LIBRARY OF CONGRESS. Chaj)..!.... Copyright No Shelf.. _S/_6 5 UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. MRS. MARCIA M. SISCO Gems of inspiration BV ^ MRS. MARCIA M. SISCO COPYRIGHT 1898 BY MRS. MARCIA M. SISCO 112 Third Avenue Clinton, Iowa »b J. 40906 ^ PART FIRST. A SCRAP BOOK FOR THF MANY PREFACE TO SCRAP-BOOK. In the poems contained in this scrap-book I have endeavored to portray the conditions of the present age, which have been thrust upon us through the social, poHtical, financial and reli- gious bondage which we, through ignorance, have been forced to accept. But as the earth now stands upon the threshold of a new era, I hope the time is not far distant when we shall all realize where we stand, and see the cause and learn to seek and apply the rem- edy, which is freedom and co-operation. It is indeed a pitiful sight to look over our civ- ilized and so-called Christian land and there be- hold the penitentiaries, insane asylums, alms- houses, jails, houses of correction, reform schools, etc., etc., to say nothing of our fallen women and animal men, tramps, idlers, etc., but try as we may we cannot blind our eyes to the sight if. we have any heart or soul left, and we are all seek- ing for a clue of thread to guide us out of those Cretan labyrinths and place us on our feet. But we are looking in the wrong direction, for we are looking to the money-god instead of the man- god as our Savior, for our religion is of the earth 6 Preface. earthy and binds us through ignorance to cere- monies and customs. If earth's children are ever saved it must be through woman's emancipation, but woman will never be free until she is delivered from financial dependence and the yoke of custom. This I have tried to show in the poems, "What is Man?" "What is Woman?" and "An Appeal to Liberty." Above all, women and men must be free spirit- ually, for the great architect of a human soul is spiritual truth, and she cannot work with mate- rial gloves on. And this is where we all have failed ; we have been building from a material standpoint instead of spiritual, as our divorce courts very clearly prove, and some of the poems in this little volume show the present dilapidation of tiie social fabric and also the order that must come out of all this chaos. It is my belief that this change is governed by planetary laws, and must be brought about through the plan of the ages ; so we must hope and work with as much patience as we can command for the new age to be born which is to make us all free, man as well as woman. Marcia M. Sisco. THE TIME WILL COME I make no moan above my faded flowers, I will not vainly strive against my lot, Patient I'll wear away the slow, sad hours As if their sombre ray were quite forgot. While stronger fingers snatch away the sword And lighter footsteps pass me on their ways, I'll bow submissive to the stern award That says I must go humbly all my days. I know some heart is beating quickly yet, I know the dream is sweet and subtle still, And struggling from the clouds of past regret, I yield the conflict to my fate's stern will. And when the surging waves of human scorn Shall break my hold on all the heart holds dear, I'll find that throbbing pulse in some bright form Filled with the love that casteth out all fear. I do not mourn, for on this bright spring morn I know that leaf in my life's book is turned. The golden memories from my heart are torn, I know this gall will into sweet be turned. The blotted pages in my book of life Shall be torn out and scattered to the wind. And with new hopes my future shall be rife. Oh ! may a lofty purpose fill my mind ! I know that I must bear the scoflFs of creeds, But if need be I'll die for truth's sweet sake ; Yes, I'd give all to show the world its needs. To show the world the fetters it must break. 8 Gems of Inspiration. For lo, the time will truly come, when all The filth of ages must be gathered up And burned by fire of truth in one broad hell, That joy may fill life's universal cup. OCTOBER Oh, this soft October sunlight, How it dallies with the ferns, Turns to day the soul's dark midnight, When for some unknown it yearns. Ah, indeed, the hearts are many, Craving pure and holy love, Like this soft October draping, Tinging lake and field and grove. But away from love's fair glory. We pierce the shimmering mellowed light, Until we stand in heaven's own gateway, Bathed in October's colors bright. Sweet emblems of the coming ages Are the many colored leaves. When His hand shall turn the pages Which disclose life's autumn sheaves. Are they filled almost to bursting, Like October's sheaves of earth, With fruits of gladness everlasting. Or are those soul sheaves filled with dearth ? Are we like October's sunset. Tinged with heavenly glories bright? Or are we like earth's cold December, Shut out from love's own warmth and light ? GcJils of Inspiration. Aye, do we live in hopes and fancies, That each year will fill our sheaves With bright glories fit for mansions, Standing near Icarian seas? SINCE WE PARTED A thousand hours have come and gone, And left their mark on our weary brain ; A thousand miles have drifted between Your home in the city and mine on the plain. A thousand fancies have knitted a chain Of orient hues and somber shade, Which oft lies low on the cold, dark plain, And as oft reaches up to the sunniest glade. A thousand tides have ebbed and flowed On the stormy shores of life's surging seas. And a thousand ships have gone down with the flood, With never so much as a rollicking breeze. A thousand banners have been flung to the winds. Some laden with hope and some with despair, And a thousand fetters have been unforged, To free weary souls from canker and care. A thousand tyrants have been at work In monopoly's furnace, welding our chains. While the angel hosts have been keeping their books. Recording therein all our losses and gains. A thousand friends we thought to be true. Have floated off with the outgoing tide. And a thousand more have arisen to view The golden truths on the other side. 10 Gems of Inspiration. A thousand tendrils are weaving a web Of joy and sorrow and pleasure and pain, And a thousand souls are daily led By the Master's hand to eternal gain. THE LAST TRUMP Hark, we hear the trumpet sounding, Light is breaking in the east — The night is passing, The morn is flashing, And earth's blackest night is past. Hark, the jubilee is booming, The clouds of error have fled away — Light is streaming. The earth is teeming. With great truths of earth's coming day. Hark, we hear the thunder's rumbling, Back in the dark discordant past — Kings are weeping. Mammon is sleeping. Beneath the trumpet's welcome blast. And lo, the coming of time's warriors ! Marshaled into merry lines — Their step is heeded, Their presence is needed, To light the torch of modern times. Hark, we hear the bright waves dashing On Lethe's shores of sin and hate — Swords are rusting. Creeds are musting. And old hydra sees his fate. Gems of Inspiration. 1 1 Hark, the new-born age is singing, As the angels sing with power — Stars are gleaming, Banners are streaming, From the courts of wisdom's bower. Hark, we hear Apollo tuning His golden lyre as in ages gone — Bacchus is dancing, Pegasus prancing, But the morning stars still sing their song. Hark, we hear the angels calling To every nation in all lands — Orion is kneeling, Chiron is healing. Just by laying on his hands. Lo, the gates of heaven are opening, To let earth's ignorant children in — Angels are hoping. Sinners are voting, For a life that is freed from sin. TO-DAY AND TO-MORROW Oh, these terrible black clouds that lie across my way! When will they break asunder and show me the light of day? And, oh, this leaden weight that is crushing me with its might ! Shall I ever be able to stay the fiend in this un- equal fight? 1 2 Gems of Inspiration. To-day I held the mastery o'er Satan and his throng, To-night I yield the conflict although he's here alone, To-morrow's fight will spill the blood of virtues great and grand, Then I hope to slay the vices by the help of the angel band. Ah, such is life, to-day we sail on clouds of fleecy To-night in bitter agony the very dust we bite ; To-morrow we go to battle and slay the good and just, While the wicked are left to revel in their unholy lust. This morn I plucked a lovely rose and twined it in my hair, At noon it began to droop and die, tho' it was passing fair ; To-night it lies at my very feet, a faded and life- less thing, But I know its fragrance has gone above to wliere the angels sing. THE WIDOW'S FIFTY-SIXTH BIRTHDAY Long years have passed since I first saw the light, And I can scarcely tell where they have flown ; My sun seems setting in rainbow tints so bright. It seems the grave with flowers nnist l)e strewn. No roseate morn shone on my early life. For I was born a sickly little elf. And worst of all, I was unwelcome here, For even God did not consult himself. Gems of Ifispiralioii. 13 To know if I would like to live or no, But in my childhood hours I found some joys As fleeting as the balmy morning dews, While here and there I gathered up my toys. In early youth I lived my life alone, A wanderer here and there in nature's halls, Seeking companionship in tree and stone. Or in the waves that beat against their v^^alls. How like myself those restless waves appeared, As ever and anon they beat their breast. And tried to leap above their fountain head, Then settled back in an unquiet rest. At noon a darkling cloud obscur'd my way, My hungering spirit tried to pierce the mist. It beat against its earthly prison walls, But angels waved it back and would not list. Oh, how I prayed that God would rend the cloud That I might thro' the cleft behold one ray Of spirit light, but as I humbly bowed The cloud grew thicker and blocked up my way. Lo, then I prostrate fell, weary and faint I cried To heaven for light, for hbpe's lone star had set, Which, until t.hen, had been my soul's true guide. And whose fair glory I could not forget. To keep want from my door I struggled hard, And harder still to keep my frenzy down. E'en midnight labors brought me no reward ; I bore my cross and wore my thorny crown. In vain I bore my cross up Calvary's hill, And wore the thorny crown upon my way, For faith was dead, and joy had flown at will, And I was left alone to grope and pray. 14 Gems of Inspiration. I pray'd for strength in vain, I pray'd for light. But selfishness withheld them ])Oth from me ; Behind the cloud those golden words shone hright From God's own throne, "iVaise waiteth here for thee." Alone 1 pray'd, while angels stood and sniil'd, Not at my agony or thorny way, But at the birth of one poor sorrowing child, Who pleads with them for just one little ray. At last I heard a voice from out the depths Saying, "Arise, my child, cast off thy shoes. If thou wouldst wisdom choose make now the}' choice, But with much wisdom you must sorrow choose." I wavered then — could I more sorrow brook ? Weary and worn I stood before the cloud — I had no faith to trust the hand I took — I stood erect ; unto no creed I bow'd. In darkness then, I stood before the throne. Wisdom and grief, twin sisters, stood afar ; Pleasure and folly beckon'd me to come, And said my pleasures ne'er a grief should mar. I courted wisdom, but dark grief repell'd For misery had ever been my fate. Against all tutor'd knowledge I rebell'd. But wisdom is science born of truths innate. Aluch as 1 wished for wisdom from above, I had no strength to brook her sister, grief ; I begged for faith and hope and charity, For these, \vith wisdom, sure would l)ring relief. Gems of Iiispirafioji. 15 I bowed me then before the sovereign throne And begged the eternal powers to choose for me ; While thus I bowed my soul poured forth a moan Which rent the cloud and left my spirit free. Lo, then I faintly touch'd the golden harp Which prophets and poets and bards have tuned for all Who have the power to reconcile the heart To all the ills that human life befall. Tears brought relief, but pleasure mocked at me, While wisdom took my hand and raised me up And pointed out my future destiny, Yet holding to my lips the bitter cup. I drank it up and tho' it bitter seem'd, It proved a healthy balm and strengthen'd me, The light of life's elixir in it gleamed. Pointing the way to a higher destiny. 'Twas then my guardian did new power lend. While wisdom taught me out of nature's book, Yet said to classic lore I should not bend But o'er the cycles of the ages look. And as I looked the darkness fled away. The glory of the morn shone bright and fair, Ignorance and bigotry had had their day, And wisdom's wand was set with diamonds rare. Which, as she dips in time's swift rolling years, Robs death of its malignant hated sting, Will banish victory from the welcome grave. And peace and joy to all on earth will bring. i6 Gems of luspirafio)!. So, as the years have passed, they've paved my way With a prophetic Hght that is born of truth ; And age shall find its youth again for aye, Clothed in the garments of perpetual youth. And now I own 'tis pleasant to be here, Tho' my spirit longs to reach its home above, To meet my kindred and my loved ones there, And bask with them in heaven's flowery grove. ETERNITY, ROLL ON Roll on, roll on, ye mystic years, roll on, L^nfold the secrets which are hidden yet In the eternal laws of God's great plan. Where time his signs has set. Peal on, peal on, ye truths of nature's might, Send back your echoes to the squalid past. And then look forward to the radiant light Where all iiiust stand at last. Dash on, dash on, ye shining orbs, dash on, Perform your cycles with unerring zeal. O'er the unmembered ages yet unknown. For life's eternal weal. Smile on, ye suns of awful might, smile on. And dip your beams in streams of living rays, Flooding the uncreated time to come With your mysterious ways. Flow out, flow out, ye streams of bloody gore. And satisfy the gods that warp our fates. Ye miscompute the lives that evermore Waste even to heaven's gates. Gems of Inspiration. ly Wave high, ye gods, your banners of golden lore, And sweep away all creedal priests and bonds. Set firm your flagstafif on the eternal shore Of heaven's unmeasured grounds. Drink deep, ye souls of endless life, drink deep. From nature's pure and never-failing fount, The redeeming glory of your power to keep, While you ascend the mount. Stand high, stand high, on Zion's holy mount. And sound thy trump of joy to worlds afar. Give them to drink from life's pure living fount. That they thy wisdom share. A WAIL FROM THE UNFORTUNATE The clouds are gathering thick above my head, All damp and cold the night is closing in. And yet I find no place to lay my head, For lo, my mortal life is stained with sin. And tho' the Christ has risen, he comes not To say to me as did the Christ of old : "Neither do I condemn thee; sin no more," Nor lead me with his flock up to his fold. What shall I do, add blackened crime to sin. And stain my hand with blood of innocence, Or shall I seek the river and plunge in. Or seek the poison cup in God's defiance? Shall I make clean the outside of the platter. And thereby shun the taunts of human hate. Or shall I listen to hate's gibberish chatter, And leave the last great judgment to my fate? i8 Gcuis of Inspiratuvi. I will be strong in purpose and in will. And bare my breast to catch the flaming sword Aimed at my soul with the intent to kill, And ope my ears to hear hate's taunting words. But where shall I go, where shall I lay my head, Sleep on the cold, cold ground this bitter night, With nothing for my pillow but a stone : Oh, can I live to see the morning light ? But God, who tempers winds to the shorn lamb, Will care for me, if not then let me die Here on the street all freezing and alone. With none to shed a tear or heave a sigh. Well, Christians ahvays told me "God is love," And so I know he will draw near to me, And mercy wall unlock her bolted doors To let the pinioned sinbound soul go free. If God should say, "Depart, I know you not," He cannot justly take my child from me ; I know he'll let me bear it on my breast Thro the long ages of eternity. Curse him, no, never, he is not to blame, 'Tw^as woman's love, stronger than death itself, That prompted me to do this deed of shame. And as God lives, I'll bear the blame myself. Love my child? go ask the drooping flower If it loves the evening dews it cannot see ; Go ask the bird in yonder shady bowser If it loves the tiny nestlings yet to be. Go ask the sunbeam in the valley green If it loves the little flower it stoops to kiss; Go ask the breeze that skims the water's shore If it loves the water lilv it doth caress. Gems of Inspiration. 19 Go ask the matron in her palace home If mother nature is more true to her, And gives her mother's heart a deeper love Than God imparts to the Icne wanderer. Go ask the bride before the altar there, Clothed in her satin robe of richest folds. And bridal veil with orange wreath so fair, If she loves him who by the hand she holds. Am 1 cast in a meaner, humbler mould? Too low to love, and yet too high to hate Aught save the price of virtue bought and sold — Too low to love aught save a perfect mate ? Well now, most righteous judge, come take my hand, And lead me up before thy gilded throne, Fm anxious to receive thy just command, That sends me to perdition or says Come. THIS SILVERY HAIR In old Golconda's mines there is no gold So vastly rich as is this slender cord. All silvered o'er with freighted years untold. As it twines around the throne of reason's lord. This silvery hair was bought with the price of years Of grief and pain and uniequited toil, Bathed at the baptismal fount of scalding tears, Tried in the test of pestilential fears. 20 Cans of Inspiration. Yet it bears the shades of Hlies pure and white — Sweet emblems fair of some forthcoming joy — Oh, may it serve as guide to peace and right. And heavenly joys unmixed with earth's alloy. No richer boon could to my soul be given Than this bright waymark of the coming life; It stands as mile-stone on the way to heaven, Cleansed from all dross by earthly pain and strife. TRUE FRIENDSHIP Friend after friend we thought sincere Have proven false and left us lone, And oft we've shed the silent tear As cords were broken one by one. Not more than twelve have proven true To friendship's pure unselfish claims, And those we treasure far above The richest, rarest diadems. Nor can we dote on all of these Since Christ could only boast of eleven, Indeed we would not be surprised To only find the Jewish seven. And e'en among the eleven was one Who came with smiles and oily tongue. And whom e'en Jesus could not see As he stood there amid the throng. A worse than Peter was this onr^, This Judas of the olden times, Tho' ancient as the Hebrew's song He marches on thro' crcedal lines. Gems of Inspiration. 21 And sits to-day 'neath costly domes, Beneath tall spires that point to heaven, While Peter his great sin bemoans, Judas still lurks among the eleven. And so we still expect to find Peter and Judas among the few, We thought sincere, for we are 1)lind Till hidden springs are brought to view. Tis very hard to doubt a friend Who Clasps our hand with earnest zeal, On whom we think we can depend In times of woe as well as weal. And yet we have so often felt A Judas kiss upon our cheek, And with a Peter we have knelt, Who us denied within a week. That we have almost broken faith With sunny smile and pleasant nod. And iron grip of hand that saith I want you for my present good. ONE BY ONE •One by one our footprints vanish From the sounds of long ago. One by one are memories banished From our hearts by weal or woe. One by one our moments hasten Into dim visions of the past, One by one are fountains opened, Each one different from the last. 22 Cans of Inspiration. One by one the angels meet us With a balm for every tear, One by one the bright lights greet us From the future heavenly sphere. One by one the sands are running Thro' the glass we cannot turn ; One by one our thoughts are turning To the lessons yet to learn. One by one we're passing over To that bright and flowery plain ; One by one the angels guide us ; One by one we'll meet again. One by one cold hands are folded ; One by one our footsteps cease ; One by one are spirits moulded By His hand to stern decrees. One by one earth's bonds are broken, And the pinioned soul goes free ; One by one the words are spoken, ''Come ve wearv, rest with me." MY WINTER GARDEN Dame Nature last night while I was asleep Carried me off to the land of dreams, She led the way over oceans deep And I gathered strength from the golden beams. That were poured over bright Italian ]:ilains By the tropical sun of tliat l)eautiful clime, Laden with odcrs from fragrant moors Embalmed with the toucli of a hand divine. Gems of Inspiration. 23 As if by magic while I was away A mystical garden was grown for me ; The flowers were blooming as lovely as May, All laden with silver they seemed to be, Here's a beautiful bed of ten-week stock And here the momordea trails its vines. Here grows the little forget-me-not, And here the delicate cypress twines. And here the cactus with stately leaves Lifts its crowned head from the vale below, Here a lofty palm is bowed by the breeze. Close by the side of the glistening snow. And here's a bed of beautiful ferns, The loveliest bed in the garden, I ween They have drifted in from my childhood bowers, Of which naught is left but a sacred dream. And here lies a leaf from an oaken tree Which has floated in from some oaken glen, And here the wild flag is growing free As it does in nature's deserted fen. And here stands a rose-tree covered with leaves. Some are turned back and some fearfully torn, As if't had been shaken by a chilling breeze Of December's cold breath, with a touch o^ scorn. As true as Hfe there's a woman's face. Peeping out from the crystalized bowers, Tho' her form is hid neath the glistening lace. Her face is as fair as the silvery flowers. But a fatal simoon has come and gone And breathed on my garden its heated breath That withered my flowers one by one With a magical wand surcharged with death. 24 Gems of Inspiration. FROM THE SPIRIT OF G. W. HASTINGS, TO M. M. SISCO By Mrs. Samuel Sunderland. Out of the darkness into the light, I in true beauty have taken my flight, And from my home so pure and so lovely, I have come to you, cousin, to-night. Sweet is the life that fears not our answers As we approach from the bright world of bliss, Often I come and on your loved forehead Imprint my true love in affection's warm kiss. You are yet to win greatest of glories, From the bright angels that come near you each day To tell you of heaven and all ancient stories. Of the realms where we go the world says, if we pray. But I passed on and without that achievement I reached the bright home that awaited me there. And as a brave soldier that's resting from battle I stand with bright angels both loving and fair. You will the same have a briglit home in heaven. Ever so bright for the good works you've done ; Tis your works that will give you the brightest of mansions, When death yield unto you the crown you have won. Gems of Inspiration. 