PS 3525 .E37 W5 1917 Copy 1 i i m The Wicked House and other Poems 9 Mrc^ i i i By A. GUSTAVUS MELTON Route 2 - - - Ellenboro, N. G. Tte Wicked House and otker Poems By A. GUSTAVUS MELTON witfi Sketch of Life Price 50 cents A. G. MELTON Route 2 - - . Ellenboro, N. C. ^thlt^Uh to mg tutfi^ lira. iCrla i^rltott y)CI,A457078 Copyrighted 1917 By A. GUSTAVUS MELTON rtB J4I9I7 AUTOBIOGRAPHY. The author of these Poems deems it wise to concisely write a short story of my life. This will relieve the curiosity of the reader, and enable him to read the follow- ing Poems with a prepared and pacified mind. A succinct autobiography will prop up the other work, and at the same time, I hope, leave no room for suspicion of con- spicuousness on the part of the author. I have no doubt but that every reader of this little Book will be appeased, to a certain extent, when he has learned when and where I was born. I shall ask my readers to not demand a detailed autobiography of my life and an exact chronological history of my forefath- ers; but to content themselves with my limited cognition of my ancestors, until I am more tediously informed. (Reasons could here be given for my unfamiliarity With my progenitors; but time and space will not permit) I am unlike the father of our country, George Washington, who could trace his lineage to William the Con- queror. Just here, I shall say that I have found little trouble in learning of my great, great, great grandfather, 'Sam Melton, who was a big boned, tall, and red faced man. He was a leading man in his neigh- borhood in his time. He married Peggie Daves and reared several children. I have been told that Burton Melton, my great, great grandfather, was a civil, Quiet man. Burton Melton married Lucin- da Walker. They were blessed with sev- eral children, who have been favored with health, and, as a result most all of them still survive. My grandfather, Columbus Mills Mel- ton, married Dissie Elizabeth Harrill. Four chidren were born to them as fol- lows: Susan Melton, Texanah Melton, Charlie G. Melton, and my father, Seth Thomas Melton. Columbus Melton died be- for he was very old, leaving a widow who later married Rhodes Glover. My father married Mary J. Green, the oldest daughter of S. D. Green and to them three children were born, Clarence T. Melton, George Emerson Melton, and Anson Gustavus Melton. The angel of death saw fit to call father and mother and my only two brothers home before I was old enough to remember them. Thus I have drifted from home to home, living the life of an orphan. But I have never been able to flee from these words from grandfather: "Be sure you are right and then go ahead." He (S. D. Green) empha- sized another important factor, which clings to me yet, honesty. I, A. G. Melton, was born of the flesh Aug. 8, 1890, in Rutherford County, North Carolina, where all the above mentioned were born and reared, near Ellenboro. • I was born of the Spirit Dec. 14, 1913. Up to this time a volume of mistakes in my life could be written; but, to do so, is not only unpleasant, but unnecessary. Af- ter having been born of the Spirit, I imme- diately joined Walls Baptist Church. I, not being baptized until Aug. 4, 1914, re- ceived a recommendation from Walls Church, as a worthy young man entering the ministry, on same day of baptism. Af- ter this the Church gave me, on Sept. 27, (1914, license to preach without my request; but with my desire. A golden opportunity presented itself to me when I entered High School at Boiling Springs, N. C, where I was thrown in contact with very fine characters; where I was cared for by the considerate faculty chosen by the trustees of Boiling Springs High School, who represent care- fully and accurately the two God fearing Associations, Kings Mountain and Sandy 'Run. From the date of entrance in school, Aug. 11, 1914, to Dec. 21, 1916, I lost little time with my books. On Dec. 21, 1916 I was forced to leave the school room (not according to my future aim) on account of declining health, having half finished the junior course. After having studied a few Poems in my sophomore year written by Henry W. Longfellow, John Greenleaf Whittier, Mat- thew Arnold, and James Russel Lowell, I, as an effervescent spring, bubbled over with ardent desire of expression; and wrote my first Poem on Dec. 9, 1915, en- titled "A Thought in School." This piece is not, however, found in this book. It was read by my English teacher. Prof. 0. P. Hamrick, to the three higher English class- es of the school, its author being anony- mous to pupils at that time. During my school days — I have as yet, not been called to be pastor of any church; but have had the privilege of doing evan- gelical work — I have tried to preach fifty- eight sermons at twenty-two different Churches and School Houses. I have help- ed in two revival meetings, one each sum- mer, in which sixty-six souls professed Christ. May I conclude this sketch by asking my readers to say with me: "It is good for us to be here. May God help us to be ever faithful. We believe Thy Word." BOILING SPRINGS HIGH SCHOOL Boiling Springs, N. C, Jan. 22, 1917. To whom it may concern. For several years I have intimately known Mr. A. G. Melton and I believe him to be absolutely truthful, honest, honora- ble, and upright in all his dealings. He is a man of deep convictions and is true to his convictions. A strong Christian man. Yours truly, J. D. HUGGINS. INTRODUCTION. These Poems have been written, with some exceptions, during spare time in school. They have been written because it was a duty of mine; because it was my de- light; because of inspiration given from God. My feeble prayer is: "May they ac- complish an uplift to man." "The Wicked House" was written, while at Boiling Springs, through effort and difficulty. The inspiration came in abundance on class and at night. Late and early lights were burned, taking care of revelation. The fundamental base for this poem is found on the oracle of John, the revelator. The author first thinks of John in the cave on the Isle of Patmos, and the masterful revelation given him, no doubt, the author thinks, by an angel from heaven. The ex- cited imagination began at the gratto, where John was; but later reaches a more specific verse of the revelation. Rev. 3:20, where an outburst of imagination inflamed my mind with burning desire to express the thought. It will be noticed that my eye makes three trips to the unknown world. More- over it will be noticed that, on the second trip, the eye sleeps three days and nights; and dreams three dreams. The coming out of the wicked house, where Christ continually knocks, and the short story of the ear marks the close of, if such should be its name, the metrical tale. Some things of interest might be said about the other miscellaneous Poems or ballads. I remember that "The Bumble Bee" and "The River" were both written the same day, July 19, 1916. 'THE WICKED HOUSE." Once there an angel came to a lonely cave. How far, may it have flown o'er land and sea! From whence it came we think, we hope we know. That trip was made a long, long time ago. When we were yet to be, and yet to see. And yet we were, and still we are, and on And on, we shall and will forever be. The rolling, rolling time says, 'men be wise.' Just think how quick this Holy angel made That trip. The last from the bare and rug- ged Isle To us, was made in haste to tell the same Old story with a tender loving smile. Hush! hush!! here is the messenger of Him Who sent to John, the divine, the dream of light. The servant of the Christ content to be Alone in thought, in deed where we should be, When we forget to think, to act, or pray. This angel was and is so kind and pure. Till men feel like, when she is near, they are So mean, so rough that they aren't fit to live. By far is He, Who sent the angel to The grotto in the ground of that South hill. Above the chief of angels. Then, how low Should we kneel down to Him in faith and love? The apocalyptic book has base enough For worlds of men on which to place their feet. It has enough of thought to fill our souls, To make us think as did the divine of old; Still even more, if we'd observe his theme. This great, great thinker has done made his trip. Oh how bitter was his way! tho' he went on Thro' tears, and fears, and cares, to live his years. Woud we a roll like him behind us leave, We too, would live in two worlds, I know, at least. Let us give ear to his God given dream And step by step we'll walk the Holy path. I see where John has gone, his track so plain, Till we may with all ease go up, and up. We may for a long time, go up with no pain. But tho', at last, in the final end of the race. Like JuHus Caesar, reaching English shores. Have to fight in water stain'd with our own blood. John saw the Christ as he stood by the door Of that old weather beaten, lonesome house When He in grief to us cried out, "Behold". He is still saying with a graceful gesture, 10 "Behold." To split this word we'd have the "Be," The "Hold." May we be men of God that we May stand a storm of snow, of hail or wind; May we be what we are, if right in Christ. So be, where you ought to be, and when, like men. And after you have been, and aim to be. Do get the macron part of the word, be- hold. We see to be, the breve. Now let us hold And hold and hold, be faithful unto death, That we may reap a rich and glorious end. That we may feast on boundless, endless love. Be like the besieged Londonderry men. When they were in the terrible hour of gloom. When they were minus things to eat save hides. When they heeded the proclaimer of the Gospel And said that we will ope no gate to foe. We too, if we be firm, shall see the fleet. Hold on, hold is the cry of Christ the Lord. 'Hold on till death and get a crown of life. May we hold on like the weak and strug- gling cock. When he has hook'd his clinging, hopeful beak Of burning asperation on the fence. He flops his weary wings, and scratches with His bleeding, painful feet, till he, at last. Is on the fence to crow, "Hold on, hold on." 11 Now let us cast our wavering eye on Him Who said, "Behold, I stand at the door and knock." I'm glad He says, I stand; and not I stood. He, who stands at the door and knocks, must tire. If He be at the door, how near is He? The kingdom is at hand. May we give eye That He may not find us asleep when He comes. Now I would have you look again at Him, As He in suffering knocks at this old door Of the house of scorn, of hate, of waste and fear. Away out yonder is this house amid A snaky, dismal, weedy, desolate place. Where no one else would go but the merci- ful Christ. Oh, how pitiful is He when we see Him With an aching hand and side, still knock- ing at The miserable, and wretched door; no an- swer. This knock, the key to every door, is the one. The only one that can unlock the door. The hinge of this sad door is clog'd with rust. It needs some oil, some exercise to ope. We have, I'm glad, an omnipresent God. He knocks at every door of man, the house. But note, He's not in the house where sin is yet; God does not live in the life of sinful men. 12 He winds them up as we wind up the clock; They run till they are down as does the clock. If we His voice do hear, how may we ope The door? We should come out in haste of the tree. We're in the garret of this sinful house, I fear. The door is on the bottom floor. Give ear; the bolt is not at top of door. It is low enough for even crawling men To reach. If we let in the humble Christ, We must be like the creeping strawberry Vine. This no doubt will ope the door of rust. We sh'd bathe our bended knees in nature's dust. And dig down deep to find the solid rock; We sh'd use a heavy pick to reach the rock. When we solidify ourselves on Christ, We change as from a cotton felt to steel. Who is the prizer at the cruel door? We sh'd study tap roots; and not the tops of trees. God. knocks as long as man on Earth does live, As long as He can hear a click of life. This sinful house is crammed with rogues and sots; Already they are among the snakes and bones Of death, I see the skeletons stack'd up In piles as scraps of iron rails and bones, I