LIFE AND DREAMS POEMS By E. L. E. NEW YORK: Copyright, 1895, ^"^ G. W. Dillinghain, Publisher, Successor to G. W. Carleton & Co MDCCCXCV. \All Rights Reserved.'] CONTENTS Page Invocation 9 A ReaLcm for Song 1 1 The Violin .... • 13 The Voices of the Wind . 15 Dancing at Dawn 16 The Lark .... 17 The Nightingale . 18 Why the Nightingale Sings 19 In Pleasant Valley 20 Autumn Travelers 22 A Humanitarian . ^2> The Alpine Horn 24 Night 25 The Old Garden .... 26 Midnight Revelry 27 Maiden Reveries . 28 Love's Absent© . 29 m VI Contents, Morning Recognition My Dream . To Janie On Her Photograph Jaine .... April 1892 To an Unanswering God An Answer . The Soul's Journey Death's Mystery . Resignation . Calling on Death . Clairvoyante Anguish Death Found Madness Death Waits Death the Consoler Sargent's Picture Sonnets Evening in Pleasant Valley Day and Night My House of Dreams . The Haunted Garden . The Old House . Late Happiness . The Enchanter's House Contents. The Place of Dreams My Lady's Chamber Going with Death Longing for Death Starlight and the Moon Heavenly Promises The Silent Guest . At Death's Door . Deatli's Messenger The Palace of Death The Retreat Consolation Threnody Returned Cytherea The Trespass The Winds . Echo . May June The Protecting Oak The Oak's Plea for Violets The Voice in the Oak Sunrise , A Poet's Choice . Love Unattended Resignation . Lilies and Roses . VI 1 Page 88 89 91 94 95 96 97 99 100 102 106 no 113 116 118 119 121 123 128 128 130 132 135 136 138 139 141 143 vm Contents, Page The Withered Rose . 145 Love and Sorrow . . . . • . 147 Silent Companionship .... . 149 Arachne's Robe . 151 The Laurel • 152 Worldly Goods . 154 My Quiet Hours ....•• . 155 Autumn Revery . 158 INVOCATION. What thou hast promised, when thy Soul Awoke, thou must fulfill. To sit Beneath the solemn dome where Life Is hid in shadow, hearing there The litany of Death. Thou art Within the great Pavilion, where They rest who come from battle. Here They put their armor off, and have New robes ; learning to bend the knee Before the royal messenger. Think not thy Soul can enter Heaven Alone. The mighty gates move on!}'- With golden keys. So keep thy faith With him who guided thee. POEMS. A REASON FOR SONG. At Dawn a bird sang- loud ; but hushed Her voice at noon ; and when the Day Declined, her song- again rang soft And clear among the boughs where she Was hid. " Who is this singer ?" said A sleepy Owl who waited night. "This is no time for music, when The shadows lengthen in the West, And all the earth is growing dim." ** I am too late for wedding songs," The singer said, '' for nests were built [II] 12 At morn. But I can sing- to them Who sit alone — their young ones gone, Sighing for loneliness." Then said the Owl : *' There is no need For singing in the Day. When Night Has come, I can call out my notes Of consolation. I will cry That Night is better than the Day ; For then we sleep — and so forget." ** But I must sing." the the other said, *' For all the morning I was sad. And sang not. Now I would bring joy To them who are like me, bereft Of nestlings and of nest. For I Am sitting alone on a windy bough And the Day is ending ; but yet My heart is bursting with song !" 13 THE VIOLIN. Bring- my old Violin. I might again Evoke the Spirit that has dwelt there since The wood was taken from the tree, and made A chamber for the Soul of melody. If I can wake her from her slumber, she Will bring the rapture of the early hours, When I with her soared to the skies. Then, Life Was fair. I had not known the stress of Love And Madness. Now, the Spirit may not come For me. Yet will I call. Give me again My Violin. The strings may break beneath My passionate touch ; and there may only come A sighing from the depths. But yet I know That still my Spirit dwells within. H II. Above the rest I fly, on Music's wings. She came to me when she had heard my voice, And so together we attain the skies ; And in and out among the stars we go, Leaving the other louder instruments To follow us in upward, echoing flight. The soft harp trembles far below. The Voice Of man in vain calls after us. We soar To Heaven's gate, and join the Lark. When we Have reached the borders of the firmament. The wings of Music droop. We must return To Earth. So down the skies we come, all faint With ecstacy;and Souls are hushed to hear Our dying fall. 15 THE VOICES OF THE WIND. The West wind has no voice. The South Is full of melody. The North Is vague. And all the East is full Of memories. Would that I sat Protected from the voiceless West. It chills me, for it whispers naught. Let me come rather to the top Of sun-kissed hills, and feel the South Breathe Music. Let me go again Across the Desert, where the palms Have caught the East wind. Let me feel I am not quite alone. The winds Were my companions. Now will I Invoke them. South and East I love. Let West and North blow elsewhere. i6 DANCING AT DAWN. When harps and viols cease, and lights are dim, And the fair guests have left the hall, I come And walk an old-time minuet with him Who stood behind the dancers, cold and dumb, While the bejewelled night was in its prime. None saw him, for his mantle is of mist That hides its wearer, till arrives the time Before the dawn, when we no more resist Life's call. So when the guests are gone, we dance Together in the silent room, all bare Of splendor and of light. And when wc glance In the long mirrors, we alone are there; And we are like the Spirits of the Dead, Who lead the minuet, when Life has fled. THE LARK. He sings without the gate. Within An angel listens. When the song Is done, he brings the singer where His Master sits. Then He, with eyes Uplifted from his missal, says : "Why bring this earthly songster here, Where choirs of angels all day long Make Heaven ring ?" The angel said : '' There is no Lark in all the choir. I thought you would be glad." But, no : " The Lark's Song," says He, " is too clear. Above the viols and the harps It would be thrilling. Leave the Lark Outside the gate." So now he sings Just where the angels catch the notes, When harp and viol tremble low, i8 THE NIGHTINGALE. He sought a red rose ; for his song Was made for such a flower. Not one Was left in all the garden. So The night was passed in silence. When The Diwn had come, a white rose blushed And shamed the silent Niglitir.gale. So then his song at morning was The sweetest. Roses white were glad ; Red roses paled with jealous}-. But 3^et at night he sang no more. A blush had changed the Nightingale From a dark lover of the night To morning's friend. But rivalry Divides white roses from the red. 19 WHY THE NIGHTINGALE SINGS. Where learned the Nightingale his song ^ Not from the Brook, nor from the Wind, They have no notes like his. They say A spirit prisoned in a Rose Awakes the Nightingale, and turns His heart to melody. For when The Rose is dead, the Nightingale No longer sings. He sits alone In the dark thicket ; and he dreams Of roses all the dying year. But he is dumb. The \\ind may blow On reedy pipes ; the Brook may purl In silver tones ; but never he Follows them in a burst of joy ; The Spirit of the Rose is gone. 20 IN PLEASANT VALLEY. All day their song-, monotonous and sweet, The Orioles rehearse. From robins' throats Fly a full score of brilliant winged notes, Thrilling the maples in their passage fleet, And filling the great Elm with melody. The river, flowing in its shaded bounds, Yields a rich undertone of silver sounds, Forever murmuring it would be free ! Weary, perhaps, of emerald shores and skies Descending to its depths, to there renew Their beauty, and be clad in deeper blue. Weary of clouds, and the night's starry eyes ; And only loneiusf for the wild-bird's wings ; Forgetting how brief the season that he sings. 21 II. Long- time the river has in which to hymn Its aspiration, or its fate lament ; In Spring- or Summer still its voice imspent. Dark Autumn storms the azure skies may dim, Yet they but swell its volume. Winter alone Can hush, with icy hand, its restlessness. Neither its murmured jo)^ nor its distress Can reach that heart of frost ; only a moan When some swift skater careless breaks his way Down to the gloom. But spring can melt the frost. Then leaps the river gladly. Soon is lost The memory of bondage, and all day We hear complaint of Summer — staring skies. And flying clouds, and the night's million eyes. 22 AUTUMN TRAVELERS. The rainy nights have come. The lonesome woods, Abandoned by the fire-flies and the moon, Stretch vaguely their dark branches in the mist By paths uncertain we have found a roof, Whose hospitality will shelter us Till morn. So from the darkness and the night We enter into light and cheer. Yet all The while we hear the whisper of the rain ; Like the sad spirit who has come with us Even to the door, but cannot farther pass. We would not open to him ; and we feel He should have stayed among the lonely trees. And found a shelter. The thick cypresses Would welcome him, and keep him in their depths. 23 A HUMANITARIAN. The winter rain is freezing as it falls. In my old garden one poor sparrow calls At the high window ; but I open not. He may be cold, but I have long forgot The language of Complaint. To me his note Means nothing. Still, I hope his feathery coat Will keep him warm ; and some kind soul will give Spare crumbs ; then if, by chance, the bird should live Till Summer comes, that in my garden old He will not stay too long, nor be too bold. The sparrows are a predatory race ; Yet from their depredations, by God's grace, I have been long exempt. But now, I fear, I must set snares in all the trees next year. H THE ALPINE HORN. The melancholy hills at night Gloom silently against the sky, Whose vault seems darkness. Deserted stand they ; watch-fires blaze No longer, and no Echo hints Of expectation. Morning breaks. From firmament to summit shine The herald torches that announce The Day is coming ! Then the horns Wind softly. Deeper, louder, all The hills reverberate, again And yet again announcing— Day. 25 NIGHT. A night without a Star has come. Clouds have arisen from the sea, And taken threatening shape. A Dove, That spread her snowy wings across The Eastern heavens, has taken flight And a dark Eagle holds the West. His pinions stretch from horizon To zenith ; and his awful head Obliterates the moon. Below, Where underneath the leafless trees The sad Earth nourishes the worm. We sit among the shades. The Night Enwraps us in her deep embrace. We are forgot by all but Death. 