PS ^- ^'■' » y tllB RAIIY OF CONGRESS. I # I f UNITED STATKS OF AMERICA. | THE FOE T'S QUEST OTHER POExMS. Bv CHARLES JAMES CANNON, N E W-Y O R K : PUBLISHED BY CASSERLY & SONS, NO. 108 NASSAU STREET. 1841. f5 12^^ Entered according to the Act of Congress in the 3'car 1840, by CHARLES JAMES CANNON, in the Clerk's office of the District Court of the United States of the Southern District of New- York. Alex. S. Gould, Printer, No. 144 Nassau-street, N. Y. The principal poem in tliis little volume was, nearly t\vo years ago, prepared for the press at tlie earnest request of a very dear friend — the late James Craufurd LivinXtSton ; and is now published in fulfilment of a pro- mise to the Dead — yet not without the hope of approbation from the Living. TO A callow bird, tliat from liie parent nest Had fallen, helpless lay upon the ground ; And there the weak and shivering thing was found By one who kindly warmed it on her breast ; And who, to give the little trembler rest, Built it a home amid her garden", where It felt the genial sun and balmy air, And peace and joy once more its heart possessed. " But, lady, how," the grateful birdling cried, " Can I e'er make thee recompense ? To me To ply the silk-worm's art it is denied, Or sweets to hoard like the industrious bee. I can but sing ! Yet thou wilt not despise What the heart prompts, though couched in humble guise." 1» ^mn ipcDn^iF^^ (gwn^^c The page of life is aye the same. But that which seems to eye of youth A gUttering scroll of Love and Fame, Of Honour and of Truth, To him whom Time hath rightly taught to read Its mystick lines — is Vanity indeed ! I late beheld a thoughtless child That did right eagerly pursue The down, which on the breezes wild, Boyond him ever flew. How like to Love that thistle down ! methought. So hard to win ! so little worth when caught ! And then, of bootless toil not grown Yet weary, turned he to pursue A ball from pipe of urchin blown ; — And that escaped him too. I sighed to think with man it is the same — Now lured by Love — now by the bubble Fame. THE POETS QUEST. O Love and Fame ! to whom my soul With all its noblest powers did bow ; Who could my heart's strong tides control How do I prize you now ? As water poured upon the sand — a gleam Of falling star — a scarce remembered dream ! Alas ! my life has been a dream ! And time, for better things bestowed, With me, like sluggish woodland stream. Hath onward idly flowed ; Bearing, among the weeds upon its bosom. Full many a withered leaf and blighted blossom. And yet, of even the busiest life, How much is spent — though wasted not — In dreams ? when sorrow, toil and strife Are for a while forgot — Or when even to those very clouds are given The sunset glories of a summer even ? And sad, indeed, the lot of him Who cannot hope to dream again ; Whose future is nor bright nor dim ; Present — nor joy nor pain ; Whose heart, which erst o'crflowed witii tenderness, Is arid now, and cold and passionless ! THE POETS QUEST. Such lot is mine ! My dream is past ! The fabrick by my fancy reared Is on the earth in ruins cast ; Even hope hath disappeared ; And in my graveward path is left to me Companion none, save mocking memory ! O bright-eyed Hope ! and Memory, The pale and sorrovi^ful ! Ye are To voyagers on Life's rough sea Their morn and evening star. Or rather, ye are but the shadow^s cast By travellers o'er the future and the past. For when we forth at morning tide. To journey westward with the sun. Our shadows, like a faithful guide. Before us ever run. And thus with man, whatever his condition. Youth's ardent hopes still leave behind fruition. But, as we onward fare, and ere Our toilsome journey is complete, Our shadows lag in their career, And shrink beneath our feet. And so with man in every age it proves, His hopes grow less as on through life he moves. 10 THE I'OEt's quest. But when llie eve is closing round, Behold ! they turn them back again, And fondly linger on the ground O'er which we passed with pain. And thus it is that memory oftenest clingclh To that which to the heart no pleasure bringeth I And hence it is my memory chngs To all the past. There is no spot On which she now her shadow flings Where grief has found me not ; Nor moment whose remembrance can impart One gleam of light to this benighted heart. My childhood even — the darling theme Of those who, through the lapse of years, Remember but the transient beam That glittered through its tears — My very childhood — whatsoe'er it be To others— far from cloudless was to me. For at my hearth sat Poverty, That squalid witcli ! while Sickness w^an, And Toil, that earns so drudgingly The crust he feeds upon. Were those with whom I then was forced to dwell ;- Yet love could make even these endurable, THE poet's quest. 11 Mij motlier^s love ! And that indeed A treasure was above all price ; That for whate'er I stood in need Could of itself suffice. My 7nolJier^s love J Even now its recollection Wakes in my heart the life-pulse of affection I And reason must her throne forsake — Frozen my life's warm current be, My mother ! ere shall fail to wake That pulse at thought of thee I Albeit thy love, though precious 'twas and sweet, Prepared me ill with worldings to compete. For wheresoe'er a vagrant will Directed, I was free to roam, Sure that a kindly welcome still Awaited me at home ; Until my love of solitude became A passion wiiich even time hath failed to tame. And now, when weary of the strife That wilh his fellow man maintains, To win ^ome little name in life, Or multiply his gains, I wander forth, and am in all once more A child — save that my childhood's dreams arc o'er. 12 THE poet's quest. Those glorious dreams ! when lost amid The everlasting hills; or when In bosom of the forest hid ; Or in untrodden glen, Where echo, to my halloo answering, I thought the mocking voice of living thing ; — Or stretched on marge of glassy stream, Wherein a nether heaven was seen, Radiant with noontide's dazzling beam, Or sunset's golden sheen ; Wearing the pensive hue of eve, or bright With myriads of gems of living light ; — Or laid on mossy couch, that high Above the brattling torrent hung, I slumbered to the lullaby The crooning waters sung ; Or sat, while birdlings sang in sweet idlesse, In some bright spot amid the wilderness ; — Or when among the breathing flowers. With drowsy sense but waking eye, Supinely have I lain for hours In gazing on the sky. Fashioning the clouds that crossed its azure plain Into the forms that long had filled my brain. THE poet's quest. 