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Joseph Eastburn, stated Preacher in the Mariner's Church, Philadelphia: who departed this life January 30th, 1828. By Ashbel Green, D. D." In Conformity to the Act of the Congress of the United States, entitled, *• An Act for the encouragement of Learning, by securing the copies of Maps, Charts, and Books, to the Authors and Proprietors of such copies during the times therein mentioned." And also to the Act entitled, " An Act supplementary to an Act, entitled 'An Act for the Encouragement of Learning, by securing the copies of Maps, Charts, and Books, to the Authors and Proprietors of such copies, during the times therein mentioned,' and extending the benefits thereof to the arts of designing, engraving, and etch- ing, historical and other Prints." D. CALDWELL, Clerk of the Eastern District of Pennsylvania. c' (^^ One :hfcll bf file pr<>fils| a^sing from the publication tof'this book, is tb*be* kppropnafed'to the use of the Mariners Phl^rch. Qf .Pbik.delphjjt* , To the founders and supporters of the Mariner's Church in the city of Philadelphia; To the Rev. Alfred H. Dashiell, who statedly ministers in that church; And to the mariners and their families who attend on public worship there, — These Memoirs of a man who was exceedingly and deservedly dear to them all, are most respectfully and affectionately inscribed, by THE AUTHOR. CONTENTS. CHAPTER I. Page His Parentage, Education, and first Religious Exercises . . 1 CHAPTER n. Remarks on Mr. Eastburn's narrative — liis marriage and the character of his wife — his exile from and return to Phila- delphia — liis bearing arms — his son — is refused to be taken on trials for the gospel ministry, by the Synod of New- York and Pliiladelphia — his rebaptization 14 CHAPTER HI. Mr. Eastburn enters into partnership — character of his part- ner — situation of his workshop, and conversations in it — his long and unabated struggle with adverse worldly cir- cumstances — his conduct and sufferings in several seasons of pestilence — his kind attentions to the afflicted family of Dr. Sprout — the way providentially opened for his de- liverance from worldly embarrassment, and for his becom- ing a religious teacher — plan for his services in the Northern Liberties of Philadelphia — he departs from that plan, and remarks on the subject 25 CHAPTER IV. Unhappy consequences of Mr. Eastburn's acting as a cate- chist and exhorter without a regular designation; the manner in which the evil was arrested; Mr. E.'s exami- nation and qualified licensure by the Presbytery of Phila- delphia 38 A2 VI CONTENTS. CHAPTER V. Page His license entirely satisfactory to himself— his fidelity and success in the Hospital, Aims-House, and Prison of Phila- delphia — his labors, various and incessant, and acceptable to different denominations — he is principally instrumental in forming a congregation — death of his wife, and entire rehnquishment of his mechanical business 46 CHAPTER VI. Continues to preach to the sailors, and in various other places — sickness and death 7 CHAPTER VH. Miscellaneous particulars and remarks — Conclusion . . .107 FIRST APPENDIX. Letters - 129 Narratives and Anecdotes, extracted from Mr. Eastburn's Manuscripts 164 Mr. Eastburn's Will 177 SECOND APPENDIX. A Faithful Narrative of the many Dangers and Sufferings, as well as wonderful deliverances, of Robert Eastburn, during his late Captivity among the Indians 181 MEMOIRS CHAPTER I. His Parentage., Education^ and first Religious Exercises, The name and virtues of Joseph Eastburn, have probably been already celebrated in the four quarters of the globe. The last ten years of his life were so disin- terestedly, assiduously, and affectionately, devoted to all the best interests of seamen, that a large number of them regarded him with the veneration and attachment which dutiful children bear to a worthy parent ; and with their characteristic warmth of feeling, there is little reason to doubt that they have proclaimed his praise, in every region to which their vocation has called them. Not only in many of the sea-ports of our own continent, but on the coasts of Asia and Africa, and in various parts of Europe, we may believe that they have extolled his piety, commended his benevolence, and exhibited him as an example. In Britain especially, the religious journals which are occupied with the concerns of mariners, give abundant evidence of the high estimation in which he was held in that country. But the best evidence of a man's real character is de- rived from the public sentiment, in the place of his stated residence, and where of course he is most fully known. Of this sentiment there was a striking expression, in re- ference to Mr. Eastburn, when his obsequies were solemn- ized, in the city where he was born, and where he liad lived till he had entered his eightieth year. More than five thousand persons, it is believed, came to see, and many of them to wxep over, his remains, before the 2 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. coflin was closed upon them. And altboagb his funeral was of the plainest kind, without gloves, scarfs, pall, or hearse ; and although a copious fall of rain descended without intermission, while the procession was moving from his residence to the place of interment ; yet a mul- titude of all characters, from the highest to the lowest, and of all ages, and both sexes, produced such a throng, through five squares of the city, that it was frequently necessary to stop, till an opening could be made through the crowd for the passage of the corpse. The feeling of respect for the deceased, manifested on that occasion, taken in all its circumstances, was certainly of a very sin- gular and most extraordinary character. And how, it may be asked, was this celebrity and affec- tionate attachment obtained? Was it acquired by an illus- trious parentage, by splendid genius, by great talents, by distinguished erudition, or by munificent donatives ? No- thing, not an iota, of all this. The individual concerned was of humble birth, he had no pretensions to genius, no eminence of intellectual powers or attainments, little learning, and but a scanty property. The whole must be attributed to simple, geniiine, consistent, fervent, ac- tive, eminent piety. Of the influence and esteem which such a piety may secure to its possessor, by manifesting itself in all the forms in which it will, without seeking or expecting such c.!i effect, become conspicuous, Mr. East- burn was one of the most striking instances that the world has ever seen. To show what such a piety may effect, is a principal object of the present memoir ; and what it has effected, has therefore been summarily stated at the entrance; that the whole of the subsequent narrative may illustrate and impress a fact, honourable to religion, and calculated to promote its influence and extension. Autobiography, or a man's life written hy himself, has become fashionable; and doubtless it has some advan-- tages. An individual is not only able, but permitted, to say of himself, a number of things which no one else could, or ought, to say of him. Till the writer of this memoir had engaged to draw it up, he did not know or suspect that the subject of it had penned an account of the first part of his own life. It was however a very MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 3 agreeable surprise when he found that this had been done ; and as soon as the paper was perused, the resolu- tion was taken to insert it, without the addition or sup- pression of a single thought, and with as little alteration as possible of the language. If the fastidious should cen- sure him for this, he is willing to bear it. He beHeves that if he had new cast the whole, he would not have been able to present a view of Mr. Eastburn's early life, and especially of his first religious exercises, nearly so interesting or so useful to the pious reader, as that which he will now find. It was desirable, besides, to show, as far as practicable, this excellent man precisely such as he was; and this was partly to be done by letting the reader see how he spoke of himself, and in what manner he ex- pressed his thoughts in writing. He was, in no respect, an imitator ; but he seems to have read the works of the inimitable John Bunyan, till he had unknowingly caught something of his manner. His narrative is as follows : "At the pressing request of some of my religious friends that I should give some account of my life and religious experience, it is with reluctance I now make an attempt to comply — truly willing that my name should be buried with my body, as to the opinion of my fellow-men ; for I do know and feel that in all things I have come short. "As to my parentage, my father, Robert Eastburn,* came from old England when quite young, of a strict Quaker family, and continued for some time in that con- nexion, and was married in their public meeting, in their way. My mother also belonged to the same denomina- * A memorandum found among Mr. Eastburn's papers, furnishes the following information : Robert Eastburn was born in Old England, in the year 1710. He came to America with his parents, when he was four years old. He was married in the year 1733, to Agnes Jones of Germantown. She was born in the year 1713. — Robert Eastburn died Jan. 22d, 1778; his wife, Sept. 27th, 1784. They had six children — Sarah, Hannah, Thomas, Robert, John, and Joseph. Sarah lived to the age of 83 years, and died in Sept. 1818. Hannah died in 1773. Thomas in 1802. Robert in 1815. John in 1806. — We here add, Joseph died on tlie 30th of January, 1828, — having entered his 80th year on the 11th of the preceding August. 4 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. tion, and continued in their society until Mr. George Whitfield first came to America. My father had been under serious concern about his soul for some time be- fore ; but could get no relief, until hearing him, preach. He went, as he said, with prejudice, to hear a young priest, but found he had been taught of the Lord, and could tell him the exercises of his heart ; and his heart was now opened to attend to the preaching of the gospel by him, and this was the means of his spiritual comfort — Mr. "Whitfield used to call him his first frait in America. My mother, being of a meek and humble temper, and seriously disposed, and being also benefited by his preach- ing, left the Quakers and united with my father to follow him ; which soon brought upon them severe trials from their parents and their former friends, which I do not wish to enumerate. Many of the followers of Mr. Whit- field united together, and erected a large building for worship, (now the old academy,) and by his advice called the Rev. Gilbert Tennant to be their stated minister, and became a regular congregation. My father was chosen deacon, and was very active in promoting the interest of the society, and in attending religious meetings in many places through the city. 1 was born, according to the date in my father's Bible, on the eleventh day of August, 1748, in Philadelphia, the youngest of his children ; and experienced the tender care of my kind parents, and the watchful providence of my heavenly Father. When an infant in my cradle, a cat had nearly drawn out my breath, when she was caught by my father, and just saved my life. W7ien be- ginning to walk, 1 had followed my brother to the river, and fell in and narrowly escaped being drowned. I was early put to school, and had serious impressions on my mind when young; so that I would retii*e from school and go to the garret of the house alone to pray, and would weep freely. My parents finding me at times serious, and like to make a scholar, were desirous that I might have an education; hoping I might be useful to my feliow- men in the work of the ministiy. But it was a time of war, and my father having been a prisoner among the Indians, brought their circumstances too low to aiibrd me MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 5 more than a common English education. At fourteen years of age 1 was put apprentice to the cabinet-maker"'s business, in a large shop of seventeen lads and young men — all thoughtless about eternal concerns, and making the sabbath a day of idle amusement. I was tempted to go with them to skate on the Schuylkill ; but had not gone far before my conscience so accused me of doing wrong, that I left them, ran back, hid my skates, and went to meeting. Thus I was an evidence of the truth of those words, ' Train up a child in the way he should go, and when he is old he will not depart from it' I now quieted my conscience, and thought, by my regular conduct, praying in secret, and shedding a few tears at times, I should do well enough. But ' evil communica- tions corrupt good mianners.' I was by degrees drawn into vain company. I had committed many trifling, jovial songs to memory, and having something of a turn for singing, I was often pressed to sing in company. I found I was going fast to ruin, and that a horrid snare was laid for my destruction ; but the Lord was pleased to pluck me as a brand from the burning, and through his blessed restraints I was preserved from all scandalous outbreak- ing sins. " I was now awfully alarmed with a view of eternity and the danger of losing my soul, which determined me to leave all vain company, and try afresh to seek salva- tion. But I found it hard to stand their sohcitations, and afterwards their persecution ; for they w^ould come with great pretensions of friendship, and beg I would not leave them, or deprive myself of all the happiness of youthful pleasure ; for Solomon, they told me, had said, there ' was a time for all things ;' and the time to be merry certainly was, when we \vere young ; and they said I could not pretend to be more holy than David, and he danced. My reply w^as, that we had been merry, but as we did not know how soon death might call us, as he did many as young as we, our time to mourn might soon begin, and never end ; and I thought it high time for us all to cry for mercy, before it was too late. What made my alarm so great and lasting was, the views I now had of eternity, from one of Mr. Davis's Sermons. These 6 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. words were fixed in my mind,'' Oh! Eternity, Eternity! how will this awful sound echo through the vaults of hell !' — It was upon my mind day and night. I thought if I could live as long as Methuselah, and be in as much misery as it was possible to bear, all the time, I would be willing to bear it, if I could have hope of happiness afterward. Finding they could not persuade me to re- turn to them, they turned to be cruel persecutors, mock- ing and treating me with contempt : and if they found my place of retirement, they would be sure to disturb me, throwing stones where they only suspected I might be. For a long time I used to rise at midnight, when they were asleep, and spend the time in prayer for mercy. One of them happening to hear me, was so much affected, he could not conceal his cries ; and said, if I was afraid of going to hell, what would become of him and the rest of them. From that time he ceased his opposition, and became my friend till his death. But I had severe oppo- sition, from a man in the shop, who had made a profes- sion and turned back, and afterwards died in a bad way. " I had at this time no religious acquaintance, for my father had moved from the city to Neshaminy. I attend- ed worship on sabbath days, and every opportunity I could have, with great care. I worked hard, and was trying to gain a righteousness of my own. Having done overwork in my trade, I had gained a day clear, which I devoted to fasting and prayer alone. About this time I received a letter from a brother in New- York, in which he informed me he had been under soul-concern for some short time, and had obtained comfort. I thought he had not been so long nor so much engaged as I had been, and yet I had not the least comfort. I then began to think the Lord dealt hard with me, and I was displeased with his sovereignty. The ninth chapter of the Romans filled me with discouragement — that it was ' not of him that willeth, or of him that runneth, but of God that showeth mercy.' 1 feared I was not elected, and therefore would be lost after all. I went to the Episcopal Church, and when they read prayers and thanked God for their crea- tion, my heart replied, I do not^ for I wished I had never been born, and often wished I was a brute, a stock, or a MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 7 stone, rather than an accountable creature. I envied the httle birds their happiness. I found fault with the impu- tation of Adam's sin, and that through his fall we were rendered helpless and jet condemned. My wicked heart rose in horrid rebellion, and would wish there was no power that could punish me in hell for ever. I continued a long time in this awful state of mind, and found truly that ' the carnal mind is indeed enmity against God.' I thought I had the very spirit of Satan, and began to won- der that the Lord did not strike me dead, and fix my place among the fiends in hell, for my dreadful rebellion against his awful majesty. And I did expect that must be the case at last, for I thought so vile a creature as I saw myself to be, could never be admitted into his pres- ence ; and often have I feared to close my eyes in sleep, fearing I should awake in torment. "About ties time my father returned to the city; but I could not for a long time open my mind to him ; but he, observing my distressed countenance, insisted upon know- ing what was my trouble. I then made it known to him, and he did all he could to encourage me. He took me to see pious ministers; a Mr. Strain was often in town at that' time, to whom I made my case known. He gave the advice Paul gave to the jailer, and pressed me to be- lieve in the Lord Jesus Christ, immediately ; warning me against false resting-places, and insisted upon it I was now doing so, and said while I hoped to be saved in any other way bat through Jesus, I was practically calling God a liar, who declared there was no other way. That evening a strange minister preached upon the sin of un- belief. I determined then that I would never close my eyes in sleep again, until 1 had made the attempt; and I spent the night in a solitary place alone, trying to realize my need of a Saviour, as a guilty, polluted, lost sinner ; and then thinking of the offices, fulness, and invitations of the Saviour — trying to give up myself to him, and pray- ing to be accepted by him, but I could find no relief. I tliought 1 could as easily clasp the moon with my hands, which was then shining over my head, as I could beheve so as to obtain comfort to my soul ; not realizing that faith was the gift of God. 1 wondered that ministers B 8 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. would press people to do what was impossible ; or thought that I was not like any one else, for I could not believe. Here my carnal heart again began to find fault, that I was required to do what I could not ; and therefore must be lost and could not help it. But my rebellious murmuring was silenced with a thought of who it was I was thus censuring ; and I began to wonder he did not strike me dead, and send me to dwell among the wicked spirits in hell, which I often thought must finally be my place. But now that passage in the 9th of Romans came again to my mind, in quite a different way from what I took it up before — ' It is not of him that willeth, nor of him that runneth, but of God that showeth mercy,' was now my only encouragement. For if it was for any goodness or merit in the creature, I of all mankind must, it seemed to me, for ever despair ; for I could deserve no favor from the Lord. But if he did it for his own mercy's sake, who could tell but I might yet experience his power to save me? and therefore I again resolved I would try to wait in the use of means, and not give over until he might please to reveal the way of salvation to me, a lost creature. " I now took much care to get spiritual instruction, tried to remember the sermons I heard, wrote down the texts, and what I could retain of them ; but still found myself awfully stupid, and felt all to be a task and burdensome; yet I thought I must wait until the Spirit of the Lord would come powerfully, and then would be my time to strive. My apprenticeship was now expiring, and the man with whom I learned my trade, through improper conduct, had become bankrupt. I had a new place to seek, and the kind notice of Providence surprised me. I had friends raised up beyond my expectation. My mas- ter's brother presented me with a complete good suit of clothes ; a place was provided for me to earn my living; I was favored with health and plenty of business, and could work well. I wondered that the Lord should re- gard my mean concerns, and show me any favor ; and as he had taken care of my temporal concerns, I thought it was an encouragement for me to cast my soul's con- cerns upon him. But my wicked unbelieving heart would ' RIEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 9 not go to that kind and gracious Father, who was mani- festing his tender pity for such a poor wretch as I was. liisteajl of this, my unbehef still increased, and the abom- inable corruptions of my vile, sinful nature, seemed as if they would overpower all my resolutions to do any thing that was good. I confined myself to attend on the means of grace in public, and also attended society meetings, but found no pleasure in them ; but awful hardness of heart, and vile thoughts, would continually possess me. I thought there never was so hardened and yet stupid creature, as I was, which made me conclude the Lord had given me up ; that I had so grieved the Holy Spirit that he would no longer strive with me ; and that I had sinned the unpardonable sin, and there could be no mercy for me. Now T ceased to pray, for I believed that the Lord would strike me dead, if I dared to call upon him. I therefore looked for his judgments to follow me; and hardly dared to close my eyes in sleep, fearing I should awake in hell. I would dream I was there blaspheming, and awake in horror, but dared not ask to be saved from it : and now, as I feared I should become a scandal to my parents and family, I resolved to keep alone, or to go to places of worship only to keep out of the way of tempt- ation ; not daring to hope ever to have a word of encour- agement spoken to me again. But I worked hard at my trade, to divert my mind, which I found was my best way. 1 said little to any one, and told no one of my dis- mal fears and horrors. I did onCe ask my. father what he believed the unpardonable sin to be, without telling him my apprehension of my having committed it ; and his explanation seemed to confirm my belief that it was really my case. I still went to places of worship, and when any encouragement was presented to distressed souls, I would think — there now, I might have some re- lief, if I had not sinned that sin, which is unto death, and cannot be forgiven. But one sabbath evening, going to the Baptist meeting, a stranger of the name of Sutton preached, and remarked that some were tempted to be- lieve that they had sinned the unpardonable sin, and were greatly distressed about it ; which he declared was an evidence that it was not their case, or they would be 10 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. hardened and careless. This coming from one who I beheved knew nothing aboat me, I did beheve the Lord had directed it for me, and it greatly relieved my^mind. I then resolved I would again betake myself to prayer, and if