S 3503 U72 P7 ,915 Jopy 1 lena ©alfeeiti) JBurton ^xoit Cfjantg BY LENA DALKEITH BURTON WEBSTER COURT NEWTON CENTRE, MASS. Copyright 1915 by The Berkeley Press of Boston m 30 1915 ©GI.A4nG7ni S^vo&t Cfjants ^ir^HE soul in me cries for utterance . . . ^*«^ the soul in me calls for speech. Break, oh break, ye grey-woven bands of silence . . . the wings of my song are shaken with desire. Break, oh break, dark chrysalis, where I have lain in a dream, voiceless, a thousand years. Sound breaks upon me in the darkness . . . sweet voices, muffled and wild calling, calling for answer. Scent drops down to me in the dark- ness . . . faint curious perfumes, the breath of what unknown flowers stirred by what strange wind! How may I reach and know? Light falls upon me in the darkness . . . great showers of intolerable light ! The threads are breaking . . . breaking. . . oh exquisite anguish ... oh grave golden wonder of creation ! Unloosed, unloosed forever the silk of silence . . . empty the cocoon ! iHENEVER I hear of sorrow . . . Whenever I hear of suffering . . . Whenever I hear of death . . . A great wind of exultation Sweeps in upon my soul And I am borne upward As on the purple wings of triumph To the very threshold of the golden house of God ! i:t)e pilgrim /J^H strange and dark and adventurous ^^ is my path. The light that I carry will only illu- mine one step on the way, hold it as high as I will. And my wallet has in it only enough bread and wine for the day. When I return home from my wan- derings the oil in my lamp is burned out and there is not one crumb left of my portion. Yet what care I ! A beggar, I lay me down at night upon my hard bed but at dawn I arise, and lo ! there is oil in my lamp and enough food in my wallet to fill the mouths of a multitude ! Oh strange and dark and adventurous is my path. CAPTURE me if you will, put me in a dungeon, surround me with thick walls of impenetrable stone, bind my feet and my hands with iron chains, blot out the light of the sun and the cheerful voice of my fellows. Or if you will imprison me in some dark inaccessible cavern in the solitary heart of the earth and I will sit there in the silence, ... I will sit there alone in the silence and without the lifting of a foot or the turning of a hand, by the power alone of my spirit, in a little time or maybe in a long time (it matters not) I will escape you. Snbocation COME forth Thou who art myself! Thou the Nameless One, the Hidden, the Unknown. Come forth, oh come forth from silence, from darkness, from mystery ageless and timeless. Breathe, breathe into silence, if thou art Voice, if thou art Word . . . Shine, shine, thro' darkness if thou art Flame, if thou art Light . . . Burn, burn, thro' the veil if thou art Life, if thou art Fire . . . I who am mortal put my spell on thee, Immortal! Come forth . . . Oh come forth ! I who am mortal lay my command upon thee, Immortal! Come forth . . . Breathe ! shine ! burn ! oh nameless Word! Oh hidden Flame! Oh unknown Fire! Snbotatton ^r will have power of thee oh Thou -^l Divine Power whom men call God. A great formless mass as it were of live and fiery stuff, quick and dangerous, and strength for the shaping thereof. I will have power of thee Lord God of men and angels. I will lay the spell of my desire upon the sky . . . upon the earth ; upon the sea. Upon the fire of suns and stars and moons; Upon storms, lightnings, thunders . . . Upon winds, and waves, and waters . . . Upon rocks and trees, unbound streams, earth broken and unbroken . . . On all dumb things . . . Upon man and his works . . . Upon crowds; upon strangers passing in the street, and the beggar that comes to my door in the twilight . . . Upon those that are near and those that are far . . . Yea! Upon the whole visible world, and upon the invisible, I lay the spell of my desire! And upon thee, Lord God! jFreebom 'Tf ET you stand aside brother and keep >^ your hand from mine that I may drink of the cup that is waiting for me, and I with Hps dry and parched and the Ufe in me running slow and feeble because of the terrible thirst. It's no right at all ye have to be keeping the stuff from me and it so fiery and sweet. It's no right at all ye have, and if there's poison in the cup who are you to say "Nay, Nay" and "Yea, Yea" as if ye were a bigger man than God himself ! Let you look to the filling of your own soul and body, and leave me the freedom of mine. Let you stand aside brother . . . the cup is mine and it's I that will be drinking of it and it maybe bringing the death to me. Let you stand aside ! 