THE MOTHER AND OTHER POEMS / BY SrWEIR MITCHELL, M. D., LL. D. Harv. AUTHOR OF "a psalm OF DEATHS AND OTHER POEMS," ETC. BOSTON AND NEW YORK / HOUGHTON, MIFFLIN AND COMPANY U ^ t-, / ir^ Wax, iSibetjSid* 3Pre|^, CamiribBe 1893 Copyright, 1892, By S. weir MITCHELL. All rights reserved. The Riverside Press, Cambridge, Mass., U. S.A. Electrotyped and Printed by H. O. Houghton & Ca CONTENTS. Page The Mother 1 Responsibility 12 The Roman Campagna 20 The Protestant Cemetery at Rome . . .23 Roma 26 My Lady op the Roses 29 The Quaker Lady 34 The Wreck op the Emmeline 38 Venice 45 Venice to Italy 46 The Decay op Venice 47 Pisa: The Duomo 48 The Vestal's Dream 49 Lincoln 50 The Lost Philopena 51 St. Christopher 52 Dreamland 55 Evening by the Sea 58 Idleness 59 A Graveyard 60 Loss 61 iv CONTENTS Come in 62 GrOOD-NlQHT 63 The Rising Tide di Verses 65 THE MOTHER " I will incline mine ear to the parable, and show my dark speech upon the harp." Christmas ! Christmas ! merry Christmas ! rang the bells. O God of grace ! In the stillness of the death-room motionless I kept my place, While beneath my eyes a wanness came upon the little face, And an empty smile that stung me, as the pallor grew apace. Then, as if from some far distance, spake a voice : " The child is dead." « Dead ? " I cried. " Is God not good ? What thing accursed is that you said ? " Swift I searched their eyes of pity, swaying, bowed, and all my soul, Shrunken as a hand had crushed it, crumpled like a useless scroll Read and done with, passed from sorrows : only with me lingered yet 2 THE MOTHEB Some dim sense of easeful comfort in the glad leave to forget. But again life's scattered fragments, memories of joy and woe, Tremulously came to oneness, as a storm-torn lake may grow Quiet, winning back its pictures, when the wild winds cease to blow. As if called for God's great audit came a vision of my years, Broken gleams of youth and girlhood, all the woman's love and tears. Marveling, myself I saw as one another sees, and smiled, Crooning o'er my baby doUs, — part a mother, part a child ; Then, half sorry, ceased to wonder why I left my silent brood, Till the lessoning years went by me, and the in- stinct, love-renewed, Stirred again life's stronger fibre, and were mine these living things ; Bone of my bone ! flesh of my flesh ! Who on earth a title brings Flawless as this mother-title, free from aught of mortal stain. THE MOTHER 3 Innocent and pure possession, double-born of joy and pain ? Oh, what wonder these could help me, set me laughing, though I sobbed As they drew my very heart out, and the laden breasts were robbed ! Tender buds of changeful pleasure came as come the buds of May, Trivial, wondrous, unexpected, blossoming from day to day. Ah ! the clutch of tendril-fingers, that with nature's cunning knew So to coil in sturdy grapple round the stem from which they grew. Shall a man this joy discover ? How the heart- wine to the brain Bushed with shock of bliss when, startled, first I won this simple gain ! How I mocked those seeking fingers, eager for their earliest toy, Telling none my new-found treasure ! Miser of the mother's joy, Quick I caught the first faint ripple, answering me with lip and eyes. As I stooped with mirthful purpose, keen to capture fresh replies ; 4 THE MOTHER Oh, the pretty wonder of it, when was born the art to smile, Or the new, gay trick of laughter filled my eyes with tears the while, — Helpful tears, love's final language, when the lips no more can say. Tears, like kindly prophets, warning of another, darker day. Thus my vision lost its gladness, and I stood on life's dim strand. Watching where a little love-hark drifted slowly from the land ; For again the heUs seemed ringing Christmas o'er the snow of dawn, And my dreaming memory hurt me with a hot face, gray and drawn. And with small hands locked in anguish. Ah ! those days of helpless pain ! Mine the mother's wrathful sorrow. Ah! my child, hadst thou been Cain, Father of the primal murder, black with every hideous thought. Cruel were the retribution ; for, alas ! what good is wrought When the very torture ruins all the fine machine of thought ? THE MOTHER 5 So with reeling brain I questioned, while the fevered cheek grew white, And at last I seemed to pass with him, released, to outer night. Seraph voices whispered round me. " God," they said, " hath set our task, — Thou to question, we to answer : fear not ; ask what thou wouldst ask." Wildly beat my heart. Thought only, regnant, held its sober pace. Whilst, a winged mind, I wandered in the bleak domain of space. Then I sought and saw untroubled aU the mys- tery of time, Where beneath me roUed the earth-star in its first chaotic slime. As bewildering ages passing with their cyclic changes came. Heaving land and 'whelming waters, ice and fierce volcanic flame. Sway and shock of tireless atoms, pulsing with the throb of force. Whilst the planet, rent and shaken, fled upon its mighty course. Last, with calm of wonder hushed, I saw amid the surging strife 6 THE MOTHER Rise the first faint stir of being and the tardy morn of life, — Life in countless generations. Speechless, mer- cilessly dumb, Swept by ravage of disaster, tribe on tribe in silence come, Till the yearning sense found voices, and on hill, and shore, and plain. Dreary from the battling myriads rose the birth- right wail of pain. Gpd of pityJ Son of sorrows! Wherefore should a wiU unseen Launch on years of needless anguish this great agonized machine ? "Was Himself who wiUed this torment but a slave to law self-made ? Or had some mad angel-demon here, unchecked and undismayed. Leave to make of earth a Job ; until the cruel game was played Free to whirl the spinning earth-toy where his despot forces wrought. While he watched each sense grow keener as the lifted creature bought With the love-gift added sorrow, and there came to man's estate THE MOTHER 7 Will, the helpless, thought, the bootless, aU the deathward war with fate ? Had this lord of trampled millions joy or grief, when first the mind. Awful prize of contests endless, rose its