IlIBHARY OF CONGRESS.! I^S&Hf— — ; — t ! UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.! DREAMINGS or THE WAKING HEART WITH OTHER POEMS. REV JOEL SWARTZ, D. D. HARIII8BUIIG, PA. W. p. e^WATlTZ & BRO., PKINTEE8. 1877. Enterpa according to Act of Congress, in Ihe year 1877, by JOEL SWAHTZ, in tha Office of the Librarian of Congres?, at Washington, D. C. DEDICATION. To her, who always seeks to share Each load of toil or pam I bear; WTio never fails my heart to cheer, When, sad and faint, I struggle on, Or when my work is nobly done. To say, "Well done — Gcd bless you, dear To her, whose smile is my best praise, I dedicate these humble lays: Some thouglits and themes in "Love at Home, Were liinted by her for my pen. And as I give them back again, I simply send them whence they've come. PKOLOGUE. My lledgeling muse seeks not to soar Where gifted bsirds have flown before; It aims not at the Milky-way, Or flight "above^the iEonian Mount;' But hajDpy shall itself account, If, when it quits its trembling stay, It fiiil not of the nearest spray. THE ^^ .?5 '^^^ i^//?^^ EAMIHllS OF i^HS W A K • N f? E A R DREAMINdS OF THE WAKINd HEART. " / sfrt'/>, hilt nil/ Jx'arf urih'fJi.'^ Soixj of Sofonion; 5; 2. — <,'ierattle is shai^ing the thoughts of the age, Their swift Uttle feet convulsing hfe's stage. Though hidden as yet from its ken. No, children are icnti'cr.^ more busy than baes, They toil when suns glow, when winter wdnds freeze They go not unwearied to bed; They're building strong bodies by labor compacted, Unbribed by rewards, by no master exacted, The drops of their faces are shed. I love, when the father, with labor oppressed, Keturns to his home at evening to rest, And solace the cares of the day, To see, when are heard the sounds of his feet, The children rush forward their papa to greet, And prattle his troubles away. I love, when the w^ork of the nursery has ended, And evening calls in from then- labor suspended. The children all wearied with i^lay. AN EVENING WIIH THE CHILDREN. To think of a home where relUjioii presides, Where every fond heart in Jesus confides, And parents teach loved ones to pray. And when all the children, ere slumbers require. That weary, worn feet to their couches retire, And nature exhausted repair; Are gathered around their dear papa to stand, Where all the deeds of the nursery are scann'd, O then I should lilie to be there. And witness, though sad the childish transgression, If followed by candid, ingenuous confession, And the tear-drop starts from the eye; Let me witness the father to mercy inclined. Forgive the offender and solace his mind, And soften the penitent sigh. But if the transgressor indilferent appear, And heave not a sigh and shed not a tear, His error apparent deny; Let kindness, let terror his conscience awaken, And show him the ills of the course he has taken, Till penitence drops from his eye. 55 AN EVENING WITH THE CHILDREN. And O when the error confessed is forgiven, Let not the 701111,^- heart in sadness be driven, To bed with its spirits depressed; But let the sweet kiss of affection sincere Remove from each cheek the j)enitent's tear, And let him be kindly caressed. And when all the faults of the day are disclosed. And every vain word and deed is exposed And fully and freely forgiven, Forget not the right and the good to approve, But praise every deed and feehng of love. And show them its likeness to heaven. I love when the children are nestled in bed, And up through the cover peers each little head, Ask mamma some story to tell: And oft have I seen a row of bright faces, As mamma some scene or character traces, All held as if bound by a spell. They hsten, whilst wonder then- breathing most hushes. How Moses was found in a basket of rushes, And away to a palace was taken; AN EVENING WITH THE CHILDREN. How graciouH was God, when a matron was sought, That Moses' own mother to the princess was brought, To care for the baby forsaken. It may be the story of Joseph is told, How once, when his father was hoary and old, His brethren most cruel did sell him; How his coat of colors was crimsoned in blood. How Jacob in pale astonishment stood, As the brothers their falsehood did tell hmi. Perhaps she relates how once the dear Savioui', Disi^leased with Apostles' mistaken behavior, Took children and fondly caressed them; He placed his soft hands on each little head, " Suffer the children to approach me, " he said, Then fondly and kindly he blest them. Perhaps the fond mother the story expands, And hastens her children to far distant lands, And bids them the picture behold, And as the true story her roemoTy relates. Her heart and her mind her scenery creates. Whilst thus her sweet storv is told. AN EVENING WITH THE CHILDREN. Deal not, gentle mother, in falsehood and fiction, Wild tales of adventure and base contradiction, To startle thy children's attention; Remember that childhood undoubting' believes, Each word each story implicit receives, Which parents may carelessly mention. Remember these lies, for amusement designed, Sink down through the chambers of each little mind, And poison the fountains of feelmg; Remember that backward the stream shall return, And press to thy lips a draught that shall burn Thy tongue for its treacherous deahng. Away with the trash, the falsehood, the fiction, The tales of adventure and base cantradiction, Where fairies and ghosts are seen raviUg; Away with aU volumes of silly narration, All pictm*es grotesque, unnatural, misshapen. The tastes of thy children depraving. But mother, let truth, pure, simple, sublime. Whether uttered in prose, or warbled in rhyme, Be pictm-ed all living to view; S8 AN EVENING WITH THE CHELDEEN. Its beauty intrinsic, its lustre so mild, Will smite the warm heart of thy innocent child With a love of the qood and the fr}ic. Let the birds of the aii* which sow not, nor reap, Which God, our Father, dotli watchiidly keep, Their food and shelter provide; Teach thy little ones, as they list the soft lays, Which the feathery tribes pour forth in his praise, Lilie them in God to confide. Let the ant, forcasting the storms that shall blow. O'er her house long burried in deep drifted snow, Concealing the soft summer