26 THE OLD GARDEN. The ghosts that walk below are Violets And Roses, that in this neglected place Once grew ; so long ago, they have forgot Who was their Lady. So they come for you To show how Death in his dark kingdom keeps The tender flowers, fair and beautiful As when they blossomed here. The Voices low You hear in the old trees, the very winds May be that blew a hundred years ago. They died among the blossoms of the Spring ; But live again in leafless boughs, and tell Their tale ! But melancholy thoughts always Have followed Autumn Winds. So listen not, Turn rather to the minstrelsy that lives In the charmed pages of your books. 27 MIDNIGHT REVELRY. Deep in the thick woods we had wandered; The owls were awake, and the crickets Were calling each other. The fairies Were just coming home, so I saw them. One beauty was decked out in silver ; Another was flaunting in purple ; And all were en wreathed with bright garlands. A night-moth whirled dizzily by me. A creature wide-winged, and ecstatic With wine or with dew, followed after. I thought there was dancing ; but never Was certain if whirling were dancing, Or dancing meant whirling in circles, And nodding across at each other, As they did. Some flowers assisted, And waved in the night-wind. 2% MAIDEN REVERIES. We gathered some ferns ; they were fit for The gate of a palace. So stately And hghtly they nodded good morning, We thought they were whispering stories Of forests enchanted, where fairies Come silently dancing at midnight. They decked the broad gate of our palace All day. But at night they had faded ; And so we removed them. A token Of Love unrequited, we brought them As solace to One who was slighted. All night in the rain at her cottage Dark door they were left. In the morning They had not revived ; but she waited. 29 LOVE'S ABSENCE. Love comes not when we call. She goes Upon her way, nor turns to see Who follows. Where she goes we know not. Only that she is gone ; and we Alone sit with the shades that haunt The chamber where we lived with her. To keep us company there comes Another, whom we call in vain By Love's sweet name. Sorrow is she, And on Love's bed she rests, and chills It, so we sleep no more therein. All night, waking, we talk with her. When morning comes, we sleep with Death- Since Love returns no more. MORNING. Not when the birds are beginning Their matins; but just as the Dawn Comes tip-toeing over the hills, Weary, I rise from my slumbers. I open the window, and softly Floats from the morning a feather, Dropped in her flight. She has vanished In flying. I follow : and all Through the Day I pursue her. But Never, from Dawn till the Evening, Catch faintest glimpse of her pinions. Gone to the uttermost ether. She hides herself with the planets. Never again will I open My window at Dawn and look forth, Lest I frighten the morning 1 31 RECOGNITION. In morning-, or at evening's twilight hour, I come to her who at my portal waits. Softly I open, that no light or sound May reach her from my Paradise. I touch Only her garment's hem ; and swift she turns To him she cannot see. Then on her brow I place my wreath of amaranth. And she, Trembling, although with blinded eyes, will say " My Master comes !" This is enough. I ask No more of that dark outer world. I go Back to my Paradise, and find new bloom On all the trees, new beauty in the skies ; Since in my doorway there is one who wears The flowers I gather, and believes them blest. 32 MY DREAM. I dreamed my Love was dead, and that his bier Stood at the portal of my house ; no tear Fell from my eyelids, as I stood alone, Apart from him. My heart was like a stone, For near him wept a Vision of the Sin He had embraced. And she had entered in The palace of my Dreams, and so I turned Away to my lone chamber, where still burned Within the fragrant torch that he had brought To light our nightly slumbers. I had wrought A fairy tale in the broad coverlet that spread Its silken wonder over the great bed. So there I went alone ; and left with Her The corse of my Beloved. Should he stir In his last sleep (I dreamed), she would be there To quiet him with dagger pricks. Though fair My Love had been, yet Death had made him pale; And liad I wept, my tears could not avail To bring his roses back. So let him lie 33 Out there with Her! So cruelly, said I, In this, my dream of my true Love being dead. When I awoke, and found my heavy head, Lying on his breast, I said : '' Where is thy Sin ?" And he said : " I have never let Her in, Though loud she knocked. I am secure with thee." So, though my Love be dead, he still shall rest with me. 34 TO JANIE. For thee, no tolling bell, nor sound Of falling- earth, nor deathly ecent Of funeral flowers ; no pageantry Bearing away thy corse. Only The angels tell me thou art gone From earthly sorrows. I with thee Knew only T^ife and Joy. Thou hast No grave ; and never may I weep For thee. The hour of our farewell Was known in Heavon alone. But now From Paradise thou seest me here Awake within my tomb ; and tears Fall from thine eyes. Then flowers spring About me, and my rest is deep. 35 ON HER PHOTOGRAPH. " If those dear lips conld speak !" So do I grieve, Looking upon the shadow which she cast, While she stood smiling in the sun. But they are silent ; and the eyes meet not My questioning. They look beyond me— sad, As if they saw a world of loneliness Beyond the Dreams of Girlhood. Does she see How Love shall fail, and she alone with Death ? She looks away from me, and has no word. Although I cling to her with eyes that shoiiM Withdraw her Soul from silence. I forget This is her shadow ; and can never tell . That she has passed the Gate of Dreams, And Death is not a Solitude. 36 JANIE. Here is her little chair. vSometimes I see her sunny figure, as she sat With Book of fairy-tales-or doll ; Her baby-cheek all flushed, while near I read my Shakspeare, or hemmed slow A ruffle — often for the doll. It is a vision only. She Is dead ; and I am here alone. I have her jewel-box. It holds The rings and chains she w^ore in days Of Youth Triumphant. I can see Her shining beauty rise again, When I look on these jewels. Eyes Like starry night — her fleeting smile — The loveliest mouth in the world — It is her own sweet face I see. But always 'tis a vision ; for My child is dead. This tress of dark Gold hair was once a part of her, And now remains an atom here Z7 That was Essential to Being ? It cannot be. vSo all the rare And ever-changing loveliness Which met my mortal eyes was then A passing vision. When I say She died, I only mean her soul Withdrew, and so the Vision sunk Away from sight. And I look out With tears upon the empty world. Dear Janie ! Come again to me ! Return, although the fairy tales Are ended, and the gems you wore Are laid aside. Come as you are, Changed to my sense ; robbed of the power Of Beauty Incarnate. Souls must wear Fair shapes invisible ; and I Will know, although I cannot see, You are as beautiful as when The Vision of your Youth illumed My troubled years. Come, even though I faint amid the silence. Death Abides with me until you come Attain. 3^ APRIL, 1892. It was the Easter morning ; and she looked On roses in their beauty. But she turned Her eyes away and vsaid : " Bring no more flowers." For suddenly the glow and scent were gone From roses and from life. We do not know, But struggling in her breast there must have been A premonition of the end ; for this Was her farewell. And though we stood with hearts Hopeful, waiting to lavish flowers on her, The evening fell, and she was far away Beyond the sound of voices calling. Yet They knew it not ! Still foolishly they said, "To-morrow she will smile !" But the next day They heaped the roses on her desert grave. 39 TO AN UNANSWERING GOD. Where is my little girl ? She went away One evening in the purple gloom that fades After the sunset. Then a star came out And sparkled in the dusk ; but she returned No more. I called her in the spaces dark Where Daylight vanishes ; and on the Sea I followed the faint mists that fled from shore To shore. Yet still I clasp her not. I only see The shining star that was not there before. I come to you — God whom I worshiped — whom I fain would love. Tell me : Where is my girl ? If you have taken her, and think to buy Consent by the creation of a v.'orld, You do not know the way to win a soul. 40 AN ANSWER. In heaven's happ}' sunshine she may be Singing in a celestial company ; But yet, her voice will break with tears, I know, When she remembers I am here below. About her there may lovers be always. Her beauty and her innocence to praise ; Yet she will miss the words her mother said, With tender kisses on her dear one's head. In lovely gardens she may walk ; the air Of Paradise play in her golden hair, Sweeter than any earthly breeze that blows. Her feet may crush the lily and the rose ; Yet she will long to come to me. who wait In the dark Valley— when the stars are late. 41 THE SOUL'vS JOURNEY. Back to our Venice, where the green tide flows And ebbs all day and night, my Spirit goes. The tall towers lean against the sky, and seem To look in the dark sea, whose changing gleam Is shot with color from the red and gold Of the great sails. They cluster, as of old. Along the quays and bridges ; still They fringe the gardens and old walls. At wil They rest against the palaces ; and find At the church door a shelter from the wind. Again I float upon the great lagoon At evening's quiet hour. And when the moon In melancholy splendor rises low Above the sands of Lido, then we row Over the purple water, where the rose Of sunset still gleams red. The current flows Against our boat with murmuring sound That might be sirens' whispers. All around The air is sweet with flowers, and sea-scent 42 The dusky wings of Africa have lent The twilight. Or at morning's hour I go To the far Islands, whose old towers below In the blue sea reflected, sadly tell Their story of forgotten pride. Ah, well ! Let them drop crumbling in the lapsing tide. My eyes are dim, I cannot see how wide The splendor of the morning reaches here. Each sparkle on the Sea is but a tear. At morning or at evening, 'tis the same. The sea and sky of Venice bear her name, Writ all in tears. May be the Tuscan hills Ring not so with sweet music— that which kills Me with its Sorrow. I will see again From high Fiesole, in the dark plain, Tne shining Arno. All the olive trees Are laden with pink blossoms ; and the breeze Blows over gardens full of lilies. Here I came with Her ; and I can see her — clear The Vision — in her straw hat trimmed with flowers, Coming up from Florence. Those happy hours 43 Forever fled ! Ah, no ; 1 cannot stay- By Arno's waters. Let me go away ; And where old walls of Rome repeat a great O'erwhelming history, I may find rest From memories that pierce my anguished breast. But roses nod across the broken walls ; On the long grasses, gentle sunlight falls; And I have found a broken statue, where She leaned her head, with its rich golden hair. The broken arches and the stately pines Are full of Voices ; while the rich light shines On its great tombs, and the far violet