adjGeraldines u^^^ ^ /f^ (f. y(^ ^ •^ ^/■ LADY GERALDINE'S COURTSHIP LADY GERALDINE'S COURTSHIP BY ELIZABETH BARRETT BROWNING M ILLUSTRATED BY W. J. HENNESSY ENGRAVED BY W. J. LINTON BOSTON LEE AND SHEPARD, PUBLISHERS NEW YORK CHARLES T. DILLINGHAM •*/ 5 .A Entered according to Act ot Congress, in the year 1869, by Charles Scribner and Company, in the Clerk's Office of the District Court for the Southern District of New York. 48 6555 JUL 1 7 1942 University Press: John Wilson & Son, Cambridge. ILLUSTRATIONS DESIGNED BY W. J. HENNESSY— ENGRAVED BY W. J. LINTON PAGE PORTRAIT OF MRS. BROWNING Title LADY GERALDINE ...... . . i Halls among the woodlands 2 Many vassals bow before her 4 She has blessed their little children 5 i grew scornfuller, grew colder, as i stood up there among them 9 Slowly round she swept her eyelids lo The blessed woods of Sussex 13 In that ANCIENT HALL OF WyCOMBE THRONGED THE NUMEROUS GUESTS INVITED 1 5 The DEER HALF IN THE GLIMMER ly Went a-wandering up the gardens through the laurels and abeles 19 As she turned her FACE IN GOING 20 Through right nobleness grow humble 23 Near the statue's white reposing — and both bathed in sunny air 27 Just to feed the swans . . 28 Or at times I read there . - .30 iv ILL USTRA TIONS PAGii She would break out, on a sudden, in a gush of woodland SINGING • • -33 The little children from the schools 35 With a broad clown's back turned broadly to the glory of the stars 37 Majestical white horses 39 For I HAD been reading Camoexs — that poem you remember 43 Fond of art and letters, too 45 Nay, indeed, my lord, this talk is vain .... 47 There I maddened ! her words stung me ! Life swept through me into fever 49 She half arose 5' And I spake out wildly, fiercely, brutal truths of her AND others 53 With whom first and last are equal 55 Could you guess what word she uttered ? She looked up, AS IF IN wonder 59 'TWAS MY STRENGTH OF PASSION SLEW ME ! — FELL BEFORE HER LIKE A STONE ^3 TAIL-PIECE ^^ HEAD-PIECE TO CONCLUSION ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ -67 'TWIXT THE PURPLE LATTICE-CURTAINS HOW SHE STANDETH STILL AND PALE 9 'TiS THE VISION ONLY SPEAKS ..-•■•• 73 TAIL-PIECE .,..'•- = ■■ 74 LADY GERALDINE A ROMANCE OF THE AGE. A poet writes to his friend. Place — A room in Wycombe Hail. Time — Late in the roening. Dear my friend and fellow-student, I would lean my spirit o'er you ; Down the purple of this chamber, tears should scarcely run at will : I am humbled who was humble ! Friend, — I bow my head before you ! You should lead me to my peasants! — but their faces are too still. 2 LADY GERALDINE There's a lady — an earls daughter; she is proud and she is noble; And she treads the crimson carpet, and she breathes the perfumed air; And a kingly blood sends glances up her princely eye to trouble, And the shadow of a monarch's crown is soft- ened in her hair. LADY GERALDINE 3 She has halls among the woodlands, she has castles by the breakers, She has farms and she has manors, she can threaten and command. And the palpitating engines snort in steam across her acres. As they mark upon the blasted heaven the measure of her land. There are none of England's daughters who can show a prouder presence ; Upon princely suitors praying, she has looked in her disdain : She was sprung of English nobles, I was born of English peasants ; What was / that I should love her — save for competence to pain! 4 LADY GERALDINE , I was only a poor poet, made for singing at her casement, As the finches or the thrushes, while she thought of other things. O, she walked so high above me, she appeared to my abasement. In her lovely silken murmur, like an angel clad in wings! ^ ij? -^^^ sM >y'V'^' 1^ . c" ■$- 1 f/^H ^Mi^ ' 1 v Many vassals bow before her as her carriage sweeps their door- ways , LADY GERALD INE She has blessed their Httle children, — as a priest or queen were she. Far too tender or too cruel far, her smile upon the poor was, For I thought it was the same smile which she used to smile on me. 6 LADY GERALDINE She has voters in the commons, she has lovers in the palace — And of all the fair court-ladies, few have jewels half as fine : Oft the prince has named her beauty, 'twixt the red wine and the chalice : O, and what was / to love her? my Beloved, my Geraldinc ! Yet I could not choose but love her — I was born to poet uses — To love all things set above me, all of good and all of fair: Nymphs of mountain, not of valley, we are wont to call the Muses — And in nympholeptic climbing, poets pass from mount to star. LADY GERALDINE 7 And because I was a poet, and because the people praised me, With their critical deduction for the modern writer's fault; I could sit at rich men's tables, — though the courtesies that raised me, Still suggested clear between us the pale spectrum of the salt. And they praised me in her presence: — "Will your book appear this summer?'" Then returning to each other — " Yes, our plans are for the moors ; " Then with whisper dropped behind me — " There he is ! the latest comer ! O, she only likes his verses! what is over, she endures. 