w ■■■-.•'-' : 3B m Class _JH' Book X4-_3XV+ Copyright N° i3_0 8 COPYRIGHT DEPOSIT. WEEDS AND WILD FLOWERS By MOWRY BELL Boston RICHARD G. BADGER The Gorham Press 1908 Copyright 1907, by Mowry Bell All rights reserved LIBRARY »f CONGRESS Two CoIm RMflived DEC 27 1907 Copyrif ni tntry CUSS 4 XXc/ng. COPY 8. 753^3 If** A few of the poems are reprinted, by permission, from The Century, Harper's, The Youth's Companion, The Cosmopolitan, The Independent, The Los Angeles 'Herald, The Land of Sunshine, The Pacific and Mr. Stedman's American Anthology. The Gorham Press, Boston, U. S. A. CONTENTS WOODS AND HILLS The Loon 9 The Yuccas 10 Strawberry Hill 11 A Summer {Visitor. 1, 12 In Exile .....: .\ . . ....... f 14 Old Mother of the Shadows! 16 Some Days* ... V: .*....'... j. 18 B7 HEDGE AND HIGHWAY A' Ordinary Man 21 Tides 22 The Conflict 23 Our Fairy Palace 24 Joy 25 At the Glass," 26 A Wearer of the Purple 27 The Lost Lyre 28 The Clue 29 Retrospect 30 Disillusionment 31 In the Afterglow 32 The Immutable 33 Mores Mutantur 34 'Twixt Entering and Outgoing 35 The Hungry Heart 36 'Twere Easier Often 37 Discovery 38 The Parting Wall 39 The Genie of Gold 40 IN THE SHADOW OF THE PINES The Tutelage 43 The Agnostic 44 We Shape Us Gods 46 The Resistless 47 The Plunge 48 The Summons 49 World to World 50 The Coming of Peace 51 Salvage 52 Father Love 53 The Second Volume 54 Stages 54 The Guest 55 Law 56 For Cuba 58 The League of Gold 59 Song of the Army of the Second Revo- lution 60 Shadows 62 THE BLUE MEADOW The Hermit 65 The Living Record 70 Visitors 72 The Seeming 73 From Hesperus 74 The Great Void 78 NIGHT RAMBLINGS Song of Euphasia 81 The North Tower 82 The Shores of Sleep 85 The Night Moth 86 The Gray Dawn 87 Rhapsody 88 By Gathering Glooms 89 To a Ghost 90 Night Vision 91 The Wizard's Son 92 Norma 98 SUNNY MEADS Moonshine 107 Huro's Song 108 Love Song 109 The Grounds of the Grind 110 My Lady's Eyes 113 As Wings the Bee 114 Old Acquaintance 115 Little Wild Rose 116 At Three Months 117 A Toast to Joy 118 WOODS AND HILLS THE LOON I lie on the bank of the lake In the balmy breeze of June, And listen, half awake, To the waves' monotonous tune; When I hear with delight, in his headlong flight, The eerie call of the loon. He glides to the lake's cool breast Down the feathery planes of air, And sports with a joyous zest That mocks at my haunting care. In his wanton glee he laughs at me, As he dives for his finny fare. "Ho ho! for the man from the town, To his cultured needs a slave! Who trembles when dark skies frown, And toils from his birth to his grave; Who never can know," he laughs, "ho ho ho! The joys of the winds and the wave!" The clouds float lazily on: The ripples are lapping the shore. A dragon fly comes, and is gone: There's the distant sound of an oar. And farther away from across the bay Gomes the laugh of the loon as before. You have left, cheery friend, as we part, (He is now but a speck in the blue,) A yearning that fills my heart For a life more simple and true: I would flee from the strain of the strife for gain, And at luxury laugh with you! THE YUCCAS (Antelope Valley, California) The wind is in the yuccas, like the roll Of mimic waves upon a hill-girt mere, Or sea of tossing boughs: the night, star-clear, Shows yet unmoved each rugged branch and bole, As from a world unseen that murmur stole: Weird in the gloom these uncouth forms appear. Is night but the day's absence? Surely here There is a presence: night has gained a soul! Is it the spell that this fantastic tree Has put upon the plain? Star speaks to star: Northward to where the dusk-hid mountains are The gossip-laden wind is coursing free. It is a goblin world, and faint and far Sound the spent echoes of reality! 10 STRAWBERRY HILL This morning at daybreak I woke up and said: "I'll be off to the orchard while all are in bed." And there, as I dressed, just as still, just as still, Came a bird to the window and perched on the sill. He twisted his head, then he flew to a tree: " Tr-r-r-r-r tee, tit-a-wee!" Do you know what that meant? "Oh, the berries are red, The berries are rip'ning on Strawberry Hill!" For I and the birds we are pretty good chums: I've many a secret to pay for my crumbs. I think it's more fun to make friends than to kill; And I've squirrels I call from their holes when I will. All the wood folks are shy folks, but many know me: "Tr-r-r-r-r tee, tit-a-wee!" Each summer some sort of a messenger comes Saying dinner is ready on Strawberry Hill! When the woods are all green and the sky is so blue, It's fun just to lie in the grass and look through At the water beyond, when you've eaten your fill, With a pail to take home and a plenty left still For the birds and the insects. For berries are free. " Tr-r-r-r-r tee, tit-a-wee!" Go get you a pail and I'll show it to you. Hurrah! for a ramble on Strawberry Hill! ii A SUMMER VISITOR Softly the mellow air Breathes as it passes Scents that are sweet and rare Caught 'mongst the grasses. Calm in their azure sea White clouds sail over: Wee voices call to me Out of the clover: Buzzing from bees afield, Gay wards of summer, Gathering what blossoms yield Free to each comer. Bird-songs from every bough, Bright fancies fusing: — What was that sound just now Startled my musing? What that quick, shadowy gleam Here 'mongst my flowers, Poised like a passing dream In young Love's bowers? Cloud-spirit, come from far O'er my sweets hovering; — Guest from a distant star Earth's joys discovering? 12 Lo, the wee whir evolved! From mists engirdling Will-o'-the-wisp resolved Into a birdling! There on yon twig he sits; Pert, self-reliant; Puzzling his tiny wits O'er me, rude giant. Sipper of coy delights, Ruby-throat, prattle! How may such tiny sprites Face the world's battle? Mouths to feed dainty fare, Foes to be shunning, — Surely a load of care For thy small cunning! Why tilt thy bill so high? Is't a misgiving As to how wingless I Get me a living? Idle it is to stand Doubting each other: Both by the same free hand Are fed, wee brother! Off to thy sweets with thee Where the whim snatch thee! Emblem of Fantasy, Care cannot catch thee! J 3 IN EXILE The odor of orange blows Comes heavy from over the way, And winter looks down from his mountain snows On a morn as of May, Where gardens their wealth of palm and rose Display. The earth and the sun have done their part In glories of color and scent, And callous the man to decry an art So lavishly spent. Is there something amiss that there lacks in my heart Content? I hear them extol the worth Of the changeless, peaceful clime, And pity the pains of their friends of the north In the winter time; And I see the buds of the almond put forth And the lime. 'Tis vain! I long for the sturdier life, And a winter's stress unstayed: I love the grandeur of storm-cloud strife With its cannonade, And a changing scene as the flowers grow rife And fade. H The loon and the wild goose break The calm as they northward roam: I smell the breeze from the woods and the lake And the thawing loam. They call me: "Why didst thou, brother, forsake Thy home?" A child of that other clime, I know The charm of the boom and crack Of the ice, and the glistening fields of snow On the blizzard's track. They call me: "0 brother, the quick years flow: Come back!" M OLD MOTHER OF THE SHADOWS In the woods, in the ferny gloom Where trilliums bloom, Afar and away from here, There tarries an ancient crone alone, With never a neighbor near. And oft when the foot of Care I hear on my stair, I steal by a postern gate Where wooed by the wandering breeze my trees Lisp low, and my coming await. And oft when the day-star fades, Through the whispering shades I follow my well-worn way, / And toward the red spark of her fire draw nigher, Aglow through the twilight gray. My foster-mother is she, With a welcome for me That I feel though she speak no word, And over her fire with a frown bent down Seem never my step to have heard. The secret I'm sure she knows Of all that grows, And keen through the jealous dark With an eye undimmed by the years she peers, Through the tangle of leaf and bark. 16 I sit at her feet and list, Like an alchemist In his search for the baffling gold, To the marvels of curious lore that pour From her lips so pursed and old. In a crooning song she sings Of all wondrous things That quicken the world's dull zest, Till, lulled by her magic art, my heart Is eased of its old unrest. Once all but asleep I lay At the close of day, Abask in the sunset's gleam, When fair and young in the wood she stood. I know it was not a dream. Aye, I feel that her shape uncouth Is a mask of youth, And it cries to my soul, "Rejoice!" From the depths of her eyes it springs, and rings In the tones of her silvery voice. Ah, motherkin, what care I If the wolf be nigh, Or the world at my fancies flout! My peace no care shall consume till the gloom Shall show me thy watch-fire out! 17 SOME DAYS There are some days when Nature seems to brood In doubt and gloom: a look her features wear As when from hollow eyes peers forth despair With glance of mute appeal. In somber mood The clouds hang threatening, and the woods, sub- dued, In dread expectance lift their arms in air. The songless birds the prevalent sadness share, And ply half-heartedly the search for food. Fitfully wail lorn gusts: the crisis nears, When Nature's heart, o'erburdened with its pain, Swells till it bursts in floods of relieving rain. The next morn breaks : with face still bathed in tears, She smiles at her despair, her faithless fears, Draws back her veil, and greets the sun again! 