^^P LIBRARY OF CONGRESS. UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. Of a special edition of five hundred copies this is No. r ^%^ * ' I y/hMn^CX^^. Dfh SELECTED PROSE WRITINGS OF / .^ MRS. EMMA C.'EMBURY '^^0^"^^ V NEW-YORK PRINTED AT THE DE VINNE PRESS 1893 .t^. Copyright, 1893, by Anna K. Sheldon. PREFACE. It may he of interest to the reader to Mow when and where these selections from the writings of Mrs. Emma C. Emhnry were puhlished. '^Thoughts of a Silent Man," written under the nom de plume of Rudolph Rertzmann, appeared in a New-Yorl weekly paper called the Broadway Journal, in 1845 ; ''JS'o- tions about Music" and ''ThePoefs Thought," with the same signature, in another weeJcly, Hewefs Excelsior and Wew-Yorl Illustrated Times, the date not hnoivn, hut prohahly not very far from the time of the first-mentioned papers. The last two pieces, under the title ''Midsummer Fancies," have never hefore heen priyited. The remaining pa- pers ivere puhlished at different periods in the Lady's Companion and the Columbian, of New- York, also Godefs Lady's Book and Graham's Lady's and Gentleman's Magazine, of Philadelphia, the lest and most popular monthlies of their day. CONTENTS. PAGE. Thoughts op a Silent Man ; No. 1 1 No. 2 7 No. 3 13 No. 4 22 No. 5 29 Notions about Music 38 Genius and its Rewards 47 Essay on American Literature ... 60 The Rights of Children 71 Corinna 86 Moods of the Mind . . . . . 104 Growing Old 122 A Chapter on Idleness 135 The Spirit-Bond. A Fantasy . . . 150 Barbara Uttman's Dream 169 The Poet's Thought 183 The Fane-Builder 194 The Child's Mission ...... 202 Midsummer Fancies: The Voice of the Charmer. (Pleasure) . 218 The Vine. (Loyalty) . . . . .222 €t)aug]^tj0? of a Silent 09ait No. 1. Nemo est meorum amicorum liodie Apud quem expromerc occulta mea audeam. \¥ all the various causes which may be assigned for the superabundance of in- ferior authorship, so much complained of among readers, perhaps the most frequent may be found in that terrible necessity for expression which in many minds is even more powerful than the ^' strong necessity of loving." Yet the world rarely understands this. Ambition, avarice, and, above all, vanity, are regarded as propellants to literary labor, while a yearning for sympathy, a desire for repose, an irrepressible longing to claim kindred with congenial hearts are feelings which are rarely believed in or appre- ciated. The practical part of the world, who live 2 Thoughts of a Silent Man. on from day to day, governed only by the exigen- cies of the moment; and yielding to the expedien- cies of the passing honr, can have no idea of such needs. They find sufficient utterance in the gos- sip of petty scandal, the discussion of minor politi- cal questions, or the detail of every-day business. They eat, drink, sleep, and read newspapers ; while the real energies of their nature are all expended in the task of gain. They live for bargaining and trading; they feel no vacancy of soul, because they have filled that temple of the living God with the tables of the money-changers. But to those who think deeply, and feel vividly, expression is a necessity of their being. They must " speak or die." Some find their utterance in the interchange of socialities, some in discours- ing elegant music 5 some speak in the wordless tints of painting; some few work out the ideal of their souls in the enduring marble, and some send forth their thoughts, winged by poesy, to the far winds of heaven. Yet there are still left many to whom are denied all these resources. There are some who have all the elements of power within them, but have never had their lips touched with the live coal from the altar, which was to the pro- phet both inspiration and expression. There are some who seem, like Zacharias, to be struck dumb by the very power which brings the promise of blessing : some to whom self-distrust is an incubus Thoughts of a Silent Man. 3 upon the mind^ exciting it to an uneasy activity, yet deterring it from utterance. Without putting forth any pretension to the possession of the higher order of such power, I may yet claim to know some- thing of the discomforts attendant upon compul- sory silence. I have outlived all the associates of early life, and my unconquerable shyness of tem- per has prevented me from forming new ones. I have a large circle of acquaintances and many family friends, but not one to whom I can open my inner heart. I have a competent fortune, re- fined tastes, and, I think, warm affections; yet I lead the life of a hermit so far as social sympa- thies are concerned. In the opinion of the world I have all the means of happiness within my reach, but all these gifts are marred by the want of a power which is so generally possessed, that, like the blessings of light and air, people scarcely value it — I mean the power of expressing my over-burdened mind in words. I cannot talk. An unfortunate impediment in my speech, which is always increased by any nervous excitement, is one obstacle ; but another, and more insuperable one, is my unconquerable shyness and self-dis- trust. I enjoy society with m}^ whole heart. I listen to brilliant conversation (for I number among my friends some of the best talkers I ever heard), and within my own mind I take full part in it. Ready rejoinders, sparkling repartees, un- 4 Thoughts of a Silent Man. answerable arguments, profound reflections, high- toned moralizing, and all the varied forms of spoken eloquence are wrought out in the cham- bers of mine imagery. Sometimes I delude myself with the belief that I have really contributed my proportion of amusement to the social circle. My fancies are so vivid that it often seems to me as if I had actually uttered all the fine things which have been passing through my mind. I have often pleased myself with such a belief, and have ex- perienced for a moment all the satisfaction of a man who has acted well his part in society, until some trivial recollection has brought me back to the consciousness that mine had been only an " imaginary conversation," a sort of a vivification of birth-strangled ideas. How can one like me find expression 1 My mind is too active for con- tinued silence ; it hives up stores of knowledge, it accumulates masses of facts, it fashions images of beauty, it works out conceptions of goodness and greatness. Why then must it be ever dumb, when it would utter the oracles of nature and truth ? I am resolved. I will take my humble pen, and, sur- rounded by my books, those quiet friends whose silence is so suggestive, I will imprison in written words the busy fancies which so disturb my peace. Crude and ill-arranged as my ideas may seem, they will perhaps give out glimpses of something better to come. There is more in me than I can now Thoughts of a Silent Man. 5 litter, but a true word was never yet spoken in vain, and it may be that some one will become the happier for having picked up a rough-hewn thought from my quarry. I do not flatter myself that mine is an unusual case, or that I possess the genius which demands freedom. There is no con- dition of life to which the history of human nature does not afford numerous parallels, and one of the grand mistakes which make the wretchedness of mortals is the belief in a peculiar destiny of suffering. Therefore 1 know that thousands have felt as I do, and could doubtless have expressed their feelings better. As for genius, that is a gift of God, vouchsafed once in an age to the world. Men of talent may be counted by hundreds, men of learning by thousands, but men of genius must still be numbered by tens, although the world is six thousand years old. Besides, genius comes with a commission from the Most High ; it cannot be silent, even if it would. But I am wearied of ceaseless commune in che shyness of my own heart, wearied of perpetual activity and unbroken silence. I would fain speak, aye, speak without feeling the eye of ridicule scorching my cheek, without having my ear pained by the half-inarticulate sounds that fall from my stammering lips, without feeling in every vein the throb of that terrible silence which always follows my attempts at vocal utterance. It may be that 6 Thoughts of a Silent Man. old age is creeping upon me apace, and that I grow garrulous as I grow gray. It may be that I am mistaken in thinking I have anything to say. If so, I shall soon learn my error, for nothing is so severe a trial of one's crude fancies as the sight of them in print. We all have our imaginings, but when the " soul of our thoughts " first appears be- fore us in actual form and type, we feel very much as if we looked upon an apparition from the world of shadows, and, like the witch of Endor, we are terrified before the specter we have ourselves called forth. anjou0lf)t!0^ of a ,^ilcnt ^m. No. 2. La nature n' est pour Vhomme que les feuilles eparses de la Sybille, dont nul, jusqu'a ce jour, n'a pu faire un Uvre. HE tendency of philosophy in the seven- teenth century was toward abstrac- tion and mysticism. The high-toned ^ mind, when lifting itself above com- mon things, cherished a contempt for the claims of ordinary humanity, and lost itself in the pure vacuum of abstract truth- while the restless and fanciful thinkers of the age, unable to plume their wings to so bold a flight, reached only to the cloudy regions of mysticism, and, like the traveler on the Hartz Mountains, beheld their own shadows magnified into giants by the fog. The course of the human mind is onward, but it pursues a very winding way. Accordingly we find the succeeding 8 Thoughts of a Silent Man. century marked by a spirit of analysis and skep- ticism. Nothing but demonstrable truth was re- ceived. The mind, the organ of intelligence, was alone called into exercise; while doubt was thrown upon the very existence of the sonl, that dweller in the inner temple, that recipient and ex- ponent of God's truth through conscience. In the progress of the human intellect, we now behold another phase. The present is eminently the age of inquiry. Men speculate upon everything; they seek to generalize all things. Every fact in nature, every truth in physics, is made the nucleus of a theory, which, whether true or false, finds ready receivers. He who is content to satisfy his mind with the exact sciences, and his soul with trusting faith, is regarded as one who lingers last in the march of intellect. The habit of theorizing upon every discovery in art or science has given to the faculty of imagination a much higher rank in the scale of mental power than philosophers of former times were willing to allow. In some men this faculty has all the power of a separate and distinct mind — a sort of " double," or ghost, of the faculty of reason. Formerly men of imagination were poets, novelists, or painters; now we find them philosophers, metaphysicians, and mechanicians. Once the highest province allotted to the imagina- tion was the privilege of decorating truth; but now it often happens that while reason busies her- Thoughts of a Silent Man. 9 self in defining, arranging, and combining some abstract theory, imagination is employed in analyz- ing and assimilating the truths of science. But as, in former times, the spirit of analysis led by im- perceptible gradations to skepticism, so it seems to me that, in modern days, the habit of generaliza- tion tends decidedly toward materialism. Take for instance a book recently published, which, for lucid arrangement, and admirably sustained gen- eralization, is unsurpassed by any work on the same subject — I mean ''Vestiges of the Natural History of Creation.'^ It contains no new facts, but is filled with groups of facts (so to speak) which come to us as new, because they appear so striking in their arrangement. The author is no materialist ; on the contrary, he takes great pains to disclaim all such tendencies, yet what a store- house of materialism would his book afford to one who doubted every truth which did not come through the intellect. His own faith in his theories adds an irresistible charm to his arguments, and it requires a most determined examination of truth to distinguish in many instances the workings of his imagination from the action of his reason. His system of progression has no limit short of Deity, and notwithstanding the experience of thousands of years tells us that, however the human mind may have advanced, the physical structure has known no other changes than such 10 Thoughts of a Silent Man. as are made by climate and modes of life, he talks of that perfect type of Divinity to which man may hereafter attain. Have we not already had in the Incarnate Divinity the most perfect type of exalted " Humanity " ? Or can it be believed that when ^' God was made man, and dwelt among us/' he wore the semblance of an inferior humanity, which to the nobler race destined to succeed us will seem as degraded in the scale of being as do the various tribes of Simia in comparison with the present race of mankind ? In his theory of the geological and vegetable transformations many discoveries in science seem to bear him out, and although facts might be adduced which would at least throw some doubt upon it, yet his picture of creation at the period of "carboniferous formation" is so sublime that we would fain believe it as true as it is grand. Its suggestiveness is positively overpowering. He has given us only a few noble strokes of the pencil, but it would require all the genius of a Milton to fill up the outlines he has traced. When he applies his system to animate nature, however, we feel its fallacy. The merest tyro in physiology can bring the most decided testimony against him. All the laws of nature (as they are called) prove the im- possibility of generating superior races from in- ferior ones, or even of producing, from the union of the two, a species capable of continuous repro- duction. It may be answered that the Almighty, TJionghts of a Silent Man. 11 who made those laws, is superior to them, but this does not settle the question, since, if we believe in a departure from the laws of progression in a single instance, we may as well believe in the miracle of instantaneous creation. There is some- thing frightful to feeble human nature in the idea of necessity ruling with iron rod over earth's help- less children. How can we imagine Heaven filled only by an infinite Intelligence to which we are but as atoms of dust on the rolling wheel of progression? A finite mind shrinks before such a fearful truth. Jean Paul has given us some idea of such a state of orphanage in his terrific " Dream." His powerful imagination has carried the hor- rors of atheism into the world of spirits. He brings before us a vision of the souls of buried children, wandering blindly through a dark, vague space, and calling vainly upon a Heavenly Father, while the voice of the risen Christ mournfully re- plies, " We are all orphans — we have no Father in Heaven." He who first called God our Father knew more of the human heart than the most pro- found thinkers. His book is one of great power, and greater suggestiveness ; yet one of his readers, at least, closed the volume with a feeling of deep sadness. As I sate in my lonely room pondering over its facts and fancies, my thoughts shaped themselves into the language of earnestness, which 12 ThougJits of a Silent Man. is poetry; and, safe in my own insignificance, I thus spake out : TO THE AUTHOR OF VESTIGES OF CREATION. Self -Missioned Leader through Creation's maze ! Dost thou interpret thus God's mighty scheme ? Weaving the cobweb fancies of a dream O'er each gray vestige of His mystic ways ? When thus 'mid chaos thou didst blindly grope. Gathering new links for matter's heavy chain, Dwelt there not in thy soul the secret hope That some strong truth would rend the bond of pain Which fixed thee to Progression's iron wheel ? Oh, teach not suffering earth such hopeless creed : Too heavy were her curse if doomed to feel That in her frequent hour of bitter need, Her lifted eye of prayer could only see Necessity's stern laws graven on eternity. €f|ou0f)t^ of a Silent ^an* No. 3. HAD been amusing an idle moment with Elia's delightful essay on '' Im- perfect Sympathies/' when, as I laid down the book, my eye fell upon the ^'Correspondence between Burns and Clarinda." This gave rise to a train of thought respecting those '^ instinctive antipathies" which the mass of mankind so readily allow, and those 'Annate assimilations " about which they are so skeptical. Everybody has some idiosyncrasy with regard to likings and dislikings. The '^ non te amo, Sabide," of the Latin poet, in its English doggerelism of I do not love thee, Dr. Fell ; The reason why I cannot tell : But only this I know full well, I do not love thee, Dr. Fell, has come home to the coarsest as well as to the finest minds. There are persons who inspire us with an 13 14 Thoughts of a Silent Man. instant repugnance — persons with whom we, if pugnacious, would like to pick a quarrel; or, if in a gracious mood, we would at least like to see kicked by our next neighbor. There are people whose souls inhabit an atmosphere so uncongenial to our own, that we feel their presence as if we were breathing a sort of mephitic air, benumbing every faculty, and smothering every impulse. The refinements of education and cultivated society may render this sense more painfully deli- cate, but it is universal in its existence. Look at any ship's company, for instance, meeting perhaps for the first time in their lives, in the forecastle, which is to be their home during the months to come, and you will perceive sudden antipathies exhibited between certain individuals, and sudden assimilations between others, for no outward cause. It is an instinct of the soul, a recognition of kin- dred or a perception of antagonistic nature. Why is it, then, that while everybody is willing to ac- knowledge a faith in instinctive dislikes, few are found as ready to believe in instinctive attachments 1 If the one part of the proposition be true, the other must be not less so. People say seriously, '' I don't like Mr. Such-an-one — I can't tell why, but I took a dislike to him the first time I ever saw him " ; and yet these same people will sneer at the notion of " love at first sight." Now I do not believe that love in its fuU perfectness and grand Thoughts of a Silent Man. 15 developments — love wearing the proof -armor of friendship and fidelity — is born thus instanta- neoush^ But that there may be a sudden rec- ognition of soul, an instant sense of kindred affinities, a secret sympathy exerting magnetic influence over two individuals, without any de- cided volition on the part of either, is most un- doubtedly true. Under favorable circumstances, this instinctive preference grows into the full stature of true love; under others it may attain the size of friendship ; and if there exist uncongenialities around, it may be chilled and frozen into the semblance of indif- ference. Who that ever overcame one of these instinctive dislikes did not find reason, at some after period, to lament their having done so! Who that ever conquered an instinctive prefer- ence did not find its specter haunting the silent chambers of the heart, long after more reasonable likings have left no trace of their existence ! One of the falsest of all false theories is that which denies the existence of friendship between the sexes. ^'Platonic love," as it is called, has been so often the object of ridicule, that one dares not now utter its name, except with a half sneer. Yet what can be more beautiful, more elevating, than the true doctrine of the divine Plato — of him who was the purest and noblest of that glorious company of truth-seekers, the ancient philoso- 16 Thoughts of a Silent Man, phers — of him who taught that ^^ Beauty is but the reflected glory of Virtue, and Love only the yearning of the Soul after that perfection of which Deity is the ideal t3^pe." In love, as it ordinarily exists, there is jealousy and exactingness, or at least the taint, slight though it may be, of sexual emotions. In Platonic love or friendship, uniting, as it does, warmth and purity, claiming mutual recognition while it denies not separate affinities, the cravings of the soul are fully satisfied. The terrible sense of human nature's degrada- tion which always attends the success of mere passion, and often waits upon the tenderest af- fection with which passion mingles, is unknown in such a union. There can be no enduring af- fection which has not among its primordial ele- ments much of this holy friendship, but on the contrary, such friendship may exist, and go on advancing in fervor and strength, without adopt- ing a single constituent of what the world calls Love. Yet it is only the higher order of minds which can recognize this beautiful form of human tenderness. To a low nature physical laws seem so much stronger than spiritual bonds, that a love which rises superior to all grosser modes of ex- pression is as far beyond their comprehension as it is above their consciousness. Not that I would assert '^ there is no sex in genius" ; there is sex as strongly marked in mental as in physical organi- Thoughts of a Silent Man. 17 zation ; but its existence refines instead of profan- ing the worship of truth and love. The happiness of men and women of genius has rarely been found in the sentiment of love, but it has often grown up quietly and surely beneath the fostering care of friendship. Genius rarely chooses wisely for itself in the first outgoings of its affections. It seeks the qualities which are wanting in its own being ; and, finding these, it fancies that all other qualities essential to harmo- nious combinations exist with them. Oh, ask not, hope not thou too mnch Of sympathy below ; Few are the hearts whence kindred streams At the same touch will flow. This is the usual result of its experience. It clothes some mere human creature with its own beautiful ideality, and when Charm by charm unwinds That robes its idol, it feels that not only was the object of its worship a false divinity, but that even the religion of its own deep heart is a weakness and an error. Of poets this is precisely true. Few or none have found peace in the sanctuary of their hearts while the altar blazed before the image of love. Yet how many have been blessed when they learned to 18 Thoughts of a Silent Man. weave their votive garlands only for the shrine of friendship. Whenever any exposition of the real heart of man is brought before the public eye, there is invariably a cry raised of the ^^ wickedness of human nature/' '^innate depravity/' "immoral tendencies/' and the thousand watchwords people whose consciences are apt to slumber think it necessary to repeat for the awakening of their neighbors, who in all probability need no such rousing. The " Correspondence between Burns and Clarinda" was precisely one of those expositions; nine tenths of its readers turned up their eyes in holy horror, and looked upon the man as a scape- grace, and the woman as a "very naughty woman." Yet why? There was earnestness of feeling and fervid expression, such as only a poet could utter, or a congenial nature understand ; but where was a single passage which could justify the charge of immorality? Clarinda was a woman of refined mind, delicate tastes, and strong affections; her husband had ill-treated and abandoned her. Full of unappreciated tenderness of nature, and of un- appropriated sympathies, she had been for years worse than widowed in heart, when she acciden- tally met with Burns. What was more natural than that he — a being whose heart, like a full cup held by an unsteady hand, always trembled over at a breath — should have recognized a kin- dred nature? What more likely than that a Thoughts of a Silent Man. 19 woman whose power of loving even cruelty could not crush out should have found a passing joy in this pure poetic sympathy? Burns had been wild and wayward — His pulse's maddening play Wild sent him pleasure's devious way, By passion driven. And yet the light that led astray Was light from heaven. He was his own true interpreter in these lines. The struggle of his soul after something more true than the coarseness of peasant life, or the cold con- ventionalism of high society, together with the fierce strivings of a strong physical nature, led him into many an error. But who that reads his ex- quisite songs can doubt his many glimpses of that higher life after which genius so vainly soars % He who cannot see in Burns's intercourse with Clarinda one of those ^^ better moments ^' in his life is, I think, to be pitied for the obtuseness of his perception. Shame on the man who believes that a feeling like this could not exist without wrong ! Does he believe that only the marriage tie can sanctify such an affection ? Alas ! seldom does such an affection sanctify the church's bond. Passion, prudence, pride, and a thousand similar motives may make men marry, and then the power of habit and a strong sense of duty assimilate 20 TJiougJits of a Silent Man. them to their companions through life. But rarely indeed does this mystic recognition of soul pre- cede, or accompany, the outward and visible bond of marriage. Men look not enough into their own natures. They know not the necessity of such a recognition, until, perhaps, in after life, when the mysteries of life have been revealed to them through suffering. Like Alciphron, the Epicurean, they go through the Egyptian darkness and mys- teries of sorrow and sin, in search of that truth whose symbol is light. That this mystic recog- nition exists, I can no more doubt than I can disbelieve the existence of the subtle power of magnetism. But it cannot be theorized upon even by such a mind as Swedenborg's. There will never be a system of sympathetic emotions which will satisfy those who are susceptible to their in- fluence ; and to those who are insensible to them, all attempts to classify such impalpabilities must seem absurd. Neither can be materialized, as the mesmerisers of the present day would fain assert. It is purely a spiritualism — a link in the chain which binds the soul to its dim remembrances of a preexistence. Society has made certain wise and good laws for the maintenance of order. A high nature will not offend against these laws; but neither will it allow a narrow interpretation of them to destroy all the elemental purity of the soul. God has given us wiser and better laws, Thoughts of a Silent Man, 21 which find a ready acceptance in the souls of his true children. The laws uttered amid the thunders of Sinai are sufficiently comprehensive — they denounce every sin which can make man blush before his Maker, and he who breaks none of these will certainly never offend against society. I am no believer in perfect sympathy, — that is reserved to be one of the joys of heaven, — but I believe in approaches to it, as firmly as I do in decided antipathies. And therefore, as I can understand how Burns might have hated an enemy without seeking to murder him, so I can easily comprehend how he might have loved Clarinda deeply and fondly, without degrading her by illicit passion. €{)oug][)t^ of a .-Silent ^an* No. 4. N a foregoing paper I spoke of sympathy as existent between kindred souls, in a much more perfect state than the world was willing to allow. The recently published correspondence between Schiller and Goethe affords the most beautiful exposition of this spiritual recognition that the annals of literal ture have ever recorded. Literary friendships, as they are called, are too often mere leagues growing out of community of interests, or attachments formed from the necessity of insatiate vanity. Inferior minds sometimes make themselves essen- tial to superior ones, by ministering to unsus- pected weakness ; and a man willing to play the jackal will rarely fail to find a lion to wait upon. A connection of this kind deserves not the name of friendship ; yet the world never discriminates, and when the tie of mutual interest is severed be- TJioiigJits of a Silent Man. 23 tween two such pseudo-friends, commonplace peo- ple exclaim at the instability of men of genius. No one can read the correspondence of the two minds to whom I have alluded without feeling sensible of the nobler bond of union which true sympathy alone can weave, while the very sudden- ness of the recognition between them is the best proof of its genuineness. Schiller had occasion to ask the literary aid of Goethe in behalf of a new periodical, and accord- ingly indites a letter of formal respect, filled with the most reverential appreciation of Goethe's Awakism, yet containing not a single word of flattery or servility. Goethe returns a frank and hearty response, giving not a mere assent to Schiller's proposition, but professing the genial grasp of mental compa^nionship. In less than two months we find Schiller opening his heart to his new friend with all the confidingness of a woman. How fearlessly aud unjealously does he disclose the benefits he has derived from his recently formed attachment! ^' On much about which I could not obtain har- mony with myself, the contemplation of your mind (for thus I must call the full impression of your ideas upon me) has kindled a new light. I needed the object — the body to many speculative ideas, and you have put me on the track of it." Mark Goethe's somewhat oracular reply. "Pure enjoy- 24 Thoughts of a Silent Man. ment and real benefits can only be reciprocal, and it will give me pleasure to nnfold to you at leisure what my intercourse with you has done for me — how I, too, regard it as an epoch in my existence, and how content I am to have gone on my way without particular encouragements, as it now ap- pears as if we, after so unexpected a meeting, are to proceed forward together. I have always prized the honest and rare earnestness visible in all you have done and written. All that relates to me, and is in me, I will gladly impart. For as I feel very sensibly that my undertaking far exceeds the mea- sure of the faculties of one earthly life, I would wish to repose much with you, and thereby give it not only endurance but vitality." Now there may be something approaching to too much self-reliance in the one, and perhaps too lit- tle self-appreciation in the other ; but they both write from genuine feeling. There is no courtly flattery in the younger bard, no gratified vanity in the crowned poet. There never was a more genial yielding up of the soul to sudden and secret sym- pathy. There was no measured routine of civili- ties to be trodden before they could join hands at the shrine of friendship. ^^ However strong," says Schiller, ^' has been my desire to enter into closer relation with you than is possible between the spirit of a writer and his most attentive reader, yet I now perceive clearly that the different paths Thoughts of a Silent Man. 25 ill wliich you and I moved could not have brought us together with advantage sooner than just at this time. But now I can hope that we shall travel together the rest of the way, and with greater profit, inasmuch as the last travelers who join company have always the most to say to one another." When we regard the character of the men, and the position they occupied in the world of letters, the picture of a pure and beautiful lit- erary friendship becomes complete, and we turn with a feeling of refreshment from the cold, hard, narrow selflsms of society to the rich development of soul in such a union. Their correspondence, which lasted ten years, and closed only with the death of Schiller, is like a many-sided mirror, reflecting every object that passes before it, in every variety of light and shade ; while the pure, clear atmosphere in which such souls live, and move, and have their being, gives almost magical distinctness to each image. No breath of selfishness or distrust ever rests for an instant on its bright surface. The glimpse which it affords us of Goethe's magnificent vanity (for he was a man who made even his weakness almost sublime) seems necessary to the proper il- lustration of Schiller's exquisite humility; and the hierarch of German literature never appears in so amiable an aspect as when cordially accept- ing and adopting his friend's close and quick- 26 Thoughts of a Silent Man. sighted criticisms. Yet as in my former paper I ventured to assert that such sympathy could only grow to perfectness in persons of opposite sex, so now I dare affirm that this very correspondence is a proof of my theory. Genius assimilates though it does not confound sex, and while it gives some- thing of manly strength to woman, it always im- parts much feminality of perfection and feeling to man, especially if it exists with a delicately organ- ized physical structure. Goethe, with his robust physique, his wide perceptive faculties, his enter- prise, his towering independence of soul, his easy, graceful, yet despotic exe'rcise of mental domina- tion, affords a perfect contrast to Schiller, who was feeble in health, self-distrustful, eminently tender in his imaginativeness, and full of up-look- ing reliance upon the stronger spirit of his friend. Had they both possessed only strongly marked masculine traits of character, their union could never have been so perfect. Now it has some of the best characteristics of Platonic affection. Goethe was the strong man, self-dependent, self-subsistent, yet needing companionship ; Schiller was the ten- der, womanish nature, strong in principle, and perhaps with a latent power of self-reliance, but happier and better in its gentle dependence on a bolder nature. Advice, counsel, dictation, sugges- tion, amid a sort of watchful guardianship, these are Goethe's duties; deference, devotion, nay. TJwughfs of a Silent Man. 27 the very outward ministry for which women seem so essentially fitted, come from Schiller. It is Schiller who sends the frequent box of biscuits — Goethe now and then furnishes his friend a fish, snared in the free waters, but the remembrance of household tastes comes from the womanlike affec- tion of the gentler spirit. This is no mere fanciful speculation. Perfect similarity is not sympathy; each must find in the other what is wanting in itself. There need be no inferiority in mind, yet there may be differences in mental and moral qualities. Men judge of their own sex through their consciousness, and they judge of women through their imagination. Both faculties may be erring guides, but the latter is more likely to be right than the former, since it usually gives a much more exalted view of human nature. The love of a high-souled man is one of the noblest, most unselfish, and loftiest feelings of which humanity is capable. The love of woman, even of the most gentle as well as of the highest nature, is exacting, for even as she is willing to give all, so she is not content with less than the sacrifice of all things to her. Considerateness, tenderness, the entire devotion of a life, are but as grains of incense in her eyes. She would fain give as much as she could, and therefore nothing can be offered which her love does not deserve. She may be humble in all things else, but she is al- 28 Thoughts of a Silent Man. ways appreciating toward her own affections, and hence her utter unreasonableness in all love af- fairs. But her friendship is another thing. All the superiority which man's stronger nature gives him over her in love, her greater purity affords her over him in friendship. Nowhere is there more devotion, more disinterestedness, more ready self-sacrifice, than in woman's friendship ; no- where more teasing, annoying, heart-stirring pet- tiness of exaction than in her love ; and a man who w^ould have full appreciation of woman's nature, as well as full enjoyment of her sweet presence, must be her dearest friend, but never her devoted lover. Cljoiigljt.i^ of a Silent ^an» No. 5. | ?