8 LADY GERALDINE " Quite low born ! self-educated ! somewhat gifted though by nature, — ■ And we make a point of asking him, — of being very kind ; You may speak, he does not hear you ; and besides, he writes no satire, — All these serpents kept by charmers, leave their natural sting behind." I grew scornfuller, grew colder, as I stood up there among them. Till as frost intense will burn you, the cold scorning scorched my brow ; When a sudden silver speaking, gravely cadenced, overrung them. And a sudden silken stirring touched my inner nature through. LADY GERALDINE I grew scornfuller, grew colder, as I stood up there among them. lO LABY GERALDINE I looked upward and beheld her! With a cahii and regnant spirit, Slowly round she swept her eyelids, and said clear before them all " Have you such superfluous honor, sir, that able to confer it You will come down, Mr. Bertram, as my guest to Wycombe Hall?" LADY GERALDINE II Here she paused, — she had been paler at the first word of her speaking ; But because a silence followed it, blushed some- what, as for shame ; Then, as scorning her own feeling, resumed calmly — "I am seeking More distinction than these gentlemen think worthy of my claim. " Ne'ertheless, you see, I seek it — not because I am a woman " (Here her smile sprang like a fountain, and, so, overflowed her mouth), " But because my woods in Sussex have some purple shades at gloaming Which are worthy of a king in state, or poet in his youth. 12 LADY GERALDINE " I invite you, Mr. Bertram, to no scene for worldly speeches — Sir, I scarce should dare — but only where God asked the thrushes first — And \i yon will sing beside them, in the covert of my beeches, I will thank you for the woodlands, ... for the human world at worst." Then she smiled around right childly, then she gazed around right queenly ; And I bowed — I could not answer ! Alternated light and gloom — While as one who quells the lions, with a steady eye serenely. She, with level fronting eyelids, passed out stately from the room. LADY GERALDINE 13 O, the blessed woods of Sussex, I can hear them still around me, With their leafy tide of greenery still rippling up the wind ! O, the cursed woods of Sussex! where the hunters arrow found me, When a fair face and a tender voice had made me mad and blind ! 14 LADY GERALDINE In that ancient hall of Wycombe, thronged the numerous guests invited, And the lovely London ladies trod the floors with gliding feet; And their voices low with fashion, not with feeling, softly freighted All the air about the windows, with elastic laughters sweet. For at eve, the open windows flung their light out on the terrace. Which the floating orbs of curtains did with gradual shadow sweep ; While the swans upon the river, fed at morning by the heiress. Trembled dow^nward through their snowy wings at music in their sleep. LADY GERALDINE 15 In (hat ancient hall of Wycombe, thronged the numerous guests invited. i6 LADY GERALDINE And there evermore was music, both of instru- ment and singing ; Till the finches of the shrubberies grew restless in the dark; But the cedars stood up motionless each in a moonlight ringing, And the deer, half in the glimmer, strewed the hollows of the park. LADY GERALDINE I J And though sometimes she would bind me with her silver-corded speeches, To commix my words and laughter with the converse and the jest, Oft I sat apart, and gazing on the river through the beeches, Heard, as pure the swans swam down it, her pure voice oerfloat the rest. In the morning, horn of huntsman, hoof of steed, and laugh of rider, Spread out cheery from the court-yard till we lost them in the hills ; While herself and other ladies, and her suitors left beside her. Went a-wandering up the gardens through the laurels and abeles. 