IPS 3515 .A68 05 1913 I Copy 1 ...i:i:'''-'i:;ii;'i!Z'"^'i'ii:)iw'':: Class / c^^^^ i^tj GopyiightN^ j^/d> COPYRIGHT DEPOSIT. AN OLD FLY BOOK AND OTHER STUFF (Page S7) BASH BISH FALLS y4 ^ if (ibo-je the limpid pooty -/Tl Across the rock zvhich there o'er hung. Shy Daphne from the zvaters cool Her s?iowy veil had flung, — An Old Fly Book And Other Stuff BY JOHN WARREN HARPER R. S. PECK & CO., Inc., Hartford, Conn., Copyright, 1912, By JOHN WARREN HARPER All Rights Reserved EC 24 1913 ©:i.A36i39l TO MY MOTHER ACKNOWLEDGMENT Acknowledgment is herewith made to the Hartford Courant and Hartford Times, in which many of these pieces have been published. Also to the Boston Transcript and Providence Journal for copying several of them, and special acknowl- edgment to Scribners Magazine for permission to reprint The Exile and An Alaskan Cathedral. J. W. H. Hartford, Conn. 1912 CONTENTS FISHING VERSE The Cast II An Old Fly Book 12 The Twitchin' o' the Elbow .... i6 "The Call of the Wild" . . . „ i8 The Little Red Barn Over East . . 22 Suppose ... 25 The Yarn 28 My Love 32 An Old Fishing Hat 35 The One That Got Away . ... 36 Only a Quiet Pool 40 In Canada . . ... 42 On Grand Lake Stream 43 A Day Off 44 A Meditation 47 The End of the Trout Season .... 49 To a Wild Rose 51 Jes' a Dreamin' 54 Regrets 56 The Last Cast 58 A Query 60 A Fable 62 He Never Took a Vacation .... 63 OTHER VERSE The Exile 67 Evening on Moosehead Lake . . . , 71 The Coming of Winter 72 7 8 CONTENTS The Storm 75 The Passing of Autumn .... 76 The Song of the Kennebec . -11 March in April 80 Winter Sunrise 83 Belgrade 84 Bash Bish Falls • 87 Duck Shooting in October 88 Mars Mawch 89 The Open 93 The Wreck • . . . 95 To a Wild Rose by the Sea .... 97 A Church 100 Spring Song I02 The Robber 103 The Forest 105 Mount Bigelow in Maine 106 A March Sunset 107 Sunset and Night , 109 Katama ill The Connodaguinct 116 To the Sea . . . 120 The First Robin I2i Winter in the Lap of Spring . . . . 122 Indian Summer 125 Before the Toy Window 127 Duck Shooting at Saybrook . . . . 132 The Song of the Wind 133 A Cowboy's Wooing 136 A Rainy May 139 To a Wood Thrush 141 To a Cricket 143 An Alaskan Cathedral 152 FOREWORD It will not have taken the reader long to have discovered that the author of this little volume is an ardent lover of trout and salmon fishing. He begs to acknowledge the soft im- peachment and to state that it was primarily written for those who love " the gentle art of angling," but to which has been added " Other Stuff " to give it a wider range of appeal to all those who love the open. The piece Before the Toy Window, while not strictly in keeping with the tenor of the book, is placed herein at the special request of friends who desire to keep it in more permanent form than a newspaper clipping. II THE CAST OUT into the world this little book I cast — perchance to an unfriendly fate. Not poetry's fine feather'd hook I use, but rather that more humble bait Of simple rhyme — Yet am I bold To place the hope upon each line That you may " strike," perchance take hold. And all your kindly thoughts be mine. So, like the boy whose only lure A worm and pin which he had bent And " shiners " caught — like him I'm sure If this, my cast, appeal to you, And I can land a smile or two, I am content. 12 AN OLD FLY BOOK T T lies there on the table, it is faded, old, -*- and worn. Its pages turn'd to yellow now are water stain'd and torn; Some fray'd out flies are in it and a leader and a line, And about a thousand memories in this old fly book of mine. For it somehow sets me dreaming in the fire- light's flickering glow. And the summer seems to come again that died so long ago; I forget that it is winter with the sleet against the pane, For it takes me back to Canada, it takes me back to Maine. It is silent with an eloquence that is louder far than words, I can see the ripples dancing, I can hear the song of birds, AN OLD FLY BOOK 13 And there comes an air as bracing as a glass of musty wine, And the chalice fond that holds it is this old fly book of mine. There are some who strive for shekels, for piastres and for pelf, And too soon they go to pieces and are laid up on the shelf ; But for me I find my riches in that larger brotherhood, Of the grand life-giving open, of the stream, the field, the wood. So to-night my thoughts go wandering with a sort of wayward will Like the breeze that bends the clover as it sweeps across the hill, And a love of nature haunts me with a worship half divine, As I turn again the pages of this old fly book of mine. For it takes me back in fancy to the scenes I used to know. Grand Lake Stream and Montmorency, Table Rock at Kineo; With my guides I pole a ** dug out " up the wild Miramichi, 14 AN OLD FLY BOOK Stopping now to try a bright fly for a salmon from the sea. There behind that rock I cast it where the eddies seem to curl, I can see the " rise " that follow'd, I can see the mighty swirl, And the leap out in the sunshine like a bar of silver fine, My first salmon on a Jock Scott from this old fly book of mine. And it brings back Lake Chepednuk and the wilds of Pirate Brook, The rapids of Clearwater where a four pound trout I took; From Roberval to Tadousac and a pool I long'd to try. But I didn't — 'twas a hatchery — and that's the reason why. And mountain guarded Moosehead with its mists of early morn. And the long, wide dam at Wilson's where the Kennebec is born. The Frenchman's and High Landing and the pool beneath the pine. Like friends they come to greet me in this old fly book of mine. So I care not for the wint'ry blast that whistles shrill without, AN OLD FLY BOOK 15 For to-night I've caught the salmon and the speckl'd squaretail trout, And from out the page of memory comes a ne'er forgotten day, Like the grand old top of Spencer o'er the mists of Lilly Bay. There's a fray'd out Silver Doctor and a Parma- chenee Belle, They have lured the speckled beauty and they cast o'er me their spell With their memories of a brooklet that around my thoughts entwine, And I seem to hear it rippling through this old fly book of mine. So I muse before the firelight in my library alone, O'er this faithful vade mecum w^ith a charm that's all its own. And the reason for my dreaming you'll not find hard to guess. In these feeble lines I've written and the mean- ing they express. I have volumes more pretentious standing stately in a row. And some sets of fairish bindings that I'm rather pleas'd to show, I can see within the firelight their gilded titles shine, But — it's a different grip that holds me in this old fly book of mine. i6 THE TWITCHIN' O' THE ELBOW WHEN I look out o'er the medders From the winter brown and bare, An' the river overflowin' From the snow a-melting there, When the air is kinder milder. An' the sky is full o' blue, An' it looks like spring is comin' An' the signs all say it's true. Then I kinder see a brooklet Flowing 'mong the hills o' pine, An' I git a kind o' twitchin' In thet right elbow o' mine. When old March ca'ms down a leetle An' the days go, one by one, An' the snow's a-disappearin' 'Neath the warmin' o' the sun. Then I take my leetle bamboo From its peg upon the wall, Kinder jes' look through my fly book, Gnat and Midget, Montreal, An' I see the dancin' ripples THE TWITCHIN' O' THE ELBOW 17 Flashin' back the sun an' shine, An' I git a kinder twitchin' In thet right elbow o' mine. Yes, thet's it ! The brook off yonder Over east behind the barn, An' now, neighbor, you jes' listen While I'm spinnin' this here yarn. When ole March hez quit his howlin*, An' the first o' Aprile comes, Jes' as sure as you're a livin' An' hez fingers, toes an' thums — Wal I kinder somehow reckon, Thar you'll find me, rain or shine, An' thet twitchin' aggervated In thet right elbow o' mine. i8 '' THE CALL OF THE WILD " I HEARD It above the noise of the street, Come away ! Come away ! Above the sound of hurrying feet, The burden, the toil, and the noonday heat, And as I listen'd it seem'd to say, Give up *' the cares that infest the day," Come away ! Come away ! I heard it above the newsboy's cry, Come away ! Come away ! It floated in at my window high. The North Wind left it in passing by, And fainter and far grew the city's din And only that " still small voice within," Come away ! Come away ! Below an organ ground out its tune. Let it play ! Let it play ! But to me there came the cry of the loon Far out on the lake in the wane of the moon, And there on the shore where the shadows lay, The call of the moose across the bay, Come away ! Come away ! "THE CALL OF THE WILD" 19 It came afar off from the border land, Far away ! Far away ! Where the pines and the firs like sentinels stand, And the deer come out on the spit of sand. Where the heron wings his lumbering flight, And the eagle looks down from his eyrie height, Come away ! Come away ! And the song of the rapids came back to me. Come away ! Come away 1 Of the Kennebec and the Miramichi As they rush'd on their bounding way to the sea. And they sang — "Our pools are wide and deep Where the ' squaretails' lie and the salmon leap. Come away ! Come away ! And I saw the trail thro"* the wilderness. Lead away! Lead away! From the worry and fret and the cares that press. To the balsam and pine that heal and bless, Where the forest shall know and understand, On our fever'd soul lay her cooling hand. Come away ! Come away ! Come away to the calm of the evening light. Come away ! Come away ! Where shadows gather and tents stand white And the back log burns far into the night, 20 AN OLD FLY BOOK While the faithful stars their vigils keep, Come away to the silence and dreamless sleep, Come away ! Come away ! And all thro' the day as I listen'd and heard. Come away ! Come away ! The blood in my veins was strangely stirr'd. And my soul reach'd out like a captive bird That hears a cry from a cloudless sky, The call of the free as his mates go by, Come away ! Come away ! Then loud and yet still louder it grew. Come away ! Come away ! On the shore is ready your old canoe. And the guides with their packs are waiting for you, There's the salmon's leap and the singing reel, There's the bending rod and that thrilling " feel," Come away ! Come away ! There's the pipe and the yarn 'round the old camp fire, Come away ! Come away ! There's the song as the flames leap high and higher. And then came the longing and fierce desire, Like a mother's passionate cry for her child. That entered my soul — 'twas the call of the wild, Come away ! Come away ! "THE CALL OF THE WILD" 21 And I answered as possibly you would do, I obey! I obey! And around my office I straightway flew, And behaved somewhat like a madman too, And then? Well! I just bang'd the window down, On the door pinn'd the legend — " Out of Town " Gone away! Gone away! 22 THE LITTLE RED BARN OVER EAST T T is only a little old fashion'd red barn, -*■ Of all other red barns It's the least, But round it there hovers the fisherman's yarn, And It stands on a hill over east. There's a mystery hangs o'er this little red barn, And it may be my feelings you'll share, By the brook or the river, the pond, or the tarn, 'Tis the will-o'-the-wisp of despair. For when to entice the sly speckled trout To the side of the brook I may steal. Go tramping all day, come home tired out, With a " limited " few In my creel — , It may happen a brother I meet on the way. And together to town we may ride. And I ask " Well, brother, what luck for the day?" And he lifts up the creel at his side — And then for an answer he raises the lid, Ye shade of Ike Walton ! I cry. THE LITTLE RED BARN 23 A dozen fine beauties by grasses half hid, And every one caught with a fly. Ah! I still see the twinkle that lights up his eyes, When I ask where he caught this rare feast, And the smile, half concealed, as he slowly replies, " Oh, behind the red barn over east." And I who all day the alders had fought And struggled to push my way through, Had sung hymns whenever my line had got caught, (As you know all good fishermen do) — Was delighted to hear this kind brother add. And I'm sure that 'twas no idle boast, Of the beauties that lay there before me he had Caught them all in an hour at the most. But not alone trout, be