BX 7735 .M62 m Copy 1 f»:>-;'.-*^- Him' :^J^^:l:X^J^ f'^-^ '^^cfi^^^y il^i^^w.. m m' -'j^ •-''.■^1 y^A.:. :^^^., i/fs- ^ ^^• ^' ^/ ^7ru& MEMOm AND LETTERS OF f HAERIET J. MOORE. •t* yqc^l PHtLADELPHIA: MEf.RiKEw & Thompson's Steam Po-ct-ek pj!E¥orders without ^seeing liis family. I can nor. 16 MEMOIR OF acknowledge it was good for me to be tlius disci-- plined/^ Having, attended the meeting of Genito, Cedar Creek, Caroline, &c., in many of which they were induced to believe the gospel message pro- claimed found a place in the hearts of the people^ on the 7th of the ensuing month they reached Fredericksburg. " Ist day 8th. Eemained quietly at the Inn while arrangements were made to see the inhabi- tants of the town at 4 in the afternoon. They assembled in crowds, the novelty of seeing and hearing a Friend, and a female too, no doubt was the exciting cause. I trust all will not for-- get the truths communicated on this occasion. We crossed the Rappahannock to Falmouth, one mile distant, where we had an appointment at 7 in the evening, which proved a solemn and in- structing season. The power of Truth reigned over ail opposition, and some of us were ready to say ^ the last time was the best.* This wa& the close of my dear Me*s labors in this mission, and we could thankfully acknowledge that He HAERlEl^ J. MOORE 47 %lio liad sent us forth, had graciously continued with us unto the end, May our grateful thanks ascend to Him who has been pleased ^ through heights and through depths ^ to be a strong habitatiouj whereunto we could continually resort: and that his preserving arm may be ever near, during the remaining period of our lives, and at the close of all terrestrial things, is the fervent desire of my heart. " lOth, Got to Alexandria to our friend E, Stabler's to dinner^ and after spending a few iiours very pleasantly with them, went on to Washington and attended the Preparative meet- ing there the ensuing day, *^ 12th, Parted from my beloved sister this morning, and felt it a close trial, having been most affectionately associated with her in travel and united in spirit; about four months. ^' T. Matthews, our kind and attentive com- panion through the whole journey, continued with m<3 to Baltimore, where he left m^ to rejoin his family. '^' 13th. After a pleasant steamboat passage. -I;^ ^lE-siom or reached my home, and here my pen falters in the attempt ta delineate the feelings of my heart in being th^s restcTed to my dear husband and family. Truly I can say, ^ Blessed be the Lordc. wha daily loadeth us with benefits/ ^ unto thee^ O God, do I give thanks, nnto th^e do I give thanks 'f for the unmerited favo? of being per- mitted to return to my family and friends/' Her beloved sister^ to whom she was a companion ii^ this jouTiiey, says, ^^ In reference ta our sojouri^ in the South, it may truly be said it was a season of deep instruction to us. We felt ourselves to^ be but children in the work. They are not" words of course when I say my precious Harriet was everything to me aB a tender sympathising companion. She seem^^ed at all times prepared to enter into my views and feelings, and what was of great value, her qmck perception of any movement that would not bear the r:>yal signet was such a strength and comfort. I am often led to admire, when memory recurs to that interest- ing period, how graciously we were dealt with. She was always ballast to me, and I ever con-* MARRIM J. MOOM. 49 sidered it a mark of divine favor that we were thu3 brought together^ for which blessing I feel at this moment renewed thankfulness* Few^ I ap- prehend, were ever so entirely united, so sweetly banded. It was whilst we were thus together, she first gave evidence of her allegiance to her Divine Master, by the expression Yery sweetly of a few broken sentences J it was truly affecting to my mind; though 1 was fully prepared for such an event, striking evidence was furnished at the time of its being from the Royal Mint, by the solemnizing effect it had on the meeting : it was a pure offering without spot or blemish. ^^ RESIDENCE IN BALTIMORE. In the Spring of 1829, Harriet J. Moore re- moved with her family to Baltimore, and became a member of the Baltimore Monthly Meeting for the Western District. Here amid kind relatives and friends, some of the happiest years of her life were passed, and she always recurred with pleasure to the associations and friendships contracted during this period* Change of scene 5 60 MEMom Oh- and more frequent exercise in the open air stimii* lated her capacity for enjoyment, and invigorated ber naturally delicate constitution, yet, amid the exciting influences of a new residence, opportu- nities were found for retirement and silent waiting upon the great and bounteous '• Giver of all good/^ whereby her spiritual strength was re- newed, and she was enabled -^ to run and not be weary, to walk and not fliint." From childhood it was her custom to note passing events, and de* lineate the varied feelings of her mind, and though it is not our design to transcribe very co- piously from these writings, yet, as the exercises cf her spirit will be best portrayed in her own language, we shall give occasional extracts from her Diary. '' 1st mo. 8th, 1S32. I trust it is from a desire to improve the neeting moments that I am led to record the daily occurrences of life and the state of mind dwelt in, and I desire it may prove a faithful mirror, refiecting my errors in full de- formity, and exhibiting the exceeding sinfulness of indulging feelings and habits contrary to the HARRIET J. MOORE. 51 lovely spirit I profess to follow as a guide, and I would it rnaj be made instrumental to my spirit- ual advancement and progress in the patli of holiness. I hope this day has not passed wholly unimproved. Fervent desires have been raised for greater conformity to the Divine will; purity of hearty and greater assimilation to the Foun- tain of all goodness. The enemy, too^ has been busy, presenting thoughts and feelings which lead from this divine source, and whose tendency is to spread desolation over the soul. May strength be afforded henceforth to maintain the warfare so as to repel the first approaches of that spirit that is seeking whom it may devour; hav- ing painfully experienced that a loss of true peace has been sustained by giving ear to its sugges- tions. Oh ! that my mind may be turned from every external reliance, to a dependence upon the Lord alone, ^ who is our strength to suffer, and a present helper in the needful time.' ^^ 10th. I cannot record a sensible progress in that high and holy path in which the redeemed of the Lord should walk, but think I may say. 52 MEMOIR OF ^ though faint, yet pursuing.' Not so watchful as is needful to keep the heart pure and clean. I have committed an error in indulging resentment. How can a sinful worm, who so much needs forgiveness from Him the searcher of all hearts, refuse it to a fellow creature ? Father 1 be pleased to forgive ! Enable me to overcome through thy power, and lead me into that charity which suffereth long, thinketh and cherisheth no evil. ^^ 13th. Had a visit from my dear early friend L. U. Gr., whose company is always pleasant and instructive ; her pious example and meek spirit are worthy of imitation. Unprofitable discour- agement indulged. I have great need of more faith — more spirituality. My mind is too much engrossed with the things of time. Too much insensibility to those of infinitely greater value, the welfare of the immortal part. * Oh ! for a closer walk with God, A calm and heavenly franne, — A light to shine upon the road That leads me to the Lamb !' HARRIET J. MOORE. 53 "15th. In ourmeeting this morningj our valued friend, J. Livingston, was much exercised in testimony, applying with authority the query of the prophet formerly, ^ who hath required this at your hands,' showing the great importance of a close investigation of the state of our minds when thus assembled, that we may ex- amine the purity of our motives, and be faith- ful in rendering unto the Lord that which he re- quires of us : these solemn assemblies and sab- bath day offerings being an abomination unto Him, if our thoughts are far from him, and we are refusing his righteous government, which alone refines from sin and enables us to offer acceptable sacrifice. " 17th. I trust I am not entirely forgetful of the responsibility daily resting upon me, faith- fully to fill the station in which I have been placed by Infinite Wisdom; and I fervently de- sire that ability may be afforded to discharge the duties of wife, mother and friend, in a manner well pleasing to Him, * Whose frown can disappoint the proudest aim. Whose approbation prospers even mine,' 5* 54 MEMOIR OF ^^ 18th. Attended our mid week meeting. Oh 1 that these precious seasons of assembling with our friends to wait on the Father of Mercies may be rightly prized and improved. May brotherly love and Christian fellowship cement our hearts in holy unity, so that when thus convened, with ' one mind and one mouth we may glorify God/ J. Livingston impressively exercised on that text of Scripture, ^Martha, Martha, thou art busy and troubled about many things, but ^ one thing is needful ;' wherein he illustrated in a clear and satisfactory manner the loss sustained by those who have their hearts so engrossed with the cares of this world, as to lead to a neglect of the ^one thing needful/ Presenting the view that the too eager pursuit of riches as the means of dis- tinction amongst men, was the cause of the de- clension in our society. ^^19th. On entering upon the duties of the day, I felt desirous to maintain a proper spirit, but I find, upon retrospection, that to have been more guarded and kept nearer to that preserving Power which ever proves a shield, would have HARRIET J. MOORE. 55 afforded more peace. I have been too impatient under a small trial. How widely different is the feeling when we have the evidence of having done, said or felt nothing contrary to that spirit which breathes ^ Glory to God in the highest, peace on earth and good will to man.' Desira- ble, happy*state I With all my infirmities it is the jewel I pant to obtain, to witness a union and communion with Him, whom to know is wisdom — to love is happiness. In the evening I visited a colored school under the care of some of our young sisters who are concerned for the adyance- ment of these oppressed daughters, and I was gratified to witness their orderly deportment and assiduity to improve. A portion of Scripture was read to them at the close, which appeared to solemnize their minds, and I trust this laudable effort will be blessed. ^'20th. I have enjoyed reading the pious life and triumphant close of the late Henry Pay son. It is an instructive and edifying memoir^ and calculated to awaken the mind and excite fer- vent desires to follow him so far as he followed k 56 MEMOIR OF our blessed Redeemer, whose presence soothed and sweetened the bed of death, and whose smile was a lamp to the dark passage to the tomb. What is there too near or dear to part with for His sake, who thus supports and comforts his people ? Oh ! that I could be animated to follow him wheresoever he is pleased to lead ! That shutting out every thing that defileth, my heart may become a fit temple for his Holy Spirit to dwell in. In the afternoon, my mind felt so clouded, I was ready to call in question all I had ever known of religion, but I was after- wards favored with a gleam of Heavenly light and comfort, more than I have experienced for days. Made a few visits of charity, which brought a peaceful feeling over the mind. ^^ 24th. A quiet day at home — I feel that my cup runneth over both in temporal and spiritual blessings ! How much I owe to my Heavenly Father for all his mercies ! The re- newed conviction of my responsibility, the re- collection of time unprofitably consumed, and opportunities unimproved in the service of my nARRIET J. MOORE. 57 gracious Benefactor, is oppressive to my spirit. I earnestly crave for the future to be more faith- ful — more dedicated. May He keep me stead- fast, in whom alone is my strength." In the early part of this year, she was made an Overseer of Baltimore Monthly Meeting for the Western District, in which capacity she con- tinued to labor during the remainder of her resi- dence in that city. About this time she was introduced into much suflfering, on account of protracted indisposition in her family. Her husband had become subject to repeated and alarming attacks of gout, which, from their fre- quency and violence, occasioned her great un- easiness. 1st day, 29th, she says : ^' My dear husband still an invalid, perhaps this trial that bears so heavily upon my spirit, is just what my Heavenly Father sees is best for me, and let me submit wholly to his righteous will. In humility of heart, I can exclaim with Cowper, ^ Trials bring me to his feet, lay me low and keep me there.' Nothing will do for me but to leave all in his 58 MEMOIR OF hands, who will order all things arif'ht. No other power can sustain. But, Father I may I ask that thou wilt deal mercifully with me I I could not feel easy to attend meeting all day. I might have gone in the afternoon, but let weak- ness overcome. The enemy of all good was at hand to take his prey, and I am now truly sen- sible of the loss sustained, from not keeping close to my Preserver. ^^ 3rd mo. 1st. Some deo;ree of lio;ht afforded into that high and holy way, ^ which the Vul- ture's eye hath not seen, neither hath the lion's whelps trodden in it.' How peaceful have the paths of duty felt to be. Under the canopy of that love which embraces all mankind, and de- sires all may be gathered to a state of rest and peace, I have been favored to abide. '' 2d. Met a committee to confer on the ap- pointment of a Preparative Meeting clerk. Though it is considered one of minor importance, I feel the necessity of seeking for wisdom to di- rect. In the Lord's house, ' the vessels were all to be holy.' Oh I that we were more spirit- HAERIET J. MOOS-E. 59 Hal ! Then^ indeed, would our light shine and the glory of the Lord would be seen upon us. ^^ 6th. Bodily strength enfeebled and mind sympathizing. My progress in best things seems retarded. When will the conviction be clear, that I am advancing ^from stature to stature?' I feel renewedly sensible nothing will afford the comfort I am seeking^ but entire conformity to the Divine will. Lord, thou knowest it is my desire I Strengthen, I pray thee, my feeble aspiration, and enable me to yield unreserved obedience to thy righteous sceptre, that I may perform my solemn vows unto thee, and render unto thee that which is thy due. My lot out-* wardly, is indeed cast in pleasant places^ and many opportunities of receiving and imparting good are afforded^ May my gratitude, more and more ascend unto the great Giver, and my zeal to improve his gifts increase. '^12th. I feel humbly to rejoice in the evi- dence that He, who is a hearer of prayer and a rich rewarder of all that sincerely seek him, has manifested his preserving power as a shield and 60 MEMom ot a defence* We had the acceptable company of our friend Jesse Kersey, in our morning meet* ing* He was engaged in a liyely testimony to the efficacy of that pure gospel spirit which pre- serves from excesses, leading into that plain and simple path, which is productite of peace and gives content with a little of this world^g trea* sure. I desire that these illuminations from the fountain of light and wisdom^ may be so improved that our habitations be no longer in darkness, and we become children of the day. ^'23rd, Poor and barren in a religious sense^ 1 have endeavored to preserve an humble, watch -- ful frame, but self entwines around my heart and would despoil me of my peace. Gracious Father I be pleased to enable me to overcome this self-seeking disposition, and as a poor sup- pliant lean on thee. Engaged on business of the meeting most of the day. I felt utter ina-» bility of myself to do any good thing, without Divine aid; perhaps faithful obedience was want- ing. Flenceforth may I keep the eye single and the car attentive to the voice of tlie Master. HARRIET J. MOORE. 61 ^'25th. Met the Overseers to consider and make out answers to the 1st, 2nd and 9th queries, which involve important testimonies and close searchings of heart, to see whether we are en- deavoring to live conformably to the spirit thereof; by which alone the harmony and pros- perity of individuals and society can be main- tained. ^^ 27th. This seems to have been a day of free- dom to the mind, wherein it could enjoy all the pleasing things of sense, and there is great need of watching, that at such times we take not our flight from the pure spring whence all our blessings flow. *^ How much we lose for want of a deeper in- dwelling of spirit. We are resting too much on the surface of things. I have been instructed in re- curring to the circumstance mentioned in holy writ, of the barren fig tree ; when it seemed only to cumber the ground, it was spared yet longer, and the earth was loosened from the roots, that it might come forth bearing precious fruit. How applicable this simile to that dry, unprofitable 62 MEMoiit of condition of the mind when destitute of right feeling, and how necessary we should submit to the pruning operations of that Divine Spirit, which taketh away every branch that beareth not fruit, * and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it that it may bring forth more fruit/ "4th mo. 8th. He who searches the secrets of all hearts, only has known the deep trial I am passing through in the continued indisposi- tion of my dear husband. May he sanctify it to my soul, centering me more and more in him- self, who is the spring of all our joys, and ouf strength and support under every affliction. This power can bring out of darkness and cause the heart to sing of mercy as well as judgment, " 29th. Oh ! that a watching unto prayer may be experienced, whereby the soul will be pre« served from all defilement, and witness from day to day the incomes of that peace which passeth all human comprehension. I would continually press forward to this attainment, keeping in view the crown which is worth all poor finite beings HARRIET J. MOORE. 