I LIBRARY OF COWGRESSj S — <^ — * Ih-^^^-im'-mp li JDNITED STATES OF AMERICA.?! THE Cloud of Witnesses. "Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight and the sin wliich doth so easily besot us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us, looliing unto Jesus.'' Heb. 12: 1-2.- BY OPAL, AUTHOR OP "empty SHELLS.' sT' mMyi'^^' NEW YORK : ^ JAMES MILLEE, PUBLISHEE, 647 Broadway. 1874. Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1S73, by JAMES MILLER, In the Office of the Librarian of Congress, at Washington. Lange, Little & Co., PRINTERS, ELECTBOTYPERS AND STERE0TYPEE3, 108 TO 114 WoosTEK Street, N. Y. In arranging these Dramas I do not pretend to be a Dramatist ; but I divide the centuries dramatically. Wliat is given as a fact I believe true unless I note it as a fancy. All in quotation marks is quoted, and whatever is not is original, no matter in whose mouth it is. Pronounce ev-er-y syllable. OOIsTTEJ^TS. PAGE Jacob's Ladder 7 Clouds of Tears 9 Tlie Creation 10 Abel's Widow 50 The Benedicite 56 St. Paul iu Athens.,. 63 Rome 7 Mappalicus and Bona 125 The Snow-Flake 147 Chosroes the Second 154 John the Almoner 159 The Venerable Bede 161 Alphage, Archbishop of Canterbury 163 The True Cross 171 The Bruce 181 Joan of Arc 184 Bishop Hooper 335 Bucer 343 6 CONTENTS. PAGE Captain John Smitli 256 Madame Gruyon 384 Leonora de Castro 301 The Death of Novalis 330 Herder 384 The Widower's Vision 518 A Child's Prayer 514 Translations : From the Latin 516 From the German 518 From the French 520 THE Oloijd of Witis^esses JACOB'S LADDER. Gen. xxviii. 10-13. Angels ascending, Their beauty blending With those descending! Some floating hither, Some wafted thither ; Fervently, With great glee. Buoyantly, Fair to see — The beautiful theme Of sad Jacob's dream. I should dare to dwell In a lonely cell, Bereft of all hope Of gathering flowers. And daring to grope In murkiest hours, To windows that let The faint starlight in, THE CLOTID OF WITNESSES. To illumine the dearth Of nights of regret — Which pursue days of sin As grim lord his serf- — If there I could see The spirits with me. Then I know I should fret No more, with regret For long-buried joys, That would seem but toys Of childhood's fond years If with them I'd dwell. So morning doth quell Night's griefs and its fears, "While dreams of sadness Will shrink from its frown. Thus my Ood will bless The heart that lies down In His arms for rest. With dreams of the blest. Who long since have died. But still seek our side — Their wont in past years — To kiss away tears And soothe us to rest. 'Tis thus I am blest. Decembeu 6, 1858. CLOUDS OF TEAE8. 9 CLOUDS OF TEARS A JACOB'S LADDEE. I've wept until my tears have formed the clouds That shut out from the widow's sight the glare Of a too garish day, that hurts the eyes. These clouds of tears a Jacob's Ladder are, Whereon the soft-winged angels come and go From heaven to me, from me to heaven; their forms As sunlight bright, as freshest flowers are fair. No more death shrouds from my weak, tear-dimmed eyes Fond smiles that play on sweet lips that I love ; I dry my tears again that I may see More clearly visions Grod hath sent to cheer My banishment; I hush my weary sighs That I may list to angels chanting hymns. A dearer form I see the clouds above ; — The Saviour comforts me, and tells me how He loves the mourner's humbled soul ; that all Heart-darkness is but sent to let me see On earth spirits of light who e'er about My pathway throng. Then cease, sad heart, thy fears ; I know full well the Saviour loveth thee ; Therefore He proveth thee. Oh, disappoint Him not ! with faith and resignation bear Thy part in life's sad strife of sins and griefs. Always in happiness and misery God and the loving angels are with thee. NOVEMBEK 18, 1857. 10 THE OLOUD OF WITNESSES. Dkama I. THE CREATION. METAMOEPHIC PERIOD. Act I. : Mr St Day. — Gen. i. 1-5. Zehna.—^o^ silence doth oppress the ears at- tuned To constant harmonies of Heaven ! Where are We now ? Calla. That I know not. But look below. Z. What can it be that seems so black and vast ? C. Eecallest thou what Zarad said of Hell? Z. This is not Hell, for his description it Suits not. Why ! There is nothing here; no Hell, Nor other habitation, sound nor light. G. Thou'st heard Thidelle of darkness speak. Think'st thou This can be it ? 'Tis strange enough for that. Z. Aye, surely it is darkness grim : there's naught Else it can be. '■ G. Let's nearer go. How strange ! Z. What dost thoa see ? G. Not anything but thee ; Before I never thought h-ow bright thou art ; Near God thou didst not seem so very fair ; But here by this queer blackness thou'rt so bright, So wondrous fair, I love thee more. Thinkest That we could closer go ? — that darkness touch ? Z. God bade us wander where we would in Heaven. THE CREATION. \\ But deemest thou that darkness Heaven ? We might Be lost. C. Lost! lost! I know not what thou mean'st. Z. As those who wished to see where Satan dwelt And wandered forth ; but they came back no more. G. Zelma, I fear not being lost. Oh no ! Out of Grod's universe we cannot stray. Z. And if we go Avithin the limits of This blackness weird, judgest that we could see Each other there ? C. Ah ! That I cannot say. We'll go ask God if we may find out what This substance is. Z. Hark ! Hear'st thou not the sound Of many wings ? Is it not coming of Seraphic guard ? C. Yea ; our great God himself, Attended by His court, with music new. His Majesty has never seemed so grand As now He doth, looking from darkness to His face sublime. Bow thy head lower, sweet; For " His great glory give Him thanks." How fair And wonderful He is ! Bow lower yet. Z. The oldest angels say He ever looks Most beautiful when going forth to make A fair, fresh world. G. He speaks. God.—" Let there be light ! " Z. Calla! ■G. Zelma! 12 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Z. Where, Calla, are we uow ? C. We have not moved, only our wings were stirred By His divinest breath. Z. What hath become Of the black void of gloom we had not learned To comprehend? 0. The wondrous curling of G-ray waves, weaving themselves into a bright And graceful sphere, is what we darkness called : Of former blackness and reflection faint Of God's bright Face it seems a mingling strange. Zelma, we are near Hell. This is the smoke Which rises from the "pit that's fathomless." Z. It must be smoke, but not the smoke of Hell ; For God is here, and all is beautiful. C. So not of Hell ; it is as graceful as The curling hair that plays around the brows Of cherubim. Z. Seest that now and then The gray waves float aside, and the red mass. More brilliant than the jasper gate of Heaven, Eolls itself fiercely on, proudly and fast ? C. I fancy God hath hidden with a veil A new world, and a difierent from those Which we have seen. Zelma, hath not God Jet The youngest cherubs pluck the crystals from The floors of Heaven, who, playing, scatter them In the gray smoke ? Z. Yes; they, are here. I caught A glimpse of some blue eyes playing bo-peep With vapor veils. THE CBEATION. 13 G. Cease, darling, pray! one comes From God. Z. Mazzah, are not those cherubs in The quaint and beauteous waving of that dim And unknowft substance ? Mazzali. No. 0. We thought there were. Then, what can be as softly, brightly blue. As changing in its mellow light as their Sweet eyes ? M. Sapphires those azure lights. Z. And what Are those pellucid points that sportively From one to other toss faint gleams of light ? M. Crystals of quartz. Z. And that red, rolling mass Which we can seldom see, that is somewhat Like the red gate that hangs behind God's Throne ? M. 'Tis fire. Z. That rolls in liquid mass from caves In Hell ? M. Oh no! Our God will ere long make Some creatures not like cherubim, angel. Or seraphim ; and this world is for them. Act II. : Second Bay. — Qen. i. 6-8. Zelma.— Ah, Calla, here again ! Calla. —I could not go away, And long have lain upon my wings, Folded in blissful rest, gazing on yon Bright ball. 14 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Z. Thou hast not touched it yet ? C. Not with The shadow of my wings : I dare not go Till I ask God. But we will to Him now. Z. I His permission have for thee and me. G. I thank thee, angel. Let us quickly fly. Z. Faster than my desires thou canst not go. G. How like my friend to ask a favor both For him and me, while I lay thinking here. Z. If thou wilt tell thy dreams — sweeter by far Than mine— all errands I will do for thee. G. Give me thy hand, dear friend, and thus may we More swiftly fly. How sweet to be urged on By one we love ! Z. I'm glad thou thinkest so ; Because I much delight to urge thee on. And bear thy weight, almost too light to please. G. How rapidly we've flown! How dost thou call This place ? Z. God named it Earth. G. A soft, sweet name. See ! other angels come. Z. None I behold. G. Dost not? Look on the broad, Blue canopy which overhangs the Earth, Made visible by light below. Z. A pretty fancy, sweet. G. Fancy, say'st thou ? Thou can'st see something white ; 'tis shadow of The feet of cherubim, and the bright red And golden lines of light are shadows of The wings of seraphim. TEE CREATION. 15 Z. Our God told me He would make clouds to-day. C. Make clouds ? And what Are they ? Are fcliey like us ? And have they life ? Z. No ; but I could not understand all that He said, and so fle bade me come and look At the new worlds that He would cause to float Before our sight. C. So clouds are what I thought Eeflections of bright wings. How exquisite Is all God makes! And well He likes to have Us pleased. Z. Ah, passing wonderful is He ! Scene 3. ■ Karrdlee.~^2d\, Principality of Earth! P. Hail! Hail! K. How marvellous the change since I was here ! Thy comet, as I saw, had lost its tail Of fiery vapor. P. Consolidated Into a sphere of gloomy smoke ; slowly Metallic scum has formed on rolling waves Of hissing fire. Then I expected I Should ere long see firm rocks, and then before Great while green sward and flowers ; thus it had been In other world that floats around this sun. But farther off than Earth. K. How different Has been progression in the planet next This sun ! It hath not vet advanced as far 16 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. As e'en thy sphere. Pray tell me what occurred After the rock-ribs of thy Earth began To form, and thou deemedst the time was near When thou couldst sow thy seeds. P. Oh ! suddenly A crash, almost as terrible as God's Curse when He droye out Satan, burst upon My startled ears. Up rushed quick billows of An angry fire, split the new crust as if 'Twere rind of fruit, and spread themselves where I Expected grass and trees. This struggle of The fire to regain old dominion was Of long duration ; but at last a firm. Unyielding frame of rock was formed ; and as The earth grew cooler vapors that were once So brilliant, fell in seething torrents on The hissing sphere. I would thou hadst been here, As thou didst not exist when Hell's Kevolt was overpowered; for, since, I never had Such vivid lightning seen, nor heard such roar Of thunder as when all-surrounding clouds Dashed themselves on the red-hot Earth, and tried To smother everlasting flames. This they Could not; for God will them reserve for use In future age. Oh, long and terrible The contest was of fire and water ! But The last prevail ecl< and the flames smoldered to Dull heat, and then retreated inwards. Yet It was not long ere they burst out again. Now it will be great »ons ere fire Avill Again o'er earth hold universal sway. THE CREATION. 17 K. Although God doth prolong the stages of Development of forming worlds for such Long aeons, yet there are some myriads Of angels who can't see how any of This group of worlds is, or will be, evolved. CARBOlSriFEROTJS PERIOD. Act III. : Third Day.—Oen. i. 9-13. Zelma. — Calla, dost thou forsake the courts of God? Eor I must hither hie whene'er I wish To talk with tliee. Thou lovest Earth too well, I think. Calla. — Not so : but Mazzah lately said That God hath never done a thing so great Or wonderful, but He will on this sphere Do greater and more marvellous ; therefore, I cannot stay away, nor do I aught But tease my restless fancy with surmise How God can do a greater act than He Hath done. Z. I find there is a change upon The Earth, but, coming hither from the light "Which emanates from " the White Throne," I can Not yet examine this dim orb ; I see Not well. C. Yea, there hath been a change; the clouds Flew upward, and arranged themselves in lines Or graceful curves : scarcely I realize They have not eyes, and have not watched at play The cherubs fair ; so much this dancing seems To mimic theirs. 18 THE GLOUD OF WITNESSES. Z. When here before I saw Some clouds. C. But they were heavier, and not So fair, and I perceive that where we saw At first dark void, then light, 'tis water now. ~Z. In other world I saw such change. There's land, And here are trees ; such grow on spheres where I Have been. C. Thou hast seen much ; but I have been A shorter while than thou, and so to me these trees Are grand and beautiful. Z. ISTot more So than to me, and I discover here Some I ne'er saw before. C. Ah, well ! I thought There never had been such. Why smilest thou ? Lo ! here are trees whose height gigantic strives To pierce the clouds ; but more I like the ferns, Equisetacise, and canes that make A forest none can penetrate. What kind Of life can flourish in so dense a wood. Or in so warm a world ? Z. How dost thou know 'Tis warm ? C. Although I.have not travelled as Some have, yet mauy things I've seen, and learned To know the climates of the forming worlds By what grows thereupon. This Mandel taught : These columns high and grand, fluted and carved THE CREATION. 19 So richly with fair markings and strange holes He called stigmariae. Z. But canst thou tell The use of all these trees and other growth ? C. The use ! The use ! Why, to be beautiful, To please their Maker by amusing us. Z. But they have other office on the Earth. a And that ? Z. I have been told, in years to come This sphere will be quite cold, and' beings who "Will live on it will have much need to warm The air. C. How strange ! God's love doth keep Us warm. Z. 'Twill not be thus with man, and therefore He, Who can't neglect to lavish all that one May need, will lay these splendid forests by Within the bowels of the world, to serve The needs of man. C. Pray ! who is he ? Z. I can Not tell thee well ; but ere long we shall see ; So said one of the Principalities. G. God august ! I cannot bow me low Enough at sound of His great name. Ah ! once I dared to dread that in seons which knew No end we might see all that God could make, Do all that He wished done, and weary tlien Of all ; but now 1 feel we never shall Know all ; and me this thought doth glorify. Z. Lo ! There a purplish tint drops over sea And land. 20 THE GLOUD OF WITNE88ES. 0. Perhaps another night comes on. Z. How didst thou learn that name ? 0. Melah taught it To me, and said he heard God speak it once; 'Twas when He banished Satan and his host. It was explained that the word meant no light. Z. Ah ! Ere the darkness comes hack let us %• G. Ply now ? Oh no ! Naught black can touch our wings. When thou hadst gone away and left me here I lay a long while close to it ; to feel Or smell so strange a thing I often tried, But never would it lie beneath my wings ; Where'er I went there brightness was, so I Could only see what I desired to touch. Now the black veil is falling on the Earth. Act IV. : Fourth Day.— Gen. i. 14-19. Zelma. Again the day doth break. OaUa. But I have seen No night ; the while that the last night did stay I visited a far-off world. How weird Doth look the air which hangeth round the sphere. Z. Hark! Hark! There 'comes a host. Meliz ( One of the Sost). — Oh Calla, come ! Haste, Zelma, haste ! Z. Whither go we with ye ? M. God hath sent us to see a new thing He Will do. We are to go upon. the land. Neva. Oh joy, to bathe my wings in those snow- banks ! THE CREATION. 21 C. Suow-banks, dear JSTera ? No ; those are but clouds. N. I never have seen such, and I have been Into a world so far from this, that nanghfc I know of what God hath made here since I In passing heard Him say, " Let there be light. " But while I journeyed far I saw a sphere, Quite white in beauteous mountain-chains, and I Was told that what I looked at was cold snow ; I longed to touch it then, but God had sent Me otherwhere, Z. Oh ! where are all the clouds ? C. They vanished as we passed thera through. M. Let us Alight upon this leaf-strewn bank and wait Until G. See ! How intensely, darkly blue Is the soft air ! It seems to shut us in, As glory shuts in God. N. We could not see If it were not for the bright radiance Which shivers from the footstool of the LOED. Now droop your Avings and raise your heads. 0. The suns And worlds which glimmered through the azure air Have faded. Lo ! our God doth smile. N. Oh, what Soft splendor fills the atmosphere ! Z. But one Quite different from that of Heaven. a This is But a reflection of God's smile. 22 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Many of the Host. — It is For even that not glorious enough. N. No. Ye have seen the satellite that moves Always around the earth as she doth race Around the sun, that's coming now to view. {As the moon appears the Host exclaim), "All glory be to Thee, God!" 0. How fair! While sailing through the air it seems to know It ministers to Deity, and bears Our thoughts to Him ; by its light we shall Earth Explore. Host. —And seek fresh cause of newer praise. TKIASSIO PEEIOD. Scene S.—Gen. i. 14-19. GrOD.— "Let there be lights in the firmament of The heaven, to divide the day from the night, And let them be for signs, and for seasons. And for days, and for years, and let them be For lights in the firmament of the heaven. To give light on the earth." Host.— " All glory be To Thee, God!"- Calla. — Behold ! JSTow all around The softer splendor waveth to the ground, While Eartli grows grandly bright beneath the smile Of goodness and of love thdt God hath cast Upon the sun, and which it hath let down In gratitude and joy upon the Earth. THE CREATION. 23 8avalle.—l^o^ I shall like to come to this new "world ; But until now better by far I liked Some other orbs. I care for only what Is brightly beautiful. G. 1 fancy that This Earth will be almost as lovely as The Heaven. iVer«. — N"o ! No ! For there is the White Throne. C. Another spirit comes. Hearken to him. S. The sun ! The sun ! C — Oh ! I have never seen This world as bright before, and I had thought That it would never very brilliant be. I loved its softened contrast to Grod's Heaven. I could see very well the dim forms and Griganfcic of Earth's dull and sluggish life. I liked their contrast to light-bearing wings ; ' But I had never hoped to see a san By day, or moon and stars by night from this Cloud-swathed world ; and now how splendid is The change ! Brilliant or slightly-tinted forms, As delicate as toys of cherubs fair. Swim over the transparent seas, and plunge Into the lucid depths. Gonora. — Oh, see those sails ! G. That's a new word. G. Once I went where were those Who could not fly as we across the seas, So they had barks to float upon the waves, And snowy sails to court the air, and then They went their way just as these tiny fish. 24 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. 'Tis true those sails were large and these minute ; These maybe proofs of cherubs' mimicry. N. Know these are living things, are ammonites, And belemnites, and nautiluses ; I Can tell thee many other names. Wilt go To hover o'er the depths, and watch The life and light and joy therein ? G. But first Let's watch these huge and winged forms; can they Be like us ? W. 'So ; those forms are birds ; but not At all like us. G. Eather I thought them from The world whose name we neA^er like to call. JUEASSIC PEEIOD. • . Act V. : Fifth Day.— Gen. i. 20-33. Fulga. Calla, I felt that I a while should like To talk with thee, and so surmised that I Should find thee only here. Art here alway? Galla. This is the first world G-od hath made since He Created me. Thou knowest very young Am I compared to thee : and having heard So many angels talk of orbs they had Seen made, perfected from the words, " Let there Be light," I said that now I should see all God doeth when He maketh a new world. F. Oh, young indeed art"thou if thou canst think That when thou hast seen Him make one thou wilt Know how He hath made other spheres ! Not yet THE CREATION. 25 Have two been made alike. Thou ne'er canst learn What He can do. C. Yes, that I have been taught ; But there is one thing which I cannot learn. F. And that ? G. Is what He cannot, will not do. F. Why ! He can never be less than Himself, Can never be like one of us. Q. Great God ! F. Now, darling, wilt thou wander forth with me ? C. Not from my world. F. No ; but on it I fain Would learn all thou wilt teach of thy delight. a Gladly Fll tell the little I've acquired. See there are great pine-trees ; how slenderly They now aspire unto the light, anxious Their upper boughs may feel the warmth and joy Their roots may never share. - F. Didst ever hear The tale of Huxca and of Lardalie ? C. Nay ; but shall now if so it pleaseth thee. F. Huxca fell with the mighty prince whose pride Dragged him so low ; and as he was about To leave celestial home, sweet Lardalie, Who since the time that God created her Had been his own especial love, his charge. Entwined her little trembling wings about His neck, and said, " Now I shall be like God, Shall tliink more of the joy of other lives Than of mine own. Although I have not sinned. 26 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. iN'or thotiglit of it — for I do not know how, Nor wonld I learn it if I could be made By one sin — only one — as great as He I venerate and worship with my all Of life — therefore, although I have not Him Offended, or from His light been banished, I'll go to the dark world's confines with thee. I will not let the tip of my fair wing Be dipped in its hot breath, for tlien I could Not come again to God, the only One Whom I love more than thee — yet Him how much More than I can e'er think of loving thee ! — But I will hover o'er that dread abyss, And thou wilt stay upon its utmost verge ; Thus I shall ever sing and joy for thee. Wilt not thou sometimes slightly smile for me? Would not that be a little taste of Heaven ?" Then Huxca groaned and cried, "Not so, my sweet. My cherub fair ! Thee I love more than bliss. I will not let thee even know where I Shall dwell. Gro and be blest as ever at The feet of One whose name I ne'er again Can take upon my lips. Yet even in The world of unknown anguish I shall have A joy no curse can shut without my life, A bliss no darkness e'er can shadow o'er. Nor even fire of Hell can burn it out — The memory of Lardalie ; yes, that Shall be my Heaven and Deity. Farewell !" Once Huxca pressed his lips upon her wing. And then he seemed almost to rend in.twain His life. He threw her from him with this cry THE CREATION. 27 Of bitter agony, " Gfod, I curse Thee ! " This said, he, howhng fled. " My Lardalie ! " Was heard to fall in love and pity from The Inner Place, and in a minute she, Her harp new-tuned, knelt down before Grod's seat, And sang in clearest tones this gentle song : — I loved him but as he loved Thee ; Now I mourn not. He dared to speak blasphemously ; And now his lot I would not share. He once was fair Because he was somewhat like Thee. Now I can't mourn : I cannot love impiety. I would on bourn Of his sad world. With wings unfurled Above the darkness that clothed him Grive him my bliss, And light his home, so drear and dim. With light of this. While I could think He would not sink Into the greatest of all sin. I thought him lured By angels who much worse had been, 28 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. And so endured Their penalty Of misery. But when he cursed the God I loYe I mourned no more ; Him whom he hates I must above All else adore. Thou'rt all to me ; Grlory to thee ! G. A very gentle song. Henceforth when I See pine-trees grim, whose roots are buried in Deep gloom, that so the boughs may rise into The light of life, I shall remember him. Who, buried evermore in darkest woe, Eejoiced to think that a fair bough of his Lost state of love might ever see Grod's light. F. Majestically grand this river is. I knew not that this world had ever been Inhabited by aught. G. By much. The last ^on by lesser forms of light and glee. And for short space— since Grod gave the command, "Waters have brought forth most abundantly." I deemed the swarms of life on land enough. But our wise God did not bid land bring forth Abundantly ; this said he to the seas And rivers, so there is no spirit who Can count their myriads. F. And was there then No life in all this grand expanse of sea Until so recently ? THE CREATION. 99 C. A very few Fishes and living forms ; for God had not Then said, "Bring forth abundantly." F. How strange That He should thus create fish twice. C. I have Heard why he did, but cannot make myself Yet understand. There are to be upon The Earth queer beings who will able be To think, and yet will have capacity So small as not to comprehend there is A Grod ; but will say they have grown out of These forms that have lived here for geons long. F. What say'st ? G-rown how ? Like trees ? 0. I told thee that I could not understand how they would think ; But they will say that first there was atom Of life minute ; that, larger grew, became Fish, reptile next, then bird, next quadruped— With stout tail and long ears, and then them- selves. F. Most marvellous ! I must absent myself From worlds greater than this, until I see These animals so strange. And they will think? C. So I have heard ; how I can't comprehend ; But God, who is so kind to all, made some Fish long ago, and buried them beneath Eemains of lower species ; this will prove That fishes did not grow from meaner things. F. Ah ! thou forgot'st to tell what they would say Preceded the first form of life minute. 30 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. G. Perhaps those who can reason as they will, May never get so far as that. * Behold ! F. Oh, splendid are these birds ! I wonder if The creatures that we were just speaking of Will be tall as these trees! C. I never saw So large one who could think. F. TSTor I, in all My wanderings ; but else how could they live Upon this globe, where plants and animals Are so immense ? C. That I know not ; but Grod May make them very large. Now it grows dark. CEETAOEOTJS PERIOD. Act VI. : Scene 1. — Gen. i. VeluraJi.—ILiiil, beauteous Oalla, hail ! What hath Grod done Since I was here ? CaZ^a.— Destroyed all of the life That He had made, aye, and the very trees. V. And once before He hath done thus. G. Once in The time that we call night, speaking of this Quaint place, all that He had created in The aeon past was buried in soft soil. And He told me that He had laid them by For the strange men for whom this world was made, Grand waifs of Grod's Eternity, that they Would pick up on the shores of time, and thus In great rock-books would learn what He had done * I had never heard of Mr. Darwin when I wrote this. THE CREATION. 31 Before they were. When the next day appeared O'er all was beauty greater than before, But not as vivid ; therefore, I wait here Till bright dawn, to find what Grod will do. V. I wait with thee. See'st, Calla? there come troops Of angels fair. C. Ever they come and pass ; I only cannot go away, unless It be to render homage at God's Throne ; Then swiftly I fly back. V. Oalla, can'st tell Why here God hath such myriads of trees ? For since creation I have never seen Them dense as here. C. In after ages Earth Will have an atmosphere colder than now ; Its habitants will need these trees to burn. V. I thought, cycles agone, that trees had been Interred for this. C. They were ; but more will be Thus buried soon, and many of them will Eetain their tracery of gracefulness And beauty, for the admiration of The last-made creatures, who will yet dwell here. V. It doth appear that many things which we See now would well befit the realm of Hell. G. Naught like these figures crude have we near God. What need for Him who is omnipotent E'er to repeat his works? Oh, much I like Fantastic beauty and the markings quaint 32 THE OLOUD OF WITNESSES. That moYe about the land and waters warm With most peculiar ways. V. How lovely are Those specks of life that bloom and propagate Like none that I have seen ! G. These corals take Up a great portion of the sea, and I Have heard that in an after age they will All die and leave their bleached skeletons For trees and flowers to grow upon, and men Will walk thereon. For a long time I thought Them flowers that God would not let fade and die Because they were so pleasant to His eye. Now 1 shall show you smaller forms than theirs ; Yet these slight frames, after the life has gone, Will form embankments of soft stone, white cliffs For a bine sea to dash itself against. V. This ocean is quite white. C. Because it swarms With those shells so minute that I just told Thee of ISTow fly with me and I shall show That land as well as water teems with life — As marvellous for magnitude as this For size diminutive ; and there the air Brings forth strange birds that for an element So light appear too heavy and too drear. MIOCEKE PERIOD. Seene II. Zelma. — Calla, hast been heue all the while since I Bade thee good-bye ? Calla.— ^o; I have not. I knew THE CREATION. 33 The night which fell so heavily would last. A long while, and the sea would overspread Much land till all things would be changed, and so I went to the White Throne to give to God Especial thanks that He created me Before He made the Earth, and ask Him if I might from Heaven stay the aeon long Of the Sixth Day, wherein I hear that there . Will be a constant change. He answered, Yes ; But gave short mission first. Z. When thou return'dst ? C. There was no light, nor sound save of the sea, Which high did elevate itself to learn What it had wrought in the long night ; indeed There was a change on land and sea and sky ; And I had oft to look to reassure Myself it was my Earth ; but when the day Appeared there was a better life, a joy Much greater than before. So I had felt That it would be, knowing God never doth Do less than He hath done. Z. How fragrant is The atmosphere ! The odor is most like Soft gales that float adown from the White Throne. G. It is the life of these trees oozing out To permeate the air, and our fine sense Of perfume please. Z. But see the insects there, Seeming entranced as though they could not leave The fragrant power. C. Nor can they iiow ; their wings Are heavy with the amber sweet, and they 34 TEE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Will be imbedded thus, that so the men — Of whom we speak so oft — in ages yet To be, may find them quite as beautiful As now. Behold how graceful and how fair Are all the myriads, alike in wings, But variant in color, size, and shape, Which float around our wings ! But I had deemed The age of trees and ferns had passed ; and these, Though not so large, frailer perhaps, are yet Far prettier. What thinkest thou, my friend ? Z. For me the fairest time hath floated past, Perchance while thou wert gone. G. I fancy that 1 have missed nothing since observer of The Earth I've been. Z. Wert here when Sixth Day dawned ? 0. Soon afterwards; it cannot have been long. Z. Darrelle was here with me. How long was it That we the Sixth Day watched ere I left thee Calla to find? Darrelle. — An aeon, as I judge By what I saw. C. Can that be so ? It seemed To me but as a happy breath. D. I judge By what I have observed, and thou by what Thou feltest. C. Ah! Then have I lost aught in The making of this world ? D. If thou didst go Away, of course thou didst ; for never doth The great God cease to work. THE OBEATION. 35 C. Pray quickly tell Me what I missed. D. Water for a long time Was all that I perceived, and then uprose, Brightly and gradually, islands here And there. E'en though I cannot feel the heat Or cold, I knew from looking at the flowers That they were chilled : then snow and ice closed in My view. For dense and slimmer forms of pine Moss, yellow as Zeluca's brilliant hair, And lichens chill and gray, for change, were here. Elvers of ice there were, which stood straight up, And with slow majesty pursued their course Unto the ocean fathomless, and these Were what I tliought most grand, for as the sun Threw on them radiant rays they glittered like The crown of God— I should say almost like The shadow of it that we see ; and, had It not been treason, I should have surmised That He had hurled the crystal pavement down In flakes magnificent ; and that the curves And pinnacles of ice were the twelve gates, Shattered but ever glorious. C. To think That I have lost such spectacle ! I hope No other angels were away save those Who went with me afar from Grod's right hand. And those who fled with Fal towards the sphere His left hand pointed at. D. Oh! Myriads Were far, and I doubt not in other worlds Saw thino-s as beautiful and new. Also 36 THE (JLOTJB OF WITNESSES. I viewed strange animals, with long, red hair And heavy limbs, while herds of reindeer gray, Moss-cropping leisurely, were revelling In the great cold. Ere long the sea submerged A portion of the globe ; then were upheaved Icebergs, and I beheld fantastic shapes. An angel of the First Intelligence Told me they were but fancy sketches of The things I yet should see upon the Earth, And then bespoke queer words that sounded like Spires, towers, and towns. Knowest what these may be? Z. Not I. G. There flies anew Dominion.* Call! Z. Hail! Eerrula! i^errwZa.— Friends, Hail! Z>. Hast ever heard In the new sphere appointed thee to rule. Such words as spires and towns ? F. Nay. Where hast thou Heard such ? D. Xenotloma spoke them when he Talked of the grand icebergs, and what they were Most like; perchance they were prophetic words. F. Likely enough they shadowed forth new things That there will be upon the Eartli. C. Tell us Of more, Darrelle, most blest ! D. Once darted forth Flashes of red-hot lightning playing round — Such as were hurled after Satanic host — * Col. i. 16. THE GBEATION. 37 And a great sound that clashed like demons' tongues ; The raging winds howled as they dare not do In Heayen, and oceanic waves, in height Gigantic, boldly leaped, as if to shout Defiance to the clouds that had belched forth Such arrows of inimitable light. Bat I feared not, as Satan had, for I Knew well the Great God's hand held back their power. F. Hast heard that in the days to come He will Send for some souls He will m.uch love these bright And winged chariots of Majesty, Kosy with beams Divine? And they will waft To Him the essences ethereal Of life that He will have breathed into forms Of a gross, mortal mould. C. That I cannot Now comprehend. D. Nor I. F. 'Tis passing strange ; But I have caught a whispered mystery From the Thrones nearest God; now patiently I wait until it pleaseth Him to make It comprehensible to me. D. And thus We too must wait. One day, before the sun Went down, this scene I saw. The clouds around Had gathered in their beryl-colored and Their saffron robes to have a pretty dance, While here and there rosy and azure wreaths Were fastened on to help their beauty out. 38 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. The monarch of the day made sport for them, And let them throw their scarfs about his face While he glared ruddily, as though he were With anger filled ; and the musicians of The dance, the clouds just o'er our wings, poured out In play their liquid notes of melody. 'Twas fine to see how the rain-clouds would leap About in terror of hot rays. The sun Shone out in brilliant majesty the while The lightning flashed and thunder rolled its base Eeprovingly at so much levity. Ah ! if Earth's children frequently will be Favored with such a pretty sight, I shall Be oft their evening company; so I Said to Dunnar ; but while I spoke a fog Settled around ; then I flew oflFwith troops Of angels passing by. When I looked back Was naught but water to be seen. Sometime I stayed away, and when I hither came Beheld what now ye may see here. F. Who comes? G. A great Dominion, I surmise. Dominion. — Angels, all hail ! Our Monarch bade me fly. And say to all I met they now would see Sight of deep interest. Will follow me ? ( On the wing.) F. Behold those animals that calmly graze. And happily, beside the clumsy ones Who heave their massiveness along. THE CREATION. 39 Dom. — Eden Below ! C. How beautiful ! Z. Most fair ! Scene III. : Gen. i. 36-31. (7aZZa.— Zelma, what deemest thou God next will do? Zelma.—^^ch movement is so overladen with A present bliss that I can never think Of joys to come. C. Earth is another Heaven. Z. That cannot be: there can be but one God ; Therefore, an only Heaven, where He is throned. G. At least, of it this world mementoes hath. See'st thou the flowers and lovelier birds ? Z. Handsome indeed. What callest thou that bloom ? C. Zelluca hath named it the rose. Hast not Thou seen the little cherub known as Eose ? One day he lay down, his bright cheek upon A verdant bunch of leaves, which hung low from A fragile stem drooped to the grassy floor ; It is his wont, when happiest in play. To rest a while upon his joy, as yon Glistening insect rests its breast upon That bud. Ere a long time had passed he soared, And looking back upon the trembling leaves,' In wonderment he saw a pretty flower Where his soft cheek had pressed, then glided on. Zelluca passed, and said to Kalzama, Eose hides beneath this bush : whom plays he with ? 40 THE CLOUD OF WTTNE88E8. Then answered Kalzama, I find him not, Nor notice cherubs playing hide and seek. His friend replied, I do not know Avho seeks, But there Eose lies, his glowing cheek not hid By the green leaves. She called, Sweet Kose, come forth : Thou canst not hide from me ; I recognize Thy downy cheek. Next time thou playest thus Conceal thy cheek as well as eyes and wings. She paused, and gently thrust her arm within The thicket of soft leaves, and laid her hand Upon a flower. Then sought she Rose, And heard him tell his pretty tale, and named. It after him. Z. And that strange purple flower. The edges delicately fringed as eyes Of angels are, that bears upon its breast A badge shaped like the golden sceptre of Our Sovereign great ?* C. Edla told me there was In Heaven no name for it. I asked him why ; He shook his head, saying. It is a myth ; Sets forth faint type of wondrous mystery, That God will yet explain in new-coined words To wondering, assembled universe. Z. There are dear Lily's little bells, fragrant With her sweet breath. Hearest the laughing peals Of scented melody, that bring the smile Responsive when she lays her hand upon * I hope tMs fancy about the sceptre and passion-flower is not profane. THE CREATION. 41 The fragile stem, and rings the floral hells ? They are well suited to the mossy dales.* Z. The fair Camelia asked a boon of God. C. What could He add unto her heritage • Of beauty, bliss, and love ? Z. She asked His leave To give a present to the Earth. When He Smiled His consent hither she quickly sped. And, kneeling lovingly, took from her brow A cherished flower, and laid it on the ground—. Prophetic offering of angels' love For the inhabitants of this new sphere. Then looked she up to God to know if He Sanctioned the deed. He smiled down on the gift; Then prayed she Him to bid it take firm root Where she had planted it to gladden Earth, Eeminding future friends who would dwell in Eair Eden's bowers of angels' brows. G. This is The heliotrope ; the glowing Angel of The sun presented it to Earth ! Mark how With wistful smile it turns to gaze upon Its own liege lord. Z. I like it much. What dost Thou, love ? C. I shower kisses on the flower I prize the most. Z. I needed not to ask; 'Tis fragrant with thy breath. * The Lily-of-the-Valley. 42 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. G. Oh, liappy I ! This bloom in times to be will hearts of Earth Perfume with incense sweet of angels' breath, For as I kissed it did I breathe a prayer. Z. What fragile plant is this ? 0. Anemon^ ; Named after her who loved a spirit cast From Heaven : sweetly hath she transferred her love To G-od, thinking no more of banished Zar, Seeming forgetful that he was so long Her very star and friend. Z. May earthly maids, Grazing on this, like Anemone, And worship only Grod! May they, if swayed By winds that sometimes crush the blooms of Earth, Bow gently to the storm ! Submission sweet Will conquer all its wrath until the Lord Cries, Peace, and smiles upon the patient heart That ever lifts an open eye to Him. 0. Will there be maidens here, and sorrow will They feel, think'st thou ? Z. Why not ? Hath not sin been In Heaven ? Is it not now in Hell ? C. Too true. Why do we see so m.any flowers of ours ? Z. Some angels brought them here and made a home For them in this rich soil. Why hast not thou Learned all their names and histories ? G. 'Tis strange ; but I have scarcely thought of them : TEE CREATION. 43 I have not yet ideas had to spare Eor such. Since the good GrOD created me Each moment I have had fresh glory to Admire, or favor new for which to praise. "When next HE speaks to me I shall ask God To let me give a name-sake to the Earth. Scene IV.— Gen. ii. 6, 7. ^em?^.— Silence ! OEE AT OR comes! Angels, prepare To pay your homage to the Monarch — GrOD ! All. — Hail, Sovereign, hail ! And many thanks for what Thou here hast done ! Glory be unto Thee ! God. — " In Image of Ourselves let Us make Man !" Calla. I cannot see. Z. Nor I. D. And I am blind. Fulga. — Even my eyes are blinded now. What can This mean ? H. A heavy mist ariseth from The ground, and so GOD shuts out from our eyes The work that His Hands do. D. What meanest thou ? H. Thing wonderful. He, who created us But by a word, doth with His Own Hand make A man ! F. How doth a Spirit — as GOD is — Do this ? H, It is a mystery that is -To be unfolded unto us ; but not 44 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. For ages yet. Many of you were in Existence when HE lifted from His grand And incommunicable state the veil Of glory, and revealed unto ns Manifestation of Himself, and said, " Let all the angels of Grod worship Him." And never was there in the depths above Worship so nnderstandingly poured forth: Then was GOD visible. Straightway we fell Upon our knees, covered our eyes with wings. And worshipped, worshipped, worshipped Three — In — One. a Three! H. Aye. Thou art a spirit new ; but know A Light that played about us visibly Was the Third Power, and HE taught us new bliss. ^^^.-Glory be to the GODS Avho is but ONE !* H. And ere this mist arose, HE said, " Let Us Make man ! " This grand manifestation of The Great Unseen will with His Own Hands make A man. But lest this favorite should be Too proud he will of mere dust be composed. This mist will make a clay, and out of that Will He mould man, and then the Essence of All Life "will breathe into him breath of life," And the Great Third will him with mind endow. ( The mist vanishes. Man a^^pears.) ■ Michael. — Great GOD, in awe I bow my knees to Thee! * Gen. i. 1. — In the original tlie noun is plural, and the verb singular. TEE GBEATION. 45 God.— Speak, Michael, speak! M. The angels fain would pay To Thee a special homage now, Great GOD. God.— My glory I will gather np to yon High mountain peak, their homage to receive. C. {Aside.) Poor man ! Zelma, didst see that he did try To raise himself up from the Earth to come With us ? But he could not, and now he will Haye to stay there alone. Z. Why pity him ? It is not well for him to fly, or he Would have the power. Behold, how radiant He is with his transcendent joy ! Blest man ! What if he has a body heavier Than ours, — God breathed into him a soul. Scene V.—Qen. ii. 18-20. Hulmah.—^2iW, Oalla, hail! GaUa.—M.j friend ! H. What wonder new Is to be seen ? All insects, beasts, and birds. In one procession grand ! C. Adam hath named Them all ; each beast steps ofP, contented, with His happy mate ; the birds fly ofi' in pairs, Eenewing scarce-suspended joy ; now side 3y side the insects glow with bliss, and e'en The reptiles, mated, are in pleasant mood. H. Now all have have gone to lairs or nests ; alone 46 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Poor Adam ! He is not as full of joy As those dumb things. G. He ought to be ; for he May talk with G-od. H. Aye ; but he cannot touch His Hand. C. I shall go sit by him ; he will Like that. H. Thou wilt not stay; for thou hast wings. Believest thou that eagle soaring to Yon height, would long remain in company "With the tame deer that cannot fly ? G. 'Tis strange That GOD should leave but one alone, and he The best that HE hath made on Earth. H. Didst note His words ? Male and female HE said when HE Stooped to lay lips sublime upon the cold And beautiful clay form. HE said, " Let them Dominion have." The Three Great GODS is ONE ; But how is Adam two ? G. Hist ! GOD will speak. G-OD.— "It is not good for man to be alone ; A help like unto him I now will make." * Soene . VI: Gen. ii. 19-25, and i. 36-31. Galla. — Zelma, my sweet, why didst thou stray so long? Zelma. —I went on mission fer. * The Vulgate's rendering of Gen. ii. 18. TEE CREATION. 47 G. And hast not seen How Eve was made ? Z. Didst thou ? C. I shall tell all I can repeat. Our worship finished, God First smiled — we knew it by the sudden gleam Of golden light that crossed the crystal air — Then said, Now on light wings hover low o'er The garden where doth sleep Our youngest-made. We lightly moved our wings, and Michael said That Adam slept, and must not be disturbed. Z. Disturbed? And slept? I do not understand. C. Why ! He looked like a flower and did not stir. Z. Dost mean he lay still as the lambs that tire Of play ? G. Aye ; slept as do the animals Of this queer world. Z. We have not journeyed far. G. Here I can learn enough, if GOD will let Me stay. Z. Enough ! Canst learn enough ? G. I mean I need not go away to learn ; for here I see new wonders evermore. Z. Well. When Man slept? G. GOD said, Veil your eyes with your wings. A while we were as still as Adam lay ; Then a Voice said, " Our GOD hath taken one Of Adam's ribs, closed up the flesh thereof. And of the rib which the Lord God from man 48 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Has taken, woman has HE made." Open Your eyes. Behold the two. Then we looked up And saw GOD bring her to the man. Adam Embraced her lovingly. Both smiled, and I Thought that the flowers around greAV visibly ; I'm sure such joyous, thrilling notes the birds Sang ne'er before. All of us sang; how could We joy restrain ? So sweet a sight my eyes Had never seen ; we seldom sing as well As we did when we broke forth in GOD'S praise ; But not one note, I think, did Adam hear ; Perchance, the fair one did ; I thought she turned Slightly away to catch a sound. He said, " This is now bone of my bone, and flesh of My flesh; she shall be woman called, for she Is taken out of man. I name her Eve." The while he spoke she smiled, as the clear sti-eam, Sparkling, returns the pressure of the sun's Warm rays: and when he ceased, there rippled from Her dewy lips music thou wouldst call words, And they were these : Let me first kneel to GOD ; Then I shall thee embrace. Adam replied. Aye; twine thine arm about me thus, and we Shall both kneel down, and give Him joyous thanks— I for thy life and thou for mine, and both For His great love. When they had risen from Their knees they looked like flowers at early dawn, Although the sun just then the brightest shone — Yet seemed less bright than they. An angel spake, Thus GOD hath in His Image grand made man ; THE GBEATION. 49 Male and female has HE created them. Now HE will bless them ; hear and say Amen. We heard GOD say to Adam and to Eve : — '•' I bless you ; fruitful be and multiply ; The Earth replenish and subdue, and have Dominion over all fish of the sea, Eovi^ls of the air, the cattle and all things Which live and move upon the Earth, Behold, To you I have for food given each herb Seed-bearing, which is on the face of all The Earth, and all the trees in the which there Is the fruit of a tree yielding its seed ; To you it is for meat ; to all the beasts, Eowls of the air, everything that creeps Upon the Earth wherein is life, I have Ev'ry green herb given for meat, and it Is so. Then God saw ev'rything that HE Had made, and it was very good.'' Thus did The Sixth Day end. H. Wilt go with me to talk With Adam and with Eve ? I long to share Their bliss, thus multiplying it for them. Why was not Eve made of the clay of which GOD Adam made ? G. She is formed out of him, Because, although the twain are one, yet she Is made of fairer stuff than he to teach That he must over her have tender care. Less strength she needs ; for all of his is hers ; She must be weak that Adam may have use For strength. Were she as strong and large as he He would not care so tenderly for wants 50 THE CLOJJl) OF WITNESSES. He will create that* lie may satisfy, Knitting her life with his into a web Of common thought. And his own rib made fair And lovable — will never seem to be So naturally placed as next his heart. Note. — I wrote a large part of " The Creation " in 1857 while reading " The Testimony of the Rocks," and so adopted Miller's views to a certain extent. Drama II. ABEL'S WIDOW. Act I. : Scene 1 [AleVs Widow, alone.) Zilpali. — 'Twas Adam said, Let the poor widow weep; And then all went away and left me here To weep and mourn alone. Abel is dead ! I never grieved before but he seemed to- Divine that I was sad, and hastened home, And then, of course, my grief was quickly past. When the sun shines, how soon is the dew gone ! Ah ! shall I never see behind the clouds That shut me from my love ? Are they of lead ? His motlier says he's dead ; 'tis strange if she Doth know. And can she then ? No, verily; I think that Eve hath turned into a stone. She is as cold and — but her h^art doth beat — As dead as he. As he ? my love ! my joy ! Can he be dead ? I've had bad dreams before ; ABED 8 WIDOW. 51 But in his deepest sleep my lightest moan He heard, and woke me Avith his gentlest kiss. Oh God, but say tliis is a dream! — like dreams Of night ! I'll go again and lay mine ear Upon his heart — it may heat now. He oft Hath feigned sleep to make me kiss him more. Dear Abe], I will gladly spend my breath In kissing thee if thou wilt waken then. How strange that God should let him be betrayed By his own gentleness !— like a lamb laid Bleeding and bound upon the altar of His love, and of his brother's hate. May I Be worthy now of one who hath been mine ! I pitied once the lamb which he would slay ; He quickly turned, with look more like reproach Than any I had ever had from him, and said, Most highly favored is the lamb which God Hath made spotless enough to be the type Of His Own Son. Ah ! A thought thrills me now. He added, Gladly would he lay his life Upon the altar where the lamb must die. If God would deign to honor him as type Of One Who Yet Would Come. A shudder then Passed o'er his frame ; I asked him why ? He said, Thoughtlessly, I have uttered blasphemy ! I knew him pure as any lamb could be; God favored him more than the rest of men. Shall I complain that I, who was his wife, Must be his mourning widow now? Better His widow than the wife of living man. I'm glad I would not marry Cain. Poor Cain ! Poor Eachel ! I must so and comfort her. 52 TEE GLOUD OF WITNESSES. She stays away as though she were afraid To look at me. My Grod, I thank Thee that I am not she. I glory in my lore ; E'en in stern death he is so beautiful. I wonder if an angel-maiden in The fields above loves him and woos him now — Oh, useless effort! He is mine, and mine For aye ; he cannot be another's now. Poor Rachel! I, in thinking of my loss. Forgot her tortured heart. The wife of Cain ! Comfort her, my Cod ! What can I say To one whose head must henceforth pillowed be On murderer's breast ? Down, heart ! Scene II. Zilpah.—'Ra.chel, weep not so violently, dear. JRacheL — Go I Co! I cannot bear the sight of thee. My heart is sick; my head is whirling round— I know not what I do. Z. I'll pray with thee. B. I will not hear thee mutter curses on Cain's head. He is mine own— ah! doubly mine Own now ; for none but me will look at him. Z. I shall. H. To blast him with a fiery eye. Z. Nay, Rachel, look at me. My eyes are full Of tears ; and now these tears are for thy woe. a. For mine ! No ! No ! That is not so, I think ; For I can scarcely weep for thee. Z. Nor need'st ; My husband is with God— the One whom best ABEL' 8 WIDOW. 53 He loved. I never had the heart to let Him know how wretched I was when he went Alone to worship Grod on the high top Of mountain which I could not climb. He said He knew it was not so, but still he felt Nearer to G-od when he could see naught but The things He made. I was quite wretched till He came back home, and could not sleep or eat. But thinkest that I could have let him know Of this ? He never would have gone again Where my poor strength must fail to carry me ; And so when he came back to me, his face Aglow with light that never fell upon the plain, I talked of how the flowers had bloomed, and birds Had carolled while he was away. R. I can Not understand such chilly love as that. Z. Thou never hadst such teacher as I had. R. But Cain hath often said I must not be So selfish in my love. Z. Has he ? Then it Is not so strange thou art ; but Abel taught Me lesson that I learned imperfectly, By always thinking of my happiness. I was shamed into being worthy of The man who knew no self. R. I'm sleepy now. Z. Pardon that I have talked so much of what Concerns thee not; but I thought thou wouldst like, To know that as I'd not let Abel see How much I missed him when he was away, 54 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Because I would not rob him of the bliss Of a few days ; so now I cannot prove So totally unworthy of his love As e'er to wish him back. R. Thou art so queer And cold. Z. Not unto thee, I hope. I came To comfort thee. R. Why ? This is strange. Eve is So lost in agony of her sole woe She cannot see me yet. Z. So I should think. Poor Eve ! R. Poor Eve! Yes; but her husband lives. Z. I do not like to Avhisper what I think. Is not greater than thine her grief? Blame for This deed of sin and woe thou canst not have. R. Believest that ? This comforts me. My mind I've tortured much by thinking that I might Have softened Cain's unkind I Avas too harsh ; Talk to me more ; I'll listen to thee now. Thy happiness no more can cast reproach Upon my married life. Speak of 1dm, too : For he is dead— my husband is alive. Z. I would thou couldst have heard how Abel used To teach us ev'ry day, when he the lamb Did offer up, how Ave, if Ave Avould be Forgiven, must forgive. But Avhen I came As a bride to his tent, I used to feel Much anger when Cain Avronged my husband kind. Then he taught me of One Who Is To Come, ABEL'S WIDOW.. 55 Of whom our lambs of daily sacrifice Are but the types. Oli, how his face would glow, More brightly thau the stars in midnight hour ! And oft I could not comprehend all that He felt; but this I knew : he said that I Must gentle be, and unresisting as The lambs he slew ; must soothe the angry hearts That injured me, as the lambs licked his hand The while he bound them to the altar of Their death. I loved his lessons once, for they Were always taught with kisses fond ; and now, " Though he is dead, he speaketh unto me." Come, let me pray with thee ; then we will go And comfort Cain — if he is still alive. R. If he is still alive ? Who dares to harm My Caiu ? Z. No man. But it was probable He'd die of grief : I thought that I must die. When first I saw mine only one struck to The Earth and weltering in Grod ! R. Let's kill Ourselves. Z. Oh, horrible! Kneel quickly down For fear some fiend hath heard those words, And so will dare to come into our hearts. I long for Abel ; but I shall not go To him until he calls ; well I know that Will be as soon as God permits. He wants Me there as I him here. 56 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Drama III. THE BENEDICITE. Act I. : Scene I. Godary. — Wilt go with me to D Lira's plain to see If those three noble Hebrew youths will bow Before the tyrant's breath as straw before The hot monsoon ? Nebuchadnezzar hath Set up a golden image of his god ; And at the call of music all must fall Upon their knees and bow their heads in awe, At the gigantic shadow of a thought That man's brain hath conceived and named a god. Meshach, Shadrach, Abednego are three Young Jews of the Captivity, and in Great Babylon as standard-bearers of The truth of the I AM they Avalk. Shadrach Is mine own charge : I think he will not kneel To greatest idol that the world hath seen. Oft I in dreams have given hints of one Whose grandeur no man comprehends. His is A poet's soul, thirsty as famished babe Eor glory of our world. Pull many hours He spends in the Observatory of The wise Ohaldees, in study of sun, moon. And stars. I saw him pluck a little blade Of grass ; sighing he said. E'en thee I can Not comprehend. How do the sun and rains Nourish thy verdancy ? How growest thou ? THE BENEDIOITE. 57 Abednego will smile at questions of This sort, and glibly tell of influence Of heat and shower ; but Shadrach knows replies That he and wise men make do not explain The how when they mere facts affirm. Scene II. — Babylon. " Certain Chaldeans." * — king, forever live ! Thou a decree Hast made that all who hear the music of Flute, cornet, harp, sackbut, and psaltery, Shall worship image that thou hast set up ;_ And whoso will not worship shall be cast In fiery furnace. Three Jews whom thou Hast put over our Babylon regard Not thee, nor serve thy gods." Nehucliadnezzar. — ( Wrathfully. ) Bid them come here. Scene III. Netucliadnezzar. — Can it be true, Shadrach, Abednego, Meshach, ye do not serve my gods, nor will Adore the image I have made ? Is this The gratitude ye show to me, who raised You high above the nobles of the land ? " If now ye worship not ye shall be thrown Into the midst of furnace doubly hot. And who is he who can deliver you Out of my hands ? " * Dan. chap. iii. 58 THE GLOUD OF WITNESSES. 8. king! we don't presume To argue with tliy majesty ; " but our God whom we serve can save us from thy hand." M. Or, if He will not, we can die ; but will Not serve thy gods, nor will adore the gold, Howe'er niaguificent, thou hast designed. Scene IV. — In the Fm'tiace. Ahednego. — Strange that we do not feel the fire that is Like a great shrine to shut out wrath of man ! Mesliecli. — Around us is the cooling breath of God. The men who cast us in were quite consumed, And we — we feel no harm. Glory to God! A. Glory to God! Shadrach, what seest thou ? Thy face is radiant. Shadrach. — Spirit beloved And beautiful, so often visible In dreams, reveal thy loveliness to them ! Angel. — God hath sent me to keep you company Until HE comes. A. Blessed be Thou for aye, Our fathers' God! Thy name is worthy to Be praised. Righteous art Thou in all that Thou To us hast do«ie. Thy ways are right. In all That Thou hast brought upon Jerusalem Thou hast true judgment executed, for Our sins deserved it all. But, for the sake Of Thy beloved Abraham, and for The sake of Isaac and of Jacob, let Not Thy great mercy long depart from us. TEE BENEBIGITE. 59 Less than a nation are we now : no prince ]^or leader can we boast ; no place where we May sacrifice ; nevertheless, we seek Thy Face : "Let ns not be confounded, Lord." Accoi'ding to Thy works most marvellous Deliver us, and let our foes perceive Thou art the Lord, One God. An. And, Shadrach, while We walk in midst of flames I shall reply To questions thou hast asked when I had not Power to reply to thee. Only in hot, Consuming trials can man see his guard, Whom in his happiness he ne'er forgot. In all the works of Grod is cause for praise. 8. " Oh, all ye works of the Lord, bless the Lord ! * M. and A. Praise Him and magnify Him for- ever ! " M. Ye angels, who behold what God hath done For man, and who know marvels compassed not By David's songs sublime, " Bless ye the Lord ! " S. and A. "Praise Him and magnify Him for- ever ! " An. Ye see the blue expanse above our heads. It is an ocean fathomless to all But ONE, and in it float sun, moon, and stars. All in their ranks ; in mystic circles wheel They round God's Throne. 8. " Ye heavens, bless ye the Lord." M. and A. " Praise Him and magnify Him for- ever ! " * Song of the Tliree Children in Apocrypha. 60 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. An. Water, that in man's hands is formless and Quite colorless, in God's, assumes all shapes And hues ; and there is nothing in this world As beautiful as clouds that float above. They are but water drawn up from the earth By the sun's rays, to fall in blessings on The land ; e'en so men's spirits rise, by power Of God, above the world, and thence descend To bless mankind and fertilize dry souls. 8. "Ye waters in the firmament, bless God !" M. and A. " Praise Him and magnify Him for- ever ! " An. In Heaven's hierarchy there are grades. M. Because both there and here doth order reign. An. How different those grades from ranks that man Creates ! Formed for no cause, they are of no Account but to amuse vain children of A day. The highest Throne, * next God, is yet The lowliest ; and all who boasted of Their pride were sent to foll(5w Satan, who Is Pride self-deified. The highest Powers Are swiftest servants of God's will. 8. " Oh, all Ye Powers of the Lord, bless ye the Lord ! " M. and A. " Praise Him and magnify Him for- ever ! " All. The sun is emblematic of God's Eye ; Biit as man's vision cannot pierce the space * Col. i. 16. THE BENEDIGITE. . 61 That spreads millions of mites 'twixt it and Him, He thinks it near and small; his minister, The moon, shines but because it does, and is Unconscious that in hours of darkness it Is messenger from God. Such, children of The Lord, have ye been in this Babylon. 8. " Oh ye (great) Sun and Moon, bless ye the Lord ! " M. and A. " Praise Him and magnify Him for- ever ! " An. The Stars may now be landing-places for • Imagination to rest on when it Attempts to measure majesty of God ; But when ye are as I, ye'll visit them. And find them centres of revolving worlds. S. "Oh (all) ye Stars of heaven, bless ye the Lord ! " M. and A. " Praise Him and magnify Him for- ever ! " An. " Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego, Bless ye the Lord ! Exalt Him above all."- Jf., A., and 8. " He hath delivered us from hell, and saved Us from the hand of death, and rescued us Out of the midst of burning flames. Give thanks Unto the Lord, because gracious is HE." An. " Let all who worship Him, bless Him, the God Of Gods ! Praise Him and give Him thanks, for His mercy endureth forever ! " 8., M., and A. Amen. 62 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. f Deama IV. ST. PAUL IN^ ATHENS. Acts xvii. 18-34. {Euryades, an Epicurean, and Ormenus, a Sioic.) Ormenus. — What news to-day ? Euryades.— Is owe, friend. 0. Now, that is news Indeed. To say in Athens there is naught That's new in science, art, philosophy, Or game to- day ! E. Well, yes. Some gossip I Eenieniber to have heard, but fear that thou Wilt scorn as insult to pliilosopher. Such trash. There is a little Jew whom men Call Saul, or Paul, or some such name, who sets Up a new god. 0. Tut ! tut ! That is no news. This olive put forth a fresh bloom this morn; But information such as that I'd not Term novelty. Athenian fools will have Gods quite as numerous as are their whims Or a.ppetites. Let children have new toys. Ye Epicureans are wiser set of fools E. Than Stoics who boast so much of Their sense. But they are right. How could we find It out did not they prate of it so oft ? Thou say'st, I am an Epicurean, But not of the new-fashioned sort of whom ST. PAUL IN ATHENS. P,;3 Our foinider now would be ashamed, could lie Eeturn and learn whose name they bear. 0. Thy life Is nobler far than thy philosophy, Better than that of the vain butterflies Who wear men's robes ; thy dialectics, though, As puerile. Gods are of atoms made, Thou say'st ; for my part I'll not worship what Is less than I. E. More atoms fall to them Than to thy frail humanity. 0. How then Can they go where I cannot pass ? Both thou Main tain's t. The dozen gods and goddesses Of highest rank, and those of lower caste, With their earth -progeny, have sat oil Mount Olympus, where but half as many men Could not stand at one time. E. But thou forget'st 0. That reason's not to be expected in Mythologies. E. Thou shouldst consider that The elder poets, who saw such fine sight. Perceived — as we see other objects — but The images of the immortal ones. 0. As we see, say'st? I am no image, friend. E. Yea. I perceive but image of thyself, Or rather of the atoms men call thee. Stoic, thou sneerest. 0. No : not I. Why should I care how big a fool thou art ? I'm used To children's lying legends. Faugh ! Naught I 64 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Eegard but to preserve myself in an Unbroken calm. I am on mountain-peak Of grand philosophy, amused by sheep Called Epicureans, who gambol at My feet. E. By Jove! 0. By a faint shadow of Some atoms blown together, called a god ! E. Well, I'll be true to my gay creed, and laugh ; Thou, being quite as surly as a bear. Must even growl at will : Stoics are like Their prototype, the bear, half of the year Asleep, snarling the other half, like 0. Thee. So I will laugh for both. Give me more news. E. Which Stoics never care to learn. How oft I wonder much why they e'er eat or sleep. Not caring so to do. 0. Canst thou not tell Me who is Paul ? E. A sheep as young as I Likes play. Oh ! this vile Jew is "setter forth Of some strange god " — preposterous ! I'm sure Of gods we have enough. 0. But atoms will Togetlier blow, and sometimes they must chance To form a deity. Perhaps, this man Has seen a shadow of a new one in The clouds. E. Perverter of a theory Too fine for thee to grasp, I'll ST. PAVL IN ATHENS. 65 0. Bottle np 111 cobwebs an old truth. Can Paul do that ? B. And more. He says that those who have lain in The Ceramicus for long years will rise Again. 0. Why not ? Why should not atoms rise ? They're light. E. But how, sage! can images Of men e'er rise ? I'd like to hear thee or The Hebrew answer that. 0. What he'd affirm I cannot guess. But, for myself, I've seen The shadow of some smoke arise. As we Have naught to do to-day, suppose we hear Paul for hims,elf ? Knowest thou where he dwells? E. I know where lives low-born barbarian ! In Areopagus he will declaim This noon. Canst heai* him if thou will'st : for me It is too warm ; I'll to Ilissus go To bathe with nymphs and nereids. 