I m I ai»»KM«a»j«Mi:«ttnt'«h'i:i<>»i^)w3>»aww\>N»» sv ^ a MW((M«ai^«^»WMM«w^l^>>>>>ii>lil^iii'^^^ " rav w" #% MMM^S^M II '•'"' ■>^>#«>wi mr iiiiiiiii ■«*" ' " ' LIBRARY OF CONGRESS. Shelf ...ii/lf. UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. • rlira: A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES, BY NANNIE EMORY HOLDING. ILLUSTRATED. Nashville, Tenn. : Publishing House Methodist Episcopal Church, South. Barbee & Smith, Agents. 1895. ^^^ *? Entered, according to Act of Congress, in the year 1895, By Nannie Emory Holding, In the Office of the Librarian of Congress, at Washington. DEDICATION. This Little Story was Written For the Women and Children of Methodism, and is Dedicated to the Woman's Board of Missions of the Methodist Episcopal Church, South, by The Author. PREFACE. As our Mexican work drew toward the close of its tenth year I involuntarily began to incorporate into my annual report the principal features of its growth. As the writing grew under the inspiration of the moment, I jestingly said to Miss Harper, "Mrs. McGavock will think I have sent her a book." She an- swered, " Put it aside and make it a book." Her suggestion gave birth to this simple story of our daily life in the Mission homes. Chihuahua, Mex., October 20, 189i. CONTENTS. CHAPTER I. PAGE Introductory — Arrival— Girls' School— 1883-1884— Liredo Seminary Band — Cottie Hoge Library— Well — Initial "Concert" 9 CHAPTER II. 1884-1885. New Building — Windmill — Visitors — Lawsuit 37 CHAPTER III. 1885-1886. New Property — Boys — Monterey Conference 57 CHAPTER IV. 188G-1887. Home-going 75 CHAPTER V. 1887-1888. Faith Hall— Saltillo 93 CHAPTER VI. 1888-1889. The Laundry — Central Conference — Durango Work Adopted — Property Purchased in Saltillo 109 1 CHAPTER VII. 1889-1890. Harvest Year — San Luis Potosi — Laredo Day School — Chi- huahua 141 8 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE. CHAPTER VIII. 1890-1891. page Charter — First Graduates — Woman's Work — Quarantine — Durango Property — Nuevo Laredo Day School — Christ- mas 166 CHAPTER IX. 1891-1892. Drought — Barracks — Conference of Missionaries — Ancient Mexico 199 CHAPTER X. 1892-1893. Famine — Typhus — West End Day School — Weddings 235 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE IE" MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. CHAPTER I. INTRODUCTORY — ARRIVAL — GIRLS' SCHOOL — LAREDO SEMINARY BAND — COTTIE HOGE LIBRARY — WELL — INITIAL "CONCERT." "For as the earth bring eth forth her bud, and as the garden causeth the tilings that are sown in it to spring forth, so the Lord God voill cause righteousness and praise to spring forth before all the nations." THE first instrument in God's hands of turning the attention of our women toward the needs of Mexi- co was Rev. A. H. Sutherland, the founder of Southern Methodism on the border. As early as 1879, he was writing of the great need of Christian education, and urged that the children of Mexico should not be forgot- ten and left out of the plans and purposes of the Wom- an's Board of Missions. In his own words we quote the plea: " Will not our dear Christian sisters of the Wom- an's Missionary Society help us to possess the land? Every new mission we establish on this border is an- other star to mingle its rays with the streams of light that are pouring down upon this darkened land of nine millions of souls." Rev. Joseph Norwood took up the plea, and offered to receive two girls into his home as the beginning of a school for girls. During the year 1880, Mrs. Suther- land and Mrs. Norwood had both taken Mexican chil- dren into their families as a preparatory step toward an 10 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE established school. They were full of interest and burn- ing desire to see the work put upon a firm basis, and did not desist from personal efforts to that end, boarding and teaching the children until the appropriation for settled work was made at the annual meeting in the spring of 1881. September of the same year found Miss An- nie Williams and Miss B e b e c c a Toland, the first two missionaries sent to this field by the Woman's Board, ready for service. Ground had been donated to the work of the Board by Bev. Elias Bobertson — that on which Laredo Semina- ry now stands. After the second building was erected, he gave another block, which, by ex- Ra.. Elias Robertson. change with the city, made it possible for us to extend our borders. As the work grew, and he saw that it was no longer an experi- ment, he established the "Bobertson Scholarship." Two of the graduates of the seminary have come to their honors through this gift of our generous, large-hearted brother, whose memory we love to honor. We lost a IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 11 friend indeed when God called him home. He was ever ready with kindly interest and advice to help us over many a rough place in those early days. After brother Robertson's gift to the Board, estimates and plans for building were submitted to the Executive Committee by Mr. William Headen in the spring of 1882. While the building was in progress, day schools were opened by Miss Williams at Concepcion, and Miss Toland at Laredo (the first married to Rev. J. F. Corbin in April, 1883, the latter bearing her part bravely until now). From these two day schools, where prejudice was first broken, pupils were drawn for the seminary which was opened in the fall of 1882. I would not in the least degree depreciate the labors of these faithful missionaries who thus laid the founda- tion of the work, but the birthday of Mexican Missions for me is October 20, 1883, the day when I first entered Laredo Seminary; and it is from this date that I begin to write the story of our Mission homes. In this retrospect, it is almost as if I hold in my grasp a beautiful and sacred volume, upon whose every page I behold the unfolding of a divinely laid plan. Standing to-day at the close of the first decade of the work which the Lord has committed to my keeping, I feel that there are no fitting words to express the praise due unto his name for that which, by his blessing, has been accomplished. From "the day of small things " he hath indeed caused to spring forth "righteousness and praise " before the nations. As 1 took hold of the work, I had but little concep- tion of the beauty and grandeur of that which was to spring from the " day of small things." The eye of faith did not see, in the four-room building called " Laredo Seminary," five beautiful, large Mission homes in as 12 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE many different cities, with prospering day schools be- sides; nor could it discern in the little band of seven chil- dren the multitude of happy boys and girls filling with work and laughter and song the halls and homes sup- plied by the Woman's Board. 1883-84. Laredo Seminary. 1 cannot forget the thrill which passed through my soul as I stood for the first time at the door of the little mission situated upon the burning sand of Laredo's des- ert waste. " It shall blossom as the rose." As the words came, with almost the clearness of human utterance, it was as if the Master himself had stooped to cheer my heart. One has but to glance at Laredo Seminary of 1893 to see in it a literal fulfillment of the promise: "Instead of the thorn shall come up the fir tree, and instead of the brier shall come up the myrtle tree." Step by step, from the two small buildings upon one block of land, the school has grown, until it includes within its boundary lines seven blocks of land, or an area of over fourteen acres, upon which are situated seven buildings with seventy rooms. Year by year more room was needed, and year by year the way opened to supply the lack. Sometimes, from almost impenetrable darkness, the light came in radiant splendor, shining upon all the way so there could be no mistake in walking in it. The seven little ones, who welcomed us in the soft tones of their musical language on that beautiful Octo- ber morning, formed the nucleus of our girl's school. In those early days, when prejudice and fanaticism seemed a part of Laredo atmosphere, naturally the growth of the school was slow. We considered it a 14 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE special providence when any of our dark- browed sisters would so far forget their timidity as to call at our home. And great was our joy when a mother came, bringing her little girl of scarcely seven. For more than live years we were permitted to watch the unfolding of this child's nature. We saw her grow almost into woman- hood; saw the awakening of the spiritual life; then she was not, for God took her. I remember the coming of another child, " found down by the river," so the children said. How lovely, and yet how forlorn, the five-year-old baby seemed. She is still with us, growing, developing. Her place to-day is among the dearly beloved ones of the family. I might tell of others, for the coming of each was an event; but after that first year memory is lost in a maze, for not one or two, but scores and scores of bright, eager faces press forward for recognition. Some have " passed over," some are wives and mothers, some are teachers in our Mission schools, teachers in public schools, teachers in private schools; circle within circle, ever widening, wid< ning, whose breadth can only be covered by eternity's ^ea. Those seven little ones have had their number added to until nearly one thousand girls have been brought un- der the influence of the life-giving power of the blessed gospel of Him who hath led and guided all the way. As I glance over the above sentence two sisters rise before me seeming to say, reproachfully: "Have you forgot- ten that you considered us your first Christmas dona- tion? how we came to you on that very loveliest of all Christmas days? how glad you were to welcome us, and how shyly we met your advances? You may have forgotten, but we have not, for that day was the open- ing of a new life to us. For six blessed years we were inmates of your home. Though we may often, by our IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 15 carelessness and perversity, have tried your patience, we protest against being forgotten, for we stand to-day among your loving children who are trying to do their part in the world's great battle." Indeed, I beg pardon Miguel for seeming to forget you, our New Mexico children. As you come before me I recall many incidents of your life among us. I remember, Arebela, your first English 16 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE letter to your father. No doubt you have forgotten it long ago. Let me repeat from memory's page: "Dear papa, you said when I could write in English you would give me anything I wanted. I ask only this, that you give your heart to Jesus, whom I have learned to love." Pressing close after these came the three sisters from Mexico as a gift o± the new year. One of them became a helper in the day school established some years after- wards in Laredo. Daring the intervening years how faithfully she helped me bear the burdeu of domestic affairs. Dear Lucia, her quick, eager ways and cheerful spirit often made the rough places smooth for my weary feet. To day she is a happy wife and mother, and her little boy, Miguel, among my best loved grandchildren. Here and there, scattered among these olive buds from the ancient Aztec root, we would sometimes see the pure white flower of Saxon origin. Of these were Lizzie and Flossie, two bright, lovely children, who quite often forgot they were in the minority; but they were made to remember it, when attempting to hold too queenly a sway over their dark-eyed companions. As a rule, these two classes — the conquered Aztec and the conquering Saxon — played, sang, and studied harmoni- ously side by side as though they had sprung from the same race. We, too, knew no difference; each alike found its way to the heart. Lizzie, having no mother, grew to be as a daughter to me; coming to me for counsel and advice in her times of doubt. Fain would I have kept her in the dear old home. Flossie was full of bright, mischievous ways, which often caused reproof to fall upon the winsome child, though in no degree lessening the affection which was so freely lavished upon her. To-day these, the first two American chil- dren who found a place in our home and school and IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 17 lives, are making homes of their own. Not long since, Flossie, with baby Arthur, was spending the day with us. As she ran hither and thither, playing hide and seek with her beautiful boy, along the broad vine-clad galleries, which had so often resounded 1o her childish laughter, she seemed to us as lovely and as lovable as in the days of old. Many tender memories cluster around our first Christ- mas in our Mission home. It was at this time that Mrs. Park made her first visit to Laredo. A stranger then, but ever afterwards my trusted, honored friend. I re- member how it came about that she visited us at that time. I was just beginning the work; I saw the need of many, many things to make our home more comfort- able and the grounds more attractive. Not knowing how far I might venture, in trying to place the work as a whole before the people, 1 wrote our Secretary, asking if it would be possible for some member of the Board to be sent that she might see and present our needs. So it was that Mrs. Park came to us, and for her visit we have never ceased to be glad and grateful. A truer, nobler friend has never been ours, and from that day to this she has been closely allied with the Mexican Mission. On that first Christmas, she discovered — I have never exactly understood how — that there was no Christmas turkey on hand. This was not in accordance with her idea of Christmas, so she determined that she would find a large turkey for her missionaries and their little flock. I did not know of her purpose, when she made known that she had important business in town. I intimated that we were too far out for her to walk, the sand deep and the sun hot, even though it wa.s Christmas time. I was more than willing to attend to anything she desired. 2 18 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE No, she alone could accomplish her object. Of course the result, to the enjoyment of the inmates of our home, was a Christmas dinner according to time-honored cus- tom. It was in this winter of 1883 that we became ac- quainted with our Mexican brother, Eev. J. P. Eodriguez. It was through him that we received the Christmas do- nation of the two New Mex- ico children. He,too,through all these years has proved a faithful, tender friend. Ysabel and Maria, his grandchildren, were two of the seven. Ysabel became our first native helper. As 1 write, a pleas- ing little inci- dent in her child life occurs to me. During that first year I began giving the children a text, morning and night. At night I used Miss Havergal's " Little Pillows." The texts are so simple, so lovely, that any child, no mat- Our First Christmas Donation. IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 19 ter how small or weak, may comprehend. One night, when all were still, and as I thought, quietly sleeping, I heard the sound of bare feet on the stair. I hastened to see the cause. Ysabel was half-way down, seeming to hesitate whether to come on or to return. Upon my exclamation of " Child, why out of your bed so late at night?" she answered: "Oh, I have forgotten my little pillow ! Please let me have it, then I can sleep." During this year, one of the discomforts to which we were subjected was that of defective flues. It seemed to have been thought that as fire was so little needed in this climate, any kind of flue would answer the pur- pose. There were plenty of flues of the kind, two in a room, one north, the other south. We wondered why two should be necessary, if it were really so, as every one said, "One rarely needs fire in this climate, except when there is a norther." I had not known a "nor- ther" from personal experience, but when told that they might come at any moment from October to April, of never less than three days in duration, no respecter of per- sons, time, or circumstances, and that when they did come I would most certainly know it — for the wind blew from north, east, south, and west without reference to any prescribed rule — I concluded that the better part of valor would be to prepare for the coming contest by putting up a stove. Beautiful, bright, and lovely were those November and December days: mornings and evenings cool enough for fire, which gave a cheery, homelike as- pect to our two rooms. The little stove was certainly a treasure. At noon, with doors and windows open, we reveled in summer warmth and beauty. As the busy, happy days flew by, we decided that the story of the "norther" was a myth. Alas for dreams of undisturbed earthly bliss and ease ! I think it must have been some 20 A DECADE OE MISSION LIFE time in January when, one day, Miss Toland suddenly exclaimed, "A norther! " and with a quickness born of sad experience began to close windows and shut doors. Our children — twelve — came rushing in, some crying, "A sand storm!" others, "A norther! a norther!" To say the wind blew, would be putting it too mildly ; to unaccustomed ears, it simply shrieked; it "Blew as 'twad blown its last; The rattling show'rs rose on the blast." With the shaking doors and rattling windows; with the drifting sand bursting through every crevice, filling eyes, ears, and mouth; piling in heaps upon the floor; drifting upon chairs and beds — surely, under such ad- verse circumstances, we had enough to keep ourselves calm, and quiet the children; but a more trying experi- ence awaited us. The cry burst forth, "Look at the stove! " The wind, sweeping down the narrow flue, was driving the smoke into the room; with another roar, shake, and clatter, the door of the stove flew open, and ashes and flame burst out. In the confusion one cried one thing, one another, when Miss Toland, equal to the emergency, said : " We will move it to the other side." The other side! What could she mean? Was there really another side to this fearful situation? While I stood as one dazed, she was already at work, with folded towels, papers, and everything available, and with the help of sister and the children, she was carrying the " little treasure " to the "other side." Ah! light began to dawn upon my clouded brain! The mystery of two flues was solved With renewed hope I sprang forward to grasp the tottering pipe. The stove being light and the room small, the feat of " changing sides " was soon accomplished. With a sigh of relief, we stood for a IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 21 moment contemplating our work. The wind still shook window and door with unabated force, and the sand still drifted, forming little billowy waves over the floor, just as we had seen and admired it a few days before when out walking with the children. Then we thought it very beautiful, as the children played in it. Some dropped into it, others heaping it over them buried themselves from sight, still others measured their length in it, and others marked footprints in the soft, white bed. The gleeful laughter of childish voices awakened the echoes, which, coming back to us in softened cadence, awoke other echoes in our hearts. How often, in the Kentucky home, we, as children, had played in the white snow, as these were playing now in the white sand of the Bio Grande. Yes, it was very beautiful then, but now the scene had changed; there were no rosy tints of sunset glow glistening upon it now as it lay in provok- ing heaps upon the floor, tables, chairs, and beds; cover- ing clothing, face, and hands; nor had smoke, cinders, and soot been chary of their gifts. That moment of re- lief was short, for as we lifted our eyes to each other's face with words of congratulation at the success of our efforts, we saw what a grotesque group we formed, and peal after peal of laughter burst from our lips. And this was not the end, the increasing cold made it neces- sary to add more fuel to the slumbering coals; the wind, not to be outdone, suddenly changed its course, and, as it seemed to us, redoubled its fury as it again drove the smoke into the room. As there was no " other side " left, there was nothing to do but to put out the fire, and for the rest of the night make ourselves as comfortable as possible under the direful circumstances. The cleaning process of the next day I leave to the imagination. These scenes of " changing sides " were 22 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE not "once, nor twice." Every possible and impossible device was suggested to render our flues serviceable, but all to no avail. Every norther brought the same dis- comfort and labor. Fortunately that winter was one of Brother Rodriguez, Maria, Victoriana, Lupita. Nicolasa, the shortest and mildest we have ever known in Laredo. During that year, as our numbers gradually increased, we were in a dilemma to know how to accommodate IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 23 thirty children, when we had been so sure that there was only room for twelve, by a little crowding. Finally, we de- cided to subject ourselves to a little crowding in our own -apartments. Cots were placed in both rooms close to- gether, leaving only standing space between. Many times we had to seek our beds in self-defense, because there was no walking or sitting room. During the day the cots were folded and set aside, and the space convert- ed into reception, class, and music rooms, and, as it some- times occurred, into hospital use. Once we had decided to put a sick child in my room as being more private than Miss Toland's. The night had closed in upon us, warm and sultry; doors and windows were wide open; now and then a ray of moonlight from between the parting clouds fell in softened radiance on the face of the sleeping child, while I lay quietly watching by her side. From past experience I had learned to read " the signs of the times." I felt sure that the dead stillness of the night was but the forerunner of the fierce, relentless norther; and it so proved: by morning it was upon us, and to add to the distress of the occasion, our sick child was no better, and we found it necessary to call the doc- tor, Flossie's father. He came just as the other side had been occupied. By this time practice had made us ex- perts in making the change. Traces of smoke still lin- gered, but we were more than ordinarily comfortable, and I knew the doctor was too polite to notice or speak of any sign of discomfort. To my consternation I saw that the smoke was increasing instead of going out. I turned to the stove. Tiny puffs of smoke were curling out into the room, giving warning, as I too well knew, of what it meant to do. I looked at the doctor, who was quietly giving directions, at the same time writing the prescrip- tion, handkerchief in one hand, pencil in the other. 24 A DECADE OE MISSION LIFE Suddenly the smoke, no longer to be restrained, burst in volumes into the room. With ejaculations of which I did not know our good doctor was capable, and a faint " Please excuse," he made a rush for the gallery, where sentence and ejaculations were finished under his breath. We afterwards made it a laughing matter, but at the time I was too much concerned about the patient to notice the ludicrous. Acting upon the doctor's advice, 1 wrote the same day to Mrs. McG-avock, our loved Secretary, describing the situation, and asking permission to use the contingent fund to put in an old-fashioned country fireplace ; for we could think of nothing else by means of which we could get even with our "enemy." When the mason came, our only stipulation was, "Make it large enough." Since then we have not felt altogether easy when some one would slyly remark: " Brick enough for a small-sized house!" We comforted ourselves, however, with the thought that there were many things not dreamed of in Horatio's philosophy: we knew, and they did not. But to turn to other matters. Laredo Seminary Band was organized in the fall of that first year, since which time nearly four hundred dollars have been given to various charitable objects. Sometimes the money was sent to the Treasurer at Nashville, sometimes it went to- ward the support of some waif less fortunate than her as- sociates, sometimes toward the native preacher's salary. At one time, when the Band was small, how happy they were to be able to send ten dollars to the relief of orphan children! They were not satisfied with this, but added stockings, aprons, dresses, etc., from their own scant sup- ply, until we had to offer a word of restraint. From the Band came our first converts. After Faith Hall became a verity, we organized the Faith Hall IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 25 Church, into which fold we gathered the little ones as they came to Christ. Before we had the comfort and blessing of a place, our very own, in which to worship, we thought it right and best to go with the children every Sunday morning to the church in the city, a mile away. The sand was deep, the sun hot, or the wind strong ; sometimes there was a combination of the three, and we with not much physical strength to bat- tle with the ele- ments; but we knew it was right, did i t , and found a blessing in the doing. One incident of that Sunday- going comes to mind. It was the day that Bishop MoTyeire was to preach for us. It was quite an event in our lives. A mother never took more pride in seeing her children well dressed — no mother ever had so many — than 1, as I looked upon oar. thirty olive-browed, sparkling-eyed children, arrayed in Mrs. Annie Williams Corbin. 26 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE their pink lawn dresses, which it had taken us far into the night to make ready. (That was before the dear home workers knew how to save us the weary stitch of the midnight hour, and before our children knew the pleas- ure of "my society.") Our children were very bright, pretty, and happy in their new dresses — ah! I forget; there was one in tears, because the ribbon on her hair was not so fresh as her neighbor's. We filed them out, two by two, Miss Toland at the head of the column, and I bringing up the rear with the wee ones. We trudged on quite bravely, keeping a pretty straight line consider- ing the depth of the sand. Just on the outskirts of the city we saw Bishop McTyeire coming to meet us. A bright smile lighted up his face as he halted us, and stepped aside with that grand military air which be- longed so peculiarly to Bishop McTyeire. I think he was a general without knowing it. He spoke of the bright faces and neat appearance of the children; com- mended the order with which we marched, though he reproved us for being too close together; placed us two feet apart, said that was the proper distance; gave the order "Forward, march!" and in a moment we were moving toward the courthouse where he was to preach. As we marched along the narrow streets of Laredo, he noticed and spoke of the difference between the ap- pearance of our neatly attired children and the ragged squalor of those who met us at almost every step. He said : " We do not fully appreciate the power of the silent influence of appearance." We cannot easily forget the practical sermon of that Sunday morning, "The five talents;" neither can we forget how well the children sang, until the leader began to pout because " I cannot have a book all to myself." An amusing incident occurred the following day. The IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 27 bishop was to dine with us, and the children were to have a holiday in honor of his presence. As we older ones lingered at the dinner table to enjoy the rare conver- sational powers of Bishop McTyeire, the children quietly dispersed. In the midst of the conversation the thought came to us. "How quiet the children seem!" and we congratulated ourselves upon their good behavior. Aft- erwards one whose conscience was more tender, or whose love of "telling" was greater, revealed the fact that they had taken advantage of our prolonged stay in the dining room to indulge in an impromptu ball, having first taken the precaution to place a sentinel to give the alarm at the first movement of the enemy in the room below. We do not remember which was the greater, the bishop's amusement or our consternation at the se- cret of such unusual stillness. A ball was given on the following evening to which all were invited. At its close Flossie said: "If you will not make me dance any more, I promise never to dance at the seminary. Til just do it at homer Those early days of " beginnings" are the ones which come most readily at memory's call. It was near the Christmas of 1884. The thought had been put into the heart of friends living in Frankfort, Ky., to send their missionary a box. Since then the precious Christmas season has come and gone, until ten times it has flooded our lives with its brightness, bringing gifts of love from far-away friends; gifts from many who knew us not, but who loved us for the Master's sake. Standing out clear and bright among those many gifts, with its own mission to perform, was that first book from the first Christmas box. Lifting it from its place among the perishable things, I turned its leaves lightly, and found it a pleasing child's story. Holding it aloft, in view of 28 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE the little ones pressing forward to see what a Christmas box could contain, I said: "Look, children! this is the beginning of Laredo Seminary library! " When I wrote our thanks I mentioned the little book, and told our purpose concerning it. A few weeks went by, when one morning a letter came, telling of the pleasure a lit- tle girl had taken in helping prepare the Christmas box for the Mexican children; how she had been so eager that the book should go too ; how, a short time after, she began to fade; how, before our letter reached its des- tination, she had passed into the heavenly fold ; how the stricken mother, when told of the thought that had been given to us, asked that we name the library " Cot- tie Hoge," in memory of her precious child. Thus our library was christened mid sorrow and tears, and, like many lives thus touched by sorrow, it has gone on grow- ing and blessing all around it. Hundreds of children have drawn comfort, pleasure, and profit from Cottie Hoge, who " being dead, yet speaketh." With each recur- ring anniversary of our Saviour's birth a gift, prompted by the love of the mother-heart, finds its way to the Cottie Hoge Library. Our first year at Laredo was marked by an unusual drought; at least it seemed so to us, who had come from the bluegrass region of Kentucky. We missed the soft, bluish green covering of the earth to which we had been accustomed; we missed sadly the stately trees of the forest; we missed the gentle, refreshing showers for which we had looked at regular intervals. The one small cistern, with the scarcity of rain, soon proved in- adequate to the needs of our growing family. One day the words "no water!" fell like a knell upon the ear. We knew that as soon as it should be known to the children there would follow a universal outcry. So it IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 29 proved. Nearly every one of the thirty, if not all, were famishing, if we were to believe their statement. True the murky waters of the Eio Grande flowed within two hundred yards of the door, but to us it might have been double the distance for any available service in our need. To buy water for a family of thirty-five seemed a great undertaking, yet there was no other solution of the problem. In those days, with the exception of Dr. Atlee and brother, Mr. William Headen, and Dr. Arthur, our friends, loved and honored, whose kindness has proved unfailing through the changing scenes of the passing years, the citizens of Laredo seemed to know nothing about us. (It is not so now.) We were really a little world, moving upon our own axis, working out our own schemes, aims, and purposes. When any difficulty, as that of the water, arose, a consultation as to the best mode of procedure soon determined oar course of action. In this case Miss Toland offered to find the " waterman who had the lar- gest tank of all," and she thought, by some extra con- sideration which she might offer, he would be willing to bring us the water Of this we were all somewhat doubtful, for every one, in his own line, had refused to bring anything to us; the excuse being invariably, "We don't know where you live," "It is too far out," •" We will have to charge extra," etc. In this case, Miss Toland thought she could present our urgent need, and by making the " extra " sufficiently enticing, prob- ably bring the matter to a successful issue. With this object in view, in company with one of the larger girls, she braved the long, hot, sandy walk to town, and the longer, hotter tramp through its dusty streets. The ohildren, seeing there was a prospect of relief, accepted the situation according to their different dispositions. 30 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE Some went contentedly to their play, while others de~ cided to quietly fret it out. As the weary hours passed, bringing neither Miss Toland nor the long-coveted water, a general clamor again arose, and refused to be calmed, until, my own patience reaching its limit, I commanded silence, holding out the prospect of something beyond unless immediately obeyed. After a seemingly inter- minable length of time, Miss Toland returned with her usual success. The "extra" having proved sufficient, the water wagon quickly followed, and the " famishing" children had soon forgotten their distress. This water- man became our friend, serving us faithfully until a well could be had. From the first, we had thought a well a necessity, but conflicting advice had prevented its becoming a cer- tainty. Some wells in the vicinity had proved too brackish for use, and it was considered an expensive experiment, as one could not be made for less than sev- eral hundred dollars. We knew a large school, such as we trusted ours would be, could not be established with- out an abundance of pure water to meet the continually growing demand. Therefore, the " experiment " was made. Great was the rejoicing when water was reached and found to be passably good. Soon after we had gotten our new possession, Bishop Parker and Rev. A. H. Sutherland called at the Mission home. Being almost as much elated as children over a new toy, we had to speak of the well as something pecul- iarly precious. As both of these friends had had in their travels some personal experience of the discomfort of scarcity of good water, they at once congratulated us, and the bishop decided that he must not only see, but must be permitted to drink from its cooling depths. With considerable pride and pleasure, we led the way. IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 31 The bishop, looking over the brink — windmills were still a dream — said: "It is deep; how do you get at it?" I replied : "It is forty feet, and we draw with bucket " Flossie." and rope." " Too hard work, too hard work for women and children," he said. "Bring the things here, and let me and Sutherland have a hand at this." Before lifting 32 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE the glass to his lips, he held it up a moment, looking scrutinizingly at the clear water. Remarking upon its clearness, he tasted, stopped, held it from him, looked at it again, while we stood smilingly expecting a eulogy upon the limpid thing. " Magnesia," came slowly from the bishop's lips; tasting it again, "Saltpeter," he qui- etly said; once more lifting the glass, the words came, " Salt, unmistakably salt." At this point we entered a protest, and he, seeing our chagrin, laughingly put down the glass, saying, as he did so: "Never mind, it is better than none, and no doubt will answer your every pur- pose." Not many months afterwards our bishop had no need of earthly wells of water, for he stood face to face with Him who supplieth every want from His own un- wasting fullness. As time drew near for the close of school, we anx- iously discussed the propriety and expediency of giving a " little entertainment." There were many obstacles in the way, chief among which were our raw material and lack of a suitable room. At this time we were teaching in the one-room basement; a low, dark, uncomfortable apartment, which has since been converted into bath- rooms for the children. As my room was at times class- room, hospital, and guest chamber, so that of Miss To- land had its several uses — sala and music room. The elasticity of our old quarters was something remarkable, the mystery of which remains unsolved unto this day. I remember several times, when visitors came, sister and I slipped away for the night into a little canvas room, cut off from one end of the children's dormitory, and Miss Toland had the happy faculty of making herself very small and stowing herself away somewhere. In discussing the merits of the many places in which our closing exercises might be held, we finally decided IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 33 that the sala, Miss Toland's room, would be the most appropriate. Having found a suitable place, we set about getting our " raw material " into some kind of presentable order. Our piano, the gift of the Ken- tucky Confer- ence, rendered good service on that memo- rable occasion, through which, as I look back upon it, I feel sure nothing less than a sense of duty could have carried us. The children, glad to be re- leased from the dry routine of scales and ex- ercises, soon, with their quick percep- tion and apt- ness for music, prepared a number of little " Baby Maria." duets and simple songs. One was eight-) ear-old Flossie's solo. The petted child would one day decide that she would play " bo pretty for papa," and the next that she was " not going to do it for anybody." Finally I brought 34 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE in a decisive must, which, outwardly at least, ended the contest. Calisthenics and recitations fell to the part of Miss Toland and sister to prepare. I am sure if they were present, while I chronicle the doings of those early days, they would insist that I should say mine was the easier part. The day of the " concert," as the children, much to my mortification, would insist on calling it, brought our friends, the Atlees, Arthurs, and Headens, with some of our Mexican patrons who did not mind being seen in a Protestant home. The little Senorita Eloisa Palacios> the seminary's first child, bore a prominent part, having been under training longer than the others, and, as she boastingly said, had been " in such a pretty concert with Mrs. Corbin." Everybody had something to do, down to seven-year-old Emil and baby Maria. Our friends and patrons were kind enough to say, " It was a pleas- ant little affair." I can remember no special incident connected with the " concert," only a feeling of relief when it was over. Ah, yes! there was Flossie's little song! I have never come to the point of accusing the mischievous child of confirming her alternating determination of " would " and " wouldn't." Be that as it may, when half through the song she poutingly left the piano, and took shelter in her father's arms. JSTo doubt she has forgotten this episode in her child life; at all events the wavering pur- pose left her, for many times since her clear voice has risen in flute-like tones before the crowded audiences of Faith Hall. Some of our children having been in school but a short while, we thought it best for them not to return to their homes. Two had come in on the closing day — the Reyes children, perverse Rosa and beautiful Juana. The lat- IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 35 tor, for many years the joy and pride of her teacher's heart, has passed into a far more beautiful home than we with all our love could make for her. "Baby Arthur." After a few days' rest the children were called to- gether for a morning session, and in the afternoon given their first lessons in the art of buttonhole-making and 36 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE plain sewing; the larger ones after awhile learning to use the machine. Before the summer was over quite a number, among whom were Channie, Yirginia, and our willing-hearted Lucia, had learned to be quite helpful in making their own clothing and that of the younger members of the family. For five years and more these dear girls stood by us, bearing their part of the burden, which the sew- ing came to be as the school grew. Before the close of that first school term, we knew, we must have more room. In preparing our estimates of the needs for the coming year this one point was stressed, and an appropriation asked for to erect suitable buildings. Some months prior