LIBRARY OF CONGRESS. UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. ALPINE FLOWERS, OTHER POEMS, AUGUSTA CLEVELAND PRINDLE, li AUTHOR OF " PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE," "WHITE LILIES," " AUNT ELSIE'S STORY," "DECORATION DAY," ETC., ETC. \&/> 1879 - t <&jr SPKINGF1ELD, MASS.: THE CLARK W. BRYAN COMPANY, PRINTERS. 1879. -\ You whisper of those happy hours Of youth, too bright to last. — When skipping lightly o'er the lawn, I culled the flowers which grew Around my path, but, gentle one I crowned my friends with you. 24 A CLOVER BLOSSOM. You speak of hopes that once were bright And fresh with morning dew, Ere I had learned deception's power Or found the world untrue. The stone from Memory's door you've rolled. And youth's loved friends are near, Who long since traversed streets of gold, And left the wanderer here, — So lonely that to-night I yearn For one bright gleam of bliss, From their blest home, to strengthen me To bear the ills of this. I gaze into thy sunny face, A gleam of hope is there ; " The morning star, you say, will rise, The shadows disappear ; — A CLOVER BLOSSOM. 2$ The glorious dawn will usher in A day supremely blest, When not a doubt or grief shall mar The glory of thy rest." LIGHT AT EVENING. "At evening time it shall be light." T IGHT at evening ! — blessed promise That life's darkest storms shall flee,- That each bitter cloud of sorrow Shall but bright reflectors be Of the radiance which shall hover Round the spirits evening time, Singing lullabys of heaven Which with angel harpings chime. In the morn of life the sunbeams Flooded all our path with light, But the noontime found the tempest Draping the same path in night. LIGHT AT EVENING. 2J Then, amid the muttering thunders, Lo, a gentle voice we hear : — " Hope and trust, — beyond these shadows Shall the evening light appear." Almost o'er our pilgrim journey, Grief and trials almost o'er, Wistfully we watch the shadows Which above our spirit soar, — Watching for the golden glimmer. Which will banish sorrow's night, — Waiting for the blessed promise — " Lo, at evening cometh light." THE VISION. HAD a vision strangely bright, A vision, blending earth with heaven, So gently, that I never deemed The mystic veil was still unriven. I mingled with the ransomed throng ; My lyre, immortal, chimed with their's ; My voice exultant joined the song Which rose sublime from myriad choirs. The throng, adoring, cast their crowns In homage at the Savior's feet ; 'Twas then I saw that mine alone Of all that band was incomplete. THE VISION. 29 No jewel sparkled on its crest Reflecting radiance from the throne ; I stood among the garnered sheaves Redeemed, but with a starless crown. I felt I had no right to share The joys to faithful laborers given ; Their crowns were bright with many stars, — Saved souls they'd won from vice to heaven. The vision changed, I turned away In sorrow from the happy throng, And earthward did my footsteps tend, Fraught with a mission, noble, strong. I saw the ripened harvest spread Wide as the world, the reapers few ; I joined the number, and with joy Did glean till eve brought star and dew. 3* 30 THE VISION. I shunned no path the Savior led ; Faith was my guide, my refuge prayer ; I sought among the haunts of vice, And found my brightest jewels there. Again the mystic scene is changed, Again with saints in heaven I bow ; I do not mind my crown or stars, For Jesus has my homage now. In joy I cast it at his feet, His love hath set its every gem Firm and eternal as the stars Which sparkle in his diadem. THE WATCHER. A WATCHER lone at Memory's gate, I silent view the passing throng, Whose footsteps time my heart's quick throb, Whose voiceless greeting haunts me long. I join the moving, motley crowd, As back toward cradle-time they press; I tread life's later weary years To find its spring-time love and rest. I drink again life's cup of joy, I revel in its peaceful dream, Nor look for storms when skies are fair, Or quicksands in so pure a stream. 32 THE WATCHER. But vain the dream of tranquil seas On which my flower 'decked barge would glide, Freighted with choicest, richest store, Make heaven's port on rising tide. Again I meet the loved, the lost ; — Again love's accents thrill mine ears, — Again forget what love has cost, And that its dower is nought but tears. There pass the loved of later days, But life still young, and hope so bright, — Those vanished, these too passed away, And left but faith for beacon light. I wistful gaze among the throng For one 't were long since sin to know, I catch one last, fond, lingering glance, As, fair and sad, she glides along. THE WATCHER. 