■ fee. I u&BG Hnlflfl i^Mn^y: -,&,; ~y™77«?iwm mm*rV^^ tm^^Mm^ ^m^$c^^ /v^aa a ,a MW ; ^aVaPaV^a' *^a, CANNOT LEAVE THE LIBRARY. CH4P..-J-- Shelf. *__l_.2-^_. COPYRIGHT DEPOSIT. 'MaAiMaaa/ '*W^ ! I LI BRARY OF CONGRESS. ,AM*AA nA&sft ;^; A ****;^fl «i*>^^ !$# ^/W AAAA^^^fU r- ~ ^ /-v' % a<* ft/"'AiVW *MMMffl*A ^AP''" .^:tefl»: Utwam m*tfww AHVAAAW AaAA/V A,AAA,^jnr aAAAo^' WJWJaW ^/^^ aA A^^X'-'aA nA*^' v AMn *A*W* immmmmm a/SAAa. ^ *tmm^ AAAA^ ^aA^. AaaAI aAaaMaWj £'*AAAa ^^aaAA** *&*£ ^A^^AAAA'AkXAA' .AAf^ ^f^r^fif^Hf^ aAAa ^aa££C*i aa/^ a AAaA ■aaAaa^A' •aaaa.Oaaa? aW ^(Mf^t0^ aAiAA^^ NO. 5. (Sield&n (§Ie; A. That which gnawed at my heart there and shadowed me — that which is making of me a haunt- ing shadow in the earth Jife, is this : I could have given positive proof that mj 7 brother was innocent, for I knew it. He did not know that I knew it. It would have brought out before the public, an early indiscretion of mine, if I had told, and I reasoned in this way. 'I am better fitted for the position than is my brother. I can dignify it. I will support him. He shall fare well, (but he did not) and it is best as it is,' He mourned my passing out as the last link in the chain which connected him with his old life in England, and went on, meekly mute, through daily toil until release came to him. When I saw the end was near, I was with him. Mother and father were there too, and a beautiful sister who passed to spirit life in infancy. Mother's eyes seemed to reprove me and to say You here ! here by your wronged brother' s death- bed ! and my beautiful sister touched me pityingly. At last, he came. He saw me first. " I knew you would meet meet me, brother ; you have been so kind to your forsaken brother. I'm glad you meet me. " He then recognized the rest of the family, and said, "Is there room for an innocent man to stand straight here ?" I said, "Yes, brother, yes," "He turned and looked into my soul ! My guilt showed in my face. 36 "Oh! can it be you knew, George and wronged me all these years? Say you did not, I cannot bear it." He cannot say he might not have prevented all your suffering, Charles. He is guilty, very guilty and does not desire to rise above it," said one. Then mother said, "Don't say that ; you know how hard he is trying to correct the wrong." "What have his efforts been ? merely as 'straws in the wind,' — that is all." After that they came to me with my wife and children and begged of me to give up this vain ef- fort to enlighten those who do not know that their ancestors were defrauded — -to inform them if possi- ble how to obtain that which should have been theirs — -or more hopeless still, to attempt to inspire my descendents to give up the property which never really belonged to them. "Are you not going to adopt the advice of 3 T our friends ?" I asked. He shook his head and said, "Not yet. There are some new mediums developing in earth life, whom I must watch. I may be able to control one of them and give evidence." When I thought of this obstacle to the devel- opment of this poor brother, I wondered if it might not be one of the hindrances to the right under- standing of spiritual truths. Then I thought how those connected with different branches of the fam- ily (for he says it is now large) might receive mes- sages from this side, informing them that they were heirs to property in England, and thus awaken a 37 desire for wealth, onl} r to be disappointed upoo in- quiry. I've wondered how long this impractical idea would dominate him. All those whom he directly wronged are now in spirit life, and have forgiven him, but he cannot forgive himself. This is slow Hell! I thought as I bade him good bye. Another obstacle I find to the rapid develop- ment of the spirit, is '•Knowledge in one line in earth life taken as the only criterion of knowledge here." In my rambles, I have met a great student of the law, who talks about it to men, women and children — who says, "I was called proficient in earth life. What would my colleagues think of me, now that I have mastered the difficulties which besieged me there ?" 44 What are you doing with your knowledge ?" I asked him, after he had refused to become interest- ed in any of the beauties of spirit life, or to respond to any of the needs of earth life. Oh ! I'm storing up, storing up, all of the time. I don't intend any one to get ahead of me." He could not give me any intelligent answer as to his plans. He did not desire to use his gift of great wisdom, on earth, and there were no law suits in heaven. The quandary is, how man} r hundred years will he continue to be true to his 'calling.' "Let him alone," said my wife, "Law is his heaven, and all the heaven he wants." But my opinion is, that study and ambition had burdened his brain there, and his thought during his life here had not rebounded from the pressure. 