E 444 , I' HI. NARRATIVE LITN8F0RD LANE. FOUMEFLY OF RALEIGH, N C. !R«f;Isr(5 AN 'crOUNT OF HIS EART,Y-a.rFE, THE P.i:i 'El VTJuN DV P- rn A.SB CI' HIM.SELF AND FAMILY FKOM t.LAVEffV. ■ ' HT' C INISHMENT PROM THE PLACE OP HIS UTRTH r-MIi 7T(r ORIME or WEARING A COLORED SKIN P U B L'l S H E D BY HI M .S T. L V THIRD EDITION BOSTON . PRINTED FOR THE PUBLISHEl' 1TT:a-ES and WATSON'S PRINT. /Z'^V.Mi y V ^'>^■ '50,...Consn:ess St VC L.-.-j3 '^45. Class P. 4.14. Book_ NARRATIVE i'if LUNSrORD LANE, FORMERLY OF RALEIGH, N. C. EMBRACING AN ACCOUNT OF HIS EARLY LIFE. THE REDEMPTION BY PTHl' CHASE OF HIMSELF AND FAMILY FROM SLAVERY, AKD HIS BANISHMENT FROM THE PLACE OF HIS BIRTH FOR THE CRIME OF WEARING A COLORED SKLN. PUBLISHED BY HIMSELF. THIRD EDITION. BOSTON : PRINTED FOR THE PUBLISHER: HEWES AND WATSON's PRINT. No. 69.... Congress St. 1845. t-4 4 4- NOTE TO THE THIRD EDITION. The rapidity with which the first and second editions of this work has been sold, renders it necessary to put another edition to press, without any enlargement or material alte- ration. Thanks to those friends who have aided me in the sale of the former editions, — to those editors who have so fa- vorably noticed the work, — and to those who have so freely purchased. May I not justly hope for a continuance of the same kind regards ? L. L. Boston, July 4, 1845. Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1842, BY LUNSFORD LANE, In the Clerk's Office of the District Court of IMassachusetts. 3sy 6^ TO THE READER. The following Narrative has been prepared at the soli- citation of very many friends. Whatever my own judg- ment might be, I should yield to theirs. In the hope that these pages may produce an impression favorable to my countrymen in bondage ; also that I may realize some- thing from the sale of my work towards the support of a numerous family, I have committed this publication to press. It might have been made two or three, or even six times larger, without diminishing from the interest of any one of its peiges — indeed with an increased interest — but the want of the pecuniary means, and other considerations, have induced me to present it as here seen. I have not, in this publication, attempted or desired to argue anything. It is only a simple narration of such facts connected with my owti case, as I thought would be most interesting and instructive to readers generally. The facts will. I think, cast some light upon the policy of a slave- holding community, and the effect on the minds of the more enlightened, the more humane, and the Christian portion of the southern people, of holding and trading in the bodies and souls of men. I have said in the following pages, that my condition as a slave was comparatively a happy, indeed a highly favor- ed one ; and to this circumstance is it owing that I have been able to come up from bondage and relate the story to the public ; and that my wife, my mother, and my seven children, are here with me this day. If for anything this side the invisible world I bless Heaven, it is that I was not born a plantation slave, nor even a house servant under what is termed a hard and cruel master. IV TO THE READER. It has not been any part of mj^ object to describe slave- ry generally, and in the narration of my own case I have dwelt as little as possible upon the dark side — have spoken mostly of the bright. In whatever I have been obliged to say unfavorable to others, I have endeavored not to over- state, but have chosen rather to come short of giving the full picture — omitting much which it did not seem import- ant to my object to relate. And yet I would not venture to say that this publication does not contain a single period which might be twisted to convey an idea more than should be expressed. Those of whom I have had occasion to- speak, are re- garded, where they are known, as among the most kind men to their slaves. Mr. Smith, some of whose conduct wall doubtless seem strange to the reader, is sometimes taunted with bemg an abolitionist, in consequence of the interest he manifests towards the colored people. If to any his character appear like a riddle, they should remem- ber that men, like other things, have '' two sides," and often a top and a bottom in addition. While in the South, I succeeded, by stealth, in learning to read and wiite a httle, and since I have been in the North I have learned more. But I need not say that I have been obliged to employ the ser\-ices of a friend, in bringing this Narrative into shape for the public eye. And it should perhaps be said on the part of the writer, that it has been hastily compiled, w ith little regard to style, only to express the ideas accurately, and in a manner to be un- derstood. LUNSFORD LANE.. Boston, July 4, 18-15, - NARRATIVE The small city of Raleigh, North Caroli- na, it is known, is the capital of the State, situated in the interior, and containing about thirty-six hundred inhabitants. Here lived Mr. Sherwood Haywood, a man of consid- erable respectability, a planter, and the cashier of a bank. He owned three plan- tations, at the distances, respectively, of seventy-five, thirty, and three miles from his residence in Raleigh. He owned in all about two hundred and fifty slaves, among the rest my mother, who was a house ser- vant to her master, and of course a resident in the city. My father was a slave to a near neighbor. The apartment where I was born and where I spent my childhood and youth, was called ••the kitchen,*' situated some fifteen or twenty rods from the •• great house." Here the house servants lodged and lived, and here the meals were prepared for the people in the mansion. The '•' field hands," of course, reside upon the planta- tion. On the 30th of May, 1S03, I was ushered into the world ; but I did not begin to see the rising of its dark clouds, nor fancy how they might be broken and dispersed, until 6 KARilATIVEc some time afterwards. My infancy was spent upon the floor, in a rough cradle, or sometimes in my mothers arms ; my early boyhood, in playing Avith the other boys and girls, colored and white, in the yard, and occasionally doing such little matters of la- bor as one of so young years could. I knew no difference between myself and the white children ; nor did tiiey seem to know any in turn. Sometimes my master would come out and give a biscuit to me, and another to one of his own white boys ; but I did not perceive the difference between us. I had no brothers or sisters, but there were other colored families living in the same kitchen, and the children playing in the same yard, with me and my mother. When I was ten or eleven years old, my master set me regularly to cutting wood, in the yard, in the winter, and working in the garden in the summer. And when I was fifteen years of age, he gave me the care of the pleasure horses, and made me his car- riage driver; but this did not exempt me from other labor, especially in the summer. Early in the morning, I used to take his three horses to the plantation, and turn them into the pasture to graze, and myself into the cotton or cornfield, with a hoe in my hand, to work through the day ; and after sunset I would take these horses back to the city, a distance of three miles, feed them, and then attend to any other business my master or MY YOUTH. 7 any of his family had for me to do, until bed time, when, with my blanket in my hand, I would go into the dining room to rest through the night. The next day the same round of labor would be repeated, un- less some of the family wished to ride out, in which case I must be on hand with the horses to wait upon them, and in the mean- time to work about the yard. On Sunday I had to drive to church twice, which, with other things necessary to be done, took the whole day. So my life went wearily on from day to day, from night to night, and from week to week. When I began to ^york, I discovered the difference between myself and my master's white children. They began to order me about, and were told to do so by my master and mistress. I found, too, that they had learned to read, while I was not permitted to have a book in my hand. To be in the possession of anything written or printed, was regarded as an offence. And then there was the fear that I might be sold away from those who were dear to me, and conveyed to the far south. I had learned, that, being a slave, I was subject to this worst (to us) of all calamities ; and I knew of others in sim- ilar situations to myself, thus sold away. My friends were not numerous ; but in pro- portion as they were few they were dear; and the thought that I might be separated 'from them forever, was like that of having 8 NARRATIVE. the heart torn from its socket ; while the idea of being conveyed to the far south seemed infinitely worse than the terrors of death. To know, also, that I was never to consult my own will, but was, while I lived, to be entirely under the control of another, was another state of mind hard for me to bear. Indeed all things now made me feel, what I had before known only in words, that / 7vas a slave. Deep was this feeling, and it preyed upon my heart like a never- dying worm. I saw no prospect that my condition v\rould ever be changed. Yet I used to plan in my mind from day to day, and from night to night, how I might be free. One day, while I was in this state of mind, my father gave me a small basket of peaches. I sold them for thirty cents, which w^as the first money I ever had in my life. Afterwards I w^on some marbles, and sold them for sixty cents, and some weeks after, Mr. Hog, from Fayetteville, came to visit my master, and on leaving gave me one dollar. After that, Mr. Bennahan, from Orange county, gave me a dollar, and a son of my master fifty cents. These sums, and the hope that then entered my mind of purchas- ing at some future time my freedom, made me long for money : and plans for money- making took the principal possession of my thoughts. At night I would steal away with my axe, get a load of wood to cut for PLANS FOR FREEDOM. 