33 My spirit bowed beneath the view As erst it did when hope expired ; Had hope expired ? Ah ! late I knew That it had only been deferred. Be brave my heart ! thou still must wear A mask to hide thy every throb, Till death, less cruel than is deemed, Unveil thee at the bar of God. Ah, while I wait the tableau changed, Changed rapid as life's fleeting dream, I only see the phantom shades Pass slowly down life's narrow stream. I weary of my lonely watch — I step inside of Memory's gate. Bid Hope give Faith her useless key ; And only ask for grace to wait. — 34 THE WATCHER. Wait Heaven's illuminating ray, The wherefore of this weary road — The promise that I then shall know Why sorrow only leads to God. LONGING FOR HOME. T ONGING for home. Tis just over the River, The River so narrow, the glimmer I see Of its bright, pearly gates, its mansions eternal Where loved ones, with Jesus, are waiting for me Waiting they watch me as onward I hasten, Hastening onward I wait on the strand, Watching the ebb-tide, to bear my barque over Death's surging wave to the glorified land. Home of my soul { Not long would I linger A stranger and pilgrim away from the fold, Shepherd, O, list to the cry of the wanderer, Rescue thy lamb from the pitiless cold. 2)6 LONGING FOR HOME. Weary and faint, nought but thorns for my pillow, Dark gleams the past and the present to me, My future resplendent with glory is beaming, Oh, mother and heaven, I 'm longing for thee. " Not yet " can I enter those bright hallowed portals, Then patience impart — let no murmur arise, Gird me with strength in thy vineyard to labor ; Be duty my pleasure — Thy glory my prize. Longing for home ! Ah, tear-drops are falling, Poor heart, wilt thou never prove stronger and brave ? Hush th)* impatience, thy home thou art nearing, Haste, forth to the harvest, seek others to save. Now quiet my spirit, in patience I linger ; Silenced each longing, but waiting so lone, While Faith points the way with her glory-tipped finger, Where Jesus and mother make heaven and home. LONGING FOR HOME. 27 I am learning to wait, as I stand by the River, Still waiting to learn a kind Father's behest ] Soon shall I list to the oar of the ferryman Sent by compassion to bear me to rest. HEREAFTER. What I do thou knowest not now, but thou shalt know hereafter." T KNOW not why the cherished dreams Which gladdened childhood's happy morn Must need have felt the chilling blight Which blasts the rose but spares its thorn. I know not why a faithless world With nought but thorns would crown my brow, Nor why the friends the most beloved, To death's stern mandate soonest bow. I know not why the goddess Love Did thrill my soul with mystic power, Awoke such sweet and joyous hopes To blight and wither in an hour. HEREAFTER. 39 I know not why this aching heart Must bear its load of grief alone, — Must hush each hope of joy, and long For angel hands to bear me home. Ah, there I'll know why I have drank This cup of bitter sorrow here, With joy will reap the harvest which Was sown in grief, and wet with tears. I'll not despair, — a Father's hand Will not inflict a needless blow, And if his ways I cannot trace He says, " Hereafter thou shalt know," — " Shall know why I have led thee through Dark scenes of trial and distress ; And brought thee, purified by woe To heaven thy everlasting rest " TO MOTHER. A /[" OTHER sleep sweetly. Thou hast won A pearl wreath : — An immortal crown Reflects the light from yonder throne, Thou knowest the joys of heaven thine own. Hast thou an angel's lovely form, Sent forth to comfort those who mourn ? O, come and lull the grief most wild, Which racks the bosom of thy child. And as in sorrow, grief, and fears, Thou didst pass through this vale of tears, Pity thy child, and ease the smart Of my poor, wounded, aching heart. TO MOTHER. 4 I Thou sure hast known the bitter woe, Through which thy weary child must go — The tears of blood which I have shed, Since thou hast slumbered with the dead. O, could I, as in days of yore, My grief into thy bosom pour, Thy loving smile would cheer my heart, Thy soothing words bid grief depart. Mother, dear mother, come to-night, Draw back the curtain, let the light From yonder throne transfuse my soul, And make my bleeding heart-wounds whole. Ah ! now, yes now, I feel thee near, Hush earthly discord while I hear The voice which gently tells the way Which leads to heaven's unclouded day. — 42 TO MOTHER. ** Your Savior drank the cup of woe, You tread the path he led below, To him, triumphant on his throne, God leadeth you by paths unknown. " Press on through sorrow, grief and fears, Eternal love awards your tears, Do not despair, or yield to gloom, Eternal life springs from the tomb. '• My child, remember that each tear You shed in woe is garnered here, For you the only way to Heaven Must be through sorrows He has given. ONWARD AND UPWARD. /^NWARD, for the goal's above thee; Wherefore loiter by the way ? None but cowards faint and falter ; Gird thy loins, and