grain; Instruct, that though God for his creatares provide. Their labor and prudence nuist not bo denied The boiinty bestowed to obtain. And even the worm, as he feeds on the leaves, And from then- coarse texture most wondrously weaves A cerement of siUi for his bed: When winter is o'er, aU glorious with wings, From out his soft grave a butterfly springs. As if he were raised fi-om the dead. TO A MAID AT SEVEN. May tell how tlie dead, when coffined and laid Deep in the cold ground, 'neath the myrtle tree shade, To sleep in their cerement of clay, ShaU spring from their beds, aU glorious with wings, When through the rent sky the last trumpet rings, And the heavens arc rolling away. TO A MAID AT SEVEN. This day thy seventh year is ended, Its moments with the past are blended — A week of infant years; How like a sweet and pleasant dream. Does thy lirst week of summers seem, How fresh thy life appears ! But e'en for thee, life's sunny scene Hath had some darkening shades between, 'Twas not all merry May: I've seen true sorrow dim thine eyes, I've pitying hushed thy infant cries And wiped thy tears away. to'a^maid at seven. With patient smiles and much ado, Thy mother taught thy hands to sew Some patches in a seam, Till last, a j)ictured quilt was made, Of almost ever}' hue and shade — From black to white between. To us, depraved with sin and guilt, Life, like thy parti-colored quilt. Is made of light and shade; 'Twould not be well if all were bright, Nor well if all were dark as night, Of both our life is made. Let God the varied pattern plan. Seek thou his love and grace to scan In every changing hue; When Judgment shall thy life unroll, Then shalt thou, glancing at the whole. Pronounce it good and true. 61 SWEET SIXTEEN. If my fond heart, ere I'm aware, Incline the judgment of my head, So when I thee, sweet one, compare With other daughters also fair. In spite of all my watchful care, My judgment be misled; I beg of thee, and others too, My more impartial friends, Ye will not too severely view The picture partial lingers drew, And ask if every tint be true Where light with shadow blends. I wish that I could truly paint, Not color, form, or face, But life — thy Hfe — not of a saint, Nor yet grotesquely queer or quaint. But where the colors fair or faint, Thy subtle self should trace. 62 SWEET SIXTEEN. That thou in face and form art fail', Hast love-bewitching eyes, What color are thy lips and hair, I will not say, I do not care, But what thy thoughts and feelmgs are Above all else I prize. I greatly love thy glowing cheek, But more thy honest heart; Thy gentle spirit, chaste and meek, To me more sweetly far can speak Than all the ti-illing tones that break, Where goodness has no part. Sometimes thou seem est rather gay, Too thoughtless I opine, Too fond of miiih and girlish play, That this is wrong I will not say; I know mth thee 'tis merry May, And fields and flowers are fine. I would not wreath thy girlish l)row With sober Autumn's hue; Go be a happ}" maiden now, 63 SWEET SIXTEEN. Too soon the cold, rough whids will blow, Too soon will come the winter's ^ncw. And change this golden view. I only wish the flowers of spring, When leaves and blossoms fall, AVhen merry birds no longer sing, Or beat the air with wanton wing, May leave for thee some better thing Than song and beauty, all. If thou wilt cast some golden grain Upon the blooming sod; It will return to thee again, Kewarding all thy care and pain When birds and flowers cannot remain, A harvest gift of God. Let study store thy youthful mind With gems more bright than gold; Let wisdom on thy temj)les bind The fairest jewels of the mind; With these around thy forehead tmned, Thy face shall ne'er grow old «4 SOBER TWENTY. • What though thy youthful strenght may fail, Thy eye grow dim with years; Thy rosy cheek sink wan and pale, And life seem like a thrice-told tale; Though walking through the shadowy^ vale Thy heart shall know no fears. SOBER TWENTY. Onward still the stream is flowing — Onward still the years are going — Deeper, stronger grows Life's river, Hasting towards the great Forever. Round the slope of twenty summers Sings the stream its meriy murmurs; Swifter, stronger in its flowing For each slope that marks its going. In a cloud-like skitf, my daughter Floats upon the magic water; Wafted by the softest gales, Hiding in the lifted sails. G5 SOBER TWENTY. Half in smiles and half in tears — Hoping strong, with mingled fears, Sweeps my eye the changeful river, Bearing towards the great Forever. How I mark the light craft wander Towards the distant, unknown yonder, Where the skies and waters blue Meet and close tlie distant view. Here, the open sun-beams shimmer. There the sun and shadows glimmer. Now, she glides thro' flowerj^ meadows, Now, beneath the dense grove's shadows. Onward sweeps the meriy sailor, Sliouting back to all who hail her; O how bright is Life's glad river — Might it thus How on forever. When the stream was but a rill. Singing down Life's sunny hill, Wlien the baby hands were tender, And the oars were weak and slender. SOBER T^VENTY. Tlieu I rowed the infant sleeper Till she woke in waters deeper — Till the tiny arm grew stronger, And the keel itself seemed longer. When the arm and heai-t grew bolder, When the head and hand were older, Then I slow, my hand withdrew And let her guide the light canoe. But my heaii still rows beside her, And my hands are stretched to guide her; Never shall my fond care falter Till I sink beneath the water. Tender loves she father, mother, Tender toward each cherished brother; Makes each heavy burden lighter And each dismal hour grow brighter. Often when mj- heart is weary, And the days are sad and dreary, And ni}" soul is sore oppress'd, And the pillow jields no rest. SOBER TWENTY. Then some kind and thoughtful token, Or some fittmg promise spoken, Oft has ralHed hope declining, Silenced grief and vain repining. Oftener still my soul was strengthened, And its shrunken vision lengthened. And the curtained clouds uplifted, Or with golden sun-beams rifted. When I heard her sweet voice render, Some forgotten promise, tender. Sing some hope-inspiring psalm Has my soul grown strong and calm. Thus we close one score