m^s ^t^^ CCCC m C C CC ^ c The Delirium 64 A Song of Twenty-One,. 66 The Pessimist to His God , 67 To Homer 70 The Song of Wanton Wa- Wa 71 O, Canst Thou Not? , 74 The Last Oak of Sherwood Porest 75 An Invocation..., , 80 Song 80 Pespondency .... , ...... , . . . , 8 ). Uines on Leaving America .8^ Only a Kiss 88 A Letter (To G- J. S.).... .89 The Girls at Home ,..,,,.89 Antithesis , ... 93 To a Rose ..,.,...., 94 Fragment. ., . 95 The Vision of the Wanderer . , . . ...... 96 Echo Song........ .,., , ,..,,,.99 The Dying Christian ,...,,,., 10^ Colonial War Song 1^2 To A. G. G., M. D .,....,.,.,.. 10_3 Hymn to the Brave 104 An Evening Reverie ,,..,,,,.,,. ... 105 To My Earlier Rhymes..,,, ,,.,107 A June Bride ,,.,.,.,,,,,.,,, , 1 08 Fragment ,.,..,..,,..,,,,,,,.,., 108 O, Heart of Man ! ,. .. .,., . ,,,, ,.109 Mateless ...,,,,,..., ,.,,.,..,,,,., 110 A Sleigh Ride in the South,,, 112 A Panegyric ..,,,, — H^ Yuledon ,., ,,.,..., H^ Gone! Gone! Gone!,,,,.,, .,....ll-s The Burned Letters ,,,.,,, H-^ Song, "When First I Kissed That Lovely Face," ,,,.,..,,,,..,....,,, ,120 The Weird Hermit,,,....,,,,,,,,,, .,.,.1^^ The Cyclone , ..,., . 123 A Rural Home... ,..,,124 An Echo fro n Our Algebra Class,..,., i 2^ Ned ., 12T Room "41." .,..,.128 To Womankind 12U A TALE OF NORMANDIE AND OTHER POEMS. NOTE. ''A Tale of Normcindie," whose original title, " Begin. aid and Genevieve,' was written in 1893. During the five years intervening quite a number of changes have been made throughout the poim, but the plot, scenes and time of the tale remain the same. Previous to its publication Dr. John Snyder gave the manuscript a careful revise, and criticism, and advised re-writing the whole poem, and opening it with rhyme. This was done, dividing the tale into ^ve cantos, instead of four, as originally written. For the careful editing, and many helpful suggestions toward improving the manuscript, I am greatly indebted to not only Dr. Snyder, but to Prof. Schuyler, of the St. Louis High School, and to Mr. A. H. St. Clair, the publisher. H. T. H vTale of iRormanMe "IVhat dire offense from amorous causes sprtHgt, IV hat mighty contests rise from trivial things?** ^.AND of the Franks, where Norman blood arose ! On thy fair shores the tale I strive to tell Is echoed forth, and all my current flows § To that one spot where Ocean's ceaseless swell Washes thy cliffs and laves thy rocky shore, Like some wild tigress lapping at her young, Tame in content, while in her dwells that roar Which thou possess, and vent when thou art strung Into the pitch of fury, which has been To many a struggling soul its last, heart-rending scene. 14 A TALE OF NORMANDIE Far o'er the waters the last gleam of day- Dies in its bosom, while behind a cloud, Faint in her efforts comes the moon's soft ray, Stronger and weaker, 'till at last a shroud Of mist upon mist — arises, and the scene Grows ever darker. But afar there glows, The firmament and ocean set between, A vessel's light, and with its motion throws A far reflected glimmer on the waters' sombre miea. Now higher rose the moon upon its way, The elements on which it cast its light Shone out in bold relief against the sky ; ivising abruptly from the waters' edge A promontory, great and grand to see, With sides of cragged rocks and sharpened peaks That many a storm has wrought its furies on; And at its base a dashing rivulet Gives forth its burden to the hungry sea. There, to the left, a bight of half a mile, And where it terminates, a fisher's hut. Scarce thirty paces from its only door A fishing smack was rocking on the deep, And nets and lines lay drying on the sand. Within the hut there dwelt a fisherman, A widower for half a score of years, And with him lived his daughter. So dear she was that he had oft refused Her many suitors from the neighboring towa. AND OTHER POEMS. 15 And she was beautiful, and bore the name Of her lost mother — Genevieve it was. — Just in the best of all the merry teens. She knew it, and she knew her beauty, too, And she was loved, and it was often said There was a youth, who, at an earlier day Her heart and soul were set on, and she loved. Now out upon fche moonlit beach there came A figure walking carelessly along. On his young face a shadowy sorrow lay, Mute symbol of a troubled heart within ; And turning as he there was strolling on. He gave a far-off look along the shore. Then made his way unto a nook close by ; There divers reeds and grasses grcAV around, And cutting one of even shape, he made A pipe, to which he tuned this little tale: " Through twenty varied summers have I lived, And learned the ways of Nature as they came, — The good, the bad, and all her various moods. And made a record of the strange events That happened in my journey out of youth; And then to think that every living soul Weaves of the years a thrilling narrative, And makes a novel writ without a pen ! My thoughts now dwell on one unhappy love, That while it lived brought heaven to earth for me I 16 A TALE OF NORMANDIE And life was jeyous, as a pleasant dream. The little Maid who dwelleth in the hut Built high upon the sands beyond the peak Could tell the tale which I am telling now, How in our younger days the love we bore Unto each other and which stronger grew, Until each for the other seemed to live. The happy seasons came and went, but found Us still Joined to each other by that love But last, a day that seemed to have no sun, So dark the great world did appear to me : For we had quarreled, and in a girlish rage She cast me off. '' But yet, reluctant To lose what had been ever dear to me, And reasoning that she was yet a child. And acting without Wisdom's guiding hand, I pleaded with her, but I pled in vain : And then I turned, but ere I dropped her hand, I said, fast blinking to withhold a tear, ' Farewell, my little one, yes, fare thee well, And may thy life be happy ; but this act. It will come back and hurt thee,' and I went." Thus sung my Reginald, the innocent. The youth of twenty summers, who had felt The pangs of Cupid's arrow in his heart; And finished, brooded over other days, Those days of which his hejirt just sung its lay, AND OTHER POEMS. 