LIBRARY OF CONGRESS. v%-rn^ @]^ ©opgrtg]^ la* Slielf-..QL.l? UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. VERSES OF A COLLEGIAN /■ EDWARD G. GERSTLE " 1 NEW YORK & LONDON G. P. PUTNAM'S SONS 1885 COPYRIGHT BY EDWARD G. GERSTL]^ Press of G. P. Putnam's Sons New York CONTENTS. PAGE. The Growing Murmur I A Hero ......... g Dolce Far Niente i8 The Poet's Hour 24 The Clay— The Man 27 Then? 30 Morn, Noon, Night 33 Nightfall 36 The Difference 37 Morning-Glories . . . . . . . . 38 Auf Wiedersehen 40 lone 41 Song 42 Daybreak , . . . . . . . , 43 Vesper-Tide 45 SONNETS. The Tournament ....... 49 Carmen 50 The Test 51 iii IV CONTENTS. June 12, 1878 52 The Sweetest Music 53 Poetry 54 Success 55 To Phyllis 56 Refuge 57 Sunset , ... 58 See-Saw 59 Palma Non Sine Pulvere 60 Reserve 61 Ad Infinitum . 62 Exteriors . 63 Salvation 64 Harmony 65 Puck's Votaries .66 Drifting 67 To Eloise, After a Quarrel 68 Love's Omnipotence ....... 69 Psyche and Phoenix ....... 70 Evening 71 Immortality 72 THE GROWING MURMUR. (class poem, c. c. n. y., '79.) What is all this busy murmur that is day by day increasing, That with mighty sound is swelling, greater, louder hour by hour ? Can it be the proclamation of Man's glory still unceasing. Of the giant strides of Science, or the Age's won- drous power ? Will it bring us joyful tidings of a time of deeper feeling. Of a day when greater reverence will be more and more widespread ; 2 VERSES OF A COLLEGIAN, Will it train us for the Future by its mysteries revealing, Or make the storms in flying pass more lightly overhead ? Will it teach us to live worthier, will it stir our hearts' foundation To the depth of their profoundness to attain to the ideal ; Will it break thro' Nature's barriers to investigate creation For the philanthropic purpose of determining the real ? It is but the cry of Sophists who would preach a reformation 'Gainst the aims, they say, and morals of a race degenerate, — THE GROWING MURMUR. 3 'Gainst the nations who have fallen from their erst exalted station And who now are plunging forward to a most ignoble fate. 'T is the mumbling of the doubters, 't is the cry of unbelievers Who would tell us that we cherish faiths exploded long ago, That our blind, implicit trusting and our hope are mere deceivers. That they lure us in the thicket like weird phan- toms in the snow. For, they say, the time 's corrupted, that our creeds are sham and rotten, That the day must come when Reason, uncon- trolled, must govern all ; 4 VERSES OF A COLLEGIAN, That a newer faith is coming (of their mighty brains begotten) Which will conquer all Religion, smother her ex- piring call. Some who help to swell the discord say there is no God but Nature, Some acknowledge no beginning and anticipate no end ; Some who in each gentle landscape think they see His every feature, But who cannot yet accredit that in Him all powers blend. Others build aerial castles in their wild, Utopian vision Of the momentary coming of the blest millen- nium, THE GROWING MURMUR, 5 But the sun of Truth, arising, soon dispels the dream Elysian, For the world is still unsettled and the times are troublesome. Then they hold that we are selfish, that each preys upon his neighbor, That we lurk in secret places and are waging endless war ; They forget the scroll of History that has told us of the sabre Seldom sheathed — if not in bodies. — Are we cruel as before ? Or they claim that we are despots, trampling men in degradation, Making them our ware and chattel, holding souls in servitude : O VERSES OF A COLLEGIAN, That the slaves we make subservient are the bul- warks of the nation. — Who would not assert his freedom with a manly fortitude ! So they argue, do these sceptics, drown Belief in scornful laughter, Tear Society's strong fabric as the eagle rends his prey, While we calmly wait and idly for some power to come hereafter Which, the threads together weaving, shall reclaim it from decay. We proclaim emancipation both of thought and free opinion. And we teach great Freedom's lesson and her glorious torch ignite ; THE GROWING MURMUR, 7 Grant alike to lord and menial, to the ruler in dominion And the humblest slave in serving, each his due and every right. We do hold that Thought 's supernal, which is found in Man's progression, That the chime from Reason's belfry will go sounding on thro' Time Till it strike the Future's margin with its forcible expression, Swelling to a grand sonata, to a symphony . sublime. No ! the times are not so wretched and mankind is not so shameless. These are but the wild illusions of the prophets of the day : 8 VERSES OF A COLLEGIAN. By Conviction*s unleashed deluge, by the answers of the blameless, Like the armed hosts of Pharaoh, they will perish in dismay ! Fear not, then ! The dawn is coming and the heaven is growing lighter. All the clouds that dim the vision will be banished from your view. Know that life is worth the living ; — then your prospect will be brighter And the morrow full of promise. To your God and selves be true ! A HERO. On Zion's height, where oft the cooling breezes strayed, All stood disconsolate, and