haste away, Upward, for the mount is glowing, Beams translucent fill the air ; Strive, and thou shalt gain its summit, Upward toil, and bravely dare. Onward, lo, a glorious future Gleams beyond the opening door ; Bravely rend each bolt asunder And reveal its hidden lore \ — 44 ONWARD AND UPWARD. Science stands within the portal Crowned by Hope with chaplets rare, And all those who bravely enter Shall a crown of laurel wear. Onward ! see the bondmen's shackles * Falling in oblivion's shade, — Free Columbia proudly soaring From the pestilential glade. Upward, on untiring pinion, See her eagle on the wing, Till, the climax gained, triumphant Victory's song she'll sweetly sing. Onward, never yield the contest, Sow the seeds of light and love, In the soil o'errun with error, And await the fruit above. Written during the late Civil War. ONWARD AND UPWARD. 45 Onward, in the path of duty ; Upward, still thy constant song, Till, in heaven crowned with glory Thou hast joined the ransomed throng. LINES. "AH who is there but that would fain Become a child once more If future years would bring again All that they brought before." — London. Backward ? No ! onward let me press To conflict, conquest, crown, The past has been misfortune's claim, The future's all my own. What ? backward to those parting scenes — Those hours of bitter woe — Which flood the soul with sorrow's power— Oh, wherefore, should I go ? LINES. 47 To quaff again the cup of woe Which once my lips hath pressed Would rob the future of its charm, The present of its rest. What if the sun on life did cast In youth, a few bright beams ; 'Twere not enough to tempt my feet To walk again its streams. I would my trembling barque urge on To the deep sea of life, 'Tis near the coast the shoals abound — The rocks and dangers rife. I know the future may be dark, Its skies be chill and drear, But through the gloaming Faith is seen ; And Heaven's port I near. 48 LINES. Then on, I'll hasten to the goal, Nor linger longer here, For Heaven hath balm for every wound, And dries the mourner's tear. Soon life will dawn upon my. soul, And there no blight is known, — The Present and the Future meet And mingle round the Throne. "IS IT WELL WITH THE CHILD?" T S it well with the child ? Has it laved in the fount- ain I opened for sin when I bled on the tree ? I've sought it, I've called it — I've died to redeem it, — In childhood, Oh, guide its young footsteps to me ! On the mountains of sin 'tis not well it should wan- der An alien from God, and a stranger to grace, No pleasures hath earth like the joy of my favor, — No rest but my sheltering haven of grace. 'Tis well with the children, if, crowding my pathway The arms of my love doth enfold them once more ; 5 IS IT WELL WITH THE CHILD ? I'll lead and support them through joys and through sorrow, And bring them through grace to the glorified shore ; To the home of their Savior where anthems are ringing, Where palm branches wave, and the ransomed rejoice, ' Where praises to Jesus the children are singing, With no cadence of sorrow enthrilling their voice. THE CONFLICT. T 1 fEARY of earth, O, Father grant repose In the full fountain of thy matchless love ; O, give the quiet which from Thee descends Blest token that with thine, my soul doth blend Rugged the path amid the tangled thorns, And long the way to pilgrim's weary feet, My strength is gone ; loud roars the angry storm, Impart thy strength and crown thy grace complete. I am so weary of the aimless strife, — The souls fierce struggle 'gainst its prison bars ; — The fruitless longing for a higher life, — The countless errors which my spirit mars. 52 THE CONFLICT. Earth hath no balm for aching, suffering hearts, Nor panacea for the mind's unrest, Her only lethean fountain is the grave ; — Her only hope assurance of its rest. To-night I fain would rise above the world, And catch from angel lips some sweet refrain, Whose inspiration quelling every fear, Shall fit me wholly for the martyr's pain. The martyr's pain ? Ah, there are other fires, (Which purify the soul from earthly dross), Than those which bore in chariots of fire, A mighty throng to glory from the cross. For martyrs traverse still earth's Calvaries, And crowns of thorns are pressed on many brows ; We see the crown, they feel the piercing thorn, And sinsr their sweetest sonc:s in saddest hours. THE CONFLICT. 