17 And wondered if she had forgotten him. For somehow would his inner thoughts foretell That she still thought of him as she had done, But was afraid to breathe the joyful word. When love does linger, but is not returned, Thou mayst know the devil's heart is light. And oft my Reginald, all unobserved. And with his heart deep yearning for that one, Vented his feelings in a verbal stream : " 1 wish I did not love thee ! there are times When hell doth seem more welcome than this life; For pains of body I can stand, — of heart And worry, such as thou mak'st me to bear, Are past endurance ! " And after such a burst He would reflect : " But still our sorrow, Or e'en those moments when we feel ourselves The victims of an unrelenting fate. Scourged and tortured, baffled and beaten down, Have yet their balance in a happier mood. And all our sufferings, all our bitter pangs, I d'^ believe with joy are compensated.'^ As thus we found him wandering on the beach, Full oft before our youth had done the same. For he had come to meditate, and look Upon the hut where Genevieve abode. Now when that iilver lantern of the night 1^ A TALE OF NORMANDIE That lights the milky highway through the stars Had risen to the highest point, and cast The shadow of the cliff upon the beach, The youth rose rapidly and made his way Down to the water's edge. There long he stood, As if he saw a contest on the sea And staid to see the issue. But in sooth, He took no notice of the boundless deep Nor of the moon that shone upon its waste ; His eyes were turned far inward to his soul, And saw the clouds that darkened up his life, And then he wished a mighty wave would come. And bear him out across the boundless sea, That he might nevermore behold the shores Of Normandie, the land he called his home. AND OTHER POEMS. 19 II. Scarce had he turned to make his homeward way, Than to his mind a final thought was borne, Away from home to live ! The ships were near, And anchored off the docks below the town. He would apply at once for service, And if successful leave this place of tears. " If thou art troubled, shun familiar scenes, And fresher scenes will drive the trouble out.'' 'Twas thus he argued. Up the lonely road He made his way in silence and alone, His brain a fire that glowed with different lights. 20 A TALE OF NORMANDIE Long at his gate he stood, and looked upon The scenes of childhood he was bent to leave: Below, the schoolhouse stood, which was to him A stimulant that stirred his burning brain To recollections of his earlier days ; The moonlight played among the fallen leaves Where he had romped with her in years before, And how his heart would throb,when thoughts like this Would come upon him, irresistable ; For he believed there never was a love, — E'en that of Abelard and Heloise — So sweet and tender, so unconquerable. It was too much ; for there are moments when Remorse can conquer will, and howso'er We struggle to withhold them, thoughts will rise That lead us into arts which we regret. And then iigain he moved and made his way Into his room, and there, all noiselessly He gathered in a bundle sundry things, As youths are wont to do when they depart; And searching for a moment, brought to light The pictured face of Genevieve, which she Had given him upon a summer's day. When they together, like a tropic breeze, Harmonious floated in a land of bliss. But then a thought arose, that like a hand Of some staunch guardian of the country's law Placed firmly on a reckless trespasser, AND OTHER POEMS. Now held our Eeginald in fearful bound : How could he leave his mother all alone? And then he said, although it pained him much, " I will go to her ; she must let me go, I cannot stay now that my plans are made ; And Father from his cruise will soon return, So naught will be the loss because 1 leave." With that he 'roused her and explained it all, Pleaded and coaxed within the chamber dim: Remarked how short a time as yet remained Before his father would be home again; That he was grown, and she should not refuse, And on and on till morning did appear, But still she had the better argument. Another day of coaxing Hill at last. Reluctantly, she gave her sad consent. And many a tear and melancholy word She gave the morning that he left his home. And as he made his way adown the road. Unheard by other ears, this song he sung: "1 said farewell once on a time, But said the word with pain, And every day I breathed that word Until we met again." But there was something in his throbbing heart We cannot call remorse, although it bore A close affinity. Remorse and joy, And pride and sorrow, all were there in one; 22 A TALE OF NORMANDIE Mingling enthusiasm of that sense Of feeling when at last the boyish traits Do pass away, the soul does realize Nature and powers of manhood are about Asserting their authority, and the thought That boyhood is no more, and though regret Does hold us part in bondage, yet we feel With pride, the moment comes th it brands the man. And then our Eeginald did realize That henceforth he must be in manhood's mood, That is but felt by only those who have Passed into it. Then in a jocund mood He smiled at his own weakness, and because He had been troubled by so small a thing. Upon the bay there floated many a ship Sporting the colors of the different lands. And boarding one our youth his services Offered for passage to its destination. Nor was he disappointed. When the sun Arose again, the scraping of the chains Awoke him, and he joined the vessel's crew. And now began the roughened sailor's work ; But on the deck when night had settled down, The men of many nations spun their yarns. To which our Eeginald would lend his ear : The tales of shipwreck on a desert coast, The mighty storms that swept across the main, The lack of food that overtook a crew, AND OTHER POEMS. 