it pickerel, bass, And no matter what time of the year, If I ask where they caught them, the answer, alas ! Is the " little red barn " that I hear. Then I said—" I will find it! The secret I'll know, There is surely a way if a will," 24 AN OLD FLY BOOK But that my dear reader, was long, long ago, And that omen I'm looking for still. Well, I now give it up, might as well be re- sign'd. And the size of my creel's not increas'd. But you bet I would give my last dollar to find That " little red barn " over east. 25 SUPPOSE SUPPOSE that you were tired out, And somewhat nervous state were In, From all the tumult and the shout, The city's roar, the endless din, And when the day was sticky hot, Upon your tired senses stole The picture of a far off spot. Like balm upon your wearied soul. A spot where ne'er a care might press, A longing keen as sharpest pain. The blessing of the wilderness. The forests deep of Maine. And on its ponds and tumbling streams. You saw again, with eager eyes, That vision of an angler's dreams, A " squaretail's " break and rise, A spot that trolleys ne'er might know, Where telephones might never ring, And you pack'd up, resolved to go And just cut loose from everything. Suppose that you had come from far, Had traveled leagues by night and day. 26 AN OLD FLY BOOK At last gave up your Pullman car To travel by the buckboard w^ay, O'er stumps and rocks and corduroy, Your seat far from a bed of clover, Your every thought, and wits employ To keep yourself from toppling over. Again you change, the paddle's plash, That swiftly speeds your light canoe, On " West Branch " or the " Allagash," Is music to your guide and you. And then the carry and the trail, You push along with footsteps rude, And dare to lift the sacred veil Of that unbroken solitude. At last you reach your journey's end, And then with expectation fond. Once more your eager eyes you bend Upon that long sought, favorite pond. Whose solemn shore of pine and fir. Upon its mirror'd surface lies. And there ! Ah ! how your pulses stir ! The widening circle of a " rise." Impatient now with keen desire That runs along each tingling vein, It seems your very soul's afire. To try your wonted luck again. And now your rod with haste take out. Whose guides the line runs quickly through, Your'e sure it is a four pound trout SUPPOSE 27 That's out there waiting — just for you. And then ! Oh, well — suppose you found, You who a hundred leagues had come, With squaretails rising all around, You'd left your book of flies — at home! What would you say? What would you do? O, brother in your sore distress? What would you say? — that's entre nous, I do not know — but — I might guess. (!) 28 THE YARN WAL! it happened up at Moosehead, This here yarn I'm 'bout to spin, But perhaps you're incredoolus, Not the kind to take it in. All right, stranger, which is meanin', No offense need here be took, At the spinnin' of this fish yarn, Written in this little book. It war on the dam at Wilson's, Or to make it still more plain The East Outlet of Old Moosehead, Which is way up North in Maine, Whar the lake from out the darkness, An' the mists o' airly morn, Goes a shootin' through the sluices An' the Kennebec is born. We war on the dam at Wilson's, Ole Jim Jackman, him and I, And war sittin' thar a fishin', Sort o' castin' of a fly Towards the rock — perhaps you know it ! Wal, 'bout sixty feet away From the apron 'neath the sluices THE YARN 29 Whar the great big squar' tails lay, I had on a Silver Doctor, An' a Parmachenee Belle, An' our luck 'twan't very likely, I'd been castin' for a spell An' war kinder leanin' over When I saw a dorsal fin. An' a squar' tail took my Doctor, Gave one strike, an' yanked me in. Down I went into the rapids. And I heard one yell from Jim, Jim war nachurly excited Fer he knew I couldn't swim. An' the place, p'raps you know it, Seen the rips from the big sluice, You'll agree, I'm kinder thinkin', Thet for swimmin' 'tain t much use. Past the rock I went a rushin', In my ears a roar an' hum. An' I dimly sort o' reckoned My last day had shorely come. Wal, it didn't, strange to tell it! An' this here's the reason why, That's presoomin' thar's a difference 'Twixt a fish yarn an' a lie. Wal, you see as I went over. An' went plungin' down below, I held on to that air fish rod, And I never let it go. so AN OLD FLY BOOK So it war that on a sudden, 'Fore I knew what 'twar about, Thet I felt that fish line tighten. An' my head come bobbin' out, And then — say ! will you believe it ? I went up agin the stream, Up agin the rips and eddies, Till I thought 'twar all a dream. An' thet fish he did the puUin', Like a tug boat with a tow, No, it warent rapid transit. We war movin' mighty slow. But thet rock war gettin' nearer. It war 'bout six feet away. In a moment I would reach it, I put out my hand when — say ! On a sudden thet line slackened An' I felt myself go down, An' agin I sort o' reckoned Thet this time I'd shorely drown, Fer you see I knew that squar' tail 'Neath the apron hed reached home. An' of course the line would slacken, An' my journey's end hed come. Wal, I nachurly went under. Out of sight from head to heel, In my ears a roar like thunder. When my left hand struck my reel. Then a thought like light'ning hit me, An' you bet I reel'd like sin. THE YARN 31 An* just when my breath was leavin*, Wal! my head bobbed out agin. Up I reeled agin the current By the rips war knocked about, Towards the rock until I reached it, An' exhausted I clum out. Wal, they fust shet down the sluice gates, 'Twar the only thing to do, An' then, Jim, he cum and fetched me Back to shore in his canoe. An' of course I wa'nt ongrateful To thet squar' tail for thet tow, So I took out my old jacknife Cut the line an' let him go. But say, stranger, if you're thinkin' This here yarn is rather thin. And ain't eddicated to believin' Thet air squaretail's dorsal fin War a foot wide longotudal, Though I didn't measure him, If you think thet I'm jest lying, Wal then, stranger, — jest ask Jim. 32 MY LOVE MY love IS not like the red, red rose, Tho' roses wild hang over, Woo'd by the vagrant wind that blows Across the fields of clover. My love ! w^here oft the droning bee Vies with its rippling laughter, My love that runs away from me The more I follow after. Far brighter than the tinselM feet Of fairy dancing misses. My love more lightly leaps to greet The bending grass with kisses. The flags, the rushes, spreading bough. Fond worshippers adoring, And there — I seem to hear him now, That thrush his soul outpouring. MY LOVE 33 The little flirt before whose charms Narcissus fair might vainly bend His knee — elusive to his arms, And drive to an untimely end. So, like Apollo I pursue This Daphne e'er anon revealing. In open meadow running through, Or leafy covert stealing. My love, that smiles and sings to me An ever wondrous roundelay, Of all the summer's witchery, To drive my every care away. Ah, gladsome Is the bright refrain That kindles hope within the breast. That sings thro heart and soul and brain The song of peace and rest. And so, whate'er my fortune, lot, Whate'er the fate my future be. When friends desert and I'm forgot. Still art thou true to me. When age shall wither every hope And I no longer feel thy thrill, In memory by some grassy slope I'll hear thy singing still. 34 AN OLD FLY BOOK There by a pool in shaded nook, With rod and flies again I'll dally By thee — my love — my brimming brook, My trout brook up the valley. 35 AN OLD FISHING HAT IT'S faded and puU'd out of shape, The band is torn upon it, With rim turn'd down, it might be call'd The latest style of bonnet. A leader with some fray'd out flies, Is lightly strung around it, With any other hat on earth No one would e'er confound it. My friends all guy me as I pass, But could their lives begin to know The joys together we have had, They'd steal this old chapeau. Well, let them laugh and let them chaff. And tho it looks like thunder, It isn't what's on top your hat. So much as what is under. 36 THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY V^ES! you had him I know, dear brother! •*■ And your story's familiar and old, And the tale that you tell's but another Of a thousand just like It retold. But then there's a charm round about It, That somehow we love to repeat, For what " circle " could e'er do without it. Or what fish yarn would e'er be complete ? How It happened — can you ever forget It ? And you lost him, but who dares to blame? For to whom that a trout line e'er wet It, Is the story not ever the same ? You remember the evening was falling At the close of a warm day In June, And the birds to each other were calling. You had cast through the long afternoon And your luck — there was no need to show It, Tho in truth you could do It with pride, Why one with a half eye might know it By the hang of the creel at your side. THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY 37 At the alders, if human, you grumbled, Like a net work so thickly they grew. O'er the stones in the brook you had stumbl'd, And had said — but that's entre nous! When a turn in the course there reveal'd it. Where the shadows lay darkening and cool, And the arms of a spruce half conceal'd it. The wide, lazy swirl of a pool. Ah ! perchance you again stand before it, And again feel your pulses that thrill'd, As you carefully cast your flies o'er it, With throbbings that would not be still'd. And just where the ripples were curving, In wide circles right over his lair. Then, 'neath the deep bank they went swerving, You cast — and it happened right there. Can you ever forget it, I wonder. The dash and the splash of that " rise," How he came like an arrow from under. And snapp'd at the last of your flies? Do you not hear your reel still singing, As it sang that June day in your ears? Will the sound of its song lose its ringing, Or the music be lost with the years? 38 AN OLD FLY BOOK And your rod, can you not see it bending, And your line going up 'gainst the stream ? And the fight that he made, and the ending. Does it not all come back like a dream ? Yes, you had him, I know, and you play'd him With all of a fisherman's skill, Till at last, tired out, you had laid him Full length on the top of a rill. Then near and yet nearer you reel'd him, And now you reached down with your net, Not even an inch would you yield him. You thought you had him play'd — and yet Just as you placed your net under, With a strength that was born of despair. He plunged, and was gone, and I wonder Did you cry or just stand there and — swear? Well, at least you went home heavy hearted, And you showed up your luck for the day, And you told — I can see your hands parted, Of the one that, alas! got away. And next day with the "circle" about you. While they sympathized each on his part. Your hands — Forgive if I doubt you ! Were just a bit wider apart. THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY 39 Till at last In each afterward telling That fish grew so large in the tale, May I ask — pray pardon my spelling! Was it trout that you lost or a whale ? But come! pray let us not quarrel O'er my punning or rudeness of speech, But rather reflect on the moral, Your afternoon's outing may teach. For how oft on life's currents hope dances Like our flies on a bright summer day, And the biggest of all of our chances, How often, alas! gets away! 40 ONLY A QUIET POOL ONLY a quiet pool way up in the wilds of Maine, Only the world forgot with its worry and fret and pain, And long lost youth come back, only a boy again. Only the edge of the rips, only your guide and you, Only a " rise " out there from the bow of your old canoe, Only a thrill at the heart, only a cast or two. Only the strike and the plunge of a gamey square- tail trout. Only the song of the reel as the line goes spinning out. Only the strain of the rod, only the fear and doubt. Only a gallant fight and a prize within your net, Only a paddle home while the sunset lingers yet, Only a rare " day off " it seems you will ne'er forget. ONLY A QUIET POOL 41 And when on long winter nights in the fireh'ght's flickering glow, " When the wind goes woo " up the chimney flue and piles high the drifting snow, When on the wall the shadows tall like phan- toms come and go Perchance to you this scene anew, while the storm beats 'gainst the pane, In the fitful gleams of firelight dreams may all come back again. Of shadows cool and a quiet pool way up in the wilds of Maine. 