•S. "^^J'^iZ^ '-^^ LIBRARY OF CONGRESS. Chap.T^S3eoiiyright No. ShelfE2-.25"H£3 1^^^ UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. '^ P,, ?& t.-^ -K^^ «?n?P .V.:^ i f^^ 21 laaa f )\)\\ DL'I ,\,N> REV. SIPKO REDERUS. N .Nil) hAN DLM \\\ l\ I II I .NI>M^^II»l>l \' \l II N AM> C»TIIKK I'll >« I I II f-llH i >v \ . 1 HY M ! I • l< < ) UKDICHL'H AtTHOR Ol^ MlikATH'NH «»h U\ .MM L« KTV. nr w r Mt*MrM««1r i''^'^ ^ ■^^ -rs , vA- '\< <^) 3139 Copyrighted 1897 PREFACE. In view of the kind reception my previous book "Vibration of my Soul" has met with, I take the liberty to place this new volume before the public, begging pardon at the same time for the republica- tion of a few pieces of the old volume which appear revised in this edition. They are musings and observations by the wayside of my life, and when my fellow travellers find them refreshments and recreations on their journey, I shall feel gratified that they have done this service. The Author. Malconi, N. Y., November, 1897. Debication. Co my bear bepartcb ^^atl^er, IV^o now mores in l^earenly spt^erc ; Co my eoer precious ntotl]er, IPl]o yet w'ltli us lingers t^ere ; Co tl^e family of mankinb, Co my fellom-trapelers t]ere : 3 l?ere bebicate tt^is colume,— ITlay it ebify anb client. Ct]e author. CONTENTS. Mid-day Dreams in the Mississippi Valley Oleander, Neglected Virtne Dying, A Dewdrop on a Thirsty Ground The Ruined Church, An Echo, Sabbath Bells, Moonlight Reverie, Man, God and Nature, . To Mr. and Mrs. Sleyster, After the Wedding, Little Mary, Damsel Forest, Herwijnen's Tragedy, Autumnal .Solitude It's Christmas Da3% A Crossbeam and the Pole. How Old Are You ? The Soldier's Rest. In an Album, March and Friendship, On a Doorstep of Virginia, Thoughts in a Menagerie, vSelf-Esteem, The Mouldering Trunk, The Waterwheel, The Last Pilgrimage. True Cultivation. Respice Finem, . The Weathercock. Prayer, To My Classmates, I Have Crossed the Mississippi Amanda, My Flower, Christmas Dreams. How a Bandit Set Things in Order, After the vStorm, Floral Offerings, A December Storm, To the Memory of Dominie Sharpley 8 CONTENTS. Coming and Going, Rosa, .... An Hour on the Shores of the Great The Little Patriot, The Snowbirds, Where Are They ? Our Children, . Where? .... The Cottage of Yore, . To the Wounded Hearts, IvOngings, On the Anniversary of My Father Unwelcome Guests, . Evening Song, . Batavia alias Transvalia, . , A Meditation in Autumn, A Husband's and Father's I^ament In the Forest, The Patriot's Favorite Haunts, Reqviiescat in Pace, Time and Eternity, Crooked Pathways : Two in One House, . Private Opinion, The Preacher, What Time is It? . Rather Complicated, The Tables Turned. . Surprise, The New Pastor, Self-Esteem, The Critic, The Merry-go-around, Entertaining Company, , Make Both Ends Meet, The Doctor and His Patient. The Right Man, Prudence, The Pot and the Kettle, Notes. .... 99 lOO 105 107 ic8 109 no III 112 114 "5 117 118 119 120 122 125 126 127 129 134 143 144 144 144 145 145 146 146 147 147 148 148 149 150 156 156 157 158 MID-DAY DREAMS IN THE MISSISSIPPI VALLEY. On a certain morning in spring I took a ramble through that lovely section of Wisconsin which lies between the little village of New Amsterdam and Gales- ville Ferry northwest of the City of lya Crosse. It was a lovely morning, the air w^as serene, fleec}^ clouds drifted •over my head and purple distances of forest and hill greeted me on ever^- side. My way led first along the bottom lands of the Black River, presenting a loveh- woodland-scene that stretched away for miles to the west, set off by purple ridges of Min- nesota and displaying the loveliness of the tender green of spring, interspersed with the white blossoms of the wild cherry whose fragrance filled the air. To the right towered the bluffs of Wisconsin , conspicuous among them King Bluff with an isolated rock by its side, resembling some mediccval castle tower. In front of me w^as Dacorah peak, a cone-shaped rock flat on the top, in whose immediate vicinity Chief Dacorah is said to have given battle to his hereditary enemies, the Sioux. Further on to the west Templean Hill loomed up mark- ing the course of the Father of Waters and reminding me of the daring French adventurers w^ho probably during the latter part of the seventeenth century held for a time their abode in its vicinit3\ As I pursued my solitary way, I was pleasantly enter- tained by sweet woodland notes, such as the ceaseless tappings of the woodpecker in the forest, the lowing of the cattle in the valley, the monotonous songs of the blackbirds in the trees and the drumming of the wood- cock in the forest recesses. Descending at last into the valley I found myself on the edge of a beautiful lakelet, smooth as a mirror, except lO MID-DAY DREAMS. where it was ruffled by an exploring