23 And piracies, and murders,— stirring tales Told with the thrilling of a seaman's voice. But day by day the wind that bore them on Subsided, and at last the ship lay calmed. For days and days the sailors cursed the luck, And discontent against the captain rose, Whose mood waxed rougher as the sea grew calm ; And hour by hour disorder did increase Until in mutiny the crew arose, And drunk and frenzied brawled upon the deck. But Reginald, through all this mad ordeal Kept aft, and distant from the maddened crew, And joining with the captain and the mate, They quelled the riot, and the bark was saved. The calm passed over, and each rising sun Brought with it fresher winds to speed them on, And three day's sailing brought them to a bay Within the smallest of the Channel Isles. Near Jersey, where they breed the gentle kine Whose milk is fit for rare ambrosial. As rich as that which crowned the ample shelves Of Polyphemus in his cavern home. The awful, one-eyed giant of the isle. Who by Ulysses of his sight was robbed. When now the cargo was all put ashore. And Reginald in freedom found himself, He saw the ship weigh anchor, nor regret Once seized him ; he had cast his die and now 24 A TALE OF NORMANDIE All hopeful, yet not certain, bent his steps Beyond the little port, and made his way Far inland, caring little where he went. AND OTHER POEMS. 2 5 III. Eive long and weary years have run their course Since Reginald set foot upon the isle, Bat still his thoughts dwell fondly on that one Whom he had left in haste so long ago; What though his heart was lighter, and the pain It once had felt was now entirely gone. Yet did sweet essence of that love remain, And ever near his fondly pulsing heart That treasured little picture he had kept. He had but one companion on the isle, An old enfeebled man, recluse and lone. And he a hermit, of that Godly kind Of quiet meditators who withdraw Their person and their spirit from the world And thus in abnegation look for light. Our Reginald had found him when a storm Was sweeping in its fury o'er the isle; When seeing on the mountain side a nook, He hurried there for shelter and for rest ; And nearing it was startled by a sound, Above the tempest's roar, — of human speech; But fearing not, he entered, and a hand Was laid upon his shoulder, and a voice 26 A TALE OF NORMANDIE Imperfect from disuse addressed him thus : "Who art thou, friend? Who'er thou art, rest here, for I am one Who holds it sin to harm a beast or bird ; Leave not this cavern while the rain doth pour. I am thy friend, I say it once agdn, So tell me who thou art, and whither go ? And then he led our youth into a room Dim lighted by a dying ember's flame. And fuel was added and it brightened up, And by its light he viewed his aged friend : A massive frame once strong and vigorous Now all unfleshed and bended by the years ; White hair in tangled masses crowned his head, Deep sunken in the hollow cavities The piercing eyes of blackness kindled fire. But yet a look of kindliness they had That proved a tender heart beat low within. A beard of twenty summers hanging down Uncombed and tangled, brushed upon his clothes; Wild were his features, and his life had been E'en wilder, he with Nature had abode, Eking his living from the lowly earth; Herbs and berries and the crystal spring Had been his daily nursing, and in prayer And melancholy musings passed his days. And standing there, but speaking not, they let Their hearts pursue their way, which quickly found AND OTHER POEMS. 27 A close affinity, and day by day As they together lived, a strong attachment grew. One day the hermit, calling to his mind The hour he gave his welcome to our f lend, Spoke tlius about it in his gratitude : "T'is most a proverb, that to do what's right Helps much yourself and he with whom it's donci I gave you food and shelter in my cave, I helped j^ou in your darkest hour of need, I did for you what I would others have Do unto me had I been as you were ; Nor have you failed to make a just return. As now my life is easier for your help. Thus gaining good for one kind action done. I almost swore an oath long years ago To never set mine eyes on man again, To live my life in deepest solitude Away from all the haunts of avarice; But oft I was compelled to look on men, As they passed carelessly about my home. But childishness now comes with hoary age- And once again I love the human race.'' And then did Eeginald his tale unfold. He told him all the history of his life From early boyhood to that very day, And then the hermit would persuade his friend To go again unto his Norman home, 2® A TALE OF NORMANDIE But Keginald, with sacrificing heart Resolved to stay and watch the aged man Uatil his woiry pulse would beat no more, For well he knew the ancient's death was near. Bach evening through the balmy Autumn days They sat and talked outside their earthern home, And Reginald would oft repeat the tale, How happy he had been in younger days, And t lough he'd left that all might be forgot. He found it was a thing that could not be. Then darkened momenta came, that seemed to be E'en darker than the others had been bright, And then the hermit, as he drew a breath, Spoke slowly to his friend these truthful words : " Remember this, 'tis what all hearts must find ; However pleasant is the honey's sweet, The sting the bee can give will curdle it; That many days of pleasure are effaced By sudden sorrow that at times will come, — The darkness shrouds the merry beams of