Class __:£]lii_£S \ Rook .A4-Kn Gopyii^ht]^'^_ Ccr COPYRIGHT DEPOSIT. A LIMITED NUMBER OF COPIES OF THIS VOLUME HAVE BEEN PRINTED FOR MR. SMITH FOR PRESEN- TATION TO FRIENDS AND PUBLIC INSTITUTIONS. THESE COPIES ARE PRINTED ON DIFFERENT PAPER, AND ARE WITHOUT THE BIBLIOPHILE TITLES AND SEAL. THE TYPE HAS BEEN DISTRIBUTED. THE CX)UNCIL r: ^' J^nhC ^HUi^ ^UiC Xtt^ ^-ti^ 2^cuu cuut crx. CWeL loAri. iUi^ol J^c^a^ux^ ^^^ i^cuvC v'iJ ittu-i fkUt^ iVu-H. >r < HARl.ES UKKKN.S.— HKRKIOKORK IMM BI.ISHHU. -—.SVl'A'AJM Hi AH AH i lu unHA^ lu/is'i ii> hjimi^mI s ,-»• f\ w. THE DICKENS-KOLLE LETTERS Edited by HARRY B. SMITH In that valuable contribution to modern biog- raphy, Charles Dickens and Maria Beadnell. Private Correspondence, Professor George Pierce^ Baker, who performed the editorial work in a manner deserving the gratitude of every lover of Dickens, remarks : — "It is reported that some ten years ago a series of letters from Dickens to the friend of his youth, Henry Kolle, changed hands in Bir- mingham, England. The present editor hopes that the publication of the letters in this book may bring this set to light, for they should supplement and explain the letters here given." The letters referred to by Professor Baker are those contained in the present volume. They were unknown to Forster, who ignores Kolle even as he disregards several other close friends of Dickens. In some instances Forster quarreled with men who were known and [ij liked by his great friend, and this led to the omission of their names from the biography ; though this was not the case with Kolle, whose intimacy with Dickens ceased at about the time the famous friendship with Forster began. No reference is made to Kolle by either James Payn or Robert Langton in the monographs on Dickens' early life. This cor- respondence, however, tells its own story of confidence and comradeship. It cannot be claimed for the letters in the present volume that they equal the Beadnell correspondence in emotional sentiment or in what may be called dramatic interest. In these qualities the letters to Miss Beadnell (and later to Mrs. Winter) probably surpass any series ever written by Dickens, though there are many single examples equally vital and self-revealing. Such, for instance, are the ones which Dickens wrote at the culmination of his domestic infelicities, — those strange let- ters which tended to destroy " the greatest of Dickens' fictions — himself." Most of these are unpublished, and some are to be found in American collections. The correspondence with Kolle, it is thought, has a distinct interest of its own and contrib- [2] utes something to Dickens' biography, although it gives a sketch of a period rather than the complete chapter supplied by the Beadnell group. Some of the present series are the earliest known letters of Dickens ; others have a direct connection with the love affair with Maria Beadnell ; many of them, in a few sen- tences, give a more graphic idea of the life of the author as a young man than any corre- spondence or reminiscences yet published. They are redolent of the joys and dreams of youth and not untinged by its occasional sad- ness. The first of the letters was written in 18^0; the last of the early series in 18^^. After the latter date Dickens and Kolle, for twenty-five years, held little if any communi- cation. In 18^9, four years after the reappear- ance of Maria Beadnell, Kolle wrote to his old friend, and again in 186^. The novelist's an- swers to these two later letters form a part of the present collection. Of Dickens after the "Pickwick" period the biographical information is as complete as the most exacting specialist could wish. Of the innumerable volumes of mid-Victorian Memoirs and Reminiscences of " people of im- portance in their day," a large number make [31 their contribution of side-lights and anecdote. Of Dickens and his family in the period between the blacking warehouse and the Sketches by Bo{, comparatively little is known. Among the published letters there is but one written during his days of newspaper reporting. It is believed that the corre- spondence, now for the first time printed, adds to our knowledge of Dickens as a youth in that interesting period when he was emerg- ing from obscurity and coming into his own. An English critic, who is much cleverer than a mere critic has any right to be, has thought it worth his while, at this late day^ to devote a book to an appreciation of Dickens. In this work Mr. Chesterton declares that " whatever the word ' great ' means, Dickens is that." It might be added that whatever the word " pop- ular" means Dickens is that also. Popular he has been continuously from the publication of the Sketches by Bo{ to the present day. There have been at all times critics hostile to his novels and people who have declared that they could not read Dickens ; but their minor- ity report has generally taken the form of a protest against his acknowledged popularity. During the year 1906, a single London [4] publishing house sold four hundred and fifty thousand copies of novels by Dickens, and it has been estimated that in that year fifteen hundred thousand copies of his books were sold in England alone. It is probable that as many more were sold in the United States, Canada and Australia, and it is within bounds to say that the annual sales of the Dickens novels amount to three millions of copies. About three hundred and fifty articles dealing with Charles Dickens and his writings are published in magazines and newspapers every year. An incomplete collection of these in the Guildhall Library numbers over ten thou- sand items. Mr. Percy Fitzgerald, starting to collect all the printed matter relating to ''Pickwick" alone, soon found that he had " nearly a roomful." A magazine is devoted to Dickens literature, clubs and fellowships are organized in his honor, and the library of Dickensiana is beginning to rival in extent the literature of Shakespear and Napoleon.^ Dickens' principal works have been trans- 1 In 1838, "Pickwick" was attacked by tlie Quarterly Review whicii declared that " indications were not wanting that the peculiar vein of humor which has hitherto yielded such attractive metal, is worn out." When this was written by an eminent critical author- ity, Dickens had published nothing but the Sketches by Bo^. [5] lated into every European language. He is read by all sorts and conditions of men, women and children. Lord Jeffreys, Charles Lever, and Walter Savage Landor wept over Little Nell (though Mr. Andrew Lang makes merry over her). Lever declared Dickens to be " the greatest imaginative writer since Shake- spear," and Mr. Chesterton, most modern of critics, also corroborates this in a way when he says that claiming to have contributed an idea to Dickens is like saying one has added a glass of water to Niagara. Swin- burne, who was nothing if not fastidious, wrote an almost rhapsodical defense of Dick- ens against his academic detractors. The shop-girl on her way to work is quite as likely to be reading Copperfield as Laura Jean. The messenger boy taking his time with a " rush " message, if not enthralled by Old Sleuth, is probably delayed by Oliver Twist. At least a dozen times the writer has seen elevator boys reading Dickens. Once — in Boston — one was observed reading Thackeray. It is a proof of the universal appeal of Dick- ens that he not only has this vogue with the masses, but is also pre-eminently a collector's author. Judging from observation and from [6] information supplied by book-sellers, it may be confidently stated that fully nine-tenths of the collectors of modern books collect first editions of Dickens. The name of "Boz" may not lead all the rest, but it is pretty sure to be upon the scroll, whether the collector be a Tennysonian or a Shelleyan, a disciple of St. Charles or a devotee of the Brownings. The fact is that if one is interested in mod- ern literature at all, and has any of the in- stincts of a collector, he can hardly escape being a Dickensian. This is particularly true for the reason that book-collectors, in spite of their reputation for solemnity, are a race of humorists. Reference is made to the collect- ors of modern books, not to those who are on the passenger list of Brandt's Ship of Fools, who buy books which they cannot read. In- deed if one must have an answer for the Philistine's question, '' Why first editions?'' one can find it readily in the case of the Dick- ens books. Apart from the unique form in which they were published, the illustrations as they first appeared make these editions in- finitely more desirable than any de luxe vol- umes ever printed for the delusion of the unco rich. [7] Perhaps next to Lamb, Dickens as a person- ality is the most lovable of authors. We love Elia in spite of — nay, because of — his pecu- liarities and his little vices ; and as we grow to know Dickens through the study of his works, his letters, and the many books about him, we love him in spite of the defects in his character, without which he would be a demigod in- stead of the hearty, human, friendly creature he is. Loving Dickens as we do, feeling that we know him better than we know many of our friends, any news out of shadow-land is welcome when it can tell us anything of the man that brings him nearer to us. For this reason the printing of the Dickens-Beadnell letters was an event of importance to all ad- mirers of the novelist and all readers of biog- raphy, — more vivid and suggestive perhaps than any one chapter in that indispensable biography which has been rudely called Dick- ens' Life of Forster. The earliest known autograph of Charles Dickens is a note written in his thirteenth year to Owen P. Thomas, his classmate at Wellington House Academy. This note would have been a formidable weapon in the hand of Sergeant Buzfuz, who could have read into [8] it crime and conspiracy, even as he interpreted the famous " warming-pan " letter as evidence of deh'berate and systematic villainy. To the unsuspicious non-legal mind, however, the note indicates nothing worse than juvenile humor and an eye to business. It begins with an apology for neglecting to return Owen Thomas' "Leg," the writer supposing that in the interim Owen has " used a wooden one." Dickens assures his friend that since it has been in his possession " the leg has been weighed every Saturday night ; " and the note concludes with an