18 BY HEDGE AND HIGHWAY A' ORDINARY MAN My mother thought I's smart 's a whip When I was still a kid; And so did I. 'Twas long before I waked, but wake I did; And see that 'twas in her, not me, That estimate began; That after all I'm what you'd call A' ordinary man. I fooled my wife too. 'Spose 'twas love That made 'em both so blind; But now 'f I say I'm no great shakes, She says she likes that kind. She seems contented too, and yit She ought be'n rich and gran', And not the wife all through her life Of a' ordinary man. This little gal upon my knee, Her dad, you may depen', She thinks is one o' the 'way-'way-ups Among the sons o' men. When she finds out — she'll love me still, Though on a different plan; Fer find she must that I am just A' ordinary man. 21 By gum, there's times when Providence Just rubs it in! No paint Can't cover up the spots. You see What y'ought to be but ain't. To think what you should do fer 'em And then think what you can: It makes you sore 'at y'ain't no more 'N a' ordinary man! TIDES Says the blindly heaving sea: "There's a power that masters me; Coming, going ceaselessly, Through ages vast. With a longing vague oppressed Heave the surges on my breast: Never, never may I rest While earth shall last." In man's breast in silence courses Power from celestial sources; Sluggish depths to action forces; From rest debars. While he toils or while he sings Come yearnings after higher things; Lifting from earth to which he clings, Toward the stars! 22 THE CONFLICT Time was all land lay prisoned 'neath the surge Of shoreless seas. Old ocean, ruling all, Anon sees, frowning, on his watery ball With slow uplifts or sudden throes emerge His ancient slave, as whom pent passions urge. Soon continents, exulting at the fall Of their late master, laugh at his hoarse call To yield, his ceaseless thundering at the verge. Tet still he fumes and threatens far and near; Like a shrewd general at the foeman's van Making fierce onslaught, while with careful plan He sends a force attacking in the rear. So stealthy clouds creep landwards, and the rain Captures the hills unnoticed, grain by grain. 23 OUR FAIRY PALACE In what enchanted palace, by the might Of genii uplifted, could we be So circumgirt with breath of mystery Or wildering beauty as to the blest sight Of those that love her earth reveals? The night Has marvels all undreamed of witchery To charm her children: day with footsteps free Leads them through scenes o'erbrimming with delight. And court and corridor and vaulted hall Men tread, and know but cobweb and decay; Yon crystal stream passed by, whose waters stray Through these our palace grounds, and quick recall The sight to eyes grown dim; there laving, all These dead had cast their cerements away! 24 JOY The world hath lived long, long, One burden to its song. Tet sons of earth ne'er doubt Joy's from without; And seek, while the years flit, The source of it. With every wish supplied 'Tis still denied. The while the lowliest cot It scorneth not, And greeteth from each breeze Him who can seize. 25 AT THE GLASS My lady sat before her glass The while her maid arranged her hair: She gazed upon a face more fair Than one may see at Michaelmas Within an hour, while hundreds pass. Yet at the graces pictured there She sighed, "Yea, even this I'd spare To know me fair within, alas!" Ah, lady, pools and brooks may vie, Assisted by the art of man, To show thy beauty to the eye; But neither thou nor friendship can Sound thy true self, in part or whole: There is no mirror for the soul! 26 A WEARER OF THE PURPLE I sat, a monarch, in my own domain, Receiving tribute levied from a crowd Of neighboring potentates. My head deep bowed, I marked the absent, and with stern disdain Scowled dark at flatteries breathed my smile to gain. Gloom, like some huge, vile bird, with smothering cloud Of swarthy plumage, from my heart once proud, Now self-sick, hatched black thoughts in dismal train. There came a lightning flash. My night it rent; And showed my court in all its tinseled state. Straightway I hurried forth with soul unpent. At other courts a wanderer now I wait, And render lowly service. Yet, content, I revel in the sun and bless my fate! 27 THE LOST LYRE I knew her not when in Love's guise she came And from my yielding fingers slipped my lyre: So fair she seemed, in simple, sweet attire, That lost in her eyes I did not ask her name; — Lost in those eyes that gave no hint of flame To burst relentless from a smouldering fire! Through field and grove I followed, to the mire, Where she eluded me and mocked my shame. And now 'mongst youths and maids she wandering sings A song seductive from a heart of stone: Her plunder, smiles of innocence, the wings Of aspiration; these and such like things. The notes of my stolen lyre blend with her own In silvery cadence. Ah, I should have known! 28 THE GLUE What if, dearest heart, upon a day When I had left thee smiling, death should break The bonds that bind my soul, and I should wake, And hastening to thee lorn, find but thy clay; Thy spirit loosed as mine and fled away, — Away into the void! Thee to o'ertake Amid those myriad worlds were task to slake The fires of hope, and bid the faint heart stay! Yet whisper, Love, if to such starry quest Through lingering ages I be doomed by fate, Some clue, that I may know thee, dispossessed Of bodily features, or reincarnate In some strange form. Ah, must I learn thus late That but thy house I know, not thee, its guest? 29 RETROSPECT From out the roseate Past the breezes bring Sweet sounds and odors, as of the woods in spring. Round me the arid Present lies, its face Thick covered with the dust of commonplace. Yet, touched by the wand of Time, this scene like that Will beam with a beauty I shall marvel at. Ah! for the clearer view that will have dawned When I look backward from the hills beyond, That daily to my soul there might appear The hidden glory of the Now and Here! 30 DISILLUSIONMENT The desolation of the childish heart When through the robe of fancy there appears The framework of gaunt fact, the sorry tears When Santa Glaus proves false and fays depart, — Ah me, 'tis but a presage of the smart Of disillusionment in after years, When cherished idols fall, 'mid critics' jeers, And shadows linger over mead and mart. But, as in some old tale, there comes a day When the sad scene takes on a livelier hue ; Moss-covered mounds and tree-trunks old and gray Prove gnomes and dryads, hiding from our view; For we have learned to spell old charms anew, And earth turns fairy-land, wherein we stray. 3i IN THE AFTERGLOW in some sequestered chamber of the mind Are stored our dreams from out the long ago, Which fancy, some day, wandering to and fro Through those deserted halls, shall haply find, And from their prison loose. To fate resigned, Then shall we sit in life's calm afterglow, And nodding note, scant moved by grief or woe, The past's unwearying procession wind. Tea, now in memory's cloisters day and night Toil clever artists to design and weave Stuffs for that pageant, tinct with the old delight; Treasures the pilfering years shall never reave; Gay banners all with blazonry bedight, And paintings that not Raphael could achieve. 32 THE IMMUTABLE Ephemerally fair On summer-scented air Rides the winged thistledown with undulant motion: Age-long the stubborn rock Defies the tempest's shock, The blundering, booming cannonade of ocean. Soul, what wilt thou take An abiding nest to make? Gold is the wind's toy, fame but shadows waving. Fleeting are rocks and seas: Dreams are realities: Man will not read the rune of Nature's graving. Upon the cloud that yields Rain to the thirsting fields Fasten thy gossamer with faith endurinsr: Upborne o'er earthly ills When quake the riven hills, And tempests drive, secure shall be thy mooring! 33 MORES MUTANTUR Time was from churchly council and consistory Rang but the tones of hate, self-righteous thundering Against foul heresy; when prelates' blundering Filled life with fear, and stained the page of history; When bigot's lance and theologic bistoury Probed to the quick, and shrank not back from sun- dering Belief and life, God-joined; rapine and plundering Winked at, if but revered each monkish mystery. Though oft with our incense still past arch and oriel Rise heathen prayer and theologic platitude, Though men still live with hearts inquisitorial, Sectarian bigots, narrow and malevolent; Yet minds have broadened, changed is the general attitude, And thought is free and tolerance is prevalent! 