63 €aii endure. May this be the abiding sense of my spirit/^ Enough.j peAaps, has been given to convey an idea of the various exercises and trials .allotted her during her sojourn in Baltimore. She experienced personal sickness and family affliction^ seasons of rejoicing and times of mourning; mental depressions and spiritual aboundings, yet^ under all circumstances^ we find her seeking to be endued ^ with power from on high/ and ^ in heights and in depths/ return- ing ^ thanks unto the Lord for his wonderful works unto th« children of men./ We nest follow her in her removal with her husband to Philadelphia, in the Summer of 1834, when^ locating within the limits of Spruce Street, they i^ecame members of that Monthly Meeting. EEMO^Ai:, TO PHIi:iABES:.£>aiA. ^^ Philada., 10th mo. 1834. Since the last entry m my diary, events important to us have occurred. A change of residence has severed some of the dearest ties of social life, and introduced us to a 64 MEMOIR OF circle of friends who are comparatively strangers. But I trust that the circumstances which have led to this removal, may be overruled for our good. We have had several pleasant friends to see us through the day, I feel the necessity of being guarded in conversation. How instructive the resolution of the Psalmist^ ' I will take good heed to my words, that I sin not with my lips/ In our mid-week meeting, which was solemn and strengthening to my mind, the aspiration was silently raised to the Father in secret, that he would so touch our hearts as to enable us to offer an acceptable sacrifice to Him who is worthy of the adoration of his creatures. ^^9th mo. 1835. A long interval has elapsed since I last made a notice here, and I would ap- ply the inquiry ; how much has been attained in the spiritual warfare ? How many idols re- nounced? How many besetting sins resisted and overcome ? I shrink not from the investi- gation, though it brings the painful evidence that the man of sin is still revealed as the de- spoiler of the peace and purity of the soul. Oh ! HARRIET J. M^ORK 65 tTiat I could recordj that an increased watching anto prayer, and a continual reliance upon Him who can give the victory, had enabled me to arrive at that blessed ^Elilleniunl state, in which ^very feeling opposed to a holy nature is eradi- cated, and the breathicg of the spirit is, ^ Olorj to God in the highest, peace on -earth, and good will tc all men/ ^^ 4th mo. 1837^ Our Yearly Meeting con- vened at the usual time. We were favored with the company and valuable counsel of many be- loved friends from other Yearly Meetings.* — May all the labors of the dedi<^ted servants have their true weight, and accomplish that whereunto they were sent, that through them we may be stimulated to faithful obedience in that eause, which is dignified with honor; crowned with immortality and eternal life. Often when I have gone to meeting under discourage- ment, feeling that the mind was entangled with the things cf the world, on getting there, and * Sarah Cowgili, Nicholas and Margaret Brown, John Mott, &c^ 6* 66 MEMOIR OF centering to the pure word of life and power, the divine presence has so prevailed over all, that these cares and perplexities have vanished, and I have returned to raj home refreshed and com- forted ; and I believe it will be the experience of every concerned mind, that as we assemble in a feeling of dependence and a sense of our un- worthiness, and are led to seek for that bread which conieth down from Heaven, we shall know a partaking of the true supper. '' 9th mo. For several days past my mind has been in an unsettled state in relation to leav- ing home as companion to a beloved friend who is called to go forth to attend the half yearns meeting in the weighty service of the ministry. Many hindering things appear to discourage a mind naturally timid and disposed to doubt, but if it be a divine requiring, Lord let thy light arise and point the way, and I will obey, feeling thy favor to be indeed better than life 3 without it, life and all thy rich blessings are nothing to the mind that has known and enjoyed thee, who art truly of all gifts the crown. When all out« HARRIET J* MOORE. 67 ward obstructions are apparently removed, the sense of my imperfections and infirmities arises as a thick cloud, presenting the lamentation of the prophet, ^ Woe is me for I am of unclean lips, and I dwell with a people of unclean lips/ Had a visit from a feeling minister, who had a lively sense of my state, and gave forth the language of encouragement. The example of Moses was lield up to view. When called of the Lord, all his excuses could not avail to release him from his service. Oh ! may the sense of infirmity and insufficiency, lead to living faith, and stayedness upon Him, who is power and strength in weak- ness. '' The dear friend above alluded to has pro- ceeded in her prospect attended by T. T. I was prevented from being her cooipanion by a case of illness in our family, but inasmuch as I have done what I could, I feel resigned from the con- viction that the will has been accepted. Oh I may He who putteth forth his own, go with my beloved sister, and be unto her ^^ mouth and wis- dom^ tongue and utterance,'^ that his cause may 68 MEMOIR OF be advanced, and his visited children comforted and encouraged. And Holy One ! forsake me not, but graciously continue to dispensetliy grace, until an establishment is known upon that founda- tion, against which storms and tempests beat in vain. May all my thoughts, words and acts be leavened by thy pure spirit, ^ that I may shew forth thy praise, and rejoice in thy salvation/ '^ 1st mo. 1838. At meeting this morning my mind was much exercised, and stimulated to renewed dedication. The subject of love opened livingly before me. It being an active principle, leads to the performance of those things which are acceptable to the object of our affections ] so I believed, if our love to the great Author of our being was supreme, in introversion of spirit we would seek to know his will concerning us, and when it was manifested, we would cheerfully obey, and thus our souk would live in acceptance with Him. Could I have given expression to the desire that this state might be attained by us who were there assembled, I believe the re- ward would have been peace, but I feared the HARRIET J. MOORE. 69 evidence was not sufficiently clear. Again and again has the obligation been presented to make a more public acknowledgment of my love and allegiance to my Heavenly Father by speaking in his name ; calling my fellow beings into an ac- quaintance with him ' whom to know is wisdom, to serve is happiness.^ 1 have thought this duty more trying to me from having strong early pre- judices to overcome as I was educated among the Episcopalians, who believe in the apostolic in- junction that women are forbidden to speak in the churches : but strength is dispensed sufficient for every emergency and if we are humble, watchful and obedient, and keep the eye single to the light within, we shall know all these hindrances removed and an advancement in the king's highway. '^ 2d mo. We have had the acceptable com- pany of our friend S. Comfort, in a clear and con- vincing testimony, that Christianity consisted in doing the will of Grod with the whole heart. It was testified by Christ : ^ Lo ! I come to do thy will, God.' We were feelingly exhorted to 70 MEMOIR OF follow the manifestations of the spiritj which would lead into practical righteousness, and the performance of all those duties which pertain to our fellow creatures; for if we love not our brother, the love of the Father is not in us. For several days I have felt such poverty of spirit, there seems scarcely food sufficient to sustain the spiritual life. Father ! thou knowest what is best for us, whether to be abased or to abound. Ifc is well to examine ourselves, and see whether unfaithfulness has brought us into this condition, or whether a dispensation for our proving to shew us our dependence upon One ^ who is alone mighty to save.' It is profitable for us to feel that ^man is not to live by bread alone but by every word of God,' and it is as necessary that we should know a provision for the sustenance of the soul, as that our natural bodies should have food and raiment. " 3d mo. 11. Accompanied dear S. J. L. to Germantown. The meeting was long in gather- ing, but after some conflicts we were enabled to reach that quiet habitation, which no outward commotion can invade. After my sister had re- fiAHRlET J. MOORH. 71 lieved her mind, it seemed right for me to express the view that had interested my feelings in rela- tion to spiritual worship ; that if we would per- form this worship with acceptance in the divine sight, every selfish desire and emotion must be silenced or annihilated, ere the soul could enter into union and communion with its Great Origi- nal. I was much bowed under the awful re- sponsibility of being a public advocate in the cause of the most High, and nothing but suffer- ing and a fear of being cast out forever from the divine presence, could have induced me to sub- mit to this cross ; but sweet peace was the reward of yielding obedience to apprehended duty. " 22d. In our preparative meeting I felt it required of me to declare the beauty and excel- lency of a life of entire comformity to the divine will. I had resisted the call till judgment, great condemnation, followed, and all access to the fountain of light and peace was denied me. I continued thus shut up as in darkness to be felt, till, finding no substitute would be taken, I was made willing in deep humiliation to express a 72 MEMOIR OF few broken sentences. Then ! then ! the joj I felt cannot be described in lancrua2;e, the load of sin and guilt for disobedience was removed^ and my heart filled with rejoicing. Truly his ways are ways of pleasantness^ and the paths he leads into the only paths to obtain true peace. " 4th mo. Oh I how we increase our suffering by not living in the simplicity and obedience of little children. Dearest Father ! thou only can effect this perfect work in and for us. Leave not thy seeking ones till it be wholly accomplished, and the praise shall be altogether thine. '^ This day our select meeting is being held. May the presence of the Master strengthen those who are as the leaders of our people, that they be endowed with ability to go in and out before uS; and by consistency of example as well as precept, hold forth the language ^ follow us as we are following Christ.' ^' 16th. Our Yearly Meeting closed under a solemn covering to many minds. We have had some refreshing seasons, and can speak of the goodness of Israelis Shepherd, who still con- HARRIET J. MOORE. 73 descends to lead his flock into green pastures, beside the still waters of life, where he has re- vived the spirits of the weary, and administered bread to the sustenance of the seeking soul. Oh ! that the incense of gratitude for these unmerited favors, may arise in our hearts and be manifested by an unreserved dedication to his service. Our friend Phebe I. Merritt who came from New York to attend our Yearly Meeting, and was very lively in testimony in our Spruce Street meeting, first day morning, on the following first day morning put off mortality, and is noW; no doubt, of that blessed company of saints and angels who surround the throne of God with a perpetual hymn of praise and adoration. I spent a little time in her sick room, which has left an impression not soon to be obliterated. The sweetness and calmness of her spirit impressively revived the language, *The chamber where the good man meets his fate Is privileged beyond the common walk Of virtuous life, quite in the verge of Heaven.' Such a life; and such a death; should stimulate 7 74 MEMOIR OF US bj faithfulness to make our calling and elec- tion sure, that when done with time we may be permitted to join the ^ spirits of the just made perfect/ .fj "' 6th mo.; 1838. I have felt myself called upon publicly to espouse that cause, which is indeed ^ dignified with immortality and crowned with eternal life/ and for faithfulness herein, have truly known the incomes of joy. May my friends in- tercede for me, that I be preserved from injur- ing the .precious cause. Father ! keep ine humble, faithful and wholly dedicated to thee ! There is a peace in serving thee, that the world with all its honors and emoluments can never give, and the soul that has known the fulness Oii communion with thee can acknowledge ^ that one hour in thy courts is better than a thousand elsewhere/ May none be satisfied with hearing of thy goodness, but, like the queen of Sheba, come and see for themselves, then indeed would they have to exclaim, ^ the one half hath net been told me.' "7th mo. Oh ' that none of the discourage- HARRIET J. MOORE. 75 laents that arise in the mind may prevail to re- tard my progress heavenward : but animated and invigorated by his Power who is the resurrection and the life, may I press forward towards the mark for the prize, even an inheritance amongst those that are sanctified ! Amid all the trials, fluctuations and temptations that attend us here^ ho\v sweet the assurance that there is a resting place for the righteous; and when done with time, they will be permitted to partake of endless felicity in those blissful regions where sorrows never invade. Hold fast thy integrity, Oh my soul 1 that none may take thy crown. ^' In our morning meeting I was strengthened in the evidence that the good Master condescended to be with us, gathering some of our spirits, from every outward dependence, home to himself; and under this feeling the language of humble acknowledgment flowed through my soul, on this wise : ^Inasmuch as it- has pleased thee, O Holy Eather ! .to gather our spirits from every outward dependence, home to thyself, we feel bound to commemorate thy goodness and mercj, and hum- 76 MEMOIR OF blj to ackuowledge thy favor in prostration of soul. And 0, dearest Father ! as thou hast dealt with some of us^ so may it please thee to deal with many more ! Gather those who are yet afar off! Mar the beauty and stain the glory of this fleeting world in their view I Make them feel the unsatisfying nature of its enjoyments^ and see the beauty and excellency of thy truth, that they may enlist under thy banner, which is love ! Thus, Father I may there be a unit- ing of our spirits in one living anthem of adora- tion and praise unto thee, who art worthy now and forever V '^ 7th mo., 15th. She writes thus to a friend ; *^ My dear Rachel — The contents of thy letter were animating to my best feelings, and com- parable to a ^ brook by the way/ Fully can I respond to the desire that we may become each other's helpers in maintaining that faith which was delivered to the saints, and is meted out to us for the same glorious purpose, even the salva- tion of the soul. For as it was testified by one formerly, ^ by grace we are saved, through faith, HARRIET J. MOORE. 77 and that not of ourselves, it is the gift of God/ OK my beloved friead, how I crave more of this faith^ which can remove all the mountains of op- position that retard the spiritual progress ! Had we this in full possession^ I believe we should mount as on the" wings of eagles, and run the way of the Lord^a commandments and not grow weary. '' The signs of the times to me are often gloomy, but there is encouragement in the view, that the Lord will perfect his own work. May those who are willing to enlist in his service, maintain their confidence in every season of proving, for al- though these may wait long for the arising of His life, yet in his own time, which is ever the right time, He will arise for their help and spread a table of refreshment. Truly ' he is good to all who wait for him, to all who hope in his mercy.' And who is thore^ that gives such a full reward for such imperfect services ? Let ■us then be willing to follow him wheresoever he leadeth us, though it may be in ways we have not chosen, and into paths wc have not seen/' 7* /b MEMOIR OF ^'9th mo. At our week-day meeting, my spirit was bowed before the Father of mercies, under a sense of his unmerited goodness and gracious visitations to his rebellious children, and the intercession was raised, Oh thou! who art within thyself ineffably glorious, and needest not the homage of thy creatures, but who con- descendest to visit us with the incomes of thy light and thy grace, in order that we may be made par- takers of thy own glorious and holy nature, and be created anew in thy image and likeness, wilt thou grant, that we may be engaged to close in with the offers of thy love, that so we may know our peace to be made with thee, that our calling and election may be made sure before we go hence, and are seen of men no more ; and as this glorious work is perfected in us, we shall be enabled, Father ! to unite with the redeemed of all generations in ascribing glory and honor, adoration and praise unto thee for ever and ever. '^ 10th mo., 6th. A solemn meeting in the morning wherein strength was renewed, and faith enlivened in the views opened of the glorious HARRIET J, MOORE. 79 state of the redeemed. The Father condescended to unveil his glory, and truly *My prostrate soul adored a present God.' May these melting touches of his love and power keep continually ali\/e the flame of devo- tion, and the incense of the heart be as the morn- ing sacrifice. May the watch be constantly maintained, until every feeling of sin and self is subdued, and a right given to partake of that tree which stands in the midst of the Paradise of God. ^^llth mo. Left home as a companion of S. J. Leedom, on a religious visit to Friends of the Southern Quarterly Meeting. On 1st day morning we reached CantwelFs Bridge, and after a short call on the only female member of this meeting, we met a company of eight men, two of whom were Friends. Our minds were dipped into sympathy with them, and the nature and excellency of true spiritual worship was pre- sented to their view; that it is acceptably per- formed individually, requiring not the aid of numbers, ^ for where two or three are gathered 80 MEMOIR OF together in my name/ said Christy ^ there am I in the midst.' ^^ 2nd day. Attended Camden Monthly Meet- ing, where it seemed required to hold up to view the necessity of working while light is afforded^ lest the night overtake us when no man can work, ^^ 3rd. Proceeded towards North West Fork. My sympathies were enlisted for the widowed Mother* of the friend with whom we dined, that she might look unto Him, who has promised to be the friend of the widow, and whose support- ing, arm in the hour of trial, in the decline of life, would be with her * as a covert from the storm, a shadow from the heat, and as a mighty rock in a weary land/ "4th day. At North West Fork Monthly Meeting. Here the language that presented and called for expression from me, was : * Except the Lord build the house, they labor in vain that build it; except the Lord keep the city, the watch- man waketh but in vain,' — and that vain were all the contrivances of man in his natural will *E. Berry. HARRIET J. MOORE. 