42 AN OLD FLY BOOK IN CANADA MY friend, do you know what It Is to feel The plunge of a gamey trout? To hear the sound of the whirring reel As the line goes singing out? To cast a fly o'er a deep, dark pool Where the salmon makes his lair, And draw from its shaded depths and cool A silver flash in the air ? What ! such joys have never come your way, And you really mean it, too? Well, then, my friend, all I have to say Is — rm mighty sorry for you. ON GRAND LAKE STREAM 43 ON GRAND LAKE STREAM DAR'S a salmon in dat pool Yaas dar be ! An' dat salmon ain' no fool Yo heah me! I done struck him wif a fly, He done leap up fo foot high, Shook he's haid and say'd — Goodbye! Las' I see! 44 A DAY OFF T AM ten miles up the valley, I am ten miles -■- far away From the smoke fog of the city and the cares of every day; There is sunshine all about me from a cloudless sky of blue, There's a meadow green before me and a brook- let running through, And a rod and creel beside me on a mystic after- noon, *Mid the teeming life of summer in the glorious month of June. I'm sure I neither know nor care if " school keeps up or not," I only know I am aware of this most restful spot ; I only know there by the woods on yonder chest- nut tree Is a squirrel, saucy rascal, and he's scolding hard at me; I only know a tiny wren the brush is darting through, The little witch, I'm sure, with me is playing peek-a-boo. A DAY OFF 45 And there on yon shy wild rose clings a rascal robber bee, Was ever in broad daylight such a daring thiev- ery? The stately fir tops saw it and they told it to the breeze In whispers like the murmur of far off summer seas. And as with dripping booty he pass'd me with his theft, I forgave the rascal rover for the fragrance that he left. Oh, yes! I have some " beauties " that fell vic- tims to my fly, And there's a pool that's tempting — I shall try it by and by. But it isn't all in fishing for some wary, sly old trout, And heavy creels flll'd to the top you hear them tell about That the charm is altogether, for fishing's but a part Of a meaning, richer, deeper, that is hid in nature's heart. For there comes a feeling o*er us that in vain we would control, That sets the blood to leaping and grips hard upon the soul. 46 AN OLD FLY BOOK A brook, a bit of sunshine, and a woodsy path that led To open fields and meadows with a bobolink o'er- head, 'Tis the witchery of the open that in vain we would define, May it enter into your soul as it entered into mine. I've been ten miles up the valley, I've been ten miles far away, I am back now in the city at the close of one rare day, But I've felt the pulse of nature, and I've heard her heart throbs beat And a wild rose from the brook side still sends out its fragrance sweet. And I drink its draughts of nectar as I put away my rod, I've been ten miles up the valley, I've been ten miles nearer God. 47 A MEDITATION WHY IS It, when vacation ends, And I come home and tell my friends Where I have been the while; How In the woods I've knock'd about And salmon caught and square tail trout, They smile? No matter what I do or say, That same old smile! Now tell me, pray! Is every fish yarn full of guile ? I tell how many fish I've caught. They say, '* Oh, yes ! Where were they bought ?' And smile. I show a salmon, and they scoflF, Or four pound trout I have mark'd off On paper — all In proper style, I even show the blood and slime, " Oh! What an artist!" then they chime. And smile. 48 AN OLD FLY BOOK They smile as though my only wish To have them think I caught a fish A little less than half a mile Salveolinus fontanalis, Two pounds, they take cum grano salis, And smile. I shouldn't wonder even though I took a Notary with me so An affidavit I might file, To show my friends, they still w^ould laugh, Give me a look and idle chaff. And smile. Well, let them laugh, but he laughs best Who laugheth after all the rest, So I my fancy do beguile, When I recall a day and when I see that salmon leap again, / smile. 49 THE END OF THE TROUT SEASON IT IS over now, the season, And we hang the empty creel, For the law is now the reason For the silence of the reel. We put away our " four ounce " For our wandering steps have ceas'd To follow that rare brooklet By the red barn over east. There's the pathway thro the clover On the banks so worn and trod, There're the buttercups and daisies With their ever friendly nod, And the wild rose with Its fragrance On the desert air now spent. Are they waiting for our coming. Do they look In wonderment? There's the squirrel with his quarrel On yonder chestnut high, And shy Daphne In the laurel That blush'd as we pass'd by. 50 AN OLD FLY BOOK There's the brook we follow'd after With its flashing waters cool, There's the ripple of its laughter, There's the ever tempting pool. But — it's over now — and the reason Why we put away our flies, And the only thing now in season Is to sit and — swap our lies. 51 TO A WILD ROSE (On the Way to the Brook.) WILD ROSE by the dusty way, I would linger, I would stay. For in vain could I pass by Such rare beauty, sweet and shy. I, too, would my homage pay Like my ancient rival, he Dallying Mr. Bumble Bee In his coat of black and yellow. Busy, bustling, burly fellow. Flirt he is as I can prove him, Tho' I half suspect you love him, When you to your heart receive him, Tho' he lulls you, don't believe him. He's a rover, come to trifle, Pretext for your sweets to rifle All your golden petals sipping, Hies he then with booty dripping. See him now in yon field over Humming love songs to the clover, Fie ! on such a fickle lover. 52 AN OLD FLY BOOK Wild rose, coyish little maiden, By the wayside fragrant laden. Whom the minstrel thrush adoring All his soul to thee outpouring; Whom the South Wind o'er the rushes Kiss'd thy cheeks to pinkest blushes, And the firefly from the meadow- Stealing on the evening shadow, Softly to thy quiet sleeping, With his lantern comes a-peeping Wild rose, lo ! I bend the knee, I, too, would thy lover be, I would worship at thy shrine, Favorite little flower of mine. I would know the mystery. What the secret of thy birth, How from out this dull brown earth. Which I trample 'neath my feet. Came such fragrance, rare and sweet Chalice which I fondly hold. Fairer than the cups of gold, Fill'd with sweetest nectar rare. Poured by Hebe's hand most fair, As I drink my soul is thrill'd By thy perfume there distill'd, And reluctant leave thy side, Calm'd, refresh'd, and satisfied. But thy secret could I know How such beauty e'er could grow TO A WILD ROSE 53 Out of earth's dull somber clod, I should go my way a God. Yet this lesson have I galn'd Through thy secret unattain'd, Wild rose, if like thee, could I To some weary passerby On life's hard and dreary road, Cheer his heart and lift his load By some kindly word or deed, Fragrant in the hour of need, I am sure my life like thine, Flow'ret, would be more divine. 54 JES' A DREAMIN' JES' a kinder, sorter dreamin' When the work o' day is done. Jes' a lookin' up the valley In the settin' o' the sun, Whar a clump o' tall, dark fir trees Stand against the evening sky, Jes' a dreamin' o* the spring time Thet am comin' by and by. Jes' a dreamin' ! Jes* a sorter, kinder dreamin' Of a brook behind the hill, In the sunlight flashin', gleamin' Thro the quiet medders still. Jes' a lookin' o'er a fly book, Jes' a fingerin' a rod, Jes' a dreamin' o' a pathvi^ay Whar the clover used to nod, Jes' a dreamin' ! Jes' a kinder, sorter dreamin Of the spring time come again, JES' A DREAMIN' 55 When the trees are all a buddfn' And the frogs are cheepin' — then Jes' a scootin' up the valley On an airly morning car To thet brook behind " the red barn," Wal! I reckon I'll be thar, Thet ain't dreamin' ! 56 REGRETS HANG up the rod, wind up the reel ! Throw out the bit of faded clover That clings yet to the empty creel, For trouting days are over. The merry, tumbling, laughing brook, Whose course I follow'd after, Where every care I straight forsook, Still calls in rippling laughter. I've follow'd it through field and wood In every form and stress of weather, How well I know its every mood, So oft we've chumm'd together. And where it spread out In a pool The mirror'd trees and skies revealing, Within Its shadow'd depths and cool The wary trout concealing — REGRETS 57 There, where the ripples made a swerve And sank beneath the surface smiling, Beyond the larger, outer curve I cast my flies beguiling. The dash, the splash, the bending rod. That "feel" — whoever can forget it? That e'er a trout brook ever trod Or line, whoever wet it ? The homeward tramp, the fir tipp'd hill, A full moon rising grandly o'er it, The lone cry of the whippoorwill, A creel — none happier load e'er bore It? The brook, the ripples, pools, ah me! That left In tears the bending rushes, The wild rose, that the ardent bee Its cheeks had kiss'd to pinkest blushes Are there, all there, they call — and yet — Why I can't go you may discover; The law Is on — hence my regret That trouting days are over. 58 THE LAST CAST I KNEW he lived beneath the spruce, Indeed, I knew it all along, Or if I really did not know, I had, at least suspicion strong. Because in such a deep, dark pool, A lusty trout, if anj^where, I felt, within its shadows cool Would make his hiding place and lair. And so it was I made my cast With hope and fear alternate blended, What chance I had would be my last, For with the day the season ended. Out flew my flies across the swirl. Above the ripples' rise and fall. Out where the eddies curve and curl Beneath the bank overhanging all. But no response my efforts met. What ! Could it be he was not " in " ? Must hope give way to keen regret And expectation to chagrin? Another cast close by some foam O'er which my flies I gently drew, A flash! Ah, yes! He was '' at home," He struck at last and — I struck, too. THE LAST CAST 59 The fight was on, against my skill He pitted all his lusty strength; My bending rod, I feel it still, A-quiver throughout all its length. With lunge and plunge beneath the rips, Ah! 'twas a gallant fight he made, I felt it in my finger tips. Against the skill that I display'd. Ah! brothers of the rod and creel, I'm sure you will not read amiss! I ask — you who have known that " feel," What moment so supreme as this ? But all things end, I had him " play'd," At thought of which my hopes increas'd, A fight like that — I'm sure he weigh'd — Well, I should say a pound at least. A royal prize, no fingerling, Compell'd by law to throw him back, Ah! long his praises would I sing. When — suddenly my line grew slack. How may my feelings best be term'd? To cry or swear ? But — what's the use ? Suspicion was at least confirmed; / know — he lives beneath the spruce. 60 A QUERY WHY is it when I go up the street, And every friend I chance to meet, No matter what the time of day, His greeting always puts this way: " Been fishing yet?" No sooner do I venture out Upon the street and go about My business than I straightway hear That same old grind smite on my ear: "Well! how are the trout biting?" That same old question o'er and o'er, I've heard it forty times or more Since the first day of April came, Varied in form, but all the same, 'Bout fishing. " Great Caesar dead and turn'd to clay " ! Ye friends and Romans, tell me, pray! Am I Ike Walton's shade or spook, To spend my life along a brook In fishing? A QUERY 6i ril bet four cents; — you needn't laugh ! — I can foretell my epitaph Upon my tomb when I am dead; This simple line will there be read : " Here lies a fisherman." Somewhat ambiguous, I admit, Depends on whether said or writ, So your hie jacet I'll forgive If you don't say it — while I live. Thanks, awfully! Well, yes! my friend, I have been out, Just twice and caught two fair-sized trout, Alas! my club dues thus far teach They cost 'bout fifteen dollars each, My fishing. 