I perished, it should be at the throne of grace with the publican, crying as he did for mercy, and I was ena- bled to continue so to do, until at last, when just sinking, I was relieved ; which was in the following way : "I frequently had a word of encouragement in sermons from my precious friend Dr. Sproat, and from dear Mr. Robert Smith of Pequea, who pointed out my convictions to be those of the Spirit of the Lord, which were com- monly followed with manifestations of divine favor : also from several pious people, wdth whom I had now become acquainted, who were much interested in my case, and were, I believe, much engaged in prayer for me. But still my mind was overpowered wnth unbelief, until one sabbath morning, about the break of day. 1 was then thinking about my miserable state of soul — guilty, filthy, wretched, and helpless, and that a Saviour was appointed, and Jesus was inviting me to come to him, and if I did, I should obtain relief. I found the hindrance was in my- self, and that none but the Lord could remove it. I then fell on my knees, crying to him to undertake for me. I tried to present all my wants to him, and besought him that whatever it was that hindered my closing Vv'ith Jesus, he would remove it out of the way ; and that he would he pleased to work true faith in me, that I might believe. And while I was thus pouring out my heart to the Lord for his grace, that blessed counsel of the precious Saviour was powerfully impressed on my mind, contained in the third chapter of the Revelations and 18th verse — 'I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire that thou mayest be rich, and white raiment that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness do not ap- pear; and anoint thine eyes with eye-salve that thou mayest see.' Now a perfect suitableness appeared in this blessed provision to answer all my wants; for I knew I was truly poor, and deep in debt to divine justice, and had nothing of my own to pay. Bat the white raiment was what I stood in particular need of, for I had often MEMOIRS OF TilE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 1 1 been filled with horror at the thought of appearino- a guilty, vile, filthy spirit, before the bar of a holy and just God; but if arrayed in this glorious white raiment I might appear there to divine acceptance, and all my filthy gar- ments be cast away. The enlightening of the mind with this eye-salve of the Holy Spirit, was what I was likewise deeply sensible I greatly needed ; so that before I was aware of a change in my mind, my soul cried out — O Lord ! I accept this gracious counsel, and do bless thee for it. My heart was filled with comfort, and I could now call the Lord my dear father, and felt my very soul going out to him in love, whom before I had so much dreaded as my awful judge. I know not that any crea- ture heard me, in all or any of my private exercises, or how long I continued in this ; but when I came down to my father's family, with whom I then boarded, my father saw such a change in my countenance, that he directly desired me to lead in family worship, which I felt a will- ingness to do. Bat 1 did not mention any thing to any one of my joy, but went to meeting with great pleasure; when Mr. Caldwell, from Elizabethtown, preached from the 73d Psalm, first part of the 28th verse — ' But it is good for me to draw nigh to God.' He showed that no one could draw nigh to God, in the sense of that text, without having experienced a change of heart, and a true heart-love to him ; and then described how the soul was delighted with a sense of his gracious presence and fath- erly love ; and how it could call him mi/ Father. I was fully satisfied that such had been the exercise of my soul that happy morning, and therefore did relate to my father what had passed in my mind. He then went with me to see Mr. Sproat, and desired me to relate the same to him, which I did, at their request. He inquired if I thought the Lord had shown me this favor for any goodness of my own ; which I protested I did not, but only of his pure, undeserved mercy. He then encouraged me to believe it was a work of divine grace, and now invited me to join in the communion of the church, which I never dared to do before, although often desired to do it. " But my first comfort was of short duration. I soon began to fear 1 was deceiving myself with false hopes ; B2 12 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. and that it had heen but a mere imagination of my own. Here I was much cast down, and feared I never should have a sohd hope : and the loss of that comfort I had enjoyed for the short time I felt it, left upon me for a few days a most distressing sensation. I told my friends my distress, but could find no relief. I tried to pray that the Lord would satisfy me whether it was his work or not ; and the cry of my heart was constantly through the day — for faith ! O for faith ! when I did again experience a sweet confirmation that it was the Lord's work, and that he would bless me ; and from time to time I had similar changes. I was very attentive to secret duty, and rose every morning before day, to read and pray alone, before 1 went to my work. At this time the Methodists came, and held worship before day, and in the evening. I often attended both seasons, and was pleased to have so many opportunities. But one evening the minister spoke against the doctrine of the saints' perseverance, from those words in the 10th chapter of 1st Corinthians, 4th and 5th verses, 'And did all drink the same spiritual drink, for they drank of that spiritual rock that followed them, and that rock was Christ: but with many of them God was not well pleased, for they were overthrown in the wilderness.' From which he undertook to prove, that a person might be united to the Saviour and partake of his grace, and yet after this finally fall away. I thought there appeared great reason from his text, and what he said upon it, to fear it might be so ; and therefore I was greatly discour- aged, for I knew what a poor helpless creature I was, and my enemies were too powerful for me to withstand, if left to myself. I lodged at my father's, and went home distressed; his family Bible was on the table; I imme- diately opened it, and the first passage I saw was the eighth chapter of Paul's Epistle to the Hebrews, at the 9th verse — ' Not according to the covenant that I made with their fathers, in the day when I took them by the hand to lead them out of the land of Egypt, because they continued not in my covenant, and I regarded them not, saith the Lord : For this is the covenant that I will make with the house of Israel, after those days, saith the Lord; I will put my laws into their mind, and write them in MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 13 their hearts, and I will be to them a God, and they shall be to me a people.' Here I stopped with joy, and was hlled with delight in that blessed covenant, well ordered in all things and sure. I saw that the Lord not only en- gaged to be all in all to his people, but resolved that they should be his people, and that he would accomplish his work in them, and bring them through. This I believe is the sealing of the holy Spirit of promise ; and now my mind felt such a confidence in the unchanging love of God through Jesus Christ, in whom the promises are all 'yea and amen,' that I thought if all the ministers in the world would unite in speaking against the perseverance of those who are united to Jesus, they could not shake my comfortable hope. I now no longer depended upon my frames and feeling for my hope of eternal happiness, out upon the unchangeable covenant of grace, wherein the Lord has promised never to leave nor forsake his people, and that he will put his fear in their hearts, and they shall not depart from him ; that sin shall not have dominion over them,' being ' not under the law but under grace;' and that where the Lord begins a good work, he w ill carry it on to perfection. Now for a long time I went on my way rejoicing, and was encouraged to unite with others in religious societies, and began one weekly in tny father's house, led in prayer, and read sermons to the people, who filled the house every time. And when I could get ministers to come, I did, and was much encouraged to go on. Mr. Robert Smith, the minister at Pequea, who kept a grammar school, and was earnestly engaged to promote the cause of his blessed Master, sent me an in- vitation to come to his institution ; promising to assist me in every way to obtain a classical education. I did earn- estly entreat the Lord to direct me, and having a desire to be useful to my fellow-mortals, and hoping this was an opening, and the way to be more so than in private life, I immediately gave up my business and went. Now I thought no exertions could be too great to accomplish this object, and did study night and day, until I became so unwell that the most noted physician we had told me, if I did not quit my studies, and go to active business again, I would soon die. This was like a dagger to my 14 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. heart; but I had good reason to beheve it was so ; and therefore had to give up, and attend to my business again; and now concluded 1 would attend religious societies, and do all I could in a private way." Here Mr. Eastburn's narrative ends abruptly. He probably intended to continue it, but for some reason, which cannot now «be discovered, did not execute his purpose. His subsequent life, however, was so fully known to some still hving, and for the greater part of the time, to the writer of this memoir, that there is no lack of the information necessary for continuing his bi- ography. CHAPTER II. Remarks on Mr. Easthurri's narrative — his marriage and the character of his wife-^his exile from and return to Philadelphia — his hearing arms — Ids son — is refused to he taken on trials for the gospel ministry^ hy the Synod of New -York and Philadelphia — his rebaptization. The germs of future character are often distinctly seen i!) early life: and a careful consideration of the narrative before us v/ii!, it is believed, disclose the elements of those habits of feeling, thought, and action, by which its author was distinguished in his maturer years. It is his own remark, that he was an example of the inspired declaration of Solomon, " Train up a child in the way he should go, and when he is old he will not depart from it." But for that sensibility of conscience, and knowledge of his duty, which he derived from the pious instructions and admonitions of his parents, there is no probability that he would have torn himself from his thoughtless companions, when going to the Schuylkill to profane the sabbath by skating on the ice, and have hastened back to attend a place of public worship. It is the want of such parental teaching and good example as he enjoyed, which is the radical cause that our cities MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 15 now abound with crowds of noisy boys and thoughtless youth, who desecrate the day of sacred rest, and even disturb, in their own dwelUngs, the exercises of those who wish " to keep holy the sabbath day." To this cause indeed — to the neglect of parental duty — may be traced that shocking violation of the fourth command of the decalogue, which prevails throughout our country, and which threatens to bring down upon it the just judg- ments of Heaven. If heads of families, in general, were as faithful in the discharge of their duty as the parents of young Eastburn appear to have been, many, like him, would not only abstain from all open vicious practices, but, like him, would also feel the influence of that fear of God, which might lead to the diligent use of all the means of grace ; and eventually, under the Divine bless- ing, to genuine and eminent piety. In the vivid and impressive views which the subject of this memoir had of his guilt and misery, and of his ex- posure to the curse of the broken law of God, in his un- converted state, connected, as they were, with his awful apprehensions of the eternity of future punishment, we may doubtless find the origin of that earnest desire, which never forsook him, to be instrumental in plucking sinners as brands from the burning. He could not con- template their fearful situation, without most anxiously wishing to convince them of it, and to engage them, if possible, to flee from " the wrath to come." He was habitually and deeply sensible that an eifectual care for the soul, is emphatically "the one thing needful;" and to do something — to do every thing in his power — to promote the salvation of souls, he felt to be an obligation from which he could never be released. In the long and sore conflicts which this good man ex- perienced, and the variety of exercises through which he passed, before he was comfortably established in the hope of the gospel, we may perceive the source of that lively sympathy which he always manifested with per- sons in mental distress, and inquiring what they should do to be saved; and of the peculiar qualifications which all who knew him admitted that he possessed, for in- structing, counselling, and praying with individuals, who 16 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. had been brought into this interesting situation. He " remembered his own affliction and misery — the worm- wood and the gall ;'' he had been carried to the borders of despair, or rather, for a season, he seems to have passed those borders ; and he had found, at last, a happy and complete deliverance. Hence his interested feelings for those who were experiencing, in any degree, the views and apprehensions of which he had known so much; and hence too his ability to give them advice, and to assist their labouring minds. They could scarcely speak of a fear or a discouragement, which he had not experimentally known. He had passed over the whole thorny path in which he found them travelling; he k;^evv every inch of the ground, and every danger with which it was filled. He could make out, in his own case, a situation more deplorable than that of the most of those with whom he conversed; and, while he warned them faithfully of every false resting-place, he could guard them against utter despondency, and invite them to an immediate apphcation to that precious Saviour, of whose readiness to receive the very chief of broken-hearted and believing sinners, he considered himself as a striking and memorable example. It appears that the apostle Paul often appealed to his own experience; and there is reason to believe that this was also frequently done by him whose narrative is before the reader. With the holy scriptures his familiarity was eminently great, and scriptural examples and scriptural doctrine were always the authorities, and the only ultimate authorities, on which he relied. Through the whole period of his pro- tracted spiritual conflict, it appears that Mr. Eastburn diligently employed himself in his lawful calling, and that when his distress was the greatest of all, he sought in " working hard at his trade" for the mitigation of his misery. This advice he was doubtless prepared to give to others. He was no friend to the neglect of relative duties, or any of the ordinary concerns of life, because the mind was deeply engaged on the subject of religion; and he was one of the best and safest advisers, for those whose mental exercises were mixed with morbid melan- choly. MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN, 17 The doctrines from which an individual first derives rehef and comfort, after having suffered from gloomy forebodings in regard to his eternal destiny, he is usually disposed to cherish fondly, and maintain stedfastly, in subsequent life. This was remarkably verified m the subject of the present memoir. The all-sufficiency of Christ; his obedience and atonement, as constituting a righteousness, the imputation of which is tlie sole ground of the sinner's pardon, justification and acceptance with God; the necessity of the Holy Spirit's influence, to re- new and sanctify the heart; faith, in the strictest sense, the gift of God ; the union of the justified sinner with his Saviour indissoluble, and perseverance in grace the cer- tain consequence; resting on the covenant of grace, in which every true believer is interested, and not on fluc- tuating frames and feehngs, as the foundation of hope and confidence toward God. — Of these doctrines the outlines are conspicuous in the narrative of Mr. East- burn; and of these he was tenacious to the end of his days. He nevertheless cherished a sincere affection for many who differed from him in regard to some of these doctrines, and could maintain a cordial Christian fellow- ship with them; provided he discerned in them a real love of holiness, a true reliance on the Saviour, and a devoted attachment to his cause. He was a strict Cal- vinist, of the old school, in his own creed; and could, for himself, not derive comfort from other views of Chris- tian doctrine than those which that creed presents. But the peculiarities of the system he did not reckon among the essentials of religion ; and he held his own opinions so meekly, that he was, in a remarkable degree, accept- able, in his visits and ministrations, among several Chris- tian denominations, whose doctrinal tenets differed con- siderably from his own. It appears from his narrative, that his parents early entertained the idea of his being educated for the gospel ministry ; and that after his conversion, he, for a time, left his mechanical occupation, and applied to study, with the hope of being regularly introduced into the sa- cred office. Although disappointed in this, it is probable we may here discern the beginning of that desire to bear 18 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. the messages of salvation to perishing sinners, which could never be extinguished. This desire was no doubt greatly increased in its intensity, by those circunnstances and considerations to which w^e have already adverted. So intense it certainly was, that he sought its gratifica- tion, in opposition to discouragements and disappoint- ments neither few nor of short duration; till at length, after he had passed the meridian of life, he was authorized to use his gifts, in exactly that form which was m.ost de- sirable to himself. The foregoing remarks seemed to the writer to be naturally suggested, on a ,careful examination of Mr. Eastburn's narrative; and'^to be worthy of attention on their own account: at the same time, they will enable the reader more clearly to understand a number of oc- currences, which will be noticed in the sequel of these memoirs. After Mr. E. returned to his business, as a cabinet- maker, nothing worthy of record seems to have occurred ; except that he labored with his usual activity and dili- gence, and attended meetings for prayer and religious conference, as often as opportunities offered, for about the space of two years. — He then entered into the mar- riage relation. Among his papers the following certifi- cate was found — " This may certify, to all persons whom it may con- cern, that Joseph Eastburn and Ann Owen, both of the city of Philadelphia, were lawfully married on the 12th day of June, Anno Domini, 1771. Per me, James Sproutt, Minister of the Gospel." The woman whom Mr. E. selected for a wife, was as much noted for industry as himself. Hers was exercised in a branch of the tailor's business, which she had learn- ed, and in which she had become expert. She possessed higher intellectual powers, and was more improved by reading than her husband. But her best distinction was her eminent piety. She had, with this, much good sense and discretion, in connexion with an amiable temper and an engaging demeanor. Hence her company and con- MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 19 versation were truly attractive ; and the singular neat- ness and order of her dwelling were the admiration of all her visitants. Religion was her favorite topic of dis- course. But she never introduced it unseasonably, os- tentatiously, or offensively. She suffered conversation to take its natural course, and joined in it with cheerful- ness, and sometimes with pleasantry, till a fit opportunity presented to give it a serious cast, or to drop some pious remark which she hoped might be useful. During the latter part of her life, she was a habitual invalid, and found it necessary to confine herself to her apartment through the whole inclement season of the year. Yet she was habitually cheerful, bearing her infirmities with little complaint and with exemplary fortitude. Her maladies were connected with a pulmonary affection, which at length carried her to the grave. But, for her, the grave had no terrors. She approached it not only without fear, but with serenity and a desire to depart. Her patience, tenderness of conscience. Christian resig- nation, and unwavering hope of heaven, through a long confinement, were of the most edifying kind. She was doubtful of the propriety of taking laudanum to mitigate her cough and restlessness ; nor w^ould she consent to its use, till she had very seriously consulted the present waiter on the lawfulness of such a remedy. — This tribute to her memory it had been unjust to withhold. The pe- riod of her dissolution will be noticed in its proper place. After what has been said, it is scarcely necessary to add, that Mr. and Mrs. Eastburn were happy in their union. For a number of years subsequent to their mar- riage, they had no house of their own, nor the undivided occupancy of one upon rent. They lived in a single room furnished by themselves, in a family that owned or had rented the dwelling in wdiich they resided. This was their manner of fife, during their residence in the city, till after the war of the American revolution ; and from the labour of their hands, in their several occupa- tions, they derived the means of a very comfortable support. Mr. Eastburn performed tw^o or three tours of military- duty, in the revolutionary war ; he was in the field at C 20 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. the memorable battle of Princeton, Jan. 3d, 1777, on which the success of our struggle for independence seemed to be suspended. He however accounted it a merciful providence, in his after Hfe, although never in principle opposed to defensive warfare, that he had, in no instance, been instrumental in taking away human life. On one occasion the corps in which he bore arms was commanded to fire on the enemy, but was instantly countermanded, and did not fire — nor on any other oc- casion was he called to discharge his musket on an op- posing foe. On the approach of the British army to Philadelphia, in September, 1777, many of the citizens, who had been ardently attached to the Am.erican cause, fled into the adjacent country. That Mr. and Mrs. Eastburn were among the fugitives there is no reason to doubt; but the place of their residence, during their exile, if ever known to the writer, is not now in his recollection. Before the close of the summer of 1778, the British troops had evacuated the city, the citizens who had fled returned to their homes, and Mr. Eastbura and his wife resumed their occupations. The subsequent period, however, till the peace of 1783, was one of great public agitation ; religion was in a languishing state throughout the land, and vice and immorality, the usual attendants of war, lamentably prevailed. So far as op- portunity offered, Mr. Eastburn continued his former practice of attendijig meetings for prayer and Christian conference, and was usually a leader in them. In something more than a year after marriage, as