SPIRITUAL DESPONDENCY AND TEMPTATIONS Class_ A ..£15 £_ Book ,M'5 CopyrightN°_ COPYRIGHT DEPOSIT. SPIRITUAL DESPONDENCY AND TEMPTATIONS SPIRITUAL DESPONDENCY AND TEMPTATIONS BY REV. P. J. MICHEL OF THE SOCIETY OF JESUS TRANSLATED FROM THE FRENCH BY REV. F. P. GARESCH& OF THE SAME SOCIETY REVISED -A^I^ CORRECTED" >: NEW YORK, CINCINNATI, CHICAGO BENZIGER BROTHERS PRINTERS TO THE HOLY APOSTOLIC SEE 1904 Ntijil BMaL MAR U 1904 f "J - / q i\- CLASS a/ XX* No 8 2. 4 2. COPY 6 ETiijil ®tetat Emprttnatur* J. GRIMMELSMAN, SJ. REMIGIUS LAFORT, S.T.L. Censor Librorum. # JOHN M. FARLEY, Archbishop of New York. New York, January 2, 1904, Copyright, 1904, by Benziger Brothers. EDITOR'S PREFACE. To Pious and Devout Souls: — I present you this little book, confident of its value — it is the posthumous work of a Priest who was not only a member of a celebrated society and a Professor of Theology, but was also a pious and en- lightened director. In this book you will therefore find wholesome instruction, great knowledge of the interior life, and of the human heart, — the result of years of experience in the direction of souls. The subject is at once both highly im- portant and very difficult. The Author has not confined himself to general prin- ciples and vague maxims, but he has 6 EDITOR'S PREFACE. entered into the very sanctuary of the soul, into its secret folds and most intri- cate windings. The thread of Reason, the light of Faith, and the torch of Expe- rience have led him safely through that labyrinth where so many lose themselves, rashly attempting to explore it without the proper guides. A few principles, pre- sented under different aspects, solve all difficulties, throw light upon doubts that are ever recurring, expose all the subter- fuges of self-love, sloth, and cowardice, refute their objections, and silence their excuses. The Author has followed the most use- ful plan for works of this kind. He adopts the method of reasoning — and his reason- ing is as clear as it is solid. The greater number of persons who profess piety pre- fer appeals to their imagination and to their heart, rather than to their reason. EDITOR'S PREFACE. 7 They like to be excited by lively descrip- tions, and by tender and touching lan- guage; but in so doing, they are seeking a passing gratification rather than a real and permanent benefit. Such descriptions and sentiments soon fade away, but the fruits of conviction are more lasting. Pure reason and true faith never vary; imagi- nation and feeling are incessantly changing according to the different objects which act upon them. It is from indolence that feeling is pre- ferred to reasoning. The greater part of mankind are indolent, and hence there are so few who care to reflect and reason. But one who has an earnest love for virtue and duty, who is anxious about his salva- tion, should not shrink from the mental effort which the exercise of reason and of faith requires. We should remember that no sincere and permanent resolution can be 8 EDITOR'S PREFACE. taken without a conviction of its necessity. This is according to the natural order of reason, and to the economy of grace. The understanding must be enlightened before the will can be moved. This work appears to be specially in- tended for the instruction of persons living in religious communities, and for seculars aiming at perfection; but in this age of indifference and discouragement all who profess the true faith may here find no little help to undeceive them in their errors, and to strengthen them against the wiles of self-love. We venture to hope that even Directors of consciences may dis- cover therein that which will increase their light, and supply for any want of expe- rience in their difficult and dangerous ministry. CONTENTS. I. On the dangers and fatal effects of de- spondency 15 II. The most fatal effect of despondency is that the soul that yields to it does not view it as a temptation. Hope and confidence in God are as much a com- mandment as faith and the other virtues 17 III. Source and cause of the impressions which despondency makes on the soul of the Christian 21 IV. Of the true motive for Christian hope — this motive is the same for all men . . 26 V. A powerful motive for confidence is the in- finite value of the sufferings and merits of Jesus Christ 31 VI. Motive of confidence for the religious soul in the mercy which God has shown in selecting her for the grace of her voca- tion. False ideas and feelings which we ascribe to God . . . -37 9 io CONTENTS. VII. Our repeated infidelities ought not to make us lose confidence in God — it is the want of faith that makes us fear . . 44 VIIL God is never so near to us to assist us in our conflicts as when we imagine Him far away. He hides Himself only that we may seek Him and find Him . . 47 IX. We cannot conquer without fighting — and there is no fighting without trouble . 51 X. It is tempting God and tempting one's self to be solicitous about the conflicts that may await us 62 XI. Of weariness, disgust, and difficulties in the service of God — causes of a discour- agement contrary to reason . . 67 XII. It is not well to ask God to put an end to our trials and difficulties, and to desire the immediate fulfilment of our prayers 76 XIII. We would wish the Almighty to do all for us, and to give us the victory without its costing us anything: a pernicious error, an unfair request, and a common cause of discouragement ... 84 XIV. Discouragement occurs because we will not profit by the ordinary aid which is within our reach, but, through a slothful feeling, wait for extraordinary graces . 89 CONTENTS. 1 1 XV. It is false and dangerous to think that we can do nothing to resist certain inclina- tions and habits which overcome us . 99 XVI. Our spiritual exercises a cause of repug- nance, because we falsely think them useless or the occasions of new faults . 109 XVII. Imperfect motives, joining themselves to an intention otherwise pure, are another source of discouragement . . .123 XVIII. It is an error to suppose that we should not offer our actions to God because they have not that perfection which we desire or think necessary . . . .140 XIX. A loss of sensible devotion an unjustifi- able cause of despondency . . .148 XX. Faults committed by pious souls in time of desolation 154 XXI. One of our pretexts for abandoning prayer is that we lose our time. This is usually false, and often criminal when true. How to occupy ourselves usefully in time of prayer 165 XXII. To strive for sensible devotion is useless, often dangerous, and gives occasion for despondency 172 12 CONTENTS. CHAPTER PAGE XXIII. On the use of spiritual books during time of prayer, or when attending Mass . 181 XXIV. What books we should use during prayer and what plan we should adopt in their perusal . . . . . 188 XXV. Temptations no proof of God's having abandoned us. If sometimes a mark of His anger, it is an anger tempered by mercy 199 XXVI. Temptations no sign of a dangerous state of the soul in regard to God and salvation 205 XXVII. In temptation recourse must be had to God. He sustains us in the combat although we do not perceive it . . 209 XXVIII. How to recognize whether we have con- sented to the temptation . . .212 XXIX. On short and passing temptations . .217 XXX. On temptations which are persistent and troublesome, and on those which make an impression on our senses . .221 XXXI. On temptations which disturb us in the exercise of virtues. We must not abandon a good work because of the defect or the imperfect motive which accompanies it. We must renounce the one and persevere in the other . 227 CONTENTS. 13 CHAPTER XXXII. XXXIII. XXXIV. XXXV. XXXVI. XXXVII. Temptations not to be reasoned with. Means of banishing them. . . 232 On frequent temptations. "In time of peace, prepare for war " . . . 245 The utility of temptations . . . 252 The subject continued. One who is sub- ject to temptations and desirous of saving his soul, attaches himself the more closely to God and exercises the greater vigilance . . .258 The good effects of temptation in negli- gent souls 265 The time spent in overcoming tempta- tions is not time lost . . . 270 SPIRITUAL DESPONDENCY AND TEMPTATIONS. CHAPTER L ON THE DANGERS AND FATAL EFFECTS OF DESPONDENCY. Despondency is the most dangerous temptation that the enemy of our salva- tion can employ. In other temptations he attacks some one virtue in particular, and shows himself openly: by despond- ency he attacks them all, but covertly. The snare is readily perceived in other temptations: one finds in religion, often even in reason, principles which con- demn them. The knowledge of the evil, to which we cannot blind ourselves, con- 15 1 6 DANGERS OF DESPONDENCY. science, and the truths of religion which are awakened, serve as helps to sustain us. But in despondency there is nothing to lean upon : we feel that reason does not suffice to enable us to practise all the good that God requires of us. On the other hand, we dare not hope to re- ceive from God all the help we need to overcome our passions; thus we become discouraged and nearly reduced to de- spair, the very point to which the devil tries to lead the despondent soul. In other temptations we clearly per- ceive that it is wrong to allow the mind to dwell upon them ; but in despondency, which disguises itself under a multiplic- ity of forms, we see strong motives for yielding to the feeling which we do not look upon as a temptation. This feel- ing, however, makes us imagine that perseverance in the practice of virtue is EFFECT OF DESPONDENCY. 17 impossible, and it leaves the soul liable to be overcome by all its passions. It is therefore of the utmost importance to avoid this snare. CHAPTER II. THE MOST FATAL EFFECT OF DESPONDENCY IS THAT THE SOUL THAT YIELDS TO IT DOES NOT VIEW IT AS A TEMPTATION. HOPE AND CONFIDENCE IN GOD ARE AS MUCH A COMMAND- MENT AS FAITH AND THE OTHER VIRTUES. The great danger of despondency is that, being deceived by an excessive fear which makes us blind to the truth, and being discouraged at the sight of diffi- culties against which we find no resource in ourselves, we nevertheless do not look upon this state as the effect of tempta- tion. Could we only see it in that light, 1 8 EFFECT OF DESPONDENCY. we should beware of the suggestions that entertain it, and should get rid of our trouble more quickly and more easily. Let it, however, be well understood that despondency is a temptation, and bears all the marks of being such ; for every feeling that is opposed to the law of God, either in itself or by the consequences it may have, is evidently a temptation. It is thus we judge of every temptation to which we are liable. If we have a thought against faith, a feeling against charity or some other virtue, we look upon it as a temptation; we turn away from it, and try to elicit acts opposed to the thought or feeling which has put us in danger of offending God. Now, hope and confidence in God are commanded equally with faith and the other virtues. Therefore the feeling which is opposed to hope is as much forbidden EFFECT OF DESPONDENCY. 19 as that which is against faith or any other virtue : it has thus every feature of a real temptation. The law of God obliges us frequently to make acts of faith, hope, and charity; and hence forbids us all wilful feelings contrary to these sacred and necessary virtues. How, then, can despondency be viewed otherwise than as a temptation, and even as a very dangerous temptation, since it exposes the Christian soul to abandon every work of piety ? To make this danger clearer to you, consider the general course of conduct among men. Is it not the hope of success, of procuring some advantage, of avoiding some evil, or of satisfying some desire or passion, which makes them act, supports them under their labors, and animates them to overcome their difficulties ? Take away from them all hope, and they would soon 20 EFFECT OF DESPONDENCY. fall into inaction. None but a madman would strive for an object which he despairs of obtaining. In religious life despondency produces the same effect ; it is founded on the same principle, the want of means to reach the end which we propose to ourselves. When we lose all hope of overcoming the difficulties which we may find in the practice of any virtue, we do not try, or but feebly, to make the effort to do so. These insufficient efforts only increase our weakness, and being more than half over- come by despondency, we are easily led away by the passion that sways us. The sense of our weakness first throws us into doubt and into trouble. In that state, occupied only by the difficulty of the com- bat, we do not distinguish the principles that ought to guide us. The fear of not succeeding prevents us from employing the means which God has given us, and we IMPRESSIONS OF DESPONDENCY. 21 are thus defenceless against our enemy. We are like a child who, seeing the ap- proach of, a giant, begins to tremble, and forgets that a stone thrown in the name of the Lord may lay him prostrate. In the same manner do we forget that we have a powerful help in the goodness of a tender Father, upon whom we have only to call, to be victorious in all our struggles. CHAPTER III. SOURCE AND CAUSE OF THE IMPRESSIONS WHICH DESPONDENCY MAKES ON THE SOUL OF THE CHRISTIAN. I shall now proceed to show why de- spondency makes such strong and fatal impressions on us. We are well convinced of our weakness, for we have often experi- enced it. We feel keenly the difficulty we 22 IMPRESSIONS OF DESPONDENCY. have to overcome ourselves, as we succeed but rarely. Filled with these sad and discouraging reflections of our want of strength, and of the little we do to please God, we consider it useless to have re- course to Him, who, we think, will not hearken to our prayer whilst we are in our present state. Sad evidence of the pride of the human heart, that would wish to owe to itself the good which it does, and the happiness to which it aspires! And how opposed to the words of the Holy Ghost, " What hast thou that thou hast not received?" (i Cor. iv. 7.) In such a state we see and depend only upon our own efforts, so that our de- spondency diminishes, ceases, returns, or increases, according as we act well or ill. We do not reflect that it is only from the mercy of God we can hope for help, and not by our own merits ; that when we have IMPRESSIONS OF DESPONDENCY. 23 done well it is through the grace of God, which we have not merited, and that, in every circumstance, this mercy is ever ready to dispense to us the necessary grace. When these desponding souls are told that they ought, after the example of the saints, to put all their confidence in God, they will at once answer that it is not sur- prising that the saints had confidence in God, since they were saints, and served God with fidelity : but that they have not the same right to feel that perfect confi- dence in Him which the saints had. They do not perceive that such reasoning is contrary to the principles of true religion. Hope is a theological virtue, and its motive can be found only in God. These souls make it a human virtue when its source or motive is recognized in man or 24 IMPRESSIONS OF DESPONDENCY. in his ways. The saints did not hope in God because they were faithful to God, but they were faithful to God because they hoped in Him. Otherwise the sinner could never make an act of hope, and yet it is that very act of hope which disposes him to return to God. Observe that St. Paul does not say, I have obtained mercy because I have been faithful, but "Having obtained mercy of the Lord, to be faithful" (i Cor. vii. 25). Mercy always precedes the good which we do ; and it is from mercy alone that we have the necessary grace to do any good at all. The saints never counted upon their works to strengthen their confidence in God, for they were ever mindful of the words of Our Saviour: " So you also, when you shall have done all these things that are commanded you, say: We are un- profitable servants" (Luke xvii. 10). The IMPRESSIONS OF DESPONDENCY. 25 greater saints they were, the greater was their humility. Their humility allowed them to see only the perfection to which they had not yet reached. Unlike the Pharisee in the Gospel, they found nothing in themselves to warrant their confidence, but in the mercy of God they sought and found a confidence, the foundations of which could not be shaken. This was what supported them, and this it is which must encourage you, and reanimate your fainting strength. It is of the utmost im- portance for you to understand this truth, that you may not again fall into the snare which your enemy has so often laid for you. z6 MOTIVE FOR CHRISTIAN HOPE. CHAPTER IV. OF THE TRUE MOTIVE FOR CHRISTIAN HOPE — THIS MOTIVE IS THE SAME FOR ALL MEN. According to religion the motive of Christian hope, or of confidence in God, is the same for all men, saints and sinners. Hope, as we have already said, is a theological virtue, like faith and charity. Its motive, then, can be found only in God, and can rest only upon divine per- fection. It follows, therefore, that we exclude from this motive our own merits. We do not hope in God because we have been faithful to Him, but we hope in Him that we may obtain the grace to be faith- ful. On what, then, is Christian hope founded, and what is its motive, accord- ing to religion? Pope Benedict XIV., MOTIVE FOR CHRISTIAN HOPE. 27 in his form of the Act of Hope, has pointed out the divine perfections which constitute this motive. The act is this: 11 O my God, I hope in Thee, because Thou art faithful to Thy all-powerful promises, and because Thy mercies are infinite? In this motive there is nothing human — all is drawn from God Himself. And could there be a stronger motive to strengthen us in hope and confidence in God? We here find the mercy of God, who is more anxious to shower His gifts upon man than man is to receive them ; who desires their real good and their salvation much more sincerely than they desire it them- selves, since He restrains them by His grace, which of themselves they could not merit, and since He prepares for them aid proportionate to the trials to which He exposes them — an aid which they can obtain by prayer, and with it 28 MOTIVE FOR CHRISTIAN HOPE. conquer the evil one. This mercy is so infinite, that all the malice of mankind cannot exhaust it ; and, after having mani- fested itself so wonderfully in the gift which God has granted us, His only Son for our ransom, it will not refuse us the assistance which He desires to afford us in this priceless benefit. The effects of this divine mercy have been promised to us by the assurances which God has made us, of coming to our assistance, whenever we ask it, to work out our salvation. God, who is truth itself, cannot deceive us, and He is essentially faithful to the promises He makes His creatures. But we find in the Holy Scripture the most touching exhortations to have recourse to Him in our necessities, with the promise that He will be our support and our strength. How, then, can we have any anxiety or MOTIVE FOR CHRISTIAN HOPE. 29 seriously entertain any fear that He will reject or abandon us, when we call upon Him with confidence? Would not this be accusing God of not keeping His promise ? But that would be blasphemy. It is true that to grant our prayer God requires that we should call upon Him with confidence — but should we deserve to obtain His benefits if we asked them with a doubting heart ; doubting that very goodness of which we are experiencing the effect every instant of our lives, and in so many thousand ways? No, as the apostle, St. James, says, "Let him ask in faith, nothing wavering" (i. 6). The heart that prays with doubt and distrust shall obtain nothing. And we also know that Jesus Christ whilst on earth granted miracles only when there was confidence : "Daughter, thy faith hath made thee whole " (Matt. ix. 22). God's almighty power 3 o MOTIVE FOR CHRISTIAN HOPE. gives the crowning strength to this mo- tive for Christian hope, seeing that He exceeds all that we can require of Him. Men often promise what they are unable to give, but it is not thus with the all- powerful God. We can find no insur- mountable obstacles to His will, in the gifts which He desires to make to us. He has in the boundless treasury of His graces, infallible means to lead us to holiness. Therefore we ought never to fear asking Him too much, or asking things too difficult. God being infinitely rich, possesses all good, in the order of grace as in the order of nature. Being infinitely power- ful, there are none of these treasures of which He cannot make us partake. Be- ing infinitely good, He is disposed to grant us, according to His promises, all that is necessary for our salvation. It MOTIVE FOR CONFIDENCE. 31 is on these substantial motives, drawn from the perfections of God, that we should found our hope — and only thus can our confidence have that unshaken firmness which it ought to have. CHAPTER V. A POWERFUL MOTIVE FOR CONFIDENCE IS THE INFINITE VALUE OF THE SUFFERINGS AND MERITS OF JESUS CHRIST. A soul that is addicted to despondency is swayed by fear, which prevents it from reflecting on the immovable foundations of confidence in God. We cannot therefore give her too many motives for overcom- ing that fear which harasses her inces- santly. She will find a powerful one in the sufferings of Jesus Christ, which are as immense as the dignity of His person 32 MOTIVE FOR CONFIDENCE. is infinite. This divine Saviour, dying for all mankind, praying for all, offering for all His sufferings and His death, has mer- ited for them all the graces which are nec- essary for them to overcome their spiritual enemy and to gain eternal happiness. These merits which Jesus Christ did not need for Himself He has given over to mankind. So that, according to St. Bern- ard, these merits become our own. And by offering them to the Father, we obtain that help which we need to strengthen us against the enemies of our salvation. It is from this principle that the Church, in all the prayers she makes to God, always invokes the merits of Jesus Christ our Lord. " But," exclaims a soul, frightened at the thought of her many past offences, " how must Our Lord and Saviour look upon me, after the many outrages which I have MOTIVE FOR CONFIDENCE. 33 committed against Him! Can He any longer interest Himself for one who has been so long His enemy?" Can a well- instructed Christian soul have any doubt on this point? Did not Jesus Christ Himself assure us that He came into the world to suffer and die for sinners ; that He came chiefly to seek for sinners ? Now, in the face of this assertion, will they still imagine that, because they are sinners, they will be refused the help they require to return to God? No, heaven and earth may pass away, but the promises of God shall not pass away unfulfilled. These promises relate to sinners, and if there had been no sinners, would Jesus Christ have suffered? Would He have submitted to a cruel death ? The more sinful man is, the more strikingly are the mercy of God, and the power of the Sav- iour's merits displayed. Is there any 34 MOTIVE FOR CONFIDENCE. blacker crime than the treachery of Judas? Yes, answers St. Jerome, there is one still more enormous, despair ! Judas rendered himself more guilty in taking away his own life than in betraying his divine Master. Let us then never fear to have recourse to the merits of Jesus Christ. We honor them when we make use of them to obtain the helps which we need, since it was for this that Jesus Christ vouchsafed to acquire them and to give them over to us. It is in applying them to ourselves through prayer and good works, that we fulfil the end for which they were pur- chased. It would be a singular way of honoring them, the not daring to make use of them; it would be going directly against the end which our divine Saviour proposed to Himself. In turning from His gifts as MOTIVE FOR CONFIDENCE. 3; useless, we should not be evincing our esteem for them, but only proving our indifference. Since we acknowledge that we are poor, weak, and miserable, should we not seek to enrich and to strengthen ourselves, and to cure our evils? Jesus Christ offers Himself to accomplish these miracles in us, by offering His infinite merits. With loving tenderness He says to us, " Come to me, all you that labor, and are bur- dened, and I will refresh you " (Matt. xi. 28). Is it not therefore against every principle, against every feeling, and still more against the intention of the Saviour Himself to fear to have recourse to Him ? Temptation attacks the soul in every way. Through a sentiment of false humil- ity a fear is conceived which fills the soul with dejection. Christian humility and sound reason require that we should rec-. 36 MOTIVE FOR CONFIDENCE. ognize our unworthiness of heavenly benefits; but they do not require us to refuse those which are offered, or not to ask for those that have been promised to our prayers. Still more does the grati- tude which we owe to Jesus Christ require that we should obey His will, in profiting by His sufferings, to obtain the graces which He has earned for us. Never can we honor Him more than in correspond- ing to the merciful designs which He had in immolating Himself for us. On what could we rely to appease the justice of God outraged by sin, and to draw down His mercy, if not upon the merits of Our Saviour? It is in present- ing them to God that we may hope to dis- arm His anger. Just as He can see in us only that which must provoke His justice, so in His Son He only sees what solicits His mercy. This divine mercy is exercised FALSE IDEAS AND FEELINGS. 37 in our behalf as soon as we, with senti- ments of regret, present ourselves to Him, under the shadow of the Saviour's cross, and covered with His precious blood. And thus also is justice appeased. Mercy and truth, justice and peace make together a blessed treaty for us. In the language of the Psalmist, "Mercy and truth have met each other: justice and peace have kissed" (Ps. lxxxiv. 11). CHAPTER VI. MOTIVE OF CONFIDENCE FOR THE RELIGIOUS SOUL IN THE MERCY WHICH GOD HAS SHOWN IN SELECTING HER FOR THE GRACE OF HER VO- CATION. FALSE IDEAS AND FEELINGS WHICH WE ASCRIBE TO GOD. The religious sees in his vocation a strong proof of God's mercy in his regard. Even though, after having served God 3 8 FALSE IDEAS AND FEELINGS. with fidelity, one may have fallen into a state of indifference or into grievous sin, if he again seeks to return to God he should never doubt of His mercy, and that the atoning merits of Our Lord will be ap- plied in his behalf. That contrite feeling, that holy desire to return to God and to the faithful discharge of his duties, does it not come from God Himself? That strength, that courage to sacrifice the goods and pleasures of this world, his evil passions and his own will, from whom does all this come but from God ? That tender devotion, which led him to conse- crate himself to God, and sustained him in all his conflicts against his natural incli- nations, who inspired it but God ? If we could be so presumptuous as to imagine that we owe this to ourselves, the experience of our weakness should alone undeceive us, and the words of Our Lord FALSE IDEAS AND FEELINGS. 