3 1 8 LADY GERALDINE Thus, her foot upon the new-mown grass — bareheaded — with the flowing Of the virginal white vesture gathered closely to her throat ; With the golden ringlets in her neck just quickened by her going, And appearing to breathe sun for air, and doubting if to float, — With a branch of dewy maple, which her right hand held above her, And which trembled a green shadow in betwixt her and the skies, As she turned her face in going, thus, she drew me on to love her. And to worship the divineness of the smile hid in her eyes. LADY GERALDINE Went a zvanderiiti^ up the gardens through the laurels and abele. 20 LADY GERALDINE W^m>r^- 1 1 For her eyes alone smile constantly : her lips have serious sweetness, And her front is calm — the dimple rarely ripples on the check : But her deep blue eyes smile constantly, — as if they in discreetness Kept the secret of a happy dream she did not care to speak. LADY GERALDINE 21 Thus she drew me the first morning, out across into the garden : And I walked among her noble friends and could not keep behind; Spake she unto all and unto me — " Behold I am the warden Of the song birds in these lindens, which are cages to their mind. " But within this swarded circle, into which the lime- walk brings us — Whence the beeches rounded greenly, stand away in reverent fear; I will let no music enter, saving what the fountain sings us, Which the lilies round the basin may seem pure enough to hear. 22 LADY GERALDINE " The live air that waves the HHes waves this slender jet of water Like a holy thought sent feebly up from soul of fasting saint ! Whereby lies a marble Silence, sleeping! (Lough the sculptor wrought her,) So asleep she is forgetting to say Hitsh ! — a fancy quaint " Mark how heavy white her eyelids ! not a dream between them lingers ! And the left hand's index droppeth from the lips upon the cheek : And the right hand, — with the svmbol rose held slack within the fingers. Has fallen backward in the basin — yet this Silence will not speak ! LADY GERALDINE 23 " That the essential meaning growing may exceed the special symbol, Is the thought as I conceive it : it applies more high and low. Our true noblemen will often through right nobleness grow humble, And assert an inward honor by denying outward show." 24 LADY GERALDINE " Nay, your Silence," said I, " truly holds her symbol rose but slackly, Yet she holds it — or would scarcely be a Silence to our ken ! And your nobles wear their ermine on the out- side, or walk blackly In the presence of the social law as most io-noble men, o "Let the poets dream such dreaming! Madam, in these British islands, 'Tis the substance that wanes ever, 'tis the symbol that exceeds ; Soon we shall have nought but symbol ! and for statues like this Silence, Shall accept the rose's image — in another case, the weed's." LADY GERALDINE 25 " Not so quickly ! " she retorted, — "I confess where'er you go, you Find for things, names — shows for actions, and pure gold for honor clear ; But when all is run to symbol in the Social, I will throw you The world's book which now reads dryly, and sit down with Silence here." Half in playfulness she spoke, I thought, and half in indignation ; Friends who listened laughed her words off while her lovers deemed her fair. A fair woman — flushed with feeling, in her noble-lighted station Near the statue's white reposing — and both bathed in sunny air! 26 LADY GERALDINE With the trees round, not so distant but you heard their vernal murmur, And beheld in light and shadow the leaves in and outward move ; And the little fountain leaping toward the sun- heart to be warmer. And recoiling in a tremble from the too much light above= 'Tis a picture for remembrance ! and thus, morning after morning. Did I follow as she drew me by the spirit to her feet — Why, her greyhound followed also ! dogs — we both were dogs for scorning — To be sent back when she pleased it and her path lay through the wheat. LADY GERALDINE 27 Near the statue's white reposing — and both bathed in sunny air i 28 LADY GERALDINE And thus, morning after morning, spite of vows and spite of sorrow, Did I follow at her drawing, while the week- days passed along; Just to feed the swans this noontide, or to see the fawns to-morrow, Or to teach the hill-side echo some sweet Tuscan in a sone. LADY GERALDINE 29 Aye, for sometimes on the hill-side, while we sat down in the gowans, With the forest green behind us, and its shadow cast before ; And the river running under ; and across it from the rowans A brown partridge whirring near us, till we felt the air it bore — There, obedient to her praying, did I read aloud the poems Made by Tuscan flutes, or instruments more various of our own ; Read the pastoral parts of Spenser — or the subtle interflowings Found in