'^ oJ^ ♦!. f'^rfi ^^ c^ '*^, ^4 * ^ I*': \.^' - A' . / FEBBI.EB FBOM THE HHOHE^ BY- LUCIA FIDELIA WOOLLEY GILLETTE. To gather Pebbles in thf-e hidden curves, and quiet "^ Nooks, along the ■ivindlng shore, strewn With the treasures of the restless sea. H. J. VAIL. PUBLISHER. I J^O 6>. 18T9. .^/J NEW SHAROX, MAHASKA CO. IOWA. 1879. T PREFACE: Over these pages the Critic will not waste his time, nor Genius its precious power, but the few will kindly w^elconie it from her wliose only gift is a loving heart. L. F. W. G. Pebbles from the Shore. MAY. TO OUR LITTLE FLORENCE. Come here to my side little Floj'. Now the gathering/ twi'igbt shade Falls over the brooks and valleys, Through the meadows and forest glades- Falls over the meadows and valleys, Where we've wandered the live-long day, And gathered the flowers that hlossom In the beautiful hours of May, We've heard the murmurs of ripples That flow o'er the shining sand. And the singing of wren and of robin. That sounds through the blamy spring land. And your voice, my darling, hath echoed The music of ripple and bird; And in your child-heart, ihe soft eun-glnw A light that is clearer, hath stirred. And now the day hath departed. And the "Sweet South" is wandering by. The young stars are chanting their vespers On the far away hills of the sky; Come here to my side little daughter. And lean o'er the arm of my ckair. And while the soft shadows are falling On the rings of your bonny biack hair. ness PEBBLES FROM THE SHORE. I'll tell you. ray little wee darling In these, your first inocent rears. Ere your full brow is siiadowed with sad,. . Or your dark eyes are flowing with tears, IIow the glow of the heauiiful May -time, And the odor of balm-breathing flowers, And a light that is purer than sun-shine. May hang round your life's flitting hours. And when the slight arm that enfolds you, Is weakened, and pulseless, and cold. And the heart that beats for you so fondly, Is still 'neath the heavy grave-mold; When the lips that have kissed you so often, Are damp with the death-clinging due, And the fond prayer of your mother Is breathed up in heaven for you. Ah! then, little Floy, you'll remem be r The words I shall tell you to-night. As we sit in the shade of the porch-vines, 'Neath the glow ot mellow moon-light. You'll find, little dove of my bosom. As your win,'^s flutter out on the air. Many voiced singing unto you— "This world is a valley of care" But never believe it my daughter, 'Tis a bright world created by God, And over it's hilltops and valleys. The feet of our Sav our have trod. But only the good and pure-hearted Ii's be:uiti*is and pleasures Tuay know. For only from loving and doing. Can the sweetest of hapi)iness flow . Theu keep the warm heart of your childhood, Thou one little dove of our nest- Keep ever the innocent spirit. That folds it's white wings in vour breast; PEBBLES FEOM THE SHORE. And then, though the spring-skiee may darken, And summer-blooms hasten away, Your heart will be fresh with sweet roses, Your life be one beautiful May. SIDE BY SIDE. Side by side in the early hours. Crowned with Love's roses, and Hopes fresh flowers. Side by side in the darkened days, When the paths led up through rugged ways. Side by side when life was sweet, * Side by side with the weary feet, Side by side through good and ill, Loving and pure, and faithful still. Side by side, when the silver hair Than black or brown was more soft and fair; Side by side when the wrinkled face Was lovelier .far, than the youthful grace ; Side by side, with the folded hand In the evening mist of the silent land, Under the mounds where the violets blow. Under the drifts of the winter's snow. Side by side on the beautiful shore, Wh3re love Is young forevermore; Father and mother, and husband and wife, W^here they know no parting, nor sorrow, nor strife. Father and mother, and husband and wife. Crowned with the joy of the Heavenly life. 8. PEBBLES FROM THE bHORE. LET US GO HOME TO FATHER-S. Let us go home to fatherV; sunlight slants A-through tlie rorests. and acioss the hills; The sad day sweetly sings her parting chant, A -down the valleys by the winding rills. The birds flee homeward to their leafy nests, The young babo slumbers on its mother's breast. Letns go home to father's; through the barn door The cattle wander from the grassy lane; Young broods are fluttering o'er the stable floor, And from the fields the colts return again ; The white flocks lead their lambs back through the gloom, And all things every where are turning home. Let us go home to