ruin everywhere ; For Roman legions, in their cruel ire delayed, Were thirsting for the country's downfall. In de- spair Its people thronged the dark and slippery blood- stained streets In shuddering crowds, with fear-white cheeks and sunken eyes ; Jerusalem's high wall, which first the new sun greets All rosy, now stood desolate. The sentry's cries Disturbed the stillness of the dark, cold night no more, lO VERSES OF A COLLEGIAN. But all was hushed, save where a starving child's faint moan Rose feebly on the murky air ; or, where before Had sung the spinning-wheel, was heard a soldier's groan. And aged men and wrinkled dames their white locks rent, And stilled the plaintive pleading of their dying sons With hollow voice. The white and gayly-bordered tent Of Titus nestled in the plain, which gently runs Beyond the eye's far sweep. 'T was on the yester- day A squadron, fierce and brave, the lofty towers as- sailed ; When from the gates behind, in numberless array. Poured forth the multitude, equipped and strongly mailed ; A HERO. II And, pressing boldly on the plunder-seeking foe, Despatched those near at hand, and straightway- close pursued Until they reached a hillock ; aiid at stand below Let fly their javelins, and a counter-charge with- stood. Then from the ranks a noble Hebrew youth up- sprang, And, charging, slew a Roman knight and took his horse ; And far and wide his loud and clarion voice out- rang As on they sped ; nor did he waver in his course, But drove them sore dismayed far up the hill. At last The foe, shame-stricken, rallied for the charge and wheeled Upon their brave opponents. And the legion fast Pursued their hot pursuers 'cross the gory field. 12 VERSES OF A COLLEGIAN, Then, pierced with many a dart, the gallant charger fell, And threw its brave, young rider. Rose an echo- ing shout From out the Roman throats ; and seeing victory well, They seize the fallen youth, his valiant ranks they rout. And as they firmly bound him, 'cross his stern proud face There passed a look of deepest hate. His eyes flashed fire. And thus he spake : " My lasting curses on the race That slew my best-beloved, my mother and my sire ! But, as there lives a God, my vengeance shall one day Be wreaked on Titus and his host. I have no fears For all your torments. But beware ! and what I say A HERO. 13 [Mark well, for Roman blood shall flow for Hebrew tears ! " And thus before the presence of their royal lord They brought him ; and the stern centurion straight- way told To Titus of the issue of the fray. His sword He drew, as if to slay at once the warrior bold, Rut haughty Titus stayed his ruffian hand, and bade His body-guard to watch him and to hold him fast. *' O Titus," said the youth, " though I be but a lad In years, I still am strong. My joy in life is past. For all my kindred dear are slain and rest with God. I scorn you and your petty might. I would not ask My life from such as you. And sleeping 'neath the sod. My bones will curse you e'en. To die 's an easy task To brave and fearless men. And though a captive bound I stand before you here within your own tent door, 14 VERSES OF A COLLEGIAN, Yet ere yon crescent moon hath gone the earth around Thy praetors and thy chiefs shall sleep for ever- more ! " Dark frowned stern Titus. " Bind him well and doubly fast ! And mark ye that he doth not 'scape ! " loud shout- ed he. And in the captives' tent the dauntless youth they cast, Lamenting his sad lot and country's misery. His brave, though baffled troop regained the city's wall, And quick the news they spread, and sorrow deep siezed all. Hi Ht Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi Far down the narrow street there came a pensive maid ; In listless mood was she, nor marked the evening fair ; A HERO. 15 Not even for a moment was her quick course stayed, But straightway on she pressed. The thick, oppres- sive air She heeded not, and paused not till she reached the gate. And, crouching near the wall, concealed herself from view. The sentry slept. She passed, nor did her step abate Until she gained the Roman camp. A maiden true, A patriot was she, and loyal to her cause. The moon, as if ashamed so foul a camp to light. Withdrew herself behind the clouds. A moment's pause The maiden made, and then pushed forward through the night. Now on she sped, and reached the portal of the tent In which her warrior lover lay. And from her breast 1 6 VERSES OF A COLLEGIAN. 