13 The tower of strength ; the castle grand ; The gallant steed and warrior bold ; The crowned head and sceptred hand, Of which I had been told In tale or song of lands beyond the sea, When evening found me at my mother's knee- And aye that stately castle's lord ; The rider of that goodly steed ; That king by countless hosts adored — Was the poor child of need Whose sun-burnt brow and feet by brambles torn, Save nature's covering, aught had never worn. But open to the homeless wight That castle's gates forever stood ; And never more did king or knight Rejoice in doing good ; And thousands daily at the board were fed Of him who oft went supperless to bed. But not among the clouds alone The visions of my dreams were found. When birds to other climes had flown, And snow lay deep around, And man and beast sought shelter from the storm, The winter hearth revived each pictured form. 2 14 THE poet's quest. And new desires — and vague as new — Now sprang to life within my breast. Restless and moody thence I grew ; Sleep brought not wonted rest ; The seeds of wild ambition, deeply sown In my young heart, now made their presence known. And never yet did prisoned bird, When some free warbler's gladsome song Is in his lonely dwelling heard. More passionately long To spread his wings and soar to heaven, than I To gain with men a name that should not die. But this seemed to my lot denied. For all as easy 'twere for him Whose hands are pinioned to his side Against the tide to swim. As for a dweller in life's lowly vale The steep and slippery heights of Fame to scale. And though, 't is true, full many a path Leads to its dazzling summit, none It to the eye of boyhood hath But that of war alone, From which I shuddering turned, for, ah I it bore At every step the stains of human gore. THE poet's quest. But when at distance I beheld Where bright the tracks of Genius shone, My heart with strong impatience swelled That path to enter on. But, to destroy the hope born of that glance, Before me rose the giant Ignorance. And, while a cold and vacant smile Across his stolid features stole. He stood, like some barbarian pile. Between me and the goal I longed to reach ; and, O ! beneath his eye I felt my very soul within me die ! But then I thought of him of old Who with a pebble and a sling, O'ercame the man whose name could hold In fear a mighty king. But he was one no doubtings could depress. And unto such Heaven ne'er denies success. Yet sling and stone I scarce could wield. What I had felt and mourned for years, My father's scorn — ^but ill concealed — My mother's silent tears, When on my pallid br*)W and ashen cheek She gazed, too well confirmed. Yes, I was weak ! 15 16 THE poet's quest. And weak is mind's undying flame When, like an incubus, disease Hath long oppressed its mortal frame. Numbing its energies. But ROW, endued with sudden power, I rose. The giant met, and straight did with him close. And fierce the struggle. But at length The monster to the earth I bore. Dost wonder what could give such strength To one so weak before ? Ask thine own heart, and that will answer give — ♦' Nothing but Love could such a deed achieve." Yes, Love it was that strength bestowed. Or, as I should more truly say, 'Twas the diviner's rod which showed Where hid the treasure lay. Oft in the meanest breast a mine is found That does with ore more rich than gold abound. And she who had existence given To that which o'er my spirit shed The warm and glorious hues of heaven, But now so cold and dead Has left the heart that cherished it, was one As fair as eye of man e'er dwelt upon. THE poet's quest. The sapling in its leafy dress, And by the vernal breezes swayed, Could equal not in gracefulness The form of that young maid. In which each day did some new charm disclose, As in the bud ere yet a full blown rose. But what can with her face compare ? Not lovelier is the pride of June, The silver moon is not more fair ; Yet 'twas not like the moon — So pale and sad ! No, rather like the sun, Which gladdens every thing he shines upon. And yet it was not like the sun, That looks on all unshrinkingly ; For, though a bright and happy one, 'Twas veiled with modesty ; And, while with fearless step she ranged the wild, Her eye was like the fawn's— timid and mild. And then her voice ! A.mong the hills When heard all nature cried, " Rejoice !" Even now my bosom wildly thrills As memory wakes that voice ! The form and face the fancy may enthrall — The voice makes captive heart and soul and all, 2* 17 18 THE poet's quest. Nay, dotard, peace ! It is not well, For him who would all love forswear, With such fond eloquence to dwell On charms however rare. Fairer was Eden ne'er in happiest hours Than when a serpent lurked beneath its flowers. But, having with a mighty bound The barrier by Ignorance reared O'erleaped, I trod the sacred ground Which erst so fair appeared. And, if at distance seen it had seemed fair, It now was beautiful beyond compare. • For myriads there — of every dye — Of flowers that long had lain concealed — Gems hidden from the careless eye — Were now to me revealed ; And 'mid the treasures that around me blushed, A thousand springs of limpid silver gushed. And all the feelings of my soul. Which, hke obstructed waters, long Had struggled to escape control, Now in a stream of song Burst forth. Mine was the minstrel's power ; — I knew Not then the curse that ever clings thereto ! THE poet's quest. 19 But, like the steed whose spirit ne'er Has been by servitude debase^, I entered on my new career With hot and furious haste ; And had the race been to the swift, not now Had been my heart more withered than my brow ! For one wild passion filled my soul — My thoughts by day — my dreams by night — And for all pains to reach that goal Would Marian's love requite. My Marian's love ! That guerdon to secure There was no evil I would not endure. And much I bore ! My father's grave Was tenanted ; and to supply His place — my mother's age to save From sordid penury — I gave, unmurmuring, my days to toil; Yet wasted not the less the midnight oil, For oft the precepts of the sage — More oft the poet's golden lay — Have bowed me spell-like, o'er the page From eve till morning gray, And though the earthly frame 'neath this excess Might sink, the spirit owned no weariness. 20 THE POETS QUEST. But now my mother's eye grew dim, And languid was her step ; her cheek Waxed pale, for aye she thought of him Of whom she dared not speak ; And if she chanced to smile 'twas not in mirth ; — For her had desolation clothed the earth. holy love ! Though he, to whom The treasure she had yielded up Of that fond heart in girlhood's bloom, Had filled the bitter cup Of suffering for her to the very brim. It sweeter was than joy unshared with bim. And though she lingered yet awhile, 1 saw — and O my bosom bled To see — in that cold ghastly smile Her heart was with the dead ; For her's that love which knoweth no decay When all which gave it life has passed away. And now she sank apace. Mo moan Escaped her quivering lips ; — her cheek Was tearless ; — calm and sweet her tone While she had strength to speak ; — And from my face she turned her kind gaze never Until the light of love was quenched forever. THE poet's quest. 