34 'TWIXT ENTERING AND OUTGOING What means the endless throng, whose jostling masses Pass through this narrow vale? I sit and ponder Beside the highway, while my comrades wander From hill to hill, where yawn two gloomy passes, The entrance and the exit. Here sweet grasses And lowly flowers are blooming, ever fonder To my rapt vision; down the valley yonder Are strife and danger, pitfalls and morasses. And many burdened come into this valley, Or suffering leave, knowing scant joy or laughter; While others here with song and pastime dally. A lawless rout it seems; yet who, not knowing What was before or what shall follow after, May judge this step 'twixt entering and outgoing? 35 THE HUNGRY HEART Leagues of unresting tide Hold us apart; Years leave unsatisfied The hungry heart. Earth's endless grain-fields lie Spread to the sun: Such care for the body, aye: For the soul, none? 36 'TWERE EASIER OFTEN 'Twere easier often, when an adverse tide Seems to resist all skill of sail and oar, And bear us, storm-tossed, from a long-sought shore, Rather than struggle on when hope has died, To seek oblivion from the vessel's side: When we read doubt in eyes that loved before, To sink beneath the waves and rise no more Were easier far than still to strive and bide. But nobler 'tis, and worthier of a man Than leaving task undone and sullied name For friends to whisper with a blush of shame, To bear our buffetings as freemen can, Bravely and cheerily through our little span, Undaunted by adversity or blame! 37 DISCOVERY Age upon age had passed Before men found At last That the earth was round. And men have often died, Perchance, And have not known Of any other side To circumstance Except their own. Self to ignore And take another's view Of deeds and days Is to know more Than Galileo knew Of the earth's ways. 38 THE PARTING WALL I know not, dearest, when the time may be That I shall follow thee through the dark door, But when it comes, Love gone on before, Gome back for me! God is not cruel, stern though his decree: Joys he took from us he has still in store! He cannot mean that we should meet no more: Gome back for me! A task is set me here. When I am free, When the last rites are said and partings o'er, Leave me not desolate by that trackless shore: Gome back for me! 39 THE GENIE OF GOLD A genie of an eastern tale he seems, The imp of gold, a grinning, round-faced wight, Who gains his master every wished delight: Food, princely garb, the maiden of his dreams; Brings to fruition all his treasured schemes; Erects a fairy palace in a night, Succors the poor, relieves the orphans' plight; With royal gifts a doubtful past redeems. But if he gain the upper hand, ah me! His weary victims, knowing no peace, yet nod, Soul-starved, sense-fed, in dull satiety. What wearying, aimless round is theirs to plod! Yet see this gaping rabble bow the knee! Fools! 'tis a truckling slave, and not a god! 40 IN THE SHADOW OF THE PINES THE TUTELAGE In the coiled shell sounds Ocean's distant roar: Oft to our listening hearts come heavenly strains; — Men say, "That was the blood in our own veins, And this, — but the echo of our hope; no more." And yet, the murmuring sea exists, which bore That frail creation o'er its watery plains; And on Time's sands full many a shell remains Tossed by Eternity upon its shore. Its tongue our hope from Nature's self has caught. Matter nor force is lost as eons roll; And mind? — Love life conserves and death abates, — Through the long ages this has Nature taught. Under the stars she plights the wistful soul: "Life ruled by Love nor dies nor dissipates!" 43 THE AGNOSTIC God hath hid his face. Shall I despise My reason, which (when there is less at stake) In all things save these highest men so prize, — The Word shall I take For guide, much altered, writ by man at first? Should one bear light by day to view his path And quench it, when by night he stumbleth worst, And most need hath? If by the light God gave I go astray, Deny him and the myths men weave before him, He will not chide, but grieve should I flee its ray, E'en to adore him. So I must say his face is hid from me: Perchance to others he hath seen fit to show it. Behind the veil love ruleth — it may be: I do not know it. 44 His presence yet I seem to feel, and yield To the feeling: though 'twere false, I would be hoping. This sure: if he is, 'tis purposely afield He hath left us groping. My duty still is plain and at my hand, Though over things most dear close drawn the curtain. So much the wise of many an age and land Have held as certain: That to know truth one must be pure in heart; Self-love is cankerous; pleasures of vice are hollow; Love leadeth highest. God, if thou art, Help me to follow! 45 WE SHAPE US GODS We shape us gods, not out of wood and stone, But of the clay of thought, in the dim light Of earth-drawn fancy, forms to awe or fright, Or fair, but aye less fair than men we have known. So Omar fashioned his, then cynic grown, Mocked his grim gamester, godlike but in might. Yet glows like faint aurora through the night From his dark lines a hope he would not own. Small glimpse of the divine as yet we've caught: Nature, too lightly read, has given men Less wisdom than the child, by rude alarms Waked from his sleep, who, understanding naught Of smoke and glare and tumult, sleeps again, Content that he can feel his father's arms. 4 6 THE RESISTLESS Upon a summery tide I lie and float. Above, the blue sky smiles: a soft wind brings Perfume from sunny isles. I hear the note Of birds, and see the flash of radiant wings. I am adrift upon a wintry sea. Wildly the tempest shrieks: the clouds roll dark In serried columns, hurrying sullenly. The fierce waves threaten to o'erwhelm my bark. There is a current underneath my keel: I ride, I know now, on the whirlpool's breast! Summer and winter pass: nearer I feel The center. Vexed no more, at peace I rest. All rudderless, and ever with speed more swift, Into the vortex of God's love I drift! 47 THE PLUNGE Two stood upon the world-brink wonderingly Ere the momentous plunge. Said one, "I fear The glitter of false aims may blind my eyes: I would God made my lot an arduous one. Hardship and pain, seeing 'tis but a life And the end great, I crave that I may learn." The other, "So self-evident it is, This dire mistake of men, life's sacrifice For that which perishes, no fear have I Of failing thus; and 'twere the sterner test With chance for self-indulgence to stand firm. I would have wealth to prove me what I am!" Then at the door of infancy they knocked, And entered life and life's oblivion. Fate brought to each the gifts he had desired. And after years again, as it befell, They met, the work-worn plowman in the field, And on his velvet steed the man of wealth. The worker sighing, "Ah, his happy lot!" Turned to his holy toil, God's husbandry, Unknowing his high task, but thereby schooled. The other seeing, pitied the poor serf, Himself most pitiable of all God's works; 4 8 Living for pleasure, yet least sensible Of men to pleasure of the mind or sense, The cup of earth's delights drained to the dregs; A sailor of smooth seas, living in fear Of rumored storms, to him as yet unknown. THE SUMMONS A sad soul peered into the night without, Whom sudden a grim shape faced. "Behold me — Death!" "Woe, woe is me! Oh, grant for a deed devout One short day's respite ere my final breath! " "No moment! Come!" "Grant me an hour's delay, That I may pay to love a debt I owe! I cannot leave it thus!" "We must away. 'Tis vain, soul!" "No word to kindred? " " No! " "I would repent!" "Too late to make amends!" "Now, now must I account for years ill spent?" A smile to the angel's face rare beauty lends: "Nay, soul," he says, "Fear not! Thy life was meant To teach, not try. Each flower its lesson hath, And thou'st had thine. Now cometh love, not wrath!" 49 WORLD TO WORLD The child that peers abroad into the dark, Where mystery broods and fear is coiled to spring, Feels no more terror than such souls as cling Close to tradition's robe, when first they hark To whisperings of worlds beyond the arc Of their hemmed vision. "Welcomer the sting Of death, than this sad blight on everything!" They cry, fearing to quench Faith's waning spark. To the mind's playthings we like children all Cling fondly, to their imperfections blind; But childhood once outgrown, its pleasures pall, And we, when world to world we pass, shall find A purer joy, be sure, for those let fall; A sweeter hope for each one left behind! 50 THE COMING OF PEACE A dreamy languor spread from bourne to bourne: The birds sang soothingly: hushed was the blast To amorous sighs. "Could this," I cried, "but last, That going leaves us only more forlorn!" Thereat my soul rose up in sudden scorn. "Fool! has thy lot in better worlds been cast, That aye with this, which pleases God, thou hast Some flaw to find, some blot on eve or morn?" Lord of his fate indeed is he who wills His life into accordance with God's ways: For him sunshine or rain sweet peace distils; And by the light of unremorseful days He finds those heights, whence seen all earthly ills Shine fiery golden in the sunset rays. 51 SALVAGE When winds were moaning in the dreary wastes Of night's slow hours, a grim thought held me bound. "0 soul," it whispered, " thou that truth wouldst know, What of these warm affections that seem part Of thine own self, — hold'st thou them aught but flesh, And of the flesh? Think'st thou to bear them forth To worlds beyond? Behold, when thou putt'st off Thine earthly robes, all love evoked by sex Thou putt'st off too; yea, and the love for clan, And closest kindred, even wife and child In greater part. With all the beasts and birds Thou sharest these. Of earth and flesh are they; God-given surely, yet of that great corps Of men and things, of talent, circumstance, Which are thy ministers, to teach thee truth. But this remains: as much as thou hast learned To feel of love for those to thee unbound, And unattractive to thine earthly sense; The poor, the foolish, those that thwart thee oft, Love toward God, and through him toward all his: If thou hast aught of this, that shalt thou hold." Heart-sick I heard, and answered not again. 