25 Sweetest of hours 1 have often passed with you Dearest of cousins, so noble in mind, Beautiful angels come oft to impress you With the great truths that you some day will find. For which ere a year has rolled its time o'er you, You will be given due praises in song, Give all the grand truths with which they impress And all of the honors are yours when they re won. THE SOLDIERS' HOME At Marshalltown, Iowa. Three hundred and fifty human souls Dwell in this beautiful soldiers' home, Embellished with beautiful trees and flowers. Overshadowed by heaven's blue-arched dome, Three hundred and fifty lone, wrecked souls Stand on the shores of time's low ebb, All bereft of tender and loving ties, With no brilliant shades in life's dark web. Three hundred and fifty hearts beat low, With never a thrill at the touch of hands, Three hundred and fifty wonder how A note would sound from angelic bands. Three hundred and fifty lonely hearts Hunger in vain for the love of a child. And they list in vain mid the crowded marts For the silvery laugh, rolicking wild. 26 Gems of Inspiration. Three hundred and fifty tongues hsp no more The loving words they were wont to speak To a mother or sister, or wife, or child, Ere their manly pulse grew tired and weak. Seven hundred trembling and weary hands Fall listless down by their master's side, Seven hundred tired, faltering feet Over the threshold noiselessly glide. Seven hundred longing and time bleer'd eyes Look hopelessly back o'er love's dead waste, Then look ahead to the coming days, When each hungering soul shall meet its mate. When they, too, shall walk in the summerland, Freed from the thoughts of that terrible war. Where they suffered and bled, a united band, For the liberty tyranny could not mar. Seven hundred ears have long listed the sound Of voices heard in the days gone by. When each youthful heart with love did bound, And their breast heaved not with a hopeless sigh. They have given their health, they have given their all, To snatch human souls from a viper's fangs. They responded freely to their country's call. And exchanged hope and love for war's dread pangs. But America's sons have done their best To prepare good homes for our war blighted men, WHiere their shattered bodies may wait and rest. Yet those homes are charncl houses, T ken. Cciiis of Ins {miration. 2J Debased bv the claims of their obdurate minds, Their manhood has fled and their virtues arc gone — They have tarnished the crown that war's g-lory wins, But 'twill brighten again in the life to come. TO THE FRIEND OF MY YOUTH My friend, I stand by your side once more. Take my poor lone hand in your own, And lead me down to the shady shore Of that silvery lake where we used to roam For I long to look on the rippHng waves, As they lave the shore where our feet have trod, Tho' strange feet now crush the autumn leaves, As they fall on the faded yet sacred sod. Tho' strange hands gather the nuts so brown, And strange hands gather the lilies fair, Let us sit on the shore near the dear old home And for one brief hour forget grief and care. And now, dear one, bathe my throbbing brow With cooling drops from the lakelet's breast, Oh press me, dear, to your own heart now. And here for one moment let me rest. Let me pillow my head once more on thy breast, And list once more to thy beating heart — Oh grant as a boon this one last request, Just for one sweet moment and then we must part. 28 Gcuis of Inspiration. Let the pent-up fountains of sorrow flow O'er the hurning aUar of love's dead waste, And mix with the sparkling waves below As they sweetly sing us their songs of the past. Kiss my lips again as in days that are gone, Smooth back the hair from my wrinkled brow, Now call me again your own loved one, And now fare-thee-well, for I must go. But stay, I must ask for one more kiss. Will you lay your hand once more in mine, Press me once more to your loving breast, Then we'll part again for the last last time. But as we stand on eternity's side, By ebb and flow of life's waters divine, We'll find the crucible where was tried The love that was yours, and the love that was mine. MY GUARDIAN SPIRIT A voice comes floating from spirit realms. Whose precious music thrills my very soul, Its tones are those of an undying love. Which point me toward the final goal. I feel a presence rare around mc thrown That cheers my flagging spirit on its way, 'Tis a soft zephyr from the heavenly home, Its robes are gilded with eternal cfay. Gems of Inspiration. 29 It parts with unseen fingers my silvery hair, And bathes my clouded brow with truth and light ; Tells me of heavenly scenes so bright and fair, Until my spirit longs to take its flight. It bears to me the olive-branch of peace, And spans my path with rainbow tinted rays, It bids the surging waves of care to cease, And as it did of old, "The sea obeys." It draws aside the veil and bids me look On the ambrosial fields of truth and love ; [t turns for me each leaf in nature's book, And teaches lessons from the courts above. It is my teacher from the great eternal. And as it hovers o'er each earthly day, It brings me hopes and joys that are supernal, Then takes mv hand and leads me on my way. And as I feel the pressure of that hand, I know the sacred voice is true to me, It leaves for me the rest of its bright band, The pearls it brings no human eye can see. LIFE'S VOYAGE- Weary of asking what I ought to be, I stand upon my vessel, and looking back O'er the wake it leaves upon the sea, I see no joy upon its lonely track. This dreary voyage is all the world to me. For as I hold the helm in my weak hand, I look above the waters of the sea. And there behold a bright and glorious band. 30 Gems of Inspiration. The leader of that 1)rio:ht and happy l)and r»ends down and lays his hand upon my helm, Steering my life-boat toward the summer-land, And says I'll find my joys in that bright realm. And so I look beyond for joy and peace, Knowing the darkness soon will turn to light, Knowing each hungering soul will find a feast Of truth and joy in t>;e eternal right. But as my soul looks out upon life's strand, Barque after barque I see upon life's coast, Some move as if by heavenly breezes fanned. And some as if by mountain waves are tossed. Some sail as in the light of heavenly bliss, But dark and threatening clouds are hovering nigh. And Oh ! I shudder lest a Judas' kiss May break the glittering spell, and bring a ' sigh. And some are stranded on the shoals of error, The very grip of Satan holds them fast. And as they look they see life's perfect mirror Tn their torn sails and broken spars and masts. And as each life-boat glideth o'er the sea, The struggle is a fearful one at best, For they cannot see the eternal powers that be. And that their helms by other hands are press'd. And so tliey pray as did the Christ of old, That the bitter cup — mixed by another's hand May pass — and leave them nought but shining gold To make tlicir cartlil\- life supremely grand. Ceins of hispiralioii. 31 They cannot see beyond their cross a crown, For Moses' veil is still before their eyes, And the holy book the angel's seal hath bound, Which leaves their visions fettered by earthly ties. IF WE KNEW If we knew what life will bring us. When by mother's knee we stand, If we knew the thorny by-ways Stretching o'er life's desert strand, If we knew what life will bring us, On Hfe's moaning, untried sea. When we climb the hill for chestnuts, Or watch the birdling yet to be. Could we see our heart's love frozen, And hope's fountain running low, No trusting faith in one we've chosen, While to fate's decree we bow. Would we sit in childhood's sunshine. And long for manhood's freighted dreams. Or reck the cloudless sky of sometime, Will be laden with bright gleams. Wafting in from time's great chambers All the lines of hope's ideal. Would we in our little trundle Push aside the bright home's seal. And sigh for something grander, greater, Than a mother's own true love Given to us by our Creator, From His fount of endless love? But thro' childhood's glowing sunbeams, Not a cloud appears in sight. So we reck not of their rising, 32 Gems of Iiispintlion. While the home-Hght Hno-crs bright. We see not love's broken heart-strings Quivering in domestic strife. Nor the grief his waning light flings O'er the thorny path of life. So we bask in childhood's beauties, Free from all domestic grief. For our father and our mother Know this happiness is brief. So we start upon life's pathway Unprepared for rocks or shoals, With no landmarks on life's highway Pointing out life's hidden folds. AT MY CHILDHOOD'S HOME I stand beside a lovely little lake That's nestled down among the great high hills, And as I gaze upon its beauties rare My soul with rapture thrills, And I exclaim, Oh who can look upon this lovely scene And not proclaim The love and goodness of the great Su- preme ! I gaze above the waters of the lake. And piles on piles of fleecy clouds I see. All moulded into bright and beautious forms And gliding toward the sea. 1 look across upon the other shore And there I find a rich and glorious feast, A landscape covered o'er With lovely farms and cottages of peace. Gems of Inspiration. 33 And grand old hills stand towering toward the skies In their majestic beauty. And far above the hills great trees still rise Like sentinels on duty. The sky above my head serene and fair, Brings peace and joy to me. I doubt if Italy boast a scene more fair Or beautiful to see. Oh, who can look upon a scene like this And curse this little earth Because it brings to them no mortal bliss Because from birth They have been blind to all that's grand and good. For shining gold Has furnished them with their much needed- food And left this wealth untold. And as they feed upon their glittering husks No happiness they find ; Their griefs and sorrows are beyond the ken Of human kind. Yet they persist in sitting at this feast That satisfieth not ; Beltshazzar's feast it is, to say the least In this bright spot. For is this not a Babylonian age ? In which we live. We thrust aside the wise and ancient sage And will not receive The truths he carved for us from nature's lore In ages past. But as we view the facts for us in store We stand aghast ; For, lo, the time will come when all mankind Must lav aside this love of dross. 34 Gems of Inspiration. And look with scorn upon the ghttering bands That bind them to the cross. And when we break the chains that bind us down To our idolatry We shall behold the lovely flowers that crown The earth with beauty. Then happiness we'll finl upon this earth ; This lovely earth of ours, Which is the real mother of our birth, All draped with flowers, That must bear fruits to satisfy the tastes Of human needs And bid the searching fire of truth lay waste To all our creeds. THE LIFE OF A DEWDROP I was born in the boundless ocean deep, And for ages I lay in its depths asleep, But at length I was waked by its fearful roar, And I looked around on a beautiful store Of corals and shells and diamonds bright, And sea-weeds begemmed with pearls pure and white, Which were scattered around on mv wide ocean bed. As silent and still as though they were dead. As I looked about on my beautiful home, My kindred drops greeted me one by one, And they raised me up from my sea-shell home, To ride in joy on a crest of foam, That crowned the head of a bright blue wave, Which bore me along toward a cold dark cave, Where it dashed me upon a cold, gray stone, And left me to moan mv fate all alone. Gems of Inspiration. 35 But soon there came down a warm bright ray, To the very rock on which T lay. And it took me up to the bright blue sky, To ride on the clouds so high, O so high, That I dare not look down for fear I should fall, And dash me in pieces against some wall. So I looked above toward the bright sun's rays, As I rode along in a light misty haze. But as I rode high in the pride of my might, A black heavy cloud impeded my flight, And great drops of rain much stronger than I, Drew me into their arms as we sailed tlirough the sky. But soon I grew tired of riding on air, I trembled with fear at the lightning's red glare, And the thunder it shook me and caused me to fall In a clear little brooklet exceedingly small. Then my bright shining kindred soon bore me along To a cool flowing river so mighty and strong That I thought it would crush the life out of me As it hurled me and twnded me along toward the sea. And as I flowed down 'tween the banks of the Rhine, I could see the great river was running on time, And soon I should be in my seagirt home, With the waves rolling over me one by one. And then T thought, I will lie down and sleep On a bright coral wreath in the ocean deep. But ere I had reached mv sparkling bed. Again I was drawn to the sky overhead; 36 Gems of Inspiration. And there I drifted for days and days, At the top of my speed in cold white haze, But at length I came down in a dark cold stream, And I said, ''Is this life or a terrible dream?" The stream bore me on so quiet and deep, Had it not been so cold, 'twould have lulled me to sleep. But in a cold shiver I was plunged o'er some falls. Which are called the Niagara, with great stony walls. And then I went down in a pit deep and cold, 'The most terrible place I e'er did behold. I plunged and I struggled and tried to get out, But on finding I couldn't I gave a great shout. But soon the swift waters bore me along With the strength of a whirlwind so mighty and strong. To the waves that were capped with clouds of foam. Where the icebergs were glistening in the sun, And the bright tinted rainbow arched my way, For the sunbeams were dancing light and gay, But the wind blew upon me and froze my breath, And I said to mvself, "O, is this death?" And there I lay for half a year. And not one of my kindred e'er shed a tear. For they too were wrapped in a glittering fold Of December's mantle all white and cold. But at length there came a warm gentle breeze From the sunny south and its beautiful seas, And it gave me a kiss and said will you come And go with me to my bright, sunny home? Gems of Inspiration. 37 Then it took me up on its fond loving breast, Where for once in my hfe I found some rest, And it bore me along so quiet and still On the mists of the morn to a bright flowing rill, Which flowed along to a cool bubbling spring, Where morning and eve the orioles sing, And bright little children come to play, To while their bright happy hours away. But I had not rested long in this place Before there came a fair young face, And looking on me she took me up In a little golden shimmering cup. To cool her fond sister's feverish lips, And send new life to her finger tips. But after long weary years of toil and strife, I am proud to know that my mission is life. THE CLOCK STRIKES TWELVE The clock strikes twelve. Another year is dead And gone to mingle with its kindred years ; Yet all unlike so many that have fled It fell asleep devoid of groans or tears. Ah, peaceful death ! No raging storm without Tells that a pain torments the Old Year's breast ; Not a silent tear is shed by Mother Earth As she folds the Old Year in her arms to rest. To tell us how meekly she transmits to fate The eternal keeping of her last fond child As it is ushered thro' Time's gilded gate. Where Mercy holds her reign so calm and mild. 38 Gems of Inspiration. The clock strikes twelve, each shimmering stroke proclaims An ill or well spent year of human life, And as we read each page of loss and gains. Do we find peace and joy or woe and strife Written upon the moments that have fled In quick succession on Progression's score? Some new invention, thriving where darkness leci Along the path of Lethe's mazy shore. Which comes to the front crowned with a golden crest. Won as bv magic from vears that wooed the light ' That had to yield to death their quickened zest, Regardless of their hopes, to reach their right. The clock strikes one, another year is born The moment that the old year's light goes out, Holding within its hand a golden horn Filled with new glories which no king mav flout. It holds within its breast Progression's needs, Clothed in fair Evolution's tinseled veil, And sows all kingdoms with prolific seeds, Clothed in the armor of Time's knighted mail. Then, shall we murmur at the Great Supreme, When with the plan of each successive birth The light is growing steadily, and each gleam Unfolds some potent factor to our earth. Some new invention wrought with blood of men, Which ignorance would strangle at its birth Did not some power supreme hold it in ken Until its worth is manifest to earth, Gcins of Inspiration. 39 The clock strikes one. We glory in the death Of each successive year as it rolls round, Knowing each year will yield its hampered breath To some new factor with new glories crowned. And so, old year, we bid you a fond good-night While we wrap with tender hands the babe just born In swaddling bands of untried mystic light, Yet knowing each fair rose conceals its thorn. Knowing that each reform has found its birth In the death of something that was good and true ; A whole year lost or a loved one crucified For sacred truths which genius holds in view. TO MY SISTER Yes, Sister, we all are weaving a web And spinning the threads, I trow, And they all are colored by our words and our deeds Of the far-away past and the now. The woof is tinted with blue and gold Of childhood's early morn, And the beautiful gleams of a love untold Ere our feet with briars were torn. In youth come the hues of the amber sheaf, The richest of all, I wean, The tender green of the golden leaf, But the warp has a darker sheen. 40 Gems of Iiispirafiou. In riper years come the lurid shades, Reflected back from life's morn, Which throws a shade o'er the sunniest g^lade And pierces each brow with a thorn. Then comes a narrow stripe of gray, All shaded down to white, And we close our eyes on the rainbow tints As we grope along toward the light. The tints of the woof we are weaving in To this beautiful web of life Can not be counted for the din Of contention and sorrow and strife. But the "Great I Am'' is counting the shades As we weave them one by one, Tho' the warp is his, the woof is ours, When the heavenly robe is done. DESPAIR OF THE DRUNKARD'S WIFE Oh, to-night my heart is breaking, Will some angel touch its strings. Can I wait for morn's chill waking And the fate that daylight brings ? Will the cords have snapped asunder When the east is glowing bright, Will these lips be cold, I wonder. Ere the dusky shades of night ? Will these weary hands be folded O'er a cold and pulseless breast. Will the cold grave soon be holding Tliis frail form in quiet rest? Gems of Inspiration. 41 Angels, tune your harp-strings gently Lest like heart-strings they may break, And their quivering notes come faintly To the soul they may not wake. But, behold ! the morn is breaking Thro' the eastern heavenly gate, And my pulses still are beating. Be strong, my soul, awake ! awake ! WHAT ARE YE? O, ye, who stand within the pearly gates, - Look if ye can upon this sin-cursed age And then enjoy your heavenly charms so bright, And swear them pure and free from earthlv blight. Can ye stand there robed in your shining dress And look upon your brothers in distress. And swear by the eternal powers that be That ye care naught for human misery? And if ye care for earthly agony, As ye look down through all eternity, Can ye be happy in your heavenly home And shower praises on the holy One ? Do ye not catch at times some earthly wail As it floats out upon the midnight gale From the low, sinking, sin-sick human soul. As it goes down while striving for the goal ? And as ye bask within your heavenly light x\re ye quite sure that ye are in the right ? Or have ye left some of your crosses here For some unselfish, faithful soul to bear? 42 Gciiis of Inspiration. Did ye on earth put on the holy sandals And in your heart of hearts defy all scandals ; Live true to Nature and to Nature's God, Or did ye crouch and cower beneath the rod ? Did ye stand fast to all that's good and true. In spite of what the world might say of you, Or in your weakness did ye shirk God's truth And thereby scatter wide the joys of youth ? And as ye walked adown Life's thorny way Did ye not pick the flowers that fade and die Instead of digging gems from 'neath the mould To weave into your crown of shining gold ? OVER-PRODUCTION Over-production ! I start at the sound, 'Tis the trashiest word that ever was found ; Search Hebrew and Greek and Latin and French, No word can be found that has caused such a stench Of boodling lies and scorpion stings, As are hidden in folds of monopoly's wings, For the Shylocks have bought the press, church and state. While willing labor begs at each gate. Over-production's a libel, I say, Though the shelves in all stores are piled very high, And over-production makes every one try To sell us their wares when they know we can't buy. Gems of Inspiration. 43 Though we need very much for the house and the barn, And clothing is wanted for figures forlorn, Try hard as we may to make both ends meet, Our rent may fail, then we're turned on the street. There's the cow to feed and the chickens to keep. Three pairs of shoes needed for six little feet. And though jNIae is modest, and does not com- plain, I watch her in silence and grief and pain. Oh, my dear little Mae, who stood by my side, Just twelve years ago a beautiful bride. How little I thought t'would e'er come to this, That to save me a little she would turn her last dress. First wTong side out, then upside down, With never so much as the smirk of a frown. Then hindside before, just by piercing a gore : It makes my heart's blood stand still at the core. Over-production! just look at this hat, 'Tis faded and greasy, but what of that ? It covers my head, so I don't care a curse, But the holes in my shoes are ten times worse. ]\Iy pant-legs are both worn thro' at the knees, My elbows are out of both coat sleeves. My socks have holes at the heels and the toes, A dollar a day won't buy food and clothes. Patch, did you say? They won't hold a patch. And yet I am not the worst chick in the hatch, For many who are willing to work have to tramp, And sleep on the ground in the cold and the damp. 44 Gems of inspiration. I work very hard, but try as I may, I can't keep my famjly on a dollar a day, For labor is shackled and bound to the stake. Waiting for Uncle Sam to throw open the gate. ST. JOHN'S SECOND VISION OF HEAVEN "Prayer is the soul's sincere desire "Uttered or unexpressed." As I lay on my couch asleep one night, I dream'd two angels stood by my side, Their robes seem'd made of shining light, And their faces glow'd with stately pride. And as each one took me by the hand, They said, "We are here as your spirit guide, Come, go with us to the summer land. The gates of heaven are open wide." So they took my hands and they led me on, Through gay parterres and shady nooks, Through forest bower and rugged glens, O'er flowery field, by sparkling brooks. We seem'd to fly on the wings of the night, All beset with stars of hope and love, Which wafted us on toward that home of light, Where everything should in harmony move. At last they came to a winding stair. That led the way up to heaven's gate ; The way was embossed with flowers rare, That would yield perfume at every step. Ccjus of Inspiration. 