39 condemn us. As He spoke to His apos- tles, so does He still speak to every soul consecrated to His service, "You have not chosen Me: but I have chosen you' (John xv. 16), even before you thought of Me, whilst you neglected Me, and turned away from Me, and obstinately resisted Me ! Can God have done so much for us, and yet not really wish to aid us when we call upon Him for help ? Surely to think this would be to accuse God of con- tradicting Himself. No; when such a soul has recourse to God, He will finish the work He has commenced in her, and lead her on to the perfection of her state. To this He has pledged His word ; and He still continues to urge the desponding soul lovingly to cast herself upon the bosom of His mercy, there to find peace and salva- tion. It is because we judge God by our own 4 o FALSE IDEAS AND FEELINGS. weak human hearts that we fear to ex- haust His mercy. If a person to whom we have given important assistance, whom we have loaded with benefits, treats us with ingratitude, and, in return for kindness, heaps insults upon us, we turn away from him as unworthy of further notice ; more especially if he has made use of our very benefits to injure us, we abandon him forever. We should consider we were acting against every dictate of common sense and prudence, did we continue to furnish him with arms to use against us. The same feelings and judgment we ascribe to God, forgetting that His ways are as far removed from our ways as the heavens are from the earth. God bears with our wanderings because He is eter- nal and all-powerful, and He knows that the day of His justice will come, when all shall be brought into order, and forever. FALSE IDEAS AND FEELINGS. 41 He is patient because He is infinitely good, and wishes to give us the means to return to Him. He who knows all things has seen from all eternity all our weaknesses, our ingratitude, and our reiterated falls. He has foreseen that we could not do any- thing of ourselves, much less return to Him without help ; and that help He has prepared for us in the person of His Son, Jesus. He entreats us, He even com- mands us to call upon Him in all our wanderings, and He will assist us, He will be our propitiation ; for it is in helping us and pardoning us that His mercy is exer- cised. This conduct God evinced in a striking manner toward the Jewish nation. When- ever they fell into idolatry, God punished them, to bring them back to their allegiance. When they abandoned their Lord to serve strange gods, He would 42 FALSE IDEAS AND FEELINGS. deliver them over to their enemies, to be held in cruel bondage. Then, when bowed down by the miseries of their servitude, they lifted up their hearts to God and called upon Him with confi- dence, God sent them a deliverer to free them from the hard yoke under which they groaned. And so did they continue during a period of four hundred years, continually relapsing into idolatry, and as often experiencing the mercy of God when they called upon Him. Judge from this if God will tire in pardoning us, if we turn to Him with a sincerely contrite heart. But if the con- duct of God toward His Jewish people does not remove your fears, listen to the words of the Prophet- King, inspired by the Holy Ghost, who assures us that God will not despise " A contrite and humbled heart" (Ps. 1. 19). FALSE IDEAS AND FEELINGS. 43 When, terrified by the recollection of our sins, we have the thought or the wish to return to God, it is He who is then attracting us by His grace. Does He call us only that He may refuse to receive us ? Who can think it? He told St. Peter to forgive after every offence, "/ say not to thee, till seven times: but till seventy times seven" (Matt, xviii. 22), and by this we may learn to know His dispositions in our regard. Ah! we little know the boundless tenderness of that divine Heart, if we judge of it by our own, or if we imagine that it ever ceases to care for us. So long as we are in this life we are under the law of mercy, and of that mercy we can ever avail ourselves. It is death only that places us under the law of immutable justice. 44 LOSING CONFIDENCE. CHAPTER VII. OUR REPEATED INFIDELITIES OUGHT NOT TO MAKE US LOSE CONFIDENCE IN GOD — IT IS THE WANT OF FAITH THAT MAKES US FEAR. God, who is the tender Father of all His creatures, has taken every means to remove that excessive fear which would draw them from Him. To prevent the soul that has become sensible of its in- gratitude and terrified at the view of its repeated relapses into sin, after so often obtaining pardon for them — to prevent such a soul from losing all hope and dar- ing no longer to cry out to Him from the abyss into which it has again fallen, not only does He assure it, by the mouth of the Psalmist, " That those who hope in Him shall never be confounded" but He expressly declares the positive law of His mercy, and commands us to hope in Him. LOSING CONFIDENCE. 45 This precept we cannot fully accomplish but with the help of His grace ; and can the Almighty have made this precept and not wish to help us keep it? And can He fail to be touched by our obedience when we endeavor to do so? Can He turn away from us, when we call upon Him, as He has ordered us to do ? No ; God cannot be otherwise than faithful to His promises. If we fail, it is because we have not asked with confidence, and be- cause our faith is weak. Let the Holy Scripture here furnish you with another proof of this. St. Peter, at the order of his divine Master, confi- dently walks upon the waters. The wind rises, and the apostle's trust lessens; he fears, and immediately begins to sink — but the danger reanimates his confidence: Peter has recourse to his divine Master, who stretches forth His hand to save him 46 LOSING CONFIDENCE. from perishing. For our instruction Jesus let His apostle know what danger he had been in, when He thus reproached him : " O thou of little faith, why didst thou doubt V" (Matt. xiv. 31.) A faithful picture of what too often happens to Christian souls! So long as all is at peace in our hearts, we proceed with confidence toward Jesus. But let the winds of temptation arise ; let the dif- ficulties of our vocation be felt, we become terrified — we forget that we are walking at the call of Jesus ; we begin to fear, we hesitate in our confidence ; and this first infidelity weakens us still further — and we begin to sink. If our confidence does not reanimate and lead us to ask for help, we shall be overwhelmed. St. Peter would have perished had he not called upon Jesus for help ; and his kind Master heard him. If we have NEARNESS OF GOD. 47 imitated the apostle in our weakness, like him also let us lose no time in invoking the Saviour in our need. We should experience His protection, and thus should we be spared all those anxieties, and fears, and falls, which our want of confidence occasions. Help is ever at hand, and ever ready for the asking; it is our own fault if we do not make use of it CHAPTER VIII. GOD IS NEVER SO NEAR TO US TO ASSIST US IN OUR CONFLICTS AS WHEN WE IMAGINE HIM FAR AWAY. HE HIDES HIMSELF ONLY THAT WE MAY SEEK HIM AND FIND HIM. Sometimes God does not make us wait for Him long, and we have a sensible feeling of His assistance as soon as we call upon Him. Hardly had Peter ex- 48 NEARNESS OF GOD. claimed, " Lord, save me, or I perish ! " but the hand of the Saviour was stretched forth to save him. At other times our divine Lord acts in a more hidden man- ner. Sometimes He watches our strug- gles without letting His presence be felt, but never is He so near to us, so ready to help us as soon as we call, as when the danger is greatest and most press- ing. We become terrified because we do not seriously realize Our Saviours presence; we think He is afar off, and yet He is in our very heart, and it is He that is strengthening us. We think He is unmindful of our danger, and all the time He is watching over our pres- ervation, moderating the swelling waves of our passions that might cause us to sink, saying to them : " Hitherto thou shalt come, and thou shalt go no further, and here thou shalt break thy swelling NEARNESS OF GOD. 49 waves" (Job xxxviii. 11). Our Saviour, who has taught us by His actions as well as by His words, gives us upon this subject a lesson which is as clear as it is consoling. Once as he lay in Peters bark it was tossed by a furious storm, which seemed to threaten its total wreck. He appears to be sleeping, and uncon- scious of the danger, but He is all the while directing the disciples in the ef- forts they are making to save their little craft. But the danger and the labor con- tinue so long as they forget to have re- course to their divine Master, and with that confidence which works miracles. As soon as they call upon Him, He answers, He rises, and commands the winds and waves to be still. "And there came a great calm" (Matt. viii. 26). How often have we not experienced the same thing ? When exposed to temptation, 50 NEARNESS OF GOD. which God permits in order to strengthen us in humility and vigilance, we see our- selves upon the very edge of a precipice, into which we look with horror ; we imag- ine that we have no longer any strength, and that we are on the point of yielding ; but notwithstanding the efforts of the enemy, we keep up our courage, we re- sist, and we continue at the post of duty. In that trying situation, what strength upheld us ? Surely we will not have the presumption to suppose that we have resisted by the power or by the strength of those resolutions which have so often wavered? Oh, no; we must admit that it was a celestial power that rescued us from shipwreck. Jesus Christ Himself was secretly working in our hearts. His assistance was not apparent, it was not the less real ; the arm that upheld us was invisible, it was not the less strong. CONQUERING AND FIGHTING. 51 We know not how we resisted, we only know that we have been victorious in our combat through the grace of Jesus Christ, who has once more reestablished in our heart that peace which our temp- tation had disturbed. It is on such occa- sions that the soul must "Against hope believe in hope" (Rom. iv. 18). CHAPTER IX. WE CANNOT CONQUER WITHOUT FIGHTING — AND THERE IS NO FIGHTING WITHOUT TROUBLE. The arguments that show the necessity for Christian hope are readily admitted; but the devil endeavors, by his artful sug- gestions, to make the despondent soul find pretexts for not applying them to herself. Indolence or aversion to every- thing that gives trouble is common to all 52 CONQUERING AND FIGHTING. men. When we have devoted ourselves to God's service, we would like to enjoy the happiness of our condition without its costing us much, forgetting the words of Our Saviour — " The kingdom of heaven suffereth violence, and the violent bear it away" (Matt. xi. 12). Let us ever re- member that Christ did not enter into His glory until after He had suffered, and that He has admitted His saints to share it only after crosses, and combats, and sacrifices, the renouncing of their passions and their self-will. Heaven is a reward; and we can earn it only by preferring God and His holy will before all other things, and being ready to sacrifice whatever is dearest to us whenever He requires it. This, then, is certain, and St. Paul declares it: "He also that striveth for the mastery is not crowned except he strive lawfully " (2 Tim. CONQUERING AND FIGHTING. 53 ii. 5). To aspire to the crown of justice without fighting is a contradiction to the truths of faith — to expect to fight and yet not to suffer is contrary to common sense. But it is often from the very knowledge we have of what God re- quires of us, that the devil uses his argu- ments for discouraging us, making use of our sloth to intimidate us from under- taking the necessary labor. It costs us nothing to follow our natural inclina- tions; it costs us much to repress them, and the enemy of our souls never loses sight of that, and contrives, readily enough, to make us prefer the former. Therefore does he set before our eyes a lively representation of the difficulties we shall undergo in the service of God, and that our life will be a constant tor- ture and a constant battle. But, on the other hand, he carefully conceals the 54 CONQUERING AND FIGHTING. peace of heart which we shall find in obeying God, the solid consolations we shall receive in our trials, the hope of our eternal reward. No, the devil will show us our weakness to its fullest ex- tent, will remind us of our repeated re- lapses; but the mercy of God, and the support of that all-powerful arm which so often upheld us, he will try to make us forget. Let us now see how we are apt to be- have under this species of temptation. Entirely absorbed by the thought of our weakness, and the difficulties of what we have undertaken, we fall into discourage- ment, instead of exclaiming with holy king David : " Though I should walk in the midst of the shadow of death, I will fear no evils: for Thou art with me" (Ps. xxii. 4). In this state of discouragement we have but a feeble hope that God will help CONQUERING AND FIGHTING. 55 us ; we hardly expect it, we scarcely dare to ask for it; perhaps, even, we fear to attain it, lest it should oblige us to relin- quish certain favorite inclinations. In this condition, despairing of being able to persevere in such a life of self-violence, we struggle but feebly, if at all. Our first relapse serves to confirm this impression — that it is useless for us to resist, and that we must only wait for the time when our passions shall be weaker. Henceforward, everything becomes more difficult. Disgust and the spirit of indif- ference with regard to our duties take possession of our mind and heart, and these duties are thus rendered only the more arduous. Our exercises of piety we omit altogether, or acquit ourselves of them so carelessly that they can scarcely be pleasing to God. A dissipated and distracted state of mind and heart succeed 56 CONQUERING AND FIGHTING. the interior life which we formerly led. We abandon our pious practices, resist grace, silence the voice of our con- science, and even avoid entertaining good thoughts. We follow only the bent of our inclinations and caprices, where we meet with no resistance. In His mercy God may at times speak to us, but we have begun to dread the voice that would urge us to shake off the bonds of sloth and lukewarmness. This is the point to which the enemy of our salvation has sought to lead us; he wished to prevent us from reflection and from working for our salvation ; and he has succeeded. These details are perhaps lengthy, but they may help you to understand the enemy's plan of attack, and enable you to prepare a defence which shall defeat his designs. I am quite aware that could we foresee CONQUERING AND FIGHTING. 57 all the difficulties and trials that must be encountered in the service of God, taken collectively for the space of a long life, we might well feel appalled. But is this the way in which we are called upon to en- counter the trials of a Christian life ? Our temptations and trials generally meet us separately; to-day we have one enemy to combat, to-morrow another, according to the occasion. If there are some that again and again have to be met and over- come, there are others that return but seldom. Against the former we must guard ourselves in an especial manner; against the latter we must prepare our- selves by frequent exercise of the love of God. It would surely evince great pusil- lanimity to be afraid to resist an enemy that opposes us singly, and grows strong only in proportion as we show ourselves to be weak. Tremble at his approach and 58 CONQUERING AND FIGHTING. you are overcome; but resist him, invok- ing God's assistance, and you are sure to conquer. Never consider collectively what is to be presented to you separately. We have only to answer for the present, and there- fore to torment one's self about the uncer- tain future is folly. Such conduct is really going in advance of temptation, or, in other words, seeking it; it is laying snares for one's own destruction. Why should we suffer in imagination that which we may never have to suffer in reality ? " Sufficient for the day is the evil thereof" (Matt. vi. 34). To expose one's self to temptation is contrary alike to religion and to Christian prudence. If, then, a person does violence to him- self for the love of God, and in the hope of reward — if, at any trial to which he is exposed, he occupies himself exclusively CONQUERING AND FIGHTING. 59 with it, and thinks only how he will de- rive from it the greatest benefit — he will easily undergo them all successively, by the grace of Our Lord, and with great merit to himself. A person in religious life feels a repug- nance for the yoke and restraint of obedi- ence and regularity. Suppose, instead of overcoming himself on each occasion, he begins to consider the difficulty of a whole life passed in such constraint ; his courage sinks at the prospect, and he is ready to despair. But let him only look at it as the restraint of a day, or half a day, or only in connection with the present duty; half the difficulty vanishes, and he finds his strength is fully equal to it. And, indeed, it is frequently but a momentary trial, and the trouble ceases when the determination is firmly taken. Let us rest assured, too, that we are very 60 CONQUERING AND FIGHTING. much mistaken, if we think that the diffi- culty which we experience in self-mortifi- cation, and in performing our duties for the love of God, will continue as vivid and painful as we find it in the beginning. Experience teaches us that, on merely natural principles, when we frequently perform any action, or through the assist- ance of divine grace accustom ourselves to act from good motives, we contract a habit of doing so which becomes easier with every repetition. Whatever diffi- culty at first existed gradually diminishes and finally disappears. Let us only, for a while, do violence to ourselves, and per- form our actions with fidelity and exact- ness as to time and place, and we shall soon find that we do them, as it were, in- stinctively, and the religious motive seems to present itself of its own accord. So true is this that some scrupulous souls are CONQUERING AND FIGHTING. 61 apt to become troubled and wrongly im- agine that they have no merit, because they no longer feel the sacrifice or the suffering in the duty which had cost them so much at first. They overlook the fact that it is the supernatural motive, under the instigation of grace, which gives merit to the action, and not its difficulty. Religion, moreover, teaches us that God rewards the efforts we make to overcome ourselves, by imparting graces which not only lessen our difficulties, but even cause us to derive pleasure from what was at first so painful. And even though the trial continues for a longer time, He will never suffer it to surpass our strength aided by the grace which He has provided, and which we can always obtain through prayer. Rely on this promise, for it can never fail. Let us never dwell upon the uncertainty 6z TEMPTING GOD. of our perseverance, without also remem- bering Gods assurance that He will help us and reward us ; this will strengthen us and reanimate our confidence. CHAPTER X. IT IS TEMPTING GOD AND TEMPTING ONE'S SELF TO BE SOLICITOUS ABOUT THE CONFLICTS THAT MAY AWAIT US. Many will say, is it not required of me to have the disposition to fulfil all my ob- ligations? Yet, when I foresee all that they may entail upon me, I do not feel the strength to undergo such conflicts for a whole lifetime — how is it possible, then, not to tremble and to feel discouraged ? In the first place, as we have before re- marked, these conflicts will not always continue with the same power, nor shall TEMPTING GOD. 63 you be so keenly conscious of them ; there- fore do not judge of the difficulty of per- severing by that which you at present experience. Begin with your present help, and hope for the same in the time to come. Secondly, God forbids us rashly to ex- pose ourselves to the occasion of tempta- tion. He has not promised His assistance to the one who, with distrustful solicitude, anticipates in imagination all his possible trials and that collectively ; trials which he may perhaps not have to undergo, and which, should they come at all, will cer- tainly never come all at once. To-day you may not feel the strength to encounter them ; but the hour for the battle has not yet struck — there is a grace awaiting you for that trial. You have not yet received it, and it is no wonder, therefore, that you should feel alarmed. But why should you thus, contrary to 64 TEMPTING GOD. the will of God, expose yourself to tempta- tions ? Why should you seek to sound your heart, to find out how you are dis- posed in regard to the heavy crosses, the violent temptations, and the protracted conflicts which others have to endure, and which, possibly, may fall to your lot ? God has promised His sufficient grace for the sacrifices He requires of us, but He has not promised His assistance to those who, in imagination, place themselves in circum- stances that do not exist, and to which, possibly, they may never be exposed. The truly Christian soul is humble, and far from seeking danger, fears and avoids it. It is from rashness, from a secret pre- sumption and self-love, that you thus seek temptation. Is it then surprising that you find your will weak and irresolute? God's holy grace is not dispensed according to our TEMPTING GOD. 65 whims and fancies, but according to our real needs, when we submit to the order of His providence. Let us beware of the temptation that deludes imprudent and misguided souls, in causing them to dwell upon imaginary and future difficulties that may never exist, and thus leading them to neglect the present efforts and sacrifices which God is requiring of them. Losing sight of a reality, they follow a shadow. The faithful soul who desires to please God must not anticipate in her imagina- tion painful trials under pretext of testing her readiness to accept them. This species of foresight, God, far from approving, con- demns. It is, in a certain sense, tempting divine providence. Though the intention that leads to it may appear good, do not trust to it, but carefully avoid it. What God requires of us is an abiding determi- 66 TEMPTING GOD. nation not only to avoid sin, but its proxi- mate occasions, to bear with submission the crosses that await us daily, and not to invent crosses in order to carry them before they are sent. It will be time enough to suffer when God permits it, without seek- ing to suffer beforehand, a trouble which He has not yet given us, and which, per- haps, He may never send. These imagi- nary evils, rashly taken upon ourselves, will be all the harder because God will not aid us to bear them. If the anticipation of these crosses in- trudes itself upon the mind without the consent of the will, then raise the heart to God, and say, with confidence and with love : " If it is Thy will, O my God, that these crosses be laid upon me, let me hope that, according to Thy promise, and through the merits of Jesus Christ, I may be assisted to carry them." After this THE SERVICE OF GOD. 67 little prayer banish these dangerous con- siderations ; apply yourself to the faithful fulfilment of your duties, to mortifying yourself when the occasion offers. This fidelity will be a much more certain and useful proof of your love of God. CHAPTER XL OF WEARINESS, DISGUST, AND DIFFICULTIES IN THE SERVICE OF GOD — CAUSES OF A DIS- COURAGEMENT CONTRARY TO REASON. The Christian who thinks that all his prayers are vain to conquer his ruling passion, or to overcome an habitual temp- tation, who feels in the service cf God only weariness and disgust, becomes per- plexed and anxious. The evil one soon begins to suggest to him that God does not hear him, that his prayers are useless, 68 THE SERVICE OF GOD. and thus leads him to the very brink of discouragement, seeing in God only a hard and angry master, whom he no longer hopes to be able to please. What deceives such a person (whom God has not abandoned, but permits to be tried) is, that as he serves God with disgust, with languor, and with dryness of heart, he presumes that his service is neither pleasing to God, nor meritorious to him- self. This thought at first depresses and soon discourages him altogether, un- less the Lord vouchsafe to grant him a return of that spiritual sweetness which he once enjoyed, and still continues to ask for. Such a person must be reminded of the truths of religion, which will reani- mate his confidence and prove to him that his fears were groundless. That weariness, those repugnances and disgusts which are often accompanied by THE SERVICE OF GOD. 69 other temptations, are not in themselves sins — they are not even imperfections; how, then, can they detract from the merit of our actions or prevent their being pleas- ing to God ? Man cannot know the in- terior, and consequently judges of the merit and excellence of an action by out- ward appearances of zeal ; so that, in his eyes, the manner in which the action is performed greatly augments or diminishes its value. But it is not thus with God — He reads the heart, and judges of the sincerity of our intentions in themselves, and without regard to exterior forms. To please God it suffices to be obedient to His holy will. This truth is undeniable; we have for its support the word and example of Jesus Christ Himself. Our divine Lord, teach- ing His disciples, says : " He that doth the will of My Father who is in heaven, he 70 THE SERVICE OF GOD. shall enter into the kingdom of heaven " (Matt. vii. 21). He does not say that we must do it with pleasure, or from a sensi- ble attraction ; He only requires us to do it, no matter what the difficulty may be, and it is for this that He promises us salva- tion. If that state of disgust and weari- ness does not prevent the Christian soul from properly performing the duties that God requires of her, it follows that it is not an obstacle to sanctification and salvation. Our divine Saviour confirms His teach- ing by His example. Though incapable, not only of sin, but even of the slightest imperfection, He chose, nevertheless, to undergo the same trials to which He subjects His creatures. In the desert He permitted the evil spirit to tempt Him by suggestions of vanity, of worldly honors, and of presumptuous confidence. THE SERVICE OF GOD. 71 In the garden of Olives, at the prospect of the sufferings that awaited Him, and of the ingratitude of mankind, He under- went a most oppressive desolation of heart, profound sadness, and intense dis- gust. But as these temptations and feel- ings did not change His fidelity and submission to the will of the Father, in that state of suffering and desolation, He was not less the object of the admiration of heaven and of the complacency of the eternal Father. It is therefore certain that the state of temptation, of desolation, of repugnance and weariness, which the soul may experi- ence, however great it may be, is not a sin in itself; that these involuntary feel- ings are not even imperfections, and the duties performed whilst in that state are none the less pleasing to God and meri- torious for salvation. 