53 Their sweetest songs ! Ah ! angels only know The anguished throes which call them into birth ; Aye, blood and tears unite to form the song Which lures to Heaven a sorrowing child of earth. Amid the fires a paeon would I raise To Him who kindles for my good the flame ; I raise the song, He floods my soul with praise My weary soul is laving in the fount of love. Earth and its trials are beneath my feet ; Its thorns all changed to amaranthine flowers, The victor's crown is sparkling on my brow ; The conqueror's song, exultant, claims the hour. 5* GENIUS AWAKING. '~pHE slumbering genius of the soul Must now arise, assert its power ; Too long unmindful of its goal, It slept within a rosy bower. But now a voice in thunder tone Doth call "Come forth," she heeds the cry, As angel hands remove the stone, She plumes her wings and soars on high. By slumber now no more inthralled She rose, and, with a conqueror's tread, Quick from her throne the vassal hurled, And placed the crown on her own head. GENIUS AWAKING. 55 She quaffs the life-inspiring breeze Which gently fans the brow of Fame, Who twines a wreath of laurel leaves, Which shed their fragrance round her name. Clothed like the sun in robes of light No lesser orb she seeks to dim, For as they bask in borrowed rays, She boasts reflection too from him. MOLLIE PITCHER. "The heroine of Monmouth, June 28, 1778. Her husband, an artillery-man, was shot, and fell dead just as she was carrying him some water. She heard his commander order the gun from the field, and hastened to it and faithfully performed her husband's duty until night closed the contest." — Hist. I^VEAR Mollie, come not here again, Too great the risk you run, This is no place for such as you, Go ! I must mind the gun. No place for such as me ? John, know My country's foes are mine, If duty calls thee to the front It calls me next in line. MOLLIE PITCHER. 57 Here, take this luncheon, and this draught Of water from the spring, And while you rest your weary self, I '11 make the valleys ring. She took his place beside the gun; He rested in its shade; And while he ate, its brazen tongue Resounded through the glade. Again, and yet again, until Refreshed he 's by her side. "Please let me stay, dear John," she plead, "No harm will me betide." No, darling, go! The foe so strong May make our numbers yield, The battle o'er, I '11 go to you To -night across the field. 58 MOLLIE PITCHER. A kiss, a blessing, and they part, When will their meeting be ? Across the fields ? Ah, yes, of life ! " To-night ? " — eternity. But long she cannot stay away, Again she fills her pail, And as she nears her husband's side, Strength, hope and courage fail, — For reeling from the gun he falls, — He falls, nor falls alone ! " My God," she cries, " O, take me too, " Oh, let me, too, go home ! " » " Home to our Father's house on high— " Where war is aye unknown, " Spare me life's long and weary road ; " My Father, take me home ! " MOLLIE PITCHER. 59 While agonizing thus she lay A voice sounds in her ear, — " Remove this cannon from the field, — " The gunner 's fallen here." An inspiration thrills her soul, She hastens to the gun, And bravely fills her husband's place Till victory is won. The dear dead lying by her side Thrilled every nerve with power, Her duty could not wait, but grief- — Ah, grief should have her hour. Ah, who can tell the grief which wrung Her woman's heart so true, As, gazing on her pallid dead, She strove his task to do. 60 MOLLIE PITCHER. His task and hers ! Their country's need A holocaust demands, She felt the easier task were his Who slept with folded hands. THE WEDDING. T HEARD the chime of merry bells Upon thy lovely bridal morn, I saw them wreathe thy bride's fair brow With flowers which innocence adorn. I saw the fair and gentle girl Lean trustingly upon thy arm, I heard you lisp those magic words Which make of kindred souls, but one. 'Tis well. Deception's cruel power Hath long since lured me from thy side, My love lies buried deep in flowers, And now, with joy, I greet thy bride. 6 62 THE WEDDING. What matter if an aching heart I've decked with flowers of brightest hue, The world doth ever choose to gaze Upon a picture fair to view. My lips I've wreathed in sunny smiles, To hide the grief my heart doth bear, I'll warble songs of hope and cheer, To hush the wailing of despair. Yet once I caught your earnest gaze Rest on me fondly as of yore, I saw — I feared your heart still true ; For Eloquence could say no more. I scarce knew why I left the church And sought our seat beneath the yew, — Nor why I wept that he who claimed My vows, had severed love so true. THE WEDDING. 