81 and wisdom to do the work of the Lord — but as we were engaged faithfully to occupy the gifts and talents committed to our charge^ and live in obedience to his requirings, we should be ena- bled, as instruments, to rebuild the waste places of Zion, and to experience within ourselves, ^ our peace to flow as a river, and our righteous- ness as the waves of the sea.' '^ 5th day. Being unexpectedly detained on the road, we did not reach Thirdhaven till Friends were quietly settled in meeting. The subject of spiritual worship, which consists in a union and communion of the soul of man with its Divine Original, opened before me so clearly, that I was led to remind us, ^ we had no need that any man teach us, but as this holy anoint- ing teacheth, which is. truth and no lie,' and which speaketh in the secret of every heart, saying : ^ This is the way, walk thou in it, when we turn to the right hand, or turn to the left / after which dear S. relieved her mind, and I thought reached their states and the witness in their hearts. 82 MEMOIR OF ^^Gth day. We arrived at tlie residence of our ancient friend Joseph Turner, and the fol- lowing morning attended Cecil Monthly Meet- ing, which was very small. Again it was my allotment to break the silence by saying, ^ the Kingdom of Heaven was compared to a grain of mustard seed, which, when it is sown is the least of all seeds, but, as it is nurtured and cul- tivated, becomes a tree on whose branches the fowls of the air may lodge. As I believe we are all sensible this good seed has been sown in each of our hearts, I desire we may be found so cultivating it, that it may bring forth fruits of honor and praise to the great Husbandman. ^^On 1st day at Chester Neck we found a mixed company, to whom I felt called to speak of the attributes of the Divine being. ^ He is light and love,' and has implanted in each of us a measure and manifestation of his own Divine nature, in order that we may be leavened there- unto; and hence the Kingdom of Heaven is compared to a little leaven, which a woman took and hid in three measures of meal till the whole HARRIET J. MOORE. 83 was leavened. Althougli tliis light which is given to us is at first small, and comparable to the light of the moon, as it is obeyed, it increases, until it becomes as the light of the sun, and the light of the sun as the light of seven days. I would we might all be so obedient to this light, that when done with time, we might become inhabi- tants of that city, ^ which needeth not the light of the sun, nor of the moon, for the Lord God and the Lamb are the light thereof/ ^'2nd day. Under the influence of the Father's love, which extends ^ from sea to sea, and from the rivers to the ends of the eartb,^ we rode fifty miles out of our way to visit a family far separated from the main body of Society. I felt drawn to encourage them to faithfulness to those principles of which we make, profession, without wavering, though in the midst of a crooked and j)erverse generation. '^Attended a meeting at Marshy creek on 4th day. The invitation to ^ enter into my vine- yard and labor, and whatsoever is right ye shall receive/ was extended and enlarged upon. E. 84 MEMOIR OF Twiford inquired, -why stand ye here all the day idle/ and was powerful in communication. Dear S. followed in solemn supplication. '^ 6th day. We met a very small company at Centre. Under a feeling of great reduction and nothingness of self; the impressive words of the Psalmist were revived : ^ Whither shall we go from thy spirit^ or whither shall we flee from thy presence / though our situations be ever so low, the power of the Holy One can reach us. ^' 7th day. An appointed meeting at Tucka- hoe. My lot was silently to labor. It was a good meeting. May the praise be ascribed to Him who is the only true helper of his depend- ent children. <^ 1st day. Rode nine miles to Thirdhaven; a small meeting. Oh ! that there may be judges yet raised up, and counsellors as at the begin- ning, who shall stand for the cause of truth and righteousness in this part of the vineyard ! *^ On 2nd day we reached the residence of Sarah Cowgill at Little creek, where the Quarterly Meeting is held. It is truly pleasant, animating HARRIET J. MOORE. 85 and encouraging to be with this mother in Israel. She is yet lively in the cause and a nurturer of many. ^^ 3rd day. Kemained in the quiet here, while S. attended select meeting. Several friends re- turned with them, among whom was our dear D. F. W. from Philadelphia, whom it was grate- ful to meet. In the evening a solemn quiet gathered around, and we were refreshed as by the breaking of bread, handed in secret and also instrumentally. The weather was very cold. "4th day. Quarterly Meeting, in which several interesting testimonies were borne. In thejmeeting for business it was my lot to query ; * Have ye received the Holy Ghost since you be- lieved ?' and to invite] to an individual investi- gation of its purifying operations upon our As we desire not to invade the privacy of otherS; we have been careful to transcribe only her own exercises, though much more of interest might have been communicated. She was travel- ling in truth's service, ostensibly, as the com- 8 8S MEMOIR OF panioa of another, yet we find her diligent to employ the talents committed to her, to His glory, who 'Hath many aims to compass, many messengers to send. And his instruments are fitted, each to some distinc- tive end.' *^ 3d mo. 1841. Some sweet minglings with beloved friends this morning at my own fireside has revived the reflection, ^ as iron sharpeneth iron, so doth the countenance of aman his friend,' and not only the countenance, but every mani- festation of interest. I believe this kind of in- tercourse is right, as it tends to animate, strengthen and bind together in true Christian fellowship. And while I would guard against the error of trusting or leaning too much on in- strumental help, I desire to cherish and maintain that intercourse which emanates from pure love. ^ By this shall all men know that ye are my dis- ciples,' said the blessed Jesus, and it is as obliga- tory upon his disciples of the present day to keep HARRIET J. MOORE. 87 this band of union bright^ as when he was per- sonally with us/^ The removal by death, about this time, of the beloved and only daughter of her husband was a severe trial. In speaking of this sad event, she says,/^ nature shrinks and recoils at the. pros- pect of parting with one so near and dear to us. May He who alone can sustain in such an hour, condescend to be with us, for lie only can enable us to bow in submission and holy resignation.'^ ^^ 5th mo. 14th. Sitting by our beloved daughter, Mary W. Corlies, who was near the close of time, and whose mind was sweetly gathered to that beatific state ^ where the weary are at rest,' I mentally exclaimed, how hallowed are. the moments when the spirit accompanies the departing friend, even to the portals of Heaven, where it seems for a season to unite in the angelic chorus of hallelujahs and praises to Him who sitteth upon the throne and hath given us ,4he victory. This victory is obtained by follow- ing the Lamb while we are clothed with mor- tality, and the glorious inconceivable reward, 88 MEMOIR OF consummated and enjoyed in its fulness in Heaven. In that blessed state the infirmities of the flesh no longer fetter the spirit, but it -is free, and enjoys with saints and angels, and the spirits of the just made perfect, the presence of Him whose fulness is perfect happiness. Oh my soul 1 con- tinue to press after this blessed state until the full attainment is known ! until the kingdom of Heaven is come in the earthly tabernacle, and the will of the Father fully accomplished even here. Let not the sense of weakness and infir- mities discourage thee, but let the living exercise of faith in that divine power, which is sufl&cient for all exigencies, be thy strength in weakness- ^^ 8th mo. Passed two weeks very pleasantly at Landsdowne. The sweet spirit of the dear departed one, whose presence gave life and ad- ditional interest to surrounding objects, seemed to be with me ; and the assurance of her being centered in a state of unalloyed felicity, so lived with me that I could not desire her unbound spirit should be subjected again to earthly cares and bonds. The precious children claim much of HARRIET J. MOORE. 89 my interest and attention, and I trust; I shall re- ceive ability riglitly to discharge the duties to them, that may devolve upon me. "9th mo. Within one short week I have followed to the grave my only surviving sister^ and her precious daughter Harriet. Oh ! may I cleave unto Him who has so often supported and sustained me; when the billows ran high, and the floods of affliction seemed ready to over- whelm, his blessed presence has proclaimed ^ peace be still.' Thou knowest. Oh Father ! when the mind is filled with tossings to and fro, I flee unto thee as a safe hiding place, and my spirit pours itself out to thee in breathing desires that thou wilt ^hide me in the secret of thy 'pavilion till these calamities be overpast.' The solacing promise of thy beloved son, ^ whoso cometh unto me I will in no wise cast out,' has cheered and consoled me." On this occasion she thus expresses her feelings to a friend. ^'Philadelphia, 9tk mo, 30, 18il. " Ml/ dear Rachely — In taking the pen to ad- dress thee, the feeling of gratitude arises to the 90 MEMOIR OF Father of all our mercies, for the favor of hav- ing a little capacity thus to commune. Clouds of affliction, of discouragement and mental exer- cise have long hung about, but through unmerited goodness, these are measurably dispersed, and light and life have again dawned through ob- scurity, with the ability to arise and put on the garment of praise.'' I have partaken largely of the cup of affliction since I last saw thee : have been for several weeks an attendant at the sick bed of an only sister, who with a precious daughter about twenty-four years of age, was consigned to the tomb in the short space of one week. The illness of the latter was short, but the conflict was severe. Though the sustaining power of Divine compassion has been near and resignation attained, these dis- pensations leave the heart '' afflicted, bruised and broken ;'' and the nervous system much pros- trated. But consoling is the promise, and the realization of it, ^ there is balm in Gilead, and a physician there,' that can heal every wound, ^ bind up the broken hearted and give liberty to HARRIET J. MOORE. 91 the captive spirit.' I have oft reflected on the state of those, who are unacquainted with this divine principle. What a forlorn condition, to feel the tempests descend, the floods arise and no ark of safety to flee unto. How my spirit goes forth in exercise and desire for the whole human family, that they may come to the saving knowledge of the truth, as a preserver from evil, a redeemer from all iniquity, and a present helper in every needful time. Our meetings continue to be small ; Friends being mostly out of town, but I believe the little band are much united. The blessed Master still condescends to be with those who are gathered in his name, in his spirit, and under his power. In some of these seasons we are per- Daitted to behold his glory as on the mount, to animate and stinaulate us in following him wher- ever he leads. And we know too, the descend- ings ; the baptisms unto death, the partaking of the cup of suffering, all in wisdom for our puri- fication, and preparatory for services in the church. Ah ! my sister, there is no new way 92 ^MEMOIR OF to the kingdom ! It remains to be a truth, that through the refining process of tribulation we are washed and made clean, and clothed with the white robe, which gives admittance into that city ^ whose walls are salvation, and whose gates are praise/ My love to Thomas, Mary, and the girls ; I love them the better for the little ming- ling in my short visit to you last summer. I hope they may be instructed by the afflicting dispen- sation which has severed them from a loved rela- tion. For us they languish, and for us they die. And shall they languish, shall they die in vain ? Love and think of me wherever thou goest, and as ability is given, intercede for my pre- servation and faithfulness to the end, till the work is done, and death is swallowed up in vic- tory. Thou art preciously near in spirit, and under this feeling I remain as ever, Thy attached H. J. Moore." In the 1st mo. of the ensuing year she ob- tained the sanction and unity of Spruce Street Monthly Meeting, to accompany S. Underwood, HARRIET J. MOORE. 93 now Hunt, in a religious visit to ^' Salem Quar- terly meeting, the meetings constituting it, and some others in New Jersey, as way might open.'^ Her gift in the ministry, which was feelingly acknowledged in the same Monthly Meeting, and subsequently by Philadelphia Quarterly Meeting of ministers and elders, of which she became a member, continued to be exercised during the remainder of her life. She traveled much in the service of the gospel, and also labored among her friends at home, both as a minister and in the administration of the salutary discipline of our society. Being frequently from home on these missions, her feelings were less regularly recorded in her diary, and we are indebted to the kindness of her cor- respondents for the only data of these journeys. The following letter to a beloved brother and sister, gives some account of their labors in Salem Quarter. ^^ Cape Island^ 3 mo. 8, 1842.— Very often since I left my home, have you my loved brother and sister been brought to mind, and I have mentally 94 MEMOIR OF communed, and now I believe the time has come, when I may take the pen and offer you a saluta- tion of remembrance, in the full confidence, that you will be interested in hearing from us in our wanderings. Since I wrote to my William, we have visited the meeting held at Cape May house, and at- tended two appointed meetings, for those not of our fold, which were favored opportunities. The good Master was with us, qualifying for the work of the day, and my spirit oft rejoiced in the ability given me to be faithful in the little that was assigned, whi^h always brings the sweet reward of peace. We have been much inter- ested in being with Nathan Bayner and his family. He and his wife, with their eight sons and two daughters compose the little meeting at Cape May, and are much to be felt for in their lonely situation. Isaac and Hannah Townsend have been our companions for the last two days, and will continue with us till our return to Port Elizabeth. ^^ We are here at one of the large houses on the HARRIET J. MOORE. 95 borders of the great Atlantic. After the arrange- ments for a meeting had been completed, we took a ride, and a short ramble on the sea shore ; though rather too cold for a bath in the watery element, wc fully enjoyed the sublimity of the ocean prospect. We move along very pleasant- ly, continue to be much interested in our mission, an^ are closely banded together in sweet harmony of feeling. In W. Griscom we have a pleasant companion and have much to be thankful for, not only in the kindness and grateful attentions extended to us wherever our lot is cast, but more particularly, that the way is made for us in the minds of the people visited, and Friends appear satisfied with us. To-morrow we have a meeting at Cape May Court house, and in the evening one at Tuckahoe. We have but little time to write. In much love, farewell ; and believe me, Affectionately your sister, H. J. Moore.'"' To Amos Wiiletts, of New York, she writes : '^ We felt it right to engage in a family visit to Friends at Woodbury, and no part of the work 96 MEMOIR OF affords more satisfaction in the retrospect. In our daj; (and has it not been so in preceding days ?) there are many things to discourage, the pure life is truly in bondage, and pressed down in the minds of many even as a cart under its sheaves. But is there not on the other hand, enough to animate and encourage the dedicated servants who are thus sent forth ? Though they may sometimes feel as if they were laboring in vain aad spending their strength for nought/' yet their reward is sure, and the work of the most High will prosper, and accomplish in hia own time more than finite beings are permitted to see or know of. It is enough for us to know that we are moving in the line of divine appoint- ment, leaving all in His hand, whose approba- tion can prosper our feeblest endeavors. Sd mo. 1844. Her mind having been for some time impressed with a desire to visit in gospel love the scene of her early services, she opened in her Monthly Meeting, a concern to at- tend the Monthly and Particular Meetings com- posing the Southern Quarterly Meeting, and if HARRIET J. MOORE. 97 way should open, that Meeting next ensuing. ^' Much unity and sympathy were expressed with her in the prospect, and she left at liberty to pursue it as truth may open the way/' After attending the Quarterly Meeting, one Monthly and some of the Particular Meetings, the friend who accompanied her was taken sick, on which account she felt best satisfied to defer the prosecution of this service. A letter to R. Mason* soon after her return, gives some account of this visit. Fhilada, 6ih mo. 27, 1844. " My beloved Friend, — Thou wast very often saluted in spirit whilst prosecuting the concern that drew me from my home, and since being permitted to return in peace, the feeling has been lively thus to speak with thee. Methinks thou followed me with desires for my preservation and close attention to the voice of the true Shepherd, who ever putteth forth his own, goeth before them, and leadeth them out, as they obediently follow his guidance. Yes, my sister, I felt that ♦Elder of Spruce St. Meeting. 