light, The weaker by the stronger is subdued." Another year passed on in solitude That slowly drained the hermit's cup of life , And oft his brain would wander, and he spoke Idle words, in wild confusion uttered, 'Till day by day insanity would show Itself more plainly than the day before, AND OTHER POEMS. ^-J^ And Eeginalcl, bethinking proper food Would better his condition, made his way Down to the port one day in early fall. At noon dark clouds had gathered o'er the isle, And Eeginald made haste to gain the cave, But long before he reached it came the storm : In mighty sheets the rain was blown about. And loud the thunders pealed from cloud to cloud; Tr.e lightning flashed against the distant peaks That stood half hidden in the lowering clouds, And darker, ever darker grew the scene. But still did Eeginald pursue his way, A heart of love incased in bands of steel. But as the hardest storms are oft but brief. In one short hour the elements were clear, And Eeginald, foot weary, reached the cave. And with his tinder lit, he entered in. But lo, the fire was out, the room was empty I With knitted brow and fear upon his face. And imagination painting horror For him he loved, he hurried from the cave, And looked in all directions, and he called, But nothing answered save the echo's voice. And then he searched the woods, and all about,— Hour on hour he wandered o'er the paths. Until his weary feet would go no more. And he sank dowi to take th© needed rest, With giddy brain and all things round hi n whirling. 36 A TALE OF NORMANDIE At hist he rose and walked, lie knew not where, Until a sudden turning in the path Brought to his eyes a wild and fearful sight : A ghastly head with hair all smeared in blood, Disheveled, flowing o'er a frightful face Sunken and wretched, eyes that fury glared, Distorted limbs writhed up by agony,— All that was mortal of the hermit hoar In wilder form than maddened brain can draw, Hung in a path from lowly bending limb. And Reginald, with face a deathly white. Trembling and weakened, sunk upon the ground. AND OTHER POEMS. ^1 IV. With morning's light our Reginald arose, Amd then prepared the body for its rest. Wrapped in what garments he could find within, He laid it in a grave within the room, And made his way without to ne'er return ; For who can linger, when before the eyes Lies the chill mould from which the vital spark, Like Noah's dove, went never to return? Around about the cave were mouldering logs. And here and there lay shrubbery and stones; Before the entrance first the logs he placed. And next the stones; and over these the brush; And yet to hide it all were leaves and earth. Till rustic art did vie with Nature's work, 32 A TALE OF NORMANDIE And then he said " 'Tis over, I will go," And breathed a silent prayer before he left. Along a seacoast road that lead into a town Surrounded by modest hills, and far O'erlooking ocean's boundless plain, A man was walking, glancing here and there, While on his face was curiosity Bc^picted plainly, mingled with smiles, Such signs as one displays when he returns To early haunts When Time has wrought its change. And quite bewildered by the strange aspect. Often he stopped, and looking all around, Would wonder if his course were leading right, Then on again with leaping heart he went, In happy mood along the path of old. At last the little town appeared in view, And Reginald then paused to see his home; How changed it was. The scene in other days That humble was, now all in splendor shone. The fruit, that unattractive is at first, Eipensand mellows with the summer suns, Till last in luscious beauty issues forth. Charming the eye and watering the mouth- So Eeginald compared his place of birth. He traced the street wherein he once had lived, But where the lowly house he called his home? AND OTHER POEMS. 3 3 With rounded domes, and all in Gothic style A handsome mansion lorded o'er the place ; Like Philemon, he stood upon the hill And viewed the transformation Time had wrought. "Is this my home," he said, " where once I lived ; Can this be true, this change has taken place Or are mine eyes deceiving, as in dreams "?" Bat weary from the walk, he made his way Down to a tavern nearest where he stood. That he might there partake of food and rest. And having reached it, the landlord placed A chair before a table, and he filled A glass with spirits, and in jovial mood. All talkative as landlords ever are. Began, not thinkinj^ whom he did address : "How does it stand in your opinion now? Think you the rascal who doth forge his name And claims himself to be the absent son Of her who died two years ago and left Near half a million francs unto her son. Besides a vast amount of other property, — The finest that our city doth afiord, — If he should e'er return unto the plac e. Will prove he is the one, the lawful son ? " But seeing that his guest would rather hear Than answer to his questions, he went on. " Perhaps you have not heard about the case, — 34 A TALE OF NORMANDIE Tlie case, the case ! Pve lived for fifty years, But never heard the like of it before. Have you not heard?" His guest returned, "I have not.'^ " What ! Then you must be a stranger in our town f I see you are, then I will tell it all. " And thea the landlord, with a serious main, Seating himself beside our Reginald, And filling both the glasses once again, Explained the case that worried half the town. "There died two years ago a widow here. From worry o'er her husband and her son ; The first upon the stormy sejis wa« lost, The second, ere the mcUmcholy news Had reached him, sailed away, believing that His f ith(T would in one short Vveek return ; But weeks passed into months, and months to years, But neither came, and whilst thej were away A close relation of this widow died. And left to her vast monies and estates, The last aa income brought and yearly paid ; The lands were sold, and she who once was poor. Became in wealth among the first in town, And built the noble mansion you have seen Standing midway between the shore and town ; And bought wide spreading acres for a park And yet 'mongst other things a fiisher's hut AMD OTHER POEMS. 