^^^ HE desire, common to all men who can- ^JvS Stu not originate, of looking into the in- ^9l ^-3$ most nature of men of genius (the Ci^:^^ '^ seers and makers," as they were styled in the older tongue), prevails in me, I con- fess, with full power. Hence it was that I found myself turning from Goethe's letters to Schiller, where the great man wears the graceful disha- bille of social friendship, to the picture of the same mind in the half dress which it exhibits in ^^Der Brief wechsel mit einem Kinde." Nothing can be in greater contrast than the same individ- ual under the two different aspects. In his letters to Schiller, Goethe is frank, cordial, and self-dis- closing, fully conscious that he is an acknowledged dictator, and therefore laying aside all outward emblems of power, while he meets Schiller on the broad ground of community of feeling and opin- 29 30 TJwiigJits of a Silent Man. ion. He does not elevate Scliiller to an equality with himself, bnt descends one step from his cano- pied dais to meet him, and this he does so grace- fully that one scarcely notices the kingly conde- scension of the act. The fact was that Schiller won G-oethe's respect by his manliness, his truth, and his genius, while he secured his affection by the unconscious development of his tender and loving nature. Yet to gain such a regard from Goethe, it was necessary first to command his respect, and this no woman ever succeeded in obtaining. From his earliest youth, Goethe had been as remarkable for his beauty of person as for his powers of mind. Of course he was eminently attractive to women. His wonderful mind captivated her who could only be approached through the intellect, his no- ble and commanding figure won the admiration of her who had an eye only for physical beauty, and his delicate and refined sentiment was irresistible to her who needed ideal ministry. From his boy- hood, therefore, he had been a favorite with the sex, and we need scarcely add that the very wor- ship he received diminished his respect for the worshipers. A man may be made vain by the extravagant admiration of women, but it never in- spires him with self-respect. He learns to doubt, if not its genuineness, at least its discrimina- tion, and when he finds women governed, as they so usually are, in their likings and dislikings by TJwughts of a Silent Man. 31 whim, lie begins to distrust the very possession of those qualities to which he is indebted for their approbation. Goethe loved to be flattered, and courted, and idolized by women, but he cared lit- tle for their opinions, except as they might influ- ence stronger minds. He looked to his own sex for appreciation. The column erected to his fame might be wreathed with flowers by gentle hands, but he expected it to be built by the strong arm of man. In his " Correspondence with a Child ^' (a child, by the way, of twenty years), which commenced a year or two after Schiller's death, Goethe shows himself as having thoroughly developed the self- ism that in very early life had characterized his first love-passage. When he first met Bettina von Arnim, he had already passed his sixtieth year, his fame was established on a sure basis, and his mine of sentiment, though not exhausted, yet had been so fully worked in real life, as well as for the purposes of poetry, that there were no new veins of ore to be discovered. Bettina possessed great talent, together with a temperament which, if associated with genius, would have produced grand results, but which, being connected with the perceptive instead of the inventive faculty, only sufficed to fill her with restless eothusiasm and an uneasy sense of unappropriated power. Her love for G-oethe, about which so much outcry has been 32 Thoughts of a Silent Man. made, was a very harmless fantasy, growing out of a girlish admiration of the poet, and afterward fostered by the vanity of both. That it was the true sentiment of love is too absurd for belief, and that it was the effervescence of passion is worse than absurd. It would require an exceed- ingly spiritualized imagination to exalt Bettina's girlishness into the utterance of that soul-born sympathy which links one with heaven ; and at the same time, none but a fancy nurtured on the loathly food of sensualism could discover aught of evil in the exaggerated sentiments she ex- pressed. Flattered by the privilege of familiar correspondence with the ruler of German litera- ture, happy in his half-constrained fondness to- ward her^ proud of being the pet and plaything of the lion, Bettina appears to have given herself up to the pleasurable excitement without a single fear, or a moment's calculation. She seems to have remained standing on the threshold of wo- manhood, unwilling to turn her back on the irre- sponsible enjoyments of childhood, yet occasion- ally glancing, half yearningly, toward the veiled shrine within the temple. If the hand of Goethe sometimes lifted that veil, it was only to afford a momentary glimpse of the flame which was there burning, and the girl was more attracted to the flowers that grew around the porch than to the mystic worship of the inner shrine. In order to Thoughts of a Silent Man. 33 judge fairly of Bettina, we must take into view the peculiarities of the society in which she lived. In England, where conventionalism forms the strongest of all bonds, she would have been re- garded as a mad woman. In our own country, where so much freedom of inclination exists among her sex, she would probably have discov- ered much earlier that she was no longer a child, and the affair would have had more earnestness and less unconsciousness. But in Germany, ever since the days of '' Werther" and '^Elective Affin- ities," such things are part of the social system. Their philosophers, as well as their poets, have taught the jjeople that impressions may be re- garded as precepts, and consequently a want of enthusiasm or sensibility is considered by them almost as an immorality. "We are content with a man if he possesses a strong moral sense, but the Germans demand also that he shall have an in- dwelling love for the good as for the beautiful, a quick perception of its presence in outward things, and an instant recognition of its power, notwith- standing the oppression of circumstances. I, for one, am not disposed to blame them; but unfortu- nately, this extreme susceptibility of character makes them attach infinite importance to the slightest shades of sentiment, and as proofs of the existence of a feeling, they feel bound to express its every gradation. The perfect development of 34 Thoughts of a Silent Man. a sentiment is not sufficient in their view ; they must see the process by which the result has been obtained. They are never content with the ''piled up agony '^ — they want to see the agglomera- tion of each individual pang. This microscopic habit of looking into hearts is peculiarly German^ and of course gives rise to a world of affectation. True feeling shrinks ever from the scalpel of analysis, and an emotion which will bear dissec- tion has certainly lost vitality. Yet in a country where sensibility is regarded as eminently a vir- tue, it will be as certainly simulated as will be cold- ness and prudery among a people who claim to be moral in proportion as they are unfeeling. Not only this, but where it is not feigned and really exists, it will be heightened by fictitious means. If susceptibility be a virtue, then increased suscep- tibility is increased morality, and what would be elsewhere regarded as an indiscretion in Bettina is only an evidence of her acute sensibility, and of course of her elevation of character. Almost all highly civilized communities regard the repression of sensibility as a moral duty ; the Germans alone consider its constant exercise as the strongest test of true virtue; and there is as much evil in the code which forces its suppression, as in that which inculcates its exposition. We can make direct rules of conduct based upon the im- mutable laws of duty to God and justice to man, Thoiighfs of a Silent Man. 35 but we can make no such regulation for the emo- tions. We have no right to make sensibility a duty. To some few it may be an unconditional privilege — to many it is a penance, willingly en- dured for the sake of some concomitant blessing — to most of us it is a clinging curse. The dry, hard, unsympathizing individual, who is virtuous from calculation, and treads his narrow path with- out ever looking down upon the flowers beneath his feet, or upward to the stars above his head, may often perform his duties in life better than the tender, susceptible being, who is ever stepping aside in kindness, or at least forgetting to keep a steady eye on the distant goal. If the world were made up of persons who think and feel, rather than act (and such are persons of susceptibility), how many more projects of good would be con- ceived, but how few would ever be accomplished ! Grod be praised that sensibility is not a duty. The curse would be too heavy for frail humanity if we had all been called to endure the burden of sensibility as well as the weight of labor. We are doomed to eat our bread in the sweat of our brow not in the sweat of our hearts ; and how compara- tively merciful is the dispensation, those only know who have felt the double curse of a grief- worn spirit in a toil-worn frame. Yet while we regard Bettina as only very German in her girl- ishness, we have less respect for the sexagenarian 36 Thoughts of a Silent Man. coquetry of Goethe. He evidently likes the pas- sionate tone of her letters, he rather encourages her little petulant jealousies. Sometimes he checks her vehemence, but in such a manner that he approves, even while he seems to chide. Some- times he praises her descriptive powers, some- times sends her back her own sentiments em- balmed in his verse, and sometimes calls forth all the vividness and warmth of devotion by his eloquent appreciation. Had this affection grown up when Groethe was twenty years younger, it would have been numbered among the many sim- ilar testimonies to his attractiveness which he was always proud to remember. But coming, as it did, when he had already attained to old age, it had an importance in his eyes which called forth especial indulgence. The man whom Ninon honored with her favors after she had counted her eightieth year would probably have been less fortunate had he been her lover forty years earlier. Compared with Goethe, Bettina was indeed a child, but the poet had not read the human heart in vain, and he well knew the probable result of such a waste of devotion. The danger was not to virtue, not to good name — it was the heart's unsullied purity that was risked. There was no outward wrong, no sacrifice of duty; but was it nothing to accept the first outpourings of tenderness; nothing to have awakened the first TJioughts of a Silent Man. 37 blush of the soul ; nothing to have stolen the dewy freshness of the heart's first-fruits? How easy it would have been for Goethe to have di- rected aright all the overflowing fullness of Bet- tina's nature ; to have guided her enthusiasm, repressed her passionateness, weeded out her jea- lousy, and, in short, to have raised her above the blind idolatry which made her bow down before the priest, instead of worshiping the divinity at whose shrine he ministered ! But the fact was that, in spite of all his greatness of mind, Goethe was fully sensible of the pleasures of gratified vanity. He valued Bettina's adoration as any other man would have done, and, perhaps, in expecting him to have repelled the votary who brought such costly gifts, we ask more stoic virtue than falls to the lot of even the highest humanity. Nothing is more evident in this singular corre- spondence than the difference between the hopeful fervor of youth and the back-looking yearning of age. It is the same difference as that which exists between the newly gathered blossom, and the spec- tral rose which the chemist's almost magical skill can bring out from the flower. Goethe could call up the faded and ghastly image from the crucible of memory, but the fresh garland which Bettina offered must be consumed in the mystic process. I^Dtion^ about :^u^ic* y APPENING to find myself, a few even- ings since, in the midst of a circle of people who were discussing the merits ^^^W^^ of a certain celebrated pianist, I was struck with the peculiar knowingness of their remarks. None were mere amateurs — all ap- peared to be decided connoisseurs in music; and as many of them were, to my knowledge, by no means remarkably well informed in other respects, my curiosity was a little excited as to the means by which this skill in musical criticism had been obtained. According to my usual habit, I listened instead of sharing in the conversation ; and nothing en- ables one so soon to see through the mist of super- ficiality as such quiet observation. I found that each one of the speakers had some especial favo- rite among professional musicians, some ^' magnus Apollo," in whose cast-off ideas he was content Notions ahout Music. 39 to array his own mind, and whose technicalities were preferred to original, but less scientific, ex- pressions of a genuine love for music. The fashion of the day is not to be music-mad, but music-wise. When the Italian opera was first in- troduced by that glorious Garcia troupe, the like of which has never been seen since in our country, everybody who aspired to be anybody was ex- pected to*^ profess the most enthusiastic love for this lofty style of music. To those whose taste had been formed after the classic models, or to those with sufacient delicacy of ear to detect the sentiment through the sound, this was an easy task ; but to most of our busy, bustling, money-making aspirants after fortune and fashion, it was the severest tax they had ever been called upon to pay. But the adaptability of the American character is proverbial, and this graft of foreign taste, which required nearly a century to attain a vigorous growth in England's soil, in less than five years flourished among us like an indigenous production. We are called a money-loving people, a specu- lating people, and a thousand other names equally significant of the " almighty dollar "; but the recent railway doings in John Bull's insular manufac- turing workshop, and the late glorification in Britain of a man whose only claim to public con- sideration is his success in making a rapid fortune, 40 Notions about Music. prevent us from claiming any of these titles so exclusively as to make them tests of identity. If our '' cousin of England " (instead of making our pseudo-national portrait a caricature of his own respectable matter-of-fact physiognomy) would so far recognize our difference of national feature from his own, as to see that both peoples bear more resemblance to the Englishman of the days of Elizabeth than they do to each other, he would discover our strong impressibility to Art; and detect the most striking sign of departure in dis- position from the modern English stock in our nascent devotion to music! We are emphati- cally a musical people — yes, I say emphatically; for the German fervor and Italian impressibility which are blended in the American character give us both the susceptibility to musical sounds and the craving for musical utterance which, with long cultivation, has brought the art to high perfection among the countrymen of Mozart and Rossini. Certain clever but not very philosophical writers have recently made themselves merry with the first- fruits of this national predisposition, as it has dis- played itself in the popularity of "the negro melodies " of the South. Let no one presume to smile scornfully at such humble examples of origi- nality in so lofty an art. The beginnings of all nationality must be rude and unpolished, because, in order to be nationalities, they must begin with Notions ahout Music. 41 the people, not with the gentry, of a country. Our scholars form their tastes and educate their perceptions after Old World models; our populace display the influences of untutored nature. In all great cities we must necessarily have that artifi- cial kind of existence which soon levels down originality. The rich will exhibit European re- finement, and carefully repress all nationality as vulgar, while the poor, recruited as their ranks con- tinually are by paupers from abroad, will differ little from their kindred classes on the other side of the water. Yet even here we may see this strong musical taste filling the concert-room, and gathering a crowd around some peripatetic min- strel. It is only in Atlantic cities that this bor- rowed refinement prevails. In the wide tracts of our western country, in the cities which have sprung up, like Aladdin's palace, in the midst of trackless forests or almost illimitable prairies, we find, even amid the growing desire for luxury which follows the bountiful supply of the neces- saries of life, a degree of originality unknown in older settlements. The pioneer of civilization is generally a sturdy, reckless woodsman, full of ex- pedients, and gifted with a certain daredevil cheer- fulness that carries him through all difficulties and dangers. The children of such a man must neces- sarily inherit much of his temperament, for all strong natures impress themselves deeply upon 42 Notions about Music. their offspring. Those things which were but half- discovered tastes and tendencies in him, repressed, perhaps, by the necessities of every-day life, will in them be developed into talents and powers. Untrammeled by any knowledge of classic models, unfettered by that awe of the intellectual giants whose fame overshadows the scholastic world, they utter themselves in a language coarse, strong, and original. They become poets in soul, though not in verbal expression ; for the language of poetry must neces- sarily have a certain artificiality, arising out of its recurring rhythm and cadence, which involves the need of a degree of cultivation ; and hence it is that our most national efforts of sculpture, and our most original specimens of melody, are the growth of our western forests. It is on account of their conformity to the rules of counterpoint, or their scientific combinations of harmony and mel- ody, that the national airs of any country have obtained their popularity. In point of real music, the songs of the boatmen on our great western rivers exceed the celebrated Ranz des Vaches, or even the Rhine song ; while the monotonous chanting of the Neapolitan barcarole differs little in merit from the melodies with which our South- ern negroes beguile their labors in the cotton-field. We have no great national composers, and prob- ably never shall have; for a musician could Notions about Music. 43 scarcely attain sufficient skill in his art without imbibing at the same time those anti-national ideas, and that reliance upon transatlantic taste, which will make him only an imitator of some German or Italian model. But we have the materials and the taste, if w^e only had the con- rage, for an entirely new school of music. It is with nations as with individuals j a strongly sel- fish person never could have a strong and enthusi- astic love for music, although such an one might become a skilful and accomplished musician ; and thus a nation whose self-concentration is pro verbial can never expect to produce great musical composers. We may look to Shaksperian England for our masterpieces in literature, if we will ; we may look to the England of Watt, Arkwright, and Davy for the most definite, if not the most inge- nious, in science. But music, it must be remem- bered, is art, science, and inspiration combined ; and it requires not less the soul to feel, and the heart to respond, than it does the brain to con- ceive its dainty and subtle inventions*! The adipose of pride that wraps the mechanical nerves of an Englishman, no less than the wondrous self-com- placency of those brave, ingenious, and sturdy islanders (the finest artificial race, perhaps, that the world has ever seen, but at the same time the most artificial), utterly prevents his freely giving himself up to the power of music. A man who 44 Notions about Music. sympathizes so little with other men among the nations, how can he sympathize with a floating sound! The abandon with which his continental brethren yield themselves to the enthusiasm of the moment is incompatible with his sense of dignity ; and hence music, however suggestive, is to him like a walk through pleasure-grounds guarded by man-traps and spring-guns — he is continually on the lookout lest he shoukl be awkwardly caught. We, on the contrary, rather pique ourselves on a certain degree of extravagance in feeling — a sort of half -comic, half-earnest exaggeration of senti- ment, apparently arising from a kind of bragga- docio spirit, but in reality growing out of an awkward consciousness of real emotion. We have not yet attained to that point of refinement where civilization and savage life meet, closing the circle on the one part with stoical indifference, and on the other with fashionable nonchalance. We have enterprise, enthusiasm, depth of feeling, liveliness of imagination, and quickness of per- ception. We have around us the grand harmo- nies which nature produces to the eye, and there are as yet few of the discords of social life (those in- congruities which spring from overgrown wealth and squalid poverty) to mar the music of our rapid onward march. The clashings of political excitement are to us like the trumpet-call of Notions about Music. 45 gatheriDg armies; while the tones of domestic peace are ever sounding in our ears like That sweetest of all melodies — the voice Of song o'er mooulit waters. In short, we have all the materials for a na- tional music ; and it is to be hoped that the time will come when an American composer may be found, who to artistic skill shall unite a full per- ception of the feeling which is the great first cause of music, and the suggestiveness which should be its highest aim. With the usual garrulity of age, I have traveled far from my original purpose, which was simply to show how much those lose who, not content with enjoying music, think it necessary to become technical, and fancy that ^' they are nothing, if not critical." All persons of true feeling may enjoy good music through its suggestiveness, while only practical and theoreti- cal musicians are qualified to judge learnedly and scientifically of the merits of a composition. The botanist may pull a flower to pieces to lecture on its various parts, and a musician may dissect a thrilling melody in order to discover its mysteri- ous combinations of sweetness ; but he who loves flowers and music for their own sake needs no such scientific investigation to increase his en- joyment of their delights — albeit such investiga- 46 Motions ahout Music. tion alone can teach him the law of snch enjoy- ment. A thorough knowledge of music is a most desirable and noble gift ; but the mere smatter- ing which enables men to chatter like apes about an art which has power to fill the soul with the highest emotions cannot be too carefully eschewed. (©miii!^ anb it^ iSciuatb^* ;HAT a glorious gift is that of eloquent utterance ! The laurels of the warrior are only achieved on the field of blood; the honors of the statesman depend on the fickle breath of the multitude ; but the author — the creator — he who in the seclusion of his closet can commune with the solemn majesty of truth, whose oracles he has been chosen to inter- pret ; he who can people the narrow limits of his solitary chamber with images of beauty ; he who amid the sands of worldliness has found the " dia- mond of the desert," while its sweet waters are welling up in all their freshness and purity — what a noble power is his ! And what a strange and mystic faculty is that which gives to ^' airy nothings " such shapes as make them seem, even to the coarse-minded worldling, like familiar friends ; which imparts to unsubstantial dreams a 47 48 Oenitis and its Bewards. visible and lifelike presence ; which invests the impalpable shadows of the brain with the attri- butes of humanity, and demands for these fairy creatures of the fancy our kindliest and warmest sympathy ! What a godlike gift is that which enables the lonely student to sway the minds of myriads on whom his eye may never rest with a glance of friendly recognition ; to move as if by one impulse the hearts of thousands ; to stir up high and holy feelings in bosoms which the com- merce of the world and the exigencies of life had chilled and hardened. Yet it is with the mind as with the body; the exercise of our physical ener- gies is delightful in proportion as it is the act of unfettered volition. The man who, in the sport- iveness of health and spirits, will go into the woodland and make the strokes of his ax ring through the forest aisles would find little pleasure i^ the same labor if necessity had driven him to become a hewer of wood. The well-trained dancer, whose lithe form moves to the voice of music as if she were but an em- bodiment of the spirit of harmony, feels none of the pure joy which once possessed her when, in the freedom of childish mirth, her dance was but the evidence of a lightsome heart. It is only when the will is left free to direct the faculties that we can derive full gratification from our con- sciousness of power; and if this be true of the Genms and its Bewards. 49 body, — that mere machine which, from its earliest sentient moment, is submitted to restraint and sub- jection, — how much more is it true of the free and unchained mind. It matters not whether the fet- ters that are laid upon the soul be forged from the iron scepter of necessity, or wrought from the golden treasures of ambition ; still they are but chains, and he who would feel the true majesty of mental power must never have worn the badge of thraldom. It is not the triumph of satisfied ambition which affords the highest gratification to the truly noble-minded. Intellectual toil is its own exceeding great reward. The applause of the world may gladden the heart and quicken the pulse of the aspirant for fame, but the brightest crown that was ever laid on the brow of genius imparts no such thrill of joy as he felt in that de- licious moment when the consciousness of power first came upon him. It is this sense of power — this innate consciousness of hidden strength — which is his most valued guerdon ; and well would it be for him if the echo of worldly fame never resounded in the quiet, secluded chambers of his secret soul. Well would it be if no hand ever offered to his lips the cup of adulation, whose magic sweetness awakens a thirst no repeated draughts can slake. Well would it be if the voice of a clamorous multitude never mingled with the sweeter music of his own gentle fancies. Well 4 50 Genius and its Beivards. would it be if lie could always abide in tbe pure regions of elevated thought, leaving the mists and the darkness, the lightnings and tempests, of a lower world beneath his feet. Titian, living amid wealth and honors, and dying in the arms of a weeping monarch, presents to the eye of thought a far less noble picture than the poor, unfriended, humble Correggio, when, at the sight of some glorious works of art, the veil which had hidden his own resplendent genius was suddenly lifted from his eyes, and he exclaimed, in the ecstasy of an enlightened spirit, '^Anche son io pittore ! " — I, too, am a painter ! With the first knowledge of innate power to the mind of genius comes also the desire of benefiting humanity, and at that moment, when the fire which God has lighted within the soul burns up- ward with a steady light toward Heaven, while it diffuses its pure splendors on a darkened world around, at such a moment man is indeed but little lower than the angels. Could he keep his spirit to this pitch, He might be happy; but, alas ! the mists of earth rise up around him; the light is dimmed upon the altar; less holy gleams shoot athwart the growing dark- ness, and too often the fading flame of spiritual Genms and its Rewards. 51 existence is rekindled at the bale-fires of the nether world. There is something fearful in the responsi- bility which attaches to the expression of human thought and feeling. ^' We may have done that yesterday/' says Madame de Stael, " which has colored our whole future life." Appalling as this idea is, the reflection that in some idle mood and in some uncounted moment, now gone past recall, we may have uttered that which has influenced the opinions, the feelings, perhaps the fate, of another, is even more terrific to the conscience. Who can- not remember some single word, some careless remark, which, coming from lips fraught with eloquence, or uttered from a heart filled with truth, has affected our early fortunes and perhaps our lifelong destiny! Who cannot look back upon some moment in life when the unconscious accents of another have withheld the foot which already pressed the verge of some frightful precipice ? Who cannot recall, in bitter anguish of spirit, some hour when the " voice of the charmer " has won the soul to evil influences and late remorse! If such things come within the experience of each one of us (and that they do no one can doubt), may not every human being, however humble, feel awed before the power of human expression ! Oh ! it is a fearful thing to pour out one's soul in eloquent utterance. Fear- 52 Genius and its Rewards. fill, because it opens the inner sanctuary to the gaze of vulgar eyes ; fearful, because its oracular voice is rarely interpreted aright ; doubly fearful, because even its most truthful sayings may be of evil import to those who listen to its teachings. ^^When the gifts of genius inspire those who know us not with the desire to love us, they are the richest blessings Heaven can bestow upon human nature." This is a woman's sentiment, but it is one to which every gifted soul will re- spond. I once heard it asserted by one who has but to look within himself to behold the rich- est elements of the good and grand most har- moniously commingled, that '' there is something essentially feminine in the mental character of a man of genius, while there are decidedly mas- culine traits in the intellectual developments of a gifted woman." The idea was at first start- ling, but it is undoubtedly true. The delicacy of perception, the refinement of thought, the ten- derness of fancy which mark the man of genius approach very nearly to the finest traits of wo- manly nature; while the vigor of thought and magnanimity of feeling which belong to an en- larged and occupied mind in the gentler sex are certainly borrowed from the stronger nature of man. There is an assimilation between them, which, while it does not prove the assertion that Genius and its Rewards. 53 ^^ there is no sex in genius/' goes far to establish a theory, and account for apparent incongruities. It is those very faculties, compelling each, as it were, to trench upon the privileges of the other, which involve and almost insure the social un- happiness of genius. How difficult is it for thought to fold its wings beside the household hearth, or brood with fostering care over the petty duties of life! How much more difficult for the delicate and sensitive nature to assert its manly strength, when every pulse is thrilling with refined emotion ! Yet the diligent culture of the affections, the unselfish devotion to social duties, may and do preserve to each its true nature. Hence it is that while others seek for palpable and tangible rewards, the children of genius find so much to prize in the distant and far-off affection which their gifts awaken in lov- ing and humble hearts. What can impart more pure delight than the consciousness that we have given consolation to the wretched ; that we have deepened the thrill of joy in the breast of the happy ; that we have elevated the thoughts of an awakened mind by the expression of unconscious sympathy ? How many hearts, aching with excess of feel- ing, have found vent for their fullness in those exquisite lines of the poet of nature — those lines 54 Genius and its Uewards. which contain an embodiment of all the romance — I had almost said of all the poetry — of life : Had we never loved sae kindly, Had we never loved sae blindly, Never met or never parted. We had ne'er been broken-hearted. How many have felt the wild surges of feeling heave with a calmer swell when they listened to the solemn music uttered by the great master of passion : Ave Maria! 't is the hour of prayer! Ave Maria ! 't is the hour of love ! Ave Maria ! may our spirits dare Look up to thine and to thy Son's above ? How many, ^' nel tempo dei dolci sospiri/' have echoed the strain of that passionate emotion which thrilled the heart of Petrarca when he ex- claimed : Benedetto sia '1 giorno, e '1 mese, e 1' anno, E la stagione, e '1 tempo, e 1' ora, e '1 punto, E '1 bel paese, e '1 loco ov' io fin giunto Da duo begl' oechi, che legato m' hanno. How many, while listening to the voice of na- ture's great high-priest, learn to love the gifted beings who have power to interpret the vague or- acles of God within their souls; how many would fain utter in nobler language the sentiment which Genius and its Retvards. 55 dictated this grateful burst of feeling to one of our country's greatest bards : TO WILLIAM CULLEN BRYANT. My thanks are thine, most gifted one ! to thee I owe an hour of intellectual life, A sweet hour stolen from the noise, and strife, And turmoil of the world ; which, but to see, Or hear of from afar, is pain to me. I thank thee for the rich draught thou hast brought To lips that love the well-springs of pure thought Which from thy soul gush up so plenteously. The hymnings of thy prophet voice awake Those nobler impulses, that, hushed and still, Lie hidden in our hearts till some wild thrill Of spirit-life has power their chains to break ; Then from our long inglorious dream we start. As if an angel's tone had stirred the slumbering heart. It is true such thanks may come from one whose "name is writ in water" — from a mind which is only endowed with power to enjoy a music it never can create; yet surely it is pleasant to feel that we have imparted pure and intellectual gratifica- tion to one of God's creatures, however humble ; and that we have awakened, for one brief hour. 56 Genius and its Rewards. the joy of inner life. Well may such things be prized^ for they are among the few earthly joys which cheer the heart of genius when the dark- ness of self-distrust gathers around him. The smile of Heaven may beam upon him with unfad- ing brightness, but he must tread an earthly path, and dangers and sorrows beset him on every side. They who are his daily companions are those who see not into the mysteries of life. They weigh him in the balance of worldly prudence, and he is found wanting; they watch his moods, and bring them up in judgment against him, as if every variation of a sentiment was a deviation from a moral principle ; they try him by tests from which even the enduring spirit of calculation would shrink; they stand afar off and then wonder that he is not of themselves ; they seek to despise that which they may not comprehend, and they re- ceive his teachings rather as the ravings of the Delphic Pythoness than as the solemn voice of a prophet. Weary and heartsick, how often does he pause on his lonely way ! how often does he faint in very heaviness of soul ! how often does he long to fold his weary pinion in the still chamber of death ! Yet comfort is still for him. The multitude may know him not ; the laurel may never wreathe his brow to guard it from the lightning which hallows even while it scathes ; yet will his clarion Genius and its Rewards. 