hills. Always the free air wanders where it wills ; So with it I will go. All Italy Is full of Sorrow. I \wi\\ cross the sea, And breathe the desert air. In this Dark Land The skies are hidden by the whirling sand Arisen from Sahara's barren rocks. I cannot breathe. In my entangled locks The winds of Hell seem blowing. Murder stalks By day in Egypt ; and at night there walks Horror unseen ; I would not see her /wre. 44 Why bring me to the Pyramids and show Me how the Sphinx has dwindled ? I might go And ask my question. But my heart beats thick And slow ; my shivering Soul is faint and sick With terror. Let me leave the land of Death And Crime ; and feel again the cooling breath Of the wide Ocean. Its expanse vShall be The symbol of my Immortality. No more on Earth m}^ Spirit goes in quest Of Life. The Sea shall give me rest. 45 DEATHS MYSTERY. All Italy was but a tomb ; The olive trees being past their bloom, We came so late. And everywhere A secret horror brooded. Fair And beautiful our Island slept In the blue sea. And some one wept. I was not mad ; but in my Soul A mad, bewildered image stole. It was myself, in that Dark Land, Where graves are dug in drifting sand, Calling aloud for Her whose smile Haunts the old Palace on the Nile. But where is she ? The Earth no more Holds her dear body. O'er and o'er I asked in Italy. A bird Sang in the orange groves, and heard 46 My voice. He grieved with me all day. At night, the sea moaned loud alway. But still, no answer. Then I knew Nature had lost my Dear One, too. They said Death held her ; and my fears It might be true had dried my tears, And driven my soul to frenzy. Then I sought in all ways known to men For her. But everywhere the Dark Was round about me. Vanished spark Of Life, that shone but yesterday, And seemed immortal ! Where away Hast flown ? The universe is gloom. I lie in the thick shadow of a Tomb. Infinite Silence broods above My anguish. If great God is Love, Where is He ? She would be with Him. That may be. But my eyes are dim With tears. And in my sober hours I know the God who kills the flowers Must be a cruel God. Not He Can rule us. Better far that she Were really dead beneath the sod. 47 I thank the heavens, there is no God ! — ■ ***** Each day rose darker than the last ; Each night fell blacker. And so passed My Life in Italy. And then A breath came from the great Unseen Wafting me far to other lands. But whether amid Desert sands Or blossoming fields ; always there came On every wind my Darling's name, Echoed from the remotest space When I had called her ; and her face Swam ever on my vision. Tears Fell always ; so that I was blind To outward forms. My broken heart Held only memories. Apart From her, I lived no more. A pain Forever pierced Life through, again And yet again ; as in that Hour Supreme, when I had felt the power Of madness. Yet I never ceased To call on her. Despair increased The strength of Will, that carried me 48 Through gulfs of Darkness. And a sea Was roaring round me ; so I heard Its mighty thunders. Then came word That she was found. A silver Voice Re-echoed it. Let hearts rejoice On hear say evidence : But I Would only hold my hands and cry : " Give me the clew ! Even if it lead Through the dark grave and Hell, the speed Of Light shall seem too slow for me I" What angel in an ecstasy Found that fine thread which she had spun When she was rapt away ? The Hours run In golden circles. Day and night Are one to me. Both flow in light, I hold the chain that binds her fast To Life. She did not die. She passed A little space away from me, 49 But now has come again. I see Her, and I hear her voice. She gives The lie to tales of Death. She lives. She says, God does not kill the flowers. They wither in the noon-day hours When the great sun is fierce. Then He Takes their sweet breath. And so, I see How flowers die. But yet, I know Not why the sun should fade them so. 50 RESIGNATION. Too far have I been wandering. My feet Have trod the desert ; and the seas I crossed. Athirst I have been, and none gave me drink Weary, and never found the rest I sought. So now I will return. There is a door Stands always open. Let me go, and find If still within there is a chamber left For me. It need not be hung all in silk And perfumed ; for no princely guest am I. A lowly bed will then suffice. There would I yield my spirit up to Death ; and hear The voices of the early morning call Across the cool and dusky fields. The rest He gives to his Beloved shall be mine. 51 CALLING ON DEATH. I follow Death with no uncertain step ; I know the way he went, and nearer draw To him. He bears no cruel dart ; but balm For my deep wounds. No more my tears shall fall ; For he will lead me from Life's lonely maze, Where wavering shadows weave their snares, To the fair company of blessed ones. Turn back, oh Death ! and meet me, ere I faint In the grim darkness of the tangled world. I am without support, for Love has gone To thee. And in the Night's obscurity Despair may steal away my thoughts, and leave Me more than desolate. So turn, great Death, And take me from the perils of my state. 52 CLAIRVOYANTE. What lies across the border I can tell ; For I have seen without the light of sun Or star, the large, vague fields that lie beyond. Loved ones are there, though clothed in shrouding mist ; Sweet faces veiled, and beckoning hands that through The darkness glimmer, while I strain my eyes With longing. For I fain would go and be With them who have gone from me. Never have They need of sun or moon. They know the ways Of Life and Death, and walk therein between The Earth and Heaven. And in their Dark, among The shining worlds, always I see, and hear Sometimes the Voices calling low to them Who hear not. But the Dead are there. 53 ANGUISH. Celestial wisdom says : " Call not on Death ; But for a space endure the fear of ills Unknown, and darkness. I will bring a light Setting the snares at naught. Forth shalt thou go From this deep labyrinth. In meadows fair, Where rich flowers bloom in living colors, there Shall Blessed Ones come to thee, while Death finds In distant fields his harvest ripe." I cannot Heed the voice of Wisdom. Always I go Calling blindly still on Death. For Love with him Has gone. And though the Blest await me, where Life's flowers bloom fair — I would go where Love went, Borne on Death's bosom to the skies. 54 DEATH FOUND. Within the lonely wood I found No myrtles ; but the hemlock grew With fragrant boughs ; so to my door I brought its boding shade. Now, when The Day with sky of flame has passed, I may distill a cup, and drink With Socrates — calling on Death. And he who waits my voice will come, And I shall drink no more. My Soul, Going out to him, shall know not thirst Nor pain. Descend, cool Night, and bring Thy stars. Although the myrtle blooms In other gardens, here with Death I rest, beneath the hemlock tree. 55 MADNESS. His Soul has fled. The Essence delicate Of Mind and Being-— that which made Him dear to us— has gone to mingle with The evening mists that float about the world. What here remains is but an empty vase, That holds not even the fragrance of a thought. So let us bury him, with sound of harps And horns ; for he was skilled in music. Once He was a harper to the King, and sat Among great men. We will not look again On him. The light has left his countenance ; He cannot stir an eyelid ; and his mouth Is dumb. Put on him seemly robes ; and let His narrow house be built. 56 DEATH WAITS. The world a moment pauses. Shock And stir of Life's achievement hushed ; And Thought bowed down in silence. Then The Soul is heard, and the low voice — Drowned all the day in seas of sound — Communes with Heaven. The Sun, obscured By beaten dust of worn highways, Gleams in that moment on the hills ; And in the depths of silent streams The stars are seen. Then the World moves : And silently the Soul withdraws From the thick turmoil. She awaits Beyond the bounds of Time, till Death Shall touch again the world with peace. 57 Who may repeat what he has heard In that still hour ? The Lily's breath Is not more delicate, when Night Enwraps her beauty. He who knows The secret of the flowers would In vain attempt betrayal. So The word that steals from Soul to Soul May not be uttered. Death has brought The story of Immortal Love For Life's enchantment. Only he Whose lips are touched with heavenly fire Can tell it to a World. But still The heart may hold her treasure, safe As the rich perfume in the flower. III. He who would save his soul from Death Shall lose his crown of life. For Death Gives the reward. Await him not With fear ; but go in that dim path Where thou shalt come upon him. There 58 He sits among- the flowers, and holds His festival with Nature. He Will w^elcome thee ; and songs of swans Mingling with passing breath of rose And lily, shall enchant thy soul. So give thyself to Death. Think not Life has a garland for thee. Hope Clings always so to Life ; but Death Alone fulfills his promises. IV. Always Death waits for thee. He sees Thy coming from afar ; and counts Thy laggard steps. The richest flowers That nod along thy path, he set To watch thee, and remind thy soul Of him. The thorns that pierced thee were The thorns of Life. So why delay Thy progress ? Morn and Noon are gone And Evening darkens. Come to Death Before Night siezes thee. For then Thou shalt behold him dimly. So Thy Soul will shrink away from him, And thou shalt be the prey of fear ; And Death will miss thee in the dark. 59 DEATH THE CONSOLER. Above this busy little world There lies another, large and dim And silent. When I send a thought Into its vastness, sometimes I catch The echo of distant thunder. So vibrates my question — hazarded Where vision is lost. But answer There is none ; imless it happen, When the mad Day is stilled, and Night Stands quietly above his bier — The whisper running round the world, From Star to Cloud, and in the grass And tree, comes from that upper world And means but — " Peace." 6o In lonely places coming- with Death From the great highway, where the din Of Life has bruised thy aching heart, Thou shalt be healed. Again thy brow Be lifted in the morning light ; And when the Evening comes, sweet sleep Kiss thy pale lids. For so Death gives To his Beloved rest and strength. Here shalt thou see the Dawn, beyond The circling woods, and Evening's glow On the still waters ; but the glare Of Noonday shall not beat on thee. Thou art within the silent House Whose walls were built foi thee. 6i Within the vase the flowers that bloomed In winter, with their roots confined, Now it is summer would reach out And feel their mother Earth, where dews Shall nourish them ; and sun and shade, Alternate, give them color and strength. So we transplant them, and our house Is empty of their beauty. Yet We grieve not, for we know they live In a rich garden, where the weak Are given support ; and where they climb Among the fairest roses of the year, Second to none in loveliness. We shut the empty house and go. 62 SARGENT'S PICTURE. Like and unlike ; for then I was A shadow in Time's mirror. Now I stand in the great sunlight ; real And visible to the universe. Then, to myself I was a doubt, And none could know me. Now I am Revealed to self, and every soul Who comes within my sphere, can feel My truth and my reality. I am no more the questioner Of Death ; but eagerly I turn To Life, to solve my problem. Where I dwell Death has no secret. Life Is now the mystery. 