5535^ In 5^ PS 2359 .M14 S6 1922 Copy 1 To Cecile y orewor d First Series of 70 Sonnets begun in 1899 and originally printed by William Marion Reedy in St. Louis Mirror, 1900. Afterwards published in book form in 1901. Second Series of 70 Sonnets and Proem begun in 1909, and first printed by Samuel Travers Clover in Los Angeles Saturday Night, 1922. Acknowledgment is herewith made to Mr. Clover for courtesy of per- mission to re-print this series. A"- uu 2 72 IISlDEX Page Life At Its Best 8 The Wooing 9 In tlie Fields 9 Jealousy 10 Books 10 Love Without Passion 11 On the Hills 11 Worship 12 Recollections 12 Women 13 Ideals 13 In Idle Hours 14 Selfishness 14 Music 15 A Woman's World 15 By Moonlight 16 Companionship 16 Apart 17 Apple Trees 17 Reserve 18 Vanity 18 In the Woods 19 Gold 19 To My Wife 20 A Woman's Love 20 Midsummer 21 Sisterhood 21 Water Lilies 22 Love's Philosophy 22 To the Woman 23 To the Man 23 Morning 24 Two Loves 24 On a Country Road 25 Reincarnation 25 Analvsis 26 Tact 26 In Idleness 27 A Burden of Vain Wishes 27 Wisdom 9 28 Lost Days 28 Evening 29 Youth 29 Tapestry 30 Sumach 30 Page Love Letters 31 December 31 The Flight of Time 32 Late Violets 32 Autumn Reveries 33 Rosemary 33 Dawn 34 Noon 34 Night 35 Anniversary 35 Happiness 36 In Days To Come 36 Hero- Worship 37 Waiting 37 Dreams 38 Affinity 38 Laughter 39 Sanctuary 39 In the Beech Woods 40 Contentment 40 Sorrow 41 In Winter Paths 41 Steadfastness 42 Pictures 42 Shadows 43 Life's Pantomime 44 Seaward 45 Laura and Petrarch 45 Sea-Longings 46 Spring 46 Swallows 47 Wild Lilies 47 En Silhouette 48 Sea-Memories 48 Mother and Daughter 49 Mother and Son 49 Siwash 50 Jason 50 Death 51 The Lark 51 Faults 52 Sooke Hills 52 The House of God 53 Illusions 53 Reticence 54 The Sun Dial 54 Something Worth While 55 Madonna Mia 55 Page Tenderness 56 Shells 56 In Absence 57 Summer 57 Roses 58 To You 58 Midas 59 Mount Arrowsmith 59 Other Men 60 Other Women 60 By the Firelight 61 Wreck Bay 61 Before the Mirror 62 Sea-Mysteries 62 Heart's-ease 63 Soul-Pact 63 Sea-Harps 64 Michael Angelo 64 A Woman's Charm 65 Gypsies 65 Contrasts 66 Time's Reckoning 66 Lights and Shadows 67 Autumn 67 Cadboro Woods 68 In Woodland Ways 68 Outdoors 69 Dallas Roads 69 Courage 70 Comradeship 70 M^etempsychosis 71 Unrevealed 71 For Cecile 72 Chopin 72 Long After 73 The Downs 73 Bag-pipes 74 Robert Burns 74 The Shears of Fate 75 From a Balcony 75 Burnt-OfTerings 76 Stars 76 Winter 77 Mortmain 77 Fame 78 Driftwood 78 At the Last 79 Sonnets to a Wife First and Second Series Written for Cecile McGaffey Copyrighted 1922 By Ernest McGaffey All rights reserved PROEM Consider then the lihes of the field Even such as they, which neither toil nor spin; Clo3-ed with faint scent that mounts as ether thin In meadowy ways beneath the sun's bright shield. Lo ! with sheer joyance is their languor sealed Enwrapped of Spring, to April's self akin, Making each day a cloister, where, within Clad all in white, they saint-like seem revealed. Grow as the lilies ; stainless and serene Accepting largess of the sun and rain, Fresh as their fragrance, like them, lily-fair; Free as their life, with happiness as keen, Ever remote from grief's despite or pain Yourself a flower more precious still and rare. Sonnets to a Wife First Series of Seventy 'Begun in 1899 Sonnet I LIFE AT ITS BEST Life at its best is but a troubled sea; The ship is launched with snowy-spreading sail To face the reefs, the billows and the gale And meet the perils that are yet to be. The shore she left fades dimly in the lee And on the beach the forms and faces fail ; Come what come may, or rain or sun or hail The ship glides on, the mariner is free. But Ah! what joy when backward o'er the foam From stress of storms and far, unfriendly lands, Held in the hollow of the sky's vast dome To mark at last the well-remembered sands ; To know once more the harbor of a home And welcome of a woman's outstretched hands. ©Ci.AG81191 Sonnet II THE WOOING Not with the thoughts of others do I seek To wake your interest and hold it fast; Not with a fancy from the buried past Some honeyed fragment of the ancient Greek, Have I essayed in halting form to speak, But I have all such cunning outward cast And trusted to the Saxon words at last To light your eyes — put color in your cheek. The simplest speech is truest; when I say "I love you!" in those three words I have said All that I know, or compass, or can feel. Let those who will adopt the tortuous way The while their thought in speech obscure is led Round, round and round, a wheel within a wheel. Sonnet UI IN THE FIELDS When on the hills the golden sunlight lies, And apple-trees are heavy with the snow Of drifted bloorn that shades the grass below,. While far above are realms of cloudless skies ; When overhead the wandering swallow flies And butterflies in loops of color go ; Then as we wait together do I know Some touch, some hint, some gleam of Paradise. The sweet song-sparrow from the poplar sings The swaying leaves put forth their emerald shields, E^ach trembling blossom where the barred bee clings Its store of sweets through drowsy hours yields; What sense of life, what joy that almost stings With you and I there loitering in the fields. 10 Sonnet IV JEALOUSY If to be jealous is to hope to gain Your every longing — make all other men As misty to your memory as when The shadows slip across a window-pane; If to be jealous is to wish to reign Your one true lover, chide me once again; Call me as jealous as Othello then And all your chiding will be given in vain. For I am one who cannot hide my thought And curb my tongue and make my cheek a liar ; The tissue of my nature was not wrought Of lifeless clay, devoid of Pagan fire, And long in storm and anguish have I sought And now have found, at last, my Heart's Desire. Sonnet V BOOKS Tomes from dull minds I oftentimes have read And disquisitions of the great and wise, And sought to learn the secrets of the skies On wintry nights with starry scripture spread ; Through all-absorbing passage have I sped Of romance and of deeds of high emprise, But nothing found compared to your dear eyes Nor poems like to what your lips have said. To read a woman in the higher sense Is quite beyond the power of men's wit ; Who says he does is made of vain pretense And never can by wisdom benefit. Her look is more than spoken eloquence Her voice the sweetest lyric ever writ. 11 Sonnet VI LOVE WITHOUT PASSION Love without passion is a flower without sun Reft of the wind's touch, banished from tlie rain, Wrought against nature — therefore wrought in vain However fine its tissue may be spun; Its petals fade and crumble one by one And in the dust and under dust are Iain ; Love without passion is the dying strain From shattered lutes that all to minors run. True love is as the rose; the roses glow With life and color in the summer air ; The winds of Autumn through the garden blow The leaves are scattered and the vines are bare. The snows depart, the grass springs up and lo ! Again the ruddy rose is blooming there. Sonnet VII ON THE HILLS When in the valley where the river ran And sunlight rippled on its current fair. While shadowed vistas of Autumnal air Re-echoed with the dying notes of Pan : When twilight's herald came in night's dusk van While sank the sun in western splendor there, What joy for you and me all this to share Mid wooded glades and chords ^olian. And in the hush that followed as we saw The after-glow dye deep the waiting slopes. While brooding silence hushed the sombre rills. Then fell upon our hearts a happy awe And light and shade of mingled fears and hopes. Star-signalled on the ramparts of the hills. 12 Sonnet VIII WORSHIP Gods, idols, fetiches of wood and stone Of carven ivory and of beaten brass. They rise and fall, they flourish and they pass Or stand disfigured in some desert lone ; Creeds come and go and on the sands are strown And wither like the winter-shaken grass, And all such things are shadows on a glass To this one love which I for you have known. For in my Pagan heart I hold you dear More than a miser might his store of gold; Or ship-wrecked tar the rescuing sail unfurled. In my religion you are worship here Beyond all Gods or temples manifold. The sole and only woman in the world. Sonnet IX RECOLLECTIONS To conjure up old memories; to say "Do you remember that in such a June, An orchard oriole sang us a tune Melodiously from out a branching spray Of leafy denseness ; or on such a day We saw the silver spectre of the moon Long after dawn, and nearing unto noon A merest wraith of sickle gaunt and grey?" These are love's echoes, faintly heard and fine But ever-present, never dim nor mute That you and I in comradeship do share ; Sweet symphonies that breathe a sense divine Like mystic chords that linger by a lute, Though all the silver strings are shattered there. 13 Sonnet X WOMEN Of such a woman it may well be said She has a graceful carriage ; or is fair ; And of another she has golden hair And praise the poise and beauty of her head ; Some women may be witty and well read And some may charm by throats and bosoms bare. All are Eve's daughters, all her power share To conquer man and lead him by a thread. But more than seeming grace or outward sign Of loveliness that like a flower is seen, Is what she keeps shrined sacred and apart ; Some glow of soul like sparkle in the wine Some shadowy look, like Autumn pool serene The reflex of the pureness of her heart. Sonnet XI Not rhapsodies for what we cannot reach Nor longing for Vvhat lies beyond our power, But just to make life lovely as a flower By gift of tenderness in thought and speech ; Thus rain and dew their loving lessons teach In lace-like gleam or sudden-dropping shower, And so shall we, through every passing hour Hold fast to higher visions, each for each. Fidelity and courtesy; and touch Of hopefulness to meet the coming years. And strength to view the days that backward roll, These will I give you, and in pledging such Cast off the shadows of all crowding fears And act a man's part truly, heart and soul. 14 Sonnet XII IN IDLE HOURS In idle hours to backward look and see The tracery of wind across the grass, To mark the clouds that float in snowy mass With filmy-trailing pennants flowing free ; To hear a robin in the maple tree, And see the pool's reflection like a glass Where light and shade alternate come and pass. With muffled mellow murmurings of the bee : This was to drink of nature's brimming cup In woodland nooks of slumberous solitude Where summer holds a golden beaker up And all the earth by beauty's self is wooed ; Do you remember where the dead leaf fell The violet's blue, the empty acorn shell ? Sonnet XIII SELFISHNESS I want no child to take one jot from me Of this, your love ; no helpless, dimpled hands To hold their place as strong as iron bands ; I'd lock your heart and throw away the key. As now you are so I would have you be Till from Life's glass should fall the latest sands ; Till on the hearth the ultimate dull brands Fade out and leave us to Eternity. I know the children's power ; and I know Your soul would flower and blossom to a child; And loving you, I would not have it so Lest I of my sole treasure were beguiled ; To learn that bitter lesson late in life