57 voice be heard afar off, and while those pause to catch its tones who have never listened to his household words, it will echo widely through the dim shadow of the future. His thoughts will find response in hearts that knew him not, and his memory will live, embalmed in sweetest fancies, when he shall have lain down like a weary child to sleep the dreamless sleep of death. His life will be one of fevered hope and chilling disap- pointment ; he will ever grasp after some un at- tained delight, for it is in vain yearnings after the spiritual that men utter the hymnings of their noblest nature; he will wander unsatisfied through a world which seems green and beautiful beneath every foot save his; he will drink of many a Circean cup, but his thirst will be still unslaked, his joy still untasted ! But '^ coraggio e pazienza " must be written upon his heart and upon his banner. Life has only its transient joys and sorrows, while his course is still onward and upward. He may be of those whom the world knows not, but while he guards the sacred flame within his bosom, he is not forsaken of Him who gave that spark of celestial fire. In his journey- ing across the sands of worldly care, he is guided as were the Israelites of old. When the day-star beams on high, and all around seems bright, his eye may see only a pillar of cloud ; but when all earthly light has departed, then does it beam forth 58 Genius and its Rewards. a heaven-sent flame to direct his steps to a better land ! Let him never forget that his gifts are not his own. '^ Is not this great Babylon, that I havebnilt?" was the arrogant thought of him who became as the beast of the field. Others may be endowed with the power of gathering the trea- sures of worldliness 5 wealth may fall to the lot of some ; power may be the destiny of others 5 popu- lar applause may follow the steps of others ; but to him has been given a nobler faculty, and for a nobler aim. They are ^^ of the earth, earthy '' 5 in the providence of God all these his creatures are needed to fulfil their mission, and verily they have their reward. But thou, child of genius, art chosen for a higher purpose. It is thy privilege to guard the sacred shield on whose safety de- pends the welfare of thy fellow-beings. Thou art chosen to watch over truth, to interpret the voice of conscience, to utter the oracles of love and wis- dom. No selfish dream must fill thy fancy ; the dark form of ambition must fling no shadow over the pure stream of thought within thy bosom. The world may sneer at the nobleness of soul it cannot imitate 5 friends may rebuke the nature they cannot comprehend ; even affection may be blind to the deep mysteries of a high and holy purpose of life ; but still faint not thou ! Like the fabled bird of Eden, it is only in up- ward flight that thy pinions give out their radiant Genius and its Rewards. 59 hues of paradise ; thou wert not meant to fold thy wing above thy weary heart and rest on earth. To be poor in worldly goods, despised by the worldly-wise, half dreaded by the worldly-ambi- tious, and only half loved by those on whom thy best affections have been poured forth • such is thy earthly destiny, O genius ! Thou wilt give thyself out like incense to the wind, like music on the tempest. Yet rejoice thou in thy destiny. The incense may be borne afar off, but it will yet breathe sweetness upon some weary brow 5 the melody may be wasted on the blast, but some faint tones will reach and cheer a brother's sinking heart. Truly the gift of genius is a glorious one, even in its grief. The fruits which are given to its thirsting lip may be bitter to the taste, but they are plucked from the tree which is ^^ for the heal- ing of the nations." (fi.is^i^aii on Jtnicirican Hitcratutrc* ^O much has been written on both sides of the Atlantic by the ablest pens on the subject of American literature that it seems presumptuous now to attempt its discussion, but the resources of our rapidly growing country, and the station which she holds among the nations of the earth, render it a topic of daily increasing importance to all who have any pretensions to patriotism or literary tastes. To form an idea of the science of a nation we must examine its books — to learn how to estimate its literature we need only make ourselves ac- quainted with its periodical press. If we take the most cursory view of the monthly, weekly, and daily journals which traverse our country from Georgia to Maine, we cannot fail to be struck by the variety of talent which they exhibit. The fugitive poetry which floats from paper to paper, read, admired, and then forgotten, is of a 60 Essay on American Literature. 61 far higher order than that which made the repu- tation of many votaries of the mnses in the days of Queen Anne, and of the first two Georges. The slightly sketched tales and essays which are thrown into oblivion after they have afforded momentary amusement are many of them worthy of a Goldsmith or an Addison, but the very abun- dance of the article causes its value to be over- looked, and we look through a magazine as we might through a cabinet of gems where the rich- ness of the collection makes us too fastidious to pause over everything of less price than the diamond. The reproaches which have been cast upon America for her total neglect of the elegancies of life will never more be heard. The young nation has labored first to acquire the necessaries of life — industry has brought wealth, and she is now able to indulge in luxuries. We have our poets, our painters, our architects and sculptors, our writers and our readers, and while establishing institutions for the promotion of the fine arts, let us not forget the establishment of a national literature. There have heretofore been two grand obstacles in the way of such an establishment, viz., the want of literary patronage which neces- sarily involves a dearth of literary industry, and a strange fondness among our writers for foreign rather than American subjects of discussion. 62 Essay on American Literature. The deficiency of patronage may be easily ex- plained. We are especially an active, industrious, commercial population, and the merchant who sits poring over his ledger, calculating the riches which are wafted by the four winds of Heaven into his coffers ; the settler who takes his ax on his shoulder and trudges off to the wilderness with the certainty of there building up his for- tune; even the farmer who, by his labor, wins a competence for his family, and obtains for them an estate rich in Nature's bounties — all look with contempt upon the inactive student. To them his habits seem those of confirmed indolence, for a man who takes up a book to amuse himself during his hour of relaxation from bodily labor can never be made to realize the intense and wasting toil of mental exertion. Literary patronage to such seems to be bestow- ing the price of industry upon indolence, and he who has courage enough to devote himself to learning and its usual attendant poverty is pitied by his friends, and ridiculed by the world, as one who has banished himself from communion with his fellows in pursuit of a vain shadow. He will find himself alone — there are no professedly lit- erary men in our country to form a class with which he may unite himself. Our professional men are the only ones who make any approach toward such a class, but even they are compelled Essay on American Literature. 63 to active employment in their several duties, and have little time for classic lore, or the speculations of abstract truth. All useful labor can command a high price in America, but she is now only be- ginning to esteem intellectual pursuits as such, and years must elapse before our citizens can live as well by the exercise of their brain as by the work of their hands. The roads to wealth are so numerous, and so easily trodden, while the path of science is so rugged and unpromising, that it is not to be regarded as matter for surprise if onr youth are tempted rather by the glittering prizes that await them in the temple of Mammon than by the fadeless laurel wreath which lies on the shrine of learning. The influence of wealth they feel at every step of their progress in life — but time may bleach the dark brown locks, and disease furrow the lofty brow, before the laurel crown can be known to be unfading. A few gifted spirits may rise superior to the temptations of earthly aggrandizement, and struggle successfully against the tide of public opinion, but how few are they compared to the multitude who, after a few in- effectual attempts, either sink into oblivion, or cease their eiforts, and float with the current. We want literary patronage such as will enable men to live in comfort, if not in afluence, by the exercise of their intellectual as well as their phys- ical powers. We want such a spirit of liberality 64 Essay on American Literature. among all classes of men as may enable them to regard the anthor with the same degree of con- sideration as is bestowed upon the lawyer or the physician. Then, and not till then, shall we have a literary class in society — a class willing to admit within its limits all who can show themselves worthy, and which demands no other qnalifica- tions than those of mental superiority. The pref- erence which too many of our writers have shown for traveling abroad in search of subjects for the exercise of their intellect may be attributed to the total absence of all independence of opinion among our critics. Until very recently a book written by an American was scarcely deemed worthy to come under the scalping-knife of criti- cism at home, and if written upon an American subject would have fallen lifeless from the press. Few have been found prepared to brave the un- equal conflict with public opinion, and many a fine writer, who might have been a glor}^ to our coun- try, has sunk into oblivion while our reading public has been insulted by the republication of myriads of trashy English novels, exaggerated in sentiment, bombastic in style, and false in deline- ation. I said few had been found, but America may well be proud of those few. Long before our eyes were opened to see the exhaustless mine of literary wealth which our country held within its bosom, Irving, Paulding, and, at a later period. Essay on American Literature. 65 Cooper, coined some of its fine gold, and sent it forth to the world stamped with the impress of genius. The name of Irving will be loved while America exists. He has associated himself with our most intimate sympathies j he has learned the sources of our smiles and tears ; we have laughed with him until our eyes ran o'er with glee ; and we have wept with him until our tears fell like rain upon his page — how can we think of him then merely as the author? No, it is Irving the man, the com- panion, whom we love, even though our eyes may never have rested on his face. And who does not know Paulding — the keen satirist of foreign fopperies, the true-hearted American au- thor whose every thought has been for his coun- try? His pen has ever been employed in her service, whether he used its point to sting those who would undermine her strength by luxury, or its feather to paint her exquisite scenery, and the workings of human nature in the hearts of her sons. Cooper has done more good abroad than at home. His books were American; as such they were received with avidity in Europe, and though creatures such as he drew never existed in this or any other quarter of the world, still, as an American, he served as a power to open the way for others. Many noble names may now be found who are American in heart as well as in 5 66 Essay on American Literature. nativity. We have onr Bryant, whose sonl is filled with images of beauty, and whose words breathe the sweetness of the '^ Summer Wind." His muse was born amid American scenery, and though her eye has since marked the course of the rapid Rhine, yet she still loves the country of her birth. Halleck has followed no foreign leader in his flights of fancy. His feelings are the impulses of an American, and his satire leaves us only cause to regret that its local merit cannot be estimated properly across the broad Atlantic. How it irks the ear of an American when we hear the names, however honored, of the gifted of another land applied to our writers ! Who would condescend to call Miss Sedgewick the Edgeworth of our country? Whether her hand portrays the sweet Hope Leslie, the grace- ful Grace Campbell, the noble Maganesca, or the excellent Deborah, she is alike feminine, natural, and American. We can never consent to bestow on her the mantle which fell from the shoulders of another — she is one of our national glories — our Sedgewick. Nor would we bestow on Mrs. Sigourney the honored name borne by one whom all alike lament. Beside, the absurdity of classing as similar poetry of so different a style — whose only similitude is the occasional choice of sub- jects. We would have our gifted ones known by their own names — not as wearing a chaplet woven Essmj on American Literature. 67 from the faded leaves dropped from others' gar- lands. Our country, however, is now fully awak- ened, and our literary aspirants have learned that their true ambition must ever be to acquire dis- tinction as national writers. The field w^hich lies before them is an immense one — for the painter of society who seeks to catch the manners of liv- ing as they arise, there never could be finer studies than are to be found in our own land. Every variety of character may there be found : the eccentric backwoodsman, the haughty South- erner, the Quaker descendant of William Penn, the acute New Englander, and the thousand queer phases of character which abound in our Atlantic cities might furnish subjects enough for any rea- sonable satirist. For him who turning from the study of man devotes himself to the contempla- tion of the works of God, we could ask no nobler themes than our magnificent country can afford. The pathless forest with its dim, monastic aisles, the untrodden wilderness, the expansive lake, the silvery waterfall, the world-astounding cataract, the towering mountain, the broad prairie spread- ing like a lake of verdure, — all are there in match- less beauty to fill the eye and the imagination. The poet, the painter, need look no farther than their native soil to find subjects by which to im- mortalize themselves. Let them go abroad for study — let them enlarge their minds by commu- 68 Essay on American Literature. nion with their fellows in every clime. Let them gaze on the miraculous beauty of St. Peter's, on the exquisite proportions of the Venus de Medici, and become eloquent in praise of the glorious visions of beauty which throng the galleries of the nobles of other lands, but let them pay the debt they owe to the country of their birth. Let their hope of fame be so interwoven with her glory that the laurel would be worthless if it grew on another soil. Much is now doing for the cause of literature, but much yet remains to be done. Our young men must be taught that wealth is not the only good. The desolation which is now sweeping over the land, crushing down the golden harvest which men hoped to garner in their graneries, and, alas ! crushing with it many a noble spirit, might well teach them such a lesson. The resources of mental treasure are indeed incalculable, and happy is he to whom such wealth belongs. Our country now demands intellectual laborers. Our sons must be educated in such a manner that if suddenly summoned to act they may be ready. A mere military education was once sufficient for this — the man that could handle a musket was once ready to serve his country, but now we fight with other weapons. The cool head, the collected judg- ment, the warm patriotism, the undeviating in- tegrity of a statesman are now his noblest aims. Essay on American Literature. 69 It is not alone as a poet or a satirist that a man may rise to distinction. Every member who oc- cupies the floor in our houses of Congress is an object of attention to his fellow-citizens and to the assembled thousands of Europe. The Old World is calmly looking to see the result of the grand experiment of self-government, and surely it behooves us to use every effort for its suc- cess. ^' Let me make the songs of a nation, and I care not who makes its laws," said a skilful stu- dent of human nature. The laws of a country may be the best ever planned, but public opin- ion will sometimes rule in spite of them, and is it not then important that public opinion should be properly directed ? The same impulses which are wrought upon for purposes of disorderly demagogues might be wrought upon for good by better men. The amazing influence of newspapers will sufficiently prove what might be the influence of literature over the people. We are, generally speaking, an educated nation, and therefore its influence must necessarily be widely diffused. Who can doubt, therefore, the importance of possessing a literary class in society and a national literature. But before this can be accomplished our authors must be sufficiently encouraged to enable them to live by their mental rather than manual labor. Our poets must not be obliged to close the book of 70 Essay on American TAterature. nature while they pore over a dull ledger, or waste their fine powers on the columns of a daily newspaper. Our gifted delineators of character must not be obliged to steal a few brief moments for such pursuits from the toils of an arduous business or a laborious profession. The pleasant labors of the intellect are sufficiently severe with- out adding the task-work of worldly business. The lamp of life will waste quite soon enough when fed with midnight oil, without also con- suming its pure light over the dull details of a working-day world. €ljc disW of Cljilbtcu. MONG- the various forms under which the subject of human rights has been discussed, it seems strange that no one has attempted to define with accuracy and precision the rights of that portion of the inhabitants of earth who are destined soon to jostle us aside in the race of life. The claims of children we are willing to allow, but their rights we rarely take into consideration. The laws by which they are governed, though founded principally on the immutable basis of moral truth, are yet so modified by the caprice of those to whom has been deputed their execution, that their original meaning is often entirely lost. Every parent is his own commentator upon that system of laws; and it frequently happens in this, as in the tribunals of public justice, that, while moot- ing some trifling point of legal subtlety, the equity of the case is forgotten. There is no want of pa- rental love in the world, for God has wisely im- 72 The Rights of Children. planted iu our bosoms an instinct which awakens at the first feeble wail of infancy. Well is it for the creatures intrusted to our care that we do share this instinct with the beasts that perish. Well is it that a law of our being regulates our primary duties to the helpless little ones who come into the world to be a weariness to our hearts, even if they be not a burden to our hands. Well is it that we are not left to the cold calculations of reason in our first consciousness of these new duties and cares ! But the mere animal instinct which be- longs to all differs as widely from the true, de- voted, disinterested sentiment of parental tender- ness, as does the selfish policy of the mouthing demagogue from pure, elevated, enlightened pa- triotism. Children may be beloved, and yet may suffer great injustice and cruel wrong at the hands of those whose privilege it is to protect them from harm ; for it is difficult to say whether utter neglect is worse than the evils which grow out of a mistaken sense of duty, a vague and in- distinct idea of their rights, and a belief in the necessity of certain rules, which perhaps never ex- isted save in the mind of an injudicious parent. One of the first rights which children are dis- posed to claim is that of being instructed and en- lightened. As soon as they begin to take note of objects, their inquiring looks tell what their imperfect organs of speech fail to utter; and The Rights of Children. 73 as soon as tliey can frame language for their thoughts they ask questions. Everything is new and strange to them; objects of curiosity and in- terest surround them on every side, and they de- mand the information which is best adapted to their unfolding faculties. But how do we gener- ally respond to this claim ? The guardians of in- fancy are usually selected with infinitely less care than we should bestow npon the qualifications of a cook, since a certain degree of skill is requisite to the proper pampering of our appetites, while any one is supposed to be capable of '' tending baby." That poor scapegoat of a family, known as the '' little servant-girl," or a nursemaid, who is supposed to perform the duties of a foster-mother, just in proportion to the amount of her wages, is usually intrusted to imprint first impressions upon the waxen minds of our little ones. And surely the child whose dawning intellect is clouded by the mists of ignorance and folly, through this gross neglect of one of a parent's highest privi- leges, has been despoiled of one of its most solemn rights. Years may elapse ere the thick darkness which is thus allowed to settle on the infant mind is dissipated ; j^ears of weariness to the child, of anxiety to the parent; of self-distrust to the one, and of self-reproach to the other. Let us recur to the scenes of our own childhood, and endeavor to recall some of the moments in which light was 74 The Eights of Children. poured into our own souls. What do we remem- ber most vividly ? It is the precepts of the father to whose knee we climbed when the toils of the day were over, and the weary man sought rest in the bosom of domestic peace. It is the counsel of the mother who never silenced by rebuke the inquir- ing voice ; of the mother who threw aside book or work at the call of her child, and, seated on the floor amid our heap of infant toys, would share our sports while she imparted the golden trea- sures of daily wisdom. How futile are all the attempts of modern utility, all the schemes of '' philosophy made easy," etc., all the new methods of cheating children into the rudiments of science, compared with the varied and desultory, but im- pressive, instructions of the judicious parent, who, while possessing sufficient youthfulness of feeling to enjoy with her children the game of romps so essential to the overflow of their animal spirits, has yet sufficient tact and wisdom to seize the moment of quiet thoughtfulness to impress on their ductile minds the lessons of truth. Yes, children have a right to be instructed. They come to us fresh and pure from the hands of the Almighty, bearing on their souls the impress of his signet. It is for us to unfold the unwritten scroll, to inscribe it with the characters of moral truth, and to trace on it not only the oracles of nature, but also the interpretation of her dark The Rights of Children. 75 sayings. Another right which children possess in as great a degree as their elders is that of be- ing governed by fixed rules of conduct. What should we say of a state which, instead of promul- gating a code of laws for the direction of its sub- jects, left them entirely at the mercy of a ruler^s whims ? Yet wherein does such a despotic system differ from the domestic tyranny which fixes no boun- dary between right and wrong except such as the caprice of the parent may build up at the moment ? In most points, the moral code is the same in all well-regulated families; but the system of family government must necessarily differ. Every head of a household, like a patriarch of the olden time, is a ruler over his people, but all the general sys- tems of conduct that ever were propounded, all the guides to domestic happiness that ever ema- nated from the fertile brains of theorizers, will fail in enabling a man to fulfil the duties of so respon- sible a station, if his mind be not illumined by truth, and his heart filled with religious reverence. There must be one general system of government, and there must be an individual one, modified by the exigencies of special circumstances, but both must harmonize. Children must be taught the principles of the laws by which they are directed, and they should be fully informed of the meaning of every variation from the fixed rules. They 76 The Eights of Children. should not be constrained by the old despotic method, '^ Sic volo, sic jubeo." Such a species of tyranny awakens in a spirited child a sense of in- justice, while in a timid one it tends to crush all latent energy of character. During the first two or three years of infancy, the '^ sic volo'^ should be made to exert its proper influence in subject- ing the will of a creature too young to be made ac- quainted with moral restraints ; but when the time arrives (and it comes far sooner than we are will- ing to believe) when the mind is awakening to a perception of truth, and the child asks, "Why must I do so ! " no judicious parent will be content with answering, ''Sic jubeo." Let the expanding rea- son be enlightened, let the intellect be satisfied, let the young questioner feel that he is not expected to offer the slavish obedience of the ox or the ass; and be assured that if you have fulfilled your duty in the days of infancy, he will not hesitate in his obedience. A little while, and the remembrance that his questions on such points ever resulted in renewed assurance of his parent's superior judg- ment will silence all doubt, and produce in his mind the habit of silent, unquestioning submission. Surely the willing obedience of an enlightened and trusting spirit is far better than the reluctant deference of an impatient bondsman. Nothing can be more absurd in theory and more vile in practice than the attempt, in common parlance, to The Bights of Children. 77 " break the temper," and to ^' crusli the will." The force which seeks to subdue a determined will only increases its obstinate power of resistance, while if the power be exerted against a wayward rather than a strong will, the effect must necessarily be to produce weakness, irresolution, want of moral dignity, and almost of moral responsibility. No, let the temper be subdued, softened, modi- fied by every gentle and decided means ; let the will be directed by the precepts of the book of all truth ; let the mind be illumined with knowledge, and the heart purified by virtue, and then safely may we trust the hottest head and the most way- ward temper. Many a noble and spirited boy has been driven to desperation and destruction by the exercise of despotic power, suddenly assumed as a counterpoise to the evil results of the past unlim- ited injustice. Many a timid and sensitive child has been bowed down beneath a weight of tyranny which he could not comprehend, and in learning to submit to thraldom has learned to play the liar to his own soul. Children are entitled to more respect than is generally accorded them. There is in every young mind, unless perverted by indulgence, or indurated by unkindness, a certain quality, which cannot be better designated than by the term self- respect. Next to the restraints of religion and conscience, there is nothing which can erect so strong a barrier against the encroachments of vice 78 The Eights of Children. as this same quality. Yet in nine cases out of ten we confound self-respect with self-conceit, and attribute to the dictates of foolish vanity or per- verse pride those emotions of acute shame which are occasioned by the public rebuke, or the per- sonal degradation. A keen sense of shame is usu- ally accompanied with great sensitiveness of con- science, and when in the plenitude of our power we pursue a system which tends to blunt the one, we may be sure that we shall dull the perceptions of the other. Any kind of discipline which de- grades a child in his own eyes, or in those of his companions, is injurious to the character, and of all debasing, demoralizing influences, the worst is bodily fear. One of the most frightful pictures ever presented to the writer's mind was that af- forded by the convicts of Auburn prison as they were marched out from their workshops to their dining-hall, with locked step, folded arms, and faces turned toward their keepers. There were six hundred men, strong in body, active in mind, powerful in will — men who had faced crime in almost every shape, men who had learned to make daring and criminal deeds the very measure of their lives; yet were they subjected to the most implicit obedience, reduced to the most abject sub- missiori, crushed beneath the paralyzing weight of positive bodily fear. They dreaded the lash like base hounds ; and amid the deep traces of sin and The Rights of Children. 79 suffering written on their blasted brows, could be read the debasing influence of that system which sears the mind through the scars of the quivering body. It may be that there are characters which require the exercise of brute force to restrain their evil propensities; but let us at least hope that they are but few. The child who has been early taught the power of moral influences, whose perceptions have been fully awakened to the dignity of human nature by being made acquainted with its direct respon- sibility to God, its Creator and Preserver, who has been guided, restrained, directed, but never de- graded by the discipline which his youth required, will be found to be one of the noblest of the hu- man race. And is there not another species of respect to which children are entitled ? " Let no- thing impure enter here, for this is the abode of infancy," might be inscribed in letters of gold on the portal of every nursery. How often does the idle song, the ribald jest, or the loose conversa- tion uttered by those who believe themselves safe in a child's youth and ignorance, contaminate for ever the snowy purity of the infant mind ! How often does the want of that sensitive delicacy which is, as it were, the blush of the soul, that in- stinctive dread of everything like the shadow of evil, how often does the lack of this quality in the guardians of childhood lay the foundation of 80 The Rights of Children. shamelessiiess in after lite ! How much of the recklessness of vice, and its distrust of virtue, may be traced to the indiscriminate associations of the nursery and the boarding-school! In the course of a discussion which I once heard respect- ing the moral tendency of Bulwer^s writings, a lady of the company gave the following testimony : ^^ I was one day reading aloud for a friend," said she, '^ one of Bulwer's most fascinating novels, and, while thus engaged, my daughter, a child of some ten years of age, entered and seated herself beside me. I was in the midst of one of his most impassioned scenes ; the language was full of elo- quence and beauty, yet my cheek burned as I pursued the theme. My eye glanced timidly down the page in advance of my voice, as if I feared to give utterance to all that might come, and at length, with some plausible excnse, in order to avoid exciting curiosity by my sudden change of purpose, I closed the book. I well knew that the spotless mind of my child could not be sullied by the burning words which she could not compre- hend, but the presence of purity was a reproach to passion, and I dared not insult the dignity of unconscious innocence." What a commentary upon the book ! What an example to those who know naught of the respect due to childhood ! But the right which most closely appertains to The Bights of Children. 81 these little people, and one which most materially affects their after life, is one which, strange to say, is often least regarded. It is the right to en- joy a happy childhood. You look surprised, gen- tle reader. Did you labor under the mistake of supposing all children happy? You were never more deceived. Gay and thoughtless and merry they may be, for there is a sense of animal enjoy- ment in their young life which ever utters its voice in mirthfulness, but how few can you find in whom is a fountain of pure, deep joy ever bubbling up from the heart to the lips? How few are there who are habitually cheerful without the excitements of amusements and companion- ship. We take great pains to procure pleasures for our children, but rarely do we study the art of making them happy. Regard, for instance, the children of those fond and i jdulgent parents who seem to forget that there are any other claims upon them than those of parental love. Look into the nursery strewed with fragments of costly toys, remnants of the whim of yesterday ; observe the varied appliances which nurture them into feebleness, the delicate food which pampers diseased appetite, the rich attire which awakens selfish vanity, and the un- limited devotion to their caprices which governs the whole household. Every day brings a new pleasure j something is constantly in prospect for 82 The Bights of Children. their gratification, and the time, the wealth, and the talents of those fond parents are lavished to confer happiness upon their idols. But how do they succeed 1 Let the fragile health, the dissatis- fied temper, the peevish indifference, the revolting selfishness of the indulged and sated creatures, an- swer. Their happiness has been sought through the medium of the senses alone. They have been gratified in every appetite, but the moral sources of enjoyment have never been opened to them. Selfish desires have been forced into premature development, and the result is satiety and dis- content. The childish voluptuary must suffer the same penalty which awaits sensual indulgence in later life; but woe unto those who hang so fear- ful a weight upon the wings of a pure and sinless spirit ! Let us reverse the picture, and look into the domestic circle of one of those mistaken men who find sin in everything beautiful or joyful in the world, and " seek to merit heaven by making earth a hell." Carefully, conscientiously, ay, with deep agony of spirit, has he unfolded to his chil- dren the sinfulness of their hearts, the utter de- pravity of their natures, and the certainty of their eternal condemnation. The God whom his chil- dren ought to address as their Father in Heaven wears to them the semblance of a stern and vin- dictive Judge. This beautiful world they are taught to regard but as a field of snares and pit- The Rights of Children. 83 falls, while the resources of intellectual life are to them but so many temptations of the Evil One. Self-denial, not the voluntary surrender of sel- fish wishes to the impulses of a noble and gener- ous soul, but the self-denial of a mean calculation, which by a sacrifice now hopes to secure a re- ward in future; a truckling, bargaining disposi- tion, which would fain buy God to favor by bod- ily penance, together with the carefulness of the steward who hid in a napkin the talent which should have been used to his Master's honor, are enjoined upon them by every threat and promise. They are taught that just in proportion to their obstinate rejection of all pleasures now will be their fruition of heavenly joys, and the fearful words of Scripture, which might well appal the stoutest heart, ^^ He that otfendeth in one point is guilty of all," are written as in letters of blood upon the door-posts of their houses. Oh ! if there be a deep and damning sin, next in blackness only to the guilt of deliberately seducing youth into vice, it is that of turning into such a bitter draught of gall and wormwood the pure upspringings of early devotion. There is an instinctive, impulsive sense of religion in every young, pure heart, an innate reverence for the good, an intuitive perception of the beauty of holiness ; and woe unto those who check the spontaneous effusions of gratitude, by depicting to the mental view a God of judgment 84 The Rights of Children. rather than of mercy. Happiness is ever allied with goodness, and the happiest child is that one who has been fully disciplined in every dut}^ Let a child be taught the religion of love, and not of fear; let every day afford him a new lesson of forbearance toward others, and control over him- self ; let every selfish impulse be repressed by noble motives of action ; let his mind be enlight- ened by knowledge best adapted to his faculties, and then let him be surrounded by everything that can make life bright and beautiful. Send him out into the woods and fields to study the works of God, and to acquire health of body, and vigor of mind, beneath the blessed influences of the free air and blessed sunshine. Let him enjoy to the very utmost all the simple pleasures which nature affords to the unpolluted heart, and thus, amid all things joyous, will he acquire the elas- ticity of mind and cheerfulness of temper which are such effectual aids in life to after sorrows. Salutary, indeed, in later years, are the iufluences of a happy childhood. Sorrow may cloud each coming day, and fear may haunt the distant fu- ture; guilt may have stained the hand, and vice may have blackened the heart, but from the depths of degradation and sorrow and crime will men look back to the scenes of their earliest youth with a yearning tenderness. And if those scenes are clad in the sunshine of happiness, if they can TJie Rights of Children. 