to this we were talking over the situation with our friend Mrs. Park, who, not looking on it through our eyes of faith, thought we need not expect more than a wooden dormitory for the first asking, and she doubted if we would ever have more. We laugh- ingly responded that we knew better, and she should come to oversee the building. We surprised ourselves, as well as the Foreign Secre- tary, by the magnitude of our " first asking." We have never been able to venture quite so far since. I am sure the Master must have been at work through the silent in- fluences of the Spirit, for at the meeting of the Board the sum of nine thousand dollars was given us for building. The early fall found Mrs. Park with us to assist in planning for the new house, which was not to be a "wooden dormitory" either. The 20th of October dawned upon us, and the happy full first year of our Mission life had come to an end. Surely He who knoweth the end from the beginning had not been unmindful of his own. CHAPTER II. 1884-85. NEW BUILDING — WINDMILL — VISITORS — LAWSUIT. "Not unto us, Lord, not unto us, but unto thy name give glory." THE 20th of October has become a red-letter day to me. I keep it not outwardly, but with a quiet joy as I do that of my spiritual birth, or rather of my spiritual baptism; a day as sacred to me as the blessed Sabbath, for is it not that upon which I was permitted to enter the active service of the Master? The years that had gone had not been void of devoted service. True, but somehow now there was a difference. Then, there were plans of my own mingled with the desire to serve with a single eye. JSTow, I know but the one mind and the one service. Sometimes there comes to one a day or days that mark epochal periods in the life. On one of my trips into Mex- ico, as I was returning from Chihuahua, I had been watching the light and shade upon a long, low range of mountains; some farther away, some nearer, some low- er, some higher, but seeming to form one continuous line, which after awhile became monotonous. Wearily I closed my eyes, and must have slept, for when I opened them again, dreamily, the low line had disappeared, and in its stead, stately and alone, strongly denned against the sky, stood a solitary peak in majestic grandeur; the sunlit clouds covered it with a halo of glory, and the ethereal haze wrapped it in heavenly blue. I gazed upon its sublime beauty until the. flying train bore me far away, and I became conscious that the mountain IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 39 range, which seemed to have been awed into nothingness by the majesty of the one peak, had again appeared to view. So it is with some days, not many ; two or three in a lifetime are all one can bear. They stand alone in their sublimity, touched by a divine radiance, in the light of which all other days sink into insignificance, and held in memory's gaze by a power which fleeting time can never break. Two such days — I write it reverently — came into my life before I entered the mission field ; one of which made me a missionary, the other prepared me for service. The 20th of October has become closely allied to these two; so it is that I keep it in my heart. As it passes it seems as other days, so far as its doings are concerned, but to me the voice of the Master in that day seems clearer, and 1 start forward on another year's journey with renewed faith and stronger hope. The day passed, and with its passing we felt ourselves committed to another year's work for the Master. We entered upon it full of hope and enthusiasm. When we were ready with plans for the new building and estimates received, we found that the money appro- priated fell far short of the lowest figures. There was nothing to do but to replan the whole thing. When sister and I were growing up, we were often thrown upon our own resources, and at times one was very much amused at the expense of the other in her efforts to reverse the order of things, and cut the pattern to suit the cloth. Many times in our mission work we have been forced to repeat these efforts with not always like amusement. This was one of the instances: the pattern was all right, but the cloth was too short, and we felt the gravity of the situation. After much deliberating and consulting as to the best mode of action, we began the cutting process. Ceilings 40 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE were lowered, length and width of rooms shortened, base- ment left unfinished, number of schoolrooms cut down, chapel left off; we decided that one stairway would be sufficient, and a side hall not necessary; less wainscoting would answer. Mr. Breeding, our architect, was both amused and gratified to find, that our ambition had crept into much more limited quarters. Again estimates were submitted, and to our great joy we had money left over, which Mr. Breeding said would be needed, should we desire later to make changes. Within a few days work was begun in earnest and rap- idly carried forward. It was about this time that we began to see the way open to get the windmill which we had so longed for ever since the well was dug. Through Dr. Atlee's kindness it was purchased; and soon the click, click of the wheel was sweetest music to the ear, for we knew it meant a plentiful supply of water within doors, and without a velvety sward and tender vine and fig. With the coming of this blessing, sister's insatiable love of flowers and of their cultivation and care, which sun and sand had held in check, burst forth. Taking this as a privileged part of her labor, her indomitable energy was expended in sowing seed, setting grass, plant- ing trees, superintending grading, and in any other effort that would enhance the beauty of our home. Mr. Onderdonk, proprietor of Victoria Nursery, Texas, became our friend during this year. Hundreds of trees and plants have found their way to us through his be- neficent hands. The Mission would, by his kindness and sister's labors, have been a perfect bower of beauty and verdure had wind always blown in time, had tanks al- ways kept full, and had windmills never broken. But these things would come upon us, and we were afterwards IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 41 grieved by the sight of withered leaf and parched grass; for we well knew by those signs that the labor of months was being forever lost. I often think that one with less persistency than my sister would have become discouraged in the constant battle with opposing elements. But she would go to work after each defeat as hopefully as if she expected every flower to give forth a wealth of bloom, and every tree to extend its spreading branches over future gener- ations. Because of her hopefulness and determination, we are never without flowers, grass, and trees. Before the foundation of the new house was ready for the brickwork, Mrs. Park was called home by family af- fliction. Much to our regret we saw her leave, for it had been our desire to have her lay the first brick. We had at this time in our family a little girl, Ester Hernandez, the daughter of the first convert to Protest- antism in the Mission. After Mrs. Park left we ap- pointed Ester to the honor we had intended for our friend. I think she appreciated it to the fullest extent, for ever afterwards she would speak of the seminary as a part of her possessions, and would sometimes assume lit- tle dictatorial airs which were not always unbecoming to her. How many hopes clustered around this little Mexican girl; how many plans were laid for her future happiness; how carefully she was trained and counseled! Quick, impetuous Ester! Her short life was a constant change of sunshine and shower. Though so full of mis- chief, she was very frail and delicate. Many a sleepless night we have passed beside her sick couch. Owing to her nervous temperament, she was not always upon friendly terms with her associates. Just before she was called away, I was making my nightly rounds, and found her sleeping, without having undressed or turned the 42 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE cover of her cot. The day had been unusually trying^ and Ester unusually willful. I had sent her away from me with the command not to return until she could come in a gentle spirit. As I placed my hand upon the sleeping child to arouse her, the thought came: " I wonder if Ester will ever learn to be obedient?" As she opened her eyes and sleepily looked at me, I said reprovingly, "My child, why do you give me this trouble?" and was about to add stronger words of censure, when a bright smile broke over her face, and she said in the sweet accents of her broken English: "I want see you; I want you forgive me. So many people want see you; so many,, many stay so long, and I get so sleepy." As I stooped to give her the pardoning kiss, she looked at me again and said joyously and quaintly, "Now I am in friends with everybody." Three happy days she passed at my side, and then, almost without warning, she was gone. We laid the little lifeless form in a quiet corner of the seminary ground, to await the reunion of body and soul in the glorious resurrection hour. One morning while the building was going on I had need to speak to the contractor. I asked one of the workmen to tell Mr. E. that I wished to see him. He re- turned in a few moments, saying: '• He is not here, but I will tell him as soon as he comes." Several times during the day I went into the building with the hope of seeing him. The day passed, and he did not come. The follow- ing day it was the same. Some said, "He is sick;" others, "We do not know why he is not here." The third day it began to be rumored that he had thrown up the contract. The payments were to have been made in four install- ments, three to be paid at certain stages of the work, and the fourth at its completion. At this time the third IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 43 payment had been made, and we were all beginning to look forward with eagerness to the time when we should take possession. During the first day of the rumor an occasional sound of hammer or the voice of workmen was heard, but as soon as it was positively known that the contractor was gone the work ceased. Mr. Breeding and Mrs. Park were both absent; there was no one with whom we could advise; bills from sub-contractors and workmen began to pour in. I saw almost at a glance that the money in hand would not meet these, besides leaving the building only three-fourths finished. Mr. Breeding was notified to come at once. Matters were assuming a serious aspect. Sub-contractors were threat- ening to bring suit; some of the workmen went so far as to say the building should be burned (though the names of those who said it were kept carefully con- cealed) if their money was not forthcoming. Before Mr. Breeding could reach us one of the claim- ants had barred doors and windows, and we were warned to keep out. We felt as if we were passing through some troubled dream ; surely the awakening would come, and we would find it only a dream ! No ; days and weeks passed, still doors remained closed, and we seemed no nearer a solution of the difficulty than at the beginning. Our hearts grew sick with hope deferred. The great, silent thing seemed to mock us, as our crowding children made us turn longingly to its ample walls. While we thought things were standing still Mr. Breeding had been trying to get the work again under headway. One night, soon after he had returned to resume work, and while the doors were still barred, a noise was heard, seeming to come from one of the back rooms, and soon after a light was seen. Our hearts were filled with terror, as we thought that probably the 44 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE threat to burn had been put in execution. Mr. Breed- ing quieted our fears as best he could, but we saw that he too was uneasy. The light soon disappeared, but the noise continued ; we felt assured that some one had en Mrs. S. S. Park. tered, and we feared the result. A messenger was dis- patched for policemen. When they came they quietly demanded entrance, saying that it would fare better with IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 45 the occupant if he promptly obeyed orders. To our re- lief the door opened, and a former workman appeared. When questioned he said: "I heard work was to begin here again, and 1 was determined it should not, unless some assurance were given me that I should receive my money." Mr. Breeding tried to make him understand that we were in nowise responsible for the failure of the contractor. Our sympathy was entirely with the work- man, as we heard him tell of the necessities of his fam- ily. We begged Mr. Breeding to promise him work and prompt pay, though we could not promise anything that was due from the former contractor. The officers car- ried off their prisoner. As we would not appear against him, he was soon released. In a short time afterwards^ the work was begun, Mr. Breeding promising to give it close attention until finished. We were quite happy o^er the result, and now that our troubles seemed at an end we felt that the " waiting had not been so bad after all." We heard rumors still of " lawsuit," but we gave little heed, being too happy in our busy life and too hopeful at the prospect before us. We had become so crowded in the old home that we persuaded Mr. Breeding to finish sufficiently for occu- pancy the large dormitory in the second story of the new house. The only way of reaching it, at this time, was through a window. Mr. Breeding was opposed to the movement, thinking the house too open. We had, as we told him, slept too long in the old house upon the open plain — too crowded to shut doors and windows, without even a fence to protect us — to have any feeling of fear. He finally yielded to our entreaties, and we had the pleasure of moving in through that window. After some consultation, Miss Toland and sister de- cided that they would take about half of our thirty-five 46 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE children and occupy the dormitory with them. The first night was passed somewhat restlessly, lest Mr. Breeding's fears should be realized. One imagined she heard somebody climbing the ladder used by the work- men through the day; another felt sure she saw some- body at the window, " because it was so easy to get up that scaffolding." The night wore away, and the morn- ing found us ready to make light of our fears. After a short time we thought it was almost as easy to go through a window as a door. The children said it " was much more fun," and we older ones, in a measure, en- tered into their hilarity. One night, some weeks after they had taken posses- sion of the dormitory, I was awakened by considerable noise overhead. Mrs. Park had returned; she was oc- cupying with me the room just below this famous win- dow. After listening awhile, I recognized familiar voices. I knew at once something was wrong. Going up quickly I found sister and Miss Toland, with some of the larger girls, trying to pass with one of the little ones tightly wrapped in blankets. It took but a mo- ment to understand the situation — the child had waked suddenly with croup. We carried her down and placed her in front of the large fireplace, for which we had never been quite so thankful as at that moment. It was our first experience with that subtle disease; but Mrs. Park's motherly wisdom, added to our quick obedi- ence, brought speedy relief to the patient, who, snugly tucked in my own warm bed, was soon quietly sleep- ing, unconscious of the danger through which she had passed. This child, our little Asuncion, was a favorite in the family. She, with her sister, Epitacia, were pupils in Miss Toland's day school. They had become much at- IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 47 tached to her, and had followed her to the seminary. They were bright, pretty, and interesting. They re- mained with us for several years, then left us, Epitaeia never returning as a pupil. After a lapse of three years, Asuncion reentered school, with the hope of becoming Si teacher. A short time after her return, she became much interested in her personal salvation; came to me to talk freely of the sweet, simple story of Christ's love — most precious theme to so many millions of souls! One lovely Sabbath morning she bowed her head in girlish grace to receive our beautiful Christian baptism. She was in our day school at Nuevo Laredo for two years, as teacher, afterwards entering public school work. We have found the public schools one of the main difficulties in the way of holding our pupils as native helpers in our Mission work; the salary they obtain in the one is so much greater than that paid by the other. There is a strong feeling of obligation resting upon Mex- ican girls to help "papa " or " mamma." As I write sev- eral of our children come up before me as in the midst of life's battle, having the support of a large family bearing upon them. Invariably, to my question of why this or that may not be accomplished with the salary, the answer is, " Papa needs it," or " Brother has no work, and mamma must have it." I have very rarely known one of them to spend her salary in personal grat- ification. The tenderness and affection which Mexicans show to one another is very beautiful. I have often known fathers of large families who had, in addition to their own numerous flock, the care of several orphan children of relatives, or friends even — these receiving the same care and attention they gave their own. Soon after we -entered our new house a Mexican gentleman brought us 48 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE two little girls — one his own, Severina; the other his* niece, Aurelia. Severina was fond of study, and was soon far ahead of her slow, plodding cousin. At the close of the year we represented to the father the quick intelligence of Severina, and our desire that she should have every advantage of the school — music, art, etc. But no; because Aurelia was not ready Severina must wait; he would not have it said that he was giving his daugh- ter more than to the other little one, who had no father. This is not an exceptional case. We have been con- strained time and time again to admire the disinterest- edness of these people. Before the house was completed sufficiently for us to take formal possession, though some of the rooms could be comfortably occupied, we had quite a little company of friends to visit us. It was on one of Mr. Breeding's trips to see the progress of the work that Mrs. Breeding came with him, and they were accompanied by Eev. Mr. Young, at that time pastor of one of the San An- tonio churches. We were expecting on the same even- ing a friend of ours from Kentucky, Mr. H. D. Frisbie. We remember a feeling of disappointment when the car- riage drove up and our friend was missing. Upon in- quiry we found that a gentleman answering his descrip- tion was on the train, and the impression was that he had gone into the city. In a moment we remembered the telephone which had been put in that day, and as yet had not been used. It has always been a mystery to me how children know everything. Often when 1 have thought a thing a profound secret I have found them discussing it quite freely. Upon this occasion, when I reached the telephone, I found almost the entire family of children gathered in the hall to hear the first message which should go out over its wires. Some were quite IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 49 incredulous as to the possibility of my words being heard a mile away. I secured silence, rang the bell, called for the number I desired, but before 1 could re- ceive an answer the excitement of the children knew no bounds. They felt sure now it was a possible thing, be- cause I could not have called for a certain number if I had not heard somebody speak. One thought it would be delightful to talk to mamma whenever she pleased; an- other thought she could order dulces at any moment, etc. After much amusement, and vexation as well, I suc- ceeded in obtaining an answer to my message, and learned that my friend would be out in a few moments. Mr. Breeding enjoyed very much the curiosity of the children, and teasingly told us the next day that the central wanted to know what was the matter at the seminary; that he had never heard such a buzz, clatter, and commotion before; and then, to the amusement of all, he depicted the scene of the previous day. It was through the liberality of Mrs. Breeding, of Brenham, Tex., that we had felt able to have the tele- phone. We looked upon it as her gift for that first year. Since then we have considered it an absolute ne- cessity. I do not think we have ever enjoyed any visitors quite so much, certainly none more, than those same friends who were so kind and loving in their words of encour agement. Before their arrival we had taken possession of the large room intended for the main schoolroom, which also served for chapel night and morning. I sometimes think Mr. Breeding and his workmen must have been endowed with an unusual amount of patience, for we were so persistently determined to get possession that a room was never quite finished before we began the cleaning process and set on foot preparations to oc- 4 50 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE cupy. Mrs. Park and Mrs. Breeding were often dis- tressed because we took hold of the cleaning with such expenditure of physical strength; sister and Miss To- land never failing to do the part of strong women in work to which they had never been accustomed. We had to do this for two reasons : one to set an example to our girls, who, as a rule, did not respect those who en- gaged in manual labor; second, it was almost impossible to secure efficient help. We were gratified to have so many rooms ready for the comfort of our visitors. We had the pleasure of hearing Mr. Young preach the first sermon in our new house, from the text, " Take us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vines; for our vines have tender grapes." I do not know of any sermon — and we have had a great many preached to us — that made such a lasting impres- sion upon our children. This might have been due to several causes, principally the simple, winning eloquence of the preacher; probably somewhat to the opportunity we then had of speaking personally to the children, be- cause they were few. Be that as it may, for years they would speak of that sermon, and we would hear them warn each other of the " little foxes." (The dear chil- dren of those first two years! can it be possible that not one is left in the dear old home? Yes! all, as wives, as mothers, as teachers, are scattered along the border and to the remotest bounds of the republic of Mexico, doing, as we trust, their life-work as Christian women.) One of the pleasant little incidents of this time was brother Eobertson's visit to us. He was in Laredo on business, and came to the seminary to call on brother Young, and get acquainted with our Kentucky friend. It was his first knowledge of our new rugs, which had been put down in honor of our visitors. He was evi- IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 51 dently much amused at our efforts to bring them to his notice, and at our anxiety that they should not be too much used, because we wanted them fresh for the " new bouse." He persistently avoided mentioning them, un- til he could draw near enough to whisper, " How can missionaries dare indulge in such extravagance?" "We laughingly told him he should have the story at the first opportunity. Precious friend! always interested in everything concerning our home, and entering so freely into our pleasures! He did not know how closely he touched us, however, by his teasing words, for those rugs had been the occasion of many a consultation, and arguments pro and con. In those days we did not often meet with anything so handsome in Laredo as those velvet rugs. We entered upon our Mission the year the city was settling into quietness after her first great boom. Many rich and elegant articles of household goods had been brought on by the merchants during that time, and had afterwards to be sold at a great reduc- tion. The rugs were bought at one-third their original price. There were just four of them, three of similar size and pattern, one much smaller. Up to this time we had been almost entirely upon bare floors; once we had had a cheap matting, which had proved dear because of its cheapness. One morning sister settled the matter of the rugs, so far as she was concerned, by declaring that she would buy the small one for her room. Miss Toland almost immediately said she would take one of the large ones. After their positive decision, there was nothing left but for me to take one for myself and the other for the seminary _ Everybody declared it would be so pret- ty for the parlor. I reminded sister that we would prob- ably room together. I was not quite .satisfied about get- ting one for myself. She insisted that in so large a house 52 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE there would be found plenty of use for it. I have never quite gotten over the suspicion that she had in her busy,, practical forethought already appointed it for a special purpose, for no sooner had we the little parlor ready than she discovered that the one rug was " entirely too small," while the two were "just the thing." From that day to this my rug and that of the seminary have lain side by side in our pretty little parlor. If they could only speak, of how much they could remind us — of sad and happy scenes which we have forgotten — for they form almost the only remaining link between the begin- ning and the end of this story of a decade. They might tell us of many a noted visitor whose feet have pressed their velvety surface, for our home is now known far and wide, and many come to visit the Mission school, and go again, some to criticise and some to praise. February of 1885 found us domiciled in our comfort- able and sorely needed new quarters. The crowding in the old house made the new seem so roomy that some- times a little faithless wonder would come, Would it ever be possible for its halls to be filled with children? We were soon rebuked for our faithlessness, for in one short year our numbers caused the prayer to go forth which brought us Faith Hall. Occasionally, in these days, some one would recall the threatened lawsuit as a possibility ; but we set it aside as something that could never touch us. Nearly every day after we entered our new building pupils were received. The people had been put off so long a time with " wait until the new house is finished " that as soon as it was generally known as being open there was a rush of applicants, and we received a num- ber of children who remained with us until marriage, graduation, or death took them from us. IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 53 Among those whom death claimed was Florinda. How well I remember the tirst appearance of this bright, willful child! The father had brought the older sister, Bernarda, with the hope of getting her into the Florinda. school. Upon the second visit the little one had accom- panied her sister. She independently took possession of the one small rocker, unconscious of the beautiful pic- 54 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE ture she made: a dimpled elbow resting on each arm of the chair, the chubby feet tapping the floor with every forward movement; the hair clustering in soft ringlets over the baby brow, and the eyes keeping watch of fa- ther and sister. When the father was ready to go she refused to leave, declaring her purpose to remain in the seminary because it "was pretty." My heart turned toward the winsome child, and I readily agreed to keep her. What a time we did have ! She was never ready, in those first years of her life with us, to do our bidding; her own little will was always the first thing, while ours was a secondary consideration. She was so bright and intelligent that in a short time she was far ahead of those of her age, and kept abreast with older children. Her knowledge of the Bible came to be a marvel to us who had so long had the light of its blessed teachings. We kept her with us until she entered the senior class. It was then we began to notice that she tired easily, and our quick ear caught the dry cough. It was with inde- scribable shrinking that we admitted that the dread disease, consumption, had her in its grasp. We kept her and nursed her awhile, but the doctor was not willing that we should endanger the lives of the other children, so we had to let her go; besides, father and mother felt sure that their love would nurse her back to health and strength. She had grown to be such a favorite with those who taught her that we deemed it a privilege to go to and from her humble home and minister to her wants. In less time than we had thought possible, another child was in heaven, another soul garnered to shine as a star in the crown to be cast at the Master's feet. As I tell of the life and death of this child, I am carried far into the years of my story, for she did not leave us until near the close of the tenth year of our Mission. IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 55 I go back to the close of the second year of the work, at which time the lawsuit, of which we had so long heard rumors, in reality came upon us. I was notified that the suit would be opened at a certain time. I wrote the facts to Mrs. Park, and asked her to be pres- ent. We were distressed over the affair, but we re- membered that we had the same resource as had Nehe- miah of old; therefore, "we made our prayer unto our God, and set a watch against them day and night, be- cause of them." Our lawyers in this case were Messrs. Foster and Dodd, of Laredo; friends of our work, though neither was of our Church. After every available proof had been gathered and placed in their hands, they discour- agingly said to us, " It is a doubtful case." Mrs. Park and I were not versed in the law concerning contractors and sub-contractors, and their claim upon a building; we simply did not see how it could be possible for us to be held responsible for the failure of the contractor. But what we thought or did not think made little dif- ference — the one terrible fact remained: we were engaged in a lawsuit, and worse still, would be called on to appear in the court room. The lawyers told us that much de- pended upon the clearness and exactness of our state- ments. I had no fear of any failure upon the part of Mrs. Park, for I knew her clear, unfailing memory would not let her falter. !No, I had no fear but that Mrs. Park would pass through the ordeal well, but I did fear most tremblingly for myself. I knew that I had still linger- ing touches of the old childish shrinking from making a positive statement. I remember that when quite a little thing my mother sent me to the postoffice, and on re- turning I said, " I believe he said there was no letter." After a few times my mother's amusement changed to 56 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE. seriousness, as she tried to teach me that there was less truth in " I believe " than in " there was noue," when I had no letters to prove to the contrary. At last the dreaded day came. Answering the sharp ring of the telephone one cold morning, we were told to be present at the opening of court. After we had passed the ordeal, and were leaving the court room, our lawyers followed us, and I heard one say to the other, " Did you notice the ruling of the judge?" " Yes," was the answer, "I fear we have lost the case." As we were entering the carriage they came up to say that we would not know the result positively until the morrow, but they were fearful. I told Mrs. Park the remark I heard pass between them. I think her distress was even greater than mine, though I feared I was to blame for the direful result. We again " made our prayer unto our God," and set ourselves to patient waiting for the morning. Toward noon the telephone rang again, and to our great joy Captain Dodd informed us that the case had been decided in our favor. That morning he had asked the privilege of a second pleading, with the result which he took such pleasure in communicating. With grateful hearts we took up our daily work, and went forward with rejoicing. CHAPTEK III. 1885-1886. NEW PROPERTY — BOYS — MONTEREY CONFERENCE. "Because he hath inclined his ear unto me, therefore ivill 1 call upon him as long as I live" WE were so encouraged and strengthened by our victory in the lawsuit that we felt sure there was a year of prosperity and happiness before us. The school increased to such an ex- tent that we found it necessary to have more helpers. We had nearly seventy in family. Miss Gilbert came to us in the first days of the year, bringing with her her little adopted daugh- ter, Maria Farias. Our domestic burden was also lightened by the coming of Jane and Tom. This blessing was another that reached us through Dr. and Mrs. Atlee. Jane proved to be so capable that we had no care of kitchen, dining room, and laundry for nearly two years. Tom was equally efiicient in his line. He was of great service to sister in the grading and beautifying of the grounds, which during this year had been much en- Miss Gilbert. 58 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE larged. The owner of the block west of us, becoming dissatisfied with Laredo, determined to move his family away, and wanted to sell out ; if we cared to buy, he would give us the refusal. There was a frame building of two rooms, galleries on three sides, a well, and wind- mill; he would take nine hundred dollars. We were contined to one block. Sixty children needed much room. Already our grounds seemed small. What must we do? No appropriation could be made by the Board, because their annual meeting would not be held until lona; after the inpatient owner would sell to some one else, and we would lose our opportunity. This was the most difficult question that had yet presented itself. It would never do to let anyone else have it, because we must have room to grow. A family council was called. Miss Toland said she had money which she would be willing to lend. Sister thought she could do the same. I felt sure that if they could do something I might also, and then the seminary might be able to put something into her own property. From the very beginning of the work we had looked upon the seminary as having a personality of its own, as being entirely distinct and quite different from all other personalities. Some of us had learned to think of it as a sacred thing, brought into existence by the Master's love and power; therefore its every interest was to be lovingly and jealously guarded. The result of our council was the purchase of the property deeded to our Board. As is usually the case, we had no sooner purchased than we did not know how we had done without it. The two rooms were immediately put in order as a home for Jane and Tom. Tom planned for us a fruit and vegetable garden, of which he made a success. IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 59 Our new possession not only enlarged our borders, but also increased our desires and multiplied our wants. Sister thought the time had come when we might have a cow. I remonstrated, setting forth the scarcity of seminary funds since the purchase of the new property. My sister was not convinced. She thought a cow could be bought very cheap ; anyway, she would try it, and buy one herself. So it was that " Colorado," as the children called our great, red Texas Durham, became a member of our family. Instead of being gentle and mild, as a missionary cow should be, she was so high- spirited that 1 have not words to express the state of her temper; but she proved such a wonderful milker, and was so handsome in appearance, that we overlooked her ill nature and kept her. Some time after she was bought, the children came running with great excitement to say that " Colorado " was out. We sent couriers in search of her, but all re- turned with like result — the cow could not be found. Sister was much distressed. I said: "We can trust about her, and then not worry." Several months after- wards a friend told us she had been seen on a ranch some miles away. After a few days " Colorado " stood again in our midst. She returned our joyful welcoming with a defiant shake of her head. After Tom left us my faith- ful Lucia learned to manage her quite easily. As 1 write this of Lucia many incidents of the child's helpfulness come to me. She was never too tired or too sleepy to help. I remember one night we heard a noise in the direction of Goldy's quarters. She and her two chicks were more prized than all of the other fowls. I called Lucia. She was ready in a moment, lantern in hand. We found Goldy all right, but the little chicks were not to be seen. We lifted the mother-hen ; but no, -60 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE they were not there. In some distress of mind we be- gan a search for them. After a moment Lucia's quick ear caught the sound of "peep! peep!" Eunning to Goldy, she lifted first one wing and then the other, and there, pressed close to the warm body of the mother, were the two little things, safe and content. "Just as God cares for us, my child!" I said. "He covers us with his feathers, and under his wings we do trust; and like this mother-hen, he himself must be moved before we can be touched." It was about this time that the great need of a boys' school began to be felt. From the opening of the work, a few small American boys had been in the day school. One among the number, if we remember correctly, the first one who entered, was Emil Atlee, who is now at college preparing for the ministry, trusting to spend his life in Mexico as a missionary to her oppressed people. Well do we remember the self-reliant, independent little Emil of seven, who on that October morning of 1883 brought us his first offering of flowers. Ah! how the years move on rapid wing! Is it so that one day in September, 1893, I laid my hand on Emil's shoulder and bade him Godspeed in his chosen life work? There has been, and is still, a pronounced prejudice in Mexico against coeducation. We hesitated to undertake to overcome such old-settled conviction, but our great desire to see Christian education advance along all lines overcame our hesitancy, and resulted in having our doors thrown open to boys at the opening of school, August, 1886. True, the number was limited; not more than ten boarders admitted. When we took them we felt that Ihey were the nucleus of our boarding school for boys. Having once thrown down the gauntlet, as it were, .and broken through old customs, we knew there was no IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 61 retreat. We also knew that a boys' boarding school could not grow within the limits of a girls' school; that a special building must be provided, and, if possible, a special campus. Soon after Faith Hall was completed we began work on the laundry. The thought was given us to make it two stories instead of one, as had at first been contem- plated, and use the second story for the boys. The way opening so plainly for them, we knew they had come to stay. We found no trouble in grading them with the girls, thus making the school work one. In 1890 their full rights and privileges were formally recognized by an act of the legislature making the seminary a chartered institution for " boys and girls." In the beginning of the boys' work, discouraging as- well as amusing incidents often occurred. One day a Mexican gentleman brought his two daughters, intending to enter them; but on seeing a dozen or more boys on the campus, he gave orders to his coachman to return to the city at once. No time was allowed for explana- tion or remonstrance. Old prejudices were too strong. Among our first boy boarders were three little Mexi- cans, a pair of twins and a smaller brother. We had had many and varied experiences with girls, and had reached the conclusion that we were quite skilled in the management of homesick children, and that there could be no possible stage of the disease with which we were not familiar. Alas for human confidence! we were soon made to feel and deplore our ignorance. In the case of these, our first boys, the attack, instead of running its- usual course and exhausting itself within a few days r lasted for weeks, and finally culminated in the disappear- ance of the small brother. The alarm was given, " Luis cannot be found ! " Possible and impossible hiding places- 62 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE were searched, but to no avail. Soon the telephone was calling friends of the child who lived in the city, friends of the school, the police force — telling that Luis was lost. Slowly the hours wore away, and still he was not found. Every jacal far and near was searched; every clamp of bushes parted with the hope