see the thoughtless, heedless, lost, lost men. As they mingle with the frame works of Hell. Among these bones I see the sinner's soul, 13 Traversing thro' the shattering skulls of death. It's sad for the eye of Christian men to flee Into the halls of death and Hell, and walk The serpent streets of pain, of woes and sighs. I see the thief as he sits on the skull Of death with hie feet resting, where was once The seeing, sneaking eye. I see the vile Old gambler with his cards, his change and gun, As he sits in th« mouth of the abyss. The bottomless pit, the skull of endless fire, Erect, legs cross'd, on a crumbling, poison tush. Cigar in mouth with streams of floating smoke, Also with his cold heart in his flattering mouth. Up steps a man to this grey skull of death; Up gets the gambler from the tush of ruin, And walks out on the portico of this Platform of under teeth of this same skull To drag in the wayward man to die with him. The breath of Satan, flowing thro' the mouth Of skulls, has stain'd a many a boy and girl. His breath is like broad flames of fire and smoke. Which he spews out o'er the lands and seas of God. He emits beer and wine, drinks of every kind, 14 Profaner's of the word in blistering blazes Of blue, of green, of pale, of red, like blood. The setter in a lazy mood has sat On one of these hard teeth, till he has worn A slick and shiny place on the dreadful tusk. He is a drone, a blank; no good to Christ. Still further in the dragon's mouth I see A filthy hearted hypocrite almost A slipping off the crumbing banks of sand Into the home of the obdurated hearts. I see a subtle liar hanging in The upper teeth of this same skull as did The son of David in the boughs of an oak. God has the key to this old Earthly house, A Hell. He was and is, to day, at the door. He says, young man come out of this tor- ment. The house of deceptive bane, so said the Has streets made by the chief of scabby snakes ; They are a crooked trail thro' smoulder- ing ashes Of Hell. The chief of snakes with forked tongue, When he on his anatomic trip thro' this house, Having a fornicator betwixt the fork Of his tongue, met the next in fame, in size. The next in size had on the deathly smile, As he met face to face the chief, the king 15 Of Hell. These two big serpents toss'd by breath This man from mouth to mouth as would two men On a windy stormy day with spiky mitts Pass a ball. I cannot tell what this poor man Thought of as he from mouth to mouth did pass. I think he must have been, in the mouth of the chief, A fornicator, in the mouth of the next, A liar slick. He thought perhaps of how To tell another lie, to dodge reward. While passing thro' this heavy bitter mist Of adversity, unknown to him, to all In sin. This interval, is short between These mitts of goads, in which, he sleeps like Rip. For Pompey and his men look what did a lie; He landed on the Egyptian shore of death. In chaos yet is my eye, where is disdain, Where is contempt of every grade and style. And as it walks meandering streets of grief, I see a temple high afar before My eye with slanting stairway of dry bones ; Around this dome are downs of cinders hot. Like the sand-hills on the Isle of the lovely Palm. The skeptic is the guide to this base place. I see on every pier these words in big 16 Old serpent letters made: THE ATHE- IST'S HOME. It is true that I wonder, as my eye Steps up to this sin-deck'd dome, destruc- tive den. Who is in this grim place, eternal death? I look to my right and there is a room, Veneer'd with flames of sweeping, singing blazes, Floor'd with a hideous, furious, lava flow. Like melted glass in furnace ready for The mold, I see the babblers of the Earth. And on one foot each stands to rest the other. Too sad is this great sight for eye to see. My eye says please let me get on away? So on it goes, seems worse and hotter still; Anon the rear is reach'd by eye, at last. I gaze out o'er the vast eternity Of myriads of volcanic craters 'live, As I stand on the verge of this back door; And I see just in front near by the mouth Of a mountainlike volcano, hurling snake Coil'd men from it as sparks of fire from chimn'y. Observing closer still, — and jumping back As I cast my eye in the mouth of this sad scene ! — I see all shapes of men hung up, stove up In the walls of this gummy, burning mouth of sin. As soot^ — made by rich pine — clings to a stove-pipe. Now turns my eye to leave the rear of decay; But before the front is reach'd— I think ■ how large 17 Might be this building of the waste of death — I see — Old Satan has a trip made thro* These parching walls of Iniquity and crime, Since my grief stricken, cheerless eye cast- down, Had trod in the horror cursed large corri- dors — By side the other words, THE ATHEIST'S HOME, Which, were the best snake calligraphy I saw. Another sign, new one, found in the tracks Of Satan, where he touch'd his poison feet, Last sign: THE FLOOD OF OIL WILL COME TONIGHT. While Satan winds and climbs the walls of this house. He shows the world in print just what he is. He has a busy press with type in trim. His feet relate the story of his life In tracks. We read the autobiography Of men in their tracks as we behold nail prints In tracks in snow. — May we not have blank feet. — The flood of oil will come tonight. How sad! This is a sweet and happy thought to think A deluge is coming for to wash away Their pain. They think the wrong; still worse; still worse. I take no time for nooning in these walls. I only have enough of time to take A peep at them as they do eat their food, 18 My eye goes down a thousand feet to see The wailing host around the table of A fire. Their food is corkscrews, broken glass, And iron banded kegs. Upon one keg I see the salt, the slugs of melting cast. Repast they have, repast, the sad, the bad ♦This food too good for lawless, careless men. Their rest at noon is kicking loose their hands And feet in nets of electric wires of pain As does a fly, when caught in spider's web. Near by the lattice of these living wires There is a hole in wall like gnot holes in plank. In which, there comes the wasp, the bum- ble-bee, The hornet, and the honey bee to sting These men. These pests increas'd a thou- sand fold In size. To while away the afternoon, When out the web of wires, they find their hands Behind them ti'd in dark and nightly places. Prom these deep pits they are drawn up with ropes To await the evening meal before the flood. When supper has its end they lose their breath. One is permitted to go out and search For breath. He turns o'er every burning plow And stone in vain in search for breathing air. 19 Back to his comrade with his choking voice He comes to tell the history of his trip. Now comes the dark, which is the flood of oil; Be it high or low or rough or mild; death is yet. As night comes on — their day is night to us — I see the infernal chief of the angels of Hell With rod of iron welded to the leg Of a man, it being flexible with heat, Him jumping here and there like bug on string. Up, down on rod I see the bear, the lion. Traversing to and from the surging man To knife him with an angry, craving tush. This man when loose is being swallowed up By morbid, crafty waves of kerosene. The Devil's hand, which holds the supple rod. Is a lion's den thro' which all demons pass. The sly and inexpressible waves of oil Slips up like a thief or whisper to drown him. He climbs to tops of trees ; at first he gains Some feet; but flood so swift he's caught by wave. This the annual conflagration that Increases their pain by rising tides of death. Just as the trees are cover'd with the waves. This man a caldron sees a floating by 20 In which were men, the Kings of the Earth, who were Swimming in boiling, tumbling oil with snakes ; And reaches with his doleful, aching hand To grasp its helve to ride the merciless wave. I see him as he sits on his hot seat, His hair converted into a waving blaze. Combing his tangled blazes with a pitch- fork. His smile is lost, at first, at last, and now. He had no hope, he has no hope; nor can; His peace is a continual cry in sobs and tears ; He has no life, no faith, no light, no God. His visions are of deeper graves in Hell. No never can he reach where evergreen Does grow; where plants are kiss'd with heaven's dew; Where life does roam from sea to sea, and land To land; where God is smiling with His beams Of bountiful light, his words of soothing love. With shining face among the hosts of Earth. I also see in the great sea of flame. Where misery is supreme; where wrath does reign, A baleful ship of dearth and slumbering peace In which are men of dreary speech; in which Are men full of the ire of Satan's tongue. 21 They float the lake of fire with vengeful aim To scale declivities of hate and shame, To mark the liquid foam of damnable waste With marks of faithless pilots, who can't cease. Their job is — at the end of our imagina- tion — To measure these wild simmering, endless seas With tape so short we barely see with eye. Thro' darkest Hell they go from pole to pole. It matters not how hot or cold the clime May be; how little work or much there is. They're flung in dusky, steaming, wrest- less seas. Like huge stones leaping down the moun- tain side With bouncing sparks as lightning bugs at night. They are forever lost on stormy seas, Where bottomless sheol drinks their hearts of crime. This vast tempestuous deep puts forth a smile. As sour as the clouds of smoke from the railway train Is black. Reluctant is this stay in Hell. I will not tell just here — My eye comes out Of Hell — ^how joyous is its trip to bliss. My longing eye comes back again from whence It came. It says, "I saw a boat with hole In it, small hole. — ^That same old rocking ship 22 That had so many fiends." —Some men to- day- Find one sin, only one, in their dear hearts; They travel on, at last they sink, so heavy! "Now poor eye ! must you go back to that place Of exciting horror?" "Yes." "Ah, ah! but you May loose your sight, when you shall reach the home Of vipers, where Beelzebub is chief." Away my eye goes strolling back to take Another look at desolation, to , Search out this place, that I may have a theme. My lingering eye, as it persues its path; As it forgets itself on flowery way, Where righteousness is blooming every day; Where aim no lower than the highest mount'n Peak; where success is sure, if we but act. Stops, looking all around, and says, "What peace ! I must soar high like hawks, when havoc I Reach. Why shall I do this? too bad, too bad." A spirit good says, "Sweet perfumes have you About your being; you must not get near; For Hell must not inhale a pleasant fume." How pleasing is my eye; some sweetness will Accompany me in dreary worlds unknown. Then glibly walks my eye to gulf between; But on this meadowy journey, gradually There comes an easier walk. — I dread this tour. A morning glory, being by the way, Tho, wilt'd, seems to say, as it looks up Into my face, "Will you come back this way?" Proclivities, now with force, incline my eye To tell to men, how much the flower did. Lo! high in air, I find myself in joy; Pm standing on the graceful, flower's smile. Would we but speak a motherly word in smiles To weeping souls as they go by in tears To vast eternities unknown to us. We'd shout profoundest joy, while here be- low; We'd soothe our wrestless, throbbing, dole- ful hearts. Yet not have I crept o'er this gulf between ; But near. Ere I can cross the rusty door Thro' lofty air, there comes a hungry man Who says, "Stop, stop"! The speeding eye stabs feet In ground; with wonder looks! When calm, it says, "I shall be glad to comfort your poor soul By going to your home to get you bread." Tho' busy is the eye it stops its trip. And grasps a burden that it may not reach Its goal without a load like the foolish five. "Back where I was" so says the eye, "again" — Between these lines we read excelsior deeds. Near by; the tipping foot, almost to gulf, Almost on silent way, is, to last track. The first we know, we find ourselves in death ; We sleep in deedless arms, like finger rings. Only to wag a load of sin up hills 24 Of gnashing teeth; up