship mutually given. It was also mutu- 
 ally understood that the shot was to do no harm. It may be 
 asked why it was necessary to meet, if a settlement was con- 
 templated. I would answer that in cases where duels are 
 
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 not consummated, apologies are made from one of the par- 
 ties ; this generally leaves a sort of stigma upon him who 
 makes the apology, and he is sometimes accused of being a 
 coward. But when the parties meet and honorably (?) ex- 
 change a shot, then both of them are considered of the right 
 stuff. I would just add that the young gentleman whom I 
 have named as my friend in this matter, arrived to the hio-h- 
 est position in the navy, and is now one of our most accom- 
 plished and gallant post captains. 
 
 I mentioned at the commencement of this cruise that we 
 were bound to Columbia river, on the north-west coast, but 
 on our arrival at Valparaiso we learned that the difficulty 
 which had required our presence at Oregon was now adjusted, 
 hence there was no necessity of our o-oinp; there. We left 
 San Bias and stood out four or five days to the westward, 
 where we fell in with several whale ships, some of which had 
 been very successful. We saw dead wh ales whifed° all around 
 them. There was Capt. Chase, and Capt. Folger, and Capt. 
 Putnam, and many other old worthies whose very names 
 were a terror to whales, and it often happened that on meet- 
 ing with a whaler, that there was some difficulty with the 
 men, who were dissatisfied with whaling, and wanted to leave 
 their ships. These matters were generally arranged between 
 the two captains, as it always happened that we had a gang 
 of turbulent fellows, continually making mischief which Ave 
 were very glad to get rid of, so whenever an exchange was 
 to be made, the word was passed fore and aft, 
 
 " All you that want to go on board the ivhakr, lay aft on the 
 qiiarter-deck" 
 
 There was never any lack of candidates for a new ship, 
 particularly among the class I have described, for two very 
 important considerations weighed heavily in their favor. The 
 first, there was no " cat" nor boatswain's mate, on board a 
 whaler ; second, they were discharged from the naval service, 
 and last, though by no means least, they were settled with and 
 
 * Whtfed. — When more whales are killed than can be taken care of 
 at the present time, a short staff with a flag upon it is stuck into the back 
 of the whale so that they may be seen. 
 
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 had their cash ; and if the kind whale-catching captain would 
 give them a day's liberty on shore where any grog was to be 
 had, he was pretty sure not to see them again until their 
 money was gone. When the volunteers had all arranged them- 
 selves on the quarter-deck, our first lieutenant, Mr. Maury, 
 who had a keen eye, knew well who could be spared, and from 
 these were selected the " whalers," and when the discontented 
 men from the other ship had been received and their names 
 on the ship's books, then the others went on board their new 
 ship. I hardly ever knew a case where either party were 
 much the gainers by the exchange. 
 
 On our first arrival at Valparaiso, we put our beef and 
 pork on shore, reserving it for the passage home, and taking 
 on board in its stead, the salted meat of the country, which 
 does not receive salt well, and but small quantities are taken 
 on board at a time. Also, calculating to get fresh, meat at 
 every stopping place, and it being now very evident that our 
 cruise would be much longer than was at first anticipated, we 
 w r ere under the necessity of having the usual allowance re- 
 duced, as almost every article of provision was likely to fall 
 short. The whiskey gave out first, of which the purser re- 
 ported to the captain that there was but one week's full allow- 
 ance on board, as some mistake had been made as to quantity 
 before leaving Valparaiso. 
 
 The captain ordered all hands to be called to muster, and 
 then stated the case with regard to provisions, adding that 
 whatever the privation might be before reaching Valparaiso, 
 he hoped it would be borne patiently, and that each man 
 should receive his money for short rations. " And now for 
 the whiskey, my lads ; will you have the full allowance while 
 it lasts, or half allowance that it may hold out the longer ?" 
 They gave three cheers and chose the full allowance, and 
 were then piped down. 
 
 We now steered for Acapulco, but could not procure any 
 provisions except a few skeleton bullocks. Our boats had 
 become much worm-eaten, and we were obliged to remain here 
 a week in order to re-plank them, aftei* which we sailed for 
 Tumbez river, where the Spaniards first landed under Pi- 
 zarro. In running in for the land, finding the water grew 
 
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 shallow, we anchored off the mouth of a wide river. The 
 shore was well wooded, and a boat was sent to explore a 
 short distance up. I was one of the party. As soon as we 
 had entered the river, we discovered an Indian canoe about 
 a mile from us. We gave chase, and as we were well armed, 
 felt determined to find out something about it, as it was not 
 definitely laid down on any of our charts. 
 
 After a long chase we came up with the Indians. They 
 had run their canoe ashore among some bushes, had all 
 jumped out except one old squaw, who was so frightened 
 that she trembled as though shivering with the cold, and 
 by signs convinced her that we were friendly. We gave 
 her some biscuits, and some meat ; the men had all run off 
 and probably would not return while we were there. We as- 
 certained from her that the name of the river was Chippeoivee, 
 and that it ran a great distance into the interior, and that 
 there was a large city far up. On our return we stopped at the 
 entrance on the south side, and found some excellent timber, 
 only it was very hard. We returned to the ship and reported 
 the result of our cruise. Orders were now given to fit out a 
 party of wood-cutters. I had orders also to cut lumber for 
 ship's use, and timber for a new launch, which I was to build 
 at Valparaiso. A gang of fifty men and officers went on 
 shore next morning, fitted out with axes, saws, muskets, am- 
 munition, and a scanty supply of provisions. We soon made 
 the forest ring with the sound of the " woodman's axe ;" it 
 was fine sport for the boys. In the mean time Mr. Pereival 
 had been dispatched to find Tumbez river, and to ascertain 
 if any supplies could be obtained there; we were also admon- 
 ished that our fresh water was coming short. Wo finished 
 our wood chopping in four days, and on the morning of the 
 fifth, I took a cruise along the beach some way up the river, 
 and in some places was obliged to wade out very far to clear 
 the bushes, and while thus wading, with the water up to my 
 hips, I felt occasionally something that appeared to be an 
 oyst<T. On reaching down for it, sure enough it was an oys- 
 ter, nearly nine inches long, and on going a few rods farther, 
 came on to an oyster bed, took off my trowsers, tied up the 
 ends and filled both legs full of as fine oysters as ever were 
 
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 seen. Returned to our encampment, when other parties 
 started off and soon returned richly laden. Some of the 
 boys had in their rambles, through the woods, discovered an 
 extensive salt pond, which was certainly the whitest and best 
 granulated salt that I had ever seen. The pond was nearly 
 a mile in circumference. Next morning we went on shore 
 to gather up, and while they were doing so, I took a boat 
 with four men, and went up the river, and ran on to a point 
 of land on the other side, of which was an opening. We 
 shoved the boat in round the point and there before us, was a 
 large basin over a mile in diameter, surrounded, or walled 
 in with piles of sea-shells whale's ribs and vertebra. We 
 soon ascertained that the tide was ebbing, and as it began 
 to leave the beach, discovered that it was one vast oyster 
 bed, and in less than two hours the tide had all gone out, 
 and the sight was beyond description. Here were oysters- 
 eight and nine inches long, and millions of bushels of them. 
 We gathered a quantity in the boat, and when the water 
 would permit, returned to the ship, with the news of our dis- 
 covery. Next day, half the ship's company and officers had 
 a picnic on this immense oyster bed. Large fires were kin- 
 dled all over the place, and roasted oysters were the order of 
 the day, and on the folloiving day the other half went on 
 shore : so we all had a good tuck out of oysters. Mr. Perci- 
 val had succeeded in finding Tumbez, but could not obtain 
 anything eatable except oranges. He arrived however, rath- 
 er too late for the great oyster supper. 
 
 We sailed from this place for Payta, but could get nei- 
 ther provisions nor water there, so we sailed again for Val- 
 paraiso, as there was no prospect of getting supplies until we 
 reached there. After the whiskey was gone, our ship appeared 
 like a heaven, compared to what she had usually been before. 
 There were always some poor fellows in the brig * and the 
 cause of their confinement in almost every case was whiskey, 
 and as often as twice a week all hands were called to witness 
 punishment, at which time the prisoners were brought up, 
 
 * The place of confinement near the galley and under the charge of a 
 sentinel. 
 
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 and received, according to the nature of the crime, as many 
 lashes as the captain thought proper to inflict. But now all 
 is hushed, no quarrelling on the berth deck after the ham- 
 mocks are piped down, not a man flogged for missing his 
 muster, the lion had become the lamb. No insolence to offi- 
 cers, the metamorphosis was complete. It needed to be wit- 
 nessed in order to be appreciated, and the effect of this acci- 
 dental, though fortunate privation, was more visibly mani- 
 fested in one unfortunate young man, than upon any other 
 that came immediately under my notice. He was the eldest 
 son of a highly respectable clergyman, who had preached for 
 many years in a town near Boston. William N — — n had 
 been educated at college and had studied for the ministry ; 
 he became addicted to ardent spirits, and it grew npon him 
 so rapidly that he was soon known as a drunkard. 
 
 His repeated intoxication truly brought the gray hairs of 
 his too indulgent father, with sorrow to the grave. William, 
 now an abandoned inebriate, went off, entered the United 
 States service, as a mariner, (sea soldier) and commenced 
 his first term of service on board the Macedonian. It hap- 
 pened that he hung his hammock, or his number was near 
 my state-room door, on the berth deck. I had not been long 
 on board the ship, before I became acquainted with his his- 
 tory, and was somewhat acquainted with his venerable father, 
 and his younger brother. Many a time have I sat by his 
 side, while he was raving drunk, and even when his brains 
 were fairly soaked in whiskey, his language was beautiful ; 
 and when he had become sober, would bitterly lament his 
 thirst for rum. He would sob and cry like a child. 1 have 
 seen an officer, as a punishment, turn down the throat of 
 this poor fellow, a half pint of lamp oil. He had been 
 whipped at the gangway, kicked and knocked about like a 
 dog, but all to no purpose. Whiskey had usurped the in- 
 tellectual empire, and what might have been a brilliant mind, 
 was doomed to be a blank. • 
 
 William X n was now clothed and in his right mind : his 
 
 conversation showed deep contrition. But alas! it was only 
 for a short time. The evil spirit had truly left him walking 
 through dry places, seeking rest, and finding none. His 
 
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 mind had "become swept and garnished, only for a brief in- 
 terval. Very soon seven other spirits more wicked than the 
 first, were to enter, and the last state of this man, may be 
 worse than the first. I employed every argument in my pow- 
 er, to dissuade him from drinking any more whiskey when it 
 should again be served as a ration — but he was too far gone 
 to give it up now; he had been disgraced, publicly whipped, 
 and now what had he to live for. Poor young man ! Reader, 
 this is no fiction, and if you are a grog drinker, your end 
 may be like his. There were many more individual cases, 
 where men who were before quarrelsome and insolent, now 
 became really amiable, and I do not believe a more wonder- 
 ful change was ever made anions the same number of men 
 in so short a time, as was wrought among the creAv of the 
 Macedonian, for the ninety-two days in which there was no 
 whiskey. And in addition to this, we were on a short al- 
 lowance of beef, pork, and bread. The latter had become 
 wormy and scarcely fit for food ; the peas, flour, and rice, 
 were all expended, our water was short, and we were on an 
 allowance of five pints for twenty-four hours. 
 
 We were fortunate enough one day during a heavy thun- 
 der storm, to catch a quantity of rain-water, from which wo 
 all had a good drink, and then filled up our breakers. While 
 I was at work on board the Two Catherines, at San Bias, it 
 rained in showers every day, but not minding it, as I was 
 anxious to finish the mast, and as the weather was warm, 
 had no fear of being injured by it, so kept wet throughout 
 the day. At the wooding place, I exposed myself very im- 
 prudently wading about in the water, iu assisting to get my 
 timber on board. The day after leaving Payta, I was tak- 
 en quite ill, and reported myself to the doctor, who gave me 
 a dose of something, which was to be taken in a quart of 
 warm water. I had hardly swallowed this nauseous draught, 
 when I became delirious, and entirely prostrated, raving like 
 a madman, but my messmates .were by me, and kindly ad- 
 ministered to my wants. My delirium finally abated, and 
 was succeeded by a high fever that in a few days termina- 
 ted in severe ao'ue-fits, or fever and ao-ue. The disease soon 
 reduced me very low ; I suffered much for want of water ; 
 
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 what I drank was so warm that it would not remain upon 
 my stomach. The disease had so reduced me that it became 
 necessary to have a man at my side, night and day. I was 
 removed to the gun-deck, where there was a greater circu- 
 lation of air. Near by me was a man who was taken down 
 about as I was. He lingered a few days, and then died. 
 Mr. Johnson, lieutenant of marines, also died with fever ; 
 he came to see me only a few days before he expired. Next 
 our chaplain, Mr. Wilson, was taken down and died ; like- 
 wise several seamen were taken off by this epidemic. 
 
 When a seaman died at night in the sick bay, early in the 
 morning he was brought out and laid upon a grating, nearly 
 under my hammock, so that frequently the first thing when 
 I awoke, was to look under my hammock to see if there 
 was a dead body there. I began slowly to recover but was 
 so much reduced, it was some time, before I had gained 
 sufficient strength to walk. During my convalescence I had 
 a craving appetite, and nothing to satisfy it with, and when 
 I had recovered sufficient strength, went about preparing to 
 build the large boat before alluded to, as I was aware that 
 our stay would be short at Valparaiso, and that the boat 
 must be built during the time we remained there, whether 
 it be long or short, I did everything in my power to re- 
 gain my health, used much exercise, rubbing myself freely, 
 either with a brush, or piece of canvas, bathing every morn- 
 ing, which by so doing, I gained strength very fast, and 
 before we arrived at Valparaiso, had nearly recovered. 
 
 We had been absent about eight months, when our an- 
 chor was let go again abreast the old fort at Valparaiso. 
 Our happy ship was now to be turned into a hell. The an- 
 chor was hardly down, before the purser was on shore mak- 
 ing arrangements for provisioning the ship. Whiskey was 
 the first article sent on board : then came beef, vegetables, 
 and bread. The whiskey rations of half a pint to a man, 
 was immediately served out ; this, together with what was 
 bought from the bomb boats by the men, occasioned a scene at 
 night that is beyond description. I was aware of all this 
 before we arrived, and tried to caution those that I knew 
 would sway away again as soon as they could get it. Among 
 
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 these was my friend, the marine, William N n, who, he- 
 fore eight o'clock, P. M., was blind drunk, and stowed away 
 among the hags. Yelling and fighting was now the order 
 of the night, as there was scarcely a sober man in the ship. 
 The old master-at-arms was drunk among the rest, and be- 
 fore morning, twenty-three were in double irons for fight- 
 ing, and insolence to officers. I made out in the tumult, 
 to get a good supper, and think I ate as much at that meal, 
 as would ordinarily serve me for three. 
 
CHAPTER XI. 
 
 Plenty of news, — False report concerning Capt. Downes, — Refit the 
 ship, — I build a launch, — Trouble with my men, — They get drunk, — 
 Mystery how they obtain their liquor, — Discovery, — Strange milk fron 
 a girl, — She is forbidden to come again, — Affair between Weerns and 
 an American captain, — Cowskinning, — Affair between an English captain 
 and one of our lieutenants, — Duel, — Broken arm, — Arrival of part of 
 the Essex, — Whaler's crew, — Dreadful condition, — Boat nearly finish- 
 ed, — Unfeeling conduct of the midshipman who shot Abercrombie. — 
 All ready for sea, — Sail for Callao, — Arrive off San Lorenzo, — Inde- 
 pentia discovered, — Cochrane's fleet under way, — Beat to quarters 
 all ready, — Ship standing for us — Back out. — Maintop-sail, — Boarded, — 
 Communication from his lordship, — Fill away, — Along-side the Ad- 
 miral, — Mutual courtesy, — Pass on, — Excitement at Callao, — An- 
 chor, — Esmaralda and gun boats, — Rejoicing among the American 
 ships, — Declaration of Cochrane, — Noble conduct of Capt. Downes, — 
 Receive a letter of censure from Cochrane, — Capt. Downe's reply, — 
 Our ship's position, — Accident to myself, — Confined to my cot. — 
 Danger of bleeding to death, — Wound heals, — Suspicious movement 
 of the blockading squadron, — They approach towards the forts, who 
 open fire upon them, — We prepare for an emergency, — Capt. Downes 
 at Lima, — Attack on the Esmaralda, — Our position, — Exposed to the 
 fire of all the batteries, — Success of Cochrane, — Esmaralda cut out, — 
 Great loss of life, — Melancholy murder of our boat's crew, by the sol- 
 diers, — Escape o? one man with the boat. 
 
 T\ t e had an abundance of news to hear, and a large amount 
 of work to do. The first item of news that required atten- 
 tion was. that it was currently reported at Valparaiso, the 
 reason that the Macedonian did not go into Callao on her 
 cruise down the Coast was. that Lord Cochrane had forbidden 
 her entering past the blockade. When this report reached 
 the ear of Capt. Downes, as a matter of course, he felt quite 
 indignant at such a base fabrication. But now the Mace- 
 donian was bound to go into Callao. anyhow. My boat timber 
 was sent on shore, together with the armorer's forge, and the 
 two blacksmiths. I took four carpenters with me. as they 
 
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 were the only men in the carpenter's crew that could handle 
 tools well enough to work on a boat. I commenced richt 
 away in good earnest, as I was told that I could have but 
 eighteen days in which to build her. She was thirty-three 
 feet long and eight feet broad. We had a tent erected, and 
 everything on shore that was wanted. The frigate lay very 
 near us, so that going and coming occupied but little time. 
 The first two or three days we got along very well. One 
 day after dinner I found both the armorer, and his mate, 
 drunk, under the forge. Where they got their rum from, I 
 could not imagine. I roused them out, and gave the armor- 
 er a blowing up, as he is considered a petty officer and had no 
 right to get drunk. He promised not to do it again if I 
 would say nothing about it on board the ship. 
 
 Soon after I began to suspect the carpenters, I was under 
 very strong apprehensions that they had some method of get- 
 ting liquor unknown to me. They were sometimes stupid be- 
 fore nine o'clock A. M., and several times quite drunk in the 
 afternoon, and often went on board the ship in that condition 
 at sundown. I assured Mr. Maury, that I was unable to 
 tell how they could get anything to get drunk on, as they 
 were not out of my sight a moment through the day, neither 
 did any one converse with them. Now, here was a mystery, 
 and a very unpleasant one for me, as I was obliged to work 
 like a slave, to get the boat off in time ; and if they got 
 drunk, it would of course throw more work upon me. The 
 mystery however was soon solved, much to my relief. 
 
 Since we had been at work on shore, we left the ship soon 
 after daylight, and took bread and milk for breakfast. The 
 milk was brought by a very pretty Spanish girl, who came to 
 the corner of the fort, and put her face out, and in a 
 shrill, musical voice cried out, " Leche," " Leche," (milk, 
 milk.) The sea was high up against the wall of the fort, so 
 that she could not advance any nearer. One of the men 
 would take two tin pots, and go for the milk. And surely 
 there could not be rum in the milk, for I drank of it myself. 
 But the dear little creature, apparently so innocent, was up to 
 a thing or two. Now for the denouement — a midshipman 
 on board the frigate who happened to have a spy-glass in his 
 
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 hand, was looking towards the place where the milk girl came, 
 he saw her turn out the milk, and then take from her bosom 
 two parcels which he thought were bladders of rum, this was 
 good news for me. He related it soon after I came on board. 
 As soon as I got on shore next morning, I told the men of the 
 discovery ; that I should forbid the girl coming any more 
 with milk, particularly of that kind that came from her 
 bosom. She came as usual at eight o'clock, "Leche." O, 
 you little jade" said I, as soon as I was near enough to be 
 heard by her. I had taken the pots for the milk, and when 
 she had turned it out, I reached my hand for the blad- 
 ders which she took out and handed me, each contained a 
 pint of agua diente. I returned them, and forbade her com- 
 ing with anything more for these men. I gave them the pots, 
 telling them this was to be their last milk breakfast while they 
 were at work on the boat. They were very sulky all that 
 day, but went on board the ship sober, and continued so 
 until we left the beach. 
 
 I observed, that on our arrival, we had much matter in the 
 shape of news to listen to ; so we will leave the boat and hear 
 the gossip. You know we left Midshipman Weems at Val- 
 paraiso, upon the sick list, when we sailed from there about 
 eight months since. He very soon recovered his health, and 
 grew quite stout, and was a fine looking young man, and very 
 gentlemanly in his deportment. Some six weeks before our 
 arrival, the Boston ship P— t arrived from China. The Capt. 
 H — 1, being a very proud man, had bat few associates besides 
 those with whom he had business. A social ball was given 
 by the American residents to which Capt. H — 1 and Weems 
 were invited ; the ball was well attended, the governor and 
 many of the first families in town being present. Mr. Weems 
 and Capt. II — 1, were quite intimate during the evening, con- 
 versing freely about the Macedonian, and the result of her 
 entering Callao through the blockade, and on other topics of 
 this nature. Next day, while Weems was walking out in 
 undress uniform, having on a white jacket and white panta- 
 loons, making a very neat appearance however, he met 
 Capt. II— 1. 
 
 " Good morning, sir," said Weems, the other appearing 
 
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 not to recognize him. Weems very modestly observed, "I 
 had the pleasure of an introduction to you last evening, at 
 Madam Blanco's." 
 
 " I don't know you, sir," and passed along. 
 
 This was too much for Weems. To be cut in this disrespect- 
 ful and unceremonious manner was more than his proud 
 spirit could bear. So he just observed, with some considerable 
 emphasis, (I omit the oath,) " You shall know me," so turn- 
 ing immediately back and following hard after the captain, 
 stepped into a store and purchased a Spanish cowhide ; walk- 
 ing briskly, scon overtook Capt. H — 1, who had then reached 
 the busiest part of the town. He stepped up to him : 
 
 "You don't know me, sir, do you? My name is Rolla 
 Weems, of the United States Navy," and fetching him several 
 cuts across the shoulders, at the same time remarked : " I think 
 you will know me after this." Capt. H — 1 attempted to 
 clench Weems, but did not succeed. The people gathered 
 round enjoying the fun, as cowhiding is generally a funny 
 affair. H — 1 made but little resistance, although much 
 mortified, and evidently much humbled. Weems. was well 
 known, and much respected, and when the matter was ex- 
 plained, the general sentiment was, that H — 1 had received 
 no more than he deserved. 
 
 Weems then made an honorable proposition to him, that he 
 stood ready for any alternative that he might choose, whether 
 by a mutual apology or with any kind of weapon, it was quite 
 immaterial to him. By the interposition of friends, this affair 
 was mutually adjusted and both were subsequently on good 
 terms. 
 
 Sometimes it is necessary to bring John Bull up all stand- 
 ing. One of our lieutenants, an active and intelligent young 
 officer, stepped into a hotel one very warm afternoon, and 
 called for an ice lemonade, went into an adjoining room and 
 sat down. The drink was brought to him, but before he had 
 tasted it, he heard loud words between the bar keeper and 
 another. He overheard expressions which he thought applied 
 to himself, and somewhat of a derogatory character. He went 
 into the room to ascertain the nature of the difficulty, when 
 he was grossly insulted by a tall, raw-boned Englishman, who 
 
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 it subsequently appeared was captain of an English whaler. 
 He accused Lieut. T — - of requiring the bar keeper to wait 
 upon him first, thus claiming the precedence on the score of 
 his being a naval officer. Lieut. T — in a very mild and 
 gentlemanly manner, assured him that he labored under a 
 mistake, as he only ordered his lemonade, and immediately 
 retired to the next room. The bar keeper alone was re- 
 sponsible for the supposed mistake. This explanation was not 
 at all satisfactory to Mr. Bull, who commenced another volley 
 of vituperation, ending with this most insulting remark : " It's 
 that swab upon your shoulder that protects you." 
 
 This was more than Lieut. T — could stand. And however 
 unofficerlike and imprudent the act was, and moved by an 
 irresistible impulse, he threw off his coat, and demanded of 
 the landlord a pair of horse pistols that lie on the shelf, and 
 that were loaded with balls. 
 
 " And now, sir," turning to the Englishman, " the obstacle 
 is removed, and if you are a gentleman, take one of these 
 pistols, choose your friend, and come with me to the beach." 
 
 By this time several persons had collected, and hearing the 
 altercation remained as spectators. The Englishman finding 
 that he could not well back out, with evident reluctance ac- 
 cepted the challenge, took his companion, and T — took an 
 acquaintance who happened to come in, all of whom proceed- 
 ed to the beach, about two hundred yards distant. Arrange- 
 ments were soon made, and the English captain had the first 
 fire and missed. T — deliberately raised his pistol and fired, 
 the ball struck the captain's right arm just above the elbow, 
 and broke the bone short off. The parties then returned to 
 the hotel. A surgeon was called and the difficulty amicably 
 settled. The " broken- winged captain," subsequently made 
 several visits on board the frigate, as a guest of Lieut. T — . 
 
 While lying at Valparaiso this time, a ship arrived that 
 had picked up one of the boats of the ill-fated whale ship, 
 Essex, that had been struck by a whale, her bows stove in 
 when she almost instantly sunk. The crew at the time were 
 all off in their boats, busily at work among a school of sperm 
 whales, leaving only the ship keeper on board. The crews in 
 the several boats, had but a small portion of provision, with 
 
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 some fresh water in their boats. I believe subsequent ac- 
 counts stated that the remains of dead bodies had been found 
 on an uninhabited and desolate island, which were thought to 
 be part of the Essex's crew. 
 
 The boat that was picked up, I think, had three living men 
 having protracted their miserable existence by eating the 
 dead bodies of their companions, who died in the boat. I 
 saw them after they had landed, and truly they presented 
 a shocking appearance. They were well taken care of and 
 drew much sympathy from the benevolent people of Valpa- 
 raiso. 
 
 As we have now told you all the news, we return to our 
 boat again. We have but one week longer in which to finish 
 our job. The frigate is nearly ready, having her provisions 
 and water on board, and very little to do to the ship. I can- 
 not help noticing a circumstance, though trifling as it may 
 appear, yet goes to show how thoroughly a heart may be 
 steeled against the smallest feeling of humanity, and wholly 
 void of any restraining principle. 
 
 G — n who shot A — e, only a few months since, and whose 
 grave is near by where we are at work, frequently comes to 
 this place, practising with his pistol, at a target placed almost 
 dirsctly over the grave of his murdered victim. The target 
 being the size of a man, and he aiming at the heart. I think 
 I have never seen a human being that I more heartily de- 
 spised and for whom I had a greater contempt, than this man. 
 lie was neither a seaman nor a navigator, and yet he preten- 
 ded to excel in both these branches. I had occasion to tell 
 him one evening, that he knew nothing. He began to " bristle 
 up," but soon found that he had hold of the wrong customer. 
 
 Our sailing day came, we had everything on board, weighed 
 our anchor, and were now to let Lord Cochrane know that the 
 Macedonian must enter Callao, blockade, or no blockade. 
 
 In getting our anchor we had some little delay in conse- 
 quence of breaking and rendering useless our spar-deck cap- 
 stan. 
 
 On arriving off St. Lorenzo, we soon saw that in all proba- 
 bility there would be an attempt made by Cochrane to stop us. 
 A ship was now standing out under full sail, evidently 
 
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 having been sent by the admiral to forbid our proceeding any 
 further. The whole blockading fleet were now under way 
 and they also were coming towards us. 
 
 We beat to quarters, had all bulk heads down, deck sanded, 
 guns double shotted, and matches lit ; the first ship was now 
 up with us, the captain stepped into the gangway to hail us, 
 and as we had considerable way on the ship, Capt. Downes, 
 very politely backed his maintop-sail to give the other an 
 opportunity of making any communication from his Lordship 
 that he desired. He also backed his mainvard. lowered a 
 boat and sent an officer on board our ship, with a verbal re- 
 quest from Lord Cochrane that Capt. Downes would not per- 
 sist in violating the blockade. When this officer got upon ou* 
 deck and saw this preparation, he actually turned pale. Our 
 captain's reply was, " Please communicate to his Lordship that 
 it is my intention to anchor in Callao harbor before sundown 
 at all hazards ; and if his Lordship has any further communi- 
 cations to make, he must be quick about it. Fill away the 
 maintop-sail, sir." 
 
 The Chilian officer went into his boat, his ship, (Indepen- 
 tia, 22 guns,) was now quite near us, so that we could easily 
 perceive that they kept their guns trained upon us, and we, 
 of course, kept ours upon them. I am sure that we could 
 have blown them out of water in a very few minutes. 
 
 We were now going ahead at a pretty good rate, and very 
 soon were surrounded by the whole squadron. The O'Hig- 
 gins,* Cochrane's ship, was close along-side of us, within half 
 pistol shot. Lord Cochrane came to the gangway, and in a 
 pompous tone, hailed : 
 
 "What ship is that?" 
 
 " This is the U. S. Frigate, Macedonian." 
 
 " How r does Capt. Downes do?" 
 
 " Quite well, I thank you. How is your Lordship?" 
 
 We had now passed the O'lliggins, and were nearly along- 
 side the Lotaro, a 50 gun ship, under the command of Capt. 
 Guise, he however said nothing to us. We perceived the spy- 
 glasses on board Cochrane's ship were busily employed in 
 
 *A 44 gun frigate taken from the Peruvians in the early part of the war. 
 
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 reconnoitering us ; we really expected a brush, and so did the 
 inhabitants and soldiers at Callao ; for as we approached the 
 town, we discerned that the forts and house tops were lined 
 and crowded with people. Had Cochrane opposed our en- 
 trance, it is very certain that with the excited feelino-s of 
 our crew, we should have persisted in the attempt, while 
 there remained a man to load a gun. Our arrival was a 
 matter of rejoicing among the merchant ships ; Cochrane hud 
 publicly declared that not a ship should leave Callao with a 
 Spanish dollar on board ; and there were many ships, both 
 English and American, lying here, and all of which had 
 large sums on board, and felt much anxiety on account of 
 Cochrane's threat. 
 
 Cap. Downes received much credit and many compliments 
 for his determination and perseverance in running through 
 the blockade, and safely effecting an anchorage at Callao. 
 Lord Cochrane, well knowing the determined character of 
 Capt, Downes, and the efficiency of the Macedonian and her 
 crew, (for he had been on board at Valparaiso) that notwith- 
 standing the great superiority in number of ships and men, 
 an action with her might, and most certainly would, retard 
 his contemplated attack on the Esmaralda, besides the de- 
 served retribution that would fall upon him, as soon as the 
 attack should be made known in the United States. 
 
 All these things he very probably took into consideration, 
 and did not resist us. Early on the morning after our an- 
 chorage, Capt. Downes received rather a tart note from his 
 Lordship, severely censuring him for violating a regular con- 
 stituted blockade. Capt. Downes, in reply, assurecf his Lord- 
 ship that he should remain at Callao until all the American 
 merchant ships had sailed ; he also should protect them until 
 out of danger, and should keep the Macedonian in a con- 
 tinued state of preparation, to repel any undue attack which 
 might be made upon her, and declined any further commu- 
 nication, as it might have a tendency to vitiate his neutrality, 
 and compromise the United States. 
 
 Our ship was moored close in with the shore, and abreast 
 
 * There had been a report among the ships at Callao, that Lord 
 Cochrane had declared it as his determination to destroy the Macedonian, 
 snould she attempt to violate the blockade. 
 
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 of a hot shot battery, a short distance astern the Peruvian 
 frigate Esmaralda, of 44 guns, who was taking specie on 
 board for the mother country. Between our ship and the 
 Esmaralda were two Spanish gunboats, well manned and 
 armed, as a protection against any attack which might be 
 made on the Esmaralda. 
 
 I must here record an accident that befel me, and that came 
 near using me up. While we were beating to quarters, pre- 
 vious to entering Callao, I had occasion to make a cleat for 
 the security of one of the boats. I was amidships, on the 
 gun-deck, and was working with a carpenter's adze ; had 
 just made a blow, when the man who was loading the gun 
 near to me, hit my arm with the sponge, which caused me 
 to receive the blow on my instep, severing the cords leading 
 to the toes, besides making a fearful gash. I had the pres- 
 ence of mind to grasp my leg just above the wound, and 
 thus prevent the blood from flowing so rapidly, as it otherwise 
 would have done. I was taken below and laid upon the 
 table, which was already prepared for cutting off legs and 
 arms, should Cochrane have resisted us. I suffered the most 
 excruciating pain while the doctors were getting the ends of 
 the cords together, and tying them up ; they were afraid that 
 I should bleed to death while under the operation, and the 
 way I sung out was a caution to doctors. The wound was 
 dressed, I was put into a cot, and lay there eleven days and 
 nights, in much suffering. During this time, the wound 
 broke out afresh, and it was with much difhcultv that the 
 doctor succeeded in stopping it, and assured me that if it 
 broke out again, he feared that it would be impossible to save 
 my life ; the nature of the wound being such as to make it 
 extremely difficult to stop the arteries. But through the 
 goodness of God, it healed, and 1 was not, as 1 feared I 
 should be, deprived of the free action of my foot. 
 
 While sitting on deck, one Sunday, I think on the 4th of 
 November, I observed the blockading squadron get under 
 way from under St. Lorenzo, where they usually lay, and 
 come towards the anchorage at Callao. When they had ap- 
 proached to nearly within gunshot of the forts, the latter 
 bpgan to blaze away at the ships, which was a foolish movf> 
 
 
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 on the part of the Spaniards, for it gave Cochrane an excel- 
 lent opportunity of measuring his distance, which was to be 
 as near the Esmaralda as possible, and at the same time be 
 clear of the shot from the forts. The ships anchored in a 
 safe position, but did not furl their sails. 
 
 I was now fully assured, in my own mind, that there was 
 something in the wind, and some decisive step soon to be 
 taken. Was it the capture of the Macedonian for running 
 the blockade ? Or the merchant ships, on board of which were 
 large sums in dollars and in virgin silver ? The forts were 
 thronged with men, and bayonets olistenino- in the sun, the hot 
 shot batteries along the beach all manned. We also adopted 
 precautionary steps, in case anything should happen, which 
 was to place the launch under the bow, with a stream an- 
 chor and cable, in case we should have to slip our chains. 
 Capt. Downes was at Lima, and several of our officers on 
 shore ; the latter, however, came on board at sundown. Two 
 of the lieutenants of the Esmaralda had dined on board our 
 ship, and at 9 P. M., just as I had turned in to my ham- 
 mock, which hung over the pumps on the gun-deck, heard 
 them bid good night, and go on board their own ship. 
 
 I soon fell asleep, and think in less than half an hour 
 was awoke by a tremendous noise. I jumped from my ham- 
 mock as well as I could with my lame foot, noticing that 
 our ship was in great commotion. 
 
 I looked out of the gun-deck ports, and saw the Esmaral- 
 da, apparently on fire, caused by an incessant blaze of 
 musketry. She was very near us ; we could distinctly hear 
 every order that was given. " Cut away anything but 
 sheets and halliards." " Let fall the top-sails, bear a hand 
 there aloft, Britons. Here's a half a dozen Spaniards in the 
 
 tops, sir, what will we do with J em ?" " Heave the 
 
 rascals overboard," says some one on deck. " Hurrah, my 
 hearties ! she is ours. Jump into the boats, Britons ! Get out 
 a towline." During this time, we could see the fight on 
 the gun-deck, while Cochrane had charge of the spar-deck, 
 and it was he that cut the chain cables. 
 
 The forts were pouring their shot all around us, and many 
 of them red-hot. There was a hot shot battery right abreast 
 
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 of our ship, on the beach. Oasas-Matas, a tremendous cas- 
 tle, with over three hundred and sixty guns, were blazing 
 away. The shot flew round us like hail, cutting away our 
 cross-jack yard, and much of our rigging. Many of the red- 
 hot shot struck very near us, and it was astonishing how far 
 they could he seen while sinking. The firing during this 
 time, was tremendous, like one continued peal of thunder, 
 The musketry did us but little harm, the bullets just striking 
 the side, and falling harmless in the water. There was not 
 a breath of wind, and here we were, having slipped our 
 chains, but dare not attempt to run out our stream anchor, 
 for the very moment we should attempt to do this, our boat 
 would be cut to pieces with the shot from the shore, for they 
 were under the impression all this time, that we were assist- 
 ing Cochrane. 
 
 In the meantime, they had towed the Esmaralda out clear 
 of the shot. They then threw over the dead bodies, and haul- 
 ed her along-side the O'Higgins, sent all the wounded ashore 
 in their own boats, in charge of their own officers. 
 
 I shall never forget the impressions of the dawning morn- 
 ing, as the sailors call it. A cloud of powder and smoke lay 
 all around like a dense fog; through it we could just dis- 
 cern the fleet with their valuable prize, and midway between 
 them and the shore, were two gun-boats adrift, every soul 
 belonging to them had been killed. 
 
 Here we lay, having drifted a half a mile from our an- 
 chors, and now hanging by a stream anchor. The English 
 frigate Hyperion, that came in a few days before, lay quietly 
 at anchor, having been, during the time out of reach of the 
 shot, and as the sun rose, everything had a blood-like ap- 
 pearance ; the sun himself looked like a huge ball of ray less 
 fire. 
 
 Captain Downes at this time was at Lima ; we were ig- 
 norant of his fate. 
 
 We had hitherto depended upon the shore for provisions, 
 and a consultation of the officers was held to consider the ex- 
 pediency of sending the market boat to the landing, for our 
 beef and vegetables ; and it was their unanimous opinion, 
 that there would be no impropriety in doing so. Accordingly a 
 
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 boat was called away, and the purser's steward, steerage and 
 wardroom stewards, with a midshipman and ten men, com- 
 posing the crew, went into the boat, but with downcast 
 looks. 
 
 Mr. Smull, the purser's steward, observed when going into 
 the boat, " Well, I am now going to my grave I " and, poor 
 fellow, it was too true. When they had taken their seats 
 and had shoved off, they looked as if a dreadful forebod- 
 ing of their approaching death hung over them. Not a 
 word was spoken ; they pulled slowly along as though going 
 to their own funeral, until they had reached within the boat's 
 length of the steps. The bowman had tossed his oar, and 
 almost instantly all but four were shot dead. The soldiers, 
 seeing them coming kept hidden behind a wall, until they 
 were near enough for good aim, and then fired. The purs- 
 er's steward being only wounded, jumped overboard, when a 
 soldier immediately got into the boat and drove a bayonet 
 through his body, while he hung on to the boat's stern, ask- 
 ing for mercy. Mr. Marshall, the midshipman, in order to 
 escape the bayonet of a soldier, jumped overboard also,^and 
 tried to drown himself by keeping under the bottom of the 
 boat ; not being able to remain there, came up, and was 
 struck on the head with the but-end of a musket, but was 
 rescued from death by a Spanish officer, who took him in 
 charge and conveyed him to the hospital. Another man 
 was shot through the body, but w T as not killed, he also, was 
 taken to the hospital. 
 
 The only survivor w r ho remained in bottom of the boat, as 
 if dead, after she had drifted off some distance, arose, 
 and with an oar, got off from the shore and was picked up 
 by a boat from the Hyperion, who took our boat in tow, and 
 brought her along-side our frigate ; and what a sight did 
 this boat present ! Blood and brains scattered round upon 
 the inside as though a bullock had been killed in her. The 
 bodies had been taken out by the Spaniards, probably for 
 the purpose of getting their clothes. 
 
CHAPTER XII. 
 
 Boat rescued by a boat from the Hyperion, — Is brought along-side the 
 frigate, — Horrid sight, — Some taken to the hospital, — Their danger of 
 being murdered, — Erroneous impression, — Manner of their rescue, — 
 Fugitives escape to our ship, — Their dreadful narrative, — Danger of 
 Capt. Downes, — Reward offered for his head, — Secreted by the Viceroy, 
 — Our unpleasant and unsafe position, — Awful suspense respecting our 
 captain and the midshipman on shore, — Sinking the schooner Rampart, 
 of Baltimore, — Escape of captain and crew, — Big Dick, — Send a flag 
 of truce, — Result, — Conversation, — Midshipman Marshall and the 
 wounded men, — Brought off, — Mistake regretted, — Permission to visit 
 the shore,— Obtain necessaries, — Permission to haul the ship back to 
 the old position, — Intelligence of the captain by an Indian, — Boats 
 fitted, — Proceed to Chorillias, — Captain returns in safety,— Is cheered, — 
 Receives the congratulations of the Americans, — A general regret among 
 the Peruvians, — Ascertain that there are a number of Americans pris- 
 oners at Casas-Matas, — Capt. Downes demands them, — Permission to 
 visit them, — Their miserable condition, — Contribution made for them, 
 — Supplied with every comfort, — Promised their liberty in 90 days, — 
 Removed to more comfortable quarters, — Had endured much suffering, 
 — Joy at the prospect of being once more at liberty, — Fears of the 
 Viceroy, — Large amount of specie on board the merchant ships, — 
 Method of getting money on board merchant ships, — An American ship 
 captured by Cochrane, — Came in to Guamas, — Fleet get ready to sail, — 
 Cochrane's threats, — Order of sailing, — Ordered not to admit a boat 
 along-side, — Arrangement of the English frigate Hyperion, — Beat to 
 quarters, — Fleet sail, — Attempt to stop the ships, — Get out safe, and 
 return to Guamas, — Account of the capture of the Esmaralda. 
 
 Those that were taken to the hospital, were in danger of 
 being murdered while in their beds. There were many of the 
 crew of the Esmaralda here, that were wounded in the fight, 
 and were sent on shore by Cochrane, the morning after the 
 capture. These desperate wretches, full of the impression 
 that our ship was accessory to the capture, fairly gnashed 
 their teeth with rage against our poor fellows that were so 
 fortunately rescued from death ; and made several unsuc- 
 cessful attempts to get at them, in order to murder them. 
 
 I should have stated that Mr. Marshall, and the other man 
 
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 who was shot through the body, were rescued from the hands 
 of the infuriated soldiers, by a kind-hearted Spanish officer, 
 who, with much difficulty succeeded in getting them to the 
 hospital. 
 
 Our ship was now thronged with fugitives from the shore, 
 who were principally Englishmen, but there were some Amer- 
 icans among them, all of whom gave a horrid account of the 
 slaughter on the night of the battle. 
 
 Gangs of armed and desperate soldiers perambulated the 
 town, shooting down every foreigner they could find. One 
 man told us of his narrow escape, as follows : 
 
 " Himself and his shipmate were sitting in a grogshop, 
 and when the soldiers passed by, they looked in, and seeing 
 these men, were about to shoot them, but the landlord for- 
 bade them firing in his premises, and told the men they 
 must run for their lives, which they did. We both made a 
 rush through them, and ran for the landing-place. I turned 
 short round, and got among some old casks, and crawled into 
 an empty hogshead. My poor shipmate was overtaken, and 
 I saw them cut his throat from ear to ear. I now began to 
 shiver in the wind, for I expected they would look for me, 
 which, had they done, w T ould certainly have found me, and 
 w r ould soon have dispatched old ' Jim Carrol/ " 
 
 It was well known on shore that Capt. Downes was at Lima ; 
 parties were sent to search for him ; a reward was offered 
 for his head. Capt. Downes was soon made acquainted with 
 these facts, and immediately sought the protection of the 
 Viceroy, as he did not think himself safe at the house of the 
 American minister. 
 
 The Viceroy was fully convinced that the Macedonian had 
 no sort of participation in the Esmaralda affair ; and know- 
 ing the excited state of feeling that prevailed, particularly 
 among the lower class, and fearing that if it should be 
 known that Capt. Downes was in the palace, a mob might 
 collect, and thus create a tumult which nothing hut the spill- 
 ing of blood could allay. He therefore had him secretly 
 conveyed to the mint, where he was comfortably provided for. 
 
 Tin? Macedonian lay some distance from her former moor- 
 ings, and was not in a safe place, if it should come on to 
 
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 blow. Here we were, without provisions, and in a, state 
 of the utmost anxiety with regard to our captain, and the 
 midshipman and two men that were on shore. We dared 
 not yet venture to communicate with the shore, for only 
 a few hours since, an American schooner, Rampart, of Balti- 
 more, that had been chartered by a Spanish house, at Lima, 
 attempted to enter the mole in order to receive her cargo. 
 The American ensign was flying at her mast-head, and just as 
 she was rounding the pier-head, the batteries opened upon 
 her, shot away the head of her foremast, and sunk her. 
 
 The crew had barely time to escape with their lives, and 
 among them was the celebrated " Big Dick," a gigantic and 
 most powerful negro, who reached the frigate in a very 
 small boat. This was done in the short space of an hour. 
 
 Big Dick had a narrow chance for his life ; for just as he 
 had stepped into the boat, with his hand still upon the schoon- 
 er's rail, a shot cut off the piece where his hand was, passed 
 within a few inches of his head, and nearly knocked the 
 breath out of him. 
 
 In this state of uncertainty, our first lieutenant concluded 
 to try what efficacy there might be in a flag of truce. Ac- 
 cordingly, on the fourth day, a boat was prepared with an 
 American flag at the stern, a white flag forward ; a lieuten- 
 ant and a midshipman, and the boats crew all neatly dressed. 
 The officer of the boat had received orders to proceed towards 
 the captain of the port's office, and to lie on his oars, out of 
 the reach of a musket shot, and there remain one hour. And 
 if, in that time no official notice was taken of the flag, to re- 
 turn to the frigate ; but, should the captain of the port, or 
 master of marine, or any one having authority to communi- 
 cate, come off, then put the following interrogatories, (which 
 were in writing,) and note the answers with your pencil : 
 
 " Do you know any thing of Capt. Downes?" 
 
 "What is the condition of our wounded men, who were taken 
 to the hospital ? " 
 
 " Can we obtain our provisions from the shore ? " 
 
 " Can we haul up to our old moorings? " 
 
 According to orders, the boat proceeded to her peace, and 
 
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 had hardly hauled in their oars, when a boat was seen com- 
 ing off to them, with a huge Spanish ensign at the stern. 
 
 When within talking distance, an officer who was in a rich 
 uniform, arose, and in a very polite manner, took off his 
 chapeau, and enquired what was wanting, through the in- 
 terpreter. The interrogatories were put in the order in 
 which they were written. The answer to the first was as fol- 
 lows : 
 
 " I believe Capt. Downes is at Lima. We do not know 
 that any harm has been done to him." 
 
 To the second, — "I do not know anything about them, 
 but presume that they are well taken care of." 
 
 To the third, — "I cannot imagine any difficulty in ob- 
 taining what you wish from the shore." 
 
 And to the fourth, — "I will proceed to the office of the 
 intendent and ascertain, and if you please to accompany 
 me, you can have all .the particulars very soon." 
 
 The officer declined doing this, as it would be contrary to 
 his orders : but replied to the Spanish officer that he would re- 
 turn to the Macedonian, and report what had already passed 
 and would probably be at the same place to-morrow at nine 
 o'clock, A. M. Accordingly, on the morrow, the boat with the 
 same officers and crew proceeded to the place, but with addi- 
 tional orders that the permits should be given in writing, as 
 nothing verbal would be considered official. 
 
 When our boat had arrived at the appointed place, the 
 captain of the port came immediately off, bringing Mr. 
 Marshall, and Jacob Bull, the seaman who had been shot 
 through the body. The captain of the port very much re- 
 gretted the unfortunate mistake, as all were now fully satis- 
 fied that the Macedonian was perfectly neutral in the affair 
 of the Esmaralda. The port admiral had instructed him to 
 say, that the Macedonian had full permission to return to 
 her former mooring, and also declared with much vehemence, 
 that the officers of the Macedonian could visit the shore with- 
 out the slightest fear of molestation, and that our market 
 boat could also come to the landing-place in perfect safety. 
 The officer of our boat very politely acknowledged the 
 courtesy of the captain of the port, and replied to him, that 
 
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 as this would in all probability become a government matter, 
 he was instructed by the first lieutenant of the Macedonian, 
 in absence of the captain, to request a written and official 
 permit for what he had just stated to be so generously con- 
 ceded by the port admiral ; adding, that he would wait un- 
 til the required document could be furnished. 
 
 The captain of the port assented, went directly ashore, and 
 in two hours returned with a paper containing all that was 
 required. Mr. Marshall was much bruised about the head 
 and shoulders, and told us of the attempts that were made 
 by the Spaniards to get into their wards to kill them. Bull 
 was not dangerously wounded, as the ball had struck the 
 ribs without touching any vital part. 
 
 On this same afternoon a small Indian canoe came along- 
 side with a note from Capt. Downes, dated at Chorillias, a 
 small place just south of Lima. Capt. Downes had fled 
 there, and was still in his hiding-place, not knowing but that 
 the feeling towards him was still hostile. He requested Mr. 
 Maury to fit out the pinnace with a gun in the bow, and have 
 her well armed with muskets, with a good boat's crew ; also 
 to arm and man his gig, and send both boats under guidance 
 of the Indian, to a place which the Indian would designate. 
 This was truly good news for every soul on board. The 
 prevailing gloom and uncertainty respecting his fate, so 
 visibly depicted in every countenance, was now entirely re- 
 moved. Things now began to assume a cheerful aspect, al- 
 though there was a general sentiment of sympathy and 
 regret, for the cruel death of our shipmates, which was felt 
 by every one, yet as in all cases of affliction, time soon fills 
 the chasm, and it is highly proper that it should be so ; for 
 if we kept continually mourning over events that have passed, 
 and against which we could have had no control, while we 
 followed what might have appeared to us the most judicious 
 course, we should be entirely unfitted for subsequent duty. 
 
 The boats being all ready the night before, started early 
 next morning just after daylight. The Indian said he 
 thought they would be back early in the afternoon. Our 
 market boat had been ashore. We now had a good supply 
 of fruit and fresh beef, and a good dinner for the captain. 
 
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 At about two o'clock the quarter-master reported the boats 
 in sight. Every eye was now eagerly directed towards the 
 boats ; every spy-glass was in requisition, and so earnest was 
 every one to get a sight, that they fairly pulled the glasses 
 out of each other's hand. Directly one says : 
 
 " The captain is not there !" which for a few moments 
 was a damper ; then again : 
 
 " Yes he is !" 
 
 Up went the mercury again. 
 
 " No, sir ; that's not Capt. Downes." 
 
 " Yes it is ; and there is some one beside him." 
 
 By this time the boats had approached near enough to as- 
 certain for a certainty that Capt. Downes was in the boat, 
 (pinnace,) and another with him, and it was also ascertained 
 that he had disguised himself by shaving off his whiskers, 
 and wearing a citizen's black coat. 
 
 The boats now being- within a hundred vards, orders were 
 given to cheer ships. Accordingly the rigging and yards 
 were manned, and all eagerly watched for the signal. As 
 soon as his foot touched the deck, there went up three as 
 hearty cheers as ever came from the lungs of men, and a 
 more hearty and sincere welcome no man ever witnessed. 
 He was accompanied by an English captain and his lady, 
 who solicited the favor of a passage, rather than to risk a 
 journey by land during the excited state of feeling that per- 
 vaded the country. The account Capt. Downes gave of what 
 took place with regard to himself in Lima, I have stated in 
 a previous page. The merchant captains came to make their 
 congratulations, for, had any accident happened to Capt. 
 Downes, the event would have seriously affected their inter- 
 ests. The death of our men had a serious effect upon him, 
 and very much diminished the joy lie felt for his own escape. 
 The frigate was hauled back into her old place, and was soon 
 put to rights again. Many of the merchant ships had re- 
 ceived damages by the shot from the shore, all of which, 
 however, were soon repaired. The hasty and inconsiderate 
 massacre of our men was deeply regretted by the authorities 
 both at Callao and Lima. The Viceroy in his communica- 
 tion with the American minister, manifested the deepest sor- 
 
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 row, and as we are told that good frequently comes of evil, 
 the saying was manifestly true in this case. 
 
 We had ascertained, shortly after our arrival at Callao, 
 that there were a number of Americans who had been taken 
 by the Peruvians, on board Chilian vessels of war, and who 
 had been nearly two years in close confinement in the castle. 
 On enquiry, Capt. Downes found it to be so, and immedi- 
 ately demanded their release as American citizens. Per- 
 mission was obtained from the governor for the officers of 
 the Macedonian to visit these prisoners, and to do anything 
 for them for their comfort and convenience, that we thought 
 proper, consistent with the rules of the prison. 
 
 A lieutenant and four midshipmen visited the prison and 
 found thirty-five Americans, and about as many Englishmen, 
 some of whom, as the report had stated, had been confined 
 there near] v two years ; during which time they had not seen 
 daylight. Their cells were lighted by dim lamps, they were 
 much emaciated, and several of their unfortunate compan- 
 ions had died of starvation. They were heavily chained, and 
 scarcely able to crawl, and such were their emotions on see- 
 ing these friends, that they cried like children, taking hold 
 of the officer's hands, and nearly devouring them with kisses. 
 There were some who had not been solono* in confinement, who 
 were young men, on whom the hardships of a Spanish prison 
 had not such a visible effect ; there were about twenty of the 
 latter, and to whom our officers communicated the object of 
 their visit. 
 
 They were all assured that relief, if not liberty, was at 
 hand. This was a happy day with these poor wretches, who, 
 in all probability, would never again have seen the light of 
 the sun, had it not been for this accidental discovery. 
 
 On the return of the officers to the ship, a contribution 
 was immediately set on foot, and about three hundred dollars 
 in money was raised, besides clothing of every sort, books, 
 paper, pens, slates, and /i quantity of beds, blankets, pro- 
 visions ; in fact everything that could be thought of that 
 would contribute to their comfort. No distinction was made 
 between English and American, all were claimed as Ameri- 
 cans, and received the same protection. 
 
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 When these things were carried to them, their joy knew 
 no hounds. It was necessary to appoint six of the most 
 healthy among the younger, to take charge of the articles, 
 and to see that nothing was wasted. Capt. Downes made 
 a "business of waiting on the Viceroy, in order to effect the 
 release of these unfortunate men. 
 
 The Viceroy evidently felt that the massacre of the Mac- 
 edonian's men would be a subject of claim by the United 
 States government, and that by conceding to the demand of 
 Capt, Downes, in delivering up these prisoners, it might in 
 some measure, ameliorate the affair ; so he promised Capt. 
 Downes that he would liberate them on our return to Callao, 
 which would probably be in about three months ; in the mean- 
 time, they should be removed to a more comfortable part 
 of the prison, should be allowed the open air during the 
 day. 
 
 These glad tidings put new life in the poor fellows, and 
 when they were told that they would be liberated in three 
 months from our departure, they really felt anxious for us 
 to sail, notwithstanding our visits gave them such joy. And 
 who, that dives into the mystery of human nature, can help 
 seeing a full development of that innate desire for happiness 
 which in many instances, appears a mass of contradictions. 
 As in the case of these poor prisoners ; their eyes glistened 
 with joy at the sight of their benefactors, yet they wished 
 them to go, that the time for their emancipation might the 
 sooner come. 
 
 I have already mentioned that the merchant ships gener- 
 ally had large amounts of specie on board, and were waiting 
 to be convoyed out by the Macedonian. Specie was prohib- 
 ited from being taken out of the country, and it required 
 much skill and some risk to get it on board the ships. The 
 manner in which this was done, is as follows : 
 
 A merchant on shore, wishing to put money on board a ship, 
 notifies a waterman, (who generally has two or more boats 
 in his employ,) that he wishes to put a quantity of dollars, 
 or virgin silver, on board such a ship. The Custom House 
 boats are constantly prowling about for the purpose of mak- 
 ing sei/Aircs. 
 
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 These watermen, well understand these fellows, and 
 with few exceptions, generally elude them. The waterman 
 agrees to put the money on "board for a stipulated premium, 
 he is taken on board the ship and introduced to the captain 
 and mate who are always to be in readiness to receive the 
 money the instant it comes along-side. The waterman now 
 obtains from somewhere three, four, or five thousand dollars, 
 which he carries safely to the ship, where it is counted, and 
 for which he takes a receipt signed by the captain and mate. 
 He takes this receipt to the merchant and receives the 
 amount and premium. This he also carries safely on board, 
 and brings back his receipt, and so on. In this manner no 
 one runs any risk but the boatmen, who often make five 
 thousand dollars on one ship. Sometimes however, there 
 happens fearful fights between these watermen and the Cus- 
 tom House soldiers, but as the former are much more numer- 
 ous than the latter and always hang together and assist each 
 other, it very seldom happens that they lose anything; al- 
 though there have been instances where they have met with 
 heavy losses. 
 
 One morning at about sunrise, a few days before we sailed, 
 we saw a ship coming into the bay, under American colors, 
 and evidently with the intention of running the blockade, 
 but very soon we saw the Lotaro under way, she being the 
 weathermost ship, and nearest the merchantman. There 
 was a good breeze and it was certain that the Lotaro would 
 head her off, and thus she would become a prize, which was 
 the case. We saw them take possession of her, and both she, 
 and the Lotaro went round to Guamas, a harbor a few miles 
 north of St. Lorenzo, and in possession of the Chilians, and 
 it is here that communication is had with Gen. San. Martin's 
 army, who are encamped near the walls of Lima. 
 
 In the course of the day we learned, but from what source 
 I cannot tell, that the captured ship was an American, and 
 had on board for cargo,- muskets, pistols, powder, and all 
 sorts of warlike stores. This made Capt. Downes anxious to 
 get away for he had determined on her rescue. 
 
 The fleet were notified of our time of sailing, which was 
 on the morning of the second day from the notice. Every 
 
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 ship must he ready for getting under way at daylight, so 
 as to have the advantage of the land breeze. The order of 
 sailing was as follows : 
 
 The merchant ships to form two lines, and to proceed 
 ahead of the frigates, and all who were armed with cannon 
 or small arms, to have them loaded in order to prevent any 
 hoats from boarding them, also to pay no attention to any 
 hailing from the blockading ships, and to put all the sail on 
 which could be prudently carried. The English frigate Hy- 
 perion, not being ready for sea, sent two cutters well manned 
 and armed for the protection of the English merchantman. 
 We also had two cutters, well provided with small arms, 
 and sufficiently manned, to prevent any of our ships from 
 being boarded. 
 
 On the morning appointed, the ships were all ready, and 
 the dropping of our fore top-sail was the signal for them to 
 get under way, which they did in good style. The Boston 
 ship, Panther, Capt. Austin, took the lead: as soon as it was 
 discovered by the blockading fleet, that we were under way, 
 they unmoored, and were quickly under sail. His Lordship 
 was at this time confined to his bed in consequence of a gun- 
 shot wound in the thigh, which he received on the deck of 
 the Esmaralda. The Lotaro had gone, so there remained 
 only the O'Higgins, lndependentia, several small vessels, and 
 one other ship, the name of which I have forgotten. 
 
 We thought it possible, that Cochrane might have the im- 
 pudence or temerity to stop some of the ships, and possibly, 
 he might have it in contemplation, to give us battle, think- 
 in"- that he might get a better haul now, than when we went 
 in. But we were at quarters all ready for him ; running 
 along under our throe top-sails. 
 
 Coehrane's ship was now abreast of us, within pistol shot, 
 and, although he was wounded, yet he evidently directed 
 every movement of his ship. We kept perfect silence oar 
 guns trained upon him. We saw a boat from the O'Hig- 
 gins, going towards the Panther, she was not allowed to come 
 along-side, and retired with a ilea in their ear. The mer- 
 chant ships were now outside of St. Lorenzo, with every- 
 thing on which they could wear. We now made sail, and 
 
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 were soon up with them. Our kind neighbors very prudently 
 tacked ship, and sneaked hack again to their den. We con- 
 tinued with our charge until the land was out of sight, and 
 then stood back for Guam as. 
 
 The following is the English account of the capture of the 
 Esmaralda : 
 
 " While the liberating army under San Martin were re- 
 moving to Anson, Lord Cochrane, with part of his squadron, 
 anchored in the outer roads of Callao, the seaport of Lima. 
 The inner harbor was guarded bv an extensive svstem of 
 batteries, admirably constructed, and bearing the name of 
 the Castle of Callao. 
 
 " The merchant ships, as well as the men-of-war, consist- 
 ing at the time, of the Esmaralda, a large 40 gun frigate, 
 and two sloops-of-war, were moored under the guns of the 
 castle, within a semi-circle of fourteen gunboats and a boom 
 made of spars chained together. Lord Cochrane, having 
 previously reconnoitered the formidable defence in person, 
 undertook, on the 5th of November, the desperate enterprise 
 of cutting out the Spanish frigate, although she was known 
 to be fully prepared for an attack. His Lordship proceeded 
 in fourteen boats, containing 240 men, all volunteers from 
 the different ships of the squadron, in two divisions, one 
 under the immediate orders of Capt. Crosbie, the other under 
 Capt. Guise, both officers commanding ships of the Chilian 
 squadron. At midnight, the boats having forced their way 
 across the boom, Lord. Cochrane, who was leading, rowed 
 along-side the first gunboat, and taking the officer by sur- 
 prise, proposed to him, with a pistol at his head, the alterna- 
 tive of silence or death. No reply was made, the boats 
 pushed on unobserved, and Lord Cochrane, mounting the 
 Esmaralda's side, was the first to give the alarm. The sen- 
 tinel on the gangway, levelled his piece and fired, but was 
 instantly cut down by the coxswain, and his Lordship, though 
 wounded in the thigh, at the same moment stepped on deck. 
 The frigate being boarded with no less gallantry on the other 
 side by Capt. Guise, who met Lord Cochrane midway on the 
 quarter-deck, and also by Capt. Crosbie, the after part of 
 the ship was soon carried, sword in hand. The Spaniards 
 
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 rallied on the forecastle, where they made a desperate re- 
 sistance, until overpowered by a fresh party of seamen and 
 mariners, headed by Lord Cochrane. A gallant stand was 
 again made after a short time on the main deck, but before 
 1 o'clock, the ship was captured, her cables cut, and she 
 was steered triumphantly out of the harbor, under the fire 
 of the whole of the north force of the castle. 
 