62 AN OLD FLY BOOK A FABLE IN a dank green tarn a frog one day Sat basking in the sun, When a man with a rod came along that way And that frog he look'd upon. And he dangled a rod and some worsted red O'er the frog who saw with a grin, " Why, what a beautiful, strange new fly," he said, And — " Methinks I will take you in." And this frog did just what he thought he should do, And that, you may know, is the reason why His legs on this plate are now served to you In a delicate well done fry. And tho his companions may sadly miss This frog from the dank green tarn, His fate may but teach that the moral is this, Don't swallow, we pray, every yarn. 63 « HE NEVER TOOK A VACATION " HE never took a vacation, he hadn't the time, he said, It was off to the " grind " In the morning, It was home, and the papers and bed, 'Twas the desk, or the office, or counter, Where he fought out his battles with men, He would work just a few years longer. Then quit, ** take It easy," and then — ? So he tolled and he moiled and struggl'd. Nor knew that the gods of gain Drank deep of the wine he proffer'd, The blood of his heart and brain; Nor knew while he piled up his millions, And gathered his bags of gold, His friends said at forty " he's ageing,'* At fifty they said " he is old." He never took a vacation, and at sixty they read his will, His day for " retiring from business " Death wrote in a codicil; And pinn'd on the door of his office Was a notice which grimly read, " Out of town — on a long vacation! Indefinite " it said. OTHER VERSE Just Around the Corner 67 THE EXILE With permission from Scribners Magazine T AM down in Arizona, -*• On its cactus cover'd plains, The white plague on my hollow cheeks, Its fever in my veins. They sent me from a far land To this arid, vast expanse, Where they said the air was drier And a fellow had a chance, Whe?€ your upper lip grows shorter, And you cough and catch your breath, Where you ride a bucking broncho 'Gainst a swift, pale horse and Death. I am down upon the desert, 'Tis a God forsaken land, Where you fight with odds against you. When you've taken your last stand. Where you live out in the open, 'Mong the sage brush and mesquite, With a rattler for a neighbor, Not the friendliest to meet. 68 AN OLD FLY BOOK Where you fling yourself upon a bunk To rest your weary head, And you shake the blooming scorpions From the covers of your bed, And It strikes you that It's rather tough To live in such a spot, Exiled from home and friendships In a land that God forgot. They say this country, way down here, Is full of precious gold. Its mountains filled with silver, And with countless wealth untold. But I know another country. And my heart with longing fills. Where the gold is In the sunset Upon its purple hills. Where the silver's In a brooklet, And it's set with emerald too, As It flashes in the sunlight Of the meadow stealing through. A country — God's own country. And my own to sacrifice, Some call it fair New England, But I call it — Paradise. 'TIs Thanksgiving in New England, 'TIs the dear old homeland feast, And like a Moslem way down here, My prayers are toward the East. THE EXILE 69 The neighbors that I knew so well, I seem to see them still, Are winding in procession To the white church on the hill. There's the greeting at the doorway, There's the dear old family pew, And the dearest faces in it, That a lonely man e'er knew. And a sweet face in the choir, And a hand I long to press, Oh God ! to hold her close again, As when she whispered — " Yes." Thanksgiving Day! how it comes back While memory's fancies weave, And — I wonder how that wet spot Got there upon my sleeve! Oh, I look out o'er the sage brush, As I stretch my yearning hands O'er the long, unbroken reaches, Of the desert's burning sands To a land where brooks are honest When your lips are parched and dry, Not the canyon's clear, deceptive streams Of tasteless alkali, New England has no mountains Full of wealth and mines and drills, But I'd give this whole damn'd country For one sight of its green hills. 70 AN OLD FLY BOOK I am down in Arizona, And I'm told I've got to stay Till the Angel Gabriel blows his trump Out on the Judgment Day. I've been here three years already, And the white plague's held in check. And my broncho and the pale horse Are going neck by neck. And this country with its dry air, May after all be right, Where the stars are brilliant candles On the altars of the night — But, oh God ! for Old New England, As the lonely years go by, Let the pale horse beat my broncho, Take me home and — let me die. 71 EVENING ON MOOSEHEAD LAKE ACROSS the lake, far down the west, Behind the forest's dark'ning spires, Like flambeaus of resplendent fires Held high aloft — day sinks to rest. Down the wide reaches of the sky That stretch away in amber seas The clouds like golden argosies Full sail'd at quiet anchor lie. Now o'er the waters' gilded wake A heron, with low lumbering flight, To some lone shore of fading light, Wings to his rest within the brake. The twilight falls and fades the sight, Save a low, lingering yellow bar Of light where hangs one lambent star, Swung o'er the gateway of the night. Silence and deepening solitude, And darkness over wold and wild, As sleep falls on a tired child, When suddenly as if in mockery rude From yonder spectral mists beneath the moon A cry as if from out the underworld, Upon the quiet of the night is hurl'd, The wild, weird hollow laughter of the loon. 72 THE COMING OF WINTER ACROSS the Northern hills he came, O'er frozen marsh and leafless wood, Where yesterday bright Autumn stood With high uplifted torch aflame. But yesterday these bare, brown trees. While yet his shrilling winds were hush'd — Felt his lean fingers touch — and blush'd To drop their golden draperies. Yet strangely where the wild rose gave Her life upon a fragrant sigh, His herald winds had piled high The brooding leaves upon her grave. With icy breath upon the morn, A frosty mantle white he weaves. O'er stubble of the gather'd sheaves, And silver'd tassels of the corn. His dirges by the river's edge. He plays on broken pipes of Pan, The shivering ripples heard and ran To hide affrighted 'mid the sedge. THE COMING OF WINTER 73 The rabbit too prick'd up his ears Within the swamp grass where he lay, And woke to make his trembling way Among a million frosted spears. Within her home the meadow mouse, Upon the North wind heard his shriek Above her own affrighted squeak, Nor dared to look from out her house. For me — I smiled, for well I knew His reign at most could not be long, Again shall lift the lark's sweet song, From meadows where his coursers flew. Again a shy, sweet living thing, A Dryad 'neath the leaves asleep. From out some violet shall peep, And earth shall wake and call it — Spring. What wonder then I smiled, although He swiftly charged adown the hills, Across the frozen marsh and rills. And gave my cheek a stinging blow? For after him come daffodils, And plaintive strain of bluebird trills. The gladness in the air that thrills The robin's warbling note — and so 74 AN OLD FLY BOOK I watch'd with unaffrighted eye, His shrilling steeds go flying by From out a chilling, leaden sky, His flying, vanguard flakes of snow. THE STORM A SHRIEK! a roar! Fierce snarling winds that bore Thick mists of drifting snow, A Nor' East winter blow On sea and shore. Wild day and wilder night, A fisher's feeble light, A sleeping babe at rest. And 'gainst the window press'd A woman's face all white. Wide stretch of beach and lone, The sea's deep undertone, The morning clear. Wreckage and broken mast, A frozen thing lash'd fast, A life guard near. Bright room and laughing child. Fair skies and breezes mild, Departed storm; Behind — a bowed head. And clasped arms o'erspread A silent form. 76 AN OLD FLY BOOK THE PASSING OF AUTUMN AS if some priestess fair had stolen 'mong The forest's templ'd arches high and wide And there her outer robes had cast aside, O'er bush and tree her scarlet mantle flung From branch to branch her yellow girdle strung, Then 'mid the asters went her silent way Up to the altars of the hills to pray. And o'er the drowsy vale her censer swung. When lo! one morn the wanton breeze, While thus at her devotions lost she stood. With frosty fingers stole her draperies. But in the deeper hollows of the wood, With guilty haste the thieving wind Her golden sandals left behind. 77 THE SONG OF THE KENNEBEC CHILD of a Northern lake am I, Moosehead the mother that bore, Cradled 'mong pines that pierce the sky, fring'd with a wilderness shore. Christen'd in arms of the evening mists, altar " Old Squaw " at Marrs, Censer the moon, chorister loon, candles just God's own stars. Child of the Outlet wide am I in the land of the pine and the spruce. While my mother slept then nearer I crept to the open gates of the sluice, Down the long boom on to my doom, there from her fair breast torn. Child of the mild, child of the wild, Kennebec was I born. I am off and away at the break of day, I am off in the noonday heat, And no one shall stop me, and no one shall stay, or follow my flying feet. 78 AN OLD FLY BOOK My brother the wind I leave far behind. Ah! vainly he catcheth me, And my rapids sing and their w^hite arms fling — we are free! we are free! we are free! I bound along with a laugh and a song and never a care have I, I steal through the dawn with a face that is wan, I blush 'neath the sunset sky^ When the night winds croon 'neath the crescent moon I sink to my quiet rest. Where the pool is deep I go to my sleep and I fold the stars on my breast. I dance and sing where the wild fowl wing their flight 'long the silent shore, Thro the rock bound gorge I toss and I forge, I plunge in the cataract's roar, On my bosom wide I bear on my tide my brothers to cloud and rain, The spruce and the pine, tall brothers of mine, my brothers whom men have slain. Ah ! well for their need and well for their greed, but hearken ye sons of men ! Ye have struck your blow but in time ye shall know a blow shall be given again. For this is the law and it holdeth no flaw, the law of the forest to learn, THE SONG OF THE KENNEBEC 79 Who the forest shall smite, be it wrong, be it right, the forest small smite in return. So I bring ye my woe on my lethal flow, the forms my wet lips have kiss'd. In the spectral gleams of the moon's cold beams and the shroud of the evening mist, Like a wraith of their doom it steals o'er the boom to cover the martyrs of gain. But my free spirit still and my unconquer'd will ye shall shackle and harness in vain. For ever and aye, by night and by day, comes a voice that is calling for me. When the storm winds wail it floats on the gale, 'tis the voice of my father — the sea. On the wide, lone beach his white arms reach, ah ! who shall us longer sever, I go out on the wave to the father that gave, I am lost In the great Forever. 8o MARCH IN APRIL LOOK yeah, Mars Mawch, peahs lak to me Yo's jes' as jealous ez kin be, Kase, when I done wek up one mawn, I see a chile out on de lawn, — A faih-halhd Missy frum the Souf, Wif sweet, wahm bref an' tremlin' mouf, An' in her half-wet, teary eyes De blue dat drapt frum April skies, Her hyar done lit wif sunlight beams Er jes' er flashin' gol'en gleams. An' ez I wondah who she be A voice cum out de cherry tree, Whar Mistah Robin up an' sing, "Good Mawnin' ! Howdy! Missy Spring!" I rush'd down stahs an' open'd wide De do' an' den I laff'd an' cried, *' Lawd bress yo. Honey sweet ma chile! Cum to dese ahms an' res erwhile. De Missy Spring done cum at las', Deah Honey, let me hoi' yo fas' ! " An' den Mars Mawch he cum erlong, Kase he am jealous an' so strong. MARCH IN APRIL 8i An' den he roah'd fo' all he's wurf An' tried to blow her off de yearf. He blew so hyard, to tell de truf, He shook de house to lif de roof. He howl'd and shrlek'd wif all his might An' done raise Cain fru all de night. An' when I done wek up nex mawn De lir Missy she wah gawn. De win ! he whistle roun' de do' ! "She's gawn! She ain' cum back no' mo' ! " De win', he's nuffin but er bluff, But she wah done gawn, sho' nufE! Done scah'd by old Mars Mawch's blow, De lil' Missy— hidin' low. I ax'd de crocus by de wall Whah bright an' wahm de sunbeams fall, '* Did lil' chile pass by dat way?" De crocus, she look up an' say: " De lil' Missy Spring — oh! she? Yo 'clar you doan' know whah she be ? Look down into ma heart an' see, Look up into dat cherry tree. Yo heah dat Mistah Robin sing? Yo see dat blue byaird on de wing? Yo see de mil'ness in dat sky? I reckon she cum bime by De lil' chile, de Missy Spring! Ertrudgin' o'er dat windy hill 82 AN OLD FLY BOOK Wif violet an' de daffydil, An' mek 'em in a nice bokay An' ban' 'em to Mars Mawcb an say, ' Please, deab Mars Mawcb, please let me stay.' An' ef Mars Mawcb, wif wintab href, Don' try to scab dat cbile to def , No mattab wbat Brer Woodcbuck sayd, I'll up an' bit 'um on de baid, " Fo' sbame, Mars Mawcb ! Ob, go to baid ! 