of years — Thus the pa^t to day appears — Thus between thy natal day, And the present, seems the way. What shall be thy future years, To no mortal eye appears; Eyes alone which all things scan. See the fickle Hfe of man. G8 OUR LITTLE ONES. God who leads the winding flood, Buoys thy bark and bears its load, Points its path from fount to sea, Whatsoe'er its windings be. Watch thy craft as if no one Guided it but thee alone. Pray thy God thy guide to be, As none guided it but he. QUE LITTLE ONES. Five httle faces in a row, Five curly heads as white as snow, A flight of steps, from crown to crown, O'er which my heart bounds up and down. But O, too large a step is seen The first and second heads between ! One little, snowy head is gone, It sleeps beneath a distant stone. TO EDDIE. Before ine yet the row shall stand, Clasped each alternate hand in hand; The broken steps shall yet grow even, The lost one takes its place in heaven. TO EDDIE. OUR LITTLE TWO YEAR OLD. Where, darling, may thy mansion be, Where is thy realm of rest ? So dim are all my thoughts of thee, That when my holden eyes would see Thy spirit from thy body free. They all seem dreams, at best. I only saw thy bosom heave, And shorter grow thy breath; I only saw the sweet light leave Those eyes wliich never more shall grieve, And felt thy j)ulseless heart receive The fatal stroke of death. TO EDDIE. Then all I had of thee, dear cliild ! In dreamless slumbers laid, Was thy sweet face, so pure and mild, But O, it neither wept nor smiled ! And when I called in anguish wild, Thy Ups no answer made. Thou art not here, I have not thee, My once dear, smUing boy, But this is all my eyes can see. What e'er thy other self may be, Is not, as 3^et, revealed to me, Thy sphere, nor thy employ. Art thou some unsubstantial dream, Some light and fleeting breath, More swift, in flight, than solar beam. When thro' the cloud, or on the stream It gilds its shinning path ? ' Tis thus my fancy strains its wing Thy viewless path to trace; ' Tis thu3 my stricken heart wovUd bring n TO EDDIE. Some iniage of that heavenly thmg, Which wanders vvliere the angels sing, To metes of time and space. I cover with my lifted hand, These tearful eyes of sense ; Nor will I ask to understand The mysteries of the spmt land ; No light or skill can I command To pierce those shadows dense. I only ask what Jesus saith, — The Light, the Truth, the Way;— Here will I rest my trembling faith; He gilds for me the darkest path With hope that full assurance hath Of immortahty. SHALL WE HAVE A CHKISTMAS TREE? Shall we Jiave a Chiistmas tree Hung with candies, fruit and toys ? Shall we merry, merry be, With our darling girls and boys? Shall we say old Santa Claus, Or the merry myth, Kriss Kringle, Comes with bells, and sleighs, and toys, With a Cliristmas jingle, jingle ? Yes, let's have the Cliristmas tree. Full of candies, fruits and toys; Let us merry, merry be With our httle girls and boys. Christmas comes but once a year — And the years, O, how they fly ! Let us greet it with good cheer, Greet it as it hastens by. SHALL WE HAVE A CHRISTMAS TREE.'' Stretch the line fi'om chair to chaii-, Range the stockings in a row; You will note each Httle pair Longer than a year ago. Many households, here and there, When the tender work is done, Shall observe some little pair From the family row is gone. Still, set up the Christmas tree, Let not home be left forlorn : Death may now no terror be. Since the infant Christ is born. E'en the fragrant evergreen May inspii'e the joy of faith; As a type of life unseen, Tell of triumph over death. If the home is glad and bright, And the gifts, an ample store, Fill each heart with sweet dehglit, Let us not forget the poor. 74 MY MOTHERS PICTURE. Ah ! the poor, in whose sad homes All is cold and bare and chill, Where no ja^ladsome Christmas comes, Where no gifts the stockings fill. Christ may still be in the stall, In some cot or lowly shed, Where the sick for succor call, Where the hungry cry for bread. Succoj- them this Cluistmas day; When the judgment time shall be, You will hear the Master say, "■ Ye have done it unto me." MY MOTHEE'S PICTUEE. My mother was old when she sat for her pictm-e, Her body was bowed, her tresses were grey, She wore a white kerchief and ii'on rimmed glasses — Her costume, though quaint, was the stylo of the day MY MOTHERS PICTURE. And there slie still sits, tho' years have gone by, And borne to the dust her visible clay, But the sheen of her hair, and the light of her eye, And the smile on her hp, pass never away. The canvas is old and faded, 'tis true; The pigments are darkened and tarnished by age. But yet from the wall, her spirit breaks through, And hves like a thought on a time honored page. Thus stiU the old painting looks down from the waU; Its sweetness and brightness increasing with years; It greets me whenever I enter the hall, And oftei I answer with blessings and tears. The dead, like their pictures, do never grow old, We tliink of them still, as when they were here, Though passed from our sight and far from our hold, We say they are ours, and feel they are near. 76 SILVEK WEDDING. TO REV. M. L. KUHNS AND WIFE. Cherished pastor, christian brother, Husband, father, faithful friend. Thee we greet with wife and mother, In our greeting both we blend. As together in one prayer. Often do your names ascend. On this gladsome day we hail you, Kindred, friends and children, aU, Happy are our hearts to greet you In this silver wedding call, May your silver turn to diamond Ere your evening shadows fall. When your trusting hands were phghted, Five and twenty years agone, Thus for sun and stonn united, 77 SILVER WEDDING OF REV. M. L. KUHNS AND WIFE. Twas the leafy month of June ; Through the changing months and seasons, Changeless, ye have journeyed on. Many leaves and flowers have withered In the blighting autumn air; Icy fingers some have gathered From your household arbor fair, And your trembling hps have tasted Of the cup so many share. Still the June month has its flowers, Still the cap of life is sweet, And to cheer your lingering hours When they tread with tardy feet, You have blooming sons and daughters To adorn the household yet. Though no