9 98 MEMOIR OF thou oft queried after the poor pilgrim in her wanderings, and now I am at liberty to tell thee, that so far as the prospect has been attended to, the evidence of divine acceptance accompanied, and the imperfect services were crowned with heavenly peace. ' We attended the Quarterly Meeting, most of the Particular Meetings, and one Monthly Meeting. Owing to the indisposi- tion of R. C. Wainright, we were detained at S. Cowgiirs the week of the Monthly Meetings. I could not leave her, ill as she was, but con- tinued to nurse her, until the disease yielded to medical remedies, and the Doctor thought her convalescing; then I returned home. ^^At our Monthly Meeting last week 1 returned my minute, and informed friends how far I pro- gressed, though I was best satisfied to ask liber- ty to complete the prospect when I might feel it right to do so, which was granted. Then I could express that goodness and mercy had fol- lowed me, and the language was ' Return to the place of thy rest, Oh my soul ! for the Lord, thy God, hath dealt bountifully with thee.' HARRIET J. MOORE. 9& ^^ Since taking tlie pen I have been privileged with the perusal of two interesting letters from thee. It is truly comforting to have the evi- dence that, though absent, thou art oft with us in spirit, with desires for our steadfast abiding in the Truth. We feel that we miss thee, and oh how my spirit craves that by submission to the divine power there may be those raised up who shall be watchers over the flocks, even as Aarons and Hurs. We know all that is want- ing is for the creature to bow to the forming hand ; the Master is waiting to be gracious^ to qualify, and anoint for services in his church. When I look at the low condition of our little meetings in many places, I cannot but mourn the want of living faith, of that submissive state which would say, ^ Be it unto me according to thy word.^ How many living witnesses would there then be to testify that our universal Father changeth not, but that his power is the same, yesterday, to day and forever. That He is as able now as in days past to raise and qualify his servants for his work, so that there shall h^ 100 MEMOIR OF judges and counsellors as at the beginniDg. But while we have hearts of unbelief, and wills that yield not submission to the will of Heaven, what can we expect but death, barrenness and declen- sion. ^' Some of the small meetings in the Southern Quarter are enlivened bj the faithfulness of a few of the younger class, who give promise of useful- ness. Truly, my sister, I oft had to sit in lowly, places, but I believe I have been a companion of the seed of life, which was oppressed in the hearts of the people. Though clothed with a sense of my own weakness and insufficiency for the work, I can make the acknowledgment that He the omnipotent One was my ^ strength and shield and exceeding great reward/' Rachel returned home a week after I left her, and is still in the city, I thought she was much favored in the exercise of her gift ; her ministry felt lively and edifying, and there was great openness among all classes to receive the word spoken in the sim- plicity. I marvel not that thou feelest bound to the loved ones at Avondale, after so many years HARRIET J. MOORE. 101 of sweet social intercourse. The friends of our early days are increasingly dear to us as we ad-- vance in life, but if duty calls for a separation^ let us count nothing too near or dear to give up. Dear M. A, Ellicott I often think of; it is pleas- ant to recall the sweetness^ meekness and gentle^ ness of her pure spirit. In much love I am thy attached H. J. Moore." In the following 11th month she finished her labors in the Southern Quarter, to the peace and satisfaction of her mind* ^^ I am able," she says, " to see from day to day, why I have been called from my loved home. Each day's work brings its own reward, so that I am encouraged to persevere unto the end." Upon her return she was by appointment associated with a com- mittee of men and women Friends in visiting the members of Spruce Street Monthly Meeting, in which service she was engaged to counsel the feeble minded, strengthen the weak, and encou» rage the faithful in the individual discharge of their religious duties. 9* 102 MEMOIR OF In the 6th mo. 1845, having obtained the unity of her friends she attended the Yearly Meeting of New York, and in the summer of the ensuing year, by the following letter we find her laboring in a more remote part of the vine- yard. Fhilada, 1th mo, 13th, 1846. ^^ M^/ dear Friends^ Amos and Caroline WilletSj — Your kind and truly welcome letter was received a few days ago. You have been often remembered since my return home, as well as during my absence, traversing the mountain regions. It was a journey fraught with much interest to the feelings.* ^^My mind has been mnch enlisted in sympathy^ with those friends, and in the distance the view had been given that such a visit must be per- formed^ and now, I believe from the feeling that attended, while passing from meeting to meeting, and in the retrospect, that it was made in the right time, the blessed Master condescending to go with his dependent, feeble followers, prepar- ♦Fishing Creek Half Year's Meeting. HARKIET J. MOORE. 103 ing the way for ns^ and proving to be ^ mouth and wisdom^ tongue and utterance, when we truly felt that we had no might nor power of our own. The meetings continue to be small, Friends living remotely from each other, and surrounded hj many difficulties and privations, but there are a few scattered through the land, that are bound to the law and the testimonies of truth ; and many sincere seeking minds, whose attention has been turned to our Society, These manifest -a desire for the company of Friends, take an in- terest in reading their books, and attending their meetings, and rejoice to partake of the crumbs that fall from the Master^s table. How much we find, in such visits, to instruct the mind, to humble it, and to keep it to its centre, for here we feel our insufficiency for the work, and that all man's wisdom and knowledge availeth not to open the springs of divine life or cause the re- freshing showers to descend, which alone can satisfy the longings of the immortal spirit. How needful then that the instruments should dwell binder the immediate guidance and direction of 104 MEMOIR or the great I Am I if they would labor successfully for his honor and exaltation. Then would thej know tkeir peace to flow as a river, and their righteousness as the wares of the sea— not as a stagnant pool, but one act of dedication succeed- ing another in continued succession, and all cen- tering in the ocean of divine love, ^^ As relates to the request for a Yearly Meeting, Friends appear to be in a right state of mind, not disposed to urge it, but willing to leave it entirely to the Committee; some of whom had acceptable service, and it was a favor to be acknowledged that our labors were harmonious. ^^ ^ How good and how pleasant a thing it is for brethren to dwell together in unity.' Could we dwell here, we should assuredly know him to be a healer of breaches, and the restorer of paths for his devoted children, in which they could move together in harmony and love. Ephraim would not envy Judah, nor Judah vex Ephraim^ nor could there be any thing to hurt or destroy in the. Lord's holy mountain. Oh, my friends^ may it be our concern to dwell here, and we shall HARRIET J. MOORE. 105 have a plac€ of safety and peace ) though the 'Storms may gather blackness, and the tempest seem ready to burst upon us, the most High will preserve us amid all these. He will hide us in the secret of his pavilion till all shall be over- '^ I enjoyed the mountain scenery very much, and as the eye ga-sed with rapture on the beau- ties of nature, the heart was raised in adoration to the Great Author, and I could exultingly say, ^ My Father made them aU/ I am sincerely your attached friend, H. J. Moore/' As the time approached for the annual gather- ing of the Yearly Meeting of Baltimore, she felt her mind drawn to mingle with Friends on that occasion^ and received a minute from the Monthly Meeting, setting her at liberty to pro- ceed in the path of apprehended duty. She says : "^ The Yearly Meeting was considered a favored one. There was not a discordant movement nor ^expression, but the affairs of the church were con- vjucted with uninterrupted harmony. In our 106 MEMOIR or select meeting the eommunieations were close and searching;, but calculated t& instruct and eomfort the sincere mind, that was desiring onlj the exaltation of truth. There was no food for the creature J nothing for self to glory in. Pear S. Jewitt is live'lj, occapjing her gifts and talents to the honor of the Giver and the edification of the church. She was a mother to me, and I felt that the aid and sympathy of her spirit was a support that I needed much^ leaving home without any eompanion. I remained a week after the Yearly fleeting, and attended Lombard Street Monthly Meeting. Many changes are apparent^ but some of the younger class give hopo of a succession that will feel bound to support our testimonies/^ We find by the minutes of the Monthly Meet- ing that in the 4th mc. 1847; Harriet J. Moore obtained the unity and sympathy of her iriends: to visit the Monthly Meetings composing Salem Quarterly Meeting, and returned her minute with the acknowledgment that He who put forth had. been ''m,outh and wisdom tono;ue and utterance/'' HARRIET J. MOORE. 107 Again^ in the llth mo. of the same year, she felt it her duty to enter upon a religious service in Abiogton Quarter, wherein she realized '' the sufficiency of that power which is strength in weakness, riches in poverty, and a present helper in the needful time/' The following letters give some account of this visit. ^^ Fhiladelphiai \2th mo. fith^ 1847. ^•' My dear Friends, Amos and Caroline Willetts : ^^I believe true friendship, the feeling that unites congenial spirits, is not formal, waits not always returns for evidences of remembrance, but prompts us thus to salute each other, when- ever the flow of feeling is living in the heart. Thus it has been towards you for a week past; even while pursuing a little prospect of duty, you have oft been brought to remembrance with a desire to hold converse, to tell you how my faring has been when journeying from meeting to meeting, in places where you have been. ^* At our last Monthly Meeting, a minute was granted me to attend the Monthly Meetings of Abington Quarter, and as way opened some of 108 MEMOIR or the Particular meetings. T. Turnpenny expressed a willingness to accompany me, and one of the brethren, W. Webster, offered to be our care- taker. Last First day we commenced our visit by attending the meeting at Abington, then the Monthly Meeting, and the others as they came in course, except Richland, which was left, as the weather was stormy, the rides long, and my health too frail to bear much fatigue or ex- posure. We may probably take that meeting and Stroudsburg some other time. It has been pleasant to mingle with some of the fathers who are livingly bound to our precious testimonies, and although in some places the life seems low, there is encouragement in finding in all the • meetings a remnant who are endeavoring to stand faithful to the cause of truth, even as it is the revealed will of the Father. This is the founda- tion en which our predecessors built, and which we know is the only foundation that will be secure amid the tempest and the storm; the winds of doctrine, the waves of conflicting views and opinions, the billows of affliction, or all the com- HARRIET J, MOORE. 109 biaed powers of darkness, assail our building in vain, if it is founded upon this rock. And surely, my dear friends, there never was a time, that more loudly called upon us to examine the founda- tion upon which we are standing. ^^ To-day we attended the meeting at Warmins- ster, and have returned to our families with sat- isfaction, and I believe we can make the acknow- ledgment the disciples did formerly that we lacked nothing in all our journeyings. Your attached friend, H. J. MOORE.'^ '^ Philaddphiai 5th mo, Sd, 1848. ^'31^ dear Rachel, — Truly there is a sym- pathy in congenial spirits, an intercourse that distance cannot preclude. Such have I oft enjoyed with thee ; and the morning thy last kind letter arrived, I had been with thee so much in mental vision, that I had opened one of thy letters re- ceived some time ago, and reperused it, which brought thee very near. I love to receive these evidences of friendship and kindred feeling, but 10 110 3IEM0IR OF if tliej are Tvittiheld for a season^ can happily retain my confidence in the abiding interest of mj friends. TVe well know the truth of the saying, ^ times and seasons are not at our com- mand/ and oft when the feeling is liyelj towards the loved absent, there is no capacity felt to give Tisible proof of it. '^ Thou alludes to the concluding part of my mission in Abington Quarter. Truly, my dear sister, it was the crowning of all. Ah ! the sick, the afflicted, mentally and physically, are too much overlooked ! TVere I by thy side I should feel a freedom to relate some most interesting cases, visits long to be remembered. It is good for us to enter into feeling with each other : the visitor is as much instructed as the visited. I have lately been much from home, and a little quiet retirement in my own domicile is very sweet. How long it will be my privilege to en- joy it I know not. I feel that I am not my own, that my days are not lengthened to be passed as is most agreeable to the natural feel- ings, that I must not live so much to self as to HARRIET J. MOORE. Ill please Him whom I have covenanted to serve, which is indeed the true end of living, and gives to life a sweetness and peace to be found in noth- ing else. '' I can truly sympathize with thee, my dear friend, in thy weak and suffering state of health. I am just recovering from a cold contracted a week ago; it was attended with sore throat, and in- creased cough and fever, so that I was ready to conclude I should not be relieved till the return of the warm season, so congenial to the consump- tive patient. But I am again better, though my breast still feels the effects of the recent attack upon its strength. ^- The prospect of having thee with us is again overclouded. Well,dear^ we see only the present <^' €Ould we penetrate the future we might perceive the wisdom that appoints our daily allotments. No doubt, ' He doeth all things well,' and we must bow in submission. Could it be so in right ordering, we should be prepared to welcome thee in our little circle, and to our sister band at Spruce iStreet. We are favored to move in bar- 112 MEMOIR OF mony and love ; and I trust, amid all tbe turnings and overturnings, the Father will have us in his keeping. I feel that holy confidence that can re- pose in peace and safety upon Him, knowing his all-sufficient power will keep in perfect peace all whose minds are stayed on Him. In thy retire- ments think of us ; pray for us as ability is given. I believe it is our privilege to bear each other on our hearts before the throne of grace and mercy. For thee, my loved sister, my aspirations have been, that thou mayest know the supporting power to bear thee above the infirmities of the frail tabernacle; that He will be with thee in every season. of suffering, granting patience and resignation, until he is pleased to give relief and say ^ it is enough/ How consoling his gracious promise to his people, ^I will never leave thee nor forsake thee. When thou passest through the fire I will be with thee, and through the waters they shall not overflow thee.' Here is something for us to rest on in seasons of trial, and oh may our faith never fail ! .... I could enjoy the beauties of nature with thee ; not a HARRIET J. MOORE. 113 flower bloomS; nor a bird sings in vain to me when in the country. In much love^ must say farewell. Most affectionately thy friend, H. J. MOORE.^^ An exercise, under prospect of public religious service, having for some time rested on her mind, in the succeeding 9th mo. she received a minute to visit the Monthly, Preparative and Particular Meetings of Bucks Quarter. Of this visit we find no especial notice, except that her mind had been relieved, and she greatly comforted in the performance of this duty. The subjoined letter merely mentions it. ^'Fhiladelphia, IQtk mo. 23, 1848. ^^ M^ dear RacJielj — Thou hast oft been re- membered, and before leaving home, I hoped to receive an evidence of Christian sympathy, but thy frail health is a sufficient excuse, when I do not get all that the mind craves in this respect. ^' The visit in prospect, when I wrote, has been accomplished, and as far as relief has been 10^ 114 MEMOIR OF afforded to my mind in the performance of duty, altogether satisfactory. ' Behold I have set be- fore thee an open door/ was fully realized. YeSj my loved sister, an open door of utterance and of entrance too, into the hearts of the visited* It is true we had much to feel in some places, and the voice that was heard in Ramah formerly, revived with much clearness in one meeting and had to be expressed. But to look on the brighter side, I may tell theC; it. was a comfort to find in every meeting a lively remnant bound to the law and the testimonies of truth, as ever held dear by our Society. We visited all the meetings of Bucks Quarter, except two, an^ I now feel as if they may be left, at least for the present. My companion, dear T. T., seems well satisfied with her visit. My quiet home is very sweet, and the reward fully commensurate to all the sacrifices made during absence. ^^ We miss our dear departed T. Zell more than can be told. His weighty, feeling spirit and deportment gave dignity and strength to our meetings. But where shall we look, who shall HARRIET J. MOORE. 