 " The Hyperion, an English, and the Macedonian, an Amer- 
 ican frigate, which were at anchor close to the scene of ac- 
 tion, got under way, when the attack commenced, and in 
 order to prevent their being mistaken by the batteries for 
 the Esmaralda, showed distinguishing signals. But Lord Coch- 
 rane, who had foreseen and provided even for this minute 
 circumstance, hoisted the same lights as the English and 
 American frigates, and thus rendered it impossible for the 
 batteries to discriminate between the three ships. The Es- 
 maralda was in consequence, very little injured by the shot. 
 
 " The Spaniards had upwards of 120 men killed and wound- 
 ed ; the Chilians 1 1 killed and 30 wounded. This loss was a 
 death blow to the Spanish naval force in that quarter of the 
 world ; for although there were still two Spanish frigates and 
 some smaller vessels in the Pacific, they never afterwards 
 ventured to show themselves, but left Lord Cochrane undis- 
 puted master of the coast. The skill and gallantry dis- 
 played by Lord Cochrane, both in planning and conducting 
 this astonishing enterprise, so peculiarly his own, and so 
 much in character with the great deeds of his early life, that 
 a copy of his instructions for the action, and his subsequent 
 dispatch, will be read with much interest." 
 
 Copy of Lord Coch ran e's preparatory memorandum to 
 the Chilian squadron, dated on board the Chilian States ship, 
 0'Hiogi nSj i s t November, 1820. 
 
 " The boats will proceed, towing the launches, in two lines 
 parallel to each other, which are to be at the distance of three 
 boat's length asunder. The second line will be under the 
 charge of Capt. Guise. Each boat will be under the charge 
 of a volunteer commissioned officer, so far as circumstances 
 permit, and the whole under the immediate command of the 
 admiral. The officers and men are all to be dressed in white 
 
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 jackets, frocks, or shirts, and armed with pistols, sabres, 
 knives, tomahawks or pikes. Two boat-keepers are to be ap- 
 pointed to each boat, who, on no pretence whatever, shall 
 quit their respective boats, but are to remain therein, and 
 take care that the boats do not get adrift. Each boat is to 
 be provided with one or more axes, or sharp hatchets, which 
 are to be kept swung to the girdle of the boat-keepers. 
 
 " The frigate Esmaralda being the chief object of the ex- 
 pedition, the whole force is first to attack that ship, which, 
 when carried, is not to be cut adrift, but is to remain in pos- 
 session of the patriotic seamen, to ensure the capture of the 
 rest. 
 
 " In securing the frigate, the Chilian seamen and mariners 
 are not to cheer as if they were Chilians ; but in order to de- 
 ceive the enemy, and give time for completing the work, are 
 to cheer ' Vive el Roi ! ' 
 
 " The two brigs-of-war are to be fired on by the musketry 
 from the Esmaralda, and are to be taken possession of by 
 Lieutenants Esmond and Morgall, in the boats they com- 
 mand, which being done, they are to be cut adrift, run out, 
 and anchor in the offing as quick as possible. 
 
 " The boats of the Independentia are to busy themselves 
 in turning adrift all the outward Spanish merchant ships. 
 And the boats of the O'Higgins and Lotaro under Lieuten- 
 ants Bell and Robertson, are to set fire to one or more of the 
 headmost hulks ; but these are not to be cut adrift, so as to 
 fall down upon the rest. 
 
 " The watchword, or parole and countersign, should the 
 white dress not be sufficient distinction in the dark, are 
 ' Gloria/ to be answered by ' Victoria.' 
 
 (Signed,) Cochrane. 
 
 Whether Lord Cochrane really expected to extend his 
 operations beyond the capture of the frigate, or whether he 
 merely wished to inspire his people with courage by making 
 the main object appear only a part of the enterprise, is un- 
 certain ; but in either case, the effect could not fail to be val- 
 uable. 
 
 The foregoing memorandum being addressed to English- 
 men and North Americans, was written in English. The 
 
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 following letter I have never seen, except in the original 
 Spanish translation of Admiral Lord Cochrane's dispatch to 
 General San Martin, commander-in-chief of the liberating 
 army of Pern : 
 
 " On board the Chilian States ship O'Higgins, before 
 Callao, Nov. 11, 1820. — Most excellent Sir : The efforts of 
 his Excellency, the Supreme Director, and the sacrifices of the 
 patriots of the South to acquire the dominion of the Pacific, 
 have hitherto been frustrated chief! v bv the enormous strength 
 of the batteries of Callao, (which being superior to those of 
 Algiers or Gibraltar) rendered every attack against the naval 
 force of the enemy impracticable with any class or number 
 of ships-of-war. Nevertheless, being desirous of advancing 
 the cause of national liberty and political independence, which 
 is the great object your Excellency has in view, and to pro- 
 mote the happiness of mankind, I was anxious to dispel the 
 charm which heretofore has paralyzed our naval efforts. 
 With this intention, I carefully examined the batteries, the 
 ships-of-war and the gunboats in this port, and being satisfied 
 that the frigate Esmaralda would be cut out by men resolved 
 to do their duty, I immediately gave orders to the captains 
 of the Independentia and Lotaro to prepare their boats, and 
 acquainted them that the value of that frigate, together 
 with the reward offered in Lima for the capture of any of 
 the ships of Chili would be the recompense of those who 
 should volunteer to take part in this enterprise. 
 
 "On the following dav, a number of volunteers, including 
 captains Foster, Guise and Crosbie, with other officers, offered 
 their services, the whole amounting to a force sufficient for 
 the execution of the project. Everything being prepared, 
 the boats were exercised in the dark, in the evening of the 
 4th inst., and the night of the 5th of November was chosen 
 for the attack. Capt. Crosbie had charge of the first division, 
 consisting of the boats of the O'Higgins, and Capt. Guise 
 of the second, which was formed of those of the other ships. 
 At half-past ten, we rowed in two lines towards the enemy's 
 anchorage, and at twelve, forced the line of gunboats guard- 
 ing the entrance. 
 
 " The whole of our force boarded the Esmaralda at the 
 
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 same moment, and drove the enemy from the deck, after an 
 obstinate resistance. All the officers employed in this ser- 
 vice have conducted themselves in the most gallant manner. 
 To them, and also to the seamen and mariners, I feel under 
 deep obligations for their activity and zeal in boarding the 
 Esmaralda. I was sorry that the necessity of leaving at 
 least one captain in charge of the ships, prevented my 
 acceding to the wishes of the captain of the Independent a, 
 who accordingly remained with the squadron. 
 
 " I have also to lament the loss we sustained. That of the 
 Esmaralda cannot be exactly ascertained, on account of the 
 wounded and others who leaped overboard ; but we know 
 that out of 330 individuals originally on board, only 20i 
 have been found alive, including officers and wounded men. 
 
 " The Esmaralda mounts 40 guns, and is not in a bad 
 state as was represented, but on the contrary, very well found, 
 and perfectly equipped. She has on board three month's 
 provision, besides a supply of cordage and other articles for 
 two years. A gunboat of four guns which lay directly in 
 the passage of our boats, was boarded and towed out on the 
 following morning. 
 
 "I hope the capture of the flag-ship Esmaralda, secured 
 in booms, batteries and gunboats, in a situation always be- 
 fore deemed impregnable, and in sight of the capital, where 
 the fact cannot be concealed, will produce a moral effect 
 greater than might be expected under other circumstances. 
 
 " I have great satisfaction in sending you the ilag of Ad- 
 miral Vacaro, that you may be pleased to present it to his 
 Excellency, the Supreme Director of the Republic of Chili." 
 
 (Signed,) Cochrane. 
 
CH APTEE XIII. 
 
 Arrive at Guamas, — Prize safely moored, — Plan contemplated for cutting 
 her out, — Movements suspected, — Caution, — Preliminary movements, — 
 Plan fixed, — Previous arrangements, — This daring plan successfully 
 executed, — Consternation of Guise, — Gets under way for a chase,— Tacks 
 ship and goes back, — Merchant ship goes to the Marquesas, — Frigate 
 goes North, — Report of an American ship in trouble, — Enter a small 
 p 0r t, — We are fired on, — No notice taken of it, — Negro's story, — 
 Sail for Panama, — Anchorage, — Rather Suspicious, — Depredations of 
 Cochrane, — Land atToboga, — Natives alarmed, — Become reconciled, — 
 Description of the island, — Remarks, — Rescue a fugitive prisoner, — An 
 old acquaintance, — His history, — Story of his escape, — Manner of 
 living, — Made purser's steward of the frigate, — Rescue a young Irish 
 prisoner, — Water-filled, — Sail for San Bias, — Small-pox,— -Its ravages, 
 — Arrive, — Catch a monstrous shark, — Remarkable tenacity of life, — 
 Contents of his stomach, — Midshipman Wilson leaves the ship, — Goes 
 to Manilla, — Is murdered, — Cut into seventy pieces, — Cause of the 
 general massacre, — Leave San Bias for Moliendo, — Its description, — 
 Singular method of fishing, — Boys playing in the surf, — School for 
 Children, — Jesuit. 
 
 Our entry into Guamas very much alarmed Capt. 
 Guise of the Lotaro; but it was a matter of rejoicing to the 
 American captain, (whose name I have lost.) His ship lay 
 moored near the Lotaro, and just as she came from sea. 
 Capt. Downes had some fears, that they would strip her; 
 which, if they had done, would have prevented any attempt 
 on our part to have cut her out. We ran in and anchored 
 within about two cables length of the Lotaro, and in a good 
 position for getting under way. The prize lay inshore of the 
 Lotaro, leaving just room enough for both ships to swing- 
 clear of each other. There were several transport ships and 
 two American whalers lying there. We had hardly come to 
 an anchor, when the captain of the prize came on board ; 
 and both he and Capt. Downes went into the cabin to talk 
 over matters and things. 
 
 
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 Now, our sole purpose in coming here, was to rescue this 
 ship; and I must say, to judge from the position of the 
 prize and that of the Lotaro, an attempt to get this ship 
 clear, would, to say the least, be extremely hazardous, if not 
 wholly impossible. To attempt, and make a failure, would 
 not only be very mortifying but in all probability the means 
 of much bloodshed. Capt. Guise could not help feeling some 
 intimation that Capt. Downcs would endeavor, in some way, 
 to liberate the ship, as he well knew his bold and determined 
 character. And yet it seemed a matter of impossibility, 
 that the ship could be taken from under his broadside. 
 Capt. Downes, in order to lull any suspicion of an attempt 
 of this kind, had an interview with Capt. Guise, as to what 
 he thought of a proposition to ransom the ship. In the 
 meantime, the captain had spread abroad a rumor, that 
 through Capt. Downes, his ship would be ransomed, and in 
 a few days he would be off. Now there was no time to be 
 lost, as there remained but one alternative, and that a des- 
 perate one, the sooner it was carried into effect, the better. 
 Bansoming or compromising, was entirely out of the question, 
 as neither Capt. Downes nor himself had any authority for 
 entering into a business of this kind. Besides, the ship was 
 a valuable prize, if she could be legally condemned, and 
 in all probability a great sum would be required for her. 
 The plan was kept as private as possible ; for, if the boats' 
 crews got wind of it, there would be a danger of its leaking 
 out on shore, and then the jig would be up. 
 
 The following plan was then agreed on, which the sequel 
 will show proved successful. The crew, ten in number, were 
 all on shore, and in order that they might be on hand, were 
 persuaded to stay on board the frigate. At first they hesi- 
 tated ; as there was strong inducements held out to them to 
 enter on board Cochrane's ship; such as good wages, plenty 
 of prize money, and what was more alluring than all, plenty 
 of grog, and no flogging. And, as they all had a consider- 
 able amount of wages due them, were holding on, to await 
 the issue of jbhe trial. But they finally consented to come on 
 board. It was highly important to secure these men, as we 
 could not well spare a crew from our ship. It was also nee- 
 
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 essary that they should he let into the secret, and in the 
 event of success they were to have a handsome present. 
 
 This matter being arranged, the next thing was, to know 
 how to get clear of the officer, and the twelve marines, 
 or soldiers, who were constantly on guard during the night, 
 as well as on the lookout during the day. All this must he 
 effected by stratagem, and in the following manner. It was 
 well known by the officer on board the prize, or rather he 
 had heard, that through the official interference of Capt. 
 Downes, the ship would be liberated by compromise. Not- 
 withstanding all this, Capt Guise had given him orders not 
 to admit any one on board, except the captain, who still 
 held his state-room, and slept on board ; and the mate was 
 also retained for the purpose of taking care of sails and rig- 
 ging, and to lookout for cables and anchors in case of a 
 blow. Neither of them were allowed to have any fire-arms 
 or powder in their possession. Capt. Guise seldom left his 
 ship, as though he feared that something might happen. 
 
 A crew of seventy-five men were selected from among our 
 best seamen, who were all to be armed, with a pair of pistols 
 and a cutlass each. The night was fixed upon, and it was 
 necessary and important that the ship should be clear before 
 two o'clock in the morning ; as up to that time there was 
 generally a good breeze blowing oft' shore, and this breeze, 
 brought the prize in a more favorable position for getting 
 under way. 
 
 On the afternoon previous to the night when the attempt 
 was to be made, the captain went on board his ship apparently 
 in high glee, exhibiting a roll of paper, and saying to the 
 officer, "well I am clear; you will have your orders to quit 
 by to-morrow morning." He had brought off a demijohn of 
 brandy, and a box of champagne to treat his friends on this 
 happy occasion, after he had obtained his liberty. 
 
 A bottle of brandy was placed upon the table ; and a 
 large tin pot full privately given to the marines. The ef- 
 fects of the brandv were soon visible among the marines. 
 who, by eight o'clock, were all drunk. The prize officer also 
 felt rather sleepy, and took a snooze on the cabin sofa. Ami 
 now was the time for the captain and mate to work, as all 
 
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 depended on the promptness with which everything was done. 
 One of the cables, (hemp,) was sawed off on the windlass, 
 and jnst stopped to keep it from running out. 
 
 A sharp axe was laid near the other, ready for use ; the 
 mate then went aloft very silently, cast off the gaskets from 
 the top-sail yards, and stopped the sails with rope yarns ; and 
 did the same with the top-gallantrsails. He then loosed 
 the jib and fore top-mast staysail, hut kept them on the 
 boom, then saw the sheets and halliards clear. During this 
 time there were two soldiers walking the gangway ; but 
 had too much brandy on board, to suspect anything wrong ; 
 and at intervals sung out " All's well." It was not thought 
 expedient to make any signal from the frigate, that might 
 be seen by the Lotaro ; so it was arranged that when six 
 bells (eleven o'clock) struck on board the frigate, the boat 
 would leave with the men selected for the occasion. 
 
 As this enterprise had been carefully planned, (for as I 
 stated before, a failure would have been disastrous) it was in- 
 dispensable that a line should be run from the merchant ship 
 to a projecting rock, about three times her length, from 
 where she lay, in order to give her headway, and to get her 
 from the range of the Lotaro's guns as quick as possible. 
 This was accomplished in the following manner : Two coils 
 of rope were put into our boat that was to carry the men to 
 the ship, and when the boat left the frigate, the men, all ex- 
 cept the two who were to row with muffled oars, were to 
 lie down so as they might not be seen. The boat was to 
 creep along inshore close to the land ; cross the entrance of 
 the harbor to the rock ; make the line fast, and take the end 
 to the prize. The mate, who being on the lookout in the 
 head, was to haul the end on board. They were then to 
 board the ship over the bow, and knock down the sentinels. 
 The captain was to secure the cabin doors, to prevent the of- 
 ficer from coming up. The cable was then to be cut, the 
 line manned, and the ship hauled out. All this was done 
 with admirable precision. As soon as the blow was struck 
 upon the cable, it was heard on board the Lotaro, and di- 
 rectly all was commotion on board that ship. Capt. Guise 
 was up in an instant, and hailed the prize: "What are yon 
 
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 about there, sir." The ship was now ranging ahead, when 
 Guise immediately hailed : " Let go your spare anchor, sir, 
 immediately, or I will fire into you." " Aye, aye, sir," says 
 the mate. " Clear away your guns ; all hands unmoor ship," 
 were the mixed and confused orders on board the Lotaro, 
 " Sheet liome your top-sails /" says the captain, in a long, 
 bold, and authoritative manner, so as to be distinctly heard 
 by all on board the Lotaro. " Run up your jib and fore top- 
 mast staysail." And now she was clear ! 
 
 Before the boat had left the frigate, we had hove short, 
 and hoisted our top-sail yards without loosing the sails, or 
 making the least noise. The wind was right aft for us, but 
 on the starboard quarter for the prize. We were soon up 
 witli her, and both ships were ahead of the Lotaro, who had 
 cracked on every thing she could wear. But it was of no use 
 now for Capt. Guise to think of a re-capture. We beat to 
 quarters, and were all ready for him in case he should fire ; 
 but he very prudently did not We kept close to our prize, 
 and both, making all sail, soon dropped the Lotaro, who 
 tacked and went back. Both ships now hove to, shifted our 
 men, and put the prize officer, and his twelve soldiers on 
 board his boat, gave them two bottles of brandy, a keg of 
 water, some bread, and salt fish, and sent them on their way 
 rejoicing. They reached the shore in safety, as we shall af- 
 terwards see. Thus ended this well planned and successful 
 scheme, and the brilliancy of the achievement is equal, if 
 not superior, to the cutting out of the Esmaralda. 
 
 In the former case, there was not a single life lost, and 
 here was a prize taken from under the guns of a fifty gun 
 ship, who might easily, had they known enough, have man- 
 ned four or live boats, and boarded her, when of course there 
 would have been a fight, which would have caused a de- 
 tention, and in all probability, her re-capture. We separa- 
 ted, and proceeded down the coast and our quondam consort 
 stood over to the Marquesas. 
 
 While we were at Guamas, a captain of a whale ship told 
 Capt. Downes, that there was an American ship in some dif- 
 ficulty at a small port about thirty leagues north of Callao. 
 Wo followed the coast down, and entered what was supposed 
 
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 by description, to be the place alluded to. We found plenty 
 of water, and sufficient room to work ship. At the entrance, 
 there was what appeared to be a fort, and when abreast of 
 it we were saluted with a shot from a nine pounder ! which 
 came whistling over us. No notice was taken of it, as it 
 was not repeated. We could count, I think eight men in the 
 fort, and but one mounted gun. We ran up just far enough 
 to ascertain that there was no ship there ; then tacked and 
 stood out again. We could easily see that our entering the 
 harbor, had caused much consternation and alarm among 
 the inhabitants. It was a pretty little town with a fine large 
 church standing on an eminence. We had a negro onboard, 
 who had run away from the Lotaro, and had got on board 
 our ship at Guamas. He had formerly belonged to Coch- 
 rane's ship. He told us "that about three months before, 
 Cochrane had taken a cruise down the coast, with his ship 
 only, and that they had landed and plundered many small 
 places along the coast, and had taken many valuable things 
 from the churches, which he invariably robbed wherever he 
 went. 
 
 He said that at this place he went in, let go his anchor, 
 sent three armed boats with sixty men, took the fort, which, 
 however, was a very easy matter, for on the approach of the 
 boats the soldiers ran away. They landed at a short dis- 
 tance from the fort, entered it and capsized the guns over- 
 board. They then proceeded to the town. The terrified in- 
 habitants were seen fleeing in all directions ; the sight of the 
 frigate had so alarmed them that they made no resistance. 
 The marauding party proceeded first to the church and took 
 away a great amount of silver, among which was a number 
 of massive silver candlesticks. They knocked the valuable 
 eyes out of the Virgin Mary, and stole the golden crown from 
 her head, and the rich slippers from her feet, which were 
 studded with precious stones, and in order to get the jeweled 
 rings from her fingers, these sacrilegious scamps actually 
 broke the hands off at the wrists, but showing no further in- 
 dignities, left this so-called queen of Heaven, without hands 
 or eyes, crown less and barefooted. They then proceeded to 
 the stores and dwelling-houses, and as an expeditious method 
 
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 of opening chests and boxes, they applied a loaded pistol to 
 the keyhole, which did away with the necessity of a key, 
 taking however only valuable articles and money. Before 
 they had got quite through with their plunder, they were at- 
 tacked by the inhabitants and what soldiers could be mus- 
 tered, and a severe fight ensued, but they all reached their 
 boats with the exception of ten, who had laid siege to a grog 
 shop, and were wholly unable to fight. These were marched 
 off' to prison, and came very near being killed by the infuri- 
 ated populace. Many of those who made their escape to the 
 boats were severely wounded, besides the boat-keepers who 
 had been attacked by the soldiers for the purpose of getting 
 back their stolen property. When the boats had returned 
 to the frigate witli the plunder, and it was reported to Coch- 
 rane that there were ten men made prisoners on shore, he 
 sent a message saving, if their men were not immediately 
 given up, he would lay the place in ashes. As any resistance 
 on the part of the people was out of the question, the drunk- 
 en sailors were given up, and when our ship made her ap- 
 pearance, although with a different flag, they supposed her 
 to be the same one, come again to finish up what they had 
 left undone of their previous depredations. We sailed from 
 this port for Panama, where we stopped to fill up our fresh 
 water, as it was inconvenient to do it at Callao. 
 
 The watering-place was at Toboga, an island in the Bay 
 of Panama. We anchored about ten miles distant from it, 
 so that we could easily communicate with Panama at the 
 same time. The entrance into the city from the water, was 
 by one gate only, and that strongly guarded by soldiers, as 
 in most Spanish towns the guard house is near the gates. It 
 was, at a former visit, rather difficult for any of the officers 
 of the frigate to enter the town, as they were rather suspi- 
 cious of us, not knowing our true character. Cochrane had 
 anchored there only a few months before under English col- 
 ors, but they soon became suspicious, and would not allow him 
 to land, and finally ordered him off. 
 
 Thev then went down to Toboga. destroyed a fort and robbed 
 a poor family (the only one on the island.) of their fowls and 
 pigs ; and when our boat landed they were terribly frightened, 
 
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 but we succeeded in assuring tliem that we were friends and 
 Americans, and not as they at first supposed, Chilians. The 
 place where we obtained our water was one of the most lovely 
 groves I had ever seen. Oranges, lemons, pineapples, grow- 
 ing spontaneously, and all around us birds of beautiful plu- 
 mage and of the sweetest notes warbling on every tree 
 throughout this Paradise. These kind and "hospitable semi- 
 Indian islanders, treated us to roasted plantains, and delicious 
 bananas in which the island abounded. Plainly showing that 
 the milk of human kindness is indigenous to the soil of our 
 natures, and does not always require civilization for its de- 
 velopment. In my travels through the world how much 
 have I learned from the half-civilized and untutored, and 
 from the savage too. The Fejee and Tongataboo canni- 
 bals kill, roast and eat their victims, not because their hearts 
 are more prone to wickedness and cruelty than was that of 
 Napoleon Bonaparte, Nicholas of Eussia, and many others 
 whose deeds of cruelty have almost given the lie to any pre- 
 tensions of an advancement towards civilization or of hu- 
 manity. The former, act from an impulse springing from 
 what they suppose and actually believe to be lawful and just- 
 ifiable revenge for injuries. And there is not a doubt in my 
 mind, and if this were a proper place, I think I could demon- 
 strate it fully, that these and all the Oceanic islanders are 
 the descendants of the lost tribes of Israel, evidently retain- 
 ing that innate vindictive law, "an eye for an eye, and a 
 tooth for tooth," and also of the indiscriminate slaughter of 
 their enemies. 
 
 And even among these, there is in their hearts a small res- 
 ervoir of uncontaminated benevolence kept there to show 
 that they came from God ! One day on returning to the 
 ship from the watering-place, on passing an island near To- 
 boga, and being close in, we saw something that looked like 
 a large seal on a projecting rock, but soon ascertained that 
 it was a man. He jumped into the water and swam to our 
 boat ; we took him in. He was nearly naked ; his hair was 
 long and matted ; his beard very black and bushy ; taking 
 him altogether, he was a frightful looking fellow. 
 
 He told us that he and several others were taken in a 
 
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 Chilian privateer, by a Spanish frigate, brought to Panama, 
 and imprisoned ; being heavily chained, and put in dun- 
 geons. Such being the fate of all privateersmcn sentenced to 
 death. They had been in prison about sixty days, when lie 
 and two others, in a most remarkable manner, made their es- 
 cape. As these three were confined in one cell, they had 
 during the day contrived to wrench off their chains, and at 
 night to remove heavy stones and get away almost under the 
 very nose and eyes of the sentinels. They were obliged to 
 drop some distance into the sea, and fortunately for them, it 
 was then high water. If, however, the tide had been out 
 they must have dropped on the rocks, and run the risk of 
 breaking their limbs, or of dashing out their brains. I have 
 stood over the place many a time, and the very look of it is 
 enough to frighten one. They swam round the fort, got upon 
 the beach and made their way into a mass of thick under 
 brush, burrowed into the ground, burying themselves com- 
 pletely up, and there they lie ; the day was just beginning to 
 dawn. 
 
 Hardly had it become light, when they heard the cry of 
 the soldiers in search of them. It so happened, that there 
 were no traces left of their entrance into this brushwood, or 
 in all probability, they would have been discovered. On the 
 following night, when all was still, they very cautiously 
 crawled out, weak and nearly famished for want of water. 
 They concluded to separate and each to do the best he could 
 for himself. He made his way to the water side, having 
 taken neither food nor water for ten days, and was so 
 weak that he could scarcely crawl. He came to a hut, 
 where was an old Spanish woman, and from her he obtained 
 water and some plantains, with which he was much revived. 
 It was dangerous to remain here; for if her husband should 
 come home, and find him, he would in all probability inform 
 against him for the sake of the reward, which is always paid 
 for the apprehension of prisoners who have deserted, lie 
 started off, continuing his course along the beach ; but it < - 
 cured to him, that if his track was discovered, they would 
 surely be after him. So he went aside into the bushes, and 
 shortly came across the trunk of a tree that was very dry 
 
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 and light, and about ten feet long. As soon as it was dark, 
 lie contrived to get it into the water ; and got upon it and 
 committed himself into the hands of his Maker. The wind 
 was oft' shore, and by paddling with his hands, and keeping 
 very steady, by daylight he found himself near the island. 
 He said that during the whole night the sharks were around 
 him in all directions ; he expected every moment to be drag- 
 ged off and devoured. But God protected him, and he 
 reached the island in safety, and at first was unable to stand. 
 But after lying a few hours, his strength returned, and he 
 began to look around, and to his great joy he found that 
 the rocks were covered with periwinkles, and other kinds of 
 shell-fish, and a short way up the hill was a running spring 
 of excellent water. 
 
 He now felt secure, as the island was uninhabited, and he 
 could hide himself away in a hundred caverns where no 
 mortal man could find him, and if the spring held out, he 
 could live there many years. But he felt sure that Divine 
 Providence would open the way for his escape in his own time 
 and in his own way. " When I saw your ship come to an 
 anchor, and the boat come this way, I felt that my trouble 
 was over." 
 
 By this time we had reached the frigate. We took the 
 man to the first lieutenant, related how we had found him, 
 and left him to tell his own story. He was taken below, 
 shaved, washed, and clothed, and when he appeared on deck 
 again, I immediately recognized him as an old acquaintance 
 in Gibraltar. His name was John Laird, a Scotchman by 
 birth, and had been a merchant in Gibraltar, dealing princi- 
 pally in hardware, and it was from his store that the United 
 States ships were supplied with articles in that department. 
 He had been unsuccessful in Gibraltar, and took passage for 
 Valparaiso to try his fortune in Chili. On his arrival there 
 he found a Chilian privateer fitting, which held out great 
 inducements for adventurers " to make a great deal of money 
 in a very short time." His story however, was the sequel of 
 his adventure. 
 
 As he was well educated, he was appointed purser's stew- 
 ard of the frigate ; performed his duty faithfully, proved 
 
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 himself a gentleman, and remained on board the ship until 
 she was paid off in Boston. One day while the midshipmen 
 were walking through a street in Panama, and just as they 
 were passing an apothecary shop, they were addressed in 
 English, by a young man who appeared to be the shopkeeper. 
 They went in, and as there was no one there but himself, he 
 told them that he was a prisoner, and had been taken in a 
 Chilian ship-of-war, by a Spanish frigate, and that the old 
 Spaniard who owned the establishment had hired his servi- 
 ces from the government, and was also responsible for his 
 safe keeping. He was a fine, likely looking young man, and 
 immediately engaged the sympathy of the midshipmen in 
 his favor, and they at once hit upon a plan for his escape, 
 winch was, that they were to come on shore the next day, 
 with an extra suit of midshipman's uniform, which just be- 
 fore sunset he was to put on, and pass out of the gate with 
 them, as an American midshipman. 
 
 The plan was successful, and he found himself safely on 
 board an American frigate, although he was an Irishman. 
 He had received a college education in Ireland, and was an 
 excellent surgeon. Having filled up our water, we sailed 
 for San Bias. Very soon after leaving Panama, the small- 
 pox broke out, and spread rapidly through the ship ; al- 
 though but few died, yet the ship was a complete hospital. 
 Two tiers of hammocks were hung along on each side of the 
 gun-deck. Fortunately the weather was good, and by the 
 unremitting attention and skill of Dr. Edo-ar, with Dr. 
 Ticknor, the disease was stayed, and the ship's company re- 
 stored to perfect health again. 
 
 This second visit to San Bias, was through the solicitation of 
 several merchants, who had been largely engaged in business 
 at Guadalaxara, and other places in the interior of Mexico, 
 and in consequence of the unsettled state of the country, 
 felt that their property was unsafe, and wished tohave it re- 
 moved to the United States. On our former visit to this place, 
 Capt. Downes had given them encouragement that he would 
 return again in the course of a few months, which would 
 give them time to collect their specie ready for shipping. 
 
 While lying here we caught the largest shark I had ever 
 
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 seen. He had been several hours playing round the ship ; 
 and it seemed as though he wanted to be taken ; so we 
 baited a good strong shark hook, and hung it over the bow ; 
 and it had hardly reached tb» water, when he came up, 
 rolled over, opened his tremendous jaws, and swallowed 
 the hook. I could not refrain from thinking how many well 
 baited shark hooks, there are set to catch unwary young- 
 men, who are in the habit of lurking round places of dan- 
 ger ; when it too often happens, that if they once get hooked 
 they are gone. Possibly it may be with them, as it is some- 
 times with the shark, they escape with a broken hook in their 
 mouth, which must be to them a source of pain and misery 
 the remainder of their lives. Young reader, think of this ! 
 But to return to our shark. We tried to drown the mon- 
 ster and thought we had succeeded. We then got a good 
 rope with a bowline over him, and a tackle on the fish davit, 
 and roused him up, but he had no notion of dying, and ap- 
 peared as lively as ever. We ran boarding pikes down his 
 throat ; that also had but little effect upon him. We then 
 turned boiling water down his gullet , this stilled him for 
 a few minutes, but he soon revived again and began to 
 thrash round in a terrible manner. We then tried what 
 efficacy there would be in red-hot firebrands, which were 
 jammed down his throat ; and the tenacity with which this 
 fellow hung on to life, was truly astonishing. We finally 
 hoisted him on board, and as soon as he touched the deck, he 
 commenced again, and fairly took possession of the forecastle. 
 One fellow shoved a white oak capstan bar into his mouth, 
 which he ground up like a biscuit. 
 
 Next, we ripped him open, and took from his maw, a whole 
 bullock's head, the entire hide, and a full bushel of fish. 
 Even when his entrails were taken out, he would snap at 
 a piece of wood, and hold it so firm that a man could 
 scarcely get it away. He measured sixteen feet in length, 
 and about eight feet nine inches round the body ; he could 
 have swallowed a good sized man whole, and there still would 
 have been room for a bushel or two of fish for dunnage. 
 
 This, although a fish story, I assure the reader is true, as 
 I was an eye-witness to the whole transaction. We had 
 
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 been accompanied from Callao, by a beautiful little her- 
 maphrodite brig called the Macedonian. It was said that 
 Cochrane had robbed this brig once, of two hundred thou- 
 sand dollars, but I believe it was proved that the property 
 belonged to a Spanish house, which if true, the property was 
 a lawful prize. This brig was bound to Manilla. A young 
 midshipman, (a very excellent young gentleman) obtained 
 permission from Capt. Downes, to return to the United States, 
 via Manilla, and accordingly took passage in the brig. We 
 afterwards heard that he had been brutally murdered at Ma- 
 nilla, and the report stated that he had been cut up into 
 seventy pieces. 
 
 It appeared that just about the time that he arrived there, 
 from some unknown cause, the water was thought to be poi- 
 soned, but the Spaniards would have it that it had been done 
 by foreigners. They accordingly sallied from their houses, 
 crying, "death to the foreigners," and immediately fell upon 
 every one they met, when a general massacre was the conse- 
 quence, and poor Wilson, was among the victims. 
 
 As it happened the Fourth of July occurred while we lay 
 here, the following is a sketch of the manner in which it was 
 passed. 
 
 It always has been customary in our navy to give the men 
 a double allowance of grog on the Fourth of July, when in 
 port ; this old custom was now to be observed. Everything is 
 generally pretty still during the fore part of the day, ex- 
 cepting the usual firing of salutes, displaying of flags, &c. 
 If it happens that the ship is in a port where there are but 
 few or no Americans, the festival is then confined to the offi- 
 cers and crews. The former of wnich, however, always con- 
 trive to have a good dinner, if it can be procured from the 
 shore, and plenty of something good to wash it down with. 
 It happened that all these things could be obtained here. 
 The wardroom officers invited the captain to dine with them. 
 The midshipmen were also well provided with everything for 
 having a good time. 
 
 Dinner hour in the wardroom was at 4 o'clock P. M. 
 Capt. Downes left the table at 5, and retired to his cabin, as 
 he drank no wines or any kind of spirituous liquors, proba- 
 
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 Q 
 
 bly concluding from what preparations he saw, that there was 
 to be a considerable business done in that line ; and fearing 
 that his presence might possibly retard the " flow of soul/' 
 very generously retired ; and thus leaving no obstacle to this 
 convivial celebration of the glorious 4th. 
 
 At about sunset, the wine began to do its work ; loud 
 " hip, hip, hurrah's " were frequent and husky. The mid- 
 shipmen too, were going it in grand style. Fragments of songs, 
 mutilated toasts, loud calling from one side of the steerage 
 'to the other, gave full evidence of the patriotism that per- 
 vaded this all-important class of naval officers, and there 
 were some fine fellows among them too. 
 
 The seamen were not idle neither, and although they had 
 not dined on roast beef and plum pudding, yet the plen- 
 tiful supply of good old rye whiskey, which they had stored 
 up for the occasion, was fully adequate for raising a powerful 
 pressure of steam, which for the present was only let off in 
 small quantities, through the upper valve, by songs and 
 cheers. By nine o'clock at night, I verily believe that there 
 were but few sober souls in the ship. The captain was one, 
 and your humble servant was another. He was a regular 
 teetotaller, using no intoxicating drinks, and on such an oc- 
 casion we must overlook any little improprieties among offi- 
 cers which at any other time would be highly reprehen- 
 sible, and perhaps might result in serious consequences. 
 
 One midshipman came up with his coat off, squaring away 
 for a fight, and yelling like a mad bull. With some consid- 
 erable difficulty I succeeded in getting him below. All 
 hands were now engaged in one general fight on the gun- 
 deck. The master-at-arms, ship's coporal, and sergeant-of- 
 marines were drunk and not able to make exertion to quell 
 the noise. I took my seat, on a shot box on the half deck, 
 and there heartily enjoyed the fun. The tumult had now 
 become quite serious. I saw the captain go from his cabin 
 door forward among the men. I then arose from my seat 
 and followed him along on the other side, and when abreast 
 the berth deck hatchway, was obliged to stop. He had 
 taken the precaution however, before leaving his cabin, to 
 take off his epaulets, so that in the dark he was not recog- 
 
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 nized. I kept quite near him, but on the other side of the 
 hatchway. Directly an Irish marine that had just come out 
 of a tight, came up to him, squaring away : 
 
 " And wid ye like to take a crack wid me, ye spalpeen, 
 ye." 
 
 It was very dark, and of course the fellow did not know 
 who he was talking to. Capt. Downes just turned round 
 and went aft, and I also took my old seat again. Sleep for 
 that night was out of the question. My messmates were all 
 sewed up, and I think upon the whole, that it was the most 
 interesting Fourth of July that I had ever passed. But next 
 day all was right again ; everything went on as usual, quiet 
 and harmonious. 
 
 Having got through with our business at San Bias, we 
 sailed for a port called Moliendo, a very small place com- 
 municating with the city of Arequipa. There is no settle- 
 ment at this place, save only a few Indian huts, and probably 
 about one hundred and fifty souls, who live principally by 
 fishing. Their mode of catching fish is somewhat singular, 
 having no boats or canoes, but instead of which, they take 
 two large seal skins, and make them perfectly air tight ; 
 they then blow them full of air and confine them together 
 in the shape of the letter A, with a cross piece in the niiddle 
 and at 'the bottom. They then have a pole about six feet 
 long, with a round piece of wood secured at each end, and 
 kneeling on the middle cross piece, with this paddle, they 
 make these (boltszas) fly over the water, never mind how 
 rouMi it is. The fishing line is made of the fibre of some 
 kind of bark, which, however, is very strong. The hook is 
 a piece of bone or shell, with a very sharp point. They go 
 out into the open sea, not far from land, and when they have 
 reached the fishing ground, secure their paddles, then 
 coil the line upon their right hand, holding the hook in 
 their left, with much dexterity throw the whole out in a 
 straight line, then commence hauling in as fast as 
 possible, and in almost every case they hook a tine fish, weigh- 
 ing from four to ten pounds, which they throw into a small 
 net attached to the boltsza. The surf rolls in on the beach 
 in the harbor full twelve feet high, and it is really amusing 
 
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 to see the litttle Indian children of both sexes, run and dive 
 through this almost perpendicular wall of water, and come 
 out on the other side, then wait for the next roller to 
 bring them in on its crest, and then slide down upon the 
 beach again. There is a Roman Catholic Jesuit here, who 
 appears to be a well educated and excellent man. He has a 
 bamboo sehoolhouse erected on a hill near by, overlook- 
 ing the harbor. This building answers for both sehoolhouse 
 and church. He invited me to be present at school hours ; so 
 I accompanied him up, and we got to the school just as they 
 were about to take their dinner, — each one bringing 
 their own, which consisted of a dried fish, and a bunch of 
 bananas. And before a morsel of food went into their 
 mouths, they dropped on their knees, and with eyes uplifted, 
 repeated, Gracios Dios — Thank God, and then went cheer- 
 fully to their dinner. The compensation to this good man 
 was one egg a week, which was brought by each scholar 
 every Friday. There were about forty children, chiefly 
 boys, and entirely naked. The letters were pasted upon 
 a small flat board ; and the Jesuit told me that they were 
 all bright scholars and behaved remarkably well. The reason 
 why so few girls attend the school is, that they are generally 
 wanted at home to assist their mothers in pounding corn, 
 taking care of the younger ones, &c. And besides, it is not 
 thought to be indispensably necessary for a woman to have 
 an education, as they are generally looked upon as a sort of 
 drudge, made only for servitude ! ' 
 
CH APTE R XIV. 
 
 Devotion, — Compensation, — Mode of teaching, — Females not educated, — 
 Prepare to paint ship, — Mix paint, — Propensity for whiskey, — Rather 
 dangerous gratification, — Money, — Comes on board,— Holders, — Temp- 
 tation, — Cut open a sack, — Steal the money, — Confined in irons, — 
 Punishment. — Jim Innis, — How he was flogged, — Further punish- 
 ment, — Sail for Callao, — Arrival, — Prisoners in the castle impatient, — 
 Death, — Joy at seeing the Frigate, — Their liberation, — Narrow escape 
 of a prisoner, — Cochrane's wrath at the cutting out affair, — Pleasing 
 manner in which the news was received at Callao, — Repair several 
 merchant ships, — Receive my pay on shore, — Stratagem to secure the 
 money, — Successful in getting on board the ship, — Visit to Lima, — 
 Hotel", — No sleeping room, — Good supper, — Midshipman, robbed, — 
 Drunken priests, — Uproarious conduct, — landlord afraid to interfere, 
 fearing he should lose their blessing — People wish a change in the 
 
 fovernment, — Ladies all patriots, — Visit the Cathedral, — Description — 
 ingular manner of treating the dead, — Return to Callao, — Large 
 amount of specie on board the Frigate, — Sail for Valparaiso, — Some- 
 thing about the Baron, — Improvement in Valparaiso, — Murder of an 
 old blacksmith, — Roguery, — Death of a lieutenant, — Pirates, — Sail 
 for home, — Stop at Rio Janeiro, — Singular looking savages,— Visit an 
 orange plantation, — Politeness of a Portuguese lady, — Landing slaves 
 from a slaver, — Feeding them, — Sail for Boston, — Arrival, — Married, — 
 Settle for life, — Commendable freak of a lieutenant, — Remarks. 
 
 When we arrived, a messenger was dispatched to Arequipa, 
 to acquaint the merchants of our arrival, also to request them 
 to be expeditious in getting their money on board the frigate. 
 We expected to remain here at least twenty days. The climate 
 "being exceedingly dry. it was concluded to paint ship, although 
 it was an uncomfortable place to lie in, on account of a very 
 heavy swell continually coming in from sea, which kept the 
 ship rolling, almost guns under. 
 
 As the paint department was under my charge, was ordered 
 to have verdigris enough mixed to paint the inside of the bul- 
 warks on the spar-deck. I took a clean beef barrel, and put 
 in a sufficient quantity of verdigris, and oil enough to mix it; 
 
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 but having no spirits of turpentine, as a substitute put in five 
 gallons of whiskey. It was stirred up and well mixed to be 
 ready for use on the following morning. At about eleven 
 o'clock, I heard on the forward part of the gun-deck, a 
 dreadful groaning with distressing efforts to vomit. There 
 appeared to be much commotion among the men, I took no 
 more notice of it and went to sleep again. Next morning I 
 found out the cause of the trouble. These fellows who had 
 been taken so suddenly ill, had seen me put the whiskey in 
 the paint, and having a sufficient knowledge of chemistry to 
 know that whiskey was one thing and verdigris another, and 
 of course, after the heavier had settled, the lighter body 
 would remain above, perfectly homogeneous. On the strength 
 of this known fact, after the hammocks were piped down, and 
 all was still, these "jolly Jack tars w stood around the paint 
 barrel, anxiously waiting the time for nature to do her work ; 
 but being rather impatient, as the old dame was not to be 
 hurried, they concluded to taste, so in went one tin pot, and 
 then another, and instead of tasting it, when the tin pot was 
 once at the mouth, in consequence of its having oil with it, 
 the good stuff was so slippery, that a good half pint went 
 down each throat, before the pot was removed. 
 
 There must have been a great many at this banquet, for in 
 the morning there was not a half a pint of whiskey left out 
 of the five gallons. I made no complaint about it, but drew 
 from the purser's steward five gallons more, and commenced 
 using the paint. About the time we had got through paint- 
 ing, the money began to arrive from Arequipa ; we could 
 see the mules coming over the mountain paths, like a string 
 of ants, it came in green hide sacks, each holding about $2,000 
 and each mule carrying two sacks, there were also cakes of 
 virgin silver, each weighing $1,500. This money was stowed 
 in the spirit room. 
 
 There are always men belonging to the hold called " hold- 
 ers," one of which is appointed captain, or, as he is called, 
 " captain of the hold," and their duty is most generally be- 
 low, getting out beef and pork, serving out water, keeping 
 the cable tiers in order, &c. Then over them is placed an 
 officer, sometimes a midshipman, who is called master-mate of 
 
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 the hold. On this officer devolves the sole charge of the 
 spirit room, which is a part of the hold. No naked light is 
 ever permitted here excepting when it is empty. It was here 
 that the money was stowed. Six men were employed in pack- 
 ing away the sacks ; three were in at the further end stowing 
 and the others were passing the bags to them. Now they 
 were all among the whiskey casks, and the smell of the good 
 stuff, had such a powerful effect upon their nerves, that by 
 some means, best known to an old tar, they got a sip of this 
 ever potent essence of life, death and mischief, and now they 
 were all ripe for anything. 
 
 " I say, Jack," says Jim Innis, in a low voice, (the mas- 
 ter's mate being on the gun-deck striking down the sacks.) 
 " hand us in your knife here. These here dollars belong to 
 the bloody Spaniards, and we might as well have a few as not, 
 to pay us for our trouble in working here in this thundering 
 hot hole." 
 
 A knife was passed in, and a sack cut, and all helped them- 
 selves. They stowed the dollars about their persons in the 
 most ingenious manner, notwithstanding all this caution, they 
 managed to get drunk, and fool-like, one fellow came up on 
 the berth deck, and began to show his money. It soon 
 reached the master's mates ear, and soon it reached the first 
 lieutenant. They were all brought on the half deck, a 
 sentinel placed over them, when they were all searched, and 
 Jim Innis was so drunk that he was brought legs and arms 
 by four men, and when they laid him down, the dollars rolled 
 from him in all directions. These fellows had, I think $192 
 between them, but the funniest of all was, that one of them 
 positively declared to Mr. Maury that he had brought the 
 dollars with him, and that they were the remains " of his last 
 voyage's pay," but poor fellow, he little thought that the date 
 of the dollar would betray him, for the dollars found on him 
 were new, right from the mint, and dated 1820, and we left 
 Boston in 1818. Notwithstanding these glaring facts, the 
 fellow still persisted that he had brought the dollars with him. 
 They were all put in double irons and under charge of a sen- 
 tinel, were kept in confinement twenty days, then brought up 
 for punishment. Five of them recieved seventy-five lashes 
 
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 each, but he who cut the bag was to receive a greater pun- 
 ishment, and according to the testimony of the others, this 
 was Jim. He denied it in a most emphatic manner, appealing 
 to the Higher Power to confirm the truth of his assertion. 
 He was stripped and seized up, but his back presented an 
 awful sight. He was with us in the Mediterranean during the 
 Algerine war, was on board the Guerriere when she engaged 
 the Algerine frigate, and during the action, the gun to which 
 he belonged, (the forward gun on the main-deck starboard- 
 side,) burst, killing and wounding all the gun's crew. Jim 
 was among the latter, he was sadly burnt from the neck to 
 the hips, and even now, nearly four years after the accident ; 
 the flesh was quite tender. 
 
 Under these circumstances, Capt. Downes could not flog 
 him on the back, therefore he must receive his punishment on 
 what is usually denominated the seat of honor. In this case 
 the culprit is not seized up to the gangway, but is brought 
 over a carronade in the following manner. Standing at the 
 breech, he bends over towards the muzzle; his wrists are se- 
 cured, one on each side the gun, to the forward axeltree, and 
 his legs, to the gun tackle bolts in the carriage. His trow- 
 sers are then pulled down, thus presenting to the boatswain's 
 mate, a prominent field for operation. And one lick with the 
 cat here, is worse than a dozen on the back. When all was 
 ready, says the captain to him : 
 
 "M)w sir, did you cut the bag?" 
 
 " Oh, no, sir, I did not." 
 
 " Well then, who did? Boatswain's mate go on with 
 him." 
 
 And at the first lick, Jim sung out nobly, and fairly made 
 the gun shake. 
 
 " Oh, now, my dear, good Capt. Downes, don't lick me any 
 more, and I will tell you all." 
 
 " Well let us know who did it ?" 
 
 11 Oh, dear ! just cast me loose, and then I'll tell you." 
 
 " Give it to him, boatswain's mate." 
 
 And obeying the order, put on a half dozen. The blood 
 began to run and the flesh to quiver like jelly, and Jim's 
 
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 shrieks and cries fairly made the pigs look aft to see what 
 was going on. 
 
 " Now, who cut the bag ?" 
 
 Poor Jim had nothing more to say on that subject, but 
 continued to beg most earnestly. He took the other half 
 dozen and was let off. Now Jim was a short, chunky, fun- 
 ny sort of a fellow, and notwithstanding the pain he had, and 
 was still suffering, after he was clear of the gun, he turned 
 round among his shipmates, and with a half smile, dryly re- 
 marked : 
 
 " I've got off with four dozen less than them other beggars 
 after all." 
 
 Besides the flogging, they were compelled to carry a 321b. 
 shot, with 321bs. of chain attached to their legs, and a wooden 
 yoke about the neck four feet long and nine inches broad, and 
 on it was painted, in several places, in large letters, THIEF. 
 The bail and chain they were to wear during the pleasure 
 of the captain, were also to mess together under one of 
 the gun-deck ladders, and to do the sweeping on the gun-deck. 
 
 We were now on our way to Callao, and arrived there, I 
 think about the first of May, 1821. 
 
 When we passed St. Lorenzo, we saw the O'Higgins at 
 anchor, passed them however without any further notice, ran 
 up and took our former moorings. It will be remembered 
 that when we left Callao, five months before, we gave the 
 prisoners at the Castle encouragement that we should return in 
 three months, and notwithstanding that their condition had 
 been made quite comfortable through the generosity of our of- 
 ficers and crew, some of them were nearly distracted by the de- 
 lay, ungenerously charging Capt. Downes with neglect, if not 
 of gross deception. They had numbered the time by making 
 a notch each day with a knife, and when the number had 
 reached ninety, one of them was permitted to go up to the 
 tower to watch the arrival of the frigate, but after ten, fifteen, 
 and twenty days had elapsed, and no Macedonian in sight, 
 they began to despond, and some that were sick when we left, 
 and had been kept alive by the fond hope of being liberated, 
 when they found that the ship did not come, died in despair. 
 Their stock of comforts also began to fail, but what was worse 
 
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 than all, sweet hope had spread her pinions, and was about 
 to leave them forever. 
 
 One morning just as the sun was "peeping o'er the hills," 
 the sentinel on the terrace cried out. " Mi? a, Mira, frigata 
 Americano.'''' In an instant all were up, some wringing their 
 hands, and others crying like children, and all for joy. Those 
 that were able to get from their sick quarters, crawled out, 
 looking as though they had just risen from their graves. 
 Although Capt. Downes had a great deal of business to at- 
 tend to, and much of it of a highly important character, yet 
 the first item to which he gave his earnest attention, was that 
 of liberating these unfortunate prisoners. The Viceroy, 
 agreeable to his promise, was willing to give them up if Capt. 
 Downes would become responsible that they should not re- 
 enter the Chilian service. How he managed this part of the 
 negotiation, I was never informed. They were however, all 
 released and brought on board the Macedonian. And as 
 I have before stated, there were many English and Irish 
 among them, and those who were able, obtained employment 
 on board the merchant ships in the harbor. There were three 
 or four among them, whose constitutions had been broken 
 down by their suffering while in prison, who died on board 
 the Macedonian. The Americans all remained with us, un- 
 til we arrived at Valparaiso. There was one American 
 among the prisoners, who had been severely wounded on 
 board the Chilian brig, Maypo, in the action with the Span- 
 ish ship by whom they were captured. A shot cut his bowels 
 out, and broke his arm at the same time. Through the skill 
 of the Spanish doctor he was cured ; and while a prisoner, 
 confined to an iron bedstead. He is now an enterprising 
 and wealthy merchant in Boston. 
 
 We found many merchant ships lying here, both English 
 and American, notwithstanding the blockade. 
 
 Capt. Downes was requested to receive a very large 
 amount of specie on board his ship, both from the shore and 
 from the ships in the harbor. As Gen. San Martin with his 
 vast army were still encamped near the walls of Lima, and 
 
 * These scenes were described to us after they had got on board the 
 frigate. 
 
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 it was generally expected that the city would fall. This 
 was why the merchants and others were so anxious to get 
 their money away. It was also thought that Cochrane had 
 his eye on the merchantmen, who he knew were taking on 
 board large sums of money. And our coming in at this 
 time, was another very fortunate circumstance for them, as 
 Cochrane, no doubt, felt quite sore at the loss of his prize, 
 which we so neatly took from him, a few months previous. 
 There was an American shipmaster here, who had been 
 several months waiting the arrival of his ship from China, 
 and was here when the Esmaralda was cut out. He told us 
 a very amusing story originating from our adventure at 
 Guamas. 
 
 When Cochrane first heard of it, his rage knew no bounds. 
 Capt. Guise was immediately arrested, and the command of 
 the ship was taken from him. The poor ship-keeper was 
 sentenced to ten years imprisonment, and the twelve marines 
 most cruelly flogged. Guise was subsequently liberated, and 
 his command restored ; the sentence against the officer re- 
 voked, and when the story first reached Callao, it caused 
 much amusement. The highest encomiums were passed upon 
 the chivalrous conduct of Capt. Downes, in managing the 
 affair with so much wisdom. 
 
 Cochrane, after he had somewhat cooled off, would send 
 for the ship-keeper, and make him recapitulate the whole 
 story ; and all this, while he w T as confined to his cot, in con- 
 sequence of the gunshot wound in his thigh. While the 
 man was telling his story, Cochrane would burst out into an 
 immoderate fit of laughter at the Yankee trick ; at the same 
 time adding, " That Downes is a keen fellow T , and I have al- 
 ways felt afraid of him ever since he has been on the coast. 
 He has been the means of taking many thousands of pounds 
 from me." 
 
 Many of the merchant ships were somewhat out of repair, 
 and applied to Capt. Downes for the use of his carpenters. 
 As there was not much carpenter work to be done to the 
 frigate, he complied with their requests. I had made a new 
 spar-deck capstan on our passage down the coast, and had 
 put new bottoms to several of our boats ; made up all the 
 
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 spars that were required, and now was somewhat at leisure. 
 I took my carpenters on board the vessels that required 
 our service, finished the jobs up in good shape, and charged 
 three dollars per day, all round. I paid the men one dollar 
 and fifty cents each, and was allowed by Capt. Downes to 
 retain the remainder for my own use. 
 
 I stripped and coppered a small English brig, while lying 
 off in the harbor. We hove her down by a long-boat filled 
 with water ; and having no proper purchases for the occa- 
 sion, we used common tackles, with luffs, and by a little 
 management, got along firstrate. My bill was two hundred 
 and fifty dollars, which the captain declared lie could not 
 pay me on board ; I must receive it on shore. This I remon- 
 strated against, telling him what he knew before, the diffi- 
 culty and danger of bringing dollars from the shore. But 
 on his agreeing to pay me a premium for receiving it on 
 shore, I consented to run the risk. The captain then gave 
 me an order on a merchant who lived a half mile from the 
 outer gate. Next morning, I obtained liberty from Mr. 
 Maury to go for my money, and previous to leaving the ship, 
 put on a pair of white duck trowsers, a blue jacket, and a 
 black silk kerchief round my neck, and made myself look 
 as much sailor-like, and as much un-officer-like as I could, 
 and still retain my respectable appearance as carpenter of 
 the frigate. When I got on shore, I commenced recon- 
 noitering the soldiers, and fixing my plan for a safe retreat 
 with my money, if I should succeed in getting through the 
 gates with it. I passed out through the gates to the mer- 
 chant's house, presented the order, which he immediately ac- 
 cepted, and asked me if I was aware of the risk I should 
 run in getting to my boat with so much money, as nobody 
 was allowed to have more than twenty-five dollars on their 
 person at one time, and one dollar nu*re than that sum would 
 be confiscated. I told him that I had concluded to run the 
 risk ; so he counted out, I believe, two hundred and twenty- 
 eight dollars, and then assisted me in stowing it away about 
 my person. First, I took the kerchief from my neck, tied 
 up fifty dollars in it, and put it on again. I then put a hun- 
 dred in the flap of my shirt, and secured it close to my body ; 
 
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 then put twelve in eaeli shoe, and twenty-five in my trowsers, 
 tied up in a piece of cloth given ine by the merchant, and 
 twenty-six I carried in my jacket pockets. This was the 
 manner in which I disposed of my money as near as I can 
 remember ; and before I left the house, the merchant opened 
 his door, and gave a look round, in order to see if the coast 
 was clear ; " for," said he, " every one that comes here, is 
 watched by the police, as they know that they come here for 
 money." Returning, he said to me, " There are two fellows 
 yonder, that may stop you ; but if you keep right along, 
 and don't look at them, it may be that they will not no- 
 tice you." I had not proceeded more than fifty yards from 
 the door, when they both came up to me, and demanded in 
 Spanish if I had money ; they took hold of the bosom of 
 my shirt, and tore it open, when, their eyes resting on a cru- 
 cifix which I had there, closed my shirt bosom again, saying : 
 " hieno cliristiano, vamos" go, Christian. I had nothing 
 more to fear, until I reached the first gate, guarded by a sol- 
 dier, with a drawn sword, whose duty was to prevent money 
 from passing through the gate. When the two fellows 
 clenched me, I thought I was gone ; but now I began to think 
 I was brought up all standing, sure enough. But "go ahead ' 
 was my motto, so when within fifty yards of the soldier, I 
 feio-ned drunk, reeling; and stagwring; along;, and when close to 
 the gate, the fellow stepped back and let me pass. When well 
 clear of him, I assumed my equilibrium again, and kept 
 along rather cautiously, until within about fifty yards of the 
 next gate. 
 
 As I had got so cleverly through the first, I adopted the 
 same plan, and those around the gate began to laugh at the 
 drunken sailor, and let me through without any trouble. 
 
 The coast was now clear, until I reached the landing-place, 
 which was about one hundred rods from the last gate. ^ I 
 have often read of devotees doing penance by walking with 
 dried peas in their shoes. I think if they should try to walk 
 with twelve dollars in each shoe, over a rough pavement, 
 they would very soon decide that the latter was the greatest 
 punishment ; for the effort to keep the shoe upon the foot, 
 and then so to tread as to prevent the dollars from jingling, 
 
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 was certainly very painful. But as I had begun the haz- 
 ardous undertaking, 1 was bound to go through with it. 
 When I reached the landing-place, to my great relief our 
 second cutter lay there filling the water breakers. Here 
 was a soldier whose sole duty was to prevent the exporta- 
 tion of specie ; he had authority to search persons or bag- 
 gage, if he suspected any attempt to violate the law. Now 
 here I was, wrapped up in money, and standing on dollars ; 
 and my sole object was to get safely into that boat, and 
 then 1 should be all right. But how shall 1 get into her ? 
 that 's the question. She lies ten feet below the top of the 
 wharf, and 1 must get into her here, because if she hauls 
 up to the steps, 1 shall surely be searched, and if I attempt 
 to climb down by the stones, my shoes will come off, and 
 I shall lose my money. I saw that the soldier had his eye 
 on me, so I showed no desire to get into the boat. At pres- 
 ent, Mr. Eagle, the midshipman who understood the matter, 
 held on a few minutes, but very soon some gentlemen came 
 to the landing, who for a few moments, drew the attention 
 of the soldier ; in an instant, I whipped the dollars out of 
 my shoes, into my bosom, and was into the boat in less than 
 half a minute, and Mr. Eagle shoved immediately off, and 
 1 got safely on board with my money. 
 
 I had not yet been up to Lima, which lies about six miles 
 from Callao. In company with four midshipmen, we left the 
 ship for a visit to that renowned city, obtained horses at 
 Callao, and got off at about 10 o'clock, A. M. The road is 
 beautifully shaded with tall and stately trees ; the entrance 
 to the city is truly magnificent. At the time that we were 
 there (1821) there was but one respectable hotel in the city, 
 which was called Casa Blanca, or white house. It was a large 
 establishment, and much frequented by the fashionable por- 
 tion of the inhabitants, who came there for its excellent 
 coffee. It was also a great resort for the priests, who often 
 remained until one or two o'clock, in the morning, playing 
 billiards, and drinking wine. On our arrival I went to the 
 landlord and requested him to give us a room, but this he 
 could not do as he kept no spare lodging rooms in the 
 house ; but said he would provide a sleeping place for us, 
 
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 where we could all be together. I requested him to get us 
 a supper cooked in English style, as we did not like the 
 Spanish mode. He gave us a fine supper of chickens, eggs, 
 and superior coffee ; and a dessert of delicious grapes, and 
 green figs. We deposited our money with him for safety, 
 for we were told that the city abounded in rogues, thieves 
 and murderers. One of our young gentlemen wished very 
 much to take a walk after supper just round in the neigh- 
 borhood of the hotel. We tried to dissuade him from croins: 
 out, as it was quite dark, and he might lose his way or get 
 into some trouble. Our remonstrances were in vain. He 
 wore his dirk, and had eight dollars in his pocket, and in 
 less than an hour he returned, accompanied by a soldier. 
 He had been robbed of everything except shirt and panta- 
 loons, and would probably have been murdered, had he not been 
 rescued by this soldier. The account that he gave of himself 
 was, that before he had reached the Square, a fellow came 
 up to him, accosting him in Spanish which of course he did 
 not understand. He then stepped round the corner of a house 
 and beckoned the young man to follow him, which he very 
 imprudently did. The fellow then commenced stripping him, 
 holding a long knife in his hand, which lie threatened to 
 put into his bowels, if he said a word. After he had 
 got all except his shirt and pantaloons, the guard came 
 along, when he threw himself among them, claiming their 
 protection. The thief made his escape, and our young hero 
 got safety back to the hotel, that is, as far as his life was 
 concerned. 
 
 It was now past ten o'clock, and we felt sleepy. I went 
 to our landlord, and requested him to show us a place where 
 we could sleep. He said, he " was very sorry that be could 
 not accommodate us, yet ; but when those priests are done 
 witli the billiard room, I will put some mattresses upon the 
 tables for you, and you can close the doors, and secure 
 them, then you can sleep comfortably." We waited with 
 gome considerable degree of patience until the clock struck 
 twelve ; felt as though we could wait no longer, went to- 
 wards the billiard room, to see what the prospect was 
 for obtaining sleep. When near the door, we heard the 
 
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 smashing of glass, and a terrible uproar. We however, 
 opened it, and went in, and such a scene ! Here were about 
 twenty bareheaded priests, and jolly fat friars; all blind 
 drunk ; throwing broken tumblers and decanters at each 
 other, and making a most hideous noise; the poor af- 
 frighted landlord dare not say a word to them for fear 
 of losing their blessing ! It was two o'clock in the morn- 
 ing before we could go to sleep, or rather to lie down, as 
 sleep was out of the question, with the noise of the watch- 
 men's bells outside, and the talking over the scenes of eve- 
 ning, left us a small chance for sleep. 
 