35 She purchased, and enclosed, and guarded well ; And to its former owner gave a home That he and his one daughter there, migiii; livv. In greater comfort. For she cherished much This fisher's daughter, who had been to her A source of comfort, and a guide and friend. Now when her will was made, she certified The house and sum should go unto her son, If, in the years to come he should return. The widow died; the son had not returned, And vainly time and money have been spent To trace him, or to gain some information. And finally there came a youth in town Who claims himself to be the rightful son. And weeks and months of hearing have gone on Before the lawyers to obtain the facts And set the matter dear. Tomorrow will The verdict be announced," Could pen but tell the feeling that arose Like some great wave to burst apart the dyke That trembles to withhold it; could I give Full color to the picture I would paint, Portraying human feelings to the quick, Such as there came to him who heard the tale, Then would I be a master of that art Through eons striven for, but seldom reached. A TALE OF NORMANDIE But Eeginald was calm. While other men Volcano-like, had burst their feelings forth, He held his heart in leash, vvhilo in his soul Hope, iear and joy marked their alternate power. Then looking squarely in the landlord's face, Demanded thus: "Good Sir, can this be true, The tale you tell? Can you but give his name, The name of this young scoundrel who has come Like fox into a peaceful shepherd's fold. Nursing a lie to gain him wealth and hell? Is Eeginald Moreau the name he claims?" "That is the name, the very name of him. And thou a stranger — thou art wise to guess ; But come, now, what does agitate you so? " And thus to him did Reginald reply Not in quivering accents, but as one Full proudly clothed in truth and conscience clear. "Wouldst thou believe an honest man, if he Should speak s 'und truth unto thy list'ning ears ? The truth, the tr .Ih ! I sa}^, and had the proof To bind this truth and make it clear to you?" " An honest man who spoke the simple truth ! You are excited— why, 1 should believe ; What were there left for me to do but that?" AND OTHER POEMS. ^7 " Well, then, give ear. I am that sought-for heir ! f ea, do not interrupt, but listen yet : Five years, three months ago I left tbis town For reasons which I need not mention here; Near Jersey, in the Channel Isles, I lived And passed my years in dreary hermitage Oaring for one who had protected me, — A lonely anchorite. Some months ago Insanity overtook him, and his death Was his own deed. Now, when I laid him low. Unto the island^s little port 1 went, There lingered many weeks until a ship Whose destination was this Norman town, Dropped anchor in the bay. I boarded it And soon again was was on my native soil. Thus is my tale— a mere epitome. And now I ask you, will you be my friend? If courts can prove to you that I am not Him whom they seek, Against all the proof I have, Then I am yours to prosecute at will ; But being right, as thou shalt see I am, Tiien shall a rich reward accrue to you. '^ Up rose the landlord, all his face aglow. Excitement shaking all his portly frame, And thumping on the tabl«, cried aloud, " Young man, it is no trifling matter, this ! The town is weary of prolonged suspense, 38 A TALE OF NORMANDIE And I, and all tlie honest citizens Are doubting much this man's identity, Who does assume himself the rightful heir. Yes, I will be your friend ; but mark me well Thou must have strong and able proof, Or you will find yourself in atmosphere That is not pleasant." Then Reginald, His mind subdued, his heart now much at ease, Eeturned, "I have the proof; now give me rest, — I have been worried and I need repose." And when the sun, herald of mirth and toil Illumined again the little Norman town. The landlord woke his guest and breakfast served, A7id hurried to the court a mile away. Long rows of benches seated full, and all The doors and corners of the court were filled With bared-head spectators of every age. Upon the bench the bearded judge was seen And busy clerks with pen were seated 'round. The gavel fell, and quiet settled doAvn, The claimant was sworn in and asked to give Once more and last his views in self-support. And thus the court and judge he did address: " 1 look not in this crowd for sympathy, The people are against me here in town, AND OTHER POEMS. ^^ And in a weighty matter such as this Sad is my heart that I have not a friend. Five years ago I left this very town, Pursuing various trades away from home. A year ago I chanced to read a notice Which had been circulated near and far Demanding information of a youth Who bore my very name, and who had left This Norman town the year that I had left ; And as I read, each line enthused me more As it described his general appearance, And that in every detail is as mine, — Could I do else than come to the conclusion That he who was demanded was myself! Yet knew I not why he was wanted so. For better or for worsen I reasoned deep ; I had no guilt to weigh upon my mind. And with an open conscience deemed it right And but my duty to reply at once. Then did I come, and what was my surprise ? What was my joy, my inward happiness To find myself the heir to an estate Surpassing anything my youth had dreamed I There is my tale. Can honesty avail In such a world of calumny as this ? I have no proof, and there is your pretext To rob me of mine own. With open heart 40 A TALE OF NORMANDIE And wishing malice unto none, I deem Myself the heir. At other time I gave A full account of ancestors and birth For you to work upon. I close, I ceftse.'