9 twenty-five cents, and the next morning hardly escape a whipping for the offence. But I persevered until I had obtained twenty dollars. Now I began to think seriously of becoming able to buy myself; and cheered by this hope, I went on from one thing to another, laboring '• at dead of night," after the long Aveary day's toil for my master was over, till I found I had collected one hundred dollars. This sum I kept hid, first in one place and then in another, as I dare not put it out, for fear I should lose it. After this, I lit upon a plan which proved of great advantage to me. My father sug- gested a mode of preparing smoking tobacco, different from any then or since employed. It had the double advantage of giving the tobacco a peculiarly pleasant flavor, and of enabling me to manufacture a good article out of a very indifferent material. I im- proved somewhat upon his suggestion, and commenced the manufacture, doing, as I have before said, all my work in the night. The tobacco I put up in papers of about a quar- ter of a pound each, and sold them at fifteen cents. But the tobacco could not be smoked without a pipe, and as I had given the former a flavor peculiarly grateful, it occur- red to me that I might so construct a pipe as to cool the smoke in passing through it, and thus meet the wishes of those who are more fond of smoke than heat. This I eflected by means of a reed, which grows plentifully in 10 NARRATIVE. that region : I made a passage through tht reed with a hot wire, pohshed it, and at- tached a clay pipe to the end, so that the smoke should be cooled in flowing through the stem, like whiskey or rum in passing from the boiler through the worm of the still. These pipes I sold at ten cents a-piece. In the early part of the night I would sell my tobacco and pipes, and manufacture them in the latter part. As the Legislature sat in Raleigh every year, I sold these arti- cles considerably to the members, so that I became known not only in the city, but in many parts of the State, as a tobacconist. Perceiving that I was getting along so well, I began, slave as I was, to think about taking a wife. So I fixed my mind upon Miss Lucy Williams, a slave of Thomas Devereaux, Esq., an eminent lawyer in the place : but failed in my undertaking. Then I thought I never would marry ; but at the end of two or three years my resolution be- gan to slide away, till finding I could not keep it longer, I set out once more in pursuit of a wife. So I fell in with her to whom I am now united, Miss Martha Curtis, and the bargain between us was completed. I next went to her master, Mr. Boylan, and asked him, according to the custom, if I might '' marry his woman." His reply was, "Yes. if you will behave yourself" I told him I would. '-And make her behave her- self?" To this I also assented: a.r»H thon MARRIAGE. 11 proceeded to ask the approbation of my mas- ter, which was granted. So in May, 1828, I was bomid as fast in wedlock as a slave can be. God may at any time sunder that band in a freeman ; either master may do the same at pleasure in a slave. The bond is not recognized in law. But in my case it has never been broken ; and now it cannot be, except by a higher power. When we had been married nine months and one day, we were blessed with a son, and two years afterwards with a daughter. My wife also passed from the hands of Mr. Boylan, into those of Mr. Benjamin B. Smith, a merchant, a member and class-leader in the methodist church, and in much repute for his deep piety and devotion to religion. But grace (of course,) had not wrought in the same manner upon the heart of Mr. Smith, as nature had done upon that of Mr. Boylan, who made no religious profession. This latter gentleman used to give my wife, who was a favorite slave, (her mother nursed every one of his own children,) sufficient food and clothing to render her comfortable, 60 that I had to spend for her but little, ex- cept to procure such small articles of extra fcomfort as I was prompted to from time to |:ime. Indeed, Mr. Boylan was regarded as £l very kind master to all the slaves about him, — that is, to his house servants ; nor did fie personally inflict much cruelty, if any, pon his field hands. The overseer on his 12 NARRATIVE. nearest plantation (I know but little about the rest,) Avas a very cruel man ; in one in- stance, as it was said among the sla.ves, he whipped a man to death : but of course he de- nied that the man died in consequence of the whipping. Still it was the choice of my wife to pass into the hands of Mr. Smith, as she had become attached to him in conse- quence of belonging to the same church, and receiving his religious instruction and counsel as her class-leader, and in conse- quence of the peculiar devotedness to the cause of religion for which he was noted, and which he always seemed to manifest. But when she became his slave, he withheld both from her and her children, the needful food and clothing, while he exacted from them to the uttermost all the labor they were able to perform. Almost every article of clothing worn either by my wife or children, especially every article of much value, I had to purchase ; while the food he furnished the family amounted to less than a meal a day, and that of the coarser kind. I have no remembrance that he ever gave us a blanket, or any other article of bedding, although it is considered a rule at the south that the master shall furnish each of his slaves with one blanket a year. So that, both as to food and clothing, 1 had in fact to support both my wife and the children, while he claimed them as his property, and received all their labor. She was a house TREATMENT OF MY FAMILY. 13 servant to Mr. Smith, sometimes cooked the food for his family, and usually took it from the table ; but her mistress was so particular in giving it out to be cooked, or so watched it, that she always knew whether it was all returned ; and when the table was cleared away, the stern old lady would sit by and see that every dish (except the very little she would send into the kitchen,) was put away, and then she would turn the key upon it, so as to be sure her slaves should not die of gluttony. This practise is common with some families in that region, but with others it is not. It was not so in that of her less pious master, Mr. Boylan, nor was it pre- cisely so at my master's. We used to have corn bread enough, and some meat. When I was a boy, the pot-liquor, in which the meat was boiled for the ''great house," to- gether with some little corn-meal balls that had been thrown in just before the meat Avas done, was poured into a tray and set in the middle of the yard, and a clam-shell or pew- ter spoon given to each of us children, who would fall upon the delicious fare as greedi- ly as pigs. It was not generally so much as we wanted; consequently it was customary for some of the white persons who saw us from the piazza of the house where they were sitting, to order the more stout and greedy ones to eat slower, that those more young and feeble might have a chance. But it was not so with Mr. Smith ; such luxu- b 14 NARRATIVE. ries were more than he could afford, kind and Christian man as he was considered to be. So that by the expense of providing for my wife and children, all the money I had earned, and could earn, by my night labor, was consumed, till I found myself reduced to five dollars, and this I lost one day in go- ing to the plantation. My light of hope now went out. My prop seemed to have given way from under me. Sunk in the very nigiit of despair respecting my freedom, I discovered myself, as though I had never known it before, a husband, the father of two children, a family looking up to me for bread, and I a slave, penniless, and well watched by my master, his wife, and his children, lest I should, perchance, catch the friendly light of the stars to make some- thing in order to supply the cravings of na- ture in those with whom my soul was bound up : or lest some plan of freedom might lead me to trim the light of diligence after the day's labor was over, while the rest of the world were enjoying the hours in pleasure or sleep. At this time an event occiQ*red, which, while it cast a cloud over the prospects of some of my fellow slaves, v/as a rainbow over mine. My master died : and his widow, by the will, became sole executrix of his property. To the surprise of all, the bank of which he had been cashier, presented a claim against the estate for forty thou- LABORING FOR FREEDOM. 