giant foes to bind ; When his puppet tamed the forces that had helped its birth to breed. And with growth of wisdom master, trained them to its growing need ; Last, upon the monster turning, on the serpent form of Pain, Cried, " Bring forth no more in anguish ; " with the arrows of the brain Smote this brute thing that no use had save to teach him to refrain When earth's baser instincts tempted, and the better thought was vain ? Then my soul one harshly answered, " Thou hast seen the whole of earth. All its boundless years of misery, yea, its glad- ness and its mirth. Yet thou hast a life created ! Hadst thou not a choice ? Why cast Purity to life's mad chances, where defeat is sure at last ? " 8 THE MOTHER Low I moaned, "My tortured baby," and a gentler voice replied, "One alone tby soul can answer, — tliis, this only, is denied. Yet take counsel of thy sadness. Should God give thy will a star Freighted with eternal pleasure, free from agony and war, Wouldst thou wish it ? Think ! Time is not for the souls who roam in space. Speak! Thy will shall have its way. Be mother of one joyous race. Choose ! Yon time-worn world beneath thee thou shalt people free from guilt. There nor pain nor death shall ruin, never there shall blood be spilt." Then I trembled, hesitating, for I saw its beauty born, Saw a Christ-Hke world of beings where no beast by beast was torn, Where the morrows bred no sorrows, and the gentle knew not scorn. " Yet," I said, " if life have meaning, and man must be, what shall lift These but born for joy's inaction, these who crave no added gift ? THE MOTHER 9 Let the world you bid me people hurl forever through the gloom, Tenantless, a blasted record of some huge fu- nereal doom, Sad with xmremembered slaughter, but a cold and lonely tomb." Deep and deeper grew the stillness, and I knew how vain my quest. Not by God's supremest angel is that awful se- cret guessed. Yet with duU reiteration, like the pendulum's dead throb, Beat my heart ; a moaning infant, all my body seemed to sob, And a voice hke to my baby's called to me across the night As the darkness fell asunder, and I saw a wall of light Barred with crucificial shadows, whence a weary wind did blow Shuddering. I felt it pass me heavy with its freight of woe. Said a voice, " Behold God's dearest ; also these no answer know. 10 THE MOTHER These be they who paid in sorrow for the right to bid thee hear. Had their lives in ease been cradled, had they never known a tear, Feebly had their psalms of warning fallen upon the listening ear. God the sun is God the shadow ; and where pain is, God is near. Take again thy life and use it with a sweetened sense of fear ; God is Fathe^ ! God is Mother ! Regent of a growing soul, Free art thou to grant mere pleasure, free to teach it uncontrol. Time is childhood! larger manhood bides be- yond life's sunset hour. Where far other foes are waiting ; and with ever gladder power. Still the lord of awful choice, O striving crea- ture of the sod, Thou shalt learn that imperfection is the noblest gift of God! For they mock his ample purpose who but , dream, beyond the sky. THE MOTHER 11 Of a heaven where will may slumber, and the trained decision die In the competence of answer found in death's immense reply." Then my vision passed, and weeping, lo ! I woke, of death heref t ; At my breast the baby brother, yonder there the dead I left. For my heart two worlds divided : his, my lost one's ; his, who pressed Closer, waking all the mother, as he drew the aching breast. While twain spirits, joy and sorrow, hovered o'er my plundered nest. Newport, October, 1891. RESPONSIBILITY Thus, lying among the roses in the garden of the Great Inn, sang Attar El Din of iihingps yet to be, when the Angels of A£Brmation and Denial should struggle for the soul of him dead. " I MoONKiE, the angel, am come To count of his good deeds the sum, For this mortal, death-stricken and dumb." " I Nekkeer, the clerk of ill thought, Am here to dispute what hath wrought This maker of song, come to naught. " Let us call from the valleys of gloom. From the night graves of sleep and the tomb. The wretched he lured to their doom." Said Moonkir, the angel of light, "Life is made of the day and the night ; Let us summon the souls he set right." (12) RESPONSIBILITY 13 Then, parting the dark tents of sleep, Or stirred from their earth-couches deep, Came souls that were glad or did weep. Spake a Voice : " I sat beside the cistern on the sand, When this man's song did take me in its hand. And hurled me helpless, as a sling the stone That knows not will or pity of its own. Within my heart was seed of murder sown. So once I struck, — yea, twice, when he did groan." " Ay, that was the song," said a voice, " Which I heard as I lay 'Gainst my camel's broad flanks, Thinking how to repay The death-debt, ere night fled away. And I rose as he sang, to rejoice With a blessing of thanks, For the song took my slack will and me As a strong man might lustily throw The power of hand and of knee To string up to purpose a bow. Quick I stole through the dark, but was stayed, 14 RESPONSIBILITY Just to hear how, with every-day phrase, Such as useth a child or a maid, From praise of decision to praise Of the quiet of evening, he fell, As a brook groweth stiQ on the plain To picture how come through the grain The women with jars to the well. Near I drew o*er the sands cool and gray With my knife in my teeth, swift to slay. Hot and wet felt my hand as I crept ; Blank-eyed 'neath my eyes the man lay ; This other had struck where he slept." Then Moonkir, who treasures good deeds, To mark how the total exceeds. Said, " He soweth of millet and weeds " Who casts forth a song in the night, As a pigeon is flung for its flight. He knoweth not where 't will alight. " Lo, Allah a wind doth command, And the caravan dies in the sand, And the good ship is sped to the land." RESPONSIBILITY 15 Spake a Voice : " I lay among the idle on the grass, And saw before me come and go, alas ! This evil rhymer. And he sang how God Is but the cruel user of the rod, And how the wine