 We however made out to get a short nap before morning. 
 At sunrise we all roused out, took a light breakfast, mounted 
 our horses, and commenced our tour through the city, Not- 
 withstanding it was on the very eve of capture by Gen. San 
 Martin, everything wore a gay and cheerful aspect. We 
 were told that the ladies of Lima, with but very few excep- 
 tions, were in favor of, and highly desirous for a change in 
 the government ; and such lengths had they gone in demon- 
 stration of their republican principles, that many ladies in 
 the higher circles, had prepared richly embroidered silk ban- 
 ners, which they intended to present to San Martin on his 
 entering the city. 
 
 I believe it to be a remarkable fact, which I have ascer- 
 tained, as the result of my own observations during the course 
 of my travels, that women prefer a repiblican form of govern- 
 ment to that of a monarchy ; and yet, how many countries 
 there are upon the face of the earth, and which rank among 
 the civilized too, where the voice of woman, or her opinion, 
 however patriotic it may be, is entirely disregarded. There 
 is one privilege however, that she enjoys both in England 
 and in the United States, which no one can deprive her of ; 
 she can ivrite, and the world will never know the amount of 
 its indebtedness to female writers, and to female philan 
 thropy. 
 
 The reader will please excuse my getting off the track, 
 and I will go on with Lima. 
 
 Our first visit was to the Cathedral, whose massive columns 
 elaborately carved, and richly plated with silver, ponderous 
 
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 candlesticks, ancient and valuable pictures, rich and very 
 costly crystal chandeliers, Madonna's glistening with precious 
 stones, and many other things, rare and beautiful, render- 
 ed the interior of this Cathedral the most magnificent place 
 I had ever seen. 
 
 We next visited the great cemetery, covering a large 
 square of ground, and surrounded by a high wall ; and in 
 this wall were recesses, or chambers, with shelves on three 
 sides, on which the coffins were placed. These chambers 
 were entirely open to the area, so that the passer-by could 
 easily be reminded of what he must soon become ; that is, if 
 he happened to be rich. 
 
 But there was another process adopted for the poor, or for 
 those who could not afford to hire a house for their remains, 
 after they were dead. This we also had an opportunity of 
 witnessing, while rambling round this final resting-place. 
 The body was put into the grave entirely naked. It was 
 then covered with quicklime, and immediately two stout ne- 
 groes commenced with large pounders, pounding the body 
 and the lime into one complete mass. They then threw in 
 more lime, then filled up the grave with earth ; so that if a 
 poor fellow should happen to be buried alive, which has 
 sometimes occurred, he would stand a poor chance of getting 
 out again. 
 
 We got through with our sight-seeing at about four o'clock, 
 P. M., and returned to Callao, settled for our horses, and 
 went on board the ship. And I am certain, that our unfortu- 
 nate young companion returned a wiser, but a "robbed" 
 man, and will ever after be cautious how he goes out to 
 " look round" on a very dark night, and in a Spanish port. 
 We had now taken on board, lots of dollars, so that our 
 ship sat as deep in the water as a collier, and being all ready, 
 sailed for Valparaiso, where we arrived all well, and found 
 the frigate Constellation, waiting for our arrival ; and now 
 we were to get all ready for going round Cape Horn. 
 
 It will be recollected that the Baron, to whom Captain 
 Downes showed so much kindness, and who received so much 
 attention from every officer in the ship, besides large sums 
 
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 of money, and many valuable articles, which he was to de- 
 liver to their several friends in the United States, this 
 fellow it was now ascertained was a gross impostor, and a 
 notorious swindler. Perhaps some may smile at the credu- 
 lity manifested by Capt. Downes, in extending to him the 
 hospitalities of his ship, besides doing everything to make 
 him happy. The confidence with which these keepsakes were 
 intrusted to him, together with the readiness manifested in 
 cashing his draft ; the respect shown him on all occasions, 
 no one doubting his character ; his deportment, being gen- 
 tlemanly and respectful, any derogatory intimations would 
 be immediately silenced. But let only those smile who are 
 blunted against the finest sensibilities of our nature, and 
 who do not appreciate those noble traits of sympathy which 
 formed so prominent a part of the character of Captain 
 Downes, and which was so fully developed by every officer 
 on board the ship. Here was what all supposed to be an 
 Austrian officer of high rank, he had the confidence of the 
 Supreme Director, at Chili, and also of many of the first of- 
 ficers of the Republic. He was introduced to Capt. Downes 
 as such, and had evidently been very sick, but was suffi- 
 ciently convalescent, when introduced to Capt. Downes, to 
 accept his kind invitation to accompany him during a short 
 cruise down the coast. Now where was there any room for 
 suspecting either his sincerity or honor ? If we go upon 
 the principle of rejecting every man until we have proved 
 him, there would be but little commerce among men. No 
 sensible man will withhold the hand of sympathy from what 
 appears to be a deserving object on account of having been 
 deceived once, twice, or even three times. The obloquy be- 
 longs to the deceiver, and not to the deceived. We will now 
 let the Baron " slide," and commence another subject. 
 
 There was an evident improvement in Valparaiso since 
 we first arrived there. Many who had set up small places 
 of entertainment and boarding houses, had become wealthy, 
 and owners of large establishments. Many mechanics who 
 came there as adventurers, had now become possessed of much 
 property. There was an old German blacksmith, who com- 
 menced in one corner of an old building, who did some iron 
 
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 work for our ship. He had no family, and was somewhat 
 inclined to be miserly ; he lived in his blacksmith's shop, 
 and kept his money in an iron safe, under his bed. This old 
 fellow had accumulated a large sum, which he kept in gold ; 
 intending, when he had got enough, to return to Germany. 
 One morning he was found with his throat cut from ear to 
 ear, and his safe was gone ! Valparaiso was overrun with 
 ninaway convicts from Botany Bay, and there were many 
 precious villains among them. Some were so gentleman- 
 like in their appearance, and so fascinating in their man- 
 ners, that they could, and actually did, " deceive the very 
 elect." 
 
 There was a ship here from China, with a valuable cargo 
 of China goods ; the captain was a pious man, and somewhat 
 advanced in years. He was one day introduced to a gentle- 
 man on shore, purporting to be a merchant of Santiago. 
 He managed to get an invitation and accompanied the cap- 
 tain on board the ship. When in the cabin, he commenced 
 overhauling the captain's library, appearing to be much 
 pleased with the collection ; observing at the same time, that 
 he had a valuable work, consisting of twelve volumes, which 
 he would be most happy to present to him, as an addition to 
 his library. To this act of generosity our unsuspecting 
 captain very properly responded. The conversation now 
 turned upon the cargo. Having understood that the cap- 
 tain had a well assorted adventure, was desirous of seeing 
 some of the articles, with a view of purchasing. The cap- 
 tain brought out a variety of crape shawls, and several 
 pieces of rich China silks, all of which were pronounced ex- 
 cellent, and well adapted to the Santiago market. Our mer- 
 chant made a considerable purchase, and the goods were to 
 be sent on shore to his address, where he would then pay the 
 money. He then went on shore, taking leave in the politest 
 manner. The goods, according to appointment, were sent 
 as directed ; and in order to relieve the suspense of the 
 reader, I will say that he never saw either merchant, money, 
 or goods again; and as the captain tells the story himself, 
 we must believe it to be true. 
 
 Before sailing for home, there were necessarily some inter- 
 
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 change of officers and seamen, and among the officers who 
 were ordered to our ship from the frigate Constellation, was 
 a young lieutenant, John B. Cambreling, who, for some 
 slight misdemeanor, had been ordered home. This had such 
 an effect upon his sensibilities, that he became raving crazy, 
 and expired in great apparent agony a very few days after 
 he had joined the ship. 
 
 During our absence from Valparaiso, there had been two 
 noted pirates arrested, who were put on board the English 
 frigate Andromache, Capt. Sheriff, for safe keeping, until the 
 return of the Macedonian. They were then handed overdo 
 Capt. Downes, who immediately recognized them as old ship- 
 mates. They were properly secured, in order to be taken to 
 the United States for trial. The particulars of the act of 
 piracy for which they were arrested, were as follows : 
 
 When the U. S. frigate Essex, Com. Porter, was cruising 
 in the Pacific, it will be remembered that she captured several 
 English whaleships ; and on board one of them, these two 
 men made part of the prize crew ; and in consequence of 
 having manned a number of prizes, Capt. Porter could not 
 spare as many men and officers, as the prizes actually needed ; 
 and on board the prize where these two men were put, there 
 were but three officers. 
 
 The crew became mutinous, rose upon the officers, and I 
 believe killed one, confined the others, and took possession of 
 the ship. She was subsequently re-taken by an English man- 
 of-war, and carried into Sydney, New South Wales ; and on 
 a fair representation of the affair to government, these men, 
 being Americans, were arrested and sent to Valparaiso ; 
 while the others, being Englishmen, were retained at Syd- 
 ney. These particulars I ascertained from one of our crew, 
 who was on board the Essex at the time when the above took 
 place. And it may be truly said, even in this case, that the 
 " way of the transgressor is hard." 
 
 These two unfortunate men were confined for some time 
 at Sydney ; they were then sent to Valparaiso, confined sev- 
 eral weeks on board the Andromache, and were now to go to 
 the United States in double irons, and there to be tried for 
 their lives. Many times I have gone to them in the dark, 
 
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 when off Cape Horn, while they were shivering with cold, 
 carrying a pot of warm tea and other small comforts, which 
 were received with tears of gratitude. They were fast wast- 
 ing away, and died naturally, a short time after their arrival 
 in the United States. 
 
 We sailed from Valparaiso about the loth of March, 1821, 
 stopping a few days at Rio Janeiro. While here, I had an 
 opportunity of seeing about twenty strange looking Indians. 
 They were part of a tribe that had been captured in the in- 
 terior of Brazil, and were kept on an island under charge of 
 a small guard. They were hideous looking savages, having 
 a flat piece of wood, varying from four to six inches in diam- 
 eter, inserted within the rim of the lower lip, and projecting 
 horizontally. Another piece, and of nearly the same size in 
 each ear, and kept in by the rim of the ear, giving them a 
 hideous appearance. These pieces of wood, when first insert- 
 ed in the lips and ears of the children, are only small plugs, 
 gradually increasing in size, until by the time the individual 
 arrives at maturity they are of full size. There were several 
 small children and young girls among them, all of whom 
 had the wooden ornaments in the several stages of progres- 
 sion. Some of the children had pretty features, but entirely 
 without expression ; and the old women were the most horrid 
 looking creatures for human beings that I ever saw. 
 
 The Bay of Rio Janeiro presents a beautiful panorama 
 throughout the year. After visiting the Indians, we took a 
 turn around the country, and stopped at a farm-house which 
 was the residence of an elderly Portuguese lady. Our com- 
 pany consisted of three midshipmen with myself. The old 
 lady was very anxious that we should spend the afternoon 
 with her, which of course we could not do, as we must be on 
 board our ship by sunset. She insisted, however, on our get- 
 ting up into her orange trees and helping ourselves to as 
 many oranges as we could carry. We availed ourselves of 
 her generous invitation, and mounted the trees. Whoever 
 has had the pleasure of plucking a ripe orange from a tree 
 
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 on its native soil, can alone appreciate the luxury and de- 
 liciousness of the fruit. 
 
 On our return, we had an opportunity of seeing another 
 sight, which was quite interesting, to me, at least. It was 
 the landing of a cargo of slaves just arrived from the Coast 
 of Africa. They looked like anything but human creatures, 
 and I think that if I had ever had any doubts about the ne- 
 gro belonging to our race, I am sure that such doubts would 
 now be confirmed. Here were about two hundred creatures, 
 their bodies hardly as thick through as a man's thigh ; their 
 legs and arms like four projecting spindles, and their coun- 
 tenances a perfect blank. "When landed, they were en- 
 tirely naked, but immediately clothed with a shirt and a 
 pair of trowsers ; that is, the males, but the females wore a 
 coarse cotton frock. They were all marched into a square 
 purposely fitted up for their reception. Their food, which was 
 boiled beans, was carried in large copper kettles, which were 
 placed in the middle of the square, a wooden spoon given to 
 each with which to help themselves as well as they could. 
 
 We sailed from Rio, and arrived at Boston about July 1, 
 1821, after an absence of nearly three years. Having 
 sailed sixty-seven thousand miles, during the cruise, and hav- 
 ing lost thirty-four seamen and five officers by death. I now 
 considered my ramblings at an end, was married and settled 
 as I then thought for life. I went to work with my old mas- 
 ter at his ship-yard, and had been there a few days, when 
 one morning while at work on board of a brig, putting a 
 plank into the deck, forward the windlass, with my back to- 
 wards it, heard the men (who were at work at the windlass, 
 heaving in a new mainmast,) grumble at some one who could 
 not ship his handspike in time. I turned round for a moment, 
 and behold, the delinquent was one of our lieutenants of 
 the Macedonian, and disguised as a common laborer. I was 
 amazed, not knowing what it meant. On attempting to 
 speak to him he winked at me, which I at once understood. 
 A few minutes afterwards he went on to the wharf, I start- 
 started immediately after him, and when up with him, asked 
 what all this meant. 
 
AUTOBIOGE APHY. 315 
 
 Said he, " Call me Jones ; I have been watching an oppor- 
 tunity to see yon alone, in order to explain it all." 
 
 As we walked up the wharf, said he to me, again : 
 
 " You know that a naval officer has but a small chance for 
 acquiring any practical knowledge of seamanship, and I was 
 determined to devote my three months furlough to the acqui- 
 sition of what I call practical seamanship." He had assumed 
 the name of Jones, and was entirely unknown, probably, to 
 any one in Boston, except myself, and wished me to keep his 
 secret faithfully, which I did, frequently visiting him at his 
 boarding house as Mr. Jones, and he as frequently calling 
 on me. At the expiration of his furlough he received orders 
 to join another ship. He called on me before leaving Bos- 
 ton, for the purpose of saying good-by. He showed me his 
 tough, sunburnt hands, which certainly did him much credit. 
 
 And if every naval officer would devote even a portion of 
 their furlough to the acquisition of some practical or scien- 
 tific knowledge instead of idling away the time in dull and 
 insipid amusements, our Navy would boast of many more like 
 a Maury, a Lynch, a Stockton, and others who are orna- 
 ments to it. And the truly meritorious officer of whom I 
 have been speaking, deserves the highest encomiums of praise 
 even for this one act of energetic perseverance and devotion 
 to his profession, in working like a common laborer, three 
 months, in order to acquire that practical knowledge which 
 could be obtained in no other way. He now ranks among 
 the first in the navy, honored and esteemed by all who know 
 him. 
 
CHAPTER XV. 
 
 CAPTURE OF THE ESSEX. 
 
 After having been nearly six years with Capt. John 
 Downes, Lieut. J. M. Maury, Doctor Hoffman, and several 
 other junior officers of the Essex, also a great portion of 
 her surviving crew, and a short time under the command of 
 Com. David Porter and Lieut. Edmund Barnwell, and have 
 often visited the scene of her capture, besides many other 
 incidents relating to that gallant frigate, I thought that the 
 official account of her capture might be interesting to the 
 reader. 
 
 Copy of a letter from Captain Porter, to the Secretary 
 of the Navy. 
 
 Essex- Junior, at sea, July 3, 1814. 
 
 Sir : — I have done myself the honor to address you repeat- 
 edly, since I left the Delaware ; but have scarcely a hope 
 that one of my letters has reached you ; therefore consider 
 it necessary to give a brief history of my proceeding since 
 that period. 
 
 I sailed from the Delaware on the 27th of October, 1812, 
 and repaired, with all diligence, (agreeably to instruction 
 from Com. Bainbridge) to Port Praya, Fernando de Xoronho, 
 and Cape Frio ; and arrived at each place on the day ap- 
 pointed to meet him. On my passage from Port Praya to 
 Fernando de Noronho, I captured H. B. M. packet Nocton; 
 and after taking out about 11,000?. sterling in specie, sent 
 her under command of Lieut. Finch, for America. I cruised 
 off Rio de Janeiro, and about Cape Frio, until the 12 th Jan- 
 uary, 1813, hearing frequently of the commodore, by vessels 
 from Bahia. I here captured but one schooner, with hides 
 and tallow. I sent her j^to Eio. The Montague, the ad- 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 317 
 
 miral's ship, being in pursuit of me, my provisions now get- 
 ting short, and finding it necessary to look out for a supply, 
 to enable me to meet the commodore by the 1st of April, 
 off St. Helena, 1 proceeded to the Island of St. Catherines, 
 (the last place of rendezvous on the coast of Brazil) as the 
 most likely to supply my wants, and at the same time afford 
 me that secrecy necessary to enable me to elude -the British 
 ships of war on the coast, and expected there. I here could 
 procure only wood, water and rum, and a few bags of flour; 
 and hearing of the commodore's action with the Java, the 
 capture of the Hornet by the Montague, and a considerable 
 augmentation of the British force on the coast, and of sev- 
 eral being in pursuit of me, I found it necessary to get to 
 sea as soon as possible. I now, agreeably to the commodore's 
 plan, stretched to the southward, scouring the coast as far as 
 the Bio de la Plata. I heard that Buenos Ayres was in a 
 state of starvation, and could not supply our wants ; and 
 that the government of Montevideo was very inimical to us. 
 The commodore's instructions now left it discretionary with 
 me what course to pursue, and I determined on following 
 that which had not only met his approbation, but the appro- 
 bation of the then Secretary of the Navy. I accordingly 
 shaped my course for the Pacific ; and after suffering greatly 
 from short allowance of provisions and heavy gales off Cape 
 Horn, (for which my ship and men were illy provided) I ar- 
 rived at Valparaiso on the 14th of March, 1813. I here 
 took in as much jerked beef, and other provisions, as my 
 ship would conveniently stow, and run down the coast of Chili 
 and Peru ; in this track, I fell in with a Peruvian corsair, 
 which had on board 2-1 Americans as prisoners, the crews of 
 2 whaleships, which she had taken on the coast of Chili. 
 The captain informed me, that as the allies of Great Britain, 
 they would capture all they should meet with, in expectation 
 of a war between Spain and the United States. I conse- 
 quently threw all his guns and ammunition into the sea, 
 liberated the Americans, wrote a respectful letter to the 
 Viceroy, explaining the cause of my proceedings, which I 
 delivered to her captain. I then proceeded for Lima, and 
 re-captured one of the vessels as she was entering the port. 
 
318 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 From thence I proceeded for the Gallapagos islands, where I 
 cruised from the 17th April, until the 3d October, 1813 ; dur- 
 ing which time I touched only once on the coast of America, 
 which was for the purpose of procuring a supply of fresh 
 water, as none is to be found among those islands, which are, 
 perhaps, the most barren and desolate of any known. 
 
 While among this group, I captured the following British 
 ships, employed chiefly in the spermaceti whale fishery, 
 viz : — 
 
 LETTERS OF MARQUE. 
 
 
 Tons. 
 
 Men. 
 
 Guns. 
 
 Pierced for, 
 
 Montezuma, 
 
 270 
 
 21 
 
 2 
 
 
 Policy, 
 
 175 
 
 26 
 
 10 
 
 18 
 
 Georgiana 
 
 280 
 
 25 
 
 6 
 
 18 
 
 Greenwich, 
 
 338 
 
 25 
 
 10 
 
 20 
 
 Atlantic, 
 
 353 
 
 24: 
 
 8 
 
 20 
 
 Eose, 
 
 220 
 
 21 
 
 8 
 
 20 
 
 Hector, 
 
 270 
 
 25 
 
 11 
 
 20 
 
 Catherine, 
 
 270 
 
 29 
 
 8 
 
 18 
 
 Seringapatam, 
 
 357 
 
 31 
 
 14 
 
 26 
 
 Charlton, 
 
 274 
 
 21 
 
 10 
 
 18 
 
 New Zealander, 
 
 259 
 
 23 
 
 8 
 
 13 
 
 Sir A. Hammond, 
 
 301 
 3367 
 
 31 
 
 12 
 
 18 
 
 
 302 
 
 107 
 
 
 As some of those ships were captured by boats, and others 
 by prizes, my officers and men had several opportunities of 
 showing their gallantry. 
 
 The Eose and Charlton were given up to the prisoners ; 
 the Hector, Catherine, and Montezuma, I sent to Valparaiso, 
 where they were laid up ; the Policy, Georgiana, and New 
 Zealander, I sent to America ; the Greenwich I kept as a 
 storeship, to contain the stores of my other prizes, necessary 
 for us ; and the Atlantic, now called the Essex- Junior, I 
 equipped with 20 guns, and gave command of her to Lieut. 
 Dowries. 
 
 Lieut, Downes had convoyed the prizes to Valparaiso, and 
 
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 on his return brought me letters informing me that a squad- 
 ron under the command of Com. James Hillyar, consisting 
 of the frigate Phoebe, of 36 guns, the Racoon and Cherub, 
 sloops-of-war, and a storeship of 20 guns, had sailed on the 
 Gth of July for this sea. The Racoon and Cherub had been 
 seeking me for some time on the coast of Brazil, and on their 
 return from their cruise, joined the squadron sent in search 
 of me to the Pacific. My ship, as it may be supposed, after 
 being near a year at sea, required some repairs to put her 
 in a state to meet them ; which I determined to do, and 
 to bring them to action, if I could meet them on nearly equal 
 terms. I proceeded now, in company with the remainder of 
 my prizes, to the island of Nooaheevah, or Madison Island, 
 lying in the Washington group, discovered by Capt. Ingra- 
 ham, of Boston ; here I calked and completely overhauled 
 my ship, made for her a new set of water casks, her old 
 ones being entirely decayed, and took on board from my 
 prizes, provisions and stores for upwards of four months, and 
 sailed for the Coast of Chili on the 12th December, 1813. 
 Previous to sailing, I secured the Seringapatam, Greenwich, 
 and Sir Andrew Hammond under the gnns of a battery, which 
 1 erected for their protection. After taking possession of 
 this fine island for the United States, and establishing the 
 most friendly intercourse with the natives, I left them under 
 the charge of Lieut. Gamble of the marines, with twent} T - 
 one men, with orders to repair to Valparaiso, after a certain 
 period. 
 
 I arrived on the Coast of Chili on the 12th January, 1814; 
 looked into Conception and Valparaiso, found at both places 
 only three English vessels, and learned that the squadron, 
 which sailed from Rio de Janeiro for that sea, had not been 
 heard of since their departure ; and were supposed to be lost 
 in endeavoring to double Cape Horn. 
 
 I had completely broken up the British navigation in the 
 Pacific ; the vessels which had not been captured by me, 
 were laid up and dared not venture out. I had afforded the 
 most ample protection to our own vessels, which were on my 
 arrival, very numerous and unprotected. The valuable whale 
 fishery there is entirely destro} T ed, and the actual injury we 
 
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 have done them may be estimated at two and a half millions 
 of dollars, independent of the expenses of the vessels in search 
 of me. They have furnished me amply with sales, cordage, 
 cables, anchors, provisions, medicines, and stores of every de- 
 scription ; and the slops on board them have furnished cloth- 
 ing for the seamen. We have in fact lived on the enemy since 
 I have been in that sea, every prize having proved a well found 
 storeship for me. I had not yet been under the necessity of 
 drawing bills on the department for any object, and had been 
 enabled to make considerable advances to my officers and crew 
 on account of pay. 
 
 For the unexampled time we had kept the sea, my crew 
 had been remarkably healthy ; I had but one ease of the 
 scurvy ; and had lost only the following men by death, viz. 
 John S. Cowan, lieutenant ; Egbert Miller, surgeon ; Levi 
 Holmes, Edward Sweeney, ord. seamen ; Samuel Groce, sea- 
 man ; James Spaftbrd, gunner's mate ; Benjamin Geers, 
 John Eodgers, quarter-gunners ; Andrew Mahan, corporal 
 of marines ; Lewis Price, private marine. 
 
 I had done all the injury that could be done the British 
 commerce in the Pacific, and still hoped to signalize my 
 cruise by something more splendid before leaving that sea. 
 I thought it not improbable that Com. Hillyar might have 
 kept his arrival secret, and believing that he would seek me 
 at Valparaiso, as the most likely place to find me, 1 there- 
 fore determined to cruise about that place, and should 1 fail 
 of meeting him, hoped to be compensated by the capture of 
 seme merchant ships, said to be expected from England. 
 
 The Phoebe, agreeably to my expectations, came to seek 
 me at Valparaiso, where I was anchored with the Essex, and 
 my armed prize the Essex-Junior, under the command of 
 Lieut. Downes, on the lookout of the harbor ; but contrary 
 to the course I thought he would pursue, Com. Hillyar 
 brought with him the Cherub sloop-of-war, mounting twenty- 
 eight guns, eighteen 32 pound carronades, eight 2 -Is, and 
 two long 9s on the quarter-deck and forecastle, and a com- 
 plement of 180 men. The force of the Phoebe is as follows : 
 thirty long 18 pounders, sixteen 32 pound carronades, one 
 howitzer, and six three pounders in the tops, in all fifty-three 
 
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 guns, and a complement of 320 men ; making a force of 
 eighty-one guns and 500 men ; in addition to which, they 
 took on board the crew of an English letter of marque lying 
 in port. Both ships had picked crews, and were sent into 
 the Pacific in company with the Racoon of 22 guns, and a 
 storeship of twenty guns, for the express purpose of seeking 
 the Essex, and were prepared with flags, hearing the motto, 
 " God and country ; British sailor's best rights ; traitors of- 
 fend both." This was intended as a reply to my motto, "free 
 trade and sailor's rights," under the erroneous impression 
 that my crew were chiefly Englishmen, or to counteract its 
 effect on their own crews. The force of the Essex was 4G 
 guns, forty 32 pound carronades, and six long 12s, and her 
 crew, which had been much reduced by prizes, amounted only 
 to 255 men. The Essex-Junior, which was intended chiefly 
 as a storeship, mounted 20 guns, ten 18 pound carronades, 
 and ten short 7s, with only 60 men on board. In reply to 
 their motto, I wrote at my mizzen, " God, our country, and 
 liberty ; tyrants offend them." 
 
 On getting their provisions on board, they went off the 
 port for the purpose of blockading me, where they cruised 
 for near six weeks ; during which time I endeavored to pro- 
 voke a challenge, and frequently, but ineffectually, to bring 
 the Phcebe alone to action, first with both my ships, and after- 
 wards with my single ship, with both crews on board. I w T as 
 several times under way, and ascertained that I had greatly 
 the advantage in point of sailing, and once succeeded in 
 closing within gunshot of the Phoebe, and commenced a fire 
 on her, when she ran down for the Cherub, which was two 
 miles and a half to leeward. This excited some surprise 
 and expressions of indignation, as previous to my getting 
 under way, she hove to off the port, hoisted her motto flag 
 and fired a gun to windward. Com. Hillyar seemed deter- 
 mined to avoid a contest with me on nearly equal terms, and 
 from his extreme prudence in keeping both his ships ever af- 
 ter constantly within hail of each other, there was no hopes 
 of any advantages to my country from a longer stay in port. 
 I therefore determined to put to sea the first opportunity 
 which should offer ; and I was the more strongly induced to 
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 do so, as I had received certain intelligence that the Tagus, 
 rated 38, and two other frigates, had sailed for that sea in 
 pursuit of me ; and I had reason to expect the arrival of the 
 liacoon from the N. W. coast of America, where she had 
 "been sent for the purpose of destroying our fur establishment 
 on the Columbia. A rendezvous was appointed for the Essex- 
 Junior and every arrangement made for sailing, and I in- 
 tended to let them chase me off, to give the Essex-Junior an 
 opportunity of escaping. On the 28th March, the day after 
 this determination was formed, the wind came on to blow 
 fresh from the southward, when I parted my larboard cable, 
 and dragged my starboard anchor directly out to sea. Not 
 a moment was to be lost in getting sail on the ship. The 
 enemy were close in with the point forming the west side of 
 the bay ; but on opening them, I saw a prospect of passing 
 to windward, when I took in my top-gallant-sails, which were 
 set over single-reefed top-sails, and braced up for this pur- 
 pose ; but on rounding the point, a heavy squall struck the 
 ship and carried away her maintop-mast, precipitating the 
 men who were aloft into the sea, who were drowned. Both 
 ships now gave chase to me, and I endeavored in my disabled 
 state to regain the port ; but finding I could not recover the 
 common anchorage, I ran close into a small bay about three 
 quarters of a mile to leeward of the battery on the east side 
 of the harbor, and let go my anchor within pistol shot of the 
 shore, where I intended to repair my damages as soon as 
 possible. 
 
 The enemy continued to approach, and showed an evident 
 intention of attacking, regardless of the neutrality of the 
 place where I was anchored ; and the caution observed in 
 their approach to the attack of the crippled Escex, was truly 
 ridiculous, as was their display of their motto flags, and 
 the number of jacks at their mast heads. 1, with as much 
 expedition as circumstances would admit of, got my ship 
 ready for action, and endeavored to get a spring on my ca- 
 ble, but had not succeeded when the enemy, at fiftv four 
 minutes after 3, P. M., made his attack, the Phoebe placing 
 herself under my stern, and the Cherub on my starboard 
 bow; but the Cherub soon finding her situation a hot one, 
 
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 bore up and ran under my stern also, where both ships kept 
 up a hot raking fire. I had got three long twelve pounders 
 out of the stern ports, which were worked with so much bra- 
 very and skill, that in half an hour we so disabled both 
 as to compel them to haul off to repair damages. In the 
 course of this firing, I had by the great exertions of Mr. Ed- 
 mund Barnwell, the acting sailing-master, assisted by Mr. 
 Linscott, the boatswain, succeeded in getting springs on our 
 cable three different times ; but the fire of the enemy was so 
 excessive, that before we could get our broadside to bear, 
 they were shot away, and thus rendered useless to us. My 
 ship had received many injuries, and several had been killed 
 and wounded ; but my brave officers and men, notwithstand- 
 ing the unfavorable circumstances under which we were 
 brought to action, and the powerful force opposed to us, were 
 no ways discouraged ; and all appeared determined to de- 
 fend their ship to the last extremity, and to die in prefer- 
 ence to a shameful surrender. Our gaff, with the ensign, 
 and the motto flag at the mizzen, had been shot away, but 
 " free trade and sailors' rights" continued to fly at the fore. 
 Our ensign was replaced by another ; and to guard against 
 a similar event, an ensign was made fast in the mizzen rig- 
 ging, and several jacks were hoisted in different parts of the 
 ship. The enemy soon repaired his damages for a fresh 
 attack ; he now placed himself with both his ships, on my 
 starboard quarter, out of the reach of my carronacles, and 
 where my stern guns could not be brought to bear ; he there 
 kept up a most galling fire, which it was out of my power 
 to return, when I saw no prospect of injuring him without 
 getting underway and becoming the assailant. My top-sail 
 sheets and halliards were all shot away, as well as the jib 
 and foretop-mast staysail halliards. The only rope not cut 
 away was the flying-jib halliards ; and that being the only 
 sail I could set, I caused it to be hoisted, my cable to be cut, 
 and ran down on both sbips, with an intention of laying the 
 Phcebe on board. The firing on both sides was now tremen- 
 dous ; I had let fall my foretop-sail and foresail, but the 
 want of tacks and sheets rendered them almost useless to 
 us — yet we were enabled, for a short time, to close with the 
 
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 enemy ; and although our decks were now strewed with dead, 
 and our cockpit filled with wounded — although our ship had 
 been several times on fire, and was rendered a perfect wreck, 
 we were still encouraged to hope to save her, from the cir- 
 cumstance of the Cherub, from her crippled state, being com- 
 pelled to haul off. She did not return to close action again, 
 although she apparently had it in her power to do so, but kept 
 up a distant firing with her long guns. The Phoebe, from 
 our disabled state, was enabled, however, by edging off, to 
 choose the distance which best suited her long guns, and kept 
 up a tremendous fire on us, which mowed down my brave 
 companions by the dozen. Many of my guns had been ren- 
 dered useless by the enemy's shot, and many of them had 
 their whole crew's destroyed. We manned them again from 
 those which were disabled, and one gun in particular was 
 three times manned — fifteen men were slain at it, in the 
 course of the action ! But, strange as it may appear, the 
 captain of it escaped with only a slight wound. Finding 
 that the enemy had it in his power to choose his distance, I 
 now gave up all hopes of closing with him, and, as the 
 wind, for the moment, seemed to favor the design, I deter- 
 mined to endeavor to run her on shore, land my men and de- 
 stroy her. Everything seemed to favor my wishes. 
 
 We had approached the shore within musket shot, and I had 
 no doubt of succeeding, when, in an instant, the wind shifted 
 from the land (as is very common in this port in the latter 
 part of the day) and payed our head down on the Phoebe, 
 where we were again exposed to a dreadful raking fire. My 
 ship was now totally unmanageable ; yet as her head was 
 toward the enemy, and he to leeward of me, I still hoped to 
 be able to board him. At this moment, Lieut. Commandant 
 Downes came on board to receive my orders, under the im- 
 pression that I should soon be a prisoner. He could be of no 
 use to me in the then wretched state of the Essex — and find- 
 ing (from the enemy's putting his helm up) that my attempt 
 at boarding would not succeed, I directed him, after he had 
 been about ten minutes on board, to return to his own ship, 
 to be prepared for defending and destroying her in case 
 of attack. He took with him several of my wounded, leav- 
 
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 ino; three of his boat's crew on board to make room for them. 
 The Cherub now had an opportunity of distinguishing her- 
 self, by keeping up a hot fire on him during his return. 
 The slaughter on board my ship had now become horrible, 
 the enemy continuing to rake us, and we unable to bring a 
 gun to bear. I therefore directed a hawser to be bent to 
 the sheet anchor, and the anchor to be cut from the bows to 
 bring her head round : this succeeded. We again got our 
 broadside to bear, and as the enemy was much crippled and 
 unable to hold his own, I have no doubt he would soon have 
 drifted out of gunshot before he discovered we had anchored, 
 had not the hawser unfortunately parted. My ship had ta- 
 ken fire several times during the action, but alarmingly so 
 forward and aft at this moment — flames were bursting up 
 each hatchway, and no hopes were entertained of saving her. 
 Our distance from the shore did not exceed three-quarters of 
 a mile, and I hoped many of my brave crew would be able 
 to save themselves, should the ship blow up, as I was in- 
 formed the fire was near the magazine, and the explosion of 
 a large quantity of powder below served to increase the hor- 
 rors of our situation — our boats were destroyed by the en- 
 emy's shot ; I therefore directed those who could swim, to 
 jump overboard, and endeavor to gain the shore — some 
 reached it — some were taken by the enemy, and some per- 
 ished in the attempt ; but most preferred sharing with me 
 the fate of the ship. 
 
 We, who remained, now turned our attention wholly to 
 extinguishing the flames : and when we had succeeded, went 
 again to our guns, where the firing was kept up for some 
 minutes, but the crew had by this time become so weakened, 
 that they all declared to me the impossibility of making 
 further resistance, and entreated me to surrender my ship to 
 save the wounded, as all further attempt at opposition must 
 prove ineffectual, almost every gun being disabled by 
 the destruction of their crews. I now sent for the officers of 
 divisions to consult them ; but what was my surprise to find 
 only acting Lieutenant Stephen Decatur M'Knight remain- 
 ing, (who confirmed the report respecting the condition of the 
 guns on the gun-deck — those on the spar-deck were not in a 
 
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 better state.) Lieut. Wilnier, after fighting most gallantly 
 throughout the action, had been knocked overboard by a 
 splinter while getting the sheet anchor from the bows, and 
 was drowned. Acting Lieutenant John G. Cowell had lost a 
 leg ; Mr. Edmund Barnwell, acting sailing-master, had 
 been carried below, after receiving two severe wounds, one in 
 the breast and one in the face; and Acting Lieutenant 
 William H. Odenheimer had been knocked overboard from 
 the quarter an instant before, and did not regain the ship 
 until after the surrender. I was informed that the cockpit, 
 the steerage, the wardroom, and the berth deck could con- 
 tain no more wounded ; that the wounded were killed while 
 the surgeons were dressing them ; and that unless some- 
 thing was speedily done to prevent it, the ship would soon 
 sink from the number of shot holes in her bottom. On 
 sending for the carpenter, he informed me that all his crew 
 had been killed or wounded, and that he had once been 
 over the side to stop the leaks, when his slings had been shot 
 away, and it was with difficulty he was saved from drown- 
 ing. The enemy, from the smoothness of the water, and the 
 impossibility of our reaching him with our carronades, and 
 the little apprehension that was excited by our fire, which 
 had now become much slackened, was enabled to take aim 
 at us as at a target : his shot never missed our hull, and 
 my ship was cut up in a manner, which was, perhaps, never 
 before witnessed — in fine, I saw no hopes of saving her, and 
 at 20 minutes after 6 P. M. gave the painful order to strike 
 the colors. Seventy-five men, including officers, were all that 
 remained of my whole crew, after the action, capable of 
 doing duty, and many of them severely wounded, some of 
 whom have since died. The enemy still continued his fire, 
 and my brave, though unfortunate companions, were still 
 falling about me. I directed an opposite gun to be fired, to 
 show them we intended no farther resistance ;- but they did 
 not desist ; four men were killed at my side, and others at 
 different parts of the ship. I now believed he intended to 
 show us no quarter, and that it would be as well to die with 
 my flag flying as struck, and was on the point of again 
 
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 hoisting it, when about 10 minutes after hauling the colors 
 down he ceased firing. 
 
 I cannot >speak in sufficiently high terms of the conduct 
 of those engaged for such an unparalleled length of time 
 (under such circumstances) with me in the arduous and un- 
 equal contest. Let it suffice to say, that more bravery, skill, 
 patriotism and zeal, were never displayed on any occasion. 
 Every one seemed determined to die in defence of their 
 much loved country's cause, and nothing but views of hu- 
 manity could ever have reconciled them to the surrender of 
 the ship ; they remembered their wounded and helpless 
 shipmates below. To acting Lieutenants M'Knight and 
 Odenheimer, I. feel much indebted for their great exertions 
 and bravery throughout the action, in fighting and encour- 
 aging the men at their divisions, for the dexterous manage- 
 ment of the long guns, and for their promptness in re-man- 
 ning their guns as their crews were slaughtered. The con- 
 duct of that brave and heroic officer, acting Lieutenant John 
 G. Cowell, who lost his leg in the latter part of the action, 
 excited the admiration of every man in the ship, and after 
 being wounded, would not consent to be taken below, until 
 loss of blood rendered him insensible. Mr. Edmund Barn- 
 well, acting sailing-master, whose activitv and courage were 
 equally conspicuous, returned on deck after receiving his 
 first wound, and remained after receiving his second, until 
 fainting with loss of blood. Mr. Samuel B. Johnston, who 
 had joined me the day before, and acted as marine officer, 
 conducted himself with great bravery, and exerted himself 
 in assisting at the long guns; the musketry after the first 
 half hour being useless from our long distance. 
 
 Mr. M. "VV. Bostwick, whom I had appointed acting purser 
 of the Essex-Junior, and who was on board my ship, did the 
 duties of aid in a manner which reflects on him the highest 
 honor: and Midshipmen Isaacs, Farrugut, and Ogden, as 
 well as Acting Midshipmen James Terry, James B. Lyman 
 and Samuel Duzenbury, and Master's Mate William Pierce, 
 exerted themselves in the performance of their respective 
 duties ; and gave an earnest of their value to the service ; 
 the three first are too young to recommend for promotion ; 
 
328 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 the latter I beg leave to recommend for confirmation, as well 
 as the acting lieutenants and Messrs. Barnwell, Johnston and 
 Bostwick. 
 
 We have been unfortunate, but not disgraced — the defence 
 of the Essex has not been less honorable to her officers and 
 her crew, than the capture of an equal force ; and I now con- 
 sider my situation less unpleasant, than that of Com. Hill jar, 
 who, in violation of every principle of honor and generosity, 
 and regardless of the rights of nations, attacked the Essex 
 in her crippled state, within pistol shot of a neutral shore, 
 when for six weeks I had daily offered him fair and honora- 
 ble combat, on terms greatly to his advantage. The blood 
 of the slain must rest on his head ; and he has yet to recon- 
 cile his conduct to heaven, to his conscience, and to the world. 
 The annexed extracts of a letter frem Com. Hillyar, which 
 was written previous to his returning me my sword, will show 
 his opinion of our conduct. 
 
 My loss has been dreadfully severe, 58 killed, or have since 
 died of their wounds, and among them Lieut. Cowell ; 39 
 were severely wounded, 27 slightly, and 31 are missing ; 
 making in all 155 killed, wounded, and missing, a list of 
 whose names is annexed. 
 
 The professional knowledge of Dr. Eichard Hoffman, act- 
 ing surgeon, and Dr. Alexander Montgomery, acting sur- 
 geon's mate, added to their assiduity and the benevolent at- 
 tentions and assistance of Mr. D. P. Adams, the chaplain, 
 saved the lives of many of the wounded ; those gentlemen 
 have been indefatigable in their attentions to them ; the two 
 first I beg leave to recommend for confirmation, and the lat- 
 ter to the notice of the department. 
 
 I must, in justification of myself, observe, that with our six 
 12 pounders only, we fought this action — our carronades 
 being almost useless. 
 
 The loss in killed and wounded has been great with the 
 enemy ; among the former is the first lieutenant of the Phoe- 
 be, and of the latter Capt. Tucker, of the Cherub, whose 
 wounds are severe. Both the Essex and Phoebe were in a 
 sinking state, and it was with difficulty they could be kept 
 afloat until they anchored in Valparaiso next morning. 
 

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330 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 The battered state of the Essex will, I believe, prevent her 
 ever reaching England, and I also think it will be out of 
 their power to repair the damages of the Phcebe, so as to en- 
 able her to double Capo Horn. All the masts and yards of 
 the Phoebe and Cherub are badly crippled, and their hulls 
 much cut up ; the former had eighteen 12 pound shot through 
 her, below her water-line, some three feet under water. 
 Nothing but the smoothness of the water saved both the 
 Phoebe and Essex. 
 
 I hope, sir, that our conduct may prove satisfactory to 
 our country, and that it will testify it by obtaining our speedy 
 exchange, that we may again have it in our power to prove 
 our zeal. 
 
 Commodore Hillyar, I am informed, has thought proper 
 to state to his government that the action lasted only -15 
 minutes ; should he have done so, the motive may be easily 
 discovered — but the thousand of disinterested witnesses who 
 covered the surrounding hills, can testify that we fought 
 his ships near two hours and a half; upwards of fifty 
 broadsides were fired by the enemy agreeably to their own 
 accounts, and upwards of seventy-five by ours ; except the 
 few minutes they were repairing damages, the firing was in- 
 cessant. ' 
 
 Soon after my capture, I entered into an agreement with 
 Com. Hillyar to disarm my prize, the Essex-Junior, and pro- 
 ceed with the survivors of my officers and crew in her to 
 the United States, taking with me all her officers and crew. 
 
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 He consented to grant her a passport to secure her from re- 
 capture. The ship was small, and we knew we had much 
 to suffer, yet we hoped soon to reach our country in safety, 
 that we might again have it in our power to serve it. This 
 arrangement was attended with no additional expense, as 
 she was abundantly supplied with provisions and stores for 
 the vovasre. 
 
 Injustice to Com. Hillyar, I must observe, that, although 
 I can never be reconciled to the manner of his attack on the 
 Essex, or to his conduct before the action, he has, since our 
 capture, shown the greatest humanity to my wounded, whom 
 he permitted me to land, on condition that the United States 
 
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 should bear their expenses, and has endeavored as much as 
 lay in his power to alleviate the distresses of war by the 
 most generous and delicate deportment towards myself, my 
 officers and crew ; he gave orders that the property of ev- 
 ery person should be respected — his orders, however, were 
 not so strictly attended to as might have been expected ; 
 besides being deprived of books, charts, &c. &c, both my- 
 self and officers lost many articles of our clothing, some 
 to a considerable amount. I should not have considered 
 this last circumstance of sufficient importance to notice, did 
 it not mark a striking difference between the Navy of Great 
 Britain and that of the United States, highly creditable to 
 the latter. 
 
 By the arrival of the Tagus, a few days after my capture, 
 I was informed that besides the ships which had arrived in 
 the Pacific in pursuit of me, and those still expected, others 
 were sent to cruise for me in the China seas, off New Zea- 
 land, Tiniour, and Now Holland, and that another frigate 
 was sent to the River La Plata. 
 
 To possess the Essex, it has cost the British government 
 near six millions of dollars ; and yet, sir, her capture was 
 owing entirely to accident; and if we consider the expedition 
 with which naval contests are now decided, the action is a 
 dishonor to them. Had they brought their ships boldly to 
 action with a force so very superior, and having the choice 
 of position, they should either have captured or destroyed us 
 in one-fourth the time they were about it. 
 
 During the action, our Consul General, Mr. Poinsett, called 
 on the governor of Valparaiso, and requested that the bat- 
 teries might protect the Essex. The request was refused, but 
 he promised that if she should succeed in fighting her way 
 to the common anchorage, he would send an officer to the 
 British commander and request him to cease firing, but de- 
 clined using force under any circumstances, and there is no 
 doubt a perfect understanding existed between them. This 
 conduct added to the assistance given to the British, and 
 their friendly reception after the action, and the strong bias 
 of the faction which governs Chili in favor of the English, 
 as well as their hostility to the Americans, induced Mr.Poin- 
 
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 sett to leave that country. Under such circumstances, I did 
 not conceive that it would he proper for me to claim the res- 
 toration of my ship, confident that the claim would he made 
 hy my government to more effect. Finding some difficulty 
 in the sale of my prizes, I had taken the Hector and Cathe- 
 rine to sea, and burnt them with their cargoes. 
 
 I exchanged Lieut. M'Knight, Mr. Adams and Mr. Lyman 
 and eleven seamen, for part of the crew of the Sir Andrew 
 Hammond, and sailed from Valparaiso on the 27th April, 
 where the enemy were still patching up their ships to put 
 them in a state for proceeding to Rio de Janeiro, previous to 
 going to England. 
 
 Annexed is a list of the remains of my crew to he ex- 
 changed, as also a copy of the correspondence hetween Com. 
 Hilly ar and myself on that subject. I also send you a list 
 of the prisoners I have taken during my cruise, amounting 
 to 343. I have the honor to he, &c, 
 
 Eon. Secr'y of the Navij D. PORTER 
 
 of the United States, Washington. 
 
 During the action, the Essex-Junior lay in the port of Val- 
 paraiso, under the guns of a Spanish fort, unable to take any 
 part in the contest. After the action, Capt. Porter and his 
 crew were paroled, and by arrangement permitted to come 
 home in the Essex-Junior, and a cartel, with his crew. Off 
 the Hook they were detained 24 hours by the British razee 
 Saturn, in company with the frigate Narcissus. Com. Porter 
 left the Essex-Junior on the 6th of July, in one of her 
 yawls, with six men, ahout thirty miles outside of the Hook, 
 and landed on the 7th at Babylon, on Long Island, where 
 he procured a wagon, took on board his yawl and jolly tars, 
 and reached Brooklyn about 5 o'clock, P. M. 
 
 The Essex had landed all her specie, amounting to two 
 millions, at Valparaiso, previous to her being captured. 
 
 EXTRACT OF A LETTER FROM COM. HILLYAR TO ME. 
 
 Phcebe, Aprils, 1814. 
 My Dear Sir : — Neither in my conversations nor the ac- 
 companying letter, have I mentioned your sword. Ascribe my 
 
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 remissness in the first instance to forgetfulness ; I consider 
 it only in my servant's possession with my own, until the 
 master may please to call for it ; and although I omitted, 
 at the moment of presentation, from my mind being much 
 engrossed in attending to professional duties, to offer its res- 
 toration, the hand that received will he most gladly ex- 
 tended, to put it in possession of him who wore it so honor- 
 ably in defending his country's cause. 
 Believe me, my dear sir, 
 
 very faithfully yours, 
 
 JAMES HILLYAIt. 
 
 Capt. Porter. 
 
 After some conversation on the subject the following cor- 
 respondence took place. 
 
 Valparaiso, April 4, 1814. 
 
 Sir : — Taking into consideration the immense distance we 
 are from our respective countries, the uncertainty of the fu- 
 ture movements of his majesty's ships under my command, 
 which precludes the possibility of my making a permanent 
 arrangement for transporting the officers and crew, late of 
 the Essex, to Europe ; and the fast approaching season which 
 renders a passage round Cape Horn in some degree dan- 
 gerous ; I have the honor to propose for your approbation, the 
 following articles, which, I hope, the government of the 
 United States, as well as that of Great Britain, will deem 
 satisfactory ; and to request, that should you conceive them 
 so, vou will favor me with the necessary bond for their ful- 
 filment. 
 
 First. The Essex-Junior to be deprived of all her arma- 
 ment and perfectly neutralized ; to be equipped for the voy- 
 age solely and wholly at the expense of the American gov- 
 ernment ; and to proceed with a proper American officer and 
 crew (of which I wish to be furnished with a list, for the pur- 
 pose of giving the necessary passport) to any port of the 
 United States of America that you may deem most proper. 
 
 Second. Yourself, the officers, petty officers, seamen, ma- 
 rines, &c, composing your crew, to be exchanged immedi- 
 
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 ately on their arrival in America, for an equal number of 
 British prisoners of similar rank. Yourself and officers to 
 be considered on their parole of honor until your and their 
 exchange shall be effected. 
 
 In case of the foregoing articles being accepted, the 
 Essex-Junior will be expected to prepare immediately for 
 the voyage, and to proceed on it before the expiration of 
 the present month ; should any of the wounded at that pe- 
 riod be found incapable of removal, from not being suffi- 
 ciently advanced in their recovery, the most humane attention 
 shall be paid them ; and they shall be forwarded home by 
 the first favorable conveyance that may offer. 
 
 I have the honor to be, &c, 
 
 JAMES H1LLYAR. 
 
 Com. David Porter, 
 late commander of the JJ. S. frigate Essex. 
 
 COPY OF A LETTER FROM CAPTAIN PORTER TO THE 
 SECRETARY OF THE NAVY. 
 
 New York, July 13, 1814. 
 
 S IR : — There are some facts relating to our enemy, and 
 although not connected with the action, serve to show bis 
 perfidy, and should be known. 
 
 Oi/Com. Hillyar's arrival at Valparaiso, he ran the Phoebe 
 close along-side of the Essex, and inquired politely after my 
 health, observing, that his ship was cleared for action, and 
 his men prepared for boarding. I observed, " Sir, if you by 
 any accident, get on board of me, I assure you that great 
 confusion will take place ; I am prepared to receive you, but 
 shall onlv act on the defensive." He observed, coolly and 
 indifferently, " Oh, sir, I have no such intention." At this 
 instant, his ship took aback on my starboard bow, her yards 
 nearly locking with those of the Essex. I called all hands 
 to board the enemy, and in an instant my crew were ready 
 to spring on her decks. Com. Hillyar exclaimed, with great 
 agitation, " I had no intention of getting on board of you ; 
 I had no intention of coming so near you ; I am sorry I 
 come so near you." His ship fell off with her jib-boom over 
 
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 my decks ; her bows exposed to my broadside, her stern to 
 the fire of the Essex-Junior, her crew in the greatest confu- 
 sion, and in fifteen minutes, I could have taken or destroyed 
 her.' After he had brought his ship to anchor, Com. Hillyar 
 and Capt. Tucker of the Cherub, visited me on shore, when 
 I asked him if he intended to respect the neutrality of the 
 port. " Sir," said he, " you have paid such respect to the 
 neutrality of this port, that I feel myself bound, in honor, 
 
 to do the same/' 
 
 I have the honor to be, &c, 
 
 DAVID PORTER 
 
 After the capture of the Essex, Capt. Porter entered into 
 an arrangement with Com. Hillyar, to transport the survivors 
 of his crew to the United States in the Essex-Junior, on pa- 
 role, on condition that she should receive a passport to secure 
 her from re-capture and detention. On the 5th of July, fell 
 in with H. B. M. ship Saturn, Capt, Nash, who examined the 
 papers of the Essex-Junior, treated Capt. Porter with great 
 civility, furnished him with late newspapers, and sent him on 
 board"some oranges ; and at the same time made him an of- 
 fer of services. The Boarding officer endorsed the passport, 
 and permitted the ship to proceed. She stood on the same 
 tack with the Saturn ; and about two hours afterwards was 
 again brought to, the papers examined, and the ship's hold 
 overhauled by the boat's crew and an officer. Capt. Porter 
 expressed his astonishment at such proceedings, and was in- 
 formed that Capt. Nash had his motives. It was stated that 
 Com. Hillyar had no authority to make such arrangement ; 
 that the passport must go on board of the Saturn again, and 
 the Essex-Junior be detained. Capt. Porter then insisted 
 that the smallest detention would be a violation of the con- 
 tract on the part of the British, and that he should consider 
 himself as the prisoner of Capt, Nash, and no longer on his 
 parole ; at the same time offering his sword, which was re- 
 fused, assuring the officer he would deliver it up with the 
 same feelings he had presented it to Com. Hillyar. The of- 
 ficer went on board, returned and informed Capt, Porter, that 
 the Essex-Junior must remain all night under the Ice of the 
 
 
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 Saturn. Then, said Capt. Porter, I am your prisoner ; I do 
 not feel myself bound by any contract with Com. Hillyar, 
 and I shall act accordingly. 
 
 At seven o'clock next morning, the wind being light from 
 the southward, the ships being about thirty or forty miles 
 from the land off the eastern part of Long Island, and about 
 musket shot from each other, there appearing no disposition 
 on the part of the enemy to liberate the Essex-Junior, Capt. 
 Porter determined to attempt his escape. A boat was lowered 
 down, manned and armed ; he desired Capt, Downes to in- 
 form Capt. Nash, that he was now satisfied that most British 
 naval officers were not only destitute of honor, but regardless 
 of the honor of each other ; that he was armed and prepared 
 to defend himself against their boats, if sent in pursuit of 
 him ; and that they must hereafter meet him as an enemy. 
 He now pulled off from the ship, keeping the Essex-Junior 
 in a direct line between him and the Saturn, and got near 
 gunshot from them before he was discovered ; at this instant 
 a fresh breeze sprung up, and the Saturn made all sail in 
 pursuit of him, but fortunately a thick fog set in and con- 
 cealed him, when he changed his course, and eluded them. 
 During the fog he heard a firing, and on its clearing up dis- 
 covered the Saturn in chase of the Essex-Junior, who soon 
 brought her to. After rowing and sailing about sixty miles, 
 Capt, Porter succeeded, with great difficulty and hazard, in 
 reaching the town of Babylon, (Long Island) where, being 
 strongly suspected to be an English officer, he was closely in- 
 terrogated, and his story appearing so extraordinary, none 
 gave credit ; but on showing his commission, all doubts were 
 removed, and he met from all the inhabitants the most friendly 
 and hospitable reception. 
 
 A gentleman, who took part in the engagement, has re- 
 lated the following anecdotes exemplary of that fearless and 
 patriotic spirit which animated the whole crew of the Essex, 
 and which has characterized our hardy sailors in all their 
 combats with the enemy. To the memory of these brave 
 fellows their publicity is due ; and we doubt not many more 
 instances of chivalrous heroism, resulting from a noble love 
 
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 of country, might be obtained and recorded, to the lasting 
 honor of the American name. 
 
 John Ripley, after losing his leg, said " farewell, boys ; I 
 can be of no use to you ; " and leaped out of the bow port. 
 
 John Alvinson received a cannon ball (eighteen pounder) 
 through the body ; in the agony of death, he exclaimed, 
 " never mind, shipmates ; I die in defence of ' Free trade and 
 sailors' r-i-g-h-t-s ; ' " and expired with the word rights quiv- 
 ering on his lips. 
 
 James Anderson had his left leg shot off, and died anima- 
 ting his shipmates to fight bravly in defence of liberty. 
 
 After the engagement, Benjamin Hazen, having dressed 
 himself in a clean shirt and jerkin, addressed his remaining 
 messmates, and telling; them he never could submit to be a 
 prisoner to the English, threw himself into the sea. 
 
 SEQUEL OF CAPTAIN PORTER'S EXPEDITION IN THE SOUTH SEA. 
 
 On the 19th of November 1813, Capt. Porter took formal 
 possession of the Island, called by the natives Nooaheevah, 
 generally known by the name of Sir Henry Martin's Island, 
 but now called Madison Island. It is situated between lat. 
 9° and 10° S. and in long. 140° W, from Greenwich. 
 
 The following is a letter from Capt Gamble to Capt. Porter. 
 
 Capt. Gamble, the reader will recollect, was left by Capt. 
 Porter with a few men, in charge of two or three vessels and 
 some public property, when he sailed from Madison Island for 
 Valparaiso, previous to his ever memorable battle in the Es- 
 sex. The following letter comprises all the subsequent oc- 
 currences : 
 
 Sin, New York, August 30, 1815. 
 
 With regret I have to inform you, the frigate had not got 
 clear of the Marquesas, before we discovered in the natives a 
 hostile disposition towards us, who in a few days became so 
 insolent, that I found it absolutely necessary, not only for 
 the security of the ships, and property on shore, but for our 
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 personal safety, to land my men, and regain by force of 
 arms the many tilings they had, in the most daring manner, 
 stolen from the encampment ; and what was of still greater 
 importance, to prevent, if possible, their putting threats into 
 execution, which might have been attended with the most se- 
 rious consequences on our part from duty requiring my men 
 to be so much separated. 
 
 I however had the satisfaction to accomplish my wish with- 
 out firing a musket, and from that time lived in the most 
 perfect amity with them, until the 7th May following, when 
 my distressed situation placed me in their power. 
 
 Before mentioning the lamentable events of that day, and 
 the two succeeding ones, I shall give you a brief account of 
 a few preceding occurrences, which were sources of great un- 
 easiness to me. The first was the death of John Wetter, 
 marine, who was unfortunately drowned in the surf, on the 
 afternoon of the 28th February, and the desertion of four of 
 my men. They took the advantage of a dark night, and 
 left the bay unobserved by any person, all excepting one, a 
 prisoner, having the watch on deck. They took with them 
 several muskets, a supply of ammunition, and many articles 
 of but little value. My attempt to pursue them was pre- 
 vented by their destroying partially the only boat (near the 
 beach, at that time sea-worthy. 
 
 On the 12th April, began to rig the ships Seringapatam 
 and Sir Andrew Hammond, which, as I calculated, employed 
 the men until the 1st of May. All hands were then en- 
 gaged in getting the remainder of the property from the 
 Greenwich to the Seringapatam, as I began to despair of 
 your rejoining me at that place. 
 
 The work went on well, and the men were obedient to my 
 orders, though I discovered an evident change in their coun- 
 tenances, which led me to suppose there was something wrong 
 in agitation, and under that impression, had all the muskets, 
 ammunition, and small arms of every description, taken to 
 the Greenwich, the ship I lived on board, from the other 
 ships, as a necessary precaution against a surprise from my 
 own men. 
 
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 On the 7th May, while on board the Seringapatam, on 
 duty, which required my being present, a mutiny took 
 place, in which I was wounded, and the mutineers succeeded 
 in getting the Seringapatam out of the bay. Two days af- 
 ter, when making the necessary preparations to depart for 
 Valparaiso, we were attacked by the savages, and I have 
 with the deepest regret, to inform you, sir, that Midshipman 
 William Felters, John Thomas, Thomas Gibbs, and William 
 Brudinell, were massacred, and Peter Coddington, marine, 
 dangerously wounded. After bending the jib and spanker, 
 we cut our moorings, and fortunately had alight breeze, that 
 carried the ship clear of the bay, with six cartridges remain- 
 ing out of the only barrel left us by the mutineers. 
 
 After getting out of the bay, we found our situation most 
 distressing. In attempting to run the boat up, it broke in 
 two parts, and we were compelled to cut away from the bows 
 the only anchor, not being able to cat it. We mustered al- 
 together eight souls, out of which there was one cripple, one 
 dangerously wounded, one sick, one just recovering from the 
 scurvy, and myself confined to the bed with a high fever, 
 produced by my wound. 
 
 In that state, destitute of charts, and almost of every 
 means of navigating the ship, I reached the Sandwich Islands, 
 after a passage of seventeen days, and suffering much from 
 fatigue and hardships. I was there unfortunately captured 
 by the English ship Cherub, remained a prisoner on board 
 of her seven months, during which time my men were treated 
 in a most shameful manner. We were then put on shore at 
 Eio de Janeiro, without the possibility of getting away until 
 after hearing of the peace. I then, by the advice of the 
 physician who attended me, embarked on board a Swedish 
 ship bound for Havre de Grace, (there being no other means 
 of my getting away at that time,) leaving behind Midship- 
 man Clapp and five men, having lost one soon after my arri- 
 val in that place with the small-pox. 
 
 On the 1st inst. lat. 47 deg. N. long. 18 deg. W. we fell 
 in with the American ship Oliver Ellsworth, from Havre, 
 bound to this port. I took a passage on board of her, and ar- 
 
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 rived here two clays since, after beino; upwards of an hundred 
 days at sea. I am at present unable to travel, and shall 
 therefore await either your orders, or the orders of the com- 
 mandant of the marine corps at this place. 
 
 I have the honor to remain, with the highest 
 
 respect and esteem, sir, your obed't serv't, 
 
 JOHN M. GAMBLE. 
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CHAPTER XVI. 
 
 Comment on punishment in the Navy, — Punishment in Queen Elizabeth's 
 time,— Capt. Stockton on the subject, — Present condition of sailors, — 
 Remarks on sea-captains, — They are often swindled, — Hard-h&arted 
 wretch, — Kindness, — Benevolent men, — Return to my narrative, — Be- 
 come a member of the Methodist church, — Strange opinion of pious 
 men, — Unexpected caution, — Conclude to build a house, — Curious ma- 
 noeuvre, — An old miser, — Vigilance committee, — Obtain a lot, — Sickness 
 and death of the miser, — Small business, — Agree with a brother to build 
 a house,— Caution, — Deceived, — Break off with him, — Pay him off. 
 