15 sand dollars. By a compromise, this sum was reduced to twenty thousand dollars ; and my mistress, to meet the amount, sold some of her slaves, and hired out others. I hired my time of her,^^ for which I paid her a price varying from one hundred dollars to one hundred and twenty dollars per year. This was a privilege which comparatively few slaves at the south enjoy ; and in this I felt truly blessed. I commenced the manufacture of pipes and tobacco on an enlarged scale. I opened a regular place of business, labelled my to- bacco in a conspicuous manner with the names of ^^ Edward and Lunsford Lane^^' and of some of the persons who sold it for me, — establishing agencies for the sale in various parts of the State, one at Fayette- ville, one at Salisbury, one at Chapel Hill, and so on, — sold my articles from my place of business, and about town, also deposited them in stores on commission; and thus, after pay- ing my mistress for my time, and rendering such support as was necessary to my family, * It is contrary to the laws of the State for a slave to have command of his own time in this way, but in Raleigh it is sometimes winked at. I knew one slave-man, who was doing ivell for himself, taken up by the public author- ities and hired out for the public good, three times in suc- cession for this ofience. The time of hiring in such a case is one year. The master is subject to a fine. But gener- ally, as I have said, if the slave is orderly, and appears to be making; nothing, neither he nor the master is interfered With. 16 NARRATIVE. I found ill the space of some six or eight years, that I had coUected the sum of one thousand dollars. During this time I had found it politic to go shabbily dressed, and to appear to be very poor, but to pay my mistress for my services promptly. I kept my money hid, never venturing to put out a penny, nor to let any body but my wife know that I was making any. The thousand dollars was Avhat I supposed my mistress would ask for me, and so I determined now what I would do. I went to my mistress and inquired what was her price for me. She said a thousand dollars. I then told her that I wanted to be free, and asked her if she would sell me to be made free. She said she would ; and accordingly I arranged with her, and with the master of my wife, Mr. Smith, already spoken of. for the latter to take my money* and buy of her my freedom, as I could not legally purchase it, and as the laws forbid emancipation, except for " meritorious ser- vices." This done, Mr. Smith endeavored to emancipate me formally, and to get my manumission recorded ; I tried also ; but the court judged that I had done nothing ''meri- * Legally J my money belonged to my mistress ; and she could have taken it and refused to grant me my free- dom. But she was a very kind woman for a slave o^Tier ; and she would under the circumstances scorn to do such a thing. I have known of slaves, however, served in this way. BECOMING FREE. 17 torious," and so I remained, nominally only, the slave of Mr. Smith for a year ; when, feeling unsafe in that relation, I accompa- nied him to New York, whither he was going to purchase goods, and was there reg- ularly and formally made a freeman, and there my manumission was recorded. I re- turned to my family in Raleigh, and endeav- ored to do by them as a freeman should. I had known what it was to be a slave, and I knew what it was to be free. But I am going too rapidly over my story. When the money was paid to my mistress and the conveyance fairly made to Mr. Smith, I felt that I was free. And a queer and a joyous feeling it is to one who has been a slave. I cannot describe it, only it seemed as though I was in heaven. I used to lie awake whole nights thinking of it. And oh, the strange thoughts that passed through my soul, like so many rivers of light ; deep and rich were their waves as they rolled : — these were more to me than sleep, more than soft slumber after long months of watching over the decaying, fading frame of a friend, and the loved one laid to rest in the dust. But I cannot de- scribe my feelings to those who have never been slaves : then why should I attempt it '? He who has passed from spiritual death to life, and received the witness within his soul that his sins are forgiven, may possibly form some distant idea, like the ray of the setting b2 18 NARRATIVE. sun from the far off mountain top, of the emotions of an emancipated slave. That opens heaven. To break the bonds of slavery, opens up at once both earth and heaven. Neither can be truly seen by us while we are slaves. And now will the reader take with me a brief review of the road I had trodden. I cannot here dwell upon its dark shades, though some of these were black as the pen- cillings of midnight, but upon the light, that had followed my path from my infancy up, and had at length conducted me quite out of the deep abyss of bondage. There is a hymn opening with the following stanza, which very much expresses my feelings : '' When all thy mercies, Oh my God, My rising soul surveys, Transported with the view, I'm lost In wonder, love, and praise." I had endured what a freeman would in- deed call hard fare ; but my lot, on the whole, had been a favored one for a slave. It is known that there is a wide difference in the situations of what are termed house servants, and plantation hands. I, though sometimes employed upon the plantation, belonged to the former, which is the favored class. My master, too, was esteemed a kind and humane man ; and altogether I fared quite differently from many poor fel- PLANTATION SLAVES. 19 lows v.^hom it makes my blood run chill to think of. confined to the plantation, with not enough of food and that little of the coarsest kind, to satisfy the gna wings of hmiger. — compelled oftentimes, to hie away in the night-time, when worn down with work, and steal, (if it be stealing.) and privately devour such things as they can lay their hands upon. — made to feel the rigors of bondage with no cessation, — torn away sometimes iVom the fev^ friends they love, friends doubly dear because they are few, and transported to a climate where in a few- hard years they die, — or at best conducted heavily and sadly to their resting place un- der the sod, upon their old master^ s planta- tion, — sometimes, perhaps, enlivenmg the air with merriment, but a forced merriment, that comes from a stagnant or a stupefied heart. Such as this is the fate of the plan- tation slaves generally, but such was not my lot. My way was comparatively light, and what is better, it conducted to freedom. And my wife and children were with me. After my master died, my mistress sold a number of her slaves from their families and friends — but not me. She sold several children from their parents — but my children were with me still. She sold tvro husbands from their wives — but I was still with mine. She sold one wife from her husband — but mine had not been sold from me. The mas- ter of my wife, Mr. Smith, had separated 20 NARRATIVE. members of families by sale — but not of mine. With me and my house, the tenderer tendrils of the heart still clung to where the vine had entwined : pleasant was its shade and delicious its fruits to our taste, though we knew, and what is more, \yq felt that we were slaves. But all around I could see where the vine had been torn down, and its bleeding branches told of vanished joys, and of new wrought sorrows, such as, slave though I .was, had never entered into my practical experience. I had never been permitted to learn to read ; but I used to attend church, and there I received instruction which I trust was of some benefit to me. I trusted, too, that I had experienced the renewing influences of the gospel ; and after obtaining from my mistress a written pei^mit. (a thing always required in such a case,) I had been bap- tised and received into fellowship with the Baptist denomination. So that in religious matters, I had been indulged in the exercise of my own conscience — a favor not always granted to slaves. Indeed I, with others, was often told by the minister how good God Avas in bringing us over to this country from dark and benighted Africa, and per- mitting us to listen to the sound of the gos- pel. To me, God also granted temporal free- dom, which man without God's consent, had stolen away. I often heard select portions of the scrip- RELIGIOUS PRIVILEGES. 21 tures read. And on the Sabbath there was one sermon preached expressly for the color- ed people which it was generally my privi- lege to hear. I became quite familiar with the texts, " Servants be obedient to your masters.'* — ^' Not with eye service as men pleasers." — " He that knoweth his master's will and doeth it not, shall be beaten with many stripes," and others of this class : for they formed the basis of most of these pub- lic instructions to us. The first command- ment impressed upon our minds was to obey our masters, and the second was like unto it, namely, to do as much work when they or the overseers were not watching us as when they were. But connected with these instructions there was more or less that was truly excellent ; though mixed up with much that wo aid sound strangely in the ears of freedom. There was one very kind hearted Episcopal minister whom I often used to hear ; he was very popular with the colored people. But after he had preached a sermon to us in which he argued from the Bible that it was the will of heaven from all eternity we should be slaves, and our mas- ters be our owners, most of lis left him ; for like some of the faint hearted disciples in early times Ave said, — '' This is a hard say- ing, who can bear it?" My manumission, as I shall call it — that is, the bill of sale conveying me to Mr. Smith, was dated Sept. 9th, 1835. I contin- 22 NARRATIVE. ued in the tobacco and pipe business as al- ready described, to which I added a small trade in a variety of articles : and some two years before I left Raleigh. I entered also into a considerable business in wood, which I used to purchase by the acre standing, cut it, haul it into the city, deposit it in a yard and sell it out as I advantageously could. Also I was employed about the office of the Governor, as I shall hereafter relate. I used to keep one or two horses, and va- rious vehicles, by which I did a variety of work at hauling about town. Of course I had to hire more or less help, to carry on my business. In the manufacture of tobacco I met with considerable competition, but none that ma- terially injured me. The method of prepar- ing it having originated with me and my father, we found it necessary, in order to secure the advantage of the invention, to keep it to ourselves, and decline, though often solicited, going into partnership with others. Those who undertook the manufac- ture could neither give the article a flavor so pleasant as ours, nor manufacture it so cheaply, so they either failed in it, or suc- ceeded but poorly. Not long after obtaining my own freedom, I began seriously to think about purchasing the freedom of my family. The first propo- sition was that I should buy my wife, and that we should jointly labor to obtain the BARGAIN FOR MY FAMILY. 