PS 1095 fl B34L5 LIZINKA, 1881 Copy 1 AND OTHKR POKMS BY ROBERT T. BENTLEY. .V. 1 SH VILLE, TENN. 1881. LIZINKA, AND OTHER POEMS BY ROBERT T. BENTLEY. NASHVILLE, TENX. 1881. LIZIMA, A^^D OTHER POEMS. LIZINKA. Land of tlie Soutli ! If tlirougli tliy sunny meads, All verdiiiit with the velvet-tufied grass, J>y flowers fragrant jeweled as a queen — If by tliy gentle slopes of giant trees, Tliat speak tliy praises in tlieir waving crests, Or 'neatli tliy mountain-peaks of azure hue, That wear the circling cl<»udiet as a crown — There flows a gentler river than the rest, Of graceful bend and murmur sweet, it is Thy beauliful, thy lovely Tennessee! And if upon tliy banks, thou gentle stream. Kissed by thy waves, and drinking of thy flood, There is a country fairer to be seen Tlian other lands, caught up in thine embrace, 'Tis Alabama — land of Here ivercst! Sweet land and river! to thy fairest scenes Of days sigone — forgoftpn n« a drpinn. •4 V Lizhika, and Other Poems. Ere war's destructive bosom o'er them swept, Yet with some relic still to claim our love — My willing Muse hath led me to recall A life of beauty, but of fading dreams. It was the spring-time sweet — morn of the year — Apt emblem of the early days of life! For when it comes our childish joys return; Age drinks again th' elixir of its youth ; AVhile on the roseate cheek of youth appears A lovelier bloom! Ay, 'twas in that sweet time — When murmuring streams their cadences suppressed, To listen for the rustling of some leaf That scarcely moved by breath of dying winds; When birds, cm pinions poised in limpid skies, Seemed loth to move lest they should break the spell, And all the world had found sweet quietude Of })eaceful hours within the lap of May — Beneath a checkered shade of leafy woods A picture was; and it was beautiful— So lovely that it would have made you glad But to behold Lizinka's beauty rare. Around her were the trees all newly robed From spring's bright garniture of glistening green. That, by their gentle swayings to and fro, Let in the lambent light — the light that played Upon the verdant grass. Above, beyond. In festoons graceful, flecked with bursting buds, Lizinka, and Other Poems. * 5 And with half-opened flowers of perfume sweet, Hung vines luxuriant; and in the midst Of that ricli coloring, by Nature wiought, Of azure soft, and green most delicate, Of crimson deep, and tender purpling. She stood unrivaled, but eclipsing all, As childhood's queen of beauty and of love. Upon that lovely morning she had strayed From her sweet cottage home into the woods, To gather up some flowers wild and rare For her sick mother's chamber, where she lay Upon her suffering couch, and since the days Of falling leaves when she had withered too. O fair and lovely child ! what shall I say To paint thine image true upon this page? eyes of blue, like to the azure sky! O golden locks, like sunbeams wreathed in one! O dimpled cheeks, with hue of faintest rose ! O form exquisite as the graceful swan ! Thy beauty was a spirit which no form Of language lame could ever tell its worth! When she had filled her basket with the wealth Of floral offerings from the ample wood. As on her face there beamed a gladsome smile Of childish satisfaction when is done Some errand that shall make a parent glad, 6 Lizliika, and Other Poems. Slie homeward turned, and with a merry song Tiiat made all Nature wake along her wa}'', She soon was hidden in the chist'ring trees. Ten summers, with their sunshine and tlieir bloom, Had passed away, and marked Lizinka's age : A period of undisturbed joy, Save one dark shade of sorrow's gloomy cloud. That fell athwart the dawning of her life. For then it was that death came through that door For the first time, and laid his icy hand, In cold embrace, upon her father's form. Five years had closed her prattling infancy, And marked her with the features of a child, When the destroyer came. But slie could tell, From mind impressible, what had been done ; There waved within her fancy sable plumes, As from the past came tones of solemn bells, Mixed with the sobs and moans of broken hearts ; She saw the tears fall from her mother's eyes, And heard her say (as if but yesterday), '• My little girl has no dear father now," As close she pressed her to her heaving breast. Then tell me not that childhood cannot feel The weight of sorrow in the wake of death, That crushes older hearts ; it is not true ; For in its tender nature, innocent, There dwells a sympathy like to our own, Lizliil-a, and Other Poems. But ill a purer state. The tender bud, Wheu fir?:t it opes its petals to the morn, Exhales a fragrance sweeter than at eve, And falls at gentler touch. Lizinka soon, With richest gifts of floral