63 SONNETS. Not in the twilight only would I dream with thee ; but in the hours Of morning, when the dew is bright Upon the roses ; and at noon When the warm sun is ripening The vineyards. These are hours I would Not pass alone. Whether in shade Of mountam pine, or by the brook That runs in sunny meadows, still We may together watch the sands Flow in Time's glass ; and if, perchance, It should be broken, and Time cease To count the moments, then would we Be conscious of Eternity. 64 The thunder rolling in the hills — The lightning's play — awake me not. In the deep vale I sleep secure. And there my soul has laid aside Her panoply, and rests without Defense. And wouldst thou waken her, War's dread alarum shalt thou raise. Rebellious angels must descend The ladder of the skies, and sound The clarion of defiance. But now we sleep. Yet there are dreams Which catch the breath, and stir the pulse, And, reaching out, my hand has grasped The idle lance, and found it broken. 65 Bruised am I, yet not broken. Life too hard Has pressed me. Death and Grief have wrung my heart, And Love has left me desolate. But in My Soul I hold Eternal Strength. It fails Not in the bitter years. With it I go Where I am led ; and find my way still winds Up the steep hill. Long have I left the vales Where flowers bloom and songs are heard. Alone Amid the clouds and sunless mists, beset By voices that remind me of my loss. With many wounds, within I still feel warm The flame of Being. Whereso'e'r T climb — Or if I fall — I know I am the same As when the world's foundations were deep laid. 66 The splendor of my Years is gone. Alone, in the gray light, I watch The vanishing shadows Time has left To me. Enchantment weaves her spell ; And in the gathering Dark return The golden days. They seem as real As life was. Yet they say the wand Of Poesy evokes them. They Are not of heavenly origin. But I have heard great Voices tuned To noble themes ; and sweet the air About them, as the musky breath Of Easter lilies, on the morn Their God has risen. 67 Wouldst call within thy royal tent The children of the Desert— soiled With Dust, and speaking in a tongue Uncouth ? They \v<.)uld but stare at thee, And mock the beauty of thy gems. And covetous hands might snatch away The trophies won in thy crusades. Their feet would staia thy golden threshold ; And poisoned breath of ditch and fen Usurp the place of soft perfumes. So let the silken curtain hang Untouched by common hands. Princes May lift it, and commune with thee. 68 Who am I that I pass my days In freedom, while the hapless ones Who throng the wayside wear a chain ? I am no princess. On my hand There is no signet ring of power ; my brow, Uncrowned by Beauty's wreath. Indeed, 1 am a Servitor, And on my breast there is a mark Set by the hand of Death, who claims My fealty. But whom Death chooses He protects from tyranny. So Life Holds me no more a slave. I am Unloosed from custom and from care, Alone I hold my Soul in peace. 69 The creatures of the dust, that come Sightless into the pleasant world Creep to the shelter of a leaf. Where the great sun cannot consume Them utterly. They know not when The Day has passed, and Night has come. Each Hour is Eternity Until some careless footstep treads Them back to nothingness. But while They lie in the sweet shadow, dreams May visit them, and Love may pass And scatter rose leaves over them, While yet they sleep. 70 Time has brought gifts to thee — not robbed Thy life of that which made it fair, As it ha.s done to me. Thou hast The dreamer's vision still — who sees The heavens peopled with ideals Discarded by the world. But I Have missed in Heaven what I would fain Possess. Time stole my Youth ; nor will The breath of Paradise restore Its bloom. Yet patiently I wait. One day thy gaze shall rest on me, And I shall seem a spirit fair And glorious with immortal Youth. So Time, at last, shall be my friend. 71 Time waits for angels. When he flies too fast They throw a golden net across his path, And he is caught. When him they have entrappecl, Sounding their harps, they fill his drowsy ear With music. So, entranced, he does not know He is a captive. Folded are his wings. The Hours who have attended him sit down Amid the harpings. Then all Heaven smiles That Time has been brought prisoner. But I, Who cannot rest, although sweet music sounds. Would break the golden net, and bid Time fly Again, on wide, swift wings. I love the Hours When they are speeding through the spaces vast. And bearing with them Thoughts and pleasant Dreams. 7-2 Not at the ever-frozen poles, Or the Equator's belt, would I Abide ; but in the happy zones Where Sun and Rain are friends ; and where The roses bud and bloom, and fade, And live again. Regions of change Invite my soul. The brooding thoughts Of melancholy fly before Life's joyous enterprise. So would I speed my sail on seas unknown, And go in search of great Ideals ; As Jason tracked the ancient shores, After the Golden Fleece. 7Z EVENING IN PLEASANT VALLEY The moon swims in a silver sky Above the misty trees. A cloud Floats near, and for a moment hides Her disc. Then the loud whippowil Calls out ; and the dark river sounds A warning- to the traveler. There is no light, save here and there A tiny spark from household lamp Hid behind glooming elms. And now Beneath the shadowy porch we hear A mournful cricket chirp. Its mate Has been unkind ; and all alone It sits, complaining to the night. Poor, helpless insect ! Shall we bring Thee to our hearth-stone, there to sing- Thy note monotonous ? or shall We leave thee with thy kin ? The world Of lower life swarms with its sins And sympathies. Nearer to nature Must we have dwelt, to understand. 74 So leave the cricket in the grass. Where nightly dews and morning suns Will bring new friends. And now the cloud Has passed. The valley lies again Revealed in beauty. May has come. 75 DAY AND NIGHT. Down the long street we went in silence, while The faithful hound kept closely at our heels. Strange curs came barking. Little children play- ing Looked shyly on us. Here, no rattling carts Nor rolling carriages ; no sound of toil, Or flaunting pleasure filled the ways. Tall trees Stood guarding doors fast shut. No faces looked From windows on the thoroughfares. We saw The lake stretch darkly to the horizon Beyond the village. On its dark green breast No sails of ships, no birds flying over. So, We turned again, and towards the open gates Of our own Cit)', where we dwell always With heavenly visions — took our silent way. 76 II. With stately walls and towers guarding moat And drawbridge is our City built. Gray are Its palaces ; its gardens full of shade, Where many fountains flow always with sound And music. All night long the sentinels Walk slowly on the walls. They challenge those Who come belated. So we enter in At sunset from our wanderings. Then all The night we hear the chiming silver bells In towers. And watching from our palace roof We count the planets. Or in some dim room With lovely visions pass the fragant night. When morning comes, again we go beyond The city gates, and roam the desert world. n MY_ HOUSE OF DREAMS. A city in the clouds is not More unsubstantial than the house Wherein I dwell. Its walls are built Of dreams ; its roof is the blue ether, Thick with stars. And chan^iing- always, I am driven from court to chamber, Searching- a rcsting--place. Ever Beneath me melt the airy floors ; And I am plunged in space, unless 1 cling to floating fragments from Dissolving dreams. What I have done Has not secured a stable dwelling. I built a House of Dreams — and now My House is falling. I would not dwell In my ancestral mansion, so I raised a fairy palace, where I went in company with One Who wandered from a distant star And found a home with me. Our days Were spent in dreaming ; and my House Grew ever strangely beautiful. Illumination from within Made it a beacon. vSuddenly, Dreaming was ended. Then we saw Our House in ruins ; and the stars The only steadfast light. And so The wanderer returned ; and left Me to Despair. 79 THE HAUNTED GARDEN. The house where I was born has fallen In ruins. But new walls have risen Beneath the Builder's hand ; and there I dwell. The fragrant roses, set In the old garden, are the same My childhood loved ; but my slim trees Have grown so thick they cast a shade Where once the sunshine painted gold On the white lilies. There I love To sit, where I can see my House Illumined by the dying sun. On plinth and column shines a light Emblazoning cold symmetry. And when descending Night enshrouds The lilies pale, and roses lose Their color, — to the great chamber, Where the lamps placed ready for the hour 8o Of evening are illumed — I go. The lights are Thoughts held close in years My House was building. Dimly they burn Before the household gods ; but bright And clear they light the Book of Nature. There, I wait the stroke of midnight, When lights are out ! My narrow bed Receives the day's worn garment. I Go out again into the night. But though 1 fly to stars, and find The morning's splendor, yet it is My ancient garden where the Rose And Lily perfume the Dark, I love. So there I linger, while the Owl Calls out my Death. 