45 ;VikI the gateway was arched with lovely flowers. Flowers from every bower and clime,. And on cither side were lovely bowers, That were interwoven with odors divine. And I wished that I might stop and rest In the bowers outside of heaven's gate, But as I expressed my wish to my guides They said, "Alas, we cannot wait." So they ushered me in before my God, Who sat on his throne, his face all askew ; He grasped in his hand his iron rod, But he said, on looking, ''Why, John, is that you?" Then he came straight down from his throne of grace. And as he looked me square in the face, He said, 'T suppose that you want to see all — From the golden streets to the jasper wall." And so he led me on and on. Till we came to the center of heaven's dome, And there he stopped by a little hole. About the size of a common bowl. And as we stood by the side of that hole (About the size of a common bowl) The Lord said, "John, get down on your knees. And see what you can see, if you please." And as I looked 'way down in the hole, Which, at the top, was so very small, It was at the bottom so very wide. That it covered the earth on either side. 46 Gems of Inspiration. I could see that it was morning there, For the earth was aglow with heauties rare, And I wondered how many days had passed Since I on the earth had looked my last. And while I was kneeling, as if in prayer, The Lord said, "John, put down your ear. And hear what a terrible earthly moan Comes up every day to the great white throne." Well, I listened, and such a medley of prayer I never heard as came up there ; 'Twas when tfie north and south were at war, And all were standing before the bar Pleading with God to help them through. For they all were right, He very well knew, So each side prayed for aid from on high To lead them on to victory. And then there were private prayers a score, That came up from beneath the closet door ; Some were good and some were bad, But they made their prayers of the stufif the- had. One fair maid was praying with vim That her hair which was all falling out would grow in, And hang round her brow in beautiful curls. That she might outshine all other girls. And there was one — old Deacon Knapp — He prayed for this and he prayed for that ; And as he prayed he wondered whv His fishc:-, of gold were such smallfrv. Gems of Inspiration. 47 And one old saint always prayed for the poor, He had of gold twelve thousand and more, But if his tenants failed to pay rent Out in the cold they were always sent. One prayed that his neighbor's cow might die, Because the old creature was so sly ; She would let down the fence and then walk in, And the way she tangled his grain was a sin. And one wee little son of Ham Prayed that his father was some other man, And that his mother would never scold, And thereby keep him out in the cold. All prayed that God would stay the tide That would carry them over to the other side, Tho' they said their lives were of little worth. Compared with the great and heavenly birth. Still, life is sweet to every man, All like to live on earth who can, But, nevertheless, thy will be done, Father, Holy Ghost and Son. Then God took my hand and raised me up. And he said was there ever another cup So filled with vinegar and gall, As the one they pass me through this hole? Were ever the devils in hell so abused, As I when of making such fools Vm accused ; And is there in space a hotter hell Than the heaven in which I am forced to dwell ? 48 CcJiis of Inspiration. Then he wiped the sweat from his Lordly brow, Drops of blood running down to the ground, you know, As it did when on earth he was crucified, Where, between two thieves, he groaned an 1 died. THE MOTHER OE GOD The Saviour's mother was only a woman, A woman only in body and soul ; Like all women of earth she was only human. Her wonderful motherhood perfect and whole. Overshadowed by holy love divine, As every woman might be to-day, Were she free to bow at nature s shrine In her own good time and identity. But selfish passions vile and profane Impede the growth of the beautiful mind — Impede all progress toward every gain, And leave love lame and deaf and blind. And he stumbles and falls o'er the rubbish of years. While trying to free his hampered wings. And to free his eyes from the blinding tears. As he lists to the notes Aphrodite sings. Has woman never the right to choose The man who has ever the power to thrill Her spirit, and not that power abuse. That he witli nectar her life nnv fill? Gcius of Inspiration. 49 All life, all hope, all happiness. Woman holds e'en now in her palsied hand, And she alone can have power to bless All of the God there is ni man. Give woman the truths of her innate life, And every man a Saviour will be, Then we'll need no clergy with sermons rife To pave our paths to eternity. For all men will walk forth true gods in their might. And better still than the great Nazarene, For theuisclz'cs they will sare as gods of right, While woman they'll crown as a loyal queen. With the crown of virtue and truth and love, Bespangled with gems from her quickened life, And in beauty's own bowers the bridegroom will rove. While the Godchild is pressed by a true lover's wife. BLASTED HOPES I stand alone mid the crowded throng, None list to my burdened heart's low moan ; I measure the depths of the merriest song, But its cadence is ever stifled and lone. Love has woven no shade in my web of life. Its tints are too costly for me to wear ; Joy's silvery chords are muffled with strife. Each echoing strain is laden with care. 50 Gems of Iiispiratio]!. For love is not love when its wings are clipped, Or when bound too fast by the tyrant's chains. And can only thrive when its arrows are dipped In the nectar of life's responsive claims. True blending can scarcely come, I ween, When the soul is bowed neath the Master's rod. Yet love's flickering light is sometimes seen As a blessing sent late in life from God. When the body has passed the noontide of life, And the hair is silvered with age and care, When the spirit is ready to speed its way To its God and its home in a purer air. Love sometimes comes as a beacon light From the byways of earth or the spirit plain s^ And takes our hand and leads us aright, As our soul reaches out for its missing chains. Long, long have I wearied of this struggle for bread, And this famine of heart and famine of soul, By the Master's hand I would fain be led Where waves of wisdom eternally roll. For my heart grows weary, my soul grows weak In this race which ever before me I see. Until of the future I dare not speak, Or think of the ultimate yet to be. For my hopes have ever been dashed to earth, And a reckless hand has shaken my faith. Till the love I once craved holds nothing of worth And failure's the only bright star in my wreath. Gems of liis/^iralion. 51 MY LOVER IS WAITING FOR ME I looked and I saw the gates ajar Of that beautiful summer land. And within those gates stood. my lover fair, One link in the glorious band. His robes were made or purest white, Well decked with purple and gold, And on his brow was a crown of light. But its splendor can never be told. And hyaloid sandals were on his feet. Just brought from the orient shore. In which to walk the flowery streets Of those beautiful plains evermore. The angel of love passed gently her hand Over his broad noble brow, And the angel of promise held over the band Her beautiful bright tinted bow. The angel of hope knelt low at his feet. And planted her anchor there, And the angel of joy sang her music sweet. Near the beautiful gates ajar. The angel of peace had cleansed his soul From the stains of sin and hate, And the angel of mercy had left her swortl Outside of the beautiful gate. And my bridegroom beckoned me to come. And pillow my head on his breast. Then he said, "Not yet can my true bride come To the holv of holies and rest." 52 Gems of Inspiratio)!. When the time is ripe for me to go, I know he will lead me o'er, And will fold me within his arms, and lo! My spirit shall thirst no more. AN INVOCATION TO THE GOD OF SLEEP Oh, God of Sleep, come close my eyelids now, My heart is sick and sore and needeth rest ; Mine eyes are red with weeping, and my ears Are almost sick of sounds. My hands at times Almost refuse to labor, and my feet Have walked too many vx^ary miles ; my burdens Have grown too heavy, and my strength is fast Forsaking me ; my joyous hours are fled. My smiles are weak mementos of the past, Clothed in the sable robes of sighs and tears, My head falls heavy on my aching breast. My soul is weary and it pleads for rest ; Then come, O God of Sleep, please make my bed In some green shady nook where the low winds Will pulsate to the touch of milder chords. Or where the graceful weeping-willow dips ; Her pale and slender fingers in the lake, Where fairies dance, and where the moonbeams play O'er the still waters ; where can come no sound Of human suffering and human woe. For I have looked on mortal agony Till I can brook no further sound of grief. Then sing to me the low, sweet lull-a-by Which once my mother sang. There, gentl\- touch My aching eyelids now, and Let me sleep. Gems of Lispiratioii. 53 MOTHER GRUNDY DO BE QUIET My dear Mother Grundy how is it you know So much about every one's Hfe, When you care for naught but to make a big show In the walks of your own daily hfe? How is it you can see the inside and out, And know all about every one's biz, When the shams of society are turned wrongside out, You say you can tell by their phiz ? When a man and his wife have fought the good fight, You say it is wonderful queer. And as you remember your own life is right, You just put a small flea in each ear. You say that his wife was jealous of him. But she's not much to blame after all, For tho he's genteel he's as ugly as sin. And she is the venom of all. When Cupid, by trying to shoot two at once. Has broken his silver-washed bow, You say that you wish it had been the rogue's neck. Because he'd two strings to his bow. And when a young lady chances to get a new hat. You wonder right off where she got it, And your cheeeks burn with shame, and your heart goes pit-pat, When told that her young lover bought it. 54 Cciiis of Inspiration. And if a young lady goes off on a trip, You wonder, "What has she gone for? "Oh, how she does dress, and flirt, the young flip, ''Most hkely her beau has gone with her." And if there chance to be a wedding in town. You wonder "how many'll be there, **If the bride gives her hand with a smile or a frown, "And if the groom's ugly or fair." You say, "She's a flirt, the miserable thing, "And he is quite rich, but a bore, "To the four winds of heaven his wealth she will fling, "And then she'll be ofif with a whir." And now, "Mother Grundy," do tell us, we pray. Is it you or your children that's fretting. And are you aware by what you do say. The keen edges of gossip you're whetting? ANGEL GUESTS Clothed in the shining robes of truth they come, The spirits of the blest ; They tell us of our fair celestial home, Sweet home of joyous rest. They bring us flowers from a bright, roseate clime. Fresh from their dewy bowers. So richly wrought with God's own hand divine. With holy love and powers. Gems of Inspiration. 55 They often whisper in our hstening ears, Sweet words of sacred trust ; They say our sorrows in a few short years VVill slumber neath the dust. They sing their cheering songs to souls oppressed, And lead them from their care, Up to their banquet halls of happiness, To hold communion there. Oh, this communion, sweet with heavenly joys. Fresh from the fount of life. It sweeps across the free unfettered soul, Divorced from earthly strife. They talk to us of universal love, While yet we live on earth, But only when we dwell with those above, We'll find the second birth. They tell us in that summer land our food Is never bought with gold. Our robes are never bought with oppression's blood, To tarnish and grow old. There love ne'er moans upon the fatal cross. Nor drinks the bitter cup. But it is cleansed from passion's sordid dross, And drinks life's nectar up. OUT OF THE DARKNESS Out of the darkness into the light, A woman walk'd forth with innocent grace, Her countenance beam'd with intelligence bright, Tho the marks of oppression she wore on her face. 56 Gems of Inspiration. Yet in ignorant bliss she sauntered forth, At the beck and the nod of her legal lord, Tho' she often griev'd o'er her menial worth. As she gazed on the chains that oppression had forged. How little she knew she was helping her lord To forge closer the chains at which she re- coil'd, By meekly lamenting her lost womanhood, As she gazed on the treadmill where she had toiled. And how little she knew of the sovereign law. That who takes a serf's place will be treated as such. So she crawled at his feet with a feeling of awe. And he gave her a slur as his garments she touched. Lo ! then she arose in her strength and her pride ; Said she never was born to crawl at man's feet ; But that she might be equal was plucked from his side, And not from his head, nor yet from his feet. And as she arose she could see in the east The gray light of her morn was beginning to dawn. So with eyes dim with tears she gazed on the crest Which God lay at her feet to be wove in her crown. And as her sun rose in the bright social heavens, It shone on her crown wdth its light waving crest ; And it wither'd her chains till it snapped them asunder, While it left her in virtue and freedom to rest. Gems of Inspiration. 57 And, like Cassiopea, she'll soon wear a crown, As she waits in the chamber of Cephius with him. Then she'll crush into atoms the monster that bound Bright Andromeda down to pollution and sin. And then she'll go forth from the church and the state, Clothed in her robes of intelHgence bright ; For her manifold talents which once lay in wait, Are beginning to shine in political light. When all women walk forth in their own native plain. Then the deserts of earth like the roses shall bloom — When no soul shall be shut from humanity's ken, God himself will then sing, ''Hallelujah, 'tis done." SONG OF THE AGES Cast now thy shoes from ofif thy feet, And climb the mountain, slippery, steep ; Then hurl the clouds at one fell blow Into the dark rugged valley below. Unveil your eyes to catch the bright And glorious waves of spirit light ; Then list to the songs of the hymning spheres. As they sing of progression's untried years. Then look across the starry dome. To red Arcturus in his palace home ; Who binds the waters of the moaning sea In the path of earth's future destiny. 58 Gems ol Inspiration. Bootes, the shepherd, holds him there To help him gather his flocks from afar. On the purpling- deep the Shepherd floats Toward Arago and his wondrous goats. Who gathers them into his starry fold, Away from the bears and the lions bold , Where the lambs of Carmel are all gathered home, No more on Jamber's seas to roam. Then, ho! from God's heights to the valley be- low, But dwell not on earthly sorrow and woe ; Waste not one moment in harrowing fears ; Waste not your strength in useless tears. But rally around God's banner true, That progression is ever unfolding to view, Wliich is held aloft by the toiling millions. While 'tis fanned by the breezes from angel's pinions. For it floats forever o'er the realms of space, Where unseen worlds hold ever their place, Held in the hollow of God's unseen hand , Each sounding a note in the starry band. And our own little earth, tho' a speck in the dome, Is sounding her key in a minor tone, While she carries her host as one moaning heart, Out of Earth's nic:ht, which is utterlv dark 'fe' Into the morn of her own coming day. Looking toward Chiron, the healer, away. Toward Vega, the harp of God's choral choir, And Astra, the goddess of liberty's fire Gems of Iiispiratioii. 59 Toward the great stone age of God's to-morrow, From which the god Chiron chisels his arrow To kill the malice which Scorpio holds In the poignant heart of his bloody folds. W'lien onr earth shall have passed the dividing line Tween the great stone age and the god of wine, Her daughters and sons will welcome peace, As they drift away from Jamber's seas. Where Bacchus now leads his staggering host. With scarce enough manna to feed a ghost ; And they'll flee to Shemida's invincible height, Where God still proclaims, "Let there be light!'' Then all will drink from God's sacred fount. As they climb old Zion's lofty mount ; But the top of the mount none ever will see Thro' the mystic cycles of eternity. But higher and higher all will climb. As they feast on the light of wisdom divine ; Each new truth outvieing the last before, 'Til all are surpised at God's bountiful store. And all may drink from life's flowing stream That flows from the love of a God unseen , And all may eat of the bread of life With which the fields of God are rife. 6o Gems of Inspiration. TO MY FRIEND You say that you are gTOwing- old. That your hair is turning gray, That all the world seems dark and cold, And clouds obscure your way. You say you shun the festive throng, You cannot brook its joyous mirth, You cannot join the festive throng, For in your breast there's naught but death. But no, my friend, this cannot be, A soul like yours cannot grow old, Cannot be wrecked upon life's sea, With all its native wealth untold. Arouse yourself, cast off your fears, And climb life's rugged mountain height. Look far above those weary years, That seemed to crush you in their flight. Look far beyond those darkling clouds. The sun shines on the other side. Forget thy griefs the past enshrouds ; Let hope and joy thy future guide. Act well your part and do the work The angels have assigned to you. Look to the goal, then set your mark ; Cast off the old, accept the new. Stand firm by God's almighty truths. Show to the world its creedal bonds Have led them on in fated paths. Where joy's own glory never blooms. Gems of Iiispirafiou. 6i I COURTED THE MUSE I courted the muse at the lattice. In the Hght green shade of the trees ; But only an echo came back to me With the cool and welcome breeze. So I sat and watched the mottled shade, As the tender twigs bent low ; And listed the sweetest notes they played To the fairy world, I trow. I sought her in the shaded glen. Where flowers were blooming fair; But she folded her wings near the marshy fen, In the rays of the siui's bright glare, And left me to gaze on the beauties rare That were scattered on every side, With never a word my thoughts to declare, Or my wayward pen to guide. I asked, yea begged, for her to come. Clothed in her garland of poesy, And stay av/hile in my grotto home. And help me to paint in poetry The beauties I found of every kind. In the fairyland I had sought ; And help me to words wherewith to bind The shades by nature wrought. I sought her beside the silvery lake, Where the blue waves march in rovv^s — Each one crov/ned with a crest of foam As white as t'^e downy snows . But if she came s^'C w^s hi^^ frnm me By the pebbles' shimmerinof gleam. And the water lilies, so stately and free, As thev caucrht at the dav's last gleam. 62 Cons of Iiispiratio}!. I souc^ht her again in the darkened wood. Where the berries lay on tlieir mossy bed , Where the wintergreen with woody stem Had given its youth to its berries red, Then thrust them off like a worthless thing, With their spicy juice and glowing sheen , Fit for ye gods to feed upon, Fit for the table of any queen. But with all my seeking I could not ken One rustle from her folded wings, Or one faint throb from her rhythmic pen, To tell you in rhyme all those glorious t!:ings Which nature has kindly given to all To show every soul that there is a God, Who paints with more than a poet's art And touches each germ with his rhythmic rod. Oh, I almost weep with sore chagrin. To think I can never find The richest words of any tongue. Or all the tongues combined, To portray the lilies' purity, Or the crimson disk of the rose. Or the birds that chant in obscurity, Or the rippling stream that flows. Again the straying muse I sought. When my blood with grief ran wild. And agony sat like a thorny crown On my frenzied brow and wild, When lo ! she came with flowery wings, W^caring her golden crown, Tuning her harp's discordant strings, With never the touch of a frown. Gems of Inspiration. 63 And she pressed her cool and tender hand Upon my burning brain ; And she bound my bursting heart with a band She wove from her sweetest strains ; But told me I could find no words To describe the rose's perfume, Or weave into rhyme my holiest moods, Or break the spell they illume. That she could never help me to w^ords To paint the sweet lullaby Of the fatlier bird as he sweetly sings To the nestlings where they lie ; Nor could I paint the hum of the bees. As they gather their nectar up , When they climb the lofty cherry trees, Or drink from the harebell's cup. Nor could she guide my stubborn pen To describe the lilies pure, Or the beauties found in the rugged glen. Or the wavelets that wash the shore. So I know that she will never come To break the enchanted hour, When my soul communes with nature's God In the paths of his consecrate bower. But, lo ! she comes when my soul is bent With its w^eight of canker and care. And tells me my griefs are only lent As waymarks on the golden stair. And so I sit in the gloaming now. Beside my wee cottage door, And list to the rhythmic chimes that cling To our souls from the heavenlv shore. 64 Gnus of Inspiration. I DREAMED I dreamed. Was it only a beautiful dream? Ah, yes ! Tho' I thought that I loved him still. I dreamed that I stood by his side again, That he still had the power my soul to thrill. I dreamed ! Ah, yes, it was only a dream Of the golden days that are past and gone, As we stood at eve neath the day's last gleam, While her lovely tints faded one by one. I dreamed! (But, lo! 'twas a sacred dream) That sometime yet in the years to come, I shall love him again as in the days that are gone, When we've cross VI the threshold of our spirit home. Where he will exclaim from the depths of his love, *'Avaunt, thou gold, for youVe strangled my soul. Like a spectre along my pathway you' ve moved, And blinded my eyes to life's hidden goal." But list ! A sound comes welling up From the depths of darkness now held in lieu, And the drops of sweet in life's bitter cup Oft speaks of that land where our dreams come true. And so I know 'tis not all a dream. But only a shadow that's cast before ; And I know such love must come back again In all of its bcautv as in davs of yore. Gems of Inspiration. So I'll let love sleep in his meshes of gold, While I dream that beautiful dream again ; But when angels tune the harps that they hold, My love, I know, will awake to their strains. LOVE AND PASSION When heart speaks to heart, And honor from the soul Comes welling up from joy's bubbling fount, When two souls blend in harmony as one We know the blending is of purest love. But list, when discord sounds his thundering notes Along earth's paths of grief and toil and care. And mommon keeps time to passion's dole- ful strains. We know such love was never born of heaven, And must go down into the depths of woe, Down, down, down, into the depths of woe. HEAVENLY PICTURES 'Tis only a step to the heavenly sphere Where nature has sculptured her ample halls, And hung her pictures that were outlined here On every side of her spiritual walls. Some of those pictures are rife with truths The penitent soul would gladly hide, And some are aglow with beauties rare Of delicate tints which the gods have dyed. 66 Gems of Inspiration. And some wear a shade that is hard to ken, For the tints are so varied and costly too. It is hard to guess how, why, or when Their untold wealth was given in lieu. And some are so faint they are scarcely seen So closely they're veiled by some diffident heart, Tho' the colors are rich and costly I ween They are deeply inlaid by the sculptor's art. So deep are they buried that ages will roll Along the bright shores of eternal thought Ere the deep veiled picture its scenes will unroll And its secret folds be unveiled to the light. And some seem so utterly worthless at first They are passed unseen by the swaying crowd , Until some great soul for wisdom athirst Pierces the folds of their burial shroud. And finds buried there so deep, so deep. Some picture of his own earthly strife, Inlaid with diamonds for him to keep And polish anew in his spirit life. Thus every picture contains some germ Of immortal value to the conquering soul ; No matter how worthless we may think the gem The shades are there for us to control. To polish and brighten by the heavenly light And find the full value i3y experience wrought ; Of the seeds that were sown in primeval night By our earthly sorrows so dearly bouglit. Gems of Inspiration. 