cup better is than prayer ; Whereon I ciirsed, and counseled with despair, And drank with him, and left my field untUled : So all my house with want and woe was filled." Spake a Voice : " And I, that took no heed of things divine. And ever loved to loiter with the wine, Was stirred to think, and straightway sobered went, And in the folded stillness of my tent Struggled with Allah, and at morning fair Beheld this poet like the rest in prayer." Cried he whose proportion of sin These angels considered within, Cried the soul of this Attar El Din, " O weigher of goodness and light, O stern clerk of evil and night. Between the slow comings and flight 16 BESPONSIBILITY " Of the sun and the day-death there lies, Ere sleep shall have cloaked a man's eyes, Ere the red dawn shall bid him arise, " An hour when the prayer seed is strown ; Man tilleth or letteth alone, For the ground where it falls is his own. " Behold at even-time within my tent I wailed in song because a death-shaft, sent From Azrael's bow, had laid again in dust My eldest born ; I sang because I must. For hate, love, Joy, or grief, like Allah's birds, I have but song, and man's dull use of words Fills not the thirsty cup of my desire To hurt my brothers with the scorch of fire That burns within. Yea, they must share my fate, Love with me, hate, with me be desolate ; And so I drew my bowstring to the eye, And shot my shafts, I cared not where or why, If but the men indifferent, who lay Beneath the palm-trees at the fall of day, I could make see with me the dead boy's look That swayed me like the bent reeds of the brook. RESPONSIBILITY 17 " But one who heard, and through long stress of grief Wrestled with agony of loss in vain, Into the desert went, and made full brief A clearance with the creditor called Pain, And by a sword thrust gave his heart relief. " One whose dry eyes were as the summer sand Wept as I sang, and said, ' I understand.' " And one who loved did also comprehend, Because I sang how, to life's bitter end, The death-fear sweetens love ; and went his way With deepened love to where the dark-eyed lay." Spake a Voice : " My father's foe, a dying man, Thirst-stricken by the brookside lay ; Its prattle mocked him as it ran So near, and yet so far away. The cold, quick waters soothed my feet. Hot from the long day's desert heat ; I drank deep draughts, and deep delight Of sated vengeance. Life grew sweet 18 RESPONSIBILITY Because the great breast heaved and groaned, The red eyes yearned, the black lips moaned. Because my foe should die ere night. Then, as a rich man scatters alms, A careless singer 'neath the palms, With lapse and laughter, and pauses long. Merrily squandered the gold of song. Just a babble of simple childish chants : How they dig little wells with the small brown hand; How they watch the caravan march of the ants, And build tall mosques with the shifting sand, And are mighty sheiks of a corner of land. "Ah ! the rush, and the joy of the singing. Swept peace o'er my hate, and was sweet As the freshness the waters were bringing Was cool to my desert-baked feet. " Thereon I raised mine enemy, and gave The cold clear water of the wave ; And when he blessed me I did give again. And had strange fear my bounty were but vain ; When, as I bent, he smote me through the breast. And that is all ! Great Allah knows the rest." RESPONSIBILITY 19 Said Nekkeer, the clerk of man's wrong, " Great Solomon's self might be long In judging this mad son of song." Cried the poet, " Shall two men agree ? Thou mighty collector of sin, Be advised, come with me to the Inn ; There are friends who shall witness for me. Great-bellied, respectable, stanch, One arm set a-crook on the haunch, They will pour the red wine of advice ; And behold, ye shall know in a trice How hopeless of wisdom to weigh The song words a poet may say." Said Nekkeer, the clerk of iU thought, " Ah ! where shall decision be sought ? Let us quit the crazed maker of verse, A confuser of good and of worse." " But first," quoth this Attar El Din, " I am dry ; leave my soul at the Inn." Newport, October, 1891. THE ROMAN CAMPAGNA How gentle here is Nature's mood ! She lays A woman-hand upon the troubled heart, Bidding the world away and time depart, While the brief minutes swoon to endless days FiUed full of sad, inconstant thoughtfulness. Behold 't is eventide. Dun cattle stand Drowsed in the misted grasses. From the hoUows deep, Dim veils, adrift, o'er arch and tower sweep, Casting a dreary doubt along the land. Weighting the twilight with some vague dis- tress. Transient and subtle, not to thought more near Than spirit is to flesh, about me rise Dim memories, long lost to love's sad eyes ; Now are they wandering shadows, strange and drear. That from their natal substance far have strayed. (20) THE ROMAN CAMPAGNA 21 The witches of the mind possess the time, And cry, " Behold thy dead ! " They come, they pass ; We yearn to give them feature, face. Alas ! Love hath no morn for memory's failing prime ; What once was sweet with truth is but a shade. The ghosts of nameless sorrow, joy, despair. Emotions that have no remembered source. Love-waifs from other worlds, hope, fear, re- morse Born of some vision's crime, wail through the air, Crying, We were and are not, — that is all. Yet sweet the indecisive evening hour That hath of earth the least. Unreal as dreams Dreamed within dreams, and ever further, seems The sound of human toil, while grass and flower Bend where the mercy of the dew doth fall. Strange mysteries of expectation wait Above the grave-mounds of the storied space. Where, buried, lie a nation's strength and grace. 