0. With shades Of water-atoms, meanest thou ? Farewell, Scene II. {Ormenus, walhing foivards the Areopagus, meets Pausanias.) Pausanias. — Hail, Ormenus ! Where goest thou ? Ormenus. — To Hill Of Mars to hear a .lew. P. Make his defence ? QQ THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. 0. No ; he will there proclaim a god he has Discovered in the clouds or in his brain. P. It's scandalous that any man nnknown Should be allowed to desecrate the spot That was to Solon venerable as His laws to us. There god younger than he Is now to be announced to pack of fools. 0. There is a crowd. P. In Athens that is naught. 0. No ; but I'll call to an acquaintance if One I perceive ; I'd like to know more of This Panl. Time oft hangs heavily. I like To be amused. P. There's Dionysius wise. 0. Hail Dionysius ! Wait ! What is the cause Of this great throng ? Dionysius. — Going to hear a ^qw, A Pharisee, a scholar of the famed Gamaliel; and "no mean fellow," this; A free-born Eoman he. P. Then I'll not sneer That Dionysius, Areopagite Of fame, runs after Hebrev/ mean. D. I hold Myself too proud to let a Jew know more Than I, if he Avill share with me his lore. In many schools hath Paul disputed with Philosophers, and none have silenced him; And so we have invited him to speak To us where all can criticise, in hope To find a clue to spoil his argument. 8T. PAVL IN ATHENS. 6T Scene III. In Areopagus. {The remarhs in 'parentlmses made, ly the three philosophers in undertones^ St. Paul. — " Ye men of Athens, I perceive in all Things ye too superstitious are." {0. I would that I Had made Eur jades come here.) " As I passed by I saw an altar dedicated to The Unknown God. Him whom in ignorance Ye now adore declare I unto you. He made the Avorld and all things else of heaven And eartli." {D. That's easier to believe than that They made themselves.) " He's Lord of all." (P. Why, Paul Means Jove. 0. ISTo ; for we know him. well enough. D. Too well to worship him. We know his crimes And follies all. Thou art not, nor am I, As weak as he — -if he exists at all. 0. Hear Paul.) '' Grod dwell eth not in temples made With hands." (P. Paul is an atheist.) " Nor is He worshipped by your offerings." ( 0. Here is A man of sense, one worthy to be taught All our philosophy.) 68 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. " And He needs naught." (0. I'll make that Jew my friend; he's bold as wise. We would not dare to tell the people this.) " He gave to us life, breath, all things ; and He Hath made of one blood all the nations of The earth." (P. He's like the rest of the most learned Philosophers — fooled by his theories.) " The bounds of all men's habitations Grod Hath fixed. Seek ye the Lord, your Unknown Grod ; Feel after Him and find." {D. Hath the Jew come Across the sea to tell us this ? That is What we for ages have done fruitlessly. I hoped he'd found what we have vainly sought. (P. I doubt if God is anywhere to find.) " He is not far from ev'ry one of us." (P. ISTor is the sky ; and yet we cannot pierce Its mystery.) " In Him we live and move ; Our being hold in Him. His offspring we." [0. Aratus hath said that.) " As one of your Own poets said." {D. He's honest, too.) "If we Of Grod the offspring are, we should not think That He is like to silver, gold, or stone," (P. For we are not of so much worth as they.) " Graven by man's device." ( 0. How can fools know 8T. PA TIL IN ATHENS. 69 How they should carve the images of forms They never saw ?) " God winked in pity at The times of ignorance, but now commands Each one of you, repent. A day He hath Appointed in which He Avill judge the world In righteousness by one Man He ordained." {0. One man to judge us all ! That's good.) " Of what I say He hath assurance given men By raising Him up from the dead." (0. More tales And fables of the gods. Oh Paul, how thou Hast disappointed me ! P. What else didst thou Expect from HebreAv base ? D. I'll follow him. He's greater than philosopher I've heard Or read of yet. In earnest lie ; he doth Not play the oracle to make men stare. No ! what in public this Paul says he will Not sneer at in a private school.) Note. — I have dared to introduce the Dionysius referred to in Acts xvii 34, whom Dionysius, Bishop of Corinth, and Eusebius say was the first Bishop of Athens. January 24, 1865. 70 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Deama V. ROME. Act I. — The Catacombs. Mazza.— Come, Calla, I shall show thee a strange sight. Calla.— Whithev &j we? M. To thy pet world, the Earth. C. Aye ; gladly I shall go. M. How soft the air ! G. How blue the sky ! Another Paradise? M. ISTo ; this is Italy, land of bright skies, Blue lakes, and pretty views. C. And, Mazza, Avill We find another Adam here ? 31. Those Avho Have come in a long line from him. The men Etruscans are.* Now, darling, enter here. C. Ah ! I perceive why we have hither come. When Lanthus talked with me in the pearl-bower, Thou sawest how I longed to see the homes That men, unconscious quite of what they did, Were hewing out of earth for those who Avill Adore and love, and follow joyfnlly Our God, when lovingly below He will Descend. But Oh! these caves, that must be dark To mortal eyes, can never be the homes Allotted to the followers of Cfirist. * Muller. ROME. 71 M. Yes ; knowest thou not that they will be born In sin, and will bear suffering and death ? C. And glory, Mazza! WheneA^er that word Death falls on my ears, they tingle with The sound until my lips cry "glory," and I think that God, who but created us. Will die for men, and make them one with Him. Happy am I, and satisfied; yet, not An angel, I should wish to be a man. But, dearest, why will those who Christians will Be called have to dwell here ? M. To hide from their Pursuers. C. Pursuers ! I thought that they Who love our Grod are safe. M. And so they are ; For death is glory given them. But all Men will not love the Christ. C. Wliat sayest thou ? The air is earthy, and I heard not well. I deemed thou saidst a thing so very strange That I must tell thee so as thou may'st laugh As mortals do. I thought thou saidst that some Their Saviour would not love. Now laugh, as men, When they hear strangest things. M. Thou heardest well. Satan and all his hordes are laughing at Thy w^ords ; but if an angel's eyes had tears, I should shed bitterer than poor Eve did. C. Ah, Mazza! thou art trifling with me now. Thou wall'st to see if tears are possible For angels when thev dwell tis much on Earth 72 TEE OLOUD OF WITNESSES. As I delight to do. Thou hast seen those Who teased the ones they loved : but was that well ? How canst thou try to be like silly men ? M. T would that it were but a jest ! But it Is truth ! a Truth! M. Aye. Thou ken's t that Jesus must To cruel Cross be nailed, and these who nail Him there must hate Him first. C. Kill Him for hate ! No, never ! Never, no ! M. Thou sawest what Isaiah and some other Prophets wrote, And one of the Dominions told thee this. O. Oh, no ! Not what thou say'st. I knew that He For men would die; but, I supposed that they Would, wailing, bind Him to the trembling Cross While He encouraged them to do His will, And forced them to obey, while promising The seats nearest to Him if they would nerve Their palsied hands to offer Him as their Great Sacrifice — then die of broken hearts, Hast'ning to follow Him. What was the woe Of Abraham, when called upon to kill His son, compared with theirs, who will be forced To hang their Maker on the Cross ? M. Some men Will clamor for his death, accusing him Of crimes. C. Of crimes! Dare to accuse the God Of crimes ! Satan hath never thus presumed. BOME. 73 M. Bud men bolder than Satan are, for they Know less of Heaven and Hell, of misery And bliss. A judge unjust will fear to set Christ free : the ones who truly love will flee From Him, and those who hate will bind Him to The Cross. When He has died, risen, and gone To Heaven again, then they will hate tliose who Eevere His memory, and worship Him ; And them too they will persecute into Eternal life. Some will escape from rack And tortures worse than death, and hiding in These dark and winding crypts, will have a church Where more securely they may worship God. Is it not sweet to think that some will love Him thus ? 0. Some love Him thus ! Some love Him thus ? Mazza, I never more can hither come ; I do not like to carry thoughts like mine Before God's Throne. Let us go hence. Satan I shunned; now Satan seems an angel bright Compared to Adam's progeny. Satan Or man for company, I'd choose the least Ingrate. The Devil knows God will not die For him. Nonsense we talk. God die in vain ! M. Let us fly now, and see the buildings grand And beautiful, that these Etruscans raise With what they quarry here. Unconsciously They work for those unborn. But always men Do thus. Unthinking ones ! a stay here! Ko; I Shall go to see if God is all I tliink He is, and if I find that he is still 74 THE CLOUD OF WITIfUSSBS. Omnipotence and Love unfathomed, I Shall know that foolish words, like men's mistakes, Have blown from earth to us, and that I now Have hearkened to the strangest of them all. Act II. : Scene I . Mazza. — Wilt go with me again to "visit Earth ? Calla. — Oh no ! M. It cannot be that thou hast been O'er there so oft that thou hast learned the weak Impulses of its silly men. C. It is Divine to shrink from wickedness. M. Eather To pity it. C. With all my heart I do ; And if my wings could waffc from ingrates' souls Their vile ingratitude, there would I go. • But, Mazza, Heaven is brighter now. Better I love its azure bowers than those that wear The earthly green: no serpents here to hiss Their scorn at those who fell by wile; to mock The tendrils of our vines, whose fragile stems Ne'er break beneath the cherubs' airy weight. But bend obedient in answering Each sweet caprice of mirth cherubic as Though they loved graceful play; but if these vines Could crawl about our star-paved floor to work The darlings woe, how could they know which stems » Were nocuous, and which could safely be ROME. 75 Braided iu their soft ourls, or wreathe their l)rows? Is it not strange that things quite senseless here Should there become so very venomous ? M. Hast not thou heard the cause ? C\ And is there one ? M. When Satan and his hosts were driven hence, They passed the Earth in their swift flight to Hell ; Some had bound pretty vines of many hues •About their heads, and as they flew did cast Them sullenly into metallic fires, Which to their hate seemed their doom to presage. Them did the fires belch forth, and straightway they Did crawl about, retaining traces few Of pristine beauty, but quite venomous. For they had drunk the sweat from brows of fiends. Wilt go to Earth ? G. I cannot, sweet. Fly thou. If so thou will'st. If there thou findest all Is fair, but bring me word, and I shall much Eejoice. Now I shall go to God, and gaze Upon His Face. Ah! would that man could know How glorious He is ! How beautiful ! Act II. : Scene II. — Earth. Mazza. — Kennah, what means this gathering ? Kennah. — Th ese men. Forgetting the true God, believe in chance. M. In chance! That's marvellous! K. They here have come Y6 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. To watch the flight of birds, and learn who is To be tlieir king. M. Oh, boys at play ! I did Not understand. K. But full-grown boys, who strive To read the sentence of their fate. M. Suppose They birds know more than men '? K. Perhaps ! Who comes ? Great woe ! It is Cocaxlit, who hies here To work some sin. So I shall haste to God And ask permission to o'ercome him yet. M. {Alone.) Swiftly he flies. His wings appear to lure The varied tints from all Earth's brightest flowers.* Act III. — Brutus. Brutus. — My soul is strongly stirred within me now. Must I, before my spirit's vanquished, bow, Like captive-slave, my free head to the man Whom I have helped in his ascent to power ? Am I so low that he may set his foot Upon my neck ? He hath already on The heart, once his, trampled most cruelly. I cannot be the slave of him whose friend I was. I am not low enough for that. Liberty, bid the gods make me strong To fell the tyi-ant to the earth ! Shall I * I had intended to write a drama about Romulus ; but being interrupted got out of the humor, and I never force my muse. BOMB. 77 Fear death when Liberty is dead ? I was JSTot made to crawl at despot's feet : upright The gods made me, that I might hold my head Ever above my heart. Down, friendship ! Cease The torturing of nerves unstrung. I ne'er Have cared for hate : shall I turn coward now For love ? And love of whom ? A man who when Content to be my equal, was beyond Me far ; but when he raised himself above The laws, he fell so far beneath me that I cannot now stand by him face to face. Is he too low ? . Or I too high ? We'll see When comes the time to strike. I may fall then ; But verily, my monument will stand On Despotism's grave, and I shall hear Through all the ages hence the pgeans of Disenthralled Liberty. I dare to risk A cruel death; but am not strong enough To wear a tyrant's yoke. I'll sleep the sleep That Freedom does, or waken her to life ; For while I live she shall not rot. Clitus. — Brutus, 'Tis useless to contend with Cassar's might. B. Useless to show men Cato's spirit lives. Though he dwells with the gods ! At least I can Die to be free, and so be worthy of Companionship of those who ne'er were slaves. The servile Senate, pack of hounds, that fears The whippers-in, decreed his statue should Be carried in procession with the gods : But Csesar made not me, so him I will Not worship ; some of the base populace 78 TEE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. He has made men — as riches often do — Thej are his pompous slaves. Let them bow down At altars dedicated to a knave ! My knees are rather stiff for worship such As that. Not I a priest to celebrate Crushed Freedom's obsequies, or marriage of Grod Caesar to fierce Tyranny. Why should I care for his proud life when he cares not For that of Tribes ? Let broken hearts write his Late history, and let pale shades in sad And pining Hades write my Life. 1865. Note. — Had Ilield the opinion of Brutus that I now hold, I could not have written this in his name. Did not he strike for the freedom of the aristocracy only ? In other words, if he and his peers were free, the people need not be. Act IV. : Scene I. — The Catacombs. Oalla.— Dost thou remember, Mazza, the fair land On Earth thou calledst Etruria, where thou Didst tell to me how men would crucify Their Christ ? Mazza.— Yesb; very well do I recall The spot. Far have we wandered since. Wilt wing With me thy way to see those caves hollowed By the Etrurians for men unborn ! 0. Yes. AVords that I supposed were of the Earth's Mistakes, I shice have seen fulfilled. But I Remember gladly that thou saidst that some Would worship the Lord Christ within those crypts. Let us go now to fair Etruria. M. Italia now is what Etruria was, j ROME. 'TO latEl And Eomans rule the land. G. What kind of men Are t]] ey ? M. Pagans and rude, but very learned ; The rulers of the world that's known to them : Bnt with fierce hate and scorn they persecute The followers of Christ who hide within The caves. O. Let us now visit them. I long Again to see the world that erst I loved So well. M. And why this change, since men have done Unto our Grod Made Manifest in Flesh All that of which the prophecy turned thee From Earth ? 0. Because I have seen many men. Women, and children, who have glorified His name more than we angels can : because He did not die for us, we cannot die For Him. We praise Him in our bliss ; they in The anguish of pain-lacerated lives. Act IV. : Scene II. —In the Catacombs of St. CaKxtus. Mazza.— Wilt enter. Sweet ? Calla. — It is not very dark — ISFot as it was before. Though lamps give light As sullenly as if the nether world Were breathing forth her spite in noxious air; Yet other wings of angels, like ourselves, E'er dissipate the atmosphere that chill And heavv rises to our feet. Oh ! look 80 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. At those dark eyes that gleam with lambent light Of love ; brighter are they than stars as seen From Earth. List to the chant that woman pale And sad sings to her babe, who sleeps upon Her breast as gracefully as golden curl On cherub's brow — more tremblingly. M. Hark! Hark! {A mother chants slowly and heavily :) Snatch, baby mine. Ere sun doth shine, A little rest On mother's breast. By dawn of day I must away: Sleep while I pray. Enjoy thy rest On mangled breast, My precious one ! When shines the sun We two must part : Thy mother's heart Will be like ice. The sacrifice Is now complete. Sleep on, my sweet! I must not mourn ; My body torn Upon the rack, I shall give back To native dust;' And strangers must Now guard my child. ROME. 81 {More cheerfidly.) But the Undefiled Will ever be near ; Wherefore need I fear? He'll purge thee from sin, Dwell thy heart within, Eestore thee to me In His purity. Sleep on, baby sweet! Come, angels, to meet My blood-ransomed soul! I'm nearing death's goal; I feel their sweet breath — Do men call it death To breathe angels' breath ? When they embrace me I'll send them to thee — If such be Grod's will — To guard thee from ill. I know Christ will be A mother to thee ; He'll hush thee to rest Thou wilt feel caressed When thou art alone. Though none heed thy moan. Wait one moment. Death ! I ask but one breath ; I'm ready for bliss. A kiss, child, a kiss ! Gently, Death, gently ! Lest groans come from me. No tears will I weep — Let my baby sleep. 82 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. 0. Mazza, I shall fly now in haste to God, And beg that he will let me guard this child, Whose mother dies, martyr for Him. Sleep, babe ! M. I shall watch here until thou com'st again. Scene III. Prudentius and Varus. F«r^<5.— Euua is dead. Prudentius. — Alive! Alive to God! V. Go call her friends, if any she has here. That they may clothe her body in its sweet White sleeping-robes, and I will make the bed To lay her tortured body in. Thank God Her sufferings are done ! Alas, her babe ! P. The mother's God will not forsake the child. V. What motto shall I cut to mark her bed? P. Her precious Saviour's anagram, as on A wedding-ring we carve the lover's crest. V. And under that I'll mark, " A sweet soul in A place of refreshment." * Ah ! well I know Her mangled limbs had need to be refreshed Ere Resurrection-morn, and her worn heart Was ready for death's calm. P. And now it rests ; No anguish and no torture where she is. y. Her little babe shall be to me as mine. Scene IV. Varus in the Catacombs, with Leda in Ms arms. V. O'er wiser thoughts, but crude, I lay a veil That trembles 'neath the dying breath of hope * Bishop Kip gives tliis inscription in " Visit to the Cata- combs." ROME. 83 Of worldly fortune : Fancy's flow'rets pale That might have graced my bridal with a rich Patrician's daughter, breathe through this soft yeil Of resignation, and their odors bid Me wait a longer while until the King Eeturns to wed the Church and take her to His Home. But in my father's mansion there Was never picture charming as is this I hold within my arms— reminder of Christ's Babyhood. The free curls of brown hair Creep into golden light, but cannot reach The forehead, full of empty nests, where Love And Faith and Fancy yet will lay rare eggs, And rear their tunefal broods to gladden age Of an old bachelor. And, like two stars Kesting in fleecy clouds, under their lids Of snow, are the sweet eyes that oft are full Of light Divine, such as I once supposed Only Saint John had had. Glorious eyes, That promise to be sad and harmonize With sighs, learn to look into mine with trust ! Babej prayers shall overshadow all thy days And, like the noiseless wings of angels, keep Thee pure. Thy lips, that smiled but now, sink to Eepose like a rose-tinted butterfly On a white floAver. ISTow thou dost gently reach Thy fingers small after the angels, thus Beseeching tliem to come into thy arms. This half-worn smile is not of earth, but ftill Of gladness caught in Heaven where thoti wert When I said, Baby sleeps. Now, dimples come 84 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. And go in joyful freaks. Goddaughter, where Thou art there joy abides — e'en in these crypts ; As there is life and music even in A desert if a stream flows by. Thou liv'st In childhood's land of peace, and bringest to Me olive leaves, but to suggest that when The persecutions of this life are o'er I shall be happy as a little child. ISTow thou must romp ? Well, am not I a good Automaton thy wilfulness may guide ? Alive with agile grace is ev'ry limb. Thy dark eyes softly dance in tender glee, And answer my proud gaze with revelry As full of joy as song of nightingale Is full of melody. Thy hand, proud of Its tiny threat, on my rough cheek will fall, And teach new lesson of a glad, new life. Act V. : Scene 1. ( Twenty years have elapsed.) Leda. — -Where wert thou all the long hours of this sad And dreary month ? Varus. — Linus sent tne away To fan the feeble flame of smould'ring flax. And hast thou missed me much ? Thank God for that ! Fathee, I THANK Thee that I live to bear The din and brunt of life ; ' Eor now I hear a chant like angels' air Resounding through the strife. ROME. 85 I've made a barren life seem happier And, by a loving smile, Have dried a tear and calmed a rising fear, Uncousoious all the while That Thon wert answering my oft-told prayer — ■ Wert blessing me beyond What even fancy bold as mine would dare To draw Avithin the bound Of reveries that likely were to be Eor me a verity. God bless the darling child ! — The one who blesses me day after day ! My thoughts she has beguiled From dreams of old tliat wear all joy away. To think that I can cheer Heart which has known pangs that few girls have felt. Whose youth has been a bier To carry dead- hopes to the grave, where knelt In resignation dumb, The days that are to come. And who am I that Thou shouldst let me bless — While oft from Thee I roam — One fitting for Thy HOME ? How SAveet in Thee to let her fond caress Heat my long-chilled heart ! To send such love to make my sorrows less Oh Grod, how kind Thou art ! L. If love of mine can make thee happy, thou, Godfather, shonld'st be in an ecstasv. 86 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. V. But thou art thin, I think. Thou dost look ill. L. I have a hidden trouble, and it gnaws. V. Thou wilt tell it to me. L. Would that I could ! V. Thou canst. . L. I am too proud to tell thee of A love I give to one thou wilt not like. Why dost thou look so startled ? V. Do not cry, Ojst my heakt lay thy proud heart And I will give no sign To let thee know that thou art By love's bond kin of mine. I long to save thee, dearie, From much I have endured ; For, it would greatly pain me To see thee as inured To bear life's hapless burden With smile as calm. as mine : Grod save thee from the guerdon Of pride, that will not pine. But makes the spirit stronger To love and to endure ! I know those suffer longer Whom pride seems first to cure. On my heart lay thy sad heart ; I'll scarcely hear it beat, ROME. ^fj For alas, my own is fraught With love as sad aud fleet, L. And so, godfather, in thy youth thou didst Love as I do — I mean, quite hopelessly. I would I had goddaughter who, when I Am an old maid, will love me as I thee. V. Dear Leda, thou art now to me what once The sparkling sea-foam was to wild hoyhood ; And my love for thee is blue ocean's depth. L. Thanks ! I am frothy ; thou art very deep. But I pray thee, remember that the foam Is drawn from out the blue sea's deepest depths: Were there no ocean, where the foam thou lik'st ? Scene II. Calla. — Ah, Mazza, must my darling pet grow like The maids of earth ? I loved her as man loves A flower that blooms in desert sands, because She was of thiugs around no part ; but seemed Alone 'mid men in sweet simplicity. And now a spell is on her ev'ry act : False part she plays, is false unto herself. I know that she loves Marcus ; why should she, Avoiding him, by acts express a lie ? Thou know'st Avhen angels or sweet children love They show the fairest part ot" their true selves ; And Leda I would keep a child until She may an angel be. Then, Marcus has Lnmortal soul for which the Saviour died ; And yet, although a noble man, he loves 88 TEE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Him not ; it was the beauty of my child That drew him to the Christians' haunts, and love Still keeps him here. If she is cold to him He will go off before he learns the truth Of her grand faith, and thus will lose his soul. And is a man's great soul thus to be cast Buck to the gods of wood and stone by one Whose mother gave her life for Christ? Mazzu. — Perch ance The maiden knows more of his spirit than Thou dost, and sees her soul not safe if bound To his. Knowest thou aught of his past life ? C. But little ; only that he has adored Ever, as now, the beautiful and pure; Escliewed abominable, wicked rites Of Dionasa, and all mysteries Where Satan entertains his votaries. J/. From what thou hast told of thy Leda's truth And purity, I shall her impulse trust. Dost know the shell-fish small that covers with Eude pebbles and rough grains of sand his frail And delicately-tinted house, that foes May pass the home wherein he dwells, nor know That 'ueath the common grains of sand there hides The treasure that they fain would seize upon ? C. Yes ; I have seen this trochus on the shores That earthly oceans lave ; but what has it To do with Leda's mood ?, M. She buries 'neath The words of worn humanity the thoughts That Marcus cannot comprehend, or if ROME. 89 He CO aid, would greet with words profane and coarse To ears as delicate as hers; they shall Xot be the prey of want of sympathy. C. ^o feeling for him shows she now. J/". Hast seen The spider called diadem ? a ]^ot like Thee, do I watch the wonders of small life. Tell me of it. M. It weaves its cunning web Of threads so strong that though weight of child's foot May make them crack,, yet when the boy doth look To see what his foot fell upon, finds naught Biit bright sunhght that he hath trodden on ; So rapidly the spider whirls around In silken net that he cannot be seen. Thus sometime may the words of Marcus have Fallen too harshly on the fibres of A life that love had deftly woven in A silver web that harbored her pure dreams. But " glances oft in rapid whirl,'' the heart Too sensitive, hiding itself in web Of its own thoughts: man looks and sees no love. Sees only what he deems false brilliancy. Behold her now. The tears she shed have dried Upon her cheeks ; like rose-hued marble * are They, freshly washed. Will she come in this crypt ? * A friend of mine spoke of a lady's cheeks as rose-colored, marble. 90 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. {Leda singing:) Oh, my mother is so happy, Joying, joying evermore ! Do you think that I would call her Back to woes she knew of yore ? Here the air is damp and chilly. And I shiver this grim night; But I know that she is singing, Her dear face illumed with light. Here she bore all griefs so gently ; There she joys triumphantly. Can I bear her cross as meekly Till God comes — next time for me ? No ; I cannot ; but, my Angel, Grive her good-night kiss for me Tell her at heart I'm still a child, And my mother long to see. Scene III. Calla and Mazza. Galla. — There sits the poet of the Catacombs. Wilt hear his verse ? Varus. —Ob., weaey, weaey cross! Christ, was it not enough to bear the loss Of the fair light of youth, And give myself up, heart and soul, to truth And its spread through the world ? Ah ! this was easy while Thy Hand unfurled Itself above me as a banner where Was written " Love " in characters as fair As is the smile of Grod. But now I feel the rod, ROME. 91 The while, Father, all is dark around And I by many counter-chains am bound While skies above are black I lie in grief, like culprit ou the rack, And know not which part of my inner life Will be wrenched from me by this torture-strife ; " My God ! my God, hast thou forsaken me ? " I the first time have said in agony. Like Job, I cannot see Tliy Hand stretched out to me. Could I but feel the rod was in Thy Hand I think that I could stand, Like humbled child, the hardest of Thy strokes; For, while the child invokes Thy pity, he is sure that it is right That he should sufier thus, that the sad sight Of Thy fond eyes may melt His erring heart, and he feels Thou hast dealt As loving Parent should ; So, even now I would See Thy kind Hand in ev'ry chastisement Until the agony that's in me j^ent Breaks forth in soft'ning tears. Lord, as I look back on my youthful years, I see but one cross bitter as this is ; For others' faults I suffered then ; but this Grief may come from some negligence of mine. Some overweening love of peace; not Thine The Hand that I can see in what is wrong. Father, I boasted that my faith Avas strong ; Hast Thou let this grief fall that I may see That it was weak, and came from only Thee?. 93 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Saviour, give this faith l)ack unto uie That I may lose what's past in what's to be ! ( Varus hneels in evening prayer and re- tires. In the morning soliloquizes.) Oetek a hope illumes my heaet III the dark hours of night ; I will not sleep for fear I'll lose Some rays of the strange light. But, in the morning, when I seek For fire that made nigiit bright, I find none : then I understand Will-o'-the-wisp its flight Took, while soft-footed slumber stole O'er my enchanted brain ; And I find I am in a marsh Where hope stagnates in pain. Scene IV. Varus. — Ik such a fair aistd rosy face The large, sad eyes seem out of place — Mute tokens of an inward grace. And yet her very smile, I thought, A dream of some hushed sorrow brought. That Piety bade pass for naught. Clouds flitted o'er the moon's bright brow A moment since, jtt smiles she now As though she would not grief allow To find a place so near God's Throne If He will keep her for His Own Better tliat she should be alone ROME. 93 Than to shine with the sun by day ; 'Tis better not to be too gay, For sorrow teaches how to pray. Farewell, imaginary Muse ! Give place To her who cloth in truth inspire my song. Leda.—l am sad, Varus. Please noAV improvise Some comfort. Tell me of our daily friends. V. Angel forms mat hover o'er me When through life's mist I can't see E'en the Father's Eye above me. Could I trust them as they love me ! Drooping head would fain repose On the breast whence my life rose. My thoughts, like a nest of birds. Hungry are for music words That would tell me Mother waits — Though closed on her are life's gates — To give me food that she has brought, With celestial fragrance fraught. L. Thanks, truest friend, when I feel desolate, Thou knowest how to make me realize My Mother's presence. Oh, I long for her! V. My Lecla won't be angry if again I improvise ? L. Angry with my best friend! V. Well, child, I do deserve a recompense ; For, truly, it is hard to be thy friend. Don't look so shocked, my sweet. I can't explain. Don't cry : rather attend to what I say. 94 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Oh no ! I CAJfifOT LOVE HIM NOW, There is a stain upon his brow— The mark of sinful passion's breath : I cannot kiss it— 'twould be death. The man whose brow my lips will press Must never by a blush confess That his life is less pure than mine. Love, like a spirit, leaves no sign On blushing cheek and burning brow ; B-ut with deep calmness doth endoAV The being whom its lips have prest. In holy presage of the rest AVe shall find when flesh is riven. And to spirits pure 'tis given, To mingle as the breath of flowers. Which consecrates the evening hours To dreams of love and purity, Which There, if not here, we may see. Merged in the bright reality Of Grod's august Eternity. I cannot enter a dark cave Whose poison-breath prepares a grave For those who brave false passion's might; I cannot live without Grod's light. Scene V. Leda.—l fear I wounded thee by leaving so Abruptly; but I went— I went to ask My frightened heart what , thou couldst n Don't speak Again as thou didst then. Varus. — The sponsor must BOME. 95 Be silent while a heathen whispers to riiee at all hours. L. I thought I had one friend Whose heart was calm as is the bluest sky — My refuge when I, tossed on shallow lake Of woman's destiny, wished to escape From narrow regions wliere storms oft prevail. The lake reflects the sky, but not the sky The lake. Varus, be worthy of thyself — V. And of thy love, sweet child. Pardon, if I forget that I grow old. L. But thou art not So very old : thou art not gray. F. Nor blind. Scene VI- Varus. — Leda, Apostle Linus* bids me go On mission to Achaia, and before — Leda. — How can I bear my secret cross without My only confidant ? V. Thy only one? * L. Of course, I don't forget the Christ. But then — V. Weep sot, deakest, at oue paetizstg ; May we meet where Christ doth reign ! Till then thou safe beneath God's wing Wilt not bear a needless pain. I am weak and might neglect thee ; God is. God forevermore ! Best it is to take thee from me — ■ All He does we will adore. * Linus, Bisliop of Rome. 96 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Think not miles our hearts can sever ; Love is like the air we breathe In set courses running ever And its bounds it may not leave. When thy lone life seems the darkest Know the sun approacheth thee ; Then look above the mountain crest, Day will soon break radiantly. e'er the raging waves it beameth. Tinted by bright rainbow-wings; Day must be heralded by Death ; E'en now Life night's changes rings. Once landed on the steadfast shore Trite will seem the woes of Time; Then will our souls tog-ether soar Grlorying in angels' chime. Scene VII. Leda alone. I AM TIRED — LET ME SLEEP Let the silence be deep! Fresh earth over me heap ! I am tired of pain, And of smiles that but feign, And of clouds in my brain. I shall dream when I sleep ; So let none for me weep That damp worms o'er me creep ; ROME. 97 Them I shall never feel. While the angels' chants peal Their great joy o'er my weal. I always love to dream; Then thoughts with beauty teem, And I'm better than I seem. Calla. — Like simple child, she oft talks to herself ; ISTo other confidant has she. I'll hark. Lecla. — I ALONE awake to weep ! Winter winds are hushed to sleep. Earth's blest ones in slumber deep, I alone awake to weep ! The heated pillow cainiot cool my fevered cheek. I find no sympathy but from yon moon That goes so trustingly her Lord to seek. This life is a hard school ; But its probation will be over soon. Oh, for the day when passions will grow cool Beneath Christ's undisputed rule ! For, then shall we the bliss of Eden share ; The brightest jewels in our crowns the ills That now, unmurmuring, we bear. Because our Saviour wills. My weary heart cannot anticipate ; Her strength serves only to look back Upon the ravages of Fate, Or to watch present joy that dies. Now I gaze on the moon with tear-dimmed eyes; The clouds that look so black 98 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Cannot impede her course to Heaven's high Gate. Her glory oft can penetrate The slirouding mist in wliich she lies. Up ! up ! She mounts the skies ; The zenith almost gained, Her many sighs, that once her brightness stained, Now but assist To blow away the mist. Before the footstool of her mighty Lord Soon she will humbly bend; My soul, her path attend ; Like her, thou may'st win a reward. Oh blessed, blessed sight ! An image rises from the solemn night. Is it the song of seraphs that I hear ? No : but sweet voice is sounding in rny ear, So like the music of another world, I know That long' it cannot last. Ah, Saviour, with the vision let me go To thee ! Oh, leave me not to perisli in my woe ! Eemembrance of the Past, And fancies for the days to come, in embryo. Are wrestling in my heart most painfully, Now, Faith and Resignation, clasp your hands More firmly round my breast ! Oh ! where are ye? Stop its pulsations with strong iron bands. Or it will burst ! My God, give Thy commands. Pray, still its painful throbbings ! I am weak. Is there no place to hide from misery ? Could I but hear the voice of Jesus speak. ROME. 99 Saying to my vexed soul, " Let there be peace ! " Hark ! Hark ! Who speaks ? Oh, surely it is He— Because the agony doth cease. Saviour, my earliest and dearest Friend art Thou, I cannot live without Thee now. And he I love does Thee deny ; Him I can live without ; without Thee I should die. The Cross impressed upon my brow Is brighter than the fancied ring Upon my eager hand. I would not have him now Lest he a curse should bring. In the blest Spirit-Land I shall be his, he mine ; Both Thine, entirely Thine — Because I think if I resign Him unto Thee Thou'lt make him Thine. Scene VIII. Leda {sings). — Fathee, I am v^eaet. Why must I linger here ? In these caves so dreary Is nothing bright to cheer. Oh, how I long to lay My head on mother's breast? Dear Father, grant, I pray, To me my mother's rest. Calla.—Voor child! She mourns her mother much. I'll give A thought to gentle Marcus ; he shall hear The next verse that shall fall most tremblingly, 100 THE CLOUD OF WITJS'ESSES. As if her voice and teai's were struggling hard For mastery. Now, Leda, sadly sing. ( While Leda sings, Marcus enters unperceived.) L. FaTHEE, I AM LO]SrELT ; A sister ne'er had I. Had I brotlier only I think I'd seldom sigh. Father, send thy angels Quickly from the sky ! I would leave dreary cells And with my mother fly. Joy ! my heart is breaking, So I shall soon be free, And a brother seeking My home will come to Thee. Marcus. — Brother ? Leda, I will be More than brother unto thee — Brother, sister, mother, all ! May I not thee sister call ? L. Dost thou love the Grod I love ? Never from these crypts wilt rove To seek Eonian's paltry gold ? Canst abide with Jesu's fold ? These Catacombs thy life will cramp, Their sunlight a smoky lamp. Wilt thou follow to the death Him who gavest thee thy breath? M. Aye ; I will abide with thee In life and Eternity ; And no place to me is dai'k. While to thy sweet tones I hark. ROME. 101 L. Not for love of me thou wilt; JesLi's blood for tliee was spilt; Canst thou turn thee from His grace, But to win a pretty face ? Thou hast heard my mother's tale ; Little did the. rack avail ; She lay beauteous body down On a Cross and won a Crown.* M. As shadows through the sunlight flit, Grazing on thee, I've thought of it. Wondered if thou could'st ever be Martyred. Tut! who could martyr thee? L. Such as crucified my Lord, Such as mother bound with cord To the rack, 'mid vile abuse. Not forever is this truce Though one tyrant lies in dust ; In no emperor we trust. And if Satan seems to sleep, 'Tis that dreams o'er us may creep. M. If there is a God above He'll reward thee for thy love : Never will He let man slay Beauty brighter than the day. L. Thee I'll brother call no more; Such words heard I ne'er before. Go away, and let me pray. Sinful thoughts have I to-day. M. Art thou kind to bid me hence ? Nay, I won't bear this suspense ! Leave this quarry ; come with me. * I believe William Penn first wrote, " No Cross no Crown." 102 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Now from presbyters be free ; Bishop shall outwitted be, Never more his prey shall see. Hold ! Thou shalt not run away ; Yes, sweet Christian ! Thou may'st pray ; Eyes like thine, turned upward, seem Like sweet visions in a dream. • Scream not, or I'll kiss thee more. Venus, help! Ha! The air-door! ****** Now, my fair one, breathe the air ; How it revels in thy hair! But, look up, my pretty flower ! Not for shame shall thy head cower. Look up, Sweet, I am thy slave. As thou wishest I'll behave j Will not kiss thee, till I sue And obtain indulgence due ; Thou'lt be mistress of my home, Greatest tyrant in all Eome. Oh ! thy cheek is very cold ; Has my fierce love seemed too bold ! Jupiter, all blessings shed On this lovely, drooping head! Look up. Sweet ; we're nearly home. Fainted ? No soft breath doth come From those lips, like faded rose. Venus, thanks ! Her eyes unclose. Scene IX. — In a Roman palace. Leda {alo7ie). — It may be strange that I, a woman weak. BOME. 103 Should thus be in his power^ yet feel no fear ; Bat a sweet Voice, as indistinct as dreams, But powerful as light that drives away The hordes of fears that congregate at night, Speaks to my heart, and these the words it breathes, " Fear not ; for Grod ' doth give an angel charge Concerning thee,' and thou shalt be preserved From strength of man by superhuman arm." Thus I know G-od is near, and feel no fear. How shall I be released ? I cannot tell ; But what must be my fate full well I know. And I shall die, as did the one who gave Me birth. I know that persecution hath Begun again ; from portico I saw Some tortured victims going to be crowned With martyrdom ; theirs was to be a death That I should like ; no ravenous wild beasts To terrify the nerves, no raging fires To scorch the ling'ring life, but cooling waves To soothe the mangled limbs and fevered brow. Would I might go thus to an easy death ! JSTo ! no ! oh, Grod, hear not that thoughtless prayer ! Thou only know'st what martyrdom is apt To waken Marcus from his foolish dream. And break the spell my untouched beauty holds Upon his life; let lions trample it In the vile dust, and panthers scorn its grace, And maddened men who'll come to see me die. Insensible to its crushed power, hoot at My agonies if this will break the spell That makes his fallen heart like unto grim And frightful demon's haunt! Oh. Father! could 104 TRE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. My beauty, rising from the blazing fire, Ascending to thy Heayen, lure his heart there, Then should I bless the face that now I loathe. Too willingly, did I believe that he Had been "new-born." Alas! how could a child Un stung know that the bee, which kindly made 'Delicious honey for her daily food, Would sting the hand that pressed the flower be- cause That bloomed for both ? Oh, I loved him too well ! No ; not too well, for I loved God still more. And having given all my heart to Christ It mattered not how much I gave to liim. I can not love him as his Saviour loves ; But I will die upon the rack as my Blest mother had so nearly done, ere I Shall be the cause of farther sin in him. Christ died for him, and so will I. Blest boon ! Sweet privilege! Jesus gave up a home Of glory for a tent of clay ; but how Am I to make a sacrifice ? for 1 Shall give a barred-up cage for liberty Secure, and joy as boundless as my fresh And buoyant life will be. Father, how soon ? Scene X. — A Boman soldier enters. Dives. — Art thou a Christian maid ? I prithee tell Me nay ; for my lord now is raging as A lion when at bay. Leda. — He ? Where is he ? D. Safe, lady, and thy word can set him free. ROME. 105 L. Free! Free! They would not put a Eoman lord In durance for the sake of Christian maid ? D. They would not care had he imprisoned thee If thou hadst been a worshipper of Jove; But it is said he harbors thee not as A mistress fair — L. How dai-'st? D. Pardon, I pray ! I'd rather see a sword flash o'er my head Than such a glance. Art thou a sorceress. As 'tis said Christians are? L. ISTo, no ; may I Just tell thee what I am ? D. I would that I Could linger through the day; but orders must, My lady fair, now be obeyed. If thou Wilt speak, speak quickly, and forgive my haste. L. I am a Christian maid and worship Christ. I'll tell thee Avho He is. Some years agone. The "very God of God" pitied our race, And wishing to redeem us from the death Of souls in Hell, became a little child. He thirty years and three dwelt on the earth ; Then wicked men Him crucified, and thus He died a sacrifice for sin. Soldier, What need of holocaust such as thou mak'st When God has oflFered thus one sacrifice To save us from all sin, and win for us Swifc entrance to the skies, where He hath gone ? D. None, lady, none. But liow could a god die? L. The Nature that He "took upon. " Himself 106 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Conld not destroy the Grodhead shrined within More than a bear's skin would make thee a beast. Nor conld the sacrificing of the form Of man profane the Grod; if they should tear Thy garments off and burn them, would it harm Thy life? D. Oh, no ! But how could Grod love man So very much ? L. Our Grod infinite is, D. Greater than Jupiter or Ares is ? L. Can your gods talk to you? Your idols walk? Our Grod did both before the eyes of man ; Nor was that all ; after He died He came To life again, and in a cloud went up To his great Throne ; there shall I follow Him, As I desire, after the Judgment-Day. D. And so would I if I believed all this, And knew that he had loved and died for me. None ever loved me more than I could serve To please some whim. L. He loved thee well enough To leave His Home in Heaven and die for thee. D. Perhaps this is a pretty fable of Thy priests. How shall I know its truth ? L. Think'st thou I'd die for such a God unless I knew All that I thee have told? D. Then thon wilt die ? L. Of course. Could I deny the Lord who died For me ? Here kneel and I shall pray that He May manifest His truth unto thy heart. {Both hneel) BO ME. 107 L. Father, a weary sinner asks for light. Eeveal to him Thy love. Oh ! make him see That martyrs would not die so willingly, Unless they knew for what they die, and knew The life beyond, a fit reward for all The woes of this. Saviour, Thou promised'st To grant the prayer made in Thy ISTame— I ask In that great Kame this soldier's soul. I know In Thine own time l^hou'lt draw him unto Thee. D. Christ! God! God crucified! Man gone to Heaven, Hear me ! (Can'st Thou ?) Hear what she asks. L. He will. He always answers prayer ; He said he would. {Three soldiers rush in and seize both while on their knees.) Scene XL — A Roman prison. {Marciis TcneeUng to Leda.) Marcus. — There is but oue hour more of grace. 'Leda. A whole Eternity. Dear Marcus, rise. Be not So mad. I will not save my life. Would' st thou Respect and love me more, were I to prove A traitor to my vows ? M. 'Tis thus thou lov'st. L. If emperor would seize my person, say Unless I would renounce thy love and curse Thy name he would put me to death, should I Be nobler then if I should yield me to His love and give up thee ? M. Hush! Hush! I can't 108 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. L. And shall I treat a God as it would be Disgrace to treat a man ? No, not to saye Thy life — much less mine own. 3L Darling ! Dost love My life more than thine own! Speak. Speak again. L. I love thee more than anght except ray God. One kiss, my love ! The torturer now comes. One is enough. No more. Henceforth my prayers Sliall all be for thyself; God will take care Of me. I do not fear. Ah, yes ! I fear — But I love more. When I have gone up to My Home thou'lt learn to love my Lord. {One of the executioners seize her.) M. Hold ! Hold, bold slave ! Darest to touch a lord ? L. Darling, be still. Thou know'st he has the right To wrench me from thy arms. Stranger, I'll go With thee. Let him but kiss me once, and he More calm will be. God bless thee, love ! I know He will, and knowing this I'll die with joy. My new friend, I am glad to see that tear — Not for my sake, but thine. Now promise me If when I suflfer I make no loud groan, Thou'lt seek to learn about the Lord for whom I die. Marcus, thou'lt teach this man for me. Executioner. — ^iropagQ how these Christians die, and little seem To think of their own agonies if they Can thereby save a soul from death and Hell, As they oft say ! Lady, I'll think of this. {He gently leads Leda away.) BOME. 109 Scene XII. {Marcus, alone; faints and sees a vision of souls in Tartarus * and of Leda in Paradise, * hechoning to Mm to folloio her. A crystal gate 02)ens and he heholds for a minute ravishing glories, hut suddenly is shut out from her. He is aroused hy a man, toho brings the dying Leda in his arms.) Executioner. — She will not suffer long ; the last wrench of The instrument has done our work too soon. Leda. — Poor man! May God forgive thee as I do. Ex. Of me thou w^ould'st make convert now. Thou shalt do no such thing. The man who led Thee hence asked mercy for thy pangs, and got For his reward a scotirgiug. I'll no more Of thy sweet words. {Marcus strikes him.) L. Dearest, be calm. I shall Soon be at rest. Oh, pity him, my God ! He suffers more than I. Darling, say thou Believ'st in God ! Marcus. — I'd curse Him if I did. Ex. It is all over now, and thou wert right To kill her soon. She is too beautiful And delicate to be torn limb from limb, By savage beasts that have not fed to-day. Like frozen orange-flower she droops upon * See note A. 110 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Thy breast. Best lay her down, or she will freeze Thy heart out ere her body can be burned. To see her in the great arena would Have been a spectacle for gods and lords. She's more like goddess now than Venus is. But when I bore her here I knew that she "Would never grace the Coliseum's sands. Scene- XIII. In Paradise. Calla. — Glory ! Glory ! Glory be to the Lord ! A chorus of angels. — Glory to God ! Leda. — Glory! Where is my God ? C. There ! There ! I lay thee in Christ's arms. L. Saviour! Scene XIV. Marcus {Alone). — Go, Memory ! I weary of thy power ; Thou hast cast pall o'er many a hapless hour. Avaunt! Thou tyrant of my heart, avaunt! 'Tis cruel thus my midnight hours to haunt. Oft', Memory ! I will not be thy slave. Alas ! a heart that can forget I crave. I never hear a voice as sweet and low As distant waters' gently-sighing flow, But my pulse bounds her long-lost tones to hear; Then, shivering, draws back in dreamy fear. Of thy dread hiss, thou hateful Memory ! Thy throne my brain, thy sceptre agony. Thou hast sworn to avenge the wrongs of Love, And often, plaintively as the wood-dove, Thou flap'stthy horrid wings my eyes athwart ROME. Ill And tortur'^st Avitli all thy well-learned art. Woe unto him whose breast is thy pet cage ! There is no Lethe can his grief assuage. Sometimes I think that snrely thou hast flown, And rashly laugh — the echo is a moan ; Sometimes I try to sing, and drown thy tone ; Alas ! I hear then only sadder moan ; Or gay, or sad, in crowds, o]' quite alone, Each word, each thought is echoed by a moan. Scene XV. ( Varus singing in the Catacortibs : Mar- cus unpei'ceived.) Varus. — Sleeping with the lilies. Thou art free from pain, I care not for my loss. Thinking of thy gain. Thy hands were too dainty To win daily bread. Jesus knew that, sweet one ! Therefore, thou art dead. Thy feet were too timid For rough walks of men ; Therefore, thou art resting In a quiet glen. Thy heart was too tender For cross frowns and words, So o'er thee is floating Music of the birds. 112 THE CLOUD OF WITNESS SS. Now I scarcely miss thee, For my heart is dead : In so deep a sorrow Minor griefs have fled. But I should like to hear, Through my prison-bars, Loving words, like thine, Floating from the stars. ( Varus ceases his song as he hears a stealthy footstep. In a feio moments he sees Marcus.) V. As thou hast taken the best half of life, I willingly shall give the other half Marcus. — Oh, man, by all the love that thou hast felt For her, I pray thee pity my despair! Look at my haggard face, and then fear if Thou canst. Remorse consumes my nights, and love My days. She told me how thou comfortest. Now improvise for me, that I may sleep Ere the day dawns, or else I shall go mad. V. Sad weeper, what's hid Beneath this close lid ? One of the fairest, Death, that thou wearest. But pray tell me who. And what did she do ? BO ME. 113 Wlio ? One who hath cried, Laughed, languished, and died. But wilt not tell me Who your friend may be ? A woman — no more ! — Who two crosses bore. Two crosses — that's sad. Why two hath she had ? Her God gave her one When life was begun. Then He gave her strength To bear it life's length. The other Love gave : What from it could save ? Ah ! tell me no more ; I seal the last door. But she is too fair To shut from the air. I'll keep her in peace Where Love's torments cease. Thou'lt keep her ? Ah ! where ? Remember, she's fair. 114 THE CLOUD OF WITNE8SE8. That doth her God know, And He saw her woe. But what will she do Where all things are new ? Is Love ever new To earth's faithful few? Thou mean'st all is Love In God's world above. Hearts loving find strange Naught where she will range. She, timid, will cower Like chilled hot-house flower — That's carried back where It breathes native air. Then seal up the lid; Awhile she is hid, But to come again — Our God will say when. M. {groans.) I cannot bear this long. I shall die soon. Y. NON"E AKE so UlSTBLEST As I. Oft a worn-out heart cloth sigh, Thinking not of angels by. ROME. 115 Ah ! if it could only see What a brilliant company Hangs over path so dreary ! It might then feel less regret At the little ills that fret, And the greater ones forget. Was it only for awhile 'Twould be swee't to let the smile Of an angel grief beguile. Scene XV I. Ttoo years have elapsed since the last scene. Marcus {alone). — Ah ! It is ik vaik ! So I strive no more. I feel I cannot rend the clanking chain That binds to a " body of death "' my heart ; I strove to think that Love's vision was o'er, And my darling and I at' last could part, And I could awake to some other themes — How foolish the feverish effort seems ! IsTot pleasure nor health Not learning nor wealth, Not love nor beauty Bring Lethe to me. Each pulse of my heart the same dirge doth sing, While earth, with its all, is a buried thing, And she I love the only one alive. Yes, my true Friend liveth for evermore ; Forgive me, God, that on earth I can strive For love of life never — ah, nevermore ! 116 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. LAST LINES TO MY LOVS. I feel thy spiritual presence like A weight, that lies too heavy on my mind, And desperate Resolve rises in Work's Defence, thy phantom-presence far to fright. In looking back upon these years, I find Too many happy days were given up To dreams of thee ; so Conscience says the hours I have thus wasted are forever lost To the dear Crucified. Is incense of My heart, that should perfume worshippiugly The golden air of Heaven, to be by Memory tossed before a dear Saint's * shrine ? By follower of Christ an earthly love Thus Deified ? She was too dearly loved And, therefore, early lost. It is not well For Memory, like an idolater, Before a mortal's spirit thus to bow The idle knee- as though a woman were Being Divine. Alas ! my heart, too long Thou roved'st 'mid the trackless, brilliant stars Til at silver thy youth's firmament, hoping To find the wanderer. Knowest thou not Bars immaterial cannot be rent By an idolater ? Bid Memory Her censer break at Jesus's feet; then, like Leper defiled, show thyself to thy great High Priest ; He'll cleanse thee, and thou wilt be clean, * Worship of canonized saints had not begun. All early Christians were called saints. ROME. 117 So, like a little child, thou wilt forget The days that thou hast seen, and calmly wait For those that are to be — to be for aye. * * * ^; * ^ My pair Saint, this kight fold thy wiisrG. Oh, Darling, I am weary; sing ! Am I to hear thee nevermore ? As loving as it Avas of yore Let me hear thy voice's music. Ah ! my poor heart beats loud and quick But at the very hope I name. Darling, come now, and be the same In my soft slumbers of to-night As thou appeared'st when first my sight Gladdened with the glow responsive. Showing that our two hearts would live Henceforth each one for other's sake, Bound by such ties as griefs would make. Come thou in a chastened glory;- Tell me thy celestial story: I shall listen and believe thee, — No more shall my teasing grieve thee. Let me see thee! see thee! see thee! Come to me in this night's vision ; Far and long thou hast strayed from me. Fold now o'er me thy soft pinion ; Nearly six years have I hid thee Deep down within my secret heart — Darling, it has almost killed me ; And yet I cannot from thee part. I should like to-night to see thee Wheresoever thou dost wander. 118 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. I must leave my earth-home, weary Of the youth I may not ponder "With hopefulness and joy of old; AVeary, dear one, yes, of all things, And seemiug stern, far-off and cold ; For my parched soul still to thee clings Witl) strength not even death can chill— Tlie good God cannot have the will. Led a, come to-night to see me; If I could I should haste to thee. Now ask the Christ to let me dream Of thee, and see thine eyes' fond gleam. Dear Saviour, let thy Leda roam Just this one night to my lone home. That to despair I mayn't succumb ! {After kneeling long Marcus rises and sings :) Father, " Thy kingdom come ! " No moke I'll ROAM, Weary of all without, I look within And find my soul as deeply stained by sin ; Dear Father, take me to a sinless Home. Father, " Thy kingdom come ! " No more I'll roam ! To be blest without is to be pure within : Eden means a place where dwelleth no sin. Dear Father, take me to a siuIqss Home ! How dare I pray eor rest ere I have Bwm Arrested, tortured, put to death as she ROME. 119 Whose martyrdom I caused? Ob, could I die! Because she did, I know that God forgives. Now TO ME EXISTENCE, Fallen from its high state. Is a deadening weight; Crushing every sense Into listless pain, That weighs upon my brain. Alas ! my heart is sore ; And e'en the bright sunlight Wearies my eyes ; the night Now pleases me much more. For, ever in my heart cloth reign The memory of joys now o'er ; It turns each pleasant thing to pain. The \ ery world to me seems hoar. Eemorse on my heart lies Like winter on the earth ; The birds have hushed their mirth; Each flow'ret droops and dies; Ice streamlets sun delies ; Every tree is bare ; Snow is everywhere. The little children cease to play Where they can find no flowers of May. Sweet pleasures flee afar from me And leave me, tortured corpse, with thee. 120 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Scene XVII.—In Gatacomis ; Midnight. Varus. — How happy is she now! How deso- late Am I ! The dove that nestled in my heart Was lamed by wanton boy : Death rescued her — But her earth-songs, like the last Summer's birds, Will cheer these Autumn days and nights. {Marcus enters). — May I dare come again to talk with thee ? For I must talk of her, and long to hear Thee speak of her, although I'm jealous of The love thou feel'st for her. But she loved both. V. She to my heart belongs by Memory's Sole sovereign right to all the blissful dreams That star the gath'ring night of bachelor's Abyss of hoarded reveries. M. I used To think thy thoughts ne'er wandered far from Christ's Safe company. V. Oonjecturest that He Is e'er alone ? If a bird warbles in A tree, and I sit quietly to hear, do I Forsake the tree because I close my eyes A moment ? Oh ! Her sweet eye was most like A distant-passing star, seeming to move Nearer to God as it insensibly Leaves our poor earth. That by despair and spleen I might not be defiled, our Father laid Her when a tiny babe deep in the depths ROME. 121 Of youthful, wounded heart. I vowed that by His grace I of the Church would make her part : And she is fair enough to bloom e'en on Christ's Breast. God never breaks the web of love Begun by pure hands in this world to shield Them from the littleness of daily life ; And Death but lifts it high above earth-damps And hangs it close to heaven, the tapestry Where lie immortal all best memories In steadfast tints of softest imagery. Her almost viewless wings us strive to reach ; They to remembrance bring the rosy snow : Her hand, like flower about to fall, reflects Soft light of a rose-hue on our wet cheeks; She drops celestial bloom down at our feet. M. She oft has told me that thy love for her Was the first sunrise that her heart recalled. V. She never knew how feelings changed when she Had quickly grown to woman's vantage-ground. I taught her girlhood all that I could teach From memory and from the books I could Not lose — the earth aud sky. When next we meet She will teach me far more than I taught her. Did her sweet body bear in death the marks Of torture ? M. When I first could think of how She looked, I was reminded of the shells She treasured as her gems — too frail, but fair. Though cruel Life had drowned the spirit, it Had left the lovely shell a waif upon My shipwrecked heart, to murmur of the past. 122 THE CLOUD OF WimESSES. V. Not of the past, but of the future think. Caust thou see the triumphal hosts of souls That pass unceasingly upon the bridge Where makes the enemy his last attack ? And as each Christian conqueror, be he Adult or child, sets trembling feet upon The farther marge, the blare of trumpets of Celestial host, led by his guardian, Ascends to God, and blows apart the gates That shut in Eden ; angels' wings form grand Triumphal arch, beneath which pass the Saved. M. Angels have met with sweetest smiles my love. She smiles with them, and waves the palm ; but she Forgets the Cross she leaves to us. V. To us ! Thank God ! Thou wilt take up the Cross that she Let fall? M. Perhaps I long to emulate Her faith and truth. God, if I could make Atonement to her manes ! I dare not Offer such insult to a Christian maid. I sometimes think of tortures that she bore Until my brain is mad. F. But at the end The fragrant dews of death dropped on her limbs, Mangled and hot, like dew on flowers that some Unwitting child has crushed, but could not kill. M. My pure, white jessamine, that I broke from Its sheltered stem, and hoped, to graft upon An ancient root ! My frozen jessamine — V. The Saviour lifted to His Breast, and thence Receiving a new life, fresh fragrance she ROME. 123 Showers on our hearts. M. If but in fancy I Could see her as thou dost ! I must see her. V. If thou dost wish again to be with her, But learn to love her Home, and thrust aside The mortal screen now interposed between Ye. Ever she now j.oys in fresh delight, Free of all pain and inclination to One sin. We can not realize all these Words mean. Let essence of her life pervade Thy heart, as lasts the perfume of dead flower. M. I can not think of her as mouldered clay. V. I never do. She is not in the tomb. M. Talk on. Oh, I long to believe as thou! V. As music of a stream that falls down hill Mingles with birds' notes, so her voice will flow From the eternal height of blessedness And mingle with thy life. The thoughts of her Will be thy daily bread till thou art strong Enough to feel that there are none so blest As those who keep good Spirits company. Scene XVIII. Mazza and Calla. Mazza. — Calla, where goest thou ? Calla. — To take some news To Leda of her love. M. It must be good — ■ Thy face is glorious. G. The Nazarene Has conquered by a woman's beauty and Her bravery. Marcus I knew might be 124 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Eedeemed; a spirit strong as liis would be An honor to Christ's Church, I said, and so It proves. He has gone forth to preach, the Death Of Jesus to a land distant from his: And he, who was so delicattdy reared, now wears The simple dress of Jesus's priests; and he, Who his own sandals once Avonld not untie, Now bears the weight of a rougli cross and is Without a home ; his palace is possessed By those who Led a did betray; and he Spends his life, night and day, in serving God. With him two deacons are, one his old slave With whom my Leda knelt, the other man An executioner, once scourged because He begged for mercy when they wrenched her limbs. M. How glad will Leda be that tortured was She on the earth ! Satan, feeble is Thy policy ! Short-sighted is thy hate ! Did Marcus not reproach himself that he Bore Leda from the Catacombs wherein She was concealed ? C. Remorse Avould make to him A future retribution light, but that he says, " Thus Grod doth make mad passions of a man Praise Him." When I went in room where he sat, He was repeating verses that I learned To say to Leda. Would'st thou like to hear ? M. Aye, verily. The ckoss is ojst my brow impebssed; It cannot be erased, MAPPALIGUS AND BONA. 125 Though it may blighter grow, or else Sorely may be defaced. , If mortals' eyes the sign see not, Grod and His angels do ; And whether it is dim. or clear Know Satan and his crew. If on the earth I keep it bright, 'Twill be my crown for aye. But if I let sin blacken it, 'Twill add to my dismay ; For I should have to carry it Through endless days of Hell, Branded in black of grimy hue. That it to friends may tell That I was worse than were the Jews Who nailed Christ to the cross; They "knew not what they did;" but I Their cruelty endorse. Thought horrible ! Saviour mine, Keep my Cross bright, whate'er Chastisement necessary is. My King, keep Thy mark clear. Drama VI. MAPPALIGUS AND BONA. MAETTES, A. D. 250 (OIE). Act I.: Scene I. {Persecution at Cartilage under Decius.) Haniel. — Oh ! even on the sin-dyed earth are m.eii Dearer to nie than angels are in Heaven. 126 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Falleen. — 'Tis strange thou feelest so. H. I love to watch The power of godliness contending with The power of Hell. I'll tell thee what I heard A short time since : the air of Carthage then Was softened bj the waving of the wings Of rosy-footed visitants, who like To throng where persecutions rage that they May see how great the grace of God, whose strength They have no chance to prove. F. What did'st thou see ? H. Tortured was Mappalicus for his faith ; Men pitied, but we, angels, gloried more. F. I have oft thought 'twas well we never knew What anguish is. How else could we stand by To wait the mortal end of agony ? H. For shame ! The men of earth who bear the most Are strongest to observe the woes of men, Because they know of recompense that will Be theirs. I think we went together once To Greece to watch athletes preparing for Olympic games ; fathers and mothers urged Their sons to bear, not only patiently sBut joyfully, the preparations for The coming struggle for a fading crown. F. And the crown that we wait to give to those Who conquer in the strife with Satan's slaves Can never wilt ; 'twill freshen ev'ry time That any one who looks on it will think Of the great hour when it was won. H. Hea,r what MAPPALIGU8 AND BONA. 127 My liero said, "To-morrow ye shall see A contest for a prize." F. A man to win ! H. He gained bis life in conflict tlie next day. F. Did any others walk to glory o'er That sea of blood ? H. Aye, many did ; but more Were left to keep alive the faith. Bona, By Pagan husband dragged to sacrifice. Had her hands held and guided as though she I'^alse gods adored ; her words they could not force. Undaunted by the fear of torture and Of death, aloud she cried, " I did it not ; That ye have done ! " The tyrant banished her: Then I rejoiced and thought of little birds Which carry seeds of precious plants to drop In foreign soil, and gladden weeping eyes. F. Why, thinkest thou, doth Grod permit such woes To be inflicted on His struggling Church ? H. Hast ever been to earth when He has let A heathen emperor send many souls To Him at once ? The air is then sublime. In time of peace the Church is like the lake Whose waters, calm and beautiful, reflect The glow of heaven ; angels look down and say, This pleaseth us ; for it is very fair. And as tlie lake that doth reflect the skies Is like the Church, I fancy that the land Around is like the world outside tlie Fold; The scum about the shores, although it is l5;i,thed by the lucid waves, still savors of 128 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. The land ; also are some witliia the Church '■ Of earth earthy " and base ; 'tis fit such should Be cast from holy Mother's bosom pure. H. 