muskrat or splash- ing aquatic bird. For a short time I tarried in this lovely spot, admiring the modest beauty of the water lily and listening to the songs in the thicket that mingled with the ceaseless croaking of the frogs. Then turning to the right I wended my way to King Bluff (one of the highest eleva- tions of Wisconsin) from which I expected to obtain an interesting view of the Mississippi Valley. A short walk took me to my destination and after an exhausted scramble I stood on the tow^ering rock, abun- dantly rewarded for my trouble, for a glorious panorama greeted my vision. To the south, closely hugged to the bosom of the Father of Waters, I discovered the spires of busy La Crosse. To the west, marking the course of the Mississippi were the undulating ridges of Minnesota against which appeared in bold relief the villages of Dresbach and Dakotah. In the northwest Templean Hill was once more visible, with the town of that name on its base, while further on, diml}' visible on the foot of Minnesota's hills, I detected the City of Winona. And there directly below me I spied the restful homesteads nestled among the groves, while here and there a plowman could be seen patiently pur- suing his solitary course. In the hazy distances, lazily floating over the lands- cape I noticed white puffs of smoke left by a passing steamer and a vapory streak drawn along the purple Mississippi Bluffs told me where the iron steed had pur- sued his steady course. I/Ovely be3'ond description was the panorama unfolded before me, with hills and streams, cities and farm houses, forests and cops and as mine eyes leisurely swerved over the scene, my thoughts were involuntarily transported to the past. How different, thought I, this valley would have MID-DAY DREAMS. II appeared to me, if I had occupied this position some hundred and fifty years ago. Instead of these cities and hamlets I might have seen clusters of Indian wigwams (shifting villages of the plain). Where the peaceful cattle now grazed, there might have appeared to me some swift-footed antelope or browsing deer. Yonder smoke that now revealed the passing steamer, I might have taken for the war signal of the Red Man, directing the movement of the strife. Where now the farmer patiently plodded behind the plow, the dashing Indian hunter might have been seen, recklessly pursuing his game. And instead of those reverberations, now" caused by the white man's vehicle, which came winding up the hill, to haul the winter-supply for the hearth, I might have heard the weird lamentations of some Indian warriors, who came in a disorderly procession to lay a noted chief to rest among these vernal hills. But hardly anything of that wild, and in many respects enchanting life, had remained and the Red Man, once the ruling power of that world had disappeared too, driven from the sepulchers of his fathers by the ruthless intruders, to roam a vagabond in his own country, reading his approaching doom in the setting sun. I felt the pathos of the circumstance and said to my- self, " Down trodden Indian, I can realize thy condition. I can feel the rancor that consumes thy breast, but ma}" the God of Justice redress th}- wrongs and prevent the extinction of thy noble race !" It was high noon now, and feeling the uncomfortable effects of the sun, I sought shelter beneath a tree, where overcome by a drowsy feeling I fell asleep and had an extraordinary dream. I dreamed that I sat on the summit of King Bluff look- ing down its southern slope, when suddenly, a few rods from me, there emerged from the forest an Indian war- rior of the old type, graceful in bearing and gigantic in 12 MID-DAY DREAMS. stature. He was in war costume, face painted and head feathered, with a bow in his right hand and a bundle of arrows dangUng by his side. I was , terror stricken when I saw him and ready to make my escape, when in a stentorian voice he ordered me to stand still. Fearing that he might slay me I obeyed and soon stood face to face with the formidable intruder. With ferocious looks he stared at me and so completely was I overcome with terror, seeing his distorted features, that I could not utter a word. He seemed to observe it, for changing his combative attitude he addressed me with the following friendly words : "White man, don't fear Yellow Thunder for he will not hurt thee. He spoke first in a grutf way to prevent thee from running away, for he has to communicate to thee something of impor- tance and which greatly will interest thee. "There was a time when I would have been to thee a terror, when I was yet the powerful chief of the Winne- bagoes, but that is all passed now, for what you see of him here is his spirit and there (pointing to a little mound near by) lies his body. My w^arfare is over and I am now a man of