fLJBPtARY OF congress' # ^~Wr^ ■# 1 1''"? |wi3M|o f # tL _'_3^ # I UNITED STATES~OfTmERICA. ^ HOURS WITH JOHN DARBY. BY THE AUTHOR OF '•THINKERS AND THINKING," "ODD HOURS OF A PHYSICIAN,' ETC., ETC. y These things my heart, O Pyrrho, longs to hear, How you enjoy such ease of hfe and quiet, The only man as happy as a god." A man is not to bite his hand and afterwards blame his teeth for the hurt." PHILADELPHIA: J. B. LIPPINCOTT & CO 1877. Entered, according to Act of Congress, in the year 1876, by JAMES E. GARRETSON, M.D., In the Office of the Librarian of Congress at Washington. MRS. THOMAS WOOD, THIS BOOK IS DEDICATED BY ITS AUTHOR, WITH EXPRESSIONS OF REGARD AND ESTEEM. ARGUMENT. Lysias, a youth of refinement and education, has, as confidant ^ and adviser, an old friend, John Darby. The younger being at that stage from which one steps into the great arena, it is the concern of the elder to endow him with experiences which have grovi^n out of the successes and failures occurring in his own life. The talks held by the two as they stroll together through the woods, float in their boat upon the stream, or sit by the evening ^ fireside, relate to these experiences. The subject of women being frequently introduced, much dis- course is held on the meaning of the passion of love : it is shown to be a bitter-sweet, — a something which, of all the associations of earth, comprises the most or contains the least. Home is dis- cussed ; what it is ; what makes it ; what keeps it ; what is to go before it ; who may come into possession of it, and who may not. Earnestly anxious for the good of his young friend, the old man propounds aphorisms and abounds in suggestions. There is a good deal of indulgence in philosophic reflections, but it is aimed to divest this of any appearance of pedantry, and to apply the lessons to the every-day details of life and living. It is endeavored to be impressed that success arises out of knowing and heeding; that biters get bitten; that wisdom is, of all things, the most useful, and prudence the most profitable; that good and evil are not to be looked on as things in them- selves, but as things existing alone in relations ; that while man is to recognize that he is indebted to God for ail blessings, yet tne meaning of Providence is to be understood as lying strictly I* V vi ARGUMENT, within one's self; that one is to lean on his own staff. It is denied that there is such a thing in the world as dealh. Here and there — confined, however, principally to the first few conversations — references, more or less foreign to the matter of immediate discourse, are to be found interpolated, and soliloquies are indulged in, which, on first impression, expose the mentor to criticism on the scores of disjointed speaking and literary incon- gruity; but on looking at the matter with ordinary closeness, a warrant for this is seen to lie in the object, which is to drop seeds of thought (wherever a place may be found in which to plant one) rather than point morals. Finally, there is considered that mutation which, sooner or later, breaks up all families. Husband and wife are separated ; the mentor offers to his pupil the consolations of philosophy, and demonstrates to him that the change from a bridal chamber to a coffin is of precisely similar import to the burial of the caterpillar in its cocoon ; that coffins and cocoons are alike symbols of im- mortality, that from either come beautiful flying things. CONTENTS. PAGE Concerning a Wife 5 Concerning Things to be Known 34 Concerning Quiet Hours 56 Concerning the Avoidance of Unquiet Hours . . 73 Concerning That Which it Most Profits a Man to Understand 102 Concerning Heroic Love 126 Concerning Heroic Love 134 Concerning Nuptial Love 142 The Story of Lysander 151 About Nooses 169 Lysias 170 At Home 184 At Home 199 At Home 218 At Home 226 Death in the House 241 I. CONCERNING A WIFE. A WIFE, thou sayest. And what for, my Lysias ? Thou wouldst hear discourse thereon. And so thou shalt ; for of all matters concerning which experience may speak to the edifying of inex- perience ; of things which pertain most to comfort or discomfort ; of relations which affiliate or which antag- onize; of joys which expand or which sodden ; nothing — of all the associations of earth — is there, which may comprise so much, or contain so little, as is embraced in the meaning of that one word — Wife. A wife commences in dreams ; not of flesh and blood, but a divine phantom is that which flits about and which touches the young heart — the phantom is it of the rose — of the zephyr sighing for a something it wants — the phantom of the blushing cheek, of tell-tale lips, ripe, and pouting complaints of the unsipped lusciousness living in them. No face is seen by Youth as it is in reality. Over all, over everything, is the sheen. The 1* S e CONCERNING A WIFE. breath of Love is ever that perfume which to the lover is sweetest. The glance of a love-lit eye, comes it from blue, black, or gray, is as the glory which falls at mo- ments on mountain-tops, making bleak rocks golden. Look where Youth will, there is the divine thing — there is the sheen ; each wavelet reflects it, each haze- wrapped cloudlet bears it ; the earth, the sky, the waters, are full of it ; brooks sing its song, winds are its wings ; even seas, which engulf and destroy, are seen as tribute- bearers to its heroism. Oh, thing divine — thing divine ! And poetry is a tribute-bearer \ for who, save in rounded periods, and in the languid diminuendoes of scales, and of well-matched words, may find language fit for the telling of dreams apart from which there is nothing? — Ah! beautiful world of Love! the senses drunken, the appetite taking to its nourishment only the lotus — Eden. Only the rustle of a robe — her robe ! Yet is a heart set palpitating, and speech, a moment back loud and vaunting, is now become confused and faltering • shades red and pale fly at random, and limbs strong and lusty have fallen into weakness. The whisper of a bride — a word so low spoken that but one ear in all the wide world may catch the meaning. Yet is there music in the tone apart from which harmony has no chords but have become un- strung and tuneless; other sounds concern not, but are as things dead or meaningless. The black humors of life have been dispelled by that whisper — earth has drawn somewhat nearer heaven. A wife, thou sayest. There are, my Lysias, women who are such fools and CONCERNING A WIFE. 7 idiots, that by some unwonted blunder on the part of nature they would seem to have grown into life naught else than animated blocks. . . . Yet — yet, on the other hand, are there a multitude so exquisite, so finely attuned, so over-full of the delicious, so enticing, so alluring, so all-satisfying, that kings and philosophers who bow down before them, who give crown and brains to them, who forget in their praise all other worship, who build altars to them, who live all of life in their pres- ence and who die all of death in their absence — ah ! my scholar, he alone that knew not Servilla blames Caesar. A woman, Lysias, may be as the burr and thistle, which, a moment back, thou wouldst have lifted from the wayside had I not warned thee. She may be of a nature to hold fast by a husband, but the closer she sticks the more shall she worry and wound him. A woman, on the contrary, may be like unto a bath redo- lent of perfumes, not only purifying and cleansing him who comes to her freshness, but so recreating his senses, so stimulating with a modestly-tempered coolness, so exhilarating, and so intoxicating with the sweet things which live in her, that well may the lover let go under mouth and nostrils, deeming it happiness enough that such waters may drown and forever keep him. Ah, Lysias, but that the lover might so drown himself, and stay drowned ! Say we thus ? Let us not arrive at conclusions that are unwise. What is the peace of Age to the passion of Youth? What are cool bowers to heated furnaces? Tell us, Sophocles. How do you feel about Love ? And what answers the Boet ? " Hush, if you please : to my great delight, I have escaped from it, and feel as if I had escaped frpni a frantic and 8 CONCERNING A WIFE. savage master." And what adds Cephalus? ''Soph- ocles," he says, ''speaks well, for unquestionably, when the appetites have abated, and their force is diminished, then is age; and age brings us profound repose and freedom." And who is that wise man who has persisted in defining Beauty as summer fruits, which are easy to cor- rupt and cannot last — which makes Youth dissolute and puts old men out of countenance — yet who, likewise must add, " that if it light well, it maketh virtue shine and vices blush" ?* But beauty in woman is not so much of face and of form as of motive and action. She is wise who makes herself to look well, but she is wiser who acts well. It is ill advised in a woman to go without adornments, for dress is to a woman what feathers are to the bird, and that bird which bears brightest plumage affords most pleasure by the beauty it carries. But a bird brought to the cage tires quickly enough if feathers alone are the charm ; there should be voice, and movement, and winsome ways, and these, rather than the coloring, are what should be the attractions ; for a winsome woman does so delight her husband that never does it come to him to see that little by little the plumage is changing — as change it must that it may keep in accord with advancing years. It is to be commended that a wife be able to oppose Latin with French, metaphysics with witty apothegms, melancholy with sprightliness, complainings with music, — and that she spend gracefully and appropriately what the husband shall earn manfully and sufficiently. * Lord Bacon. CONCERNING A WIFE. g A wife is not over-wisely made too much into a toy and a plaything, but heaven alone may preserve the no- bility of that man who makes of her over-much a part- ner and helpmate. It is not in physics that a woman toil, it is not in metaphysics that a man sacrifice fine metal to mean purpose. Let pots be made of brass, but that which is to lift to the nostrils the fragrant bouquet, let it be coined from gold. By which is meant, that the education and the habits of a wife should so diifer from the pursuits of the husband, that, as she finds in his strength and solidity that in which she is, and should be, lacking, so, in com- pensation, the charms, the sprightliness, the sweet witcheries of life are to be found most abundantly in her. — A natural law is it, not to be disputed, neither argued away; that man is the House-band. — Woman would seem to be meant as a charming bow to the band, without which a band may be only a dull wrapping held by a knot. A law of nature is it that a weak thing supports a stronger only at the expense of that which is the charm and beauty of the fragile. See a tree broken and fallen over, being kept from the ground by an intervening vine ; the vine is between the tree and the ground, true, but how sore pressed it looks — and is! How matted and tangled and bruised are the tendrils, how lost are the charms of the clinging and the twining! A man — a well man — weak, and supported ; and a woman strong, and supporting, are among the most unnatural of the anomalies of nature, — hermaphrodites so universally repulsive that, with a common voice, all things cry out against the sorry relation. It is for a A* lO CONCERNING A WIFE. rock to bear up moss ; it is for a wall to hold peach- boughs, which, in return, cover the dull face with charms that artists pause before and carry away in copies. It is for a steeple to lift heavenward the gilded delicate vane which is the ornament and finish of the pile. But a man — a great, strong man — leaning against a weak and delicate woman — faugh ! the stones by the wayside might blush. Expect a woman to play the parts both of wife and man ; expect complacency and soft greetings where are encountered only grumblings and hard knocks ; ex- pect the pressure of velvet-like hands where scarf-skin is thickened and made horny by contact with pans and kettles ; expect the breath of roses where are fed only onions ; expect a tired, over-worked, man-crushed woman to vie with the beauty that surrounds, and then to grow into a disgust for her because her face looks weary and her limbs deny the graces of the dance — faugh ! you poor brute of an apology, rather ask your- self if even you are worthy of the hack into which you have converted your gazelle. By which is not meant that a woman, parasite- like, is to take everything, giving back nothing. Gives the air nothing to him who fans it ? gives the flower nothing to him who tends and waters it? gives the grand poem nothing to him who, through weary hours, regardless of the toil which is carrying with it the color of his cheek, ponders over it, making it his own ? It is to be told thee, my Lysias, that a wife gives most when, to one dull and unobservant, she may seem to be giving least; for is not that which affords to a man energy, life, and the desire to do battle with his needs CONCERNING A WIFE. H and necessities, giving in its fulness? and come not such gifts from a beloved one? Who that loves but is made eager to place himself between his object and that which threatens it ? Who that loves but is made strong and manly through his passion ? And he who is not thus made strong is not a lover, and the bride is to be pitied. Such a man shall never come to distinguish between diamond and paste ; and when, in marriage, he commences the destruction of the beautiful thing which has come to him, he in- augurates a crime which his whole future life will show to be unpardonable, for his sin will be found to cover him with confusion, with penury, and with shame ; or, if it be that the vine, in its weak way, shall keep him from falling to the earth, then is it that he must find even in greater fulness the wretchedness of a position which continues on exhibition' his degradation and utter unworthiness. A secret, my Lysias, I breathe into thy ear : He who would possess an angel may himself ?nake o?ie. How? thou askest. Through praise. — Tell a wife twenty times a day that she is an angel ; be surprised that thou seest not wings ; and not more surely in the grafting is the quince made to bear pears, than shall thy plant be brought to bring thee heavenly fruit. Praise, do we call it ? scarcely this is it ; give title where title belongs ; call her an angel who is one, that, being constantly reminded of her high nature, she descend not to mean things. A wife ! 12 CONCERNING A WIFE. Like unto rings found in the ears of women — see these I show thee, Lysias : outside, — paraded to the world, — ^jewels; inside, — hoUowness, emptiness, noth- ingness. An angel may be a fallen one, and women as- suredly there are who are not so good as that which belongs to their first estate ; shrews, vixens, and pes- tilence-breeders, who do create about them an atmos- phere so sulphurous, that for breathing purposes one may not expect to find worse in the pit itself. — The house-top, even on a stormy night, is better than the luxurious chamber in which blusters and scolds a vixen. Neither is it well for a lover that a wife be found too tame, for tameness is insipidity, and insipidity has nought of invitation in it ; even the blood-firing Ver- zenay is without enticement if it sparkle not. Yet let it be well seen to, my scholar, when the wife comes to thee, that, careless of thy good, thou lose not of thine own fault the sparkle ; for surely is it the case, as has been found in the experience of all indifferent lovers, that a neglected wife may not of her nature retain the bead any more than may neglected wine ; and so, women and wine being in such respect alike, he is not to complain who, of his own indiscretion, loses the one or the other. But the vixen, thou sayest, the born vixen, incura- ble, unimpressible. Pitiable owner of such a monstrosity ! Let her be driven to a nunnery, my scholar; and let it be a strong place, built of heavy stone ; or, still better, speed her to the devil, that thus the more quickly she may get with her kind, for strongly does it come to me to believe CONCERNING A WIFE. 1 3 that a vixen is not a real woman, — body and soul, — but a wandering fiend, who, going up and down in the earth, has dispossessed of its tabernacle some beauteous one, and thus plays her part of a she-Mephistopheles. I would also add the whisper in thy ear that a wise man gets clear of a devil as best he may, and as quickly as he can. About the angels ? Well suggested, Lysias. An angel wife is a posses- sion so sweet, so rapturous, so full of all wealth, so overflowing with all good, that he is utterly void of wisdom who searches not the world over but that he find such treasure. Is a man ugly ? in the reflectipn he sees himself beautified. Is he an unfortunate ? her con- solations enrich him. Is he a castaway? in her passion he finds himself lifted up. Ah, my scholar, who but the husband may know of a thousand nameless charms, charms so potent that all atmospheres, save that which surrounds the beloved one, are as dreary fogs and de- pressing vapors — are as emptiness when compared with fulness ? An angel! It is, that as lions' whelps are few, so are vixens scarce. She that has bitten not, let her not be esteemed to have fangs. See the angel of Antheros : tall, not too tall ; slender, not too slender; delicate, not too delicate; teeth even, and white, and of such symmetry that the very light seems to enjoy its constant play among them ; forehead low, not too low; hair golden, sun-glimpses playing forever at hide-and-seek with two tresses found kissing and toying eternally with the alabaster neck ; a chin of tender size ; and eyes — eyes, my Lysias, that, 14 CONCERNING A WIFE. as I have seen them a hundred times, glisten, and glow, and grow suffused with rapturous tears as mirth or sen- timent comes to them. And then her nature — ah, my good scholar, dream thou a dream of a something all softness, like unto the dove, like unto melody, like unto the zephyrs of summer nights, like unto the beauty which poets catch and imprison in their verses, like unto the tints which come to artists in moments of in- spiration ; and in such a dream imagine, for no words may describe, her whose name signifies — but perhaps the signification is to Antheros alone. And whence come such charms, thou askest. Ah, Lysias, thou questionest from not having learned the secret of love — find in a single couplet the text thou art to understand ; " Love flings a halo round the dear one's head, Fauhless, immortal, till they change or die ;" — for who shall love but that he values, and who value but that he takes care? — Takes care. Heed a lesson, my Lysias. There be husbands many, very many, who so continuously keep themselves begrimed and defiled with filthy defects in morals and manners, that from their blackness a shadow falls upon all from whom they may shut out the sunshine ; and what plant, howsoever beautiful, — be it wife or flower, — but withers and grows pale if it have for sustenance naught but shadow ? May a bloom show itself to night ? is fra- grance to be perceived when the winds of the tornado bow the rose? A most sensitive flame is that which burns in the eye of a wife ; more delicate than the velvet of the soft peach is the ripened love which plays CONCERNING A WIFE. 1 5 its mad pranks from pouting lips — it paints the lips, it pours nectar over them, it deluges them with per- fumes, it breathes from them music of such utterance that senses become steeped and lost in Lethe — and yet — yet, even as the bloom of the fruit is marred by so little a matter as a rude touch, so love may be un- settled and put to flight by a vulgar word or an un- guarded action. Handle a wife, when she come to thee, as a jewel is handled ) keep her in soft places, that the gloss be not injured ; hold her at length of arm, that the gleam may enter thy heart \ wear her upon thy bosom, that thereby thou shalt thyself be made beautiful ; gloat over thy possession in secret, because that a something so price- less belongs to thee. Men I have seen, my scholar, who use wives as coals are used — burn them for purposes of heat, for purposes of cookery — burn all the life out of them ; and even at last, when the hearth-place holds alone dead ashes, these are economized that paths may be made for base feet to walk over wet places dry-shod. And what is to come from burned coals but ashes? and from scattered embers what but a dead pathway? — a pathway that leads never to possessions in Spain ! Possessions in Spain ! Woods and running streams, castles, firesides, and a charming " Prue" for the arm- chair lacking an occupant — never to lead to these. A dreamer dreaming dreams of home joys — joys which are or which are not to be his. Ah ! pleasing, yet too often seductive stories read in the pages of a glowing grate; some story of quiet loving days and 1 6 CONCERNING A WIFE. peaceful nights, some other one of a Lizzie or Mary or Letitia who is to make from a small income plenty- through frugality and management. A cottage led to by a lane arbored with apple-blossoms ; the soothing murmur of some streamlet which all night is to sing its song as it runs among the rocks at the foot of a garden ; window-curtains formed of fragrant jasmine whose roots keep themselves warm in winter by living beneath a quaint porch ; some story of a love all our own, a story of dreams dreamed together — of daffodils and violets in spring-time — a story of a glowing hearth burning brighter and brighter through many, many winters, to go out only in the dark December of a life-year so distant, so very distant, that we trouble ourself nothing at all about it. No Titbottom's spectacles.* Angels, nymphs, or at least women, — ah ! those truth- telling spectacles ; not even women, but only broom- sticks, mops, or kettles hurrying about, rattling and tinkling in a state of shrill activity. Good Easy-Chair, is it that SHE, the statue of perfect form, of flowing movements, was found by thee no warmer or softer than marble — than ice? And it was true sadness, was it, to find that so many, being without spectacles, '* thought the iron rod to be flexible, and the ice statue warm ; to see so many a gallant heart, which seemed brave and loyal as the crusaders, pursuing through days and nights, and a long life of devotion, the hope of light- ing at least a smile in the cold eyes, if not a fire in the icy heart — to see the earnest, enthusiastic sacrifice, the * Prue and I. — Curtis. CONCERNING A WIFE. 1 7 pure resolve, the generous faith, the fine scorn of doubt, the impatience of suspicion, to watch the grace, the ardor, the glory of devotion, to see the noblest heart renouncing all other hope, all other ambition, all other life, than the possible love of some one of these statues" — terrible, was it, *' that they had no heart to give, the face polished and smooth because there was no sorrow in the heart, — and drearily, often, no heart to be touched"? Who shall be found able to bear the disappoint- ment of a broken dream? glowing, blazing, life-giving coals all come to ashes; the elegant '* Aurelia," who has given the enjoyment " of the gloss of silk, the delicacy of lace, the glitter of jewels," found to be only **a peacock's feather, flounced, and furbelowed, and flut- tering;" or **an iron rod, thin, sharp, and hard;" the *' movement of the drapery" by no possibility to be mistaken '' for any flexibility of the thing draped." A wife, and a fireside. An easy-chair opposite your own, and a little foot that poises its pretty self on the head of the fire-dog. And she who sits in the easy-chair yours for life, yours for better or for worse, — for weal or for woe. You talk to her about your dreams, your aspirations, your prospects. Will she deny herself affluence that you may pursue your work? Will she grow philosophical with you and smile at the giddy passers running their useless chases after will-o'-the-wisps? Will she hum sweet tunes which you shall weave into words for the clothing and the ornamenting of your thoughts? — Or, will the foot beat a testy tattoo? Will the voice hum no inspiring airs, but the rather rain into your ears such showers of complaint and repining and querulous 2* 1 8 CONCERNING A WIFE. worryings that naught shall remain but to fly hope and dreams and love, all in a run that shall carry you far, away far from your land of promise out into a sea which you had trusted never to sail upon ? A terrible mistake indeed is that which discovers not in the stolen robes the imposture of the wolf; truly shall it be found that a wolf snarls and growls and eats away a man's heart — what may one do but give up, save that he fight, fight on, fight forever — a hopeless battle ? Or, a wife may be without mind of her own, unstable as water is changeable; the waif of circum- stances ; admiring a husband where others praise him ; doubting and indifferent where others find fault — never constant either for good or for evil. It is a life of un- rest indeed that a man leads with himself, when only a thing so frail has he to comfort him. Antheros is a censor of books, and a most variable one, sending at times shafts which bring great drops from the weary, hopeless hearts of unsuccessful authors — pouring at other times balm and praise which gloss over and conceal a multitude of faults. A critic of much judgment is Antheros pronounced to be ; yet a pity is it that he who has his book condemned should not have consolation in knowing that the tenor of what is said comes not truly from the brain of the fault-finder, but rather from the fingers of her who sits at the piano in the room which adjoins the library. A truth it is, that the critic catches and imprisons in his lines the harmony of a melody which at times entrances and enraptures, and which might well convert wormwood itself into honey ; and so it comes that even he who CONCERNING A WIFE. 19 has written ill may find himself praised because of the caught melody which unconsciously Antheros has im- prisoned in what he indites under the delicious inspi- ration. So again it may happen that the fingers shall strike the notes with less emotion, or the song may be melancholy. And now, though thought was found ocean deep, or strain Homeric, yet has Antheros no emotion, no sprightliness, no kind word ; nothing but carping, scathing condemnation. — Yet it is not An- theros who condemns, but the unconscious fingers in the drawing-room. All notes may not be glad notes, all songs may not be sprightly songs ; fingers at times will become weary, as, alas ! in time they must lose their cunning and grow cold and pulseless. A sad knowledge is it that she who occupies the other easy-chair — be she as the bride of Antheros — must some time or other be parted from, — she will go, — go away, never to come back, — and all that shall be left behind will be the memory of a harmony that was. Ah ! how then will be longed for the broken notes, — alas ! melancholy in truth will it then be. — No dainty foot to tease the fire- dog ; no ear into which to pour stories not to find a listener elsewhere, — the bright fire, ashes indeed, and nothing left wherewith to renew the glow : desire itself buried in the coffin upon which rest heavy earth-clods. A coffin. A coffin, and a wife. Bring now to your support that philosophy which is to buoy over a thousand trials — alas ! what a bundle of weak reeds ! how one and all bend and break under the weight you rest upon them ! Shall the philosopher 20 CONCERNING A WIFE. philosophize, and a dead wife — his wife — lying cold, and stark, and pulseless, in her grave ? — Never, alas ! never, unless indeed it be that his own heart is also dead and buried ; resting in a common grave with the other. — It is to philosophize when die other men's wives, — and when are buried other men's hopes. A flat denial, thou sayest, of all that a philosopher should affirm, and for what he should contend. Another whisper in thy ear, my scholar ! With the memories of divine strains poured even into my own soul by the poetry-compelling fingers of the wife of Antheros, there has passed before my eyes the vision of a coffin, and in it a pale cold face, which has brought ice to my heart, and which does so environ me with a sense of the nothingness that may come, — that may some time come, — alas ! that will come, either to hus- band or to wife, — that senses grow dull, and even imagination, cowering, thinks not where else consola- tion exists, if it be not like unto the fraction of warmth found sometimes among ashes even when the glow of the coals has long departed. ***** Let us pause, Lysias, that, stretching our- selves full length in these easy-chairs which so bounti- fully give comfortable support to us, we may look into the full grate wherein the coals are as glowing, thank God, as ever it has been our lot to behold them, and while, without, rages a winter's storm, and fitfully and threateningly the cold rain dashes against the window- panes, — yet, — more thanks to God, — no coffin has, as yet, crossed the office-door by which run the steps pass- ing to the chamber, — to her chamber, — never has there been lack of coals wherewith to keep the grate aglow, CONCERNING A WIFE. 21 — there are yet no memories laden with sadness. — Let us dream on,* my scholar; for us there is in the world neither death nor regret. A wife. Think, Lysias, that the cozy office wherein we sit is all thine own. Now will it take little imagination that thy dull teacher shall be made to vanish, and that his place be occupied by one whose eyes are dreams them- selves, — sweet dreams, soft dreams, dreams in which are to be felt the tinklings of heart-music ; dreams so full of light, and heat, and flame, that the grate falls poor and dull in the comparison. The foot on the head of the fire-dog is not thine own foot, yet it belongs to thee, — and what a pretty, dainty foot it is ! it is not the skill of the maker, but the rich arch of the instep, the delicate contour of the ankle, which renders the gaiter, with its strapped lacings, the jauntiest thing thou hast ever beheld ; and with \yhat a grace falls the hem of the velvet skirt about the base of the fender ! — look not up too hastily, for a pair of lips which are as blooming carnations are pouting at the passivity which keeps the easy-chairs so far apart. Ah, Lysias, thou dog, thou enviable dog, push close, deny not the arm which longs to steal around the tempting neck, — kiss the blushes from the lips. — Ah ! youth ; beauti- ful youth. Who, if he were not a philosopher, but would be Lysias ? But the vision is gone. Back in the easy-chair is the Mentor. A wife, a real wife, is not, however, a vision, — may not be treated as a vision ; even easy-chairs re- quire the attention of the upholsterer, and glowing 22 CONCERNING A WIFE. grates may not be kept blazing from the mines even of the most fervent imagination. Alas that it is the case that coal-seams alone produce coals, and that from such dreary places as yards fenced off in back streets it is that the grate must be supplied ! And a grate having no fresh coals with which to replace dying embers becomes as cheerless as when, full and blazing, it is cheerful : also it comes to be seen that the divine '^Aurelia" is mortal, for she too can change from cheerful to cheerless, and thus, a glowing grate fireless, the easy-chairs, having no longer a common point of attraction, become repellant of each other, and little by little get farther and farther separated. Even so vulgar a thing as a table for eating purposes is not to be left unconsidered, for while it might only be that '' Aurelia" shall blush and stammer at the ad- mission, yet no chisel of Praxiteles is more subservient to the purposes of beauty than is the dull knife here used. A cage first, and the bird afterwards. But may not a cageless bride be as happy as a cage- less bird ? Listen, Lysias, how the storm which has increased in its violence now howls, and groans, and shakes with its cold fingers the shutters of our room. What would a bird do in such a whirl of hail and water and slush? How quickly bedraggled would become the jaunty shoe and the velvet train of *' Aurelia" ! The birds have fled before the storm, and to-night are snug nestled away among orange-groves, — what else than flight might save the daintiness of the bride — she whose train is not CONCERNING A WIFE. 23 less delicate than the feathers of the bird, — she whose breath is as the odor of apple-blossoms ? A home is not a place, however, which is made such merely by the bringing together of glowing grates, easy- chairs, crimson curtains, and luxurious couches ; more, much more, must there be of commodities which the upholsterer is not found able to furnish ; there must be tact, and taste, and good humor, and judgment ; there must be bearing and forbearing, contentment and satis- faction ; and more to the furnishing do these latter things conduce, than do the former, — necessary as they are. There must be knowledge ; for, alas ! alas ! — shall we emphasize the ugly admission ? — the fire, and the passion, and the ecstasy of manly youth will, little by little, burn lower and lower in the grate of life. — And dimples, charming dimples, which common men ad- mire, and which poets rave over, — these will lengthen and grow into wrinkles ; the arched and jaunty foot will lose its elasticity ; the tresses, sun-courted, will deny the curl and the wavy grace ; admiring coteries shall no longer turn to catch of the grace of the divine one ; and thou, even thou thyself, wilt, in nature's law, turn aside, — yet loving not less Aurelia, — for it will come to thee, as it comes to all other men, to be compelled to learn that ''billing and cooing" may not constitute the whole of existence. Give heed, Lysias ; a man has much to learn before he may wisely take a wife to his home, — and much after. Comfort, success, and happiness come of know- ing — and of doing. II. CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. " These things my heart, O Pyrrho, longs to hear ; How you enjoy such ease of hfe and quiet, The only man as happy as a god." WHO and what we are. That is the knowledge which is to take precedence. Before a wife is the learning how to take care of one, — is to learn how to take care of one's self. Everywhere over the earth are to-day found growing side by side the golden pomegranates of the Hesperi- des and the apples of the Dead Sea, — to-day, as of yore, the flesh of the one is life, that of the other is choking dust. Streams unlike, streams of nectar, streams of quassia-water, flow everywhere over a com- mon plain, — a man may drink of sweet or of bitter as he elects. But who, my Lysias, is to distinguish between the pomegranate and the dust-apple, between the nectar-streams and the quassia-water, save him that has knowledge ? 24 CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN 25 Heed, Lysias; of all qualities pertaining to man, *' wisdom is the most useful and prudence is the most profitable:" Aristotle it is who has affirmed this; and of all the men produced by the world no single one might more worthily propound an aphorism which others should heed. Wisdom outmeasures ignorance even as a greater circle encloses and contains that which is less ; prudence takes care of a man even though folly shoot all her shafts at the heel Achilles. Portly of soul is Philocles, and full is he of the ex- periences of travel, observation, and reason ; and what teaches the poet? ''O mortals! ignorant and un- worthy of your destiny ; instead of cherishing the sacred fire, . . . instead of drawing closer and closer the ties which unite you with the gods, ye suffer friv- olous discussions and mean interests to damp the flame ; ye suffer near you little things which thus conceal from you greater which are beyond. ' ' It is only through wisdom that one may come to any proper judgment. What an ignorant and pitiable man was that who, when Thales inveighed against the pains people take to themselves in order to grow rich, likened the philosopher to the fox which found fault with that it could not obtain ! and what a meaning rebuke was it, when the sage, gathering together his learning and capacity, and condescending for a season to the faulter's own trade, did, in a single year, gain from it more of money than had the other in a long lifetime ! It was in words of some like meaning with these that the Stagirite addressed the son of Apollodorus. All modes of life, he said, and all the actions of men have B 3 26 CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. in view a particular end, this end being happiness. It is not in the end, however, that is proposed, but in the choice of means, that men deceive themselves. How often do honor, riches, and beauty prove more hurtful than useful ! How often has experience shown that disease and poverty are not in themselves injurious ! Thus from the idea we form of good and evil, as much as from the inconstancy of our will, we almost always act without knowing what it is we ought most to de- sire, or what we ought most to dread. To separate real from apparent good is the object of morality, which, unfortunately, does not proceed, like the sciences, lim- ited to theory. If we wish our decisions to be just and wise, let us consider our feelings, and acquire a just idea of our passions, virtues, and vices. We, then, who desire to be partakers of the fruit of the Hesperides, pause at the outstart, to consider and to get understanding of things relevant to such begin- ning ; that is, it would appear, that to get understand- ing of life, one may commence never more wisely than in comprehending of the circumstances by which he finds himself environed; for to learn of things and re- lations which, from their nearness, the most conspicu- ously concern a man, is surely to become familiar with the laws of his well-being, — is to come to an apprehen- sion of what does the most intimately and importantly pertain to good. Here, and hereafter? Here, and hereafter, Lysias ; for he who lives well to- day lays up store necessarily for the morrow; he who lives in the experiences of his time acts in the clearest liglit that exists for his guidance. CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. 