67 For though the pictures we paint while here May seem uncouth and rough and pale A pearl may be hidden beneath each tear Which we cannot see till we pierce the veil. So out of the depths of disease and sin, And out of the dark of error and strife We may paint a picture that holds within The germs that will guide our eternal life. So thrust all vain regrets to the wind, Say not to thy soul thou hast led me astray, For deep 'neath earth's turbulent waves you will find Thy sins were only the fossils of clay. So read thy pictures and read them aright, Which the gods have hung on eternity's walls ; Read them all by the rapidly growing light Evolved by nature from her bolted halls. Just as the corals are hidden beneath The turbulent ocean so dark and so deep. Which the waves upheave by their raging breath, And give us. as beautious gifts, to keep. Thus we learn the gods have hidden their gems, Down deep in the darkness of mouldering clay ; But will bring them forth to catch the gleams Of the glowing sun of man's spirit day. And when each trust is brought to the light, And wx scan it over and over again. We will find it contains a jewel so bright. We note not the cost of the heartache and pain 68 Gcjus of Inspiration. That rent oiir souls throuo-h the tide of the years.. And stranded all hopes of eternity's gain Baptizing all joys in a chalice of tears, Which will water all flowers on the spirit plain. YEARLY GREETINGS AT CLINTON CAMP Oh, those friendly yearly greetings, How they pulsate through each heart, Like the white-robed angels flitting Through this cool and shady park. For the spirits love Mount Pleasant, As their earthly trysting place. And they lead us like a cohort. And baptize us with a grace. That our souls, but little dream'd of In the ages that are gone, When we thought the love ties severed Once the soul had wandered on. When we thought the damned were many, And the saints a chosen few. Who, perhaps, were quite as funny As those they said the devil knew. But now the angels are here with us, Teaching us of joys immortal. They say our sins will soon forsake us, When once we have passed the portal Gciiis of Inspiration. 69 That shuts out all worldly sorrow As of very small moment. And they say we'll see to-morrow That our griefs are only lent, And look so fleeting in the sky-light, Which gilds the endless heavenly plains That \vt view them by earth's twilight As uses toward our heavenly gains, For they say our sins and sorrows Belong to earth, and earth alone. And the soul no trouble borrows When 'tis tuned to love alone. They say all sin and care and turmoil Will aj-pear like grains of sand. When we walk d"'er heavenly free-soil. Guided by our own loved band. Lo ! then will these yearly greetings Shine like diamonds in the dust, When we gathered at Mount Pleasant And hold in lieu as a sacred trust. All which they so kindly give us Thro' Gob's laws of light and love, As rich gems of sweet communion Scattered in our sylvan grove. So as we met we soon will part. With a friendly shake of hands, Pulse beat with pulse and heart with heart, In concert with our spirit friends. yo Gems of Inspiration. THE LOVE LETTER And hast thou come again, thou pure white dove, And folded thy weary wings upon my tremb- hng hand ; Eve watch'd and waited for thy coming long. For I craved the potence of love's soothing l^alm. This time you have come from afar I know, And have stopped on thy journey to rest thy wingc, For thou bearest a tardy mark on thy brow, Though urgent the news to me which you bring. But I pardon your loitering, you pale, sweet dove, For you bear in your heart a sacred trust That imbues my heart from his fountain of love Which I know contains no passion or lust. But my hope burnt low and my faith waxed pale. Lest my lover would send you never again, For we quarreled, mv cup was overflowing with And bowed with grief, repentance and pain. Had you not folded your wings on my hand, And opened your heart to my wondering gaze,, I should never have known that my lover was true. And forgiving, too, in his conquering ways. Thou hast stirred in my soul the waters of life That were chilled with the sorrow of liygone days. But now he is coming to claim me as wife, May we live in the glow of love's rays ! Gems of luspiraiioii. 71 NOTHING IS LOST Oh, how many beautiful flowers there are Growing in nature's sechided glen. Shedding their beautiful fragrance where Never will come the footsteps of men. Is their fragrance wasted on the passing breeze, Because unsought by the lover of flowers, Or their tints forgotten by the waving trees, As they gather their fragrance for spirit bowers. Not at all. For the angels are watching their growth, And shading their tints through each moonless night, And weighing the worth of their beautiful breath. As each petal comes forth to bask in the light. Were they never seen by the heavenly band Their beautiful growth would be worse than vain, And they'd surely shrink from their mission grand. And would never come forth to bloom again. Tho' all unsought by the careless throng. Their fragrance reaches the portals of heaven. On their mission of love it is wafted along On the trackless sea of earth's gold tinted even. And no ruthless hand shall shorten their life By snatching them madly from their parent stems ; And their growth is cheered by songs that are rife With the potent power of their chemic claims. 72 Gcius of Inspiration. MY IDOL OF LOVE I built in my soul an idol of love ; As fair as Madonna it seemed to me. I thought it as pure as the angels above, For a part of heaven it appeared to be. As I wandered along on the highway of time, I gathered gems from the depths of love's sea With which to deck my idol divine In robes of heavenly tapestry. But alas ! alas ! my idol is gone. I smote it to see if it were made of clay ; And the fragments fell at my feet one by one, As the sands I lift on the shore of the bay Slip thro' my weary and trembling hand. One by one, in spite of the grasp With which I hold them. Each grain of sand Is slipping away as if touched by a blast. My idol I'll not call back again, For my smiting found it nothing but clay, Enclosed in a meshwork of silver and gold, Even more transient than life's earthly day. ^ut should my idol arise again Out of its fragments of silver and gold, knov'- it would soon seek its level, and then It would crumble at touch into fragments cold. Gems of Inspiration. 73 THAT LITTLE LEAF A unit, is it, that little falling leaf? Nay, 'tis a world. A prostrate world 'tis true. But only for a time. It will gather up The missing, shimmermg links of its own life, And draw them in again from that fair land (Where angels walk in their supernatural bliss) Unto its own. Yea, 'tis a lovely world ! A house not made with hands, where myriads Of living creatures dwell in regal pride And luxury — on zi'hat? On the chemic life That feeds all worlds and pushes to its goal Each incarnation, then withdraws its forces To bask within the fountain of the gods, And hold communion with the sweets of heaven. That little leaf gives o'er its frail earth life, While earth knows not the need of shade to fan Her heated brow% and lingering lovers need No trysting place to rest mid shady bowers, Or garlands rare to twine around their brows. But, lo ! in time this leaf will draw its own — Its real self from the great fountain of life ; For truly this shall be. Tho' logic stares And reason stands aghast with wonder, yet Nature is true to all her subtle works, And holds each spirit cord true to its own. The poison wasp with poison fills its fangs From the elements, and stores it up for use ; The ivy growing on the sunny slope Beside the luscious grape, infects it not ; The ivy sends its feelers out as far As need may be for its malarial breath. If this be true, cannot that little leaf Be born again upon the self-same tree. And draw its own unto itself again ? 74 Gems of Inspiration. Yea, nature holds her subdivisions true To each and all her parts and particles. The mills of the eternal gods grind slow, But lo ! they grind exceeding small and fill The smallest measure full and rounded up With small, well-bolted grains of quickened life, Whereby each world is filled with potent power From its own fountain o'er and o'er again. For six long months that little falling leaf Has danced and swayed before the sun's bright rays, And labored, too, with mighty winds and storms Upon its world, the tree, which holds in its grasp A separate cup for each fair leaf to drink, Filled from the fount of God's unfailing store. Nothing is moved by chance. The same divi- sions That separate the household into parts Are seen within the tree. And, lo ! within The tiny leaf are many mansions, too, Filled with embodiments of joyous life, All reveling in their tiny gilded halls. Of infinitismal worth in harmony. But then what was there of that little world, Or what can yet remain of it except The subtle spirit cord that binds its life Unto its kindred ties by the strong liand Of heaven's omnipotence. To the careless glance Tt only seems a falling lifeless thing. Dead to all future ages yet to come , Dead to all ages that are past and gone. Dead to all other worlds, and, worst of all. Dead to its own identity. And this Is true of it as of all material forms. When every form has run its cycle 'round, TA adds its earthy atoms to the earth. But lo ! its spirit is not dead, for spirits Gems of InspiratfOJi. 75 Die not. The spirit of that httle leaf By angels' eyes can yet be seen upon Its parent tree. Slowly but surely its spirit Withdrew its forces from its earthly form, And cast its matter to the soil again, And hid itself from our material eyes Within its own domains of spirit ties. A man may have his arm crushed into atoms And amputated by the surgeon's knife, And yet the spirit arm is with him still. He feels it hanging at his side, 'tis there, And he will tell you so. And so the spirit Of that little leaf still holds a real place Within its own domains, a part and parcel Of the unseen world by its own law, not seen By mortal eyes, 'tis true, and yet 'tis tl-ere. But some may say ''What if the tree should die? What then ?" It cannot die. 'Tis very true The wondrous tree can be from earth trans- planted To another clime of bright ethereal soil. But nothing ever dies. Each thing imbued With spirit life from God's own realms of light Holds life in itself. The fibers of the tree May fall and mingle with the earth's cold clod ; But lo ! the spirit, which is the tree itself, Was clasped within the atomic nebula Of which the earth was formed by God's own law, When it evolved from nature's ample womb And found its path obedient to itself Among the grand sidereal hosts of orbs Of God's unnumbered worlds of life and light. 76 GcJiis of Inspiration, WHEN I AAI GONE When I am gone let only simple robes Enclose my pulseless form. Place on my breast A little spray of lilies of the valley, Whose mute words witness, "Joy has come again." For now my soul stands free'd from worldly strife. Place in my withered hand a spray of pansies. Beloved flowers of my childhood's day; For like those humble flowers I have crept At the feet of earth's more honored noble ones. So heap no eulogies o'er my wasted form, But simply say, "She's gone to her reward ; So let her own works judge her in the gate." LIFE LINES OF A LONE ONE. For many weary years I labor'd on, In agony of soul, yet with full trust ; That (tho' I walked in anguish all alone) All of earth's sorrows slumber with the dust. At times a kindred spirit would come to me, And bathe my troubled soul with heavenly joy ; He came in dreams when I from care was free, And with my hopes and fears would gently toy. Yet only for a moment, tlien would go And leave my love weltering in its own blood And wondering if the angels of heaven can know How much of life is bad, how little good. Gems of Inspiration. yy In youth he sought nie as his own loved one, And yet we parted. And Oh, why did we part? We never had an unkind thought or w^ord, But seemed hke one in body, soul and heart. We did not drift apart, t'was I that drifted ; He staid, a victim to that awful thief. Consumption of the lungs, and soon was gone. Oh, that word "gone" still wrecks my soul with grief. But now that I am old and deaf and gray. He comes to me and takes me by the hand, And speaks so gently of hope's glimmering ray, And a happy home in that bright summer land. That as I look aloft toward our heavenly home, My heart o'er flows with a contented love ; And a rift in the cloud shows me his lovelv form, As he walks along through heaven's flowery grove. So I live on, in sunshine or in shade, And watch the glories of life's setting sun , Which throws its g'orgeous beams o'er hill and glade Gilding the plains o'er which my life-paths run Until my soirit seems cl^th'-^"' in s'l^i^i'n'T '-obes Woven from the ethereal light of t'^e summer land, Baptized in strains of music where each chord, Blends with the heavenly choir, rich and grand. 78 Ccuis of Inspiration. Oh, for the time when I can clasp thy hand, And smooth with tender touch thy nohle brow, And pillow my head upon thy faithful breast, And gently smooth the locks by angels fanned. COME HOME ONCE MORE Come home, Oh loved one, come home, come home ! Why linger so long mid the wild sea's foam ? Our hearts are all aching, we tremble with fears, Thy children are sad and thy wife is in tears ; She has worship'd thine image, she's kissing it now, For she loves the light of thy broad noble brow ; She prays for thy coming, but her prayers are vain. As they flow from her heart in a flood of pain. We watch every sail as it comes in sight. We watch when the stars come out at night ; We w^atch when the dawn lights up the east. We w^atch when the day sinks down to rest. We watch when the sun shines bright at noon, For thy coming as in the days that are gone ; We w^atch when the day's hard toils are o'er. But our watch is vain for thou comest no more. And in our dreams we are w^atching still, But our w^atching is cold and wearied and chill. And w^e almost sink beneath the smart As we stagger along through the crowded mart. Gems of Inspiration. 79 AN ODE TO THE POET Very few poets were ever born With a crown of gold for their wee bald heads, Or a golden spoon for their ample mouths, Or a golden staff wherewith to tread The youthful paths of luxurious days. Or the roads which end in a stale old age. Or a reckless course of the loiterer's ways. Leaving little of worth on memory's page. More like he was born in hovel cold With nothing to crown his wee little head But the glittering folds of a mother's love, And an old tin cup for his milk and his bread, And a three-legged stool set up on a chair To raise him higher while his supper he eats, And a little tin plate with alphabet where The invincible "O" he often repeats. We see him next near the garden wall. Chewing his quid like the little gray hare ; In his brown little fingers he grasps a ball ; His pate is smutty and frousled his hair. But in the depths of his soft blue eyes Is a dreamy, sad and a far-a-away look. As if he would fathom the depths of the skies And unfold every leaf in God's ample book. We see him again in his school-room days Before his desk with his book open there, While his eyes betray his sad, listless gaze, For his genius is mounting the golden stair. Where sits the muse of his coming years. Wearing her veil of mystical light ; But her eyes are running over with tears Because of the battles the poet must fight. 8o Gcius of Inspiration. We see him next on his three-legged stool, Up in the garret so barren and cold, Courting the muse, poor fool, poor fool, With never so much as a target of gold. On an old pine box he has perched his muse With never a thought of how or when He can buy for himself his next pair of shoes, As he sits and writes in his poet's den. Here in the garret so dim and cold The midnight oil burns low in the lamp, And the wee small hours their pinions fold, So he oulyhears his thoughts as they tramp Thro' the dark iron palls of the mystical past, Which his muse has unlocked with a modest hand, Where many bright truths are unveiled at last, And newly embellished with colors grand. The wars of the poet are many and long. But are ever fought with a quicken d zeal, Tho' the warriors march from afar in a throng And often his last drops of blood congeal. But he worries it through and dies at last Very much as another poor man dies, Unmourn'd and forgotten, but the lines he has cast W^ill tear the scales from many blear'd eyes. And will tear the sorrows from many a soul And the harden'd heart from many a breast, And unlock the chest or some miser cold, And give to some wayfaring spirit rest. So thus the poet his promise redeems That he made long a9-o in 'is boyhood of yore, That of the wealth which h s anh. od gleans He will at his death bequeath to t'le poor. Gems of Inspiration. 8i DUAL LOVE IS DUAL LIFE Our love is all too sacred For the gaze of the worldly and vain. It is deep as the depths of the ocean, And as high as the star-lit plain. It ever grows brighter and brighter, And its glory is never o'ercast E'en with cares that are almost as endless As the fires in Vulcan's blast. Which would crucify always and ever The claims of a passional love. Till the hair turns thin and faded and gray, The brow furrow'd with many a groove, And the cheeks grow sunken and pallid, And the lips lose their scarlet dye. And the weary lids close heavily down O'er the sunken and tear-dim 'd eye. And the hands grow palsied and weary, And the steps grow faltering and slow, And the heart with agony is rent, While the pulses beat faint and low. Is this the love God has given. Which leaves Cain's mark on the brow. When two souls apart are driven As to custom's plot we bow ? True spirit love will find its mate, Tho' miles and years may drift between, 'Twill find its love or soon or late. Then think what is and what might have been. No matter how long life's web may be. It holds the two as one in twain ; The eye of love will sometime see Its own deep love come back again. 82 Gems of Inspiration. No matter how long life's web may be, The shuttle of thought will ever fly Between two trusting kindred souls, Who never will love's trust belie, And each grand cherish'd thought shall be A stepping-stone to the bright beyond, Where pure love lives on eternally \\' ith God's own glory forever crowned. I AM DREAMING I am dreaming, fondly dreaming Of the days not long since gone, When your blue eyes softly beaming, Sought my soul so sad and lone , And your spirit kindly whispered To my spirit's listening ears, Of the home where not a secret Shall be shrouded with dark fears. I am dreaming, sweetly dreaming. That my hand in thine is pressed. And my spirit is in seeming Fondly folded to thy breast. Joy sweeps o'er me like a rhythm Floating in from youth's bright plains, Tho' the silent chords are stronger Welded by earth's crucial pains. I am dreaming, only dreaming Of elysian joys to come. Till I, weary of this seeming. Wish thy hand might lead me home. Yes, Fm dreaming, sweetly dreaming Of the joy that's past and gone. While lips with lips in love were meeting, And two fond spirits meet as one. 'Gems o'l Inspiratmc,, 83 I am waiting, fondly waiting, While in thought 'I'm with thee still, While two loving hearts are beating With one calm celestial thrill. Yes, I'm waiting, waiting, waiting, To prove the truth of spirit-love, Which is the weary soul's true anchor, Held in endless Godlike love. I am thinking of our parting. And the promise that you made 'Neath the stars in silence marching O'er the hopes their light betrayed ; But I linger in the starlight. Where the subtle dream is sweet. And I knov/ that somewhere, sometime All earth's kindred spirits meet. So I'm resting in the gloaming, For patience is true spirit love. While passion's bleeding heart is moaning If in separate paths they move. True spirit love is never parted, Though miles and oceans roll between. Two living souls by God united Dwell in bowers of living green. So we'll live in happy silence, Every thought so truly blended That it seems a heavenly cadence By angelic music tended. Though our hair is streaked witli silver. And our eyes are growing dim. Yet spirit love will sweetly quiver When freed from worldly scorn and sin. We are waiting, calmly waiting For that change the world calls death. When our spirits will on waking Find a vouthful jovous birth. 84 Gems of Inspiration. Where our souls are so inwoven By correspondence into one That we are a part of heaven As we lead each other on O'er the plains of chang-ing beauties, And thro' valleys bright and green, Where the hilltops glow with reason. And things are really what they seem. TO MY BROTHER Search well among the husks for life's true bread, Which never wastes the body or the soul. You will not find the Christ among the dead, Nor will you find true strength upon the role Of mortal life where spirit is dethroned, Or where the spirit is not wholly plumed. Avaunt, thou love that can be bought or sold ! Thou art but a shadow of the finer part — A dross extracted from the purest gold — A faded flower from a soulless heart. But, oh, the sordid world knows not the joy That toys with love unmixed with earth's alloy. , We may not meet again upon this earth. But we shall meet on a higher, lovelier plain, Where the immortal mind shall find no dearth. And where can come no thought of mortal blame. Where the chalice of the gods is ever full, And ever flows to fill the needs of all, Geuis of Inspiration. 85 And when the gentle touch of angel hands Shall brush the wrinkles from our faded brows, And lust lies dying on earth's blushing sand. Where Cupid's shaft flies from his glittering bow, Piercing each soul with heavenly love divine. Which flows anew^ with Raphael's healing wine, When we all see the symmetry of soul, So grossly encumbered with the house of clay, Tho' each soul yearns to reach that spirit goal, At touch of hands as each speeds on its way Of quickened life where true love wears no chains, But each responds with love to life's own claims. THE BROKEN LOVEKNOT Tis past, and the love-tinted lines of the sky, Of the beautiful past and the veiled by and by, Are hiding their secrets of how and why The strands in our love-knot were broken. Yet every fibre seems broken in twain. And I fear they can never be twined again, For the end of each strand lies writhing in pain. So torn by the waves of contention. But, perchance, a new loveknot will sometime be wove. Wherein every strand with new life will move, And each pulsied fiber will pulsate with love, As each touches the hand of the other. If so, may the angels baptize them again In the chalice wherein there is no selfish pain, Which we both have felt again and again, Since the Hnks in our loveknot were broken 86 Gents of Inspiration. THE DYING APPEAL OF THE DRUNK- ARD'S CHILD Ob. father, don't go to the grogshop to-day. For now you must know that I'm dying. So fold me softly in your arms while I pray For you. Father, oh, why are you crying? ]\Iy father, will you take these flowers from me? They're all I can give in remembrance to you. Press them closely in that book there, you see — The one mamma gave me, with covers so blue. And now, my dear father, when I am gone To live with God and the angels up there, Stay with my mother, for she'll be all alone, \Y\\\\ no one to kneel with her at prayer. Father, when you think of the grogshop again. Get the flowers I give you to-day so free. Remember, they were lain on my breast of pain By my mother, who did all she could for me. OH, MOURN NOT FOR HER (Suggested by the death of Mrs. Mary A. Carr, of Sturgis. Mich.) Oh, mourn not for her whom the veil of the tomb In her autumn of livinc:' has hid from our eyes. For her spirit enfranchised hath mounted in bloom. Released from earth's thraldom to dwell in the skies. Gems of Inspiration. 