83 A WINTER SUNRISE ACROSS the snow clad fields, like some pale nun, Soft to the couch of Night, with features wan, And icy fingers steals the pallid Dawn To snuff her paling candles, one by one. Now with far streamers that outrun His gilded chariot, 'neath yon kindling slopes With golden key, Aurora, blushing, " opes The gates," while Helius, the Imperial Sun, Bursts through, enamour'd of the sleeping night. With flaming lance across the shimmering sea Pursues the veiled goddess In her flight, And dares to pierce her misty canopy. But finds, on frosty hill and vale and plain. The " draperies of her couch " alone remain . 84 BELGRADE A SUMMER day, a sky of blue, A stretch of Belgrade water, An idly drifting light canoe, And in it fishing — just we two, She was the Major's daughter. The day was warm and rather bright. Our lines were idly dangling, Nor flies, nor minnow, helgramite Could tempt the lordly bass to bite. The day was poor for angling. I look'd at my fair vis-a-vis. You will not blame me I am sure, Because I could not help but see She was so shy and sweet, ah me! With downcast eyes demure. Then to myself, I softly said If I, alas, catch not a bass Why not try something else instead? Ah, what a shapely little head! Why not — a lass ? BELGRADE 85 Some one will win her, why not I? I questioned, halfway doubting, Well, at the least, I could but try. Perchance to catch her " on the fly," In this fair summer outing. She came of family proud and fine, What prize was ever grander? She ended her ancestral line. My heart was on the end of mine. With which I hop'd to land her. The skies were blue and fair above. Ideal day for wooing! But no ! I did not tell my love, When she took off a little glove Alas ! 'twas my undoing. Like ripples flashing in the sun. Where oft I lov'd to linger. My suit was lost ere half begun, I saw a diamond upon A little telltale finger. " 'Twas ever thus," I softly said. She saw my looks accusing, And turn'd aside her pretty head, And answer'd, " I'm engaged to Fred," And then a blush her cheeks o'erspread Like roses wild suffusing. 86 AN OLD FLY BOOK A rumbling coach, a farewell view, A stretch of Belgrade water ! An idly drifting light canoe. And in it fishing — well, just two, Fred and the Major's daughter. 87 BASH BISH FALLS AS If above the limpid pool, Across the rock which there o'erhung. Shy Daphne from the waters cool Her snowy veil had flung. Who when Apollo dared obtrude Upon the still secluded spot, Fled startl'd thro the silent wood And left it there — forgot. 88 AN OLD FLY BOOK DUCK SHOOTING IN OCTOBER WHILE yet the day was pale and wan, We crept, with expectations fond, Down thro the gray and pallid dawn, Where o'er a small secluded pond The morn her misty veil had flung, While dimly through the spectral light Aurora's rosy fingers clung Fast to the fleeting robes of night. We stole as if thro dim lit hall Of scarlet bush and gilded trees And crept behind a crumbling wall Where Autumn hung her tapestries, Then rose amid the hush profound, Off went the ducks, not so our gun, Destruction did not lay around, Alas ! we had the " safety " on. We turn'd away with feelings crush'd. The morn peep'd o'er the hills and — blush'd. 89 MARS MAWCH WHAT am de mattah wif Mars Mawch, Ole Mars I ustuh know? Dat howl'd an' roah'd fo all he's wurf, An' fill'd de aih wif sno? De wins dat shriek aroun' de house, An' down de chimbly flue Until dey done lif up de roof An' raise de Debbil too. Whah is dat bangin' o' de do', An' whah de shuttahs slam? Am Mawch a roahin' li'n no mo. But jes' er peaceful lamb? De byards am singin' all aroun', De robin an' de blue, De crocus peepin' out de groun* Am sayin' — " Howdy do!" De sun am brightly shinin', Dar's a mileness in de sky, An' der's no one dat's erpinin* Fo' de wintah done gone by. 90 AN OLD FLY BOOK An' de worl seems all de gladdah Fo' de wahm days dat am hyahr, But — Brer Woodchuck seed he's shaddah An' am actin' mighty quyahr. " What am de mattah wif Mars Mawch ?" I ax'd a chile one mawn, A faih haih'd Missy by my do, Done playin' on de lawn, A faih haih'd Missy frum de Sout While Mistah Robin sing, An' drapt a wum frum out he's mouf To call her — Missy Spring. " I reckon he ain' los'," I sayd, " He's sho clar out o' season. Mars Mawch — or mebbe sick in baid," " Oh, no ! dat ain' de reason," Done spoke the faih haih'd lil chile, " Why he am tame as pigeon. So quiet, peaceful, an' so mile Hit's kase he's done got 'ligion.'* " Who done got 'ligion ?" den I say, ''Mars Mawch — yo's foolin', — chile? Not ole Mars Mawch, Oh, go away! Mars Mawch! Dat meks me smile. Yo sho, chile, dat it ain' no bluff, Mars Mawch dat howls like sin, Sho he done chase de Debbil out An' let de 'ligion in?" MARS MAWCH 91 " Yas, sah," de lil' Missy sayd, " Ise sho it ain' no bluff, No playin' possum eeder, sah, He's got it sho enuff. De thundah shook um up one night Er rollin' like er drum, De light'nin' flash'd, he thot dat sho De Jedgment day had cum. De thundah he done wek him up, De rain done melt he's soul, De Souf win' he done brek him up. An' drive out all de cole. An' den he pray'd — ' Foglve me, Lawd, Fo' holing Missy Spring,' An' den he let me go — I's hyar, Dat's why de robins sing. Dat's why de glory roun' about Am shinin' fru de Ian', Yo heah dat halleloyah shout, Cum out an' jine de ban'. The blue byards singin' praises, Mistah Robin pass de hat Fo' a fool's cap fo Brer Woodchuck Dat we all am laffin' at, Laffin at dat old Brer Woodchuck, Seed he's shaddah an' he sayed, * Six weeks mo' o' dis cole weddah, Reckon I'll gwine back to baid.' Den we come erlong an' fool um, Ole Brer Woodchuck — He! He! He! 92 AN OLD FLY BOOK At he's do' er shoutin' — * Wek up ! Robin, blue byard, chickadee.' But Brer Woodchuck in de meddah, He say nuffin, he lay low, He done think o' Missy April 'Bout a yahr or two ago, How Mars Mawch sit down beside her Laid he's haid wiffin her lap While upon dis ole backsliddah Her wahm tears done sofly drap, How he done git up in fury. How he's cole win's 'gin to blow, An' de teahs o' Missy April How he changed 'em inter sno'. Doan' yo laff at Ole Brer Woodchuck, Stan' aroun' he's do' an grin, 'Brer Woodchuck knows Ole Mars's 'ligion, An' it's sometimes mighty thin. As fo me — Ole Mars's 'ligion! Well, I hope dat hit'll las. But — de win am growin' shapah, An' dat do — jes' mek it fas'. 93 THE OPEN JUST perchance a breezy hill top, With a far off stretch of view, Meads and woods and river sedges, Mountain range far on the edges, Where the earth line meets the blue, Just a day in June — and you. Just perchance the waving marshes, Sweeping o'er the lowland leas. Far out yonder to the seaward. Just a rag off to the leeward, 'Fore an off shore spanking breeze, Swung 'twixt two eternities. Just a tramp across the meadows. Just the glory of the shine. Round about you, in and out you, Just a brook wherein a trout you Took while casting fly and line; Just a bobolink upspringing. Singing, soaring, ever singing. With a melody divine. 94 AN OLD FLY BOOK Just a wild rose In the byways, With Its shy and friendly nod, Shunning the more stately highways, Where the march of commerce trod, Just the very joy of living! With a deep and longdrawn breath. Like the snapping of your fingers In the very face of death. While you look out on the open. Fling yourself upon the sod, Just a living, breathing dust speck In the great workshop of God. 95 THE WRECK OUT on the edge of the reef she rides, Where the billows play and the seagulls cry, And the seaweed clings to her mold'ring sides, And fray'd from her mast her halyards fly. Oh, the day is fair, and the breeze offshore ! 'Tis a summer sky and a summer sea, And idly a rag Still flaps at her fore, And the tide rolls over her lazily. But what of a day when the Storm King woke And a Specter stood dark 'gainst the drifting fog? And what of his fury that o'er her broke / And a Death's hand that wrote out the log? When the storm was o'er, on the lone beach wide, What was it lay there — that silent thing ? That the seagulls saw washed up by the tide, And flew away wondering? 9^ AN OLD FLY BOOK Ah, well for the day that the skies are clear And yonder the sails go idly by ! But somewhere? — there's a woman's sigh and tear, And a child looks up and wonders why. 97 TO A WILD ROSE BY THE SEA FLOW'RET by the summer sea, Woo'd by ardent lovers three Wind and mist and bandit bee, Jealous of them all, I too. Linger at thy side to woo, Join the lists of rivalry. Fickle are they in their love. As I here shall straightway prove, For the wind is but a vagrant. Telling all thy secrets fragrant. Whispering of thy shy sweet blushes To the jealous bending rushes, Telltale to the flags and grasses Of thy presence as he passes. Vainly might the mist conceal thee, 'Twas this tattler first reveal'd thee. When his breath with perfume laden, Told thy nearness, pretty maiden. Which no sooner I espy Vainly may I pass me by, Such rare beauty, sweet and shy. And the mist, the brooding mist, 9^ AN OLD FLY BOOK Second on thy lover's list, Specter of the pallid dawn, Steals this rival pale and vv^an From the sea to keep his tryst. Cold and chilling is his breath, Mantl'd in the shroud of Death, Comes this spirit of the tide. Seeking thee to be his bride, From all others he would hide Thy sweet presence and enfold In embraces damp and cold. But when yon bright, flaming lance Swift proclaims the day's advance. Clad in gold and amethyst, Lo! this lover breaks his tryst, Leaves thy cheeks which he hath kiss'd Base deserts and leaves them wet all With a tear drop on each petal. Last of all thy lovers three Cometh now the bandit bee, Noted for inconstancy. See the rascal drawing near, Humming love songs in your ear, Lulling by his minstrelsy; He's a roving buccaneer Passing on from flower to flower, He demands a fragrant dower, Sweet confession from each heart. From a bosom torn apart. TO A WILD ROSE BY THE SEA 99 Could you love him, pretty miss, Such a thieving rogue as this? Ah ! I half suspect you do, Come now, tell me! Is it true? But, alas, you'll soon discover He's a very fickle lover, Even now your heart deserting, See him with the clover flirting. Careless of your feelings hurting. So my pretty little maid, Hither where my steps have stray'd, I, too, my devotion bring, Come I not for dallying. Like my fickle rivals three, Wind and mist and bandit bee. Bolder am I, too, by far, And like that young Lochlnvar, He who rode from out the West, Snatch'd his bride close to his breast, So! lest thou shouldst droop and pine, Lo ! I take thee to be mine, On my breast to fondly cling Bride of my bold pilfering. 100 A CHURCH I KNOW a church I would not miss, And thither oft my footsteps wend, 'Tis not some costly edifice, This quiet church that I attend. Far from the city's roar and din, Among eternal hills it stands. And strangely I'm without when in This temple never made with hands. A woodsy pathway is my pew, That's lined with tangl'd underbrush, While here no noisy avenue Disturbs my chorister — the thrush. Far deeper thoughts by him are stirr'd Than other choirs I might confess. Where I can't understand a word. And at its meaning only guess. My preacher is a squirrel, he A Quaker as his habit proves, His pulpit yonder chestnut tree, Among whose leaves *' The spirit moves A CHURCH loi Thro' lofty arches overhead, The breezes that so gently stir, And whisper o'er my bowed head, A lone and silent worshipper. Across the aisle a tiny wren, While I, in silent rapture list, Lifts up a cheery bright Amen, I'm sure she is a Methodist, O'er sunlit meadows green and fair, The windows of my church look out, The text — God's love is everywhere, Ah! who can read and who can doubt? 