peace. The Great Spirit knows that Yellow Thunder speaks the truth ; let his tongue be par- alyzed if he utters a single falsehood ! "But," he contintied, "thou fearest me still? Well, here ( and he presented his calumet ) ,let this pipe pass from my lips to thine and the smoke of it ascend to the Great Spirit as a witness to the truth of ni)^ statements." Then he smoked a while and handing the pipe to me I fol- lowed his example, because I knew that over this sacred emblem of the red man his word was never broken. " You are at ease now? " he asked. I nodded. "Lis- ten then," he continued, " to the sad story of Yellow thunder. ' ' " But," said he, " let me explain to you before I begin, why I have such a desire to speak to you. ' ' When you sat there uttering the wish that the Great Spirit might preserve the red race and adjust its wrongs, MID-DAY DREAMS. I3 I stood behind you listening. Your hearty expression did me good and I said to myself, here then I have found at last a white man who is m}- brother. I will talk to him to relieve my heart and give him the story of my misfortunes (for although I am now in the happy hunting grounds of our departed, the miseries of my declining race on earth often grieve my spirit, and so leaves my present life still in an incomplete condition)." I became now interested. "Go on," said I, "for with great pleasure will I listen to the stor}^ of my brother. ' ' He heaved a deep sigh, and then commenced his inter- esting narrative. " Do you see that hill there," he asked, " far away on the horizon ? " I nodded. " Well," said he (with a wild look in his eyes that revealed his inward emotions), "there one day appeared the little cloud which spread all over our western world, and from which broke forth a tempest that brought death and desolation over our people. • " Ah ! why were we not wiser ! Why did the red man, who knows the signs of Heaven and whose very steps are caution, allow the beautiful snake to take shelter in his bosom where it so successfully gave him the deadly bite? "One day, as I with a company of chiefs, had gath- ered for a peaceful chat on the banks of the Miche-Sepe there came floating down stream strange objects which proved to be canoes but of such a w^onderful shape and so much larger than ours that we became somewhat alarmed. "As they came nearer we saw that they contained human beings, but so strange in appearance that we sur- mised them to be inhabitants of the spirit world. Their form was like ours, but their faces were white, the lower part of which was covered with a thick growth of hair, while their garments, which covered their bodies from head to foot, appeared also different in shape and of other color than ours. ' ' But what astonished us the most was the deadly effect of their weapons, for as one of them pointed a kind of 14 MID-DAY DREAMS. straight rod toward a bird that flew over them, we saw a puff of smoke followed b}' a loud report that sent the animal dead to the ground. "The wonderful news was soon known in the village and all came flocking out to the riverside, squaws, chil- dred, and old people, but the strange sight so frightened them that they hurried back screaming at the top of their voices that the Great Spirit had come to destroy them. x\nd, let me freely say, that we, the chiefs, who never had showed the heart of a squaw, not even in the greatest dangers, also felt strangely affected, although we did not show it, for we consider it a disgrace to a red man to manifest fear in the presence of death, though he be sent by the Great Spirit to destroy us. " But our hearts grew somewhat lighter when we noticed that the strangers instead of landing upon our shores crossed over to the opposite side of the river, stepped out and erected their wigwams. "We returned now to our village, taking, however, the precaution to place a guard on the river side, and then talked about nothing else but the spirit men. ' ' The question was now what was to be done under the circumstances, for to live unconcerned in close prox- imit}' of such formidable strangers would be the great- est imprudence. So we concluded to call a council together, which soon afterward met, and an extraordinary meeting it was, in which the principal chiefs of the neigh- boring tribes took a lively part. " Our discussions lasted two daj^s and there appeared first to be a diversity of opinion about the actions to be taken, a few stout-hearted ones favoring expvilsion or wholesale slaughter. But the greater number advocated peace, for they argued, if these people are the embassa- dors of the Great Spirit, they may, if we treat them kindly, reward us richly, but if we maltreat them bring death and desolation over our people. "All seemed to feel the strength of this argument and so it was resolved to send