27 A wise saying was it, that of Montaigne's, " that all knowledge is hurtful to him who has not the science of honesty and goodness;" it is that he who would grow the fruits of learning should possess a good soil in which to plant the seed. '' Odi homines ignava opera, philo- sophica sententia," says the Gascon : I hate men who talk like philosophers, but do nothing. And still an- other of the sayings of this great man was it, ''that philosophy must do harm to him who has not mind to comprehend its exaltation." It is the philosopher who is the practical man ; it is the fool who calls himself so. It is the observing and wide-seeing who are slow with words of censure ; it is ignorant and silly men who glory in the possession of prejudices. Quite enough for a man is it that he look to his own offertory, judging not too hastily that of his neighbor. In the treasury of the inhabitants of Acanthus they showed some iron obelisks presented by one of ill repute, '* Is it possible," exclaimed Ana- charsis, on beholding these, " that such offerings could have been acceptable to Apollo?" "Stranger," re- plied a Greek, who was likewise a spectator, " were the hands that raised these trophies more pure? You have just read on the gates of the Asylum, The inhabitants of Acanthus conquerors of the Athenians; and else- where. The Athenians conquerors of the Corinthians ; The Phocians of the Thessalonians, etc. These in-» scriptions were written in the blood of a million Greeks. The god is surrounded only with monuments of our folly and madness, and you are astonished that his priests should accept the offerings of Rhodope."* * Travels of Anacharsis. 28 CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN It is to be understood that in order to live grandly, one is to act grandly ; it is that one hold himself aloof from the little things of little people. — Of a first im- portance, is it that a nobleman live in the custom of his peers. Shall the measurer by inches, the weigher by ounces, the vendor by potions, scatter, with a penny policy, aspirations which would girdle a world, balance destiny, or find medicine for immortal longings ? Let it impress thee, Lysias, in the very beginning, that the bane of true and great living is respectability, — the re- spectability of the shopman, — the respectability of the physician who sacrifices never his dignity or his man- ners to the invitations which are borne to him on every breeze, which go out with every molecule ; which cry. Here are ladders leading to God, — whom to know is to be rich indeed, — whom to know is to be enviable in- deed. Take to thyself, my scholar, consciousness of the nothingness of a respectability which has its signi- fication alone in the estimation of ignorant men. Is one to crawl forever a worm over the earth because that they grovel who have never developed the wings folded in rudiment beneath the scapulae of every mor- tal ? Is one to refuse the cup of the gods because that his fellows, knowing nothing of the delectable draught, insist on the waters of the ditch? What shall compensate for a life sacrificed to the respectable ? A beggar singing his song amid the rocky fastnesses of Chios was the author of the Iliad ; im- mortal as the gods, himself a demi-god, is Homer. What too of Euripides, him who dared rebuke an Archelaus, because that a king could do nothing that a wise man feared? What lost such a one in the ab- CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. 29 sence of the purple ? What a rich life was here ; a Macedon to build his tomb, an Athens to rear his cenotaph, — that after a thousand years they of Salamis should delight to point out the grotto in which he wrote; they of Piraeus pronounce in transport his name. ** Three days," said the poet, ''have I spent in making three verses." ''And I," retorted an ad- versary, "could in that time have written a hundred." "Yes, yes, I believe it," replied Euripides, " but they would have lived only three days." And what a three days' life ; what a three days' existence ; what a penury; what a littleness of conception lived in the braggart ! Richer than gold is wisdom ; brighter than silver is knowledge. It is for the scholar — howsoever poor in purse — to be thankful that the greatest portion of his brain has been placed in his skull and not in his solar ganglion. What a sight is that little man whose pro- tuberant stomach it seems the sole office of his body to carry, — that little man who cackles and giggles his little jokes about the scholars, seeing or understanding never what a sad fool he makes of himself! And what a mul- titude of these Stomachs little heads and little legs are carrying about the earth, — and, alas ! unfortunates, these may come to no instruction ; for the avenues of the senses lead to the encephalon, and not to the abdomen. And yet, as stomachs are of greater bulk than brains, so also are they found endowed with a wider self-sufficiency. Has not a stomach opinions? Has it not expression? Is it not of all things the most re- spectable — in its own estimation ? A sad pity is it that, when closely inquired into, it is seen to be nothing better than a provision-bag. 3° CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN The bane of true living is the respectability of the Stomachs, — a dead weight is it holding to his centre of beef and wine the mortal whose tangent it controls. Substantial is he, say the Digesters, as the cares and anxieties are found increased ; as story after story is piled upon the foundation of his house \ as hour after hour is consumed in work, — as a cloth of gold is seen in weaving for the covering of the deal boards of the coffin in which he is to rot. Wisdom beholdeth the end from the beginning, and, considering all things, provideth for all. Wisdom sup- plieth wants, but maketh them not ; taketh precaution against emergencies, but runneth not into troubles of her own creating. Yet even is it that wisdom may become sun- dazzled. Learned is Timotheus, yet looking too long on the golden face of the noon's orb he is now found to be blind, and his friends behold him in pity as they watch him fill his purse with coins of copper, deeming these to be pieces of the precious metal, — poor Timo- theus, he who before he was dazed knew so well what gold was ! But love of wealth is an intuition of the man, therefore must the getting of gain be wisdom. It is not, however, the pile of gold that is wealth. A representa- tive is gold, — the representative of the home-roof shut- ting out the storm ; the representative of the board around which gathers the well-cared-for family; the representative of the shop or mill or farm which is the substantiality of the owner, and the evidence of his use- fulness to the society in which he lives. But the shop is to have its shutters up at least on Sundays and holidays ; CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. 31 the clatter of machinery may be stopped for the greas- ing; there is an injunction that fields sometimes lie fallow. He who has prudence covers his heels from the cold rather than his head ; so he who has wisdom garners wealth for the immortal rather than riches for the mortal part. " Were it not better to inquire How nature bounds each impotent desire, What she with ease resigns, or wants with pain, And then divide the sohd from the vain ? Say, should your jaws with thirst severely burn, Would you a cleanly earthen pitcher spurn ? Should hunger on your gnawing entrails seize, Would turbot only or a capon please?" Moderation is the secret of happiness. ''Whatever is beyond moderation," wisely says Menedemus, *'is not useful, but troublesome ; and he that is not satisfied with a little will never have enough." Man is for the world, and not the world for man ; let this be a graven maxim. Let a man think not to live too selfishly, for through selfishness shall he find himself arrived all too quickly at the grave of his pleasures. Grantor is a physician ; endowed with a meditative nature and with a mind keenly perceptive, it is his wont to wander in quiet places speculating on the mysteries of his science. Gifted with ready pen, it is his virtue that he writes the solutions of many of these mysteries, thus enlight- ening his fellows and benefiting widely his kind. It is the good fortune of Grantor that accident has so placed him that without detriment he may pursue his walks and his speculations. But Grantor has ill-judging friends, who, with short sight, would tempt him from 32 CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. his books and from his meditations, and all, forsooth, because that pieces of shining metal are to be picked up more frequently on the city streets than by the stream's side or in the shady wood. — And, alas that it is so, the eyes of Grantor are seen all too frequently to turn to- wards the heart of the great town, and towards the pieces of shining metal. And what would Grantor, and what would the world, lose by the change? Alexander, as the story is told, sent a hundred talents of gold to Phocion, be- cause he heard that he was a good man ; but Phocion returned the gold, with a request that he might be per- mitted to continue a good man still. So the Theban Grates flung, of his own accord, his money into the sea, exclaiming, *^ Abite, nummi ; ego vos mergam, ne mergar a vobis." Grantor would lose the sweet com- panionship of things which inspire and which ennoble ; would lose the teachings to which now daily he listens; would lose the view of the far-off mountain-tops, " The far-off mountain-tops of distant thoughts, That men of common stature never saw." All this, and more ; no longer in genial con- verse and in philosophic disputation would the scholar, with bared head, the winds with gentle touch playing lovingly with his still lustrous locks, have time and converse for the friends who now meet him in the wood by the water-side ; no longer would the lectures of the master smell as now of fruit and flowers, but all too quickly the odor would become that of the hos- pital and the dead-house. It would be that Grantor, in becoming a dispenser of medicines, would cease to CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. t^^, be a distributer of ideas. — It would be, that in some distant day the physician would count his pieces of shining metal, and in the memory of a past, a dead past, a past gone forever, would sigh, imo pectore^ ''Trojafuit." It is the end and success of a man's life that he find himself in comfort, in content, and in faith : he who has come to these finds nothing in the past to re- gret, sees nothing in the future to fear; such a man has attained to fulness. Life \ — a simple thing is it when lived in the laws of nature. *' O noble man," said the Chian to Arcesilaus, "may I a question put, or must I hold my tongue?" And is it not, my Lysias, for him who would be wise, that he put questions to that other Arcesilaus, Knowledge, in order that to his necessities he may bring the gold of Seuthes ? It is, my scholar, for a man to understand that there are things mortal and things immortal ; things which pertain to the flesh, and things which pertain to the soul: so it is that wisdom, having both to consider, and both to provide for, is felt to be a something not too low for the proud, nor too high for the humble. Heed, Lysias, it is the command of the oracle that a man know first himself. O gracious Knowledge, which banishest doubt, which castest out confusion, which dispellest illusion, makest tortuous things straight, and illuminest the obscure! — O Life ! beautiful, and grand, and all-satisfying art thou to him who comprehends what it is to live. 34 CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. But Death ! — Death ! the earth is full of death, and there is no permanency. O Ignorance ! let man execrate thee ; thou, thou alone art death, and beside thee is there none other j the demon of affliction art thou to mankind, apart from thee exists no evil. Ah ! thou black-winged vampire- thing, lift up thy hideous form ; let the eyes covered by thy smothering breast look out, that it may come to them to behold what is beyond, — to see to what cometh even so mean a thing as a worm. And what is this goblin story about death ; this bugbear which frightens grown-up children ? O miraculous chameleon ! having color that is, and yet is not. O God-like phenomenon ! that what to mortal eyes should seem as falling into nothingness, is, in truth, growing in fulness. ** Hard is the fate of mortals," sighed a Locust, as he felt his efforts all too feeble to resist the unseen some- thing which was thrusting him from what he called him- self; but on another day coming back and beholding the dry shell that still adhered to the tree, — the shell which had grown so crusty, and hard, and colorless, and which had so cramped and so constrained him, — he said to a companion, **How great a fool is a Locust!" Who is he that says, *' Our Father," yet sets him- self up as a Wiser than God? ** Life," cries the pent- up nature, **more life, wider life." Yet closer and closer, firmer and firmer, the mortal clings to that which separates him from his desire. Fret on thy chain, thou dim-seeing, near-sighted, ignorant one ; with each remove shall it grow heavier to thee. Natural is it that CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN 35 the miscomprehending man rebel as he feels himself passing into cramps and shackles ; that he chafe and fret against the links; that he find fault with heavy- growing limbs, and with myopic eyes that may look alone towards a grave. Verily, hard, very hard must it be to know of fulness only as a something which was of yesterday; to esteem the road of life as having crossed the summit, that the way is one leading down the hill, — down the cold side of the hill ; no longer any upward look ; no longer gold-tinted clouds, no longer the loves of old ; but the Styx, the black Styx flowing drearily in its unbroken silence at the foot; the grim boatman of the tideless river waiting to bear the unwilling freight — where ? Ah, unhappy one ! go to the locust for a lesson. No death, sayest thou ? No death, Lysias ; never yet has death come into the world. To die — as man calls dying — is to change, — only to change ; is to pass from an old shell into one new and fresh ; is to assume bright colors and gay attributes ; is to lapse into some other expression of the great thing called life ; is to go to other office ; is to follow the beckoning of nature that one may be where most needed, — that one may be in that fashion best suited to a necessity. Poor Cephalus ! how outgrown and outworn is the pattern of his form ! Think, Ly- sias, of the happy revivification awaiting the tottering sage : perhaps he is to be of the grand winds which eddy about the earth ; perchance of rivers which flow to and from the sea ; or as form of babe which nestles and joys in a mother's arms ; or maybe he shall pass to the life of the fagot picked from the way-side, which, 36 CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. when the torch is applied, flashes forth into flame, making warm old and cold hands ; or might he not come to be as a bird which helps the husbandman by picking slugs from the vine ? or as a fish which swims in the sea ? or as an eagle which mocks the heights of unsealed mountains? " For once I was a boy, and once a girl, A bush, a bird, a fish who swims the sea." Right is Empedocles, the heritage of matter is transmigration : man cometh up from the ground and goeth back unto that whence he came. — Wait, wait only a little time, Cephalus, and the heavy limbs and the weary eyes shall be ashes — the Thou wilt hear naught of ashes ? neither shalt thou ; dust affiliates with life, and ashes are as the resurrec- tion. Ah ! but the interim, sayest thou ; the coffined body, and the mouldering form. Go, Lysias, and sympathize with the seed which yes- terday thou buried, but which to-morrow is to win for its flower a place on the breast of beauty ; place crape over the spot wherein thou placed it ; lay thy weeping eye to the earth and mourn the seed as a something lost, — as a something gone from thee forever. Yet turn thou as well hastily away, for it takes a buried seed not long to thrust life out of its death. Where has gone, Lysias, the roundness which, but a month back, was the beauty of Phryne? Did she bury it? Do crape and urn weep over it? Where are the muscles of An- taeus, which, only a short year ago, did defeat in wres- tling all who passed the cave at Libya? Pare thy nails. CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN 37 Lysias, and, with coffin and procession, have funeral of the cuttings; 'or do thou rub off the scarf-skin of thy body, — that all of thee which human eyes behold; say that what yesterday was Lysias has disappeared, and with sad lamentations bid relatives weep the loss of that no longer needed. It was by the wall that skirts the way leading to the house of Lysander that Antheros watched a serpent cast its skin, and as the scholar pon- dered, behold two great beetle-bugs issuing from the ground solved for him the riddle upon which he medi- tated ; for these did drag the skin into the hole whence they had come, and did make it over into their own lives, and into the lives of their offspring. — But the ser- pent was well rid of the slough, for in his freedom he found himself able to go to the tangle and shade which invited, and where a new robe awaited him.* But a dead Lysias steps not forth a new Lysias ? Sayest thou so ? Into what then does he step ? Bury not the parings of thy nails; eat them; bite off and swallow into thy stomach the hard derm with which the spade has thickened the cushions of thy palms : thus mayest thou make Lysias feed Lysias ; thus resur- rect a dying self into a living self. But — would Lysias desire to remain Lysias forever? Ah, my scholar, little knowest thou of transformations which are ever new, yet ever old ; ever the same, yet ever some- thing else. O kind Mater Natura ! — who hast given all Non jam se moriens dissolvi conqueretur, Sed majis foras, vestemque relinquere, ut anguis Gauderet praelonga senex aut cornua cervus." Cicero. 4 38 CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. of life as a common possession ; who hast so ordered and so arranged that all enjoyments are enjoyed by all. " Even as one heat another heat expels, Or as one nail by strength drives out another, So all remembrance of a former love Is by a newer object quite forgotten." But can that life be aught than nothingness where love replaces love, where heat expels heat, and where nails drive out nails? Thou deniest not, my Lysias, that a new nail is better than one worn and rusty? that the fresh heat which to-day comes from the furnace is more to the wants of to-day than that given out yesterday ? And is the love of the present less warm than those other loves of the past ? Yes ! but the love that goes from Lysias, what is to give this back? What is to cheer a heart passing into the sere and yellow? Who smooth out wrinkles? What bring back escaping passions? Ah, Lysias, who is to save thee from being pushed into nothingness ? Thou didst not hear the story, Lysias, of a pearl which found its life only in the wounding and mutation of that wherein it dwelt. From the slime of the river the jewel passed to enshrinement in the coiffure of a princess. Heed thou, my scholar, it is the eternal principle of life, and not a body, not any body, which is real existence ; yet, in the ways of nature, this prin- ciple is to the man — while it is with him — what a pearl is to an oyster. Who may separate an unsecreted pearl from an oyster-shell ? Yet where else is the gem ? Heed the lesson of Cebes. " See, O Cebes, that if we CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. 39 have not agreed on these things improperly, as it appears to me ; for if one class of things were not con- stantly given back in the place of another, revolving as it were in a circle, but generations were direct from one thing alone into its opposite, and did not turn round again to the other, or retrace its course, do you not know that at length all things would have the same form, be in the same state, and cease to be pro- duced ? By no means difficult is it to understand this : if, for instance, there should be such a thing as falling asleep, but no reciprocal waking again produced from a state of sleep, you know that at length all things would show the fable of Endymion to be a jest, and it would be thought nothing at all of, because every- thing else would be in the same state as he, namely, asleep. And if all things were mingled together, but never separated, that doctrine of Anaxagoras would soon be verified, ' all things would be together.' Like- wise, my dear Cebes, if all things that partake of life should die, and after they are dead should remain in this state of death, and not revive again, would it not neces- sarily follow that at length all things should be dead, and nothing alive? for if living things are produced from other things, and living things die, what could prevent their being all absorbed in death?" Doubt not, Lysias, that a Socrates goes not to Hades with- out a divine destiny : listen thou rather with Echec- rates to the story of a Phaedo, and learn that what are deemed solemn occasions are, to the wise man, seasons of joy — or, if weep thou wilt at the poison-cup, learn, with ApoUodorus, that tears and laughter happily com- mingle. 40 CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. Yes, yes; but what shall save Lysias to himself? What shall preserve the individuality ? Seest thou, Lysias, yonder bevy of young and fresh maidens ? Where were these when, together, thou and I sang our song as we floated down the Danube ? Re- memberest thou the exhilaration, the laughter, the free and careless grace, of those days long passed away? More laughter then than now, Lysias ; and was not our wit brighter, as certainly the legs of one of us at least were stronger? It brings sadness, thou sayest, the remembrance of these hours. And why sadness ? Did we not have our sail over the river? Did we not have our hours of wit and of laughter? Did we not climb the mountains? and did we not pass from the loves of Como to the mys- teries of Baden ? The bevy of maidens, Lysias, were not with us on the river, neither in the mountains ; no- thing had these of our delight, or of our sensations. — As when, in turn, adown the grape-smelling stream these shall float, we shall know nothing of what they enjoy, of what they feel, or of what they think. And shall not the maidens so fresh and fair give, in turn, place as well as freshness to other maidens who are to follow them ? And will not these again in good time pass on, that room may be afforded still others? Came not the maidens, Lysias, from whence the suc- cessors are to come ? and shall the others and others who are coming, come from nothing ? May a nothing produce a something? How then otherwise is it but that which is to come, now is ? Is not the fruit in the bud ? the bud in the tree ? and is not the tree in the CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. 41 earth and in the atmosphere ? and are not earth and air — that which are the tree and the bud and the fruit — immortal? Does matter cease to be? Think, Ly- sias ; is it not joyous to note the bud set by the spring- time as a garnet upon the branchlet finger of a bough ? and is it not with growing pleasure that we see the coming fruit, that we watch its development ? What then, Lysias? shall we pray Nature stay here her hand ? Shall the beautiful fruit which has had its season of leaf and of blossom be now left to rot in the summer's sun or to wither and shrink up in the winter's cold ? Ah, Lysias, see here the foolishness of ignorance ; give to the maiden, who is to go to the Danube, that she may eat thy fruit, and its luscious juices shall she convert into the gazing eyes which are to drink in the beautiful sights of the river, — that in turn, Lysias, the orbs shall give forth fire for other fruitions, — that a Dido shall live in a Carthage, — that a Semi ram is shall rear the towers which look skyward from Babylon. O Nature ! boun- tiful and miraculous, that giving once life, thou ever continues! it ; that affording once form, thou laborest unceasingly to change the old into the new, the worn-out and dejected into the vigorous and the joy-absorbing. A matter for gratulation is it, Lysias, and not for sorrow, that the dweller by the river-bank is permitted to go to grand outlooks of the mountain ; that the bud may change until it becomes the fragrance of a blossom ; the blossom give its odor for the fruit ; that the fruit may come to the sensations of him who eats of it. And wherefore is it, Lysias, that wisdom doubt- eth ever the fitness of things, save that what is esteemed wise is not of truth but of error ? and that men who are 42 CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. called learned are, in truth, ignorant. Wiser than wis- dom is that which is itself knowledge, and in the voices of nature, simple though they seem, are orations more profound than ever Athenians received from lips of lofty Pericles. To attain to true wisdom is to recognize with him of Sinope, **That between life and death there is no difference, that the great law governing life is that of transmigration." Say, Lysias, wouldst thou, having in store many new and inviting dishes, desire to taste of all, or rather wouldst thou eat alone of that which has grown flat from time, and stale? '^Of the new and fresh," thou sayest. So be it. The new is that with which a kind Nature ever replaces the old ; and wilt thou deny the good only in that it comes not served on a familiar dish? — not upon thy own gold-banded plates? What ! if a man live justly and moderately and temperately, must he not then live pleasurably ? and living pleasur- ably does he not live in fulness? Yet, fulness attained, must it not of necessity become in turn emptiness? does not the sun absorb ever the contents of the foun- tain ? and does not the atmosphere drink up all moist- ure ? Is it not mercy, Lysias, in the sun, that it saves from loathsome putridity the glittering spray ? and is it not charity in the atmosphere, that it bears the water to new missions ? It is mercy, and it is charity, thou sayest. How, then, failest thou in perceiving that same mercy and charity which as well so immediately consort for the good of Lysias, inasmuch as they come with power to change decrepitude into vigor, ugliness into beauty, COXCE/aX/XG THIXGS TO BE AXOIVX. 43 and acre into vouth? A man becomes chansred in the sight of others by so simple an act as the putting on of a garment. Only change is it when his fashion alters to that of a cloud or a wave, a clod or a leaf. But where, thou askest, is the passion of Lysias in a cloud, where the expression of the senses in a leaf? Has it not come to thee, my scholar, to watch the vapor turning its blush to the sun for the golden tint, or to observe the leaf athirst and dust-dried changing in suffering the outlook of its face ? What matters it, Lysias, to what uses a mother puts her children ? and what matters it though these uses be changed and varied day by day? It may not but be that wisdom, like taith, begets confidence. What heeds it, mother, that the breath of the child has been needed for the odorous throat of the lily? — Is a lily less tenderly cared for than was thy babe ? — Is a lily less beautifully arrayed than was thy little manikin ? It was becoming in thee, mother, that thou didst create so sweet a fragrance for the nostrils of the Infinite. Do not spoil the offering by ignorant complainings. It is, that the child has gone forth to other missions. It is, that God is using it? — Who knows best, God or thou? Heed, Lysias, it is a weary, weary thing to grow into age and decrep- itude. — Shall one not desire it as the best of things that he be born again ? Make thou not the mistake, my scholar, of confounding Lysias with the world ; all ignorant men so blunder. I would not have thee a Sciolist. * * * Yes, yes ; thou needest not to remind me that it is to philosophize when die other men's wives and when are biu-ied other men's hopes. It is a law of 44 CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN nature that the eyes weep ; it is not contrary to instinct that one prays : yet both these actions evince lack of faith. I teach thee, my scholar, the facts of thy exist- ence; of thy relations with Nature. With Socrates thou mayest ask of God that which of thyself thou canst not understand. — But it is beautiful that the pearls are not doomed to remain hid forever in oyster- shells. — It is an odorous thought that the babe goes from the coverlets of the cradle, from the threaten- ings of mortal existence, to mingle with, and help make, that bouquet which is the fragrance of life. God giveth, and God taketh away, Lysias ; blessed be the name of God. Heed thou ! Is pain, crushing, racking pain, not a good ? Yet how few are there but esteem it an evil ! How else than by pain might disease announce itself? That which the unappreciative fear as an enemy, the physician recognizes as a sentinel saviour ; and so will it be found of all things, — of all things, Lysias. This thy mentor feels that he knows, even though he lacks the skill to unfold the problem. He who puts his whole trust in Nature — in God — never shall be brought to confusion. What Hiero shall distinguish to a Simonides the pleasures of the king from the pleasures of a common ifnan ? Have not both eyes with which to see, ears with which to hear, palates for taste, and nostrils for scents? Sleeps not the king? and sleeps not the subject? And who is to describe the sensations of a leaf which unrolls itself from the bud that it may greet the sunshine ? or who tell of the joys of a wave that sings to the beach its song of greeting ? Say not, Lysias, that the unfold- CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN 45 ing of the leaf is natural fruition, and that the murmur of a wave is natural noise. What is voice of human child but a passing breath modified by the moving chords of a larynx? and what are joy-dancing limbs but expressions of muscular movements ? — how turns a child from shade to sunshine ? and how changes a leaf its face from sunshine to shade? — Except, Lysias, as it concerns the man, the child, which, being once with us, is ever with us — the entelechy — so is there no iota of difference between one object of nature and another. Neither is there discrimination in care given by the Providence which rules over all. " Where are the blossoms of summer ? — In the west, Blushing their last to the sunny hours, Where the mild eve by sudden, night is prest, Like tearful Proserpine, snatched from her flowers, To a most gloomy breast. Where is the pride of Summer — the green prime — The many, many leaves" of all twinkling? . . . Where is the Dryad's immortality? — Gone into mournful cypress and dark yew, Or wearing the long winter through In the smooth holly's green eternity." Who, then, shall waste tears over that which changes ? Askest thou, Lysias, if the wise man prepare not for change, and yet considerest not the answer given by the master to the son of Hipponicus? ** Hermogenes, have I not steadily persisted, throughout life, in a dili- gent endeavor to do nothing which is unjust? and this I take to be the best and most honorable preparation. . . . Know you not that hitherto I have yielded to no man that he hath lived more uprightly or even more 46 CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. pleasurably than myself, — possessed, as I was, of that well-grounded self-approbation arising from the con- sciousness of having done my duty both to the gods and man, my friends also bearing testimony to the in- tegrity of my conversation ?" And what further was it concerning this matter that Cambyses said ? ** As from men, so likewise from the gods, the most likely person to obtain his suit is not he who when in distress flatters servilely, but he who in his most happy circumstances is most 7nindful of the gods. ' ' Then the wise man heeds alone a present, and lets a past and a future take care of themselves ? Good ! Lysias, he may do nothing better, or more in way of service to his Creator. A man is, in his day, to eat, drink, and make merry. " Every leisure hour employ * In mirth, in revelry, in joy : Laugh, and sing, and dance, and play, Drive corroding care away : Join the gay and festive train, And make old age grow young again." But is one to take no thought of the cares and ills of life? And what are these, my Lysias ? what are the cares of a leaf? and what the ills of a clod ? and is that body of man which mortal things can touch of different make from leaf or clod? and if not different, what cares or ills may come to it ? Is not the common mother Nature the care-taker of us all ? Fail not to perceive that ills and cares exist most in artificialities. ''What a deal of business and trouble have you at your meals, grandfather," said the boy Cyrus to Astyages, "if CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. 47 you must reach out your hands to all these several dishes, and taste of all these kinds of meat !" " What then ?" asked Astyages : ** do you not think this enter- tainment much finer than what you have in Persia?" *' No, grandfather : with us we have a much plainer and readier way to get satisfied than you have ; for plain meat and bread suffices for our meal ; but you, in order to the same end, have a deal of business on your hands; and, wandering up and down through many mazes, you at last arrive where we have got long before you." * But one may have his limbs torn ; and then will his eyes be suffused through the anguish of his pain. Yes ; and a cloud is broken up and is scattered as rain-drops, the leaf is wrung from its stem, the clod is torn under the harrow : yet the life of the cloud is not hurt, for it is seen to bring forth freshness ; the leaf per- chance passes to the delightful attar; while from the pulverized earth grass springs out to cover and to beau- tify the ground. Believe, Lysias, that he whose knowl- edge brings him to a comprehension of the thing called life, fears not to change. Is not the body external? is it more than a garment to that which is enrobed ? and while one regrets the tearing of a robe, is he incon- solable, knowing that means exist to the repair? Evil is as the circumference which a man draws about and around himself: shall not the bulky stand more in fear of the lance than the lean ? Does not Crito, whose wealth extends itself over half the streets of Athens, suffer from the flames of conflagration, while to the Satyr these same flames are as pictures of beauty drawn over a black * Xenophon. — Institution of Cyrus. 48 CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. sky? Who, having nothing to lose, trembles when a Polycrates is afloat on the ^Egean? Or who, being without avarice or cupidity, needs to cower at the cross of Oroetes? But does not philosophy as well as piety speak of, and commend, prayer ? Confound not reason, Lysias, in losing the distinc- tion between the soul of man and the matter of his body ; for thought and spake Athens's greatest sage not well when he affirmed that to importune God with our inquiries concerning things of which we may gain the knowledge by number, weight, or measure, is a kind of impiety? it being, as it seemed to him, incumbent on man to make himself acquainted with whatever God has placed within his power ; as for such things as were beyond his comprehension, for these he ought always to apply to the oracle ; God being ever ready to com- municate knowledge to those whose care has been to render him propitious.* For what, Lysias, does the philosopher more than the simple man where questions of soul are involved ? but what does he not more than the simple man in enduring things called ills, but which he has learned to know as passing nothings? Under- standest thou, Lysias, the oneness of a thing omni- present yet individual? then comprehendest thou the all, and yet the nothingness, of prayer. Pra3^er has concern to the soul, and not to corporeal things, which are common and easily come at. Who asks too freely in prayer does so only in his ignorance of the law in which man lives. *• Xenophon.