 Before I take leave of the naval service, I wish to indulge 
 in a few remarks on flogging in the Navy, and of the general 
 character of sailors. 
 
 I have had occasion several times to mention the witnessing 
 of this brutal punishment, and to repeat the sentiments which 
 I have previously advanced on this subject. Nothing can be 
 more revolting to anything like a sensitive mind, than to see 
 a man tied up, and his back cut into strips ; the skin peeling 
 from the flesh, thus leaving it a mass of clotted blood. 
 
 I have been told by seamen who have spent nearly their 
 whole lives on board a man-of-war, both in the English and 
 American Navy, that the punishments are more frequent 
 and much more severe in the latter than in the former. 
 This, however, we can give as much credit to as we please. 
 
 But I remember while lying at Callao in company with the 
 Hyperion, English frigate, and at one time were quite near 
 her, I observed every morning just after daylight, the upper 
 end of a number of muskets peering over the hammock cloth, 
 and moving fore and aft, or backwards and forward. 
 
 One day when one of their boats was along-side our ship, 
 I asked one of the boat's crew what the reason was of their 
 having so many marines on post in the gangway. The fel- 
 low looked up to me from the boat, and rolling his quid over, 
 in a good-natured manner, replied : 
 
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 " Them was fellers as missed their muster. The old man, 
 (Capt. Searle,) don't allow any flogging onboard our ship, 
 but what he does himself." 
 
 These muskets are all filled up with leaden bullets, chock 
 up to the top, and they are obliged to carry them the whole 
 watch. The penalty for this with us, in the United States 
 Navy, is a dozen or two with the colt. Now, whatever may 
 be the opinion of some with regard to the comparison, one 
 thing is most certain, that the latter is the most brutal, and 
 yet in the English Navy in the time of Queen Elizabeth, the 
 usage was dreadfully severe. 
 
 Punishment of seamen in the reign of Queen Eliza- 
 beth. 
 
 From the Harleian MSS. 
 
 The executions and capitall punishments I finde to be thus 
 in Queene Elizabeth's tyme aborde her own shippes. If anye 
 one mann killed another, he was to be bownde to the dead man 
 and soe thrown into the sea. If anye one drew a weapon 
 wherewith to stryke his captaine, he was to loose his right 
 hande. If anye one drew a weapon within borde in anye 
 waye of tumult or murder, he was to loose his righte hande. 
 If anye one pilfered or stole awaye anye goods or monies 
 from anye of his fellowes, he was to be thryse ducked att the 
 boltsprite and then to be dragged at the bote sterne and sett 
 on shoare upon the next land with a lofe of bread and a can 
 of beere. If anye one practysed to steale awaye of her 
 Majesty's shippes, the captaine was to cause him to be hanged 
 by the heeles until his braines were beaten oute against the 
 shippe's sides, and then to be cutt downe and lett fall intoe 
 the sea. If anye one slept in his watche, for the first time, 
 he was to be headed with a bucket of water : for the second 
 time, he was to be haled upp by the wrysts, and to have two 
 buckets of water poured intoe his sleeves : for the thirde 
 time, he was to be bounde to the mayne mast with plates of 
 iron, and to have some gunn chambers or a basket of bulletts 
 tied to his armes and soe to remaine at the pleasure of the 
 captaine : for the fourth time, he was to be hanged at the 
 
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 boltsprite, with a can of beere and a biscott of breade and a 
 sharpe knife, and soe to hange and chuse whether he woulde 
 cutt himself downe and fall intoe the sea, or hange still and 
 starve. If anye one marryner or soldier stole awaye from 
 her Majesty's service without lycense of his captaine, he was 
 to be hanged. If anye one did mutinye aboute his allowde 
 proportion of victuals, he was to be layde in the bilboes dur- 
 ing the captaine 7 s pleasure. As for all petty pillferings and 
 commissions of that kinde, those were generallie punished 
 with the whippe, the offender beinge to that purpose bounde 
 faste to the capstan ; and the waggerie and idleness of shippe 
 boys paid by the boats way ne with a rodde, and commonlie 
 this execution is done upon Mondaye mornings, and is soe 
 frequentlie in use, that some meere seamen and saylors doe 
 believe in good earnest that thev shall never have a faire 
 winde until the poor boyes be dulie brought to the chest, that 
 is, whipped every Mondaye morninge. 
 
 xYgainst flogging in the Navy. — R. F. Stockton. 
 
 There is one broad proposition upon which I stand. It is 
 this. That an American sailor is an American citizen, and 
 no American citizen shall, with my consent, be subjected to 
 the infamous punishment of the lash. If, when a citizen 
 enters into the service of his country, he is to forego the pro- 
 tection of those laws for the preservation of which he is will- 
 ing to risk his life, he is entitled, in all justice, humanity and 
 gratitude, to all the protection that can be extended to him in 
 his peculiar circumstances. He ought certainly, to be pro- 
 tected from the infliction of a punishment which stands con- 
 demned by the almost universal sentiment of his fellow citi- 
 zens. A punishment which is proscribed in the best prison 
 government, proscribed in the schoolhouse, and proscribed 
 in the best government on earth — that of parental domes- 
 tic affection. Yes, sir, expelled from the social circle, from 
 the schoolhouse, the prison-house and the army, it finds 
 defenders and champions nowhere but in the Navy. Look 
 to your history, that part of it which the world knows by 
 heart, and you will find on its brightest page the glorious 
 
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 achievements of the American sailor. Whatever his country 
 has done to disgrace him, and break his spirits, he never has 
 disgraced her. He has always been ready to serve her, and 
 he always has served her faithfully and effectually. He has 
 often been weighed in the balance and never found wanting. 
 The only fault found with him is, that he sometimes fights 
 ahead of his orders. The world has no match for him, man 
 for man, and he asks no odds and he cares for no odds, when 
 the cause of humanity, or the glory of his country calls him 
 to fight. Who, in the darkest days of our revolution carried 
 your flag into the very chops of the British Channel, bearded 
 the lion in his den, and woke the echoes of old Albion's hills 
 by the thunder of his cannon and the shouts 1 It was the 
 American sailor. And the names of John Paul Jones and 
 the Bon homme Richard, will go down in the annals of time 
 forever. Who struck the first blow that humbled the Bar- 
 bary flag — which for a hundred years had been the terror 
 of Christendom — drove it from the Mediterranean, and put 
 an end to the infamous tribute it had been accustomed to 
 extort? It was the American sailor. And the name of 
 Decatur and his gallant companions; will be as lasting as 
 monumental brass. In your war of 1812, when your arms 
 on shore were covered by disaster — when Winchester had 
 been defeated and the army of the North-west had surren- 
 dered, and when the gloom of despondency hung like a cloud 
 over the land — who first re-lit the fires of national glory, 
 and made the w T elkin ring with the shouts of victory ? It 
 was the American sailor. And the names of 'Hull and the 
 Constitution will be remembered as long as we have anything 
 worth remembering. This was no small event. The wand 
 of Mexican prowess was broken on the Rio Grande. The 
 wand of British invincibility was broken when the flag of 
 the G-uerriere came down. That one event was worth more 
 to the Republic than all the money that has been expended for 
 the Navy. Since that time, the Navy has had no stain upon its 
 escutcheon, but has been cherished as your pride and glory. 
 And the American sailor has established a reputation through- 
 out the world — in peace and in war, in storm and in battle 
 — for heroism and prowess, unsurpassed. He shrinks from 
 
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 no danger, he dreads no foe, and yields to no superior. No 
 shoals are too dangerous, no seas too boisterous, no climate 
 too rigorous, for him. The burning sun of the tropics can- 
 not make him effeminate, nor can the eternal winter of the 
 polar seas paralyze his energies. Foster, cherish, develop 
 these characteristics and stimulate his ambition by rewards. 
 But above all save him, save him from the brutalizing lash 
 and inspire him with love and confidence for your service. 
 And then there is no achievement so arduous, no conflict so 
 desperate in which his actions will not shed glory upon his 
 country. And when the final struggle comes, as soon as it 
 will come, for the empire of the seas, you may rest with 
 entire satisfaction in the persuasion that victory will be 
 yours. " 
 
 I can fully endorse the sentiments of the gallant Stockton 
 with regard to the noble bearing of the genuine Tar. But 
 when I speak of the sailor, I don't mean every one who wears 
 a blue jacket and goes swaggering through our streets ; these 
 perhaps may belong to some wood coaster and too often come 
 under the denomination of sailors. Notwithstanding so much 
 has been said about punishment, it is not often that the real 
 sailor gets into difficulty after all, for he is seldom found 
 guilty of any of the crimes that merit punishment ; never- 
 theless he is exposed to the lash and does sometimes catch it. 
 All who know anything of the nature of a man-of-war and 
 of the absolute necessity of a rigid code of laws — such as 
 are expressed in the articles of Avar — the internal rules and 
 regulations of the ship, know, also, that there must be a 
 penalty, and that the police regulations of the ship must be 
 undeviatingly adhered to, for a ship-of-war, without complete 
 subordination, would be entirely useless and inefficient in 
 battle ; and the characteristic of a sailor is such as that he 
 must be made at all times, and under all circumstances to toe 
 the mark, never mind whether he be one of the crew of six 
 who ply to the West Indies, or of the line of battle ship who 
 number seven hundred ; and now what is the penalty ? I 
 nnswer, 'tis the colt, the cat, the irons and confinement, and 
 finally the yard-arm. Can the dignity and discipline of the 
 Navy be sustained under any other penalty ') without at- 
 
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 tempting even the suggestive legislator, I leave the question , 
 with an earnest entreaty to abolish the whip* It may answer 
 very well for boys when properly applied, but should never 
 be put upon the back of a man ; at the same time, I know that 
 strong arguments can be brought forward in support of the 
 present law ; for, here are a crew of four hundred, men and 
 boys, and some from every quarter of the Earth, from the 
 Chinaman to the Laplander, and this heterogeneous mass must 
 be brought under the homogeneous Government, and every 
 officer is" responsible for the punctual performance of every 
 item of the law from all those who come legitimately under 
 
 his charge. 
 
 Speaking of the sailor, I have witnessed many an instance 
 
 of his undaunted bravery and ingenuousness, besides having 
 
 been told very many noble acts, by those who have been the 
 
 recipients. 1 remember,. some years ago a ship got ashore 
 
 near Rockaway, New York ; it was in the dead of winter ; 
 
 the ship lay entirely under water, with only the head of her 
 
 maintop-mast out ; nearly all had been swept off and drowned 
 
 — upon this top-mast head were a sailor and a gentleman 
 
 passenger ; the sailor had lashed himself and the passenger 
 
 to the rigging to prevent being washed away. The night was 
 
 dreadful cold — no boat dared come off until morning. The 
 
 passenger said to the sailor, that his hands were so numb he 
 
 must let go ; he could hold on no longer and must run the 
 
 risk of being washed off; the noble sailor replied, " here, sir, 
 
 shove your hands into my bosom and I will hold on to you, ' 
 
 he did so, and the passenger, when telling the story, the 
 
 tears gushed from his eyes; for said he, "when my frozen 
 
 hands touched the warm, beating bosom of the noble fellow, 
 
 I felt relief in a moment ; my left hand was directly over 
 
 his heart, and thought I, here is a heart worth having, and 
 
 may God bless the owner of it. " 
 
 What would our country be good for without seamen? 
 How many doctors, ministers and lawyers would it take to 
 reef a top-sail on a dark, stormy night ? How many of that 
 mass of nothings, which we daily come in contact with in the 
 street, would it take to get a ship's anchor up ? The ladies 
 well know how to appreciate the sailor. They show their 
 
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 magnanimity by their generous donations in establishing 
 Bethels, Homes, and the various institutions for the benefit 
 of seamen, who are now properly cared for and respected ; 
 are no longer left as a prey to the merciless land-shark, 
 many of whom, after keeping a sailor-boarding house for a 
 few years, come out from poverty, to what are called rich 
 men. Seamen can now go to a church of their own, under 
 the charge of a kind pastor, who, it may be said, in truth too, 
 is to them a father and a friend. 
 
 I had now reached a period in my life, when it might be 
 supposed, that I had become pretty well acquainted with 
 mankind, or to use the common phrase, " had my eyeteeth 
 cut." But I regret to say it was not so. The knowledge 
 that a man gains at sea, is quite different from that which 
 he requires for a life on shore. The seaman, may under- 
 stand the management of his ship on the ocean, perfectly 
 well, and be well posted in all nautical knowledge, well ac- 
 quainted with their methods of transacting business in most 
 foreign countries. And, even let him come under the appel- 
 lation of " Model Captain, " who has by prudence and econ- 
 omy laid up a few thousand dollars, and now wishes to leave 
 a seafaring life, and engage in some business on shore. He 
 gets into business, and at first has many friends. But ere 
 long finds himself completely stripped, and must go to sea 
 again. Yes, he must "hard lee" again. The landsmen 
 were too many guns for him. He once thought that he knew 
 something; and so he did. He knew what was honest, and 
 if he had dealt with honest men only, would in all probabil- 
 ity have been successful, and would have accomplished that 
 for which he left the sea. 
 
 But those who were his pretended friends, and by whose 
 cunning he has been robbed, now pass him unnoticed, giving 
 him the cold shoulder ! 
 
 Reader, this is no fancy sketch. Many of those who have 
 been thus victimized, and who are now " where the weary are 
 at rest, and the wicked cease from, troubling," were well known 
 everywhere, and whose names now stand registered among 
 the members of the Boston Marine Society, with the prefixed 
 asterisk. And there are, now, among us, living witnesses 
 
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 of the truth of what I have said before. There are now, 
 livino- among us, some of those threadbare rascals, who 
 would not hesitate, for the sake of gain, to take the last 
 crumb of bread from a family of starving children. These 
 fellows may be seen prowling around State street with a sort 
 of "sneaking, hang-dog look ; " the tools of the note shaver, 
 and of the dishonest speculator. Then there are knaves of 
 a higher grade, who stand behind the screen, and when a 
 case^of oppression has been perpetrated by the myrmidons in 
 their employ, pretend to know nothing about it ! And yet 
 these are looked up to, and respected f because they are rich. 
 I once had occasion to meet a gentleman, in State street, at 
 a certain hour. And, at the appointed time, I saw him be- 
 side an elegant carriage, in earnest conversation with the 
 occupant, and not wishing to intrude upon the conversation, 
 just passed the open door, and quickly recognized the old 
 gentleman with whom my friend was conversing. I stood 
 aside, quietly awaiting the termination of what now appeared 
 to be earnest entreaty. Soon the door was closed, my friend 
 approached me wiping the perspiration from his brow, ex- 
 claiming " Oh, dear ! it really seems that some men's hearts 
 are harder than flint. I have been half an hour begging 
 him to remit a debt of fifteen dollars, which was due him for 
 the rent of a small tenement, by a widow woman, who 
 washes in my family. She has been confined to her bed with 
 rheumatism for several weeks, which has put her behindhand, 
 and she is not able to pay it. The agent threatens to turn 
 her out of doors, neck and heels, if the money is not paid. 
 He refuses to have anything to do in the matter, saying, 
 * that his agent must collect tiie rents.' Thus legalizing an 
 act of brutality, that would disgrace a savage. _ And this 
 modern Dives having in his possession half a million of dol- 
 lars." . 
 The kind gentleman, who endeavored so hard to allevi- 
 ate the widow, paid the money, and procured her another 
 tenement. " The rich man also died, and was buried." His 
 property, of course, was disposed of according to ^ the will. 
 Four of the sons turned out to be miserable inebriates, and 
 went off, nobody knows where. 
 
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 I do not mention these facts through invidiousness, or a de- 
 sire to he personal. But, like the explorers of the north- 
 west passage, who get among icehergs and icefloes, and 
 who are often in imminent danger, and must quietly await 
 the movements of the waters, which alone can extricate them 
 from the chilling influence of these dangerous neighbors. 
 So must all, who have fallen within the fangs of these un- 
 principled men quietly wait, until they see what may be slow, 
 yet sure, retributive justice. And yet, I should conceive it 
 to be abruptness to close these remarks, without placing 
 them in a somewhat antithetical shape. We have had a 
 glance at the dark, and now let us look at the bright side. 
 
 There are those among us now, and those that have gone 
 to their glorious reward, whose names and memories " will 
 be had in everlasting remembrance." Whose bounties have 
 wiped the tear from many an orphan cheek, and made the 
 widow and the fatherless sing for joy, the couch of the dying 
 laborer, soft and easy, by promising to be kind to his helpless 
 family, giving large sums for the purpose of propagating 
 christian truth, and for disseminating useful knowledge among 
 the indigent, and also of extending the hand of material 
 friendship to those who were needy. The memory of these 
 men draw the tear of affection, while for the others, scorn 
 and contempt. 
 
 But to return to my narrative. I was married a few 
 weeks after my discharge from the Macedonian, and then 
 intended to spend the remainder of my days on shore. I be- 
 came a member of the Methodist Episcopal Church, and as 
 I had now come to an anchor, made up my mind to go ahead 
 with honesty, prudence, and economy. I became acquainted 
 with many of the brethern, and was really happy. As I 
 had about $2,000 which I had carefully saved, it appeared 
 to me that it would be well invested, in the purchase of a 
 small house. I soon heard of one, a short distance out of 
 the city, and on examining it with my wife, concluded to 
 purchase it. It belonged to a prominent member of our 
 church. On my return from it one day, before I had consum- 
 mated the bargain, I met another prominent member, and 
 to whom I communicated my intended purchase. "Ah \" said 
 
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 he, " my dear brother, he careful how you deal with . He 
 
 will twist you if you dont look sharp ! " 
 
 "What!" said I, " will he cheat me?" 
 
 " I don't say that he will cheat you, I only say lookout 
 for him." 
 
 I parted with my adviser and went home, " struck all 
 aback/' told my wife what I had heard, who was as much 
 astonished as I was. As I never had much experience in 
 buying houses, up to that time, concluded that there must be 
 something more intricate in the sale of a house than I knew 
 anything about, so I let this purchase slide. I could not un- 
 derstand this inferred libel on the Christian character of the 
 seller, notwithstanding it prevented me from purchasing the 
 house. But in justice to this individual, before I proceed any 
 farther, would say that I was subsequently acquainted with 
 him during thirty years of his life ; and can further add that 
 he lived exemplary, and continued so until his death. Was 
 a highly respected and prominent member of the Methodist 
 church. 
 
 As I had now given up the idea of buying a house, thought 
 I would get a lot just out of the town, and build one to suit 
 myself. I soon found a lot which could be bought at a fair 
 price, but there was something of an ordeal to go through 
 before I could have it. The land belonged to a miserly old 
 fellow, into whose good graces a very popular neighbor had 
 entwined himself It was for this neighbor to say who 
 should and who should not come into the community, so I 
 found it indispensably necessary to get on the right side of 
 this " vigilance committee," before I could do anything with 
 the old miser. After two or three interviews, he found out 
 who I was, and I was then unanimously received. My lot was 
 surveyed off and the deed drawn. When I went to say to 
 the old gentleman that I would call to-morrow morning and 
 pay the money, he, in a tremulous voice asked, "if the money 
 would be in silver, or gold f 
 
 I replied he could have it in either, when he preferred 
 gold. Accordingly on the morrow, 1 carried the money to 
 him in gold. He had a table prepared to count it (twenty- 
 five eagles,) upon, and when his long, bony fingers clutched 
 
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 the pieces, it reminded me of a cat, when she first nabs a 
 mouse, looking round to see if any attempts are made to get 
 it away. This old man was nearly eighty years old, and 
 the sight of this paltry sum was truly electrifying. 
 
 He died while I resided in the neighborhood, and on the 
 evening before he expired, the doctor told him he might suck 
 a piece of tender loin rarely broiled. He told the man who 
 attended him to go to the butcher and ascertain how much 
 he asked a pound for tender loin, and to come back and let 
 him know. The man went and found the price to be four- 
 teen cents a pound. The old man turned his languid and 
 dying eyes towards the nurse and said, that was too dear, he 
 could not afford it ! He soon died, leaving behind him about 
 seventy-five thousand dollars, which he had scraped together 
 by driblets and privation, much of which after his death went 
 to the four winds. Truly " man heapeth up riches not know- 
 ing who shall gather them." 
 
 I called the next day to see how the lot looked, now it was 
 mine. I found that the fence had been taken away and on 
 enquiring, was told that my kind intercessor had taken it, 
 which he claimed as his perquisite. I said nothing more 
 about it, as it was too small a matter to make a fuss about. 
 The next business in order was to contract with a builder ; 
 and in this I was entirely green. I knew what kind of a 
 house I wanted, and how to plan and build it, but to make 
 specifications, and such a contract as that I should not be 
 cheated, was more than I felt willing to undertake. As for 
 what enquiries I had made among house builders, I found 
 that prices varied in size very much like a basket of potatoes, 
 some mighty large and some mighty small, so my chance of 
 being cheated was in the ratio of the disparity. One of my 
 brethren in the church and with whom I had been on inti- 
 mate terms since our first acquaintance, was a house builder. 
 I had requested him to give me his estimate, which he prom- 
 ised to. He said to me one day : 
 
 " Now, brother, you want to build a house. You have a 
 little money which you want to lay out in the most economi- 
 cal manner. I will build your house by the day, and charge 
 you two dollars a day for my own time ; and hire the men as 
 
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 cheap as I can, charging you with just what I pay them. I 
 will purchase the lumber at the lowest cash price, and in build- 
 ing the house will save you a great deal of money." 
 
 Now what could be fairer than this. I replied to him im- 
 mediately, " go ahead." Not many days after, I happened 
 
 to mention to one of the brethren that Brother was 
 
 building a house for me. He took me by the button-hole, and 
 with a low, but significant voice, enquired, if I had every- 
 thing in writing. I replied : 
 
 " No ; we have nothing but a verbal agreement." 
 " Ah !" said he, " he'll cheat you, as sure as the world." 
 " Why, how do you mean ?" I asked. 
 " I mean just this, that he will decieve you." 
 This completely upset me. I had paid him money when 
 he asked for it, had made no enquiries about the expense al- 
 ready incurred, leaving it all with my good honest brother, 
 who had pledged himself to be faithful and look after my 
 interests. Next day I went over to the building, but he was 
 not there. I began to look round, feeling somewhat alarmed 
 at what had been told me, and under the work bench, there 
 lay a man drunk! one of his smart carpenters. I soon 
 roused the fellow out, and forbade him doing anything more 
 to the house. I found my builder and expressed my dissatis- 
 faction at what I had seen, and the condition of things about 
 the house. I requested him to furnish me with my account 
 up to the present time, which he promised to do. It was sev- 
 eral days before I got it, but I found that he had charged 
 me twenty-five cents a day profit on each man, which was 
 contrary to our agreement ; nevertheless I let it go without 
 any complaint. On the following day I went over very early, 
 before the time at which lie usually came. I took a young 
 man who was a good workman, and had been at work on the 
 house three weeks, and asked him to go all over the building, 
 and make an estimate of what he would finish it up for, and 
 have the estimate ready for me by to-morrow, desiring him 
 to keep the matter entirely to himself. I requested my 
 builder to do the same, which he did. And I believe there 
 was a difference of about eighty dollars between the two. I 
 now said to my good brother, that as the bills had run up 
 w 
 
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 much faster than I had expected, I should pay him off, and 
 let the young man finish it at his leisure. He then, as the 
 Western men say, " rared right uj>," declaring he would not 
 he put off so hy friend or foe. I thought it was time for my 
 " dander to rise a little," so I just recapitulated our first 
 agreement, and compared it with the result, also reminding 
 him that he had completely come the brother over me, and 
 the quicker we dissolved, the better, and after many hard 
 words on both sides, he quit. 1 settled his bill as I thought, 
 in full, but in a few days he brought me another, additional 
 of twenty dollars, saying he had omitted certain charges. 1 
 paid him that also, and we parted, apparently good friends. 
 
CHAPTER XVII. 
 
 Commence business, — My father's death, — Start for Vermont, — Amusing 
 incident, — Cold journey, — Arrive at Vermont, — Description of a Ver- 
 mont family, — Agreeable evening, — Cold lodging, — Well entertained, 
 — Visits, — Agreeable companions, — Happiness of contentment, — Sim- 
 plicity of living, — Tough goose, — Excellent dinner, — Domestic indus- 
 try and economy, — Curious idea of a ship, — Supper, — Same old goose. 
 — Remain all night, — Breakfast, — Take leave, — Pleasant travelling 
 companion, — Brief account of my uncle, — Remarks, — My uncle's idea 
 of a fire, — His wish is gratified, — Invitation to go to Europe, — Sail for 
 City Point, — Arrive there, — Visit Petersburg, — Go to church, — De- 
 scription, — Go to Richmond, — On the way recieve some excellent ad- 
 vice, — Arrive at Richmond, — Hospitality of the people, — Introduc- 
 tion to a minister and his wife, — Dined, — Invited to tea, — Negroes, — 
 Unwilling to join in family worship, — Walk out, — Caught in the rain, — 
 Hospitality of a lady, — Kindness, — Affecting story, — Further attention 
 and politeness, — Allusion to the destruction of the Richmond theatre, 
 — Take leave, — Account of a slave sale. 
 
 In 1822, I commenced business on my own account; and 
 as nothing occurred of sufficient interest to record here, pass 
 on to 1824, when my father, who was at my house on a visit, 
 left us early on Monday morning for Vermont, whither he 
 was going on a visit to his brother, who resided in Newfane. 
 
 On Monday night, between the hours of eleven and twelve, 
 I had been down the wharf to attend to moving a ship, and 
 just as I had reached my door, a man stood there who had 
 just rung the bell. I inquired what he wanted, and on 
 learning my name, replied : 
 
 " I have come in from Lexington to inform you of the 
 death of your father, who died very suddenly at our house, 
 at 4 o'clock, this afternoon." 
 
 T had given my father two letters for my uncles, inviting 
 them to call on me, should they ever come to Boston, and in 
 these letters had given my name and residence. When it 
 was ascertained that he was dead, they opened one of them, 
 
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 to know who he was, &c. This was the way in which I was 
 so easily found. 
 
 I immediately proceeded to Lexington to make the nec- 
 essary arrangements for the funeral. The hotel keeper then 
 gave me the following statement : 
 
 " Your father stopped at my house ahout noon, and told 
 me that he was unwell, and unable to proceed any further at 
 present, and wished me to show him a room. I saw he was 
 very weak and sick, and on reaching his room, his strength 
 had entirely failed ; he laid down upon the bed, while I went 
 for a doctor. I had hardly reached the stairway when I 
 heard a fall. I hastened back to his room, and found him 
 lying dead on the floor. He was immediately placed upon 
 the bed again, and a doctor was sent for. A post mortem 
 examination was held, and the cause of his death was said 
 to be an obstruction near the heart." 
 
 My father observed, on the evening previous to his depar- 
 ture, that it had been his prayer that he might be permitted 
 to see all the members of his family once more before his 
 death, which prayer was thus signally answered. 
 
 1 had never seen these uncles, and on the following winter, 
 the sleiffhino; being remarkablv fine, I took a seat in the 
 mail stage for Brattleboro, Vermont, and from there to ^ew- 
 fane, about 18 miles distant, by private conveyance. The 
 uncle I was now in quest of resided there. The day on 
 which I started from Boston was bitter cold ; therefore I went 
 to a clothing store and purchased a thick, drab overcoat to 
 keep myself from freezing. When we arrived at Lowell, I 
 got out, with the rest of the passengers, at the hotel door, 
 and went in to the bar-room to warm myself. The loungers 
 in the room, seemed to eye me closely, and wherever I went, 
 it appeared that I was the object of their attraction. All 
 at once my attention was directed to a placard which read 
 thus : 
 
 $50 REWARD. 
 
 DARING ROBBERY. 
 
 " Last night the house of the subscriber was entered, and 
 the following articles stolen: A quantity of linen and 
 
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 woollen apparel, among which was a drab overcoat, with white 
 mother-of-pearl buttons ; the coat nearly new." 
 
 Exactly the description of the one I had on. It struck 
 me at once that the coat I had on, was the reason why 1 was 
 so much looked at, and the cause of the collection of men at 
 the door. I must confess I felt rather awkward, for if they 
 had arrested me on suspicion of being the house-breaker, 
 merely from the similarity of the coat, I should of course 
 have been obliged to have given my name, and residence, 
 and in all probability would have been handed over to the 
 sheriff. Thus I should have lost my passage, besides having 
 my name trumpeted through all the papers, that I had been 
 arrested for house-breaking in Lowell, when I was fast asleep 
 with my wife in Boston ; and that I had stolen a coat which 
 I had bought only a few hours before, of Gove & Lock, in 
 Ann street. 
 
 When the stage was ready, I walked through the crowd, 
 got in, and we drove off. It was very evident from all ap- 
 pearances, that these people actually thought that the coat 
 I had on, was the one stolen, as it exactly answered the de- 
 scription, even to the velvet collar. 
 
 We left Lowell and passed through the southern edge of 
 New Hampshire, over the turnpike, and a more dismal look- 
 ing region I have never seen in the wildest part of Russia ; 
 and in passing through one of the towns, I saw a sign 
 on an old dilapidated shanty, Elizabeth Saltmarsh, dress- 
 maker. And in one of the small villages in the northern 
 edge of Massachusetts, was a Mr. E. D. Greenfield, attorney- 
 at-law. I thought if the parties were not married, what a 
 union this would make. A Greenfield with a Saltmarsh ; 
 and when the Saltmarsh would be merged in the Greenfield, 
 the cutting and trimming would be done by the Greenfield 
 mowers. 
 
 We arrived at Brattleboro late at night. T was nearly 
 torpid with cold, and as there was a good fire burning in the 
 kitchen, we, half frozen passengers, took possession of the 
 fire place, and when sufficiently thawed, ordered a supper, 
 which, in the course of an hour, they gave us. Early next 
 morning, I procured a private conveyance to Newfane, 
 
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 and when we had arrived at the edge of the town, I began 
 to enquire for Squire Bobbins' place. 
 
 " O, Squire Bobbins, the forehanded man. Ain't he — " 
 
 " Well, I don't know how many hands or how many feet he 
 has, but I want to find Mr. Asa Bobbins of Newfane." 
 
 " Well, yes ; you see yonder hill with the red building on 
 the side ? " 
 
 " Yes." 
 
 " Well, that's Squire Bobbins' farm." 
 
 I stopped at a tavern about half a mile from the place, to 
 adjust my dress, and in the operation thought that I should 
 have frozen. And of all the places, in any of the Northern 
 regions, that I have ever visited, I think Vermont is the 
 coldest. As I had but half a mile to go, I started off 
 through the snow, went up to the house, and enquired for 
 Mr. Bobbins. He came to the door, I told him who I was. 
 He shook my hand and invited me in, and received me with 
 much cordiality, calling all the family to see their new 
 cousin. He had a rousing fire in the kitchen, over which I 
 had another good thawing, and it being Saturdav evening, 
 the unmarried boys and girls were at home. We had a good 
 tuck out of nuts, apples, cider and doughnuts, and such a 
 fire ! The great fire in London, of 166G, was somewhat 
 larger, but certainly not much hotter. The fireplace was 
 ten feet long, four feet deep, and from the hearth to the flue 
 was six feet, and this was filled with ignited hickorv logs, 
 in full blast, from end to end. As it was very seldom that 
 these peojrie met with any one from the Atlantic States, my 
 visit was rather interesting. We conversed on many subjects, 
 till nearly twelve o'clock, when I began to feel rather sleepy. 
 
 My cousin Melissa, conducted me to my room, and bade 
 me good night. After closing the door, I felt a dreadful 
 chill, and on examining the bed clothes, was fearful that I 
 should lie cold. Then there was a shower-bath in one 
 corner of the room, the sight of which made me shudder ; 
 and after getting into bed and tucking myself up nicely, 
 began to shake in good style. Sleep was out of the question, 
 and after shivering away two or three hours, I got into a 
 doze and dreamed that I was lvingon an iceberg. Although 
 
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 suffering from cold, I could not refrain from laughing at the 
 sudden transition and contrast of life. Last evening I was 
 nearly roasted, and from the time I went to bed till I arose, was 
 nearly frozen. As soon as daylight appeared, I heard a stir 
 down stairs, and was very soon along-side the crater of 
 Vesuvius. I told Melissa that I had been very cold all 
 night. " There, now, cousin Sam, I don't believe you shot 
 your winder down." No, I shut no window ; and lo ! right 
 at my head was an open window, with just a curtain before 
 it, which, in some measure, accounted for the temperature of 
 my bedroom, which seemed to be many degrees below zero. 
 But we had a substantial breakfast : for my uncle had his 
 larder well stocked with good things. Instead of an ice- 
 house he had a snow-shed, filled solid and packed with snow, 
 in which he kept his variety of meats and fish. As it was 
 the Sabbath, and there being but one meeting-house in the 
 village, and tw T o sects, and each had their minister on alter- 
 nate Sundays, it not being our turn to-day, we spent the 
 time in talking over miscellaneous matters. Towards noon, 
 I began to look around for some signs of dinner, when 
 my uncle, rather suspecting that 1 was not acquainted 
 with their Sunday arrangements, observed to me that the 
 dinner hour on that day was six o'clock P. M. We however 
 partook of a good lunch, and at evening, of a sumptuous din- 
 ner, after which several of the cousins came in and we had 
 quite an agreeable time. 
 
 Next day I visited among their families, and was pecul- 
 iarly struck with the patriarchal simplicity and happiness 
 that existed among them. I think there were five in the 
 group, and situated on the southern slope of a hill, and all 
 within a few rods of the parental mansion. In each family 
 there were two or three healthy, pretty children. The wives 
 were employed in carding, spinning, or weaving, and one or 
 two grandmothers were comfortably seated and knitting. 
 Each family had two or more cows, a few sheep, pigs, and 
 lots of poultry, and land enough to afford them, with hard 
 work and strict economy, a good living, and some silver 
 change to lay up in the stocking. Another of the cousins, 
 Mrs. Gaffield, lived a little farther off. Mr. G , when 
 
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 he married was a "forehanded man," a hatter by trade ; 
 and owned four acres of land, with a small house containing 
 three rooms, and a hatter's shop ten feet by eight upon it. 
 His whole estate he valued at six hundred dollars, and con- 
 sidered himself independent of the world. He invited me to 
 come over and dine with him on the following day ; also to 
 spend the evening, on which occasion he invited his friends 
 and relations. 1 soon found that in consequence of having 
 come from Boston, and by amusing them with accounts of 
 different parts of the world, that I had become quite a lion 
 among them. 
 
 Accordingly, on Tuesday, I was on hand at friend Gaf- 
 field's, when he showed me round his place. First, I must 
 see the sty where he raised his fat hog that weighed nearly 
 four hundred pounds ; then I must see the fine caoivs and 
 lastly, his hat shop, which was a curiosity ; and without any 
 attempt at describing it, will only say, that, if a man could 
 manufacture a hat in this pen, then there are no limits to 
 his ingenuity ; and yet this plain, noble hearted and honest 
 man, made, on an average, three hats a month, and was now 
 making one for the deacon for which he was to receive three 
 dollars ; and all in silver, because these pesky bills were so 
 
 uncertain. Dinner beino* now readv, we went in. Mrs. G 
 
 had been flying round ; and from the way in which the feath- 
 ers flew in the morning, I knew that one or more bipeds 
 must lose their lives on my account. And so it appeared, 
 for on the table was a goose, the smell of which was enough 
 to do one good ; which alas ! was all that I was to have of 
 it. Besides the goose, there was an abundant supply of fine 
 yellow potatoes, apple-sauce, and various kinds of pies, with 
 leather tops and green hide bottoms, excellent sage cheese, the 
 finest bread and sweetest butter I ever tasted. Friend Gaf- 
 field now began to sharpen his knife by rubbing two together 
 preparatory to dissecting the goose ; which I could see by 
 the manner in which his keen eyes rested upon it, that he 
 knew the nature of his job. At first, with much effort he 
 forced the fork into the breast, and commenced dissecting 
 the leg, but it was of no use, the knife would not penetrate 
 those veteran sinews. He next tried the wing, but might as 
 
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 well have attempted to cut the flukes from an anchor. At 
 length, the kind lady innocently suggested, that she was 
 afraid the goose was tough. The perspiration was now run- 
 nine* down poor Joe's face ; and he next attempted to hack 
 off a piece from the breast, winch he succeeded in doing, and 
 placed it on my plate. I was busy however eating the nice 
 potatoes and goose gravy. The poor fellow now gave it 
 up in despair, freely acknowledging that it was the tough- 
 est goose he ever had seen. Notwithstanding, I made an 
 excellent dinner, and we had a good joke over this antiquat- 
 ed bird, that doubtless was the veritable, or a descendant of 
 the cacklers in the temple of Juno at Rome, who awakened 
 Marcus Manlius, in time to pitch the Gauls headlong down 
 the Tarpeian rock, and thus saved Rome. 
 
 As we expected company in the evening, and as it was very 
 cold, I remained in the house during the afternoon and spent 
 the time in agreeable conversation with my excellent and in- 
 dustrious cousin, Almost every article of furniture was of 
 her own or her husband's make. Carpets, bed-quilts and 
 every article of clothing in the family, excepting shoes, and 
 her Sunday gown, were of her manufacture. Her pretty 
 calico gown she had bought at " the store" for eleven dozen 
 of eggs, and her best shoes for six dozen. She paid twenty- 
 five cents in money to have her dress cut and basted ; 
 whether by Elizabeth Saltmarsh, or a competitor, she did 
 not inform me. But it had been worn two summers, and had 
 not come to wear yet At evening, the company assembled. 
 There were about half a dozen young men, and one, pretty 
 well advanced. The chief topic of conversation was about 
 ships, how such great things could float on the water ; 
 neither of them had ever seen a ship or been out of Ver- 
 mont. 
 
 11 Joe Gafneld," says, cousin Sam, " I don 't see how a ship 
 can stand up with them great Jo-fired, long masts ? " 
 
 " Oh," says the old gentleman, " they put in rocks for 
 balancing, then they put the load right on top of the rocks, 
 and then sail along." 
 
 "Well," says another, " it must take a deuced sight of 
 timber to make one." 
 
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 " Oh, yes," replied the old gentleman, " it would take all 
 of Tom Brazier's lot to make one ship." And after a pause 
 of a few seconds, Joe Gaffield, with a very earnest look says, 
 
 " Cousin Sam, they tell me, that the housen in Boston, are 
 all brick. 1 should think they ivould all sink right daown ; and 
 some of 'em are higher than our meeting-house, and sometimes 
 they ketch fire. I ivould' nt sleep in one on 'em for all 
 Boston.'" 
 
 It was now twelve o'clock, when we were invited to take 
 supper in the kitchen, and by hard squeezing, we managed 
 to sit around the table, and while we were talking, our in- 
 dustrious hostess was preparing a hot supper. She had man- 
 aged by some means to cut the goose in pieces, and had 
 stewed it with potatoes and onions : it truly was a nice 
 mess, but after all, who ever undertook to tackle a bone 
 with an idea of getting any meat from it, was much deceived ; 
 which was easily seen from the manner in which they were 
 slyly laid aside. But the remainder of the fixings were first- 
 rate, and the time passed merrily, and if any of them are 
 alive now, they will remember that night. 
 
 I had appointed the next morning for my departure, and 
 as it was quite late, was persuaded to remain there all 
 night. They made a nice bed on the floor for me, and with 
 plenty of rugs and carpets, I slept very comfortable. At 
 daylight my good cousin had breakfast under way, which at 
 seven o'clock, was smoking hot on the table. Here was the 
 old goose stewed up again, and tough as ever. I made a 
 capital breakfast on hot potatoes, sweet butter, and excel- 
 lent bread and cheese, with a cup of good rye coffee and 
 cream. I took an affectionate leave of these kind-hearted, 
 and happy people, and was to leave ISewfane, for Brattle- 
 boro in a covered sleigh, and when the driver called for 
 me, was told, that I had a fellow passenger in the shape of 
 a very sociable young lady, who had been keeping school 
 at Newfane, and was returning home to New Hampshire. 
 
 Here we were, both of us wrapped up together in a buffalo 
 robe, bouncing over stone walls, stumps of trees, and no 
 matter what, there was no road. All the distance to Brattle- 
 boro was one vast sea of snow ; but the driver being a good 
 
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 navigator, brought us safe into port at about ten o'clock at 
 ni^ht. One object in thus detailing iny visit to Vermont, is 
 to show what every one knows, that true happiness does not 
 consist in wealth, popularity, or emolument. Take, if you 
 please, this one family or community, commencing with Mr. 
 Robbins, who, in 1795, having just married, went from 
 Worcester to his present location, with but forty cents left, 
 after his arrival in this, then wilderness, and on the spot 
 where his house now stands, he built a rude hut for present 
 shelter ; took up several acres of woodland, which he cleared 
 away, and with some assistance from the neighbors, who 
 were scattered around within 15 miles, erected a house, and 
 cleared a few acres ready for planting, in the following 
 spring, and without entering more minutely into his begin- 
 ning, he had, when I visited him, several thousand dollars 
 in the Brattleboro Bank, three hundred acres of excellent 
 land, well stocked, and sent large quantities of butter, 
 cheese and pork, annually to Boston. His family were set- 
 tled around him and all enjoying the height of human 
 happiness, industry and content. And if we should attempt 
 to draw the contrast between this happy community, and the 
 continual and fevered excitement which prevails in our 
 cities, — men rushing headlong to perdition, for the sake of 
 grasping another dollar, tugging and delving through the 
 anxieties of the day, retiring at night upon their downy beds, 
 weary and exhausted, not to sleep, but too often to dread the 
 approach of to-morrow, — we shall see that industry and 
 frugality are twin sisters, who point heavenward, while 
 avarice and covetousness completely extinguishes that noble 
 principle which the Creator gave us, as forming one of the 
 chief elements of our free agency. The covetous and grasping 
 man loves no one but himself. The acquisition of wealth 
 forms the focus of every feeling. The salvation of his own 
 and the souls of his family come not within the sphere of his 
 anxieties. And though he may be aged and his daughters 
 apparently well married to whiskered and moustached ex- 
 pectants, and his sons making large calculations on the old 
 man's death, and perhaps at a Thanksgiving dinner party 
 he may look around with much complacency, being the root 
 
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 of these prolific branches, which will flourish more exu- 
 berantly when the root is in the ground. 
 
 Then his miserly and covetous acquisitions soon go to the 
 four winds, and as it often happens in the alternations of 
 fortune that the third generation are doomed to penury and 
 want. 
 
 My uncle Bobbins, once, in conversation about fires in 
 Boston, enquired if they were easily extinguished, to which 
 I replied that the fire department were probably the most 
 efficient in the world. He replied that he had never seen 
 a house on fire, and were.it not for the loss and distress 
 occasioned by it, he should like to see a good large fire. It 
 so happened not long after, that he was on a visit to Boston, 
 when the old glass-house in Essex street was burned. He 
 was at my house at the time. We both went to the fire, and 
 lie seemed perfectly frantic with curiosity, and I had hard 
 work to keep him from breaking through the lanes. And, as 
 it was, he got pretty well ducked, for venturing too far. 
 
 In May, 1830, business being rather dull, I had an invi- 
 tation from a particular friend, to accompany his son, (a 
 young gentleman just preparing for college,) on a short tour 
 through England ; he having a ship about ready to sail, first 
 going south for a freight of cotton, and then to Liverpool. 
 I accepted the offer, and we sailed on the loth of May, in 
 the ship Kobin Hood, Capt. John Candler, for City Point, on 
 James river, Virginia. 
 
 On arriving there, Capt. Candler found his freight ready, 
 and it would probably require ten days to load the ship. I 
 went over to Petersburg to pass a few days, and spent a very 
 pleasant Sabbath in attending the Methodist church for 
 colored people. It stood in a beautiful grove, a short dis- 
 tance from the town. The day was fine, the birds pouring 
 forth their sweetest notes, and the gentle breeze wafting its 
 fragrance through the fine woods, made it truly enchanting. 
 The preacher was a colored man, and excepting the negro 
 accent and pronunciation, the sermon was as good as I had 
 ever heard in my life. The singing cannot be described, but 
 must be heard to be appreciated. Besides the regular choir, 
 the whole congregation join in. And people may talk of 
 
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 opera, Hungarian, and any other kind of singers, but I had 
 never heard voices so soft and melodious as those of the fe- 
 male slaves at this rural place, and others of which I shall 
 have occasion to refer. 
 
 On Monday morning, we took the stage for Richmond, 
 and had, as fellow passengers, a gentleman and his lady, 
 who had just returned from London. On his learning that 
 I was o'oino; to England, kindly offered me a few words of 
 advice, which I was very happy to receive, and as the sequel 
 will show, were of essential benefit to me. The gentleman 
 continued : 
 
 " My remarks will apply principally to London ; before 
 you leave Liverpool, determine on the hotel at which you 
 intend to stop, on your arrival at London ; and when the 
 coach reaches its stopping-place, order the cabman to drive 
 you immediately to your pluce of selection, and be careful 
 not to let any one know that you are a stranger. On your 
 arrival at the hotel, say in a careless manner to the head 
 waiter, who usually receives travellers, ' Waiter, pay the 
 cabman," which he will do, and you will not be cheated ; 
 then ask him to conduct you to a room, make your own bargain 
 as to price and location ; and when you book your name, say 
 that Liverpool is the place from whence you came ; for if 
 you say United States, you will have tag-rag and bob-tail 
 after you, with all sorts of things to sell ; besides, your pretty 
 bar-maid will be sure to make you pay for seeing London, 
 which you will ascertain when you receive your bill. 
 
 "In London, you seldom have any dealings with the land- 
 lord, the business being transacted by the bar-maid. Be- 
 sides all this, when you leave, every individual servant in 
 the house expects a fee from you ; and if they know you to 
 be an American, will expect double the sum that they usually 
 receive from an Englishman. 
 
 "In passing through the principal streets, probably a gen- 
 teel looking fellow will approach you with a very polite bow, 
 take your hand, and greet you as if you were an old ac- 
 quaintance, at the same time assuming a sort of perplexity 
 at not remembering where he had the pleasure of last seeing 
 you, and kindly requesting you just to step in, as he wishes 
 
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 to enquire for a particular friend, with whom he is sure you are 
 well acquainted. Now if you are simpleton enough to enter, 
 the door is immediately closed, aud after being robbed, you 
 are passed out of a backdoor into some obscure alley, to 
 make the best of your way out. And when you stop to look 
 at a print shop window, be sure to have one hand on your 
 watch, and the other upon your wallet, for there are always 
 pickpockets at all such places/' 
 
 I thanked the gentleman very kindly for this piece of 
 pre-information, and it will appear, as I proceeded, that 
 everything was true, and as I said before, of infinite service 
 to me. 
 
 At Richmond, I stopped at the Eagle hotel, and directly 
 opposite was an auctioneer's block for selling slaves, or, as 
 they call them, servants. I took a walk through the city, and 
 was much pleased with the people, for they were certainly very 
 hospitable. On Sabbath day, I introduced myself to the 
 minister, after the morning service, when he with much po- 
 liteness, invited me home to dine. I accepted the invitation, 
 and on arriving there, was introduced to his wife, who was also 
 a preacher, usually supplying some pulpit every Sabbath. 
 We dined on Virginia ham, green peas, and iced milk, and an 
 excellent dinner it was. I was also invited home to tea, 
 after the afternoon service ; both minister and wife were so 
 urgent that I could not resist the invitation. After tea, we 
 had family devotion, but the servants would not come in. 
 Mrs. Harris told me that they would never come in to family 
 worship, saying, as an excuse, that they didn't believe in 
 white men's prayers. In sauntering along, one day, it began 
 to rain ; as 1 had no umbrella, and was far from my hotel, I 
 stopped a moment to consider, when a door opened right 
 against me, and an elderly lady very politely invited me in. 
 
 It was quite a genteel house ; the lady conducted me into 
 a handsome parlor, expressing herself highly gratified that 
 I happened to be so near her house. I told her I was a 
 stranger in Richmond, and on my way to England. She 
 now evinced quite an interest in my journey, enquiring if I 
 had a family ; and when I named that I had a daughter, 
 the good old lady burst into tears, and then told me, that 
 
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 only a few weeks ago, she had lost her only daughter; her 
 darling child. She then related the particulars of her sick- 
 ness and death. And, although it would be almost as easy 
 to squeeze a tear out of a grindstone as from my eyes, 
 yet the old lady brought them. I could not hear the story 
 of the death of her daughter without a little melting. She 
 was taken suddenly with an obstruction in the bowels, and 
 when the doctor told her that she could not live, she request- 
 ed that her Sunday scholars might be sent for. They came, 
 she took each by the hand, and in a most affectionate man- 
 ner, bade them be sure and meet her in Heaven. They all 
 kissed her, when she immediately expired. 
 
 The old lady could say no more at present; but after she 
 had become somewhat composed, invited me into her garden, 
 which was fragrant with flowers, and sweet shrubbery. After 
 we were re-seated in the parlor, she related the particulars 
 of that dreadful and fatal disaster, the burning of the 
 Theatre. She named one family that had lost nearly every 
 member. The play was one of unusual attraction. Three 
 lovely daughters, a brother, and the mother, all perished 
 in each others arms; and a young naval officer, who had 
 succeeded in getting out, and was shortly to be married to 
 the eldest, not finding the young lady among the rescued, 
 plunged into the fire, determined to rescue her or die, and 
 poor fellow he perished ! 
 
 The weather now being fine, I took an affectionate leave 
 of the good old lady, returned to my hotel, and spent the 
 evening with a very intelligent gentleman, from the North, 
 who entertained me with an account of a slave sale that 
 took place a few da} r s before, opposite the hotel. There were 
 two boys, and a young woman, about twenty-four years of 
 age, to be sold. The woman was a bright mulatto, but had 
 rather a sickly appearance. She was very decently dressed 
 with a white handkerchief over her bosom, and a pink one 
 on her head. 
 
 The auctioneer put her up, and the first offer was two 
 hundred dollars, and after hanging on this bid rather over 
 a minute, a man stepped up, and whispered something into 
 the auctioneer's ear. He drew himself up at full length, 
 
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 and with a very solemn look, says: "Gentlemen, I am in- 
 formed that this woman, Martha, has religion, and understands 
 the management of children, is a good seamstress, and is ac- 
 quainted ivith all sorts of housework. Gentlemen she has re- 
 ligion! How much am I offered for this valuable servant? 
 I am offered two hundred and fifty, three hundred, three 
 hundred and fifty, four hundred! Gentlemen, she has re- 
 ligion! and I am offered only four hundred dollars for this 
 pious servant. Four hundred and fifty " and she was finally 
 knocked off for five hundred dollars. 
 
 During all this time her eyes were steadily fixed upon the 
 ground, and when an indecent question was asked by a slave 
 dealer, she gently raised her head, and gave the fellow such 
 a look. Her new master sent her off in a wagon, probably 
 in the country. 
 
CHAPTER XVIII. 
 
 Return to City Point,— Ship not ready,— Screwing Cotton,— Nigger's 
 Song, — Acquaintance with a Slave blacksmith,— He is a Methodist 
 Preacher, — A worthy man, — Ship loaded, — Run out of the Bay, — 
 Pleasant passage,— Go ashore at Hollyhead,— Pleasant trip to Liver- 
 pool,— Menai bridge,— Arrive at Chester,— Breakfast, — Arrive at Liv- 
 erpool. — Walk out on the Manchester Railroad, — Continue at St. 
 Helens, — Well received, — Visit to a Brewery, — Take too much beer, — 
 Leave in rather a bad plight,— Take tea,— Don't like the cream,— Go 
 to the house,— Retire,— Very sick,— Thirsty in the night,— Found 
 water,— Arise early,— Take a cup of tea,— Start off,— Rain —Disap- 
 pointment, — Determined to proceed to Liverpool in the rain,— Per- 
 severance,— Arrive at my boarding house,— All right,— Laughable ef- 
 fect of my story,— Take passage for London,— Pleasant view from the 
 top of the coach, — Pass through many interesting towns, — New 
 Castle-under-Lyme, — See the first locomotive engine,— Pass through 
 Wolverhampton, — Interesting sight, — Arrive at Birmingham, — Remain 
 all night,— Start early next morning,— Irish companion— His igno- 
 rance of the United States,— His enquiries, — Left us at Coventry, — 
 Peeping Tom, — Pass through Weeden, — Yankee doodle —Dreadful- 
 Arrive 'at London, — All right,— Call on a gentleman, — Not in,— His 
 visit to me,— Two ladies call,— Their embarrassment,— Explanation, — 
 Accompany them home, — Pleasant interview, — Mr. Henford very at- 
 tentive, — Pleasant excursion to Deptford and Greenwich,— Pensioners. 
 
 I returned to City Point in the steamer. Our ship was not 
 yet full, which gave me an opportunity of seeing how the 
 niggers screwed cotton ; and think, if I had a ship, that was 
 of any value, she should never be screwed as the Robin 
 Hood was. Curiosity led me into the hold to hear the boys 
 sing, and to see how they managed. The head stevadore, a 
 very intelligent slave, took the measure of the space, and 
 selected the bale accordingly ; the bales were generally about 
 two feet by thirty inches square, and when the space was but 
 about twelve or fourteen inches, or too small to admit one, 
 two planks were inserted three or four feet, between the two, 
 the outer ends were kept far enough apart to receive the bale, 
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 and the inside well greased. A sampson post, which is a 
 piece of timber nine or ten inches square with notches to re- 
 ceive the end of the jack-screw, is placed diagonally at the 
 end of the bale to be screwed ; the upper end of the post 
 against the beam and the lower end resting on the bales of 
 the lower tier. The bale is now well greased, entered, and a 
 powerful jack-screw firmly fixed against the sampson post 
 and the end of the bale ; and, to any one unacquainted with 
 the process, it would seem impossible that it could ever be 
 forced into that small space, but we shall soon see. The 
 screw is now set taut, and a handspike attached to the crank, 
 and six powerful negroes take hold and give two or three 
 turns, then hold on a minute. The old boss stevadore, by way 
 of encouragement, says, u Boys, dat bale got to go dar ;" 
 one of the darkies commences in a drawling tone, "Massa 
 be berry good man. 97 The chorus " whagh" round goes the 
 screw, crack goes the beams, and in goes the bale. " Missey 
 berry good lady too. She biley de eggs and gib nigger 
 debroff; whagh ! " " Ah, boys yon do dat nice.' 11 By 
 this time the ebony faces begin to shine like a newly blacked 
 boot, and then comes the sweet smelling savor wafting by, 
 like the spicy breezes of Ceylon ; but the bale is in though. 
 And when the Irish stevadores in Liverpool get hold of a 
 
 hard tier, you'll hear them cursing the nagers for 
 
 squazing it so hard. 
 
 While we were at City Point w r e had several small jobs of 
 iron work which the captain wished me to attend to. The 
 blacksmith was a very intelligent negro, and a Methodist 
 preacher. It was really a pleasure to converse with him. 
 He was the property of a widow lady in Richmond, and, in 
 consequence of his excellent character, she had given him 
 permission to work any- where in the State, by paying her a 
 certain portion of his earnings. And truly this poor, rich 
 slave was mighty in the Scriptures. He was a finely formed, 
 self-educated man, and what leisure time I had was spent in 
 conversation with him. Yes, reader, I passed many an 
 agreeable hour with this nigger and if you are as sure of 
 Heaven as he then was, and \ may add now is, you are truly 
 happy. And when unable to work, if his life is spared, 
 
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 after all his toil, he may go to his mistress, and, in the 
 language of King Lear, say to her, "Here I stand, your 
 slave, a poor, infirm, weak, and despised old man." 
 
 Our cargo being now on board, the ship was dropped 
 down the river, we took a fine south-west wind and run out 
 of the bay in fine style. We had a very pleasant passage 
 and arrived off Hollyhead on the Fourth of July. It being 
 foggy, our number could not be distinguished at the signal 
 station therefore a boat came off to us, for the necessary in- 
 formation.. I gave them half a guinea to take me ashore ; 
 as by landing here I should have an opportunity of going 
 through Wales, and of crossing the strait between the Isle of 
 Anglesea and the main land, on the celebrated Menai suspen- 
 sion bridge, under which ships of the largest class could pass 
 with all sail set. I learned on my arrival ashore that George 
 Fourth had just expired, which caused much excitement 
 throughout the country. I took the coach the same after- 
 noon for Liverpool, 116 miles distant. We rode all night; 
 the weather was remarkably fine and I could see to read most 
 of the time. Arrived early next morning at Chester, a very 
 ancient town, which is on the line of division between Eng- 
 land and Wales. Here we took breakfast, changed the coach 
 and started for Liverpool. I had felt for many years a strong 
 desire to see England : 
 
 And now on Albion's shore, 
 
 I meant to view the landscape o'er. 
 
 The railroad between Liverpool and Manchester had just 
 been surveyed, a portion of it graded and the rails laid. As 
 I had a letter of introduction to a gentleman at St. Helens, 
 twelve miles distant from Liverpool, started one morning for 
 a walk on the track, and if not too much fatigued meant to 
 continue on to St. Helens, which I did, and arrived there at 
 10 o'clock A. M., found the gentleman to whom I was intro- 
 duced ; and was received with much kindness and attention. 
 As 1 did not intend to remain there but a day, he took me in 
 his chaise for a ride round the country. On our return we 
 
 stopped at Mr. S 's brewery, said to be one of the largest 
 
 in England. I was introduced to Mr. S as a gentleman 
 
 from America ; he was a monstrous big man, yet he assured 
 
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 me that before be commenced bis brewery be weigbed but 
 one hundred and fifty-eight pounds, now his weight was over 
 
 twenty-one stones, about three hundred pounds. Mr. S 
 
 of course took it for granted that as we had no such exten- 
 sive breweries in the United States, a sight of his would be 
 to me interesting. Accordingly we entered the first room, 
 which contained twelve large vats, holding many thousand 
 gallons of beer, of different ages. Frequently turning to 
 me, and asking: 
 
 " Have you anything like tliis in America?" 
 
 When about half way through, we were, by his request, 
 seated. He called out : 
 
 " John, bring me a gill of four year old Porter." 
 
 Conscience ! a gill of Porter among three ! but I soon 
 found what a gill meant. John came with a quart measure 
 full and foaming, with three handsomely cut glass goblets. 
 He filled one and handed it to me, which I just tasted and 
 returned to him. 
 
 " What !" said he, " is it not good ?" 
 
 " Oh, yes sir, excellent, but my head will not bear it." 
 
 " Oh, nonsense ! 'tis as mild as milk." 
 
 My friend had tossed his off, and like Oliver Twist, held 
 out his glass for more. He too, assured me how mild it was. 
 So I drank half the contents of the goblet and pronounced 
 it firstrate. We then commenced our walk again, visiting 
 another apartment, where the bottling was done; here were 
 men, women and children, all at work, in every stage of the 
 bottling process And now we must try a bottle of Old Stout. 
 
 By this time I began to feel how mild the four years old 
 Porter was. I really felt about half " smothered," but no ex- 
 cuse could prevail, I must try the Stout. So I drank about 
 half a table glass full, which I feared would be the ounce 
 that was to break the camel's back. I now felt intoxicated, 
 and would have given the world to have been clear of this 
 horrid place. 
 
 We were invited into the house, and when seated in a 
 
 splendid parlor, Mr. S rang a small hand bell. A plump 
 
 Irish girl answered the summons. "Mary, bring a jug of 
 the old Burton from the further arch." So Mary brought up 
 
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 a can of old Burton ale. Mr. S began his usual enco- 
 mium on his good stuff, the " best in England" The Burton 
 glasses were put upon the table and filled. Now I must 
 drink the host's health, which I positively declined, although 
 I had never tasted Burton ale in my life, yet, was fearful it 
 
 might be too strong. Mr. S , with much vehemence as- 
 
 sured me that it was smooth as oil. I gave way again, and 
 put the glass to my lips, and sure enough it was smooth as oil, 
 for half the liquid went down my throat before I was aware 
 of it. And now I had reached the climax, for, be it known 
 to all Johnny Raw's, that Burton ale is little inferior to 
 brandy, especially if it is old. Now I was completely intox- 
 icated, yet my senses were not in the least impaired. I was 
 aware of my condition, and how I came so, and here was my 
 friend rubbing his hand over his vest buttons, and looking 
 towards me and saying, "Oh ! how nice I feel." But we had 
 not finished yet. Next came the bottle of brandy, and now 
 w T e must drink the health of the new king, William IV., 
 which I again positively declined. I was sick as death, be- 
 sides feeling very faint. The door was only a short distance 
 on my left, but how to reach it puzzled me. Everything ap- 
 peared to be flying round topsy-turvy, so I waited " till the door 
 came round, and then made a spring, and luckily caught the 
 knob, and reached the outside. The cool breeze in some meas- 
 ure restored me. Mr. S came out, insisting on my 
 
 drinking King William's health. I now began to remon- 
 strate by telling him that I was already intoxicated, and pos- 
 itively refused to take a drop of anything more within my 
 lips. My friend, Mr. Gray, came out and began urging me 
 to try a little brandy. I begged him to take me away from 
 this place, which he said he would do, when he had taken 
 
 leave of Mr. S . I managed to get into the chaise, and 
 
 we drove away from that detestable brewery, and on our way 
 to his house, he stopped at his sister's. As it was about tea 
 time, we were invited to join them. I had an impression 
 that a cup of tea would make me feel better. We were soon 
 seated round the table and the servant handed me a cup 
 of tea, and in her other hand she held a black earthern 
 
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 pitcher, and was about pouring something into my cup. I 
 asked her what she had there. 
 
 " Rum, sir" said she, " His very good in tea !" 
 