over an embassv of Chiefs MID-DAY DREAMS. I5 with our friendl}- greetings and to find out b}^ a diligent inquiry the real state of afifairs. "The next day three of the chiefs (I one of their num- ber) started out on this important mission, for we feared that delay might hasten on our destruction. "Not a word was spoken as we paddled our canoes across the Father of Waters, having all the while our eyes fixed ^on the camp of our mysterious visitors, who detecting us, gathered upon the banks of the river armed with their fire-rods. ' ' This first alarmed us and we stopped for a moment, but as they gave us a sign to come on, we proceeded again and soon stood face to face for the first time, with the white men ( for such they proved afterwards to be, and no Spirits, as we first surmised). They leceived us very kindly, and soon by signs ( for they could not speak our language) we carried on an interesting conversation. " They conducted us to their wigwams and showed us their many beautiful articles made of strange material and wonderfully fashioned, such as their long and beautiful scalping knives and their dreadful fire-rods, whose wonderful operations they revealed to us. Then they exhibited also to us a small round box containing a little trembling rod, which, no matter how it was turned went back to its original position, pointing toward the Great River, and by which they said to have been directed over the Great Water and through untrodden wildernesses to us, a wonderful article, which proved that the white man, who could fabricate such things, stood in a secret communication with the Great Spirit. And that this was so, we soon afterward found out, for when we had examined these and other strange things, they conducted us in the presence of their great medicine man, a person whose peculiar garment and kind expres- sion had attracted our attention from the beginning, and who showed us another wonderful object, called the great Spirit book, through which he communicated l6 MID-DAY DREAMS. with the Great Spirit and so derived his wisdom as a teacher to the white and red people. "Great good man, how well I rememberthe wonderful impression he made upon me, with his white locks and beard that encircled his good natured, ruddy countenance, a view as charming as the wintry Miche-Sepe in the evening glow with his snow clad hills all around him. ' ' Until late in the evening we remained with our friends and then returned to our people, greath' rejoicing that we had found men whose hearts beat for us with the warmest affections, and no spirits, as we first surmised. Our people were already anxiously waiting for us upon the shore, and great was their joy when they saw us back again and could listen to our wonderful tales about the white man. ' ' In the course of time the strangers put up their abode among us, although they took the precaution to surround their wigwams in the manner of some of our tribes, with a wooden enclosure, called stockade, to serve as a pro- tection against the red man in case he should attack them. " This however proved to have been not necessary for we did not suspect them at all of evil intentions, and so in the future we lived in harmony and peace. "They became on very intimate terms with us; ac- companied us on our hunting expeditions, gave us valuable instructions and wise counsel, and often during the summer evenings would gather with us around our fires relating wonderful stories about their people across the Great Water, or thrilling adventures, so dear to the red man's heart (for it must be remembered that in a comparatively short time they learned to express them- selves in our tongue). "They had, however, no intention to remain long among us and so after a delightful stay of two summers, bade us a kind farewell and returned to their people, taking with them a quantity of our wares and giving us in exchange for it many of their useful articles, among them a few valuable fire rods and some ammunition. MID-DAY DREAMS. I7 "Two of them, however, remained with us, — the White Medicine Man and his adopted son, a child, whom he had bought on his way to us from one of our tribes who had taken him captive in an encounter with the whites and whom we called afterwards Antelope, on account of his swift footed capacity. ' 'The reason why this man resolved to stay with us was the following : He said he that was the son of a great Chief across the Great Water, that he lived there with his parents in great luxury, when one day the Great Spirit ordered him to leave his home, his friends and posses- sions and to go to the red man, giving him that infor- mation about his kind disposition toward mankind, which in former days he had communicated by other men to the whites, and which had made them so much wiser and greater than