m PS wm& V TH LEGEND OF AVLV! v <" w ^^y Copyright, 1895 BY William Doxey Thb Murdock Press CONTENTS. The Legend of Aulus 1 Ballades, Sonnets, and Other Verses — Wake Not the Gods 43 Ballade of Charity 44 The Famine in Russia 46 Westminster Abbey 47 The Unattainable 48 Booth in Hamlet 49 Ballade of Memory 50 Ballade of the Dark Hour 52 Ballade of Death 54 Mnemosyne 56 A Greeting 57 The Cholera 58 Two Songs 60 The Isle of Skye 62 Gustave Dore 64 The Violin 65 CONTENTS. Ballades, Sonnets, and Other Verses — California 66 Autumn 67 Jackson's Last Words 68 Enchanted Ground 70 In Extremis 72 Robert Louis Stevenson 74 Forget Me Not 77 A Reminiscence 78 The Singers 80 Memoria Sacra 82 A Message 84 The Years 86 On the Death of a Cat 87 Evening 90 In the Night 92 The Heavenly City 93 A Fragment 94 Vale atque Vale 95 THE LEGEND OF AULUS. NOTE. The original sketch of "The Legend of Aulus" may be found in the "Gesta Romanorum." THE LEGEND OF AITLUS. I. Hidden amid the Apennines, there lies A lake unfathomable, deep-shelving, dark. Strange stories cling about the place, and fill The very air with mystery and dread ; And often, when on long black winter nights The peasant tells them to his huddling brood, The children shudder at the shadows cast By the unsteady firelight on the wall, The women drop their spinning in affright, And cross themselves and call on all the saints. I, lingering late among these barren hills, Saw such a scene and heard this story told : 2 THE LEGEND OF AULUS. Centuries since a law was made in Rome, Enacting that no citizen should wed The maiden of his choice unless he stood Prepared to dower her with gold or lands Of value equal to her own estate. An evil law it was, but so enforced, So straitly bound by form and precedent, That none, or few, its harsh requirements broke; Sorrow it wrought and bitterness extreme. In those dim days upon the Aventine Mount An ancient mansion reared its noble front; Built of the famous marble which endures The slow-corroding years, the earthquake shock, Its white walls gleamed beneath the fervid sky, Towering in grandeur o'er the roofs of Rome. One autumn eve upon its battlements A lady leaned and watched the sun's decline, Nor watched alone, for by her stood a knight, THE LEGEND OF AULUS. 6 Equipped as for the field, in mail complete; A soldier he of the Praetorian Guard, And near the person of the Emperor, But landless, with no fortune save his sword. Long time they stood and marked the increas- ing night Shadow the hills and darken o'er the plain, But little said, until the stars awoke, And in the sky their feeble lanterns lit; When, downward looking on her face, the knight Saw tears thereon, which, furtive, she concealed, And sudden cried, "What, my Faveria, tears, — Tears on this night — and I so new returned, And after so long absence? — but, perchance, By these disparted years thy faith is strained Nigh even to breaking, and thy heart, I fear, Is now to one more fortunate resigned. If this be so " "Nay, Aulus, all my care Is only thee to please and thee to love, 4: THE LEGEND OF AULUS. And, for these foolish drops, dismiss them quite, Or think them but a moment's fantasy, A passing whim, for often women weep." ' 'Pardon, Faveria, pardon these my words, Hasty and choleric as my nature is; To lose you death, far worse your faith to doubt, — For jealous doubt is a tormenting fire Which eats the heart. Of this no more — and now, I prithee let me wipe the traitor stains That cloud the brightness of these dearest eyes, My lode-stars through the desert of this world. Yet, in good sooth, it passe th all belief That you, who are so young, exceeding fair, Of so great name, and all too richly dowered Should ever sigh or waste a weary hour." "Little it profits to be rich and fair; My wealth it is betwixt us two that stands, THE LEGEND OF AULUS. O And for my fairness — Dido's face was fair, Yet could she not iEneas long retain. Beauty in woman is an April day, Mere streaks of sunshine through the clouds that rift; In youth adored, when time our charm hath marred, Slight is the homage to our virtues paid. In heat of battle men their cares forget, Or on the Forum, or in council grave, But women sit alone within the house, And idly o'er the inevitable brood. We smile upon the splendor of the rose, Nor see the canker in its heart that grows." Then Aulus: "Much, Faveria, have I dwelt On this, our mutual unhappy strait, And in the night when all my comrades slept, Have I, uneasy, paced the camp about, Nor found an answer to my questioning, b THE LEGEND OF AULUS. Save one, — but no, this black, accursed deed Be far from me " "Nay, Aulus, voice thy thought; What thou canst bear to think, thy lips can speak." And answer made the knight in broken words: "A new decree the Emperor hath passed — Thereof thou art informed?" " Of such a law A rumor vague and unconfirmed is all The talk of Rome." "Then know that Constantine Disbanded hath the old Praetorian Guard. Our cohorts, through the empire all dispersed, By this disunion lose their primal strength, And to the throne cease to be dangerous. This edict yet more closely sets the bars Which now asunder hold us. There remains One way, and one alone, whereby our hands THE LEGEND OF AULUS. 7 Forever may be joined " "Aulus, my lord, Make swift thy speech till all thy tale be told." " Far to the northward in the Apennines, Dwelleth Hortensius, my next of kin; Great is his wealth, — yea, greater than thine own. Blind from his birth, in solitude he lives, The castle scantly guarded. All the place To me is known, for oft its hollow courts Have I with boyish laughter heedless filled, And with the step of active youth explored Each crumbling stair and dim, remote recess. Thither 'tis in my purpose to repair, And secret in the night his soul dispatch, My horse regain and rapid spur to Rome, All unsuspect " "A murder! hear, ye gods! To take his life who naught hath injured thee, 8 THE LEGEND OF AULUS. Nor in fair fight, but while he helpless lies — O most intolerable and bloody thought ! — My curses on the hand that framed this law! " "Then fare-thee-well, Faveria; here and now Dear is thy love; thine honor so more dear That never shall the slime of slander trail Across its sacred whiteness, and if death Do claim me on the field, — right welcome he." " To-night we part? " "I go this very hour." "And thou canst leave me lonely in this world — Alone I am; in blankness stretch the years Where thou art not; but — hold, were this man dead To part no need?" "I wait upon thy word." "Together we might live, together share The round of life, its common bliss and pain; THE LEGEND OF AULUS. 