 " Well, please take it away from me." 
 
 The very smell of the rum took away my appetite. After re- 
 maining there a short time, we went to his house. I request- 
 ed Mrs. Gray to show me where I could lie down. She gave me 
 an excellent bed, in a handsomely furnished chamber. At 
 midnight I awoke in a high fever and parched with thirst. 
 I had forgotten where the door was, and knew not how I 
 should obtain water. It was quite dark, and in fumbling 
 round, came across the washstand, and fortunately there was 
 water in the pitcher. Whether it was clean I could not as- 
 certain, but was willing to run the risk. I drank a hearty 
 draught, and went to bed again ; but felt very faint. I 
 turned out at daylight, asked the girl in the kitchen to give 
 me a cup of warm tea, which she very kindly did, adding to 
 it a piece of toast. I felt so anxious to get away from St. 
 Helens that as soon as I had taken my tea, requested the 
 girl to give my respects to Mr. and Mrs. Gray, and say to 
 them that I wished to catch the Manchester coach for Liver- 
 pool, and that was the reason why I started so early. In 
 order to meet the coach, I had to cross a moor some two or 
 three miles wide, but had not left the house more than twenty 
 minutes before it began to rain most furiously. I had nei- 
 ther umbrella nor overcoat, my shoes were quite thin, and 
 what was worse than all, was quite unwell from the effects 
 of yesterday. When I reached the Manchester coach office 
 there was not room for another passenger until the afternoon. 
 Here I was in a dilemma; wet through, sick, and twelve 
 miles from Liverpool. 
 
 I began to soliloquize. "Well, what is to be done now? 
 Among strangers, wet through, and cold. All at once, as 
 though moved by a sudden impulse, I started from the coach 
 office, the rain still pouring, and walked off four miles an 
 hour, until I had reached within four miles of Liverpool. I 
 was weary and hungry, and stepped aside from the road into 
 a cottage where there was a woman and a little child. I 
 sat down a few moments, and found I was growing stiff. 
 
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 The good woman had nothing to offer me to eat, so I picked 
 myself up again and finished my journey by two o'clock, P. 
 M., and strange as it may appear, when I entered my board- 
 ing-house, had completely recovered my strength and felt as 
 well as I ever did in my life, although I had been soaked 
 in the rain since five o'clock in the morning, and had eaten 
 nothing but a little toast. There were a number of ship- 
 masters at our boarding-house, and when I told them the 
 story of my journey to St. Helens and back ; they were con- 
 vulsed with laughter ; and it served to make fun for us while 
 we were together. I had now seen as much of Liverpool as 
 I desired, and took a seat on the " Tally-lio" for London. 
 
 Most travellers in England in those days, rode upon the top 
 of the coach, as it was more pleasant, and less expensive, besides 
 affording the traveller a better prospect of the country. The 
 risk of rain however must be taken into consideration, as it 
 is very inconvenient to hold an umbrella when the passen- 
 gers are crowded. We left Liverpool for London in high 
 glee, passing through many interesting villages and man- 
 ufacturing towns. The first town of any note that drew my 
 attention, was New Castle-under-Lyme, in Staffordshire. It 
 stands on a branch of the Trent, and when the coach stop- 
 ped to shift horses, I noticed opposite the inn a printed bill 
 upon the post of a gate leading up to an extensive machine 
 establishment. The advertisement ran thus : " On exhibi- 
 tion at the machine works on the hill, a steam carriage that 
 
 will draw — tons on a level road, miles an hour. 
 
 Price of admittance, one shilling." This was the first loco- 
 motive engine that we have any account of. We passed 
 through Wolverhampton just after dark. The atmosphere be- 
 ing rather hazy, it looked like the infernal regions ; fires 
 blazing up in all directions from the numerous blasting fur- 
 naces. It has also been completely undermined by coal- 
 diggers, and in many instances the earth floors of the cot- 
 tages have fallen through. We passed many interesting 
 towns, which, on approaching, the guard played most beau- 
 tifully on the bugle. The coach arrived quite late at Bir- 
 mingham, where we remained until morning. On leav- 
 ing B., 1 had a fellow traveller at my side — an Irish 
 
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 gentleman, who appeared to be well informed on everything 
 but Geography and the History of the United States, of which 
 he was as ignorant as a mule. I have always found the 
 English to be sadly deficient in a knowledge of any other 
 country than their own. This gentleman, on learning that 
 I was from America, appeared to be much interested, enquir- 
 ing about " that wonderful country." He said to me - 
 "I suppose you are well acquainted with my brother ?" 
 " Your brother, sir; what is his name, and where does he 
 reside ?" said I. 
 
 " Ah ! his name is John Kevins, and I think he lives at 
 Swan Paver." 
 
 " Swan River," said I, "why that is in New Holland." 
 " Ah ! indeed ; I thought it was in America." 
 My Irish companion left us at Coventry, and I was really 
 sorry to lose him. By the way, I must say a word about 
 this ancient town. Everybody has probably heard of " Peep- 
 ing Tom," of Coventry. Leofrice, Earl of Mercia, who 
 was Lord of the place about 1040, is said to have loaded 
 the inhabitants with heavy taxes, on account of some prov- 
 ocation he had received from them ; and being importuned 
 by his lady, Godivia, to remit them, he consented, upon con- 
 dition that she would ride in a state of nudity through the 
 town, which condition she accepted and performed. For being 
 possessed of a long flowing head of hair, she contrived to 
 dispose of her tresses so as to preserve her decency ; and 
 at the same time, enjoined the citizens on pain of death, not 
 to look out as she passed. The curiosity of a poor tailor, 
 however, prevailed over his fears, and he ventured to take 
 a single peep, but was struck blind, and was ever after called 
 Peeping Tom. This improbable story is annually commem- 
 orated by the citizens of Coventry, with great splendor, and 
 a female, closely habited in fine linen of flesh color, rides 
 through the town, attended by a very numerous and elegant 
 procession. The window through which the tailor is said 
 to have gratified his curiosity, is still shown, with his ef- 
 figy, always newly dressed for the procession, which is on the 
 Friday preceding Trinity Sunday. 
 
 While passing through Weeden, I requested the guard to 
 
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 give us Yankee Doodle, on his bugle. Here, is a large en- 
 campment of regular English soldiers, and as soon as the 
 buo*le notes echoed through the tents, such a- scampering! 
 The whole place was in commotion ; and one pretty little girl 
 who was seated near me, was so incensed at the " Yanke 
 National Air," that she put a finger in each ear, determined 
 that such a vile tune should never penetrate her royal head. 
 We entered London through Highgate, and according to the 
 admonition of my Richmond friend, when our coach pulled 
 up at the Bull-and-Mouth, Hyde-Park, I called a cab, direct- 
 ing the driver to take me to the Saracen-Head, Snowhill, 
 Skinner street. I rattled it off so handily that coachee took 
 me for an old Londoner: I entered the hotel with as much 
 assurance as though I had been born on the spot. Notwith- 
 standing my caution, they soon ascertained that I was not 
 an Englishman, in consequence of which, they paid me every 
 attention the house afforded. 
 
 Before leaving Boston, I was furnished with introductory 
 letters to several families in England, with whose relatives I 
 was well acquainted, and among whom was a lady whose 
 brothers and three sisters lived in London. Accordingly in 
 a few days I set about hunting up my new acquaintances. 
 My first letter was to a gentleman whose place of business 
 was in the Strand. I called there, but as he was not in, left 
 my card with the letter, and went home, it being near my 
 dinino" hour. 
 
 Just after dining, and while sitting in my room, the bar- 
 maid called to me, saying, that there was a gentleman below 
 that wished to see me. 1 came down and found it was Mr. 
 Herford, the gentleman at whose store I had called in the 
 forenoon. 
 
 He seemed somewhat embarrassed, observing " he regret- 
 ted not being at his hoffioe when I called ; saying at the 
 same time, " that his two sisters were in town, and if I had 
 no objection, would direct a note to them with my address, 
 and that they would in all probability call upon me on their 
 way home." 
 
 Accordingly I remained in my room, finishing up some 
 letters, when, at about five P. M., was again called, and in- 
 
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 formed that there were two ladies in the parlor, who wished 
 to see me ; and on entering, perceived two very pretty young 
 girls, neither of whom was far from twenty years of age. 
 After making my bow, and speaking to them, the one whom 
 I took for the eldest commenced a tittering: lauo-h, which in- 
 creased so fast that she was not able to speak, and holding 
 a handkerchief to her face, began in an inchorent manner to 
 apologize for her rudeness, saying : 
 
 " I hope you will excuse me sir." (tittering again,) " I 
 don't know what you will think of us, sir. While we were on 
 our way here, Maria and I were wondering how we should 
 make ourselves understood by you, having no idea that you 
 spoke English, and then, we thought you were very dark, 
 with long black hair, and when we saw you, were quite 
 amazed, that you so much resembled an Englishman, and 
 spoke the language so well." 
 
 " Why ? did not your brother tell you that I was not an 
 Indian?" 
 
 " Oh ; we have not seen brother. He merely wrote a note 
 telling us where you were." 
 
 " But did not Mrs. Staniford ever inform you in her letters, 
 that the people in America, were like the English both in 
 appearance and language ? " 
 
 " No sir, she never said anything in particular about the 
 people, but sent us a book containing an account of the 
 dreadful cruelties practised by them towards the English, 
 and the book is full of their likenesses." 
 
 On explanation, I found this description of Americans 
 was a book on the Indian wars, and full of Indian portraits. 
 And, after having a good laugh over our meeting, the girls 
 arose to leave, expressing themselves highly delighted at 
 seeing me, and hinting that it would be very agreeable to 
 them if I would accompany them home. Their place of res- 
 idence was on the Surry side, just over Blackfriar's bridge, 
 at Camperdown Cottage. They resided with their elder sis- 
 ter, to whom I was introduced. W r e took tea in the garden, 
 under the shade of a venerable oak, and in the evening were 
 joined by the brother. On my return over the bridge, the 
 young ladies insisted on waiting upon me, a short distance, 
 
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 which certainly was quite agreeable. Mr. Herford was very 
 attentive, offering his services to accompany me any-where 1 
 
 wished to go. 
 
 Accordino-ly, one morning, we started soon after breakfast 
 for a walk,° stopping first at Deptford, and after looking 
 round the dock-yard a while, went on to Greenwich. Here 
 we saw the jolly, old jack tar pensioners. And it is truly 
 amusing to hear these old salts talk over their slang, and 
 how nicely they will beg a sixpence from you. Here are 
 many of the old Trafalgar's, the Nile's, and Copenhagen's ; 
 and just mention the name of Nelson, and you will soon 
 have a crowd around you, some with one arm, another with 
 a timber toe, and there's a poor fellow drawn about in a 
 cart, having lost both legs. 
 
 These fellows are all fat and hearty, singing away mer- 
 rily. They wear cocked hats, blue coats, and large shoe- 
 buckles. When a fellow gets a little too much beer on board, 
 he cock-bill's his old three cornered hat, and begins, perhaps, 
 with the middle verse of some favorite song, but always 
 gives you the chorus. 
 
 It is very singular, that every one happened to be right 
 along-side the old boy (Nelson,) when he was shot by the 
 Spanish soger-built-lubber, from the Santisma's maintop. 
 
 " My eyes, Bill, didn't he get it? Why sir, there ivasnH as 
 much left of that ere fellow, as would feed a kitten." 
 
 "Aye, a brave soul was Nelson, and them ere swabs, he 
 used to wear, is changed into wings, and he's flying about 
 Heaven like a Mother Cary's Chicken." 
 
CHAPTER XIX. 
 
 Story of Greenwich pensioners,— Go to Woolwich,— Its description,— 
 
 Return to London,— Remarks on seeing London,— My stopping 
 place,— A description,— St. Sepulchre Church bells,— Execution of 
 felons,— British Museum,— House of Lords and Commons,— Meaning 
 of the Woolsack,— Westminster Abbey,— Thames Tunnel,— Tower,— 
 William IV. proclaimed king,— Guests,— Loyalty of citizens,— Visit to 
 neighboring towns,— Windsor,— Windsor Park,— Eton College,— 
 Caricature shop,— Indecent pictures,— Excuse of the printer,— It may- 
 do in England,— Horse drinks porter,— Return to London through 
 Hounslow Heath —Visit St Thomas' Hospital,— King's bench prison,— 
 Description,— Attend church at City road Chapel,— Bunhill fields 
 burying ground,— Smithfield,— Account of Joe Bragg,— Go to Stafford- 
 shire,— Potteries,— Dainty Irishman,— Went to Burslem,— Letter to 
 Mr. Ridgeway— Go through the potteries,— Description of the making 
 of China° ware,— Remarks,— Visits to the Foudrenier Paper Mills, — 
 Objection to receive strangers, — Positive Assurance that I had no 
 knowledge of paper making,— Admittance, — Astonishment,— Leave 
 Staffordshire,— Presented with some Staffordshire ware,— Return to 
 Liverpool,— Informed of a Boston captain,— Meet him,— His story,— 
 Urge him to abandon his habits of drinking,— Go to Northumberland 
 and to Newcastle,— Apprise my friends at Newcastle of my intention 
 of visiting them,— Arrival at Newcastle,— Visit anticipated,— Happy 
 meeting,— Convivial party,— Conversation with an old gentleman,— 
 Explosion of the coal mines,— Sail for Leith,— Arrival,— Go to Edin- 
 burg, — Fish women,— An old Boston Merchant —Visit to Holy- 
 rood house, — Its description, — Long missing regalia of Scotland, — 
 Edinburg Castle,— Edinburg,— Go to Glasgow,— Arrive. 
 
 " What ship was that man on board of in the wagon 
 there, with both legs off '?" 
 
 " Your honor, that's old Tom Harvey. He lost his pin3 
 aboard the Leviathan, when she cut her way through the 
 Dardanelles. Here, boy, back your cart off this way, these 
 gentlemen would like a bit of a yarn from old Tom. You 
 
382 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 see, sir, the Admiralty pays that ere youngster for dragging 
 old Tom about." 
 
 We just stepped a few paces ahead, and had a short chat 
 with the old fellow. He was quarter gunner on board the 
 Leviathan, and lost both legs by a splinter, knocked from a 
 gun carriage by a marble shot, weighing over two hundred 
 pounds. He was a jovial old fellow, nearly sixty years of 
 age, and cheerful as a lark. One fellow among the group, 
 took a pride in exhibiting his Sunday leg ; he had whittled 
 it out himself, from a splinter of the Victory's mainmast. 
 He had his leg shot off in the action at Trafalgar, with 
 Kelson, and when laying on the table in the cockpit, ready 
 for amputation, the doctor being all ready with his saw and 
 knife, Bill raises himself up a bit, and after taking a fresh 
 quid, says, " please, sir, before you cut off the old stump, 
 just promise me one thing." " Well, what is it, my man ?" 
 ** Why, that you will save me a piece of the old mast, for a 
 Sunday leg." The doctor promised he would, and fulfilled 
 his promise. These good-hearted fellows would have amused 
 us a week. We made them a small present, and went on 
 towards Woolwich, the most ancient military and naval 
 arsenal in England, and has a royal dock-yard, where men- 
 of-war were built as early as in the reign of Henry VIII. 
 At the eastern part of the town, is the royal arsenal, in 
 which are built magazines of great guns, mortars, bombs, 
 balls, powder, and other warlike stores, a foundry, with three 
 fnrnaces, for casting ordnance, and a laboratory, where fire- 
 works and cartridges are made, and bombs, carcasses, gre- 
 nades, &c, charged for the public service. 
 
 Woolwich is seated on the Thames, which is so deep here 
 that large ships may at all times ride with safety. It is about 
 eight miles from London. As it was now late in the afternoon, 
 feeling somewhat fatigued, I concluded not to go any 
 further, but to return to London in the omnibus. The day 
 was unusually fine, and we really had a firstrate time, ar- 
 riving home in season for tea, and to spend the evening with 
 the girls. In order to see London properly, one must go 
 leizurely to work, provide himself with the latest hand- 
 book, lay out his day's work every morning, and avoid as 
 
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 much as possible being troublesome to friends ; for, never 
 mind how much of a stranger you are, anything in London 
 is new to you, and by attending closely to your guide-book, 
 and keeping a sharp lookout for pickpockets, any one can 
 go through London with perfect safety. 
 
 My stopping place, as I have previously observed, was 
 situated on Snow-hill, close along-side of St. Sepulchre 
 Church, and very near the old Bailey or New-gate, and not 
 a great distance from the stake at Smithfield, where John 
 Eogers was burnt, or rather the place designated as such. 
 The deep-toned bell of St. Sepulchre has been noted many 
 years for its gloomy and melancholy tones, doling away the 
 last few hours of the miserable felon, soon to expiate his 
 crime upon the drop, in front of that dismal prison. It may 
 have been for stealing five shillings, or for killing a fellow 
 creature in cold blood — the stern law knowing no medium. 
 So the Saracen head is the centre of my every-day's radii. 
 
 My first visit was to the British Museum, where, as the 
 boy said, " jT saw everything." This unequalled museum is 
 accessible to all, on certain days ; and to pass well through 
 it, requires a week. I next visited the House of Lords and 
 House of Commons, and understood for the first time, the 
 meaning of the wool-sack, which was, to let every Englishman 
 know that wool was the life of England. Then to West- 
 minster Abbey, which edifice I shall not attempt to describe, 
 because a much more accurate description than I can give, 
 may be found in many of the library books. Next in order 
 was the Thames Tunnel, which had recently been inun- 
 dated, and was hardly dry yet; it was not sufficiently 
 finished to make it an object of much interest. I then 
 proceeded to the tower, and was conducted through it by 
 one of the yeoman of the guard. I shall all also omit 
 a description here, for the same reason assigned for the Ab- 
 bey ; and will merely say, that all the localities of any in- 
 terest were visited, together with the imposing ceremony of 
 publicly proclaiming William Fourth, King of England, 
 which took place in St. James' Park, amidst an innumer- 
 able assemblage. There were present as guests, the Duke 
 of Wellington, Prince Frederick of Prussia, and many other 
 
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 noble personages, whose names I did not ascertain. The day 
 was remarkably fine, and everything attending the ceremony 
 passed off in fine style. 
 
 As the new kino* was riding through the streets in his 
 open carriage, he was obliged to stop, occasionally, in conse- 
 quence of the density of the crowd ; when the people would 
 then rush towards the carriage, to kiss his Majesty's hand. 
 Among the loyal devotees were many women, and when they 
 approached the king, he would say, " My hand for gentle- 
 men, but my cheek for the ladies/' and suiting the action to 
 the word, held his cheek towards thein. 
 
 Having travelled nearly over London proper, I commenced 
 visiting the neighboring towns and villages ; first, taking 
 the pleasure steamer for Eichmond, visiting Eichmond Hill, 
 which commands an enchanting prospect over a large por- 
 tion of the country ; then to Windsor. The castle was in 
 mourning for the late king, and had rather a sombre appear- 
 ance ; the Hatchment, or achievement, still suspended from the 
 front window, facing Windsor Park. This Park, in front of the 
 palace, is lined on each side with some of the most magnificent 
 oaks and elms, in the world. Near the castle is Eton College ; 
 I was much pleased with these bright, intelligent scholars. 
 Their play-ground joins the palace grounds. 1 was told that 
 George IV. frequently played with them when a boy. 
 
 Near the palace yard gate, and directly opposite the pal- 
 ace windows, was a caricature print-shop ; the windows were 
 filled with all sorts of prints, some of them, I thought, quite 
 indecent ; they all had some caricature reference to George 
 IV. and his ladies. I went into the shop to take a survey, 
 and to purchase ; and asked the old man who kept the es- 
 tablishment, how it was that he could exhibit these pictures 
 right in the face and eyes of the royal household. " Why," 
 answered the man, with some animation, " I get my living 
 by selling prints ; if any man in the kingdom, whether a 
 king or a beggar, can come into my shop, and put his finger 
 on any picture, and say, ' That is me ! ' then I shall say 
 that I am very glad to have been so fortunate as to obtain 
 such a correct likeness." 
 
 The old man's logic was probably sufficient to save him 
 
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 in England, but in no other European country would such 
 bare-faced caricaturing have been tolerated. 
 
 While dining at the hotel, a gentleman came in who or- 
 dered the waiter to give his horse a can of porter. At first, 
 I thought it was a joke, but sure enough, the horse drank 
 every drop of it, and then wanted more. I had a mind to 
 
 recommend the horse to visit Mr. S 's brewery, at St. 
 
 Helens. 
 
 I left Windsor next morning in the coach, passing over 
 Hounslow Heath, through Chelsea and Kensington gardens ; 
 on the same afternoon had an invitation from a gentleman 
 to accompany him on a visit to St. Thomas' hospital, and 
 to the King's Bench prison, both of which were on the Surry 
 side. The prison is chiefly devoted to rich debtors, " who 
 won't pay." We passed through the whole range of the 
 prison grounds, and the yard appeared to be one vast mar- 
 ket ; and one not knowing that he was in a prison yard, 
 would imagine himself in some popular city market ; here 
 were stalls all round the inside of the walls, loaded with 
 every species of game, biped and quadruped. The gentlemen 
 prisoners, with their servants, purchasing whatever their 
 palates desired ; for they can live here as high or extrava- 
 gant as they please, although no spirituous liquors are al- 
 lowed to be sold on the limits. All along on the side op- 
 posite the stalls, are numerous little shops, where small ar- 
 ticles are sold, such as stationery, cakes, wearing apparel, 
 and many other necessaries needed by the prisoners, some 
 of whom remain there during their lives. But my com- 
 panion directed my attention to some shops, over the doors 
 of which the signs read "Thread an tape." "Here," said 
 he, " these gentleman can obtain anything they want." 
 
 The King's Bench prisoners are, many of them, noblemen, 
 who prefer lying in prison to paying their debts ; their ob- 
 ject in so doing being best known to themselves. 
 
 In passing out of the prison yard into the office of admit- 
 tance, your attention is directed by the keepers to a singular 
 piece of wood, about twelve inches square, always exciting 
 curiosity, and it is hung up over the grate ; on it is written 
 in large letters : 
 Y 
 
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 " Turn iliis round and you ivill see " 
 
 The greeny then turns it round, and on the reverse — 
 
 " Pay for a quart and youlll be free." 
 
 So all you have to do is to hand over a couple of shillings to 
 pay for the quart, and you can then go out. 
 
 Next day being Sunday, I attended church at the City 
 Road Chapel, where Rev. John Wesley formerly preached ; 
 and heard an excellent sermon from the Rev. John Watson, 
 a very celebrated Methodist preacher. After service took a 
 walk through Bun hill-fields burying ground, was shown the 
 graves of Watts, Bunyan, and of many others, " who, being 
 dead, yet speakeili ; " then proceeded to the place said to be 
 where the stake was erected for the burning of John Rog;- 
 ers at Smitlifield. 
 
 [I mentioned in a former chapter about the crew of the In- 
 diaman, that many of them were subsequently ship-mas- 
 ters. Joe Bragg, afterwards sailed out of England, and in 
 London the following appeared on the police record.] 
 
 ALLEGED MURDER ON THE HIGH SEAS. 
 
 Joseph Bragg, master of the brig Valiant, lying in the 
 East India Docks, was on Tuesday, April 11, 1827, examined 
 at the Thames Police Office, charged with the murder of 
 Francis Williams* a black man, the cook. Several of the 
 crew were examined ; but as their evidence was corrobora- 
 tive of each other, we shall only give the evidence of Rob- 
 ert Harris, who stated, that he was a seaman on board the 
 Valiant, and that during their passage to the Isle of France, 
 the prisoner was in the habit of kicking the deceased, and 
 knocking him on the head ; and on the 16th of September the 
 prisoner asked where the black rascal was. He was told that 
 he was aft. Prisoner then went aft, and saw the deceased 
 with a bone of beef in his hand. He desired him to go to 
 the round-house, and told him to eat the bone. Deceased 
 made no reply. Prisoner began to cut his clothes off, leav- 
 ing only his frock shirt. He then fastened a rope round his 
 body, and dragged him to the hatchway, aud threw him down 
 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 387 
 
 upon some barrels. The deceased lay some time insensible. 
 The prisoner then ordered him on deck, which, he not imme- 
 diately complying with, he hauled him up. Deceased beg- 
 ged a drink of water. Prisoner called the cook of the day, 
 ordered him to get a panican of beef pickle, and actually 
 forced a large quantity of it down the deceased's throat ; and 
 on his attempting to resist, he dashed him against the boom, 
 and struck him several times ; deceased fell on the deck ; he 
 then dragged him towards the head of the ship. Prisoner 
 then told the deceased to take a bucket and fasten the bot- 
 tom of it: but he seemed quite unable to do it. Prisoner 
 then snatched up a hammer, struck the deceased on the head 
 and knocked him down the hatchway ; deceased fell on the 
 barrels, and groaned dreadfully. Prisoner then said, " Oh ! the 
 black rascal, I'll take the sulks out of him." Prisoner then cal- 
 led the deceased to come on deck, but he was unable ; he then 
 went and struck him. Deceased fell, and prisoner took a 
 shovel and began to cover him with the ballast, as if in the act 
 of burying him alive. When he had nearly covered him, 
 he flattened the ballast on his chest. He subsequently took 
 the ballast off, called for a rope, made it fast to the leg of the 
 deceased, and dragged him forward. He then called out to 
 the people to haul away, which they did ; but on perceiving 
 it was the deceased they were hauling, they refused. The 
 prisoner, with one of the crew, hauled the deceased on deck. 
 Deceased was quite unable to stand, and his head lay upon 
 his shoulder. He inarticulately begged a drink of water. 
 Prisoner replied, " Fetch him a panican of pickle." It was 
 brought and he put it into deceased's hand, who endeavored 
 to put it to his lips, but was unable, and let it fall upon 
 the deck : deceased also fell down ; prisoner said, " You 
 sulky rascal, I'll make you stand up ; " and he desired Bill 
 Cassan to put the poker into the fire ; Cassan refused ; pris- 
 oner did it himself ; all this time the deceased lay insensi- 
 ble. When the poker was red-hot, he applied it to the back 
 of. the deceased, and deceased shrunk a little. Witness saw 
 the steam come from the burning back of the deceased ! Pris- 
 oner then hauled deceased on his feet, swearing he would 
 take the sulks out of him ; a rope was then made fast to the 
 
388 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 deceased, and he was slewed overboard ; lie was hauled up 
 on the larboard side ; while he was hauling up, one of the 
 iron hooks struck him on the throat, and lacerated it dread- 
 fully ; he then lay on the deck groaning. Some of them 
 said, the best thing was to put the man down below ; prisoner 
 replied, " Let him lie there — the rascal ; I'll take the sulks 
 out of him before I have done with him ; n he lay there until 
 the evening. Prisoner then told the mate to put him down 
 below, and he was lowered down and placed on the water 
 casks ; there was then very little appearance of Jife in him, 
 and he groaned occasionally ; they then put him into his 
 hammock, placed him upon his back, and found him dead on 
 the following morning in that position. The prisoner said, 
 he never knew a black man to die of the sulks before. The 
 body was laid out on deck. Prisoner desired that it should 
 be sewed up in his hammock, and heaved overboard, at the- 
 same time ordering the mate to give the crew half a tumbler 
 of rum each. This was the first spirits they had ever got 
 from the prisoner. While they were drinking, the prisoner 
 asked them if they saw any marks on the body. Ko .an- 
 swer was given, apprehensive they should be served so them- 
 selves. The body was then sewed up in a hammock, a bag 
 of sand put in with it, and it was hove overboard. The crew 
 were then called into the cabin, and prisoner asked them if 
 they would sign a paper, certifying that the deceased died 
 by the will of God. They refused. Prisoner then asked if 
 they would sign — " Accidental death ?" They did so, but- 
 through fear. When the vessel arrived at Port Louis, pris- 
 oner employed an attorney, and he asked the crew to swear 
 that the deceased died in his hammock ; and on the crew go- 
 ing to explain to him, the attorney replied, that he did not 
 wish to hear any thing about the matter — all he wanted was 
 for them to swear that the deceased died in his hammock, 
 which they did. The prisoner was then remanded for further 
 examination. 
 
 Monday morning, took the coach for Staffordshire, as I 
 had letters to one of the most extensive pottery proprietors 
 in the shire. I left the coach at the Red Lion, at Hanley, 
 preferring to walk to Burslem, the town at which I intended 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 389 
 
 to stop. Here I had one of those delicious mutton-chops, 
 such as cannot be found any-where else in the world ; and 
 while thus enjoying my repast, an Irish laborer came in to 
 beg something to eat. The kind landlady cut off a good 
 sized piece of Cheshire cheese and a large piece of bread to 
 match which she gave him. The fellow took it, and crossing 
 over to the other side of the road, threw it over the hedge. 
 The old lady happened to see it ; she ran over, and clenching 
 him by the collar, made him pick it up and carry it over to 
 the house again. His excuse for throwing it away, was, 
 
 " An sure it was 'nt bread and cheese hungry that I was." 
 
 The good landlady was a powerful English woman ; she 
 gave him a pelt in the back of the neck, and with her foot 
 helped him out of the door. 
 
 I walked over to Burslem and found Mr. E , and if 
 
 there is a place in the world where you find true and disin- 
 terested hospitality, it is with the English. As soon as Mr. 
 R had ascertained from my letter who I was, he con- 
 ducted me to his mansion. Mrs. R , and in fact the 
 
 whole family, were determined to make me happy. I was 
 conducted through the potteries, and each process for making 
 the beautiful china and other wares, was explained to me, 
 commencing with the calcination of the flint and bones, all 
 through to the ornamental painting on the beautiful tea sets, 
 which is done principally by young ladies, and I am sure 
 that a visit to the Potteries is worth a journey to England. 
 Here you see a bright-eyed little fellow at the bench, and in 
 an apparently careless manner, with a grin on his dirty 
 face, catches up a ball of clay, puts it on the horizontal wheel 
 which he turns with his toes, and in the most dexterous man- 
 ner, with a little flat stick and his nimble fingers, turns out a 
 pretty cream pitcher or a sugar bowl, as the saying is, " in no 
 time." I thought of that passage in the Scripture, "behold 
 we are the clay and thou art the potter." God moulds us 
 into any shape he pleases ; then we must pass through the 
 furnace, and if we come out from that ordeal unbroken, he 
 then in infinite goodness, puts on the enamel, and we are 
 fit for the master's use. 
 
 Mr. R took me over to see Mr. Foudrenier's paper- 
 
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 mills, the largest in the world. No persons are admitted, 
 however, without special permission. We went up to the large 
 gate, in which there is a hole about six inches in diameter, 
 and through this aperture all conversation is held with those 
 
 inside. Mr. R enquired for Mr. F., and after a few 
 
 minutes he came to the hole. Mr. R observed that he 
 
 had with him a friend from America, and to whom he wished 
 to show the paper-mill. Mr. F. at first very politely object- 
 ed, saying that he had suffered much by the introduction of 
 strangers, but after a little parleying, the door was opened, 
 and I was admitted. As soon as I was inside the gate, and 
 before entering the mill, Mr. F. asked me in a very serious 
 manner, if I had any knowledge of paper making. I as- 
 sured him that I had no further knowledge than that which 
 I had gained from the encyclopedia, and my object for wish- 
 ing to see this establishment was, that I had heard much of 
 his powerful steam-engine, and the surprising rapidity with 
 which paper was made. He then told me why he was so 
 cautious. That not many months ago, two gentlemen travel- 
 lers from the United States, had obtained an introduction 
 into the mills, pretending great ignorance about paper mak- 
 ing, when it subsequently turned out that these gentlemen 
 were paper makers, located near Philadelphia, and that they 
 while looking round, had stolen some of his plans, and intro- 
 duced them into their own establishment. 
 
 In passing tli rough the spacious ware rooms of the potter- 
 ies, I noticed a beautiful pattern of plates very much resem- 
 bling china. I remarked to Mr. R that I had never 
 
 seen anything of the earthernware kind, that so nearly re- 
 sembled china. On the morning of my departure from B., I 
 found a box with my name upon it, placed near my carpet- 
 bag, and ascertained that I had been presented with four 
 dozen of these plates, with the compliments of the donor. 
 
 From Staffordshire, I returned to Liverpool. Next morn- 
 ing at the breakfast table, I was told that there was a Boston 
 brig lying at the Salt house dock, and on hearing the cap- 
 tain's name, recognized him as an old friend. After break- 
 fast I went up to the dock, and there he was, standing up 
 against the dock house, so drunk that ho could not move. 
 
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 As soon as he recognized me lie gave a dreadful exclamation 
 of surprise, and began to weep like a child ; saying that he 
 was ruined, had made a bad voyage, and that his owners 
 would kick him out of their employment, He begged me 
 not to mention what I saw. I took him by the hand and 
 assured him that I would not, and urged him to cheer up, 
 and by no means to resort to drinking as a palliative against 
 trouble. "If you have done your duty, and the voyage is ad- 
 verse, the fault is not yours." I also urged him to shift his 
 dress, to come down to our house and make himself cheerful. 
 I believe he got a good freight from Liverpool, and on his 
 arrival home everything went off iirstrate. I saw him in 
 Boston many times afterwards, but we never exchanged a 
 word about Liverpool, and there was not in Boston a hand- 
 somer formed man, nor one more highly respected than Capt. 
 
 . His owners esteemed him highly, and 1 have never 
 
 divulged his secret. 
 
 Mv next move was from Liverpool to Newcastle-on-Tyne, 
 passing through York and Durham, into Northumberland. 
 I had Tetters to a family residing in Newcastle, and when in 
 London I wrote to them that I sliould soon be on my way to 
 the North. From Liverpool to York, I had a very pleasant 
 companion in the person of a young Quaker. He was very 
 communicative and intelligent, and gave me much valuable 
 information about England, and was also very inquisitive in 
 his enquiries about the United States and its government. I 
 was quite sorry to part with him. 
 
 On my arrival at Newcastle, I saw a gentleman standing 
 at the coach door, enquiring of each passenger his name. I 
 concluded that this was the gentleman in search of me ; 
 so, when I got out, said I : 
 
 " Is your name Rutherford ? " 
 
 " Yes, sir." 
 
 " All right ; go ahead." 
 
 He knew in a minute that I was the man. We were 
 quickly at his house ; and as it was his wife with whom I 
 had been acquainted in Boston, our meeting was rather a 
 cordial one. That night, a party was got up, and we had a 
 tall time ; and according to English fashion, did not separate 
 
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 until daylight ; all appeared social and happy. One of the 
 gentlemen showed me round Newcastle, which at this time 
 was wrapped in gloom, in consequence of a dreadful accident 
 which had occurred only a few days before. An explosion 
 had taken place in a coal mine, near by, by which 129 lives 
 were lost, and many others maimed, some of them for life. 
 
 In walking one day, I was introduced to an old gentleman, 
 w r ho, as we passed along the street, pointed to a row of build- 
 ings which once belonged to him, but were now the property 
 of another. He stopped short, and taking my hand, ob- 
 served : 
 
 " Now 1 am poor, and a poor gentleman is the most 
 useless being in creation ; he is of no use to himself, or to 
 any one else." 
 
 I did not exactlv accord with him there ; for, notwithstand- 
 ing his remark might apply in many eases, yet it was not 
 generally true, as the future usefulness of a man bereft of 
 his property, very much depends upon circumstances. I 
 parted with my good friends in Newcastle, and took passage 
 
 in the Steamer for Leith ; there were several cabin and a 
 
 number of steerage passengers. We left Newcastle early 
 in the morning, passing Shields and Sunderland. After we 
 had left the Tyne, a gale sprung up, which continued with 
 much violence, until we reached the Frith of Forth. 
 
 On arriving at Leith, next morning, I went ashore and 
 looked around among the shipping. Here were female steve- 
 dores, with canvas petticoats, and a large canvas jacket over 
 all, rolling casks on board the ships, and lowering them into 
 the hold as handily as any men that I had ever seen. And 
 it was amusing to see the long string of Scotch fisherwomen, 
 with their broad backs, and a two bushel basket of fish on 
 their shoulders, all dripping down over their leather jackets, 
 going up the Leith road to Edinburgh ; the distance is 
 one mile. On the way, there is a large gin palace, where 
 they stop to get a nipper, and woe be to any man who says 
 an insulting word to them ; they would all drop their baskets, 
 and pommel him so that he could hardly walk. As this has 
 happened several times, every one gives them a wide l>erth. 
 
 I had an introductory letter to a gentleman, who was an 
 
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 extensive book publisher. He very kindly left bis business, 
 and devoted himself entirely to me while I remained in 
 Edinburgh. I stopped at the Prince hotel, Prince street. At 
 the dinner table I recognized an old Boston merchant, who 
 formerly kept on India wharf; he sat opposite, and repeat- 
 edly urged me to take a glass of wine, which former expe- 
 rience induced me to decline. I soon found that nearly all 
 at the table were a set of blow-hards, and my old friend was 
 not a whit behind them. 
 
 According to Scotch etiquette, it is indecorous to leave the 
 table before all have finished. I remained until they had 
 drank wine, Scotch ale, porter, and had called for brandy. 
 I then arose, went to my room, which was directly oyer the 
 porch, and set there awhile, waiting for my Scotch friend to 
 call for me. I heard them arise from the table, and saw my 
 old Boston friend leave the room, hardly able to stand up- 
 right ; he staggered through the alley, and went into the 
 street. I saw no more of him after that day. 
 
 My first visit in Edinburgh was to Holyrood house, once 
 the residence of Mary, Queen of Scots, the keeper of the 
 place, an old lady, conducted me through all the rooms. 
 Mary's sleeping-room, with the bed and oaken bedstead, re- 
 mained as she left them ; also, her work-table, work-basket, 
 with needles, thread, and many et ceteras belonging to a 
 lady's sewing establishment. We were shown the chamber 
 where Rizzio was killed, while playing by her side, her fa- 
 vorite air on the guitar. Lord Darnley's boots and many 
 household articles, were not allowed to be touched. The 
 rooms, particularly the suite appropriated to her own use, 
 were richly hung with French tapestry ; but I was told that 
 the oaken floors were never carpeted. 
 
 I was next shown into the chapel, which is without a roof; 
 the floor is covered with weeds and grass ; much of the stone 
 work retains features of former grandeur. The vault where 
 the remains of the Scottish Kings are deposited, which con- 
 sists of white marble, is now in a state of decay. 
 
 Prom the top of the hill called Arthur's seat, there is a 
 magnificent and expansive view of the city, and far beyond, 
 showing some beautiful scenery. There is also a fine view 
 
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 from Calton hill, and in fact, Edinburgh has a beautiful ap- 
 pearance when viewed from an elevated position. 
 
 My next visit was to the Castle ; here I saw the newly dis- 
 covered and long-lost Regalia of Scotland, once belonging to 
 Robert Bruce, King of Scotland. The sceptres are silver 
 gilt, and headed with a crystal globe ; the crown is small 
 and inelegant, set round with emeralds, rubies, topazes, and 
 pearls. The Castle itself is a congeries of very rude, ill- 
 planned buildings, and has no security but from its walls, 
 and naturally strong situation. 
 
 On the whole, I was highly gratified with the beauty and 
 situation of Edinburgh ; yet it is only in reference to its ex- 
 ternal appearance, that the mind is fully satisfied. When 
 you look into the houses, the shops, the streets, either for 
 their furniture, their merchandise, or even for persons, or 
 equipage suitable to the grandeur of the buildings, you are 
 utterly disappointed. Everything appears out of proportion 
 with these majestic edifices, and must either be passed by 
 unheeded, or if noticed at all, must be with dissatisfaction. 
 After seeing all the sights in Edinburgh, I took leave of my 
 kind friend, and proceeded to Glasgow, which is also a beau- 
 tiful city, and not exceeded by any in Europe. 
 
CHAPTEE XX. 
 
 Glasgow,— Its description,— Go to Greenock,— Heavy gale,— Perilous 
 condition,— Frantic girl,— I had my fears,— Meet an old acquaintance,— 
 Difficulty in rinding my goods,— Disclosure of an imprudent captain,— 
 Get ready for sailing,— Meet an old companion, — Traitor, — Mr. Tialo, 
 
 His history, — Falling out with my old acquaintance, — Incident on 
 
 the passage, — Arrive home. 
 
 The four principal streets which intersect each other, at 
 right angles, divide the city into nearly four equal parts. 
 The high church is a magnificent Gothic structure. There 
 are several splendid churches and other edifices, not sur- 
 passed by any in Europe. The city is situated on the north 
 bank of the Clyde; the suburbs extending to the opposite 
 side, connected by three elegant stone bridges. _ Although 
 introduced by letter to this magnificent city, I did not call 
 upon any one, but rambled about with no other companion 
 than my guide-book. After seeing all that was desirable in 
 Glasgow, I took the steamer for Greenock, and as there was 
 nothing very attractive to me there, excepting the Dry-docks, 
 I left in the next steamer for Liverpool. It was late in the 
 afternoon when we started. After entering the Frith, it came 
 on to blow hard from the north-east. We were now fast 
 drifting on to the coast of Ireland. When between Donagh- 
 adee and Port Patrick, the gale was terrific. It was quite 
 dark, our coals were nearly expended, and we were quite near 
 the rocks on the coast of Ireland. I stood most of the time 
 near the captain, and putting his hand on my shoulder, 
 "now," said he, "if the engine holds out, we shall get by; 
 but if a screw gives way, or anything stops the engine, we 
 are gone. We can break up the chairs, tables, and any of 
 the wood-work about the ship if the coal gives out : but my 
 only fear is, that the engine will not last. The passengers 
 were much alarmed, but by good management, most of them 
 
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 were kept below. There was a girl about twenty yearg of 
 age, who got upon deck, and seeing the state of things, be- 
 came frantic. She clenched hold of me, saying : 
 
 11 Oh, dear ! dear ! what shall I do ? I have something on 
 my mind that I wish to confess before I die. Oh, mercy ! 
 Oh, mercy ! " 
 
 With some trouble I got her below, and shut the cabin 
 door ; so that if we went on the rocks, they might as well 
 die there, as any- where else, for death would be inevitable, 
 and to tell the truth, I was not without my fears. Here we 
 were, close on to the rocks, in a small steamer, with rather 
 an equivocal engine, a furious gale and a heavy sea. As the 
 captain said, if the engine stops for a minute, we are gone. 
 If it had been so, my fate would not have been known, for 
 no soul except those on board, knew where I was. My friends 
 s$ Newcastle knew that I had gone to Leith, and that was 
 the extent of their knowledge of my whereabouts. When 
 in London, I had purchased about one thousand dollars worth 
 of goods which were sent to Liverpool, subject to my order; 
 these would have been lost to my family. But an over- 
 ruling and kind Providence had ordered it otherwise and we 
 were saved ; the wind shifted a few points, which very 
 much abated the danger. By daylight we were under the 
 lee of the Isle of Man, and scraped up fuel enough to carry 
 us into Liverpool. And when once on terra firina, again, I 
 assure you I felt glad. I fell in with an old acquaintance, 
 captain of a ship bound for Boston and to sail in two days ; 
 he invited me to take passage with him, which invitation I 
 accepted. 
 
 My first business was to see about my goods, so I went to 
 the Canal office with my number and description. The clerk 
 looked over the list of names; I had given him my name 
 which began with II. Now as the English seldom sound the 
 H, he looked among the O's, and after running the list over 
 carefully, he says : 
 
 "There are no goods here for you. " 
 
 " Well, how can that be 1 You have the goods on your 
 freight list, aaid here is the ticket. " 
 
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 " Well, truly, this is mysterious ; there must be some mis- 
 take; your goods must have been left at Manchester. " 
 
 Now here was a fix ; my passage in this ship was vetoed. 
 In the afternoon I called again, and almost the first things I 
 saw in the freight room, were my goods. And when I told 
 the clerk that my goods were there, he asked me again, what 
 name ? I told him. I then saw him looking under the O's, 
 and I reeled off a little bit of my mind to him. Said 
 I, " what kind of a clerk are you? don't you know how to 
 spell a name ? I told you Holbrook, and just look upon your 
 ticket. 
 
 " 0, I beg your pardon, I was looking for Olebrook. ' v 
 ' { Well, you had better go and learn English before you set 
 yourself up for a clerk. " 
 
 I spent the evening with several Yankee Captains. One 
 of them who had a fine ship, began telling me how much it 
 had cost him for frolicking money since he had been in the 
 Liverpool trade ; it was an enormous sum. I replied : 
 
 " How can you support your family 7 It must take all 
 your wages and primage. " 
 
 " 0, nonsense it don't cost me a cent. I get it out of veg- 
 etables, ship chandlers and stevedores' bills. " 
 " But don't your owners overhaul your bills ? " 
 " No, they never look at my bills ; I just hand in my ac- 
 count and that is all I ever hear about it. " 
 
 I observed he had been drinking, so the old adage holds 
 good, " When liquor is in, wit is out, " if it had not been so, 
 he would never have exposed himself in this manner, for he 
 knew I was well acquainted with his owners. Next morning 
 
 I had everything belonging to me on board the H T , 
 
 Capt. B . There were two other passengers, one of 
 
 whom I recognized as an old schoolmate and a near neighbor. 
 His father was one of the tories who took no part in the rev- 
 olutionary war, although he was born in Boston. He had 
 escaped, by some means, the general fate of the tories found 
 in Boston, after the conclusion of the war. They were carried 
 out of the town in a charcoal cart, amid the hooting and pelt- 
 ing of the boys, and forbid ever showing their heads in B. 
 again. This aristocratic gentlemen managed to escape his just 
 
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 due, until the excitement was over. His family lived near 
 our schoolhouse, and, although a boy, I could not help ob- 
 serving what a proud, haughty fellow he was ; and the boys 
 (this passenger and his brother) were too proud and haughty to 
 associate with the others. And what was worse than all, they 
 were poor, living entirely on the pension allowed them by the 
 British government, which was also allowed to all who re- 
 mained during the revolution. So I had some idea of the 
 chap who was to be my companion for thirty-five or forty 
 days. I had frequently met this man in Boston, and our 
 recognition was hardly ever more than a slight nod. I had 
 not seen him for many years before we met on board the 
 
 H T . At the dinner table I spoke to him of our 
 
 former acquaintance, but it was easy to see that the old, 
 assumed loftiness, was still there ; however, as we were to be 
 together for a weeks, I intended to pass the time as agreeably 
 as I could. The other passenger, Mr. Tialo, was an Eng- 
 lishman, and a very fine, sociable fellow. Very early on 
 the voyage I observed that my Boston friend had a habit of 
 speaking very sneeringly of everything that was American ; 
 frequently alluding to the " Tavistock " as the most fashion- 
 able hotel in London, and the place at which he had stopped, 
 and then drawing the contrast between the society of Eng- 
 land and that of the United States — passing very high en- 
 comiums on the former, and heartily running the latter. I 
 enquired where his elder brother was ? 
 
 " He is in the army and stationed in India. " 
 " O. then, he is not in the American army ? " 
 " A-m-er-i-c an army ? No, indeed, I hope not ! " 
 I received all this without showing any symptoms of un- 
 easiness, reserving it until another time. In the course of 
 conversation he told me that he had been to England to re- 
 ccive his father's pension, which amounted to four thousand 
 dollars, which he had in Spanish dollars, in the box in his 
 state-rOom. 
 
 Mr. Tialo was much afflicted with the rheumatism, which 
 he acknowledged was brought on by excessive drinking. He 
 1 '"longed in Nottingham, was an extensive dealer in lace, 
 and very wealthy. He managed to get his goods into the 
 
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 United States by smuggling, and was now on his way to New 
 Orleans to meet a quantity of lace which had been smuggled 
 from St. John, N. B. ; he being very sociable and commu- 
 nicative, I became quite attached to him. He gave me much 
 information about England, and many amusing anecdotes 
 about Lords and Noblemen with whom he had lived. He 
 had risen from a poor servant boy to a gentleman of fortune, 
 and one moonlight evening he gave me the following extract 
 of his history : 
 
 His parents were very poor ; he went to live in the family 
 of a Lord somebody as under-scullion, which was to attend 
 on the cooks, bring coal, and perform any duties that were 
 required ; after a while he was promoted to a whipper-in ; 
 that is, to see that the hounds were all in the kennel. He 
 told me many amusing anecdotes about hounds, some of which 
 quite surprised me. He said, that when a hound showed any 
 disposition to fawn, or as we would say, to be docile, he was 
 immediately killed, no matter how valuable he was, for as 
 soon as there was any perceptible relaxation of his savage 
 nature, he was useless. He next obtained a situation as chief 
 butler to a nobleman, who was so eccentric in his habits that 
 he allowed do one but his wife to see him. No other eye 
 had seen him for eighteen years ; he made all his bargains 
 and transacted all his business through a screen. He lived 
 with this nobleman seven years, and as he had now nearly 
 five hundred pounds in his possession, concluded to try some- 
 thing on his own hook. 
 
 There was at this time an auction sale of mattresses that 
 had belonged to the English army ; after the Battle of Wa- 
 terloo these beds were ordered to be sold. They were 
 stuffed with wool ; he bought the lot, on which speculation 
 he realized eight hundred pounds profit. 
 
 He confessed that he was frequently intoxicated, and 
 " now," said he, "the foundation of my fortune I attribute 
 to a drunken freak. I had been drinking ail night with 
 some friends, and was quite intoxicated when I left them. 
 In the morning, on going home, passed a crowd of persons 
 who were listening to an auctioneer. I stopped and bid some- 
 thing over the last, when the auctioneer knocked it off to 
 
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 me, and asked my name. I was sober enough, however, to 
 behave well, and to give my name and residence, not know- 
 ing what I had bought ; and after reaching home and becom- 
 ing cool enough to remember that I had purchased something 
 at an auction, began to be alarmed, feeling certain that I 
 had been cheated. " 
 
 " While ruminating over what I supposed to be my folly, 
 two gentlemen called upon me with a roll of papers as large 
 round as my arm. I assure you I felt ashamed and consid- 
 ered myself ruined. The gentlemen began to congratulate 
 me on my good purchase, and I soon ascertained the nature 
 of my bargain ; and the first payment took more than half of 
 all that 1 owned. " 
 
 As it was getting late we went below. He finished his 
 story by saying that the purchase was a lot of land contain- 
 ing about 22,000 feet, and I think he told me that he had 
 paid one shilling sterling per foot, and that he had sold one 
 small lot for ten shillings per foot ; the residue was now 
 worth thirty — would soon bring a guinea ; and on the 
 strength of this purchase, he had engaged in the lace busi- 
 ness and had been very successful. But the poor fellow died 
 in New Orleans, and that was the last of poor Tialo. 
 
 One day the Boston gentleman was not at the dinner 
 table in time to commence with us, so the captain sent the 
 steward up to find him, when he came down, quite indignant 
 that we should have began without him. I knew what 
 was coming and felt glad that an opportunity would soon 
 offer when I could give vent to my feelings. I asked him 
 why he was offended ? " If you did not hear the bell it was 
 not our fault ; we heard it and came down, and when we 
 found that you did not come, the captain sent the steward for 
 you, and as far as I am concerned, don't consider your con- 
 duct or conversation has been such as to merit much atten- 
 tion on board an American ship. Your remarks in many 
 instances have been highly derogatory to the character of an 
 American citizen. Remember, sir, that neither you or any 
 of your family are Americans, although born in Boston. 
 You have in that box the price of American blood : you have 
 enjoyed all the benefits of a free country, while that box con- 
 
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 tains the reward of a dastardly opposition, when our country 
 was struggling for freedom ! I am a passenger with your- 
 self, and know my position too well to make any trouble on 
 board this ship ; but if ever we meet on shore, I may remind 
 you of your sneering epithets during this passage. " 
 
 We arrived in Boston, Oct. 4th, 1830, in thirty-eight days 
 from Liverpool. On our passage, an accident occurred which 
 resulted rather differently from what any one would suppose. 
 Two men went aloft to send down the main-royal yard, as it 
 looked very much like a blow, and the captain wished to have 
 everything snug before night. The men had just got upon 
 the yard when the ship gave a heavy roll and away went the 
 royal-mast, yard and all, and the two men came tumbling 
 down ; one went overboard clear of everything, and the 
 other came down head foremost through the mainsail, and 
 was jammed in between the pumps. The man that went 
 overboard fell flat upon the water but did not sink. I caught 
 a coil of rope from the belaying pin and threw it over his 
 head, and thus saved him. He was hauled on board, was 
 quite black, and unable to speak ; while he that fell on deck 
 was hardly hurt, and in a few days went about his duty ; 
 the other was unable to leave his hammock during the 
 passage. 
 
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CHAPTER XXI. 
 
 
 Description of a certain class of men, — Build a dock, — Have to deal with 
 curious characters, and consummate villians,— Make the best arrangement 
 in my power, — Sycophants, — Eastern land speculation, — I get into it, 
 — Romantic calculations, — Get handsomely cheated, — A visit, — Inci- 
 dent, — Meet a squatter, — Previous description of him, — Arrangement, 
 — His history, — Mosquitos, — Stop with a private family, — Interesting, 
 — Scarcity of Gospel preaching, — Incidents, — Leave for Bangor, — 
 Visit the Indians at Old Town, — Politeness of a Souaw. — Return to 
 Boston, — Go South for timber,— Make an acquaintance at Washington,— 
 Conversation on the South, — Slavery, — Bitter against the North, — His 
 niggers better oil than many white men at the North, — Method of 
 punishing his slaves, — Gives me much information about his plantation, 
 — Slave dealer and slaves, — Description, — Arrive at Richmond, — 
 Have a view of the slaves, — Price of servants, — Finds out I am from 
 the North, — Indignation towards me, — Some difficulty in Wilmington, 
 — Adjusted, — Go onboard the boat, — Reflections, — Arrive at Charles- 
 ton, — Think of purchasing, — A pompous down east captain. — His mis- 
 take, — Arrive at Savannah, — Attend Sabbath School, — Former wor- 
 ship, — Attend Marshall's church, — Description, — Some account of 
 Marshall, — Solemnity of his worship, — Return to Charleston, — Travel 
 North with Henry Clay, — Sail for Wilmington. 
 
 In the former part of this Look, I had occasion to speak 
 of a certain class of men, whose principle aim was to de- 
 fraud and impose upon all who came within their power. 
 But there are others, who, under the garb of sanctity, would 
 draw every drop of the vital fluid from your veins in order 
 to subserve their own purpose. They always approach you 
 with the bland smile, and the outstretched hand. But al- 
 ways suspect a man who affects great softness of manner, 
 an unruffled evenness of temper, and an enunciation stud- 
 ied, slow, and deliberate. These things are all unnatural, 
 and bespeak a degree of mental discipline into which he 
 that has no purposes of craft or design to answer, cannot 
 submit to drill himself. The most successful knaves are 
 usually of this description, as smooth as razors, dipped in 
 
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 oil, and as sharp. They affect the innocence of the clove, 
 which they have not, in order to hide the cunning of the 
 serpent which they possess. And I will venture to say, there 
 is not a man, who has reached the age of fifty, that has not 
 come in contact with men of the above description. 
 
 The longest life is but one series of experiments, or devel- 
 opments which cannot be recalled, and can only be used as 
 beacon lights for others. We hear much said of friendship. 
 I doubt whether a man or woman lives, that can properly de- 
 fine this ambiguous term. The bee is the friend of the honey- 
 suckle while its petal contains the sweet ; but after that has 
 ceased, he buzzes by, searching for another. The deceit- 
 fulness of friendship has ruined thousands. There does not 
 exist upon earth, either community or fraternity, where it 
 disinterestedly predominates over the baser passions. Yet, 
 in every sphere, and in every grade, we find isolated instan- 
 ces of pure friendship, that needs no transformation ; it 
 comes in its own celestial garb. Oh, yes ; amidst the dearth 
 of this deceitful world, it comes like the sweet note of the 
 skylark, which directs the eye upward. "Yet verily the 
 man is a marvel whom truth can write a friend." Bid 
 selfishness induce a Howard, a Lawrence, a Miss Fry, and a 
 host of others, who lived only to dry the tear of affliction? 
 Oh, no ; contrast these, with those grovelling wretches, sta- 
 tioned upon the curb-stone or seated behind some office table 
 who, with palsied hands and watery eyes, are greedily devour- 
 ing from some morning print, the price of stocks, and rate 
 of interest ; who are waiting the application of some needy 
 individual whom they may, as an act of friendship, completely 
 fleece ; thus carrying distress and mortification into the bosom 
 of a once lovely family. 
 
 It may be that I have dwelt rather long upon a subject 
 which it may well be said, " every body knows." But as I 
 shall have occasion to show up some of these " chaps " before 
 I get through, it will do no harm to introduce them now. 
 
 In 1833, through the suggestion of the captain of a Nor- 
 wegian vessel, I made the model of a dry-dock, such as were 
 in use in Norway. As the nature of our business required 
 the workmen to be much of the time in the water, a dock 
 

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 of this simple construction, would obviate much of this un- 
 pleasant exposure. Not having a suitable place in which to 
 locate it. We did nothing about it until 1S35. My partner 
 being an active and intelligent young man, remained at the 
 yard, while I selected a place on which to build the dock. 
 Having collected the materials, commenced it amidst the 
 sneers and foolish remarks of many who pretended to have a 
 great knowledge of hydraulics and hydrostatics, and many 
 other things that they were totally ignorant of. 
 
 After commencing the dock, a gentlemanly-looking man 
 came to the yard, and introducing himself as one well versed 
 in the sciences, remarked to me, he had understood I was 
 building a floating dry-dock. " Now," said he, " allow me 
 to say to you that your plan will never succeed." He then 
 began a long, rigmarole story about the pressure of water, 
 the immense strength that would be required to prevent its 
 destruction, and the great injury which would result to the 
 vessel it contained. My reply was, that I also had some 
 knowledge of hydraulic pressure, and felt fully satisfied on 
 that score, and at the same time should be happy to receive 
 any information or suggestion that might be of service. As 
 I turned to leave him, he remarked that he felt afraid it 
 would prove a failure. I went about my business, not in the 
 least intimidated by any remarks which had been made by 
 this gentleman. Although I knew that the whole thing was 
 an experiment, which if it failed, would be a serious loss to 
 me. There were many, besides the gentleman alluded to, 
 who gave adverse opinions, and sometimes I felt rather un- 
 pleasant. When the dock was nearly completed, a man 
 came to me with whom I had been acquainted many years. 
 He looked pale and agitated. After going round the dock, 
 and examining everything very minutely, said to me in a 
 very excited manner : 
 
 " Did you know that Mr. F d had a patent for this 
 
 dock V 
 
 " No, sir, I knew nothing of any patent, nor did I suppose 
 that there could be anything of the kind, as it is not a new 
 invention. Docks of this kind have been used in Norway 
 for more than fifty years." 
 
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 11 Well," said the man, still very much excited, " I have 
 had his model two years, and he has heard about this dock, 
 and will put an injunction on you, unless you make some ar- 
 rangement with him." 
 
 As I then knew but little about law, or the nature of an 
 injunction, I made an enquiry, and was told that if the man 
 who held the patent right could make it appear that we had 
 infringed on his right, he could commence a lawsuit, and at 
 the same time forbid the dock being used until the case was 
 decided, which might be one or two years, besides feeding a 
 parcel of miserable, hungry pettifoggers. I felt very bad, not 
 being at all acquainted with law, and having spent much of 
 our money on the dock, and new to have to lie, and perhaps 
 rot before the case could be decided, besides the expense of 
 the lawsuit, appeared too hard. I have no doubt that this 
 poor trembling man who had the model for two years, 
 not having pluck enough to build it, and seeing the thing 
 right before him, was the cause of all his trouble, and evi- 
 dently the cause of ours. I accordingly went to Portsmouth 
 
 where Mr. F resided, and made an arrangement with 
 
 him, although I knew the patent was invalid, yet by this 
 agreement the dock could be launched and put into opera- 
 tion without further trouble. Notwithstanding this difficulty 
 was obviated, the very paper which I supposed was a pro- 
 tection appearing perfectly simple in its form, lias ulti- 
 mately proved a source of much litigation and expense. 
 
 After the death of the original, Mr. F- , the agreement 
 
 fell into the hands of some such fellows as I have before des- 
 cribed. The paper contained more technical meaning than 
 I was at first aware of. It has been the cause of much subse- 
 quent annoyance and expense. One more remark about the 
 dock. It was launched successfully and performed admira- 
 bly, answering every purpose for which it was intended, and 
 these same very wise men, who predicted a failure and would 
 have liked to have seen their prediction prove true, after- 
 wards came to me, and had the impudence to say : 
 
 " There, Mr. H., I knew itfien you were building that dock, 
 that it was on the best plan that could be adapted ; how perfectly 
 simple, and how exceedingly well it answers the purpose I" 
 
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 I turned away from these contemptible ivretches, merely re- 
 marking that they had better attend to their own business 
 and leave me to manage my own. 
 
 In 1836 the great Eastern land speculation came up, 
 when so many " lucky " (?) individuals made their fortunes. 
 I remember to have seen it stated in some popular work, 
 that there has been from as far back as the tenth century, 
 and up to the present time, some periodical, prevailing de- 
 lusion, such as the Dutch tulip mania, South Sea bubble, 
 morus multicaulis, Eastern land, &c, and they will continue 
 to come, despite the sagacity and wisdom of the present, and 
 probably of coming generations. As 1 had a little touch of 
 the Eastern land epidemic, will say a few words about it, and 
 if the reader happens to be one of the lucky ones, I hope his 
 feelings will not be hurt if he should happen to see it men- 
 tioned at this time. All who remember the event know how 
 suddenly it came up, like the Aurora Borealis ; all at once 
 the whole North-eastern hemisphere was lighted up, news- 
 papers teemed with the sudden rise of Eastern land ! 
 