How far a mother loves bevond a wife. 15 Sonnet XIV MUSIC A wind-song in the rushes, or a sigh From Autumn's chorus in the naked trees ; The white-stoled chanting of the stately seas Against a Hne of cHffs that tower high — A plover's rippling whistle in the sky Or wailing of the flutes in minor keys, I in my time have harked to all of these And reedy plash of waters lisping by. But Oh ! how harsh such chords must ever seem Since in my heart I hear an echo come More sweet and low than plaint of mourning-dove; The reflex of the note that is my dream That music which makes other music dumb, The voice of the one woman whom I love. Sonnet XV A WOMAN'S WORLD The man she loves; and all he means to her Is what a woman's world is; in her way Of living and of loving day by day Sometimes her dreaming eyes will fill and blur, And memories of him will come to stir Her heart-strings ; as a blossom's self might sway. When through the flowery-scented paths of May Drift down the echoes of the winds that were. The little things are what she treasures most; Sv/eet, subtle courtesies of hand and speech. For these the lover's attitude still teach Better than costly gift or idle boast; As one who reckons not without his host Holding her near and dear, yet out of reach. lo 50NNET XVI BY MOONLIGHT In shadow-haunted hush of lonely place With ripples lapping by the reedy shores, And glint of stars along the watery floors I see again the profile of your face ; The moonlight trailed across your wrist like lace Then disappeared behind its cloudy doors, While we sat idly with the idle oars Twixt earth and sky, as balancing in space. How strange and beautiful to us it seemed Held in the hollow of the night to float, With muffled liquid whisperings round the boat While overhead the constellations dream.ed ; Some faint-heard rustle from the distant sands And silence brooding o'er our close-locked hands. Sonnet XVII COMPANIONSHIP The sense of comradeship which now we feel Grew slowly as an oak does, and as strong. For now to one another we belong In all that makes a man and woman leal ; Our lives are linked as firm as welded steel And in our thoughts sweet harmonies do throng, Like half-remicmbered echoes of a song As days and nights above our pathway wheel. So do the perfume and the joy of days Live with us and the season's sway dispute. Spring, Summer, Autumn, they may go their ways And bring nor bud nor blossom an it suit; Yet what reck we, beside the wintry fire Sitting alone, I and my Heart's Desire ? 17 Sonnet XVIII APART Bleak, saddened hours, when separate we knew Days when the sun sank glowing in the west, And quietly the shadows onv/ard pressed Until the twilight blotted out the blue ; Ihe first faint stars came slowly to the view As home-bound birds flew silent to their nest, While swift as light our thoughts in eager quest Pierced outward, yours to me and mine to you. Now in the years when we together dream Those days apart have lost their sombre look ; Mere dog-eared pages of Time's well-thumbed book And not to us belonging do tliey seem. Thus fate at last hath offered full amends And made those lovers who were once but friends. Sonnet XIX APPLE TREES First to our sight their branches brown and bare Stood naked in the days of early Spring, Where haply showed the brilliant azure wing Of some conceited jay-bird roaming there; And then came May and all the waiting air Was white with dainty blossoms quivering, With hordes of bees that gathered there to cling And all those honeyed sweets to claim and share. But best of all was in the days of June, When thick and full the canopy of leaves Put back the sun with sheltering emerald eaves. And housed us from the fervent light of noon ; How happily we told there in the shade Of dreams of one another, unafraid. 18 Sonnet XX RESERVE Some men proclaim their love and let it go In pitiful wild words that all may see, How they have sighed or bended low the knee. God's will be done ; I was not fashioned so ; I know what utter love is and I know What this our life together holds for me, But keep it sacred, as not meant to be Flung gossip-ward to the four winds that blow. I marvel at those singers who aspire To lay their souls bare to the rabble throng ; For you my lips have trembled into song And you shall judge if I lack aught of fire, If that my heart-beats have not rung like chimes Within the echoing transept of these rhymes. Sonnet XXI VANITY To be as charming in your husband's sight As erst you were when he your lover came, Go linger by the mirror's polished frame And put all weariness to utter flight ; Come with a smile and let your eyes be bright Be gay, be sad, but never be the same ; And thus your lover you may always claim Else lost mayhap by holding him too light. An this be vanity — to add a rose To glow upon your bosom, train your hair So in his eyes you may be passing fair — Why, let it stand; a woman better knows That careless hands and sloven taste in dress May mar the spell of her own loveliness. 19 Sonnet XXII IN THE WOODS Deep in the glimmering depths of woods to wait Where countless leaves with every breeze unfold, To watch the sunshine weave its thread of gold Where tree trunks stand in tall procession straight ; To hear the flicker challenging his mate With chattering note far piercing clear and bold, And mark hov; dimly in the forest old The lights and shadows softly palpitate : And there, shut closely from the outer world To lie on some green slope and idly dream. Touch hands and smile while over us unfurled The leafy banners of the noontide gleam — That was to find the Ponce de Leon spring Of youth, and hope, and blossoms burgeoning. Sonnet XXIII GOLD There is a gold unlocked by miser's key And gold is found in lees of sparkling wine, And there is gold along the swaying vine Where yellow half-blown roses drooping be ; Gold and to spare among the sands at sea And palest gold in saffron stars that shine ; With gold deep-digged from many a hidden mine And golden leaves upon the willow tree. But all this aureate glitter is for naught When I in dreamful mood my love behold, Crowned with her tangled locks of tawny gold Like corn-silk in the breeze's meshes caught; No other gold may match it, none so fair As that which gathers in a woman's hair. 20 Sonnet XXIV TO MY WIFE I, as an actor, have played well my part Not showing how the sons of men I scorn ; Those shriveled, greedy souls who crave the corn The oil and wine, the treasures of the mart ; Deep in my soul I burn the flame for Art As one who was a lyric poet born, As one who leads a singer's hope forlorn Yet with unshrinking and unconquered heart. I can exist on what a Spartan can Endure as granite ; smile when friends do fail ; Face Poverty and see the years grow stale Or bide my time with any sort of man. Full in the teeth of Fate I fling the glove Come age, come death, while I have you My Love ! Sonnet XXV A WOMAN'S LOVE If I have fought my baser self and raised My thoughts to high ideals, it is due To this the love that I have found in you As I in your dear eyes have longing gazed; When I look back I find myself amazed At what I was ; what mire I floundered through. So far I* wandered from the pure and true While all my good intentions fitful blazed. A man is half a savage and he needs The woman's presence to arouse his soul ; Her love has given the world his noblest deeds. She is the light that warns him from the shoal The reefs — the rocks — where fell destruction leads And dark engulfing waters silent roll. 21 Sonnet XXVI MIDSUMMER The red-winged black-bird whistled from the reeds The cat-tail stalks rose thickly straight and tall. By meadow-slopes rang sweet a carnival Of bobolinks down-fluttering on the meads ; From ribbon-grass and downy road-side weeds Fine powdered particles of dust would fall, And where the sun shone through an old stone wall Danced in its light a multitude of seeds. Then came a hush in Nature — one that fell Like shadows on the leaves so soft it seemed, Or like that pause which follows when a bell Peals, and is silent; and we sat and dreamed, While all around the waters wove their spell And far above the cloudless azure gleamed. Sonnet XXVII SISTERHOOD All women born are sisters; low or high Good, bad, indifferent or how you name, Your silk-beruffled and most haughty dame Whose ornate motor speeds like shadow by, Your drunken courtesan with hair awry Barred, marred and scarred by branding irons of shame — Lo ! in their childhood they were all the same And have no false distinctions when they die. Oh! sisters, to your own sex most unkind, How will it fare you when you waste your breath And sink like bubbles in the sea of Death, If to your sisters you were deaf and blind? Remember His forgiveness, which sufficed For Magdalen, who washed the feet of Christ! 22 Sonnet XXVIII WATER-LILIES We rowed the boat among them as they lay Pale lilies, snowy and with hearts of gold. That sprang from under depths of oozy mould And starred the waters of a Summer day; And I remember after, that in play You wound them round your forehead fold on fold, And feigned you were a Naiad, shy and cold Or water-sprite or mocking woodland fay. \et an you were a Naiad this I know That you were courted by the amorous sun, Who kissed your creamy lilies one by one Till they had drooped beneath his fervent glow; But ere they withered in the twilight there They left their gold hearts tangled in your hair. Sonnet XXIX LOVE'S PHILOSOPHY A rock stands harmless from a little rain But many storms will wear its strength away ; And thus in life when men and women say Those bitter words which hasten strife and pain And still repeat till hope of peace is vain; Lo ! as the hour-glass sands divide the day So these small things have parted tliem for aye. And Love through such harsh means itself hath slain. A venomed adder is the human tongue When tipped with anger, be it either sex ; And who when stirred with controversy, recks How deep or keen the cruel words have stung? Curb then the lips and emulate the dove Lest wounding one whose life is in your love. 23 Sonnet XXX TO THE WOMAN To lead, not drive him is the wiser plan For tactfulness will tame him all the years, And tenderness, not tyranny he fears For men were ever but a stubborn clan ; And long ago since first the world began And stars rose dimly in the primal spheres, A little wit, diplomacy, and tears What havoc have they wrought with every man ! So shall you conquer as the gentle rain Soothing his vanity to gain your ends. Moulding his v/ishes till they meet your own; Thus as a child his confidence you gain For still to flattery his heart unbends, Only a child, a little larger grown. Sonnet XXXI TO THE MAN H you a woman would desire to hold Faithful and true and guided by your will, Be sure no art nor flattery's fine skill Shall e'er deceive her, nor will gifts or gold ; By love alone her spirit is controlled This is her law, her Deity, until The light falls pale upon her forehead still The red lips ashen and the heart grown cold. So shall you woo her if you wish to win Her heart and soul, to wear her like a flower, To drain her kisses and keep back her tears ; Filling v/ith love the space she lingers in ; Making her dream of you each passing hour With trebled longing through the iron years. 