nearly as can now be ascertained, a son was born to the pious pair, whose story we are tracing. This child bore the name of Thomas ; and there can be no doubt that many prayers were otFered in his behalf, and much religious instruction imparted to him. But, contrary to the wishes of his parents, he insisted, at an early age, on going to sea. After fruitless endeavors to dissuade him from his purpose, he was committed to the care of Captain Benjamin Wickes, then an intimate and en- deared friend of his father, and the commander of a merchant vessel which sailed from the port of Philadel- phia. The statement of this venerable man, iiow an* MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 21 elder of the church in his 82d year, as given to the writer a few days since, represents the conduct of young East- burn, while under his superintendence, as orderly and correct. That he was not so, when he came to act for hinnself, it is grievous to mention. He, however, became first a mate, and then the commander, of a merchant vessel. By the failure of a mercantile house, into v^'hose employ he had entered, he lost the little property he had acquired : and shortly after, on his return from the Vv est Indies, in a vessel in which he was only a passenger, he was instantly killed by a cannon-ball, at the age of twen- ty-four or twenty-five years. This was at the time when the excesses of the French revolution were at their height; and the shot which killed Thomas Eastburii, seems to have been fired with a vievv^ to detain, or to capture, the vessel in which he was a passenger, with a view to plunder. The news of the death of their son soon reached his anxious parents. This correction of their heavenly Father they bore with a submission and resignation truly Christian ; but it was manifestly painful for them to speak on the subject to any of their friends. Hence the memorialist, after his pastoral visit to the mourning family, never introduced the topic in his con- versation with the parents ; and hence, although he is satisfied that ail the material facts of the case are here correctly stated, he is not quite sure that some unimpor- tant circumstances might be different from the represent- ation now given of them. It may serve to show how opposite are the sources from which consolation under afliiction is sought by diiFerent descriptions of people, to relate an incident which took place on this sad occasion. Some of the sailors belonging to the ship in which Thomas Eastburn was killed, called on his mother, to narrate the particulars of the disastrous event. On perceiving how much she was grieved, one of them said— ''.Madam, he died without a bit of pain ; the cannon-ball carried off his head all at once." Between the views of this sailor and Mrs. Ea,stburn, what a diifercnce ! — -he thinking only of an easy death; she abt>orbed with the thoughts of that eternity into which her son was so suddenly hurried. This excellent woman, in a kind of reserved manner, 22 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. intimated to her pastor, in the single conversation he had with her on the death of her only son, that she had been unusually engaged, and, as she thought, assisted, in prayer on his behalf, for some time before his death; and this was the source, and the only one, from which she ap- peared to derive a ray of consolation. It is not improb- able that the deep interest which, in the latter part of his life, Mr. Eastburn took in the spiritual concerns of sea- men, was increased by the remembrance of his son. We now return to narrate the events of most impor- tance in the life of the subject of these memoirs, during the period which elapsed from his return from exile, till the termination of the awful pestilence of 1793. It has already been mentioned, that during the first part of this period, he continued his practice of attending meetings for prayer. But it appears that beside this, he sought a regular introduction to the gospel ministry. It is in the recollection of the memorialist, that before he left his father's house for college, which was in May, 1782, a letter in relation to the introduction of a man into the gospel ministry, without a liberal education, was address- ed to that father. It cannot be stated as a matter of dis- tinct remembrance, that this letter related to Mr. East- burn ; and yet no doubt is entertained that it did. The man concerned, it was understood, resided in Philadel- phia. The letter was written by a delegate from the State of New-Jersey to the old Continental Congress, on which that delegate was then attending. The party to whom the letter was addressed was a leading member of the Presbytery of Morris county, all the members of which had, a short time previously, separated themselves from the Presbytery of New- York, and formed the Presbytery of Morris county — chiefly with a view to license men to preach the gospel, without requiring, as indispensable, a course of liberal study. But the manner in which the business to which this letter related was disposed of, in the Morris county Presbytery, is unknown to the memo- rialist ; except that Mr. Eastburn was never under the care of that Presbytery. It is considered as probable, that the finances of Mr. E. did not permit him to spend MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 23 the time in preparation for the pulpit, which was required even hy the Morris county Presbytery. Certain it is, that shortly after this time, a proposition was made to the Presbytery of Piiiladelphia, to take JMr. E. on trial for the gospel ministry, without the literary acquisitions usually required in such a case. The minute of this Presbytery on the subject is not before the writer; but the following minute of the Synod of New-York and Philadelphia will show that the case had been referred to the Synod by that Presbytery. The name of Mr. Eastburn was indeed omitted, and no doubt with design, in the record; but there is no question that the reference was to him. In the minutes of the Synod,"^ at their ses- sions in May, 1783, the following entry appears : "Through the com.mittee' of overtures, it was requested by the First Presbytery of Philadelphia, that the Synod declare to them their sense on this point, viz. whether a person without a liberal education, may be taken on trial or licensed to preach the gospel? The question being put, it was carried in the negative."" It was mentioned to a friend of the writer, by Mr. Eastburn himself, not long before his death, that the iailuence of the Hev. Dr. Witherspoon in the Synod, M'as chiefly instrumental in obtaining this decision. How- ever that might be, and whatever might be the number of those who voted in opposition to the majority, the cause of Mr. E. had, it appears, but one open and active advocate. A daughter of the Plev. Dr. Sproat, now hv- ing, has within a few hours assured the writer, that she well remembers the emphasis with which her father said, on returning to his family from the Synod — " I have had to stand alone, in pleading the cause of Mr. Eastburn :" and then added, that he believed Mr. E. might do m.ore good in preaching the gospel than some others who ob- tained license. The memorialist feels himself bound to state facts as he finds them; but it is not to be understood that he means to give an opinion, in opposition to that of the Synod on this occasion. It will appear hereafter in * It will be recollected that this was before the formation of the General Assembly of the Presbyterian Church ; and that this Synod was then the supreme judicature of that church. C2 24 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. what manner he did think and act, when called in Provi- dence to take a part in authorizing Mr. E. to assume the character of a religious teacher. In the mean time, this decision of the Synod seemed to terminate all hopes in the mind of Mr. E. that he would ever be permitted to preach in the Presbyterian church. How much influence it had, or whether any, in turning his views to another communion, the memoriahst is not prepared to pronounce. The facts are, that not long after this decision, an inti- macy, which had not previously existed, took place be- tween him and some brethren of the Baptist church ; and that, in the issue, he received from a minister of that church rebaptization in the form of immersion. This took place at Southampton, about 1 7 miles to the north of Philadelphia. The known conscientiousness of Mr. E. ought to pre- vent or remove all suspicion that, in this transaction, he did not act under a fall conviction of duty. But whether that conviction was the result of due deliberation, and of enlightened views, is another matter. His purpose of doing what he did in this concern, appears to have been concealed, both from his wife and his beloved pastor and friend, Dr. Sproat. It is certain that he was never en- rolled as a member of the Baptist church ; and it is be- heved that he never communed in that church, even in a single instance. To satisfy his aggrieved wife, (for she was deeply grieved on this occasion,) he promised her that he would not leave the church to which they both belonged, while she remained in life ; and he not only fulfilled this promise, but showed as little disposition to leave it after her decease, as he had done before.* * Mr. Hiram Ayres, whose signature appears at the close of the first of the following letters, very kindly consented, at the request of the writer of these memoirs, to endeavor to obtain authentic information from Southampton, in regard to Mr. E.'s rebaptization there. Tlie foregoing account was just finished, when the follow- ing letters were received. Philadelphia, March ^\sU 1828. Dear Sir, — In compliance with my promise, I wrote to South- ampton for information concerning the late Rev. Joseph Eastburn, ( 25 ) CHAPTER III. Mr. Easthurn enters into partnership — character of his partner — situation of his workshop^ and conversations in it — his long and unabated struggle with adverse worldly circumstances — his conduct and sufferings in several seasons of pestilence — his kind attentions to the afflicted family of Dr. Sproat — the ii^ay providentially opened for his deliverance from worldly embarrassment^ and for his becoming a religious teacher — plan for his services in the Northern Liberties of Philadelphia — he departs from that plan ^ and remarks on the subject. Near the time of his being rebaptized, Mr. Easthurn entered into partnership, in the cabinet-making business, with Mr. Peter Lesley. A brief notice of this worthy and after considerable delay, received the following information from two different persons, one of whom was present at the bap- tism, and whose testimony is conclusive as to time, &.c. He thinks it was in the summer of 1788, that Mr. Easthurn was baptized, and states that the ordinance was administered by the Rev. David Jones. But for your greater satisfaction, I have given the paper accompanying this, which you will perceive contains the informa- tion above stated; also some interesting circumstances — all of which is at your service. The other person to whom I wrote gives a corresponding statement ; says it was between the years 1786 and '92, that he was baptized, and by the same person, and at the same place, as above stated. It appears from both the letters I received, that no record was made of the transaction in the church book. Since receiving those letters I have heard it said, that the Rev. Thomas Fleeson, of Blockley, was possessed of information concerning the subject of our inquiries. I accord- ingly wrote to him, but have not yet received a reply. I am yours, &c. Hiram Ayrks, J^o. 14, South Twelfth Street. Rev. a. Green, D. D. The letter to Mr. Ayres, to which his note refers, is as follows: Southampton^ March 17, 1828. " Dear Cousin, — You wrote some time since, requesting such information from Southampton as could be come at, concerning 26 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBTJRN. man ought to have a place in these memoirs. He was not only the partner and particular friend of Mr. E., but the remembrance of him is too grateful to the writer to admit of passing him by, without some memorial. During the six and twenty years, in which the memorialist sustained the pastoral relation to the second Presbyterian church of Philadelphia, Mr. Lesley was the sexton of that church. He was a man of great modesty, integrity, industry, and piety. His industry and prudent managem^ent of his Mr. Joseph Eastburn. I do not recollect the precise time, but think it was some time in the summer of 1788, that Mr. Eastburn came to Southampton, where he gave a very pleasing and satisfac- tory relation of his religious experience, before tlie chuich — dutcd his first religious exercise among the Methodists — but afterwards, becoming dissatisfied with their Vv^ay, left them, and gave himself a member among the Presbyterians ; said the Lord's presence v/ag among them, and that he had enjoyed many precious seasons in their society; but to satisfy a scrupulous conscience, he had come to Southampton to be baptized by immersion — which ordinance was administered by Mr. David Jones. What 1 have now Vvritten I remember perfectly well, being present at the time. " Elias Yerkes. " Mr. Hiram Ayres." " Mr. Eastburn did not give himself a member of the cliurch at Southampton, his residence bemg in Philadelphia; therefore the church-book is silent about him. He v.-as baptized only upon a profession of his faith in Clirist, and went on his way n^oicing.' It will be observed that the statement which had been prepared before these letters were received, is not invalidated by them, in anything except the date of the transaction to which reference is made. This date is in itself of little importance. Yet it may not be improper to remark, that it is incorrectly assigned to the sum- mer of 1788. At that tune the writer had been settled as co-pas- tor with Dr. Sproat for something more than a year; and he ia. well assured that the rebaptizing of Mr. Eastburn had taken place before his settlement, which was in April, 1787. Mr. Yerkes, the venerable member of the Baptist church at Southampton, who' wrote the second letter, says explicitly — " I do not recollect the precise time." After the lapse of more than forty years, althono-h facts may be distinctly remembered, dates can seldom be fixed, without some other aid than that of mere memory. The informa- tion given by Mr. Yerkes, as to Mr. Eastburn's views in seeking baptism by immersion, is a valuable addition to the previous ac- count. MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 27 affairs, enabled him, under the divine blessing, to provide, in a very reputable and comfortable manner, for a nu- merous family; and by a careful attention to the duties of his station, and a uniform disposition and endeavour to oblige, he acquired a respect and esteem, which men of a more elevated rank do not always merit or obtain. The piety of Mr. L. was marked by simplicity and humility ; he was "an Israelite indeed, in whom there was no guile." Such were his lowly thoughts of himself, that he sometimes needed counsel and encouragement to preserve him from despondence. He was truly devout; and no other neglect of his duties as sexton is recollected to have been ever laid to his charge, than that he was, occasionally, so en- grossed by the services of the sanctuary, that he did not sufficiently notice the strangers who entered the church. If there was truth in this charge, of which the wTiter is doubtful, who that knew the cause, would not readily excuse, if they did not commend the man, whose devo- tion to his God produced a temporary forgetfulness of his fellow-worms? This humble and exemplary Christian, died in the faith and hope of the gospel, March 31st, 1816, at the advanced age of 79 years. Mr. Eastburn was, for a long time, the clerk of the church of which Mr. Lesley was the sexton ; and a small wooden building, in front of, and connected with, the base of the steeple, by which the church edifice was then adorned, furnished the workshop, in which these part- ners in manual labour pursued their occupation, with unceasing activity. The number of hours in the day, during which they toiled at their trade, was greater than usual. Mr. Eastburn once told the writer, that a man, who valued himself on his skill in the cabinet-making business, came from the country to the city, under the idea that city mechanics had easier times than their country brethren. He applied to Messrs E. & L. for em- ployment as a journeyman. Employment was offered him, on condition that he should work the same number of hours in each day as his employers. The offer was gladly accepted ; but in less than a week, the journeyman de- clared that " he could not stand it to work as they did,'' and left their service. This workshop was, for several 28 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTEURN. . years, the resort of many who v/isbcd to converse with Mr. Eastburn on the subject of religion generally, or en the state of their own souls in particular. He conversed and laboured at the same time; and the observations he made, and the advice he gave, in these circumstances, were, in many instances, highly useful. He was always fond of children, and seldom failed to gam their affection and confidence in return. From a school almost adjoining his shop, he was daily resorted to by a number of these youthful visitants, whom he sup- plied with little blocks, the remnants of the wood in which he wrought; and sometimes permitted them to bmld their tiny fabrics on the floor of his shop, while he watched an opportunity to say something to them, which he hoped they might remember with advantage The lollowing short dialogue between him and the writer^s eldest son, then a child about six years old, may serve as uT^r'i!^'"w ifr>^l' conversations on these occasions- Mr. E. Well Robert, you seem very busy— If you live what business do you expect to follow? what do you ex- P""i^^^^\?^^^^^iWhy Mr. Eastburn, you know what 3 r' w^i'-T^- ^''.' ^^""^' ^^ ^^ ^ "^^''^'^^^ ^^ the gos- pel. K. Well, I intend to be a minister too. Mr E Ah my dear, if you intend to be a minister, you must first be' a good man. Remember that ; for you had better be a chimney-sweeper, than a minister of the gospel, if vou are not a good man." It is known that a number of indi- first^r^ll"''^-^''^'''^^"^^" P^"^^' "^^^^ ^^"'^"^^g' attribute their farst religious impressions to the affectionate admonitions and instructions which in their childhood, or early youth they received from this faithful servant of the Lord Jests His earnest prayers were doubtless constantiv offered in behalf of those who received his counsels ; and '' t^ie 4 much." '^"'"'^ ^"^"^ '' ^ ^^*g^^^-- -- - -'e"h fK^^^"*!,?? ""^^'^ ""^ the revolutionary war in 1783 till ftltllt^'^T^^^ goveriLent of the United J)tates in 1788, and, in a degree, for several vea-s after wards there was a most deplorable sta^^na^on o^-^ aW every kind of business. Tlfe produce of he soi w Tin deed abundant, but there was scarcelv anv forei^^n ?o m- MEMOIRS OF TPIE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 29 merce ; and in consequence of this, and the circulation of a paper currency, the precious metals had almost en- tirely disappeared — they had either left the country, or were hoarded by a few individuals. For the wares of mechanics, especially, the demand was very small, and the pri-ce unusually low. Mr. Eastburn's circumstances, in common with those of many others, became, from this cause, much straitened. But another cause increased his embarrassment. He had borrowed money to pur- chase a lot of ground, and on it had erected the house in which he lived till the time of his decease. The labour of building the house had, to a considerable extent, been performed by his own hands. But the lot was not paid for ; and although his creditor never pressed him for the debt, yet he dreaded its increase ; and to prevent the accumulation of interest, and to support a w^ife, nov^ ex- ceedingly infirm, and his son, then a boy, exertions and management, of no ordinary kind, were required. The writer well recollects the sympathy which he felt for this exemplary man, in witnessing the incessant labors, pur- sued both early and late, by which he endeavored to avoid debt, and to afford to a valetudinary wife the ac- commodations which she needed, and which he never suffered her to want. This struggle with adverse circum- stances was not abated, till it terminated in complete success. It is beheved that his debt, if not annually di- minished, was always kept stationary, till it was ultimately cancelled, in the manner that will presently appear. In the mean time, the debtor, with an humble but cheerful trust in the providence of God, seized every opportunity that offered, to serve the Saviour whom he loved, and to engage in those spiritual exercises in which he delighted. Unless detained in his shop to prepare a coffin that was ui-gently demanded, he never failed to attend a weekly religious service of the congregation to which he belonged, and which was celebrated in a private dwelling, as well as every public service performed in the church, on the evenings of secular days. He often, also, after the fatigues of the day and a part' of the evening, visited, conversed, and prayed with the sick. In the manner above described, Mr. Eastburn passed 30 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPU EASTBURN. his life, till the occurrence of the memorable pestilence, which spread terror and desolation through the city of Pliiladelphia, in the year 1793. On that occasion, the city was soon abandoned by a large majority of its inhab- itants ; but the senior pastor of the Second Presbyterian church, with the clerk and sexton, remained at their posts. The then junior pastor of that church, the writer of these memoirs, having, with his wife, suffered among the first subjects of the disease, and while yet in a state of imperfect convalescence, was called by a singulai providence into the country, where he remained, with his family, till the calamity had subsided. But never, while memory remains, can he forget the distress of that awful period. Many of his dearest friends and most es- teemed parishioners were hurried to the grave. Among the rest, his venerated and beloved colleague, with his wife, two of his children, and an amiable daughter-in-law, became the victims of this awful scourge. Mr. Eastburn did not escape a severe attack of the prevailing pesti- lence ; but his life was spared — spared in rich mercy, not only to those to whom his after ministrations in the gospel were so eminently blessed, but to many who, during the pestilence, were destitute of every other friend and helper. The family of his aged, endeared, and deeply afflicted pastor, received his most assiduous attentions. To them, as a relict of that family, still in hfe, has re- cently and with much emphasis expressed it to the writer, "he was like a good angel.'