their red brethren. "He had at once obeyed his orders and with a number of companions entered upon the dangerous journey, crossing the Great Water and travelling through wilder- nesses, both attended with the greatest hardships and privations, until at last he reached the red children of the setting sun. "And now let me tell you what he had to say about the Great Spirit: " The Great Spirit said he had made all things, the sun, moon, stars and this world with rivers, lakes, hills, valleys and all kinds of animals, but that man was his greatest work, whose race was represented first by one man and woman, whose children we all were, the whites and the reds. That he loved them more than all his other creatures, because they resembled him more closely and obeyed his will and for which he had rewarded them richly, having endowed them, among other things with perfect happiness and eternal life. But that one da}^ the Evil Spirit came and in a treacherous way caused him to disobey the Great Spirit, who became so indig- nant about it, that he drove them away from his presence and punished them with sorrow and death. That, how- l8 MID-DAY DREAMS. €ver, the Great Spirit later on, had mercy on them and coming down in the form of a man showed them the way to immortal life hereafter. But that the Evil Spirit did not like this and therefore declared war to the Great Good Spirit and displayed such an ability, that he suc- ceeded in conquering and capturing the latter, whom he cruelly tortured to death. That three days afterwards the Great Spirit revived again, who summoning now to his aid all his forces in heaven and upon earth, attacked the Evil One, whom he completely routed and for ever disabled, after which he gave man free and undisputed access to the land of eternal glory and peace. " We first did not pay much attention to his stor>', but when we saw how devoted he M^as to us, which revealed the greatness and sincerity of his heart, proving that the Great Spirit dwelt in him, we accepted his teachings and from that moment on became happier and more prosperous than ever before. Great, good man, no wonder tliat his people called him Father, for a true Father he was, not only to them but also to us. " What did he not do to benefit us ? Swimming turbu- lent streams, crossing treacherous swamps, plodding through deep snows in the bitter cold of the winter and travelling through forests infested with ferocious beasts ! And then what a help he was to the sick and the dying ! What valuable medicine he would administer, which dis- lodged the evil spirits that tormented our loved ones and oh ! how the broken vision of the dying lit up with ani- mation, when he assured them, that they were on their wa}^ to the happy lands of peace where disease and death were unknown ! " And on what intimate terms he was with Yellow Thunder, his squaw, Rising Star, and his little girl Roe ! *' How many a pleasant hour he spent with us, accom- panied by Antelope ! " How time sped by, when he related to us his travels and adventures and particularly when he spoke of his old home and land ! And sometimes during the tranquil MID-DAY DREAMS. I9 summer evenings, when the Great Spirit started his fires on the blue plains above, how eagerly we would listen, when he told us, that those tiny sparks were worlds and suns, which never grew old, floated forever on the air without support and as plainly could be seen by his people across the Great Water as we saw them here ! But, how much more it interested us when he revealed the fact, that the Great Spirit, who made and kept all that was our Father's, whose protecting arms were for- ever around us, significanth^ pointing then to the cross which he wore on his breast ! " Happy days, why could they not last forever ! Why had the night of death forever to darken this beautiful heaven of life and love ! " But thus it happened, for the Father began gradually to feel the effects of declining age, which, combined with those infirmities that follow as a rule a life spent in hard- ships and exposures, broke dowm his strong constitution and ended his useful life. ' ' L/Ct me tell you what hastened on the end ! "One day he started out on a journey to a distant tribe. It was late in the fall and wet weather followed, rains every day, accompanied with chilling blasts. There was no shelter on his path, except where he found perchance an overhanging rock or cave, and which afforded a poor protection against the inclemency of the weather. Under these unfavorable circiunstance he pursued his course, often in a drenched condition, until finally, totally ex- hausted, and suffering from pain he reached his desti- nation. " But his stay there was short, for as he felt his end ap- proaching, and earnestly desired to die among us, he started on his