115 fill his place ? is a query not easily solved to my mind. Oh ! how I have desired his mantle might rest upon some one yet spared, to help the weak, counsel the inexperienced, and bear up the hands of the feeble instruments I He was a faithful elder, honorable in his day, and well qualified ' to speak a word in season to them that are weary ; but he rests from his labors in a heavenly mansion prepared for all the righteous ; peace to his memory I I loved him, and deeply feel his loss, but I have been able to resign him to Him who has a right to take his own when it pleases him. Yesterday we attended the meeting at Pennsbury, eight miles above Bristol, a branch of Bucks Quarter. It was a solemn season and ended to satisfaction/ In much love, thy H. J. MOORE.^^ 1st mo. 24th, 1849, her diary continues : — ^^ Days and months have passed away without an entry in my book, which was intended as a help to my spiritual progress, that by recording my 116 MEMOIR OF views and feelings, a guard might be maintained over mj thoughts and movements, and the short- comings mentioned tend to stimulate to greater faithfulness. Now the breathing of my spirit is, ^ Oh. for a closer walk with God/ that every feeling may be brought into subjection, all re- maining self annihilated, and the heart wholly devoted to my chief good. We have had lately much to feel, as the rapidly declining health of our beloved nephew, Charles T. Stockly, threatens a painful separation from his family and rela- tions, to whom he is very dear. How are my feelings poured forth at times, my ardent peti- tions raised to the God and Father of the spirits of all, that he would be with him, and grant a sense of pardon and peace to his troubled mind. Oh Holy Father I may it please thee to encircle the little afflicted band, now with him, with thy holy presence ! Mayest thou soothe and comfort them, and draw tbem into nearer and more inti- mate communion with thee 1 Wilt thou bear up the departing spirit I go with him through the valley of the shadow of death, and if consis- HARRIET J. MOORE. 117 tent with thy will grant him an entrance into thy Heavenly kingdom. And Oh ! righteous Father, I would ask that this proving dispensation of thy providence may be sanctified to his immediate family, that it may be the means of quickening them in thy holy fear. May we endeavor to serve thee better and love thee more, so that we may live to thy glory, acd finish the work thou hast for us to do, and thus be prepared for our departure hence, and receive the approval of ' Well done, good and faithful servant.' ^^ 25th. After an absence from meeting, more than usual, owing to indisposition, was again privileged to sit with my friends in social wor- ship. Though much bowed in spirit, I felt it sweet to commune with my Heavenly Father, In this secret communing, some expression seemed called for which yielded peace. On returning home, found the intelligence, communicated by telegraph, that our beloved nephew was no more an inhabitant of this lower world. His spirit • took its flight, we trust, to the regions of the blest, about 12 o'clock last night, Oh afflicting 118 MEMOIR OF bereavement to his fond father, wife, sister and friends, who felt him very near and dear. Oh Thou who canst sweeten every bitter cup, be with them, with us, and sanctify the affliction to our everlasting good. ^^ In the afternoon I had a sweet, comforting visit from dear 31. S. Hunt. For the words of feeling and encouragment handed I bless and thank thee. Oh Father, who art the author of all my sure mercies. ' He will hide thee in the secret of his pavilion, till these trials be over- past.^ Blessed assurance I I feel that I can leave myself, and all that is dear, in his holy keeping for time and for eternity. Holy, holy, blessed forever be his name. ^^ 29 th. Yesterday at meeting twice ; a heavenly covering was vouchsafed, for which prayer and praise ascended vocally from one dedicated sister, and mentally from others, to the great Head of the church, who remains to be the ' crown and diadem' of all who are gathered in his name. ^^ Awoke early this morning. On my bed I remembered Him whom my soul loveth. A pre« SAHRIET J. MOORE. 119 clous feeling of calmness and quietness covered the spirit ; it seemed also to be illuminated by a ray from the * all cheering presence^ of Jehovah, He who filleth the mind at seasons with his glory^ inspiring the holy anthem ^ Glory to G-od in the highest, peace on earth, and good will to men/ yes, ^ to all men,' Under this feeling I was led to adore the great Author of the universe, who hath placed his creature man in a beautiful world, intended to be a paradise, so clothed with beauty for rebellious man. Sin has made it a world of trouble, and trial to many of its inhabi- tants ; but glorious view, grace can restore fallen man to the happy state designed by an all-wise Creator; can restore him to a state where he may enjoy intimate communion with Him who framed him for his glory. Oh my soul ! may it be thy blessed experience to live so that no evil thought nor feeling may separate thee from the divine harmony : that in all things thou canst give thanks, acknowledging that he is ' Good when he gives, supremely good, Nor less when he denies ; Even crosses from his sovereign hand Are blessings in disguise.' 120 MEMOIR OF '^ 3d mo. Our late Quarterly Meeting was a season of fayor calculated to strengthen the mind, and encourage to persevere in the Christianas path. Dear E. Hicks attended, with a lively concern; the gospel stream was opened and flowed livingly through her as an instrument. ^^ The next day accompanied by W. Webster and T. Turnpenny attended Abington Select Quarter. It was a season of instruction, also the meeting on the day following. ^^3d mo. 10th. My dear husband and self left home to make a visit to Byberry. My concern principally was to attend that meeting on First day, and to see our beloved John Comly, and some other dear friends. It has been accom- plished to a degree of satisfaction, but I believe the reward and the qualification for service would have been greater, had the eye of the mind been kept more single to Him who condescended to give the commission. After taking my seat in meeting I felt poor and stripped, but in waiting upon the Lord my strength was renewed, and ability given to speak of his goodness, who is HARRIET J. MOORE. 121 the righteousness and strength of his dependent children. ^^ 15th. At our Preparative Meeting, I was feowed in spirit. Truly the Church is in a wilder- ness state. Oh 1 that I could see it coming forth in ancient beauty and brightness, leaning on the breast of the Beloved of souls ! each member born of the spirit, and drawing sustenance from thence. Then there would be meat for men and milk for babes ; those called to the ministry would be qualified to divide the word aright, and all strengthened together, as a body compacted by that which every joint supplieth. Oh Father ! hasten that day ! that thou mayst have a church without spot or blemish. ^^ In the latter part of this month she was en- gaged in a visit of gospel love to the meetings composing Burlington Quarter : and in the fol- lowing 10th mo., her mind being drawn to re- ligious service in Westbury Quarterly Meeting, she again obtained the sanction and unity of her friends in that mission. Both these exercises 11 122 MEMOIR OF were accomplislied to tlie peace and satisfaction of the visitor and the visited. Letter to Amos and Caroline Willetts, after her re- turn from Westbury Quarter. ''^Philadelphia^ llth mo, Ith^ 1849. ^^My dear Friends, — I should do injustice to you, after sharing so largely in your hospitality and kindness, as well as to my own feelings, did I omit to give you an evidence of our affection- ate remembrance since returning home. Our transit from city to city was quick and pleasant. The weather was fine; and to crown all, in the retrospect of our visit the mind was peaceful. Our home feels very sweet, and the warm greet- ing of kindred and friends is truly precious. '' In the contemplation of the many mercies and favors conferred upon us, the language arises ; 'What shall we render unto our gracious Bene- factor for all his benefits ?' It continues to be the desire of my heart, not to keep back any thing that may be called for; feeling too, that after all it is a mercy that TTo accept^ our im- HARRIET J, MOORE. 123 perfect services and so richly rewards for every sacrifice. " Our Quarterly Meeting has just passed. When the state of Society is brought into view, particularly in our Select Quarterly Meetings, sadness and suffering are often my allotment: because, in this department, I look for more. I want us to be in that state the disciples were formerly ; when, being assembled, and the doors shut, (all who had not followed him being ex- cluded,) he appeared in their midst, proclaiming ^ Peace be unto you/ Then our meetings would be seasons of comfort and refreshment, whereiQ all would be united and strengthened together, and we could harmoniously journey forward; but it seems there is yet in the camp something to retard our advancement, whether it be the wedge of gold, the Babylonish garment, or aught else, comparable to the accursed thing, I must leave ; but I believe we are called to an individual search, and that this must be cast out of the camp, before we shall be able to stand before our 124 MEMOm OF enemies^ firm and steadfast in the cause of the Truth we have espoused ^^ We have a little band that do love to mingle together, both in religious and social intercourse, and I trust that nothing will be permitted to separate us. I am persuaded that it is our privi- lege to be united in an indissoluble band, and as we keep near the Divine Master^ he will keep us in his love : ^ Lo, I am with you always, even unto the end,' is a heart-cheering promise to all his disciples. ^^ Though outwardly distant, I desire that ^ we may often meet in spirit, where true Christians find their best point of union, and be refreshed with those consolations which are ancient and new/ Your attached friend, H. J. Moore/' 1st mo. 2nd, 1850, she writes — ^^ I am recover- ing gradually from a severe attack of remitting fever, wherein much physical suffering was en- dured, and after six weeks of the best nursing and medical attention, I am yet weak and help- HARRIET J. MOORE. 125 less. For nine days the fever continued with little abatement^ attended part of the time with sick stomach, causing great physical distress. My mind for the most part was favored to centre to the only sustaining Power, and I could re- joice in feeling at peace, when the end of all terrestrial things was brought into view. Well do I know, that I am an unprofitable servant, but such is the goodness and mercy of our com- passionate Father, that he accepts us, imperfect as we are, if he sees the desire and intent of the heart is to serve him, and to love him above all other objects. I felt drawn to attend the funeral of our dear, departed Martha Hillis, and had a comfortable mingling with the bereaved family : though bowed under a sense of their great loss, it was evident they felt a supporting arm ex- tended for their help in the needful time. We stood long at the ground, and I think it proba- ble i contracted cold there. ^^4th mo. 1850— ^ Day unto day uttereth speech, and night unto night, showeth know- ledge,^ according to scriptural language, that 11* 126 MEMOIR or every where and in all things the attentive mind may be instructed — but we are not so instructed because the mind is so full of other guests^ that the spiritual teacher, the Divine Instructor, is crowded out. I desire for myself an increase of that kind of attention that will enable me to hear the still, small voice of Truth, and distin- guish it clearly from other voices : ^ My sheep hear my voice and follow me, and the voice of a stranger they will not follow/ Oh blessed Shepherd ! may I ever follow thee without reasoning on consequences : but in sim- ple dedication yield to thy requirements 1 fully believing thou canst open the way and provide the means to fulfil all thy commands, which are righteous and just. May I cleave to thee and lean upon thee, and not to my own understand- ing!" By the 5th mo. her health was so far estab- lished that she was enabled to attend, with a minute, the Southern Quarter, and in the ensu- ing month the Baltimore Quarterly Meeting, and after the fulfilment of duty in these visits, HARRIET J. MOORE, 127 returned to lier home; bearing the ' olive branch of peace/ The following letter, written while in Baltimore^ gives some account of her exercises. " Baltimore^ Qth mo, 3rd, 1850. " M?/ dear Brother ^ — I feel as if a letter was due thee, both as an expression of the grateful reception of thine^ and to give thee some par- ticulars of our movements. '' Our letter from I. Atkinson's was closed on 5th day. The day of public meeting, several of the town inhabitants assembled with us^ and I believe it was acknowledged by all to be a solemn baptizing opportunity. Thy feeble sis- ter was enabled to perform the part allotted to her, with the answer of peace. " The lukewarm and indifferent were exhorted to greater faithfulness — the feeble minded en- couraged — and those who were afar off, invited to come and prove for themselves, that the Good Being, the Father of Spirits, was requiring nothing of his children but what contributes to their happiness^ even in the present life ] while 128 MEMOIR OP the uncertainty of its continuance; and the re- wards of the future, should ^ so teach us to number our days that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom/ I believe Friends were prepared to give us the endorsement of acceptance, had the custom been continued — but the feeling was enough. "Yesterday, we attended Lombard Street Meeting, Much change is apparent since our residence here. Many have been removed, and the vacant seats in the galleries, and near them, are not filled up. The query of the prophet presented : * Your fathers, where are they ? and the prophets, do they live forever ?' A feeling of sadness covered the mind, as there was felt too little of the life-stirring principle, giving strength and vigor to the mind, that is obedient to its teachings— preparing it also to fulfil the measure of service in the Church. . . . Yery many kind inquiries have been made for thee and sister on the Eastern Shore and in Balti- more. I think a visit to the former place would enlist thy interest and sympathies for the rem- HARRIET J. MOORE. 129 nant of a people ^ scattered and peeled/ but who might yet become strong and powerful, if faith- fully enlisted under the banner of Truth, the invincible and all powerful principle that can subdue an host of opposition. ' Oh that my peo- ple were wise ! how should one chase a thousand, and two put ten thousand to flight;' is a lan- guage that oft presents itself when I perceive our members taken captive by the spirit of the world ; led away as into a strange land ; wander- ing upon the barren mountains of an empty profession, where Hhere is neither dew nor rain, nor fields of offering/ I had looked .toward at- tending the small meeting at Ellicott's Mills, but find they have no mid-week meeting the week the Monthly Meeting is held. We have been in- terested in visiting the Monthly Meeting School, established a few years since. The kind atten- tions of our friends here have been truly grate- ful. Yesterday, we dined with a dear cousin of mine. She is one of the good Episcopalians, whose prayers and alms have ascended as a sweet memorial, leaving a blessing on her family, who 130 MEMOIR OP seem gathered under a heavenly influence. They took us a ride to their pleasant English cottage — a summer residence — to which they remove this week ; returned with them to tea, and fin- ished a pleasant day '' Do not, dear brother, suppose these inter- vening circumstances take the mind from the object of concern. Although we find it sweet and pleasant thus to mingle with our Friends, I can make the acknowledgment, that it is my chief joy, ^ my meat and my drink, to do the will of my Heavenly Father,^ as it is manifested to the mind. This is the only sustenance that can sustain it, or give it life. The morning is bright and the weather a little warm ; we have sat by a fire nearly all the time since leaving home. With much love, I remain affectionately, thy sister, H. J. Moore.'' " 8th mo. 21st. Since my return from the South, such sweet peace and satisfaction have rested upon my spirit, as to remind me of that HARRIET J. MOORE. 131 sabbatb, wherein there is some danger of taking flight from further exercises : however, I believe the Master will not permit this; for but recently I have had the evidence that there is yet fur- ther service for me, poor, weak and frail, as I know myself to be. The service seems to be near home, within our own Quarterly Meeting. I have made a beginning to-day by attending the Meeting at Haverford, my dear William and T. Turnpenny accompanying. We found there a large gathering for the place, and heard our friend E. Davis was expected. She came in soon after we were seated, and we could feel together, and labor harmoniously for the blessed cause. I can rejoice in the evidence that a num- ber is yet left in our different meetings, who can and do in spirit cry unto the Father, ' Spare thy people. Oh Lord ! and give not thy heritage to reproach/ These are the salt that I hope will preserve us from being cast out, and trodden under foot of men, yea of those who watch for our halting, and will triumph when they per- ceive we are allowing our testimonies to fall. 1S2 MEMOIR OiF " lOth mo. It is a great thing to be faithful in little things. I have been instructed in a sentiment expressed by Fenelon, ^ Little things are little things, but to be faithful in little things, is something great/ All we have to do is to attend to the inspeaking word, and to be resigned to its directions, and the divine work will prosper, and the poor instrument will feel that to Grod only belongeth the glory and praise. The most talented or gifted are nothing, and can do nothing, independently of his power, that can in the smallest degree advance his glorious cause in the earth, or bring peace to their own minds. '^ Letter to Sarah Hunt, ^^ Philadelphia^ 10th mo, llth, 1850. <^ il/j/ dear Sarahj — Since we met and min- gled so sweetly at S. Comfort^s, I have been en- gaged variously — at times attending the meet- ings of our Quarter, as way seemed to open. Feeling a concern to visit the families of Eadnor Preparative Meeting, our Monthly Meeting set me at liberty with its unity, to accomplish the HARRIET J. MOORE. 