24 Sonnet XXXII MORNING The kildee's cry along the sandy shore The pine-tops in the distance, and a still Far sense of brooding on each wooded hill ; The fallen trunk of a huge sycamore Around whose roots the river's waters pour, And everywhere a subtle dawning thrill That grows and spreads and palpitates until The red sun peeps above the eastern door. What joy to stand above our vantage ground Beneath the shade of overhanging beech ; To drink in every chord of sylvan sound Learning the lessons that the woods can teach; Our hearts and souls by sympathy thus bound And happy more in thought and less in speech 1 Sonnet XXXIII TWO LOVES If, loving you, I sometimes seem as sad Or dull or tinged with hint of sober mood. It is because I feel my life renewed Having your love ; and still my treasures add As misers do ; and what of woe I've had No more with its gaunt shadows may intrude ; Thus silence fills the happy interlude While I sit wordless, worshipping, and glad. A boy's love and a man's love intertwined I give to you to govern all the time. Whether it run to reason or to rhyme. The passion and the purity combined; The man's love, strong to fight and work and plan The boy's, to wake the lover in the man. 25 SOXNET XXXIV ON A COUNTRY ROAD A whitened length of grayish dust that leads Past a rough bridge where grape-vines idly trail ; From distant woods the whistle of a quail And butterflies that flit above the weeds. Horizonward a bluish haze recedes And flaunts a snowy cloud-shape like a sail ; The scent of strawberries along a swale Comes pungently to anyone who heeds. How slowly and how joyous passed that day The wayside roses climbing in a throng ; The far-brought odor of the new-mown hay The cherries dangling as we rode along ; And cheering us along the homeward way The sweet-wrought flutings of the robin's song! Sonnet XXXV REINCARNATION The flower you gathered, blossomed long ago Warmed by past sunshine, jeweled with the rain Of bygone years ; the river's liquid strain Which now you hear was once the purling fiow Of a lost stream ; the very winds that blow Have come and gone, will come and go again; And where the primal grass has decked the plain Year after year the later grasses grow. And thus with every line that lovers trace ; However dear or passionate the word. The self -same thought in a dead bosom stirred Has brought the roses to some woman's face ; And all the worship that my rhyming brings Is but an echo of forgotten things. 26 Sonnet XXXVI ANALYSIS To weigh as in a finely balanced scale Each thought and action that the season brings, Is but to fret the spirit with those things Which after all are of the least avail. It is enough to know we shall not fail In all the sweet and high imaginings, The nobler thoughts which lend to Love his wings Though Time and Fate and even Death assail. Analysis is common, and may seem Through instances, conclusive as the leaf Borne to the Ark by the returning dove; But oftentimes may prove to be a theme Which sends the v/orm of jealousy and grief To blight the blossom of a perfect love. Sonnet XXXVII TACT A woman's crowning glory is her tact The art of knowing when and what to say; When to be grave, indifferent, or gay, And seem so charming in her every act That as a magnet she will men attract And easily compel them to her sway. So shall she rule, or golden hair or gray The subtlest type of womanhood in fact. For tact is more than beauty, more than wit Akin to genius, and the sum of ail Which makes the woman who is blessed with it, A Queen by right in hovel or in hall ; Sweet as the honeyed lines by poet writ And true as rings the wild-bird's madrigal. 27 So^TTs^ETT XXXVIII IN IDLENESS To lie upon the grass and watch the herds Deep standing in the river, and to see The barred gold glisten on the bumble-bee And note the noisy gossip of the birds ; To mark the blue horizon-rim that girds That purple world beyond, Infinity — Under the shade of a wild-cherry tree To wait and listen, hampered not by words : This was our gladness on a long June day Companioned by the lazy lapse of hours. While ebbed the slow, enchanted time away Where bird-songs came like intermittent shower:: And drowsy sweet upon us where we lay, The perfume of the elderberry flowers. Sonnet XXXIX A BURDEN OF VAIN WISHES A burden of vain wishes ; hopes that died Vague dreams of fame and wraiths of brave renown Pass in the sunlight, motes that vanish down Beyond me, standing on this old hill- side, And disappear in circling vistas wide Like Autumn leaves that scatter worn and brown. When Summer lays aside her tattered crown And sombre winds and rusted fields abide. A burden of vain wishes ! Nay, not so ! Your hand-clasp is my haven and my hope, Your love and faith the utmost gross and scope Of dreams and fact — this at the last I know, Here, waiting while the sunset's after-glow Burns like a torch in valley and on slope. 28 Sonnet XL WISDOM There is a culture deeper far than books And intellect beyond the ken of schools; Wise sajangs sometimes on the lips of fools And knowledge stored in many quiet nooks. A woman is as cultured as she looks Speaks, acts, and smiles, and merely bookish rules She well may scorn as being clumsy tools With which dull fishers file their rusty hooks. This intellect that scholars prattle of Why, what does it accomplish? Every age Has witnessed through the perfidy of Love How woman shows the folly of the sage ! Nay ! then, Sir Oracle, reserve thy wit Some woman's eyes shall give thee need of it. Sonnet XLI LOST DAYS The tapestry of shadows — ghosts of dreams That flickered through the silence and v/ere gone, Lost days that we together leaned upon Have faded; and the recollection seems As dim as sunken starlight in the streams. When on a Summer night reflections wan From cloudy heights to watery depths are drawn, To glimmer in the current's under-gleams. Lost days but cherished; mirrored in a haze Of threadbare seasons. Winter, Autumn, Spring ; And Summer with her moss-begirdled ways And flash and flutter of a bird's soft wing; But who shall pierce the labyrinthian maze To tell us where their shades are wandering? 29 SONNETT XLII EVENING The tree-toad's call from branches cool and green And from the grass a cricket's rasping cry; An afterglow across the Eastern sky Red as a far-flung fire-brand's ruddy sheen; The lapping of swift ripples shot between Old logs that rigid in the current lie, The shadow of our boat that passes by Above brown sands that dimly now are seen : This was to float with silence and the night Wove through the mesh of twilight like a strand: To note the twisting of a bat's weird flight And glint of fire-flies on the shelving sand. To be removed from earthly essence quite Tv/o shadov/s drifting into shadow-land. Sonnet XUII YOUTH Age is not always given with gray hair Nor youth encompassed in the fewest years ; Since doubt and pain with their attendant tears Are dauntless etchers of the lines of care ; Youth is most present m the joys we share As swift or slow the season disappears. — The verve, the gladness which puts by all fears The hopes we nourish and the smiles we wear. I think of you as always being young Untouched by sorrow and unworn by time, Spring's blossoms opening in your tender smile ; Like her of whom the elder Bards have sung Chanting her praise in many a noble rhyme — Like Cleopatra by Egyptian Nile. 30 Sonnet XLIV TAPESTRY In the deep twilight when my random thought Weaves in the silence and surrounding shade. Webs of odd fancies glittering like brocade Or sombre woof of darker musings brought; Then have the hours with mystery still fraught Full on the wall a motley texture laid, Within the loom of darkness spun and made In divers hues together firmly wrought. And all the warp of this weird spinning seems Forever old and yet forever new; With rusted spots and sudden golden gleams A subtle blending of the false and true ; The dull threads hinting of my wasted dreams The bright ones telling of my love for you. Sonnet XLV SUMACH We climbed the slope above the valley's edge Behind, the country road a ribbon lay Of powdery dust down-winding dim and gray; A bird sang sweetly from a thorny hedge And ripples circled in the river sedge, While brown October dozed the hours away; And northward and beyond the hillside clay The clustering sumach flamed along a ledge. The life of ruddy Autumn filled its veins Deep-glowing masses glinting in the sun, Redder than the wild strawberry where it stains The woodland ways mid light and shadow spun : A gorgeous dream, a color-draught divine Spilled on the golden afternoon like wine. 31 SONNKT XLVI LOVE LETTERS Let the light flame consume them and be done While their charred fragments in the embers He, The old, sweet record of the days gone by Read them and burn them, lingering one by one ; The swift months gather and the seasons run With none to tell us of the when or why; Let them as ashes vanish in the sky Since this our courtship has but just begun. Better to miss them when we parted be Than through some fault or lapsing of the years, To have them made a target for the sneers Or jest, or scorn, of Curiosity; For there are those who tear such things apart To feast and mumble on a human heart. Sonnet XLVII DECEMBER The sleet drives sharply on the window-panes And naked trees like scaffolds darkly stand; The sudden grasp of winter on the land Locks fields and streams in glittering icy chains ; The north-wind wails in keen Polaric strains And dead leaves dance a ghostly saraband. While cloud-fleets dim, by shapes fantastic manned Sail westward where the sunset coldly wanes. But by the blaze of our red-glowing grate We see beyond the armored line of eaves, And mark the flashing of a flicker's wing ; And violets in the blue flames seem to wait While shining through a mist of latticed leaves. Beckons and laughs the sweet, fresh face of Spring. 32 Sonnet XLVIII THE FLIGHT OF TIME The flight of Time will through the cycles wing And one age follow on another's path ; The leaves of May will feel November's wrath And January blossom into Spring; And side by side we onward wandering Shall learn the lesson that each season hath, The bud and shard, the glow and aftermath The hopes that vanish and the dreams that cling. A day is like a swallow's shadow cast On sleeping waters ; for an instant there Etched by the restless pinion in mid-air Vague and elusive as the fleeting past; So let us cleave to gladness in our day While Time, that miser, hoards the hours away. Sonnet XUX LATE VIOLETS Fast-hidden in October's grassy swales Late violets lay; we found them, you and I While gusty winds unbridled galloped by And smoky Indian-summer filled the vales ; And when the grass divided in the gales They glinted there like bits of Autumn sky, Then disappeared as sylvan fairies shy When clamor rude their close retreat assails. Late violets ; blue as deep-sea depths unstirred They nestled there ; and heard the pulse of earth Reverberate within its hollow girth Like to a giant echo faint and blurred; And far beyond the sweep of Winter's wing We saw their paler sisters of the Spring. 