offer to sell a school- book " at a greatly reduced price, much cheaper in comparison than a leg." What an opportunity for the redoubtable Buzfuz ! " Gentlemen of the jury, I ask you, as hus- bands and fathers, what is this youthful des- perado doing with his comrade's leg? By what dark deed did he possess himself of that graceful member of which each one of us poor mortals claims his allotted share of two ? And — mark you — why should this Dickens, with a depravity appalling in one so young, go through the wretched form of weighing his wronged friend's leg every Saturday night? [9J Gentlemen, the brain reels, the mind is baffled in the presence of such mysteries as these." Mr. Thomas, writing in 1870, explained that the " Leg " was *' a legend of something, a pamphlet romance I had lent him." But the Buzfuzzian mind would have shattered this shallow explanation. Why should a " legend of something" be weighed every Saturday night ? As Forster says, " There is some underlying whim or fun in the * Leg' allusions which Mr. Thomas has overlooked." The next writing in order of date is found in a " petty cash book " kept by Dickens when, at the age of fifteen, he was employed in the office of Mr. Edward Blackmore, So- licitor, of Lincoln's Inn Fields. This interest- ing memento was in the collection of Mr. William Wright, dispersed at auction in 1899. Among the entries in Dickens' hand is the charge to himself of a weekly salary of thir- teen shillings and sixpence. Many years after- ward Mr. Blackmore recorded his memories of young Dickens, who it appears was not too assiduous in his routine of office duties, but inclined to waste time at theatres, where, with a fellow clerk named Potter, he was even sus- pected of " going on " in minor parts. It is [10] highly probable that he did so, as the Sketches by Bo{ show a familiarity with h'fe behind the scenes which could have been obtained only by experience. It is curious to note that in this old account book, kept by Dickens in his fifteenth year, are several names which were afterward used by him for characters in his novels. In editing the Dickens - Beadnell corre- spondence for The Bibliophile Society, Pro- fessor Baker refers to the scarcity of early letters of Dickens. Until the discovery of the letters to Miss Beadnell, only four letters prior to 18^6 were published, and these were of no great interest. The Beadnell correspondence belongs to the year 1833, while several of the letters in the present volume were written in 1830 and 1831. These are believed to be the earliest Dickens letters in existence. That still earlier ones may be discovered is pos- sible, but hardly probable. There may lurk in some dusty drawer or closet in an old London house the letters that Dickens wrote to his fellow clerk, the facetious and frolic- some Potter, companion of his secret ad- ventures among the cheap theatres. There may be in existence notes written to his [11] schoolmates at Wellington House. Possibly some early letters to members of his family may have been preserved. Of autographs of a somewhat later date (18H-183^) there may be future discoveries. In 18M or 183^ Dick- ens became acquainted with the Hogarth fam- ily, and he undoubtedly wrote letters to Miss Catherine Hogarth, his betrothed, and to her sisters. He must have written occasionally to Thomas Beard, who was best man at his wedding, and who seems to have become his chum after Kolle's marriage. It is likely, however, that Dickens collectors have come to the end of their treasure trove. In 1870 the editors of the published corre- spondence were able to obtain no early letters, and of late years the agents of London book- sellers and autograph dealers have made dili- gent search without finding any material of value. After the publication of the Sketches by ^o{, Dickens became a personage, and his correspondents were more inclined to preserve his letters. Specimens written in 1836 and 1837 are occasionally met with, though they are by no means common. Shortly before the appearance of The Biblio- phile Society's volume, Charles Dickens and [12] Maria Beadnell, the present writer prepared for a magazine an article regarding the Dickens- Kolle correspondence/ At that time he was not acquainted with the contents of the Bead- nell letters and was compelled to guess and theorize regarding much that is in the Kolle correspondence. A portion of the article thus written is here quoted: — " The chief interest in the Dickens-Kolle correspondence is the light thrown upon an early love affair. Dickens was under twenty at the time ; yet this was no ordinary boyish flirtation, but an enduring love. The writings of later years, the confidences to Mr. Forster, contain so many references to this early ro- mance that it must be considered, like the death of Mary Hogarth, an event that had a life-long influence upon the mind of the author and the heart of the man. The iden- tity of this first love, this real Dora, is now revealed. She was one of the two^ Misses Beadnell. . Kolle was engaged to the elder ; Dickiens fell desperately in love with the younger. Kolle's suit prospered ; but that of ^ This article was not publisiied, — it having been bought back from the magazine to which it was sold, —-and is here printed in part for the first time. 2 There were three,— Anne, Margaret, and Maria. [13] Dickens was an example of the proverbial roughness of the course of true love. The father of Miss Beadnell was well-to-do, and it is more than likely that the parents did not view with approval the courtship of a young reporter with a small salary and no prospects worth mentioning. Kolle, however, was the typical young man bound to make his way in the world ; he was employed in a bank. It is clear that Dickens was looked upon as a party whom Mrs. Malaprop would have classified as 'illegible.' The letters indicate that at the Beadnell home he was unwelcome, and that when he found his room was preferred to his company, he called upon the favored Kolle to serve as letter-carrier and intercessor. ... It is quite evident that Dickens sent by Kolle a written proposal of marriage to Miss Beadnell. Delivered on a Saturday, this proposal was not answered till the following Thursday. Doubt- less the Dulcinea was deliberating, deciding whether a rebellion against parental authority were worth while. It is likely that she had some fondness for the young man who was in every way attractive ; but she was older than Dickens, as he admits in one of his later allusions to her, and she was made prudent [14] by reflecting upon his financial situation. A second appeal, or events following upon it, resulted in a misunderstanding. Dickens at- tributes this to envious tongues. Mischief had been made and Lady Sneerwell had been at work. One of Miss Beadnell's friends, a Miss Marianne Leigh, was a cause of jealousy and disputes. . . ." It will be seen that the letters to Kolle sup- plied a fairly accurate key to the then unpub- lished Beadnell correspondence. The collector's history of these autographs is as follows : It will be remembered that William Henry Kolle married Anne Beadnell, sister of Dickens' inamorata. Mrs. Kolle died, and the widower married again. Kolle died in 1881. In February, 1890, his widow offered for sale to a London dealer the letters written by Dickens to her husband. They were promptly pur- chased, and in response to the dealer's request for information concerning them, Mrs. Kolle wrote : — West Brighton, February 12, 1890. Dear Sir, — I beg to acknowledge, with thanks, re- ceipt of postal orders, and I am most willing to answer >our inquiries. My husband prized the letters highly in remembrance of his youthful friendship with Charles [15] Dickens. He always kept them locked up in a drawer to which even I had not access till after his death nine years ago. They remained in the same drawer un- touched until about three weeks ago, when I perused them for the first time, and it occurred to me that as autographs they might be worth money — as you phrased it — and so 1 got the idea of sending them to an auto- graph sale, but your offer altered this project. My hus- band and C. Dickens first met at the house of a mutual friend, became attached to two sisters of the name of Beadnell, and so the intimacy commenced. My husband was at that time engaged in a banking house in the city, but soon after his first marriage entered into commercial pursuits. C. Dickens, as everyone knows, was strug- gling for fame as an author, and so the friends diverged into different lines of life, but the old kind feelings still existed, as you will see by two letters which I enclose for your perusal, and which my step-daughter, whom you saw the other evening, prizes " above rubies," although they dashed her hopes of becoming a poetess. Please take great care of the two letters which I have borrowed, as my daughter does not wish them creased unnecessarily. ... My husband assisted on one or two occasions at some private amateur theatricals in the house of the elder Mr. Dickens. Yours truly, S. J. ROLLE There was some further correspondence be- tween the London dealer and Mrs. Kolle, and eventually Miss Anne Kolle (named after her [16] mother, Anne Beadnell) sold the two later letters addressed by Dickens to her father. Immediately after concluding the purchase of the collection, the book-seller sent a descrip- tion of the contents to the late Augustin Daly and offered them to him. Mr. Daly purchased them and had them bound in a folio volume together with a miscellaneous collection of autograph letters of literary celebrities. There was no attempt at classifying the contents and the volume bore no descriptive title. It may be doubted whether Mr. Daly him- self knew or appreciated the prize he had ac- quired ; for, although he took a lively interest in his collection, he had such quantities of letters, books, and prints, that to have known and loved them all would have left him no time for the exacting and multifarious duties of a theatrical manager. In fact, Mr. Daly once laughingly admitted to the writer that he did not know what he had. He was, perhaps more interested in collecting than in his col- lection, in the chase than in the quarry. Mr. Daly acquired the Dickens-Kolle letters in 1890. In March, 1900, the Daly collection was sold at auction in New York. The de- scription in the catalogue of the volume con- [17] taining