^ " He speaks glibly I " cried a spectator, That started ripples through the crowded court, '' Why, if I only had so good a tongue, I might be heir to the fortune, too." Just then there was commotion in the court. The landlord leading Reginald along, Bowed to the judge, and begged a moment^s speech. " That man who has just spoken is a liar I I long have thought it ; he's a forger, too, No witness has he here in town or court. While I will give my honor by this man." Then pointing to the claimant, stung him thus : " Look at his sunken head 1 His cheeks, they pale ! See, court, it's guilt ! I wot his conscience now Is pricking and is burning to the quick ; But see, behold my man, see how his eyes Are bright, and in his face is only truth, Come now, my Eeginald, address the court." And then our hero, with commanding mein. Began in accents strong, and clear and true : Nor faltered as he told them ample facts. Full every detail of th' eventful past; AND OTHER FOEMS. 41 And many a note aad date that bore apaia The history of the town, its citizens, He showed clear knowledge of the woman who Had left this will; of him who willed to her. And so convinced the court by evidence, By dates and figures that were not denied. That he at once won confidence from all, And then he turned, and in excited breath, With leaping heart, and heated brow and cheek, Casting his eye on every face around At once quite fearing, and yet confide nt, Asked of the judge, as well as those around " Is there a woman living in this town Who bore the maiden name of Audinot? Genevieve Audinot ? 1 speak that name For now, may hap, she has been married and Does bear another. Is there such an one 1 For all my hope is centered in that name." There was a movement in the crowded court, A woman, pale and trembling issued forth, " Reginald, O Reginald!" she cried, " Can this be you, my pride in younger days ! Can you forgive the wrong that I have done! O Judge ! O Court! this is the rightful son, i am the cause for all this trouble here ! " The true nobility of mercy is Shown in the circumstance that calls for it, 42 A TALE OF NORMANDIE j\nd he who mercy shows to those wbo have Done injury to them, is good indeed. Thus to a paining heart our Eeginakl, The past forgot in happiness, replied, "Dear Madam, thou art my salvation, now, Should I refuse your hand and turn from you, And use you only to make clear my name, Then were my nature meaner than a brute's. "Now listen, court, and Judge, while i essay To prove myself and clear a tangled web. But first, sweet woman, give thy present name.'^ "It is Leclare; but call me what you did Ten years ago when we were blithe and young."— ''GenevievCj" he paused a moment, while A thrill ot youthful love o'er spread him tiiere; ''Now make your memory play a noble part, And prove stid more the falseness of that v» retch, And let us clear the world of such a lie As he has dared to })ring upon its face. Long yearsago you gave tome a scroll Which bore the likeness of your handsome face, Can you describe it ? Please to do it then " There was a light and sparkle in her eye And joy unmeasured shown upon her tace All colored o'er and sweet to look upon. AND OTHER POEMS. 43 ** Oh, Judge !" she cried, I do remember well, Hear but my voice a moment. Long ago, Each franc that Father gave me I would save Until my little hands would overflow When I would hold them; with my money saved I bought a little frame, of silver wrought, With sweet forget-me-nots in gold around, And it was beautiful, and pleased the eye, And in the frame a little picture placed Of mine own face, and in a childish mood To Reginald I gave it, with a kiss." A smile and ripple went around the court, And Reginald, ecstatic, showed the scroll, And it was like to that which she described, And all the court in joyous cries arose. ^4 A TALE OF NORMANDIE V. '^And DOW the threatening clouds have passed away Leaving the sky in all its azure clear And let us but rejoice o'er what has come." Thus spoke sweet Genevieve to Reginald. When after many years they found themselves Oftce more together, and all unobserved. A nd hardly giving Reginald a chance To utter his own thoughts, continued thus: ''Had I then known the sorrow I should cause AND OTHER POEMS. 45 To dwell within a youtli wlio thus has shown Himself to be as true and good as you. I would have gladly severed from my arm A hand, if it would have prevented such. And then I married. Father died, and so I had no one to help me on in life, And thus to live I gave my heart away; And he w;is good, but wanted perfect health, And death at last did conquer over life. He left me little, yet enough w^herewith To live upon in this my little home Which your dear mother gave to my loved sire. O, Reginald, my prayers have long been filled Witli pleadings for th}^ safety; they have been Well answered in His ujercy and His love." "And mine for tht^e. O Genevieve, my life Since last we parted has been darkened much By that last act of yours. Some men there be Who can forget the pangs of early love, Not such am I, and there still dwells in me That early passion, less ardent, may be, Caused by our separation, yet more sincere." Thus did thej talk; their troubles and their feelings Laid bare unto each other, and when night Was well advanced, a whispered word or two 46 A TALE OF NORMANDIE A short embrace, and then, yoath's dearest dream Was realized at last. The day was set, And then the merry news was spread around, And all the town rejoiced to hear of it, But ere the day, as they together satj In childish tone did Genevieve confess: ''One night in Dreamland, as I lay reposed, A voice apprised me you were at my door, 'Reginald has come, go meet him now,' And urged that I shoald go and greet you there. But then I arguend kiss, And spreading outward softer flow As being sensible of this. And up the winding path is seen Through spreading branches high and low That interwind in luxuriant green, The ancient home, the portico. The sense of greatness thereabout With which the grounds associate, Like inspiration, draweth out A feeling nearly passionate. 