33 Sonnet L AUTUMN REVERIES Along the slopes the fading stubbles show And in the woods a purple vapor swims, While hickory-nuts from the wind-shaken limbs Drop down and nestle in the leaves below; The sumach burns with ever-deepening glow And shadows lurk about the shallow rims Of silent pools ; while eastward slowly dims The penciled flight of a departing crow. And you and I here on this russet hill Drink deep the beaker of Autumnal wine, Held to our lips ; and feel the nameless thrill That ebbs and flows in changing shade and shine ; The breeze is dead ; the trees are rapt and still As pilgrims kneeling at a desert shrine. Sonnet LI ROSEMARY Rosemary for remembrance — may this be A leaf where treasured happiness is sealed Unknown to others ; which to us will yield (Our memory the magic opening key) A fragrant scent of the lost days set free A music to our listening ears revealed; As a rough shell that sometimes holds concealed The myriad murmurous secrets of the sea. For something to the written line belongs Beyond the word that's uttered; through the pen This verse mayhap shall come to live again And take its place among remembered songs ; When you and I and all our love and trust Are blended into long- forgotten dust. 34 Sonnet LH DAWN The grey dawn flooded in the lonely room That mourned your absence; on the western wall The sallow shafts of sunbeams struck, to fall As sadly as they would across a tomb ; A shadow in the corner was a plume That night had dropped from off her sable pall ; A thorny rose stood leafless in the hall Your going thus had robbed it of its bloom. The very pictures were aware of this As silver-stoled and silent slowly came The first reluctant messengers of dawn ; Of all you are and all you are to miss Byron seem.ed speaking from his oval frame, And Greek Aspasia whispered "she is gone!" Sonnet LIII NOON The book I hold within my idle clasp Is closed and sealed for aught I care indeed ; My mind has now no leisure hour to read No tale of love nor old romance to grasp ; My thoughts hang shattered as a broken hasp And touch of hands, not Fancy's touch I need ; For since you left my heart begins to bleed Where Memory has pierced it like an asp. To love you and to lose you for a day A loss irreparable to me it seems — The sting of Fate, the worm that never dies. I cannot live to have you long away And see, alas ! as only in my dreams The light of recognition in your eyes. 35 Sonnet LIV NIGHT What shadows troop across the fading floor What hush floats ever as the shadows turn! Like ashes brooding in a sullen urn Mocking the shades of those who went before. My thoughts lie heavy, and I dream no more But ever for your absent face I yearn ; And grudgingly my sombre lesson learn Of waiting for your footstep at the door. Mayhap my wish is selfish; just to see Your hand in mine ; to know that you are here Close, with the lyrics of your tears or smiles ; I cannot say what this will mean to me, Nor all the ways in which I hold you dear Across this void of unrelenting miles. Sonnet LV ANNIVERSARY This is that day of days when long ago We stood together by an ancient man, And heard him drone about the Scriptural plan Which plighted men and women here below ; And westward burned the Autum.n afterglow While scarlet vines across the branches ran, And flying leaves, a russet caravan Fled down the vales in rustling overflow. I scarcely recollect the spoken words, Nor care I for the ceremony vain Which said forsooth that God had made us one, Since Love had mated us as mate the birds — And on the windows was the west's bright stain The parting benediction of tlje sun. S6 Sonnet LVI HAPPINESS Not to be happy in our own conceit Of faith, and truth, and well-remembered days, In breezy woods and empty pastoral ways Where the brown waves of leaves Autumnal beat ; But more to wish that other souls may meet And find their comrades in this earthly maze ; That men and women like to us will gaze Each in each other's eyes and find life sweet. When you and I together silent wait Not only do these thoughts of Thee and Me, Knock at our hearts as at an inner gate But through the wonder and the mystery. Deep in our dreams we pray a kindly fate For lovers past, and lovers yet to be. Sonnet LVII IN DAYS TO COME In days to come when we are old and gray Bent with the years and disciplined by Time, Trem.bling and feeble we will scan this rhyme Whose light for us has almost dimmed away, — And haply then remember if we may Some sweet suggestion of our youth sublime. Some keen reminder which like pungent thyme Shall bring the memory of our Summer day. There is no life but loving ; naught but Youth To make love perfect; when the rose-leaves fall The perfume withers while the birds are dumb. And thus indeed I could in very truth Pray that we both might early yield this thrall, And so lose Winter in the days to come. Z1 Sonnet LVIII HERO-WORSHIP To every man some doting woman lends A halo of enchantment ; in her eyes He is most noble, loving, brave and wise ; This worship like to incense pure ascends And with her dreams in painted glamour blends Like rainbow melting in the western skies ; His lightest word is something dear to prize His chance caress for sorrow full amends. Oh, mystery ! that woman cannot see Her own superiority to man, Which soars on high like eagle's wing above — Just as it was, has been, will ever be Because ordained by God's primeval plan, Her greater faith, fidelity, and love. Sonnet LIX WAITING To picture you when far apart from me To guess how you might occupy the day ; Whether the moments slowly glide away And if the hours or swift or tedious be; And never from this patient vigil free But like a statue in the sculptor's clay, Musing and brooding, or as Moslems pray Stretching my hands through silence out to the? There is so little time, Love, after all To walk together ; such a little while Before our lives will melt as in a breath ; How soon, Alas, the leaves of April fall ! How much I miss the joyance of your smile And waiting seems the bitterness of death. 38 Sonnet LX DREAMS Not always have we prudent sowed the seed Of thoughts prosaic, as to wisely reap The less impassioned memories that keep Our lives more commonplace in word and deed ; For Fancy sometimes blows upon her reed And Romance dimly rises, half-asleep, While over heart and brain and spirit sweep Faint chords like wings from opened cages freed. Either a song of gladness or of tears In sunshine rippling or on shadow cast, Thus to our ears this mocking music seems ; Something to listen for through flying years Rapt echoes of the future or the past, The respite and the recompense of dreams. Sonnet LXI AFFINITY The sparks fly always upward, and my soul Spreads wings to meet yours as its one true mate. Whether the paths be blossom-crowned or strait Whether in gladness or in bitter dole ; No voice but yours can soothe me or control No words save yours my ways illuminate ; I am content to follow, lead or wait My eyes fixed ever on the distant goal. Not oak and vine are we but lovers twain Who face the world together side by side. And so shall bide until our latest breath ; In storm or shine, in burning sun or rain Through life's long ways in comradeship allied, Not to be parted by the hands of death. 39 Sonnet LXII LAUGHTER The touch of mirth still cherish as is best Laughter, with hps slow-spreading to a smile; What were this world without the quip and wile The cap and bells, the old time-honored jest And subtle tang of humor's Attic zest; Still with your merriment the way beguile, A little joy shall last the longest while Be gay, look up, be merry with the rest. For mark the limpid quibbles of the streams The joyousness that sunshine scatters far, The crooning exultation of the seal Better be glad with careless John-a-Dreams Than linger where the sober sages are. And lose the wiser sense of jollity. Sonnet LXIII SANCTUARY As from the toil and turmoil of the world I come to bring good fortune or defeat, And once again your loving eyes to meet Then droops the rest, like a lone banner furled By idle winds; for all my thoughts are whirled Toward you like a cloud of swallows fleet; And all the cares tliat follow at my feet Like wraiths against the darkness back are hurled. Home is where love is, and no doubt can pierce That inner space where you and I do dwell. Nor cast a lurking shadow on its floor; However beats the tide beyond us fierce However prowls with ululating yell, The ever-watchful wolf beside the door. 40 Sonnet LXIV IN THE BEECH WOODS Broad screens which shut the dawnlight from the earth Of virent leaves dense woven thick across ; And under foot were strips of velvet moss That sloped around the beech-trees' mighty girth. No bird-song breaking into sudden mirth But silence, and a sadness for such loss, With here and there a shred of sunlight's gloss To lighten up the forest's flowerless dearth. So must the Eden garden once have stood When Adam and his bride went on their way ; No birds nor flowers in the pleasant wood But sombre aisles and solemn spaces gray. Do you remember how we found it there? A green cathedral ghostly-still and bare ! Sonnet LXV CONTENTMENT To glean the fields of life and take the grain With thorns or poppies as the Gods decree ; To lightly jest at Winter's wrath and see Flowers in frost upon the window-pane ; To build our airy castle-walls in Spain However bare the near surroundings be — This is the secret of content ; the key Which men have given all the world to gain. We find it where the sun and shadows meet In sylvan spaces cloistered from the town, Where vague yet clear its presence may be seen It rustles in the dead leaves at our feet It catches at the ruffle of your gown, And beckons on with happy eyes serene. 