— Memoirs of Socrates, CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN 49 Yes, ignorant indeed would that man seem to be who solicits too continuously. Wonderfully better is God than such a one wots of. Look around, Lysias. What is there that has been left unprovided for? What is found that seems as unconsidered ? Lacks a man bread, the field is the almoner. Let the hungered with spade and plough say his prayer to the earth. God is not found waiting to be solicited. The ground and men's arms are Providence. * He who prays and whines for daily bread — save that he delves with coulter and blade — must seek to make God a liar. Is it not the law that "in the sweat of the face the bread is to be eaten" ? A beggar indeed is such a one, — as offensive in the sight of heaven as is the mendicant in that of good men. What would the caitiff have of Providence ? Is the great Care-Taker to be solicited to the office of feeding with fork and spoon ? Shall other levator nasi than his own ex- pand the nostril that the abundant air may enter? How shall I speak to thee, my scholar, of the mercy called special Providence, and yet offend not against thy inexperience, — offend not against that faith which is the greatest wealth a man may garner to himself? Better be without experience than without faith ; better be without knowledge than without confidence in the ''Father who is in heaven." The earth is full of the mercy of God. Neither sparrow nor hair falls to the ground without that it is seen by the eye of tlie Care- Taker. I commend, my scholar, that, being as yet ignorant, thou inquire not too curiously into the dispensations of Providence ; for while interrogation brings the wise c 5 50 CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. man to stronger faith, — to faith that the overtop- pling of a world might not shake or confomid, — yet it may lead the slim inquirer only to Atheism and to confusion. The safety and the salvation of man are in law, which law has been so wondrously prearranged that answer to prayer is found within a man's own self. Call the surgeon when the torn artery is jetting forth the life : here is saving Providence. Find the Father's protection in the judgment which needs but to be heeded that it keep one's feet from the dangers of the over-driven car or the ill-manned ship : here is saving Providence. It is, my scholar, that the services of life are performed alone through means, and of all the instru- ments by which God works, man is the strongest and most capable. Heed, Lysias, ''Man is the temple of the Holy Ghost." It is God himself who declares that his residence is in man. It is in the fulness of wisdom, Lysias, that a man learns that he has been appointed his own care-taker, and in such knowledge he finds himself not weighed down, but the rather elevated, inasmuch that coming to such apprehension he discerns that the means of se- curity are not wanting \ seeing that he may have what he needs for the asking, he puts forth in effect the di- vinity that he finds within himself, and thus receives answer to his prayer. See, Lysias, what a sad and fool- ish pleading would that seem to be which for an indi- vidual good seeks to persuade change in a law which is the safety of all. A very ignorant savage is he who has not learned that his Fetich does not answer the prayers directed to save from the prick of the poisoned arrow : CONCERNING THINGS 7 BE KNOWN. 51 the learned, however, as well prays, but his Fetich is a bit of caustic silver, and to his prayer he has answer. To learn godliness is to come to the understanding that dependence is to be upon one's self. He who lacks health, let him set himself to the understanding of sick- ness ; he who needs a house, let him of his own force gather rafters and roofing. God is knowledge ; and knowledge is, at all times, and under all circumstances, salvation. To pray, to wrestle in prayer, should be to the end of correlating into one's self the Deus mundi, — should be to the end of growing and increasing within one's self that which is the divine part of man. It is as through physical exer- cise a man is found to enlarge lungs and muscles and bones and thus to increase lustiness. He who exercises himself not in prayer dwindles and shrinks in his di- vinity; and it may well be that all the God goes out of him,* just as with him who denies exercise to the limbs it is found that sooner or later the office of the joints departs them. " Thyself and thy belongings Are not thine own so proper, as to waste Thyself upon thy virtues, them on thee. Heaven doth with us as we with torches do ; Not light them for themselves ; for if our virtues Did not go forth of us, 'twere all alike As if we had them not. Spirits are not finely touched But for high purposes ; nor nature lends The smallest of her excellence, But, like a thrifty goddess, she determines Herself the glory of a creditor, Both thanks and uses." •* See "Two Thousand Years After." 52 CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. Prayer, true prayer, is trust : "■ Not my will, O Father, but Thine be done." What but wisdom might ask aright ? and what man is there that hath wisdom ? But are there not, thou askest, thanks to be given for the good received? Oh, truly, truly, Lysias; and he alone is worthy of the name of man whose soul is forever uttering thanks to the Infinite. Uttering thanks, uttering thanks ; and what for ? For that life is,— that it forever shall be,— that all is in common, — that law exists, — that it is unchanging and unwavering, — that by this law man is permitted to arbi- trate his own destiny, to be high or low, healthy or unhealthy, noble or ignoble, happy or miserable, as he wills. What more than this may man have, what more might he ask? " For when he saw all things that had regard To life's subsistence for mankind prepared, That men in wealth and honors did abound, That with a noble race their joys were crowned, That yet they groaned with cares and fears oppressed, Each finding a disturber in his breast, He then perceived the fault lay hid in man, In whom the bane of his own bliss began." Ah, Lysias, true must it be that the man who prays not is sunk and lost in nothingness ; but not more ap- preciative is he whose altar smoketh alone with obla- tions of supplication. — Shall the child importune the watchful parent who knoweth and heedeth what things are best for it? Shall a dumb brute deny the leadings of the rein that directeth to the master's crib ? He who prays truly, Lysias, has naught of language with which to frame speech ; only may such a one stand dumb. CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. 53 and, with eyes and heart turned upward — wonder. Prayer may have no formula : each breath inspired, as it brings with it life and refreshment, is to carry back thanks; each sensation is to be an offering, each rap- ture a worship , for say, Lysias, who, being athirst, may quaff cool waters and know no gratitude? who, being hungry, may eat yet heed not ? And who, Lysias, finding himself in a life to which his own efforts have not tended, is to doubt the fulnef^s and fruition of existence ? Could he have come if he had not been — and had not been needed ? May a some- thing develop from nothing? And a man, being, may he do aught save that which pertains to the office of his organization ? Does not the tree fulfil an intention when it brings forth fruit according to its kind, so likewise the herb when it grows the savor for the meat ? and is a man not in the way of duty when his fruition is in ac- cordance with his abilities, — the coarse and muscular to produce images, the nervous and sensitive to evolve ideals? — for say, Lysias, without the genius of the latter by what models might the former work? and without the labor of the former of what use were the ideas of the latter? May melody have voice but in instrumen- tation ? — may the caught thought speak its meaning but in the lines of the scribe? It is, then, Lysias, for a man to do always according to the measure of that which he finds within himself, and not to query as to differences which he perceives to exist between himself and other men ; for has it not been seen fit by the Deity, as wisely affirmed by Plato, that into those who are to govern gold has been min- gled, into the military silver, and into husbandmen and 5* 54 CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. artificers iron and brass? and may he who does his best do better, or do aught more fitting or useful to the purposes of his Creator ? Weigh thyself, Lysias, and let the fulness of the weight be found ever in the balance. But how shall a man weigh himself and how live in his fulness ? And dost thou ask these questions in earnestness and with desire to truth ? The proper meaning of a thing, my scholar, is to be sought for alone in its ending; in a single sentence is to be found the question of questions. To what e?id ? Yet who shall meditate, and who solve questions, but he who has time for such offices? for what was that queried of Lysander when he had determined in solitude to woo the goddess? "And so thou art determined, my Ly- sander, to cut thyself loose from the Mnelange,' from the * imperium in imperio,* and all for a few cabbages, and the music, as thou callest it — dreary stuff — of mea- dow frogs." Yet is it not well declared that '' Vatia alone knows how to live, and may better examples be quoted of such as have attained to the wealth that is begotten of contemplative retirement than such wise mortals as Democritus, Anaxagoras, Parmenides, and Jovius' ' ? Neither might truer aphorism be quoted than *' Homo solus aut deus, aut daemon," for most true is it that in solitude is a man best able to see whether he has in him most of saint or devil. Man, in society, is modified — unconsciously modified — by and of his sur- roundings: if this comes not of the leges scriptae, then it is of the leges non scriptae, and the latter is not unfrequently the stronger law; for even does it prescribe the fashion of a garment and compel the CONCERNING THINGS TO BE KNOWN. 55 wearing of a smile broad enough and deep enough to cover up and hide a scowling heart. In society it is that man finds food for his impulses : the envious drink of gall and wormwood ; the good discover ob- jects for their love and charity; while the vital and lusty, as a Themistocles, see in the glory of a Miltiades the compensation for heroic deeds. — But society is the ignis-fatuus to him who leads not, but is led ; and not of much length is the meandering which suffices to lose the natural man. Before flowers are the seed and culture ; and as are these, so is the bloom. A seed produces according to the earth with which it is commingled, and the ground brings forth not otherwise than as pertains to a nucleus found in it. Seed produce their kind and sow them. Yet many weak seeds filling the ground may come at length to be over-shaded, and killed out, by a single germ of superior strength. Do not a million spears of grass disappear in the shade that comes of an acorn ? For what does Plutarch tell us of the effem- inacy and delights of the great Caesar? Had not the Roman in his heart Cleopatra, and Eunoe, and Posthumia, and Servilla? and yet were not these all smothered by a single seed of ambition which grew up with them ? Take heart, my scholar ; a great thing, a most com- plex thing, is life. Yet withal is it a most simple thing. That which it most concerns a man to have constantly in his mind is. That if he do not a duty to-day, in some way the rejnission is to be accounted for o?i the niorfow. A fact of great signification is this. I leave thee, LysiaSj that thou mayesf: ponjder over it. III. CONCERNING QUIET HOURS. " Let me live harmlessly ; and near the brink Of Trent or Avon have a dwelling-place, Where I may see my quill or cork down sink With eager bite of perch, or bleak, or dace ; And on the world and my Creator think : While some men strive ill-gotten goods t' embrace, And others spend their time in base excess Of wine ; or, worse, in war or wantonness." COME, my Lysias, the day has all the gladsomeness of the early summer-time, let us together hurry from the seats of trade, from the places given up to conten- tion and to fever-begetting commotion, \that in some quiet spot we may find the contemplative\ shade, and in discourse with nature learn the unwisdmn of those whose ways we avoid. \ * * * * How fresh and inviting is this gr^ss- and alder-bordered wood-stream ! how restful is the droop of the willow-branches ! how soothing the dryad song of the flowing water ! It is very satisfying, my Scholar, this sense of a oneness with the Common All, which, 56 CONCERNING QUIET IICURS. 57 in such seclusion, comes to the meditative. Look up, Lysias, above is the sky ; let thy sight drop, supporting us is a common earth, — common to man and alder- bushes, to the drooping willow-branches and the sing- ing water-nymphs — for are not all of kindredship — all of one origin, the sky alike with the earth, the dryads alike with men ? Feel the velvety softness of this moss couch ; needs simplicity to seek pallet more luxurious? or might the proud hope to find ornamentation more refined, or to discover seat more attractive? Ah, my Scholar, here it is, here upon the moss-beds by the side of singing streams, that man is to find his most gratify- ing dreams ; that he is to listen for the sweetest sounds. In quiet places it is that the Heart's-ease grows. But the day is called practical, and stream and grove are neglected for mart and workshop ; men rub the drowsy eyes as they hurry to the counter, and from morning to night, from school -desk to coffin, time is found for little else save that which serves but to debase and to drag down ; for is not that debasing, and is not that dragging down, which gives possession to an in- sidious foe, perverting to mean uses faculties designed for the ransoming and for the glory of men ? Not but what it is in the way of a true and proper use of life that a man strive for his sustenance, and for the suste- nance of such as are dependent ; but that it is living to meaner purpose than the idiot to sacrifice soul and its longings to body and its sensuality ; the pure and en- nobling to the turbid and demeaning ; to seal up eyes and ears, and to hold in bondage the immortal to the mortal parts. And such jailers are most men unto themselves, and so continue to be until no soul is left c* 58 CONCERNING QUIET HOURS. to be imprisoned; the divine Essence little by little eluding locks and bars, and the prison-house being found at the last no less or more a sensuous body than are other clay-built structures. True, most true is it, my Scholar, that a man is what he wills himself to be, — high or low, noble or ignoble, mortal or divine. No time for the placid wood-stream? no time for winding walks by devious river-banks? no time for draughts of the ambrosia which in full measure is run- ning in eternal freshness from the mountain springs of the gods? Well, poor man ! keep to thy shop; go thou never away from the pave ; in place of the nectar open thy mouth for the mixtures of the apothecary ; hold thou, and suck thou, sponge-like; ''absorb and bloat and die," plenty of company hast thou; cling thou by thy rock ; no lesson is it for thee that day by day other full sponges are seen to fall off and be in their place no more. ** I have a rich neighbor," says the simple-hearted angler, " that is always so busy that he has no leisure to laugh ; the whole business of his life is to get money, more money, that he may still get more. * The dili- gent hand maketh rich.' And it is true, indeed; but he considers not that it is not in the power of riches to make a man happy ; for it was wisely said by one of great observation, ' that there be as many miseries be- yond riches as on this side of them.' And yet heaven deliver us from pinching poverty, and grant that, hav- ing a competency, we may be content and thankful. Let us not repine, or so much as think the gifts of God imequally dealt, if we see another abound in riches, when, as God knows, the cares that are the keys which CONCERNING QUIET HOURS. 59 keep those riches, hang often so heavily at the rich man's girdle, that they clog him with weary days and restless nights, even where others sleep quietly. We see but the outside of the rich man's happiness : few consider him to be like the silk-worm, that, when she seems to play, is at the same time spinning her own bowels, and consuming herself. And this many rich men do, loading themselves with corroding cares to keep what they have already got. Let us, therefore, be thankful for health and competence, and, above all, for a quiet conscience." There is, my Lysias, a negative unhappiness which is greater than that which may be consciously present and positive ; by which is meant, that the pleasures of a mere man of the market are so insignificant and mean when compared with higher joys of which he wots little or nothing, that should consciousness of the distinc- tion come to him, he might not but be horrified in per- ceiving that his fare had been husks and slops, and his assumptions simple and ridiculous presumptions. Shall this be made more plain if we consider that large class of human sybarites who know nothing of exhilaration aside from animal excitements? What, to the soul- less bodies of such, are the refinements of the higher aesthetics? What know these of gurgling waters ex- cept as of a something that quenches thirst? Or what to such are earth-paintings and sky-reflections ? The happiness of such men is as the happiness of the beast, which eats its fill and then rests that it n^y eat again. But the possession of money wealth is not neces- sarily the abuse of it. A shallow philosophy certainly is that which reviles as of evil in itself an instrument 6o CONCERNING QUIET HOURS, capable of so great good ; but never overmuch or too continuously is gold to be reviled when it is perceived that, wall-like, a man takes of his metal and with it builds himself into a dungeon whereby from him are shut out the fragrant things of a higher living. A sug- gestive saying was it of Aristotle's, ** that some men are as stingy as if they expected to live forever, and some as extravagant as if they expected to die immediately." Who, knowing the wealth of the poor, will not utter an apostrophe to Poverty? Yes, delightful goddess, we too may speak an oblation in thy ear; for is it not in indifference to wealth that to-day the sweet sounds and sights of nature are ours? that to-day, and a part of every day, we follow thy delightful leadings, and are recreated with thy everlasting freshness? Is it not that being thy votaries we are saved from worthlessly en- cumbering the ground ? that we are made producers, and adders to the comfort of men? O beautiful Nymph, wearer of russet garments which do but con- ceal glories lying beneath, whence but from thee come patience and love and compassion ? Whence but from thee are sublime poems built in enduring granite, are words made everlasting through steel-carved pages, are notes breathing in soul-inspiring melody? and whence but from thee come oil and wine, honey and frankin- cense ? Heaven-born goddess, receive our oblations. It is better to be absolutely poor than to be abso- lutely rich ; it is best to be neither : in such conclu- sions rests the experience of the world's knowledge; and nothing is there so trustworthy as the common ex- perience. Yet in society, as society now is, the indi- vidual may scarcely depend on himself to understand CONCERNING QUIET HOURS. 6 1 this, for even as so real a thing as the sun may be shut out by clouds and made to appear as though it were not, so may a man grope a lifetime in regions of clouds even while all the time a sun is shining, — even while all the time he is surrounded by that which he sees not. How many, with slippered feet resting upon silken stools, the market and its allurements shut out, the curtain drawn, will heed daintily, and find savor in, the quaint hints of such as good Izaak Walton ! How the fettered hands long to bait the hook and throw the line, and how the jaded ear drinks greedily in the unwonted discourse about things simple and natural — things once known, alas ! now, gone with the tide of a past. " Lord, who hath praise enough? nay, who hath any? None can express thy works but he that knows them ; And none can know thy works, they are so many, And so complete, but only he that owes them." A fisher-boy, rod upon shoulder, and basket in hand, seeking the stream where the trout lies under the meadow-bank. The stripling, neglectful of "down- sinking cork," dreaming dreams as he sleeps amid the fragrance of a hill-side violet-bed. The youth, pen- sive and lusty, telling to trees and birds the story of a love — the story of a love that now, alas, is in a grave which the storms of twenty winters have beaten flat with the neighboring sward. To-night, flowing through the valleys of mem- ory, is a stream along the banks of which lie halcyon- eggs, — to-night the time-fettered man, shackles, locks, and all, is back in the Eleusis from which two-score 6 62 CONCERNING QUIET HOURS. years agone he wandered in search of a golden fleece ; to-night a Proserpine has escaped from Pluto, and the earth is aglow with fresh flowers and grasses. Come back, thou Past, oh, come back, but in thy coming lose not to us the experience by which alone we can understand thee. With what an odor of fragrant invitation, and with what voice of allurement, does Nature beckon to the man who wanders within her sacred influences ! Who, with a Wilson, shall strap knapsack to his back and not find each hill an altar wherefrom ascends incense? each valley a tabernacle in which nature, animate and inanimate, shows forth God's worthiness? " O lovely scenes ! That sink to nothing all the works of pride ! What are the piles that puny mortals rear, Their temples, towers, however great or fair, Their mirrors, carpets, tapestry, and state. The nameless toys that Fashion's fools create, To this resplendent dome of earth and sky. Immensely stretched ! immeasurably high ! Those yellow forests, tinged with glowing red, So rich around in solemn grandeur spread. Where, here and there, in lazy columns rise The woodman's smoke, like incense, to the skies ! This heaven-reflecting lake, smooth, clear, profound, And that primeval peace that reigns around ! As well may worms compare with souls divine, As Art, O Nature ! match her works with thine." What dreams have men ! To-morrow, ay, to-morrow, the eyes are to open upon a new world. Ledgers are to be crammed away, tills are to be locked up, care is to be shut within the shop and — to-morrow the man — unconsciously grown old — is to amble forth, — CONCERNING QUIET HOURS. 63 to be laughed at and mocked by the boys of the play- ground ; to-morrow the old man is to wonder because he finds no fragrance in roses, no music in rippling streams, no pictures in the sky ! A time is there for everything; a time when blos- soms are pregnant with fruit, a time when the fruit is born and gone ; a time when streams murmur quaint songs all day long, a time when the waters are turned into ice; a time when the horizon shows grand pic- tures, God-painted, a time when the sky is leaden. It is wisdom, my Lysias, to live in the things of one's day and not trust too fully the morrow for to whom is it that in the belongings of a to-morrow are found the things of to-day? the meaning of each day is in that day, and not in the hours of any other. How like unto threadbare suits grow men — some men ! neither is left to the woof strength nor gloss. " But we go on," as says the visitor to the North Road cottage, *Sve go on in our clockwork routine, from day to day, and can't make out or follow the changes. They — they're a metaphysical sort of thing. We — we haven't leisure for it. We — we haven't courage. One don't see anything, one don't hear anything, one don't know anything; that's the fact. We go on taking everything for granted, and so we go on, until what- ever we do, good, bad, or indifferent, we do from habit. Habit is all I shall have to report, when I am called upon to plead to my conscience on my death- bed. 'Habit,' says I; 'I was deaf, dumb, blind, and paralytic, to a million of things, from habit.' " * Let him plead habit who will, but habit saves not from that which is its result. He who is habit-blind 64 CONCERNING QUIET HOURS. goes into the ditch, and he who is habit-wise escapes the fall. A pitiable sight is it to see a man nose-led, an invisible ** Habit" carrying him away from all that should go to make up the fulness of a true life; no sun for his morning, no moon for his evening, but the dust of a treadmill to-day, to-morrow, and all days, — dust at the beginning, dust at the ending, dust interme- diately, — from dust back to dust, — physically, morally, intellectually. Ill-judged is it in a gray-haired that he anticipate the coming back of passed-away times ; drink water while the spring runs, else will the freshness never be found by thee ; set thy cup aside until the morrow, if so be it please thee, but when thou returnest be not disappointed in finding that thirsty nature has con- sumed the draught, — for that drinks which is athirst : then, O man ! say, of what use is the cup to thee, — even though it be golden ? " See how in his head only, hope still lingers, Who evermore to empty rubbish clings, With greedy hands grubs after precious things, And leaps for joy when some poor worm he fingers." '' That I may show the whole world," says Jean Paul, *'that we ought to value little joys more than great ones ; the night-gown more than the dress-coat ; that Plutus's heaps are worth less than his handfuls, and that not great, but little good haps, can make us happy." *' Have you known," asks Montaigne, 'Miow to medi- tate and manage your life? you have done a great deal more than he who has composed books." A great thing is it indeed to know how to meditate CONCERNING QUIET HOURS. 65 and how to manage life, and of great wisdom must it be, for few are found who have learned the art. " The child has beaten me in simplicity," cries the son of Tresius, as he beholds a boy drink water from his hands and take up lentils with a crust of bread \ and in the lesson did the philosopher deem himself the richer, inasmuch as cup and spoon were not longer felt to be necessities. The most valuable thing a man can spend, taught Theophrastus, is time ; and a favorite saying was it with Aristotle, that, in Understanding, we do, with- out being commanded, what others do from fear of the laws. It is, my Lysias, that we enjoy the solitude of the wood-side and streamlet, because that here, divested and freed from cares and anxieties, we find ourselves in natural relation with that of which we are a part ; because that here is little and not much ; because that here, management being easy, we find ourselves man- agers. Look you, O my Scholar, through the breaks in the branches which wave above us ; what a sense of singleness is there in the great sky ! how immeasura- ble the calm that falls from it into the heart! Surely amid such influences, if anywhere, is a man's life to be measured at its proper value. And is it a fair exchange to give up variety for inan- ity, the sights and sounds of nature for the cares and perplexities of trade, the free and open outlook into life for the glass and the bench of the artisan ? Which of the trio, Cephalus the grandfather, Lysanias the father, or Cephalus the son, lived wisest? — he who gathered, he who squandered, or he who preserved ? And where is the pertinence in which is to be used the wealth of 6* 66 CONCERNING QUIET HOURS. the dwellers at Pirseus? *' What, think you, Cephalus, is the greatest advantage that you have derived from being wealthy?" And what answers Cephalus? *'If I mention it," he replies, **I shall perhaps get few persons to agree with me. Be assured, Socrates, that when a man is nearly persuaded that he is going to die, he feels alarmed and concerned about things which never affected him before. Till then he has laughed at those stories about the departed, which tell us that he who has done wrong here must suffer for it in the other world ; but now his mind is tormented with a fear that these stories may possibly be true. And, either owing to the infirmity of old age, or be- cause he is now nearer to the confines of the future state, he has a clearer insight into those mysteries. However that may be, he becomes full of misgiving and apprehension, and sets himself to the task of cal- culating and reflecting whether he has done any wrong to any one. Hereupon, if he finds his life full of unjust deeds, he is apt to start out of sleep in terror, as chil- dren do, and he lives haunted by gloomy anticipations. But if his conscience reproaches him with no injustice, he enjoys the abiding presence of sweet Hope, ' that kind nurse of old age,' as Pindar calls it. For indeed, Socrates, those are beautiful words of his, in which he says of the man who has lived a just and holy life, 'Sweet Hope is his companion, cheering his heart, the nurse of old age, — Hope, which more than aught else steers the capricious will of mortal men.' There is really a wonderful truth in the description. And it is this consideration, as I hold, that makes riches chiefly CONCERNING QUIET HOURS. 67 valuable, I do not say to everybody, but at any rate to the good. For they contribute greatly to our preserva- tion from even unintentional deceit or falsehood, and from that alarm which would attend our departure to the other world, if we owed any sacrifice to a god, or any money to a man. They may have other uses. But after weighing them all separately, Socrates, I am inclined to consider this service as anything but the least important which riches can render to a wise and sensible man." * Yet, my Lysias, would there not seem to be greater wisdom in him who abstains from debt-making ? for in the abstaining, being debt-clear, is he not kept both from the owing of money and the temptation to deceit ? and as with the lyrist, it must be felt of all, that *' Hope is the nurse of old age," so must it also be that he who accumulates the largest store of hope is seen to gather to himself the truest treasury of riches. Now, to gather of Hope is to glean of that which nature plants, and not of ourselves to sow too freely ; for if a man live in the fashion of nature he lives necessarily in the laws of his entities, and thus, being in accord with that which is the true direction of life, he may not pos- sibly find himself owing debts, either of gold or of conscience. With not less earnestness, Lysias, is a man to seek the mien of his good than has a Polemarchus sought the meaning of justice \ for if to understand what is just be greater gain than the finding of many pieces of gold, shall it not be affirmed of good — which of itself em- * Plato's Republic, Book First. 68 CONCERNING QUIET HOURS. braces justice — that to discover and to practice it is to secure what, in the truest sense, is wealth indeed? Or, is a man the rather to act with Thrasymachus, and esteem that in such search he settles alone some insig- nificant question, and not a principle on which life is to be conducted that it shall lead to the most profitable existence ? Let it be seen, my Scholar, that in our own influ- ence we honor not overmuch that which is not of philosophy, for it has well been discerned and pro- nounced by Plato, that what is honored at any time is practiced, and what is dishonored is neglected, so that when wealth and the wealthy are (over) honored in a state, virtue and the virtuous sink in estimation. Yet, while we pay our honors to philosophy, let us not fail to understand what is meant by a philosopher, and not attempt to elevate in the public estimation that crude set so aptly described by Adeimantus as ''men full of eccentricity and uselessness," for such as these serve but to breed contempt, not only for themselves, but — what is of consequence — for that which, unjustly, they are supposed to represent. He who has attained to philosophy is not to be be- guiled and deceived by gloss and tinsel ; it is that such have learned the distinction between brass and gold. So it comes that what glitters is twice scanned before being brought to the balance. To be rich consists in wanting. Who so poor — in the wealth sense — as he who finds nothing left to desire ? Culleth not the Baron Verulam wisely when he selects the Roman word " im- pedimenta," applying it to estate as being the baggage of virtue, — that something which may not be left be- CONCERNING QUIET HOURS. 69 hind, or spared, yet which — in the care it demandeth — hindereth progress and not unfrequently causeth the losing or disturbing of the victory? Poor, in the wealth sense ; for as extremes ever are found to meet, so it is that he who has, or may command, everything he craves, is no richer than he who has nothing, as to the latter belongs hope born of a future — which is the truest riches — a possession gone from the first. See the beautiful image of the charming and rich Sericula; silks of choicest texture literally bur- den the child, and in their Etruscan settings diamonds and precious jewels glitter from ears and fingers. Yet has the pretty Phidia been made very poor, for it has come that neither jewels nor dresses, phaetons nor ponies, have power to add a new or a fresh sensation ; and so, even in the first blush of a blooming girlhood, the child is found enmiyee and distraite. How unlike is Phidia to the daughter of Ennea ! comely, fresh damsel, where are we to seek her but in the dell where gather the butterflies? or in the rustic swing? or atop the gate-post which gives entrance to Lysander's drive? or astraddle some high-up limb which yields her dainty harvest? or busy at work among hills of sand left by the diggers on the stream's bank ? or knee-deep, wading in the waters? or chasing, hair flowing, and with wild halloo, the colt that plays his pranks in the pasture-field ? What knows the glad- eyed birdling of ennui ? — as little as she knows of ves- pertine or matinee, — and as little will she be apt to learn of the first for years as the wisdom of her training will surely withhold from her young age unsatisfying excite- ments which might serve alone to rob her of the wealth yo CONCERNING QUIET HOURS. in which she is now so rich, yet having nothing of like value to give in return. Not to know of superfluous things is not to lack them ; to keep one's self separated from unnecessary indulgences is the same as neither needing nor desiring such things. So if it be that the flower may take the place of the ribbon, the dewdrop the place of the dia- mond, wherein is the distinction as a true wealth is con- cerned ? Is not a flower quite as pretty as a ribbon ? And what stone has ever outshone the glisten of a dew- drop as first touches it the light of the morning sun ? Two sides has life, wisely asserts Alcmseon ; surely it is the part of wisdom that a man seek to live as continuously as possible on the bright side. Three sons had Hegesistratus \ of the trio was Democritus. When the estate of the father was divided, this wisest of the three took the smallest portion, because it was in money. Despising luxury, even as he despised fame, the boy spent his all in the study of that beautiful world which his own grand nature so fully qualified him to appreciate. Ah ! my Scholar, how truly would the Abderitan have enjoyed this quiet stream-side; he who sought the stillness of tombs that he might get away from the confusions of men ; he who garnered to him- self so much of virtue that men changed their laws in order that honors might be paid the mortal who could recite the glories of his "Great World" — of that great world scarcely better known by the mass of human kind than by the brutes ! Too rich a thing is life, my Lysias, to be thrown away or held cheap ! A wonderful turning about would that be which opened eyes should direct. Shall we, my Scholar, waste of CONCERNING QUIET HOURS. 71 these privileged hours because that even our own con- junctiva bears the nictitating membrane? rather let us tear away the sight-covering film, that we may gain to ourselves understanding of things as they are, and not as they are 'seen through a cloud. He who seeks solitude finds waiting for him God and the demi-gods. He who searches after the dryads will find them, if he look long enough, in the swaying willow-branches ; in the creeping things under the leaves; *' in the smooth holly's green eternity." The passions, gently smooth'd away, Sink to divine repose, and love and joy Alone are waking." Only in the stillness of quiet ways and places is it that the language of trees and stones, of crawling vines and running brooks, is to be heard by mortals ; and so all-alluring and so enticing are the sweet words spoken by these inanimate things, that, as has been well re- marked by Zimmermann, a man must have heed to him- self if he lose not all relish for every other pleasure and be brought not to the neglect of every employment which tends to interrupt the gratification of the en- chanting propensity for the language to which one listens in solitude is the undefiled speech of God ; what else, my Lysias, might come to the mortal, in hearken- ing to such discourse, but ravishment? It is, that soul communes with soul. To look at Life truly and well is to esteem it from that distant stand-point which has in it no note of the little things about which men fret, and over which a present is but too commonly all frittered away. How 72 CONCERNING QUIET HOURS. insignificant is seen to be the trouble of yesterday ! how trifling the vexations of the year passed away ! Yet be- cause that these troubles and th-ese vexations were not interpreted when present, man robbed his treasury of its brightest coins that immunity might be bought of that which, when inquired into and understood, is felt to be of no more consequence than a scare-crow. A quaint thing is it that a common crow shows greater penetration than does a man, for the bird leaves not the grain because of the flutter of a bunch of rags. It is, my Scholar, that Vaucluse is not alone six leagues from Avignon, but that it is everywhere that Avignon is not. Might not a Petrarch find in this quiet wood inspiration for his canzoni as well as foun- dation for his dwelling-place? If the Song of Laura be in the ear of the De Sade, is there not here music to which the gods themselves delight to hearken ? What sweeter retirement than this might have offered to the Poet the consolations of its solitude ? What constancy is seen more constant than this found in the loves of the dryads ? Do not the willow-branches toy eternally with the water? And do not the holly-berries grow brighter as the winter approaches? The dryads are ever young, and the running stream is immortal. IV. CONCERNING THE AVOIDANCE OF UNQUIET HOURS. " Lord, would men let me alone, What an over-happy one Should I think myself to be ! Might I in this desert place, Which most men in discourse disgrace, Live but undisturbed and free ! Here, in this despised recess, Would I, maugre Winter's cold And the Summer's worst excess. Try to live out to sixty full years old ; And all the while, Without an envious eye On any thriving under Fortune's smile. Contented live, and then contented die I" IF men would only let one alone ! But men will not let one alone. Also are there a multitude of things besides men that will not let one alone : a man's tem- perament will not let him alone ; his necessities will not let him alone; complications, if he be fool-hardy enough to enter upon them, will not let him alone ; disease will not let him alone; and if, in ignorance and in misunderstanding of the laws of life, he accus- D 7 73 74 CONCERNING THE Al^OIDANCE torn himself to the artificial requirements of perverted appetites, it may chance to happen that he find his liberty of action so interfered with that in cap and apron he be thrust into his own kitchen, — a scullion to the imperative demands of a merciless taskmaster. But heed, Lysias : just how much a man is to find himself let alone, or how much interfered with, depends on himself. One's boot is to have its polish preserved by being kept out of the gutter. It is as much a fact as it should be a matter for won- derment, that while the sensibility of men recoils at the idea of a *'hair shirt," it is the exception with the race where such character of garment is not most eagerly sought after and assumed ; and this under the hallucination, apparently, that a particular one solicited has nothing of the prickle in it, but that both warp and woof are silken. Even stranger, perhaps, than the putting on of such a robe is the continuous wearing of one ; men enduring day after day the stinging and the smarting, yet coming never to vsee the cause of the worrying and goading under which they suffer ; going down even unto the grave with bowed heads and sore backs, crying and groaning under what is oftentimes deemed a burden too grievous to be borne, and yet, to all appearance, as unconscious as an Anencephalus that in so simple a thing as the change of a habit is to be found freedom from that which so afflicts and dis- tresses them. No, Lysias, it is not alone one's fellows that will not let him be; much rather is it a man's self that afflicts himself: each insists on a hair shirt, and deems himself kept from his privileges until he gets one wrapped OF UNQUIET HOURS. 