^/. v^ ^'' -^0^ % >? ^0°. ■ *^ s> • o s > .C A'' o. A-* >^ #^^!^"'/- ^y'^j:,';^ ,,vnV,.-^,.% . I \ ... * ^ -o 0^- x^q. <^ V *. >° .ei" ./ >..,..^' \>^^ iv^ -n/- vV ,,_ . .^ ^ ^ <^. .-is ■'-/"\-o-^."l!',-^. °'\*«^ -■ "'i ■-' •^---"• ,/■■- .^*^.= ->>' -^^.v.^/V-'^/.^'-V*--' .^*- - The RIVER: n A SONG OF HUMAN LIFE. Br ALA, Author of "The Silent Dormitory and Other Poems," "Disciple- ship," "The Two Paths," etc. PRIVATELY PRINTED IN HONOR OF OUR MOTHER' NINETY- FOURTH BIRTHDAY. JOHN LOCKWOOD, 138-140 South Oxford Street, " Brooklyn, N. Y., 1890. WHAT IF SHE NE'ER RETURN ! Mother is ,y;oiie ; her empty chair I see. Gone! hut, please (tOcI, she conieth soon again. joy ! she conieth 1)ack again to nie. What if she ne'er return I To her, sweet gain ; To me immeasurable loss and pain. 1 dare not think of that distressful day When from the window I shall gaze in vain For her returning steps, unwont to stray, That come no more, howe'er with l)reaking heart I pray THE T{iyER: A SONG OF HUMAN LIFE. THE RIVER : A SONG OF HUMAN EIEE. Out of a dingle wild I came, dear Nature's child, A brooklet undefiled, As cr3'stal clear. I danced to see the light Of the pure heaven so bright, And sparkled at the sight Of sunbeams near. Out of the great mystery, the Human Soul is ushered into the worhl, at birth, in immaculate innocence and perfect beauty. lo The 'l^iver: Shot b}^ the sttirs strong bow. They pierced me through and through- 'T was but their wa}^ to show Their welcome sweet. By mossy rocks I played, 'Twixt banks of fern I strayed. In cozy nooks delayed My baby-feet. Absorbing mother-love greets it, and it soon finds its way to the delights which kindly Nature has provided for it on every side. zA Sojio- of Human Life, ii There laughing zephyrs came Breathing love's blissful name, But innocent of shame I heeded not : With gleeful strife and din They pressed my cheeks and chin, They pressed love-dimples in, Then kissed the spot. Being wholly unacquainted with sin, the babe is unaffected by its approaches. The %h'er: Unmoved to love's delay Eftsooiis I slipped away, For I would be at play Amid my toys : The pebbles at my feet, Whereon as harpchords sweet I swept my fingers fleet, Sang of my joys. Impatient of dalliance, it seeks its playthings with glee, and coos its innocent happiness. ^^ Song of Human Life. Lured by my dancing wave, For me the wild-bird gave His wood-notes gay and grave In shade and shine ; Swinging from tree to tree, So fearless and so free, The squirrel played for me His antics fine. Finding in Nature a response to every desire, it more and more seeks her sympathetic companion- ship. 14 The ^iver: Unto my pebbly brink Came creatures wild to drink — Duck, otter, weasel, mink — And plash and pla}' : Happy betwixt ni}^ banks, I watched their brimming pranks, And heard their noisv thanks The livelong day Pets are drawn to the child, who is in turn attracted to them. <^4 Song of Human Life. 15 By pool and waterfall, By rapids great and small, I heard the red fox call His loitering mate. I heard the panther's growl, I heard the lone wolf's howl, I heard the midnight owl Hoot his " Too late ! " With observant eyes the child gradually gets ac- quainted with its sweet companion, Nature, 1 6 The %iver: By maii}^ a soft cascade Whose melody dela3'ed Whatever footsteps stra3'ed Within their spells, By many a grassy bed With strawberries white and red And violets interspread And lilv-bells, and with advancing 3-ears grows in sweetness and beantv ; c^ Song of Human Life, 17 There poets loitered long M}' rocks and rills among And caught a loftier song — Diviner fire : There lovers came to find In me a purer mind, An essence more refined Than love's desire. and begins to get glimpses of the deeper significance and beant\- and purity of the world. The %iver: Thus many a day and mile My life was one sweet smile, With naught that could defile My earth-pure stream ; Nor shadows that oft creep O'er life's serenest sleep Came to disturb ni}' deep And golden