41 Sonnet LXVI SORROW The saving grace of sorrow has been ours So that this present happiness is sweet; Yea ! doubly so since long ago our feet Were pierced by thorns, and seldom touched by flowers ; Past sadness with a rarer joy endowers These days in which our pulses higher beat; Like blossoms which uplift, the sun to greet After the stress of sudden chilling showers. Fire tempers steel; and thus the test of pain Shall make souls steadfast, and the true heart strong And bring tranquillity from stormy years ; Life's cruel lessons are not learned in vain And rightly runs the burden of the song, "They lightest laugh who knew the touch of tears." Sonnet LXVII IN WINTER PATHS The tumbled drifts like fixed and frozen seas Are billowed up around us all in white, The swirling winds on leafless branches smite And round about the trunks of naked trees Flit restlessly the black-capped chickadees Shy bits of grey in brief and silent flight; The woods are blacker than at dead of night And under icy shields the waters freeze. But yonder was a spray where on a time The robin sang; in that lone reach remote Wild violets gathered, bluer than the sea; Nor shall this dearth banish the water's rhyme The green of the grass, the blue-bird's April note, While side by side you wander here with me. 42 Sonnet LXVIII STEADFASTNESS We will not dread the future nor the past There is enough to live for day by day, Time and to spare for either work or play And the long slumber coming at the last; Cxod and Eternity are much too vast To fret us while we linger by the way. Sometimes we shall be sad and sometimes gay But heart v/ith heart and hand in hand stand fast. Let others seek the solace of the shrine Under the cryptic and inscriptcd dome That shuts from sight the far blue heavens above For us the essence of the true divine The hum.an joys that touch and sweeten home— And that denied the angels — which is Love. Sonnet LXIX PICTURES There have been pictures that were reckoned fair In olden times by cunning painters wrought, And far across the tides of ocean brought To hang at last like jewels old and rare In stately halls; but none that would compare To some one woman, by the Graces taught, With roses at her bosom, perfume-fraught And motes of golden sunlight in her hair. Tim.e picks their crumbling canvas into shreds Till dust at length it sinks in the abyss. And with the winds in errant circle blows ; But ere l^ate comes to snip the tightened threads There is no picture which is like to this — The one fair woman — at her breast a rose. 43 Sonnet LXX SHADOWS If we are naught but shadows, as they say Seen briefly as a sunset while we pass, If life is tinkling cymbals — sounding brass — And love a dream that quickly fades away Fate may not rob us ; we have had our day ; Have heard the music and have drained our glass. And if we are to perish as the grass Death cannot quench the spark which lit our clay. For Love beyond all else is vestal flame That burns forever, constant as is Time Steadfast and bright as is the Northern star ; And when, like mist, we vanish as we came Alayhap our passion shall imbue this rhyme With life for others, shadows though we are. 44 Sonnets to a Wife Second Series of Seventy Begun in 1909 SONXET LXXI LIFE'S PANTOMIME I act a role in life's crude pantomime As one who stands behind the prison bars, And sees above him never- faltering stars March on, march on, in majesty sublime; Still in my heart do lyric echoes chime Still on my brow I wear a singer's scars. And know the gnawing agony which mars The one who sells his birthright for a rhyme. Yet after all, the part is played for you As half-amused, half-scornfully I scan The passing show ; what must be done I do And this at last may be the loftiest plan, Still to yourself and to myself am true If not a Poet, then at least a man. 45 Sonnet LXXII SEAWARD Within this rugged island of our home Upon a sloping down we meditate, And mark from out the narrow Georgian Strait These inward roIHng billows curl and comb ; The tides are weaving tapestries of foam Strand after strand along the tossing spate, While cloudless blue, as if to compensate For stormy seas, is arched the zenith's dom£. Before us is a rack of spindrift spume The gulls' wings, and the prows of outbound ship* Like cameos cut, a distant sky upon ; Behind us is an aureate waste of broom And now unfurled from under night's eclipse, The iridescent oriflamme of dawn. Sonnet LXXIII LAURA AND PETRARCH Petrarch, the Poet, madly worshipped Laura Yet like a beggar vainly seeking alms, Never attained the winning of her charms ; Sang of her beauty, nursed his rhythmic sorrow Hoped against hope, and ever sought to borrow Balm for his soul in sighing sonnet-forms ; Ah ! but the rounded heaven of her arms ! Fie on a slave who waits upon tomorrow. Unhappy Bard, thus star-like to enshrine her However fame thy laurel-wreath assures ; I count my wooing infinitely finer The flower that buds, and blossoms, and matures Body and soul to take her and divine her To love the woman and to make her yours. 46 Sonnet LXXIV SEA-LONGINGS I think a pulse of this mad ocean wide Beats in my soul ; the same response and urge Untamable; the ponderous lift and surge As here we watch the headless horsemen ride; Look how that breaker's curved, impetuous stride Stamps on the sands and sinks within their verge. So do my longings with oblivion merge Like buried shells which coiling sea-weeds hide. Could only one then of my lyrics last Along with this far-swinging rush and pour; Hovering a space, as do these gulls who cast Their shadows downward on the tumbling shore ; Saved from that futile wreckage of the Past The unremembered flotsam of No-miore. Sonnet LXXV SPRING The dog-wood blossom stars an emerald glade Pale as Narcissus when he stooped to see Bending to earth a slowly-drooping knee His boyish reflex mid a pool inlaid; In dormant creeks the water-lilies wade Through silvery vapor vanishes the bee, While naked Spring, in leaf-clad chastity Seems Eve in- Eden's garden, unafraid. I find you in the flowers and the grass In hyacinth whorls and primrose cups unsheathed, I think of you where ivy tendrils cling ; You are a Naiad in the water's glass Psyche herself, with odorous violets wreathed, The idyl and awakening of Spring. 47 Sonnet LXXVI SWALLOWS They swerve and pass, they ever rise and dip And to these pools in pHant motion bring, The tokens of their pilgrim wandering Upon a limpid scroll of watery scrip Which ruffles to each signing pinion-tip, As though the im^print of a sv/allow's wing Wrote March-borne tidings of the ides of Spring, In jewelled drops that to the surface drip. How often have we caught their sinuous flight In penciled tracings through the upper air ; Wheeling and following to our watchful sight O'er salt lagoon and pastured spaces bare, Till twilight deepened with approaching night And smoothed the waters into velvet there. Sonnet LXXVII WILD LILIES What time the noiseless steps of wayward Spring- Reached and passed on mid forest-ways unseen, Where polished leaf and tufted mosses green In chequered light were softly wavering : There did we mark the pensive Goddess fling Her sacred lilies ; thickly sown between Amid the roots and trembling bladed sheen Where dewdrops and the cobweb's gossamer cling. Wild lilies ; sheltered in this cool retreat Like neophytes to nun-like peace withdrawn ; And paler than the timorous marguerite By altars fair of bird-wing-haunted lawn; Their heads down-bent, submissively to greet Through eastward tinge the Angelus of the Dawn. 48 Sonnet LXXVIII EN SILHOUETTE How stealthily uncoiling does it creep About us here, this chiaroscuro dim, How shadowy the bats around us skim While seas beyond move restless in their sleep ; Hark to the winds, their rallying cohorts sweep Northward to meet a vague horizon-rim, While starlit bubbles, beading over-brim Night's chalice poured from her Cimmerian steep. That winking light, which tells of an abode These whispers murmured from the inky stream That meteor's rush, how rocket-like it glowed How strange our voices in this darkness seem; The while we hear in lapping chords below The wash of waves in soft adagio. Sonnet LXXIX SEA MEMORIES White shells ; green dulse ; and pebble-dotted strands Below our path with shapes of rock and hill. And brackish tides which never can be still ; Lovers slow walking with close-folded hands — One mast far out, that tree-like lonely stands With listless sails to either droop or fill As the wind veers ; and over all a thrill Of seas unsailed and venturous foreign lands. A century from now will see the same. Green dulse, white shells, a convoluted beach And panoramas of or storms or calms ; Sails to reflect the sunset's molten flame While facing westward, rapt and lost for speech Will other lovers wait with clinging palms. 49 Sonnet LXXX MOTHER AND DAUGHTER This idolizing girl who to you turns And twines herself about your Mother-love, Which lioness-fierce, yet gentle as the dove Within your bosom heaving throbs and burns — As flower with flower, a vestal maiden yearns Lifting her face to meet your face above ; Herself the semblance and reminder of Some lily rising from the terrace urns. So in good time mayhap she may be blest With her own child ; as now you are by her. More goodly than or frankincense or myrrh The incense of her kisses at your breast ; So once you twined v\^ithin your Mother's arms With all your own and all your daughter's charms. Sonnet LXXXI MOTHER AND SON For one blurred instant, looking on you two It seemed I was a little boy again ; Purged of the vileness of the sons of men With eyes as clear as drops of morning dew; Yet this was sheerest paradox I knew — Born of some inner fantasy, as when Lost days drift upward to the startled ken. And for our love and pity doubly sue. Sweet, baby eyes ; twin fountains undefiled And in their depths my profile shadowed there Beyond the dominance of wasting care ; O my dead youth ! was ever I a child ? What master-chemist mixes this alloy The child in man, the Father in the boy! 50 Sonnet LXXII SIWASH This plaited wicker basket which you raise In smiling token bidding me to look, Unfolds the past like opening a book Of which I know each retrospect and phrase; It shows again the walled Alberni bays Where we our pilgrimage to westward took. By mossy bank, and fern-frequented nook And undulating droop of lowland braes. How clear my recollection paints it all! The Beaufort peaks uprearing one by one ; The Somass river eddying to its fall With ripple-harps where turbulent rapids run, Just you and I ; a wood-bird's languorous call And Indian children playing in the sun. Sonnet LXXXIII JASON At such an hour and loitering by the shore When hazy quiet sends a dreamful peace, Where winds are lulled, and tidal ebbings cease While that the sea is sapphire to its core, — There have we talked of legendary lore Sirens and mermaids ; chronicles of Greece, And that far voyage for the gilded fleece By Jason hazarded in days of yore. Aye ! so they strove, as heroes do and dare And yet what joy to Jason and his crew, Could they have found this one sole treasure rare For which men search the universes through ; Some woman waiting by the sands like you Shaming the sunlight with her golden hair. "51 Sonnet LXXXIV DEATH There is no death; so nature makes reply While twig and leaf are quivering in the sun, While buds expand or glancing waters run Through shell-paved shallows racing swiftly by; And you and I, our sudden-severed tie Shall with the earth be woven into one, When stars arise and after day is done Though each by each in dreamless slumber lie. Since all must live as long as lasts the earth Dust unto dust, even as a Prophet saith ! Revive with flowers and join the sunbeam's mirth However ceases this our mortal breath. Why shun the later and the happier birth? How thankless, then, this coward fear of death! Sonnet LXXXV THE LARK Above the daisied uplands of the Spring Beyond the flowering slopes at Gordon Head, We saw a bird with pinions wide outspread That mounted up and up on rising wing; Breathless we listened to a sky-lark sing In rippling aria through cloud-land shed, Till last in ecstasy the carol fled To leave us tranced, and wholly v/ondering. This was the herald in the shape of bird Who sprang one morning from an English lea, And drew his hearer to the heights along; This was the lark that Percy Shelley heard And fired by rival classic minstrelsy, Made him immortal in a Poet's song. 52 Sonnet LXXXVI FAULTS Think of me always as a man who came Into your life to serve you with a song; Strong in his hate and in his loving strong In triumph or adversity the same. Knowing the hollowness of wealth and fame Striving for right, and challenging the wrong, With dreams and fancies still that upward sprung As mounting sparks leap higher than the flame. Thus shall you weigh me as I would be weighed Much as I lack, yet giving me my due ; Judging how far my destiny was swayed Just with the boon of being loved by you ; Making my faults the most of me, and then Holding me different from the lesser men. Sonnet LXXXVII SOOKE HILLS So often from this overhanging quay Have we at sundown scanned the western hills, Darkling where haze of deepening purple spills Lilac and amethyst in a gloomering sea Vaguely defined in its immensity ; While nearer seen the inner harbor fills With log-booms towing to the dusty mxills, Where saw and belt hold screaming jubilee. And peering outward on this pictured vast While duskily the evening shades withdrew. At times we marked a coppery outline cast Faint on the wave and fading in the blue — A tribal relic of the Island's past The Songhee, paddling in his carved canoe. 