75 about him ; the laborer will strive to be master, and the master will strive to go on until he sinks under the weight and the worriment of a wealth of hair shirts, in which he delights to exhibit his cut and flayed body. Heed ! It is the office of philosophy to distinguish between hair and silk : a true philosopher has never yet been met with having on his back a hair shirt. It is with men who have wisdom, Lysias, as it was with Socrates when the sage admitted the goodness yet recognized an unfitness in the defence prepared for him by thy namesake the Athenian orator. " It is a very fine speech, Lysias," he said, "but it is not suitable for me, being the speech of a lawyer rather than of a philosopher." "But how," replied Lysias, " if it is a good speech, should it not be suitable to you?" "Just as," answered Socrates, "fine clothes and handsome shoes would not be suitable to me." To comprehend the law of fitness is to come to the possession of a most desirable kind of knowledge. Heed ! If one would have himself famous, if he would be worldly successful, if he would find himself able to minister in satiety to the demands of the body, if he would be praised by men for stability and be admired by them for a fixedness in purpose, — the secret of the success lies in polishing knife-blades ; or, better still, in giving one's self to the business of pointing pins. It seems a very mean office, Lysias; but pointing pins is the business of men in general ; and this, or the polishing of knife-blades, is considered by most people the only office to which one is justified in devoting himself. Who is it that we know that is not hard at work in one or the other of these occupations ? And 76 CONCERNING THE AVOIDANCE where is the man who is ever found to raise his eyes from the work ? Ah, Lysias, thou noble-born and gentle-bred, what is to save thy fledging wings from the scissors-blades of the insignificant ? Come, my Scholar, we will not at least be found wanting in an understanding of the things that most immediately concern us : if it must be that our shoul- ders are to receive the gold-woven, poisoned garment of Medea, we will carry beneath the robe the so little- known antidote, — if this we may come at ; or, if it is to be learned that pointing pins is the only occupation which may worthily employ the lifetime of a God- imaged man, let me help thee find a bench, that thou get to the work as speedily as possible. But the Talker with skin-dressers found that when the nostrils were elevated there were other odors besides the stench of decaying ofl'al; and while, because of the discovery, no leather-seller was found tempted to leave his shop, yet had Socrates a lesson which, when utilized, yielded him the fresher airs of the Acro- polis and the Piraeus. Let us, Lysias, learn too, if we may, the road that leads to the Port ; or, better still, let us not forget the beautiful images found by Prax- iteles in the quarries at Pentelicus. To live comfortably, one needs to consider the place in which one finds himself. Thus, if Posidonius, with whom we sojourn, asserts wealth and high health to be good, let us not, with Hecaton, deny too strenuously that pleasure is good because that there be disgraceful pleasures ; and let us not, when we rest with Chrysip- pus, prate over-freely of the Orestes of Euripides, for such prating makes neither better nor worse the tragedy, OF UNQUIET HOURS. 77 while yet it may not fail in bringing to us odium from those who affirm that if the gods use logic it is doubtless that of Chrysippus. Not, however, is it meant by this that a man is to be all things to all men ; on the con- trary, only that man walks in uprightness who is steady to an end and purpose. Yet is it seen that one finds himself able to get along the faster does he not stop too frequently to combat follies which he may not mend, and he who grows aggressive loses only too soon the influence retained by him who ventures alone to be suggestive ; for meant Antisthenes, think you, to applaud or to treat lightly the policy of an evil habit when, condoling with the threatened adulterer, he ex- claimed, '* Oh, unhappy man ! how much danger could you have avoided for a single obol !" And put not Diogenes much of wisdom in his speech when, learn- ing that the Athenians had voted that Alexander was Bacchus, he exclaimed simply, "Vote, too, that I am Serapis!" Was not Copernicus wiser than Galileo? a Descartes of greater worldly acumen than a Spinoza? It is scarcely to be denied, Lysias, that persistence in the use of a single word was the explanation of all the wretchedness that an unsympathizing age heaped upon the God-intoxicated Jew; and it would have been quite as easy, and many times more effective, had the Enthusiast said '* Noumenon" in place of ''Substance." A hypocrite, thou sayest, was Copernicus to his highest convictions. Let a man speak as there is in him to teach. Good, Lysias ; but men who desire to get along on easy terms with their fellows give not offence in their 7* 78 CONCERNING THE AVOIDANCE speaking, save from necessity ; not with the Pythago- reans are they accustomed " If by chance they see A private individual abroad, To try what power of argument he has, How he can speak and reason, and then bother him With strange antitheses and forced conclusions, Errors, comparisons, and magnitudes. Till they have filled and quite perplexed his mind." And then, again, Modesty is a jewel which is becoming to every complexion ; and never is it to be forgotten that a man may only see according to the lobes which receive the impressions of his retinae. Who might apprehend the subjectiveness of Matter, save him that has the sense of Apprehension ?* or who under- stand severalty in oneness, but him that has Soul ? A learned man is to speak his lore only among his peers, and this for the double reason that either he will find himsdf misunderstood and perhaps laughed at, or otherwise his erudition shall serve alone to confound and confuse. There are two things, my Lysias, which it well be- comes the seeker after true living to consider : the first of these being Character, the second. Reputation. Character belongs to that which makes its impression through example, not through words ; for never has a man grown better himself or assisted to make others better by an austerity of tongue which finds naught but ill words for ill doers. And then again, my Lysias, who in fault-finding may be sure that he him- self is not in fault ? for of a truth may it not be that *■ See " Two Thousand Years After." OF UNQUIET HOURS, 79 the virtue of one is the virtue of all; and as this none better than a wise man knows, so he who has learned of the fallacies of judgment hesitates long before pro- nouncing either on error or truth. To be presumptuous is not only to be of ill repute among one's fellows, but is, of necessity, to be ignorant and weak ; for was it not he whom the Delphian oracle pronounced the wisest of men whose constant asseveration was that "that alone which he knew was, that he knew nothing" ? and was the greatness of Antisthenes less conspicuous in the modesty of the answer which directed him who had asked what a man could do to show himself upright and honorable, **to attend to those who understand the subject and learn from them to shun bad habits' ' ? Shall Zeno, who thanks the gods that the shipwreck which has destroyed his goods has left him his mind, too hastily find fault with Hyperides, who wins a cause for Phryne through the irresistible arguments of her beau- tiful person ? and shall the stoic condemn Met^^aus be- cause the blood-stained sword grows powerless against the divine beauty of Troy's exquisite Helen ? Was it with uneducated judgment that Theaetetus perceived that a man might not boast himself on his ancestors, *'as that, by the myriad of ages of succession, each must have had grandsires among whom there must have been an innumerable multitude of rich and poor, kings and slaves, barbarians and Greeks ? And to refer one's origin to Hercules, son of Amphitryon, is absurd from its littleness, and is to be laughed at, as such seem un- able to compute, and so rid themselves of the vaunting of a silly mind, that the five-and-twentieth ancestor from Amphitryon, and the fiftieth from him, was such 8o CONCERNING THE AVOIDANCE as fortune happened to make him. In all these things, therefore, such a man is ridiculed by the multitude, partly from bearing himself haughtily, and partly from not knowing what is at his feet." Again, Lysias, is it not to be accounted virtue to an ill man in that he keeps others from evil through the disgust engendered of his loathsome traits ? And who shall say this nay, if in the bad of one is found the good of two? — a paradox, truly, yet who shall fairly gainsay it? Turn we now for a moment to the thing known as reputation. He who would be reputed wise must be content to be ignorant, for, as it is impossible for a truly wise man to be aught else than humble, — and humble does a man grow in proportion as he grows wise, — so without pretension shall a man attain to little present fame ; for hath it not been wisely written that ** it is well to be something besides a coxcomb, for our own sake as well as that of others ; but to be born wholly without this faculty or gift of Providence, a man had better have had a stone tied about his neck and been cast into the sea" ? And what was it that Touchstone said? *'If you have not seen the court, your manners must be naught; and if your manners are naught, you must be damned !" It is then, Lysias, for a man to decide which he shall most enjoy and most prefer, reputation or character; and this is the same as saying, the world or one's self ; or, if one would have both, he shall stand a best chance in coming to the possession through an understanding and reconciliation of the distinctions that exist between them. OF UNQUIET HOURS. 8 1 " In peace there's nothing so becomes a man As modest stillness and humility ; But when the blast of war blows in our ears, Then imitate the action of the tiger ; Stiffen the sinews, summon up the blood, Disguise fair nature with hard-favored rage ; Then lend the eye a terrible aspect, Let it pry through the portage of the head, Like the brass cannon ; let the brow o'erwhelm it As fearfully as doth a galled rock O'erhang and jutty his confounded base, Swilled with the wild and wasteful ocean." Living implies necessarily reputation and character; living is the making or the unmaking of one's self. The poet is wrong: that which grows '* modest still- ness" may not breed the *' action of the tiger;" for who that has ascended into the empyrean shall descend to snarl and growl with brutes ? Personal vanity is incompatible with the great and the ideal, and it would seem that one is to elect whether he be mighty or little, God-like or brute-like. But, thou askest, is it well for a man that he grow out of his human nature and attributes ? This, Lysias, is not what is meant; for a highest wisdom directeth that each and everything doeth best when it fulfils the oflEices of its intention ; but, man being of a compound capability, the soul — if he be possessed of one — is not to be made a minister to the body ; this is indeed degrading a noble office. Thou repeatest the oft-told saying, that ''the flesh is apt to be found stronger than the soul." Nothing of the body, my Lysias, grows and prospers but as blood is given to the part. Hath not he who hammers, biceps that are like unto the iron of his D* 82 CONCERNING THE AVOIDANCE anvil? and were not the calf-muscles of Jatus, who danced, a marvel to him who dissected the leg ? how else than through exercise has grown the deform- ing passion of Zuras? The soul of a man it is, my scholar, which is the functioning agent to highest offices: give this the excess of pabulum, and baser organs wither and dry up, even as shrivel the things of the field in absence of showers. But, thou askest, may a man will such direction of his blood ? What, Lysias, if one eat a meal of meat and then walk, directs he not the blood from the stomach to the legs? and, while in action, is his meal not left undi- gested? does one ponder problems without calling this same blood to the brain ? or may a man use mightily his arms without having the excess in these organs? Accept that it is the case that one may give or withhold as he resolves, and that he who wills to give the fuel of the blood to the offices of his higher nature grows and advances into noble things ; while, on the contrary, he who, like unto Zuras, gives the excess to the pas- sions of the corporeal body descends equally into the low and mean. Zuras himself it is who at times per- ceives the weed-raggedness of his soil, and wonders that his ground bears no fruit ; but did ever one cul- tivate a field of grain with half the pertinacity with which these weeds are pandered to, and not have as much of good as has Zuras of evil ? Reputation may be true, or it may be false ; not unapt is it to be the latter, for it is a something external to the possessor ; but character, as has been happily re- marked, " is the spiritual atmosphere of a man, and it OF UNQUIET HOURS. 83 is as inseparable from him as is the fragrance of a rose from the rose itself. In the glance of the eye, in the tones of the voice, in mien and gesture, character dis- closes itself. No one shall mistake Circe for Diana." Reputation may be made by seeming, character can only be in being ; for is it not observed, even by the least observant, that as is a man's life so does his face come to show what he is, and to express his nature? But, thou suggestest, man may cheat himself of pleasure, which nature has created for him, by being over-fastidious, or by living in a false estimate of duty. Have it as thou wilt, Lysias ; yet, let a man say what he please and do of himself what he elects, he cannot run counter to the Lex Dei without incurring a penalty which proportions itself to the extent of his error. A natural law is there, which is always right, and which, of itself considered, leads a man never into error ; but to live in society is not to live in natural law, and ever has it been found, and ever, I conceive, will it be found, that man seems to heed best the Vox Dei as he is found understanding and heeding the vox populi. Rest assured that that which is spoken by the common ex- perience concerning matters in general is that which one does best in obeying. It is, Lysias, that in nature there is no law more per- sistent than that of compensation : who cheats another cheats himself, who murders another murders himself; and the cheating and the murder are immediate, — not less that which is had than that which is done. The temptations of the body, it is to be repeated, are things fully and entirely of temperament, and tem- perament is a thing of birth and construction, and 84 CONCERNING THE AVOIDANCE signifies what manner of action shall be the habits of the natural man. A man does not make his tempera- ment, — but he may direct its offices. For a man to live in law is nothing more nor less than that he live in the experience of a common good, let such law be moral or statute ; and while there may well arise occasions on which a law may seem to bear harshly and heavily, yet will a wise man cheerfully endure the apparent evil for the reason of the good which lies behind. Too much is not to be condemned that crucifixion of the flesh which finds not compensa- tion in an appreciation of higher pleasure secured by the crucifixion ; such dolor belongs not to the ways of nature, and he is but a weak and timid man who, through fear of some distant ill, denies himself that which constitutes a heaven in the present. It is, my Lysias, to be taught that pleasure is the fulness of living, and that he acts with truest wisdom who gets the most out of Time without considering that un- appreciated thing so loosely styled Eternity. I do commend to thee, my Lysias, that thou enjoy that which is most enjoyable ; and if, perchance, it shall be felt by thee after trial and experience that the pleasures of the body are of truer import than are those of the soul, — why, I as warmly commend thee to hold to the former and eschew the latter, being satisfied that this I would incline to do of myself, having, as the object, to get the most out of life.* A Truth would it seem to be that Duty is prated too much in the ears of men : discharge of Duty is reputa- * See the Author's book entitled " Two Thousand Years After." OF UNQUIET HOURS. 85 tion, not character. Law, truly understood, is pleasure, not duty ; for it is the office and meaning of law to select as its highest good that which has found in it the most of enjoyment; so it is that he who lives in law lives in the highest pleasuie, — as the meaning of such highest pleasure has been worked out through the misses, the follies, and the successes of the men of his time and generation, — and in accepting law, as man finds it, the individual comes at once to the good and escapes the evil. Shall we, my Lysias, compare the stone hand and the club arm of ages past — the slaying and the fearing — to the skilled fingers which to-day bring from silent lyres sweet sounds? Shall we not liken these mem- bers, stretched forth to protect and shield, to that peace which fears not, neither slays? It is found ever the case, my scholar, that the changes made by mankind, the persistent changes, are resultant of his experiences. Men have bartered the thews of steel for the muscles of flesh, that skill, not brute force, shall supply wants ; and the rude animal has been suc- ceeded by the intellectual man, that joy should advance from sensual to the sensuous. Wilt thou, Lysias, fit thyself, with Caravaggio, to produce great pictures ? or wilt thou remain Amerighi and grind colors ? " The youth who bathes in pleasure's tempting stream At well-judged intervals feels all his soul Nerved with recruited strength ; but if too oft He swims in sportive mazes through the flood, It chills his languid virtue." Vice is that which deforms and which deteriorates, and that which makes beautiful is the reverse of vice: 8 S6 CONCERNING THE AVOIDANCE he, then, who would be beautiful in his nature must be virtuous for the sake of beauty; and he who would have character must consider the elevating and ennobling, that thus he may get clear of humors which debase and which pull down. ** Sorrow," wisely has written a learned Knight of St. Michael, ''sorrow attends vice, for there is in it so manifest a deformity and inconve- nience that perhaps they are nearest right who say that it is begot by stupidity and ignorance. Vice leaves, like an ulcer in the flesh, repentance in the soul, which is always scratching and lacerating itself: for reason effaces all other griefs and sorrows, but it begets that of repentance, which is so much the more grievous by reason it springs within, as the cold and heat of fevers are more sharp than those which only strike upon the outward skin. I hold for vices — but every one accord- ing to its proportion — not only those which reason and nature condemn, but those which the opinion of men, though false and erroneous, has made such, if authorized by law and custom." Let the wise man accept, Lysias, that the laws of his day are the criterion of its virtues ; thus shall he assure himself that in heeding the injunctions of the laws he pursues the path of justice and propriety, and that in squaring the appetites and the inclinations of the nat- ural man with the directed line, he performs only that which is akin with the action of the simple who, to save being burned, draw themselves a little farther from the flame of the life-sustaining fire. Come we back now to thy question concerning a nobleness of disposition which finds itself above cir- cumstances and surroundings. OF UNQUIET HOURS. Sj It would seem to be the case that each age brings forth leaders whose mission it is to carry onward the true liberty of human actions. How it comes that such offices are distributed, whether by some special selection of which we wot not, or whether of some ac- cidental conformation of that engine, the brain, which affords the soul wider language, it is the same to us, in that we know that leaders are born. Are the Tables of the Law less an illumination that one may doubt that the voice which uttered them spoke from a bush of flame? Is the *' Zend Avesta" less of Ormuzd that the Persians should have received it through Zoroaster? Who will, with wisdom, deny that highest law of the age, as found in Christ, because that he understands not the miracle of the Deus in carne ? And is it not the case that always does the lesser give way to the greater? Might the rude Bactrian stand before the Persian philosopher, or Moses before the higher evolu- tion of the second Adam? What shall defend the insensibility of Epictetus against the sensibility of Epicurus ? Or who fail to distinguish that the Daemon of Socrates is of wider and fuller perception than that which is the judgment of Theaetetus? Who is to be selected for the holding of highest things it is not, perhaps, for mortals to say ; yet through medi- tation, and through the abstaining from things de- basing, does a man find himself brought nigher and nigher unto that which dispenses ; and if it be that a good falls not first into his own fountain, being close by, it comes the more quickly to his cistern, and is, in truth, not less his than had he been the first to receive it. It is a soul of good growth, my Lysias, which has 88 CONCERNING THE AVOIDANCE gained to that mastery of the body by which it is able to direct the mortal in the rules of its surroundings; more and more of the God contains that temple which finds itself ever being lifted from its earthly foundation towards higher place. Ah, my Scholar, who but he that has attained to high things shall understand how much of purer and sweeter contains the air on the mountain than has that which carries the miasm of the valley ? and if it haps not to him of the valley to envy him of the mountain, it is only because of the stupor engendered of the poison he respires. **I care not," said the thoughtful Gascon, *' so much what I am in the opinion of others as what I am in my own." He who seeks reputation has left him but little time in which to make character ; so also he who works and strives alone for gold finds out all too soon that little by little has his soul been crushed out of him — if perchance he ever came to the possession of one — through the incumbrance heaped upon it. It will come, my Lysias, sooner or later, to every man to understand that repu- tation is a bauble and a fool's rattle. Is it not to be of reputation to have great means, to entertain many people, to have gay houses and fine equipages? and are not all such matters apt to be found hindrances to noble living ? are not these things to all of us as gilded chains which we do hug the closer even as lower and lower they sink us? Who is the second Monimus that, for his soul's health, shall find strength to break the bands and cast them from him ? Who, alas ! my Scholar, are held more firmly bound in such devil- forged links than thou and he who would teach thee ? Who that considers self too closely ever has attained, OF UNQUIET HOURS, gp or ever shall attain, to high purpose? Is man anything outside of the God which may be in him ? And what has the All-Giving, the All-Blessing, to do with lauda- tion ? Does not the heat of the sun fructify through that which it is ? scatter not the clouds their crystals of life ? comes not the immortal breath in the way of every man ? He who caters for reputation would seem of neces- sity to cater to the dishonest and the untrue. Is it here that is found the absence of everything but medi- ocrity in the annals of to-day? Who is he that shall be the messenger of newest truths, delivering the words as they are told him? Does not, man in his books twist and turn inspirations that, to his readers, the lines shall seem to smack of his own individuality ? Who har- angues the multitude but that he dresses the immortal in the garb of the mortal, speaking words which suit his own ends, rather than giving forth that which is poured for its purpose into him as into a transmitting vessel ? Self-abnegation is the first step in the way to true greatness. Shall wiser words be spoken than those which the lips of a Fichte have uttered ? *' So long as man yearns to be anything, God does not come to him, for no man can become God. So soon, however, as he purely and radically annihilates himself, God alone remains, and is all in all." . It is to be understood, Lysias, that mire and cleanliness are incompatible, and it belongs much to a man's free will to elect whether he be clean or dirty. ** You understand me ill," said Sancho XIL, King of Navarre, to those engaged in buckling on his armor, as they remarked his trembling ; D* 8* 90 CONCERNING THE AVOIDANCE *' for could my flesh know the danger my courage will presently carry it into, it would sink down to the ground." The Infinity it is, asserts Anaximander, that is the sum of the all ! and may the man of to-day do better than respect the belief of the son of Praxiadas ? " Ye have that virtue in you, whose just voice Uttereth counsel, and whose word should keep The threshold cf assent ; here is the source Whence cause of merit in you is derived, E'en as the affections good or ill she takes, Or severs, winnowed as the chaff." * It is the fixed and abiding belief of thy teacher, O my scholar, gained from insight into a nature even so crude and unrefined as is his own, that a man may come to purge himself of his body, even as a body can purge itself of its dross ; and that as a purged body grows into comfort with cleanliness, so it comes to an un- shackled soul to grow capable through riddance of that which, in a way, acts as clogs to it. And just here is it, my Lysias, had it been understood, should his age have searched for, and found, the meaning of that, to them, most foolish thing, — the Idealism of the miscom- prehended Berkeley. Heed, my scholar ! there exist, not less to-day than in the time of Epicurus, pleasures of the body and pleasures of the soul. And it is not less true now than it has been of all time that as the one or the other of these comes to exclusive exercise and employment, so that which is neglected falls into an atrophy which is * Dante, Purgatorio. OF UNQUIET HOURS. ' 91 its destruction. It is, then, for a man to inquire of himself what he will be ; for even as the practice of a thing makes one perfect in that thing, so is it that cultivation induces fatness, while disuse or misdirection entails leanness. I would offer, thou sayest, a new reading of Cloyne's Bishop. If so, my scholar, good ; let us, however, take to ourselves the lesson contained in such a reading. In a sense was the Idealist right when he affirmed that it was not the eyes that looked ; but it is the case that some of these organs seem fitted for close seeing, others for long ; so truly is it, in like manner, that differences in the human soul are found. Some men are so deficient in the God, having cultivated alone the animal, that one might find it hard to discover within them anything divine ; others there are, on the contrary, who are little less than all god, and their bodies seem carried by the soul, rather than the soul by the body. " A. Eagle, why fly you o'er this holy tomb ? Or are you on your way, with lofty wing, To some bright starry domicile of the gods ? B. I am the image of the soul of Plato, And to Olympus now am borne on high : His body lies in his own native Attica. " Here in her bosom does the tender earth Embrace great Plato's corpse. His soul aloft Has ta'en its place among the immortal gods, Ariston's glorious son, whom all good men. Though in far countries, hold in love and honor, Remembering his pure and godlike life." To Berkeley ascribes Pope " every virtue under heaven." ** Whether this man is greater of head than 92 CONCERNING THE AVOIDANCE of heart," asks a biographer, *'who shall answer?" And say, my Lysias, may a man come to such attain- ments of the soul without he at the same time grow out of the weaknesses of the body ? And as he who lives on the mountain has wider outlook than he of the valley, is it not to be felt that this *' Idealism" of the philosopher had origin in that sense of nothingness of the body which is recognized when comparison is made between soul and things corporeal? Think you, my scholar, that an Aristotle recognized not the outgrowth of the ^'soul" from the body? And have no others save Alexandrians come to know of that ''ecstasy" through which mortal becomes immortal ? Let us, as well we may, ascribe it to Berkeley, that in the culti- vation of the things of the soul he did so ennoble his being, did so grow out of the things of the flesh, that well might he come to doubt if aught had real exist- ence save soul. Seest thou not here character ? did not the face and actions of this mortal shine with a glory which concealed the flesh and apotheosized the man ? and was not this apotheosis seen of all ? Always look well, Lysias, before making a step, and trust not to any judgment unless that its conclusions be well and fully analyzed. Knowledge, taught Socrates, is to have its value estimated by its utility ; and the sage spoke with a meaning that the prudent man can- not afford to overlook. Whatever may be the speculations of the philoso- phers, and however plausible may he seem whom we read last, yet will we prove wise in not allowing our- selves to forget that ever has it proven to be the case that even those esteemed the most learned, as in example OF UNQUIET HOURS. 93 might be mentioned a Plato and an Aristotle, are not unlike, because of weakness in premise and data, to make dissertations which, while they may look and feel like gold, have in them intrinsically less value than have structures of honest brass. Neither are we, my scholar, to forget the sophisms of Carneades uttered before Cato; nor yet overlook that it was one not less learned in all the sciences and philosophies of his day than Pyrrho, who ended his career with the injunc- tion, *' Let no man assert that he knows anything." A true knowledge, then, my Lysias, finds its nucleus in an understanding of the things which immediately surround a man : that is, he is to distinguish the mean- ing of things, ad mensuram, — the butter of the cow from the butter of antimony ; he is to understand the value of the money with which he trades ; to know that there are counterfeits in symbols — and as well in men ; is to understand that an umbrella is for protec- tion against rain, and that turned against an excess of sunshine it is not without its good ; that couches afford rest to limbs that are wearied, while sleep restores lost force. Knowledge puts the fork in place of the finger, and saves, through the use of the delicate knife, the rude tearing of flesh by the eye-teeth ; it engenders refinement by proscribing what is indelicate; points out straight paths in place of those which are crooked ; guards one against surfeit by teaching what is temper- ance ; keeps one in safety by exposing what is danger- ous ; in short, the first steps in learning pertain to the things of the first steps in life, — the ditch which crosses the road is to be reckoned before planispheres are invented. 94 CONCERNING THE AVOIDANCE To have what the world calls uncontfnon sense and yet to be without the common every-day judgment of the practical man is scarcely to be possessed of true wisdom. " O beloved Pan !" cried Plato, " and all ye other gods of this place, grant me to become beautiful in the inner man, and that whatever outward things I have may be at peace with those within. May I deem the wise man rich, and may I have such a portion of gold as none but a prudent man can either bear or employ." It is a question of first importance to almost every man how he shall order his efforts so as to secure to himself maintenance ; and this, my scholar, is a matter of such practical signification, that we may well be justified if we pause in our discourse to seriously con- sider upon it. The stomach-full is not the heart-full; let us not, Lysias, overlook this, for see you not that which was beneath the surface in that reply of Diogenes, wherein he affirmed that he would rather lick up salt at Athens than enjoy all luxuries with Craterus ? and was there not depth of wisdom in the rejoinder which sneered at the advice of a Plato to court Dionysius rather than wash vegetables in the market-place ? ** To know," says a writer, "when we are young, or to be able to do when we are old : here indeed would be wealth." And what may one who would get wisdom do better than gather from the garners of the expe^ rienced ? Of the common follies, Lysias, which experience exhibits as among the greatest, is to be noted one through which is being brought into the world more OF UNQUIET HOURS. 95 of misery and misfortune than arises perhaps from all others : I allude to that foolish vanity which prompts husbandmen and sons of husbandmen to aspire to what they deem the more exalted station of the town ; as if, forsooth, he who stands behind a counter bedecked and befurbelowed with laces and ruffs is half so nobly employed as he who in the bright sunlight stands face to face with his Creator, and who, in unison with nature, lives in a law of true self-support. Can it be otherwise than that the broad acres are left for the narrow confines of the shop but at the expense of a step downward ? And shall what are called the learned professions offer wider fields in which to run the mental cultivator than are found in glebes and valleys which are as laboratories in science and pulpits wherefrom ever resound poems and orations ? What a weak, silly boy, and how much in need of leading-strings, is he who envies the cleaner-dressed shop-tender ! Is it not, my sturdy, brown-fingered lad, a miracle to raise an ear of golden corn ? And is it any more than thy sister could as easily do to measure yards of tape ? Cease, in thy envyings, to play the fool, and look to it that the greatest wisdom of the world is found to recognize the advantages of the farm and here to seek what elsewhere it has never been able to discover. " The smallest dust which floats upon the wind Bears the strong impress of the eternal mind. In mystery round it subtle forces roll, And gravitation binds and guides the whole; In every sand, before the tempest hurled, Lie locked the powers which regulate a world; And from each atom human thought may rise With might to pierce the mysteries of the skies,— 96 CONCERNING THE AVOIDANCE To try each force which rules the mighty plan Of moving planets or of breathing man, And from the secret wonders of each sod Evoke the truths and learn the power of God." Also is it found that in the family relation lies a chief source of man's happiness. Now, in country- living does such relation find a highest development, while it is undeniably the case that the herding to- gether in great cities is destructive to all that is most beautiful and tender in such ties; and this exists in the fact that to the husbandman increase of family is in- crease of wealth, whereas to him of the town a large family is too often found synonymous with large dis- tress; this arising not in lack of natural affection, but in the disturbance of that law of demand and supply which must increase as they who consume overcount those who produce ; for is it not plainly seen that as Midas cannot nourish himself upon the gold that he coins, some one must of necessity raise of the things of the earth that excess over his own wants which shall serve to feed the money-stamper? and if it be that coiners outnumber plowmen, so want must come apace, attacking first him who has least to pay, and in time being felt by every man who himself produces not. What a false sight is that which sees not the under- surface of the purple and fine linen, as if, indeed, to be clean externally is necessarily to be the same all the way through ! The husbandman coming into the house of the citizen and looking little beyond the door through which he has entered imagines a peculiar comfort in all that meets his view, and in contrast with his own plain-furnished domicile repines at a lot the bright side OF UNQUIET HOURS. 