23 freedom of the children afterwards, as we were able. But that idea was abandoned when her master, Mr. Smith, refused to sell her to me for less than one thousand dollars, a sum which then appeared too much for me to raise. Afterwards, however, I conceived the idea of purchasmg at once the entire family. I went to Mr. Smith to learn his price, which he put at three thousand dollars for my wife and six children, the number we then had. This seemed a large sum, both because it was a great deal for me to raise, and also because Mr. Smith, when he bought my wife and two children, had actually paid but five hundred and sixty dollars for them, and had received, ever since, their labor, while I had almost entirely supported them, both as to food and clothing. Altogether, therefore, the case seemed a hard one, but as I was entirely in his power I must do the best I could. At length he concluded, perhaps partly of his own motion, and partly through the persuasion of a friend, to sell the family for $2,500, as I wished to free them, though he contended still that they were worth three thousand dollars. Perhaps they would at that time have brought this larger sum, if sold for the Southern market. The ar- rangement with Mr. Smith was made in December, 1838. I gave him five notes of five hundred dollars each, the first due in January, 1840, and one in January each 24 NARRATIVE. succeeding year ; for which he transferred my family into my own possession, with a bond to give me a bill of sale when I should pay the notes. With this arrangement, we found ourselves living in our own house, — a house which I had previously purchased, — ■ in January, 1839. After moving my family, my wife was for a short time sick, in consequence of her la- bor and the excitement in moving, and her excessive joy. I told her that it reminded me of a poor shoemaker in the neighbor- hood, who purchased a ticket in a lottery ; but not expecting to draw, the fact of his purchasing it had passed out of his mind. But one day as he was at work on his last, he was informed that his ticket had drawn the liberal prize of ten thousand dollars : and the poor man was so overjoyed, that he fell back on his seat, and immediately expired. In this new and joyful situation we found ourselves getting along very v/ell, until Sep- tember, 1840, when, to my surprise, as I was passing the street one day, engaged in my l3usiness, the following note was handed me. " Read it," said the officer, " or if you can- not read, get some white man to read it to you." Here it is, verbatim : To Lmisford Lane, a free man of Color : Take notice, that whereas complaint has been made to ITS, two Jvistices of the Peace for the county of Wake and State of North Carolina, that you are a free negro from another State, who has migrated into this State contrary to NOTIFIED TO LEAVE THE STATE. 25 the provisions of the act of assembly concerning free ne- groes and raulattoes, now notice is given you that unless you leave and remove out of this State within twenty days, that you will be proceeded against for the penalty prescribed by said act of assembly, and be otherwise dealt with as the law directs. Given under our hands and seals this the 5th Sept. 1840. WILLIS SCOTT, JP (Seal) JORDAN WOMBLE, JP (Seal). This was a terrible blow to me, for it prostrated at once all my hopes in my cher- ished object of obtaining the freedom of my family, and led me to expect nothing but a separation from them forever. In order that the reader may understand the full force of the foregoing notice, I will copy the law of the State under which it was issued : Sec. 65. It shall not be lawful for any free negro or mulatto to migrate into this State : and if he or she shall do so, contrary to the provisions of this act, and being thereof informed, shall not, within twenty days thereafter, remove out of the State, he or she being thereof convicted in the manner hereafter directed, shall be liable to a pen- alty of five hundred dollars ; and upon failure to pay the same, within the time prescribed in the judgment awarded against such person or persons, he or she shall be liable to be held in servitude and at labor a term of time not ex- ceeding ten years, in such manner and upon such terms as may be provided by the court awarding such sentence, and the proceeds arising therefrom shall be paid over to the county trustee for county purposes : Provided, that in case any free negro or mulatto shall pay the penalty of five hundred dollars, according to the provisions of this act, it shall be the duty of such free negro or mulatto to re- move him or herself out of this State within twenty days thereafter, and for every such failure, he or she shall be c 26 NARRATIVE. subject to the like penalty as is prescribed for a failure to remove in the first instance. — Eevised Statutes North Caro Una, chop. 111. The next section provides that if the free person of color so notified, does not leave within the twenty days after receiving the notice, he may be arrested on a warrant from any Justice, and be held to bail for his ap- pearance at the next county court, when he Avill be subject to the penalties specified above : or in case of his failure to give bonds, he may be sent to jail. I made known my situation to my friends, and after taking legal counsel, it was deter- mined to induce, if possible, the complain- ants to prosecute no farther at present, and then as the Legislature of the State was to sit in about two months, to petition that body for permission to remain in the State until I could complete the purchase of my family; after which I was willing, if neces- sary, to leave. From January 1st, 1837, I had been em- ployed, as I have mentioned, in the office of the Governor of the State, principally under the direction of his private Secretary, in keeping the ofiice in order, taking the letters to the Post Office, and doing such other du- ties of the sort as occurred from time to time. This circumstance, with the fact of the high standing in the city of the family of my former master, and of the former masters of my wife, had given me the friendship of the EFFORTS TO RE.AIAIX. 27 first people in the place generally, who from that time forward acted towards me the friendly part. Mr. Battle, then private Secretary to Governor Dudley, addressed the following letter to the prosecuting attorney in my be- half: Raleigh, Nov. 3, 1840. Dear Sie, : — Lunsford Lane, a free man of color, has been in the employ of the State under me since my enter- ing on my present situation. I understand that under a law of the State, he has been notihed to leave, and that the time is now at hand. In the discharge of the duties I had from him, I have found him prompt, obedient and faithful. At this particu- lar time, his absence to me would be much regretted, as I am now just fixing up my books and other papers in the new office, and I shall not have time to learn another a\ hat he can already do so well. "With me the period of the Legislature is a very busy one, and I am compelled to ha\'e a servant who understands the business I want done, and one I can trust. I would not wish to be an obstacle in the execution of any law, but the enforcing of the one against him will be doing me a serious inconvenience, and the object of this letter is to ascertain whether I could not procure a suspension of the sentence till after the ad- journment of the Legislature, say about 1st January, 1841, 1 should feel no hesitation in giving my word that he will conduct himself orderly and obediently. I am, most respectfully, Your obedient serv'ant, C. C. BATTLE. G. TV. Haywood, Esq., Attorney at Law, Raleigh, iV. C. To the above letter the following reply was made : 28 NARRATIVE. Raleigh, Nov. 3, 1840. My Dear Sir : — I have no objection, so far as I am concerned, that all further proceedings against Lunsford should be postponed until after the adjournment of the Legislature. The process now out against him is one issued by two magistrates, Messrs. Willis Scott and Jordan Womble, over which I have no control. You had better see them to-day, and perhaps, at your request, they will delay further action on the subject. Respectfully yours, GEO." W. HAYWOOD. Mr. Battle then enclosed the foregoing correspondence to Messrs. Scott and Wom- ble, requesting their " favorable considera- tion." They returned the correspondence, but neglected to make any reply. In consequence, however, of this action on the part of my friends, I was permitted to remain without further interruption, until the day the Legislature commenced its ses- sion. On that day a warrant was served upon me, to appear before the county court, to answer for the sin of having remained in the place of my birth for the space of twenty days and more after being warned out. I escaped going to jail through the kindness of Mr. Haywood, a son of my former master, and Mr. Smith, who jointly became security for my appearance at court. This was on Monday ; and on Wednes- day I appeared before the court ; but as my prosecutors were not ready for the trial, the case was laid over three months, to the next term. EFFORTS TO REMAIN. 