the Kolle letters gave no indication of the unique interest of the correspondence and the book sold for a moderate price. The letter of the London dealer oflfering the autographs to Mr. Daly was a part of the " lot " and in it the number of the letters to Kolle is distinctly stated to be twenty-five. Of these, twenty-three were described as early letters and the other two as dated 18^9 and 186^. When the volume appeared in the auction room it contained but twenty-one of the early letters. Two of them had mysteri- ously disappeared, nor was there any evidence of their having been in the book at any time. What has become of them? Mr. Daly had several extra-illustrated volumes of Dickens- iana. Some of these contained a considerable number of Dickens' autograph letters. He employed a specialist to do his extra-illustrat- ing, the selecting and preparing of material. The Kolle letters were delivered to Mr. Daly in their original condition, not bound in book form. It is quite likely that in choosing the material for some extra-illustrated work, like the Daly copy of Forster's Life, the two letters now missing were included as speci- mens of an early period. It might be worth [18] while for the possessors of some of the extra- illustrated books from the Daly collection to examine their contents carefully with a view to detecting these missing autographic links. The hope expressed by Professor Baker that the publication of the Beadnell correspondence might reveal the letters to Kolle is echoed here with regard to these two wandering missives. Like the early Beadnell letters, those of Dickens to Kolle, with one exception, bear no date, only the day of the week. The one ex- ception is dated January ^, 1833. Two of the letters are postmarked 1833. The water- marks on several are I830 and I831. The date of the one letter and the postmarks on the two are important, as they prove that most of the other letters were written before January S, 1833. The verses, The Bill of Fare, printed in the Beadnell correspondence, fix exactly the month and the year in which Dickens fell in love with Maria Beadnell. That the verses were written in I831 is shown by the reference to the marriage of David Lloyd and Margaret Beadnell, which occurred in April, I83I. That it was in the autumn or winter of I831 is shown by the lines speaking of Lloyd: — [19] That when he last summer from Paris came home (I think 't was his marriage induced him to roam). In the poem Dickens says of himself, — Charles Dickens, who in our feast plays a part, Is a young summer cabbage without any heart ; — Not that he 's heartless, but because, as folks say, He lost his twelve months ago from last May. *' Twelve months ago from last May " would mean May, 1830. In this manner Dickens himself fixes, beyond reasonable doubt, the date of his conquest by Dora/ In his letter to John Forster in 18^^, in an- swer to the latter's questioning the existence of a Dora in real life, the novelist states that his love for the original Dora began " when I was Charley's age " and *' excluded every other idea from my mind for four years." As Miss Beadnell finally rejected Dickens in May, 1833, and as he admits that he lost his heart to her in May 1830, this allows a twelvemonth for recovery from the blow that was so decidedly a blessing in disguise. It is unlikely that Dickens' own evidence in the poem and in his letter to Forster is inexact. The love af- 1 Forster gives 1829 as the date of the first appearance of the "real Dora." Vol. I, 71. [20] fair was too important an event in his life for him to be in doubt — even twenty years later — whether it lasted four years or three. The poem, Tbe Bill of Fare, obviously was writ- ten to impress Maria Beadnell, to express his devotion in a manner which, if regarded as too bold, could be passed off as a jest, and in- cidentally to show her and her friends that he was a clever fellow. By mentioning the time, " twelve months ago from last May," Dickens may have intended to tell Maria that he had fallen in love with her at first sight, as they may have met for the first time during that month. At all events, it is not likely that he had known her more than a month or two before losing his heart. He was eighteen years old and even more impulsive and im- pressionable than most youths of that age. It is practically certain that Dickens was in- troduced to the Beadnell family at some time between January and May, 1830. In all prob- ability, he met the Beadnells through KoIIe. The letter of Mrs. S. J. Kolle indicates that her husband and Dickens met at the house of a common friend and afterward became ac- quainted with the Beadnell family. Mrs. Kolle states that her husband was at that time [21] " engaged in a banking house in the city, but soon after his first marriage entered into com- mercial pursuits ; " that is to say, he became a quilt-printer. With what bank young Kolle was connected is not ascertainable, but it is quite likely that he was a clerk in the establish- ment of Smith, Payne and Smith, in which George Beadnell held a responsible position. The letters to Kolle furnish evidence that the two young men first met in the spring of 1830, and the two letters following may be ascribed to that date. Dickens could not have known Kolle for any length of time, for in both letters he misspells the name of his new friend, writing it with a terminal " ie." This might be regarded as a nickname or a playful version of the name, were it not for the fact that both these letters are written in a com- paratively formal style, while, as the others of the series become more familiar and indicate intimate friendship, Kolle's name is correctly written. In these two letters the handwriting is considerably more unformed and juvenile than in those known to have been written in 1832 and 1833. It is, in fact, quite a boyish hand. That these were not written earlier than the spring of 1830 is shown by Dickens' [22] i ' ■ J K ^ , ^ A /^ ^ \ ^ ^s ^ C ^..^ ^-^ -''^'^^ "'"^ /«5u <% .y/(^^,^/t^^^~ ^^-^A. /i^ y yt^^ y l>^^ 1/ Crtca.^^^- / Cl ^C /c^.-€c /f U I / * /'t-^x.t/' ^-e'/^ y ^tcc^^A^.^ ^? Ly^'-^'y^yO-Cu~^c/:. ^ y ^yf ^A tr /ix ct kr^ y-f (L^-^ ^*-<^( C r^. ^C(L ^l^ / A' r C^ ■^^^ C<^^^r--et_^ . t/ y^L-^UL P^y^^i-c/ ^>^t-^ J- ■//-'' V X • / statement that he can name no night to go out to play "until the House is up." The novelist himself is the authority for the state- ment that he entered the reporters' gallery "when not yet 18." There are two veiled allusions to the Beadnell family. In one letter Dickens expresses his envy of Kolle's devotions [to Anne Beadnell] and in the other he sends his " best remembrances to (?) ; " the interroga- tion point being a cryptic reference to Maria Beadnell. The allusion to the poor accommo- dations at Cecil street also points to the date 1830. The following letter, being the more formal in expression, is probably the earlier of the two. It is the earliest Dickens letter known, with the single exception of the schoolboy note written at Wellington House Academy. — My dear Kollie, — I owe you ten thousand apologies for not having seen you last night, but the fact is that 1 found out late in the evening that I could not leave the House until a quarter past ten, and I thought it would be useless to endeavor to make my way into the city at that hour. As I was not aware of the melancholy fact in suf- ficient time to send for you (I mean to you, but I do not like scratching out) I hope I need not ask you to excuse the apparent inattention on my part. It is equally unneces- sary to add that 1 was very much disappointed, as 1 looked forward to having a very comfortable couple of hours. [23] I fear, until the House is up, I can name no certain night on which I can go to play, except Saturday. How- ever, I leave the selection of another day to your taste, always promising that if I accept your next invitation, no consideration shall induce me to depart from it. With my best remembrances to (?), believe me, my dear KoUie, Very truly yours, Charles Dickens I see there are two superfluous I's in this note, but I sup- pose you are not particular to a shade. The sun is so obscured that I intend living under the planet no longer than Saturday week next. It will be observed that the tone of the note is rather formal and apologetic. The writer regrets his failure to keep an appointment; explains a slip in expression and a superabun- dance of capital I's. It is possible, of course, that the " best remembrances to (?) " may not refer to Maria Beadnell ; but if, as seems cer- tain, the letter was written in the spring of 1830, it is more than likely that the allusion is to the young woman to whom Dickens, by his own confession, lost his heart in the May of that year. The next letter was written a few days later. In this also Kolle's name is incor- rectly spelled. Of the place from which this was written, North End, Mr. F. G. Kitton [24] says : " Certain letters written to an intimate friend indicate such addresses as North End (? Fulham) and Fitzroy street." The letter following — which is the one to which Mr. Kitton refers — was apparently written while Dickens was enjoying a holiday. The whole tone of it indicates that he has no business cares to prevent his enjoying himself in his own way. That it was written while on a vacation is shown, too, by the fact that the writer speaks of having left one place of resi- dence and not yet having " fixed upon ' a local habitation and a name 1 ' " North End, Friday evening'. My dear Kollie, — I have great pleasure in being able to assure you that I shall be perfectly disengaged on Sun- day next, and shall expect you. I always rise out here by seven, and therefore you may safely wend your way here before one, if you can. In reply to your inquiry respecting a sizable pony, I have great satisfaction in being able to say^that I can pro- cure you an " 'oss " which I have had once or twice since I have been here. I am a poor judge of distance, but I should certainly say that your legs would be off the ground when you are on his back. To look at the ani- mal in question you would think (with the exception of dog's meat) there was no earthly purpose to which he could be applied. But when you try him, joking apart, [25] I will pledge you my veracity, he will beat any horse, hired or private, that you would see in a morning's ride. I am his especial patron, but on