wish or word be spoken Which may tell the love we feel, Let each silent, silver token Something of that love reveal, And though silent, and though absent, Let it plead our memory still. SILVER WEDDING OF MR. AND MRS. DANIEL EPPLEY. Now may he who at the altar Joined your pHghted souls in one, Hold you when your footsteps falter And still gently lead you on — Lead you parents, lead you children, Where the " little ones " are gone. SILVEK WEDDING OF MR. AND MRS. DANIEL EPPLEY. I know not if my humble rhymes Will ring well with the silver chimes Which greet your ears to-day — I know not if the lines I sing Will have the true metalic ring : I only wish thej^ may. I, like those poor apostles old, Have neither silver gifts nor gold, And hence can none impart; 79 SILVER WEDDING OF MR. AND MR3. DANIEL EPPLEY. I draw upon another store, In which I feel I am not poor — The treasures of my heart. Anticipating us to-day, Some kindly genius passed this way Invisibly bright: And through your raven locks of hair She slipt her silvery fingers fair, And left them snowy white. Above all gifts and treasures rare. Above all silver presents fair, I prize the locks of snow; To me no royal diadems, Though burdened with earth's richest gems, With half the splendor glow. I wish, dear friends, you may behold Your silver wedding turn to gold — Your gold to diamond tarn; And when at last Life's sun hangs low, May skies above and hills below In golden splendor burn. AN ALBUM DEDICATION. TO lOLE. This book is Friendship's dainty hall, Each pearly page a parlor fair, The golden border is the waU, And every line, a vacant chair. I, on the threshold, take my stand And open wide the waiting door; To comers, all, I give my hand, And bid them welcome, o'er and o'er. ^KKt THl}^^ HEART THOUGHTS, THE HOLY CHHiD JESUS. ^,^L>^y:^:^^=^>^:)' Savioiu' thou wast once a child, Holy, harmless, undefiled, Hmnble was thy human bii'th, When thou earnest down to earth, Thou didst walk with sinful men, But without a spot or stain; Tempted, thou didst never yield — Be thy grace and strength our shield ! Since on tender childhood's head, Once thy holy hands were laid. All the children of the race Occupy a nobler place. " Suffer them to come to me, " Draws our parent hearts to thee; With the children Lord we come; For us all, thy arms have room. 85 FRATERNITy. CHARITY INVOKED. Charity, visit me, Grace of the noble three; My spii'it welcomes thee — Come, holy love ! Faith, Hope, these give us peace: Thy power shall still increase, When these in sight shall cease - Thou reign'st above. FEATERNITY. ''Behold how good and how pleamnt it is for brethren to dwell .ofjether in Unity. " Ps., cxxiii : 1. Earth has few charms so rich and rare, Or scenes so precious and so fair, As brethren who agree; How good, how pleasant thus to dwell, 86 THE POOL OF BETHESDA. Where kindred bosoms swell With mutual sympathy; 'Tis like the precious ointment shed On Aaron's consecrated head, Which ran down o'er his beard; And in a sweet and odorous stream, Down to liis garments' utmost seam, Itself a robe appeared; 'Tis like the morning's fragrant dew, On Hermon's sunht summit, blue, Or Zion's sacred hill; For there the Lord his blessing sends, And heaven in bright effulgence bends, With life the scene to fill. THE POOL OF BETHESDA. •JOHN v., 1 — 9. Five porches hung around Bethesda's pool, Where sick and wan a mass of suff'rers lay, Upon the waveless fountain's bosom cool, 87 THE POOL OF BETHESDA. They fixed their haggard eyes from day to day, Naught broke the form of cloud or bending trees, As mirrored on the pool they floatmg lay, Save when by chance a soft and thii'sty breeze Would curhng o'er its placid surface play. Months passed — and still a thousand bending heads Saw imaged fourth their hollow sunken eyes, As down they gazed from overhanging beds, To see, j^erchance, the troubled waters rise; For once a year a pitying angel came, As round the realm he beat his guardian flight, And moved by cries of blind, and halt, and lame, He wept a tear upon its bosom bright. When lo ! a sudden boiling quickly seized The sleeping spuit of the conscious wave, And gave the mystic pool a balm that eased The first, who stepping in, their hmbs should lave. At once the crawling, halting, suff 'ring tide Of waiting wretches, for the water strove ; Some, helpless, for theii' friends most piteous cried; Some headlong threw themselves from beds above, The waters touched, and straight the healthful flow THE POOL or BETHESDA. Of life coiu'sed througli their withered Umbs again. The cold dull eye, the pallid cheek would glow. And hearts oppressed with grief forgot then pain; But whilst some joyful tcjuched the healing tide, And lost amid the waves their heavy chains; Others, alas! forlorn, desponding died, And m the Graces Bethesda healed their pains. One sad, retired, and meekly suff'ring form. Far back by cold, unfeeling hands was thrown, Where year by year, mid heat, and cold, and storm, He friendless, waited, wept, and prayed alone. TJiirf;/ and eif/Jit long years infirm he lay. Long sought Bethesda's often troubled tide. And saw the mystic waters wash away Some fell disease from sutf'rers by his side; But ere he, crawling to the fountain's shore. Could drag inhrm his languid length along. Some other waiting feet would press before, And leave him helpless mid the tangled throng. The years passed slow along, and one by one. His former friends forsook his loathsome cot, Wearied of cost and care, left him alone, THE POOL OF BETHESDA. And e'en at last his very name for^^ot. His mother, in his childhood's helj^less years. Had brought and laid him by Bethesda's side, And daily sitting, wiped away his tears, And for her charge, her daily task she plied. Then, when at length the longed for day appeared, And angel hands Bethesda's waters moved, Grasjiing her child, she quick the fountain neared. But others first its healing virtues proved. Again, and still again, from year to year, The faithful spirit stirred the lucid wave. And they who quickly touch the waters near, Are healed of whatsoe'er disease they have : But still a strangely sad, severe decree. Debarred from health the mother's fated child. He seemed alone