29' I then proceeded to get up a petition to the Legislature. It required much hard la- bor and persuasion on my part to start it ; hut after that, I readily obtained the signa- tures of the principal men in the place. Then I went round to the members, many of whom were known to me, calling upon them at their rooms, and urging them for my sake, for humanity's sake, for the sake of my Avife and little ones, whose hopes had been excited by the idea that they were even now free ; I appealed to them as husbands, fathers, brothers, sons, to vote in favor of my petition, and allow me to remain in the State long enough to purchase my family. I was doing well in business, and it would be but a short time before I could accomplish the object. Then, if it was desired, I and my wife and children, redeemed from bond- age, would together seek a more friendly home, beyond the dominion of slavery. The following is the petition presented, endorsed as the reader will see : To tneHon/Gmrr^AssemNu'qii'fih Siate^p North Cawlina^ a^j^imiimatfif:^ mitim^y^i'^^m^m^l Line .ki^WiMji 30 NARRATIVE. he can remove his family also. Your petitioner will give bond and good security for his good behavior while he re- mains. Your petitioner will ever pray, &:c. LUNSFORD LANE. The undersigned are well acquainted with Lunsford Lane, the petitioner, and join in his petition to the Assem- bly for relief. Charles Manly, Drury Lacy, B. W. Haywood, Will. Peck, Eleanor Haywood, W. A. Stith, William Hill, A. B. Stith, R. Smith, ^ J. Brown, William Peace, ' William White, Jos. Peace, George Simpson, William M'Pheeters, Jno. L Christophers, William Boylan, John Primrose, Fabius J. Haywood, Hugh M'Queen, D. W. Stone, Alex. J. Lawrence, T. Merideth, C. L. Hinton. A. J. Battle, Lunsford Lane, the petitioner herein, has been servant to the Executive Office since the 1st of January, 1837, and it gives me pleasure to state that, during the whole time, without exception, I have found him faithful and obedient, in keeping every thing committed to his care in good con- dition. From what I have seen of his conduct and de- meanor, I cheerfully join in the petition for his relief. C. C. BATTLE, P. Secretary to Gov. Dudley. Raleigh, Nov. 20, 1840. The foregoing petition was presented to the Senate. It Avas there referred to a com- mittee. I knew when the committee was to report, and watched about the State House that I might receive the earhest news of the fate of my petition. I should have gone within the senate chamber, but no col- ored man has that permission. I do not know why, unless for fear he may hear the name of Liberty. By and by a member EFFORTS TO REMAIN. 31 came out, and as he passed me, said, ^'Well, Liinsford^ they have laid you out; the nigger bill is killed J ^ I need not tell the reader that my feelings did not enter into the mer- riment of this honorable senator. To me, the fate of my petition was the last blow to my hopes. I had done all I could do, had said all I could say, laboring night and day, to obtain a favorable reception to my peti- tion ; but all in vain. Nothing appeared before me but I must leave the State, and leave my wife and my children, never to see them more. My friends had also done all they could for me. And why must I be banished ? Ever af- ter I entertained the first idea of being free, I had endeavored so to conduct myself as not to become obnoxious to the white inhab- itants, knowing as I did their power, and their hostility to the colored people. The two points necessary in such a case I had kept constantly in mind. First, I had made no display of the little property or money I possessed, but in every way I wore as much as possible the aspect of poverty. Second, I had never appeared to be even so intelli- gent as I really was. This all colored peo- ple at the south, free and slaves, find it pe- culiarly necessary to their own comfort and safety to observe. I should, perhaps, have mentioned that on the same day I received the notice to leave Raleigh, similar notices were present- 32 NARRATIVE, ed to two other free colored people, who had been slaves; were trying to purchase their families : and were otherwise in a like situ- ation to myself. And they took the same course I did to endeavor to remain a limited time. Isaac Hunter, who had a family with five children, was one ; and Waller Free- man, who had six children, was the other. Mr. Hunter's petition went before mine ; and a bill of some sort passed the Senate, which was so cut down in the Commons, as to al- low him only twenty days to remain in the State. He has since, however, obtained the freedom of his family, who are living with him in Philadelphia. Mr. Freeman's petition received no better fate than mine. His family were the prop- erty of Judge Badger, who was afterwards made a member of Mr. Harrison's cabinet. When Mr. Badger removed to Yv^ashington, he took with him among other slaves this family : and Freeman removed also to that (iit^fencMt^ t-^i^c}j^^^n,ijMrt.xS- resigned his n^tio¥$lier .^^f-^^^itoTjrJ^g Jig^ff n^^^o^^^ ti^, V(^tMi lT#jTteQkb^eo9F^st;|p/o^it%^jM^ ^i jtib'Bf^Qigivo 'Wmwim'^immmii^i^mYrb oring to raise money to mak§^;fej^cg^i^9"h^s^j>g LEAVING THE STATE. 33 State. I was bound to appear before the court; but it had been arranged between my lawyer and the prosecuting attorney, that if I would leave the State, and pay the costs of court, the case should be dropped, so that my bondsmen should not be involved. I therefore concluded to stay as long as I pos- sibly could, and then leave. I also deter- mined to appeal to the kindness of the friends of the colored man in the north, for assist- ance, though I had but little hope of suc- ceeding in this way. Yet it was the only course I could think of, by which I could see any possible hope of accomplishing the object. I had paid Mr. Smith six hundred and twenty dollars, and had a house and lot worth five hundred dollars, which he had promised to take when I had raised the bal- ance. He gave me also a bill of sale of one of my children, Laura, in consideration of two hundred and fifty dollars of the money already paid ; and her I determined to take with me to the north. The costs of court, which I had to meet, amounted to between thirty and forty dollars, besides the fee of my lawyer. On the 18th of May, 1841, three days af- ter the court commenced its session, I bid adieu to my friends in Raleigh, and set out for the city of New York. I took with me a letter of introduction and recommendation from Mr. John Primrose, a very estimable man, a recommendatory certificate from Mr. 34^. NARRATIVE. Battle, and a letter from the church of which I was a member, together with such papers relating to the aflair as I had in my posses- sion. Also I received the following : Raleigh, N. C, May, 1841. The bearer, Lunsford Lane, a free man of color, for some time a resident in this place, being about to leave North Carolina in search of a more favorable location to pursue his trade, has desired us to give him a certiiicate of his good conduct heretofore. We take pleasure in saying that his habits are temperate and industrious, that his conduct has been orderly and proper, and that he has for these qualities been distin- guished among his caste. William Hill, R. Smith, Weston R. Gales, C. Dewey. C. L. Hinton. The above was certified to officially in the usual form, by the clerk of the Court of Com- mon Pleas and Quarter Sessions. My success in New York was at first small ; but at length I fell in with two friends who engaged to raise for me three hundred dollars, provided I should first obtain from other sources thQ balance of the sum required, which balance would be one thousand and eighty dollars. Thus encouraged, I pro- ceeded to Boston ; and in the city and vi- cinity the needful sum was contributed by about the 1st of April, 1842. My thanks I have endeavored to express in my poor way to the many friends who so kindly and lib- erally assisted me. I cannot reward them ; I hope they will receive their reward in another world. If the limits of this publi- AT BOSTON. 