85 behold there ever the good, the beautiful, and the true, who can tell with what saving power such remembrances may come to the world-wearied and sin-stained soul ? It is not for us to guard from life's manifold ills the precious beings intrusted to our care, but we can at least impart the bless- ing of happiness in those years when impressions are most easily fixed in unchangeable truthfulness. We can make them happy in childhood, happy not in pampered indulgence, not in unrestrained license, not in ascetic penance, but in the daily exercise of duties, in the consciousness of moral dignity, in the enjoyment of all pure pleasures. Let us look upon them as rational and responsible beings, never forgetting that their responsibility as moral agents imposes a double duty upon those whose privilege it is to lead their faltering steps from the threshold of life to the portal of eternity. Cotiniia* ■ N a certain evening in the year 1808, a brilliant party was assembled in the splendid mansion of M, Hottinger^ the rich banker of Geneva. All that wealth and taste could provide for the entertain- ment of guests was there gathered in profusion, and never had there been a finer display of the beauty and gaiety of that distinguished city. But there was one attraction which upon this occasion far outvied all others — for fashion was just then shedding its benignant smile upon a true child of genius ; and the authoress of '' Co- rinna/' who was enjoying, not the first, but cer- tainly the most wide-spread triumphs of her lite- rary renown, was the star of the splendid festival. The strikingly original character of this noble work, its high-toned sentiment, its fine poetic spirit, and its exquisite pictures of Italy, that treasure-house of classical reminiscence, all com- Corinna. 87 bined to make it the most remarkable production of the age. The general belief, too, that in the gifted heroine was depicted the author's self (a belief which is now known to be erroneous*), gave intensity to the interest with which this distin- guished woman w^as greeted in society, and wher- ever she appeared she was welcomed by crowds of admirers. In the midst of a magnificent saloon, surrounded by a large circle of delighted listeners, was seated the woman to whom the united suffrages of soci- ety had given the name by which she is still known, — "the Corinna of her age." She was no * It is now believed, and with much reason, that in her deline- ation of the character of Co- rinna, Mme. de Stael drew upon the stores of memory rather than imagination. A friend of her early years, Mademoiselle Braun, a Danish lady, was the original of this portrait, which, exaggerated as it seems, scarcely does justice to the wonderful charms of the real woman. She is said to have been extremely beautiful and graceful, and to have been mistress of all the continental languages at the early age of thirteen, while her skill in music, her great power in the higher walks of dramatic representation, and, above all, her superb talent for improvisa- tion, obtained her the most bril- liant success in the best society of Europe. Even the jealous Romans listened to her with delight, and Canova, who ex- pressed in everlasting marble the poetry of his nature, was enraptured with the Scandina- vian enchantress, whose ex- ceeding grace, he confessed, had greatly aided his own ideal sense of beauty. Mademoiselle Braun accompanied Mme. de Stael to Italy, and while in Rome she met Count Ludwig de Bom- belles, ambassador from the court of Austria to Tuscany, whom she afterward married. 88 Gorinna. longer young, but time had contented himself with developing the full proportions of her noble figure without venturing yet to lay upon her a despoiling hand. Her person was large, stately, and commanding, and the effect of her queenly bearing was increased by a rich and peculiar style of dress, which, without departing widely from the fashion of the day, was yet decidedly pictur- esque and characteristic. Her eyes were magnifi- cent, large, black, lustrous, and full of expression; her small hand and snowy arms were as beautiful as if modeled after a sculptor^s dream of sym- metry ; but, alas ! these constituted Corinna's only claim to a woman's dower of loveliness. Even her most extravagant admirers could find no trace of beauty in those heavy features, whose rapid play of expression and extreme mobility seemed to bring out in stronger relief their total want of regularity. Corinna had never been popular in general society. Men could not forgive the ugli- ness of a woman who possessed such superiority of intellect, for the two qualities involved a double sin against themselves. Women were startled by her fearless strength of mind, her frank expression of opinions, and her want of courtly stratagem and tact. They might have excused her mental excellence on the ground of her utter deficiency in feminine loveliness, but they shrank from one who could become the exponent of many a hidden Gorinna. 89 thing in woman's heart, and who was also guilty of the heinous offense of daring to dress and act independently of the prescribed laws of fashion. Yet all wondered at her, many admired her, and some appreciated and loved her. Her soul was full of energy ; she grasped every idea with almost masculine firmness, while she analyzed every sub- ject with the delicate perceptions of a woman. She seemed to revel in a sense of power; there was a reckless outpouring of her strength on all occasions, which the world mistook for presump- tion and arrogance, but which was, in fact, only an overwhelming sense of pleasure in the exercise of her restless faculties. She had little of the craftiness which nature ever bestows on weaker animals. There was a fearless truthfulness in her nature which scorned the petty concealments to which women are trained from the cradle ; but in her noble contempt of deception, she went al- most too far, and amid the false conventionalisms of society, she became almost brusque and stern. Yet was her heart full of womanly tenderness, and abounding in all human charities. She knew that her gifts were perilous ones to a woman's happi- ness; she knew that on her had been bestowed few of those endowments which win the love that women are born to prize. Yet how nobly she bore this knowledge may be conjectured from the fact that the chosen friend and companion, both 90 Gorinna. of her solitary and social hours, was the lovely Mme. de Recamier, whose beauty was so remark- able that, when in London, she was compelled to wear a thick veil in order to avoid the rudely expressed homage of a not over-refined popu- lace. Is it to be wondered at, if the renowned Co- rinna should value those gifts of genius which she hoped would recompense her for the denial of personal attractions? Is it surprising if, in the brilliant circles of such society as she now drew around her, she should give herself up to the joy of those triumphs which her genius had achieved? And is it strange that they who envied the powers they could not appreciate, should mistake the plea- sure for the arrogance of power ? On the evening of which we speak, Corinna had been wonderfully brilliant, and had excited general admiration by her ready wit, her beautiful poetic fancies, and her striking apothegms, which seemed less the result of past reflection than the effect of sudden intuition. Every one seemed to have either shared her success or to have admired her at a distance, and, in the plenitude of her gratified pride, she appeared the admired, the flattered, the excited, perhaps the vain woman. '^ Had she been less brilliant in conversation," says Chateaubriand, ^' she would have loved the world less, and would have been ignorant of its petty passions. To render her perfect, she needed not a virtue more, Corinna. 91 but a talent less.'' This remark from the lips of cotemporary genius is as true as it is beautiful. The mind that feared not to brave the vengeance of Napoleon yet suffered from the petty stings of narrow-souled envyj and the neglect of society was as painful to the gifted woman as its appre- ciation was gratifying. Among M. Hottinger's guests was a young sol- dier, a native of Geneva, whose striking beauty of person, added to a certain lofty and spiritualized expression of countenance, had early attracted the notice of Corinna. She observed that he mingled not with those who clustered around her, where she sat enthroned like a priestess whose words were oracles. With the usual perversity of hu- man nature, which ever finds double interest in that which seems difficult of attainment, the eyes and thoughts of the lady wandered again and again toward the indifferent spectator of her suc- cess. She inquired his name, and learned that Captain de Rocca was an officer in the army of Napoleon; that he was without influence or fortune, but well born, gifted with indomitable courage, possessing talents of a high order, and occasionally giving evidences of a character deeply tinged with that romance which, in earlier times, would have made him a '^ preux chevalier." But she had no opportunity of testing the truth of these things, for he studiously avoided a presen- 92 Corinna. tation to the literary star, and seemed content to while away the hours in the merry dance or the gay gossip of the fair and young. Toward the close of the evening, accident brought Corinna almost beside the young soldier, although the heavy folds of some ornamental drapery pre- vented him from discovering her proximity. A friend with whom he was conversing was pouring forth a glowing eulogium upon her talents, and with an interest for which she could not account. The lady half paused to catch De Rocca's reply. "EUe est bien laide" (She is ugly enough), was the half-indolent, half-scornful answer of the young officer. And this was all. He had no ear for her musical voice, no eye for her exceeding grace, no soul for her high thoughts — he noted nothing but personal defects. For an instant Co- rinna's lip grew pale, and a cold shudder pervaded her frame. In the excitement of the moment, she had lost all painful sense of outward identity ; she had forgotten the brand which stamped her as one shut out from womanly hope. This sudden and cruel recall to a bitter consciousness came with double force in an hour of surpassing triumph. But cold eyes were looking upon her ; and, sum- moning her pride to her aid, she swept by the of- fender with a half smile, while she playfully chal- lenged the friends who had heard the remark, to afford her an opportunity of avenging herself. Corinna. 93 What were her real feelings may be surmised, but they were never expressed, for with the morrow came the tidings that De Rocca was ordered to join his regiment without delay. The army was sent into Spain for the purpose of upholding the power of the new king w^hich Napoleon had given to the country; and ere the close of another day, the young officer was far distant from Geneva and Corinna. Time passed on, and amid the trials and troubles which assailed her, Mme. de Stael had ceased to think of the offense or the offender, w^hen she accidentally encountered De Rocca soon after his return from the disastrous Spanish campaign. He was now invested with all the honors of heroism, for he had performed prodigies of valor in the field -, and the price at which his fame had been won w^as shown in his bowed form and pallid features. He had received incurable wounds, from the effects of which his health was gradually declining; and the bold hardihood of his noble spirit had been crushed beneath the mor- tification of a defeat against which no single- handed bravery could contend. He was no longer the gay and light-hearted youth, looking only on the surface of things, and trusting to his good sword to carve his way to fortune and honor. The stately beauty of his person was faded, the fire of his soul was quenched ; he was feeble from bodily suffering, and subdued by mental grief. But his 94 Corinna. thoughts took refuge in their secret sanctuary; he was more unworldly, more intellectual, and the pure light of spiritual influences illumined the countenance from which the glow of outward life had departed. The tale of De Rocca's heroic valor had reached Corinna's ears, and when she read in his changed appearance the evidence of his sufferings, her soul was touched with compassion. She accosted him with kindly sympathy, and he who had scorned the proud charms of the genius was melted before the sweetness of the gentle and tender woman. An acquaintance now commenced, which was soon ripened into intimacy by the claims of gratitude on the one side, and the gifts of sympathy on the other. In the wreck of health and hopes, De Rocca was compelled to seek for some means of an honorable subsistence, and ere long the noble-minded Corinna proposed that he should fulfil the responsible and confidential duties of her amanuensis. How little could it have been foreseen that the accidental and disagreeable meeting which took place a few years before would have resulted in such a friendship as had now grown up between them. Months swiftly glided away. De Rocca was now occupying apartments in Castle Coppet, sitting daily at its hospitable board, and sharing the every thought of its gifted mistress, as his Corinna. 95 ready pen noted the eloquent utterance of her hiirh soul. Had he found her a mere creature of intellect, his task would have been one of little danger, for the affections wake not at the voice of mental power. But Corinna was a being full of tender emotion, sympathizing with all who suf- fered, abounding in charity and goodness, bestow- ing the most winning kindliness on the humblest domestic in her household, considerate for the comfort of all, ever generous and self -forgetting, and exercising her genius only as a means of ele- vating the daily charities of life. To the world her talents were like a lofty beacon-light, illumin- ing a wide waste of darkness; but to those who dwelt within the influences of her home, they were like a bright household fire, giving warmth and cheerfulness to all around. De Rocca saw all these things, and his heart was disquieted within him. He could not comprehend the struggles of his own soul; he could not believe that his nature was seeking the recognition of its ideal in the glorious being with whom he was now daily associated. And as little could Corinna dream that now, when her head was bowed beneath the weary weight of its laurel crown, when time had furrowed her brow, and grief had saddened her spirit, she should be the object of a love so tender and enduring. One evening De Rocca sat alone in the library; many papers lay before him which needed to be 96 Corinna. arranged on the morrow, and as he wearily re- sumed his pen, he heard the roll of the carriage- wheels which bore Corinna to a gay party in Geneva. He was too feeble and broken-spirited to find pleasure in such scenes of excitement, yet now, as he listened to the sound that reminded him of the brilliant circles of which the baroness was ever the ornament, he felt unutterably wretched. Leaning his head on his clasped hands, he gave himself up to the bitter fancies which his condition awakened. With a feeling of hopeless anguish, such as he had never before known, he forced himself to look into his own heart, and he beheld there a love, deep, fervent, yet, as it seemed to him, worse than frantic, for one whose years far outnumbered his, whose position elevated her be- yond his loftiest aims, and whose renown made her so shining a mark for the shafts of envy and calumny. Silent, almost stirless, he sat, while the shiver of sudden pain, or the mechanical gesture by which he wiped from his high, pale brow the big drops of agony, alone disturbed his statue-like stillness. How long he thus dwelt amid his fear- ful thoughts he knew not, but hours passed away unheeded, and he awoke not from his trance of feeling until a light hand was laid upon his shoul- der, and a gentle voice addressed him in accents of wondering sympathy. He looked up, and Co- rinna stood before him decked in the rich array Corinna. 97 which she had worn at the gay scene she had just quitted. She had seen the light as she passed the library on her way to her dressing-room, and fear- ing lest De Rocca was overtasking his strength in her service, she had entered the apartment unper- ceived by its melancholy inmate. "You are early returned, madame/' was the stammering salutation of De Rocca, as he started from his reverie, and rose hastily from his chair. " Not so, monsieur ; the night is rapidly wearing away, but the flight of time has been forgotten by you while watching the vagrant wanderings of thought," replied the lady. "You are sad, my friend," continued she ; " have you any new sor- row which sympathy may alleviate ; or think you that I have not the right to comfort, or the privi- lege of sharing your confidence?" De Rocca gazed for an instant into the superb eyes which were bent tenderly upon him ; then, as if the tide of feeling overpowered him, he poured forth all the wild dreams which had so absorbed his soul. He told her of the deep love which had sprung up within his heart ; he pictured the wild and fervid tenderness which he could no longer subdue or repress; he uttered those eloquent breathings of the soul which woman never hears without a thrill of sympathizing if not responsive emotion, and then, kneeling before her, he bent his head until his lips almost met the small, white 98 Corinna. hand he deemed it sacrilege to profane with a touch, and bade her farewell forever. Corinna's whole frame shook as she listened to his burning words. Her lips were blanched and her cheek was like ashes as she bowed her proud forehead until it rested on the dark locks of her youthful lover. A moment, a blissful moment, of silent emotion ensued, and then, rising, she paced the room with hurried steps 5 at length she paused. '^Are you not deceiving yourself in this matter, De Rocca!" she exclaimed, while the faltering tones of her musical voice betrayed her interest in the question. ''Do you really believe I can contribute to your happiness!^' '' More than all earth beside," was the patient reply. " Yet you would leave me, — you would shun my presence." ''I would, madame; for I dare not yield myself to the dangerous fascination of your society. I have not strength to endure such a fiery trial." " These are strange words, De Rocca. Do you forget that I am no longer young — that you are addressing these words to one whose heart was withered ere its time ; to one who has passed the season of passion 5 to one who, from her very girl- hood, has learned to crush the deep yearnings of her nature, and to utter only through the lips of ideal beings the strong emotions of her soul ? " Corinna. 99 " I know you to be as a being of a higher and holier sphere. I know that in loving yon I am like the mad votary of the sun, who would fain pluck his idol from its lofty sphere, and dies be- neath its light." "Listen to me, my friend. From my youth I have ever struggled against those tender and passionate impulses which make the charm or the curse of woman's life. Wedded to one with whom I had no sympathy, yet coldly fulfilling every duty toward him until drawn from his side by my duty to our children when his affairs became inextri- cably embarrassed, and I was compelled to take refuge with my father ; again assuming my place near him when infirmity and illness rendered the services of a friend essential to him ; and finally closing his eyes, and receiving his last sigh with a regret growing out of benevolence and habitude — such has been my experience of domestic hap- piness. I was cut off from a woman's sweetest privilege, that of loving and being loved, aud I sought the only true vocation which remained for me. I trod the path of literature with a step ren- dered firmer by that unquenchable thirst which I hoped to slake in the fountain of knowledge, and I have won deep draughts from that enduring stream. I have gained fame beyond my hopes, but never have I satisfied my pining want of sym- pathy — never has my search for quiet happiness 100 Corinna. been rewarded. My children love me fondly, but my renown has come between me and them ; they love and honor and revere me, but they venture not to enter my heart of hearts -, they minister not at the cold shrine of my womanly instincts. Time and the weight of long repression have chilled my wild and vain regrets. I cannot now yield myself up to the allurements of the passion- ate love which would once have made my life like a dream of heaven. But there is still within me a capacity for friendship tender and true ; for friendship which is, perhaps, only a sweeter and more enduring form of the Proteus love. You are necessary to my happiness, dear Albert ; you have sympathies and aifections which meet the exigencies of my nature. We must not part." ^' We must — alas! we must part. It is dying a thousand deaths to live thus. I must leave you while I yet have power." ^^ Not if this hand can stay you, Albert," was the low-breathed reply. ''What mean you, madame?" " Must I speak more plainly 1 I offer you this hand — you have not sought it, but will you value less the gift which is freely and frankly proffered — the gift which will confer on you the right to love me as your wife 1 Nay, nay," continued the noble woman, as De Rocca, overcome by love and gratitude, and murmuring the incoherent words Gorinna. 101 of passion, sank at her feet; ''pain me not by this wild emotion. I will be your wife, Albert; but there will be sorrow, and it may be shame, in our union, for the world must not know of the bond which unites us. For your sake, as well as for that of my children, I would shun the cold sneers of those who could not appreciate the pure ten- derness which binds our hearts. I dare not brave the ridicule of a world that looks only on the sur- face of things. I will be your wedded wife, De Rocca, but in secrecy shall you claim my faith, and while we will live for each other's happiness, we will wait until death has set the seal of un- changeable ness upon our hearts ere we suffer cold and scornful eyes to look upon our sacred bond of faith." A true and full biography of Madame de Stael yet remains to be written; but those who have gathered up fragments of her history — those who have dwelt with interest upon every detail of that gifted and extraordinary woman, whom Byron, after an intimate acquaintance, justly styled " the incomparable Corinna," will have no difficulty in discerning the truth of the foregoing sketch, through its adornments of fancy. The acquain- tance of Madame de Stael with De Rocca occurred under the circumstances I have related, and her marriage with him a few years afterward is also a matter of history. Their union was never pub- 102 Corinna. licly acknowledged, although universally believed. They were devoted in their attachment to each other, and Corinna, wearied with the excitement of renown, enjoyed in the retirement of Coppet a few brief years of quiet domestic happiness. Her fears for De Rocca's failing health alone marred her peace, and yet he for whom only she seemed to live was destined to survive his gifted wife. Madame de Stael died on the 14th of July, 1817, and in her will she avowed her marriage, enjoin- ing it upon her children to make it known to the world. De Rocca survived her but six months; his overwhelming grief, acting upon a frame en- feebled by many wounds, soon destroyed him. He was nearly twenty years younger than the ob- ject of his passionate affection, having barely at- tained his thirtieth year at the period of his death. Madame de Stael was the mother of four children, to whose moral and intellectual culture she devoted great care. While she was in England she re- ceived tidings of the death of her second son, a youth of twenty, who was killed in a duel, his head being literally severed from his body by a saber cut. Her eldest child inherited the title of his father and the estate of his mother, and was noted for his zeal in the dissemination of the Bible throughout Europe. He is, I believe, since dead. The Duchesse de Broglie, her only daughter, died a few years ago, and how estimable was the wor- Cor i una. 103 thy daughter of such a mother may be judged from the heartbroken expression of her husband, the excellent duke. " I am not blighted, but with- ered at the root," said he, when alluding to his bereavement. Auguste De Rocca, the only child of Madame de Stael's second marriage, still survives, and is said to inherit much of the wit and talent for which his mother was renowned. ^oob.ies of tjjc Qi^inb. THE OLD PORTRAIT. We are the stuff That dreams are made of, and om' little life Is rounded by a sleep. WAS amused and interested by a dis- cussion which I heard a few days since, between two persons who were my near neighbors on board a — ferrj^-boat. They had been in close conversation when they entered the cabin, and as they did not lower their tones I soon discovered that the dapper, neatly whiskered, dogmatic little man beside me was a young physician who had just been ground out by the '^saw-bones" mill and was not yet sifted, if one might judge by the husks of learning which seemed mingled with the good grain. His com- 104 Moods of the Mind. 105 panion, a modest, pale-faced, sickly-seeming Ger- maij, evidently regarded him with much respect, and listened to him as if there was no possible ap- peal from his opinions. " Depend upon it, sir/' said the doctor; '^depend upon it, there is a great deal of misconception about this matter; a person who dreams cannot be said to be asleep." (This was a startling propo- sition, by the way, to one who is an accomplished sleeper and a most inveterate dreamer.) ^^ You may rely upon it that no person ever enjoys a quiet, natural, healthful sleep if his mental faculties are awake," he continued, tapping his little cane most determinedly against the toe of his boot. ^^ But," said the German timidly, ^' you surely do not mean to say that the habit of dreaming argues an unsound state of the physical system ! There are persons who enjoy the most robust health, and yet whose faculty for dreaming is almost an idiosyn- crasy." '' Impossible, my dear sir !" — and the doctor com- pressed his lips with the air of a man who knows he is right. '' The mental faculties slumber with the corporeal functions; the man who is under the influence of a profound, healthful sleep is, in a manner, dead to all impressions; unconsciousness, a total forgetfulness of every mental and bodily capacity, is necessary to the enjoyment of repose. No, sir; slumber may bring dreams, but sleep 106 Moods of the Mind. - must be unbroken by the vagaries of the imagi- nation ; therefore a man is not asleep when he dreams." This was uttered in such Johnsonian style, there was such a bridling up of the neck, such a peculiar pigeon-breasted swelling out of the speaker's per- son, as if he would have said, I am Sir Oracle, and when I ope My mouth, let no dog bark, that his companion was silenced if not convinced. At this moment the boat touched the wharf, and I soon lost sight of the interlocutors ; but as I wended my way I could not help thinking how much cause I had to feel pity for myself; for, if the doctor's theory were true, from my childhood to the present hour I had never slept. Right sorry should I be to believe any such ma- terial doctrine. Sad, indeed, would be my privation if compelled to relinquish my nocturnal wander- ings in the fairyland of dreams. Surely, when Darkness shows us realms of light We never saw by day, we may rejoice in the brightness and beauty of that spirit-life which we can never enter while the Moods of the Mind. 107 fetters of clay cling as closely as they do in our waking hours! Day has its cares and its toils, its anxieties and its doubts, its vexations and its sor- rows ; scarcely does a sun rise and set without the destruction of some fair scheme, the withering of some green hope. Amid the glare of sunshine we live, and move, and suffer j it brings us active, sentient life; but it is all external — the world claims us, a,nd the energies of the soul are all em- ployed by, and for the service of, the perishing body. But when night closes around us — when the brow of Heaven is wearing its coronal of stars — when the far-sweeping breeze comes with lulling music to the ear wearied with the turmoil of the world, then is it not sweet to lie down on our couch of nightly rest, and with the accents of prayer upon our lips, and thoughts of tenderness concentrating within our hearts like honey-dew in the petals of a flower, to close the eyes of the body in calm slum- ber, while the mind awakens in unfettered vigor to tread the realms of space and range the glorious spirit-land of dreams ! Strange that the mind has this power to roam at large ! strange that it is thus privileged to annihilate time and space in its un- checked career ! Yet methinks the only idea that a finite mind can form of infinitude is derived from this wonderful faculty, which enables us to con- dense a life into an hour. 108 Moods of the Mind. Sleep has its own world, And a wide realm of wild reality, And dreams in their development have breath, And tears, and torture, and the touch of joy ; They leave a weight upon our waking thoughts. They take a weight from off our waking toils ; They do divide our being ; they become A portion of ourselves as of our time, And seem like heralds of eternity. But there is another mood of mind far more wonderful than that which admits us through the ivory portal of dreams. There are moments when a peculiar retroversive vision is given to the sonlj when, amid scenes which have never before met the bodily eye, a sudden consciousness of a pre- existence in which they were once familiar comes over the spirit. Who has not experienced that in- stant insensibility to mere outward impressions, while the soul was looking back through the vista of memory and beholding there precisely the same objects which were vainly addressing themselves to the external senses ? Who has not paused in painful wonder at the discovery that the material things which surrounded him were but the tangi- ble forms of some shadowy reminiscence ? Who has not felt, at some especial moment, that the present was to him but a renewal of a bygone scene, and that his mind was wandering in a vague past, where all was dim, dark, and troublous to the spirit ? Moods of the Mind. 109 The speculations into which my subject has un- consciously led me remind me of a singular in- stance of hallucination, or perhaps of clairvoyance — according as one chooses to determine— in the case of a personal friend, which occurred some years since. Mrs. L was one of the most quiet, gen- tle, womanly creatures that I have ever known. Intelligent and well informed, without being posi- tively intellectual in her tastes, her varied accom- plishments gave her brilliancy in society, while her kindliness of heart made her a decided favor- ite with all who came near enough to share it. With just enough imagination to adorn, but not to outshine, her other qualities, with sufficient sen- timent to give depth of tone to the lights and shades of her character, and destitute of a single strongly developed passion, she always appeared to me peculiarly happy in the possession of one of those unexcitable tempers which ever secure content. She was pensive more than melancholy, And serious more than pensive, and severe, It may be, more than either; and had I been called to designate one who looked neither into the vague past nor the dim future, but found enjoyment in the tranquil present, I 110 Moods of the Mind. should have pointed to my pretty and agreeable friend. An incident, trifling in itself, bnt leading to a singular development of character, showed me the folly of thus judging of another's nature, espe- cially when we have never been admitted to the intimacy of friendship until after the door of the inner sanctuary of the soul was closed against earthly sympathies. It happened one morning that I accompanied Mrs. L to the rooms of a celebrated picture- dealer, whom she wished to consult respecting the framing of a valuable painting she had recently received from Italy. The virtuoso was absent, but learning that he was expected to be at home in a short time, we determined to wait, and in the mean time to amuse ourselves with the various articles of taste and fancy with which his apart- ments were filled. I had been for some time lean- ing over a scagliola table, absorbed in the study of some exquisite cameos, when an exclamation from my companion, who had been occupied with the pictures, aroused me from my abstraction. As I looked up I beheld her standing opposite a paint- ing, but her close bonnet entirely concealed her face from me, and conjecturing that she had dis- covered something of superior merit, I stepped up behind her to observe it also. It was only a portrait of a man in the prime of Moods of the Mind. Ill life : an old portrait, for the surface was in some places cracked and broken, while the unframed canvas showed on its edges the discoloration as well as the rents of time. But never did I see a face to which the doubly significant word ^' fasci- nating" could be so exactly applied. The broad, high forehead was bare, while the long chestnut curls which fell back from its expanse were so mellowed into the background of the picture that the outline of the head was undefined, and the charm of vagueness was thus given, as if the face was looking out from behind a curtain, or rather from the indistinct gloom of a chamber. The eyes were large, dark, and dreamy, with that sad but not sorrowful drooping of the delicately cut lids, that downward bend of the outer corner, which ever denotes the world- sated rather than the wounded spirit. But the mouth was the most peculiar feature, for the upper lip was curled like a bow at its utmost tension, and rested with so slight a pressure upon the full softness of its fel- low that one almost expected to see it expand with smiles at the beholder^s gaze. The rounded and beardless cheek was almost too massive in its downward sweep, and the chin, though Napoleon- esque in its outline, had that heaviness of finish which marks the influence of the animal nature j but the coloring of the face — its pale, clear, yet not effeminate hue — the dark, well-defined brows 112 Moods of the Mind. arching over those superb eyes — the shadow flung upon the cheek by those fringed eyelids — the deep, rich color of the womanish mouth — the softness of the flesh-tints — and, above all, the almost serpent-like fascination of expres- sion which pervaded the whole countenance, all combined to form a most remarkable and beauti- ful physiognomy. The costume was that of the time of George II., and a diamond star on the breast of the gold-embroidered coat bore witness to the rank of him whose pictured semblance was without a name to designate its claims to our re- spect. Beautiful was that face in its calm immo- bility — how gloriously beautiful must have been the flashings of the soul through such exquisite features, when that eye was lighted up with life, and that lip was eloquent with passionate emo- tion ! Yet even while my fancy conjured up the image of such a being, those instincts which in woman^s heart are ever true, if the world have not checked their honest teachings, made me recoil from the creature of my imagination. Something in those delicate features, something in that sweet sadness of the eye and lip, something in the almost girlish hand which lay half hidden in its point- lace ruffle, seemed to speak of the voluptuary — of one who with the holy fires of intellect had kin- dled a flame on the altar of sensual and selfish indulgence. Moods of the Mind. 113 But all these things were observed in much less time than is required for the description of them, and I was turning away with an expression of the mingled feeling that had been excited by the picture, when my attention was excited by the fixedness of Mrs. L 's attitude. Changing my position so as to obtain a view of her face, I was startled by the extraordinary change which had taken place in her appearance. With her tall figure drawn up to its full height, yet shrinking back as if alarmed, her arms folded tightly upon her bosom, and her hands grasping the drapery of her shawl, as if to veil herself from the eyes bent down upon her from the canvas, she stood entranced before the picture. Her face was ashy pale, her eyes dilated and vacant, her lips parted and almost livid in their hue, and her whole coun- tenance bore the impress of intense horror. Alarmed at her appearance, I addressed her, but without attracting her notice; I attempted to draw her away, but to my surprise I felt her arm as rigid as stone beneath my touch, while her whole attitude was that of one who is subjected to cataleptic influence. Gradually the spell which bound her faculties seemed to disperse, and as she slowly and sliud- deringly turned from the picture she fell almost fainting into my arms. ''Let us go — quick — let us go!" she gasped; 114 Moods of the Mind. and, terrified by her unusual agitation, I hurried her into the carriage. During our ride she did not utter a word, but when we reached her door she exclaimed, '' Do not leave me — I would not be alone just now"; and drawing her veil over her face, she hurried up to her apartment. As soon as we were alone and safe from intruders, she flung herself upon a couch and a violent flood of tears seemed somewhat to relieve the dreadful tension of her nerves. It was long before she recovered from her excessive agitation, and all my attempts to soothe her were utterly useless until she had exhausted her excitement by indulgence; then, when her emotion had subsided into the deep calm which conies from utter feebleness of body, she unfolded to me one of the strangest moods of mind that it had ever been my fortune to discover. ''How long were we at Mr. 