return journey as soon as the weather be- came milder, and late in spring managed to reach us. We greatly rejoiced to see him back, but alas ! no- ticed at once the great change that had come over him ; his hollow cough, his emaciated features, his sunken eyes, and his unsteady gait. The good Father was dying 20 MID-DAY DREAMS. and he himself was aware of it, but he was resigned to his lot, yea spoke even with joy about his approaching de- parture. However it affected us sadly, for how lonely and desolate would be our existence without him. ' Father,' we used to say therefore, 'ah ! do not leave us, pray the Good Spirit to prolong thy days. ' But then with a smile on his lips he would answer : ' My children, be resigned, the Great Spirit has willed it thus and his ways are always good and wise. But judge for yourself, would it not be better for me to go to my rest after so much anxiety and toil ? Would you envy my repose ? And do you suppose .that the Great Spirit would allow the work go to ruin, for which he in his wisdom called me away from my kindred and friends? No," no, my children, learn to say, like your Saviour in Gethsemane, ' thy will be done.' ' " That settled it; we said no more and with resignation to the will of the Great Spirit, watched the gradual de- cline of the dear flame of life. "The w^ork of destruction proceeded now rapidly; he grew daily weaker and soon was compelled to stay at home, musing his last days away in his little summer house, a wooden frame-work, overgrown with ivy, built by his own hand on a cliff overhanging the river, faith- fully attended by his loving Antelope. " And it was to this place, when he felt his end ap- proaching, that he one day hastily summoned us, in order that he might give us his blessing. We hurried at once to his home, myself, Rising Star and Roe. He was, as usual, in his summer house, but on entering w^e found him sleeping in a sitting position, leaning backward against the wall, his head bent forward and with the Spirit Book upon his knees, on which rested his folded hands. "Fearing to disturb him, we retraced our steps, but he awoke and with a smile on his lips beckoned us to his presence. We drew near. ' My children,' said he, 'you have just come in time, for besides giving you my blessing, I can report to you interesting news. In MID-DAY DREAMS. 21 111}' short slumber here I had a peculiar dream and the Great Spirit has informed my spirit that it is a prophetic vision, revealing the blessed future of your and my race. *' ' Let me relate it to you, and may the Great Spirit give me strength to finish it to the end. " ' I dreamed that I occupied a commanding position on a certain plateau that terminated precipitously near a wide, beautiful stream, a grassy glade with dense forests all around me, except on the river side, where it looked out upon a charming scene, with the placid river below me, dimly visible through a thin veil of mist and bor- dered on the other side by bold precipitous mountains. " ' As I sat there, mine eyes leisurely swerving over the delightful landscape, there came suddenly bounding forth from the forest two fleet-footed animals, apparently some kind of Antelope and young Roe, which, dashing close by me entered the wood just opposite to my place and disappeared from view. I concluded that they were chased, and so it was, for at once there emerged from the forest a hunter, who coming up to me asked me politely if I had seen the creatures referred to. I ans- wered affirmatively, told him where the animals had dis- appeared and he continued his chase. ' ' ' My curiosity was now aroused and straining my ears I waited for the report of the hunter's gun that would seal the fate of the innocent creatures. " 'Nothing, however, came to my ear and now the thought struck me that the animals in their bewildered condition might possibly have leaped over the precipice, which was directly behind the woods in which they had disappeared. Immediately I instituted search, and arriving at the declivity, which was about two hundred feet above the river, I looked down, but found my view obstructed by a cluster of gnarled evergreens, growing out of the crevices of the rocks. So I made a short descent and taking m}^ position on a projecting limb of a treCj covild look down for about fifty feet, when again a few trees were in my way. And now, as I tried to 22 MID-DAY DREAMS. obtain a glimpse of the valley through an opening between the branches, mine eyes fell upon an eagle's nest, built upon a projecting rock. Noticing that it contained something alive and expecting it to be young eagles, I descended a little lower so as to obtain a better view of the interesting birds. But imagine my surprise, when instead of 3^oung eagles I found the ver}^ animals in it for which I was