Petrarch's sonnets — here's the book — the leaf is folded down ! — 30 LADY GERALDINE Or at times a modern volume, — Wordsworth's solemn-thoughted idyl, Howitt's ballad verse, or Tennyson's enchanted reverie, — Or from Browning some " Pomegranate," which, if cut deep down the middle. Shows a heart within blood-tinctured, of a veined humanity. LADY GERALDINE 3 1 Or at times I read there, hoarsely, some new poem of my making — Poets ever fail in reading their own verses to their worth, For the echo in you breaks upon the words which you are speaking, And the chariot-wheels jar in the gate through which you drive them forth. After, when we were grown tired of books, the silence round us flinging A slow arm of sweet compression, felt with beatings at the breast, She would break out, on a sudden, in a gush of woodland singing. Like a child's emotion in a god — a naiad tired of rest. 32 LADY GERALDINE O, to see or hear her singing! scarce I know which is divinest — For her looks sing too — she modulates her gestures on the tune ; And her mouth stirs with the song, like song; and when the notes are finest, 'Tis the eyes that shoot out vocal light and seem to swell them on. Then we talked — O, how we talked ! her voice so cadenced in the talking, Made another singing — of the soul! a music without bars — While the leafy sounds of woodlands, humming round where we were walking. Brought interposition worthy-sweet — as skies about the stars. LADY GERALDINE 33 She luonhl break out, on a sudden, in a giisk of woodland singing. 5 34 LADY GERALDINE And she spake such good thoughts natural, as if she ahvays thought them — And had sympathies so rapid, open, free as bird on branch Just as ready to fly east as west, whichever way besought them, In the birchen wood a chirrup, or a cock-crow in the grange. In her utmost hghtness there is truth — and often she speaks Hghtly, Has a grace in being gay, which even mourn- ful souls approve, For the root of some grave earnest thought is understruck so rightly. As to justify the foliage and the waving flowers above. LADY GERALD INE 35 And she talked on — we talked, rather ! upon all things — substance — shadow — Of the sheep that browsed the grasses — of the reapers in the corn — Of the little children from the schools, seen winding through the meadow — Of the poor rich world beyond them, still kept poorer by its scorn. 36 LADY GERALD INE So of men, and so of letters — books are men of hisfher stature, And the only men that speak aloud for future times to hear: So of mankind in the abstract, which grows slowly into nature, Yet will lift the cry of " progress," as it trod from sphere to sphere. And her custom was to praise me when I said, " The Age culls simples, With a broad clowns back turned broadly to the glory of the stars — We are gods by our own reckoning, and may well shut up the temples. And wield on, amid the incense-steam, the thunder of our cars LADY GERALDTNE 37 With a Oroad daivn's back turned broadly to the glory of the stars. 38 LADY GERALDINE " For we throw out acclamations of self-thank- ing, self-admiring, With, at every mile run faster, — ' O the wondrous, wondrous age.' Little thinking if we work our souls as nobly as our iron. Or if angels will commend us at the goal of pilgrimage. " Why, what is this patient entrance into nature's deep resources, But the child's most gradual learning to walk upright without bane ? When we drive out, from the cloud of steam, majestical white horses, Are we greater than the first men who led black ones by the mane ? LADY GERALDINE 39 " If we trod the deeps of ocean, if we struck the stars in rising, If we wrapped the globe intensely with one hot electric breath, Twere but power within our tether — no new spirit-power comprising ; And in life we were not greater men, nor bolder men in death." 40 LADY GERALDINE She was patient with my talking; and I loved her — loved her certes, As I loved all Heavenly objects, with uplifted eyes and hands ! As I loved pure inspirations — loved the graces, loved the virtues. In a Love content with writing his own name on desert sands. Or at least I thought so purely ! — thought no idiot Hope was raising Any crown to crown Love's silence — silent Love that sat alone — Out, alas ! the stag is like me — he, that tries to go on grazing With the great deep gun-wound in his neck, then reels with sudden moan. LADY GERALDINE \\ It was thus I reeled ! I told you that her hand had many suitors; But she smiles them down imperially, as Venus did the waves, And with such a gracious