's room this morning?" she asked. " Perhaps a quarter of an hour," was my reply. " And how long did I stand before that dreadful picture f " " Not more than five minutes." ''And yet in that brief space the events of a whole life passed before me." "Your thoughts must have traveled with a speed like that which transported Mahomet to the seventh heaven, and restored him to his couch, before the vessel of water which had been over- Moods of the Mind. 115 turned in his ascent had lost one drop of its con- tents." " Nay, this is no jest ; it is to me sad and sober earnest. Let me teU yon, E , my ideas on the subject of preexistence." '^ My dear friend, you are nervous and excited; we had better not discuss such matters." ^^You think me a little egaree—jon mistake; my nerves have been shaken, but my mind is per- fectly unclouded. Ever since I have been able to look into my own nature I have been convinced that my present life is only the completion of an earthly probation which was begun long, long since." " What do you mean ! You are surely not in earnest?" ^'I never was more so in my life, and yet I scarcely know how to explain myself to you. There are persons who live and die with natures but half developed; circumstances call forth one set of feelings and faculties, while others are left dormant. Such I believe to be the case with the great proportion of men, and especially of women, in this world; and therefore it is that I have much charity for those who fall short of my standard of goodness, since there may be an infinite deal of latent virtue hidden in their hearts. But there are others among mankind who seem to have the use of only half their souls, not from the want of 116 3foods of the Mind. development, but rather from exhaustion of the faculties. Among the latter class I rank myself. I am calm, cold, and passionless ; never violently excited, never deeply depressed; kindly in my feelings, and warm but not ardent in my affections. Yet do I often feel within me the faint stirrings of a wild and passionate nature : a throe of the spirit which tells, not of repressed emotion, but rather of half-extinct capacity for suffering. In a word, I believe that in a former state of existence I have outlived my passions. ''You are surprised. I tell you my life is full of vague memories of a dark and troubled past. I am as one in a dream ; the things which surround me in actual life are entirely distinct from the ob- jects that are daily presented to my mental view as forming part of my existence. Often that strange, painful consciousness of some past scene precisely resembling the present comes over me, and I can scarcely determine whether it is the reality or the vision which most impresses me. My very affections seem to me rather like old habitudes of feeling, and when I look upon my children or listen to their merry voices, a dreamy consciousness of having, years since, heard the same ' sweet discord ' and gazed with a mother's pride upon creatures as fair and as dear, makes me doubt my own identity. ''That which is vague is always terrible, and Moods of the Mind. 117 my thoughts have gone out fearfully into that dark, cloudy past, seeking vainly to comprehend the wild memories that so disturb my present tranquillity. But to-day — to-day — I have seen a vision which has satisfied my quest. I had wan- dered listlessly about Mr. 's rooms this morn- ing, thinking only of beguiling the time until his return, when my eye fell upon the old portrait. You saw the effect it produced," — and she shud- dered at the recollection, — ^'but you could not know why it thus overpowered me. Now listen, and remember that I know well what I am saying; that I am perfectly calm and collected, and as sane in mind as yourself. " As my look became fastened on that superb face, a strain of low, unearthly music floated on the air, and suddenly I found myself in a gorgeous apartment, blazing with lights and filled with a gay company attired in the rich fashion of the olden time. A large mirror hung opposite me, and as I raised my eyes I saw reflected on its sil- very surface the image of a young girl moving in the stately mazes of the minuet with a handsome and graceful partner. I saw the blush which man- tled the maiden's cheek as her companion's deep, dark eyes rested upon her ; I beheld the quivering of her lip as she timidly replied to the courtly flatteries which were rather breathed than uttered from that exquisite mouth; I marked the trem- 118 Moods of the Mind. bling of her hand as it touched his in the evolu- tions of the formal dance; the very beatings of her heart as it bounded against her jeweled bodice were visible to me. That maiden was myself ; not a lineament was changed ; it was myself, wearing the same freshness of tint and frankness of ex- pression as in the youthful portrait which hangs in yonder recess, differing only in the costume, which was that in fashion a century ago ; while he who was thus awaking me to a consciousness of passionate existence was the living semblance of that nameless picture. ''Again that strain of music sounded; a mist came before my eyes, and as it cleared away I saw a wide and beautiful landscape. There were gent- ly swelling hills in the distance, enfolding, as it were, in their embrace one of those rich parks which are said to form so lovely a feature in Eng- lish scenery. Broad oaks stretched their gnarled branches over the soft, green turf, and here and there an antlered deer was seen bounding across the lawn-like verdure. But in the foreground of the picture was a closely shaded walk, where the boughs of the overarching trees had been carefully interlaced, so as to exclude every straggling ray of sunshine. A sweet and tender light, as soft as moonlight, but far warmer in its glow, filled the place, and there in that secluded spot sate a maiden on a mossy bank. The graceful form of her part- Moods of the Mind. 119 ner in the dance was bending over her in the atti- tude of protecting tenderness, and as she lifted her face confidingly toward the eyes which seemed radiant with affection, as she met their glance, I again recognized my own features. '^ Once more that faint melody swept by ; again my eyes were darkened, and the next scene showed me the arrangements of a joyous bridal. A gay company were assembled in a small but beautiful chapel, and, as if power had been given to my men- tal vision to embrace all objects whether great or small, I could distinctly trace the rich carvings of the clustered pillars and the grotesque corbels of the groined roof, while the flickering tints which fell upon the snowy vestments of the bridal party^ from the stained-glass window behind the altar, added gorgeousness to the scene. As the newly wedded pair turned from the shrine, while merry friends pressed round them with looks of pride and joy, I beheld again the familiar faces which twice before had met my view. '^ But the vision faded, the figures vanished, and a cloud seemed to arise, in which only the noble face of the portrait was visible. Presently the cloud shifted, as if moved by a passing breeze, and my own face, pale, tearful, and sad, looked out from its dim shadow. Again the cloud closed over the apparition, and thus, folding and unfolding, as we often see the edges of a thundercloud in the 120 Moods of the Mind. sky, it gave out alternate glimpses of the two faces as it altered its position and its form. But a change gradually came over the countenances of both ; my own became faded and sorrowful, while the cold sneer upon those bright lips, the keen glitter of those soft eyes, and an expression of bit- ter contempt in the scowl of that placid brow, con- verted its glorious beauty into the beauty of ^ archangel ruined.' "Again came that tone of music, but it was now dirge-like and mournful as it trembled upon my ear. The shadow passed away, and I beheld a funeral bier. A rigid form lay extended upon it, and a child of some ten summers knelt beside the body, while her sunny curls mingled with the dark locks which lay so lifelessly on the brow of the dead. As the child raised her head to wipe away her gushing tears I beheld the face of the de- parted, and again did I recognize my own features. A feeling of irrepressible horror crept over me, but I was compelled to gaze, while slowly, and as if emerging from the darkness of the distant apart- ment, came out the shadowy face of that old por- trait, as if bending over the cold lineaments of death. ^' At this moment you spoke to me, but I could not answer -, you touched me, but I was fixed and almost turned to stone ; nor could I move until the fearful vision had entirely vanished, and then, ex- Moods of the Mind. 121 hausted and almost lifeless, I found myself rest- ing in your arms, with that cold, calm picture looking quietly down upon me from the wall." Such was my friend's account of this most ex- traordinary fantasy, and without pretending to trace its source, or to explain the probable cause of such a mood of mind, I would only add that it was followed by a severe attack of brain-fever. She recovered, however, and lived several years, but never again gave the slightest evidence of any tendency to the vague speculations of which she had spoken to me ; though, as I afterward learned, she had vainly endeavored to purchase the old portrait, which had been sold, during her illness, to some unknown picture-fancier. I pretend not to elucidate the mystery of her changeful vision, or to define my own belief in her fanciful creed of preexistence. It is enough for me to know that our dreams, whether they be waking visions or nightly slumbering fantasies, often Pass like spirits of the past, and speak Like sibyls of the future. Addressed to a Distant Friend. Out upon Time ! who forever will leave But euougli of the past for the future to grieve O'er that which hath been and o'er that which must be. -^OUR melancholy letter of self-condo- lence, my dear and most wayward of friends, your eloquent but unreason- able regrets at having passed through "life's midway turnstile'' (to use your own quaint version of the poet's " mezza del cammen di nostra vita"), have awakened in me a train of reflections which, for your punishment, rather than with any hope of your edification, I shall offer to your serious consideration. There are few things so little understood, and yet so indispensable to the comfort of every child of earth, as the art of 122 Growing Old. 123 growing old. If I were a man (as, thank God, I am not; for among my many blessings I rank first that of being a woman), I would make it the sub- ject of a course of lectures; and should probably share the fate of other preachers, who, while eluci- dating truth, afford melancholy evidence, in their own persons, of the difficulty which ever attends its practical application. The reason why the matter now in question is so little comprehended, is very obvious. The subject is distasteful, and each one feels that there is yet full time for con- templating it afar off. We fancy ourselves still wandering on the confines of youth, or, at least, but just entering the dusty paths of middle life, when suddenly we find ourselves at the opening of a yawning ravine, down which we are irresisti- bly hurried by the crowd behind us ; and when we reach the cold, bleak, barren region of old age which lies below, we feel that we have yielded with an ill grace to the necessity which drove us from the busy scenes of active life. Age is certainly an evil, — necessary to our mortal being, doubtless, but only less terrible than death; and had not God implanted in our bosoms that strong love of life which makes us cling to mere existence, the King of Terrors would often be a less painful visi- tant than the graybeard Time. Who ever detected the first furrow on his brow, the first gray hair amid his flowing locks, without a pang! And yet 124 Orotving Old. methinks it were pastime to grow old, if age were only an external evil. If the deepened lines of the face, the despoiled honors of the brow, the faded light of the eye, were the only changes which Time brings, we might learn to look on him with indifference. But, alas ! he bears away other treas- ures; he defaces the bright beauty of the casket while he steals some of the richest gems which it contains. We lose the unselfish enthusiasm of youth — its generous ardor, its sweet confiding trust ; we learn to question our own impulses ; and the lesson which teaches us to mistrust our own nature, like all the other lessons of skepticism, offers nothing in exchange for the faith it would disturb. '^ It seems to me,'' says the warm-hearted and joyous-tempered Mme. de Sevigne, '4t seems to me that I have been dragged against my will to the fatal period when old age must be endured. I see it, I have come to it, and I would fain if I could help it go no farther, nor advance an- other step in the road of infirmities, of pains, of losses of memory, of disfigurements ready to do me outrage; and I hear a voice which says, ^You must go on in spite of yourself; or if you will not go on, you must die' ; and this is another extremity from which nature revolts. Such is the lot of all who advance beyond middle life. What is the resource ? To reflect on the will of God, and the universal law of being, and so restore Growing Old. 125 reason to her dominion, and be patient." They who would grow old gracefully must equally avoid too much haste, and too much delay in their pro- gress. They must neither wait to be jostled aside by younger competitors in the race, nor must they fling off too soon the rose-chains which held them in sweet bondage amid the bowers of youth- ful happiness. Nothing is more disgusting than an imbecile aping of gaiety and folly in old age, and nothing more painful than ther premature self- ishness and calculation of age in the glad season of youth. If I were called to give one short and comprehensive rule for growing old properly, I would say, ^'Cherish that health which is the next best gift to that of youth; let the mind ripen fully and perfectly in the light of know- ledge; and above all things, keep the heart young by the constant exercise of kindly and genial sympathy.'' Even while I write, memory presents some lovely pictures of this youth in age which is ever so desirable. I behold a mother faded in beauty, but wearing upon her face that sweetness which emanates from the inner light of the soul. Her children are around her, and with the recol- lection of her own glad and wayward youth still fresh in her heart, she fully and entirely sympa- thizes with all. The workings of incipient vanity in one child, the gushing forth of passionate feel- ing in another, the proud and fiery temper of a 126 Growing Old. third, perhaps the timid, facile temper of a fourth, or the generous, impulsive nature of a fifth, — all are understood, all are appreciated, all receive the indulgence due to weakness, and the gentle restraint necessary to future correction of error. She is the friend, the counselor, the confidante of her children, the tender elder sister rather than the rigid parent, guiding rather than controlling them, sharing their every j)leasure, bearing their every sorrow, and cherishing a youthfulness of heart amid the young which adds new grace to the matronly dignity and beauty of her perfectly consistent character. I can remember, too, an honored and venerable man, who in the decline of years, amid the seclusion of domestic life, still preserves the freshness of those fervent feelings which won for him the happiness which he now enjoys. In the youth of his children he reviews his own early life, in the exercise of hospitality he keeps alive his social virtues, in the duties of benevolence he finds an outlet for the impulsive generosity of his nature, in the daily exertion of his intellect he finds a safeguard against the corrosions of Time, — does such a man grow old because his eye is dim, his brow furrowed by the plowshare of age, and his frame bowed beneath the weight of years! But there are those who must grow old without any such means of renew- ing their life. There are hearts which find no com- Growing Old. 127 panionship in wedded life, hearts which have felt a blight worse than the frost of years, hearts whose glad youth departed ere the shadow of Time's wing had darkened in their path. Yet even for them there is a fountain of freshness, a " diamond of the desert." To them are offered the pure delights of friendship, that sweetest of all forms of earthly affection, which is all of love but its selfishness, all of passion but its exacting spirit, all of tenderness but its weakness. I know not what may be the nature of friendship in the heart of man, but in the breast of woman I know it to be what I have depicted it. Love lives not without jealousy, which ever stalks beside it like its shadow, flinging gloom upon its brightest way. But friendship asks nothing, save to be allowed to serve; hopes nothing, save to be con- sidered of some import to the happiness of its ob- ject ; expects nothing, save to be remembered with tender regret when death shall have stilled the beatings of the warm heart, and the pulses of the ready hand. If I were a man, and knew of woman what my present experience has taught me (an im- possibility, by the way), I should prefer the deep, fervent friendship of a woman's heart to all the deceitful promises of love. After all, love is like grief — ^'it consumes or is consumed"; the wild, fierce, fiery passion, which makes every hour either a pang or an ecstasy, cannot last ; it is weakened 128 Growing Old. by its own excess, and must either subside into a tame sentiment, or die away in utter indifference, if it be not merged in such a friendship. But the friendship which is born of esteem for high and noble qualities, which sees in its object something to be admired, respected, looked up to (I speak now of friendship between persons of opposite sex; and to be perfectly happy in any attachment, there must be a blending of reverence in woman's tenderness), which knows no jealous fears, no envious heart-burnings, which is full of self -for- getting affection, and yet asks no other return than the kindly word and the gentle tone — the friendship which is ever mingled with that innate principle of loving, so perfectly a part and parcel of her very nature — such is the true sweetener of life, such the only worthy object of attainment, such the only lasting passion. A woman need never suffer her heart to grow old. I care not how lonely be her lot, wherever she can find a home, there is always some brother or sister, a niece, or, it may be, a wayward nephew, or, at least, some of those '^ little people," whose claims upon us depend not on ties of blood, to occupy her inter- est. If ever a woman finds herself utterly lonely and unloved, depend on it, the cause lies, not in her unfortunate destiny, but in herself. Live without loving ! why, the thing is impossible. Me- thinks if I were the sole inhabitant of a desolate Growing Old. 129 islaud in inid-oceau, I should find somethings over which to pour out the fullness of a j^earning heart. "Je meurs ou je m'attache " is a true woman's motto, and happy is she whose heart, while it clings like the ivy, finds something better than ruin and decay to support its entwining tendrils. A woman, I repeat, need never be a solitary being. In the cheerful stillness of her own thoughts she can be ever devising some good for others ; and if she never forgets that a woman is sent upon earth to minister comfort to the toilworn children of Adam; if she remembers that God has given her a nature which enables her to convert the curse pronounced upon our first mother into a boundless blessing; if she never forgets that they who ^' stand and wait" are numbered among the servants of the Most High, no less than those who do his bid- ding in the whirlwind and the storm, she will not repine at the destiny which gives her happi- ness just in proportion as she lives for others and not for herself. But with men, the case is some- what different. Few conditions can be more melancholy than that of a lonely man who has outlived all early associations; who has grown estranged by time and circumstance from the com- panions of his youth ; who enters not closely into the interests of a single one of God's creatures, and who is keenly conscious that to no one is he an object of real regard. Yet why should these 130 Growing Old. things be so"? Why should man be so isolated an individual merely because he has no conjugal nor filial ties? Are there not other bonds of union which, if less closely woven, are still worth cher- ishing! It was but yesternight that one whose language is ever like the poetry of knightly days, stirring my heart at one time like the sound of a trumpet calling to the tourney, and anon melting me into sweet, regretful tears of tenderness — it was but yesternight he told me of a solitary man who bethought him of putting in practice the chivalry which is still extant in the world, albeit it is now hidden beneath a velvet vest instead of a mailed cuirass. This strange being became the friend, the guardian, over certain gentle and, I doubt not, lovely maidens, at their first entrance into life. His delight was to show them all that earth held of good, and to protect them from all that it contained of evil ; to watch over the devel- oping affections of those young hearts, and to guard them from the noxious influence of passion. A beautiful blending of the brother's watchful- ness, the father's tenderness, and the lover's jealous affection filled the heart of that solitary man. One after another the objects of his love were taken from him by happier and more fervent admirers ; and in every instance he felt for a time the keen, sharp pang of disappointed, or rather unsatisfied, love. Yet the pain was but a transient sorrow. Growing Old. 131 for a consciousness of self-sacrifice, a pleasant sense of heroic devotion, which could silently re- linquish its own happiness for the object of its tenderness, became his solace. Another soon was found to take the place of the wedded one, and the same round of attentions, and watchfulness, and growing regard was again traveled. Thus passed the life of this eccentric but noble-hearted bache- lor; and who will say that he found not happi- ness! It is true that he stored up for himself a new sorrow with every affection ; but who would not prefer to suffer the pain of an overcharged heart, rather than the aching void of a vacant bosom? The old man found bliss beyond the capacity of common minds in these sweet ties, and when death summoned him to his reward in a better world, he was wept by gentle eyes and remembered by loving hearts. Tell me not, dear friend, of that solitary man who, years hence, will take his accustomed walk on the sunny side of the street, and who will pause, leaning on his cane, to watch the gambols of merry boys, perhaps to give a feeble impetus to their bounding ball as it passes him on its winged way, or it may be to aid the timid steps of a shrinking girl as she crosses the icy pathway, — tell me not of that man dwelling lonely and unsought in his secluded cham- ber, seeking his enjoyment only in remembrance of the past, and wasting the remnant of his days, 132 Growing Old. like his own noble hound, in sluggishness and sun- shine. Tell me not that the time will come when his foot will cease to descend the stair, when his face will be missed from the accustomed walk, when the boys will wonder why they hear not his kindly greeting; and finally when the hearse and its few respectful followers will be seen bearing to their last resting-place the remains of him who amid the crowded city still dwelt in hermit-like solitude. Tears such as I have seldom shed would blind me could I believe such picture aught than the image of a mocking fancy. Rather let me take the pencil and try a woman's power. Let me imagine myself transported some thirty years hence to your distant city of refuge, the far-off home of your adoption. The scene is one of quiet enjoyment, a pleasant fireside, a cheerful apart- ment, books, pictures, deep, kindly-looking chairs; all the comforts, but none of the mere luxuries, of life are there; and two, who have grown old together, albeit the years of one, even as his virtues and his graces, outnumber those of his companion, are seated in gentle converse. The door opens, and the cherished friend of earlier days enters. He is a solitary man, but what warm and gushing affection is poured out at his feet. The impassioned poet, the daring hunter, the friend of the red kings of the soil, the embodi- ment of all that we can dream of chivalrous and Growing Old. 133 noble, how can he be called solitary, when the very shadows of his brain have peopled the forest and prairie with beauty? His place is ever reserved in the hearts as at the fireside of those who love him. He is as one of that quiet household, free to go and come as he lists, but not from the indiffer- ence of habitual intercourse; no, his step is still listened for, his opinions treasured up, his deep and earnest tones still caught as eagerly as in the days of his youth. Anon enters another, in the full, deep light of whose lustrous and spiritual eyes may be read the refined and lofty soul of him whose earh^ life was like an acted poem, full of passionate sweetness, and whose gentle heart never knew a feeling which was not as abounding in human sympathies as in elevated purity. Two more are added to the little circle. The merry voice, the agile step of one is yet unchanged, and the wit ''wont to set the table on a roar," the quips and cranks of overflowing humor, the bril- liant scintillations of ready repartee, and the gen- uine kindness and warm-heartedness which per- vaded and shone through all his character, are no less remarkable than when, years before, he first charmed the mirth-loving fancy of the now sobered hostess. But of his companion how shall I speak ! how depict the softened, chastened beauty of that sweet matronly face! The tresses, once hanging in such luxuriance upon the peach-like 134 Groiving Old. bloom of the rounded cheek, are now put back under a simple cap, but the soft dewy lip is still as bright as in her gentle youth: only the ex- panded proportions of that womanly form betray the lapse of time. Friend of my soul, what sayest thou to my gossiping? Why may we not have such a tableau vivant, if the stern mower whet not his scythe among us"? Why may not age find us with busy minds and young hearts? Why may we not meet in after years, even as now, and bid defiance to Time when he attempts to penetrate the stronghold of our affections? Hast thou not said that poetry is the true fountain of rejuvenes- cence? Let us then quaff deeply of its sweet waters, and while their subtle influence sends new life through our sluggish veins, we will forget "Time's takings," and only remember that the sweetest of all the treasures which he leaves is the love which was born for immortality. 311 CJjaptet on ^tilcnc^^* PITY the being who is always busy, whose life passes in a perpetual buzz of activity, like that of a bluebottle fly in a sunshiny window-pane. I pity the man or woman whose days are consumed in a continual round of tasks, an unbroken series of employments, even though they be self-imposed, and apparently fully rewarded by the self-com- placent vanity of the busybody. I look upon the true enjoyment of an hour of idleness as an especial gift, a talent bestowed by nature, and as impossible to be acquired from habit or education as the dreamy fancy of the poet, or the graphic power of the painter. Wealth may purchase immunity from labor; the minion of luxury, like the voluptuous Hindu, may be borne over life's dusty pathway so gently 135 136 A Chapter on Idleness. that not even a crumpled rose-leaf mars his pro- found repose ; but he cannot taste the true delights of an hour of idleness. Like all other best bless- ings of earth, it is only to be bought at the ex- pense of toil. We must have spent hours in labor, the heart must have been fully occupied, the mind tasked to its utmost, and the body must have been the efficient minister to both, ere we can know the inestimable pleasure of perfect idleness. Then must come the entire cessation of fatigue, the gradual consciousness of repose-, the sensation of perfect rest which precedes and finally loses itself in the dreamy delights of reverie. There is yet another requisite to the full enjoyment of idle- ness. The idler must possess that poetic fancy which can people the void air with images of beauty; he must be able to find pictures in the changing clouds, music in the viewless wind, and harmony in all material things. He must have learned to bring up from the past its treasures, to look on the present with a loving eye, to gaze far out into the dim future with a hopeful spirit; he must be awake to the sweet influences of nature ; he must be alive to the high and holy impulses of humanity; he must have power to silence the demons of distrust and selfishness which haunt even the heart of man ; he must forget the frailties and the follies, the vices and the weaknesses, of his kind, and remember only that they are his A Chapter on Idleness. 137 brethren. With such a man let us spend, in fancy, an hour of idleness. Where shall we go to shnn the turmoil of the world, which comes with harsh tumult to the ear of the dreamer? Let us enter an artistes studio, the abode of personified dreams, fitting place for pleasant meditation. How does the din of business die upon the ear as we ap- proach this noble Gothic pile! We ascend the quaint oaken staircase, we tread the cloistered galleries, while our light footsteps are echoed with that peculiar clearness of sound never heard save '4n the vaulted cell, where silence loves to reign." A door opens, and suddenly, as if a curtain which divides the material from the invisible world had been lifted, we find ourselves in the midst of images of beauty. Now seat thee, gentle idler, in that rich and cunningly wrought chair, carved with a skill but rarely practised in modern days, and its armorial crest, graven deep in the costly wood, will tell thee whence it came; for even as it now appears, so did it once grace the banquet-hall of a stately castle in sunny Prance; seat thyself in that old chair, and then thou wilt be not only surrounded, but literally embraced by associations of the past. How does every turbu- lent thought grow still, as we gaze around this peopled apartment! Seen in the cool, dim, reli- gious light which is diffused around, the pictures would seem like beings of living and breathing 138 A Chapter on Idleness. loveliness, save that they wake not the vague, wild wishes which in the presence of beaiity ever stir and trouble the human heart. Mark the noble face which bends from yonder canvas: that bright and flashing eye has gazed upon the mysterious pyramids of Egypt ; that delicate hand has drawn bridle-rein on the plains of Palestine; that fair cheek has been kissed by the same sun which once awakened the music of Memnon's harp. Look, too, upon, that portraiture of earnest and gracious womanhood, which appears half withdrawing from our gaze: the deep-set intellectual eyes would seem to disclaim the playfulness which lurks upon the lips, did not an indescribable expression of impulsive sympathy pervade the whole counte- nance, and harmonize its mirthf ulness and thought. It is the faithful semblance of one on whom Heaven has bestowed high and holy gifts — of one whom 'Hhe strong necessity of utterance" (to use her own beautiful phrase) has urged to lay many a rich and acceptable offering on the altar of Fame. And lo ! another, whose youthful beauty might look like that of opening girlhood, did not those sweet eyes and the gentle curve of the rosy mouth betray the exquisite tenderness of nature which only belongs to the happy wife and mother: observe those golden curls dropping over the delicately tinted cheek, and tell me if Fancy does A Chapter on Idleness. 