22 THE ROMAN CAMPAGIfA And the sad joys of Koine's imperious state That perished of its insolent excess. A dull, gray shroud o'er this vast burial rests, Is deathly still, or seems to rise and fall. As on a dear one, dead, the moveless pall Doth cheat the heart with stir of her white breasts. Mocking the troubled hour with worse distress. A deathful languor holds the twilight mist. Unearthly colors drape the Alban hiUs, A dull malaria the spirit fills ; Death and decay all beauty here have kissed, Pledging the land to sorrowing loveliness. BoME, May, 1891. THE PROTESTANT CEMETERY AT ROME THE GRAVE OF KEATS " Here lies one whose name was writ in water." * Fair little city of the pilgrim dead, Dear are thy marble streets, thy rosy lanes : Easy it seems and natural here to die, And death a mother, who with tender care Doth lay to sleep her ailing little ones. Old are these graves, and they who, mournfully, Saw dust to dust return, themselves are mourned ; Yet, in green cloisters of the cypress shade. Full-choired chants the fearless nightingale Ancestral songs learned when the world was young. Sing on, sing ever in thy breezy homes ; Toss earthward from the white acacia bloom The mingled joy of fragrance and of song ; Sing in the pure security of bliss. ^ Inscription placed on his tomb, at Keats's request. (23) 24 PBOTESTANT CEMETERY AT ROME These dead concern thee not, nor thee the fear That is the shadow of our earthly loves. And me thou canst not comfort ; tender hearts Inherit here the anguish of the doubt Writ on this gravestone. He, at last, I trust, Serenity of confident attainment knows. The night falls, and the darkened verdure starred With pallid roses shuts the world away. Sad wandering souls of song, frail ghosts of thought That voiceless died, the massing shadows haunt, Troubling the heart with unfulfilled delight. The moon is listening in the vault of heaven. And, like the airy march of mighty wings. The rhythmic throb of stately cadences Inthralls the ear with some high-measured verse, Where ecstasies of passion-nurtured words For great thoughts find a home, and fill the mind With echoes of divinely purposed hopes That wore on earth the death-pall of despair. Mght darkens round me. Never more in life May I, companioned by the friendly dead. Walk in this sacred fellowship again ; PROTESTANT CEMETERY AT ROME 25 Therefore, thou silent singer 'neath the grass, Sing to me still those sweeter songs unsimg, " Pipe to the spirit ditties of no tone," Caressing thought with wonderments of phrase Such as thy springtide rapture knew to win. Ay, sing to me thy unborn summer songs. And the ripe autumn lays that might have been ; Strong wine of fruit mature, whose flowers alone we know. BOME, May, 1891. ROMA Ripe hours there be that do anticipate The heritage of death, and bid us see, As from the vantage of eternity. The shadow-symbols of historic fate. As o'er some .Alpine summit's lonely steep, Blinding and terrible with spears of light, Hurling the snows from many a shaken height. The storm-clad spirits of the mountain sweep, — Thus, in the solitude where broodeth thought, Torn from rent chasms of the soundless past. Go by me, as if borne upon the blast, The awful forms which time and man have wrought. Swift through the gloom each mournful chariot rolls, Dim shapes of empire urge the flying steeds, (26) BOMA 27 Featured with man's irrevocable deeds, Robed with the changeful passions of men's souls. Ethereal visions pass serene in prayer, Their eyes aglow with sacrificial light ; Phantoms of creeds long dead, their garments bright, Drip red with blood of torture and despair. In such an hour my spirit did behold A woman wonderful. Unnimibered years Left in her eyes the beauty born of tears. And full they were of fatal stories old. The trophies of her immemorial reign The shadowy great of eld beside her bore ; A broidery of ancient song she wore, And the glad muses held her regal train. Still hath she kingdom o'er the souls of men ; Dear is she always in her less estate. The sad, the gay, the thoughtful, on her wait, Praising her evermore with tongue and pen. 28 BOMA Stately her ways and sweet, and all her own ; As one who has forgotten time she lives, Loves, loses, lures anew, and ever gives, — She who all misery and all joy hath known. If thou wouldst see her, as the twilight fails. Go forth along the ancient street of tombs, And when the purple shade divinely glooms High o'er the Alban hills, and night prevails. If then she i^ not with thee while the light Glows over roof and column, tower and dome. And the dead stir beneath thy feet, and Rome Lies in the solemn keeping of the night, — If then she be not thine, not thine the lot Of those some angel rescues for an hour From earth's mean limitations, granting power To see as man may see when time is not. Rome, May, 1891. MY LADY OF THE ROSES At Venice, while the twilight hour Yet lit a gray-waUed garden space, I saw a woman fair of face Pass, as in thought, from flower to flowero The roses, haply, something said. For here and there she bent her head, Till, startled from their hidden nest In the covert of her breast. Blushes rose, like fluttered birds. At those naughty rosy words. One need not wise as Portia be To guess love held her heart in fee. Prudently a full-blown rose For her confidence she chose : Whispering, she took its breath. And, for what its fragrance saith, Smiling knelt, and kissed it twice ; Caught it, held it, kissed it thrice. Ah ! her kiss the rose had killed ; Wrecked, in tender disarray (29) 30 MT LADY OF THE EOSES On the grotmd its petals lay, All its autumn fate fulfilled. Swiftly from her paling face Fell the rosy flush apace. Had her kiss recalled a bliss Life for evermore should miss ? Had there been a fatal hour When false lips had hurt the flower Of love, and now its sad estate She saw in that dead rose's fate ? Who may know ? A little while She lingered with a doubtful smile ; Took then a younger rose, whose slips The garden knew, and with her lips Its color matched. What gracious words It said might know the garden birds, — Something, perchance, that liked her well ; But roses kiss, and never tell. What confession, what dear boon. Heard that ruddy priest of June ? Was it a mad gypsy-rose Fortunes eager to disclose. Gravely whispering predictions Rich with love's unending fictions. MY LADY OF THE BOSES 31 Saying nonsense good to hear, Like a pleasant-mannered seer ? Gypsy palms are crossed with gold, But my lady, gayly bold, In the antique coin of kisses Paid for prophecy of blisses ; And, to make assurance sure. This conspirator demure Murmured, in a pretty way, What her prophet ought to say. Low she laughed, and then was gone ; My pleasant little play was done. Alone I sit and muse. Below, Black gondolas glide to and fro, Like shadows that have stolen away From centuried arch and palace gray. Then, as if out of memory brought, The sequel of my garden masque Comes silently, by fancy wrought, — A gift I had not cared to ask. Lo ! where the terraced marble ends, Barred by the sweetbrier's scented bound, The lady of my dream descends. 