35 cation would permit, I should like to record the names of many to whom I am very es- pecially indebted for their kindness and aid, not only in contributing, but in introducing me, and opening various ways of access, to others. On the 5th of February, 1842, finding that I should soon have in my possession the sum necessary to procure my family, and fearing that there might be danger in visiting Ra- leigh for that purpose, in consequence of the strong opposition of many of the citizens against colored people, their opposition to me, and their previously persecuting me from the city, I wrote to Mr. Smith, request- ing him to see the Governor, and obtain, un- der his hand, a permit to visit the State for a sufficient time to accomplish this business. I requested Mr. Smith to publish the permit in one or two of the city papers, and then to enclose the original to me. This letter he answered; under date of Raleigh, 19th Feb. J 842, as follows: LuNSFORD : — Your letter of the 5th inst. came duly to hand, and in reply I have to inform you, that owing to the absence of Gov. Morehead, I cannot send you the permit you requested, but this will make no difference, for you can come home, and after your arrival you can obtain one to remain long enough to settle up your affairs. You ought of course to apply to the Governor immediately on your arrival, before any malicious person would have time to inform against you ; I don't think by pursuing this course you need apprehend any danger. * * * * We are all alive at present in Raleigh on the subjects of temperance and religion. We have taken into the tempe- 36 NARRATIVE. ranee societies about five hundred members, and about fifty persons have been happily converted. * * * The work seems still to be spreading, and such a time I have never seen before in my lite. Gforious times truly. Do try to get all the religion in your heart you possibly can, for it is the only thing worth having after all. Your, c\:c. B. B. SMITH. The way now appeared to be in a measure open ; also I thought that the rehgious and temperance mterest mentioned in the latter portion of Mr. Smith" s letter, augured a state of feeling which would be a protection to me. But fearing still that there might be danger in visiting Raleigh without the permit from the Governor, or at least wishing to take every possible precaution, I addressed anoth- er letter to Mr. Smith, and received under date of March 12th, a reply, from v.^hich I copy as follows : ^' The Governor has just returned, and I called upon him to get the peiTnit, as you requested, but he said he had no authority by law to grant one ; and he told vie to say to you that you might in perfect safety come home in a quiet manner, and remain twenty days without being interrupted. I also consulted IMr. ]Manly, (a lawyer,) and he told me the same thing. * * *= Surely you need not fear any thing under these circtimsta7ices. You had therefore better come on just as soon as possible.-' I need not say, what the reader has al- ready seen, that my life so far had been one of joy succeeding sorrov/, and sorrow follow- ing joy ; of hope, of despair, of bright pros- pects, of gloom; and of as many hues as ever appear on the varied sky, from the black of midnight, or of the deep brown of a VISIT TU RALEIGH. 37 tempest, to the bright warm glow of a clear noon day. On the 11th of April, it was noon with me : I iei't Boston on my wav for Ra- leigh with higli hopes, mtending to pay over the money for my family and return with them to Boston, which I designed should be my future home : for there I had found friends, and there I would find a grave. The visit I was making to the south was to be a farewell one : and I did not dream that my old cradle, hard as it once had jostled me, would refuse to rock me a pleasant, or even an affectionate good bye. I thought, too, that the assurances I had received from the Governor, through Mr. Smith, and the as- surances of other friends, were a sufficient guaranty that 1 might visit the liome of my boyhood, of my youth, of my manhood, in peace, especially as I was to stay but for a lew days and then to return. With these thouglits, and with the thoughts of my fam- ily and freedom, I pursued my way to Ra- leigh, and arrived there on the 23d of the month. It was Saturday, about four o'clock, P. M., when I found myself once more in the midst of my family. With them I remained over the Sabbath, as it was sweet to spend a little time with them after so long an ab- sence, an absence filled with so much of in- terest to us, and as I could not do any busi- ness until the beginning of the week. On Monday morning, between eight and nine o'clock, while f was making ready to leave 3 38 NARRATIVE. the house for ilie tirst lime after my arrival, to go to the store of Mr. Smith, where I was to transact my business with liim, two con- stables, Messrs. Murray and Scott, entered, accompanied by two other men, and sum- moned me to appear immediately before the police. I accordingly accompanied them to the Chy Hall, but as it was locked and the officers could not at once find the key, we were told that the court would be held in Mr. Smith's .store, a large and commodious room. This was what is termed in common phrase, in Raleigh, a ''call court.'- The Mayor. Mr. Loring, presided, assisted by William Boylan and Jonathan Busbye, Esqs., Justices of the Peace. There were a large number of people togetlier — more than could obtain admission to the room — and a large company of mobocratic spirits crowded around the door. Mr. Loring read the writ, setting forth that I had been guilty of deliv- ering abolition lectures in the State of Massa- chusetts. He asked me whether I was guilty or not guilty. I told him I did not know whether I had given abolition lectures or not, but if it pleased the court, I would re- late the course 1 had pursued during my ab- sence from Raleigh. He then said that I was at liberty to speak. The circumstances under which I left Raleigh, said I, are perfectly familiar to you. It is known that I had no disposition to re- move from this city, but resorted to every BEFORE THE COURT. 39 hiwful means to remain. After I lonnd that I could not be permitted to stay, 1 went away, leaving behind everything I held dear, with the exception of one child, whom I took with me, after paying two hundred and fifty dollars for her. It is also known to you and to many other persons here pres- ent, that 1 had engaged to purchase my wife and children of their master, Mr. JSmith, for the sum of twenty-five hundred dollars, and that I had paid of this sum (including my house and lot,) eleven lumdred and twenty dollars, leaving a balance to be made up of thirteen hundred and eighty dollars. I had previously to that lived in Raleigh, a slave, the property of Mr. Sherwood Hay- wood, and had purchased my freedom by paying tlie sum of one thousand dollars. But being driven away, — no longer permitted to live in this city to raise the balance of the money due on my family,— my last re- sort was to call upon the friends of humani- ty in other places, to assist me. 1 went to the city of Boston, and there I related the story oi' my persecutions here, the same as I have now stated to you. The people gave ear to my statements : and one of them. Rev. Mr. Neale, wrote back, un- known to me, to Mr. Smith, inquiring of him wlicther the statements made by me were correct. After Mr. Neale received the answer, he sent for me, informed me of liis havincr written, and read to me the reply. 40 NARRATIVE. The letter fully satisfied Mr. >.eale and his friends. He placed it in my hands, remark- ing that it would, in a great measure, do away the necessity of using the other docu- ments in my possession. I then, with that letter in my hands, went out from house to house, from place of busines to place of business, and from church to church, re- lating, where I could gain an ear, the same heart-rending and soul-trying story which I am now repeating to you. In pursuing that course, the people, first one and then anoth- er, contributed, until I had succeeded in raising the amount alluded to, namely, thir- teen hundred and eighty dollars. I may have had contributions from abolitionists ; but I did not stop to ask those who assist- ed me whether they were anti-slavery or pro-slavery, for I considered that the money coming from either would accomplish the ob- ject I had in view. These are the facts ; and now, sir, it remains for you to say, whether I have been giving abolition lectures or not. In the course of my remarks, I presented the letter of Mr. Smith to Mr. Neale, show- ing that I had acted the open part while in Massachusetts ; also I referred to my having written to Mr. Smith, requesting him to ob- tain for me the permit of the Governor ; and I showed to the court Mr. Smith's letters in reply, in order to satisfy them that I had reason to believe 1 should be unmolested in my return. THE MOB, 41 Mr. Loriiig then whispered to some oi the leading men ; after which he remarked that he saw nothing in what I had done, according to my statements, impUcating me m a manner worthy of notice. He called upon any present who might be in posses- sion of information tending to disprove what 1 had said, or to show any wrong on my part, to produce it, otherwise I should be set at liberty. No person appeared against me ; so I was discharged. I started to leave the house : but just be- fore I got to the door I met Mr. James Litchford, who touched me on the shoulder, and I followed him back. He observed to me that if I went out of that room I should in less than five minutes be a dead man ; for there was a mob outside waiting to drink my hfe. Mr. Lor in g then spoke to me again, and said that notwithstanding I had been found guilty of nothing, yet public opinion was law; and he advised me to leave the place the next day, otherwise he Avas con- vinced I should have to suffer death. 