97 of which he refuses to look upon. Let him the rather go forth with the master of the house, a physician is he perhaps, and while the night wears drearily along together shall they wait in the noisome court, or from street to street seek the embarrassing in those whose call they attend ; a surgeon is he perhaps, and a frac- tured limb that refuses to unite holds vigil about the sleepless pillow, with its threatenings of a sad result ; a merchant maybe, and angry creditors and delinquent debtors conspire to make hard the couch and to banish appetite from the table ; or perhaps the citizen is a speculator, and the fluctuations of his investments so constantly threaten reverses as to deprive him of all sense of solid ownership in what even the people call his, and engender a feverish unrest which renders it simply a matter of time how long he may resist his wear and tear. Not is it to be understood, my Lysias, that all mer- chants are bankrupt or that all speculators are unsuc- cessful \ yet no hesitation is to be felt in declaring that the life of the husbandman is most in accord with nature, and that that which is in such accord must have in it the greatest chance for happiness. But the husbandman is in fault in that he does not cultivate the sesthetic. That his home is too often a dreary spot and his surroundings uninviting is the fault neither of house nor farm, but lies rather in his own ill tastes and habits ; for who may be without the beau- tiful having evening clouds for pictures? or who have curtainless windows while vines grow which give not only pleasant shade but yield as well fragrant smells? There is absence of Knowledge in the full coffer and 98 CONCERNING THE AVOIDANCE the empty head. What son or what daughter but shall be brought to an ill judgment when are perceived in a vocation naught but work and sleep, naught but boiled bacon and the refuse vegetables of the garden ? shall such not come naturally to envy him to whom are carried the fatted lamb, the fresh and succulent melon? A pitiable and sad sight is it to look into the rooms of multitudinous country-houses, created apparently with the double purpose of neutralizing cheerfulness and mingling chills with young blood ; one accustomed to brighter things must needs exert himself to repress the shudder which comes of simply passing the shut doors of such apartments. And how many such places are there which picture themselves in our associations ! lintels so low that one must stoop the head in passing, and yet of such breadth as to recall the door-jambs of an Egyptian tomb ; fire-dogs, supporting the cheerful brand only on funeral or christening occasions, glisten- ing in the gloom with the glare of a just dead 7ioli-ine- tangere; the everlasting curtains of green paper, half rolled and string-tied, vying with the tightly-bolted shutters as to which shall create greater gloom \ the flat seats of hair-cloth, and the coffin-like nails of a company-sofa, — all, all of them bought and kept for the ornamentation of such delectable places and the keeping away of God's heart-cheering mercies! A servant, my Lysias, may be richer than the master; inasmuch as to the windows of his cabin there are no shutters, no green-paper curtains, no fire-dogs upon his unpainted hearth too good for use, no parlor-seats with backs never out of the vertical, no sofa with coffin- nails, no lack of sunshine. OF UNQUIET HOURS. 99 There is absence of Knowledge when the young man buying his carriage considers alone the gloss of the varnish, measuring not the strength of the axle, neither weighing the uses for which the vehicle is needed. There is lack of Wisdom where the painted cheek is allowed to count for more than the unpainted heart, and where wit is suffered to stand for more than judg- ment. Beautiful is the neck that shames the jewel, and fairer than pearls are teeth through which ebb and flow the translucent ; a scatterer of golden dust, each atom drunk with sunlight, is the blonde curl ; and sweeter than frankincense is the passion-bearing breath of beauty : but a wealth of charms may come to sink into the recesses of a skeleton that is beneath; light-scat- tering teeth may fall amongst black holes and repel amorous kisses ; gold-dropping tresses may give away the sun for things suggestive of decay; and frank- incense comes at last, in spite of its purity, to be lost and swallowed up in the septic. It is lack of Wisdom to lean too heavily upon tender things. No Knowledge is there where a man is led to find beauty and goodness and grace greater in another than in his own. He who baits for trout is not apt to find himself hooking the minnow ; eyes which look forward see not things which are behind. An Angel imagined, flesh and blood etherealize themselves in the vision. That which was, let it be forever. As form changes, let change the eyes which look. " Thou wert a worship in the ages olden, Thou bright, veiled image of divinity; Crowned with such beams, imperial and golden, As Phidias gave to immortality !"" lOO CONCERNING THE AVOIDANCE I think, my Lysias, that of the multitude of foolish people to be met with in the world there is no man more silly than he who estranges from him wife and children that he may waste his time, his morals, and his soul's health in search of other objects of gratifica- tion. Hear Zuras prate of the beauty and grace of Phryne. Was there ever, to believe him, such harmony as lives in the shades of her wardrobe ? And do not fields of odor, he asks, exhale from her lips? Great fool ! let Zelia change the scanty and mean robe, which yearly he doles out to her, for the bright color of Phryne's dressing; let the jasmine be poured over the sorrow-whitening locks of the debased, degraded, and dejected one, and who then shall have the harmony and the fragrance ? It is, my Scholar, as though one should cast mud over his own jewels, yet working in- cessantly to the polishing of strange stones, wondering all the while that as the one brightens the other dims. Zuras wonders what has robbed Zelia of her beauty. Everything must be paid for with its price : a debt not cancelled to-day carries with it on the morrow an interest, and on another day this is compounded ; and so it is that a dime becomes a dollar, a shilling a pound. When first came to the household the son now so feared and dreaded by Zuras, had not the boy dimples in his , chubby cheeks? and were not the little arms ever stretching themselves, tendril-like, to take hold of the father? But Zuras, denied he not the support claimed? Was it not deemed of trouble to afford the little needed? And thus did it come that the tendrils find- ing nothing at home turned elsewhere. And where is OF UNQUIET HOURS. iqi it that to-day the hands are clinging? Do they not shake trouble upon Zuras, even as worms fall into the mouth of him who lays him down beneath noisome vines? Ts the boy not a bawd? and bids he not fair to outrun his exampler in evil courses? And who made him a bawd and a shaker of evil things upon his household ? Did ever any one hear sweet discourse between Zuras and the boy? Have these ever been seen arm in arm trudging through the lessons of the field, taking into their natures the instruction of woods and running streams? Was it not the rather that the boy learned first of things devious ? Came there not to him as an early lesson a sense of things deceptive ? Grew he not into his young manhood cognizant of a second current not like unto that flowing upon the surface? And thus, discovering hypocrisy in the father, might he be ex- pected to deny in his own conduct the lesson of his life? Verily, what Zuras sowed, that is he reaping. Unquiet hours have come upon him. It was Zuras who would not let himself alone. Heed, Lysias! the harvest is as the planting. See to it; if thou wouldst have pomegranates, that thou plant not Dead-Sea apples. CONCERNING THAT WHICH IT MOST PROFITS A MAN TO UNDERSTAND. WHEN Pompey, on his way from Brundusium to Cilicia, made the historical visit to the queen city of the Grecians, that which most impressed him at the home of the philosophers was a line which met his eye as he turned to pass without the wall ; it was graven across the inner face of the exit-gate, and read thus : " Know thyself a Man, but act the God^ It is chronicled, indeed, that so powerful was the influence exerted on the Roman by this line, that he was found, ever afterwards, to hold himself of more heroic and dignified presence, and that when sorrow came upon him the remembrance of it was as a shield into which even the dagger of a Theodotus could not enter. Heed well, Lysias ! A man may accept wisely, with the "Imperator," that in the Athenian injunction is to be found the whole meaning of a man's life; he who gets to himself its import has fastened to a rock from which he may no more be moved than might be 1 02 CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE. 103 changed the place of a planet whose holding anchor is the law of gravitation. '*But is the import for every man? Is every man capable of taking it into himself, and of living with it?" Thou shalt judge for thyself. Yet to understand it, implies that one come into such state of self-revelation as is alone to be found in an apprehension of the sig- nificance of Providence. To-day, Lysias, I would hold solemn converse with thee: thou wilt not deny me attentive ear. I would leave thee to-day having thee feel that Strength is no mystery, that Christ is no mystery, that even to apprehend of the God is not any more difficult a thing than it is to co7nprehend of the correlations and transmigrations of the entities Matter and Force. I desire to have thee understand, that — as the uses of a man are concerned — explanation of the meaning of the God lies within the human ; that to apprehend God a man must turn his eyes from the sky, directing them towards his own heart. On a yesterday it was suggested that unless a man has gotten to himself understanding of the meaning of Providence he acts not wisely in pushing inquiries too curiously; and this, for the reason that confusion must ensue, which confusion is as a pathway leading into blackness, — into a blackness profounder than that of Erebus, sorer than that which is said to come of being in the deepest parts of Tartarus. Man is to assume that in knowledge is to be found the key to all mysteries : how the apple gets into a dumpling is an enigma to a fool ; how Neptune dom- inates Georgium Sidus is a perplexity to the sciolist; 104 COA'CEJ^A'IXG SELF-DEPENDENCE. but the enigma is easily enough solved by a housewife, and the perplexity is not at all confusing to the learning of a Le Verrier. It is written in the '^Arcana Ccelestia," written, not only in a show, but out of the logic, of widest obser- vation and experience, that man ought to be imbued with sciences and knowledges, since by these he learns to think, afterwards to understand what is true and good, and at length to grow wise. Plutarch, in his ** Morals," has an injunction for such as would find good at the hands of the goddess-mother of Horus, which exhibits convictions entirely correspondent with the professed inspirations of the Mystic. **It is not in the nourishing of beard," taught this farthest-seeing of the pupils of Ammonius, "nor in the wearing of mantles that men find themselves philosophers ; so neither do shaved heads nor human garments make priests to Isis ; but he is the true priest of Isis, who, after he hath received from the laws the representa- tions and actions that refer to the gods, doth next apply his reason to inquiry and speculation of the truths contained in them." Such men, as will, grow into priests of Isis, and such are not to pursue their ministrations at the altar as automata make their marks ; on the contrary, such are to come to an understanding of the meaning of themselves, and are to recognize with the Mystic that *'true intelligence and wisdom consist in seeing and perceiving that they who will and do are they who are in the God, and in whom is the God." Also " that true intelligence leads one to understand that uses are subordinated in divine order, and that no man CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE. 105 who has attained to knowledge pretends to arrogate dignity to himself, but ascribes all dignity to the use; and since the use is the good which he performs, and all good is from the God, therefore ascribes all dignity to the God. He, therefore, who thinks of honor as due to himself, and thence to use, and not to use, and thence to himself, cannot perform high offices, because he looks backward from the God by regarding himself in the first place, and use in the second." hi the God ; the God in him. This it is, Lysias. Here is the meaning of the human. Here is the sim- ple, single difference between men and the other things of creation. That man who is not in the God; in whom is not the God, differs alone in shape and aspect from the brutes, the vegetables, or the minerals. Such a man is to be accepted as having immortality after the manner of the immortality of Matter and Force existing duals : the pleasures and uses of such a man differ in nothing from the pleasures and uses of ani- mals at large. A Thing can know of itself ^ and of things which are without it, alone through the Senses found in its compositio7i. That man who is not a temple of the Holy Ghost, who has not as part of him the Sense of Godliness, can by no possibility know, save indirectly, of the God. Would I imply that there are men who are as gods? More even than this, Lysias. I maintain that analysis of creation exhibits that any and every thing seen in a man, which is neither Matter nor Force, is an imme- diate expression of that Severalty which, in its oneness, is the omnipotent God himself. A priest of Isis is Isis : that is, — see that thou get it not wrong, — is Isis, Io6 CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE. as a drop of water is the ocean : each particle being of the elements of the whole.* In Faith is the Ease of men : a man without faith is miserable, even though he have everything else ; who possesses this wealth is in comfort, though his morrow be without promise. Faith is strongest when its foun- dation is in understanding; understanding arises out of a reading of the open pages of Nature : here, hap- pily, words are of largest type, and the language is not without familiarity. I would assert that Faith and Knowledge are one and the same thing, even though it is seen to be the case that men are found having the former who are without the latter. There are many, many paradoxes : thou wilt not be wrong in deeming this to be one of them. Let a man get to himself the meaning of Providence, and he has gotten the Alpha and the Omega of life-lessons ; he has found the mean- ing of — Ease. **And can one understand, in truth, of this per- plexity? Can comprehension "be had of a meaning which is said to reside in a listening, hearing, answer- ing Thing, which Thing is seen to pull down quite as often as it raises; which is seen to menace not less frequently than it is recognized to bless?" Softly, my friend. Cannot Lysias understand how it is that the stream upon the surface of which our boat is at this moment being floated, runs always towards the sea even though the earth be in constant rotation ? May he not as well perceive that on reaching the main the water takes other motion which brings it back, * For arguments, see " Two Thousand Years After." CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE. 107 even to the mother spring; and that thus, though it is always going, it is ever coming; that indeed the water is ever here, — here in this valley which lies in its grand solitude between these mighty hills whose rugged, oaken-haired heads are held so proudly over us ? Ah! placid stream, little different from thy life is that of man's mortality ; thy destiny is likewise the meaning of the human. Wheresoever thou art going, man goes; howsoever thou art coming, man comes ; forever, beau- tiful thing, shalt thou be found flowing in this rock- bordered channel between the mountains ; forever will Lysias and his friend be here to lave in thy everlasting freshness, and to drink in with greedy ear the song of thy rippling wavelets. Yet does the Life of a man, Lysias, differ from that of a down-gliding stream, in that the human has been made with hands which may hold oars. And still again does it differ from that of a down-gliding stream, in that the man is not less a creator than a created thing, — in that he needs alone to abnegate self in order to be able fully to compre- hend why curses are as plentiful as blessings ; why down-tearings are as frequent as up-liftings, — in order to understand that he himself is a cause of things over which he grieves, and at which he wonders, — in order to recognize the meaning of Providence. See to it, see to it, Lysias, that for the sake of thy manhood thou get understanding of what is here meant, and that for the sake of man's mission as he holds relation with his fellows, thou remain not longer without apprehension of the intention of thy creation. The meaning of a man is in what he does, and in lo8 CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE. what he becomes ; in whether he denies the God and remains an animal, or denies the animal and grows into the God. The Miracle of the World is that of the Deus in came. The lesson ever teaching itself to the observ- ing is that the God does everything, but that every- thing is done through means; that the God does all, yet the God does nothing. In this is, indeed, a miracle of miracles. Everything performs a part, things inanimate, as well as animated things ; rains descend and water the earth ; winds blow and freshen the atmosphere; winters come and go, thus affording rest to the soil and renewal of its energy. And men; men, according to that which they are, eat grass and flesh with the brutes, or — play the part of a Provi- dence to themselves, and to their fellows. Give heed, my good Lysias, and consider well a suggestion. Because one is a servant it is not to be denied that he is of the species Homo. If, in like manner, one maintain that effects accomplished through the fingers of an agent be the work of a master, he has fact, not less than logic, to his support. The good found in the world is as are the waving wheat-heads met with in fields, — is as are phenomena understood in a Noumenon. Men are, in themselves, makers of wheat-heads ; yet bread is from the God alone. See, Lysias, here are the premises of a syllogism which the Stagirite himself would not have faulted : ergo, it is to be maintained that man finds within himself a measurer of self. Thus it is! God being Goodness, — the ab- stract, the only Goodness, — all the actions of the God must necessarily pertain to the good ; Godliness gives CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE. 109 forth good, — the good of Will, — precisely as a sun gives forth the physical phenomenon of light; pre- cisely as water gives forth moisture ; as air is the source of refreshment : so, after a like manner do men and brutes and vegetables give forth ; — that is, each according to the nature of its composition. But man, unlike other mundane things, gives or withholds according to a spontaneity which he finds — or does not find — within himself. In proportion, then, as a man discovers a will that is inclined to a performance of godly offices, in such proportion is he to accept that he has the God dwelling with him, and in him ; for to be a cause, or origin of results, is to be Noumenon to phenomena ; and that is what God is. Here, Lysias, is a measure that may never deceive a man : hold thou closely by it for self-examination. Such things as are not begotten of an animal organization are necessarily of the Divine ; this we know, in that the world pre- sents but three entities.* Certainly man is of kin, as Bacon hath it, to the beasts by his body; and if he be not of kin to God by his soul, he is a base and igno- ble creature. The Mystic was even happier in the putting of it. Angelhood, said the Sage, is that stage to which a man arrives when individuality becomes lost in office. Explain this last to thee ? Willingly. So long as a man holds as uppermost the Self, just so long is he an animal acting as an animal, and consequently has no other strength than that which belongs to the automa- tonism of an animal organization ; but that moment in * See " Two Thousand Years After." 10 no CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE. which Selfhood is given away to office, man becomes of God, and from that moment he knows himself im- mortal in this office, and eternal in the meaning of his work. Such a man has no longer any concern about death, because he understands that the God does not die ; neither has he regard to corporeal discomforts, for the reason that he has been rendered insensible to such trifles, — he has, in truth, found immortality. This Godhood in self, Lysias, is what a doctor pos- sesses when a midnight call to a filthy room in a filthy court is not less welcome than is a bidding to a palace where the flare of zephyr-swept gas-jets mingles with the sparkle of wine, and where livid lips, and glassy, back-sinking eyes, find replacement by the flush of passion-crimsoned cheeks and by flash of jewels borne on the daughters of Beauty. This, too, is what he feels when with sore and tired hand and brain he importunes continuously at the door of the Oracle craving from the Arcana medicines which shall afford to him the means of relieving and uplifting. I con- gratulate thee, Lysias, on thy choice of a profession. The Doctorate is a great step into the Substance of the Infinite — but, to the animal, it is alone weariness, weariness, weariness. To say, "Our Father," and to feel in the heart the fulness of this endearing and trust- giving name, is to find an all-sufficient support in time of need and is to get to one's self an all-satisfying comfort in time of trial ; we would converse to an ill end if our comprehension of the meaning of phenomena be found too meagre to lift us above the physical sophisms, which in these days thrust themselves too CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE. m often with veil-like import between man's vision and Providence. We, — thou and I, — my scholar, are positivists, are materialists'; let us call ourselves by such name, mean- ing by it that we are students, together, of the natural sciences. We dig into the earth with a spade and with spectroscope we analyze sun and moon, that we may learn of what these things are made. We laugh in derision at Nobert as in the field of a microscope we behold the inimitable markings of a diatom. We fall back overwhelmed by the meaning of the name God as we have gotten to ourselves idea of creation as expressed in the space through which vision has peered to behold Uranus. We are Christians, my scholar; that is, we believe in the Christ : with all our heart, and nature, and our little learning, we believe in the Incarnated ; and we so repose our faith because that we find endorsement, in height and depth, in width and breadth, of what Revelation has unfolded and declared to man. Surely is it the case, as the experiences of a well-considered life will demonstrate, that in the knowledge to which a man may come has he materials for the lesson which Nature would teach to every one for his good concerning this matter of special Providence as the meaning of it is to be found in a law of Self- Dependence, — that great lesson, that the God is to be seen most plainly when he is seen not, and that he is doing all for us, and is nearest us, when, apparently, he is doing nothing, and is farthest away. Much has come into our way, my scholar, to ask about and to inquire into, — but never have we asked, or never have we inquired, where a governing or 112 CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE. controlling principle was found to reside elsewhere than in a law, which law was discovered to be without change. It is assuredly a canon of Nature — as the positivist reads the lesson — that man has been appointed his own care-taker ; and if the lesson has been read aright, it is certainly the part of wisdom that one make the best of a condition to which he finds himself appointed, and that he live in accordance with it. In such under- standing, I may only declare to thee a conviction that man fulfils his part in the formula of his relations when he seeks, in knowledge, answers to wants; or, to put it in other words, it is a truth which forces its way to acknowledgment, that knowledge has, for man, the significance of Providence. Let me make for thee an example of this meaning. It happened thy Mentor only so short a time back as yester-noon to perform an operation of great gravity on the person of a poor and very illiterate man ; the endurance and stoicism of the patient were the astonishment of all assembled in the chamber ; not the heroism of Epictetus in presence of the tortures inflicted by the brutal Epaphroditus was more wonderful ; the source of the strength lay in a crucifix grasped tightly by the hands of the venerating and confiding mortal. Well, too, thou recallest that trust met with in the person of a disease-stricken woman which would not permit the approach of our professional office until the candle blazed on the altar of the Virgin, and the rosary had been clasped about the neck which a necessary touch was to dye so deeply with the blood of the afflicted one. Ah, Lysias, how much of such consoling and upholding faith does a surgeon meet with CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE. 113 in the ministrations of his sad duties ! And what, save strength and skill, should the sight bring to the fingers? The prayers are not to the doctor, in seeming; and yet he is to take the ovation of blazing candles and clasped crucifix all to himself: his is the office of the power and help that is evoked and solicited ; the jnantle is upon him, and of other aid is there none. It was ourselves, Lysias, that cured the afflicted one ; it was ourselves that stood as ministers between the want and That to which appeal was made. Had this poor woman been away from the needed means, she would have found herself away, as well, from the Ear which hears ; and for her disease there would have been no remedy. Heed, Lysias, and receive understanding of the personal responsibility resting on a man to yield himself an instrument to the God whose offices are performed through means. Heed ! That man is to esteem himself the special Providence^ to any call, who finds himself able to answer the call ; he who turns him away from such a call pushes back the hand of a helping God. Such a man interposes deftial between a need and the love and care which seek to succor. If one accept the teachings of the God, he accepts that it is the priest who binds and the priest who loosens. Knowledge is the mantle of a Peter which covers the shoulders of every successor who is elected, or who elects himself, to the wearing of the sacred robe. Yet is a priest not necessarily confessor to his own faults, nor is a surgeon necessarily physician to his own ail- ments: men are made confessors and healers of one another, and in such a sense, wherever knowledge exists, there also abounds the meaning of priests and 10* 114 CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE. doctors. A saving power is always in proportion to the wisdom ; a priest is strong to lift up, or a surgeon to succor, according as he is mighty in the meaning of his office. It is a sorry faith that leads to a dependence on special miracles for one's daily food and needed comforts : he who so trusts will find his bowels get empty enough, and it may not be doubted that his limbs will grow stiff and cold to stoniness if he wait until prayer shall cut and card and weave for him a woollen suit. And yet a miracle is constantly per- forming; every wheat-grain holds the loaf; every hill- side feeds sheep which carry about with them the needed garments. Heed, Lysias. When a man begs Provi- dence for bread, does he aught but solicit the God to do a mower's work in the harvest-field ? or if he beg for raiment, does he not invite him to a place in a mill ? Oh, it is wonderful, it is indeed God-like, this miracle of man and earth and heaven — and of hell. An au- tomaton looks, and the God seen in his eye is recog- nized by all the things of the earth. A field of dirt and a few seed, and, lo, in response to a command, the face of the ground covers itself with that bread which is the life of every living thing ; a good action, a single good turn done, and, behold, the sky opens and a dove de- scends. Speak to the earth in the language understood by it, and behold a volubility so great and so continuous that the barn overflows with its answer, and the store- house groans under the weight of good words confided to its keeping. -And the language understood by the earth has been confided to man : if one refuse to use this tongue, refuse to speak the word which alone CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE. 115 may open the gates of the treasury, why let him starve j and dying, let him go his way, that room may be made for his betters. Wisdom is the protecting means ; the wider the knowledge the greater the safety. Get wisdom, then, my Lysias, if thou wouldst become to thyself, and to others, a Providence upon which dependence is to be placed. Knowledge, which gives understanding, is the special Providence of the world. Knowledge cures fever-ridden valleys; it tells the meaning of bug-pes- tered crops; it keeps a man in health, and enables him to understand that he himself is the god of the pestilence ; it laughs at signs in the heavens before which the unthinking fall down and tremble. But here our boat-prow strikes the landing- place. No matter: we may continue our discourse, with as little interruption, as we trudge through wood and by farm towards the place of our destination. Here, Lysias, see this stupid tortoise : no con- cern of danger hastens the movements of its slow- crawling limbs; how obstinately the reptile hugs the line of the treacherous rail ! Where is the Providence to this poor thing, if it be found not in thy hand or in mine? Back, Lysias, back! the train is upon us. Too late, alas! too late. See how the crawler has been scattered into nothingness. Poor tortoise, igno- rant tortoise, thou wast, of thyself, unconscious of the mercilessness of the iron jaws which were shutting themselves upon thee ! Shout loudly, Lysias: still another life is running the gauntlet of this place of crossing tracks. What animal is this that comes flying on wings of fear before n6 CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE. the mightiness of steam? See! the wretched brute understands the danger that threatens, yet comprehends not enough to make the single side-step necessary for its salvation. What shall save the runner? Alas! the times have outgrown the instincts which are its Provi- dence, and, like all lower things, it must fall before a higher, — if perchance its fate bring it to the conflict. And yet we, thou and I, fear not, neither are in danger, even although in unconcern we tempt the screeching monster by mocking at his power as he rushes with a whirl along the road of iron to which his law confines his course. Why this safety to us? It is the great law of life, Lysias ; the law of the survival of that which knows best how to take care of itself. '* Cruel and merciless is this law to the lower forms of life," thou sayest. Not so, save in seeming ; for, being found too low, a thing must be made over into a something higher. Doubt thou not that both tortoise and horse shall find, in good time, a plane in which exists safety for them. When the tortoise was made, its home was under the mould of the leaf-carpeted forest, not a place of rails and of ponderous engines ; but now the deepest glades of quietest woods are giving up both safety and solitude to the restless energy of steam. What mercy so great as that which lifts up and carries helpless things to a transformation which is their salvation ? Doubt it not, Lysias, doubt it not, this is a mercy of the God. Here is a garden, here are vital germs, and here are iron and wood for implements of husbandry. Has not the God done a great part in giving these to the man who owns them ? Yet if it please this one better CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE. uy to beg than to hoe, vvhy let him try his knees and his words. Undeniably // is the law that something, or somebody, must plant and hoe ; such a law may be a very bad one, no doubt every man imagines himself able to have framed a better, still it is the law and there is nothing to do but abide by it ; let this owner of heaven -created wealth never mind the gratitude, or the appreciation, that belongs to noble natures, let him never mind the wonderful law that makes the earth respond to a working ; never mind the care and fore- thought which put water rills deep beneath the surface of his ground that thus he might have cool draughts ; but let him beg and whine; and when delving for crystal springs let him curse the rootlets found in the way of his spade, because that these make it the harder to dig. It is no cause for gratitude that these rootlets are the life of the waters — and the life of him who drinks. Yes ; surely it is the case that Wisdom and special Providence are one, and that he who would have the protecting care strongest about him prays to most purpose when he exerts himself to get knowledge and understanding of the laws of his relations ; and such study, and such understanding, bring the God close to a man, while at the same time they so overwhelm the mortal with consciousness of the mercy and goodness which are the protection of men, that no language of solicitation is found left him ; his eyes have become opened, and, in an astonishment that has no words, he stands awe-struck before the Prescience which is found to have considered his every want, mortal and immortal, even ages before his name had utterance on the earth. And heed, Lysi.is: it is as easy, and as simple a thing Ii8 CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE. of performance, to grasp a soulful of the immortal manna, as it is to get a mouthful of the bread that nourishes the body. Heed further, my thoughtful friend. What might possibly reconcile a man to the suffering seen everywhere over the earth, if one understand nothing of that law in which resides the miracle of compensa- tion ? Children taken away from the arms of doting mothers, husbands torn from the hearts of loving and dependent wives, disease attacking and defeating health, fortune wrested from men and scattered broadcast to the storm. It seems that the world goes on after this manner to the unthinking man ; and such a one, finding himself thrust to the wall, is not to be blamed because that he hurls a hiss and a curse at Providence and goes his way out into the blackness. If we, thou and I, might not arrive at any better understanding of these things, we also would curse God and die, or, if we did not thus, it would be our courage alone that would falter. But it is philosophers, they whom we take for our teachers, that have lifted a corner of the veil, and who have looked beneath the surface ; these have come to the understanding of transformations of unfit- ness into fitness, of pain metamorphosed into pleasure, of ugly things made over into the comely, of the old converted into new and fresh. No ! no ! It is not possible for Understanding to waver in faith : Wisdom smiles in trust even while the sword of the God descends and slays. Let us, my scholar, apprehend, through what we comprehend, that in the bottom of every grave is a door through which a dead man passes to life. Lean on thy own staff, Lysias, nor trust to other CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE 119 support. Does not experience know of what it advises ? Surely is this matter of a special Providence one that very little wisdom would seem to be able to open, and to look into. And yet, heed thou, heed another paradox. We may accept that the God troubles him- self little enough about the corns and the bunions and the gutter-slips of the people who are so persistingly calling on him for salves and lotions : at least these things are what such need for their relief, and it is to be inferred that, whatever the language used, cerates and washes constitute the meaning of their prayers. And yet it comes to us to recognize that outside of the God there is no cure, — no cure for anything, either for great evils or for small. Can we reconcile such a paradox ? Let us see. He who sits him down to analyze will not fail in coming to discover that ignorance may not heal anything ; but that cure, either of mind, body, or estate, proportions itself to an intelligence which directs a treatment. ** Not of myself, but through the Father, do I these things," said the Christ. So also did He teach that it needed but the possession of greater faith by the disciples that even the ponderous mountain should obey a voice that would command its removal. It is that part of the God which comes and dwells with a man that saves him when it is called to his ser- vice; and the saving-force is in proportion to the God evoked. The God works for a man's salvation from evil, when it becomes understood well enough to be invited into his legs if he need to run, into his arms if it be essential to strike, or into his brain if it be necessary to scheme. He who shall find himself cast suddenly from a ship's deck into the sea will do best by saving I20 CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE. his words and using the motions of the swimmer: or if he have learned none of these motions and so finds himself without a hand under his breast, he is not to grumble that he has become his own drowner. Heed the lesson, Lysias. There is not a care, or a trouble, or a danger, upon the earth, or within it, or above it, that the Capability of man is not the master of it ; yet is Capability a virtue so poorly cultivated that the bravest of surgeons stands cowed by so insignificant a thing as a cancer-cell, and an honest lawyer knows not which way to turn for the meaning of Equity. Cut a staff by the wayside, or in the wood, or wher- ever one may first be met with by thee, waiting not for that which is gold-knobbed, or for one the size or out- line of which may best please thy fancy. Everybody may have a supporting staff; only it is not everybody that will take up with the kind coming in his way. Make not a too common mistake, in being over- particular; neither, having once hold of a something that gives comfortable support to thee, be over-ready to let go ; if the right hand tire of the grasp, change the staff to the left, giving it up never until a better or a smoother be within thy easy and certain reach. Men put it as it is — however well or ill the manner may be — when they say, '' Every man for himself, and the devil take the hindmost." A man does best when he has the good fortune to understand from the start that such is the common rule and idea ; that it is the tramway upon which life runs. It may be all well enough to wish that things were different, or to moralize and philoso- phize on what the state and condition of society and CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE. 121 affairs should be ; but a man cannot live on the ab- stract, even though appetite might be appeased with an olive a day. Look where a man will, using his own eyes, or the lenses of the microscope, and soon enough is evidence furnished him that battling and struggling are the means and laws of animal self-maintenance : the tiger lies concealed in the jungle waiting for the passing of an animal weaker than itself, and if the legs of the latter have not swifter stride than the limbs of the former, there is nothing, aside from accident, that will succor and save the weaker thing. The man who trusts to a miraculous up-spring- ing of barriers which are to place themselves between him and a danger that threatens, will find his flesh in the lion's jaw long enough before time may recover for him an opportunity lost in the waiting. Grave-yards are the thickest populated of the cities ; they would be the thinnest if prayers would have kept the inhabitants out of them ; and yet prayers are all well enough, only that under certain circumstances they are most in place if directed to the doctors. Believe, Lysias, that a man acts with most wisdom, and consequently most in accordance with the law, in preferring a lancet to words when about to be over- whelmed with an apoplexy, or in esteeming a hot foot- bath more to the purpose of an incipient pneumonia than is supplication. Heed ! We are to accept that it is the Deus in carne, the God which dwells in man, who is the curer of evil. Learn to understand this, then wilt thou know at which of the many altars offerings are to be made ; to the priest, if it please 122 CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE. thee, when thy soul needs consolation ; to the lawyer, when thy estate is in danger ; to the physician, when the body is suffering. And in going to these altars man seeks the aid of the God, after the manner of the law of God ; for the offices of life are universally performed through instruments. He who has the best doctor will find himself — all other things being equal — kept longest out of the cemetery. " And what concerning prayer to the Infinite ?'