^ He visited them daily, to mqmre after the state of their health, or more commonly the state of their illness ; to take charge of their concerns, and to provide for their wants, as if they all had been his own— his own indeed they were, for affection and sym- pathy made them such. As one after another of this mourning family fell before the destroyer, Mr. E. was still present, to see that the corpse was decently laid out the coffin prepared, and the funeral rites performed, with all the respect which the urgency of the times would permit Such were his attentions and exertions, unabated and undismayed by disease and death, which stalked on every side, till, as the concluding part of his sad emplov- ment, he deposited in the house appointed for all living MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 31 the mortal remains of his beloved pastor, and those of his wife. It appears from the diary of Dr. Spfoat, a part of which has been published, that for a considerable length of time after the general prevalence of the yellow fever, and the flight of the citizens, he met a few of the pious people of his charge who remained in the city, both on the sab- bath and on some other occasions. On all these occa- sions, without its being testified particularly to the memo- rialist, he has no doubt that Mr. Eastburn took a leading part; and also, in rendering, in a more private way, every service, both of a spiritual and temporal kind, to the sick and the dying. His own attack was before the disease had attained its widest spread ; his recovery was speedy and perfect; and he afterwards retained his health, till health was restored to the city at large.* * The following extract from the writer's printed sermon on the death of Dr. Sproat, with the accompanying notes, will serve to illustrate some of the facts referred to in this part of the memoir ; " The painful infirmities of age, under which Dr. Sproat laboured for a considerable time before his death, he bore with a cheerful fortitude. Since the twenty-third day of August last, he had been looking for death, and ripening for it with uncommon speed. On that day he completed half a century of years in the character of an ordained minister of the gospel ; and thenceforward, to the time of his death, the larger portfon of his waking hours were spent in the immediate acts of devotion, or of devout meditations and aspirations of sou].(*) He endured the severe distress which was inflicted on his family without the least repining.(t) At the funeral of a dear son he might with peculiar propriety use the language, for he emi- nently possessed the spirit of Job. (J) " His death was easy, and he was rational to the last. A short time before he expired, and after he had lost the power of speech, being asked if he felt the support of religion, he answered by the signal of lifting up his hands and his eyes to heaven. (*) " This is confirmed not only by the observation and testimony of those who were, most about him, but by what appears in his own diary. This diary exhibits one of the most instructing views of the exercises and temper of a Christian, especially when under affliction, that perhaps has ever been seen. (f ) " His eldest son with his wife, and his youngest daughter, died within the space of a month. The doctor himself, and Mrs. Sproat, were added to the number in less than a month afterwards. (I) " Enfeebled and trembling with age, the Dr. followed the corpse of his son to the grave, and after it was deposited, leaning on his staff, he pro- nounced only these words,—' The Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away, blessed be the name of the Lord.' Amen ! D 32 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. Mr. Eastburn passed through three other seasons of desolating pestilence, which occurred in Philadelphia, in the successive years of 1797, 1798, and 1799. Those with which the city was visited in 1802 and 1803, were comparatively slight and partial. Of these, that of 1798 was not less fatal and terrific than the one of 1 793, of which we have taken a more particular notice. In 1 798, Mr. E. suffered more severely from the prevalent malig- nant fever, than he had done five years before — it brought him in appearance to the verge of the grave. The faith- ful and vigilant nursing of his infirm wife, was the princi- pal means, 'mder the divine blessing, of preserving his valuable hfe. He had in this illness a very earnest desire to depart, and to be with his Saviour.. " But I could not obtain my discharge," was the language which he used, in speaking to the writer of his feelings and views at this period; and this language carried in it more meaning than he could have thought of at that time. He was not " discharged," because he had yet to render services, in the church militant, of the most important kind. He had not yet had an opportunity 4;o sound the gospel trumpet, in that public manner in which he afterwards did, and for which hundreds, perhaps thousands, will bless God to all eternity. The providential dealings of the Father of m.ercies with his dear children, are often such as they do not un- derstand at the time ; and which astonish them on the review. The exertions, and anxieties, and privations, " The respect which was shown to his remains, at a time which precluded it in almost every other instance, was a proof of the high esteem in which he was held."(*) (*) " During the late distressing scenes which were witnessed in this city, the almost universal mode of conveying a corpse to the grave was in a hearse or a cart ; and the attendants consisted only of the person who drove the carriage, the grave-digger, or a negro hired for the purpose, and, in a few instances, two or three mourning friends. But in the case of Dr. Sproat there was a procession and bearers of the dead, which, as it was more strik- ing to the beholders, in the circumstances in which it happened, than the most splendid funeral that perhaps the city ever produced, so it was a much stronger proof of the affection which was felt for the deceased, than the {.greatest parade, in ordinary times, can possibly be. The pious people who had met at the church for prayer, formed a procession of about fifty persons, •ind some religious negroes voluntarily offered themselves to carry the bier." MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 3$ of Mr. E. in the seasons of yellow fever through which he passed, were certainly great, and at times exceedingly trying; although it is believed that he suffered little, per- haps nothijig, from the fear of death, as a personal con- cern. Yet he not only suffered extremely by disease, especially in 1798, but the scenes of human misery with which he was surrounded, and which in many instances admitted of no relief, were distressing beyond description. The toil he endured both by night and by day, in making coffins for the dead, and in visiting the diseased and the dying, were burdensome in the extreme. Above all, the multitude of immortal beings, (sometimes a hundred in a day,) whom he saw passing into eternity, the most of them ignorant, and many of them vicious — must have produced on a mind like his — always sympathetic, and always deeply impressed with the realities of that unchanging state of happiness or misery upon which death sets its seal — feelings, which nothing but the grace of God, added to much natural fortitude, could have enabled him to en- dure. These, notwithstanding, were the very dispensa- tions of Providence which were made to contribute to his future comfort and usefulness — which brought him into that sphere of action in the church of Christ, to which he had long been looking as an object of intense desire, and which he had often resigned as hopeless. The avails of his mechanical business, of which the making of coffins is always a very profitable part, were such, (although he took no undue advantage of the neces- sities which the pestilence created) that he not only can- celled all his debts, but accumulated a little capital, which enabled him afterwards to five without labor, to make all his ministerial services perfectly gratuitous, to do many charitable acts while living, and to provide for the sup- port of a preacher in the mariner's church at his death. In another and a still more important respect, were the desolations of pestilence made instrumental in opening the way for his preaching the gospel. They produced a demand for his services, which it was not easy, if it had been lawful, to resist. To be prepared for an uninter- rupted narrative of the several steps by which this was brought about, an account of the manner in which he 34 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. passed the various seasons of pestilence that have been noted, has been given at once ; and has carried forward the story of his life, as connected with these events, to a period from which we must now look back for several years. The church to which Mr. Eastburn belonged was col- legiate. The congregation worshipped in two places, and in those the two pastors preached alternately. Each of these congregations, of course, on the death of one of the pastors, and till the settlement of another, would be deprived of half the supply of the public and regular preaching of the gospel ; or else, a portion of ministerial labour was to be taken from one, at the expense of the other. The Northern Liberties of the city contained one of these congregations, which was yet in an infant and very fieeble state, and had contributed, and could contribute, but httle to the support of the gospel. It was therefore made a question, on the death of Dr. Sproat, whether the attempt to establish a Presbyterian church in that place, and at that time, ought not to be abandoned. This idea was resisted by the remaining pastor ; but it seemed neither practicable nor proper to resist the opin- ion, that his services should be chiefly, and almost w^holly, given to that congregation which was fourfold the more numerous of the two, and from which nearly the w^hole pecuniary expenses of the collegiate church had been, and was still to be defrayed. The remaining pastor, who was the present writer, and who must now speak of him- self and his agency much more frequently than he could wish, gave as much attention as he could to the feeble congregation; but it was without a regular supply for six years in succession. It was mournful and embarrass- ing to witness this destitution ; and to hear applications for religious instruction which could not be complied with. To afford some relief, the pastor resolved, that, in addition to the occasional services which he might be able to render to this part of his charge, (for such he still considered it,) he would open a weekly meeting for re- ligious exercises, on the evening of the Lord's day, and commit the conducting of it, subject to some general di- rections from himself, to Mr. Eastburn. MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 35 The plan for the exercises of this meeting was as fol- lows : — The children and youth of the congregation were to he the principal ohjects of attention. Thej were to come together in a large school-room, to repeat to Mr. E. the Westminster Shorter Catechism, with the hymns and forms of devotion prepared for children by Dr. Watts — the forms of devotion somewhat modified, and reprinted in a primer-like form, for the occasion. The parents of the children were invited, and any others who chose were permitted, to attend at these meetings ; and after prayer and singing, the children were to repeat their catechism, hymns, and prayers, to Mr. E. and he was then to make such explanatory remarks on the catechism as l:e thought proper, and to address, first and principally to the chil- dren, and then to their parents and other attendants, such exhortations of a practical nature, as he judged would be for edification. These exercises were to be followed by prayer, and to be concluded with singing a hymn or psalm, with the doxology. Such was the plan adopted by the pastor — adopted without consultation with others, and for which, if he deserved the blame to which a few of his ministerial brethren saw fit to subject him, it cannot be denied that it belonged to him exclusively. The se- quel will show that it did lead to some abuse ; but that this abuse was speedily and completely corrected ; and the issue was unquestionably of the most, salutary kind. Certain it is, that the pastor was entitled to no praise or commendation whatsoever, for being, as he undoubtedly was, the chief instrument of introducing Mr. E. to the wide field of usefulness which he afterwards entered ; for there was not, at that time, in the mind of the pastor, any conception that such a result would be produced. He had no expectation that Mr. E. would do more, or go farther, than teach the children and youth, and exhort and pray with them and their parents, agreeably to the plan that has been specified ; and he supposed that even this would be no more than a temporary measure. In a word, all that ensued was unforeseen and unexpected, and the pastor only acted on the several emergencies which subsequently occurred, as his sense of duty dic- tated at the time. D2 36 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. The original plan appeared evidently to be attended with a divine blessing. Since the writing of these me- moirs w^as commenced, word has been sent to the writer, that one or more Christians of distinction trace their con- version to the instructions, and exhortations, and prayers, which, in youth, they heard from Mr. Eastburn, in the school-house at Campington. The pastor attended these meetings on a few occasions at the first, to afford his countenance and aid in executing the plan he had devised. He finds in his diary for January 31st, 1796, the follow- ing entry : — " In the evening I went and drank tea at Mr. Eastburn's, and went with him to the society at Campington. The people were very solemn, and the children appeared to be much affected." This was no peculiar occurrence — it was only a single instance of what was usually, and almost uniformly, witnessed at these interesting meetings. So interesting, indeed, they soon became, that the school-house would not contain the numbers of which they were composed, and they were therefore transferred from that house to the church. It was natural for Mr. E. when he found a crowd of attentive listeners at these meetings, originally intended chiefly for children and youth, to make his address to the adult part of his audience longer and more particular than he did, or perhaps ever thought of doing; at the first. Many of his hearers, moreover, had no regular connexion with any religious society : some of them seldom, if ever, attended any other place of worship, and were not only extremely ignorant of the fundamental doctrines of the gospel, but, till now, utterly careless, in the matter of their souPs salvation. On seeing a crowd of this descrip- tion, attentive and serious, who could censure him for extending his address to them, into a discourse, equal to a sermon in length ? But his error was, and it must not be disguised, that he gradually diminished his attention to the youthful part of his audience, till at length he almost, or altogether, passed them by, took a text, and made as regular a discourse as he was capable of, to the promiscuous assembly which filled the small church in which his addresses were made. It was at that time, and it still is, the conviction of the writer, that Mr. E. MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 37 \vould probably have done more good, had he adhered to the original plan, with no other change than a length- ening of the concluding address; instead of suffering that address gradually to supplant the catechetical instruction, and special pious admonition of the young. This change of plan, which was made, and for some time continued, without the knowledge or suspicion of the pastor of the church, was, when he became acquaint- ed with it, the cause of considerable uneasiness. It was also disapproved by the most discreet and judicious mem- bers of the congregation ; but it was extremely popular in the neighborhood of the Campington church, and with some others who resorted to it statedly, on the evening of the sabbath. The writer recollects, and indeed has found the time noted in his diary, that with a view to ascertain from personal observation, whether, besides their irregularity, there was any thing exceptionable in the addresses of Mr. E., he attended one of these meet- ings, and took care to mingle with the crowd, in such a manner as not to be observed. The experiment satisfied him fully, that the discourses of Mr. E., although in a measure immethodical and unconnected, were still sound in doctrine, and well calculated to benefit his hearers. Under this conviction, and considering the destitute state of the people, and the influence which Mr. E. had over them, no interference was attempted — it was believed to be not only injudicious, but, in the circumstances of the case, absolutely inconsistent with Christian duty. It was also expected, that when an additional pastor of the col- legiate church should be chosen, which was then believed to be near at hand, and which shortly after took place in fact, these irregular exercises would, in that place at least, be terminated as a matter of course. ( 38 ) CHAPTER IV. Unhappy consequences of Mr. Eastlurii's acting as a calc- chist and exhortcr without a regular designation , the manner in which the evil was arrested j Mr. E.'s ex- amination and qualified licensure hj the Presbytery of Philadelphia. In an early part of the summer of 1799, a collegiate pastor of the church to which Mr. Eastburn belonged, was ordained ; and public worship w'as, in consequence, regularly celebrated, twice on the sabbath — at Camping- ton, as well as in the associated church in the city. The urgency, therefore, w^iich had led to Mr. E.'s employ- ment as a catechist and an exhorter, was now terminated. But his labors had been so acceptable, and so evidently blessed, that he thought he ought not to discontinue them; and for the same reason, his pastors v/ere reluctant to attem.pt to lay him under any restriction. He therefore continued, for nearly six years, to exhort on the evenings of the Lord's day and at some other times, both in the Northern Liberties of the city and in several other places. Toward the latter part of this period, the ill effects of Mr. E.'s appearing as a public teacher, without any regu- lar call or appointment to such an office, became pain- fully manifest. Several individuals, utterly unqualified to teach and admonish others, became exhorters and leaders in religious meetings; and considered them.selves entitled to assume these characters, in consequence of being able to plead the example of Mr. E. The evil was increasing, and the embarrassment it occasioned to the pastors of the church to which these unauthorized teachers chiefly belonged, was not small. To endeavor to arrest the evil by an explicit prohibition, w^ould, it was thought, hazard the peace of the congregation ; and to suffer it to proceed, seemed inconsistent with a faith- ful discharge of duty. In these circumstances the ir- regularity was corrected, in a manner which the writer of these memoirs has always considered as peculiarly providential, and as laying him under special obligation MEiMOlRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 39 to divine grace and goodness. The facts were as fol- lows — The writer had been so occupied in the course of a certain week, that Saturday had arrived, without his having even selected a text for a discourse on the following day. On opening the New Testament with a view to such a selection, one of the first passages thnt met his eye, was Gal. vi. 3 — "For if a man think him- self to be something, when he is nothing, he deceiveth himself." The determination was immediately formed to discourse on these words, and to show how, in re- ligious concerns, this text is veritied, in a variety of in- stances. Five such instances occurred, and were rapidly minuted down, before the connexion of the text was care- fully examined, or a commentator consulted. On look- ing into Doddridge, it appeared that, in his opinion, the words were specially intended as "a caution against vain-glory and an overweening opinion of ourselves ;" and in a note he states it to be the opinion of Mr. Locke, that the following verse has a particular reference to false teachers. This immediately suggested that a sixth particular might consist, in an appHcation of the text to those who take on themselves the office of public teachers of religion, without either qualifications for, or call to such an office. But it was speedily resolved to omit this, lest, in the particular circumstances of the congre- gation, the contemplated application might appear to be too pointed, and thus be productive of disturbance. To this resolution, however, the pastor, on a little reflection, found he could not adhere. The words — " not handling the word of God deceitfully," flashed on his mind, with a force which almost made him tremble. He saw that if the text he had chosen rendered the particular in ques- tion peculiarly appHcable to his charge, this was so far from furnishing a reason for the omission of that particu- lar, that it formed an imperious demand that it should be retained, and be distinctly and prominently presented. It was accordingly retained, and made the last of the se- ries. The effect was salutary beyond all expectation. The impression produced by this discourse was power- ful, and yet, so far as was ever known to the pastor, not offensive. The unqualified exhorters never again, it is 40 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. believed, attempted to speak in public. But on the Wednesday morning following, Mr. Eastburn came to his pastor, and in a long conversation opened his mind freely. He said that the sermon he had heard on the sabbath, had deprived him of sleep, and had led him to close self- examination. He appeared to be particularly distressed with the apprehension, that he had been " thinking him- self to be something, while he was nothing." Such, he was told in reply, was not the estimate made of him by the preacher, either when the sermon was delivered, or at any other time ; but on the contrary, that he was be- hcved to be quahtied to do good, and that he had done good, by taking the lead in social exercises of religion ; still that it should be our care to do good in such a way as not to do harm at the same time ; and that he could not but be sensible that his example had furnished a plausible pretext, for some who were wholly unfit to dis- course publicly to others on the great doctrines of the word of God, to assume the awful responsibility of doing it. The result was, that he threw himself entirely on his pastor to direct him how to act ; and was promised that his case should receive the most serious and de- liberate consideration. This conversation, which lasted from early in the morning till one o'clock, took place, as appears from the v/riter's diary, on the 12th of Decem- ber, 1804, and the writer has often looked back to the circumstances v/hich led to it, and tae consequences which followed it, as furnishing for him a subject for humble gratitude to God — gratitude that he was, with- out plan or design on his part, in a sort compelled to do that which not only arrested the progress of evil, but opened the way for the eminent and extensive usefulness of the holy man whose memoirs he is now writing. It was so ordered in providence, tliat about four years before the occurrence just stated, a plan had been devis- ed for providing a chaplain, of the Presbyterian denomi- nation, for the jail, hospital, and bettering-house of the city of Philadelphia. This plan, with some considera- tions urging its adoption, had been printed in a pamphlet form, and distributed among those who, it was supposed, were likely to favor it and render it effective. But no MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 4 1 suitable candidate for the deficiency could be named, and hence the whole plan met with opposition from some, and with indiiTerence from many; and the present writer, by whom it had been drawn up, had