9 The coming death together we might meet, Smile at his harmless shaft and know content. Enough — 'tis ended; count the deed as done. To rush us to our doom the Fates conspire. But be thou merciful; make sure thy hand, And give his soul a speedy taking-off." "Thou speakest to the tenor of my will, And now my purpose is determinate. But look, beloved, how the conquering day Against the blackness of the night prevails; I must be gone, and swiftly, nor do thou With o'er much thinking knit the troubled brow." He spoke and passed; she, backward gazing there, A moveless, breathless statue of despair. 10 THE LEGEND OF AULUS. II. The birds their waking music trilled, The sky with early light was filled, As Aulus seized his horse's rein And vaulted to his seat again. The sleeping streets, as on he sped, Echoed beneath his horse's tread. A moment on the bank he stood Where sacred Tiber pours his flood, Then past the hill Capitoline, — Once of Tarpeian Jove the shrine, — And by the old Nomentane Way, He reached the camp at height of day, And saw the Labarum unfold Its veil of purple and of gold. The troops by the Praetorium Are massed, and slow the Augurs come, Portentous, grave, and knowing well By signs the future to foretell. THE LEGEND OF AULIJS. 11 Eager they scan the devious flight Of birds uncertain. To the right They circling wheel — propitious sign, — The gods appeased on mortals shine. The soldiers cheer; dismissed, they pass The idle hour with song and glass. But Aulus to the tribune's tent Hasted, and gained his chief's consent To furlough brief ; and ere the day Had glided o'er the hills away, Beneath the ancient gate he strode, Which guards the great Flaminian road. Swift was his courser's pace; he passed Pons Milvius, and saw at last Between him and the evening sky The desolate Campagna lie. For five long days he onward took His lonely way, with scarce a look On hill, or wood, or castled mound. Yet where could fairer scenes be found ? 12 THE LEGEND OF AULUS. For royal Tiber, rolling free His murky waters to the sea, Companioned him for mile on mile, By vale, and cliff, and dark defile; And oaks, with leaves of evergreen, About his pathway wove their screen; Where groves of box and alder were, The clematis its glory there Now careless trailed upon the ground, Now massed some hoary trunk around; The broom a passing perfume lent To each faint breeze that wandering went, And, over all, the burning blue Of heaven its airy archway threw. At Interamna short his stay; Leaving the broad Flaminian Way, He rode beneath the scented pines That skirt the lower Apennines, And sought a bridle track that led Beside a mountain torrent's bed. THE LEGEND OF AULUS. 13 So difficult the steep ascent, He reached the top with forces spent, And flung him on the mosses brown, And heard the water foaming down. But night was closing o'er the scene, And hill and valley stretched between, Although but half a league away The dwelling of his fathers lay. Beneath a tree he tied his horse, And wearily pursued his course. At first the path he scarce could find, With brier and bramble intertwined; The sky with clouds was overspread, Chill blew the wind about his head; The thunder crashed, the tempest lowered, And from the lightning flash he cowered. Upon a cliff the castle stood, Fit to defy the storm and flood. High on the rugged height 14 THE LEGEND OF AULUS. Its walls arose, the dwelling-place For ages of a warrior race Who drank of battle and the chase The keen and wild delight. Their ashes in sepulchral urns, Drenched with the wine of death, Eegardless lie; before them burns The taper's flickering breath. Small heed have they of praise or blame, Forgot their glory and their shame. A lamp within a window gleamed, Its radiance through the darkness streamed; There sat Hortensius. Shut from the friendly light, he dwelt In visionary lands, and dealt In lore occult, the nearness felt Of forms unseen by us THE LEGEND OF AULUS. 15 Wlio know the splendor of the world,— The mountain in its dignity, With wreaths of mist about it curled, And the far-reaching sea. Bravely he bore his banishment; In dreams he lived, with dreams content. As Aulus watched the lighted tower, And waited for the midnight hour, His thoughts were dark to tell. These silent halls had many a day Resounded with their youthful play; The children of two brothers, they Had loved each other well, Ere years came with resistless change. One wandered o'er the earth, The other never cared to range Far from his place of birth; But each remembered in his prime The innocent glad morning-time. 16 THE LEGEND OF AULUS. Aulus was lost to time and place, When, sudden showering on his face, He felt the heavy raindrops fall, And sought the shelter of the wall. With stealthy search a door he gained By clustering ivy hid, unchained The rusted hasp, and passed to where He might attain the secret stair That to the turret led where slept Hortensius. As soft he crept, He started back at every sound Made on the stairway's crumbling round. And now he stands within the room, But vainly strives to pierce the gloom, Till, by the lightning's fitful aid, He sees the couch whereon is laid Hortensius in slumber deep, Unguarded in the castle keep. His head is pillowed on his arm, In vain security from harm, THE LEGEND OF AULUS. 17 And some fair thought his dream beguiles; He sleeps, and as he sleeps he smiles. With steady stroke the deed was done. One sobbing moan he gave — but one, — A feeble cry, on earth unheard, But angels caught the parting word, — For to the knight's astonished sight, On shining feather, winged its flight A bird that perched upon the bed, And nestled near the dead man's head. Strange visitant in so dread place, And in such hour ! A moment's space It rested there; then, uttering A sweet, strange note, it plumed its wing; Back to the night and dismal rain It passed, and ne'er was seen again. Forth from the castle fled the knight, Nor slacked his speed till morning light. 18 THE LEGEND OF AULUS. Madly he rode to ease the pain That ached about his heart — in vain. The mountain peaks grew far and dim, But guilt and fear kept pace with him. He grudged the time for rest or food, Till safe within the camp he stood; The curtains of his tent he drew, And soon in sleep oblivion knew. Upon the palace roof once more The two are met; not as before Hand clasped in hand. Ah, piteous change ! Guilt and remorse their hearts estrange. But love despiseth fear and shame, And to his side Faveria came, And softly called him by his name. Aulus upraised his drooping head, And gently to Faveria said, "Three heavy weeks have o'er us rolled — Would that their tale had ne'er been told! THE LEGEND OF AULUS. 