hills of flaming tongues, Which, have no plains, no trees to which to cling. No tops that we can find, no peace, no end. My eye can tell — Experience is its ground — Of tours of distant lands both good and bad. What it shall say, it will, no doubt, be true. The story is from deepest depth of heart. It says, "When Fm in yonder world of craze, Coming out of this heathen land, my legs Entirely are too short; but going in. They are by far too long— May we go right ! My eye is now at gulf, deciding how Long to stay in death's house; and gazing o'er The steaming pots of punishment: no fear; But dread. In solemn thought stood I at door Of death, of ruin, of pain, where is disease, To turn my back on heaven's grandest land; To turn my back on Satan's strongest foes. When dread familiarize'd itself with me; When it had made a skyrocket in my mind — I wish, I pray that I may have some aid, While on this foreign trip thro' fretful spirits — In sudden flight, there came thro' starlit air These words of ease: "Reach up your with- ering hand; You're not so heavy but that you can hold Your weight, when lifted up from magnet Earth." Up goes my hand in haste, and it is caught; And I am hoisted up, where all is smooth. Above the worlds so high, I float behind 25 This wandering wind like life boats behind a ship. While it is cutting, splitting midnight air With speed, tremendous speed, a million times As fast as wireless telegram o'er seas, I cast astonishing eye on helmsman of The fleeting, scaling, harmless, graceful wind ; I hear ambition plundering in his heart, Which, seems to speak to the tireless wind, "With all this speed, we have not caught our best; wind! roll on, go on, press on, live on." When I am at my journey's end, I think As fast as thought can go; for moments I Muse o'er the observation of my ride ; 1 utterly fail in thought to give these scenes. Remember do I, as resorb'd I pure Air of the richest make, the finger prints, Which were so deeply, coarsely made on ropes That flutter'd aloof at rear of darting wind. The lesson is for us to get just here: Can we a sign make known of having borne The burdons of men, till they have retained Their finger prints on our unburdon'd backs? Do burdons cHng to us by day, by night? With I have made the lengthy trip thro* air. Like Christ in love, Who, steps from orb to orb, I start to write the gift, the next in mind. The page, en which I write, below is blank; But ready is it to hear from my soul; But ready is it to bear up the weight 26 Of slowly running lines, to hand my thought To neighbors far and near, abroad each year. Before we pencil thought in mind, we feel Our need of Godly aid to arouse our mind. In brevity we strike the line, the trail Of thought to walk, step by step, to its end; To oil the trail with every high ideal I can — May we see in our hearts a grove Of highest trees, root'd in the pools of love, Branching far each way in a clime of lovely spring, With singing birds to cheer their wavering boughs. Almost I reach the Hne that I must track. Though it seems as if my arm is too short. Too small. Away from line we swerve, we miro. Could I but tip my foot to line, Fd walk. When wandering wind has lightly smitten the home Of shame with dangling legs of secluded eye; When it has passed on thro' endless ages In the Holy orbit of the forsaken Christ, I have three days to spend among the tombs Of everlasting, never ending death; I take the time, while standing in the bogs Of mucky plagues, to look o'er airless head Thro' atmosphere of the angry bottomless deep. Surprise is not to me when I behold The sunless day, the starless, moonless night. Oh! gloom!! an awful gloom!!! from which flinch. Again my eye is forc'd to see the graves 27 Of anatomies, wide, and long, and deep. I see At distance men with fire tipp'd picks of sin, Digging in bursting, popping stones of heat, Casting them out with blistering hands of dread. When I draw near, they see me not, nor hear; They stumble thro' necropolis o'er tombs Of diabolic fops, and cheats, and crooks. I see in midst of this grave yard a host Of granite cutters, tiring with long days. With chisels extremely dull, a long time ago. Round which, including graves, a border Of glistening, flaming swords and piercing spears. The longer they burn, the hotter, bigger the blaze. Like scar on babe; as he grows, so does the scar. I'm now content to find myself at brake Of day, tiptoing in a large rough grave; Because of gloaming only, looking for The light. I am unable to tell how I Got in the leviathan's grave the eve before. My eye, I, wonders how could I have been Put here without me knowing how it was. My eye is now awake: it finds that it Entirely was mistaken ; that it, in Place of one night of sleep, had slept three days; That it, in place of having been plac'd there In a mistic way, was driven by mean men, Remembering all about the bitter cup. This sleep was not a sleep of rest and peace. My eye climbs up the walls; and as it sits 28 With feet a hanging off the banks of grave, Begins recalling his dream that awaits His pen. A gazing man stands near to fret ; But he holds mind right on his dream de- spite The gazer's quests, his mocks, and sarcas- tic smiles. About this time my eye finds that it has No time to pen its dream, relieve its mind; For it has cast a wistful eye in the far Away East and seen azure sky unfolding Its arms to that unimagionable speedy wind. When eye had said "I", — "Yes. Get on," said wind. Intention was of eye to say, "I want to ride." Again I look for steersman; he stands in The front; he still is nervous, more than he Had ever been before; he is as you Can't hope to think, a going faster than He came. The eye can easily say, "Too slow." The velocity of electricity is, Compar'd to this great wind, a sickly snail. As it is passing Neptune I loose grip Of mighty wind; but I, like a car from train, Have up so much speed till I breathlessly Scale on to maiden, Earthlit moon, where I Touch speedy feet to Tycho ; where I 'm un- known ; Where I intend to tell my dream; where I Expect to rest in calm repose, and talk Face to face with the lunar, tranquil globe. But she must say: "I have no air for you To breathe; I'd like to keep you here and hear 29 Your dream. You will find life and air at next Stop, Satellite; she'll give you what you need." Again comes wandering wind to draw me up From such unfriendly grounds to take me on, Where I think I don't want to go ; but when I get, to glittering star, or there, I find Just what I want; I find a stool, a desk, A pen — You know at least I have a friend. The porter says with joyful face to me : *I am so blad to have you at our Inn, And as to your dream We'll gladly hear it told; Moreover we'll be glad to soothe your mind, As you write, with every voice of cheer we can. Lo, and behold! I turn my head from desk, As chair turns too, "I have instead of one dream. Three." He in softest tone, "Dream on" he says. I, turning back to desk and feeling so Much welcome that I could not hardly write. Only with treatment kind to overcome. Begin to tell as follows lines below. "My dear most humble Earth: — I in re- mote And foreign lands, as seated in a snug And beautiful room of flowers, red and blue, In Paradise, if such can be ; it can. No other purpose than to write to you, Inclosing dream had in abominable 30 Hell, when I was absent from the Earth, my home, Sweet home, a heaven for all who wills it. Let dream be short or long or good or bad, I make inception here in shades cf night. Which, wrap their silent arms of peace and rest Around my soul of toil, extolling me, A building up the mountain peaks of aim. "0 Earth! I saw you being roll'd around On plains of space, like a marble on the ground. About you were other spheres; some less, some not; They loved you; for they would reach all hands For your sweet clusters of the growing vines Of happiness; they would give comely smiles, When your blown breath was near their daunted faces, Which, was a drapery for their lifeless cheeks. Tho' you were rolling here and there among The masses of the stars, the moons, the suns, I went to you in haste to see if you Were ready to quit your big rolling game, Lest you might get a bump and hurt your- self. Earth says: "Fll roll; I cannot stop; for time Says, "Now or never ; never then ; today." "I saw the maiden moon in silvery dress. As she came stepping lightly to the Earth 31 With dry tears tumbling down her volcanic face With weak and feeble heart. I read these words In her face, as she creeps up to the Earth: "0 florist, Earth! I've lost my all, my breath ; I find that man can't live by bread alone; He isn't like the frogs and fishes of the sea. But he must have a cool and pleasant drink Of air"— "The Godly air is best of all" Was quickly spoken by the righteous Earth. "Had I the gases like those of yours. I'd rear A great and stalwart family for our Lord And Christ ; I would increase the number of The saints; I'd feed them with the victuals of The juicy fruit of Adam's best select ; I'd rain the mild and gentle summer rain ; I'd flood their fields with corn, with wheat and oats. Their woods with cows, with sheep, with swine; that they Might eat and sleep when bitter winter would Come with its rains, its hails, its sleets, and snows — " Ha, ha! they'd write the most beautiful "SNOW-BOUNDS." "I saw the moon, when she had gone away From Earth, back to her native nest of silence, Go off into repose and sleep, until The sun of TIME was swinging far o'er in The West, preparing for a sad sun-set; No other cause we find, but that she slept. 32 She rose for her morning meal; Behold, 'Tis eve ! she wash'd her wrinkly fading face And comb'd her hoary tangled hair with frail, And peaceless, slender, thin, remorseful hands. When quick and scanty meal was had, I saw Her, stick in hand, go crippling out into The mighty deep to draw from the wells of air A pail of gas of peace of joy of life. That she might furnish, yet, some breath for men. I saw her tottering stumbling 'long o'er orbs Of brilliant hope; and just before she reach'd The wells, I saw her fall. — Of course the Earth Stretch'd forth her helping hand of life and light And put the humpback maid on feet again. She, then, with dragging feet went on to wells To draw the pail of gas; and yet be saved. She forced a smile as bucket nethered to The bottom of the well. The sad part is The bucket had a lavish hole in it. She drew so miserably slowly that her gas Had found its way back, from whence it had come. Just so with us; we turn the windless of Repentance, watchfulness so slow, that when We are touch'd by the icy hands of death, We too have lost the pail of life and joy. 33 I rest my pen and ink a moment for To get a recreation that I may Make plain to Earth the dream I must have had The second day or night. Unseating myself, Withdrawing from the apartment for a time, I fondly walk to front of inn, the way Being adorn'd with beautiful rugs and mats, They being almost hidden by low swinging Sweet flowers of the tenderest grown in pit ; When front is reach'd I found a hammock swung On piazza in a golden clime of spring In which I plunged. Around me sits the birds, Uplifting me by song, that thrills my heart With notes of cheer, unspeakable cheer. Methinks I hear their tiny hearts in softest tones Speak gently to the atmosphere thes» words : "Delay no time however pleasant the clime." These kindly spoken words immediately Raise up my easy head and find me soon, Back at my writing desk with no fatigue. Oh that we'd let the tender hearted birds Build nests in our hearts as thick as flies with words Like these! I leave the porch with belt of birds. On palisades to hide myself in thought And write the second dream of the second trip. Which, was had in the torrid zone of Hell, In grave where decaying fangs were pillows for 34 My agonizing head. — Tho* died I not. This prelude now steps aside to hear the dream. "Most noble Earth, while Dixie sings her sonfi:s Of freedom, liberty, prosperity, And peace, will you give ear to my middle dream? Do not forget the first; don't fail to remem- ber this. "On that same sleeping tour of