133 service. I was favored to get nearly through, v^hen an attack of indisposition caused me to re- turn home : but truly did I experience the Scrip- ture fulfilled, that ^He who putteth forth his own goeth before them/ Yes, blessed be his great and adorable name, he prepared all the way before me, and was ever the saving strength of his feeble, dependent servant. ^^ I had not heard, dear Sarah, of thy last at- tack until a few days ago — and then I was pleased to learn thou wast getting better. Surely we can sympathize with each other, in being afflicted, as in other things. Experience teaches us to feel for each other. In relation to myself, I have often had to be thankful for those dispensations that humble the mind and prostrate the physical powers and energies. Yes, to kiss the rod and bless the hand that appointed it ! And yet I fully believe that He afflicteth not willingly the children of men. From causes unseen and un- known to our finite conceptions, these visitations come upon us. And Oh ! that through and un- der all, we may keep the faith and patience of 12 13^ MEMOIR OF the saints, knowing that our Father is all- wise and merciful, and cannot but do right. Affectionately thy friend, H. J. Moore/' As the time of the ensuing Southern Quar- terly Meeting approached, her feelings were again enlisted to mingle in social and religious fellowship with the members composing it, and by a letter, we find she was permitted to enjoy it both in meeting and out of meeting. '^Camden, ord 7iio» Ind^ 1851. ^* During our absence from home, the mind has often recurred with affectionate feelings to my dear brother and sister, and the inclination felt to commune with you through this medium, prompts the use of the pen to tell you of our whereabouts. After Quarterly Meeting, we came on to this place in company with several Friends* who are journeying through the land on a mis- sion of love. I felt a wish to attend this par- ticular meeting and to visit the friends of my earlier days; which has been nearly accom ♦ ^. radwallnflpTj C Fonlke, and E. Bernard. HARRIET J. MOORE. 135 plished. We have dined with one, and tead with another; and it has been mutually pleasant to revive the feelings and scenes of by-gone days. . . This morning we shall sit with the little company of Friends, and at half past six an appointed meeting will be held for the in- habitants generally. To-morrow we expect to leave Camden and return to Smyrna, where a meeting is appointed for the evening .> Our ancient and worthy Friend, Sarah Cowgill^ is very well, and bright for one of her age. She enjoyed having her friends^ and her house was full — more strangers than usual in attendance. There is little improvement in this section. Hos- pitality and kindness, however prevail to anunu» sua! extent. . . In sincere love I remain your attached sister, H. J. Moore. ^^ '^ We left Philadelphia 5th mo. 1851, to at- tend the Yearly Meetings of New York and Genesee and some meetings belonging thereto. I was much interested and instructed by the vari- ous exercises and labors of the faithful, tending to build up the broken walls and repair the 136 MEMOIR OF breaches that have been made for want of faith- fully supporting the testimonies of truth given us to bear. Mj physical strength increased daily, and some dawnings of heavenly light illu- mined my pathway, but it was not a season of aboundiug. I trust the tribute of thanksgiving ascended from our hearts to Him who had blessed us with refreshments that come from his divine presence. " 7th day we took passage in the steamer for Hudson, where we were safely landed in the evening, and.attended their meeting on First day. It was small. My mind was exercised on behalf of those who had been bound as with grave clothes, and buried in the earth, and I felt called to remind those assembled of that power that was, and is, the resurrection and the life, and that living faith in this was wanting, or a qualification would be felt to fill up the several allotments in the church. '^ A meeting had been appointed for us on Second day at Ghent, which was pretty well at- tended, many besides Friends giving us their com- HARRIET J. MOORE. 137 pany. Before meeting we visited an infirm, aged widow, who had not for some time been able to meet with her friends in public worship. The feeling of sympathy, and language of encourage- ment, seemed a comfort to her spirit. ^^ 3d day. Attended a large appointed meet- ing at Chatham, where the truths of the gospel were opened and the people "called upon to con- sider the object of their being, the end and de- sign of an all-wise Creator in endowing his crea- tures with noble talents and immortal natures. The angel that was seen by the Apostle flying * in the midst of heaven havino; the everlastinoj gospel to preach unto them that dwelt on the earthj and to every nation, and kindred, and tongue, and people, saying with a loud voice, fear God, and give glory to him, for the hour of his judgment is come,^ was spoken of, and an enlargement witnessed in the openings of truth. «' 4th day. Troy Monthly Meeting was held, in which the principles professed by our Society were held up to view. The fruits of faithfulness to manifestations of light were brought into view^ 138 MEMOIR OF and Friends exhorted to diligence in making their calling and election sure. Our kind friend N. Starbuck took us a drive in the afternoon to Mount Ida^ where we had a fine view of the city and surrounding country. '' A small company of Friends and others met us at Albany on Fifth day. My mind was early impressed with the subject of prayer, and it was elucidated as opened to the understanding. Evea the inimitable prayer taught by our divine Mas- ter is only a vain repetition, if used in a formal manner ; and can never be properly uttered, but by those who have witnessed the new birth, and obtained the true spirit of adoption, whereby they can cry ' Abba/ Father. '' On Sixth day morning, accompanied by our friend jST. Starbuck and wife, we took the cars to Canandaigua. At Schenectady we were joined by an interesting company of brethren and sisters going as ourselves to Genesee Yearly Meeting. From Canandaigua we procured a conveyance to the residence of our friend Wm. S. Burling, near Farmington/' HARRIET J. MOORE. 139 After attending Genesee Yearly Meeting with interest and satisfaction, tbey accompanied Nicholas and Margaret Brown to their hospitable dwelling in Canada, where they spent a few days in the enjoyment of the sweets of social inter- course with kindred spirits, and then returned to their home, feeling refreshed in spirit and benefitted in health. In the ensuing 9 th mo. she felt it right to at- tend Kennett Monthly Meeting, which, she says, ^'is composed of a large and interesting body of Friends ; and I believe if the spirit of the Lamb is maintained they will finally obtain the victory, and be able to hold their meetings to edification and comfort." A concern having long rested with weight upon her mind to appoint some meetings in the suburbs of the city, among a class who seem to have strayed far from the Father's house, in the 2d mo. 1852, she obtained the unity and sym- pathy of her Monthly Meeting, and the co-opera- tion of individual exercised laborers, in that 140 ME3I0IR OF service. The annexed letter may explain more fully this mission. ^^ 'Philadelphia, 3d quo, l^th, 1852. ^' 31y dear Caroline^ — Poor as I am^ the promptings of affection must be yielded to, and the feelings of the heart a little poured forth. How has it passed with thee since we last com- muned ? Hast thou, like thy friend, been pass- ing under the cloud, bowed under discourage- ments, because of the desolations that abound '/ Or has a ray from the all-cheering Presence lighted thy pathway, onward, onward, with the haven of rest in full view before thee ? Many are the storms the frail bark has to encounter in the voyage of human life, and the Christian travel ! But if the heavenly Pilot be on board, though * asleep as in the side of the ship/ we may hope for his arising, when the waves run high, and the winds blow, with the calming yet all power- ful language, ' Peace be still.' The poor disci- ples at seasons implore his aid ; ^ Master, carest thou not that we perish?^ is the appeal of such as HARRIET J. MOORE. 141 wait for bis appearance. And Oh I when his holy presence is felt to pervade the tossed and troubled mind^ all is hushed in sweet repose. Such has been my experience, and I find some- times, when faith is weak, it is well to consult the chronicles of the past, the pages of experience, as well as the records which tell us how it fared with pilgrims of old, who were seeking a better country,— that is a Heavenly one. ^^ Our Monthly Meeting occurred to day, and although we had little business, it was a solemn heart-searching season to some of us. One month ago I mentioned to my friends a concern long felt to appoint some meetings in the suburbs ©f the city, among a class occupying the ^ high- ways and hedges.' Full unity was expressed, and our beloved friends, M. Longstreth and M. Pike, felt more than a willingness to be co-laborers in the work, which being also united with, we have bad several appointments ; the first and the last proving very satisfactory. We have not yet finished the engagement. I am abundantly con- yinced that the fields are white unto harvest. The 142 MEMOIR OF shades of evening are gathering, so with hest love I conclude Thy sincere friend, H. J. Moore/' Accompanied by our friend T. Turnpenny, in the 3d mo. she attended Nottingham Quarter, and in the 11th mo. Warrington Quarter, and some other meetings belonging to Baltimore Yearly Meeting. She sayS; '' We were at Warrington Monthly Meeting yesterday. Truly might the m.ourning prophet, Jeremiah, say of such places, ^How doth she sit solitary, that was once full of people.' We might weep day and night for the slain of a once prosperous society, but we must leave all in the hand of the Omnipotent, who can revive his work, and raise up from the stones monuments to his power and goodness. At Columbia we tarried over First day and attended their meetinor, and here it fared with me differently from any former experience. So sad was the feeling, and so depressing surround- HARRIET J. MOORE. 148 iRg influences, that after rising on my feet, tears choked my utterance, and I stood a spectacle to angels and to men. Some observers wept, too, that I believe had before been strangers to the feeling inspired on that occasion. At length I said, let me suffer, if it must be so, the remainder of my life, with the suffering seed that is under oppression; not suffered to have any pre-eminence in the hearts of the people ; but the time will come ^ when every knee shall bow and every tongue confess to God.^ After that, there seemed an arising with the life, and ability was given to declare such things as were required.^' In the 2d mo, 1853, she attended the Southern Quarterly Meeting, held at Little Creek, which, ' though small, had the evidence of being remembered by the great Head of the Church.' Of Sarah Cowgill, who had recently been re- moved, full of years and mental vigor, from the church militant on earth, to the church trium- phant in Heaven, she thus expresses her feelings : ^- The life and example of our late beloved mother; S. Cowgill, is the topic of conversation 144 MEMOIR OF with old and young. I never knew one more universally beloved and venerated. Her dedi- cation from early youth^ and consistent walk throQgli a long life 3 her great generosity and benevolence ; her self-sacrificing spirit ; are all so vividly remembered^ that it may in truth be said, she being dead yet speaketh/' This was the last visit to the scene of her youthful exercises and early labors. Letter to Caroline Willetts. ^^Philadelphia, Qith mo. ISth^ 1853. '' Mij dear Friend^ — -It was cheering to hear you had so good a Yearly Meeting. These sea- sons are comparable to refreshing showers on the thirsty ground. For a time afterward the fresh- ness and greenness are apparent, then again comes the drought, when we are ready to conclude the life is almost extinct. But the faithful must endure all seasons, waiting for ^ the former and the latter rain,^ and if the good seed has taken ' eep root, it will not be lost, but be found in due time bearing fruit upward, to the honor and HAURIET J. MOORE. 145 praise of Him who causeth a change of seasons in the spiritual, as well as the outward worlcL ^ ^ 'i^ ^ ^ ^if: '^ Thou hast known my dear Caroline, of mv feeling towards your Monthly Meeting. Although the reasoner suggested many discouragementSj still the concern lingered, until I was made will- ing to speak of it in our Slonthly Meeting. Ap- probation and encouragement were expressed, and both J. Townsend and myself obtained minutes, leaving us at liberty to attend some meetings in New York Yearly Meeting. Y/e both wish to attend your meetings on First day. I am aware it is a season of the year when many friends are absent from the city, but this, and other con- siderations, (such as your having recently had such an overflowing of good things.) did not answer as a plea to release me from the con- cern. I have been resting quietly at home, en- deavoring to build up the frail tabernacle, and through the divine blessing I am again in com- fortable health, and feel some duties from home must be attended to, while physical strength is 13 1-16 MEMOIR OF given and the precious ligbt afforded to see liow to move. T. Turnpenny, I think, will accompanv me. In the freedom of friendship and love sincere I remain. Thy attached, H. J. MOOKE.-' As far as way opened this prospect was ac- complished to the peace and satisfaction of her mind. She says : '^From New York we were wafted over the smooth and glassy surface, and enjoyed the delightfully invigorating breezes^ as the steamer bore ns along on our way to Shrewsbury. Vt'e had an interesting meeting there on First day morning, and in the afternoon an appointment at Eatontown engaged our at- tention. Dear J. Townsend was favored to di- vide the word aright, and my own mite was not withheld. Seventh day afternoon we took a drive to Long Branch, and were overtaken in a very awful thunderstorm. The lightning flashed vividly, and the thunder sounded so near, that one heavy peal seemed just at our horses' heads, and a ball of fire appeared to fall between them ; HARRIET J. MOORE. 147 but composure was granted^ and I was enabled to feel the presence of our heavenly Protector. The rain fell in torrents^ but we soon found a shelter in the Alleghany House, where we remained till the storm was over^ and continued our drive to the ocean bank. We alighted and took a short walk on the beach, viewing with great pleasure the mighty ocean with its dashing waves. While standing there^ T was reminded of the lines. < Thy love, a sea, immeasurably widej Thy grace an ever-flowing tide.^ ^^ In the 10th mo. she attended Baltimore Yearly Meeting and the meetings at Washington^ Alexandria, Little Falls and Gunpowder. While at the Capital she united with B. Newport and her companion in a visit of gospel love to our President. A sad bereavement had a short time previous been his allotment^ and ha evidenced that the fount of feeling was reached by this op- portunity of sympathy and advice. Of the meeting at Little Falls she says, ^^They form quite a large and strong company, and though they have their trials in common with 148 MEMOIR OF others^ I believe there are enough of tbe valiantB to keep the enemy from the camp/' An impression of duty having long rested on her rnind to visit in a religious capaeitj the members and professors of Spruce Street Monthly Meeting, in the winter of 1858-4 she was en- gaged with some others in this service. While the advancement of truth and righteousness was the living desire of her spirit, and her mind em- braced Christians of every denomination in the fellowship of love, her feelings were peculiarly enlisted for these with whom she was associated in religious membership, and she rejoiced that it pleased her Heavenly Father to count her worthy to serve in his merciful visitations to the 'children of men. In this act of faithfulness she was favored to feel the arisings of divine light, and qualified to hand forth the words committedj to her own peace and satisfaction, and the edifi- cation and comfort of the visited. "4th mo. 1854. I often think what a privi- lege it is, that while our hands are engaged in our necessary and lav>^ful avocations, the spirit HARRIET J. BiOORE. 149 can soar above theni; and enjoj eommunion 'large .•and high/ seeking a city or abiding place that hath foundations. ^' Blessed are the pure in heart for theirs is the kingdom of Heaven. Glorious inheritance I more to be desired than the mines of Golconda ; and when this sense is given, how all earthly possessions as a ' feather in the balance weigh/ compared with a state of purity, peace and joj. Highteousness being the effect of doing right, or, in other words, fulfilliog the manifested will of €ur Father in Heaven, ' he that doeth righteoui- ness is righteous/ When self becomes crucified, the will of the creature slain as upon the cross, then the will of our Father may be done by us as it is in Heaven. Then it will bo our meat and drink to do his will, and thereby the spiri- tual life will be nourished and sustained even as the animal by the outward food, and without spiritual sustenance the soul immortal will laa- guish/' 13* 150 MEMOIR OF ^^ Philadelphia ^ 1th mo. Idth, 1854. Jf/y dear Sarahj — Although our visits to eack other have of latter time been ^ few and far be- tween/ yet there is no diminution of affection, neither of the unity and fellowship that has long subsisted between us. Many of our plans for seeing you at your pleasant home have been thwarted, perhaps all in wisdom, that the cross is to be borne in this way sometimes. Last Fifth day I left home with P. Cadvvallader in the stage for Kennet Square, and arrived near evening at , near the village, where we were kindly welcomed and entertained that night ; — — i» one who has united himself with the Progressivt Friends. ^^ On First day afternoon I attended with P. an appointed meeting at Kennet Square. It was a large gathering and an excellent meeting, wherein truth triumphed, and I believe all were satisfied. *^ As we were leaving next morning in the st?.ge, we met with a fearful accident ; the horses taking fright, became unmanageable and upset HARRIET J. MOORE. 