139 not image under such a form the holy and sinless mother to whom • It would not be idolatry to kneel ; while we thank the Giver of all good that such blessed and passionless creatures are sometimes allowed to dwell upon this blighted and blasted earth. Far off, amid dusky shadows, gleam out the features of one early numbered with the dead : he died, and left no trace, but memory's haunted cell gave out his semblance to the eye of friend- ship, and again he lives in the bright colors of un- fading youth. We see the eagle eye which once flashed with the souPs lightnings; the passion- molded lips which were once eloquent with the genius and the fire of that land whence he drew his birthright of intellect. Alas! his life was one of toil and weariness and heaviness of spirit, until by the wayside he fell, and perished ere the goal of his hopes was won. Behold the face of him whom America is proud to claim as her first of philosophic poets ! The world has traced stern characters on his brow, but here, as if his soul had felt the influence of the place, his eye is lighted up with the rich ray of intellect, and he looks as one might fancy he must appear when, in his seclusion, he calls up those glorious thoughts and noble images of moral and natural beauty which are ever embodied in his verse. He is here 140 A Chapter on Idleness. the poet, not the partizan — the Tyrtaeus, inspir- ing men to lofty deeds by the solemn music of his hymns f not the Demosthenes, arousing their pas- sions by the thunder of his philippics. Beside him, and in most strange contrast to the calm im- mobility of that mind-fraught face, beam forth the features of one who has peopled the forest and the prairie with images of beauty. Well does that noble and spirited portrait depict the beauti- ful blending of the genial and the intellectual, which is as visible in the countenance as it is re- markable in the character of him whose exquisite songs have given to Anacreon Moore the only rival worthy to dispute with him the palm of lyric excellence. Does not a sad and solemn earnestness fill our hearts as we gaze on the lustrous and spiritual eyes which seem to follow us from yonder can- vas? Such eyes never belonged to one whose thoughts dwelt amid outward things; their light is but the reflex of the flame kindled by God him- self within the soul. How characteristic — aye, even to the delicate beauty of the hand which has penned so many pure and beautiful thoughts — is that pictured semblance of him who has "kept the whiteness of his soul," and, untainted amid a world of falsehood, has ever been true to the heaven-born instincts of his nature! Art thou weary, friend, of the mere shadow of reality? A Chapter on Idleness. 141 Wouldst thou leave the images of actual life for the creatures of Fancy's realm ! Then turn to the inspired Sibyl — a poet's fancy traced by a paint- er's hand; gaze with me upon yon star-crowned Beatrice, the cherished idol of Dante's haunted heart; or watch the flashing yet tearful eye of Darthula, as she presses onward to avenge her lover's fall. Hast thou not now drunk deeply of the joy of idleness P It may be that thy spirit pants for larger free- dom; it may be that only under the open heaven thou canst feel the full enjoyment of thine idle hour. Then hie thee to that sweet spot where King Death, laying aside his insignia of terror, reigns as a sylvan monarch over a domain of beauty. Wander through the winding walks of Greenwood, until the influences of the place have chastened thy feelings into quietude; then cast thyself on yonder knoll, and look upon the scene beneath. Nay, do not turn thy steps to the silver lake, that mirror set with emeralds ; it is beauti- ful, I grant, but coarse minds have learned to appreciate its loveliness, and anon the tramp of prancing horses, or the tread of busy feet, — may- hap the idle jest and merry laugh, — will echo from 1 Those who have recently visited the studio of Mr. C G. Thompson, at the New York University, will have no difficulty in discovering from what source were derived the materials for the foregoing sketch of one of the most nobly peopled apart- ments that the writer ever entered. 142 A Chapter on Idleness. its oozy margin. Lie upon the grassy knoll that overhangs the path; the clear water, reflecting every bird that skims the surface, is before you, while the monumental stones which mark the last resting-place of mortality shine out from the rich shrubbery beyond. The air is redolent of music and fragrance; the breath of the scented clover fills the gale; the song of the bird and the hum of the bee swell upon the breeze ; the tremble of so many myriads of leaflets around is as audible as the hum of insect life. With the soft and velvet greensward for thy couch, the blue sum- mer sky smiling above thy head, the whisper of the refreshing south wind lulling thee to sweet repose, and all this wondrous wealth of nature spread before thy half -shut eye, — then yield thy- self to the enjoyment of thine hour of idleness. Alone — alone with thy God — alone in the gar- den of death, with trophies of his power gleam- ing from every thicket, thou mayest "commune with thine own heart and be still.'' Wilt thou not rise from such fellowship a wiser and a better man? Will not thine hour of idleness be one of good likewise ? Wilt thou not return to the world saddened and purified in spirit, and with a faith which all the weary tasks of this working-day world can neither weaken nor discourage? In our country, where everything is to be obtained by industry, and nothing can be won without it, A Chapter on Idleness. 143 we are apt to become mere operatives. So much may be gained by toil that we learn to despise those amenities of life which interfere with the rough task-work we have prescribed to ourselves. Unlike the inhabitants of other climes, who work only to live, we seem to live only to work ; and while we despise the ill-fed, ill-clad lazzarone who lounges on the steps of some ducal palace, en- joying the idleness which is to him far more es- sential than the gratification of his appetite, we forget that, between the indolence which casts its mildew over every energy of the soul, and the untiring activity which wears out the springs of life by over-toil, lies the true medium. Yet how much of picturesque and poetic beauty surrounds the daily walks of that contemned son of the sweet south ! From his very infancy the Italian beggar has been familiar with images of loveliness. A master-hand has depicted the per- sonification of holy womanhood in the sweet Ma- donna to whom his prayers are addressed; the old cathedral at whose shrine he prostrates him- self is filled with treasures of sculpture and paint- ing, such as wake the wildest enthusiasm even in those who, ^'cold in clime, are cold in blood." The ancient glories of his country are still seen in the wonders of architectural grandeur on which his eye ever rests with pride and pleasure; and over 'all these riches of art, over all these mag- 144 A Chapter on Idleness. nificent remains of genius and power, bends a sky of such transparent purity that simple life — mere breath — in such an atmosphere is happi- ness. He has dwelt amid such things until their shadow has fallen upon him, and in his chis- eled features, his lofty bearing, his graceful dig- nity of mien, we recognize none of the sordid poverty which is his only birthright. Give to such a being his dish of macaroni, his pure draught of aqua fresca, and the shady side of some antique column, or the cool retreat beside some gushing fountain, where he may enjoy the " dolce far niente '' which makes up his sum of human happiness, and he asks no richer boon. Who will say that the gift of comforts and riches and honors would not overcloud his life with misery, if with them was linked the stern necessity of labor, and banishment from the beauty of art and nature which surrounded him in his abasement I Let not the cold utilitarian who measures the value of a man, as he would that of a beast of burden, by his capacity for toil — let him not sneer at the luxurious enjoyment which may be tasted by a beggar. Compare the condition of this idle, reckless, useless being with the honest, hard-working laborer of that land which in the old times of serfdom and feudal slavery was called (and justly too) merry England. Look at the stultified countenance, the bowed A Chapter oh Idleness. 145 frame, the broken health, the crushed spirit of him who has known nothing but toil; of him who only exchanged an infancy of hardship for a manhood of labor and privation and profligacy; of him who has been trained up to become but a part, a single part, of the vast machine which the wealth of the few has framed at the expense of the many; of him whom long-continued task- work has reduced to the condition of a mere animal, who drags through a miserable existence, only diversified by the debauch, and relieved by the unrefreshing slumber of intemperance or ex- haustion. Look at the condition of him whose powers of endurance are made subjects of medical investigation, in order that not an iota of his physical strength shall be unemployed; whose thews and sinews are tried by the test of selfish cupidity, until the last ounce-weight crushes the sinking frame; whose mind is slowly but surely darkened over by the mists of ignorance and vice, until each lingering trace of the image of God is shut out forever; of him whose death is what we shudder to contemplate. You may say the English operative is the more useful member of society. In one sense he is; he is more useful to his taskmaster, he performs more actual service, even as the horse or the ox who patiently treads the stubble and drags the plow. But is this all that is required? Were 146 A Chapter on Idleness. men sent into the world to live at another's bid- ding? — to delve the mine, and die within its poison- ous vapors, that a more successful brother may inhale the balmy airs of Fortune's fair domain? Can the soul which is thus trampled under foot of the oppressor retain one spark of the ethereal fire which was breathed into it by the beneficent Creator! Is not the sentiment of religion which fills the mind of the indolent and, it may be, bigoted beggar, who feels the bounty of Heaven in the genial breeze which chills not his unsheltered form, who beholds its power in the miracles of nature, and who sees its glories in the visible objects of his daily worship — is not this merely poetic sentiment of piety better than the dogged, stupid, brutal ignorance and recklessness of him w^ho never knew one idle hour in which to look into the mystic volume of his own wayward heart ? Few persons ever yielded themselves up to the enjoyment of an idle hour such as I have described without deriving benefit from it. There comes to all of us a time when the world seems to darken around us, when cares press wearily upon the spirit, when the eyes are heavy with the weight of unshed tears, when the brow aches beneath its burden of sad thought, when the din of ceaseless duties has dulled the mental ear, and the recurring round of business has dimmed the intellectual vision. All day the work goes on, and nightfall A Chapter on Idleness. 147 finds us still paiufully busied. But night closes in, the shadows deepen around us, and as the light of Heaven darkens without, the fire upon our household hearth seems to grow brighter. Familiar objects in our quiet apartment assume that dusky indistinctness which is to material things what the mistiness of romance is to the moral world ; the dull-red firelight diffuses itself more widely ; the tall, ghostly statue which looked coldly and unsympathizingly upon us in the glare of day, now, in its depth of shadow, and tinted by the mellow glow, wears the semblance of a gentle friend; the books which, but an hour since, seemed to look down upon us frowningly, as if in scorn of our baser thoughts, now cluster together in pleasant communion, wooing us to share their banquet; the old chairs seem to hold out their cumbrous arms invitingly; and, ere we are con- scious of the change, we have passed from sadness and despondency to dreamy and delicious reverie. It may be that something too trivial to be noted has called up memories of the past, and we are once more lapped in the Elysium of early happi- ness. It may be that the loved and lost gather around us ; we behold the " dear, familiar faces " which beamed sunshine upon us in the days of passionate emotion ; we clasp the warm hand which death has long since touched with ice; we hear the gentle tones which, save to our hearts, 148 A Chapter on Idleness. have long been hushed in silence. The tide of years is rolled back, the treasures of wrecked affection are once more revealed to our eyes ; we are once more children on the shores of Time. What though the awakening from such a dream be pain, sharp and bitter pain? Have we not been withdrawn for one blissful hour from the carking cares which waste but never purify the heart ? And do we not return to our duties with a thoughtful but quiet spirit, blessing Grod that the troubles of this life last but for a season, and that though ^^ heaviness endureth for a night, joy cometh in the morning"! Or suppose that, during our hour of reverie, the thoughts look out into the vague Future. Our first gaze may meet only dim and dusky forms of fear rather than of hope; but gradually the darkness clears away, the mists disappear, and the shadows of beauty come out from the gloom, like the phantasmagoria which amused our childhood. Half-formed pro- jects wear the semblance of perfected and success- ful schemes, good resolves appear like noble actions, unfledged fancies seem plumed with angel pinions, and the heart-warm affections which we are scattering like rose-leaves on the blast, there seem gathered into unfading garlands. The sweet and musical voice of Hope is singing her quiet song in our enchanted ears, nor do we listen less gladly to the strain because it is blent with a tone A Chapter on Idleness. 149 caught from memory's pleasant sadness. If the world wears no longer the rosy hues of romance, it is at least tinged with the warm and mellow light which emanates from our household fire, and we awaken from our hour of idleness only to return to busy life with fresh hopes and higher aspirations. Tell me not that such dreams are vain, that they are but the offspring of brain-sick fancy, that they enervate the soul, even as the opium-draught destroys the body. If the mind be justly balanced, if the hours of active employment be properly proportioned to the hours of idleness, if life be made a succession of useful deeds and noble thoughts, if the indulgence of imagination gives a higher tone and loftier aim to the claims of duty and of necessity, then are they not mis- spent and wasted moments. Give me full employ- ment for mind and heart, task my physical powers to their utmost endurance, let me wear my life out in the humblest drudgery of existence, and I would bear all with patience if I could but reserve the occasional luxury of an idle hour, the priceless enjoyment of poetic reverie. €l)c ^5pirit^25oitti* A Fantasy. In immeasurable heights above us, At our first birth, the wreath of love was woven, With sparkling stars for flowers. — The Piccolomini. Those first affections, Those shadowy recollections, Which, be they what they may, Are yet the fountain-light of all oui' day; Are yet a master-light of all our seeing; Uphold us, cherish, and have power to make Our noisy years seem moments in the being Of the eternal silence. — Wordsworth. HERE is in my possession a very curi- ous book, published some thirty years ago, of which I have never seen but a single copy. It is entitled, '' La Pittura parlante, ovvero II Cuore et lo Spirito^'; which may be literally translated, ^'The Speaking Pic- The Spirit-Bond. 151 ture, or The Heart and the Mind." What was the actual end and aim of the writer, I cannot pre- tend to determine, for the work is extremely des- ultory in its character, and evidently unfinished in its design. Perhaps there may be a later vol- ume necessary to the full understanding of the one now in question ; but if there be such a one, I have not yet met with it. The book is filled with graphic sketches of romantic incidents, and reminiscences of impassioned feelings; it is just such a book, in short, as a truthful picture of the heart and mind must ever be,— disclosing many a by-past error, unveiling many a scarce suspected weakness, and arresting many a speculative fancy. From among the various strange things which pleased me in the volume, I have selected one, rather because it was quite unconnected with other parts of the work than from its actual su- periority. It seems like an attempt at developing one of the most beautiful of our fanciful theories of a higher state of being; and in thus offering to the reader a literal translation of this '' Wander- ing of the Mind," I would premise that I have left the main part of the work as yet untouched. I would not destroy a fine piece of mosaic for the sake of exhibiting its component parts, but I would not hesitate to pick up a pebble which the workmen had thrown carelessly aside ; and thus have I done with this glimpse into preexistence. 152 The Spirit-Bond. In the boundless realms of space, far, far be- yond the blue ether which confines the limited vision of man, lies the beautiful world where abide the spirits destined to inhabit mansions of flesh in this lower sphere. Perpetual spring reigns in that clime of eternal youth. Fadeless flowers, renewed in fresh beauty by the sweet breath of the evening breeze which closes their delicate petals in slumber, enamel the verdant meads; fruits, such as had their birth in Eden, blush upon every bough j trees of rare beauty, wear- ing every tint of that sweet color which we mor- tals fancy to be most symbolic of hopefulness, stand in changeless verdure; pellucid streams murmur placidly along their grassy banks, or break with pleasant and soothing melody upon the pebbly strand. All things are young, all things are beautiful. The sweet changes of the rosy dawn, the fervent noontide, and the dewy twilight relieve by their varied loveliness the sweet monotony of existence. Night alone — dark, sin- veiling, passion-curtaining night alone — is suf- fered not to shroud with its blackness the glorious bowers of juvenescence. Here in these scenes of bliss dwell the pure and sinless souls which come fresh from the hand of the Almighty, the be- ings of his breath, creatures made in his image, and bearing upon their unsullied brows the signet of Eternity. Here dwell they in happiness, deep, The Spirit-Bond. 153 calm, unutterable, until the moment ordained for their entrance into mortal life — the moment when the joys of a sinless nature must be resigned for the duties of an earthly mission. Here dwell they in the perfect peace of love and unity, for never are they placed in solitariness amid these lonely shades. Twin-born, they dwell in pairs, bound together by a sense of inseparable oneness, a consciousness of simultaneous existence 5 and as indissolubly united are those twin spirits in that fair world, as are the soul and body during their continuance in this world of sin and sorrow. Two such spirits suddenly found themselves in ex- istence. They knew not how, they asked not whence, they came ; to be, was sufficient for their happiness. They lived — they loved; for in that pure region Life was but another word for Love. They had awakened, as from a deep sleep, to find themselves among creatures resembling their own bright beauty, and a choral hymn of joy had welcomed the advent of the newly created spirits. From that moment they were sentient beings, and the measure of their peaceful days was mutual love. They knew no name, these twin-born spirits. '' My Soul,'' ^^Life of my Soul," '^ Light of my Life," ^^ Mine own sweet Self," — such were the epithets which each bestowed upon the other. Alike were they, too, in form and visage, save that the one 154 The Spirit-Bond. had the broad front and noble proportions which in this world appertain to stately manhood, while the other was lower of statnre, finer in the delicate symmetry of limbs, and wore a meek, up-looking tenderness in her bright face. Both were fair, for were they not the untainted, unsullied crea- tures of Grod's hand? Both were goodly to look upon, for were they not sinless and passionless? Happy, thrice happy were those twin souls in that glorious realm of beauty and of love. Few words were needed to express their joyfulness, for they were ever side by side, and the look which beamed from the earnest eyes of one saw its own reflection in the tender glances of the other. Alas! why were they allowed to be so happy ? Why were be- ings already preordained to suffer all the chances and changes of this mortal life — why were they filled with such unutterable joy ? Why were they placed in those regions of bliss, since they were destined so soon to leave those sweet retreats for the bleak, cold wilderness of earth ? Peace, vain questioner ! Seek not to read that which is wisely hidden from thine eyes. Look into thine own heart, and be still 5 for there will be found the re- sponse to aU that thou canst ask. When the cup of earthly felicity has been brimmed to thy thirst- ing soul, has not the wild yearning for some bliss unattained and unattainable made the rich draught almost tasteless! And what was that but a long- The Spirit-Bond. 155 ing for the forgotten Amreeta cup from wliicli thou once didst quaff, and whose sweetness yet lingers on thy unsated lips "? When all that earth can give of glory and honor gathers around thy head, does not a vague and undefined vision of something higher still come before thy mental vision, and with its nobler brightness dim the splendor of thy groveling pride"? When misfortune comes upon thee, when the blackness of darkness overshad- ows thee, and no help or hope seems present with thee, hast thou not lifted up thine eye to heaven, and sought to image the peace which belougeth to the children of God, the peace which seemeth to thee less a fancy than a remembrance, the peace which in thy state of sinlessness thou didst once enjoy? Aye, to each and all of us have come these pure aspirations; and how could our dull and blunted faculties have ever been awakened to such lofty visions, if we had not once known what " it hath not entered into the heart of man to con- ceive " ? How could our groveling human nature be ever raised from the mire of sensual indulgence, and lifted up to grasp the hope of immortality, if a dim foreknowledge of its joys did not aid our trembling faith f The time came when the twin-born were to enter upon their mission of duty and suffering. Igno- rant of the future as of the past, and dwelling in sweet enjoyment of present peacefulness, they saw 156 The Spirit-Bond. not the approaching sorrow. They had wandered together beneath the noontide glow of sunshine nntilj wearied with very joy, they sank to repose beside a murmuring rivulet, which sang its quiet song amid the painted flowers. Clasped in each other's arms, the gentler and fairer spirit reclined her head upon the broad breast where she had ever found protection, and while his lips pressed her brow with the pure, fervent, passionless ten- derness of a brother's love, the wings of sleep over- shadowed them. Deep and tranquil was their slumber ; no evil thing came nigh those innocent and loving creatures ; no prophetic dream sent the image of coming sorrow into their hearts. At the very hour when these fair creatures reposed in their gentle beauty amid the amaranth bowers of eternal youth, — at that very hour a voice of wail awoke in two of those little communities, those pretty microcosms of earth, which we call families. The half-suppressed moan of bitter anguish was heard, and pale and ghastly with mortal pain were the faces of those on whom the curse of womanhood had fallen in all its deepest bitterness. But when did the judgment of God pronounce a curse which his mercy did not con- vert into a blessing on the children of Adam? The anguish has passed away, the feeble voice of prayer and praise ascends to Heaven; for the passionate and loving human hearts are thanking The Spirit-Bond. 157 God for the children which have that day been born unto the world. Fearful in its agony was the awakening of those twin-born souls to mortal existence. They had closed their eyes in slumber amid all beautiful and glorious things ; they had lain down in peace and joy, happy and united as at the moment of their creation. They awoke to a sense of insupportable pain ; a weight was upon their free limbs ; and the wings which had once borne them through the ambient air were fallen off. Their eyes looked out from dim and narrow loopholes, and beheld objects dark, gloomy, and strange. Their voices issued in a shrill and dis- cordant wail from lips distorted by suffering. They were imprisoned in flesh, bound in the fet- ters of clay, and their feeble and impotent strug- gles to free themselves from these frightful bonds seemed only the unmeaning gestures of a new- born babe. Their first consciousness was of pain, bodily pain, which till now they could not know; but the next sensation — and it was the most agon- izing — was that of being torn asunder from each other. Their earthly existence was begun; the twin-born souls were dissevered; each was in a prison-house alone ! — alone ! — chained down to suffer, to live, and to die alone ! Oh, what bright and beautiful dreams came to the fancy of these wailing infants as they lay in feeble helplessness amid those who were henceforth to be their friends 158 The Spirit-Bond. and kindred ! How many recollections of their prior life brightened their slumbers, and added new pangs to their waking hours ! How many a gleam of heavenly light from the Paradise they had left still lingered upon their enchanted souls ! Yet each knew nought of the other, for their spir- itual nature was now confined within the narrow limit of mortal perceptions. Oceans and moun- tains — barriers which in their preexistent state would have been overpassed with the speed of thought — now lay between those twin-born be- ings who had once breathed with but one impulse. The weight of an oppressive burden crushed their souls within them ; their very voices seemed strange unto themselves, for how could they utter the dic- tates of a pure nature through the imperfect or- gans of feeble mortality? Well is it that all earthly suffering is subject to earthly changes. Well is it that in putting on its garments of flesh, the spirit learns to love its thraldom. Well is it that human anguish is linked with human fickle- ness and forgetfulness. Well was it that the re- membrances of their beautiful world grew fainter and fainter, as the hues of Paradise faded from their souls 5 and that, ere they had learned the articulate shaping of their viewless thoughts, the twin-born had forgotten their birthplace. Time's ceaseless course went on, and the years, which had once fleeted like days in that higher world, now The Spirit-Bond, 159 lagged slowly on, until infancy had given place to youth. He whom we have called the manlier spirit was on earth known by the name of Ernest; and goodly was he to look upon, for the spirit within him shone through his noble beauty, and illumined it with heaven's own light. Gifted with genius and with goodness, lofty in principle, gen- tle and tender in heart toward everything that lived, he was also proud, impetuous, wilful, and wayward. Yet the frailties of humanity were in him as the rust-spots on his own polished breast- plate — but for the brightness of the surface they had never been discovered. To see him was to admire him ; to know him was to love him. His words, winged by glorious thought, were borne far and wide through the world ; and ere he had reached the maturity of manhood, he had attained an eminence which to others would have cost a lifelong travail. Different, and yet most strangely similar, was the character of his twin sister in the spirit. That which in Ernest was genius, in Er- nestine never rose beyond the aspirations after a higher existence. The intellectual power which remained to him of his former state of being, in her was only beautiful remembrance. He sought to create, and thus add intensity to an existence which he felt to be lower than his own nature, while she wished only to preserve within her heart of hearts the pure tenderness which makes this 160 The Spirit-Bond. life so sweet a scene of ministry to woman. He would fain have made the creatures of his brain to wear the semblance of real and living claimants on human sympathy, and with him to will was to do ; while she only hoped to awaken in other breasts those gentle impulses that thrilled her own. Both were ambitious, but the one sought renown, the other regard. Both were successful, and both lived to feel the vanity of their wishes. Wonder- fully alike were they in their strong will, their generous impulses, their impassioned tenderness of nature, their waywardness of fancy, their fine sense of justice, their truthfulness, their pride, and their longings for a higher state of being. But Ernestine was most unlike, in outward seem- ing, to him of whom she had once been the mir- rored self. Dwarfed and unlovely in person, with a look of habitual suffering in her pale face, she had lost all that glorious beauty which had been hers in her spiritual existence. She was a woman, and deeply sensible of the value of woman's gifts and graces ; she was a woman, and keenly alive to her own personal defects. Can it be doubted that Ernestine was unhappy! They had counted a score of years when, by one of those strange events which wear to mortals the semblance of chance, the twin-born met for the first time upon earth. All trace of their spirit-bond had long since faded from their hearts, and they were now The Spirit-Bond, 161 as strangers to each other. Ernest gazed with compassion, half kindly, half contemptuous, upon the pallid, shrinking creature who stood before him. What could he, the proud, the gifted, the admired, — what could he see in the unlovely being who trembled at his look ? His mortal nature was one of passionate emotion; beauty was the very light of his life ; he basked in the smiles of fair women, and quaffed the rich draught of fame from the hands of noble men, until he was sated even to weariness of both. He had nothing but enjoy- ment in life, and his world-satisfied spirit retained no remembrance of its former life, so he looked upon the pale maiden and turned away. But she whose mental vision had been purified by tears, — she who had lived in darkness until her eye had learned to pierce the thick gloom, — could see afar off the vague shadows of the past. A dim remem- brance of that prior life and of that broken tie haunted her lonely spirit, until in the deep secrecy of her woman's heart she acknowledged her spirit- bond. Years again passed on, and wrought out their changes as they swept along. Health had shed its balm upon Ernestine's shrunken frame, and the dwarfed and sickly and sorrowful maiden had now flung off the weight of bodily infirmities which had so cumbered her soaring mind. The thirst of her fevered heart, too, was quenched. She loved and was beloved, even as mortal beings love. 162 The Spirit-Bond. She had won the deep and abiding tenderness of one of the noblest of God's creatures, and sons and daughters were growing up around her in infant beauty. Ernest, too, had passed through the ordeal which so severely tries and refines the character. He had concentrated all the passion of his ardent nature upon one object; he had poured out the priceless treasures of his heart and mind at the feet of one who smiled upon the votary, while she trampled on his offering. Vanity taught her to rejoice in her triumph over that noble spirit, but she lacked the soul to appreciate the value of the riches which he proffered. Wear- ied, disgusted, heart-sick, he gathered up his crushed gifts, and locking them within his heart's most secret cell, he sealed with a fearful oath his vow that none should ever again unclose that despoiled treasure-house. Time subdued his wild anguish, but it could not restore his trusting faith. Ernest had drunk the cup of sorrow, and hence- forth he looked upward for his hopes of happi- ness. But opportunity, that double-faced fiend, which sometimes turns on us the features of an angel, and again shows us the distorted visage of a demon, — opportunity, and the thirst for human affection which consumes so many hearts, decided Ernest's destiny. There was a fair and gentle maiden whose lonely and unprotected youth claimed his pitying tenderness. Less for his own The Spirit-Bond. 163 sake than for hers — the timid and the trustful — did he woo her to be his bride, and kindly and devotedly did he watch over her comfort and happiness. Fame, and honor, and domestic peace were now the lot of Ernest; while love, and hope, and happiness shed their sunshine over the destiny of Ernestine. Yet there were moments when the one turned with weariness from the peace which to his impetuous spirit seemed like listless indo- lence of soul, and when the other felt her heart grow cold and still amid her happiness. Why was this? Alas! those dim remembrances haunted the secret chambers of their souls. A longing after the perfect sympathy which is found only in spiritual existence wearied their disappointed hearts. Ernest found none to read the volume of his thoughts. His gentle wife would have stood aghast had but a single page of that passion- worded book been revealed to her timid eyes. She might share his kindly emotions, but hidden deep within his bosom were vague desires, half- crushed hopes, wild imaginings, fierce emotions, aye, and maddening passions, which, like the im- prisoned winds, wanted only freedom to make them devastating in their power. And Ernestine, found she not the fullness of sympathy in her heart's deep love? Ah! when did the passion- haunted bosom ever find the sweet repose of per- fect sympathy ? Rare, indeed, is that precious boon, 164 The Spirit-Bond. and even when found, rarely is it proffered at the instant when the heart is fainting for its refresh- ment. They who love with the fervors of earthly passion are as those who wander in an atmos- phere of fog and mist. Objects are seen in false positions; their forms change with the shifting clouds, and while the eyes of one of the loving pair may discern the perfect outline of some distant view, the other can see only vagueness. Things wear often a different aspect to the twain, even as on Hartz Mountains one traveler per- ceives at early dawn the Giant of the Hills walk- ing his mystic rounds, while his companion sees in the same image only an indistinct and magni- fied reflex of his own person. It has been most wisely ordered that the bond which unites wedded hearts should be woven of manifold sympathies — sympathies growing out of differences as well as similitudes of character, even as harmony is produced by a skilful introduction of an occa- sional discord in the concord of sweet sounds — sympathies which, when entwined with our best feelings, form a tie which is stronger than the fetter of triple brass. But there is in every heart a ''holy of holies," into which earthly passion never intrudes ; and when we enter in behind that veil, when we find ourselves there alone, the priest, aye, and ofttimes the victim, in that secret sanc- tuary, what wonder if we feel that we would fain The Spirit-Bond. 165 find a brother Levite to share our sacred ministry! Even in the most loving hearts there come mo- ments of oppressive loneliness, when we feel that we dwell solitary amid the ruins of our hopes ; and thus must it ever be until this "mortal shall put on immortality/' Again th e twin-born met. The world was around them, and cold eyes looked upon them as hand grasped hand in the cordial interchange of kindly greeting ; but a sudden thrill, like that with which the night breeze awakens the harp-string, was felt in the hearts of both. The ordeal of sorrow had been passed, the soul was regaining some of its lost perceptions, the unity of spirit was faintly shadowed forth, and the life of life was for an instant felt, like a pulse in the secret soul. Why should we trace so minutely the earthly ex- istence of those who were united in this spirit- bond! It is but a record of those changes and sorrows which belong to all who live. Griefs came upon them, in many and varied forms. The shadow of Death often darkened their threshold, and their steps became heavy and slow over the dust and ashes of extinguished hopes and affec- tions. Worldly cares beset them, and temptations often resisted, but sometimes too powerful for erring mortal to repel, added the sting of remorse to the bitterness of life. But in proportion as the world lost its hold upon their hearts, did their 166 The Spirit-Bond. sympathies in each other strengthen. At first there were brief and blissful meetings, succeeded by intervals of separation, almost of forgetful- nessj then came anew the '^ surprises of sudden joy" when the delicious thrill of spirit-life taught them the presence of a kindred nature. The deep heaviness of soul which fell upon them when in loneliness they indulged their vain longings and aspirations, at length taught them to respect the close-knit sympathies which united them. But never did the stain of earthly passion sully those pure bonds. The dove-like wings of spiritual love are never folded in a myrtle bower; no rose- wreaths fetter its upward flight. Brooding with protecting care over the wayward hearts which are to be purified by suffering, it awaits the mo- ment when it may soar to a holier sphere, and catch on its radiant pinions the light which ema- nates from the tree which standeth by the River of Life in the midst of Paradise. Through many years did the twin-born spirits fulfil their mission of usefulness. The affections of their earthly na- ture were made to minister to the good and hap- piness of all who dwelt within their influence,- while the sense of their higher existence, which grew stronger as the claims of mortal life lost their value, gave them new energy to bear the heat and burden of the day. The world of sin and misery in which they dwelt had sullied and The Spirit-Bond. 167 disfigured, but it could not efface, the image of God within their souls. They were weak and erring and sinful creatures, but they were also purified by their ordeal of human suffering. They waited in patient hope the moment when sorrow should have done its work, and when the released spirit should return to the place of its birth. At length the hour came when, with dim eye and failing breath, the strong man lay down to die in his old age. Time had dealt kindly with him, and no infirmity had marred his stately form or weak- ened his noble mind. Calm as an infant on his couch of nightly rest lay Ernest on his bed of death. Children and friends were around him; his gentle and loving wife bent tearfully over him to catch the last faint accents of his voice ; but all outer things were hidden from his glazing eyes. Suddenly a vision passed before the dying man. He saw a form of one like himself in lineaments, yet wearing the softer features of womanhood; but the seal of death was upon her brow, and the old man knew that the mighty hand of the King of Terrors had restored for one brief moment to that pale and faded form its pristine and unsullied loveliness. At that instant his eyelids fell; a light like that of a sunbeam, a sudden flashing as if an angel's radiant wing had swept the air, gleamed over his pale face; while a voice, sweet as the summer 168 The Spirit-Bond. wind, whispered in his dull ear, "Come, brother, come to the better land." And the spirit obeyed the spirit call. One bright look beamed from his dim eyes, then all waxed gray and ghastly. But high above these dark scenes of sin and misery rose the twin-born spirits. One glance they cast upon the prison-house they had left; one sigh they gave to those who wept with unavailing regret beside their senseless clay; then, folded in each other's arms, they turned their gaze upward : but not to the rosy bowers of uncreated souls. Their earthly mission was fulfilled; their spirits had known the bondage of the flesh; they had found the freedom which belongs to the sons of God ; and now, united Id the bonds of unchange- able love, the twin-born soared to the mansions of eternal happiness which await the created and the redeemed. 