that the child, grown weary, might have fallen asleep in so secure a hid- ing place. Groups of men and boys, with pole and line, could be seen along the banks of the Rio Grande, whose turbid waters never before seemed so dark and cold. The cries of the sister and twin brothers were piercing as they ran frantically from place to place, calling, "Luis! Luis! " We doubt not First Sergeant Luis Morton has forgotten that memorable day which we do not care to have repeated. We do not recognize our " runaway " in the manly sergeant, commanding his squad of cadets with all the grace and composure of a real army officer. The " twins," too, have forgotten their attack of home- sickness, as they stand at the head of our present gradu- ating class. All three are now members of the Church. In these first days of the boys' introduction into our peaceful home, where we had no special place for them, our patience and forbearance were often put to the test. Those were the days, too, when our new building was fast becoming as crowded as the old; already some of the old experiences were being repeated — cots put down at night in every available spot, removed in the morning to give walking and working room. To increase our sleeping capacity we had purchased two-story iron beds, with which every dormitory was now fully supplied. The children were delighted with the thought of getting to sleep " upstairs," and all wanted to do it, until several tumbled off, and we had to decide who should be the privileged ones. IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 63 Every helper in the home was pressed into extra service to care for the boys, our young invaders. Miss Beatty, now Mrs. Claggert, a dear young girl from Ken- tucky, was with us as music teacher. For more than a Rev. Robert MacDonell. year she rendered faithful, whole-hearted service. It fell to her lot as an "extra duty", to see the little fel- lows quietly to bed, prayers said, and lights out. Cots 64 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE for the two least ones were made down in the music room. The " little innocents," how free from guile they appeared as with their soft lisp they sleepily bade her " good night! " Sometimes the lids closed over the pretty eyes, and in truth they slept; but oftener still, music, not made by skilled fingers, would call Miss Beatty from her room to find "one innocent" taking refuge under the piano, and the other hid away under the cot. During this year a girls' prayer meeting was instituted r the members of the Church conducting it, and all at- tending who desired. At this time we also conducted our sunrise prayer meeting, Avhich we k6pt up as long as strength allowed. We held this and all other religious services in the main schoolroom. I recall once an un- usual indifference among the children. As a rule they were always ready for evening service. The singing pleased them, and they responded quickly when asked for memory verses. On this special evening there was no interest manifested. I quietly said: " Children, you need have no chapel service, if you do not wish it; T can worship alone." I dismissed them with a simple "good night." The next evening I remained in my room. Several days passed without reference to services of any kind. Sunday morning came. The children had become restless. Finally they could bear it no longer. They came to me in groups of three and four, all with the same petition: "Please let us have Sunday school; we will bear our part." I remember Ysabel headed one of these groups, and as she turned to leave me she slyly said: " We can worship alone, you know; and we have. ,r I sometimes think I was more punished than the chil- dren were. For a long while afterwards there was a, bright, happy responsiveness in every service. It was in the evening hour that we learned to know IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 65 each other better, and had our faith and love strength- ened. It was here that we learned to tell our needs. I remember well one of these evenings. It was in the fall of 1886. As I write, how that November evening comes back to me, laden with the perfume of holy mem- ories! I see again the dear friends and the precious children as they gathered one by one in the little chapel, after a day of fasting; I feel again the hush of the Mas- ter's presence; I hear the voice of supplication as we told of our need, of how crowded we were, of how our hearts were grieved to turn away those who wanted to enter our home; I hear again the expression of the simple faith of the children. Now, Faith Hall stands as a monument to that evening's prayer! With what strong confidence one of the little ones, looking up with pure, innocent eyes, said: "Shall we begin to-morrow?" I answered: "No; but we will prepare the ground." So the morning found us taking measurements and removing trees. We were so glad now of the new property, for had it not been for this we would have had no place whereon to build. It was a few weeks before this time that our hearts were cheered by a visit from Bishop and Mrs. Key. The bishop was with us several days, then left for an ap- pointment, leaving dear Mrs. Key with us. Upon his return, I accompanied them to Monterey, where our first Border Conference was to be held. Up to this time we had been a part of the West Texas, but now we were to have a purely Mexican Conference; and we felt that we were becoming more and more allied with the Mexi- can people, for which we had only thanks to render. Though I had been three years in the Mexican work, I had not visited Mexico except to cross the Rio Grande into Nuevo Laredo where I could spend a few hours from 5 66 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE the busy cares of our rapidly growing home. Therefore this trip was as much pleasure to me as to the other members of our party, consisting of Bishop and Mrs. Ke}^, Dr. Heidt, then Regent of Southwestern University, and several of our native ministers. Not many miles out from Laredo a dark-blue band was seen to appear against the horizon, which grew more and more distinct until Mexico's mountains stood out in full view. The day was the perfection of Mexico's per- fect days. There was enough cloud to throw changing light and shadow upon the scene. Our friend, brother Policarp Rodriguez, though a Mex- ican, had never before been so far into Mexico. His enthusiasm and delight knew no bounds. He kept changing from one side of the car to the other, saying: "When I am on this side, I think it grander, and when I go to that, I fear I have missed the most beautiful part.'' As he knew me quite well, and felt he must have some one to share his enjoyments, his " Quick, sister, or you will lose it!" followed by his gleeful laugh, kept me moving with him, much to the enjoyment of Mrs. Key, who said she did not know which gave her most pleasure, the mountains or brother Rodriguez's delight. Scripture quotations fell from many lips, the favorite seeming to be: "As the mountains are round about Jerusalem, so the Lord is round about his people from henceforth even forever." To me and to Mrs. Key, God's unchanging power and love were more fully realized in the words of the greatest of Old Testament prophets: "For the moun- tains shall depart, and the hills be removed; but my kind- ness shall not depart from thee, neither shall the covenant of my peace be removed, saith the Lord that hath mercy on thee." At the close of this lovely day wo reached the historic IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 67 city of Monterey, where we found both Mexican and American friends waiting to receive us. I was placed in the care of Miss Ward, of the Presbyterian school, and was soon domiciled in one of the upper rooms of the building bought by Miss Rankin, whose untiring la- bors wrought so much for Missions in Mexico. I felt that I was on sacred ground, reaping in a foreign land the com- fort and security purchased by the self-sacrifice and un- wearying labor of a woman whose name will live in all evangelical Churches in Mexico as long as time shall last. This building, which was to be my home for the Con- ference week, was a quaint old Mexican house so situated that a full view of the mountains could be had from the upper galleries. One morning, while waiting for my desayuna, consisting of a cup of chocolate and piece of bread, I stepped out upon the gallery to take a view of my new surroundings I had expected to see nothing but the long, narrow street, and the low line of houses with their barred windows, and was not prepared for the burst of glory which met my gaze. I had been told that words were powerless to paint the beauty of sunrise mountain scenery, but that which I saw surely had never entered into my wildest imaginings of loveliness. Was that sheet of tinted light, which left no space between earth and sky, a thing of earth, or was it the glinting of angel wings? Once in my sleeping hours I had been carried by a dream into the city not made with hands. The thing which seemed to me most wonderful in that city of heavenly mansions was the soft radiance of the light which brought no shadow with it. Was the dream being repeated? I stood in motionless wonder, until I became conscious that the strong rays of the rising sun were lifting the thing' of beauty, and car- rying it upward out of the reach of earthly taint. 68 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE Just then I heard Miss Ward's voice calling me to the desayuna. This morning of wonderful beauty was followed by an The " Elastic Baby.' ordinary day of coming and going; the meeting of friends,, old and new, some of whom have touched our lives through all of the intervening years. It was at this Conference that I -met brother Eobert MacDonell.. He was a personal IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 69 friend of Bishop and Mrs. Key, who seemed to look upon him more as son than friend, familiarly calling him " Robert," and asking after " Lockie," as they called his wife. It was the first and only time I ever met our brother; gentle and lovely he was, as a woman, yet hav- ing a quiet power which placed him among the leading men of his Conference. At the close of the Conference, as we were parting, plans were laid for future meeting, " if the bishop should be returned to Mexico next year;" but the bishop did not come, and when two of the party met again — our lovely friend Mrs. Key, and the gentle, noble Robert MacDonell — it was to clasp hands in the eternal home, where partings are not known. I met, during this visit to Monterey, Miss Roberts, who afterwards became one of our very own missionaries. One of the pleasant little scenes of the Conference is still fresh in my mind. On Sunday morning Bishop Key preached for us. Mrs. Key and I were sitting to- gether on his right; little Florence Sutherland, the "elas- tic baby," as Bishop Parker was fond of calling her, crept in between us and laid her head of golden hair upon Mrs. Key's shoulder. The beautiful child and the equally beautiful woman formed a striking picture. While the bishop was preaching that morning, he rounded up a long, full, impressive sentence. Brother Sutherland, who was interpreter, took it up to render it into the musical language of the Mexicans. As he did so I saw sister Sutherland lean forward ; a shade of anxiety passed over her face, but it changed to a smile, and she gave a little impulsive clap of the hands as her husband finished the sentence to her satisfaction. Not only at the preaching of this sermon, but during xthe entire session of the Conference, men, women, and 70 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE children crowded the doors and windows. I donbt not our ways and customs were as strange to them as theirs to us. The Conference was held in brother Bryee's home on the corner of the Plaza de Llaves. Oar Mexican Lugarda. brethren thought it quite a coincidence that their bishop and their plaza should bear the same name. Some time before the date of the Conference we had IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 71 received a little Mexican girl, Lugarda, from brother Robertson, whose wife had taught her during their resi- dence in Monterey, soon after their marriage. As soon as Lugarda's parents knew of my presence in Monterey they came to see me — father, mother, brother, sister, all must see and shake hands with me. The father insist- ed upon my receiving a large basket of fresh oranges. This delicious fruit reaches its perfection and floods the market in the months of October and November. At that time they do not seem to weary sight or taste, but are an added enjoyment to the many pleasures of a trip to Monterey. I, of course, accepted the oranges, prom- ising to share them with Lugarda; but no! they would have a costal at the station, which I would please do them the favor to carry over to their daughter. They have been my friends from that day. Lugarda remained with me until she graduated, and soon after she married one of our native preachers, Andres Osouna. I think the little " Nanita " is the prettiest of all my grand children, though it may be because she bears my name. As we returned to Laredo, brother Rodriguez was somewhat disappointed that the mountains did not ap- pear so lovely or excite the same enthusiasm. I com- forted him by saying we were going down, not up, and we could not expect to reverse the order of things, as the upward trend of life was far more beautiful than the downward. " Yes," he said, " and if we can keep the eye fixed upward we will find it beautiful to the end 01 life's journey." I never saw anyone with a more lovely, simple, childlike faith than this Mexican friend; he came, as he expressed it, " from the very depths of the vilest into the glorious light of the liberty of a child of Grod." Among our children at the time of Mrs. Key's visit was Dolores, a young girl of fourteen, to whom she be- 72 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE came very much attached. Perhaps those who read this story will think we had only beautiful children. In a certain sense they were; but, in truth, all who saw " Nanita. this child spoke of her rare beauty. She had a com- plexion as purely white as if she were of Saxon instead of Aztec origin; hair, purplish black; eyes — I think no one could tell — they were simply liquid wells of love. IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 73 Her loveliness of character equaled her grace of person. Was it any wonder that we loved her? and was it a marvel that Mrs. Key's pure nature was attracted by the gentle spirit of the child? One day she asked her what she intended doing with her education. Dolores replied: " Gro back to my people and help them." Two years passed, and we were called upon to yield this rare flower to Him who formed it. As a rule, when death enters a home he brings a cold chill of horror with him, but in this instance an indescriba- ble peace settled upon the household. Our tears fell upon the lifeless clay from which the spirit had fled. Tender hands arrayed her in pure white and carried her to Faith Hall, where brother Oxley, mid our tears, paid a tribute of love to her memory. As the year drew to its close we felt that it had been a prosperous one. Prosperous years are not always easy ones, and it was so in this case; yet we felt that the Master's hand had been over us in blessing. Near the beginning of this year I had taken our little Eloisa Eivera, daughter of a Mexican preacher, with me to visit one of our absent children who had not been well for some time, and who wanted much to see her lit- tle playmate. While there a neighbor's child ran in to play. After a few moments I heard the little stranger cough in such a manner that aroused my fears. Upon inquiry I found that she was supposed to have whooping cough. I called Eloisa, and shortened our visit; but it was too late. In those few moments our little one had contracted the disease. The result was a long siege of nursing and care, in the midst of which I had to try what the children had, and did not find it a comfortable thing. I, with them, was glad when the last trace of rfche disease had disappeared. 74 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE. Our little ELoisa had many quaint, odd ways that en- deared her to us. She had grown quite fond of me, from my having to nurse her through a tedious illness. For many weeks after the fever left her she was still dull and sleepy; and, not being content away from me, her cot, or folded comfort, was always near my desk, where she would lie for hours, either sleeping or quietly watching me at my work. She came to look upon me as almost exclusively her own, and would resent any manifestation of affection toward me on the part of others, though she was always chary of her own atten- tions. Some time after her recovery Lizzie came into the room where I was resting, and familiarly sat down on the arm of my chair, at the same time telling me some of the tribulations of the day. Neither of us no- ticed that Eloisa had entered the room, until she began to sob violently. I gently pushed Lizzie aside, and, reaching out my hand to the weeping child, 1 said: "Why, Eloisa, what is it? Come here and tell me." She would not move, only continued to sob. Lizzie said to her, in her persuasive way: "Tell Lizzie Belle; won't you, Eloisa? " But Eloisa broke away from her, and, rushing^ from the room, cried: "J am so sorry for me ! " We often laughingly repeat her words when we find ourselves called upon to bear some light but sud- den disappointment. After a few years the father was transferred to the Northwest Mexican Conference, and when he went to his distant home he took Eloisa with him. I think it was from Mazatlan that he wrote me of her death, telling of her last words of love and affec- tion for me and the dear old home. If I am to tell this story of our lives, I will have to tell of the children who have passed on before and of those who linger still. CHAPTEE IV. 1886-87. HOME-GOING. " The Lord hath done great things for us; whereof we are glad." THE increase of the school made it necessary for us to look toward enlargement. We had quite out- grown the new house, though we had occupied it less than two years. As I have said, our prayer had gone forth for more room. We, at first, thought it would be well to finish the present building according to original plans ; but after experiencing the noise of school work, including the constant use of the piano, with no respite, from 6 a.m. until 9 p.m., we saw we must have the school in another building, entirely separate from the home. We felt so sure the Board would give sufficient appropria- tion to meet all of our necessities, real and imaginary, that we went forward with plans and estimates as if the money were already in hand. We could hope for noth- ing until after the annual meeting, which was to be in the early summer. It seemed a long while to wait, in our crowded condition. None but a missionary, who stands in the midst of the people for whom she is giving her life, may comprehend the anguish of spirit when compelled to turn away from their pleading looks and words and leave them in their helpless condition. The thought had been growing with us from the be- ginning of the work that it must extend its borders; not simply to enlarge at Laredo, but to go forward into Mexico. We felt more and more convinced as time 76 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE went by that our work on the border, it mattered not how often it might extend its boundary lines, could no more meet the demand of this people than one drop of water could quench the thirst of famishing millions. We must do our part to honor and magnify the Master's cause in Mexico. How better could we do it than by building Christian schools in every city of the republic, and Christian homes upon every plain, until the glad song of praise, echoing and reechoing from mountain side, should fill all the land with gladness? This was in the future, still we might live to see, in some measure, the fruition of our hopes. Our dreams of what should be did not make us unmindful of our duty to the pres- ent moment. Something must be done to make us more comfortable. The dining room was enlarged by includ- ing under one roof and throwing into one room the old dining room, kitchen, pantry, servant's room, and gal- lery. A new pantry and kitchen were built adjoining; in all, forming a building sixty-five feet in length and twenty-five in width. We were a large family now, numbering eighty, and increasing to nearly one hundred before the year closed. The two rooms, on our new block of land, which had been fitted up for the brother and sister, were thrown into one, and furnished attractively, for the primary department. Here Miss Bessie Headen presided, help- ing us also in many ways outside the school work. The improvements were made at the expense of the seminary; she had begun to have a contingent fund of her own formed from the income of the school. With her in- creased riches she took on quite an air of comfort and independence, and we could be heard saying quite freely: u The seminary is able to do this or that." On my return from Monterey I brought a little IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 77 daughter of one of our native preachers, Anastacia San Miguel. I saw her first at the crowded station. She was such a chubby little thing! I felt great responsi- Candelaria. bility when the father laid the child's hand in mine and said: " You are her mother." After the prejudice of those early days was broken, I never ceased to wonder at the simplicity and perfect 78 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE confidence of this people in handing over their children to our care. I took the dimpled hand in mine and looked down at the scarce more than baby, whose eyes looked up so trustingly, and my heart went out in prayer for strength and wisdom to guide her aright. She proved to be of a quiet, gentle temperament, but slow to learn. After she had been with us several years, the father came again, bringing a younger sister, Ester, remarkably bright and intelligent. The two have been with us all these years, the one by hard study keeping just one grade ahead of the other. Ester, through Mrs. Park's influence, was given to be clothed to one of the juvenile societies of Galveston. We often look at this little thing, scarcely ten years old, and think how sheltered and blessed her life so far, and of how lavish nature has been to her of her choicest gifts. Pretty and graceful in person, lovable disposition, and a mind which we feel sure will not be discouraged by the most intricate sciences. Naturally, our hopes cluster around her; but we have been called, so often, to give up the fairest of the flowers in our midst that we would fain never set our hearts again upon anything earthly. It was toward the opening of this year that, one day, I was summoned to the parlor to meet Mexican visitors. Upon inquiry, I learned that the mother and sons had brought the daughter to enter school. They all looked tired and travel-stained. They had come from Allende, several hundred miles distant from Laredo ; had traveled all the way in a covered wagon. They had braved sand and wind, sun and scarcity of water, and now stood in patient waiting at the entrance of our crowded home to see what I would do, or what hope I could give them. I looked from the careworn face of the mother to the IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 79 strong, gentle face of the daughter, and said: "Your name, please? " In musical tones came the reply: " Can- delaria, your servant." I said: " We are very crowded, but surely a place may be found for a girl who has en- dured so much to seek a home among us." How I learned to love that girl, so strong, so brave, so true! I soon discovered that she was a Christian of the purest type. There had been a Bible for many years in her home, but none of her family read it; either they could not or were not permitted to do so. This young girl had the opportunity of learning to read, and of hearing a sermon from a passing preacher. She remembered the old unused book, and upon return- ing sought the text of the man of God. Not only that, but the book became her constant companion, and she drank " long and freely " from the " wells of salvation." It was soon noised abroad that Candelaria had dared to think differently from her fathers, who for many generations had walked in the one way, and she had .also dared to mark out a new way for herself, and, worse still, had determined to walk in it for conscience' sake. What cared she for the indignities that were heaped upon her, or for the menial labor that she was forced to perform ? As the days went on, and the child grew in the knowl- edge and wisdom of things spiritual, and thereby the fruits of the Spirit were manifested in her life, was it strange that father, mother, brother, and sister came to recognize the wonderful power of the love of Christ in the heart? Candelaria will never know, this side of the heavenly gate, how my own faith and love have been strength- ened by her childlike, simple trust. I came to her people a missionary. She came to me as a child of peace. In 80 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE the Sunday-school lesson I have never known her to fail to grasp the strong, central thought of the lesson, giving its spiritual signification. She learned to be use- ful to me in many ways. As our work advanced, the Lupe Bravo. number of daily visitors increased to such an extent that much of my time was spent in conducting them through the home and school. I gradually fell into the IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 81 habit of calling on Candelaria to entertain and take care of a certain class of visitors, and, finally, to negoti- ate with parties desiring to enter their children. Some- times she would come to me, with face all aglow, to tell of some child whose mother was a widow, too poor to help any, but then the child was so lovely, looked so bright; and I would often interrupt her with, "Cande- laria, you know how crowded we are, and we must use judgment, and not overdo matters." " Yes," she would answer, " but you know we are going to have more room; for the present we may crowd a little more in the dining room and in the dormitory; besides, if we do not take her now, she may be lost to us." More than once I have yielded to her earnest pleadings; such children so received soon came to be considered Candelaria's espe- cial property. Sometimes I would see a new face on the grounds or in the chapel; calling Candelaria to me, I would ask, " Do you know anything about that child? " She would make answer, "You were so busy; I knew you would take her if you could see her," etc. Then, again the answer would be, " I have taken her on trial." Again the whole thing would be reversed; meeting her after a crowd of visitors had left, I would say, having expected to see some new child: " Why, Candelaria, what have you done with your children? " " Oh, they wanted too much for nothing, and I told them that there was no room for them." Great was her sorrow, and mine, when the mother came to carry her home. " It is impossible for me to do without her," I said, with tears in my voice. " I, too, need her," the mother replied. " Surely you will bring her to me again when the vacation closes," I said coax- ingly. " When I am gone," said the mother, " you may have her again." 6 82 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE Two years have passed; my heart still hungers for Candelaria. She has been in the public school work since she left me; the main support of the family. Another of this year's blessings was the coming of Lupe Bravo. Lupe never learned well, but has been so faithful to every interest of the seminary. Since Can- delaria left, Lupe has taken up some of the duties that formerly were hers. Her tenderness and gentleness in the care of the sick are beyond the power of words to express. We came to her people as missionaries; she came to us as a child of love. Early in this year, Miss Dillard, now Mrs. Winston, of Texas, came to our assistance. For six years she was a member of our family, helping in and out of school as one of us. Soon after her coming, it became apparent to all that the heavy cares of so large a family had worn upon me, until rest and change were imperative. As soon as possible, after the close of school in May, sister and I, obeying the order of our Board, began prepara- tions for a home trip. Up to that time we had not thought it possible to leave; in fact, we had not wanted to. We had been so engrossed in our mission work, our hands and hearts and lives so full, that all other thoughts seemed crowded out ; but now that the way was opening for us to go, we were in a measure glad. Miss Toland knew the work as well as I; was as much a part of it. It was an easy matter to place the reins of government in her competent hands. With Miss Grilbert and Miss Dillard as ready assistants, we knew there would be no break. As this is a story of Missions, I would not need to touch upon that home-going were it not for a disappoint- ment that became, as some one has quaintly said, " God's appointment." How dearly I should love to tell of all IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 83 the home friends who welcomed us so gladly, many of whom have since made their journey to the eternal city. Our first resting place was in St. Louis, in the elegant home of Mr. Frank Ely, where we clasped hands again with our friend Lula Daniel, whose words of love and cheer have brightened the years of our separation. It is my earnest conviction that a missionary never fully appreciates the honor conferred upon her, by re- ceiving and obeying the call to mission work, until she has made her first home trip. The attention, the love, the tenderness bestowed upon her, are worth the first home-going, were there no higher and nobler considera- tions. A few days' rest, and we were again on our journey. Mrs. Bishop Wilson met us at the station at Nashville, and we were soon made comfortable in the beautiful country home of our Foreign Secretary. Our hearts were cheered t>y Mr. McGravock's deep interest in Mexican Mis- sions; and Mrs. Owen, Mrs. McGavock's aged mother, never grew weary of the story of the doings and sayings of Mexican children. How well I remember her parting words when we were last at home: " I love Mexico, and I would rather see it than all the other places put to- gether." A few short months after our return, the news came that she had gone to meet the loveliest of our Mex- ican children in a land fairer than " beautiful Mexico." Another day or two and we were with our very own in Louisville, Ky., in the home of Mrs. D. ~N. Forbes, where early friends gathered around us and ministered to our comfort. We fain would have tarried among these loved ones, but according to instructions requiring missionaries to be present at the first annual meeting after their re- turn from the foreign field, I hurried on to Catlettsburg. My sister and I parted at Lexington, where I met per- 84 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE sonal friends who were going as visitors and members to this, to me, memorable meeting. My report of the work, estimates for the support of the same, and plans for the much-needed enlargement, had Miss Dillard. been in the hands of the Secretary for some time. I was not strong, and my long journey made rest necessary, for which no better place could have been found than IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 85 the hospitable home of Mrs. Hampton. Miss Mason, the daughter, was particularly attentive and kind. My stay -with them will ever form one of the pleasant pages in memory's book, and I have often asked God's blessing upon the family for their unceasing kindness to the weary missionary. As soon as I was sufficiently rested, I was called be- fore the committee, and there, for the first time, learned that in all probability it would be impossible for the Board to grant the appropriation needed for enlarge- ment. A disappointment truly, but somehow I did not take in the full extent of the meaning. "We fear we cannot give you what you ask." I knew that we were absolutely bound to have more room. Had we not said in our report that we were crowded to our utmost capac- ity? Besides this, was there not that November even- ing of prayer, as a rainbow of hope in our sky of trust, as sure as that of nature as a sign of never-failing seed- time and harvest? This spoke assurance to my soul. When finally told that it had been considered impossi- ble to grant our petition, I said: " We have asked God for it; we will surely get it." How, I did not know. Some- times I thought it might be that some generous giver would be moved to large-heartedness, and the entire sum, seven thousand dollars, be given and forwarded at once, and the work begun without delay. That did not prove " God's appointment." Many hearts, instead of one, were to have a part in that which our children were to call "The house we prayed for," and which Mrs. McGavock was to christen "Faith Hall." Anniversary night I was asked to present the Mexican work. I do not remember that I said much of our per- sonal need at Laredo, but of the need of Christian schools in the republic of Mexico, surely destined by her natural 86 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE resources to find a place among the great nations of the earth. The lapse of years has blotted from my memory the words of the evening, but a scene which followed re- mains indelibly stamped upon my heart. There had been sent, as a gift to the Board, a small box of flowers from a mission field. The box now stood empty upon the Secretary's table. The President, the venerable and be- loved Mrs. Hayes, was in the act of calling for the usual collection, when my precious friend, Mrs. Lizzie Swigert, stepped forward, with her indescribable grace, and say- ing a few low words to Mrs. Hayes, who seemed to read- ily assent, she lifted the empty box from the table, and turning to the audience spoke of the perfume of the flowers which still lingered within it; spoke of the ful- fillment of the promise which the delicate odor of the flowers from mission ground had verified — "The desert shall blossom as the rose; " and from this to how the per- fume of willing-hearted giving rose in sweet incense to the throne of the Giver of all good. Her words fell with electric thrill upon the hearts of her hearers, and before she was scarcely done speaking they were pressing for- ward with their offerings. I was told that the gifts of the evening were to be appropriated to the building at Laredo. With my usual obtuseness, I did not take in the meaning of the words. I think I must have had in my mind that imaginary munificent giver who was to make his gift a big round sum, which would leave no need of any other giving. I was to go with my friends, Mrs. Swigert and Mrs. Trueheart, to a small railroad station — Campbellsburg, I think, was the place — where a missionary meeting was to be held, a district meeting, perhaps; and from there we were to attend the annual meeting of the Kentucky Conference Society, which was to be held in Carrollton, IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 87 a few days later. This meeting at Campbellsburg was the one which was to make a lasting impression on me, for it was in that little place, that little church, that I was to receive the " widow's mite," which was to open my eyes, revealing to me the manner in which Faith Hall was to be built. I had spoken both morning and afternoon, not many words, just enough to let all know that I was a missionary and Mexico a mission field. At the close of the meeting in the afternoon, my friend, brother Hughes, came to my side, and handing me a small piece of money, said : " One who is very poor de- sires you to use this in your mission work." Reach- ing it back to him, I said : " I do not receive contribu- tions; this belongs to your auxiliary." He assured me it was mine. As I walked by the side of Mrs. True- heart to the home of brother and sister Hughes, where we were to pass the night, I reached out to her the hand which still held the little piece of silver, and said: "Mrs. Trueheart, will you take this as a missionary offering from the meeting this afternoon?" "No," she said, "it is not mine, it was expressly given to you." I looked at the coin, as it lay there in my palm, seemingly so small, so insignificant, but possessing a power of which until that moment I had not dreamed. Suddenly to my eye it was illuminated with a heavenly light. My hand closed over it as a precious thing, and turning to Mrs. Trueheart again, I said: "This is the first visible offering of the many which are to be given toward the building at Laredo." So it proved. A few days after, at the meeting at Carrollton, friends new and old gave freely from their abundance; yea, from out their poverty also. My aged friends, uncle and auntie Abbott, as I was wont familiarly to call them, gave as unto a child, their very own. Had I with me, as I write this story, 88 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE the little book containing the names of contributors to Faith Hall, I should be tempted to mention them all, but the names of such givers need no record in a book of earth's perishing material; for are not such deeds chronicled by angel hands? After several months of complete rest, I was called by friends of our Mission to attend the meetings of aux- iliaries and Conference societies; everywhere the gifts came in. I remember there was a meeting in Coving- ton, where I saw for the last time my precious friend, Lizzie Swigert. I had scarcely returned to my Mission when, as a quick-winged messenger, the sudden call came and she was no more. We spent together several delightful days in the home of Mrs. Frances and Miss Maria Gibson, her sister. The rare conversational pow- ers of Mrs. Swigert were never more apparent than in those few days when, under the genial influence of Mrs. Frances's winning hospitality and Miss Gibson's bright vivacity, she seemed to be lifted into a realm of beauty and power where none could reach her. Those of us to whom she was so dear thought her more beautiful and loved her more than ever before. I was full of regret that I could not meet with our Newport friends in a real missionary meeting of their own, though I was permitted to see some of them and speak with them face to face at the Covington meet- ing. When the circle of our loved ones begins to break, how quickly they seem to go! Among those who were with us then, in that time that seems but yesterday, and who go in and out among us no more, was Miss Mary Allen. Though I may scarcely call her a personal friend, as we met rarely, yet there were gifts and acknowledgments which brought us into real contact of love and interest. It was principally through her efforts IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 89 that many names of Newport friends rest beside me night after night in my Laredo home. A week after the Covington meeting, we were busy with our preparations for return to our Mission. The ' ■ ! ; t"* -1 **-^ <^u&j * ^feSF :Ml aP^V^ tmt Miss Holderby. intervening days were spent with our relative, Mrs. H. D. Frisbie, at her home in Cynthiana, the pictur- esque little city where were passed most of the days of 90 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE our childhood, and where rests in Battle Grove, the " silent city of the dead," the body of our sainted mother. Memories hallowed and sweet were lingering around us, while we quietly and speedily made ready for the southward trip to our adopted home on the border of beautiful Mexico. Miss Mason and Miss Holderby, two young ladies who had become interested in Mexican missions during our stay in their home at Catlettsburg, promised to give a year's service to the work at Laredo. The school had opened, and Miss Toland had written of the great need of helpers; so it was arranged that my sister, in com- pany with those dear girls, was to go without further delay, the time being now the early days of October. I would remain two weeks longer to meet an engage- ment with the Baltimore Conference Society. So we parted, they going south and I speeding eastward. A day or two at Lexington, in the home of my cousin, Mary Anderson, brought about a little missionary meet- ing in High Street Church, at that time under the pas- torate of Bev. J. B. Deering. Interest in the cause was awakened and names were added to the list of those who were building Faith Hall. Their number was con- tinually increasing. Friends at Cynthiana contributed. Friends at Frankfort, Louisville, Newport, Lagrange, Paris, Millersburg, and other cities of my native State,. had heard the story of the building; they, too, must help in so sacred a work. Near