a lielphss wretch to be. Whilst health restored, on otlurs frequent snnkd. Yet God the mother's daily prayers had heard, Though long the gracious answer seemed delayed: Another fount, by Calvary's tortures stirred, Was destined to afford the suff'rer aid. Yet long before the world's Bethesda streamed THE POOL OF BETHESDA. O'er Calvary's steep, a sacred crimson tide, And long before its healing flood had gleamed Beside the sheep-gate pool, the mother died. Earth's lirst, and last^ and earth's most constant Mend, A mother, fond, untiring, now was gone, And thus, the only stay that heaven would lend, Had fled, and he indeed was left alone. The angel came, the waters moved again, Again he saw befriended sutr'rcrs healed; But still he wjiited, cried, and wept in vain, No heart would feel, no hand assistance yield. Youth passed away, and manhood came and fled. And age, inflrni ffom sickness and from years. Stole on, and still upon his squalid bed His days w.rj passed in groans, his nights in tears. At parting eve one day, when rosy clouds Like ships of gold sailed down the sun-lit west. And changing, seemed like hills of flame, and crowds Of men, and giant steeds in crimson drest; When heaven was calm, and Sharon's scented gales Played soft upon Bethesda's blushing pool, And from the hill, and down the winding vales 91 THE POOL or BETHESDA. The air stole forth the heated earth to cool; There came from Olive's mount, descending slow, A weary, strange, and solitary man. He crossed the brook in Siloa's vale below, And up Moriah's steep his laboring march began ; And as he nearer comes, the suff'rer's eye Marks a soft radiance on his pensive face, As yet uncertain if the evening sky, Or soul ^vithin imparts the heavenly grace. But now beside the friendless cot he stands, His eyes, his face with mildest radiance glow — He speaks — the suffrer lifts his wasted hands, And prays the stranger's heart an alms l^a.-tow. " Wilt thou be whole ? " the gentle voice demands, "Long hast thou lain in this sad case, I see, I mark thy sunken eye, thy withered hands; Wilt thou from thine infirmity be free ? ' ' " I have no one, " the weeping sult'rer cries, " These limbs of mine in yonder pool to lave, And when I would from this low cot arise. Some other touches first the troubled wave." " Arise, take up thy bed and vxdk, for lo ! 92 THE POOL OF BETHESDA. My sovereign word shall make thy members whole, Arise, I am thy soul's Bethesda too, All nature owns my absolute control." At once his ankle bones their strength receive, He joyful grasi)S the stranger's proffered hands, Withm his soul perplexed emotions heave, And leaping up he by his Saviour stands. But whilst with bounding step and joyful heart, He moves the wonder of the multitude, Jesus unseen, conveys himself apart, ^Vhilst thoasands round the scene of healing stood, Amazed, he to the house of God repairs. Bearing, as bid, the burden of his bed. At once to offer lieaven his grateful prayers, And learn where his mysterious friend had tied. And as he kneeled upon the temple Hoor, Thanked God, and anxious prayed to know his friend, Jesus approached and bade him sin no more. Lest heaven on him a direr curse should send ; Weeping with joj, he kissed the Saviour's feet, And ask and heard the great Redeemer's name. And going forth his snff 'ring friends to greet, 93 THE i^OOL OF liET^HESDA. He published far and near the Saviour's fame. Jesus, thou art the same forever more, Thou art the soul's Bethesda still to-day, Thou canst the wounded heal — our sight restore, And drive the broken spirit's grief away. I too was sick, my head, my heart was faint, My soul was foul with leprous spots of sin. No troubled pool could ease my soul's complaint, The dire disease lay deep ni}^ heart within. I too, for many years had helpless lain. And sought, and vainly sought, myself to cure. The more I strove to heal my inward pain. The less my heart its evils could endure; Till once, my Saviour, thou didst pass this way, And saw'st me helpless, friendless and alone. Thou saw'st my grief as sad I weeping lay. And heardst my broken spirit's heavy moan. When thou didst point me to thy wounded side. Thy hands, thy feet with crael piercings riven, From whence had flowed thy heart's pure crimsoned tide. 94 SCARdfiLY SAVED. For me, for all mankind so freely given. I looked, and lo, my sin-sick soul was healed, M}^ heart its rending anguish felt no more, I felt my health restored, my pardon sealed, And Heaven all through my soul its gladness pour. SCARCELY SAVED. 1 PETER rv : 18. " Scarcely Saved ! " then almost lost Heaven's pathway nearly missed, From an angry ocean tossed. Saved on fragments of the ship; O, thou Ruler of the wave, Can'st Thou onl}^, scarcely save ? Must we, like a burning brand. Snatched by Thine Almighty hand From the ashes of the lost — 95 f^CARCELY SAVED. As was Lot from Sodom's coast — Scarce escape Thy dreadful ire, Only saved, as if "by fire?'' Heaven wills the soul to save, Christ his blood a ransom gave, Freely is the spirit given. Gently wooing us to heaven; Without mone}^, without price, May we enter Paradise. Are not Wisdom's pleasant waj's, Paved with flowers and trod with ease All our galling fetters broke. Is not Christ's an easy yoke V Is it hard then, life t' achieve. Since 'tis only "Look and live? " Yes, poor mortal, blind, depraved. Hardly is the sinner saved; Hardly will he lend his car E'e]i of life itself to hear. Foes without, and foes within. Make it hard his soul to win. 90 SCARCELY SAVED. If the Spirit softly pleads, Scarce the still small voice he heeds — If the rod in judgment burns, — Th' ingrate of a rebel turns — Wooes the voice, or falls the rod, Still the heart defies its God — Gilded forms of pleasing sin Spread arouLd, liis heart to win. Sweet and fiowery seems the road, Leading downward fi'om his God — Syren voices all along Lure him with then- magic song. Should some arrow, dipt in blood. From the quiver of his God — Break the fascinating spell, Making hard the way to hell, Oft some guilty balm is found Quick to stanch the flowing wound. Is the great Physician near. Dropping on th' awakened ear, The welcome; "Come, sick soul to me, 97 SCARCELY SAVfeD. I'll