151 the stage with seven passengers in it. Through mercy no one was seriously injured ; my husband was more hurt than any one, being cut in two places on the forehead and near the temple. From the bleeding, he presented to my view a fearful sight when lifted from the stage. A physician was near, and after washing olf and binding up the wounds, and resting a while with our kind friends J. Chandler and family, they procured a safe little vehicle for our conveyance to Wilmington, where we passed the night, and got home safely yesterday morning. I have given thee a long history of a short travel, but one which was fraught with incidents not soon to be forgotten. Now when I look to visiting any of m.y friends where stages are the mode of conveyance, I feel a dread. But we must learn to trust in that Power that has delivered out of many di^culties, and been a preserver worthy to be loved, served, honored and obeyed forever. Thine in sincere love, H. J. Moore/' Though not apparently injured by the stage 152 MiMOIR OF accident alluded to in the letter, her nervous system was so seriously affected that her health visibly declined from this time. She became subject to distressing and alarming spasmodic attacks of the stomach, which seemed gradually undermining her vital organs. ^^ In every at- tack/' she saysj '^ I am looking for the undeniable messenger, but again I rally and perceive that my Father's time is not yet, and that it will be the best time for me when he shall send forth his mandate.'' To build up the enfeebled tene- ment she was induced to try the effect of change of air, and not feeling at liberty to seek the fashionable watering places, she availed herself of the kindness of her friends to make some short visits. " 9th mo. I have been inhaling the pure air and riding over the hills of Chester County. Nothing that kindness could suggest or bestow wag wanting, and I found great benefit from such little excursions. My mind seemed attracted to Bucks Quarter, where we joined our friends E. and S. Hunt, and I accompanied Sarah to two HARRIET J. MOORE. 153 appointed. meetlDgs^ Penns Manor and Bristol. Here S. Gomly met ns and took me to By berry, where I could have spent a few days very plea- santly had I felt well enough to enjoy social visiting. In all the meetings where I have been, I have endeavored to be faithful to what was given me ; although in feebleness physically, I could say with the apostle, ^ I felt strong in the Lord.'^^ In the latter part of this month she obtained ft minute to attend the monthly and other meet- ings belonging to Abington Quarter. As some of the meetings are remote and the rides long, she returned much exhausted in body, but . well satisfied that the sacrifice was made and '' she had done what she eould/' 1st mo. 27th, 1855. For the last few days my thoughts and feelings have been much ab- sorbed with our dear sister Mary L., wife of Dr. J. Wilson Moore. She was attacked with gout in the head, attended with sickness at the stomach and other alarming symptoms, and after a short and severe illness, to-day, about 1 o'clock, she 154 MEMOIR or closed her eyas on sublunary things, and her pure spirit passed from its clay tenement. Though physical infirmities had for many years confined her mostly to her own domicile, her in- terest was by no means circumscribed within the limits of her immediate household^ for she ever cordially greeted her friends and entertained them with true hospitality. I believe, she was concerned faithfully to fulfil the duties she appre- hended devolved upon her, and her benevolence of heart, and availing sympathy to the poor, are well known and appreciated. ^ None knew her but to love her, None named her but to praise.' ^^ I greatly desire the attainment the apostle speaks of, learning in all things to be content. Yea to give thanks and evermore to rejoice in the conviction that our Father ^ doeth all things well,' and will cause all to work together for the ultimate good of his children. ^^ 4th mo. I have been afilicted with another attack of pain, followed by chill and fever, which confined me some days to the house, and part HARRIET J. MOORE. 155 of tb© time to my chamber ; but again has it pleased infinite mercy and wisdom to restore me to a comfortable state and comparative health. I desire renewedly to dedicate myself^ and all that I am, and all that I have, to his service, feeling that this is my duty, and constitutes the true end of life. My meat and my drink is to do my Heavenly Father^s will. Weak, frail and powerless as I am, yet my confidence is in Him in whom is everlasting strength. When the , spirit is weary and would seek a refuge, I am ready to exclaim, as Job, ' Oh had I the wings of a dove, for then would I flee away and be at rest/ How encouraging to feel the unchangeable nature of truth. As we keep near it we shall know its all sufficiency, as the righteous in all ages have known it. Yes, a safe hiding place I A shelter from every storm, and as the shadow of a mighty rock in a weary land. I belicTe those who are prepared for th© last solemn change, enjoy life, while favored with it, more than any others. This world, ' so clothed with beauty for rebellious man,' was intended to be loved and enjoyed by 156 MEMOm OF the great and good Father who made it ; but then we should love him supremely, and be ready and willing at any tirae to renounce at his mandate our ease and pleasure in the good things pro- vided for us/^ The early part of the week of our Yearly Meeting, she was so much indisposed as to be able to attend only one meeting a day, keeping her bed the intermediate time. From Second day, however, she persevered in going, through much bodily weakness, and was present at every subsequent sitting. She felt as usual a lively interest in the state of society and the different subjects claiming the attention of the meeting, but the consideration of a proposition to send an address to our Southern brethren on the sub- ject of slavery, elicited her deepest sympathy and exercise. After our meeting she felt it right to attend the ensuing Yearly Meeting of New York, and obtained a minute of approval leaving her at liberty to proceed in her prospect. From New York she writes : — "The meeting has progressed harmoniously. Many have expressed a sense of favor accom- HARRIET J. MOORE. 157 panying each sittiog, baving the evidence tliat our compassionate Father in Heaven still watches over and cares for his large family ; and like a good Shepherd leads his flock into the green pas- tures and beside the still waters, where refresh- ment is administered. Yesterday we attended Brooklyn Meeting. A small gathering com- paratively, but not the less interesting on that account/^ When the Yearly Meeting had conduded^ she felt her mind drawn to attend an evening meet- ing at Flushing, appointed by J. Townsend. This was a remarkably solemn and interesting opportunity, the end and crown of all, and seemed to fill up the measure of her public duties. The impression now rested on her mind that she had fought the fight and finished her course, and she remarked to a friend, ^* I am now ready- to go home and die, for my work is done/^ '^ 6th mo. 4th. How many and repeated calls we have to set our houses in order^ that the last messenger may find us all ready for the solemn change that must pass upon all ere 14 158 MEMOIR OF 'mortality can be swallowed up of life.' To die ! wliat is it but (to the redeemed spirit) to be ushered into life I Why should we fear it, or call death a foe, when it is to set us free from all care and sorrow, and centre in a state where sighs and tears, adieus and farewells, -are a sound unknown.' '^ Soon after her return from New York, she ac- companied her husband on a Tisit to their chil- dren in Montgomery County, Maryland. In writing from Sandy Spring, she says : — ^^ Though exposed to a storm of wind and rain, we have been favored not to feel much ill effects from it. The formidable rivers were crossed without diScul ty ; the breathing of gratitude for preservation throughout the journey arose and remains yet as a mantle. The heart's emotion continues to be, *We praise thee for thy mercies past, And humbly ask for more.' ■ ^^ Yes, dear I the intercession to our Father in Heaven before leaving you, was, that He would be with us, and the loved ones left behind, and HARRIET J, MOORE. 159 I believe as our dependence is upon him, He will be our Preserver. ^^ Let me hear frequently from brother Holmes ;^ my thoughts often turn to him in his sick cham- ber. In all these separations that await us, I remember they may be very short. ^ They cannot return to us, but we may go to them ;' and Oh ! delightful, heait-cheering thought I to mingle with the redeemed and sainted in endless bliss. That this happy state may be ours, and the por- tion of all near and dear, (while I would that none should be excluded,) is my most ardent desire. Then let us be animated to watch and pray, to do or suffer, as our Father may will, a little longer, for the end draweth nigh. ^^I feel the admonitory voice for myself, ^be thou ready with oil in thy vessel to meet the bridegroom.'^' Though the visit was a social one, she was equally concerned to mingle with Friends in their religious gatherings, and to labor both silently and vocally in the cause of Truth. Baltimore *He died a week after their return. 160 MEMOIR OF Quarterly Meeting being held here at this sea- son of the year^ they enjoyed the opportunity of assembling with its members. From a letter to her brother, J. Wilson MoorO; dated 6th mo. llth^ we extract the fol- lowing : — " The Select Quarterly Meeting was small, but I felt a precious cementing influence per- vading the minds of the gathered, and several expressed their sense of the unchangeable power of Truth. ^' First day was showery and rather unfavor- able for public meeting, yet when we entered the house, I think a quarter before the hour, it was so filled, being attended by many not in reli- gious communion with us, that I queried where Friends would find seats. Yery many could not get into the house, and stood round the doors, though it was raining. It proved a solemn sea- san, and quiet attention was given to the gos- pel messages proclaimed. Several lively testi- monies were borne, and Truth rose in dominion over every inferior influence, in which I could HARRIET J. MOORE. 161 rejoice, and enjoy in silence, having fully re- lieved an exercised mind the day before. I believe the hearts of some young Friends were touched by the renewings of Divine love, which I have a hope may not prove ^ as the morning cloud and as the early dew,^ which soon passeth away, but that the good seed which has been watered and refreshed, may yield fruits to the praise of the Great husbandman. " Our mingling with kind friends has been very pleasant. I cannot forbear telling thee how happy I have felt in the fulfilment of the little duties that have opened : the feeling reminds me of Young's expression : ^ Heaven is the re- ward of Heaven begun below.' .,,.... I must say farewell. In sincere love and sisterly feeling, thy sister, Harriet J. Moore.'' Leaving Sandy Spring, they spent a, week with their brother and his family at Fallston, and returned home on the 20th of the 6th mo. la the enjoyment and retrospection of this entire visit there seemed no alloy ; for in the recepticn 14^ 162 MEMOIR OP and reciprocation of mutual affection, her heart received an increase of happiness, though she ex- perienced little physical benefit from the change. 6th mo. 25th; she writes — ^^ I have indeed am- ple evidence of the frailty of the decaying tene- ment, but if it lasts until the necessary work is accomplished and a fitness for Heaven expe- rienced, it will be enough, and a theme for end- less praise. '' My communings are often with the departed ; many, very many of the beloved that were so near the heart having gone before me.'' In the hope of strengthening her enfeebled frame, her physician recommended sea-air and bathing : to gratify her friends she was induced to make the effort, though the plan was never realized. A brighter and more glorious change was in prospect, and her spirit seemed already to have entered into that condition which has won the victory over sin, death and the grave. On 1st day, the 1st of 7th mo. as usual, she attended both our morning and afternoon meetings, and in the former poured out her heart HARRIET J. MOORE. 163 in solemn supplication, fervently interceding for the preservation of the little company that had so often shared her exercises, that they might be encouraged to faithfulness, and strengthened to maintain ^^ a closer walk with God/' acknow- ledging with humility and gratitude the goodness and mercy of her Heavenly Father, in having enabled her to fulfil her allotted duties. Through- out the day her mind seemed clothed with re- markable sweetness, and some will long cherish her greeting and adieu as a little legacy of love. That night she had much to feel in the sud- den illness of her husband, but she was supported in remarkable tranquillity, evidencing to those about her that her dwelling was in that quiet habitation where nought can make afraid. Second day she arose bright and cheerful, though fatigued from loss of sleep. Desirous of promoting our enjoyment, she entered with in- terest and pleasure into our arrangements for leaving home next morning, but made no pre- paration herself After dining with her brother, about four o'clock, she returned home, not feel- 164 MEMOIR OF icg very well, but not unusually indisposed, and retired to her chamber for a little repose. In a short time she called her niece, saying, ^^I am in great pain,'' and directly added, "call thy Uncle, for I shall not recover from this sickness/' Every remedy was applied that medical skill could sug- gest, and after a few hours of extreme suffering she was partially relieved. Though her agony was often very great, her mind rose above the sufferings of the body ; she was enabled to feel that these " light afflictions were but for a season,'* and that when " the earthly house of this tabernacle was dissolved, she had a building of God, a house not made with hands eternal in the heavens/' Through the night she was frequently en- gaged in prayer : no earthly ties nor cares claimed her thoughts, but the breathing of her spirit was for an entrance into the heavenly kingdom, often audibly repeating " dearest Father, take me to thyself" In the morning she was very weak, and to the inquiry how she felt, she replied, "I feel well, HARRIET J. MOORE. 165 except tliis sickness. I have not seen how it is to terminate^ but be that as it may, — all is well." The disease rapidly progressed, and though she conversed cheerfully, and made no complaint, it was evident she grew weaker. On fourth day morning, though nature was almost exhausted, her min^ was clear, her eye bright, and her voice natural ; and she seemed scarcely conscious of her physical condition, re- marking, ^^ there is nothing the matter with me.'' Observing her family much distressed, she said, ^^ you all look so sad ;^' ^^ do not do so; ^^ " why do you ? don't grieve, I am going home.'' She was told it was the prospect of parting from her; and being asked if her mind felt peaceful in view of the great change that was so near, she replied with a sweet smile, ^^ certainly; certainly, I want to be raised on high, to go to my heavenly Father's home," and without a struggle or a sigh, about 11 o'clock, her redeemed spirit entered itno the mansions of the blest. On the follow- ing 7th day her remains were interred in Friends' burying ground at FairhilL 166 MEMOIR OF In concluding this sketch, it may not be inap- propriate to offer a few remarks on the character of the friend whose religious life and progress we have endeavored to portray. In early youth she was the subject of much injudicious indulgence, and her natural will not being restrained by salutary discipline, self had too much place in her heart. Left mostly to her own guidance, she sought only those things that appeared bright to her youthful imagination, and entered fully into the alluring gaieties by which she was surrounded. As she grew into womanhood and responsi- bility, the Divine Spirit illuminated her mind, to see the vanity of the things she was pursuing, and she was enabled to enter into covenant with the '^ High and Holy One,'' that if he would arise for her deliverance, she would leave all and follow him. Having chosen the ^^better part," she was faithful in the path of duty as it opened to her view, '' esteeming it better to suffer afflic- tion with the people of God, than to enjoy the pleasures of sin for a season.'' HARRIET J. MOORE. 167 She had much to resign — much to overcome —but as she kept her eje single to the mani- festation of the Father's will, she grew ia stature, and became a living testimony of the sufficiency of Divine grace. Believing in the gospel injunction, ^^if ye love me you will love the brethren/' she en- joyed mingling with her friends socially, and was ever ready to sympathize in their sorrows ; but it was her peculiar pleasure to meet with them for religious exercises. No inclemency of the weather detained her from meeting, and though she often went in great bodily weakness, she seldom experienced any physical inconve- nience. It was her daily custom to read a portion of the Scriptures, often aloud to her family, and she exhorted them by precept and example to a frequent and attentive perusal of their pages. She was concerned that her life and conversa- tion should be in accordance with the principles of Divine truth, and when the light pointed out a duty, she permitted not diffidence nor a sense 168 MEMOIR or of infirmity to prevent her doing what was re- quired; thus being instrumental in encourag- ing, admonishing and instructing others^ not only by a word spoken in season, but by faith- fuhiess in the use of her pen when distance pre- cluded a visit. Through obedience in the little, she was made ruler over more, and became ^- a pillar in the Lord's house, that went no more out/^ If, by her example, any are strengthened to obedience in the path of duty, and incited ^^ to press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus/' the object of this little me- moir will be aecomnlished. HARRIET J. MOORE. 