52 FATHER LOVE I stood beside my darling as she slept: Simply from love of her I could have wept. Simply from love of her, 'twas hard to keep From marring by fond embrace her child- hood's sleep. Within my breast, with father love aflame, Two voices spoke, but not from me they came: "Ah, that she might remain so pure in heart, And ne'er grow wayward, ne'er from my side depart; That I might shield from shocks and rude alarms!" '"Tis so God feels, and has her in his arms! With deeper love than thine, through every ill, Through doubt, through sin, be sure he holds her still!" 53 THE SECOND VOLUME In the groined alcoves of an ancient tower Amid a wealth of treasured tomes I found A little book, in choicest vellum bound; Therein a romance of such magic power It held me rapt through many a tranced hour; And then, the threads of interest all unwound, Abruptly closed. I searched that palace round, And for its mate still earth's preserves I scour. Perchance that was the whole? Then purposeless The pain of conflict, and the bitter doubt But half resolved; love in a dire distress Deserted, baffled, with its joy left out. Could life so end, half told; its school so fail? — Soul, soul, there is a sequel to thy tale! STAGES Said she of the jewels and lace Of her of the rags and dirt: "This beautiful world is sure no place For a thing so vile, with its sin-stained face And a soul inert!" Said the angel to one by his side "Who the depths of God's love can tell! We love the poor mortal by misery tried, But the other, who scorns her in virtuous pride, He loves, as well!" 54 THE GUEST There came a man across the moor Yestre'en when the west was red: He turned aside to our house door To ask for bread. Cheery he was, with clothes all torn, Out elbow and bare knee: He was not to the begging born, As one might see. Long time we spake. To bed and board I bade him: who could less? A messenger sent by the Lord My hearth to bless! He came, he said, to our burn-side Seeking for work and bread: — Ah, 'twas for me he hither hied, Who was as dead: Me, who with cot and cow and land In fear of want must fret: He, naught in purse or future, and Unconquered yet! Now in thy presence stand I, Lord, My faithless past confessed, And praise thee that thou didst accord Such angel guest! 55 LAW Crystal within my tube, Forming before my face, How buildest thou thy cube, Each molecule in place? Without or lime or sand Thy ramparts rise compact: Without or eye or hand Each angle is exact. Nay, here I see a flaw. — No mind to judge thou hast: Thou followest blind law, Which binds and holds thee fast! Wee cell my lens below, In vain my thought is stirred To grasp how thou canst grow To form the perfect bird. Each feather, every tint To child from parent steals Through thee. Hast thou no hint Of structure that reveals? Yet, when by circumstance Set wrong, thou provest blind: No power to right mischance! — Law rules in thee; not mind! 56 Behold this mighty law That governs all things here: The mountain and the straw, The atom and the sphere; That smites missteps with death, Yet stoops man's whim to meet: That gives the infant breath And speeds the murderer's feet! Ah, 'tis but surface play, This dumb and heartless show; These animals that prey, This pain and grief we know! It is the blinding mist That hides the sun above. Life's higher forms exist But by their spark of love. Love is conservative: Malice and hate destroy. Those only gain who give, And naught but love breeds joy. Storms rage and souls grow strong In buffeting with doubt, By battling with the wrong Within us and without. Deep searching still we feel That tenderness abides; Behind the mask of steel A love that lives and guides! 57 FOR CUBA (April, 1898) No precedent, ye say, To point the glorious way Toward help for one downtrod in blood and tears? Brothers, 'tis time there were! We bare our swords for her, And set a model for the coming years! This act, to end her pain, Without a hope of gain, Its like on history's page where can ye read? Humanity and God Gall us to paths untrod! On, brothers, on! We follow not, but lead! 5« THE LEAGUE OF GOLD (April, 1898) God of the nations, speak! We who would fain do right, We who would succor the weak Pray for thy guiding light! We, by these two beset: A nation in craft grown old, And at home, more potent yet, The sway of the league of gold! Is it, as men maintain (The wise), but a lust for land? Have we no thought but gain? Shall we our pay demand? Nay, we will hail them free; Yield them a place and a name! Carve they their lot as we, Freed from the leash of shame! Give them a title clear! Well have they fought their fight. God of the nations, hear! Help us to seek the right! Us, by these two beset: A nation in guile grown old, And at home, more potent yet, The sway of the league of gold! 59 SONG OF THE ARMY OF THE SECOND REVOLUTION Too long, too long have we suffered ill, Oppressed in the land that bore us: We have dropped the scepter and bowed our will, Till our sin has risen before us; But kings are we between sea and sea: Let us brook no despot o'er us! We have conquered our foes by field and flood, To suffer with tame submission The growth at home of a tyrant brood That stifles each loved tradition: We have loosed our hold to the hosts of gold And the parasite politician! In vain was the blood of our fathers spent The fetters of old to sunder? We have paid small heed to their government: Who would, we have let him plunder. But risen like grain from the hill and the plain We come to retrieve our blunder! In a muffled march, with cannon nor drum, With our silent pact unbroken, We come, in the power of God we come! The doom of the spoiler is spoken! Ye may hear in the beat of a myriad feet The sure, implacable token. 60 And him who barters a public trust We hound to the country's borders: And shame be his lot till his flesh be dust! Aye, these are our sovereign orders. Be "traitor" his brand; through an angry land Pursued by the nation's warders. God of the battle, of heart and field, Give strength to our high endeavor! To gold or fear may we scorn to yield Till body and soul dissever: May we seek acclaim for our country's name Though our own be lost forever! 61 SHADOWS June's witchery on this meadow lays its spell: A thousand insect lovers pipe content: The south wind, with intoxicating scent Lulls the soul's doubts and whispers, "All is well!" Away with surface shows! I know the hell Of misery beneath, untouched by this World-rapture of the summer; where life's bliss Is bale, and naught but pain and hardships dwell. And yet — how shallow was the moment's doubt; Far shallower than the peace it spurned! Shall we Defer all joy until we can make out The plan that shall resolve life's mystery? sweet caressing airs! blest repose! Evil and sufiEering — ah, he knows, he knows! 62 THE BLUE MEADOW THE HERMIT I lived a hermit: for the fault of one Fled from my kind, and housing 'mongst the hills. One day — a chance misstep upon a crag, A slip, a plunge — I knew that life no more; For when I waked I found another world. Behold, I lay upon a mountain peak, Or so at first it seemed, and stillness reigned; A silence unconceived pressed on my sense Through the black night. The stars, more brilliant far Than yet my eyes had seen, unclouded shone From out an ebony dome. Upon a bed Of down I lay; but restless was my thought, And quick I turned to rise and seek my home. Lo, it was rock, this bed that seemed so soft! But at the move, as one might push a ball Swung on a cord from rafter far above, Which first recedes, then gently comes again, — So I, the ball, rose from my stony couch, And floated in the air a moment's space, Then slowly sinking, half supported lay. And when amazement granted power of thought, I rose, with caution, that I might peer down, 65 As much as star-light and keen eyes would serve, Over the mountain side, and know what place Was this strange spot; and walking as one walks Neck-deep in water, barely touching ground, Which gives scant hold to the body's buoyancy, I went a space, striving to pierce the gloom. It seemed no nearer to the circular bound Of this apparent plain could I approach; For ever as I went it stretched beyond, And still beyond, and stars rose o'er the edge And rose and rose. I watched Aldebaran Rise from the bourne and slow ascend the vault, And other stars I knew: yet some were strange. My feet like velvet trod the rocky ways: My voice when, weary of the silence, I Sought to cry out, was muffled to a faint And far-off whisper. Hungry for a sound, I knelt and seized a stone large as myself, And lifting it with all too little strength With both hands hurled it to the floor of rock, The violent motion sending me aloft. As bubbles bursting, such the sound it made. And to my mind not yet the truth had sunk; But of a sudden through my dull amaze Blew a chill blast of horror, quenching hope: I knew myself upon a pygmy world Afloat in space! Ah me, that such a fact, 66 Repugnant to the reason, all opposed To logic and experience should yet be! Never a sun rose o'er that orphaned world, Unless its mother, careless of her child, Were some far star no larger than the rest; Or nearer, may be, crossed the inky vault, Unseen and silent as a passing ghost; Like this her daughter, dead and cold and drear. Through time incalculable there I stayed, Ages it seemed, nor ate nor breathed, yet lived. Not e'en the frightful cold could touch my life. But aye the hunger grew within my soul From year to year for sight of living thing. The shapes which first I pictured creeping slow And springing on me from the horrid dark, And dreaded with a fear unspeakable, I came to long for; yet they would not come. But lo, one time when weary consciousness Had shrunk and hardened to the barren fact, Feeling long since benumbed, and weariness Itself seemed petrified, methought I heard A whisper in my ear and felt a hand Upon my brow. Then in a flash returned My old lost self with all its hopes and loves; And "Is it you?" I cried, or tried to cry, My voice dissolving in that mocking void. Ah me, I knew her form, her voice I heard, Although I could not answer. Thus she spoke: 67 "Beloved, I am come a little space To cheer your heart, age-worn and sore beset." Then in a spasm of joy I stretched my arms, Not knowing what I did, and would have clutched And held her, fearing loss; but in a trice She vanished and my arms grasped empti- ness. Too mighty was the strain: my mind dissolved, And that world too had vanished. Yet again I woke, and found me in a world like this, — One of the myriad worlds that float and turn About far suns and manless bloom and fade. Beside a rippling, dimpled brook I lay, And blissful should have lain in the warm sun Forever, glorying in the sights and sounds, Had not the insatiable hunger of the heart For view of human face and sound of speech Roused me, and spurred me on my pil- grimage. Years, life-times did I tread that globe alone. Perpetual spring thrilled in the vibrant air, And countless glories of the woods and fields Tempted and fed the eye, and every sense. Creatures there were, resplendent birds, queer beasts, All gentle, and unknowing fear of man, But never human form afar or near. Once I had been content with such a world, But now my soul would not be comforted. 68 There came a day, when, resting by a wood, I watched the clouds, and thought of what had been. And suddenly my sick heart throbbed and leapt; For strange, familiar footsteps sounded near. Out from the slumberous shade of the still pines Stepped smiling she whom yet my heart enshrined. And that fair world seemed as a withered leaf Beside the vision; and for very bliss I could not speak, but sat and watched her come. But when I trembling rose, oblivion Once more enwrapped her, and submerged my sense. When I again awoke, a shepherd's hut On this old earth and near my old abode Greeted my gaze, therewith glad human forms; And human speech my ear drank greedily, Uncouth and rude, but welcomer to my soul Than rain in drouth, or ship to cast-away. For weeks my reason wandering, they said, Here had I lain, and raved in broken words. Now have I left those hills, and dwell with men; And she that drove me forth dwells by my side. 6 9 THE LIVING RECORD The calm of the summer night Has come to my window-sill, Where I sit and dream while the old stars gleam And the wailing wind is still. A face from a past long dead Has risen to haunt my sight, And I seek relief from a buried grief In the bosom of the night; A balm for my heart in the slumberous folds Of thy comforting robe, night. The light from those countless eyes Is not from the stars of today, But stars that shone in the ages flown: 'Tis the past, the past, alway. Its eyes are upon us at every turn, Its sorrowful eyes, alway. 'Twas hundreds of years agone Yon beacon sent forth this light; Though it speeds so fast through themeasure- less vast That fancy shrinks from the flight. 7° Had I the eye to see, There are worlds beyond man's thought Whose history old, while the years are told, I could view as its deeds were wrought; Strange forms of its days of eld discern, As before me their lives were wrought. Ah me, the light from earth Is leaping the gulfs of space, With bound nor bar or near or far To limit its endless race: When the years have gone and the centuries fled It speeds in its endless race. The past, entombed, forgot, Still lives in the fleeing ray: Its days as they flit in light are writ, Alive with God for aye! 7 1 VISITORS I heard a sound of laughter in the gloom, As through dark pines I sought my way at night, Lost in the fastness of a mountain height. From out the solemn calm, as of the tomb, Broke this unearthly mirth, with hint of doom, And chill to the blood. I saw a flickering light, And tremblingly crept near. Burst on my sight Strange fleeing forms, aglow with fiery bloom. But one remaining, gazed as I hid at me, And spoke with lingering laugh: "0 manikin vain, Some ages since, coming this earth to see, We found man cowed by Nature's mystery. Now mystery's gone! 'Science' makes all things plain! Ho man! What new thing when we come again!" 72 THE SEEMING Often the cloud-drift and the filmy show Of mere appearance to the unlettered mind Picture a truth more real than hard-won facts Of science can portray, or learning teach. Then fact misjudged is truer than fact half- known. Slowly the night, with furtive glances cast Toward the faint east, sniffing the breath of morn, On velvet steps begins to steal away. A score of somber clouds, foolhardy, strive To barricade the hills 'gainst day's attack; Then, courage waning, stop faintheartedly And die by the outpost rays. The stars alert, Grouped in expectant circles, open-eyed To view the approach of dawn, turn one by one, And satisfied depart. The smiling day Has come to deck the earth for man's delight. So man, in ignorance arrogant, has thought Since his first dawn put forth; deeming himself The acme of created things, the end And object of God's sole solicitude; And this poor world, stage of his pygmy acts, The cynosure of the great universe. 73 And it is well. Else, dazed and terrified, Uncomprehending how one mighty love Should all enfold, yet single out each life, Despair had seized his soul, a deadening blight Of insignificance, could he once grasp The wealth of worlds, the infinite multitudes Of being, and of interests paramount To his ; the endless, yawning gulfs that bound His fearful isolation, as he clings In cringing helplessness to his wee ball; A mote within the sunbeam of God's grace. FROM HESPERUS There came a spirit to a foaming brook, Where prone I lay, cursing my wretched lot. "Is there then sadness in this world?" he asked. "Yea, surely," answered I, "What else, indeed?" "Tell me," said he, with look incredulous, "How that may be. I had not so conceived." "It rains full oft," said I, "and skies are dull." "That surely is no hardship — rain," said he, "Which brings unmeasured benefits to man." "Then poverty," I added, "has its pang." "But flowers bloom," he cried, "and gay brooks sing!" "Ah, flowers," said I, "There's death and cruel pain!" 74 Then softer grew his speech, and with a sigh, "Do you fear those?" he asked. "Earth is so fair, — The fairest of all, I think, — I had not guessed That in such boundless store of sweet delights There had been one with heart to find a fault. Where woods are lavish with resplendent green, And flowers, self-planted, grow unguardedly, Where clouds of their own motion sail the skies In dazzling whiteness, — one could drink and drink Unceasing joy and ne'er be satisfied. Where winds blow here and yon at their sweet will, Where the great dome of night, with stars beset, Forms the flow'red pathway of a wandering moon; Where to all these are added rainbows, storms, Majestic in wild fury, sunsets, seas; No moment twice the same, change following change, — A marvelous panorama wrought for man, — One scarce can speak for rapture. Then the voice Of birds and waves, the whispering of the grain, 75 The sounds, the myriad sounds that charm and thrill! Oh, such a world! happy man! Thank God That I have been allowed to hear and see! For there be worlds where things are not as here; Where year by year and age succeeding age No change of season comes, nor day and night, But ever and unceasingly the glare Of the huge, merciless sun upon one side, Where all is trackless desert, and no life Could hope to exist; and on the other half, Turned to the stars, great continents of ice. There, only