53 Sonnet LXXXVIII THE HOUSE OF GOD The organ's dolorous minor pierces through And garnet sunlight slowly falling, stains Lord Christ, imprinted on these window-panes Red as the blood the soldier's spear-thrust drew And in this spacious temple I and you Where leisurely a formal service reigns, Sit silent ; while the sermon's rhetoric deigns Its flattery to each fashionable pew. Yet all this brings no twinge of penitence To my stern soul, which other ritual craves ; Such as I've heard with heart-felt reverence Choralled by winds mid forest architraves ; Or low-intoned near some sea-eminence The suppliant susurrus of the waves. Sonnet LXXXIX ILLUSIONS We live as though there was no pen to trace The payment of the last appointed debt ; And still each hour death spreads his fated net Entangling Age and Youth's pathetic grace; We love as we had conquered time and space We two remote on dream-land's parapet; Twin spirits in a spirit-circle met Where phantom forms and masquers interlace. This be a symbol for both night and day Love without fear; whatever is or seems; Before life's fires are sunk to dull decay And the long lights have faded from the streams. This is a truth forever and for aye All but illusions are as idle dreams. 54 Sonnet XC RETICENCE They say reserve will often set a seal Close upon lips which otherwise would speak, And with the medium of language seek Their inner minds to presently reveal The joy that thrills them, or the pain they feel ; So men have curbed through diffidence or pique, The impulse flashed from brain to burning cheek As spark that flies from clashing flint and steel. Sometimes when most I love you I am curst With this strange hesitance of heart and soul ; Even as a rose before the bud has burst To write its passion on the garden scroll, In crimson petals of untold desire Steeped in a revery and aglow with fire. Sonnet XCI THE SUN-DIAL It stands alone in consecrated ground As old as this old yew-tree's hoary moss Which waits beside ; its shadow flung across That follows slow the tireless hours around Has you and me together often found Watching the sun's rays sift their feathery dross, Counting the moments and their constant loss While sullen fate went by without a sound. And now forgotten, but in bygone days Here in their turn have others wooers come. To muse amid these memory-haunted ways And prove with Time his never-ending sum ; Closed eyes, Alas ! which nevermore may gaze Closed lips, Ah ! me, that now are stricken dumb. 55 Sonnet XCII SOMETHING WORTH WHILE To tramp a tread-mill round o'er street and pave Be-calendered of dry commercial days, As by this bastion's sea-encircling sprays The sentinel walks onward by the wave : — A sordid score of petty tasks to brave And delve among the compost for what pays The current charge, — seems in this tortuous maze The humdrum occupation of a slave. Yet could I on some immemorial page Recall one interval you did beguile, Past all corrosion of or death or age Etch but the least enchantment of your smile. Ah ! that, indeed, were something worth my while To break the bonds of life's dread vassalage. Sonnet XCIII MADONNA MIA It may be partly true that Raphael Across whose tomb the centuries have filed, By what he grouped of Mother and of Child In coloring and technique did excel All other artists; just what lends the spell Which lingers in their eyes expression mild, That couples love with long reconciled In his Madonna, history does not tell. I saw a picture painted here today Like Raphael's, but fairer far to me ; In luminous color framed against the grey Unutterable sadness of the sea. Yourself, My Love, our baby on your knee And in the wind your gold hair blown astray. 56 Sonnet XCIV TENDERNESS Because upon the Spartan I relied Not seeking solace from a God on high, Some name me cold and hardened ; even I As one to whom is callousness implied ; You know the adamant nature of my pride Which shall exist beyond the day I die, Not from my lips has welled the despairing cry Although I have been ten times crucified. With those perchance world-wounded over-much No outward scars upon the soul remain ; Do I then, lack in sympathy's close touch What answer gives your inmost heart's refrain? For if it be you think of me as such^ Then have I loved and sung of you in vain. Sonnet XCV SHELLS The lisping symphonies of the shells you bring Dripping with brine, to lay within my hand, A.re something dreamers only understand The tones they murmur and the runes they sing ; Still through their arches do beseechings ring Like those which ebb-tides plash along the sand, When seas are draped with night's funereal band As evening fails, and cormorants take wing. Such were the melodies Ulysses fought Sinking and rising with an ocean swell ; And down to us on wings of legend brought Caged by the pearly chambers of a shell ; For in these sea-born spirals it is thought 1^ The imprisoned spirits of the Sirens dwell. 57 SoNxNET XCVI IN ABSENCE The dawn-light knits a mesh of mottled pearl Across the reddening threshold of the morn ; Slow tides move, and another day is born Where sunny hosts their guidons now unfurl ; The noon-beams over closing blossoms curl Till homing birds and gathering shades forewarn, And I stand dreamingly and all forlorn With thoughts that rise and southward to you whirl. Like arrow loosed my soul to meet you flies The hours indeed seem more as lagging years; Yet while I w^ait, heart-visioned to mine eyes Your very self, in a mirage appears ; As though beside this desert-stretching sea You rose, and came, and smiled and spoke to me. Sonnet XCVII SUMMER The fir-trees climb this broken mountain-side The mother-grouse leads forth her downy brood ; I cannot feel what men call solitude Amid such sylvanry aloft enskyed In fleecy rings; for, instinct as my guide. My nature seems comipanioned and imbued With cloud and glen ; though language is all crude To well translate what is to words denied. The loveliness of summer walks these dells. Above, a sharp peak cuts the violet sky As if it sprang to clear the barriered blue ; Below, the Saanich inlet arching swells And here with heart-recounted longing, I Do wait and question, thinking aye of you. 58 Sonnet XCVIII ROSES Roses and roses ; roses flaring red Yellow and pink or petalled as the snow, Beside the windings of this parterre grow On many a trim and quaintly terraced bed ; Their radiant tinges lavishly outspread Through leaves that waver when the south-winds blow In faint and tender flute-like tremolo, Past gate and arbor whisperingly sped. You seem a rose here by this pebbly walk Red for your lips a white rose for your hand. I would give much an chance might grant me this That bending like a blown rose on the stalk, You, turning to this pathway where I stand Drop me one ruddy petal of a kiss. Sonnet XCIX TO YOU Something harmonious is in your eyes Akin to swaying waters, where the moon Leads the tides on in foamy rigadoon. While curtseying waves alternate dip and rise ; Something there is which in their pathos lies Sad as a plaint of this unmemoried tune. Which drifts in poignance through the leaves of June O'er-canopied by slumbering Summer skies. Thus brown as Autumn do they with me bide And touched with m.elody as is the wind That sounds its syrinx by untrodden ways ; And they will draw me as the moon the tide Howevermore though stricken years be thinned, Down all the length of these my nights and days. 59 Sonnet C BROOM Here Midas had his wish; for near and far The saffron broom in solid masses hfts, Fold upon fold in packed and glittering drifts Without a speck its burnished shield to mar ; Below, the tide across a shingly bar Swept by the foam incessant trails and shifts, Where a cramped sea crawls upward through its rifts Of cliffs deep-graven by their wave-worn scar. When first we saw this greet us on a marge Of noon-lit brightness glimmering to the sea, It turned our thoughts to tournaments of old; King Richard of the lion-heart at charge, Crusades and Knights, the Age of Chivalry And jousting on the-field-of-the-cloth-of-gold. Sonnet CI MOUNT ARROWSMITH The mountain road wound upward like a snake A sluggish python wallowing in dust, And gnarled arbutus shed its barky crust There by the wayside tawny flake on flake ; The river through a steep-descending brake Past log and boulder tarnished deep with rust, A sword-sharp current downward headlong thrust And sheathed in its cataract in a void opaque. And looking skyward from a path we saw Beyond the fir-trees massed in plumy crowds, A sight that filled our very souls with awe — Mount Arrowsmith, attended by the clouds ; Majestic looming and with rainbow spanned A Titan figure poised by God's own hand. 60 Sonnet CII OTHER MEN I was not good, like others you had met I would I had been perfect for your sake; My stubbornness not even death may break Though marbled to f orgetfulness ; and yet How keen were then my anguish could regret For what I was, the slightest ripple make On this, our love ; or cause your heart to ache Or your dear eyes with sorrowing thoughts be wet. If I had sinned be sure I paid the wage. If I repented, so men do; what then? This I affirm as truth shall be my gage As I have said and say it once again, From passionate youth and on to fiery age I was not chained to earth like other men. Sonnet CIII OTHER WOMEN Tlie chords of Sappho's fragmentary line Re-echo with a v/orld-compelling strain ; And Greek Aspasia by the Attic main The star of Pericles v/ill ever shine ; Enchantresses with outward selves divine The form of Ruth beside the sickled grain, Rebecca's face, the Templar's suing vain Lucrece's fate and Tarquin's base design. I conjure up their m.emory, musing so; The waywardness or constancy they knew. And her whose sorcery wrought colossal woe That Trojan temptress whom Kit Marlowe drew I know themx all and truer yet I know There is no woman in the world but you. 61 Sonnet CIV BY THE FIRELIGHT The back-log shrinks and dwindles to a shred As we sit here before the fire-side glow, We two alone ; as once in long ago Together then the lambent coals we read; How quickly there the plastic hours were sped While dimmed our half-charred castles sinking low, Till that awakening which stirred us so The life-pact wedded and the words we said. Prone rest these ashes whence a hearth-stone ghost A space agone had darted up the flue, And flickeringly a thin flare sinks and dies ; Sometimes I think that silence says the most, — I tell you nothing with my lips that you Have not repeated to me with your eyes. Sonnet CV WRECK BAY Black with the raging fury of despair On barricades of scarred outlying stone The waves break baffled; and uprearing thrown Hissing and snaky, with ophidian stare, Medusa heads with wild and tangled hair From wrinkled foreheads backward streaming blown, In bas-relief are on the sky-line shown Above the ramparts serrated and bare. Yet menaced by such writhing shapes as these And marking how the billowy squadrons form. To Triton's conch-shell, shrilled in wind-lashed keys The battle-spirit in my veins runs warm ; I feel myself a rover of the seas A Viking, and a comrade of the storm. 