midnight the train which had borne me so quickly and safely on my journey pulled in at the Bal- timore station. I had given myself little anxiety as to how 1 would be taken care of in a strange city at that hour of the night. I had thought probably Miss Baker would send a friend or messenger to care for me IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 91 at a hotel, where she would meet me in the morning. I was, therefore, not prepared for the greeting which awaited me. Standing off a little distance from the train, side by side, in the fall blaze of the electric light, were Mrs. Hayes and Miss Melissa Baker — childhood and lifelong friends. From that moment to this I have never been able to separate them ; they are indissolubly linked in my memory and affection. As they hastened to meet me they seemed so frail that I said, as I gave a hand to each: "Why did you do this? A messenger to carry me to a hotel would have answered." I remem- ber the look of surprise as they turned to me and said: " You have a warmer place in our hearts than that." I rested in the perfect sense of rest in the grand old home of Miss Baker, who honored her missionary by claiming her as guest and friend. The Conference at Baltimore impressed itself upon me by the loveliness of the spirit manifested among its members, and the " abundance of their liberality." At the same time of our missionary meeting there was one in progress in our sister Church. It was there I met Miss Hart, who at that time had charge of the Balti- more branch of the Woman's Missionary Society of the M. E. Church. It was in Baltimore that 1 again had the pleasure of meeting brother Young, who had given us the sermon before mentioned. Would that my memory were better, that I might tell of others who gathered around me. An evening with Mrs. Bond and one with Mrs. Hayes, and the time of this blessed social inter- course was gone. Miss Melissa and a friend, whose name I cannot recall, would go with me to Washington, as I had never visited the capital of our republic. They were determined that I should have a full day of recre- ation and real pleasure; and so it was. As I write of 92 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE. the day I live it over again, and realize that the memory of lovely things never dies. The night closed in upon us, and these friends bade me G-odspeed upon my home- ward journey. I rested on the following Sabbath with Mrs. Avis, in St. Louis; talked with the children of St. John's Church, and Monday night I was really homeward bound. I had not planned it so, but I reached Laredo on the 20th of October. How different the present coming from the first! Then all was so strange and new; now I would see familiar faces and hear loved voices. There were Miss Toland and sister waiting to greet me the moment I stepped from the train. As we drove up to the home it was flooded with light shining from every window. Helpers and children rushed forward with endearing words of welcome, and I was in very truth -at home. CHAPTEE V. 1887-1888. FAITH HALL — SALTILLO. " Whatsoever ye shall ash in my name, that will I do" BEFOKE leaving Kentucky I had written Mrs. Park,, asking her to go on to Laredo and begin to pur- chase material for the new building. I found her there, already at work. We eagerly began getting up plans and estimates. We wanted a large building which would answer all school purposes for some years to come. We did not care for ornament, but we did want it strong and substantial. We felt that every cent which would be used in its construction would be sacred, therefore how carefully we watched the outlay! Mrs. Park's Texas Juveniles had become interested in giving so many bricks, so in laying them she would have none but the best. Soon after my return to the Mission I accepted an urgent invitation to visit Houston r Tex., while the Texas Conference was in session. The friends of Missions had heard something of this wonder- ful building which we had begun, and they too wanted to have a part in it. My home for the time was with Mrs. Ayers. Her family became deeply interested in the work. I remember the least one, a little girl, said she wanted to know where her bricks would be; they must be near enough the ground for her to see, for she felt sure she would go to Laredo some time to see that house. Women and children, and men, too, not only in Houston, but in many other Texas cities — San Antonio, 94 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE Austin, San Marcos, Galveston, Seguin, Gonzales — heard the story told of "the house for which Mexican children had prayed," and they too must have a part in answer- ing the prayer. G-ifts, large and small, from almost every State where Southern Methodism holds sway, found their way to our hands. None were so large but that others were needed, and I think I may safely say that thou- sands of hearts were touched and quickened, coming into closer sympathy with the Master's cause by the building of this plain brick structure. As soon as the ground was broken and the foundation really begun, the joy of the children who had taken part in that November prayer meeting knew no bounds. "Look!" they cried one to another, "the house we prayed for is begun." We eagerly watched it grow into its broad proportions until it stood completed, in our eyes a u thing of beauty." There it stands to-day, a blessed reality, a tangible evidence of direct answer to the simple prayer of faith. Amidst the deepest discour- agement one look at Faith Hall brings rest and assur- ance. How firm, how substantial it appears! Do we not know that the Hand which planted it will establish the work done within its walls? As soon as finished it must be scrupulously cleaned, and then who so capable as Miss Toland to be its care-taker? Eloisa Palacios asked the privilege of helping her in the care of the large upper room, which was soon to be dedicated to the service of the Lord. The eventful day came, April 29, 1888. Rev. A. H. Sutherland preached the dedicatory sermon, after which missionaries, children, teachers, and friends drew near the altar, and, with bowed head and solemn hush, partook of the Lord's Supper. The Com- forter did not forget us on that day. How still the children were, gathered for the first time in the house IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 95 u we prayed for! " How glad and joyous rang out the clear young voices in song of praise and thanksgiving! A blessing then, a blessing still, is our house of prayer. Irena. It is a large, two-story building, with nine rooms. How quickly we filled it! The work had grown until from necessity it had become a graded school of four departments, comprising eleven grades. There were in 96 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE all one hundred and twenty-five pupils. The little frame- building, which served so nicely the year before for pri- mary work, was needed for other purposes, and Faith Hall was pressed to meet the demands made upon it. Miss Kent, our new music teacher, said she must have a " concert." It was to be quite different from that chronicled in our first year. We did not shrink from having this called a concert. Being the first of anjr public note, the fair young teacher felt her reputation was at stake. She put forth every effort to make it a chaste, quiet affair. So well did she succeed that five years afterwards some one spoke of " Miss Kent's beau- tiful concert." It had one feature that has never be- longed to any before or since, with us. It was a pay concert, and the children engaged in it were quite proud of the organ which they presented to the Sunday school from its proceeds. Writing of our young helper, who was so capable and full of energy, brings to mind an incident in the life of a little Mexican girl who was very fond of her. She requested that Irena should go with her to the dentist. I readily consented. She was to take also two of the small boys who were anxious for an outing. Upon their return the children expressed themselves as having had a pleasant time. A day or two passed, and a child, one who had not gone with this party of three, casually re- marked: " Irena has such pretty teeth ! She can nearly drop them out of her mouth and draw them back again." A sudden suspicion flashed upon me that the "pretty teeth " had not come in a lawful way. Sending for Irena, I questioned her as to how, when, and where she had gotten them. Without hesitation, she replied: " I took them." Assuming as serious an air as possible, I said: "Why, my child, what made you do that? Do- IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 79 you not know it is wrong to take a thing not youi own?" She replied with perfect serenity: "I took 'em to play." Trying to impress the gravity of the situa- tion upon her, I said : " I shall call Dr. Atlee, and you will have to return the teeth. I will leave it to him to say what shall be the nature of your punishment." I sent a messenger for the doctor. When I told him of the circumstance, he was convulsed with laughter, and I felt sure that I would receive no help from him. I begged him to be serious enough, at least, to accept the teeth, and give a few words of counsel and warning. Prom- ising to do his best, I called Irena, who came in lightly and gracefully without embarrassment, and reaching out the teeth to the doctor, began her little speech of asking pardon, which I had told her she must make. She had said but a few words, when her quick eye saw the doctor was shaking with suppressed laughter. She gave a glance at me, and smiling, left the room. I lost my case. It was not until this year that there seemed a prob- ability of the fulfillment of my desire to have work beyond the Eio Grande. The Board looked favorably upon the proposition to take under its protection the day school which had been opened in Saltillo by Mrs. Corbin. It was at this time being taught by Miss JRob- erts, who was receiving her salary from the Rosebuds of Virginia. When I saw her in Monterey, in the fall of 1886, we had talked over the possibility and proba- bility of her work being adopted. By letter and by word of mouth, the Board had been convinced of the promising outlook, and had therefore determined to enter that door. At the meeting at Catlettsburg a small appropriation had been made toward that end. Early in the fall of 1887 I was ordered to Saltillo to see 7 98 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE the condition of the school and to determine whether or not the property was suitable for enlarged work. I found Miss Roberts in possession of a building that had been used by Protestants for a number of years, and was thought to be the oldest in the city, which is said to have been founded in 1586. This building was purely adobe, with the exception of the stone facings for windows and doors. The front was very nar- row, comprising only one room — the sala — and the zagnon, or entrance. The house was rent- ed by the Gen- eral Board as a preaching place. The long sala, which Miss Rob- erts had fitted up for school purposes, was also used for church services. Miss Roberts. The whole place was much out of repair, and from the appearance of the ancient-looking zagnon door, and by other signs of the touches of time, we readily believed the story when told that the house was three hundred years old. There was no glass in the windows. The IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 99 heavy wooden shutters either shut out all of the light when most needed or let in ail of the cold when least wanted. The little three-legged stove, with its pipe running through the barred window, behind whose heavy shutter I crouched to shield my shivering form from wind and rain, 1 still hold in warmest affection, and still consider it the most comfortable friend I have in Mexico. It did its best to keep me warm under the most adverse circumstances. Miss Roberts had been so long accustomed to this altitude — over five thousand feet — and to these minor discomforts, that she only laughed at them as coming in the usual order of things. She re- marked that she " had been trying to dry off the floor," and hoped it would not rain during my visit. In some consternation I looked at the ceiling, and hoped so too. But our hopes were not verified: it did rain — it poured, and came down without mercy in the very center of the room. I asked: "Why live in such discomfort?" She replied: "The owner will not repair, and we can get no other for the same rent that will answer for school and church service." This discomfort, however, was felt only when it was cold and raining. Mexico's brightness is not long at a time under a cloud. I remember more sunshine than darkness, even during that first visit when things were not as they are now. Miss Roberts had not been two years in Saltillo, yet she was speaking the language with ease, and had many friends among the lower and middle classes, and had done good work under much difficulty. She was so full of energy and zeal that I felt sure she would be a most valuable coworker, which time has proved. We discussed methods and plans and different houses that we thought might suit, for we wanted to get the school in a more attractive form before the people. We 100 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE parted, full of hope and encouragement, feeling sure that we might expect great things for Saltillo. We remem- bered the beginning at Laredo, and this outlook was far brighter than that. We knew that the arm of the Lord was not shortened, and that his protecting love would be extended over the one as it had been over the other. Miss Gilbert joined Miss Roberts immediately after my return to Laredo. Soon after she reached Saltillo, a new and much more comfortable home was secured, the school reorganized, and work begun. Even in that first year, when obstacles were not a few, forty-three pupils were reported, and we felt that Colegio Yngles, though not yet in its own buildings, was an established fact. Early this year Mrs. Anderson, of the Mississippi Con- ference, came in a most opportune moment. Miss Gil- bert's removal to Saltillo had left us with one helper less in our steadily growing household. Mrs. Anderson reached us before Faith Hall was finished, while we were in the midst of the greatest crowd and rush we have ever known. It was worse than the first year in the small building, because now we had a greater number of conflicting elements. We had "Young America" and "Young Mexico" united under one roof, though they were often far from being in a state of unity themselves. With a sigh of relief, we handed over our statesmen, lawyers, doctors, and professors in embryo to her safe keeping. Eight well she ruled them until a multiplicity of duties took them out of her hands. One of the peculiarities of our work, which I have noticed from the beginning, is the rapidity with which the time of a new helper is filled. No matter how many come, we feel that there is room and work for more. There were so many children now that the care of the family, outside of the school work, was enough to fill a IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 101 dozen pairs of hands. A number of the children had been well trained in domestic work, but they needed some one to be with them and lead them; therefore the domestic cares bore heavily upon us. It was no wonder that we welcomed so heartily Mrs. Anderson, who had Mrs. Anderson. not been with us a month before we saw that we could not do without her. , Before the year closed Miss Lillie Y. Jones and Miss Bridges, both from Texas, joined us as volunteers. Many 102 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE dear young girls have placed their time and talents as free-will offerings upon the altar of service in the Mexi- can work. Some of them have gone out from us after a years service, devoted friends of Missions, others have remained .year after year, becoming among our most ef- ficient teachers and helpers. Miss Bridges was with us a year. Soon after she left our home she married Mr. Ison, a member of the Kentucky Conference. Baby Nannie May Ison is a member of Laredo Band. Her name is called, and her dues paid as regularly as if she were always present. Mentioning again the Laredo Band brings to mind a little society organized this year by the indefatigable twelve-year-old Emil. His younger brothers, Wilhelm and Gilbert, were not so full of devices as he, but they made interested members, and were always present at the innumerable tea parties, ice-cream suppers, magic- lantern displays, concerts, etc., which the " True Blues " were always announcing would take place, much to the delight of the juvenile members of our home, and some- times to the serious disturbance of its overtaxed head. The objects for which the "True Blues" wanted money were always so worthy that we did not often have the heart to throw a damper on the ardor of the active little leader. Sometimes they wanted to aid the Cottie Hoge Library, at another to purchase a slab for the grave of Ester, for the pure white marble which marks her resting place is also a memento of the ceaseless activity of the child Emil. He found a willing helper in his friend Mamie, who, as an elder sister, was ever ready to forward any project of his youthful brain. The two have remained stanch friends through the passing years. She is now one of our band of teachers, while he, as I have said be- fore, ia making preparation for life's battle. IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 103 Early in the spring of this year, Miss Roberts and Miss Gilbert felt that I must see them in their new home. It was so fresh, so pretty, I must come. The work was opening up, and I had sent over Ysabel as native helper, as I said to her, " Our first missionary." She, too, wanted me to see her work. I found it indeed a "pretty home,"' and a most attractive school. Some of the best Mexican families were patronizing it. Among the first pupils was Adela, so gentle and sweet. I saw that Miss Rob- erts's affections were centering upon her. She remained in school until married. She became a student of the Bible, and her sweet, pure life has not been without its influence upon her family. An amusing as well as distressing scene occurred dur- ing this visit. The little dining room was a model of neatness; the table, from snowy cloth to pretty dishes, was particularly attractive. One day while Miss Roberts and Miss Gilbert were busy with the school work, and I equally busy with my pen, keeping up with my office work, a part of which I invariably take with me to Mex- ico, one of those sudden, heavy rains, with which we Mexicans are familiar, burst upon us. I looked up from my writing as the dash of water broke upon the window glass now, but I felt safe and secure in this comfortable new home, and in a moment resumed my writing. The water kept coming with such a dash and roar that I felt the sound was too near to be all outside. Opening the door leading to the dining room, I uttered a cry of dis- may. It were better had the whole thing been out of doors, for there the water came from the pure clouds above, but here, through the black dirt roof. One may imagine the scene. I learned that a house need not boast of throe centuries of sunshine and cloud to be able to bestow such generous pouring. I dreaded the coming 104 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE of the tired teachers, who. also were the busy house- keepers. As soon as school closed at Laredo our two Kentucky Volunteers, accompanied by Miss Toland, left for rest and Miss Lillie V. Jones. recreation among their native hills. I doubt if our Mis- sion home ever witnessed busier scenes than those which followed the close of this school term. After three years' IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 105 use of the main building for home and school combined, crowded more and more each year, it was not strange that the interior began to look old. Laredo sun and sand had done their work upon its exterior, but we felt that the comfort and health of the inmates demanded a thorough renovation of rooms and dormitories, and we must wait another year to beautify the outside. From the close of school in May until its opening in August ¥e were painting, varnishing, calci mining, changing the old school rooms into office, hall, and dormitories. Be- sides this, it was the season for canning fruit, making jellies, preserves, and pickles. The work was appor- tioned according to our respective ability. I am sure that if Miss Toland had been at home, the jellies would have fallen to her. In those first days, when we were new in the mysteries of housekeeping, this pj,rt of the work seemed naturally to fall to her. After the first few trials, her quick decisiveness made her the best of jelly- makers. The summer was all too short for the work to be ac- complished, but by keeping at it the last days of vacation found us ready for school work. Much to our regret, Miss Holderby did not return. She had learned to love our Mexican children, and expressed a willingness to spend her life for them, but circumstances ordered other- wise. In the fall of this year Professor F. E. Koch took charge of the music department. During the six years he remained with us the school of music was one of the most attractive features of our seminary work. The pro- fessor was a thorough musician. He loved his art as if it were a living thing. Children whom we could not otherwise have touched have been drawn to us by the superior musical advantages which we were able to offer 106 A DECADE OE MISSION LIFE under this competent teacher. Mexicans are a music- loving people; in fact, they are touched and wrought into enthusiasm by anything beautiful, be it in nature, music, or art. In our Mission we have endeavored never to lose sight of the one object for which we were called and sent — the salvation of souls. All the beauty and brightness which we could gather up and bring to bear upon the work we have considered but the means to the ever-glorious end. We doubt not that the thrilling power of Professor Koch's music, the delicate touches of Miss Mason's crayon, and the unrivaled beauty of Mrs. Barker's painting have held many a child under our in- fluence until a sense of higher and nobler music and beauty touched the soul. The opening of the fall term at Saltillo was full of promise. The North Carolina Conference gave a small organ to the school, and the Alabama Conference a piano. Miss Mason kindly consented to take charge of the music until Miss Roberts could secure some one else. It was with regret that we gave her up for even a short time. She was not only fully employed in school work, but one of her special duties was to see twenty or more little white-robed figures quietly stowed away at night, prayers said, verses repeated, and sometimes when these same little ones were extra good, a simple story read or told in her inimitable way was the reward. We could ill spare her, but any need of a new work has always seemed of more importance than the necessity of the old. The work was not only prosperous in that branch opened especially for the wealthier classes, and known as Colegio Yngles, but the school for the poor, under the supervision of Miss Gilbert, assisted by Ysabel, was rap- idly filling up. The little organ was the pride of this department. Ysabel had developed a taste for music ; she IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 107 had a strong, sweet voice, though I will have to admit that at that time her singing was very often more hearty than artistic. The enthusiasm of this Mexican girl of scarcely fifteen years in the work in which she was as- Prof. F. R. Koch. sisting was very beautiful to me, though we were often amused over her account of the day's work. There was one little boy, Andres, in this school, scarcely more than 108 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE a baby, of whom she never tired telling me, nearly al- ways ending the story of his wonderful powers with, " He is smarter than anything you have at the semi- nary." The acme of her desire seemed to be that her pupils should equal mine in intelligence, but in this in- stance she could not refrain from letting me know that she was a little beyond me in that respect. The close of this term fulfilled the promise of the opening, for the enrollment was sixty-six. Among the pupils who took hold of Miss Mason's heart were Augusta and Juanita; the latter a little girl whose great brown eyes with their liquid light touched you in spite of yourself. Among those who visited us at Laredo during this year was Bishop Duncan. His stay was so short that we feared he had not seen our work to advantage, but he assured us that we should ever have an abiding place in his affections. He has proved this by many a kindly word and deed since. It is hardly possible to tell how these living touches of love and interest from the home field revive and cheer our spirits. We number them among the special blessings of the years. This fifth year, which we missionaries count as the first milestone, was to me one too full of mercy and blessing for words of mine to express. In the words of the psalmist (xl. 5) I close it: "Many, O Lord my God, are thy wonderful works which thou hast done, and thy thoughts which are to us-ward : they cannot be reck- oned up in order unto thee: if I would declare and speak of them, they are more than can be numbered." CHAPTEE VI. 1888-1889 THE LAUNDRY — CENTRAL CONFERENCE — DURANGO WORK ADOPTED — PROPERTY PURCHASED IN SALTILLO. " Commit thy works unto the Lord, and thy thoughts shall be estab- lished." IT was in this year that the laundry was completed. As stated before, the thought was given me to make a sec- ond story, thus gaining a temporary home for the boys. This gave us two more schoolrooms, in which the two grades, pushed out of Faith Hall by the increase in the school of music, found a resting place. There were two other rooms: a large dormitory, accommodating^ ten two-story beds, and a smaller room for the lady in charge. For the ground upon which this building was situa- ted, we were indebted to the same generous donor who had given us the first block of land. At the time of this second gift, the Board had also generously appro- priated for the purchase of a north block. The city kindly consented to the closing of streets. By these means our borders were enlarged. The boys now had a campus of their own: the dividing line between it and that of the girls was a broad drive, which both parties innocently endeavored to convince me was neutral ground. Miss Dillard was to have the care of this boys' home. Fortunately for us at this time, there were more boys as day pupils than as boarders; therefore our twenty cots proved sufficient for present need,. and we would not trouble over the future. As one boarder would drop 110 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE out, another would drop in; so we passed through the year comfortably well. The boys had possession of their campus but a short time before their irrepressible activity sought an outlet. The Twins. Much to the disturbance of my sister's sense of order, they determined upon a system of original gardening, which assumed rather formidable proportions, as almost IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. Ill every boy was equally opposed to partnership. Sud- denly there appeared upon our neatly kept grounds a motley array of what we supposed were intended to be inclosed squares. No two pickets were of the same width or length. After all barrels and boxes had been demolished and brought into service for this purpose, the branches of the small thorn bush, which abounds near Laredo, were cut and heaped one upon another until an impenetrable hedge inclosed each individual garden, and, with the exception of the pickets above named, there was one mass of thorns. They were so intent upon hedging securely their own special property that they cared little for the innumerable rents in trousers and jackets, or scratches on faces and hands. The planning of the gardens and the planting of various seeds bore the same unmistakable marks of originality. Blessed little heroes ! they were as unconscious of any incon- gruity in their methods as if all had been done in pre- cise mathematical order. Sister's consternation would have been laughable had I not known that " things out of order" were a source of real pain to her sense of nicety and precision. I had to admit that I had given permission, but tried to excuse myself by saying that I had not dreamed of such an outcome. Now that they were there, I saw nothing to be done but to leave them, for the boys would be heart- broken to have to destroy what had given them so much pleasure to produce. From the door of the hall, which led to my office, we could see the " little men " bupy as bees. Sister was disarmed by their brightness and activity. The Morton brothers — the twins, and our little runaway Luis — were the leaders in this movement, as they were in nearly all projects which served as outlets for pent-up energy. The twins were sit-ter's special pride and pleasure, as IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 113 well as care. They were the leaders of her grade as well as in this gardening. As soon as they spied her, they ran forward with confidence to borrow her garden tools and gain permission to use the hose, or carry water from the low tank. Now it was my time to look serious, and begin to doubt the wisdom of this independent gar- dening. I guarded those tanks of water more jealously than anything else on the seminary ground. Now sis- ter turned pleader, and water and tools were granted. Those primitive efforts at gardening were not all a fail- ure; many a nickel from their products found its way to the dulce vender, while not a few went to the Sunday- school collection and missionary society. Though their dream of wealth was not realized, they were, from these efforts, far richer than they had dreamed. When the time came for vacation clearing of rubbish, it was with a little sigh of regret that I saw the last brush and picket disappeai*, for it told me the active boys with their busy brains were no longer there, and who ever knew the same circle to gather again unbroken? The boys were charmed with their two-story beds, upon which, at every opportune and inopportune mo- ment, sham battles were fought, with pillows for weap- ons. No, I forget; not always sham battles with only pillows. Many a time the conflict became a real one, and the sound of cries and blows would bring the watch- ful teacher upon the scene, where moral suasion some- times needed forceful enforcement to secure peace and quiet between the conflicting parties. Though we had enlarged our dining room the year before, more room was again the cry. Another dining room had become a necessity. The old one had been stretched to its utmost capacity. We teachers thought it would be a rest and pleasure to take our meals to- 8 114 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE gether, away from the clatter of hundreds of knives, forks, and spoons. Thus our pretty little addition came to be called " teachers' dining room." The children re- ceived the innovation according to their different dis- Clemmie. positions; some pouted and cried because we were to leave; some laughed and said, "We will have lots of fun;" while others were not so sure of that, "for Mrs. Anderson or somebody else will keep us straight." We moved quietly on, seemingly indifferent to the opinions so freely expressed. The change was made; then none IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 115 so ready to wait upon us as Mieaila, Lola, Maria, Lolita, and others who were anxious for the extra duty. They did it so quietly and gracefully that it seemed more the service of love than of duty. Mieaila. We tried the separation for several years, then re- turned to the original plan; now there is a teacher or helper at every table. The seniors fell to my portion. 116 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE I wanted the little tots, but sister and Mrs. Anderson overruled me. It might have been out of sympathy with the babies (I am so often called away), or it might have been their watchful care, which would shield me from every burden. Be that as it may, the graduates are mine. We take our meals together in the " teach- ers' quiet little dining room," which is not always quiet, as the twins, Genaro and Jose, one upon my right, the other upon my left, get into a lively discussion with Clemmie and Micaila, who sit farther away; into which discussion the more quiet Mary and May are drawn, the four girls against the two boys, an unequal contest, until Clemmie slyly changes to Genaro's side, and the tables are turned. The vacation of this year was spent in making the outside of our home new, as we had spent the year be- fore in renovating the inside, though there was this dif- ference: then we did most of the work, now the painters had the burden. They were rushed, as we had been, to finish for the opening of school, while we were equally hurried with the usual vacation work. We are some- times asked why we do not get away from this busy round and spend our vacations in quieter places and newer scenes. Once in awhile we may do this, but a missionary with every fiber of her being centered in the advancement of her Mission realizes that the success of the ensuing year depends in a large measure upon the plan and work of the vacation. Besides this, the chil- dren who remain with us in the home come closer into our lives, and we learn to know them and love them as we could never do otherwise. Nothing can ever blot from my memory the scenes of one of those vacation seasons, or take from my abiding love the two babies, Lupita and Aurora, who were the IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 117 main actors therein. As I write I hear again their lit- tle pattering feet upon the stair as they ran with the speed and grace of gazelles from my sister's room up- stairs to my office below, carrying from one to the other message after message which were sometimes necessary, tru t just as frequent- ly because they wanted to "play telephone." The gleeful ring of their baby laughter was music to my ear, as they passed each oth- er on rapid feet to see which should get to her end of the line first. 1 thought it love- ly then, as , g r o w n weary with play, they chatted quietly by my side, or played with pic- tures upon the office floor. The scene is even lovelier to me now, en- shrined within my heart, because the baby form of Au- rora — beautiful as her name, morning light — was soon after borne to the " city not made with hands, eternal in the heavens." Miss May Morton, 118 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE Toward the close of the year Miss Mason returned to Laredo, and " Lizzie," who was now a young lady of seventeen, took the music class in Saltillo for the winter term. She had been with us since our first year. We Miss Mary Watt. felt glad and grateful that she was both willing and competent to help carry forward the plans of our new work at Saltillo. She had so long been associated with our Mexican children that she understood and loved them. She and Ysabel had been chums in the early IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 119 years, and now both were happy over the prospect of working together for the advancement of the same cause, though in different departments. It was in November of this year that, in company with Mrs. Park, I had the opportunity of visiting some of the important cities of Mexico, with the view of placing the outlook before the Board. Up to this time Saltillo had been the terminus of the Mexican National Road. JSTow the gap between Saltillo and San Luis Potosi, a distance of nearly two hundred and fifty miles, had been finished, which completed the road between Laredo and the City of Mexico. There had been considerable passing by impatient travelers, with no better accommodations than the construction train could afford. Some months before I had been tempted to try the same mode of travel, in company with Mr. Beall and family, of the Presbyterian Mission, who had been sent to make their headquarters at San Luis Potosi. 1 sat nearly an entire day with bonnet and wraps, ready to leave at a moment's notice. There was no fixed time for leaving and arriving of the train, so one had to stand in readiness or there would have been no chance of boarding it. I did not go at that time, and was glad now that I had been prevented, because Mrs. Park would be my traveling companion. We spent several days with the Saltillo missionaries, then left one morning in company with Rev. A. H. Sutherland, who was en route for San Luis Potosi, where the Central Conference was to be held. My first im- pressions of this beautiful city were not very favorable, as it was a season of unusual dampness and cold. Had it been possible, the warmth of greeting from Rev. James Norwood and his lovely wife would have com- pensated for the inclemency of the weather. Mission- 120 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE aries and native preachers were gathering for the An- nual Conference, over which Bishop Galloway presided. Here I met for the first time brothers Norwood, Grimes, Lupita. Watkins, Carter, and Winton, who have ever since re- mained personal friends, always willing to lend us their aid and sympathy in our efforts to establish the work of the Woman's Board. Rev. J. W. Grimes was considered IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 121 the pioneer in San Luis work. Mrs. Norwood was teaching a small school under the auspices of the Rose- buds of Virginia. The rapid growth of the plants at Laredo and Saltillo had led her to hope that this school might be adopted by our Board, as she did not want to teach longer, and there was seem- ingly no availa- ble person to take charge of the Rosebud work. This ar- rangement, how- ever, was not made, and it was not until several years afterwards that we succeed- ed in becoming established in the city. As we were but a night's ride from the ancient and renowned City of Mexico, it required but little urging on the part of brothers Watkins and Carter to induce us to visit it. We expected to breakfast with Mrs. Car- ter in the city the morning after leaving San Luis. We retired to our berths early, anxious to be up in time to see the magnificent country through which we were to pass a few hours before reaching the city. At midnight Aurora. 