1 She drew a bright and keen-edged dagger forth, and sent The sleeping guard unto his last, unbroken rest ; And, entering, cut the cords from off her lover's arms, And in his hand she placed the cold and gleaming knife. — When hark ! the camp is roused ! Now loudly sound th* alarms ! The guards surround the tent ! The foremost yields his life Upon the warrior's blade ! The captains onward press And aim their swords directly at his manly heart, But strike the maid, who, with one lingering caress, Falls lifeless on his stricken breast. The foemen start And reel. The frantic warrior, maddened at the sight, A HERO, 17 Strikes fiercely here and there. His strong arms never tire In felling low the murdVers of his heart's delight ; And stretched upon the ground, five Roman chiefs expire ; When darts, thrown from behind, pierce through his helmless head, And down the hero sinks beside the loved one — dead ! DOLCE FAR NIENTE. The morn-breeze was cool and refreshing, the mist rose o'er valley and mountain In swift-flying cloudlets, like those of smoke when battle is ended ; And up rose the sun in its glory, and bathed the wood and the moorland And meadow with refulgent light : and glad was the heart of all nature. Here and there in the fields of wheat nodding, the crows, like spirits of darkness, Were hopping and cawing aloud, like goblins of tale and of legend. The mountains were brilliant with verdure, all tinted and radiant with glory, i8 DOLCE FAR NIENTE. I9 And seemed, like the well-beloved Joseph, adorned with a robe of all colors. For where the great Day-lamp shone o'er it were seen great patches of radiance, And the verdant spaces between them were green as the waves of mid-ocean ; Or, where the cloud sha.dows fell, unchanging, yet never one moment The same as the last, were seen broad spots of Egyptian blackness. Then was the stillness disturbed, for over the crys- tal mount-brooklet The noisy kingfisher flew, intent on his prey in the water, And, perched on the bough of the elm, the elm of the wide-spreading branches, All-watchful he gazed far below, where hurry the swift-darting fishes In and out among the smooth stones, covered over with long, wavy mosses. 20 VERSES OF A COLLEGIAN, While just at the base of the elm the marsh-frog, all green and all slimy, Sat with uplifted head, with half-closed eye and mouth open. Eagerly snapping at flies, that buzzed and that hummed round about him. And here a huge spider was spinning — the small architect of the forest — Was building a gossamer bridge, that waved and swayed in the morn-breeze. Undaunted by failure it worked, an emblem of true perseverance. The streamlet's bank was deserted by man, but not by Nature deserted, For there the marsh- mallows flourished amid the sweet clover-blossoms. And long slender leaflets of ferns out-sparkled the emerald in brilliance. And here, o'er a fallen oak drooping, that fell o*er the stream in the storm-wind — DOLCE FAR NIENTE, 21 That fell in its pride and its strength, like warriors in War's awful conflict, There blossomed the long maiden-hair and daisy and tiny Spring-beauty. While aloft the ships of the ether, as white as the down of the sea-bird, Like barks on the Great W^ater's bosom, were float- ing with slow, lazy motion. Reflected below in the stream, which, like a true mirror of Nature, Gave back to the eye of the Poet the shape and the form and the color Of mountain and tree and of cloud, of flower and each bough overhanging, — Gave back the whole varied scene in all its charm and minuteness. And here, far up in the top of yonder high-reaching poplar. Which points to the blue vault above, like an angel bright in a vision, 22 VERSES OF A COLLEGIAN, Sweetly the bobolink carolled in notes melodious and liquid, And poured forth its hymn to the day, a sweet, simple song of thanksgiving. The purple tops of the mounts, where oft the low- ering mists gather, The same and all undisturbed since first, at the great Master's calling. They stood in grandeur, showed forth no signs of man's habitation ; But there, nestling snug on its breast, as the babe on its fond mother's bosom, At the base of the green mountain side reposed the clustering village. Away from the bustle and roar and turmoil of great cities' traffic. In peace and in comfort and ease, the heirs of the forest and woodland, The gardeners honest and true, dwell happy in earth's fairest Eden. DOLCE FAR NIENTE. 2$ From sleep's soft embraces at morn the swallow, chattering, awakes them, — To guide the ploughshare awakes them — the ship of the field and the farm-yard, Which, just as the great diving-bell regains from the bed of the ocean The treasures long hidden there, to the husband man gains the rich harvests ; — Awakens them unto the axe, loud sounding at break of the morning. The low-felling axe and ringing, the axe of the forester sturdy. In dwellings humble and neat, with small and white latticed windows, O'er which twines the glory-of-mprn, and twines the sweet honeysuckle. They dwell till the Angel of Death, with fingers soothing and gentle. Their lamp of existence puts out, and bears them home to their Father. THE POET'S HOUR. Down in the vale by the calm brooklet's bank, Where violets bloom ; where weeds, tall and rank, Up-spring round the elm 'neath whose far-spreading shade The shepherd reposed, while gambolled and played The light-hearted children and school-free and gay :— The poet there witnessed the death of the day. There bathes the old shepherd his brow in the stream. And, stretched 'neath the elm, for a nap and a dream Prepares ; and his flock-dog, great, shaggy, and g^ay, 24 THE POET'S HOUR. 25 Half-asleep guards the herd through the fast-fading day. The butterfly flits from blossom to flower, The robin sings sweet from his cool, leafy