19 Of all that passed I may not speak To dim your eye and blanch your cheek. I sent you by a trusty hand A message you could understand, And you alone. Hortensius hath By me been slain, and now the path To you and love is clear; but know Could I the deed retract, the blow Had ne'er been struck. In battle's rage, When men their country's foes engage, With furious thrust in equal fight, Even then death is a woeful sight. How past all pardon is my guilt, A friend's — a kinsman's — blood I've spilt! My caitiff sword within his heart I plunged — a demon winged the dart — A painless death and swift he died. 'T were well with me if by his side This night I lay, wrapped in the mould, As still, as lifeless, and as cold ! 20 THE LEGEND OF AULUS. And now outside the walls of Borne, Beneath Saint Paulus' lofty dome, His body rests. I followed it With needful rites, observance fit; And, as the nearest of his kin, Beheld it placed the tomb within. Slowly the passing bell was tolled, The mounting music heavenward rolled; In rapturous, triumphant song, It swept the sounding nave along; Its joyous descant seemed to me Of lasting life the prophecy; And yet — What dost thou think of death? Where speeds the soul with parting breath? Can spirits from the leaden urn Or from the inclasping grave return?" " Countless the vague traditions be, All touched with doubt and mystery, And held by some as fabulous, THE LEGEND OF AULUS. 21 Which seem to show that all the tale Is not yet told when still and pale We lie, and friends make moan for us. Shadows impalpable may pass Through gates of iron or of brass — But wherefore dost thou question thus?" "A legend of our Christian faith There is; or false, or true, it saith That upon All Souls' eve, Which at to-morrow's twilight falls, The dead forsake their sombre halls, The grave's embraces leave; And on the earth, or in the air, They wait attentive to the prayer Made for their souls' repose By holy monks in church or cell. This was my thought: — Were it not well That at the evening's close I to the chapel should repair, 22 THE LEGEND OF AULTJ8. To spend the night in vigil there, And all that I may learn To thee at dawn with speed relate? — Thereby, perchance, the will of fate We clearer may discern." "Go thou and watch the night away, And I to all the gods will pray For thy desired return. And, now, farewell, for needful sleep Thy body craves, this watch to keep." Aulus upon her face, Which shone as fair as spirits shine, Long looked, to grave its every line Upon his heart; then, with brief sign Of parting, left the place. Alone upon the palace roof, She heard his horse's clattering hoof Die down the hill, and soon the night Was all transformed beneath the light THE LEGEND OF AULUS. 23 Of the great moon that up the sky Swam in her billowing majesty. III. As Aulus neared the church, he heard the bell For vespers peal from the adjacent tower, And stayed his steps, subdued beneath the spell, The soft enchaining of the evening hour. The dry earth, kissed to freshness by a shower, Was very fair; he looked, and groaned aloud; For him had Nature lost her healing power; The autumn moon, emerging from a cloud, Seemed to his gaze a dead face gleaming from its shroud. Of all the great basilicas in Eome, Not one more famed than this where now is laid 24 THE LEGEND OF AULUS. Hortensius, closed within his narrow home; For here St. Paul's long resting-place is made; The columned arch, the altar dim-arrayed, The timbered roof, and sculptured architrave, The past proclaim, in dignity displayed. And now the bell hath ceased; within the nave The people pass; with them the knight, apart and grave. The final Gloria had long been sung, But Aulus still before the altar kneeled, And to the priest confessed, with faltering tongue, And his intent to watch that night revealed. Silent the holy father heard, unsealed The wrath of heaven, and penance dire imposed, And his assent unwillingly did yield, THE LEGEND OF AULUS. 25 Then slow the chapel left. The door was closed. Alone the knight remained with those who there reposed. Hour after hour fled on. The silences Of night, more dreadful than its sounds, he heard, And was aware of ghostly presences, That, flitting by, the air about him stirred. But no hand touched him, nor did any word The stillness break. His vigil grew apace. At midnight came a rush of wings that whirred Rapid and ceased; — a light, and lo! the face Of dead Hortensius, lit by a resplendent grace. A lucent angel held him by the hand, And to the trembling knight these words addrest: 26 THE LEGEND OF AULUS. "Hear thou the will of God, by whose com- mand Have I this night to Hades passed, to wrest This soul from its confines, and with the blest On high to seat him. Now his joys begin. Thy doom attend; — by the Divine behest To thee are granted thrice ten years wherein His pardon thou mayst seek who can forgive thy sin. ,, Swift as a flash of light, the twain were gone, And Aulus gazed into the gloom profound, And cast himself the marble floor upon, And prayed for death, and sank into a swound. Him thus the priest at early morning found, And with his cares revived. Free from that hall, How pure the dawn, what music in each sound ! THE LEGEND OF AULUS. 27 He was as one escaping from a pall. Straight to Faveria he passed, and told her all. IV. Upon her white hand leaning her gold head, The tale Faveria heard, then, soft, she said: "Aulus, my lord, no man upon this earth Of his own will had e'er been brought to birth; For who would choose some doubtful years to live Where pain abides and joy is fugitive ? Great are our sorrows, and our pleasures small; Nor know we when the fatal stroke may fall; The very trees have longer date than we, The birds more happy, and the beasts more free; And when Mercurius shuts the door on us, And on our white lips lies the obolus, The scene is closed, nor can we surely know If to Elysium or the Shades we go. 28 THE LEGEND OF AULUS. But the high gods have given to mortals love, With all the bitter and the sweet thereof; Therefore I do accept these thirty years, And, since I love thee, banish idle fears. * Here is my hand, I pledge thee fealty — Yea, by the head of Jove, I swear to thee." Low bent the knight and kissed his lady's hand, With whispered words that lovers understand, And silence was between them for a space, Until Faveria looking on his face Beheld it troubled. " Why so sad, my lord? " She murmured with caressing in each word. "Not sad, Faveria," replied the knight, "When you are by me sadness taketh flight; But when I pass beyond your beauty's sway, I dread the night and fear the coming day, For I believe (such is the Christian creed) That vengeance follows on an evil deed. THE LEGEND OF AULUS. 