heal thee, make thy spirit free ? " Still 'tis hard, but to believe — Hard to only " Look and live." Hard to count the world but dross, — Hard to bear the Saviour s cross, Hard to tread the narrow road, Leading upward to his God — ■ Hard to bear the world's dread frown, Only looking for the crown. Where ten thousand wil}' foes Every upw^ard step oppose — Foes without and foes within — Hard it is the fight to win; O, ye friends of Christ, be brave. Hard it is the soul to save. JOY IN HEAVEN. LUKE XV : 7. Joy in heaven! what else but jo}^ Could angels' harps and tongues employ So near the throne above V Can they who see their Father's face, Whose glory fills the heavenly place, Want themes their hearts to move? Joy in heaven! since yonder spheres Have measui'ed times revolving years A moment has not flown, But angels with their spirit lays, Have lifted high Jehovah's praise. And hjanned his glorious throne. When bursting from primeval night, Myriads of starry systems bright, Their glittering march began, The " Morning Sfars," with measured song, Cheered the bright hosts their paths along, As through the heavens they ran. 99 JOY IN HEAVEN. And when on rapid wings tlie}^ lly, Amid the wonders of the sky, And hear the chiming spheres As round the throne of God they roll, They catch fi'om heaven's remotest pole Sweet echoes on their ears. But what upon this atom ball, Obscured, accursed by Adam's fall, A den of rebels vile; What here, could win from angels pure. Whose minds no evil can endure, A sweet, approving smile? Can they from starr}^ homes look down, Where rests Jehovah's angry frown, With aught of pure delight ? No doubt, our glittering mountains fair, Our fields, and floods, and ocean-air, Might please an angel's sight. No doubt, a seraph's flaming eye, Might in our groves or fields espy Some sweet, sequestered bowser, 100 JOY IN HEAVEN. Where murmuring brook and vernal lay. Might e'en for angels charm away A calm and pensive hour. But when a soul with sin oppressed And hands upon his contrite breast, To Heaven for mercy cries; When tears of true repentance flow. And guilty souls their biu-den know. When pleading prayers arise, And when from clouds of coming wrath, From Sinai's dreaded doom of death, The guilty rebel flees; When to the cross his soul repairs, And through the rising storm of fears, His bleeding Saviour sees. Tis then is heard the joyful sound, " The dead's ahve, the lost is found, " Mid heaven's enraptured throng; 'Tis then their joyfid harps rebound, — " The dead's alive, the lost is found — " Millions the strains prolong. 101 CHRIST WEEPING OVER JERUSALEM. " And when he, wat< come near, he hehe/d the city, aiul u-^pt 0}:er if Luke, xix ; 41. See Jesus on Mount Olive s brow ! Applauding thousands round him bow, And loud hosannahs sin<^; With garments strewn and waving piilms, With loud acclaim and pealing psalms, They hail him Zion's king. A gorgeous scene before him lies, Of mountains mingling with the skies. Of fields and foliage green ; But fairest, sweetest in his sight, Bathed in the mellow morning light, Jerusalem is seen. On Mount Moriah's peak below. The temple, lilie a hill of snow, — The wonder of all lands, — 102 CHRIST WEEPING OVER JERUSALEM. With roof of gold and turrets bright, With flashing dome and pillars white, Conspicuously stands. Oblivioas of the joyful crowd, Of waving palms and praises loud. He scans the coming years; The Master's bosom heaves with groans. His lips o'erflow with wailing tones, His eyes with pitying tears. Alas ! to his prophetic eye, Far down the peaceful, morning sky A coming cloud is seen: On his omniscient soul it throws A shadow dark of future woes, Which blackens all between. To him, beyond the mountains green, The serried flash of war is seen, The glare of armor bright; He hears the legions' measured tread. The neighing of the warrior's steed, The shout, the cry, the fright. 103 CHRIST WEEPING OVER JERUSALEM. Ai'ound the city's walls below, Tlie close besieging lionians throw Embankments strong and high: The taint of death is in the air, And to the carcass, from afar, The swift winged eagles fly. Through crimson streets and twilight dim, With sunken eyes and visage grim. Gaunt Famine daily walks; And rampant Faction, fierce and red. With gory hands and fiery tead, O'er bleeding corpses stallvs. His captive kindred, led in chains. Are dragged, lilie beasts, from smoking plains To lands beyond the sea; And there in marts, for sordid gold, The seed of Abraham is sold. And doomed to slavery. In every land he sees them roam, Without a priest, without a home, Afflicted and accursed. 104 THE BIBLE AND THE KEFOEMATION. Till every breeze from every sky, Is burdened with a groan or sigh, From wanderers dispersed. And once again his pity burns, And all within his sad soul yearns To change their horrid lot. Now while they hail him Zion's king. His brooding love, with sheltering win^ Would shield; but they would not. THE BIBLE AND THE KEFOEMATION. O Christ, our Sovereign king, To Thee oiu* praise we bring- On this glad day; Thou o'er Thy church dost reign, Thy righteous cause maintain Hear us we pray I 105 THE BIBLE AND THE KEFOEMATION. When once thy people groaned 'Neath Anti-christ enthroned, Thy courts within; Who, hke a rival God, Thy sacred precincts trod; Ruled nations by his rod, — "The man of sin!" Great God, thou didst inspire A monk with holy lire To plead for thee ! He seized the Spirit's sword, — The hammer of the Word, And in the name of God Smote valiantly. Great Luther's mighty stroke The papal sceptre broke, And made us free. The Reformation day Has rolled the night away — Let happy millions say, ■'Great Jubilee. "' 106 LUTHER AND VVxVSHINGTON. THE KEFOKMATION AND CENTENNIAL, Ah when a zone of golden beams Fulls li-oiii tlie level sun Acrcjss the sea and gilds its waves, Makes skies and waters one; Thrusts golden fingers through the foam Of every crested wave. And lays on each a fairer crown Than Monarchs ever gave : So, from the Sun of Righteousness, Across the ages dim, There falls a belt of golden beams Uniting earth with Him; And all events and sainted men, Which in this blazon lie. Grow great with time and shine afar, . And cannot fade or