bower To his bright, busy mate in clear notes and shrill, To his mate in the elm-grove adorning the hill ; — On the hill on whose bosom the buttercup grows, The daisy, the lilac, and wild mountain-rose. The evening is quiet and naught is astir Save the shepherd ; no sound save the locust's swift whir As it lights on the turf, or when sounds from the marsh The croak of the tree-toad discordant and harsh. The bulrushes sway to and fro in the breeze On the brooklet's cool side ; and golden-backed bees (Their labor complete) seek their honey-stored cell At the vine-covered cot or the bright, bubbling well, 26 VERSES OF A COLLEGIAN, While white, fleecy clouds, floating high in mid-air, Are fringed like a robe by the Sun's dying glare ; But soon they are robbed of their swift-flying hue As the Master of Day 'neath the hills sinks from view, And leaves the tired world to his seneschal, Night, Who glides with slow tread o'er this vale of delight. THE CLAY— THE MAN. (a fancy.) The great volcano from its crater wide, Unseemly as the Cyclop's glaring eye, Smoked and yet smoked. While all above Its rugged forehead dreary was and bleak, Beneath was glad and smiling : richest groves In their recesses sheltered altars reared To all the godheads ; there narcissus flowers And hyacinths were blended, each in each, To form a gaudy carpet whereupon The dancing Oreads, wreath-encircled all. Their chorus lifted to the echoing moon And listening stars ; or Bacchus, crowned With deep-empurpled clusters, summoned thence 27 28 VERSES OF A COLLEGIAN, His Satyrs and Bacchantes, bidding them Awake the stillness with a merry song, Or make the caverns answer to the ring Of ever-tripping feet. Thence Venus came (The archer-god beside her), dove-conveyed, And sent him sporting thro' the shady dell. No mortal being had been formed before, When high Olympus still was young ; no man Yet trod the earth or drew ambrosial air Into his waking breast. There was no life Save that of senseless creatures, roaming far Within the copse's depth and thicket's gloom, Lording Creation. Then the only God Fashioned a clayey shape, as yet inert And spiritless. Resolving to combine In that one form what seemed immaculate Alike in beauty and in soul, He bade His angels bear the last-created work And lay it in the glen ; for there the gods, THE CLAY-- THE MAN, 29 His ministers, their various arts applied To beautify and rule the panting world, Still heated from its birth. *T was Cupid's task The form inanimate to vivify : Calling his darling Psyche to his side, He perched her on a barbless arrow, while Her dewy wings of gossamer were tired With ceaseless fiutterings. The god of Love, Drawing the string until the feathered shaft Grazed with its tip the double-bended bow. Pierced thro* the heart the newly fashioned life. Thus soul and love were planted in the breast That drank in life and stirred with quickened pulse. Where yet no wound was left. The mass rose up The noblest work, the wondrous masterpiece, And seized the sceptre and the crown that lay Easy of grasp. The clay arose a Man ! THEN? Our hopes, our joys, our aspirations high, Our broken pledges, sins and failings end When ends this short and strange career. And then ? — Confounding problem, great and still unsolved ; Far from the striving grasp of human thought Removed ! O Death ! great arbiter of all That storms and frets within our inmost hearts — O thou that sparest none thy clammy touch — Thou proof eternal of our nothingness — What lies beyond thee and thy child, the Grave ? True, mother earth will clasp our wearied forms (Our forms how grand, yet miserably small !) Within her never-ending, fond embrace 30 THEN? 31 Until to dust primeval it return — To dust, to darkness, and oblivion ; But can she hold the God-lent spirit too, Nor grant permission that it homeward soar Again to mingle with its heavenly source ? And shall the soul, incorporate, remain A captive in this perishable clay, As some proud king, in fetters stately still, Confined in loathsome cell ? Or does this soul, This imprint unmistakable of God In man, clear stamped upon the heart and brow ; This yearning for the better things that be ; This pledge of reparation for the wrongs And sorrows that we pilgrims must endure ; — Does this great soul existence yield when Death Congeals with icy touch the failing breath ? Or does it live when perisheth the shape That fools call man ; and, from its bonds released, Regain the Fountain-head of Holiness ? 32 VERSES OF A COLLEGIAN. Appear again, in purer vesture clad, Before the great Tribunal of the World ? The blemished soul will find redemption there ! The blemished soul ? Ah, yes, for it returns Not, as it came from God, immaculate, But soars with tainted and with spotted robe, Returning like a weary prodigal ! A lily fair cast in a muddy stream Will lose its faultless hue. So with the soul, Divine of birth ; for base Corruption's hand And Crime's red fingers taint its whiteness rare. But ere again it entereth the realm Of life eternal, it is made all bright And pure and clear ; and, bleached beneath the sun Of God's forgiveness, it is taken home To live with Him throughout the length of days ! MORN, NOON, NIGHT. On the bridge's modest span I linger in the morning gray, While the sighs of Eurus fan Troubles on my brow away. As a dream Glides the stream With a laughing, merry greeting, Smoothing wrinkles from the sand With its soothing, gliding hand. With its gentle touch and fleeting. In and out Darts the trout 'Tween the stones and over, Restless as a lover. 