32 MY LADY OF THE ROSES And day by day the garden ground Her footsteps know ; with lingering gait, She wanders early, wanders late, Or, sadly patient, on the lawn Each day renews her gentle trust, When, from the busy highway drawn, Float high its curves of sunlit dust. The children of her garden greet With counsel innocent and sweet The coming of her constant feet. She whispers, and their low replies Bring gladness to her lips and eyes ; She will no other company ; For her the flowers have come to be All of life's dimmed reahty. Purple pansies, gold embossed. That in love had once been crossed. Murmur, We have loved and lost ; And the cool blue violets Sigh, We wait for life's regrets. Thistles gray, beyond the fence, Mutter prickly common sense ; While the lilies, pale and bent. Say, We too sinned, are penitent ; Only that can bring content. MY LADY OF THE BOSES 33 Red generations of the rose Unheeded passed to death's repose ; The peach upon the crumbling wall, With springtide bloom and autimm fall, No proverb had to foster fear. No time-born wisdom brought her near. The willows o'er two noisy brooks, In marriage come to sober mood, Were but green slips, that eve of May ; Now, underneath their shade she looks. And smiling says, " Time must be rude. To keep him thus so many a day." They tell her he is dead ! " Ah ! nay," She answers ; " he but rode away. And he will come again in May. And I can wait," she says, and stands With roses in her thin white hands. Childlike, with innocent replies. She meets the world. Wide open lies Her book of life ; Time turns the leaves, Like each to each, because she grieves Nor less nor more, save when in fear, On one dark eve of aU the year. Dismayed lest love's divine distress Be dulled by time's forgetfulness. Venice, June, 1891. THE QUAKER LADY^ 'Mid drab and gray of moiildered leaves, The spoil of last October, I see the Quaker lady stand In dainty garb and sober. No speech has she for praise or prayer, No blushes, as I claim To know what gentle whisper gave Her prettiness a name. The wizard stillness of the hour My fancy aids : again Return the days of hoop and hood And tranquil William Penn. I see a maid amid the wood Demurely calm and meek, Or troubled by the mob of curls That riots on her cheek. ^ Oldenlandia ccerulea (bluets, innocence), known in Penn- syWania as the " Quaker ladies." (34) THE QUAKER LADY 35 Her eyes are blue, her cheeks are red, — Gay colors for a Friend, — And Nature with her mocking rouge Stands by a blush to lend. The gown that holds her rosy grace Is truly of the oddest ; And wildly leaps her tender heart Beneath the kerchief modest. It must have been the poet Love Who, while she slyly listened, Divined the maiden in the flower. And thus her semblance christened. Was he a proper Quaker lad In suit of simple gray ? What fortune had his venturous speech, And was it " yea " or " nay " ? And if indeed she murmured " yea," And throbbed with worldly bliss, I wonder if in such a case Do Quakers really kiss ? 36 THE QUAKEB LADY Or was it some lore-wildered beau Of old colonial days, TVith clouded caue and broidered coat, And very artful ways ? And did he wliisper tbrougli her curls Some wicked, pleasant tow, And swear no courtly dame had words As sweet as " thee " and " thou " ? Or did he praise her dimpled chin In eager song or sonnet, And find a merry way to cheat Her kiss-defying bonnet ? And sang he then in verses gay, Amid this forest shady, The dainty flower at her feet "Was Kke his Quaker lady ? And did she pine in English fogs. Or was his love enough ? And did she leam to sport the fan. And use the patch and pufE ? THE QUAKER LADY 37 Alas ! perhaps she played quadrille, And, naughty grown and older, Was pleased to show a dainty neck Above a snowy shoulder. But sometimes in the spring, I think. She saw, as in a dream. The meeting-house, the home sedate, The Schuylkill's quiet stream ; And sometimes in the minuet's pause Her heart went wide afield To where, amid the woods of May, A blush its love revealed. Till far away from court and king And powder and brocade. The Quaker ladies at her feet Their quaint obeisance made. Newpobt, 1889. THE WRECK OP THE EMMELINE^ This tack might fetch Absecom bar, The wind lies fair for the Dancin' Jane ; She 's good on a wind. If we keep this way, You might talk with folk in the land of Spain. A tidy snack of a breeze it be ; Just hear it whistle 'mong them dunes ! It ain't no more nor a gal for strong, — Sakes ! but it hollers a lot of toones. Ye 'd ought to hear it October-time A-fiddlin' 'mong them cat-tails taU ; Our Bill can fiddle, but 'gainst that wind He ain't no kind of a show at aU. Respectin' the wrack you want to see, It 's yon away, set hard and fast On the outer bar. When tides is low You kin see a mawsel of rib an' mast. 1 A true story, (38) THE WRECK OF THE EMMELINE 39 Four there was on us, wrackers all, Born and bred to foller the sea, And Dad beside ; that 's hun you seed Las' night a-mendin' them nets with me. Waal, sir, it was n't no night for talk ; The pipes went out, an' we stood, we four, A-starin' dumb through the rattlin' panes. And says Tom, " I 'd as lief be here ashore." The wust wind ever I knowed Was swoopin' across the deep. An' the waves was humpin' as white as snow. An' gallopin' in like frighted sheep. Says Bill, " 'T ain't nat'ral, that big moon Ed be so quiet, them stars that bright, A-p'intin' down from the big old roof. As they might be icicles tipt with light." Lord ! sich a wind ! It tuk that sand An' flung it squar' on the winder-sash. An' howled and mumbled 'mong the scrub, An' yelled like a hurt thing 'cross the mash. 40 THE WBECK OF THE EMMELINE Old Dad as was sittin' 'side the fire ; Jus' now an' agin he riz his head, An' says he, " God help all folks at sea, — God help 'em livin', and buiy 'em dead. " God help them in smacks as sail. An' men as v'yage in cruisers tall ; God help all as goes by water. Big ship and little, — help 'em all." " Amen ! " says Bill, jus' like it was church ; An' all of a sudden says Joe to me, " Hallo ! " an' thar* was a flash of light. An' the roar of a gun away to sea. " An' it 's each for aU ! " cries Dad to me ; " The night ain't much of a choice for sweet." So up he jumps an' stamps aroun', Jus' for to waken his sleepy feet. " An' it 's into ilers and on with boots," Sings Dad, " Thar' be n't no time to spar'. Pull in y'r waist-straps. Hurry a bit ; The shortest time '11 be long out thar'." THE WBECK OF THE EMMELINE 41 I did n't like it, nor them no more, But roun' we scuttles for oar and ropes. An' out we plunged in the old man's wake. For we knowed as we was thar' only hopes. The door druv' in ; the cinders flew ; The house, it shook ; out went the light ; The air was thick with squandered sand, As nipt like the sting of a bluefly bite. "We passed yon belt of holly and pine, An' in among them cedar an' oak We stood a bit on the upper shore. An' stared an' listened, but no man spoke. " Whar' lies she, Bill ? " roars Dad to me. As down we bended. Then bruk' a roar As follered a lane of dancin' light That flashed and fluttered along the shore. "She's thar'," says Joe; "I'd sight of her then ; She 's hard and high on the outer bar. Nary a light, and fast enough. And nary a mawsel of mast or spar." 42 THE WRECK OF THE EMMELINE Groans Dad, " Good Lord, it 's got to be ! " Says Tom, " It ain't to be done, I fear." Shouts Joe, a-laffin' (he alius lafEed), "It ain't to be done by standin' here." Waal, in she went, third time of tryin', — " In with a will," laffs Joe, in a roar, Wind a-cussin' and Dad a-prayin'. But spry enough with the steerin' oar. Five hours — an' cold. I was clean played out. " Give way," shouts Dad, " give way thar' now ! " " Hurray ! " laffs Joe. An' we slung her along. With a prayer to aft an' a laff in the bow. There was five men glad when we swep' her in Under the lee, an' none too soon. "Aboard thar', mates!" shouts Dad, an' the wind Jus' howled like a dog at full of moon. « Up with you, BiU ! " sung Dad. So I — I grabbed for a broken rope as hung. Gosh ! it was stiff as an anchor-stock, But up I swarmed, and over I swung. THE WRECK OF THE EMMELINE 43 Ice ? She was ice from stem to stam. I gripped the rail an' sarched the wrack, An' cleared my eyes, an' sarched agin' For li\dn' sign on that slidin' deck. Four dead men in the scuppers lay Stiff as steel, they was froze that fast ; An' one old man was hangin' awry, Tied to the stump of the broken mast. Ice-bound he were. But he kinder smiled, A-lookin' up. I was sort of skeered. Lord ! thinks I, thar' was many a prayer Froze in the snow of that orful beard. Thar' was one man lashed to the wheel, An' his eyes was a-starin' wild. An' thar', close-snuggled up in his arms, — O Lord, sir, the pity ! — a little child. Now that jus' done for me. Down I fell. Jus' fell to my knees, — I das n't stand, — An' I says, " O Lord ! the wicked wind, It has killed at sea an' cussed on land." 44 THE WRECK OF THE EMMELINE Then a leap to the boat. " Dead all," says I ; " Give way," an' we bent to the springin' oar ; An' never no word says boy or Dad, TiU we crashed full high on the upper shore. Then Dad, he dropped for to pray. But I stood aU a shake on the sand ; An' the old man says, " I could wish them souls Was fetched ashore to the joyful land." But Joe, he l^ffs. Says Dad, right mad, " Shut up. Ye 'd grin if ye went to heaven." " Why not ? " says Joe. " As for this here earth, It takes lots of laffin' to keep things even." Ready about, an' mind for the boom ; Ef ye keer for to hold that far, You may see the Emmeline, keel and rib, Stuck fast an' firm on the outer bar. Newport, October, 1891. VENICE I AM Venezia, that sad Magdalen, Who with her lovers' arms the turbaned East Smote, and through lusty centuries of gain Lived a wild queen of battle and of feast. I netted, in gold meshes of my hair, The great of soul ; painter and poet, priest, Bent at my will with picture, song, and prayer, And ever love of me their fame increased, Till I, a queen, became the slave of slaves, And, like the ghost-kings of the Umbrian plain. Saw from my centuries torn, as from their graves. The priceless jewels of my haughty reign. Gone are my days of gladness, now in vain I hurt the tender with my speechless pain. Venice, June, 1891. (45) VENICE TO ITALY O Italy, thou fateful mistress-land, That, like Delilah, won with deathful bliss Each conquering foe who wooed thy wanton kiss, And sheared thy lovers' strength with certain hand. And gave them to Philistia's bonds of vice ; Smiling to see the strong limbs waste away, The manly vigor crippled by decay. Usurious years exact the minute's price. Ah ! when my great were greatest, ever glad, I thanked them with the hope of nobler deeds. Statesman and poet, painter, sculptor, knight, — These my dear lovers were ere days grew sad, And them I taught how mightily exceeds AU other love the love that holds God's light. Venice, Jwwe, 1891. (46) THE DECAY OF VENICE The glowing pageant of my story lies, A shaft of light across the stormy years, When 'mid the agony of blood and tears, Or pope or kaiser won the mournful prize, Till I, the fearless child of ocean, heard The step of doom, and trembling to my fall, Eemorseful knew that I had seen unstirred Proud Freedom's death, the tyrant's festival ; Whilst that Italia which was yet to be, And is, and shall be, sat a virgin pure, High over Umbria on the mountain slopes, And saw the failing fires of liberty Fade on the chosen shrine she deemed secure. When died for many a year man's noblest