'Tis true, and I could almost deem thou hast Foreseen the parallel I am about To draw. F. Not so. H. The rank earth, envious Of placid lake, whose purity rebukes Her pestilential breath, withdraws her firm Support, that unexpectedly the lake May have its calmness dashed in seething deeps. 'Tis so the great Niagara doth plunge Down the abyss; its quiet life is o'er ; But chainless and ethereal the spray Leaps up to be received into the clouds — The chariots of G-od. F. In doing this It purifies the air : I see what thou Dost mean ; when the base earth would fain withdraw Her grudged support, she thinks to plunge the Church Into abyss of nothingness ; but souls Eedeemed to our embraces fly, and them We bear to God. H. After Niagara Hath been cast down from almost regal state Of quietude, where is earth's colored scum That once defiled her skirts ? F. Seething in dark And terrible despair in whirlpool grim. February 14, 1863. MAPPALICU8 AND BONA. 129 Act II. THE BOY CYHIL OF ALEXANDRIA, A.D. 250. Parralie. — Hail, gentle oaes ! I'll lie upon my wings Awhile with ye. Haniel-^-'We greet thee lovingly. Falleeji. — Where hast thou been ? P. In Alexandria, To welcome mortals to immortal life. H. Tell us what thou hast seen. I never can Grow weary while I listen to the tales Of the great love and courage of the Saints. Are many more to be tormented there ? P. The art of man in Alexandria Too often hath been baffled by a child Or woman weak, wliom they can't make deny The Lord. The end of all their tortures is To demonstrate how very strong and firm Is Christian faith, e'en when contested by The artifice that Satan lends. The rest Of the poor victims will be put to death Without a chance to throw contempt on fire And sword and diabolic instrument. H. And so hath the Lord triumphed in His Saints. P. Winging my glad return to Heaven I passed Caesarea, and there I saw a siglit That would enrapture thee, who lovest well Christ's little ones. //. Oh, tell me, then ! There are No histories I like so well as those 130 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Which prove how weak is man's or demon's power In presence of the Holy Ghost. P. I think, angel Haniel ! that this was shown Most heantifully in a little child. Csesarea, in Oappadocia, claims The honor of this hero's birth. " He called Continually on the Name of Christ ; " Nor could harsh threats, or cruel blows, Prevent him from avowing openly Jesus is Godji. His father drove him from His home. F. Alas ! Ere long that man will sigh In vain to claim him for his son. P. Children Abused the little, homeless boy. To Court The judge then bade him to be brought, and said, " Your faults I'll pardon, child ; your father shall Again receive his son, and you shall have His wealth, provided you are wise, and take Care of your interest." "I joy to bear Reproaches," Cyril said, " and God will me Receive. I am not sorry that from my Old home I am expelled. A better one I'll have. I fear not death, because it will But introduce me to a better life." They bound the little boy, and led him off, As though to suifer death, hoping that sight Of fire might overcome resolve. '"'Cyril Remained inflexible." The judge still tried MAPPALICOS AND BONA. 131 To fright the child, who said, " Your fire and sword Are insignificant ; to better house I go ; to riches far more excellent ; Dispatch me presently that them I may- Enjoy." Then the spectators wept. " Eather Ye should rejoice," he said, " conducting me To death ; ye know not Ivhat a city I Shall go to dwell in now, nor what my hope." Thus bravely went he to his death. H. Oh, child Beloved of angel-hearts ! I shall now haste With joy to find the hero-boy, and press Him in my arms. Is not a child like this Greater than we ? F. And did not he obey Judge's command to " take care of his own Best interests ? " H. Yes ; wealth untold is his. ACT III. : Scene I. ST. LAWRENCE, A.D., 258, UNDER VALERIAN. Pai'ralie. — How beautiful the richness thousand- fold Of golden light that sheds itself in wake Of Haniel's dainty wings ! Falleen. — Swift is his flight : He doth love children much. P. Is it not strange So many tyrants try to banish^ ISTame Of Christ from their domains ? Oh, senseless man ! 132 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. F. It is as though a thunder-cloud had tried To quite annihilate the sun : but fools And clouds alike exhaust themselves in vain ; God and the sun will shine regardless of Such petty spite. Scene 11. Haniel. — What dreadful sight is that ? A man dragged by A maddened horse. Oh, Larralie ! I joy To find thee here. But is not thy face sad ? Larralie. — Aye. What is horrible to thee as death By what men call an accident, fills me With deeper gloom. By order of the one Who Romans rules, has that man been bound to That beast. H. What his offence ?~ L. Sixtus, Bishop Of Eome, who glorified Christ in his death. Unto good Lawrence, his chief deacon, said He would be Avith liim in three days. This was In answer to his pitiful, " Whither Groest thou, father mine, without thy son ?" The Bishop bade him give the wealtli of Church Of Rome to poor and sick, foreseeing that It would be confiscated by the State. Lawrence, in doing this from house to house, Excited mucli suspicion, and was seized : Refused to give account of what he had Distributed. He was in dungeon thrown ; There he made converts of his keeper and MAPPALICUS ANB BONA. I33 His family. To new demands for gold And jewels of the Church, the Saint replied : " Give me But time to set in order my aflFairs And record make of each particular." Three days were granted. Then he called the poor Who were supported by alms of the Church ; To prefect went and said, "Come and behold The riches of our God. You will see court Of golden vessels full." The prefect went, And finding naught but poor, afl&icted ones, Great wrath he showed. So Lawrence asked, " "Why are You angry? Gold, which you desire, is but A metal vile taken from dirty soil. That serves as an incitement to all crimes ; The true Gold is that Light of whom these poor And sick disciples are ; and misery Of body is advantage to the soul ; The chief disease of all mankind is sin ; The great ones of the earth are truly poor — Contemptible. These are the treasures that I promised you; now I shall add to them Some precious stones; widows and virgins see! They are the Church's crown; make use of this True wealth for the advantage of all Rome, Of emperor and of yourself." " Dare you Mock me ? " the prefect cried in rage. " I know Ye prize yourselves, contemning death; therefore You shall not die at once." Lawrence was stripped. 134 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. And to gridiron bound, that he might thus Be broiled to death by a slow fire. After A time he said, " Let me be turned ; on one KSide I am broiled sufficiently." He spoke This, as I think, to let them see liow calm He was, superior to fire. When he AVas turned, lie looked to Heaven, and prayed that God To Pagan Rome knowledge of Truth Divine' Would send. This done, his noble spirit soared, Unsinged by passion or by cruelty. The gaoler, whom he had converted, washed His body for last sleep and buried it. The prefect, hearing this, commanded that He should be tied to horse's tail, and dragged To death. Scene UI. A.D. 370. H. Oh, Larralie! I have in Hades been, And talked with Lawrence and Hippolitns; Have told them of God's judgment on those who Their deaths devised. When Macrianus in The amphitheatre was seized by death He gave assembled crowd a spectacle Of terror, and called on these martyred Saints. Valerian, after long years of vile And cruel persecution, Avas o'ercome By Sapor and was treated as a slave ; Made footstool for satrap to mount his horse. For seven years a prisoner he was: When eighty-three, blinded and flayed alive. MAPPALICU8 AND BONA. 135 His skin was stuffed with straw; in finest of i Persia's great temples was this kept for show. ' How must his tortured spirit boil with rage j When he sees how his demon-gods reply \ To prayers for fame ! ' L. Does not his punishment j And that of Macrianus, balefully Eeflect a lurid light on what they had ^ Devised as punishments for Lawrence and \ For Hippolite ? ■ Act IV. JTILIAN THE APOSTATE. — A.D. 361. Florelle. — Julian is dead. Now may the Church ] have peace ! Horl. — Long time have I in Western darkness fanned J With my light-shedding wings some consciences That are "a law unto themselves." Julian? j F. Was subtlest foe Christians have had. Nephew 1 Of Constantiue, brouglit up as child of God, \ A foundling of the Church, he yet despised j The foster-mother from whose breast he drew ; All that was philosophic in his life.* 1 An unsuspecting sheep hath reared the young ' Of a fierce wolf; hath let it gambol with Her lambs; nourished it to devour her own. \ H. This doth remind me of a tale I heard ] Told by a statesman to a heathen court.f i j * I mucli doubt whether Constantius's jealousy allowed i Julian any advantages ; and his chief instructor was fuller ] of classical lore than of scriptural truth. . i f A fancy. ■^ 136 TEE GLOUD OF WITNESSES. A lion sat as king upon a throne; Some royal nurslings in their lair were killed. The king convened his court to iind the one Who had dared slay his young. A learned wolf Quite clearly proved a certain sheep had done The deed; and her white neck was stained with blood. She said she could not do such wrong; for God Forbade her. e'er to fatten on the blood Of suflfering. The owl said that the act Was foreign to her race: he was the judge; And so the poor sheep was released because 'Twas thought impossible for one made as She was to eat raw flesh. Then was the wolf Accused as being guilty of the crime He fain would fasten on the blameless sheep. He paid a large sura to the snake, who had this Sentence passed: This time next year a court We shall hold on this case, and if within That time sheep can be found that live on flesh, This one shall suffer for the crime of which She is accused. The crafty wolf, bidden By the wise snake, put one of his own young In place of a poor lamb he had devoured. The simple mother thought it must be hers, For she had borne two soiis, but one was changed So sadly that he almost broke her heart. When a twelvemonth had p?issed, to trial new She and her family Avere called in haste. Tlie mother did not like to take one child, In festal robe of white, the other in A dingy gown of red, and so procured MAPPALICU8 AND BONA. 137 A skin like her fair child's, and covered o'er The wolf with a lamb's fleece ; he was well pleased. Then, while the yonng ones played about the throne, A weekling of a lioness was put Between the two. The timid lamb drew back. But the young wolf pounced on the little one. And would have it devoured had it not been Released. Then did the owl admit that sheep Could eat the lion's young — base hypocrites Of gentleness ! The poor sheep suffered for The wolfs rapacity. Constantius and The zeal of Arians may bear some blame Of Julian's sin : those whom his father loved He hated most ; true-hearted Christians and Fierce heathen men, by Arianism's rage, Suffered alike. Julian 'mong Christian men. Saw vices which in pagan lands run wild, And thought not that who persecuted those Who called Christ God had not the Spirit of The Lord : for never yet have Christians who Are Trinitarians put one to death For holding adverse views, and it is those Who dare deny that Jesns we adore Is God, who have begun to persecute. Hast thou met Theodorus yet ? Julian Tormented him most frightfully ; but he Was then dismissed unconquered. Since I asked How he could bear such pangs, nor fiiint, nor yet Apostatize. He said at first it was Grievous and most hard to endure, but soon 138 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Stood by him a young mau in purest white, Who wiped the heavy sweat from his wrenched limbs And aching head ; bade him be of good cheer. Then Theodorus said that when he was Lifted from off the rack that the release Was more a punishment than a relief; For then the angel disappeared. F. Strange that He did not think of and prefer the sweet And comfortable Presence of the Lord, Though him he might not see ! H. Of course, he thought Of Him. Imagine that thou ne'er had'st seen A spiritual form ; would not such sight Thee nerve for suffering ? Act V. : Scene I. DOKOTHEA. WhEK SATANIC HOSTS ASSAIL ME, I, nervous worm, Frail and infirm, Trembling, wish far from them to flee ! Ah ! no strength have I to conquer ; They mock my woe : " She conquer ! ISTo ! Like strong waves our. breaths o'erwhelm her." " Oh, fools, to mock simplicity ! A pure mind's light Will fiends affright ; I, worm, o'ercome like polyp bright. MAPPALICU8 AND BONA. 139 Whose brilliant light Illumes the night, Dazzles, confounds the enemy That it mayn't see/' Then laughed aloud Demoniac crowd: " Dim light doth shine From heart like thine." " Most true, Fiends ! but ye will learn A light within my heart doth burn That is not mine ; But is Divine. " Xmitlee {Guardian angel). — E'en as her vivid fancy represents Satanic emissaries, it shall see A brighter vision ere sleep falls on her. {Dorothea walking up and down the room repeats ;) Z). Oh, Christ, iisr thy beauty upok thy high THRONE, My thoughts and my longings now upward have flown : My life-thirst for beauty cannot be appeased — When I lie at Thy Feet each sense will be pleased: My hands will dare touch the dear holes in Thy Feet ; The fragrance of myrrh will then be to me sweet ; My eyes on Thy beauty may gaze as they will ; And my ears will drink in, " Poor trembler, lie still." X. E'ow sleep, ray precious ward, and dream of Christ. 140 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Scene 11. Dorothea. — I had a deeam — pleasant it was TO M2: It came when I was sad, and mournfully Had passed the night's first hours. Then I had dream Of even brighter things than a sunbeam. I thought I loved a Prince, and he loved me ; 'Twas joy to let him know that I would be His own, and only his, for evermore. He would have pressed me to his heart ; before Me stretched a veil invisible, yet firm — On that side a King's son, on this a worm. I do not often sorrow in my sleep. So then, as I remember, did not weep ; But still my heart was very full of fears. My brain was misty with restrained tears: Then came a voice, mighty, but very low; Before I understood it calmed my woe. For children do not fret, when one is by Who will give what they want if they won't cry. It was the King who spake, and this He said, " Cheer up, poor child, there's nothing now to dread. j When thou wearest robe of emerald green, i Embroidered o'er with gold, that may be seen j With pleasure in the Court Avhere thou wouldst \ be, ' \ My Son shall come, and He will marry thee." ] \ When I awoke, I said unto myself, j Let me now consecrate to God my wealth, MAPPALI0U8 AND BONA. 141 That when I lie beneath th' emerald sod, My deeds of charity may seem to Grod Like broideries of gold on vesture green ; Then will He let me have His Son, I ween. Scene III. Xantlee. — Wilt go with me to earth ? For the last time I come to the celestial court without My Dorothea, beauteous ward ! Oh, how M.J eyes will proudly glow when I present Her to our King ! Her robes are ready now. My friend, hast seen men cleanse asbestos gown ? A soiled, stained robe is thrown into the fire; Awhile it burns, and then it is brought forth As pure as is thy brow. Calla. — A martyr, then, We go to see ; but thei'e are many kinds ; Some purge their soiled baptismal robes in fires That rage of man has kindled, some in flames, That are not seen by any eye, save God's. X. An angel's heart may treasure up the tale Of secret woe that's nobly borne. G. How will Thy martyr's robes be purged ? X. Come now, and see. Scene IV. — Court- of Justice in Cmsarea. Sapritius {Magistrate). — Bring me the woman fair, whose beauty makes Fools of tlie men slie has sense to disdain; My eyes ;ind pahite like rich food. 142 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Xantlee [aside.) — She comes. S. Fair maid, thy name ! Dorothea. — "I Dorothea am ; A virgin and a servant of the Church." S. Now " serve our gods or die." Submit : Tliou art too young, too fair, to give to worms What I and lesser men must crave. I). Oh, let Me die ! Be quick. The sooner I shall stand In presence of the One whom I long much To see. S. Whom meanest thou ? D. " I mean the Son Of Grod, Christ, mine Espoused ; His dwelling is In Paradise, and joys eternal are 'E'er blooming by His side ; celestial fruits And roses that can't die grow in the fair And beauteous garden of my Lord." S. Thou art Too beautiful; I cannot give thee to The flames or worms ; I take thee for my own. Back to her prison bear the maid. Scene V. Calista. — Christeta, dost thou not feel now as if Satan's handmaid thou art ? Sapritius knew None are so vile as those who once recant The faith. Christeta. — The faith! What is it? I know not. My only creed is fear of pain and death. C. And mine now is to win the great reward He promises, if we will make this girl — MAPPALICUS AND BONA. 143 Whose fairness pleases him — do as we did. Come in. Not such a prison did we have. Ch. Is that the beauty on yon gilded couch ? Dorothea. — I am a Christian maid, my friend, and fear From thy unsympathetic tone that fchou Art not. Ch. No I I am not mad now, but I Was once like thee. G-ive me thy hand ; it is Soft as a babe's, and yields as readily. Why dost thou shrink from a slight pinch ? Surely Thou wilt not dare the rack. C. For shame! Christian, We are sent here by Governor, whom thou Hast fascinated with thy eyes, to lure Thee to recant. Thou hast a gentle heart If voice and eye we e'er can trust. I am Now almost starved ; at home a wailing babe Waits for dry breasts, and thou canst give us food. D. Here is my veil ; all I have now that is Not needed for defence of modesty. C. That will not feed us long. D. I have no more. C. Sapritius promises much gold if we Persuade thee to renounce the faith. D. Oh, sad That woman should try to exchange her soul — That must forever live — for food, that can Not feed the flame of life, when God says. Die ! Listen, poor heart. I am to wed a Prince ; Give me thy babe, and lie shall be His page ; Want he shall never know. Don't kiss my robe. 144 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. a Christeta, hear ! She yields. Sapritiiis she "V^ill wed— is he the Prince?— and my child will Be a great man some day. D. But he must lie Upon my breast when I lie on the rack, And when I've ceased to breathe, hungry and cold He'll die, and I will carry him to G-od And he will be with the first martyrs * classed. C. While his poor mother goeth on her own Vile way to Hell. Thou meanest Christ is Prince. I will Not sell my soul to give my baby milk Lest he damnation drink in greedily ; And all through terrible Eternity Should curse me that I had prolonged his days On earth, to cheat him of his father's faith And heritage. Maiden, I'll die with thee And leave my child to God. CJt. The more fool thou! Fair woman, thou art rarely beautiful. But thou wilt see thyself matched brilliantly In gilded halls by chisel and by brush Of artists famed. Handmaidens will attend Thy least desire ; and know, thy handsome slave, Sapritius called, will like thee better for Extravagance and luxury. I pray Thee let me then walk after thee. D. To Hell ? Poor creature of base appetites, what has Sapritius done for thee that thou should'st wish * The Holy Innocents form the first class of Martyrs. MAPPALICU8 AND BONA. 145 To cast thy soul and mine in flames that aye Increase, to please his lust ? Ch. The only thing- He ever did for me was to sit by And laugh while I was scourged. D. Small service this. Ch. But he will make me a fine lady if I can persuade thee to receive his vows. D. Look here ! This is the Cross on which thy Lord And mine has died, that we might love and long For Him. He was stretched on the Cross to teach Thee how to bear the rack for Him. Ch. Then we Are even — are we not ? D. If thou wert queen And did'st from undimmed splendor step down to A servant's low estate; for poverty Did'st give up wealth — which thou, as it appears, Esteemest earth's chief good; if thou didst leave A body that could feel no pain for one Most sensitive to ev'ry mortal pang ; And then for three and thirty years didst bear Quite patiently the stinted portion of A poor man's child ; if thou did'st give thy cheeks To blows, thy brow to crown of thorns, thy feet And hands to nails, thy heart to bloody spear. And all for one who spurned and spit on thee, And tried to make thy friends tliy enemies — Then Christ and thou are even. Thou dost weep. Ch. Put up that Cross. My dying mother's eyes 146 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Have haunted all my nights since I denied The faith : last night she brought a Cross and said, My daughter, thou hast nailed thy Maker and Thy Saviour thereupon. I shrieked and woke. Went out, and soon I saw a messenger From base Sapritius. I forgot the dream When he threw golden bait. I, too, will go With thee before the Governor to bear My witness that the Cross outweighs his gold.* Scene VI. Calla. — Xantlee, hath Dorothea suffered yet ? Xantlee.—A.jQ; she hath been beheaded by the man Who tempted her in vain ; revenge he wreaked Upon the fair, soft limbs that cheated vile Desire : but Christ will raise her up ere long In beauty that will please in Heaven more Than it hath done in Cappadocia's court. G. And what became of women who were sent By the bad Grovernor her to beguile ? X. He had them burned. * Sapritius sent to lier two sisters, Calista and Christeta, who, from terror of the torments . . . renounced their faitli in Christ. To these women he promised large rewards if they would induce Dorothea to follow their example . . . Dorothea reproved them . . . When they left the dungeon they proclaimed they were the servants of Christ. — Sacred and Legendary Acts. THE SNOW-FLAKE. 14Y Deama VII. THE SNOW-FLAKE. SECOND CENTURY, Act II. : , Scene I. Zelah. — Come, Admar, let us listen to the talk Of this most picturesque old man, whose beard Is white enough to tell us that his life's Experience is rich with buried gems Of thought. Admar. — Not always thus speaks a white.beardj Sometimes it hangs between the present and The past to hide but hideousness, while awe Prevents the young from seeking to know more. Z. There is a youth by him, and neither seems To fear to lift the curtain that conceals The past. Trust me, this old man's beard falls not Unworthily o'er heart debased, as sheet Doth cover o'er the loathsomeness of death. A. I better like the young, who have not strayed As far as most old persons from our home. But, as thou wishest, let us hear his words. Scene II. i2e??i? taketh away with him ! " * Some liistorians say that tlie surrender of tlae Cross was oae of the terms at the Capitulation of Acre, A.D. 1191. ■(■ Damascus. 180 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. C. Was not the rage of warrior and priest, Monarch and peasant for crusades, a thing Most wonderful ? As if God had not been In Europe as in Asia ! To suppose He would be pleased to have His earthly haunts M Profaned by murder, superstition, hate ! H. Yet incidents toaehingly beautiful Often occurred : poets expressed themselves In deeds ; swords carved originals which men Of later days transcribe as poetry. C. Give me some reminiscences of such. H. At Antioch, defended by a host Of turbaned Infidels, great valor won Little success. Peter the Hermit ran Away quite secretly in great despair ; But Tancred brought him back, lest his Defection would dishearten more the troops ; Tancred's fine courage never quailed. Once, while A battle raged he made his squire vow that He never would reveal exploit of his ; He wished to garner all his fame for Heaven. He, when Jerusalem was captured, tried Much to restrain the soldiers fierce and sent Mohammedans under his pennon to A mosque ; some Christians murdered thera and great Was Tancred's ire, his honor compromised. Godfrey de Bouillon also was a knight Wiiose fame is like pure flame in sooty smoke. When Holy City by unholy strife Was won, helmet and gauntlets laid aside, Feet bared, he went up Calvary. He wept THE BBUGE. 181 For joy, and knelt down where his Lord had lain. Next day the English monarch's son Was chosen king, bnt he declined the crown ; Then, quite unanimously Tancred was Elected. He accepted office, but He would not wear a golden crown where his Redeemer wore one made of thorns ; nor would Be called King of Jerusalem where Christ Was taunted with like name ; his title was The Baron of the Holy Sepulchre. He reigned a year and kept a spotless fame ; Then hither came and cast all his renown At feet of Him to Whom it doth belong. Near where Christ slept two days, he sleeps ; his sword Is there preserved,* and was for a long time Used to dub knights of Holy Sepulchre, f Drama XIII. THE BETJCE. Act I. — In Hades. Bruce. — How strange a thing was I a few short years Ago ! Can it be possible ? Is that My heart ? Was that disgusting thing the well From whence once flowed my life ? Alas ! I must * Miss Yonge. f Irenaeus Prime, in his Travels, gave me most of these facts. 182 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Have been an idiot, even in death Quite mad to toncii the Holy Land, that I My heart might tomb where it had longest lived ! Wallace, my noble friend, tliou best-beloved On earth, dearer to me than angels of The skies! Ah, if thou couldst but hear me now ! Then I would bid thee — faithful one! — carry My heart back to the tenement that God Designed for it, and let it rest in peace Until the Eesurrection-Morn. Calla. — What is It that the man thou lookest at hath thrown J Amid the Saracens, crying aloud — 1 And yet I think in somewhat trembling tones — j " Onward, as thou wast wont, thou fearless heart ! " B. My heart. C. I've seen the springs of life that beat In infant's breast when I have rested there ; But that thing is — B. My heart. Wilt hear My tale ? 0. Most willingly. But dost thou like To think of foolish days that passed on earth ? B. I would not wipe away the much-prized Past; Deep in my memory are pictures grand Of tempests wild, when oft all hope had iied, And only fears, thinking that night had come, Flew moaning mockingly around the bark That scarcely served to save me from the waves. But suddenly the tempest grew quite bright THE BRUCE. 183 With the glad flash that said my God had come To guide my fragile skiff where He would have It moored. Aud that light in my memory Is quite as bright as are the halos that Now play around our brows. Who cometh here ? C. A spirit I know not. [To stranger.) Dear friend, a kiss, And after that thy name. Donald Gray. — Two kisses give I thee ; one in return for thine, and one To please myself. I am called Donald Gray. B. That name doth sound familiar to my ear. G. Aye, Sovereign King — B. Silence ! Oh, hush ! Why wilt Thou mock me here ? I am ashamed of what Once seemed regality. How couldst thou call Me king when thou hast seen the only King ? G. I shall not mock thee more. A while I did Forget that we are now like men who have Outgrown the children's make believe ; but 'twas To talk with thee that I have sought thee now. B. How willingly do I lend ear to hear Of aught that minds me of my still-loved home. G. When I was but a child, my granddame told Me many tales of thee, speaking of thee As Eobert " the good king," and early I Was taught to bless thy name. {To Calla) Now wherefore falls He on his face ? G. Speak reverently, friend. He now gives thanks to God that He by His 184 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Grood Spirit guided him, so as when he Has passed into Eternity' his name Is blessed. Note. — I certainly sliould not liave written this if I had then known the particulars of Bruce's history. — '69. Drama XIV. JOAN OP ARC. A.D. 1431. Act I. : Scene I. — Bheims. [Aidann and Zelreen flying ly, see a croiod around a stake to which men are bmding Joan.) Zelreen. — They will not let her die ! Quickly, Aidann, Tell me men are not fiends. Tlie torches burn — Thinkest we've lost our way and are in Hell ? Aidann. — In Hell ? A creature such as that in Hell? I've seen this maid before, and heard her tale From angels who havs watched her from her birth. I did not know she was. to die to-day. Z. I have not learned her story, only see A being beautiful, whose looks proclaim Her innocence and bravery of soul — Her eyes inspired by faith. Would she could wear That smile in Paradise. Must it lie in The dust ere made immortal, glorified ? A. Ah, cruel torturers! They bid her wait Until some great lord comes to see her burn. i JOAN OF ARC. 185 Z. What an absurdity to us are the great lords, Who are not worthy of the name of men I A. She turns aside to hide a coming fear; I'll not look at her now. Z. Kest on this cloud And tell her history. A. In Domremy A gentle shepherdess caressed white lambs And nourished sickly ones by day and night. She had no company but her sweet thoughts And rippling stream near where she kept her flock. Though guardian angels often talked to her Not in words audible to lamb or ewe, But to her heart. She never knew them face To face, but sometimes saw their shadows on The clouds as they ascended far above The trees, when they forgot her gaze in their Swift flight to heaven. Z. How could they leave her side ? A. It is not long since tliou hast been, and so Hast never stayed away great while from God. Z. I thought we could not go away from Him. Do mortal maidens love as angels do ? A. In their capacity: first comes the bud, And afterwards bloom full and glorious. But Joan hath not loved a mortal man. Z. Oh, I am thankful that God kept her for An angel's heart! I'll kiss away her breath. A. Thou hast no right; God has not bidden thee ; By her both of her guardian angels are. Z. Why hath she two ? 186 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. A. Carola watches when Marruna goes away. Z. Art sure that she Hath never loved? A. In her calm, lonely woods Passion's hot breath could never heat her cheeks, Whose glow is too ethereal for love Such as man dotes upon. I'll go where I Can better see. Z. I will not go. That stake! A. Is naught to me; she doth not think of that. The sparkling dew on the rose-leaf comes in The dark, though visible at morn, and so Her tears are not for what we see, but what Has been. She thinks of her old home and friends Of youth. Z. Oh, tell me more of them! of her! A. No ; not of them. She knew no selfishness. And therefore was prepared for sacrifice: She heard a grievous tale, and pity robed Her for her fate, for martyrdom. The king To her is God's vicegerent on the earth. And those who injure him the enemies Of Grod. His crown at England's feet, his robe Of royal purple trailing in the dust. Always insidious foes about his path, Moved her to tears and prayej.'s, and these brought dreams In which she thoiTght that God appointed her To go forth in his name, armed champion Of loyalty. She was like child who heeds JOAN OF ABC. 18Y What she thinks father's will, without a word Of questioning. She bathed in tears her crook And laid it on the grave of her pet lamb, Hung her straw hat upon her tree beloved, Kissed all the little lambs, petted the sheep. Donned armor of a man, and went forth geand. Z. And God— was He well pleased? A. That I know not. Z. Perhaps a demon tempted her in dreams. But had she had no warning ? A. None, and God Doth not judge one by others' conscience, friend. Her parents and her priest may have to stand Before God's bar and answer make for her — I say may; there are none I dare condemn. Z. I'll try to catch some words from her firm lips. Oh ! I know God is pleased with her ; she dies For what she thinks His will ; to live now would To her seem treason unto Him ; nor hath She wilfully her conscience shut in from The light of offered truth. Her enemies Did well to build the funeral pyre so high — Grand queens should have quite elevated thrones. A. Enthroned above the heads and hearts of men Who dare to look upon her death. Z. But who Is he who kneels beside her now ? A. A priest Of her own faith. And how they light the wood. Z. She's glorious. She does not tremble yet — 188 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. But warns her friend to haste from the swift flames, Even in death trampling on thoughts of self, Firmh' she closes those grand eyes ; her hands Upon her burning breast are crossed in peace ; Renunciation was the doctrine of Her life, and her last whisper is, " God's will Be done." A. Even in death a blessing ! See Those men, who scarce have wept since they were grown, Imagined that they were half brutes, now weep. Many in death will thank God for to-day That dawned on fiendish hearts, to set on eyes Grown dim with weeping, voices hoarse with prayer. A. Behold! There is her dove, her carrier- dove; It came too late to rest upon her breast. Z. It follows her winged soul : now it is lost In murky clouds. A. An eagle pounces on Its prey — poor dove ! In life and death like her. Z. By whom was she condemned ? By English lords ? A. Aye; but Burgundians first gave her up; French king no effort to release her made ; And the Parisian University Demanded that as sorceress sjie should Be tried, and asked for letters patent from The king of England, which "reluctantly" He granted it. Many of English in Authority unwilling were to see JOAN OF ABC. 189 Her die: at last, the UniYersity Prevailed— it was unanimous— by priests And bishops ruled— that all her acts begot By diabolic inspiration were : She must be burned. The Bishop of Beauvais On scaftbld read the sentence to this girl Of twenty years ; bade her submit unto The church or burn. She, greatly terrified, A recantation signed. Z. Eecanted what? A. Her dreams. She was to prison sent ; she found A suit of man's apparel there, tried to Escape. The Bishop of Beauvais thought that More reason she should be condemned, made haste That the first sentence should be carried out.* By soldiers, priests and monks surrounded, she Was to the market-place of Rouen led. The rest thou sawest, friend. Z. And so it is The Church of France that has condemned her as A sorceress, Envy the advocate. A. She died not by the sword, traitor to king To whom she no allegiance owned ; but as A witch, by sentence of the church that calls . Itself infallible. Yet not the less There will be stain on English fame whene'er Joan of Arc is named. Slaves to a vile, Abhorrent superstition, they are now Unworthy of the swords they wear, and e'en In deatli has the maid proved that she above * New American Cydopcedia. 190 THE CLOUD OF WITJS' ESSES. French treachery aud English fear, false friends, And superstition, soared afar. If she Misunderstood her dreams, the church has now Her error well confirmed. Act 11. RAPHAEL. — A.D. 1483. Scene I. Adalla. — God! I see the star of Italy- Hath almost sunk 'ueath Time's horizon ; yet Before it is quite down, let us shed on The brains and hearts and hands of men some rays (Eeflected from a distance that is well Nigh infinite) of beauty and of high Sublimity, that Thou hast lavished on Our blessed forms; but even such can cheer Men in their weary banishment from us. Often in sympathy quite pitiful Have I watched while they tried to lay small cubes Of colors to fill up crude outlines that They angels call. How mortals pant for us 1 And one of them, who is called by our name,* Oft had a glimpse of us, but through such fogs Of earthiness, he could not well discern Our gleeful grace and ever-active love ; Only our purity and peacefulness. Now, great God ! let us go to Italy And visit Raphael in his sleep,' and let Him read — of course, at a great distance, Lord — Some of the poetry of Heaven, and some * Fra Angelico. RAPHAEL. 191 Few scenes that were upon our minds impressed In Palestine. Of all the pictures that I have receiyed the holiest and by Ear the most wonderful is of Thyself When Thou becamest Babe and on the breast Of mortal Virgin lay. Let me one night But touch his eyes in sleep, -and stand before Him while He gazes on this picture stamped Upon my heart. It is so beautiful. Scene II. Verrar. — Why Italy didst thou select To be the birthplace of a genius rare ? Of all earth's governments Rome vilest * is ; Pollution in God's Sanctuary sits And blood cries from beneath the altars, "Where Hath Justice hid?" The people, ignorant— Adalla. — But not by their free will ; they are the slaves Of brutal power and superstition's might; Still they have hearts like children's, full of life And merriment; and since the martyrs have Been taken, they are left to lose their way To Heaven, while they strive their entrance there To purchase. Though God hides His Face in wrath, * If any one doubts tMs let Mm read only tlie Roman Catholic writers of the 15th and 16tli centuries. For in- stance, "Cellini's Autobiography" for hints about the characters of Pius 111. and Clement VII., whom Romans called the Devil. Machiavelli says. The apostles if they re- turned to earth would suffer martyrdom under the vicars of Christ, who have destroyed all the morality left by the heathen. Letter to Buondelmontius. See Guiccardini. 192 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Let them some reminiscences of us Still have. Though they are not allowed to read The books writ by their countrymen, and may JSTot have much profit by the telescope Or press, their rulers will be glad to let Them have grand pictures, as in the cold North A mother hangs on walls of nursery Kough, simple prints to cultivate the hearts Of children small. Scene III. A.D. 1530. Verrar. — I have been told Eaphael, thy boasted charge, After short life has gone back to his G-od. What sort of man was he ? What work did he ? Adalla. — His mission was to show what woman is. If he can elevate the mothers he Will elevate the race : man is what she Who bore him and who weds him are. jSTot Jove, But Aphrodite, typifies the soft And pleasure-loving tribes of G-reece, and in, Minerva are the wise men symbolized. V. Woman to ancient art was not revealed : Venus is silly, fit for but boys' love; Diana and Minerva without heart : Trite must have been the minds that such adored. The sculptured gods were not superior In love and intellect ; the bodies were Quite perfect ; but if there was mind there was Small sensibility ; if feeling, small Was the intelligence portrayed : and was RAPHAEL. 193 This strange when canning was of Deity Oft a chief attribute, and filthy lust Was on Olympus throned ? Quite easy is It to account for this. The sculptors do Not oft originate : what poets sing That they define in stone. Scopas* but shows The terror Homer drew ; Praxiteles And Phidias what he revealed, or what He handed down from common talk, transformed By his rich fancy and his eloquence To poetry. But Eaphael is our theme. He paints not a false deity with fair And swelling breasts and supple, fragile limbs, With eyes and lips that have no language but Of flattery and soft frivolity. No ! Kaphael's Mary is not wife to yield Her conscience to another's keeping that She may luxiirionsly languish ; nor Is she a mother who cannot say no To crying pet ; she is not one to lead Her child to Hell because the path to Heaven Is steep and troublesome. Vfondrously fair Is she, because- she's pure and true and wise. Men linger lovingly before her ; for Their own ideal of what they desire In wife and daughter is made^ visible By Eaphaers glowing brush. He painted not Cook, sempstress,f tiller of the ground, still less * The sculptor of the Niobe group. f I do not refer to women who earn their bread and with it my respect ; but to fine ladies, whose days are spent in making finery and cooking big dinners. 194 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. A votary of foolish fashion, or One who could flaunt her charms of body or Of mind to Avin the superficial praise Of brainless men ; her childlike grace Is based on her unconsciousness of power; For modesty is crown of womanhood. Her purity, her love all conquering, Her steadfast will that even vision of The Cross can't shake, her intellect, that grasps The problem of the ages but to bear The overwhelming thought fco foot of God, Are what he has portrayed and men adore. V. But that is foul idolatry, A. Alas! There are men who will worship anything But God ; better for such to bow before Pure Mary, who holds in her arms the Christ, Than to a Venus or a mistress vile. Before my ward was born men worshipped her. And the Franciscans teach she is divine ; They say that she was not conceived in sin. If not, one parent must have been a God, For all of Adam's race are born in sin, Except the ONE Who was begotten by The Shadow of the Holy Ghost. * Do not they pray to her in all lands now ? If she hears all she Omnipresence has ; If she can grant petitions then she must Possess Omnipotence, and all of this My charge was taught ; but he has given her No attribute not warranted by Word * Luke i. 35. RAPHAEL. 195 Of God.* If she can tread the air, it is No more than angels do. If she is full Of pity and would fain help man, why, so Are we ; and she who bore the Saviour is Above us all who Avould not dare embrace The Deity. But she sits at Christ's feet And dares to touch His hands : so do not we. He never wore our angelhood ; but He Vouchsafed to dwell in woman's womb, and lie Upon her breast and to draw thence the life That He bestowed. He did not choose a man To cradle Him: Virgin, not sage, His choice. .Raphael taught other lesson by his brush : Perhaps the most incurable of Earth's Many-hued forms of selfishness is that Of mother for her child. What matter if Another one be wronged, if it is hers Who profits by the base deception or The covert injury? She won't confess This to be selfishness. ISFot for herself, But for her offspring dear, she willing is To scheme and sycophantly flatter if Its happiness or wealth is thus increased. Observe, in Eaphael's Holy Families The Virgin gen'erally pays as much Or more attention to St. John than to Her Boy : if but one is caressed 'tis he. Although the Babe Divine sits on her lap The eye and outstretched hand are for the sweet * Perhaps this assertion is too bold. 196 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. And modest child, who while he waits to play Adores.* Another lesson, too, I find Is taught most charmingly by Sanzio — Love for the beautiful about the paths Of work-day life ; the common shrubs and flovvers Are pictured with caressing touch, and with A fondling care are finished, for he thought That what God found worthy of His Great Hand, Is not too mean or trite for man's. V. Why hath God brought him home so young ? A. Thou hast discerned The passion of some minds for what is old. In Eome are buried grandest monuments Of ages that have passed like meteors And of their glory left no vestiges But stones deep \\\ the soil. When men find these Imagination is exalted— for They know but little of what has been done Upon their tiny globe. Although defaced By age or conqueror, who had no time Them to admire, these scattered marbles are The letters out of which they will invent A history or tale. But luxury Of Papal Court, and of few nobles is More prized than trade and business ; so the land Around the city, once so populous In men, fertile in fields, is- now a waste Where Eetribution sits upon the throne Of Idleness, that celibac}^ breeds, * In my photographs of Kaphael'a Holy Families I find this true in two-thirds of them. RAPHAEL. 197 Breathing malaria o'er Papal realm. Raphael's imaginative mind was so Aroused by relics of the Golden Age Of Art that he his strength outworked, and thus Was easy victim to the poisoned air. V. I fancy that cause of -his leaving Earth Is quite suggestive to poetic mind. Canst tell me anything of him as man ? A. His whole life was a strain of harmony. The artists, else like instruments that are Too easily unstrung, when they lived with My Avard, subdued their jealousy and kept Base passions down,* as at a concert men Unconsciously agree that they will merge All the peculiarities that give Offence in silent sympathy. Knowest Why Mother Mary in his pictures looks So full of tenderness and willing help ? f It is because dear Eaphael's soul was full Of kindness : oft he left a picture that Will last for aye to help a friend draw some Poor thing — no picture but for his free aid. And when he went to Papal Court he was Accompanied by fifty men, perhaps: His friends took a delio-ht in honoring Who honored all of them. V. Pictures of his Thon saidst would ever last : how can that be ? * Vasari. f I gave liere only my own impressions ; since writing it my reading lias almost convinced me lie owed miore to Perugino and Da Vinci than I had perceived. 198 TRE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. A. They are imjDressed upon immortal minds. In camera obscura men can keep An image that hath passed; so after Earth And all the perishable it contains Have turned to naught, on some minds thou wilt find His pictures are preserved; thus mothers keep Portraits of babies that grandchildren may See the first buds that have produced such fruits. V. Will scholars left behind now carry to Perfection principles he taught ? A. Ah no! Not one is lovely as was he. . Act III. : Scene I. — Me of IscMa. MICHAEL AUTGELO AND VITTOBIA COLOJiTNA. Zamar. — Hath G-od* made scenes like this to reconcile Man to his banishment? Or doth he give Slices of Paradise to Adam's sons To stimulate imaginations that They may oft strive to crawl up to our height, As boys will scramble up high cliffs to see An eagle's nest when she a feather has Let fall down at their feet ? Mazza. — As boys may find Instead of life and strength a wounded bird Beside her dead, so will you in this Isle. A Avidow mourns for a slain husband here. Wilt hear some of her cries of agony? If so, we'll fly into her room and read. MIGHAEL ANGELO. 199 Scene II. — Boom of the Ma/rehesa of PescMera. His home that oxce my home had been When his bright spirit dwelt within, Has now become a grave to me: As dead as he I seem to be. While loud shrieks through the whole house rang I was not conscious of a pang. Why I was calm I do not know : It was a mystery of woe That I, who felt the need of crutch, Should madly at his coffin clutch. They looked, and '*' Natural," they, said He was to them ; but to me — dead. I saw no love in his closed eye; He gave no sign that I was by ; And yet I held on to the form When last seen with a fond heart warm. But I don't think I realized The truth; I was too agonized Because I knew that he must go So soon and leave me in my woe. On his dumb form I lavished love, Nor had much time to look above. I only thought to honor him, Cared not much then that life was dim As death, and cold as churchyard-clay. I put the flowers upon his breast ; For a few hours I watched his rest, And thought — he sleepeth sweetly — ah ! If rav bed-time was not so far 200 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Off, over dreary wastes of life, Whose Marali-wuters flow through strife! Little I cared what should befall The future, since I had lost all. Oh, if I could but feel to-night His presence make my dark room bright! But God won't let him come to me, Because I yield to agony. [Mazza.—'^iM read another groan prolonged in rhyme ?) I WANT THEE, OH MT DARLIISTG 1 WaNT THEE NOW, I long to lay my hand upon thy brow, And feel thy touch with life my heart endow, For it seems dead within me ; it is cold. No wonder, for a corpse it doth enfold ; I smile, and friends think I have been consoled. Consoled? mockery of blessed word ! No greater mockery hath my ear heard. The one who could console me is interred Beneath the sod on which I kisses press. And smooth with hands that once he did caress : Having known love like his 'I can't take less. Tears tremble 'neatli the lids that keep them back ; And nearly all the time my brain's on rack Of faithful memory, throbbing for lack MICHAEL ANGELO. 201 Of tenderness that once was ever mine. It cannot be replaced ; not Love Divine Is like it, for all human, dear, was thine. Thou lovedst with an upward glance, like child, As though to thee 1 were quite undefiled ; And Grod looks down and sees my heart is wild : A cruel doubt dotli gnaw my spirit through — Is he with thee, God ? If I but knew He is, I'd smile at all that fate can do. : I had a mother once; to Thee she went ; Sweet certainty, with resignation blent But now a Cross without Crown Thou hast sent. The Crown may be here, but I cannot see; And only certainty can rescue me From my blind grief. Say, God, is he with Thee ? If not, he is alone ; for iiever he Had with the wicked any sympathy. God, if Thou wouldst let him come to me In dreaming vision of a wakeful night, With open wings * and eyes like angels bright. But smiling on me with their old love-light ! Then I could bear to be unloved, and worse, Could bear to feel within my heart the curse Of loveless quiet, as though it were hearse * See note B. 202 THE GLOUD OF WITNESSES. To cany each hour as it comes to me To keep the dead Past silent company. Zatnar. — Read me some more ; for human life to me Is what Renaissance is to ancient art. Mazza {reads:) — I sit aloite i]sr my cedak- BOWER, And this the blessing that I crave : I wish the graveyard flower That gives a bud to lie on my Love's grave Soon to lay one on mine. In rosy morn when the glad siin doth shine, I wish the emeralds upon his tomb To smile on rabies glistening on mine. And when the black clouds lower o'er his dear grave I wish mine wrapped in gloom. There was no human power could save His beauty from an early grave ; Then why may I not die, with him to be ? So heavily the long days pass, So gloomily ! I often look upon my glass To see if I'm not growing old. My youth and bloom have passed away ; I feel my heart has grown as pold As though my hair was gray ; My eyes have shed as many tears As those that sink deep in the head f feeble age : MICHAEL ANGELO. 203 The dragging hours are endless years. I oft turn to the page That we together read In life's bright May. The letters dazzle me; I cannot see, But turn ray eyes away And hear his voice Eeading the book that aye was our first choice — That once I smiled to hear ; But now my lips are pressed where his head lay. (Francesco dear, Surely love can't decay ! Wilt thou not come for me soon, very soon, To bear me to the Land of Day ?) I take up the guitar he kept in tune ; But since his hand grew stiff alway There is discordant note That cannot be attuned to harmony — In hours gone by it was the first in glee. I often look at the bright star he wrote About in poetry ; He bade me know whene'er I sought its light It was because he thought of me. Among the stars it seems to float With memories laden, a golden boat. It only bright, Illuminated with his name : And as through clouds appears the prow, I wonder if the one whom he loves now Can be the same As slie with whom he walked in earthly bowers. 204 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. I weep because I may not surely know — This agony of doubt the greatest woe! The dried-up flowers That I have kept for years, Which always lie upon my breast, Oft need the watering of tears ', And so I bathe them late at night And when the early morning-light Disturbs my broken rest : They were the last he culled. Last night I had sweet dreams ; my griefs were lulled By angel-harmonies to sleep. His voice I could not hear; I turned away to weep : I would not list to angels' serenade If his sweet tones no music made. Then felt I on my brow his kiss. He gently chided my false fears ; He stood by me in cloud-like robes arrayed, Within his eyes supernal bliss That dried up all my tears. My trembling steps he led with tender care To his bright home, where all is fair. Then he left me alone ; I woke up with a moan — 'Twas week-day morn, Francesco gone! MICHAEL ANQELO. 205 Bcene II. ( Vittoria alone ; she takes up her guitar.) There's ko home like Eden, the lai^d of de- light ! There's no home like Eden, where faith's changed to sight ! Where severed hearts union gain, Forgotten earth's sad pain And the flowers there bound round the brow of the bride Were nurtured and cherished by Love Crucified. Or sleeping or waking, where'er I may be My thoughts aye are turning, sweet Eden, to thee ! Where bitter tears all are dried At the loved one's dear side; Where the one whom I love will claim me as bride While we kneel to be blessed by Love Crucified. {Throws doion the guitar.) V. It is in vain. I cannot sing off grief. (After toalking about, takes up her pen..) Gone! Gone! and I shall never see thee MORE On this earth, once so beautiful to us. Yet it does seem even the dead might hear The startling groan that often doth escape From my fast-breaking heart ; even the dead Might feel the crushing pain that will wear out My storm-tossed life. Oh, wonld that it were done! The earth is drear, for in the grave thou art; 20G THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. In horrid grief, love and despair beneath Their feet have trampled happy hours, fright'nlng The dreams I prized the most to calmer home: And yet each day doth bring its thought of thee. I see thee standing on the ship that bore Thee from my sight. Darted thy loving smile Its rays of light about my less'ning form, As thine eyes fixed on me and mine on thee, The sighing watei'S dashed loud waves between Our aching hearts, chanting their farewell hymn To setting sun, and trembling in alarm At coming night. Like the prophetic sun Our hopes were sinking in their graves, and death's "Night-thoughts" were slowly rising from black depths And shadowy; like veils of cloistered nuns Were shutting out youth's beauty from our sight. The twilight lasted long; thy manhood strong It did not terrify, and little thought I of the coming night of grief and death ; My life had been too bright for me to fear It could be aught but beautiful and fair. Ah ! while earth's twilight shadows closed around My careless heart an angel came for thee, And thv grand form was laid in the cold ground When I had pressed a farewell kiss on lips That ever smiled on me. Thy dying look AVas full of brightness of foretasted bliss; The trusting smile that said, God is my friend, Taught us that Eden's life began ere thou Wert numbered with the dead. Thou numbered with MICHAEL ANGELO. 207 The dead, and she who loves thee numbered with The living! My every earthly joy Hath fled, and «iemory doth naught but sing The cherished happiness of .Vanished years. But, looking up, I see waving above My brow wreaths of celestial flowers, and in The lingering of thy fond smile they glow With radiance that is not of this sphere ; And on the night-air flow sweet voices of Angelic mirth : this is the chant I hear: Lo! thy bridegroom doth come to woo thee home; And flowers we bear to his longed-for bride Were culled from earth's woes by a Father's Hand. Scene III. — Rome. A.D. 1536. Aidee. — Come. I shall show thee sight magnifi- cent. There is no statue of the palmy days Of Greece that will in future ages make Impression more sublime than will the man Whom now we fly to see. Farrelle. — We are in Eome. A. In artist's studio. Does not he look Like rough gnarled oak that has fought with the storms Of years and conquered — not their might, but self. Michael Atigelo (soliloquizing) — "I have no friends, need none, and wish for none." In my whole life I have not had one day Of perfect joy.* * I have somewhere read of his saying this. 20S THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. A. How little does lie know Himself! I ne'er saw youth who struggled more For love and sympathy; the contest was Shut close within his breast, and so he was Defeated by himself. Sixty is he, And now he has made up his mind to win no love. Mount Blanc ought not to blame the little men Who live about his feet because they do Not strive to penetrate the chilling fog That separates him from the world. Those who Are eminent in mind and character Must reconcile themselves to solitude Of mountain-peaks. F. Alas, that even they Are separated by chasms of thought ! Those who are nearer Grod, and whom we oft May visit, should be satisfied, A. A joy Surpassing that of our invisible And silent love awaits my Michael now. F. Michael his name ? A. After Commander of Our hosts : the Church of Rome hath pretty whims About her patron saints. The doctrine is Eooted in truth : but on its later boughs They tie dead, artificial flowers. ^. He goes forth ; shall "we go ? A. Aye; for it was To see his parched-up soul refreshed that we Have hither come : his thirst not less because He long has ceased to search for springs of love i MICHAEL ANQELO. 209 To cool the working fever of his brain. ISTow in Vittoria he soon will find A never-failing fount of intellect And sympathy. F. And love ? A: That I know not ; But do not think he will; she has loved once. Her husband rests on Hades' shore of peace ; JSTever a spirit there has filled her jdace. When he was killed she went to Eome to take The veil, but Clement wise forbade the nuns To dress her for the rite. Her angel will Recite to thee some poetry she wrote To ease her agony. Her family Had injured Roman property, and all Of hers she offered to repair the ill That they had done. A crown was proffered once To her brave husband, but Vittoria Counselled against acceptance ; for he had Need of no diadem to be the king Of her free soul in chosen vassalage. She argued thus : " Virtue may raise you high Above kings' glory. Honor that goes down To children is derived from qualities And deeds. I would be wife to general, Who is by duty done higher than king."* * Woman's Record. 210 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Scene IV. Michael Angela, alone : 1e the stillness of the iflGHT . Fell a string upon my heart, From a shattered harp it fell; Bnt the broken chord was bright And it fell with magic art, Sounding mystery's sweet spell. Swiftly darkness fled away, For the string was twined of light That from cherub's wing was shed; And I knew the mystic ray, That in darkest hour of night Glorified the cross-crowned head. When my life wore flowers of May, Carelessly I swept the strings Of the harx^ I treasured not; Soon the master-chord gave way: But its echo ever rings Eound about my lonely lot. When thy broken harp-string fell, Angel-led, it touched that chord, And brought forth a melody That in my stilled heart doth dwell. Keeping ever watch ^nd ward O'er a blessed memory. {Throzus down his pen.) What an old fool I am ? MICHAEL ANGELO. 211 (Picks iqj liis pen, and smiling at his own iveakness, writes :) In^ my sleep I SAW A VISION" — One I did not dare to grasp : But I hovered on Love's pinion O'er the form I would not clasp. When a boy 1 played with bubbles, Found their beauty was but air ; Now a man, weighed down by troubles, I'm afraid of what seems fair. I desire to dream forever That an angel waiteth near ; Did I grasp her I might sever Into truths the vision dear. I shall go back to work. A gnarled oak's not The stuflF to whittle Cupids out of. Bah ! Scene V. * , Domenico and Vittoria Colonna. Domenico. — Pray, who is thy new friend, this Angelo ? Vittoria. A man. D. That does not tell me much. V. But more Than I can say of many in this Rome. D. Presumes he to aspii'e to hand of one "Who is Oolonna's daughter ? V. No. That man * Altogether imaginary. 212 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Would not presume did he sue for a hand That sceptre sways. Ye, Roman nobles, boast Of pride of birth : most of your houses are, As the world knows, founded by those on whom Easts stain of illegitimacy. Bah ! He miglit be rich if he desired, and found A house ; for all nobility is based On wealth; all our progenitors were first Rich parvenues, wherher they gained their gold By heritage, or kingly gift, or Avar, Or trade ; whate'er the honors they obtained By war or statesmen's craft, or guile, or love, They were but parvenues until on wealth They laid foundation for a family. '' Founded a family ! " But, pray, Avho was The father of the founder ? No one knows. D. This is true of all lands alike. I wish !Not such a hot defense of Angelo. V. Dost not? What prizest thou most in the world ? D. Dear Liberty ; and to see my Rome free From Papal yoke how gladly would I die ! V. And canst not recognize a kindred soul ? D. I do in thee and honor thee e'en as — V. Thou shouldst Buonarotti have. Surely Thou knowest of the help he Florence gave When she strove to cast off the Medici. D. Is he the Florentine who fortified The city, and Avhose talents were to her More than a regiment ? The same who scorned To purchase Alessandro's favor by The plan of citadel for tyrants' lair ? i MICHAEL ANGELO. 213 V. Yea. Is not he a man ? D. And worthy to Wed a Marchesa if she be not called Vittoria. V. My sacred widowhood Should save me from impertinence. Farewell. {Alone.) STILL HEAVIER GROWS EARTH'S AIR, And flowers seem less fair When eyes with tears are brimming Every glory dimming. Father, must I longer roam, Straying farther still from Home? He I seek long hid with Thee, I with death and misery ! Earth it is not hard to leave; Harder far it is to breathe, When disease and languor make All my nerves with sore pain quake. Father ! Father, let me soar Where weak men can't tease me more ! Send Thy angels after me ; Then will all life-shadows flee, Swept afar by rainbow-wings, Vibrating to song one sings: — " Long-expected Wife of earth, Come and share celestial mirth ! Wipe the sweat from clammy brow; Friends, kiss ; quick ! I must kiss now. When my lips her lips have prest She will have eternal rest." 214 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. After long loeeping Vittoria writes : My God, why wilt Thou not withdraw The iron bands of earfchliness ? My heart to agony they press. With feehngs near allied to awe I go amid the gay and young, Fearing that heavy step like mine Is discord where love-songs are sung — G-rim Fate beside " the tuneful Nine." The young girls' mirth the hours recall — Forgetfulness Time hath not taught — When my life too with bliss was fraught, And earth to me was brightness all. Such splendor I no more can see Since husband dear hath gone from me, ]S[ow always pineth my sad heart For joys divine where, God, Thou art. They cannot die like those of earth : The sweetness of life's daily flowers Sickens with threat of coming dearth ; It minds me of the happy hours — As musical as song-birds' breath — Ere I knew Grief and sterner Death. Then, God, withdraw life's iron bands That I may rise to fairer lands ! Oh God, my weary work is doke! I feel that it is nearly o'er, And that another Summer's sun May shine upon my quiet grave. And the next Winter's rains may pour MICHAEL ANGELO. 215 Down on my calm, unbroken rest — The sleep my wearied spirits crave. I seem to see a presence blest ; And opened wings low hover now Most watchfully, though silently About the room and over me. I feel their presence on my brow As it grows cool and free of pain ; ISTot so great pressure of life's chain. I did not finish that last sigh For then One to my side drew nigh : He — that blest One — kissed it away And whispered words men could not say. I see Jiis gentle smile again Such I ne'er had from other men. As loving as it was of old ; Dearest, thy spirit's bride enfold Within thy tender, fond embrace And take me to the blissful place That Jesus hath prepared for me — The one that He hath given thee. Scene FI— 1564. Miehael Angela. --" The fables of the world have robbed my soul Of moments given for the things of God. " "Now standing on the brink of life's dark sea, Too late I learn, Earth ! thou promised'st Peace that can never be, and the repose That dies in being born. A retrospect Of life brings only errors to my view. 21(3 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. The greatest bliss on high belongs to Him Who early dies." My head has done its work And it is satisfied ; bnt empty heart Is craving as in youth for what it can In ot have. Oh, Love ! My hair is white and thou Return'st again. My will thou oft has thrown, Then let it have the reins. Now thou hast spurred Me as a horse to fleetness wild, and then Hast let me cool* Like animal that long- Has been left to himself, I have grown shy. But I must bolder be, or else can't win The blessing I much crave. I tire of self. Scene YIl. Michael Angela and Vittoria. Vittoria. — "Far higher than your works we rank yourself : And those who know them only value that In you less perfect than yourself. Much I Admire the way that you seclude yourself From the vain conversation of the world And princes' offers, that you may dispose The labor of your life as one great work." f M. Angelo. — This praise is undeserved; but here I shall * The idea of the horse is expressed by Michael Angelo. f All in quotation-marks is quoted from Grimm's " Life of Michael Angelo," translated by Fanny E. Bennett. In the conversation of Michael Angelo and Vittoria Colonna, I use you instead of thou ; for Grimm says there never was any mention of love between them. MICHAEL ANGELO. 