25at6am dttman^is 2Dteaiti* N the little hamlet of Anneberg, far up ^ among the Erzberges, or Copper Moun- 45^*^ tains, of Saxony, there dwelt, once upon a time, a gentle child named Barbara. She was so fair, with such soft blue eyes, such long golden curls, and withal wearing a look of such exceeding sweetness, that the people of the hamlet, who were all miners, or workers in metal, called her by a name that signified the " Lily of the Mines." Barbara was an orphan, a little lone creature whom no one claimed, but whom every- body loved. Her father had been a delver into the depths of the earth, and when she was only a tiny little baby he had kissed her round cheek and gone to his daily labor at early dawn ; but ere the shadows of the dark trees fell toward the eastern slope of the hills, he was brought home mangled and lifeless. The '^ fire-damp " had seized him and his companions; or, as the simple peasants be- 169 170 Barbara JJttman\s Dream. lieved, the demon of the mine had arisen in his might, and torn to pieces the daring spoilers of his treasure-house. Barbara's mother did not long outlive the dreadful sight. She pined away with a dull aching at her heart, and one morning a kind neighbor found the child sleeping calmly on the cold bosom of her dead mother. From that moment the little Barbara became the nursling of the whole hamlet. The good women of the village remembered that she had been born on a Sunday morning, and according to their tender and beau- tiful faith, the "Sabbath-child" had received a peculiar blessing, which was shared, in some de- gree, by all who ministered to her wants. So Bar- bara was the foster-child of many mothers, and found heart-kindred in every cottage. But chiefly did she dwell, after she had grown beyond the swaddling bands of infancy, in the house of the good Gottlieb, the pastor of this little mountain flock of Christians. Barbara grew up a gentle, quiet child, rarely mingling in the noisy sports of the villagers, and loving nothing so well as to steal away to some forest nook, where she would sit for hours looking out upon the rugged face of nature, and weaving dreams whose web, like that of the wood-spider, was broken by a breath. Some said : " Little Barbara is moping for the lack of kindred." Others said more truly: '^ Nay, is she not a blessed Sabbath-child ? It may be that the Barhara Uttmaii's Dream. 171 spirit of her dead mother is with her in the lonely places where she loves to abide. Hinder her not, therefore, lest ye break the unseen bond between the living and the dead." So Barbara was left to the guidance of her own sweet wiU, and long ere she had grown beyond childhood she was familiar with all the varied aspects of nature in the wild and beautiful country of her birth. It seemed as if some holy charm had indeed been bestowed on the little orphaned Sabbath-child, for every living thing seemed to recognize in her a gentle and lov- ing companion. All the children of the hamlet loved her, and it was wonderful to see the little shy birds hopping about her feet to pick the crumbs which she always scattered for them in her wanderings. But Barbara was not a merry, light-hearted maiden. Cheerful she was and gen- tle, but not gay ; for a cloud had fallen upon her earliest years, and a shadow from Death's wing had thrown a gloom over her infant life, darkening those days which should have been all sunshine. True, she had found friends to shield her from want, but never did she see a child nestling upon its mother's bosom without feeling a mournfal loneliness of heart. Therefore it was that she loved to steal away to the green foldings of the hills, and hold companionship with the pleasant things of earth, where, in the quietude of her own pure nature, she could commune with herself. 172 Barbara TJttman^s Dream. She had early learned to think of her mother as an angel in heaven, and when she looked up to the blue sky, gorgeous in its drapery of gold and purple clouds, or shining with its uncounted mul- titude of stars, she never forgot that she was gaz- ing upon the outer gates of that glorious home where dwelt her long-lost parents. Yet she was not an idle or listless dreamer in a world where all have their mission to fulfil, and where none are so desolate as to have no duties to perform. She learned all the book-lore that the good pastor chose to impart to the little maidens of the hamlet, and no hand was more skilful than hers with the knitting-needle and distaff. Thus she grew up, delicate and fair, with eyes as blue as summer skies, and long, golden locks hanging almost to her feet, for she was as tiny as a fairy in stature. There came sometimes to the cottage of Father Grottlieb a dark-browed man, whose towering form and heavily built limbs gave him the semblance of some giant of the hills. His voice was loud and as clear as a trumpet-call, and his step was bold and firm, like that of a true-born mountaineer. He was the owner of vast tracts in the mine dis- tricts, and stores of untold wealth lay hidden for him in earth's deep caverns. Herr Uttman was stern of visage, and bold — it may be rough — in his bearing, but his heart was as gentle as a woman's. He loved to sit at Gottlieb's board. Barhara Uttman^s Bream. 173 and, while partaking of his simple fare, to drink in the wisdom which the good pastor had learned in far-off lands. The wonders of Nature — the mystic combinations that are ever going on in her subterranean laboratory — the secret virtues, or the equally secret venom, which is found in her humblest plants — the slow but unfailing process of her developments, by which the small and worthless acorn grows into the towering oak, and the winged seed lifts its broad pinions in the new form of leafy branches toward the skies — all these things Herr Uttman loved to learn from the lips of the wise old man. Therefore did he seek the pastor's cottage whenever he had leisure to listen to his teachings. Uttman's kindly heart had early warmed toward the orphan child of Gottlieb's adoption. He won her infantine love by telling her wild tales of the dark mines, and the fantastic spirits of the nether world. He had tales of the Fire Demon and the Water Dragon, of the Mocking Imp who led poor miners to their destruction by mimicking the voice of a companion, and of the dazzling Cavern Queen, the flash of whose diamond crown, and the gleam of whose brighter eyes, lured the poor workman to a frightful death. To sit on his knee, twining her small fingers in the black curls which fell un- shorn upon his shoulders — to look in his great dark eyes as they gleamed with the enthusiasm of 174 Barbara Uttman\s Dream. that half -poetic nature which is the inheritance of a high-hearted mountaineer — to feel herself nest- ling like a dove on his broad breast, and clinging to him half in terror, half in delight, as his strong words brought all those fearful shapes vividly be- fore her eyes — these had been Barbara's pleasures when a little child. But Barbara could not always remain the petted child, and the time came when the budding maiden sat on a stool at Uttman's feet, and no longer leaned her head upon his bosom while she listened to his wild legends. At first Herr Uttman was troubled at the change in Barbara's manner; then he pondered over its mean- ing, and at last he seemed to awaken to a new perception of happiness. So he asked Barbara to be his wife, and though his years doubly numbered hers, she knew that she loved no one half so well, and, with the affection which a child might feel for a tender parent, she gave him the troth-pledge of her maiden faith. Nor was Barbara mistaken in her recognition of his real nature. A rough and stern man did he seem to many, but his heart was full of kindness, and his affections, though re- pressed and silent, yet, like a mountain stream, made for themselves only a deeper channel. He had an abiding love for Nature. He defaced not her fair bosom with the scars of the plow or the pick- ax, but following the course of the dark ra- vine, and entering into the yawning chasm, he Barbara TJttman^s Dream. 175 opened his way into earth's treasure-house, leaving the trees to tower from the mountain's brow, the streams to leap down their rocky beds, and the greensward to stretch down the sunny slopes. Barbara was as a dove nestling in the branches of a stately tree. No wonder her husband wor- shiped her, for his affections were like a full, deep stream rushing through a mine, and she was like the star which, even at noonday, may be seen re- flected in its depths. She was the angel of his life, the bright and beautiful spirit of truth and love within his household. Years passed on, and Barbara had but one ungratified hope within her heart. God had given her no children, and the tenderness of her nature found no vent save in her kindly charities. To the poor, and needy, and sorrowful she was the friend and benefactress, but her heart sometimes thrilled with a vain re- pining, and she felt a thirst for those pure waters which spring up only in a mother's pathway. One night she was oppressed with sadness, and ere she yielded herself up to sleep, she prayed that this vain longing within her heart might be quenched forever, or find some solace in the duties which lay around her. Scarcely had she closed her eyes in slumber, when her couch was visited by a wild and wonderful dream. She dreamed she was standing within the porch, when a lady clad in shining raiment emerged from the foldings of the 176 Barbara Uttman^s Dream. hills and slowly approached her. The lady's face was hidden beneath a snow-white veil of some transparent fabric which, though it seemed as translucent as water, yet, like water, gave an in- distinctness to the object seen through it. But when the strange visitant spoke, her voice thrilled through Barbara's inmost heart, for it w^as the spirit-voice which she had so often heard in her childhood — the voice of her dead mother. It seemed to Barbara that the lady stood close beside her, and then, without fear, Barbara laid her head on the stranger's bosom and clasped her arms around her tall form, while she rather felt than heard these words : ^' Daughter, lift up thine eyes, and behold the children which the Lord hath given unto thee." Barbara raised her head and beheld a train of young maidens clad in the simple cos- tume of the Saxon peasant, and linked together, as it seemed, by webs of the same transparent tex- ture as that which veiled the lady's face. Slowly they passed before her wondering eyes, fading into thin air as they became lost in the distance, but still succeeded by others similarly clad and holding webs of the same delicate fabric, until Barbara's brain grew giddy as the troop swept on unceasingly. Weary with gazing, she closed her eyes, and when she reopened them the maidens had vanished ; only the strange lady in her shin- ing garments was beside her, and she heard a low, Barbara Uttman^s Dream. 177 silvery voice saying : ^' They who are called to ful- fil a mission among nations mnst find their sons and their daughters beneath the roof-tree of the poor and the oppressed. Childless art thou, Bar- bara, yet the maidens of Saxony through yet un- counted ages shall call thee mother." Barbara awoke from her dream, but so strongly was it im- pressed upon her memory that she could not ban- ish it from her thoughts for many days. But it had done its work upon her gentle spirit, for from that hour she felt that Heaven had some recom- pense in store for her, and though utterly unable to interpret her vision, she endeavored, by re- doubling her charities, to find for herself children among the needy and sorrowful. But year after year fleeted on, and Herr Uttman's coal-black locks had become almost silver- white, while Bar- bara's cheek had lost nothing of its smoothness, and her golden locks, though gathered beneath a matron's coif, were still as glossy and sunny as in her girlhood (for time seemed to have spared her gentle beauty as if in reverence for the gentle spirit which it had so long clothed in a fitting garb). She had long since forgotten her youthful repinings, for from every cottage in the hamlet had blessings gone up to Heaven upon her who was the friend of the friendless; and though her dream was still vivid in her remembrance, she fan- cied she had already attained its fulfilment in the 12 178 Barbara Uttman^s Bream. gratitude of the poor. " Come with me, sweet wife, and I will show thee a new wonder in the mines," said the good Herr Uttman one summer's morning. Barbara looked up with a pleasant smile : " Have I not threaded with thee all the mazes of the dark mountains, and gathered the glittering spar, the many-tinted stone, and the rough gem ? Are there yet more marvels in thy dark domain ? " " Nay, don thy wimple and hood and thou shalt see." So Barbara went forth with her husband, and he led her to the yawning mouth of a dark cavern in the mountains. Carefully in- folding her in a thick cloak, to protect her from the jagged points of the rocks, he took her in his arms, for he had lost none of his gigantic strength, and bore her like a child into the cavern. For a time they wended their way in what seemed to her total darkness, and she was only conscious of be- ing carried along winding passages where she felt the spray of a subterranean torrent, and heard the dash of its waters in some unfathomed chasm. At length her husband, setting her feet upon a broad ledge of rock, lifted the cloak from her face and bade her look upon the scene before her. Barbara found herself at the entrance of a long gallery in the mine, in the roof of which an aper- ture had been made up to the outer surface of the mountain, and through which a flood of sunshine was pouring down into what seemed a glittering Barbara Uttman's Bream. 179 corridor hung with festoons of the most exqui- sitely wrought tapestry. Never had Barbara be- held anything so fantastically beautiful. The sides of the shaft were covered with a half-trans- parent fabric, inwrought with patterns like rich embroidery, through which the gleam of the metal shone like gold, as the sunbeam danced into the cavern depths. It was a gallery in the mine which years before had been closed up and for- gotten. The workmen, while digging an air-shaft, had struck into the disused chamber. Cut in the solid ore, the pillars which supported its roof were carved into grotesque shapes as the whim of the old miners had directed the stroke of their tools. During the years that it had been closed the spiders had taken possession of its walls, and their webs, spun over and over again for more than half a century, had produced a tapestry richer in design and more airy in fabric than ever came from the looms of Ispahan. It needed but little stretch of imagination to behold the vine with its tiny tendrils and drooping fruit, the rose with its buds and leaves, the fantastic arabesque border, and the quaint devices of ancient embla- zoning, in that many-tissued, yet translucent web. Nowhere else could the same humble material have worn the same magical beauty, for the min- gled colors of the ore which formed the walls, and the golden sunshine pouring in through the roof, 180 Barbara TJttman^s Dream, tinted the woven tracery with all the hues of the rainbow. Barbara stood entranced before this strange spectacle; but while she gazed, dim and vague recollections came thronging upon her mind. At length all was clear to her. In the webs which adorned the walls of the mine she recognized the beautiful drapery which had veiled the face of her dream-visitant, and had linked to- gether the band of dream-children in former years. A cry of wild surprise broke from her lips, and from that moment she felt that there was a mys- terious connection between her fate and this haunted chamber of the mine. Now when Bar- bara returned to her home, and sat down amid her workwomen, she told of this wondrous fabric woven by the little fairy spinners in the mine. It happened that among the pensioners of her bounty was numbered a certain woman from Brabant who had been driven from her home by the cruelties practised by the Duke of Alva in the Low Coun- tries. In her own country she had learned to weave a coarse kind of lace, and when she heard her lady describe the delicate texture of the spi- ders' webs, she drew forth some flaxen threads, and wove them into meshes resembling somewhat the drapery which Barbara had so much admired. This was all that was wanting to give purpose and definiteness to Barbara's vague fancies. They who look with most pleasure on a finished Barhara TJttman^s Bream. 181 work are ofttimes most easily wearied witli trac- ing the slow footsteps of the patient laborer. The reader would tire of this faithful chronicle if called to watch the gradual progress of Barbara Utt- man's schemes of wide-spread good. By unwearied toil she made herself acquainted with the means of perfecting the new manufacture, which offered to her prophetic spirit a means of livelihood to the feebler portion of the poor. Going from one im- provement to another, she finally invented the cushion, the bobbins, and the pins by which hand- woven lace is wrought with such perfect sym- metry and regularity of fabric and design as make it, even now, the costliest of all the trappings of wealth. Then, when the invention was perfected, by offering premiums to those who would engage in the work, by establishing manufactories in her own domain, by precept and example, and all the varied means of influence which wealth and virtue had placed within her power, she established the weaving of lace as the special employment of the women of Saxony. Thousands of maidens have found their sole support in this employment, and for nearly three hundred years the name of Bar- bara Uttman has been revered as the ^'mother" of many daughters, and the benefactress of the wo- men of more than one nation in Europe. Gentle reader, I have beguiled you with no fictitious tale. In the churchyard of the little 182 Barbara Uttman^s Bream. mountain hamlet of Anneberg lie the remains of Barbara Uttman, who was born in 1514, married in 1531 to Christopher Uttman, a rich mine-owner, and died a widow in 1575. A visit to a long dis- used shaft in a mine, where the spiders had woven their webs for fifty years, gave her the first idea of that beautiful fabric which, under the vari- ous names of Mechlin, Valenciennes, and Brussels lace, makes the choicest of aU additions to a lady's toilet. It is said that since her establishment of its manufacture in 1560, upward of a million of wo- men are supposed to have obtained a comfortable livelihood by this species of employment. Not- withstanding the introduction of a much inferior kind of lace which is woven by machinery, at least twenty thousand women in Europe annually obtain their support from the manufacture of hand-woven lace. With the far-seeing spirit of true philanthropy a woman thus solved for her country the problem which statesmen yet cavil over, and by affording the poor a means of hum- ble independence, rescued the women of her own land from want and destitution. Yet how few of those who deck themselves with lace only less costly than diamonds have ever heard the name of Barbara Uttman ! Cljc ^octV otljougljt LOOKED within a large and stately apartment, where the time-hallowed me- morials of past ages mingled in quaint confusion with the appliances of mod- ern luxury and taste. Tall and massive cabinets? filled with huge tomes black with age, towered up to the lofty ceiling, while nestling away in corners, like children hiding from the presence of a stately grandame, were slight and fanciful stands, laden with the flimsier volumes of a less earnest, but more progressive era. Tapestry, faded and worn, yet still gorgeous in tint and noble in design, cov- ered the walls, and silken curtains, fresh from the weaver's loom, floated down from the heavy cor- nice that crowned the oriel window. In one corner lay a pile of armor, dented and battered with the 184 The Poefs ThoiigJit stroke of battle-ax and spear; beside it were suspended the bow and arrows of an Indian chief 5 on a table beneath were a pair of boxing- gloves and foils ; w^hile leaning against a carved column stood the unerring rifle of a Kentucky hunter. Vases of varied shapes, from the gro- tesque Indian idol to the graceful and beauti- ful Etruscan lacrymatory, gave out the perfume of the flowers which drooped over their curved sides, or the hidden odors which lay within their sculptured cells. An organ stood near the win- dow, and the book upon it was open at Bee- thoven's ^'Soul-Longings," that exquisite music- poem in which one of the master-spirits of the world of harmony has poured forth his yearnings for the Infinite. On a curiously carved table in the center of the room were an antique candelabrum and an ala- baster lamp ; but the lights had burned out in their sockets, and the lamp was dying for lack of oil, so that the moon, streaming through the open casement, filled the apartment with those broken shadows and clear, cold lights which only her beams can give. On the balcony beyond the win- dow hung an ^olian harp, and the night breeze, as it stooped to kiss the trembling strings, gave out from its dewy wings the perfume of flowers and the odor of the distant woodlands. The mur- mur of a rushing stream and the rustle of vine- The Poet's TJiougU. 185 leaves added their melody to the sweet sounds which pervaded this mystic chamber j and sometimes, as the wind shook the tapestry where lay the glittering corselet and painted shield, a dim sound of martial clangor miugled with the gentler music. While I gazed, methought mine eye gradually adapted it- self to the deep shadows, and many things unseen before became clearly visible. Oaken cabinets, made priceless in value by the skill of the cunning workman ; golden caskets, whose chiseling far out- vied the richness of the metal ,• gems, many-hued, and each bearing in its central heart that living tongue of fire which attests its purity; pearls, scat- tered around like foam upon the wave — all that earth, ocean, air could give of rich, and rare, and marvelous, was gathered there in that wondrous apartment. At last, when I was well nigh aweary of this lavishment of wealth, I beheld emerging from the midst of these surroundings (even as figures in a time-stained picture come forth at the touch of water) the form, of him who daily dwelt among them. None but a poet could inhabit such a spot ; none but a poet could gather around him things so various, so beautiful, so quaint; none but a poet could create the atmosphere which harmo- nized all these incongruities, — alas ! none but a poet could wear the worn and weary look of a watcher of the stars, a prophet unto the deaf and unbelieving. Stately and noble was the form that 186 The Poefs Thought I now looked upon, bnt the limbs were cramped with long inaction, and the hand that conld once guide with equal force the falchion's glittering edge, or the pen's keen point, now hung nerveless and feeble. The light of his eye was faded, and the furrows of painful thought rose upon his brow. He had grown weary of his lofty but un- satisfying task. He had wasted his life in the search after perfect utterance ; he had coined his heart into words, but they had met with no re- sponse. Suddenly, while I looked upon him, the moon sank beneath the horizon, and the room was left in total darkness. Then rose the murmured voice of supplication. He had learned to distrust his own strength, he had discerned the weakness of the broken reed on which he had leaned when in his own might alone he sought to do good; and now the poet prayed. He prayed for strength from Heaven to work out his appointed mission, and power to fulfil his lofty destiny. Even while the words yet lingered on his lips, the chamber was filled with a radiance brighter, richer, lovelier than the world could bestow ; for beside the faint- ing poet stood a being from whose wings were shed the many-tinted glories of paradise. Beau- tiful beyond description was this new and perfect creation of the poet's soul. The loveliness of woman was upon its countenance ; the fresh glad- ness of childhood smiled from its bright lip and The Poet's Thought 187 sunny brow; the symmetry of a young Apollo molded its exquisite limbs. A moment it bent over him who had called it into being. One kiss upon his brow, one touch upon his heart, and the fire returned to his eye, the vigor to his limbs, and he rose exultingly to his feet. " Go forth " — these were the w^ords which burst from his trembling lips — ^'go forth unto all men; thou art the out- ward symbol of my soul's ideal, — go forth! Speak unto the souls of all mankind, for thou art made after their semblance and canst awaken their sym- pathy; thou art filled with the divine essence, and canst lift them from their groveling estate. As for me, I have wrought out my allotted task. I wait now for the response which is my reward. Let me but awaken one pulse in the world's great heart, and I am content to die." Methought the power was given unto me to trace the progress of this spirit-messenger; and first I saw it enter the streets of a great city — as if there, where the heart of humanity already beat with a quickened and fevered pulsation, it could be touched to the finer issues of poetry. I saw the beautiful shape enter the gloomy warehouse of the busy merchant. It rested for a moment on the open page of his ledger, and he paused in his calculations while he gazed on the fair creature thus intruding itself into the haunts of sordidness. There was softness in his eye, and there was tenderness in the touch 188 The Foefs Thought with which he put his gentle visitant aside, and said, ^' At a more convenient season I will listen to thee." But the business of life was going on around him, and the vision vanished from his thoughts as from his presence. It went on — that lovely thought — until it reached the abode of him whose voice was listened to with reverence, as the true exponent of complex human laws. He turned aside from the ponderous volumes in which he was half buried; he took the fair creature a moment to his bosom ; its touch thrilled his'heart and brain, and when the moment came for him to speak unto the people, the power of that touch was shown in the godlike thunders of his elo- quence. But there came no response to the dis- tant poet's listening ear, for the speaker knew not how much he owed to the wandering Thought. He knew not that its fresh, cool touch upon his fevered brow had healed his latent malady and called forth his latent power. Therefore he had no thanks, no response, for him who had sent forth this sweet minister of good. The wander- ing Thought went on ; it entered the chamber of him who had been chosen to be a priest of the living God, and its many-hued wings shed new and lovelier light upon the pages of the blessed gospel. Truths before but dimly seen by the lamp of reason now came forth in the full splen- dors of faith, and the preacher felt many things The Poefs TJiought 189 which he had hitherto only known. His voice grew louder in warning, his tones deeper in remon- strance, as if his lips had been touched by "a live coal from the altar." He spake as he had never spoken before, and men trembled before the power of his words. But he recognized not the spirit which had transfused into him this power. He knew not that the poet's thought had interpreted the dark sayings of the oracle of God; he gave back no response unto him who had looked back- wardy and onward, and upward ere he had sent forth his messenger of light. Again the Thought went on; it rested at the side of the statesman, and he learned sympathy with his kind. The wel- fare of humanity, and not the well-being of a tiny section of earth, now filled his loftier dreams and gave majesty to his projects. He had been taught to feel as well as to think. He had been brought back to a sense of his own responsi- bility. He remembered that the wheel of pro- gression rolls on and on, in God's own time. A child may fling pebbles which seem to retard its course, or the united force of human intellect may seem to urge it forward with destructive speed, yet still these are but agents of almighty will. But in the grandeur of the thoughts which un- folded themselves before him— in the contempla- tion of mankind in its multitudinous masses — he forgot the gentle fantasy which had first awak- 190 The Poefs Thought. ened his nobler perceptions, and he gave forth no response. To the soldier came the Thought, and the love of country grew into a religion. He awoke to deeds of high emprize, but in the din of battle he heard not the ^' still small voice " that called him to his post, and he died on the blood- stained field gloriously and grandly, yet with no recognition of the inspiriting director of his des- tiny. Beside the easel of an artist now paused the wandering Thought. As its shadow fell upon the vacant canvas, a scene of ideal beauty was traced thereon, while the gorgeous coloring of its waving pinions flung tints beyond a painter's dreaming. As if inspired, the artist snatched his pencil. He fixed the fleeting shadow in the living hues, and lo ! he has wrought a picture for im- mortality. But did he utter his blessing on the poet's dream? Alas! did he even remember the bright creation of his brother's soul in the more visible beings that grew beneath his own hand? Now the Thought turned aside from the lofty course it had first held, and sought the by- paths of life. It entered the sweet seclusion where woman sat among her babes, ministering blessings during every hour of her blameless life. Not unwelcome came the Thought to many such. Its gentle influence gave depth and strength to a feeble nature, and the lips which had once breathed the inarticulate murmurs of a mere in- The Foefs TJwugU. 191 stinct now uttered the earnest language of a love born for eternity. But the accents of woman's response were too faint to reach the poet's ear. If they blest the messenger of God, their blessing died upon the summer air, and no tone was borne afar upon the rushing winds. Still the Thought went on. It paused at the dwelling of the peas- ant; it stood beside the loom of the artisan, and the anvil of the smith ; it shed light around the earth-entombed miner; it brightened the gloom of poverty. Above the pillow of the death- doomed it poured the glory of an Ideal soon to be realized in heaven. Amid the perplexities of worldly care it appeared as a luminous guide to higher hopes. To all, save those whose hearts were as the nether millstone, it came with a bless- ing and a power. The whole world was purer and better and brighter for that beautiful and wan- dering Thought. A change now came over my vision — the Thought had gone beyond my ken, and again the mystic chamber was before me. Methought its quaint plenishing seemed more shadowy than before ; an atmosphere of vague- ness was around; things seemed blending one with another, until the memorials of the past and the present, the riches of olden time and the treasures of yesterday, were mingled in dim indistinctness, as if all were slowly fading away like the shadows of a phantasmagoria. But amid 192 The Poefs Thought them all, and as it seemed fading away like them, sate the Poet in his accustomed place, awaiting the response which was to be his guerdon for lifelong self-sacrifice. He was wasted and wan, for life was ebbing fast away. Every pulse of his heart was now like the repeated stroke of death, for the convulsive strength which sent the thickened blood through his frozen veins was but the last effort of worn-out existence. He knew that he must die, — already the film was gathering over his eye, and the gray ghastliness which is the shadow of Death's wing had settled upon his brow; he knew that he must die, but to die with- out one tone of human sympathy to cheer the pass- ing spirit, — to die ere one response had reached him from that pervading soul of humanity for which he had lived and toiled, — this was the sting of death. In that fearful moment when all con- sciousness of the outer world had passed away, came back the beautiful wandering Thought. The gleam of its wings fell around the darkening chamber, and the face of the Poet shone as the face of an angel. The night breeze shook the chords of the harp that hung above his head, and on the wild, rich music which echoed from its strings his spirit passed from earth. Then me- thought, as the darkness of the grave settled for- ever upon that mystic chamber, I heard a sound of blessing and thankfulness and love, as from The PoeVs Thought. 193 the mingled voices of multitudes afar off; and something whispered : ^'Not until the burden of mortality be cast aside can the gifted spirit hear the response which re- sounds through the deep caverns of eternity , and welcomes the exile back to his native heaven." 