hopes. Venice, June, 1891. (47) PISA: THE DUOMO Lo, this is like a song writ long ago, Born of the easy strength of simpler days, Filled with the life of man, his joy, his praise, Marriage and childhood, love, and sin, and woe, Defeat and victory, and aU men know Of passionate remorses, and the stays That help the weary on life's rugged ways. A dreaming seraph felt this beauty grow In sleep's pure hour, and with joy gTown bold Set the fair crystal in the thought of man ; And Time, with antique tints of ivory wan. And gentle industries of rain and light. Its stones rejoiced, and o'er them crumbled gold Won from the boundaries of day and night. Pisa, May, 1891. (48) THE VESTAL'S DREAM Ah, Venus, white-limbed mother of delight. Why shouldst thou tease her with a dream so dear? Winged tenderness of kisses, hovering near, Her gentle longings cheat. Forbidden sight Of eager eyes doth through the virgin night Perplex her innocence with cherished fear. O cruel thou, with sweets to ripen here In wintry cloisters what can know but blight. Wilt leave her now to scorn ? The lictor's blows To-morrow shall be merciless. The light Dies on the altar ! Nay, swift through the night, Comes pitiful the queen of young desire. That reddened in a dream this chaste white rose. And lights with silver torch the fallen fire. Home, May, 1891. (49) LINCOLN Chained by stern duty to the rock of state, His spirit armed in mail of rugged mirth, Ever above, though ever near to earth, Yet felt his heart the vulture beaks that sate Base appetites, and foul with slander, wait TiU the keen lightnings bring the awful hour When wounds and suffering shall give them power. Most was he like to Luther, gay and great, Solemn and mirthful, strong of heart and limb. Tender and simple too ; he was so near To all things human that he cast out fear, And, ever simpler, like a little child. Lived in unconscious nearness unto Him Who always on earth's little ones hath smiled. Newport, October, 1891. (50) THE LOST PHILOPENA TO M. G. M. More blest is lie who gives tlian who receives, For lie that gives doth always something get : Angelic usurers that interest set : And what we give is like the cloak of leaves Which to the beggared earth the great trees fling, Thoughtless of gain in chilly Autumn days : The mystic husbandry of nature's ways Shall fetch it back in greenery of the Spring. One tender gift there is, my little maid, That doth the giver and receiver bless, And shall with obligation none distress ; Coin of the heart in God's just balance weighed ; Wherefore, sweet spendthrift, still be prodigal. And freely squander what thou hast from all. LucBBNB, July, 1891. (51) ST. CHRISTOPHER FOR A CHILD There was none so tall as tliis giant bold. He had a name that could not be told, A name so crooked no Christian men Could say it over and speak again. One day he^ came where a good man prayed All alone in the forest shade. Then the giant in wonder said : " Why do you bend the knee and head ? " " I bend," he said, " because I be The weakest thing that you can see. I pray for help to do no wrong, To Christ who is so good and strong." " Ho," said the giant, " when I see One strong enough to conquer me, I shall be glad to bend my knees. Which are as stout as any trees." " But," said the good man, sad and old, " Yon stream is deep, the water cold. Prayer is the Spirit's work for some. (52) ST. CHRISTOPHER 53 Work is the prayer of the body dumb." " If that be prayer," said the giant tall, " The maimed and sick, the weak and small, Across the stream and to and fro, I shall carry and come and go, Until the time when I shall see Thy strong Christ come to humble me." So all day long, with patient hand. He bore the weak from strand to strand. At last, one eve, when winds were wild. He heard the voice of a little child Saying, " Giant, art thou asleep ? Carry me over the river deep." On his shoulder broad he set the child, And laughed to see how the infant smiled. Up to his waist the giant strode. While fierce around the water flowed ; His great back shook, his great knees bent. As staggering through the waves he went. " Why is this ? " he cried aloud ; "Why should my great back be bowed ? " Spake from his shoulder, sweet and clear, A voice, — 't was like a bird's to hear, — " I am the Christ to whom men pray When comes the morn and wanes the day." 64 ST. CHBISTOPHER " No," said the giant, " a child art thou. Not to a babe shall proud men bow! " He set the child on the farther land, And wiped his brow with shaking hand. " In truth," he cried, " the load was great ; Wherefore art thou this heavy weight ? " The little child said, " I was heavy to thee Because the world's sins rest on me." " If thou canst carry them all on thee, Who art but a little child to see, Thou must be strong, and I be weak, And thou must be the one I seek." Therefore the giant, day by day. Still kept his work, and learned to pray. And his pagan name that none should hear, Was changed to GKant Christopher. 1887. DREAMLAND Up anchor ! Up anchor ! Set sail and away! The ventures of dreamland Are thine for a day. Yo, heave ho ! Aloft and alow Elf sailors are singing, Yo, heave ho! The breeze that is blowing So sturdily strong Shall fill up thy sail With the breath of a song. A fay at the mast-head Keeps watch o'er the sea ; Blown amber of tresses Thy banner shall be ; Thy freight the lost laughter That sad souls have missed, Thy cargo the kisses That never were kissed. (55) 66 DBEAMLAND And ho, for a fay maid Born merry in June, Of dainty red roses Beneath a red moon. The star-pearls that midnight Casts down on the sea, Dark gold of the sunset Her fortune shall he. And ever she whispers. More tenderly sweet, " Love am I, love only. Love perfect, complete. The world is my lordship. The heart is my slave ; I mock at the ages, I laugh at the grave. Wilt sail with me ever, A dream-haunted sea, Whose whispering waters Shall murmur to thee The love-haunted lyrics Dead poets have made Ere life had a fetter. Ere love was afraid ? " DBEAMLAND 57 Then up with the anchor ! Set sail and away ! The ventures