29 A heavy penance yet remains to dree Ere from the stain of blood this hand is free; E'en then most hardly I my soul shall save, And terror shrouds the gulf beyond the grave." Abrupt he paused, — Faveria answered low, "Of this new worship little do I know, For I in early youth to Gaul was sent, Whither my father with his legion went; In secret there he kept the ancient faith, And vowed me to it with his latest breath. But for this Christus whom you tell me of With his strange emblems of the fish and dove, If he, indeed, his majesty resigned, And suffered on the cross for all mankind, And bent his back beneath the scourger's rod, Bethink thee — he must be a gentle god. Make thou lustration due before his shrine, Consult the omens and thy fate divine." 30 THE LEGEND OF AULUS. "A useless task, for no such sacrifice," Said Aulus, "may find favor in his eyes; He asks alone a pure and contrite heart, And wills that men from evil shall depart; For he who highest heaven would hope to win Must purge his conscience and abjure his sin. But all these matters are for you too deep, — Your eyes are heavy, — go, my love, and sleep. Since you are willing o'er this heart to reign, These shadows shall not long disturb my brain. Perish the past — a new life hath begun — Our faiths may differ but our hearts are one. This night I go the castle to prepare, Ne'er 'neath its lintel borne, a bride so fair." Ere the next silver moon its light had shed, All was accomplished and the twain were wed. THE LEGEND OF AULUS. 31 With light the castle shines; its windows blaze Like jewels, in the dark. A festal night Is this when Aulus welcomes back his son From distant wars. Where'er the eagle flew His steps had followed. Now in triumph come The legions home. Janus his gates hath closed; Peace rules the Eoman world; the peoples rest. In the triclinium the feast is spread, Whose floor of rich mosaic fitly blent Upholds the ivory couches gold inlaid, Or curious carven of the tortoise shell. The men recline; graceful the women lean On silken pillows soft as woven wind. The dice are cast and Lucius wins the throw, And to the seat of honor Aulus leads His only son; well pleased the mother smiles. Now slaves approach laden with dewy crowns Of freshest roses; these the guests adjust; 32 THE LEGEND OF AULUS. A distant music sounds, the feast begins, And all is laughter, jest, and quick reply. Upon Faveria's brow a shadow lies; Frequent her smile and seeming gay her mien, — But seeming only, for 't is All-Souls' Eve, And thirty years have noiseless winged away, Too happy to be noted in their flight. Now she remembers slain Hortensius, The midnight vigil and the angel's words, Veiled, yet foreshadowing mysterious woe; And vaguely fears yet knows not what she fears. For Aulus, while resisting all her wiles To win him back unto the ancient faith, Is to his own become indifferent. The mass he still attends, and due observes All customary rites, but penitence And prayer are little in his thought or deed. With careful glance her husband's face she eyes; THE LEGEND OF AULUS. 33 No gloom is there; among his guests he moves, A courteous host, a chivalrous, proud knight, And all her heart goes out to him in love, And she is glad that he remembers not. And now the wine is poured. The guests arise And drink in silence; to the Thunderer first, And then to all the gods, and to the shades Of heroes dear to every Eoman heart; And toast succeeds to toast and songs are heard In sweet accord with the low-breathing lute, When one, more near to Lucius than the rest, His chosen friend and comrade in the wars, Thus cries, "My Lucius, do you still retain The careless measures of the song you made In Africa? Eight jocund did it ring Around our camp-fire in the starry night." And Lucius at his bidding merry sings: 34 THE LEGEND OF AULUS. Ho, brothers, while we 're marching Throughout the dusty day, With black clouds over-arching, And danger by the way, Wine makes our spirit light, And cheers us for the fight; Then pass the flagon gaily, And sing this anthem daily, Hail to the gods, all gods above, The noble gods of wine and love ! The night mists round us hover, There 's wailing in the wind — The amphoras uncover, The maid we love is kind; And since life may not last, We make it no long fast, But pass the flagon gaily, And sing this anthem daily, Hail to the gods, all gods above, The noble gods of wine and love ! THE LEGEND OF AULUS. 35 With joyous palm the laughing guests applaud; The mother a reproving finger shakes, And gently speaks, "My Lucius, for the camp Thy strain is fit, but strange in ladies' ears. Give now command that the musicians play The little simple song I used to sing Over thy cradle in the years agone; Thy father made it in an earlier day." And Lucius waves his hand, the harps prelude Upon their silver strings and voices rise: u O, love is beautiful ere he grows old, Full of surprises, gentle and kind ! Feathery ashes, a hearth that is cold, Stript of disguises, fools, fools and blind! Eheu fugaces, Old love, adieu! Time as it passes Parts me and you. 36 THE LEGEND OF AULUS. O, love is beautiful when he grows old, Tried by distresses, tender, divine, Stronger than iron and purer than gold, Our life he blesses, your life and mine. Eheu fugaces, Say not adieu ! Time as it passes Binds me and you. The night wears onward to the turning hour. A sudden storm bears downward from the north; Around the house in frantic glee it sweeps, But by the merry throng is scarce remarked. Intent some watch the fortunes of the dice, And other some along the level board The balls of sparkling agate whirling send. At last the players from their curtained seat Intone the solemn movement of a hymn, Austere and sad, befitting well the theme, But in so gay concourse, all unexpect. THE LEGEND OF AULUS. 37 Ye direful Fates! Creatures of death and doom! Let me no longer plead to you in vain. Reverse the busy, ever-turning loom, Wherein is spun my life's entangled skein. Weave but a thread of silver in the woof, And leave the warp all dark as now it is, Then shall I praise you, and for your behoof Bring golden gifts, disastrous deities. Implacable! the dreary voices moan Low, dreadful words of horror and despair: Thy fate is fixed, forth shalt thou fare alone, A viewless ghost upon the wandering air. Scarcely have died away the closing chords When through the open casement flies a bird Of silken plumage, brown with flecks of gold, And on the breast and wings a purple dye. Dazed by the storm, it circles round the hall, 38 THE LEGEND OF AULUS. With never-ceasing cry, unearthly sweet, But sorrowful beyond all human speech. And Aulus sees and knows the bird of fate, For close beside him stands Hortensius, Invisible to all save only him. No darkness on his brow, no wrathful look, But pardon, pity, and enduring love, And on his lips the smile that angels wear. Then Aulus, as a reed before the blast Is bent and shaken, bows his head in fear And penitence and bitter late remorse. Clear and insistent rings the warning cry, And summoning the rebel powers of will An upward glance he casts — the Shade hath passed. Within his own he takes Faveria's hand, And pointing to the bird, thus to his wife Exclaims, "All 's at an end — the hour of doom Hath struck — the messenger of ill, behold! THE LEGEND OF AULU8. 