87 P>om a life that was beautiful, calm and serene, She hath passed to existence above and be- yond, Where no mists of mortality now intervene. And her soul can to heavenly pleasures re- spond. So patient, so kind and so trusted by all, She lived in a sphere of contentment and love ; And ever responsive to sympathy's call, Her acts like sweet incense ascended above. And when the pale boatman, with shadowy hand. Approached our companion to ferry her o'er. Without a murmur or protest she obeyed the command. While regretting the loved ones she left on the shore. Tho' the form so much loved hath been lain to its rest. And the voice that once thrilled us no longer we hear, Tho' that true loving heart no more throbs in her breast. And we mourn her departure with sorrowmg tear. Still we know that the wings of her soul are un- furled. Unfettered bv earth, or by cumbersome clay , And a spirit immortal she dwells in a world Where there's sunshine and joy and continual day. And we know she will come on the wings of her love. Where still the known of her earth life remams, Like the rays of the sunshine that comes from above, 88 Gems of Jiispiratioii. Or the clews that fall gently o'er valley and plains. Will her spirit impart of its beauty and cheer To those who now mourn in this valley of tears. For her soul life untrammeled will visit us here, To soothe and to comfort through vanishing years. Then mourn not for her we have known but to love — The gentle-voiced mother, companion and friend. All her beautiful gifts were but lent from above, And the days of her earth-trust were brought to an end. It were best she should leave us, while buoyant and high. Her spirit responded to forces unseen, When her visions were blending of earth and of sky, And the veil had been partially lifted between. Oct. i8, 1891. — A. T. Lamphere. I AM WITH THEE STILL I come to thee, mother, on pinions bright. When the east is glowing with rosy light : When thy soul is burdened with sorrow and care, Thy sorrows and griefs ever hold me near. I wipe the tears from thy loving eyes. And, oh, dear mother, if thou couldst rise To the loved abode of thy child so fair. And angel band that is with me there. Gems of Inspiration.- 89 Then looking down on the shining- road That leads from earth to the saints' abode, If thou couldst see in the thorny vale The path marked out for mv feet so frail. Thou wouldst bless the hand that led me awav To the realms of light and endless da}- ; Thou wouldst bless the angels that stood by me In the days of my weary infancy. And now, dear mother, dry all those tears. For thou'lt meet me again in the coming years, When thy sun sinks low in the glowing west Thou'lt clasp me again to thy loving breast. A VISION The veil is lifted, and we see a cloud Rolling its fleecy folds across the sky ; And at is nearer comes it wears a shroud Of burnished silver, so dazzling to the eye. We call for the veil to shield us from the light. The cloud is rent and thro' the mist, behold ! Three lovely faces clothed in beams of love — ■ Three beauteous forms enwrapped in mvstic folds Of heavenly light fresh from the fount above. Waving its sheen across the ethereal dome, Lisrhtning for us with each successive view Such lovely scenes of spirit fruits and flowers, We scarcely can believe or think them true, Or dare to hope that we shall walk those bowers, Or list the strains their harmonies attune. 90 Gems of Inspiration. So trusting, scarce convinced, we linger still; Upon the surging waves of time we ride, While wondering if life's chalice we will fill \\^ith gems to deck the brow of the spirit biide Mete for the heavenly host to look upon. AN INSPIRATION From the spirit of Lord Byron to his chosen me- dium, written through the organism of M. M. Sisco. My sister, I stand by your side to-night, And I place on your brow a crown of light ; 'Tis blazoned with gold and beautiful gems And costly pearls from diadems. And over your shoulders I gently fold A purple mantle all spangled with gold ; And I fasten it there with the breast plate of truth, All framed in joys as lovely as youth. And over your head I hold a sword. 'Tis red with the blood of brides young and fair. Beware, lest it drip on your crown of gold, And soil the folds of your mantle rare. My pen I place in your strong right hand. 'Tis wet with the blood of martyred love. My inkstand the hearts of vicious men. Made pure by the good that is poured from above. Gems of Inspiration. 91 And in your left hand I place a palm. Hold it aloft as you bend to the storm. 'Tis the Jewish token of victories won. May it be your staff when you're weary and worn. Before you is flowing a river of blood. It flows from the hearts of all that have fled. Mixed well, I ween, by the deeds of all — The good and the bad of the countless dead. Beside this river is a cross for you. 'Tis rough and heavy and hard to be borne ; And the path you must tread is full of thorns, That will pierce your feet now already torn. But look across to the other shore. There Byron stands and beckons to you. Then reaches across this river of blood. And takes your hand and leads you thro'. And when you have seen the other side. He will tear the crown from your noble brow, And give you instead a laurel wreath To show to the world what you are now. And now, my friend, I've shown all to you — The crown, the pen and the river of blood, The cross, the palm, the steel that is true, The stormy w^ay and the royal robe. Then take the pen and wield It w^ell. Show to the world its woes and Its needs ; Show them there Is a heaven and hell. But the hell comes whollv from their creeds. i)2 Gems of Inspiration. RAISED IT Smooth back the hair from the cold marble brow, Press the lids gently o'er the blue eyes, Fold the hands quietly o'er the breast now. Where once beat a heart more loving than wise. No more will those lips sing the songs of t;ie past; No more will those hands bathe your feverish brow; No more will you pillow your head on her breast ; No more will her soui breathe affection's warm vow. She had friends on earth and she'll find them in heaven. Where she has gone with a soul pure and free , And where she will stand when the bright tints of even Shall wave their pink hues o'er the land and the sea. And as she stands there, 'neath heaven's blue dome. Or soars on the mists of the mornini;- so fair. She cares naught for the scandals of her earthly home, Or the inhuman curses that were heaped on her here. Her soul stands to-day in the home of the blest, ]\Iore lovely than when in the casket of time. More happy than when she bared her fair breast To the fierv toneues of the churclies divine. Gcuis of Jiispiratioji. 93 And as she's led on by the angel of peace, She walks in the truth of her own innate life, Happy in knowing her soul's found relief From the fetters that bound to malice and strife. GONE I stood on the quay with tearful eyes, As the vessel went down to sea, Bearing her freight of human souls From her native land and me. My mother's tired and weary feet Were pacing the old vessel's deck ; She has pressed her last kiss upon my cheek. And will never again come back. I have shaken her hand for the last, last time, As I kissed her wrinkled but lovely face. I have pressed the form I loved to mine In a last, sad, loving embrace. I pillowed my head once more on the breast That was filled with my joys and my cares, And I felt for the moment that I was blest Again with my childhood years. But the cruel fate that must come to all Has broken the beautiful spell, And a mother's tender and loving heart Has taken its last farewell. And my father is standing by her side. With an earnest and manly grace ; And the tears that some wouVl seek to hide Are streaming down his face. 94 Gems of Inspiration. For he, too. lias taken his last farewell Of tender and loving danghters and sons : And he said, "May God's blessing ever dwell Upon all of my darling ones." A brother, too, has gone with them To that bright and beautiful clime Where the chill winds of winter never come, And the sunshine is laden with glories divine. Oh, the woes that vessel bears out to sea May never be felt or known to all. The woes she has left on the stranded lea Fall on the soul like a funeral pall. But she speeds as gaily over the main As tho' no tears had ever been shed, As tho' she w^ere to return again 'Ere the sun lies down on his golden bed. But there ! the vessel is out of sight. And I must return to my toils and my cares. I must bury my sorrow^s out of sight. And labor on for many long years. But this same vessel will come again. And bear me ofif to that beautiful shore Where never can come a heartache or pain. And the parting of friends shall be known no more. Cans of Iusf>ivatiou. 95 THE THREE LETTERS I see a ship in the offing, That comes from my own native land. Its sails hang lazily flapping, By the listless breezes fanned. Blow, blow, ye winds from my own native clime. And hasten the beautiful ship along, For it breaths a rich fragrance of orange and lime From the tropical region borne. Oh, my spirit pines for its sunny home, With its orange groves so bright and blest. I pine for the songs my mother sang, As she pillowed my head on her breast. I pine for the gentle touch of the hand That used to caress my golden hair 'Ere I bid farewell to my fatherland, With its vineclad bowers so rare. A stranger I am in a strange, strange land ; I touch not the hand of kith or kin. But, lo ! the vessel is on the strand. Oh, does she bring one word from him? Well, here are letters — one, two, three. Whom are they from, I should like to know? This one is trimmed in black, I see. Some one is dead — I wonder who? The writing is strange — who can it be ? Well, ril open this first and then I'll know Who it is that has gone to eternity. Who can it be, T would like to know? 96 Gems of Inspiration. Oh, my own sweet darling- mother! Is it thy voice that is stilled in death ? Is it thy hands that are quietly folded ? Is it thy soul has fled from the earth ? To-day, when I saw that ship come in, My heart beat wild with hopes and fears ; But I little thought of the woe it would bring — That one letter, at least, would be blotted with tears. But, hark ! I hear my mother's voice. She says, my child, I am with thee stil. I have come in spirit — it was my choice — Let no sad moan thy bosom fill. And I feel the touch of her loving hand As she passes it gently over my brow. I feel a breath from the summerland Come stealing over my heartache now. And she bears on her spirit a soothing balm, Which encircles my soul like a mystical band ; And I feel that my spirit is growing calm, As my brow by her breath is fanned. Here are two more letters still to be read — One from a fond and loving brother — The other I'll save until the last. Because it comes from my own true lover. Well, if in the midst of life there is death. Beside the dead still, still there is life. For while we grieve o'er a mother's death, We rejoice in a sweet baby's life. Gems of Inspiration. 97 And so in our cup of life is mixed Joy with sorrow and sorrow with joy, For while me grieve o'er a mother's death, We joy in the birth of a beautiful boy. Well, here is his letter, the last of the three, Fresh from the hand of him I love ; Fresh from his home near the beautiful sea. Written, perhaps, in his orange grove. With a trembling hand I break the seal ; A fear comes over my heart, sad and lone, Which never before in woe or weal Came with a script from my own loved one. What ails me ? Why do I tremble so ? I have a foreboding that all is not right. I'll read it now and then Fll know. Oh, how little my lover did write ! Oh, God, bear me up in this anguish wild ! Pour on my heart the spirit of prayer. Oh, mother, take the hand of your child, And bathe my cheek and brow so fair. Oh, press me close to your loving breast. Till you have imparted some strength to me. Breathe into my soul a spirit of trust, And faith and hope and charity. Oh, mother, no wonder you took your flighty That you might stand by the side of me In this my darkest earthly night, Which can only end in eternity ! In the unselfish love you felt for me. You bid farewell to earth's sunny bowers; You left all others to stand by me While my spirit wept over faded flowers. 98 Gems of Inspiration. And now, clear mother, do lead me away. Help me to break all earth's glittering chains. May my love ever cling still closer to thee, As we walk over higher and holier plains. Alas ! what are books or friends to me ; They hang on my soul like a leaden weight, Since to-day he has taught a lessen to me. The anguish of which I shall never forget. But mother, I feel the chords of thy love Are drawing me on toward the spirit land, To the bowers where white-robed spirits rove, And tune their harps to symphonies grand. CHILDHOOD Oh, childhood, how I love thy glittering crown, That fits so deftly on thy fair young brow — A diadem that any king might covet, Well set with gems of love unspeakable. Inlaid with truth and hope and joy untold. Save by the liquid brightness of thine eyes, Filled to the brim with oracles of thought. And philosophic words drop from thy lips — Words that the gods might lend an ear to hear. Floating far out to where the angels stand, Who hold the keynote to thy rippling laugh ; That laugh, as light as air, it seems to be. And yet 'tis as the sea, immeasurable ; For it holds within its circling depths a workl Of love and truth and hope and light and joy. I love the little touch of thy soft hand, As it gently strokes my aged, furrowed brow, Until the sins of life seem half absolved. Gems of Inspiration. 99 I love the kiss that drops as soft as dew Upon my faded cheek and faded Hps, As rays of setting sun drop down to earth. Or as the sweetest honey from the comb. And above all I love thy reasoning. For surely thou art a philosopher ; And the learned bookworm with his threescore years Might sit low at thy feet and learn of thee God's mighty truths from an untutored mind, Might reap a harvest full of golden sheaves From nature's crude, spontaneous reasoning That falls unnoticed from thy childish lips. Ah, yes, thy little natural head is filled With fundamental truths invincible To wisdom's classic lore. And yet, ah, me! Fate guides thy little feet and leads thee on To custom's fatal marts and fashion's throng, And soon dame nature's wares are sold for lies, Thy pennies spent for some cosmetic taint. Thus fashion's noxious floodgates are unbarred, And you walk in. Oh, would to God That nature might be strong and stronger still To guide thy baby feet in ways of truth. And hold her native charms in thy young heart. But, ah, it cannot be ; she steps aside And veils her face in grief, for well she knows That custom frowns on all that she might do To save thy happiness, while truth is sold For fashion's airs and fabricated lies. Oh, would to God that thou mightst ever be As undefiled in heart and soul as now. And wear thy crown with this same childish joy Which nature placed upon thy fair young brow. Untidy may be, yet unselfish, too — Unselfish as the sun that sheds its light Upon thy frously head or smutty h.and ; lOO Ccnis of I ns/^i ration. Unselfish as the winds that fan thy cheek, Or as the silvery waves that lave thy feet. Free as the eagle that spans the lakelet's breast With one fell swoop, and buoyant as the roe That leaps the hedgerow of the forest glen. As happy as the lark among the clouds, And innocult as the lamb that skips the lea. Oh, would to God that this might always be. CELESTIAL CHOIRS By A. J. Swarts, Ph. D. Hark! I hear celestial music Floating near in strains sublime. Lo, the angelic hosts approaching With sweet anthems for each clime. Now these chords of earnest beauty Wake anew swxet thoughts of heaven Drawing souls to meet again. List ! the sweet returning carols, Rising upward from all climes ; Now^ behold the loved ones yonder, Listening to our earthly chimes. Do I see among those angels One who filled our home with light? Can that star of brightest splendor Be the one that's veiled in night. Now give ear to heavenly answers From the music of the spheres. Yes. dear friends of clouded earth life, Through our joys we sec your tears. We are near, yes near you daily, Drawing you to homes on high. All your earthly cares and conflicts Mean our meetincr bv and bv. Gems of liispiraiioH. loi Oh, my angel one, my guardian, May I hope to know yoii there ? Is it you 1 hear in whispers When I breathe your name in prayer? Then I'll wait and cease all murmuring, Watching ere the spangled dawn You're my loving guardian angel. Sent of God to guide me home. WITHERED LEAXES Oh, oh, those withered leaves, how sad they look, As they come whirling from their lofty heights, Where late they crowned the monarch of the wood. All faded now and sear, they fall to earth One lifeless, moaning mass. And yet their mis- sion Is only half fulfilled, their work half done, Eor they must form a covering to protect The latent powers of winter's quivering pulse Buried beneath the tramp of human feet And groaning 'neath the bright electric throb Of human joys. But, lo, those dormant throes And all those slumbering ties are not as yet Unto the death of nature's triune God, But to the' life of each potential germ That sleeps beneath those warm but lifeless leaves, And chimes unto the steps of moaning spheres. And pulsates to time's ever rolling waves. E'en to the heart throbs of the Great I Am, Where it is used by the eternal spheres. And subsidized by heaven's prolific light Into the voice of Inid, and bloom, and leaf. 102 Gcuis of Inspiration. \Vhich rises through dead leaves and reaches Forth along- the lines of many potent laws, ^And is received with joy immaculate, Baptised in heaven's consecrated fount. And handed back unto its lofty height To crown once more the forest as its queen, And thunder forth its living power again. DOG DAYS Oh, Canis ]\Iajor, slacken now thy speed, Pity thy fallen jaw% thy lolling tongue. Stop once that mad careering pace of thine, Till burning Sirius send a cooler light Unto the parched and crackling breast of earth. But if thou hast no mercy on thyself, Or on thy raving kindred here on earth. At least have mercy on the human race, The thirsty, lowing kine, the horse, the sheep, The melting swine, the curling, w^ithering corn. And pulseless vegetation everywhere. And thou great Leo Major, bride of Pluto, Bearing upon thine ample raging breast The mighty Regulus, with burning light. Hast thou no mercy on the human race? With pulses beating in such feverish heat, The very blood seems boiling in the vein. Sending foul odors to the seething brain. While every fiber quakes with agonv, And phantoms of delirium hold high carnival. Still keeping step to quick, discordant tunes. Played on the nerves by fever's orchestra. Oh, dog days, do give o'er thy fetid reign To Spica as an outcome of thy fetted reign ; Cciiis of Inspiration. 103 And throiii^li fair Virgo's hand send us refresh- ment. And thus assuage at once this burning grief, And resurrect the essence of all life Into a healthy, throbbing pulse once more. LINES TO FATHER CHINIOUIE Immortal soul, And dost thou dare to stand above the heights Of Romish power and bare thy noble breast To catch the sparks from inquisition's torch. Or a stalking shot from a Roman catapult, And wave the blood-stained flag of liberty Above the bones of freedom's slaughtering hosts., As a mediator betw^een heaven and hell, And there unfurl the powers of freedom's love, And the heavenly light of ages yet to come, Whose voice is mightier than the Roman power, And holy as the virgin Mary's son, Whose sword is truth, whose shield is equity ; Whose banner is the whoof ot human rights. Whose armor is peace on earth, good w^ill to men. Go on thy way, brave soul, and falter not ; Drink deep. The gods are holdino; to thy lips Their chalice filled with radiant astral light For you to pour upon the drowsy world, As did the Nazarene pour out his blood To save the world from Roman tyranny. Old Judah's lion, true emblem of the pope, And from the Jesuit's sacred bloody cross. Another emblem of their bloody deeds. I04 Ccnis of Inspiration. But arc we saved from Judah's lion cubs, Or from the brazen serpent of the past, . Or from the mitred Romans of to-day, If we succumb? Tis but a step from papal's tower of o-old To freedom's lofty heights of sacred truth ; And many stand with heads uncovered there, And you among the rest. Go on. brave soul, Thy wings shall carry thee beyond the Pope — Beyond the creedal lines of doting sain.ts — Beyond the lion's claws, the serpent's fangs, To the arched gateway of the Great I Am. Angels will meet thee with thy well-earned crown Of purest gold of manhood's noble worth, And place it on thy never-fading brow With loving hands, saying to thee, "Well done, Thou faithful one. thou servant of the light, Well done, well done. WELL DONE." THE SELFISH MOTHER My darling boy, W^ould I could come to you indeed. As I can come in midnights svv'cetest dreams. Last night I saw you at your childish play. As in the days gone by. And in that dream I saw your fair young brow and saddened eyes. Shaded with childish care. , And as in pity I smoothed your sunny locks and troubled brow I drew once more thy little form to mine In one long sweet embrace. Once more I i)il- lowed Gems of Inspiration. 105 Thy childish head upon my aching breast ; Once more a loving mother's kiss was pressed Upon thy troubled, lonely little brow, That breathed a love untold. In that sweet dream I did almost forget That in the absence of a mother's care, The years that roll their everlasting rounds Had brought you up almost to manhood's door. A selfish mother it was that could not give Her life a living sacrifice for one So young as was my precious Ernest boy. When like the tendrils of the summer vine, His joys and sorrows did reach out to twine Around a mother's heart as doth the vine Cling to the oak. But soon we'll meet again. If God permit, and then I'll surely try With a twofold power of sacred mother love To recompense a mother's past misdeeds And seeming lack of all maternal love. The past is past and cannot be redeemed ; But when a mother's love, which seemeth v/eak. Is steeped in deep and heartfelt penitence, 'Tis doubly strong and ever will be true. WHAT IS TIME? What do the surging waters of the sea Know of or care for time or eternity. As long as they are free to love the beach Baptizing everv land-mark they can reach? Eo, what is time unto the finny tribe As long as they in freedom cleave the tide. Holding high carnival within their ports. io6 Gems of Inspiration. Or dancing to the time of flitting sports ? And what is time unto the bird that flies Along the rosy tints of morning skies, Or sings at eve mid blooming gardens rare, Or cuts the ether foam of mountain air? What care the lofty mountains towering high For time as they still bask in azure sky, And spread their gorgeous robes to catch the dew That ever falls from heaven's wealth of blue ? And what is time unto the waving trees That have for centuries bow'd to catch the breeze, Or sung a requiem low unto the tide As nature chants unto a lovely bride ? And what, I ask, are days or months or years. Unto the everlasting moving spheres, As they roll on thro' waves of matchless light To kiss the brows of other worlds so bright ? And as each system glides thro' endless space. Holding each world within its wonted place, What are a thousand years to them as they Still gather light to lead them on their way? And what is time unto the milky way, As each world holds some bright electric ray Which, by its light and power it ever draws From other worlds by the almighty laws Of time, which is infinitude itself. And ne'er was born a sickly little elf. And ne'er will die burdened with weary age Witli name unwrit upon God's starry page? And what is man more than the starry spheres That he should mark his time by days and years? And are we sure that worlds have not their days As well as nights wrapped in a mystic haze. As doth our sun the peerless king of light Wrap his fair pinions round our earth so bright? And is there naught but man in boundless space That marks its life bv years and months and dav? Gems of Inspiration. 