this occasion I will pro- cure something smaller for myself. Pray come before one, as 1 shall order them to be at the door punctually at that hour, and we can mount, dis- mount, and ride eight or ten miles without seeing a soul, the peasantry excepted. The people at Cecil street put too much water in their hashes, lost a nutmeg grater, attended on me most mis- erably, dirted the table cloth, &c., &c. ; and so (detesting petty miseries) I gave them warning and have not yet fixed upon a "local habitation and a name." Envying you your devotions, notwithstanding the pil- grimage attendant thereon, and wishing you every suc- cess and happiness, I remain, my dear Kollie, Yours most truly, Come early. Charles Dickens [P. S.] I shall depend on your staying all night. You shall have breakfast by half past seven next morning, as I must walk to town the very first thing. C. D. The paragraph preceding the signature al- ludes to Kolle's courtship of Anne Beadnell, and Dickens' envy was due to his growing admiration for her sister, which was already an object of parental disapproval. In the pen portrait of the " sizable pony " there is a sug- gestion of the gift for humorous description [26] which was soon to find expression in the Sketches by Bo{. Indeed, it may be surmised that the animal was the model for the " im- mense brown horse displaying great symmetry of bone" which caused such annoyance to Mr. Pickwick and Mr. Winkle during their memorable journey to Dingley Dell. Next in the series, in order of date, are six letters written from Fitzroy street. These are without date by the writer, but the year in which they were written can be fixed with tol- erable accuracy. In the case of three of the letters the paper bears the water-mark of 1850. The address Fitzroy street helps to establish the date. Thanks to the researches of enthusi- astic Dickensians, and particularly to the zeal of the late F. G. Kitton, the various places of residence of Dickens and his family may be accurately traced by anyone curious in such matters. For the sake of assigning these let- ters to their correct year, and for the better realization of the circumstances under which they were written, one may briefly recapitulate the principal events in this period of the life of Dickens. On removing to London with his family in 1825, John Dickens lived first at No. 16 Bay- [27] ham street (now No. 141). He removed from there probably about Christmas, 182^ ; cer- tainly not later than January 21, 1824. Up to Lady Day, 1824, Mrs. Dickens was proving that she would " never desert Mr. Micawber " by endeavoring to establish a school for girls at No. 4 Gower street. It was from this house that Dickens, a boy of eleven, sallied forth to distribute circulars calling attention to the merits of the establishment. "Yet nobody ever came to school," he wrote to Forster, " nor do I recollect that anybody ever pro- posed to come." From the Gower street house John Dick- ens was taken to the Marshalsea, and Charles, then twelve years old, went to live as a lodger with Mrs. Roylance, incidentally to make mental notes for the study of Mrs. Pipchin. These were the dark days of the blacking warehouse. Mrs. Roylance lived at No. 37 Little College street, Camden Town, till the end of 182^. During a part of this year the boy lived in a back attic in Lant street, where he met Bob Sawyer and the Garland family. While he was lodging here '* something turned up," the timely legacy came to his father, who was released from bondage. According to Forster, a brief so- [28] journ at Hampstead for the entire family followed the improvement in John Dickens' circumstances. The wanderers then estab- lished themselves — July, 182^ — in a small tenement, No. 13 Johnson street, Somers- town. Mr. Kitton states that, according to the rate book, Caroline Dickens was the ten- ant of these premises till January, 1829. On the family's removal to Johnson street, after John Dickens' release in 182^, Charles, then thirteen years old, was sent to Wellington House Academy. According to Dr. Henry Danson, who was a fellow pupil at Wellington House, Dickens, while attending the school, lived in " a very small house in a street lead- ing out of Seymour street." Forster and other biographers state that Dickens remained at Wellington House Academy for about two years ; but it appears that they have rather overestimated the duration of his school days. It was March 2$, 1824, that the Gower street house was given up. Then followed the period of the Marshalsea for the father and Hungerford Stairs for the boy. This purga- tory seems to have continued until the summer of 182?, though Dickens, in his confidences to Forster, says : " I have no idea how long it [29] lasted, — whether for a year, or much more, or less." One can best determine the duration of this time of misery and humiliation by the rate books and other records showing the ten- ancy of the Dickens family of various houses and lodgings. There is no record for the period between March 2^, 1824, and July, 182^. In all probability, this was the length of time that John Dickens was a prisoner for debt, and the blacking warehouse sentence must have been for one year and three months. Dickens certainly did not enter Welling- ton House Academy until after his father had been given freedom. He could not have be- gun his attendance much before September, 182^. Two years at the school would ter- minate in the autumn of 1827- Yet it is certain that he entered the offices of Ellis and Blackmore in May, 1827, and previous to that he had been employed in the office of Mr. Molloy. It appears probable that Dick- ens did not have much more than one year's schooling — possibly eighteen months' — apart from the lessons he received as a small child from the Reverend William Giles, the Baptist clergyman at Chatham. What wonder that John Dickens, when asked about his son's [30] education, replied : " Why, sir, he may be said to have educated himself 1 " When Charles Dickens left the Ellis and Blackmore office (November, 1828) he was within three months of his seventeenth birth- day. At this time he began his work as a court reporter. Three months later the Dick- ens family moved to the Polygon, Somers- town. From the time he left school to the date of the family's removal to the Polygon, the boy lived with his father and mother and contributed a share of his earnings to the general exchequer. It is likely that the lodg- ing in Cecil street, unfavorably mentioned in the second letter in the present series, was Dickens' first separate residence after his start in life as a reporter. In 1830 the Dickens family took up their residence in Fitzroy street, Fitzroy Square, and Charles returned to live at home, he and his father earning at this time about ten pounds a week. This was comparative affluence. Dickens began to make congenial acquaintances; was taken up by respectable middle-class Londoners, and Mrs. Beadnell was sponsor for him in a coterie which to his unsophisticated eyes appeared to be Society. It may be imagined [31] with what care he concealed the episodes of the Marshalsea and the blacking warehouse, and in what terror he lived, dreading a chance revelation to his eminently respectable friends. Although the house in Fitzroy street was occupied by the Dickens family for nearly three years, it is not mentioned in any of the biographies. Mr. Kitton makes an allusion to it, but knew this early home of Dickens only through having seen the Kolle letters. These show that after living nearly three years in Fitzroy street, the family moved to Bentinck street early in January, 1833. With the residence in Fitzroy street there began a new life for Charles Dickens and for all the members of his family. The flamboy- ant geniality of the father, expanded in the sunlight of moderate prosperity. He doubtless still indulged in the Micawber-like predilection for spending a little more than he earned. He was perhaps a little too fond of the flowing bowl, and certain letters recently brought to light show that he could seek small loans in large language; but he was a companionable man in his home ; he even took part in the private theatricals given by Charles and his friends. There was a piano in the parlor and [32] there were occasional trips to the country. Dickens, as a young reporter in the police courts, in Doctor's Commons and in Parlia- ment, saw much of varied phases of London life, and we may take it for granted that he found his work congenial and got a good deal of fun out of it. ** The key of the street " — as Mr. Chesterton says — was handed to him in the old days at Hungerford Stairs ; but at this time he began to use it to unlock new mean- ings and mysteries. For recreations there were the playhouses, private theatricals, occasional visits in society, incipient heart interests, and the usual pranks of precocious young men of eighteen with the freedom of the city of London. One obtains an idea of the gaieties in which young Dickens indulged from the sketch enti- tled Making a Night of It. In this the city clerk, Thomas Potter, was no doubt the iden- tical Potter who was his fellow clerk at Ellis and Blackmore's and who shared his fondness for the theatre. The following letter appears to have been written after the two young men had been " Making a Night of It," though it is not possible to say whether Dickens himself played the role of Mr. Robert Smithers in the sketch of that title : — [33] FiTZROY Street, Thursday morning. My dear Kolle, — I recollect this morning to my great horror that I owe you eighteen pence which I borrowed and forgot to return last night. I therefore hasten to repair the omission with all possible despatch. A cab driver whom I was obliged to ask for change last night, gave me a bad five-shilling piece, so that I was in luck altogether. My cold is about as bad as a cold can be, and on the whole I feel tolerably happy and comfortable today, the state of the weather being so admirably adapted to dis- pel any gloomy ideas, of which I always have a very plentiful stock. Believe me. Yours most truly, Charles Dickens " Thank Heaven, Pickwick will soon be out," exclaimed the invalid after his prosy pastor's visit. Yet here we find the -future creator of Pickwick confessing to being in the " low state" of Mrs. Gummidge. This letter must have been written early in 1830, for the reason that Dickens evidently