13 €f)e 5panc^25uHtia:» A poet's wreath shall be thine only crown, A poet's memory thy most far renown. — Lament of Tasso. 'N the olden time of the world there stood on the ocean border a large and flourishing city, whose winged ships brought daily the costly merchandise of all nations to its overflowing storehouses. It was a place of busy, bustling life. Men were struggling fiercely for wealth, and rank, and lofty name. The dawn of day saw them striving each for his own separate and selfish schemes; the stars of midnight looked down in mild rebuke upon the protracted labor of men who gave them- selves no time to gaze upon the quiet heavens. One only of this busy crowd mingled not in their toil — one only idler sauntered carelessly along the thronged mart, or wandered listlessly by the sea-shore ; Adonais alone scorned to bind himself 194 The Fane-Builder. 195 by fetters which he could not fling aside at his own wild will. Those who loved the stripling grieved to see him waste the springtime of life in thus aimlessly loitering by the wayside, while the old men and sages would fain have taken from him his ill-used freedom, and shut him up in the prison-house where they bestowed their madmen, lest his example should corrupt the youth of the city. But for all this Adonais cared little. In vain they showed him the craggy path which traversed the hill of fame ; in vain they set him in the foul and miry roads which led to the tem- ple of Mammon. He bowed before their solemn wisdom, but there was a lurking mischief in his glance as he pointed to his slender limbs and feigned a shudder of disgust at the very sight of those rugged and distasteful ways. So at last he was suffered to wend his own idle course, and save that careful sires sometimes held him up as a warning to their children, his fellow-townsmen almost forgot his existence. Years passed on, and then a beautiful and stately fane began to rise in the very heart of the great city. Slowly it rose, and for a while they who toiled so intently at their daily business marked not the white and polished stones which were so gradually and silently piled together in their midst. It grew, that noble temple, as if by magic. Every morn- ing dawn shed its rose-tints upon another snowy 196 The Fane-Builder. marble which had been fixed in its appointed place beneath the light of the quiet stars. Men wondered somewhat, but they had scarce time to observe, and none to inquire. So the superb fabric had nearly reached its summit ere they heard, with unbelieving ears, that the builder of this noble fane was none other than Adonais the idler. Few gave credence to the tale ; for whence could he, the vagrant and the dreamer, have drawn those precious marbles, incrusted as they were with sculpture still more precious, and written over with characters as inscrutable as they were immortal? Some set themselves to watch for the fane-builder, but their eyes were heavy, and at the magic hour when the artist took up his labors their senses were fast locked in slumber. Yet silently, even as the tem- ple of the mighty Solomon, in which was never heard the sound of the workman's tool, so rose that mystic fane. Not until it stood in grand re- lief against the clear blue sky ; not until its lofty dome pierced the clouds, even a mountain-top ; not until its polished walls were fashioned within and without to surpassing beauty, did men learn the truth and behold in the despised Adonais the wonder-working fane-builder. In his wanderings the dreamer had lighted on the entrance to that exhaustless mine whence men of like soul had drawn their riches for all time. The Fane-Builder, 197 The highest treasures of poesy had been given to his grasp, and he had built a temple which should long outlast the sand-heaps which the worshipers of Mammon had gathered around them. But even then, when pilgrims came from afar to gaze upon the noble fane, the men of his own kindred and peo- ple stood aloof. They cared not for this adornment of their birthplace ; they valued not the treasures that had been gathered together. Only a few en- tered the vestibule, and saw the sparkle of jewels which decked the inner shrine ; or they to whom the pilgrims recounted the priceless value of these gems in other lands— only they began to look with something like pride upon the dreamer Adonais. But not. without purpose had the fane-builder reared this magnificent structure. Within those costly walls was a veiled and jeweled sanctuary. There had he enshrined an idol— the image of a bright divinity — which he alone might worship. Willingly and freely did he admit the pilgrim and the wayfarer to the outer court of his temple; gladly did he offer them refreshing draughts from the fountain of living water which gushed up in its midst 5 but never did he suffer them to enter that "holy of holies," never did their eyes rest on that enshrined idol in whose honor all these treasures were gathered together. In progress of time, when Adonais had lavished all his wealth upon his temple, and when with the toil of gath- 198 The Fane-Builder. eriug and shaping out her treasures his strength had well nigh failed him, there came a troop of revilers and slanderers — men of evil tongue, who swore that the fane-builder was no better than a midnight robber, and had despoiled other tem- ples of all that adorned his own. The tale was as false and foul as they who coined it ; but when they pointed to many pygmy fanes which now began to be reared about the city, and when men saw that they were built of like marbles to those which glittered in the temple of Adonais, they paused not to mark that the fairest stones in these new structures were but the imperfect sculptures which the true artist had scorned to employ, or perhaps the chippings of some rare gem which in his affluence he could fling aside. So the tale was hearkened unto and believed. They whose dim perceptions had been bewildered by this new uncoined and uncoinable wealth, were glad to think that it had belonged to some far-off time, or some distant region. The envious, the sordid, the cold, all listened, well pleased, to the base slander j and they who had cared little for his glory made themselves strangely busy in spreading the story of his shame. Patiently and unweariedly had the dreamer labored at his pleas- ant task, while the temple was gradually growing up toward the heavens ; skilfully had he polished the rich marbles and graven upon them the in- The Fane-Builder. 199 effaceable characters of truth. But the jeweled adornments of the inner shrine had cost him more than all his other toil, for with his very heart's blood had he purchased those costly gems that sparkled on his soul's idol. Now, wearied and worn with bygone suffering, he had no strength to stand forth and defy his revilers. Proudly and silently he withdrew from the world and entered into his own beautiful fane. Presently men beheld that a heavy stone had been piled against the door of the inner sanctuary, and upon its polished surface were inscribed these words : ^' To Time the Avenger ! " From that day no one ever again beheld the dreamer. Pilgrims came as before, and rested within the vestibule, and drank of the springing fountain 5 but they no longer saw the dim outline of the veiled goddess in the distant shrine — only the white and ghostly glitter of that threatening stone, which seemed like the portal of a tomb, met their eyes. Thus years passed on, and men had almost forgotten the name of him who had wasted himself in such fruitless toil. At length there came one from a country far beyond the seas, who had set forth to explore the wonders of all lands. He lacked the pious reverence of the pilgrims, but he also lacked the cold indifference of those who dwelt within the shadow of the tem- ple. He entered the mystic fane, he gazed with 200 The Fane-Builder, unsated eye upon the treasures it contaiued, and his soul sought for greater beauty. With daring hand he and his companions thrust aside the mar- ble portal which guarded the sanctuary. At first they shrunk back, dazzled and awe- stricken, as the blaze of rich light met their unhallowed gaze. Again they went forward, and then — what saw they? Surrounded by the sheen of jewels, glory- ing in the light of the diamond, the chrysolite, the beryl, the ruby, they found an image fashioned but of common clay, while extended at its feet lay the skeleton of the fane-builder. Worn with toil and pain and disappointment, he had perished at the feet of his idol. It may be that the scorn of the world had opened his eyes to behold of what mean materials was shapen the divinity he had so honored. It may be that the glitter of the gems he had heaped around it had perpetuated the delusion which had first charmed him, and he had thus been saved the last, worst pang of wasted idolatry. It matters not. He died — as aU such men must die — in sorrow and in loneliness. But the fane he has reared is as indestructible as the soul of him who lifted its lofty summit to the skies. "Time the Avenger" has redeemed the builder's fane ; and even the men of his own na- tion now believe that a prophet and a seer once dwelt among them. When that great city shall have shared the fortunes of the Babylons and The Fane-Builder, 201 Ninevelis of olden time, that snow-white fane, written all over with characters of truth, and graven with images of beauty, will yet endure; and men of new times and new states shall learn lessons of holier and loftier existence from a pil- grimage to that glorious temple, built by spirit toil, and consecrated by spirit-worship and spirit- suffering. €l)e CljilbV ^i^^ioit^ The babe which was born into the world but yesternight may be reaped by the sickle of Death on the morrow, nathe- less it hath fulfilled its mission, for our Heavenly Father doeth nausrht in vain. N a secluded part of a certain great city there once abode a solitary stu- dent. From boyhood he had hived up knowledge even as the bee gathers honey, and year after year he had won from his accumulated store new strength to pursue his unremitted toil. Not in one field only had he sought for wealth: wherever man could labor there had he been found. He had gathered golden sands from the rivers that rolled their bright waters through classic ages 5 he had scaled the moldering battlements of feudal times and won many a trophy of barbaric chivalry ; he had glided into the cloister and possessed himself of 202 The Child's Mission. 203 the guarded lore of monastic wisdom ; he had climbed the broken columns of antiquity, and beneath the gathering mosses of time had read the mysterious records of the mighty past. Of what avail was all his toil ? The sands were gathered, but he molded them not with a golden image of ideal beauty. The relics of olden time were only as broken pieces of mail, which he sought not to combine into armor of proof. The illuminated manuscript, though legible to his eyes, was still an emblazoned mystery to his fellow- men. The inscriptions from which he had swept the veiling moss and ivy were yet but meaning- less scratches to the gaze of others. Content with accumulating, he was like the miser who hoards with equal care his precious treasure, whether it be of gold, or silver, or copper. Yet the student was not without his cherished dream of ambition. He would fain heap up knowledge until the vast pile should be as a pyramid, solemn? mysterious, awe-inspiring to the whole world; then /Would he engrave his name on the imper- ishable memorial of his lifelong labors. Such was the hope, such the scheme of the cold, the selfish, the unsympathizing student. He wished not to enlighten his fellow-men 5 he devised no plan for the progress of suffering humanity; he brought not the mechanism of science to the work of moral advancement. For himself only 204 The Child's Mission. did he labor; for himself only did he seek dis- tinction ; for his own aggrandizement did he con- centrate his whole being upon this absorbing search after world-wide knowledge. Is it any marvel, therefore, that the heart of the student grew cold and dead within him? — that all the sweet charities of life were to him but as the forms of some despised or unknown religion f — that the gentler affections of humanity seemed but as tethers on the eagle wing of intellect? Like the miner who, while he digs the bright silver from its bed, loses in the deadly atmos- phere that surrounds it all power to enjoy the pleasures it might purchase, so did he apply him- self to his life-wasting toil, until the hue of health left his cheek and his form was bowed with in- firmity, while gray hairs untimely strewed his hollow temples. As the light of knowledge brightened within him, the fire of heaven grew pale within his soul. His mind was full of strength, but the spirit which God had given him folded its wings in helpless weakness. He learned to doubt everything which came not by the evidence of his senses or the cold calculations of reason. Love and faith, those indwellers of the soul, were but as shadows which he could not grasp with his intellect, and therefore regarded but as visions of poetic fancy. The claims of the failing body he despised and disregarded. The Tlie GUlcVs Mission. 205 existence of the imperishable soul he disbelieved, and iu the pride of mental power he imagined himself to be as a god, knowing good and evil ! In all great cities wealth is ever found tower- ing above the humble asylum of poverty; so it happened that the student's narrow and comfort- less apartment overlooked a fair garden which stretched back from a stately mansion near. It was not a trim and garnished plot, where every flower was trained with formal propriety and taught to adorn its parterre, even as a beauty would deck a ball-room. The master of this pleas- ant domain had sought to shut out the sight of his poorer neighbors, so he had planted rare trees, and gathered together curious shrubs and climb- ing plants, until the whole place was like a ver- dant labyrinth. The student little knew how unconsciously the influences of nature wrought upon him from this, her sweet retreat ; he knew not that the soul whose existence he doubted was winning new life from the humble ministry of those waving trees whose shadows fleckered the page on which he looked, and those twining blos- soms which crept even to the casement beside which he leaned. He had been wont to study nature with the cold eye of science, to dissect the fair frame of her varied loveliness, to analyze her every gift. Like the wise king, he could dis- course of all things, ^' from the cedar of Lebanon 206 The Child's Mission. to the hyssop that groweth upon the wall '^ ; but he spoke as the sage, not as the lover of the beau- tiful. A veined leaf, a glowing blossom, brought him no suggestions from the world of freshness and beauty to which it belonged. To him crea- tion was but a great laboratory, and nature only a skilful workman evolving gases into varied forms of beauty and usefulness. Such was the daily exercise of his mind ; but his spirit, feeble as it had grown from neglect, had yet something left of its purer and better life ; therefore did the sweet breath of the summer flower, and the whis- pered voice of the evening breeze, save God's lamp within him from utter extinction. It was the evening of a sultry summer day, a thunder- storm had cleared the heavy air, and passing off in broken clouds had hung the western sky with drapery of gorgeous purple and gold, as if cur- taining the glorious couch of the weary sun. Every leaf, every blade of grass, bore a gem which sparkled in the slant beam, as if earth would fain show how lavish were her riches, when even her tiniest children could be so adorned. The stu- dent sate by his casement, wearied, but still oc- cupied in mental toil, when he espied a fairy- like child amid the green boughs of the garden beneath. Perhaps at another moment he would scarce have noticed the little maiden, but now her golden curls, her fair brow, her soft blue The ChiWs Mission. 207 eyes, and the radiant sunniness of her whole countenance harmonized so exquisitely with the sparkling gladness of nature, that he could not choose but observe it. For the first time the idea came to him that earth might contain human flowers. But the thought was as transient as the image that gave it birth, for a merry laugh rang through the thickets, and the child was gone. But the next day and the next she appeared among the leafy labyrinths, until the student learned to look for her sweet face and listen for her merry voice. True, she was nothing to him ; she saw not the pale brow of the weary man as he sate behind the veiling leaves to gaze upon her loveliness. Nor did the student think of her, even while he was awaiting her presence. His thoughts were with his books, entangled in the cumbrous machinery of his ambitious dreams. It was rather as a consciousness, a dim perception of the soul, that the little maiden came to his loneliness. He did not think of her, but he had a vague feeling of pleasantness in her presence. It was like a new feature added to the garden 5 and as if a fountain of sweet waters had sprung up in its midst, so did the child unconsciously refresh his spirit. I have said that the student was cold and selfish, but he was also poor and proud. He had suffered contumely; he had endured want ; he 208 The Child's Mission. had found none of the sympathy without which warm hearts cannot live, and with which the cold- est hearts will give out something of tenderness. He did not hate his kind, but he despised them. He had no fellowship with man, no love for wo- man. He sought to rise above them by the mas- tery of the mind ; he would fain have ruled, not influenced, their opinions. They should respect, admire, wonder at the neglected student, but they should never come near enough to behold him as their fellow. Such were his feelings ; yet, with a strange impulse, he had seemed drawn toward this child, as if there was a link slowly forging which should hereafter bind him to humanity. The season of flowers had passed away, and the many-colored veil of autumn was flung over the fair garden. Then came the Indian summer, with its soft mists, blending at morn and eve the varied hues of the landscape, and giving a tone of ten- derness to the radiant brilliancy of nature. With all these changes of time the gentle child associated herself. She was like a sunbeam, dif- fusing light and cheerfulness wherever her pres- ence came. Hour after hour, day after day, the happy creature went dancing and singing amid the green aisles of that secluded garden. Of the world beyond those leaf -tapestried walls she knew nothing, but within all was beauty and blessed- ness to her pure and sunny nature. Winter came, The Child's Mission. 209 and the trees stood naked and desolate, while the vines hung leafless from their trellises, and a heavy covering of snow hid the enameled par- terres. The child sported no longer in the gar- den, and the student missed the gleeful voice of her who had been the unconscious companion of his solitude. Hitherto the stately mansion, with its proud owners and its host of servants, had never won even his passing attention ; but now he was glad that the verdureless trees afforded glimpses of the windows where he sometimes saw the sweet, bright face of the little maiden. The house had an inclosed terrace, where, sheltered by glazed casements from the weather, many choice plants w^ere imprisoned during the dreary winter j and there, half hidden, like a bird among the blossoms, he often beheld the happy child. Some- times, too, there was beauty and brightness enough in the winter landscape to win her forth into the frosty air. Then, in hood and muffler, with her rosy face looking out from its wrappings, like a lovely picture set in a quaint frame, she would glide over the ice in the garden walks, or gather up the soft, wool-like snow in her dimpled hands to startle the fond old grandfather who watched her sports. Once she stood as if entranced by a sudden sense of almost mystic beauty. A heavy rain had fallen during the day, and, congealing upon the shrubs and trees, had covered every 14 210 The Child's Mission. twig with the richest frostwork. Night came on, clear and cold, while a bright moon gave to the fantastic tracery an enameling of silvery luster. It was like a scene of fairyland ; and there, amid this calm, silent, spiritual-looking magnificence, stood the gentle child, with her eyes upturned, her hands clasped, her foot lifted, as if she had paused in mid-career, awe-struck by this wonder- ful beauty. To the student she seemed like a being of some holier sphere, and many times in after life did that graceful little statue, with its frostwork surroundings, appear before his men- tal sight. Time sped on, until the warm spring showers had again loosened the fettered earth. Then did the child rejoice in the renewed life of nature. She caroled amid the budding shrubs like a forest bird, and her voice, without having lost any of its mirthfulness, seemed to have a deeper tone of earnestness. It was strange to watch the gradual growth of the student's sym- pathies beneath the child's unconscious influence. He did not lose one moment of study 5 he gave his mind just as closely as ever to his cherished schemes 5 yet the child had now become essential to the quietude which the proper exercise of his faculties demanded. With her voice sounding in his ears, her graceful form bounding beneath his eyes, he could work out his processes of thought. The Child's Mission. 211 and labor unremittingly in the deep caverns of metaphysical truth. But if she delayed her com- ing, if her voice was silent for hours together, then a restlessness pervaded his whole being-, some link seemed lost in the chain by which he coerced his faculties, and the strong thinker be- came the victim of a mere mood. Accustomed to regard with contempt everything which did not appeal to his reason, he scorned to analyze his feelings toward the fairy creature. Indeed, he would have found the task a fruitless one. Mere intellect had no part in this new sense of purity and beauty; passion could have nothing to do with this yearning toward a child of eight short summers; and had he not refused to believe in that nobler part of human nature, the soul, by whose delicacy of perception this enjoyment had come to him? Once the fiend of distrust sug- gested that he should test the child's innate sense of good. He made a drawing of her own sweet image, giving it the wings of an angelic messen- ger, and then threw it from his window upon the green turf below. It was not long before the lit- tle maiden found the picture, and, quite uncon- scious of its resemblance to herself, clapped her hands with delight as at sight of a good angel. The next day the student sketched a figure equally beautiful and equally attractive in its rich adorn- ments ; but to the delicate lineaments he gave the 212 The ChilcVs Mission. cold, blighting expression that we fancy should belong to the ministers of evil. The child found the second sketch, and grasped it with eager de- light; but scarce had she looked upon it when she cast it from her and fled. Before she had reached the extremity of the avenue she returned, and, digging a tiny hole in the earth, she depos- ited the pictui'c within it and carefully covered it again, as if unwilling that the image of evil should be above the earth. It was a strange fancy in the child, but there was such an earnest solem- nity in her look that the student could not mis- take the feelings by which she was prompted. From that time he sought no more to search the depths of her pure nature. He could crush a blossom to determine its order and design, but he dared not break into the heart of this human flower to penetrate into the mysteries of that in- stinctive sense of good and evil which is the prop- erty of an untainted and holy spirit. Another year passed on, and that sweet, bird-like voice had found an echo in every chamber of the student's untenanted heart ; that graceful, fawn-like form was traced in every variety of attitude on the margin of his mind's dark scroll. Remembrances of her loveliness and joyousness were mingled with his treasured learning, like the rich emblazonings with which, in the olden time, the curious scribe adorned the most abstruse doctrines of his faith. The GhiliVs Mission. 213 Autumn had again covered nature with the rich pall that veils her decay, when a change fell upon the gentle child. Her step grew slower, her voice less frequently broke forth in song. She would sit for hours with folded hands and drooping brow, as if a sense of heaviness weighed down her delicate frame, and at length she came no more to the garden. For days the student watched, until his heart sunk within him. The foliage still shaded from his eyes the windows of the distant mansion, and weeks elapsed before the fallen leaves offered him a glimpse of the walls that inclosed his sweet ministrant. A strange haunting fear fell upon him. He grew impatient and restless ; study had lost its charms for him; the atmosphere in which he had learned to breathe wanted one of its vital elements. He paced his narrow room with a feeling of pain and powerlessness. Sud- denly his eye fell on his telescope ; a thought flashed through his mind, and the next moment he had turned the direction of the glass, with which he had been wont to sweep the heavens, to- ward the tiny planet which now lighted his dreary way on earth. Alas ! his glass, like that of the enchanter, re- vealed only desolation and sorrow. He looked within a half -darkened apartment, and there, on her little bed, lay the fair and gentle child. Her cheek had lost its roundness and her eye its merry 15 214 The CMMs Mission. glance ; but she had the face of an angel as she lay in her pure beauty on the couch of pain. She was dying, — that sweet child, — she was leaving a world of care and strife for the ^^ still waters and green pastures" of paradise. It was a dark and solemn road which her little feet must now trav- erse, and there was many a vague terror in the ''valley of the shadow of death''; yet was she calm, and, as it seemed, sustained by angel minis- try. The student remembered no more his dreams of ambition, his half-finished researches into the mysteries of science. Chained to the magic glass which brought near to him the creature who so strangely influenced his untamable mind, he did naught but watch the movements of the dying child. At last — it was the sunset hour — the watcher saw a stir in the quiet apartment. A lit- tle couch was brought forward to the open win- dow ; the child was laid upon it, and, supported in the arms of a sorrowing woman, she looked forth upon the glorious sky and upon the faded garden, which had now borrowed a transient beauty from the evening glow. Just then her bird, which hung beside the window, poured forth a gush of song. For a moment her own happy look came back again with all its former sunni- ness; she raised her sweet face toward the aged man who bent over her, and, pressing her lips to his withered cheek, fell back upon her pillow. The Child's Mission. 215 The student started, and covered his eyes with his hands. Then he looked again — he beheld only the rigid face of the dead. On the evening of the day preceding the funeral the student sought the dwelling of his wealthy neighbors. He came as a suppliant, and from the gray -headed negro who unclosed the door he sought permis- sion to look upon the face of the shrouded child. It was a strange request, but sorrow had hum- bled the proud hearts of her friends, and they were touched by this spontaneous sympathy in a stranger. He was led into a stately chamber and left alone with the dead. A moment he gazed upon that face, so full of calm, pure beauty ; for the angel of death had given a hallowed loveli- ness to those childish features. A moment he stood, as if striving to nerve himself by the cold teachings of reason ; then, yielding to the impulse of the awakened soul within him, he fell on his knees beside that coffined form. Who may dare describe the emotions which then shook his soul f In that dread moment he learned the mystery of his being. It was no earthly passion which then flooded his heart with tears. It was no appeal to human reason that had so drawn him from his selfishness. No ; there came to him a startling, a crushing consciousness that the spirit he had so often grieved was asserting itself within him. The wondrous eye of thought beheld at a glance 216 The Child's Mission. the whole mighty mystery. He had struggled and toiled to make himself superior to humanity, and there lay before him the dead form of a sim- ple child, whose bright existence, brief almost as a sunbeam, had rebuked all his wisdom. The strong man, who had exalted human reason until to his eyes it assumed almost godlike proportions, stood awed and confounded before a lifeless babe — a creature who had given back an unsullied soul to the Being who breathed into her the breath of life. She had been as a joy and brightness upon earth. Pain and grief came not nigh her; toil and care touched her not ; her mind was yet as the unmolded wax ; yet she had fulfilled her earthly mission, and risen higher in the scale of being, through her spotless purity, than all the efforts of human reason could ever have lifted her. He who had laughed to scorn the teachings of religious truth, because they were above and beyond mere reasoning, now bowed himself down in grief beside the child, and acknowledged that he felt within him the stirrings of a nobler prin- ciple than the intellect he had so prized. The student wept; his cold and stony nature melted with tears as he recognized the truth which that fair child had come across his path to teach. From the depths of his nature rose up a cry, which Grod's mercy interpreted as a prayer. He rose from his knees, he bent himself over the icy fore- The Child's Mission. 217 head of the child, until the breath of his own lips came back to him from the cold brow of the dead. He did not desecrate her by a touch, but, taking from the casket a rosebud that had lain upon her bosom, he turned away in loneliness and sorrow, yet with a consciousness that the lamp of God had been rekindled within him. Many years after- ward there dwelt among the red men of the West a humble and devoted missionary. The Indians loved him as a father, and when he sought to shape their crude notions of Deity with some- thing like a spiritual faith, they listened with rev- erence to his teachings. His labors seemed almost fruitless and his rewards few. Time had bowed his form and dimmed the fire of his eye, yet with childlike simplicity he taught the childlike faith to which alone his people could listen. It was known that he came from afar, and some travel- ers who encountered him in the land of ocean lakes discovered that he was learned in all the wisdom of the schools. When asked why he thus buried in the deep forest gifts which might arouse the world's great heart, his answer was simple and touching : " I was an unbeliever until the uncon- scious teachings of a child awakened my soul, and therefore do I come to render back my debt to the child-men of nature, the sons of the wil- derness." ^m^ib^ummcr jfantic^* The Voice of the Charmer. (Pleasure.) ) ^^(^ HERE was once a child, a noble and beautiful boy, who, despising the pas- times of his companions, found all his pleasure in the woods and wilds. The more inaccessible was the mountain pass, the bet- ter he loved to tread its rugged way ; the deeper the mountain torrent, the more tempting seemed its cool waters. Gentle and docile as a babe in all things else, in this he was not to be curbed by the will of others, but would wander for days in the deep forest and heap up his bed of dried leaves on the very brink of the most frightful precipices. Wearied and heated, he entered one day into a dark and narrow dell, whose sides were so pre- cipitous and so thickly clothed with trees, that only at noonday could the sunshine glitter on the 218 Midsummer Fancies. 219 thread-like stream which wound it way through the deep ravine. The cool freshness of the place, the shadowy twilight diffused around the soft, thick turf, which the moisture from the hillside kept as green as a living emerald, all invited him to repose. So the boy flung himself beside the rivulet, and resting his head on the mossy roots of a gigantic oak, was fast sinking into slumber when he was aroused by the faint murmur of music. Like a chime of fairy bells came that sweet, low, ringing tone, so faint, yet so distinct upon his ear. Yet it roused him not from his repose; it chased away the heavy vapors from his brain, and brought sweet, delicious dreams, but it did not fully awake him. His heart seemed melting within him, and a tremulous and thrilling torpor was fast creeping over his limbs. But even while the inarticulate singing of that wonderful melody was in his ears, he felt rather than saw a marvelous light shining before him. The starry diamond, the wave-lighted emerald, the heaven-tinted sapphire, the sunset-hued opal, the shadowless chrysolite, and the crimson-hearted ruby, all seemed melted and blended with that ray which flashed and faded and again gleamed gloriously before his half-shut eye. The boy grew faint with delight. The music and the shifting splendors of that ray seemed to him one and the same. He knew not whether his eye be- 220 Midsmmner Fancies. held those chiming bells or his ear was blessed with that rich harmony of colors. Sometimes he struggled faintly to arouse himself, and he ever caught sight of a dimly outlined form, coiled and twisted like the cable of a mighty ship, which seemed hiding itself behind that wondrous light. But the music would ring out a sweeter peal, the changeful tints of that marvelous splendor would flash athwart his sight, until the boy sank back again upon his mossy pillow dazzled and sick with beauty and delight. Noon came and went, sunset gilded the green earth, night flung her shadowy veil over all nature, the quiet stars looked down into the deep, dark dell where the boy was lying; yet that music paused not, and those wondrous hues were fadeless. For him nature had but one voice and life but one aspect ; all was beauty and bliss in that deep intoxication of soil and spirit. On the morrow an aged man who had gone forth to meditate at eventide found the boy still lying on the soft turf, with his head yet resting on its mossy pillow. But the warm breath stirred not now those clustering curls, and his glazed eye was strained wildly open, as if some brief and terrible agony had roused the sleeper in his life's last hour. He was dead, that young and gentle boy ; he had died in that dream of beauty, but upon his lip was a purple spot, and a single drop of blood had fallen upon his Midsummer Fancies. 221 white bosom. Then said the sage, " He hath slept upon the den of the basilisk, and it is the queen of the serpents who hath bewildered and slain him." As he spoke the flashing of those marvelous tints troubled his aged eyes, and a creature of strange beauty, bearing upon its head a crown from whence came this wondrous light, reared itself from the mossy root of the old tree, while the chiming of those mystic bells now came with articulate voice. " I slew him not," sang the voice, — '^I slew him not. I breathed a dream of beauty into his spirit, and his human nature sank beneath its sweetness. I did but kiss his fresh lips, and lo ! his soul came forth from its prison-house." " Child of perdition ! " cried the sage, " the hour cometh when thy dazzling crown shall be torn from thy serpent brow, and thy voice of music shall be changed unto the wail of ever- lasting despair." ^^But till then," sang the sweet and melancholy voice, ''till that evil time cometh, will men listen to my singing, and look upon my beauty, and die in the madness of their dream."