already con- sidered his attempt as finally abortive, when he found himself pledged to consider the case of Mr. Eastburn, and advise him as to the course he ought to pursue. It did not require much meditation to think of him as a fit person, and in some respects the fittest that could be found, to act as a chaplain to the public and charitable in- stitutions which have been mentioned. The management of those institutions was much in the hands and under the influence of the Friends or Quakers ; and with them the very circumstance that Mr. E. was not a regular clergy- man of the Presbyterian church, would render his stated access to these establishments more easy and acceptable, than if he had been clothed with the regular clerical character. With others, also, wdio had been hostile or indifferent to the plan first proposed, Mr. E. was highly popular ; and that he w^as admirably qualified to perform the duties of a chaplain to those who were in a state of sufiTering, whether through misfortune or crime, was ad- mitted by all. After, therefore, consulting w^ith a num- ber of his friends, and finding that Mr. E. was cordially w^illing to accept of the appointment contemplated, the writer determined to endeavor to obtain in his behalf, from the Presbytery of Philadelphia, a designation to the duties of a chaplaincy; with a license also, to exhort and pray with Christian assemblies generally, as opportunity might offer. Accordingly, the memorial recited in the minute of the Presbytery, which wull presently appear, was drawn up, and subscribed by a number of influential individuals. During the interval between Dec. 12th, 1 804, and May, 1 805, the impression of the w^riter is (but without a distinct recollection) that Mr. E. did not often, if ever, address promiscuous assemblies; but confined him- self chiefly to taking a leading part in meetings for prayer and religious conference, to the visitation of the sick, and to conversations with individuals whose minds were se- riously exercised in regard to their spiritual state. The following extract from the minutes of the Presby- 42 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. tery of Philadelphia, will sufficiently explain the whole process by which Mr. E. was regularly authorized to per- form the duties of a religious teacher, the conditions and limitations under which the authority was granted, and the examination to which he was subjected when the grant was made. The Presbytery was remarkably harmonious in all the discussions which took place at the time, and entirely unanimous in the result. — A venerable member, now deceased, remarked to the writer, after the adjourn- ment, that he thought a divine influence had most sensibly pervaded the judicature of the church on this interesting occasion. " At a meeting of the Presbytery of Philadelphia, May the 14th, 1805— " Present Drs. Green and Blair; Messrs. Irwin, Daven- port, Russel, Milledoler, Latta, Boyd, Potts, and Jane- way, ministers. "A memorial signed by a number of members of several Presbyterian congregations in Philadelphia, was brought in, read, and is as follows — " ' To the Reverend Presbytery of Philadelphia. " ' We the undernamed inhabitants of Philadelphia and the liberties thereof, beg leave to lay before Presbytery the following memorial, viz. u t -^g represent that the circumstances of those who are confined in the Bettering-House, Gaol, and Hospital of the City of Philadelphia, in being deprived of the in- structions and consolations of religion, are calculated deeply to affect the minds of those who suitably estimate the value of evangelical truth, and know the worth of immortal souls. Influenced by the consideration of these circumstances, a number of the ministers and other mem- bers of the Presbyterian churches in Philadelphia, did, about four years since, devise and endeavor to execute, a plan for committing to a regular Presbyterian minister, the charge of the unhappy people in the public estabhsh- ments mentioned. This plan is herewith submitted to the Presbytery, that our views and designs, and the reason which in our opinion justify themymay the more distinctly MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 43 appear. For though we do not propose exactly to adopt the plan which is exhibited in the printed pamphlet, yet the considerations by which it is supported, are those which still influence us. — But we beg leave to remark, that the plan, thus exhibited to the Presbytery, was not carried into eifect at the time it was devised and printed, principally because a suitable and popular candidate, for taking the charge of the establishments in question, could not be held up to those who were requested to subscribe for his support; and till the present hour the whole busi- ness has been suspended, for this reason. In the mean time the ministers and members of various religious de- nominations have occasionally visited the Bettering-House and the Gaol, and spoken to the people who are there confined. Among those who have performed these acts of religious charity, none has been so assiduous as Mr. Joseph Eastburn, a member in full communion with the 2d Presbyterian congregation of this city, and none, we truly think, could be more acceptable or useful than he. We do, therefore, with all deference to the reverend Presbytery, respectfully submit it to their very serious 'onsideration, whether it might not be highly advanta- geous to the interests of religion, if the said Mr. Eastburn should be by them appointed a catechist or evangelist, for the express purpose of taking the charge, under their direction, of the Bettering-House, Hospital, and Gaol of this city ; with permission, also, as occasional opportuni- ties might offer, of speaking to others on the great sub- jects of religion. It is, no doubt, well known to the Pres- bytery, as it is to the undersigned, that Mr. Eastburn has been, for some years, in the practice of exhorting smaller or larger assemblies of the people on the concerns of their souls, and that his labours have been very acceptable to many. If he should receive authority from the Presby- tery to continue this practice, with the special designa- tion of the public institutions mentioned, as his particu- lar charge, and under the control of the Presbytery, would it not rather prevent, than become a precedent for, the violation of the established order of our church? Could it be pleaded as a precedent for introducing men into the ministry, indiscriminately, without those literary E 44 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTEURN. qualifications, or that regular process of trial, usually de- manded ? Would it not rather be analogous to what other Presbyteries have lately done, and the General Assembly approved ? This we fully submit to the wisdom of the Presbytery ; being ourselves sincerely attached to the excellent order established on this subject generally, by the constitution of our church. We have, on the whole, nothing further to add, but that we know that Mr. East- burn is so well esteemed in the citj-, that the appointment we suggest would immediately render practicable the plan for supplying the institutions in question with regular religious instruction and visitation ; that his acceptance among other denominations is such, that he would be likely to obtain their countenance and approbation in this work ; that the very circumstance of his not being a regularly ordained clergyman of our church, would of itself facilitate his entrance into the institutions contem- plated ; and that if Presbytery, as we hope may be the case, shall find their way clear to authorize him to take the charge of these establishments, we the undersigned are ready to use our endeavors to obtain for him such a salary as may enable him to devote his time to this im- portant work.' 'Philadelphia, May, 1805.' " This memorial was made the subject of much delib- eration, inquiry, and discussion. — In the course of which it appeared, that Mr. Eastburn, to whom the memorial refers, has received baptism for himself in adult age, though he had been baptized in infancy ; and was still disposed to consider infant baptism in a different light from that in which it is viewed by our church, though he has always remained in communion with that church, and shown no disposition to urge his peculiar sentiments on others. On the whole, after a careful consideration of the case, the Presbytery, feeling most sensibly the importance of providing for the religious instruction and assistance of the unhappy persons confined in the places mentioned in the memorial, and desirous at the same time to do no- thing contrary to the principles and usage of the Presby- . terian church, determined to specify distinctly the condi MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 45 lions on which they would agree to take Mr. Eastburn uiKJcr their patronage. These conditions were the following — " 1. That he adopt the Confession of Faith, catechisms, government, and discipline of the Presbyterian church, (the article of baptism alone excepted) and agree to walk by them as the rule of his faith and practice. " 2. That he be willing to engage, and do engage, that on the subject of baptism (retaining his own sentiments) he will leave those with whom he may have intercourse, in the undisturbed possession of their creed and opinions ; and that whenever applications shall be made to him in regard to baptism, he will direct the applicants to some regularly ordained minister. " 3. That in receiving from this Presbytery authority to teach, he do not consider liimself a candidate for the pas- toral otlice. " 4. That he agree to submit, in the discharge of his duty, to the directions that shall from time to time be given him by Presbytery. " 5. That the authority to teach which may be confer- red, shall cease whenever the Presbytery, or Mr. East- burn, shall judge its continuance to be no longer ex- pedient. " 6. That in the execution of the trust that may be con- ferred by Presbytery, it be understood that he will in all respects endeavor to avoid giving otlence, by taking care not to violate unnecessarily the sentiments and opinions of those among whom he may be called to la- bor, and by the exercise of an exemplary humility, pru- dence, and condescension. " Mr. Eastburn was then introduced to the Presbytery, and the above conditions were twice read, and he fully agreed to each and all of them as reasonable and proper, aiid as forming the system by which he would act in the execution of the trust which the Presbytery might com- mit to him, in consequence of the prayer of the memorial. " Presbytery then conversed with Mr. Eastburn on his experimental acquaintance with religion, and questioned him on some of the leading truths and doctrines of the 46 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. Christian system, and having obtained entire satisfaction on these subjects, came to the following resolution, viz. " Resolved, That Mr. Joseph Eastburn be, and he is hereby authorized, to explain and discourse on the sacred scriptures, to catechise and exhort in the Gaol, Aims- House, and Hospital, of the city of Philadelphia, and also, as occasional opportunities may offer, to speak to collec- tions of people in other places, on the concerns of their souls. " Ordered, that the stated clerk furnish Mr. Eastburn with an attested copy of the preceding memorial, and of the subsequent proceedings of Presbytery relative to him. " Extract from the Minutes of the Presbytery of Phila- delphia. " George C. Potts, Stated Clerk:' CHAPTER V. His license entirely satisfactory to himself — his fidelity and success in the Hospital, Alms-House, and Prison of Philadelphia — his labors, xarious arid incessant, and acceptable to different denominations — he is principally instrumental in forming a congregation — death of his wife, and entire relinquishment of his mechanical busi- ness — becomes staled preacher to the Mariners. The resolution of the Presbytery of Philadelphia al- ready recited, formed the license, or conveyed the eccle- siastical authority, under which Mr. Eastburn performed his ministerial services to the end of his life, a period of about four-and-twenty years. The conditions on which he accepted the office of a religious teacher, imposed on him no irksome restraint; for it is believed they were not different from those which he would have chosen, if the choice had been wholly left to himself. It is not known that he ever desired to sustain the pastoral relation, or to administer the sacraments, or to share in the government of the church, or to change the sentiments of an indivi- MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 41 diuil on the subject of baptism. To proclaim the mes- sages of salvation — to impress the momentous truths of the gospel on the hearts and consciences of careless sin- ners, to guide inquiring souls to the Saviour, and to edify the people of God bj private, as well as by public dis- course, appears to have comprised all that he wished, and all for which he considered himself as qualified ; and as this was a field of usefulness as ample as he probably had any inclination to enter, so it is certain that in this he la- bored with a most exemplary diligence, and a most un- usual success. His first special designation was to those who were confined in the three public establishments which are mentioned in the memorial presented to the Presbytery ; and the assiduity and tenderness could scarcely be ex- ceeded, with which he endeavored by every mean in his power to promote the spiritual welfare of these children of poverty, misfortune, or crime. He visited them often ; he instructed and counselled them ; he reproved some and encouraged others ; he was found at the bedside of the sick, the maimed, and the dying; he sympathized with all, and as frequently and fully as opportunity would per- mit, he united with them in social worship, and preached to them with zeal and fidelity. All this will best appear from some of his own statements. The following connected narratives were found among his manuscripts. " I am requested to keep in writing the case of a woman that had been confined in one of the cells of the Pennsylvania Hospital — which is as follows. As I was passing the place, I heard the most plaintive voice, crying * Oh! my burden is too heavy for me to bear! My sins are too great to be forgiven.' I called aloud to her — 'if your burden is ever so heavy, Jesus invites you to com.e to him, and he will give you rest; and if your sins are ever so great, he can freely pardon them all.' She immediately called me by name, and desired me to open the door (which I could not do) but inquired where she had known me. She said it was when I kept meeting in the Northern Liberties, and had many children about me — that she was one of them, and that those were her happy days. E 2 48 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. She said if she had only gone on to serve the Lord as she did then, she might have been happy. But she did not — and now she was shut up in that dismal place. My mind was much affected to hear the poor creature thus exclaim; but shortly after, she made her escape at mid- night, and went to her home. I visited her there, and found hermind more composed. Buther friends did notlike that any one should speak to her, or that she should go to any place of worship ; and if she did, they would shut her out of doors all night But the Lord had pity on her, and called her to his blessed home, ' where the wicked cease from troubling, and where the weary are at rest.** When she was near her end, she sent for me, and with pleasure told me what the Lord had done for her soul. She had a full assurance of her eternal happiness, through a precious Saviour, and hoped to meet me in heaven. As I was then going a journey, I saw her no more — she died while I was away. The Lord can make the way -faring, though fools, wise to salvation. This has encouraged me to pay attention to the poor deranged people in the Hospital; and I now record some things more which took place there. Going into a ward where many of them were together, an elderly gentleman who had been long there cried out — 'What, sir, are you come to preach "to us again?' I replied, 'Yes, sir, if you will please to come into another ward and hear — I have no authority to compel you.' 'But you have,' replied another. ' Does not your Lord and master command you to go out to the highways and hedges, and compel sinners to come to him?' I replied, 'That is true, my friend, and will you come?' — 'I surely will,' said he: and many of them did attend worship at that time. I took for my text the words — 'Compel them to come in.' He who men- tioned them appeared much engaged, and entreated me to go to their ward again, which I did. He soon after re- covered his use of reason, and was set at liberty. At another time, some of the doctors wished to see what effect it might have upon some that were quite bad, to bring them in. A number were accordingly brought MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 49 and placed before me — one with his hat covered with dirty feathers, which he had picked up. Some of them appeared very uneasy, and kept stamping and looking very wild at me and others — one figuring in the sand on the floor, and then looking at me, as though he were taking a likeness. This drew the attention of the people who were in their senses, so much, that I thought our meeting would be broken up. I tried to keep my mind composed, and to beg the Lord to direct me what to do. I thought it would be best to surprise them ; and I jumped up suddenly before them, and called upon them to attend, telling them we had come there to worship Him that made us, and had given us our reason at first, and could restore it to those who had lost it; that we did not know what he might do for us, if we should sincerely pray; and now, said I, if you will be quite still, we will endeavor to pray. They saw me go upon my knees, and to the surprise of all, they immediately kneeled down, and the feathered hat was thrown aside. After prayer, they all rose and sat down, looking earnestly at me, and re- mained quiet until all were dismissed. Some time after, the steward, Mr. Francis Higgins, desired to know if I would be willing he should bring a man out of a cell into the meeting. I told him, if he could be kept in order I was willing. He then brought him — a very large man. I went up to him and welcomed him to take a seat. They then brought another, very bad, and put this man by the side of the first — The second man began to shuffle and make a noise, on which the first seized him fast by his knees, and told him he must be perfectly still there, and kept him in order all the time of worship, and did not move himself, except when I was speaking of what the blessed Saviour had done for poor sinners — how many dreadful cases he had relieved — he then clasped the other round the neck, as if he wished they might be benefited also ; and after worship went quietly to his cell again. A woman called at my house, desiring I would speak to a friend of hers, confined in one of the cells. I inquired for her, and was told she was so unreasonable it would be in vain to say any thing to her. I observed I would wish to comply with the request of my friend. They 60 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTiiURN. then went and put some decent clothes on her, and in- vited me to go in. She cried out — ' 1 do not know that man.' True, said T, but you know such a lady. She, I said, desired me to come and see you. She then began to measure the shawl theyhadputonher with her knuckles, as fast as she could. Why, said I, do you that? 'I must, I must,' was the answer, 'for I am a great sinner.' So am I, was the reply, but I am come to tell you about a great Saviour, who is able to save you and me. She then stop- ped, and sat as still as was possible for any one to do, and listened to all that I said without uttering another word. In a short time after she came to herself, so far as to leave the Hospital, and took lodgings for herself; and then de- sired to see me. I found her composed and solemn. She desired me to pray and return thanks with her ; and when she rose up to go to prayer, she lifted up her hands and said — * O Lord, help me to unite with thy servant now in prayer,' and then fell upon her knees. Dr. Rush desired me to visit a patient of his, also, in one of the cells. The gentleman was much distressed, and complained that he was worse than a brute ; that he could not act as a rational creature; that when he eat he was so ravenous that he was shocked at himself — he was very melancholy. Visiting him on a Sabbath day, he inquired if I was not about to have worship in some part of the Hospital. I told him I was. He requested to attend with us. The steward observed, it was contrary to his ordei's to let him come out of his cell. The gentleman said, if Dr. Rush was there, he would let him come. At that very instant, unexpectedly to him or any of us, the doc- tor appeared, passing the cell door. He called out, 'Oh, Doctor, shall I not be permitted to go to meeting here?' Certainly, replied the doctor. He appeared ovei joyed, and attended with great apparent devotion ; and after- ward entreated me to go back with him to his place, which I did, and often tried to encourage him. He had not been allowed any book before, but now earnestly desired to have a Bible, which was allowed him. But his constitution was very weak, and he gradually declined in body, until nature sunk. He was not able, as far as I MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 61 could find, to say any thing about the state of his mind, until death closed the scene. Doctor Rush also desired me to visit a Doctor, who had come from the West Indies in a consumption, seeking the advice of physicians, and to try a change of climate. But he was very fast sinking under the disease. He had a room furnished in the Hospital, and every attention pos- sible paid to him. I went with one of the managers to see him, and told him Dr. Rush had desired me to come, and what was my errand. He received me politely, but said but little. I endeavored to improve the time to the best of my knowledge, and hope I was directed by the blessed Spirit to a word in season. I urged the necessity of prayer to the Lord, who alone could help him ; and desired to know if he would have me to pray with him. He seemed rather to consent, than to ask it. But in time of prayer, his mind was filled with wonderful joy ; and when I rose, he clasped me with both hands, and said it was the hap- piest visit to him that ever he had ; and that he was un- der great obligations to Doctor Rush for many favors, but none was so great as sending me to visit him at that time ; and he desired me to come again. But in a few hours after, on the same day, he expired. The manager, who was of the Friends'' society, was so much pleased with what he beheld, that he wrote me a permit to visit the Hospital when I pleased, and gave orders to the steward and gate-keeper to admit me at any time — which opened the way for my holding worship there ; and he and other of the managers have often attended the meetings and countenanced them." It appears that, beside the foregoing narratives, Mr. East- burn kept a regular journal of the religious services he performed, from the time of his licensure till he was con- fined to his house by his last sickness. If the whole of this journal were published, it would exhibit a very extra- ordinary series of labor and self-denial, through which this excellent man passed, in the service of his divine Master, and for the salvation of sinners of all descriptions — bL^t especially for those for whom others had not suffi- ciently cared. 