169 A Memorial concerning our deceased Friend ^ Harriet J. Moore. At a Monthly Meeting of Friends of Phila- delphia, held at Spruce street, 12 mo. '21st, 1855, Women Friends handed in the following Me- morial, concerning our deceased friend, Harriet J . Moore, prepared by a joint committee of men and women Friends, which was read and feel- ingly united with. The clerks are directed to transcribe and for- ward a copy thereof to the ensuing Quarterly Meeting, together with a copy of this minute, signed on our behalf. Under the conviction that an account of the convincement and exemplary life of our beloved friend, Harriet J. Moore, would be edifying and encouraging to survivors, and particularly to our youth, wo are induced to give forth the followin/^ Memorial : She was the daughter of Charles and Ann 15 170 MEMOIR OF Stockljj of Ascomao county, Virginia, and was born on the 6th of 11th month, 1797. Her mother dying during her infancy, the care of the children devolved on her father, who, although not a member of any religious society, was, by his intercourse with Friends, impressed with a love for their principles. This induced him to send his eldest son and daughter to the Boarding School under the care of Southern Quarterly Meeting. As there were no Friends in his neighbor- hood, and most of his wife's relatives associated with those of the Episcopal faith, Harriet was brought up under that influence, and baptised according to their form. Her father died when she was about eight years of age, and her eldest sister soon after married Dr. Thompson Holmes, under whose guardian care she, with the other children, was taken. Of the kind and parental solicitude of this brother-in-law, she always spoke with great in- terest and affection ; attributing to his refined HARRIET J. MOORE. 171 and cultivated mind much of the literary taste she possessed, which was a source of enjoyment to her through life. When about twelve years of age she was sent to Friends' school, in Camden, Delaware, where the pupils were required to conform to our testi- monies, in dress and address, with which re- strictions she cheerfully complied, and often, in after years, spoke impregsively of the beneficial effect of this influence. Upon leaving school, she went to reside with a sister, whc had married a member of Camden Monthly Meeting, which proved an important era in her life. She thus became more inti- mately associated with Friends, but not having yet clearly seen the delusive character of all vain amusements, she thought the restraints imposed too severe for the youthful mind ; and being of a gay and lively disposition, fond of music, singing and dancing, she freely indulged therein when absent from home. In a few years it pleased Divine Goodness to visit her with powerful religious impressions^ 172 MEMOIR OF calling lier away from the amusements in which she had delighted, but she shrank from the idea of becoming a member of the Society of Friends, because of the humiliating dispensation their self-denying life would cause her to pass through. During this conflict, she accompanied the family to their meeting on First days, though at other times she frequently went with the Metho- dists, and for a season seemed to feel that a resting place might be found among them. But it was clearly manifested that if she would be Christ's disciple, the whole heart must be sur- rendered, and every dependence giren up which tended to draw her from that fountain of life and light within — of which it was promised ^^ whoso- ever drinketh shall never thirst/' After a struggle with her natural inclina- tion, her will became subjected to the ^ Di- vine will, and she applied to be received into religious fellowship with Friends. The desire to assimilate more with them, and be qualified for usefulness in the Society, induced HARRIET J. MOORE. 178 her to become a scholar at West-town Boarding School, in the year 1818. In 1819 she married our friend William W, Moore, then of Baston, Maryland. Here she beeame a useful member of Third Haven Monthly Meeting, and acceptably filled the stations of clerk and overseer. After her marriage, she found that two young slaves who had been left her by the will of her father had not been manumitted. These she liberated ; and one of them proving imbecile, was maintained by her during his life. In the year 1822 she travelled as companion to a Friend, who, with a minute, was attending the meetings of the Southern Quarter; and in 1824, obtained the approbation of her Monthly Meeting to accompany Margaret Judge on a re- ligious visit to some of the Southern States ; which acts of dedication proved strengthening and encouraging to her mind. In 1829 she removed, with her husband, to Baltimore, where the field of religious service opened more extensively, and she was engaged in 174 MEMOIR OF the disciplinary concerns of society. Under these she was^ at times, bowed in deep humilia- tion, and fervent petitions were raised that she might be strengthened to walk consistently with the profession she was making, so that she should not become a stumbling block in the way of ex- ercised minds, and be enabled to perform her duties to the glory of Him whose cause she espoused. She became a member of this Monthly Meet- ing in 1834, where also she filled the stations of olerk and overseer, acceptably to her friends ; her exemplary life eminently qualifying her, under the Divine anointing, to be a fit laborer for the restoration of those who had departed from our testimonies, and to explain their beauty and consistency with the life of a Christian. Her appearance in the ministry was about the year 1838, and as she dwelt near the fountain from whence all pure ministry must flow, her gift was occupied to the satisfaction of her friends, and by them acknowledged, in 1842. Having thus devoted herself to serve her Di- , HARRIET J. MOORE. 175 vine Master, in whatever waj he required, she became a faithful steward of the talents com- mitted to her. Her ministry was sound and edifying, concise and perspicuous, and tended to confirm the weak in the path of faithfulness ; also, to arouse the indifferent to a consideration of the inestimable blessings in store for those who yield to the manifestations of Divine Light, and follow its requirings. In prayer she was eminently favored ; she de- lighted in reading the Scriptures of Truth, hav- ing always esteemed them a great blessing con- ferred on the children of men, and in her ministry elucidated her subject by appropriate quotations. With the dogmas of theology she had but little to do, esteeming faith in Christ as mani- fested by corresponding works of righteousness, alone essential to man^s salvation. She often lamented the differences existing in the Society of Friends, about doctrines and opinions, believing it far more consistent f^ 176 MEMOIE, OF Christians to cultivate lov© one for another^ than to contend about that which satisfieth not. So zealous was she for the maintenance of our precious testimonies; that she continued in the performance of her religious duties, often in great bodily weakness, and seldom permitted any thing to prevent her attendance of all our religious meetings. Thus concerned to be found faithful, she grew in grace, and in the saving knowledge of her Lord and Master. Being desirous of doing her work in the day time, she yielded to an impression of duty, in 1844, to make a religious visit to the Meetings composing the Southern Quarter, where she had experienced her youthful visitations and religious baptisms. From this time she was frequently engaged, with the approbation of her friends, in attending some of the meetings within the limits of Phila- delphia, Baltimore, New York and Genesee Yearly Meetings. In 1854 she opened a concern to visit, in Gos- AARRIET J. MOORE. 177 pel love, the members of this Monthly Meeting, and such others as were in the practice of as= sembling with us } which service she was favored to perform to the edification of the visited, and peace of her own mind. In the fifth mo., 1855, she obtained a minute to attend New York Yearly Meeting, and at its close felt her mind drawn to a meeting, appointed by a Friend, at Flushing, Long Island, where she was engaged in a very lively and impressive manner ; declaring, in a clear and comprehensive testimony, the sufficiency of the Light or Grace of God, given, according to the Scripture, ^^ to all men, for their salvation,'' and closing her services with solemn supplication. In speaking to a friend, at the conclusion of this opportunity, she remarked, that she ^^ felt now as if she was ready to go home and die — as her work was done." Shortly after this, she accompanied her hus- band on a social visit to their relatives and friends in Maryland, where was left a sweet re- membrance of her many virtues; and, on her 178 MEMOIR OF return home, lier mind seemed clothed with the spirit of universal love. The following First day, the 1st of the 7th month, she was in her accustomed place for pub- lic worship, and, in the morning meeting, re- markably drawn forth in fervent supplication for all then gathered, that they might, through dedi- cation and obedience, realize a closer walk with God, frequently repeating, ^^ Oh, for a closer walk with Thee,^' and humbly acknowledging the mercy and goodness of her Heavenly Father, in having enabled her to fulfil the duties assigned her, she now desired to render unto Him the tribute of thanksgiving and praise. Many, then present, will remember this oc- casion as peculiarly solemn, and as a parting blessing from one who had been an earnest, faithful laborer, not only for her own peace, but for the little fiock who gathered with her. The next day she was taken suddenly ill ; and, after a few hours of intense suffering, wag relieved from pain, although sickness continued, at intervals, until nature became exhausted. HARRIET J. MOORE. 179 During her illness she seemed entirely weaned from this life, expressing a desire to ^^ go to her Heavenly Father's rest/' often ejaculating, ^' Dearest Father, take me to thyself/' To the question, how she felt ? she replied, '' Very well, except this sickness,'' and soon added : '^ I have not seen how this is to termi- nate; but, be that as it may — all is well !'* Her mind was centred in composure and re- signation, until the close, which took place on the 4th of seventh month, 1855, after an illness of forty-two hours, in the 58th year of her age. Extracted from the minutes. Jos. C. Turnpenny, Martha B. Hough, ' ^^^'^^'' NNY, \ UGH, J Read and approved, in Philadelphia^Quarterly Meeting of Friends, held at Cherry street^ on the 5th of 2d month, 1856. Joshua Ltppinoott, 7 qi^^j,^ Susanna M. Parrish, > 180 MEMOIR OF The following letter may be interesting as the last effort of her pen. Philadelphia, 7th mo. 1st. 1855. Dear S. : — Thou hast very often been mj mental companion since we parted^ accompanied with feelings of affection and an earnest solici- tude that thou majst be found faithful in folio w- ino- Him who has so far led thee alonor as a ten- der Father^ and oft refreshed thy spirit by the distillings of heavenly dew, even in thy silent waitings upon Him. If in these seasons He is pleased to show thee by tke impress of his holy spirit upon thy spirit, that he requires any duty at thy hands, fail not, my beloved friend, to fulfil it. I believe He who calls for acts of dedication and obedience will, as he prom- ised, be to us ^^ mouth and wisdom, tongue and utterance.'^ He told his disciples when they had to speak in his name (which is his power) to take no thought beforehand, for it should be given them in that same hour what they should say and what they should speak. It is equally HARRIET J. MOORE. 181 obligatory upon us no\7 ; and I do know, from some experience, that all we have to do is to obey bim in all things, who is emphatically our '^ strength in weakness, riches in poverty, and a present helper in every needful time/' I have thus far followed the impulse of feel- ing, penning what has arisen for thee, without acknowledging the reception of thy truly accep- table and interesting letter, which gives renewed evidence of the exercises of thy mind. I would not have thee wait for too much, but when the impression is clear that the Father calls for a public acknowledgement of thy allegiance, even to tell unto others what his power has effected for thee, in the simplicity of a little child be willing to express what may be given thee at the time. We are disposed, I well know, to plead excuses, that we are the least, that we are poor, unlearned, &c., all of which will be unavailing, and we shall find that no sacrifice will suffice, or bring peace to the soul, but obedience to mani« fested duty ; and be assured, dear R , duty is never more easy than when first presented to 16 182 MEMOIR OF the understanding. I do believe ^^ rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft/^ to use a scripture ex- pression. It blinds the eye of the mind, and darkens the understanding, until we know not whence good cometh, while '' the willing and obedient eat the good of the land/' and enjoy abundance of peace. Marvel not that thou shouldst feel as an empty vessel ; these are the kind of instruments the Master will make use of, to fill and qualify for his service. We must be emptied of self, and of all former experience, at times, that we may receive the new wine of the kingdom. And here we can understand the scripture, ^^new wine must be put into new bottles. '' It is said, too, that a wicked and adulterous generation seeketh after a sign, and there shall no sign be given but that of the " Prophet Jonah/' Now we know that ho, from disobedience, was ^wallowed up in darkness, and said, *^out of the belly of heJ , cried I/' These things are left on record for our instruction, and may we so profit by them as to avoid the evil consequences resulting from HARRIET J. MOORE. 183 not following our heavenly guide. I believe if thou art willing to labor in the Lord's vineyard, thou wilt be brought out of a wilderness state of mind^ thy pathway will be illuminated by the light of truth, and then thou wilt experience the ways of religion, the ways of wisdom and all these to be pleasantness and peace. Be encou- raged then, my dear friend, to follow on in the path before thee, consulting not with flesh and blood; let self be abased, and the Lord exalted over all, who is worthy to be served, honored, worshipped, and obeyed by all his rational fam- ily, now and evermore. The lip of truth hath declared, he that honoreth me I will honor. ■ I felt great nearness to thee, and was gratified in being with thee 'privately ^ though my counsel seemed out of season. I shall continue to think of thee and be pleased to hear from thee at any time. In much love I bid farewell, and am sin- cerely thy friend, Harriet J. Moore. 184 MEMOIR OF The following letter addressed to Caroline Hal- sted, was truly a word in season to her tossed spirit, soon after released from the shackles of mortality. Philadelphia, Sd mo. btlif IS 5. Dear Caroline^ — I do not remember that I have written to thee, but my mind has so oft embraced thee in near feeling and sympathy since thy return home, and on hearing of thy in- creased indisposition, that I can say thou hast been as ^^an epistle written in the heart/^ When thou wast with us, I felt that thou wast a plant of my heavenly Father's right hand planting — that thou wast often watered as with the dew of heaven, and preparing for the Master's use, and should it be that, at this early stage of thy earthly esistence, thou hast fulfilled the work and art prepared to be gathered to the heavenly kingdom, thou wilt escape much that falls to the lot of those who are longer continued in mutabil- ity. And now, as I write, the conviction is re- HARRIET J. MOORE. 185 newedly given, that thy life will be lengthened until there is a ripeness for a blissful immortal- ity. Yes, my precious young friend, the pro* phet's language is applicable to some of us, who have partaken of the cup of suffering — ^^I have refined thee, but not with silver; I have chosen thee in the furnace of affliction.'' And if our ^^ light afflictions,^' as the apostle terms them, do but work for us that '' exceeding and eter- nal weight of glory,'' may we not, like him, have to rejoice in tribulation? It is a remarka- ble fact that now presents to my mind, that all the Scripture promises are to those who suffer — who endure tribulation and affliction. To these the tender mercy, loving kindness and compas- sion of our heavenly Father are most conspicu- ously manifest. No doubt, in the frequent read- ing of the Holy Scriptures, thou art strengthened and may be confirmed in this view. ^^ When thou passest through the fire, the flames shall not kindle upon thee, and through the waters the flood shall not overflow thee." No doubt thy state at times is similar to this ; then my 186 MEMOIR or dear C. remember the gracious promises. And how sweet to trust our all ia the hands of Him, who is the unslumbering Shepherd, watching over his flock in the night season, as well as in the day, when the dawnings of spiritual light enable us to see that He is nigh. I have often craved for myself the confiding faith and hum- ble trust that David in his Psalms so beautifully portays. Read the outpourings of his spirit in the 23d Psalm, commencing, '^ The Lord is my Shepherd/' Since I saw thee my health has been very poor; at times I have been doubtful of being again able to get to meetings and attend to house- hold duties; but, with gratitude, I may acknow- ledge the favor of being much improved, and able to do what my hands find to do. I trust the dispensation, so recently passed through, may accomplish the end for which it was meted out to me — to purify and refine the spirit, and prepare it for union and communion with infinite purity. Farewell, dear C. The ealutation of my spi- HARRIET J. MOORE. 187 rit is, may grace, mercy and peace be with thee and abound, comforting and confirming thy faith in Him who is near, and will keep thee to the end. Thy friend, Harriet J. Moore. LIBRARY OF CONGRESS 022 015 893 7 -.-"v;?.;;j?j -- - 'I' '""'■' '"CI •! i ' ^'/'^ . •iV ■A-'