coldness, that they cannot press their futures On the present of her courtesy, which yieldingly enslaves. And this morning, as I sat alone within the inner chamber With the great saloon beyond it, lost in pleasant thought serene — For I had been reading Camoens — that poem you remember. Which his lady's eyes are praised in, as the sweetest ever seen. 6 42 LADY GERALDINE And the book lay open, and my thought flew from it, taking from it A vibration and impulsion to an end beyond its own, As the branch of a green osier, when a child would overcome it, Springs up freely from his clasping and goes swinging in the sun. As I mused I heard a murmur — it grew deep as it grew longer — Speakers using earnest language — " Lady Ger- aldine, you would!''' And I heard a voice that pleaded ever on, in accents stronger As a sense of reason gave it power to make its rhetoric good. LADY GERALDINE 43 For I had been reading^ Camoens — that poem yozi remember. 44 LADY GERALDINE Well I knew that voice — it was an earl's, of soul that matched his station — Soul completed into lordship — might and right read on his brow: Very finely courteous — far too proud to doubt his domination Of the common people, — he atones for grandeur by a bow. Hio^h straisfht forehead, nose of eaojle, cold blue eyes, of less expression Than resistance, coldly casting off the looks of other men, As steel, arrows, — unelastic lips, which seem to taste possession. And be cautious lest the common air should injure or distrain. LADY GERALDINE 45 For the rest, accomplished, upright, — aye, and standing by his order With a bearing not ungraceful ; fond of art and letters too ; Just a good man made a proud man, — as the sandy rocks that border A wild coast, by circumstances, in a regnant ebb and flow. 46 LADY GERALDINE Thus, I knew that voice — I heard it — and I could not help the hearkening : In the room I stood up blindly, and my burning heart within Seemed to seethe and fuse my senses, till they ran on all sides darkening, And scorched, weighed, like melted metal round my feet that stood therein. And that voice, I heard it pleading, for love's sake — for wealth, position, For the sake of liberal uses, and great actions to be done — And she interrupted gently, " Nay, my lord, the old tradition Of your Normans, by some worthier hand than mine is, should be won." LADY GERALDINE 47 '^iU\'lb^'^1 " Ah, that white hand," he said quickly, — and in his he either drew it Or attempted — for with gravity and instance she repHed — " Nay, indeed, my lord, this talk is vain, and we had best eschew it, Ana pass on, like friends, to other points less easy to decide." 48 LADY GERALDINE What he said again, I know not. It is likely that his trouble Worked his pride up to the surface, for she answered in slow scorn — "And your lordship judges rightly. Whom I marry, shall be noble, Aye, and wealthy. I shall never blush to think how he was born." There, I maddened ! her words stung me ! Life swept through me into fever, And my soul sprang up astonished ; sprang, full- statured in an hour: Know you what it is when anguish, with apoc- alyptic NEVER, To a Pythian heioht dilates you, — and despair sublimes to power.? LADY GERALDINE 49 There, I madacued! her words stung me ! Life swept through me into fever 50 LADY GERALDINE From my brain, the soul- wings budded ! — waved a flame about my body, Whence conventions coiled to ashes : I felt self- drawn out, as man, From amalgamate false natures ; and I saw the skies grow ruddy With the deepening feet of angels, and I knew what spirits can. I was mad — inspired — say either ! anguish worketh inspiration ! Was a man, or beast — perhaps so; for the tiger roars, when speared ; And I walked on, step by step, along the level of my passion — O my soul ! and passed the doorway to her face, and never feared. LABY GERALDINE 51 He had left her, — peradventure, when my foot- step proved my coming — But for //^r— she half arose, then sat — grew scarlet and grew pale: O, she trembled ! — 'tis so always with a worldly man or woman In the presence of true spirits — what else can they do but quail? 52 LADY GERALDINE O, she fluttered like a tame bird, in among its forest-brothers Far too strong for it! then drooping, bowed her face upon her hands — And I spake out wildly, fiercely, brutal truths of her and others ! /, she planted in the desert, swathed her, wind- like, with my sands. I plucked up her social fictions, bloody-rooted though leaf-verdant, Trod them down with words of shaming, — all the purple and the gold, All the " landed stakes " and lordships — all that spirits pure and ardent Are cast out of love and honor because chancing not to hold. LADY GERALDINE 53 And I spake out ivildly, fiercely, brutal truths of her and others ! 