21 In vain the laughing morn— in vain The grateful breeze wooed me abroad To lie among the flowers again That pranked the verdant sod ; In vain with burning breath the fierce noon strove To drive me forth where waved the rustling grove And even eve — sweet pensive eve — Called to me from the hills in vain ; My dreary watch I would not leave At that sad couch of pain While hope was left. When that was from me swept, In spirit crushed, I threw me down and wept. For long, long hours 1 could but weep. And when at length I did control That storm of grief, a shadow deep, Settled upon my soul ; And I believed — as all must once like me Believe— in sorrow's immortality. But no ! Howe'er affliction chain The spirit to the earth, it will. If but one spark of hope remain. Rise up triumphant still. And soon my love of fame— that smouldering fire- Burst forth into a flame of wild desire 22 THE poet's quest. Yet not in forest wild and deep, In moonlight glen, nor shadowy nook, Nor 'mid the hills where echoes sleep Was I for fame to look. No, though immortal, 'tis of mortal birth, And must be sought among the sons of earth. So I must forth. But like the bird With untried wing outspread for flight, Though onward by ambition spurred, I trembled with affright. And had, but for the hope that led me on, The darling purpose of my soul foregone. Yet manfully I tlien arose, And sundered all the ties which bind The poor fond heart to scenes like those I now must leave behind ; — My home — though comfortless, indeed, and lone- It was the only one I e'er had known ; — And many a spot in solitude That sacred was to days gone by, Where, prompted by some nameless mood, I wept, yet knew not why ; — For o'er my spirit even in infancy Was cast the shadow of my destiny ; — THE poet's quest. 23 And eke the place where side by side My parents lay in dreamless sleep; — No mark it bore of love or pride Their memories to keep From being swept away in Time's dark sea ; — But then my name their monument should be. My name ! When I have laid me down To sleep in lap of Mother Earth, As little shall of me be known As those who gave me birth ; — Mine, after all, is but the common lot — A life of toil — to die — and be forgot ! But not alone to native cot — To scenes where I had mused and wept — Nor to the undistinguished spot Where my poor parents slept — Though each my heart enchained with powerful spell, To Marian too I now must bid farewell. Farewell ! A word, when lightly said That, like a cloud at sunny noon, Throws all that's lovely into shade ; Or, like a blast in June Which steals its sweetness from the opening flower, That falls upon the heart with chilling power. 24 THE poet's quest. But when it is in sadness spoken, It tells of friendship's shivered chain ; — Of links of fond affection broken Ne'er to unite again ; — Of joy, and O of hope, too oft the knell Is that short, bitter, withering v.'ord — Farewell I And now in bitterness of soul Farewell was said ; and on my Quest I went. But distant aye the goal For which I hotly pressed. Alas ! the cooling lymph I longed to taste Proved but the mirage of the burning waste ! And then — known to the world no more Than ere its notice I had sought — And poor, save in the bitter lore By stern experience taught — I homeward turned — of Fame no longer dreammg- Yet, Love possessed for me its early seeming. Yes, though my bark — long tempest tossed — Upon the waves a wreck was flung, There still remained when all seemed lost One plank to which I clung. My Marian's love ! O to how frail a thing Will drowning wretch in desperation cling ! THE POETS QUEST. Now weary, faint and travel-stained, I stood upon the mount above The quiet vale, which erst contained All objects of my love. The quiet vale I Ah no ! unsparing change Had been before me there, and all was strange. No vestige was there of my home ! The vale itself had disappeared ; And glittering fane and lordly dome "Were from its depths upreared ; And all the city's jarring sounds were heard Where sang of late the brooklet and the bird. The bird was flown ; that brooklet's course Was not the one by nature given, But, turned aside by human force, — Lost to the light of heaven, — It sought another channel to the main Through hills which now lie buried in the plain. Was this my home ! No place of rest ; — No shelter for my aching head ; Nay busy life even now possessed The spot where slept my dead ! My cup was full ;— but yet to run it o'er With bitterness, there needed one drop more. 3 25 26 THE poet's quest. And that was added. As I stood In thought perplexed, a fairy form — With too much loveliness endued For sister of the worm — Passed by me with a bounding step, and eye Bright with her pure young heart's hilarity. My youth returned ! and with the eyes Of other days upon that child I looked ; and all the memories Long buried in the wild Dark ocean of the Past rose up, and I In her beheld my Star of Destiny. Illusion fond ! which reason cold Too soon dispelled ! That radiant face ; — Those buoyant steps, and locks of gold ; — That form of childish grace ; — Though like to her's whom I long years ago Had left, would time have spared them still ? O no Then turned I from that vision bright, With smiling lip, but humid eye. When, lo ! a being met my sight Of bearing proud and high. Whose smooth, fair brow and eye serene expressed A mind exalted and a heart at rest. THE poet's quest. 27 Time had — to mellow, not destroy — Her beauties touched ; and though he had Sobered the feverish pulse of joy ; Serious now — not sad — Was the fond look with which she watched that wild And happy thing, and blessed it as Her Child ! My brain was troubled. And on her With strange devotion as she passed I gazed. But ne'er on worshipper Did senseless image cast A more unseeing eye than that which fell Upon me, as I stood — mute and immoveable. 'TwAS She ! The curse of memory Was mine alone — She knew me not. And I had come o'er land and sea — To find I was forgot ! I turned me thence without or sigh or tear — With nothing left to hope — and nought to fear I IP CD li IM A TRIBUTE OF THE HEART. I KNOW 'tis very wrong to grieve when those from earth have passed, Whose dying pangs, though bitter, we beheve to be their last ; Yet have I with repining heart o'er one departed mourned, Whose spirit — springing from the dust — had to its God returned. But I had loved — with love as deep and boundless as the sea ; And even as my love had been was now my grief to me ; And but for Him whose mercy sets to every thing its bound. Long since in its unfathomed depths my reason had been drowned ! What though but few the charms in her that stranger eyes could see, Whate'er she was to others, she was beautiful to me ; And with a beauty which nor time, nor even pain could dim. Nor death — which now hath changed it to that of the seraphim. But who had failed to love her that, like me, her worth had proved, When even by those who knew her least she was not unbeloved ? And while above the lowhest no eminence she claimed, Still by the poor and sorrowing with blessings was she named. 