 From Boston to New Orleans, all was commotion, bonds 
 for townships changing hands, and at each change a profit 
 of forty, fifty, and in some cases a hundred thousand dollars 
 was " not!'' realized. I kept out of it until toward the last, 
 when every body else had made their fortunes. One day I 
 read a paragraph in the paper, something like this : 
 
 " Lucky speculation." — Our fellow-citizen, D being at 
 
 Bangor, bought a bond of a valuable timbered township, for 
 which he was to pay (and had given his notes) fifty thousand 
 dollars. He sold the bond the same day to a Philadelphia 
 company for two hundred thousand, thus in a few hours, re- 
 alizing a profit of a hundred and fifty thousand dollars ! ' 
 
 This poor fellow was ultimately ruined by this hasty and 
 unfortunate transaction. Before this affair came out how- 
 ever, I was into it, in company with several others, who were 
 considered to be very shrewd, and there was really, as we 
 thought, a fortune before us. 
 
 " Why," says V — , who was the sharpest one in the com- 
 pany, "just look here;" and with his pencil had it all fig- 
 ured out on his memorandum book, thus : " The land costs 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 407 
 
 so much, — now, allowing so many thousand feet of boards 
 from each acre, so many acres at and allowing for ex- 
 penses and contingencies, it leaves the enormous sum of 
 
 millions of dollars ! Why, gentlemen, here it is right before 
 you ; figures can't lie you know ; we shall make a hundred 
 thousand dollars apiece, sure as the world." 
 
 Not one of us had ever seen the lot, having purchased it 
 by the plan. Col. Humbug, from whom, and when we pur- 
 chased it, showed us a bundle of certificates purporting to be 
 from surveyors and explorers, who all gave the most flatter- 
 ing accounts of the luxuriant growth of timber upon it, stat- 
 ing also that it bordered on a bay where a vessel could haul 
 along-side the bank, and take in the lumber. Then there was 
 an abundance of black bears, and a splendid pond where a 
 man might sit all day and fish; besides, there was to be a 
 great military road cut through which would very much en- 
 hance the worth of it. About a month after the purchase, 
 when things began to leak out a little, a gentleman of our 
 acquaintance was going down east to look at a lot that he had 
 purchased. As he was to go directly through ours, we asked 
 him to take a look and tell us what he thought about it. 
 We were anxious to see him on his return, expecting to hear 
 a good report of our purchase ; but what was our chagrin 
 and dismay when told that he had not found it ! and that he 
 had spent nearly two days, with two men who were familiar 
 with every inch of the country, and no such place as our plan 
 designated could be* found ! We now began to suspect; and 
 would have taken fifty thousand dollars each for the specula- 
 tion I We felt a sort of an inkling; that we had been sold ; so 
 one of our party with myself started off for the promised 
 land. First, stopping at Bangor in order to have a confer- 
 ence with Col. Humbug, from whom we had made the pur- 
 chase, and by much enquiry, found where our lot ought to have 
 been, but it ivas'nt there I for instead of bordering on a bay as it 
 was described on the plan, and where we expected to find it, 
 we were told by the land agent that no such lot existed, but 
 there was one bordering on the pond, that probably was the 
 lot we were in search of, and after climbing over rocks, hills, 
 dismal smamps, and pine forests, half devoured by mosqui- 
 
408 Autobiography. 
 
 tos, reeking wet with perspiration, our clothes torn by bram- 
 bles, and suffering much from thirst, came to a house. The 
 door being open, we entered. Here were two cut-throat look- 
 ing fellows, seated beside a table, drinking whiskey. There 
 was no furniture in the room, but against the wall were two 
 rifles with powder horns, and a few articles of ragged cloth- 
 ing. We asked for a drink of water, which was brought us 
 by a woman who looked the very image of distress. After 
 obtaining what information we could get from these men, 
 went off in the direction pointed out by them, and kept on 
 through myriads of large, blue flies and mosquitos, dense 
 woods and bogs, and at last found what we supposed to be 
 the place. 
 
 On a high and verdant hill was an old squatter who had 
 cleared about forty acres, and built two log-houses. He had 
 reared a family of good looking young men, and the place 
 looked very fine. This man had been in the habit of cutting 
 the timber and wood from any part of the lot and selling it 
 on his own account. We were told on our arrival at the vil- 
 lage in the vicinity, that this old fellow had understood the 
 land had been sold, " but," said he, " let any one enter my 
 house, and order me off, I '11 shoot him as quick as I would 
 a bear." As the farm was at the top of the hill, and it be- 
 ing quite a walk to reach it, we concluded however, that as 
 we were to be shot on reaching the summit, to take it very 
 moderately. 
 
 The pathway, though somewhat meandering, was very 
 steep, and the journey fatiguing. We at length reached the 
 house, and came suddenly upon them. In one house, Mrs. 
 
 C was washing, and when we entered the door, she 
 
 turned quite pale, and left her work. I told her not to be 
 alarmed, assuring her that we were friends. We then en- 
 quired for her husband ; she at first hesitated, and then said 
 he was in the next house. We went into the next house and 
 found him, sitting as though in deep meditation. We saluted 
 him, with, "How are you, sir?" He responded, bade us 
 be seated, and after the usual prefatory talk had subsided, we 
 said to him that we were the purchasers of the lot, and had 
 called on him to arrange about his farm. He seemed much 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 409 
 
 agitated, and in order to suppress any unnecessary fear_ I 
 told him that we were not disposed to trouble him or to dis- 
 tress his family ; that we had called on him to request that 
 he would not cut off any more timber or wood from the 
 place, and as he had never paid anything for his farm, we 
 required him to pay two dollars per acre for the one hun- 
 dred and sixty, which he then held in possession ; giving him 
 seven years in which to pay it ; to which he cheerfully 
 agreed. His good spouse had in the meantime tidied up a 
 little, and brought us some fine strawberries and cream. In 
 a joking manner, I alluded to the shooting story, at which 
 he laughed very heartily, declaring that he had not owned 
 a gun for five years, observing that he knew the villagers 
 did not like him, and he believed that their dislike was oc- 
 casioned on account of his having the best farm in that vi- 
 cinity. He appeared to be an intelligent man, related the 
 hardships he had endured in raising his family. "Every slab," 
 said he, " in these houses, I brought from the mill on my 
 shoulders, and many a time have gone several miles through 
 the snow for a bag of meal. I cleared away the place 
 with my own hands, and made all the improvements you 
 now see." 
 
 After having made our proposition to the old man, with 
 which he appeared perfectly satisfied, we left him, and ^ de- 
 scended from this fair mount again into the world of mosquitos, 
 monstrous blue flies, bogs, briars,and reached the village late in 
 the evening. As the next day was the Sabbath, we concluded 
 to remain here until Monday morning. We stopped with a 
 private family, consisting of a man, his wife, and two children. 
 There was no place of worship here, and I think the nearest 
 meeting-house was seven miles distant. There were perhaps 
 twenty families, and quite a number of interesting children. 
 This good lady told me that once in a great while, a preacher 
 would come along, and when notice was given that there 
 would be religious services for but one evening, the news 
 would spread round the country, and those who lived on the 
 borders of the river, if they could not obtain canoes or boats, 
 would come down on logs, and get back the best way they 
 could. And she had known them to come ten miles on a 
 
410 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 single log, greedily devouring every word the preacher said, 
 and eagerly entreating him to come again. 
 
 I gave her my Bible, which she received with much pleasure. 
 Notwithstanding what I have said about the scarcity of 
 religious instruction here, it happened that for a few weeks 
 past, there had been a man from Bangor, who had preached 
 once on Sabbath morning, and in the afternoon held a Sab- 
 bath school. As he intended to preach in the schoolhouse, I 
 very gladly attended, but was sorry to observe the behavior 
 of several young men — fishermen, which was indecent and un- 
 becoming. The preacher, His true, was not only uneducated, 
 but quite illiterate, and what may be termed a vulgar man. 
 His speech was bad, and before commencing his sermon, 
 took from his pocket a plug of tobacco, opened his knife, cut 
 off a quid, and commenced his sermon. Notwithstanding 
 this evident breach of what we, in a more civilized part of 
 the country, call propriety, he preached the truth, and I be- 
 lieve him to have been a good man. On Monday morning, 
 we left this place for Bangor, determined, although we 
 had been cheated, to have a little ramble through down east. 
 AVe visited the Indians at Old Town or Orono; they appeared 
 to be quite numerous, but very filthy in their habits. One 
 old squaw invited us into her wigwam ; she was engaged in 
 basket making, and had a pappoose nicely stowed away in a 
 birch bark cradle. 
 
 This show of politeness was evidently intended to get 
 money from us ; but she was so disgustingly dirty, we did 
 not give her a cent, and her earth floor was so filthy that I 
 was glad to leave it. In one corner, was a piece of fresh 
 meat upon the ground, nearly covered with dirt, which was 
 probably to be her next meal. We left these aboriginal 
 descendants, returned to Boston, and commenced a suit 
 against the fellow from whom we had purchased the moon- 
 shine, recovered a part of the money, and let him run with 
 the rest of these Eastern rogues. Everything relating to 
 our business continued prosperous. In 1S42, we were in 
 want of a quantity of hard pine timber, and as it could be 
 purchased more advantageously from first hands, I went to 
 Savannah for that purpose, and for expedition, ehose the 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 411 
 
 land route, as far as Wilmington, and from thence to Charles- 
 ton and to Savannah by steam-boat. On my way, and when 
 at Washington, I became familar with two southern gentle- 
 men, who were planters, and resided in the south-western 
 part of Georgia. The youngest of the two, and with whom 
 I had the most conversation, was very intelligent and agreea- 
 ble in his manners. Our principal conversation was about 
 the South. The topics were varied, but mostly on the sub- 
 ject of slavery. 
 
 He was bitter against the North for their interference, 
 and declared that his niggers were better off than one- 
 fourth the population of Massachusetts. I asked him if it 
 was true that slaves were whipped, and as cruelly treated as 
 we sometimes read of. He replied, " That on some estates, 
 where they have a bad driver, the hands are abused ; but 
 then no gentleman will keep a fellow like this on his farm, 
 when he is known to abuse his slaves. I never whip my nig- 
 gers ; I've got a better mode of punishing than cutting them 
 to pieces with a cowskin. In my barn, I've a box about six 
 feet high, and just big enough for a good-sized fellow to 
 stand upright in, when the door is closed. This box is driven 
 through with sharp pointed nails, as thick as they can stick ; 
 and when a nio-ger commits a fault, never mind whether 
 man or woman, they are stripped and put into the box, where 
 they remain all night. If they become sleepy, the sharp 
 nails keep them awake ; and in the morning they appear 
 quite tame. When a fellow has the sulks, I just remind 
 him of the box, and it works upon him like magic. He 
 says ' Oh, massa, don't put me in dat box ; I rudder you 
 kill me.' " 
 
 At first, I thought he was hoaxing me ; but on his assur- 
 ance that what he had stated was true, I let it pass. He 
 imparted to me more information about his plantation, most 
 of which was of too indecent a character to remember, much 
 less to publish. 
 
 At Washington, an addition was made to our baggage 
 list in the shape of thirty-five slaves, of both sexes, from the 
 boy of seven years, to the old man of fifty. They were in 
 charge of, and I believe owned, by two of the meanest look- 
 
412 AUTOBIOG RAPHY. 
 
 ing rascals I had over met. The one that appeared to have 
 the most to sav, was a thickset, swarthy looking fellow, with 
 red hair, that hung about his head like sea-weed round a 
 rock ; face thick with freckles, and the most wicked looking 
 eye, probably, that was ever placed in a man's head. He 
 wore a broad-brimmed straw hat, a hunting jacket, and long 
 boots ; he had an enormous mouth, and when he laughed, 
 his head was nearly off. This fellow looked like just what 
 he was, a slave dealer. I was told that he had bought up 
 these servants (for you must know that the southern people 
 seldom say slave; they are all called either servant's or handi) 
 in Maryland, and was ov>ino; to Louisiana, to sell them there, 
 unless he could peddle them off on the way. When w T e ar- 
 rived at Richmond, which was early in the morning, the cars 
 stopped in front of a large hotel, and remained nearly half 
 an hour. Immediately on their stopping, he procured a 
 half gallon measure of whiskey, and served to each one a 
 half gill. They were chained and handcuffed, except the 
 children and one good looking mulatto woman, who was per- 
 mitted to stand on the platform with a little boy. When I 
 looked into the baggage car, and saw these poor creatures, I 
 felt a sensation which I cannot describe, and observed that 
 he spoke rather kindly to the woman, who looked very sad 
 and downcast. Said I to him : 
 
 " What do you ask for that woman ? " 
 
 " Well, now, look here; I will sell you that ere woman for 
 seven hundred dollars ; she } ll bring me double that sum in 
 Mobile ; she 's rather sulky now, because they took her little gal 
 away and sold her to an Alabama feller, and she has'nt got 
 over it yet." 
 
 " What do you ask for that boy ? " 
 
 " Vll take two hundred dollars for the little cuss. I don } t 
 like children ; the little devils get away, and then we Jcan't whip 
 'em as %ve do a big feller." 
 
 Not feeling much like purchasing, I declined the offer; 
 and as it was about time to start, I took my seat in the car 
 again, beside my former acquaintance ; and when the driver 
 came in, sat beside him, and endeavored to get into conver- 
 sation about his nefarious business. I commenced by asking 
 
AUTO BIO GRAPH Y. 413 
 
 if lie ever separated families, or bought children that were 
 taken from their parents. All at once he gave me a dis- 
 dainful look, and asked me if I was not a ' ; Northern man ? " 
 
 "Yes, I am from Boston." 
 
 He then uttered a horrid oath, and replied, "Well, I 
 thought so," and turned immediately from me. I crossed 
 over to my old friend again, as the slave merchant had now 
 cut my acquaintance, and given me the cold shoulder. 
 Often, when on hoard a man-of-war, I have seen a poor fel- 
 low seized up to the gangway, and receive three or fonr 
 dozen, and perhaps only for getting intoxicated ; and how I 
 have pitied him ; but could have danced for joy to have seen 
 this scamp tucked up, and a hundred lashes neatly put into 
 him. But never mind ; let him go. He had some difficulty 
 in Wilmington, in getting his cattle through the Custom 
 House, which I hoped would have detained him there, so 
 that we might have been clear of his company ; but they 
 were all ma relied on board the steamer, with the chains of 
 liberty clanking as they go. 
 
 While on board the boat their irons were removed, and 
 they had one side of the forward deck allotted them. And 
 now, let any one possessing the thousandth part of a soul, 
 just take a seat on the opposite side of the deck and begin 
 first with his eyes, and look upon twenty-eight poor, unfortu- 
 nate adult wretches, chained and doomed to slavery, cruelty, 
 and outrage, during their natural lives, and for no other 
 crime than being born black. And see that sorrowful well- 
 formed, bright mulatto woman, her child torn from her and 
 carried, she knows not where, and in all probability herself 
 reserved for the most diabolical and basest of purposes. And 
 can it be possible that we are in the United States ? oh, no, 
 it cannot be so; we are descending tlte Nile, ivith Nubian slaves 
 for the Cairo market What ! such a sight as this in the 
 only land of liberty on earth ; a land whose insignia is equal- 
 ity surmounted with the liberty cap, and whose Latin motto 
 is : " U joluribus unum" what an antithesis ! On our arrival 
 at Charleston, they were all bound with irons, and marched 
 off somewhere, probably to the jail-yard, for safe keeping. 
 
 I had an acquaintance here on whom I called, and through 
 
414 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 liis politeness was conducted round the city, and introduced 
 to a number of gentlemen who were affable and courteous, 
 and with whom I was much pleased. As my errand to the 
 South was to purchase timber, I commenced looking round 
 among the immense rafts in the river here, and probably 
 should have obtained what I wanted without proceeding fur- 
 ther, had it not been for a development of that characteris- 
 tic which we find every-where, and too often with the shrewd 
 Yankee, which is : u leaving the substance to grasp at a shad- 
 otv." I had concluded to take the timber if I could find a 
 vessel bound East that would carry it for anything like a 
 reasonable price. There were several eastern schooners dis- 
 charging granite at the breakwater, that would soon be ready, 
 and one that was already to receive a frieght. 
 
 1 procured a boat, with two negroes, and pulled off to her. 
 The captain was walking the quarter-deck, and when nearly 
 along-side, we lie on our oars. The skipper came to the break 
 of the deck, with both thumbs placed in the armhole of his 
 vest. 
 
 " Good morning, sir," said I, " are you bound East f" 
 
 " Yes, sir, I am." 
 
 " What will you take a cargo of timber to Boston for ?" 
 
 " Well, I don't know ; I expect freights are good now, and 
 don't like to set a price till I have looked round." 
 
 " Well, sir, I can assure yon that the merchants on shore 
 tell me there is not a ton of frieght in Charleston for the 
 East, and as I am in haste to get back to Boston, will give 
 you seven dollars per thousand, which is fifty cents more 
 than the usual rate." 
 
 " I guess freight is good or else you wouldn't have come off. 
 I can't give you an answer now." 
 
 " Shove off, boys," said I, and we went on shore. 
 
 I remained in Charleston three days, and frequently saw this 
 captain driving through the streets with his hat off, and wip- 
 ing the perspiration from his face and looking forme, but lie 
 was too late, and went East entirely empty. I have men- 
 tioned this apparently trifling circumstance, merely to show 
 how apt we are to leave a surety for an uncertainty, and 
 most of our losses and perplexities occur from an inordinate 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 415 
 
 desire to get more, and we often discover, when too late, that 
 our calculations required a little shrewdness as a counter- 
 poise. 
 
 Now the point of failure with this captain was not in re- 
 fusing to take up with my offer at once, for he was hound to 
 get the highest freight that could he obtained ; this was a 
 duty he owed to himself and to his owners. But here was a 
 tangible offer over the common rate, and he should have gone 
 immediately on shore with me, when he would have learned 
 there what he afterwards found to be true, that there were 
 no freights for the North, and could have earned seven hun- 
 dred dollars rather than to have gone home with nothing. 
 
 In conversation with a wealthy merchant once, on this very 
 subject, he remarked that he owed his success to one estab- 
 lished principle on which he had always acted, (with only one 
 exception,) which was, never to refuse a good paying offer, 
 under an expectation that the article would rise. And the 
 exception was, once he had a lot of hides, for which he 
 had a good offer before they were discharged from the vessel. 
 His broker told him that they were on the rise, and that ho 
 had better store them. He did so, and lost the whole. 
 
 I took the steamer for Savannah, and arrived there late 
 on Saturday night, took up my residence at the Pulaski 
 House, and an excellent hotel it was. On Sabbath morning 
 I attended the Baptist Sunday School. It was well attended, 
 and well conducted. There were many colored children, but 
 chiefly females. The Baptist preacher, whose name I have 
 forgotten, was a very energetic and off-hand man, and after 
 the services, the ordinance of baptism was administered ; and 
 in his address to the audience, remarked in a very feeling 
 manner, that there were those before him that were kept 
 hack by diffidence and unbelief from following the example 
 of those who were shortly to be buried with Christ by bap- 
 tism. 
 
 " Yes, my beloved friends, there are those before me that 
 I would give worlds to dispel their doubts and baptize them, 
 but there are also those whose lives and example is such that 
 I would give worlds to unbaptize them." 
 
 The house was densely crowded, and a marked solemnity 
 
416 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 pervaded the whole. In the afternoon I attended the Baptist 
 church for colored people. The house is well situated and 
 very commodious. I went early and was offered a front seat. 
 The house was soon tilled to its utmost capacity, and all were 
 neatly dressed, particularly the women, who were generally 
 clad in calico gowns, with either a white or a colored hand- 
 kerchief on their heads, and with snow-white aprons neatly 
 tied. Although the choir was quite large, containing some 
 of the sweetest voices in the world, yet the whole audience 
 joined in the singing. The preacher was the celebrated 
 " Old Marshall" and was then upwards of eighty years old. 
 He was brought from Gambia with his mother when quite a 
 child, and had been nearly seventy years a slave, but by in- 
 dustry and frugality had saved enough of his little earnings 
 to purchase his freedom. He was an early convert to the 
 Christian faith, and for many years had been a preacher, 
 had picked up his own education by close and assiduous ap- 
 plication. He had been free about ten years when I heard 
 him ; but the poor fellow, notwithstanding his age, had only 
 a few months before been tied up and whipped with a cow- 
 hide for buying from a slave a few bricks which he told Mar- 
 shall were his own property ; but the law strictly forbade a 
 colored man from buying anything from a slave under a 
 penalty of a certain number of lashes. His text was, I 
 think, the whole of the fourteenth chapter of John. His read- 
 in <t was clear and distinct and his enunciation excellent, ex- 
 cepting the negro pronunciation of " brederen," for " breth- 
 ren." He went through the chapter with much spiritual 
 feeling and simplicity, during most of the time seemed much 
 affected. At the close of the sermon the communion was 
 celebrated. Very few went away, they merely retiring from 
 the body of the house, leaving that for the communicants, 
 whom I should think numbered about three hundred. This 
 was the most interesting scene of the whole. After singing 
 a hvmn in perfect time, and in most solemn melody, another 
 colored preacher engaged in prayer, after which Marshall 
 commenced breaking the bread. 
 
 All was still as death ; my eye was steadily fixed upon 
 him, watching every emotion, and when the bread was broken, 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 417 
 
 he raised his venerable head, the tears stealing down the fur- 
 rows that grief had ploughed for them. 
 
 " My dear beloved brederen and sisters, dis is de broken bod// 
 of our blessed Lord and Master. He hwiv what it is to have 
 de cow-skin on his blessed back ; but he was whipped for our 
 transgression, dot we might be happy and go where he is, ivhere 
 dar is no more slave" 
 
 At this last sentence, his watery eyes beamed with a heav- 
 enly lustre. Neither the pen of a ready writer, nor the most 
 eloquent speaker, could have done justice to describe this 
 communion season in all its pathos. 
 
 After having finished my business in Savannah, I took the 
 steamer for Charleston, on my return homeward. On arriv- 
 ing there, ascertained that Henry Clay had left the city only 
 the day before for Wilmington, N. C, having been South on 
 an electioneering tour. There had been great times in 
 Charleston on his account, and probably the excitement 
 would be great all through to Washington. Not having any 
 business to detain me in Charleston, 1 proceeded to Wilming- 
 ton. 
 
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CHAPTER XXII. 
 
 Gamblers, — Their description, — Plays, — A young man made a victim, — 
 Incident,— Result of desperation, — Arrive at Wilmington, — Great 
 preparations for Henry Clay, — Description of the road, — Speeches, — 
 Enthusiasm, — Ludicrous conduct, — Arrive at "Weldon, — Introduction 
 to Mr. Clay, — Arrive at Washington, — Ship to be blown up, — Torpedo, 
 — Meet Mr. King, — Invitation to visit House of Kepresentatives,— Great 
 Excitement, — Account of the blowing up, — Exciting scene in the 
 house, — Laughable story, — Confusion of members, — Nothing occurs 
 for several years, — Myself and friend visit a tract of land in Athens, — 
 Conversation with a negro, — His story, — Learns to read, — Employment 
 on board a packet, — Kuns away, — Is detected, — Sold, — Secreted on 
 Board a Boston ship, — Arrives in Boston, — Sails as cook, — Married, — 
 Settled, — Arrive at Portland, — Take stage for Augusta, — Leave Augus- 
 ta for Skowhegan, — Incident and story on the way, — Arrive at Skow- 
 
 hegan, — Further about the affair. 
 
 On board the steamer, there were a set of fellows which I 
 at once set down for gamblers, nor was I mistaken ; they 
 are generally known by their rig and habits, and any one 
 who has travelled through the Southern, or Western states, 
 can always distinguish them by certain unmistakable signs, 
 viz : Inveterate chewers of tobacco, great smokers, large, 
 bushy whiskers, when they can raise them, and sometimes 
 only the moustache, hair, nice and sleek, generally curled or 
 frizzled, a massive ring on the little finger of the right hand, 
 with two or three others distributed among the digits ; a 
 very large and apparently valuable watch establishment, 
 with a very poor watch attached. 
 
 Ileal gamblers are seldom addicted to drinking ardent 
 spirits, reserving their w T its as their stock in trade, and when 
 together, often have some trifling incident which elicits the 
 broad, silly laugh. 
 
 Among the passengers was a young man about twenty 
 years of age, who had with him a black leather valise, which 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 419 
 
 he put in his state-room, opposite where I was then sitting; 
 then came into the cabin, locked his state-room door. After 
 the supper table had been cleared, preparation was made for 
 playing cards. I took a seat near by, determined to watch 
 the proceeding as closely as possible. The young man with 
 the valise made one of the party, three of the gamblers 
 making up the rest, while two others were apparently care- 
 less lookers-on. Now for the villany. 
 
 Each of these lookers-on had a small, ivory-headed cane, 
 which I could plainly see was in continual motion against 
 the back of his comrade. When they had played nearly an 
 hour, the young man arose, completely fleeced. Champagne 
 was freely supplied of which he frequently drank. I thought 
 of the many gambling scenes that I had read of, but here 
 was one directly before me. The young man took from his 
 pocket a cigar, and with trembling fingers attempted to light 
 it, but suddenly remembering that smoking w T as contrary to 
 the rules in the cabin, replaced the cigar, arose, and pacing 
 the cabin a few times, went to his state-room, brought out his 
 valise, threw it upon the table, saying, " gentlemen, there 
 are seven thousand dollars ; the money is not mine, it belongs 
 to my employers ; produce a like sum, and I am your man." 
 In a few minutes they declared that the money was ready. 
 
 Although there were a number of gentlemen present, not 
 one of. them possessed magnanimity enough to interpose and 
 rescue the young man from impending ruin. It may be 
 asked why I did not interpose, and sure enough, why did I 
 not? But the sequel will show that it needed the inter- 
 ference of more than one. Just as he had thrown the va- 
 lise upon the table, as though struck with a sudden impulse 
 of conscience, took it again, restored it to his state-room, and 
 closed the door. 
 
 I left the scene and went upon deck. Not long after I 
 had left the cabin, one of the passengers came up, and told 
 me there w r as trouble below ; that one of the gamblers went 
 to the young man's state-room, and presenting a loaded pis- 
 tol, told him as they had been bullied into the stake, he 
 must come out and put up his money or he would blow his 
 brains out. He rushed to the table, played, lost his money, 
 
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 and was ruined ! Young reader, do you ever play cards ? if 
 so, remembei' the fate of this young man ! Before finishing my 
 narrative, I shall have occasion to refer to other scenes simi- 
 lar to the one just described and of which I was also an eye- 
 witness. 
 
 On arriving at Wilmington, found the place "alive with 
 Henry Clay ! " They had prepared an extra train of cars to 
 convey him and a large company of volunteers, to Weldon. 
 On the rear car, a gun was mounted with which to announce 
 his approach to the several stations, where the inhabitants, 
 having been notified, collected in order to greet the great 
 statesman. Banners and mottoes were streaming from ev- 
 ery car, and his reception at the stations was quite enthusi- 
 astic. The people were collected in large groups, dressed in 
 their best attire, particularly the ladies ; and when Mr. Clay 
 alighted, there went forth a shout that made the welkin rin^. 
 They immediately formed a circle round him, expecting a 
 short speech ; he first shook hands with the ladies and gen- 
 tlemen, and then addressed them for ten or fifteen minutes. 
 As I was in the mail train we could not, at all times, stop 
 until he had finished ; but usually met at the next station. 
 At one of the towns at which we stopped, before arriving at 
 Weldon, a very large crowd had collected, who appeared to 
 be of a different character from those we had previously 
 met ; there were few ladies among them, and when our cars 
 stopped, the other train was not yet in sight. Among the 
 crowd there was an old fellow, whose hair was perfectly 
 white; he held his hat in his hand, and was running on in 
 the most extravagant manner against Mr. Clay. His voice 
 was sharp and shrill, and he was surrounded by a gang of 
 
 men and boys, and crying out, " Henry Clay, the traitor, 
 
 if he comes near me, I'll just put my fist in his face; don't 
 hi him come near one, the scoundrel ;" then up goes a cheer. 
 At first I thought the fellow crazy, but it appeared that he 
 was perfectly rational, and I feared that when Mr. Clay ar- 
 rived, there would be trouble. The ears were now in sight 
 The moment they stopped, Mr. Clay was surrounded by the 
 crowd, in the centre of which was this noisy old fellow, who 
 immediately approached him, and grasping his hand, says : 
 
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 " Mr. Clay, bless your good old soul, you shall be our next 
 President; yes, you shall, and show me the man who dares 
 to say aught against it !" Up went three hearty cheers for 
 Henry Clay, who in a brief manner thanked them for their 
 good feeling. As it was getting late, the Clay party gave 
 these equivocal patriots a gun, and we all started for Wel- 
 don, where we arrived at two o'clock, P. M. A large col- 
 lection were there from many miles around to participate in 
 the dinner ; flags were flying, and guns firing in all direc- 
 tions, and deputations were continually arriving to greet the 
 Presidential candidate. 
 
 I had an introduction to him as from Boston, when he with 
 much apparent amazement asked me how I happened to be 
 there. " I replied, I came here to see you, sir." He laugh- 
 ed, and we were all crowded into the dining rooms which had 
 been fitted up for the purpose, and partook of an excellent 
 dinner, but we of the mail cars, were obliged to retire before 
 the others, as our hour for starting was four P. M. 
 
 On arriving at Washington, I learned that on the after- 
 noon of that day, a torpedo experiment was to be tried upon 
 a ship of four hundred tons ; it was to take place within 
 about two miles of the Navy Yard. As I had a desire to see 
 how they managed matters in Congress, concluded to remain 
 a few days. 
 
 While on my way to the Capitol, I met Hon. Mr. King, 
 who had been our speaker in the Massachusetts legislature 
 for the last year. He politely invited me to accompany him 
 to the house ; but as the ship was to be blown up in a few 
 hours, deferred my visit to Congress until the following day. 
 It was evident from the movement of the people, and the 
 enormous price of carriage hire, that the blowing up affair 
 was to be something great. I started off at an early hour 
 and secured a good place very near the torpedo buoy ; the 
 collection of citizens on both sides the river was immense, 
 and at half past four, the ship came round the point with all 
 sail set, right before the wind. She was a fine looking ves- 
 sel, but was doomed to destruction: and when she had ap- 
 proached within a hundred yards of the buoy, the lieutenant 
 in charge raised his hat to the multitude, and with his boats' 
 
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 crew went over the side. Now was a moment of excitement. 
 Her bow had just touched the buoy, and in another moment 
 she was a mass of fragments ; the destruction was so instan- 
 taneous that it was impossible to describe it in detail. I 
 could perceive that she broke off amidships, and both ruptur- 
 ed euds were considerably raised ; but in an instant all was 
 flat, floating on the surface, hardly two pieces of wood remain- 
 ing together. 
 
 Immediately after the destruction of the ship, three other 
 torpedoes were discharged, raising a huge column of water, 
 two hundred feet high, very much resembling a shaft of crys- 
 tal, rising suddenly from the bed of the ocean ; the smoke, 
 beautifully curling into a pyramid, added much to the grand- 
 eur of the scene. Next day, by invitation, I visited the 
 House of representatives, took a seat in the gallery opposite 
 the speaker. The House had been called to order, but every- 
 thing appeared to be in the utmost confusion. The speaker 
 sat in his desk quietly reading a newspaper, when suddenly 
 a voice called out, " Mr. Speaker," then another, still louder, 
 " Mr. Speaker," and another louder yet, " Mr. Speaker." 
 The Speaker then gave a rap on his desk announcing the 
 name of the gentleman who had the floor. The subject which 
 had occupied the House on the day previous, was an appro- 
 priation for some improvement in the condition of our west- 
 ern frontier. It had been warmly discussed, and was likely 
 to go by the board, but the gentleman now announced being 
 in favor of the measure, and in the face of all opposition, 
 was determined to put it through. He commenced thus : 
 
 " Mr. Speaker, allow me sir, to relate an anecdote which oc- 
 curred in the town from which I came. "A young man, 
 with whom I was intimately acquainted, had paid his ad- 
 dresses to a lady with whom I was also acquainted, and for 
 a season all went on very well. Suddenly something trans- 
 pired which put an end to the intimacy for the present, and 
 the gentleman was forbidden ever to enter the house again. 
 He was much distressed and earnestly sought an interview 
 witli the offended lady ; but was denied the privilege of see- 
 ing her. He at length determined on the last effort of rec- 
 onciliation. He went to the house, rang the bell, was admit- 
 
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 ted, and wished to see the lady for the last time, (unless they 
 could make the matter up.) She came, and he thus addres- 
 sed her. ' My dear, we have been acquainted for some time ; 
 our acquaintance has ripened into friendship and love ; you 
 have discarded me for an evident misunderstanding. Now 
 let us blot everything from the page of remembrance, and 
 begin anew/ They mutually embraced, renewed the ac- 
 quaintance, and were finally married. Now, Mr. Speaker, 
 this is my position ; let us act as wisely as this young couple 
 did, and commence anew." This created a general laugh 
 throughout the house. 
 
 I had been two years in the Massachusetts Legislature, and 
 had witnessed some things which I considered rather deroga- 
 tory to the character of respectable men, and now plainly 
 saw that I had not seen everything. All around the floor 
 were groups of men, busily engaged in noisy conversation, 
 apparently regardless of the subject under discussion, and 
 others were debating a point, evidently under much excite- 
 ment, and interlarding their remarks with dreadful oaths, 
 apparently regardless of anything like decorum. I left this 
 babel, and to change the scene, took a walk in a flower 
 garden. Comment on the City of Washington is unnecessa- 
 ry now ; I leave it for those more capable of faithfully 
 delineating the true character of the Capitol during a 
 Session of Congress. I left Washington for Baltimore, and 
 on arriving there learned that a mob had just destroyed a 
 printing-press, the excitement of which had hardly subsided ; 
 took my seat for Boston, and arrived home on the 10th of 
 June. 
 
 Several years passed without any event transpiring worthy 
 of note, except that during this time I had received from a 
 man who was indebted to me, a deed of a tract of land in 
 the town of Athens, in Maine. One of my neighbors had 
 also received a deed from the same source, and under the 
 same circumstances. We had mutually promised that at 
 some convenient season we would go and examine our newly 
 acquired estate. At length the time came. We took the 
 steamer for Portland, on our way to Athens. We left Bos- 
 ton, late in the afternoon — had a pleasant night. I was out 
 
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 very early next morning, in order to get a look at the land. 
 I went amidships, leaned over the rail, and as we were close 
 in shore, I had a good opportunity for gratifying my desire. 
 Along-side of me was a negro, who was also scanning the 
 shore along. I remarked to him that here would he a nice 
 place to raise grapes. He turned to me with an indignant 
 smile. 
 
 " Grapes ! sir ? These people raise grapes ?" Why, sir, 
 they are too lazy to make a hoe handle, but will send to 
 Boston to buy one. If you are going down East, you will see 
 two or three lazy lubbers spend a whole day in a boat, and 
 catch twenty-five cents worth of fish, rather than go to 
 work, as they might do, and earn a dollar apiece. There is 
 no more soul in these eastern fellows than there is in a 
 sculpin." 
 
 " Do you live here ?" 
 
 " Yes sir, I reside in Bangor, and have a wife and two 
 children. I own a small house, a good sized pig, a cow, and 
 a lot of chickens. I have just returned from Porto Rico, in 
 a Boston brig, and am now returning home. I was speaking 
 of these eastern fellows not having any spunk ; on the 
 passage home we had a couple of chaps that belonged to 
 Ellsworth. The mate flogged them every day, and they had 
 not spunk enough to resist him ; and even after we had got 
 in, they were as meaching to him as kittens. I don't think 
 much of these down-easters, anyhow." 
 
 " How long have you lived here among them ?'! 
 
 "Well, sir, I have been married about three years ; am a 
 runaway slave, and think I shall have time to relate to you 
 my story. I believe I was born in Richmond, but am not cer- 
 tain, nor did I ever know anything about my parents. The 
 first thing I ever knew was, of being a little boy in Tap- 
 pahannock. My master had a little son near my age, whose 
 name was William, but they called him Billy. My master 
 died when I was quite young, and Billy taught me my letters, 
 by making them in the sand ; it was against the law for 
 any one in Tappahannock to teach their slaves to read. 
 Billy and I were good friends ; my mistress was a nice 
 woman, and I seldom got a whipping. 
 
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 " When I grew a big boy, my mistress let me out to a man 
 that followed packeting form Norfolk to Richmond. On 
 board this packet I learned to read, by taking the letters off 
 the boxes, and getting Billy to show me how to put them to- 
 gether, and very soon could read a chapter in the Bible, and 
 reckon figures. When I was old enough, my mistress allow- 
 ed me to marry. I had been acquainted with a nice girl, 
 that belonged to a man up river. I paid him seventy-five 
 dollars for her for three years, and at the end of that time, 
 if I paid two hundred more, I might have her altogether. 
 
 " The captain of the schooner had a job to supply a steam- 
 boat that run to Philadelphia with coal ; we carried two 
 loads there. 
 
 " One day, one of the men at work with us, says to me, 'Bill, 
 why don't you cut sticks now ? You are in a free State, and 
 now is your chance ! ' 
 
 " This was the first time I ever thought of running away. 
 There was a colored family that lived a little way from 
 where we discharged our coal, and the old man was one who 
 waited on parties. I told him I had a mind to run away, 
 but had left my wife and some money at home, and the next 
 trip would manage to bring my wife and mqney, and be a 
 free man. When I got back to Eichmond, I got a fellow to 
 bring my wife up to the schooner, and the captain consented 
 to let her go with me to Philadelphia. I took her ashore, 
 and my old colored friend got a place for her in the country. 
 I then made tracks for New York, got a voyage as steward 
 of a packet ship to Havre. Was gone four months, and on 
 my return to New York, went to Philadelphia to see about 
 my wife. My old friend was mighty glad to see me, but 
 told me bad news about her. She had a place in an aboli- 
 tion family, but they treated her so bad, she went back and 
 gave herself up to her old master. I believe " continued the 
 negro, " that the slaves at the South would have been much 
 better off if the Northern people had let them alone, and 
 not troubled them at all. 
 
 " I went back to New York, and got a voyage to New Or- 
 leans. I knew I was a fool for doing so ; but perhaps it is 
 just as well now. When we reached the city, I was marched 
 
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 off to prison for safe keeping, till the ship was ready for sea. 
 As I went along with the policeman, who should I fall in 
 with, but a man that lived the next house to my mistress; he 
 knew all about my running away, so I was put in irons, and 
 was confined as a runaway slave. Information of my arrest 
 was sent home, and in two weeks Billy had arrived at New 
 Orleans, and came to the prison to see me. When I saw 
 him, these eyes began to leak, and he was a baby too, and in 
 a few minutes, says, ' Bill, as soon as mother heard you were 
 here, she sent me to tell you if you would come back with 
 me, she would overlook all ; but if you refuse to return on 
 these terms, I have orders to sell you.' 
 
 " I told him that as I had now tasted liberty, couldn't think 
 of beino; a slave any longer. 
 
 " ' Well then, you must be sold.' 
 
 " He advertised me in the newspaper, and gave me a first- 
 rate character, and brought me one to read. When mv wife 
 went back, her master did not whip her, nor even say a hard 
 word to her, but my mistress claimed her, because she was 
 my wife. I was sold to a tobacco merchant, and put in the 
 packing house to take account of the shipments, and in thir- 
 ty-seven days from the time that I was sold, I was in Boston. 
 I had got acquainted with the steward, while in prison, and 
 the night before the ship went from the levy, I was stowed 
 away between two bales of cotton behind the pantry, and lie 
 on my side the whole passage ; the .steward fed me through 
 a small hole in the boards. 
 
 " At midnight, after the day of our arrival, when all was 
 still, the steward hauled me out, and with a o;ood deal of 
 trouble carried me on deck, but I was totally blind. There 
 were two colored men that kept a shop in Brattle street, 
 waitino; for me with a wagon. I was taken to a house, 
 washed, and a suit of clothes were given me. They kept 
 me with them a few days until I could see. I then got a 
 vovage on board a Bangor briff for Havana, and have sailed 
 out of Bangor ever since, and that is three years ago." 
 
 This was Bill's story, and I have endeavored to repeat it 
 just as he told it to me. 
 
 We left Portland, and according to directions, proceeded 
 
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 to Augusta in the mail stage, where we were to enquire our 
 way to Athens. Augusta is a pretty place ; we remained 
 here two days, and took the mail stage for Skowhegan. The 
 weather being warm, and the inside of the coach somewhat 
 crowded, I took a seat outside with the driver. While rid- 
 ing through this barren region, I observed to a man who was 
 sitting beside me, that a large farm of such land as this, 
 would give a fellow the horrors. He turned to me, and said : 
 " Did you ever have the horrors ? " 
 "Yes, many times." 
 
 " Well, then, you know how to pity me." 
 "Why, what's the matter?" 
 
 " Well, sir, I will tell you. I am under charge of the 
 sheriff ; he is inside, and I am going back to Skowhegan." 
 He then related the following story : 
 " I live about eighteen miles from Boston ; (I have for- 
 gotten the name of the town, although familiar to me for 
 many years after. ) One of my neighbors came to me and said 
 he wanted to raise two hundred dollars to meet a payment 
 due on his. farm. ' Now,' said he, 'I have a note against a 
 man at Skowhegan, Maine, for one hundred and sixty-five 
 dollars, for a shingle-machine that 1 sold him, a year ago 
 this month. This note is now due, and I am sure that he 
 can pay it immediately. I will sell you the note for one 
 hundred dollars cash, and must have the money in three 
 days. I gave him the hundred dollars and took the 
 note. I had never seen any part of Maine, and thought I 
 should like a trip to the eastward ; so I commenced my jour- 
 ney, and arrived at Skowhegan four days ago ; found the 
 man that owed the note. He was a gallows-looking rascal, 
 and at first was going to strike me, and asked me what I 
 meant by bringing him a forged note. Said I to him, 
 ' What do you mean by a forged note ? I bought it of that 
 man/ pointing to the name. By this time I was surounded 
 by a dozen real, vagabond-looking fellows ; the man swore 
 he had paid the note, and said that he could produce it ; 
 and the next morning brought a note which he swore was 
 the genuine one which he had paid ; still swearing that mine 
 
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 was forged. Seeing how matters stood, I took the stage for 
 home, to lay the matter before the man from whom I had 
 bought it. I reached Augusta in the evening, intending to 
 leave next morning ; but just as I had seated myself at the 
 breakfast table, the sheriif came in, and arrested me on a 
 charge of forgery and am now on my way back to Skowhe- 
 gan." 
 
 By this time, we had arrived at Waterville ; the coach 
 drew up to the tavern, for the passengers to dine. The 
 sheriff took charge of his man. I followed them into the 
 parlor, and remarked to the sheriff : 
 
 " I see you have a prisoner there, sir. We sat together on 
 the coach, and he has related to me the circumstances of his 
 detention ; 1 think there is some mystery about it." 
 
 " Yes, sir ; it is a hard case for our friend here, anyhow." 
 
 Dinner was ready, but the prisoner would not eat. I urged 
 him to take some food, as he had eaten no breakfast, and it 
 would be late in the afternoon before we should arrive at 
 Skowhegan. He still refused, saying that his distress was 
 so great, he felt no desire for food. Away from home, among 
 strangers, arrested for forgery, and without means to defend 
 himself. I partook of a hasty dinner, and returned to him. 
 
 " Now" said I, " if your statement to me is true, I will 
 be your friend, and remain by you until we see the result. 
 If you are in want of money, I will give you enough to pay 
 your expenses ; so now cheer up ; you may rely on me as 
 your friend." 
 
 Hearing this, he seemed much affected, took my hand, and 
 thanked me kindly. The stage being ready, we mounted to 
 our seats again, with the prisoner by my side. He appeared 
 to be an honest, simple-hearted man, owned a small farm, 
 and had left a wife and one child at home. He said that 
 the greatest cause of his distress was, that when he left home, 
 he did not expect to be absent but a few days, and now he 
 feared that his farm and stock would suffer, and his wife 
 would also feel alarmed for him. 
 
 " Don 't let that trouble you," said I ; " keep a stiff upper 
 lip, and never be frightened, if you are innocent. If you 
 are an innocent man, you have nothing to fear." 
 
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 At five, P. M., we arrived at Skowhegan. In front of the 
 tavern was a long piazza, crowded with a gang of bloated, 
 raowd, state prison-looking loggers, and the most conspic- 
 uous among them, was the hero of the shingle-machine. 
 He was about half clad, and little more than half intoxi- 
 cated. My friend, the prisoner, myself and sheriff went 
 into the sitting-room, and closed the door. 
 
CHAPTER XXIII. 
 
 Termination of the shingle-machine affair, — Obtain a horse and chaise 
 and start for Athens, — Description of the roads, — Sentiment, — Stop 
 to rest, — Dismal appearance of the country. — See a house, — Get to 
 it, — Happen to hit on the right man, — Explain our visit, — Kindly 
 treated, — Description of land speculators, — Describe our lots, — They 
 are valueless, — Remarks on Athens, — Remain all night, — Affecting 
 story, — Reflections, — Early breakfast, — Depart. — Ride up to a tavern, 
 — Plentiful supply, — Arrive at Skowhegan, — Description, — Start for 
 Boston, — Disposal of our land. 
 
 I informed the sheriff that I was the prisoner's friend and 
 should not leave him until justice had been done. " If this 
 man has come all the way from Boston with a forged note 
 against that ' cut-throat looking villain,' with an expectation 
 of getting money from him, then he deserves the highest 
 punishment that the law can inflict. But, sir, if on the other 
 hand, it turn- out that all this is a scheme to defraud this 
 man of the genuine note, I am determined to put him through 
 and have that fellow punished. " 
 
 The gentleman who was my fellow traveller to Athens was 
 also a sympathizer with me in behalf of the prisoner, and 
 was willing to remain until the case was decided. The first 
 thing now to be done was to procure able counsel, if such 
 could be found in these regions, and it must be done imme- 
 diately. 
 
 The sheriff recommended me to a squire somebody, who 
 resided in a village seven miles distant. I accordingly made 
 preparation to go for him, and went out on the piazza among 
 the people who, by this time, had considerably increased. 
 They gathered round me, enquiring what was to lie done with 
 the forger. I now explained to them my position ; that after 
 hearing the man's story, I believed that a plan had been ar- 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 431 
 
 ranged to defraud hirn out of the note and probably to 
 extort money from him. " Now, gentlemen, I am his friend 
 to any amount, and am determined that the guilty party shall 
 be punished." Turning to the miserable object who was the 
 cause of this trouble, said I, " how is it that there are two 
 notes alike, unless you wrote a duplicate for this very pur- 
 pose? And I wish to ask another question. You say you 
 paid the note two months ago ; why did you pay before it 
 came to maturity 1 you don't look as if you were over-run 
 with money." And while talking with the fellow, the land- 
 lord beckoned for me to come in ; he then took me aside and 
 
 said: 
 
 " I think, sir, this matter can be adjusted without further 
 trouble. That fellow is now under bonds for stealing logs, 
 and is not worth a red cent. I think if you will come in and 
 see the sheriff with me, the whole matter can be settled with- 
 out further trouble." 
 
 And now, reader, what do you think flashed across my 
 mind ? could it be possible that the landlord tvas at the 
 bottom of the whole transaction, and when he found that 
 the man had a friend he teas' glad to back out ? And to 
 end this villanous affair it was adjusted that night; and 
 in the morning our quondam prisoner came to me with a 
 cheerful countenance, saying that all was right ; he had been 
 remunerated and was going home in the next stage. Al- 
 though this story may appear like fiction, yet I assure the 
 reader it is strictly true. 
 
 We ascertained that Athens lay in a northern direction 
 about twelve miles distant. Obtained a horse and chaise and 
 commenced our journey very early next morning ; previously 
 parlaking of a hearty breakfast. The first few miles was 
 through a decent country, bearing a luxuriant growth of 
 stunted pine trees ; the road, however, was richly lined with 
 bushes, and here and there a few red and green blackberries. 
 Our path now lay up the side of a young mountain, the top 
 of which looked as high as the clouds. The sun shone brightly, 
 imparting much warmth. And the old horse showed evident 
 signs that his pores were not in the least obstructed, and in 
 order to relieve the poor brute, we both got out and walked 
 
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 behind, pushing the team ahead with all our might. We 
 soon discovered that going to Athens was altogether up-hill 
 work, and after four hour's drag, we reached the summit and 
 stopped to rest, for we had actually pushed the horse most of 
 the way up. I sat down and began to sentimentalize. I 
 cast my eyes around to catch a sight of Athens, either of 
 Mars Hill or the Acropolis, crowned with the majestic Par- 
 thenon, but saw nothing before me but one vast desert of 
 white rocks. My companion was a whole-souled fellow, and 
 we really enjoyed this scene of desolation. All at once I 
 fell into a reverie. What is life in nine cases out of ten, but 
 what is here so clearly illustrated ? Youth starts out into 
 the world with fine and flattering expectations. The road 
 for a few years is balmy and pleasant, but he soon finds that 
 many of his prospects, like the pine trees, are stunted, and 
 that gold does not grow on bushes by the roadside. In 
 climbing the hill, he not only drags his own weary limbs 
 along, but often has to push others ahead, and after all this 
 fatigue, when at the top, what does he see but a dreary waste 
 of barren rocks ? 
 
 All three of us now being sufficiently rested, we bipeds got 
 into the chaise and concluded that as we had pushed the old 
 horse up hill, it was no more than fair that he should drag 
 us down. We began to descend, and very soon lost sight of 
 land. Here we were now on a sea of rocks, of every species, 
 reaching quite round to the horizon. The road led to a deep 
 
 valley. 
 
 After riding an hour, we saw in the distance a green spot, 
 when on a nearer approach discovered a house and barn 
 near by, surrounded by some well cultivated land, and when 
 within a quarterof a mile of it, I got out, went over to make 
 enquiry of the people in what direction Athens lay. I 
 jumped over the fence and saw a good looking old man in 
 the barn yard, whom I saluted. 
 
 " How do you do, sir? will you have the kindness to direct 
 me the road to Athens ?" 
 
 " Why, sir, you are in Athens now ! n 
 
 "Do you call this Athens?" 
 
 " Yes, sir, this is Athens." 
 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 433 
 
 I went back a short distance, waved my hat to iny friend 
 in the chaise, when the former kindly offered to pilot him in. 
 I had not yet made known my business to him, but as we 
 were now all together, told hi in that we had come here to 
 hunt up two tracts of land, having the deeds with us, and 
 asked him if he could direct us to any one that could point 
 out the lots to us. 
 
 " Oh, yes, sir, I am the register of deeds and commission- 
 er for Athens. If you will show me your deeds 1 can inform 
 you of their location. Gentlemen, walk into the house, and 
 I will take care of your horse." 
 
 We entered and he introduced us to his wife, a fine, healthy, 
 lady-like looking woman, and a family of six rosy, chubby- 
 looking children the very picture of health. The lady was 
 extremely kind, and immediately made preparation to get us 
 some refreshment. In a few minutes a table was spread with 
 an abundant supply of good things. After partaking of 
 them, the old gentleman sat down with us, giving an enter- 
 taining account of the Eastern land speculation, relating 
 many anecdotes of half-mad purchasers who came there with 
 large, and well-drawn plans, having upon them broad and 
 rapid rivers, excellent mill sites, with a gigantic growth of 
 pine trees, none of which had ever been found, nor did they 
 ever exist. 
 
 He knew about our lots, and said he could point them out 
 if we would walk to a small hill a few rods from the house. 
 When we had reached the summit with the plan in hand, he 
 commenced with me. 
 
 " You see that farthest ridge yonder ? You observe there 
 are two ?" 
 
 " Yes, it looks like a little streak along the horizon." 
 
 " Yes ; well your lot lies beyond that !" 
 
 " Why, that is beyond sundown !" 
 
 II Yes, 'tis a long way off, but there is a large swamp just 
 this side, and it would be rather difficult to reach it now, the 
 mosquitos are so thick they would devour a man in a few 
 hours." 
 
 " What kind of land is it ?" 
 
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434 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 " Well sir, it is rather stony, and there is some wood there, 
 but there is no way to get it off." 
 
 " What do you think it is worth ?" 
 
 " That is rather hard to say, for nobody wants it. You 
 might possibly get twenty-five cents an acre by giving a long 
 credit." 
 
 Having obtained all the information, and much more than 
 I desired, about my lot, my companion wished his pointed 
 out. 
 
 " Oh, your lot lies just here ; you have passed over a great 
 part of it in coming here." 
 . " What ! all those rocks ?" 
 
 " Yes sir." 
 
 We both burst into a hearty laugh. 
 
 " Halloo, Ben," said I, " your fortune is made, sure. All 
 you have to do is, to notify the King of Holland that you 
 can supply him with granite for building his contemplated 
 city on the grand bank. And now, you have the advantage 
 over me, for you can walk over your ground, while I can't 
 reach mine, without going* to it in a balloon. We have now 
 seen ' where our possessions lie,' and are standing on a hill 
 in Athens, which might have been called Mare Hill ; but I 
 think that Cecrops was not the founder of this modern city, 
 neither will it ever become a seat of kingly authority, under 
 another Codrus, nor the capital of a modern Greece ; and if 
 another Paul should ever come here to preach, he would 
 probably choose the words of his predecessor for a text, 'Finally, 
 brethren, farewell/ for I hardly think he would ever visit it 
 again." 
 
 We returned to the house. As it was late in the after- 
 noon, we were politely solicited to remain all night, as it was 
 seldom they saw strangers, and particularly those that were 
 all the way from Boston. 
 
 We consented to stay. He then invited us out, and 
 showed us around his farm, which was like a beautiful oasis 
 in the desert. It consisted of about forty acres, and -.vas 
 under excellent culture. He had resided on it ten years ; 
 had formerly lived in New Hampshire, but meeting with a 
 heavy loss, retired with his family to the wilderness, selected 
 
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 this spot, and by hard labor and rigid economy, had made 
 his farm what it was. " But," said he, " I am like a man on 
 a rapid river in a boat, pulling against the current, if I stop 
 one minute, my boat is swept down, and it is hard work to 
 regain my former position. We have excellent health, and 
 have lost but one child since we have been here. Our 
 eldest daughter died in March, which was a heavy stroke for 
 us, and 1 thought it would have carried my wife off too." 
 Previous to retiring, the lady again alluded to the last ill- 
 ness and death of this amiable girl : she very imprudently 
 went a short distance from the house early in the morning, 
 while the ground was quite wet ; her shoes being very thin, 
 she took a violent cold, which led to rapid consumption. She 
 pined away very fast, so that her hip bones protruded 
 through the skin. 
 
 She begged her father to remove her from the soft bed, 
 and let her lie upon the floor ; the father, to gratify her, 
 complied, but she could not endure it a minute, and wished 
 to be put back again. She then called her parents, little 
 brothers and sisters to her bedside, kissed them all, and 
 dropped sweetly away into the arms of her Saviour. 
 
 This recital was somewhat similar to that of the old lady 
 in Richmond, and was equally affecting. I could not avoid 
 mingling my tears with theirs. How strong are the ties of 
 parental affection, which often seem made up and woven 
 with our very life-strings. 
 
 We retired to rest, and notwithstanding I was quite weary 
 with my day's journey, it seemed as though I could lie 
 awake, and contemplate this solitary, yet lovely family. 
 
 Here, but a few days ago, was a lovely blooming form, 
 just ripening into usefulness, her mother's solace, her father's 
 hope, and on whom the little ones doted to the extent of 
 their capacities. It was to save her mother's step that she 
 went out in that unguarded manner, as the errand required 
 despatch. 
 
 Although this young lady was the picture of health, with 
 ruddy cheeks and ample form, how applicable here are Tup- 
 per's lines on death : 
 
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 " Keep silence, daughter of frivolity — for Death is in that chamber ! 
 
 Startle not with echoing- sound the strangely solemn peace. 
 
 Death is here in spirit, watcher of a marble corpse — 
 
 That eye is fixed, that heart is still — how dreadful in its stillness ! 
 
 Death, new tenant of the house, pervadeth all the la brie ; 
 
 He waiteth at the head, and he standeth at the feet, and hideth in the 
 
 caverns of the breast ; 
 Death, subtle leech, hath anatomized soul from body, 
 Dissecting well in every nerve its spirit from its substance ; 
 Death, rigid lord, hath claimed the heriot clay, 
 "While jovouslv the youthful soul hath gone to take its heritage." 
 
 Early next morning we partook of an excellent breakfast, 
 and bade adieu to this hospitable Athenian family. And were 
 it in my power, would heap blessings on their heads, and 
 strew their paths with happiness and peace. 
 
 It was a lovely morning, and at about nine o'clock we 
 made the land, and were soon clear of Berts lot. 
 
 At noon, we rode a short distance out of our way, in 
 order to reach what we thought to be a tavern; both our- 
 selves and horse wanted some refreshment. On reach ina; it, 
 we found a collection of people outside the door, and there 
 seemed to have been some trouble around the premises ; we 
 soon ascertained what the difficulty was. Two men had 
 swapped horses, and it appeared that the swapper had cheated 
 the swappee, who wanted to annul the trade, and get his 
 horse back ; to this the fellow would not listen, consequently 
 they had a small fight. How it ended, I don't know; am 
 certain that I did not feel interested enough in them to care. 
 
 We called for dinner, when a great, tall slab of a girl 
 came in to knew what we would have, whether meat zcittals, 
 or bread and milk. We replied, " beef steak, if you have 
 it, or a piece of ham." After waitng a long time, Dolly in- 
 formed us that our dinner was ready in the next room ; 
 and true enough, it was a dinner. Here was a large pudding 
 dish, with meat enough for ten hungry men, and the meat 
 fairly swimming with melted grease ; then there were two 
 large pies, a loaf of bread, a plate of butter, a piece of 
 cheese, a dish of potatoes, and a saucer of pickles. 
 
 Now Dolly knew we were hungry, and governed herself 
 accordingly. She waited upon us very attentively, and 
 
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 seemed much afraid that we had not made a dinner, because 
 we left more than half she had placed before us. Oar bill 
 for this dinner was twenty-five cents each. 
 
 We started in good spirits for Skowhegan, and arrived 
 there about sundown, on Saturday. 
 
 Next morning, at Sunday School time, I took a walk 
 towards the meeting-house, and must say that in no country 
 town have I ever seen a prettier company of young ladies 
 and children, nor those that were more fashionably dressed. 
 The town is prettily situated, containing some fine farms and 
 a beautiful waterfall in the centre. 
 
 We were out early on Monday morning, as the stage left 
 at nine o'clock, for Augusta. I saw no more of the shingle- 
 machine fellow, although there were a number of lowers 
 hanging round for their morning dram, which consists of 
 New England rum and half a pint of molasses. I entered 
 into a joking conversation with some of them, while on the 
 piazza. Said I : 
 
 " You appear to be a hard set of fellows here." 
 
 " Yes, sir ; they '11 take your eyeteeth out, unless you look 
 sharp, and keep your mouth shut." 
 
 " How do they dispose of log-stealers here ? " 
 
 " How do they dispose of them ? Why, they must ketch 
 'em first. There are fellows here that will steal a log di- 
 rectly before your eyes, and you won't know it. There 's 
 Ned Sprowl ; he 's the slickest thief in the whole State of 
 Maine. I'll tell you what he did. 
 
 "One of our lumber dealers had over a thousand loo-s in 
 the booms, waiting a chance to get 'em over. Every morn- 
 ing he missed a number of his logs, and was determined to 
 watch 'em himself. He put on his big coat, took his gun, 
 well loaded with duck shot, a bottle of stuff, and straddled 
 a big log. It was a bright moonlight night ; after a while 
 he gave a look round, took a swig from the bottle, and fell 
 asleep. In the morning he awoke, and found himself astride 
 the bark. Ned Sprowl had been there and hauled the loo- 
 out from the bark, and never waked the fellow." 
 
 The stage being ready, we jumped in, and were soon safe 
 and sound in Boston. Perhaps the reader would like to know 
 
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 what disposition we made of our property. I gave our kind 
 host a power of attorney to sell mine for one cent an acre ; 
 and if he could not obtain that, give it to somebody, and 
 pay them something for owning it. My comrade did the 
 same, and if it is true, as some geologists say, that stones 
 grow, Ben must have a powerful crop by this time. 
 
CHAPTER XXIV. 
 
 Allusion to a previous chapter, relating to the fate of my fellow apprentices, 
 — My attention again drawn to the subject, on meeting one who had 
 been a convict in the State Prison, — Several years a teacher in the 
 prison, — Remarks. — Meet an old acquaintance, — His rapid downfall, — 
 His son,— Downfall and ignominious end, — My friendship for my friend, 
 His behavior, — Dies miserable, — Become acquainted^ with the his- 
 tory of two young convicts, — Disposition to hide their sins,— -Remarks 
 of an old sinner,— His honest confession, — Murder of the Warden, — 
 Discharge of one of my scholars as evidence,— His genteel appearance, — 
 Recommitment to prison, — Liberation of another, — Calls on me, — 
 Supply him,— Goes to New Bedford,— Returns,— Is the same Villain 
 still,— Ungrateful conduct,— Arrested, — Sentenced to House of Cor- 
 rection, — Advice to the young,— Always willing to help the poor and 
 afflicted, — Sometimes treated with ingratitude, — Assist an old drunk- 
 ard, — His happv reform, and peaceful family, — Supply him with nec- 
 essaries, — Another State Prison story, — Hypocritical rogue, — His ap- 
 prehension, and history,— Thefts,— Appeals tome for sympathy,— Have 
 nothing to do with him. 
 
 Ix a previous chapter, I alluded to tlie fate of some, who 
 were apprentices with me, and of others, who were my contem- 
 poraries. In walking down Washington street one day, I 
 met a certain character, who, to use the common phrase, is 
 coining money, in a most nefarious business ; who usually 
 mingles in the best society. 1 could not refrain from looking 
 back to the place where 1 first saw him, though on no consid- 
 eration, would I ever mention his name. I will however relate 
 a few incidents which rather conclusively show that State 
 Prison conversions do not often amount to much. 
 