72 THE SERVICE OF GOD. I cannot too much insist upon this truth; for I am conscious that there are many who, notwithstanding the words and example of Jesus Christ, are always troubled by what they experience in this state of dryness and desolation — they have read that they must serve the Lord with gladness, and as soon as they cease to experience this feeling, which Jesus Christ does not require of them, and which does not depend upon them but only upon God as we shall elsewhere show, they begin to tremble and fear that they are separated from God ; and even that they are already rejected by Him. Let us reason still further upon this. As long as you do not yield to these temptations, to this dryness and disgust, you endure them against your will, they do not depend upon you. If they de- THE SERVICE OF GOD. 73 pended upon you, you certainly would not permit them, since they make you suffer so much. Now, it is clear that feelings that do not depend upon you, and that you do not wilfully entertain, which you even struggle against, cannot render you guilty before God. You are only responsible before God for that which depends upon yourself, to do or not to do, and is the free choice of your will. This is a truth upon which the Church has decided, and which cannot therefore be doubted; it is a truth which reason herself teaches. How could we recon- cile our belief of the justice and good- ness of the Almighty with the idea that He would punish us for that which we could not avoid ? It is positive, therefore, that a state of dryness has nothing in itself that can render the soul displeas- ing to God. 74 THE SERVICE OF GOD. We must further add, for the consola- tion of tempted and discouraged souls, that if, in this state, they do not relax from the faithful discharge of their duties, they are really evincing to the Almighty a more fervent love, they obtain from Him a more convincing proof of His protection, and they receive more merit for their actions, than when, sustained by more sensible consolations, they experience little or no difficulty. It cannot be doubted that the more enemies there are to be conquered and difficulties to be sur- mounted, to accomplish the will of God, the more must such a soul be strengthened by divine love. If its love were weak it could not resist the evil powers that combine to overthrow it. The fidelity of the soul in that state exhibits the mercy of God in its regard, in the strength of His grace, by which it is sustained, — a THE SERVICE OF GOD. 75 grace not the less powerful and merito- rious in that it is not sensibly felt. In these conflicts, which are frequently long and obstinate, we may commit some faults — it is the lot of human nature — but let them not cause alarm, for they are repaired by the sacrifices which we are constantly offering to God. If, then, we bear this cross with submission ; if we constantly deny ourselves, to follow in the spirit of faith the light which we have received, can we fear we shall be rejected from among the followers of Jesus ? Has not that divine Saviour said that to follow Him " We must deny ourselves, and take up our cross" (Matt. xvi. 24)? This is what is done when we persevere notwithstand- ing our aridity, weariness, and disgust. Can we think God will permit so many sacrifices to go unrewarded? No, the Apostle says : " God is not unjust, that He j6 FULFILMENT OF OUR PRAYERS. should forget your work and the love which you have shoivn in His name" (Heb. vi. 10). Be faithful, then, your reward is at hand. God's word can never fail. A few days of light labor, and then — eternity! an eternity of ineffable happiness — and a hap- piness which generally begins even in this life, by the graces of consolation and peace which God sends to the soul He has previously tried. Such is the lot awarded to you. The saints have shared it with you. CHAPTER XII. IT IS NOT WELL TO ASK GOD TO PUT AN END TO OUR TRIALS AND DIFFICULTIES, AND TO DESIRE THE IMMEDIATE FULFILMENT OF OUR PRAYERS. Notwithstanding the truths we have just laid down, it must be admitted that FULFILMENT OF OUR PRAYERS. 77 this state of aridity and disgust is always hard to bear. Man naturally abhors dif- ficulties and trials. Instead of being- occupied with the advantages accruing from these conflicts, he is mindful only of the efforts they cost, and turns to God for assistance. But what is his prayer? It is that God should put an end to this state of anxiety, weariness, and disgust. If the Almighty does not grant it, but wishes to try him further, he imagines that he prays in vain, that God does not hear him, that he does not obtain the assist- ance which he implores. Trouble, fear, and discouragement take entire possession of him. In this state he does not know what to ask of God; he scarcely dares to address Him. While he exclaims with the Saviour: " My Father, if it be possible, let this chalice pass from me;" he has not the courage to add, "nevertheless not 78 FULFILMENT OF OUR PRAYERS. as I will, but as Thou wilt" (Matt. xxvi. 39). It requires a lively faith and ardent love thus to cast one's self into the arms of divine providence, which, nevertheless, guards us with a care that is proportioned to the perfection of our confidence. Religion teaches us that God, in His dealings with His creatures, can only have in view His own glory and their ultimate sanctification. It belongs, therefore, to God alone to decide in what way He chooses to be glorified by our service, and by what path He chooses to lead us to our sanctification and happiness. Shall the creature presume to serve the Creator according to his own ideas and peculiar predilections — prescribe to Him the man- ner in which he wishes to be led by His providence, and determine the conditions on which He must assign His rewards ? The very idea is an extravagant delusion ; FULFILMENT OF OUR PRAYERS. 79 for it would be leaving us to be guided by our own passions and prejudices. Man's position, therefore, with regard to God, must be that of an humble and entire submission. His first care must be to seek to know what God requires of him, and then to follow in the path He points out, with confidence, with love and docility. God must trace the plan; it is for man to execute it with the help of God's grace. If he enters the path with the proper dispositions, it will be the safest one for him, because God, in select- ing it for his sanctification, has prepared especial graces to guide and strengthen him therein. Whenever we are thus in the state which providence has designed for us, we may always expect this especial protection. If God chooses to lead a soul to heaven through the path of dryness and desolation, 80 FULFILMENT OF OUR PRAYERS. may it pray that the will of providence be changed in its behalf ? It may, for even Christ did the same ; and the prayer is often granted. A delay in granting a petition is not a refusal; perseverance may obtain it from God, when the time to show us His mercy has come. But we should never make this the single object of our prayers, so as to become disheart- ened should it be refused. In so doing, we should not follow the example given by Our Saviour, and imitated by His saints ; but rather the suggestions of the tempter, who seeks to turn us from God, and the path His providence has marked out for us. The first and chief object of our prayers should be to ask of God submission to His holy will, and grace to fulfil with resigna- tion, with fidelity, and with love, the duties of the state in which He has placed us FULFILMENT OF OUR PRAYERS. 81 for our sanctification, for He and not our- selves has chosen that state. But let this prayer be made with the humble convic- tion that we deserve no favors from God, and that having had the misfortune to offend Him, it is only through His mercy that He continues to bear with us; and that, like the prodigal son, we should not expect to be treated as His children, but like the meanest of His servants, bearing with the trials of our state in the spirit of penance, and abandoning ourselves to His providence to suffer as long as He is glorified by our sufferings. This is the best means we can adopt to obtain from God a deliverance from our painful trials. You think God does not hear you because He leaves you in the state of aridity and temptation, from which you have prayed to be delivered ! This is not according to the teachings of religion. If 82 FULFILMENT OF OUR PRAYERS. your prayer is made with confidence, with submission, and with perseverance, it will certainly be heard ; Christ Himself has promised it. God may not grant the par- ticular favor you ask for; He may see that it would be prejudicial to you, or less useful than other gifts which He intends to confer upon you. Instead of the favor which you seek, but which His mercy withholds, He will give you graces that are more precious and more desirable, and that will enable you to practise the higher virtues of religion ; graces that will enable you to merit heaven, by self-denial, morti- fication, submission, the spirit of penance ; graces that will support you in your conflicts, and that will teach you your nothingness, convince you of your weak- ness, preserve you in Christian humility, the foundation of all true virtue, in watch- fulness over yourself, and in union with FULFILMENT OF OUR PRAYERS. 83 God to solicit His help, the need of which you will more and more estimate. This disposition of providence is clearly pointed out to us by St. Paul. That great apostle frequently entreated the Lord to deliver him from a humiliating temptation which tormented him ; but God permitted this temptation, lest, as the apostle him- self relates, " The greatness of the revela- tions should exalt me" (2 Cor. xii. 7). God refused to deliver him from his temp- tation, but assured him of His help. " My grace is sufficient for thee" (2 Cor. xii. 9). Therefore the refusal to grant the prayer of one who has been long tempted and troubled, does not argue that God has turned from him and abandoned him. It only proves that God's designs over him are not according to his views, and that though He does not deliver him, He is ever ready to help him. 84 THE COST OF VICTORY. CHAPTER XIII. WE WOULD WISH THE ALMIGHTY TO DO ALL FOR US, AND TO GIVE US THE VICTORY WITHOUT ITS COSTING US ANYTHING: A PER- NICIOUS ERROR, AN UNFAIR REQUEST, AND A COMMON CAUSE OF DISCOURAGEMENT. " I should be satisfied," say some of those who complain that their petitions are not granted, "if I experienced the effects of this merciful providence, but I do not see that God helps me to be more faithful to my duties." To throw light upon this difficulty, let us consult the truths of religion which ought to direct our judgments. Let us walk in the light of faith, which should illumine us; we shall be able to prove that if you are not more faithful to your duties, it is not because God's grace is wanting, but that you are wanting toward God, THE COST OF VICTORY. 85 According to religion, God will not work out our salvation without our own concurrence. He created us without our own cooperation, but He will not save us without it. He requires that our prefer- ence for Him be the choice of our own free will. He has therefore put before us good and evil, life and death ; and He has said, " Choose which you will." To in- cline us to good, He gives us light to see the motives for it; love, gratitude, and future reward. He excites in us many feelings which cause us to love what is good, and to desire it. He thus forestalls us by His grace, and gives us aid in the hour of need. This is what God has prom- ised us, and this He does. To corre- spond to all this, we must not lose sight of those motives and those feelings (which we too often do), but we must be imbued with them, we must ponder them, and be 86 THE COST OF VICTORY. engrossed with them, and, docile to the voice of the Holy Spirit, we must deny ourselves to follow His inspirations, for otherwise we cannot do good, and obtain heaven. Would you have reason to complain of a friend who had given you wholesome advice to avoid ^n evil, but to whom you did not choose to listen because to follow his advice would have entailed some little trouble upon you? Would it not justly be said of you that you had suffered through your own fault? And yet this is what we daily witness. How frequently, fearing the labor we encounter in fighting against our evil inclinations, we ask God to free us from them, but it would seem that the conditions are that He is to do all and it is to cost us nothing. We as- pire to the miracle performed for a St. Paul. It seems as though we said : " If THE COST OF VICTORY. 87 this inclination be displeasing to God, why does He not deliver me from it? Is He not able to do so ? Why does He not change the feelings of my heart ? He has changed others in a moment." Waiting for this miracle to be performed in our favor, we, meanwhile, do nothing ourselves, and do not heed the voice of God whispering to our soul. Such dispositions, as you must see, are not apt to draw down upon us the mercy of God. Whosoever expects to serve God with- out doing violence to himself, contradicts the words of Jesus Christ. Whosoever expects miracles to be performed in his favor does not deserve to be heard at all. Others, again, are free from such fool- ish presumption, and are kept back in the path of virtue from their over-anxiety about their difficulties, and from their 88 THE COST OF VICTORY. deep conviction that they can in nothing obtain merit ; their whole mind is ab- sorbed by this, and their only petition to God is to change their state. They hesi- tate to follow the lights and pious inclina- tions which God gives them, because not finding in themselves the particular graces which they are bent upon obtaining, and which they persist in asking for, they fear they are deceived. Thus the graces which they do receive are rendered useless to them, either by their inattention to them, or by their opposition. Did they only profit by those graces, although not such as they asked for, they would soon obtain what they desire, but which they cannot expect so long as they resist God. Let us study the providence of God and the economy of His grace, and we shall clearly discern the snare of the tempter, who, joining error to a want of EXTRAORDINARY GRACES. 89 fidelity, causes the soul to fall into dis- couragement. CHAPTER XIV. DISCOURAGEMENT OCCURS BECAUSE WE WILL NOT PROFIT BY THE ORDINARY AID WHICH IS WITHIN OUR REACH, BUT THROUGH A SLOTH- FUL FEELING, WAIT FOR EXTRAORDINARY GRACES. It is always from want of instruction, or from inattention to that which we have received, that we are led to form unreasonable expectations. God's provi- dence in regard to man is of two kinds : The first is extraordinary and miraculous, in which He displays the wonders of His power. The second is common and ordi- nary, in which He acts, as our reason can perceive, by means proportionate to the end which His wisdom proposes. The 9 o EXTRAORDINARY GRACES. first is rare and passing. God employs it only for some especial design, but man, to whom these motives are unknown, would be tempting God were he to count on receiving it. There is no doubt that the Almighty can perform miracles, but He has prom- ised them to no one. Therefore have we no reasonable right to expect them, either to help us in our wants or to guide us in our actions. If a man should re- frain from making any effort to obtain the necessaries of life with the pretext that God can, and does, at times, perform miracles, he would surely be looked upon as a madman. And is it less contrary to all the established principles of the Gospel, to count upon a daily miracle in the order of grace for the life of the soul ? The second kind of providence is gen- EXTRAORDINARY GRACES. 91 eral, ordinary, and constant for all men. If the Almighty has at times made use of the first, with regard to some, in chang- ing them all at once, He has afterward made them return to the common order, and treated them as the rest of mankind. Witness St. Paul, who, after being raised to the third heaven, " brought his body into subjection, lest, perhaps, he should be- come a castaway" (1 Cor. ix. 27). The common and ordinary providence of God leads us to the acquiring of virtue, and to a knowledge of the means which reason teaches us are necessary to succeed in our undertaking ; and to em- ploy them with the aid of religion, to the end for which man was created — God, and the happiness of possessing Him. If we wish to succeed in any art or science, that desire naturally leads us to 92 EXTRAORDINARY GRACES. study its first principles with assiduity, and to engrave them so profoundly in our minds that they may be always pres- ent to us, whenever we engage in that occupation or study in which we seek to perfect ourselves. We carefully avoid proceeding contrary to those principles, and should we fall into some mistake, instead of being discouraged, we redouble our efforts to repair it as soon as pos- sible. Look at the men who wish to succeed in their particular line — the art- ist, the professor, the magistrate ; you will find them all following the same path — resisting the wearisomeness of the first steps which are always tedious and re- pugnant, putting themselves to incon- veniences, and overcoming the greatest difficulties. Such is the conduct of sen- sible men in all the affairs of life. They are incessantly occupied with them, and EXTRAORDINARY GRACES. 93 spare neither care nor trouble to succeed in them. Reason teaches the same truth to them all, and success justifies the wis- dom of the means employed. Such is also the ordinary providence of God for those who labor in the prac- tice of virtue, and in the great affair of salvation — the means of success is the same; only the motives and the end are different. In the affairs of life it is some earthly and perishable good that we seek, and human motives impel us. In reli- gion, the good we seek is celestial and eternal, and our motives are superhuman. It is God who inspires the desire, and it is His grace that assists our efforts. God, then, wills us to desire the pos- session of eternal happiness; to strive for it, as for the essential end of our being; to perform those good works which may insure its attainment; to avoid carefully 94 EXTRAORDINARY GRACES. whatever may forfeit or endanger it. In short, He wishes us, in accordance with the dictates of true reason, supported by religious motives, to spare neither trouble, nor pain, nor any heavenly means at our command, to succeed in this pursuit. Eternity is here at stake. The Almighty has chosen this order of providence in preference to any other which He might have determined, because He is the author of nature as well as of grace. He wished, thereby, to commit man to the necessity of work- ing for his final happiness instead of re- signing himself to a spiritual indolence in which, not cooperating with God, he would but feebly desire or esteem a benefit that he would expect solely from Him. He wished to leave man without excuse if he failed to do for an eternal good what he daily does for perishable EXTRAORDINARY GRACES. 95 ends, for a passing pleasure, and if he neglected the dictates of reason in that where it most concerned him to follow them. It is thus that God, in His all- wise and merciful providence, instead of mak- ing an open manifestation of His power, offers His divine grace to His creatures, to lead them in the path of faith, hope, and love. Those lights, those feelings and desires, teaching you what God re- quires of you and leading you to accom- plish that will, come not from yourself, but from God. He is the author of them, and it is He who suggests them to you, and the means whereby to ele- vate them, in order that they may attain their end, which is your eternal salva- tion. To refuse, therefore, these lights and inspirations, because they are not what we ask of God, or for any other 96 EXTRAORDINARY GRACES reason whatsoever, is to try to change the appointed order of His providence, and to reach heaven by a path different from the one He has marked out for us. What then must one do when tempted to discouragement? Acting on the prin- ciple that we should not willingly lose a present good because we cannot obtain another which we covet, until God once more visits us with consolations, we should submit ourselves to His holy will, follow with docility the graces which we receive, and avail ourselves with grati- tude of the light which is accorded to us. We shall then always find, in the common and ordinary path of divine providence, all that we need to sustain us in the practice of virtue. What justifies this principle of com- mon prudence, and consecrates it in reli- gious life, is that to follow this order of EXTRAORDINARY GRACES. 97 providence, from which we should never swerve, it is not sufficient to avoid gross faults, if we neglect at the same time, omit, or negligently practise, the virtue which God asks of us, in the graces which He accords. The foolish virgins were excluded from the marriage feast because they were not found ready when the bridegroom was announced (Matt, xxv). The slothful servant was con- demned because he had not profited by the talent his master had intrusted to him. That talent is time, which God gives us ; it is grace, which we so often receive, and of which we too often avail ourselves as little as of the time which we so carelessly squander. These strik- ing examples should make a slothful and tepid person enter into himself, and adher- ing to the order of providence designed for him, endeavor to profit by the light 98 EXTRAORDINARY GRACES. and grace which are given for his sancti- fication. Do not look upon this as mere human reasoning. It is what Christ teaches in His Gospel, where He recommends vigi- lance and prayer, the renunciation of desires that are contrary to the will o£ God, care to avoid evil and to flee from temptation. Hence, those saints and Fathers of the Church, who, enlightened by the Spirit of God, have given rules for conducting souls to perfection, do not prescribe anything extraordinary. They are content to point out ordinary means, frequent prayer, spiritual reading, repeated examination of the conscience to ascertain and correct our faults, silence, which favors our union with God and prevents dissipation, so fatal to the one whom it withdraws from God, that, neglecting Him, he may follow, as his ON RESISTANCE. 99 only guide, his evil desires and inclina- tions. The more you examine these means, the more shall you find them conform- able, not only to the Gospel, but to reason. No matter how great may be our dryness, weariness, disgust, and temp- tations, we can always make use of these means, which God will always strengthen by His grace, if we have recourse to Him with confidence. CHAPTER XV. IT IS FALSE AND DANGEROUS TO THINK THAT WE CAN DO NOTHING TO RESIST CERTAIN IN- CLINATIONS AND HABITS WHICH OVERCOME US. One of the illusions by which the devil casts some souls into despondency, or confirms them therein, is this, that ioo ON RESISTANCE. certain of their inclinations and habits are so strongly rooted that they cannot over- come them. If you propose remedies for their correction, they will be so reluctant to adopt them as to declare that it is out of their power, that it is utterly use- less to make the attempt. Whilst in this disposition the lights and inspira- tions sent to them from heaven are rendered of no avail by their negligence or their resistance. This is the excuse, but the real truth is, that they are unwilling to employ that violence against themselves which is necessary for their amendment. They do not ask of God the grace which they require with a sincere desire of receiv- ing it. They never go to the source of their difficulties in order to apply the remedy which reason and religion pre- scribe. They seek to quiet their con- ON RESISTANCE. 101 science by the assurance that they can do nothing to help themselves, and they indulge their inclination in a security that is highly prejudicial. At times, alarmed by their dangerous condition, they take a spasmodic resolution of re- turning to God, but because they do not go to the root of the evil, arfd are averse to all painful exertion, they quickly tire of struggling against temptations, which continually beset them, and, at the first failure, resign themselves again to the conclusion that it is beyond their strength. Despondency once more gains possession, and they abandon even the wish to strive for victory. This temptation is very dangerous, since it leads to a neglect of God and of final salvation. A soul so averse to all exer- tion gives herself up to dissipation of mind and heart, so as to escape the sting ioz ON RESISTANCE. of conscience and to shut out the light which God, in His mercy, still grants to her, and which disturbs the false security in which she loves to dwell. The greatest danger of this state is that we scarcely dare pray for our conversion, forgetful that God is still full of good- ness and mercy, and desires our salvation far more than we ourselves do. We for- get His almighty power, who can, even then, defend and sustain us, and who will ever be faithful to His promise to succor those who appeal to Him with confidence. Unmindful of these truths we forsake prayer, or engaging in it with the convic- tion that we shall not succeed, we volun- tarily neglect that recollection and stifle that hope which would render it efficacious. It is singular that a person instructed in the truths of religion should be caught in this snare. Are we not taught, by ON RESISTANCE. 103 revelation, that God does not command impossible things nor punish us for that which we had not the power to avoid? God, it is true, commands a perfection which is beyond the strength of unas- sisted nature, but which, with the help of grace, has been practised and is yet being practised by thousands like ourselves. He promises to assist us as He has aided them, if, like them, we invoke Him with confidence, and if, like them, we employ those means to which He has attached the victory. "Why," says St. Augustine, " can you not do that which so many others were able to do? Why can you not do that which so many have done, and are doing, with no more help than what God offers to you ? " And elsewhere, the same holy doctor tells us to do that which is in our power and to ask for that which is not, that we may be able to do it 104 ON RESISTANCE. It is contrary, then, to the principles of religion to say that it is impossible for you to overcome yourself with the assist- ance of those graces promised to you if confidently solicited, and the use of those means indicated to you by divine providence. You say that you do employ these means, but that you are discouraged at seeing that in spite of all your endeavors you make no progress. You complain that after all your attention, and efforts, and struggles, you find the same inclina- tions rising again within you, and almost as strong as ever. And should you won- der at this? Can you free yourself in a few days from an inclination w T hich is natural to you or from a habit which your negligence has fostered ? Besides, you should not judge of the progress that you are making in grace by the continuance ON RESISTANCE. 105 or diminution of the inclination which you wish to correct, but rather by the mastery which you are acquiring over it, in avoid- ing the faults into which you generally fall. This inclination, even though it con- tinues to make itself felt, is not a sin. It is an exercise of your virtue ; by resist- ing it you are meriting heaven. But every one knows that the stronger the passion and the older the habit, the greater must be our attention and vigi- lance over ourselves, and the greater our care to neglect no means that may lie in our power to overcome it. Why is it that you cannot do to-day what you could do yesterday ? The reason is not very hard to find. Yesterday, absorbed in God and animated by the desire of pleasing Him, you did violence to yourself, that you might follow His guidance and use the means which His prudence has pro- io6 ON RESISTANCE. vided, and to which He has attached His graces. To-day, tired of the combat and forgetful of God, you desert the path marked out by His providence, in order to indulge your sloth. It is your negli- gence that has given rise to this change of feeling. Return to your former disposi- tion, and you will persevere in the prac- tice of virtue. Finally, why should you be discouraged and give up everything because you have relapsed into your old faults? That would be to throw away your whole for- tune because you have lost a part. The whole world would cry out at such folly, where temporal wealth is concerned. These falls make known to you your weakness. If you reflect, as a reasonable creature and a Christian, you would be led at once to repair the damage which they have occasioned, and to guard yourself ON RESISTANCE. 