die. 107 LUTHER AND WASHINGTON. Bald Sinai's peak and Horeb's top, iVnd Calvary, fairer far, On jeweled summits catch the light, Within this golden bar; And lowly men of rustic garb, From field or tent or fold, If in its track, grow bright with light More sj^lendid far than gold. Tlius Abraham and all the tribes Of his illustrous line, Bards, prophets, kings, and humbler names, With this effulgence shine: While Genius, Learning, Prowess bold. Not gilded by this light, Grow dim with age and fade away. And sink in final night. As from some tall historic mount, In these Centennial days. Let's backward look to other times, Through ^Vutumn's golden hiize: LUTHER AMD WASHINGTON. On orand October's final day; We reverentlj' will stand, And send oar thoughts adown the past, To roam from land to land. Our own fair land, a nearer scene, — A scene not wholly bright. Shines thro' a hundred ^^ears, sublime In Freedom's glorious light; Altho' the battle's stiffling smoke Hung o'er it now and then. Yet when 'twas past a fairer sky O'er spread it still again. We hear our sires in Congress halls, Engaged in high debate, They forge the chains in mighty heat, Which bind in one the State ; Each untried thought they in the fire And on the anvil la}', And smite with giant blows the bars To test their strength and stay, 109 LUTHEE AND WASHINGTON. Tiiey guard the Stat(; to make it free With equal rij:^'hteous law; Twixt LiceiiBo loose and Freedom strong, The nice distinction draw; But tliose precincts the soul within, They ne'er presumptuous trod. But left the conscience grandly free. Unfettered witli its God. The f-tream of light which long ago Broke o'er Judean hills, Falls thro' their halls, a golden Hood, And exoYj chamber fills; It casts a bright unfading glow On every honored brow; For on such legislative men It never shone till now. But as our thoughts roam down these jeari We cross the mighty sea; In other lands strong voices plead The cause of Libert}' ; LUTHER AND WARIIINGTC^N. A hammer smites a pareliment scroll Against a chapel door; Its echo rolls in tliunder tones In Freedom's cannon's roar. Great Luther seems a A\\ashington ; His hammer's mighty stroke, Which from the necks of millions smote The papal tyrant's yoke, Explodes for us each deadl}' shell. And fires each loyal gun Which sweeps our land of royal slaves, Redeemed by AVashington. And in his theses lay the spark, Half smothered yet, 'tis true. Which in his hand in after years A mighty flambeau grew; This touching- others, spread the flame And passed from liand to hand, Till vivid belts of holy fire Begirt the sea and land. LUTHER AND WASHINGTON. Those links of Freedom and of Law Wers forged in Luther's hand, \A^hich our old patriot fathers snatched. Yet glowino- from the sand: He cast them singly from the forge, On lands beyond the sea, And other hands have wove of them The guards of Liberty. Were there no Keformation day. The darkened world to cheer, There were no Independence day, And no Centennial year: No Luther, then no Washington; No theses, then no State Upon these shores, in justice strong, Sublimely free and great. The cloister where the Bible lay, The monastery cell; The ever-famous chapel door Where Luther's hammer fell, AUTUMN LEAVES. And Luther's self, and all the way In which he fearless trod, Lay m the blazon's central glow Which marks the path of God, AUTUMN LEAVES. All through the golden, bright, November day. The hearse-lilie wind had been among the leaves; It kissed them as it loosed them from their spray, And laid them on the mossy turf away, Beneath the wind-swayed tops of mourning trees. And now beyond the golden sun-set bars, The dying day has calmly sunk to rest; The funeral torches of the distant stars, Led in their march by crimson-visaged Mars, Pass down the tinted high-way of the west. AUTUMN LEA\'ES. I lean my head to catch the cool nio-ht-air, The perfume of its forest-scented breath; I feel its lingers slipping thro' my hair, As if to brush awaj^ the feverish care Which comes to me from Nature's realm of death. I think of mine, some sweetl}' budding leaves. Untouched by Autumn's icy chill of death, Which faded in the sj^ring-time's balmy breeze. Wrenched from the boughs of bleeding parent-trees, By an inexorable, fell disease. And laid away the tear-bathed sod beneath. But far beyond the golden sun-set bars; Beyond the frosts, the fading light of even; Bej^ond the torches of the setting stars, Led in their march by crimson-visaged Mars, They live translated in the light (^f heaven. SEA GROVE. AVliere Jersey opes her sand}^ palm, And lays lier linger in the sea; Where waves collide in storm and calm, And plaj' an endless duet psalm; The basso chimes Are Ocean's rhj^mes: The softer airs Are Delaware's; Here Sea Grove City is to be. Sea Grove is as a bridal ring, Cape May's the linger in the sea; The snow-white cots wdiicli on it spring, Are facets in Love's offering; The first and best, Among the rest, Is pure saphire — The church's spire ^ — This is the fairest far to me. THE SNOW FLAKE. Here % the healthful saline airs On ceaseless wings, from shores unseen; Here Health the wasted form repairs, And here the burden of our cares Drops in the spra}^, And floats away, Out from the beach, Bej'ond our reach, And seems as if it ne'er had been. THE SNOW FLAKE. Come, prett}^ snow Hake ! come rest in my hand; I've singled you soaring so long and so high, Wearily watching, I patiently stand, To see you sail down from your home in the sky. At last I have caught you — you're gone, x>retty thing ! Your crj^stals are broken, so sorry I am, As soon as I felt the touch of your wing, An icy cold tear was left in my palm. 116 THE SNOW FLAKE. If on the white ground, instead of my pahn, Your wing had ahghted, with others as pure, And rested with kindred ones, quiet and cahn, Your crystals, unbroken, might longer endure : Or were you made sad to quit your bright home, To drop on a hand, so sinful and vile; Hence shunned me so long, prefermg to roam Through sky and mid air, disporting awhile? One other, still purer and brighter, did come From regions still higher and holier far. Whose crystals were crushed on the cross and the tomb, Were crushed in the fall, but hell felt the jar. But often 'tis thus with other bright things, Which gladden and dazzle my eyes for awhile : I scarcely can notice the touch of their wing-s, Till into sad tears has melted each smile. ^ lf1 117 W^ SECOND THOUGHT ON, I'M GEO WING OLD. And cim I f>Towiiig old, in truth; My sense less keen, my step less free V StiU I retain my real youtli; I am not old and wiU not be. 