 For several years, I had in company with others,^ at the 
 solicitation of a Society of benevolent individuals, visited the 
 State Prison, at Charlestown, on alternate Sabbath days^for 
 the purpose of teaching the convicts, who were divided into 
 classes, and invariably gave the greatest attention to the 
 instruction. The chaplain, Mr. Curtis, was apparently a 
 
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 man of exemplary piety, who did all that lay in 1h3 power 
 for the present, and future welfare of the prisoners, and 
 was sure to mark the incipient signs of repentance in any 
 with whom he conversed, was also faithful in pro; noting its 
 growth, which in some instances he felt satisfied, was consum- 
 mated in genuine conversion, which in two other cases was 
 the means of obtaining executive pardon, and premature 
 discharge. 
 
 At the early part of my services at the prison, while look- 
 in fj round the chapel I saw a man anion 2: the convicts, who, 
 during his apprenticeship, was one of my most intimate com- 
 panions, a steady, industrious, and respectable youth. He 
 became a man, left his mechanical profession, followed the 
 sea, became master and owner, married into a respectable 
 family, had two children, a son and a daughter. The boy 
 was well educated, and also followed the sea. Now, mark 
 the downfall, and tell me how it could be. 
 
 Capt. S., enjoyed the confidence and respect of those who 
 knew him. But, all at once, like the gathering of a thunder- 
 storm, or the destructive tornado, he fell, like Lucifer from 
 Heaven, passing rapidly through all the grades of vicious 
 delusion, until he was locked up in the State Prison for 
 stealing. 
 
 During the first two years of his imprisonment, his son was 
 faithful and affectionate to his mother and sister, throwing 
 in his earnings toward the support of the family. But as 
 suddenly as did father, so did he fall ; became a drunk- 
 ard, was discharged from his employ, and finally hung, 
 as a mutineer, on board the U. S. brig, Somers. 
 
 The chaplain of the prison felt encouraged from what he 
 saw, that this unfortunate man was a true penitent. His 
 sentence was for three years, and at its expiration, on the 
 day of his release, I met him. and proffered my friendship. 
 He told me that he had seen his wife, who was willing to 
 receive him again, and to live with him. In order to encour- 
 age the reform, and to assist him until he could get into 
 some employment, I furnished him witli fuel, groceries, and a 
 supply of clothing, for all which he appeared v^ry grateful. 
 He was a skilful turner, and told me that he only wanted a 
 
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 small lathe and some tools to commence with, and he wonld 
 then earn a o-ood living. I felt much pleased with his de- 
 portment, and furnished him with all he wanted, and with 
 money, with which to purchase stock ; all went on well 
 for several weeks. One evening, his daughter came to my 
 house in tears, and begged 1113 to come to the house, for her 
 father had abused her mother shamefully, saying, " it was 
 impossible for them to live together." 
 
 I went immediately over, saw them, expressed my surprise 
 and regret, that, under the favorable circumstances with 
 which they had met, that they could not banish the remem- 
 brance of the past, and look at the future, under God's 
 blessing, as the bright sunset after a stormy day. To be 
 brief, he turned like the " dog to his vomit, and the sow to her 
 wallowing in the mire," gave himself up to intoxication, and 
 died a drunkard ! Notwithstanding the prospect before him, 
 of seeking God's blessing, and ending his days in happiness 
 and peace. 
 
 My visits to the prison, were on alternate Sabbaths ; and 
 for several months I had the same class, which consisted of 
 six young men, neither of whom were over twenty-five years 
 of age. It was not allowed for a teacher, to hold any con- 
 versation with a convict scholar on any other subject than 
 that which concerned his lesson, or the application of it to 
 the present case. But I could not resist the temptation, to 
 digress from rule so far, as to enquire of each one his name 
 and term of sentence. I commenced with the one opposite 
 to me, and in a low voice asked his name, and the above par- 
 ticulars. He gave me a name, whether true, or an alias, I 
 could not tell. He belonged to a town near Worcester, 
 Mass., and when arrested, was doing a prosperous business, had 
 been married a year, and had one child. Said he : " I am 
 entirely innocent of the crime alleged against me, and for 
 which 1 am now suffering; it was for forgery. I was in com- 
 pany with some young men one evening, when the conversa- 
 tion turned on beautiful hand writing. I was asked if I 
 could imitate that name. I did it so well, that none of the 
 others could distinguish the original from the copied. Next 
 
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 day, I was arrested on charge of forgery, tried, and senten- 
 ced for five years in the State Prison." 
 
 This was the sum of his story, which might do to tell to 
 marines, for sailors would not helieve it. I showed no signs 
 of unbelief ahout his story, merely observing that if I were 
 living at the expiration of his sentence, I should like to see 
 him. 
 
 I could not help noticing the cast of this young man's 
 head, his high, and well-formed forehead, brilliant and pen- 
 etrating eyes, together with a fine manly form ; but, alas ! 
 what does all this amount to? he is a State Prison convict, a 
 stigma, which time may partially cover, but is never for- 
 gotten. 
 
 The next case was a youth from the country, he was also 
 innocent of the crime for which lie was imprisoned ! What an 
 outrage upon society, when an innocent man is arrested for 
 an alleged crime, tried, and found guilty by twelve impar- 
 tial jurymen, and then in consummation of this act of injus- 
 tice, the stern judge pronounces the appalling sentence, two 
 days solitary confinement, and five years hard labor in the 
 State Prison ! " Woe unto you also ye laivyers ! for you lade 
 men, with burdens grievous to be borne, and ye yourselves touch 
 not the burdens with one of your fingers. " This young man 
 very briefly told me his story ; which was, that some stolen 
 property was found in his possession, but he coidd not tell how 
 it came there! he had been in prison two years, and had three 
 more to serve. Neither did I intimate to him, that I disbe- 
 lieved his story, and was sorry to find that neither of them 
 had ingenuousness enough tc Qpenly confess their crimes and 
 manifest some signs of repentance. But mark the contrast; 
 the third man on the seat, who was a rough, highwayman- 
 looking fellow, with short wiry red hair, face full of large 
 freckles, and a wicked looking eye. During the time that 
 these innocent vouno-sters were telling their stories, he was 
 reachino: forward, and attentively listening* to their state- 
 ments. He was an entire stranger, probably never having 
 seen them before meeting in the class. After the boy had 
 got through with his story, this fellow very deliberately 
 straightened himself up, and giving me a sort of leering look, 
 
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 said he, in a low voice, of course, " I wonder, sir, how it is 
 that these two innocent chaps are allowed to sit with me. I 
 acknowledge that lam a big villain, and I deserve to be here. 
 I broke into a house and helped myself to a fine lot of silver, 
 but I got drunk one day, and told of the robbery, and they 
 just nabbed me, and put me here for ten years. But never 
 mind, I '11 be a good blacksmith when I get out," 
 
 There was one other, whose term of imprisonment would 
 expire in a few weeks, and to whom I merely remarked, that 
 I should like to see him after his liberation, gave him my 
 address, and said no more. A very short time after this 
 private interview, Mr. Lincoln, the warden of the prison, was 
 murdered by a convict in the workshop-, where our young 
 forger was employed, who was an eyewitness to the assault. 
 One day a gentleman called on me, neatly clothed in a hand- 
 some suit of black, with white gloves, gold watch elaborately 
 chained, and making a very polite bow, " How do you do, 
 sir ? perhaps you don 't recognize me ; you remember your 
 class at the prison." I immediately recollected that fine 
 countenance, took him by the hand, and enquired how it was 
 that he was at liberty. He replied that he had been par- 
 doned in order that he might give testimony against the 
 murderer of the warden. Our interview was short at this 
 time, but he called on me again, saying, that when the trial 
 was over, he was going home, and hoped to pass the re- 
 mainder of his life in an honest endeavor to get a good 
 living, also to regain a respectable standing in society. But 
 alas ! how frail is man, and how weak are resolutions when 
 made in our own strength. It was only a short time after 
 this interview, that I read the arrest of this innocent young 
 man for a larceny, that would, without any doubt, send him 
 back to his old quarters, where he might have the pleasure 
 of putting on his uniform and sitting again beside his old 
 friend, the red haired burglar. According to appointment, tl e 
 young man who was to" be* liberated in a few weeks, came 
 to my house, and then informed me that he belonged to New 
 Bedford, and would like to go home ; but had neither money 
 nor clothing. I supplied him with a suit of clothes, and 
 gave him five dollars to bear his expenses, and for which 
 
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 he seemed very grateful. Not many days after his de- 
 parture, I received a letter from him, in which he said he 
 was so persecuted by his old acquaintances, on account of 
 having been in the State Prison, that it was impossible for 
 him to remain there, and should return to Boston, which 
 he did, and came to me for advice and assistance. He said 
 that he had worked a few years in a cabinet maker's shop, 
 at the prison, and thought that he understood the business 
 well enough to work at it for a living. Accordingly, with 
 the assistance of two others, we procured him a situation in 
 a cabinet maker's shop ; procured him several jobs, such as 
 making work-tables, and benches for some benevolent ladies, 
 who were willing to pay him a generous price for the arti- 
 cles. He had not been many days in the shop, when the 
 workmen began to miss their tools. At length the young 
 man was suspected as being the thief, was accordingly 
 watched, and caught in the act of pocketing a nice gauge ; 
 he escaped from the shop, and from the young man who de- 
 tected him. Complaint was immediately made to the police 
 officer, who ascertained his boarding-place, which was in 
 Broad street, near the old Custom House. 
 
 The officer was on the lookout for him, when by-and-by 
 the gentleman came along, and the policeman made an at- 
 tempt to nab him. The fellow sprang from his grasp, ran 
 to the wharf and jumped overboard. But unfortunately for 
 him it was nearly low water, and there he was nearly up to 
 his arms in mud, " steadfast and immovable." After a 
 great deal of trouble in getting boards and ropes, and amidst 
 the jeers of a crowd of Irishmen, he was hauled out. rinsed 
 off, and carried to jail. By some means he had got hold of 
 a miserable tool of a lawyer, who had been made acquaint- 
 ed with the true character of the fellow, and his dastardly 
 treatment of those who had so kindly loaned him shop-room 
 and tools ; for on searching his trunks, over twenty dol- 
 lars worth of stolen property was found. This pettifogger 
 knew all this, and vet was trying to get him clear! lie came 
 to me to know if 1 would use my influence in behalf of the 
 prisoner. 
 
 " O, yes, you shall have all my influence to get him back 
 
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 to the State Prison, where all such fellows ought to be, during 
 their natural lives." 
 
 He was sent to the House of Correction for one year, and 
 I never saw him again. Now, young readers, you perceive 
 that I have been rather explicit in narrating these State 
 Prison incidents, and my reasons are : 
 
 First, that you may see the danger of petty thefts, which 
 are most generally insipient big ones. Secondly, pernicious 
 influence of bad companions, and the certainty that your sin 
 will find you out. Bad habits, of whatever class they may 
 be, when once imbibed, are hard to be eradicated — often 
 continue to grow until the committing of some great crime 
 brings the perpetrator either to the gallows or the State 
 Prison, the ignominy of either, lasting through a whole gen- 
 eration. 
 
 1 have often been laughed at for showing sympathy, and 
 endeavoring to assist the wretched. It is true, I have given 
 hundreds of dollars to alleviate the condition of the poor — 
 of which there are three kinds, viz : God's jwor, the dev- 
 il 's poor, and poor devils, all of which I have endeavored 
 to do toward them as I should wish to be done by, were 
 I in their condition. In some cases I have met with base 
 ingratitude and abuse. But never mind, the balance is on 
 my side ; what I have given in true benevolence is not lost, 
 but will come back with ample interest. The narrow-souled 
 WTetch who withholds his hand from assisting a fellow- 
 creature in distress will surely get his pay. I have said that 
 in some cases I have been requited with ingratitude, but one 
 pleasing instance of appreciated kindness, such as I will now 
 mention, goes to offset a dozen of the other. 
 
 During the Washingtonian movement in 1845, there was 
 a man who lived in a neighboring town, for many years a 
 notorious drunkard. His familv had suffered much, being 
 often destitute of a morsel of food. Early one morning, a 
 man said to me : 
 
 " There goes old , he is just come in for a regular 
 
 drunk. He gets a few dollars, and then, instead of providing 
 food for his family, keeps drunk until his money is gone, then 
 goes home and abuses them." 
 
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 I ran out and caught hold of him. I saw that he had 
 already made a beginning. I caught bis arm and asked 
 him to step in with me for a few minutes. At first he re- 
 sisted and began to show fight, but after much persuasion he 
 sat down with me. I took his fevered hand and looked him 
 in the face. Said I, " now you have come to Boston to pass 
 your time in beastly intoxication. You have a family who 
 want the money that you are going to throw away for rum. 
 Now, my good fellow, go immediately home, but before you 
 go, my friend here will take you to Washingtonian hall 
 where you can sign the pledge, and I am sure that if you 
 leave off drinking, you will yet become a happy husband." 
 The old man listened with attention ; he then, grasped both 
 my hands, and commenced weeping like a child. He de- 
 clared that no one had ever talked to him in that style 
 before, but had called him a drunken villain and various 
 other insulting epithets. Said he, " I will sign the pledge !" 
 My friend conducted him to the hall — he signed, and went 
 home a sober man. 
 
 A week after this interview, I ascertained where he lived 
 and went out to see how he got along. When near the 
 house, I passed by on the other side, to ascertain if I could 
 see him, and what he was about. His regular business was 
 that of a wheelwright, and could have constant employment 
 if he would keep sober. I observed that he was busy at 
 work, so 1 crossed the road, and went into his shop. At first 
 he did not recognize me, but in a minute he caught my hand, 
 and invited me into the house, and there was a scene for an 
 artist. At a window, sat a half-clad girl making a check 
 shirt. The neighbors, having heard of his reform, now com- 
 menced assisting the family. A younger girl sat knitting 
 with neither stocking nor shoe to her feet. She was also 
 poorly clothed. But the most affecting scene of all, was the 
 wife, sitting with an infant at her breast. The poor woman 
 looked the very picture of sorrow, her eyes sunken, face pale, 
 and furrowed, as though the tears had frequently coursed their 
 way from those lustreless orbs. The nursing infant bore 
 the very lineaments of its mother's grief, looking emaciated 
 and sickly, as though it could hardly find sufficient nourish- 
 
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 menfc from nature's fountain to sustain its equivocal existence, 
 and when introduced to the emaciated wife, she received me 
 with a sort of melancholy joy, as though she had said, " Oh, 
 sir, I fear 'tis too late!" In a few minutes she seemed to 
 brighten up, and said she felt rejoiced that her husband had 
 signed the pledge, " and oh ! I pray that he may keep it." 
 
 I saw their wants, bade them good-by, and went home. 
 Early next morning I packed up a two bushel basket full 
 of provisions, with some articles of wearing apparel, and sent 
 it to them, and had the pleasing satisfaction of hearing 
 some months afterwards that they were all right. The old 
 man was a thorough teetotaller, the family were all comfort- 
 able, and continued so the last time I heard from them. 
 Reader, there is no fiction about this story, 'tis true, and do 
 you think that I shall ever lose the value of the provisions 
 that 1 gave this family? I have one more State Prison 
 story to tell you, and will then go about something else. 
 
 I think it was in the Autumn of 1835. I attended the 
 Baptist Church in Federal street, under the pastoral care of 
 the Rev. William Hague. Several times at our vestry prayer 
 meetings I noticed a very gentlemanly looking young man 
 who usually wore a large broadcloth cloak, his hair fixed off 
 in the first style. He was a regular attendant on Sabbath 
 days, as well as at all the prayer meetings. He frequently 
 visited the pastor, conversing chiefly on the subject of religion, 
 and became familiarly acquainted with the deacons and the 
 leading members of the church. He frequently took an act- 
 ive part in the conference meetings, and one Sunday evening 
 he arose, and with a drawling, melancholy voice, said that 
 he had been very much shocked at the wickedness of a young 
 lady at the house where he boarded. She had actually 
 played a march on the piano during the intermission, and it 
 made him feel so bad that he was obliged to retire to his 
 room and go to prayer. 
 
 After a few weeks, he proposed himself for membership, 
 and really, all thought him an exemplary and pious young 
 man. But not wishing to be thought egotistical, or of 
 arrogating to myself any superiority in a knowledge of 
 human nature, will just say, that during this time, I had not 
 
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 the least confidence in him, for I caught him in a falsehood 
 to begin with. He appeared to he very much attached to 
 me, saying that he was in the Mediterranean with me. He 
 had probably heard me say that I was two years there, and 
 thought that he could manufacture a sort of intimacy out of 
 it. Neither did I wish to make known my scruples, fearing 
 that possibly I might be mistaken, in which case my re- 
 marks might be injurious to him. At the same time I felt 
 well satisfied that he was a fire-ship in disguise. Another 
 thing excited my suspicion, he frequently asked me if I 
 knew of any employment that he could engage in. Now, 
 here he was, rigged out like a nabob, boarding at an ex- 
 pensive house, and no employment. He passed the regular 
 examination, as to his Christian experience, was baptized, 
 and received as a member of the Church. But somehow, 1 
 could not feel towards him as I should. I knew nothing 
 about him derogatory to the Christian character, and as a 
 matter of duty, should have felt the same cordiality for him 
 as for any other, but it was not long before the true char- 
 acter of our newly-initiated brother came out. About three 
 weeks after his reception into the Church, at one of our 
 evening meetings, the pastor requested the male members to 
 remain after the meeting was dismissed. He then said 
 that he had some unpleasant intelligence to communicate, 
 which filled him with distress. It was, that the young man 
 of whom I have been speaking, had that day been arrested 
 for stealing. A committee was appointed to investigate 
 the affair, and report at the next church meeting. On the 
 following day I ascertained the particulars of the theft, 
 which were that, in passing along the south side of Quincy 
 Market, he fixed his eye on six tubs of butter, and very 
 adroitly, with a piece of chalk, wrote his initials upon them, 
 then stepping oft' a short distance, called a hand cart, and 
 told the man to take that butter and follow him. He put 
 it on his cart, no one asking any questions, and went off, 
 the fellow leading him up to Cunningham's auction room, 
 corner of Milk and Congress streets. The butter was put 
 into the store. Our gentleman, witli his large cloak and 
 
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 dangling tassels, stepped up to Mr. C , saying, that he 
 was to leave in the eleven o'clock train, and he had the re- 
 mains of a large invoice of excellent butter, which he wanted 
 sold for cash, as soon as possible. While waiting for the 
 sale, a police officer, accompanied by the hand cart man, 
 stepped up to him, put his hand on the gentleman's shoulder, 
 " How do you do, sir? How do you sell butter?" Heat 
 first denied any knowledge of it, but it was no use to deny 
 it, he was marched off to Jail, and locked up. On the same 
 afternoon on which I had ascertained these facts, a paper 
 was brought to me, on which was written, with a piece of 
 charcoal, " My dear friend, please call and see me as quick as 
 you can; I wish to see you very much." I thought probably, 
 that he might have some disclosures to make, which might 
 benefit somebody, so I went, and obtained permission from the 
 jailor to talk with the prisoner through the grates. As soon 
 as I saw him, he commenced a regular boo-hoo, sobbing away, 
 at a great rate, held his delicate hand through the bars for 
 me to shake, and begged me to do him one favor, which was, 
 to be his bondsman for two hundred dollars, before he came 
 up for trial. Not wishing to add irony to misery, nor to 
 multiply words, I declined having any further conversation, 
 excepting only a few words of advice, and left him. 
 
 I noticed while looking into his cell, that there were two 
 savage looking villains as his companions, who seemed to 
 laugh at the tears of this hypocrite. I learned further, 
 about the history of this unhappy man, that he had been for 
 many years a consummate villain. 
 
 When he came to our church, he had just been liberated 
 from the Thomastown State Prison, having served two years 
 for stealing a quantity of watches in Portland. On leaving 
 Thomaston, the first thing he did was to procure a suit 
 of sailor's clothes, and by representing himself as a sea- 
 man, who had just left the hospital, excited the pity of a 
 benevolent captain, who shipped him for a short trip to the 
 South. He made out to rob this kind captain, and purchased 
 the genteel suit he then wore, with the stolen money. On 
 searching his trunk, after his arrest, a number of books, be- 
 
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 lono-ino- to Mr. Hague, were found, wliicli lie had stolen when 
 on his pious visits to that gentleman's study. What dis- 
 position was made of him I don't know, hut about two years 
 afterwards, he again came to me, but I positively refused to 
 have anything to do with him. 
 
CHAPTER XXV. 
 
 Return of my son from California,— Comply with his request,— Arrives 
 ' safe— Unjust tariff,— Falls into the hands of villains,— Discovery of 
 gold —Become interested in California speculation,— Determine to go to 
 California,— Prevented by sickness,— Recovery,— Embark on board 
 Empire State,— Description of the passage,— Arrive at Chagres,— 
 My companion,— Engage a boat,— Detention,— Start,— Strong current 
 against me,— Stopping place for the night —Difficulty in procuring 
 shelter,— Sleep in a pigsty,— Description of my lodging,— Unceremo- 
 nious leave of my fellow lodger,— Meet my companion in the morning, 
 —Get underway,— Chagres river,— Next stopping place,— Description 
 of our entertainment, — Our hostess, — Another day dawns,— Off again, 
 
 Arrive at Cruces, — Amusing scene, — Sickness and death,— Miserable 
 
 fare,— Difficulty in obtaining mules,— Engage them at high rates,— 
 Pass a miserable night,— Morning dawns,— Poor breakfast,— Start for 
 Panama,— Dreadful road,— Exciting scenes,— Suffer from hunger,— 
 Leave my mule.— My condition,— Exhausted,— Animated by Gods 
 promises, — Arrive at Panama, — Description of the country, — Sick man, 
 —Effect of kindness,— Remarks on dying,— Story,— Remarks on Pan- 
 ama, — Much sickness, — Embark on board the steamer Unicorn,— De- 
 scription of the Passengers,— Incidents,— Card playing on the Sabbath, 
 —It is stopped,— Villanous character of the passengers,— Arrive at 
 Acapulco,— Difficulty.— Origin of the trouble,— Arrival at San Fran- 
 cisco,— Appearance on entering, — General character of the population, 
 — Enquiring for my son, — Found the scoundrel who cheated him,— - 
 Miserable accommodations,— Cases of sudden transition from prosperity 
 to beggary, — Secure a passage to Sacramento, — Perilous adventure, — 
 Gale,— Arrival at Sacramento,— Result of companies,— Auction sales, 
 — My business apparently all right. 
 
 In 1849, my eldest son returned from San Francisco, hav- 
 ing gone there from the Sandwich Islands. It will be ob- 
 served that this was some time before the gold discovery.^ 
 
 California had just been taken possession of by the United 
 States, but not yet received into the Union. My son gave 
 such a nattering account of San Francisco, I was induced to 
 comply with the request, which was the object of his return. 
 
 He wished an assortment of goods, and a small, fast-sailing 
 vessel, which he felt sure would turn to a good account. 
 
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 I furnished him with the vessel and goods ; he sailed, and 
 arrived safe at San Francisco. 
 
 But notwithstanding the United States had possession of 
 Upper California, the old Mexican tariff was still in force, 
 which on some articles was very high, and considerably re- 
 duced the profits ; hut the goods, taken altogether, paid a 
 fair profit ; and after the discovery of gold, the vessel was 
 sold for a good price. The young man would have done 
 well, had he not subsequently fallen into the hands of a con- 
 summate villain. 
 
 When the California fever began to rage, and had become 
 absolutely an epidemic of a most contagious character, I be- 
 came connected with others, in parts of voyages, which we 
 supposed would do well, for we had no reason to think other- 
 wise. 
 
 I felt much anxiety about the result of my son's business, 
 and had determined to go to California, calculating to arrive 
 there in season to meet the vessels in which I was concerned ; 
 but was detained in consequence of an attack of cholera, 
 which confined me to the house about six weeks. After my 
 recovery, however, the determination to go not having abated, 
 I obtained a passage to Chagres, in the steamer Empire 
 State, Capt. Wilson. 
 
 On board this steamer there were about three hundred 
 cabin and steerage passengers, among whom were about forty 
 regular New Orleans gamblers, together with several ladies, 
 of doubtful reputation. 
 
 There were also some who had run away from their fam- 
 ilies, and some who were fleeing from their creditors. 
 
 It usually happens, that men, or rogues, who possess cun- 
 ning enough to evade justice, most generally bring them- 
 selves out by boasting of their success ; and so it was with 
 these men, who seemed to take a pride in telling how they 
 dodged the constable. One of these worthies was two days 
 and nights stowed away in the coal bunker of the steamer, 
 while two constables were in search of him ; one of whom 
 took a station on the steamer's deck, the other at the head 
 of the wharf. There were among the cabin passengers, 
 however, several gentlemen of the highest respectability. 
 
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 We arrived at Chagres in eight days from New York. 
 There were four of us who had been previously acquainted 
 with each other, and it was our intention to travel too>ether, 
 until we reached San Francisco. 
 
 As I had some little knowledge of the Spanish language, 
 I went on shore and bargained for a boat to take us up the 
 Chagres river to Cruces. 
 
 This being at the early part of the emigration, there were 
 many more inconveniences and difficulties to encounter, than 
 at a subsequent period. The negro boatmen were very saucy 
 and obstinate, notwithstanding the price for taking passengers 
 up river was ten times as much as it had been before the 
 gold fever broke out. 
 
 After aereeino; for the boat, and having our luggage on 
 board, and as we supposed, everything ready for a start, we 
 found the niggers had gone off, nobody knew where ; at 
 length, by searching, I found one of them, and demanded 
 the reason why we were not on our way, as several boats had 
 already started. The fellow replied they were getting their 
 food, and would soon be down. After waiting with much 
 impatience for nearly two hours, and threatening to take out 
 our trunks, they made their appearance, and started. 
 
 There was a strong current against us, and it was with 
 much difficulty that we made the least headway ; bat by 
 keeping close in with the bank, and with a vigorous use of 
 the poles, they managed to make a little progress ahead. Af- 
 ter sundown it soon became quite dark. We had now reach- 
 ed a miserable stopping place, which they called Gattoon. 
 There were no sleeping places here, nothing but a few bamboo 
 negro huts. I was aware that to sleep in the open air in this 
 region, was very dangerous. What was to be done ? I tried 
 among the huts, and could see no place fit for a dog to lie "in. 
 There were several other boats that had stopped here, and 
 on the beach were groups of passengers, that intended to 
 pass the night in drinking, smoking and singing. The rea- 
 son why I felt so anxious to get under cover, was, that I had 
 hardly recovered from my late illness ; and felt afraid that 
 exposure might produce a relapse, which of course in a place 
 like this, would end in death. I had missed my companions, 
 
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 and as the night air become chilly, was determined to get 
 in somewhere. 
 
 A short distance from the boat was a large pigsty, built of 
 bamboo, and over the swine there was a sort of chamber where 
 the husks were kept. I managed to crawl into this chamber, 
 but tbe floor was so slight, I was fearful that it would give 
 way and let me down among the grunters ; at any rate, I 
 was under cover. I had not been here Ion 2:, when I heard 
 one of my companions enquiring for me. He was a very 
 heavy man, and I knew that the floor would not hold him, so 
 I lay perfectly quiet. 
 
 There were six large hogs in the sty, and they knew that 
 some lodger had taken possession of the upper part of 
 their domicil ; whether they were afraid of losing their pro- 
 vision, or were indignant at my impudence in thus intruding 
 upon them, I cannot say, for they kept up such a hideous 
 squealing and grunting through the night, that sleep was 
 out of the question ; and if my bamboo floor had given way, 
 shocking to relate, what ivould have been my fate? 
 
 At daybreak I left my lodgings, without saving even good- 
 morning, to any one doivn stairs ; went over to the boat, and 
 there they were strewed along the beach, some asleep, and 
 some half drunk, trying to sing. I found my companion, 
 who had managed to get along, somehow or other through 
 the night. We began now to muster up our niggers, who 
 were not far off, and were soon under poles again. Notwith- 
 standing the rapid current against us, and the little headway 
 we made, the balmy air, beautiful prospect on each side the 
 river, and the sweet singing of birds, altogether made it a 
 most delightful morning. 
 
 Chagres river, for beautiful and picturesque scenery, is not 
 surpassed by any other in the world. We had an ample sup- 
 ply of provisions but were somewhat cramped for room, be- 
 ing obliged to sit or lie in one position nearly all the time. 
 We passed the day very pleasantly, and at night stopped at 
 "Dos-Hermanos," or two brothers. Here was but one hut. oc- 
 cupied by an old, decrepit negro woman, that much resembled 
 an orang-outang ; there were also, two sharp-snouted, half- 
 starved pigs, and a few miserable looking chickens, in the 
 
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 hut with her. We obtained permission to lodge in an old 
 shanty belonging to the estate, which was nothing more than 
 a few bamboos stuck in the ground, with others across, and 
 the roof thatched. Poor as it was, it afforded a shelter from 
 the night air. 
 
 We had not been long on our backs, before we found that 
 there were others there who claimed a pre-emption right, and 
 had assailed us from the crowns of our head to the soles of 
 our feet. I went into the old orang's hut, and asked for a 
 candle, but such a thing was unknown to her. At la3t, how- 
 ever, by rummaging over her traps, she found a piece of 
 sperm candle about an inch long, which she had kept as a 
 curiosity, not knowing either its use or value. I bought it, 
 and when I cut the wick clear and lighted it, she was much 
 astonished that she had not made the discovery before. This 
 brief light enabled us to clear away the rubbish, so that we 
 made out to live till morning. 
 
 As soon as day dawned, we were out, breathing the nox- 
 ious and miasmatic air, and listening to the songs of the par- 
 oquets, which were flying around in myriads. Rather than 
 to be on the river another night, we told our boatmen if they 
 would get us into Cruces, during the day, we would give them 
 five dollars extra. This offer seemed to have the desired ef- 
 fect. They pulled and tugged, and in order to assist them, 
 when we came to a bend in the river, all got out and walked 
 across, which very much facilitated the passage. At sunset, 
 we arrived at Cruces. 
 
 This had been a feast-day in honor of some tutelary 
 Saint. The natives, young and old, male and female, were 
 nearly in a state of nudity, dancing, singing, and carrying 
 on at a great rate. We got into a tent with some others 
 who were going to California, and were told by the man who 
 kept it, that there were many cases of the Isthmus fever in 
 our immediate vicinity, that there had been many deaths, 
 principally Americans. The food here was miserable, con- 
 sisting chiefly of rice, and dried fish, which was abominably 
 dear. Here were a number of villanous operators who had 
 established themselves at this post to rob all who came in 
 their way. 
 
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 Our next business was, to procure mules, -which had also 
 become a monopoly. A few designing follows had bought 
 them all up, and let them out to emigrants at enormous 
 rates ; but there was no help for it, we must get to San 
 Francisco at any rate, so we engaged our mules at sixteen 
 dollars each, for Fan am a. After passing a miserable night, 
 and partaking of a poor breakfast, mounted our mules, and 
 started for Panama. 
 
 I had been told that the road was dreadful; but soon 
 found both occular and physical demonstration of the truth 
 of all that had been said about it. Our caravan consisted of 
 about forty : we were soon among the rocks, and commenced 
 the ascent through the tortuous gorge, then coming down 
 into a sea of mud, where the animals sunk, in some instances, 
 quite up to their bodies. In these cases, the rider must dis- 
 mount if he is not thrown off, and obtain the assistance of 
 others, to extricate the poor beast ; to do which, is always 
 a difficult matter, and in some cases impossible. And then 
 the poor animal must either be killed or left to perish in 
 the mire. 
 
 I met a man who had been obliged to leave two mules in 
 this dreadful condition : he said he was unwilling to kill 
 them ; as it was impossible to extricate them, he knew of no 
 alternative, but to leave them to their fate, fearing that he 
 might get mired himself. While he was telling the story, 
 the tears were trickling down his eyes, in compassion for 
 the miserable animals ; offering any man fifty dollars that 
 would go back and shoot them. I was pitched into the mud 
 several times, and once thrown off on the rocks, and providen- 
 tially escaped injury. 
 
 These animals are remarkably sure-footed, if the rider 
 will allow them to take their own course, they get along much 
 better. It was very evident now, that my mule could not hold 
 out for the whole journey. Several had already given out, and 
 were left standing in the road. The riders, however poor 'they 
 may have been at home, now found themselves on their ]egs 
 again. 
 
 I had taken some articles of provision at Cruces, which 
 were put in a small basket, and hung on the mule's back, 
 
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 but by some means it bad fallen off, so I bad nothing 
 to eat, and no way of getting anything until my arrival at 
 Panama. My poor beast now came to a stand, and if he had 
 been a descendant of Balaam's ass, and had inherited his 
 power of speech, would in all probability have told me, that 
 he could go no further, and that I must shift for myself; 
 and would also have asked me to look at his back, which I 
 accidentally did, and found it completely raw. 
 
 1 was now six miles from Panama, the company had all 
 gone ahead, except those pedestrians who had been unhors- 
 ed, and who were scrabbling along as well as they were able. 
 I was quite exhausted, and my feet much swollen. I took 
 an affectionate leave of my poor animal, and left him to his 
 fate, while I calmly resigned myself to mine. My shoes, in 
 consequence of being saturated with mud, were almost 
 useless. I found it hard work to get along. But that 
 ever-abiding talisman and watchword go ahead, which has 
 cheered me in many subsequent difficulties, gave me a new 
 impetus. 
 
 I found it necessary to sit down and rest quite often, and 
 though hungry and thirsty, that cheering promise contained 
 in God's word, fear not, for I am with thee, inspired me with 
 strength and courage ; and at eight o'clock in the evening 
 reached the shanty hotel, called Oregon House. 
 
 It was full to over flowing ; but no matter for that, lam 
 with thee, rung in my ears. I applied to the landlord, who 
 very kindly gave me a small cot bedstead, without bed or 
 bedding upon it, and on which I threw my weary body, and 
 after resting a while, obtained some food, and again lie down, 
 but not to sleep. For, overhead, there were crowds of half 
 drunken fellows, who kept up such a hideous roaring, that to 
 sleep was impossible. 
 
 My cot was within two feet of a sick man, who had been 
 taken down with fever. At midnight, he began to groan 
 in a most distressing manner. I spoke to him in a soothing 
 tone ; he was evidently in much pain, and was fearful that he 
 was going to die. 
 
 I arose, and asked if I could assist him in any way, he 
 answered, no. I then began to cheer him up ; offering my 
 
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 assistance in any shape, and told him not to think of dying 
 in this wretched hole. I got him a swallow of brandy, 
 which soon relieved his pain, and in the morning he was much 
 better. I afterwards saw him in San Francisco. He was 
 then a great strapping fellow, big enough to eat part of an 
 ox. 
 
 And, to digress a moment from my narrative, I would re- 
 mark, that I firmly believe many die before their time. 
 I do not wish to enter into an argument on this point ; for, 
 perhaps the reader may stop here, and ask, how any one can 
 die before their appointed time. Neither do I now have any 
 reference to suicides, but wish merely to state my position, 
 and then leave the subject, after relating one or two exam- 
 ples that have come within my own observation. In the 
 course of my narrative, I shall have occasion to mention sev- 
 eral instances which may be relied on as facts. 
 
 It is well known, that the nervous system has a great 
 deal to do with animal life, and those who possess weak nerves, 
 are easily excited. Many cases have occurred, where persons 
 have dropped dead under sudden excitement, either from 
 fear or joy. 
 
 The nervous system is the balance wheel which regulates 
 the physical and mental powers, and when that is deranged, 
 we are comparatively good for nothing. 
 
 Now let us apply this to a sick person, who, probably, may 
 have been previous to their illness, of what is usually called 
 a nervous temperament. Sickness having rendered what 
 was weak before, still weaker. 
 
 Suppose it to be a young lady ; she is taken suddenly ill. 
 Eelatives, friends, and acquaintances, will naturally call to 
 see her, and though her sickness may not be of a fatal char- 
 acter, yet, one of these intruding visitors, may be an old 
 Granny, who, with spectacled eyes, and a look of horror, de- 
 clares that the "poor, dear creature r ' is going, just as her 
 dear Betsey did. She sees the same deathly looJc, and she must 
 die ivlietlier or no ; and she does die. 
 
 Now, as I have before observed, without going into an ar- 
 gument, say, that if this young lady had seen a few cheerful 
 companions, or a judicious clergyman, in all probability she 
 
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 would not have died, or at all events her life mio-bt have 
 been prolonged. 
 
 This is not a fancy sketch, and I could name parallel in- 
 stances, were it not for taking up too much time, at the pres- 
 ent stage of my journey to California. Will only add one 
 case where resolution on the part of the patient, kind and 
 encouraging conversation by the visitor, has produced a 
 speedy recovery, and radical cure. I 
 
 Some years ago I had an intimate friend, who had been 
 taken suddenly ill ; he had been a strong, athletic man, 
 having previously enjoyed excellent health. 
 
 As soon as I heard of his sickness, which was some days 
 after he was taken ill, I called at his house, and on entering, 
 was met by his wife, who, as soon as she saw me, burst into 
 tears, saying, " she was going to lose her dear husband," and 
 immediately gave vent to a paroxysm of grief. 
 
 She took me to his bedside, when I at once saw that his 
 dying, was all in my eye. What, with the doctor, who was 
 intent on a good bill, and the old women, who were fast 
 frightenine; him to death, I have no doubt he would have 
 died of inanition. For, neither doctor nor nurse would allow 
 him any food, except a little weak tea, and a very small 
 piece of toast, twice a day. 
 
 My first salutation was, " halloo, William ! What are 
 you doing here ? M 
 
 He rolled up his eyes like a dying calf, shook his head, 
 " 01 I am very weak." 
 
 < 'What's the matter?" 
 
 "0! IdontknowP 
 
 " Have you eaten anything to-day? " 
 
 " O ! no sir ; " says his wife, " the doctor won't allow him 
 to eat anything." 
 
 " Well, now look here," said I to his wife, " you are starving 
 him. Send immediately, and get two pounds of tender loin, 
 broil it well, and give him a small piece at a time, and 
 when that is gone, get more, and I will insure you that he 
 will live, and soon get well." 
 
 She did so, and in a few days I called again ; he was up, 
 and dressed, walking about the room quite cheerful, and in 
 
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 a few days more, lie was about his business. He is now, 1856, 
 stout and hearty, and likely to live many years. 
 
 To resume my journey, I had been twice at Panama in 
 1820, and there was a marked difference in the population, 
 between that year, and 1850. Then, there were only a few 
 Spanish citizens and about one thousand soldiers, and at si- 
 esta time in the afternoon, all was quiet as the grave, but 
 now, the place was one continual scene of fights, rows, drunk- 
 en yells, and every species of confusion. Nights and Sun- 
 days were no alleviation. The police regulations were 
 wholly inefficient, the authorities not daring to imprison an 
 American, let the offence be what it might. And here might 
 be seen a specimen of the future population of San Francisco 
 and the mining districts. 
 
 There were many cases of Isthmus fever, many of which 
 terminated in death. The very idea of dying in this place, 
 was worse than death itself. 
 
 As our party all had through tickets, the company provid- 
 ed us with a passage to San Francisco in the steamer Uni- 
 corn, Capt. Porter. She sailed from New York some three 
 months previous, with passengers for California, stopping at 
 Panama for provisions and coal. 
 
 We had among our cabin companions a number of West- 
 ern boicie knife fellows, who were gambling night and day. 
 
 On the first Sabbath after leaving Panama, they got their 
 cards out the first thing after breakfast, and commenced 
 playing. I went to the captain and asked him if he allowed 
 gambling in his cabin on the Sabbath. He replied that the 
 passengers from New York had continued to do so since they 
 left there, and he doubted whether he coidd stop it now. 
 
 " Then/ 7 said 1, " you are no longer master of your own 
 ship, if your authority does not extend far enough to stop 
 what is not allowed on any other American steamer, that I 
 have ever been on board of, and if you do not stop it, you are 
 not the man I took you to be." 
 
 He was willing to make the attempt, however, went below, 
 and requested them to abstain. They at first showed symp- 
 toms of refusal, but finally concluded to put away their 
 cards. 
 
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 They were down on me, in rather an underhanded man- 
 ner, making frequent allusions to Methodists, picking out 
 particular passages in the Bible, reading them aloud to the 
 female passengers. Notwithstanding all this, I was treated 
 respectfully by all, being cautions not to come in collision 
 with them, for I saw that they were a set of villa nous despera- 
 does, each carrying a bowie knife, or a revolver fully charged. 
 One day an innocent sort of a fellow made a remark which 
 one of these wretches did not happen to relish. The latter 
 drew out his knife and made a plunge at him. Fortunately 
 lie dodged the knife, jumped up and ran among the crowd, 
 and the murderer after him. My blood fairly chilled, for I 
 expected to see that horrid looking knife plunged into his 
 body. He was rescued by the others, but there the fellow 
 stood, trembling with rage with his knife in his hand, swear- 
 . ing he would have the fellow's heart's blood. 
 
 At Acapulco there was a row with the authorities on shore, 
 which resulted in the imprisonment of one of our steerage 
 passengers. Here was a time; there were two other steam- 
 ers in the harbor, full of passengers for California, many of 
 whom were of the same class with ours. The news of the 
 imprisonment of this man caused a great excitement. A 
 meeting was held on the beach, and resolutions passed to 
 rescue him at any rate. The cause of his imprisonment was 
 for grossly insulting a Spanish officer, and I do not hesitate 
 to say that in nearly all the difficulties that have taken place 
 between these natives of Granada and California Indians, 
 from the commencement of emigration to the present time, 
 1856, where lives have been lost, and men have been maimed 
 and robbed, that some turbulent, unprincipled Western men, 
 have been the agressors, wdio, being better armed, and pos- 
 sessing more bodily strength, have robbed and otherwise in- 
 sulted these harmless people, who of course will seek for retal- 
 iation, and then the whole country is up in arms for revenge. 
 I have been an eyewitness to many of these scenes. 
 
 The man before alluded to, was liberated on the payment 
 of a fine of fifty dollars, and on the morning of sailing, the 
 officer who had been insulted, having business on board, was 
 met in the gangway by this fellow who had before insulted 
 
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 him, and here he added another cowardly assault, which 
 might have stopped the steamer had it not been settled on 
 the spot. 
 
 We sailed from Acapulco for San Francisco, where we ar- 
 rived after a passage of thirty-five days from Panama. All 
 over the hills, as far as the eye could see, were white tents. 
 The bay was crowded with every sort of a thing in the shape 
 of a vessel, the flags of every nation under heaven floating 
 in the breeze. 
 
 San Francisco was filled with gamblers, rogues of every 
 species, cut throats, highway robbers, Sydney convicts, vil- 
 lanous commission merchants and bankers, fraudulent auc- 
 tioneers, hypocrites, apologies for courts, and some of the 
 most miserable and contemptible pettifoggers that could be 
 scraped together from every section of our country. Every 
 sort of government official, from the Collector to the Harbor* 
 Master, looked out to feather their own nests, and succeeded 
 in getting a pretty good pile of Uncle Sam's money. I have 
 given a pretty good catalogue of characters, every one of 
 which I think can be identified by others as well as myself, 
 as it happened that I was simpleton enough to get into the 
 fangs of some of these worthies. Notwithstanding the broad 
 sweep I have taken, I don't wish to be understood as saying 
 that there were no honest men among them, for there were 
 men who were honest then, and have continued so up to this 
 time, and with whom I would trust millions, whose reputa- 
 tion for honesty remains intact. I shall pass over this de- 
 scription of California men and manners for the present, and 
 mention a few incidents that occurred during my residence 
 there, then leave the country in possession of its ruler and 
 owner, the Devil, and would say to any who may see their 
 own characters among those that I have drawn, as the cari- 
 cature printer said to me at Windsor, Chap, xix : 
 
 " I have a right to make a print or a picture, if n/)t ob- 
 scene, on any subject I choose, and if any one sees their own 
 likeness there, they must call me a clever painter for making 
 so ffood an imitation." 
 
 My first object, after I landed, was to find my son ; and on 
 enquiry, ascertained that he had gone to the Sandwich 
 
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 Islands. I found the fellow who had cheated him, and to 
 all appearances was, when I saw him, fast going to perdi- 
 tion ; notwithstanding, only a few months hefore, he was re- 
 ceiving $190,000 a year for his gambling houses and brothels. 
 And when I last saw him, he was a worthless vagabond ; 
 just what others, whose names I could call, must surely come 
 to, according to the retributive justice of Heaven. I have 
 already seen the fate of some, and others are sure to come 
 along in their turn. 
 
 Capt. B., myself, and one other of our companions, took 
 up with a temporary residence in a half-built shanty, and 
 continued to live there as well as our circumstances would 
 permit. 
 
 All sorts of provisions were abominably dear, besides being 
 very scarce. Capt. B. and I were waiting at San Francisco 
 for the arrival of vessels from Boston, in which we were con- 
 cerned. There was a brig at Sacramento, which had been 
 there a few weeks, owned by a company of which I was un- 
 fortunately one. I was obliged to wait several clays before 
 an opportunity offered of getting up from San Francisco, as 
 no steamer had yet been put on the river, although there was 
 one fitting for that purpose, by a commission house, that were 
 thought to be somewhat richer than the Rothschilds ; but 
 they run along a little while, and finally funked out, and 
 became beggars. This boat was advertised to sail next day, 
 at 4, P. M. The weather was rather cold and rainy. I went 
 down to the landing with a heavy pea-jacket on, and a very 
 heavy pair of boots, for which I had paid fifty dollars. 
 
 When I came to the beach, the last boat had gone off ; 
 but as there were four others beside myself who were pas- 
 sengers, the agents hired a boat with two men to take us on 
 board. The boat was soon piled with trunks, so that there 
 was scarcely room to stand, and a very poor chance for the 
 men to row. The steamer lay more than a mile from us ; 
 it blowed furiously, beside a heavy tide setting against us. 
 
 When we got out into the strength of the wind and tide, 
 our case appeared almost hopeless. Both boatmen were in- 
 toxicated, their thole-pins broken, and here we were fast 
 drifting out to sea. I felt so provoked with the drunken 
 
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 scamps, that I wanted to beat them over the head with the 
 oar. And in addition to our comfort, we were drifting broad- 
 side across the chain of a large English ship; which, had 
 we struck it, our fate would have been sure death. But 
 providentially, when within a few feet of the chain, we saw 
 a whale boat coming round the bow, in which were two 
 Chinamen and a Swede, besides a man with a steering oar. 
 They were pulling with all their might to get ahead ; the 
 boat was half full of water, and they dare not stop to bail 
 her. I suno; out to them to come towards us ; we were at the 
 same time, working with all our might to keep our boat off 
 the chain ; and when the whale boat o*ot near enouo-h to ven- 
 
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 ture it, I made a spring, and reached her, but soon saw that 
 my condition was very little better than before. The whale 
 boat was fast sinking: ; the man that was steering her, de- 
 
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 clared that it was impossible to get anywhere, and we must 
 drift out to sea. 
 
 " O, I think not," said I. " Pull away, boys." I turned 
 to with my hat, bailed away, and very soon found I was 
 gaining on the water. 
 
 About a hundred yards from us, I saw a small shore boat 
 pulling along under the lee of a ship. I hailed her at the 
 top of my voice ; finally, the fellow edged off towards us, and 
 when she was near enough, I made a leap into her. 
 
 " Now," said I, " my dear fellow, I want to get on board 
 that steamer." 
 
 I sat down, backed his oars, and by pulling up under the 
 lee of the vessels with incessant labor for more than an hour, 
 we got near enough to catch a rope from the steamer, and 
 was soon safe on her deck, and I assure you, I was thankful. 
 The boat I left first, I believe was saved, but do not know 
 the fate of the whale boat. It blew so hard, that the steamer 
 could not get underway until next morning. We made a 
 short stop at Benecia, and arrived at Sacramento on the fol- 
 lowing night. 
 
 There were quite a number of vessels there, but many of 
 them were valueless, as it was impossible to make any repairs, 
 or obtain a crew, even to get to San Francisco. These ves- 
 sels had been owned by companies, who had, in almost every 
 
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 case, exploded, sold out everything for a song, and cleared 
 for the mines. 
 
 I was much amused, one day, on hearing the crier, who 
 goes round on horseback, advertising the fixtures and furni- 
 ture of a barque, for sale at auction. He cried out in a long, 
 drawling voice : 
 
 " To be sold this day, at the levee, the cabin furniture, beds, 
 bedding, and a lot of stuff belonging to the brig Jane. The 
 company have all burst up, and gone to the devil." 
 
 I believe there was not one out of the numerous companies 
 that were formed in the Atlantic States, that arrived in Cal- 
 ifornia with the unanimity with which they started. Many 
 of them having previously drawn up the most rigid police 
 and moral regulations, making it penal to use any kind of 
 profane language, or to engage in any sort of gaming. 
 Then, previous to sailing, they must all go to some public 
 place of worship, and a farewell sermon preached to them ; 
 subject, Qold Diggings. 
 
 But, alas ! these very exemplary young men soon found 
 how evanescent is that happiness, where gold is at the bot- 
 tom. Many of them, before they got up with Cape Horn, 
 were in open rebellion against all discipline ; and as soon as 
 the vessel reached her anchorage at California, the whole 
 concern was dissolved. The brig that I went up to see, was 
 all right ; they were selling her cargo, and everything was 
 ' then apparently doing well. 
 
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CHAPTER XXVI. 
 
 Return to San Francisco, — Purchase a lot on which to erect a house, — 
 Condition of the streets, — Opinion of the climate, — Caution, — Voy- 
 ages, — Land purchase, — Price of lumber, — Another owner, — Result, — 
 Arrival of the brig, — Difficulty with an upstart, — Difficulty of getting 
 up the river, — Trouble with the men, — Go up the Sacramento, — Pur- 
 chase a steamboat, — Preparations for going down the river, — Descrip- 
 tion of the crew, — Fears excited, — Reach the brig, — Conclude to im- 
 prove the steamer, — Return to San Francisco, — Condition of San 
 Francisco, — Villanous outrage, — Entire absence of justice, — Hypo- 
 crites, — Downfall of nabobs, — Effects of intemperance, — Miserable 
 scoundrels calling themselves lawyers, — Description of a California 
 court, — Summoned as a witness, — Decision, — Murders and robberies 
 on the increase, — Inefficiency of the Municipal government,— Vigilance 
 committee organized, — Trial and execution of Jenkins, — Pusillanimous 
 wretches object to these noble fellows. 
 
 I remained only a short time at Sacramento and returned 
 to San Francisco, to await the arrival of a brig which was 
 daily expected. And as our shanty was rather incommodious 
 and out of the way, we concluded to purchase a lot and put 
 up a coop, just large enough to shelter two of us. 
 
 The streets were in a deplorable condition ; scarcely any 
 part of San Francisco, (except on the narrow sidewalk), that 
 was clear of mud, which, in many places, was over knees in 
 depth. It was with much difficulty that carts could be drawn 
 along with only one or two hundred pounds weight. Being 
 the rainy season there was no chance for the mud to dry. 
 
 I had frequently heard of the beautiful climate of Cali- 
 fornia, but if this is a sample of it, I prefer Nova Zembla, at 
 once. From November until May, it is one continued series 
 of hard gales, and rain, with a tremendous current contin- 
 ually running down the bay. And during what is called 
 the summer months, from May till October, after 10 o'clock 
 A. M., a cold, deathly wind comes in through the heads, 
 which makes it necessary to put on a thick pea-jacket, and in 
 
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 many cases a fire is by no means uncomfortable. At night 
 two good blankets are indispensable to keep you from freezing, 
 and a sheet-iron case to prevent being devoured by fleas and 
 rats. Also a sharp look-out or you will have your skin taken 
 off by some smooth-faced rogue. 
 
 I had some misunderstanding with a man concerning: a 
 
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 bargain, and on perceiving his drift, named the matter to a 
 friend who gave me the following advice : 
 
 " If you wish to escape with one breath of life, whatever 
 your trouble may be. don't go near one of those despicable 
 wretches, called lawyers." 
 
 I find that I have unconsciously slipped from the indicative 
 to the imperative mood. So, if you please, we will go back 
 to the lot, on which we intend to build the small house. My 
 companion, Capt. B., had selected a location, containing about 
 8000 feet, for which he agreed to pay twenty-eight hundred 
 dollars. The pretended owner seemed to be a very conscien- 
 tious man, saying that he could get a much larger sum for it, 
 if his conscience would allow him to ask it. Now was not 
 he an honest man ? Well, we agreed to take it and pay him 
 his cash in ten days. So we got a little lumber together, for 
 it could be purchased then for the very liberal sum of nine 
 hundred dollars per thousand feet ! We calculated, that when 
 finished, our house would be about the size of a common cam- 
 boose house, with very much the same inside finish. 
 
 On the third day after the commencement of our mansion 
 while Capt. B. was busily employed on the premises, a gen- 
 tlemanly looking fellow came up to him, and demanded what 
 right he had to build on his premises ? 
 
 " I have purchased the lot," said B. 
 
 " Of whom, pray?" 
 
 " Of a man named Ross." 
 
 II Well, sir, I am the owner of this property and you must 
 move your traps very quick." 
 
 He had got hold of the wrong chap if he undertook to 
 frighten him. B. replied civilly, that he should see the man 
 from whom he had purchased the lot, and if he was not the 
 legal owner he then would leave it. The fellow was satisfied 
 with this, and went off. 
 
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 Capt. B. went immediately to Ross, and very quietly told 
 him the story about the man who claimed it, &c, adding, 
 " Now, if you don't pay me three hundred dollars damages 
 immediately; I'll haul you up before the Judge in five min- 
 utes." The fellow began to turn pale, and to stammer out 
 some kind of excuse. Capt. B. was determined. The villain 
 paid over the money and here the matter ended. Subse- 
 quently, I found it to be a common occurrence for one man to 
 sell another's land, or rather, what another man claimed. As 
 to the true ownership that was as hard to decide, as it was to 
 determine where the first negro came from. 
 
 The brig that I was waiting for had now arrived. She 
 had stopped at Valparaiso, and brought some fifty or sixty 
 bags of flour on freight, consigned to a house in San Fran- 
 cisco. The brig was bound up the river to Sacramento. We 
 had the flour brought on shore, and safely piled on the wharf. 
 The consignee was notified. Very soon an upstart of a 
 youngster came down with his cart to take it away, but just 
 as he commenced loading, it began to rain. He then in a 
 very pompous manner, declared he should not receive it, and 
 if any of it was wet, he should hold the brig for damages ; 
 because, said he, it should not all have been landed at once. 
 
 The young man who was supercargo of the brig informed 
 me of the difficulty. I hastened immediately to the wharf. 
 The boy was there when I arrived, and had just ordered the 
 cart oft". I said to him, very pleasantly, " What's the matter, 
 sir? He began to stretch himself out, assuming a very dig- 
 nified air, and very impudently told me that he should not 
 receive the flour. I replied, the brig is bound up the river, 
 and as the bill of lading specifies, the flour is to be landed im- 
 mediately on her arrival at the port of San Francisco, and 
 here it is, and while you are taking it away, if it rains much, 
 we will cover it with a sail. He still used impudent lan- 
 guage, at which I got provoked, and just went up to him : 
 said I, "If you say another word I'll throw you into the 
 dock, you good-for-nothing puppy ! there is your flour : now 
 go tell your master what I have said to you." The result 
 was, that every bag of it was moved before sunset. We pro- 
 cured a pilot, and the brig started off for Sacramento. By 
 
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 some carelessness she got on to a bank, fifty miles below, and in 
 all probability the river would not rise for some time, so she 
 was likely to lay there a month. I felt much troubled at 
 the circumstance, as her cargo was lumber, and in consequence 
 of the daily arrivals, it was fast falling in value. 
 
 We had another trouble, the men were intent on leaving 
 the brig, and it was with much difficulty that they could be 
 kept on board. I went up to Sacramento again, to make 
 some arrangement about taking off the deck load, and secur- 
 ing it ao-ainst the bank of the river until some means could 
 be devised for getting it to the city, but I found it difficult to 
 procure men to do this, without paying them enormous wages. 
 I finally, as the last resort, purchased a small steamboat that 
 belonged to a California company. She was to be sold to 
 settle up the voyage, but some of the owners wished to retain 
 an interest in her which was agreed to. 
 
 I had her immediately prepared to go down river for the 
 brig as they had succeeded in getting her afloat, and she 
 then lay in deep water. 
 
 The steamer was a small concern, not much larger than a 
 common pilot boat, although her engine was to all appear- 
 ance a good one, and of sufficient power for a larger boat. 
 We wooded up, made the necessary preparation, and started 
 early next morning. 
 
 The crew, consisting of myself as captain, a broken-down 
 lawyer for a fireman, a half-and-half mechanic who had some 
 slight knowledge of a steam-engine, for engineer, and a 
 broken-down schoolmaster for cook and general assistant. 
 Thus manned and equipped, we started off, to tow a deep 
 loaded brig against a strong current, and a head wind. 
 While going down river, I had my fears as to the capacity 
 and power of the engine, whether it would move the brig 
 against such a powerful resistance. I was also aware that 
 neither myself nor the engineer, knew much about steam, 
 but was certain that the whole matter devolved on me, and 
 was determined to make the best of it. 
 
 We reached the brig on Saturday night, lay by on the 
 Sabbath, and at 12 o'clock, midnight, roused all hands out, 
 got up steam, and with most intense anxiety watched for the 
 
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 decisive moment. We started the engine, and to my inex- 
 pressible joy, she went ahead ! 
 
 I jumped on to the hurricane deck over the engine, cheer- 
 ing up my legal fireman, who occasionally broke out into a 
 moan, declaring he could not stand it any longer, holding up 
 his delicate, lady fingers, to show me how they were scratched. 
 
 " Never mind that, my good fellow," said I, " give her the 
 resin ; stir up the fire. Engineer, how much steam have 
 you F 
 
 He tried the cock, " whiz! ivhiz !" 
 
 " As much as she will bear, sir." 
 
 " Never mind, give her a little more. Stir up the fire ! 
 Go ahead, boys !" 
 
 I kept on the forward part of the deck, expecting every 
 moment to find myself high up in the world, but found it 
 was as necessary to cheer them up, and encourage them, as 
 it was to hold up the arms of Moses when he was fighting 
 the Amalekites, for as soon as my voice stopped, they began 
 to flag, and look very serious. We found it was now neces- 
 sary to anchor, in order to fill up the boiler. 
 
 At three o'clock P. M., we partook of some refreshment, 
 examined everything about the engine, found it good, got up 
 steam and off again. I found by the movements of my 
 poor lawyer, that he had much rather have entered a nolle 
 pros, and given up the case, than to have gone on with it ; 
 and my schoolmaster-cook-and-maid-of-all-woik, was much 
 given to declining, which made it necessary that he should be 
 addressed either in the potential or imperative mood. And to 
 keep matters along, the crew of the brig were employed in 
 running out the kedge, and hauling ahead, which kept them 
 continually grumbling, and to add to the variety of the 
 scene, the mate and pilot got into a fight, and take it al co- 
 Tier, it was a funny mess. 
 
 Nevertheless I kept my steamer all right, encouraging the 
 fireman to throw in the resin, and stir up the lire, now and 
 then enquiring of the engineer how much steam he had. 
 "Whiz! whiz!" was the answer. The fore part of the 
 boiler was red-hot, still we went along slowly against the 
 current, I was afraid to stand over the engine, expecting 
 
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 every moment that something would happen. Bat there was 
 no alternative, " Go ahead !" was the motto. 
 
 I thought of some lines which I remembered to have read 
 when a schoolboy, and which I applied to my engine : 
 
 " Limbs, do your office and support me well, bear me to Iter, 
 iJien fail me if you can /" 
 
 We passed a number of vessels bound up to Sacramento, 
 but they could do nothing, and were obliged to lie at their 
 anchors, until either a favorable wind or the abating of the 
 current would give them a chance to get up. At night we 
 could see the mast heads of the vessels lying at the levee, 
 which was twelve miles distant. We let go the anchor, and 
 took our dinner, after which we turned to, cleared up, filled 
 the boiler, and felt quite encouraged. The fireman had got 
 over his fright, and 
 
 " Whate'er in docile childhood or in youth, 
 He had imbibed of fear or darker thought, 
 Was melted all away." 
 
 We had now arrived near our journey's end. The strength 
 of the current was much diminished, and it being necessary 
 that some arrangement for a berth should be made at 
 Sacramento, I concluded to cross the prairie on foot, a dis- 
 tance of about fourteen miles, and thought that I could do 
 it in five or six hours easily. At daylight, the following 
 morning, I went ashore, taking with me some beef and 
 bread, the captain's gun, and a few charges of powder and 
 shot. After passing through the forest that lines the river, 
 found myself on an extensive prairie, bounded by the hori- 
 zon. , 
 
 Kept along in the right course, four or five miles, hut 
 found it so muddy, with pools of water from the recent rams, 
 which were too deep to wade through, that I concluded to 
 alter my route, which brought me into a much worse condi- 
 tion. All at once I found myself among the fculies, where 
 the water was over my head, and a noted place lor grizzly 
 bears. Immediately turned about, in order to retrace my 
 steps, but was soon bewildered, and uncertain which way to go. 
 
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 I struck out into the prairie again, to take a look round ; 
 the sun was obscured, and there was nothing by which I could 
 direct my course. Though much fatigued, there was no 
 place to sit down, except in the mud. 
 
 It was now getting towards noon, and I began to have 
 some slight fears that I must pass the night " out doors." 
 While stopping a few minutes to rest, I saw an animal start 
 up just ahead of me, attempted to cock my gun, and, behold, 
 there was no spring to the lock ! I took it by the muzzle, and 
 made it fly through the air. In my trouble, I could not 
 help comparing that gun to some men that I have come in 
 contact with, though they look very well, and are well 
 charged, yet, when required to perform any special duty, 
 they have no spring to their lock ! Was now relieved of this 
 useless weapon, and went ahead, my eye intently fixed on 
 the horizon. I saw something in the distance that looked 
 like a man on horseback, and following out the law of 
 incidence, changed my course, and in an hour we met, and 
 ascertained that I was going directly away from the point I 
 wished to go to. He, pointing to a little lump of something 
 in the distance, said that it was a load of hay, that not 
 broken down, I must go up to it, and then be sure to 
 follow the cart ruts, which led into Sacramento. Was very 
 much fatigued, and should have esteemed it an act of polite- 
 ness if he had given me his horse. 
 