107 carefully against what may ensue, by an increase of confidence, of prayer, and of vigilance in avoiding all dangerous occa- sions. It is contrary to common sense to resolve to commit a hundred sins by throwing away the means to avoid them, because, forsooth, you have fallen into one, which, being repaired by contrition, would cease to offer any obstacle to your sanctification. Whilst we are satisfied that this reason- ing is based on principles that cannot be denied, we still refuse to be convinced, be- cause we are angry at our own weakness and wounded in our self-esteem ; we can- not bear the sight of our own humiliation. Dissipation alone can remove these dis- agreeable objects, and so we abandon ourselves to it in order to escape from ourselves. This impatience at the sight of our faults is a dangerous temptation. You 108 ON RESISTANCE. should always resist it and overcome it by humbly acknowledging your sin before God. Your sorrow may indeed be a salu- tary feeling, which you can recognize in its effects. That which comes from God is humble, calm, and tranquil, and moves us to repair our fault and return at once to God. If it has not these marks, if it is attended with anxiety, discouragement, a turning away from God and from pious practices, then it is a temptation and a snare, and should not be indulged. Lift your mind and heart to God with confi- dence, and peace and order will soon be reestablished in your soul. God does not dwell in disorder, He is not to be found there. SPIRITUAL EXERCISES. 109 CHAPTER XVI. OUR SPIRITUAL EXERCISES A CAUSE OF REPUG- NANCE BECAUSE WE FALSELY THINK THEM USELESS OR THE OCCASIONS OF NEW FAULTS. It would seem that when this spirit of despondency takes possession of the soul, it deprives it of all light and of all power of reflection. It seems especially bent on destroying the spirit of prayer, thereby exposing the soul to imminent danger of final loss. For it is certain that we can- not save ourselves without the assistance of grace, nor can we obtain that assistance without persevering in sincere and fre- quent prayer. Nothing is more highly recommended to us in spiritual books than this means, the source of all the others which God inspires us to employ. There are those who regard this holy exercise as useless for them, because, no SPIRITUAL EXERCISES. through their habitual negligence, they enter on it with the conviction that they will perform it badly and with their accustomed indifference. This is the first thought that presents itself to their mind and, so far from resisting it as a Christian should, they grant it full admission. In this disposition they enter on their prayer without confidence, with no will to offer God the homage which is due to Him, with no sense of His presence, with no interior preparation, and with no effort to free themselves from a dissipation which has taken entire possession of mind and heart to the exclusion of all thoughts of God and their salvation. It is very certain that a prayer cannot be meritorious which is destitute of those essential qualities which God requires in it, that it may be heard ; and confidence is the first of those qualities. St. James SPIRITUAL EXERCISES. m says that he who prays should not hesitate, "For he that wavereth, is like a wave of the sea, which is moved and carried about by the wind; therefore, let not that man think that he shall receive any thing of the Lord" (James i. 6, 7). Still less shall he be heard, who does not merely hesitate, but ceases to hope for anything. Such persons, not attempting to overcome them- selves, are only occupied with useless thoughts ; they are so indifferent that they do not even reflect upon the action in which they are engaged and scarcely re- member that they are praying. And if the action is one of obligation, as in hearing Mass on Sundays, or holydays of obliga- tion, or in reading the office, or in the reception of the sacrament, they fail in an essential duty with scarcely any self- reproach, thus giving rise to conscientious doubts concerning sacraments which they ii2 SPIRITUAL EXERCISES. have approached without intention of amendment. It is your personal experience, you say, that convinces you that you will continue to fail in prayer, notwithstanding all your good resolutions. But whence comes this experience ? Let us examine into the first source of this negligence which persists in spite of all your resolutions. Do you pretend that those resolves, which are fre- quently the creatures of the imagination rather than of the will, should guard and protect you against your evil inclinations without your taking any precaution to defend yourself against their solicitations, without your striving to overcome them, and whilst you are voluntarily abandoning yourself to their impulses ? You are all day occupied in natural gratifications and frivolous amusements, in- tent on seeing and hearing all that is said SPIRITUAL EXERCISES. 113 and done, losing no opportunity for useless conversations, listening to any evil report against your neighbor, entering into his bickerings, blaming some, censuring others on reports which are often destitute of all foundation ; giving way, on the least occa- sion, to feelings of jealousy and prejudice; always distracted, occupied with the ac- tions and interests of others without a thought for yourself, your eternal interests, and your salvation ; prolonging this dissi- pation of mind and heart to the very be- ginning of your prayers, to which you hurry at the last moment, and without stopping to reflect for an instant on what you are going to do ; and you imagine that all this distraction and dissipation will suddenly disappear, and that recollection and devotion will as suddenly replace them, calm the tumult of your passions, and reawaken at once in your heart senti- n 4 SPIRITUAL EXERCISES. ments of faith, and piety, and love. In good sooth now, do you really expect such a miracle ? You have scarcely once thought of God during the day, you have not had toward Him those sentiments which are His due, you have shut your eyes to the light which He gave you, you have neglected and rejected His graces, that you might not be forced to look into yourself and scru- tinize your actions and their motives. And would you flatter yourself that in such a disposition, so wanting in fidelity, your past resolves will be sufficient to be- get anew that confidence in Him, that ten- der love and pious recollection, which are required for the holy exercise of prayer? Do you suppose that your thoughts, unre- strained and wandering throughout the day, will suddenly fix and concentrate themselves on God, withdraw themselves SPIRITUAL EXERCISES. 115 from so many objects to which they wera chained in order to dwell on subjects salu- tary, but, to the tepid soul, uninteresting? This would be a miserable illusion which reason herself points out, and which religion loudly condemns. It would be contrary to the wisdom of di- vine providence, which wills to conduct us to heaven by means which shall be pro- portional to the end, by a desire for sal- vation, by meditating on the best path to pursue, by watching over ourselves so as to avoid whatever may imperil our salvation, and by the practice of those virtues which render it secure. It would be opposed to the teaching of Jesus Christ in His holy Gospel, where He inculcates so earnestly recollection, ob- servation, mortification, and earnestness in prayer. Judge now of what would be the consequences and result of your con- n6 SPIRITUAL EXERCISES. duct and of the extent of the illusion to which you are given over. From this state there is no escape, ex- cept in undeceiving yourself on this point, and in making your resolutions more comprehensive. When, entering into ourselves, we recognize that the measures we have adopted have so far produced no effect, or but a passing one at most, must we on that account be depressed and give way to the thought that we shall never succeed? By no means, since it would be unreasonable in one who knows what God can and will do for the soul that hopes in Him, and sincerely tries to be faithful in His service. What we should think is this, that we have adopted means and methods which were insufficient and that we must select others which shall be more efficacious. Since by the re- SPIRITUAL EXERCISES. 117 suit we recognize our want of success, we must search into the cause of our defeat. For reason tells us that so long as the cause remains, the effect, suspended for a while, will be sure to return, and all the stronger, perhaps, that it has been re- sisted and restrained. Religion teaches us, moreover, that to cherish the cause when we have it in our power to remove it, is to remain willingly in the danger and to expose ourselves to fall. Now, in the case which we have sup- posed, the cause of all this difficulty in prayer, is, generally speaking, dissipation of mind throughout the day, forgetful- ness of God and our salvation. We live, so to speak, at haphazard; we per- form our actions without any definite ob- ject or aim, with no religious motive, and without any reference to God. Such aims as we have are human, founded n8 SPIRITUAL EXERCISES. only in nature, and but too often frivo- lous; we seek a satisfaction which is simply worthless, and our actions corre- spond to the lowness of our aims. According to the teachings of religion, our tendency should be toward the re- nunciation of self, the mortification of the spirit, of the will, and of the senses, a contempt for all those petty interests which the children of the world pursue with so much ardor. Our actions should be prompted by motives which have, or may be made to have, some relation to God. We are here on earth only to promote His glory, and everything which we do should tend to this end. If God be not at the beginning and end of all our actions, if they are not accompanied by a pious intention, they do not contribute to our real happiness — they are useless. SPIRITUAL EXERCISES. 119 Do you sincerely desire to rise from this state of tepidity and sloth, and to pray more easily, more piously, and with more fruit? Then, in the spirit of faith and in conformity with its truths, direct your resolutions to the maxims which I offer you. A forgetfulness of these truths was the cause of your evil; their appli- cation will be the remedy. Intent on your salvation, which you will then re- gard as your most important concern, you will be attentive to the lights and inspirations which God will communi- cate. Knowing the importance of those graces you will no more neglect them, you will not give yourself up to dissipa- tion in order to avoid them, you will thank God for them, you will cherish them, and cooperate with them faithfully. These Christian subjects, taking the place of your distracted fancies, will izo SPIRITUAL EXERCISES. guard you from useless preoccupation before the time of prayer, and will aid you, when engaged in the necessary duties of your state, to recollect yourself when presenting yourself before God. You will conform yourself to the order of provi- dence by your anxiety to make use of the means which God has appointed ; you will there find an increase of grace. More intent on your relations to God and to final salvation, you will walk with constancy, supported by grace, in the path of virtue, which leads to eternal happiness — from which you were with- drawn by your former conduct. When once we have recognized this maxim, that to conquer our faults we must attack them at the source, we should apply it on all occasions. Be- sides that dissipation of mind which leads us to omit our duties or to per- SPIRITUAL EXERCISES. 121 form them but imperfectly, there are other passions not so extensive in their consequences, which lead us into faults so frequently as to discourage the un- faithful soul. These passions have all, for their parent, a self-love which we do not repress. It may be a prejudice, which induces us to undervalue the good qualities and to exaggerate the least defects of an acquaintance; or such an attachment to our own will and judg- ment that we would force the whole world to our own opinion ; or, again, a restlessness of disposition that leads us to meddle with everything, and fix our- selves in nothing; or a haughtiness, a vain self-esteem, which resents the least slight, and would see the whole world at our feet; or — but who can enu- merate all the passions of the human heart ? 122 SPIRITUAL EXERCISES. This we do know, that whatever the passion may be, which, in its undue ascen- dency leads us to discouragement, we should at once set ourselves to work to destroy it or at least to combat it without ceasing. An earnest desire for our salva- tion, to which it is an obstacle, frequent prayer, pious meditations on the maxims of the Gospel, the life of Jesus Christ and of His saints — these are means which provi- dence has provided us to stifle our passions, or so to weaken them, that they need not give us cause for fear. These means, when employed in the name of the Lord, are certain in their effect, agreeably to His promise. Then, nothing is impossible and nothing is useless. In the love which we conceive for our God everything will turn to our good. Behold the way laid open to you, the means that are given to your hand. If IMPERFECT MOTIVES. 123 you do not succeed, it is your own fault ; it is on account of your resistance to divine grace. Do not reproach God, but blame yourself alone. CHAPTER XVII. IMPERFECT MOTIVES, JOINING THEMSELVES TO AN INTENTION OTHERWISE PURE, ARE ANOTHER SOURCE OF DISCOURAGEMENT. The necessity of acting in accordance with the divine will, so as to be pleasing to God and deserving of man, is readily ac- knowledged ; but many are held back from practising this salutary exercise because, when they are trying to direct their inten- tion, the evil spirit, or their imagination, insinuates other motives drawn from reason, self-love, human respect, or inclina- tion. Notwithstanding, then, the offering i2 4 IMPERFECT MOTIVES. which they are making to God, they are led to suspect that it is not for Him they act, but for their own satisfaction. The impression made by the natural motive is so vivid, and that made by the supernatural seems so feeble, that judging the intention according to the sensibility of the impres- sion, they decide that they are not per- forming the action for God's sake, and that it is therefore useless to offer it up to Him. They thus resign themselves to the merely human motives by which they are influenced. Discouraged by this tempta- tion, which becomes more and more fre- quent, they no longer think of offering up anything to God, and become at once the dupe and the victim of the father of lies, and of their own unfortunate illusion. To correct our notions on the subject, we have only to consider that our human motives cause this vivid impression, not so IMPERFECT MOTIVES. 125 much by their strength, as by the fact that being in entire conformity with our nature and inclinations, we need no exterior help to enable us to understand and enjoy whatever they contain for our gratification, and because they find nothing in us to counteract the impressions which they excite. Supernatural motives, on the con- trary, cannot influence so sensibly, be- cause, being beyond nature and opposed to our own inclinations, we have need of God's help to overcome our rebellious passions, to appreciate their supernatural views, and to comprehend the advantages they present. This help, which God always affords to those who pray for it with confidence, sometimes excites an impression equally sensible ; but it is not always the case, for God is our sovereign Lord, and He im- parts His gifts to His creatures according iz6 IMPERFECT MOTIVES. to His own will and merciful designs. His assistance always enables us to resist, if we wish it, the temptation that would withdraw us from Him, and if the sensible feeling of that assistance is consoling, it is never necessary and not always useful. Even in worldly and temporal affairs we do not take as safe guides sentiments and feelings, however vivid, which are opposed to reasons solid and convincing. To judge, therefore, between contradic- tory motives for action, we should not be influenced by the vividness of their impressions. We should consider the motives in themselves, compare their ad- vantages and disadvantages, and then come to a decision, choosing those only in which we recognize a true and solid good. In this judgment we renounce all wrong motives, which we condemn, but as for those which are merely human and indif- IMPERFECT MOTIVES. 127 ferent, we do not dwell upon them, we pass them by. With a will that disregards sensible impressions we adhere to those supernatural motives which our sober judgment has pronounced to be good and productive of our true happiness. But you will tell me that it seems to you, on many occasions, as if your decision would have been precisely the same whether you had God in view or not. Both my reason and my inclination, you will say, lead me to this course, and out of pure friendship I do what I would not do for all the world beside. In such cases have I not good reason to fear that my real motives are merely natural? In such cases, especially if we give way to our imagination, I grant that we may be led to doubt how far the supernatural motive influences our action. But even then, if we calmly resume the judgment iz8 IMPERFECT MOTIVES. which proclaimed its superiority and de- clared the relation which the action really has to God, there can be no longer any doubt what part this relation should have in our conduct. That, deliberately adopted by the will, makes over the action wholly to God. For God is, after all, the author of our intellect, and its suggestions, therefore, cannot, of themselves, vitiate the action. It is not opposed to the supernatural mo- tive of doing the will of God — on- the con- trary, it agrees with it ; why, then, should we think it necessary, in order to please God, to renounce the reason which He Himself has given? The less so, since it is often God that moves it, making use of that means to lead us to the practice of virtue. All that we have to do, then, is to ele- vate this motive by directing it to God, IMPERFECT MOTIVES. 129 withdrawing it from the natural order, to place it, with the assistance of grace, in the supernatural order by directing it to heaven. When our human motives contain noth- ing opposed to virtue, we both can and should offer to God the actions to which they lead. For instance, when, after ris- ing early and fasting for many hours, you are about to partake of your morning meal ; when, after a whole morning spent in silence and recollection, you are about to take some recreation ; when, after a hard day's work, you are going to seek repose, are there not many natural reasons that induce you to these same actions? And should these reasons, which are founded in nature, prevent you from offering the action to God, and from elevating and sanctifying it by this voluntary inten- tion ? i 3 o IMPERFECT MOTIVES. Surely St. Paul was not ignorant of the human motives that induce us to take food, and yet he exhorts us to do it for the glory of God : " Whether you eat or whether you drink, or whatsoever else you do, do it in the name of the Lord? evidently not deeming the natural incompatible with the super- natural motive. They do not even neces- sarily make the action imperfect, because they are not, in themselves, opposed to any virtue. And that which we do for the sake of a friend comes under the same princi- ple. We frequently do things for our neighbor which God neither commands nor forbids. But if we do them He wishes us to offer them up for His glory, as the end to which all our actions should tend. But the pretexts for discouragement and despondency are innumerable. I feel, you will say, that if these natural reasons did not impel me I would not perform this IMPERFECT MOTIVES. 131 action, which, nevertheless, I know that God requires of me. Why trouble yourself with this thought, which is nothing but a temptation? Do you believe it to be just and well founded? We are not inquiring now what you would do if these natural reasons did not exist. It is always dangerous, as I have before said, to suppose yourself in circumstances in which God has not placed you. Ban- ish this thought — it is only a snare of the tempter who wishes to discourage you and to prevent you from doing a present good by the fear of a future and uncertain evil. There is question now only of performing well the action in which we are engaged, by following the method which religion prescribes. Apply yourself to calm reflec- tion on the soundness of your present mo- tives, with the firm confidence that, under different circumstances, if God permits 1 32 IMPERFECT MOTIVES. them, He will also, according to His mer- ciful promise, grant you graces propor- tioned to your trials. Would you yourself suggest such doubts to a person of a gen- tle and amiable character, serving God with ease and facility and who should be troubled with the fear of not continuing in His service with the same courage, in case her character should suddenly become quick and passionate ? Among the motives which may influence us in the performance of works, good in themselves, there are some which are bad because contrary to Christian virtue; those we must renounce, for they render our ac- tions vicious. I have often noticed certain persons greatly troubled when they were trying to avoid giving scandal because they feared they were acting through hu- man respect. They did not understand the meaning of the words, and confounded IMPERFECT MOTIVES. 133 ideas which are very different among them- selves. To give good example is not act- ing through human respect. The former motive has regard to the honor and glory of God, which we try to promote by not giving occasion to scandal. This motive leads us directly toward God; it is good and praiseworthy. Bad example is ex- pressly forbidden ; it is the scandal so distinctly denounced in the Gospel. In condemning the one, Jesus Christ com- mands the other : " So let your light shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father, who is in heaven" (Matt. v. 16). He wishes us to animate them by our example. Where there is human respect, on the contrary, there is no thought of God, but all is love of self. We seek to please those whose judgment we fear, whose esteem we covet, or whose censure we deprecate. i 3 4 IMPERFECT MOTIVES. Human respect leads us to bad as readily as to good actions, according to the dispo- sition of those whom we seek to gain, and that, too, in opposition, very often, to our own tastes and feelings. These two feelings, then, are clearly different, and easily distinguishable. It would not be amiss if the former were a little more cultivated, especially in certain religious families and communities, where irregularities and bad examples are weak- ening good rules and customs. What chiefly frightens you in these hu- man motives, is that, in their absence, your action differs somewhat from that in which they second you. In order to de- cide on the reasonableness of your fears you have only to examine your disposition under these different circumstances. Does your perseverance depend exclusively on the presence of these motives ? Then in- IMPERFECT MOTIVES. 135 deed have you reason to fear. But if it depends on some other cause you have no reason for alarm. When you are closely united to God in devotion, your mind and heart unagitated by passion, when you feel His presence sensibly, you do not need the support of these imperfect motives to enable you to resist your inclinations, or to perform some work of supererogation ; or you re- nounce them when you perceive that they are of such a kind as to be rejected, and if not, then you elevate them by directing them to God. This is a proof that they are not the sole motives of your con- duct. It is true, that whilst you are living in dissipation of mind and in a forgetfulness of God, you have some grounds to fear lest your actions should be solely prompted by natural feelings or even by passion. 136 IMPERFECT MOTIVES. But this does not justify your fear that such is always the case, since it proceeds only from the dissipation in which you are living, which causes you to forget the God to whom you pertain, the salvation for which you should strive, and the grace which you receive but to neglect. It is an error to suppose that what sways us in one set of circumstances, rules us also in all the situations in which we find our- selves. Our thoughts and feelings in a state of recollection are very different from what they are when we are dissi- pated. Your fear is then unfounded, and you should not listen to it. Moreover, why should you be alarmed because the motives which spring from reason and from the natural virtues of friendship, gratitude, compassion, etc., pre- cede in your mind and heart the direct recognition of God? I have already re- IMPERFECT MOTIVES. 137 marked that sensible objects naturally excite corresponding sentiments ; and that natural virtues come also from God and are not opposed to those which religion inspires and commands. They often serve to introduce these latter more easily into our heart. They create in us a disposi- tion which so far from opposing the ten- dency of virtue, causes us to practise it more willingly and easily. Hence, we are not obliged to repress or to renounce them, we have only to perfect them by directing them to heaven, according to the princi- ples of religion. And, in such a case, is it harder for us to direct our attention to the honor and glory of God, and the ac- complishment of His divine will? On the contrary, it is easier. You should console yourself, and en- courage yourself to perseverance by the reflection that grace is a light given to us 1 38 IMPERFECT MOTIVES. by God, that we may recognize supernat- ural good, an inspiration to embrace it. It acts within us without our perceiving it and affords no certain sign of its pres- ence. As we hope for it, so we must presume that we possess it, after having prayed for it with confidence. We must then act as if we were assured of its pos- session, although we cannot be absolutely certain since no one knows whether he be worthy of love or hatred. From this method of God's influence within us, it follows that we may easily mistake for an operation of our own faculties, that which is in truth the effect of His grace, which enlightens us, and gives us sentiments that reason approves, and inspirations which lead us to the practice of virtue. So that what we hold to be merely natural, the fruit of our sagacity, or of our natural goodness of IMPERFECT MOTIVES. 139 heart, is really the effect of a supernatural assistance which God imparts. If, then, to obey the precept which calls upon you to direct everything to God, you offer Him your actions, nothing will be wanting that is necessary to obtain the recompense which He has promised. Your actions will be performed for God through the help of His grace; He will be their source, their end, and their reward. You will not be making a mis- take then when you offer them to Him, since you obey a law which He has revealed, and, in not doing so, you would render them useless, since they would not be performed with the view of pleasing Him. You do it according to the light which God has given you to follow, and you do not mock Him when you do that which He inspires. i 4 o OFFERING OF OUR ACTIONS. CHAPTER XVIII. IT IS AN ERROR TO SUPPOSE THAT WE SHOULD NOT OFFER OUR ACTIONS TO GOD, BECAUSE THEY HAVE NOT THAT PERFECTION WHICH WE DESIRE, OR THINK NECESSARY. You tell me that you dare not offer your actions to God, because you have conceived so great an idea of the perfec- tion which is required in an action before it can be worthy to be offered up to His divine majesty and infinite sanctity, whilst, at the same time, you do not perceive in yourself a determination to attain that perfection. You are led to suppose that unless your actions are possessed of this perfection they cannot please Him, and must necessarily be rejected. Influenced by this illusion, you offer up little or noth- ing to the Lord, and, losing sight of Him, OFFERING OF OUR ACTIONS. 