33 34 VERSES OF A COLLEGIAN, In the stillness of the glen Shaded by the foliage thick, Far from busy marts of men, Far from piles of stone and brick, There I lie ; And the sky, Azure, stormless, tideless ocean, Spotted is with fleets of clouds, Single here, and there in crowds. Floating with a languid motion. All is here Bright and clear ; Sounds the merry cricket Gayly from the thicket. Now I seek the grand cascade Thundering from its dizzy height To its basin in the glade, In the many-tinted light. MORN, NOON, NIGHT. 35 Then away Flies the spray- In a foamy, feathered shower, Dancing in the moon-beams pale, Like a chorus in the vale, — Goddesses of field and flower. Echoes call From mountain wall, Reverberating ever. Fainting, dying never. NIGHTFALL. Night has fallen on the river, Gliding soft and slowly by, And its wavelets dance and quiver, Star-lit from an azure sky. Night has fallen on the ocean. Rough, storm-brewing, uncontrolled ; Scene of Nature's wild commotion, Rest of many a seaman bold. Down she casts her sombre curtain 0*er the city slumbering deep ; And her watch-lamps, bright and certain, "Vigils o*er its slumbers keep. O'er the country, o'er the mountain Still and calm her shadows fall ; Covers she the field and fountain. With her robe encircling all. 36 THE DIFFERENCE. " Only a beggar ! ** said the world. The bitter words sank deep In the outcast's broken heart. For years he worked, for years he toiled ; Rich harvests did he reap, But gave the poor a part. "A worthy man ! *' so says the world, And smiles as if well pleased To shake the rich man's hand. He robbed the poor, the weak despoiled, The widow's earnings seized, And took the orphan's land. Which gets the praises, which the curse ; And which do people trust ? The world would judge each by his purse, But Heaven is more just ! 37 MORNING-GLORIES. Sweet and tender little flower Clinging fondly to the wall, Beautifying porch and tower, Fit to grace the banquet-hall, 'T is of thee I sing the praises, Emblem of simplicity ; Union of the blessed Graces, Faith, sweet Hope, and Charity ! In thy purple flowers see we Royal Faith, that guiding star, Which we, desert-wand'rers weary In life*s wastes, hail from afar. 38 MORNING-GLORIES, 39 In the crimson morning-glory Lies the roseate hue of Hope, Driving off Fear, dread and hoary. Teaching with all cares to cope. In her robes, so pure and snow-white, Shines forth holy Charity, Radiant as the silv'ry moonlight ; — Thrice blessed art and wilt thou be ! Thou art in my sight far fairer Than all blossoms of the sod. For thou leadest me e'er nearer, Nearer to our common God ! AUF WIEDERSEHEN. To-night we part, but not for ever, — That thought were full of pain ; Tho* chance our firm communion sever, Our hearts will meet again. Then give me, love, e'er thou art going. For love's sweet sake a kiss ; I should become most blest in knowing Such perfect joy as this. I '11 give it back on thy returning To hope and love and me, I '11 give it living, glowing, burning With holiest thoughts of thee ! 40 r lONE. There 's confession in your eyes, lone, There *s a blush upon your cheek ; And I know what each implies, lone, Tho' your lips refuse to speak. For I know that you love one, lone, But not whom it may be, — I *d live as gay as the sun, lone. If only I were he ! 41 SONG. Wandering lone on Memory's shore In the gloaming dim and sweet, The golden tide its treasures bore And gently laid them at my feet : Recollections of fair years, Jocund as the springtime dawn. Innocent of care or tears As the gleeful face of Morn. And I gathered from the waves Tokens from the wreck of Love, Storm-tossed from their restless graves To the cheerless waste above. Still I walked the barren sand With fond hope arising fast That some sail from distant strand Might restore my love at last. 42 > DAYBREAK. 1^ Hast thou seen the gentle blending Of the darkness with the light, When the Morn his beams is sending To transpierce the shield of Night, And the heavens in prayer are bending O'er the world refreshed and bright ? Then the modest moon is fleeting On her silver car through space, As if 'shamed to bear a meeting With the sun's hard-staring face, And feathered choirs the dawn are greeting At their lofty altar-place. 43 44 VERSES OF A COLLEGIAN, From their wind-rocked slumber waking, Flowerets flaunt in chaste array ; And the brook, its cymbals shaking, Greets with rhythmic praise the day ; Whilst, above the hill-top breaking, Dawn dispels the lingering gray. VESPER-TIDE. The eve is dusk and dim, The air is still ; I hear the lowly hymn Rise and fill The vesper calmness with its melody ; I hear the chime In distant belfry toll its threnody In measured time. The bees Hiveward bring the golden store, Humming as they fly ; The trees, With light and shadow mottled o'er, Stand dim against the sky ; 45 46 VERSES OF A COLLEGIAN, The soaring lark Sings gay, — and hark ! The parting call of some sad bird Is heard, And the mimic thunder of the mill Grows still. 