3* 30 POEMS. For though 'twas ne'er her lot to eat the bread of idleness, She had an ever open hand to all that knew distress ; And then so graciously she gave out of her little store, She ever sent the burthened heart rejoicing from her door. And while from virtue's path she ne'er in thought even turned aside. She ever had a kindly word another's faults to hide ; But when, with all her care, she failed to keep those faults from view, With every word of blame from her fell tears of pity too. And when with anguish torn, which might a sterner spirit wring, From her pale lip was never heard the voice of murmuring ; But placid was her brow as one that pain had never known, And through the gathering mists of death the light of love still shone. Then, like an infant fallen asleep upon its mother's breast, With the sweet smile of innocence upon its lips impressed, She sank into forgetfulness — and gently passed from earth ; — Leaving to me no solace — but the memory of her worth ! POEMS. 31 THE DEATH OF JAMES CRAUFURD LIVINGSTON. The hand of Desolation o'er A lute of heavenly tone hath passed ; A tree, that buds of promise bore Of golden fruit, to earth is cast. A light is quenched whose cheering beam Was felt at many a lonely hearth ; And sealed a fount, from which a stream Flowed forth to fertilize the earth I The cold, inexorable tomb Has closed upon the hope of years ; And Friendship weeps the early doom Of one that's gone with bitter tears. 'Tis sad to see the young depart, — Like flowers swept in their bloom away, — But O 'tis sadder to the heart To see them wither day by day ! To mark the slow, but certain blight, — To catch the stifled groan of pain ; — To watch the waning of that light Which ne'er shall beam on us again. 32 POEMS. Then, though the tear of fond regret Affection's eye must ever dim, The blessed hope we'll not forget, That loss to us is gain to him ; — That now the eagle spirit, chained To earth, and struggling to be free, Its glorious heritage hath gained And soared to immortality ! NAPOLEON. Napoleon ! There was a time When at that talismanick word All hearts — whate'er their creed or clime — Would leap as if a trump were heard S And the hot blood throughout the frame Would flash ! It was the name of him Beneath the splendour of whose fame The glories of the world were dim. The monarch bird whose mighty wings Shut out the sun's meridian blaze ; Whose perch was on the necks of kings, While nations cowered beneath his gaze ! POEMS. 33 And now, whene'er is breathed that name, Before the memory brightly flits Full many a scene of deathless fame — Marengo — Jena — Austerlitz — And Wagram — terribly sublime I And lo I where Lodi's Bridge is cast Across the cold, dark stream of Time To join the future and the past I With those — ^"mid sadness glorious too-^ Imperial Moscow's funeral pile ; The fatal field of Waterloo, And stern St. Helen's dreary isle I But though in dust that banner proud Which long had waved triumphantly, To man His spirit never bowed — His conqueror was Destiny I And should his cherished France forget What now is due her Chieftain's fame, *' Posterity shall pay that debt, And render justice to his name." 34 POEMS. AN EVENING HYMN TO MEMORY To thee, O briglit, benignant Power 1 To whom so deep a debt I owe. Here at this hushed and holy hour» I bow me low. And offer up the thanks of one Who, though of all once loved bereft. Feels not how much he is alone While thou art left ; — Thou who the light of other days Dost on the dreary present shed ; Restor'st the past ; and to my gaze Bring^st back the dead ! Ay, bringest back the dead ; for here. Where now I sit companionless, A troop of buried forms appear And round me press. Yet O not as the dead they come, To fill the heart with childish fears. But those who blessed my humble home In happier years. POEMS. My parents kind are hero again ; — My brothers in the glow of hfe ; — And ye my gentle sisters twain ; — And thou my wife ! All, all are here ! and eyes that shone With love's pure light are on me still,— And voices of familiar tone My bosom thrill. The body's long endured distress In this blight moment is forgot ; — The withering sense of loneliness Now haunts me not. And for tliis sweet— this blessed hour— A sun-burst through the clouds of wo, To thee, O bright, benignant Pov/er ! I bow me low. 35 MY MARY. I KNELT by the couch where thou, dearest, was lying. My heart wrung with anguish thy sufferings to see ; But while I heard only the sob of the dying, The angels, my Mary, were whispering to thee. 36 POEMS. And while I hung over the clay which the dwelling Had been of thy spirit, from thraldom now free, And despair choked the sighs that my bosom were swelling. The angels, my Mary, were welcoming thee. And now, when with sorrow my manhood is shaken, For hopes fondly cherished torn rudely from me, And my heart for the loss of my first born is breaking, The angels, my Mary, rejoice over thee. MY SISTER. On silent lip and rigid brow, My sister ! Death his seal hath set. And O to see thee once as now Hot tears my cheeks had wet 1 Yes, ere within thy gentle heart Had entered Sorrow's venomed fang To look on thee as now thou art Had cost me many a pang. POEMS. And yet upon those lids I gaze, Which never shall unclose to bless Me with the light there hid, and raise My heart in thankfulness. For now the long and bitter wo Thou didst so meekly bear is o'er ; Thy bruised spirit now shall know Unkindness never more ; And never more upon thy brow That hidden grief shall stand confessed Which did thy heart consume ; for now Thou art indeed at rest ! 37 ON A LATE MELANCHOLY EVENT The village bell rings out a merry peal ; And o'er the dewy lawn a bridal tiain Sweeps gaily onward to the House of Prayer. The young are mirthful, and the aged feel 4 38 POEMS. The hours of their lost youth come back again ; And all is life and love and gladness there. SuSANNE — her parents' blessing and their pride — And loved of all — this morn becomes a bride. They're nov(7 before the altar. But amid That happy group a shadowy being stands, Whose hollow eye emits a lurid glow. And while the trembling maid, with drooping lid, Breathes forth the vow the sacred rite demands, Which binds her to another's weal and wo, With mocking smile he grasps his venomed dart. Lifts it on high, and points it at her heart. Again is gathered in that temple old A numerous band ; but' sadness veils each brow. Old eyes are wet — young voices weep aloud — While dismally that village bell is knolled. Unerringly the shaft was sped ; and now The lovely and beloved is in her shroud. Yet mid the wreck of hearts, with ghastly smile. The grim Destroyer views his work the while. POEMS. 