of loveland Are thine for a day. Newport, 1890. EVENING BY THE SEA With noble waste of lazy hours I loitered, till I saw the moon, A rosy pearl, hang vast and strange Above the long gray dune ! And hither, thither, as I went. My ancient friend the sea beside, Whatever tune my spirit sang The dear old comrade tried. Bab Harbor, 1892. (58) IDLENESS There is no dearer lover of lost hours Than I. I can be idler than the idlest flowers ; More idly lie Than noonday lilies languidly afloat, And water pillowed in a windless moat. And I can be Stiller than some gray stone That hath no motion known. It seems to me That my still idleness doth make my own All magic gifts of joy's simplicity. Restigoxjche Eiveb, 1892. (59) A GRAVEYARD As beats the unrestf ul sea some ice-clad isle Set in the sorrowful night of arctic seas, Some lorn domain of endless silences, So, echoless, unanswered, falleth here The great voiced city's roar of fretful life. Rome, 1891.^ (60) LOSS Life may moult many feathers, yet delight To soar and circle in a heaven of joy ; The pinion robbed must learn more swift employ, Till the thinned feathers end our eager flight. Bar Harbor, 1892. (61) COME IN " Come in." I stand, and know in thought The honest kiss, the waiting word. The love with friendship interwrought, The face serene by welcome stirred. Bab Habbob, 1892. (62) GOOD-NIGHT Good-night. Good-niglit. Ah., good the night That wraps thee in its silver light. Good-night. No night is good for me That does not hold a thought of thee. Good-night. Good-night. Be every night as sweet As that which made our love complete, Till that last night when death shall he One brief " Good-night," for thee and me. Good-night. Newport, 1890. (63) THE RISING TIDE An idle man I stroll at eve, Where move the waters to and fro ; Full soon their added gains will leave Small space for me to come and go. Already" in the clogging sand, I walk with dull, retarded feet ; Yet still is sweet the lessening strand. And still the lessening light is sweet. Newpobt, October, 1891. (64) VERSES READ ON THE PRESENTATION BY S. WEIR MITCHELL TO THE PHILADELPHIA COLLEGE OP PHYSICIANS OF SARAH W. whitman's PORTRAIT OF OLIVER WEN- DELL HOLMES, M. D. We call them great who have the magic art To summon tears and stir the human heart, With fictive grief to bring the soul annoy, And leave a dew-drop in the rose of joy. A nobler purpose had the Masters wise Who from your walls look down with kindly eyes. Theirs the firm hand and theirs the ready brain Strong for the battle with disease and pain. Large were their lives : these scholars, gentle, brave, Knew all of man from cradle unto grave. What note of torment had they failed to hear ? All grief's stern gamut knew each pitying ear. Nor theirs the useless sympathy that stands (65) 66 VEBSES Beside tlie suffering with defenseless hands ; Divinely wise, their pity had the art To teach the brain the ardour of the heart. These left a meaner for a nobler George ; These trod the red snows by the Valley Forge, Saw the wild birth-throes of a nation's life, The long-drawn misery and the doubtful strife : Yea, and on darker fields they left their dead Where grass-grown streets heard but the bear- er's tread. While the sad death-roll of those fatal days Left small reward beyond the poor man's praise. Lo ! Shadowy greetings from each canvas come. Lips seem to move now for a century dumb : From tongues long hushed the soimd of welcome falls, " Place, place for Holmes upon these honoured waUs." The lights are out, the festal flowers fade, Our guests are gone, the great hall wrapped in shade. Lone in the midst this silent picture stands, Ringed with the learning of a score of lands. From dusty tomes in many a tongue I hear A gentle Babel, — " Welcome, Brother dear. VERSES 67 Yea, though Apollo won thy larger hours, And stole our fruit, and only left us flowers. The poet's rank thy title here completes — Doctor and Poet, — so were Goldsmith, — Keats." The voices failing murmur to an end With " Welcome, Doctor, Scholar, Poet, Friend." In elder days of quiet wiser folks. When the great Hub had not so many spokes, Two wandering Gods, upon the Common, found A weary schoolboy sleeping on the ground. Swift to his brain their eager message went. Swift to his heart each ardent claim was sent ; " Be mine," Minerva cried. " This tender hand Skilled in the art of arts shall understand With magic touch the demon pain to lay. From skill to skill and on to clearer day Far through the years shall fare that ample brain To read the riddles of disease and pain." " Nay, mine the boy," Apollo cried aloud, " His the glad errand, beautiful and proud, To wing the arrows of delightful mirth. To slay with jests the sadder things of earth. 68 VEBSES At his gay science melancholy dies, At his clear laugh each morbid fancy flies. Rich is the quiver I shall give his bow, The eagle's pinion some bold shafts shall know ; Swift to its mark the angry arrow-song Shall find the centre of a nation's wrong ; Or in a people's heart one tingling shot Pleads not in vain against the war-ship's lot. Yea, I will see that for a gentler flight The dove's soft feathers send his darts aright When smiles and pathos, kindly wedded, chant The plaintive lay of that unmarried aunt ; Or sails his Nautilus the sea of time. Blown by the breezes of immortal rhyme. Or with a Godspeed from her poet's brain. Sweet Cl^mence trips adown the Rue de Seine. The humming-bird shall plume the quivering song, Blithe, gay, and restless, never dull or long. Where gayly passionate his soul is set To sing the Katydid's supreme regret, Or creaking jokes, through never-ending days. Rolls the quaint story of the Deacon's chaise. Away with tears ! When this glad poet sings, The angel Laughter spreads her broadest wings. VEBSES 69 By land and sea where'er St. George's cross And the starred banner in the breezes toss, The merry music of his wholesome mirth Sends rippling smiles around our English earth." " Not mine," Minerva cried, " to spoil thy joy ; Divide the honours, — let us share the boy ! " April, 1892.