11 SONNETS. 47 THE TOURNAMENT. r I SEEK, well armed, th' adventurous lists of life, My name is heralded in the tournament ; My arms, my steed are ready for the strife Toward whose dim issue loving eyes are bent. Ride forth the champions bravely to the fray, Their ready lances poised to strike for Love, Whose smiles inspire them, glancing from above, Where lovely maidens for their heroes pray. I seek the lists. Uncertain is the end (The world is set against me to a man). Yet, or success or death my trial attend, I will win glory if a mortal can ; But if I fall beneath th* opposing spear. Will none lament me with a pitying tear ? 49 CARMEN. Spirit of Song, incline thy gracious head And pour from out thy sweet harmonious throat Thy symphonetic and melodious note, Which, from its pathos, fain would stir the dead ! O heaven-gifted warbler ! soft thy lay And soothing as the prattle of the brook Or cheery as the forest-whistler's song ; Thy power will last when lofty mounts decay And crumble, and when Nature's mildewed book Shall close forever to the busy throng That thumbed its once bright pages. Thou shalt live Unchanging ever, bright as golden ray Apollo-darted, and new life shalt give, O tuneful maid, when Chaos rules the day ! 50 THE TEST. Your compliments, your vows I 've treasured up, Your protestations, sighs, and phrases fine Which overflowed alike a brimful cup (When jarred) that spills the ruby-tinted wine. All these I Ve gathered in a mass confused And heated in the crucible of Truth Till thro' it all the testing heat diffused, — A fire of criticism but of ruth ; And thus I found your friendship but a name, — The cloth of gold was tinsel, warp and woof. Your love a refuge, — but without a roof To shield from storm, for when the tempest came I was not sheltered from its breath so cold : — The fire that proved you faithless left no gold. 51 JUNE 12, 1878. Weep, Muse of Poesy, weep for Bryant dead, Departed to the realms of blameless life ; Who walked thy fair domain with magic tread, Unblemished and untainted in the strife Which biting Envy and foul Malice cause ! Dead is the grand old Poet of the Wood, Both true to Earth-made and to Heaven's laws ;- Fit pattern of a noble heart and good ! As pure as incense rose his simple lay, Limpid and clear as some unruffled stream ; Life seems eternal 'neath his penciFs sway. And Death appears an everlasting dream. The bark is grounded on the final shore ; Its Master's name will live for evermore ! 52 THE SWEETEST MUSIC. Throughout all nature fairy music falls, From throat of lark and nightingale and thrush, Breathes in the whip-poor-wills* sad, plaintive calls, And from the woodland stream glad paeans gush. The rolling anthem of the organ's peal. The mellow cadence of the silvery flute, That, Orpheus-like, can hold dumb creatures mute, Are notes that thrill us thro*, that make us feel ; So, too, the artless prattle of a child. The untrained song of some field-tutored lass. The torrent's roar in its commotion wild. The winds' soft whisper, murmuring as they pass ; But sweeter far, all other strains above, The soft confession of a maiden's love ! 53 POETRY. The poet's word is full of charm and grace And falls upon the wounded heart like balm, Soothing its pain ; it fills a lonely place In some soul-desert and shoots forth a palm Of branching self-contentment. As a seed (Borne by some tropic-seeking bird aloft), When cast upon the earth and buried soft By pitying rain-drops, downward sends with speed Its tender rootlets, so the poet's word. Poised o'er the soul on dim Suggestion's wings, Leaves a sweet guerdon where its voice is heard And in its train fertility it brings. The seed once sown, the desolated plain Of stricken spirit forthwith smiles again. 54 SUCCESS. Obstructions here and there oppose the way Upon the highroad leading to Success, And Hydra-hideous obstacles increase. Uncertain is the path and dark, no ray Breaks thro' the gloom ; 't is only steadfastness That can lead forward to that Golden Fleece. This is the magical and wondrous stone Whose touch converts the basest dross to gold ; 'T is this that leads the aspirant to the throne, 'T is .thought of this that makes the weakling bold. All seek it, yet how few are they who win ! What is the secret of it ? Uprightness And purity of purpose, aim akin To true nobility and godlikeness. 65 TO PHYLLIS. To gaze into thy face is joy ; more joy To hear thee speak or sing, to see thee smile, But 't is a happiness without alloy To con the language of thine eyes the while, For there I read the secrets of thy heart And each emotion scan, each thought surmise, From which I apprehend in manner wise The confidence thy lips will not impart. O for fit words that would my love disclose ! Words but declare the shadow of the thought E'en though with burning meaning they be rife ; Yet know that in my heart thine image grows Each moment dearer, that all else is naught Save that thy life is love, thy love is life ! 