'Tf ONELY, lonely and wild I am, and >^ out must I go to the lone and the wild. Far too long have I stayed in the shelter. I am tired of make-believe sun- shine, of yellow curtained light. I am weary of painted green trees and if I see another pink paper rose I swear I shall go mad! Lonely, lonely and wild I am and out I must go where grey rocks are ragged and trees stark and bare. And you, little pack at my feet, my wolves of hunger and thirst, my hounds of torment and desire, you too shall go free. Far too long have I kept you at heel, tamed you and fed you by hand in fear of your claws, in fear of your teeth. You shall go free, my brothers, you shall race, you shall leap furiously over the rough ground seeking your own. You shall hunt, you shall hunt, you shall find. Me shall you hunt, me shall you find, me shall you rend with your claws and your fangs and when you kill it is my living heart you shall devour and my warm blood you shall drink. Out, out I must go . . .1 the lonely, the savage, the wild, I and my pack. c a Woman ^peafesf OMORROW? I know nothing of tomorrow. This is today. You say tomorrow I shall be robed and crowned and brought in triumph to the house and set in my place above the salt at the king's table. Tomorrow! I know nothing of tomorrow. Today I tell you I lie naked among the outcast and the beggar at your door. You say tomorrow I shall be given the sword and the charter and the keys and that the freedom of the city shall be mine. Tomorrow? I know nothing of to- morrow. Today I tell you I am a rebel and an outlaw and my life is forfeit to the lust of the meanest slave in your kingdom. You say tomorrow that my voice shall be heard among men and that my chil- dren shall live. Tomorrow! I know nothing of to- morrow. Today my children die by thousands and ten thousands in the breathless streets and in the sweatshops and the brothels of the city and I see them and am dumb., .dumb as a dog. Tomorrow? What of tomorrow? I know nothing. This is today. Snterlube ^CT is grey and sober where I am and -21 very still. The mists of the dawn are not yet lifted and I cannot see the face of the East. None can reach me here or if they come they will not know me. I am only one blade of grass in the wide field of the early world and my dreams and desires tremble no further than to the rising of the Sun. W^H Moods, oh ye Messengers! Ye ^^ come sweeping across to me over the dim twilight edge of the horizon on winged feet and golden. Oh Exulta- tions, Agonies, Splendors, Despairs, you come sweeping over to me and my world is filled with a sound as of music and a great blinding light. Oh Moods, oh ye Messengers I know your secret now, I know you bring me tidings of the everlasting Gods and no longer am I shaken by your beauty, no longer am I bound by your spell. I can capture and hold you with my naked hands and your brightness will not burn me. I can look deep and long into your strange eyes and their secrets will not blind me. I know now why you are come. I know you bring me immortal tidings from the Gods. Oh ye Moods. Never again can you pass me unchallenged. Never again will I let you go by with your message undelivered. 10 ilHagic |0 you think to baffle me you mad- cap, you faery? Do you think I cannot find you, beautiful thing, wher- ever you are? There was a time when you lured me out on the wild heath to play with the winds and the stars and you were the stars and the winds my playthings. There was a time when you sent me out on a strange ship through strange and stormy waters and you were the perils I braved and the storms that o'erwhelmed me. There was a time when you set me alone in the desert without food or water, and you were the hunger and the thirst and the loneliness I endured. And now when you have put me into a small house, with floors to sweep and beds to make and many mouths to feed, do you think to baffle me? Because you have made yourself small enough to be tucked away in a bean pot do you think you are hidden from me ? Do you think I cannot see you among the mops and the dishpans, in the cobwebs and the corners; or that I cannot catch a glimpse of your silver whiteness beneath the dull brown dress of the housewife ? Do you think beautiful thing I cannot find you wherever you are ? 