in search, an antelope and young deer, unhurt and apparently as tame as domestic animals. " ' I tried now to approach the nest and if possible to rescue the little creatures from their perilous position. But just as I made the attempt, I heard a voice above me uttering these remarkable words, clear and distinct : ' He that dwelleth in the secret place of the Most High, shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. They shall mount up with wings as of eagles; they shall run and not be weary and they shall walk and not faint.' " ' Struck with terror I looked up, when lo, there hover- ed over me a huge eagle, who slowly descending, alighted on the nest, carefully covering the animals with his long, broad pinions. And now I saw a wonderful trans- formation, for the quadrupeds suddenly changed into young eagles, who, following the mother bird, soared heavenward, higher and higher, until they disappeared from view. " ' The wonderful vision greatly alarmed me for I knew that the Great Spirit had spoken to me. What could be the significance ? I took courage and lifting mine eyes to heaven, I prayed, ' Oh Great, Good Spirit explain to th)^ servant the meaning of this wonderful vision.' And immediately there came His answer, ' Wake up and thou shalt know it.' I awoke, saw you, and the myster}^ stood revealed before me.' " 'M}' children,' he continued, 'listen now attentively and I will tell you what the Great Spirit has to say. ' Then he ordered Roe and Antelope to draw near to him and when they had done so, he joined their right hands MID-DAY DREAMS. 23. and laid his right one on Antelope's head and his left one on Roe's. 'These two,' said he, "will become man and wife and in their union is prefigured the union of the white and red races. It will, however, take some time before it is accomplished, terrible wars must precede it, the whites and the reds trying to exterminate each other, instigated by the Evil Spirit, but the Great, Good Spirit will interfere and finally effect a lasting reconciliation, resulting in the union of the two races,, forming, them into one of the greatest nations the world ever saw, with one common Totum, the Eagle, signifi- cant of their strength, bravery, rising abilities and protecting care, which they will extend to the perse- cuted that come to these shores from all the lands of the world.' The father ceased to speak and as he lifted his eyes to heaven, I noticed that his lips quivered with sublime emotions. A great weakness now came over him, his last forces were spent. — He gasped for breath. — His lips moved once more and with great difficulty he uttered these last words in faltering accent : ' My children— it is all over — with me now — I — am — going — to — my — Father. He — bless — 3-ou. Farewell — forever.' His head sank upon his breast, his eyes closed, he slept. Alas ! it was the sleep of death. The father had launched his canoe upon the wide, dark river of death and we stood weeping and forsaken upon the shore. The sad news spread like a wild fire among the tribes and there was a great mourning. ' ' We buried the good father with all the honors due to a great chief and carefully encased his remains in a birch-bark canoe, laid him to rest near his beloved wigwam in the hearing of the murmuring Miche-Sepe and placed upon his grave, according to his directions, the sign of the Great Spirit, ' for ' said he, ' that cross will remind you of the love of the Great Spirit for you and of the instruction, which I have given you in His name." " My story is told," said Yellow Thunder, " but, oh ! 24 MID-DAY DREAMS. how it pains my heart that I never saw the predictions of the great father fulfilled. The dreary events that fol- lowed are too many to be told. Let it be sufficient when I tell 3^ou that we were betrayed by the white man. Our visitors, whom we had treated so kindly and who meant it well for us too, unintentionally had opened the way for others, people with black hearts, and teirible times followed. One lawless band followed another, and they pillaged and murdered among us, but we resisted their aggressions with unflinching stubborness and the blood flowed freely. Ours, however, was a hopeless cause, for neither our superior number nor our unflinch- ing braver}^ could compete with the white man's sagacity and continuallj^ we lost ground. Still we fought on and in the fierce struggle Rising Star, Antelope and my sweet child Roe perished. I survived them all and even the chiefs who were born during my old age, ni}- heart deeper cut with each succeeding year, until I too fell in the bloody encounter for the cause of my people. ' ' Yes, my warfare is over now, and sometimes I leave my happy hunting grounds to wander over these hills watching the progress of the white man and the gradual