63 God grant thy sea of life may prove ' As tranquil as mine is uneven ; Sweet thought, the wildest storms but bear Us sooner to our rest in Heaven. Till then farewell ? Let ne'er a thought Of me, intrude within thy home, But trust in God, for, soon or late Our severed hearts will claim their own. "LILIE MAY." T 1 7EEP not for Lilie, sweetest flower That ever graced a parent stem ; Nor mourn that she, so young, hath gone To 'deck the Savior's diadem. Weep not for her, so bright, so fair, Your heart's fond treasure and delight, For angels gently bore the gem, To bask in Heaven's refulgent light. Weep not for Lilie. Sweet the thought That she, an angel presence now, Hath learned to lisp the song of Heaven, Hath learned at Jesus' feet to bow. " LILIE MAY." 65 She left a world with sorrow rife, Ere yet a thorn had pierced her brow — Ere yet the bitter cup of woe, Had taught her soul in grief to bow. Dear parents, weep not that your flower Is gathered from your tender care, Transplanted to a fairer clime, 'Twill bloom in fadeless beauty there. Then strew with fairest flowers the sod Which holds the casket ; — but the gem In faith and hope resign to God, Assured they will unite again. Weep not for her ! She sweetly calls For you to meet her in that home Of rapturous beauty, light and love, — " O, papa, mama, will you come ? " 6* OUR HOPES. " Bring forth your hopes and look at them." f~\ WEARY, lonely, suffering heart, Where are the blissful Hopes so dear, Which, fairy watchers at thy shrine, Admitted neither grief nor fear ? With heart elate, I tripped along The path of life with joyous tread ; But, ah, too soon I found that thorns Blent with the roses round my head. Too soon I felt a withering blight Cast its dark shadow o'er the day, And at its frown, the voice of Hope Chanted a dirge, then fled away. OUR HOPES. 67 " Come back ! Come back ! " I wildly cried, " And cheer my darkness with your song : " The agony she may not view Which breaks a heart once brave and strong. " Bring out your Hopes." If I but had One flickering gleam to cheer my way, 'T were balm to heal my wounded heart, — 'Twere noon-tide splendor to my day. " Bring out your Hopes ? " Alas, my heart I 've searched in vain for one bright gleam ; The dark-browed visage of Despair Doth haunt me, even in my dream. Though Hope, for me, is all a blank, And earth is clothed in darkest night, Amid the gloom sweet Faith appears, And fills my soul with heavenly light. 68 OUR HOPES. The festal robe of white she wears ; The conqueror's palm is in her hand ; She gently whispers, " Calm thy fears, — I'll lead thee to thy Father-land." A CHILD OF POVERTY. npHE World hath tried her varied powers To humble this poor, suffering heart, And deems the blighting of its joys A rich reward for all her art. I 'd deemed that amaranthine flowers Would bloom perennial round my way, I wist not that relentless Fate Could turn to night my summer day. For when I sought with ardent zeal, A cherished object to obtain, She cast her fetters round my path. And laughed to see my efforts vain. JO A CHILD OF POVERTY. My lonely heart could not restrain The tears which would unbidden flow, For all my struggles were in vain ; The false enchantress would not go. But closer still she drew her coils Around her helpless victim's head, 'Till Hope, which once my life adorned. Seared by her glance, lay cold and di ad. Then Wealth, in gaudy plumage sought To crush beneath her golden heel, A soul, by nature formed too proud, At such a tarnished shrine to kneel. I saw the tree of Knowledge stand In wisdom's garden, and I dare Presume to pluck its cherished fruit ; But Fate's keen sword was waving there A CHILD OF POVERTY. /I She bade me leave these classic bowers, To dwell 'neath uncongenial skies, — A cluster of the choicest fruit From off the tree, my only prize. I longed to mingle with the wise, The good, the noble, and the pure, Alas, I had no golden key To spring the bolt which closed their door. — For they had caught the canker blight Which deems wealth, merit's corner-stone, And rather chill, than warm with smiles, A genius equal to their own. But there are souls earth cannot crush, Though they they may feel each bitter sting, And genius, tuned by sorrow's key, Doth higher soar, and sweeter sing. "SONGS IN THE NIGHT." " O ONGS in the night ! " O, Savior, The night so long and drear, The blessed promise brightens, — The promised song doth cheer. We're listening for their music Amid the nations din, — The panic, crime, and sorrow — The turmoil, strife, and sin. Anon we catch the echoes, As the holy songs resound A golden thread of harmony, Amid the discord found. "songs in the night." 73 The night is dark ; but grandly From Bethlehem's plain there rolls The glorious anthem swelling With peace, for weary souls. Each heart prolongs the chorus From mountain, hill, and plain, Till earth, responsive, echoes The anthem back again. DELIVERANCE WILL COME. •« "pvELIVERANCE will come!" sang the loved ones at even ; I heard the sweet promise — I claimed it as mine ; Though old, yet 'twas new — 'twas a message «from heaven, Which flooded my soul with a rapture divine. " Deliverance will come ! " sad and long have I waited, While measuiing years by the throbbings of pain; Bowing my head till the tempest abated, Hoping and waiting for rescue in vain. Waiting for Him — for the Lord who delivers; Waiting for Him who is mighty to save ; DELIVERANCE WILL COME. 75 Waiting in anguish while every nerve quivers ; Asking for patience and grace to be brave. Far into night hath my vigil been keeping ; Long, long ago did the last star decline ; Weary of watching while comrades are sleeping, Father, I'm waiting deliverance divine. Weary thy child, to Thy bosom I'm fleeing ; Dark is the way ; in my weakness I come, Grant me 07ie star my lone pathway revealing ; Guide and deliver, and welcome me home. " Deliverance will come ! " still their chorus repeating ; I queried (as faintly I joined the refrain) Should it come only when heart-strings are breaking, Will the seed-time of sorrow prove fruitless and vain ? Fruitless and vain ? 