three long days And nights, I dream'd a dream. There must have been A serpent sitting on my head. I think, Earth, He made me dream the dream. Earth, you tell Those refulgent sons of yours that when they stand On a wet dish rag the water will come forth. "I dream'd I saw the aboriginal babe, Adam, the protasis of the drama of Mankind, where patronomatology got Its spring. My eye pass'd o'er a road that has Been wander'd o'er by many a man ; and as Soon as their eyes were there, they thought, no doubt. That Adam was and is the first human soul. That much is true. But back of him was God, The Was, The AM, and SHALL BE, the Father, Son, And Holy Ghost, perhaps. Who, wav'd his hands 35 Thro' new made air and wept with joy o'er Earth. When God had made all else, He saw fit to Make man, the worst and best of all He made. He made man in the simplest possible form And breath'd the breath of life into his nostrils. And he became a living perfect soul. He plac'd him in the indescribable Eden, The mother of our Earth, a paradise, Where flow'd the waters of the Pison and The Gihon, Hiddekel and Euprates rivers. The zenith of Adam's happiness was had Just after he awoke from that deep sleep. The next step for patronomatologists Can be had here in the name, our mother Eve, We think the beautifulest that had, yet, been. Hark! lo! in crept the burnt — ^back, subtle serpent Of Hell to strike the blow of the human race; Then came first grave for disobedient man. "I saw on the white and lovely plains of Eden A chromolithograph of all the future. Of God, the Trinity, the Pillar of The universe, it being under shades Of gentle fruitful trees, the heaven's best. But before I had read all thereon, I heard The first clock striking, so I turn'd around To see what it was; I saw three hands on This clock; they were to measure time, the first. 36 No time had pass'd, till a million clicks were gone. Oh that we might be the jewels of this clock ! A litte later you will find some oth'r Time pieces; but they will soon run down ana die. I read on face of this great clock these words : 'Some day these rivers could be easily fiird With tears from posterity of Adam's sons.' "And as the attraction of a magnificent And marvelous steed drew me away, I had Only time 'nough to read from face of clock (Among the sad disasterous writings, which Were innumerable — too bad to read) these words : 'One hand will many hundred years from now Be dropp'd, and swallowed up in Satan's mouth.' This prophecy was read while running to That golden, glistening horse, which had grown large So quick. The closer to the horse, the bigger He was. The steed's name was time, speedy time. On which our father Adam drew the first Rein, when he was pure, young. Before this steed Took flight, I saw the Lord a holding him By reins, till Adam was large 'nough to ride. "The saddle of this horse was padd'd and stitch'd - 37 With Eden fruits; and girded with the streams Of un variable gentleness; bedeck'd with tree Of life which's full of artists, poets, and bards ; Bedewed with drippings from the honey- comb Of eternal glory; wall'd with honeysuckle And blooming roses; spray'd with mist from fount, The heart of God. The stirrups were the hands Of God ; the leathern seat was His burdon'd back; The blanket was Jehovah's cushioned feet. The skillful saddler was our father Adam; But by no means was he tied to the saddle. "To complete the rigging of Eden, the saddle of That sprinting steed of time; the great All Wise, All powerful God, when He had made the flower Of man from Adam's rib, bethought Him- self Of heaven's archangel, deeming it wise to send Him with the rich rosebud thro' silent air (A stream of light, a mist of love, a streak Of beauty were the tracks made on the celestial Air by this angel) to the garden of Eden. Now that she had tenderly entered Eden With Adam — Doubtless both were happy then — 38 She found that she had mounted a steed of time. No doubt — ^in my mind — they had a smiling face; No doubt there smiles did radiate before The eyes of this great steed of time as does The head light of a train in dead hours of night. They saw while riding this swift horse of time The sweet fruits of Eden swinging o'er their path — God spread a blanket of sugar under trees As He in winter does our lands with snows. "Both man and woman are our father Adam. It was the dilated rib of Adam's side That jumped up from saddle with the skill of a knight To seize the forbidden fruit — And it she got. Not strange, when she lit, back on horse, bare-back. She failed to observe the lightning speed Of horse. The wind blew and she shook, like plume On lady's hat. How many moments I Know not till Adam did the same. He too Had let the saddle go by, while in air. "The agile steed still had the saddle on Its back; but empty of human souls it was. These two time riders could not hope to get In saddle 'gain. I think they would do well To even get into its umbrage ; for They had done wrong. I saw them sitting on The backbone of the horse to be jolted thro* 39 Their life. They need'd no spur, no switch, nor whip To make their trip. Their horse had lengthy wind; He had the light race-horse shoes; he had large Windpipe and nostrils; but no stop nor corns. He had an excellent head and flashing eyes. His respiration was like that of fat hog In August noon sun. He took no time to Paw, prance, or play. He kept on going with The excomunicated two, let them Be sad or glad ; he kept the time with breath And sung with feet; his main and tail could not But stand straight with a quivering trem- ble, nor Coud he but hear the cries, the groans, and moans Of Adam and Eve. He knew who it was on His back ; he knew their destin'd end of life. I saw Adam pulling back on reins, but he Check'd not. He was no dwarf. He sped on before. We can not stop the steed; but we can guide Him right or left — Keep his daring eyes on Christ. "I saw their fading smiles ; their sightless eyes, As they themselves did hide behind a tree. Filled, no doubt, with figs of sweetest flavor; As they deprived the tree of its pure leaves To hide the unhideable blackness of a sin. 40 I saw their fingers bleeding while they sew'd The leaves of stainless trees to shield a sin. Their drooping eyes would look no longer up; They felt deep down in heart the throes of death : Their speech was frail; their ears were deaf; their life Was short; their hopes were none; their deeds were done. Oh, didder did they when Jehovah came In cool of day! — He brought no glass to en- large This speck of sin found in the garden of The bliss^ — a calling Adam 'Where art thou?' In faltering voice they said 'We've sin'd a sin.' Adam soon found that sweat of face would make A healthy crop of corn and wheat and oats. His face produced a crop of sweat each day; His grubbing hoe was sleek with toiling hands ; He dug a thousand digs before he heard The dinner bell. Then he with watering lips Left field of roots, of stumps, of trees, and rocks To dine. I saw the drops of sweat pass by His eating mouth, they seem'd to say to bread : *I bought you on that old, rough stumpy hill; You're welcome here.' They pass on to his chin 41 And on to floor to await next day for more. The reader must conjecture what Eve did, While Adam dug in field to get their grub. "Just here I went to library, and there I dust'd my knees in dust; and rising from Them, I reach'd high upon the highest shelf Of knowledge ; soon my hand was burdoned with First volume of the books. My eye was caught. And down I sat to muse o'er printed truth. Therein I found great slugs of inspiration; They swung to every leaf as numerous as The minutes of the day. I got a glimpse Of future while Fs reading that great book ; I saw before our mother Eve a tear, Which she didn't see till it had tumbled down Her hectic cheek. Its harum-scarum look Produc'd a hazardous feeling in my heart. 'Tis poised on a wave of precious blood Not far from her benignant face and eye. It shown the rays of death, the gleams of ruin. "Behind this tear I saw a tender smile, Which drove away the poison air of tear. Not only did it shine before but behind As well; it stood behind the tear and saw Its mother's cheeks of rosy shades of red And white and blue, environed with the golden Earrings; with beautiful curls a floating with Silk ribbons, blistered with the raving tear. "I, too, was shock'd to see this shining face. Illumined with the rays of eternal hope, 42 A metamorphos'd into a swarthy pale By that low tear ! When it fell to her lap It gave the screams and cries, which have been heard Throughout the ages; and which shall still be heard. When it became a tiller of the soil It bath'd itself in blood of sacred smile, Which was the faithful minder of the sheep. This tear was Cain, the living smile was Able. "The last I saw of the vagabond, when he Had pour'd his brother's blood from palm of hand Into the mouth of the Earth, was: when he had reach'd The entrance of the land of Nod in East; Where he with painful sight did gaze out o'er A wilderness of waste; where sun did rise At ten and set at two ; where swamps would allow His head yet to be seen; where fish hawks would Strive to steal his eye balls; where frogs were in Great stacks; where men were scarce; where fish swim not. I saw no more of pitiful Cain ; I left Him in this place to stay, to see him no more. This is my second dream, and only a dream." I dry my pen and calmly lay it down, Unbend my back and turn from writing desk, Unseat myself and proudly walk to front 43 Thro' arch of ferns to be baptized in the light Of the stars; to soothe my exhausted mind once more. The curls of maiden moon don't dangle o'er My frosty head ; they are concealed beneath The Earth; I content myself to look still further, And thus I find a higher light, by far. Oh what unspeakable pleasure to inhale The unadulterated breath of nature! My mind scoops up flecks from the heavenly breeze To corroborate its intellectual force; To put on wheels the mountainous speedy thoughts ; To make hand holts for other, stronger brains. The transparent, transcendental starlit sky Allows the moon to loom up and unfold Her sunlit wings and fan away the dark. Before the porter said, "Bed time isn't it?" We were reserve on porch; I spoke, at last: "The majesty of these clever bodies has Inflam'd your swimming thoughts of imagi- nation ; And will you not express your heart to me?" Rephed he, "Yes." "Say on" I said. The porter, The count, resum'd : "Superior is a man To this huge moon." My thoughts were paralyz'd. 44 "Oh how!" The count repli'd: "A man can shine Around entire world at one time; moon can't." A pause. I read many sentences from this Stiff statement to myself. Again he said: "The words of good books are like houses in time Of sleets that have long fingers of brittle ice; They have long tags of inspiration cling'ng To them; when broken off more comes in . place. I then assur'd myself that he thought deep, And broad, aloft — My thoughts were drown'd in deep. My judgment found no jargon in his speech. Refrain did we to longer talk this night. 'l was mildly touch'd on shoulder by my friend ; A whisper: "You may retire if you wish." I gave Heed reluctantly; for I was sure, to breathe Fresh air and gaze at brilliant planets were By far, a greater peace. Fs ushered in A snug trim room; I was sure that I would Find good bed; instead I found the mother of Sweet comfort, which did nourish me till morn. She unfolded her bosom of the soundest sleep. I whiled away the sweetest night of lifel What joy my soul was filll'd with no one knows ! 