1 re- plied, '"'not to-morrow, but to-day." He answered that I could not go that day, be- cause I had not done my business. I told him that I would leave my business in liis hands and in those of other such gentlemen as himself, who might settle it for me and send my family to meet me at Philadelphia. This was concluded upon, and a guard ap- pomted to conduct me to the depot. I took 42 NARRATIVE. my seat la tlic cars, when the mob that had followed us sm-roiinded me, and declared that the cars should not go, if 1 were per- mitted to go in them. Mr. Loring mquired what they wanted of me : he told them tliat there had been an examination, and nothing had been found against me: that they were at the examination invited to speak if they knew aught to condemn me, but they had remained silent, and that now it was but right I should be permitted to leave in peace. They replied that they wanted a more thorough investigation, that they wish- ed to search my trunks (1 had but one trunk) and see if [ was not in possession of aboli- tion papers. It now became evident that 1 should be unable to get off in the cars ; and my friends advised me to go the short- est way possible to jail, for my safety. They said they were persuaded that what the rabble wanted was to get me into their possession, and then to murder me. The mob looked dreadfully enraged, and seemed to lap for blood. The whole city was in an uproar. But the first men and the more wealtliy were my friends : and they did everything in their power to protect me. Mr. Boylan, whose name has repeatedly occurred in this publication, Avas more than a father to me; and ]Mr. Smith and Mr. Loring, and many other gentlemen, whose names it would give me pleasure to mention, were exceedingly kind. IN JAIL. 43 The guard then conducted me througii the mob to the prison ; and I felt joyful that even a prison could protect me. Looking out from the prison window, I saw my trunk in the hands of Messrs. Johnson, Scott, and others, who were taking it to the City Hall for examination. I understood after- wards that they opened my trunk ; and as the lid flew up, Lo ! a paper ! a paper ! ! Those about seized it, three or four at once, as hungry dogs would a piece of meat after forty days famine. But the meat quickly turned to a stone ; for the paper it happened, was one printed i?i Raleigh, and edited by Weston R. Gales, a nice man to be sure, but no abolitionist. The only other printed or Avritten things in the trunk were some business cards of a firm in Raleigh — not in- cendiary. Afterwards I saw from the window Mr. Scott, accompanied by Mr. Johnson, lugging my carpet-bag in the same direction my trunk had gone. It was opened at the City. Hall, and found actually to contain a pair of old shoes, and a pair of old boots ! — but they did not conclude that these were incen- diary. Mr. Smith now came to the prison and told me that the examination had been com- pleted, and nothing found against me; but that it would not be safe for me to leave the prison immediately. It was agreed that I should remain in prison until after nightfall, 44' NARRATIVE. and then steal secretly away, being let out by the keeper, and pass unnoticed to the house of my old and tried friend Mr. Boy- Ian. Accordingly I was discharged between nine and ten o'clock. I went by the back way leading to Mr. Boy Ian' s : but soon and suddenly a large company of men sprang upon me, and instantly I foand myself in their possession. They conducted me some- times high above ground and sometimes dragging me along, but as silently as possi- ble, in the direction of the gallows, which is always kept standing upon the Common, or as it is called "the pines.'" or "piny old field." I now expected to pass speedily into the world of spirits ; I thought of that un- seen region to which I seemed to be hasten- mg ; and then my mind would return to my wife and children, and the labors I had made to redeem them from bondage. Although I had the money to pay for them according to a bargain already made, it seemed to me some white man would get it, and they would die in slavery, without benefit from my exertions and the contributions of my friends. Then the thought of my own death, to occur in a few brief moments, would rush over me, and I seemed to bid adieu in spirit to all earthly things, and to hold communion already with eternity. But at length I observed those who were carry- ing me away, changed their course a little from the direct line to the gallows, and hope, IN THE HANDS Oh THE MOB. 45 a laint beaming, sprung up within rue ; but then as they were taking me to the woods, [ thought tliey intended to murder me there, ui a place where they would he less likely to be interrupted than in so public a spot as where the gallows stood. They conducted me to a rising ground among the trees, and set me down. •• Now,'' said they, " tell us the truth about those abolition lectures you have been giving at the north." I replied that 1 had related the circumstances before the court in the morning ; and could only repeat what I had then said. "But that was not the truth — tell ns the truth." 1 again said that any different story would be false, and as I supposed I was in a few mhi- utes to die, 1 would not, whatever they might think 1 would say under other cir- cumstances, pass into the other world with a lie upon my hps. Said one, ''you were always, Lunsibrd, when you were here, a clever fellow, and I did not think you would be engaged in such business as giving aboli- tion lectures." To this and similar remarks, I replied, that the people of Raleigh had al- ways said the abolitionists did not believe in buying slaves, but contended that their mas- ters ought to free them without pay. I had been laboring to buy my family ; and how then could they suppose me to be in league with the abolitionists? After other conversation of this kind, and af- ter they seemed to luive become tired of ques- 4ft NARRATIVE. tioiiiiig me, they held a cousiiUalion in a low \vhisper among themselves. Then a bucket was brought and set down by my side ; but what it contained, or lor what it was intend- ed, I could not divine. But soon, one of the number came forivard with a pillow, and then hope sprung up, a flood of light and joy within me. The lieavy weight on my heart rolled off: death had passed by and I unharmed. They conmienced stripping me till every rag of clothes was removed ; and then the bucket Vv^as set near, and I discov- ered it to contain tar. One man, — I wi^^ do him the honor to record his name,— -Mr. WILLIAM ANDRES, a journeyman print- er, when he is anything except a tar-and- featherer, put his hands the first into the bucket, and was about passing tliern t'^ my face. •• Don"t put any in his face or eyes,'' said one.=^ So he desisted : but he, with three other '• gentlemen,'' whcse names _I should be happy to record if 1 could retM them, gave me as nice a coat of tar all over, face only excepted, as any one would wish to see. Then they took the pillow and ripped it open at one end, and with the open end commenced the operation at the head and so worked d^wnv/ards, of putting a coat I =* [ think tins was 3Ir. Bn.rns, a blacksmith in th'- jilaoc. but I am not certain. At any rate, this man was my frictid (if so he may be called,) on this occasion ; and it was tbr- tunate for me that the company generally seemed to look up to him. for wisdom. TAR AND FEATHERS. 47 of Us contents over that of the contents of the bucket. A fine escape from the hang- ing this will be, thought 1, provided they do not with a match set fire to the feathers. I had some fear they would. But when the work was completed they gave me my clothes, and one of them handed me my watch, which he had carefully kept in his hands : they all expressed great interest in my welfare, advised me how to proceed with my business the next day, told me to stay in the place as long as I wished, and with oth such words of consolation they bid me gooa night. After I had returned to my family, to their inexpressible joy, as they had become great- ly alarmed for my safety, some of the per- sonr who had participated in this outrage, came in, (probably influenced by a curiosity to see how the tar and feathers would be got off,) and expressed great sympathy for me. TI ey said they regretted that the aflair had happened, — that they had no objections to my living in Raleigh, — I might feel perfectly safe to go out and transact my business prepara- tory to leaving, — I should not be molested. Slean while, my friends, understanding that I had been discharged fron,, prison, and per- ceiving I did not come to them, had com- menced a regular search for me. on foot and on horseback, everywhere ; and Mr. Smith called upon the Governor to obtain his official interference ; and after my return, a 48 NARRATIVE, guard came to protect me : but 1 chose not to risk myself at my own house, and so went to Mr. Smith's, where this guard kept me safely until morning. They seemed friendly indeed, and were regaled with a supper during the night by Mr. Smith. My friend, Mr. Battle, (late Private Secretary to the Governor.) was with them; and he made a speech to them, setting forth the good qual- ities I had exhibited in my past life, partic- ularly in my connection with the Governor's office. In the morning, Mr. Boylan, true as ever, and unflinching in his friendship, assisted me in arranging my business, =^ so that I should start with my family that day for the north. He furnished us with provisions more than sufficient to sustain the family to Philadelphia, where we intended to make a halt ; and sent his own baggage wagon to convey our baggage to the depot, oftering also to send his carriage for my family. But my friend, Mr. Malone, had been before him in this kind ofler, which I had agreed to ac- cept. Brief and sorrowful was the parting from * Of course I was obliged to sacrifice much on my prop- erty, leaving in this hurried manner. And while I was in the" north, a kind friend had removed from the wood -lot wood that 1 had cut and corded, for which I expected to receive over one hundred dollars ; thus saving me the trouble of making sale of it, or of being burdened with the money it would bring. I suppose 1 have no redress. 