141 you follow only your own inclinations ; and because you are not disposed to con- quer yourself in everything, you conquer yourself in nothing. Such a principle leads to nothing less than entire abandonment of heavenly things. Who will put himself to any trouble to please and glorify God, when he believes that God will reject his works unless they come invested with all that perfection which the saints are held to have practised ? This is the time to follow the advice of St. Augustine : " Do all that is in your power, and ask for that which is not, that you may be able to do it." This great saint differed very much from you, when he thus addressed his flock. It was be- cause he remembered that God, our loving and merciful Father, knows perfectly well of what leaven we are made, always comes 1 42 OFFERING OF OUR ACTIONS. to our help and assists us in proportion to our confidence. No one is made perfect in a day. According to the plan of divine provi- dence, we grow in the science of salvation through the use of grace, as in natural sciences, by reducing the principles to practice. This practice becomes more perfect in proportion to its frequency, and the attention it receives. To an artist who would not practise his art, or to an orator refusing to make a discourse, be- cause he cannot equal the great masters of old, we should infallibly predict a total and inevitable failure. It is not enough to be acquainted with principles ; we must apply them correctly. Exercise gradually develops talent. We must make many a daub before we produce a good painting. Persevering industry alone can correct the imperfections which we recognize in our OFFERING OF OUR ACTIONS. 143 work; experience proves this too conclu- sively to admit of a doubt It is by reflect- ing on our faults that we learn to avoid them, and this we can do only by losing no time, setting ourselves resolutely to work, and not resting satisfied with idle theorizing. In the science of the saints and in the practice of virtue, we need, besides industry and perseverance, particular assistance from God. If we desire to please Him we shall frequently ask His help, as the student has recourse to his master, but the principle remains the same. We shall never become perfect by a mere acquaint- ance with our rules, but by their applica- tion to our conduct. If we do not bring them to practice, we shall never attain perfection. I grant that in offering up our actions to God, we do not as yet make them perfect, but at least we divest them i 4 4 OFFERING OF OUR ACTIONS. of many defects and render them less imperfect in His sight. The sacrifice which we make to God in removing these faults will prove beneficial, both by the habit which we thus contract of over- coming ourselves, and by the graces with which the Holy Ghost will reward our docility to His inspirations. Do, then, whatever you can, and ask with confidence for what is beyond your power. A person of quick temper, strongly attached to his own will and judgment, will, in his intercourse with others, yield twenty times a day to the impatience and impetuousness of his character; nothing will restrain him but the thought that he should refer all his actions to God. This reflection, if he tries to entertain it, will sustain him, at least on ordinary occasions, and if at other times it fails of complete OFFERING OF OUR ACTIONS. 145 success, it will certainly moderate the out- break and prevent many things which charity condemns. If, on the other hand, it has no effect at all, he must ask pardon for having resisted divine grace. The fault itself may serve for his improvement by humbling him before Our Lord, and by the salutary reflections which he will take occasion to make on his quick temper, when, having entered into himself, he asks God pardon for his sin. What we have here said in respect to impatience may be equally well applied to everything else that renders our actions imperfect. It is a fact, proved by experience, that we always derive benefit from this delib- erate reference of our actions to God. The thought, " I will do this for the love of God," cannot fail to make a salutary impression, to excite us to avoid the de- 146 OFFERING OF OUR ACTIONS. fects which creep into our best actions, and to sustain us in our interior struggles. If we are ever so little attentive to this practice we shall see that our actions be- come less defective, and daily grow in perfection through the graces which we receive. God always rewards the good will which we display in making use of the means which He has given for our sanctifica- tion. " Walk before Me, and be perfect" said He to Abraham (Gen. xvii. i). To walk in the presence of God is to refer all our actions to Him. But, you will say, when I offer up to God actions into which many imperfec- tions and even faults will necessarily enter, can I flatter myself that in spite of these they will be accepted by Him and meet with reward ? I take for granted that notwithstanding OFFERING OF OUR ACTIONS. 147 the doubt which arises from ignorance, you do not deliberately intend to commit those faults which you foresee, and dread. If in the course of the action you be- come weak, slothful, tepid, and negligent, God will certainly reproach you for your negligence and for your faults, but it will be as a tender father who pities your weakness. His reproaches will ani- mate you to resist the sloth to which you have yielded, and in the infinite mercy with which He treats us, He will welcome the good will which you dis- played, although the execution proved so imperfect. A Christian, then, humbly recognizes his weakness and inconstancy, renews his confidence and love, and redoubles his prayers in the hope that God will give him more grace to be faithful in future. He will be very far from rejecting the 148 LOSS OF SENSIBLE DEVOTION. means of correcting himself. Let us re- peat it again and again, he must do what he can, he must ask for what is not in his power, in the firm conviction that this means, which God has given him, if it fail to-day, will succeed to-morrow, or the next day, or the next week — but will certainly succeed, if he only persevere in its use. CHAPTER XIX. A LOSS OF SENSIBLE DEVOTION AN UNJUSTIFI- ABLE CAUSE OF DESPONDENCY. If, by a particular disposition of divine providence, we have been favored for some time with sensible devotion, we are apt to yield to a despondency that we think well founded, when God changes in our regard, and ceases to visit us with consolations. LOSS OF SENSIBLE DEVOTION. 149 A little reflection would secure us from this illusion. It is not acting the part of a Christian to yield to discouragement or despond- ency for such a cause. Is it for the sake of this spiritual sweetness, this sensible consolation, that we serve God ? Does God deserve nothing from us on His own account alone? Are not the enjoy- ment of God, and of the eternal reward which He has promised to those who persevere, sufficient to sustain us ? If not, and we are forced to acknowledge the sad truth, we should thank God for withdrawing His sensible graces; for we should have cause to fear that in serving Him we were only seeking ourselves, for- getful of that glory which He requires at our hands. If we fail in our resolutions under such circumstances, it is because, losing sight i 5 o LOSS OF SENSIBLE DEVOTION. of God and being no longer attracted by sensible consolations, we do not exercise ourselves sufficiently in acts of faith, hope, and charity, of gratitude, and the desire of belonging entirely to our Maker. But if our heart remains in this tepidity, it must either occupy itself with natural gratifications, or abandon itself to de- spondency, and lose all courage. In whatever state your soul may be, faith is your only support, and must be your strength and consolation. Illumined by its light you will perceive the snares which environ you, and the means to avoid them. The direction of a soul by faith is much safer than that which relies on consolation. In the former, principles are ever the same, sure and unshaken; they are founded on truth and revelation, their consequences are readily perceived, as also the means which we must employ LOSS OF SENSIBLE DEVOTION. 151 in their application. From these truths, that God the Creator of the universe is the sovereign Lord of creatures, and their last end, that He created them only for His glory, that He died in order to pro- cure them eternal happiness, we readily conclude that we must obey Him, refer all that we do to Him, and love Him above all things, no matter how He may dispose of us. These truths we may always find in religion if we are willing to perceive them; they always hold the same language to us and expose us to no illusion. The principles are clear and certain, and there is no need of much reasoning to deduce their practical con- clusions. Sensible devotion, on the contrary, is subject to illusion. We may easily mis- take a natural softening of the heart for a heavenly consolation. And so, after 1 52 LOSS OF SENSIBLE DEVOTION. having experienced the greatest sweetness in prayer, we remain with little strength or will to lead a life of greater recollec- tion, mortification, and regularity. In- stances of this kind are not unfrequent. As for those consolations, and that sensible devotion, which really come from God and produce in our soul pre- cious fruits of virtue and merit, they may be withdrawn. They are not neces- sary for salvation, and Our Lord may deprive us of them in order to teach us that if, on the one hand, we should re- ceive them with humility and gratitude, on the other we must not cling to them in such a way as to relax in our vigi- lance and to be troubled at their with- drawal. In depriving us of them, God does not abandon us; He wishes only to prove and to purify our love for Him. What is the conduct of one who, LOSS OF SENSIBLE DEVOTION. 153 accustomed to be guided by sensible de- votion, finds himself suddenly deprived of its consolations ? He is without sup- port, and knows not where to look for strength and encouragement. Little used to act from that charity which springs from faith, he does not even think of adopting this means, the only one that remains, but of which he knows not the advantages. Troubled by his loss, he turns away from God by repeated infidel- ities, foolishly imagining that he is de- serted in that which is only meant for a trial. Every difficulty is exaggerated, and he is soon in danger of entirely forsaking God. If sensible consolations are more sweet and satisfactory, faith is more certain and meritorious. We should cling to it there- fore, at all times and under all circum- stances. Enjoy the consolations which 154 FAULTS OF PIOUS SOULS. God may send you, but in your actions be guided by the principles of faith. You will then have nothing to change in your conduct, when the time of conso- lation ceases. CHAPTER XX. FAULTS COMMITTED BY PIOUS SOULS IN TIME OF DESOLATION. Dryness and desolation are very try- ing to such as love God, and they cause many to fall into despondency. And yet their greatest trouble and danger spring from their own conduct under the trial. The first fault committed by such persons is a want of confidence in prayer, neglect- ing it or practising it with indifference at a time when they stand in the greatest need of its support. The diffi- FAULTS OF PIOUS SOULS. 155 culty which they experience is no reason for omitting those pious exercises, which duty, or their previous resolutions, pre- scribe. We cannot too frequently re- peat that virtue consists in doing the will of God. Does He require that at a certain time we should be occupied in mental or vocal prayer, spiritual reading, or any other spiritual exercise, then we must not fail to be there ; it may be the very time appointed by Him for the end of our trial, we must go with confidence, with the desire and expectation of profit- ing by those graces which He will be sure to provide. " But I do nothing when I am there," you will say ; " overwhelmed with weari- ness, trouble, and distractions, I have neither good thoughts nor good desires. My mind is dark and my heart is silent." I know how trying this state is in the 156 FAULTS OF PIOUS SOULS. constant effort which it requires. But it is a consolation to know that you are doing the will of God when you are there where He wishes you to be. He will not refuse to hear you, if you con- fidently ask for grace to bear with pa- tience this state of wearisomeness and disgust, and to persevere with fidelity, notwithstanding the trouble you expe- rience; and if He still defer to send the relief which you implore, it is only in order to test your love and increase your merit. Then, too, you do wrong to worry yourself on account of distractions. They are not faults, except inasmuch as you yield to them. If you overcome them as soon as you perceive them, your prayer is not the less agreeable to God; it be- comes doubly meritorious, for you are exercising at once piety and mortifica- FAULTS OF PIOUS SOULS. 157 tion. True merit consists in overcoming difficulties in a spirit of faith and char- ity. Even though the distraction returns every minute, continue to put it aside with the same fidelity, renewing again your sense of the presence of God, and you will have no ground for self-reproach. Lightness of mind distracts the heart in prayer, but, says St. Augustine, when we grieve at this weakness and humble our- selves on its account, our prayer is not interrupted. Religion is full of consolation to those who follow its principles, and observe the practices which it counsels or prescribes. If in time of prayer we experience neither pious thoughts nor good senti- ments, it may possibly be the result either of our trouble or our sloth. We are disturbed at our condition, and when we are in this state, we cannot reflect 158 FAULTS OF PIOUS SOULS. sufficiently to enable us to discover the proper remedies. We are in a manner blinded, not discerning or not attending to the means which present themselves confusedly to our mind, so as to seize and employ them. In our embarrass- ment, fear takes possession of our heart and paralyzes its action, it prevents the graces which God is disposed to give us, and places obstacles in the way of His bountiful goodness. Sloth, on the other hand, holds us back from reflecting seriously on the principles of faith, that we may follow them, and causes us to weary of the struggle in which we are engaged. Then comes the thought that we have not the strength to persevere in this self-combat. We resign ourselves finally to a negligence which renders our spiritual exercises yet more difficult FAULTS OF PIOUS SOULS. 159 and distasteful, or we give them up entirely. It is not difficult to find a remedy for both these evils. You must convince yourself that this state is not bad in it- self, and that, as I have already shown you, it can be made very pleasing and meritorious before God. Why then should it disturb you ? If you look only to heaven, you should regard the condition of your soul as a great bene- fit since it leads you there, and that, too, more securely than one which would be more agreeable to nature and to self- love. Open your heart to that con- fidence which religion inspires, and prepare to receive the succor which it furnishes. Accept this trial from the hand of the Lord, bear it with patience as long as He wills it, and offer it up to Him in a spirit of penance and ex- 160 FAULTS OF PIOUS SOULS. piation. Every one can and every one must humble himself before God, in thus submitting to the interior trials to which he is subjected. As for holy thoughts which may unite you with God, your present state itself will suggest them. So soon as your trouble and anxiety shall have subsided, your thoughts will turn to heaven from which your help must come. Prayer becomes another subject of anxi- ety. The tempter sets this snare for you, that by making it a source of trouble, he may prevent you from deriving any ad- vantage from its exercise. He seeks to draw you aside from the right path, by preventing you from following the inclina- tion which God gives you, that you may follow your own will in a kind of prayer which is your own choice and to which you are not called, contrary to the well- FAULTS OF PIOUS SOULS. 161 approved maxim, that in all things and especially in prayer we must follow the inspiration of God. If in prayer God suggests to us the contemplation of several virtues, so long as one is sufficient to engage our atten- tion we must not turn away to medi- tate another. So soon as that ceases to fix our thoughts, we must turn to the one which God suggests. But, as if it were necessary to occupy ourselves with only one subject, and it were impossible to attend usefully to several, a pious soul will often resist the inspiration and attach himself obstinately to the first, which has ceased to furnish him matter for meditation, and in striving to do his own will, contrary to the will of God, he will exhaust himself in useless efforts. God will attract another by prolonged contemplations on the great truths of 1 62 FAULTS OF PIOUS SOULS. religion, wishing him to penetrate them that he may be guided by them in his conduct But that is not the plan which he himself has devised. He wishes to be all affection for God, he is pleased with sentiments alone, and reflection wearies him. Leaving the path which God points out to him he enters one where he cannot find Him. He loses many a useful thought to occupy himself in vain sentiments, productive of no good because they are entirely his own, and then complains that he cannot apply himself to prayer. A third wishes to follow the ordinary method of prayer, meditating on the sub- ject which he has prepared, exciting the feelings which these reflections suggest, and taking the resolutions which seem appropriate. But this is not what God requires of him: He wishes to occupy FAULTS OF PIOUS SOULS. 163 his heart rather than his intellect. If he withdraws himself from the feelings which He excites, to give himself up to meditation, he will be assailed by a thousand distractions, especially if his imagination be very active, grasping the whole subject in a moment, and seeing everything, as it were, at a single glance. He will soon have neither salu- tary thoughts nor devout sentiments, and tired of struggling with himself, in de- spair of success, he will either forsake prayer entirely or pass the time in voluntary distractions. He who despairs of finding the God he is seeking with all his heart, falls into despondency» Prayer becomes a task and is abandoned,, Note it well; this difficulty in occupying ourselves in heavenly things, is the consequence of resisting the will of God that we may 164 FAULTS OF PIOUS SOULS. follow our own. If we permitted our- selves to be led by the Holy Spirit, our complaints would soon cease, in the ease with which we should perform our spiritual exercises or in the benefit which we should derive from them in advancing to perfection. The ordinary method is an excellent one and that which we should follow in the commencement of our spiritual life. But when the spirit of God gives us a special attraction toward some other method of prayer, it is the advice of all spiritual directors that we should not re- sist, but follow the inspiration, according to the saying of Our Lord : " The Spirit breatheth where He will" (John iii. 8). HOW TO OCCUPY OURSELVES. 165 CHAPTER XXI. ONE OF OUR PRETEXTS FOR ABANDONING PRAYER IS THAT WE LOSE OUR TIME. THIS IS USU- ALLY FALSE, AND OFTEN CRIMINAL WHEN TRUE. HOW TO OCCUPY OURSELVES USE- FULLY IN TIME OF PRAYER. There are some persons who do not seem to have an attraction for any par- ticular method of prayer. They prepare for their meditation by reading or hear- ing some subject read from a book; but either they forget it or the matter does not prove sufficient for the time. In this case, they know not what to do. They soon begin to think that they are losing time which might be better em- ployed elsewhere. Is it not better, they ask you, to obey this thought, than to spend the time devoted to prayer in doing nothing? 1 66 HOW TO OCCUPY OURSELVES. This temptation, for it is nothing else, is dangerous and hurtful, since it leads the soul away from God by an occupa- tion undertaken in opposition to His will. And how, I would ask in turn, can a pious soul make such a complaint? Should we not blush to acknowledge that we cannot occupy our thoughts with God? If sloth and self-love permit, let us enter into ourselves, examining in His holy presence, whether our feelings, mo- tives, and conduct be conformable to our state, what are the passions which sway us, the occasions which give rise to our faults, and then giving way to our sorrow for having offended Him, let us seek the means which may effect our amendment. Here is a subject that is ever at hand, that cannot easily be exhausted, and which perhaps is one of the most useful we can select. HOW TO OCCUPY OURSELVES. 167 How many similar thoughts present themselves for our meditation ! There is no one who cannot find among the lessons of religion some familiar subject on which he can fix his attention. With the publican, he may acknowl- edge himself unworthy of the goodness of God, implore His mercy, wonder at His patience in bearing with us, and humbly offer up his grateful thanks. With Mary Magdalen, he may bow down at the feet of Jesus, weep with grief at the sight of his sins, and so- licit His forgiveness. He may recall to his memory the benefits which he has received from the bounty of his Lord; creation, redemption, and that special providence which has placed him in the Church, the only ark of safety ; the good- ness with which He seeks us when we wander away, the patience with which 168 HOW TO OCCUPY OURSELVES. He views our resistance of His grace, the sweetness with w T hich He leads us back to the path from which we have strayed. Such reflections as these, and number- less others like them, based upon what we owe to God and upon our relations with eternity, would be sufficient to occupy us without difficulty, and without compel- ling us to remain in any one longer than we are able to draw fruit from it. If our imagination be quick and lively, it will be more easily fixed by contemplat- ing some sensible object in which we take interest. Our Lord Jesus Christ, God and man, is such an object, capable of exciting in the soul the liveliest interest. What utility may we not derive from this contemplation in prayer ! We may represent Him to ourselves teaching the multitudes, and we will dwell HOW TO OCCUPY OURSELVES. 169 on the truths which He reveals. We may consider Him as He lived on earth; we see how intent He was on His Father's glory; His fidelity in accomplishing His will, however difficult or painful; His patience, His love for mankind, as shown in the humiliations and sufferings to which He submitted Himself for their sake. What examples for ourselves are to be found in all the virtues practised by our divine Saviour! These examples are all sufficient to strike the imagina- tion and employ it profitably, if w r e will only take the pains to make their appli- cation to ourselves. Our prayer is frequently performed in the presence of the Blessed Sacrament. This should recall to our minds the sac- rifice which Jesus makes of Himself on our altars; His dwelling in the taber- nacle; the holy table to which He in- i 7 o HOW TO OCCUPY OURSELVES. vites us, where He feeds us with His precious body and blood, and where He has so frequently united Himself to us so intimately and so perfectly. What thoughts and feelings will not be inspired by these prodigies of love if we are ever so little diligent in their consideration ! If, notwithstanding all this, our imagina- tion still continues to wander, let us turn our eyes to the altar where Jesus Christ reposes, fix them on the cross on which He is suspended, and we shall soon be drawn back to Him. No matter what the condition in which your soul may be, always commence your prayer with the firm hope that it will prove for you a time of great merit. Since it is God that calls you to it, you will be sure to receive abundant graces in return for the sacrifice which you make of your will. Your confidence will HOW TO OCCUPY OURSELVES. 171 give you that holy familiarity which you should have for a Father who is infinitely good; it will fill your heart with love, and console you in your troubles by the hope of reward. You will experience His assistance in resisting and overcom- ing your passions, which are the enemies of His glory no less than of your hap- piness. Do not allow yourself then to be troubled ; do not listen to sloth, and fear nothing, since you are under the protection of a God who is infinitely good, infinitely powerful, and ever faith- ful to His promises. You will always find occupation for your thoughts, or in your struggles, the means of meriting eternal happiness. 1 72 SENSIBLE DEVOTION CHAPTER XXII. TO STRIVE FOR SENSIBLE DEVOTION IS USELESS, OFTEN DANGEROUS, AND GIVES OCCASION FOR DESPONDENCY. Another source of despondency is to be found in the efforts which we make to excite sensible devotion, efforts which call forth all our strength. We fancy that without this sensibility, we cannot please God, as though He who scruti- nizes the heart would take account of so equivocal a proof of piety; or as though our divine Saviour, in the agony of His desolation in the garden of Olives, had not been equally, as ever, pleasing to His heavenly Father. If you are in such a state, learn that you will gain nothing by trying to raise yourself above the level of the graces SENSIBLE DEVOTION. 173 which you have received. Instead of struggling for sensible devotion, which is withheld from you for the time being, be satisfied to fix your thoughts on God according to the grace which He imparts. If He wishes you to walk in the light of faith and reason alone, with no other feelings save what they inspire, you must continue in that way till He bid you change. Content yourself with regulat- ing your conduct by the truths of reli- gion and the maxims of the Gospel, humbling yourself before God on account of your transgressions, and adopting such resolutions and such means as shall en- able you to avoid them. He will accept your sentiments, strengthen your reso- lutions, and reward them with His most precious graces. This, you will say, is precisely what I do, and yet I feel that, in so doing, I have 174 SENSIBLE DEVOTION. no love for God, that is, it seems to me that my heart has no part in the senti- ments which my lips express. Sometimes, indeed, I find sentiments arising within me that are opposed to those which I could wish to have for Him, and hence my trouble, my weariness, and discourage- ment. If you will only examine this feeling calmly you will soon be relieved. God re- quires only that our love for Him should be sincere. In order to be reassured con- cerning this sincerity, it is not necessary that your sentiments should be character- ized by that sensibility which fills the heart with sweetness and rapture, it is sufficient that they should really exist in the soul, that is, in the reason, in the will ; and you must judge of their sincerity by your readiness to reduce them to practice. When this is the case your feelings are SENSIBLE DEVOTION. 