'Tis seen upon the rose's blush, That bends before the ardent bee, 'Tis heard upon the noonday's hush That mantles every hill and lea. The evening breeze, the cooling balm, Day's flambeaus kindling in the west, The lengthening shade, the twilight calm, The peace, the quiet and — the rest. The sermon ends, I turn away, With laggard footsteps while I hear A lark sing to the closing day His nunc dimittis sweet and clear. I02 AN OLD FLY BOOK SPRING SONG T^IS mawn de byards war singin' ^-^ An' de crocuses war sprlngin' An' de folks dey say dat wintah cum no mo; An' to-nfght de win' am howlln', An' ershriekin' an' ergrowlln', An' fo de lan's sake, honey, shet dat do ' ! 103 THE ROBBER T SAW him bear down on the wind ■*- This robber that I have in mind, A roving, royster rascal he, A busy, burly bumble bee. From underneath the apple trees I watch'd him on the vagrant breeze. Upon the drowsy afternoon I heard him sing his lulling tune With all his well known sorceries, Above the rose's bowed head, I saw the faint blush that o'erspread. At the caresses of this lover Who all her secrets would discover. From rarest nectars that distil I saw him boldly take his fill, Then up and off this pirate bold Swung down upon the marigold. And sailing o'er the fragrant seas I saw him filch with daring ease The poppies and the peonies. I watched from out my shaded spot The wild rose and forget-me-not, 104 AN OLD FLY BOOK To all of his demands so dear, Pay tribute to this buccaneer. But in my breast for him there throbs No horror keen while thus he robs, Apparently with no regret, The larkspur and the mignonette, For fairer than the rose is she. And if like this bold bandit bee, Her heart if — well — if say, from her, If I could steal away from her. From her sweet lips could I but wring Confession by such pilfering, Then let me whisper, entre nous. You bet I'd be a robber toOo I05 THE FOREST A S tho It were some quiet interlude -* "*' That came into your busy life, Or cooling hand upon the fever'd strife, That calm'd you into reverent mood, While thus you stood within the solitude, Stript to your soul amid the hush profound, Where only sound is silence, silence sound, And your own heartbeats only dared intrude. Or if a door were shut and far behind You left the noisy world without, And heard no more the tumult and the shout, But the still voice of some far Larger Mind, Within this temple with its aisles untrod, And here you found yourself — and God. io6 AN OLD FLY BOOK MT. BIGELOW IN MAINE (From a neighboring hill top) ^nr^HERE Bigelow with majestic prow •*• Immovable at anchor rides. Proud Dreadnaught of the forest sea, Against whose mighty rock ribb'd sides Sweep pine and spruce and balsam tides, In silent, stately majesty. What tho'the mists her bow enshrouds Her ensign flies among the clouds. 107 A MARCH SUNSET BEYOND the city's roofs and spires, Defiant still tho sore opprest, Day seeks his gilded couch of rest Mid bivouac of resplendent fires. Now o'er the brilliant, wide expanse His challenge to the night Is sent, Behind each fire rimm'd battlement With high uplifted flaming lance. Far to encroaching shadows Hung His banners stream, transparent, pale, As tho he filch'd Aurora's veil And o'er those purple ramparts hung. Down the wide reaches of the sky His burnish'd golden argosies. Freighted from fair Hesperides On soundless, surfless, sapphire seas Full sail'd at quiet anchor lie. io8 AN OLD FLY BOOK Oh, wondrous changing color scene Which, I, enraptured, watch the while, Of crimson peak and glittering isle And Dian's sickle hung between. Anon around my window high, Untamed winds by Aeolus driven Across the stormy face of heaven Like snapping, snarling wolves go by. The shadows deepen, the day is done, Now, jealous twilight steals away To hide within her mantle gray My fading pictures, one by one. Save where pale Venus hangs her light Far down an emerald sea o'erblown To guide one gilded shallop lone Across the dusky bar of night. 1 09 SUNSET AND NIGHT LITTLE " tar pot " on the fence Black as ace of spades, Eating watermelon, down By the everglades. Big and crescent shaped the piece, See him now begin it, Shining face all wreath'd in smiles Deeply buried in it. Colors of the parting day Red and yellow, white and green, 'Mid the ever wid'ning rifts Peep two stars between. Corner of the melon slice Flirting with an ear, Sunset surely on the wane, Darkness creeping near. Deeper goes the dusky face, Nearer creeps the night. no AN OLD FLY BOOK Colors fading one by one Going out of sight. Little " tar pot " fast asleep, Face that knows no frown, Eyes fast closed, mouth shut up, Watermelon down. HI KATAMA The name of a hotel for many years deserted, standing on Katama beach, a lone spot on the south shore of Martha's Vineyard. The writer has never visited the place, and the following is written merely from hearsay with the legend thrown in as a bit of imagination. B LEAK and dreary is the spot, Long deserted, half forgot, Where the billows break upon a barren shore. Lone and desolate it stands, And the ever shifting sands, Pile in drifts against its weather beaten door. Shutters swinging with a bang. On the rusty hinges hang. Sport of summer winds and wild Nor' Easter blow ; Thro each broken window pane Beats the sun, the mist, the rain, Where fair faces look'd out in the long ago. 112 AN OLD FLY BOOK Dark Its casements where no light Streams its welcome on the night, And its portals open not to warmth and cheer ; Damp and clammy are its walls, Moans the wind along its halls, Long deserted halls for many a year. Where the music and the dance ? Where the laughter and bright glance ? And the merry throng upon the winding stair? On the mouldering balustrade Dust of many years is laid, And the hollow echoes weirdly answer — where? Yet in that far long ago. When it thrill'd with life and glow. And its halls were fill'd with laughter, mirth and song, Came a strong youth in his pride, Came he with his fair young bride, Fairest she 'mid all the merry throng. There's a legend how one day Pleasure bent he sail'd away. Far away to where the blue line meets the sky. Why within her heart a fear? Why suspicion of a tear? As he lightly kiss'd her lips in fond goodbye? KATAMA 113 Ah ! methlnks I see her there, With her wind toss'd golden hair, Watching the faint white speck till it faded out of sight. Gone but for a day and then He would come to her again, Come again before the falling of the night. But the fisher folk still tell How a sudden darkness fell, How the storm king rode that night over all the sea and land. From his lips the thunders spoke, From his eyes the lightning's stroke. That reveal'd the group of watchers gathered on the storm beat strand. And among their number there Was a pallid face and fair, Looking out into the darkness while all night the fires burn'd, Listening, if above the gale Came some friendly shout or hail, Some glad cry to tell her lover had return'd. But with coming of the dawn. Paler grew her face and wan. Paler still as day by day the summer sped. And they say that ere she died Whispered low the fair young bride, 114 AN OLD FLY BOOK " Let me rest here, I would meet him when the sea gives up its dead." That was many a year ago, And the tides still ebb and flow, Storm and sunshine still alternate sweep across the restless main, But its bosom ne'er to tell Guards a secret, guards it well, Why a fair and girlish figure, broken hearted, watch'd in vain. Somewhere on Katama's beach. Just beyond the billow's reach. Is a lonely grave unmark'd by carved stone, Vainly may the passerby. Cast a roving, searching eye. Silent are the drifted sands of many years o'er- blown. And the mariners at sea, Tell with awestruck mystery, When they pass Katama on a wild and stormy night, From a broken casement high, Like a star against the sky, Burns a solitary, strange, mysterious light. And they say as they draw near, By Katama dark and drear, KATAMA 115 Standing grimly 'gainst the sky line on the desolated shore, There upon a barren dune Sits a specter in the moon, Of a woman looking seaward, watching, waiting — evermore. ii6 THE CONODOQUINET ' ^~|~^IS not some mighty river flowing stately in -*- its pride, No laden ships from foreign shores go upwards on its tide, 'Tis not the child of pond or lake where forests line the shore, There is no sound of rapids, no cataracts that roar, But like a thread of silver it steals 'mid sun and shade, Thro a vale of milk and honey, the fairest God e'er made, With a face that's full of sunshine and a voice that's low and still, It is just the creek of boyhood days, the creek behind the hill. It's just the old creek flowing in a drowsy sort of way. Like the dawn across the meadows at the break- ing of the day, THE CONODOQUINET ii7 But the tip-up seem'd to love It as it tilted on Its brink, And a song burst forth above It from a lilting bobolink. The robins and the bluebirds, too, and in the evening light The swallows skimm'd Its surface low and kiss'd It In their flight. Anon the vagrant evening breeze Its mirror'd bosom mars Where night's fair crescent shallop sails with wake of splendid stars. 'Twas here In boyhood days agone its gentle peace I knew, When to its banks so green and fair my truant footsteps drew. Then my heart was fill'd with laughter and all the world was mine, With an alder for a fish pole and a three cent cotton line. Will I e'er forget, I wonder, the boyish, keen delight When the cork kept bobbing under and then went out of sight. And I landed, 'mong the tree tops, with force If not with skill. The yellow bellied sunfish from the creek be- hind the hill? ii8 AN OLD FLY BOOK I wonder if the skies it holds are just as full of blue, Or thirsty cattle wade knee deep just as they used to do, I wonder if the new mown hay breathes on the air as sweet. Or trailing vines are just as thick that tangl'd up my feet. I wonder if in later years these days that once were mine Must live in memory only when the tang has left the wine. O'er yet the bridge below the dam again my feet shall bear To join the creek beneath it and an old friend fishing there. So I muse before the firelight in the quiet of my room, While the twilight turns to darkness in the chill November gloom, And I seem to see the old creek's flow, its ripples and its gleam Come stealing out the Long Ago across my vagrant dream. Again it twines around my heart in its old familiar way, And bears upon its bosom fair a ne'er forgotten day. THE CONODOQUINET 119 Which like a golden anchor deep into my soul is cast To hold the living Present to the never dying Past. For there comes at times in each one's life, in yours as well as mine, Some truant thought of other days across the rain and shine. The days of old, the friends of gold, some mem- ory that endears, As gently as the thistle dovrn it floats across the years. It may be some dear vanished face from out the dusk of time, It may be but an air or song like mellow'd bells achime. It may be youth come back again, a voice that long was still, It may be home, it may be just — the creek be- hind the hill. I20 AN OLD FLY BOOK TO THE SEA BECAUSE upon thy storm beat shore, my soul Looks out upon eternity, Awestruck and impotent, boast not thyself, O, Sea! While at my feet thy billows roll, And in my ears thy dirges toll. If I look on thy face in stress or shine With thoughts that reach beyond thy border line In vain I would express or yet control. For far beyond thy widest range and sweep, Upon that Power that first created thee In thy tempestuous strength — O Mighty Deep ! Awed into silence look thou too with mel I, but an atom on thy thundering strand, And thou a drop within His hoUow'd hand. 121 THE FIRST ROBIN LOOK a yeah, yo Mistah Robin, , What done wek me up dis mawn? What yo mean by such erfooHn', Foolin' sho ez yo is bawn? Kase de day am wahm an brightah Yo cum chuppin at ma do *' Wek up! Wek up!" Spring am comin' An' de wintah cum no mo." Doan you know dat ole Brer Woodchuck Seed he's shaddah an he sayd " Six weeks mo ob dis cole weddah Reckon I'll gwine back to baid." Now yo cum aroun yeah