217 Complain of the reproaches brought against The men of genius. Some say they are strange And not to be approached : the opposite Is true ; none are so natural, so full Of sympathy. But should an artist, quite Absorbed in his own work, take from it time And thought to drive off other men's ennui f FeAV do their work with conscientiousness." V. The starving minds, ne'er fed by books or thoughts, Wish to be kept alive on the rare crumbs That from rich tables fall, forgetting that Those who can such afford have delved for food More eagerly than ploughmen cultivate Their soil. M. " How seldom do we meet with minds Tliat understand ideas! Oft the Pope Upbraids me that I do not show myself; But I reply, I work for him in my own way. Instead of making false parade like those Who nothing do. Sometimes I put my hat Upon my head, forgetful quite that he Is by; and he lets me alone, instead Of cutting off my head." V. His Holiness Is well aware, though he can open gates Of Heaven and Purgatory, that he can't Call thence another Michael Angelo. M. But Angelo would answer to the call Of the Marchesa, could she ever find Fit place in Purgatory and were he 10 218 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. In Heaven; and it would be but jnst, because She often raises him from depths of foul Despair (and that is Satan's kingdom — is It not ?) to sit by her in Paradise. " He blockhead is who likes to live alone And calls it happiness." But artists can't Be always with Vittorias, and so, " Why be unjust to one who naught demands From any one, because he is not false ? Why wish by force to make him take (fool's*) part In killing time," when he has not enough Wherein to shape his ends ? " He quiet needs ; There is a mental work which the whole man Eequires, and he can't give to any one Tlie smallest part of his free soul. Those who Great artists are with no man would exchange ; They envy not the rich, thinking that they Are wealthier. A mind schooled in high art Perceives how empty is the life of those Who think themselves the mighty of the earth, Whose glory " will be but their winding-sheet. " Prouder is artist of his work than is A prince of vanquisiied lands." V. " May I presume To ask enlightenment upon your art ? " M. " Your Excellency but commands and I Obey." V. " To me the German painting seems In character much more devout than ours." M. " It best suits the majority who call * Word inserted, for rhythm. i MICHAEL ANGELO. 219 Themselves religious, for it moves to tears Whom ours leaves cold. It suits the very old And young, ecclesiastics, nuns. It does Attract the eye with pleasant themes, Is pretty, but is not true art, for it Has not the inward sympathy, and it Possesses not meaning or power; only In Italy is painting genuine. Fine art Is made religious by the mind that it Originates. JSTaught makes the soul so pure And good as to endeavor to create A perfect work. Grod is perfection, and Who strives for it strives for a thing divine." V. As we may say a taper is a light And the sun is a light. 3L True painting is Faint shadow of the pencil Grod paints with, A striving after harmony. V. And He The music is. M. And the most perfect sheet Of melody that He kindly allowed To float to earth is she whose presence is A song, and I, who cannot sing, am in Despair. Can't I be taught ? I have been told How you have raised D'Avalos* from a wild Boar's youth to man of intellect and art. Improve me now. " For the first time have I Experienced what happiness it is To yield to woman." f I am blessed now. * Husband's nephew. f Grimm. 220 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Not Pole, nor Contariiii, Occhino, Nor Tolomei find in you what I jBnd — A second self. V. The "New Opinions"* I Share with these friends. if. And I share them with you. "Now on one foot and then on other I Am balancing, virtue and vice the weights. Anxious and wearied I salvation seek, Like one who errs because the stars are hid In clouds. I know not where to turn. Oh, take My heart's unwritten page and write on it What most it needs! All that I crave in prayer Disclose to me."f V. I see as one who wakes In dazzling light, nor yet perceive the lines That I must draw around the Truth. M. I leave With you this trash I wrote. I see some friends Draw near. Farewell. V. Take them with you. I care Not for their chat while my soul hearkens to The surging thoughts you have aroused. V. {alone) reads: •' That thy beauty may kot die Nature now asks back each charm ; One by one takes them away, Grives them to a woman warm ; * In religion, Michael Angelo was a disciple of Savona- rola, and Vittoria favored tlie " new opinions ; " yet neither were "heretics." f From Michael Angelo's sonnets. MICHAEL ANOELO. 221 With thy countenance adorns Lovely form in the bright sky j Ev'ry grace of thine she has. Her the God of Love doth try To give heart compassionate. Kindly He my sighs receives, Gathers up my bitter tears, Gives them to one who much grieves For her love^ as I for thine. Happier than I he'll be; Touched by my pangs, she will give What thou hast denied to me."* I HAVE TOLD HIM I SOEROWED FOR LOST TOLTTH.f How beautifully would he me console For my fast-fading charms ! God takes them all Up to my future home to keep for me In everduring life. My Angelo, Thy comfort I accept ; but will not fill The outline of thyself. My husband and Myself shall have thee for our guest for aye. Scene VIII. — In garden of S. Sihestro. M. Angelo. — ^^ As I was still in Eome you should not have Placed Tommaso between yourself and me. More for your ladyship I would have done Than for another in the world, and he Who loves sleeps not ; 'a loving heart needs not * F. A. B.'s English, translation I turn into rhyme, f When they first met Michael Angelo was 59, and Vit- toria 45 years old. 222 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Be urged.' I wished to give surprise by what I bring. Of this svv^eet boon T am deprived."* Vittoria. — I am ashamed of having feared I was Forgotten in the deep abstraction that Your work demands. I shall oifend no more. Yet, would it be so very strange if rose, Whose bloom has fled, should fancy that the bird That sang to her in the night-hours, forgets Her when the day shines, and his brood requires His care ? M. False illustration, Lady mine ! Hath your bloom fled ? Were brighter in your youth ? You may have been for others, not for me. Beauty of face and form my hands create ; But intellect and sympathy G-od lends To me in thee. I need not now explain My ordinary thoughts, and so fear not To be myself, that is, alone with you. I am like one who has been dumb till late, Because now I am heard by equal mind. I shall not ofier you this crucifix, For all I do is yours ; all flowers belong To Spring. Tears, fair Marchesa '? Why ? V. I have No other words for gift like this, my friend. M. " A thousand works from mortals such as I Cannot repay what God has granted you." I love my work. Do you love yours ? V. I do * From a letter. MICHAEL ANGELO. 223 Not comprehend. I cannot say that I Feel very tenderly to tapestry Or cake. M. Mock me! That's well: perhaps it is Time I should learn you are a woman, too. V. I do not laugh at yo.n, but jest, as do The children when they would he wise As those who question them, and know not what To say : I do not understand. M. It is First time that you are deaf to me, and will Not comprehend. V. ForgiA^e me now. Be good. M. "When a man's art has into heing brought A form so graceful none can fear for it The rudest shock of time, does he love it ? In humble mould I lay, to be by you Eenewed, and to a work more perfect brought. You gave me what I lacked, and filed away All roughness. Yet what tortures have I to Expect if you begin to curb and tame ! " * You do not seem to hear. V. I am absorbed In wondrous beauty of this crucifix. M. It is but rough design. I brought it but To shoAV I needed not a Tomrnaso To make me think of you. V. I do beseech You spare me more reproach. It could not have Been a good file I used your roughness to * From Michael Ana'elo's sonnets. 224 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Smooth down. But what your haughty modesty Is pleased to call rude draught is yours no more ; Among my dearest treasures is it now, And I will trust it to no man : he who Designed this can another draw. I can J^ot speak my thanks for this and all you do And are to me. M. " Too great is the reward, Sweet as it is, that chains the soul ; and now My liberty complains that you are kind. You injure me more than a thief could do ; Too little often grows out of what is Too much.' I cannot suffer this." * Scene IX. Aidee. — Our Angelo of earth dreams now before A portrait he hath painted of his Love. Wilt hear his thought ? Farrelle. — Aye; yery readily. M. Angelo. — One portrait have I painted — only one.f Vittoria;, the lovely, on my brain Shone in her splendor and reflection true My canvas gave me back — so shines the sun On ocean tempest-tossed, and it doth still Its turbid rage, and makes itself a glass But to transmit its brightness in a mass Of shivered rainbows, gathei»ed at his will. No teasing child, or girl in giddy teens *From Micliael Angelo's sonnets. f Grimm says lie paiuted one other portrait ; but it was after Vittoria's death. MTGHAEL ANGELO. 225 Is empress of my sonl — a woman old In years, bnt young as Homer's tales, though. told Were they to buried race. For he who gleans Where woman like Vittoria sows seeds. Asks not for youth ; she answers all his needs. Scene X. Vittoria. — Is not our Virgin Lady in your great Pieta young to have a son Whose years Were thirty-three ? M. Angela. — " Know you not, women chaste Fresher remain than those who are not so ? How much more one who never has been led Astray by sinful wish ! And to her aid Came Power Divine so that the purity Of maidenhood appeared to all the world. The Son, like us in all save sin, must show His age." F. There is a work of yours I have Not seen — bronze statue of Pope Julius. M. More than my other tasks that tired me; for A patron, not my genius, did command The work ; it was " my father's prayers that kept Me well," until I finished it. Have I, Marchesa, your permission to sliow you A work of mine you have not seen ? V. Indeed, How gladly I shall go ! M. Not far. But let 22 B THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Sweet pity guide your steps, and hear not me, Who cannot softly speak, but my desire. Ah no ! I cannot read it to you ; I Must go away and leave the paper here. Have pity on me, as you had on poor, Dumb boy to whom you gave an alms. Farewell. [He goes, and Vittoria reads.) AST ANSV^^EK TO MY BKOTHEK. Thou canst not see how I love her, facts being as they are ; Thou sayest thou couldst never love, though beau- tiful, a star. Imagine now that hearing music sad and sweet and low. Thou should st walk up a dark church -aisle with footstep calm and slow, And gaze with others on a face seen through a casket's glass,* Let Love be born, and backward then with tlie crowd slowly pass. And from that hour the sculptor Death hath bound thee to a bride ; She is so beautiful that thou henceforth wilt dwell beside A grave-stone angel that doth hold to thee a marble Cross ; Beneath its shadows thou wilt sit to brood upon thy loss ; * I dare say this is an anaclironism ; but I can't alter it. I don't believe lie would have answered such a question had his brother put it. i MIOHAEL ANGELO. 22 Y ' And never eyes of romping girl, or grace of maid deniare Can banish from thy death-chilled heart the beauty of the pure And silent maiden lying calm beneath the grass and flowers : Better to thee than midnight-dance the church- yard's lonely hours. 'Tis so I love, without a hope that I her breast can warm : When first I saw her I knew well that spiritual form Smiled to her in the evening calm, and in fresh morning's thrill; Spirit she lo\es; yet I love her, and have no power of will. V. A poet's love ? Can" IT be teue ? Since I read this how very new The risen splendor earth puts on ! New beauties JSTafcure now adorn. This pretty song to me hath proved More than his spoken words could do — That even yet I can be moved ; Not that to dead Friend I'm untrue, But that 'tis right to still the pain That tortureth too much the brain ; Which lately made my heart a nun That saw no glory ia the sun Because day hath not any stars; That saw no joy which graced the earth Except through death's cold, steadfast bars, Through which my lieart, a, faithful serf, 228 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Gazed at the lot she longed to share With one who was enthroned where My Saviour liyes— oh, to be there ! My liege lord, shut behind the stars, Hath hid from me his talents bright, Safe where no dimming stain e'er mars: He left me shrouded in the night Of grim and lonely cloisters; Counting my beads of happy hours As a pale, veiled nun counts hers ; While, shivering, she cowers Beneath mandate of higher powers : So trembled I 'neath stern decree That barred my liege and priest from me. But sweetly now a poet sings. And slyly to my cloistered heart, He enters by poetic art. Then startled Fancy, trembling, flings Aside the worn-out mourning-veil That hid all beauty from mine eyes ; To list his songs I hush my sighs Joys, wdiich have grown in darkness pale — Their sun concealed in clouds above — Now stretch their feeble tendrils forth. To be snnned in the vivid light Of fascinating love. Ea23id their unsuspected growth Under true sympathy's *fond might Since they have felt another sun ! I cannot love, as I have proved. For I with wedded love have done ; Bnt ne'er had praise my spirit moved i MICHAEL ANGELO. 229 As thus to see he can imbue All things with beauty ; he has won The poet's right to talk to me Of all that's beautiful and true, And I shall listen willingly. Scene XL Vittoria (alone). My weaet heart again— ah, foolish thing! That it to earthly happiness may cling Once more its drooping claspers forth will stretch After the pictures that a man doth sketch. Tendrils of fallen vine will interlace A branch of the same tree, whose fond embrace A bough decayed forgot when it did fling It on the earth, and little birds will sing Again for it. Now, half-unwillingly, And half-afraid of what again may be, Must I confess that I am like the vine. Is it not far better again to twine Its tendrils round a bough that's not decayed, Blessing the wearied traveller with shade, While children gather beech-nuts at its roots And the tired pilgrim blesses its cool fruit, Than to live in a dusty tomb of dearth As reproach and dark blot on God's fair earth ? Dead lips have stamped their signet on my brow : And to one friend my heart will ever bow: Fancy immortalized hath not decayed — Beauty that's eternized can never fade. 230 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. But may I lie in gloom Dreaming of a dead Friend Through night that knows no end Save in the silent tomb ? I'll make another heart Upholder of my grief, And when one sings relief With sympathetic art, I'll rise answeringly From the abyss of woe. He blessedness will know Of Spirit's company; I'll chant for him Songs Spirit sings, While echo rings In twilight dim From pain to sudden bliss ; And when witii woe vibrating Quickly reverberating From cavernous abyss Will mingle with his bliss. Our pure hearts joined in such harmonious strains Will drink in peace as thirsty plants soft rains: By triple cord of love together bound We two on earth will be by Spirit crowned, Until we join the triple harmony That floats around God's thr<3ne eternally. ( Vittoria worhs at her tapestry fo7' a time, and tlien again 'writes.) MICHAEL ANGELO. 231 A woman's reason. Ah! "Why should I love him?" Because when he is near My heart grows quite childlike. And I feel not a fear Of the changes time brings. He can draw out the stings That other souls will shoot At my exposed heart. His spirits can recruit My life, so often wounded by Death's dart. Not by superiority to men Who've loved or courted me time and again Has he an influence Upon my daily life. His life is pure, and thence I should not shrink if he would call me Wife. He gentle is to me; I should not fear To let my timid heart Lay out ray thoughts on his as on a bier — Thoughts from Avhich I can't part: But he can help me bear Their stupefying weight to my own tomb; And meanwhile he will scatter flow'rets fair About my path of death and lonely gloom. {After Vittoria has spent nearly a day dreaming over Michael Angela' s poem, at sunset she sits at her windoiv.) Eve's dkeamt breezes o'er me flew; Eosy clouds flitted throu£-h Heaven's blue And dyed my thoughts in their bright hue. 232 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. I yielded to the influence Which steeped in languor every sense While spirit grew the more intense, Illimitable as the view Which seemed to stretch through endless blue ; And yet pursued I where love flew. At times I felt that it was weak Earth's happiness again to seek Only to be wrecked on the bleak And cheerless shores of common life; Long have I rested from its strife, Heedless of stirring drum and fife, Which summon to the joyous fray Those who desire to be the prey Of hopes that bloom but to decay. I sat aloof and smiled upon Those who love's brittle armor don ; It was regret they took for scorn. Useless my will ; I can't resist Love's spirit pleading from fame's mist, Where pride and trust each other kissed. Scene XII. Vittoria alone, holding the miniature of the Marqids. To-]SriGHT IT SEEMS TO ME His face looks cold and stern, As if he knew my heart Is now an empty urn. i MICHAEL ANGELO. 233 I cast his ashes out And have tried hard to plant A living root of love In his place — but I can't. Look, sweet, at rival flower. And feel no jealousy ; It never had a root; I did but try to see If I might not have blooms About my widowed life. I throw the dead weed out Of thy urn : I'm true wife. {After a pause, she sings to her guitar :) Ah, my heart binds Whatever it finds In grim Time's domain — Regardless of pain — With a clanking chain To the present hour As Memory's dower. * * * * * Thou Who hast known anguish of grief. Give earth-bound memories relief! Thou'st promised rest to those who know That life is but a pilgrimage To worlds of joy, through one of woe. My body is an iron cage. Wherein my spirit oft sings snatches Of celestial songs to the airs of earth. 234 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. As a glory sometimes lightly flashes From the far land of angel-mirth. When gleams of such brightness draw nearer, Rises the song clearer and clearer. * * * * « I SEE OiiT HEAVEKLT SHORE THE KADIAN"CE CAST By the bright beacons of my earthly past. Though where I watched the flames is now but smoke The brilliancy they caused Fate can't revoke: So when the West grows dim in sober gray, Gorgeous reflections in the East oft play. But I need now no beacon-fires to guard Youth's realm, o'er which a skeleton keeps ward ; Yet it canuot appal a heart still young — I've naught to lose, for all to Death I flung. Scene XIII. A.D. 1547. Aides. — Let us go now to Earth, to visit whom Vittoria hath left disconsolate. No man would dare console him : who so bold As to press finger curiously on A giant's wound that he thinks is concealed. M. Angela. — " There's naught I so regret as that I kissed Only her hands, and not-herbrow and cheeks" When her proud eyes were closed in death. '•' When she, The aim of every hope and prayer, was called To Hades, Nature, that ne'er made a form BISHOP HOOPER. 235 So fair, stood there ashamed " to see her best Mould broken and no cast remain to show What she could do — how far surpass the Greek. - " We — all of us — shed tears," and molten lead Were mine. " Oh, cruel Fate, that quenched my dreams Of love ! Oh, Spirit blest ! Where art thou now ? Thy limbs most fair are on the earth, but thy Thoughts have found home above. Yet not e'en Death Could hush the sound of all thy virtue, and Not Lethe could wash out thy record. No ! Even Death brings back thy powers divine, And thy immortal thought." * Deama XV. BISHOP HOOPEK. BURNED A.D. 1555. Act I. : Scene I. Feldah, {Hooper's guardian :) The straighter staistds the rock The higher dash the waves ; The nobler is a character More fierce the storm he braves. I love to hear him sing his morning-hymn. {Hooper sings.) " Father, my times are lif Thy Hands," I lie down at Thy feet, * From Michael Angelo's sonnets. 236 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Bind my strong will with stronger bands Till I can prove them sweet ; Cast down all thoughts of bettering self Before Thou biddest me ; Nor let me plunge in mental delf Of infidelity. Let no false wish of serving Thee My restless heart allure To sigh for what's not given me ; At least, I can endure. Father, "my times are in Thy hands;" I fear my path to choose ; Bind me to Thee with tight'ning bands Lest 1 Thy gifts abuse. JSTe'er let me ask too many joys — Thou knowest what's enough ; Nor let me fear what most annoys While treading pathway rough, That leads me to a star-lit-road Where angels safeguards are, Where I shall drop fatiguing load, And nothing more can mar The perfect bliss that will be mine Where all is sympathy — In unison with the divine : Father, my path mark out for me. * * * , * * Come, Death, my Sweet! I weary of hoping And of groping ; Come, Death, my Sweet, BISHOP HOOPER. 237 Immediately ! I long to meet With thee, yes, with thee. I weary of pining Where no hopes sing ; Come, Death, my Sweet! Grant me release, I long to meet With thy calm, cool peace. I weary of lying All night sighing ; Come, Death, my Sweet ! Bring me the rest That I shall meet On ray Savionr's breast. I weary of turning Pillow burning ; * Come, Death, my Sweet, With the cool air That I shall meet On thy bosom fair! I weary of loving Hearts which oft sting, Come, Death, my Sweet ; With angels bright Whom I shall meet In the land of light f '^ Not probable be. in prison, bad a pillow ; but I had. 238 TEE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. I weary of sinning For fiends grinning; Come, Deatli, my Sweet, Bringing the grace That I shall meet In my God's embrace ! {The Bisliop rises and ivalhs across the room.) EBADIliTG THE PRESENT BY THE FUTURE'S LIGHT All death-bound griefs seem short and slight ; When I have learned the triteness of an earthly woe Where my great Lord hath gone before, I too, may go. Scene 11. Feldah. — Oh, Murah, here ! and I shall tell thee of A late ascended saint. }Iurah. — Glory to God ! F. Hooper of Gloncester is the saint I mean. M. The noble man who for the love of truth But a few years ago broke all the bonds Of home and friendships dear, and crossed the sea To keep his conscience clear ? F. Him God hath since Ke warded with the care of the small flock Of saints at Gloucester. jSToble Bishop! Friend Worthy of thee ! He would not yield one jot Of all the truth God liad revealed to him In His pure Word, and so he was cast in A prison vile, whose stench T never could Have borne had I not worn upon my heart BISHOP HOOPER. 2o9 Sweet flowers plucked in Heaven, that put to flight All noxious fumes. Ah ! How he panted for The air of our pure world ! But never let his Senses move his mind from view of Grod. And when his jailer said he soon must die Where he had taught, greatly did he rejoice That God would favor him, and seal his words With martyrdom within the sight of those Who would grow steadfast to keep the great truths Which he had taught to them, seeing his faith. For never did he doubt the Lord's great power To hold him constant to the end. Gladly And like a conqueror he mounted horse, His head by enemies masked in a hood That none might see the beaming of his face. They little thought how many angels saw E'en through the hood, and to all ages would Make their report. Then when he came to his Own bishopric soldiers with weapons had To force his loving flock back to their homes. The night before his death he calmly slept A little while, pillowed on breast of Him Who passed a night in sad Gethsemane. Biit soon the prelate rose and prayed till day. M. And did his friends sleep as his Saviour's did ? F. Hath Jesus ever given cup like his To follower ? M. But a drop now and then. F. Much did good Hooper's IViends both weep and pray. And all that night the angels joyed and sang. 240 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. M. But, tell me. Said he aught that we should like To cherish in bouquets of our sweet thoughts? F. He said a little while before he came To us, "I know that death is bitter j life is sweet; But death to come is bitterer and life To come more sweet ; for love of this and fear Of that, firm in G-od's strength I shall pass through The torments of the fire now waiting me, Rather than to deny the truths of God." Then some one pitied him, to whom he said, " Be sorry for thy wickedness, man ! For I am well, thank God ! and death to me Is welcome for Christ's sake." To one he said, "I am not hither come enforced to die; I might have had my life with worldly gain. I, willing, come to offer for the truth My life." In going to the stake not once Was he allowed to speak unto the throng That mourned most bitterly for him ; " he looked Upon such as he knew quite cheerfully." Never before, when favored bishop in Their midst, had he been seen as joyful and As bright as now. When he beheld the stake He smiled : then he kneeled down, praying upon Each portion of the Ci'eed for a half-hour. They then brought him a proffered pardon from The queen. " If you love jne away with it," He cried. Again he prayed to Christ, " Thou art Ascended into Heaven ; receive rae as Partaker of Thy joys ! Well see'st Thou, Lord, What cruel pains are here prepared for Thy BISHOP HOOPER. 241 Weak creature, such as without strength of Thine None patieutl}^ may bear ; therefore, of Thy Great goodness strengthen me." He asked that all Might be allowed to say with him Christ's prayer. When the time came to bind him to the stake, With calm superiority he said, " Ye have no need to trouble yourselves thus ; For I doubt not but God will give me strength Sufficient to abide the fire; but do As ye think good: the flesh is weak." The man who was to light the wood implored him to Forgive. " Me thou dost not offend, may God Forgive thy sins." This said, the sticks were brought That were to start the flames. " Have m_ercy. Lord," He often prayed while the slow-burning fire Cruelly tortured him ; nearly an hour Thus passed and then he prayed, "Jesus, receive My spirit," and straightway the Saviour sent Us to bear Hooper brave in triumph home, And now he rests beneath the Altar.* His " How long. Lord ! " is a daily prayer for his Deserted flock. M. Thanks for thy tale. I shall Haste now his brave soul to congratulate. 1859. * Rev. vi. 9. 242 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Drama XVI. BUCER. BURlifED A.D. 1551. Act I. Culdafi. — How nameth man this convent dark and gi'im ? Zelleen. — The Augustine of Heidelberg. Go in. C. Who sitteth by the Luther that we love ? Z. He of the pensive eye and glowing cheek ? I know not. Let us hear what Luther says. Luther. — Bucer, brave seeker after truth, write not My words so carefully, for Grod hath more In store for thee ; He'll write them on thy heart. My soul is sad ; so, dear friend, sing to me. B. PATIEIiTCE, HEAET! GrOD IS NOT DUMB. Courage ! Do not now succumb : When in Heaven thou wilt see Through woe's wondrous mystery. Thou so much hast bravely borne, Falter not though thou art torn Into quivering and sighs ; God on thee hath set His eyes. Faith to try He seems to sleep — Just to see if thou wilt keep In the trying hours of night All the Christian's armor bright. Patience, heart ! Keep on the race Whose bright goal is Jesu's face ; BUCER. 243 And ere long He will remove Clouds that now thy courage prove. L. If it were only I who suffer. But Bethink thee of these fearful wars that are Religious called. How many more must go To join the armies of the dead before We can be free to worship G-od in peace ! Bucer. — With your leave, friend, I'll sing to you again : Blessed are the sleepers Whose weary work is done ; Not so blest the weepers Whose strife hath but begun. Peaceful are the sleepers Who for their country fought ; Feverish the weepers Who in vain rest sought. Mourn not for the sleepers : They themselves are dumb ; But pray for the weepers To whom Death hath come. Scene II. — Smithfield, England. A. D. 1557. CwMa/i.— Whom doth the Bloody Woman burn to-day ? Zelleen. — Let's closer fly. The men bound to the stake Seem void of life. 244 THE CLOUD OF WITJVESSJES. Darrelle. — Cerula conies from there. Oerula, hail ! What " soldiers of the Cross " March through those dreadful flames to victory And life? Cerula. — The bodies that ye see are of Bucer, the theologian wise, of whom Great Cambridge boasted but six years agone, And of Fagius the learned, who came with him To seek a refuge here when Edward reigned. D. Are the men crazed who corpses burn ? A Demon. — Crazed ? No. They're wise as we of Hell. G. But some whom there Thou seest in the crowd, Cod will yet win Prom demon-guard. Act IL BRADFORD THE MARTYR. — A.D. 1555. Cotlielle. — Angel, as I was passing through the air Thickened with fog— that from the Thames doth rise — As with much superstitious chaff are hearts Of the inhabitants, who here in proud And busy Loudon dwell, I glanced aside At the soft, lambent liglit which through the bars Of this poor Poultry Compter rayed, and so I hither come to ask of thee why this One spot is brighter far than elsewhere in All London grim. But now T see the rays BBABFOBD THE MARTYR. 245 Of angels' wings within the cell where sleeps A wasted man. Pray, who is he ? DaJla. — Bradford, Of Manchester. In Bloody Mary's days, Before the fagots eloquent and swords Persuasive reconverted men who had Been taught the truth in EdAvard's time, a priest Preaclied at Paul's Cross too openly of things Distasteful to the populace ; moreo'er, Late king of blessed memory, did he Eevile. A tumult rose, and Bourne, the priest, Had not escaped with life but for the one Who lies here bound. When the Lord Mayor and Brute Bonner both had tried in vain to still The boisterous waves of indignation just, This man stood forth ; and then the people cried, " Bradford ! Bradford ! Bradford ! G-od save thy life!" And at his gentle words, anger was hushed ; Then he walked with his gown outstretched be- hind The priest whom Rogers went before. One in The ci"owd called out, " Bradford, thou savest him Who'll help to burn thee yet, and were it not For thee I'd thrust him through." C. Bourne has not brought The martyr to his chains? I). A gentler man And better is he since that day. But for Sedition — {Demon. — Ha! ha! ha!) Bradford's arraigned. 246 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. C. Sedition! D. Aye. For a mere fellow of Old Pembroke Hall to do what Bonner and The Mayor could not do is said to be Seditions. {Demon. — Good !) D. When tried the other day Bradford was asked, " Mercy wilt thou ? " He said, " Mercy with mercy of my God do I Desire; but mercy with God's wrath God keep Me from ! " The prayer was heard and he will die: To-morrow to the Newgate he will go. 0. Attended by such officers of state That Bloody Mary would die but of rage And jealousy if she could know. {Demon.— T\xi\ tut! My master sees that all the time she is Attended well; she wants not company.) D. Cothelle, on Monday next thou must go to The place where men are canonized by God. C. To Smithfield then I'll go. D. See, Bradford stirs. C. He heard our words and he will tell a dream And some will wonder at its truthfulness. Ah ! but it will be grand to watch how he Will die. The English needs must travel miles Of weariness to view the grandeur of The Alps, Avith glaciers mo^t sublime; * but to Old Smithfield is a worthier pilgrimage. * Perhaps this is an anachronism. BRADFORD THE MARTYR. 247 Scene 11. Bradford wakes and sings, Oh! what will it be to be There? To be free from sin, Far from the world's din ; To gather flowers fi-esb and fair, At Christ's feet lying, Fragrant, undying; Oh ! who does not long to be There ? Oh ! what will it be to be There ? To be free from pain Of spirit or brain, And never more to know a care ! Our hearts laid to rest On our Saviour's Breast; Oh! who does not long to be There ? Oh ! what will it be to be There ? To dwell with my Lord, My heart in accord With angels — with whom I'm co-heir; To praise Him ever, To leave Him never; Oh ! who does not long to be There? {After sileuGe and prayer, he says:) Only of clay, though gilded o'er I am a vessel* warped awry ; And I get crooked more and more ; I can't grow straight although I try. * Rom. ix. 21-33. 248 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Therefore, great Potter, break and crush Me until I am ductile quite. My lips are shut each groan to hush ; No pity take on my sad plight Till I can be poured in a mould That pleaseth and will honor Thee : I cannot — as can vase of gold, Because there's naught but clay in me, Yet I may seem good in Thine eyes If I celestial form assume, The potter simplest vase may prize, Because it holds a rare perfume Which he has made to put in it. A favor sweet he may accord — It may stand near where he doth sit. Only one prayer grant me, dear Lord, To recompense me for the pain ! Let me but bear the Potter's name Stamped on my life ! I've proven vain The gilded vase of earthly fame. Act 11. FKA ANGELICO. — A. D. 1406. Scene I. — Fiesole. Karene. — Nam u da, whence? Namuda. — To watch a nebula Evolve new suns and wcrlds. "Wilt not thou come ? K. I shall rejoice to keep thee company As far as Earth. Shall I show thee my ward? In boyhood and in youth Giovanni has FBA ANGELICO. 249 Been devotee to beauty of the bright Young girls, who liked to have him fix their glow Of happy thoughtlessness, or tender thought On canvas, that when they are old and worn, Or haply 'neath the sod, grandchildren may Beg for the story of their fair granddames. A kiss was often only pay he claimed And had from those Avho liked to kiss a flower Or bird, but called Tosini " man without A heart." He with an only brother lived, And worked, and dreamed, almost unconscious — as Is wont of youth — that he had souk Why sigh For higher beauty than of dark-eyed girls Who petted bim, but did not spoil, because Not yet enshrined the fair ideal, Avho With her soft praise alone could satisfy ? One day his brother from a trip returned. Told him of her who soon would be his bride, And bade him put their house in readiness. Added, "All things can women do, Giovanni ; I Was free as any bird, and now am bound. Hand, foot," and heart. He told much of the maid, And as he ended said : " The ring put on My hand by the dear little one hurts me. Wilt Wear it " on thy slender finger ? So ! G-iovanni said : " It fits as though I had Been measured for it. T shall keep it safe For thee." The elder brother went away. And left the younger to prepare the bed 250 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Wherein he should transplant his virgin flower; And all the while Griovanni could not help But feel that she who came would come for him. Next to his studio was her boudoir, And the carved chair, wherein he meant that she Should daily sit, was placed where he could watch Her when she sewed. But when his hands had done Their office, then his heart began to dream. He made himself an idol that he loved. His brother and his bride long lingered while Giovanni dreamed the more; and he was so In love with a presentiment that he Eefused all orders for new work, but liked To paint in missals, where he could depict The one ideal head at hide and seek With fancy in the brilliant leaves : always The eyes were downcast, for their light he could Not catch. But he was happy for a year With his sweet thought. His prayer was, " Grant that no One me molest." He dreaded much the time When the new wife would come and take the chair Whereon his Dream-love sat. But he resolved To hide his selfishness, and welcome her. The day she was to come he went for flowers To deck her chair. When he returned the Dream Had waked to life. This tinje he saw the light Of the dark eyes that hitherto had e'er Eluded him : he gave a cry and let The flowers fall at her feet. " Gindetta, give FBA ANGELI€0. 251 Tliy hand." the husband said. It was he who Had given young Giovanni his troth-ring. Husband and wife lived ordinary life; But still Giovanni dreamed, and as he watched The graceful mother's golden head bent o'er Her babe, perhaps he thought of Virgin and The Holy Child. He could not paint her now — She was another's wife— but his brush made Quite visible in martyrs' faces pangs That gnawed his brain. This little town is fair Fiesole. Scene II. Guilio. — Giovanni, thou hast dropped the ring. Giovanni. — It has Eolled to thy feet. There, brother, let it lie. {Giovanni springs up, and throios him- self on Guilio's breast.) Gio. The saints give me a sign. I see my way. Let me depart, and then both shall find peace: As to a priest, I shall confess to thee; Bless me and shrive ; for I fear I have sinned. Give me one kiss; soon I shall be a monk. Gtii. 'No ! My fine jewel, no ! Not thou, but I. Thou art too young for cloistered cell ; thou shalt Be happy. Let me go again upon My wanderings. I've seen thy love. Take her Whose ring, too tight for me, fit thee. I love Thee more than wife or child. Ere long thou wilt 252 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Be happy, dear. Now go to Eome. As soon As baby can his mother spare she may Join thee. The Holy Father will feel for Our woe, and dispensation grant. Scene III. A. D. 1600. Namuda. — Karen e, as soon as at God's words, " Let there Be light," I saw the evolution of A system unlike any thou hast seen, I turned My wings to find thee and thy ward. Greatei Is soul of man than any system in The universe, and one man suffering On the sin-swathed Earth doth interest More than development of worlds where man Is not. Has thy Giovanni been received At Court ? Karene. — Aye ; and the fancied angel's Painter has Now passed a century in gazing at The King : His beauty fills the human soul ; And few could take in half as much of it as Fra Angelico. jV". Tosini was the ward Of whom I spake. K. The same. What was the last Thou saw'st of him ? N. When we flew in the room, Giovanni held upon his knee the boy Whose father he was not, although the one Who bare him was his spiritual wife. FBA ANGELIGO. 253 Pure us a dove, albeit there was spot Of blood on broken wing; but the dove made No moan ; nor did heart-broken lover stoop To lift her up, because his brother was The sportsman who unknowingly had wronged An innocent. Griovanni pressed the babe In farewell earnestness, and gave him to His mother to take off to bed: then he Eevealed to husband and to father His racked heart. I think I never heard a tale By any chronicler of earthly lives That showed- such brothers' love; none of the grand, Eare tragedies of love touched me as did The drama Fate played on three hearts, because They all were innocent and helpless, too, Until the husband yielded right he had No power to cast away ; but reared in Church Of Kome, he fancied that the fiat of The Pope could marriage-bonds annul. Did it? K. No. For Giovanni's silent rectitude Had eaten all strength of the inner man ; x\nd when a few days' travel wearied him He sank on the road-side to die. Some monks Found him and bore him to their cloistered home. After. long months of illness, Avhen all thought The hour of his perfecting had arrived, They sang o'er liim last mass, as they supposed. Giovanni roused himself and asked to paint ; They brouglit his palette, colors, brush, and he Fixed on the canvas fiice of the fair boy On whom three lavished love one dared not tell. 254 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. I knew his nephew had jnst flown to Grod, And told Giovanni in a dream; so he Would paint the cherub for the parents who Wept for their beautiful, yearning to call Him back to grow up as a common man. By night-time portrait true was made : the old And silly Abbot bade them close the doors Lest the enchanting cherub should fly oflf. All day while he was painting the pure babe Lay in his heart, and cleansed it from the woe Of earthly love, as Holy Child had by His Presence cleansed Bethlehem's manger; when All the fevered blood of love was drained Out of his heart Giovanni slept. Next day He convalescent was. As soon as he Was well he was received in order of St. Dominic, N. What of the parents thus Bereaved ? K. They had refused to let men bear To burial th-eir death-chilled flower, and sought To warm it by their clasp, when entered to Them friai', bearing poor Giovanni's gift. Gindetta, like a frantic woman, had Been calling for tlie sonl of her one joy; But when she saw his picture, she exclaimed, "I've found his soul: now may his body sleep In the cool earth." When he had been interred The mother dried her eyes to pluck a flower From tree that grew above his grave, and said To friar who had the picture brought, "Take this To Fra Angelico : it is as greeting and i FRA ANGELICO. 255 K sign of gratitude of sister" true. The husband said, "We shall henceforth call our Beloved one II Beato ; for Heaven Has blessed him as an angel who can give Sweet consolation to the sorrowing. Tell him, my wife and I pray that we may Be reunited with him " after death. Few monks could equal Fra Angelico In purity, in penitence and prayer, In charity or sweet humility. Nicholas Fifth soon summoned him to Eome To paint, and offered him a bishopric. Which he refused. Once, as he passed out of The Vatican down-stairs, where people stooped To kiss hem of his robe, on the last step He saw a veiled form that stretched to him Appealing hands. He had no breath to use In blessing her: but while he trembled she Threw back her veil and said, " My husband dead, I am with thee. What wilt tliou have me do?" He summoned tones enough to his pale lips To say, "A sister be. In praying for The dead, remember me until we tind Each other iu the Heaven. For we shall meet And part no more." Upon her forehead he Made sign of Cross, and hastened to the bed That gave no rest. But I watched him all night ; When morning came he smiled and went to work. Gindetta's face will be remembered till The Angel of the Judgment lights last fires That will consume all works of art; for he Has painted her as Mother of tlie Lord. 256 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. In one of his fine pictures, he in dress Of pilgrim kneels, his brother by, and over both Gindetta as an angel bends.* When God Bade me fly for his soul, I found him at His sweet work in tlie Vatican. I touched His hands, and weary, they were glad to rest ; And now he has no need fresh beauty to Create, f February, 1873. Deama XVII. CAPTAIN JOHN SMITH. Act I. : Scene I. Zarma. — Lartan, whom watchest thou so wist- fully ? Lartan. — A man whose nobleness of heart doth put To shame the lower instincts of his life. A strange, strange boy was he, and yet so bold And true, my task of gniirdiau was to Me pleasant thing, ah hough at times a grief. Eememberest thou Spirit who when first In Eden, said, '• There is no languor here ? '" Z. Aye, very well ; and Wharton is his name. A learned scholar and a pure divine ; A herald who proclaimed th& true against * The Meeting of the Blessed. f To M. A. P. Humphrey I owe the emotion that produced this poem ; yet I doubt whether this is more poetif-al than her sketch. CAPTAIN JOHN SMITH. 25Y The false ; opponent of Eome's mysteries. But he wore out his life in studies that Were too oft multiplied. L. Perhaps. Yet now How he enjoys the love laid up on earth ? Z. But more pure Spirit's power to learn for aye, And neyer to wear out. L. There are few of Earth's authors who are saved, whom when He meets he knows not something of. One he Will thank for solacing sad hours, and one Will stop for discourse on a theme that both Have loved. And of another he will swell The fame in angels' ears. Some whom I knev/ But as the gentlest saints, he told me were The boldest warriors for liberty And truth. Compare the satisfaction of His present life with yonder soul who spent His manhood in a whirl of wine and cards, And then at the eleventh hour sought and Obtained remission of his sins. They both Are happy perfectly; but Wharton is Most blest. Z. 'Tis true. But tell me of thy charge. L. This Wharton wrote his life. Z. I know now whom Thou meau'st, the bold and noble Smith, who went With good intent to civilize the World Which men call New. L. How littla those men know. 258 TEE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. America's an older land tlian is The continent that they call Old. Z. Finished In earlier geologic age. But of Thy hero, Lartan, tell me now. L. I loathe To call him a bad boy, and yet he was Not good ; his father's death saved him from life At sea. Thus the GOD ordereth men's ways. His courage and his instincts true led him At first to fight for Prince Maurice against The bigots of the Spanish realm, and next I followed him to Scotland's shores, and there He built a " lodge of boughs," and by a clear And purling stream he settled down to think. Only a servant linked him to the world Of living men, as I to angel-life; He through his books held converse with the dead. And laid up in his mind good lessons for An active day, the while in solitude His heart could better learn his prayers ; and here ; He furbished well the shield of faith that was k To serve him yet in many battles with i The Devil's liegemen on the earth. Of great 'j Men dreaming, longed he for great deeds, and so He went to help Eodolph the Second of That name, sovereign of Geijmany, against The Turks, whose devastating sword made war Against the followers of Christ. Z. T know Enough of Turks : tell me of calmer theme. J CAPTAIN JOHN SMITH. 259 L. Eobbed, friendless, poor, oae day he lay him down To die. Z. Friendless ? Ah, no ! The child of God Can never want a friend. L. Most true ; therefore, There came to Smith a messenger from God, And like the good Samaritan furthered Him on his way. Embarked for Italy, 'Mid crowds of Eomanists from many lands, A storm arose, and soon he was pronounced The Jonah of the ship, who must be cast Into the sea to hush the rage thereof. The men who threw him in were going on A pilgrimage to Eome, and so they had No wish to find one disobedient Among themselves. " Cast out the heretic. The God-forsaken one ! " Z. Often doth God take in Whom man casts out, and those whom men es- chew Often with angels walk. L. And so it was With Smith. A Father's Hand threw him upon St. Mary's Isle, and thither next day for Him sent a ship. As of the Turkish wars I must not speak — nor do I wish to tell How Three Turks' Heads became his crest — Let this snflBce thee now: the God who cared For David shielded Smith from death. Once when he fouffht with warrior he was 260 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. In simple coat of mail, a type of Truth That can withstand vain Error's fiery darts ; But his opponent, decked in gold and gems, And bearing on his shoulders garnished wings, Was type of Error bristling for a figlit. And trusting to the subtle aid of Hell To triumph o'er her bold antagonist. But " there were more with " Smith than with the Turk, Named Turbashaw ; for Heaven hath always two Where Hell hath one. In battle wounded, once My charge was left for dead. Z. And here I can But think how often Truth is left for dead While enemies exult, thinking that she Is smothered 'neath the reeking corpses they On her have heaped; and for a niglit she, stunned, May lie in helpless agony until Some friend — who loves her better even when She seemeth dead than Error rampant in Her silly vanity and great display — Goes in the morning dawn to weep o'er her He raourneth for, and thinks to serve no more. And then, oh, joy ! He tindeth she doth live, And only waited for her servitor To help her rise. Pardon my many words. What more of Smith ? L. His fortunes various, At last he found himself a slave, but his A mistress fair, and young, and pitiful, 'Quick to discern his worth, and ready to Applaud his tales of travel and of war. CAPTAIN JOHN SMITH. 261 She pitied first, then loved ; and hers a heart An angel only can appreciate ; Because unconscious of her glory is Tlie one who entertains such lofty theme. Such woman thinks no more about her love And self-negating nobleness than doth A spirit of celestial air — it is But natural. And those who love and reap The rich rewards of love can never sink Their plummet of success into the depths Of heart that doth ignore itself. Angels, Whose spirit-mates are yet on earth, only Can understand in their quick sympathy The Christ-like nature of such women's hearts. Z. But what of Smith ? L. I constantly forget That thou dost not know, as I do, his tale. Tragabigzanda, fearing lest her love Should work him woe, forgetting she could feel, Sent him away to one she thought would care For him and treat him as became a man. Z. And she ? I think I see her fading like A flower Avhich a too-early frost hath nipped ; JSTone may suspect her woe, for she will weep Only in hush of night; therefore, their care And nauseous medicines can nought avail. When she will close her eyes for the last time No doubt they'll weep that one for whom the earth Is fair surpassingly, the one for whom Life has no thorns, should have to die so soon. L. Whether your fancy be or true or false I cannot say; but we will seek out in £62 27/&' CLOUD OF WITNESSES. A lower atmosphere some guardian Of heath eu who are counted worthy to Attain our rest. I love her well, and fain Would press her dainty hand in gratitude. Ere I left her Christ granted her a boon — Answer to prayer : then there fell over her A holy calm, that, like a bridal veil, Would shield her from the love of heathenesse; Men seldom wish for cold japonica, And say it hath no odorous grace ; but we Perceive the subtle aroma that tries To drown itself. But Tragabigzanda Had much misjudged her kith ; the Tartar chief Was cold and cruel as a rapier's point, And one day Smith became a murderer. Z. Oh, woe ! Great woe ! And still thou lovest him? L. And so does Christ, who pardoned his sad crime ; But angels cannot always pity when The God forgives ; nor canst thou now forget This violation of His laws, therefore I shall not dwell on it ; only I would Have thee remember that his master was More harsh and cruel than is Lucifer To those who wait on him. Mounted upon The Turk's swift horse, robed finely in his clothes, He flees across the plain, a sandy wild. And finds himself a gnest in Kussian fort. But we shall no more follow him in his Adventures in the Olden World. Now I Shall tell thee of a fresher theme. Wilt hear? CAPTAIN JOHN SMITH. 263 Z. With all my heart. L. ISTations have dreams as well As men, and madder ones; and so the thirst For gold and silver and for jewels rare Forced Eeason's self to sleep, while it beguiled The waking fancy to a revelry That wise and pious men could not withstand. The air of far America was blue With hope, irradiated by a tinge Of golden light, so deemed the worldly-wise. The poets sang of birds whose plumage bright Best harmonized with rich and fragrant flowers Of that fair land ; Europe had never such. They said ; the sensuous would faint in air So laden with perfume it took the breath Away.* ' Z. Oh ! can it be that Christian men Thus selfishly could dream of joys the while The Indians perished in their sins ? L. Does this Astonish thee ? Look at the earth. Is not The same done ev'ry day ? What thought have men Or women — e'en the Christian ones — for those Who minister to them their luxuries ? Pray, is it not enough if they are but Well-fed, well-dressed, well-housed ? And what care they For the immortal souls of those who serve To pander to their selfishness ? Oh Earth ! * I have no authority for such exaggerations. 2G4 THE CLOUD OF WITNEB8E8. Oh earth ! Great GOD, how long ere Thou as king Wilt rule that world ? But all were not like these Or those; for there were hearts that panted to Eedeem the Red men from their heatheuuess, And thither went with that intent ; and some, Who went there not for this alone, were good And true and kind, and thought where'er they were To serve the Lord and, as He taught, hless men. Noblest of those who came only for deeds Of love Avas Eobert Hunt, the first hut one Who north of the Great Gulf told Indians Of God. Z. Who was the first? L. Chaplain Seymour, Who came with the first colony that Sir James Popham planted on the Kennebec, First consecrated spot in the New World. Hunt was the next who under Western sky Blessed Eucharistic Elements, and on This hemisphere offered the prayer For the Church Militant. Honor to him I Z. Gladly I'll honor him — -one of the few Who came solely for others' good, not for Himself or his. In winter of sixteen Hundred and six adventurers set forth To found a colony in the New World. Five months Were they tossed on the sea. Great discontent Prevailed ; Smith was the only man who had The innate power half-mutiny to quell. Then Envy did her work ; for thirteen weeks In irons he was kept, yet murmured not. CAPTAIN JOHN SMITH. 265 For Isle of Roanoke they steered, but God Had set apart another home for them, And drifted them in Chesapeake's grand bay. Nor did they settle till on Powhatan. * They found a lovely spot fit for a home. Though very wild. L. It doth appear God hid This new-found land for noble ends, and frowned Upon La Roche, who with French prisoners Would fain have peopled it. King James — a man Of peace — sat now upon the English throne, And so the quickest way for men to gain Distinction was to go to a fresh field. Smith, crowned with laurels of the old regime Of fame, sought from a virgin soil to pluck A fadeless flower; though not to be displayed To gaping crowds, but rather to be nourished in The lieart that he had consecrated to His God ; therefore he landed in the wilds, A pious knight, who feared naught but the Lord.f AVliere they found comforta.ble anchorage. Comfort they named the Point. 'Tvvas here Beneath the live-oak trees — stunted somewliat — That Smith, lulled into holy quietude By faint and gentle hymns sung by the sea. Composed his restless mind for commune with His God. I fancy even savages. Who had familiar grown with spirit of The ocean's depths, were gentler and more full Of nobleness than those who inland dwelt. * The ancient name of the James river, f See note on page 267. 12 266 THE CLGUD OF WITNESSES. Z. Ah, true ! I always like to have the maid Whom I watch o'er, make yearl}^ pilgrimage To ocean : for it makes her nobler for A whole twelvemonth : the fittest emblem of Eternity is the grand sea, mighty And fathomless, all-powerful, and yet As docile at command of GOD as child To father's word. L. The Indians met with A welcome true the strangers pale and few, And feasted them right royally. Then to Another Point — called New Point Comfort now — The English went, and there they saw a chief Savage in nature as in taste ; therefore The GOD of Smith softened his heart, and he Eeceived them well. Z. An Indian chief I Have never seen. Describe him, please. X. He came. Playing a flute of reed ; upon his head Was crown of red deer's hair, twisted in shajDe Of rose, and fastened to a knot of hair : There was large plate of copper on one side; Two feathers long, in fashion of a pair Of horns, were in the centre of his crown. His body painted a bright crimson hue. With brilliant blue his face was tinted deep, Sprinkled with what appeared like silver ore; From his ears hung birds' claws thick set With gold, and over these were placed gold rings. He as a prince the English entertained ; Modest and proud was he. His mat outspread CAPTAIN JOHN SMITH. 267 Upon the ground, he sat down thereupon To smoke a calumet. Z. The English must Haye laughed at his grotesque appearance then, All unaware that their own king was quite As ludicrous in angels' eyes. L. And those On earth, who laugh at pomp and pageantry Of crowned kings, in their turn make themselves Absurd to angels' minds by bowing with Subserviency vile to all the whims That fashion, squandered time, or useless wealth Can undertake, provided that they be The last in vogue. Z. Oh, blind absurdity! Scene II. Zarnia. — Hail, Lartan, friend! Glad am I that we meet ; Por since we parted I've oft thought of thy Bold pioneer who was in irons put Because he was too great for company Of little men. Wilt tell me more of him ? Lartan. — The colonists explored the forests, then In fair magnificence of vernal leaves ; May's flowers and fruits perfumed the healthy air; But Smith in ship was kept* until they felt The need of his strong, skillful hands; above Eevenge, he took his share of toil — moi-e than * Tlie apparent discrepancy between the two passages is to be accounted for by a similar one between Ms biog- raphers. 268 THE GLOUD OF WITNESSES. Another's work. He asked for trial and The men, who were suborned him to accuse, Their base employers now betrayed. One of The latter was the President, and he Was fined and had to pay to the wronged man Two hundred pounds, which Smith presented to The settlement. Good Pastor Hunt prevailed To have him in the Council put, and on Next day all took the Eucharist, type of Love reconciled. Soon Smith and Newport went Up farther to explore and treaties make : At falls of Powhatan they lauded first; A chief for whom the river then was named, Eeceived them with much dignity; his was A figure quite majestical, stern face : Two thousand warriors waited his nod; For sixty miles tlie land was his ; he had A guard of fifty savages, tall and Well-knit. The crafty chieftain made them gifts And they returned well pleased. It was not long Before the colonists, inactive and Therefore inclined to envy and to sj)leeii. Upbraided Smith with inactivity : Such men as he hardly injustice brook And rather would be eaten up by wolves Than stung to death by bees; better bold foes Than peevish friends. Z. Better the greater sin ? L. I mean not in itself; but men bear it More easily, and so our hero felt, But also proved patience had been for him The wiser course. River called by Eed Men CAPTAIN' JOHN SMITH. 269 The Chickahominy he next explored ; The natives there surprised his men and took Some prisoners ; Smith they assailed, but he His red guide for a shield strapped to his arm, Then killed and wounded some of his fierce foes. But seeking his canoe he sank into A marsh, from which they drew him forth and chafed His limbs benumbed with cold and weariness. That he might have capacity to feel The vengeance they would wreak. Z. They murdered him ? L. He had not finished his work yet, nor lost His faith in Him who only has the power To save. An audience requested he Of chief, and showed his compass to the tribe. The needle, that they saw beneath a thing So next to nothing as the glass appeared. That yet they could not touch nor understand, Seemed to them passing strange, and he tried to Explain to them its nature wonderful. Z. Savage with civilized! How like to men With God! A something unperceived, obtrudes Between the object of their scrutiny And them; much time they pass in marvelling Why they cannot lay hold of mystery, That's shielded by a glass or film. Pleasant Would be the contrast if the savages Would boAV down to the man who holds in hand What to them seems a miracle; although 'Twould be idohitry 'twere better than Contemptuousness proud that fools bestow 270 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Upon the Holder of all mysteries. How little are the men who think themselves Too wise e'er to acknowledge what they can Not understand ! L. If angels could despise It would be them. But in this case of Smith Humanity's reproach was not redeemed. He was tied to a tree while painted, fierce Barbarians stood near, well-pleased but stern. Intent to pierce with arrows this true heart; Another type of what the Worthiest Hath oft received: Smith would have paved the way To lead these heathen intd Heaven, and they Could find no answer but of harbed darts. Z. I thought thou saidst he was not yet to die. L. The nobler chief the compass held aloof And then the Indians shamed brethren white, Threw down their arms, in triumph led him to A little village by name Orapax ; These children of the woods now showed their craft, Sparing his life that he might help them to Attack Jamestown as they had planned. And one Macassater, brought him some furs to save Him from the cold. Z. He suffered then as well In body as in mind. L. What if he did ? Thou know'st when the good suffer Grod is by And waits but the right time that so he may Turn evil machinations into good Results. The wild Red Men had planned to take CAPTAIN JOHN SMITE. 2Y1 The feeble settlement; Grod sent a spy Into their camp. Smith urged them not to risk Their lives before guns and the cannon's mouth ; The Avarlike engine he described and then Proposed to them to send braves to the fort. Asseut was gained, and he a letter wrote Warning the settlers of the danger near, And bidding them send to him certain things. The messengers were frightened when they saw Men come to meet them as Smith had foretold. They left the paper so mysterious And fled. After a while they came again, And in its place the things Smith had desired Awaited them. From this they all believed That he a prophet was, or else the note Surely a thing "possessed." They dared not war Against a superhuman power, therefore, Jamestown was saved, and the great oracle Was carried through the laud, exhibited. Finally, at AVerowocomoco, Seat of King Powhatan, they came to end Of their triumphal march, and gave him up. The Eed King sat upon a throne * in robe Of raccoons' skins: the tails made fringe around * This description is taken almost verbatim from Hil- liard. Lewis H. Morgan and Judgre R. A. Wilson maintain tlie Indians never had kings. I presume t\\^j did not ; Ijut a poet need only regard popular and historical ideas on subjects in which no great principle is involved. Though I believe this is the only instance in " The Cloud " where I liave written against even a literary or archteological con- siction. 272 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. The border ; chains of pearls formed contrast strange. Two hundred warriors about him stood ; Next him were graceful maidens of his house, Modest, and free, and proud. Hundreds of men Passed to and fro, staring at the Pale Face. One maid of royal blood brought water for His hands; another, tuft of feathers to Wipe with. Then quite a feast was placed Before the captive, but none with him ate. Soon was a council held and he was doomed: A lovely girl of but a dozen years Implored his life ; her father, stern to all But her, gently refused. Huge stone was brought ; Smith's head laid thereupon. Strong men, with clubs Uplifted, waited beck of Powhatan ; Instead, as swiftly as an angel's flight. Young Pocahontas threw herself between Death and the captive doomed. E'en savages Then held their breath in great amaze. How did She dare her father's ire ? Yet she prevailed. And Smith was given her for slave : bnfc God Had not preserved his life so many times For such a fate. Ere long he was sent back To Jamestown where he Avas received as one Returned from death. New. regions to explore He often went, and. frequently for corn To save the colonists from famine grim. The Susquehannocks, clad in skins of bears And wolves, witnessed God's public worship in CAPTAIN JOHN SMITH. 273 Their woods and wished to offer reverence To Smith, beseeching him to be tlieir king. Z. I sliould have thouglit that Satan would have been Too subtle in his jealons hatred of The human race to let the Christians take Possession of a land once given up To worship of his crew, while Indians Were saved from him by a credulity Like that which had caused their delusion first. He superstition should have kindled to Hostility. L. At Keoghtan he did Too soon. Where Hampton's Christian church now stands* The friendly words and ways of Smith and of His men were answered by insulting scorn. He had been ordered by the Company At home not to make war upon the tribes That roamed o'er Westerji wilds, and for a time They lived as brothers should ; but when their stores Exhausted were, they went for more and were Kefused. Must they now starve ? Smith fired into A crowd, the muskets levelled so as none Were killed, but the affrighted Indians Rushed in the woods. Smith passed into their town ; But would not let his eager men despoil * This was written before the church was burned by the U. S. troops during the war of 1861. 12* 274: THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. The wild man's home, nor touch one grain of corn. In a short time the warriors returned, Some painted black, some red, some pied, some white, Singing and dancing, bearing their Okee As talisman. Z. And what was the Okee? L. An idol made of skins, stuffed, painted, chained ; The men had arrows, bows and shields, and felt Quite confident that they should win the fight, The while their god was borne triumphant in The van ; for they feared not to match Okee Against a God invisible. But Soon a volley of loud musketry dispersed Their band. Okee was thus disgraced, and so The cruel demon, who suggested it And named it for himself, incensed, was most Ke vengeful made. But he bided his time. They came to sue for peace, and to get back Their idol, left in fright upon the fi^eld. All that they asked for they received And more as price for corn, until the boats Were filled. Without Smith Jamestown would have starved. Three thousand miles he travelled in canoe And on foot safely through the heat and cold, Tempests and winds as razors k^en. He was Elected President. There was not one Of them who worked as hard; he shrank from no Exposure, fast, fatigue ; inspirhig all With faith in enterprise and constancy. i CAPTAIN JOHN SMITH. 