did not know Kolle as an intimate friend at the time. Otherwise he would not have written in great haste to return a loan of eighteen pence. The next letter belongs to a somewhat later time in the same year, and the outing in prospect doubt- less refers to a bank holiday excursion. [34] My dear Kolle, — Are you going out of town next Saturday, because if you are not, we propose to get one or two young men togetlier for the purpose of knocking up a song or two, and 1 am specially directed to beg your attendance on the occasion. I give you this early notice, not because there is anything formal or party-like in the arrangements for that day, but in order that I may have a better chance of securing you. You will perhaps oblige me with a line at your earliest convenience, giving me your arrangements for Saturday, and the probability of your local destination on that day. Trusting that everything goes on as well as ever (which I have been more than once inclined to doubt, in conse- quence of not hearing from or seeing you), I remain, my dear Kolle, Yours sincerely, FiTZROY Street, CHARLES DiCKENS Monday morning [1830], The date of the next letter can be fixed ex- actly. It will be observed that it contains an invitation to dine on Christmas Day, which in the last paragraph is mentioned as Tuesday. The letter was written on the Thursday pre- ceding, which would be December 20th. The Dickens family are prospering. "Our man" shall return the borrowed books to Kolle. The reference to the mendacious Miss Evans shows that Marianne Leigh was not the only one in the Beadnell social circle inclined to make [35] mischief. Possibly Miss Evans had given cur- rency to rumors about Charley Dickens' family history which inclined to lower him in the opinion of his Lombard street friends. FiTZROY Street, Thursday morning. My dear Kolle, I am exceedingly sorry that I was so unfortunate as to select last night for my annual visit to Drury Lane, as 1 should have very much preferred having a chat and cigar with you. 1 hope, however, you will give me an early opportunity of doing so. How are you engaged on Christmas Day ? If you do not join any family party of your own, will you dine with us ? It will, I need hardly say, give us all the greatest pleasure to see you. Perhaps you will let me know by a line per post. I have two books of yours which I am quite ashamed of having kept so long. Our man shall bring them this week without fail. I long to give you my opinion of that Miss Evans, and to communicate some monstrously strong circumstantial evidence to prove that she must tell the most confounded As yours are " ears polite " I shall leave your imagination and observation to supply the blank. Trusting that you have (as you easily may have) no better engagement for Tuesday than I can oifer you, be- lieve me, Yours sincerely, Charles Dickens Of course 1 came home last night exactly four min- utes after you left. [36] One wonders if the Christmas party at John Dickens' house in Fitzroy street had anything of the gaiety and spirit of Bob Cratchit's feast. Surely it had, with two hosts like young Dickens and his jovial father. No doubt it was a real old English middle-class Christmas, with a punch-bowl many times replenished, a goose — " there never was such a goose ! " — songs, and round games, and dancing and the drinking of healths, with the original Micawber as toastmaster. There is nothing in the contents of the next letter which aids in fixing its date, excepting that it belongs to the Fitzroy street group. It was surely written in the spring or summer, and either in 1830 or 1831. Fitzroy Street, Wednesday. My dear Kolle, — As we have had a little sickness among our family, we intend going to Highgate for a fortnight. The spot we have chosen is in a very pleasant neighborhood, and I have discovered a green lane which looks as if nature had intended it for a smoking place. If you can make it convenient to come down, write to me and fix your own day. I am sorry I cannot offer you a bed, because we are so pressed for room that I myself hang out at " the Red Lion ; " but should you be dis- posed to stay all night, I have no doubt you can be pro- vided with a bed at the same establishment. The address [37] is " Mrs. Goodman's, next door to the old Red Lion, Highgate." The place has no other name ; but a two- penny directed as above will no doubt find us. Remem- ber me to all friends, and believe me, in haste, Most truly yours, Charles Dickens Twenty years after this letter was written, Dickens' father and mother were buried at Highgate Cemetery, and there too his infant daughter, Dora, was laid to rest. He wrote to Forster, in 18^2, " My Highgate journey yes- terday was a sad one. Sad to think how all journeys tend that way. Wild ideas are upon me of going to Paris — Rouen — Switzerland — and writing the remaining two-thirds of the next number, aloft in some queer inn room." The terrible restlessness that turned so much of his work into self-torment was upon him then, for he had become a famous man; youth and carelessness and peace of mind had gone from him forever, and instead of looking for a green lane wherein to idle for a summer's day, he sought feverishly for some new environment which might stimulate his imagination. The next two letters refer to a proposal of marriage written by Dickens and sent by Kolle [38] to be delivered to Maria Beadnell. It is im- possible to draw any other inference from the contents. Unfortunately, there is no internal evidence to fix the date of these letters. We know that they were written before January S, 1833, as on that date the Dickens family re- moved from Fitzroy street to the Bentinck street house. It was from the latter that Dickens addressed the letters to Maria Bead- nell which are contained in The Bibliophile Society's recent volume. Reverting to the poem, The Bill of Fare, we recall Dickens' confession that he had lost his heart to Maria "one year from last May," or May, I83O. It is more likely, however, that The Bill of Fare was Dickens' first declaration of his affections for Miss Beadnell, as its daring, if disapproved, could have been accounted for by calling the verses mere fun. The poem was written to be seen by all the persons mentioned in it, and it is not probable that Dickens would have written as he did in these verses of a young girl whom he had already asked to be his wife, whether his proposal had met with favor or not. One is inclined to think that the next two letters were written in 1831. [39] FiTZROY Street, Thursday morning. My dear Kolle, — I would really feel some delicacy in asking you again to deliver the enclosed as addressed, were it not for two reasons. In the first place, you know so well my existing situation that you must be almost perfectly aware of the general nature of the note, and in the second, I should not have written it, for I should have communicated its contents verbally, were it not that I lost the opportunity of keeping the old gentleman out of the way as long as possible last night. To these reasons you may add that I have not the slightest objection to your knowing its contents from the first syllable to the last. I trust under these circumstances that you will not ob- ject to doing me the very essential service of delivering the enclosed as soon this afternoon as you can, and per- haps you will accompany the delivery by asking Miss Beadnell only to read it when she is quite alone. Of course in this sense I consider -you as nobody. By complying with this request you will confer a very great favor on, dear Kolle, Yours most truly, Charles Dickens Excuse haste. From this letter there may be obtained a fair idea of the position of young Dickens in the Beadnell family. He was liked for his en- gaging social qualities and his agreeable per- sonality. Mrs. Beadnell, who, judging from [40] the pen portrait in The Bill of Fare, was a g-ood-hearted matron, was partial to the youth ; but certainly he was not to be taken seriously as an admirer of one of her daughters. By wise fathers and mothers his profession is regarded as precarious ; he was something of a Bohemian, — perhaps a trifle fast. Some of these letters indicate much cigar smoking, and a little too much drinking for a youth of eighteen. He was always fond of fine rai- ment—no doubt as much so at eighteen as he was in his days of velvet coats and gaudy waistcoats. He was excellent company, the life of a party, but not to be considered as a suitor. No doubt Maria Beadnell, some- what older than Dickens, regarded him much in the manner of her mother. There is something delightfully boyish in the reference in this letter to the difficulty of "keeping the old gentleman out of the way," — Rosina and Almaviva in an English setting. What manner of man was the old gentleman who would not be kept out of the way? The portrait of Mr. Beadnell in The Bill of Fare verses is negative, but contrasts so vividly with the complimentary description of Mrs. Beadnell that one infers Dickens' dis- [41] like of him. No doubt we have a sketch of him in Mr. Casby ; and one suspects that he, as well as Mr. S. C. Hall, contributed some of the qualities of Mr. Pecksniff, — perhaps the manner of that great and good man toward his fair daughters. Mr. Pecksniff, too, was a sort of architect, — the profession of which Mr. Beadnell had been an ornament. The little that we know of him indicates that he was a pompous and ponderous person, — one of those middle-class Englishmen on whom the affairs of the British Empire weigh heavily. " His opinions," wrote Dickens, " were always sound and sincere," with the '* sound" in italics. The joke reminds one of Jerrold's answer to the bore's question : " Are not my opinions sound?" "They are, and, nothing else." In the Dickens-Beadnell volume is printed a letter from the novelist to George Beadnell, written in 18^2. The original of this letter, by the way, is in the possession of the present writer. Unfortunately George Beadnell's in- vitation, to which this is a reply, was burnt in the holocaust of autographs at Gad's Hill in i860. Very likely it would tell us some- thing of Mr. Beadnell's characteristics. The foregoing letter seems to prove that [42] while Kolle was the accepted suitor of Anne Beadnell, the engagement being sanctioned by her parents, Dickens' courtship of Maria was surreptitious. It also shows that Kolle was Dickens' confidant