62 Sonnet CVI BEFORE THE MIRROR Before the mirror as you thoughtful sit To try effects, arrange a ribbon's bow, Eve's (laughters in your dalliance I know ; Scotch Mary with her coquetry and wit Rare Heloise with long-fringed eyes love-lit And Guinevere, v/hom Lancelot worshipped so ; On such a glass, in letterings of woe How many a man has had misfortune writ. Here in their day have lovely women stood Poising like sv/allows o'er a lucent pool, To train a curl, to tie a silken hood And practice lures that men might play the fool Thus Cleopatra did her arts employ So Helen gazed when Paris came from Troy. Sonnet CVH SEA-MYSTERIES If Neptune rose with gleaming trident where These ocean deeps lie open to our sight. As here we pause and note the scurrying flight Of broad-winged scoters through the salty air, — Could he from lost mythology declare Who m.ade yon sea? Who spun its foam-crests bright? What power conceived such transcendental might And ploughed the furrows on its brow of care ? Ah ! Who shall e'er Creation's veil uplift Or guess the problem of the rolling spheres? Enough for us to know the Almighty reigns. The mystery of love is our great gift Though silent are the cabalistic years. And the sea's riddle still unsolved remains. 63 Sonnet CVIII HEART'S EASE Not castled walls with gargoyle niche grotesque Telling of Knights and noble Dames of old. Nor yet demesnes whose fountain-rims unfold With Roman marbles rising statuesque — Nor where in mellowing orange arabesque The sunshine strikes across ancestral wold, And stark tradition lends a glamour cold Of mediaeval and of picturesque. Not such for us; nor very far to roam From this our hearth-stone, save on fancy's Our joy to feel what hooded twilight brings While star by star lights up the heavenly dome; With children's voices calling through the home And treasured store of soul-regarded things. wnigs : Sonnet CIX SOUL-PACT Grandsires and Grandams, chilled to icebergs gaze From portraits old, then fade to nothingness ; Fathers and Mothers falter in the stress Of life's deliberate and relentless ways ; Brothers and sisters, each as pass the days Like glow-worm shimmers still are less and less; While friends, whose lapsing memories we confess How nebulous they seem amidst the maze. Lovers alone defy the ban of years Here where the sea mourns we may so declare, And love alone hath warrant to endure. This is the essence of our world-careers That while all change and variance we share, Of only one another are we sure. 64 Sonnet CX SEA-HARPS We two who love the sea in all its moods Tenses and colors, tarry here and wait While a red globe beyond the western gate Sinks and is gone ; and utter silence broods Above these ebbing ocean solitudes ; And where Arcturus reigns in glittering state, Heaven's dusky vaults in splendor radiate And muffled ripples thrill night's interludes. But entering on this muteness conies the moan Of dirge-like winds that rise from spectral caves Gulf-murm.urs, sibilance of sand-fretted waves And threnodies from twisted conch-trumps blown ; Borne in across the tides to thee and me The century-chorded harpings of the sea. Sonnet CXI MICHAEL ANGELO Old Angelo, the sculptor Buonarotti Michael surnamed and Painter born and Bard, vStill like a giant always stands on guard • A cavalier invincible and haughty; And yet 'tis rumored he was sometimes naughty Among the ladies ; thus his name is marred However high his varied skill be starred, However pure through marble statues taught he.' So, Buonarotti ! did you sin ? well, then. Such venial fault with Bards is counted human And sculptors, too ; mayhap j^ou found what men Have always learned if gifted with acumen, Huw much the chisel falls below the pen How far are both transcended by the woman. 65 Sonnet CXI I A WOMAN'S CHARM A woman's charm is all beyond dispute Yet still unread; yet everywhere adored, However high scholastic wisdom soared Or man's experience has taken root; Science and Art are most discreetly mute Nor Sibyl's tongue an answer will afford, More than dead echoes which are dimly stored Fast in the shell of some mid-century lute. And this enigma I have found in you Thoughever m.uch you are m.y dream and hope ; Unanalyzed as is the crystal dew That gems the clover of a May-day slope; Elusive as quick-silver ; ever new And fragrant as the breath of heliotrope. Sonnet CXHI GYPSIES In some existence as apart from this We two were gypsies ; sleeping by a hedge, Camping at night by underwood or sedge And sharing guerdon of un wedded bliss ; But now such vagrom errancies we miss For law and order dulls the dagger's edge, Not as those lovers who were used to pledge Their Romany vows with knife-thrust or with kiss. The wanderlust is still within our blood Howevermore those former days estranged; The times the times, and not ourselves have changed Since last I sat beneath the hawthorn bud, A gypsy tinker, fiddling for scant alms While you told fortunes with prophetic palms. 66 Sonnet CXIV CONTRASTS What do I bring you for this past decade How stands the balance of the lost and gained ? My manhood, has it waxed or has it waned As back and forth the ticking pendulum swayed? How many inroads have these ten years made On what I was ? Has then some rusting stained The once fresh leaves which, when the March-light reigned, Upon the branches of my Spring-time played ! I cannot judge; but leave the task to you Since introspection may not hit the mark ; Yet once, My Love, I had the vital spark A temper and a will to dare and do ; H Time has blent his Autumn with my Springs How fares the wall whereon the dead vine clings? Sonnet CXV TIME'S RECKONING Last night and now this morning, and today And then tomorrow ; thus the days drift on A marshalling of hours from dusk to dawn ; The seasons that with helpless mortals play Like cats with mice ; so runs the world away ; As it has been through all the aeons drawn As it will be when we are dead and gone, To Lethe and forgetfulness a prey. Time's reckoning; but not with you and me However others to such fiat yield. For year by year like sweetly-blowing thyme, Your grace and loveliness will blossoming be In these my songs, as verified and sealed Here with the living signet of a rhyme. 67 Sonnet CXVI LIGHTS AND SHADOWS Dawnlight that drew a pastel of those hours We paced the beach and noted oily swells Roll in from leeward ; noon-light's fervent spells Searing the tips of harlequin marsh flowers ; Twilight, that mingled in with dank mist-showers To close the cloisters of the hermit shells, While through a clammy fog the clarion bells Rung hollowly from out their rock-bound towers. But most we loved the moonlight's argent track Shifted across the channel like a lance, And bringing tales to stir an ocean's breast; The conquering folds of Nelson's Union Jack Spain's foiled Armada, made the sport of chance And Walter Raleigh sailing to the west. Sonnet CXVH AUTUMN October's tracery intensive showed This morning as we two haphazard strolled In foliage that the maple branches hold To strew betimes upon a country road; And leaf on leaf by wanton zephyr sowed Lay crisply curled along the darkening mould. While Autumn brown, sun-tanned and sombre-stoled Through wavering woods and down the path-way strode. Strange that a fortnight makes the flowers to wane Dyeing the leaves with amber tintings clear As birds fly south and days are turned a-chill ; Bleak messengers, the boisterous wind and rain Descending sharp or whistling keen and drear By Cadboro Bay and on to Cedar Hill. 68 Sonnet CXVIII CADBORO WOODS The flicker's chattering in fanfaron shrill Loud in the timber in staccato spoke, And then he dropped from out a knotted oak Crossing above the leaf-strewn forest sill, Dipping and rising to a neighboring hill An arc of gold 'mid Indian-summer smoke ; Again his challenge like a bugle broke The echoes answered, and then all was still. Do you remember where, upon that day We found a trickling streamlet's secret cup? A cooling rill that gem.-like bubbled up A liquid opal, shyly hid away ! Do you recall how sea and heaven pierced through Wave beside sky, the blue against the blue? Sonnet CXIX IN WOODLAND WAYS We rambled down and past a woodland bight Where weed and bramble sparsely interlaced A gorgeous China pheasant rose in haste And set the air on fire with his flight ; The valley quail dispersing left and right Whirred level-winged across a thistled waste, While pale Diana, crescent-slim and chaste Smiled on us from a doorway of the night. To us. My Love, that was a day of days Clipped from the tattered almanac of Time ; To wander forth in sylvan-shaded ways Where orange sprigs of honeysuckle climb. With Bacchant tempters beckoning through the maze And taste the wine of Autumn at its prime. 69 Sonnet CXX OUTDOORS However far our journeying steps have strayed In love of nature we are closely bound, With prescience of the Druid-temples crowned On hills austere, by stream or rustic shade ; Brother and sister to each grassy blade Comrade and friend to marshes sere embrowned, And kindred-linked where jarring skies resound To the deep thunder's rumbling cannonade. This is the season's priceless heritage ; The potent spell which true earth-worship wields. And this a tryst that youth will keep with age Till the last breath to dissolution yields ; Like Sir John Falstaff on the Poet's page Dying a boy and babbling of green fields. Sonnet CXXI DALLAS ROADS Against an angle of the staunch sea wall The tide leaps, hurled by equinoctial gales ; And from these heights we look on tautened sails That tensely stretch from full-rigged main-masts tall The tireless gulls a-wing complaining call And on the shore a wind monotonous wails, While one stray sun-glint in a pennant trails Its fallow length where breaking white-caps fall. How vivid will the picture of this day In summer dawns when then remembered, be? These serried ranks of blind September spray This rocking storm, the canvas off to lee. And you and I, uplifted with the sway And grim Samsonian wrestlings of the sea. 70 Sonnet CXXII COURAGE Here in this life you find the crucial test The irony of death and fate defied ; Like those old Grecian warriors who died Sword under shield at war's resolved behest; This was our touchstone for the forward quest As onward we were faring side by side, Fronting the years that passed us, while we cried "Welcome the coming, speed the departing guest," God give us courage, as there is a God To dare the utmost rigor of our doom, And tread the white-hot plowshares mile on mile. To cringe not