 Continued along, and at last reached the load of hay, 
 from which I took my departure with joy. How true it is, 
 that in life, never mind what our trouble may be, or how 
 deeply we may be afflicted, if we can but find a friend that 
 will point us to an object, from which we may travel joyfully 
 on to deliverance, how sweet is that friendship ? and tliat 
 friend is God. I now placed myself between the ruts, and 
 where they were not clearly defined, cast my eyes behind, 
 until I caught the line, and kept straight ahead, when they 
 soon appeared again. 
 
 My fatigue was excessive, yet nothing could be seen ahead 
 but the dim line of earth, bounded by the sky. To my 
 great joy, I came to a stone about as large in diameter as a 
 peck measure. Robinson Crusoe was not more astonished at 
 
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 the foot print in the sand, than I was at the sight of this 
 rock. I sat down. You who loll upon divans, and downy 
 cushioned chairs, know nothing of luxury, compared to mine, 
 on this hard seat upon this prairie of mud, but we arc 
 never satisfied ; soon I wanted something to lean my hack 
 against, and then probably should have wanted a pillow. I 
 had no time to spare, as it was verging toward sundown, 
 and after dark it would be impossible to discern my guiding 
 lines. 
 
 I started off .again, much refreshed, and after travelling 
 an hour, thought I could discern a white speck, that looked 
 like a tent, and on my right there was a lone tree. Soon 
 the village of Suterville hove in sight. Now I was safe ! 
 and walked over to the tree. Strange as it may appear, 
 this tree was truly, solitary and alone, not another within 
 four miles, and only a few feet from the ground there was a 
 large limb that grew out horizontally from the trunk, with 
 smaller ones, so arranged, that it made an excellent couch. 
 I lay down upon it, and had a good sleep. 
 
 When I awoke the lights were a sufficient guide, and soon 
 found myself in a good tent, with a pot of hot coffee, and a 
 fine beef steak. Eubbed myself down with a coarse cloth, 
 went to bed, and next morning was good as new. The brig 
 arrived that afternoon, and the crew left her as soon as they 
 could get ashore. Lumber was now rapidly on the decline, 
 and by the time the brig was discharged, it had become quite 
 
 dull. 
 
 Our little steamer having performed so well, we concluded 
 to lengthen her out. which would make her much more 
 valuable. Our steam crew, however, were part owners, and 
 concluded to give up steamboating, and try something more 
 congenial with their comfort and education. They sold out 
 their interest. We then took her down to San Francisco, 
 and added thirty-five feet to her length. After doing tins, 
 sold her. San Francisco was now in its zenith of imaginary 
 wealth, and of real wickedness: for, though there were 
 ministers of the Gospel, judges and juries and a regular 
 municipal government, yet, it might in truth be said, there 
 existed neither law, gospel, or order. The greatest out- 
 
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 ra^es against individual rislit wore not only tolerated, but 
 sanctioned by the law. 
 
 Immediately, on the arrival of a ship, the crews, in open 
 violation of the contract which they entered into, by signing 
 the articles, deserted, even before the ship had anchored ; 
 this, too, in open defiance of captain or mate. The law 
 not only sustained them in this villanous act, but obliged 
 the master to pay them their forfeited wages. 
 
 Murders and robberies were committed in open daylight, 
 and the perpetrators, if arrested at all, were, by bribery, 
 suffered to escape. The polls were guarded with bowie-knives 
 and pistols, in the hands of reckless and profligate scoundrels. 
 Candidates for office, who could furnish the greatest quantity 
 of intoxicating, liquor and continue it the longest, were gener- 
 ally successful. 
 
 If a stranger died, who had no one to look after his ef- 
 fects, the public administrator was sure to get the whole. 
 There were many who made great pretensions to piety, who 
 kept up a system of espionage over others, writing to their 
 friends at home, making statements highly derogatory and 
 injurious to their reputation ; and these same fellows were 
 violating the Sabbath and doing many things under a cloak 
 which they dare not do openly. ' Verily they have their re- 
 ward. Among the ministers of the gospel, there were some 
 who were godly, praying men, but there were others, who had 
 assumed that sacred calling, that cared more for gold than 
 for the immortal souls of men, and they proved it too, for 
 some of them became gamblers. There were also men who 
 had managed to get posssesion of a large amount of gold, 
 who became so proud and overbearing, that they could hardly 
 be approached by any one who were not as wealthy as them- 
 selves. 
 
 During my short stay there, I witnessed the downfall of 
 some of these mushroom nabobs, who were glad to take up 
 with the most menial conditions, rather than starve. One 
 or two instances of this came under my immediate notice. 
 A youno* gentleman with whom I had transacted business in 
 Boston, "came out to San Francisco, arriving shortly after 
 I did ; and certainly, for uprightness, gentlemanly deport- 
 
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 ment, and business tact, I knew not his superior. As fast 
 as prosperity lifted, dissipation lowered. To my utter as- 
 tonishment he called on me one day, intoxicated. I took him 
 by the hand, with a view of giving him some friendly ad- 
 vice, at which he was highly indignant, as though he enter- 
 tained the idea that his condition was not apparent. "When 
 I said to him, my dear fellow, you have been drinking, he 
 very rudely replied, that it was none of my business, he 
 should drink when and as much as he pleased ! 
 
 His career was short. The last time I saw him he was 
 nearly in a state of nudity, and looked miserably. I believe 
 he was taken to the hospital, where he shortly after died. 
 His parents were wealthy, his father one of the most active 
 and enterprising merchants in Boston. There were other 
 cases of a similar character which also came within my busi- 
 ness sphere, but will not detain the reader by naming them. 
 Shall pass over many occurrences which would only substan- 
 tiate what I have just written, respecting the general charac- 
 ter of most of the population of San Francisco, at that time. 
 I have spoken of lawyers, or rather a set of black-guards, 
 who assumed that title, and will relate one affair in which I 
 had an opportunity of witnessing the modus operandi of a 
 Californian Court. A gentleman who was my intimate friend, 
 had a barque arrive, on board of which were a number of 
 passengers. Among them was a squirt of a fellow who cal- 
 led himself a doctor. On the passage to San Francisco, this 
 chap had given some of the fellow passengers advice about 
 the best method of relieving constipation and diarrhoea. The 
 ship was furnished with the best medicine chest that could 
 be obtained, and the captain freely dispensed whatever was 
 necessary. 
 
 Very soon after the arrival of the barque, some fellow put 
 the doctor up to making a demand on the owner for medical 
 service, rendered during the passage. The owner at once, 
 refused to acknowledge any such demand. The other then, 
 according to the direction of his advisers, put an officer on 
 board the barque and commenced a suit. 
 
 I was summoned as a witness or evidence for the defend- 
 ant. The court was held in a shanty made of a lew joist, 
 
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 and rough boards. I appeared, agreeable to the summons. 
 The desk for the judge was a rough pen something like what 
 we see at Brighton for the temporary security of hogs during 
 the sale. There sat a horsejockey looking fellow, with a 
 cloth cap on one side of his head, a cigar in his mouth, and 
 his feet raised some two feet above his head, upon a crossbar. 
 When I entered the Court-room (?) there stood a tall, raw- 
 boned fellow, the prosecuting attorney, laying down the case 
 to the horsejockey judge, occasionally lifting up his arm to 
 give vehemence to his argument, when it was easily seen that 
 he had come out unprovided with needles or thread, for un- 
 der both arms, the sleeve was torn nearly off, and no signs 
 of a shirt anywhere. This genius was laying down what he 
 called Iowa law, and when he got off a pretty good grist, the 
 judge would remove his cigar, and remark, " Well, I reckon 
 you are right!" and when he had closed his poiverful argu- 
 ment, my friend's lawyer arose, and he was a greater jack- 
 ass than the other. He undertook to quote Missouri law, and 
 neither judge nor lawyer knew any more about a ship or 
 the usuages on board, than a California Indian. I was cal- 
 led on the stand to give my testimony, as to what I knew, 
 regarding these matters ; and really as to any respect for 
 such a court as this, or anything that could be construed into 
 contempt, was out of the question. 
 
 His honor wished me to explain to the Court what I knew 
 relative to such cases in the Atlantic States. I briefly stated 
 to the jury, that the law required all vessels to be provided 
 with a medicine chest, with an ample supply of medicines for 
 the voyage, but there was no law that obliged the owners to 
 furnish a physician — and in the present case I ventured to 
 give my opinion, that a passenger, who was a doctor, had no 
 more claim against an owner for medical advice or atten- 
 tion, towards a fellow passenger, than a shoemaker would 
 have for mending a passenger's shoes. The Court now ad- 
 journed for a few minutes to liquor up, and the judge, to get 
 a sufficient head of steam on before he charged the jury on 
 this momentous case. The sum claimed, was one hundred 
 and seventy-five dollars, and from the movements, I was in- 
 clined to think that they were determined to have it, which 
 
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 with the costs, would probably amount to three hundred dol- 
 lars : and that it would be equally divided between the plain- 
 tiff, lawyer, and judge. The jury were a set of rag-a-muffins 
 collected from the street by a constable. The case was decid- 
 ed against the defendant, and all he had to do was to fork 
 over the money, which, including the keepers and expenses, 
 was five hundred and seventy-tive dollars. This was Califor- 
 nia justice. 
 
 Murders and robberies were now so common, as to be per- 
 petrated at noonday. The constituted city authorities were 
 wdiolly inefficient. There was no secure place in which to con- 
 fine prisoners, a small bribe would break shackles and bolts, 
 and set the rogues at liberty again, who, emboldened by 
 their success in evading justice, were ten times worse than 
 before. But thanks to that band of heroes, the vigilance 
 committee ; it was to them that the citizens owed their lives, 
 and the preservation of their property from robbery and fire. 
 I witnessed five destructive conflagrations, which were with- 
 out doubt, in every case, the work of incendiaries. Yet 
 through the faithful watchings of the vigilance committee, 
 they were checked. The first decisive act of the committee, 
 was the execution of Jenkins, a notorious burglar, and an 
 escaped, Sydney convict. He entered a store in open daylight, 
 knocked the owner down, and carried off a small ironsai'o. 
 He was apprehended, tried, convicted, and hung upon the 
 flag-staff, on the Plaza, and all within forty-eight hoursfroni 
 the 5 theft. This summary act of j ustice seemed to strike a 
 terror among the evil doers, and for a short time, things 
 went on well, expect, that a parcel of niilk-and-molaj 
 fellows began to make loud complaints against the vigilance 
 committee, "for taking the law into their own hands:' And I 
 am sure from my own observation, that had not these noble 
 fellows arisen and organized, in defence of life and proper- 
 ty, San Francisco would have swarmed with robbers, mur- 
 derers and incendiaries. As for efficient laws to punish 
 crime, there was none, neither was there energy enough in 
 the municipal government, to detect a murderer, or to so- 
 cure him, if apprehended. 
 
CHAPTER XXVII. 
 
 Affair with a miserable scamp calling himself a lawyer, — Vigilance com- 
 mittee regularly organized, — Another culprit, — Prompt decision, — His 
 execution, — Arrest of two notorious burglars, — Trial, — Attempted res- 
 cue by the city authorities, — Incidents of their reception and execution, 
 — Dreadful conflagration, — Fickleness of fortune, — Tour through the 
 Mines, — Desire to see all that was going on, — Scene at a gaming table, 
 — Results, — Meet an acquaintance, — Remarks on California, — Cruelty 
 of the Indian quack doctor, — Leave my business with two " nice young 
 men," at Panama, — Propose to return home, — Cross the Isthmus,— Ar- 
 rive at Jamaica, — Imprudence of the passengers, — Arrive home, — My 
 " nice young men," burst up, — Start again for San Francisco, — Sailed 
 from New York in the Cherokee, — Arrive at Chagres, — Took boat for 
 Gorgona, — Arrive safe, — Procure mules for Panama, — Thrown off my 
 mule, — Take passage in the Tennessee for San Francisco, — Taken down 
 with fever, — Death of a passenger, — Escape death by avoiding medi- 
 cine, — Recovery, — Arrival at San Francisco, — My property squandered 
 by these "nice young men," — Live on board the Susan Drew, — Villan- 
 ous treatment towards Capt. Constant, by an execrable wretch called a 
 " Lawyer," — Terrible fire, — Assist in building a store, — Assist a young 
 man in going ahead again, — Remarks of a Boston gentleman, — My 
 anathema, — Leave for San Francisco, — For San Juan del Sud, — Arrive, 
 — Description of the place, — Difficulty in getting ashore, — Incidents, — 
 Previous trouble with Spanish soldiers, — Affair with a Missourian, — 
 Trouble with the agent, — No mules, — Obtain them and start, — Diffi- 
 culty commences. 
 
 The morning after the execution of Jenkins, there was an 
 attempt to get up an indignation meeting, and a pettifogging 
 lawyer undertook to make a speech, setting forth the inhu- 
 manity of the act, and various tender-hearted remarks. He 
 had not proceeded far in his sympathizing speech, when lie 
 had to make his escape, or he would most surely have been 
 lynched. The idea of a lawyer telling about inhumanity — a 
 fellow who would suck the last drop of blood from an unfor- 
 tunate man, and leave him gasping, tell about inhumanity ! 
 
 Necessity compelled me on a peculiar occasion, to call up- 
 on a lawyer to get a paper drawn which would probably con- 
 
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 tain about twenty-five lines. This paper was to be signed by 
 two others besides myself. The lawyer that I employed had 
 been a Western judge. After the instrument was written he 
 wanted his pay, which he said was fifty dollars, but would 
 take something less. I told him that when the other parties 
 had signed it, which would be as soon as I could get them 
 together, we would then pay him. Not being able to find 
 but one of the others, the paper remained with him several 
 days. As I was walking on the plaza one day, I met this 
 lawyer and another. They were walking together. In a 
 very abrupt manner he called me by name, and said: 
 
 " You know the number of my office, sir, arid if you donH 
 call and get that paper, Til sue you f 
 
 Unfortunately for me, I never had philosophy enough to 
 bear an insult. I approached, and told him if he opened his 
 mouth to me again in that insulting manner, 1 would knock 
 him 'down. He turned pale as death, and said no more. 
 The gentleman who was walking with him had gone off 
 ashamed of his company. I went immediately to his office, 
 related the affair to his partner, who in a very gentle- 
 manly manner wished me to take no further notice of it, 
 
 saying, he knew V e was a close-fisted fellow, and wanted 
 
 all he could get, adding that when the parties were ready, 
 just come in and we will make it all straight. I met the 
 other fellow a few days afterwards, in Well's banking hous , 
 He was then as polite as a French barber. 
 
 The Vigilance Committee were now perfectly organized, 
 with regularly appointed officers in every department, with 
 ample and convenient rooms for trial and confinement. ^ Many 
 of the most respectable and influential men in San Francis- 
 co were members. 
 
 The next culprit was an English highway robber, who was 
 taken in the act. The alarm bell was rung, the court im- 
 mediately assembled, the robber was tried, condemned, and 
 received his sentence to prepare for death, in one hour. I rep- 
 arations for the execution of the sentence were made at the 
 end of the wharf. A clergyman kindly volunteered his ser- 
 vices to attend him to the place of execution. _ At hist the 
 criminal bejran to curse and swear, fairly abusing the good 
 
480 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 minister who continued faithfully exhorting him to repent- 
 ance. The poor deluded convict was apparently inexorable 
 until a few minutes before he was run up, then in a faint 
 voice asked the clergyman if there was a hope for him. He 
 kneeled, made a brief prayer, and was launched into eter- 
 nity. 
 
 Everything was conducted in the most orderly and sol- 
 emn manner, the whole crowd seemed impressed with the so- 
 lemnity of the scene. Next was the arrest of two notorious 
 burglars who were tried fairly, having every advantage they 
 could desire respecting evidence, in their favor. They were 
 however condemned and sentenced to die. One night a pos- 
 see of city officers came unawares upon the guard, at the 
 committee rooms, rescued these prisoners, and removed them 
 to the half-built city prison. But the gallows was not to be 
 robbed, as the sequel will show. The city authorities seemed 
 to exult over this, what they called triumph of law orer a 
 mob. The Vigilance Committee showed no signs of disaffec- 
 tion, expressing themselves perfectly satisfied if justice was 
 done to the burglars. But it very soon became manifest that 
 after a short imprisonment they would be set free. A deep, 
 and what proved to be a successful plan, was laid by the 
 committee to take these villains from their place of confine- 
 ment, and put the sentence which had been justly passed 
 upon them, into execution. Accordingly, on Sunday morn- 
 ing, which occurred only a few days after they were taken, 
 every preparation was made at the rooms, the halters were 
 rove through the blocks outside the door, a suitable number 
 of persons on the spot ready for duty, a carriage with four 
 resolute men well armed, and another containing six also well 
 armed, proceeded to the prison, forced the doors, threatening 
 instant death to any who should oppose, seized the prison- 
 ers, put them into the carriage and drove off. 
 
 At the same moment the committee's alarm bell was run <y 
 and in less than ten minutes, over four thousand persons 
 were at the place of execution. I arrived in time to get a 
 position near to these unfortunate men. On the arrival of 
 the carriage, they were harried out, the rope put on their 
 necks, and they were immediately strung up. 
 
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 It certainly could not have been more than thirty min- 
 utes from the time they were taken from the city prison, 
 before they were in eternity, or in a fair way for it. One of 
 them died without a struggle, but the other, in consequence 
 of the rope having slipped round, so as to bring the knot on 
 the back of his neck, struggled very much, and after hang- 
 ing nearly an hour, was lowered down, and a doctor with a 
 lancet, ascertained that he was not dead ; he was then strung 
 up again. While they were hanging, two Chinamen came 
 along, one of them looking up with a smile, " hiyah, dat do 
 em good" They were both cut down, and delivered over to 
 the coroner. 
 
 A few weeks after this last execution, San Francisco was 
 visited with a dreadful conflagration, thought to be the work 
 of an incendiary. This fire was the ruin of many, and in 
 which many lives were lost ; but by that indomitable energy 
 and perseverance which was characteristic of the place, in a 
 few weeks it was again rebuilt, and everything going on as 
 before. 
 
 Several incidents occurred during my first residence in 
 San Francisco, some of which related to my own pecuniary 
 affairs, which would not be interesting to the reader, so I 
 pass them by. The others only went to show the fickle- 
 ness of fortune, which was fully demonstrated in many in- 
 stances which came within my own notice. One gentleman 
 became so rich, that it was a difficult matter for him to stand 
 still. He was usually seen posted at a corner, with both thumbs 
 in the armholes of his vest, occasionally raising himself on 
 his toes, assuming such a look of importance, that no one 
 could touch him with a ten foot pole. This man became so 
 poor, only a few months from this zenith, that he had no 
 place in which to lie his head, that he could call his own. 
 
 Another millionnaire? died in an old long boat. There 
 were others who were connected with a famous banking es- 
 tablishment, and cut a mighty great figure, burnt up, and 
 no doubt twisted many an honest man out of his hard earn- 
 ings ; and if I should attempt to call these fellows by name, 
 it would make a book as large as the London directory. Of 
 course these remarks do not apply to honest men. 
 
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482 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 It had been my intention before leaving California, to 
 make a tour through the mines. I had promised to visit a 
 company of young men, who were working a claim on the 
 Oregon gulch. I took the ivagon for that region, first stop- 
 ping at Mormon Island, which had been a very productive 
 mining locality ; but now was a nest of rum holes, and gam- 
 bling dens. 
 
 It was my principal object, to see everything that belonged 
 to the miner's life and characteristic, I mingled with them 
 in groceries, gambling houses, tents and diggings. Philoso- 
 phers may talk of studying out human nature by those de- 
 velopments which they accidentally come in contact with in 
 civilized life, or an occasional visit to the poor, but let a man 
 spend a week in a mining region, where there is no sort of 
 moral restraint, but on the contrary, a full display of the 
 very worst passions that human nature is subject to. He 
 there sees the full scope of human depravity. 
 
 I went into a gambling saloon where there were six monte 
 tables, notwithstanding, there were probably two hundred 
 persons lounging round the bar, and hovering round the card 
 tables, it was still as a church, hardly a word was spoken ; 
 such was the intense eagerness with which the motions of the 
 card players were watched. 
 
 At the table where I first stood, there were but two players, 
 and those were Western miners, one was quite aged, proba- 
 bly, sixty-five, the other a young man ; the latter seemed 
 rather cautious, while the former was bent on destruction. 
 
 There was a full peck measure of gold coin upon the 
 table, which is always exhibited as a lure. The old man 
 had been a heavy loser ; the monte dealer, had kept him 
 well plied with liquor, and though intoxicated, his eye was 
 keen. While I stood there, his last coin was lost, he then 
 drew himself up, took another drink, hauled out from his 
 bosom a leather bag containing about a thousand dollars, 
 threw it upon the table, and in an exulting manner, accom- 
 panied with a horrid oath, declared that he was not broke 
 yet. Here were gold scales, all ready to weigh out the 
 dreadful stakes! The keen eye of the gambler villain, his 
 marked politeness, delicate fingers, studded with rings, beau- 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 483 
 
 tifully curled moustache, with the glistening end of a revol- 
 ver peering from his hosom, made an impression on my 
 mind, that probably will not be erased while I live. The old 
 man's bag was evidently fast melting away. I left him and 
 passed over to another table. 
 
 Here were three players, this monte dealer was a different 
 looking man from the other, for it happened to be a very 
 pretty wo man, with two ruffian looking scoundrels on each 
 side, to guard her from insult. Here too, was a hugh pile 
 of glittering manmon ; one of the players, who by the way, I 
 recognized as a Boston man, had been quite successful, had 
 about his person, over seven thousand dollars that he had 
 won in two hours, having commenced with eighty-four dol- 
 lars. I stood aside, so as not to be known. 
 
 He had a friend who took a position behind him, and 
 was earnestly urging him to stop. He continued turning 
 down the champagne, swearing he would not leave until he 
 had burst the bank. 
 
 I left the house in order to procure a sleeping place, which 
 I found to be a hard matter, but succeeded in getting a 
 chance with a miner, in a bunk without bedclothes. 
 
 Next morning, I saw the Boston man, when a mutual 
 recognition took place. I then referred to last evening, he was 
 somewhat surprised when he learned that I was there. He 
 told me however, that the lady stripped him — he left the 
 table without a rial, "and," said he, " here I am without money 
 enough to get my bitters." 
 
 The prominent part of the story was, he wanted me to loan 
 him a hundred dollars ! That man had a wife and two chil- 
 dren in Boston. 
 
 I left this place and proceeded up to where my young 
 friends were, passed a few days very pleasantly with them, 
 then took a range off in another direction, mingling with 
 the miners, some' of whom I found to be very intelligent nun, 
 others again, were miserable and dissipated. 
 
 The mines and gold diggings having been so often de- 
 scribed, I shall omit anything of a descriptive character here, 
 and merely add, by way of closing up my California tour, 
 that in my mind, the ultimate success and prosperity of Cal- 
 
484 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 ifornia yet remains a problem ; and I think it was a great 
 mistake on the part of the government, ever to have ad- 
 mitted it into the Union. 
 
 It does not require much penetration to see that the ac- 
 quisition of that territory never can be of any pecuniary 
 advantage to the country at large. There will always be 
 contentions and troubles, which will finally end in a revolt. 
 
 Some portions of the upper country, with much labor and 
 expense, can be made highly productive ; while a great por- 
 tion of it, for agricultural purposes, is entirely useless. As 
 long as gold continues abundant, or sufficiently so to pay, 
 the population will always be great ; but when that ceases, 
 Upper California is done. 
 
 1 noticed that in the immense forests along the Sierra 
 Nevada range, not a young tree is to be found. I have seen 
 splendid oaks, which, to appearance, contained sufficient tim- 
 ber for a ship of three hundred tons. I measured a pine 
 tree that had fallen, it having been undermined by gold 
 diggers. This tree was three hundred feet long, and eight 
 feet through at the butt ; and another that was standing 
 near it, was as long, and twelve feet through, and either of 
 them would square eighteen inches at the top end. 
 
 The snow lies in the upper valleys nearly all the year, 
 and in some places it is more than twelve feet deep, in the 
 summer months. Manv of the Indians o-o entirely naked, 
 and I believe would never trouble a white man, if the latter 
 were not the aggressors. I have met them on the road while 
 travelling alone, and they have invariably returned my sal- 
 utation with true Indian politeness. 
 
 There was much sickness throughout the mines, and many 
 deaths. The most fatal disease was diarrhoea, which was 
 caused chiefly by laboring in the water, and a too frequent 
 use of ardent spirits. I administered relief to some who 
 were sick, and admonished others who were pursuing the 
 right course to become so ; quack doctor's fees were enormous 
 and in no case would they come nigh a sick man that had no 
 money. 
 
 One amusing incident occurred, that really pleased me. 
 An Iowa man had suffered much from toothache. One of 
 
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 SSwf^W t Came / lon ^ and ™ applied to to extract 
 the tooth, which he made out to do in a bungling and pain- 
 ful manner. He then says to the man : " * l 
 
 "Your teeth want cleaning ; by doing which, it will pre- 
 vent the toothache." l 
 
 " Well, go ahead." 
 m So the man sat down, and the doctor went to work, scrap- 
 ing and filing a set of teeth that had never been throtA 
 the operation before. After he had finished, and both had 
 taken a nipper of whiskey : 
 
 " Well, now doctor, what's to pay ? " 
 " I shall charge you eighty dollars." 
 " What's that, stranger ? " 
 
 ' ' Eighty dollars is my price for taking aeout a tooth, and 
 cleaning aeout a mouth. " 
 
 m The miner looked at him a few moments, and then step- 
 ping on a block, took down his rifle, capped and cocked it, 
 and with a savage look and a western oath, ordered the fel- 
 low out of his tent, and with a stentorian voice, swore that 
 if he was not out of the reach of his rifle in five minutes, he 
 would shoot him. The doctor gathered up his leather ban-, 
 started, and was soon over the hill. By this time, two of 
 the miner's comrades had come in, and to whom he related 
 the story. He was a good-natured, clever fellow, and said 
 that if the charge had been ten or fifteen dollars, he would 
 have paid it willingly, as the whole operation occupied but 
 an hour and a half. I thought the doctor (?) was served 
 just right. 
 
 During my tour through the mining region, I was much 
 interested in the Geological formation of the country, a 
 graphic description of which would make a book of itself. 
 I returned to San Francisco, and made arrangements for re- 
 turning home. 
 
 I left my business with two nice, young men, at least, as I 
 thought, for I certainly had a right to think so. They were 
 both apparently pious men, members of Christian churches 
 in Boston, and with whom I had been previously acquainted, 
 before leaving San Francisco. It was understood between 
 
486 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 i 
 
 us that remittances should be made to me by every steamer, 
 until the business was closed. 
 
 I sailed from San Francisco in the Tennessee. Several pas- 
 sengers were sick, and one died before we reached Panama. 
 We crossed the Isthmus safely, although part of our train 
 was robbed, and some of them murdered. We arrived at 
 Chagres late in the evening, and with much difficulty got on 
 board the Crescent City, then lying three miles out. 
 
 On our way home, we stopped into Jamaica for coal. 
 Many of the steerage passengers went ashore, drank freely 
 of Jamaica rum, were taken with cholera and diarrhcea, and 
 died like fools, after having withstood the hardships of the 
 mines for two or three years, and having also, a consid- 
 erable amount of gold dust about their persons, of which, 
 probably, their friends knew where it went. 
 
 I arrived in Boston in October, and after waiting two 
 months and not receiving either letters or monev, felt sus- 
 picious that something was the matter. I started off again 
 for this land of scoundrels, in the steamer Cherokee. We 
 had a regular north-west gale, until up with St. Domingo. 
 Our boat groaned and creaked like an old basket ; but she 
 carried us safe to Chagres, and that was all we desired. 
 We took boats for Gorgona, as it was thought at this time 
 of the year to be the best road. Arrived safe, and took 
 mules for Panama. 
 
 About four hours out of Gorgona, my mule, a vicious ani- 
 mal, threw me on to a ledge of rocks, which knocked the 
 breath out of my body for a few minutes, but fortunately, 
 escaped without broken bones. I was soon horsed again, 
 though in much pain ; went on my way rejoicing, and arriv- 
 ed at Panama by sunset. 
 
 I took passage in the Tennessee, and sailed for San Fran- 
 cisco. On the third day after leaving Panama, began to feel 
 premonitory symptoms of fever. Several were already down 
 with it, and one poor fellow, a German died alongside of me. 
 I was taken early in the morning, was so much debilitated, 
 that I could not stand. Mv friends took me to my berth, 
 and called the doctor, who came, saw my condition, and pre- 
 scribed. The medicine was brought to me, but as soon as 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 487 
 
 the boy had gone I managed to throw it out of the air-port, 
 feeling certain that if 1 took his stuff, should as surely 
 die as the others did. He called again, and enquired how 
 the medicine had operated ; I answered him in rather an in- 
 coherent manner, telling him that it was all right. " Yes, 
 I perceive your pulse is better, I will send you two powders ; 
 take one immediately, and the other at twelve o'clock." The 
 powders came, but they went where I should have gone, had 
 I taken them. I was very thirsty, the water was so warm 
 I could not retain it, so I took a glass of ale, and felt im- 
 mediate relief. I perceived that I had gained strength, and 
 commenced rubbing myself with a coarse cloth, and instead 
 of water, used the ale. I had been confined to my berth 
 two days, which is about the time it takes one to die. I 
 thought the matter over seriously, and was determined not 
 to die, unless it was God's will that I should, and felt sure 
 that if I took medicine, my days were numbered. 
 
 I began to stretch myself out, rub my joints and body witli 
 the coarse piece of canvas, and on the third morning, asked 
 the doctor for a bowl of chicken broth, which he allowed me 
 to take, at the same time feeling my pulse, and expressing 
 his surprise at my rapid convalescence while so many were 
 still very low ! 
 
 Of course, it would not do for me to tell him that I had 
 not taken his medicine, for he certainly was very kind and 
 attentive, and it would, no doubt, have hurt his feelings. I 
 am certain that my cure was effected by hard rubbing, pah 
 ale, and resolution, for before the week was out 1 was on 
 deck, to the surprise of many, and though my appearance 
 was deathly, yet the old fellow missed me this time. 
 
 On my arrival at San Francisco, I was very weak, but rap- 
 idly gained strength and entire recovery, soon ascertained 
 ,that my nice, young mew had burst up only a short time after 
 Heft San Francisco, and had included all my property in 
 their assets: and neither of the principals nor the assignees, 
 could give me any satisfactory account of it. And to sum up 
 the whole matter, it was a regular California failure, which 
 means a total annihilation of money, papers, reputation and 
 principle. 
 
488 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 During my stay at San Francisco, the second time, I lived 
 on board the ship Susan Drew, owned by Capt. Victor Con- 
 stant, of Boston, one of nature's noblemen, a veteran ship- 
 master in whom it may be truly said there was no guile. 
 And yet these heartless wretches, contrived to involve him in 
 a lawsuit. His lawyer, a Boston man, since dead, and gone 
 
 to the . Excuse me reader, 1 came near using an im- 
 
 proper expression. This same lawyer told Capt. Constant in 
 my presence, that his case would surely be decided in his fa- 
 vor ; at the same time requesting the captain to hand over 
 a few hundred, on account ; which he did, and to the aston- 
 ishment of my good friend the captain, this infamous law- 
 yer turned right about, and favored the case against him, by 
 which means he has lost his ship and cargo. 
 
 I have said in another place, that there were many incid- 
 ents relating to my business matters, which would not be 
 at all interesting to any one, but I wish to be indulged in 
 naming one, which goes to show a principle, or spirit which 
 I shall leave for the reader to name. 
 
 After the great fire, as I was passing by the ruins of a 
 store, I noticed five or six men trvino* to haul a stick of rim- 
 ber out of the water. I saw that they were unacquainted 
 with that business, so I went where they were at work, 
 showed them how to proceed, and assisted in getting one 
 piece up ; was going away, when a gentleman hailed me 
 and enquired if I would assist in building the store, the 
 wages, I think, were twelve dollars per day, and as I had 
 nothing to occupy my time, told him yes. 
 
 We built the store, and my wages for that and another 
 job, amounted to three hundred dollars. The morning after 
 the fire, before I commenced on the store, I was walking 
 among a collection of half-burnt goods, and saw a man with 
 whom I had been previously acquainted, sitting and mourn- 
 ing over a little pile of stuff', that was hardly recognizable. 
 
 " Halloo," said I, " what are you doing here?" 
 
 " Oh, I have lost everything that I had in the world, and 
 this pile of rubbish is all I possess, my money is lost, and 
 here I am a bco-gar." 
 
 " Nonsense, man, don 't sit here, you see every body all 
 
AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 489 
 
 around you going ahead again, come, I will lend you a 
 hand." 
 
 So I went on board the ship, changed my dress, brought 
 some tools ashore ; we both went to work among the smoking 
 timber, and soon cleared away enough for a small shanty, 
 which we raised, and boarded with scorched blankets! I 
 bought some coarse cloth, and covered the roof, and gave him 
 a Jwt-coffee machine, with which he went ahead, and in a few 
 months had two thousand dollars. 
 
 During this time, there was a Boston gentleman who was 
 continually running round, telling how strange it was that a 
 man in my position should lower himself by working as a 
 common journeyman. He addressed himself in this man- 
 ner to an old ship-master, who was my particular friend. 
 The latter turned towards him with an indignant look. 
 Said he : 
 
 " You good-for-nothing scoundrel, that man has been 
 robbed by just such fellows as you are ; and now, because 
 he is trying to retrieve himself by working like an honest 
 man, you are running round, trying to injure his reputation. 
 Fix up my account ; I want no more business with you." 
 
 My friend was kind enough to call and apprize me of this 
 conversation, and early next morning, I met the fellow on 
 Long wharf ; he held out his hand for a shake ; I gave him 
 a look which I think he remembered till he died, which was 
 very soon after. 
 
 Of all the characters in the world, I think a hypocrite is 
 the most detestable. Therefore I wish to have it known, 
 that, however much I lament it, and my earnest prayer is 
 that I may overcome it, I am vindictive, and will only repeat 
 upon those who have injured me, the language of Jeremiah, 
 Lamentations, 2>d Chapter, and the last three verses, and of 
 David, 109th Psalm, 1st to the 16th verses, and there 1 leave 
 
 them. 
 
 Having nothing more to do in San Francisco, Uook pas- 
 sage for home in the steamer Independence, for San-Juanr 
 del-Slid, which was the Nicaragua route, it having been 
 cracked up as the most expeditious. She was an old, rickety 
 thing; notwithstanding which, three hundred passengers 
 
490 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 were willing to risk their lives on board of her. We had a 
 fair passage to San Juan, but on the day of our arrival, 
 (Sunday) it blew a smart breeze, attended with much rain. 
 
 There is no harbor, the whole bay lying exposed to the 
 open sea. The surf was rolling in furiously, and it continued 
 to rain hard all day. The word was passed throughout 
 the steamer for all passengers to get their baggage ready 
 for going on shore ; and as all were anxious to get across 
 the country, the rain was not considered an obstacle. But 
 landing in the surf was the trouble ; the boats could not ap- 
 proach the shore within twice their length ; the negroes waded 
 off, and took the passengers upon their shoulders, which was 
 little better than swimming ashore, for all were drenched 
 through as soon as they left the boat. The trunks and bags 
 were also taken from the boats on the heads of the negroes, 
 many of whom were drunk, and there they were, negroes 
 and trunks rolling over in the surf; some of them were 
 knocked open, and scarcely one was landed without damage. 
 
 The principle place to receive the passengers was a long 
 shed, with only the roof covered ; and this w T as a regular, 
 stinking rum hole. Here we all gathered, like so many 
 drowned rats. Among the passengers was a lady, a sea 
 captain's wife, who was in rather a delicate situation. She 
 was quite wet, and must remain so during the night, as her 
 trunks were soaked in salt water, and of course all her ap- 
 parel wet. I rendered her husband what assistance lay in 
 my power, and finally succeeded in getting a part of the 
 shed screened off for her accommodation. 
 
 There was one other house, but it was too small to accom- 
 modate more than twenty persons. It had been nearly de- 
 stroyed only a few nights before our arrival, by the Spanish 
 soldiers, in consequence of some misunderstanding between 
 the latter and some forty or fifty Americans. A serious fight 
 occurred ; the Spaniards, about two hundred in number, 
 assailed the house and fairly riddled it with bullets. Several 
 were killed on both sides. These soldiers were quartered a 
 short distance from our long shanty, and there was some 
 talk of punishment ; but as we were all anxious to get away, 
 the matter was dropped. 
 
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 It was now night ; there were about two hundred steer- 
 age passengers in the building, and nearly all of them were 
 drunk. The place was a perfect bedlam, and the air fairly 
 rang with drunken yells. I procured a grass hammock, and 
 huno- it up away in the further corner of the shed, as I 
 thought out of the way of everybody. One of the men 
 who was employed in the building, cautioned me about 
 snakes. He said there were any quantity of them, of the 
 most venomous kind ; and if I did not hang my hammock 
 very high, they would crawl into bed with me. However, 
 snake or no snake, I turned in, and fell asleep. Just as I 
 began to dream about sweet home, I was aroused by sonic 
 one throwing themselves across my body. I jumped out. it 
 was very dark, and demanded what the fellow meant. Be 
 showed no inclination to move, so I cast off one end of my 
 hammock, and let him down. The first I knew was a vivid 
 sight of the sun, moon, and seven stars. He was a powerful 
 Missourian, and hit me between the eyes, such a blow, that 
 completelv capsized me. I picked myself up, and got hold 
 of something. They say that " a drowning man will catch 
 at a straw ; " but I rather think that I caught something 
 heavier than a straw, by the looks of his cheek next morn- 
 ino-. Several of my friends who happened to be near, came 
 to & the rescue, and took him away ; he dropped his hat in the 
 fray, which I picked up, and at daylight next morning heard 
 him enquiring for it. 
 
 " Here is your hat, sir," said I ; " and do you know how 
 you abused me last night ? y 
 
 "Well, now, look here, stranger, I was drunk, lou B 
 
 this cut on my face." 
 
 " Yes, and if I had had a pistol, you would never have 
 
 worn your hat again." 
 
 He was a gentlemanly fellow, after all, and made i every 
 sort of acknowledgment. We shook hands, and made the 
 
 matter up. , i 
 
 We had another trouble to encounter ; there were no .mules 
 to be had here. At San Francisco, we had paid our fore 
 Grevtown, and were allowed eighty pounds of luggage Free : 
 all over that was to be paid for to the transit agent, at UK 
 
492 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 
 
 place where we now were, and were also to have mules in 
 readiness immediately on the arrival of the steamer. 
 
 There were three persons attached to the agency, who trans- 
 acted their business under a tent, a short distance from the 
 beach. Much discontent was manifest among the passengers, 
 on account of the delay. The agents had sent out muleteers 
 in all directions, to search for mules. In the meantime the 
 luggage was weighed and paid for. No one thought of look- 
 ing at their ticket ; but one man happening to look at his, 
 saw that 84 pounds were allowed free of charge. This caused 
 a general discovery. The fact was made known to the agents, 
 and the money demanded back, which they refused, saying 
 that the agent in San Francisco had no right to frank a pound 
 of luggage. The tent was now surrounded, and the imme- 
 diate destruction of everything belonging to the concern 
 threatened, if the money was not paid. They very prudently 
 rectified the mistake, and this matter was settled. 
 
 The next trouble was about the mules, which, contrary 
 to specification, were not ready. The agents were again 
 threatened, and were told that they would be held account- 
 able for expenses while we were detained. They were evi- 
 dently much frightened, seeing who their customers were. 
 
 On Monday evening, twenty- four mules were brought in, 
 and I was lucky enough to get a very poor one. Our lug- 
 gage was in charge of the agents, who were to forward 
 it immediately to Greytown. At 12 o'clock, Tuesday, twenty 
 of us were ready, and started on our journey to Virgin Bay. 
 We were advised by those who knew the country, not to start 
 until next morning ; but being anxious to leave the miserable 
 hole, we pushed ahead, and soon came on to the mud region, 
 previously crossing a rapid river about twenty yards wide. 
 
CHAPTER XXVIII. 
 
 Find that we were mistaken in starting so late, — Horrid road, — Party 
 stop, — Difficulty in turning my horse, — Pass an uncomfortable night, — 
 Dreary prospect, — Mules get mired, — My mule gives out, — On my 
 legs again, — Unpleasant position, — Cheered by the promise of the 
 Almighty, — Unexpected deliverance, — Groundless fears, — Arrive at Vir- 
 gin Bay, — Wash and bathe myself, — Burgo's miserable steamer, — Inci- 
 dents, — Uncomfortable night, — Fort Carlos, — Break our Kudder, — 
 Make a Substitute, — Rapids, — Interview with female passengers, — 
 Their ignorance of the journey, — Advice, — Start for Grey town, — Find 
 the steamer Daniel Webster, — Baggage not arrived, — Poor accommo- 
 dation, — Sail without our luggage, — Stop at Havana, — Arrive at New 
 York, — Bad treatment, at the transit office, — Build a schooner, — Sail 
 for Australia, — Wrecked, — Taken off and carried to Hamburg, — Par- 
 ticulars in my letter, — Visit to Kiel, Duke of Wellington, — Blockad- 
 ing fiett, — Interview with Sir Charles Napier, — Return to Hamburg, — 
 Start for Berlin, — To Hanover, — Bremen, — Return to Hanover, — 
 Take the cars for Cologne, — Go up the Rhine, — Return to Cologne, — 
 Start for Brussels. 
 
 It did not take lono; to convince me that we had made 
 a mistake in leaving at midday, as night would overtake us 
 before we could reach a suitable place to sleep. Owing 
 to the recent rain, the road was almost impassable, our 
 mules were fairly wallowing in the mud, and there was do< 
 one in the party that had not either been thrown oil, or 
 obliged to dismount, in order to extricate his animal. In 
 some places we were under the necessity of leaving the mule 
 to scrabble out the best way he could, while the riders did 
 the same, and when, within half an hour of Bundown, on 
 coming to a dry spot, I proposed to stop for the night It 
 was then raining quite fast, and darkness would soon be upon 
 us. 
 
 But no ; the word was, go on as far as wc can, while we 
 
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 have daylight. Being somewhat in advance of the com- 
 pany, and some distance up the side of a rock, beneath which 
 was a deep precipice, and the pathway was so narrow, that 
 the mule could scarcely get foothold, and now so dark that 
 the animal refused to advance another inch. 
 
 Just at that moment, I heard the Indian yell, which I 
 knew was a signal for a halt. Here I was, a mile ahead, on 
 the edge of a rock ; an attempt to turn my mule would be 
 sure destruction to both. To my great joy, I heard the 
 footsteps of the guide close by, and called him. With his 
 assistance, dismounted, and with good management turned 
 the mule round. 
 
 1 rode back to where they halted, and if they had tried, 
 could not have selected a worse place. No shelter, except a 
 large tree, which, upon the least agitation, poured the water 
 down upon us in torrents. We had nothing to lie upon 
 except the bare mud, although we contrived to haul some 
 small boughs under us, which, however, immediately sunk in 
 the mud. 
 
 Our animals remained during the night immovably fixed, 
 poor creatures, without food or drink. I think this was the 
 longest night I ever knew. I was somewhat afraid of cramp, 
 or fever, but escaped both. It was with much difficulty that 
 we extricated our mules from the miry clay. We endeavor- 
 ed to be as cheerful as possible, being well aware of the un- 
 pleasant journey before us. 
 
 We abandoned the idea of keeping together, as every one 
 seemed intent on looking out for himself. We had not been 
 more than an hour under way, when I heard a loud scream- 
 ing some distance behind, which was from an Irish boy, hail- 
 ing his father, who was just behind me. The fellow was 
 singing out, " Father ! father ! I am stuck fast." I stopped, 
 while the father went back, and sure enough, his poor beast 
 was so firmly mired that it was impossible to get him out, 
 and there he must die. 
 
 My poor brute began to tell me, by unmistakable signs, 
 that he must stop. My position now, was anything but 
 agreeable. If I could get to Rivas, I was safe, but that was 
 impossible. The Irishman and his son were far behind, 
 
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 literally swimming through the mud. Very soon my mule 
 stopped, entirely exhausted. I dismounted, and Left him to 
 his fate, feeling somewhat doubtful about my own. It was 
 noon, and I was entirely ignorant of the distance, or of the 
 right road, hungry, thirsty and weary, I scrabbled, having 
 lost my hat and one shoe. My shoe, however, after much 
 labor, I found again. My strength failed me, and 1 sat 
 down on a rock. 
 
 Remembering God's promise, started again, and after wal- 
 lowing an hour, came to an old hollow tree, and thought of 
 crawling into it, just leaving my head out, and if I died there, 
 some one, probably, might recognize me. Again, I will be 
 with you, sounded in my ears, so I concluded not to die yet 
 And but a few minutes after, a negro came along on a Btrong 
 horse. I made a bargain with him for the use of the ani- 
 mal, for which I was to pay him ten dollars, on our arrival 
 at Virgin Bay. What a sudden transition! Only a few 
 minutes before I was wallowing in the mud, expecting t i 
 die, and here I am now, mounted on a fine horse, and with 
 a guide too ! 
 
 Reader, never distrust your ever-watchful Father, who car rth 
 for you, never mind what the trouble is. Put your trust in 
 % Ood, and don't give up the ship. But there are times when 
 Faith must be kept continually on the stretch, as it will ap- 
 pear in my case. My negro was a stalwart fellow, naked as 
 he was born, except an old rusty sword, fastened to his body 
 with a leather belt. Soon after I had mounted, lie Btruck 
 off from the main road, into the forest, cutting away the 
 underbrush, with his sword, to make a passage for himself 
 and horse, but not cutting high enough for the rider, often 
 did I have to dodge very quick, to prevent sharing the Pate 
 of Absalom. He was a surly fellow, and took no notice of 
 my complaints. All at once, it seemed to flash across my 
 mind that the fellow was leading me into the woods, I i i 
 and probably to kill me, everything about his movem 
 looked so suspicious. In order to be prepared for the worst, 
 I kept my hand upon my knife, to be ready in an instant 
 He knew I had gold upon my person, for, in adjusting my 
 clothes, he had seen it. My fears, however, proved ground- 
 
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 less ; he was leading me along through a better and a short- 
 er road. Soon we emerged into the highway again, ascended 
 a hill, and there was Virgin Bay, beneath us, with a few 
 temporary hovels, and a diminutive steamboat lying about 
 a mile from the landing. 
 
 The first thing, after getting into the town, was to make 
 the best of my way to the water side, strip, wash my clothes, 
 wring them well, and put them on again. It now began 
 to rain like fury. On going a short distance, got into a 
 rough house, and obtained permission to go into the chamber, 
 then stripped myself again, bathed from head to foot, with 
 cold water, commenced rubbing with a coarse towel, until I 
 felt a glow throughout my body, put on my wet clothes, pur- 
 chased some refreshment, and followed the crowd to the 
 landing, ready to embark for the steamer. Many of our 
 party had not yet arrived, and I had cause to fear that some 
 of them had met with a sad fate. 
 
 It seemed as though my troubles would never end. Here 
 were two hundred and seventy persons to be crammed on 
 board a cockle shell of a steamer, not large enough to ac- 
 commodate fifty persons comfortably. We were all to be 
 carried to the steamer in a miserable dug out, called a bungo. 
 We must also be carried to the bungo on negroes' shoulders. 
 It takes but a very little to capsize one of these tubs. 
 
 It may be recollected that but a few years since, we re- 
 ceived intelligence that one of them had been overset when 
 full of passengers, and over fifty persons were drowned, some 
 of whom were not recovered until many days after, having 
 a large amount of gold dust about their persons, which kept 
 their bodies down. 
 
 When on board the bungo, I at once assumed the com- 
 mand, insisting on every one keeping himself seated on the 
 bottom. Notwithstanding my exertions to prevent accident, 
 it seemed, as if they were resolved to upset her at any rate, 
 as many of them were intoxicated. I finally succeeded in 
 getting her out into deep water, so that no more could get on 
 board. We then went out to the steamer, and when all the 
 passengers were on board, her deck was only a few inches 
 
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 from the water. We were huddled together so close that 
 there was not room for any one either to sit or lie down. 
 
 The night was cold, and being wet felt very uncomfortable, 
 in addition to which we were obliged to stand ankle deep 
 in the water until morning. By squeezing along among the 
 crowd, I got near the boiler, but was driven away by an 
 Irishman who belonged to the boat. Resistance was out of 
 the question. 
 
 Early the next morning, we were abreast Fort Carlos, tho 
 sun rose beautifully, and the morning was charming. How 
 gratefully did I receive his radiant beams upon my wet and 
 shivering body. 
 
 But here was another difficulty, the commanding officer at 
 the Fort, forbid our passing. They had their guns manned 
 all ready to fire into us. Our captain, a drunken, swagger- 
 ing fellow, swore he would go by at any rate, but was per- 
 suaded to anchor the boat, go ashore, and arrange matters 
 with the commanding officer. " This Fort is at the entrance 
 of the Nicaragua river, and the right to navigate it bad not 
 been negotiated. Matters being settled, we went on our 
 way, and through the carelessness of the captain, the boat 
 struck the bank, and broke off the rudder. We rigged a 
 Kentucky oar over the bow, and went along firstrate. Our 
 boat could go no farther than the rapids, over which it is 
 extremely dangerous to attempt a passage. Preparation is 
 always made to check the boat before approaching too near. 
 The boat that followed us was carried among the rocks, 
 not being checked in season, she was nearly destroyed, and 
 many of her passengers were drowned. Our boat was Bto] 
 in season, and hauled safely along-side the bank. \\ e were 
 now to leave this boat, and take the one on tin- other Bide, 
 or below the rapids. She had just come up from Greytown, 
 with passengers who were to pass over the road we had just 
 left, being bound to San Francisco. The distance bet* i 
 the boats was half a mile. 1 went en board the upward 
 steamer, expecting to meet a friend, en rout for California. 
 Went into her cabin, and there were ab >nt thirty Lad 
 all ages, sizes, and complexions, who were rigged out m 
 their finest dresses, and who appeared to be preparing for B 
 
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 ball, rather than a tramp through the mud. My appearance 
 seemed somewhat to startle them ; I apologized for my in- 
 trusion by saying that I was looking for a gentleman whom 
 I expected to find on board. 
 
 There seemed to be two matron looking ladies, who ap- 
 peared to have some control over the rest. So I addressed 
 myself to these: "Ladies, I see you are all preparing to go 
 on shore. Allow me to give you a few words of advice. 
 I have just come from San Juan, and advise you all to 
 change your rich dresses for the very poorest you have ; you 
 will find no accommodations for ladies on board the other 
 boat, and your road from Virgin Bay to San Juan, will be 
 one continuous sheet of mud. You can procure no refresh- 
 ment on the way, and on your arrival at San Juan, if the 
 steamer is not ready, your condition will be extremly un- 
 comfortable." 
 
 They appeared much surprised at this information, saying 
 that the agents at New York, had given them quite a dif- 
 ferent description of the road, representing it as a beautiful 
 ride, more like a pleasure excursion, than a journey. I as- 
 sured them that it was quite the reverse, the road was in a 
 most miserable condition, adding, the moment you leave this 
 boat your trouble commences. Even from here to the other 
 boat, which is but half a mile, you cannot avoid sinking 
 ankle deep in mud, and on board the other, there are no ac- 
 commodations for you whatever, nor a morsel of anything to 
 eat. When you arrive at Virgin Bay your lives will be 
 jeopardized in landing, and then if you don't look sharp 
 you will be robbed by villanous agents. There are few la- 
 dies' saddles to be had, the mules are miserable, and if they 
 give out on the road, what will become of you? You may 
 rely on what I have told you. I am very glad that the 
 friend I was looking after is not here. 
 
 The ladies began to unrig. No possencvers were allowed 
 to go on board until they had finished their newly arranged 
 toilet. In a short time they came ashore, metamorphosed 
 into novitiates for a nunnery. I saw no more of them. At 
 4 P. M., we started for Grey town, and arrived next day at 2 
 P. M. 
 
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 The steamer Daniel Webster was lying ready for us, and 
 was to sail in two days. Our luggage had not yet arrived, 
 there seemed to be a general anxiety among the passengers 
 whether it would arrive in season for the steamer. There 
 were no accommodations here for sleeping except at the rum 
 holes. Myself and three others hired a bamboo shed, and 
 slept upon the ground ; we having no beds were glad to take 
 np with what accommodations we could get. 
 
 The steamer would allow no passengers on board until the 
 morning of sailing, and on that day our luggage had Hot 
 arrived and were obliged to sail without it, the agenti at 
 Grey town assuring us that it should be forthcoming by the 
 next steamer, which in some measure relieved our suspense. 
 I never saw mine after landing it at San Juan. 
 
 I called on the transit agents at New York, for indem- 
 nification. They refused to do anything about it unless com- 
 pelled by law. I told them that my loss was $176. 1 did 
 not wish to go into a lawsuit, and if they would refund what 
 I had paid for its conveyance to their own agents, which was 
 eight dollars, I would trouble them no more, which they a 
 refused, and ordered me out of the office. Such was the 
 treatment I received from this transit company's agent. 
 
 But to my narrative. We stopped at Havana for coal. 
 It was but a short time after the filibustering executions, the 
 excitement against the Americans had not yet suhsided. A n 
 officer came off from the shore to furnish passengers with 
 permits for landing, for which we paid one dollar. 1 had a 
 pleasant vide around the country, and think there is noplace 
 where an invalid could pass the winter mure pleasantly than 
 
 at Havana. T e . T . ... 
 
 I arrived home early in December, 18ol. In 1854, J built 
 a small schooner, which I called Sheerwater, put a cargo 
 on board, and Sept, 8th, sailed for Australia. Od the LOth, 
 a gale sprung up from the S. E., which continued to mere 
 until the night of the 11th, when it turned into a fui 
 hurricane. We were capsized, taken Iron, the wreck by the 
 Hamburg ship, Hampden, and carried to Hamburg, 
 mediately on my arrival there, I sent the following letter 
 home, which briefly describes the disaster. 
 
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 Hamburg, October 16$, 1854. 
 
 Dear Sir : — I am sorry to be under the necessity of dat- 
 ing a letter from this place, so opposite to that of my desti- 
 nation. But God has so ordered it, and we must submit to 
 his will. 1 am also extremely unhappy that it devolves on 
 me to relate a dreadful disaster which has befallen the Sheer- 
 water. 
 
 On the 10th ult., it commenced blowing hard, with a heavy 
 sea, and continued to increase until Tuesday, the 11th. The 
 schooner had behaved nobly, riding over the sea like a bird, 
 her deck dry, and everything all right. On the morning of 
 the 12th, at daylight, the mate who had the watch, called all 
 hands to shorten sail, or rather to take in all, except a small 
 piece of the mainsail, to lay her to under. 
 
 We now lay to perfectly dry, but from the appearance of 
 the Heavens, feared that the worst was yet to come, and so 
 it unfortunately proved. The gale, by 10 A. M., had become 
 a perfect hurricane, with a sea that seemed to reach the very 
 Heavens, accompanied with floods of rain that for a moment 
 would smooth the sea, but it soon rose again like mountain- 
 peaks, not one of which came on our decks. 
 
 But now came the blast that was nigh sending us into eter- 
 nity. The schooner was thrown down, her masts nearly par- 
 allel with the water, the cargo shifted, the water was pouring 
 into her, and we thought we were gone. 
 
 She righted during a lull, which brought her deck out of 
 water. Directly it came on again, and down she went. We 
 sprung to the weather rail, in order to get upon her side, 
 which might prolong our lives a short time. She again right- 
 ed a little, but left us no hope ; and with much trouble we 
 obtained an axe and cut away the foremast. This was a dif- 
 ficult job, as it blew so heavy that it was almost impossible 
 to make a stroke with the axe. We succeeded in getting it 
 over the side which immediately relieved her. Still hung 
 by the lee-rigging, which could not be got at ; but at length 
 we succeeded in getting it clear. 
 
 It then swung round under the stern, knocked away the 
 rudder, and injured the stern post. We cut the weather-rig- 
 ging of the mainmast, but it blew so hard we could do noth- 
 
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 ing more. The mast, on account of the heavy roll, broke 
 partly off in the wake of the deck, and split up about fifteen 
 feet; it being a tough stick was loath to go. We now lay 
 with our deck out of water. Everything in the hold had 
 shifted, our water casks stove and empty, provisions wet und 
 spoiled, (except our meats). The gale had now somewhat 
 abated. We set to work to put things to rights. The sea 
 was still running very high, which made it difficult to ae- 
 complish much ; but if we could get anything on her to keep 
 her steady, we might possibly remain on board a few days 
 and run a chance of being taken off. We were quite ex- 
 hausted, not having eaten anything for nearly twenty-four 
 hours. All were anxiously scanning the horizon to catch a 
 glimpse of anything that looked like a sail ; when the joyful 
 cry, of " sail ho 1" saluted our ears. A little speck was just 
 discernible apparently coining towards us. 
 
 Every eye was now intently fixed upon the stranger, and 
 soon discovered to our grief that she was edging off from 
 us ; probably we had not been seen. Our feelings may be 
 easily imagined. We soon hit upon an expedient which waa 
 the means of our preservation. There was a cannon on 
 board, that lie just under the hatchway, which we succeeded 
 in getting up ; there was also a tin case of powder, that had 
 been hermetically sealed, which we were fortunate enough 
 to get, and one of the men had some dry matches. 
 
 We fired our gun three times, when the ship run her col- 
 ors up, and immediately tacked and stood for us. She hove 
 to about half a mile from us, lowered her boats, and came 
 to us, notwithstanding it blew very fresh. We all got safe- 
 ly on board the ship Hampden, of Hamburg, Capt. A Hansen, 
 from the Bay of Mexico bound to Hamburg. She had horn 
 thrown on her beam-ends in the same hurricane, and were 
 upon the point of cutting away their masts, but by Btaving 
 their water casks, she righted. Capt. Ariansen Btated to us, 
 that they saw something" black, but could not make out what 
 the object was until he saw the smoke. We were on board 
 the Hampden thirty days, during which time we were treated 
 
 with much kindness, 
 
 Very respectfully, yours, 
 
 SAMUEL F. HOLBROOK. 
 
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 I will just add here, that on my return to the United States, 
 I made a statement to the Department at Washington, of our 
 rescue and kind treatment hy Capt. Ariansen. 
 
 The Secretary of the State immediately ordered an elegant 
 gold chronometer and chain, to he sent to the Consul at 
 Hamburg, to be presented to Capt. Ariansen, also a hand- 
 some present to Robert Sloman, Esq., the owner of the ship, 
 for refusing any compensation for our passages. I received 
 the following letters from the Secretary, apprizing me of the 
 
 present. 
 
 Department of State, \ 
 
 Washington, January 17th, 1855. J 
 
 Samuel F. Holbrook, Esq., 
 
 No. 44 Purchase street, Boston, Mass. 
 
 Sir: — Your letter, of the 13th inst. addressed to the 
 Secretary of the Treasury and referred by him to this De- 
 partment respecting the wreck of the schooner "Sheerwater" 
 of Boston, in which vessel you were a passenger, and acknowl- 
 edging the kindness extended to you by Captain Ariansen 
 of°the°ship "Hampden," and Mr. Bromberg the acting Uni- 
 ted States Consul at Hamburg, has been received. You will 
 perceive, from the enclosed copy of a communication addrea 
 to Mr. Bromberg on the 21st ult., that your suggestion in re- 
 gard to a recognition of the valuable services of Mr. Sloman 
 and Captain Ariansen has already been anticipated by the 
 
 Department. . . , . 
 
 That part of your letter relating to provision afforded by 
 the United States to destitute seamen, has been referred to 
 
 the Fifth Auditor. 
 
 I am, Sir, respectfully, 
 
 Your obedient servant, 
 
 W. L. MAKCV. 
 
 Department of State, 1 
 Washington, December 21st, 1854. J 
 
 Samuel Bromberg, Esq., 
 
 United States Consulate, Hamburg. 
 Sir-— You will receive with this despateh, a bag oontoin- 
 ino- a crold Chronometer, with a heavy gold chain attar, ed, 
 
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 which the President of the United States has directed to be 
 presented to I. I. Ariansen, for his humane and gallant con- \ 
 duct in rescuing from shipwreck the Master, passengers and 
 crew of the schooner " Sheerwater " of Boston ; and also 
 five packages, enclosing a copy of " Mitchell's Universal At- 
 las," and the " National Portrait Gallery of Distinguished 
 Americans/' for presentation to R Sloman, Esq., the owner 
 of the ship " Hampden," as an acknowledgment of his hu- 
 manity and generosity in refusing compensation for the pas- 
 sage to Hamburg in that vessel of shipwrecked American 
 mariners. 
 
 The Department has learned that the risk incurred by 
 Captain Ariansen in rescuing these unfortunate persons was 
 very great ; the kindness and attention shown to them by 
 him is spoken of in the highest terms of commendation. 
 
 You will transmit a note to the Senate of Hamburg, ex- 
 pressing in suitable terms, the high regard which the Presi- 
 dent entertains for conduct so noble and disinterested, and 
 requests that these presents may be delivered in the name of 
 the United States to the individuals for whom they are in- 
 tended. 
 
 I am, Sir, &c, 
 (Signed.) W. L. MAECY. 
 
 I now take leave for a few days, when I shall resume the 
 narrative, and endeavor to amuse the reader with my jour- 
 ney through Europe to Sebastopol, Asia Minor, Syria, Pales- 
 tine, Egypt, and the Carnival at Pome. 
 
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