in his love affair. Sent on Thursday, the love-letter or offer of marriage was promptly answered, as Dickens received Miss Beadnell's reply the next morning. In it he was asked to send another letter by Kolle. FiTZROY Street, Friday morning. My dear Kolle, — As I was requested in a note I re- ceived this morning to forward my answer by the same means as my first note, I am emboldened to ask you if you will be so kind as to deliver the enclosed for me when you practise your customary duet this afternoon. I hope you will not make it long before in mere charity you look in upon me. Believe me, my dear Kolle, Yours sincerely, Charles Dickens If, as it is surmised, the earlier letter trans- mitted by Kolle was an offer of marriage, it is evident that Maria gave Dickens no defi- nite reply. She could not have said "yes," or "no." She kept her swain in suspense. Being a coquettish young person, she enjoyed [43] the homage of love-letters, particularly as they were cleverly written by an ardent and attrac- tive youth. She temporized, and doubtless relished the cat-and-mouse game. Dickens was serious enough for two. " I hope," he writes to Kolle, " you will not make it long before in mere charity you look in upon me." From any evidence known to be in exist- ence, it is impossible to determine the relations of Charles Dickens and Maria Beadnell from the time of this correspondence until the mis- understanding and fmal separation in the spring of 1 83 3 . It is most likely that there was a clan- destine engagement which Dickens regarded as a very serious matter, but which Miss Beadnell considered a source of amusement. It is safe to assume that there was no engagement with parental consent. Neither George Beadnell nor his wife would be likely to approve of the betrothal of their daughter to a youth under twenty, somewhat volatile and unstable, and with no substantial worldly prospects. Maria possessed beauty and charm, and, however bright and clever Dickens might be consid- ered, the Beadnells had higher expectations for her. Forster intimates that there was a [44] secret engagement when he quotes the fol- lowing as an allusion to the *' Dora of 1829." "The lovers sit looking at one another so superlatively happy, that I mind me when I, turned of eighteen, went with my Angelica to a city church on account of a shower (by this special coincidence that it was in Huggin-lane), and when I said to my Angelica, 'Let the blessed event, Angelica, occur at no altar but this 1 ' and when my Angelica consented that it should occur at no other, — which it certainly never did, for it never occurred anywhere. And 0, Angelica, what has become of you, the present Sunday morning when I can't at- tend to the sermon, and, more difficult ques- tion than that, what has become of me as I was when I sat by your side ? " That there was an engagement of some kind seems certain. Dickens refers to the affair as having " excluded every other idea from my mind for four years at a time of life when four years are equal to four times four." It is not to be supposed that a love affair would " per- vade every chink and crevice of his mind for three or four years," unless there were an en- gagement at some time during that period. That the relations were equivalent to those [45] of affianced lovers is shown by the Dickens- Beadnell correspondence. If there were no definite relations to break off, why did it re- quire the exchange of so many letters ? That Maria Beadnell ever had any serious idea of marrying Dickens is not probable ; but it is fairly certain that he considered her his be- trothed, that he expected to marry her, and that she deluded him into that hope. Proba- bly he was the most attractive young man in a coterie which is not likely to have been notably brilliant. The preceding letters are the only ones known positively to have been written be- fore January, 18^3. In that month the Dick- ens family removed from the house in Fitzroy street to one in Bentinck street, Manchester Square. Forster names 1831 as the date of residence in the latter, but he seems to have had no knowledge of the Fitzroy street home, where the family lived for at least two years. The next letter following is the only one bear- ing a date in the writer's hand. It was written January ^, 1833, and proves exactly the time of the removal to Bentinck street. This is of some interest, as it was while living in the Bentinck street house that Dickens made his [46] beginning in literature. It was in a room in this house that he wrote his first sketch, the manu- script of which he mailed with an agitation which he has vividly described. The house was No. 18. About fifteen years ago it was torn down to make room for a row of modern man- sions ; and Mr. Kitton at the time of his investi- gations found that the tenant of No. 19 " oddly enough bore the novelisf s patronymic." Dear Kolle, — Will you excuse my postponing tlie pleasure of seeing yourself and brother until Sunday week ? my reason is this : As we are having coals in at the new place, cleaning, &c., we cannot very well remove until Tuesday or Wed- nesday next. The piano will most likely go to Bentinck Street today, and as I have already said, we cannot ac- company it, so that the piano will be in one place and we in another. In addition to this we shall be all in bustle and 1 fear should impress your brother with a very uncomfortable idea of our domestic arrangements. Will you therefore let me hope to see you on Sunday week, when perhaps we shall be enabled to get a friend of yours to meet you. 1 was not certain last night that we should postpone our removal ; had 1 been so I would have spared you the infliction of deciphering this elegant epistle. Believe me, my dear Kolle, Yours most truly, Charles Dickens Saturday, Jan. 5, 1833. [47] It will be seen that the Marshalsea was now so far in the background that a piano was a household necessity with the Dickens family, and that, too, when pianos were less common than at present. Music probably played an important part in the social life of Dickens and his young friends. His sister Fanny was a prize pupil at the Royal Academy, and, as one of the preceding letters shows, he was fond of getting together a party of young men for the purpose of " knocking up a song or two." The next letter makes good the post- poned invitation, and the house-warming party in the new house in Bentinck street was given January 11. — Dear Kolle, — I enclose an invitation to yourself and both your brothers for the 1 1th. 1 do not like after par- taking so liberally of your hospitality to leave anyone out. I was sorry to hear you were " diskivered " the other night, though 1 do not know that the thing is a bit the worse for it in the end. Let me see you one evening this week because next the House begins. I shall be at home. Believe me, my dear Kolle, Most sincerely, Charles Dickens Bentinck Street. [48] Dickens' regret at Kolle's being "diskiv- ered " may refer to the latter's having been caught in the act of carrying a note to Maria. Kolle's courtship of Anne Beadnell continued to prosper, but Dickens seems to have made no definite progress. Dora was either worn out by the opposition of her parents, or she found that playing the coquette with one faithful and enamoured young man became monotonous. In February or March, 1833, her coldness to Dickens — " heartless indiflfer- ence," he calls it — became more than he could endure, and he wrote the first of the printed letters to Miss Beadnell. Shortly af- terward, Kolle's engagement to Anne was formally announced. The despondency of Dickens at this time and his wretchedness be- cause of the ill-treatment he received are shown by his letters to Miss Beadnell and his confidences to Forster years afterward. But he made a good fight and ambition began to stir within him. If he could not win Dora, he would prove to her that she had lost a lover of whom she might have been proud. It is likely that at this time he thought seri- ously of becoming an actor. Dickens told Forster that when he was *' about twenty," he [49] applied to Bartley, stage manager at Covent Garden, for an engagement. The next letter was written in April, 1833. It contrasts Kolle's good fortune with his own unhappy situation, and one may feel the self- pity of youth suffering the pangs of despised love. At the same time there is an intimated determination to throw off depression by tak- ing up with other interests. Dora may frown, but David will try to forget her unkindness by throwing himself heart and soul into a congenial task. — Bentinck Street, Monday morning [April, 1833]. My dear Kolle, — I received your note the other day and of course much regretted the absence of any member of my company on the occasion of a grand rehearsal. You ask me whether 1 do not congratulate you. I do most sincerely. If anyone can be supposed to take a lively and real interest in such a case it is an old and mutual friend of both parties. Though perhaps I cannot lay claim to an old friend 1 hope I may be that of a real one, and although unfortunately and unhappily for my- self, I have no fellow-feeling with you, no cause to sym- pathize with your past causes of annoyance, or your present prospects of happiness, I am not the less disposed to offer my heartfelt congratulations to you because you are, or at all events will be, what I never can, happy and contented, taking present grievances as happiness, com- [50] pared with former difficulties and looking cheerfully and steadily forward to a bright prospective of many happy years. Now turning from feeling and making oneself miser- able, and so on, may I ask you to spare one evening this week for the purpose of doing your two pair of side scenes. I would not ask you, but I really have no other resource. The time is fast approaching and I am rather nervous. Will you write and tell me when you will come and when I may send for your scene. Thursday is a rehearsal of Clari with the band, and Friday week a dress rehearsal. You shall have your bills when I see you. An im- mense audience are invited, including many judges. Write me an answer to these queries as soon as pos- sible, pray. The family are busy. The corps dramatic are all anxiety. The scenery is all completing rapidly, the machinery is finished, the curtain hemmed, the orches- tra complete and the manager grimy. Believe me, my dear Kolle, Truly yours, Charles