107 Would man if he were yet in Eden's bowers, Feasting his soul upon Hfe's perfect flowers — Would he, I ask, take note of endless time, Or would he drift in heavenly joys sublime, Thro' an unending vast eternity That fills the labyrinth of divinity? For lo ! there was a time in ages gone When man stood on the mount of holiness, And like the little child that runs along. His natural road to love and happiness. Now dancing after gaudy butterflies, Now running down the hill by gurgling brook, Now w^atching kite as o'er the trees it flies, Now seeking out some green and shady nook In which to stop and rest. So 'twas with man When in the natural action of his soul He sought communion deep with other worlds. And took no note of time, but sought the goal To hold high carnival with nature's gods That sway the realms of everlasting light And hold each orb within its wonted place While it rejoices in its power and might. And the great plan it wears with lovely grace In the full harmony of heavenly law\ But time moves on and in its speedv flight It spreads a darkness o'er our mother earth ; Her brow is wet with the dews of her own night As she sways and gropes her way along her path. For lo, she's bound by chains of iron strength Which other worlds must come to help her break Ere she can rise, for she's yet a child in strength And has only seen a day or two at most Since she became the mother of mankind, And must withdraw from other sister hosts To bide the eternal laws of God's great plan And seek her couch to lay her down to rest. As doth the little child when tired of play ; io8 Gcuis of Inspiration. But soon she will awake to life again To bask in the glories of her own bright day. And as she's hurled thro' realms of endless space She gathers strength from all her brother spheres, Baptizing all about her with the grace She's gleaned from those ahead of her in years. And as she gathers light from other worlds She hands it down to mitigate man's woes, • Gaining in strength, but losing naught of worth As she goes on rejoicing in the laws That gave her life, rejoicing in her birth And in the might she gleans from day to day Making of her a bright perfected planet When she will bear aloft the sign of victory, And then, O brother man, we'll hold a banr[uct And feast upon the intellectual light Which she, as queen, has power to hold and plan, For can she gather wisdom's gems so bright And not impart the same to spirit n.ian. Who is her heir, likewise the heir of God, Who sits as king and holds the spirit realms Within his broad domains, as doth queen earth Control all matter which in her course she gleans , Hence as she doth progress from day to day, And gather spirit light from other worlds She must imbue her children with each ray That comes to her as she thro' space is hurled, But while she travels on devoid of light Man, too, must grope his way in her dark niglit. Gems of Inspiration. 109 OUR LIVES Each life is like a flowing stream That seeks the ocean's boundless bed ; With earnest hurry does it steam, As by its wayward course 'tis led Through meadows green where wild flowers grow, And zephyrs play at hide and seek As they hurl the down from the thistle blow And give new bloom tp the faded cheek, While it hurries, hurries on.. It rushes down the mountain's side. All dark with filth and floating mire, Thinking of naught but the ocean wide And its own wild maddening ire. In its breathless haste it tears the flower From its green and mossy bed ; It tears the tree from its wooded bower, And 'tis numbered among the dead, Yet it hurries, hurries on. Its mad waves beat the cold, gray rocks, With the strength of a mighty host, But they stand as firm through the perilous shocks As tho' they were Sampson's ghost. Then it crawls along thro' the mazy fen, Like the moccasin snake on its trail As it kisses the leaves of the maiden-hair And waters the grass in the vale. Still it hurries, hurries on. I 10 Gcius of Inspiration. And so in our life, sometimes so mild That it favors the thistledown's flight, Or gives new bloom to the faded cheek As we grope our way toward the light. But it often rushes with headlong speed, With never a thought of distress, While it hastens with avaricious greed To the cesspools of fashion's address, As it hurries, hurries on THE RISE AND FALL OF AMBITION As step by step I shoved the wayward chair Of babyhood and tried to claim the prize That just before me lay so bright and fair, And yet so filled with treachery and disguise, I stumbled and fell ; and when I raised me up The wealth I coveted was gone forever, And left for me the cup of bitterness. But soon a mother's patient, loving hand Was lain upon my throbbing, aching brain, And in her very breath there was a balm. Which as she kissed me o'er and o'er again. Dispelled all pain and bade my soul be calm. And then she put within my hand the treasure Which I in vain had tried so hard to grasp. But lo, it had no power to charm me now, And so I dashed it down and stood aghast. For what was any treasure worth to me Unless I could myself gain what I sought? Unless I could outdo the powers that be The value of the treasure was set at naught. Gems of Iiispirafion. Ill When step by step in youth I went my wav Along the path that leads to love's fair bowers, Where youth and beauty bask within each ray Of golden sun, and pick the lovely flowers' That grow beside the path we all must tread. I tried to pick one little opening rose Which nestled down upon its mossy bed. All white and pure as are the winter snows ; But lo, a thorn was hid beneath its leaves, Which pricked my heart, yea, pierced my very soul, Turning my golden apples to dead leaves, And hiding from my eyes the future goal. And then again I fell, and when I rose The hand of truth was holding to my lips The bitter cup of disappointed hope ; The blood seemed dripping from mv finger tips, And darkness did enshroud me like a pall — A darkness gloomier than the endless night Of the infernal regions where devils dwelf; Where error takes the place of truth and right. But soon a hand was lain upon my head, Saying, Be calm, a light will dawn at last Which will reveal a future bright and grand, And give to you the treasures which you ask. But when they placed the gem within my reach, Twas not to me the prize I sought to win : But changed from lovely rainbow tints so rich To dusky brown, like the chameleon. 1 12 (iciiis of Iiispiralio]i. The boon which I had thought so bright and fair, And in the distance looked like well filled sheaves, Lost all its worth when gained without a care, And turned within my hands to withered leaves. In after years as up I tried to climb The rocky, rugged heights of endless fame. I found them covered o'er with ancient slime ; And as I tried the treacherous heights to gain. The wayward rocks that lay within my path Would often slip beneath my weary feet . And let me down in agony to quaff The poison draught which fiery demons steep In bitterness ; a cup which comes to all Who claim the right and have the will to pass The gulf between ambition's hope so bright And the deceitful mounts of fame which rise In the enchanted land of mystic light, That beckons faith on to Elysian fields, And ever charms the poor deluded sight Of mortal man, who in his blindness yields Unto the powers of his relentless fate. Which warp the membranes of his flimsy mind Into the channels of ignorance and hate, With mad ambition's pent-up fires confined. But all unbafflcd by the filth and mire. And jagged rocks that lay within my way. And wild ambition's hellish fate so dire, I did aspire to fame's bright golden day. Gems ( /" Inspiration. 113 Yet as I robed myself in gorgeous light And took within my hand the sword of truth, I boasted of my courage and my might, Not knowing that a fall could come to both. And as I looked across the rugged glen Up to the topmost pinnacle of fame I said, 'Til pick the laurels there, and then, I will bequeath unto the world a name As lasting as the adamantine hill Which I must climb if I would reach the mark." And so I beat my way with fervent will ; But Oh the sad misgivings of my heart ! Yet as I gazed upon the glittering light I plumed my helmet with a trembling hand. With heavy heart buckled my armour bright, Then prayed for strength from God's almighty hand ; But lo, as up I tried to climb the steep I tore my hands upon a ruthless stone ; At every step the thorns did pierce my feet, No ray of light upon my pathway shone. Nor in the utter darkness could I see The yawning gulf that just before me lay. Which I must leap if I would ever see The bright and glorious dawning of my day. But as I tried to leap the dark abyss. My bleeding feet did slip upon the slime ; And then again I fell, nor could I miss The fate that comes to every boasting mind. 1 14 Gems of Inspiration. But now no mother's kiss can cool my brow For she is lying in her lonely grave. No soul will hand to me the treasure now ; No friendly hand is e'er outstreached to save ; And now what is the glittering crown to me With blacted hopes and bright ambition dead ? What beauties in the future can I see Since earthly friends with name, and fame have fled? And yet I know that I shall rise again To bask within the realms of endless light. I know there'll come a hand to smooth my pain. And raise me up to battle for the right. A VISION Last night, January 10, 1895, in a vision I saw the sky over-hung with one solid sheet of mist upon which was printed the following poems as nearly as I can remember in lettl-rs of ice. A PRELUDE Last night as I glanced o'er th.e Inroad expanse of liquid light, Where legions of worlds run in their endless paths, A vapor o'erspread the templed star-crowned night. And hid those golden legions from my wonder-, ing gaze. Gems of Jiispira/ioii. 115 And as I gazed the mists unfolded like two heavenly scrolls ; Behold each scroll was written o'er with many frosty lines, With letters crytalized that looked like silvered rolls Fresh from the furnace where Diana's silver shines. I faced the west and at my left I saw three gems in verse, Revealing in oracles the Seventh House, the "House of woe" Where Jupiter was station'd at my birth and brought a curse, Nor tried to mitigate mv sorrows or distress. But lo ! He changed his house at middle of the year, and then T'was said a change would sometime come to me in life ; But then full sixty years are now already gone and when Will come a change to all those years of sordid strife. The printing on the scrolls was fine, so "c'cry fine. I thought I could not read those words of icy sheen ; The sun at noon-day could not more dazzling shine Than did those words to mv frail vision seem. ii6 Gems of Inspiration. But, lo, at last the dazzling light began to fade, And as I gazed, I soon could see to read aright Each word, each line seemed woven of silver braid, And pinned by faith unto a web of fleecy light. THE EIRST SCROLL All scarred and seamed with many a ruthless blow, Thy soul is rising from morbid depths below; This misty veil which we have hung on high Will heal all wounds and bid thy soul defy. The prison-house wherein thy soul is chained To the sordid needs thy body claimed, And seeks beyond this shimmering misty veil, The seasheli tints wherein all mystics sail. Forget the past, forbear o'er sins to brood. Tear out the skeleton wrapped in cloak and hood, Arise, the light behind much brighter rolls Than ought you see upon these lettered scrolls. THE SECOND SCROLL For lo, the seventh house of woe is past. The bitter cup is drained, no drop is left. O'er brighter planes thy lessons now are cast, From'^blighting storms thy future is bereft. Ceiiis of Inspiration. I ly The cold forbidden paths where once you roamed Have shpped away hke snows 'neath April skies, And like a fleecy web from a heavenly loom They hang in folds like curtains from on high On which to pin these glittering pearls for you, For every word has truth enfolded there, And every thought is crystalized life anew, Fresh from the" Balance-House of Wisdom" rare. Justice still holds aloft his tilting scales, And weighs each pearl that comes from astral plains Now hidden by angels in these icy mails. But will come forth when reason dissolves thy chains. We of the spirit spheres breathe o'er this cloud And cry stall ze our thoughts in purest rhyme ; Tho' clothed they seem in cold and icy shroud They are warm and pure as heaven is divine. So rouse thy drooping soul and look for worth. Turn now thy thoughts from earth and seek for rest, For, lo, this ice is free from taint of earth, 'Twas gathered from the seashell's tinted breast. 1 18 Gems of Inspiration. REACH OUT, THOU LONE ONE Reach out, tliou lone one, now, and set thy stakes, To repel the ruthless chains that bind thee down, Knowing the people's wants are not their needs, Knowing- thy loneliness has proved the helm That guides the pen of thine inspired thoughts To higher claims for man than gold can buy. Look o'er the reckless waste of human life. And then the petty wants of vanity, That hamper minds, prevent progressive thought. And hold men down to spirit penury. Gold satisfieth not the immortal soul. No chalice of earthly gold can hold to our lips The nectar that can quench the soul's deep thirst. Oh the barrenness of the soul which gold can sate. Or vaunting pride control. How small it seems Compared with the great waves of boundless light. That surge through infinite realms of astral space, Swaying men's minds like reeds before the blast. Again we say, Reach out, thou lone One, And gather in the gems of truth along Thv path, and give them to the world. Not blindly, But weigh each pearl within the scales of reason And chisel it with words to fit its nook. And we will help you on to show the truth. With all its hidden springs. So falter not, Gems of Inspiration. 1 19 Nor measure the world by one dear little hearth, For every home is a link in the heavenly web. So scatter the truths we give into your care Broadcast o'er all the earth with loving hand. FROM MY SPIRIT BOY I come and stand by your side, dear mother, In pity I touch your wrinkled brow. I have tried so hard thy sighs to smother, When so many times I have seen thee bow Beneath thy burdens of sorrow and woe, When thy soul was rent with pangs of grief ; I have often tried to stagger the blow That was sometimes caused by your unbelief. I have seen your wants, I have watched every need As you swayed like a reed in the autumn blast, I have seen you trying your soul to feed On the husks that the world at your feet has cast, I have watched all this as I listed the strain That went swelling out like a rolling wave To the heavenly heights of the spirit plane. Where the banners of freedom incessantly wave. Grieve not for me, mother, I am happier here Than I would have been there in the mortal form. I kiss the hand that pushed me away While I wait with patience for you to come, And when you are ready I will lead you o'er ] 20 Gt'iiis of Inspiration. To my beautiful home where you long to rest, And thy motlier's heart shall grieve no more, For in this bright home are the weary blest. I have come to thee, mother, again and again. And soothed with my love your troubled brow, But your only response was a throb of pain. As in penitent grief your form bent low. And now, dear mother, arise, arise, For you are not alone in the cold world's strife. Wipe all the tears from thine aged eyes And forget the pangs of an unloved wife. And now, dear mother, do not forget When so often you say, "I am all alone," That your child and the angels are with you yet, Smoothing your silver locks one by one. And they say your repentance will weave you a crown Out of the embers of the cold dreary past, And you never again will wish to frown, For the joys of heaven shall be yours at last. So let the dead past bury its dead, For experience gleaned from the lines you have cast Will guide your ship right when the sails are all spread, And so, dear mother, grieve no more for the past. Gems of Inspiration. 121 "THE PURE IN HEART SHALL SEE GOD" Youthful mother, bending low O'er the casket of thy child, Burdened with thy cup of woe. And a grief that is almost wild. Remember that the angels called him, Pure and spotless as God's own, And thy led him kindly, gently, To the lambs around the throne. We saw his form lie in its casket Draped in flowers for the tomb. Flowers of earth, how soon they wither, Like your baby, all too soon. Soon the bud so early faded Will bloom in heaven's perfumed bowers ; Every leaf will be perfected In that land of perfect flowers. Angel hands will lead him onward Thro' the paths of bud and bloom, Grieve not in thy sorrows blindly, For the pure have led him home. • Can you wish him back from heaven That sweet bud of perfect love, With each leaf so pure, untainted, In earth's cruel paths to rove? Ah, dear parents, cease your weeping Though your pure white lily's gone, For in angel's arms he's sleeping When to you the nignt seems long. And he'll often come and nestle 1 22 Ccnis of Inspiration. Near your clinging-, sorrowing souls, Sweetly toying with your heartstrings, While your love he still unfolds. Now his little spirit wanders Far from haunts of sin and grief, Aye no shame about him lingers, For with sin his stay was brief. And lo! his Httle baby footsteps Now lead you toward the heavenly goal, ''Dust thou art, to dust returnest Was not spoken of the soul." RELEASED These beautiful words are from the pen of G. W. Devin. The angel of peace whom mortals call death And fancy he seals life's fount with his breath Had entered that cell so welcome a guest The prisoner wept and fell on his breast. The fetters were loosed and fell on the floor, Invisible hands flung open the door, Unchallenged by guards, unnoted their flight. In silence they passed from darkness to light. THE HIDDEN MANNA Lo. who can not see in the heavens The truth of God's banner unfurled, That it breathes into mortals a spirit That must change the unthinking world From the paths of transgression and darkness To the light of eternity's day, Where the angel of mercy leads many Wliile vet in the bodv of clav ! Gems of Iiisl^iralioii. i j^ Lo, the spirit of His garden is budding In the free soil of each human heart, And into fair flowers will be blooming Ere the spirit and body shall part, And some even now are just tasting Tlie nectar of life as it flows From the fount where each mortal is hasting To find their much needed repose. What's called death is but the unfolding Of the fair tinted petals of life, And soon we shall see by God's moulding that light is the death of all strife. For light comes to each soul heavy laden With aroma from Eden s fair bowers, And soon will be wove in our heartstrings Many tints from God's spiritual flowers. Then will all creeds and dogmas be blended Into one solid phalanx of souls, And all of earth's turmoils be ended As the age of inspired thought rolls Along paths of earth's glorious Eden, V/here God's spirit has opened our eyes. And bids us to taste of the manna Which in secret he showers on all lives. Who are ready and willing to gather The small crumbs of this spiritual food. And impart it to some wailing brother Whose soul reaches out for the good And grasps after lilies and roses That bloom in earth's Eden to-day, And the hearts-ease that grows close beside them To soothe him on life's troul~)lcd wav? 124 Gems of Inspinilion. Now this garden, which God himself planted. Is truly of spiritual growth, And can never be seen or e'en tasted As long as we are chasing the moth Of earth's golden riches and splendors, Which flies like the dews of the morn When God rains down his hidden manna. Forming many bright gems in each crown. Now we read that God planted this garden At a time when time never began ; That he formed man to till and to water it With the waters of life as they ran Thro' the soul-throbs of heaven's great cham bers, Where each soul finds its own hidden light As it flames up from the cold dying embers Of earth's turbulent, spiritless night. But the sun of earth's morn is now rising And throwing its long hidden beams O'er the portals of God's blooming garden Where are flowing the spiritual streams Of eternity's essence of w^isdom ; Stored away in God's archives of might, Tho' long latent in earth's sleeping bosom, They're again being brought to the light. THE HERAIIT The following is a translation from some language outside of the English. Pope says the story was written originally in Spanish, but Goldsmith thinks its author was Arabian, while others think it is of Persian or Hindu origin. No matter where it came from, it speaks our sentiments, and we are going to give \{ a place with our poems. Gems of Inspiration. 125 Far in a wild unknown to public view From youth to age a reverend hermit grew, The moss his bed, the cave his humble cell. His food the fruits, his drink the crystal well ; A life so sacred, such serene repose Seem'd heaven itself till one suggestion rose That vice should triumph, virtue vice obey, Thence sprung some doubt of Providence's sway. To clear this doubt, to know the world by sight. To find if books or swains retort it right He quits his cell, the pilgrim staff he bore. And fix'd the scallop in his hat before, — Then with the sun arising journey went Sedate to think, and watching each event. Now, when the southern sun had warmed the day, A youth came posting o'er the crossing way. Then near approaching, "Father, hail," he cried, "And hail, my son,'' the reverend sire replied. Words followed words, from question answer flowed. And talk of various kinds beguiled the road. Nature in silence bids the world repose. When near the road a stately palace rose. The pair arrive, the liveried servants wait. Their lord receives them at the pompous gate. The table groans with costly piles of food. And all is more than hospitably good. Then led to rest the day's long toil they drown Deep sunk in sleep and silk and heaps of down. At lensfth 'tis morn, and at the dawn of day, Alonp- the wide canals the zephyrs plav. Up rise tl-'e QTiests obedient to the call. An early banquet deck'd t^^e splendid hall, Rich luscious wine a golden oroblet graced, Which the kind master forced the guest to taste. 