39 Be brave, thou dearest heart." With ready- grasp A bow he seizes, that with other arms Upon the wall is hung; the arrow fits: Upon its helpless prey straight speeds the shaft; The tender body fallen to the ground, Flutters a wounded wing and then is still. Each to the other looks, but scant the time For word or look or taking of farewell. The mighty rock whereon the castle stands Instant apart is rent, and to the black Abyss unknown, immeasurable, Is flung the ancient house and all that folk. Unuttered woe! From the deep heart of earth A sluggish water pours, and all is told. Of that so joyous band not one remains. God rest their souls and give them of his peace ! 40 THE LEGEND OF AULUS. Still stands the cliff, and little clinging vines Its creviced sides have broidered all with green; Over its slopes the wild anemone Wanders in color, and the bracken waves, And through its feathery grasses sighs the wind; But rare the foot of man, for it is said That upon All-Souls' Eve when spirits tres- passed Do brief to earth return, upon the height Its massive front the castle rears anew, Lights from the windows gleam and music floats, And voices send their carol through the night. The infrequent traveler checks his steed to gaze, But when he looks again, no castle there, Only the great rock silvered by the moon; Nor any sound is in that solitude Except the sullen plashing of the lake. BALLADES, SONNETS, AND OTHER VERSES. WAKE NOT THE GODS. Wake not the dreadful gods; we say their sleep Will last unbroken through the centuries; But should we err, assuredly for these Our halcyon days we shall be made to reap A bitter harvest. Over us shall sweep The wrath which no oblation may appease. Since it mislikes them that their slaves should seize One hour wherein they may forget to weep. For this, for this the gods are envious, — Never for them the unforeseen delight, The uncertain rapture which must have an end, Yet, while it lasts, illumes the world for us, The summer lightning of life's stormy night, When soul draws nigh to soul, and friend meets friend. 43 BALLADE OF CHAEITY. When gentle dames together sit And gossip, as they sometimes will, I fear that while they sew and knit And dainty China tea-cups fill, A careless drop or two they spill, Less soothing than the rare Bohea, Nor, while they reputations kill, Let fall the veil of Charity. Success succeeds; we worship it; The golden calf we follow still. The man who fails we coldly twit With lack of brains and strength and skill, And with our mocking glances chill The heart that aches for sympathy. Oh, for a drop from Pity's rill! — Let fall the veil of Charity. 44 BALLADE OF CHARITY. 45 I have, I frankly must admit, A liking for poor Tom or Bill, Who, like myself, get hardly hit, In climbing up Life's rugged hill. With many a scramble, many a spill. We trudge along in company, Upon our mingled good and ill Let fall the veil of Charity. ENVOY. Princess, my song hath little wit; Of thy divine sweet clemency, Upon the words that here are writ Let fall the veil of Charity. THE FAMINE IN KUSSIA. Ill shall it be in time to come for those Who, careless living 'neath a bounteous sky, Calmly indifferent, can hear the cry Of thousands helpless in the mortal throes Of desolating hunger. If we chose What saving ships across the sea should fly Climbing th' uneasy wave, each day more nigh To the sad northern land of steppes and snows. Almighty God ! If by a miracle, As in old days, thou now shouldst prove thy power And show the exceeding brightness of thy face So long withdrawn — ! With love unspeakable Touch thou men's hearts, and but for one short hour Let mercy all the suffering world embrace. 4 6 WESTMINSTER ABBEY. From these stained windows what a light is thrown By the descending sun, what tender blues, What passionate purples blend their varied hues O'er nave and roof and ancient carven stone ! Now there arises the melodious tone Of voices which such harmonies diffuse, As in their harpings heavenly seraphs use; And hark, the organ's supplicating moan ! Seems it not well that through this wondrous pile, Which guards the ashes of the sons of song, Whose souls have fled to stars beyond our ken, Music should echo on from aisle to aisle, And evermore its cadences prolong Throughout the Mecca of all Englishmen ? 47 THE UNATTAINABLE. Dreaming I stand upon a mountain side; Beneath me is a forest, and beyond A marshy plain whose every little pond Shines like a shield, for it is evening-tide. What farther lies? Do not these dim woods hide A faery place ? For when I most despond, Faint bells I hear, — or is it but my fond Vague fancy? — chiming through the forest wide. What is beyond the shimmering morass? I may not know, nor whether gods or men Do there inhabit; nor by what strange spell Nightly am I constrained to rise and pass To the weird forest, and the phantom fen, Only to hear, far off, that pleading bell. 48 BOOTH IN HAMLET. Once in Life's rosy dawn I saw the towers Of Elsinore rise on the pictured scene; The king, the ghost, and the unhappy queen I saw, and fair Ophelia with her flowers, And heard the slow bell toll the passing hours; But when you entered with dejected mien, The others seemed as though they had not been; We wept with Hamlet, for his griefs were ours. And here, to-night, amid the listening crowd That hangs upon your lips, I see the flame — The sacred fire nor time nor age can quell, Howe'er the mortal frame be changed and bowed, — Burn clear as the high places whence it came. Pass on, thou royal Dane; hail and fare- well! 49 BALLADE OF MEMOEY. This night my soul shall liberate Itself from brooding mists, and fly Where the old dreams and fancies wait Beneath a magical fair sky. Soft, scented breezes, passing by, Shall lull me into slumber deep, And nothing hurtful shall come nigh To rend my heart, to break my sleep. One happy dream to compensate For grievous years on years ! My cry May reach the gods, my low estate From their bright seats they may descry, And send a blessed memory Which shall have strength afar to keep Sad thoughts that come, I know not why, To rend my heart, to break my sleep. 