singin' Dat de wintah cole am fru, What you mean by such erfoolin', Go way, Mistah Robin! Shoo! 122 WINTER IN THE LAP OF SPRING T^ EY say dat dis cole weddah -*— ^ What so long am lingering, Am jes de ole Mars Wintah "Res'in' in de lap o' spring." Jes ole Mars, de white haihd sinnah Res'in' he's ole weary haid In de lap o' Missy Springtime, Lak he thinks he's gwine to baid. But the folkses round about yeah Dey all wish dat res' wah fru, Ole Mars may be powful tiahd. But dey all am tiah'd too. Now if I wah Missy Springtime An' dat lap o' hers wah mine, Wif Mars Wintah keepin' frum me All de glory an' de shine, Does yo know what I'd do. Honey? Does yo rahly wan to know? Well, den draw you chah up closah An' I done will tell you, sho! Well, while Mars wah done er res'in', Soht o' dozin' in ma lap, Den frum out ma April bonnet. IN THE LAP OF SPRING 123 Kase o' snow dat he done drap On de crocusses upon it, Well, while Mars wah sof ly sleepin' Frum dat hat I'd draw a pin Two foot long. Lawd bress yo, Honey, How I'd up an' jab it in! Jab it in he's laig — you heah me! Stick it in an' inch o' two, Yas, chile, dat's de way I fix um, Sho's yo bawn, dat's what I do ! Reckon dat would wek Mars Wintah, Reckon when he feel dat prick He git pow'ful tiah'd o' res'in', Reckon he done git up quick! Ole Mars Wintah, de ole sinnah, Wif he's win an' cole an' snow. When he feels dat pin erstickin', Reckon he light out an' go, In a way dat's mighty s'prisin', Jes lak all po sinnahs do, Lak de Debbil he wah aftah An' he feah'd he kotch um too. When he's gwine I'd riz up smilin', Shek de snow frum out ma lap Dat Mars Wintah he done drap dar Fo a pillow fo he's nap, An' I'd tek ma Eastah bonnet An' put on my new green gown An' go, outen in de gyarden Lak Ise jes' pradin' roun', 124 AN OLD FLY BOOK Whar de crocusses am peepin' Soht o' scaht frum out de groun'. An' I call out to ma chillun, To de byards aroun' de do, Chillun! Chillun! Stop yo shiverin', Ole Mars gwine, he cum no mo, Den I sofly blow ma Souf bref O'er de holler, on de hill, Bime by I wek de violet, Bime by de daffydill, An' I puts 'em in ma bonnet An' I puts 'em in ma hyar, An' I goes to de chuch meeting To de folkses dat am dar, An' I peeks in at de window Whiles de preachah he expoun' How dey all am mighty sinnahs, An' dey all am groanin' roun', Till dey all cum out de meetin* In de glory an' de shine. An' dey see me all ersmilin* Wif my hyer done up so fine, Den de sistern an' de breddern Kinder all jine ban' in ban', An' dey all go whorlin' roun me Shoutin' — " cum an' jine de ban,' " Den de robins an' de bluebyards, An' de folkses dey all sing Glory ! Glory ! Halleluyahr, Howdy! Welcum, Missy Spring. 125 c INDIAN SUMMER lOY and dusky little maid, " Stolen," maybe, " Lost " or '' Stray'd '' From the parted summer tide, Lingering daily at our side. Scarlet clad and russet shod, Golden where your footsteps trod, With your wild coquettish ways, Peeping through the purple haze From the wood and misty hill, Challenging the bluebird's trill Through the drowsy afternoon, On your lips the breath of June. Ah, you rogue — incognito. Just as if we didn't know, Truant of the golden days, 'Long the old familiar ways. Laughing at the drowsy bee Waken'd by your sorcery. With his love song humming over Yon late bit of faded clover. Mean of you to treat him so, Just as if we didn't know 126 AN OLD FLY BOOK You are Summer come again, Over field and wood and fen, Come into the hearts of men, Who despite those half veiled eyes Quickly pierce the thin disguise, And enrapt by such rare charms^ Welcome thee vv^ith open arms. Little v^^itch with face all smiling, Captive to your soft beguiling. Song of bird its soul outpouring. At thy feet the world adoring, Rover from the summer tide Linger with us — long abide ! Prove it false, that warning cry From yon travelers flying high, Trailing down the southward sky, We would hold thee, would detain, But, alas! 'tis all in vain. Down yon western fiery slope Vanishes our fondest hope. When with golden finger tips From your roguish, ruddy lips, Coy and fickle little miss. Fling you then a saucy kiss From a windy, evening sky, Bidding all the world — Goodbye! 127 BEFORE THE TOY WINDOW "A little child shall lead them.'* THEY stood before it, hand in hand, Out in the cold while the keen wind fann'd His pale cheek and her dark hair — Two little waifs in the wintry air. A tatter'd coat and a ravell'd dress And hungry eyes full of wistfuiness, And a sigh in each heart that you may guess, Two little Arabs, hand in hand. Looking into the Wonderland. Looking Into the Wonderland, where They saw a doll with flaxen hair, And eyes of blue that open'd wide, With a big, white, woolly dog at her side. There were automobiles and a train of cars, There were wagons and horses and spangles and stars. There were trumpets and drums and birds that flew. And lions and tigers and elephants, too, That bow'd their heads with a howdy do! 128 AN OLD FLY BOOK And brownies and elfins as if fairies had plann'd The wonderful things in this Wonderland. The day was closing, 'twas time to leave; The window was lighted, 'twas Christmas eve. But still they linger'd with look intent, And forgot their home in a tenement Down on the East Side, cheerless and cold, In this wonderful scene of glitter and gold. So they warm'd their cold little finger tips With the breath from their chill'd and blue little lips That quiver'd and trembl'd as when on one night They look'd on their mother, so still and so white. In a box that was long and was cover'd with black, When they took her away and — she never came back. But instead a strange woman that took her place, Who was ugly and cross with a scar on her face, They forgot their home with its rough, wooden stairs, The cold, cheerless room with its rickety chairs And a table so broken it could hardly stand. They saw only before them the Wonderland. Outside by the curb in her limousine. That shone like a jewel with polish and sheen, BEFORE THE TOY WINDOW 129 Sat a lady of wealth with a face that was fair, But I noted that traces of sadness were there. And the shouts of the merrymakers seem'd drown'd At the thought of a little wind-swept mound On a hill far away, 'neath the whirling snow Where her life went out in the long ago, When suddenly she saw in the window's glare These two little waifs that were standing there, And a strange, new feeling tugg'd and stirr'd At her heartstrings till it seem'd she heard, As she sat in her sables and comfort and ease. These words, " Unto one of the least of these," And before she knew it she had each little hand And she led them into the Wonderland. Then, oh! what a wonderful time they had — This little maid and this little lad. With this fairy godmother so rich and so grand, She bought trumpet and drum, she bought the whole band, And the nice big doll with its eyes so blue And the elephant that bow'd with a howdy do! And a sled and some candies and other things, too. Then with pockets that bulg'd and little hands fiU'd, Somehow the heart hunger, that cried was still'd, And when she look'd down on each little child A wan little face look'd upward and — smiled. I30 AN OLD FLY BOOK And somehow to her, when the presents were given, It seemed that each smile held a wee bit of Heaven. And that night, when later she went to her bed. Her sadness had vanished, there was peace there instead. As she thought of a little tin soldier grand Held tight in a dirty, bare little hand. Oh, we beggars with pride and power and pelf, Who look for our happiness centered in self. Who follow it far through pleasure or pain, And seek it in wealth, so often in vain, — We who are poor and hungry and weary and blind And give up in despair, at last we may find. Like the prodigal son from a far away land, That happiness oft dwells quite close to our hand ; That in hungering hearts and wistful eyes To cheer and relieve the pathway lies, A pathway not flower'd with dogmas and creeds, 'Tis the pathway of love and daily it leads Through a world of suffering, a world of needs, In a wonderful way we can't understand Till It seems as if Heaven itself were spann'd. Oh, we thirsters for greed who struggle and hoard BEFORE THE TOY WINDOW 131 On the altars of gain where our life blood is pour'd, Who faint as we run, though still we pursue The phantom of happiness, if only we knew Far brighter than glitter of bauble or gem In the scepter of king or his diadem It may shine in the eyes of a friendless child, From a wan little face that look'd upward and smil'd. It may cost but a doll with eyes that are blue, Or the elephant that bows with a howdy do! And here's wishing a Merry Christmas to you. And then — who knows? — we, too, by and by, With our hearts ahunger and wistful eye, May see far away on a golden strand The Christ child to greet us and take our cold hand And lead us — into the Wonderland. 132 AN OLD FLY BOOK DUCK SHOOTING AT SAYBROOK T OW tide and storm and closing day, -■— ' And sea gulls white against the gray Of sullen cloud o'erhung the rim Of the horizon. Gaunt specters dim And rising fog from swamp and sedge The incense of the river's edge, A stranded boat with larboard list And — only the rain and the mist. A reed bound cove, a soggy " blind " Chill'd through and wet but it not mmd When you hear the sound of whistling wings As out of the fog come rushing things, Broad bill and black and whistler and teal, Then a grip on the trigger, a glance long the steel, And a growing pile of empty shells While the Du Pont powder surplus swells. Oh ! the showers of shot that hurtl'd and hiss'd, And — only the rain and the miss'd. i33 THE SONG OF THE WIND SPIRIT am I of the boundless sky, Restless, untamed and driven, Mariner free on a chartless sea. Sailing the wastes of heaven. I rove 'mong the spheres, I ride down the years. And on thro' the ages I swing, With a universe sweep I cover the deep, I fold a world 'neath my wing. From the frozen North I sally forth O'er the starlit crests a-dream. Where they plight their troth at the altar cloth Of the glacier's moonlit gleam. I sing 'mong the peaks where the lightning streaks And the thunders are set a-chime, Where their peans roll to the boreal pole 'Long the upturn'd edge of time 134 AN OLD FLY BOOK Then off into space, ah, who shall trace Or follow my flying track, Or who shall bind or who shall find My step in the wave or the wrack? Forever to roam from my cavern home I sweep over land and sea, A Bedouin I of the desert sky, Who knoweth my destiny? I pipe the morn on the Golden Horn And off on the Zuyder Zee, I belly the sails to my sweeping gales, I range over Araby. I steal o'er the land with a flower in hand, I shriek 'bove the breakers' boom. The tears I dry from a violet's eye, I send a ship to its doom. With shapeless form I ride the storm Out, out where the black waves are, I stifle the cry 'neath a moonless sky Of a voice from a drifting spar. In my mad wild glee no laws decree Shall fetter my flying wing, I flip the flap of a peasant's cap, I doff the hat of a king. THE SONG OF THE WIND For I am the wind, the untamed wind, Unconquered, unconquerable driven, I am here, I am there, I am everywhere, The vagabond wraith of heaven. 