in the intervening zone Between the ice and desert, with the sun On the horizon's verge, immovable While the slow years swing round, are living things. And men are dulled with toil; a ceaseless strife For bare existence straining every power. The steady ice-wind harnessed helps to bring Ice for the starveling crops a niggard soil Brings forth; and many a curious device Has been employed to help, and wrench the land To sunward from the burning, ravening waste. No cloud that world beholds, and earth's glad rain — 7 6 How eyes would start and hearts o'erflow to bless The Giver, were such marvel to occur! Yet flowers are there: — myself have seen a flower, Choice nurtured by an ancient, withered crone, With powers unfit for toil, allowed the ex- pense For such pursuit; but growing wild as here, — He sure were held a madman who would give Time and an inch of soil for such a thing. Still, men live on, nor often rail at fate, Knowing naught else. Were such a world as this Portrayed to them, they could not compre- hend But quick would brand the tale an idle dream." Then as he spoke, a bluebird from the wood Flashed for a moment. With a quickdrawn "Oh!" The spirit disappeared and left me lone. And I lay gazing at the smiling sky. 77 THE GREAT VOID Said one last night: "'Tis thought that Mars is dead; A lifeless hulk, a burned-out, barren world!" And suddenly there came across my soul A dreary sense of lost companionship; A weight of loneliness in the great void. I felt the earth pursue her silent course Amid swift gliding ghosts of comrade worlds, That pass and repass in an endless round: Poor passionate Venus, of the fiery days; Mars of the whirling moons and tempered sun, And ripened intellectuality, (As one may guess) each but a shrivelled corpse; And circling still as in the happier years, A ghastly smile upon the wan dead face, The moon, lorn wraith of earth's primeval love. Now age is stealing on, and creeping cold Invades the vitals of our weary world, Dulled by the ancient horror, as she turns To warm her at the sun's slow cooling fires. 78 NIGHT RAMBLINGS SONG OF EUPHARIA The hollow crashing Of dark waves dashing, The night wind rushing over wilds and waters Make music glorious! Through the tree-tops Boreas Shrieks fierce and furious till each dead trunk totters. The loon's laugh, hear it! Like the storm spirit When rude blasts bear it. In a lull birds twitter. Storm-waked or dreaming, Herons are screaming: 'Mid. black clouds looming a rift and starry glitter. With eye-balls glowing, With white fangs showing, Some fiend pursuing him, rushes a gaunt wolf by me. Amid leaves fluttering Voices are muttering, To the elf sprites' gathering up this hill I hie me! 81 THE NORTH TOWER Last night, in some strange wilderness of thought, (Where dreams embodied wear the guise of Fate,) Again for my poor slain Ideal I fought, I and the self I serve, yet serving hate. Once more I slowly scaled the North Tower stair; (Whispered the ivy and the dim stars shone), When hard by a narrow window I was ware Of a shadowy form that stood like sculp- tured stone. Quickly I halted, held by ghostly fear: (Out, bats, from the haunted place, in hurried flight!) Yet stood I firm, and presently drew near To scan the figure in the uncertain light. Suddenly in my soul the whole truth rang. (Was 't she that told me in the night wind's sigh?) Knowledge brought action: at his throat I sprang, Resolved that one or both of us should die! 82 In his vile, thieving hands my gems he bore: (Ah, she the brightest gone, what boot were they!) Her hands had given them me, that never- more Might rise from the ebon couch where now she lay. And I had seen her in her winding-sheet, (And I had kissed her ere the moon had set.) Now from the chapel, with reluctant feet Turning, her murderer in his guilt I met. "Fiend, thou hast slain her!" cried I, hot with wrath, (And she so cold, that lay in peace below!) "I know thee, that for years hast crossed my path, To rob me of my best! Aye, now I know! "Thou, whom I trusted; thou, whom I deemed true!." (Too late, sweet spirit, is my sight un- sealed.) "Blind, and thrice blind, that ne'er till now I knew! — Viper! prepare thy loathsome life to yield!" 83 Oft had she warned me, yet I would not hear: (Pure one, that heav'nward drew'st all thoughts with thee!) My boon companion of the hunt why fear? I, though I loved her, kept his company. Fiercely we struggled: never word he spoke, Till (cold, unsullied brow, blush not for shame!) The word that spurred me to the last fell stroke, — A foul aspersion on her maiden name. I thought him dead when to my room I stole. (Hark to the stag-hound's bay: the east is red.) A groan was't from the stair without? Peace, soul: What reck'st thou if he lives, when she is dead? O'er the low hills the morning steals apace, (Is this the world I loved, so cold and gray?) To the wall, my glass: I would not see that face, So like to his whom I have sought to slay! 8 4 THE SHORES OF SLEEP Often while waiting on the shores of sleep Sweet visions come to me with outstretched hand And smile of welcome: from a far-off land Draw fairy barks, swift coursing o'er the deep: From out the waves blithe, laughing maidens leap, And dancing intertwine. Or o'er the strand Veiled forms approach, and write upon the sand, While awe and dread upon my spirit creep. Then rise the waters, and oblivion Carries me seaward, slowly, lullingly; While the great tide, coursing resistless on Obliterates all traces e'er the dawn Of rune or footprint; and there come to me New-born, but gleams from the untroubled sea. 85 THE NIGHT MOTH The night moth, sailing with nor goal nor chart The wastes of air, recks not impending doom, Her silken sails wove on a fairy loom, And broidered in soft colors, every part Designed with strange, inimitable art. The worm's fruition, these few hours, the bloom Of growth which did a weary while consume. What aimless waste of power! — Is it, dear heart? Who knows what souls there be, what forms conceal? So to come perfect forth, full-fledged at birth, Yet a child's charm in new sensations feel, — Were it not ecstasy, think'st thou, and worth An ordinary life, so we might steal Its ineradicable stamp from earth? 86 THE GRAY DAWN Between my prison bars the gray dawn steals; I feel the breath of morning on my hair: The birds' gay greeting startles the still air, As toward another day the glad world wheels. day that brings earth joy, my doom that deals, The beauty of thy hills is past compare, Where happy creatures flit, all free of care, And of such burden as my breast conceals! Hard is the world, that o'er its morning cup My fate will read, with never twinge nor start; Yawn and read on. Yet, soul, I would give thee up, (What have I else?) if 'mongst the insensate throng Were one more such! God, make hard her heart, Like these cold stones, that feel not shame nor wrong! 87 RHAPSODY I have a tryst to keep! Gently the poplars sway, And hear'st thou not a voice along the shore? I leave thee books and sleep: Thou wilt not bid me stay! — Wind, through the welcoming dark I come once more! Dear Wind, another kiss! Enfold me in thy love! Hast memory, comrade, of a night long past, When on a shore like this, Lone, save the stars above, Thou foundest me, and I thy heart, at last? In love aroused by thee The ripples kissed the sand: The leaves like lips atremble murmured low Of night-brought mystery. From lake to waiting land Thou bor'st a gift of perfume, — long ago. Ah, Wind, thus hast thou sued Through ageless time, and gained A legion loves beneath the moon and sun. Thou prototype of mood, Of fury unrestrained And gentleness — I love thee, fickle one! Here while the forest sleeps, Life in a mask of death, Give me thy message from the starry pole. Out of the luminous deeps Gomes with thy living breath A touch from the world-spirit to my soul! 88 BY GATHERING GLOOMS The noise upon the street grows less: The day's insistent cares retire: Beside my hearth my one desire I sadly to my soul confess. The huddling shadows round me press, And unaccustomed dread inspire: The flickering demons of the fire Seem mocking at my loneliness. "Love like a flame must disappear! This void a foretaste of thy lot, Which weary years will bring," they jeer: "She spurns thy love: she loves thee not!" And through my soul it echoes drear: "She has forgot! She has forgot!" 