50 BALLADE OF MEMORY. 51 My soul remains a leaden weight. The gods were kinder to deny Our vain desires than grant too late. How cold, with what averted eye The past returns; it will not die, — Its haunting shades about me creep, And miserably sob and sigh, To rend my heart, to break my sleep. ENVOY. Princess, be warned, nor tempt thy fate, Else shalt thou have full cause to weep, When ghostly memories pass thy gate, To rend thy heart, to break thy sleep. BALLADE OF THE DARK HOUR. In happy hours that careless went, Through many a bright, unconscious year, With friends whose smiles new gladness lent To youth's sweet morning, dew-besprent, From skies that seemed as crystal clear, No warning shade was thrown To prophesy the coming fear Of our dark hour alone. Then sorrow came. On us she bent Her look; she drew more near. At first we knew not what she meant. "Pass on!" we cried; "you are not sent Life's opening buds to sear. Pass on to lands unknown!" Ah me ! she watched the first sad tear Of our dark hour alone. 52 BALLADE OF THE DARK HOUR. 53 Since then she dwells beneath our tent, Never to disappear. She only hears when we lament Our hidden griefs and hours misspent, And lost loves on the bier; For she at length has grown Into our souls to domineer O'er our dark hour alone. ENVOY. Prince, of the Present make good cheer, For you her sway shall own, Prostrate before her brow austere In your dark hour alone. BALLADE OF DEATH. That we may live our lives at all, The cunning gods have thrown A curtain heavy as a pall, And raised a high dividing wall Before the land unknown Whose bliss none uttereth, To keep each weary, earthworn thrall From the soft arms of death. And fears that stoutest hearts appall Within man's breast are sown. Life's cup is mingled wine and gall; He hath his days of festival, Which claim him for their own, So his foot tarrieth; He dreads to leave his lighted hall For the soft arms of death. 54 BALLADE OF DEATH. 55 The creatures of a day, we crawl Each on the earth alone, Eager our brother to forestall, Nor heed the murmur mystical, The ceaseless undertone Of that low voice which saifch: 'Soon shalt thou leave this idle brawl For the soft arms of death." ENVOY. Friend, when for me the shade shall fall, With my last failing breath My soul to your dear soul shall call From the soft arms of death. MNEMOSYNE. Queen of the Muses, I have loved thee well. Still in thy temple, servile, suppliant, Have I besought the shadowy ghosts that haunt Thine inmost shrine, petitioned them to tell Of the gray past, and all that there befell. Now thy mysterious songs no more enchant, Thy hoarded wisdom is an idle vaunt. Have mercy on thy slave — undo the spell! The dwellers on the far Olympian heights Have joy in thee, immortal, calm, content, With futile tears their eyes are never wet. But I remember only lost delights, And languish in perpetual banishment From all desired things. Let me forget. 56 A GREETING. Now in Midwinter, see! the buds unfold; The yellow poppies open one by one; The mountain streams, bound by no despot cold, Flash through the woods, rejoicing as they run. A most fair land: it is the land of gold; It is the land of pleasure and the sun, Pacific as the waters round it roiled. Come hither, all ye wretched, wronged, fore- done ! Here Freedom dwells, and all men worship her. Throned in the west, she sendeth from afar Words of good-will, a radiant messenger Of love to all, the holiest avatar. Peasant and prince, and you, philosopher, Sail bravely in across the Golden Bar; Leave mooning o'er the past and days that were; Behold the triumph of the days that are ! 57 THE CHOLEEA. CHANT FUNEBRE. Others may fear thee; what care I How soon thy stilling hand be laid Upon this heart? I shall not sigh To be again a shade. Upon the shore Of Acheron I 've friends galore. But this poor simple earth of ours Doth all her uncomplaining best To keep, with music, light and flowers, The young ones in her nest. The old, the worn Be thine — the tares amid the corn. Majestic pestilence! — be kind; Take not the mother from her child, 58 THE CHOLERA. 59 The youth from her — for love is blind — Who late upon him smiled. Pass not their way — They 11 welcome thee some future day. For here, alas ! too many are With toil and sorrow quite undone, Who long to reach a purer star Where love and life are one. Short is thy shrift: A moment — and the shadows lift. TWO SONGS. I. If where you dwell, in other lands, Tour soul and mine should meet, O, would you take my waiting hands, Or pass with hasty feet? It may be in that purer air A clearer sight is given, And hearts may meet with rapture there, That here by fate were riven. And so, I watch the lagging years Go on, in cloud and rain, For somewhere in those mystic spheres We two shall meet again. 60 TWO SONGS. 61 II. Believe not that the idead forget, In this most peaceful place; My heart is heavy with regret Because of thy fair face. Forgive the colder, duller brain That could not understand Thy love, nor to its heights attain In that obscurer land. By the white doors of living light I wait, I watch for thee, — The first to greet thy nearing flight Of all this company. THE ISLE OF SKYE. The dream returns, I have my wish, I see Dunvegan's Hall; The moon sleeps fair on Grishornish, I hear the boatmen call; — And it 's O, for a nook in a broomy dell, Where the thyme its balm distils, And the rich, rare smell of the heather-bell That grows on the Highland hills. What song is that, so quaint and sad? Down the gray loch it rings; The summer days when I was glad Before my eyes it brings; And it 's O, for the kindly Northern speech, And the simple fisher-folk, And the tangled reach of the wild sea-beach, Where my soul to life awoke. 