'Tis through great tribulation The ransomed of earth to the Father must go ; j6 DELIVERANCE WILL COME. Then welcome the trials, the grief, the temptation, Hereafter their mission of love we shall know. " Deliverance will come ! " still the anthem is ringing, Faith catches the song and re-echoes the strain ; Though weary the night, the morning is bringing Deliverance from sorrow, from anguish and pain. "MIGHT HAVE BEEN." -, Thou art the cherished one Who ope'd for me the gates of love ; No other had its bolts removed, — No other waked the slumbering dove. My heart doth revel in the glow Thy love doth shed around my way ; Thy gentle voice in accents mild Doth crown with joy each passing day. The seven years together spent, Seem like a sweet — a blissful dream ; Or, like the ripple of the wave, Which marks the current of the stream. y8 " MIGHT HAVE BEEN." 'Twas with a maiden's timid trust I gave my heart and hand to you ; The future all an unknown path ; The past, in duty, sealed from view. But as the years passed swiftly on I joyed to find my trust secure ; The love undimmed by seven years, Will to the end unchanged endure. Around the strong protecting oak How gently doth the ivy twine, So with the tendrils of my heart Thy love doth mingle, and combine. Our Father's smile hath blessed our vows ; His love has hallowed every hour, His spirit shall our footsteps lead To heaven's fair and fadeless bower. " MIGHT HAVE BEEN. /9 There love divine will shed its ray, Around our hearts entwined in one ; While hand in hand we join the song, Which echoes round the Father's throne. "MARIAN." "T TP where the pearls of the heavenly portal Crown the still waters so goldenly sweet, Wilt thou not wreathe me a garland immortal, Like to the lilies that grow at thy feet? Marian, Marian, sorrow is clinging Round my lone heart, like the shadows of even ; Teach me the song that the angels are singing, Smile on my soul from the gateway of heaven." Annie Herbert. Marian's reply. A zephyr hath borne to my ear thy sad wailing, Thou dearest companion of life's sunny hours, And, if an immortal, still deem not unheeding Thy Marian, lost to earth's mystical bowers. "MARIAN." 8 1 Gone before, safe at rest, now, in Heaven, I wait thee, Where waiting is only an anthem sublime, With never a minor refrain in its echo — Never a wail with our melodies chime. Annie, dear Annie, rejoice in thy sorrow, 'Twill prove but the passport to joys unrevealed ; The dark cloud of sadness may vanish to-morrow — To glory immortal thine eyes be unsealed. I twine thee a wreath formed of lilies immortal — A garland resplendent with lustre divine — To circle thy brow, ere you enter the portal Which severs our mystical union with Time ; — Patience, to bear all the ills that beset you ; Grace, to subdue all the evil within ; Faith, to secure every joy that awaits thee ; Hope, the sure anchor of glory, to win. 82 " MARIAN." Annie, clear Annie, the harp-notes are ringing, Grandly sublime, through the home of the blest ;- This is the song that the ransomed are singing : " Glory to God for salvation, and rest." Think not unheeded the thorns in thy pathway, Bravely removed, or so patiently borne ; Smiling, I wait thy release from each sorrow Which, poignant and bitter, thy spirit hath torn. I am waiting for thee by Life's calm, flowing River, As I stand 'neath Life's Tree, on its beautiful shore, — Waiting to crown thee, with fragrance immortal, When we meet in its shade to be severed no more. Annie, dear Annie, the morning is breaking ; Dark was thy night, but its shadows will flee ; Soon shall I welcome thy spirit immortal, Crowned with the blest, on Life's infinite Sea. MINNIE'S BRIDAL. nPHEY dressed her in white silken robes, Each stitch with Love's bright fancies fraught ; And brightest dreams of hope and joy, With every thread, her heart had wrought. And Paul had said: "So fair a gem, So rich a setting well may spare ; I've wooed her for her noble soul, Her modest worth, her graces rare." For he had left his city home. Vexed with its vanities and pride ; And in this quiet vale had found Sweet Minnie Lee, his chosen bride. 