offerings, Had reached her home, and with a happy lieart Had poured her treasures at her mother's feet, Who in return, with her emaciate hand. Her kindest blessing gave, in these fond words: *' My darling child has been so good to-day To bring me flowers from the far-off wood, I must imprint upon her cheek a kiss." On saying which she drew her to her side, And with her lips of ashen paleness pressed Her soft and rosy cheek, which seemed to be The kissing of the lily and the rose. Then she continued : "Go, Lizinka dear. And gather up the flowers from the floor: Place them in the window, in a vase. Beside my bed, where gentlest winds may blow And waft their sweetness on their balmy wings Into my room ; for soon this world, methinks, With all its light and bloom, shall fade to me, As I go upward to the better land." Obedient to her mother's gentle will (Which she was never known to disobey), 8 Lizinka, and Other Poems. With willing hanrls slie went, but with her lieart All saddened by tliose strange, prophetic words, And gathered up the flowers. Soon in the vase, And in its crystal flood, in loveliness Appeared a sweet and beautiful bouquet, Tiiat would have gotten praise for oMer hands. But ere she turned from her fond task away, That she might hide the ris?ings of her grief, There fell upon those flowers a crystal tear — Their first baptism from affection's font, And holier than the dew. With grief o'erwrought, That could not be suppressed, she left the room. That she might not afflict her mother's heart With sobs and tears, but seek some lonely spot "To weep alone. As she passed out those eyes That had looked in her own ten years with joy — • Kindling at their light, or, when they wept. Shed sympathetic tears — followed her form Keceding out of sight. And that sweet voice. That had so often pleased her with its songs, But then was growing weaker day by day. Spake words of sadness in presentiment. And faintly said, " My child, weep not for me, But for thyself — thy sorrows shall be great. For though thou W'ast the treasure of two hearts, In bonds of love (but one forever gone), Thy father's pet — thy mother's only joy — Lizlnka, and Other Poems. 9 Yet in a few more day?!, when De:ith sliall take Anotlier of Ins victims, thou shalt he A lonely orplian liere. For in lliiiie eyes I see a sliadow that must shortly tell Tiiat youth is not all sprin«^, nor life all Mny ; "Wljile in thy w readied tresses I can rea«l A checkered life of sunshine and of shade — Its golden and its gloom. Who, then, my child, When I am goue shall braid thy silken hair. And kiss the tears from off thy rosy cheek? Who shall caress thee for thine own love's sake. Or listen to thine evening orisons, And put thee in thy little bed to rest? Who shall instruct thy feet into the light Of wisdom's ways? or guide thy spirit pure Up to the sun-bright clime? I cannot tell. But unto thee, O Lord, I trusting look ; And to thee, as my Shepherd, give my lamb. And say. Amen !" At this she gently sank. Saying no more, into a quiet sleep, Like unto death. The bright and sunny hours Of merry ^^ay went on; birds sung their songs, And built their downy nests among the leaves; Lambs ski[)ped and played along the meadow streams, Or rested in the sun on grassy hills; 10 Lizinka, and Other Poems. The busy bee, witli music in her wings, Led on from bloom to bloom the insect ranks, That sipped sweet nectar from the flowery fields; And grew the days still brighter one by one, Until was reached the full-tide flow of spring, In melody and peace. But what to her AVho neared the stream of death, and felt its waves Lash coldly o'er her feet, was such as this, But antetype of that bright vernal land That soon would rise in everlasting bloom? Then came the day, as all such days will come, A day of sadness in the midst of joy. And put a period to a gentle life. For she who lay upon her suffering couch. Long waiting for the hour of her release. Began to feel approaching death, and saw The deepening shadows of his sable wings, That crept upon her as the twilight steals Upon a weary v,orld, and brings the night. That day had passed the noontide of its light; And down the western circle of his track Sank the bright sun, an hour above the hills; While through the parting branches of the trees, That cast their dappled shadows on the grass, Into an open window poured his rays, As streams of liquid gold. Liz'mka, and Other Poems. 