175 true and sincere, and they will be super- natural if accompanied by divine grace. There is nothing singular in all this. How often do we not find in our inter- course with others a true and sincere dis- position to oblige though unattended by that sensibility which accompanies a ser- vice rendered to a friend? And even when assisting a friend, is it not frequently without any pleasure or inclination, and not without a certain repugnance? And is not our service in such a case all the more praiseworthy? This is the instruc- tion that we give to those who are pre- paring themselves for the Sacrament of Penance ; it is not necessary, we tell them, that your contrition should be sensible, suffice it that it be sincere in the resolution to lead a better life for the future. Your complaint, therefore, of the absence of all sensible devotion is without founda- 176 SENSIBLE DEVOTION. tion, and the consequent despondency unreasonable. Instead of troubling your- self about it you should only despise it. What you have to do is simply to have recourse to God, that your sentiments, being accompanied by His grace, may be rendered supernatural and may want none of that perfection which He desires. Sensible fervor in your spiritual exer- cises, in your love of God or of your neighbor, is what God neither commands nor requires, since it is independent of your exertions. You cannot excite it with all your industry and all your efforts, a reason which alone should suffice to console you in its absence. When the Lord sends it, it comes without an effort; if He with- holds it, all our efforts would be in vain. You only weary your mind in the struggle to excite it; instead of increasing, you diminish the devotion which faith would SENSIBLE DEVOTION. 177 otherwise inspire. Follow the guidance of the Holy Spirit, wait till He visits you and do not forestall His movements except by your prayers. That sensible fervor which softens and ravishes the heart, filling it with a rapture which some have been unable to support, is one of those graces which are ordinarily the reward of interior mortification, graces which are means to perfection but which God grants or withholds according to the inscrutable designs of His providence. We may pray for this fervor and receive it with gratitude, but we must await it with- out impatience, enjoy it with moderation, and be prepared to give it up whenever God shall require the sacrifice. We can, most assuredly, please God and entertain for Him sentiments which are real and sincere without experiencing this sensible fervor, although occupied with i 7 8 SENSIBLE DEVOTION. thoughts which are the most capable of exciting it. In such meditations it is sufficient to hold ourselves willing and determined to prefer God before all things else whatsoever. This feeling of love for God may always be excited by appealing to the motives of faith, which are too well known to need repetition. As this charity is necessary for salvation, God is always ready to assist us in eliciting it through His grace, when we implore it with confidence. It is this sincerity of affection whereby we unite ourselves to God by the free choice of our will, that renders us pleasing in His eyes. Any one who lives the life of faith can recognize this sincere deter- mination in himself, in the means which he adopts, in accordance with the Gospel, to place and maintain himself in this disposition. I do not affirm that he can be absolutely certain, but that he may find SENSIBLE DEVOTION. 179 evidence sufficiently strong to reassure him in this state of dryness, weariness, and involuntary tepidity in which God allows him to remain, and to give hope that through His mercy it will conduce to his salvation. And take notice that a soul which is visited with great sensible devotion, not knowing whether it is the operation of divine grace, is assured no more than any other of loving God sincerely and supernaturally. Your security, therefore, would not be greater were you possessed of this sensible fervor which you desire and the absence of which causes you trouble and discouragement. Nor must you be surprised if you per- ceive very sensibly the presence of feelings which are opposed to those which you desire to entertain, for this happens in every temptation. 180 SENSIBLE DEVOTION. The passions are always more quick and sensible in the feelings which they excite. We perceive them more readily and vividly because they incline us to- ward sensible objects which are more con- formed to our natural inclinations and to the inspirations of self-love. This sensi- bility resides in our nature and requires no exterior help. On the contrary, a sensibility to the things of God is an effect of His grace not accorded to all. The feelings excited by faith, not being in accordance with our self-love, interfere with its inclinations. It is then not surprising that you should perceive a sensibility in the one case and none in the other, unless God should Himself grant it to you. You should not therefore allow yourself to be troubled or frightened, but should act in this state of dryness, weariness, and disgust as you do USE OF SPIRITUAL BOOKS. 181 when subjected to any other temptation. After recommending yourself to the mercy of God, put away those feelings which disturb your union with Him, reflect on the motives which should lead you to Him, and make acts of that charity which faith and divine grace have imparted to your reason and your will, rather than to your feelings. Force the temptation to leave you ; you may have less consolation but you will have more merit, and merit is far superior to consolation. CHAPTER XXIII. ON THE USE OF SPIRITUAL BOOKS DURING TIME OF PRAYER, OR WHEN ATTENDING AT MASS. There are some who, finding that their mind and heart furnish them nothing in this state of dryness by which to unite 1 82 USE OF SPIRITUAL BOOKS. themselves to God, have recourse to spirit- ual books to aid their recollection and preserve them from distractions. This means is sometimes good ; for reading arrests and fixes the imagination. If occasionally it wander, it can be brought back to God by the thoughts and senti- ments contained in the book before us. But I think that we should not adopt this means hastily nor without such precau- tions as are necessary to its utility. In the first place, we must not have recourse to it through sloth, trying to avoid the difficulty of fixing our thoughts on God. Such a motive would only deprive you of His assistance and prevent you from finding that recollection which you seek. To draw down upon yourself the mercy of the Lord the motive of your action should be good, whereas this, on the contrary, is not. USE OF SPIRITUAL BOOKS. 183 Not only would you be disappointed in that which you intended, but you would moreover be subject to a new incon- venience. You would lose the habit of fixing your attention on heavenly thoughts, so that when deprived of spiritual books you would find yourself at a loss what to do during the time of prayer and Mass. When, before the Blessed Sacrament or in your chamber, you should wish to elevate your mind and heart to God, the same spirit of indolence would interpose to deter you. You should therefore employ this means only when, in spite of your good-will and your efforts, the imagina- tion continues to go astray before you are aware of its wandering. God will then bless the care which you take to avoid forgetting Him even by involun- tary distractions. We ought to follow the customary order i8 4 USE OF SPIRITUAL BOOKS. of providence in things pertaining to our salvation. When you are reduced to the necessity of helping yourself by a spiritual book, you should select one which is con- formable to the exercise in which you are engaged. It is the will of God that at that time you should be occupied in cer- tain reflections or sentiments, and as we should not depart from that order of provi- dence for which our graces are promised and prepared, you ought to take that book which is best adapted to aid you in ful- filling the duty. Do not imitate such as during Mass take up the first pious book that comes to hand or that pleases their taste. Whilst they are reading a sermon or some favor- ite author, and absorbed in their reading, the time passes away without their being aware that they are assisting at the holy sacrifice, or at least without their eliciting USE OF SPIRITUAL BOOKS. 185 those pious sentiments which this mys- tery of the love of Jesus for us should inspire. How many graces are not lost by such conduct which testifies their indif- ference for their divine Redeemer immo- lated every day on the altar ! How can it be otherwise, since they ask Him noth- ing at a time when He is unable to refuse them anything, having established the throne of His mercy on the altar of His temple ? Besides, if such conduct were not ex- posed to this objection, it would still be contrary to the spirit of the Church. That loving Mother of the faithful, careful of everything that may contribute to their salvation, exhorts them to unite them- selves with the priest in offering this holy sacrifice to the almighty Father. The consecration is the part of the priest alone, but the offertory which precedes it is com- 1 86 USE OF SPIRITUAL BOOKS. mon to all the faithful, whom he invites to unite with him in soliciting the graces of heaven upon the whole Church. " Orate, fratres : pray, my brethren, that my sacri- fice and yours may be acceptable to God the Father almighty." To conform to this spirit you should, during Mass, make use of books containing prayers suited to the different parts of the sacri- fice, which may enable you to unite your- self with Jesus Christ in the different sentiments inspired by the sacrifice which He offers to His Father for your benefit ; or by books, which, in the considerations they contain concerning the Eucharist, enable you to produce appropriate acts of faith, hope, love, and gratitude. This sacrifice is the effect of love, and love can be repaid by love alone. Consult your own heart and it will say : " It is strange that whilst Jesus Christ is working for you USE OF SPIRITUAL BOOKS. 187 the most stupendous miracles you should be doing nothing to testify your grati- tude." I do not pretend to say that it is abso- lutely necessary that you should hear Mass in this manner. I know that to assist worthily at the holy sacrifice it is sufficient that you should be engaged in prayer, vocal or mental, in union of inten- tion with the priest ; but I assert that when we are obliged to have recourse to a book to aid us in recollection we should rather select one which will best enable us to enter into the spirit of the holy exercise. Do not say with those whose thought- lessness is observable in all things, that it is tiresome to be always repeating the same thing. The Mass is not an amuse- ment in which we seek variety. It is the most holy, the most august, the most sub- 1 88 PLAN OF READING. lime act of our religion. Its motives remain ever the same and the sentiments which it inspires cannot be repeated too frequently or too deeply engraven on our heart. God always receives them with love, He never leaves them unrewarded. CHAPTER XXIV. WHAT BOOKS WE SHOULD USE DURING PRAYER AND WHAT PLAN WE SHOULD ADOPT IN THEIR PERUSAL. In using books during time of prayer it is important to be careful in our choice, and to follow a useful plan in their pe- rusal. There are books which contain meditations in which the soul rises, as it were, to the very bosom of God, losing itself in His infinite perfections, and pene- trating into the deepest and most hidden PLAN OF READING. 189 mysteries. These are not the books for one who asks a remedy for distraction. God alone can introduce us to this kind of contemplation, and when He calls us to it we engage in it without difficulty. To strive for it of our own accord and with- out being attracted to it by divine grace, would be an error and an illusion. Not God, but pride and presumption would become our guide in this extraordinary path. Self-love and self-esteem, insinu- ating themselves into our prayer, would prevent us from deriving fruit for our- selves ; they would separate us from God instead of uniting us to Him, or, in the supposition of our good faith, the use- lessness of our efforts would lead to despondency. It is to that meditation which is pos- sible to every Christian soul that I here allude. Prayer is intended not only to 190 PLAN OF READING. enlighten the mind concerning the truths of religion and the extent of our duties, but to stimulate the will to greater union with God through its affections, and to a practice of those virtues in which we find our sanctification. Of what use would it be to know our duties if we do not strive, through religious motives, to love them with a view to please God. A book, therefore, which serves only for instruction, which does not propose the motives that excite the will to practise the resolutions suggested, would not be one suited to a time of prayer. Generally it is not so much instruction that is wanted, as the will to put it in practice. Practical books of meditation are what we need, those which combine reflection and sentiment, and which cause us to love our duty whilst making it known. With any others we are in danger of losing the PLAN OF READING. 191 habit of the ordinary meditation and of finding ourselves at a loss, when we wish ,to reflect on the truths of religion, to draw practical conclusions or to form reso- lutions for the regulation of our conduct, because we have rendered this method unfamiliar by the use of books which do not follow it. Prayer is not a study, but a means of leading us to virtue by the motives which religion offers. It is not sufficient that we should be acquainted with our obligations, we must be attached to them through a desire of pleasing God. If you wish to derive fruit from this holy exercise through the help of books, be careful not to read without occasional pauses. Meditation and spiritual reading are two different exercises. Meditation is intended to unite the heart with God; never lose sight of this truth. The heart 1 92 PLAN OF READING. is attached only through its own affections and sentiments; in books you meet only the affections and sentiments of others. They will interest your mind but will be foreign to your heart unless you stop, from time to time, to reflect on the mo- tives presented to you and thus excite the heart to make them its own by reproduc- ing them. We do not sanctify ourselves by reading in a book the love which some one else had for God, but by that which we our- selves conceive and actuate. From such reading you will come with a heart as empty as when you began be- cause it will have done nothing for itself. Prayer is more an exercise of the heart than of the intellect. Prayer in which the heart has no part is but the exterior of an edifice in which there is nothing within. And hence it is, that they who make use PLAN OF READING. 193 of books and who do nothing but read them, arise from prayer very well satisfied with themselves, perhaps, but as little rec- ollected in spirit as they were before. They leave without having made any reso- lutions to serve God better in the future. The heart, having done nothing toward its own reformation, resumes its inclina- tions and continues to abandon itself to their attraction. From prayer they run to dissipation, which they have not learned to renounce. Read, then, if you find difficulty in recollecting yourself in God, but read in a spirit of faith and when you meet with reflections which you can apply to your- self, do not pass them lightly by ; weigh them well and engrave them deeply in your mind, that your heart may closely embrace them. They will serve to correct some defects which they will make known i 9 4 PLAN OF READING. to you, to confirm you in the love of virtues which you will find occasion to practise. And if, in your reading, you find some good sentiments, do not think it enough to admire them, but try to make them your own. In the holy confidence that through the mercy and grace of God you, too, can be elevated to the perfection of sentiment which so many others have reached before you, stop and try to ex- cite your heart to their reproduction, not once, but again and again, and in different ways and for the different motives which the Holy Spirit will suggest, and do not leave them so long as they serve to occupy your attention. If your imagina- tion wander, return to your reading and continue it after this method, never forget- ting that books are not intended to encour- age indolence, but to favor recollection. PLAN OF READING. 195 If on such occasions God sends you some good thought, though it be not connected with what you are reading, leave the book and pursue the thought; the Holy Spirit breathes where He chooseth ! Self-ease, always fearful of trouble, may suggest to you that you should disregard the inspiration and continue, in the hope of finding, farther on, something more use- ful to you. Do not listen to its sugges- tion; it is a snare of the enemy who wishes to make you unfaithful to the grace which you have received and to cause you to lose the fruit of your meditation. The truths that we read as those too which we meditate, make a salutary im- pression on our heart in proportion only to the grace with which God accompanies them. He it is who speaks to the heart and who renders fruitful the salutary 196 PLAN OF READING. thought. You should therefore read in a spirit of faith, of confidence, and docility. God, who has been pleased to attract your attention at this moment, may not attach the same grace if you seek it else- where and your unfaithfulness may be the cause of loss. It will be your own fault if your prayer does not produce all the good that you had expected. The same temptations, moreover, may lead you to overlook the succeeding reflections as you did the first. Your meditation will prove to be only a spiritual reading, indifferently made, from which you will derive no advantage. But, you object, if I stop in this way I shall not have time to finish the points of the meditation. And, pray, what necessity is there of considering them all, if one alone suffices to occupy you ? Why should you aban- PLAN OF READING. 197 don a thought that engages your atten- tion in a salutary manner, in order to seek another which may not be so suc- cessful? Why leave a certain to pursue an uncertain advantage ? This would be listening to your own inconstancy and not to the spirit of God. In the reflection which you are desirous of passing by you may find two things; either a defect to be overcome, or a virtue to be practised : or again, some fresh motive for loving God. The former may serve to your correction and, it may be, in some important point; the second should serve to increase your disposition to cultivate every virtue. Charity embraces all things and if we remain so weak and imperfect, it is because we do not love sufficiently. Can you find anything better elsewhere ? Make use, then, of the grace which is 198 PLAN OF READING. offered to you. Never exchange certainty for uncertainty. Lean more to sentiment or feeling than to reflection. When the heart is united to God the mind is more easily fixed and the imagination less dis- posed to wander. Finally, it cannot be doubted that to reach God and heaven we must follow His inspirations and be guided by His spirit. If He seems to abandon you, do not be afraid; remain firm and constant. Hope is a port of refuge against storms and tempests. Even though you were at the bottom of an abyss, God, in His mercy, would draw you out. No matter what our state may be we must never allow ourselves to despair; and discour- agement, when deliberate and voluntary, whatever may be the pretext, is as unrea- sonable as it is criminal. ON TEMPTATIONS. 199 CHAPTER XXV. TEMPTATIONS NO PROOF OF GOD*S HAVING ABANDONED US. IF SOMETIMES A MARK OF HIS ANGER, IT IS AN ANGER TEMPERED BY MERCY. Temptations trouble pious souls and plunge the dissipated over the precipice. In order to prevent the evil which they may produce it is well to give you the reasons for not fearing them, the prin- ciples by which you should be guided on different occasions, the way in which you should behave when assailed and by which you may preserve yourself against their assaults, and, finally, the advantages which you may derive from them. A temptation is a thought, a feeling, an inclination, a tendency, which solicits us 200 ON TEMPTATIONS. to violate the law of God for our own satisfaction. They should neither trouble nor discourage a Christian soul. The devil declares war especially against those who detest his rule, who fight against their passions, who are disciples of Jesus Christ as much by their purity of love as by the ineffaceable seal of regeneration, or against those who seriously think of throw- ing off the yoke which he has imposed upon them. In his attempts against them, he seeks only to make them re- nounce the love of Jesus Christ, to sepa- rate them from God by making them his partners in disobedience. This reflection should prove the consolation of those who are tempted. It is their contradiction with him, the enemy of their salvation, their love for piety and for the will of God, that draw upon them this persecution. A little perseverance will make them victo- ON TEMPTATIONS. 201 rious and, above all, will strengthen them in virtue. Souls that are naturally timid, or whom the Lord has conducted for a long time by a cessation of passion and the sweet- ness of peace, are apt to imagine that these temptations which they sometimes experience are signs of God's anger, and they even come to think themselves aban- doned when the temptation becomes strong and frequent. They cannot per- suade themselves that God can look with a favorable eye upon a heart agitated by sentiments so opposed to virtue. This is the last resource of the enemy for the overthrow of a soul which he has been unable to seduce by the empty pleasures of vice. He takes away that precious confidence which would sustain it against all the assaults of hell. Such souls are greatly deceived. Those 202 ON TEMPTATIONS. who are instructed, who are better acquainted with the ways of providence, are not surprised at the struggle in which they are engaged. They have learned from the Holy Ghost, that the life of man is a perpetual combat ; that we are obliged to defend ourselves, without ceasing, from within, against our tastes, our inclinations, our self-love, domestic enemies who are ever ready to betray us by their snares and their suggestions; from without, against the influence of bad example, human respect, and the powers of hell, jealous of man's happiness and conspiring against him from the beginning of the world. They know that it is only by the vic- tories which we gain through the assist- ance of grace, that we force our way to heaven, and that, according to the Apos- tle : " He also, that striveth for the ON TEMPTATIONS. 203 mastery, is not crowned except he strive lawfully " (2 Tim. ii. 5). St. Paul, although he prayed to be delivered from them, did not regard the temptations which he continued to expe- rience as signs of God's having abandoned him. The saints, so long and so violently attacked by the devil, even in the desert and in the exercise of the severest pen- ance, had not this idea of temptations. On the contrary, they always regarded them as the object of their struggles and the subject of their merit. They knew what was said in the Holy Scripture: "Because thou wast acceptable to God, it was necessary that temptation should prove thee" (Tob. xii. 13). This is the view that you too should take; it is the only one that is correct according to the principles of religion; and then you will no longer be troubled or discouraged. 20 4 ON TEMPTATIONS. But, though temptations are no sign of our being forsaken, since God never en- tirely abandons man so long as he is alive, and though they are generally a trial of the just, yet they are sometimes the effect of divine justice which punishes thereby our negligence in the divine service, the weakness of slothful and presumptuous souls, the indulgence of natural inclina- tions. But whether they be a punishment or a trial, our submission in receiving them and our fidelity in resisting them, must be still the same. From the most loving of Fathers we cannot expect a justice unaccompanied by mercy. His grace always follows on prayer and confi- dence. He does not desire our destruction ; He punishes us only to regain us. And so far from being discouraged and troubled, we should be animated in the combat by the pardon which is extended TEMPTATIONS IN REGARD TO GOD. 205 to us, if, with an humble and contrite heart, we faithfully perform the penance which God imposes. CHAPTER XXVI. TEMPTATIONS NO SIGN OF A DANGEROUS STATE OF THE SOUL IN REGARD TO GOD AND SAL- VATION. Frequent temptations may prove that the heart is subject to passions and in- clined to evil, but, when rejected, they do not indicate that it is bad or separated from God. This inclination to evil which we inherit from our birth as a consequence of the sin of our first parents, is sometimes increased by the influence of the senses on the soul. They render us more or less subject to temptation, according as their impressions are more or less strong; and zo6 TEMPTATIONS IN REGARD TO GOD. this being independent of our will and not having its origin in the heart, does not in- dicate a vicious state. It is not the cause of this sensible disturbance; on the con- trary, it suffers from it; and when from its love for virtue it corrects the inclina- tion, strong as it may be, the heart cer- tainly does not become the worse for the effort This resistance to temptation shows a Christian heart, displays its attachment to God, the protection which He affords it, and is a source of consolation and con- fidence. This resolution to resist the in- clination that solicits it, comes from the divine goodness which furnishes it graces all the more powerful in proportion to its danger. It is poor reasoning to say : if my mind and heart were in a good condition and well with God, should I have these thoughts and feelings so opposed to faith, TEMPTATIONS IN REGARD TO GOD. 207 to submission, to patience, which cause me such horror ? If these thoughts and feelings depended solely on your will, to have them, or not, you might, with some show of reason, deem yourself at enmity with God when you recognize their presence. But it does not wholly depend on yourself. These thoughts and feelings insinuate themselves silently, or violently possess themselves of your mind and heart without consulting your will, and what is more, they endure in spite of your will which would free it- self of them, and uses every means for their expulsion. They are not, therefore, the result of your free will, they are not of your choosing, and they can decide nothing concerning the good state of your soul, or against its union with God and virtue. The heart becomes attached to an ob- ject only through deliberation and volun- 208 TEMPTATIONS IN REGARD TO GOD. tary action. It can, therefore, belong to God, although it is exposed to involuntary feelings which are contrary to virtue, and which it condemns. I may say more ; the pain that it feels, the horror which it con- ceives at being thus assailed, are a decisive proof that it is faithful to its duty and to divine love. If it loved God less, if it feared and hated sin less, it would not ex- perience this pain, and trouble, and horror, it would listen to its inclinations and sat- isfy its desires. It cannot have any surer mark of its love for God and the persever- ance which He gives it in opposing its evil inclinations. The greatest saints have been subjected to this trial (St. Paul amongst others) and yet they loved God very much. Our di- vine Saviour, the Saint of saints, suffered Himself to be tempted for our instruction. That which He willed to bear in His sacred RECOURSE TO GOD. 209 humanity could be neither a sin nor even an imperfection, for He was as incapable of the one as of the other. We cannot then be guilty when we suffer it as He did, resisting it according to the measure of our strength. CHAPTER XXVII. IN TEMPTATION RECOURSE MUST BE HAD TO GOD. HE SUSTAINS US IN THE COMBAT AL- THOUGH WE DO NOT PERCEIVE IT. God sometimes sensibly guides the soul in these storms by which it is agitated. We then buffet courageously the impetu- ous flood of our passions. The vivid sense of God's presence, the desire of lov- ing Him which we feel, animate us and inspire us with confidence. But sometimes He conceals Himself; He seems to sleep, 2io RECOURSE TO GOD. as He did in the bark of the disciples when it was on the point of being sub- merged in the raging sea. On such occa- sions the soul is endangered by the excessive fear that seizes and paralyzes the heart. And yet there is nothing to fear if you will only lift your eyes to heaven, from which succor must come, and if you make use of its assistance. When the disciples were in danger of perishing they lost no time in useless lamentation ; they did not, in childish fear, give up all care of the ship; they strove manfully with the storm and turning to their Master they implored His help. Jesus seemed asleep (Matt. viii. 24) and yet He directed, without their being aware of it, the means which they employed to escape shipwreck. So, too, God, concealed as He is from sight, is not the less attentive to what is passing in RECOURSE TO GOD. 211 your heart. To you it seems that the next moment will bring the wreck and yet you make head against the storm. The motives that inspire you, the feel- ings which animate you and prompt your actions almost without your perceiving it, the courage which, ever on the point of failing, is always reviving, the constancy with which you reject deceitful pleasures, the sinful pleasures offered by the enemy — from whom do they come ? From your- self ? Weak as you are is this resistance yours alone? Does it not come from Jesus Christ, who, without making Himself per- ceived, affords you His powerful support, according to His word that He would not " suffer you to be tempted above that which you are able" (1 Cor. x. 13). Yes, when you think Him farthest off, Jesus is in the midst of your heart. You think yourself forgotten, and you are more than ever 212 CONSENTING TO TEMPTATION. present to His memory, because you are in need. He is present at your combats as He was at that of St. Stephen (Acts vii. 55) and, provided you do not lose confidence, He will make you victorious over your ene- mies by preserving you from consenting to their wicked designs. CHAPTER XXVIII. HOW TO RECOGNIZE WHETHER WE HAVE CON- SENTED TO THE TEMPTATION. We have not much difficulty in seeing that temptation is no evil and that consent alone makes the sin. That which troubles and disquiets those whom God subjects to this painful trial, is the fear of offend- ing God and their ignorance of the principles by which they may reassure themselves, not being able to distinguish CONSENTING TO TEMPTATION. 