under stroke of chastening rod But wear as from the cradle to the tomb. The uncorroding armor of a smile. Sonnet CXXIII COMRADESHIP Still, as the months drift, we are nearer grown To one another ; closer year by year. Firmer united and more trebly dear While days, as leaves, across our path are strown Thus in this way Love's miracle is known The word of promise holding to the ear, So that our souls as listening can hear The heart's low murmur in an undertone. All that can bring mementoes of the past We cherish as the present hours unfold ; Etchings of sunrise luminously scrolled And after-glow by storm-rack overcast ; Kisses and tears; the comradeship we share The joys divided and the pangs we bear. 71 Sonnet CXXIV METEMPSYCHOSIS If it be true in dying that the soul By reason of the laws which so ordain, Seeks for another, to on earth remain As part and parcel of a destined whole ; — Then, as the needle wheels toward the pole How straight my wraith in this return would fain Clinging to you, lost vantage to regain Cleave through existence till it reached its goal. No dread of parting ever comes to me Nor finding one to take your place instead ; The love we pledged is for eternity I care not how the horoscope is read ; Not to be severed by Infinity However fare the living or the dead. Sonnet CXXV UNREVEALED This is that labyrinth men call the sea Cruel and willful as a woman's whim; Over its reefs the buoyant sea-fowl skim In wisps and skeins that waver restlessly; Behold its secret, sourceless pedigree Written in ages when the earth lay dim, And hark to its Circean-chanted hymn Which was, which is, and evermore will be. Above this crag's wave-battered citadel We lie and glimpse the wake of outbound ships, While basks the sea in drowsy indolence ; Its secret hidden in a sculptured shell With white foam-fingers ever at its lips. More than a Sphynx in its dumb reticence. 72 Sonnet CXXVI FOR CECILE You know my mood, both somber and elate Yet sanguine-hued, though time wears on apace ; Steeled by the one remembrance of your face Through all our years to steadfast watch and wait, Home was for me where you have been my mate In crowded towns or lonely country-place. As one whose dour tenacity of race Makes you alone my idol consecrate. Fade out. O sun, in the enkindled west Beyond these hills, yon headland and the sea; Die down, O winds, past this torn hemlock's crest Which ragged looms, a lightning-blasted tree ; Not God Himself shall have the strength to wrest Two souls apart, grown close like you to me. Sonnet CXXVH CHOPIN By wooded shores we hear orchestral strains Of Chopin's genius echoing 'mid the leaves ; An oboe sighs, the throbbing 'cello grieves With wailing flute and violin refrains ; Then swift the theme its final height attains And whelmingly the blinding harmony cleaves Then sinks ; while last a quivering minor weaves Rises and falls, and past the surge-roll wanes. Solve me the maskery of this wizard Pole Whose nocturne dies in spangled vaults above ; What was the amour he was dreaming of Writ for all time on fate's clandestine scroll ? What woman's voice had sirenized his soul How much is music and how much is love? 73 Sonnet CXXVIII LONG AFTER Long after, when this same far sun will shake FHnging its torches on the restless sea, There will be those will muse of you and me When they their walks by woods and beaches take. Because of what love's reveries awake — These lines for future ages held in fee, Upwelling now and circling liquidly Like ripples on the bosom of a lake. Long afterward ; what matters then to us Unless it be that haply some may say, "As these did love with full hearts tremulous We too adore, forever and for aye." And speaking so, shall rightly even thus Unseal the memory of our yesterday. Sonnet CXXIX THE DOWNS Their crisp declivities to eastward glide Star-sprinkled with a million glistering flowers, Where lazy fiood of intermingled hours Seeps with the seeping of a turquoise tide ; Ear out the Straits in conscious might divide With peace which broods, or vengeful storm that scourj These hillsides from the ridged Olympic towers Whose snow-thatched peaks immutably abide. How prized by us was this serenity Of sane repose and all-inviolate hush. Shut from the jangling bedlam of the towns; To stand and face a prophesying sea The moon uprisen, or morning's carmine blush There bv the stillness of the shelving downs. 74 Sonnet CXXX BAG-PIPES From skirling bag-pipes in a thicket green Beyond the coigne of Beacon Hill's tall mound, Come Gaelic marches, fittingly renowned By pipers played in forest depths unseen ; Against this withered broom we careless lean Its denseness in the citron sunshine drowned, While still the pipes in droning discord pound The tremorous air, the downs that stretch between. And then I clutch a knife-scarred wooden bench — This of all music, is most glad and gay Your fifes and bugles are mere pots and pans; I see the flags, the fighting, and the trench — By God ! I had forgotten Lucknow's day The Campbell pipes, the gathering of the clans. Sonnet CXXXI ROBERT BURNS Beside these oaks on carven granite lone Kneels Robert Burns at Highland Mary's feet; Beyond, the waves a solemn requiem beat A prologue to this tragedy in stone And figured bronze ; whence is the plow-boy flown Who loved so wildly and who sang so sweet That fate gave way, and signalled a retreat When the world claimed the singer as her own. Love while we may ; let this be our decree Lest the heart's rapture might remain unsaid; This hour, this day was given me and thee Leaving the rabble to its idols wed; Here as we journey downward to the sea That chants the glory of the deathless dead. 75 Sonnet CXXXII THE SHEARS OF FATE Still hang the keen, arrested shears of fate Above our heads, where fortune bids them stay; While plies the whirring loom of night and day With warp and woof of threads dispassionate ; The seasons pass in their accustomed state Spring's dryad step and Winter's hodden grey ; Yet time at length, brooking no more delay Shall usher us through death's amorphous gate. We might have parted when the years were young Much joy have missed, some ills had waved aside, Yet aye the three weird sisters testify, — • So ye have walked life's thorny lanes among By hope sustained, in perfect love allied Or late, or soon, what matters it to die? Sonnet CXXXHI FROM A BALCONY From this our balcony we view the sea Star-gemmed and moon-bedappled where it shines In midnight's hushes ; honeysuckle vines Waft up their fragrance here unceasingly ; And close at hand a slim arbutus tree Crinkled and brown unswerving upward twines ; While drifting past from harped aeolian pines Comes a faint breeze attuned in elfin key. Not always may we know such occult sense Of zones transfigured ; still and more than still, When wood and shore are wrapped in rays intense While the moon sleeps on yonder curtained hill ; Yet shall the fairies oft this romance write In starry script across a page of night. 76 Sonnet CXXXIV BURNT OFFERINGS I offer ashes of the days and nights To lay upon the altar of your life; All that is sacred to the name of wife I would inscribe ; as one who musing writes His record with a stylus which indites A calendar of passing seasons; rife With what was registered of joy or strife Of garnered sorrows or of brief delights. Burnt-offerings these; and from a Pagan heart. Mere cinders of the hours and days and weeks Brought silently to render up their plea ; Here where the foam-shapes from the tide-rips start Carving us statues of the sandalled Greeks, And Aphrodite, rising from the sea. Sonnet CXXXV STARS We see the same illuminative stars As once they twinkled, and are twinkling yet, Since time first counted them as brilliants set Orion, Venus, Jupiter and Mars ; Shining above Napoleonic wars And warning Romeo and Juliet, Or gleaming cold where crowded waters fret The sandy confines of these tidal bars. So as of eld they gather in the sky Whose distant bourne shall ever be untrod, And cast their luster over ebon sod From where they beam, held rigidly on high ; Lighting the gateway to the halls of God The mystic flambeaux of eternity. 11 Sonnet CXXXVI WINTER I had an image of a land of snows Of groined and fluted architecture white, Where field and stream beneath the chill despite Of bitter days in ivory stiffness froze; And where within an icy garden close No blossom nodded in the deadly blight Of winter's tyranny ; while banished quite Were garlandry of lily and of rose. But here December sunlight's broidery Silvers Oak Bay; and balmy west winds blow; And sparkling up to us the lissome sea Paces a stately minuet below ; And mid the garden's burgeoning poetry- Are wall-flowers and a budding jacqueminot. Sonnet CXXXVII MORTMAIN If you were first to seek the far beyond Although I pray that we may go together — Nor time nor distance could release the tether Which binds us firmly in enduring bond ; To you alone my heart and soul respond Not caring through the circling seasons whether Spring dons her leaves, or clash of stormy weather Flings wide those leaves when Winter waves his wand. For night and day I should remember well Your every look and gesture ; to my eyes Your face would be the first star in the skies; Your voice would seem the murmur of this shell. And I should feel, by these mysterious sands The spirit-clasp and clinging of your hands. 78 Sonnet CXXXVIII FAME A craving thirst for fame was never mine It was enough to dream and go my way ; To search for fire deep-hidden in my clay And keep my youth mid the slow years decline; To strive ; to suffer ; yet to make no sign Salute the Gods and what they willed, obey ; And in the varying periods and their sway To weld my hopes and happiness with thine. And to that false lure of the unwary sought The Tantalus-fruit by mortals miscalled fame, I am not urged; but leave my lusty rhyme As some male foundling through the snow is brought, To live or die ; with or without a name Abandoned on the door-step cold of Time. Sonnet CXXXIX DRIFTWOOD This drift-wood in compact alignment piled Along the beach, or wind-rowed on these rocks, Was winter's harvest, gleaned from scything shocks Of wave on wave in January wild ; Here Boreas from his northern caves exiled Sang in the rigging at the outer docks. While straining ropes and humming tackle-blocks With creaking whine the sailor's watch beguiled. But now the sea in amethystine mass Stretches away as level as a floor, Where I and April, reminiscent stand; And mindful still, and stooping as I pass I take a bit of drift-wood from the shore And write your name there, on the unruffled sand. 79 Sonnet CXL AT THE LAST When that my ashes have been laid to rest The crumbled embers of a burned-out fire, I, who have written, daring to aspire High as the highest, noblest as the best : — All of earth's yearnings knocking at my breast Brother to sorrow, bond-man of the lyre, Who that has loved me like my Heart's Desire Or half the story of my vigil guessed. Not as the man that I have had to be Shall I to her and other years belong; Never a moment from the vision free How should they know me, this benighted throng? Proud as was Lucifer, stoic as the sea Dreamer of dreams and singer of the song. LIBRPRY OF CONGRESS 015 762 721 1