45 My pains and aches got gone; My life in- creased. This rare night turn'd its back on me, and mom Touched me with fairest hands, but thin and cool. I loathe thee, morn, pass; tears ope my eyes When velvet, plushy night did say to morn "Adieu!" These parting friends bestir'd my life. The light knew that its victory was dead sure. At last, I gave consent to expostulation Of light; because its explanations were So pleasing and promising. I saw the deeds Awaiting doing, many; flash'd before My eyes amost like diamonds in the sun. I rose and found near by a bowl and pan For which to lave my hands and face, which I Did, that I might wash away the morning sleep. And be a seer of my daily chores. When face was washen I was taken to A cozy dining room — My eyes were yet Affected by the bright red Eastern sun — Where wall was hung with modest hand- made drawings; Where sundry flowers drove stale odors out; Where I sat on a cushioned seat to eat; Where napkins seem'd to say "please touch me not." The pantry fill'd the room with balmy fra- grance ; The sideboard smoothed the air with silver ware. 46 Around the table sat the count, a son, And countess in a queenly dress, and I; The noblest, richest, humblest group of souls I ever saw. Cajolement found no home Here ; not a pedant was there to be found. Before we ate the mellow breakfast of The outspread delicious viands, we took time To list to benediction, which's as pure, It seem'd, as that one at Bethsaida. The countess didn't forget to put dough in • bread. Neither complain'd of what she had. Fll say: No one had to tell joke to pass away The time. Domestic science was here, at best. Without description of the things we ate, I'll say again that I thought Christmas had Crept up before I thought. If it were possi- ble To hear a person think, you could have heard Me think a mile: "This is the best repast I ever ate." I said while leaving table To the meek, fair woman that I had been fill'd With courteous thoughts; I suffer from the want Of vivid appreciation of such meals; The zenith of my eulogizing power At this time was found, and that I must return To desk to write the third, last of my dreams. As I glibly walk'd to desk to write my dream, I had a eomposition of good thoughts, Which I hadn't time to write ; tho' them I kept. I now capitulate to pen and desk, Which is my master, and my body's ruin. "0 righteous Earth, this bright and shin- ing day Gives to your son a prerogative to clothe My last dream in black ink on these white pages, Which, flutters in my mind till I can't rest. As you, I look to end of dream with delight. Blush not, Earth, at the vanity in this dream ; Content youself maternal Earth; unmask Your eyes of tears; see bright, hear plain, and think. One thing knows son he's in good care; but where ? "0 Earth, I write with fear and trem- bling. Why? Because the Christ has me, sees me, hears me. A cat has soft and tender feet; they walk On feet like time; no noise: and with the same Merciful feet from which he spreads keen claws. And nabs the vermin in the crib with ire. So does our Lord ; with same pure hands of love Which He lifts up and heals the wounded with. He takes us in death at discretion of His will. He comes, we never know just when. 48 "I fear we are too far from God Earth- When this I explain I'll start to write the dream — Once I was in a stable in time of A storm; I saw a crack, but it was small Little thro' which I saw ; but stepping near, I found I could see much. From Christ too far. Where was the apostle Peter when he curs'd? Now hear, Earth, the torturous dream of, - Hell." "I dream'd that Satan tried to cook me in A stove, heat seven times as hot as it Was wont to be heat. His most wicked men Were in charge of this great range; they were base And strong; they thought they knew it all. 'Alas!' Ejaculated I; for I could see That which they couldn't, I knew their fatal end. They agitated me like hydrophobic Dogs; they maneuver'd like delirious snakes. I judg'd that they had come from the jun- gles of Morocco, where were once the cannibals, And infidels among whom they were chiefs. "Around this dreadful stove lay cigar- ette Smokers a thousand deep ; all they could do Was puff and blow a stream of smoke and fire; 49 Their fingers were like yellow burning stubs — I read on each pale finger nail 'too late.' "I saw an infidel go driving off With a wagon load of vile whoremongers who Had been parsh'd alive like pork meat skins; their heads Were jolted from their bodies on the wagon As corn in shuck is jolted from a tip-top Load as farmer hauls from field o^er rocks and ridges. But still went up the hideous yells and shrieks. My monologue was: these whoops'll ever sound. "This infidel was a picklock, a pickpocket of The highest type. He started when he was Quite young; his first dismounting stone from Christ Was: *it seems,' the next 1 can't,' the next 1 won't.' His elocution was most familiar with The latter two. The result of his bad works Sets him on a hot and vicious wagon of Eternal Hell to drive with burning lines. "When I had got this tragical view of ruin; When I had reach'd, I thought, the greatest peril. The fierce old serpent, who beguiled Eve, Thrust me into the baking closet where Men stood articulating sentences of Discord, disdain, distress, regret, remorse. 50 My ordeal threw the rays of disappoint- ment Around the yellow eyes of Satan; he Almost was in a paroxysm: because No hairs were sing'd, not one; no clothes were burn'd. All he could read from my shining face Was: "I will serve the Lord and Woo his spirit." To Satan I was like a statue of ice Unmeltable. Prevaird did I o'er him In den of death and fire among the gnaw- * ing, The griping, wheezing, hellish spirits of death ; Therefore said he, 'Come out, be free from us.' I saw the gloaming of a new, bright day; Then rolPd away the burdon from my back; Then shouts of victory inhabited: air. In my ecstatic triumph I took time To look back where I had been; it only made It hotter for those demons of the rack." You can't conjecture how bad I did want To leave this old leviathan's harsh grave. I soon saw hopes swinging on the lips Of mercy, heard them ringing in my ears Like church bells on a happy Sunday mom. I felt just like the negro slave when free. As that grand wandering wind came rush- ing on I beheld in far off west a bright red glory. Such a gift, a boutiful boon was this re- lief. 51 I fold my writings, seal them in envel- ope On which I place a heavy postage stamp; Withdraw myself from desk, and skip with pride To village office where I mail'd the packet. Around I whirl'd at office, back to count's Home. Before I had returned I saw to left A cluster of leafy trees thro' which noon- day ^ Sun fiash'd its brilliant light to stir their cheer. These healthful trees kept no company with the dead. They had prodigious time to seat great flocks Of feasting birds. The swinging boughs mov'd slowly On feathery wings of gentle breeze and rock'd To and fro the singing birds of innocence. They breath'd the antiquated air of long Ago, and blended it with notes of thrill. They shone their clear-cut eyes about my frame With fear and trembling. They were to this home Protection, like a martin to his gourds; They fiogg'd the sailing doubts and fears to death Before they reach'd this home of philan- thropy. They murder'd all my doubts while in This constellation of most beautiful trees; I felt as sinless as a butterfly. Forthwith I went back to the count's rich home . 52 Where was a luxurious dinner table, like That one so vividly described by Irving, A waiting to give welcome to a stranger. Who slightly smiled, if not in face, in heart. The nooning in this lovely Indian sum- mer ^ Grafted in me a book of future aim; Between each bite the count took time to say A word small 'nough, large 'nough, that, fits the reader Exactly. Like a dentist cutting gums From tooth, they cut discouragement from me. brighten did my face! while feasting on These stout uplifting words of good advice. They bridg'd a hopeless life with lasting vim. New steps were made; success was reach'd and kept. Now dinner is o'er, the word, adieu, floats up On mind, which, must be said with thanks and praise. The early evening sun did pour its gleams Around my glimmering eye of boundless faith, * '■ As I crept off from this sweet habitation, Where streaming founts of Godly grace gave vent To me. A step or two is made. I stop! A geranium stood on piazza on my right. Which, said: "Look up; go up; stay up: that's all"— These words rung in my ears like curfew tolls. Oh listen, weary heart to flower's phrases! More steps are made, I find a halo of Sweet violets, which dread to see me cross. Tho' I did raise my dime-shin'd yellow shoes, With bran-new suit, as I stepp'd o'er the hedge. With tips of toes a shining like new money In midday sun, I left a crippled place On these pure flowers of the lovely border. Let us not stain a flower of our age; But paint them with a breath of lifelike hues. I pass on from this home thro' woods and fields. Across the dells and hills in dreamy paths, Where yelling cries and wheezing sounds are heard; Where no voice of the human tongue had ever been; Where huge fir trees did flash a wild and nervous Eye on me. They shrunk 'neath a cloud of fear. And spoke with their fluttering tongues, "Our end is here!" They yielded to my words a dark gloomy shade In which I was, compared to modern shades Of trees, like chigoe. Uncouth was gossip of Those trees. With lighten'd step I move on to Front with a careful ear. I look this way And that, but see no apparition. In About one hour I cast a wistful but A fearful eye away out before, where I, As sun was swinging low in distant west. Saw in a smoky, dismal, lonely dale, 54 A perpendicular stream of climbing high Smoke, which became a target for my eye. All looks were drawn that way till I was there. The closer I drew to this smoke, the better. When I was in a mile of this IdIuc smoke, I heard a roaring that delay'd my tens. When thought reflected back to me; no harm Is there; this is a creek a rolling o'er A wooden dam where wheat and com is ground. Go on and share a night with generous miller ; And lose your weary body in his soft And puffy feather beds, and happy boy be. So trudging on I went a stumbling o'er The stones by side of rivulet which trickl'd Down cove: at last, I came to pond where ducks Were numerous as were the stars in sky; Where frogs did fill the dusky air with notes Of reproach and throw the lulling shades of night Full of imaginary apparitions, which Clung to my coat cue with leech stick- ing grips. On down the brink of pond I go till race Is reach'd, which, cuts thro' old red hill, and deep. As I march down the snake-trail race, I hear The dull sound of the whirling burr. Be- hold! A little lower down stands a cotton gin, 65 A thought of Eli Whitney humming low. But first I visit mill, where mealy miller Greets me with flaring eyes of wonder that Upsets his drowsiness till the midnight hour. It had been so long since a stranger had Been there, that chickens cackled as I ap- proach'd. When sun had uncloth'd itself of light, retir'd Behind the blue hills of the west, and left Us in the gloaming of a lonesome place; Where only the crooning of this rocking mill And the pitiful lowing of unfed milch cows Could be heard, th' miller stopp'd the water wheel. So still; we leave the ghostlike mill to sleep Till morn; and as we grope to miller's house We come to creek with foot-log anchored on Either brink of stream with old rusty plow Chains, which make her safe in time of a fresh ; And as we walk this swinging log we see Thro' sycamore trees the darting, shooting stars. We stop, but soon we start again. We cross In safety and reach his old timey house, Where he seats his guest near by keg of walnuts, And says: "Rest easy while I carry in 56 My morning wood, Fll soon be in to talk With you." I hardly take time to look up, (As I sit by a sparkling hickory fire) When miller 'turns from his nightly chores; I had Already great piles of hulls round me such That if I had quit just then, I might have Got out with ease. A little later I back out And find myself a standing by a heaping Table, where I reseat, reeat and rest. Now supper is o'er we forget to eat Till breakfast smiles a broad and hearty smile. Around that huge log fire I hear the tales Of ancient times. No history do they know, So I devote myself to theme as best I can; I tell traditions of my early Days; I make, happy them and pass away. The crowing cock reminds us that bed Time was at hand. We scattered to our beds And slept a sleep so sound that we're tir'd at morn. I lit out of bed next mom and heard mill A running silence