* O Lysias, thou beloved of my heart, what words may measure such a subject ? What may the little say to the Great? the man to the God? Who that shall comprehend ever so little of this stupendous thing called Life shall have afterwards words left him for utterance ? An understanding of the phenomenon of existence cannot fail to show everything so fully con- sidered, so perfectly ordered, so elaborately detailed, that the only prayer left to man is that in which he breathes out his thanks. It is the Positivist certainly that has learned the true meaning of prayer. And that which he has learned is, to be ashamed to ask for more where such fulness has been given. See, Lysias ; what if where catharsis was needed there were no cathartics to be found ? or what if when the life of a man lay in the requirements of a sweat no means of diaphoresis existed? What if no middle tunic had been made to the arteries? or what if blood did not come to the surface to cool and to purify itself? Be- lieve me, my scholar, if the Positivist uses fewer words of solicitation than do some other men, it is for the double reason that he knows of nothing needed for a man's comfort but what is to be found lying at hand. CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE. 123 and that to solicit would be like asking for fuller measure in a vessel seen to be already running over. The Positivist stands entranced before a majesty the omnipotence and graciousness of which leave him nothing to desire, nothing to ask for, nothing ta fear. The true Positivist prays, prays over every good that he receives, prays over every mercy that comes to him ; but his prayers are thank-offerings — not solici- tations. Understanding that power which has been given to man, he plants acorns, and through the provi- dence of a multitude of leaves he makes needed rain for his dry places. Comprehending the manner in which special Providence performs its office, he drives the fiend of an intermittent back into its native element, using alone as his instrument a twig of the cinchona-tree found growing along the borders of the marsh ; he creates a quarantine, and says to the scourges of the epidemics, *'Thus far, and no farther ;" he builds a breakwater, and from behind the massive pier mocks at the threatening waters of the treacherous sea ; he clothes himself with furs, and ceases to have concern about a falling temperature; he holds a crystal of ice to his fever-heated veins, and recks not that all nature is panting. And yet, my Lysias, whence are ice and furs and life-saving cinchona-trees? Thank thou the God for these, but entreat him not that, in servant fashion, he follow thy footsteps, carrying his mercies after thee. ** Consoling enough," thou sayest, *'is all this for the lusty and the confident; for him of the purple and fine linen ; for the bride whose pillar of strength 124 CONCERNING SELF-DEPENDENCE. is an arm of steel. But in what, with such showing of the meaning of Providence," thou askest, ''are to rest the bedridden and the helpless? Where is he to seek to be clothed whose garments are tatters ? What castle is to afford its protection to her who is a widow?" These shall rest, all of them, Lysias, in Providence ; all of them are to come to Lysias, or, rather, Lysias is to go to them. And if Lysias go not, go not because of a compulsion that he finds within himself, then is he to hang his head and pass out to a companionship with brutes ; for of a verity may no analysis show that he differs from the beasts at large; a man is to understand himself as being above other animals only in that pro- portion in which the God occupies him. That human who asserts Providence to be unmindful of the cares and miseries of the bedridden, the garmentless, and the heart-stricken may only be a beast ; for there is not within him enough of Providence to know itself. ''And is a man to accept that when that power which is to be found within himself, or in his fellow- men, fails him, then chaos has come to him?" A drop of water, Lysias, has within itself its own moisture ; but dash of waves, the roar of surging swirls, and mightiness of power, live in the sea. When the scorching sun-rays come, a drop of water undoubt- edly does best by running to the ocean. Ask thou the God about these things ; for in what the Senses fail to instruct a man, Deity stands ready to inform him. " That thou art happy, owe to God ; That thou continuest such, owe to thyself." VI. CONCERNING HEROIC LOVE. THAT thou art anxious, however, to pass from these more serious matters of discourse and to renew gossip concerning things nearer to a young man's nature than are platitudes and apothegms, I may not doubt. Happy Lysias ; Love is in chase ; soon wilt thou find thyself entangled tight and fast enough. But heed ! Apollonius was not all wrong : there is a philosophy of love. Let us learn something about its meaning. It was well suggested by him of Chseronea from whose wisdom we have before learned, — and Plutarch, like all other men who amount to anything, was a true lover of the sex, — that woman is as a beautiful mirror to reflect a husband's face and temper; *' for if he be pleasant," said the sage, *'she will be merry; when he laughs, she will smile ; and when he is sad, her heart will par- ticipate in his sorrows, and ease him of half his pain." A gallant picture is this, my Lysias, drawn by a gallant spouse : the portrait is that of Timoxena. Hear also this, which Angelo has written : " Oh, how good, how beautiful must be The God that made so sweet a thing — So fair an image of the heavenly dove!" II* 125 126 CONCERNING HEROIC LOVE. And this other, by a bard of even warmer and more appreciative nature : " Now I have tasted her sweet soul to the core, « All other depths are shallow ; essences, Once spiritual, are like muddy lees." Wonderful, Lysias, in their fuhiess, to him who can understand them, are the lines last quoted. No wonder that men of dull taste accuse the poet of mistaking imaginations for facts. But the men of dull tastes are wrong; the capabilities which lie in a loving woman are beyond any words of any language to tell about them ; he who possesses a woman's heart — who is the recipient of the outpourings of her soul's core — finds indeed that the lover is right ; that all other depths are shallow ; finds indeed that even the depths of the poet's lines are shallow — shallow as when measure is compared with the fathomless and bottomless. Accept, Lysias, that when thou hast met Love thou hast come to the purest and the most satisfying of all that the earth has to offer ; if thou make not much of it, thou wilt have undone of thyself the chance for happiness. Yet withal has love an antithesis: out of this same sweetness, it is not to be denied, came the boy CEdipus, and the house of the father was made to suffer grievous wounds. But Apollo is just, and gives fair warning : see to it, and understand ; if thou wouldst not meet Fate on the road at Phocis, heed the voice which spake to the king : *' O King of Thebes re- nowned for its chariots, sow not for a harvest against the will of the gods, for that which is born shall slay CONCERNING HEROIC LOVE. 127 thee, and the whole of thy house shall wade through blood." What men call love, Lysias, is, in truth, a bitter-sweet. This- is the harvest to which Aristippus sowed : "I love Lais," said the son of Aretades, "to the end of my own personal pleasure and enjoyment, just as I love good fish and good wine, not expecting nor desiring to be beloved by these in return, but con- suming them because of what my appetite finds in them." Heed also a description, given by Protogenes to Diaphnaus, of certain who call themselves lovers : *' Some men, in their favors to women," wrote the teacher, "are not unlike to cooks and butchers who fat up calves and poultry in the dark, not out of any extraordinary affection which they bear to these crea- tures, but for the gain which they make out of them." Such, Lysias, are lovers who quickly enough find their sweet turned into a bitter, just as it is with ravenous eaters who get bones stuck in the throat, or as with drinkers who find themselves consumed of that which they take into their stomachs to relieve a growing thirst. Selfishness begets selfishness ; so out of a man's own evil are born those scorchers of human kind, the Agathocleias, Lalages, and Medeas, examples whom he of Verulam had undoubtedly in mind when he con- temned the passion as being a something of very de- basing influence: "As if a man," said the scholar, "made for the contemplation of heaven, and all noble objects, should do nothing but kneel before a little idol, and make himself a subject, in place of remain- ing what he was born, a master." Easy is it, says -^schylus, to give monitions and 128 CONCERNING HEROIC LOVE. precepts when the foot is not entangled in misery's thorny maze. He who stealthily carries the fire of the son of the goddess must be willing to take the risk of Prometheus, and if he find himself, because of his temerity, stretched and fettered upon some rock in gloomy Scythia, he is to blame neither the law of Jove nor the rivets of Vulcan. The fire of love belongs to the god — to the godly part of a man's nature. When the brute part plays with this fire, it is accident if it get not singed. It is after some such manner as this, Lysias, that I think we are to look at it. When the God made Man, wishing to endow the *' Nobler Self" with a priceless gift, woman was created. The Saxon calls the sun *'She" — Die Sonne: the Saxon is right; to that ** Nobler Self " woman is as light showing the beau- ties of the world ; to the Animal she may prove as a heat which withers and burns as does the fire of hell. Men use love as they are found to use the gift of Prometheus; many getting from it, life ; many finding in it, death. Hist, Lysias, a pearl upon the breast is an ornament ; gotten into a man's gullet it is suf- focation. No less surely than did Adam comprehend the meaning of Eve does a man come to the recognition of passion with the sprouting of his beard — unless it be, as has been remarked by the quaint Burton, he have a gourd for a head, or a pippin for a heart. But the passion of love, like unto the other passions, is not — as has been hinted — without more than a single signification, and though one prefer to accept it with Angelo, yet does he not well to remain ignorant of the CONCERNING HEROIC LOVE. 129 meaning of the Carian, who describes it as that which places men on a level with the flies in their desire for milk, or with bees in their love for honeycomb ; neither is he wisely without knowledge of the interpretation of that boast of Lucretia who declared, and surely proved, *'that she could perform greater miracles on the human heart by the dexterous management of her personal charms, than all the philosophers, alchemists, necro- mancers, sorcerers, and witches of the known or un- known world could, by their cunningest practices." That man is to be looked on as a pitiable fool, my Lysias, who has stumbled along through life without ever having come to a consciousness of the capability of woman to afford pleasure. Woman is as a har- vest-field to all the senses ; sight, hearing, touch, taste, all, may garner from her. Man can exhaust the world, all of it, all save a woman; her he cannot ex- haust ; she reaches out of time, and the love that she gives, if properly used, passes with him into the eter- nity and constitutes the meaning of his heaven. Heed further, Lysias. Woman is the paradox of man's life ; she inspires and lifts him, she absorbs the force from him and topples him headlong into nothing- ness. An Apelles makes a Venus Anadyomene only when a Campaspe is the model his art reflects. And a Paris — a Paris risks Troy — and himself — for a draught from the cistern of Helen. Woman is a fragrance from before whose breath the odor of roses might well sink away in despair of rivalry. Yet it was a woman that breathed upon the sons of the master of the Golden Fleece, and they died. It would seem, Lysias, — to express the whole matter I30 CONCERNING HEROIC LOVE. in other words, — as if, when Love was born, a bastard twin was pahned upon Venus, and that so alike are the two that not only are men constantly finding them- selves mistaken in the object of their worship, but even Juno is not unfrequently deceived.* Something of this idea had Alexis in mind, it would appear, when he named Heroic Love a monster of nature, wit, and art, a fiend, he says, who tortures the body, crucifies the soul with melancholy in this world, and consigns its victims to an everlasting torment in the world to come ! And not without a similar recognition was the anatomist when he declares that the god waits only until he come to the mastery, to subvert cities, over- throw kingdoms, destroy towns, ruin families, corrupt the human heart, and make massacre of the species. Heed, Lysias, a man is not to suffer himself to be betrayed by the false god, neither is he to delude himself with false estimates of the judgment that is to discover him. A Samson, strong enough, and wise enough, to tear asunder the jaws of lions, finds himself shorn by a Delilah. The conqueror of Brutus, whom a Caesar, with his hordes of Roman legions, was not powerful enough to beat down, turns at the invitation of a flying Cleopatra, giving away with each stroke of his barge-oars a league of the Nile. Ninus loses Asia to win a smile from Semiramis, and even Athenian Justice unbalances her scales before the beauty of the client of Hyperides. No man so strong, but that the god, using a woman's form, — the form of some particular woman, — is likely * Juno : the protectress of married women. CONCERNING HEROIC LOVE, 131 to be found stronger. Agamemnon was not at all peculiar in having his judgment won over by the blandishments of Clytemnestra, and in walking upon silken tapestry — to a scented bath with which his blood mingled. The dagger that cut deep into the life of the master of Priam had its force, not in the memory of a sacrificed Iphigenia, but in whisperings of what ^gisthus might become to the mistress of Cassandra.* Neither is it well that a man bite his own hand and then blame his teeth for the hurt ; an Aristippus makes a Lais; a Jason a Medea. And then, again, let a man beware that the false god take not mean advantage of his temperament ; temperament is some men's Mephistopheles. Woe betide the mortal whose eyes are not open to distinguish an Alcestis from a Circe ! If a man mistake the false for the true, though he be of the same mettle as the Thunderer himself, he shall not escape the rivets that bind to Caucasus, nor keep his vitals free of the flesh-tearing beak of the vulture. Hist, Lysias, look out for thyself; thou wilt have enough to do ; leave it to them to find fault, who, being without sin, can afford to cast stones ; when thy hairs shall have grown gray thou wilt have learned charity, and wilt not confound the passion of Pluto for Proserpine with the sentiment of an Endymion for a Peona. Neither wilt thou dare to fault Ninus, not having seen the face of the Servitor's Slave. Luther, our own Luther, he whom we do not hesitate to accept as a teacher, he who was the originator of our Protestantism, understood all this; understood it * iEschylus. 132 CONCERNING HEROIC LOVE. well ; hesitated long, no doubt, before condemning too freely; had perhaps as little to say about Anthony as about Ninus. Shall I recall his famous couplet, quoted on another occasion ? — " Who loves not woman, wine, and song, Remains a fool his whole life long." No wonder that a priest with such convictions re- siding in his temperament found it necessary to have on hand a supply of prayer-books, in order that one or more might be in constant readiness for a shie at the devil. A saintly man was Luther; very saintly; his flesh rebelled, however, at its too continuous cruci- fixion; his prayer-books were a needed defence; had he been just a little weaker, or a little stronger, — both mean the same thing, — Satan would have had him neck and heels, in spite of ptisans or breviaries, — that is, if it be so ungodly a thing to love woman, wine, and song. Would I condole with or condemn so epicurean a disposition? I would do neither, Lysias; but this I would do, I would have thee understand that out of this peculiar temperament comes the strength of manly men. Little men rob hen-roosts; the Alexanders rob empires. A great genius is a hundred or a thousand ordinary mortals moulded into one; the faults cor- respond with the virtues. I would have thee think twice before adding the blast of thy penny whistle to that great cry set up by the multitude at the follies of those with whom common men compare as do mud- turtles with demi-gods. CONCERNING HEROIC LOVE. 133 In a sense, it is a misfortune to be born with tem- perament ; a great misfortune, — that is, if it be a tem- perament which keeps a man constantly under the lash. Is this not well expressed in that sad story of *'Iphi- genia in Aulis"? — *'I envy thee, old man; and I envy that man who has passed through a life without danger, unknown, un- glorious; but I less envy those of honor. Old Man. **And yet 'tis in this that the glory of life is. King. ''Pleasant things are yet not without a sting: yet let me forbear, remembering that what I am the gods have made me. But no one of mortals is pros- perous or blest to the last, for none hath yet been born free from pain." Forget not, Lysias, who it was that, with light stolen from Olympus, wandered through Crete searching for the Nymph to whom the hoofed Satyrs knelt. But a hint is as good as a sermon to him whose ears are open : our discourse was to be of Love, not of the pseudo-passion. Let us pay our court to the god of the wife of Admetus. 12 CONCERNING HEROIC LOVE. YET still o-ne more word concerning this matter of Heroic Love, and its associations. Of not very different make from Luther was the godly Augustine, — not different from him in tempera- ment, — not different in that prudence which Aristotle, with such show of wisdom, has pronounced the most profitable of all things. Let me make thee understand. A man having no sturdiness in his fibre is little better than a withered stick. Could a man, spiritless and lank, have built the foundations of a Reformation? or, might such a one repeat the glories of the " De Civitate Dei"? It is nonsense ; it is indeed crime against nature, that men are found continuously crying shame on that which is the meaning of their strength. The old man was right. ''It is in this, O Agamemnon, that the glory of life is." Yet because a man have appetite for meat is it excuse for him if he eat himself into a sloth? or having desire for drink is he to come to no grief if he guzzle himself into a sot? I alter not my opinion, Lysias, good and bad are things of relation, not things in 134 CONCERNING HEROIC LOVE, 135 themselves.* When the Monk wrote his couplet he used the words and thoughts of a man ; not those of the hypocrite. How is Prometheus to help it if men insist on turning his flame into an evil?f Or who may fault Song because that so many sing themselves into grass- hoppers?! Song is a cheerer or a depresser, Wine a consoler or a mocker, Woman a lifter-up or a puller- down — according as each is understood, and used. Lysias will not be among the simple who conclude that because in strength is found an element of evil, thus license is afforded to do ill deeds ; he who makes such mistake is not long in coming to destruction. What is the good of a thing, or what the bad, is to be understood — and is only to be understood — in the law of relations : this is the first matter into which sensible men inquire. Relation makes all the difference in the world: makes the difference between crime and innocence, between vice and virtue, between wrong and right. No crime at all was it in the Sultan Mah- moud that the wives in his harem were in number like unto the leaves of the palm-tree that stood in his court-yard ; no crime in the Patriarchs that hand- maidens were constrained to add their share to the population of the earth. But things are altering, have altered ; women are no longer slaves ; the earth is full of men. It is to-day crime if a man marry more than one woman — crime against the man's own good, — crime against the humanity of womankind, — against * " Two Thousand Years After." -f- Prometheus Bound, ^schylus. X Phaedrus, Plato. 136 CONCERNING HEROIC LOVE. the conclusions and convictions of that intelligence which from the beginning of the world has been working at the problem of Happiness. For heed, Lysias, Law means nothing different from the experi- ence of highest good, and every man who has common sense uses his best effort to live within the directions of the law of his surroundings ; not through fear of it, but because of that which he gets out of it. An individual man may not trust himself to his own direction ; too weak or too strong is he ; the organiza- tion of the Human is like that of a circle which reaches to the God by its zenith, and by its nadir rests upon the devil. It is a not unapt simile to liken men — the strong and lusty — unto the eagles. Away such soar — upward — upward — until eyes weak as our own lose sight of them ; and then at times down they tumble — down — down — until they are seen sprawling in the mud. Or, we might liken them to the fish-hawks: proud-looking enough when on the wing; abased-look- ing enough when being pulled under drowning waves by mean things toward which appetite has tempted them— by old ale-wives, forsooth. Now, what may a man of common intelligence, and that means nothing diiferent from common sense, do else than abhor the unwisdom of such as Aristippus ? Fools indeed are these : they smutch things which it is their best interest to keep fair ; cover lilies with filth, and then speculate on the problem of lost purity. Tar-sticks indeed, clean-looking enough in the dis- guises of their barky coverings ; not less lofty in stature than are the straight pines of the forest ; not less made up of pitch. CONCERNING HEROIC LOVE. 137 Yet, while abhorring, we may hesitate to be over- severe on the defects we condemn, being ourselves of the sex and not unconversant with the infirmities of its make-up. True, we recognize that our own appetite craves neither flesh nor blood, but this is not to be counted as virtue to us, seeing that we are of small mouth, that our muscles are soft, not hard like iron, that the furnace of our nature will burn with chestnut coals; seeing that Aristippus is a child of the Sun, that we are sons of Luna. Ah, Lysias, what a strange compound is man ! no better, at times, nor wiser, than a stork whose tidbits are searched for among garbage ; anon a walker with majestic stride over the golden streets of the sacred city, a wonderer at the plodders who find delight in the coarse-paved road -ways of Rome. Who shall say what a man is? what he will be? Praise no one of the race until the mortal part of him lies buried deep within the earth. Yet while not faulting Aristippus because of his beastly course, nor condemning a stork because the bird prefers garbage to fragrant fruit, it is not amiss that we profit from the ill of the examples and that we get to ourselves understanding of how much better it is for a man that he bend his efforts and his desires to- ward things satisfying and ennobling; this, not for the sake of that which people call virtue, — having little or no idea of what is meant by the word, — but because it is tliat an Aristippus is sure to come to a leprosy, that the stork runs much risk of having its muscles eaten by maggots. Heed, Lysias, our speech is after the manner of our animal organization. We may not say anything against 12* 138 CONCERNING HEROIC LOVE. spleens — albeit these are the organs which make hot blood, — for spleens are in the bodies of all men, and being so found, being made of nature, they cannot be aught else than good things in themselves. Who keeps a spleen, however, in too close or too continuous re- lation with things adverse to its health finds it increase in bulk until it come« to fill the whole abdomen and at length to destroy him : as, for example, it is with foolish sheep, which, knowing nothing better, stuff themselves with succulent clover and thus burst their bellies. Happy are we to esteem that man whose soul-force is great enough and strong enough to lift the body into heavenly atmosphere ; but if a man have not this force, then are safety and comfort to be looked for alone in the exercise of his senses; that is, he is to hug the letter of the law, — is to call that white which is so pronounced by his fellows, and that which people in general smutch he too is to blacken. In one word, common men are to go with the crowd. Wolves that bite not are bitten. What do I mean by this last? Well, perhaps no- thing; perhaps a great deal. Thou wilt understand better when experiences explain. Heed, Lysias, there is much that is good in humanity ; very much. Yet withal is there a very great deal that is wolf-like. All right is it — perhaps ; assuredly it is not for us to gain- say it ; beasts are according to their organization. A wolf rends his wounded fellow; a man does the same: neither maybe able to control his appetite — for blood, or for scandal. Yet mercy is abundant — most of it being found, however, where least is needed. And CONCERNING HEROIC LOVE. 139 charity is plentiful — a profusion existing where want is not. Grave deeply, Lysias, into the tablet of thy con- sciousness understanding of the fact that the nature of woman is negative — that she is a bringer-forth accord- ing to the planting ; — of flowers, lotus flowers, that exhale sweet odors making up a fragrance which is Letheon to sorrow — of nettles which may prove stings and smarts to all the actions and memories of a man's life. What a difference between the sexes! Man, ag- gressive, aspiring to domination ; woman, yielding, seeking happiness in dependence. The faults of man, positive, arising out of his puissance; the mistakes of woman, feminine, growing out of her unselfishness, out of her desire to serve, out of her self-abnegation. " It is not meet," says an Iphigenia, *^that a man should come to strife with all the Greeks for the sake of a woman, nor lose his life : and one man, forsooth, is better than ten thousand women that he should behold the light. I give my body for the king, sacrifice it that he may be saved." * This too from Alcestis : " I die, O Admetus, causing thee at the price of my own life to view the light; for while I might have married a Thessalian and have lived in a palace blessed with royal sway, yet bereft of thee I might not, nor could Ilive."t That is like them, Lysias, like all of womankind. Accept and act upon it as thy estinaate of the sex. What the mulberry-leaf is to a silk-worm, love is to a *■ Iphigenia in Aulis, Euripides. -f Alcestis, Euripides. I40 CONCERNING HEROIC LOVE. woman. Give the worm its leaf, and soon the crawler is found grown into a butterfly. Give a woman love, enough of it, and soon she is seen developed into an Angel. And who that understands of the trust that lives in a woman's heart but will keep tight rein on his own rude nature, holding even his breath that no tarnish come from it ? Poor Heloise ! poor Marguerite ! but recklessness was in the heart of Abelard, and the prince of devils was at the back of Faust. Poor Heloise ! poor Marguerite ! Where, Lysias, canst thou find me women better or purer than were these ? Get understanding of the faith that lives in a woman's nature, and stand ever after aghast at the responsibility it imposes on manliness. A woman is womanly in proportion as she is ductile. — A woman that loves hesitates as little in following a man downwards as upwards. — Remember; it is the man who leads; the woman who follows. Who that handles a Rupert's drop but is made nervous lest he make havoc of the whole thing through an accidental twist given the stem ? Yet is a maid not less susceptible than is the glass, — not less easily de- stroyed. Who understands not the nature of a Rupert's drop is likely to find his hand holding nothing but bits of broken glass ; which, if not gotten clear of, cut and sting him. So also he who deals not tenderly with the whiteness of woman is apt to get a stain upon his hands which water cannot wash away, nor time wear out. It is with unwavering reliance, Lysias, that a woman is seen to lean upon the strength of the man beloved by her. Exquisite indeed in its expressions is the CONCERNING HEROIC LOVE. 141 confidence she reposes ; her prudence takes no alarm ; her timidity knows no fear ; she offers unstintingly, knowing not the pricelessness of what she offers; gives, counting not the cost of her gift. And heed, Lysias, a woman gives according to that which is the richness of her purity \ where there is nothing opaque all is transparent ; a perfectly pure woman is one that acts as though vice were a thing without name ; like indeed is she to the dove which shows alarm only after being stung by shot. But I leave thee to the experience that is to come, — that comes to all men. Remember, a Rupert's drop once broken can never be mended. VIII. CONCERNING NUPTIAL LOVE. THE width of an ocean is not greater than that dis- tance which separates nuptial from heroic love. Without having any certainty of knowledge about the subject, I incline to the conviction that the moly given by Mercury to Ulysses had some relation of meaning with our sacrament of marriage. Lysias will recall the story. Eurylochus and his companions coming to ^aea and meeting with that beautiful daughter of the Sun, Circe, found themselves changed by her into swine : all but the leader ; he saved himself by refusing to partake of her entertainment. Hasten- ing to revenge his companions, Ulysses was met by Mercury, who indoctrinated him into a knowledge of the virtues of a potent exorcism, the 77ioly. When the two came together, the Soldier and the Siren, in place of battle and destruction there was amity and alliance. The charm saved the warrior, even while denying him nothing that the island-queen had to offer. I think there is a very great deal of meaning in this story; indeed, I incline to the impression that if a man consider it, he will find himself able to grow the tnoly without any aid of gift from the winged god. 142 CONCERNING NUPTIAL LOVE. 143 Another story to the same end is that of the forbid- den fruit which has inflicted on poor Eve the odium of driving Adam out of Paradise. I do not know that I am able to read even this riddle quite right, but I am not at all doubtful that there exists to-day — not less a reality than in the olden time — an apple of which, if a man eat, he finds himself in trouble ; not, however, because of any poison there is in the fruit, but because of some one or more reasons that holds the eater out of relation with it. *' No unmeaning story is it that a nail should lame The foot of one that in a river swam, For Alexinus in Alpheus found The cursed reed that gave him his death's wound." Now undeniably it is the case that a nail — to the uses of most men— is seen to be a very good thing, yet Alexinus found destruction in it ; likewise by her who was as a pin holding together the fortunes of Omnes did Ninus come, not only to the loss of kingdom, but, as well, of life. So that when we talk of lack of moly^ or of forbidden fruit, we would seem to mean nothing different than when we say that things are not in rela- tion ; and when, while upholding woman as contain- ing the greatest good, we add that the sex may be likened to a nail which pricks out the life of many a swimmer in the river of life, we are not to be under- stood as faulting the woman or as reflecting on a nail. Good and bad are to be accepted as things of rela- tion. No man shall ever find himself able to classify the apple. Forbidden fruit is to a man, to any man, what he finds hurtful to him. Lais is captivating and 144 CONCERNING NUPTIAL LOVE. Phryne is bewitching ; to deny the enchantment of womanly charms is to do little different than pronounce one's self hard as stone, or soft as silliness. I teach, Lysias, no such pronunciation. Indeed, I could have little else but pity for him should his temperament be of a construction that admitted of no influence from the fascinations of female loveliness. He would stand exposed to me as being deficient in gentleness and in sentiment. I would know him as one debarred through natural constitution from a participation in what the experience of men discovers as amongst the truest and most lasting of the sources of human pleasures. But appreciation of a thing is not the abuse of it. There are men, plenty of them, — perhaps it would be better to say that it holds with all men, — to whom the fullness of the earth has been given — all but a something. So long as such deny themselves this somethings so long is the universe an Eden ; but let them give way ; that is the end ; they are out of their paradise, — turned out of themselves. Lais and Phryne are forbidden fruit, — so also is the gnarled and twisted nubbin that John Smith calls wife- Why forbidden ? The answer comes out of the common experience. Eubatis found it necessary to decide between the attractions of Lais and victorship at the Olympian games. The Senators at Athens had to make up their minds between Phryne and the dignity of their office. After a like manner was that conclusion of the The- bans, which denied the Boeotian the privilege of using her immense wealth for the erection of a wall which should begirt and protect their city : a wall was needed, CONCERNING NUPTIAL LOVE. 145 greatly needed: but there was a price outside the money cost. The wall was to be monumental to the courtesan : Thebes felt that she was less defenceless without a, wall than without a reputation. A balance having two scales upon which a man may place his good and his better, will designate forbid- den fruit. But the woman who is not a forbidden fruit? Truly is that mystery which men call marriage to be accepted as the divinest good of life. Let Lysias never mind that this is a mere institution of man's making; that it differs with the ages of the world ; that not un- likely it will be a something as different a thousand years hence as it was a thousand years back. Marriage is the meaning of the happiness of men in to-day. With yesterday, as with to-morrow, Lysias has nothing to do. Like the glass called a Claude Lorraine, so heavenly is the virtue found to lie in this sacrament that though it change nothing in reality, yet do things looked at through it assume altered complexion, asperi- ties are seen as smoothness, angularity as roundness ; even the white cold surface of a dead life is found covered by it with things fresh and fragrant. Marriage as a forbidden fruit to man. God pity the Aristippi ! No priest, no civil law can indoctrinate these ; putters of themselves beyond the sacredness of the precincts of the mystery, there is no power great enough to get them back. Such are under the ban of Pronuba. Alas ! the kisses of Lais have hard- ened the derm of their lips ; the wiles of Phryne have destroyed the meaning of their manliness ; swine and women are incompatibles ; the question is a settled one. K 13 146 CONCERNING NUPTIAL LOVE. Strange, though ! the Circe of Eurylochus be- came the loving and harmless wife of Ulysses. What is its meaning? Nothing different from this, Lysias. Thou hast seen two men make a visit to the sea-side ; the moisture of the salty deep falls alike on both ; to the one it brings robustness, the other sinks and falls away, retiring from the presence to become putrid with tubercle. In what, if not in the composi- tion of the men, was the wand of the Circe of the Sea? It is not about the heads of women that reside the halos seen by men : look thou for these in the eyes that gaze. A thing cannot know a thing unlike itself. Smile not that in such connection I use an axiom of philoso- phy. Love is not objective, it is a something purely subjective ; yet it creates ; it makes for itself the idol it desires ; it adds stature to stumpiness, gives flesh to scragginess, confers straightness on crookedness. Nothing at all strange is this, a thing that is subjective is as easily made beautiful as ugly. There is another manner in which we may put the matter. Such as Aristippus cannot by any possibility get from a woman that meaning of good which we affirm to reside with her. We liken woman to the sun, but she is, as we have said, a paradox, and when changed into a wife she is found to have become like the moon. The light which the moon gives is a reflection. Here is a mystery, two are one. Of itself the moon gives nothing; the sheen that comes from it corresponds with the sunlight that falls upon its face. When there is no sunlight there is no moonlight ; where there are inter- posed clouds there is no sheen. Who casts not light CONCERNING NUPTIAL LOVE. 147 over a wife is not to look for brightness. An Aristip- pus has no light to give. There is still another way in which the unwisdom of the Aristippi exposes itself. Along with the marriage certificate a magnifying-glass is purchased ; this is kept ever in hand and is used as the medium through which are judged not only the texture and complexion of skin and eyes, but as well the meaning of actions and the significance of thought ; it is not to be esteemed as strange that distorting nature in this way dimples are seen as wrinkles, — not strange that happiness separates itself far from the object looked upon. Is not the man at the little end of his glass? and does this not lengthen distances immensely ? Often enough is it to be heard that thus and so spake Montaigne in disparagement of the marriage tie, or that Lord Bacon hinted this and that in favor of celi- bacy. Aristippus, and a multitude like unto him, wretched mortals that they are, are to be found con- tinuously in the assemblies or in the market-places prating of wives as bringers forth of care, denouncing these as things which grow anxieties. Like unto that other vision-blinded wiseacre, he of La Mancha, who was not of perception sufficient to distinguish between a charge of playful lambs and the danger which lies in an onslaught of mailed warriors, these are found cutting and slashing as if, forsooth, the fleecy bond of Hymen were some foul chain of iron, and not the silken gos- samer which all proper-seeing people know it to be. Well ! what may one do save pity such ? With their own hands they take up and fill their eyes with the blinding sands of Pronuba. A strange ruse is this that 148 CONCERNING NUPTIAL LOVE, is practiced by the goddess : it saves the tender from the ravenous, the sensuous from the sensual, the help- less from the tyrannous. Juno tells her story on Olympus, and while the gods smile the arms of selfish men close on — on emptiness.