38 I might write indefinitely of obstacles to de- velopment in spirit life. Those given above are comparatively innocent beside the terrible ones, which have come under my observation. For there are stories as cruel as the grave, to an undisciplined soul, which meet me on every hand. I do not fully understand the import of all of them, but I under- stand enough to make me desire to speak in thun- der tones to. those who are in earth life, to lay down all idols, for you will find them to be clay. Break all conditions of habit, whether of body or mind which will serve as a hindrance to rapid progress in spirit life. S. Bowles. PAPER VI. Interesting .Scenes Witnessed at Spirit Birth. My wife said to me one day, as we were looking out upon varied scenery from the porch of our home, "Samuel, can people grow selfish in heaven ?" I was startled by her question, and answered, "Why, no, how can they ?" "I'll tell you," continued she. "To you and me and millions of others, the question is settled. We cannot die. The law is understood ; but there are this instant, thousands of people, dying as the world calls it, and we don't go to any of them, to watch and help if we can. Henry* says he finds it one of the sweetest labors he can perform, to be a real help- er to the arisen spirits, and in the death scenes too, he says he has made great changes in the feelings of the mourners, and helped to quiet the grief that is so frequent in bereavements. He has made a study of it. *Henry Alexander, a brother-in law of Mr. Bowles. 39 Don't you think, Samuel, that we could spare some time and learn how it is done and then devote part of our time to the work. Who knows who next of those we love will come over, and we want to reach them with no uncertain help." Well, women on both sides of the line of the two worlds are famous for changing man's plans. I was at that time greatly interested in the issue, pending in your Republic there. I was watching the pulse beats of politics, trying to feel that cor- ruption was now a myth, and that statesmanship had reached a much higher condition since my transition ; but I listened to her words and said, u Yes, I suppose I can go, but such scenes have al- ways been very distasteful to me, Mary, and I do not know that we can do any good." "We will do good, " replied she ; "we will help those whom they know and love to come nearer to them, so they will not feel so much alone." "Just then Henry called in and said, "There is a young mother to whom I have been attracted who will soon need some one to comfort her. She is one of the bread-winners of life. Her husband is in a drunken sleep ; she has given an overdose of some vile compound to her child to keep it asleep, while she goes on with the washing." Transition of a child. As quickly as thought, almost, we were there. Oh ! what a home it was ! One room and a bed room ; but although the washing was being done in one corner, everything about the poorly furnished room was very clean. The table was set for three. At one place was a little plate with a spoon on it, a tin cup at the side and a high chair drawn up to 40 the table. The other two plates were for the drunk- en husband when he should wake up and for the weary wife. In the bedroom on a poor bed, was the drunken man. We looked at him with a strange fascination, the high, broad forehead, the clustering brown curls, and then the lower part of the face, giving a lie to the upper part — for it was bloated and dis- figured by drink. The hands were delicate and looked unused to hard work. An open account book with amounts partly figured up, showed he had last tried to do something for a butcher in straight- ening out his accounts. Henry was beside the child — a golden-haired little one, possibly two and one-half years old. "She is sinking fast ! O, can't you influence that mother to come here ? Mary went to her, and her voice sounded shrill to me as she implored the mother to come to the child. At last, as though startled by some sound, the mother wiped her hands on her apron and tip-toed into the bed room. Bending low over the crib to kiss her child, she noticed the strange pallor, the quick, short breathing, and she perceived there was danger for her child. "George ! George ! " called she ; "get up ! Nellie's dying, Nellie's dying ! and she shook him vigorous- iy. "Le'me be," said he ; but by persevering, she at last awakened him. "What's the matter, can't you let me sleep. I've got the headache." "Oh ! George, baby's dying ! I know she is. Get a doctor, do." 41 Thoroughly awakened now, he started for the doctor, and though he lived near, the mother was destined to be alone with her dying child. Oh i the heart aches -and the agony expressed by that young mother! "Oh ! I've killed my baby 3 I know I have, I know I have!" The eyelids quivered a. id lifted for &n instant, but oh ! the wonder expressed in them, as the child saw the waiting friends, and a smile as sweet as the the rosy dawn beamed over her face and rested there after the frozen silence of death had placed his seal, "Take this child," said Henry to a woman who, though a dweller in spirit life, still wore her look of pride, "take this child ; it is your duty : she will help you in heaven." At first, the grandmother rebelled and said, *'Ho\v can I do it? This child is the fruit of diso- bedience. I told my daughter, her marriage would separate us on earth and in heaven ; and here I am, holding close to my heart, the child of that de- bauched specimen of humanity." "It is your daugh- ter's child, " said Henry ; "the same blood runs in its veins as did in yours. It is a part of your life. It will comfort you and make peace between you and your lonely child on earth." The little child was constantly trying to reach her mother, crying out in sharp, childish accents, striving to get the body which had been hers, out of her mother's arms so she could take its place. The husband and the doctor had now returned. In cold tones, the doctor inquired, "What did you give the child." 