275 To break the men from using words profane, Vulgar to man, abominable to The GOD, he introduced new plan. ; each one Daily of others' oaths kept strict account; At night all the offenders had a pail Of water cold poured down the sleeve as oft As they had sworn or cursed. Malice he could Not bear, though base ingratitude was coin With which they paid his salary. Others To serve was his chief thought ; the church he built Anew, another fort put up; equal to all Demands of daily life. The savages From enemies to friends he turned ; they felt His power and honored that they feared. Newport Eeturued from England with fresh men, Anne Burras and a Mrs. Forest brave, — First women who had dared to cross the sea. The captain brought a good supply of food Most needed in the woods. Newport urged Smith To go with him to visit Powhatan. Though he was not at home his lovely cliild. Bright Pocahontas, gave them welcome true And entertained them for two days until The chief returned, when Newport put on cloak Of scarlet o'er liis shoulders proud and set Upon his head an English crown of gold — For which he would not kneel. He in return Gave Newport his old moccasins and robe. Hair-breadth escapes were common life to Smith ; Once Avounded by explosion, very weak, He lay asleep when hired assassin ca,me 276 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Up to his bed and cocked his pistol at His head ; but GOD was there ; a tremor seized The ruffian base, and he walked quickly off. Smith never punished him, nor those who had Hired him to do theirs and the Devil's best. His wounds got dangerous ; he felt be must Surgical aid soon have, or lose his life. The London Company had him removed From Presidency, so he felt that he Could leave the Colony of which he'd been The nerve more than two years. In England he Lived quite retired, his life almost despaired Of by his friends, yet busy all the while. When he no more could fight, or hunt, explore, Build, govern, he took up his pen and wrote Some books. In sixteen hundred and fourteen With two small ships he sailed again to seek New lands ; Virginia he passed by, and named The country north of it l^ew England, and Of it made a good chart. On his return To London he gave that to young Prince Charles, Who thought to honor him with title of An admiral — child's play ! Ere long he weighed Anchor for a third cruise; then went Northwest; His ship was captured by French man-of-wai And for a summer he was prisoner ; So to beguile the time he w]-ote account Of his two journeys to America. When the ship ancliored at Rochelle he found That he was not to be released, therefore, Escaped one night in a terrific storm And in a crazy boat twelve hours was tossed CAPTAIN JOHN 8MITH. 277 Upon the sea. Then God threw the frail craft. Laden with precious freight, upon an isle, Whence he was rescued by some fowlers kind. The night he freed himself the captain of The man-of-war with half his crew was drowned. Smith heard men speak of his bad luck and said, " Some fortune-tellers say unfortunate Am I. But had they spent their time as I Have done tliey rather would believe in GOD Than in their calculations" false. Z. No man Has had ill-luck who has done work that was Appointed him. What is man's record of Success to God's " Well-done ? " L. For nineteen years He labored steadily to benefit The settlements on Western Hemisphere, And did not own one foot of ground, nor e'en Eeceive for recompense a pound ; died poor, The hero of disinterestedness. Z. Of Pocahontas tell me more. L. When Smith Was back to Jamestown sent, she with some maids Used to go to the fort ev'ry few days With corn and other food. Besides the time I told you of, she saved Smith's valued life. Once when he was her father's guest it was Decreed he and the friends with him must die; Stealthily crept she to the sleeper's side And lightly touched his arm, bidding him rise And make a quick escape. Were I man I Should blush to tell of her reward. Her acts 278 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Of friendship to the Whites estranged the mind Of Powhatan, and to escape his wrath She hid herself in lint belonging to An ancient conple of the Potomacs. One Argall, trading captain of a ship, Thought to secure good terms with Powhatan If Pocahontas were but in his power; For copper kettle bought her of her host, Enticed her on the ship and she was made A prisoner. Z. A fact to brand with shame All who heard this and did not rescue her. L. At first she wept, but soon remembering The services she rendered, grew composed And felt she would be safe at Jamestown, where She was conveyed. Soon to her father word Was sent that she would be released when he Gave up his captives, guns, and swords. Three months She was held prisoner at large, the while ISTegotiations were kept up until John Eolfe redeemed his people's name, and with Heart beating with respect and love, offered To take her to his noble breast and shield Her from all ills that man's arm can ward oflf. Consent of Powhatan asked and obtained, She wedded whom she loved in Jamestown church ; Lady Eebecca her baptismal name. And Dale, the Governor, wrote thus: '• Were it But gaining of one such I think ray time And toil and stay well spent." Long as her father lived there was between CAPTAIN JOHN SMITE. 279 English and Cliickahominies no feud. In England she was treated as a queen ; Smith wrote to Anne of Denmark, James's wife, ')lO ask the only favor he e'er craved Of royalty — for Pocahontas true. At court she was received, and Bolfe reproved For daring to wed one of royal blood. Z. Can anything be more absurd than kings' Great notions of their own prerogatives ? L. But twenty-two was Pocahontas when She died at Gravesend on her way to her Old forest-home. The gentle firmness, and The resignation brave with which she met Her only enemy proved that she saw Through Death's disguise that her baptismal VOAVS Won blessings great. Scene II. * Lartan. — There is Tragabigzanda's guard. Let us Fly to Nulee, and hear her history. Zarma. — Wait, Nulee, wait. We wish to ask thee of One whom my Lartan tells me is thy ward. L. Tragabigzanda's fate we want to learn. Nulee. — No longer is she ward of mine. I am Her friend in Paradise. Before Smith left He gave her little book of prayer and this She read, as Avould a lonely mariner * The whole scene is a fancy. 280 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. In storm-tossed barque make study of the charts Left him by his last friend. She learned to pray. L. Impatient are my wings to seek one like Sea-bird, that driven from her nest by bird Of prey flew forth not knowing where, nor knew She how, when nearly dead, exhausted with Rude tempests, buffetings, she was picked up By kind commander of a passing ship. N. She paled kot da.t by day ; But bore up to the end; God was her steadfast stay. Her everlasting Friend. And as she died she smiled; Angels their pet had wiled Up to their Home at length. They kissed away her breath. She soared up in God's strength From her sweet bed of death. Act II. THE YOUNG ASTKONOMER. JEBEMIAH HOBROX (OK HORROCKS). — NOV. 24, 1639. Scene I. Pieran. — Wilt go with me, ISTulee, to see m;5 ward ? A boy of wondrous mind was he ; while in His teens solved for himself the problem that Great Kepler demonstrated, of the time When planet, that Earth's dwellers Venus call, Should pass before the sun and shadow throw Upon its disc: error he first perceived. TEE YOUNG A8TB0N0MEE. 281 Corrected^ and now waits to see if he Is right. This is the day that will gi^e him A name among the great astronomers. For years the boy kept well the secret of His mistress, Science; now the day has dawned That she will him espouse. Alas ! that it Is Sunday; will he keep it holy, as God hade ? We'll go and see. Scene 11. (Sorrox alone in a darkened room.) Horrox. — The church bells ring. Oh! I can't go ; * perhaps E'en while the Blessing falls upon my ear Venus will creep across the sun, and no One will discover secrets she would else Eeveal to me. From sunrise I have kept My eyes upon the sky, beyond which sits The God who made sun, Venus, me. Then He Is greater than His Laws, however great And beautiful they are. I'd better fail To read one of those Laws than dare offend The first Lawgiver by contempt of one That He hath written. Ah ! I'll go to church. Nulee. — Oh, noble youth ! When boy of twenty- two Can thus control his passion for new truth He'll make a man kingly as well as learned. Pieran. — His bourne is almost passed, though he suspects * I have no reason to suppose that Horrox for a moment intended to miss the services. 282 THE GLOUB OF WITNESSES. It not. The houl* is close at hand when he Shall meet Copernicus, Kepler, Brahe. N. I do not recognize those names. P. The first Was an astronomer before the telescope Enabled men to read the great Laws of The Universe. A man once said to him, " Were the world constituted as you say Venus would have her phases like the moon; But she has none. What can you say to that?" His answer was most eloquent, and showed That faith exalts a scientist. He said, " I can make no reply ; but God will be Yet good enough as that an answer to This difficulty will be found." God was So good as to let Galileo make A telescope ; then the reply was made. I was with Kepler's Angel when he had Completed calculations most profound. He in a prayer he then composed exclaimed, " I give thee thanks. Lord and Creator, for All pleasure that I have enjoyed, and for The ecstasy which I experience In contemplation of thy works. ... I here Proclaim before all men the greatness of Thy works. I have explained (them) as far as It was permitted me to comprehend Their infinite extent ; devoted all My energies to raise myself' to height Of truth through the paths of philosophy. If it lias chanced that I, a wretched worm, . . . Nourished in sin, have said a thing that is THE YOUNG ASTRONOMER. 283 Unworthy Thee, show it to me that I May it efface. If I have let myself Be carried off by the seductions of Presumption when I was in presence of The admirable beauty of thy works, If I thought too much of my own renown In raising monument* which ought to be Entirely to Tliy praise, receive me in Thy clemency, and grant the work that I Have just concluded may be powerless For harm and may exalt Thy glory and Contribute to salvation of men's souls." Brahe said, " he could wait a century For readers when the great Creator had For ages waited for observer." So Thou seest Horrox will have company Of kindred minds. N. Though he lose fame On earth. P. But he "will not. Venus can't cast A shadow on the sun ere church will be Dismissed and he will win renown of men, As he has by his noble piety Gained fame in angels' memories. * The Tables. 284 TEE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Drama XVIII. MADAME aUYON. A.D. 1648. Act I. : Scene I. — A party. Jeanne de la Motte [sings :) He glowed IK woman's heaven" A pure and radiant star; She watched and worshipped him, Wept that he was so far. He fell — below her height, She stooped to him with groan ; But he was black and cold As meteoric stone.* Scene II. A.D. 1664. Madame Guyon [writes:) A MOMENTARY BENDHsTG OF THE KNEE When none but God's and angels' eyes can see Is a child's worship very sweet to me. A momentary glance up .at the sky When none but God and angels hear me sigh, Is a child's fancy I have not laid by. * I wonder if Madame Guyon knew what a meteor is. MADAME G UYON. 285 A momentary thought, yet scarce a thought, When suddenly to new grief I am brought Is childlike worship that man hath not taught. {She folds Jier Jiands in prayer, then tvrites :) Fathek, I COME TO Thee ! Let Thy loyiistg VOICE CHIDE The wearisome meanings of Thy child sorrow- tried. Take my hand in Thine Own ; place my heart on Thy Breast : Comfort, oh comfort me, for I long so for rest ! Tell me my woes are of my heritage a part : The Saviour Who loves me doth ask a Cross- crowned heart; So HE would not take all flowers for His Own croAvn ; Therefore my dower, like His, a wreath of thorn. I'll bear grief in Thy strength, and soon shall enter in The Land where entereth never pain or sin. {S'lie toeeps hitterly, and then writes again :) Full well I know Chkist feels my agoky ; HE leaves me in the wilderness to see If I can read my Bible-chart aright; Now I turn to the history of those Who knew, as I know, many human woes. 286 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. The atmosphere of earth, that seemed of night, Is now illuminated by the light That hovers o'er the graves of buried saints; Celestial, golden air life's desert paints With emanations of Eternal Mind. I wonder I in it have ever pined ; And so I smile, counting the world but dross - And gladly, lovingly, embrace the Cross. ^ ijC ^ ^ T» Oh GrOD, MY TORTURED HEART MUST BREAK Or cry aloud to Thee ! Now, pity for Thy dear Son's sake, My frail humanity. I have kept back my weakling tears Till "scalded is my brain. I still am child, though many years I've crept through in hushed pain : Soon as I learn one stroke to bear. Another kind I feel ; Has life another ill more rare, As soon as this doth heal ? It may be so, but Grod doth know New remedy for each new woe. Scene HI. 1670. Madame Guy on (ivrites :) GLEE TURNED TO PEACE. Ah! Little didst thou ken In our wild days of glee, How sad I should be when Joy sighed for sympathy. MADAME GUYOK 287 All! Little coulclst thou know, Seeing but glee and scorn,* How blackest, sharpest woe Wonld pierce me as a thorn That tears the rose's leaf, And scatters all its sweets. Oh, Jacques,* thou art my grief! When a cloud a cloud meets, Grolden though both may be There's oft a blinding rain ; So when I met with thee Bright pleasures boded pain. The joys came and went, I wist not how or when ; With our lives they seemed blent — • Sunbeams our mottoes then. Sunning in thy sweet smile Life knew not for a while That tears come from great care; I thought them rainbow fair To deck the Summer's bier — Bright leaves grow soonest sere. And when darkness covers The ruddiest of trees, Eyes of no night-rovers A rosy tint can seize. So one chill November I wakened in the night, * It may be impertinent for me to put my rhymes into Madame Guyon's mouth. Jacques was her husband's name ; he was unsympathetic and unkind to her ; but I don't know that she ever felt scorn. 288 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Only to remember How bright had been the light. Scattered I most mf^ekly Memory's brightest leaves — Best when I could not see; Liglit dazzles and deceives. Ah, well-a-day ! I'm used To darkened, lonely days ; My heart long since was loosed From Fancy's earthly maze. But night has many stars That ever bright'ning shine ; Fairest when seen through bars That shut G-od's home from mine. Often the moonlight beams In such soft, pleasant rays, Cheering as day it seems. And Fancy, soaring, plays Around the Throne of God, Kneeling beside saints there; And then "I kiss the rod," Blessing the Cross I bear. Darker the hour, shorter the way That I must traverse ere the day. Scene IV. — In a prison.* A. D. 1688. Madame Guyon (sings:) As mothers' lijllabt's to babies' cries, As lover's whispers to a maiden's sighs, * She was twice confined (once in the Bastille) for her religious opinions and her great influence. MADAME GUTON. 289 Eest to the weary, Joy to the dreary, Are words of prayer To grief and care. As reprieve of death to captive condemned, As hope of relief to spirit o'erwhelmed, Poor man's call for love To a Father above. Are words of prayer Eead in despair. As the brightest lantern in darkest night, As gift to the aged of second-sight. As summer shower In noontide hour. Are words of prayer That make grief fair. {WJ.oi Madame Guy on ends her song she says :) Strange to be in a prison, yet to be Accused of naught that's criminal. But it Is well. Tlie Great Physician knows the kind Of treatment needed by my sin-sick soul. {She writes :) As OIS^R WITH WEAKENED EYES DOTH LOVE THE STARS, Whose sweetly-beaming light falls softly down And of their weakness forms a shadowy crown ; But the day's splendor all her beauty mars By scorching with her light the painful eyes. Thus, often human heart for sorrow sighs, Feels this world's splendor is but garish show 290 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. That hurts the spirit's eyes and dims the sight Of radiance not seen except by night. The stars of the bright world to which we go, In times of great heart-darkness softly shine With light that's shivered down from God's grand Throne Upon our thoughts until they seem divine. {She throws down her paper and walks impatiently alotit.) If he bids me sigh iit soreow I'll expect a bright To-morrow ; Well I know on whom I lean, Though earth -veil His sweet smile cover, Maiden-like, I know my LOVER ; Often I that smile have seen. Scene V. Madame Guyon {sings :) EeSTLESS, weary, AISTD WEAK, A higher strength I seek, I listen : Father, speak ! Like child left in the dark, I search for shining mark To show me where to walk. My lonely heart is numb Waiting for hope to come, God, where can it come from ? I pray so oft in vain, I think of mortal pain Whether of heart or brain. i MADAME QUTON. 29] Grod takes but little note ; The body's but the boat Whereon to Heaven I float. So, wherefore should God care If tempests it must dare Ere it reach stiller air ? {Madame Guyon kneels long in prayer, and rising, goes to the loindoio and gazes at the night until tears degin to fall) Sadly and slowly dowk Falls the reluctant tear, Fearing my reason's frown ; My heart is carried Upon a slow, slow bier Towards a distant crown. At night above my head Its wav'ring shadow gleams ; And its soft-falling beams Enter my soul by day — But stealthily; they cannot stay; For life has much for me to do And ofttimes more for me to bear. I have to sufler for the True, And for the good have oft to dare — The martyr's hidden path to tread; Therefore, have I no leisure-time To brood above the buried Dead. I find earth is so chill a clime, If I should tarry by the way I should feel torpor of despair, 292 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. And soon a mass of lifeless clay Would prove that mortals may not dare To linger long upon the way During our life's dark wintry day. Oh, God, but give me work to do! Keep me to my vocation true; Teach me to suffer and be still The while Thou dost Thy holy will. Scene VI. LarailU. — Why hang'st thou poised in the mid air so long ? Carelle. — I have what men of earth call artist's eye; A pretty picture pleaseth me. Look just Below the tip of my right wing upon The bosom of the Seine. Is not that fair ? L. I see a boat. I know what charmeth thee — That pretty child at play with pretty flowers. She throws too many on the current of The stream ; but even so the woman will Cast thoughtlessly upon Time's tide the sweet And golden hours which if they were but prized Would fill her after life with fragrance pure. C. Beside the child there sits the mother. See. L. I do, and she is beautiful; a look Fitter for Heaven than eaTth is on her face. C. Because she generally dwells in Heaven ; She, like the angels, has no will but God's. L. What does the little one ? C. Fastens bright flowers MADAME GUTON. 293 With paler ones in form of crosses on Her mother's dress — symbolic act ! L. How so ? G. The woman fair whom thou regard'st is rich, Kefined, intelligent, a widow of few years. In marriage sought. Long time ago G-od saw In hei' a wish to be entirely His, And he rewarded such desire, decreed That as we angels are, she should be His. Dost thou remember one who lay in dark And stone-iioored cell of convent dank whom oft We went to see ? L. Thou meanest Albert,* who Was crowned with light and joy ineflKible After deep gloom ? One day, when Time's kind hand Had finished tiny hole through the thick wall — C. Often the captive has no friend but Time. L. Albert asleep had dreamed of us. G. Saw us— He thought he dreamed. L. 'Tis trne ; and when he oped His eyes he smiled although alone, and said, I saw the angels, for there lingers yet A ray of glory shed from their grand wings; And long he lay rejoicing in sunbeam. The while the sun shone in his dismal cell He felt not cold, nor thirst, hunger, nor grief. But when left in old gloom he groped around, Feeling the slimy wall to find the bread- Frozen and stale — that day before liis teeth * A fancy. 294 TEE CLOUD OF WITJS' ESSES. Chattering, full of pain, refused to gnaw. Alas ! his finger slipped into a hole ; He knew then that from sun and not from wings Had come the ray he had so dearly prized. C. That Lorrimer * recalls. He, having lived In darkness for a year, had a lamp sent To him, and was so happy but to look At light that he repined no more. He warmed His hands and feet thereat: warmth thus acquired He seemed to prize more than most men the sun. L. But we forget the woman on the Seine. C Nay, I do not. My mind was making then Comparison with her fair childhood's hours. My Jeanne, this girl imprisoned in herself, Guarded by constant joy, aspired to climb To heaven; but she was clogged by wealth and bliss And beauty rare. Oiae day she found a ray Of light. L. I thought she dwelt in light. a Of earth. But then she found a ray from Heaven ; the Book Wherein God proves His love for man was left In her lone room ; she felt that she must find A better life than hers of stagnant joy. Years flitted past like larks; though seemingly They rose to Heaven, they died upon the earth. She married, but the bridaJ veil concealed A thorn. L. Alas ! What grief. An old maid's life * A fane 7. MADAME GUTON. 295 Of loneliness and want of tender care Is blest compared to wife in lavish home. To whom her husband is a judge or bore, Or imbecile. N. Her consort's want Of trust and sympathy was fate most hard. Each month his mother lay another thorn Upon the young wife's paling brow. But Christ Was fashiouiug of them a crown, not such As His — the thought were very blasphemous — But hard for gay youth to bear cheerfully. Jesus was smitten, so was she ; disease Destroyed the beauty that is of the earth, And liable to death. L. Not so. She still Is beautiful. N. Yes ; but what beauty wears She now ? L. A holy calm, a loving smile ; truly They come from the bright skies. N. Her parents, friends, And children were removed from her fond heart To make more room for God. She bowed in peace, And meekly said, 'Tis well. But she, like Christ, Was left alone to cry, " My God, why hast Thou me forsaken ? " L. Will weak man e'er learn That never doth our God desert one who Has not forsaken Him ? N. This she learned not Until six years had shrouded her in gloom To make her fair ; the longer woman is 296 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Shut in from light the fairer she becomes, And so — L. The pretty child has changed her play. She crowns her mother now. N. Symbolic act Again. L. Where wingest thou ? N. To the dear girl, To whisper in her ear these words, " After The Cross thou shalt be crowned : " this she'll repeat. Watch, and thou'lt see the cross-gemmed woman smile. * * :.'•• * * Child. — Art pleased with me, Mamma, thi^t thou dost smile ? Mother. — Yes, darling. Ch. Then tell me a story of Thy father's home. Tell me of Uncle Paul. * M. "When" but a child I loved the glad, THE TETJE, The beautiful ; longing for them as things Of the sweet Home wherein the Baby smiled. And when the stars shone through the parting clouds All childish joys were to me very dull And lifeless things, as is a diadem Of earth to angels crowned in the blue skies. I every pleasure would have given For but a long-craved glimpse beyond the clouds * Don't know whether she had a brother. MADAME GUTON. 29Y That shrouded home of baby-brother from My wistful eyes ; and thus ere I had learned To care for toys of earth, I felt the love Of Heaven and of God that quells desire For giddy mirth. Oft when I lay awake At night, I talked to bim who sometimes in His earthly babyhood had lain upon My girlish breast, and wbo, I doubted not, Was then the willing watcher of my rest. Often in joy, always in childish grief, I softly whispered to cherubic boy Who hovered o'er my path, the story of Whatever befell his sister left on this Dimmed world to mourn for him until her young Bright eyes with bitter tears were filled. I saw The angel Death kiss baby-lips into A cherub's smile ; but could not weep when I Mine softly pressed on the brown eyes closed in The happy sleep of early death. I had No heart for noisy play, or romping game, But fled, like startled fawn, in true alarm From childish trespasses, in trembling fear That Jesus would not let me dwell with Him And baby-brother in the skies. The wiles Of playmates' mirth could ne'er beguile from dreams Of Paradise's sports. The sister's heart, With memories of a lost brother filled, Was easily consigned to fancies of Sweet baby-beauty and of earthly love And purity immortalized in bliss. Cli. Thanks for the story ; but— 13* 298 THE GLOUD OF WITNESSES. M. Poor child ! I quite Forgot to whom I talked. Dear, now sing me The song I taught to thee last night. OJiild [sinys :) Love ferven-tly, ye happy ones oe G-od! Heaven's brightest wreaths are twined on our sad ear til . Bury dead hopes ; but pluck from the green sod To grace your hearth blooms of immortal birth : Love fervently! Love fervently ! The one you love may die, Leave you your weighty Cross alone to bear ; By the bright stars and the gay smiling sky God kindly whispers, soon you will be there: Love fervently. Love fervently! and although man should change, The grief will strengthen and prepare your heart To live Up There where nothing can estrange, For angels' loves are but of God's a part: Love fervently. Love fervently. St. John hath truly said Our " God is Love," and you would be like Him; Therefore, love man and Him, Who though once dead, Now wears a crown that never can grow dim : Love fervently.* Act 11. PASCAL tN EDEN.— A. D. 1662. Ravile. — Of what art musing now, Pascal, mv friend ? * Sang to air " Love Not." PASCAL m EDEN. 299 Pascal.— Vm. thinking of the flowers I cast away By the rude brush of philosophic hand : Ahis ! I cannot touch them any more. H. Thou must be speaking of some joys of earth ; For there is nothing here thou may'st not touch With reverential hand. P. It is of joys Of earth. I, a philosopher ! How so ? Doth botanist because he's a savant Throw from his eager grasp the flowers that charm llim most ? H. If he doth so, he is a child ; Clod made the flowers for men to know and love — They are for all ; some men He made to look With eyes inquisitive at wonders hid From common gaze, to watch the sap as it \\\ an obedient stream flows on, to view By aid of art the wondrous fabric of Blossom or leaf, to feel that royal robes In their coarse dyes are vulgar things compared With dainty textures that His hand hath wrought. Pascal, I had supposed that thou wert such A man — on humble knees to ask to see All God hath made. P. Though reverent in thought, My acts profaned the beauties and the joys Of God's fair earths aye, what He gave me to " Fxpand my heart, contemptuously I Smiled on : I scorned the handiwork of God's Great love. H. No, Pascal, no ! For I have heard 300 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Man's science owetli mnch unto thy mind; And when in philosophic haunts of earth, I've known thy name classed with discoverers Of Nature's laws.* P. Aye ; when no heauty that I — modern oracle, forsooth ! — dared to Call sensuous was there. My actions taught The God of all things beautiful and fair, Had erred in making man to deeply feel And love the same. H. Thou canst liave heauty here — Enougli to satisfy all thy desires. P. And far more glorious than aught below. But not the same. The boy who had been shut In dungeon dark and cold, and never known The joys and privilege of childhood's hours, When man, e'en if a king, would always feel That something had been taken from his life Which could not be restored, and that to him A great wrong had been done ; the sphere of life. That should be rounded in completeness full. Would on its morning-side show sad abyss, Peopled with gloomy, e'en if harmless, forms. H. Didst thou thus thrust from thee a part of life ? P. I did, in proud selfism and from want Of trust ; though I most mysteries of Heaven Appreciate, in all earth's myriads Of happy lives there's something that I can * Pascal first demonstrated the weis'ht of tlie air. LEONORA DE CASTRO. 301 Not comprehend; * rather, the shadow of A viewless cloud, and this is sad to one Who fain would enter in all he perceives. H. But I have heard a maiden oft repeat In her sweet love's defence one thing thou saidst. Thou smilest : wouldst know what it is ? As well The heart hath as the understanding hath Its aphorisms true. Drama XIX. LEONORA DE OASTEO. Act 1 : Scene I. 1755. Leonora.— 1 wonder if I cannot sing, mamma? Those birds last night made me feel musical. I think that I can warble as they sang. My life was dim and gray Like the sea; On it the sun arose, Love on me. My heart had sluggish beat; Moaned the sea Till fresh winds waked it up; Love waked me. * He rebuked a mother for letting her children kiss her. See LitteU's Limng Age, May 19. 302 THE GLOUD OF WITNESSES. My brain cast forth its thoughts. Shells the sea; I gather shells; my thoughts Love's will be. My days left .dry, dead weeds Like the sea; I gathered its; Love mine — Silly he! Graily dance richest ships On the sea; So dance Love's dizzy hours Over me. A fire at sea — Mother. — Why stop so suddenly, my child ? What cloud Is forming in thy heart soon to be spent In tears ? Why dost thou pause ? L. I may not tell. M. It is thy mother asks. L. My mother! Mine! Oh, hold me tightly to thy breast ! Oh, woe ! How long may I lie in thine arms ? M. Long as Thou wilt, sweet one. How strange thou art to- day. My darling shall lie here long as she wills. L. No ! no ! That cannot be. Oh, God, have * mer — LEONORA BE G ASTRO. 303 M. What is it, precious one? Anita — quick! J[?^^^;a. — Spasm has she. M. Run for the doctor. Haste ! Scene II. — Mother, alone. I would that I could know what caused such change In my blithe darling's mood. 'Twas very strange. She said it was the last part of her dream That pained her so, and that she had not thought Of it since she awoke until a line Eecalled it; then with giant's power it grasped Her heart and suddenly it seemed to bring Her to the verge of death. I dare not ask Again of what she dreamed ; the very thought Is like a spectre to the trembling thing. Yet wliat foreboding phantasy could fright So fair a flower as mine ? The dew of love Will e'er suffice to water heart so pure And tractable. I cannot think that such An one will ever need to breast the storm, Or, woe is me ! suffer day after day, As I have done, the constant dripping of Envenomed tongue. Eatlier, I pray, God ! Let her die by the lightning's flash than by The cruel burning of fierce jealousy. Ah ! Avhen I lay a baby in the arms Of parent fond as I, she never thought That I could suffer as I do — and live. Would that I knew that Leonora's life Is weak as mine is strong, that she will die Whenever grief o'erwhelms her guileless youth. 304 THE GLOUD OF WITNESSES. Scene III. In house of Lord Effingham, British Minister to Portugal. Chaplain. — Where has my Leonora been so long ? Leonora. — At home : quite ill from the sad fright a dream Hath given me. Don't shake thy head and look Reproachfully, as though thy lessons were All lost, and she whom thou liast rescued from Old Superstition's chain, had quite forgot The calm of an implicit faith in God. C. We " must give milk to babes : " thou hast the heart Of one, although thy intellect mine oft Outwits. L. Thou shamest me. C. Tell me thy dream. L. I fancied we were looking for eclipse While the sky was most glorious in stars. I left the family, and quite alone Roamed in the garden I so love, and as I gazed into blue depths above — G. To man More fathomless than deepest sea, although He strives to sink his leaden brain and cast His learning's anchor on the mysteries Of God's grand Universe, throwing away Faith's compass Avlien he thinks that he has made Discovery of a fonndatiou for i LEONOBA BE CASTRO. 305 ISTew theory, and is philosopher, Yet is shipwrecked upon the shoals of vain Hypothesis. But thou didst not dream thus. L. No. While I gazed above I saw bright star After stars brighter shoot, and once I saw Two rush together and then whirl around, Delighting me until they disappeared. I said that was a world on its last day. Embracing in strong, glowing arms its moon That both together might extinguished be. C. Doubtless a shooting star may be a sun. But all that I have seen were meteors. L. One can't be an astronomer in sleep. And then I saw fire-flies like humming-birds In size, their bodies colorless, and yet From them proceeded rays of light quite like Bright rubies and clear emeralds dissolved : The red one hovered o'er the green till they In floating rainbow mingled charmingly, I said — but that I won't tell thee. C. No need. Thou dreamedst the young marquis was The ruby and thou wert the— L. Green. Well, let Me laugh I cannot bear even to thee, Best friend ! to whisper what came next. — The priest Whom I refused for a confessor came And caught the two fire-flies and threw Both in a burning star; the ruby one Flew ofi", but the green one was burned. I felt The flames. Thinkest thou I can stand — 306 THE OLOUD OF WITNESSES. a Hush, child! Fever hadst thou. Sometimes I, too, believe In dreams ; I do in this. A burning brain Begot thy fantasies and well foretold Thy illness, caused not by a dream, which was Its sign. L. How sensible thou always art ! Better mamma had sent for thee than for That dried-up specimen labelled M.D. C. Nice way to talk to me of countryman ! L. After I rose and read the Bible that Thou gavest me, and prayed and breakfasted, I had forgotten ending of the dream ; But the fire-flies floated before my brain, Emblems of Alvas and of me. Scene IV. {Leonora, alone, sings ivith accompaniment of the guitar. The Marquis of Al- vas enters unperceived and listens.) I've a THORN" in mt heaet. And oft its piercings dart Through my most cheerful mood : Then I seek solitude. Perhaps each woman knows One in whom her blood flows, Who is as a sharp thorn In her heart, night and morn. And yet all of her pain _ • She hides in heart or brain ; LEONORA BE GA8TB0. 307 Perchance hears what some say Against her ev'ry day. But she must giye no sign That she has cause to pine, Lest she may imphcate Those to whom cruel Fate Hath bouud her by a tie That she cannot lay by; Yet she is not bereft Of all hope, this is left — That the thorn which she knows Is shadow of Chris b's woes, That on her life fell down From thorn in cruel crown That on the Cross he wore. He feels her heart is sore. And He will cure the smart When He has lesson taught. Marquis. — A doleful song for such a merry heart. Leonora. — But mine is not. Wilt thou Maria wed ? M. {laughing.) Surely my fair betrothed must be Distraught — and of all women to suggest Maria in thy place ! A sorry jest. L. Not one at all. She loves thee more than I. Oh, don't reproach me with that burning glance! I love thee as a child loves flowers, because Thou pleasest me ; but well I know that I Could not be jealous. Thou hast said that none 308 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Who feel true passion's power are guiltless there. J^or could I stoop to do a dirty thing To win thy favor, should I lose it now. Maria says true love will crawl as low As it soars high. M. Maria ! Do not speak Of her again. Hereafter will her name, If on thy lips, provoke my wrath ; and know I never liked her, for she likes not thee. L. Is it not strange a sister should be turned From me because my hand is sought ere hers ? Scene V. Maria and her Confessor. Maria, — Oh, holy father, a great secret I Shall tell thee now ! Know, Leonora is A heretic. Father. — Impossible ! M. Alas, Too true! And I fulfil the duty that I owe to parents, brothers, sisters and Myself. Until to-day I had not known The Synod of Toulouse had passed decree That if in any house is found concealed A heretic, that house shall be destroyed. Thou knowest it is weeks since Le confessed Or went to church unless compelled. This morn The noble Marquis, her betrothed, and she Had a long conversation, when mamma, Being unwell, sent me to sit with them. I had my hand upon the cord to raise The curtain that alone divided me LEONORA BE CASTRO. 309 From them, when hearing my name called I stayed My hand, and 'mid much foolish stuff heard her Tell him that he had better far release Her and take me, because I was a true, Good Eomau Catholic and she was not. Then he upbraided her because she had More faith in English chaplain than in him. C. Aye, there was the offence : the Marquis is An infidel, like most of our brave youths "Who far have travelled and learned more than prayers. M. Besides, some say he weds my sister for Her property : he is — C. A handsome man. If Leonora is out of the way Her heritage is thine. M. Thou canst not do More than consign her to a convent's cell To lead a blessed life of peace and prayer ? C. The girl I know ; she never will recant. Thy question comes too late to save her life. M. Will Pompal that allow ? He has curtailed Power of the Church, the Inquisition has Eebuked, and — daring man ! — he has expelled From Paraguay the Jesuits. a Yet still The law is, if a judge acquit one who Has heresy embraced, his office, land, And property are confiscated : thus Three hundred years ago a Synod did Secure to the accused a just decree. 310 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Scene VI. — In the wilds of the Sierra. Ferdinand. — Marquis, thou art low-spirited. The cause — Marquis. Away ! Of serf I made a freeman, not A friend. F. Yet I am one would die for thee. M. Forgive my hastiness, but leave me now Alone. F. Not until I have added to Thy grief. But I know thou wouldst curse me did I keep from thee e'en the worst news of her. M. {springing up.) The worst! They dare not do more than immure Her in the Old Maids' jail. F. They tortured her. . . . I was too hasty — he has fainted, like ^ My wife when our — M. Knowesfc thou this? F. Last night When I to convent carried wood, I lieard Such shrieks ! — What have I done again ? Rouse up And be a man, and rescue tliy betrothed. M. Yes ! If I could with my own life ! But I Have seen strongest and highest in the land Broken like withes by Roman Church. God's curse — F. Manuel comes, and like a fury rides. iHfawwe/.— Haste, Marquis! Haste to Lisbon, if thou wilt See yet thy bride who ought to be. LEONORA BE CASTRO. 311 M. The curse into thanksgiving I shall change If God will take her from inquisitors. Man. A heroine and angel she has proved In presence of their general, who held The Ante-court of Hell in prison when Thej took her from the convent as they saw That her example might defile the nuns, And teach them that obedience to God Is higher than that owed to Abbess proud. Tortured was she by Torquemada then ; And when he found she was superior To him and all his fiends, her they condemned To die with others in few days. Scene VII.— In Ambassador's house. {Chaplain and Lord Effingham.) Chaplain. — Ah, if I had been well enough to- day To crawl to see her on her way to God ! Effingham. — Weaker art thou than she. A gaily-dressed And giddy crowd rose with the sun to feast Their eyes on the girl's sufferings. Bishop With mitre on his senseless head, a suite Of brutes in dress ecclesiastical. Workmen and gentlemen, rushed fast to see That lovely maiden in the flames. Will she From Hades look on them in Tartarus ? C. Not she. E. Streets, balconies and windows are Filled with fair ladies and their innocents. 312 ' TEE CLOUI) OF WITNESSES. The Marquis, with a face like an old man's And hands that sliook as if he palsy had, Strove hard to penetrate the crowd ; although Few recognized the gay youth of but two Weeks since — such was the anguish of his mien — It opened with a silent awe as he Thrust right and left his trembling hands. Scene VIII- — Plaza of Lisbon. NOV. 1, 1755. Bishop. — "'Now, Leonora 'De Castro, will you Eetrace your erring steps ? Will you discard The thoughts heretical implanted in Your youthful mind by son of Belial ? Our holy Church is ever lenient To erring children, and in mercy deals With the repentant wlio will humbly come To her. Will you confess your sin and live? Leonora. — I can't acknowledge the authority Of Church you represent. The faith I now Profess is true. Tbere is but ONE who can Forgive, and in His mercy do I trust. If I am called to die for His dear sake I cheerfully will try to bear all pain, Knowing the 'light affliction which is but For moment here worketh for us a more Exceeding and eternal glovy there.' Bp. ( To executioner') Quick ! Light the fires and bind the prisoners. {To Leonora) Obdurate wretch! This day shall your soul writhe i LEONORA BE CASTRO. 313 In torments of the damned; but first you shall A foretaste of your doom enjoy." Prepare. {Leonora staggers; the Marquis rushes forward and catches her.) Marquis. — Inhuman monster! She is fitter for God's Heaven than such as you. If there are in His presence any angels she will soon Be one. B'p. Ha! My Lord Marquis, ha ! These are Bold words, and they have sealed your doom. ( To soldiers) Arrest the Marquis of — {A n earthquahe shakes the ground, and in the confusion the Marquis hears Leo- nora off in his arms.) Act II.— In the air. Khrysilla. — Oalla, why are we summoned now by tones Of the great One who sits upon the Throne Sublime? Calla. — Knowest thou not ? Have not Ave drunk Of twice ten million joys since that Voice rang Its music, pityingly soft, yet loud, Like to the sound of Earth's grand waterfall — K. Earth's waterfall ? C. Aye; thou hast not forgot The thing on that sad sphere that more than all The beauty that it hath reminded me Of our own Heaven ? K. Never have I been there, ISTor heard of it. 314 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. 0. Oh, verily! Thou wast In the remotest boundary of our GOD'S Universe when he created this New World. I am rejoiced that I may tell Thee of the Human Nature that He took Upon Himself. Oh, deed more wonderful Than all He else hath done ! descending from His Throne K. Why flyest thou so rapidly ? G. I answer now the call that doth alway Assemble those who on the day that men The Lord's Day name (for they count hours, and days. And weeks in that strange world), desire to go In serried ranks to worship in a House Of Prayer. K. And what is that ? C. Come ! I shall teach Thee much of greater mysteries than those Thou wander^d'st far to see. But silence now; For angels do not go to church without A thought. K. Calla, one question more, I pray ! What strange robe hath the GOD put on ? C. Nature Of man. K. Of man ! Oh ! who is man ? What hath He done for GOD that we 'forgot to do, That He should thus pass by our radiance To stoop to Form which seems unworthy of The Majesty Divine ? What hath man done ? Oh ! Who is he ? LEONORA BE CASTRO. 315 C. A creature that the GOD Did make of dust of earth, and then He breathed His Own divinest Life within the form That His Own Hands had shaped. ('Twas but His Word That fashioned us.) Male and female did He Create, and placed them in a Garden of Delights, named Paradise. But Satan went Into their bowei" ; and ere long they were cast Out of the Eden that is like to ours As ring of yonder world* to halo round GOD'S Feet. K. Oh beautiful! Goldenly bright! I had not noticed that fair sphere, around Whose beauty there doth hang embracingly A circle of strange light that is like faint Reflection of the rainbow round the Throne. But more of man. I cannot hear enough. C. He would haye followed the lost Prince, the poor Abandoned one ! had not the GOD gone down To earth, assumed humanity, taking A body of a helpless Babe, lived on This world till it had gone around the sun Three times and thirty, when His body died A sacrifice to save mankind ; for then Numbered posterity of the first pair More souls than there are crystal streams in Heaven. 'Twas thus that the GOD lived and died on Earth. There is a ring around the Earth. 316 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. K. Died ? As the flow'rets die in a new sphere We visited of late ? Calla, I do Not understand. G. No more. We are before The King. K. Oh see ! How kind He is ! He knows How much I long to hear the rest. Dear LORD, He beckons thee to tell me more. C. Then we Shall fall behind and as we fly thou wilt Hear words that will inflame thy love for Him Till it will seem to thee that angels are Almost omnipotent— so great, so far Beyond the bounds of all thou yet hast felt, Will be thy love and reverence for Him ; — Thine indignation first, but soon thy grief And pity for poor man. K. Quiver my wings. Sharing the expectation of my thoughts To hear the wondrous tale. Scene II. Krysillo,. — Oi\Q comes to fly by us. Knowest thou him ? Calla. — Yes ; I have talked with Wiclifoft ; he is One of the saints who proved Christ's presence with His Church e'en when idolatry, that wore New names, insidious, be^^an to lift Itself again. I noticed that the stars As seen from earth, are brighter when the air Is cold and pure in wintry dearth than when It's redolent of the rich life and scent LEONORA BE CASTRO. 31Y Of Summer's soft and fragrant breath. E'en so, Wliile age of persecution tried the Church Quite radiant was she in purity; But when it passed away and kings became Her servants, bowing low, some worshipped her, Or favor that kings gave, new trials came. Satan began to drown man's intellect In dream-inspiring exhalations of The poetry of truth. K. Of truth? Well, that Is just as it should be — ^just as it is With us. G. Ah yes ! Because we never can Forget we stand in the great presence of The GrOD ; but here they do forget, and think, Because good music's heavenly — comes from Above, that it is piety. E'en so The petrifactions grand and beautiful Of spirits that adored oft satisfy The worshipper; and the cathedral, though 'Tis just what angels fancy that the House Wherein Grod dwells on earth should be, is oft The resting-place of prayer and praise. K. How sad! G. 'Tis so with pictures worthy of the gaze Of Seraphim — a few of which might serve To fan their ever-burning flame of love And happiness, they oft are stumbling-blocks O'er which Devotion falls to rise no more. But this is not true of all lands; for some Have had a Eeformation, and the one To which we go has left idolatry 318 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Of images and its congenial rites For a faith simpler and more primitive. When in the church I shall point out a pair Who fled from native land and heritage Of wealth, glad to escape with life. On ship Like that thou seest on the sea below Us now, they were made man and wife under The flag of a free land. In England they Have sought and found a very happy home.* Sept. 20, 1870. Act III. LOUIS XVII. OF FRANCE. — A.D. 1795. Victim of ungodly men, Lay a little boy of ten In a dungeon cold and damp, And his gaoler was a scamp. But three days before his death He was borne out, half by stealth, Into room where some fresh air And bright light made day seem fair. But when night fell he was left Lonely, e'en of nurse bereft: How he passed the nights of woe None bnt Grod and angels know. When his last day brightly shone. His one friendf repressed a moan, * All I know of the Marquis and Leonora I read in " Harper's Magazine " for August,'1870. The conversations, except that between Leonora and the Bishop, are imaginary, and I have no ground for supposing she had such a sister as Maria. The ecclesiastical references are facts. f See Beauchesne's Life of Louis XVII. LOUIS XVII. OF FEANCE. 319 j Hoped the child was not in pain. \ "Yes; but easier my brain; -] Beautiful the music is." ; (Music no ear heard but his ; \ He was now to get a crown.) j " I've heard it e'er since you knelt down," j Said the child to Gomin kind. \ "Listen!" Gomin could not find \ Any proofs of angels there j Unless they were in the fair j Patient eyes of martyr-child, . ; Like his Master, meek and mild. j "Hark! My mother's voice I hear." ! Then his pain-dimmed eyes grew clear, ' And his lips could almost smile. \ He'd be with her in short while. Soon the little face grew sad : ^; "Do you think my sister had Chance to hear the music sweet "^ That my blissful ears did greet ? It would have done her much good." Angels heard and understood j That the time had surely come i When they no more would be dumb, ] As they had been, to the boy | In his nights of sad annoy : < Now he heard their words of joy. \ His keeper came and took his hand ; :■ He had left for ftiirer land, Where no children suffer for Crimes that their few years abhor — Done ere they had seen the light. ■ 320 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Two years before a child as bright As the boy my knee beside, Was left (when his father died To atone for worse men's sin) : Captive sad, he was to win By his patient gentleness, l^ever answered by caress, Eight to be a martyr called. History my taste has palled With horrors, till I think in Hell There is little that can well IN'ew be called. God, let me dwell Where demons can no more bear sway ! Heaven from earth seems far away — 'Twill farther be unless I pray. Drama XX. Act I. THE DEATH OF NOVALIS. A. D. 1801. I. GrENTLT, gently enter here : Sweetly JSTovalis sleeps Bathing his spirit in heavenly deeps. Four years ago with many a tear He often prayed for rest. For awhile he is blQst; Wake him not now — Let him hear the angels sing! - May God's Spirit endow With life everlastiiisr THE DEA TH OF NO VALiS. 321 Him e'en while he sleeps ! Though no longer he weeps, He secretly sighs for his Lore, Sophie, lost to him in blue fields above. May he sleep long ! Wake him not now. He would wake to press on fair Julie's brow The kiss that he fain would press upon hers. Let him forget — too oft he remembers. His deceit God forgive ! He thinks he must live; So to be happy we'll try As the gates of the sky Ope not for his prayers, nor as he thinks, for hers ; Though ever his soul his first-love remembers; As a man he will seek for happiness here. Since he is shut out from the woman most dear He will try to make up a home upon earth, Julie's smile an oasis in life's dreary dearth : Then sometimes at least he may languidly rest, Nor think more of her who dwells mid the Blest. II. But she who first loved him ! Oh, where is she now ? Forgotten her vow ? Hath she not noted how very dim Earth's amusements are for him ? Hath she not seen that grief and despair Have since she died made their marks on his brow ? That he has wearied of hopeless prayer That God would let Deatli seal their vow? 323 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Yes ; for she often doth round him. hover, Sometimes she brings to her weary lover From Heaven ideas beautiful and fair, Which parry pain and gloom and ward off care, That he may write them as poetic thoughts ; The thoughts that men and children, too, will wish To lay up in their earth-worn or fresh hearts Among the treasures Age and Youth like best, Their inner life to kindle or to nourish. Knowing not they came from realms of the Blest. And ofttimes to his heart she sings Such musical airs a sigh hitshes he To list the lovely songs she brings ; And then unconsciously He writes tliem down To mark earth's hours, Not knowing they are flowers From spirit's crown. III. She hath heard him speak of love To another maiden And, like a carrier-dove, To earth she swiftly flies With God's message laden To bring him to the skies. IV. Gently, gently enter here ! Here lies one to angels dear ; Sweetly l^ovalis sleeps While a well-known spirit peeps THE DEATH OF NO VALI8. 323 From the shroud that Death cloth wear. There is echo in the air While plays his brother on harpsichord And groweth the vision long and broad, As floating beings rare Mingle with the notes That fall on his dreaming ear, As float bright golden motes In beam of sunshine clear. And this song they begin While others enter in : " Dream thy last dream, We come to bring thee rest ; Already o'er thy brow doth gleam The golden wings of her thou lovest best. Free from sin thou soon wilt be. From pain and anguish free. Soon Eden thou wilt enter. Knowest thou art the centre Where meet several Saints' bliss ? On thy lips and on thy brow Thou hast felt a Spirit's kiss ; 'Tis no dream thou lovest now. Waken, poet I With us roam Far above the star-flushed dome. By that kiss thou wert set free From the bars of clay that held thee. 'Tis no dream ; Sophie is here ; Fly with her to the Father dear." V. Gently, gently enter here, Gladly, without a tear 324 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Sweetly ISToyalis sleeps ; Angel-guard a vigil keeps O'er the sleeper's bed. All! Softly tread; Spirits fill the room ; It hath not air of gloom. Novalis waketh happily ; What thou hop'st for he doth see. Note. — Written after reading some of Carlyle's Essay on Novalis. I could not keep back my tears, half by a sense of joy and half by a sense of beauty overcome. Act 11. THE CONSUMPTIVE. — MAY, 1830. Scene I. {Amy in her room, sitting at lier ivindoio : early moryiing.) Zulee (Jier Guardian). — She listens to stage- coach that takes away Whom she esteems as friend ; a lover he. She will have grief enough to bear ere long. Come, red-birds, sing aud cheer the girJ, and let Her write; for writing is the Lethe Grod Provides for those wlio can't weep much nor talk. Amy {writes). Dispersed is the mist ; To birds I will Hst. They speak merl'ily; "At your call, you see, We come out, Sun ! We're ready for fun ; THE CONSmiPTIVE. 325 We come fortli to cheer All hearts that know fear ; Silly flowers weep A while in their sleep. For, they think darkness Is henceforth their dress. Dead, they say, is the sun And they are undone. If they'll ope their eyes There'll be truce to sighs. We'll sing merrily ; They'll wake cheerily." I blushed as I heard Eeproof of a bird. Ashamed to think I Should thus weep and sigh, Eefusing to see Light beaming on me. I dried ev'ry tear Determined to cheer. And found that the cloud That life doth enshroud Was in my own eye. No longer I sigh : No more shall I feai For Edgar so dear. See ! Brightly above Shines sun that I love — The sun of our faith. 'Tis Father who saith. 326 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. " Cast all care on me," For I care for thee. Scene II. Edgar in a room at Trinity College, Hartford^ Sept., 1830. E. As FLOWER WITHOUT PERFUME So is life without hope Of coming blessedness When with pain it must cope, As prairie-fires consume With exultant success And a most cruel mirth The flowers of the earth, So hath grief had full scope To turn to dead ashes The bright blossoms of hope Whose most brilliant flashes Once illumined my path Ere I thought of Death's wrath. Soon fires of sufiering Built high mounds of ashes Where Fate his teeth gnashes And Despair thus doth sing, Of the flowers of thy May But the dust now remains ; And Autumn winds and rains Funeral dirges play. Funeral dirges - aye ! Well I have faced The truth. I know that I must die, and so I shall now write to Mr. Warrington. God, Father of my " Eldei Bi'other," make THE CONSUMPTIVE. 32Y Him write and bid me come to his sweet home To die! Theii Amy will be near me, and I wish to fit myself for angels' love And company by keeping hers. Scene III. Amy. — Oh God ! I dare not sat 'tis fate. But I again am just too late To yield my spirit to a mate. My Father, if such was Thy will. Teach me to suffer ; and soon still My restless heart: I pray Thee drill My pulses till they beat in time With Thy degrees, and when they chime In unison to better clime. Remove me, Lord, for here I'm tried By grief and loneliness. Oh, guide Me home, or else, my Father, hide Me from life's waves in Thy safe Palm, That so I may be strong and calm And patient to be as I am. {Amy goes to sleep weeping-, and at mid- night wakens.) A. Now WITH A start I WAKEN" FROM MY SLEEP, A lone tear in my eye, but on my lip The smile of scornful pride. Not e'en in dreams Must my thoughts dwell on one who never bowed His will to all the whims of mine. I am A girl, the weaker of the two, therefore, 328 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. I must be wooed ere won. But liave I not Been wooed ? 'Tis true I would not let him talk Of loving me: perchance he did not love As I require, madly, devotedly. But what of that ? Must I wait for his vows ? The rose-bud opens to the bee's warm kiss Ere he has hummed a madrigal, and thus My heart, made by my Grod to dearly love The good, the glad, the beautiful, the true, First slightly trembled at a Voice that stirred The depths of my lone soul, that waited for The master-chord to bid it gently dance In harmony. The tones were not too weak, For often borne aloft on thought's swift wings, They bade my soul awake and mount with them. They were not harsh, or I had never learned Their tune; but gentle as a cherub's hymn. A calm soul, full of aspirations high That often floated round the Throne of Grod; A heart, that from the dear St. John had learned Its sweet key-note, were wedded in his tones. And my young heart, always awake to lays Of love and Heaven, leaped up most joyously, Not knowing what she did, listened and learned The Melody, printed it on her leaves And laid it by. Glad hours had come and gone And then a dark'ning mist of sorrow rose And settled on my life, chilling its flowers; The nightingales sing though the fog be dense. The Voice 1 had thought lost in happy days Began to murmur as ^olian harp In Autumn night after a Summer's rest. THE CONSUMPTIVE. 329 "With trembling haste I summoned Memory. Bade her re-ope the pages of my heart And play the floating music long shut up In dark and dusty corner of my brain. True to the beautiful within my soul She played the very tunes that he had taught In by-gone days. I know not why I wept: But a girl's feelings are most curious And never can be trained to shrivel up To common sense and dull propriety. I iell to sleep, lulled by a tender strain Of olden times, and dreamed that he was by : He sang to me a song of love and joy. The tears were in my eyes, I could not see That he had clasped my hands and then had drawn His arm around my waist, and gently pressed The kiss of union on ray trembling lips That fluttered so I knew not what he did. I saw no, human form, nor did I feel A mortal's kiss. The God whom I adore Had made of two lives one ; for a soft voice Had bade me kneel at my dear Saviour's Feet, And as we knelt, two children of the Earth, Our Father answered us, and in a cloud Of music floated we to .home above. Why is it that as soon as our sweet dreams Bear us from Earth some voice must drag us back And change our happiness to time-born woes? A short time since my spirit was in bliss, But rudely waked from guileless dreams of him 330 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Who led me tliere, I smile iu scorn and say, I never loved a man ! 'Tis but a Voice That haunts me thus, a vague embodiment Of all I love, truth, purity, and beauty. Saene IV. Amy {alone) : Papa says Edgar's coming here to stay A long, long while. Who is so glad as I ? I shall practice at once the songs lie likes. {Smgs to her guitar :) Love is like a poet's song As it smoothly trips along : I love a song. Loye is like a fervent kiss, What is taken we don't miss: I love a kiss. Loye is like a pleasant breeze Rocking birds' nests in the trees : I love a breeze. Loye is like a gay parterre, Full of all things sweet and fair : I love sweet flowers. Love is like the song of wren. Welcome to domestic men : I love a wren. Love is like the pure blue sky That low storm-clouds doth defy : I love the sky. THE CONSUMPTIVE. 331 Love is like my Angel's wings Unseen, while joys on me he flings : I love his wings. As Love is like all of these AVhy mayn't it still better please ? I love sweet Love. Oh! truly my heart is too light to-day And like a feather flies off at each breath Of song. I heard mamma say to papa, Her heart is soft as sponge, and he replied, God grant it never may be turned to flint. Well, if it does 'twill only be to strike A kindred spark out of dear Edgar's brain. Erst my heart was lying Li girlhood's soft slumber. While o'er it came flying- Sweet thoughts without number. Like clouds on still waters, Calm they lay on my heart : But, like the Fate-Daughters, They were weaving my part. COMIN"G ? IS HE COMHsTG ? But do I wish him here ? I think not. Him I fear. Long-hushed thoughts are humming Conscious of their power— " Having sipped each flower, We're with honey coming." 332 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. And I should like to take Some fragrant honey-drops ; But soon stiff Prudence stops My hand ; for the Past's sake You'll let the Future sting ? Tut ! Tut ! What a fine thing Honey and sting to take ! Scene Y. — Edgar and Amy. Amy [sings :) Father, to Thee mt eyes I lift To thank Thee for Thy precious gift — The power to warble forth Thy praise . In heartfelt, though but childlike lays. I'll praise Thee with the little bird Whose joyous song at morn is heard. And as I sing the notes that seem Like angels' whispers in a dream I draw from Heaven the tones so rare That quiet grief and j)alsy care — Sweet echo of the angels' song As round Thy brilliant Throne they throng. And when the beauteous flow'rets wave Their gentle heads above my grave My silent bar,) in dust will rest Whilst I lie on my Saviour's Breast : But when life to my flesh is given, Unite the chords that Death hath riven! TEE CONSUMPTIVE 333 Edgar. — Thanks for the pretty song, my gentle friend ; Now, Improvisatrice, talk to me. Hast an idea what Heaven will be ? A. A world of evergreens draped with warm snow That will not melt, and there moonlight will stay. Thou smils't. I wish that I was wise like thee. E. Thou canst say very foolish things sometimes. A. Alas, too oft! E. Should angels ever wish To be as wise as men ? A. What meanest thou? E. There's nothing that man ought to know and feel That woman may not learn — but God forbid She ever should know all man does ! A. Jealous ! Oh, shame ! Is God, or art thou, fittest Judge Of what her powers should be ? E. With Him do I Agree, and call presumptuous who dare To say she should not use the talents for Which she will give account. She has no right To "bury in a napkin" any gem For fear of fame and scorn and suflfering. Ah ! when she stands by God's Throne it will be A poor excuse for talents that were crushed Into her silent, timid life, to plead, I feared man's dictum, God, more than I hoped For Thy '- Well done." And so, I pray, keep on Thy bright and upward path. I would that I 334 ^'SE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Could stay to smooth away life's rnggedness For thee. Thou needest so much tenderness, Such watchful love. What could'st thoa do alone ? Poor little thing ! I'm glad to leave thee in A downy-covered nest. I think no wind "Will jostle thee out of thy sheltered nook Into the world. Amy, I soon must die : before I go I want to tell thee how I love. (Alofie) Why! she has gone! To hide some tears, I ween. Perhaps she never heard that I must die ; But then she never favored me with sign Of love more than she shows to anything She passes by. She doth amuse herself With all around, with me among the rest. Perhaps she ran away to hide a blush. I never spoke before of loving her; And yet she must have known my heart; but all Love her, wherefore, perchance, she thought I was But one of all. If I could hope that she Would love me ere I go! Hhe is so shy; I dare not press the weakling's little hand. I know that I shall never see her lips Drop on my fevered ones like snow which falls Noiseless and pure. Oh, I can feel them now ! I fancy I am dead, and she stands by And quietly reviews my silent love ; Then her soft tears of pity fall upon The clammy sheet that binds me strongly as An iron band; she knows I cannot move My lips to answer hers, and so she stoops — I feel her breath ! My own comes swiftly back, THE CONSUMPTIVE. 335 And though she knows it not, it rises up To meet her kiss — pi-esses into her life, And she is mine ! I did not dare to fold Her to my living soul ; she seemed to be Afraid of hearts that beat for her, shrank from Their m3^sterj. I could not fright the child Out of her unsuspecting trust in me. But I am spirit now and she is not Afraid of those who cannot make her hear Their tales of love ; my lips are silent too ; They cannot her annoy with questionings Of love and mystery, so she will let Me be her confidant and tell me all Her girlish fears and sori-owings ; she knows My lips will never more tremble to kiss Her liquid voice. Perhaps she will show some Love when I cannot pour my soul through her Most tantalizing eyes, that say, " I love " : For when mine answer, " And I more," she turns In sudden tremor and disgust, and looks Quite as much love into the air . . . Oh, heart, Lie still ! she is but passing by — When will She come ? I wish I had not startled her. How sweet it is to fancy I am dead And feel her kiss a harbinger of love ! It is strange faith that tells me she will want Me when she thinks I can come back no more. I'm confident I shall ; for, I believe That God will let my spiritual Avings Oft purify the air that she doth breathe. Ah ! when the blight dawn of her life is o'er, Clouds may arise, and she may be oppressed 336 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. By the electric sympathy that drew Our hearts into our eyes when first we met. And I shall feel her heaviness, and haste With Grod's permission to stir the thick air, And rarify with incense from above The breath of Earth, reeking with loathsomeness. Perhaps when she must suffer 'twill be best That near Christ I should stand. Alas! how could I bear to see that little form quiver With agonies I had no power to ease ? She is so frail — oh, God, forbid that I Should think about the poor child's fragileness! Thou wilt be gentle with thine own pet lamb Who'll bow her head so meekly for Thy rod, Thou wilt not strike too hard. Dear Christ, who hast Felt all tlie tortures of humanity, Feel for her vroe and for my sympathy. How strange for her to think that Heaven will be Like winter of the year ! To me its air Seems always blue and redolent of Spring, Not sweet, too pure for sense ; but, like her breath,J Sweet if it could be apprehended by Ethereal sense. I thiuk I know why slie Imagined that it would be like warm snow; She knows that nothing cold could dwell with Grod;| Snow is quite passionless and yet as bright And cheering as a maiden's life. Henceforth, Her presence will be like a fall of snow, Entombing earthly bloom and gorgeousness, And in its seeming cold preserving warmth And life and happiness for Spring in Heaven. THE CONSUMPTIVE. 33Y Scene VI. Amy. — Edgar, last night I dreamed that on a bsd Of roses freshly blown and very sweet I lay : pink leaves had fallen on my cheeks And lips, and left their beauty soft ere they Were blown away. Birds from the trees came down And sang such pleasant ditties in my ear. My hair was just the color of gold-cloud That wrapped itself into a turban of Soft, fleecy folds about my pretty head. Oh, I was fair as in my waking hours I long to be. Don't look astonished at My vanity: are not the angels fair ? And I would be as beautiful as they. E. Their beauty is within, and penetrates The countenance as fragrance doth a flower. Beauty like theirs may Amy gain ; bu fc I Hope e'en in Paradise she will not be Much changed. No cloud of gold about the brow Of cherub could be beautiful to me As are her soft black locks that to her face Are what the shadows are in picture bright Now sing me a low song that I may sleep If it is -possible. I had no rest Last night ; my cough and visions of a shy Earth- angel drove off sleep. Take your guitar. Amy {sings :) Mark how o'er ocean's breast Rolls the hoar billow's crest! Such is his heart's unrest ! 338 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Who of love tastefch : His nights he wasteth To Death he hasteth. E. I don't Hke that. Here are some words I wish That you would try to sing to the old air I am fond of. Perhaps then I might sleep. {He takes a paper from Ins pocket and liands it to her.) Amy {sings :) Eest, spieit, best ! For all sins confest, Thou soon wilt enter in The home where dwells no sin. Rest, spirit, rest ! In Jesu's raiment drest. Thou hast a right to reign Where glories never wane. Rest, spirit, rest ! Hie thee to Jesu's breast : Happy beneath His wing. Thy gayest carol sing. Rest, spirit, rest ! In Eden thou'lt be blest ; Mind no griefs of the way. But often calmly pray. Rest, spirit, rest! No loss should thee molest ; No woe can thee betide, Thy Brother is thy guide. THE G0N8UMPTIVE. 