11 Attraction laOU are strange to me and you trouble cS^ me . . . little you know how I long to be your friend. When I am with you I tremble ; I can- not hear what you say, for the thunder of my heart. I stammer and stutter and fall to silence. I cannot bear to be made so violently aware of myself and I leave you suddenly and go about my work cursing the timid fool that I am. When I dare not come near I watch you from afar but I cannot keep away for long. You are strange to me and you trouble me. Little you know how I long to make you aware of me. Little you know how I long to be your friend. Attraction ^ifROM very far away I look over to Jl you wistful and wondering. You do not understand and I am inarticulate. The beautiful grave words of friendship that I would speak are prisoned like doves in my heart . . . and I cannot set them free. 12 iWiracle /i^H you who carelessly passing touched ^U^ me and went lightly on your way with never a backward look, will you ever know the miracle you wrought. I am most suddenly set free ! From a cumbering web of illusion and dream I am disentangled. I stand in a new place realizing for the first time myself. Oh Life potent and magical stirring within me . . . Oh changed and everchanging world and I too, changed and ever changing exquisitely responsive. I renounce all past beliefs, all past ideals, all past desires. I believe only the unbelievable. I strive only for the impossible. I desire only the unattainable. I am out on the Eternal Quest. I seek the Holy Grail. I have a new voice and a new word to speak but you have passed on. Alone, alone, my self must go, changed and everchanging walking in a strange way toward a strange end . . . Oh you who carelessly passing touched me and went lightly on your way, will you ever know that you made me immortal. 13 3 ^pell '2i draw from the deeps You ... to com- -21 plete that which is yet incomplete . . . to build that which is yet in the building ... to make whole that which is yet separate and imperfect . . . whether en- shrined in flesh or moving free. I draw from the deeps You. Jfellotogfjip -Jir^HOU art very far my friend . . . Thou ^^ art very near. I go up on the hilltop and look down the long distance of God and lo ! on the farthest horizon Thou art! I walk by the eternal lake where no wind stirs; I kneel and look down into the crystal and lo ! I behold thee, my very self. Thou art very far my friend . . . Thou art very near. 14 Cfje Bap of Baps; ^JN the dawning the silver trumpet of ^ the Angel of the morning blows clearly and loud across the quiet fields of sleep and I hear and with joy arise and make ready. But what shall I say of the hours that go between the dawn and the nightfall? I will say they are the diggers and delvers in the earth; the strong men; the hewers of wood and of stone, and that with pride and a cheerful arrogance they bend to their mighty task, for I ask you, how without their aid shall be laid the foundations of the House of the Lord? And I will say they are the merchants and the dealers, the buyers and the sell- ers, and that they wander all over the earth and return by land and by sea, bringing rich cargoes and rare merchan- dise for the adornment of the House of the Lord. And I will say that they are the reapers in the fields and the grinders of corn, the laborers in the vineyard and the treaders of the wine press, and that their hands are horny with toil and their feet red and stained from the purple of the grape, for I ask you, how without their aid shall the bread and the wine be prepared and made ready for the sacrament of the Lord? 15 tKfje £iqfyt of ^i^W ^JN the twilight comes silence and rest ^ and the tides of God flowing over my soul that was dry and parched and sunbeaten. But what shall I say of the hours that go between the night and the dawning? I will say that they are the makers and builders of the temple of the Most High, and that the ringing sound of their labor is sweeter than the song of the angels. And I will say they are the magicians and the artists, the adorners of the temple of the Most High, and that the work of their hands is of a beauty unimaginable and a splendor undreamed. And I will say further that they are the priests of the temple of the Most High and that they come clad in raiment white and shining, bearing the golden cup of wine and the sacramental bread and that whoever eateth and drinketh thereof shall never know death. 16 LIBRARY OF CONGRESS 015 863 915 Tm