8i THE OLD HOUSE. It stood in shade. A lantern old Made visible the skeleton Of what had been a house, but now Was empty of its Soul. Within No more Affection lived, or Pride. Only were left poor, pallid ghosts Of Time that had been, and of Love Unfortunate ; except one room, And there a youth at midnight read Old tales and poetry, and felt Life still was in the house. He saw Brigiit figures moving in the room, And heard sweet voices. So the place Seemed all alive. But he was dead. In the old house there was a spot Secluded, where the Lady sat Who once had been possessed of all The old domain. Now she was robbed 82 Of all her titles, and was glad To sit in silence, counting hours That slowly chimed. Her casement looked Upon a faded garden, where no sound Broke the sad stillness ; save at night A cricket chirped beneath a tree, And made her company. So long Had she been shut in solitude, She had forgot her name, and thought Herself a Ghost of Early Days. S3 LATE HAPPINESS. Who comes so late ? The world is dark, Lit dimly by the distant stars. Long- since the lih'es shut their lids In slumber, and the Vesper hymns Are dying- on the hills. Who comes With song and gleaming torch, to wake Me from my dreams ? She brings a train Of fairy sprites, all garlanded With roses, plucked in gardens fair. Beyond the twilight sea. Their harps Sound the sweet melodies they learned In the dark haunts of nightingales. I do not love this company Of joyous elves. Enough for me To take their Lady's hand and lead Her to my lonely chamber. There In silence would I dream with her. B it they who are her ministers 84 Will not away. They grasp her robe, And hold her in their midst, so I Must open my door to them. Enter ; But quench the flaming torch. Sound not The harp. Wind silently your way In the world's night. You may abide Till morn. But I must dream. vSo late Has happiness delayed. Then she Who loves not silence nor the dark, Pleads for the song and dancing torch. *' Long has thy soul been sad," she says, "Sitting with silent dreams. Awake, Even though the night has fallen. Thy house Make fit for me. Let flowers bloom, And music banish solitude. I cannot dream with thee. The night Is brief ; and when the morning comes, Freighted with heavy cares, I go." So I have opened wide my door, And all have entered in, with light And revelry. Fresh garlands glow ; New songs are sung ; and in the court A fountain flows, which yesterday Was choked with weeds. 85 THE ENCHANTER'vS HOUSE. We came to an old garden, where onr house Was set. Our chamber had the morning sun ; And from our window all the heavens were seen At night. This was our world. We were alone; For both were blind. With narrow vision. I Could only see what I might touch. So saw I her, and she became my world. But she, Alas ! had never looked on me. Strange as All else was in that house enohanted, this Was strangest : She could see what lay be5-ond The garden. In the world outside she was No longer blind. Yet she had come to live With me, in loneliness. II. For my sake she was there ; since she had loved The world of Sense. The Spirit forms, to her 86 Invisible, seemed cold and voiceless; yet With me a slender thread of consciousness Ran in the currents of her blood. She knew I was not other than I said : A soul of man Made free from earthly clay ; endowed With power and magnificence in realms Unknown to her. A little while, and she May go there. But the days are long- ; and since I cannot on the earth walk with her. she Has come to me, half way between the worlds. So here we live, enchanted each with each, III. Life is involved. For, far beyond the spheres Of darkened Earth, the wells of wisdom flow; Where I too long had drunk for happiness With Love, So when my blind enchanted one Is for an hour sad, I have no power To turn me from her sorrowing, and leave Her, as a mortal does. But I share all Her idle grieving. So I lose the charm Of sweet Contentment, till she smiles again. Then there are other days, when strange regret Assails me. The bright company with whom 87 I dwelt before I was enchanted, come In swift remembrance. So our lives In light and shadow, hasten to the end. IV. Within our house enchanted, we have power To touch the blinded lids of sorrow, so The light may shine again for those who mourn By empty graves. Together thus we may Make the world fairer. And our lonely house Shall bloom with flowers, brought by grateful hearts That we have eased. What matters it, if I Have missed the glories of my spirit-world, And she is shut away from earthly joy ? And in our chamber other flowers bloom. The air is sweet with them. For Poesy Has spread soft perfume tiiere ; and color rich. So our enchantment deepens. Life and Death Seem one to us. 88 THE PLACE OF DREAMS. There is a chamber where the sun Is powerless. Its windows look On mountain tops, and bending skies; While the cool breath from pines that grow In solitude, sweeps through its length. There do I go at noonday, when the flow Of the great Fountain drowses on My ear, and songs are hushed — the world Entranced by light. I w^ould not be The captive of the sun, and feel His power. So I, escaping, fly To my dream-chamber, where I feel Only the touch of cool, soft hands Invisible ) and heavenly winds. 89 MY LADY'S CHAMBER. A garden where the field- flowers bloom, And roses mingle sweet perfume With violet scents. This is her room. Where in the daylight Muses keep Their niche secure, and only sleep At night. And then her rest is deep. The Graces take their part, and pass A moment at her dusty glass. Welcome they are not — for, alas ! — The roses and the field-flowers bloom, For them whom long ago the tomb Shut in its strange and star-lit gloom. So all about them is the air Of Death ; and this an altar, where The memory of the Good and Fair 90 Has banished Vanity. Desire And Aspiration feed the fire That Beauty cannot kindle. Higher Than Thought can go, the living flame Ascends. And yet always the same, Whatever be its sacred name. And in her lonely chamber, born Of Love and Death, Hope smiles at morn — Nor is the twilight hour forlorn. 91 GOING WITH DEATH. Though I have said farewell to Life Yet still sometimes I weep. For Death Has hidden Love, and though I follow Him, I cannot find her. When the Dawn Approaches, then I think Love's smile Steals from the skies ; and at the hour Of falling Night, her shadowy veil Floats near me. But I never see Her face, or hear her voice. Yet oft Her sigh sobs on the wind. But where She dwells, I know not. Death, unkind, Has woven a web of mist above My vision. On a darkened path He leads me~still alone. 92 When I would follow Death, then Grief Fled from me. She was friend to Life, And they are old companions. Now I go alone ; but in my road Grow regal flowers, whose rich perfume Surrounds me like a flowing- sea In which my spirit bathes and finds New promises. Why death should lead Me among flowers, while Life always Cho.se for my path the desert w^here Rough stones pierced my tired feet, I may not know. Perhaps He knew Life had been tyrant, driving me. Unwilling, all my days. So He In pity brought me by this way. 93 III. Sometimes Life comes to tempt my Soul And draw me back from Death. Then I Remember Grief abides within The house of Life ; and I am sick Of tears, and idle moaning-. So I hold my hand to Death, pledging- Anew my all. With him I would Go down to Hell, or rise to Heaven. Either is better than the way Of Life. Too cruel is Life's bond ; For he would take away my liberty. My thoughts, and even my love Of Poesy ; and in return Give me my broken dreams ! 94 LONGING FOR DEATH. After Death's freedom Life seems hard — A slavery. No rest from Toil, No sweet release from care, save in Forgetfulness or sleep. Always To guard our treasure ; not one hour Of perfect happiness or peace. How different with Death ! With him I knew no care. Forebodings were Forgotten, and wrong unknovrn. Let me Go back again, and find his house New garnished. Let me look once more On roses witli no worm upon The leaf I Beloved one, come with me To that Paradise. 95 STARLIGHT AND THE MOON. A heaven of scintillating stars above Me spread, reflected in the changing sea, Invites my contemplation ; but I choose The shaded grove, where the fair moon alone Looks down through arching boughs. There have I dreamed, Bathed in her light serene, with Poesy. The bright stars tremble so, their light is like The fire-flies, — scattered all among the trees. Or dancing down in shallows of the pool ; Always in laughter or in tears ! Perhaps The golden moon was once a silver star, Sparkling and flashing in her course ; but now Her light serene has power to illume a world ; While the faint starlight dances in the sea. 96 HEAVENLY PROMISES. Think not, dark shadow, you shall always haunt The house where I have dwelt. I bring a torch That vshall be lit, when I have caught the spark Struck off in silent thunders in the great Immensities between the worlds. It shines Already in my firmament. And I Reach upward and draw down to me Its lightning. Come, thou blessed, ancient light Of Heavenly wisdom ! Touch me with thy flame While I stand waiting ; not in fear, but hope Exulting. So the shadow shall no more Find shelter. And entering, I shall not hreathe Again the heavy air of Death ; but scent Of roses will be everywhere ! 97 THE SILENT GUEST. In Araby the Blest — no need Soft perfumes to distill from flowers. The Valleys enfold a scented air, As the green calyx of a lily holds The blossom. So the dwellers there On heavenly odors nourished are ; Exhaling- sweetness as flowers do. Sometimes they journey in the West And mingle with the Caravan On desert sands. Fainting, they ask That perfumed waters may be brought And sprinkled in the dust. Then they Who march beside the Camels wonder What weakness this ma}' be. 98 II. Ill that far country, music sounds Always. The flowing waters, winds Tliat play on harps ^olian, all Great nature's voices touch the soul To harmony. So when thy guest Who comes to thee across the waste Of wide Sahara, and the seas. Sits silent in thy tent, bring him Thy simplest pipe, and it will wake His memory, and call him back From dreams. Then can he speak, and tell What thou wouldst know : whence he has come And what his errand. 99 AT DEATHS DOOR. The Door was open, and a gentle voice Said " Enter. Here all saddened hearts rejoice." So without fear I entered ; as one goes To a great festival, where the red rose Crowns the deep wine-cup. and the feast is spread To royal guests. On my long-sorrowing head Fell the baptism of joy ; — the welcome blest Of those who in the gilded chambers rest, After the Day is ended. Music sweet Stole to me. Then, about my weary feet The golden meshes of a Dream were cast. ***** So stand I on the threshold ; there held fast, In deep enchantment. In the distance gleam The robes of that fair company, who seem Awaiting me. Yet never can I go Beyond the door. The dying ebb and flow Of Melody and Light about me stream ; But I am still entangled in my dream. lOO DEATH'S MESSENGER. I have a Spirit in my house, Whom Fortune blindly sent. I prayed For Wisdom ; but his name, instead, Is Folly. All day long he weaves A web of sunbeams ; and I sit Rapt by its splendor, while the Hours Move noiselessly. But when Night comes, Then faded falls poor Folly's dream. Among the twilight shadows. So I sigh with Folly, till the morn Brings back the sun. Then we begin Again our Day's delight— the Spirit Weaving dreams, and I entranced. But wisdom comes at Evening's hour ; lOI So then forgot are Folly's dreams. I weep alone, thinking on Death, Whom I have called in vain. I have Been told how kind he is, bringing Forgetfulness to pain, and curing- Sorrow. '' Oh, would that Death were here I cry. — Then soft the answer steals Through the still dusk : '• Within thy house, Thou hast Death's messenger. He weaves Thy winding sheet. His web of Dreams That vanishes at night, is changed By nature's forces to thy shroud. Thou wearest it unknowing. Even Folly Weeps when he sees thy smile." I02 THE PALACE OF DEATH. A magic wand has raised the walls Of my great palace. Chambers dim And vacant wait my plenishing. In them I dwell, untouched by Care, While through the echoing galleries Resound the Voices of the Dead. When Morning comes, sweet Melody Enters with heavenly airs. I go From room to room, with Thoughts serene. And at the twilight hour I come Where the great fountain plays, and hear The music of the feast. But yet I am always alone, within My Palace Invisible, lo- ll. Sometimes I hear a Voice that turns My Thoughts away ; and holds my Soul In solitude, with One who stands Invisible beside me. Then I know what magic built the walls For my defense ; whose strength keeps me Secure, although the darker Powers Gather about. And he who holds My palace 'gainst all enemies, Has called the lightning to subserve My need. Not earthly elements Alone are ministers, who bring Celestial forces ; for they come On the winged thunderbolt. 