339 Eesfc, spirit, rest ! Brother knows what is best ; List not to griefs of Time, But hearken to Faith's chime. Rest, spirit, rest! In Jesu fully blest ; Angels around thee soar, ! canst thou ask for more? Best, spirit, rest! Mourn no more for the Blest; With them thou soon wilt rest, Wake with them on Christ's breast. Scene VH. {Edgar, ivriting :) I AM GLAD THAT I HAVE LOVED THEE,* Though my bride thou maj'st not be ; For I am more like angels pure. Love, since I have been with thee. E'en in Eden 'twould be lonely If I had no spirit- wife; And my star thou'lt be hereafter. As thou long hast been in life. . And thine eye will beam the brighter When thou standest by Grod's Throne, To think thou hast soothed weary heart With thy love's peace-giving tone ; * Song to air of " Had I never, never known thee." 340 TEE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. With thy holy faith hast lighted. Heavy feet that sought the tomb ; In a heart of earth hast planted Flowers of immortal bloom. I am glad I made thee love me, In the spring-time of thy life, And before another wooed thee. Won thee for my spirit wife. They will tell thee I have left thee, But thy sweet faith will reply, I see fair forms ye cannot see. And around me now they fly. Amy. — I have been waiting long to let thee end Thy note, and as reward for silence so Unusual, request to read what thou Hast written. Edgar. — So thou shalt ; but not quite yet. A. When then ? E. My darling, I must go out on A long, long voyage ; but be sure I shall Come back to take thee to a home that will Be granted me by my Best Friend, and which I shall delight to deck with all that most Pleaseth thine eyes. And if thou hast with thee Another friend, he for thy sake shall have The "mausion" Christ will Jet me deck for thee. A. Now thou wilt preach. I don't like that. Grood-bye. E. Wait but a moment. Thou knowest I wrote To Trinity for books and box that I THE CONSUMPTIVE. 341 Left with my chum. To-day a letter came Announcing he had gone on a long trip. I wrote to Sam Eulee, when he came that Back he must send them all to thee. Letters, And lock of hair tied with white ribbon thou Wilt burn. Cuff-buttons and such trinkets as A man may have, thou'lt keep. They will, at least, Be bright as the dried flowers thou spendest so Much time upon. A. I wish thou couldst go ride With me ; then thou wouldst not be quite so blue. E. Pity me that I can't ; and when thou dost Eein in thy horse to rest, write me thy thoughts. Edgar (alone). Oh, it is hard to loye as I and have To play the brother and mere friend ! Selfish I dare not be ; nor would I try to win Her vows. No ! It is hard to love and give No sign ; but harder yet 'twould be to see Her suffer for my sake. Besides, a ward Would but meanly repay a guardian For all his kindness to an invalid By wrecking his child's happiness. Instead, I'll write for her each bright and cheering thought I have of the Hereafter. What if she Should miss and long for me too much ? My God, In my calm hours I am not selfish to Desire she should : but sometimes jealousy Consumes my heart, as doth disease my lungs. I shall collect my songs, and tie them up For her to read and sing when I am deaf. 34:2 TEE GLOUD OF WITNESSES. I. MAIDEN ON EARTH, LOVE IN" HEAVEN. "Weary, weary, weary, And tremblingly alone, Sighing for sympathy, Moan answering a moan," Crieth the one that on earth may not be blest, As she thinketh of her dead mate and his unbroken rest. "Happy, happy, happy, Aye chanting a sweet song, Christ's voice the symphony, While throng answereth throng," Shouteth the one who hath first obtained his rest, The while he thinketh joyously he lives but to be blest. " Forgotten, forgotten, Quite alone, quite alone. And loathing living men Since Death hath claimed mine own," Shrieketh the one who hath buried her dead Dove, As she thinketh envyingly of rest he hath above. "Thinking, thinking, thinking, Of the home of mv birth ; For, therein is sinking In grief the loved of earth," Singe th the true one that hath come from the sky. That he may cheer away the tear from mortal maid- en's eye. TEE CONSUMPTIVE. 343 " Blessed, blessed, blessed ! We are now together ; Both, living and both dead, Joying in each other," Chant oft the hearts there lies no veil between ; Happier, far happier than some loves of earth, I ween. II, COERUPTIBLE AND INCORRUPTIBLE. Ye who feed on things of earth, Tremblingly await the dearth That must come to all who feed On meats which corruption breed. Woman, see your idol now At another's footstool bow ! Turn away hot tears to shed O'er a passion scorned and dead. I? My lover cannot die, Nor can his change cause a sigh ; No ! the eyes that beamed for him Ne'er for his change tears will dim. On immortal fruits he feeds ; Angel-hands supply his needs ; Drinks he of the crystal streams And lies down to pleasant dreams. He who eats " the bread of Life " Claims me for his spirit- wife ; My heart in reality Shares his immortalitv. 344 THE GLOUD OF WITNESSES III. I AM WITH THEE, DEAREST, Am ever by thy side ; Weep not, sweetest maiden, Thinking I have died. Each breeze that fans thy cheek, Doth wave my rainbow wings ; Songs in dreams thou hearest, Are tliose my freed soul sings. The though ts, that often hush Thy sad sighs of unrest, Are whispered in thy ear By him thou lovest best. God's life to it given, My love can never die; It was not touched by Death — Translated to the sky. IV. EVEKT DEEAM OF BLISS THAT BKIGHTESTS Grioomy girlhood's wild romance, "Will eternal joys enhance When kind death our bodies lightens Of this heavy load of clay. All pure visions Time hath wrecked. All our spirits now project, Make pictures in the realpis of Day. Like the mirage of the sea Steadfast on horizon clear, Though I'm tossed and shipwreck fear. All my dreams Death keeps for me. THE CONSUMPTIVE. 345 TELL ME WHERE.* WhEEE, TELL ME WHERE IS MY LOST LOVER ROVIISTG ? Where dwells the heart that so long was iny home ? ! doth he now to an angel-maiden sing ? How can he will so far from me to roam? Where, where is he, Who once loved me ? Dreams of the past, can ye so quickly vanish ? Fadeth hope so soon into nothingness ? Can lover in Eden from his heart banish The maiden who on earth his life did bless ? Where, where is he, Who hath left me? Often below is he my footsteps tending, Guarding my path wherever I may roam ; Often over me an old Friend is bending; Favored my heart, God's and a Spirit home ! Here, here is he. Who tendetn me. Buds of the earth have blossomed Eden's flowers ; Human love above beameth as the sun ; Pure souls who wander in the sapphire bowers, Have changed pale hope for bright fruition. Here, here is he, Who n^'er left me. * Air. — " Where, where is h.e? " 346 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. VI. I LOVED THEE, DEAR FRIE]S"D OF MT HEART Aye, sweet, I loved thee dearly ! "We did not meet — only to part On earth so very early ; Nor life, nor death can sever The hearts then bound together. Our days together were but few — A foretaste of the future — When we in heaven shall renew Thoughts that now my heart allure To sigh for thee — thee only ; When I am sad and lonely. Edgar, ray first, my angel love, Our hearts are bound together ; Though I'm on earth and thou above, Our souls are one forever. My heart doth teach me truly Thou never can'st forget me. They think that thou hast gone away And left me very lonely : But they know not that night and day Thou art forever with me ; And death will only let me see The form of him who dwells with me. THE CONSUMPTIVE. 347 VII. Now ETERNAL DAY IS BREAKING * Through the clouds that float above, Angels from their bosoms shaking Blossoms of unfathomed love. And the dewy tears of sorrow Shrink before the coming sun Gf the ever-bright'ning morrow That hath joyously begun. Bright hopes awaking from their sleep, Merrily begin to sing; The hearts, whose wont it is to weep Tributes of thankfulness now bring. And no more our soul will shrink From dark evening's shade ; Grief's dim night is but the link Gf Earth and Heaven God made. In the darkness we will learn The songs the angels sing; While the stars of evening burn, Gur hearts will offerings bring— The sacrifice of love, To Him who reigns above ! Grief's night waits a bright to-morrow, When the love of Christ will shine ; Darkened minds ere long will borrow Jesu's righteousness divine. * Air : " Day again is gently breaking." 348 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Binding the Cross upon each breast, Fear we not the night of grief; Already glimmers in the East Prophet-ray of our release. One by one our friends have left us, Sighing in the darkness drear; Hark! now celestial matins gush Through thickest gloom our hearts to cheer. No more we fear the phantoms That in the darkness glide ; For we know each grief that comes A dear Saint walks beside ; Hark ! on the night air's stillness Breaks music from above. While the Paraclete doth bless The hearts that ever love On earth to walk beside The Saints* and Crucified. {Amy enters.) E. What ! Hast returned so soon ? A. I thought that I Had left thee long alone. E. But thou didst not Leave me at all. The spirit has tv/o pairs Of eyes. Where is my poem ? Thanks. A. Thou canst Not read it ; Edgar, Jr., restive was. {8116 reads ;) I REINED MY HOESE IN ON" A GREEN HILLSIDE ; Two halves of brook, divided by the road, * See note on p. THE C0N8UMPTTVE. 349 Each to the other love songs did confide; In the o'erhanging trees sweet birds abode ; The waving fields of barley and of wheat Danced merrily — their grace the music beat. The setting sun by fate had been constrained To introduce his love — the Day — to Night : With jealous pangs his dying heart was pained, And he resolved to look so very bright That with his rival she would scorn to wed, Perchance she might prefer death with the dead. Had my Love wooed me with such jealous fire, Like Hindoo widow I had shared his pyre. E. Thanks, Amy, for the pretty sonnet. But I do not like the closing reference. vVhat fiends of selfishness were Hindoos, who Could calmly die knowing their wives must burn Upon their pyre ! A. "Wouldst thou not like a wife To show such love for thee ? E. A thousand no's ! Besides, suttee originated* in Device of cruel husbands to secure Themselves from poison-drinks made by their wives ; But it became a fashion, and was thought Commendable. Far from a noble man Be the desire — though natural — to have A woman's life consumed by vain desire To follow him through death. But I should like One who loved me to follow me in Christ * Scholars say Suttee originated in the mistake of a letter. 350 THE GLOUB OF WITNESSES. And let imagination soar where'er The Spirits roam on blest Hadean shore. They aee There! All There so happy, so blest! My parents, brothers, and Jesus are there; The friends whom I' love are not lost in space, Not lost in the boundless realms of my God ; Not mingling with strangers from spheres afar, Like butterflies lost in a garden of Flowers, where none could find the ones whom they sought. Oh no ! Like those who on Thanksgiving Day Assemble at home, together they dwell. Living to rival each other in love. Companions who went are waiting for me, Wishing to teach me the lore they have gained, I have hastened my studies, learning each day Something of interest to keep for them. A. This is thy faith? Joy inexpressible Thus teaching, thus taught ! Impatient art thou To throw off the flesh that hides them from thee ? Why dost thou sigh ? Tell- me some more of this. E. Abraham, Ruth, Ezekiel I'll know ; Job and Elijah will be friends, of mine ; David will sing me the songs I love most; Isaiah will thrill the celestial hosts; Saints Peter and John often will talk of The scenes in Christ's life I knew not before. A. Adam and Eve of Eden will tell me. And I shall confess I am glad they ate Of the fruit forbidden that I might be THE CONSUMPTIVE. 351 Spared a temptation so pressing. I shall Tell them I should rather be one of their seed Than an angel created without sin By Grod ; for none but sinners repentant Call Jehoyah their Brother and Saviour. A crucified Lord's worth ages of bliss, More than high honors the archangels' know; Althougii the fair crowns they wear we can't win. Pure are they ? I am cleaner by far. Bathed in the Blood of Omnipotent Love. E. Herschel and Newton kindly will show me New laws of Nature pre\ ailing above. Lyell* and Hitchcock, Bacon and Miller Will lecture on studies that I love best On earth. A. Dear Keble, Milton, and Herbert, The Brownings, Wordsworth, Tennyson, Coleridge E'en there our dearest companions will be. Oh, to be one of that glorious band— 'J'lie blest Spirits of Poets departed! E. Yes. Some hymn now to millions awaiting Full bliss when from Paradise fair they may Pass up to the Sphere around which revolve All suns with their grand, obedient worlds. A. Cranmer, Bede, Taylor, and Wilson will bear Their palms in glad hands. Ah ! if but from each I may pluck a small leaf I'll prize it more Than worldling her jewels ! Edgar, how long * I know nothing of Prof. Lyell's claims to saintship ; but presume they are as good as Bacon's. The persons whose names are given, were those who gave me most pleasure when the foregoing were written. 352 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. In Infants' Department on earth must I Wait ere my longed-for promotion will come, And I may enter the High School of Grod ? E. Already most of my chosen are there ; Formed are classes of which I would be one ; And yet am I too content here to wait Because — ( Voice stifled.) A. Oh ! is it strange that I should wish To go hence ere long when thou wilt be with My teachers and classmates, the last conrse to Begin ? Scene VIII. — Six months later. {Amy luith Edgar's desh and box, reads the S07igs he left and this note :) Darling, thy father promised me I should Be buried in thy bed of roses, but ^o mound is to deface it. Only A simple cross will mark the spot, and vine Can climb and half-hide that. As long as thou Eememberest, my resting-place will not Neglected be: and if thou shouldst forget Me God will take care of my dust. But if Thou shouldst live, die unwed, it is my wish My ashes may be scattered in thy grave That out of my remains may grov/ the flowers I should have tended for thee had I lived. Thy Lover. {After long weeping and silejice she ex-' claims :) Why did I not before dare open this ? THE CONSUMPTIVE. 353 His sudden death gave me no chance to tell Him how I loyed and love ; for true love hath No past. Now I can write again ; for I Must only wait until my lover comes For me, and writing will help pass the time, I PUT MT WEDDI^^TG-RIKG Upon my trembling hand — Token my heart doth cling To thee confidingly. In the blest Spirit Land Our love-bound souls will be As one immortally. Ah ! with brain-scorching pain I saw thy manhood lain In the cold, clammy ground ; I heard the crushing sound Of " ashes to ashes, dust to dust." I should have died had not God been my trust, I knew that He ne'er giveth stroke in vain, And would reward me doubly for my pain ; He having hidden thee awhile from me. Would give thee back to me eternally. But this calm peace I could not always keep ; Over a phantom-fear I oft would weep. I heard thee speak of one thou deemedst fair. And oft she stared at me with triumph's glare. For a long time I could not courage gain To meet this dark, weird spectre of my brain ; And thus it gathered strength and daily grew To vampire's size, and round me nightly flew 354 THE GLOUD OF WITNESSES. Whene'er 1 would from the world steal away To talk awhile with my dear Oue, and pray. When more suspense I felt I could not bear. It was perhaps my zeal, perhaps despair. Which made my aching heart dare burst its gyve, And with my base fears like a woman strive. And then I dared thy shroud away to tear To see whose image was deep-graven there — It was mine own ! Oh Love, we need not part ! I can live now ; for I can talk with thee, And not be banned by spectre I may see — Before I had been dumb in jealousy. My pulses then did joy tumultuously To find enshrined my homely semblance there — Dearer than hers — if it is not as fair. I lay down then — my heart and thine together; Hearts are not true that any fear can sever — And olden memories did swiftly throng To the first evening that I heard thy song. Once I thought I had wooed thee back to life And was the strong man's happy little wife; I quite forgot thy bride's veil was thy shroud. Alas ! My mortal pulses beat so loud In new-found bliss with which my soul was fraught — Such joy as in my wild teens thou hadst taught— They wakened me to the full sense of one Who feels she is immured; like, perjured nun Who shrieks in convent- wall, I quail To hear the beat of my excited heart, That I in lone despair had thought Another spirit's melancholy wail. THE CONSUMPTIVE. 355 Too long I did not dare to stay with thee For fear my wretchedness would madden me j But soothingly my Saviour His Hand laid Upon my woe : " ' 'Tis I ; be not afraid j ' In Paradise thou'lt see A blessing great in this black agony ; For, know I work but for Eternity." That what God said was very true I feel. And I am sure He will more kindly deal With me than I did with myself; for when I had a chance of happiness — ah, then ! I cast thy love aside Ere I my heart descried. And men can seldom know What subtle love lies low, Concealed with matchless art In woman's haughty heart. Thou in the Spirit-Land My heart wilt understand ; And let it now — it is quite worn out — rest On hope of meeting thee on Jesu's breast. I put the wedding-ring on my cold hand, So thou wilt know me when the Risen stand Around Christ, a rejoicing band. Thou seest me now ! Thy holy eyes are bright With their dear, old love-light To think that I have given myself to thee Thy bride for aye to be. Unseen, but ever near. Thou art my guardian here ; Whether reality or fantasy, It matters not ; apart we cannot be. 356 THE GLOUD OF WITNESSES. I CARE IsTOT FOR THE SMILES OF EARTH A Spirit smiles on me, I care not for the pride of birth ; A Spirit serveth me, And serveth loyally. I would not mingle with the gay, Nor share the joys of youth : I would not live again life's May, Thank Grod that it is o'er ! I have but few years more. I would not be the ball-room belle Man's homage to receive ; A Spirit in my heart doth dwell That's bliss enough for me : What greater could there be ? I care not for false praise like man's ; A Spirit loveth me. I do not prize Earth's bridal banns : A Spirit weddeth me, Weds for Eternity. I would not have the flowers of Earth In a chaplet woven ; For they speak of the scenes of mirth I have long forsaken— I wait till the dead waken. I do not want the sparkling gems That happy maidens wear ; I care not for Earth's diadems ; I wait the ransomed's crown, A crown that hides no thorn. TEE CONSUMPTIVE. 357 Scene IX. {Amy is loohing at a miniature of Edgar^ Oh ! MT HEAD IS BUKIflllirG And throbbing fast with pain, For my eyes are turning To picture that has lain Before me — but not gazed upon For fear my tears should fall thereon. Eyes of ocean's blue, Soft hair of dark brown hue E^o longer in this frame Shall mock me tauntingly. This painted one is not the same That in the clouds I see. Unlike the pictures seem ; These eyes with grief shaded, Those beam with joyful theme. Golden tint hath faded That hovered o'er the real hair — But still I see a halo there ; In my dreams brighter now It floats round spirit-brow And casts a beam on me That I hail gratefully. Look up ! My love is still most fair — But truest portrait floats in air. {Amy lays aside tke id i mature and sits doivn hy her musir-bnx.) I DRAW MT CHAIR CLOSE TO THEE, GENTLE FRIEN'D, That thou may'st play and soothe the troubled waves 358 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. "Which dash so heavily against my heart, That ere long they must cease, or the frail bark Will be wrecked on the shore of agony, Nor ever sail again on life's rough sea. Or dance with playful glee upon the waves When they give back the bright sun's glowing kiss In answering smiles. Friend, play my favorite. And long-hushed echoes will resound within The darkest cavei-ns of my heavy heart. Hung with the stalactites of joys which were Too beautiful .to fade as flowers of Earth, And so Death touched them not ; but scornfully Time smiled at his unwonted tenderness. And laid on them his icy hand and went Away. His work was done ; he cannot touch Them more, and thus they hang as beautiful As brightest flowers of earth, immortal as The girlish heart which time has petrified, Immortalized. The pride of womanhood Yields to the memory of girlhood's hours. And some weak tears begin to fall, although The dread of woman's scorn will let them come But stealthily and at long intervals : Yet still they fall. Again I am a girl, A happy one, and dreams of olden times Mingle with thy sweet tones as breath of flowers With the glad songs of birds that build their nests Beneath the flow'rets' smile. What ! so soon hiished ! THE CONSUMPTIVE 35U Nay, gentle friend, thou art not kind to soothe Me into drciinis, and then abruptly cease Thy lullaby. Alas ! my trifling skill Cannot arrange the springs that harmonize With air of Earth, and so I leave thy side, Thou faithless one ! And leave without a sigh ; Long have I known that thou art all of Earth. Deluded Fancy, now go back where thou Art wont to dwell : each moment helps to form The stalactites that will adorn the halls Of immortality. Gruide well the hours, That no unseemly ornaments deface The heart where angels are expected guests. ****** How OFTEN" DO I LONG TO LIE By Edgar's side In the cold ground ! The wintry winds that round him fly My laughter chide : His winding-sheet wraps me around. Now my life-blood hath lost its heat ; A clay- cold hand is on my heart ; It cannot beat. I died on that bright Summer day That Edgar felt Death's poisoned dart. Ah ! he and I together in the coffin lay ; Together joined the phantom-band. And all my life I'll bear Death's brand. Edgar and I rode side by side in the black hearse ; I did not live to realize the primal curse 360 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Till earth fell ou bis coffin-lid — on his alone ; Then I knew all, but did not mourn. But I arose, to learn the woe That the dead-living know. For many days I did as those who walk in sleep, Who have most horrid dreams, but have no power to weep, And cannot ope their lips to shriek or mourn. And know not whether they have passed life's bourne ; Whether they live on earth, or dream below : Such for a while my silent woe. On happy nights I dreamed that my heart broke, I finding unexpected rest from cruel yoke Of fierce despair. One day I wandered forth, not caring where; I stumbled o'er his grave, and then awoke. . Oh, that I could again have slept, Or into Edgar's coffin crept ! For any horrid dreams are bliss If they are but compared to this. Long time I lay with burning head O'er his heart now so cold and dead. Prom my bosom I drew a lock of hair, And thoughl; of that I had not kept. Must worms sport where My fingers had played Ere death over him crept ? Had his beauty decayed ? Was there no power on earth. to save From a loathsome, hideous grave ? THE CONSUMPTIVE. 361 Dead lips I kissed the prey of a worm ! I shuddered till my limp nerves grew firm Then I got up and went away To laugh and talk with other men ; But I knew ne'er to live again. All real things unreal seem ; And I live but when I can dream. Sun, moon, and stars are buried in a tomb. And midnight-darkness wraps the earth in gloom. But I will laugh, and dance, and sing, and play As well as any madman may. SOOI^ Ilf GLAD PEOCESSIOIJ- WE Shall climb the celestial heights Our great Father's face to see. How many glorious sights Hath Heaven reserved for me ! Soon I am coming. Darling, And I hope that I may bring The sad memories of earth That will lasting joys en girth. Safe then in our home above, List'ning to thy words of love. Thee I shall remind of times "When on earth thou calledst me cold. Our hearts will play blissful chimes Of remembrances of old. The WAT IS vert long ; The road is rough and dark. 362 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. And him, whose arm was strong To hold my weakness up My God hath shut within the ark, And I am left alone To drain life's bitter cup. No, not alone ; there is no moan To which Christ's ear is deaf: His arm is ne'er " too short to save." He never would have sent this grief But for the strange " need be " That Love must bend above a grave To learn its immortality. Yes; Love and Death my path must cross That I may learn by earthly loss To value joys of the safe Land ; And when is given sweet command To him I ever love, " Go, bring her spirit now above," I'll feel how sweet A thing it is to lie Quietly down to die — How joyous 'tis to greet Through all Eternity Love that no more may flee Away from me ! Bitter tlie tears this night I shed Thinking my lover with the dead — Oh, vain absurdity ! For, I . Know Christians do not die ; Their bodies wait 'neath coffin-lid; But I am sure their life is hid Only from our flesh -shrouded eyes Away, away all selfish woe ! THE CONSUMPTIVE. 363 I would not draw liim from the skies To share my life below. No : rather let him draw me hence From foolish pleasures, joys of sense, To share with him bejond the sky The life and love that cannot die. (Amy after in vain tryi7ig to look at a hook of engravings^ lays it down and writes :) Like watee a hard eock, sad regeet Wears away heart that all glee doth fret. Beauty and joy and love are but one ; Alas! alas! I Avith all have done. All joy but remindeth me of him So even my joy is blurred and dim. With his eyes chiefly I saw earth bright And his eyes now are fast-closed in night. Closed ? His eyes closed ! Never ! No, never ! Brighter than stars are they forevei:, God grant me the faith to know that they Who worship Him are happy alvvay! Earthly bliss I will think of no more; Only will strive to love and adore The Lord of all Who died on the Cross And blest in Him no more feel my loss. Scene X. {Amy's soliloquy in early mmming.) My room ! Ah! these are pleasant words to me. In Summer it is cool and dainty place — 1 364 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Sweet flowers and matting that reflects the light And shadows dim artistically quite ; Curtains like snow-drifts, making me feel cool. (The Winter ones more comfortable are ; They have lost tint, ashes of roses once : Now, like my life, they're richest when the light Comes from within and tells a fireside tale.) When I have been a long time sufieriug, And the pain passes languidly away, I ope my eyes that they may fall upon Some pleasant thought. I turn them now first to The dark-brown cross whose base by lichens hid Upon a fungus-bracket stands ; lichens And fungi draw their being from decay ; 'Tis well the cross should seem to grow from them. Upon it hangs a crov/n of thorns, torn from A wild sweetbrier ; the cross within my heart Bears a like crown^ — better that thorns should stay Than roses never bloom. Beneath this sad And fitting symbol hangs a wreath of green ; Within it sits a girl fresh as a breeze Just blowing from the woods; pictures like this I love as some their children love. ***** Between The two is scene at sea; if I could sketch • I should paint fiends in the black waves that bear Their human freight into the hungry depths ; And where the dark cloud breaks in light I'd paint THE CONSUMPTIVE. 365 Angels who willingly would hurry out And in with rescued souls : the ship I should Engulf — all save two spars, and they should form. A cross. And next upon my washstand is Bohemian glass, like my life, dark or bright According to the light. One temple throbs So painfully I turn to let it rest ; The other must throb some while I feed on More types of inner life. And now I see The snowy angel that aye looks at me. Ah, if I could but see the form that it Prefigures here ! 'Tis a slim wire that holds It back from spreading its white wings upon My breast ; a slighter thread of life may hold Me from its archetype. My liead aches more ;. I turn and gaze upon a painted cross. From which strange hands tear rudely down the Lord Of Life: the Master did not rest upon Nor glory in his Cross : shall I in mine ? When His became a bed for sleep then He Was taken down and laid away in dark And chilling solitude. Did He rest there? Oh no ! But, self-forgetful, went to give Comfort and certain hope to shadowed souls. Would I could do in my low sphere as He In higher one ! Both skies and lake are blue. 366 THE GLOUD OF WITNESSES. A moulded head of the meek Virgin in A gilded case is commentary on A phase of man's depravity. Casket Of papier mache, in brilliant flowers, Not fragrant like the ones that fade — ah me ! No more holds ornament for neck or wrist; My jewels now are other things than these. A corn-husk basket filled with amber smoke * And flowers holds red grosbeak; but for such things I care not much in days like these. Upon My dressing-table stand some fragile toys Dainty in blue and gilt ; the bottles now Are redolent of memories. A friend Crotcheted white cover of a cushion blue. Pair Innocence, a dead joy folded to Her breast, keeps ward o'er all. A dying plant 'Mid living mistletoe droops from a shell Of nacre, o'er a cross of Autumn leaves. Yet sunbeams fall on immortelles as well. But o'er my mantlepiece are my best things. ***** A St. John with his cross is on the right, And on the left the face that I love best. Ah ! meaningly below this I have placed (Dearest of all my pretty things) a Head Of Christ cut clear in marble cold and calm. Oft have I kissed the lips and brow ! How oft Have held it in the moonlight till I dared * From the smoke-tree. THE CONSUMPTIVE. 36Y To scorn the eighteen hundred years that held Me from His sepulchre. I know that He, Who made the clouds and stars to whisper of His love, smiles on a fancy that can make Of weary woman child well pleased. One cares Not if I love a face that looks like him, Nor does deride to see my trembling lip Held to a brow like his ; nor does my Lord Count as idolatry a love for bust Which is as pure as a babe's dream. Scene XL Barrar. — Recallest thou the night that we flew round The earth after we had seen Amy at Her lover's grave ? And how at certain spot We saw the brilliant stars that form a cross ? Zulee. — Aye ; and thou left'st me with the wise intent To visit constellation so superb. B. But thy heart was too full of sympathy For Amy to permit thee to leave her; And I have sought thee now to hear about Thy ward. Z. Wouldst like to visit her ? B. At once. {Amy^s room.) She is not here ; but there is something thou Canst see. In her affliction she has read Naught but her Bible, Prayer Book, Christian Year, Siicra Privata and Harbauirli's three hooks 368 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. About our world. Whilst reading in tlie last, Thoughts sometimes come in a poetic guise, And then she writes them down and quaintly calls Them Harbaugh's children, for she says, she knows Not which ideas are her own, which his. Here are the scraps still lying in her books. harbaugh's children. I. I THOUGHT MT LoVE'S LIEE THE SWEETEST That I had ever known ; There is no music left on earth Sweet as his who hath flown. His heart was but the instrument On which Grod's Spirit played ; I should the glory give to Him Who its sweet music made. n. If I MAT AWAKE WITH ThEE I shall go to sleep in pain. Knowing that there is for me In the skies immortal gain. " Not a straw " care I for all Griefs and troubles that may be ; Faster, thicker let them fall — Sooner of them I'll be free. III. Ah ! " 2>J"0 MAIf CAN" SEE GOD AlffD LIVE ; " No : surely I should try to die. THE OONSUMPTIVE. 369 Could I but clasp Him by the knees I'd pray Him not to mount the sky Until my spirit He would ease Of its sad weight of sinful clay, And bear me to an endless day. IV. 'TiS IsTOT A CKOWN^ OP EARTH For which 1 often sigh ; 'Tis not in search of mirth I strain my longing eye. The honor that I crave Is more than golden crown — ■ A passage through the grave At Christ's feet to sit down. Gladly, heart, thou wilt beat If but permission's mine To sit at Jesu's feet', Mary of Home Divine. V. Fair " castles ie the air " I am always build- ing; And ever since I was a very little child 'Twas my wont to build them, then to watch them falling — What a foolish, foolish child thus to be beguiled ! Yet now I build them more beautiful than ever, Though founded on the earth unto Heaven reaching. Now they can fall to the. sad earth never, never ! For hopes that they are built on hath God been teaching. 3Y0 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. VI. I SHALL GEOW LIKE WHAT I LOVE J Eatlier, set my heart above Sloth and crime and low desire ; Yearly raise my standard higher. Let me daily think of Thee Till with Thee I " one " may be. Highest love and purity Perfect is, God, but in Thee. VII. I PEATED TO G-OD THAT He WOULD BLESS The one I think of most, Believed that he would grant my prayer — Faith was my girlish boast. My Bible then I oped to see Whom God considers blest ; With qiiiv'ring eyelids I perceived That they are those at rest. Now I know Christ heard my request Since He has blest my Love ; No more on earth He needs my prayer Answered in full above. VIII. I WOULD THAT I COULD ADD •' THE WIDOW's MITE " TJnto the bliss of God ! How gladly would I battle for the Eight Could I but know my Lord Is looking on, is waiting at the goal To crown me with Truth's crown. And He is looking on ; rouse thee, my soul ! Tliy Maker hath come down THE CONSUMPTIVE. 37] From His high Throne to watch thy war with sin ; Angels on Him attend, Eegarding thee to see if thou canst win The title of " God's friend." Scene XII. {Amy alone.) When life seems dark and only death is what I crave, Why can't I die? Death, are you deaf? {She writes :) Why Death takes the fairest. Hasten to come for me, Darling ! I want to hear the angels sing, Jesus knows that I am lonely ; He knows T have loved thee only ; Tell Him I }nne and sigh for home ; Tell Him that joy to me is foam Of fathomless and bitter sea Of never-ceasing misery. How can we part ? We who are one ? Joys and loves of life abandon The worn-out life that waits for thee, Why com'st thou so lingeringly ? Canst forget that I am waiting ? Why eternal bliss belating, Doth slow Death tarry on the way? Ah! Is my heart too weak a prey To excite his love of conquest ? Bright are the flowers upon his breast; Will he never a sere one cull ? Alas I my eyes are fir too dull ; 372 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. My set smile is too sad for him, Or too much like his visage grim. He will have eyes that are brightest, And the hearts that are the lightest ; He will happiest lives make dim ; Ah ! Too much have I courted him. Life's burdens I will learn to bear, Again will dance like maidens fair ; While my dumb heart breaks I will smile, And strive with zest youths to beguile. Then to the soul that shrinks in dread At his light, rapid, sudden tread He will come and lay his hand, Adding another to the band Of shrinking and reluctant dead, !N'or mind those who would go instead. Cease, poor heart, such vain repinings ; For grief and death the Saviour brings. He dims eyes that are the brightest. And stills hearts that are the lightest, Hushes the gayest laughs of earth Not because HE's foe to mirth : Spirits that know least repining. Hearts that need the least refining From desolating pangs to save Buries He in an early grave : Because they are by far too fair For proud, vain wealth's corroding care ; Too pure for earth to pain and blight With spectre-griefs of sorrow's night, With tears I'estrained, that burn the brain, With hidden sins that leave a stain THE OONSUMP.TIVE. 373 Which would soon soil their beauty bright, And so impede their upward flight. Saviour, now my heart can thank Thee. Well I know, above awaits me Sunshine of my love's to-morrow; Faith shall now its brightness borrow. The sins of earth can never touch One whom I love, perhaps, too much. I first liked him for the beauty Of his noble life of duty : I know he is awaiting me In his immortal purity. Scene XIII. "Merry, merry Christmas," the children cry As the young madcaps -rush merrily by ; And as we echo all their kind wishes We're almost smothered with gifts and kisses. Awhile I share in the general joy, Expressing delight at book and at toy. The bright eyes dazzle my sight for a while And faded away is Ms phantom-smile; Merry childhood's sweet laugh so stuns my ear For a time his low voice I do not hear. A sad face, Christmas is very treason ; An aching heart by no means a reason Why I should be like an envious cloud Any one's pittance of light to enshroud. So I steal ;iway to my quiet room That quite alone T may think of the gloom 3Y4 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. With which the last Christmas hovered o'er him : And — shall I confess it ? — my eyes are dim. * ^ ^ * ^ Foe thy soothing peesence I, wearied, am longing, As though 'twere defense From worldly thoughts, thronging My busy woman's brain To shut out woman's pain. ^ ^i ^ ^ ^ Will not thy earth-freed spirit tend The lonely vigils of the one Who never had another friend To undo what the world had done? Why I LOisTG foe Death. Thou, Grod, hast given all that I could ask, As happy flowers in the bright saushine bask, So have I in Tliy /goodness manifold; In looking back upon my life I find The glow of health, the privilege of wealth, The educated mind all granted me By Thy kind care : few blessings earth can give Of which I say, I know tliem not ; and all Thy benisous to Thee doth bind. But like The Californian gold, these gifts were found In mud or dust which ever to them clings, For in my heart the sad plague-spot of sin Is base alloy to whate'er may be near. How often in my childhood have I ground My teeth in agony, tormented by The Devil's power that scathed my wilful heart THE CONSUMPTIVE. 375 Ere I had Jearned Whose grace can conquer guilt. And even now so much my spirit hates All that is hideous, I writhe beneath The pressure of inwoven sin until I long to lay my wearied head down on The clay-cold pillow of the sinless grave. Ah! "Earth to earth" is the glad, welcome sound Proclaiming earth's sins are no more. Dead! Dead! The falling of the clods oft sings the sufferer Now rests forevermore ; the warrior Lays down his arms triumphantly and wears Wreath of the conqueror, while unstained flowers Of purity now grace the Eansomed's sleep. Tears are without the coffin-lid, a smile Within that God and angels see. Alas! Great troubles must befall novitiates Of Heaven. Tiiere's one whose purest pleasure dates From the black hour when in the agony Of severing heart-strings, first was given A glimpse beyond the clouds of earth into The purer blue where the loved spirit's eyes Were lingeringly watching the frail girl, Who to his cold corpse clung as if she thought A lover's heart could ever stay beneath The hands that answered not her trembling touch. Ah, foolish girl! Love's immortality Is thine : thou gavest heart of sin and care For one of purity and peace, a form Of clay for one of seraph-beauty. Guard Most jealously for him thou lov'st thy fresh, 3Y6 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Sweet purity. Thy weary sighs but hush And thou wilt hear the voice so dear Minghng with song of cherubim and seraphim. I. Ah, mt heakt is dkeary, dreary! And I — I am so weary, weary ! All without is gloomy and chill ; My chamber is cold although I am ill. Filled with cold air and furniture dumb; There's no living thing to me will come. Even my dear canary hath fled. And my gay little kitten is dead. These immortelles but mock the frail flowers That brightened the Summer's fleeting hours. This Ma-eath of fast-fading Autumn leaves Throws shadows over the heart that grieves, Like it, for joys all crumpled and torn. Leaving it its longer life to mourn. This cross bids me remember that all The griefs that my darkened life befall Are needful to purge my heart of dross — Sad comfort this, oh, my mournful cross ! For more than all, I weary of sin, Of evil that lurks my heart within. My God, 'tis a bitter cross to bear The weight of life till its "wear and tear" Will close the scene of trouble and sin. And none be better that I have been. II. Oh Father, ope Heaven to take me in ! Pray, leave me here no longer to sin ! THE CONSUMPTIVE. 37Y I shall never do anything for Thee But praise Thee in Eternity. Father, Thou seest the tears that flow Swiftly, yet cannot wash out my woe. Dost Thou not pity Thy desolate child ? Take me before I be more defiled To the land of rest where I " would be." Father, I want Paradise to see ; I wish to exchange cold hearts of earth For friendships of angelical birth ; I want to go where I cannot sin — To dwell where my Friend so long hath been. Father, may not I soon suffer all The troubles and sins that must befall My lonely heart in its guilt-stained life ? Swifter the arrows shorter the strife ; The sensitive hearts the soonest break ; The heads that with pain oftenest ache Will soonest on Jesu's breast awake. Feb. 13. Now, Father, I am ashamed of this Impatience to taste of heavenly bliss. Why should I mourn for joys Angel hath When my life may have an aftermath? Ofttimes a tone of melody Falls on my ear ; He is not here. So discord strangles harmony. The sounding of the churchyard spade Is symphony Of misery 378 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. That my poor heart hath ever made j In vain earth's sweetest melody Since my love died, "Went where I may not yet abide. ***** I SEE A SIGHT YOU CA]Sr]srOT SEE : O'er the dark vale there streams for me The light of trailing garments left By those of whom I am bereft. Death's River I fear not to cross ; O'er its rough stones there grows a moss Which joys decayed have spread for me. That my worn feet may not be torn "When I shall leave woes life has borne. I see upon the other shore Those I love best and many more; They beckon me to cross to them And in his hand one holds a gem. I know it, 'tis the love I scorned When to cold pride my heart I pawned : He has redeemed what I thought lost To give to me when I liave crossed. His well-known tones cry, " Darling, haste ! Our future home with flowers I've graced; The Saviour here will turn to wine The cup of gall which now is thine ; I am at Grod's high court thy friend And often plead with Him to send Some blessing to my favored one. I know that when thy work is done I may pluck flowers that Christ will give To crown thee when he bids thee, ' Live.' I THE CONSUMPTIVE. 879 Take heart aud work fast while thou raay'st; More gems wilt win if long thon stay'st. Didst thou e'er think tears thou hast shed Will gleam like gems when thou art dead ? Scene XIV. {Several years have passed since Edgar's death, and A7ny has left home and tried to banish her life-long sorrow hy change of scene, and subsequently by writing ; the folloioing shows with what success a luoman cultivates for- getfulness :) Amy. — Still again ! These teaes again ! I had thought they all were dried ; That I, like other women Could soon banish when I tried The strange, phantom-like power Of my past life's sweetest hour. Darling ! my darling one ! Doth a memory of me Like a spectral, veiled nun Flutter in Eternity E'er across thy pathway bright ? Or, lurks there in pictured bowers A remembrance of earth's night And of its sad, cloistered hours ? Oft 1 deem my thoughts have lost The dark shades thy dying crost O'er their erst unblemished joy, That henceforth naught can annoy. 380 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Oft I tire of being slave To a memory and grave; Weary of my spirit's lot, Haanting, ghost-like, but one spot. Tortured by the waving light Of ignis fatuus too bright That my fancy still misleads Over flowery-seeming meads. But to sink it in despair — Finding that thou art not there. Then I sit and try to weep Where thy cast-off garments sleep. I, who have grown stoical. Feeling so indifferent, Suddenly my tears let fall When thinking of enjoyment To which my first years were prone When we loved so buoyantly. Now, alas ! I am alone Ever reft of sympathy : Thus I bear a double Cross, Memory of thee and loss. Dearest, dost thou loathe my pen ? I should have been thine again, Of my death-dimmed thoughts been quit If it had not been for it. For I cannot groan and sigh; But when I must speak or die Straightway to my pen I flee — With it talk so long to thee That I feel thou art with me. Sitting by my side again. Often dost tliou guide my pen: THE CONSUMPTIVE. 381 Then I rise with spirits calm ; O'er the Cross there waves the palm. {Amy throws, down Jiei' pencil, and reads Byron's ''Manfred ; " then sorites on the fiy-leaf, " Manfred's Spirit yields to mine after 1 had sung three stan- zas vjith himP) Eyee a magic voice shall bless Thy heart in joy, in grief no lessj For ransomed spirit in the air Hovers around thee bright and fair. And in the wind there is a voice Calling upon thee to rejoice. Oh ! oft to thee shall night bring down The softest rays from my bright crown, While darkest day shall have a sun As dear to thee as love to nun. From thy bright smile I did distill An essence which my heart doth fill ; From thiue own heart I made to flow A joy and peace thou didst not know; From thine own smile I snatched the bird Whose song in darkness oft was heard; From thine own lip I drew the charm That on earth shielded me from harm ; In proving all the blessings known, Save Grod's, the greatest was thine own. But all thy shriuking, timid love I learned not till I soared above ; 382 THE CLOUD OB' WITJS'EtitiES. For, when on earth, thy mocking smile Was oft a too successful wile; I could not read eyes turned from me, Thine innocent hypocrisy. Ah, would that I had known it when I sought thee 'mid the haunts of men ! For happiness as known on earth DiflFers from that of heavenly birth. A Father 'twas who poured the " vial " That doth devote thee to this trial. A heedless slumber shall not be Ever a true love's destiny. When thy death-angel hovers near Close by his side shall I appear. Lo ! my spell now works around thee And my deathless love hath bound thee. I throw my spell o'er heart and brain ; In hope of bliss forget earth's pain. % ^ ^ ^ ^ 4: The joys that feom thy peeseitce fell Like music dripping from green leaves. In maiden-land yet hold a spell Which hushes sighs my bosom heaves. I did not need to see the bird Which lured my eyes from grosser forms; It is enough that I have heard Echo of songs which memory warms. What though the nest be cold and still, The young forever flown away ? Its sight can yet the bosom thrill With tenderness which is of May. THE CONSUMPTIVE. 383 And so my hours, that once were filled With progeny of love and hope, Are musical, though time hath stilled The true heart after which I grope. ^ ^ ^ ^ % ^ Shall I see him, my Father ! Oh, see him so very soon ! Not in the " dark valley " lying, But throned in a cloudless noon ? Shall I mount up to him straightway, And not have to enter tomb ? Oh, my Saviour, if this be true Short will seem these days of gloom. Long the time I've waited for him. Thinking he'll come when I die : Now it seems soon as I see him With him to Thee I must fly. What shall I care for the Body, Stiff and cold, deserted, pale? I shall be above the " Valley" Where no evil can assail. :): H: ^ H< ^ Hi A GOLDEN SUNSET OFT BRINGS RAIN ; A golden youth brings woman pain ; But when the raiu is o'er there'll be A softer light on land and sea. Thus, when hot tears I cease to shed A halo will enwreathe the bed O'er which Avill hover angels fair As brilliant as the sunlit air : And in that light I'll float above The cold sleep and the tears of love. 384 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Deama XXL HERDER.* A.D. 1803. Act L Lohula. — Ah, how my heart in all its depths pities Poor man ! And much I wonder God doth not Without delay bring all the grand minds home. Clarice. — Oh, no ! I love to watch the struggles which The true soul hath with flesh. I think we are More thankful for our Essence when we see How grand it is in man. It is so much Like David, battling with and conquering Goliath by a higher Power. But what, Sweet messenger, hast lately seen on earth — Where I hear thou hast been — to stir up such A wish ? L. Thou know'st the Herder whom I love And told thee of Alas ! He pines through day And night quite listlessly ; and like a blind, Old man, he stretches out the worn powers of His mind, striving to grasp a giant-thought. C. I well remember what thou saidst of him. His nerves, impoverished by constant strain To fill the orders of his active brain, Have failed in contest with the sinews of His soul, disdainful of the body's needs. * Written while reading De Quincey's Essay, Phil. Wri., Vol. ii. HERDER. 385 L. How can a man — however silly he — Suppose the body and the soul but one ? Such lives as Herder's ought to prove to him Dissimilar in nature are the two. His nerves are like the shattered strings of harp Which twang in dissonance ; his spirit like The air that doth the music make, whose power Naught can impair. The shivered chords will soon Be laid away for a long rest, and when Again the Maker of the instrument Will bring it forth to give fresh joy, The strings will be attuned to air that can Not snap the tensest ones in twain. Q. Thinkest The spirit is the "cause of what the nerves Of intellectual and high-strung men, Like Herder, have to bear ? L. Aye ; verily. It keeps the body, as a cruel lord His vassal — to obey, not caring how Slave pants and suffers, so his will be done. Spirit, imperious, oft terrifies, Or else cajoles the body to bear more Than common men think possible. Poets Especially do this; the slaves who sing Ofttimes forget the lash. Herder once went To Dresden for a change ; his worn Nerves rallied there, obedient to fresh Delight of spirit young, in library Well-stored with grand, old tomes of ages past, Vhich roused their weariness, as dream of war 386 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Will stir to restlessness a wounded brave. How Herder panted to be well again That lie might master the great minds that live For centuries in much-prized books ! C. He thought Not then he soon with strength which could not be Impaired, would read the very men who left These volumes floating on the sea of time As waifs for those who strand on a like voyage. L. The worthy souls, thou mean'st. Alas, not all Who have earth's short-lived immortality Achieved, will he and kindred minds meet here! G. Of thoughts known to our bliss the saddest this ; Too many brilliant men, Faith's compass lost, Have been wrecked on the shoals that wilfully They ran against, to show how skilfully They could steer craft where others had gone doAvn Like fools, like fate. But as wrecked voyager Commits to keeping of the buoyant waves His Journal and accounts of what to him Seemed the most wonderful in the new lands He has explored, so men of intellect, Wrecked by their passions or their faithlessness, Have left in treasured manuscripts their views Of changeful life, and what they found its best And Avorst. L. But one man in earth's lifetime can Not learn all that lost minds have left, nor e'en The half of those most worthy to be conned. C. Nay, verily. But thou forgettest that HEBDEB. 387 To store away such thoughts are many heads Who'll happy be to iuterchange all through Eternity. L. How Herder will enjoy Communion with great souls. And he will flash Upon them brilliantly, unconscious all The while of light he gives, yearning to grasp And to incorporate into himself Each new and beautiful idea. Ah ! 'Twas but a short while since he said in tones That Earth should not forget, "Oh, if some grand, Original and spiritual thought Would but come unto me — no matter whence — I in a moment should be well ! " And yet, So weak the outer man, he cannot bear The food that he desires. G. But may he soon Be well as we ! L. He will : God strengthen him To fight with Death for the last victory ! A grand idea doth come to him now, Wafting itself slowly but steadily From God's white, bow-spanued Throne. C. And when it flashes on his soul he will Be strong forevermore. L. But that is not What now he wants. He would get well to do On earth his work. '•' Ah, that I had but time ! Time! Time! " So saith he frequently: while he LLies helpless quite and feels that all his grand, Glorious thoughts will to the world be lost. 388 TEE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. C. A needless fear. A grand thought lost ! And tell Me where could it be lost ? Oh ! where in all The universe could it pass out and not Flow into other spirit-life ? Doth not God know better than he of what Earth hath Most need ? And what conceptions fittest are To be revealed first in Eternity ? L. Yet none the less with the delusion he Torments himself. Works to which he gave birth Belong to those who his companionship Most prize, angels and men who know him best. Scene II. Malaii. — A noble spirit will come home ere night Hath spread the canopy of sleep o'er earth, Her beauty, joy, her suffering and sin. Lobula hath just come from Germany, And says that Herder rests as calmly now As when he first was lulled to sleep on breast Of mothej- fond. Clarice. — Oh, I am glad! Dost thou Remember, Sweet, the eve he calmly sat Thinking his holy thoughts, like twilight, half Of light from Heaven and half of shades of earth? The sound of church-bell fell upon his ear — He gently drew a sigh as a grand strain To his heart came — winged with the vigor of A golden Past — M. The days when God was praised HERDER 389 In the soft liglit which fell from tinted glass. Praised by the murmured trills of music glad That man had learned from rippling of the sea, Praised by the white-robed choristers who seemed To float as easily in perfumed air As if their, chanting swayed their gracefulness. 0. I recollect that Herder sighed to know That those sweet joys could come no more.* M. Not that He wished old Superstition to be throned Again, but that he fain would haye the truth As beautifully served as falsity. By which gate will he enter Paradise ? C. Poets and prophets by the sapphire gate as- cend. M. Let us haste there. I wish to see A poet's looks when he finds grandest dreams Fade into mistiness before the glow Of gorgeousness and great sublimity That bathes the soul that has escaped from death. He'll prize this softened brilliancy much more Til an most men do. Deeper his thrill of bliss When strains of songs, lovingly rapturous. Fill all the perfumed, brightly-tinted air, While angel choristers welcome a mate. C. Often has Herder longed to speak with us. I asked Jehovah once if I might pour A thought into his brain. He said I must * When I wrote this I knew naught of ritualistic ques- tions : in many English churches I realized this dream of early days. Rome has no chorister boys that I know of who chant as do the Anglican. 390 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Not carry Heaven to liim ; for ere long he Should come to Paradise ; but to please me He let me guide his pen once, and thus trace A sentiment that would be prized by him. Act II. Mazza. — Dost thou not often pity pettiness Of a man's mind— like bird which hops upon The beach and comprehends the sea ? What if a wiser whisper in his ear, Thou silly one ! Air is thy element. Presum'st because thou skimmest o'er the sea And sometimes dip'st thy wings in the clear wave, Thou knowest of its mysteries, its depths. Its caverns, coral reefs, its priceless pearls, And other precious things ? Fanciest thou That thou canst comprehend cause of its wrecks ? Lo ! suddenly have gone down many forms Of manly strength and virgin loveliness. Suppose the bird replies, I understand All mysteries that be, and what I may Not well explain is naught. Corpses are in The sea, thou say'st : I can believe it not. Why should a body drown when it can fly ? Thou laughest ? Ha ! Then drown me if thou canst ; But if — philosophy is built on ifs — Corpses there are beneath the waves. Then thy G-od is a despot grim, nor will I worship Him. And if there be a God SHELLEY. 391 How wretched He will be when I withhold My meed of needed praise. If such should be The silly bird's reply, how like 'twould be To reasoning of those whose souls live in Their petty brains and in their narrow world Of common sense and earthliness, yet dare With impious wing to brush the mysteries Of Providence. Imposing grandeur of A man, fit heritor of all the worst Philosophies of Heathendom and lust ! He cannot count the sand by the sea-side, Nor make a handful of the same, yet he Expects to sound unfathomable depths. Hulali. — Where we would pause in silence and in awe The infidel dives in and perishes Imagine little bird thou spakest of Tries to explore sea-caverns' mysteries ; Then would it be like man who dares to prate About the dispensations of the LOED. Both man and bird must perish for their pride, And add their fates to earth's sad mysteries, Warnings for all who seek to follow them To pause, or share the insignificance Of burial unhonored and unknown Except to demons hideous, who'll shriek Above their graves. M. The bird would scorn the man Who warned it not to leave its element, Bnt trust to faith, nor dare to scoff at old. Dim records which proclaim the nature of Tlie sea and of the secrets GOD hath hid. 392 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. H. Art thinking now of any one man, Love ? M. Of Shelley, whom the Lord endowed with more Than common gift of genius true. Alas, That feeling what he was he could not learn That he was nothing more ! I watched a girl Who seized a volume of his poetry With wild youth's eagerness for brilliant things. 'Twas evident imagination trod the air On the light rhythm of his splendid verse ; Her fancy was as wild and childish, too. Gems she found here and there, bound them Around her heart, then challenged admiration of The world. But I perceived that on each spot The jewels touched there was a speck of dust ; And if she gathers many more, ere long The dust she will have got from Shelley's words Will cover o'er the purity of Faith And leave her grovelling after— herself. Act III. CHARLES LAMB. Kalleta. — A hero will come home quite soon. Let us Eejoice. Larla. — And hallelujahs sing. But who Is he? K. Charles Lamb. L. The one I weakling thought ? Then tell me how he has a hero grown. He seemed as pure, although I feared as soft As a snow-flake; and so I judged that he CEABLE8 LAMB. 393 Would as unnoticed be — a child among The pure, unnoticed in the throng. K. Alas! Such throng is not so large that he would have Been lost e'en to the eye of man. Bat I Accept similitude thou gav'st : snow-flake Was he in truth. He shrank from vulgar touch ;* But those who have a microscopic eye Perceived the sparkling crystals of a weird Phenomenon, ahiiost fantastic in Its liumorous dance. And as the snow-flake can Not touch the earth without imbibing some Impurity, so was it with poor Lamb. L. What heroism boasteth he ? K. He ? None. L. Thou said'st he hero was. K. And so he is — His heroism is to know no self — The heroism most like that of Christ. Not in blight armor are such souls as his Incased ; he wore a comic mask to hide The tears that would have pained his friends. There were No trumpets to screech " Here he comes ! " but smiles And merry jesting greeted him. Hope raised Her head and Hatred shrunk away: his power Was tliis— he hid no selfishness within. " Of human helps and leaning-places I Am jealous now ; religion I want much," * I don't mean that Lamb felt anything human to be vul- gar ; but he was reserved. 394 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. I heard him say. Oh, there is naught he wrote As beautiful as was his daily life ! Once he exclaimed, " I am afraid there is Dishonesty in any pleasure I Take without her." He spoke of Sister who Was ever "' on the brink of lunacy." It seemed to me it was his love and faith That would not let her rave in frenzy oft. Fiends felt and shrank from interference with A love so beautiful. L. Worthy was she Of his devotion ? K. Yes. Poor, aching heart ! L. Why dost thou pity her ? K. Some demons thought To mark liis family with brand of Hell : One entered in the citadel of thought Of Mary Lamb, and in her frenzy she Her mother slew, her father wounded too. But Chi'ist, who had from Mary Magdalene Cast seven devils out, had given her A brother, who, as far as mortal can, Would be to her what He had been to one Of Jewish lineage. My hero snatched The fatal kiiife from maniac's brave hand : Its shadow ever after fell upon His brow ; and as he let the murderer see It not, it was his badge of martyrdom. He dedicated life to sacrifice Of cheerfulness. L. Is cheerfulness, think'st thou, A sacrifice ? i GEABLES LAMB. 395 K. To those who suffer, yes. Easy is it to be resigned and sad; But God's peculiar grace is given to The one who suffers and is glad. There was A little thing that touched me deeply once. I glory in the victory when man The struggle cannot see. But a few days After the maniac's knife had severed him From boyhood and spontaneous glee, he sat Down to a cheerless meal. Something recalled His sister forcibly ; he thought he could ISTot eat : natures like his enjoy some kinds Of grief if they can nurse it their own way, But shrink from wear and tear of common things. "Such weakness I must rise above," he said, And choked down self L. I should almost dare call A sacrament the meal (that nauseates The heart crammed full of woe) which unobserved Is swallowed painfully, because it will Bring strength for use of others, and will help The unsuspected victim to take care Of self K. About this time he wrote, '•' And I Have something more to do than feel." L. 'Tis well that a kind Father often gives Some blessed work to combat with great grief. And knit together rashly-sundered life. K. He had a pittance of a hundred pounds, And he was two-and-twenty when he brought To hopeless home a mad companion for His dailvlife; he seated her beside 396 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. His fire, and golden hopes of youth flew out The door : he would not ask a wife to keep Asylum for the crazed ; of course, he could Do anything — L. But make a woman sad. K. He had thought, if a wife he ever won, her feet Must fall on roses' leaves. Unselfish men Think only they are made for pain and toil. L. Then had he loA^ed a maid and hoped to have A wife? K. As such men love and hope. Among the pleasant fields she lived, and to The heat and dust of town he turned, and none Knew that he left his heart behind. L. God knew ; Therefore no need of other sympathy. To sister, then, he sacrificed his life. K. How could she have borne life but for her prop ? If they set out for pleasure-trip, she put "Straight waistcoat in their trunk." 'Twas she who felt The coming woe, prepared her brother for His duty hard. Weeping they went along The quiet path that led to hospital ; And when the door was shut, he was the one Who needed pity most. But demons have Fled far from Lamb's calm home ; and Mary is, When mad, not frantic as at first, but still Her weakened brain gives way at intervals. Then at The Court a lady fine she deems herself; THE HAPPY OLD MAID. 397 And, like revolving stereoscope,* lier mind Portrays things most diverse, but pictures all. Poor thing ! She'll need imagination now To make her life endurable, when he. Who made his heart a holocaust for her, Ascends in the sad fragrance of his life To God. L. Imagination she needs not. If she has strength of will to face the truth. She'll make her present background to her past. And blest perspective of Eternity. Act IV. THE HAPPY OLD MAID. AMAT.rp. srEVEKING. Scene L Zelma. — Lorice, wilt go with me to visit Kal ? Lorice. — Not now, beloved ; I a mission have. I have seen little child, ugly, diseased, And left to grow up like a weed, at will. Too often is she disagreeable, Too seldom calls forth love of those around — Her face not fair enough. Within there is The splendid nature that I see. I go To ask the GOD if I may be as friend And mother to the motherless. Z. I wish Ihee joy of mission so beneficent. * Had Dary invented the stereoscope in Lamb's lifetime? 398 THE CLOTID OF WITNESSES. Scene II. — Several years have ela/psed. {As the Angel enters Atnalie's room, she exclaims :) Cold without, cold withik, Everything cold in this world of sin! Oh, how my lieart shivers! Every nerve quivers As the wind shrieks imitations of airs Snug by birds it hath killed. To desolate lives no wonder it bears Shrill echoes that sound like groans of the dead; Or, that well it is skilled To taunt with remorse souls whence hope hath fled. {Lorice whispers thoughts to her, and after a while Amalie says :) Hush, heart ! I laid tou dowk to sleep, And laughed to think earth-worms would creep Among the faded flowers of yore, Mock immortelles I dared adore. I do not choose you shall wake now, And wreathe fresh roses for my brow; I've passed my teens, am an old maid: Better lie still where you are laid. The heart that's stillest sufl'ers least; Stagnation cometh after feast. Tut! I am not a poet, as Burns was. But as he drowned his sensibility In loathsome drinks, mine I shall drown in my Own way. I sliall write poetry on hearts. TEE HAPPY OLD MAW. 399 Scene III. Lorice. — Zelma;, rememberest that I told thee Of Amalie ? Zelma. — The lonely child whose friend Thou sought'st to be ? L. And Sieveking the name She bears. Jesus hath touched the heart of one Of her own kind, and to the childless now My Amalie is child ; is good, and true To all the instincts of a daughter's heart. In my wild-flower thou wouldst not recognize The weed of old ; by guiding younger hearts She is in training now for noble life. She carveth her pure thoughts upon the soul. And mouldeth well the plastic mind of youth. A "happy old maid" is the name assumed By my once slighted and unlovely child. How much I like to read the thoughts she pens In the friend-journal of her inner life. I shall give a sweet specimen of them: '■'I must take care in all the ardor of My occupation" (teaching she means here), " That I do not forget the lovingness With which it should be carried on; for love Than knowledge is more necessary to Cliildhood's soft heart." I wish thou could'st have seen How, Christ-like, she lay down the longed-for crown Of womanhood — the wife's and mother's right To be the first in others' hearts; instead The GrOl) decrees hundreds shall call her blessed And own her more to them than mother or 400 TEE CLOUD OF WITI^ESSES. Than children of their own. She found the clue To happiness, and in renouncing joy For a brief time, has made it ecstasy That will begin with death and last for aye. She wrote, "I used to dream that one day in The eye of all the world I should do some Great thing; but now I know that is not in My power ; with double faithfulness Til try To do the duties of a common life." Z. Common ! Ah, would from her example that It might be so ! Scene IV. {Amalie, in the house she has opened as an asylum, comforts an orphan loho has tahen refuge with her.) Lay thy head ok my beeast. Child, to whom naught's denied! On my affection rest. And let thy fancies glide As guileless and as free As fairy shells that float Upon a tranquil sea; I, in a steadier boat Shall gently glide along Enjoying all the mirth That makes the weary strong. My Father at my birth Prepared me for my fate ; He made me coldly calm To linger at joy's gate And hearken to the psalm TEE HAPPY OLD MAID. 401 That loved ones sing within The walls I may not climb. _ Weary of tears and sin, I calmly pass the time Enjoying as I may Blessings God giveth me — Treasuring all things gay, Nor least, my darling, thee. While' thy path lies along The road that I must tread, I scarcely wish thee strong; I like to give thee bread, I like to pour the wine That God hath given me Into a heart like thine. But, know I owe to thee More than I can repay ; The blossoms thy dear hand Have scattered on my way Perfume the barren land That stretches low and long Far as my eyes can reach. Then cheer me with thy song Until I tread the beach My Angel's footprints mark — That bordereth Death's sea — And launch my ransomed bark On God's Eternity. Lorice. — A special mission Amalie early Selected for herself; that is, to bring Old maids into esteem — not that they are 402 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Contemned by those whose good opinion is Worth seeking for, but that a woman should Do what she can to make all of her sex Respected as they ought to be. 