126 Gems of Inspiration. Then pleased and happy from tlie porch they go. And but the landlord none lias cause for woe. His cup was vanished, for in secret guise The younger guest purloined the glittering prize. As one who spies a serpent in his way Glistening and basking in the summer ray. So seemed the sire, when far upon the road, The shining spoil his wily partner showed. He stopped in silence, walked with heavy heart. And much he wished but durst not ask to part. Murmering he lifts his eyes and thinks it hard That generous actions meet a base reward. While thus they pass, the sun his glory shrouds. The changing skies hang out their sable clouds : Warned by the signs the wandering pair retreat To seek for shelter at a neighboring seat ; Its owner's temper, timerous and severe, Unkind and griping caused a desert there. As near the miser's heavy doors they drew Fierce rising gusts with a sudden fury blew. At length some pity warm'd the master's l)reast ('Twas then his threshold first receiv'd a guest). Slow creaking turns the door with jealous care, And half he welcomes in the shivering pair. Bread of the coarsest sort with eager wine, Each hardly granted, served them both to dine, And when the tempest first appeared to cease A ready warning bid them part in peace. With still remark the pondering hermit vicw'd In one so rich a life so poor and rude. But what new marks of wonder soon took place In every setting feature of his face, When from his vest the young companion b(^rc That cup. the generous landlord owned before, And paid profusely with precious bowl Gems of IiispiralioiL 127 The stinted kindness of that churUsh soul. Now night's dim shades again involve the skv. Again they search and find a lodging nigh. Their greeting fair bestowed w^ith modest guise The courteous master hears, and thus replies, "Without a vain, without a grudging heart, *'To Him who gives us all, I yield a part. "From him you come, for him accept it here, "A frank and sober, more than costly cheer." He spoke, and bid the welcome table spread. Then talk'd of virtue till the time of bed. Before the pilgrims part the younger crept Near the closed cradle, where an infant slept And writhed its neck. Horror of horrors ! What ? his only son ! How looked our hermit when the deed was done. Confus'd and struck with silence at the deed He flies, but trembling fails to fly with speed. His steps the youth pursues ; the country lay Perplex'd with roads ; a servant show'd the wav A river cross'd the path, the passage o'er Was nice to find, the servant trod before ; The youth who seem'd to watch a time to sin Approach'd the careless guide and thrust him in. Wild sparkling rage inflames the hermit's eyes, He bursts the bands of fear and mady cries : "Detested wretch," but scarce his speech began When the strange partner seemed no longer man. His youthful face grew more serenely sweet. His robe turned white and flowed upon his feet, And wings whose colors glitter'd in the day Wide at his back their gradual plumes display. A form ethereal bursts upon his sight, And moves in all the majesty of light; But silence here the beauteous angel broke, The voice of music ravish'd as he spoke ; "The great vain man who fared on costly food, T28 Gems of I us pirn I ion. "Whose life was too luxurious to be good, "Who made his ivory stands with goblets shine ''And forc'd his guests to early draughts of wine ''Has with the cup the gracious custom lost "And still he welcomes, but with less of cost. "The mean suspicious wretch whose bolted door "Ne'er movVl in duty to the wandering poor. "With him I left the cup to teach his mind "That heaven can bless if mortals will be kind. "Long had our pious friend in virtue trod, "But now the child half weaned his heart fron. God ; "To all but thee in fits he seemed to go, "And 'twas my ministry to deal the blow. "But how had all his fortune felt a wreck "Had that false servant sped in safety back ; "This night his treasur'd heaps he meant to steal "And what a fund of charity would fail." On sounding pinions here the youth withdrew. The sage stood wondering as the seraph flew. Then gladly turning, sought his ancient place And passed a life of piety and peace. The above article certainly shows us that there is a purpose in all things, though that purpose may be hidden from those who are still in the body. AUTUMN MUSING Oh, those glorious chords of nature. How they vibrate through the soul. Like the weakening heart-strings snapping As we strive to reach the goal. Yea, each atom, from the leaflet To the echoes of each star. Strikes a chord within the music Without one discordant jar. Gems of Iiispirafioii. 129 As a pathway through the eternal Never fading waves of Hght, Where each world in joy supernal Weaves its robes of chemic might. And where every soul that's thirsty Shall drink deep from love's own spring, Count as naught each human custom, Like a harp without a string. Oh, ye universal soul-throbs, How ye pulsate through all spheres. From the leaflets to the sun gods Regardless of all morbid fears. Oh, the glorious shreds of beauty That enshrined this earth of ours, How they knit the soul with heaven And its ever-blooming- bowers. Every pulse is heavy laden From life's never-failing seas, E'en from the touch of man and maiden To the slightest trembling breeze. Nature knows no discord ever. Fired by love's own touch divine, And her subtle voice must quaver When w^e bow at nature's shrine. ARE ANY LOST? Oh, the wayward feet that glide O'er life's stormy boisterous tide, Are they lost and lost forever When they stand on the other side? T30 Ccuis of liispiratio)i. No, for there we meet each other As a sister meets a brother, And God's love will twine around us Like the love-ties of a mother. No, the bonds will then unloosen The once cold forbidding bosom, Which on earth became so biased Against those they had not chosen. THE GOLD IS GONE AND THE GRAPES ARE ALL GATHERED The light of God's day is dawning at last, Long ago the grapes into God's winepress were cast Which were raised in his vineyard by the strong hand of Noe. Thence he turned all the wine in earth's gob- lets of woe. And to-day earth's children, alas, alas. Are reeling and staggering, one dark, drunken mass ; Some are drunken with wine, and some drunk with gold, And some drunk on the lusts of the Demons bold. We are all of us drunk on the crimes of the past Which still surge through our veins like a fiery blast From the inevita1)le shores of Lethe's dark waves To the red potter's field with its numberless graves. Gems of luspiration. 131 But as we look out tovv'rd God's Orient day The dark crimes of the past are fading- away ; The goblet is broken and mingles with clay, And the spray from the wine is turned in a day, To the rose-tinted beams that will shower their rays Of virtue and glory o'er wisdom's clean paths. Whence fair angels will sweep forth all briars and thorns. And drive back the mists of all gathering storms. When the briars and thorns are removed from our way. And the dark clouds of error are turned into spray, Then we'll drink with the angels God's nectar of love, And bask in the sunlight of truth in his grove. And the angels will lead us through deep flowing strearTis Where the sunlight of wisdom incessantly beams O'er the paths of the ages, where all will grow strong As they drink in the strains that are wafted along From the beautiful plains of Apollo's fair bowers, Which are glowing in beauty with unfading- flowers. All of which are baptized with the nectar of love Which perfumes every path in God's spiritual grove. And bathes every child with the light of truth's spray, Which drives every vestige of error awav. And cleanses each soul from earth's carnage and strife. While leading it on to its own higher life. 132 Gems of Iiispiraliou. BROKEN CHORDS UNITED Oh, the heart-breaks of this earth-hfe. How they ripen up our years, Throwing shadows o'er our future, Veihng it with hopes and fears. But lo, the angers stoop to hsten To each soul-harp out of tune. And lave the strings until they glisten. Like the pure white lily's bloom. May God's angels tune each heart-ache Till they sink to milder strains. And each heart-string slacken gently At the touch of its own pains. Would to God each earthly chalice Could be filled with heavenly spray, Rainbow-tinted without malice. And with faith in each brifjht rav. UNKNOWN WORLDS A little grain of common yellow sand Is flying at my feet, a little world Within itself, but say, can it command Its own small destiny? or is it hurled By the eternal wind that ever blows Into some dark abyss where winter snows Can never come ? and where it ne'er can feel The warm embraces of the sun's bright rays And where no little drop of rain can steal Into the gulf's meandering ways : or else Gcuis of Inspiration. T33 Perhaps, some wild cyclone has picked it up And buried it beneath old ocean's wave, Or dropped it down in some bright buttercup That grows upon some lonely wanderer's grave. Again, it may remain in its bright place. Among its fellow-grains of sand ; and claim Relationship, but still we know 'tis naught. When in the warring elements 'tis caught ; And yet, when left in its own sphere to move. Tis full of wealth, and hope, and joy, and love. What is the little drop of pearly dew That lieth on its velvet couch asleep, And gives new lustre to the rose's hue. Or makes the poor pale lily's petals we.ep? Can it control its own when the great orb Throws dowmits spiral tongues and sips it up? Or can it deck the lily's pearly robe ? Or bask within the hare-bell's dainty cup When morn's cool breeze goes dancing gaily by ? From whence it comes, or whither doth it go, It only has the power within to know. What is the little rounded grain of wheat That lies beneath the ground so damp and cold ? Will it come forth the sun's warm rays to greet ? Or will it waste and die beneath the mould? Perhaps 'tis lain away from sun and rain. Within the wealthy farmer's massive bin, And ne'er v/ill generate its like again ; For. lo, 'tis trampled down by all its kin : And though it is a world of life and wealth. It has no power to shape its course itself. 1 34 Gems of Inspiration. What is the high and sturdy oak that stands Beside the way — or in some rugged glen. Throwing its cooHng shades o'er burning sands. Or pouring out its soothing bahn on men ? Long has it braved the angry wind and rain. Yet, by the hghtning's sliaft 'tis rent in twain. It is itself a world of life and power, Yet by the ax 'tis felled in one short hour. What are the placid ocean's shining waves As they dance gaily in the morning light, Or cuddle down in earth's dark, lonely caves, To dream and sleep away the faithful night? It is a lovely gift to all mankind ; But it defies all other powers on earth, When lashed to fury by the unseen wind, It is to human aid of little worth. It is a world in which rare treasures dwell. What lies beneath its waves no tongue can tell. What is this earth on which we mortals stand ? Has she a power her own, all life to bless ? Or could she hold the ocean in her hand? Or bear the towering mountain on her breast? Or wear the glittering iceberg like a crown ? Or veil her lovely face in morning dews? Did not her father sun come gently down. And in her growing soul some life infuse? She is a glorious world of life and light ! But only she can know her power and might. What is that dazzling orb we call the sun. That swavs so manv worlds with his calm light ^ Is he coerced by some superior sun ? Or does he walk by his own power antl might ? Or is he led by some great central sun (/c'///,s- of Insl^iiaiion. 135 Like fair Capella or Al(lc1)aran? We know no more of his whole hfe complete, Than of the little sand-grain at our feet. What is that band we call the milky way, That waves its silver robes across the sky, And reaches out its hand as if to stay All other glittering worlds that pass it by ? To mortal man 'tis but a girdle pale, Winding its way across the heavenly dome, Like unto some terrestrial winding vale, That ever to the cooling stream says, ''come." It seems to clasp within its glittering folds Our parent sun with his magnetic rays ; And all his children in its arms it holds ; One universal law the whole obeys. But to the glowing realms of endless space 'Tis mvriads of peopled worlds Uke ours Which bask still in each other's warm embrace, And thereby reinforce their vital powers. Where suns hold worlds submissive to their plan, And worlds look up to suns for strength and might. And the great whole, from suns to grains of sand. Make one infinitude of space and might. All, all is harmony, God, if God there be. From the almighty suns to grains of sand, And from the sparkling waters of the sea To the liquid light by purest breezes fanned. Yea, every atom, ethereal or gross, Has its own work within this moving mass ; But to each great and central sun of hosts, What is one grain of sand or blade of grass ? 13^ CJciiis of Insptation. THE BEAUTIFUL DAWX There is a charm in morning's subtle shade Which brings a joy surpassing anything We ever felt or knew. Yet few are made To taste those joys which must forever bring Peace to the troubled soul. For sure 'tis bliss To sit alone when teeming life seems dead And buried in night with day's last parting kiss Still resting on its cold, pale marble l^row, While the sweet zephyrs bow in grief their head And sing to silent life a requiem low ; Not knowing that the sun will rise again, And day with life be teeming ere her noon Shall send its scorching rays o'er hill and plain. Yea. yea, 'tis bliss to watch the morning dawn And view each added ray of gorgeous light As it comes to us on waves of beauty, born An offspring of the dark and peerless night. Likening all life unto a new-born babe, Sweet bud of promise lying on nature's breast, Rocked in the cradle of delight the sun hath made For earth's conflicting elements to rest. It brings new life to saunter forth at dawn And bare our brow to catch the morning dews ; To drink elixir from the fount of morn ; Then paint with pen of fire heaven's liquid hues Upon the gilded tablet of nature's page, As bright memorials of moving splieres. And suns reclining on golden beds of age, Baptizing other worlds with sacred tears Of wisdom, — so ethereal and refined They scarcely can be seen upon earth's flowers Until the sun his gidd\- lieight has climl)e(l And peers between the leaves of nature's bow- ers, — Gcuis of Inspiration. 137 Transfusing with his hght the ghstening pearls For his own use, then Hcks them up hke fire, Laving his burning thirst from other, worlds, While seeming to crush all life in his mad ire. Ah, yes, there is a nectar in the dews Which fill the raging soul with life and health ; There is a wealth in dawn's bright-tinted hues That brings a feast surpassing worldly wealth. Then, "Oh, ye sluggards!" rise from your beds of sloth, And seek the first dim ray of morning light. Hold it, and watch the beauty of its growth Until a lovely day is born of night. GO ON, BRAVE SOUL We see thy life-boat stemming the surging waves Of passion's dark tempestuous sea of sin. Without one shudder. Though the waves run high Not e'en a timber creaks near bow or stern ; For lo ! each mast and spar are fairly bathed With great St. Elmo's fire of heavenly light Which bears thee up and out from passion's hell Of loveless lives, and dual nothingness. Which reign supreme upon this earth to-day. The angel band who guide thy trusty feet Have set thy flagstaft* on the mountain peak Of Beulah land, by love's eternal truth, And through this cold unmitigated age. Thine eagle eye will watch the beacon light Of truth "and purity, that shines for all. The reeling, staggering, thoughtless morbid hosts That live upon this earth, Init live a lie. 138 Gems of IiispiratioJi. So while you watch the milestones by the way, By the fair light of great St. Elmo's fire, Let not thy footsteps flag e'en for a breath, But gird truth's armor tight about thy soul. Hold firm the pen within thy strong right hand, And wield it well. Guide with thy left, the helm Of church and state, and still by tliy command The boisterous waves of sorrow and despair. Two earnest bands from the shore of spirit life Have lately met and mingle heart and soul To widen and weld the bond of social weal, At this, the dawning of the earth's great day. So waver not, thou faithful, earnest one, But fan thy spark of light to a living flame, To light mankind through purer, cleaner paths, Of the unseen ages which are yet to como, And lead them on to holier truths divine. While bigots hurl their cloud-capped thimder- bolts, And custom sharpens error's fiery darts. Know that thine armor is invulnerable ; So bigots' shafts will have no power to wound The immortal soul that throbs within thy breast, Alive to human needs, and love's true goal. (Given for J. E. P. Clark, from the Orient of earth's spiritual arena.) AN APPEAL TO LIBERTY Spirit of love, unstring thy golden harp. Then lay it down before the eternal throne And bow thy head and plead with liberty To unglove her hands and then unveil her face. To look with naked eyes upon her sword Red with oppression's l)loo(l. Next trace the names Gems of Iiispirafioii. 139 Written upon the surface of her throne In letters raised so bold and prominent That they can be both seen and felt ; and there Are pictures, too, wrought by her hand, of men, Good, honest men with daggers at their throats. Because of un]:)elief in Christian creeds ; Nurslings of tyranny, offspring of misery, too, Held in the lap of ignorance and crime And drawing at the paps of foul disease, Their souls baptised at the dark dismal fount Of sin and death, and crush'd by heavy burdens, And bound in menial chains of servitude Before earth's monied kings. And now behold, Oh, tyranny cloth'd in freedom's robes, and wearing Upon thy cursed brow thy starry crown While holding in thy strong right hand the key To prisons, and in thy left the flowing bowl ; Thine armor stamped with custom's creeds and dogmas, But wholly void of God's almighty truths. Ope wide the doors of nature's gilded halls And bathe their guilty souls in freedom's air ; Then take the gloves that have for ages past Covered the treachery of thy blood-stain 'd hands And wipe thy bloody sword, then sprinkle it With gold dust from the streets of freedom's heaven, Then stand before thy throne of burnish 'd gold And there behold written by demon's hands Upon its brazen front, '*The lust for power." Then look above, below, on either side Thou monstrous vulture of all civilities, And see the different titles thou hast held, The different garbs thou'st worn ; the dift'erent chains 140 Gems of Inspiration. Thou'st forged about the necks of slavery By tyranny, wars, mammon, and worst, by creeds, Then draw aside the drapery of thy throne And there behold the heap'd up skeletons Of those whom thou hast slain with fire and ax, And rope and sword and gun and prison walls In the holy name of Christian lil:)erty. Turn, now, thine eyes, exalting tyranny, Thou low presentment of fair liberty. And look upon the lowest of thy sons Whose mind is fetter'd with stale ignorance. Whose body daily feeds on bread alone, Whose soul has never yet been satisfied. Albeit his hands are rough with honest toil — He stands a moral blot on nature's book. Now go from him to the weird denizens Of the hell that thou hast made, and there behold The 1)rilliant minds on fire, the human forms That hold those minds — all loathsome, bloated, reeling. And hear the frenzied oaths, the kicks, the cuffs. The midnight pistol shots, and watch the flowing Of the crimson stream that once did feed a soul As pure as theirs who bow before God's throne. Turn, now, thine eyes from the revolting scene Of loathsome filth and mad insanity. From minds where reason comes and goes at will. To those who ever v.ail in utter darkness. And from bright youth unto the faded crone Whose aspirations once leaped mountain high Arch'd by the bow of promise, spite of doubts Cloth'd in the gorgeous hues of high resolves. Led on by faith, while hope held high her hand And pointed forward to the final goal. Look, look upon the highest of (~lod's works Ruined and worse than slaughter'd by thv hand, Gc]ns of Inspiration. 141 Shut up in prisons dark and damp and cold, Or in the mad-house gnawing at their chairs, Until their teeth are keenly set on edge, Or, worse than all, drinking a fiery draught In earth's deluding hell-holes deep and dark. While thus you stand within hell's open jaws And scan the miseries of oppression's chains. Trample the gaudy crown beneath thy feet Which thou hast worn with such an empty grace. Brush from thy robes the dust of foul deceit, Then sprinkle them with gems of human love, Tear down the tottering pillars of thy throne Which stand upon the putrid, shaky sands Of dead men's bones already rotten, not From lapse of time, but from the stench arising From the wasted, stagnant blood of honest men. Wash well thy bloody hands at nature's fount And cleanse the inner temple of thy throne With the bright glowing fires of human rights ; Now hie away to the beautiful hills of God, And there behold His lower living creatures Feeding on living pastures, drinkmg deep At the fount of natural life, all living out The order*" of God's laws in perfect harmony. Look and compare, and then say if you can. My creeds, my customs and my laws are just. Next roll avv-ay the stone from nature's tomb And there see, wrapped in a napkin pure and white The principles of justice, love and truth At which the world still scoffs and wags its head And spits upon and scourges, crowns with thorns And crucifies and tries to kill, but which Though crushed to earth will ever rise again T42 Gems of Iiispiratio)}. In spite of all hell's powers that eriish it down. And, marked in heaven's livery still proclaim That truth, and truth alone, can make men free. And now, O tyranny, liberty, so-called, Lurking within the house of holy creeds Cast off thy monarch's crown of shining gold And bow before the throne of human rights. And there confess thy many, many sins Show to mankind that he who w^ould save the world Must save himself by living out the laws Which are the only way-marks leading up To wisdom's holy mount and man's unfoldment, To future peace and universal love. Throughout the vast domains of spirit life. I STAND ALONE Alone among the stars I stand, I feel the lifting of a hand That points to paths untrod by man, Along the starry plains. Those paths are paved w^ith golden thought That by some souls are dearly bought, Though by the wise they're counted naughty Because not found in books. On starry charioteer I gaze, Tho' hid from earth by ancient haze. I see the light of other days Begins at Charioteer. Gems of IiisfyirafioiL 143 The fair Capella sheds her 1)right And emerald rays of pearly light On some who live in darkest night Of unprecedent thought. This twinkling star once poured its rays O'er Judah's dark and mystic ways ; This star of Bethlehem, all ablaze. Did lead the Wise afar; And pointed to a manger cold, Where lay the Shepherd of the fold — Spirit of Truth, unfettered, bold, A sequel to the past. I stand alone ; no human birth Has brought me aught of real worth. My hungering soul finds nought but dearth, For ignorance is but dross. I watch, I wait, I cannot find One soul who is not wholly blind To sovereign laws by God combined With all the starry spheres. For sovereign laws are set at nought, While human laws are thickly wrought With dire disease and fabled thought Of God's best gifts to man. I stand among the rocks alone ; A wilderness is round me thrown. I ask for bread, but find a stone Is all this world can give. I ask for light, but only a spark Comes drifting down from ages dark. Scarcely enough to make a mark Upon life's onward march. T44 Gems of Inspiration. But lo, the veil is being rent And pent up mysteries only lent Back to tradition will be sent As Truth unfolds her laws. Earth's cycles show that a beacon light Is piercing the folds of her dark night, Revealing God's own Truth and might By rending the veil in twain. Soon, in the twikling of an eye. Time will unfold his by-and-by. And show the eternal how and why. When the seventh great seal is broke. EVOLUTION'S LADDER There is a spacious stairway, long and steep, Built by the undulating hand of Time, Which reaches through the realms of endless space To worlds invisible. It is not built Of classic lore, but of broad expansive truths Of God's invincible. Yet as it stands On mines of worldly wealth, much sordid gold Scattered round its base is seen, with gems Of fleeting happiness for our present needs. The lower rungs are rough and battered o'er With the sharp rocks of fate inevitable. Few think to try its stern realities. Or wish to climb to broader, brighter spheres. If all of us had wings that we could soar. With hands unsullied and unbending v.ills. Gems of Inspiration. 