out of this still place With dull murmuring voices like colonial spinning Wheel twisting thread. Tho' all was well with me As they hadn't eaten breakfast yet. I heard A tinkling bell to which responded I. The sun made moving pictures in the steam Which flow'd from my two cups of coffee as I ate. It shone not thro' a window pane ; 67 But thro' shed door and cracks, which made me shake. I try, but fail, to vacate table of Its food; I learn that I must go and leave The table full. My wallet has no regret, When I deprive it of a friendly dollar. I shake their innocent, honest hands and leave Them with smiles on their faces. I, too, felt good. Away I went. Again I found myself In forests broad and deep, where din was not; Where spoors of wildest beasts insinuate Desire of beasts for human gore. I went As far as I could go ; my nerves f ail'd me. At last, I threw myself on altar of The Christ. I never cower'd so low before. "0 Lord, I am the sacrifice for my sins; I bring myself to Thee, submitting all. I thank Thee, Lord, that Thou are Christ, the God Of Abraham, of Isaac and of Jacob. Lord, I believe that mercy has an end; I believe, according to your book You will Extend your mercies yet, if I will do Just right." About this time out came a lizzard From under bended knees, which was a sign To show me that I had, yet, hopes worth while. I did not want to pray at times: but I Kept on ; I felt that all was vain, pray'd on. The stormy winds pass'd o'er my head and struck The exalted, dignified; like trees upright. They are the first to fall in time of storm; 68 They make the humble crippl'd tree their pillow. This prayer built up more genius than a world Of men could have built in a million years, Yea, all eternity. Our God is Master Over all; He gives or takes, destroys or makes. Man is to be so great, none can be God. Some say: "If he had gone thro' college, he Would have been so much greater." True it is; But some men can be as great as God wants, Or as great as He intends for man to be. Without the walls of a college swinging to His brain. Do right; serve God; be led by Him ; Learn all you can; trust Him; love Him; that's all. A preternatural flight was being made During this prayer. I found myself at threshold Of that old weather beaten house of ruin, Where Christ was knocking still, and yearn- ing for Those withering souls to ope the door to Him ; Oh, longing with a bleeding tender heart ! When I awoke from all my sins. The way Was easily trod; because of trust in God. With dread, tremendous dread, my eye, again, Peep'd thro' my eyelashes, and saw in that old house Of degradation, dismay; of sulphury odors, Which was a regret that tongue can never tell; 69 For I knew that my last trip was not made. I thought of making Tarshish my last stop; Then I thought of the weeds that might surround My neck as they did Jonah's ; but spirit good I let be ruler of my life, and thus Went on despite myself into the walls Of notorious demolition, where men go For defrayment of their own conduct, while in This world; where reeking seas surmount the heads Of subtle demons: for this was my duty. . None were there, who, could get a sprink- ling from The heavenly orion of the firmament. The nearest peace they were, was when thier feet Were pester'd by the devils of this Hell, Who, drew their nails from feet with tweez- ers hot. While in this place of oppression, where soil was Too poor for hope to grow; where soil was made Of the hottest ashes of Hell, I clung to Christ. He bore me o'er the deepest pain with ease ; He cloth'd me with the paraclete that I Might not be sing'd by flaming blazes of Eternal fate. Because I clung to Him, He wrote just under my name with unfad- ing Ink these words: "Mercy given to this serv- ant." About this time He stamped in my sad heart 60 The word FAITH. These big letters were raised high Enough, till they were felt without a doubt I am led out of molested house, at last, With feet on higher ground. Farewell, fare- well! When I get out Christ says: "Help knock at door." He turns Himself around and points to West With these amazing words: "The world, a great Pond, which is frozen O'er. Your duty is To break the ice and fish for lost, lost men ; To tell the cold, cold members of the church Were they to walk on this icy pond, the ice Would freeze beneath their feet twice as thick as it is." The more we knock the more we get. Let us Beat door with all our might and break the ice And fish while it is day; for night is nigh. When I look'd out o'er lands, I saw a farm With center rich in soil; but covered with Water, like swamps. It made it untendable. Just so with hearts of sin. We need to drain Our boggy hearts, that they might make a yield For Him Who died on cross to give us life. Now that my eye is back at home in peace. My ear to my surprise says to my eye: "Did you not know that I was by your side Thro' all your trials in yonder world of death? I heard things that you, eye, could not see, 1 heard, as your eye saw, a man in arms Of Christ, while you were in one of those worlds Unknown to man, a crying, 'Glory, glory!' Why so? Because Christ had swum out into A sea of lost men's blood and had rescu'd Him. Christ swam from this sea of desola- tion With one hand in the blood, the other in The air with man in hand. Who will go out Into the sea? Bear in your mind that there Are sharks in sea of ruin. But listen to The word of God : He who shall lose his life For my sake shall find it. Embark today." The ear could hear before it left this world Lost men a living backward till * * * no end. They fell because they had no ken of Christ ; Because they had no eyes in back of head: And not because they were loaded with good heavy Thought; for that would unbalance some men like A sack of fertilizer would a lad. Let us live face before and peace implore. Who hears the voice of Him at door? Who, says: "If any man hear by voice, and ope the door, I will come into him, and will sup with Him, and he with me." Who wants stool to feast With Christ? Let us vacate this house of death. And leave an empty house, Uke Christ did tomb. 62 Then throw a speedy eye on God's great throne To see the jasper walls of heaven fill'd With saints a sparkling like a diamond in The sun; to see the rainbow colors glisten With pleasing tints of crimson, which, are viands To the soul. When here we get we have free fare. No heartless conductor to put us off train; We glide thro' rich perfumes on wings of love ; Inhale the fragrance of the rose of life, Which, has no petal to fade 'way and die. Let Christ tranpose your life, as X's, from this. And see the change: for tire there's rest; for pain There's ease; for death there's life— be that to thee. Drive wooden pegs with wooden hammer, drive Steel with steel; not steel tacks with wood, and you Will have the sense the Christ would have you have. With "watch as well as pray" I bid you adieu. —By A. G. MELTON. January 3, 1917. 63 THE WEIGHT The thoughtless men, who hold us down, Get from this world a sulky frown : So on them not do I depend; Because our works they do offend. Not because they wear a saintly gown Does God give them a home and crown. *Tis better to have our own way. Than list to choking words of delay. Some say, "Go slow" or "I don't know;" They have no vim and cannot grow. The Lord we must let be our guide. And walk gently by His holy Side. GOD'S MEETING God gave the Grove a meeting, Which was a holy treating. The wondrous God thou art, Who won the sinner's heart. Each day we met to preach; To sing and pray and teach. We're bound in Godly love; Because our thoughts were above. It began at the Saviour's feet; And its close was good and sweet. The result we left with God, And from the Church we trod. 64 THE STONE Just think about the stone: It makes the razor hone; 'Tis harder than a bone. In every land it is found ; But most on higher ground, Where hunters hang around. Some rocks are cloth'd with moss. Some too high and rough to cross; While others we may toss Even with a slender arm. In rock there is no harm, Tho' they be on the farm. They make the miller's dam; They show no sign of sham; But say, "Fm what I am." A house of stone lasts long, If it is not build wrong; Because 't is firm and strong. With man the same is true, If truth he does pursue ; Because he's of the right crew. "A LONG RAIN" The falling rain Throws its breath of cold air Around our room, a study hall; With window up I need a shawl, Though I await the fair To relieve my pain. 65 The steaming fog Push me behind the door; The shatt'ring leaves bring to my ear A groaning sound of doef ul fear ; The river's voice does roar, But drowns no frog. The splashing drops Reach in around my pen, They make me didder with a shake; They make me dream of winter flake; They keep me in my den, And drown the crops. A continual mist Of heavy clouds from heaven Sends dampness to a land of mud, Which makes dry land put forth its bud. Our soil is now a leaven — And some 're in a twist. The day grows dark; But light will some day come And drive away the damp cold time: Then I shall give a better rime; For I shall not be numb In a muggy ark. It rains with ease. While we write off our thought. The rivers fill the seas with drink. We may be on the river's brink Of life; if we're not caught, We'll do worse than freeze. "THE GOAL" Fm in a world of things Of which, I am the least; But I, in hope and faith, Await a future feast. Fm searching for a base On which to place my pen ; Fm looking for a goal That can be reached by men. There is a time in which To reach the distant mark; To get there, we must see Like owls, through thickened dark. Since I began this piece, A week has gone on by; And yet, I look to see The place where I must fly. Reluctant is the march By him who wants to dodge His just rewards ; he's aware There's a Hell in which to lodge. As swift as I may go; As fast as I may fly, There'll still be One in front On whom I must keep my eye. Let me be great or small; Let me be good or bad, I can stop not the time, Let it be sweet or sad. 67 Where is our future home? Is thought by you and me; If we are ready now, We shall have a place with Thee. Between the steps of time We filll not with the pure; And doubts we retain by this, Regarding not the cure. We may be men or babes In the arms of speedy time. I can't interpret this; So I leave it to the Sublime. On time that walks with us We are so small and light; Till tracks are made so dim. That we see them day nor night. Were we strong men of might, Time would fatigue and tire; It would go not so fast. Because its feet would mire. Each day is a step of time, One by one they make men; If rightly used, we'll not want To go back and live again. es "ONE THING" There is one thing in life for us to do, I wish we all might see this vision plain; Yet some will ask of us this: "is it who That has before their life a goal or aim?" Thought they know they must meet the former slain; So all the day, the week, the month, the year, They strive, they dig, they live and die for gain. Then it is that they die regretting fear; Because of Gospel truth they did not, would not hear. The one, one thing in life may mean it all. When money fails to hold us up or down, Then we profess to know on whom to call; The time is now to grasp the Holy Crown From this old world of sin and pain and frown. I am afraid they are content; just that Alone, wil stop and kill a bright renown For future hope or peace — They slept, they sat. — The call of God was turn'd away and was laughed at. The big thing is the faith in God today. The only, only hope for you and me. When we have done as others do and say. We likely loose our home, which is yet to be. The ugly grin of sinful men I see The tough, sarcastic face and look of hate, 68 Which batters good on every land and sea. You men of God walk by the house of fate, Go on and on to Glory that does not abate, "One day is as a thousand years with God." One Lincoln gave the freedom to the slave ; One death will place you down beneath the sod; One year may lead you to a hopeless grave ; One Christ from God, who. His life to us gave. That we might have eternal