62 A TALE OF NORMANDIE For o^er those very paths he trod , His voice has echoed o'«r the land, vVhen, guided by the hand of God, He saved us from the tyrant hand. Lines. (Vfitteti on a fly leaf of acopy of Tennyson's In Memorian, given to G. J, S. Kead, but for me, O Child, what here I give, E*en though you may not for thyself desire To put thy time upon it, yet believe The spark that glows in me is of the fire • That forged these verses, pensive, half divine ; For in my youth I poured o'er them and found A solemn inspiration in each line, A beauty, and a feeling, and a sound That echoes through me. What ihou readest here My lesson first in rhythmic line has been. And though its sadness may invoke a tear, I doubt not it will work thee good within. ANU OTHER POEMS. '8 Ode to Hilarity. Our purses full, we owe no debt. So let us all be merry, A glass of ale our taste to whet, And then a glass of sherry. Come, fill up the glasses and loosen your wit, For we'll sip and we'll laug'i 'til our aching sides split* The evening is short and the hours fly along, So give way to mcirriment, glasses and song. The minutes have wings or they crawl like a snail. If there's joy in the air or we sorrows bewail ; No thoughts of the morrow or sorrow have we. So merrily, merrily, merrily be. The back log is straining the andirons below, Every face with a smile does reflect the fire's glow. No girls are around to tell tales of the spree, ^Ml the more shall we merrily, merrily, lie, * or Bacchus shall reign as he never before, As his drug drifts us on to Oblivion's shore. 64 A TALE OF NORMANDIE The Delirium. Here's a song for those in trouble, And a way to get them out, Blow the pipe, and break the bubble, Drink the wine and jag about 1 For a moment court the devil. Quaff the cup and drown your care In the rum whose lowest level Is in those that lie and swear. Here's a song for you, my honey — I have loved you, it is o'er; Do not smile, it isn't funny, Curse this endless Cupids's lore! Break the bottle, fill the cup. Here's a toast for you and me: He must fall who would get up. Let us drink it merrily. Worms that glow in darkest corners. Are but tokens of the worst : Those that die and leave no mourners Are the ones forever curst. AND OTHER POEMS. 65 Then forget the eight of Heavem, There it isn't yours to dwell ; Those that have not tried and strivem Cannot hope for more than hell. Then caromse, and be ye merry, Since there isn't hope for you, Drink the rum, the wine, the sherry, Make one stomach hold for two ! Break the bottle, fill the cup, Here's a toast for you and me : He must fall who would get up ! Let us drink it merrily. CO A TALE OF NORMANDIE A Song of Twenty-One. Pm twenty-one to-day, boys, I^m twenty-one to-day, And oh, the happy Bchemes, boys, that in my fancy play! The world is twice as bright, bovs, than I have known before, The voice of friends is sweeter, too, a hundred times, and more. I've got the world before me, boys, and though they say it's hard, My Twenty-first has borne me strength no fate shall e'er retard. I dreamed when Ten that love was sweet,but oh, as it is now, You can but know when Twenty-one has crept across your brow. Th* n fill for me the glasses boys, V\l do for you the same. When you have reached your Twenty-first, the proudest hour, I claim ; And raise for me the glasses, boys, and tou h them while we sing. In ecstacy, the joy he feels who's Twenty -one in Spring I AND OTHER POEMS. ^^ The Pessimist to His God. " There is more truth in honest doubt. Believe me, than in half the creeds." O, tell me Muse, or gods of fabled strife, What is this wandering journey we call life ! I cannot reason deep, I am not such A kind that God has made, possessing much Deep reasoning and mystifying thought. Stir, would I like to know, Why was my being wrought"? Since truth, they say, of dust man was begun. To dust return when this, the life is run. Why, when he was created, didst Thou plan A troubled career while through life he ran. And dying, knows not whence he is to go, But, conscious of some lin, fears that it is below ? Reward of life, HelPs yawning chasm there ! With Charon's beckoning hand in this, our lait despair 1 Eternal fire, damnation, punishment ! The guerdon of a weak hearths rash consent, When, unaware, sin took it to beguile, "^ And all succumbed to Pleasure's sweet, alluring smile. ^8 A TALE OF NORMANDIE I rose on earth, a weakling and unlearned, I turned for aid, but everywhere was spurned; I found all laws adverse to man's advance; A waste of briars upon a wide expanse O'er which I had to go, my hands and eyes The instruments a roadway its making to devise. And on I strove, with failure or success, This weary heart to lighten or depress , And here and there upon the broad expanse A rose of beauty caught upon my glance : And these were sorts of pleasure, but around, To tantalize the passions arose a warning sound. Of these all were but beautiful, here and thert, Albeit, nodded one extremely rare; But as the power for lurring did enlarge, Loud and severer rang the warning charge, "Forbear, 'tis hell who takes a taste of these." liiit feeling was predominant, and I took, my knees Were weak beneath me, I had ta'en. and felt That according to my deed I should be dealt. But strength arose anon, and then I said, "Why feared I so? what lies beyond the dead Is all uncertain, we are on a sea Of various disputes over that which is to b«. AND OTHER POEMS. 