89 TO A GHOST What is this strange, unreasonable dread Roused by unearthly sounds at noon of night: Why should a stalwart soul be chilled with fright At the light footfall of the unbodied dead? Is it an instinct that the race has led To flee from danger, as a fowl seeks flight When the hawk looms, lest the wan phantom might Usurp the form we have inherited? But thou that in thy life-time held'st me dear Hast not so changed that thou would'st drive away My soul, even to escape thy wanderings drear Among the tombs, fleeing the light of day. If it may comfort thee, poor ghost, draw near: My spirit shrinks not, but the ancestral clay! 9° NIGHT VISION All day, like children shut within a room, We've played beneath our tent, the arching sky; Performed our tasks beneath the Father's eye, Unknowing why we did them or for whom. But now the earth swings round into the gloom; The canopy is furled, and we descry The boundless plains of space wherein we lie, Which distant watch-fires flickeringly illume. So our soul's vision, blinded now, perchance, By life's too great intensity, may be Enlarged when life has faded, and the expanse Which lies around us hid, clears to the view Through that grim, dreaded dark; and we shall see What place we occupied, and never knew. 9i THE WIZARD'S SON The torch laps greedily, the wood is piled; And for the wickedness I wrought, though blindly, I bide my doom, convicted, reconciled, Beside my mirror; yea, and thank you kindly That it burns with me; and for this my lute, That once more it shall sound ere it be mute. No blasphemy shall my poor story hold. Though Satan's maid had her dominion o'er me, I would entice no sheep from the Lord's fold, His holy tabernacle here before me. My grievous sinning I would but confess, And paint a warning in my wickedness. My father, much I fear, his soul had sold To fathom mysteries forbid a mortal: We all were certain that he made red gold, And me he left this mirror, elf-land's portal! But many a year lay hid its mystic power, Till All Saints' Eve, once, at the witching hour. Established in my father's room at home, I gazed without: black was the night and dreary; I had been brooding o'er a mighty tome, Full of strange spells and of enchantments eerie. 92 The mirror pictured somberly the room, With but the forge-fire lighting up the gloom. Wide-eyed I listened: mutterings dark and dire In the wind's wailing seemed to threat and flout me; For that I'd read that book and lit the fire, With all my father's instruments about me. Sudden I turned me from the night and storm: Within the mirror moved an unknown form! Awe-thrilled I saw a maiden enter there: Down by the mirrored fire she quickly sat her In the twin image of my easy-chair, Though never a shadow occupied the latter. Her beauty — ah! it filled my sinful heart, For never did I dream 'twas Satan's art. Silent I hid me in the curtain's fold, Tet hoping, tremulous, that she might spy me; But re very-rapt she sat till the bell tolled; Then in the mirror seemed to glide close by me. I hurried to the glass. She'd gone! Still swung The cord that by the outer portal hung. 93 It swung and stopped, but ever my heart thrilled on, And still I waited for her glad returning: The slow weeks passed, till a full year had gone, With ne'er a token to assuage my yearning. My duties lapsed, and oft I stayed from mass; Which doubtless proves she was the devil's lass. But all Saints' Eve and the hushed noon of night Out of the darkness brought a new assurance: She came, in a very halo of delight. Thoughts of her going pricked me past endurance: And to the glass I strode: — my hand went through: Naught but thin air there was between us two! Awe stopped me, and I stood a moment: then Stepped through the mirror, for I dared not dally. — The room had vanished, with the world of men, And we two were alone in a green valley. I saw no mirror when I turned my head, Only a cave's mouth looming black instead. 94 There sat my lady on a mossy stone: The noon sun poured a golden radiance o'er her: She turned not round, but spoke in silvery tone, Gazing half shyly at a brook before her. Sweeter her words were than cathedral song: "0 dearest love," she said, "I have waited long!" Like lovers, hand in hand we wandered free; Yet she was mistress, and I served her pleasure: Difficult were the tasks she set for me, But truth she paid them with a brimming measure. A measure of meed, ah me! a brimming bliss, For which a thousand times I would suffer this! And many a day those devious paths we trod, While my whole soul seemed raised to a loftier level, And rendered in its ignorance thanks to God; For little did I deem her of the devil! Yea, till this very hour I should not know, Had not his reverence plainly told us so. We strayed through groves and meads of fairest flowers, And ate of honeyed fruits from fields elysian: 95 Bliss of a life-time in a few short hours Was mine, in many a fleeting, fairy vision, Odor of asphodel and joy of song. How could I ever dream her heart was wrong! Do you remember songs that I have sung, — Some air so sweet that in the ear it lingers? All, all were hers, caught by my feeble tongue, And taught me by her dancing, dimpled fingers. Did a suspicion cross my heart or yours Of Satan, master of a thousand lures? For she was gentle, kind to high and low, And had for children sweets and tales unfailing. 'Tis true she frowned not on the church's foe: Him too her magic cured if he were ailing. One day the bishop's maid she healed with it, Who had been scourged for doubting Holy Writ. Merry she was, her laughter silvery sweet; Her smile all coy, yet maidenly inviting. — Answering questions, I would here repeat That never was I asked to sign a writing. But as the reverend bishop says, this shows The deeper cunning, and he surely knows. 9 6 Thenceforth the mirror's gate I passed at will, If but the stars were bright at the night's summit; Though oft I stepped out on a rocky hill Into a desert world, my maid gone from it. A memorable once to me she came, And woke me by the murmur of my name! But I repent me of each evil deed, That thus with Satan's chain I rashly bound me: Thrice cautioned by the priest, I gave no heed, Her magic coils wound round and still around me. Blind as I was, and blind as I am; undone By the foul cunning of the Evil One! Gome, light your faggots! Well are they deserved. I loved this witch-maid; yet ye shall discover I take the doom I merit not unnerved! I loved her, — God forgive me! — still would love her! Her voice, her smile my soul would still entice: She seemed an angel out of Paradise! 97 NORNA Those souls whose blind decision Rejects the higher vision, Souls in whom not as yet, through fault or fate, the spirit thrives, Furthered by pa n still wander Toward the same goal out yonder, But deeper in shadows and perchance through tenfold lives. Oh, foolish ones, to barter wings for gyves! The sun was on the clover And morning mass just over As I wandered home with Angela through fields aglow with June. Her calm, supernal beauty Made me in love with duty: The commonplace was glorified, all life atune. Ah, why is bliss so frail beneath the moon! Regretful winds were sighing And night-clouds wildly flying When I rode to meet dark Noma of the saucy, hazel eyes. And the clouds grew black and larger As I urged my willing charger, Remembering her laughter and her low replies; Her sweet, low laughter, blent with little sighs. 9 8 My heart could not forget her! By the trysting tree I met her, And we wandered near the haunted river in the whispering night. Unseeing I felt the burning Of her eyes: her lips upturning Met mine, and made me drunken with a fierce delight; Bewitched all senses but my cheated sight. Swift hours flow by unheeded When lovers meet as we did, Lit by the gleams from their own eyes, the stern stars overcast. We'd left the chiding river, When I heard, with inward quiver, Low voices near us in the forest as we passed. Was it? Or but the muttering of the blast? The rising tempest found us When the rocks closed in around us: We seemed its fiery nucleus: at us its wrath was hurled. The lightning's flashes blended And fierce the rain descended. What ho! I seek a shelter from a drowning world; A nitch for Noma, where the storm is furled! 99 The thunder rolled unceasing And the deluge was increasing, Amid the crash of stricken trees. I glanced at Noma's face. No fear had she! She reveled In the storm: with hair disheveled And wind-blown cloak, she seemed a sprite of some elfin race; No mortal, but a weird of that wild place! In glee her lips were parted, When I touched her arm, — and started. "Why Noma, are you witch indeed? Your very cloak is dry!" What thought lights up her features? She speaks to two odd creatures Approached in an interval of dark, and going by; Strange, uncouth words, and gruesome: I know not why. These seem a man and woman, But sure they are not human! See how the haggard faces leer! They've wickedness in mind! Immediately after Their shrill, unearthly laughter Congeals my blood, in spite of reason, dumb and blind! Black is the lightning's lapse, with those behind! ioo "Noma, am I a dreamer?" I ask, with sudden tremor; ''Shall all these blissful, baleful fancies vanish with the day? — See now, they follow, follow, Their staring eyes all hollow, And hungry as the tomb. Now tell me, who are they? How is't you know these shapes that cross our way? "See, everywhere they linger. Look! Look!" My trembling finger Points to a dark form here and there, crouched like an evil bird. But Noma taps my shoulder, And we seat us on a boulder, While on her lips there is a smile, but not a word. Nearer the crackling of the brush is heard! The tempest had subsided, And at times the calm moon glided Between the clouds. The eldritch shapes drew nearer and more near. Of a sudden they rushed around me With a shriek, and caught and bound me, Though I fought with desperation and a mortal fear, And shouted, vainly, far from human ear! IOI By hand and foot they tie me Flat on the rock, and eye me With a horrid light in dull, dead eyes, all greedy for my life! But heaven steals my senses Ere the grim feast commences, For I swoon when from her bosom Noma draws a knife! Noma, near thy heart, with murder rife! * * * * Is't I, so weary, weary? Where are those creatures eerie? Lightly my withes I loosened when I woke in the chill dawn. My clothes are old and tattered, And with my blood are spattered, Above my wounded breast, and all my strength is gone! Liefer were death than this, all strength withdrawn! My steed is at his tether, Safe kept in the June weather. 