104 in. What have I given to him who built A palace for my days, — who keeps At bay the encroaching world, — and brings To mortal weakness heaven's strength ? Only a sorrowful heart. For that Is now my only treasure. All I had was lost in shipwreck, when The Years, with their fair Argosy, Were nearing a pleasant shore. The sea Rose in swift anger, and swept away My world. So was my naked soul Left, shrieking to the Universe. Only a broken heart remains ; But it may be enough. I05 IV. Once, in my Early Youth, I heard Low songs sung in the hour of dreams, By unseen voices. When awake, I sang them, over and over, Not knowing their meaning. They were No childish rhymes. Then I forgot The trick of singing. Now, that I Have given my heart to Him, again The heavenly Voices sing. Always I hear them ; and my throat is full Of music. When I utter it, I hear the notes of long ago, Distinct and clear ; but now I know It is the Song of Death. io6 HER RETREAT. Here shall no intruding Thought betray The Soul, communing with the Unseen. All sounds of outer Life shall come In softened echoes. At morn, the songs Of birds ; at the still noon, the wings Of butterflies ; and at the eve The sighing wind : these only shall Invade the heavenly silences. Rare flowers, that bloom onl)' where The Soul is dedicate to Death, Shed their exquisite fragrance here. They have been brought by loving hands To One who dwells in Solitude And Twilight ; and she finds them blest. i07 11. But when the broadened light of Day Shall shine upon their beauty, then Imperishable will they glow, Though she for whom they bloom is passed Beyond the narrow gate, among The roses of Paradise. Not flowers Alone make sweet the air ; for here A fountain flows. Learning hath built it ; Its w^aters, poured from golden lips, Fall flashing down into the silver Pool. Wisdom will offer thee to drink, And if thou art athirst, thankfully Receive. But if thou hast no need, Pass on, nor trouble the clear deeps. io8 III. She who holds possession here, Lady Of Flowers and Fountain, cannot see. Only her Servant tells her who Is come ; and who is w^elcome. Not Always wise are they who come. They Bring confusion to the blinded Eyes of Love ; and listening to their tale, She knows not whether Heaven be fair Or dark ; whether celestial suns Illume the spaces ; or the stars Beam softly between clouds, so vague Their speech. So let them not reply To her sad questioning. vSorrow And Loneliness have been so long 109 IV. Immured with her, that she has lost The memory of joy ; but spirits serene, Religion and Philosphy, Are welcome here. For her defense There is a shield, and its reverse Is flame. Touch it with thy bold spear, And thou shalt know its art. No power On Earth can beat it down. When she Shall close her door, not one can enter : For her g-reat flaming shield warns him Inopportune, who comes at night. Who passes at the Early Dawn Is made afraid. In broad day, only, The Guest may knock. no CONSOLATION. Now cease thy sobbing-. Life is done ; And only Death is here. Compose Thyself ; and strew white roses where The grave is made. I would not grieve For what is past. Let bygones be ; But never again invoke the power Of Madness. The o'erwrought brain and heart, To suffocation prest, have failed beneath The stress of Grief. How well it is That Death is here. Better to be With him, than suffer Life's long pain. So bring sweet flowers to fill the place Where fortunate Death has come, With rich oerfumes. Ill 11 Not even a faded flower decks Thy Life. So let it pass ;— forgotten, As rainy nights upon the sea No longer sadden us on shore. The lily's fragrance, and the rose That dies for thee, — affection's gift — Are all thou hast in memory. Of days to Sorrow given. When they Are gone, forget thy tears, and Love Shall bring thee flowers : roses fresh, And lilies plucked in gardens fair ; Where Constancy has watered them With heavenly dews. Their morning blush And sunset gold are fadeless. 112 HI He who would be Lord of thy life Must give with bounteous hand. Thou hast A pahice for thy dwelling. There Thou shalt have many guests ; and they Should drink red wine, feasting on fruits Ambrosial. Through the wide doors should pass Thy train with music ; and great lights Burn their red torches till the morn. Thou hast done well to come with him Who gives thee all his treasure. Now, Thou shalt not lack for ministers To do thy will. And Poetry Will bring fresh garlands to adorn Thy crystal walls. 113 THRENODY. When thou hast called on Death, he was Already with thee. All the night He followed in thy steps, and seemed To tliee a shadow only. When The morning came, he held the cup For thee to drink. Looking on him, Thou didst refuse ; for he was fair, As the fair gods in thy old temples, " Tempt not my Soul," then didst thou cry. " I must not drink the cup of Love !" Then Death his mantle drew about Him ; while thy Soul, unknowing, shrank Away.— Never hast thou known Death, Even though he followed thee. 114 II. Since thou hast taken Death for Love, And turned away thine eyes, then look On him who takes away the cup, And turns thy flowers to dust. He is Thy earth-born deity ; and goes Beside thee in the sad turmoil That is thy world. And he is Love, Who makes his spoil of thee. He drinks Thy wine ; and leaves thee to kind Death Let not bewilderment seize on Thy soul. For many take Love's name ; And Death is Love Divine who holds Thee to him. Thou hast called on him, Not knowing he was Love, 115 III. If thon wouldst choose betwixt True Love And Death, thy Soul already hath Made choice. Love always was with thee. Always thy Soul went out in search Of Death. Now she has found him, rest Thou also with thy Soul in peace. Let earthly True Love go. Return To dust : and in the secret house Where Immortality is born, Thou Shalt find Life again with Death. Long has he followed thee. Long hast Thou called on him. So let him lead Thee from the world ; while thy True Love Sleeps, drunken with the wine of Life. ii6 RETURNED. In the wild night I come Upon the winged steeds, Who bear the ancient names Eolus and Auster. Open the portals wide, Again would I enter Into thy chamber. Once I was visibly Lord of all. Now am I Only the ghost of him. Now am I suitor, where Then I was dominant. Now must I ask of Life That which I forfeited, Leaguing myself with Death. Let me once more draw near, Let me rest once again On thy kind bosom. I Am thy risen Lord, Not his pale image. 117 II. Enter, thou might}^ one ! Still art thou Lord of Life. Eolus and Auster Bring thee from Paradise, Where thou hast dwelt among Roses and lilies. Sv/eet Is th}^ kiss as the breath Of the Zephyr that floats In the gardens at Dawn. Wide open the portal ; And fair is the chamber. Invisible art thou To them who would mock thee, Conquered by Death. Enter, And rest thee. No image Art thou to my fealty ; But brighter thy Presence Than when thou wast vested In raiment of Flesh. ii8 CYTHEREA. Beyond the murk of night there shines A star. The sea reflects her beams ; And I, who turn my face frcm Heaven, Can see her in the deep. Although She is not Venus' self— so like Is she, that I am lost in dreams Of deep-sea wonders. I forget The tales of sirens who betray, And the wrecked treasure lying there. But far below the coral reef. Where rainbow-shells and flowers of the sea Adorn her grotto— there, I think, Sweet Cytherea sleeps among The emerald shadows. Ilq THE TRESPASS. Wandering in thickest dark, I lost My way ; so entered at a door That opened in a garden wall. Then in the midst of lilies fair And roses— by their perfume sweet I knew them in the dark— I found My footsteps straying far Along the winding walks of this Strange garden. Then I thought to pluck The fragrant flowers as I went. So was 1 laden with my spoil. But when I would return, the path Was hid in darkness ; and the door Lost in the shadows. So I stood Afraid to call, lest one should come To chide me for my theft. And now The lilies I had gathered drooped ; The rich, dark roses had no scent ; And scid reflections held my Soul, I 20 All the night long-. When Dawn revealed The narrow pathway, and the door Where I had entered in — lo ! there The Gardener stood. Cold words were none. Smiling, he said, this was my own Domain ; an old inheritance Long time un visited. Then shame Assailed me, that I had been found A robber, dumb with fear, when night Held me enchanted in my garden dim. iU THE WINDS. When down the Valley the great Winds Come with their lordly step, the trees Sway with the sound of rolling seas ; But the soft notes of birds still come From their green depths. They sing the songs Of mating and nest-building ; though The grand Orchestra of the sky Drowns the small hum of insect life. In the dark pines the Winds have found The stateliest harps on which to play Their diapason. But across The stream, in the long grass above The graves, they go in silence. There They sweep away the dews of night. 