* Different as is the brightness of day from the black- ness of night is a true from a false love. It is not to be denied that the passion of Aristippus ignites with a loud noise, nor that it burns with a flame fast and furious as the blaze of fired oil running over the surface of water ; but it is like to this latter thing, all is on the face, the heat penetrates not within ; nothing is made warm ; a little while, a very little while, and the blaze is out ; coldness and darkness are back again. How different this from that continuous flame and heat which are the light and life of a true affection ! Yet it might not be otherwise, for in this latter case the blaze and warmth are of the thing that loves. In the heyday it is a blaze which envelops the lover and seems to him, therefore, to fill the world. The stream of every channel shows gold-colored water. Clouds are not only rose-tinted, but crimson all the way through. Nor is the delight a thing alone of the heyday. At twenty another name for love is ecstasy ; twenty is the time of the spring-time freshet. What may stand before passion that surges and whirls as it rushes ocean- * Juno, or Pronuba, with a view to the deception of men who are too selfish to make good husbands, is said to be forever whispering in their ears stories of care begotten of marriage ; this intimidates them, and by such reason she saves women from falUng into their power. CONCERNING NUPTIAL LOVE. 149 ward seeking equilibrium ? But between the freshet of youthful impulse and the sea of age are broad meadow-lands. Here lives a quiet known only to the husband. It is here that the surge and the dash settle into calm; that narrowness grows into broadness ; that life begins the unfolding of its meaning. Ah ! meadow-lands of middle life ; here love assumes new face and fresh attraction ; children come into the meaning of the life ; a past finds its way back ; that which seemed dead long ago is resurrected ; the man's self grows young, even though his head become balder of hair, or grayer. And here, the restless propensities having passed away, man is made to under- stand how good a thing he has secured in a fireside that is all his own. Now does he comprehend that the anxieties which may have been his portion are like unto investments which it costs a toiler much trouble to make, but which have the meaning of an interest which is the support and comfort of old age. Truly a divine passion, the divine passion, is this of love. Who shall say nay to the anticipations which enter into a man and which take full possession of him when it has come? What strength is added to the re- solves ! Muscles grow into steel springs ; the heart propels its spirit into and through another life; humanity enlarges itself; one existence becomes many. Unhappy mortal who in the day of youth considers not the dreariness of age. It is cold when the fire has gone out. And can one kindle a fire when the embers of his life have fallen into ashes? The blaze of love, lighted in youth, is a self-supplying flame, it will burn on forever, if not interfered with ; but in age there I50 CONCERNING NUPTIAL LOVE, is nothing with which to start a fire. Age of itself grows older and older, but Love, united with age, turns it round, making it younger and younger. The chil- dren of a man are the man born over; the secret of Hermippus is with every father. But I will tell my Lysias the story of nuptial love in telling the story of one Lysander, a man well known to myself; one who I cannot but think has understood the meaning of marriage as well and has gotten as much out of it as has perhaps any other. IX. THE STORY OF LYSANDER. THERE is much similarity between the life of which I would tell and that of my Lysias, to whom I tell the story ; quite enough to allow of it serving as a mirror in which to see something of what may be made the meaning of one's own love. Yes, one's love is what one makes it : not the rod of Hermes, but the heart of a youth of Cenchreas is it that lifts up the Lamia. To talk of Lysander carries me back even into the days of my own youth ; he was amongst the nearest and dearest of my early friends. Ah, Lysias, they were halcyon days, and to tell about them brings all back again. How much there is to recall ! how much to live over ! Boys in the olden times were boys, not men. None better than Lysander and myself knew the haunt of rabbit or the nest of squirrel ; not for murder's sake, but for companionsTiip. With the rabbit we drank from the wood-streams, and with the squirrel gathered winter store of nuts. It was ourselves that could lead the stranger where he could swim in the stream without fear of accident from jutting stones; and it was ourselves that knew where the picnic could find choicest trysting-place. 151 1^2 THE STORY OF LYSANDER. The village boys called Lysander "the dreamer,'* and the village boys had named him rightly; he was forever in a dream. He would lie throughout a live- long summer's day beneath the shade of some great tree that skirted the stream-side, his eyes looking heavenward, and his soul so far away from his body, — so far away, — so far away. " What is it?" he one day asked me, as in the wood we had accidentally disturbed a wounded bird which, after fluttering for a moment, died at our feet. " What is the meaning of it ? What is death, Darby?" And then, the lifeless bird in his hand, he stretched himself full length on the ground, saying that he too was dead; that bird and boy were going a journey to the spirit- land. It was dark night before his dream or his trance, whichever it was, had passed away. This was very like him. No wonder he got the name of *' dreamer." Well mingled up with the early histories of both our lives are memories of an old black man, to whom Lysander attached himself as a son might to a father ; a man whose heart was as white as his skin was black. With what delight have I sat day after day watch- ing "down-sinking corks," while listening to homilies which would have done credit to tongues of the choicest pronunciation ! A veritable Izaak Walton was the old man, and not of less skill in a judgment of mortals than in the things of hook and line. He too knew many a Dr. Donne and many a Sir Henry Wotton ; and he too could have composed biographies. A thrower of cold water was he; not always, how- ever. "Look before you leap," that was his favorite maxim. " Not always, — not always, boys," would he THE STOR Y OF L YSANDER. 153 say, **is a pretty maiden to be taken for what she appears to be; and not always is amiable-seeming to be accepted for amiable-reality." Once started, the old man, like a wound-up clock, would run on until he had exhausted his spring. ''Look in a rouge-pot," he would say, " for the meaning of flushed cheeks, and don't forget a nigger's warning when he tells you that a bosom which to the eyes of a young man looks alive with fire, may have no more warmth in it than has any other cotton-boll." The old man in his early days had been a house- slave, and was supposed to have had an uncomfortable experience with a petulant young mistress. Lysander would accuse him of being soured against the sex. *' As you please," he would answer, "but don't be guy enough to mistake the jaunty shoe for a dainty foot, or a sleeve sent home by a dressmaker for an arm of flesh and blood." ''Good temper, — I know it," he would say: "a something kept often enough for the putting on and off at a parlor-door ; not unlike to the honey which lips carry in a drawing-room, but which turns to vinegar when the flies are out of the way; or not unlike to the tidiness which changes to slovenliness when from the street it steps across the kitchen-door." It was undeniable, the blackamoor could say disagreeable things when the occasion was by. Yet there was another side. Unlike the sage Apollo- nius, he apprehended the transforming and transmuting power of Love. "No use of talking to boys," he would add, and his eye would twinkle as if he under- stood that we had detected the fallacies of his strictures. "A boy sees the maiden that is in his eyes." Did G* 154 THE STOR Y OF L YSANDER. I learn this lesson first from the old man? — " Whoever is in love sees nothing but beauty, doubts nothing but the existence of things untrue. Love finds music even in anger-stamping feet; sees grace in arms made out of cambric ; calls that cleverness which is not outright clumsiness; esteems as preference that which is not absolute slight." I recall an interruption once made by Lysander. "I have caught the secret," he said. " I will have a wife who shall be beautiful and true and clever forever. I will not change; then my love cannot." The black man stroked the soft hair of my friend. ** It is the secret," he said. Lysander was a born lover of woman ; to her he looked for an embodiment of the charms of the world. Whenever he would query as to the good, the beau- tiful, and the true, it was towards woman that all his imaginings were directed. Worship of the sex com- menced with his earliest years. Mother and sisters were esteemed as of organization quite apart from his own, and of higher meaning ; the very woman-servants of his father's kitchen found in him a helper to relieve, or, if to relieve was impossible, then one who was ever ready to help bear a burden. I speak it not to his demerit that as age grew apace I recall a thousand blushes telling the story of rapid- beating heart-throbs; that even now there are in my possession — I need not say how I came by them — many bits of faded ribbon, and forget-me-nots woven in silken pages ; and in particular a little green-painted cup which once — a long, long time ago — sweet girlish lips did drink from, and which has carried never but nectar THE STORY OF LYSANDER. 155 to his. Ah, Lysias, I have such bits of ribbon and such a cup of my own. Who has not ? Let me shut my eyes for a single moment, that I may go back to the days of ribbons and cup. I know not why it in- trudes, but there is just now ringing in my ears the first line of a verse that has often enough stirred up the fountain : " Do you remember, do you remember the days of long ago?" But I forget; it is Lysander's story I started to tell, not my own. A worshiper of the sex indeed. Woman, to him, was not a helpmate to assist with burdens, or to share sorrows, or to come to pain, or, worse than all, to change ; but the blush and the flush of cheek and the golden wealth of curls were to him immortal things, — as immortal as Beauty's self is immortal, — and Lysander idolized — and still idolizes, for still to him there is but one angel amongst the things of creation, and the name of the angel is woman. Twenty years, twenty halcyon years, were passed by the boy amid the surroundings of his birthplace. One long and bright summer's day were these years, and in it there grew to fulness a tree which now covers him, and under which his house is built, having for its foun- dation immovable stone : that foundation is reverence for, and faith in, the nobility of womankind. ** He may have seen but one kind of woman." True enough, Lysias, up to a certain period. Yet in his later years there is no alteration of opinion, and now he has seen much and has been thrown in contact with the sex far beyond the ordinary experience of 156 THE STORY OF LYSANDER. men ; but still he maintains that there is but one kind. " He could have no sympathy, then, with , whose wife yourself has pronounced a shrew." A shrew was it I said ? That is too generous a word ; has mistaken a devil for a woman ; devils steal often enough the guise of fairness. When twenty years were passed, misfortune, as if en- vious of a life so far separated from its own, brought many troubles to bear upon Lysander, jerking him with rough hand from his happy dreamland and cast- ing him with merciless indifference upon a world with which he was little prepared to struggle. But mis- fortune destroyed him not ; out of the ill has come, he says, the blessing of his life. I need tell thee only that which relates to his love. An adventurer in seeming, and a wanderer among strangers, Lysander found himself one summer day standing in front of a country house, whose knocker had just resounded through hall and chamber the blow he had given. She who opened to him was a fair girl of tender years, whose disheveled curls and half-opened eyes plainly enough exhibited that she had been rudely aroused from an after-dinner nap and was performing her office in half unconsciousness. Yet this was the Destiny, and this was she whose name Lysander now celebrates in prose and verse, and who is not less beau- tiful to our friend than is the slender and delicate one to Antheros. " A winsome wee thing, A handsome wee thing, A bonnie wee thing, This sweet wife o' ." THE STORY OF LYSANDER, 157 Twenty and more years have again passed since Lysander stood in that summer day on the stoop of the country house ; twenty years which have carried with them pestilence and earthquake, yet which have had found in them nothing but happiness for the hus- band, nothing but growing charms for the wife. It has been, indeed, as though Evil, ashamed and dis- heartened, had betaken its presence the farthest possible remove from his household. Perhaps there is a secret ; perhaps none. Lysander says that to get the most out of life is to get the most out of to-day. No to-morrow for him. To-morrow, he maintains, belongs not to any man, and so, living each day as though it held the fulness, he has felt the time a something too precious to be wasted. Even would he smile to hear me speak of misfortune as cause of ill, or of the absence of it as reason for happiness. Lysander believes as we do, that the most reliable de- pendence is that which a man places on himself. It is a saying of his, ''that what a man has had nothing can take from him." The married life has been one long day of courtship, and while others now see hairs enough that are as silver strands about the head of the wife, yet the flattering tongue of the husband convinces both her and himself that the tresses are yet golden, — golden as when twenty years ago they fell upon the balusters of the old stairs at the country house. No grumbler is Lysander. Even if there are ills in the world, he maintains that people are found much more disposed to hunt these up than are these to hunt up the people. Then, again, nothing is accepted by 14 158 THE STORY OF LYSANDER. him as an evil where a worse might be in its place, neither will he admit as being a distress anything which has either remedy or hope associated with it. A con- stant saying with him is, ''that to the man who has faith in God nothing is an evil." Lysander has been trained in philosophy ; well and fully does he understand that the safety, happiness, and good of men are soonest found in leaning on the muscles which God has given them, and in cultivating, improving, and employing the senses with which they find themselves endowed. He asks not the God to delve for him, but himself drives through the earth colter and spade, thanking all the time the Law-maker for the law that has put response in the ground. As for his love, this he most assiduously waters and culti- vates ; digs about the roots ; supports boughs that grow over-heavy ; fences against north winds ; invites the sunshine. What wonder that of himself he has in- fluenced the law to grow for him a banyan which each year is seen to extend and to enlarge itself! Lysander takes every possible care of his love, leaving it not, as do a multitude of people, to take care of itself. Here is another of his sayings, as just now it comes to my mind, ''It is as feasible to get over a mountain as over a mole-hill ; an only difference lies in the stride." And here is still another, '* Healthiest bodies have weak spots." Our friend has learned the secret of the doctors in curing sores by being more careful of them than of the well places. Lysander understands that love is the price of love ; confidence the price of con- fidence ; respect the price of respect ; and so he secures to himself the good things he so much enjoys in com- THE STOR Y OF L YSANDER. 159 pensating for them in the kind of coin demanded for the purchase ; not trying, or even thinking of paying in counterfeit. Lysander understands that a wife is not as a servant, who finds in dollars satisfactory requital for what she gives ; nor like a housekeeper, whose re- ward lies in seeing the master enjoy the dainties of her table. True, he has no name for what she is : Rara Avis is too earthly; Divinity is not even heavenly enough. With bended knee he does adoration, deem- ing the service all too poor for the debt he owes. Ah, what life-giving pabulum is love to a woman ! Be sure, Lysias, that when the bride comes to thee this be her daily food. I am not wrong, give a wife this, enough of it, and ugly and beautiful alike undergo apotheosis; doubt this not, for be thy heart big enough and hot enough thou shalt for thyself behold the miracle. But, on the other hand, let love be denied, and a change of even greater significance is seen ; without this a woman falls into nothingness; she goes out and away; she becomes a body not less cold than that which an undertaker prepares for a funeral. And if it be, my Lysias, that a man, either be- cause of ignorance or what else, cheat himself, debasing the warm into the cold, the effulgent into the umbra- geous, the sparkling into the insipid, the angel into the crone, what is to save him from the ice, the shadow, the vapid, and the poison ? Oh, unhappiest of unhappy- wretches, that, having a mountain-spring capable of yielding nectar, thou hast polluted the stream at the source. Let such a man go out and drown himself, for be he of high place or of low, esteemed with the wise or classed with the foolish, he has made a blunder l6o THE STORY OF LYSANDER, that has no remedy; to die is only the finish of an irreparable mistake. Most wise is Lysander in not putting the trust of his nuptial happiness in any to-morrow. It is for a sensi- ble man to deem the present day the only one in which blessings exist for him ; so, to-day, Lysander allows nothing to interfere with his bliss ; discomforts he puts off until to-morrow ; to-morrow is time enough, he maintains; and as his to-morrow — because of his pre- cautions — never comes, so he is found to keep his joy and to dismiss his ill in one and the same act. It is a strange fancy, but in a certain book made up of heavy unprinted pages, and which is seldom found from under the privacy of lock and key, is to be seen a picture done in the funereal tones of india-ink, upon which Lysander looks and meditates whenever doubts come to him. It is a picture showing an open grave, by the side of which stands a bier holding a coffin ; near, in the foreground, is a stone, across the white face of which is written the simple sentence, ^'■To-morrowy Something like this is the meaning of the picture. What husband shall stand by the grave-side of a wife and not go mad if the yesterday has been sacrificed and lost ? A wise man does not see darkness in a grave ; but the yesterdays ! the yesterdays ! who shall spare curses to himself if the yesterdays of a dead wife are remembered as clouded ? or who is to cease from call- ing himself fool where the yesterdays have been nothing better than black shadows ? Lysander looks upon this picture and renews comprehension of the meaning of a present ; of a present which happily shows no open grave ; no bier supporting a coffin ; no tombstone with THE STORY OF LYSANDER. i6i ^^ To-morrow'^ written across its face; and if here and there over, the page upon which he meditates are to be seen stains as if made by falling tears, these tell quite as much of consoling reflections as of anticipations which bear sorrows in their train. To-day the sun is shining brightly; Lysander may not deny this; it was bright yesterday, and the day before it was radiant; how the heart swells as the man remembers these blessed yesterdays, — never an hour in which the planet ceased to give forth its consolations, never a moment in which has lain a shadow cast by himself! Yet it is natural that imagination will run forward, — who may keep it back ? — a bier will be seen bearing its coffin, and an open grave with its threatening pile of dirt will figure itself upon the outlook. It is with bowed head and close-shut eyes that Lysander turns from his picture, spreading his hands tightly over his ears, as if forsooth this would shut out internal sound of falling clods. Oh, happy Lysander, who has no sad memories to put into a wife's coffin; no yew which lacks an elsewhere for its necessary planting than the mound under which sleeps one who has found in its darkness the only rest that has been hers. Heed, Lysias, I would add a word to this. Howso- ever sweet the music listened to by Lysander, howso- ever siren the lips that utter inviting sounds, howsoever bewitching the discourses that fall like plash of foun- tain, there is one strain, one voice, which to him is the key-note of all harmony, the measure by which all comparison is made. Lysander drinks not of refresh- ing waters but that he wishes the cooled throat were that of his fair Madeline; he snuffs not into his nostril 14* 1 62 THE STORY OF LYSANDER. the morning-freshened odors met with in his rambles on the hill-side but that he longs to give the sweetness to Madeline. He lies again as of old through the live- long day under trees of the stream-side, watching the flying and speculating about the fleecy clouds over- head, giving to each as it passes some fancy to carry away with it on its journey; yet all the while in an under-breath is he humming the soft words of Por- phyro,— " My Madeline ! sweet dreamer ! lovely bride ! Ah, silver shrine, here will I take my rest After so many hours 'of toil and quest, A famished pilgrim, — saved by miracle." And this, Lysias, is the answer to his love and his longings : " Ah, Porphyro ! . . . but even now Thy voice was as sweet tremble in mine ear, Made tunable with every sweetest vow ; * « ;s * iff Give me that voice again, my Porphyro, Those looks immortal, those complainings dear ! * •«- * * * For if thou diest, my Love, I know not where to go." Ah, Lysias, learn in thy own experience what a Madeline beloved can give to a lover like Porphyro ; truly the poet speaks well: ''Into the other's dream each melts, as the rose blendeth its odor with the vio- let." See to it, see to it, my sweet friend, that thou lose not any particle of this heaven-born incense of love. A Thea is it, and though a Saturn, gray-haired, and quiet as a stone, sit in the shady sadness of a vale, his kingdom gone from him, and lost, yet here is power to create, to fashion forth another empire, another THE STORY OF LYSANDER. 163 universe, — happy Porphyro, — over-happy man, ever drunken with the charm of a Madeline, —enviable, most enviable Porphyro ! And to know, Lysias, that a Madeline exists wherever is to be found a Porphyro ; that a Porphyro is the maker of a Madeline, — how little different is this from saying that men are their own heaven-makers ! It was true, Lysander had caught the secret. What miracle-doers ! O Lamia, divine to the love of a Lycius ! O cursed Sophist of an Apollonius, having no better office than to wither a sweet bride, pulling from between her rows of pearls a forked tongue, which love had buried so deeply back in the throat that but for thy accursed art the Corinthian had never discovered the reptile in his bride ! Heed, Lysias, the caresses of a serpent were not distinguished by love-blinded senses from the foldings of warm, soft human arms. What was there in this that an unbidden guest, with *'keen, cruel, perceant, stinging eye," should perceive, that he should expose defects in the metamorphosed one? cold bald-head, it was not Hermes, Hermes of the winged heels, who had done this miracle, and in whom was the undoing, but it was Lycius, Lycius' self, who was the swearer by the serpent rod, and by the eyes, and by the starry crown, and it was in Lycius alone that lay the coming of the woman's form, and the bliss of place so ardently desired and so longingly anticipated ; and now, now are Lycius' arms as empty of delight as are his limbs of life. Be not deceived, Lysias, each lover is his own stealer of Olympian light.* * Refer to the sad story of the Lamia as told by Keats. 1 64 THE STORY OF LYSANDER, Still other reminders has Lysander in this strange book of his. He has a rose, once exquisite, and of such exceeding sweetness of odor that its fragrance was the scent of a house. While this flower was in the freshness of its bloom it was shut out by its owner from the air and the sunshine, and made to lie, still and quiet and dead, between other of the thick unwritten pages. Lysander looks often at this smothered rose, and won- ders not that so many wives are found, like unto it, withered and scentless. Another page in this same volume shows a daughter without confidence in, and a son without respect for, a father. In the background is seen a creeping brute scenting filthy garbage which lies scattered about his feet. And there are yet other pictures; one that is often pondered over by Lysander shows the odd sight of a single dollar which seems as if being blown in at a front door, while from a back one are seen going out two ; peering through an intermediate window are the threatening yet warning eyes of Poverty. This is a picture to which Lysander always turns when tempted to extravagances. Another of the pictures shows a father, mother, and children walking, one after the other, in an endless furrow ; or, if not endless, figures in which the line be- comes obscured look much like a cradle at one of the ends and a coffin at the other; all the travelers seem weary and dejected ; hopelessness is alone seen in the eyes of the younger ; dissatisfaction in the faces of the elder ; a staff in the hands of the father threatens any arm which might be stretched out to pluck a flower THE STORY OF LYSANDER. 165 met with in the passing. When Lysander looks at this he feels that it teaches him to understand the meaning of the little sympathy too commonly existing between parents and children. Another picture shows the inside of a church ; gal- leries and aisles are crowded, but the faces of the people wear an every-day expression, all but the occupants of the front pew; here there is great grief, *' hearts bowed down." In front of the altar is an open coffin ; from its soft pillow of silk a little cold face is looking out ; were it not so marble-like we would take it for the original of one to be seen in the parlor of Lysander. Why is he so affected in looking on the page? What is the meaning of the association ? Shutting the book, he rushes from his library, and finding the child to whom the dead face bears likeness, he hugs her to his bosom and his heart. What a strange fellow ! does he think that his own little girl might come to such coldness, such hopeless coldness? that an undertaker might be found who would twist into a coffin-lid covering her dear face the screws seen lying on an adjoining table ? that a priest could be unfeeling enough to drop ashes over her fair body? Whatever he thinks, he never looks upon the picture but that his heart is made warmer, and the care bestowed upon his loved ones is redoubled. Thou understandest. It is the study of Lysander to comprehend the meaning of life ; the meaning of him- self; the meaning of things which bring happiness, or which, when abused, entail misery. Out of this has grown a life so blessed, a home so happy, a woman so apotheosized, that Lysander wonders if the preachers l66 THE STORY OF LYSANDER. do not misinterpret when they speak of a paradise lying apart from a man's self. The passage, ''the kingdom of heaven is within a man/' has for him most literal meaning. He thinks there needs to be nothing better, so full and so complete is that state into which he finds that man is capable of bringing his own nature. Now about thyself, Lysias. Like Lysander in char- acter, be thou like unto him in thy success of life, — in thy understanding of the meaning of love and its asso- ciations, " All the virtues and charms live in Elvira." Spoken like my Lysias. This is a proper beginning. Having come to a knowledge of love, do thou feed and pamper the passion ; polish and stroke it with thy hand, say thy prayers to it, bow before it as before a shrine; see nothing so warm as the red that lives on the lips of the beloved one, nothing so lustrous as the light that comes from her eye ; hear no music so rap- turous as the tones of her voice. Know nothing of any grace greater than that which abounds in the move- ments of her form ; give thyself, body and soul, to this Elvira; she will show thee man's shortest road to bliss. *'A wife I would assert as being above all other things." No ; it is the state of wifehood itself that asserts this; even in like manner as Beauty declares her su- premacy over Ugliness ; as Virtue compares to the detraction of Vice ; as Simplicity shows how much bet- ter she is than is Indulgence. To live, and not to love, is to exist in misnomer. Wife and love are, or should be, synonymous. Who makes them anything else is a THE STORY OF LYSANDER. 167 fool in his very constitution ; unless indeed, like , it has been, his great ill luck to come to the hopeless misery of finding himself chained to a fiend who has cheated the world by getting into the form of woman ! Hist, Lysias, the wife of is not a woman ; see that thou make not any such confusion of terms. "But Elvira is a woman; a real woman, soul and body." Happy Lysias, see to it, see to it that the dream end not in a nightmare ; that the refreshing green thing turn not into a tongue of flame, that the champagne which thou quaffest change not its bright bubbles into a mephitic vapor. Do not forget. A man may not narrow a thing yet have it broad, or blacken and yet have it white, or befoul and have it fragrant. Is not sleep the most grateful and refreshing of the means of rest ? Yet when there arise out of it black dreams, who does not come to fear it as an evil ? But do black dreams come to a man otherwise than through his own folly ? Who that attains to the possession of a garden is to expect fruit out of it unless that he plant and culti- vate ? Is a man to look for roses where he allows his bush to degenerate into a bramble? Or is he to ex- pect that the spring wherefrom he drinks will yield him sparkling water unless that with sedulous care he keep the mud from covering the silver sands of its bottom? Forget never, Lysias, it is with women as it is with natural trees; if one like not a fruit that is borne, a graft will convert acid into sweet, bitter into grateful. A new fruit brought out of an opposite stalk corre- sponds with the influences which encourage the growth. We may not repeat this too often. 1 68 THE STORY OF LYSANDER. Fruit is in the grafter, not strictly in the tree ; this being the case, a man is to understand that it is to him- self he is to look for the character of that which his garden produces. A paradox indeed is that which has been given to man as "heaven's last, best gift." Woman is the all, she is the nothing ; the shades of her virtue are like a •sun, like a moon, are like the color of a chameleon ; they are from within, they are not from within. With- out the Proteus there are not the golden tints of its derm, yet no one thinks to look for this beauty unless the sun be shining. Neither any more, as has before been surmised, is brightness to be looked for on the fiice of a wife unless light fall upon it from a source external to itself. No countenance of woman has ever yet showed bright when there were set against it only clouds or blackness. He who would have a chameleon show well is to pro- tect it from the storm ; so also he who would keep the face of a wife aglow is to keep it covered with a glory reflected out of his own nature. What ! shall a sullen and coarse man expect to elicit favors courteous and refined? Or is one cranky and vulgar to anticipate the coming to him of things straight and clean? Such results, Lysias, are not in the way of nature ; the law is, as we have understood it, Of the kind that a man sows, he gathers. X. ABOUT NOOSES. FLIES in webs, and flies out of webs ; men in nooses, and men out of nooses. Is it not evident to him who has eyes in his head, and who uses them, that man is the tier and untier of liis own knots? Can it be said that a noose is a thing in and of itself? Yet is it not the case that nooses are to be found every- where? Is not a boy apt to get his first knowledge of them through the heedlessness of some playfellow, who causes him the fracture of a leg or an arm by a twist made in the long grass of a hill-side? Are not callous men likely enough to find a last experience of them, together with a broken neck, through a loop which a hangman makes at the end of a bit of rope? What, then, shall Lysias conclude? Is it well for boys that they run down-hill with shut eyes? or for men that they walk over a street on which lives an executioner? IS 169 XI. LYSIAS. THE long and leisurely lessons of pupil and guide are over ; there has been a change. Lysias has come to the instructions that lie in a wife and a fire- side ; and to-night is one of a very great many that the old Mentor has thought his thoughts and smoked his pipe in a quiet corner of his young friend's library; not unmindful, as it must be admitted, of the share had by his teachings in the making of so comfortable a home, neither unappreciative of the good that has come to him in return. A happy home, indeed ! I put it to the credit of Lysias that he has inherited from me a becoming love for the society of a glowing grate, and that the friends he sets most store by are such as hold places on his book-shelves rather than those seen occupying his seats; hence the company met with at his house is more frequently a quiet than a noisy one ; although often enough it is the case that certain easy-chairs are found filled by grave professors, or it may be by those whose names are not unknown to the world as poets, essayists, journalists, or scientists. Lysias calls these his philos- ophers, and never does he weary in gleaning from their fields. They are friends who have been selected out 170 LYSIAS. 