'Tis only I have seen the flight of years in a single night! See, Noma's hand waves mocking As I pass her, feebly rocking Upon my weary saddle, home-bound in sorry plight. She laughs at lovers stricken by her blight! 102 The sun is on the clover, But the summer, passing over, Gives back the vigor charily which laughing Noma stole. Pure Angela's existence I touch but at a distance; Fearing my pallid cheek betray a sickly soul; Fearing her scorn if she should guess the whole ! 103 SUNNY MEADS MOONSHINE In spectral blue and in ghostly white, By the feeble beams of a crescent moon, In the forest depths of a summer night Dance half-seen forms to a half-heard tune. Scarcely the leaves by the breeze are stirred; Slowly the mists from the marsh-grass rise. In the boughs there's the chirp of a drowsy bird; In the thicket the gleaming of fairy eyes! Under the shadow of elm and oak Two wanderers passed ere the moon had set; One saw no sign of the fairy folk, And the other one saw — what he'll ne'er forget! 107 HURO'S SONG Like the mirage, enticing Across the burning plain, Like the rainbow rising After days of rain Is she I love, whose image my heart doth bear, So unattainable is she, so fair! Like the starry glimmer Of a summer night, Like the snowy shimmer On some mountain height Are her soul's beauties, e'en as her features are, So pure, so fair, but ah, from me so far! 108 LOVE SONG A peace celestial broods over lake and woods As the long shadows mark the day's declining: From depths below, above, all earth breathes love, my love, And bids me woo thee, all my heart divining. "Love her!" the rushes sigh as the boat slips by: So call the keen-eyed birds that o'er us hover. "Will this peace last for her if I my love aver?" Softly the south wind answers, "Love her! Love her!" Under the fostering rays of this day of days All love might blossom as the lilies yonder. Woo her, sky and lake! Love in her heart awake, My love to prove when through dark ways we wander. In a resplendent glow now the sun sinks low, A lavish golden flood o'er all outpouring. Love, in thy dear eyes, ere the daylight dies, Let me read yielding to my fond imploring! 109 THE GROUNDS OF THE GRIND A woman set a darnin' wunst on her hus- band's Sunday socks, And her tabby laid and watched her, perched on a lofty box. Sh'she, a speakin' to herself: "It's most a quarter to: I must be gettin' supper, or there'll be a how-de-do. And thisher mendin's not half through, and lots o' ironin' yet To do, and when the plates is washed and that I'll have to set Up half the night to finish this. Tomorrow I must bake, And do a heap. Tomorrow's full enough, for pity's sake! With all this fret and worry" sh'she, "I hope I'll be forgiven 'F I say that I can't fairly see how life is wuth the livin'!" And she kind o' leaned back, weary like, and sort o' closed her eyes; When a voice beside her made her jump and start up with surprise. Said the fat, yellow cat: "What makes you slave like that?" She turned around and eyed him, and she says: "I guess you'd see I 10 If you'd meals to get, and mendin', and no end o' work, like me. If I could loaf around like you, and get along without So many sorts o' victuals fixed just so, and go about In plain clo'es; if they wa'n't no stoves, no starch, nor flats, nor a heap 0' dishes and of furniture, and things to dust and sweep" — Said the fat, yellow cat: "It's entertaining, that, For man, the king, is suffering, a slave to things: that's pat!" "Well, I should like it mighty well," sh'she, "if I could lie And sun myself and let things go awhile afore I die. But that's a lazy feelin', and I'd ought to be ashamed; And I better keep it to myself, or get most tumble blamed. It ain't improvin' to the mind to loaf round in the sun: I'd better go on slavin', if it ain't a deal o' fun." Said the cat, kind o' flat: "Is your mind improved by that? Are your morals any better for a feather in your hat? Is your intelleck less slow 'cause you eat your food just so? m Are you much less of a sinner for three courses at your dinner? Since we chat," said the cat, "would you kindly prove me that?" And then he yawned and squinted at her, kind o' sleepy-eyed, And how she'd better answer him she couldn't quite decide. And she went to sleep while ponderin' on this weighty theme she set, When her husband he comes in and says: "Ain't supper ready yet?" 112 MY LADY'S EYES There are two windows o'er the way, Each with a half-closed blind: My lady, sunny as the day, Peers blithely from behind. Often my roving glance she's met: She knows (for the world may see) How humble is my lot; and yet She sometimes smiles at me. Little she guesses that I keep, Locked in an inner room, Her portrait, from all eyes hid deep: Ah, that I dare presume! If I should bring it to her sight Would those fringed curtains rise And let a scornful angry light Break from my lady's eyes? JI 3 AS WINGS THE BEE As wings the yellow bee her beat Where harebell nods and sunbeam dances So day by day I seek my sweet, For honeyed smiles and mocking glances; And home my burden bear of bliss Through dewy eve and fields elysian, And seem to skim the earth with this My treasure, hid from mortal vision. south wind, toying with her hair, robin, warbling in the arbor, Spread not my secret to the air: A sweet discretion pray you harbor, While in her bower I seek my sweet, For loving look and playful sally, As wings the yellow bee her beat Through shadowy copse and flowery valley. 114 OLD ACQUAINTANCE I saw just now upon the street Amid the passing stream A face seraphically sweet, With eyes from the land of dream. An old familiar look she wore, Whom yet I never saw before. I never saw, I said? No no, We met the other day — An eon more or less ago — Upon the milky way. Then she'd a star upon her brow; Methought I caught its radiance now! US LITTLE WILD ROSE The little white rabbit lies snug in his bed Away from the frosts and snows: The trees are all sleeping till winter be fled, And fast asleep 'neath her downy spread Is the little wild rose. The fields lie white in the silvery moon: A star on the hilltop glows. The winds of winter a sleep-song croon; But winter will vanish and spring come soon For the little wild rose. Sleep, sleep, my darling: grow strong and true In the love that about thee flows. Thou shalt wake, and drink of the sun and the dew, And give of thy gladness to all anew, My little wild rose! 116 AT THREE MONTHS There are bright things that glitter and glance, And dull ones I like but ill: There are things that wiggle and dance, And things that are always still. I gaze and I gaze, at will, But no pleasure like this can arise, As I lie and take my fill, And gaze in my mother's eyes! What wonderful things befall! What visions rise and sink! Can I touch that bright spot on the wall With my finger, do you think? I can scarcely take time to wink Lest something new might arise; But I do love to lie here and drink, And gaze in my mother's eyes! The things that the big folk do Are funny enough, say I: One has to gurgle and coo, When they twist their faces awry. My mother's my source of supply. How good she is, and how wise! I drink it all in as I lie And gaze up into her eyes! 117 A TOAST TO JOY Our care to the air we fling And a bumper to joy we drain! Misfortune, like snow in the spring, May bury the sprouting grain; And life may be chill, and hope seem dead, But soon it is certain to raise its head. And it's good for your soul, you know: There is nothing for crops like snow! J°y> j°y> 3°y 1S tne primitive, protean stuff Of the world and the stars and the angels' wings; And here's to the man that is wise enough To gather it in as he works and sings, (The joy that fills up the chinks of things!) Undaunted by Fortune's bluff! man is a groveling mole, That skulks in his burrow from birth: He treasures the thought of a soul, But he loves the smell of the earth. Though flowers are bright, and sunny the skies, It's seldom he ventures to raise his eyes. He's practical, there is the rub! He's nosing around for a grub! And it's joy, joy, joy, etc. 118 Old Care is a merry buffoon, Whose favorite butt is man. He plays him a doleful tune, And gets him to dance if he can. "One would think that the birds would remain unfed And the world stop short if he bowed his head, Such airs has the midget," says he: "He's legitimate prey for me!" But it's joy, joy, joy, etc. 119 inUf •;$% Deacidified using the Bookkeeper process. 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