54 LADY GERALDINE " For myself I do not argue," said I, " though I love you, madam ; But for better souls that nearer to the height of yours have trod. And this age shows, to my thinking, still more infidels to Adam, Than direcUy, by profession, simple infidels to God. " Yet, O God," I said, " O grave," I said, " O mother's heart and bosom, With whom first and last are equal, saint and corpse and little child ! We are fools to your deductions, in these fig- ments of heart-closing ! We are traitors to your causes, in these sympa- thies defiled ! LADY GERALDINE 55 " Learn more reverence, madam, not for rank or wealth — that needs no learning : That comes quickly — quick as sin does, aye, and culminates to sin ; But for Adam's seed, man ! Trust me, 'tis a clay above your scorning, Vv^ith God's image stamped upon it and God's kindling breath within. 56 LADY GERALD INE " What right have you, madam, gazing in your palace mirror daily. Getting so by heart your beauty which all others must adore. While you draw the golden ringlets down your fingers, to vow gaily You will wed no man that's only good to God, — and nothino- more? o " Why, what right have you, made fair by that same God — the sweetest woman Of all women He has fashioned — with your lovely spirit-face. Which would seem too near to vanish if its smile were not so human, And your voice of holy sweetness, turning common words to sfrace. LADY GERALDINE 57 " What right can you have, God's other works to scorn, despise, revile them In the gross, as mere men, broadly — not as noble men, forsooth, — As mere Pariahs of the outer world, forbidden to assoil them In the hope of living, dying, near that sweet- ness of your mouth ? " Have you any answer, madam ? If my spirit were less earthly. If its instrument were gifted with a better silver string, I would kneel down where I stand, and say — Behold me ! I am worthy Of thy loving, for I love thee! I am worthy as a kino:. 58 LADY GERALDINE " As it is — your ermined pride, I swear, shall feel this stain upon her — That /, poor, weak, tost with passion, scorned by me and you again, Love you, madam — dare to love you — to my grief and your dishonor — To my endless desolation, and your impotent disdain ! " More mad words like these — more madness friend, I need not write them fuller; And I hear my hot soul dropping on the lines in showers of tears — O, a woman ! friend, a woman ! Why, a beast had scarce been duller Than roar bestial loud complaints against the shining of the spheres. LADY GERALDJNE 59 Could yoH giu-is lohat word she uttered '■ She looked up, as if in -cooiider. 6o LADY GERALDINE But at last there came a pause. I stood all vibrating with thunder Which my soul had used. The silence drew her face up like a call. Could you guess what word she uttered ? She looked up, as if in wonder, With tears beaded on her lashes, and said " Bertram ! " It was all. If she had cursed me — and she mia^ht have — or if even, with queenly bearing Which at need is used by women, she had risen up and said, " Sir, you are my guest, and therefore I have given you a full hearing — Now, beseech you, choose a name exacting some- what less instead" — LADY GERALDINE 6 1 I had borne it ! — but that " Bertram ! " — why it Hes there on the paper A mere word, without her accent, — and you cannot judge the weight Of the cahii which crushed my passion! I seemed drowning in a vapor, — And her gentleness destroyed me whom her scorn made desolate. So, struck backward and exhausted by that in- ward flow of passion Which had rushed on, sparing nothing, into forms of abstract truth, With a logic agonizing through unseemly demon- stration, And with youth's own anguish turning grimly gray the hairs of youth, — 62 LADY GERALDINE By the sense accursed and instant, that if even I spake wisely I spake basely — using truth, — if what I spake indeed was true — To avenge wrong on a woman — her, who sat there weighing nicely A full manhoods worth, found guilty of such deeds as I could do ! — With such wrong and woe exhausted — what I suffered and occasioned, — As a wild horse through a city runs with light- ning in his eyes, And then dashing at a church's cold and passive wall, impassioned. Strikes the death into his burning brain, and blindly drops and dies — LADY GERALDINE 63 'T%vas my strength of passion slew me I— fell before her like a stone. 