peace and rest. But by His blood no other way He'll save. The One who stood the sorrows of the test Takes from this sinful world the cream, the gold, the best. One breath of life will make a heavy mist Of vim for him who will of it inhale ; It'll make cheeks red, limbs good, eyes strong, exist; Those who hold their breath are the weak and pale; They fade; Because they hit the Roman nail That cuts the flesh of Him who was and is ; They make a crashing storm of wind and hale To try the princely Lamb. — Oh, such a quiz ! And yet, these men by faith can be forever His. One State of thirteen was aright and free; The other twelve were later set in line; 70 Emancipation, now on land and sea, The end of strife was come in peace divine ; And both grey and blue sat around the shrine. In friendly terms they met the end of hate ; In freedom's land of wealth we feast and dine. We enter life anew without debate To walk and march with God in at the nar- row gate. -It was one germ of german dirt or dust. That fills our land today with joy and hope ; 'Tis wafted to and fro, to bring us trust In God, to rid us from the binding pope; So I've no right to be a stealthy mope. One speck of light shines further in the night, Than does a great Sun in the day. A trope For Luther here I use to show his might. He had the endless grace of God with which to fight. The one United States is at the top; Because John Smith and others, (Well can we Give them the honor for the blood we sop). Who sailed o'er the rough and rugged sea. Stood firm with fervent toil oft bread, no tea; He had one time in which to speak and act. We have one opportunity to see What we can do. — Don't wait. This is the fact; 71 Think what you may, our life will be a written tract. Our great land is a stone. It had not been Struck till Columbus came; he gave one lick, And make a spark, which barely could be seen, It is now burning in a candle stick, Exalted, giving light with force so quick ; One deed will glitter in the endless age. A tongue can make a blunder smoothe and slick. That, will surprise us on the judging page; If all do right, we'll get to see an empty cage. "THE AUTUMN' This Monday morn in the autumn sun. While reading a book, I take delight In stopping this to relieve my heart By writing lines of praise for light. Oh, how bright is the morning sun ! Too bright for me with words to describe ; And oh how soft the north wind is, Which makes a moving pen for the scribe. It is now that leaves forsake the trees. And we hear, as the wind in early morn Tumbles and hurls them through the wood. Them roar, like shucks from the frosty com. 78 The tough and dingy grass and weeds, Now hear on moon and starlit nights Of the obdurate and crushing frost, Who makes death sure in his biting fights. Tho' he can kill by night the grass, He isn't able to put to death the hedge; Only returns the hedge a smile, When frost has us'd his greatest sledge. The lonely crib and barn, it seems, Flinch from the pinching frosty fall; They seem to say: "How sad! how sad! Is the fate of fall; it tastes like gall." The meadows far away we see With shocks of corn and stacks of hay; To our delight they fill our barns With food that helps us on the way. This fall wind keeps whispering of the cold; It drives away the August heat. And leaves us amid a fall of pride. And brings a chance for fresh hog meat The rich, but fading leaves of cotton Color the fields with a sweeten'd tint Of yellow, brown and deep dark red. Which to us of their tender love hint. When fall returns to us its gifts. Potatoes, apples, bread, and nuts, We should be thankful for its free heart; Because we can eat these in our snug huts. 78 Fall drifts from cool to cold as ice; It turns us loose to wait for spring In bitter sleets of snow and hail, Where tremble we as a fiddle string. "THE REAPER" The wavy, swelling waves, Which flutter to and fro, Entice the reaper who saves The wheat that does gently grow. The rich, ripe, golden grain. Which rustle while the wind blow, Is sav'd by labor and pain ; As all the wise men know. As the sun comes up in the East The reaper I see with his tool Preparing for the great feast. Yes, reaping for a stool. When he has cut all the day. Yet he sees plenty more That he needs to slay ; For it was ripe long before. He reaches far each way. And cuts a swath of wheat ; It he expects in the tray. When severed from the cheat. He gathers in the grain. While others sit at ease; He thinks of final gain That ease can never seize. 74 THE STAR I look afar in West, I turn, then, to the North; Again I turn to South, And yet see not the best. With wistful, lonesome eye I turn in haste to see The sparkling, brilliant light In Eastern azure sky. ^n angel says to me. When I saw this great light: "This is the Son of Man, Who'll walk the restless sea." Our souls run o'er with joy To see this Star so bright On this Christmas day, Which gives hope to enjoy. A merry Christmas day Is where we find the light Of this immortal star; Where sin hasn't part to play. "NO SUBJECT'' I don't know what to write, A word I have not to say; But I am in the sight Of good on this trying day. 75 My thinking will not start, I scribble but loose out, I have a heavy heart; So I write to keep off doubt. Though I am all alone, I use my hand and pen In fear and doubting tone; I'll write the Lord knows when. I look, I think, I fear, Of what the world knows not. My friends are near and dear — Fm now the smallest tot. "A BEAUTIFUL SPIRIT" What is so sad to me Is: to think of grandmother. Who has gone on to Thee, Whose life was spent for the other. Then went away my mother To the City of the Gold, Long, long before grandmother Was lifted from the cold. In a moaning, softened voice, I hear grandmother say, "My all, my hope, my choice, Is for a sweet home today." To all she gave a gift, To me she was so sweet; And to God she did drift- May we in heaven meet. 76 Her sorrow and her trouble Was beyond my careless eye. My life may be a double, If so, I ask not why. She lost her natural light, Though she went on the way; She clung to all the right, Until, beneath the clay. Grandmother had a heart Of love for me and all; She gave to me my start. Lest I should get a fall. All was to her a friend. None was to her a foe, Her spirit did not bend 111 pain and grief, nor woe. Her life was full of pain, Her death was only ease; On her life was no stain, Though it was of disease. Her lengthy race was run. Her dreary way was trod ; Her earthly life is done, And she is now with God. "THE DARK' When all are silent calm and still, I shall write out my thoughts of night; For I the theme get from dark air. Where spirits blind await the light. 77 The silver moon gives us no gleam, The low dark clouds shuts out the stars, The mild soft wind make us a phrase ; And on us, leaves the pleasant scars. Some how the mellow rain has come Thro' thicken'd light to us with pride; It meets with us on gentle terms To catch our praise from every side. The cool breath of an autumn rain Makes sweet the poet's few hours of sleep; It brings forth life to rich and poor. Which, holds us in the boundless deep. We fold our arms in the dark for rest. Forgetting days that are behind; And sink into repose 'neath toil For a new day, new life, new mind. Since night has gently passed away. The bright red sun slips up in the East To take its look at us from morn Till night, to tell us be not like beast. *THE SHADOW" While on my bended knee, I besought the thing I got. My faith looks up to Thee, Though I am but a tot. I got what now I feel. It came from God to man; It makes us glad to kneel For Christ, and do all we can. 78 At first to Him I clung, And he gave me a gift ; Though it may never be sung, I have a great uplift. I tried to look before; I once, while tired, looked back; I did for grace implore. And for help I did not lack. The Devil came and said, "Oh, man you can not stay." His word was lost or dead. So I did the better way. My back was to the sun. What was behind I didn't know. Yet I knew my race was run; Because of seed I did sow. In the far, far East I saw My shadow going that way; I still held to God's great law; And Him I didn't betray. At last He said, "You may go;" I left the place with light To go with Christ to and fro. To tell His story till night. *THE AIR' I Am now up so high in air. Till of the breeze I get my share; It is of high, it is of the pure; Just such that is to the sick a cure. 79 The wave of which is soft and cool; Because it's from the harmless pool. It goes to worlds unknown to me, And it patrolls the harmless sea. It speaks the best of words in haste; We hear but few that sticks as paste : It whirls our faces long away; What thank have we in night or day? Could we inhale the stores of life, As the wind, we'd be the keenest knife. We'd cut the rope that hangs our neck; And leave not of sin a splotch or speck. Oh man, clothe air with hope and love; Put on your sails for a trip above; Sails that with groanings may subdue March wind that drinks the dew. We make impure the air for men; We'll surely reach the lion's den. To be unlike the man of old. To die with deaden'd hearts so cold. Oh air, breathe man a song to sing; And "no" say to the wretched thing. Sing must the man his own, own song, Be it high or low or short or long. Let air be cold, let it be hot. Be not of doubt, like the drunken sot; But fight the battle of this life, That we may win thro' doubt and strife. The glorious air is heat by fire ; The humblest man is best to hire. So wher'er there's fire, there is some smoke ; And wher'er there's hope, there is some yoke. 80 Some air is light, and some is dark; Some men know not the Holy ark. They ope their eyes not in the day; And of the dark they've much to say. They mock and curse the golden light ; They doze away the time till night, Then they regret their sleep, too late; Now they must ride the wave of fate. The Holy air turns pale and dim; So does man, we loose our fath in Him. Let air be thick or thin with fog, Our minds shouldn't be like a hollow log. "THE MIDDLE GROUND' I cling to this old town; Because of its renown. I have been here two years, And yet I have my fears. I must look on before ; If I shall reach the shore. Fm glad for where I stand, And, where I hope to land. This is a goodly place For boys and girls to brace. It makes us strong and keen; If we'll work, we shall be seen. I came here only to get, And you know me not yet. 81 What 1 did when I begun Is now a thing of fun. . But now this year and next Gives me a harder text. I want to run the race, And make for men a brace. I do not see the way, Though I came here to stay. Here is a host of friends, And on them my way depends. *A DREAM" Deep darkness came in with a dream; A dream that made me see in dark, A dream, so strange as it may seem, Flutter'd in my mind like a dicing lark. It whirrd and jump'd, till I it kept; It came and went until I saw The picture plain, but yet I slept. And now in it I see no flaw. Could I but give in pleasant tone This dream, Fd be at ease. My letters leave me now alone ; And come not near for me to seize. And yet I can bless His Holy name, Who sent this dream thro' mid-night air; Tho' I fail, He loves me just the same.-— I think, I hope Til get my share. 