42 "Some of this," said the mother. "We took it years ago for bowel trouble and baby had not slept any, so I thought I could check the trouble and make her &leep too." "You have given a double dose,'' said the doc- tor, when she told how much she had given. "No, no, its the same amount they gave my lit- tle brother, and it helped him. I distinctly remem- ber it, for I gave him the medicine myself and that was years ago." "The medicine has dried down to twice its old strength. I hardly know how to make out the certificate of death," mused the doctor, as he passed out. Neighbors were called in and the now sobered man was trying to aid all he could about the house, and the distracted mother was looking through the scanty wardrobe of the child to find something to clothe the body, when we left. ''Where is the child, now," I asked, as grand- mother and child had disappeared. "The child will do its work, " said Henry : "she is now surprising that cold, proud woman, by mak- ing her feel she has not entirely left her daughter out of her life.'* "But was it fair to allow that child to be sacri- ficed to reconcile any one ? Is it right." "I do not know" said Henry, "but I do know the result will be for the betterment of all." When we went home, we talked it over, but could come to no conclusion. Transition of the Italian. A touching scene. Some days after, Henry again desired us to vis- 43 it a death bed scene. What a touching scene ! The faithful little woman, who was bustling around to get together their few belongings to pack up, would still keep casting her fond eyes toward her husband, who was reclining on a bedstead, over the slats of which was thrown an old blanket. "Rest all you can, sleep if you can— the dray will take you with the boxes to the depot and then beloved, we will start for Italy : and when you are there, the soft sea air will work wonders, and you will smell the grapes in the vineyards and see your mother and the children, and we will go to our own little children's graves and make the flowers grow again. We will never leave Italy again, when we get there, will we ? " "Italy never changes," said the sick man "but I feel so strangely, that the journey will be so quick." "And so it will, my darling, for the good ship will not crawl like the one we came over in. It will go as though it had wings and we hardly know we have started, when we will be there." The poor soul did not understand that his voy- age would be quick, or what was this strange rest- lessness of her husband, which preceded dissolution. She was untaught in everything save the logic of obedience and the philosophy of patience. "We will talk all the English we can, and teach them how to talk it,when we get home, won't we ?" "When we get home," echoed the dying man. "Beyond the mountains and the sea, Italy." mur- mured the man. The woman went up to him to change the old shawl under his head, that he might rest more com- 44 fortably. But the face she touched was wet with the dews of death. Without "wings or footfall" he had reached Italy, which lieth beyond the "Alpine highths of great pain.' 1 "Did you see the children hearing him away ?" "Yes, beautiful, beautiful children f ' "Where did he go ?" said Mary. "To Italy, " said Henry, "it will be his home for a little while." "'Our work is with the bereaved one, " said Hen- ry ; and then, gently as a mother sooths her child to sleep, he helped her spirit friends, who talked in a foreign language, to calm the bereaved one. "Oh! he said this morning twice, be would soon be well, and I have worked so hard to get him home. " "Did you not know that people never get well of consumption, when it has gone as far as in his ease ? " asked a kindly neighbor. "No! no I no ! Did you know he must die and never tell one word ? " said she. It was sometime before she would consent to bury the body on this side of the Atlantic j and when she did consent, she said, "The last words he said were about Italy. I'll go there to meet him. " "Poor soul, " said Marj^ ; "how much of sorrow there is in that beautiful world : but I do wish to find that spirit, sometime, who preferred Italy to heaven. Transition op a Church Devotee. The next visit was to a woman, well known in church and in religious circles, who was passing out. 45 "She cannot need us, " Mary said, "for hers was a life so strict that no one around dare utter a worldly sentence. " "We will be beside her just the same, at the re- quest of her daughter in spirit life." The low voice of the kneeling clergyman sound- ed deep and solemn through the still room. "Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for Thou art with me, Thy rod and Thy staff, they comfort me," and "There shall be no