father's; there's a sound That comes not from the trembling bells of dew Upon the air— a heavy, muttering sound, That shakes the elm trees and the weepingyew ; There'll be a storm, a fearful slorm to-night. And seek we shelter by the old firelight. Let us go home to father's; day is done. The long, sad day, of anxious toil and care; The twilight hastens, and the eve's begun. Now let us listen to the household prayer. For they wiU miss us where we had our birth. They love us dearly by the old home hearth. Let us go hon.e to father's; vain! in vain! We cannot clasp our hands o'er land and wave. We cannot know each other's joy or pain, Or press the lips dust-covered, in the grave; For we are orphans ; on the earthly shore There is a father's house for us no more. Let us go home to father's; let us go, Wearied and homeless. stricken, orphan'd band ; They're waitiug for us where there's no more woe, They're waiting for us in the better Land. And souls all white and fond, we each must bear Up to that. Lard, for father's house is there. PEBBLES FROM THE SHORE. THE SPRING BREEZE, Ah ! whither away thou bi'ceze of spring, With mellow murmur and balmy wing? From whence away, o'er the broad, old earth, In what mountain cave had'st thou thy birth? -O, what- pray what, can thy errand be? Hast thou a message, sweet breeze, for me? fc'ay whither away, in thy world-wide flight. With thy breath of balm, and thy wing of light ? ^-'Ah! fair young dreamer, by the clear, blue stream. Where the waves leap up to the sunlight gleam, And the old oal? boughs, that long have hung In the chill, bleak air, are with green buds hung. And the sparkling light in thy soft, blue eye. Where no pictures of doubt, or sorrow lie. :Say, lair young dreamer, would'st ask of me, From whence T came?whatmy message can be? ■"O, 1 was not born, "mid your mountains free. But far away, o'er the Southern sea. Where the blue grapes bend the hanging vine, And the orange ripens in tha warm sunshine, Ah! One there is who watches me there. And bends my way to His will and care ; And He sent me afar froi« that Southern strand. With a message of love, to this Northern land. '■I have loAvered my wing on your lake's Droad shore. And the grass grows green that was brown before ; My feet have been o'er your rock-ribbed hills. And I've sung my song to your ice bound rills; I have opened the moss cups by woodland spring, And to the old forests, fresh life bring; I have wakened the buds in garden and bower, 10 PEBBLES FROM THE SHORE. And wanned in to blooming!;, the peach-tree tlower ''I have tarried awhile at the palace door, And wandered alons by the huts of the poor, And they, who were chilled with the cold damp snow. And could hide from the blast in no home below; Have crept froni their hovel? with laujih-Iit eye. To the fresh, srreen fields, and tke clear, blue sky. Ah I a welcome I hear that can never be told. From those wiio have suflered with hunser and cold. '•This, fair dreamer— for this was my birth— This blessing to bear to the frost chilled earth ; To lift the curls of the school-boy's hair. And lighten the heart that was dim with care. To kiss lr(jm the forehead each shade of gloom. And tint the cheek that hath lost its bloom ; Tobrifihten the tires of human love. And ripen the soul for the work above." Away, thou beautiful breeze, away I Through valleys deep let the light wing stray- Go sing to the islands o'cr-hung with palm. And off to the deserts, with thy breath of balm; Away, wherever a soul may be Upon the earth, so upon the sea. Away I away, in thy world-wide flight. With thv breath of balm, and thy wing of light. PEBBLES FROM THE SHORE. ORPHANAGE. Yon ask me why? As well ^o ask the Lone rose by the way-Side, why it ope's if s Fair leaves to the kisses of the sun, or To the gentle music of the rain, as Ask a maiden why she yields her heart's sweet Incense to the wooer, who enfolds her Soul with radiance, and lights the way— so Rough unto her tender feet— with glory From the hills of Heaven. You ask me why I knew not, that the smile-wreathed lips hid thoughts Of guile: that words so fraught with love, bore but The adder's sting; that eyes that looked such gladness Into mine, were glittering only with The serpent's wiles'? I! How could I know, v/hen My dear mother's voice was singing with the Angles: and even, in my babyhood. My father had gone on, to meet her in The home of Paradise? When in the world There was not one to tell me where the lilus Grew, or lead me from the path where thorns sprung Sharpened for my unbruised