213 between temptation and consenting to temptation. This uncertainty as to their consent fills them with an anxiety which causes them great suffering, destroys their interior peace, and so weakens their con- fidence as to prevent them from approach- ing God freely and with confidence, and, in fine, throws them into an extreme despondency, utterly prostrating their strength. A few reflections would suf- fice to clear their doubts and enable them to come to a right decision. We have not a complete command over our mind and our heart. We can- not wholly prevent the intrusions of cer- tain thoughts and feelings. Sometimes indeed they take such forcible possession of us, that we are led to pursue in spirit without perceiving it the thought or design that thus presents itself. Our preoccupation is so great that we hear 214 CONSENTING TO TEMPTATION. and see nothing of what is passing around ; we do not even remember how or when these thoughts or feelings com- menced. Thus we often suddenly find ourselves, to our surprise, engaged in thoughts and feelings that are opposed to charity or to other virtues ; in projects of vanity, pride, or self-love. This state continues a longer or a shorter time, according to the strength of the imagination or the sensible im- pression that occasioned it, or until some circumstance arises to awaken the soul from this apparent enchantment. We then perceive, by reflection, the nature of our thoughts. If in this moment of self- consciousness, we condemn the thought or feeling, if we disavow it and strive to reject it, we may safely say that in all that went before we were not to blame. The satisfaction which we experience in CONSENTING TO TEMPTATION. 215 being freed from it is a fresh proof that our will had no part in our revery. In this preoccupation there was no deliberation, no choice on the part of the will. In order to offend God it is necessary that the will should deliberately consent to something sinful which it is free to reject. In the case we have sup- posed, there was neither freedom nor de- liberation, hence there could be no sin. Moreover, the promptness of their rejec- tion, when consciousness returned, showed the good dispositions of the soul and that it would not have admitted these thoughts and feelings, still less have dwelt on them, had reflection furnished the opportunity of accepting or rejecting them at will. We must then consider these temptations as beginning only when we became conscious of their presence. It is to this moment, therefore, that our 216 CONSENTING TO TEMPTATION. examination must be directed, and if we rejected them at that time, we may be at peace. This abstraction may continue for a long time, as often happens at prayer, where we are carried away by distrac- tions that entirely absorb the soul. This circumstance does not make it voluntary or deliberate. It no more depends on our will to shorten the distraction then, than it does to prevent it from coming at all; there is no more choice in the one than in the other. There will be no more sin either, for as the preoccupa- tion which comes unforeseen is blame- less, so the length of time in which it remains unperceived cannot make it cul- pable. There should be no difficulty, therefore, in deciding these cases. PASSING TEMPTATIONS. 217 CHAPTER XXIX. ON SHORT AND PASSING TEMPTATIONS. Temptations are generally perceived at once or soon after they present them- selves, and may differ in kind. Some- times they are thoughts or feelings which arise suddenly, and as quickly pass away. In such a case we. are sometimes at a loss to determine whether it was merely a temptation or whether there was not sin. Its duration was so short that al- though we turned away from it, we are unable to decide whether it was quickly enough to prevent consent. In such circumstances we may base our decision upon our ordinary senti- ments and conduct. If we esteem, love, and zealously practise the virtues against which these temptations are directed; if 2i 8 PASSING TEMPTATIONS. in our habitual disposition we are free from any voluntary sin against these virtues ; if in longer and more sustained temptations of the kind we have been victorious in the struggle, we may pru- dently judge that those fleeting thoughts and feelings were merely temptations and not sins; and that the rejection which ban- ished them had really forestalled consent The reason is, that when we act con- trary to our habitual disposition, we must use a certain violence which we cannot but perceive. If, then, we are habitually such as I have supposed, our consent to the temptation would not be a matter of ignorance or of doubt. The impression which such a consent would have made, although but passing, would have caused itself to be felt. We may reassure our- selves, then, from the very fact that we are not certain of having yielded to the PASSING TEMPTATIONS. 219 temptation. Our doubt itself proves that we may be certain, for had we really consented we should not doubt. All those who prescribe rules for persons who are troubled by temptations are unan- imous in advising them to despise these passing thoughts and to pay as little attention to them as possible. The reason which they give is the result of experience, which teaches us that if we neglect them and pass them by in occupying ourselves with other things, they leave no impres- sion and return less frequently, or not at all ; but, on the contrary, that if we attack them violently, if we subject them to a strict examination, and especially if we allow them to frighten us, we are only recalling what is already gone, we stop them and give them strength in the pause which we force them to make in our mind. That which, had we despised it, 220 PASSING TEMPTATIONS. would have been but as a passing shadow or a fleeting gleam of lightning, becomes by the attention we give it a devouring flame in our heart. It becomes an in- trenched enemy, obstinate in the combat and dangerous to the soul. Temptation is like a coward who seeks to feel his adversary. If he meets with undisguised contempt or firm resistance, he does not push the quarrel, and retires. But if he encounters timid compromise or coward fear, he takes advantage of the weakness, attacks with violence, and obliges his enemy to submit to his terms. We must, then, allow all such temptations to pass lightly by and reserve our atten- tion for useful objects. If when these thoughts arise we simply turn our heart to God in some aspiration of love and piety, they will be unable to do us any harm. PERSISTENT TEMPT ATJONS. 221 CHAPTER XXX. ON TEMPTATIONS WHICH ARE PERSISTENT AND TROUBLESOME, AND ON THOSE WHICH MAKE AN IMPRESSION ON OUR SENSES. Ordinarily, temptations are not so easily vanquished and their attack is strong and continued. If they cease for a while, it is only to return to the charge. And as they agitate both mind and heart, a timid soul is apt to fear a sin in feelings which we so frequently experience and which seem to maintain a fixed dwelling in the bosom. The fear thus excited increases the feeling; the agitation in which the soul finds itself, the failure of its efforts to overcome the trouble, give rise to a despondency more dangerous than the temptation itself, since it takes away the strength which is required for successful resistance. 222 PERSISTENT TEMPTATIONS. Our conduct during the presence of the temptation may serve to determine whether we are deserving of blame. And in the first place, to prevent ourselves from being overcome by doubts which are dangerous and unreasonable, we should return to the principles which we first established. The feeling which is experienced in the moment of temptation is not in itself a voluntary consent. It is only the bait with which the enemy hopes to gain the con- sent. He presents the object to the mind or fancy; that is a thought. He renders it pleasing to the desires or passions ; that is a feeling, which is the natural con- sequence of the representation of the ob- ject. This feeling is more or less vivid according to the temperament of the individual and the impression caused by the object. But all this is independent of the will and precedes the consent. PERSISTENT TEMPTATIONS. 223 To produce the consent it is necessary that the will should deliberately adhere to this feeling, that it should approve it, attach itself to it, and agree to it. An idea may dwell in the mind, a feeling may exist in the heart, without being adopted by the will. It is thus that we resist or reject the inspirations of the good spirit, as well as those of the bad. This first thought, then, or feeling, which only pro- poses an object to our will, no more con- stitutes a sin than it does a virtue, since these consist in the choice which is made by the will in finally attaching itself to either. If then the soul, in the time of tempta- tion, had recourse to God for the grace of which it stood in need; if it renounced the feeling which was opposed to virtue, if it disapproved and rejected it, and abhorred all that the temptation proposed ; if it 224 PERSISTENT TEMPTATIONS. sought to turn away the thought by fixing the mind on some proper or useful object ; then, even though it cannot answer with certainty for its fidelity during each instant of the continuance of the trial, it may safely judge that all that it experienced, no matter how violent it appeared to be or how long continued, was simply and merely a temptation in which there was no fault. God does not permit the soul to be tempted beyond its strength, as the Holy Ghost teaches us : " God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that which you are able, but will make also with temptation issue, that you may be able to bear it " (i Cor. x. 1 3). He is never wanting to the one who does all he can to avoid sin. And it is certain that when we em- ploy the means which religion and ex- perience point out, we cannot reproach PERSISTENT TEMPTATIONS. 225 ourselves with negligence. We must then encourage the hope that He, who in His mercy gave us the fidelity to use the proper means, has also, according to His promise preserved us from falling. This reasoning must silence the anxious doubts and fears which may arise when God has caused the calm to succeed the storm. The temptation may be strong enough to excite bad impressions on our senses. They should not alarm us. What we have said of feelings or sentiments is equally applicable to impressions or sensations. Sensible impressions do not depend on the will, which, not having the power to stop or to banish them, is not responsible for their commencement or their persist- ence. In such circumstances there is no sin save in their approval or acceptance. So long as we regard them as the con- sequence of a temptation which we 226 PERSISTENT TEMPTATIONS. combat and condemn, we do not approve them and are not to blame. These im- pressions or sensations would only in- crease, were we to attend to them and vainly strive to banish them. Since they are not sins we must not allow them to trouble us. Our attention must be di- rected solely to driving away from the mind and the heart the temptation that causes them and to guarding against the consent which it solicits. TEMPTATIONS WHICH DISTURB US. 227 CHAPTER XXXI. ON TEMPTATIONS WHICH DISTURB US IN THE EXERCISE OF VIRTUES. WE MUST NOT ABAN- DON A GOOD WORK BECAUSE OF THE DEFECT OR THE IMPERFECT MOTIVE WHICH ACCOM- PANIES IT. WE MUST RENOUNCE THE ONE AND PERSEVERE IN THE OTHER. All these principles will serve to sus- tain and encourage the soul in certain temptations which are experienced in the exercise of virtue. There are persons to whom the enemy does not dare to pro- pose the abandonment of those virtues which lead to perfection; but he makes use of artifice to restrain them and to fix them in a mediocrity that degener- ates into negligence. When not en- gaged in spiritual exercises he leaves them alone, but no sooner do they apply themselves to these than he fills their 228 TEMPTATIONS WHICH DISTURB US. imagination with a thousand ideas that disturb them. In those who aspire to lead a life of perfection, without being deterred there- from either by human respect or by the fear of the sacrifices which it entails, he inspires a secret pride in the fulfilment of their duties. This thought insinuates itself into all their occupations. It seems to them as though in everything they sought the vain esteem of men or their own self-satisfaction. These temptations are so powerful in some as to discourage and altogether disconcert them. Possessed with the idea that on account of a want of purity of intention all their sacrifice is without fruit and without reward, they prefer to resist the inspirations of heaven, they interrupt their exercises of piety, and lead a life filled with imperfections and TEMPTATIONS WHICH DISTURB US. 229 with faults. Through a dread of the struggle in which they must engage, they omit the good works which God inspires, and thus in avoiding one snare they fall into another. If the temptation arises from useless occupations in which we engage, or from dangerous occasions not required by our state of life, there can be no doubt that we should abandon them in order to se- cure ourselves; but, on the other hand, it is equally certain that we must not, through fear of temptation, fail to per- form our duty and follow the guidance of the Spirit of God. Temptation is not of itself an evil, whereas it is surely an evil to be wanting in our duty in that which God requires. If we allow our- selves to be influenced by this fear and on that account abandon our exercises of piety or the profit which attends a 230 TEMPTATIONS WHICH DISTURB US. spirit of sacrifice, we are wanting in fidel- ity to grace ; we deprive ourselves of that assistance which would enable us to ad- vance in perfection ; we place in the hand of our enemy a certain means of causing us to abandon successively all that we are bound to perform. He will take ad- vantage of this empire which he is allowed to acquire, of this fear which he has succeeded in inspiring, and will lead us by degrees to the neglect of the practices of religion, of the sacraments, of all that nourishes piety. Will a soul in such a state, without strength, with- out courage, afraid to seek in prayer and mortification the means of support, be able to resist successfully the assault of its enemy? Let us not then fear such temptations, since, as we have often said, the fault is not in them, but in our consenting to TEMPTATIONS WHICH DISTURB US. 231 the evil which they propose. Those which are more enduring we must en- counter with confidence and love of God. Those which are but passing thoughts, no matter how frequent, we must despise and forget, renewing our intention of doing the will of God in all our actions. Then such temptations will bring with them no imperfections; they will even do us good, since they will cause a more frequent purifying of our intention. Thus shall good come from evil and from a snare designed for our destruction we shall derive a means for our sanctification. 2 3 2 BANISHING TEMPTATIONS. CHAPTER XXXII. TEMPTATIONS NOT TO BE REASONED WITH. MEANS OF BANISHING THEM. There are certain passions which we can vanquish only by a direct attack ; that is, by doing the reverse of what they suggest. Those which form the leading points of an unsubdued nature are of this number. They who are subject to vanity, anger, susceptibility, and to quick and strong prejudices, can surmount these passions only by practising on occasion the virtues which are directly opposed to them. They must not be satisfied with renouncing the feelings which those pas- sions inspire, but they must mortify them by producing the opposite sentiments. If they seek only to avoid the occasions of their faults they will not succeed in BANISHING TEMPTATIONS. 233 destroying the passion, and when they can no longer avoid the occasion, they will be almost certain to fall. It is by practising humility, meekness, by self-re- nunciation, and by attentions to those against whom we have a prejudice, that we give to those passions efficacious blows, insure their defeat and the complete victory of him who is faithful in resisting every attack. On the other hand, nothing is more damaging than the conduct of certain persons in the time of temptation. They believe that they are guilty of a fault in case they fail to exhaust themselves in reasoning down the suggestions of the temptation. They enter into a discussion with the passion that attacks them, and which is never without a specious reason for its justification. They engage in a combat that is long and doubtful, and that 234 BANISHING TEMPTATIONS. need not have lasted a minute if they had refused to argue with their wily enemy — or which, at least, would have given them much less trouble to surmount. This is especially the case in temptations against faith and hope, or in sentiments opposed to charity. They wish to assure them- selves of their interior dispositions by going directly against the temptation, and they only involve themselves in trouble- some doubts and perplexities, and uselessly expose themselves to peril. So soon as we reason w r ith the tempta- tion, particularly in difficult matters or where difficulties are easily excited and hard to answer for those who are not well informed in such matters, or in things which appeal to self-love, and which our natural malice approves, we are in the greatest danger of defeat. So it was that Eve fell. BANISHING TEMPTATIONS. 235 Temptations that enter the soul through the senses and which offer a satisfaction that is in conformity with nature cause a very strong impression. That which we oppose to it, not being appreciable to the senses nor affecting our nature, makes much less impression, unless, in- deed, it be strengthened by a very vivid faith. In the midst of our trouble, faith has frequently a difficulty in making it- self heard and our resistance to the pas- sion becomes very weak. Besides, in this sort of defence, the attention we give to the temptation keeps it alive and makes it more felt, so that every instant it seems to us that we have yielded our consent to its suggestions, and we become so troubled and dismayed as to be unable afterward to give a satisfactory account of our conduct. In all such temptations, there is no 236 BANISHING TEMPTATIONS. surer way of defending ourselves than simply to banish the thought by occupy- ing our minds with some pious senti- ment. If thoughts can intrude themselves without the consent of the will, the latter, on the other hand, can indirectly expel them by obliging the mind to occupy it- self with other objects. Nor is it neces- sary to select for this purpose such as are opposed to the temptation which assails us, it being sufficient to disavow or reject it by entertaining any thought or any act of virtue that may distract our attention, selecting in preference those which are to us most familiar or most striking. Some, easily moved by the sufferings of the God become man for our sake, place themselves at the foot of the cross of Jesus Christ who by the sacrifice of His life expiated our sins ; there they con- BANISHING TEMPTATIONS. 237 ceive a new sorrow for their faults and omissions, and a new horror for what- ever might crucify again in their hearts their dear Lord and Master. Others, in imagination, fly for refuge within the Sacred Heart of Jesus, imploring His mercy and protection, and by penetrat- ing into His goodness and compassion for them, excite within themselves a gratitude and a confidence that insure their fidelity. These, moved especially by the love displayed by Jesus in giving Himself to them in the Holy Eucharist, make use of the sentiments inspired by His infinite mercy to withdraw their heart from everything that might offend so good a Lord. Those, imagining them- selves at the moment in which they will be called upon to render an account to God, dwell upon the thought of heaven and hell. They ask themselves, "If I 2 3 8 BANISHING TEMPTATIONS. were just about to appear before the tribunal of Jesus Christ, how should I then wish to have acted?" Occupying themselves earnestly with these objects so interesting to the Christian and so capable of withdrawing man from sin, penetrated with truths at once so touch- ing, so striking, their hearts become in- sensible to the temptation and their minds cease to entertain the thought. There are few temptations that can persist long in the soul who, refusing to listen to or discuss the imaginary reasons of passion and animated by a lively con- fidence, turns to God in loving trust and implores His help through the in- tercession of the Blessed Virgin. This exercise of love for God, during the continuance of the temptation, is the best safeguard of the heart. It can never be overcome so long as it sustains this BANISHING TEMPTATIONS. *39 sentiment To render it stronger and more enduring the mind should recall the motives that are apt to nourish and increase it; the enemy will soon retire in confusion. A renewal of the attack should be met with the same defence. It is desirable next to banish entirely from the mind and heart the ideas and feelings which beget the danger. We shall do it most readily and surely by en- gaging ourselves in some other thoughts or occupations. Indeed there are occa- sions, especially when the temptation is unusually strong and obstinate, where it is desirable to take up some entertain- ing author, to engage in some bodily exercise, or to occupy ourselves earnestly in business or the discharge of our household duties. Such occupations fix the attention and free the mind from the seductive pictures of the imagina- 240 BANISHING TEMPTATIONS. tion. When peace and calm have re- turned, the mind and heart will be more at liberty to think of God and to attach themselves to Him more closely. A capital point in these combats is the not allowing ourselves to be troubled, or to relax our confidence, and especially to resist the very first attack. When we are disturbed by fear we know not where to turn for assistance, being, in a man- ner, struck with blindness. We do not think of seeking assistance; the heart knows not on what to resolve, since the intellect presents nothing to prompt its action. We may verify this in our daily experience, as well in temporal as in spiritual things. How often have we not beheld a man in sudden danger, pal- sied by fear, lose his presence of mind; in vain is a help tendered to him, he cannot see it; he has safety at hand, BANISHING TEMPTATIONS. 241 and in seeking it, he turns his back upon it. Show a bold front to the enemy and you can then take surer measures to parry his blows, you will more readily perceive the means of conquering, and being more at ease, you will employ them with greater confidence. And, once more, what cause is there for fear? The devil can indeed suggest the most horrible sins, but can he oblige you to consent to them ? That depends on your will, not on his. Why then be frightened at a result which lies com- pletely at your own disposal? Why fear a consent, which, with the assured assist- ance of grace you can certainly refuse? Stand firm and you have nothing to fear from an enemy who can only con- quer by your permission. This courage will spring from your 242 BANISHING TEMPTATIONS. confidence in God, which you must be careful to sustain. When one is dis- couraged in temptation, he is already half overcome. His efforts are feeble, because unsupported by those graces which confidence attracts. How should they be granted when, through fear, there is no thought of imploring them? He no longer considers the goodness and power of a God who is able and willing to defend His child. And yet were he to ask with trusting faith, that power and goodness would be soon made manifest. The confidence of the Royal Psalmist should be his: u f will call upon the Lord ; and I shall be saved from my enemies" (Ps. xvii. 4). "But," you may say, "how often have I not experienced my weakness in this temptation?" Yes, because you have always been wanting in confidence. Be BANISHING TEMPTATIONS. 243 firm then, and you will never fall. St. Peter, walking on the waters at the com- mand of Jesus Christ, began to sink so soon as he commenced to doubt ; he was saved only by a return to confidence, which gained for him the protection of his divine Master. In temptations, especially in those which are generally violent, be on your guard at the first attack and try to re- press its first motions. If, by a feeble defence, you allow the imagination to become excited and the heart to be oc- cupied, your negligence will serve to increase your weakness. A passion that is trifled with soon gains the upper hand. It was only a spark, easily extinguished ; it becomes a flame which consumes all the faculties of the soul. This advice is the more necessary in those temptations that are increased in violence by the 244 BANISHING TEMPTATIONS. impression which they make on the senses. A special mercy is then required to preserve us unharmed amidst the flames. Diligence in meeting the dan- ger would either have preserved you from the temptation or would have assured you the protection of God, whereby you would have escaped without a wound. When anything occurs that is strange to our experience we should at once con- sult our confessor, and make known to him the new temptation. He will teach us what means we must employ to resist and banish the adversary. This act of humility and Christian simplicity draws down special graces from heaven. Our Lord takes a special interest in the troubles of those who, according to the order of divine providence, seek to walk in the paths of obedience. It often hap- pens that such temptations never attack FREQUENT TEMPTATIONS. 