39 MEMORIES OF THE HEART, Visions of our childhood, Blotted out with tears ; — Golden hopes, long buried In the wreck of years ; Flowers, which by the wayside Perished in their bloom ; — Voices, that reply not From the silent tomb ; — Faces that bent o'er us In our cradled rest ; — Eyes that woke affection In the youthful breast ;— In our sleep like phantoms Come they and depart — Shadows of the memories Lingering in the heart. 40 POEMS. THE VOICE OF NATURE. The glorious sun ; the moon, so sweetly bright; The mountains lifting their proud heads on high The stars, mysterious watchers of the night, Speak loudly of the might of Deity. Yet the sweet floweret peeping from the sod ; The dew-drop trembling in the violet's bell ; And even the worm that burrows in the clod, Do of His power as eloquently tell. THE LOSS OF THE LEXINGTON A FEARFUL thing-is Death I Heaven's chosen minister of wrath I That ever through life's weary path Man's footsteps followeth ; And still the first among his train Are haggard grief and writhing pain. POEMS. For never did depart One, even of lowliest estate, But wretched and disconsolate Was left some loving heart ; Some blighted spirit to which Spring No more could flower or leaflet bring. If then an aimless blow, Which but a few fond hearts bereaves, Such certain desolation leaves ; How infinite the wo When, like the wild tornado's blast, He o'er a prostrate land hath passed ; And buried in one grave The glow of health, the light of mirth, The gifted and the good of earth, The beautiful and brave ; The joy of youth and wisdom sage ; With manhood's strength and tottering age ! Such wo, alas ! is ours ! The loving and beloved are wrapped In one dark doom ; and rudely snapped Is friendship's bond of flowers ;^ And o'er us the Destroyer hath Unfurled the banners of his wrath ; 4* 41 42 POEMS Then well may grief prevail, And deeply graved on cheek and brow Of every face one meeteth now Be sorrow's dismal tale ; And yet, how little can we see Of the wrung bosom's agony ! A DREAM OF THE SEA. I ne'er have seen the sea save in my dreams. Yet on its beauty, majesty and power I have so often looked that now it seems Something with which I even from childhood's hour Have been acquent ; and of its voice each tone Is to my ear familiar as mine own. Yes, I have seen it in its every mood. Not oftener basking in the morn's sweet light — Its brawling humour for awhile subdued Beneatij an influence so calm and bright — Than when in mountain forms its billows rise, And, Titan like, do battle with the skies. POEMS. 43 Nor oftener when the young moon's tender beams Glint o'er its surface, which, hke maiden's breast, When happy love with gladness fills her dreams, So gently sinks and swells in sweet unrest ; Than when the sun in midday splendour burns, And glance for glance as fiercely back returns. And O ! methinks it were a glorious thing To make one's home upon the the boundless main ; Where tyrant Custom never more could fling O'er the free spirit his corroding chain ; And feel that, when we sleep beneath its waves. Our dust shall mingle not with that of slaves I 1 had a dream of late wherein the sea Appeared in all its terrours. It was night, The sun had long been hid, yet tenderly Lingered upon the waves a mellow light — A softened radiance, such as Memory throws Upon the past as life draws to a close. The blue sky looked into the bluer ocean And saw therein a nether firmament ; And through the waters wilh a swan-like motion, Like creature proud of power and beauty, went Our gallant bark ; — the wind that filled her sheet Piped through the cordage, making musick sweet. 44 POEMS. O 'twas an hour when the divinity Lodged in the breast of man back to the skies Would reascend, in aspirations free, As sparks towards the source of heat arise ; — An hour of sweet and sabbath-like repose I Yet then the Demon of the Tempest rose. And though when seen on the horizon's verge, A speck he seemed ; now, as with furious speed Up heaven's ascent he did his coursers urge, He grew to giant size : and soon indeed, As on the winds his robes of darkness flew, The very heavens were blotted from our view. The waves, which at his presence shrank with fear, Lashed into madness by the tyrant's rage, Their crested heads now in rebellion rear. And with th' oppressor fearful warfare wage ; And O to see the strife of that dread hour Had taught the nothingness of human power I Tlie very bark, which man had proudly thought. For that it had been fashioned by his skill, Would hold the fury of the storm at nought, Became the passive creature of its will — The plaything of the elements, and driven. Like floating reed, before the breath of heaven. POEMS. Yet long did Hope her cheering light afford In that dark hour unto the gallant hearted !— But sails are shivered— masts go by the board— The pumps arc choked— the very timbers parted ! And O how dreadful is the agony Of wretches struggling with eternity I And hark, that cry !~so wild, so harrowing 1— Which far above the howling tempest rose, Of those who still to life so madly cling !— And now, God ! the waters o'er them close ! 'Twas terrible '.-and yet, though strange it seem, I love the sea even better for that dream. 45 TO HENRY OGDEN, Esa Upon this morn of merry meetings, Of friendly grasps and cordial greetings. When grave and gay together mingle, And wit abounds and glasses jingle, While over all the radiant smile Of Beauty sheds her light the while. 46 POEMS. I, to whom health's too great a treasure To risk it in the search of pleasure — A search too often made in vain — Must, prisoner-like, at home remain. O how the fount of feeling's stirred Whene'er we breathe that magick word — Home ! And although the light of mine Is quenched, alas ! no more to shine, And hushed the cheerful voice whose tone Went to the heart like musick's own, And Silence broods and moody Sadness Where all was light and love and gladness ; Still, though of every joy bereft. Full many a comfort hath it left ; And for whate'er it doth possess How deep is my indebtedness To him who — prompted by that zeal He shows for every creature's weal — To one like me — unknown — unfriended — And, save by want, unrecommended — With ready, generous confidence. Opened the way to competence. Yes, sir, to you I owe whate'er One by long suffering bowed can cheer. To you I owe that still I find The shelter from the win'try wind POEMS. 