56 REFUGE. Fast thro* the wintery wilderness I ride, Feeble from battle, cold and worn and faint ; A horrid, gaping wound is in my side Thro' which the blood-tide ebbs its mute complaint. A trusty knight, I bravely held my ground Till lance was shivered and my friends fell dead ; Fast fell my mace on breast and shield and head. And foes sank low. . . . The bugle's clarion sound Aroused me, lying in the chill and dark. So I speed hither to thy waiting breast. That haven, where alone I look for rest. Thy heart my citadel. — But hark, but hark ! The ringing horn, the close pursuers* cries ! I reach thy gates, am safe beneath thine eyes. 57 SUNSET. Upon a mount I see the sun decline, Painting the distant hills in gold and red And royal purple ; the faint low of kine Comes from the vale, where gorgeously lies spread A scene of matchless beauty : rolling groves Of beech and poplar clustering on the brink Of silver-watered streams, where, knee-deep, drink (Slow winding from the road) the straggling droves. And comes the vesper song of some gay swain, Commingled with the merry reaper's song, As he beholds his cottage in the lane. Around whose hearthstone all his wishes throng. Thus, all is peace ; the sad crows homeward fly In noisy flock, and tell me night is nigh. 58 SEE-SAW. We play at see-saw, love, from day to day : With buoyant heart you rise, elate and glad, The while I sink in cheerless musings sad, — When you are grieving I am fairly gay. The slanting sunbeams kiss you in their flight, Whilst I behold the bare and cheerless plain Of level commonplace ; when clears my sight With hopeful visions, you are dull again. Why then, I ask, should this be ? Shall we find Nor common ground where soul can speak to soul, Nor talisman to lift the clouds that roll Their vapory barriers 'tween the heart and mind ? Nay, doubt me not, but leave the fickle cheat Of ups and downs, and make my joy complete. 50 PALMA NON SINE PULVERE. Behold the Circus Maximus, alive With speeding chargers in their headlong course ; With wide-distended nostrils how they strive, Urged on by lashes and by yellings hoarse ! Now see the riders spin around th' ellipse Enveloped in a cloud of blinding dust ; * No faltering now, but ever on they must, — Hear the loud calls, the snapping of the whips ! The end is nigh, the goal is near them now, — On, on the victor presses to the lead. See, now he wins ! The palm bedecks his brov/ All dust-begrimed, — a well contested meed. By him alone can Victory's wreath be worn Who nobly hath the brunt of battle borne. 60 RESERVE. Our mother, Nature, tells but half she knows, And guards her secrets with a jealous care ; Her many tongues are silent everywhere : The perfumed breath of every wind that blows Tells but the whisper of the fragrant lea ; The rolling of the breakers on the shore Tells but the murmur of th* unsounded sea, Which guards its speechless lips for evermore ; The nightingales express not all they feel ; The brooklet gossips to its banks but half It has to tell ; the cascade checks its laugh, And selfish buds their sweetest scent conceal. Why say I love thee ? Shall I tell the whole Of all the thoughts that stir mine utmost soul ? 6i AD INFINITUM. Whatever is, is finite. Ends there be To all within th* inviolable law Of " so far, but no farther ! " Verily, But God and love are boundless. Them no shore Encompasseth, no palings hedge them in, Creator and created, God and love. Around one axial point the planets move, The utmost world upon the heaven's rim And reverent systems 'yond the ken of man, Concentrated for a cycle, — then they pass. Alone *t is ours, since life itself began By love of God, God's blest love to amass In full profusion and its wealth impart To every kindred, sympathetic heart ! 62 EXTERIORS. In blushing fruitage oft the worm is hid, And Dead Sea fruit, tho' beautiful to see, Has ashes for its core and for its lid The dust of barren insincerity. In priceless caskets oft is found no pearl, No ruby, diamond — naught but rattling stones, The hollow mockeries and shades of worth ; And so among the brilliants of the earth Whose outward glare for inward dross atones, — Th* empurpled monarch and the ermined earl, The heartless beauty in her pride and grace. ... I would not love thee, love, did I not know Thy heart is purer than the falling snow, Lending its beauty to thine angel face ! 