dream. It begins to perceive that it has a share in the un- tainted splendor of the universe, ^4 Song of Hitmaji Life, 19 At length not far away, Where slept the sun all da}', I found a meadow gay With daffodils ; . There the lush grass was green, And there the floral sheen Lay beautiful between The sun-kissed hills. and enters completely into the enjoyment of the 20 The 1{iver: There children golden -tressed, By sunbeams soft caressed, All da}' the cool grass pressed With knees and feet. With them fond zeph3'rs played And round their lips dela3-ed ; O who could them upbraid ? — So pure, so sweet ! zA Song of Human Life. 21 I watched them, bo3\s and girls, Their locks in tangled whorls Of dandelion curls, That fairies know'; And they wore coronets Of braided violets More beautiful than frets A royal brow. Nature, the indulgent mother, companions the spot- less and beautiful 22 The l^iver: Their necklaces were made Of butterciips abraid, With clover leaves inlaid — Ah, pretty weeds ! What the}' called ' ' cheeses ' ' round On hollyhocks they found, And these with grass they bound To make them beads. zA Song of Human Life. ■ 23 They chased with footsteps sly And bonnets poised on high The painted butterfly — That winged flower ; Till, hushed their nois}^ g^ee, Beneath some spreading tree Gave up each little knee To slumber's hour. of innocent happiness. 24 The '^{iver: Of this fair spot possessed I loitered long at rest Nor had within ni}- breast Or thought or care. I let my music die, Content, stagnant, to lie And gaze into the sk}' With vacant stare. Passive to these influences it becomes enervated, not having 3-et discovered that it has a positive and coni- mandin,s< work of its own to do. ^ Song of Human Life. 25 By scarce-seen affluents new, Fed by the rain and dew, More and more strong I grew ; But lo, there crept But conscience not having yet awakened, the child knows nothing of sin, and so has not learned to be on its guard against temptation. From a mixed 26 The "l^iver: Out of obscurity Rills of impurit}'-, While in security Fancied I slept. environment, evil influences approach it along with good ones, and the soul is contaminated, though yet sinless, before it is aware. zA Song of Hitman Life, 27 Then on my ganiients' sheen A track of stain was seen Behold I was unclean ! Not quite in vain Conscience awakens, and reason begins to discrimi- nate between worthy and nnworthy objects of pur- suit. Fruits which reason has disapproved are 28 The 1{iver: The pitj^ng sun looked down, { For this he hath his crown). To cleanse ni}^ baby gown Of this first stain. tasted, and the taint of sin follows. This taint the just-awakened spiritual force of the soul strives to remove. zA Song of Human Life. 29 But more and more — O shame ! — Turbid my stream became ; Matters not whose the blame, Mine was the cross. Sorrow follows condemnation, but it is not deep enough to enable the soul to resist triumphantly the allurements of pleasure ; nor is the understanding yet sufficiently enlightened to give proper weight to 30 The T{iver: O this vile influence ! O this base indolence ! Lost was ni}' innocence- Ah me ! the loss ! the dangers of temptation, and thus the soul's purity is more and more stained with sin. Innocence is gone for ever. Z.4 Soiiiy of Human Life, 31 Near this sweet glade I found A mill whereat I ground For all the farmers round Their golden grain. But under the action of the mighty forces now at work, the understanding developes rapidly, the will takes command, defensive works are erected at the weak points, and the soul, fortified and guarded against surprise, is secure. The youth begins to see 32 The %iver: More and more wheels beside I turned with ni}^ swift tide, And heard the shuttles glide With might and main. that he has a place in the great world's work, the voice of Duty is heard and obe^-ed, and in the hum of industr}' the calls of the tempting siren, thou.y^h heard, are unheeded. j' /h ' ^ 'V ST, ftUGUSllNE. FLA_^/ \^- > _ '^>\ai-B^^