122 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE there was a slight jar or jostle of the sleeper which aroused me for a moment, but as everything seemed quiet, I soon fell asleep, wholly unconscious of the dan- ger we had escaped. Waking early, I called Mrs. Park, and said: "It seems to me that we have been standing still a long while." "Yes," she replied, "since midnight, or a little after." Dressing quickly, I sought to know the cause of our detention. An immense bowlder had fallen upon the track from the side of the mountain around which we had been running. We had just turned one of the sharp curves which abound on this road. The engineer saw it in time to check the speed of the train, but not soon enough to prevent the wreck of the engine, throwing it from the track within a foot of a precipice, down which it seemed a marvel that the whole train had not been plunged. Some one asked the engineer why he did not jump, and leave the train to its fate. He replied: "My first impulse was to jump; then I thought of the long train of human freight for which I was responsible, and I determined to remain at my post, though I ex- pected it to cost me my life." All honor to the brave engineer, who, by his fidelity, left outside the danger line the human cargo which had been intrusted to his keeping. The slightest swerving from duty in that hour of peril would, no doubt, have cost him the life that he had tried to preserve, besides plunging into destruction the sleeping passengers. It was with glad, grateful hearts that our party gath- ered to breakfast from the basket which Mrs. Norwood had so kindly provided, and against which provision some of us had protested, because " we would take breakfast with our friends in the city." We felt such gratitude at the preservation of our lives that there were no expressions of impatience from the IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 123 tired passengers as the hours " dragged their weary length." Finally the joyous news flew from mouth to mouth that the train was in sight which was to bear us on our journey. Lizzie. Brother and sister Carter, with their two babies, Ella and Keith, occupied the former home of Dr. and Mrs. Patterson — the latter my early playmate, "Delia," whose 124 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE father and mother were the tender friends of my widowed mother. We were inseparable friends — my sister, "De- lia,"' who bore my sisters name, and I — until the years came between, and we knew nothing more of one an- other until this blessed mission work brought our lives in touch again, though we have never met face to face since we parted as children in the long ago. She and Tier husband were spreading the glad tidings in a distant land. Only a short time before my visit they had gone, .and now I was for awhile the guest of another in the home that she had brightened with her presence. We had only a few days to spend in sight-seeing, but, through the unwearying kindness of Mr. and Mrs. Car- ter and Mr. and Mrs. Watkins, were taken to see many of the points of interest in this marvelously beautiful city, nearly eight thousand feet above sea level; whose climate, even in December, we found charming, notwith- standing the chill of morning and evening. I might write of our visit to Chapultepec, now the summer home of Mexico's noble President, Porfirio Diaz, but one time the palace of Maximilian and his devoted Carlotta. Still farther back in the ages, it is said, the gentle Montezuma rested beneath the widespreading branches of the gigantic cypress trees which line the base of the rock-ribbed hill upon which the palace stands, and called Chapultepec his home. I might tell of the flower market, with flowers such as I had never seen be- fore; of the magnificent cathedral, whose corner stone was laid more than three centuries ago, and from whose grandeur I turned to watch the gambols of the Indian children, who, with their parents, sold their wealth of blooms to the passers-by; I might write of the museum, where we saw the "sacrificial stone," upon which, it is .said, the ancient Aztec offered the warm and still throb- IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 125 bing heart of the human victim; other things, too, we saw, things that told of the horrors of the Inquisition, which horrors would be repeated to-day had not such men as Hidalgo, Juarez, and others like them, poured out their life's blood for Mexico's freedom ; but all of that would be history, and I am not writing history. I won- der how many will believe me when I say that one of the most attractive things, by far to me, in this city, which is lovelier than words can tell, was a little Indian girl of scarcely six summers, who sprang to my side with a bunch of soft-eyed pansies, offering it to me for a few centavos. What cared she, though the rounded shoul- ders were bare, the chubby feet without shoes, and un- washed the dimpled fingers that clasped those delicate things of nature? She did not care; why should I? The sparkling eyes looked up into mine as I smilingly shook my head to see what the little thing would do, and with a gleeful laugh she sprang to the bank of flowers and darted forward again, this time with sweet-scented vio- lets. How gladly would I have gathered this human floweret to my heart and home! I breathed a prayer for her to Him who watcheth even the sparrow; and who knows, who can tell, but that when I reach home I may find this Aztec gem in my crown of rejoicing? We felt that we had not half enough time in this fairy land, where I trust some day to see one of our Mission homes as large and as fair as that upon the banks of the Rio Grande. Though others — our sister Churches, Methodist Episcopal and Presbyterian — have prosperous work, yet there is room for us. Three bright, never-to-be-forgotten days, and then the train bore us northward to the city of Chihuahua, where Rev. S. G-. Kilgore met us at the station. Soon we were seated by the welcome fire, and year-and-a-half old Abbie 126 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE was doing her best to entertain us in her graceful baby way. There was only Abbie then; now there are B., C, S., and J., little blue-eyed, flaxen-haired Kilgores, who make merry the Mission home. Mrs. Park laughed when baby Abbie wns won over by her coaxing, disdaining wine. It was not long before we were talking Mis- sions and mis- sions. The next morn- ing we looked over the home, and viewed the property which brother Kilgore thought might be secured as a site for a school under our own Board . Mrs. Park was sure to be at the next annual meeting; she always had a word of love for Abbie Ki,gore - Mexico. I, too, might be there to plead the claim of every city, far and wide, in this fair land, but just now especially would I plead for Chihuahua and San Luis Poto.-i. We could spend but a day, and then we were ready for our home trip. We had to go down the Central to Calaya, where we were to pass the night. Everybody thought it a fearful place to stay overnight. We had IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 127 many advisers as to what we should do and where we should go. But we did not find it " fearful." No fairer moon ever shone than that which threw its silvery beams upon us as we wended our way to the hotel, whose pro- prietor, with his numerous retinue of servants, had al- ready taken us in charge. Never were we more kindly treated, never more faithfully served than during that night at Calaya, and I am quite sure that we never had so many to wait on us at any one time before or since. Another day, and we had safely reached Colegio Yngles and Miss .Roberts. Mrs. Park went on next day to La- redo. Miss Toland joined me at Saltillo, where we were to hold our first annual meeting. Until this year we had all been at Laredo. We were closing the first year in which we could claim two instead of one Mission home. We remember this first meeting of missionaries as a pleasant reunion, and some of the methods and plans then discussed are realities in the enlarged work of to- day. Early in the spring of this year Miss Gilbert's health gave way, and she had to return home. This left Miss .Roberts alone with Ysabel and Lizzie as helpers. I had been requested to visit Durango, but the long ride of one hundred and fifty miles in the diligencia over the mountains was considered too much of an un- dertaking for me. Those who had tried it said that I u could not and must not." So the trip was abandoned, and letters took the place of personal investigation. Durango, the home of Eobert MacDonell, how we longed to see a Mission school established there, bringing forth fruit from the seed that he had sown ! I did attend the meeting at Little Rock this year, and in very truth did plead for Chihuahua, San Luis Poto^i, and Durango especially, while other cities were not for- 128 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE gotten. Because of the memory of our brother, Duran- go was adopted, but no provision made for a permanent home. It was with rejoicing we learned that it had Mrs. Miller. come under the fostering care of our Board, for we knew that meant the establishment of a school upon a broad, liberal basis. We were three missions now. Our borders were ex- IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 129 tending. There was a need for more laborers. A call was made, and missionaries responded. Four were sent to Mexico. Three of these, Mrs. McClendon, Miss Baker, and Miss Lizzie Wilson, of Kentucky, went to Laredo to prepare for the work as it advanced. Miss Tydings, of Florida, was sent to reenforce Miss Eoberts. At this meeting at Little Rock an appropriation was made to purchase property for the Saltillo work, so that it might have a home of its own. This made it necessary for me to visit Saltillo to look at property. In company with Miss Eoberts, I visited many places said to be for sale. Some were too large, and in price would go far beyond our money; some were too small, or on an undesirable street. One difficulty after another presented itself. At that time there was no missionary of the General Board residing at Saltillo. Mr. Powell, of the Baptist Mission, was a personal friend of Miss Eoberts. He often said that he had but one objection to our little " Texas pine-knot," as we affectionately call her, and that was she was " not a Baptist." She felt no hesitation in ask- ing his advice in the selection of property. As soon as he learned our desire, he kindly offered to do all in his power to assist us. He visited with us a number of places, to all of which there arose some objection pre- venting final purchase. After each day's search, though begun with prayer and trust, we returned to our rented home, tired and somewhat discouraged. But we com- forted one another with the word of promise, which had never failed. At length, Mr. Powell came early one morning and said: " What do you think of the old place? " Miss Eoberts uttered a little cry of disappoint- ment: "So ugly!" I said nothing for a moment. I think that our aircastles of a large, lovely Mexican home began to topple. Turning to Mr. Powell, I said: "Its 9 130 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE recommendations, please." He laughed outright, and rubbed his hands together, as was his wont when much amused. I think that he must have had in mind that Baby Margaret Miller. scene of pouring rain in the old house. Seeing my look of surprise, he became serious in a moment, though still smiling, and said: "It has some, though your question implies a doubt. Aliow me," and he began to count upon IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 131 his fingers, " first, about the best, if not really the best, street in the city; second — '' "So very narrow," broke in Miss Roberts. "True," he replied, "but very long, which I affirm you will find an advantage; third, it be- longs to parties who are anxious to sell, and will take a reasonably low price; fourth, and not to be despised, the titles will be well secured; fifth, and last, you will have money left from the purchase to make it almost as good as new." By the time he had finished, we were ready to take a look at our " three-century " house, and see where improvements could be made, and if it were possible for us to accomplish the wonders which Mr. Powell was now busily naming. Need I tell the result? It may not be so beautiful as some of our later homes, but none more comfortable, none more home-like, none with more sun- shine, brightness, life, and activity than Colegio Yngles, with all four of its departments in one compound. It took weeks, months even, to get the place habitable; but we were as happy and proud over it as if it had been a palace, when we moved in, and felt that another home and school were our very own, and another mighty wave with its ever-widening circles had been set in motion. As heretofore, the time of the new missionaries sent to us was soon filled, that of some even to overflowing. Among the new helpers of the Laredo work were Miss Jones (now Mrs. Franklin, of Georgia) and Miss McClen- don, daughter of our missionary (now Mrs. Miller, of Austin). The latter had just graduated from the Wes- leyan College, Macon, G-a. ; a graceful, intelligent young girl, helping us in and out of school, as necessity re- quired. The steadily increasing work at Saltillo was constant- ly calling for more helpers. The year was not half spent before Miss Eoberts wrote : " Send me some one, if possi- 132 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE. ble." Miss McClendon readily consented to go. Her aptitude for language, and her bright, graceful ways, soon made her efficient in the schoolroom and a favorite in the family. Miss " Georgia " Jones. I supposejithat I would have the right to call baby "Margaret Miller" "the child of the Mission," but I do not feel quite sure that Mrs. McClendon would permit IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 133 me to lay the same claim to her that I do to my Mexi- can grendchildren. Almost any of us would be glad to get in, even edgewise, a claim of relationship to such a precious morsel of humanity. As her grandmother is my sister missionary, probably I may with safety write of her as my baby " niece." Miss Jones, of Georgia, came to us through the influ- ence of Mrs. Trueheart. She had been one of her " girls " in the Kentucky home. Having two helpers of the same name, we naturally fell into the habit of distinguishing them by their States: Miss "Texas" Jones and Miss "Georgia" Jones. They were both ambitious to see the rapid advancement of their grades, and as was very often the case they had " remarkable " children under instruction. Sometimes it was " Texas," then again it was " Georgia," who had the very " smartest children of all." Blessings upon their lives for the enthusiasm with which they entered into the Mission work! Our missionary, Miss Baker, was very much attached to her grade, which consisted of about twenty little folks, among whom were Jessie, Ethel, Eluteria, and others whom we do not now recall. Eluteria she specially loved; she was so quiet — one of those children who, it seems, would slip through the world unnoticed if some one did not single them out, and make an effort to dis- cover hidden qualities. Her life was made brighter by her teacher's desire to understand and develop her Since that time the child has passed through deep, deep sorrow. One fall the mother came with her on her re- turn to school, bringing also a younger sister. She her-, self was making arrangements to go away some little distance. What was it that made her turn, with a sud- den impulse, just as she was leaving the door, and say: •" If I never return, the children are yours." Scarcely a 134 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE month had gone, when, without warning, a cruel letter was placed in Eluteria's hands saying that her mother had been killed and was already buried. The hours of Eluteria. distress which followed I shall never forget: one mo- ment with her head pillowed upon my arm, the next writhing in agony upon the floor; then, with a scream of terror, rushing again to my arms. Yainiy I tried to IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 135 hold her. Not until soothing potions were administered did she fall into a troubled sleep, from which we dreaded the awakening. These two children were left entirely with us for support. The auxiliary of Brenham, Tex., kindly undertook to clothe Eluteria, while Miss Baker has also remembered her with gifts. One of our volunteer helpers this year was Miss Hun- ter, now Mrs. Thomas, a Texas girl. She helped us both at Laredo and Saltillo until pressing home cares called her from us. She had the faculty of gaining the affec- tion of children, who worked their best for her because they loved her. The children of her Sunday-school class proved her faithful teaching by their interest, and the readiness with which they responded to calls for practi- cal points of the lesson or memory verses. One dear lit- tle thing rises before me as I write — Grenoveva. She was scarcely six when her mother brought her to our home, saying that I might keep her for my own, at least until she was educated. The child was delicate, though bright and winsome. Her truthfulness and uprightness of char- acter endeared her to us. Her originality of expression was refreshing. Dr. John and brother Oxley would have been gratified, as well as amused, at her exposition of their sermons, and the practical application G-enoveva made of them. Miss Hunter became much interested in her, and for a number of years assisted in clothing her. During the vacation, following the term in which she en- tered the sixth grade, her mother had some family trou- ble which decided her to keep Genoveva at home. We watched quite impatiently for her return. We hunted her up to see what was the matter, and if we could not regain our hold upon her; but all our efforts proved in- effectual. We trusted for the dear little thing, and tried to put her out of mind. After some time, we heard that 136 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE she was in the home of Mrs. Ramsey, a Presbyterian lady, and we knew that she would be well cared for. Again we heard that she was no longer there. We re- Miss Hunter. newed our search, but could not find her. One summer I received a letter, the writing of which I did not recog- nize. The letter was full of love and affection, partially hidden by the shyness of expression. At the close I IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 137 read : " Your child, G-enoveva." My heart gave a sudden bound of delight. I replied immediately. Another let- ter came, which received a similar quick response. This second letter was soon followed by the child herself; the same gentle, winning creature, yet filled with ambition to resume her studies, saying: "1 do not want to stop again until I receive my education." Her quick response to every call, prompt obedience to each command, and her quaint little womanly ways, " Yes, dear, 1 am com- ing," make us smile, while we love her the more. Tell- ing of this child's letters brings to mind one that 1 re- ceived while in Catlettsburg from little Luisa, who was very fond of our English songs. The letter was the source of great amusement to Mrs. Park. After I had with great difficulty deciphered the meaning of her broken English expressions of affection and pain at my absence, I read quite clearly at the close: "Turn, sinner, turn; why will you die? " Among the children with us this year were Chonita and Paula. Our new missionary, Miss Lizzie Wilson, soon had her heart and hands filled with love and care for our little ones, these two especially. Chonita had "my society," as also had Paula. The former was clothed by the " Living Lights," of San Antonio, watched over and kept up by Miss Tillie Johnson, now the wife of Mr. Robert C. Elliott, our missionary at Durango. Paula's " society " was that of Woodville, Tex., whose inspiration was Mrs. Browning. These were two favored children. Their clothing was carefully selected and made. Miss Wilson took care of them as if they were her very own. She was always telling of some " cute " saying of Chona or winning way of Paula. The thought of Chona brings sadness. We had been -told that her mother had given her to the family who 138 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE gave her to us. For several years she was happy in our home, then suddenly the mother appeared, and just as suddenly the child was gone. Chona was not very pret- Chonita. ty, except when she smiled; then the dimples played hide and seek in her plump little cheeks, and her whole face lit up. She was generous almost to a fault. Often when Miss Wilson had given the bath and assorted the IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 139 clothes for the various little ones, Chona would feel quite sorry for some one less fortunate than herself, and would sa y j°yously: "You may lend that to somebody, for I Paula. have twoT Every little tot had her own partition, or shelf, in the large presses of the bathroom. Chona could tell to a garment just how many she possessed, and the unfortunate one who did not have " my society " 140 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE was sure to find a sympathizing friend in her. It was not so with Paula. No matter how full the " shelf" might be, and some in the trunk besides, there was never a garment to spare, though Paula had many redeeming qualities. If Miss Wilson was suffering from headache, you could not keep Paula away from her. She would slip into the room so quietly that no one would know she was there until a cool, soft little hand was pressed over the aching brow, and she would whisper: "I wish I were big, like Maria, then I could take care of you." How often have the tears sprung to the eyes of the tired missionary, as these expressions of love and tenderness fell from the lips of the children of her adopted people — sometimes, in the midst of trial and discouragement, com- ing as the promise of the " hundred- fold." The close of another year! How little we dreamed of the trials or of the wonderful blessings which awaited us in the coming one! The darkness of the night shut us in; we slept, we awaked; and there, face to face, we stood with the opening of the seventh year of our JMission. CHAPTER VII. 1889—1890. HARVEST YEAR — SAN LUIS POTOSI — LAREDO DAY SCHOOL — CHIHUAHUA. " This is the Lord's doing ; it is marvelous in our eyes." THIS, the seventh year of our Mission life, we have been wont to call the " harvest year." Though the spiritual wave which swept with such irresistible power over our home did not reach full tide until months after the opening of the year, we had for some time felt the advancing ripples which told that the " tide was coming in." We had looked forward to this harvest as a sure result, but when or how it might come we did not know. With this, as with many another strangely marvelous thing which touches the life, it came, as it were, with the speaking of a word. Rev. A. H. Sutherland was then, as he had been for many years, the leader of the Border Mission. He had been with us a day, attending to the regular routine of business, which comes to every presiding elder. As a rule, he preached in Spanish. A few hours before the time of his leaving, Mrs. Anderson said to him: "You are partial to the children; you give them the most of your preaching. I wish you would give us an English sermon.' He smilingly said: "You should learn Span- ish." " Yes," she replied, " but that is not the question. I want to know if you will preach especially to and for us, the teachers." " If you wish it, I certainly will," he answered. Then turning to me, he asked: " When shall it be?" I replied: "I never knew a better time than 1 now ' for the beginning of any good work." 144 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE So it was arranged that he should preach that same evening. The text 1 do not remember; a word of the sermon I do not recall; the result, only, ineffaceably re- mains. From the first sermon the power of the Spirit's presence was felt. Two of the teachers sought to know a higher plane of Christian experience. The second evening others knew and felt that there was a lack of strength in the life they professed to lead. The third evening pupils were awakened to new interest, and be fore the fourth evening closed our souls sang praises " unto Him that loved us, and washed us from our sins in his own blood, and hath made us kings and priests unto God and his Father; to him be glory and dominion forever and ever." I am sure there never was a holier scene than that which gladdened our hearts on this evening of which I write. Our home had never been so crowded before. Faith Hall had never held, at any one time, so many precious souls in whom we were person- ally interested. Some were at the altar because of the invitation to draw near; but whence came the whisper of the voice which caused one, another, then another to kneel, until kneeling forms alone were seen? The low sob of a troubled soul broke the almost deathlike still- ness; subdued, pleading cries rose here and there, until all the room was filled with the breath of prayer. What was it that caused little Ethel, with radiant face, to pass her arm around the neck of the kneeling classmate, and what power possessed the whispered word to bring the prostrate child to her feet, who, in her turn, had a word for another bowed form? Whence came the light that flashed into Edith's face as she turned from the preacher and sped down the aisle to take a faltering one by the hand, or slip her arm, as Ethel had done, around the form of a kneeling companion, with like result? Who IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 145 gave Yiva the power to speak the word which brought Wilhelm close to the Saviour's side, from which safe hid- ing place he has never turned? What made Micaila, timid as a fawn, strong to plead a Redeemer's love to large and small, until they were brought into the same blessed light in which she stood? What was it that brought the boys to their feet and gave them the cour- age to acknowledge that they "had been born again?" Who gave Saida the power to bring others to Christ? What was it that touched the obdurate heart of little Flo- rinda, who, though often sorely tempted, never afterwards doubted her conversion? What was it that caused our first Mexican baby, Masia, now our skillful organist, to break away from her post of duty, saying, as she did so, "I can stand it no longer?" Why was it that Cristina would not leave the altar until she could cry, "Abba, Father? " Why was it that Eloisa, the first child of our home, could not force herself to leave Faith Hall, though the hour grew late, until she could claim Jesus as her Saviour, "above all and through all?" Aye, who may answer these questions save He who said, " Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God?" "The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit." Try as I will, there is no language to depict this scene over which the angels made joy in heaven. Turning from this triumphant victory, we encountered trials and cares which as minor chords softened the ju- bilant song of our hearts. There was scarcely one in the home who escaped la grippe. Teacher and pupil alike were its victims. We had many times during these years longed for a large, well -ventilated room 10 146 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE which we might have solely for a hospital. We had used a room which served very well, when not more than three or four were sick at a time, but we were soon compelled to give it up either for teachers or pu- pils, according to the demand. At this time some of our new missionaries and helpers were occupying it. The small room we used then, and which we still call the hospital, could not accommodate more than one pa- tient comfortably with the lady in charge. Missionaries must be hospital nurses as well as teachers, housekeep- ers, etc. Our dear little missionary, Miss Lizzie Wilson, who had so recently come to us, asked for the hospital. This ever-ready, willing helper can never realize the burden which suddenly rolled away from my overtaxed heart and brain, when she volunteered to care for the suffering ones, until she is called to stand where I stood with that large family bearing upon me. One and another dropped down, until thirty-four were sick at one time, while equally as many were just able to creep around, having almost to force themselves from bed and room. Pupil waited upon pupil, teacher upon teacher, while every room was turned into a hospital. The worst cases were carried to the one room designated by that name, where Miss Wilson nursed them night and day. She herself kept up by almost superhuman effort, and was among the last to give up to the enemy. The doctor coming in, in his quiet, brisk way, would say, "Not down yet?" Laughingly she would answer, "No time, doctor." Mrs. Anderson kept at her post; many a delicacy prepared by her faithful hands found its way to the sick room. Earnest teachers forced themselves to the schoolroom, " in order that we might not become entirely disorganized." Many scenes both dis- tressing and amusing were of daily occurrence. One of IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 147 our Lupes, sister of the twins, probably the only one who escaped, was determined that she would have la grippe. Three times she volunteered to take oil. We had no time " Sister of the Twins. to spend on those who were not surely sick; we had to pass Lupe by, though, with a stamp of her little foot, she would cry, " I know I have got it!- " One night Miss Wilson called me: "Come quickly; I 148 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE believe Willie is dead, or dying!" I ran to the 'phone to call the doctor, then to the hospital, to find wee Wil- lie in Miss Wilson's arms. The breaking of the fever had left him prostrate. By the time the doctor arrived he was reviving. Another time Ida was in wild delir- ium ; three days and nights the fever burned. Either Dr. Arthur or Dr. Turpin was with her constantly, while the faithful missionary never left her side. Some who have come to help us have gone away dis- satisfied, because " mission work is not all Bible reading and visiting from house to house." We missionaries, with our crowded homes, well know that part of the work is easiest of all. Before this fearful time of which I write, a friend in San Antonio, Mr. McG-ehee, had given us two beautiful Holsteins, "Victoria" and "Zipporah." They, with " Colorado," mentioned before, supplied the milk for the sufferers, who for days could take no other nourishment. We never appreciated the gift half so much as in this time of need. We kept them for several years, then sold them, because I was in constant anxiety about having no one to give them proper care. They were such little beauties and so gentle that they had become favorites with the entire family. I was careful to sell them to a friend ; when it became known that they were gone, there arose such an outcry that I had to send a servant post- haste to see if it would not be just as well to reconsider the matter. Our friend was much amused at my indeci- sion, but finally we let them go. I think my sister's fondness for them was due to their beauty, and to the pretty, homelike picture they made browsing with " Col- orado " on the grounds. They had a true missionary spirit, and were content with the Bermuda, while "Col- orado," if allowed the least liberty, showed a decided IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 149 preference for the clumps of bananas which sister had grouped artistically over the lawn. One of our improvements this year in the way of building was a brick stable for our three cows and "Sheldon," our buggy horse, the gift of Edith's father to sister. When Miss Annie Maria Barnes visited us, she would have "Sheldon's" picture, because he was the first real, live missionary horse she had ever seen. He was on his good behavior while she was with us, and carried us willingly wherever we chose to go. Writing of " Sheldon " brings to mind not only Edith but the whole of her class, a grade of between twenty-five and thirty boys and girls, principally girls. Sister had taught many of them for several years, and now had them in the fifth or sixth grade. Nearly all who saw them spoke of them as the prettiest and brightest group of children they had ever known. Not only were the'r bright faces attractive, but I do not remember ever hav- ing seen so large a number of children together whose names were so remarkable for euphony. There were the Saxons, Saida, Edith, Jessie, G-uy, Clemmie, and the more beautiful Castilians, Lola, Genaro, Micaila, Jose, Florinda, Bernarda, and others that I cannot recall. Dr. W. B. Palmore, of the St. Louis Advocate, was par- ticularly attracted toward them. Nearly every place he mentioned as having visited in his extensive travels could instantly be pointed out by some member of the class. He was much amused when he finally succeeded in puzzling them, but instantly gained their interest by telling them of the "midnight sun," which he had braved the tempestuous deep to see. This " friend of Missions " gave us one delightful day. Our children — so many of them now — claimed him as their own guest, morning, noon, and evening. Really, we had to confess to some 150 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE secret mortification, as they threw aside all restraint, and literally swarmed around him. As he saw them com- ing, he laughingly cried, "The place is full of them!" But he did not know which was the attraction, he or his camera. He left us at the close of the day, and carried with him, as he said, the most beautiful Marechal Niel he had ever seen, and one which with our permission he would send to his friend, Mrs. Nathan Scarritt. After our siege of la grippe, which lasted over two months, we went to work with all the energy our re- maining strength would allow. Miss Toland and Mrs. Anderson were among those who had escaped. It has always been a question in my mind which were most deserving of our sympathy — the sick, or those who were burdened with their care. It has long been a standing joke in our home that I felt in duty bound to sample all diseases. When la grippe first reached our family, I was in Saltillo, where I had had quite a severe attack of it. I got home during the first weeks of the siege; all laughingly dared me to have it again, saying that " once was enough," and there would be nobody to wait on me. I went forward quite hopefully for awhile, feeling cer- tain of escape, then succumbed, as the rest had done, giving as my excuse that I was sure Laredo grippe prom- ised some virtue unknown to that of Saltillo. Yet, with all this distress, we passed through the school term with some showing of good work at the close. At our annual meeting of missionaries in December, which was held in Faith Hall, we had discussed the ne- cessity of extension of work. I had long been wanting a day school in Laredo, and also woman's work, but up to this year we had been too few in numbers. The rapid growth at the seminary, and almost equally marvelous advancement of the Saltillo work, had kept every hand IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 151 employed. We now had two missionaries at Saltillo, five at Laredo, besides well-trained helpers. The work at Durango, though under the auspices of the Woman's Board, was not yet fully organized. Mrs. McClention. I talked with brother A. H. Sutherland of the great need of a day school in the city of Laredo. The chil- dren of our Church required special attention. He pro- 152 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE posed to let us open such a school in the frame building which the General Board owned and used as a church. I gladly accepted the proposition, and lost no time in putting it before our Board, recommending Mrs. Mc- Clendon as missionary in charge She had her family for protection, which would do away with the necessity of an extra helper until the growth of the work should demand it. The day school was opened in August of this year. From the first day it has been a full school, and many times since an overflowing one. After a short while, Lucia became a helper in this branch of the work, and continued in it until her marriage. The first few months, as in all new enterprises, were months of trial. No suitable home could be found near the school for the missionary and her family. I have told you something of Laredo sun and sand. There had been no improve- ment in these during the passing years. Mrs. McClen- don found them sometimes almost insurmountable bar- riers to energetic labor and continued interest, not on the part of the missionary, but to those for whom she worked. She had to walk a number of blocks twice a day, and return. She often said to me: ' : I do not mind that so much, but when I reach the school and find it all crowded into that little frame building, which is so intensely hot, the children so poor that they cannot be kept decently clean, and nothing but barrel water for them to drink, I sometimes feel my courage giving way." I -comforted her by the assurance that a home would probably soon be obtainable, and, it might be, a better room for the school secured. But she, as most mission- aries, dwelt little on these minor things. She, too, soon had children so remarkable for brightness, beauty, and in- telligence that we at the seminary had a little feeling of uneasiness for fear ours would fall short in comparison. 154 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE ' Early in the spring of this year I received orders to visit San Luis Potosi again, report the outlook, and make estimates on property. Brother and sister Norwood met me with their usual cordiality, promising every assist- ance in their power toward the purchase of suitable property. The day after my arrival our search began. Here, as in Saltillo, many obstacles presented themselves from the beginning. Buildings were too large, and prices enormous. A block of land on the outskirts of the city was beautifully situated; there was no building upon it; could be bought for a reasonable sum; there would be plenty of room, and we could build as we needed. I said: "If we can do no better, we will con- sider this, though I think it is too far out for a day school, and our plan has come to be recognized as four departments of work in one compound, under one head." Then there was an old meson on a fine lot, an abun- dance of old adobe which could be made over; we might be able to get a good title, etc. Day after day we vis- ited various places — houses, gardens, blocks of land. With some misgiving, I finally decided that I would put two places before our secretary for selection ; so getting estimates upon them, I turned my face homeward, stop- ping a day at Saltillo. Miss Tydings's music class had grown so that another piano was an absolute necessity. I think it was in this year that the Florida Conference, listening to her appeal, sent her a fine instrument. Miss Roberts was beginning to beg for more room. 1 said: " You are very long, you know." " Yes," she replied, "and I will just have to run back." I had been at home only time enough for Mrs. McGravock to receive estimates and plans, and reply T when a sorrowful little note came from her, saying that there had been " a prospect of entering San Luis, but IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 155 the estimates were too large to be considered." I saw that there was nothing to be done but retrace my steps. The barest prospect of opening work in San Luis Potosi was worth weeks and months of effort to find suitable prop- erty. Again the kindness of the Norwoods was called into service. One day Mrs. Norwood said : " There is that property we thought suitable for the Eosebud school, but a garden has been purchased instead; that might answer, but there is one difficulty." " What is that? " I quickly asked. "Brothers Grimes and Winton intend to put it before the General Board as a suitable place for building a church," was the reply. "Let us visit it at once," I said. Mrs. Norwood favored this proposi- tion, but Mr. Norwood thought it useless, because of the intention of our brethren ; besides, the Eosebuds would occupy it until they could move to their garden. There was also another place that we had not seen. The " other place " was visited, but as usual there was an objection. Then I said again: "Let us see the house which the brethren expect to persuade their Board to take." This time brother Norwood consented, saying as he did so, " It is but a moment's walk from this plaza." The building in question was soon reached, and, as I was told, was a portion of the old San Francisco convent, through which the present street had been cut, in those days when Mexico had determined to break the chain which held her in a bondage a thousand-fold worse than African slavery. What wonderful builders were these old Franciscan monks! What a massive structure this must have been! The street, which had been a portion of the monastery, was very broad, far exceeding the usual width of Mexican streets, and on each side of it was a long line of buildings which had been a part of 156 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE the same ancient convent. These were now fitted up for different purposes; some were dwellings, some were shops. The electric light works occupied a large por- Miss Toland. tion; then there was a flour mill; the Presbyterians had secured a part of it for school purposes, and still had room for the building of a new church. The portion in which 1 was most interested was on the corner facing IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 157 an open square. It was being put in repair by a Ger- man firm. Miss Duval would take possession of it as soon as finished, and did not know just how long she would occupy it. I took in the whole situation: the home would be fresh, and it was sufficiently large for a beginning; there were three patios, and two street en trances. I said to Mrs. Norwood: "This is what we want." "But you cannot g<.t it," put in Mr. Norwood. Mr. Winton was just a block away, occupying, with the theological school, the old building owned by the Wom- an's Board some years before, now the property of the General Board. It took but a moment to ask if he would waive his claim to the building. " Well," he said, " we had set our hearts upon it; but if brother Grimes is willing, I have nothing to s:iy." At this time the last- named brother was in the City of Mexico. I wrote him, asking the same favor. The answer came in due time: " We had wanted it very much for a church, but if your Board will establish such a school as those already in operation, I yield all claim." Miss Duval was compelled to occupy it according to contract, but promised to va- cate at the earliest possible date. With estimates and plans, I again returned to Laredo, feeling sure that another school home was soon to be established in our adopted country. My joy was tempered by a feeling of sadness, for I knew that to occupy so important a field as this meant taking away from Laredo my long tried and efficient coworker, Miss Toland, who had helped to make the seminary what it had come to be. Notwithstanding the severe trial of sickness, we closed a prosperous term with a full public day, and a beauti- ful concert under Professor Koch's skillful management. The vacation work was planned. .Leaving my sister in charge, with dear Mrs. Anderson and our little Scotch 158 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE r fcStfc S P* Will and Waller Winton. missionary, Miss Lizzie Wilson, as ready helpers, I was soon on my way to San Luis Potosi. As Miss Toland was to be farther removed from her home, she spent the vacation with her mother. Though the house in San Luis had been put under con- siderable repair, there was still much to be done on it, and there were the titles to be secured, which business was delayed by the absence of the head of the firm in Ger- many. By this time Miss Duval had possession of the house. Three mission- ary homes were k i n dly offered me. I gladly ac- cepted the hos- pitality of each for a few days, but the important writ- ing which 1 always had on hand compelled me to have a settled home. I asked Miss Duval if she would board me during the weeks or months, as the case might be, until the business upon which I had come should be set- tled. She graciously consented; yet I have never been IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 159 able to this day to tell whether I was a boarder, a vis- itor, or at home. Miss Duval had a way of making the accounts come out in rny favor upon the plea that at such and such a time I was visiting. The weeks I spent with her in the home which was to be ours form one of the pleasant memories of that waiting time, which was not all waiting. There was a pleasant circle of missionaries in San Luis at that time. In fact, it is a favorite center, and we usually find more missionaries and more Americans there than in any other city of the republic, excepting in Mexico itself. Most of these of whom 1 write are scattered now. Our dear friends, the Norwoods, are in South America. Their only child, Marvin, was for a short time one of our favorite pupils at Laredo. The Bealls, the Presbyterian missionaries, returned to the United States, but not before they had been called upon to render unto the Giver one dear boy whose lifeless form rests in the desolate Saucito, where sleeps also the gentle, sweet-spirited Mrs. Grimes. Of that pleasant circle, the Wintons only remain in San Luis. One evening while with the Wintons, I was left alone; the two boys, Will and Walter, were playing in the sec- ond story out on the unfinished corridors. There had l)een hope of adding other rooms, but so far this had not been done. More than half of this upper story formed the only playground these two little missionary boys had. A wall of about two feet in height separated the corridor from the rooms which were to be. On this wall, round and round went the two playing " cars." Orowing tired of the desk, I joined the children in their play. It was, with one exception, the most accommo- dating train that I had ever known. In the long ago, my little cousin Harry had taken me many an imagi- 160 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE nary journey, the train being the rocker in which I sat and read, while the little engine and conductor, all in one, made the journey, called out the stations, and took Miss Mason. me where he pleased. Will and Walter asked me to suggest the places I should like to visit. China, Japan, California, Kentucky, each was alike accessible. Walter thought I might as well as not mount the wall, but to IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 161 this I objected. Suddenly Will looked up at me and said, "How many children have you?" "Oh," I said, " I don't know ; something over a hundred." He stopped Eloisa and Maria Palacios. his play, and with wide-eyed amazement gazed at me, then came slowly: "How do you get 'em to the table? Ain't they lots of trouble? " Some years afterwards Will had the pleasure of seeing how they got to the table. 