03 SALVATION. Across the grave of memories most dear, That were the very essence of my past, I fell when none was there to cheer My spirit's pinions, which had failed at last ; No kindly voice, no kindred self was near, No spar unto the sinking soul was cast. I rose and looked into the Future's pane Of polished waters, there to seek my fate : Despair and Doubt, contrarious winds, in hate The mirror ruffled — and I looked in vain. My gaze alighted on Love's mercy-seat (Its angels not more pure than thou !) and heard Thy voice say " Hope ! " — thy voice so sweet, Whereof the echo, dear, is that blest word. 64 HARMONY. Thro* nave and transept and the vaulted aisle Of my husht soul a harmony steals on, — The softened echo of her cherished voice, A deathless echo. Wherefore, soul, rejoice In that she loves thee ; tho' the^ song be gone, She still will cheer thee with her sunny smile, And cast a living beam thy dark across Of time-surviving trusting ! O my heart, O love, O life, O better self, fear not, Nor tremble on the main of Woe to toss ! The easy task is thine, and light thy part If in thy presence she retain a spot For song and worship. Let the organ peal, The anthem sound, the joyous chorus swell To fitly celebrate the bliss ye feel In knowing this : She loves ye, loves ye well ! 65 PUCK'S VOTARIES. Dear friend, our fairy-time of love is gone When you and I were self-created elves, — Titania you, and I was Oberon, — Tho' love's disciples, gods of love ourselves. Together then we chased the butterfly, — The wandering Psyche of the scentful meads, — Or soared on thistle-down up toward the sky, Curbing with cob-web reins our wondrous steeds. But some rude tempest of the world's abuse Our chariots wrecked and us asunder tore. From mutual embrace each other bore. And, parted, turned us in the thicket loose. O lost one, happy be where'er thou art ; In Elfin-land we '11 know each other's heart ! 66 DRIFTING. We two have met on life's adventurous main, Alike two barks that hail from different climes, And, words of good cheer past, we part again Perchance to meet no more in future times ; But, if thou only gain th' intended port, I reck not what dame Fortune send to me, — Whether I drift upon the placid sea Or that the billows toss me in their sport, — For like a phantom ship I '11 follow thee Unseen, yet seeing, o'er the treacherous tide Until in moorings safe thy spirit be. Soul of my soul, my ward and yet my guide ; And when the Goal thy good ship makes at last Near thine the anchor of mv soul I '11 cast. 67 TO ELOISE. AFTER A QUARREL. When Nature, studying womankind to find One faultless all in all, gave up the quest As vain, she tried to mould once more A being perfect both in form and mind And heart. Combining deftly from the rest Of all her models what was fair she saw. In one she blent perfection of each part And made an ideal shape ; but, trusting not To find a pattern for a fitting heart. Sought from an angel one without a spot : And thus she formed thee, dear. When thou shalt die (All Nature's means exhausted and combined In thee), her bold invention will be blind, And there will be no beauty 'neath the sky ! 68 LOVE'S OMNIPOTENCE. The world is ruled by thine imperious hand, O wanton Love, omnipotent ! The camp, The court, the halls with " Know Thyself '' Above the lintel carved, thy sweet command (Ensealed with th* attesting, gracious stamp Of happiness) obey. The strife for pelf And growing treasure dwindles into naught Before thine august presence ; love of fame No longer is remembered ; all intent Upon the quest of thee the heart is bent To-day, to-morrow. Man, e*en now the same As when the new-born sunbeams first were caught And chained by God to brighten Eden-fields, (Sun-land of Love !) to thee his homage yields ! 69 PSYCHE AND PHOENIX. All love is, Psyche-like, of painted wings, A brilliant many-colored butterfly That seeks the meadow where the tree-top rings With joyous song, and will as speedy die (Tho' lately springing from the chrysalis), A dim, ephemeral, and fleeting dream. Perchance your love is such an one as this ? But no ! I read it in the truthful beam Of your candor-speaking eye. 'T is, rather, like The ceaseless being of the Phoenix old. For, though the chill of Death its spirit strike. It springs, re-born, from out its ashes cold : It cannot wane, it cannot fade or die, But live on constant for eternity ! 70 EVENING. The western sky the setting sun reveals, The lengthening shadows fall on field and stream ; A holy quiet o'er the landscape steals While dims the twilight like a fading dream. But now the crow has sought its lofty nest, The dove no more repeats its soft complaint, The forest-chanter long has gone to rest, And, high aloft, the skylark's song grows faint ; The bee has stored its precious freight of gold, The butterfly has closed her tired wings ; The night-wind rustles over mead and wold. And all is still ; the thrush no longer sings : — 'T is then, my love, on pinions gay and free My heart in day-dreams fondly turns to thee ! 71 4 IMMORTALITY. I HOPE, I long for immortality ! Not for recordance on the scroll of Fame Where names are oft emblazoned by Caprice, — Not this I seek, but that when life shall cease With all its joys and pains my end shall be The consummation of this humble aim : That all I loved shall think with love of me, That those I treasured still shall hold me dear In recoUective moments ; that a tear From alien eyes be shed in charity. But, greatest hope ! I seek th* undying flower I pray shall blossom at the flight of breath. If God so will, to crown the final hour,— The spirit's immortality in death ! 72 »