1 might add other things as bad. MY mother'^ freedom. 49 my kind Iriends ; but the worst was the thought of leaving my mother. The cars were to start at ten o'clock in the morning. I called upon my old mistress, Mrs. Hay- wood, Avho was afiected to weeping by the considerations that jiaturally came to her mind. She had been kind to me ; the day before, she and her daughter, Mrs. Hogg, now present, had jointly transmitted a com- munication to the court, representing that in consequence of my good conduct from my youth, I could not be supposed to be guilty of any otfence. And now, "with tears that ceased not flowing," they gave me their parting blessing. My mother was still Mrs. Haywood's slave, and I her only child. Our old mistress could not witness the sorrov/ that would attend the parting with my mother. She told her to go with me ; and said that if I ever became able to pay two hundred dollars for her, I might ; otherwise it should be her loss. She gave her the fol- lowing paper, which is in the ordinary form of a pass: Raleigh, N. C, April 26, 1842. Know all Persons by these Presents, That the bearer of this, Clarissa, a slave, belonging to me, hath my permission to visit the city of New York with her relations, who are in company with her ; and it is my desire that she may be protected and permitted to pass without molestation or hin- drance, on 2;ood behavior. Witness my hand this 26th April, i«12.' ELEANOR HAYWOOD. Witness — J. A. Camfbell. On leaving Mrs. Haywood's, I called upon Mrs. Badger, another daughter, and wife of 50 NARRATIVE. Judge Badger, previously mentioned. She seemed equally affected ; she wept as she gave me her parting comisel. She and Mrs. Hogg, and I, had been children together, play- ing in the same yard, while yet none of us had learned that they were of a superior and I of a subject race. And in those infant years there were pencillings made upon the heart, which time and opposite fortunes could not all efface. May these friends never be slaves as I have been: nor their bosom companions and their little ones be slaves like mine. When the cars were about to start, the whole city seemed to be gathered at the de- pot; and, among the rest, the mobocratic por- tion, who appeared to be determined still that I should not go peaceably away. Ap- prehending this, it had been arranged with my friends and the conductor, that my fam- ily should be put in the cars and that I should go a distance from the city on foot, and be taken up as they passed. The mob, therefore, supposing that I was left behind, allowed the cars to start. Mr. Whiting, known as the agent of the rail-road company, was going as far as Pe- tersburg, V^a. : and he kindly assisted in pur- chasing our tickets, and enabling us to pass on unmolested. After he left, Capt. Guyan, of Raleigh, performed the same kind office as far as Alexandria, D. C, and then he placed us in the care of a citizen of Phila- delphia, whose nam.e I regret to have for- RETURN TO THE NORTH, 51 gotten, who protected us quite out of the land of slavery. But for this we should have been liable to be detained at several places on our way, much to our embarrass- ment, at least, if nothing had occurred of a more serious nature. One accident only had happened : we lost at Washington a trunk containing most of our valuable clothing. This we have not recovered ; but our lives have been spared to bless the day that conferred freedom upon us. I felt when my feet struck the pave- ments in Philadelphia, as though I had passed into another world. I could draw in a full long breath, with no one to say to the ribs, ''why do ye so?" On reaching Philadelphia we found that our money had all been expended, but kind friends furnished us with the means of pro- ceeding as far as New- York ; and thence we were with equal kindness aided on to Boston. In Boston and in the vicinity, are persons almost without n^umber, who have done me favors more than I can express. The thought that I was now in my loved, though recently acquired home — that my family were with me where the stern, cruel, hated hand of slavery could never reach us more — the greetings of friends — the interchange of feeling and sympathy — the kindness be- stowed upon us, more grateful than rain to the thirsty earth — the reflections of the past that would rush into my mind, — these and 52 NARRATIVE. more almost overwhelmed me with emotion, and 1 had deep and strange communion with my own soul. Next to God from Avhom every good gift proceeds, I feel under the greatest obligations to my kind friends in Massachusetts. To be rocked in their cradle of Liberty, — oh, liow unlike being stretched on the pillory of slavery ! May that cradle rock forever ; may many a poor care-worn child of sorrow, many a spirit- bruised (worse than lash-mangled) victim of oppression, there sweetly sleep to the lullaby of Freedom, sung by Massachusetts' sons and daughters. A number of meetings have been held at which friends have contributed to our temporal wants, and individuals have sent us various articles of provision and furniture and apparel, so that our souls have been truly made glad. There are now ten of us in the family, my wife, my mother, and myself, with seven children, and we expect soon to be joined by my father,»who several years ago received his freedom by legacy. The wine fresh from the clustering grapes never filled so sweet a cup as mine. May I and my family be permitted to drink it, remem- bering whence it came ! BILLS OF SALK, 53 I SUPPOSE such of my readers as are not accustomed to trade in human beings, may be curious to see the Bills ot Sale, by which I have obtained the right to my wife and children. They are both in the hand writing oX Mr. Smith. The first — that for Laura — is as follows : State of North Carolina, Wake County. Know all Men by these Presents, That for and in con- sideration of the sum of two hundred and fifty dollars, to me in hand paid, I have this day bargained and sold, and do hereby bargain, sell and deliver, unto Lunsford Lane, a free man of color, a certain negro girl by the name of Laura, aged about seven years, and hereby warrant and defend the right and title of the said girl to the said Luns- ford and his heirs forever, free from the claims of all per- sons whatsoever. In Witness whereof, I have hereunto set my hand and seal, at Raleigh, this 17th May, 1841. B. B. SMITH, [Seal] Witness — Robt. W. Haywood. Below is the Bill of Sale for my wife and other six chil- dren, to which the papers that follow are attached : State of North Carolina, Wake County. Know all Men by these Presents, That for and in con- sideration of the sum of eighteen hundred and eighty dol- lars, to me in hand paid, the receipt of which is hereby acknowledged, I have this day bargained, sold and dehv- ered, unto Lunsford Lane, a free man of color, one dark mulatto woman named Patsy, one boy named Edward, one boy also named William, one boy also named Luns- ford, one girl named Maria, one boy also named EUick, and one girl named Lucy, to have and to hold the said ne- groes free from the claims of all persons whatsoever. In Witness whereof, I have hereunto affixed my hand and seal, this 25th day of April, 1812. B. B. SMITH, [Seal] Witness— Tu. L. West. 54 BILLS OF SALK. ^!. ^ State of North Carolina, Wake County. Ofice of Court of Pleas ^ Quarter Sessio?is, Apr. 26, 1842. The execution of the within Bill of Sale was this day duly acknowledged before me, by B. B. Smith, the execu tor of the same. In Testimony whereof, I have hereunto aflBixed the seal Tl s 1 °^ ^^'*^ Court, and subscribed my name at Office, •^ ■ 'J in Raleigh, the date above. JAS. T. MARRIOTT, Ckr^k. State of North Carolina, Wake County. I, William Boylan, presiding magistrate of the Court of Pleas and Quarter Sessions for the County aforesaid, cer- tify that Jas. T. Marriott, who has written and signed the above certificate, is Clerk of the Court aforesaid, that the same is in due form, and full faith and credit are due to such his official acts. Given under my hand and private seal, (having no seal of office,) this 26ih day of April, 1842. WM. BOYLAN,- P. M. [Seal.] The State of North Carolina. To all to 7vhom these Pr€S€?its shall come — Greeting : Be it Known, That William Boylan, whose signature ap- pears in his own proper hand writing to the annexed cer- tificate, was, at tlie time of signing the same, and now is, a Justice of the Peace and the Presiding Magistrate for the County of Wake, in the State aforesaid, and as such he is duly qualified and empowered to give such certificate, which is here done in the usual and proper manner ; and full faith and credit are due to the same, and ought to be given to all the official acts of the said William Boylan, as Presiding Magistrate aforesaid. In Testimony whereof, I, J. M. Morehead, Governor, Captain General and Commander in Chief, have caused the Great Seal of the State to be hereunto r ^ 1 affixed, and signed the same, at the city of Ra- •^ ■ ■ ■•' leigh, on the 26th day of April, in the year of our Lord one thousand eight hundred and forty-two, and in the sixty-sixth year of the Independence of the United States. J. M. MOREHEAD- Bi/ the Govermr. P, Rfa'not.ds. Private Secretarv. LIBRARY OF CONGRESS 012 026 158 7