82 This dream must have come from the iOfW And dark echoing \^Uey4eep/".; Where hope and faith is made to grow, Where I am sure I'd like to sleep. - I see this dream on its lonely way, As it walks the mossy path of fame, , With feet sweet, pure, as the wind of May. And for which I am not to blame. I see it as it walks the sea, As it climbs the rugged mountain side, As it knocks at my heart in me To speak for Him, our greatest Guide. I see, it with a golden crown. In it a star, a moon, a sun, No dark, no fate, no doubt, no frown; Therefore it makes a faithful run. I must run not from this, my friend. My dream ; but let me shake its hand. And walk with it to th' journey's end; So I may make a Christlike stand. The Giver from the wounded palm Pours love and truth for us to drink^ y; As the singer of a mellow psalm, That we may live and never sink. My dream was this: I thought I ate : iWith knife and fork the best of all,; Truth, Which should fill our every plat0,j Which, we should eat to stop a f a}! : 83 "THE WAT' Oh, how! I love to tell The story old of Him Who gave His life and blood For men so pale and dim. He was look'd for so long; At last, at last! He came With power and true love To make His trip of fame. In Bethlehem was born A Babe, the Son of Man, Who did great things; works do We, greater than He, can. The khan had not a place For Jesus and His friend; They laughed Him to scorn, Aiid on Him did not depend. Incarnate was the Christ, Who liv'd and died for lost Men; for no other way Could He have paid the cost. He had a hard, hard time, While here and there on Earth; Because He found a world So full of pride and mirth. The Pharisee besought The Lord to dine with him, He gave consent; but did Not fix his hands in trim. 84 Therefore the Pharisee Thought strange of God's plain plan. Perhaps the toiling Christ Had no time for bowl or pan. They take Him to the cross To kill the King of Jews, To pierce His hands and side, To blot out the Holy pews. THE LITTLE TREE. While strolling on a lonely walk, I saw a crookless tree. So slender, keen and smoothe it was, Too little for a tree. The sapling I could not knife down, Because of where it stood. The barrier place was life for it. And yet it's living wood. Be grounded like the little tree, Down deep, far from your foe, That you may stand in every fight, On every heel and toe. The gully in which it was safe Bore me from it away. I know the tree could not but smile; As it has hope in the clay. If like this tree, you be firm and straight Old Satan'U see you first. And try his best to cut you down In his great hour of thirst. 85 How easy, it is to Behold, Amid a world of hate, A life so straight and pure like the For it shines soon and late. tree Around the sapling was the briar/ The cane, the shrub, the vine— These I car'd not to see; ^ Because of them the tree will shine. ^ If men are true, are right and straight, They too will stand the crave Of sinful men, unreached by them, As Gareth did, the knave. "THE ROCKY KNOLL." I am now on a rocky knoll On which I met a faithful soul; Here was a father's love for me, And 'tis here where I like to be. Here life is spent like gentle breeze, No hearts are found here apt to freeze ; And here is overwhelming love That is coming from the heaven above. This is a tender child-like place, It has a forceful gleam of grace, This isn't too much for me to say; Because I'm here from day to day. I shall remember the rocky knoll. As long as life in me may roll. Though I be in -the foreign land; I sh'll not forget this little band. 86 Here on this knoll I find no strife, And here I've found by sweetest life, Which is a rich and glorious gift Of Light for such as me, a drift. The flinty knoll I quickly saw, Which was to me a magnetic draw; So it has me Fm glad to say, And here right on I'd be proud to stay. "A BURDEN" I can't tell how I feel; This time on me walks up With a bitter, bitter cup Of the coarsest of bad meal. I hope here I may sift This meal of sour and blue. Though weak, I must be true To keep the living lift. Now, I can not be still; For there's another place For you and me to face. So I must climb the hill. The low of low wants all ; It takes us on and on. Until we go down upon The ladder of the gall. Oh, heavy heart! pass 'way. Slip out in this short line; And make this face of mine To smile from day to day. 87 When danger slides off our back, We falter, stop, and stand; We sleep in glory land, And let the world go slack. "THE MARCH" Ascending, like the angel, is The man of God from Earth; He tries, he suffers pain and death. In this world of toil and mirth. The upward walk is the way for all. Make this your day, your year; The downward run is the way for none. Make this your hate, your fear. As we march up the hill of grace, A toe holt for those behind We should with fervor and warmth leaye Plain enough for them to find. The way on down that broad short road Some stab their wicked heel For the last, last time; alas, how sad! Poor mother is made to feel. Dear father, grasp your child while young; Lead him, teach him aright: Oh father ! go the right way yourself. And make for him a light. - 88 **A SUNDAY HOUR'* My Sunday hour I pass with God and man; I am, no never, all alone; I hope to be in gentle tone. And do all that I can For youth, the flower. My thinking hour Is from the morn till night On Sunday I stand not, sleep not; From day to day Fm on the trot. This's how I get my light To build my tower. A Godly hour, A stream of spreading life, Can wash away more sin and crime, Than can a year of wasted time; Than can a decade of strife. The sinful hour. A happy hour Left on the memorie's book Sends thought behind with gladest joy. This hour has in its hand no toy; But, ardent future look For a Godly shower. *A SMILE'' What I see through the window pane I can't describe with pen or tongue. I am so glad to fall among Such things ; for they can not be vain. 89 My deepest love at once was caught By such as whisper'd to my heart. It said what I can not impart; Oh, what a lesson ! it has taught. While I a letter tried to write, I caught a lovely summer dream ; And here it is in this poor theme. — how, I wish I might give light! The very air is bubling o'er From pleasing faces amid a bliss; When old, they drop the Earth a kiss, And say, "Fm gone forever more." If there could be a heavenly smile, Or could there be an Earthly glory, This great and lovely sweet, sweet story Would not be dead till after while. Now is the noon-day sun so near. That, it their faces feeds pale and red With light of living, living bread; And still they bring to us no tear. While sitting at my mid-day meal. Surprised I was to see in a glass The very thing that will some day pass; And for its life Fs made to feel. When I have done the best I can, I can't describe a single flower. It blooms and makes a cheerful hour For all, let him be boy, or man. 90 *A REALITY'* I once saw in a Church A lame child on a crutch. She went forth in a hop; Because she was lov'd much. Fm glad there is a God, A God who will us heal; We need His Loving Hand To fix on us His seal. In haste there was the faith In God, Who died to save The lost sheep of the land From an untimely grave. So many men stand back, And bite their sinful tongue ; This I have often done. While touching songs were sung. Not found, but lost, still lost. Are sinners who stand still — Get like the creeping one. And do God's holy will. Oh ! give your heart to Christ, Like this poor girl, and you Will proudly, gladly feel The sweet and heavenly dew. *THE WAVE" The unfolding gleam, From Him Who holds a light For such a creature as I am. Finds its way to me, being no sham, To raise my thought to flight,' To help tell my dream. 91 My stirring soul Arouse my dreaming gift To an over flowing tide of taste, Which makes me write in pushing haste Of my "Go ons" Of lift, That, makes the toll. The rolling wheel Of time turns at a rate That startles the open eye and ear; Its quick turns are to dread and fear; They are on time, not late ; As they come we'shd kneel. Time is no joke. It lingers with no one ; It chains us or it sets us free; It brought Him on and off the tree, Who, with God's only Son, Who made us our yoke. The rumbling wave Of sin reaches not the shore Of lofty aim, which is a bliss; But it'll sink, like the Judas kiss, Into the wide, wide door Of fate, the grave. The wave of life Is wafted to our home ; It floats on every sea of time. Which covers up all sin and crime, Through every liquid foam Of hate and strife. : 9i "THOUGHT" The flashing, new-born thought From founts of love and joy- Can easily be bought; But, not from man or boy. A thought we can not see, Though it leaves in the brain A spark of light, a key- To ope the door of gain. •> To think is my intention. I must have my own sense. And make my own invention Of thought in every tense. A mind should gently squirm Through worlds to us unknown On wings of the Godly Firm To make the hidden known. Good thoughts will reach afar; They make a lovely dream; I care not where they are, They shine a Holy beam. At danger's door is the drone; He neither thinks nor fears; He has no wireless Phone, Not even eyes or ears. A kind thought in English dress Turns rain, checks heat and cold, Makes men, saves life, kills stress. Stands straight, looks nice, when told. 93 "THE RIVER" While sitting all alone, I hear the river's tone, A low and deaden'd roar, Tumbling on to the shore. Its tides have soften'd slow; They have a downward flow; They ripple to the bank, Burden'd with swimming plank. Down comes the log, like a boat, With an easy, graceful float; Its shore, to us unknown; How far! it may have flown. Now is the mid-day hour. I dream of water's power As it wabbles o'er the shoal, Rolling on to its goal. And as I sit by its side, I think of Him, its guide, Who leads it by His Hand Through this Old Southern Land. Let it be up or down, We have no right to frown. As I look across the river, I see it shake and quiver; I see it dash and splash, Hauling its loads of trash. I'm not by its side to fish, But longing with a wish For power in a dream To tell of this great stream. 94 I have but thirty lines, Under the shade of pines; I hope that they may swim In the river of time to Him, Who walks the sinless wave Through death, Hell, and the grave, With jewels for my crown From every city and town. A tide may rise or fall, So can man, not one, but all. *THE BUMBLE BEE" I, once, while in my room, Gave to a bee his doom ; I did as others ought, I did as Melton thought. His agony was much. Though had I not a touch Of love for that old bee ; For bite and sting would he. Through the pane he tried to fly; For he saw afar the sky ; He made a painful roar, At last flew through death's door. He had a fearful sting, He had a skillful wing. Ah ! at the power he had. But made his end so sad! He sang his funeral song, He did his final wrong. He suck'd in the last, last hour The wilted faded flower, 95 His former cheerful hymn, Unlike the last to him, Was sung in fun and pride ; But from death he could not hide. He drank the honey dew. He stung the faithful few; He was the big bee, the guard. That, flew from yard to yard, And, flew from rose to rose; Then at night, slept an easy doze. He met his fatal pain, And lost the future gain; He wore a rich, yellow coat, But had the downward float. On wings he sail'd afar. But failed to cross the bar. His wild oats he had sown. Wherever he had flown; While here he flew with speed, Our help he did not need. He flew his worldly length. But had no real strength; He had a home sweet home Here on earth in which to roam. The grave in which he fell Was like a deep, dark well. He reached no happy shore, And on earth he flies no more; Now he is gone to stay. Let us watch as well as pray. Be not like the bumble-bee. And roam from sea to sea. Only to die of despair. And float not in the air. 96 Selected Stanzas from Various Doggerel Poems of My First Writings. Oh! do not stop, But keep on and on ; Then you will live, When all is gone. How beautiful is strength! But we don't even think To give the Christ our length ; And thus we often sink. When cheeks are plump and red. We fail to God to pray; And fall, we do, so dead We're soon beneath the clay. Oh! tar heel boy Make not your life a toy; Ope eyes and see What it has for you and me. Jehovah you cannot deceive In no kind of a trick; And in Him you cannot believe. If you to Him don't stick. Some may of humble men make fun; And show inferior training — This, parents can so easily shun, And money still be gaining. The bark, the boat, the ship Has room for you to stand; This place you should not skip. While your're of the Earthly band. . 97 The wind may ever be so cold; The drizzly rain may often freeze, I bid you stay in the sacred hold, Tho' it be but a gentle breeze. Don't think behind; But think before Thoughts of right kind On sea or shore. 98 CHARLOTTE USA desionbd and printed by The News Printing Housb charlotte, north carolina liBiiiiiL, 015 909 459 5 l^j