171 of a regard for their virtues; never out of any con- sideration for their estates. Such companionship is a mine of wealth to the possessor of it. My pupil is fortunate. By profession a doctor, it is yet not to be denied that Lysias practices much at the trade of the bohemian ; indeed, so frequently is it the case that the ragged jacket of the latter is found to interfere with the prim set of the black coat of the former, that I doubt not that between the vagabond free-habits associated with the one and the great regard that must be had for the gloss of the other there are times in which the boy finds it hard enough to keep from being whirled by Charybdis without striking over hard against Scylla. However, never having been able to get quite clear of a certain sprinkling of this same temperament myself, and being somewhat uncertain as to the influence of the infusion on my pupil, I say nothing in the way of objection to the habit. Certainly his indulgences af- ford him diversified pleasures, and I have not been able to perceive so far that he has been in any way injured by them, the single item, perhaps, of personal dignity excepted ; a matter, by the way, this last, which I think would trouble any sensible man very little, seeing that to be clear of it is to be rid of a burden. Attributing such disposition to my friend, I am not to be understood, however, as identifying him in any manner with that large class of literary or professional improvidents which has brought this patronymic into its too often well-merited odium ; to nothing is he more unlike than to such. The vagrancy is of a dif- ferent nature altogether; consisting, not in neglect 172 Z VS/AS. of, or in indifference to, the duties of his position and calling, but understood and recognized in the variety of the work in which he is found to engage; in the long and tireless strolls he is seen to take along the banks of lonely rivers ; in leaving his horse to fatten in its stall while, all oblivious to the appearance of the thing, heAvill trudge for miles over a country road to visit a patient, or having in view, not unlikely, the single object of a draught from a way-side spring ; or it may be that the disposition shows itself in the seeking of odd and out-of-the-way sorts of places. Indeed, myself may not deny that his eloquence has seduced even the master more than once into places which, if not unbecoming the dignity of gray hairs, have yet hardly been in keeping with them. Had Lysias known Auerbach, he would undoubtedly have been found often enough in his cellar.* As concerns the wife, who, an observer cannot fail to see, is the balance-wheel in the character of the couple, — that is, she is a centre of gravity so inviting that it quite overbalances the centrifugal which lives in the natural inclinations of the husband, — I have really no words good enough for her praises. Lysias was right, ''All the virtues and charms live in her." Assuredly, had the boy searched the world over he would have found no more congenial or more fitting espousal. I never tire in looking from my corner on her sweet face, nor in listening to a voice which I may not compare with anything less refined than that cooing with which the dove invites its mate. *■ Goethe's Faust. L YSIAS. 1 73 Economical of habit, and a manager by education, Lysias has conie, at quite an early period in life, to the possession of such comfortable means as allow of his consulting inclination rather than purse: hence the life he leads appears in the sight of the world what in every sense of the word it is in reality, an easy one. For his success, however, he certainly is in no way indebted to anybody but himself; the meaning of his independence lies in his having worked and saved, — *' in having found his niche," as he says, "and in re- maining constant to it." True it is, he will not allow that he has ever labored; but this is because he calls that play which others call work. ** How can a thing be work," he queries, *' when in it is found one's pleasure ?' ' Undeniably, Lysias was fortunate, or other- wise it was an exercise of great good sense in finding for himself a path around which has bloomed, and where still continues to bloom, the meaning of his nature. About clubs, and the many other matters which are apt to consume money faster than most men are able to make it, he knows so little that I am doubtful if even he might find himself able to give names to the evils; certain it is that his bohemianism leans not towards any of these things, for while he would not be proof against an Auerbach's cellar, which is, I suppose, a club in a certain sort of a way, yet he would be found there a student of its mystic lore rather than as a consumer of its beer. A philosopher by training, Lysias's manner of living corresponds with his means. Like Lysander, he knows too much to burden himself with unnecessary cares; 174 LYSIAS, hence his establishment is found so ordered that it runs on a manner of tramway that has least of friction in it ; certainly he is no scullion to his own kitchen, nor does the number of his servants lay him under imputation of being a slave to coadjutors. As the furniture of his house is concerned, while it is comfortable enough, it is very far from being too fine for use ; indeed, I doubt not that many of the fashionables who go to him for service come away with an impression that it scarcely corresponds with his standing. I have myself, indeed, heard as much suggested. Lysias has oftenest on his lips that advice given by Pittacus to the Atarnean, ^^ Mind your own^ In ad- hering to this rule are to be found, he thinks, the success and comfort of men's lives. Certain it is he makes it the custom of his own. I doubt if ever, in a single instance, he lias been heard to criticise the actions of his fellows. Mankind, he avows, are to-day as Soc- rates found the people of the Athenian age. Who is most ignorant about a matter is readiest with an opinion ; who is least able to withdraw a hook from his lip is quickest in jumping at a bait ; he whose skill is smallest in unloosing his neck from a noose is nimblest in putting his head through the loop. Also is he not without the penetration to perceive, as I am very sure, that fault-finding is a sign either of very great weakness or of very great inexperience. How can a man find fault, he queries, when conscious that himself is vulnera- ble? or how criticise, when knowing to his own imper- fections? He smiles continuously at the readiness of men to pronounce on good or on evil, knowing there is no one of the race that is even perceptive enough to Z YSIAS. 175 distinguish between such opposite colors as white and black ; the readiest pronouncing both to be of one shade where these happen to be met with in the dark- ness of an unlighted room. I think it would not be right to leave at least one or two words unspoken about the housewifely virtues of Elvira. I put it to her credit that no other home into which I have ever entered has its affairs go on with as little commotion. I infer that her rooms, like the rooms of other people, require occasionally to be dusted and burnished ; that the fire of her grates, like the fire of other people's grates, is occasionally found burning low, perhaps burned out ', but assuredly it is the case that no burnishing is ever seen being done; it is the declaration of Lysias that the grates have never been seen by him below the cheerful point. Two servants are kept by Elvira, and these, from the family-like aspect they present, have been in the house, I presume, since its foundation. Certainly they look no less like fixtures than any other of the most stable things of the establishment. I infer, from the actions of these servants, that they have been made to understand that what is the common good is their good. Indeed, the endeavor to impress this is so persistently made by Elvira that I am doubtful if the rarest viand ever seen in the dining-room was not at the same time to be met with in the kitchen ; while assuredly I am able to recall no instance of rejoicing up stairs when jollity has not abounded down. Another great virtue that I set down to the credit of the wife is her tidiness ; morning alike with evening she is to be found in such manner of dress as becomes Hi jy6 LVS/AS. her occupation for the time, the season, and herself. Lysias has never been made to blush, however unrea- sonable the hour at which, man-like, he has brought home a visitor. Indeed, so fresh-looking does the wife keep herself, and so necessary to the complement of what the husband deems his happiness, that one has no trouble in perceiving that here is a marriage knot which can do nothing else than tighten as its age advances. There is a little matter connected with this wedlock of Lysias and Elvira, which, as it s^ms to me to have had found in it a great deal of good, I will venture to intrude enough on the privacy of my friends to offer to some one to whom it may furnish a not unwelcome hint. Elvira had money, not much, yet enough for a woman's wants. When the marriage vows were spoken, it was found that the possessions of the wife belonged, in the sight of the law, to the husband ; a few words had converted the bride from an independent woman into a moneyless dependant. The little matter was this : so soon as transfers could be made, the right of possession was again reversed, Lysias being made the poor one, pecuniary independence being restored to Elvira. Lysias is often heard to aver that he considers the course pursued by him in this affair as amongst the best directed of his whole life ; for while often enough he convulses the risibilities of his wife by insisting on look- ing to see if the bottom of her pocket be not a hole — assuredly she has not the same economical habits as himself — yet to all others he confesses that to have a woman spend her own, and then come in saucy humil- L YSIAS. ^11 ity to a husband to make up deficiencies, is a pleasure that no man of even the most moderate means can afford to deny himself. "And then," says Lysias, **only think, a man cannot come to the meanness of robbing a woman of an estate worked for and left to her by others;" he puts it out of the power even of accident so to degrade him. The faith that lives in the household is one that ad- mits of very little confusion. Whether a Roman or a Protestant Peter holds the keys of heaven is a matter that I do not remember ever having heard alluded to in the family, much less discussed. God is God, that is all ; from God everything is received, to God every- thing is owing. Men and women are to look upon themselves as the children of God. Children require no dialecticians to make them understand what are the relations with a parent. The daily life of the family goes on as does life in general ; albeit the bright side is ever tried to be kept uppermost. Lysias is not in the ''weeping" sense a Heraclitus, and Elvira manifests little inclination to find herself converted into a Niobe. Do your best, lean on yourself; this, in a way, seems to be the doctrine. A misfortune of yesterday is let go with its day ; the uncertainties of to-morrow are not anticipated. A ride in the park, a swim in the sea, a stroll through the woods, — both husband and wife think these glorious things, and wonder what more could be put in the hour in which they are enjoyed. Lysias is often heard to say that to understand of the blessings H* 178 LYSIAS. heaped on man by his Maker, it needs only that one have asthma for an hour or that he find himself on a ship for a day without fresh water. But I think the secret of the happiness of my young friends lies in something else. *' In what ? How do they manage to get anything out of a life which begins and ends in nothingness?" He who interrupts with this question is a cynical little man who is greatly admired by Lysias; one who is a not unfrequent sitter by his grate-side. What the bond is that unites the two I have never been able to discover. When together they certainly do little else than dispute; combating incessantly over the places rightfully to be occupied by a semicolon, about the use of the subjunctive mood, or it may be about some matter connected with conjunctions. Lysias says that he likes the man because he is honest. This reason I certainly do not dispute, for, having occasion to meet him occasionally at an office in which he is employed, I am led to entertain a conviction that he uses his breath, when on duty, as if to waste any portion of it was to rob the business of something that belongs to it. The abrupt question of the little man is quite of a piece with his character; he is not at all diffident about breaking in on a conversation ; indeed, his as- surance is equalled alone by one thing, as I must admit, and that is his knowledge ; he has a memory that is wonderful in its retentiveness, certainly one that would fully justify a caricaturist in delineating him as a body made up of a short pair of legs carrying a single bump- like head representing that faculty. Lysias excuses his straightforwardness in pronouncing the deficiency to LYSIAS. 179 lie in a lack of synonyms. ''He can't help it," he says; "he has no crooked words;" and this excuse, which looks plausible enough, I find myself urging in defence of the man when strangers are disposed to whisper in' my ear disagreeable reflections on his bluntness. I was about to answer the query of my friend's friend by reminding him that happiness, together with the fullest expression of philosophy, arises out of a putting of use before self, but remembering that day after day and year after year this man, whom Lysias calls a walking encyclopaedia, sits at his desk working, working, work- ing, never for the furtherance of his own reputation, but wholly and solely for the good name and fame of many who know or care too little about the service he does them even to inquire his name, I felt such response would not be in place ; not in place, however, only because he seems not to have found fulness, while being of all men that I have ever known the most self- abnegating. So I answered the little man after another manner. A man, I said, who uses the word ''nothingness," as applied to living, has certainly failed in catching the signification of life. True life, full living, consists in being dead to individuality. In this is the whole story. To die to self is to resurrect to God ; is to come to a meanings the immortality of which is as fixed as are the foundations of eternity. Individuality, I sug- gested, is to be looked on as the very bane of man's existence; it is a night-mare to which no one finds him- self able to stick, let him clutch and hold as he will; it slips from and eludes the grasp, even at the moment l8o LYSIAS. when mightiest efforts are being made to retain it. It is an expression of selfishness, and not at all allied with understanding. Once let this matter of individuality- be dropped, I said, and man is led to see as though scales had fallen from his eyes ; in an instant the mean- ing of himself stands demonstrated on the programme of life. The little man pointed to a flagstaff on a neighboring roof, and asked if such doctrine separated the meaning of a man from that of the pole. His own life, I suggested, was the answer to his question. As a staff is at its best when affording sup- port to that which is the meaning of its office, so man is found expressing his fulness when performing un- complainingly and unresistingly the work pertaining to a situation in which he finds himself. It is the virtue of a pole that it holds the flag to its place and pur- pose. A man who holds things up is doing nothing better. Not to worry about the reward, this is the great matter, I said ; a wise man leaves all that to the employer; and what he finds to be done he does; about what is to come after he leaves to that after. ** And dies like a baboon," the little man said. Dies like a baboon, if you please, I answered. The little man evidently had not caught my mean- ing, for he repeated himself in saying that he failed to see how, according to such doctrine, men differed from wooden or iron machines. How did they differ? he asked. The answer to this was not difficult to make. Men, I said, are in a state of constant perplexity, simply be- cause of troubling themselves about a thing which con- LYSIAS, l8i cerns the mortal not more than it does machines in general : namely, next. What is next ? Who knows anything about next ? Who has ever been able to learn anything about it ? Who needs to learn anything about it? The present is to be esteemed as the all; it is all because it has for the thing which lives in it the mean- ing of its office; of its intention. The present is for- ever. A man lives, never yesterday, never to-morrow, never in a coming moment, but now. The little man suggested that chaos would soon come if such doctrine were taught the masses. Some- thing very like these were the words he used, — I recall them because of his speaking with an earnestness not at all common to him. **An ignorant man is kept in a state of endurable decency," he said, "only when he is made to feel that sin means for him hell, and that the meaning of hell lies in a burning, unquenchable brimstone, which is the share of every one that gets into perdition. This holds them." If I remember rightly, he suggested, in the connection, that Plato knew less about governing men than the most ignorant of country priests. As for the younger Dionysius, who gave the Philosopher a people on whom to try his fool- ish scheme of a republic to be governed by the innate nobility residing in men, he doubted, he said, if the average of his common sense was any less than that possessed by the broad-headed. The man, as I have hinted, is not at all modest in criticising the opinions and actions of the great. Allowing an excitement which showed itself to subside, I remarked, suggestively, that the religious Spinoza and the critic Oldenberg had long ago gone i6 1 82 LYSIAS. over this ground ; that the good Jew had expressed profoundest commiseration for the man who understood so little of the meaning of life as to live it out in an eye-service. "What did I mean by eye-service?" he asked. Simply, I replied, the same as is meant when speak- ing of a servant who has not enough of the man found in him to restrain him from cheating an employer of what belongs to the relation j requiring that the eye of the master be ever upon him. A man the reverse of himself, I could not help but add ; for while I do not particularly admire, I yet respect, the little man. ** Better stick to the doctrines taught for the past eighteen hundred years," he suggested. He had confounded the Mosaic with the Christian age ; indeed, had quite overlooked, for the moment, that it was the Law-giver who taught, *'An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth." Just so, I replied. It is the Christian doctrine of which I set myself up as a humble advocate. A man is to be such Nothingness, as individuality is concerned, that he will hesitate as little in giving the coat as in letting the cloak go. Man is to find examples for his actions in the sun, in the rain, in the wheat-head. He is to produce ; is to give ; concerning himself nothing at all about the why or the wherefore. He said he could see nothing at all in such meaning of life ; it out-materialized, he suggested, materialism itself. If that was all, better for man to be born a wheat-head at once. I ventured to suggest that men were made out of wheat-heads. LYSIAS. 183 '*And you would like to add, I suppose," the little man remarked, ** that wheat-heads are found to come to a noble use through metamorphosis." Precisely, I agreed; and as for myself, I propose, I said, to go on developing my ripeness, trusting God in the matters of what the use and significance of the fruit may be. I simply added that the nothingness to which he alluded had for Lysias and Elvira the meaning of wholeness ; that both had come to understand full well that caterpillar, chrysalis, and butterfly, even though so unlike, are yet one and the same thing. The little man was evidently struck by the illustra- tion ; he raised his eyes from some pictures at which he had been looking, and asked if I thought the cater- pillar recognized its individuality in the butterfly's. But I left the question with him, knowing full well that he would think it over long and closely, and that through such thinking he would be the most likely to come to an apprehension of what I meant. XII. AT HOME. A GREAT favorite with Elvira is a certain quiet and staid gentleman who each evening spends an hour at the grate-side as he makes his way homeward from an office where all day he is employed in clerkly duties, to the chamber where half of every night is spent in writing out quaint fancies which, through the books he has given out, all may enjoy with him.* Unselfish, for he might not be otherwise, is the author through whose glebe runs the river of genius. What is given forth is in reality simply that which passes over him as over the face of a reflecting surface. How the good in its plenteousness comes, and whence, he may as little comprehend as do the multitude who partake with him of the miraculous good. How much we all admire this quiet clerk of the India House ! Lysias likens what he says to clear-running spring- water ; nothing the worse, as he suggests, because one's lips get it from what some are pleased to call a cracked pitcher. Yes, like spring-water indeed ; its life-giving qualities gathered among the trees and flowers and white pebbles of the mountain-side ; so much that is * Charles Lamb. 184 AT HOME. 185 refreshing ; no India House can keep a soul from dis- porting itself on Olympus. No wonder that the clerk is not less to us than that which is the least part of him, Elia. So like the water of a spring which, being gathered into a reservoir, is made to run over the dirty streets of a town ; washing away garbage, drowning out disagreeable odors. It is a blessed thing, says Lysias, to find one's self an almoner; to have some- thing to give that others want. It is to me a pleasant sight, as I sit watching quietly in my corner, to see how the heart of the wife goes out towards the clerical-looking black-coated little clerk. He tells her, while his eyes twinkle in gratification, about the well days of that poor invalid he so inces- santly looks after ; asks her about jellies and jams ; discusses the prophylaxis of woolen garments; weeps, as a stranger, with maladroit expression, may happen to drop a word about asylums. Surely, says Elvira, here is a hero in a double sense : for what man, save this one, has been found to count his time, his pleasure, ay, even his very life, as be- longing exclusively to another, and that other only — only a poor half-crazy sister? I doubt not that the wife is as much in love with the unselfish nature of the brother as she is with the reflective power which indi- cates the genius. And what else in truth is it but the compassion of the humanitarian that is the charm of Elia ? One and the same are the dreary walk whose end is the hospital gate, and that tender sympathy which shows itself in every word spoken to suffering chimney-sweep, beggar, or convict. 16* 1 86 AT HOME. The clerk is polite and considerate, but Elvira insists that he is not to be denied in her house the solace of his favorite Oronoko. What else has he ? she asks. It was not strange that one day she brought home pipes enough to last for a year, and tobacco in proportion. It is worth very much more, she thinks, and we agree with her, than the cost of airing a room, to see the calm of the expressive face as the clouds of smoke shut out disagreeable remembrances of invoice books and indigo accounts. It seems, too, to require smoke to bring out the genius of Elia ; as if indeed without the cloud there was over- much light to show anything, or as if it required the spirit of the weed to exorcise that of the desk. Cer- tainly the pipe precedes the talk always; but when the tobacco is burned out, when the story commences, how great is the compensation for the waiting ! A rare hour indeed is it in which the clerk gossips about those that he loves and whom, in turn, he makes us love. Where better than from him do we learn the meaning of measuring? What a broad charity he has! How much that is good and enjoyable does he see in every- thing ! He it is who teaches us how to estimate the authors that write for us. We are not to be disap- pointed in a Heywood because of the absence of that which is the strength of Coleridge. Nor are we to ex- pect to find in the deep sea of Burton's Melancholy the humor that floats over the surface of Rare Ben Jonson. *'Yes, yes," says the clerk, comparing the sonnets of Sir Philip Sidney with the similar productions of Milton, "they do fall below the plain moral dignity, the sanctity, and high yet modest spirit of self-approval AT HOME. 187 of Milton ; but how different the circumstances of the composition ! Who is to expect the lover of Stella to write with the philosophy of the Graybeard ? Penelope herself would have scouted the verses as being only cold words." *' Listen," he says : '* is he not a manly poet? • I never drank of Aganippe's well, Nor ever did in shade of Tempe sit, And Muses scorn with vulgar brains to dwell, v-:- «■ * * «- But — God wot — this I swear by blackest brook of ... , I am no pick -purse of another's wit. How falls it then, that with so smooth an ease My thoughts I speak, and what I speak doth flow In verse, and that my verse best wits doth please? Guess me the cause — what is it thus? — fye, no. Or so — much less. How then? Sure this it is : My lips are sweet ; inspired with Stella's kiss.' " We were laughing about Mrs. Conrady. The clerk interrupts. *' No one can say of Mrs. Conrady's coun- tenance that it would be better if she had but a nose. It is impossible to pull her to pieces in this manner. We have seen the most malicious beauties of her own sex baffled in the attempt at a selection. The touf- e7ise77tble defies particularizing. It is too complete — too consistent, as we may say — to admit of these in- vidious reservations. It is not as if some Apelles had picked out here a lip, and there a chin, out of the collected ugliness of Greece, to frame a model by. It is a symmetrical whole. We challenge the minutest connoisseur to cavil at any part or parcel of the coun- tenance in question ; to say that this, or that, is im- properly placed. We are convinced that true ugliness, 1 88 AT HOME. no less than is affirmed of beauty, is the result of har- mony. No one ever saw Mrs. Conrady without pro- nouncing her to be the plainest woman that he ever met in the course of his life." '''That handsome is as handsome does/ is not a proverb that can be used by those who have seen Mrs. Conrady. "The soul, if we may believe Plotinus, is a ray from the celestial beauty. As she partakes more or less of this heavenly light, she informs with corresponding character the fleshly tenement which she chooses, and frames to herself a suitable mansion. " All which only proves that the soul of Mrs. Conrady in her pre-existent state was no great judge of archi- tecture. "To the same effect, in a hymn in honor of Beauty, divine Spenser //^/^/^/s/;?^ sings, — ' Every spirit as it is more pure, And hath in it the more of heavenly hght, So it the fairer body doth procure To habit in, and it more fairly dight With cheerful grace and amiable sight. For of the soul the body form doth take ; For soul is form, and doth the body make. "But Spenser, it is clear, never saw Mrs. Conrady. "These poets, we find, are no safe guides in philoso- phy; for here in his very next stanza but one is a saving clause, which throws us all out again, and leaves us as much to seek as ever: — ' Yet oft it falls, that many a gentle mind Dwells in deformed tabernacle drowned, Either by chance, against the course of kind, AT HOME. 189 Or through unaptness in the substance found, Which it assumed of some stubborn ground, That will not yield unto her form's direction, But is performed with some foul imperfection.' '' From which it would follow that Spenser had seen somebody like Mrs. Conrady." The clerk was in a talking mood; he went on for an hour, starting up to go only when he found himself no longer able to get smoke from the ashes of his pipe. Elvira is not unfamiliar with '' the Bachelor's Com- plaint," but then she will always persist in denying that it is Elia who is the bachelor. **Look," she says, *'is it not plain that our Elia was merely trying the pen of Addison?" and we all are compelled to admit that the Essay is rather after the style of the Spectator than after that of the clerk. '*It is to be suggested," says Lysias, *' that this disa- greeable Essay was an attempt of its writer to reconcile himself to the loss of that imaginary Celia, or Cam- paspe, or Lendamira, as name is found for her by the friend and confidant Barry Cornwall." "What matters what?" contends Elvira. "Who, at any rate, has such right to grumble and to find fault as a poor disconsolate bachelor?" It is the friend Hazlitt who smiles so benignantly on the pretty speaker. "Meant it all," he declares. " Ah ! if you could but see him at our Thursday evening parties. What choice venom ! what a keen, laughing, hair-brained vein of homefelt truth ! the most pro- voking, the most witty and sensible of men. Scalds you with a jest, probes a question with a play upon words. ' ' 190 AT HOME. But Elvira is not to be convinced. He has said himself, she makes answer, " that truth is too precious to be wasted on everybody," and she retires into a shell of security when she repeats that other saying, ** I value myself on being a matter-of-lie man." *' Of course," cries the charming doubter. *' Is so sedate a gentleman to be expected to turn spooney and show his heart to quibblers as bald of true joy as himself? Not he!" Elvira reads clearly the wife sentiment which everywhere shows itself in the tenderness bestowed upon the sister. But then, again, how may she, who is the most happy of happy matrons, do otherwise than be- lieve that it is all a matter of lie when a bachelor attempts to turn into ridicule what he calls the assump- tions and pretensions of the heart-rich Benedick? ''Why, wealth shows for itself," she suggests; "and what is the sense in saying that a rich thing is rich?" The clerk, it is to be admitted, is not always just exactly the same. What man is? But when the room is full of smoke, and he is found in a talking humor, we listen eagerly, and if he says sharp things, or things disagreeable to us, we fail not to remember that there is much to worry and to make him sad — ^perchance enough to render him at times satirical, if not indeed misanthropic. But never is Elvira so well satisfied with Elia as when he gets in the way of reflections begotten of "Old China." Not that she cares a jot for the courtly man- darin — the traditional courtly mandsirin— handing tea to a lady from a salver, and not that she cares any more for the disputed perspective, — whether lady and mandarin are at proper distance for the office of tea- AT HOME. 191 handing, or whether so many as a dozen miles separate them. I whispered into the ear of the little man with the big memory, who happened to be seated next me, as Elvira was talking about this same china and about the pleasures that may be found to reside in poverty, that our pretty befurbelowed hostess was, in her way, a "Bridget;" but the plain-speaking dog with his single bark pronounced the thing bosh, — that was his word, — asserting that it is simply ridiculous in what he calls rich people to apostrophize Poverty. And this inter- ruption, which just this moment comes back to me, reminds me of what is an unwavering conviction, namely, that the poetry of poverty is no more to be felt by a poor man — one who was born poor and has remained so — than is the same man capable of under- standing the responsibilities of riches. Why, it has happened to myself, not once, but a score of times, to see a charming Elvira brought from a parlor to a kitchen, yet always carrying the aesthetics with her. I have seen such so metamorphose the little side-yard of a ten-by-twelve village home that former occupants have found themselves gaping with open mouth and wonder-staring eyes at the Aladdin-like transformation. Hear a clown talk of a sunset, and then turn to the poetry of him whose taste has fed itself out of the glory which at evening-tide lives over the Italian sea. The little man has big prejudices, and they interfere with his outlook. Lysias had overheard the words. ''I have had a good deal of experience," he said, ''with your poor class, and know the people, as a rule, to be quite in- 192 AT HOME. capable of being made comfortable." (He was for- merly the owner of many small houses.) ^' They unmake faster than taste and a desire to serve them can make; give them all you have, and they beg for more; ask for your own, and they revile you; the lack of appreciation of favors done them by the prudent and consequently the thriving part of a community is unaccountable, even allowing for the stolidness of ignorance ; they receive and accept every good as a right, and denounce Provi- dence not less than men for ills begotten of their shift- lessness. Only let the hands of the wealthy workers be withdrawn from beneath them, and under the waters of the marsh they would go, heels and neck, soon enough." Lysias was getting excited. I turned from him to the wife. It was no use, however, this attempt to change the current of his thought; he had something else to say, and was not to be interrupted. *' It is disgusting," he went on, '* simply disgusting, to listen to a politician with wit or honesty too minute to be discovered by aid of a microscope, haranguing a crowd of improvidents on the impositions practiced by capital. A pity is it that a whip could not be put in every honest hand to lash the rascals naked through the world." **But there is trouble," said the little man; "men must have bread, or else starve." "Of course they must have bread, or else starve," retorted Lysias; " but who is to give it to them ? Is a decent man, one who has worked hard and saved, to rob his children that life may be kept in carcasses too lazy to do anything else but lean against other men's posts? Why, only look at the complainers; ten, if not AT HOME. 193 a dozen of them, clamoring for work under the shade of a mill-roof, when it is impossible for the owner to find places for half the number. As many others insist on trundling barrows over city streets, where two are more than enough to do the wheeling. A million middle-men scatter themselves broadcast over the land, thrusting their locust-like appetites between producer and consumer, eating so much out of every crop that little enough is left either to pay him who has worked or to allow equivalent to him who has money with which to buy. On every avenue of the cities are to be found a host of sturdy men wasting away their time in doing women's work ; dealing in pins, or else measur- ing ribbons over counters. Wherever is to be found a hole in a wall big enough to hold a bottle, there you are sure to meet with some one of the malcontents, ready, spider-like, to pounce upon and suck out the life-blood of him who is silly enough to get within the meshes of his net. No, no ; a doctor sees too much of such peo- ple to be easily imposed on. At the back door of the factories in which these are struggling with each other to endure what they are pleased to call the primeval curse ; beyond the pave on which they are crowding each other; away from the needles and tape, and within sight, almost, of the holes in the walls, there are un- counted acres and untold places for comfortable and independent living. There is a sun true to its pur- pose as is the God himself, there are rains to water, and there is a life in the soil which will disappoint no man who trusts in it. Shall men then complain and deem themselves ill used because that they tarry in a land in which all the corn has been eaten ? or because that K 17 194 AT HOME. they will not leave channels from which the streams have passed out ? Shall the woman-man measure his tape or commend his needle-packages when no cus- tomers stand in front of his counter? or shall he of the bottle hope to keep fat in his mesh when all the blood has been consumed ?" The little man again used the word "bosh." He desired to know, he said, how the middle-men, the pin- sellers and the pourers-out from the bottle, were to get amongst the bread-growing acres and under the feeding rays of a fructifying sun. Lysias had worked himself up to a very unusual state of excitement. '' The middle-men," he said, ** and the pin-sellers, and the bottle-holders, must suffer, and in- dustrious men must suffer with them ; all for the reason that fathers were fools, enough to think that working hand in hand with God was not quite good enough for the sons." Lysias had not forgotten his teachings. **Yes," I said, anxious to turn the drift of his reflec- tions : " A day there was, ere England's griefs began, When every rood of ground maintained its man." (( Put it in your pipe and smoke over it," said Lysias, turning to the little man: *'the story is all in that." The little man said he had one more question to ask : ** Would Lysras tell him in what category a doctor belonged? Was a doctor a producer, or was he a mid- dle-man?" He suggested that he had met doctors whose appetites could not be called small. I must say that I thought the thrust a sharp one. AT HOME. 195 Lysias, with a shrug of the shoulders, turned upon his heel. After a few moments of calm, the conversation got back to the subject of the pleasures of restricted means. *'Elia understands it," said Elvira: **hear what he says : a