night there." "No night, "echoed the dying woman, "but its dark now. Why does not my Savior appear?" Her eyes were wide open, trying to see. "Oh no ! no ! there's people here, those I know, some of our folks. Oh ! it must be a delusion ! a delusion ! I am looking for the Divine face. Come to me, oh ! *Thou who died for me.' The clock ticks so loud I cannot hear His voice. Oh! take the delusion away from me, Oh! Lord ! Do not let me be delud- ed at the last ! I think I see my daughter !" "Quiet your mother," said Henry to the girh "Now speak, her spirit ears are opened." "Mother, it is I, " said the girl distinctly. "It is my child ! " The lips parted in a smile. One moment with the child she knew, had conquered the prejudices of years. Mary and I were strongly affected by this scene* "Can we learn to do that?" said Mary. "Can I make my own see me when they are coming over? " "We will try, " I answered. Later on we saw that mother and daughter* The mother was still calling for the sights she had 46 been taught to expect — for the golden streets and God upon His throne. "I am not in Heaven, " said she. "After all, I fear I have not been redeemed. Am I among the saved? " said she, pleadingly. "It is so human here. I cannot believe it is well with my soul. " Henry accompanied us for a few moments and said, "Such cases as the one you have last witnessed are very frequent. Sometimes I think that the Cause which opens the eyes of the people of earth to the fact of the naturalness of heaven, must be moving very slowly, when I witness such numbers of transitions as that of the one just liber- ated from the body. It is pitiful in the extreme. They have educated themselves away from all that is homelike or beautiful. They have made their lives a sort of martyrdom there, denying the flesh, and placing all human ties under their feet, if in any way they hinder the ideal life of sanctification, only to wake up here to learn that the purest heavenly bliss is won by keeping the ties of nature sacred and through that love, learning to behold nature's God. " "How Henry has progressed ! " said Mary. "I cannot understand some of the lessons he would teach us. " "And he is only on the threshold of knowl- edge, " I said. " "We will all learn more in a few millions years, " said she, smiling. S. Bowles. PAPER VII. One of the Weights which Menace ocjr Nation. " While in earth life I dealt less with the relig- ions of the day, than I did with current politics. But looking from this side, with the clearer sight of spirit life, I am emphatic in saying that the most harm- ful monopoly in the United States is the monopoly of the Roman Catholic Church ! We know this church is the oldest Christian church extant — that from it has emerged people of other faiths or slightly changed ones, who are in turn, putting their wares upon the world as from the original package, as the fountain source of Truth. If I remember history rightly, it was in the fourth century of the Christian era that the Latin or Roman Catholic church assumed authority over the other Churches. Ireeneus, Tertullian, Clement of Alexandria and other church fathers corrupted the religion of Papias and others, and from their own devices and ingenuity, built up the church of Rome. A few of the questions and answers in their Catechism are in themselves enough to show the world, what a power, entirely man-made, is resting over its adherents. * " How are we known to be Christians ?" "By being baptized, by professing the doctrines of Christ. " * As I am quoting from memory, the language may not be correct . but the spirit is preserved. Some of the questions are asked at the confessional. 48 How easy the road I The child is baptized in infancy. At the age of twelve to fourteen, it is con- firmed in the Church of Rome, learns how much he or she owes to the Church, confesses and is safe* From that age, the child learns secrecy, hypocrisy, and is urged to get money for the church. The sin of commission may be forgiven by the priest, but the sin of omission is much harder to forgive. "Have you neglected in any wa}^ to bring gifts for the Church of our Lady, which you might have given ?" is often asked ; and if the culprit has act- ually given money to others, even to relations, or neglected to drive a sharp bargain, there are numer- ous ways of punishment, all of which mean self-deni- al, often in the extreme. "By professing the doctrine of Christ," and by the "Sign of the Cross." "By professing Christ. " Wisely said, for it is professing, not possessing the attributes of the Nazarine. "By the sign of the Cross." Oh ! cruel mockery which brings the Ideal of many to the gutter — to the murderer's chamber, where the innocent fruits of their unholy lives are baptized, then strangled out of existence, while their heads are yet wet with baptismal water, and the bystanders unite in giving the "Sign of the Cross. " "Where are true Christians to be found? " "In the true Church. " "What do you mean by the true Church? " "The congregation of the faithful, who being bap- tized, partake of the same sacraments, profess the same doctrines and are governed by their lawful pastors, under one visible head on earth. " 40