Dickens It is rather startling to read the confession of Charles Dickens at the age of twenty-one that he is not and never can be happy and contented; but a vein of melancholy appears in several of these letters to Kolle as well as in those to Maria Beadnell. His despondent in- trospection at the time was due partly to the [511 unhappy outcome of his love affair; but it was also an essential quality in Dickens' tem- perament. The greatest humorist of his time was also the most sentimental of men, and most intensely so about himself. Humor and a tendency to be '* sad as night only for wan- toness " arise from the same causes, sensibility and imagination. Moliere was a melancholy man. Liston, the drollest of comedians, in a fit of melancholia, visited a doctor who, not recognizing him, advised him to "go to see Liston act." Dickens, with all his joviality and the genuine gaiety of most of his writ- ings, was a man of many heart-aches. It is part of the law of compensation that one who most intensely enjoys the good in life must suffer most keenly from its ills. This and the next two letters refer to the performance of Clari, or the Maid of Milan, by an amateur company organized and di- rected by Dickens. This representation took place on Saturday evening, April 27, 1833, and these letters were written during the prog- ress of the rehearsals. Kolle appears to have been an important factor in the amateur the- atricals, as he was cast for a prominent part in Clari and was also called upon to paint the [52] scenery. But KoIIe had not Dickens' incen- tive to work ; he had no sorrows to disperse and no broken heart to forget. As a newly engaged young man, he had no evenings to devote to the painting of side scenes. "To sport with Amaryllis in the shade " was his spe- cialty for the moment, and he much preferred rehearsing his love scenes with the gentle Anne to practising the mouthings of " the Nobleman" in John Howard Payne's opera. Who can blame him for absenting himself from rehearsals to an extent that brought upon him the rebuke of the young director and stage manager? Bentinck Street, Tuesday morning [April, 1833]. My dear Kolle, — I will not say that I have been sur- prised at our not hearing from or seeing you, either on the day you mentioned in your note or any other time since its receipt, because of course we know from practi- cal experience in other cases that a little flow of pros- perity is an excellent cooler of former friendships, and that when other and more pleasant engagements can be formed, visits, if not visits of convenience, become exces- sively irksome. This is everybody's way, and of course, therefore, I attach no blame to you that it is yours also. I do not say this with any ill-natured feeling, or in any unkind spirit, but 1 know that something like this is felt [53] by others here, and I am really sorry for it, though as I said before by no means surprised that it should be so. Now, as Saturday is fast approaching I should really be much obliged to you if you will (if you can find the time) write me a word in answer to these two questions. In the first place, do you play the Nobleman ? I have the dress and if you are disinclined to play the character I must intrust it to other hands. In the second place, when may I send for your scene, as it requires fitting up, lighting, &c. ? Believe me (in great haste). Very truly yours, Charles Dickens Thus admonished, Kolle made haste to sup- ply his scenery and to perfect himself in the part of the Nobleman. Evidently the ama- teurs, under young Dickens' management, went into their theatricals quite thoroughly. The letters show how completely absorbed Dickens was in these affairs. He was the organizer and stage director ; he played a lead- ing character in each of the three pieces per- formed ; he wrote the "Introductory Prologue," and in all probability was the author of the afterpiece, Amateurs and Actors, besides su- perintending all the details. In later years he frequently demonstrated his great talent for this sort of work as well as for theatrical im- [54] personation, but it is probable that he never took a more anxious interest in a performance than in this one, when one of his chief motives was to impress Maria Beadnell. The three characters for which he cast himself were de- signed to show his versatih'ty as an actor. In Clari he played a " heavy " part, the heroine's father ; in The Married Bachelor, he acted a polished man of the world — high comedy; and in Amateurs and Actors, a low comedy role. The allusion to " our friend the clerk" in the following note may refer to arrangements for Kolle's marriage which was to occur in the following month. [April, 1833]. Dear Kolle, — Will you be kind enough to give Henry Bramwell the enclosed 14/ — for cigars, at the same time saying I am much obliged to him. Ask him to be punctual on Monday as I expect an excel- lent rehearsal, and " Look to yourself." The scenery is progressing at a very rapid rate, the machinery is excel- lent, the decorations are very good and ditto expensive ; and in short the whole affair is in excellent train. I am busy and therefore will not give you the trouble of de- ciphering any more of my ilegant writing. Believe me, dear Kolle, Sincerely yours, C. D. [55] Have you seen our friend the clerk yet ? Or have you adopted the other course ? No good results yet, I presume. The Henry Bramwell, to whom the money for cigars was sent, was a young law student, who afterward became a Judge and a Peer of the Realm. He was a member of the cast of Clari assuming the character of the Duke Vivaldi. The performance was given and it may be assumed that Dickens covered himself with amateur glory. Maria Beadnell was in the audience ; but the only effect that the af- fair had upon her was to create additional coldness on account of Dickens' attentions to Marianne Leigh. He declares that, on that evening, he " could not gti rid of her." As Miss Leigh and Maria were intimate friends, this statement of Dickens means one of two things: either Miss Leigh was in love with him, as Professor Baker thinks, or her persist- ence in putting herself in his way was prear- ranged by the two girls in order that Maria might have a definite cause for ridding herself of him. There is at least one good reason for believing, with Professor Baker, that Marianne Leigh was in love with Dickens. It is that she, apparently, was a much cleverer girl than [56] Maria. A clever girl would be quick to ap- preciate the unusual qualities of a young man like Dickens and his superiority to other youths, while an unintelligent woman (such as Maria Beadnell appears in both the pen por- traits afterward made of her by Dickens) would have been merely bored by him. In The'Billof Fare, Miss Leigh is described as "a fine roasting Jack ; a patent one, too — never wants winding up." Does not this indicate that Dickens' dislike for the young woman antedated by two years her mischief-making in his love affair ? And may she not have loved him the more because she felt that her case was hopeless on account of his preference for her girl friend ? Subsequent to the dramatic performance, April 27th, 183^, Dickens met Miss Beadnell, and it is evident that she reproached him for his interest in Marianne Leigh. She after- ward repeated her charges in a letter and Dickens wrote denying Miss Leigh's interfer- ence. Kolle at this time was busily preparing for his wedding which had been announced for May 21st. The second letter to Maria, on page 48 of the Dickens-Beadnell correspond- ence, written on a Tuesday afternoon, was [57] probably sent May 14th. Dickens and Kolle had discussed the increasing coldness of Maria Beadnell and the mischievous part played by Miss Leigh. Again Kolle played the confidant and go-between. The letter to Maria asking her consent to Dickens writing to Miss Leigh was sent to Kolle with the following note : — My dear Kolle, — On reflection it appeared to me that as Miss Beadnell is a party concerned and as Marianne Leigh's malice in the event of my writing might be directed against her, I have thought it best to ask her consent to my writing at all, which I have done in the en- closed note. You know how I feel upon the subject, and how anxious I naturally am, and I am sure, therefore, you will do all you can for me when I say that I want it de- livered immediately. 1 have lost too much time already. Believe me, my dear Kolle, Faithfully yours, C. D. Tuesday evening [May 14, 1S33]. Although Dickens was properly punctilious in asking Miss Beadnell's permission to write his resentful letter to Marianne Leigh, it is quite certain that he was glad enough to have this excuse to write to his chilly and silly Maria. Write he did, and her reply — judging from his next letter — reiterated charges of conspiracy against her by Dickens and her imaginary rival. However, her feminine curi- [58] osity was strong enough to cause her to admit that she would like to see the letter he in- tended writing to Marianne. On the follow- ing evening, therefore, Dickens called at Kolle's house with a letter for Miss Beadnell enclosing the scornful epistle to Miss Leigh. Of the latter the artless Maria was careful to keep a copy which she made, and which appears in the Dickens-Beadnell volume. The letter was sent to Miss Leigh and, as it must have effect- ually cured her of any affection she may have had for Dickens, it is likely that the two girls lost no time in meeting for a chat and a good laugh over the affair which Dickens regarded as a tragedy that wrecked his life. Kolle was the bearer of Dickens' last appeal to Maria Beadnell. This letter was written May 19, 18^3, the Sunday immediately preceding Kolle's marriage. The following note to Kolle was, of course, written on the same day, and the letter to Maria sent with it to be delivered to her when Kolle made his Sunday evening call upon his betrothed. My dear Kolle, — I enclose a very conciliatory note. Sans pride, Sans Reserve, Sans anything but an evident wish to be reconciled, which I shall be most obliged by your delivering. [59] Independently of the numerous advantages of your marriage you will have this great consolation, that you will be for once and for aye relieved from these most troublesome commissions. F leave the note myself, hop- ing that it is possible, though not probable, that it may catch you so as to be delivered today. By