145 How soon would we try to see what gems are hung On each successive, each advancing rung Of evolution's ladder. But, alas ! The glittering frailty of earth's mocking joys Has dimmed our eyes to such rich, enchanting brightness, Until we are blind to all progressive steps. Nor do we wish to climb to heavenly plains While we can gorge our worldly appetites Upon earth's golden husks. 'Tis easier far To sleep on downy beds of luxury. In quiet rest and dreamless indolence. While watching and waiting for our wings to grow. That me may soar up to the God of isms. There to sing his praise forever more. But as we wait in hall of luxury, Or sleep on beds of wealth, or half recline Within our fairy boat of golden hours. Expecting some magician soon to come And lift the gossamer veil which God has hung Twixt us and life's unfolding spirit spheres. We fling our precious golden-tinted moments Unto the winds of barren dissipation. But stern realities have forced a few Who have been roughly trampled under foot And ostracised, estranged from kith and kin. To clutch with eager hands the lower rungs Of time's progressive steps, as doth the weary, Belated traveler with trembling hands And struggling breath clutch in wild desperation The moving train as it goes whirling by. The fates (albeit the Gods) have helped them on Almost from infancy to climb to scenes More varied and to broader fields of truth 146 Gems of Juspiratiou. And knowledge unexplored. At first the patl Is rough and hard to climb ; the steps are long And steep, the progress slow, the cross is heavy And some oft sink beneath the added burdens Of baftied inspiration. Or it mayhap That some may slip and fall upon the slime Of acrimonious ignorance. And some There are wdio try to reach the golden gate Of nature's high arcana in double-quick, That they may take the credit to themselves And rob progression of her timely dues But ah, alas! they cannot reach the top In blundering haste, nor can they cut across And w^in the race. And so they learn in bitter- ness That they must climb with patience and fortitude The mystic winding stairs of nature's crude And imperfected law'S of metaphysics. Few yet can stand on earth's material plain And lift the ethereal veil which God has hung Twaxt mind and mind or earth and spirit worlds ; And even they have only gained one step Preparatory to a long eternity. With its great endless and progressive paths, Which hold within their labaryinthine folds The garden of the Lord, which still contains The tree of life, with its twelve kinds of fruit , Which yet it casts to earth as the end draws nigh ; And as of yore its leaves all nations heal. Plere in the garden of God man yet will find Bright flow^ery plains and vines of luscious fruit. Cool, shady glens and green and fertile vales. With streams of water pure, wdiich ever flow Tow^ard oceans deep and dark and turbulent, Whose depths do ever hide the serpent's sting. But on the shores of Lethe, near the rock Gems of Iiispirafioii. 147 That hid the serpent's smile, then crushed his head, And 'neath all joys of heaven, all fears of hell, And 'neath all scalding tears, all scoffs, all jeers. And hence beneath the weight of custom's frowns The Lord has weighed and cast his anchor down Into the troubled deep that laves the lighthouse Of every human soul who stands as waymark To the bright beyond, beyond and yet beyond, Along the endless and progressive paths Which leads us on through wisdom's spacious bowers, Which bloom unceasingly with goodly flowers Of everlasting, ever unfolding growth, Forever changing still from old to new, From new to newer still, but never fading Thro' all the eons that are past and gone. Nor all the eons which are yet to come That move the unnumbered spheres where na- ture rides In her triumphal car of glowing worlds, WHiereon all souls will find a potent power Sufficient to unfold all latent buds. That every incarnation pushes forth Toward the omniscience of the Great I Am, Who holds each end of evolution's ladder In his omnipotent, omnipresent hand. And welds the ends into an endless, dual band By his almighty fires of spirit love divine. 148 Gems of Inspiration. WHAT IS WOMAN? Woman, art thou a lifeless, walking- tree. Shaken by the howling and relentless winds, Or, bound by the fetters of base slavery, A puppet, plaything, without brain or mind, A foolish dummy, dressed in gay attire, Standing where man can gaze upon thy form And fill his lustful soul with warm desire While you repel his touch with loathsome scorn ? And yet you clothe your artificial form With drapery to feast the lustful eyes, Then stalk about in clouds of mystic gloom. While in your yearning brest your last hope dies. Yea, while thy fiesh puts on its costly robes, A whited sepulchre lies deep within. Your soul's filled with the stench of dead men's bones, All fettered and uncleansed from shame and sin ; For while you bow your heads in meekest prayer Your hands are reeking with the b.olv 1)lood Of unborn babes, and your brow, which seems so fair. Is stamped with the curse of unloved woman- hood. Ccins of /iisl^iration. 149 Art thou the reed the Christ went out to see, Shaken by the unhallowed winds of scorn, Trailing your royal robes within the dust And wishing in your heart that you were borne To some bright clime where you could live in peace And innocence, away from foul desire. Where naught's called love save that which brings release, And love, ne'er turned to lust bv demons dire, Who are the offspring of thy hellish fate, Borne down by devils stronger than them- selves, Bearing within their souls the fires of hate. And plunging other souls in deeper hells? And now, Oh, woman, what art thou to man More than a worthless, lifeless, fondled tool? Look at thy life and then say, if you can, Which is the worse, hell's devil or its fool ? Speak, woman, speak, or canst thou find no voice To tell thy tales of misery and woe ? No will hast thou to make the fitting choice And lead the way in which you wish to go ; Hast thou no heart within thy yearning breast? Hast no soul within thy withering form? Hast thou no pulse to thrill at touch of hands? Hast no feet to trample down the thorns? T50 Gems of Inspiration. Hast thou no hand to brush away the dews That ever gather thro' the lonq-, dark night? Hast thou no eyes to see the morning hues. As they pour in through eastern gates oi light? Hast thou no strength to break the tinseled cords That custom twines around thee like a spell. Binding God's truth with sacreligious words. xA.nd bidding life and health a sad farewell? Hast thou no power to rend the veil in twain Which hides the inner life of thee and thine That in reciprocated love you may regain The overflowing cup of joys divine? Throw ofif the weight that crushes like a spell. Gird on the sword of justice, love and truth, Stand firm within the very jaws of hell. And there unfurl the banner of thy youth. Show to the world its stripes are made of blood Which custom drew from veins of martyred love That had been starved for want of proper food. While by the christian's cutting lash 'twas drove To madness and desperation dark and dire. And hellish hate that would dethrone a God And drive him headlong into endless fire. For blotting out his goodness with a rod Of vengeance and wrath by fiery demons hurled Into the very gates of heavenly bliss. As if the flames of hell were there unfurled. And evcrv earth-child stood bv the hot abvss. Gems of Inspiration. 1 5 1 And now, O woman, when thou seest all Canst thou not drop the veil that hides thy grief, And show earth's gods that thev have caused the fall ; That love and truth alone can bring relief? Then will you stand upon the rampart's height Of love and truth and holiness divine ; And as the gates of heaven swing back for thee, Thou wilt walk in and sip the glowing wine Of mutual love, which is the final goal Of spirit-life, and claim thyself the right To sit in judgment o'er thy pleading soul, And there unfurl the banner of freedom's light. And then bend e'er the grave of buried love, And break the galling chains that bind it down To nothingness, then set on high above The cross whose suffering bought its glittering crown. Brush from its lips the ashes of dead leaves ; Bind up the broken hearts of crushed humanity ; Then place before the throne thy garnered sheaves. Filled with the lovely fruits of earth's divinity. Pick up the broken links of youthful love That glisten in thy memory of the past. And tvv-ine them around the sorrows of thy soul. Like shades of eve by golden skies o'crcast. And while enraptured thus you stand and gaze On the vast sea of human misery, Can you not brush away the mist and haze Of ignorance and dark antiquity? 152 Gems of Inspiration. WHAT IS MAN? Man, art thou a molten image, made of gold, Stationed upon the pinnacle of fame ? Or standing a stately, glittering iceberg cold. Within the polar region's broad domain, Where only the cold, pale rays of winter's sun Can meet the charm of thy forbidding airs, Without one element of summer heat To melt thy stony heart to love and tears ? And as you stand in wilderness or grove, Do you at times not long for some bright ray Of woman's love to cheer you in the strife, To strengthen and to lead you on your way? And as you count your heaps of yellow gold. And pour it in your cofifers, deep and wide. Are you content, while at arm's length you hold The woman who was once a lovely bride. While you deal out a pittance, mean and small, And lay it in her palm, so thin and frail? Can you not hear the clanking chains that fall Upon her weary soul like the death wail Arising from the hearts of devils danmed. Who have outlived the thoughts of truth and love Which are the keys to all that's bright and grand. And ever leads the wav to realm? above? Gems of Inspiration. 153 Lock up your gold within your massive safe, Then climb the azure heights of heaven's dome, And then look down upon life's flowery waste That doth surround the prison walls of home ; And view the gap thy treasured gold might fill, Which is the yawning gulf twixt thee and thine ; And then say, if you can, whence comes this chill That overflows all earthly joys divine? And now, O man, can you, with iron heel, Forge closer still the links of woman's chains, And at the tears she sheds no sorrow feel. Or e'er unfold your hands to soothe her pains ? Oh, can you listen to the pleading moan Arising from the heart of bleeding love, And mot unto that bleeding heart say, "Come, I'll lead you to the goal for which you strove." And as you take her gently by the hand And lead her on through new and flowery fields, Can you not see sweet freedom's golden wand, And that oppression's hellish doom it seals? Then, as you sit in nature's gilded halls. Will you not, with your sword clip her chains And take her from those hated prison walls, The ghastly growth of dead law-makers' brains. 154 Gems of Inspiration. And now, O man, wilt thou not ope the door That holds thy martyred love a prisoner doomed Within thy living, human heart's deep core, While for its speedy flight 'tis richly plumed, And sits upon the altar of its soul. Holding its glittering quiver in its hand. Waiting for you to draw aside the veil That' hides your sight from all that's bright and grand. Waiting for you to feast your worldly eyes Upon the glittering gold youVe hoarded up. For which you paid the forfeit of a love That lies within the draught you fain would sifp : But in thine eager thirst for wealth and fame Thou'st pushed aside the tender finger tips That poured the balm of Gilead on thy brain And held life's precious nectar to thy lips. Thou'st bruised the hand that wove thy laurel wreath ; Thou'st trampled under foot a woman's truth ; Thou'st crushed the love that could assuage thy grief. And thus debased the innocence of youth. Remember love and truth were never born In gilded halls or palaces of pride. But in a manger cold, and dark and lone They lay, one perfect germ, a spirit-guide, The offering of a mutual love complete, In harmony with itself and all the world — . A soul divine, within itself replete With all its glowing light of trutli unfurled. Gems of Iiispirafioii. 1 55 And now, O man, yield up your shininp;- gold. And now, O earth, yield up your garnered sheaves. And pay thy bride the wages of her toil Where heretofore she's gathered naught but leaves. And then say, if you can, which is richest fee. The gold that flies as doth the morning dews, Or the joyous cup of mutual love so free, Filled to the brim with nature's sacred laws? And now, O Time, cast ofif thy well-worn shoes, For thou dost stand on nature's holy grounds, And give to woman her own right to choose The sacred order of all wedded bonds Contained within the three great central links Of life and truth and love, all satisfied, Set with the seal of motherhood's fair tints ; Throned on the car of wisdom sanctified. THE WOMAN OF THE TW^ENTIETH CENTURY Woman, didst thou but know thy power To claim thy birthright and thy dower. Thou w^ouldst o'erleap the gulf that lies Twixt thee and thine own paradise ; Wouldst turn the soil of liberty And reap the harvest yet to be. Thou wouldst walk forth like some great god, Instead of cowering *neath the rod. 156 Gems of Inspiration. March forth to conquer in thy might, Clothed in robes of purest while. Unseal the seal of God's great plan, For woman shall encompass man ; And soon you'll see the rule reversed. The last ascending to the first. I see a woman all replete ; The moon hangs low beneath her feet. Clothed in the halo of the sun, Her royal race has just begun. Her soul reclaims again its youth. She wields the sword of nature's truth. Arisen is her star of hope, And gleams upon life's horoscope. She hath put ofif her scarlet dress. She wears no more her broider'd vest. But in her bridal robes she comes As came the Lord forth from the tomb. And lo ! the Bridegroom cometh too. The old is past ; behold the new ! Behold her on her milk-white steed ; In her right hand she holds a reed With which to measure joys to come Within earth's universal home. Where dual love is all complete, And lust lies moaning at her feet. In life's sweet cup she pours a balm Extracted from the Jewish palm. The battle's fought ; the victory's won ; The Bridegroom and the Bride are one. No sins to purge, no scars to heal ; For every woe is turned to weal ; For mystic rule has been reversed, And woman has become the first, ClDthcd in licr armor of knighted mail. Nature is just : Truth shall prevail. Cciiis of Iiispirafioii.' 1$? IN MEMORY OF MY DEAREST FRIEND, MRS. M. A. CARR The jewel was raised from its casket By the touch of a hand divine, Disrobed of its cumbersome garments, In its peerless worth to shine. Her soul's worth was all unheeded By those who knew her least. But those who her council pleaded Ever found in her presence a feast. She never swerved from her duty. No matter how hard to bear ; Her soul was the outgrowth of beauty And her crown set with diamonds rare-. She filled her chalice with flowers. Fresh from the evergreen plain ; Then scattered them out with a loving hand To the friends she will meet again. Tho' gone from our sight, she is with us yet, And will ever be faithful and trtte ; Tho' high in heaven, her goal she has set Her friends she will often review. Richly clothed in the robes of virtue Was the soul of our long loved one ; And pure as a dewdrop from heaven Ere 'tis kissed by the passionate sun. Then why do we weep at her going. When we know she will often return ? And why are we prostrate with sorrow When she says, "My dear friend, do not mourn !" 158 Ccins of Inspiration. JEHOVAH'S REIGN Jehovah took the key to spirit realms, And while he sat upon his throne of worlds Unlocked the gates of time's mysterious ways And there beheld a book. A blank it was, But lo, he wrote his name on its title page. He dipped his pen in fire and wrote his name On every world, and then, as if in mockery, He wrote his name on every bird and beast And every creeping thing, from loathsome rep- tiles To downy butterflies and from great suns Unto the tiniest insect that feeds on air. He dipped his pen in rainbow tints and wrote His name upon the storm, and as he turned The last great leaf in nature's book he wrote With his own blood upon the hearts of men The first and last great law, that God is love. Lo, then, with pen of fire Jehovah wrote On every leaf and pagd of his great book That light is life, life God, and God is love. Rut as he sat on his eternal throne And gazed with pride upon the mighty works Of his omnipotence, and watched with care The evolution of each mighty world, His countenance waxed pale, for as he looked O'er the vast trackless waste of endless time He saw some laws which he had thought in- vincible Begin to fade and die. Some worlds turned pale Within their wayward course and then seemed lost In realms of Erebus. Others swelled and. swerved, Gems of lusl^inUlon. 159 Then staggered and fell back, and seemed to die From lack of light, and some did burst their bonds And became as nought within the Master's hands. Then God took up the pen of Father Time And wrote on every page of Nature's book, "Change and exchange is the sealed mystery Of God's eternal truth and harmony." But man was blind because of his transgression, And could not see the mutual exchange Of great Jehovah's wealth. And deaf was he Unto the 'still small voice of God within ; Nor could he know that through transgres- sion he Must walk on thorns. Nor could he see as yet That when his soul clamored for bread it would Receive a stone. Nor could his thirst l)e quenched For he had turned the nectar of his life Into a sieve, and soon the fount went dry. He cheaply sold his claims on paradise To pay the forfeit of his rude transgression, For nature knows no discount in her terms. But pays the last percentage of her debts ; And tho' she's liberal with her richest store She's ever frugal with her ways and means. She moulds organic life to suit herself, Then forms a law to suit each moulded germ. She knows no up nor down, no high nor low ; No great nor small, no time nor space knows she ; But all that she has been, all that she is And all that she can be in heaven or earth, Through endless time, through all unbounded space. Is hemmed about bv the invincible i6o Ccnis of Inspiration. Yet ever changing laws of evolution. But man in his conceited wisdom snatched The key from out Jehovah's hand, and locked The golden gates of paradise against The evolution of his soul ; then formed Himself a law (a low% debasing law) That banished from his oreast the living God, And fed his sensual appetite on husks. Then taught his children 'twas a holy law, And flung the lie into Jehovah's teeth By telling them the man-made law was God's. And so the law of unrequicted love Is now imposed upon the human race. And we are told 'tis conjugal felicity. It may be possible for man to be Deceived by mortal man, but never God. Can man eat poison serpent for a fish And know it not, or gnaw a stone for bread? Nor can w^e drink from God's eternal fount The unadulterated wine of life. Except we open first the ponderous doors Of charnel houses where poor madmen rave. And batter down the bolted iron doors Of prison houses where chained felons pine In the dark, murky gloom of solitude. And cleanse wath unfeigned love and liberty The whited sepulchre of every human soul. But lo, the door swings back ; the flickering light Of heaven's morning dawns. "The Great I Am'^ Fans the dying embers of earth's darkest night Into a blazened oriental morn. The God of Jacob walks again with men. The light and glory of redeeming power. Which Boanerges scattered to the wind. Shines once again upon the courts of love. Woman has paid the price of martyred love. Gems of luspiralioii. ] 6 1 And now she seeks redress. Man, too, repels The sparkhng ruby soul-destroying wine. The ship of state in the celestial spheres Has weighed her ancher in the troubled deep Of Esau's darkest night. Again the Lord Proclaims that as in transgression all have died, In the fulfilling all shall live again, Forever to proclaim the love and joy Of every soul beneath Jehovah's reign. PART SECOND. POEMS FOR THE FEW. OR THE SCIENCE OF THE HEAVENS. PREFACE. Shakespeare spoke a vital truth when he said : "There are more things in heaven and earth. Horatio, Than are dreamt of in your philosophy." We feel safe in saying that there are separate classes of spiritual molecules in the astral ether (which we usually from habit call God) which we should, how- ever, call God's, and these spiritual molecules fill all space and vibrate with the physical molecules of our brain, and, in fact, every atom of our body, and these spirit molecules govern each characteristic of every in- dividual to some extent, but they vibrate more largely with organisms whose tastes and spiritual capacities are potentially unfolded. In "Paradise Lost and Found'" we have shown the vibrations of many of those nivthical gods, and their Gcuis of Inspiration. 163 Shakespeare spoke a vital truth when he said : ''There are more things in heaven and earth. Horatio. Than are dreamt of in your philosophy." We feel safe in saying that there are separate classes of spiritual molecules in the astral ether (which we usually from habit call God) which we should, how- ever, call God's, and these spiritual molecules fill all space and vibrate with the physical molecules of our brain, and, in fact, every atom of our body, and these spirit molecules govern each characteristic of every in- dividual to some extent, but they vibrate more largely with organisms wdiose tastes and spiritual capacities are potentially unfolded. In "Paradise Lost and Found'' we have shown the vibrations of many of those mythical gods, and their vibratory effect upon each other, and also upon the children of earth, for what affects the earth affects her children also; so we've shown the affect as bearing upon the earth more especially, because the earth is the mother of her children. We have given the names of many of the gods and goddesses by showing their in- fluence upon the spiritual plains of the stellar fields. Do you call this mythical ? if so, you are right ; for mythology, when blended with the spiritual esse of the starry constellations of Oriental birth, is one of the grandest truths ever conceived by man ; but no one can see its harmonious beauties unless they can grasp the cabalistic keys of occultism and unlock the mystic doors of the heavens. If you say it is chimerical, that is another thing; for chimera is limited to our own morbid and worldy con- dition and fancies. With us the partaking of the forbidden fruit is one with Pandora's box, only the ancient sages used differ- ent symbols to expound the same truths. Both of those mvthical stories show what our earth 164 Gems of Inspiralioii. vibratory effect upon each other, and also upon the children of earth, for what affects the earth affects her children also ; so we've shown the affect as bearing upon the earth more especially, because the earth is the mother of her children. We have given the names of many of the gods and goddesses by showing their in- fluence upon the spiritual plains of the stellar fields. Do you call this mythical ? if so, you are right ; for mythology, when blended with the spiritual esse of the starry constellations of Oriental birth, is one of the grandest truths ever conceived by man ; but no one can see its harmonious beauties unless they can grasp the cabalistic keys of occultism and unlock the mystic