47 Which does mine humble roof afford ; The frugal meal that crowns my board ; The fire that blazes on my hearth, And eke my pleasure in the mirth Of my dear imps, whose heartsome glee Would win a smile from Apathy, For if but menaced with distress Their mirth to me were bitterness. Nay more. To you 1 owe that she — Who was the light of life to me — When leaving all she valued here By death's stern hest, felt not a fear, That when she should be with the dead, Her little ones could want for bread While life to me kind Heaven should lend, And Ogden prove their father's friend. And yet for all I owe to one Who has to me such kindness shown, I have but my poor thanks to give. Which here I beg you will receive. And with them take this wish sincere — To YOU AND YOURS A HaPPY YeaR. 1st Jan. 1836. 48 POEMS A DREAM. 'TwAS eve. But from the canopy Of purple clouds that o'er us hung, Upon the crystal lake beneath A mellow light was flung. And gayly o'er the rippling tide Our bark her snowy wings outspread, To catch the breath of flowering groves Whose sweets were round us shed. And by a goodly company That gallant vessel's deck was trod ; There woman wore her loveHest form, And man appeared a God. And song, and jest, and idle word Were offered up at Folly's shrine. While from our jewelled cups of gold We drank the ruby wine. 'Till woman flung the holy veil Of maiden modesty aside, And with bold eye and liberal tongue To ribald speech replied. POEMS. 49 And man, with reason formed to soar Above the clouds that shadow earth, Stooped his bright spirit in its flight To grovel in lewd mirth. But now a change came o'er the scene. That gorgeous canopy of clouds The troubled waters like a pall In fearful darkness shrouds. And on that turbid lake now lies Our gay and gallant bark a wreck ; And by a ghastly company Now peopled is her deck. But still the voice of revelry Rose high above both wind and flood ; But now our cups are human skulls ! And they are brimmed with blood ! And mingled with the song and shout, Are wailings loud and impious prayer ; With laughter wild, and curses deep, And bowlings of despair ! When lo ! another change. And now The heavens a burning dome became ; The simoom's breath is in the blast ; The lake is liquid flame ! 5 50 POEMS And horrid monsters, such as ne'er Before were seen by mortal eyes, Were writhing on the sulphurous flood With groans and blasphemies ! Yet each in some distorted face Could features trace once known full well. Though in the eyes that on us glared Now burned the hght of hell ! And round our reeling bark they go With fiendish jeers and harrowing cries, To which in deep and threatening voice The thunder hoarse rephes. Then quailed the sternest spirit ; then Shrank the proud heart, and bowed the head Then the wild prayer that fear sent forth Died on the lips unsaid ; For O we felt 'twas vain to call On Him we did so late blaspheme, And helpless sank we down — down — down ! — ******* Thank Heaven I 'twas but a dream. POEMS. 51 TO 'TwAS kindly meant ; nor was't unkindly taken, Though painfull}- it thrilled to ray heart's core ; — For ah ! it did those memories awaken Which I had hoped would sleep for ever more. But of the world, thou judgest with its spirit, And he who leaves — even though by madness driven- Its narrow path of right must surely merit Man's reprobation and the curse of Heaven I O hadst thou known the bitter anguish hidden Beneath the smile that seemed to mock at care, For very pity thou couldst not have chidden The wretch who flies to folly from despair I THE AMERICAN CITIZEN Mine is a name whose utterance brings No thought with which the bosom thrills, Yet from the humble acorn springs The mighty monarch of the hills. 52 POEMS. Nor prince nor peer hath graced my line, And poor my heritage ; but then A nobler, prouder boast is mine — I AM A FREEBORN CiTIZEN. As free in thought — in speech as free As wayward winds are in their flight ; And owning no supremacy — But the supremacy of Right. To me the holiest spot of earth Is that our Patriot Father's trod ; But, while I duly reverence worth, I bow the knee but to my God. And though inured to needful toil, To that no servile feelings cling ; For while I tread this sacred soil I am, " Ay, every inch a king ! " EPITAPH. Here lies, to darkness and the worm And cold forgetfulncss consigned, And mingling with the dust, a form That once a spotless soul enshrined ; 53 The form of one whose Ufe declared How pure the faith that she professed — A faith by trials unimpaired — And may her God now grant her rest I B«t O could human love have stayed The course of him whose stern career Is onward, with remorseless tread, O'er all most loved and valued here, The grave should not have claimed her yet- Nor yet her care her babes should want- A husband's heart be desolate — Nor Heaven have gained a habitant. THE EARLY LOST. Lines on the death of a most amiable girl — Miss Isabella Neville Coffey, grand-daughter of Mr. Joseph Molyneux, of this city. A BEING from the earth has passed Whose brief existence — bright as brief — A momentary radiance cast O'er hearts now wrapped in murkiest grief 5* 54 POEMS Alas for human love ! and him Who rests his happiness thereon ; A bubble floating on the brim Of life's dark cup — and then is gone : A rainbow — fading while we gaze ; — A flower — that withers in its bloom ;— A meteor dazzHng with its blaze — To leave behind a deeper gloom ; — A plant that springe th proudly forth, But, like the baneful Upas tree. Unto the soil that gives it birth, Brings blight and stern sterility. And, Oh ! for human pride ! when even Mind's glittering ray is but the light That gleams along the northern heaven, Yet cold and cheerless leaves the night. For unto her whose loss we mourn Did Heaven its noblest gifts impart ; Yet ne'er in mortal breast was borne A kinder or an humbler heart. And O what fond imaginings — What glorious hopes, tliat lustre gave To life's most sad, unlovely things, Are buried in her early grave. POEMS. 55 And yet the gentle slumberer As sweetly sleeps beneath the sod, As on the bosom erst of her Who hath but led the way to God. O earth ! lie lightly on that breast — The home of gentleness and worth ! And thou, O Father ! to thy rest A spirit take too pure for earth I ANNE O'NEIL. A FEW short months agone, and thou To our admiring gaze didst seem, With thy sweet smile and sunny brow, The bright creation of a dream. And even like a dream has passed Thy life ; no cloud of grief or shame Was o'er thy bright existence cast Till Death, like sleep to childhood, came. 56 POEMS And folded thee in his emhrace ; When thou thy lovely head didst bow Like the pale floweret that we place Upon thy pulseless bosom now. This sweet and fragile flower, of thee How meet an emblem, gentle maid ! Like thine its virgin purity ; — Like thee it blossomed but to fade. Thou'rt gone ! — yet beauty o'er its home Still fondly lingers, like a ray Of sunshine on some classick dome That lovely is amid decay. SONNETS. I KNOW 'tis wisdom's part to be content Where'er our lot in life by Heaven is cast. And therefore would I bind my spirit fast To the dull desk, whereat a life is spent POEMS. I fondly deemed for nobler purpose meant. The dream of boyhood ! But when spring ia come, And the sweet sun-light glinteth through the gloom Wherein for dreary months I have been pent, Thoughts of mine early haunts— the breezy hill, The quiet valley and the sunny plain, The leaping torrent and the gliding rill, And forest echoing to the wild bird's strain — My spirit with such passionate longings fill That duty strives to fetter it in vain. When to the earth my spirit has been weighed By sordid penury's corroding chain ; When withering care and unrelenting pain Upon my bosom vulture-like have preyed ; When the sweet light of love that round me played In life's blest morning has been quenched in death, And all the heart most fondly cherisheth By one rude blast has in the dust been laid, I sometimes have been forced, with him of old, To cry, " Was ever sorrow like to mine I" But when on every brow that I behold I see impressed the universal sign Of human wo, I hush my plaint, and try. At least, to bear my burthen silently. 