52 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. From this journal a considerable number of extj*acts will be made. Previously to this, however, it may be proper to remark, that for the two or three years imme- diately succeeding his licensure, his services on the Sab- bath were almost wholly confined to the three public in- stitutions, already repeatedly mentioned. But after the lapse of about that period, he requested of the Presbytery that his attention might not be so strictly confined as it had been, to those institutions — observing, that the scenes w^hich he constantly witnessed there were so gloomy, that he found it difficult to keep them from having a depress- ing influence on his spirits. His request was readily grant- ed ; and indeed from that date till his death, he was left very much at discretion, in the employment of his time."^ He never failed, it is believed, to make a distinct report to the Presbj^tery, at least once a year, of the manner in which he had employed his time ; and these reports were invariably approved — In a few instances, he was appoint- ed by the Presbytery, either to perform some missionary services, at no great distance from the city of Philadelphia, or to preach in vacant congregations ; but in general it was left to his own sense of duty, to choose where and when his services should be rendered. He never ceased * The following extracts from the minutes of the Philadelphia Presbytery, found among Mr. E.'s papers, afford a specimen of tlie records usually made in his case. " April 20th, 1808. — The Presbytery received from I\Ir. Eastburn an account of the manner in which he had fulfilled his appoint- ments, since the last stated meeting in the Spring, and approved his fidelity. "On motion, resolved, that it be left at the discretion of Mr. Eastburn, as he shall judge it expedient, to employ less of his time in the public institutions of the city of Philadelphia, and more in the places in its vicinity, which are destitute of the regular preaching of the gospel." "April 19th, 1809. — Mr. Joseph Eastburn made a report with respect to the discharge of his duties ; which being accepted, he was directed to continue to act under his former instructions." "April 19th, 1810. — The Presbytery received, and approved the report of Mr. Eastburn, and directed him to employ his time tilloup next stated meeting, agreeably to his instructions received at the last Spring Sessions." Truly extracted from the records of the Presbytery of Phila- delphia. James P. Wilson, Stated Clerk for the year IBIQ. MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 63 to visit and preach to the inmates of the prison, alms- house and hospital. The whole change consisted in giving enlargement to the circle of his labors : and there can be no doubt that this was not only conducive to his health and happiness, but also to the extension of his usefulness. It should likewise be remarked, that till the death of his wife, he never gave up his mechanical busi- ness ; and, as will appear from his journal, he was some- times called to work at a coffin on one part of the Lord's day, and to preach on another part of the same. But in no manual labor, which was not clearly the demand of necessity or mercy, would any earthly inducement have tempted him to have any concern, on the day of sacred rest. Yet when such a demand was clearly made, he showed that he was superior to all superstitious feelings : and those who knew him best, had not a doubt that not only on the Sabbath, but on other days also, his medita- tions were much of the things of God and heaven, while his hands were diligently employed in the use of his mechanical implements. The following extracts from his journal will show the nature, extent, and variety of his engagements, during the whole period which elapsed between his licensure, and his becoming stated preacher to the mariners — The reader will remark how acceptable his services appear to have been, to almost every denomination of Protestant Christians. 1 803. — Continued at the alms-house, jail, and hospital, to the end of the month of April. 1st Sabbath in May, held worship at the village called the Rising Sun, in the forenoon ; and at the alms-house in the afternoon. At the former the people attended de- cently, and some young people appeared to be affected. 2d Sabbath — Held worship at the hospital in the morn- ing, and at a school-house in Buck-lane, below the city, in the afternoon. Had a very orderly company — collect- ed a number of boys from their amusements, who also attended. In the evening attended a society in the North- ern Liberties. 3d Sabbath — Held worship in the morning over the 54 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. Delaware, at Camden. But few attended, but they were desirous of having the worship continued. In the after- noon, attended at the bettering-house, and in the even- ing in the Northern Liberties. 4th Sabbath — Attended the communion in the Second Presbyterian Church in the morning, and preached at the prison in the afternoon, and at a society in the west part of the city in the evening : — ^poorly attended, and some boys w-ere very unruly. 5th Sabbath — At the hospital in the morning : attend- ed Mr. Welch, from Connecticut, to the prison in the afternoon. He spoke to the prisoners and visited the sick, and I assisted him. In the evening attended public worship. 1st Sabbath in June — Attended at the alms-house in the afternoon, and at Kensington in the evening ; and had a very large collection of people, who attended with great apparent solemnity. 2d Sabbath — Prevented by heavy rain from attending out of the city — assisted Dr. Green. In the evening be- gan to hold worship at Spring Garden, under very dis- couraging appearances — Collected some boards and fire- wood, to make seats for the people ; and many attended out of curiosity, w^ho were not in the habit of going to any place of worship. Some appeared affected, and several desired to have meeting there again. 3d Sabbath — Held worship in the Pennsylvania hos- pital in the morning — at the new church in the Northern Liberties in the afternoon — and at Spring Garden at night. More attended than at first. 4th Sabbath — Hurried in the morning with a coffin ; but went to Frankford and held worship there, both parts of the day. In the evening held worship at Kensington — people attentive. 1st Sabbath in July — Held worship in the First Pres- byterian Church in the morning. Had to work in the afternoon, and hindered at night from going to Spring Garden, by the sickness of my wife, and unwell myself. 2d Sabbath — My wife too sick too permit me to leave home and go out of the city — had to work at a coffin and attend a funeral. Gave an exhortation at the grave for Dr. Wilson's congregation. MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 65 3d Sabbath — At the State prison in the morning — preached for Dr. Green in the afternoon ; but could not attend society in the evening, on account of my wife being very ill. SuppHed for Dr. Green at the new church on Wednes- day evening; beside attending my own society on every Thursday evening. 4th Sabbath in July — Had to work in the morning — heard Dr. Green — attended at the bettering-house in the afternoon, and spoke to the poor; visited the sick in the evening. 5th Sabbath — Held worship at the Rising Sun in the morning ; and back of the city in the evening, at a school- house ; at both places the people attended decently and solemnly. 1st Sabbath in August — Had to work, but attended worship, and spoke in the evening near the Schuylkill, in a school-house. 2d Sabbath — Had to w-ork in the morning before Vv^or- ship ; but preached both parts of the day at Pine street church. 3d Sabbath — Supplied for the Lutherans in the morn- ing, and attended the communion in Arch street. Assisted Dr. Green in the afternoon, and held a society at Spring Garden at night. Friday evening, spoke for Dr. Green in Arch street meeting. 4th Sabbath — Held worship at Frankford both parts of the day. Was called upon to visit a dying son of Mr. Lesley's with the lock-jaw — he died in the evening. Sup- plied for Dr. Green in the week. October, 1st Sabbath — TVas to preach in Arch street church, but obtained Mr. Kollock to perform the service. Had to make a large cofhn, but attended a society in the evening. A number of families attended, who were be- ginning to perform family worship, and were addressed particularly on that subject. They appeared determined to go on, and look to the Lord for grace to help them. 2d Sabbath in October — Obtained Dr. Keith to preach in Arch street church, and Dr. Blair in the north church, as Dr. Green was sick, and Mr. Janeway out of the city. I went to the bettering-house in the afternoon, and to F 66 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBtJRN. Spring Garden at night — ^liad a crowded house, and many in the street — some very vain and careless. 4th Sabbath— Preached in the north church in the morning, and gave an exhortation in the Methodist meet- ing in the evening, to a great congregation, who were very attentive. December, the 2d Sabbath — Preached in the morning at Spring Garden — in the afternoon at Zoar, a Methodist meeting, chiefly black people, but very attentive. 1809, January, the 1st Sabbath — Preached in the morning at the hospital ; and in the evening at the Union Methodist meeting. 2d Sabbath — Preached in the morning at the prison, and visited the sick in both wings ; they were very atten- tive. In the evening preached at the black Methodist meeting, called Bethel, to a very large collection of peo- ple, white and black. February, 3d Sabbath — Attended the communion in the Second Presbyterian Church in the morning. Had to prepare a coffin in the afternoon, for a corpse to be sent out of the city. Attended at the Union Methodists' meeting in the evening. Concluded a prayer meeting, with an exhortation and prayer. 4th Sabbath — Attended a funeral in the morning, and spoke to a large concourse of people, at Mr. Potts's bury- ing-ground. Held worship at the Hospital, and attended another funeral. March, the 1st Sabbath — Preached for Mr. Janeway in the north church, in the morning, and for the Inde- pendents at the Tabernacle, in the evening. 2d Sabbath in March — Preached a charity sermon in the morning at the Methodists' meeting in Kensington, by the request of a large society, for helping the poor in that part. 4th Sabbath — Preached in the afternoon at the First Presbyterian Church, Dr. Wilson being unwell ; and in the evening opened a new place for w'orship, south-west of the city, built by Captain Moore and others, which was well attended. 1st Sabbath in April — Preached in the morning in the Fourth Presbyterian Church — assisted Dr. Wilson in the MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 57 afternoon, but was unable to go to the society at night, bj reason of the rheumatism. 3d Sabbath of April — At the prison in the morning — preached for Mr. Potts in the afternoon — and at a new school-house, built for the use of the Evangelical Society, in the evening, to a large collection of grown people and children. 2d Sabbath, May — At the prison in the morning, and at the bettering-house in the afternoon. Delivered a funeral sermon on the death of a pious blind woman, who had been long there. 3d Sabbath of June — Preached at the prison in the morning, and Spring Garden in the evening. The follow- ing week went abroad. Held w^orship at Trenton, on Wednesday evening ; Thursday and Friday evenings at Brunswick. 4th Sabbath, in New- York — Attended the Lord's Sup- per at Mr. Milledoler's church, and preached for him in the afternoon. Preached on my return, at Brunswick, and at Trenton. Arrived at home in time to attend my own society in the evening. Next evening supphed for Dr. Green at the Tabernacle. 3d Sabbath of July — Mr. Flinn supplied in my place for Dr. Green. I then began to help the German Cal- vinists. Preached, morning and afternoon, for them in the Academy. 4th Sabbath — Supplied for the Germans both parts of the day, and catechised their children. Visited a sick man at night. 5th Sabbath — Supplied for the Germans both parts of the day, and catechised their children. The number increasing so much as to require assistance by some of their members. All August supplied for the Germans. September — Continued still to supply for the Germans, except when I obtained some one to take my place — \ then went to the poor-house, prison, and hospital, through the months of September, October, and November. At the hospital, in September, there was a seaman, who had been hurt in his back, which turned to a mortification. He was under great concern about his soul ; and for some 58 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. time declared he had no hope of his salvation. But within a few days of his death, he said he could helieve in Jesus, and rest his soul on him. He desired to he baptized, and was so, by the Rev. Mr. Alexander, on his dying pillow. He attended worship next day, and in a few hours after expired. At the bettering-house some professed to be benefited. 1st Sabbath in December — Preached at the hospital in the morning. A man deranged hung himself. His wife came, in time of worship, crying bitterly. Preached in the afternoon for the Germans, and exhorted at the Methodists' meeting at night. 5th Sabbath in December, and last day of the year, Mr. Burch having now come to the Germans, I attended at the prison in the morning, at the alms-house in the afternoon, and gave an exhortation in the evening at the Union Methodists' meeting, thus ending the year. 1810 — Presbytery met, and I delivered my report, April 19th. They approved it, and directed me to con- tinue as I judged best. 4th Sabbath of June — Preached at Abington in the morning. Dr. Tennent being sick — gave an exhortation at Frankford after Mr. Doke, on my way home. 4th Sabbath, July — Preached at Germantown in the morning, and exhorted in the First Baptist Meeting in the evening. 5th Sabbath — Attended a funeral in the morning — opened a place for worship in the afternoon near Schuyl- kill, and preached to a small congregation. 4th Sabbath, August — Preached morning and afternoon for the German Calvinists. An impostor ofTered his ser- vices to preach for them, and was detected. Septemberj 1st Sabbath — Preached for Dr. Tennent at Abington, in the morning, and at Milestown, on my return, in the afternoon. 2d Sabbath — Supplied the German Calvinists morning and afternoon, their minister being gone to North Caro- lina. 5th Sabbath — Preached for Mr. Alexander in Pine street church; and for Dr. Gieen on Wednesday evening, at the church Northern Liberties. MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 69 October, the 1st Sabbath — Preached for Mr. Janeway ill the morning ; attended a funeral in the afternoon, and spent the remainder of the day and evening with my sick wife. 2d Sabbath — Attended at the State prison in the morn- ing, exhorted and prayed with the prisoners, who were very attentive. In the afternoon preached to the poor in the alms-house, upon Simeon seeing the salvation of the Lord, and desiring to depart in peace. Luke ii. 29 and 30. 5th Sabbath of December — Preached at the prison in the morning, and at the Free Quakers' meeting in the afternoon. We had a solemn and affecting time. Oh to be well prepared to end our time as we are now ending another year ! The Lord pardon all defects and short- cominsf throuorh it. 2d Sabbath of April, 1811 — Preached at Kensington; gave in my report to Presbytery the 18th of April, which was accepted, and liberty given me to supply wherever the Lord in his providence may call me within their bounds. June, 1st Sabbath — Preached in the Fourth Presbyte- rian Church in the morning for Mr. Potts. In the afternoon attended on my dying wife, until she expired, between 5 and 6 o'clock, to enter on her blessed sabbath above. June 2d, 1811. 2d Sabbath, June—Preached in Wilmington, morning and evening, for Dr. Reid and Mr. Henderson, and ex- horted in the afternoon for the latter. 3d Sabbath — Preached in the Baptist meeting at Pen- nepack in the morning, and at the Fox Chase in the afternoon. 5th Sabbath — Preached at Cape May, morning and afternoon. Monday delivered a funeral sermon, and in the evening preached at Fishing Creek. Tuesday at Cape Island school-house. Wednesday evening at a private house. Friday evening at the court-house at Bridgetown. 1st Sabbath in July — Preached at Pitsgrove in Jersey, 2d Sabbath — Preached at Bond-brook, in East Jersey, both parts of the day, to a very attentive congregation. Attended and preached at Trenton on my way, in a F2 60 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. school-house, to a few people. Preached at Amboy and Branswick. 3d Sabbath — Preached at Washington, on South river, below Brunswick, both parts of the day, to a people who seldom have any to preach to them. 4th Sabbath — At home; went to the prison in the morning ; preached at the bettering-house in the after- noon, and visited the sick there. 2d Sabbath of October — Dr. Reid, of Wilmington, had sent for me to assist him at his communion. I went and spoke four times, and returned better in health than when I left home. 1st Sabbath in November — Attended the communion in Northern Liberties ; spoke for Mr. Burch in the even- ing. This week went to Columbia, and held meeting in a school-house, and both parts of the sabbath following, when the people attended well. Monday evening, spoke in the German church; next day went to Donegal, and spoke in the Presbyterian meeting. On Thursday, being the day recomm.ended by the General Assembly to be kept for worship, I preached ; also at Maytown, in the German church, and at New-Haven on Susquehanna. 3d Sabbath — Preached morning and afternoon in the Presbyterian meeting-house in Lancaster, and was treated in each place with more kind attention than I ever ex- perienced in any journey before, and found all safe at my home. Thanks be to my heavenly Father, for all these his tender mercies. 1812, January, the 1st Sabbath — Preached at the hos- pital, and visited in the different wards. 2d Sabbath — Preached in Spring Garden to a veiy attentive society. 3d Sabbath — Preached at the bettering-house. Was kindly received by the new steward, and all the orderly poor. Visited some of them that could not attend wor- ship. 4th Sabbath — Attended the communion at the First Presbyterian Church, and preached in the afternoon for Dr. Wilson. Wednesday evening supplied for Dr. Green. Thursday attended a funeral at Kensington. Friday evening spoke in Southwark. MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 61 February, 1st Sabbath — Preached at the prison, and visited a number of sick confined there, who had com- fortable accommodations. Wednesday evening — Preached for Dr. Alexander in Pine street. Friday evening — Spoke at Mr. Burch's house prepara- tory to the communion. Saturday evening — Preached at Mr. Burch's meeting. 4th Sabbath of Feb. — Preached in the prison, and visited the sick men confined there, but found very little appearance of repentance. In the evening, preached at Spring Garden to a very attentive people. 2d Sabbath of April — Preache*^ at Neshaminy, in the late Mr. Irwin's congregation ; in the meeting-house in the morning, and at Mr. Samuel Mann's in the afternoon; to a very attentive collection of people in both places. Came home on Monday with Mr. Jaudon. Tuesday evening held society for Mr. Burch's people. Wednesday evening preached for Dr. Green. Thursday evening at Kensington. Friday evening for Dr. Alexander, at Mrs. Casdrup's, Southwark, 2d Sabbath of June — Preached in the prison in the morning, and at the First Baptist meeting in the after- noon. Monday went to Camden, and held meeting in the evening there. On Tuesday went to Haddonfield, and was refused by the Quakers to hold meeting in a school-house, belonging to one of them in the town. We had to go to one back of the tow^i, in a heavy rain, where the people attended well. From there to Moorestown, where we were received by Mr. Harris, and held wor- ship at his house. In the evening he conveyed us to Mount Holly, where we held worship afternoon and evening. Mr. Richards sent us in his carriage to Bur- lington, where I staid and preached. 3d Sabbath — Morning and evening at the Methodist meeting, and afternoon at the Baptist. Monday after- noon and evening at Bristol. Thursday, 16th July — Rode to Lancaster, and went to Lititz, a Moravian town, to see their order. 3d Sabbath of the month — Preached in the Presbyte- rian meeting-house in Lancaster, morning and afternoon, 62 MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. and was kindly received. Tuesday evening, preached at Columbia, in a handsome new meeting-house, to a large congregation, who were very attentive. Thursday evening, preached in a new school-house at New-Haven —a rainy nighty but the people attended better than could be expected. Returned to Columbia, and had society at Mr. M'Kissick's house, on Friday evening, and at Mr. Beaty's on Saturday evening ; people very attentive. 4th Sabbath — Preached three times in the new meet- ing-house at Columbia, to full congregations ; the people were very attentive and solemn. Monday evening, held society at Dr. M'Corkle's. Tuesday went down the river on a raft of boards, to a town called Washington, where a sermon had never been preached before, and had a meeting in an unfinished house. The people crowded the place, and some sat on the joists over our heads ; the floor not being laid. Some were very attentive, others, out of doors, were noisy, and generally very care- less. Returning in the night in a gig, the gentleman who drove, ran against a stump and overset. We were both thrown out, but I escaped unhurt, and had neither bruise nor mark. He was very little injured, nor the carriage. Wednesday evening, held society at a Mrs. Houston's, who had long been confined to her house, and was in connexion with the Quakers. 1st Sabbath in August — Preached three times in the new church in Columbia. Monday evening, held society at a Mrs. Ralston's, and afterwards gave an exhortation and prayer at Mr. Ring's, at the stage and ferry house. Tuesday afternoon, preached at Mr. Pettit's, at the sign of General Wayne. Wednesday at Downingtown, where many attended. Thursday, came home in the stage, and found all safe and in good order. Bless the Lord, oh my soul ! and all my powers join to praise and thank him for all his favors to me, a poor, unworthy, unprofitable, servant. 5th Sabbath — Preached at Abington in the morning, catechised the children, and attended a funeral there ; and in the afternoon preached in a school-house at Miles- town. September, the 1st Sabbath—Preached in the after- MEMOIRS OF THE REV. JOSEPH EASTBURN. 63 iio'^n at New-Brunswick, in New-Jersey, to a large con- gregation. Monday evening, at a private house. Tues- day evening, at Mrs. Mier's. Wednesday evening, at Mr. Seymour''s school-house. Thursday evening, in Dr. Clark's meeting-house. Friday, came away with Mr. Guest and my brother, to see one John Williams, who has long been locked fast in body, with the rheumatism, and brought to know the Lord, and can now sing his praise in the midst of bodily distress, in an astonishing manner. 