62 THE ISLE OF SKYE. 63 The South is fair, but not to me; Though by the sunlight kissed, It lacks the nameless witchery That wraps the Isle of Mist; And it 's O, when in earth I lie alow, By the far Hebridean wave, May the heather grow, and the west wind blow Round a long-forgotten grave. GUSTAVE DORE. In what gray fields and by what slow, strange streams Dost thou abide, and is thy pencil still Busy with phantasies and shapes of ill? Perchance thou hast forgotten earthly dreams, And fame to thee a faded vision seems, Since of Nepenthe thou hast drunk thy fill, And watched the grapes of Proserpine distil Their juice in some dim vale where faint light gleams. — That fabled land by no man visited Since wan Eurydice the singer bore Nigh to the dreadful gates — upon its shore Hast thou found rest for weary heart and head? Or doth the raven sit above the door? Is there remembrance with the shadowy dead? THE VIOLIN. The Master's fingers from his violin Draw forth a melting music, soft and slow; Quavers in air the faint adagio; The scherzo follows with tumultuous din, As if a thousand elves were hid within The fragile shape, whence now arise and grow Sounds as of voices tremulous with woe, Deeply deploring some unearthly sin. Listening, I hear the secret of thy heart, And why thy trembling strings must still complain: Thou art a lamentation and a cry Of bodiless souls, that, turning to depart From off the threshold of the vast inane, Call upon us who are about to die. 65 CALIFOKNIA. While by their hearths men sat and stories told Of fabled islands hidden in the west, Or spent their lives, all fruitless, in the quest, Thou wert asleep upon thy bed of gold, Thy treasure safely kept within thy hold, Until, awaking from a dream of rest, Thou baredst the secrets of thy mighty breast, And all thy wonders to the world unrolled. And yet, beware ! much gold can dull the brain, Can clog the springs of fancy, and destroy The soul with slow and subtle alchemy, — A baser race may rise to live for gain, Pitiful dullards may thy spoils enjoy, And thou, thyself, be but a mockery. 66 AUTUMN. I have watched them passing — youth, and love, and hope, — All are gone from me. With their ghosts I wander down life's autumn slope, Silent, drearily. Where the roses blossomed, splendid, purple, red, Grows the lotos-tree. Faded flowers and leafage round my path are spread, Sad and strange to see. "Failure, only failure ;" all the fancies fine Fled as shadows flee: But the dead are sleeping where the ivies twine, Oh, so peacefully ! 67 JACKSON'S LAST WOEDS. "Let me pass over the river, and rest in the shade of the trees." From Elysian fields they had come; they were met Their comrade's last pangs to appease; Far and fast had they flown, for they could not forget The night-watches under the trees. They whispered, "Commander! the night-watch is set, The old banner floats on the breeze; We are drawn up in line to the youngest cadet, Under the shade of the trees." 68 jackson's last words. 69 He saw them — oh, wonder ! — the fever and fret, The traces of pain and disease Were gone, and he cried, "Good my friends let me get Away to the shade of the trees." So he passes with them to the white parapet. What welcoming voices are these ! Do you think that he grieves, or has any regret, Under the shade of the trees? Mighty hero! the sun of whose glory unset Gleams on the limitless seas, We shall pass o'er the River and walk with you yet, Under the shade of the trees. ENCHANTED GEOUND. In all these lands there is no restful place, No spot secure from sorrow may be found; Care lends a shadow to the dearest face, And many a heart conceals a mortal wound. But far away I know a fairer ground, A forest where 'tis summer all the year; Amid its leafy mazes horns resound, — There Jaques stands musing by the dying deer, And Touchstone fleets the time with jest and merry fleer. There smiling Kosalind, in April charm, Torments Orlando with her mirthful mood. How innocent are all and free from harm ! What gracious spirits in this solitude ! 70 ENCHANTED GROUND. 71 But I must hie me to another wood, Outside of Athens, an it be not gone, — But no, it stands as stately as it stood, What time Titania flouted Oberon, And the bewildered lovers slept its sward upon. What soft enchantment wraps my soul away? The magic juice hath sure been spilt on me. Behold the sunken ships within the bay! Prospero weaves his web of glamourie, — Imprisoned Ariel struggles to be free, — Miranda with her Prince talks heart to heart. This is the isle where I have longed to be, Most subtly tinted by the Master's art; — Here let me rest, nor ever from these shores depart ! IN EXTREMIS. I. I spoke, but what I know not; I saw, yet did not see: The heart's deep fountains flow not In extreme misery. I closed the door upon the friend Whose love had lasted till the end. All was a blank — all yearning, All fear, all hope were gone: No star in silence burning Was ever more alone. I lent my body to the knife, And knew that it was death or life. "Not to give too much trouble," Was the last conscious thought; Then, like a breaking bubble, It passed, and I was naught, Until, awaking on my bed, I looked around astonished. 72 IN EXTBEMI3. 73 II. An atom in the scale of things ( Atoms can suffer ), quietly I watch the slow gray light that brings Another day of agony. Before me lies the broad, bright bay; I see the lumber-laden ships, Ready to start upon their way. How cool and fresh the water slips About their prows ! Bon voyage, — I Am sailing fast, more fast than you, To other seas, a stranger sky, And shores that mortal never knew. ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON. You made a song — it was a song of Skye — Full of the seas, the sun, the summer rain; To some it seemed a gem of melody, But others heard therein a cry of pain For the wild hills you might not see again. For me, it touched the springs which secret are Fast locked within the dull-remembering brain. I would have thanked you — you were gone too far — Nor in the immense of heaven could I discern your star. Only in dreams, only in dreams for me The mountains in their stormy glory rise, 74 ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON. 75 Engirdled by the gray and desolate sea, And ever changing with a new surprise. For them you pined beneath your southern skies; And L that dearest earth so long untrod, Hopeless must love till patient memory dies. The hills, the purple heather, — O, my God! Might I but rest my head just once upon that sod! But not for me, as never now for you, The burn will fill the glen, the plover whir, Scattering in sudden flight the morning dew From moors made sweet with thyme and juniper, The dun deer glance behind the forest fir, The billows waste their fury on the strand — Treasured delights of the good years that were! 76 BOBEBT LOUIS STEVENSON. No more in dusky Morven shall I stand, And watch the brown-sailed fisher-boats come home to land. Tranced in the splendor of the tropic sun, Soft be your cloudless sleep on Vaea's height ! Too few your years with swiftest shuttle spun, Yet yours the joy in so brief span to write That which shall live even in death's de- spite. And as we upward trail on broken wing, We hear your call — a trumpet in the night, And to some "rag of honor" closer cling, Counting all other loss a passing, trivial thing. I FORGET ME NOT. I cannot write you as I would. Ah me ! the slow words will not come. And yet, I wish you only good; The heart speaks, though the lips are dumb. To-day I found, unwittingly, Bright blooming in a sheltered spot, This floweret. Let it speak for me. Forget me not. 77 A REMINISCENCE. Do you remember how we sat together Once, at the closing of a winter day? The fire was lit, for it was bitter weather, And you were sad, and I was none too gay. And how I asked you, in a careless fashion, "Why do you knit your brows, as one in pain?" And you replied, with a swift, sudden passion, " Three black thoughts hold possession of my brain. "Three faces rise, as in a dream, before me — One, a fair woman's, whom I loved in youth; She robbed me of a good none can restore me — My early faith in purity and truth. 