11 As oft before, Drinking the radiant light of many a sun, Within that window stood tli' accustomed vase, O'erflowing still with bloom of flowers wild — Flowers plucked by fair Lizinka's hand For her who loved " the softening winds to blow, And waft tlieir fragrance sweet on balmy wings Into her room." For she was lying there, As heretofore, in that calm, quiet sleep. Like unto death. The flowers caught the light, And, breathing it to fragrance, let it fall In all its softening splendor on that face. As fall the moonbeams pale on driven snow. Beside the bed where her sick mother lay Lizinka knelt, while on the other side Stood a dear friend, who had attended there Since the first days of serious illness came. She was a friend indeed, which she had proved By tireless watchings through the silent nights — True as a sentinel, and all aK)ne — And now, when near the end, was faithful still. And more, if possible, that she might catch The latest whisper of the dying lips. And so upon that day — that final day — She had not passed a moment from the room. But, ever ready, sat to make reply To every want of her, her dying friend. 12 Lizinha, and Other Poems. Just as Lizinka knelt, as said before, To kiss her cheek for the last time, perhaps, Wliile life was there, her mother woke; and, as One waketii quickly from a dream of peace. All wreathed in smiles unearthly, softly said : " I have been almost home — wliy call me back ? Why wake me, darling, with that honeyed kiss? I know I love thee, and I feel thy love. And would not chide thee for that loving kiss For all this world. But I 've been almost home, I've seen in vision through the pearly gates, Have heard angelic songs, and caught the strains Of golden harps' undying melody. Thy father, love, is now within the room, Who did return with me but to await The summons for my change. Then I must talk While life is mine, or ere I shall depart." Then turning to her friend, whose eyes wept tears Of ecstasy and love ; whose trembling form Bespoke the cup of heavenly bliss o'erflowed, She said : " The time is now at hand when I, My dearest friend, must leave thee in this world. Thy loving kindness I can ne'er repay ; But with the hope that I shall meet you soon Within the fiiir and sun-bright climes above, I must pronounce the sad, sad word, Farewell! Take my Lizinka as thy precious charge, And treat her as I would — I know you will. Llzlnka, and Other Poems. 13 One time I tliou<^lit slie would be left alone In this col«l world, but now am satisfied." Then, with her hand uplifted, and her face Beaming with joy, in sweeter accent said : " For unto thee, O Lord, I trusting look ; And to thee, as my Shepherd, give my lamb, And say, Amen ! " At this she gently sank As into quiet sleep, and she was dead. Down sank the wearied sun ; the mystic stars, With their cold light, shone forth along the skies; With folded wings the day-birds ceased their songs. As hushed the murmurs of the evening wind, And all was left to silence and to death. Another day had come and passed away, Filled with recitals of the late sad scene; And in God's Acre, 'neath the willow-trees, Another mound, adorned by loving hands With verdant wreaths and floral crosses fair; Wiiile in a cottage by the river-side Another orphan wept. O Orphanage ! Thou art a tender flower on mountains bleak ; A bird of weary wing on ocean's waste, That seeks an aimless rest. Days came and went, Bringing new scenes, and bearing them away With such tiansition rapid that tlie days. 14 • Liziiika, and Other Poems. So overfrauglit with sadness and with pain Soon took their places with forgotten tilings, And all seemed briglit again. 'T was in siicli truce Of sorrows militant Lizinka sat, Conversing with her friend — lier mother's friend — (To her more than a friend) about such things Of which slie hked to speak : her motlier's love. Which was so richly lavished upon her; And then, with pain, a})Out her mother's death : Why it should be; and she left all alone. "I never thought," she said, '' that she who loved And lived for me would die. Although I know That every one must die, as I was told, And told by her; but I could not believe, As to the fact, that s/ie should ever die. I thought the time, if it should ever come, Would be so far away I did not care ; And so I lived in confidence and joy. But soon there came a time when I could see. As \sA\ as learn from solemn words I caught. That she would die, which almost broke my heart. Then I remembered that my father died. But was so young I did not feel it much. My mother though, you know, was with me more, Which made me love her witli a stronger love. And shudder when I thought that she must die; Now it is true." Lizinka, and Other Poems. ' 15 Wlien she had spoken thus, She boweil her hea^aid her friend : " Lizinka, do not weep, for I am here ; And I will be your motlier— you my child— And love you as your own dear mother did. For on her dying bed I proniis^ed lier, And, by tlie help of God, I'll keep my word. This life, you know, is full of fa