67 58 POEMS Would I were with the dead ! if with the dead The weary spirit may indeed find rest ; And when the earth on her maternal breast Hath kindly pillowed aching heart and head, Not only shall our tears no more be shed In bitterness o'er all that made us blest, Nor shall the vulture passions more molest The hearts that 'neath their talons long have bled. But even the memories of our hopes and fears — Our guilty joys and their unholy train — 1'he frenzies of the heart and of the brain — Remorse's riving pangs and scalding tears-— Be buried with us in the peaceful grave, Death were the dearest boon I now from Heaven would crave. TO MISS S We call that love heroick when the wife — Though thereunto enjoined by holiest vow — With uncomplaining voice and cloudless brow Braves toil and pain and penury and strife For him who was and is her all of life ; And beautiful the mother's love, which knows No change howe'er the wind of fortune blows, Though every blast be with affliction rife. POEMS. 59 Yet each of earthly feehng bears some stain. O how unhke the love that prompted thee, Lady, to leave home, country, all to be A ministering angel at the couch of pain ; To illume the darkening mind with Faith's pure light, And aid the spirit in its heavenward flight. TO Spirit of Beauty ! from what radiant sphere Hast thou descended with thine eyes of light, That smile than blush of early morn more bright, And voice whose every tone falls on the ear Like musick — such as Heaven's chosen may hear In their abodes of blissfulness above, Where tongues and harps and hearts are tuned to love And wherefore dost thou with the things appear Of this dull earth ? Was it that man might see, By looking on that peerless form of thine. How perfect may be wrought by Hand Divine Beings resembling poor mortality ? Or hast thou come to bring us back once more To worship as our fathers did of yore ? 60 POEMS. Death levels all distinctions ; so does grief. The feeling of a common loss will bind In bonds of fellowship the haughty mind With the most humble ; and a sweet rehef It is to the o'erburthened heart to find 'T is not alone in wretchedness, although The one that doth participate its wo Beats in the bosom of the meanest hind. I late beheld two mourners ; — one was young, Wealthy and proud, the other poor and old, And of a race despised, yet fondly clung They heart to heart. What made the meaner bold Had humbled her superior — the same blow Had widowed both — they equals were in wo I TO J. C. L. I pr'ythee, Craufurd, what can tempt thy stay In scenes which to the eye are fair no more ? The husbandman hath gathered in his store, And forest leaves are tinted with decay ; The flowers are withered that were erst so gay — Like youthful hopes by the cold breath of time — And to some sunnier, more congenial clime The warblers of the grove have winged their way. POEMS. While we have all that eye and ear delight. Broadway is a parterre of living flowers Such as can blossom in no land but ours, And we have musick too — at least at night — Sweeter than that of birds. Then, pr'ythee, why Dost linger now when all things bid thee fly ? 61 A PRAYER IN SICKNESS. Spare me, O God ! yet for a little, spare ! 1 ask not length of days for hoarding treasure, Nor yel to squander in pursuit of pleasure ; Of either hitherto but small my share. And now to hope for more 1 will not dare. Nor even for life do I ask life of Thee. But that my little ones in infancy Be not bereft of their last parent's care. Alas ! how could they bear so stern a fate I My Mary, so mimosa-like ! — and she — Albeit better fitted for the strife The world enjoins — my dark eyed darling, Kate ! Then grant, for their dear sakes, my prayer to Thee, And their young lips shall thank thee for my life. 6 02 POEMS. TO JOAN OF ARC. AN ALBUM PRINT. Poor trembling girl ! where has the spirit fled That nerved so late thy gentle breast to brave All perils, thy beloved land to save From foreign thraldom and a tyrant's tread ? Had War, and all that fills the heart with dread — The strife, the rout, the shrieks and groans of those Trampled to earth alike by friends and foes — Less terrors for thee than that mitred head ? Or shrinkest thou from what thou shalt endure Ere Heaven's dread minister, — the flames, — shall sever The bonds that bind to earth a soul so pure, And give it freedom — boundless and forever ? O no ! Thy fears are now of neither judge nor stake, They are for France — for thy loved country's sake I On looking to the past, how brief appears The time since first I entered on this scene Of cares ; although few of my days have been Such as with pleasure we in after years Look back upon, unless there's joy in tears. Yet have I measured more than half the span POEMS. 63 By heaven allotted to the ago of man, For I this day have seen six times six years. And now, if called upon to render up My life to Him from whom I did receive That boon, O what account have I to give Of moments fled ? Alas, of Folly's cup The maddening potion have I drained, and find That only bitterness remains behind. Nov. Wi, 1836. My Mary ! mine ! Alas, no longer ynme I He, who but lent her for a space so brief To w^ean my heart from brooding o'er its grief When forced its dearest treasure to resign, Hath called her hence. Shall I with murmuring My spirit waste that she, for whom my prayers Unceasing rose, so soon has 'scaped the snares That ever through life's path around us cHng ? O no. Though nature her prerogative To weep asserts, I murmur not. And yet 'Tis hard indeed to stifle all regret When all is gone for which we wish to live ! And now is snapt the last link of the chain That bound my heart to earth — yet w^ill I not complain. 