78 A. REMINISCENCE. 79 "The second face is his — my friend, my brother. We swore our comradeship should last for aye; But that is past — we hardly know each other Now, when we meet upon the common way. "The third, the dearest face — alas! how sadly It looks from eyes heavy with tears unshed! Reproach me not, poor ghost; I loved thee madly. Cold is my heart with thine among the dead." I heard in silence. Not a word of cheering Came to my lips, so near, so far apart; No smile had I to give, no glance endearing, For I, too, had a sorrow at my heart. THE SINGERS. Delicate as Ariel, Swayed by every mood, Choosing still aloof to dwell From the multitude. Gold to them a feeble thing, Hardly worth the pains; Sorrow but a passing sting, While the joy remains, — The divinest joy of song, When the facile pen Traces thoughts that linger long In the souls of men. Thus they live within the light Streaming from above, And their voices in the night Sing of hope and love. 80 THE SINGERS. 81 We who read their words of flame Can with them behold, In a glory without name, Mysteries untold. All the world before us lies In a golden gleam, And the gates of Paradise Open like a dream. MEMORIA SACRA. October winds are murmuring Their tremulous adagio; The sad thoughts that to me they bring, Could you but know. This desolate, autumnal day Is still to me a day of woe; I miss you more than words can say, Could you but know. Could you but know the tears I 've shed Since you departed, long ago, 'T would vex you in your quiet bed, Could you but know. MEMORIA SACEA. 83 When light beams brightly on my path, And kindly praises men bestow, My heart a fearful impulse hath, Could you but know. And when, by wandering stars beguiled, All dark and drearily I go, You would be sorry for your child, Could you but know. A MESSAGE. I send you here the lofty strain Of one whose soul was great, And hope his discipline of pain May never be your fate. And if, on a not distant day Of some fast-closing year, When the tired hand is cold in clay Which leaves this message here, You take the volume from its shelf, To glance it idly through, And read it softly to yourself, I shall be watching you. 84 A MESSAGE. 85 Although no face your eye shall see, Nor any sound be heard, Although your hour of reverie Be broken by no word, I shall be standing by your chair, A silent influence Of which you may be half aware, On my departure thence. THE YEARS. The fleeting years, the flying years, How much they take away! — Life's early joys, its smiles and tears, Youth's beautiful, brief day. The bitter years, the barren years, A dolorous array; Hope, like a dim mirage, appears Upon their desert gray. The fatal years, the final years, Eemorseless, they sweep on; We hail Death's shadow as it nears, Impatient to be gone. 86 ON THE DEATH OF A CAT. A pretty, timid, gentle thing, Whose claws for me were always sheathed, That loved the very air I breathed, Is surely worth remembering. Perhaps it is not overwise, And yet I grieve that nevermore "Will it peep out behind the door, With playful welcome in its eyes. I know, I know I did my best To save it from the coming dark, And keep alight life's feeble spark, But — Death was stronger; — therefore, rest, 87 88 ON THE DEATH OF A CAT. Poor little friend; and when I, too, Shall lie in the unending sleep, May one true heart a vigil keep For me, as I this night for you. Helpers of man, that draw the plough, Or guard the fold, or purring lie On cottage hearths, ye beautify Our lives far more than we allow. The man who maims his brother man — Before him rises up the law, August, with eyes that overawe, Exact his least defect to scan. And shall not justice fall on them — The brutes endowed with human speech - Who break the law of love, and reach Out cruel hands, which none condemn? — ON THE DEATH OF A CAT. 89 Who care not for the dumb surprise, The anguish of the beast o'erdriven? Dear God ! from thy high place in heaven, Dost thou not hear thy children's cries? For are they not his children, they Who serve without a recompense, Whose looks are full of eloquence, Expressing thoughts they may not say? We give them shelter, fire, and food, And, in return, they give us all, Obedient to our slightest call, — Their lives one act of gratitude. Let us to their deserts be just, Who hide no hate with smiling guise; No venom in their friendship lies — They purely love, and greatly trust. EVENING. When life is nearly over, And chimes the vesper bell, On face of friend or lover With long, long looks we dwell; For it is hard to part — To sunder heart from heart. When life is nearly over, Too late we can discern Good we could not discover, And truths we would not learn, When pressing on in haste Across life's mid-day waste. 90 EVENING. 91 When life is nearly over, Our evil passions die; Faint wings about us hover, And voices from on high Call softly to the soul That neareth now its goal. When life at last is over, And tolls the funeral knell, Safe, safe beneath the clover We rest, and all is well; Nor are we loth to go — The high God wills it so. IN THE NIGHT. Look to the East. Can you see no light, No faintest glimmer of dawn to be? "'Tis the blackest hour of the black midnigh t, And our chariot wheels drive heavily." 92 THE HEAVENLY CITY. While longing from this empty show To flee away and rest, We lift our eyes, and O, the glow Of sunshine in the west! Fair city, where the rescued dwell, To thee our feet would haste; Might we but hear thy music swell, Thy living waters taste ! How greatly rise thy splendid walls Beside the shoreless sea! Within the shelter of thy halls What happy folk they be ! 93 A FKAGMENT. The few who hear thy magic voice Forsake life's common ways; They count thine unimagined joys More dear than fame or praise. Yet keen the air upon thy heights, Lonely thy rapturous delights. 94 VALE ATQUE VALE. For me, I never knew the way To gain the crowns of lif e — A chance spectator of the fray, A watcher of the strife. 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