11 162 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE Miss Toland came down before I left San Luis. Sister was with her for company, until Miss Mason, the little Kentucky girl, could join her with our Eloisa. We were not ready to give Eloisa up, but her parents thought she " had been to school long enough; " that she should be ready to help them some. Eloisa was not willing to take anything for her services the first year, saying: "I can never pay you for what you have done for me." But we thought it best for her to accept the amount appropriated for a native teacher. She gave one year and a half of faithful service, then returned to her home, where she is the comfort and stay of the family. I left Miss Toland in her new home in this beautiful city upon its airy height of six thousand feet, and has- tened to Laredo to prepare for the opening of school. Miss Harper, from Georgetown, Texas, came to reen- force me this year. I gave her the boys. Under her efficient management and hearty interest that depart- ment soon gave evidence of advance all along the line. She believed in laying sure foundations upon which to build character. She came before vacation was fairly over, and found only one little blue-eyed, flaxen-haired boy, Gussie, to go with her to the long dormitory, where, as she has often said, she won many a hard-fought bat- tle for right and truth. A pleasant break in the routine of the year was a visit from Bishop Galloway and his little wife. The bishop complimented our children by saying that he liked to preach to them, they were such good listeners. Mrs. Galloway had only words of love and affection for us, and they both endeared themselves to us by saying: " We should be glad to have our daughter work with you." I believe it was near the same time that we had a visit of only a few hours from Bishop Hargrove. He IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 163 had been summoned by telegram to attend to important business connected with property of the Board. Among the helpers who had been with me through the year, preparing for Mission work, was Miss Mattie Dorsey. She assisted in school work, and had also the care of a number of little tots, of whom she was very fond. One of these was Amelia, an only child, her moth- er dead and she the idol of her father. It is the custom of those for whom we labor to place their children in school at an early age; therefore, it is not surprising that we should have a large number of little folks. In this instance, the father desired the child to learn Eng- lish, but did not care to have her confined to the school- room. Miss Dorsey was immediately attracted to the shy little baby. Naturally she was very homesick, as she had never known anything but the freedom of her Amelia Dall. 164 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE father's house. The trunk that she brought was a large Saratoga, filled to the utmost with exquisitely made cloth- ing. The little one's chief pleasure was in putting on and Miss Turner. taking off her pretty dresses. It would not be safe to say how many times a day Miss Dorsey gratified Ame- lia's whim. She was so sweet and quaint, no wonder Miss Dorsey loved her. I should like to have her pic- IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 165 ture as she appeared one Sunday, with a dress of pure white which fell in soft folds around her dainty form. It was almost as if we looked upon a real fairy who had stepped into our midst from out of " fairy land." She soon became much attached to Lupe, our " child of love." Every Monday morning still she must know by telephone that Lupe is at the seminary, or she will not come. Miss Dorsey was appointed this year to assist in the work at Chihuahua. Dr. Palmore had made it possible, by his munificent gift, for our Board to purchase the property secured by Rev. S. G. Kilgore, which we had seen in 1888, and recommended to the Board. There was no building upon the lot except an old adobe house which by repairing and freshening up might be used as a schoolroom. We were willing to begin almost any way in order to get a foothold. Miss A. V. "Wilson and Miss Gilbert were appointed as missionaries and Miss Arring- ton and Miss Dorsey as helpers. They had a home in the pleasant parsonage, in the family of brother Kil- gore, during the first months of getting ready. Miss Gilbert was to return from the year's rest to Laredo, and remain until the little portable cottage could be shipped and put in place. This was to serve as a tem- porary home for the missionaries. There was no appro- priation for building at Chihuahua this year. Buying property in San Luis and sending us three new mis- sionaries, we considered liberal work on the part of the Board for our beloved Mexico. Miss Turner, of Ken- tucky, and Miss Fannin, of Florida, were appointed dur- ing this year, the one to San Luis, the other to Saltillo. Surely it was a year over which glad praises should be sung: the gathering in of the rich, golden harvest; new homes; new missionaries; other waves fresh and strong set in motion. Who may place their boundary lines? CHAPTER VIII. 1890-1891. CHARTER — FIRST GRADUATES — WOMAN'S WORK — QUARANTINE — DU- RANGO PROPERTY — NUEVO LAREDO DAY SCHOOL — CHRISTMAS. "There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling" AS the last days of the " harvest year " glided silent- ly into the past, [ paused for a moment to recall the lessons which its trials had taught me. Weary in body, but strengthened in spirit, I turned to welcome the swift incoming year. What it bore for us on its heavily laden pinions, I did not know. Many times we had passed through deep waters, and ever found the " promise " steadfast; surely we had nothing to fear. It would have been my pleasure to have lingered between these two, the outgoing and the incoming years, but there is no time for rest mid the cares of a Mission home. It may have been sister who interrupted me in my reverie with her plans for teachers and classes; Doroteo, to tell me the windmill was broken and the tanks nearly empty; or was it the teacher who kept the book department, coming with a long list that meant also a big sum of money? or parents with children to enter? It may have been one, or two, or three of these at a time, each one's necessities pressing; or it may have been Miss Harper, wearing that air which said, " Business, no time to lose," to consult me about Genaro's broken arm that had caused him a night of pain and wakefulness, or to plan for the charter. Our active, full-of-life missionary was too re- cently a new comer to feel any touches of the evil which our good doctor had prophesied would befall me. It IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 167 was in those days when I, too, was a "new comer." i had been lamenting to the doctor the lack of ambition and energy which I had noticed on the border, espe- Lillian Mielke. eially the listlessness of our children. Laughingly, he turned to me and said : " I give you just two years to be- come as lazy as the rest of us." With indignation, I re- plied, "Never, Doctor, never!" There is at least one 168 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE thing of which I am certain: I have never come to the point of acknowledging the fulfillment of his prophecy, though I am conscious of desiring to move more slowly and am more apt to say to others, " You need not hurry." Violet Sielsk Mention of the charter brings to mind its history. The necessity for it arose from the inclination of Mexi- can girls to leave school about their sixteenth year. IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 169 We thought the hope of earning a diploma would prove a strong incentive to hold them to the completion of a course of study. It has been in a measure as we ex- Mary Summerton. pected, and we trust that the time will come when Mex- ican young womanhood shall hold Christian education .as the greatest earthly prize. Money was needed to secure the charter. The Sunday 170 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE school undertook to raise that. Angela, Sofia, Catalina r and many another faithful little girl, pulled weeds at five cents a bucket to meet her subscription, and then how proud we all were of the charter! The seal is equally dear to us. It was designed by Professor Koch and Miss Harper, and bears a part of our motto. The de- signers put on the text from memory, not dreaming of a chance of misquoting, when Maria Herrera, coming by, said, " Oh ! the text is wrong! " and thus saved our beau- tiful seal from being a disappointment and a loss. The first graduating class was small, only three of the advanced grade of the year before having returned to us: Lillian Mielke, Violet Sielski, and Mary Summer- ton. They were not Mexicans, but the names of two show a mingling of foreign blood. I think I may safely say that in this Mexican work we have touched the children of almost every clime un- der the sun. In this small graduating class we trace the blood of the downtrodden Pole, whose oppression has touched the heart of a sympathizing world ; in the veins of another flows the blood of imperial Germany, while the name of the third shows that she claims as her " ain countrie " America's free soil. I might tell of the child of whose ancestor the words were spoken, " His hand will be against every man, and every man's hand against him." Beneath our own roof, stern, cold, despotic Rus- sia has learned to speak in gentle tones; while sunny Italy has asked in slow wonder, " Why the need of such busy rush?" Judea's beautiful daughters have turned away in calm indifference as we in hushed tones breathed their Messiah's name; liberty-loving Sweden and her twin sister, Norway, have given us children with com- plexion as purely white as their own eternal snows, with eyes as blue as Mexico's azure skies; proud, conquering IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 171 England's daughter and Scotland's "bonnie lassie" have loved and studied in our halls; Ireland's witty lad and the sparkling beauty of " la Francia " have forgotten both wit and beauty in the rivalry for the head of the class. Distant Persia and the isles of the sea have been glad to claim the advantages our schools are able to oifer. Though only three, we were proud of our fair young gradu- ates. Miss Gil- bert had taught them during the first part of the year. When she left they fell into the hands of Miss Kelley, of Texas, who brought them safely to the all- important day. The baccalaure- ate sermon was preached by Rev. C. J. Oxley, who used the seminary motto as his text: "Wisdom is the principal thing; therefore, get wisdom; and with all thy getting, get understanding." A word for the young girls. Miss Mielke, with her fine talent for music, went at once to take charge of the music class in the new mission at San Luis Potosi, where she remained for some time, then re- iss Kelley. 172 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE turned to her own home, and entered public school work. Miss Sielski taught in public schools until her marriage. Miss Summerton is assisting Miss Kelley in the Mission school at Nogales, Arizona, under the General Board. We are glad to know that few who go out from us are content to be idle. In. November of this year we organized another branch of work — the Woman's Class. Our friend, Dr. B. G. Atlee, offered us a room free of rent; the seminary furnished tables, chairs, sewing machine, several bolts of calico and domestic. With these, the Word of God in hand and a prayer in the heart, another "wave was set in motion." I felt that this was to become one of the most important branches of the Mission work. For years we had longed to do something for the mothers of our children; but the little ones filled our hands and took our strength; we were so few, and no one came. Then, as soon as missionaries and helpers began to come, their time was taken by the work at the seminary, or they were sent on to the rapidly increasing school at Saltillo. Now the forces were scattered and the field broadened, and we were again few at the seminary, and none to spare for the new work. Still the need of the women pressed upon me. Night and day they were in my thoughts. I recognized in our little Scotch mis- sionary qualities which showed her eminently fitted for this work; besides, the indispensable knowledge of cut- ting, fitting, and sewing was in her possession. But just now how could she be spared? There was the hospital work, the care of the little tots, sewing classes, sent out from school at regular intervals, besides a multitude of minor duties. No, it must not be thought of. But it would not down; it kept making itself heard, until one day I told it all out to sister — my desire to organize the IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 173 Woman's Class, and Miss Wilson's fitness to take charge of it. Her first words were: "Miss Wilson already has too much to do." "Yes," I said; "yet, if we could only make a beginning, I know some way would open to car- ry it on; and I believe the Board would support it as soon as the need for it is known." It ended by my talk- ing it over with the little Scotchwoman herself, whose first exclamation of " Why, that is just what I want, Miss Holding! " caused another burden to roll away. I went with her for awhile, then gave it up entirely into her competent hands. I remember one afternoon, "a stiff norther" was blowing; we discussed the propriety of staying at home; then we thought of the thinly clad women who would be at the class to meet us; and, wrap- ping our heaviest cloaks about us, we dared brave the " wintry blast." We were soon busily engaged in help- ing those mothers provide warmer clothing for the little ones whom they had brought with them, setting aside with a mother's forgetfulness their own need. As I leaned over Dona Felipa to give some instruction as to the garment she was making, she reached out her hand and touched my heavy cloak, saying in a whisper as she did so: " Oh, so warm! " Tears sprang to my eyes as I turned away. Tears come to my eyes as I write of that winter's afternoon, and see again Dona Felipa. It was also in November of this year that Miss Har- per, Mrs. McClendon, and I met the women of the sew- ing class one Sunday afternoon, at the house of Her- mana Nicolasa, and organized a missionary society. Large and small, babies and all, had to have their names enrolled. Of course the babies only cooed and laughed, as the mothers said, " Put down the name of the baby." Hermana Nicolasa had a large family of children and grandchildren; she was not content till every name was 174 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE added to the list; and better still, not satisfied until every little one had paid its centavo. For three years this aux- iliary has never failed to have its monthly meetings, or Miss Lizzie Wilson. pay its dues. We missionaries have often gone to it weary in body, but have never failed to be strengthened, and to come away refreshed in spirit. We never saw these women, as they gave smilingly their hard-earned IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 175 dues, but we felt reproached. We have talked of this with each other, and with tears have determined to serve better. They never knew that they were teach- ing us a lesson. Early in the fall of this year we were startled by the rumor, "The smallpox is in town!" We felt uneasy, for our family was very large, and we had quite a num- ber of day pupils, besides the weekly coming and going of numerous visitors. Dr. Arthur, ever on the alert for the welfare of our family, telephoned that he would be out at a certain time to vaccinate all who needed it. When he came, he quieted our fears by saying that there was no special need for alarm, but it was well to be pre- pared; that there was only a case or two, which might be the last of it. Weeks passed. Again we were star- tled : " Smallpox on the increase! " We tried to hold the children more closely, made fewer trips to town, scruti- nized visitors, and cautioned Miss Wilson about tie woman's work. Our great fear was for Mrs. McClen- don and family. Her school was crowded with children from the class of people among whom the disease was most prevalent. I went at once to her, to advise closing the school if matters grew worse, or at any moment she thought necessary. She assured me that she was not the least bit afraid, and would be careful. She was so proud and happy over her large school. I saw that it would take more than smallpox to dampen her ardor. The Christmas time came on. Patrons flocked in for their children ; there was no way to hold them. I told of my fear. Some laughed, and said there was no dan- ger; others promised to be careful. A day or two found our family widely scattered, only those remaining who were from a distance, and the children upon whom we had a claim. 176 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE The new helpers we had this year were the Childers sisters and Mrs. Barker. Miss Lula Childers had come out as a volunteer. She was soon a great favorite with all; she was so ready to help everywhere, while her beautiful voice added much to the interest of the Sun- day-school and church services. We were very fond of her, and she was devoted to our work. Mrs. Barker, the art teacher, had a way of inspiriting her pupils, causing them to work as if they thought the learning of art in all of its branches was the chief end of existence. These mentioned, with Miss Dillard, Miss Jones, of Texas, Miss Kelley, Mrs. Anderson, Professor Koch, sister, and our missionaries, formed our working force for the year. Among the pupils from a distance were two from the City of Mexico, Helen and Lizzie, or Maria, as she pre- ferred her Mexican name, the daughter of our mission- aries, Mr. and Mrs. Watkins. Of course, rumors of the epidemic had reached the parents and friends of those who remained over during Christmas week. Maria was so interested in music, art, and mathematics that she would not listen to the idea of returning home. Helen was satisfied, and would not leave unless Maria went. So matters stood when the school regathered after the holi- days. Some days passed; we came to a Sabbath morning; Faith Hall was filled; preliminary exercises finished; the secretary had called classes; some had passed to the rooms below; others had taken their accustomed places in the chapel; my class of young ladies had drawn near the rostrum; I stood for a moment waiting for all to settle down to work before taking up my duties. Turn- ing with a sudden impulse, I glanced at my class and noticed a young girl, who had been complaining for a few days, but not sick enough for special attention. in Mexican Mission homes. 17f Without stopping to think, or realize what I did, or why I did it, I stepped quickly to her side, and lift- ing the black rebozo from her shoulders, threw it lightly over her head, and spoke aloud: "Come, my child, yout are not well enough to be here." I put my hand upon* her arm and passed rapidly from the hall. Getting her* into her room, a large dormitory occupied by thirty chil- dren, I called the doctor to come without delay. Find- ing sister, I told her my fears, then sent word to Miss Harper to hold the school, teachers and all, until I should send word for dismissal; then I waited. The moments seemed like hours, yet I knew the doctor would hurry. I thought of the crowded hall of restless children and the tired teachers. I felt sure that they would begin to have suspicion of something wrong, and I feared the wild panic which would ensue as soon as the truth should be known. By the time the doctor reached us, I had already telephoned to the child's friends in Nuevo Laredo, feeling that I was not mistaken. The doctor pronounced it the dreaded disease. He would have moved her at once to the pesthouse, but we waited for her friends. At last she was safely out of the house, in the care of her own family. Then followed such a scene of dis- infecting, as we had never seen before. Having done what we could to protect the household, we gave the word for dismissal. Already fretting and pouting had begun, because " we don't see why we have to stay here so long," though Miss Harper had used every device of her active brain to entertain them. As soon as possible I made the circumstances known, giving to anyone who desired permission to leave; teachers were released from their engagements, and pupils sent home or their par- ents telegraphed. I knew that we would be placed un- 12 178 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE der strict quarantine, and no one be allowed to go or come. Our gates would be locked in twenty-four hours; therefore, those who went must decide at once. The news flew, gathering force as it went, " Smallpox at the seminary! " Parents and friends flocked to our doors. Learning the truth, and knowing that we were to be placed under strict quarantine in a few hours, many of them reasoned : " Our children are as safe here as with us." Others, fearing that the quarantine might be long, removed their boys and girls. Three of the teachers, the Childers sisters, and Miss Jones, of Texas, decided to run no risk, and left on the next train. We were sorry to see them go, but felt our responsibility lessened with everyone who left. Our family was reduced to about one hundred. After a day or two of restlessness, we settled down to work, accepting the new order of things. We have often looked back upon those three months, calling our labors "the quarantine work," and consider- ing it the best we have ever done; for, being shut in, the whole thought of the school centered on the accom- plishment of the work at hand. Mrs. McClendon went bravely forward, having to close her school only two weeks, and that because the author- ities insisted on it; they having some time before closed the public schools. Of course the Woman's Work was out of the question. A number of our pupils showed symptoms of the dis- ease, but were so quickly removed that there were no more sensations until one morning some one called me to see "Susie." She professed to be "not the least bit sick." But there were thone suspicious-looking "bumps." The child was too far from home to think of sending her there; the pesthouse was not once to be thought of. Our IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 179 small frame building served us well in this time of need. Susie was soon isolated with competent nurses. It was a sad moment when we saw the door close upon her, and I knew it was for weeks. Miss Lucy C. Harper. This time I advised Maria and Helen to wait no longer, and I saw two more dear girls pass out from the home where they had lingered so lovingly. The scourge was so fearful in the city we felt that in truth " no evil had befallen us," and that no plague had touched our dwelling. Everyone spoke of our marvel- ous escape. 180 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE Some amusing incidents of this " shut-in " season occur to me. One Sunday morning, just after Sunday school, Miss Harper waited to speak to the members of her class, thinking the ten minutes between the dismissal of the Sunday school and the ringing of the dinner bell would not give the boys time to get into mischief. With this thought, she finished the interview. On reaching the boys' building, she found all comparatively quiet. Later on, having occasion to go to the bathroom, she noticed a slender pole which had not been there before. A suspicion of something wrong flashed across her. Raising the lid of a trunk, she saw a flag stowed away for safe-keeping. Instantly putting pole and flag to- gether, she took in the situation, but could not help won- dering when and how the boys had captured it. Wait- ing her opportunity, she said: " Boys, the first thing for you to do is to go with me and return the Jarvis flag. I don't know which one is to blame, and don't ask. 1 only know you will all go with me, and we will tell Mrs. Jarvis that you took it; but there's one thing I would like to know, when did you take it? " In some conster- nation, one of them instantly replied: "We took it after Sunday school, before the Jarvis boys got home from church. They have been poking fun at us, and we wanted to pay them back." The Jarvis family were our nearest neighbors. The Professor saw Miss Harper as she was marching her forces over, and stopped to in- quire the cause. Upon hearing the story, he burst out laughing, and said: "It is too bad for those boys to be pent up so long. If you say so, 1 will give them a daily drill." So it was settled, and from this little happening grew our military department. The school was like a family in those days of quaran- tine. Children and teachers alike leaned upon each other IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 181 in loving confidence, and there were many quiet times of thinking about right and wrong. One of the smaller boys, our bright, earnest Eeid, said seriously one day: " Miss Harper, is it a sin to drink beer? " She answered: "Yes, it is wrong for men and women; and if boys drink it, they can't make fine, good men." Waiting a moment, as if in meditation, he said : " But if there was a mug full, and nobody to drink it, and it was already paid for, would it be wrong? " Some time during this winter I was called to Mexico. Miss Wilson, not being able to go forward with the Woman's Work, offered to accompany me. Up to this time there had been no provision made for Durango in the way of a permanent home. Time and time again I had essayed to go, but always with like result. 'No one who had ever taken the journey would advise me to try it. Without discussing the question to any great extent, I secretly determined to watch my opportunity. I knew that sister was somewhat suspicious of my movements, for I insisted upon taking with me a large lunch bas- ket, blanket and pillow, and warmer clothing. She kept saying, "You will not need all these," till finally, turn- ing to me, she said: "Sister, promise me you will not go to Durango." Laughing, I said: "What made you think of Durango? You know I am going to Chihuahua, which makes the trip a long one. Miss Wilson will be with me, and we will need the large basket." But she was not to be put off, and persistingly insisted that I should promise her. Growing serious, I said: "Would you keep me if it were my duty to go?" " No," she re- plied; "but the trip is so long, and it is over the moun- tains." I assured her that if I should be tempted to go I would take every precaution for comfort and safety, and would tell her before undertaking the journey. 182 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE. Throughout the field estimates for the coming year had to be considered. Our first visit was to Saltillo. Miss Roberts and Miss Tydings were busy, expecting to open the spring term within a few days. Miss Fannin, Misses Viva Penn and K. P. Fannin. the new missionary from Florida, was at Laredo. She had shown such fondness for drawing and crayon that we had advised her to take advantage of Mrs. Barker's superior knowledge, and study oil painting also. We hoped to make art one of the attractive features at Sal- tillo, as it had become at Laredo. Miss Fannin had ex- IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 183 pected to make hardly more than a beginning in the few months that she could afford to spend in study, but her progress was so rapid that upon her return she was able to form classes. She also taught the daughters of the governor in their home. To break down prejudice, and gain an entrance into the families of the better class, our missionaries never refused in those earlier days to accept pupils who de- sired music, English, or art, but would not consent to attend the schools. Many of our warmest and best friends have been made in this way. As the schools grew large, demanding the entire attention of all en- gaged, a good deal of this outside work, as it was called, had to be dropped. We found that in Saltillo, as well as in Laredo, the work had been retarded by the prevalence of smallpox,, but Miss Roberts had gotten the four departments in running order. The boys, as a separate school, had not yet been brought into the same .compound with the other three departments, but were in a rented room near the Colegio. Ysabel still had the charity school. Her ambition at this time was, not to have smarter children than the seminary, but to keep even, or one ahead of Miss Roberts s school, as she called the Colegio. Miss. Roberts good-naturedly allowed her to ignore the fact that she and the school were a part of Colegio Yngles. To accommodate this department and that of the Wom- an's Work, Miss Roberts had erected two good-sized rooms at the rear of the premises, thus executing her threat of a year ago, to run back. It was with great pleasure that we added to this year's estimates one hundred and fifty dollars each for Woman's Work and Charity School at nearly every sta- 184 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE tion. As we had confidently expected, our Board rec- ognized the need, and gave what we asked. As to the boys, they have been considered somewhat of an innovation by the Board, and have been left to take care of themselves, which they have pretty well done, sometimes even handing over a generous sum to the other departments. Even had this not been the case, I think it would have been a difficult matter to have persuaded us to give them up, or to have persuaded them to leave us. As Miss Harper is fond of saying, " They have come to stay." Having studied the needs and planned for the ad- vancement of this second child of the Board, our next visit was to San Luis Potosi. The prosperity and enter- prise of so young a plant would have been a surprise to me, had I not known Miss Toland's energy and ability. Miss Turner, missionary, and Miss Mason, helper, were also eagerly at work. Miss Mason had already found some perfectly wonderful children, whom she took great delight in showing off, much to my pleasure and amuse- ment. Miss Toland finally demurred, saying: "Miss Holding has more than she knows what to do with at Laredo, and of course they do not seem to be so remark- able to her." As I assured her to the contrary, and Miss Mason's ardor had suffered no diminution, the exhibition went on, to the enjoyment of audience and performers. These indefatigable laborers had distributed two thousand tracts, from which visible fruit had been gathered. On account of delay in building, the Charity School and Woman's Work had not been opened. While waiting for her school, Eloisa had assisted in other branches of work, at the same time studying mathe- matics under Miss Turner. Even in these few months the old question had aris- IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 185 -en: " What shall we do for more room? " Adjoining, or rather cutting into, our property were two rooms and a patio. From the first I had felt that this small property was indispensable to us, but how to get it was the thing. Brothers Norwood and Grimes had traced the owner, whom they found did not live in San Luis. After cor- respondence and much waiting, it was finally secured, rebuilt, and opened up into the Colegio. This gave three more rooms, much needed by the time they were finished. During this visit to San Luis, I met Mrs. Hampton, Miss Mason's mother, my Catlettsburg friend. Her helpfulness and kindly manner made her a welcome member of the family. I wanted to linger in this lovely mission, which bade fair to outstrip its predecessors, but time pressed. A two days' ride brought us to Chihuahua, which city I had not visited since I was there in company with Mrs. Park, two years previous. Our missionaries were domiciled in their small, portable cottage, in which they appeared quite comfortable. Miss Dorsey and Miss Liz- zie Wilson accepted the kind offer of lodging from Mr. and Mrs. Kilgore, which arrangement left me a cot in the cottage. It was indeed a fine property which Mr. Kilgore had secured for us, situated on the alameda, with its long, double lines of large Cottonwood trees, whose summer green and autumn tints make ever a pleasant picture. Besides this, and best of all, the grounds were large, which meant plenty of room to grow. Just now there was only the day school in the old build- ing. It was doing well. Not many hours passed before Miss A. V. Wilson and I were busy with estimates and plans for the coming year. Calling Mr. Kilgore to our assistance, we soon had an outline of the buildings necessary, and estimates 188 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE prepared for the Eoard. We expected Colegio Palmore, named in honor of its most generous donor, to become one of our leading Mission stations. It was too ample in proportions, too beautiful for situation, and too many hopes and prayers had been centered upon it, for it to be otherwise. During the first six months forty-six pupils had been under instruction. Miss Arrington, a relative of Dr. Palmore, and formerly a missionary to the In- dians, taught the music class, which, considering the newness of the work, was doing fairly well. At this time brother Kilgore was presiding elder of the Durango District. Telling him of my great desire to visit Durango and put on foot plans for the enlarge- ment of our work, he said that he would leave in a few days to meet his appointment, and why could not I go too? He thought there was no better time in the year; except the dust was bad now, but that was much better than rain. It took but a moment to decide, especially as I had our little Laredo missionary with me. It was winter — February — and as a rule the days beautifully -clear and bright; but the nights were bitingly cold, and as we would have early staits to make, and would not reach the night stations until late, extra blankets and wraps were necessary. Telegraphing sister my de- cision, early one morning found us in truth upon the long-talked-of journey. Though Mr. Kilgore was willing for us to accompany him, and more than glad to do all in his power for our comfort, we could see that he was somewhat uneasy. He knew the trip was a hard one, ^and he feared it would be especially so for me. I assured him that I was a good traveler, and could usually with- out inconvenience adapt myself to circumstances. We left Chihuahua one day, earlier than necessary to reach Picardias, at which point we were to take the diligencia IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 189 for Durango, brother Kilgore thinking that we might possibly secure a private conveyance at Laredo, which would prove more satisfactory than the crowded diligen- cia. One man was found who did sometimes make the trip, and who would undertake to land us safely in Du- rango, if we were willing to pay the price he demand- ed, which brother Kilgore considered too exorbitant to give it a moment's thought; besides, there would be the long, necessary stops for the tired horses or mules, and there might be a scarcity of water. We spent the night and following day at a moderately comfortable hotel, Miss Wilson and I taking our meals in our room,. as no other ladies were seen at the public table. In rest- ing and writing letters, the day passed rapidly enough, and the evening found us again aboard the train. A night and day's travel brought us to Picardias, where we would spend one night, taking the diligencia early the next morning. As soon as we stepped from the train, brother Kilgore rushed forward to secure what was looked upon as the best room in the meson, though it had only a dirt floor, and no window; but there were two passably clean-looking cots, and a door, which might have been fastened had it possessed a fastening. A mozo soon came to wait upon us, bringing one towel and a small pitcher of water. We found that we had to depend upon our lunch basket, or go supperless to bed; and we had also to take our breakfast from the same generous store. Miss Wilson wanted to know if it was- worse or better " farther on." Our brother laughingly said, " Wait and see." Having secured the best seats in the diligencia, which is nothing less than one of those old rumbling stages in which I remember once to have taken a journey with my mother over Kentucky's hills, that scene of my childhood came back to me, as I stood 190 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE waiting for the baggage to be stored away in the "boot." The father, who had traveled many, many miles over those same hills, never too weary to preach "the unsearchable riches of Christ," had passed away; the mother, too, was gone; the daughter — well, I would meet them. The sight of the diligencia had sent thoughts flying far back into the years, and the journey before us of one hundred and fifty miles through dust and over mountains had been forgotten. As we climbed to our places, I laughingly said, " Not so bad after all." Our brother smiled a smile which spoke volumes, but said nothing. The little missionary was jubilant and merry. The grand old mountains, over which hung the soft haze of the early morning, and the crisp, frosty air, had sent her blood tingling through her veins, bringing forth wit and laughter. A few moments' ride, and we came to a narrow pass with towering mountains upon either side. The driver asked if we preferred to ride or walk through this gorge. We preferred the latter. Keeping a somewhat elevated path, we watched the diligencia plunge into a narrow arroyo, from which it emerged in a cloud of dust that we were glad to have escaped. We thought we had seen mountains whose majestic gran- deur could not be surpassed; but these seemed to tower above us, and in their presence we were as specks upon the earth. The diligencia was not overfull, and the newness and strangeness of the journey kept us for many hours from weariness. We had traveled some distance when silence fell over the little company. Suddenly I noticed our brother with low-bowed head, meditating. After a few moments of continued silence, I looked again, and saw — he slept. I looked at the other passengers; they, too, were unconscious of the passing hours. I turned to IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 191 our little missionary just in time to see her head give a suspicious forward movement. Instantly her eyes were opened, and seeing me smiling, she said half laughing: ■"I don't see how anybody can sleep in this thing!" Our first change of horses was at San Diego — no more than a changing place, and where we would have a short time for taking dinner, which again meant from our own baskets, and that, too, in the diligencia. "Well," I protested, "we must wash off the dust." Our brother smiled again that smile of wisdom, and said he would remain by the " stuff." Without heed- ing, Miss Wilson and I sought the dueho of this forlorn- looking establishment and preferred our request for wa- ter. If we had been asking for gold, there could hard- ly have been a greater look of surprise. Miss Wilson was about to abandon the enterprise, but my persistency held on until, by agreeing to pay for it, I succeeded in getting a small quantity of water, with which we at least gave ourselves a fresher feeling, whether much improved in appearance or not. The water was not only scarce, but wretched. We would really have suf- fered had it not been for the luscious oranges with which we had quite bountifully supplied ourselves. We had gotten tired and cold before we reached our resting place for the night. We found we could have water here and have it hot, for which we were grateful. Mr. Kilgore never fails to laugh when he recalls Miss Wil- son's "Andale, andale! " to the mozo 1 in order to quicken his movements, for we were cold and hungry, and the thought of a cup of steaming tea, w T hich we so much needed, and which we had to make for ourselves, added to our impatience, for the hour was late and we had to be ready to continue our journey by two in the morn- ing. With a prayer in our hearts for journeying mer- 192 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE cies, we were soon asleep. All too early for our tired' bodies, we were aroused in the morning. Every blanket and fur robe was brought into use to keep out the stinging cold. The curtains of the diligencia were closely drawn, and now, without a ques- tion of how it might be done, I slept, not a few moments, but hours. The sun was gilding every mountain peak when, rousing up, I found it had been Miss Wil- son's protecting care that had caused me to Rob Ferrera. slumber as quiet- ly and unconsciously as if I had been in my own room at Laredo. Refreshed and strengthened, the morning's journey seemed but a pleasant drive. As we neared the noon station, the road swept around the mountain side, while many feet below stretched a broad valley seeming to reach far out to the mountains against the distant horizon. "Look!" we cried one to another, " it is worth all the discomfort and weariness to see nature in such grandeur." It was our pleasure- IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 193 to stop — we wanted to drink in all the beauty; but no, the driver was as intent on getting in on time as if he had been a conductor on the Great Northern. I had begged for a piece of lava from, the lava bed through which we were bouncing, for I felt sure it would have been far more pleasant to have walked; but " no " again, and it was not until we were absolutely compelled to go slower by the increased size of the stones that our brother could climb out, find a small piece of lava, and run with speed to get in again. At one of our stopping places I had talked quite pleasantly, as I thought, to this prompt cochero of ours, and found he had really been on the other side of the Eio Grande; after which I was more talkative than ever, and really had a kindly feel- ing for him, because we had come from the same coun- try. But he was not to be enticed from duty. We stopped for a new relay of mules or horses, nothing more, and because of this Durango was reached just in time to the moment. Miss Wilson and I would gladly have brushed off some of the dust of travel before pre- senting ourselves to our unknown hostess. We were covered from head to foot with the fine white dust which for hours had been pouring in upon us.