35 136 A COWBOY'S WOOING I WANT you, little woman, and I'm coming like a man To ask that little hand of yours and win it If T can, I'm standing right before you and I'm looking In your eyes That are deeper than the canyon, that are bluer than the skies. There ain't no style about me, and I know I'm rather rough, And I reckon for a girl like you I'm hardly good enough, I ain't like them there city chaps way off there In the East, My shirt ain't blled and pleated, my trousers aren't creased, But I've got a heart within me with a beat that's strong and true. It's as big as all creation and It's branded deep with you. A COWBOY'S WOOING 137 I want you, little woman, and I know it isn't fair, I tried to stave the feeling off, I tried it on the square, I fought it out the whole night long, beneath the starlit sky, Ask Pete, my broncho standing there, now Pete he wouldn't lie, But when I hear your laughter, the air with music fills Like the murmur of a brooklet 'mong the old New Hampshire hills. Those dear old hills of childhood that once I used to know. And I said, "Well, Pete, I'll try it, if she'll give me half a show." So I'm asking, little lassie, with a feeling that is strange For a rough and reckless cowboy who has knock'd about the range. Who has heard the song of bullets when the boys came into town And the demons rose and tore them as the fiery stuff went down, When the flickering, half dead lights went out against the smoky wall, And the guns flash'd 'cross the blackness, who has heard the heavy fall 138 AN OLD FLY BOOK Where a Colt's holds law and order in a way no one disputes, And at its sharp decisions men lie right down in their boots. Yes, I've killed my man, my lassie, he was mad with drink and thirst. He tried to get the drop on me, but — my lead it reached him first, Now my hands are up, my lassie, and I'm trem- bling all clean through While I'm waiting for an answer from those down-cast eyes of blue. 139 A RAINY MAY Look; a yeah, yo Missy May, Wif yo Quakah bonnet gray, Cryln', cryin all de while, What's de mattah, lil' chile? Ain' yo nebber gwine to smile? Kyant yo wipe dem teahs away? What's de mattah, Missy May? Yo jes' goes ertrapesin' roun' O'er de wet an' soggy groun', Lak as ef yo diden' kyar, Wif de Souf win' in you hyar, An' de cloud mist in yo eyes, Yo jes' cries an' cries an' cries, Wif you forehead in a frown Yo jes' goes ertrapesin' roun'. All de folkses dey complain 'Bout dis eberlasin' rain, Violet, she done drap hyr haid ; Woodchuck he done gwine to baid, Tain't no fishin', brooks too high. 140 AN OLD FLY BOOK Fish all drown'd, dat ain no lie ! No use plantin', things won't grow, Folkses dey all wan' to know Why yo axts in dis strange way, What's de mattah, Missy May? Doan' yo know, po honey chile, Dat gray bonnet out o' style? Peahs lak hits too ole fo you, Whar's dat uddah one o' blue Wif de sun beams fo de strings, Trimm'd wif flashin' blue byrd wings, Violets an' tulips on it ? Honey chile! whar am dat bonnet Fill'd wif glory an' de shine? My! dat meks yo look so fine! Put it on, sweet honey chile, Put it on an' stay erwhile, Look from outen it an' smile. Den de folkses dey all say Ain' she lubly — Missy May! 141 TO A WOOD THRUSH I HEARD thee from the drowsy glade Ere fell the twilight's tender gloom, Across the apple blossom's bloom, I heard thee and my steps were stay'd. Far up on yonder elm high An Israfel, the thrasher, sings, Full throated as he proudly flings His florid arias 'cross the sky. Within the tangled copse below The catbird mock'd him as he swung Where gold and sapphire banners hung, And flambeaus kindled to a glow. But when his brilliant tones were mute Then to the grosbeak's barcarolle, Out from the leafy covert stole The obligate of thy flute. Oh! wine of song! Oh, purple wine! Held in the sunset's burnish'd gold, 142 AN OLD FLY BOOK Did e'er the gods such chalice hold Vain may I leave or vainly stir, While from the tuneful underbrush, Thy low, rich voice — Oh ! minstrel thrush ! Holds me a spellbound w^orshipper. Oh, evening shade! Oh, w^oodland balml Oh, singer to the closing day! With laggard steps I turn away Thrill'd by the magic of thy lay, Thy nunc dimittis o'er the calm. 143 TO A CRICKET MINSTREL of the silent night Somewhere 'neath my window height, In the grasses, out of sight! To my restless bed of pain Comes to me your shrill refrain, One note — o'er and o'er again. Funny little tune it is, Rather shy of harmonies, Quite staccato is its measure, Yet it rather gives me pleasure, Helps the weary hours to pass, Little fiddler in the grass. Brighter days it seems to bring As I lie here listening. And I wonder what you're for. Unseen little troubador! Serenader, 'neath the moon On these stilly nights in June, What the part that you rehearse In this great big universe? Think of worlds and then a cricket 144 AN OLD FLY BOOK Rasping In the grassy thicket! Is your mission but to play These still summer nights away? All too shortly do they last, All too quickly are they pass'd, Wonder! could I guess the riddle Minstrel with the rasping fiddle. At a venture, I should say, As you blithely play away, You're musician both to kings And to Insect life and things That the passing summer brings. This Is how it came to me What your purpose here might be. As I heard you yesternight Somewhere 'neath my window height, There's a concert on, I said, Down there in the flower bed, And tho I was not invited I felt not the least bit slighted, But in fancy saw it all. Artists, audience, concert hall. Stage — a bit of garden walk Edg'd with pinks and poppy stalk. There a bit of four leaf'd clover With a rose bush hanging over, Footlights of the firefly's glow, Rang'd before it In a row, And for parquet chairs around TO A CRICKET ^45 Rose leaves scatter'd o'er the ground. Frescoed canopy o'erspread Of the rose bush overhead, And for light o'er all the scene, Moonlit dewdrops sown between, Little arc lights 'mid the green. Spared was not the least expense, Fashionable the audience, The occasion somewhat rare, All society was there. Near a primrose half way hid Sat the fair Miss Katy Did, Manners stately as a queen, In a gown of palish green. To describe it were in vain, I should say 'twas cut en train. She's a player, too, of note Only one — that someone wrote. Next to her with ogling stare Mr. June Bug — Millionaire! Coat of black and vest of yellow, Much I do dislike the fellow, Cinch he is, yet not a " cinch '* When he gets you in a " pinch ** He will squeeze you then for fair, Trust him not and so — beware! Over there Miss Moth, until her Name was changed to Mrs. Miller, Her gown white as purest snow. 146 AN OLD FLY BOOK Too bad that she powders so! If you doubt it or would scoff Touch it and it will come off On your fingers thickly laid Star dust of the finest grade. Mrs. Beetle all in black, How it shimmer'd down her back! But 'mong all so richly dress'd This the gown I liked the best. Mistress Lady Bug in red, And altho it must be said On the back that it was spotted, 'Twas the fashion — polka dotted. She's the pet of all the garden Is this little Dolly Varden, If you doubt it or deny Go and ask young Fire Fly, At her side a slyly larking, Can't you see him do his *' sparking "? 'Neath the grape vine is their tryst, But — here comes the soloist ! Tenor, Signor Mus Quito, Bowing to the parquet row. Who, despite his foreign name. Is familiar — just the same. Yes! too well I know the fellow. With his high C's soft and mellow Stealing round my restless pillow, And tho not condoned his stealing. TO A CRICKET 147 I admit he sings with feeling; But his song, oft heard before Never yet drew forth encore, Rather left me hot and irate At this bold intruding pirate Who all strangely, by digression, Is a doctor by profession. When on nights so close and thermic Comes he with his hypodermic, Lights on cheek, or nose, or ear. This bloodthirsty buccaneer. Calmly then he straight inserts you Quite regardless tho he hurts you. And his bill, tho you resent it. Just as oft he will present it. And his fee, tho you reject it. Be assured he will collect it. But the hum and buzzing ceases, Now expectancy increases Silence falls upon the throng. Let us listen to his song. THE SERENADE Song of the Mus Quito I come from the swamp and dank lagoon. To my lady's boudoir winging, In the silvery light of the waning moon. To her lattice I come singing, 148 AN OLD FLY BOOK And softly I sing my serenade In the pinkest ear that e'er was made, As I steal in on the cool night shade To the side of my fair one sleeping. Sleep, my pretty one, sleep! And I thy vigil will keep. May you never hear your lover draw near ! Your caresses I'll gladly excuse, my dear! So sleep my pretty one, sleep! The night is silent and still, my dear ! And the stars they are deeply burning. As I, thy lover, am drawing near. With a heart that is fill'd with yearning, As I steal a kiss from a ruddy lip, Or light on a rosy finger tip, And drink wine rarer than kings may sip, From my love so softly sleeping. Sleep, my pretty one, sleep! And I thy vigil will keep, May you never hear your lover draw near. Your caresses I'll gladly excuse, my dear! So sleep, my pretty one sleep, ! Her fair young cheek with a rose's blush, Is full exposed from cover. TO A CRICKET 149 The moon's asleep and the wind's ahush As I sing my love song over. And when at last my fill I take, I fly away to the misty brake, Ere the dawn comes up and the birds awake, From the side of my fair one sleeping. Sleep, my pretty one, sleep! And the ruby I stole, I'll keep Excuse the theft and forgive the pain, And some other night I will call again, So sleep, my, pretty one, sleep! He has finished and has bow'd To the plaudits of the crowd. Such an ending — so to speak. Seems to me a bit of cheek. Which of course he'd rightly own, O'er so many he has flown; But his singing, if confest, Show'd his voice was at its best, And the first time, seems to me, I enjoy'd his concert free. Up here in my balcony. But ere all my praise be spent. Splendid your accompaniment, Little fiddler of the night I50 AN OLD FLY BOOK Playing truly — " out of sight." But, however well you play'd Ne'er the record that you made On a certain well known hearth Playing there for all you're worth, Fiddled into fame and glory, And imperishable story, Something I can never do.. Therefore do I envy you. Well, my tuneful little friend, Comes my guessing to an end ! Only this thing do I know, Little minstrel down below, That whate'er the purpose be Of this great life mystery, 'Tis the great Creator's will, You've some mission here to fill, Tho 'twere but to still my pain By your one high key'd refrain Were that mission not in vain. So my comrade of the night, Fiddling 'neath my window height, Near, and yet bej^ond my reach. This the lesson thou dost teach, Tho 'we may not know or see Through Life's meaning — mystery. Through its vast complexity; Tho' my life comes not into thine, Nor thy life enters into mine, TO A CRICKET 151 Still — we're in this world together Thro its every stress of weather, You to your lot, I to mine, Thro the rain, the storm, the shine, And tho fiddling on one string Seems a very little thing, I am sure my life would tell Play'd I my part half as well. 152 AN ALASKAN CATHEDRAL (With permission from Scribner's.) Its walls are bound by the ages round, Its font is an ice rimm'd sea, Its nave is the gorge where the ice packs forge, Its dome is Eternity. The white drifts swirl 'round its shafts of pearl Far up long the shining pass. The sunset's glow o'er its crests of snow Is its windows of stained glass. Oh, man of sin, wouldst thou enter in, Wouldst thou kneel at its glittering shrine, Where the ice bound trail is the chancel rail Far above the last, lone pine? Where the twilight falls on its opal walls. And the lights of the night are hung, Where its altar gleams in the starlight beams And its censer, the moon, is swung? AN ALASKAN CATHEDRAL 153 Where the silence speaks and the snow clad peaks With their glow of splendid stars, Are the candlesticks and its crucifix Is the North Light's shimmering bars? Whose altar cloth nor time nor moth Shall tarnish its frost lit sheen, 'Tis the glacier wide and the needles that plied Are icicles, long and lean ? Where far on yon heights its acolytes The mists are drawing near, And a surplice falls from its crystal walls. Where the sides are bleak and sheer ? Oh, man of sin, wouldst thou enter in, Canst thou up to that altar climb, Where the snows are driven wouldst thou be shriven. Where the moon-lit crystals chime? Oh! its crags are bold and the stars are cold, Hast thy spirit then no qualms? When hunger and want like the gray wolf gaunt At its door shall ask of thee alms? Far down in its crypt by the ice pack gript. Are forms that are silent and cold. And stifi in its bands are the vandal hands That would rob its coffers of gold. 154 AN OLD FLY BOOK In the canyon grim with an avalanche rim Their shroud the storm winds shall hem, From the forest's cowl the gray wolf's howl Shall wail their requiem. Oh! man, beware, of those altars fair, Of that '* holy of holies " untrod, Where the ice crags ring and the planets swing, And the only priest is God.