122 II. About the Church they gather — hushed To hear the Voice of God ! They would Be reverent. But spoken words Are not the spirits' language. God Speaks through the winds, and they must know, And so when in the Church I hear Their voices rising, as they call Me to the hills, where God has built His temple — I go out beyond The drowsy portal ; far above The sleeping Valley and the songs Of nesting birds ; where Eagles float On quiet wings — upborne by Winds Where they would fly. 123 ECHO. The one I know lives in a Valley where I sometimes go when I am tired of hills. And there together we make merry, while The hushed stream listens in the rocks. He calls Across the fields ; and little children hear Him in their play ; and ask each other why Spirits invisible mock them always, When they would hear the Nightingales at noon. Then my dear Echo cries : "The Nightingales At noon !" And silvery laughter bursts from hedge And tree, as if the birds mocked Echo ; when They really are sleeping in the wood. So all day long we make the Valley ring- With jest andmusic. Then I seek the hills. II. In the recesses of the hills I live With a sad spirit, who is grieved 124 When I have been with Echo in the Vale. vShe loves not idle merriment. She breathes The finer air above the mingled sounds That clash below. And when I come at night Back to her wise reproofs, I am ashamed That I have wasted all my hours with one Who has no Soul. For Echo has an empty mind Bereft of reason. He will but repeat Words that he cannot understand, so when I catch his trick of speech, and laugh with him, I seem a Madman and a Fool to her Who loves the sober and the wise. III. Would that I might my foolish Echo bring From his low-lying Valley. In the hills A Soul might be imparted to him. Here He might dwell among the crags that hang Above the thundering waterfall. And when The eagles cry he can repeat their note. So would he soon forget the voice of mirth. Great Nature's lessons in the hills are full Of solemn teachings. They who hear, although They have been crazed by folly, cannot long Withstand them. They are heard by night and day ; 12 Even in the silence. So let Echo come, And live with mighty Spirits who abide In the fastnesses of the ancient rocks. IV. The sportive Echo of the Valley came To dwell with me upon the mountain-top, Where I had found a cavern in the rocks For him. " Here," said 1, '^ shall be Echo's homo. To him the barren pines will whisper. He Will answer back as gently. When the voice Of the great waterfall shall reach him, he Will give, in awful tones, the very sound Of falling thunder. We shall hear no more The tinkling laughter of his native brooks. A fit companion will he be for hours Of meditation." But when Echo heard the sweep Of wintry storms in the ravine, he fled Back to his Valley ; where he mocks me still. v. Although I am no longer playfellow To Echo, yet I sometimes wander near His shaded haunts beside the running brook, And there I hear him answering the call Of solitary birds, who seek their nests 126 Among the trees. His voice delusive seems The note of nightingale or wren ; so they Wbo hear him think the one beloved returns From weary wanderings in the sky ; or brings News from the field and groves that lie beyond. Then they wait happy in their nests, and give To Echo sounds of Joy which he repeats. So all the Valley rings with songs of birds And Echo answering, finer than them all. VI. '■ When I would chide his sad deceit, he tells Me I have lived too long among the clouds. I do not know the sadness of the Vale When he is gone. Abandoned Nightingales Call vainly. Fearful, then they hide away And sing no more. The Brook has not the Voice Of the great Waterfall ; but softly sings Upon its way ; and Echo takes delight In its low syllables. So in the trees He whispers the Brook's song ; and lovely nymph: Dance to its measured rhythm. When silent he, Sadly the Brook moves on. The woodland dance No more weaves in and out the golden mist Upon the flower-strewn bank. 127 MAY. The changing season brings New hopes. The robin sings At morning ; and at eve The cuckoo calls. I leave My cares behind. I go From Winter's wind and snow With the young Spring. We find The great world fair and kind, With beauty everywhere. The flower-scented air, The tender sunlight, earth In misty green, give birth To joyous thoughts. We rise With them to April skies, And see the open gates Where sweet Perfection waits The lovely coming May ; She brings the full-robed Day Of Happiness. My Heart Goes out to her. Apart From Sorrow will I stray. In myrtle groves with May. 128 JUNE. The silence of the budding trees is changed To the soft murmur of the crowding leaves ; And from the Valley flies the Spring, o'ercome By Summer's flaunting host. The lilies fair Are withered ; pink arbutus gone ; the wealth Of bloom that clothed the orchard fallen to dust. But the sweet honeysuckle tempts the bee,. And early roses are in bud. The Vv^orld Is still a shrine for Beauty's worshipers, And Nature's incense rises to the skies. A deeper joy is in the wnld-bird's note, As all day long, in sunlight or in shade, He sings beside the noisy stream ; while soft And tenderly his mate calls from the nest. 129 She thinks her song has turned the thunderbolts From their dark ambush in the hills, whence they Descended on the Valley ; — and has brought The sun of June to light their nest. She thinks His voice evokes the tender worms to come Above the ground after the rain, for him To so provide the rest with food. Not like A mate I know, who leaves her nest to seek In high-walled gardens tempting fruits that blush And who has made a refuge from chance stroke Of lightning, in the crevice of a tomb. And when at morn or eve she hears the song Of her bright plumed lord, she only thinks He calls her to the shade. I30 THE PROTECTING OAK. Deep in the forest grow dark ferns About the Oak. They hold the dews Of morning, though the Hours burn The crown of their protector. Winds That tear liis leaves and scatter them, Reach not the ferns. Only the airs That steal through friendly boughs, can touch Their beauty ; so they tremble not. Only a gentle waving stirs The golden butterfly who drinks The nectar kept for him. So thou Art sheltered from the elements. Thy life Is passed in shadow of the Oak Who towers in the Sun. Who thought the Oak was dead, saw not The tender buds beneath the snows ; Nor knew the Spring would touch with wand Enchanted the great rugged limbs Unfolding leaves — a miracle. Winter had taken the Old Year's robe, And on the naked boughs had hung His icicles. The birds had flown To distant palms ; and silence dwelt In the Oak-tree. But now it stirs With melody ; and sometimes downward Flutter strange scarlet wings that flash Their color in the shade. 132 THE OAK'S PLEA FOR VIOLETS. The scented Violets grow thick In the deep shadow of the Oak. The Sun has never blanched their hue, Nor stolen their perfume. The wide fields Are sown with daisies. Hearts of gold Have they ; but they are scentless. Transplant the Violets, — and they Will lose their charm, and will not be The rivals of the hardier flowers. Let them remain among the dews Protected by the tree. Gather The daisies for the children. Let Them weave their garlands. But leave The Violets for Poet's eyes. Beneath the Oak, the Violets Bloom late. The early Spring was cold ; And snows have lingered in the Vale ; So even the Oak put forth his leaves With caution. Now he is aglow With Life. The tempest shakes in vain His sturdy boughs. He will not lose One leaf upon the wind. The Sun Can never reach his roots. He stands Fixed in his place, where Nature placed The acorn— a centur}^ ago. But yesterday the violets Were brought by tender airs, and sown Under the grateful tree. III. They who would pluck the Violets Must come at early morn ; for then They are new-opened ; and they tell Sweet stories of the Dawn. Each day New blossoms look abroad ; and each Has its own tale. When Evening comes It is forgot. The flowers dream Among the leaves. Then the great Oak Protects them from malicious Elves, 134 Who haunt the wood at night ; sheltering The horned Owl, whose warning voice Bids the intruder fly. Think not To find for Violets a bank Where they can bloom secure, as here. 135 THE VOICE IN THE OAK. The great Oak budded in deep silence. When ^ The leaves unfolded, trembling in the air, Low whispers stole among them ; and a Voice, From distances unknown, spoke in the tree. " Who art thou ?" said the listening Forest. " We Would know what stranger, sheltered in the Oak, Tells fairy tales to wandering children." Then, " I am the stranger," said the Voice, " I dwelt Within the Oak in other days. I went Away in i\utumn, when the red leaves fell, And dreamed all winter in the southern palms. Now I have come again to live among My native trees. I love this friendly Oak. I murmur in his boughs what I have caught In foreign lands." Then said the Forest : " He May tell the truth. He is a Summer Wind That blows in every tree. But when he shakes The Oak, he stirs the leaves to whisper tales Of Fairy-land and Poetry." Ij^ SUNRISE. The morning breaks upon the world ; And from the Sea fair islands rise To sig-ht ; and the horizon burns Behind the looming ships, that come From distant shores. All night, we looked On darkness, thick with misty shapes, Which had no form. The glimmering torch Held by the Evening Star, sufficed To banish fear. But now the Dawn Has come, and we can see how safe Our anchorage, — the haven gained ; While far across the bar the waves Beat vainly. We have lain secure All night, beneath the friendly cliff. 137 IT. Outside, the robbers of the sea Have sailed into the dark. They passed Our bark, hid in the shadow ; so Were we preserved from perils unknown, Yet have we kept our silent watch With the brave Pilot at the helm, Who slept not — though he never called The Hours of the Night, and " All is well But had we known what Danger sailed The seas, while we were safe in shore, We had not kept aloof from him, Who watched the tides, and held us fast. But now the morn is here, we may With him go out upon the main. 138 A POET'S CHOICE. ** Once in a Century the Aloe blooms, But every day new Roses greet the world. So why await the lingerintr beauty, since The sweetest flowers are ready to thy hand ?" " I know," the Poet said, " how beautiful And how profuse the Roses are ; but I Would choose a flower rare and wonderful So I will wait another hundred years." "But cans't thou live alone while Roses smile Around thee ? Their sweet scent must touch thy soul With thoughts of Love. So gather them, and dream In happiness until the Aloe blooms." " Ah, yes," the Poet sighed." But Death shall give The Aloe — in the hundred years !" LOVE UNATTENDED. In the great palace where Love dwells, She never is alone. With her A hundred handmaidens abide, To braid her garlands, and to crown With them her flowing hair. They bring Each day a new-made robe, that one Has broidered with white pearls, and one Has starred with golden flowers. So, Love Is always clad and garlanded With beauty. One dark Summer morn Love rose from her great ivory bed, And saw her chamber empty. None Were there to greet her, or to give Her robe and garland. Angry, then, She loudly called. No answer came. So in her haste, unclothed, she flew All naked as she slept, across The silent court where fountains played In the faint sunlight. So she ran To find her handmaidens. Bnt they 140 Had gone. Silent their chamber was, And empty. Withered garlands lay On the cold floor ; and jewels shone On the imfinished robe. Then Love Took in her royal hands the silk. About her shoulders white she wrapped The shining stuff. So now was she Covered ; and her fair limbs were hid. And even in such unshaped attire She was a queen. And when she sat Beside the fountain. One who came To beg a draught of her was glad To find great Love without the robe And wreath prescribed by Law Divine. But when another day Had come, her maidens all returned. Affrighted by a shadow, they Had spent the night in tears ; and morn Had found them pale and sad. So they Had fled from Love, who cannot look On pallid cheeks unmoved. But Love Forgave ; for she had entertained The stranger without ministers. 