69 "And siding nowhere, have 1 not the ri^ht To judge beliefs all wrong, and death a blight, Wanting in all, and Hell a mighty sham To make me move from what i rcully am? But fearing it, and deeming it the measure />f punishment for sin, make life devoid of pleasure. "But being right have I not on this earth Lived happily in all degrees of mirth, And dying, find not hell my soul to take, But mere oblivion tho goal at stake ? While they that humbled flesh, nor drunk the cup, What have they gained when this, their life, is given up ? " I choose of two: a life of piety, Or take my share as in society, Forgetting the soul and loving but the flesh. And weaving thicker, as I live, a mesh. That be i wrong another life shall make Of punishment thereof my soul entire to take. Thus have I reasoned as my life wore on, And of my various works, when I am gone. Of what was good, how have they benefitted This all corrupted earth, so badly fitted To have the true nobility of good That in the few doth rise and passionate the blood? Q A TALE OF NORMANBIE What are the planets, are they worlds like this f What is the mood of living, strife or bliss 1 If worlds they be. has the incarnate form Of Him appeared, their sacrilage to storm ? Or are there countries grandlier formed than the; Where life's a glorious heaven, conformity and ease ? I envy not some wild, untutored race That lives without the fear of Judgment's face, Nor the impoverished heathen, neither, yet, The Orient ds 'neath their minaret, Whose lives are spent as by the revelation Of him at Mecca, with unstinted recreation, I am content with wbat I am, but find My mind in various ways most disinclined To put belief in that which e'er has hung A:? guidance o'er a world since it was young, Teaching us ever the mystery of life. Which in itself has been the point of endless strife. To Homen The lofty strains of the Scian bard ! What though the countless years are run, Those countless years his lines record As fresh as when they were begun. AND OTHER POEMS. ^^ The Song of Wanton Wa-Wa« "Written for E. A. W., with Apologies to H. W. Longfellow. Should you ask me whence this story, Whence this strange, unheard-of story That I'm writing in this metre, Just to please a lovely maiden, Just to make a lovely maiden Feel that life is less a burden Bj the pleasure that it gives her, I should answer, I should tell you, From the brain of Wanton Wa-Wa, From the brain of that strange creature Whom the fates have surnamed ^'Wa-Wa'^ Whom the fates have doomed forever To a life that's strange and dreamy, With his head all full of rhyming. And his hands unused to labor. He who sits and smokes the Peace pipe. While the maidens dance around him, Asking : ' 'Whence this mighty genius f Whence this power of snatching fancies. And the power of putting fancies Into lines of even measure?" Once, when Wa-Wa, sad and weary, After many months of study. Left his college and his study, 72 A TALE OF NORMANDIE Left the place to which the maiden Oft addressed her pretty letters, Sought the ease of Western country, Sought the town wherein the maiden Lives her life of fun and frolic Came upon a summer morning Came when all the bees were humming, And the orchards were o'erladen With the fruit that fair Pomona Loves to tender in the summer. Loves to watch in starry evenings When the hearts of happy lovers Hold communion with each other. Each afraid to tell the secret That is wearing them to pieces, Such the time when wanton Wa-Wa Went to seek the lovely maiden Who had sent the pretty letters. And had always closed the letters With the sentence, ''I am weary". Who had said she loved him dearly, (With a love that is Platonic,) But the maiden did not know it, Did not know that Wanton Wa-Wa Had so early come to see her. Then when Wa-Wa all ecstatic. Went with heart as light as fancy "AND OTHER POEMS. 73 To the house to find the maiden, To the house wherein the maiden Often entertained poor Wa-Wa, He, young Wa-Wa, saw the maiden. Walking with another fellow. With a fellow that was handsome, Handsomer than Wanton Wa-Wa, j^.nd the heart of Wanton Wa-Wa Sank as does a stone in water, Sank with all its glory in it. Sank and sank, and found no bottom ; Then he turned, all hope departing. Turned him from that cruel maiden. And with strides that Polyphemus Would have judged extremely mighty, With a stride that some wild rabbit Would have judged extremely rapid, Fled, and uttered direful vengeance. Uttered words that are not pleasant All about that wicked maiden Who had left poor Wanton Wa-Wa, Left him for another fellow! 74 A TALE OF NORMANDIE O, Canst Thou Not ? O, canst thou not, when night is low And storms are blowing o'er the lea Forget thyself a moment, O, And let thy thoughts drift back lo mef Or cannot swelling heart within Oompell the rising of thy breast 1 Or but remorse for what has been Eeturn again, like birds to neat? Hast thou not in thine eyes a tear That yet would fall for me? Hast thou no kisses left, my dear, That mine again shall be ? And canst thou not recall the days We spent at school of yore ? While o'er thy brow sweet memory strays^ Ne'er known so sweet before Alas, we know not half the iruth Of joys that fleeing be, But when is gone this happy youth, O, call them back with me. AND OTHER POEMS. The Last Oak of Shervv'-ood Forest* '' strike me not, O, sturdy woodsman, while as yet I am not dead. Centuries have rolled beneath me since I raised on earth my head. And I stand a lonely monarch — for my race has died away — Looking on the stars at even and the busy world by day, I have seen my comrades falling all around me, one by one, So I ask you, leave me standing 'till my vital parts are run: Then, when all my leaves have fallen, and my arms are hanging low. And I feel n