84 Minnie's bridal. This would have been their bridal day; — The orange wreath doth crown her brow ; — Why doth she and her train delay ? The guests are here, — the priest doth wait. And what a waiting ! Lo ! they come : Ah! see the strong man bowed by grief! Another claims his darling one, — Life gave the bride away to Death ! THE REPROOF. " ~\ ~\ TRITE," said the angel, and I wrote The happy, joyous dream of youth, Unsullied by earth's tinsel glare, Unstinted in its meed of truth. The dream, incarnate gaily dressed, Within a flower-decked barge I placed, And launched upon a fairy sea, Which Love, and Hope, and Pleasure graced. The tide, receding, bore them hence, The fairy music fainter grew ; They had no compass, chart, or guide, And flowers the Pole-star hid from view. 86 THE REPROOF. I heeded not the mild reproof, I fancied in the angel's eyes ; And, in my flowery barge, I left My ideal sailing for the skies. The angel frowned ; in tones severe, Reproved me for an erring guide, Who sought, with flowers, to cover thorns, And ocean's storms in caves to hide. Haste! warn them of Deception's shoals, And Passion's tempests that may rise — Of rocks of doubt and unbelief, Which in the calmest water lies. Write of Temptation's subtle power, Of victories over self to gain, Of crosses to be bravely borne, Of resignation born of pain ; THE REPROOF. 87 For storms will rise ; the tempest's rage May lash life's sea from shore to shore ! Then will thy fairy barque survive The surging storm, the billows' roar. Life is too brief, its needs too vast For Reason's sleep, or Fancy's play; — A long Eternity awards The conquests we achieve to-day. APRIL TENTH. QWEET sister mine, how years have fled ! We're hastening onward to Life's noon ; Nor wait we there, but forward still ; — We'll view the golden sunset soon. The sowing-time of life has passed ; We watch with care the ripening grain ; The harvest in the future waits The complement of toil and pain. Our faith, our patience, and our hope, We'll twine around our gathered sheaves ; And thus, before the Master's throne, The fruitage of our harvest leave. APRIL TENTH. 89 To-day you weld another link In Life's brief chain, and cheerful press To greet the duties, joys, and fears, That wait you in the wilderness. Our loving hearts would choose thy path, Joyous and bright with song and flowers ; More wise than we, the God of Love May lead, through grief, to Eden's bowers. But yet we know his way is best, And bow, submissive, to his will ; And, trusting, place our hands in his, Through joy or grief, to follow still. 8* "HE GIVETH SLEEP." "\7"ES, I see the sun declining, Shadows lengthen on the way ; Long has been the day, and weary ; Glad, I hail the evening gray. Now I lay me down to slumber ; Savior, guard my sleeping clay. Let me wake to life immortal On the resurrection day. Don't forget to call me, Savior, From my dreamless couch of clay ; Glad, Thy welcome voice I'll answer On the resurrection day. "he giveth sleep. 91 While I sleep beneath Death's shadow, Where Thy holy dust hath lain, Thou wilt watch and guard my slumber — Thou wilt wake to life again. Thou art coming, crowned with glory, Heaven and earth's triumphant King ; And Thy voice, Thy slumbering children From their dusty beds will bring. Don't forget me, O my Savior ! Call me early from my clay ; Clothe me in a garb immortal On the resurrection day. I am weary, fainting, dying, Gliding down Death's lonely steep, Trusting in the blessed promise That its shadow is but sleep; 92 " HE GIVETH SLEEP." For, to " His beloved He giveth Sleep," sweet sleep, and rest from pain, Till the storms of earth are over, Then to life he'll call again. Sweet I'll sleep ; but in that morning He will rend my bonds of clay ; Clothed in youth, I'll rise immortal On the resurrection day. Farewell, Earth ! thy night so dreary Faith has hushed in blissful calm ; In that glorious morn I'll triumph O'er thy futile power to harm, — Triumph, through the Savior's merit, O'er temptation, death and sin, — Sing His praise, through endless ages, Who uny crown of life did win. " HE GIVETH SLEEP. 93 Yes, " He giveth His beloved Sleep," to span the lonely way, Through the dreary realms of shadow. To the resurrection day. BETH. T~\ON'T think you trouble me, If you " swear ; " For I do not care a straw — So there ! I have heard your bark before, And J rather like its roar ; So treat us to some more — If you dare. I shall send my " dishes old," If I please I shall " hull corn " again, Just to tease BETH. 95 A school-ma'am, rude and rough. Who goes off in a huff, If you just send her snuff For a sneeze. But, before you begin, Have a care, •Or the neighbors will think You on a, "tare ;" So, fasten well your door ; Then, in the middle floor, Open wide your mouth, and roar Out a " swear." It just makes me laugh, When I think How relieved you will