245 us a second time, when revealed at once to the minister of God. If we conceal them in the hope that they will disappear, they gain time to fortify themselves and become more difficult to overcome. CHAPTER XXXIII. ON FREQUENT TEMPTATIONS. " IN TIME OF PEACE, PREPARE FOR WAR." When we are subject to frequent temp- tations, we must employ the intervals of attack in preparing ourselves and in gathering strength to resist. He who would make himself ready only when assailed is easily surprised and readily defeated. " In time of peace, prepare for war," is a well-known maxim. We should not neglect its warning in our spiritual combats, where defeat is so much more 246 FREQUENT TEMPTATIONS. important than in temporal affairs, since thereby we are deprived of an eternal kingdom. This preparation consists in leading a life of recollection. When we are lead- ing a gay and distracted life we do not pay proper attention to what is passing in our heart. Temptations advance very far before we find ourselves roused to a sense of danger. The mind being oc- cupied with light and trifling things, finds a difficulty in reflecting seriously on the motives which religion offers to counter- act the solicitations of passion. But in interior recollection, occupied with God and holy things, we see the enemy from afar; we use the proper precautions, and we find in our habitual thoughts and feel- ings sufficient weapons for a successful defence. The mind occupied with the truths of faith, the heart habitually at- FREQUENT TEMPTATIONS. 247 tached to virtue, are not so easily shaken by the false allurements of passion. The torch of faith reveals the depth of the precipice to which the temptation leads, and, filled with horror, we withdraw from the slippery descent. Assiduous prayer, the invocation of the saints, and particu- larly of the Mother of God, open to us the treasures of heaven and procure for us those chosen graces for which the dissi- pated soul does not even think of asking. If this recollected life be accompanied by a careful frequentation of the sacra- ments, we shall be still more secure. And even though we sometimes yield to temptation, we should not therefore with- draw from the sacraments, but on the contrary, approach them more frequently. The Sacrament of Penance was estab- lished not only for the remission of actual sins, but also for conferring graces which 248 FREQUENT TEMPTATIONS. may withhold us from others that we might commit and fortify us against the passions which lead us into sin. In abstaining from the sacraments, then, we deprive ourselves of these graces and diminish our capacity for resistance. The more frequently we approach the Sacrament of Penance, the greater is the horror which we conceive for sin. This horror, frequently renewed, becomes more rooted in the soul, more vivid in its effects, and fortifies it more powerfully in the moment of danger. Moreover, all the theologians unite in saying that when a person who is very much inclined to mortal sin has had the misfortune to fall, he should lose no time in being recon- ciled, since, being separated from God and deprived of sanctifying grace, he remains in the greatest danger of com- mitting the sin again, on a recurrence FREQUENT TEMPTATIONS. 249 of the temptation. It is therefore very prejudicial to delay having recourse to the Sacrament of Penance, and still more so to abandon it altogether, or for a time. The holy communion, when we ap- proach it after suitable preparation, is also a very powerful aid against tempta- tion. We there receive Jesus Christ, the Saviour of souls. After having given Himself to us can we believe that He will refuse the graces which are necessary to preserve us in union with Him ? If He enters our heart, is it not that He may confirm it in virtue? The Holy Council of Trent, speaking of the Holy Eucharist, says : "Jesus Christ desired that this Sacrament should be received as the spiritual food of souls, that it should nourish and strengthen them, . . . and should be an antidote by which we should 250 FREQUENT TEMPTATIONS. be delivered from our daily faults and preserved from mortal sins " (Sess. xiii. c. 2). If there be any time in which we have pressing need of help to confirm us in virtue, to strengthen us against the enemy of salvation, to preserve us from mortal sin, it is certainly when we are the object of frequent temptations. The celestial food, the powerful antidote, is never more needed. To deprive ourselves voluntarily of that assistance provided for such emergencies would be to court peril and tempt our weakness. Besides, when preparing ourselves for the Blessed Sac- rament we are absorbed in the thoughts suggested by the great event; our heart, occupied by the sentiments of piety which it strives to excite, recoils from tempta- tion and is attentive to exclude everything that may diminish the graces which it solicits. But of this point the confessor FREQUENT TEMPTATIONS. 251 is the proper judge ; it is for him to pre- scribe what is to be done, lest in this we should be guided by illusions. To all these safeguards against the temptations to which we are exposed, we may add the exercise of penance. It obtains new graces ; it humbles the spirit ; it deadens the passions; it expiates our sins, our faults and negligences ; it excites our fervor, and redoubles our vigilance. In this, however, there is need of discre- tion and judgment. We must not carry our mortification too far, for then it would be an excess and prejudicial to our health, which Christian prudence commands us to preserve. The practice of mortification is beneficial against nearly all the pas- sions ; but there are temptations in which it may be hurtful to some persons, accord- ing to their character and temperament. To such, mortification must be forbidden, 252 UTILITY OF TEMPTATIONS. and they must do nothing of the kind, save by counsel and permission. CHAPTER XXXIV. THE UTILITY OF TEMPTATIONS. If temptations render us so unhappy, it is because we do not look upon them from the right point of view. We consider only the danger to which we are exposed, the evil to which we are drawn ; we lose sight of the advantages which they confer, of the spiritual benefit which they can pro- cure. This ignorance, or this want of reflection, accounts for the little profit which we derive from these trials. The following considerations will serve to make us bear them more patiently and will give us greater facility in overcoming them. UTILITY OF TEMPTATIONS. 253 Temptations may be made to lead a Christian heart to the practice of the most solid virtues and to the acquisition of great merits in heaven. It is a great consolation to think that we can derive advantages from the very enemies that assail us and make them contribute to our happiness. Surely this thought should animate us in the hour of combat. It is the motive proposed to us by the apostle St. James : " Esteem it, my brethren, all joy, when you shall fall into divers temptations" (i. 2), and he at once assigns the reason, " knowing that the trying of your faith worketh patience'' and patience, he adds, worketh perfection. Man does not sufficiently reflect upon himself; he does not know himself; he avoids self-examination lest perchance he should recognize faults which would cause him to blush. All his attention is 254 UTILITY OF TEMPTATIONS. engaged in endeavoring to excuse his sins to himself, and to exaggerate his good qualities. From this foolish conduct spring that self-love so delicate, so sensi- tive, so touchy; that self-esteem and pre- sumption which expose him to so many dangers ; that vanity, that preference which he gives himself over others. Pride, the source of all evils, blinds him to his defects, to his falls, and to his weak- ness. Even pious persons are not exempt from this self-complacency, this dwelling on one's virtues, this hunger for esteem, which are so natural to man. It is a secret spring of pride and vanity, which exalts them in their own eyes, puffs them up with satisfaction, leads them to rely on their own strength, and keeps them in a rash and dangerous feeling of security. It is a subtle poison that infects actions which are, in appearance, most holy. UTILITY OF TEMPTATIONS. 255 Temptations are a sovereign remedy against this dangerous evil and its perni- cious consequences. They reveal to man the interior of his own heart ; they show him what he is when left to himself ; they tear away all concealment and all disguise. By the light of their gloomy torch he sees his misery, his weakness, his corruption. Attacked alternately by the different pas- sions, by envy, jealousy, hatred, vengeance, and by others, lower yet and more degrad- ing, he sees in his heart the germs of all those disorders into which others have fallen and he is at last persuaded that his nature is not superior to theirs. The first effect produced in us by such a sight, is to inspire a humility propor- tioned to the misery which is thereby made known to us, where there is subject only for humility and contempt. The compla- cency which we might feel at the sight of 256 UTILITY OF TEMPTATIONS. certain good qualities which we possess, is soon lowered by that crowd of evil in- clinations against which we must wage unceasing warfare. We see ourselves such as we should appear to men were our heart with all its passions unveiled to their contemplation. We feel for ourselves a Christian contempt, humility before God, and, at least, equality with other men. What advantages could we not derive from this self-knowledge accompanied by the spirit of religion ? Are we suffering — submissive to the designs of providence, we acknowledge that God is lenient to- ward us and does not treat us as the corruption of our heart deserves. Are we happy and consoled — we adore the good- ness of God who is so indulgent to His unworthy creature. The contrast of our unworthiness and the divine goodness, ex- cites the most lively gratitude and inspires UTILITY OF TEMPTATIONS. 257 a more perfect love. With the convic- tion that we are unworthy of the bene- fits which we receive at His hands and which flow from His infinite mercy, we strive to deepen still more our humility, that virtue at once so necessary and the mother of so many other virtues. One to whom temptations have re- vealed all the corruption of his heart, experiences, alone with God, the same confusion which he would suffer before men to whom it should be known. It is a salutary confusion which should be pre- served. Hereafter, guided by the spirit of religion, he will not be irritated by the conduct of others, rough and disagreeable though it be. The light of faith shows him that he merits even more contempt than he receives, and if he does not meet with more, it is because he is not thoroughly known to others, or their 258 GREATER VIGILANCE. charity blinds them to that which they might otherwise perceive. Is anything more needed to destroy forever his self- complacency and esteem ? CHAPTER XXXV. THE SUBJECT CONTINUED. ONE WHO IS SUBJECT TO TEMPTATIONS AND DESIROUS OF SAVING HIS SOUL, ATTACHES HIMSELF THE MORE CLOSELY TO GOD AND EXERCISES THE GREATER VIGI- LANCE. The knowledge that temptations give of the interior produces another effect which rightly followed up leads to per- fection. One who is subject to tempta- tions and yet desirous of being saved attaches himself more closely to God and is excited to greater vigilance over him- GREATER VIGILANCE. 259 self — two great means of advancing rapidly in the path of sanctity. He sees in his heart a number of ene- mies, he knows his own weakness ; and although he feels that with ordinary grace he has sufficient resolution to overcome some, yet against others to which he is more violently drawn and in certain oc- casions of greater peril, he is convinced from his own weakness, from a sorrowful experience, and from a knowledge of the principles of his religion, that without special graces, he will not have the cour- age to resist successfully. Knowing these things and alarmed at the unequal strug- gle, what is he to do? He must seek help powerful enough to sustain him against his enemies and particularly against those whom he most fears. Faith teaches him that this assistance is to be found only in God, and that to obtain it 260 GREATER VIGILANCE. he has only to implore it fervently and perseveringly. To Him then does he turn with entire confidence. At the first movement of the tempta- tion, he says with the Psalmist, "/ have lifted up my eyes to the mountains from whence help shall come to me" (Ps. cxx. i); he solicits it by his prayers ; he attracts it by his desires; all the aspirations of his heart are eloquent to obtain it. The more the temptation presses him, the more he attaches himself to God. He is like a child walking along the margin of fear- ful precipices or surrounded by ferocious beasts of prey ; he clings to his Father for protection whenever the path grows slip- pery and dangerous, or when the fierce growl or the fiery eye warns him of mor- tal peril. Under the protection of God, like the Royal Prophet, he ceases to fear enemies GREATER VIGILANCE. 261 who are powerless against a strong faith pointing to eternal happiness and a firm hope which gains those especial graces promised to implicit confidence. He no longer regards the enemy whom he had thought well-nigh invincible ; he despises him or attacks him with confidence, and in such dispositions he meets with an easy victory. This grace, frequently re- newed, teaches him all the more the ex- tent of God's goodness and mercy in his regard, and in return his love grows fer- vent and strong. Temptations, then, prop- erly understood and met according to the spirit of religion, attach us more closely to God by the great virtues of faith, hope, and charity, to the frequent exer- cise of which they oblige us. On the other hand, the conviction of our weakness inevitably excites us to greater vigilance. A weak man is a timid 262 GREATER VIGILANCE. man — timid in proportion to his weak- ness. That weakness makes him very care- ful not to make to himself enemies, and to avoid the anger of those whom he has already made. He is attentive to his own behavior and weighs every word. Doubt- ful of his own strength he seeks to attack no one. This conduct is but a figure of the precaution which a Christian should take. He avoids with care whatever may excite the temptations to which he is sub- ject, whatever may give rise to new and untried dangers. He knows who it is that says, "He that loveth danger shall perish in it" (Eccles. iii. 27). In the fear of being left to his own weakness by rendering himself, through presumption, unworthy of the assistance of heaven, he is all atten- tion to what passes in his mind and heart, lest some new enemy should creep in, or lest those already there concealed, taking GREATER VIGILANCE. 263 advantage of his negligence, should take him by surprise, gain him with the poi- soned sweetness of passion, and force him to the precipice. Vigilance is the more necessary, because the temptation is not unfrequently dis- guised. It uses stratagem, it alleges false pretexts, it takes upon itself the appearance of virtue so as to draw the soul quietly to the fatal trap. Passion often conceals itself lest it should be recognized. It will insinuate itself insensibly into the heart, and disguise itself so as to enter unper- ceived. He who is inattentive to its ap- proach gives it time to fortify itself or fails to erect a barrier strong enough to resist its attack. On the contrary, he who is exercised in the spiritual warfare and aware of the danger of new temptations, or of giving the slightest way to the old, is always on the alert to detect the slightest 264 GREATER VIGILANCE. movement of his heart. He examines the nature of his feelings and no sooner does he perceive the enemy than he challenges him and stands to his own defence. And this vigilance is an assured bulwark against temptations, whether from without or from within. With it there can be no surprise, and the enemy finds the garrison prepared at all points. In time of peace and calm, precaution is regarded as superfluous. But in time of war or in the midst of the tempest, we must be vigilant to escape shipwreck or defeat. And so it is that frequency of temptation begets vigilance, and vigilance causes a stricter union with God, and from this union springs docility to the inspira- tions of the Holy Ghost, and docility leads us in the path of perfection. GOOD EFFECTS OF TEMPTATION. 265 CHAPTER XXXVI. THE GOOD EFFECTS OF TEMPTATION IN NEGLI- GENT SOULS. Temptations, which seemed destined to be the certain ruin of negligent souls, have not unfrequently been a heaven-provided means of rescuing them from the tepidity in which they lived and of leading them to the fervent practice of virtue. There are persons who live a life of languishing piety. No marked disorder is visible in their general conduct, but neither is there any endeavor after perfection. If they do not commit any of those mortal offences which cut us off from God, neither do they do any great good, through their indif- ference to the mortification of the senses, their indulgence of every feeling and in- clination not manifestly sinful, and their 266 GOOD EFFECTS OF TEMPTATION. habitual disregard of the persistent prin- ciples of the faith. Their lives, having so little of the supernatural, are but indif- ferently meritorious in the sight of God. They are vessels becalmed on their voyage to heaven. Well, God sends a storm to break the idle calm. Temptation comes to awake slumbering piety, and God, enlightening them as to their state, draws them kindly to Him by His grace. They see themselves on the eve of perils from which they shrink affrighted. They find themselves beset by enemies alternately employing charms and fears to seduce or to intimi- date. Religion then makes herself known in all her strength. Alarmed at the danger they have recourse to God in whom alone they can have confidence of a favorable issue to the combat. If the assaults are renewed, they think seriously GOOD EFFECTS OF TEMPTATION. 267 and resolutely of employing all the means which faith can offer to escape the im- pending ruin. Henceforth, earnest in prayer, by which they hope to obtain the required strength ; united with God, to whom a lively sense of danger has recalled them; watchful over themselves, so as not to fall into the snares prepared for them, — they act only from motives of piety and live in the con- tinual exercise of virtue. All that they desire, all that they do, is offered up as an act of homage to God. The more they are assailed by temptations, the more firmly do they determine to continue in the path which alone conducts to a place of safety. From a life of tepidity they enter on a life of fervor in which every moment is consecrated to God. This change necessarily takes place in us if we are faithful to grace. For, 268 GOOD EFFECTS OF TEMPTATION. attacked by temptations, seeing our sal- vation at stake and wishing to avoid a loss that is irreparable, however slightly we may reason from the principles of faith, we cannot but recognize that it would be presumption, and a very sinful presumption, to expect, from the hands of God, a victory which we take no steps to insure. To live a tepid and dissipated life, to omit or negligently to perform our accustomed exercises of piety, to approach the sacra- ments rarely and with but little prepara- tion, to be careless about the commission of venial sins and yet to expect from the mercy of God the grace to resist our passions, — is only to tempt Him, to render ourselves unworthy of His assistance, to deserve that we should be abandoned to our own weakness and become the slave of sin. With such dispositions, a tepid and neg- GOOD EFFECTS OF TEMPTATION. 269 ligent soul cannot be said, with justice, really to intend resistance ; for, to wish the end whilst we reject the means is not to wish at all. God must then say as He said to His chosen people : " Destruction is thy own, O Israel: thy help is only in Me" (Osee, xiii. 9). It is not of such that I treat, but rather of those who, in spite of their tepidity, fear sin and love God enough to shrink from a mortal offence, and to adopt the means which are necessary for their preservation. To such souls temptations are very useful, arousing them from their sloth and exciting their fervor. Those who treat of the spiritual life teach us that God sometimes permits a tepid soul to fall into some grievous fault, in order to rouse it from its lethargy by the remorse which follows sin. 270 OVERCOMING TEMPTATIONS. CHAPTER XXXVII. THE TIME SPENT IN OVERCOMING TEMPTATIONS IS NOT TIME LOST. Some persons, much subject to tempta- tions, lament the time which they spend in resisting them. I cannot, they say, preserve recollection. When I try to meditate, to recite some prayers, to spend a few moments in the presence of the Blessed Sacrament, I cannot fix my mind on God. That is the very time that temptations come to assail me ; and I pass it in a vain endeavor to banish them. I meet these troublesome and obstinate visitors even at the holy table, when I go to receive my Lord and my God. What profit can I expect from pious exer- cises performed in such a manner ? This thought brings great discourage- ment. To cure this, to reassure and OVERCOMING TEMPTATIONS. 271 console such persons, it is important to recall to them the principles by which to correct their error and the advantages of such a state when borne as it should be. It is a maxim universally acknowledged that we are not called to serve God accord- ing to our own feelings and inclinations, but in the way which He requires and according to His good-will. God attaches His graces and rewards, not precisely to the good works which we prescribe for ourselves, but to those which He author- izes and enjoins. It is on this principle that is based the decision that, if obedience prescribes an employment which keeps us from prayer or meditation, by performing the action in a spirit of recollection we please God just as much as if we had spent the time in communion with Him. And if we were to omit the action for the sake of praying or meditating, we should 272 OVERCOMING TEMPTATIONS. not be serving God as He requires; we should offend instead of serving Him. This principle should suffice to convince you that you do not lose the time which you pass in resisting temptations that occur during your exercises of piety. The devil has no more power over men than God allows to him. It was only by an express permission that he was enabled to subject the patient Job to so many trials and temptations. God permits this state in which you find yourself; and as distractions are a species of temptation, you must apply to them what I have just been saying. How then does God wish that you should serve Him ? Is it by a sustained and uninterrupted meditation on holy things? Is it by tender colloquies with Himself which no earthly affection shall be allowed to disturb? Not so; He OVERCOMING TEMPTATIONS. 273 wishes you to serve Him by a faithful and persevering resistance to all the inspira- tions of the enemy, by which he strives to seduce and separate you from the divine love; that, like the Jews rebuilding the walls of Jerusalem, one hand should grasp the sword of defensive warfare whilst the other labors to erect the spiritual edifice of perfection in a sentiment of lively faith and unshaken hope — a hope, I mean, unshaken in your will, however it may seem to waver in your imagination. Has such been your fidelity ? Then you have done the will of God; you have honored Him as He re- quired; you have put Him above every- thing else ; you have in your submission, and patience, and fidelity in resisting temptation, been as pleasing to Him as though you had been occupied in an ecstasy of fervent prayer distinguished by the most affectionate sentiments. 274 OVERCOMING TEMPTATIONS. I ask you, how can that time be lost which is spent in conformity to the will of God and in the exhibition of so marked and solid an attachment to Him ? After such an exercise, in which you have courageously resisted all the attacks of your enemies, you should be as well satis- fied as if you had performed it in the greatest recollection and tranquillity. It had less savor and sweetness, but the fruit was all the richer. You have done the will of God, and He will acknowledge it in the graces with which He will enrich your soul. The accomplishment of that will was painful ; the pain will not be forgotten in the recompense. The Holy Ghost assures us by the mouth of the Apostle : " God is not unjust, that He should forget your work, and the love which you have shown in His name" (Heb.vi. 10). The time, therefore, so employed is not OVERCOMING TEMPTATIONS. 275 lost, not only because we render God the honor and service which He asks at our hands and in the very way He asks it, but, also, because in these combats we acquire merits which are being multiplied in every minute. Persecutions that in- creased the sufferings of the martyrs enriched their crown of triumph ; tempta- tions are a persecution that has the same effect in a faithful soul. The Holy Ghost declares him blessed, who " could have transgressed, and hath not transgressed ; who could do evil things, and hath not done them " (Eccles. xxxi. 10). His happiness is proportioned to the merit which he amassed by his perseverance. On this principle, when you observe the law of God and do His will in a way that is displeasing to nature, you acquire a double claim to reward: first, you have obeyed, and secondly, you have obeyed 276 OVERCOMING TEMPTATIONS. with difficulty, and against resistance and combat. The sacrifice which you have made of the natural inclination which solicited and impelled you, is rewarded here by new graces, and hereafter by an increase of eternal glory and happiness. Following up this reasoning, what an immense treasure of merit that person accumulates who, assailed by all kinds of temptations, is steadfast in clinging to God ! He is certain that every sacrifice was noted ; every one had its merit, every one shall have its recompense. On each separate occasion that he resisted tempta- tion, it could be said of him, " Blessed is he, for he could have transgressed, and hath not transgressed ; he could do evil things, and hath not done them? And what a vast number of sacrifices are made by that one who, often drawn and urged by pas- sion, constantly resists its seductions and OVERCOMING TEMPTATIONS. 277 refuses the object which it presents to his concupiscence. Few moments pass un- marked by victory. The repeated and varied assaults of the enemy only serve to swell the number of victims which the faithful warrior immolates to God. What a treasure of merits in these hand-to-hand struggles with passion ! We do not our- selves perceive every sacrifice which we make, but the all-seeing eye of God does not suffer one to escape. Is anything more needed to console us in this state and to encourage us to perseverance ? If the contest is severe, the crown is brilliant ; one minute of pain, and an eternity of glory ! And who would wish to exchange eternal glory for a minute's gratification ? Nor is the merit restricted to these re- peated sacrifices ; new treasures are found in the interior virtues practised at such a time. We feel very well that we can- 278 OVERCOMING TEMPTATIONS. not maintain successful resistance with- out the aid of heaven, without the light and the motives of faith, the inspirations of hope, and the support of divine charity. 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