the by, if I had many friends in the habit of mar- rying, which friends had brothers who possessed an ex- tensive assortment of choice hock, I should be dead in no time. Yesterday I felt like a maniac, today my interior re- sembles a lime basket. Truly yours, C. D. Sunday [May 19, 1 83 3]. The last two paragraphs refer to a bachelors* supper given on the evening of May 17th. Dickens apparently drank more than was good for him. He was always .fond of the liquid good things in life, and on this occasion, apart from the ordinary temptations of a festive gathering of young men, there doubtless was in his mind a recklessness born of despond- ency. He compared Kolle's " most blest con- dition" with the unhappy termination of his own love aflfair, and he drank to. forget — enough to make him feel "like a maniac" the next day and very uncomfortable on the sec- ond day after. In his note to Kolle, Dickens accurately de- [60] scribes his letter to Miss Beadnell. It is one that would touch the heart of any girl worth the winning ; but Maria Beadnell's little mind was made up. If she had ever cared for Dickens, she had outgrown all fondness for him. As he said in one of his later letters, when Dora became Flora, " you answered me coldly and reproachfully, and so I went my way." This cold and reproachful answer she gave to Kolle to deliver to Dickens, and the final dismissal was received by the unhappy lover on the next day. Even now he did not "go his way" without another appeal or a last word of some sort. For on the follow- ing day he sent another letter for Kolle to give to Maria. — Tuesday [May 21st, 1833]. My dear ATo//^, — " Least said soonest mended." I am very very much obliged to you for performing my commission in the midst of your multifarious concerns so kindly and punctually. May I trouble you with an- other ? by way, of course, of evincing my gratitude. I shall be at my post in Addle street at 10 : 00 to- morrow. Faithfully yours, Charles Dickens To Henry Kolle, Esq., 14 Addle Street, Aldermanbury. [61] This last letter was not kept with her other trophies by Miss Beadnell. It was so unusual for her to overlook anything gratifying to her girlish vanity, that one is tempted to believe that the letter never reached her. Kolle was to be married the next day. It is quite possi- ble that he forgot to deliver his friend's note ; or he may have suppressed it, believing, more consistently than Dickens, " least said soonest mended." The last paragraph in the note to Kolle refers to his wedding, which occurred the following day. Dickens was Kolle's best man, and the being " at his post in Addle street" refers to his calling for the bride- groom at the latter's house. No. 14 Addle street. Thus ended Dickens' first and, as far as known, his only real love affair. His subse- quent courtship and marriage seem to have been quite free from the element of poetic sentiment. He himself wrote to Maria in 18^^ : " Whatever of fancy, romance, energy, passion, aspiration and determination belong to me, I never have separated and never shall separate from the hard-hearted little woman — you." That he had at the time of his marriage [62] an honest and manly aflfection for the lady whom he made his wife is beyond question. Mr. Chesterton thinks that Dickens fell in love with all three of the Hogarth sisters ; but there is in the known letters to Miss Catherine Hogarth nothing of the passionate adoration that was lavished upon his first love. Mary Hogarth was his ideal of all that is adorable in girlhood. His devotion to her and his grief for her early death were among the most en- during passions of his life. His relations with Georgina Hogarth were those of an ennobling friendship. Instead of having fallen in love with all three of the sisters, as Mr. Chesterton suggests, it is more likely that Dickens fell in love with none of them. The following note to Miss Catherine Ho- garth, written at some time in 183^, is in the collection of the present writer and is now first printed. While its tone is affectionate, it has none of the fervor of the Beadnell letters and, in fact, shows a greater enthusiasm for books and his work than for his fiancee. A man whose letters to friends are always so affectionate could hardly have written more conventionally to the young woman he was on the point of marrying. — [63] FuRNivAL's Inn, Thursday Night. My dearest Katie — It is nearly eight, and I have not yet even begun the Sketch ; neither have I thought of a subject. Excuse the brevity of this note on that account and believe that it is only occasioned by my wish to see you as early as possible tomorrow. I send you by George (who in Fred's absence on busi- ness, is kind enough to be the bearer of this) the volume which contains the Life of Savage. I have turned down the leaf. Now do read it attentively ; if you do, I know from your excellent understanding you will be delighted. If you slur it, you will think it dry. I have written to Macrone for Rook wood ; and shall have it tomorrow, I doubt not. Give my best love to your mamma and Mary. Write me word how all is going on. Ever yours, my dearest love, Charles Dickens With this is a wrapper addressed "Miss Hogarth. Favored by George Hogarth, Esq." The letter was given by Mrs. Perugini (Kate Dickens) to George Augustus Sala who has endorsed it, " Precious Dickens letter to his wife before their marriage." Professor Baker finds it difficult to under- stand Maria Beadnell's treatment of Dickens. It may be accounted for by the fact that she did not have intelligence enough to appreciate [64] him nor heart enough to respond to a genuine passion. Miss Beadnell was Flora Pinching at forty-five or so. At twenty she was the same Flora, excepting that she had the charm of Dora's youthful prettiness. What Dickens saw in her to fall desperately in love with would be a greater mystery, were it not for the fact that the cleverest men have never been proof against the fascinations of the silliest women. *' If ye have charm," says Maggie Wiley in Mr. Barrie's play, " it does not much matter what else ye have." And it must be remem- bered that Dickens was only eighteen when his infatuation began, and a little more than twenty-one when he received his ultimate dismissal. One cannot avoid thinking what a blessing in disguise Flora's refusal was. As an ideal, a lost love, she was a source of inspiration in the work of the novelist, and when she re- appeared in his life she was a figure for a comedy ; but, as a wife, it would seem that she would have been the last woman in the world to have made Dickens happy. Poor soul I She was wretched enough in her re- grets in later years. She is only remembered as the woman who jilted Dickens, even as [65 1 Venables is remembered as the man who, as a school-boy, broke the nose of Thackeray. One service Maria Beadnell did for Dickens and for all mankind. Her treatment of him stimulated his ambition and made him plunge into work, determined to make a name for himself. It was during the next few months that Dickens began to aspire to a class of work more satisfying and remunerative than the drudgery of the reporters' gallery. He has told us, through the medium of his biog- rapher, that his notion of becoming an actor was suggested only by the idea that the stage would be the source of a good income. Then, as he says, he "made a great splash in the Gallery" and the theatrical ambitions were abandoned. It was at this time that he began to try his hand at small forms of fiction. This is a nat- ural progression from the descriptive work of a reporter. It is a step that has been made by many writers, but never so quickly and with such complete success as by Dickens. The novelist has described his dropping his first Sketch " into a dark letter-box in a dark office up a dark court in Fleet street." He had told of his agitation when this first article [66] appeared in all the glory of print. " On which occasion I walked down to Westminster Hall, and turned into it for half an hour, because my eyes were so dimmed by joy and pride that they could not bear the street and were not fit to be seen there." What then was this first attempt that brought first fear and trembling and then tears of joy to the young enthusiast? To the lovers of Dickens, it is a matter of distinct interest. Mr. Forster in the Life states that the first of the Sketches by Bo{ to appear was " not Mr. Minns and His Cousin, as he (Dickens) thought, but Mrs. Joseph Porter over the IVayJ' The biographer says : " In the January number for 18M of what was then called the Old Monthly Magazine, his first published piece of writing had seen the light." In this statement Mr. Forster was in error upon a point of some importance. The next letter to Kolle proves that the " first published piece of writing " was not the one stated by the biographer, but the one identified in Dickens' own recollection. Moreover, it appeared not in January, 18M, but in December, 183 ^ It is characteristic of PQj-ster — who lives in the cabman's descrip- tion of him as " a h'arbitrary gent " — that he [671 claims a more exact knowledge than Dickens of the latter's first published writing, and then proceeds to identify the wrong work and the incorrect date. A Dinner at Poplar Walk may be found in the Monthly Magazine for December, 18^^, by any person of an investigating turn of mind, whether a biographer or otherwise. In the collected Sketches the title is changed to Mr. Minns and His Cousin. Here is Dickens' letter written with a certain pride of author- ship; yet in diffidence withal and the hope that his Dora's sister will approve — and per- haps send the magazine to Dora. Bentinck Street, Tuesday morning. My dear Kolle, — 1 intend with the gracious permis- sion of yourself and spouse to look in upon you some evening this week. 1 do not write you, however, for the purpose of ceremoniously making this important an- nouncement, but to beg Mrs. K.'s criticism of a little paper of mine (the first of a series) in the Monthly (not the New Monthly Magazine) of this month. I have n't a copy to send, but if the number falls in your way, look for the article. It is the same that you saw lying on my table, but the name is transmogrified from A Sunday out of Town to A Dinner at Poplar JValk. Knowing the interest (or thinking I know the interest) [68] /, i^ cA^p ci 'l. V t /.K. /f^t/Y /V, ^ / f^^ / y ^ ^i^n7i<,i^^'^t