feet! God sees, and Sometime, it must be, that He will count the Wealth I gave, dearer to Him, than all the Proud world's scurn, and pardon, even (at my Earnest plea) the lover who hath wrought such woe. 12 PEBBLES FROM THE SHORE. THE BROWN LATTICE GATE. That brown lattice gate— how dear was its sound, How lightly it swung o'er the moss cover'd ground- How quickly it shut 'gainst the walk of small stones. When the school house was left, and the day's studies done— For the baby and supper, we hardly could wait. As we ran \yith all speed, througli that brown lattice gate. The fir trees above it, how stately and green. The tallest, the proudest that ever were seen. And the flowers, all along the stone walk that grew, Were brighter than coral, and fiesher than dew— And the Almond-blooms by it— O. early and late, We watched them unfold by that brown lattice gate. A band of wild younglings, upon it we swung. With a smile on each lip, and a jest on each tongue; And Rover, old Rover, came bouncing along, To share in the play, if not in the song; And "Genie""' pet "Genie'''— his one household mate- Came up with a leap, o'er that brown lattice gate. Ah ! the days that came to us, came never with care. For we knew not that life had a trial to bear, PEBBLES FROM THE SHORE. 13 'Till the hazel eyed baby grew quiei and still, And our home with the sadness of mourning was filled, And they told us young children to quietly wait, 'Till the coffin went through that brown lattice gate, Ah! my life may be long, bat I cannot forget What frolics we knew, when by it we met. But the hand of a stranger may shut it to-day, And other young children around it may play, For far are the pathways, and strange is the fate. Of those who once met by that brown lattice gate. YOU WOULD NOT KNOW YOU'D LOVED ME. You could ne'er forget, you told me, As we heard the solemn flow Of the sea-waves on the beach-sand. In that morn so long ago; And the pine-trees heard you whisper. As you said it, solt and low, — "Time dear friend, can ever change you. But my heart your face will know."' Now, the months have gHded onward. And the years have fled away, 'Till you would not know you'd loved me. If we were to meet to-day. For the hair you praised so often For its clear and golden light May be just as soft and silken. But its ripples all are white; And the forehead's snowy whiteness Wears the brownest shade of care ; 14 PEBBLES FROM THE SHORE. And such wrinkles lie upon ii As the weary only bear; And the blue eye's starry luster. That rron\ heaven you said did stray, Linorersin the gloomy valleys I have cross"d upon my way; And the cheeks you kissed so fondly— Ah! their roses could not stay; So you would not know you'd loved me. If we were to meet to-day. Lips, to you, like parted rose-bnd, Wreath'd with precious smiles of love, They can gather back their beauty Only in the home above; There, perhaps, the olden glory 'Round both cheek and brow may glow. And the hair, so soft and silken, Ripple in its olden How ; There, the roses wither never; There, for strength they never pray; There, perhaps you'll know you lov'd me. Though you'd know it not to-day. NELLY AND BROTHER WILL. Wandering, wandering, all the day, A-through the busy street, While the cold white snow fell softly down Upon their bare brown feet, Went little Nelly and brother Will, Asking for meat and bread. Thankful for even the crumbs, with which The rich man's dogs were fed. PEBBLES FROM THE SHORE. Some one had ^Iven a woolen cap For brother VVill to wear. But onlj- the snow could weave a hood For Nelly's flaxen hair. Her little shoulders? were cold and bare. Old rags hung round her lorm. While brother Will's poor, worn out coat. Scarce 'cept him from the storm- Wandering, wandering, all the day.. Backward, and up and down, Hearing full many an unkind word, And meeting full many a frown. Till when, so heavy, the dark came do\vn- Poor Nelly, in her fright, €]iiTig closer to brother Will, and cried, •"Where shal! we sleep to night*'"' The morning broke in purple and gold. On marble mansions white, And a lady, in her soft, rich robes, At dawning of the light, "Unlocked, with her restless hands, the door. For one all night away. When lo! upon the broad high step. Two small dead children lay. Dear Nelly, folded so close and stili To brother Will's cold breast, With his old torn coat about her laid. To shield her in her rest,— While the boy. in his protecting love. So tender and so sweet, Had wrapped his soft warm woolen cap, ^Round liltJe sister's feet. PEBBLES FKOM THE SHORE. THE drp:amer They call mc a dreamer, and tliey say, that uo more Now the visions and hopes of my young life are o'er. Should I dream the sweet dreams of my girlhood and youth. The beautiful dreams of love and truth 1 Xhey say. ihe fair faiths of those bright years should fade. As the sunshine falls into the twilights dark shade." •'Stop dreaming!'" they ciy. ''Grow doubting and cold. Seethe sorrow and sin.