'Tis God's Decree that many shall be wedded to Only His Son : some have too much respect For a pure woman's life to wed, as does Majority, for fashion, wealth, or home, Or not to be old maids. Zelma. — All those who live As self-forge tfully as she, honored Will be in that world — and in this much more. L. Something she published, too, but what she writes On angels' memories is better far. Z. Tell moi'c ; for I would add my mite unto Her fame. L. A pestilence once visited The city where she dwelt, and she there laid Her life down at its feet, to be, if God Saw fit, a willing sacrifice ; but He Did not ; He has more work for her to do. She called upon the women for their help ; Not one obeyed the summons dread, nor that Of Jesii's dying representatives. Z. Shame ! Shame upon their heartlessness, and praise To her, the noble old maid Amalie ! L. Yes. Hundreds of us angels welcomed' her lu dreary hospitals with music sweet. Unheard bv sufi'erers. THE HAPPY OLD MAID. 403 Z. But when the plague Was stayed, her life monotonous, did not She weary of the old maid's cross ? L. She says, j " I always feel so strong and fresh now I j Have got into my proper element ; j My joy is great as any little child's." ] Z. Because she has a child's simplicity. I L. Can that be true of one who has such great \ And varied experience? • 1 Z. A child's \ Simplicity of heart and aim to do • Each moment task her Father sets. \ L. She said, \ "It is indeed a blessing thus to have \ One's daily work a daily joy." \ Z. And so I To make fresh pleasure for the angels day By day. Oh, Christ must love her very much. L. I go to fan her with my wing now while J With fever parched she lies on her plain couch '■ Of lowly state. Z. She lies in queenly state, j Angels her chamberlains. ; L. And soon the Lord I Of Life on her will wait to set her free \ From earthly coils. And even after death • 5 Her sympathy for her poor friends extends. 1 She has a fancy to be buried as \ A pauper, thus to make the mourning poor j Content with their friends' obsequies, Bnt yet ^ Best lesson that she leaves is this: whoso 404: THE GLOUD OF WITNESSES. Will happy be has but to work for good Of others' lives, forgetful of her own. Few women are less scantily endowed Thau Amalie ; no charms of person ; but Moderate share of mind; no tendency To universal love uplifted her Above tlie world. A common woman she Began an old maid's life ; crowned saint She Cometh now to wed eternal joy; Greeted she will be by the children she Hath sent to Paradise. Compare this Maid With mothers who will send their children's souls To hell. Z. I think her one who long will wait Beside the jasper gate to welcome those Who follow where she led, and treading in Her steps will gain her home to grace her bliss. Scene V. A.D. 1859. {Amalie's Jwusehold watch around her corpse and sing :) We shall see her again! Not long will she roam The blue fields of Hades untended by us : We shall soon be at Home. We shall see her again More fresh and more fair Than she was when she cast off raiment of clay, Leaving us to despair. TEE PANTHEIST. 405 We shall see her again In garments of light ! Her grave-clothes transformed into vesture of air, Chaste, but goldenly bright. We shall see her again, Once more press her hand, Her noble heart beating our own close beside In angelical band. We shall see her again, Stay with her alway ; Oh, joy t-oo transporting for mortals to bear! Father, hasten the day ! Act V. THE PANTHEIST. Scene I. {Mervila in Clara's room — reads her Journal open on a taile, and says ;) Do human beings know the favor that They often do us spiritual ones By writing inner life out in a book. Which we peruse with interest, as they Would read the diary of darling child ? {M. reads from Clara'' s Journal:) Passt, France, February 3, 1867. GrOD GIVES US EYES, And gives us light enough for us to see; And then to gaze upon, He daily gives Us things that our eyes prize. 406 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. He gave me heart that loves most fervently Each beauteous thing that lives ; A mind that likes to wander through G-enius's maze ■And sympathize with its erratic ways. Surely there is on earth some blessed spot Where the world's buzzing din can enter not, And in that home Genius and Piety together live. ! Is there not a Christ-like man my heart to move ? One who would worthy prove Of all the love and reverence that I could give ? But such an one for me would never care ; 1 have no beauty rare That might confine To my dim self his fancy's roving wing. No ; on this earth I am content to droop and pine A little while ; then Death will come for me. But cheer up, heart, and gladly sing: Beauty, love, genius, sympathy, In Heaven thine will be. ijC ^ ^ ^ w Apkil 8. I AM ALONE, AND HOME-SICK IN MY HEART J The sweet birds sing upon the green-clad boughs ; But now my soul doth not — as is its wont — Mingle its praises with their cheerful songs, And rising through the air enter the courts Of God. Alas ! within my longing mind Their glee no echo finds ; but hidden dove Enters the silent chambers of my soul ; THE PANTHEIST. 407 And I can mourn with him, not for a friend Whom I have loved and miss, but for a heart That would be like my own. I wish for one Whose pulse will ever throb to mine. Whene'er A cloud of beauty in the sky doth fill My soul with dreams of love and bliss, may he Not be a leaden weight upon my thoughts To pull them down to earth ; but rather may Both souls, as one, commingle in the cloud Till they are lost in Heaven. And whensoe'er With childish joy I fondly kneel to kiss A gentle flower that woos my eager love, May he stoop down to pluck the blossom, not' For my sake, but its own. And when God speaks In thunder-tones, may we hear Him with love And reverence, and kneeling low, commune With Him. And I would have my husband sigh With me when pity claims the tribute of My tears. And when aught wrong may fill my soul With indignation high, thus calling forth The feelings I cannot control, may he Not sneer and call me " foolish child," but feel With me ; or, if that cannot be, may he Take my hand gently in his own and in Persuasive accent of a loving heart Convince me I am wrong. Oh, how I long For sympathy of one true, noble life ! A man that God doth love ! With such an one 408 TEE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. And with Our Father's smile, I could bear all The ills that He appoints to purify. Scene II. Alfred Glarh. — May I ask what book you were reading when I interrupted you ? C. " Charles Anchester." A. A charming work ; but not quite so much to My taste as " Counterparts." 0. I've read to where Cerinthia dies, and leaves poor Anastase. He loved her, but not as Seraphiel did, Therefore he will not mourn for her as long. I like old bachelors — A. Thank you. a Is it True that I see a man who dares proclaim Himself old bachelor? I was about To say Seraphiel is my favorite. And I am glad he will not marry. But Why do you smile ? A. Are you sure he will be More faithful than poor Anastase ? C. Of course : However sweet and red a rose may be. White lilies sweeter are ; most fragrant flower Has e'er the deepest heart. At noon you see Stars in a well, not in a rivulet ; Therefore Seraphiel's love deeper than that Of Anastase. A. Odor of flowers is but i THE PANTHEIST. 409 The wailing breath that sighs in answer to The sweet breeze wooing. Oh! That me reminds — A friend of mine wishes advice that you Can better give than I. What stone is best For a betrothal-ring? An amethyst ? C. No ; for it fades ; therefore, it would not be A pleasant prophecy. A. I think that pearls, Shut up and unobserved in their dark shells, Are emblems of domestic love — G. Device To hide as prettily as may be what Offends. And in troth-ring they tarnish soon. A. When woman grows accustomed to new toy She does not care to keep it clean and fresh. C. Because the one who gave it with long kiss. Ceases caresses of whom he is sure Is his possession. A. And so loses her. Strange when he knoAvs of his progenitors' Experience, he should feel so secure ! Scene III. {As Mervila flies out of Clara's room Jie meets another angel.) Mervila. — Golora, hail ! Art thou a guardian ? Golora. — I have to watch a man whose earth career Would make me anxious had not I attained By Word Divine a view from height of Thought, Whence overlooking all that lies between — Mire, sand, floods, deserts, death — I saw him on 410 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. i A height as grand as uiiue, though not like mine. Flown instantaneously upon; but up Which he had crawled, leaped, floundered, panted to. The home, which should have been cradle for Heaven, Was rocked by rude dissensions of those who Watched over it. His nurse was wilfulness; His tutor wealth at his command, and he Was trained for life's hard fight by sweetmeats of Taste, touch, smell, sight, and ears. M. Ah ! How was such Lad to be disciplined for Christian race ? G. By lawlessness that wearied of itself; By crude desire for what he could not say. M. Where is he now ? G. In Paris, draining life's Hot cup of pleasure to the dregs, making Wry mouths at sediments that his clear eyes Perceive, wishing some one would make it worth His while to dash it to the ground. Fastidious In act and principle, no overt deed Of sin liath roused contempt of self. He smiles In loathing scorn on G-od's lost sheep, who strive To make his passions pages to uplift Their draggled skirts to wealth and style. Not he The man to soil his dainty hands by smirch Of lust. His tender feet, that pick their way Through vulgar show and coarse luxuriance, By instinct turn from Jardius Mabilles and Sudi viaducts o'er poverty and crime To Hell. The smell of strong drinks and of coarse Perfumes would quickly nauseate ; his taste THE PANTHEIST. 411 Would sicken at satiet}'. His ears Refuse to be made scavengers for words Obscene. His senses all are Sybarites. M. Less then the injury he will sustain In Paris, syren-city of the world — The fairest show the Devil yet hath made Of flowers on muck. Sewer of Fashion is The Pompeii of present age. But there Are trespasses as delicate as vase Of crystal, breathing perfume rare that will Inebriate man's brain, his senses steep In opiate of poetry; and some Induce hasheesh-like dreams of picture-world. And has the man — what shall I call thy ward? G. Alfred. M. Has he no faith ? Knows he no church ? G. Faith is activity of heart and brain. Can man who never handled oar, control His bark if tossed on angry waves, or guide It up stream though tliere is no wind? And of the Church he knows enough to sneer, But not enough to comprehend : he is A Pantheist. M. A new name to my ears. G. It signifies creature poetical, who seeks For roots of seaweeds (that have none) * but don't Concern himself about the roots of oaks He stumbles o'er ; and when he falls, instead * The roots of many, if not all, seaweeds serve only as objects of attachment, and are not the sources of nourish- ment. 412 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Of getting up and asking why he conld Not stand, he turns upon his back, looks at The clouds, discourses of the stars, of laws That guide them in their transcendental dance; He apes philosopher's humility By saying with Egyptian tone, What is Beyond my hands I shall not touch, rather Shall turn upon my side and gather flowers That hold the Deity in scraps; and so He makes patchwork of charming phrases, which He calls a system of divinity.* M. Then Satan will not send his preaching friars Of lies to offer him indulgences. G. No need. There is refreshing poetry In Pantheism many minds cannot Eesist, and so some Christians have baptized It, taking for their text, " Whom ye adore In ignorance declare we unto you." f M. Where then its harm ? G. It is irrational. If Grod is all then evil un create Is He. If He is in Niagara, In the same sense is He in cess-pool vile. Spinoza says, " Beside God thsre is naught, And we no other substance can conceive." Hegel affirms that " in man Grod comes to Self-consciousness." M. Oh, blasphemy absurd ! Then Judas was a conscious god, and so * I never heard of a Pantheist having such a system, f Acts xvii. 23. My application has no foundation among writers that I know of. TEE PANTHEIST. 413 Caligula was right to be his own High priest and offer incense to himself: Caligula was Hegel's antitype. G. The German says that the development Of the great Universe is God Himself Developing — M. In stones, in mire, in sand, In fierce wolf, slimy snail, in poison-plants. G. He farther says, " The Spirit Absolute (First*) knows itself in man." M. And man who makes A crying-doll thus learns to know himself In his rare work ! G. "■ Man knows the absolute." M. Absolute foolishness. Philosophers Of present age try to convince the world It can't know more than it can see and touch, And therefore should let God alone. I have In India met Pantheism — have I not ? G. Aye, and in China. It came from Man's teeming brain when it produced twin-births. Rare singing-birds and snakes, nightshade and grapes. In slime of river Nile, where rice grew best, Floated the crocodile; and man — wise man! Adored the reptile as a god, and ate The rice without a thought. Why exercise His brain on what the fellahs sowed and used?f God is in all. * Word inserted or altered to suit the rhythm, f As the Egyptians worshipped onions, p&rhaps they did rice. 414 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. M. Divine then are the fleas That bite, and stinging-nettles on the ground. Is doctrine of the Trinity more hard To nnderstand? 'Tis easier to think Of God-man as Atonement on the Cross, Than that the vermin in a dirty head Is one with God. Had not neglected dirt, Kef use of learning, been by self-conceit And idleness left to accumulate Within the mind, such vermin-thoughts had not Been generated there. Poor man! Out of His brain he spins idea that he makes Tight rope for metaphysics to dance on, And when humility (his balance-pole) He drops, he falls and raises dust that makes Men shut their eyes till he can mount again. Scene IV. {Clara in Pans.) Like ikfakt tossed upo^st the wave, Or little child in vast dark cave, Lord, am I ! Christ, I am helpless : hear my prayer, I^or let me sink into despair ; Wilt hear my cry? What do I want ? I cannot say, But feel I need it ev'ry day ; Lord, Thou dost know. Pity my lifeless misery Pity my hearfs stupidity — Its fires are low. THE PANTHEIST. 415 I feel my life is not complete ; There's too much calm, too little heat. I want to be Drawn out of books and out of self What good is it to give my wealth To charity ? I need a heart woe cannot daunt. That's tolerant of crime and cant And selfishness : Too prone am I these to despise, I cannot look with angels' eyes, Pity and bless. If aught is beautiful or grand I homage pay with soul and hand: But Thou hast served The loathsome victims of foul sin ; Oh, for the purity within That Thy heart nerved ! Saviour, would what I cannot ask From my false life now tear the mask Of dreary mome ? But I fear I must suffer when I ope my sealed-up heart again To be love's home. I guard the past so jealously The present brings small good to me. Rest liardlv won 41 f) THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Is very sweet ; I fear to feel ; I have no pi'ayer for woe or weal — "Thy will be done!" Mervila. — Poor maid of earth! She loves and knows not why She is so restless ; but it is because The one she loves treats her faith with feigned scorn. Ah ! Will the holy age of martyrdom Never be o'er ? Oleen. — It cannot be while earth Is subject to the curse of sin and woe. The martyrs die now, not as they did first, Only for love of God; Satan has changed His tactics now, and laughs at truth ; smiles more Than arrows wound. M. But they are not so hard To bear, nor do they try the spirit quite so much. Physical ages, tough in nerve and strong Of bone, physical tortures have endured; But ages intellectnal, weakened In nerve, of slighter frame, are mentally More strong, and so are called upon to brave The laugh of empty pates, the pity feigned Of minds well filled with only earthly lore. 0. And does the man whom Clara loves treat her With scorn ? M. Eather adores her as a god. But still he ridicules her faith because His instinct teaches him it is a wall Of adamant between their hearts. Wonld'st like, Oleen, to see lier lover? Come with me. THB PANTHEIST. 41Y Scene V. Alfred {writes : ) April pancies come kisd go ; True love lasts through weal and woe ; Blooming hidden under snow Fair as when Spring breezes blow. Yes, we labor but in vain To escape from silent pain, Though a mortal eye mayn't see Any sign of mystery. Flowers may bloom on Alpine crest ; Smiles gleam over time-chilled breast. And no stranger e'er may know Of volcanic fires below. So, to the false world I seem Cold and thoughtless of the dream That now fills my secret hours With love's fair celestial flowers. ***** And when she whispered my plain name, her voice Was like a tinted melody, most like The azure music of the flute, I was New-named, was rebaptized in love's fresh dew — And this time by my patron-saint. Scene V.f. Clara (alone :) It is not so to be. " Thy will be dofe ! " Again I sit down by Hope's setting sun 4:18 TSE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. And watch the clouds of eve come slowly np, And nerve my hand to stretch for bitter cup. I could have been so blest, if Thou hadst willed, — I ask not why Thou hast refused. Faith stilled My wailing heart to listen for the chime Of angels' wings in the now near night-time; Soon I shall watch the stars shine in Thy sky And not be lonely when I feel Thee nigh. [An Clara is toritmg, a servant enters with a bouquet and hook sent hy Alfred.) And so he has forgiven my rebuff. 'Twas but a moment since I thought G-od willed Me to estrange him from the heart that is Now consecrate to a life-work. Alas! I thought that sorrow had so frozen o'er My heart that e'en the most impulsive love Would but amuse my eye as skaters cut Kare figures on the ice. Seated in calm And recollected mood I let one draw Me where he would, till unexpectedly We came to a weak place and both fell in. I laughed at first, but soon was fain to stand Before hot fire of conscience, and now I Must smart for childish self-forgetfulness. Father, for days my heart has been o'er full Of prayer. Is it a Christian, or is it More selfish interest that keeps me near Thy footstool ? For true conversation I Have had — rare treat indeed ! Therefore have I Been led to let my soul expose itself; THE PANTHEI8T. 419 And he lias seized on it and wound me in Cords woven by self-revelations ; and I, weary of long self-restraint, have let Him turn me as his humor was. Would not I be well ridiculed if men could see Yearnings unsatisfied of this old maid's Young heart ? But how can it be helped ? The heart Cannot grow old to order. I am young As when nineteen. Is that my fault? lam Incessantly telling myself how old I am. People shall not discover that I am ridiculous. But, truly I Am not ; for the absurdity is theirs, Attributing to the immortal soul The years and burden of the flesh, which in My case is but apparent burden, for I'm physically strong and well, as are Few girls Avho wait at midnight on pallid Terpsichore. Father, give me but One human heart that can discover for Itself the fresh impressionable youth Of mine! Father, I hunger ; when thy child " Asks bread, wilt give a stone ? " This is his hour For rising. Holy Spirit, make him pray! Still Thou his longings, that have ne'er been stilled. Oh, " Man of Sorrows ! " satisfy the thirst Til at he so vainly tries to quench by draught From '-cup of water" I hold to his lips. In this metropolis of civilized 420 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. But dirty heathendom, is a lost sheep ; And I believe Thou liast sent me to seek His soul. I've found it, Saviour; but it will Not follow me. " Thou Who takest away Sins of the world, grant him Thy peace!" But do Not let me be like silly sheep that go Wherever other leads. {After a pause Clara writes :) I AM AS LONELY AS A BABE Just come into this world ; The angels are about me ; but Their wings are not unfurled Within my sight. Too bright a light Shuts unaccustomed eyes, so I See naught but narrow wall ; And when my spirit longs for food On stranger it must call : No mother nigh Knows babe or I. And yet it is maternal lover That over us doth hover. Why with a Spirit should I be As shy as with a lover ? My Mother dear, Kiss me \ Come near ! Scene VIL ( Wien Alfred enters Glara is singing :) Foe him whose Love is dead Only the past remains THE PANTHEIST. 421 Unless the present adds For him its load of pains. A If red. — Pray, pardon me ! I am too blue to-day To hear the other verse. Will you sing this ? Clara {sings :) As THE SEA-WAVES Hollow sea-caves, So Love hath rounded The heart where resounded True passion's soft voice. With thoughts most choice Now adorn your retreat Till for you it is meet. As the sea- waves In the sea-caves Hang pretty sea-weeds Where anemone breeds Her beautiful brood In midst of its food. G. Are not anemones fit types of love ? They look so soft and delicate that one Is quite afraid to touch lest he should harm Tiie fragile beauty. But let him then ask Its victims what they think of its soft arms. A. Please sing a lullaby for restless heart. C. {sings :) Sleeping, I deeamed, Love, deeamed. Love, oe THEE, As thou wert bright. Love, when glad with me; 422 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. On me was beaming joy of thine eyes, Sweet smiles coquetting with sweeter sighs ; And as thy voice, Love, fell on mine ear Dreamed I that angels and Heaven were near. Waking, I thought, Love, of thee in the grave. Would I had died. Love, thy life to save ! Sightless thy dry eyes locked in deep sleep; O'er ]i]3 and brow. Love, earth-worms now creep; Hashed is the voice once low, sweet, and clear: Now I may weep, Love,* thou art not near. Dreaming, again. Love, I am with thee, JSTight and Death ever banished from me; Bluer eyes beaming joy more intense — JSTo more remembered my old offence. My God said, Love, with thee I might dwell My tear-washed pillow a glad farewell ! * A. Thanks! many thanks! I am myself again. You sang a fiend to sleep and he will dream He is an angel, at least, while you sing. Who wrote that song ? A man, I know. There is One thing that woman cannot do. She can't Write love-songs. C. She would rather feel than sing. But what I sang was only simple rhyme That any, girl might write. I think that you Were dreaming, too. A. I must confess I did * Words set to the old air " Sleeping, I dreamed, Love." THE PANTHEIST. 423 Not hear all of the words ; but my heart heard Every note you sang, and it sang too. G. I am surprised to hear one who has read As much as you, say women cannot write Love-songs. I heard you say few men could write Such songs as lugelow's. A. Quite true. But when A woman writes of love I think of stars — Brilliant, but can't be touched: or of the moon — ]S"ever two nights the same in the same place: Or of lamp-light, domestic, pleasant, but JSTot inspiring : or of gas-light. C. Spare me. You would prefer the blaze that Byron kindled with The stuff that he called love. A. Bah! No. I could Not read Don Juan, for my palate was Not made to relish antimonial wine ; And the Corsair and Giaour — I should as soon Call Eoman candles comets, as to class Tliem with love-poems. G. Greatest poem of The Age, we both think, is "Aurora Leigh." A. Yet is there not more of the heat of love In sweet " Lucile," or in "The Princess," than In it ? C. But 'Mrs. Hemans? A. Woman whom I loved more than another of her sex. G. Why speak in the past tense ? Has glorious Christine Eossetti, or my favorite, Jean Ingelow, now proved her rival? 424 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. A. No. C. Then why do you love Hemans less ? A. I don't. But I have a new volume found, and on My knees open fresh page each day. 0. Will not You show me book that has such marvellous Effect upon your knees ? A. JSTot unless you Will enter in my " closet " and let me Shut fast the door, bar out the world. But to Eeturn to charge I made against your sex. Did ever poetess make you spring to Your feet and press your tingling liands upon Your heart lest it should burst its bonds of flesh ? Or, did you ever shut your eyes lest you Should faint at pictures women drew? C. No : but With tlieir love poems in my hand I have Fallen on humble knees and laid my head Upon Christ's Feet; or have wiped off the tears That dimmed the earth, and with a firmer heart Ee-lifted burden of a common life. ' A. That they can preach I do not doubt; Women are famous preachers, as I know. a Why can't They write of love ? A. Well-worded is that phrase. Write of — yes, that is it! — they write of love As they would write of Pleiades or Mars. Men— if they write true love-songs — do not talk THE PANTHEIST. 425 Of it; they photograph, unconsciously Perhaps, the very flames that burn their brains. C. And oft the cinders that are left. A. Yes; but I do not soil my hands with them. 'Tis well Enough to be burned in the fire which they Haye kindled in my heart, that is a glass To draw down hottest rays ; but when I used To tire of playing with hot coals I turned To cooler pastime; now, alas! it is No use to turn from poem or from song Another wrote. I can't escape from what Fate writes upon my heart. When women learn To feel loYC they may then love poems write. C. And do you mean to say that women can Not feel love as men can ? A. Let the birds hear And answer you. Only the males can sing. C. Because they need accomjDlishments to win The females' hearts ; but the male birds can love — A. Without being sung or talked into it. The females twitter prettily about Their nests, and women can write cradle-songs. C. I understand ; men are as far above Women as both outrank dumb beasts; for love Is highest faculty of noblest mind. I am amazed at, disappointed in you. A. Why? C. I tliought that you were more than half A man in intellect, and so above Tlie petty judgments feebler men would pass Upon my sex. 426 THE CLOUI) OF WITNESSES. A. Not I, but God — as you Would say — has made you, women, what yon are. But I don't mean it as reproach to stars When I say that the fire in this black stove Warms sooner ; and, in fact, I used to think It was advantage to your sex to be Icy to us. To study women with A telescopic eye was pastime I Was fond of — once. I never could have so Amused myself if then my studies had Blazed up in passionate response to what In me was idle curiosity. I dare say Herschel liked a stove as well As I ; but I presume that he was not Very desirous to have Venus heat His lenses when he studied her. G. Never Again shall I feel quite at ease with yon. You need not look surprised or hurt. It is A pity when dissecting-knife is held Above an unsuspecting heart, that it Should suddenly start up to conscious life. Oh, what a fool I was ! Never to man. Or woman either, have I e'er allowed Myself to be so natural. Often, When you have gone I've wondered how yon had The power to draw me out ; indeed, I have Peered into some recesses of my life For the first time, when you held foolish me In leadinff-strinffs. THE PANTHEIST. 427 {Wliile Clara loas speaking, Alfred, much agitated, walked to a wiiidow ; now he titrns.) A. Miss More, would you believe My oath ? C. It is insultiug to a man To ask an oath, and yours would me offend. A. Then, as a gentleman — Miss More, look in My eyes ! I solemnly affirm that I Could no more heartlessly dissect your heart And mind than you could actually use Dissecting-knife upon your father's corpse. Scene VIII. Clara. — Would you seek immortality of fame ? "What boots fame to a man who doth surmise That all minds may become extinct? If on The stream of time your name should float, 'twould be To leap from brain to brain, like twig on brook From stone to stone, and lea\e no trace. But you Believe there is a Grod ; be wise and seek True immortality with Him. Serve Him, And He your service never will forget. Perhaps you think that pardon I should beg For such plain speech. Alfred. — Apology from you To me ! I thought that it was understood That you and I spoke soul to soul. At least, These last four days that you would not admit Me to your presence, I felt like polyp 428 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Which a fell knife had cut in two ; one half Thrust out its tentacles for wonted food ; The other died. May my anxiety Procure for me right of remonstrance ? For, As it appears to me, the righteous law Of wise self-preservation justifies My interference. Great my fear that you Study and think too much. Why do you so? (J. I'm trying to prepare myself for some Society superior to augh t I yet have known — of which I hope ere long I may he part. A. You won't leave Paris soon ? C. I can't say when. A. You will be kind enough To let me know when you will start; for I Shall ask permission soon to follow you. Don't be disturbed : not as a lover I Shall you pursue ; but you have given me Distaste for company where you are not; And even when I my own company — • C. To me it matters little when papa Is ready to leave here. I have no home, No country now ; but, as you know, I am Quite happy, ever finding something to Enjoy and, learn — A. And new chance to do good. Then the society of which you spoke Is here ? 0. In Eden, and none can hide there. Here, when I feel too ignorant for those Who would converse with me, I sometimes seek TEE PANTHEIST. 429 Refuge in silence, and so cover up My ignorance. A. Do you ? I've wondered at Questions you asked on any subject whicli Was new to you. I have conjectured you Paraded ignorance (as others would Their learning) as a penance self-enforced, For your superiority to those You would instruct in some important theme Of higher lore. I know you are so learned In things most people know, but little of, That you can dare to show the world there are Some topics that you have not touched. C. You throw Snow-balls at me and they look soft; but oft Conceal hard stones which hurt me very much. I beg you won't make me again your butt ; I cannot see the fun of it. As for Not making a pretence to know all things, I should be sorry to be taken for A fool. I liave a great distaste for those Who say, " Oh yes ! " with a most knowing air, To some remark they had not known, nor thought Of till that hour. A. How you do hate all sham! I read this morning an idea of Goethe that made me think of you. At least, Admit that I am generous to give You weapons. C. Great is your desire to do Me good, and make me worthier of your Companionship. 430 TEE CLOUD OF WITIf ESSES. A. Thanks. {Ironically.) C. What did Goethe say ? A. " I hope that I may be permitted to Worship Him Who was great enough, after Creation of a thousand Icinds of life, To make one more — Man — who comprises all." 0. You said that next to Shakespeare Goethe is Your favorite. A. He was; but now I think His women are not models; I was like A crudely educated artist, who Takes fashion-plates with their small waists and their Insipid faces for his models till He loves a real woman, or until He sees a Grecian statue. Nor can I Regard the German's heroes as the true Ideals of a man. JSTeither can I At present quite appreciate the views Of love he held. When a man learns to play On organ, he less taste for fiddle has. a The violin— A. I beg your pardon. I Did not speak of the violin. Goethe Is a great writer ; but can he be found In "light that never was on sea or land?" His shadow always is distinct enough ; But I have passed from world of shadows to One of realities. C. So, then, you put Imagination high above the world Of sense ? THE PANTHEIST. 431 A. And over other fanctious of The intellect. A dog can recollect ; A chimney-swallow reason ; only man Imagine what he cannot see or hear. C. Thank you for that idea. I have hope That you will be consistent, and award To Faith her proper sphere. You smile. A. Do I? Did not Kovalis fly where Groethe could Not crawl ? G. Heine — A. Oh, bah ! The tangible Was to him a snail's-house, and where he passed He left a slimy trail ; he had the taste To walk among the flowers, although he could Not tell fnngus from rose. He Dervish was ; Goethe was seer. He said, " Men will become More clever and acute ; not better. I Foresee the time when God in them will have No joy, but will break up all things" (to make All new.*) He was quite sure all is planned to This end. Scene IX. {Clara at the window.) How VERT GLORIOUS THE MIDISTIGHT SKY ! The angels sweep it with their star-gemmed robes Most gracefully. I know clouds cannot stay Where spirits smile their joy triumphantly; The genial splendor of their I'ainbow wings * Words inserted to suit tlie rhythm 432 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Disperses ere they meet all vapoTs that Would blur the floor of Heaven. Hasten, bright oues ! My spirit now will try to mount to you. Together we shall seek "the King of kings." Oh, I am almost home ! Soou I shall gain The goal of my beclouded pilgrimage. Hark ! Hark ! I hear celestial music, feel The breath of cherubs on my cooling brow. Why should my poor soul quail ? The Saviour's hand My hand has tightly clasped to guide me through . The Valley men call dark — as if the Vale Througii which a glad soul, clad in Jesu's robe, Passes each hour, could lose radiance left By trailing garments there ! Again, my thoughts Are harshly grasped by memory's stern power. And my soul of its peace again bereft— An eagle pinioned in an iron cage ! My weakling heart, that lives within a breast Of mortal birth, folding its wounded wings, Falls back to the sad earth, victim to one Who aims unerringly. I strive to pierce The darkness that now bides the distant spot Where first he took ray hand and said, Grood-bye. Since then, the magnetism of his tone And mind have forced my spirit lovingly To seek him in the busy haunts of men; But ofteuer when he is quite alone, The starry sky his canopy ; no walls THE PANTHEIST. 433 But brilliant clouds to bound tlie gaze that well I know must seek the things I love,, mountain And stream, deep woods and flowery glen. But now Through midnight-raaze of thought — I see him kneel, Praying that Grod will His deep truths reveal. Then comes the pride of intellect, the scorn That proud minds feel when told that they must lay Their learning down at the Christ's feet, become As docile as a child and learn of Him. And dares be to deny the truths that Grod Has not yet to his satisfaction proved ? Ah ! now in agony too great for tears, I leave him to his madness, haste to Grod And ask for the proud man a boon that He Hath said he never would refuse — the grace That makes the foolish man who has gazed on The brilliancy of Keason until it Has dazzled and then blinded him, see 'tis Gri-oss darkness that enshrouds his mind. It seems To him so bright because he is so far From God: as the night glows when day has shut His eye — when there's no sun men worship stars. God, show Thyself! Then will he learn what none But He who made all things can ever tell To a slioi-t-sighted man, who cannot pierce The clouds that hide God's Throne from earth, to rob Heaven of its mysteries. Then, like the man 434 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Blind from his gloomy birth, he will in faith Perceive what is revealed of things he can Not see, and will believe the truths that he Cannot explain, and call Thee, "Mighty God," And "Prince of Peace," Man crucified for him! My newly- wakened eye pierces tlie walls Of that blest house where first I spoke to him, And learned too surely Memory and he Would never part. My spirit for his calls ; But there is only darkness where he was. And yet to me that darkness is most dear ; It fills the corner where I sat with him Last time : he is not there. I shall love it. Oh joy ! It takes his form. How grandly speaks The soul in that calm eye, with earthly love Living and warm, chastened by intellect! Darkness is not where his bright spirit is. I am oppressed by the vibrations of The trembling air, that strives to emulate His noble tones, but fails and answers in Low, saddened sighs. catch his tones, fond heart ! i And they will echo in thy darkened cells ' In after years, speaking most tenderly Of visions of the past. God, hold my soul Within the hollow of Thy Hand and keep Me true to Thee. I dare not give myself ,j To one who steadfastly denies a God, j Except as ftir as the caricatures Drawn by man's hand reveal Him to the world. God, send an angel to pour balmy sleep On my hot, swollen eyes ! i THE PANTHEIST. 435 Scene X. Alfred. — I shall believe nanglit I can't compre- hend. Clara. — Then you do not believe that I can move My finger, for the how you cannot know. A. Will electric raedinm and muscle make — C. A metaphysical hodge-podge ; but can You tell what in ray brain is carried to The arm ? and how it — the unknown — moves on ? A. Like words on telegraphic wires. C. But you Can't say how they are sent. Why would not rope Answer as well as wire ? Most wonderful Is electricity; and no man can Explain how the magnetic needle works. A. A scientific man differs from one Who is an ignoramus, in his power To hide his ignorance by knowing phrase. He treats the facts he is familiar with As does a girl the rags she Avorks into Fine dolls, and sets them up and grandly talks By rules that she has learned, and then exclaims, What clever children these of mine! G. Quite true ; I understand the inner life as well As you the brain and heart. You touch a nerve Perhaps (How do you touch it?) in my brain — Electric mechanism, as I think — And striiight the imperceptible sends to The heart hot blood and quick. Then rushes it liack to the liead ; I blush. 436 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. A. To me a blush Is song perceptible to list'ning heart. But it is true no one knows how we blush. 0. You cannot comprehend my spirit at Your side; then is it reasonable to Expect to fathom GrOD ? You plant a seed Of wheat ; out of that tiny grain comes tens Of thousands — how ? A. Sun, rain, and metals in The soil — 0. Are words. You understand the growth Of wheat: "evolve it out of consciousness," And when you feed me on yourwheaten bread, I shall let you evolve for me a god Out of your consciousness. A. Imagination is The highest faculty. That can conceive The growth of plants and the connection which Exists between body and mind, much as Musician when his hands are folded hears The harmony that he imagines and Will write for you to play. So writers in The grandest of all books of poetry Conceived the psalms and hymns to which men preach. Beethoven was inspired and so was John. 0. St. John and all of the Apostles were Men ignorant of what our school-boys know. Of millions of the latter never one (Nor man) has written aught to be compared With the New Testament. A. Perhaps Burns is THE PANTHEIST. 437 The nearest parallel. Eead " Man was made To mourn." C. Aye, read it, and then Gro.spel of St. John, chapters fourteenth to seventeenth. A. John was a mystic ; for he taught that Three Persons are One and One Person is Three. C. Indeed he never wrote nonsense like that. He taught the Trinity — that there are three Persons in God and God is One. Are not You also three in one ? A. Not I, indeed! C. Body, spirit, and mind distinct, and yet The three form but one man. Scene XL Alfred [alone.) Heart, wilt thou fall in love ? I fear I ask the question rather late. Thou art Like child in Puritanic household reared, Who, when he bursts from motbei-'s apron-strings, Runs riot. I have ke]ot, thee, heart, too close. Thou art like the balloon I saw last week ; Monsieur Flammarion apostrophized It ere he gave himself to its mad care. He said, "Inert and formless thing that I Can trample under foot, my perfect slave, I am about to give thee life that thou My sovereign mayst become. Thee I shall make Yet greater than myself, and shall give up Myself to thy (most gracious*) majesty; * Words inserted to suit tlie rliytlim. 438 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. And to thy element, my kingdom, shalt Thou bear. Thou shalt fly to the regions of Tempests and storms, and I shall be obliged To follow thee ; thy plaything I shall be ; Thou shalt do what thou wilt with me." He knew All, yet, transported by his ardent zeal, Inflated his balloon and soared aloft. Thus do I now. The world turns round; the clouds Shoot downwards aimlessly; valleys are filled; High hills are levelled to the ground. Is it Not so, my heart ? And only thou and I Are steadfast and intent upon one aim. Man of the world I was ; now it recedes And leaves me childlike at a woman's feet. She visits clondland, and straightway the clouds, Eosy and golden, breathing youthful breeze Upon my glowing cheek, wrap me in dreams And waft me to my " castles in the air." The low desires of fashionable life Are filled by avalanche that passion tears From icy birthjjlace to o'erwhelm whate'er Obstructs its path. No wonder, heart, that thou Dost laugh and mock at question I asked but A minute since — if thou wouldst fall in love'? But are we not invigorated here As no wine ever strengthened us below ? I can almost believe that angels are. Why not ? This time last year I had been as Incredulous about a Clara as I am just now of angels that she knows. THE PANTHEIST. 439 Why should there not be spirits if they were Created but to wait on such as she ? M. Flanimarion when he was high Enough floated between the azure dome Of heaven and green concave of earth, and I Thus seem to float between the heaven of Her purity and earthliness of my Own love. I am not giddy — no ! I leave Sick dizziness to men who stand on height Of earthly passion and gaze in Hell's depths. My nature is sublimed: would Clara but Consent to enter my domain and take Me — king of all that I have met and passed — • To be her slave. I would give ether to Her until she participated in My love sublime ; then my strong arms would crush Her being into mine and we should fall Asleep and wake up nevermore. Tut! Tut! My o'erwrought dream has wakened me. How know I that there is eternal sleep ? Scene XII. Clara {writes :) Softly, Spirits ! very softly Fold your gentle arms about me ! Hovering o'er sea of Death Draw I bliss-pervaded breath. Cooling zephyrs flow around me Mingling with mist from the sea 440 TEE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Where I know sleep all my treasures; Yet my spirit's wiugs beat measures Of a holy ecstasy That she is no longer free: For magnetic eyes have charmed me. Lifted me before I knew it Where the loved and loving flit In a perfumed sea of mist — Where love's sunbeams roses kissed. ISTo will had I to resist, For there was no warning made Of aught I should be afraid. So I let him hold my eyes ; But I had not a surmise That my spirit, which grief made Crouch upon the earth, down-weighed By the pressure of despair, E'er could rise to what is fair. Does the iron in the earth Know a magnet can give birth To a world of flowers and birds, Meadows green and lowing herds ? Let a strong hand throw away Overloading earth and clay. And a magnet hold above ! Eyes magnetic, strong in love. Firm in hope, now hang above Troubled depths of Death's deep sea And I rise obediently. Softly, Spirits! very softly Fold your gentle arms about me ! THE PANTREiaT. Ml For I tremble o'er Death's sea Underneatli my love and me. ***** ( Clara writes on a sheet of note paper :) COME IN". 'Tis Jesus Who bids thee come in : Leave outside thy woe and thy sin; Seek refuge where mine long has been. The Saviour took me in the ark Long ere sorrow's night fell chill and dark. Dear Friend, come with me and embark For Eden, that no serpent's trail Can mark, and where Love may avail To create a home that can't fail E'en when last fires devour the earth; We shall safely walk in the New Birth; Nor shall regret earth's perished mirth. {Site tears up the foregoing and begins to weep.) ***** I must come back to thee, my Journal, now ; For writing calms my brain as a fresh breeze A clouded sky. Thank G-od that I can write ! Oh, my soul is thkilling With hope that will not die ; And my eyes are filling From fountains that low lie The hidden life within — As rivers come from springs That in eai'th's dejitlis begin, Or shadows from briglit wings. 442 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. I know not when began Emotions that I feel ; But since'I love a man I know I need to kneel. So, peasant passing o'er Snow-buried Alpine peak E'en when he dares not speak, Stops sometimes to adore At the Madonna's shrine. God, I cannot tell Into man's ear — but Thine ! 1 love — alas ! not well. I dare not speak, for fear Truth's avalanche may fall Upon my soul : a near To love's sweet is its gall. Scene XIII ( Clara in her room. ) Christ, " Out of mouths of babes and sucklings hast Thou praise perfected." Why not out of mine ? My heart is babe, content to lie upon Thy breast, my mind is suckling, nourished by Thy Word. If martyr's faith for many could Avail, Lord, why not mine for one ? Because 'Tis not so strong? Father, 'tis as strong As it may be; but Thou canst strengthen it. Up to my present knowledge I believe. Increase my love, and make faith realize THE PANTHEIST. 443 No sparrow* falls unseen by Thee, dear Lord. Who was It, then, avIio threw me in the path Of first man who has roused my intellect By casting sunlight on my heart. But he Is Pantheist. " Lord, open thou my lips." Sermons he scorns; but most devoutly scans My words and looks. Alfred, for whom I pray. Is scientific man, and I am but A fislier in the waters where he dives And brings up from their deptlis lore new to me. Quite wonderful, aye, and most beautiful, When I have washed off slime, and sand, and parts Of rotten bodies that adhere to it. But he is infidel, Father! that It is Avhich hurts me so, and I believe It hurts Thy Lovingness, dear Crucified. Satan suggests that many prayers sent up In faith to Thee unanswered are, and some Were for the dead or the dead Past, that can't Be answered now. Yet how know I but when I get to Heaven I may perceive they were ? And that it was only because I looked On the wrong side I did not see how God Had carried out my own designs — my prayers Perfected far more beautifully than I had dared hope ? The little child, who has Been promised birthday party six months hence, Oft says the time will never come, and can't Be made to understand why he should wait. I long for "faith that mountains can remove." * St, Mattliew x. 29. 4:4:4: THE GLOUD OF WITJVISSSES. Yes, but mine is " like mustard-seed," says Doubt. True; but the mustard-seed produces vine,* In which faith's birds may sing and build their nests. If with me, who have sinned in stronger light, Thou hast not patience lost, why should I fear Thou hast with one against whom all perverse Infliiencea have blown like desert sand That heaps itself upon a temple which Is uninhabited ? Fallacious phrase! His soul was always temple of true God Although he worshipped one whom he knew not. Scene XIV. Clara. — I know you are a classic scholar. Did You e'er contrast the pure morality And sentiments refined of St. Paul with Those of vile Juvenal, or Horace, or Any of the first writers of that age ? And then compare the God and Saviour of St. Paul with classic deities, and say Whence comes the difference if it lies not In nature of God manifest in Flesh Contrasted Avith the gods and goddesses. Offspring of minds impnre and hearts that loved To see their worst faults magnified in those To whom they therefore willing homage paid. Alfred. — The Bible is a fine mythology. Well merits study given classics rare. C. You hurt me so. * St. Mark iv. 32. THE PANTHEIST. 445 A. Then I shall not speak in This strain again. We'll talk of what we can Agree upon. Forget what I have said. G. That I cannot. A. Alas ! Nor can I, now ; I've gone too far to stop. {Absently, as if looTcing in his heart : then to her :) Miss More, you'll read Some books of mine ? G. If you will read those that I'll lend to you. A. I will. 'Twill be a bore; But as I challenged, you have right to set The terms. Bah ! But your books will be a bore. And are you not afraid some seeds from mine May spring up in your brain and crowd out Faith ? C. No. For the ground of my mind is o'ersown With violets — scentless and wild — but quite Tenacious of birth -rights ; while your mind was Too barren of humility, and so There was enough space for all kinds of seeds ; And some were innocent and very fine, And some grew to be beautiful, but they Were adders' tongues. Your intellect is still Eich ground, unsown with spiritual seeds And therefore free and open to all new Ideas, whether they will germinate In life or death. A. But death to me is naught. 446 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Q. Blindness is naught to babe at mother's breast. Oh, inconsistency! Yon vaunt the power Of Eeason over Faith, yet are content To hold that yours will die like a poor dog's. Highest philosophies (like that of Kant) Such skepticism as yours would destroy, For Kant proclaims Reason is powerless To guide the soul beyond the paths that sense Can designate. A. Is that his theory ? C. Profoundest mind is like a well-trained child; What is the former but a child well trained By studies and by discipline of life ? Kant says that Reason must annihilate A shallow unbelief as well in Grod As in itself, and will restore Faith to Its throne. A. What are chief objects of that Faith ? 0. First Grod, then immortality. A. But did Not he confess he could not demonstrate Being of God. C. He did, and with the same Cool subtlety of intellect asserts That you His non-existence cannot prove. A. That clinches pride of argument and me Confounds. For sooth I said that I would not Believe what never could be proved, and yet I can't disprove there is a God, Who was Jehovah to the Jews, to Christians is Emmanuel. Whv raise you thankful eyes? i. THE PANTHEIST. ^447 Do yoii forget that when you pass blue sky You enter a black Toid ? C. But shall not stay Therein. I shall pass on to regions of The stars. A. You are poetical. C. Am not I true to what astronomy doth teach ? Tyndall * may climb on earthly mountain-top Beyond fair fleecy clouds and azure air, And there may stay in search of science till She freezes him to death. Newton at his Good pleasure quietly sits down to learn What science can reveal when he assists Her utterance with eye and ear of faith ; He penetrates beyond the indigo And death-compelling atmosphere of earth, Into an empyrean where gold suns And worlds dance in sublimest rhythm to K simple law of Grod. A. My priestess, don't Get lost star-gazing, and forget that Kant Is present theme. C. He says, the fact that he Is conscious of the moral law is thing Against which infidels have nothing to Do battle with. And Pantheism finds ^No more respect at Schlegel's hands. He says, (Eemember, I do not) that it is quite * I hope this reference to Mr. Tyndall is not impertinent ; he is only a representative man to my mind, and a favorite writer. 4:4:8 THE GLOUD OF WITNESSES. Destructiye of the moral sense, and is Productive of indifference to right And wrong. A. Whew! Think of Christian going to Such German infidels for weapons to Fight the " good fight " of Truth ! C. Because you can't Say they were prejudiced in favor of Eevealed truths, and that they feared to use Their reason in the war 'twixt God and man. A. Your faith is so secure. G. Firm now, because It has been battered like a bird in storm At sea until it took safe refuge in Christ's Ark. A. I, with great Sophocles, exclaim, " Oh, that my lot might lead me to the path. . . Which august laws ordain, which had their birth In highest Heaven ! " C. And that a heathen said? Can quote more of his writings ? for I know Him not at all. A. I shall, although I give You a new stone to fling at me. He adds, " Neither did race of mortal man beget Those laws, nor shall oblivion lay them down To sleep. In them the power of God is great, And grows not old." * * As quoted Mr. M. Arnold, in a number of the Living Age. THE PANTHEIST. 449 Scene XV. Alfred (alone:) This woman to me represents the dawn. After mj youth had passed in one glad day. Like Adam's first in Paradise, I fell Asleep, weary of glare importunate That hurt my spirit's eyes. I was a man, Was tired of ball and balls, of marbles and Of feast, and lay down listlessly, spoiled child Of luxury and self-indulgence — bah I Better than worldling's emptiness of mind, His flightiness of heart was reticent And learned skepticism. While the long Night lasted I had most hideous dreams of Chaos wherein my soul was lost ; this gave 'No more concern than if a pebble fell From my limp hand. Sometimes I wearied of The darkness, roused and trimmed a lamp left to Me by long-buried ancestors, and sought In old philosophies for a new truth. Ofttimes my dreams were frightful, but again Chained fancy burse her metaphysic bonds And looked for former life ; but in new guise. Knowing the old could not replace the new Unless I could become a boy again — The last thing that I consciously would do. With toys and flirts, with fables and with dance I'd done. Like sculptor of past times, I made A woman for myself — no Venus, nor Minerva, Marv Ann, nor Blanche. I called 450 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. For Eve, wise and immaculate. Then smiled In queer self-pity at last whim, and trimmed Old Learning's lamp ; pressed fancy down In new Pandora-box, and turned to things Of sight and touch ; became a scientist. Still, the night lasted ; though I could not sleep, I ceased to feel impatience with the world ; Was satisfied with heaps of facts by which I demonstrated changeless laws. I was Content to be a man, because I learned. But gradually counter-light dawned on My soul. I knew not clearly whether lamp More brightly burned, or whether a new beam Fell on worn page of old humanity. I turned and knew my Eve. Another day Had dawned. I felt like Adam when he saw The first sunrise. My soul awoke ; my heart Began to carol like the early birds. My Eve, unconscious that she was the dawn, Healed my sick mind with healthy beam. We lived. Scene XVI. Glara {alone:) LOED, MY GrOD ! I AM SO WEAK AN"D WEE ; Life's winds blow o'er me, and reluctantly 1 am swept here and there, but have no power To stand or walk on ; I bend like a flower. Help me to stand, Lord ! Thou will'st alone — For those who cherish me to Thee have flown. Then patient be with me, nor heed my falls ; I am so feeble that e'eu Love appals ; THE PANTHEIST. 451 I fear to grasp it lest I should mistake A figment of my brain for its namesake. Too many women wed not what they see, But a delusive, baseless fantasy. Besides, my life is consecrate to Thee; I will not wed unless Thou givest me Away as fathers do. I'm in Thy Hands ; And waiting for Thy Word, my spirit stands, Eeady to take a " Sister's " heavy load And walk alone and burdened on life's road. But glancing furtively at easy lot, Where gentle hands would cool my forehead hot With piercing pain begot by memory. And one has shown how sweet his sympathy; Percliance, he'd lure me by love's wistful tale To shut my wakeful eyes to spectres pale. That ever clasp their hands my heart around. Until it sometimes feels it must rebound Into life's joyous ways, or else lie down To its last sleep, forgotten woman's crown. I shrink from either wife's or "sister's" lot: Could I remain as now ? Father ! not Eebellious am I to the fate I see ; But ere an orphan, Jesus strengthen me. Is it a sad necessity to give Him up ? It may not be. I shall write Christ Another prayer : she who knocked oft and did Not tire was heard at last. May not I be ? 462 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. ( Writes again :) Of my suffering hea.rt The " holy of holies," my God, is Thine ; But I think earthly love should have its part — The second place in my lone temple-heart. Yea, love should abide in the holy place Until it drives thence all feelings more base. {Tliroios down paper and pencil^ I cannot write. I'll go in the next room And see if my piano cannot bring Me a sweet dream while I lie on the breast Of music, as I used to lie upon The bosom of mamma when I was sad. {Glara turns over her music and sings " The Rose-bush.") Although that is so very beautiful, It does not satisfy. It should end thus : COLD-DEAPED IN" SNOW STANDS "THE ROSE-BUSH FAIR ; " But ruby wings melt the clear blue air. While bows in anguish a widowed form : The one she loved had wrought her harm. And the years glide by. Another grave by the "rose-bush fair," Another spirit in blue mid-air! Two wing their way to their Father's Breast, With true love's eternal rapture blest. And the years stand still. THE PANTHEIST. 453 {Alfred has prevented the servant's an- nouncing him ; she noiv opens the door. ) A. Your tones are like the dew that falls upon A wilted flower, and it revives although The hour be dark. C. Good evening. Had I known That you were nea.r I had not chosen song So sad. A. You've covered Death's gaunt form with flowers, And in Death's-head have put a scroll on which Is written poetry. How strange this is ! 61 Death is but a continuation of This life. Disease or accident throws wide The gate, and we pass to the other side To realize all we have questioned here. The islander longs for wide continent; Death sends life- boat to bear him o'er rough waves To haven of delight, and he shrinks back Enamored of the company of toads And water-snakes, and shuts his stupid ears To dulcet warblings on the far-off shore. Scene XVIL Clara {reading a letter from Alfred:) Miss More, by bearer of this note please send Me back those books of Infidelity I lent to you last week. I feel as if I had spread arsenic on cake to make A child eat it and die. Well, that was not 454 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. The word I meant to write — but let it be ! You wish to know what has come over me ? Last night I came back from Marseilles, and in The carriage with me was a being of Your sex (you cannot help her sex), and she Had two sweet children, boy and girl, who talked About good fairies, and the mother smiled. Then the boy to his sister said, "Maurice Told me some stories prettier than these; " And he gave childish version of what Church Of Rome tells of Cecilia ; then I thought, Prettier are the Church's fairy-tales Than are the world's. The mother turned with sneer And ridiculed her son, and said she was Ashamed that he should try to teach a girl Such stuff. The little dear lifted her eyes (Were they your color, that I thought of you ?) And said, " My good mamma, it is unkind To tell me that Jean's story is not true; I had made up my mind that I should sing- To angels when I am afraid at night." Another lady begged the mother not To try to take the light out of the world In which her children lived, and added, with A sigh, " I know a man who did the same. And when his son committed suicide He left a note in which he said, As there Is no God in the Heaven to help a man Who is disgusted with the world, I shall Lie down and sleep for aye." But then began The horrid creature who a mother is, THE PANTHEIST. 455 To argue infidelity, and she, Knowing I am an unbeliever, called On me to help her argument ; but not Until she had disgusted me with Paine, And Eousseau, and Voltaire. My answer was To take the little girl upon my knee (I should have liked to kiss her eyes, but felt Unworthy). I said, "Dear child, I know That there are angels, for I have seen one." She clapped her hands and cried, " Show him to me." " She will not let me see her wings because When I was little I was naughty, and Said that there were no angels ; but if you Will but believe there are, some day when you Are in Bois du Boulogne, I shall take there A lady who has seen their wings and talked With them, and she will tell you what they said." Were my eyes angry that the mother blushed When I put her child in her lap, and said, " Madam, I do not know whether God wrote The Bible; but surely He the children made" ? Miss More, there never was iconoclast So despicable as the man who strives to hurl A woman from tlie pedestal of faith And piety into the dust about His feet, that he may lift her np and hold Her on a level with his heart. I wish I could believe that I might elevate My spirit to your height; but as I can't, Oh, shine on me as the sun shines upon The blind, who feels, although he cannot see! 456 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. What, if yon are mistaken ? So, of old Were the astrologers, who spent their nights Communing with the stars. Surely they were Superior to men who revelled through The hours of darkness. I'm no reveller; But scientific books seem gas-lights now. Eespectfully, Alfred Clark. Scene XYIII. Alfred {alone.) I must be cautious with her for a while, or else The tender plant of woman's confidence Will wither to the root, and, I fear, die. Thus woolly snow covers but to protect The flowers that otherwise harsh winds would kill. If both survive until the afternoon Of life, perhaps, love's sun may suddenly Flash forth and melt the snow, and overflow Her being Avith an avalanclie of hot, Eemorseless passion that she can't resist. Enough of snch palavering, fool-heart ! I'll look a hero in the face, and try To catch his spirit. Where is Corneille's Cid ? {After reading a short while, he writes on a fly-leaf:) "My sweetest hope is to lose hope:' Guizot condemns this thought. I think he would not, had he known The mischief hope hath wrought. THE PANTHEIST. 45 Y Oft one, till he exhausts his strength, High mountain seeks to climb ; Loses, perchance, a limb, as he Has lost his hope and time. 'Twould have been better had he hud No hope of scaling height ; 'Tis better to give up a deed For which we have not might. So, since I love, hope tortures me, Inciting to rash deed ; My greatest wish is to lose hope That love no more may bleed On pilgrimages where hope leads. And mind's powers have no scope I'd rest now, if I had no guide ; " My hope is to lose hope." Bah ! That is poetry. I do not wish To lose the one hope — for old age — that is To cheat the intervening years. To cheat ? I fear that will be all. At any rate, I should not like to see the sun put out Because I know that I can never reach To it. Not for the pleasures of a man Of fashion would I give up secret that "Will be an altar in my heart when to Man's eye it will seem but a ruined fane. 458 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Scene XIX. Alfred. — God answers prayer, you say. What a great Grod To change His high decrees to please — Glara. — His child, A spoiled one, too ; much has He favored rae. A. I scarcely should presume to try to change Your sentiments; for fickle you are not. C. Are my ears deaf to argument ? Or, would You hint that obstinacy more befits A God than condescension ? A. I believe That all things are predestinated and Governed by changeless Laws. C. Your Deity Is slave caught in inextricable coils That he unwittingly hath spun. Ifj such Was my idea of the God I could Not worship Him. Indeed I should myself Be far more powerful than he, because I can transgress eternal Laws ; and you Say He cannot. A paralytic G-;>d Could not inspire me with much love; but Kant Was willing to concede that there is no Sufficient reason to deny that there Have been true miracles. Miraculous To me are many metaphysic books, For they oft set aside natural laws Of reason and experience. Some men When led by argument nearly to God, Will crab-fish sidewise, backwards, any way THE PANTHEIST. 459 But forwards honestly, if they may plunge Into a hole in which His glory can Not penetrate. A. 'Tis not dishonesty, But their humility which keeps men back From God. C. Are skeptics, then, less proud than those Men who believe? Read Fichte and St. Paul, And, by-the-by, compare the doctrine of The Trinity with " Science of Knowledge/' And see which asks the most credulity. And which is the most hard to comprehend. I can believe when a God speaks although I cannot understand; but when man speaks ] I can't believe till I can comprehend i That his incomprehensibility j Is not inherent in his argument. - \ A. In the last statement you are right ; ! But in the first I question if you are. \ C. If I Avere blind should I be wise to say ! There are not seven coloi'S in the bow \ Because I could see none ? Where I am blind. Being quite dazzled by excess of light, I St. Paul hath gazed with open eyes. j A. So has I Spinoza, whom I spent the last night with. j His mind is a great light and is divine, [ Being, as he has taught, a part of God. j C. You are unjust. You know Spinoza would i Not, as you have just done, confound the part i As a part, with the whole as the whole. For \ 460 TEE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. None can more clearly mark the boundary Between the Deity and man. A. And do You really suppose you can change God By prayer ? 