2d Sabbath — Preached morning and afternoon at Bris- tol, in the Episcopal church, to a very attentive people. Mr. M'Elroy read the prayers, and I went home with him. Monday, preached near his house, to a very atten- tive assembly. Tuesday, preached again at a few miles' distance, and on Wednesday returned home. 2d Sabbath of October — Preached both parts of the day at Pine street church. On Monday went on a second tour appointed by Presbytery. Mr. Burch being unwell, I had to go alone. Preached in the evening at Camden, and had to w^alk next day to Haddonfield. It being their election time, I could get no stage or carriage. Preached ui the evening in a school-house, and paid a woman for cleaning it. Was taken next day to Moorestown ; preach- Thomas Sykes, ) Hull, March, 1827. Secrtlarksy 160 , APPENDIX. " The Port of London Society has presented the Rev. C. Von Bulow with a Bethel Flag, which has already waved from his little bark, and other vessels in various ports of Norway. The British and Foreign Bible Society have hkewise made him a new grant of one thousand New Testaments ; and the Religious Tract Society has engaged to furnish him with a sufficient number of tracts." The following circular, addressed to Mr. Eastbum, contains some valuable suggestions in regard to seamen, and especially in relation to the establishment of good boarding-houses, w^hich is deserving of the attention of every seamans' friend. Charleston^ S, C. January^ 1 823. " The Charleston Bethel Union, to all Bethel Unions, Port Societies, and Ship-Masters, send greeting: — Brethren and Friends, Though an infant institution, we hope we shall be par- doned for the liberty we are taking, in addressing those who are greatly our superiors in knowledge and expe- rience, when we assure them, that our object is not to teach them wisdom, but to solicit their assistance. In exploring the field of our labors, for the purpose of ascertaining what is to be done, and how it is to be ac- complished, we have endeavored not only to make such personal observations as circumstances would permit, but also to avail ourselves of the knowledge which ship- masters have acquired from experience. To facilitate an acquaintance with the feehngs and habits of seamen, we have conversed wnth masters individually, and have also adopted the plan of giving a general invitation, as often as it shall be deemed expedient, to those in port, to meet a committee from our body on board some ship, for the purpose of holding a free discussion upon any topic re- lating to the moral and religious improvement of seamen. The result of our investigation has been to establish in our minds a firm conviction, that all the deficiencies which are found in the character of seamen, beyond what are daily exhibited in other classes of the commu- APPENDIX. 161 nity, are owing to their want of the same means and the same motives. As to the means of their rehgions instruction in this place, we hope that in future they will be constant. But as a hand-maid to the truths of the gosj)el, some other motive seems to be necessary to encourage sailors to aim at a higher elevation of character — to stimulate them to strive for that good name which is rather to be chosen than great riches. To other men this motive is furnished by the common circumstances of their situation. Placed in the midst of their acquaintances, and in the bosom of their family, their reputation, their livelihood, and even their daily comfort, depend upon their maintaining a regular and decent deportment. But the sailor is often far removed from the watchful eye of kindred atfection, and his char- acter and conduct wholly unknown to any individual of his former acquaintance. If then he can be as readily employed and obtain as much wages, while rioting in the paths of dissipation, and revelling in the haunts of sin, as in the pursuit of any other course, what motive, un- less he possesses moral principle, will draw him away from the jaws of the destroyer, and induce him to aim at what is virtuous and praiseworthy ? With a view of furnishing the motives most likely to operate in the case, ' ship-masters have informed us, that in some ports in Europe a register office has been estab- lished for the purpose of recording the names of such sailors as should be able to obtain from the last master with whom they sailed, a certificate of their correct habits and faithful services, and that when masters ship sailors, they apply to this office and give such meir a de- cided preference.' That such an institution may have tlie desired effi^ct, it should be distinctly understood, that in connexion with it, there must be good boarding-houses, where the means of rational entertainment and solid im- provement may be enjoyed — where no imposition shall be practised — where the sailor of every clime shall iind his friends and his home ; and also, that those, who ai)ply at the office, must uniformly be recommended to those houses, and that 6uch as do not comply with their direc- 162 APPENDIX. tions, but take lodgings in places not patronized by the managers of the institution, are to be considered as for- feiting their certificate, and losing all claim to employ- ment or protection. Ship-masters with whom we have consulted, have with one voice assured us, that if institu- tions of this kind can be generally established under proper regulations, they will give them their hearty sanc- tion, and their uniform patronage. They also say they are decidedly of the opinion, that they would be among the best means of improving the moral character of sea- men, which have yet been devised, and which are so practicable in their operation. But, at the same time, they remind us, that our exertions must be exceedingly embarrassed, if we attempt such an enterprise alone ; and that the good effected will be comparatively smalJ, if it is undertaken only in a few other places. If the sailor needs such a motive in one port, he needs it through the world. If the master and the owner find it for their happiness and interest to know the character of the men they ship in one port, it would be equally for their benefit to have the advantage of the same information in every port round the globe. In short, masters assure us that although disposed to make every etTort in their power, they shall not be able to afford all the encouragement to an institution of this kind, which we hope soon to estab- lish, that it may deserve, while standing alone. For when in other ports they must be always liable to ship sailors who have no certificate, and leave those who have, because there is no regular method of making the dis- tinction. And this, brethren and friends, is the special reason of our communication. Our minds have been deeply impressed with the importance of the object, and we have felt ourselves imperiously called upon by the indications of Providence to make an effort. But sensible as we are, that our influence must be exceedingly limited, unless something of the kind shall be attempted in other ports, we have taken the liberty of addressing the friends of seamen generally, for the purpose of soliciting their co-operation. And we trust we shall be permitted ear- nestly to entreat all bodies organized for their benefit, to give the subject a speedy and a careful examination. APPENDIX. 1 (53 Would it not be expedient for all such bodies to invite either stated or occasional meetings of ship-masters, in which a committee from the body shall meet them and discuss freely any subject pertaining to the welfare of seamen ? And if upon suitable investigation it shall ap- pear advisable, to establish institutions of the kind which has been proposed, may we not anticipate the united ex- ertions of Marine Associations, Ship-Owners and Ship- Masters, throughout the world ? We feel assured there is a kindred spirit glowing in the bosom of the friends of Zion of every nation. The unusual interest which has of late been excited in behalf of seamen, and the special success which has crowned the recent exertions for their welfare, encourage us to indulge hopes of no ordinary kind. And w^hen we reflect on their number, the hardi- ness and energy of their character, and their constant intercourse with every part of the globe, what may we not expect from them, should they become Christians, towards evangelizing the world? Every thing we do to elevate their character will have a tendency to bring them under the influence of the gospel. — Shall we not then in obedience to the indications of Providence, sum- mon our energies, combine our exertions, and make one eflfort corresponding, at least in some degree, with the movements of the day in which we live, earnestly sup- pHcating that blessing, without which all human endea- vors will be utterly fruitless, and with which the feeblest may accomplish wonders. With much respect. We have the honour to be, Brethren and Friends, Yours most aifectionately, In behalf of the Charleston Bethel Union. Thomas Napier, President. Joseph Brown, Corresponding Secretary. 1 64 APPENDIX. Among the manuscripts of Mr. Eastburn, were found a number of narratives and anecdotes, which were pre- faced as follows : — " As there are some remarkable things, which I have heard or known, and which I have never seen in print, and finding my memory failing, I would just write them, that they may not be forgotten — as they should be a warning to every one.* " In the congregation of Mr. Ramsey, near Cohansey, in Jersey, there was a young man who had made a pro- fession of rehgion, and was thought well of for some time ; but associating with vain worldly company, he was per- suaded, on a Christmas night, to attend at a jovial meet- ing for dancing and merriment. And as he was remarkable for activity, he was persuaded to take his turn in dancing. He accordingly stepped out on the floor with a young wo- man for the purpose, but the instant the violin began to play, he was struck dead. The company thought he was about to show some feats of his activity, which he had formerly done, and waited to see him spring to his feet ; but when they found he was dead, they all fled and left the house, and their mirth was turned into awful horror and alarm. The account spreading, and Mr. Ramsey giving out that he would preach a sermon upon the oc- casion on new-year day, many attended, and were much affected ; and this awful instance occasioned the begin- ning of a revival of religion there. (MS.) Mr. Kirkland, a missionary to the Indians, related the following account. In a town in New-England where he had been, there were two young women who were very intimate : one of them became very serious ; but the other, having an infidel father, who had brought her up in his sentiments, left her company, but was shortly after taken sick. This pious friend paid her a visit ; and upon reminding her of the importance of being prepared for * In connexion with these manuscripts, several printed articles were found, which Mr. E. had manifestly selected and preserved for the same purpose — We shall insert a few, distinguishing the manuscripts with the mark MS. APPENDIX. 1C5 death, she forbade her to mention death in her hearini,', until she should get well. Her friend expostulated with her, telling her, now was the time, and she knew not that she should recover. She then declared she would not hear her, and desired her to withdraw. Her plivsi- cian coming in, the sick one asked him what he thought of her case. He told her it was past the power of ni:«n to help her. She cried out, " O doctor, you munffiti«: >% lio redeenieth Uiy life from destruction; who crowncth Uiee wiUi loviiiK-kuwljitii* ujid tender mercies. PIJILADELPIIIA: PRINTED BY WILLIAM DUNLAP. 1750. f/^-? PREFACE. Candid Reader, The Author (and subject) of the ensuing Narrative (who is a deacon of our Church, and has been so for many years) is of such an established good character, that he needs no recommendation of others, where ne is known : a proof of which, was the general joy of the inhabitants of this city, occasioned by his return from a mise- rable captivity; together with the readiness of divers persons, to contribute to the relief of himself and necessitous family, without any request of his, or the least motion of that tendency ! — But, see- ing the following sheets are like to spread into many places where he is not known, permit me to say, that upon long acquaintance, I have found him to be a person of candor, integrity, and sincere piety; whose testimony may with safety be depended upon, which gives his narrative the greater weight, and may induce to read it with the greater pleasure. The design of it is evidently pious. The matters contained in it, and manner of handling them, will, I hope, be esteemed by the impartial, to be entertaining and improving. I heartily wish it may, by the divine benediction, be of great and du- rable service. I am thy sincere servant in the gospel of Jesus Christ. Philadelphia, Jan. 19, 1758. Gilbert Tennent. Kind Readers, On my return from my captivity, I had no thoughts of publishing any observations of mine to the world in this manner ; as I had no opportunity to keep a journal, and my memory being broken, and capacity small, I was disinclined to undertake it: but a number of my friends were pressing in their persuasions that I should do it; with whose motion I complied, from a sincere regard to God, my king, and country, so far as I know my own heart. The following pages contain, as far as I can remember, the most material passages that happened within the compass of my observation, while a pris- oner in Canada. The facts therein related are certainly true ; but the way of representing some things especially, is not so regular, clear, and strong, as I could wish ; but I trust it will be some apol- ogy, that 1 am not so much acquainted with performances of this kind as many others, who may be hereby excited to give better representations of things far beyond my knowledge. I remain your unfeigned well-wisher, and humble servant, Philadelphia, Jan. 19, 1758. Robert Eastburn. C IQ5 ) NARRATIVE, kc. About thirty tradesmen and myself, arrived at Captain Williams' fort, (at the carrying place,) in our way to Os- wego, the 26th of March, 1756, who informed me that he was like to be cumbered in the fort, and therefore advised us to take the Indian-house for our lodging. About ten o'clock next day, a negro man came running down the road, and reported that our slaymcn were ail taken by the enemy. Captain Williams, on hearing this, sent a seijeant and about twelve men to see if it was true. I being at the Indian-house, and not thinking my- self safe there in case of an attack, and being also sin- cerely willing to serve my king and country in the best manner I could, in my present circumstances, asked him if he would take company? He replied, with all his heart. Hereupon I fell into the rear, with my arms, and marched after them. When we had advanced about a quarter of a mile, we heard a shot, followed with doleful cries of a dying man, which excited me to advance, in order to discover the enemy, who I soon perceived were prepared to receive us. In this difficult situation, seeing a large pine tree near, I repaired to it for shelter ; and while the enemy were viewing our party, I having a good chance of killing two at a shot, quickly discharged at them, but could not certainly know what execution was done till some time after — our company likewise discharg- ed, and retreated: seeing myself in danger of being sur- rounded, I was obliged to retreat a different course, and to my great surprise, fell into a deep mire, which the enemy, by following my track in a light snow, soon dis- covered, and obliged me to surrender, to prevent a cruel death — (they stood ready to drive their darts into my body, in case I refused to deliver up my arms.) Presently after I was taken I w^as surrounded by a great number, who stripped me of my clothing, hat, and neckcloth, so that I had nothing:; left but a flannel vest without sleeves. 186 APPENDIX. put a rope on my neck, bound my arms fast behind me, put a long band round my body, and a large pack on my back, struck me on the head a severe blow, and drove me through the woods before them — it is not easy to con- ceive how distressing such a condition is — in the mean time I endeavored with all my little remaining strength, to lift up my eyes to God, from whom alone 1 could with reason expect rehef. Seventeen or eighteen prisoners were soon added to our number, one of which informed me that the Indians were angry with me, and reported to some of their chiefs that I had fired on them, w-ounded one, and killed an- other, for which he doubted they would kill me. Here- upon I considered that the hearts of all men are in the hand of God, and that one hair of our head cannot fall to the ground without his permission. I had not as yet learned what number the enemy's parties consisted of; there being only about one hundred Indians who had lain in ambush on the road, to kill or take into captivity all tliat passed between the two forts. Here an inter- preter came to me to inquire what strength Captain Wil- liams had to defend his fort ? After a short pause I gave such a discouraging answer (yet consistent with truth) as prevented their attacking it, and of consequence the effu- sion of much blood — a gracious Providence, which I desire ever to retain a grateful sense of, for hereby it evidently appeared, that 1 was suffered to fall into the hands of the enemy, to promote the good of my country- men to better purpose, than I could by continuing with them — verily, the Almighty is wise in council, and won- derful in working ! In the mean time, the enemy determined to destroy Bull's Fort, (at the head of Wood creek,) which they soon effected, all being put to the sword except five per- sons, the fort burnt, the provision and powder destroyed; (saving only a little for their own use ;) then they retired to the woods, and joined their main body, which, inclu- sive, consisted of four hundred French and three hundred Indians, commanded by one of the principal gentlemen of Quebec. As soon as they got together (having a priest with them) they fell on their knees and returned thanks APPENDIX. 187 for their victory; an example this, worthy of imitation — an example, which may make profane pretciulcd Prote.xt- ants blush, (if they are not lost to all sense of shitme,) who, instead of acknowledging a God, or l*rovid< tice, in their military undertakings, are continually reproaching him with oaths and curses; is it any wonder that the attempts of such are blasted with disappointment aud disgrace ? The enemy had several wounded men, both French and Indians, among them, which they carried on their backs; besides which, about fifteen of their number were killed, and of us about forty : it being by this time near dark, and some Indians drunk, they only marched about four miles and encamped ; the Indians untied my arms, cut hemlock boughs, and strewed round the fire, tied my band to two trees, with my back on the green boughs, (by the fire,) covered me with an old blanket, aud lay down across my band, on each side, to prevent my escape while they slept. Sunday the 28th, rose early ; the commander ordered a hasty retreat towards Canada, for fear of General John- son; in the mean time, one of our men said, he under- stood the French and Indians designed to join a strong party, and fall on Oswego before our forces there could get any provision or succours, having, as they thought, put a stop to our relieving them for a time. \Vhen we encamped in the evening, the commanding olhcer ordered the Indians to bring me to his tent, and asked me, by an interpreter, if I thought General Johnson would follow them? I told him I judged not, but rather thought he would proceed to Oswego ; (which was indeed my senti- ment, grounded upon prior information, and then express- ed to prevent the execution of their design ;) he farther inquired, what was my trade ? I told him that of a smith; he then persuaded me, when I got to Canada, to send for my wife, 'for (said he) you can get a rich living there;' but when he saw that he could not prevail, he asked no more questions, but commanded me to return to my In- dian master : having this opportunity of conversation, I informed the General that his Indian warriors had strip- ped me of my clothing, and would be glad he would be R 188 APPENDIX. good enough to order me some relief; to which he repH* ed, that I would get clothes when I came to Canada, which was cold comfort to one almost frozen ! On mj return, the Indians perceiving I was unwell, and could not eat their coarse food, ordered some chocolate (which they had brought from the carrying place) to he boiled for me, and seeing me eat that, appeared pleased. A strong guard was kept every night. One of our men being weakened by his wounds, and rendered unable to keep pace with them, was killed and scalped on the road — I was all this time almost naked, travelling through deep snow, and wading through rivers cold as ice. After seven days' march, we arrived at Lake Ontario, where I eat some horse-flesh, which tasted very agreea- bly, for to the hungry man, as Solomon observes, every bitter thing is sweet.* The French carried several of their wounded men all the way upon their backs, and (many of them wore no breeches in their travels in this cold season ; they are strong, hardy men.) The Indians had three of their party wounded, which they likewise carried on their backs — I wish there was more of this hardness, so necessary for war, in our nation, which would open a more encouraging scene than appears at present. The prisoners w^ere so divided, that but few could converse together on our march, and (which was still more disagreeable and distressing) an Indian, who had a large bunch of green scalps, taken off our men's heads, marched before me, and another with a sharp spear behind, to drive me after him, by which means, the scalps were very often close to my face, and as we march- ed, they frequently every day gave the dead shout, which was repeated as many times as there were captives and * On the Friday before we arrived at the Lake, the Indians killed a porcupine, which is in bigness equal to a large raccoon, with short legs, is covered with long hair internnixed with sharp quills, which are their defence. It is indeed dangerous coming very near them, because they cast their quills (which are like barbed irons or darts) at any thing that opposeth them, which when they pierce, are not easy to be drawn out, for, though their points are sharp and smooth, they have a kind of beard, which makes them stick fast; however, the Indians threw it on a large fire, burnt off the hair and quills, roasted and eat of it, with whom I had a part. APPENDIX. inO scalps taken. In the midst of this i^h^oniy scene, \v!ien I considered how many poor souls were hMrrie ol indKin«i, npon looiT and tedious marches, that we may nut voiw near their borders; and espeeialiv by emnloyin- the latter, censtantly to waste and ravacre our frontiers, by wl.ich we are murdered by m.he8,and beat without a l>atlle. Hy what I <-onId learn when I uas among them, they d)ers, be.