feel ; — - What a wink 96 BETH. Of ambition satisfied, — Of revenge so well applied, — Of a passion gratified, Without "chink." Just before you begin, Let me know; I should like to be present At the show. When school ma'ams take the stage, Then comedy will rage, And a box I will engage While you blow. DECEMBER THIRTY-FIRST. /^\LD Year, is this our parting hour? Can no fond words detain thee here ? No magic lend its witching power To stay thy flight, and keep thee near ? Why thus impatient to depart, Thou last brief link in Memory's chain? Thy going drapes my soul in gloom, And fills my heart with bitter pain. And yet it is small meed of joy That thou hast scattered o'er my way — Thy fingers swept a broken lyre, And thrilled its chords in mournful lay. 9 98 DECEMBER THIRTY-FIRST. 'Twas not thy fault that thou didst find The broken harp on willows hung, — A harp thy elder brother's hands By harsher play had nigh unstrung. And still thy younger brother near, May prove less kind than they or thou, Lay heavier crosses at my feet, — With sharper thorns entwine my brow. I cannot change old friends for new, Nor with the cypress twine the palm ; Nor hush the tumult in my breast, And quell its tempest into calm. I know that future years may bring Nepenthe in some chalice rare, And peaceful calm may crown the brow Where erst had rested naught but care. DECIiMIIER THIRTY-FIRST. 99 Farewell ! Alas, thou goest now To join the long procession vast, Which spans Time's sea from shore to shore, And links the future with the past. Farewell ! But list ; — we meet again When all thy brotherhood have passed The cycle of the years, and 'waked By echoes of the trumpet blast. Then will I learn your discipline, To bless, and purify, was given ; And every tear, and pain, and woe, Its antidote will find in heaven. LOSS AND GAIN. T^HKRE is music enthrilling the calm summer air, It skims o'er the fringes of thought like a bird ; Most sweetly it lulls, but it never could rouse ; For the depths of the spirit no cadence has heard. The artist sings on, like the birds at our door, Unmeasured the lay, and unnoted the theme ; No life-blood commingles the song that we hear; — It falls on the ear like a beautiful dream. Poor heart ! it must pass through the crucible's heat — The furnace of sorrow, of trial, and pain ; — At the fountain of Marah must linger to drink Of its dark, seething waters again and again. LOSS AND GAIN. IOI Now, there floats on the air a sweet rapturous lay ; We listen, entranced, to the soul-stirring strain ; We feel that a spirit is paving our way, With its heart's blood and tears, to a loftier plain. We measure our meed by the notes of the bird, — He lays all the wealth of his heart at our feet ; The soul of the minstrel, transmuted to song, Would lure us from earth by its melody sweet. The blood-infused poem will live on for aye, For the life of the artist is thridding each line ; From the heart's broken chalice alone there can flow The fragrance encrypt by the Artist divine. A sculptor toiled at the marble block From morn till the star-begemmed night, 102 LOSS AND GAIN. When his cherished dream, by labor evoked, Appeared in its beautiful light. For only by loss of its prisoning walls, Could the skill of the master appear ; And the vision of youth, in its beauty, at last Reward all his labor and care. So true was he wed to his beautiful art, That his strength, life and spirit he gave ; Then she rose, in her beauty, a monument rare. His name for the future to save. He lives, and shall live while the ages roll on, In the works which his spirit portrayed ; For creations of genius, immortal as she, Were not born, like the author, to fade. LOSS AND GAIN. IO3 For Art will survive, though the artist decay, For works are less transient, less frail than the hand ; And the life-breathing marble, or flashings of thought, Time cannot to darkness remand. 'Twas Art paved the streets of the City of God, The foundation laid of its bright jasper wall ; Its gardens and fountains in beauty arrayed ; And painted the rainbow encircling all. 'Twas she swept the harp when the morning stars sang — Her fingers had fashioned its beautiful form ; Her voice rang the sweetest o'er Bethlehem's plain, To herald the tidings — the Savior is born. On the darkness and gloom of the Edenic night, She cast a bright ray o'er the loss we incurred ; 104 L0SS AND GAIN. And her spirit still chants through the cycles of time, That its loss will prove gain in the Eden restored. For Art is the breathing of Infinite Love, And cannot decay, for immortal its birth ; Immensity, thrilled by its glorious sway, Is resounding its Architect's praises to earth. On each round we ascend up the ladder of truth, We must trample some earthly desire ; For only by loss of these clogs do we gain The heaven for which we aspire