„ Our brother comforted us by saying: "It does not matter. I will introduce you twice." Miss McFarren was ex- pecting us, and it did not take long for us to feel at home under her bright welcome. Mr. and Mrs. Elliott were with her, as was her devoted friend and helper, Carmen. The rented home was comfortable, and the school doing well. In the home were a few girls whom Miss McFarren had had with her for some time, and who made themselves helpful in many ways. Before starting out the following morning in search of suitable property, we bowed in prayer unto Him who 13 194 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE. moveth upon the heart. This city is said to be one of the most fanatical in the republic, and we felt that it was not possible to find a permanent abiding place unless He should open the way. After visiting a number of places we finally united upon one which we thought would be sure to accommodate all departments, leaving room to grow. Estimates were placed before the Board at the next annual meeting; the sum asked was granted, and the property became ours. Pages might be written of the delay in getting possession; but at last, after months of waiting, Instituto MacDonell was an estab lished fact, and Miss McFarren was adopted into our band of missionaries. Our homeward journey was most wearisome. The diligencia was crowded, and Miss Wilson was quite sick all the way. There never was a more welcome sight titan the Central train which was to bear us to San Luis Potosi, where Miss Toland was anxiously awaiting us. She said: "I was going to telegraph, had you not come to night." A day or two of rest, and we hurried on, reaching Laredo after an absence of three weeks. One more advanced step and the year will close. The day school in Nuevo Laredo was opened in this year. We had thought to save our own children at that point, hardly expecting to do more than to put them under safe instruction, but many from the outside were drawn in. So far every added year had brought breadth and strength with added care, but for the latter it mattered not so the Master's kingdom advanced. It was in the fall of this year that we had a visit from Bishop Haygood, his gentle wife, and little Paul. La- redo was in her most pleasant mood, calm and quiet, while the air was as balmy as one could desire. The IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 195 bishop's favorite place was in the shade of our china trees, just on the border of the garden. Never had there been such a wealth of chrysanthemums. Every Mattie Barkofcy.— Persia-America. shade and size made the whole place a bower of beauty. The thought of the bishop brings always the pleasant picture formed each afternoon under the china trees. An added pleasure on the occasion was the presence of 196 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE Mrs. Kobertson and baby Lillian, wife and daughter of our oft-mentioned friend. Another pleasant memory of the year was Miss Ben- nett's visit to our home. She came soon after Mrs. Park, who had promised to be with us during the Christ- mas time. A Christmas at the seminary means something in these latter years, in the way of taking time and strength to prepare for it. Nearly all of the children want to " stay over," and nobody must be forgotten. There are names and names by the score to write, and then to be pinned upon the gifts, then folded or packed or laid carefully away in large baskets to be carried to the din- ing rooms after the children are far into dreamland, rev- eling in visions of Santa Claus. Some of the larger ones beg to stay up and help. As soou as we are sure the little ones are safely out of the way, the work be- gins. Candies, apples, oranges, nuts, toys, dolls, — Dolls one, dolls two, dolls not a few, Dolls big, dolls little, one for me and one for you — handkerchiefs, ribbons, gloves, work boxes, albums and albums, with the doll couplet repeated, knives, marbles, tops, dresses, aprons, shoes, stockings, books, tablets, napkin rings, etc. Every place at the table is laden with the Christmas store. If one seems more scantily provided than another, then a bountiful place is sought, the " name " quickly unpinned, and the article trans- ferred. We are adepts in this class of purloining: the next morning the happy face of the " scanty one " makes the conscience easy. The Christmas morning breaks in gladness o'er all the land, and every heart is merry, but none more glad and happy than those who dwell in our Mission home. We ask our visitors to IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 197 stand close to U3, near the teacher's door, and watch the children come in. Law and order have been set aside: at the last tap of the bell the doors open; here they come pouring in. Count them. No; impossible. Ah, that little one will be run over as she climbs the door step, the others are crowding so. No, a larger child puts her safely in. Do not be uneasy, she knows where to go. At last everyone is seated, and the scene which follows is a study. To the right is one who nev- er before knew the joy of the present hour. She glances shyly at one and another — all are enjoying their own gifts and those of the others around them as well; at length she ventures to touch, to taste, and for the first time feel the pleasure of actual possession. A cry of delight bubbling over with happiness reaches us : Lupita and Aurora have dolls " as big as me; " here they come, bearing them in their arms as tenderly as if they were real, sure-enough babies; and not content until every- one had praised them and given them baby talk. G-us- sie is deep in the mysteries of some book which mamma has sent. Ah! there goes a whistle, a signal for a gen- eral din; horns, whistles, French harps, all are doing their best, while over all rise the gleeful laughter and the happy voices. A tap of the bell brings order; a word of praise and thanksgiving, then breakfast is served; and this, to us, the most gladsome time of all the year, becomes a thing of the past. If we had been left alone to furnish happiness for so many, much of the joy would have been missing. We have friends now in Laredo who never forget us. Lu- pita and Aurora would not have known the bliss of own- ing a doll " as big as me " had not Mr. Stumberg remem- bered the Mission home; the mugs and glasses would not have been full to overflowing had not Mr. Ramsey 198 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE generously added to our store. Then there were boxes and boxes from the home land, besides one other box, to which had been added throughout the year everything that would prove suitable for a gift, for this Christmas time is in our thoughts as the days roll themselves into the months which bring it around. CHAPTEK IX. 1891-1892. DROUGHT — BARRACKS — CONFERENCE OF MISSIONARIES — ANCIENT MEXICO. "Enlarge the place of thy tent, and let them stretch forth the curtains of thine habitations ; spare not, lengthen thy cords, and strengthen thy stakes." THE year of scourge and drought, as we have already called that just past, was also one in which the keeping power of our Ijord had been wonderfully mani- fested. The scourge was gone, and though the drought still lingered, we gave it little heed, for by this time we had become accustomed to the long rainless seasons, and simply accepted the situation. It is true this dry- ness had seemed to lengthen itself out, and sometimes the thought would come, "It is time the rain were here;" still we had not dreamed that it could materially affect our work. Many of the children came from ranches. When their parents returned with them at the opening of the new term, quite a number said: "Unless it rains soon, we will have to take our children from school. Every day we are losing stock, because the grass- is all gone." I think we were equally as obtuse to the real condition of affairs, or the dread import of these words, as we had been to the " lawsuit " in that second year. We missionaries are sometimes as little children, taking account only of the things of to-day. Certainly in this instance we could only see the present. The children, returning from the Christmas holidays, crowd- IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 201 ed around us in their happy way, and we were content. This calamity, of which we as yet had no fear, was threatening the health and prosperity of every one of our Mission homes. Letters from every point of our work told of increase in numbers and interest, yet end- ing with, "No rain yet," or, "If the rain would only come, we would have nothing more to ask." Full of hope, courage, and enthusiasm, we pressed on. Every missionary was at her post, well and strong. The cry of " More room " had for months been coming from Saltillo. and now San Luis Potosi, though so young, put in a second plea. Durango had just moved into the new home, and plans were on foot for improvements. The beautiful home at Chihuahua was taking on its fair proportions, while at Laredo " being crowded " had become our normal condition. The boys could no longer find even standing room in their old quarters. Something had to be done for them. Our friend Dr. Atlee proposed that we should rent his home for the barracks — you must remember we were now a military school; he had thought of leaving Laredo, and would like for us to have his home and grounds, with his three boys thrown in. We acceded to his proposition, which would have been hailed with pleasure but for the thought of losing these friends, who had never for eight years lost an opportunity of doing us a kindness. The only consoling feature in the arrangement was that our missionaries in Saltillo would gain the friends we were losing. The boys were enthusiastic over the prospect of enlarged premises. They had grown to be so many, over sixty this year. Every moment of Miss Harper's time was devoted to their happiness and comfort. While Professor Koch still drilled them, most of the government was in the hands of cadet officers, subject to Miss Har- 202 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE per's approval. Our first lieutenant at this time was Guy — sturdy, faithful, immovable Guy — who made all work beautiful by his earnestness. Whether at home Three Atlees. or at the barracks, when called upon to "put his shoul- der to the wheel," he was ever found ready. If he goes as bravely through life as his school days with us indi- IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 203 cated, he will surely have the "well done" of his Cap- tain when the warfare is over and victory won. Miss Wilson had given the boys a handsome bugle, Guy. and who so ready to learn the calls as Alfredo? The clear notes of his bugle aroused us in the early morn- ing, while the same silvery tones told that the day, With its busy work, was done, While night's shadows hastened on. 204 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE There was one element in Alfredo's character which made things possible for others. Once Miss Harper, wishing to give a stimulus to English speaking, offered a prize to the one who should excel. There was many a demur, a "don't know," and "don't care;" but Alfre- do's "I know 1 can never win, but I will try" made oth- ers willing, until even down to mischief-loving Federico, we heard, "I want a speech." Alfredo's prophecy did not come true, for one year afterwards he carried off the medal. There were three brothers — Alfredo, Carlos, Federico. They were with us several years. Then we missed them. Upon inquiry, the father said: "The drought has pretty nearly ruined me: no water, no grass, no crops, the stock nearly all dead. I cannot pay." We were beginning to wake up to the fact that a drought meant a great deal. Among the boys this year were the courteous Santi- ago, the pride of every teacher, and the gentle, manly Zeferino. As I write, so many of the dear, noble boys press forward in my memory — boys whom I may never see more this side of heaven's gates of pearl; and I feel like breathing for them Miss Harper's prayer, " May the Lord claim and keep them all for his service!" Early in this year we were made happy by a visit from Mrs. Butler, editor of our Woman's Missionary Advocate. I was making preparation for my annual round of the Mission stations. So quickly do the years fly past in this Mission life, if it were not for these dividing lines of "memorable days," we should never know where one year ended and another began. As T boarded the train with Mrs. Butler, eager to show her the grandly beau- tiful land of the Aztecs, I almost trembled at the speed with which the year had fled. It seemed but a day since Miss Wilson and I had started on that never-to-be- IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 205 forgotten trip to Durango, and upon this very spot had come to almost a " war of words " with the Pullman conductor, as to whether we should or should not carry into the sleeper our blankets, pillows, etc., which he assured us were prohibited by recent regulations, and which we were determined to take in view of the possi- ble extension of our journey as far as Durango. Just then, feeling the closeness of the sleeper, I turned to the much-tried conductor, and with mixed motives asked: " Is fresh air also prohibited? " With a quick command to the porter, the windows flew open, and turning to me, whom he had recognized, he said quite reproachful- ly: "Miss Holding, you know how much confusion arises from disobedience of orders." He had not finished his sentence before I was completely disarmed, and ready to send bundles to express car or home, as he might ad- vise. The result was, Miss Wilson and I had all we could care for on that rumbling jostling, tumbling trip. This was to be quite different, as we had the Pullman nearly all the way; so I only needed my "big box, lit- tle box, bandbox, and bundle," while Mrs. Butler was not so bountifully supplied. Our first stopping place was Saltillo. As I write a faint suspicion comes into my mind that there may be danger of missionaries becoming selfish. When I speak or write of Saltillo, I think only of our Mission home, of Miss Roberts, and " Mollie," the faithful little sister, who has spent years in the Colegio; of other friends of the faculty, and of the loving, happy, busy children who keep a cheery welcome waiting for me. It is so every- where we have become established. I believe it is true of all the missionaries: we lose sight of every other thing except the little center where we rule and live, and which has become our world. In Saltillo there are 206 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE missionaries and Mission homes besides our own. The Instituto Madero, under the direction of our Baptist brethren, has an older claim than ours, and many of its 'The Uentie, Manly Zeferino." missionaries are the friends of those who dwell in the sunlit Colegio Yngles. The Presbyterians came later than we in school work under their Woman's Board, though they claimed Saltillo as a mission field before we IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 207 entered. Writing of these Presbyterian friends brings to mind our dainty, refined Erminia, who was with us two years. She was so quick to learn, so gentle in dis- The Faithful Little Sister." position, and so beautiful in person, that we had come to speak of her as " almost as pretty as Dolores." One day her mother came, and much to our sorrow told us she was about to leave Nuevo Laredo, going farther into 208 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE Mexico. She could not leave Erminia. Some loving* teacher had given the child a Bible; 1 spoke to the mother of it. She made answer: "I do not mind Er- minia having your religion, for it is very beautiful and very simple;" adding with pathos, "I am too old to change.' ' We bade farewell to this gentle Mexican girl r never expecting to meet her again in the flesh; not even expecting to hear from her. Several years afterwards,. Mr. Boyce called to see me at the Colegio Yngles. He said he had recently met a former pupil of the semi- nary. He had been out upon one of his preaching tours; had found Erminia on a ranch with her husband and mother; learned that she possessed a Bible, from whose blessed pages she daily read for herself and to others. He made a preaching point either at her home or near it, and she became a member of the Presbyterian Church. " In the morning sow thy seed, and in the evening withhold not thine hand: for thou knowest not whether shall prosper either this or that." There are other attractive things in Saltillo besides Mission homes, and now as Mrs. Butler was our guest,. we could, for the sake of hospitality, allow her to see something outside of our flower adorned patio; though she said, as Miss Bennett had two years before, upon returning from sight seeing, " There is no place so full of sunshine as the Colegio." There is one thing Saltillo possesses of which she may be justly proud: the clear, sparkling water which gushes from the mountain side, far up above the city. From its dark, hidden depths it bursts forth with such volume of power that it would go rushing, leaping of its own wild will down into the city, were it not that man's necessity and ingenuity have brought it within bounds, carrying it whithersoever he will. So it is that fountains play IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 209 upon the plaza, the water shooting in silvery spray into the air as if trying to reach the source from whence it came; failing in this, it breaks into myriads of drops that, touched by the sunlight, fall in a shower of dia- monds, each one glinting, glistening with the changing colors of the prism. Farther down we find it gathered in a large stone basin, or pila, in the center of the alame- da; not solely for ornament, for here in the early morn- ing light, and when the cooling shades of evening draw near, groups of men, women, and children appear upon the scene; some stopping to quench their thirst, others filling their water jars and hurrying away. A woman, with her blue rebozo falling in graceful folds, turns for a moment to look at the stranger who is watching her, then hastily filling her jar and lightly placing it upon her shoulder, she passes out of sight. Sometimes we have the opportunity of speaking of the "living water," and our thoughts fly back through the ages unto Him who taught the woman of the " city of Samaria, which is called Sychar." Still farther down toward the arroyo we find the water again, running in a clear, sparkling stream near the homes of the poor; cleansing all it touches, vivifying, beautifying, until every garden is a bower of bud, blossom, and fruit. Then on and on it goes, until we find it miles away out at the fabrica, turn- ing the busy wheels which tell the story of thrift and prosperity. Seeing this ever-flowing water, without which this Mexican city would be but a barren waste, we can easily understand how He, who " spake as never man spake," should call himself the " living water " which ever satisfieth and cleanseth the soul that seeketh to drink. Other things we see which are not so pleasant. Turn- ing from the shade of the alameda, we cross to the street 14 212 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE leading to the Colegio, a little weary with the morning's walk, and busy with the thoughts which ever crowd upon us; when, in the midst of this, to us, the most interesting people on the earth, suddenly our attention is attracted to a man coming down the street with a quick, even trot — a movement which belongs alone to this cla°s of men, whose fathers have for generations been the burden-bearers of the nation. We knew by his motion that he bore a burden upon his head; but what? As he came nearer we saw a painted box; blue and white this one was, not large — in fact, very nar- row, and not over two and a half feet long. Ah, yes; we knew now — a baby form was being carried to the Campo Santo, where the old and young are laid away. Where is the mother or brother or sister or some loved one who may follow the little one, and know that it is quietly and tenderly put to rest? All are not carried thus; but this is not an uncommon sight. Once, in San Luis, we were out on the pretty drive that leads to Sancito. This time the box we saw was long and heavy, and the men of burden had grown weary — for it was no little distance between the city of the living and the city of the dead — and had carelessly thrown themselves and that which they bore upon the ground. They were chatting and making merry over something which pleased them well. The burden seemed about to topple over, so carelessly had it been dropped upon a little rise of ground. It might have been that no one cared for these two, for many, many are the lights which go out with no one by, tenderly watching. Once, in Durango, I saw another of these painted boxes. This time the man who bore it moved slowly, though his burden was very small. A woman and a child followed after, flowers in the hands of each. It might have been the father who was now IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 213 the burden-bearer, and the sorrowing heart may have been heavier than the form which he bore. But a brighter scene comes before us, one with life in it. I have seen it sometimes at Chihuahua, but more frequently at Saltillo, especially within the walls of the Colegio. I do not remember that it was being enacted during Mrs. Butler's visit; if not, the reason must have been because it was the winter season, for to Miss Rob- erts the sight is one of the most beautiful in all of "beau- tiful Mexico, 1 ' and within the compound of our Mission home it has found daily enactment for many months at a time. A picture is attractive according to the man- ner in which it speaks to us. In this one, which Miss Roberts so much loves, a casual looker-on would pause but a moment to satisfy a passing curiosity, while to her it brought visions of airy rooms, where eager, happy children slumber, wake, and play; where bright eyes, innocent and mischievous, too, look into hers as she teaches them of Him who gathered little children in His arms and blessed them. It spoke, too, of the weary- eyed women whose faces grow brighter as they busily ply the needle for their children, or hear of Him who never refused to help the sorrowing. It tells of crowded halls where these same eager children will gather, them- selves the actors in the closing scene of the year's drama. No wonder she likes to look upon it, for never was there a picture which revealed so much to one and told so little to another. It is only the adobe makers. How busily they work, throwing out a pebble which has no place there, putting in the straw, pouring in the water, tramping, tramping, tramping in the black loam. Down goes the mold upon the dry ground; how quickly they pour in the loam; with what deftness the mold is with- drawn, and there two perfectly formed adobes remain, to 214 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE be baked hard and dry in the sun. There is no one to say, "Go ye, get you straw where you can find it; yet not aught of your work shall be diminished," because Miss A. V. Wilson. there is no despotic Pharaoh, with his hard taskmasters, set over them. They work most of the time as merrily as if it were only play. A few moments' ride from Saltillo, en route for San IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 215 Luis, we pass quickly over historic ground. We Mexi- cans care little to linger; full well we know that had Hidalgo fought the battle of Buena Vista, Taylor would have won fewer laurels, in spite of arroyos. Miss Mattie Dorsey. Our annual meeting was to be held in San Luis Po- tosi. I think of this city as a beautiful bird nestling among the mountains, but with pinions spread, so lightly 216 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE does she seem to rest upon her lofty heights. One would expect the climate to be far warmer than it is, for now we are many miles into the tropics. In the childhood days, when I first heard of those imaginary lines which run as belts around the earth, shutting out the cold and opening up the heat, I could not divest myself of the opinion that lines of such power should be seen ; and I firmly believed they could, if one were only dar- ing enough to make the search. To a traveler who fre- quently passes over the Mexican National the cry has become familiar, "Look out! there goes the Tropic of Cancer." When I first heard it, I sprang to the win- dow, then smiled at the remembrance of the old childish simplicity; for I saw nothing. Now there is a monu- ment, on the north side of which — if the train would only stop — one might stand and imagine himself resting in the cooling shades of the temperate zone, while upon the south the burning rays of a tropical sun would make him know the line had been crossed. When I was a young girl at my uncle's home in Frankfort, Ky., he would often teasingly say to me after my sudden excla- mation of distress at the excessive heat or extreme cold, as the case might be: "Ah, my daughter, you have been looking at the thermometer." Now, as I catch a glimpse of the monument as we whirl past it, I think of the dear uncle as I push aside the cloak which has heretofore been comfortable, and laughingly say to my companion : " Do you not think it warmer since we entered the tor- rid zone? " This annual meeting to which we were hastening was looked forward to with a great deal of pleasure. Aside from the fact that Mrs. Butler would be present, we were to have a large number of missionaries, nine of the thirteen who were in the field. Ysabel and Eloisa, IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 217 our native helpers, were also with us in this meeting. Scarcely two years had passed since our last meeting, yet what growth there had been! Every station was represented. Miss McFarren returned from her home in the north in time to be with us and speak for the Durango work. She was now in the new home, had moved into it on " Tochie's " birthday, in honor of the work which she and her noble husband had be- gun years before, and for which he had given his life. The mission in San Luis Potosi was a marvel of growth. All had words of praise for Miss Toland, Miss Turner, and Miss Mason; while every heart was full of thanksgiving for what things God had wrought. Luz Carpio. We met here again Mr. and Mrs. Winton, Mr. and Mrs. Grimes, of the General Board ; Mr. and Mrs. Beall, of the Presbyterian; and Miss Duval, of the Eosebuds. They were present at different services of our Confer- ence, helping us with words of cheer and encourage- ment. The partings came; the circle was broken never to be formed again. Our next point was Guadalajara. We are hard to 218 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE satisfy — five stations, with their four departments and outside schools, only make us long for the sixth. Broth- er Grimes had formerly lived in Guadalajara. He said he Lucia, A Pupil-Teacher. would accompany us, and help us in every way to put the place attractively before the Board. This was my first visit to this city of one hundred thousand inhabitants, said to be second only to the City 220 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE of Mexico in importance. All the way from San Luis was only a fresh revelation of beauty; and by the time we reached Guadalajara, we were ready to pay homage anew to our beautiful Mexico. Rev. J. D. Scoggins and his lovely wife were as hospitable as if they had been accustomed all their lives to Kentucky blue-grass hospitality. Miss Harper whispers, " They are Texans." Of course the first thing was to talk over the possibility of securing property, and put estimates and plans in shape. We gave a few hours to the attractions of the city, one of which was the ca- thedral with its massive domes: workmen were there, busy everywhere. New tiles were being put on; we coveted one of the old ones just taken off. The colors were as bright as though a day instead of two hundred years of sun and storm had passed over it. Brother Scoggins obtained the tile — two. Mine lies now among the curiosities of the Laredo Seminary cabinet, remind- ing us that Mexico was old when the republic of which we are so proud was born. Leaving behind us the ancient city, with her paintings and carvings of centuries gone, and the dreams awak- ened by the thought of the teeming millions who had passed and repassed through her busy marts, and were now silently sleeping as 'we shall sleep, we were glad to get back to real and modern things, such as the tempt- ing strawberries of Irapuato. All the year round they bloom and ripen, and one may buy them for a trifle put up in little round baskets, sometimes with the fresh, green leaves artistically arranged around the edges. There is a mystery concerning these luscious berries, though we have noticed the same at home : the large ones are all on top. Early in this year appropriations had been made for IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 221 the Chihuahua work, and the building was now almost finished. Mrs. Park had given it every thought and at- tention, and in a few short weeks another home would be occupied. The day school had grown until the rooms put up for it last year were filled to their utmost capac- ity. St. Louis had given an or- gan; Texas Con- ference Society, with a contri- bution from Dr. Pal more, gave the iron fence which adds ele- gance to the front of this home. A few days for plans for another year, and with faith and trust w[e turned from Chi- huahua, whose soil had be e|n crimsoned and, as it were, made Miss smither. sacred by the blood of the patriot Hidalgo. Home again. One of the most important events of the year to us was that we graduated a class of five, mostly Mexicans, children whose names will be familiar to our readers; Candelaria obtaining a certificate in mathematics, and a full diploma a year later. Mamie, the willing helper in the True Blue Society so long ago, 222 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE secured a certificate in the School of Science. Lugarda, our Monterey child, now the mother of little "Kanita; " Alice, the one American — quick, impulsive Alice; and Miss Battaile. Maria, who scarcely knew but one name, " first baby," received diplomas, the latter taking the faculty medal. During this year Maria had painted, under Mrs. Bar- ker's skillful instruction, a landscape which she had sent IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 223 to the annual meeting of the Board at Foit Worth, as a gift to Mrs. Hayes. It was natural that we should have a feeling of pride in this child, who had grown up from Miss Tyson. babyhood to young womanhood in our midst. The auxiliary of San Marcos, Tex., had been forward in helping in her education, for several years paying full scholarship for her benefit. This tender young girl has 224 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE well repaid the care and love bestowed upon her, bravely- bearing burdens far too heavy for her young shoulders. Eev. A. H. Sutherland preached the baccalaureate sermon, choosing for his text, "Ye are our epistle writ- ten in our hearts, known and read of all men." This class graduated under the care of Miss Smith- er, of Mississippi, the gentle, dignified cousin of Miss Harper, and one of our new helpers of the year. She had carried the class forward most faithfully, and they were much complimented for the thoroughness of their work, their easy self-possession before the public, and the beauty and simplicity of their essays. Miss Smith- er remained with us another year, and then became a helper in the San Luis mission, as did also Miss Battaile, a young Texan who had served us faithfully during the year. We had three other new helpers besides the old force. Miss Tyson, a volunteer, assisted in school work, sewing, library, and Sunday school, giving us all and more than her strength would allow. After leaving us, she mar- ried Mr. Onderdonk, a member of the West Texas Con- ference, and son of our old friend who, through all the decade, had so bountifully supplied us with trees and plants. Miss Goree, fair as a lily, and to whom the Mex- ican pupils were strong^ attached — they were fond of contrast, we laughingly told her; Miss McCulloch, an- other Texas girl, now Mrs. Hicks, and still a warm friend of our Mission, who was with us a few months and then went on to assist in Chihuahua work; Miss Allen, of Massachusetts, who came to us through the influence of a schoolmate of Miss Holderby, and who grew fond of our work and said nothing could ever change her love for it. These young girls, with their beauty, life, and enthusiasm, cannot realize how much their work will IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 225 count in the general reckoning. Another Texas girl, Miss Shaw, was working and studying with us, and many a hard place she helped us to cross. We make mention of these, not only because of the help they gave us, but for the sake of those who, interested in Missions, may read this story and come to know that Mission work in home and school is carried forward by many hands not known to Mission Boards. Had this work depended solely upon the four missionaries who have come to its aid, not one-hundredth part of its growth and prosperity would ever have been told. So beautifully had the boys' work gone forward that we were encouraged to accept Dr. Atlee's second propo- sition in regard to the property, which was to buy. The school term had just closed; the boys had been much crowded; they would need more room for August open- ing: we yielded to the temptation, and the building with its ample grounds became the property of the Board. A strain in the early part of the year before and the grippe combined to make absolute rest imperative for me. My falling out of ranks made the burden and care heavier on my sister, and soon she too began to show signs of failing strength. For these causes we had a few months' rest in our own home. There was no break in the work during our absence. One would scarcely have known that we had dropped out of the great, throbbing, ever-pulsating Mission life. During this time Miss Harper superintended the building of the boys' dormitories, which were ready by the time they returned after vacation. A pleasant little scene connected with the new dormitories comes into my mind. One of our former teachers, Miss "Texas" Jones, of whom mention has been made, wrote a pleas- ing little story for the Texas Advocate, in which one of 15 226 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE her seminary pupils, " Bowd," played the principal part. At this time a friend was sending eight copies of the Advocate to the barracks. The evening that brought Miss Goree. the papers was watched for eagerly, and then " he may who can " was the order of the moment, until at least eight boys were supplied, while others, if everybody was in a good humor, looked over the shoulders of the IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 227 fortunate ones. One night the mail did not get in until after " taps." All was quiet in the dormitories. It might have been by intuition that they knew the papers had Mrs. Hicks. come, for in a few moments thud went a boy from the " upstairs " cot, and a white-robed figure made its ap- pearance in the study, and quietly slipping a paper from the table, seated itself and was soon deep in the doings of 228 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE " Bowd " — Genaro, one of the twins. Of course he was quickly followed by his brother; the "runaway," not to be outdone, promptly seated himself beside the twins; and thus Miss Harper found them, oblivious to the fact that they were transgressors of the law. In this home-going, when I was almost too weary to think, I can never pay the debt of gratitude 1 owe to the faithful helpers who so bravely kept the work up to its standard. Mrs. Anderson, whose very name, by her six years' labor, has become the synonym of tireless, faithful, loving service, cheerfully bore the burden of office and finance, in addition to domestic affairs. Miss Norvill, from Alabama, who had been with us for sev- eral months, took sister's place as superintendent of the school, at the same time teaching the senior class which had ever been known as "Miss Delia's grade." None more competent than she to carry forward the work my sister was laying down. To stand at the head of a school with its twelve grades and two hundred pu- pils is no light or easy task. Miss Lizzie Wilson not only kept up her own work, but took in addition to it the care of the Nuevo Laredo day school, besides organ- izing the West End and Eiver Sunday schools, out of which grew the West End day school. Sunday after- noons found this same little Scotch missionary in com- pany with Miss Dim lap, of Georgia — who had the art class for the year — our Candelaria, as we usually said to distinguish her from others of the same name, and Emil, in their accustomed places under the shade of a large palo bianco by the riverside. Benches and tables had been placed there to fit it up, some one said, for a gambling plac3; but it was deserted at this time. As soon as the singing began, the people gathered around This river school grew in interest, and many pleasant IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 229 memories are connected with it One afternoon, a mother asked if Candelaria, her eldest daughter, might not be taken into the seminary. Miss Wilson hesitated. Miss Alien. Emil whispered: " Take her; I think we can get up mon- ey enough among the teachers." And so it was: with the help of " Mamie," the money was collected, tuition paid, and a new dress bought. When the history of the 230 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE child was traced, she was found to have received her first Christian teaching under Miss Roberts, and in our school at Saltillo. She proved to be a studious, earnest Miss Shaw. child, whom we would gladly have kept, but the family needed her help. She has a pleasant home with Mrs. Miller as the nurse of our "niece Margaret." If I mention the name of one child, seemingly a hun- IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 231 dred more spring forward asking not to be forgotten. Among our little folks were two very small: the "wee Willie," who had given Miss Wilson such a fright, and Miss Norvill. dainty, curly-headed Manuel ita. Willie was a pet and source of amusement to Miss Dillard, while Manuelita was claimed as Mrs. Anderson's very own child. Wil- lie's supply of clothing consisted of a number of dresses and aprons, and small pairs of "first pants." One day 232 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE he was dressed as a girl, and Miss Dillard teasingly said: "Ah, here is Sallie Dillard! I wonder where Willie Har- per may be found." The wee thing looked down at his girl's clothes, then smilingly nestled up to her, quite con- tent with the new name. The day following, seeing him in the " first pants," she exclaimed: " Why, here is Willie Harper! now where is Sallie Dillard? " Much to her sur- prise, he turned and soberly said: " Her's in the trunk." Ever afterwards it was " Willie " or " Sallie," according to the dress he wore. We often laughingly said to Miss Dil- lard that she had completely destroyed the child's identity. My office, to these two little ones, as it has been to many before and since, was a safe refuge from many a trial and vexation encountered on the outside. They had learned that so long as they played quietly, pictures and "waste basket" were at their disposal. Innumer- able imaginary letters have passed through innumerable imaginary post offices from out that waste basket, which was generally preferred to the most beautiful picture. One day wee Willie, slipping in and crouching close to my right, was soon the sole happy possessor of its con- tents. He played so noiselessly that I scarcely knew he was there. After awhile Manuelita entered in her pretty, shy way, and making direct for the basket, found Wil- lie ahead of her. I heard a slight commotion, but gave it no attention until voices growing louder, I knew that " war had been declared." Looking down at the bellig- erent pigmies, I saw that Manuelita had taken possession of the basket which both chubby hands grasped. Wil- lie, defeated, had crawled to my left, and was peeping out at her from behind my chair, while "dog," "pig,'' in soft Spanish, were passing back and forth as the only available weapons. In spite of myself, I laughed, while both children began to cry. Taking the contested prop- IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 233 erty in my stronger hand, the disputants were soon hap- py over an equal division. Five months of absolute rest, in the "Indian cabin" Miss Dunlap. among Kentucky's hills, brought back health and strength. There had been nothing to do but lie in the hammock under the shade of the locust, and listen to the hum of the bees, or the twitter of the birds; or, 234 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE. growing weary of this, to sit on the low stoop and watch the passers-by on the distant road; or faithful " Charlie " was ever ready to carry us for a morning or evening ride, while the dear sister and little Cecil watched over us with tender care. Then there was the drive to the "Maiden City" for a day, with the Frisbies, the Martins, and oth- er friends ready to welcome us. It was all pleas- ant and lovely, and we had much needed the rest, but now the 20th of October found us waiting impa- tiently for per- mission to return to our adopted country. I al- most felt as if I had been de- prived of a part of my heritage when 1 knew the 20th would not be spent in the Mission home. It was some time in November before we returned to Laredo. Sis- ter and I were like children, counting the hours before we should be there. Again we were in the midst of our large family, glad and happy, while the last year of the decade was already unrolling at our feet. Manuelita and Florita. CHAPTEE X. 1892-1893. FAMINE — TYPHUS — WEST END DAY SCHOOL — WEDDINGS. " They got not the land in possession by their own sword, neither did their own arm save them; but thy right hand, and thine arm, and the light of thy countenance, because thou hadst a favor unto them." "&o didst thou lead thy people to make thyself a glorious name." THIS the last of the " decade " proved the fullest year of all. It was well that I had the renewed strength to enter upon its ceaseless activities and innu- merable cares; and also well that I knew not one step of the way which had been marked out. The fore- shadowing of even one day might have caused my feet to falter; yet at its close I was constrained to magnify the keeping power of the Master; and as I write of it, I see only the "silver lining of the cloud," and under- stand better that to the trusting child "all things work together for good." I now know that the changes made throughout the field, which seemed to disorganize the work and throw it for the time being into confusion, have resulted in advancement at every station, and have also been the means of the extension of our bound- ary lines. One of the serious causes of anxiety in the opening of this year was the continuation of the drought before mentioned; not only upon the border, but throughout Mexico. I was no longer blind to the import of its dread meaning, for the letters which lay on my desk, and the messages coming from various sources, informed me that (235) Jr* I - «. —<•*« * ■*\ (236) IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 237 one and another were unable to return their children on account of heavy losses from the drought, the unprece- dented depreciation of Mexican money, and the financial pressure which touched us so heavily upon this side of the Bio Grande. For these reasons, many familiar faces which we had learned to love so dearly were missing from our ranks. A few years b e - fore, a Mexican gentleman had brought us his eldest daughter, Amelia; not many months passed before he came again, this time with Elena and Christina; coming again, he brought three boys, Porfirio, Ernesto , and Santos. There were no children in all the school so quick and intelligent as Elena, Por- firio, and Christina. It had been five years since the coming of Amelia. We had begun to look upon them as our own children, whose characters we were to form, and whose minds we were to train. Among the many who did not return, the absence of these grieved us most, for there was no gentle hand nor lov- Miss McFarren. 238 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE ing voice of a mother to guide and counsel. We were told later that the drought had swept everything from the father's ranch. We made several efforts to get the children, but to no avail: the father's pride not allowing him to accept as a gift that for which he had been accustomed to pay. I thought the distress of our border people very great, for Miss Wilson, who was now with Mrs. McOlendon in town, giving her whole time to the Woman's Class (grown so large that it num- bered one hun- dred and fifty this year), was con- stantly finding out new cases of Miss Tydings sickness and extreme poverty, and our own doors were crowded with anxious parents seeking a home for their starving children, until time and time again we were forced to ask the question: "Can anything be worse than this? " I was answered fully when accompanying Miss Harper to San Luis upon her removal from Lare- do to assist Miss Toland. She and I remembered the city in its beauty and prosperity. We saw it now with IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 239 its scarcity of water and its streets crowded with fam- ishing and starving people. Not a step could we take but some thin hand was reached out for caridad. We could steel our hearts in a measure against the pleading looks of men and women, but the children with their pinched, hungry faces, and the mothers tottering even under the light weight of the dy- ing babe at the breast, touched us to inexpressi- ble sadness. We had read of such scenes in lands with their teem- ing millions, but had not thought ever to see it in Mexico, which we had never known except in her garb of beau- Carmen ty; and farther still from our thoughts had been the possibility of such things touching the borders of our own fair land. No wonder our steps grew weary, and our hearts faint and sick, as these poor creatures followed us to our very door, and the last thing before shutting ourselves in, Miss Toland put her hand again upon her purse, and said: (240) IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 241 " We cannot pass that one by, for there is a child in her arms." As the door closed upon us, and for the time shut out these harrowing sights, our home never seemed so bright and safe as then. The government had not been idle in its efforts to relieve its sufferers: soup houses had been opened, and employment provided wherever possible, but not until the blessed rains came, filling the dry river beds with the welcome rush of wa- ters, and covering all the valleys with verdure, did the streets of our cities grow clean and quiet again. As a fitting companion to this gaunt wolf, famine, was the dreaded typhus, which quickly followed in its train. Those who had not felt personally the touch of the one knew that the other could not be so easily avoided, for it caught rich and poor alike in its grasp. By constant vigilance and perfect cleanliness — perhaps not one out of ten of those who read these pages can understand what care and watching it did require — the Colegio Yngles at San Luis escaped with only one case of the fever developing within its walls, and this was quickly removed. In spite of drought and fever, the school enrolled as many pupils during the first quarter as it had done during the whole of the preceding year. Every station in Mexico suffered more or less in this year which " tried men's souls." During my visit to I)u- rango, I found the scenes of San Luis repeated to some extent there, and I knew, through the letters of the missionaries, that this distress increased as the year ad- vanced. Miss Tydings and Miss Turner were now with Miss McFarren, and the work was opening up in every department. Since the Pullman had taken the place of the diligencia, I could visit Instituto MacDonell with as much ease as any of the other homes; and it is not in the least behind them in beauty of situation. 16 242 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE This school also, in the midst of poverty and famine, closed the year with a large increase in numbers. I remember with amusement an incident of this visit Lola Fierros. to Durango. A marriage, to be valid in Mexico, must have the ceremony performed by the civil authorities. This is all that is necessary, unless the contracting par- ties desire a second by the clergy. The morning of the IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 243 •day I reached Durango, a girl who had been helping in Miss McFarren's family was married by the magistrate. Being in a measure a member of the family, and the man to whom she was married a creyente, or probably a member of the Church, it was the desire of all who were interested in them to have the ceremony repeated by one of our ministers. Brother Grimes was chosen to officiate, the time appointed being immediately after the evening sermon. The groom walked to the altar in a dignified, quiet manner befitting the occasion ; he stood for a second, then glanced uneasily at the bride who, with covered face and trembling form, was seated on the opposite side of the room. Some one spoke to her, helped her to her feet, and led her toward the altar; when she uncovered her face we saw that she was shak- ing from suppressed laughter, which gradually got be- yond control and broke into little titters. A general smile broke over the congregation, and grew into ripples of laughter. It was a mystery to me how the minister iind groom preserved their gravity; but the one grew more stern, and the other more serious, until the closing words released them from their embarrassment. The West End and Eiver Sunday schools at Laredo had shown the necessity of a day school where the children who had been gathered into them might receive instruction. This day school was opened in February of 1893. Lola Fierros, one of our " original seven," was teacher. Before the year closed eighty children had taken advantage of this new work. The rent of the schoolroom was for some time paid by the Lizzie Wilson Band, Newport, Ky. Miss Wilson had oversight of this school until after her attack of fever which made it nec- essary for her to have a change. Laying down her work for a season, and we thought only for a few short 244 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE weeks, she went to San Luis for complete rest. She improved so rapidly that when it became necessary for Miss Toland to return to the States, she remained to su- Miss Watts. perintend in her place, and thus for months was absent from the Laredo work. Before her going, and after- wards, our hearts were cheered by the steady influx of boxes and barrels of clothing, secondhand and new. IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 245 Many a shivering form and many a sick mother and child were made comfortable by this generous giving of those in the home field who had so quickly responded to our appeal for the poor. When I knew it had become necessary for Miss Wilson to remain in San Luis, I grieved over the loss to the women, and could not rest until I reorganized the class. This I was enabled to do by the help which Mrs. Anderson and Miss Watts could snatch from their pressing duties at the seminary. Miss Watts was a volunteer from Missouri; frail, phys- ically, as an anemone, but possessing will power and strength of character to' such a remarkable degree that I soon found myself depending upon her in the manage- ment of the boys as I had upon Miss Harper. Only two afternoons could I give the women, which seemed little when they had become accustomed to Miss Wil- son's entire time. A number of them showed their gratitude by offering to help me with the new ones; never too busy to lay aside their own work, to put in order the sewing machine for one, or teach the lesson verse to another. The class was held in two rooms of Mrs. McClendon's house, near the large one used for her day school. It was an inspiration to me to see her hap- py school children, nearly two hundred now, as I passed them on my way to the Woman's Work, or stopped a moment for a word with Mrs. McClendon, or to speak to two of the seminary girls who were her interested assistants. At one time Mrs. McClendon had with her Lucinda, who, with her sister Celia, had come to us in the early years from Saltillo, through the influence of brother J. F. Corbin. Sister, from the first, was attracted by Lu- cinda's aptness to learn, and she soon came to be known as "Miss Delia's child." She learned music readily, and 246 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE became our organist after Ysabel left us. After her marriage she was very efficient in the same service in the native church in town. Her husband is superintend- Lucinda. ent of the West End Sunday school in which 1 have a class, and where I sometimes see baby Alejandro, who never fails to respond to my greeting with answering smile. IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 247 The Nuevo Laredo day school with its seventy pupils, was this year in charge of Constanza, another of our Alejandro. children. Ah, yes, it is true: the ten years have made men of the boys and women of the girls. The boys slip away from our grasp more quickly than girls, and begin earlier to put the shoulder to the wheel. As I 248 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE stop to think of them, how many they seem! Edwin, Alfredo, John, Justo, Antonio, Eoy, Lot, Porfirio, Kegulo, Louie, and a host of others; though I may not write all Arnulfo. their names, I can ever keep them enshrined within my heart. These have passed forever outside the home, while others are lingering there: the gentle Zeferino, whom the fever came so near taking from us; the Zuazna brothers, IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 249 strong Arnulfo, and modest Edmundo, already grown into the affections of Mrs. Driver, our new helper from Texas, and one of the blessings of the year. As she Edmundo. trains the awkward, boyish fingers to bring out sweet melodies with ease and skill, their characters are at the same time touched by the gentle grace of her own. There is no talent laid upon the altar of service which 250 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE yields a richer harvest than that of music. Following- close to this, as we have mentioned before, is art. This year our art department has been under the care of Miss Mrs. Driver. Park, granddaughter of our friend. We find her ever willing, ever efficient in and out of school. In 1892 we raised the standard of the school which IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 251 threw our senior class out of their well-deserved honors, and gave them and us another year together. How many new workers came to us this year! Some Miss Park. came as teachers, some on trial as missionary workers, not only tit Laredo, but at all the other stations; we may count them by the score, but scarcely one but made a clear record of conscientious service. I may mention 252 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE them all, that their names may live in Mexican Missions interlinked with those of our missionaries. There was Viva, one of our own children, who taught for us two Miss Philpott. years, and Miss Philpott, daughter of our pastor; Misses Wyley, Lawhan, Buntyn, and Cox, and Miss Shaw, who was with us again from the Scarritt Bible and Training School. At Saltillo: Misses Bassett, Gill, and Ballard, IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 253 and Mrs. Moore. At San Luis: Misses Kodgers and Jandell, with Miss Toland's own sister, Dr. Irene Toland. At Durango: Misses Wilson and Fourqueean. Chihua- Miss Wyley. hua: Misses Blincoe, Morrow, and Shera. Montana, Virginia, Texas, Massachusetts, Kentucky, Alabama, Missouri, Mississippi, Florida, Connecticut, Georgia, Michigan, and distant Ireland, sending to us their best, 254 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE. and claiming in return a part in this work for the Mas- ter. Our annual meeting this year had been appointed for Miss Lawhan. Saltillo, but many conflicting circumstances combined to make necessary a change of both time and place, though by so doing we lost the pleasure of the presence of Bishop Hendrix, who was to stop over at Saltillo on his IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 255 way to the Border Conference at Monterey. As only four missionaries could be present, and three were al- ready at San Luis, we thought it best to remain there VWB ^mMMi*;-' "* ilKm^- "*^# ■e 1 j 1 ! i Miss Buntyn. and have Miss Eoberts come to us. I had heard of my sisters illness and was anxious to return to Laredo, hav ing been out several weeks on my annual round. I had never seen Chihuahua so pretty as I found it 258 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE this year. It had been less affected by the drought than any of the other cities where we were established. I had never seen it before in its autumn dress, and this Miss Cox. was the first time I had stayed long enough to enjoy its beauties. It was at Colegio Palmore that I first met Bishop Hendrix. A few weeks afterwards I had the pleasure of hearing him preach in Faith Hall. His IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 257 words of commendation of our Mexican work, coming as they did at the close of ten years' toil, made it easier for me to take up the work of another year. Neither Miss Frances Gill. can I forget his words of sympathy in the great trial through which I was passing. On reaching Laredo, I found that my sister had been near death. Her ex- treme illness had been kept from 'me, though I knew 17 258 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE she had not been well. Therefore, I was not prepared for the shock that awaited me at the door of her rcom, I entered with some laughing remark about her not Miss Fourquecan. waiting until I got home to help nurse her, but the first sight of her pale face froze the words upon my lips, and a sudden chill came to my heart, while life and work and every earthly interest faded. I saw only IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 259 what I might have lost, what I still might lose. As she came back to life and strength, I thought of the other Miss Morrow. trials of the year, compared to what might have been, as but specks upon the horizon of a dim past. It was during the latter part of this year that Miss Fannin's health gave way, and she was forced to leave her work at Saltillo and seek rest and change at Lare- 260 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE do. Our warm, dry winter soon brought returning strength. Acting upon the doctor's advice, she remained with us during the winter. The help she rendered in Miss Shera. hospital and office, though herself so frail, is one of the silent heroisms with which Mission life is filled. About this time I received a letter from Bishop Dun- can asking for the name of a Mexican child, as he and IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 261 Mrs. Duncan desired to help educate one, and saying he would be glad to have her named "Dora," for Mrs. Dun- can. A few months before, we had received into our Capt. E. H. Sanvignet. family the five-year-old sister of Florinda, whom, just before passing from out our lives, she had asked us to take in her place. We knew of no one so cunning and bright as this five-year-old baby. Gaining the mother's 262 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE permission, I had her baptized " Dora Duncan Mancil- las." A few weeks passed, when Bernarda came to us laughing: "Dora wants me to ask you to please say to her teacher that as she is now an American, and the bishop's daughter, she is never to be punished." Writing of Dora brings to mind two other children of the same age, who brightened the home for a few months: "Bessie," the baby sister of Miss Philpott, a perfect fairy of grace and beauty; and " Stone," the lit- tle friend of Miss Norvill, from San Antonio. " Stoni- ta," as we called her, was a sturdy little thing, and as original as sturdy. The first evening she was with us Miss Norvill and I, accompanied by Stonita and twen- ty or more other children, went down to the river to see the sun set, and watch the glow upon the water- One of Laredo's attractions is the marvelous beauty of the sunset. The low, broad plain against a slight rise of the western bank of the Rio Grande leaves an un- obstructed view. 'No artist pencil can paint the glowing scene, for no artist soul can catch the changing tints. It has come to be almost the invariable evening cry, "Come quickly, see the sunset! " On this special even- ing we elder ones were quietly chatting as the children ran on before, to see who might first reach the white sand on the river's bank. The language of the chiidren was strange to Stonita; several times while going down she ventured to run ahead with the others, but in a mo- ment was back again to clasp Miss Norvill's hand. After reaching the sand her timidity gave way, and she ran and played as the others, waking all the echoes with happy laughter. As we returned, Stonita walked ahead quite independently, jabbering in the most unin- telligible manner: once or twice she ran up to Miss J^or- vill, who gave no heed except to smile upon her. The IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 263 little thing finally became quite indignant at receiving no response, and burst out with, " Why don't you answer me? Don't you hear me talk like the chillens? " By Miss Norvill's request, jail work was introduced this year, and by common consent it be- came the spe- cial work o f Servando, Miss Norvill going with him. Someti mes they were ac- companied b y one of the la- dies, or some member of the senior class. Servando soon became great- ly interested in the prison- ers, and they learned to watch for him, as the one ray of light in their dark lives. -Rev. J. W. Grimes, our presiding elder, was with us soon after the jail work was organized, and, as usual, preached his quarterly sermon. Servando, now Lieutenant Es- quivel, was a thoughtful, earnest boy, but knew noth- ing of religious experience. As the cadets filed into their places, he took his seat beside them, wholly un- conscious of the mysterious change which was to pass" Servando. 264 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE over his life. After the sermon, and when all were again upon the grounds, he sought Miss Watts and said: " What is it? I cannot understand. I went into Faith Hall just as I have always been, and I came out with a strange, new feeling filling all my soul with peace and love." He bent with new zeal and energy to his work among the prisoners, and had the joy of know- ing that some of them had passed from darkness into the marvelous light of our Lord and Master. One Sun- day afternoon he wanted me to go with him to the jail. I saw how eagerly the men gathered around him and hung upon his words. As we knelt upon the stone floor, they knelt too; and the rich young voice, with praise, thanksgiving, and supplication, made resonant the dim prison walls. Some said : " We did not know that good could come from being in prison, and now we can never be thankful enough for coming here." I turned away with tears in my eyes, and my heart full of j^raise for another blessing which dimmed many of the trials of this last year of the " Decade." Often throughout this year children were quietly brought into the light; sometimes it would be a group of two or three, and once seven came. There was no especial talk about it, for we were beginning to look upon such scenes in Faith Hall as not being out of the usual order of things. It was during the summer of this year that a num- ber of citizens, headed by Mr. Mims, Roy's father, be- came interested in the boys' school; and though it was a hard year, they did not rest satisfied until they gave a substantial evidence of their desire to see the work ad- vance. Just at this time assistance was most oppor- tune; for the dormitories were being built, and then were to be furnished. A dear aged lady of Greer coun- ty, Texas, Mrs. E. H. Sutherland, wrote to Miss Harper IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 265 telling of her interest in Missions, and just now espe- cially in the boys' school. She did not know whether there had been sufficient money to finish the dormitories, so sent a check for fifty dollars, which was expended in furnishing. Other manifestations of interest have come from the same trembling, loving hand. Mentioning again the boys' department brings to mind incidents in the lives of Louie and Edwin. One of the big burdens at the seminary has always been that of getting the weekly laundry work finished up in order and on time. Before the machinery was even thought possible, and when there was only one old English man- gle for sheets, towels, etc., sister and the girls had charge of it. We were quite proud when the machinery was put up and we had regular hands. We felt our burden less. I do not know how it is in other enterprises, but in Mission work regular hands do not amount to very much, lasting only a little while. Every department, domestic included, requires the devoted interest of a missionary in heart and purpose, if not in name; for economy is the watchword; though necessarily in large families there is waste. After the hands left, our little Scotch missionary had the laundry work in charge, which means always with us the doing of the greater part of it. When the Woman's Class demanded all of her time, Mrs. Anderson assumed this duty among many others. Our faithful Eligio, who was our stand- by for many years, learned to manage the engine pretty well, but Louie and Edwin were our main dependence as engineers. While Louie was in school he gave one day of each week to the running of the engine. Though acquaintance with the intricacies of machinery combined with his carefulness keeps Edwin in good employment, he has never been too tired in his off hours to see to the 266 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE seminary engine, or run it a half night, when other en- gineers have failed. It has become a natural thing to say, when things do not run smoothly at the laundry: " Telephone Edwin ; and if he cannot come, maybe Louie can." Often in our Mission life we have been made to feel that we were the recipients instead of the donors, so full has been the reward. IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 267 The Saltillo work this year showed advance in every department. Miss Roberts had utilized every inch of the long strip of land which Mr. Powell had prophesied Dr. Florence E. Collins. she would find advantageous. Joining the ground of the Colegio was a strip of land with a few old adobe rooms. Miss Roberts learned of the desire of the own- er to sell this, and was enabled through the efforts of a 268 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE friend to purchase. She had run back as far as possible, and it had become necessary to turn in some other di- rection, for the cry of more room still continued. This property gave us an east frontage, which was donated to the General Board, and upon which, through the ef- forts of Eev. J. W. Grimes, a neat little church was erected. Back of this still remained ample space for building, which Miss Eoberts was not very slow in util- izing. Dr. Florence E. Collins, desiring to see something of Mexico, readily consented to go with me to Saltillo to the dedication of the little church, which we considered quite an event in the history of our Saltillo mission. Kev. G. B. Winton preached the dedicatory sermon. Some of us were full of quiet joy, for it was another evidence of the "good hand of our God upon us," and we know in this place "joy and gladness" should be found; " thanksgiving and the voice of melody." Dr. Collins had, at the seminary, classes in chemistry and physiology, but was with us chiefly as our resident physician. Visions of hospital work floated before me in connection with the Mexican Mission, as the fifth de- partment. I had so longed for it; and now as I saw Dr. Collins relieving the many ailments in our own home, besides visiting the homes of the poor with Miss Wilson, how did I know but that this was to be the be- ginning of the fulfillment of that long-desired hope? Not yet has it come, but surely it will, for no mission work is complete without its hospital. As marvelous as has been the growth of our Mexican Mission, it would have doubled or even trebled its influence, had this fifth department been one of its accessories. Who docs not turn with grateful love and willingness to listen to one who has brought relief to the suffering body? As I IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 269 write of Dr. Collins, I remember that this is her wed- ding day, the thought of which brings to mind similar scenes throughout the year, and I begin to realize that this story of Mission life in Mission homes is going to close, as a good story should, with weddings at the end. One of them, that of Rev. Mr. Grimes to our little San Luis friend, Miss Ida B. Duval, of the "Rosebuds," took place in the seminary parlor. If our rugs, those of the early days, which still lie peacefully side by side, could speak, we might induce them to tell how our native pas- tor, Rev. A. Cardenas, wanted to perform the ceremony in Spanish, and how the most interested parties deter- mined it should be in English; how the hour of their train to leave drew near and nearer; how the officiating clergyman grew nervous as the difficult English came slowly; how his nervousness was not lessened by a sim- ilar state of the bridegroom, who from time to time, by prompting, helped forward the proceedings; how after- wards Mrs. McClendon said, "You married yourself." But rugs are silent things, and tell no secrets. During the vacation, Miss Dunlap went to Monterey to have a better opportunity of studying Spanish, but it is said that the first verb of the first conjugation, amar, threw its potent spell over teacher and pupil, making both content to rest beneath its mystic power. This may have been true, for one bright, lovely day the organ of Faith Hall pealed forth the wedding march as Mr. and Mrs. Rubin turned to leave the altar. A few years before the time of this writing, a lady came to me during one of my visits to Saltillo, bringing with her a fair young girl of Spanish and French de- scent. The mother was dead, the father married again, and it was the oft-repeated story: the child was not hap- py with the new relation. The lady had rescued her. 270 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE from her unhappiness, and now wanted to find not only a home for her, but a place where she might be edu- cated. It was arranged that if she proved to be happy- Maria. and content with me, she should remain until she com- pleted the course of study. So it was that Anita be- came as my own daughter. With one or two excep- tions, she clung to me more as a child to its mother IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 271 than did the other inmates of the school, and claimed, more decidedly, the seminary as her home. A native Luis and Anita. preacher met this daughter of mine: to him no other so fair, no other for whom he could ever care. Luis was honorable and true, mild and gentle in temperament, a 272 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE strong contrast to Anita, whose passionate, impulsive nature kept her ever in smiles or tears: I scarcely re- member ever seeing the child on medium ground. He was some years older than she, and we were content to give her into the care of this strong, quiet man ; but we saw no need of hurry: Anita was young, and needed two years more of school. I have heard sometimes of the care and tribulation through which mothers have had to pass, when dealing with impatient lovers, but I had not experienced it before. Luis would not be put off, and as he had Anita on his side, the point was gained, and the wedding came at the Christmas time. When brother Cardenas learned that the date of the marriage had been positively determined, he came to me one morning having a very important matter in hand. Most earnestly he told me that two marriages in a year at the seminary were quite enough, and he felt it would be far better to have this third one at his house, the Mexican parsonage. As my habit was to consider any suggestion of the pastor, -whom I knew had every inter- est of ours at heart, I said: "I will speak to Anita; it rests with her." I found her in my room, merrily hum- ming as she worked Luis's monogram on a handker- chief. At the first intimation of brother Cardenas's sug- gestion, she, in a passion of tears, threw herself upon the lounge, and declared: "Luis can marry somebody else; and I will tell him so. I just would like to know who ever heard of a girl marrying any place but home, when everybody is willing. JSTo; if 1 can't marry in Faith Hall, I'll not marry at all; that is all there is of it." I could not help laughing over her passionate ear- nestness. I hastened to assure her that the matter was in her hands, and everything should be arranged as she pleased. Breaking into smiles, she impulsively kissed IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 273 me, and in a moment afterwards was chatting happily over the pretty wedding dress, the gift — according to Mexican custom — of Luis. Miss Delia Holding. There is just one other marriage to chronicle, the con- summation of which reaches into the year of this writ- ing. It was probably in the winter of 1886 that I was called from the office one day to meet a Mexican mother with her two children, whom she wished to place in 18 274 A DECADE OF MISSION LIFE school. I was instantly attracted by the blue eyes and fair hair of the younger child, and said somewhat coax- ingly to the mother: " Give me this one, and I will take the other." To which she gave ready consent. The lit- tle one, understanding the agreement, put her hand con- fidingly into mine. She grew into young womanhood in our midst, becoming a great favorite with Miss Wil- son, to whom she was devotedly attached. Toward the close of this year, Mrs. McClendon was in need of an- other assistant. We arranged that Maria should go to her help, and become a member of her family. Mrs. McClendon soon became as partial to her as Miss Wilson had been, and no one would have known but that Maria was as much the daughter as Attie. I was happy be- cause she was so content. She had been in her new home but a few months, when Mrs. McClendon told me of her engagement. I could not refrain from express- ing my pleasure that this case was to be managed by Mrs. McClendon, as I felt sure she was much more skill- ful than I in that line of work; yet it was not all smooth sailing, even with her trained hand upon the helm, for once she told me: "You will have to take care of your own children after this; lovers are two much trouble." Now that they are married, a looker-on could not tell in which she takes most pleasure — her own daughter, Mrs. Miller, or my adopted one, Mrs. Hanson. Why write more? Pages could grow into volumes, and this Decade of Mission Life in Mission Homes would yet remain unfinished; for the many lives that have been touched and quickened into higher form are influ- encing other lives, the circle is ever widening, and who, again I ask, may set its boundary lines? I make an- swer: None but He who by his own power hath veri- fied unto this Mexican Mission his own words: "There IN MEXICAN MISSION HOMES. 275 is no man that hath left house, or brethren or sisters? or father or mother, or wife or children, or lands, for my sake and the gospel's, but he shall receive a hun- dred-fold now in this time, houses and brethren and sis- ters and mothers and children and lands, with persecu- tions; and in the world to come eternal life." s« RSISOH