64 LADY GERALDINE So I fell, struck down before her! Do you blame nie friend, for weakness ? 'Twas my strength of passion slew me ! — fell before her like a stone ; Fast the dreadful world rolled from me, on its roaring wheels of blackness ! When the light came I was lying in this chamber — and alone. O, of course, she charged her lackeys to bear out the sickly burden, And to cast it from her scornful sight — but not beyond tlic gate — She is too kind to be cruel, and too haughty not to pardon Such a man as I — 'twere something to be level to her hate. LADY GERALDINE 65 But for me you are now conscious why, my friend, I write this letter. How my Hfe is read all backward, and the charm of life undone ! I shall leave her house at dawn — I would to- night, if I were better — And I charge my soul to hold my body strength- ened for the sun. When the sun has dyed the oriel, I depart with no last gazes, No weak moanings — one word only left in writing for her hands. Out of reach of all derision, and some unavailing praises, To make front against this anguish in the far and foreign lands. 9 66 LADY GERALDINE Blame me not. I would not squander life in orief — I am abstemious : o I but nurse my spirit's falcon, that its wing may soar again : There 's no room for tears cf weakness in the blind eyes of a Phemius : Into work the poet kneads them, — and he does not die //// then. CONCLUSION. Bertram finished the last pages, while along the silence ever Still in hot and heavy splashes, fell the tears on every leaf: Having ended, he leans backward in his chair, with lips that quiver From the deep unspoken, aye, and deep unwritten thoughts of grief. 68 LADY GERALD INE Soil ! how still the lady standeth ! 'tis a dream — a dream of mercies ! 'Twixt the purple lattice-curtains, how she standeth still and pale! / 'Tis a vision, sure, of mercies, sent to soften his self-curses — Sent to sweep a patient quiet o'er the tossing of his wail. " Eyes," he said, " now throbbing through me ! are ye eyes tliat did undo me ? Shining eyes, like antique jewels set in Parian statue-stone ! Underneath that calm white forehead, are ye ever burning torrid O'er the desolate sand-desert of my heart and life undone ? " LADY GERALDTNE 69 Said he, — " Vision of a lady ! stand there silent, stand there steady ! " 'JO LADY GERALDINE With a murmurous stir uncertain, in the air the purple curtain Svvelleth in and swelleth out around her motion- less pale brows ; While the gliding of the river sends a rippling noise forever Through the open casement whitened by the moonlight's slant repose. Said he, — "Vision of a lady! stand there silent, stand there steady ! Now I see it plainly, plainly ; now I cannot hope or doubt — There, the brows of mild repression — there, the lips of silent passion, Curved like an archer's bow to send the bitter arrows out." LADY GEKALDINE 7^ Ever, evermore the while in a slow silence she kept smiling, And approached him slowly, slowly, in a gliding- measured pace ; With her two white hands extended, as if praying one offended. And a look of supplication, gazing earnest in his face. Said he, — "Wake me by no gesture, — sound of breath, or stir of vesture ; Let the blessed apparition melt not yet to its divine ! No approaching — hush! no breathing! or my heart must swoon to death in That too utter life thou bringest — O thou dream of Geraldine ! " 72 LADY GERALDINE Ever, evermore the while in a slow silence she kept smiling — But the tears ran over lightly from her eyes, and tenderly ; " Dost thou, Bertram, truly love me ? Is no woman far above me Found more worthy of thy poet-heart than such a one as I ? " Said he, — "I would dream so ever, like the flowing of that river, Flowing ever in a shadow greenly onward to the sea; So, thou vision of all sweetness — princely to a full completeness, — Would my heart and life flow onward — death- ward — through this dream of thee ! " LADY GERALDINE 73 Ever, evermore the while in a slow silence she kept smiling, While the silver tears ran faster down the blushing of her cheeks ; Then with both her hands enfolding both of his, she softly told him, " Bertram, if I say I love thee, .... 'tis the vision only speaks." 74 LADY GERALDINE Softened, quickened to adore her, on his knee he fell before her — And she whispered low in triumph — "It shall be as I have sworn ! Very rich he is in virtues, — very noble — noble, certes ; And I shall not blush in knowing that men call him lowly born ! " LIBRARY OF CONGRESS nil I'll ri I XN^ &\%1