— the blight and the mold- Look not for May blossoms where Summer- heats killl Look not for June roses, where the Winter frosts chilli Stop dreaming, and list to the terrible din Of the earth-world without and the soul-world within. Hear the thunder of passion! See the lightning and flame Of the vices, that burn out the holiest name! See the wild, scathing flood, that unwearingly rolls O'er the dearest, the truest, the bravest of souls! "Stop dreaming, and teach your own dear ones to doubt. To see the worlds falsness— its evil find out; The ideal lessons ol trust, you now give. Take back, and undoubting, get ready to live." Ah! something I've seen of the weak and the frail- How the fairest might perish, and the strougest might fail! PEBBLES FROM THE SHORE. 17 Ah! something I've seen, of the tempted and tried, And my own hards have lilted, as I pleadingly cried. Oh hide me dear Father from temptation and strife ! Oh crown me wise Master, witli a holier life! But the sunshine so often falls down from on high And the flowers in their sweetness look up to the -Sky; And the months are so many of beauty I know. And so seldom a day of the wild wind and snow, And my feet are so stayed in the dangerous way. While some robin sings sweet, through the stormiest day. And so many white hearts, with their rose- builded nests. vVhere way-worn and weary, I may go in to rest. And just where the lightning, and the wild thunder shock Has rent the poor gnu!, or the wild, barren rock. There come such sweet blossoms— such verdure of green, Such soft-singing fountains, with their clear silver sheen That 1 see, o'er the black flag, that sin has unfurled. How the Father's dear Mercy enfoldeth the world. If the trust be unwise; if the doubting be true; If the weak are so many, and the brave are so few; 18 PEBBLES FROM THE SHORE. If huraanity bears such a pressure aud stain That no water of healing can cleanse it again; If the worlds are so cursed from planet to sod, Andvainlvwe cling to the fond heart of God. Till the last throb of feeling from my bosom hath gone. Oil break not my dreaming! Still let me dream on. MY BABY. Have yon seen my little Cora, With her large and laughing eyes. With her strange, odd questionings. And her wise and quiant replies? Tell me! tell me! have }ou seen her. With her dimpled, baby face,— With her look of quiet meaninji. And her air of witching grace? I have searched the wilds and rivers — All the dingles and the dells— I have looked into the fountains, Peeped into the springs and wells,— But I cannot hear her foot-step, Cannot see her little form,— Has the whirl-wind borne her onward. Onward, on the wings of storm? Have the fairies in the forest Made a dainty, moss-lined nest — Coaxed my darling to its pillows, "Mid the blossoms there, to rest? Ah ! my baby would not stay there I She would rather lay her head Where she heard her mamma's singing. And "Old Doctor's" coming tread? PEBBLES FROM THE SHORE. 19 Do you tell me I shall find her When my day of work is done? When my hands arc still and folded. And my hour ol' r«st, is won? Do you tell me I shall find her Where Ihey need not moon or star— In that land of joyous brightness. Where tbe many mansions are? THE GIFT OF FLOWERS. Then hast brought them far, my gentle friend. From th*i Eastern land, where thv.- bright sun lends His genial glow to tiie soft south breeze. That wakens the leaves of the old roof trees. And kisses the dewy buds at morn, By the low, white cot, where I was born. Thou hast brought them far, from my mother's door, W^hcre she sits when her daily cares are o'er, While her heart looks back with a yearning glow. To the beautiful hours of tbe "long ago;'' %Vhen happy children, fair and bright, Played through her home from morn till night. And she thought the dropping of their feet A melody so soft and sweet — And their laughter rang upon her ear, With a care-free, sound, she will always hear, And she taught their little hands to twine The fragrant twig of the jesamine vine. And to nurse the very flowers you found On that dear old spot of hallowed ground. Tiiouhast wander'd there— by the sweet. ol