0. Not quite this. But did you believe that you Could change the mind of your wise governor, When you petitioned him to save a man Condemned to die ? A. The voice of mercy might Be heard, though justice had decreed his fate. C. Am I too credulous to think G-od is As tender-hearted as your Seymour is ? If I offended you I should pray you To pardon me. The nature of your mind I should not change; my altered attitude To you would bring about the answer of My prayer. That God should be inferior To you I can't admit. How strange that you. Who have such admiration for great minds And noble lives, should shut your heart to Christ ! A. Not Socrates, nor other worthy of The past or present can compare with Him. The Jews had made Him King had He not felt Great Osesar His inferior. Had He But used the power — let it be what it might — ^ That acted on imagination of The sick, and cured their ills— C. And acted quite As powerfully on the dead — A. Whatever was THE PANTHEIST. 461 Tlie power, noue who accepts the facts Of history can doubt, that had He used His influence to put a diadem Upon His Head He had not later worn A crown of thorns. With Rousseau I exclaim, " He was a god" — fit god for Pantheist. C. Was not His constant " interference with The Laws of Nature " when He cured the blind And maimed, below the dignity of God ? A. You cannot think it was. 0. I have heard you And other Pantheists assert as much, When One Unseen thiuks He may exercise The right, that any man may have, to change An instrument He made. A. No : we deny That the Invisible descends to earth, for we Profess to deal with only facts. C. With facts That you can see, hear, smell, or taste ; but what Of other faots — as real, though they are ISTot tangible — of thought and heart ? Can your Poor Positive Philosophy give me A positive reply to questions such As, Why do I love poetry ? Why do You hate a toad, that to my mind suggests A pleasant thought of shaded lane at home? Why is blue soothing to my eye, while yours Craves red ? All these are facts, and what you call Philosophy takes no note of them and Their like. Wise men! fit to dress dolls and set Them up to suit your taste ; but not to guide 462 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Sweet children, whose most positive demands Are for imagination, trnst, and love. You deal with facts; then' take a frightened child And tell him there is nothing in the dark ; He will not heed; but deal with him as God Hath done with me — let angels fill the blank. And he will go to sleep, not fret nor fear. Scene XX. Clara's Vigil. Stern duty bids me close my eyes And rest, for I need sleep to night ; Therefore, afar from me it flies. True despot, wanton in its flight. I'm punished that my tears rebel — For very much I long to weep ; And yet I try my woe to quell Till I can meekly go to sleep. Upon my brain hot torpor lies. And my heart hears footsteps of Fate. Ah, how the salt tears pain my eyes, Slowly falling with mystic weight, Fearing to touch my cold, cold hand That in the darkness is stretched out Vainly towards the Better Laud From this fog-realm of sin and doubt! Oh, for the winsome visions bright I have had of heavenly things ! Could they but come to me this night Uprising like rejoicing wings THE PANTHEIST. 463 Of my Gruardian most holy, Joying in their own reflection And fraught with celestial glory ; Filling me with warm affection For all beings pure and holy, My soul, with aspirations grand, Would rise to mingle with the throng That Cometh from the Spirits' land Crowding out sin and pain and wrong. And my sore heart, with stilled longing. Hushed by pleasing expectation Of an endless, cloudless morning, Might find some alleviation For its unexpressed sighing That very soon it may go hence To a sphere above us lying. That it may come in glory thence, Furnished with subtle influence. To act upon my dear one's thoughts — Draw them to the celestial shore Where sensitive and gentle hearts For friend's sin will weep nevermore ; Suspicion, pride and auger dead. Their cherished secrets may be read And understood for evermore. ****** I LOOKED UPON HIS TRANQUIL FACE, Thought-shaded, as by veil of lac- Which could not hide his heart from me, Although he deemed I could not see. My spirits fell, presaging dim Enchantment, as tliough cloister-hymn — 464 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Meant only for the singer's ear And the deaf heart upon the bier — Wafted to me by wings of night Had raised my soul to mystic height. It was as if dim candles burned Round my heart, that in cold trance yearned To comfort him who mourned for me — Love feels much others cannot see. But I dared not to let him know The life which burned with smouldered glow. So, my heart simulated death Although it heard his heaving breath ; Alas ! so dead it seemed to be He groaned and went away from me. Scene XXL. Clara. — I wonder now how many angels are In this small room. Alfred. — Just one: no more. C. I feel Quite sure that more are here. Do you suppose That yon have none ? A. I have one, and I want No more. O. Do not you wish that they would make Themselves now visible ? A. Mine is ; but knows Not that she is an angel well revealed. C. Oh pshaw ! I was not joking. Truly I spoke Of what I often think. We are quite sure The holy angels have in keeping all Who are dear to the Lord. I THE PANTHEIST. 465 A . Why did He wait So long ere He sent mine to me ? Believe Me that I should have been far different From what I am if I had known you long. Did you e'er fancy yourself priestess to A heathen goddess when the world was full Of poetry, and credulous as youth In love for the first time ? C. JSTo. I have said I should have soorned such drunken brutes as Mars And Bacchus ; J.upiter was monster vile, Who had his birth in dirty brains, was shaped By vengeful hands ; but I conjecture that I should have worshipped sun, moon, stars. Do you Presume the world had ever more of faith And poetry than it has now ? To me There is no false religion half as full Of poetry and beauty as the true ; Compare our common poets with the great Bards of the classic age, and you will see A truer love for nature now than then. Of the most superstitious heathen take Those fullest of credulity, and see If they have faith like saints of modern age. A. I should have ridiculed opinions sucli As those a year ago ; but I have found A mystic and a saint. Valerian Am I; Cecilia you; and I believe. C. Why will you always mock mo when I an: In earnest ? 4,Q(i THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. A. Mock! Mock you! 0. You treat me as A little girl who tells about her dolls ; You would not hurt my feelings for the world. A. Did yon e'er estimate the reverence That man feels for a child ? I could adore The Babe of Bethlehem ; and, as I am True man, there is naught like contempt for one Who stands on pinnacle from whence I fell. Now may I answer question that you asked ? — Whether the old religions had more faith And poetry than has the new ? I must Confess, its beauty I suspected not Until I found it well daguerreotyped In you ; now dare I hope its poetry I yet may leai'u : translations of no kind Do I appreciate ; originals Or none for me ! C. I do not catch your thought. A. The epic Jesus traced on hearts of men The modern priests translate according to The fashions that prevail where they abide ; But the original they cannot read. You can — C. Forbear ! Do not add blasphemy To slander of the men I reverence Next to my God. A. At present I am in The state of priest of Dian, who can well Believe her mysteries, because I learned Them in the moonlight of her presence fair: THE PANTREI8T. 467 Wli ether there is a Jove who may be proved To boast of fatherhood, concerns me not. Diana is my goddess, and rewards By making herself visible in you. .C. Extravagance like yours I never heard. Is such your temperament ? A. You may decide. I wish I was as strong and self-contained As you. C. If I seem strong, it is not that I am; but I am upborne on the Heart Of One Who is in Himself strength. You call My nature self-contained. As is the sea That dashes o'er its bounds to be thrown back, Loud murmuring, leaving quite desolate And dry the sandy shore. But One then says To restless waves of passion, that scorn leash Held by man's hand — " Peace ! Peace ! Be still ! " No more The billows rage, my passions cease to fume. A. 'Tis strange that one as old in years and thought Should talk so childishly. Do you believe That Jove concerns himself about your tears? (7. No. I believe, nay, I will say, I know That God the Crucified loves me, and sees My tears and feels each human echo of The sighs He breathed in sad Gethsemane. I shall be in my dotage when I am Too old to kneel at Father's Feet, and hope To lie on mother's breast. A. And do you then 468 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Expect to see her when you lie close-sealed In casket strong, and she in hers is dust ? C. T lie in grave ? ]^ot I ! JSTor lies she there. To-night I shall throw off this dress, and ere Again I put it on it will be cleansed And fresh. So when my body lies down in The ground for earth's last sleep I shall await A body purified and strong and fresh. A. But when it has decayed — oh, hateful thought ! I cannot tolerate it, my beloved ! If I had power like (rod's, or if He loved You as I love, your tender form would be Embalmed by nature's hand, nor know decay. C. Then, when my breath had flown, my body would Be raree-show for children to point at With an inquiring gaze. The forethought of My Father pleaseth more — better be dust And soil for flowers than mummy, though I were Then fair. And if I was preserved in flesh. So all would be — the maimed and the deformed ; And earth would be only foul nightmare's quest. A. If I were God, you should not die at all. C. Thank God you are not God to keep me here When I shall be decrepit, tired of life ; And you as old and gray, and bent and cross ! A. But we would not grow old. C. We are not young At present ; yet I should not grateful be To you for youth restored. A. 1 would not have You younger thjui you are. I am not boy THE PANTHEIST. 469 To want a doll, nor e'en pet bird ; nor youth To sigh for a Euphrosyue, about Whose witless path I'd scatter flowers. We would Be ever as we are. C. Think yet again ; And if yon are of the same mind at end Of these five months, write that wish out And lay it up and read it five years hence. A. What wish, then, shall I make for you ? a That God Will keep my womanhood as happy as My girlhood and my babyhood, and that My old age may be quite as short as to Him seemeth good. I cannot understand Why some prefer age and decrepitude To immortality and fadeless health ; Bleared eyes and full of rlieum, to eagle-gaze; A limping gait and crutch, to buoyant wings; Dull ears, that scarcely recognize The dearest voice, to sounds of harmony And love. A. Enthusiast, you make me sad. A childish heart like yours should never feel The many woes that you have had to bear ; If your God were the God of your enthused Imagination, would He have let you Know such agonies as rend strong hearts in twain ? C. They necessary were to training for The seat I crave, low at His feet. A. I would I had been trained for life as you have been ! •A charactfr like vours to mv mind is 4Y0 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Sublime as strange. My parents nurtured me To pamper self; and till I knew you I Had scarcely thought save what was worthy of My manhood, and how best I could exalt My character and elevate my mind. Unto mysL4f I was my god ; I was To high self-culture devotee; adored With Goethe and more modern men of same Unselfish school, only ideal that I — and they too, perhaps — had set before My eyes as splendid goal ; but when You 0:1 me my character seemed mire by your Sweet purity, my philosophic calm A stoicism foolish as inert. In short, all the hard-bought results Of manhood's discipline became as naught Weighed in cool balance with your — a Piety. If I have made impression such as you Portray, it is only because you see In me reflection turbid, very faint Of what the Saviour hath made me long for. I am like little maid who went to serve In house of Naaman ; a noble lord, Mighty in battle; but a leper was He none the less, and he was heathen, too. The girl was Jew, and to her mistress said, " Would God my lord were with our Prophet in Samaria ! He would recover liim Of his (vile)* leprosy." Naaman heard * Word inserted or altered to suit the rhvtlini. THE PANTHEIST. 471 Her words, and to her owed his cure. Know jou The remedy? A. I don't. C. Elishabade Him bathe in Jordan and he should be cleansed. A. He mocked the mighty lord. G. So he said; but His servants argued well, "If the wise man Had bid thee do some mighty thing, would'st thou Not have complied ? Much rather, therefore, when He saith to thee. Wash and be clean." Then he Obeyed, and " his flesh came again like flesh Of little child." Do not you see what I, A simple maid of Christ, would do for you ? A. What? G. I would have you bathe in Jesu's Blood The heart for which He longs, and bow your head To sacramental wave of righteousness. A. You did not let me finish what I had Begun — confession of my selfish life. I shall now ; for your absolution I Desire if you will set me penance true. My aspirations noble once appeared ; But now I realize that they are wings Of ostrich, competent to help me on A worldly path of sense, but impotent To raise my spirit to companionship Of your aspiring flight o'er joys of sense. To me you are not so much woman as An influence. I do not ask your hand ; I only crave to breathe your words, and sun Mv heart. Ion 2; frozen to the core, in vour 472 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Most spiritual presence. Do not spurn Me, Lazarus, who ask not once to gain A foothold in your heart. I only beg- To lie low at your feet and eat the crumbs That from your lips may fall. My beautiful ! — Why do you smile so scornfully ? C. Sadly and in self-pity ; for I had Supposed that I had found a real friend : Tut ! You are but a beau. And so, do not Expect me to pick up the pretty words You let fall at my feet ; at you I will Not sneer. A. Why not ? C. Because I pray for you, Rashly I spoke, for I offence had given. A. Offence. Oh, woman! At the foolstool of Your God, do you ne'er turn your eyes away From vision that you have called up ? Thus I Have done. Can pain offended seem ? C. You were not made for visionary, so You play that part ungracefully. Let us Return to theme more suitable. A. Not till I make you understand that I am quite Incapable of flattering, at least. The women of your class. I say that you Are beautiful — not to the artist's eye, But to the poet's sense; and though I can Not write grand rhymes, I can read poetry ; And you are my iVurora Leigh, although I am not Romney, nor desire to be. THE PANTHEIST. 473 To me yoa are a poem yisible. A tear! C. You've seen it, then ? So, now I dare To speak. A. Do not; becanse your voice is choked. Do not while that bright spark is in your eye. C. You are — A. Don't go ! Don't be afraid of me. I shan't presume to play the lover, so Sit down again, G. Not to be ridiculed. Good-bye. I'm going to the Louvre. Excuse My leaving you. A. May I not walk with you ? C. I beg your pardon. Not to-day. Scene XXII. {Alfred's soliloquy, as he leaves the Hotel.) I promised not to play the lover. 'Tis Not likely that a man with broken back Will ask for partner in a dance. But what A fool to startle her from the most sweet Simplicity of mutual confidence ! While I talked to her as man would to man — If he could find one pure as womanhood — She talked to me as she to woman would, If she could find one like her and unlike. Oh, foolish heart, my secret to betray ! That tear ! It puzzles me. Did jny words move her so ? And if they did, then why ? At least, one tiling Is clear. She would not listen patiently 4:74: THE GLOUD OF WITNESSES. If I should woo ; but that I dare not do. Did not I make a vow, when I stood by The grave of my last brother's child, I would Not do what father did — beget a lot Of children to drag painfully through few But weighty years, and prematurely die, Worn out with curse bequeathed by one who can Call foul corruption his twin-sister? Bah! My brothers' seed died in weak infancy ; With me shall die the penalty of sin. No child shall curse me for the legacy That I should likely leave. Let my accursed Grandfather's bestiality and its Attendant woes, be buried with my bones. _ But that pure child, with her grand intellect, • Grod! — so I have been with her till I Have caught her words. I would there was a God Who would concern Himself with our affairs ! For if there was. He might find out a way To strengthen me for sacrifice of all That short life gives to mortal man, for sake Of dreaded progeny. Scene XXIII. ( Clara's soliloquy as sJip- lies awake.) If I should listen to my hungry heart And let it take the bread love oflers it, (Should I a better Christian be as well As I might be a liappier woman. Lord ? Am I more self-sustained than Adam was? THE PANTHEIST. 475 I'm lonely in my Paradise ; for wealth Hath shnt me in from work and penury. But the heart droops because life's glowing sun Hath dried the dew of earthly years ; the mind Invigorated can refresh itself: But oh, the heart, my God ! Well, it is Thine; Do with it as Thou wilt. I murmur not. And his heart ? When we each can give just what The other wants, shall I be niggardly Because I'm shy ? If he was thirsty and Should beg a cup of water, I should haste To bear it to his eager lip ; only The spirit's thirst will I ignore. Why so ? Only the body perishes, forgets Its thirst : the heart that's shrivelled here may not Eevive until the Resurrection-morn. Then, Saviour, call us both to Thee, and lay Our hands together in Thy Hand, and smile And say. Poor things ! I well remember that Ye are of dust and so I sprinkle you With dew of heavenly love. Softly breathes the zephyr of the dawjs-iis-g DAY O'er my dream-flushed temples, and I wake to pray. Bless me, my Father! as Thou wouldst a child Who would ask for nothing that can be defiled. Yet a silent longing hides low in my heart ; Like the early birds in love I'd have a part. Like the dewy flowers that wait the coming sun And will sleep contentedly, when his day is done, 476 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. 80, my spirit, freshened by the dews of sleep, Waitetli sun that dries up tears in eyes that weep. Give me love, Father ! Wilt Thou not let me Be a silent thought to lead one unto Thee ? Through blind science-mazes, through historic doubt. Let the sweet Within guard from the Without. Then, like birds and flowers, when our day is done, We shall sleep in peace till Thou art our Sun. Scene XXIV. Clara. — Did you not get a note, informing you That I could not go to the Luxembourg- To-day? Alfred. — No. But I wonder if there is Mistake. I have been puzzled to guess why Two poems have been sent to me ; for they Are on a subject that the writer and I feel quite differently on. I have Them in my pocket, and with your good leave Shall read them now. I fancy that you may Feel sympathy with them. C. Religious, then ? For I remember that you claimed we felt Alike on other themes. A. Except one ; that I feel is sacred to you as dead love. And so have never dared to touch upon — As we have been victorious I can't. C. My country! Read the poems then, or let Me take them to my room. A. Pardon, if I THE PANTHEIST. 4Y7 Decline to give them up until I have Now satisfied suspicion that has been Aroused. Do you write poetry as well As live- it ? C. Bead, if you will not let me. Alfred {reads :) The EisTD. {As soon as Alfred reads the title, Glara flushes, tut sets her lips firmly, re- solved not to betray herself) G-reat God! I, who have borne most Pangs that shiver mortal hearts, Mourned to think mine could not burst. But was strengthened by pain's darts, I, at last, have fouud despair: God ! God ! Where art Thou ? Where ? Dost Thou only seem to sleep While we bear our slavery ? Carest not although men weep In despair of being free ? Sleepest Thou, God ! Dost sleep While Hate's serpents o'er us creep ? I've no country, North or South; Shackled e'en in thought am I ; Great despair hath shut my mouth ; Scarcely now to Thee I cry. I'm not countryman of slaves ; My confreres are in their graves. 478 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Yes; my country's 'neath the sod; Broken-hearted I still live. Lost are some friends, some with God; Yet I still have life to give : But I wear a clanking chain On my heart and on my brain. Ah ! I gave my dearest one — Better far if I had died — Sinful heart ! God's will was done : Think what HE hath spared his pride. Could he have borne what I bear ? Could he, like me, life-chains wear ? Cause he loved deserters banned ; Treachery its heart ate out ; Ship of state with heroes manned Is wrecked now, without a doubt, That few to the end were true — Pity, God, those noble few ! May they have more strength than I ! May they learu to live like men ! As for me, henceforth I lie But to dream ; no war again Shall awake hope to be free— Men are made for slavery. Hundred years cannot produce Armies like those we have lost. For what good? That foul abuse By unworthy men is tossed, THE PANTHEIST. 479 As bonfires by conquered slaves, Drinking, dancing o'er their graves ! Noblest one in dungeon lies, But his ransomed soul is free : Davis, as a man,* defies Lincoln to equality. History them both will draw While men read in silent awe Of Grod's ways that seem so strange. Tut ! I am ashamed to blame God, because men's spirits change ; Better thank Him for the fame . Of each who died to be free ! God, I pray Thee, pity me. Tuscaloosa, Aug. 3, 1865. 0. The poet is unjust ; but I shall not Discuss a friend's words, with an enemy, A. An enemy. Miss More ! I once bore arms In face of day; but never weapon wore Concealed, and I have sheathed my sword. Tliere is No man whom I revere more than I do Your General Lee. Li proof whereof I shall Send you a poem written on his death. And which I cut from paper and have kept. In truth it lies now in my pistol-box : I put it the]"e with feeling somewhat like That which prompts men to hang a conquered flag In a cathedral, not to boast of, but As being noblest trophy they have won. I have another poem here to read. 480 THE CLOVD OF WITNESSES. C. I do not care to hear another in That strain ; and it offends my heart to hear An officer — A. Pray do not wound me by A hasty s]3eech. If you could realize How long your words reverberate in me, You would be generous. Please, only hear The other poem that I hold ; it is Not of the dreadful War, that I loathe quite As much as you can hate. C. Read if you will. Alfred {reads :) The vert name oe sea Is pleasant unto me ! Speak of the Sea, I feel As one to whom repeal From care and horror comes. Awhile the sullen drums Are like hideous dream From which a jewelled gleam Has waked me to rejoice. As Norse maid wed Morris To see him melt away In glaring heat of day. Mocking her weary feet, My spirit bounds to meet The spirit of the Sea As though I still were free. The shackles seem to fall From the heart they appal; TEE PANTHEIST. 481 And I dream like a youth Who scorns the woe of truth ; But suddenly I wake, For my thoughts answer make To beating of the drum As from dim caverns come The echoes of the shout It hoped was well shut out. Ah, to die by the Sea, Dreaming that I am free ! {As he reads the last line, Clara hastily rises, and escapes through the door ~by which she is sitting.) Alf. Yes, my surmise is true, and she wrote both. But bow they have been sent to me I can IS! ot guess. I watched her narrowly, while I The last one read, and she has gone because She fears she can't prevaricate, and will Not let me know she is a poetess. Poor thing I How she has suffered — and I thought She was so calm she could not be disturbed. It seems I read her well! If she thus loves Her country, and can suffer from despair. Dare I try farther to secure her love? But ah ! who is her " dearest one ? " Have I A clue to her sweet resignation to An eai'ly death if, as she says, God should Thus favor her? Is she so deaf to men Of earth and their loud vows, because a Voice Much louder still reverberates within ? Yes; I am jealous of the dead ! I can 482 THE GLOUD OF WITNESSES. Not bear to have her call a rotten corpse Her dearest one. Such woman may be quite As much a slave to a sweet memory As others to a present fancy. Ah ! If men's hearts are immortal there must be Not one Hell, but some myriads of hells. For, even now hot jealousy burns in My soul; yet it is not consumed; nor can The flames of jealousy lick up Her name — the one name that on this black earth Doth correspond to that of God in Heaven. Is there a Heaven ? There surely is if she Will live after this life has passed. God ! Such woman as she is sprang never from The clods. 'Tis likely that her dreams are quite As wise as my blind tentacles of sense. Scene XXY. Clara (opening her ^Jortf olio.) Yes ; when I was in such haste to go out With dear papa, I asked Pauline just to Direct the letter, and to mail it ; but I had forgotten that the poems I Had folded to send home were here. But he Shall never talk to me of this again. (She hastily writes off :) I BUKY MY HEART, THAT SUFFEEED AND DIED For the sake of dear Freedom, Like Alaric's corpse, far under the tide Of this ev'ry-day life, and henceforth none shall come THE PANTHEI8T. 483 With curious eye to inquire of me How I suflered, and faiu would have bled to be free. And my stern self-.control Busentiuus will be To hide my dead heart from those who forget : Of those who remember are few to be met. In this pride-guarded sepulchre treasures are piled — The joys and sorrows of girlhood too wild And the noblest emotions a woman can know — True love for her land, but no hate for its foe. Ah! Dearest of treasures, in my buried heart Is a pang and a pride — oh ! it is the thought Of the Brother I love, who died to be free: But that death has so changed me he would not know me. {Folding the paper, says :) This I shall send to Mr. Clark to let Him see the subject he has broached mnst be Forever closed. Strange I should write to him In rhyme. Oh, heart, this does a secret tell ! Scene XXVI. Clara {reading a letter :) Miss More, I pray you pardon ; for I fear I have made myself disagreeable To you : I am so in the habit of Regarding your clear intellect but as A mirror wherein I may look to see Wliat in me doth offend you — and therefore Me too — in order that I may, as far As in me lies, strive to amend, that I Conceive of you but as a second self; 484 THE GLOUD OF WITNESSES. And fain would have no more reserve with you Than a man with his mirror has. Therefore, I oft forget you will not condescend To look upon me as a second self From whom you naught would hide. When I Insisted on reading those poems out, It was no vulgar curiosity To know if you are poetess, but great Desire to ope a new door of your life That you kept closed to me. Better I know You now, and more revere — not that you can Write poetry; but now I know that you Can sutler and endure and make no sign. I had thought you talked pretty theories When you were eloquent about yielding The finite will to God's infinite love ; And when you glowed with praise of martyrs who Had harder cross to bear than those who died At stake, I little knew that I then sat Beside a martyr who concealed with smile Of patience serpent coiled about her heart. I can't say whether the sweet |)oem that I just received from you gives me more joy Or pain ; joy first, because you longer will Not hide from me that you are poetess ; I had suspected more than once you are. But you remember how you treated me With cold and proud reserve when I would try To find your secret out. G-reat thanks that you Will talk to me in poetry, while to All other men you talk in prose. I feel A king who has a poet laureate THE PANTHEIST. 485 Who makes the jewels sparkle in liis crown. As for the South, I love her and revere As does the man who has fought for his wife And won her by drops of his blood : aud with " My body I shall worship her," * if she Will tell me by your mouth how best I her may serve. Alas ! your poem made Tlie tears start to my eyes — they did not when A Southern bullet had to be probed for. Oh, my beloved ! have you suffered so While I rejoiced ? though not in boasting and Eeviling. ISTo ! I would not hoist a flag When Lee laid down his sword, though had I been A Christian I had sung To Deum. But Enough about myself, and only this To let you see how you have wronged me by Eefusing sympathy. Your pity now I beg. Do not treat this poor letter with Disdain when you read what I dare not say Because I could not without tears ; but I Shall write it quickly, for I'm tearing out My heart to throw it at your feet, although I cannot let you pick it up and heal The wound. I love you, worship you, and yet I cannot ask you now to be my wife. The reason I shall tell if you command ; But otherwise I might offend. Do you Exclaim, How dares he mock me with his vows Of love, and fears to marry me ? Pity, Miss More, was what I begged of you ! Now I * English. Marriage-service. 4:86 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Ask more — I pray for this as earnestly As you would ask your God for life if you Were shipwrecked and lashed to a plank that was At mercy of mad waves. Marry no man! If you watch over my one angel, God, Close up her heart to vows of love! Miss More, I am not mad, but miserable. Love And pity me. I dare not ask reply To letter wild as this ; but don't refuse To see me when I come again ; and be yourself! P. 8. I wrote all the above last night, Miss More, And did not lay my head on pillow till The gray light dawned. I asked God — if He heard My groans — to hear my prayer and keep you as Love's vestal until time had done with you. I prayed — I think I prayed, Miss More, although I knew not Him to Whom I spoke, save as A blind man half believes because he hopes A friend is by, when he feels he is on The brink of precipice — I prayed God that No man's hot lips should ever press your lips : And more I dare not picture, even in My frenzy. But all that was in the night; Now it is day and I am calm, and fear To send this; but perhaps it may be best. I could not bear to think the time might come When you could me reproach with trifling — oh, That is ridiculous ! Trifles a man Because he jokes while surgeon aiuputates Arm next his heart ? THE PANTHEIST. 487 This is the poem that I promised you on the great Greneral. A DIEGE FOR GElifERAL LEE. Toll the bells mournfully — Our chief is laid low. Toll all the bells slowly For our country's woe ! " The Lost Cause " was buried Five sad years ago : Lee's grave is its monument. Even the foe Is magnanimous now And mourns for oiir chief; But on his pale brow Is the seal of relief Who knows what he suffered Though smiling the while? Like martyr at death-stake, His halo's a smile. Oh ! who can imagine The great Jackson's bliss When he welcomed to that world His Hero of this? And you, my dead Hero ! Whose death made a grave For my heart, though I breathe. What a welcome you gave ! You can understand now What is dark to us here — Why the great cause of Freedom Should lie on its bier 488 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. In every land known under the sun. In some the dead body has risen again ; In some it is putrid. But glory to men Who suffered and warred and bled to be free ! • Under St. Michael's banner They may muster again In invisible cohorts, Lee a hero e'en then ! I beg permission to subscribe myself Yours only and for ever, Alfeed Claek. Nov. 8tli, 1870. Scene XXVII. Golora and Mervila meeting in the air. Mervila. — Golora, why so fleet, and whither? Whence ? Golora. — Oh, I rejoice at the good work Thy ward has wrought! I spent last night pouring In Alfred's wounded heart — smitten by love And fate — the precious oil of faithful words That Clara had first said to him. I, as God's minister, recalled them to his mind Until he, worn out with his agony And long hours' pacing up and down, called on Her God ; he had no more true faith than had The Indian when first he prayed to white Man's God to soften white men's hearts ; but well Thou knov/est earthly mother, when she holds Her breast exposed to infant, who in first THE PANTHEIST. 489 Assays to walk has tottered to the verge Of precipice, don't criticise his slow And doubting turning to the lure ; * and when He comes so close that she. may stretch outarms Of yearning love to clasp him to her breast, She don't reproach him that he stumbles o'er Her foot. So God my Alfred lured last night. M. Grlory to Him that Clara's life has been So sweet and pure that the desire for her Has made a sinner — very dear to One Who died for him — turn from the sloping walk Of infidelity ere it had led With its insidious descent to black And hellish pit. G. Thou seest that he had No help — unless he could win God's — to keep His Clara from the arms of other men. And as a man who says lie has no faith In a physician, sends for him when he Feels he must die without his help, and knows He can do him no harm ; so Alfred called On God to steel the heart — that she had laid Upon His altar — to all vows of love That other men could make, and open it To his.- M. God heard his prayer because He "will Not quench the smoking flax " although it is Too newly cut to give out heat. His '' Name is Love." * This idea is beautifully expressed in a little print after Brockdon. 490 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. G. And now I go to see how Clara has Eeceived, and if she will not answer, crushed And tear-stained letter that he wrote to her. Scene XXVIII. — Clara's room. (She writes:) My friend, I am so glad yon wrote to me Quite candidly. Now I feel safe with you, For long I have intended when papa Should be again united to mamma By Death, that broke their marriage bonds, I would Become a Sister and a teacher of Young girls. Thus in intention I my wealth Have consecrated to Ciirist's service ; and Since I knew you I have feared that if I Allowed you lo be much with me I might, Like Vestal of old days, be yet obliged My poor heart to inter alive. Now I Accept your friendship, and feel safe with you As with my winged Guardian, and lay Aside disguise. I do not think I love You, but shall send you poem that fell from My pencil in the night. Perhaps you have Mesmeric power o'er my night-thoughts ; if so. Be careful how you use it; as for all Ideas you impress me with you must Give an account to God and me. As for The feeling which I have for you, I know Not what it is. Often I can't decide Self-questionings except by lookiiig in My Journal and my books of rhymes: but I THE PANTHEIST. ' 491 Shall let you take a peep, dow that I am Assured you cannot take adyantage of The liberty. I'm brave enough to put A sword in chain-locked hands of which Fate holds The key. There is liee iisr glaciers hidden Says the knowing microscope ; Who can tell when by love bidden But in my heart blooms a hope ? True ; the air is very chilly ; No encouragement gives it ; It would kill a rose or lily, But this one flower seems to fit In its little icy birth-spot, Quite content with freezing blast, And dreading only Summers hot : If lie keeps cool my hope may last. But if he begins to woo me As have others, fervently, Then a shudder will pass through me And the hope will die as gently As have some others heretofore. Ah ! my heart is clear and cold, For Death hath chilled it to the core, And it wilts when men grow bold. So I wish that he may never Whisper of what I ignore; Else Hope's fragile stem I'll sever — My last flower sluill bloom no more. 492 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. But I prize the chilly flower Hidden in my maiden heart; And it can beautify the hour Given up to lonely thought. • This is confession first ; now I shall make Another. I am sometimes tempted to Historic infidelity. I do Not doubt "G-od holds me in the hollow of His Hand;" but the fate of the South has made Me question whether He has given up The nations to the power of the Prince of The air.* And long before the war I asked The same hard question, reading history. When the wiokedjsess of men In life and in history Has caused infidelic doubt, Birds and beasts, I turn to ye ! And it seems irrational Then to doubt a Maker's Hand; In polyp and in monad Evident as in the grand Shapes of life^md activeness That I read of or may see, Though God's mark is oft erased On forms of human infamy. Traveller the story tells How he on an Alpine height * St. John xiv. 30. THE PANTHEIST. 493 When his dizzy brain reeled fast, Was made firm by simple sight Of the gentian growing near. Thus Thought, dazed by History, For a moment dares to doubt : But Faith comes by what I see. Ev'rywhere is mystery That poetic eye may trace ; What it can't interpret now 'Twill lay by its faith to brace. Your friend, because she now can be no more. Mervila. — Poor child ! She suffers, but she grows ; she is Like a boy forced to wear unyielding coat. She cannot cast it off, but "it she will Out-grow and burst it suddenly, and then will be Surprised to find angelic robe lies at Her feet. Poor child! She suffers now. I'll make Her take her pencil and write what I shall Dictate to comfort her. Her minister I am, because she is Salvation's heir.* Wilt thou wait till I comfort her ? For I Wish much to go with thee and see thy ward When he will read what she has written him. G. Yes; I shall fan her burning brain while thou Layest controlling hand on throbbing heart. * Heb. i. 7. 494: THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Clara {torites:) Oh, HEARKElSr TO THE AifGELS' BVENIKG CHIME ! For, at i-oseate close of a dark day Loveliest spirits a sweet tune oft play, Their soft wings beating on the air the time. And often those we love, who have gone hence. Mingle their well-known tones with soothing power, Closing a painful day with happy hour, Bringing down Heaven by their sweet influence. Kindly they gather np the broken strings Of the crushed hearts we oped to take them in ; Tune our life-harps, shattered by pain and sin, Anew to the fresh rhythm of their wings. On our brows press they fond kiss after kiss ; When they have soothed us into calm delight, Waving with perfumed wings a soft Good-night They vanish, leaving in our hearts their bliss. Weaet, sikking. Lord, am I ! Canst not, wilt not hear my cry! Peter, grasping Thy strong Hand Walked the billows as dry land. Lord, I perish ! — yet am Thine ; On my brow the Cross doth shine. Now vouchsafe me this reply, Fear not, child, for I am nigii ; Though thy faith should swoon and die. TEE PANTHEIST. 495 I will never let thee go While thou cliugest to Me so. * * * * % My God, I dedicate myself to Thee : ISTo earthly pleasure do I come to ask. But for life spent in sweet humility, A piety that cannot wear a mask, A meekness that as yet I have not known, A long (?) life given up to charity ; Bearing the "Banner of the Cross" alone, Loving no praise that might not come from Thee. Scorning the virtue, little more than dross, That prizeth more its honor than Thy Name, To guilty women let me bear Thy Cross, Unfearing base malignity or shame; Their children, heirs of unwoii infamy, I wish to place within my mother's arms. Till she clothes them in blood-bought purity, Eobing them in the Infant Jesu's charms ; Let noblewomen sponsors stand for them And for their mothers, for whom thou hast died. That they may weave another diadem To cast before Thee, Throned Crucified ! >f. ^ yf. ^ ^ \_Mervila. — ISTow I am ready to fly off with thee. Golora. — Wait till we see what she will write down now.] Clara (writes:) My Father did not choose to peove My love for Him. I am the spouse of Christ. Then- could I love the man who owns him not As God, Eternal King, Emmanuel ? 496 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. No, Saviour mine ! Thy sign is on my brow, And in the Name of Him who bids me call Him Abba, God, raising the Cross above My bleeding heart, I pray that he will lend His mighty Arrii to bear His fainting child To his calm bosom of eternal resi. Eest! Eest! I long for rest. Rest in the Christ! So weary of my thorny road, panting For peace of Heaven, weeping for sympathy In all my childish joys and griefs, knowing He will not scorn to list to woman's woes. Oh ! how I long to go to my Lord Christ, That I may lie forever at His Feet, Head pillowed on His knees, His ear inclined To hear the whispered story of my life. Could I lie ever thus,* I should ask naught — If all were mine, what would there be to ask? But through the ages of Eternity .Would He let me forever stay near Him Like helpless babe — whom, lost, his mother finds ? Who sobs because he wept so long for her He cannot smile as soon as she sings lullaby; Because the memory of what hath passed So vivid is, the happiness now known Seems but a dream from which he fears to wake. Like babe upon His mother's breast would He Let me forever lie? Or, would He send Me forth to walk the azure fields of bliss? To visit sister-worlds ? to minister To men on other spheres? to gather up Fruits that once grew in Paradise? to quaff The crvstal stream encirclinff His brioht Tlirone ? TEE PANTHEIST. 497 To tend the lectures, hearlven to the hymns Of spirits blest ^ — all that they learned on earth Illnminated by unfailing light, Doubling each step as they advance to God, Where boundless knowledge dwells ? humbly to sit At feet of those who gave up life for truth That they might waken in His arms of love? Oh ! when he bids me go must I leave Him To wander forth alone, alone in Heaven ? Each spirit intimately one with each, But I alone, or in a crowd — And is not that alone ? Oh, Father, hear my prayer ! Life is so short— I'll travel it alone; If such be Thy high Will I say, " Amen ! " But let me have him for a friend in Heaven. Worn" out, dispieited, a^std tossed, From death to death my whole life crossed And oft re- crossed by adverse fate, I've grown a woman, calm, sedate. I and my soul have grown together In stormy and in brilliant weather; But youthful heart will not be brought To learn the lessons we are taught. How can I ever get things straight? For my young heart I cannot wait; So T shall just iuiprison it: It shall not be a theme for wit. 498 THE GLOUD OF WITNESSES. Alfred asked me to write a sermon for Him, and I shall. I'll take my text from Job.* Aet thou weaet, heaet-soee, tempted ? From ills of fancy not exempted. And, like Job, inclined to murmur That life's blessings are not firmer ? Then hear the Divine monition, Which in Job brought forth fruition, Look at His works on ev'ry hand; Search for the little, scan the grand ; Listen to choir of morning-stars Whose melody no false note mars, And hear the Sons of God who shout Their love of nature grandly out. When sick of some grim fantasy. Seek giver of good health — the sea; Learn by the bounds God set to it What He thinks of thy wilful fit. But if thou canst not go so far, Sublimer waves the great clouds are. Study the snow and hail and rain; From each refreshment thou may'st gain. AVatch the bright sun at early morn ; On fickle humors he flings scorn ; He's always cheerful, for his race Will cast no rival out of place. Whene'er thy soul is dark as night Open it to the grand starlight. * Job xxxviii., xxxix. This Sermon was suggested by p. 388 of " The True and Beautiful," by Mr. Ruskin. THE PANTHEIST. 499 For thriftless ravens Who provides, He, Who all beasts to their food guides, He, Who gave to the song-birds wings, Listens for praise when poet sings. The Maker of the goodly horse Will soon cnre thee of thy remorse, If thou wilt but to Him submit, As racer fine obeys the bit. The eagle on the highest peak, Brooding upon her nest, is meek As little wren about thy feet : Out of the strong comes forth the sweet.* So learn from her that self-restraint Is the best curb for worst complaint. Scene XXIX. Clara. — How pale and haggard you do look, to- day! Alfred, — That is not strange; I passed last night in Hell. Yes ! Shut your eyes — whether in pity, or Eeproof, or prayer. Would it be possible For glacier, even if it lay upon Vesuvius, e'er to be taught that fire Eolls fiercely 'neath its chilly calm ? a I do Not understand. A. [Angrily) Of course you don't. I did Not hope you would. Fate is a niggard ; though She gives an angel or a Clara to * Judges xiv. 14. 500 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. A clod of earth, she shows her grudge ; for first She takes the woman's heart, and bathes it in The clouds, baptizes it in Avorlds he can Not enter, and then tears his heart — which is A bale of rolling flames — out of his breast and — G. Have you read the morning paper? It — A. You are a quack in medicine: prescribe For me liomoeopathically. Try And see if fever can't be cured by warmth. G. By aconite. I'll go and send you some. {81ie rises. He seizes her hands.) A. Oh, these cool, tranquil hands ! If I but dared To lay them on this flaming heart! G. I will Not stand such nonsense. \ A. Go. Why should The Angel, who kept Adam out of his Birthright of Paradise, e'er condescend To pity whom she scourged ? I know it was A female angel only who could look On Adam's pangs and not descend, at least, To weep with him. Oh, Clara, pity me ! G. I do, or rather should, if you would not So terrify — A. I love and I despair. G. Despair of what ? A. Of what ? Of what ? You can Not even comprehend that when a man Loves he must long to take the one beloved Close to his heart. The years that must divide Us ai-e to you as naught. But will you treat Me as you begged that I should treat your God ? THE PANTHEIST. 501 You cannot love. Don't look so wounded. Sweet ! If I am mad enough to lie at feet Of angel painted by Angelico, I shall, at least, have sense enough not to Reproach her that slae does not spread her wings And flutter down to me. G-rauted (I but Repeat your soft persuasion) that you can J^ot love, it is your duty to obey. The sacrifice of one who loves you more Than life, justly demands obedience. Will you obey ? To you I sacrifice The peace bought by long years of restless strife. What if it was a sham ? At any rate, It was a mask that Fate had not found out. I shall know no more happiness until I may dare say to you, Now be my wife. Then, though you'll say you do not love, will you Obey ? C. Do you forget I soon shall wear A Sister's cap and serge? A. Only till I Dare claim you as my wife. You told me long Ago that the Church Sisters took no vows. And that if you had been a Sister for Ten years and then should love that you would wed. C. I told you that before I had surmised That I should e'er be tried. But I shall not Recall — A. Angel! Thank G-odl G. Sit down. Be calm And hear me to the end. What would you think 502 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. If I should marry you, e'en while I let Another understand that at some day Your widow would wed him ? I cannot treat My Grod as I should scorn to treat a man. A. You do not love me then — not even in Your cold, tormenting way. Until this hour I never felt how impotent is man. G. Papa is coming in. How glad — A. Good-bye. {Alfred soliloquizing as he walks down Champs Elysees.) Absinthe ? No ! No ! Not even these waves of Despair can start my soul from moorings where Her love hath anchored it. Though passions boil And threaten wreck, I am secure ; for her Pure nature is the undertow that flows Straight on, and will not let me know shipwreck. Scene XXX. — Pere la Chaise. ALL- saints' day, 1871. Lartan. — Mervila, over whose grave watchest thou ? Mervila. — This is the last bed where reposes dust I love, and she whose guardian I was Hath sent me here to see if there are flowei's Upon the stranger's tomb on this sweet day. L. What day is it in mortals' calendar ? M. All-Saints' ; and her devoted lover has Quite covered her cold bed — but only with The flowers she liked the most. To-morrow, all THE PANTHEIST. 503 The cemetery will be like a plot Of gardeu-flowers ; but Alfred cannot corae Here then. He dressed this grave before the world In which he lives was up. I think no one Who knows him well, will ever, mention name Of Clara where- he is ; although his mind Is generally seeking her in sweet Ee treats of Paradise, let other speak Her name and he grows whiter than yon cloud ; So terribly came death to her. L. How, friend ? M. He had persuaded her to drive with him In the Bois du Boulogne ; his hprse took fright, And both were thrown from buggy overturned. Although his leg was broken, then he felt No pain ; but reached his arms out to embrace His idol; with her dress he wiped off blood From her cold brow, and tried to breathe his breath — That scarcely came — through her white lips. She oped Her eyes and smiled. Eavished with joy, he snatched An eager kiss that stifled her. Again He breathed his life into her soul. This time She had not power to look at him or smile, But vv^hispered in his close-held ear, " Believe." ''I can't," he uttered with an agonize 1 And feeble groan. A heavy pall then seemed To fall upon her countenance. He saw Her anguish and exclaimed, '*' All man can do, I will." " Obey," she scarcely had the breath 504 THE CLOUB OF WITNESSES. To gasp. " I will," he answered ; and a smile Of triumph and of bliss ineflFable O'erspread her features, as G-od bade me bring Her soul to Him. L. Her I shall seek ere long; But tell me more of the forsaken • man. • M. As soon as I had done the oflBces That new-born soul requires, I did as she Desired ', came down to earth to hear of whom Her sweet soul loveth. He was stretched on bed Of pain, and it was long ere he could walk on crutch. But hardly felt he pain of body, so Mucli more sufi'ered his heart for loss of her, And his sonl struggling with the Holy Grhost. The Holy Spirit conquered, and he, who A year ago made promise that he would Obey, h;is learned both to believe and love. Now I must fly in search of him; for I Go never from the earth without a look Of love, or word of sweet remembrance for My Clara's waiting heart. Scene XXXl.—In Paradise. Clara's Spirit. — Mervila, sweet ! Oh, quickly tell me what Hast learned of my beloved. M. I found him Quietly sitting in a grassy vale, And on this wise his thoughts — they were of thee. THE PANTHEIST. 505 " Her spiritual presence was the sun That broke through chaos which enveloped heart And soul. My consciousness of fate was like Relentless frost, tliat breaks up the hard clod ; But her terrific death was the ploughshare Which crumbled up my soul; and memories Of her, and how she smiled, and what she said. Are the soft-falling rains that urge Faith's flowers. Of backward growth, to show themselves. True, they have little root, but I, shut in Love's hermitage for life, shall nourish them Witli careful and desiring heart. Perhaps, The Gardener, Who is my Father, too. Will no more scorn the tender plants than would His daughter, whom He sent to lure me from TJie swine and swineherds ;{; ^ >|; ^ ^ {Mervile continues : after short walk o?i this wise ran his thoughts :) She slew the old life, And a new man was born. No more witli my race do I wage hidden strife, . But I look down in scorn, — As I know she would do — On my past life with its ignoble load Of misanthropy's doom, Sprung from what false men sowed. Her sweet faith did imbue With a gold tint tlie gloom 506 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. That loosed from my heart And high oyer me soared When her God I adored. Though there still is a cloud ; Now, by Love's wistful art, It her form doth enshroud. Like Fiesole's* angels on golden background, Emotions she hath not, she to me did imparc — Though ray Love brought me death, life in her I have found. C. G-od, how good Thou art ! M. Eememberest Old song, thou sangest once to Alfred, called "The Only Bairn?" C. Yes ; for it moved him much. M. I heard him sing these words to that old air. Oh, SVfEETLY EEST, MY OKLY LoVE ! Hushed is thy former care ; The woes that rack my bosom now 'Tis well thou canst not share. The bird which sings in Southern clime To brighter Southern flowers, Thinks not of faded Northern rose That cheered last Summer's hours. Thus thou forgettest me While I think of thee. Oh, calmly rest, my only Love ! Too fondly I love thee To call thee back to checkered life Even to be with me. * Fra Angelico da Fiesole. TEE PANTHEIST. 507 I should not sigh so loud the sighs That rend my aching heart, Did I not think that far from me Is Hades, where thou art: There is peace in ray breast To know thee at rest. C. Did he say that ? Hear what I sing to him, And carry my Avords down, Mervila dear. I ca]S"'t eoeget ; so hush, mt Love, Nor longer doubt my faith. The angels are God's ministers To man, the Scripture saitli. Oan'st thou think hearts in Paradise Less true than those of earth ; That thou shouldst mourn for me while I Forget thee in my mirth ? Thus thou hast doubted me ; I have trusted thee. Soon as on death-chilled brow thy lips Had pressed the parting-kiss. My spirit-lips were on thy cheek, Earnest of future bliss. Thy woes cannot true Spirit grieve ; She knows why they must be, ISTor sighs to see thee bear the Cross Of Him who saveth thee. JSTever doubt Christ or me When thou canst not see. 508 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Scene XXXII. Alfred {writes:) ALOIfE, ON A PEBEUARY NIGHT. Sick and languid, weary and weak, And quite alone ! Winds whistle and my heart-strings creak In discords set to their harsh tone. Dull pain flits o'er my brow ; My vannted books are useless now; They cannot reach the inmost part Of my lone heart. Sad memories enclose My thoughts in dull repose ; I bid them wake, Nor longer joy forsake ; But they can hear no voice That comes not from the Past ; Slaves of necessity, not choice, They roam through Fancy's realms so vast In search of her whom they have lost. Lost! Lost! Can she be lost? Oh, no! While she submission taught So sweetly to my heart, Hushing each woe, Stilling discordant notes, I oft have thought That she and I of Heaven's harmony were part. Floating, like spirits of the air, Faultless and very fair, With cherubs of celestial birth ; I learning from her lips their melodies to chant. THE PANTHEIST. 609 All ! Has she left me now alone Weeping to bear the woes of earth, And, almost stifled, pant For her sweet smile ? and moan That I no more her gentle tones may hear My fainting heart to cheer ? SPIKIT WITH SPIRIT. Ah! little think the hearts That prize but earthly things, How indestructibly , Spirit to spirit clings ! They cannot know that aye Thy tones are in my ears ; The airs that spirits sing The spirit only hears. We are not parted, Sweet, For the soul death can't know Bevelling in free space — Our bodies left below. Thy dear form in the tomb. Mine weeping over thine — Our souls together. Love, Joined by a bond Divine. ***** GOISTE AWAY ! GON-E AWAY ! Like far-distant music That is dying in play While my heart's beat is quick In its great agony To go hence after thee. 510 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Oh, thrice blessed mission ! As master-musician Tuneth his instrument, Dear, thou tnnest my heart; Ah ! the sadness death lent — Else 'tis just as thou art. Night-winds of memory Wailing over its keys Are still faithful to thee — They play not as I please. I call for a gay air — They grow only sadder ; And no more will I bear Their unceasing murmur. But if my heart will ache — Ah, poor thing ! let it break. Scene XXXIII. Alfred {alone :) However beautiful and lively were My passions once, now may their debris o'er My dead Past fast accumulate, and may My new affections upward tend, and send Forth blossoms still more beautiful ! For, if The Past is dead, the Present lives, and now My softened heart draws nourishment, not from Its briny depths, but from the element In which Love rears a monument lasting As coral-reef, that neither time nor storm Of life can wash away. THE PANTHEIST. 511 Alfred {sings:) MT EVER-LIVIISTG BIRD. Thou art mine ! Thou art mine In the beautiful sky ! In the dark thy wings shine As thou hurriest by. Now canst not thou tarry, Ever-hving dear Bird ? Songs thou hast sung to me I have scarcely yet heard. Like flowers on swift waters They straight onwards will flow : Wait ! "While thy friend falters The soft music doth go. I think that I see thee Borne away on the breeze. Alone thou dost leave me Like a tree without leaves. For all that I have had I have flung after thee. Wilt thou not make me glad When Spring visits the tree ? ***** Alfred {holding the Divine Coniedij). I come to you, Italian king, who o'er All lauds still reign magnificent in light Eeflected from your Beatrice pure : No poet I ; yet sit I on your throne 512 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. Worthy of this preeminence, because I too am Capable of love like yours. There is somewhat of likeness in our fates. You walked with her, but talked not of the flame That burned your life, smouldering "neath a smile : Honor was your restraint, poet proud ! Eestraint my honor was. When laws of Death From husband set her free, descended she From Paradise that you might visit Heaven. And after Eeasou had conducted you To Purgatory's verge, she came in guise Of Faith, or Faith came in love's vestments, which, It matters not ; for Love and Faith are one. My Beatrice now has gone from me ; Her arguments read in light of her life Drove me to Hell; Eemorse has scourged me through Its red-hot paths ; but to me Reason was Less kind than Yirgil was to you, so Christ, Besieged by Clara's prayers, from Heaven leaned down And held to me His Cross. I grasped it, and The gates of Hell behind me slammed, and fiends Carsed Love. In Purgatory wander I, Waiting till Christ will send me Faith to guide Me nearer to His Throne; Eeason I have Oiitstripped, having received a hint that Faith Might bring me to the God Whose name is Love. As a pearl introduced into the eye That mote offends, will bring it out, thus she THE WIDOWER'S VISION. 513 Softly but faithfully has iutroduced Into my heart the priceless pearl that swiue Can't recognize ; and it has brought thence mote Of a despair that blinded me to loye Of Ood. THE WIDOWEE'S VISION. ThiisTKIISTG of a late-buried wife, How bitter was his widowed life, Till sleep a soothing dream did bring To banish lonely suffering. Hovering o'er the bed, Whence comfort far had fled — A Spirit- wife he saw, Glimmering like a star Upon the life that Fate Had made so desolate. Then on the bed she sate And soothed his fevered brow As only one knew how; And with familiar tones Silenced his dreary moans. She kissed away the tears, Promised ere many years Her way to God to wing, And ask His leave to bring Her husband to her rest, Where Death can't more molest So, Avhen a sudden ray Of sunshine glad doth play 514 THE CLOUD OF WITNESSES. About the caged bird, He thinks that he hatli heard The note of his sweet mate That wounded was of late. He trills his carols gay, Doth in the sunbeam play ; As though captive no more, Wild wood-notes forth doth pour. The widower was like the bird ; For when his long-lost wife he heard Cheering his checkered pilgrimage. He thought not of his fleshly cage; The desolateness of his lot Was gladly, speedily forgot. He thought not of the gnawing pain That slowly wears the heart in twain. Then his joy burst forth in singing, ^ For his new-found wife was bringing | On her flutteriug, gentle wings ^ Heaven-born radiance that clings > To forms of bright-eyed phantoms blest '5 To allure weeping friends to rest. ' Sunshine of Heaven lights the gloom Of the widower's darkened room. A CHILD'S PRAYEE. .The much-flushed child. With a strange look. Prayerful, yet wild. Let fall her book (That wooed her to thoughts of the " Better Land,") From her tremblino' Inind, A CHILD'S PBA YEB. 515 Whose feverish ness dried every tear That slowly fell from eyes as soft As those with which babe-angels oft Smile on forms dear, When the celestial choir they swell. Then sank she on her knees to tell A secret of love That none must hear Bat her Friend above, Who makes children His care. So she threw up her arm To clasp tlie air That she fancied must be her Father's form ; She felt she held Him very near. And put up her lips where she fancied His ear Must catch each word that she would pour ^ From her little heart With a new love fraught: *•' I'm so glad Martyn was taken away With sweet angels to soar In cloudless, blue air Ere Jie had loved a maiden fair. Listen, Father ! Pray listen to me ! For the dear Saviour's sake, Send Thy angels to take My spirit to Thee, To be dear Martyu's little wife For a longer time than a mortal's life." August, 1855. Note. — The above is strictly true, except the child did not rhyme her prayer. 516 TBANSLATIONS. TEAI^SLATIO]^S. FROM THE LATIN. SIXTH ODE OF HOEACE. {To Pyrrlia, a faitliless siceetheart, who deserted Mm for another.) What slender youth, anointed with sweet ointment *pure, On couch of roses courts thee, in thy love secure? Pyrrha, for whom in grotto rare Combest thou thy golden hair, Most neat in thy simplicity ? Alas for him When he'll complain the gods have changed and faith is dim ! The insolent amazed will be That false winds have made rough the sea. He, credulous, now thinketh thou art all pure gold ; Hopes that thy tender heart no other love Avill hold ; Of thy deceptive moods knows naught. Oh, the unfortunate, who's caught TRANSLATIONS. 517 By brightness of new things ! My votiye tablets deck Neptunian temple-walls, telling of my shipwreck; And there I hang my garments moist, Which I as warnings for him hoist. Januaky 2, 1868. Note. — It was customary to hang in the Temple of Nep- tune clothes in which one had been wrecked. THE THIETT-FOUETH ODE OF HOKACE. Op the great gods a worshipper infrequent And niggardly, long time astray I went, Wise in the wisdom of insanity : JS[ow I retract, finding but vanity. My old philosophy: forced to retrace My course, a' life of faith I must embrace. Diespiter quite frequently divides The clouds from sparkling fires, and then he rides In flying chariot ; his horses run ; Quite soon it thunders, though briglit is the sun. And this is to the end that the firm earth, The winding streams, and Styx, where lies no mirth, The rough foundation of the hateful cave That leads to Hell, and bounds against which rave The waves, are shaken like leaves dry and dead : Upon the plain trembles the mountain-head; 518 TRANSLATIONS. The higliesfc with the lowest changes place ; God brings down pride and the obscure doth grace t Eapacions fortune sweeps with rustling wings The crown from one she to another brings. Note.— In neither of tliese poems liave I attempted to adhere to the rhythm : I would as soon catch wild birds and put them in cages as to again learn to scan. I have read that Horace was an infidel until startled by thunder on a clear day ; he in this Ode declared his conversion to a belief in a Divine Providence. PROM THE GERMAN. THE FISHER-GIEL. {From Heine's Beiseiilder.) Thou beautiful Fisher-Girl, Now bring thy boat to the land ; Come to me ; seat thyself near, And let ns chat hand in hand. Lay thy small head on my heart, And don't be afraid of me ; But in me freely confide •As e'er thou dost to the sea. My heart is quite like Ocean, Has its storms and ebbs and flow, And many beautiful pearls In its quiet depths lie low. I J TRANSLATIONS. 519 {From Heine's Reisebilder. ) O'ee mt whole gloom-tinted life Once a fair picture rayed forth light ; The vision sweet hath vanished now And I am wholly wrapped in night. When children are left in the dark, Beginning to feel a strange fear, Often gloom they strive to banish By all their songs of loudest cheer. And like a foolish child I sing Even now in the thick darkness; If my song to you is not pleasing It has, at least, made my grief less. Jan. 1863. {From the Same) The moon's image teembles On wild waves of the sea, While her still and safe In the heavens we see. So walkest thou, beloved. Safely and quietly. But trembles thy image ; For my heart is at sea.* * Weil mein eigenes Herz erschtittert. 520 TRANSLATIONS. FROM THE FRENCH. {From Les Ghants du Grepuscule.—Y . HuGO.) X. I^APOLEON". No ! the Future belongs to none. God's is the Future, JSTapoleon ! Every time that strikes the hour Bids us adieu each earthly power. Future! The Future! Mystery! Glory and deeds for history. Everything upon the earth — The sparkling crowns of regal worth, Victory, with fiery wings. Ambition which a conquest sings. Upon our path may only light As birds stop on our roofs in flight. ****** God keeps duration ; but He gives you space. And on the earth you may have any place. As grand as man may be under the sky. Sire, at your pleasure take what you pass by ; To Charlemagne Europe, and Asia to Mahomet : But from the Eternal To-Morrow you can't get. XIV. never insult a woman who falls! Who knows under what load the poor soul crawls ? — How many years with hunger she has fought Ere virtue was shaken by what woe taught ? Ah ! who has not seen these stricken women ? Though they cling long with worn-out hands — what then ? I TRAN8LA TIONS. 521 As you see at end of a branch gleaming A drop of rain on which the sky 's beaming, It shakes with the tree till its struggles tire — Pearl before falling, after its fall, mire. The fault is ours * — yours, rich man, with your gold. Yet, has this mud pure water as of old ; For, when the drop ascends from the base earth. It becomes a pearl splendid as at birth. Enough ! Thus one day all * will reascend. When with ray of sun or of love we'll blend. XXVII. The poor flower to the celestial butterfly doth say. Do not fly! See how different our destinies. Here I must stay: You pass by. However, we love each other ; from men afar Pass our hours. Yet, we resemble each other; they say we are Both flowers. Alas ! The air carries you off, and me the earth holds tight — Fate too hard ! And I would wish to embalm with my breath your flight In sweet nard. * Though neither of these sentiments is strictly true, the poem is too good to be passed over. 522 TBANSLA TIONS. You fly far among flowers whose fate none knows: You are fleet. And I, I must watch alone while turn the shadows Round my feet. You fly off; then you return, and then go away. E'er shining. You always find rae in tears at dawn of each day, E'er pining. that our love through faithful days may run ! A boon, my king! 1 pray thee to take root like me, or else wings soon To me bring. 1868. BEEANGEE TO LISETTE. When under wrinkles eyes will seek to find Your charming features that inspired my mind, Young people, eager for a new love-tale. Will say. Who was this friend for whom you wail And weep ? Then, if it's possible, pray, paint The hot intoxication and the faint Suspicions even of my love ; old friend, Seated in quiet corner by your fire, Eepeat your lover's songs you now admire. They'll say to you : Amiable, then, he proved ? And, without blushing, you will say, I loved. But capable of naughty deeds was he ? With pride, you'll say, Never; he could not be. Sept., 1869. -T I Br" T'*^^^^" ''^'^"'w ICiiiiiiiiiii LIBRARY OF CONGRESS lllllllllll" 015 775 215 7 /