-ause of our unhappy divi- sions, which thev deride, and from thorn stroojriy exp^-ct to conquer us entirely, wliich may a gracious GoU lu mercy pre^tai. 198 APPENDIX. but one of my fellow prisoners, with wLorn I had befot/ some discourse, about making our escape from the Indian town, opposed the motion, and said, "pray do not stay, for if you do, we shall not be able to foim a plan for our dehverance;" on which T told her I chose to go home with her, and soon set off by land in our way thither, to Lascheen, distant from Montreal about nine miles, where we left our canoes, and then proceeded, without delay, on our journey ; in which I saw, to my sorrow, great numbers of soldiers, and much provisions, in motion to* wards Lake Ontario. After a painful and distressing journey, we arrived at Oswegotchy, where we likewise saw many batteaux, with provision and soldiers, daily passinp; by in their way to Frontenac, which greatly distressed me for Oswego. Hence I resolved, if possible, to give our people notice of their danger. To this end, I told two of my fellow prisoners, that it was not a time to sleep, and asked if they would go with me : to this they heartily agreed ; but we had no provision, were closely eyed by the enemy, and could not lay up a stock out of our allowance. How- ever, at this time Mr. Picket (before mentioned) had concluded to dig a large trench round the town ; I there- fore went to a negro, the principal manager of this work (who could speak English, French, and Indian well,) and asked him, if he could get employ for two others and my- self, which he soon did ; for which we were to have meat and wages. Here we had a prospect of procuring provi- sion for our flight ; this, I in some time etfected for my- self, and then asked my brethren if they were ready, who replied they were not yet, but said, Ann Bowman, our fellow prisoner, had brought one hundred and thirty dollars from Bull's fort, and would give them all they had need of; I told them it was not safe to disclose such a secret to her, but they blamed me for my fears, and ap- plied to her for provision, letting her know our intention, who immediately informed the priest of it ; on which wc were apprehended, the Indians apprized of our design, and a court called; by order of which, four of us were confined under a strong guard, in a room within the fort, for several days. APPENDIX. 199 From hence, another and myself were sent to Cohne- wago, under a strong guard of sixty hidians, to prevent my plotting any more against tlie French, and banish nil hope of my escape. However, when we arri\li woman (named Mary Harris, taken captive \Nhen a child, from Dearticld, in New-England) wlio told me she was my grand-mother, and was kind ; but the wages being small, and not sufHcient to procure such clothing as I was in want of, I proceeded no farther with the French smith, but went to my uncle Peter, and told him I wanted clothes, and that it would be better to let me go to Montreal, and work there, where I could clothe myself better, than by staying with him, and that without any charge to liim, who after some reasoning consented. Set off on my journey to Montreal, and on my entering the city met an English smith, who took me to work with him ; after some time, we settled to work in a shop, op- posite to the GeneraPs door, where we had the oppor- tunity of seeing a great part of the forces of Canada (both soldiers and Indians) who were commonly brought there, before their going out to war; and likewise all prisoners, by which means we got intelligence how our people were preparing for defence; but no good news from Oswego, which made me fear, knowinii that great numbers of French were gone against it, and hearing of but few to defend it. Prayers were put up in all the churches of Canada, and great processions made, in order to procure success to their arms against poor Oswego ; but our people knew little of their danger, till it was too late: certainly, if more frequent and earnest application (both in private and public) was made to the God of battle, we might, with greater probability, expect success would crown our mihtary attempts. To my surprise, the dismal news 200 APPENDIX. came, that the French had taken one of the Oswego forts ; in a few hours, in confirmation of this, I saw the Enghsh standards (the melancholy trophy of victory) and the French rejoicing at our downfall, and mocking us poor prisoners, in our exile and extremity, which was no great argument either of humanity, or true greatness of mind ; great joy appeared in all their faces, which they expressed by loud shouts, firing of cannon, and returning thanks in their churches ; but our faces were covered with shame, and our hearts filled with grief! Soon after, I saw seve- ral of the officers brought in prisoners, in small parties, and the soldiers in the same manner, and confined within the walls, in a starving condition, in order to make them work, which some complied with, but others bravely refused ; and last of all came the tradesmen, among whom was my son, who looking round saw his father, w^ho he thought had long been dead ; this joyful sight so affected him, that he wept ! nor could I, in seeing my son, remain unconcerned I — no ; the tenderness of a father's bowels, upon so extraordinary an occasion, I am not able to ex- press, and therefore must cover it with a veil of silence ! — but he, with all my Philadelphia friends, being guarded by soldiers, with fixed bayonets, we could not come near each other : they were sent to the common pound ; but I hastened to the interpreter, to try if I could get my child at liberty, which was soon effected ! When we had the happiness of an interview, he gave me some information of the state of our family, and told me, as soon as the news were sent home, that I was killed, or taken, his mother was not allowed any more support from my wages, which grieved me much, and added to my other afflictions !* * In the mean time, it gave me some pleasure, in this situation, to see an expression of equal duty and prudence in my son's conduct, who, though young in years (about seventeen) and in such a con- fused state of things, had taken care to bring, with much labor and fatigue, a large bundle of considerable value to me, it being cloth- ing, «^c. which I was in great need of; he likewise saved a quantity of wampum, which we brought from New-York, and afterwards sold here, for one hundred and fifty livres. He travelled with me part of the journey towards Oswego, but not being so far on his way, as I was when taken, he did not then fall into the enemy's hands, but continued free till Oswego was taken, and was then remarkably de- livered from.the bands oAhe Indians, in the following manner: fifteen APPENDIX. 201 When tlic people taken at Osvvef^o, were setting out on their way to Quebec, I made apphcation for Hl>ert) to go with them ; but the interpreter rephecl, that I was an Indian prisoner, and the General would not suH'er it, till the Indians were satisfied ; and as they lived two hundred miles from Montreal, it could not be done at that lime. Findiui^that all arguments farther on that head, w(»uld not avail, because I was not included in the capitulation; I told the interpreter, my son must go and leave me ! in order to be ready at Quebec to go home, when the Oswego people went, which probably would be soon; he replied, " it would be better to keep him with me, for he might be a mean to get me clear much sooner/' The oflicers belonging to Oswego, would gladly have had me with them, but found it impracticable ; this is an instance of kindness and condescension, for which I am obliged ! Captain Bradley gave me a good coat, \csi, and shirt ; and a young gentleman, who fomierly lived in Philadel})hia, gave four pistoles (his name is James Stone, he was Doctor at Oswego.) These generous expressions of kindness and humanity, I am under great obligations youns: lads were drafted out to be delivered to them (whirh, from tlieir known custom, it is reasonable to conclude, was to till up tt)e number tlicy had lost in the battle) amontj wliich he was one. This barbarous design, wliich is contrary to the laws of war, amonfr all civilized nations, the French artfully concealed, under the pretext of sending them to work in thebatteaux; but my child taking notice, that all that were chosen were small lads, doubteil their real inten- tion was bad, and therefore slipt out of his rank and concealed him- self, by which means, under God, he w:is preserved from a stale of perpetual captivity; liis place being fdled up in his absence, the other unhappy youths were delivered up a sacrifice to tlie Indian enemy, to be instructed in pojiish principles, and employed in mur- dering their coimtrymen ; yea, |)erhaps their fathers and brethren. O hoi-riblc! O lamentable! How can the French be guilty, in cold blood, of '^ncli prodiL'ious initpiit) ? Besides their insatiable thirst of empire, doubtless the pardons they get from their pope, and their priests, embolden them, which brines to my mind, what I saw when amon:: them. On a sab!)atli day, perceiving a great concourse of people at a chapel, built on the commons, at some distanee from the city, I went to see what was the occasion, and fotind a kind of a fair, at which were sold cakes, wine, brandy, ^r. 1 likewise saw many carts au'>d out, and a board hanging over the door, on which was written, in larjje letters, INDLL- GE.NCE PLE.NAUV, or FLLL r.VUUO.N. 202 APPENDIX. to remember with affectionate gratitude, and if ever it be in the compass of my power, to requite. This money, together with what my son brought, I was in hopes would go far towards procuring my release, from my Indian masters ; but seeing a number of prisoners in sore distress, among which were, the Captains Grant and Shepherd, and about seven more in company, I thought it my duty to relieve them, and commit my release to the disposal of Providence. Nor was this suffered to turn to my dis- advantage in the issue, for my deliverance was brought about in due time, in another and unexpected way. This company informed me of their intention to escape ; accord- ingly I gave them all the help in my power, saw them clear of the town, on a Saturday evening before the sen- tries were set at the gates, and advised them not to part from each other, and delivered to Captain Shepherd two pocket-compasses ; but they, contrary to this counsel, part- ed, and saw each other no more. By their separating. Captain Grant and Serjeant Newel, were deprived of the benefit of a compass ; the other part got safe to fort William Henry, as I was informed by Serjeant Henry, Avho was brought in prisoner, being taken in a battle, when gallant, indefatigable Captain Rogers, made a brave stand, against more than twice his number ; but I have not heard any account of Captain Grant — was enabled, through much mercy, to continue communicating some relief to other prisoners, out of the wages I received for my labor, which was forty livres per month. In the latter part of the winter, coal and iron were so scarce, that I was hard set to get any more work ; I then offered to work for my diet and lodging, rather than be thrust into a stinking dungeon, or sent among the Indians. The interpreter took some pains (which I thankfully acknowledge) but without success; however, as I offered to work without wages, a Frenchman took me and my son in, upon these terms, till a better birth presented ; here we staid one week, but heard of no other place : then he offered me and my son thirty livres per month, to strike and blow the bellows, which I did for about two months, and then was discharged, and travelled about from place to place, having no fixed abode, and was obliged to lay APPENDIX. 20^ out the small remains of my cash, in huyin|:j a little victuals, and took a hay-loft for my Io(l^in^ ; I ihtn madt! my case known to the kind interpreter, and requested him to consider of some means for my relief, who replied he would ; in the mean tune, as I was taking a walk in the city, I met an Indian prisoner, that belonged to the town where my father lived, who reported, that a great part of the hidians there, were just come, with a resolu- tion to carry me back with them; and knowing him to be a verv honest fellow, I believed the truth of it, and fled from the town to be concealed from the Indians ; in the mean w hile, schemes were formed for an escape, and well ))rosecuted, the issue of which was fortunate. General Vaudriel gave me and my son liberty (under his hand) to go to Quebec, and work there at our pleasure, without confinement, as prisoners of war; by which means, I was freed from paying a ransom. The commissary, Monsieur Partwc, being about to set off for Quebec, my son informed me that I must come to town in the evening, a passage being provided for us ; I waited till near dark, and then entered the town, with great care, to escape the Indians, who kept watch for me (and had done so for some time) which made it very difli- eult and dangerous to move; however, as they had no knowledge of my son, he could watch their motions, w ith- out their suspicion (the providence of (iod is a great deep; this help was provided for my extremity, not only beyond my expectation, but contrary to my design.) In the morn- ing, upon seeing an Indian set to watch for me, over against the house I was in, I quickly made my escape, through the back part of the house, over some high pickets, and out of the city, to the river side, and tied ! A friend knowing my scheme for deliverance, kindly assisted me to conceal myself. The conunissary had by this time got ready for his voyage, of which my son giving me notice, I immediately, with no lingering motion, repaired to the boat, was received on board, set oil quite undiscovered, and saw the Indians no more! A very narrow and surprising escape, from a violent death ! (for they had determined to kill me, in case I ever attempted to leave them ;) which lays me under the Btron^ebt obhga- ^1 204 APPENDIX. tions, to improve a life rescued from the jaws of so many deaths, to the honour of my gracious Benefactor ! — But to return, the commissary, upon seeing the dismission I had from the General, treated us courteously !* Arrived at Quebec, May 1st. The honorable Colonel Peter Schuyler^ hearing of my coming there, kindly sent for me, and after inquiries about my v^elfare, &;c. gene- rously told me, I should be supplied, and need not trouble myself for support. This pubhc spirited gentleman, who is indeed an honour to his country, did, in like manner, nobly relieve many other poor prisoners at Quebec ! — Here I had full liberty to walk where 1 pleased, and view the city, which is well situated for strength, but far from being impregnable. Here, I hope, it will not be judged improper, to give a short hint of the French governor''s conduct ; even in time of peace, he gives the Indians great encouragement to murder and captivate the poor inhabitants on our frontiers ; an honest, good man, named William Ross, was taken prisoner twice in the time of peace ; when he was first taken, he learned a little of the French tongue, was after some time redeemed, and got to his place of abode. Yet some years after, he, with two sons, was again taken, and brought to Quebec ; the governor, seeing the poor man was lame, and one of his legs smaller than the other, reproved the Indians for not killing him, asking, " what they brought a lame man there for, who could do nothing but eat ; you should (said he) have brought his scalp !'' However, another of his countrymen, more merciful than his excellency, knowing the poor prisoner to be a quiet, hard-working man, redeemed him from the Indians; and two other Frenchmen bought his two sons. Here they had been slaves more than three years, when * Saw many houses and villages in our pass along the river St. Lawrence towards the metropolis ; and here it may be with justice observed, that the inhabitants of Canada in general, are principally (if not wholly) settled upon rivers, by reason that their back lands being flat and swampy, are therefore unfit to bear grain. Their wheat is sown in the spring of the year, because the winter is long, and would drown it; they seem to have no good notion of making meadow (so far as I had an opportunity of observing) their homed cattle are few and poor, their living in general mean, they eat but little flesh, nevertheless they are strong and hardy. APPENDIX. OQfj I first arrived at Quebec ; this account I had from Mr. Ross himself, who farther added, (hat the governor ^avc the Indians presents, to encourage them to proceed, in that kind of work, which is a scnndal to any civilized nation, and what many pa^^ans would abhor! Here also, I saw one Mr. Johnson, wlio was taken in a titne of peace, with his wife, and three small children (his wife was big with child of a fourth, and delivered on the road to Canada, which she called Captive) all which had been prisoners between three and four years: several young men, and his wife's sister, were likewise taken captive with them, and made slaves. Our cartel being ready, I obtained liberty to ejo to Eng- land in her; we set sail the 23d of July, 1757, in the morning, and discharged our pilot about four o'clock in the afternoon ; after which, we neither cast anchor or lead, till we got clear of the great river St. Lawrence, from which, 1 conclude, the navigation is much safer than the French have reported; in twenty-eight days we arriv- ed at Plymouth, which occasioned great joy, for we were ragged, lousy, sick, and in a manner, starved ; and many of the prisoners, who in all were about three hundred in number, were sick of the small-pox. My son and self, having each a blanket coat (which we bought in Canada to keep us warm) and now expecting relief, gave them to two poor sick men, almost naked ! but as we were not allowed to go on shore, but removed to a king's ship, and sent to Portsmouth, where we were still continrd on board, near two weeks, and then removed to the Mermaid, to be sent to Boston; we now repented our well meant, though rash charity, in giving our coats away, as we were not to get any more, all application to the captain for any kind of covering being in vain ; our joy wa« turned into sorrow, at the prospect of coming on a cold coast, in the beginning of winter, almost naked, which was not a little increased, by a near view of our mother conulry, the soil and comforts of which, we were not suffered to touch or taste.* * On board the Mermaid man of war, bemp m a di«-f • tion,and hearing little from the mo»iths of many of m> but oaths and curses (wliich much increased my afflicb^.. *^^^ ^na- n. 206 APPENDIX. September the 6th, set sail for Boston, with a fleet in convoy, at which we arrived on the seventh of Novem- ber, in the evening; it being dark, and we strangers, and poor, it was difficult to get a lodging (I had no shoes, and but pieces of stockings, and the weather in the mean time very cold) w^e were indeed directed to a tavern, bat found cold entertainment there; the master of the house seeing a ragged and lousy company, turned us out to wander in the dark ; he was suspicions of us, and feared we came from Halifax, where the small-pox then was, and told us, he was ordered not to receive such as came from thence. We soon met a young man, who said he could lind a lodging for us, but still detained us by asking many ques- tions ; on which I told him we were in no condition to answer, till we came to a proper place, which he quickly found, where we were used well; but as we v/ere lousy, could not expect beds. The next morning, we made ap- phcatlon for clothing; Mr. Erwing, son-in-law to the late General Shirley, gave us relief, not only in respect of apparel, but also three dollars per man, to bear our charges to Newport. When I put on fresh clothes, I was seized with a cold fit, which was followed by a high hver, and in that condition obli£:;ed to travel on foot, as far as Providence, in our way to Rhode-Island (our money not being sufficient to hire any carriage, and find us what v/as needful for support.) In this journey, I was exceedingly distressed ! Our comforts in this life, are often allo}ed with miseries, which are doubtless great mercies when ing it difficult to. get a retired place, I crept down into the hold among the water casks, to cry to God ; here the Lord was graciously pleased to meet with me, and give me a sense of his fatherly love and care ; here he enabled me (blessed be his name for ever) to look back and view how he had led me, and guarded me with a watchful eye and strong arm, and what pains he had taken to wean me from an over-love of time things, and make me content, that he should choose for me. Here I was enabled to see his great goodness in all my disappointments, and that afflictions were not evidences of God's wrath, but the contrary, to all that honestly endeavor to seek him with faith and love ; here I could say, God is worthy to be served, loved, and obej^ed, though it be attended with many miseries in this world ! What I have here mentioned, so far as I know my heart, is neither to exalt myself, or offend any one upon earth, but to glorify God, for his goodness and faithfulness to the meanest of his servants, and to encourage others to trust in him. APPENDIX. 207 suitably improved; at Newport, met with Captain Gil)l).«, and agreed with him for our passage to New-York, where we arrived, November '21st; met with many friend^ who expressed much satisfaction at our return, and treated us kindly, particularly iMessrs. Livingston, and Waldron. November 2Gth, 1757. Arrived at Philadelphia, to the great joy of all my friends, and particularly of my poor afflicted wife and family, who thou^dit they should never see me again, till we met beyond the grave ; being re- turned, sick and weak in body, and empty-handed, not having any thing for my family's and my own support, several humane and generous persons, of ditrerent de- nominations, in this city (without any application of mine, directly or indirectly) have freely given seasonable relief; for which, may God grant them blessings in this world, and in the world to come everlasting life, for Christ's sake ! Now, God, in his great mercy, hath granted me a tem- poral salvation, and what is a thousand times better, he hath given me with it, a soul-satisfying evidence of an eternal in the world to come ! And now, what shall I render to the Lord for all his benefits? alas! I am nonplussed! Oh that saints and angels might praise thee, for I am not worthy to take thy name into my mouth any more ! yet notwithstanding:, thou art pleased to accept poor endeavors, because Jtsus Christ has opened the door, whereby we may come boldly to the throne of thy grace, praised be the Lord (iod Jeho- vah, by men and angels, throughout all eternity ! But to hasten to the conclusion, sutler n)C with humil- a^ity and sorrow to observe, that our enemies seem to make a better use of a bad religion, than we of a good one; they rise up long before day in winter, and go through the snow in the coldest seasons, to perfonn their devotions in the churches; which wlien over, they return to he ready for their work as soon as day-li^ht appears. The Indians are as zealous in religion, as the French : tliey oblige their children to pray morning and evening, partic- ular vat Conasadauga; are'punctual in performing their stated acts of devotion themselves, are still and peaceable in their own families, and among each other as neigh- bours ! 208 APPENDIX. When I compared our manner of living with theirs, it made me fear that the righteous and jealous God (who is wont to make judgment begin at his own house first) was about to deliver us into their hands, to be severely pun- ished for our departure from him ; how long has he wait- ed for our return ! O that we may therefore turn to him, before his anger break out into a flame, and there be no remedy ! Our case appears to me indeed very gloomy! notwith- standing our enemies are inconsiderable in number, com- pared with us ; yet they are united as one man, while we may be justly compared to a house divided against itself, and therefore cannot stand long, in our present situation. May almighty God, graciously incline us to look to him for deliverance, to repent of our sins, reform our lives, and unite in the vigorous and manly use of all proper means to this end. Amen. THE END. ^y^k 9 9 & ^-;. ^x^^