141 RESIGNATION. I cannot dwell beside the stream that flows From Paradise. It brings upon its breast The fallen leaves of roses, and faded stars Of blue forget-me-nots, that grew beyond The hills where I am banished. So I build My bower beside the quiet pool that lies Beneath the cypresses. There blooms a timid Weed, that lifts its flowers to my hand. Gathered, It is the solace of my days ; for once In heavenly fields it grew — my Love of Learning. Strange, that I should lament the blushing flowers That have no healing in their leaves ; that bloom And fade within a day. But so my Spirit Grew, nourished by magic charm of roses' breath. 142 n. When I had lost my place in Paradise, I missed the gardens, rather than the choirs Of angels. For within my bower I have A singing bird, whose notes, attuned to Love And Sorrow, suit the temper of my Soul. When I am called back into Heaven, I will Not let the roses fall ; nor perish the sweet Forget-me-nots. They shall be gathered in Their bloom, and fill the chamber of my Soul With beauty. I will sit embowered among Them ; and I may forget the weariness Of Learning. While I dwell among the cypresses, I always dream of Paradise. 143 LILIES AND ROSES. I have not asked the Stars what Fate Is mine. I would not know the hour Of Destiny. There is a hand That guides me ; and I cannot stray ^ Far from the narrow path that leads Away from worldly snares. Sometimes A wish to taste forbidden joys Draws me to wander in the fields, That border on my w^ay. I find Fair flowers, and gather them. They die And I, repentant, turn. My guide Awaits me, and his hands are full Of lilies. So my Soul ashamed. Receives the undeserved award. 144 II. Why should I sigh for roses, when The lilies are so beautiful ? Their gilded fairness fills my mind With peace. But still my heart complains, And cries for the red rose, that nods Beyond the wall. So to my guide I come with prayer : " Go, pluck for me One rose. I will not ask the wealth Of the rose-tree. Only a bud. As yet unblown, shall me suffice." Then from my side he goes afield, And brings what I have asked ; and more- He comes with roses laden. So, Content, I go upon my way. 145 THE WITHERED ROSE. The Daffodils I love, for they Come in the early Year, when Spring Is cold. But the rich scented Rose I worship. Her beauty has the charm Of summer time ; even when the sun And dew no longer can bestow Color and freshness to her cheek , And though her petals fade, within My chamber still the air is sweet With all the old enchantment. vSo I hold my Rose the Queen of Flowers ; Unlike the faded Daffodil Whom I would leave upon her stalk. I press her to my lips, and swear She is the Summer's fairest one, Even dying. Her delicate leaves Have never unfolded qiiite ; and deep Within her heart still burns a drop T46 Of dew. The Sun has never drunk Of this deep cup ; and butterflies Flew past, not knowing. Now, it is night. And vSummer is asleep— while I Have long been dreaming with my Rose I have forgot how fair she was, Blooming at morn ; for Beauty charms Though Death is near ! Her magic spell Is old as time. H7 LOVE AND SORROW. When Joy has fled, then Sorrow smiles ; For she is constant ; and though Frost Has killed my flowers, and my house Is desolate, with me she still Abides. — Joy is inconstant, yet I loved her well ; though knowing all Her fickleness and her deceit ; For me she loved not. I was born Predestined to be Sorrow's own. Farewell, dear Joy ! Sorrow and I Are one. But when the Summer comes, Return again ! — Sorrow herself Will welcome thee. Constant she is ; But Love may turn her heart to thee. 148 II. When Love is joined to vSorrow, who Can dwell with them ? Their house should be Swept clear of all intruders. They Would shut out all the world. Even Joy Is given reluctant welcome. Death Alone can come and go at will, For he is loved of both. vSo I, Whose name is one with Death's, Take counsel with them. And I find Joy has brought Jealousy ; and Love, Looking on Sorrow, is insane ! Between them, I have hung a screen Of climbing roses. May their scent Bring pleasant dreams. 149 SILENT COMPANIONSHIP. In the fair garden where I dream, there stands A marble figure on its pedestal, Enwreathed with vines. I planted them, so they Should hide the feet of the old sylvan god, Whose head serene, with ctown of sculptured flowers, Rises above. This is the only friend To whom I bring the burdens of a Soul Freighted too heavily with grief. Silence And Nature give the sympathy I crave ; And when I lift my eyes I see his brow Soft in the starlight ; while a gentle wind Stirs the dark vine to whisper tenderly, That in my garden I am not alone, With my undying Sorrow. ISO II. Sometimes I wish he would descend, and sit Beside me ; and that I might feel a hand In mine, while the dark Night is deepening Around. But never moves he from his stone Where the great Master Workman placed him, long Ago. So then I lean my brow against The friendly vines ; and almost have I prayed To this old image. He might answer me. Had he a language that could reach the ear. Of mortals. But we are dull ; and so we miss The meanings of the Gods, unless they play On pipes, leading the dance with nymphs, far in The shades of groves Arcadian. Often We hear their notes at Twilight, or the Dawn. 151 ARACHNE'S ROBE. On days when fair Arachne spins ; and flowers are left To droop untended in the sun ; her lover's soul Is wrung with sadness ; for the hours to him have all Been wasted. Butterflies have flaunted wings of gold And silver, shaming the dark texture lustreless His Lady wears. Why should she spend the fleeting days In irksome tasks, to such a thankless end ? For he Who dwells beside the azure lakes, beneath the skies Of gold and purple splendor, cares no more to look On sober colors, woven in the shade, with toil And weariness. Far better had it been, if she Had come into the fields, and seen the lilies grow, She might have worn the Ev^ening's veil ; or clothed herseli' In meadow mist. Her lover would have been content. 152 THE LAUREL Where the rude hills have borne the Oaks, Among their hardy trunks I saw The Lady Laurel, peering forth On the highway. Why she should choose To keep her tryst with June so far From the great cities, where her name Would give her precedence, I know not. Here the rustics make her room Below the honeysuckle, when They ask her to their feasts. Scarcely Do they remember she is sought By Heroes and by Poets. So I wonder why she waits beneath The Oak, upon the rugged hills. 153 II. The winds among the Oaks have brought Sweet incense to the Laurel. They Have blown across far lands and seas And heard the Lady Laurel named Among great princes. Who have asked That she might crown them at the end, Then the world's fight was won ; or hang Her garlands on their tombs. Beauty And strength spring from the scanty soil Wliere skies are pure. So here the Laurel Comes ; and breathes the mountain air. She holds Pink flowers to bribe the passer-by, That he may spare her leaves. They are For other hands. 154 WORDLY GOODS. I have been gathering- fallen leaves. A little time they wear the tints Lent by decay; but soon they fall To dust, and wither ; so the wreath I wove of them no more delights. Now will I go with brows uncrowned, And empty hands, since Summer's flowers Are gone. And as I walk in Shade, Hearing the voice of Doves complain, I may the Laurel find, that late Retains its beauty. Then will I bring Rare garlands to the banquet, though The fallen leaves are dead. 155 MY QUIET HOURS. Under the pleasant trees that hold The warm sunlight their prisoner, Yielding free passage to the breeze ; We bring our weariness, and here It turns to Rest. In the cool shade We breathe sweet woodland scents, And essences impalpable Steal to the blood, and add their power To vitalize. When we have passed An hour in this pure air, we would Not enter again the close-shut room Where we have lived before ; for there Rest vanishes ; and Weariness Seizes again the Soul. II. So let me raise my tent beyond Man's habitations. I would rest >56 Under its airy roof, when night Descends from the far hills ; for then I should not waste the sacred flame Of all-consuming Darkness. Stars Would shine in open spaces. Fresh And strong the winds of Heaven blow About my earthly bed. I can No longer dwell beneath the roof That shelters Care, and Souls bereft Of joy. Only the wilderness Invites the blessed Spirits. There I will stay. III. Although I go Alone, and they who love me scorn My shifting roof (for I shall follow The changing Year), yet will I find The fairest company beneath The sun. Innocent children play Among the shadows. Maidens, youths, And the wisest of all times, are there At Dawn and Twilight. They have come ^S7 From dwellings that were tombs — like mine ; And people now this happier world. But the irreverent wSoul that hastes To join me in the wilderness, Shall miss the path, and vainly seek My white tent gleaming in the trees. 158 AUTUMN REVERY. The Summer's glory is gone by, And Autumn rains have spoiled the trees ; Yet the soft loveliness that rests In faded colors, and the mist O'erhanging, but not veiling all The beauty of the grove, makes me Reflect. This is the conquering grace That steals into man's heart— the glow And finer essence that remain When Youth is gone. I would not here Repeat the whisper of the rain ; Nor tell what it hath told all day, Falling in quiet pools wherein The shadows only flit. Yet while It trembles, chilled by haunting looks Of cold November, there are dreams Of spring among the thin, bare trees ; 159 And through the creeping mist I see The floating visions dim of long Ago. And Death — the mystery — Forever weaves his spell about My dreams. The rain — the sighing wind- Can tell no more in their soft tones Than Death has told me, in the days When summer still was here ; when gold And purple shot the evening sky With splendor, caught from fading worlds Like mine, that rolls in dusk. THE END. W: S m S M s ^8