'Tis not in years to make me old, Though time may wear my strength away: May make the vital currents cold And turn myjyouthl'ul locks to gray: Yet long as Hope in me is strong, And Faith looks on with undim'ed eyes; As long as Love and Zeal press on To reach the mark and win the prize: Yea, while to me, from springs unseen, The tide of life Hows piu'e and strong. My leaf, unwithered, shall be green, I must and always shall be young. I 118 ELIJAH AT HOEEB. The aged eagle molts his plumes, And from his eyrie upward springs, The strength and speed of youth resumes iVnd bathes in elouds his new-Heged wings; So shall the soul that waits on God, AVith freshened strength its path pursue ; Mount up on wings to his abode, And evermore its youth renew. ELIJxVH AT HOEEB. 1 KINGS XIX : 8-18. See the tempest rend the mountain; Darkness tills the sky; Hear the rumbling earthquake passing, Is Jehovah nigh ? 119 ELIJAH AT HOREB. Yes, the wild wind is his herald, Making straight his path, And the quaking of the mountain Harbingers his wrath. Now the heavens glow with tire; Horeb is in flame: Sure Jehovah's drawing nigher — Awful is his name. But not in the storm or thunder. Wrapt not in the flame, Conies Elijah's God to Horeb Vengeance to proclaim. But a soft and gentle whisper, Filling earth and air, Tells the awe-struck, trembling prophet That the Lord is there. And he, folded in his mantle, At the open cave, Hears a searching, whispering Spirit Bidding him be brave. 120 THE BIBLE AND LIBEB'JA. This is the Reformation day, The wide world's Jubilee; The Word, long l^ound, is loosed again To make the nations free; It takes the wings of every wind; It floats on every Hood; It tells to men of every tongue The wondrous works of God. It sails a chart in Pilgrini shq^s To lands beyond the sea; It is their guide, their polar star, The pilot of the free ; It rears their altars, builds the State Beyond the tyrant s rod, Where, unalarmed and undismayed, Men freely worship God. MORNING BIRDS. The Bible at the lire-side And in the closet read; In childhood's ears, at marriage feasts, And burials of the dead; In church, in school, in prison cell, In legislative hall; Lives in our life, rules in our laws. The heart and pulse of all. MORNING BIRDS. One timid note Is sent afloat From yonder hill-top tree, remote : The dewy air Vibrates afar Beneath the palpitating jar. I haste to rise. In glad surprise, As Morning ope's her dewy eyes. MORNING BIIIDS. To sec unrolled, The cloudy gold, Beyond what poets ever told. I wheel my chair To catch the air Which comes from field and forest faii; To hear the strain And sweet refrain The birds sing ever and again. Some sentry bird At first is heard. As if it were a watchman's word; A single trill Steals from the hill, Then, for a moment, all is still. An answering bird, Ere long is heard, And he is followed by a third, And then ere long. The morning song. Swells to a chorus, loud and strong. MORNING BIRDS. From bush and brake, From hill and lake, All in the general song- partake; Unhelped by art, Each sings his pai-t. And finds his music in his heart. Each velvet throat Pours forth its note Upon the trembling air to iior.t; It makes no pause — Seeks no applause — B\it from its soul its music draws. The airs which sway Each leafy spray, Seem dancing as the}' float away; The joyful June, To sultry noon, ('laps all its leafy hands in tune. O ma}'^ my heart, Unskilled in art, In tliis glad anthem bear its part ! THE DAY IS DONE Nor silent be, \Mieii bird and tree Can till the air with melody. THE DAY LS DONE. The day is done — Once more the sun Hatli through the sky his journey ran; The live-long da}", His flaming ray Hath kept primeval Night at bay. But looking back, The sky is black. And Night comes trailing on liis track: And in this chase She'll gain the race. And throw her l)lack scarf on ]]is face. THE DAY IS DONE. For sages sa^', Some time, some way, The Night shall overtake the day; The solar flame Sink whence it came, \\"here light and darkness are the same. So let it be, — If Heaven decree, That time shall bring no night to me : Altho' a sleep Ere then may steep My sense in shadows, dark and deep. Yet from mine eye These shades shall fly Beneath a fairer, brighter sky: A purer light Shall greet my sight Wlien stars and suns are lost in night. Pago. A Dream and its Interpretation . _ _ - 16 An Album Dedication - - - - - - 81 An Evening witli the Ckildren _ _ _ _ 53 Autobiographical - - - - - - -25 Autumn Leaves .___-- 113 Blowing Bubbles - - - - - - - 23 Charity Invoked _.__-- 8G Christ Weeping Over Jerusalem - - - - - 102 Dedication ( Home. )------ 39 Dreamings of the Waking Heart Elijah at Horeb ...--- 119 Faith in Papa Makes Me Jump - - - - - 42 Fraternity - - - - - - - 86 I'm Growing Old - - - - - - - 45 Joy in Heaven ___--- 99 Luther and Washington ------ 107 Morning Birds ------- 122 My Baby's Hand ------- 40 My Mother's Picture ------ 75 Our Childhood's Home - - - - - - 45 Our Little Ones ------ 69 Scarcely Saved - - - - - - -95 S^a Grove ------- 115 Second Thought on, "I'm Growing Old" - - - - 118 INDEX. Page. Shall We Have a Christmas Tree .' - - - - 73 Silver Wedding of Rev. L. M. Kiihiis - - - - 77 Silver Wedding of Daniel Epploy - _ _ - 79 Soher Twenty - - - .._ _ -G5 Sweet Sixteen ---_-._ (i2 The Bible and Liberty - - - - - - 121 The Bible and the Reformation . _ . . 105 The Day is Done - - - - - - - 125 The Holy Child Jesus --...- 85 The Invisible Beyond - - - - - - 33 The Little Brown Money Jug ----- 32 The Maid of the Mountain . . . _ - 10 The Pool of Bethesda ------ 87 The Snow Flake - - - - - - - IKi To a Maid at Seven ------ (50 To Eddie -------- 7<> What is an Old Maid ? - - - - - - 44 What is Your Life ? - - - - - - 31 Wittenherg College Sonc,- ----- 35 ...yjljjAJJY OF CONGRESS 016 256 119 4 " t