64 POEMS LIGHT SHINE TH IN DARKNESS. When links which heart to heart have bound Are shivered by the stroke of death, And every flower that blossomed round Is withered by his poisonous breath ; — "What in that hour of anguish deep The sinking spirit shall sustain ? The blessed hope that they who sleep In Christ, in him shall rise again. TO MARGARET. When the gay and the thoughtless together are met, I join in their revels, and seem to forget. The world seeth not 'tis but playing a part, For what eye can fathom the depths of the heart ? Yet O, 1 forget not ! — nor sleeping nor waking I My heart amid riot is silently breaking ! But only in secret his tears can be shed Who, bound to the living, yet worships the dead. POEMS. 65 For not in the moment thou dearest wast given To him that adored thee hy bounteous Heaven, And the lips to the troth of the heart utterance gave, Wast thou dearer than now when thou'rt cold in the grave ! SONG. O WHA.T has man to do with thought, Or aught that can destroy, One moment of the fleeting hour We consecrate to joy ? Come twine the festive rosy wreath. And bind it on my brow ; And fill the wine cup to the brim ; We will be happy now. Away ! away ! — my brain is pierced — A thorn is in the wreath ! Light laughs the goblet's ruby wave — Yet poison lurks beneath ! And O through every bursting vein Its burning currents roll ; — Tear — tear the chaplet from my brow !- Dash — dash to earth the bowl ! 6* 66 POEMS TO The World, that meddling gossip, who> Does what she has least right to do, Has told strange tales of me at times ; And not the least among my crimes It is that I am seldom seen Where pious worshippers convene, And that even in the House of God I have been known to smile and nod. Grave charges these ; and, enire nousi, I fear they can be proven too. For very oft the pew that I Must pay for others occupy. And I have sometimes smiled to see How zealous hypocrites can be, And humbly must confess that prosing Even in a church can set me dozing. Yet, howsoe'er the dame may doubt, I am a worshipper devout Of all tliat's worthy mortal love On earth, or in the Heavens above, And will in fervour yield to no man In worship of that goddess — Woman. Woman, if not indeed divine. What earthly power can equal thin« * POEMS. While every thing that moves below Doth unto man obedience owe, By Him who that dominion gave Was man designed for woman's slave. Ay, look ye to the past as far as The time of Helen and of Paris, Or even to the days of Adam — The first to bow the knee to Madam — And you in every age will find That her's has been the ruling mind. Then what by her shall be withstood, By whom the strongest was subdued ? To whom the wisest was a fool ? The conqueror of worlds a tool ? And who — as by these lines you Has made a rhymer even of me 7 67 TO While gazing on thy beauties rare With raptures never felt before, I fondly deemed that one so fair Must be than woman more. 68 POEMS. But woman thou hast proved thou art. That I the truth had sooner known, Ere had thy falsehood crushed a heart That beat for thee alone ! And yet — but distant be the time — Remorseful sighs thy breast may swell To think of one whose only crime Was loving thee too well ! TO Upon its native thorn, In vesture gemmed with dew, This rose at early morn In virgin beauty grew. And from the parent stem, That bore it pridefully, I snatched the beauteous gem — It was so much like thee. A kiss I did impart Unto the blushing flower, Then pressed it to the heart That long has owned thy power ; POEMS 69 And fiom my heart to thine This message bade it take, " I come from love's own shrine, O wear me for its sake I " SONG. Believe me, love, the golden light That has our path illumed, Shall cheer us onward till the life That feeds its flame's consumed ; And when each throbbing pulse is still, Each breathing form laid low. Our souls, upspringing from the dust, Shall catch the sacred glow. In happy boyhood thee I loved, And thee in manhood's prime ; Nor love thee less though on my head Have fallen the snows of time ; And thee as truly will I love While life beats in my breast ; And Heaven would be no Heaven to me Were Heaven by thee unblest 1 70 POEMS. T O When life was in its hopeful prime — The morning of a glorious day — In sweet idlesse without a crime I might have whiled an hour away ; — To wear the light and rosy chain By Beauty wove have been content, While trusting I might yet regain What was so bootlessly mispent. But now, that Time has blanched my hair, And set his impress on my brow, The sage Experience cries, " Forbear! It is too late to trifle now ; — For whatsoe'er thou hast to do Is on the instant to be done. Nor shouldst thou fondly hope to woo One who could scarce in years be won." Then, though I know how very sweet The hours of dalliance may prove When two fond hearts in secret meet Where every thing incites to love, Such bliss it is not his to know Who cannot his lost j^outh renew I And I — alas that it is so — Would wed — but have not time to woo. POEMS. 71 TO HARRY. Heaven's blessings on that sunny brow ! — those bright and laughing eyes, Where ne'er, to dim their radiance, may envious clouds arise ! Be still thy heart as light as now thy frolick footsteps gay, And be thy voice like summer brook that singeth all the day. Thou yet hast known but three short years — three bright spring days to thee, With no rude blast to bend the flowers that prank the verdant lea — The hand of Care has guided thee where Fancy bade thee rove, And o'er thy timid steps hath watched th' unsleeping eye of Love. But fleeting is the spring of life as clouds that fleck the sky. And hopes that wear the rose's tint even like the rose will die ; But in the way of life, my boy, — a weary way at best — May still the consciousness of right be sunshine to thy breast. TO KATE. They say thou art not pretty. But O a parent's eye Beholds a thousand beauties where others none descry. The little graceful gambols, the many nameless wiles That smooth away our wrinkles and bring us back our smiles, Though heeded by no other, to him a joy impart That ever makes his offspring soem lovely to the heart. 72 POEMS. But thou art more than pretty, my darling Kate, to me ; Thy form so much resembles that shrined in memory. And as with the eyes thou lookcst, and speakest with the tongae Of her who through the tempest to me unshaken clung, That if indeed less pretty than all must own thou art, Thou ever, Kate, most fondly shouldst nestle in my heart. A RESOLVE. Harp of wo ! forever Silent be thy stran ! Song of mine shall never Waken thee again. The sweets of melancholy Bitterness impart, And grieving is a folly That wears away the heart. Withered though the flowers I have nursed with care, Still in other bowers Shall they bloom as fair. Then, the Past forgetting, Let me turn mine eyes. From the sun that's setting, To that which is to rise. And, since Memory bringeth Sadness in her lay, The madrigal Hope singeth Shall henceforth cheer my way I LIBRARY OF CONGRESS III I V^^