decline of my people. " But through the dark cloud that hangs over them, I have discovered a star of hope. There is after all a better future for the Red Man and therefore I say, 'Go on. White Man, betray and kill and be quick about it too, for the death of our race on earth is the morning of our freedom in the Spirit world. One by one they are arriv- ing at our happy hunting grounds. ' The White Man says, ' They are reading their doom in the setting sun.' I see the dawn of an eternal day of glory, keep freeh' all thy ill gotten gains, we desire no more thy countr}- (virtually ours), but dismal with horrible recollections. Oh! Great, Good Spirit, send soon all thy Red Children to us, through the golden gates of the west." My warrior ceased to speak. Suddenly I heard a rum- bling noise, resembling the distant roar of thunder ; MID-DAY DREAMS. 25 nearer and nearer it came, until it sounded like a fearful stampede, accompanied with unearthly yells, hideous shouting and loud snorting. I looked around and there appeared to me a little ways off a cloud of dust, and im- mediately after it immense herds of buffalo, antelope, deer and other wild animals. Countless Indian hunters mounted on wild steeds struggled between and galloped behind the surging mass, wild with excitement and fan- tastically arrayed. I had a view of the Red Man's happy hunting grounds. Where was Yellow Thunder ? He had joined his com- rades. I happened to see him yet in the distance, and waving his hand to me in token of farewell, he jumped upon his steed and disappeared with the rest in the cloud of dust that rolled after the confused mass. A gush of wind passed through the tree over my head and I was awake. I looked once more over the Mississippi Valley, spread out before me in all the loveliness of the hazy spring afternoon, renovated and improved, now no longer dis- turbed by cruel wars that once cursed its inhabitants, but blest by peaceful industries, the result of intellectual and spiritual enlightenment. It was the result of the teach- ings of the Nazarene, whose elevating doctrines as early as the eighteenth century were proclaimed by these self- sacrificing Missionary Fathers to the Red Man in the Mississippi Valley, carried forward and improved by their successors under different names. True, with all these bearers of the truth came also the unprincipled ones who maltreated the unsuspecting hos- pitable children of nature. But like a wild mountain- stream that spreads death and desolation in its early overflow, but in its retreat leaves behind the rich alluvian deposit, which gives a good harvest to many, thus with the rush of lawless adventure came our Christian Civili- zation here, now supported and protected by a govern- ment that recognizes the equality of races and finally must render justice to the downtrodden Indian. 26 MID-DAY DREAMS. Let us trust that he is safe now in the spacious nest of the American Eagle in which so many of the oppressed of the nations of the earth have found refuge and that both races finally wedded to each other forever will bury Tomahawk and Sword. And so it will come to pass that the original Lord of the Soil in his union with the White American once more possesses the inheritance of his Fathers, a better and hap- pier Lord, rescued by an all overruling Providence from ignorance and bloody strife (which eventually would have destroyed him), gently led onward to Excelsior by the Soaring American Eagle. His sun has set, his fascinating presence In peace and war has vanished from our land, His council fires are out, his brown Sepees demolished His tomahawk lies buried in the sand. Sleep, warrior, sleep, we will forget j-our errors And emulate the virtues which you had And with vour children, now our brothers and our sisters Place reverently the flowers upon your bed. Oleander.* Upon the seashore stood A maiden young and fair. The sea was wild and white, Her eyes spoke of despair. Yonder there was the ship, Sinking into the wave, Of all the gazers on No one that ship could save. Upon that craft was one. No one but she loved more. It brought Leander back From distant foreign shore. Once more the waves rose high, Swept b}' the swelling gale. She watched — stretched forth her hands. Away sunk mast and sail. With a derisive roar, That drowned the maiden's screech The wild and crested waves. Came dancing on the beach Once more the cruel sea Her frolic did repeat, — A lifeless, youthful form, It flung before her feet. There was a cry — she fell Upon the dead man's breast. And in young Hero's arms. Her lover's form did rest. Upon the lonely shore She dug Leander' s grave. Beneath a verdant shrub, In hearing of .the M'ave, * See note. And on the grave its boughs Spread out their shadows deep, A shelter for the girl. Who came to sigh and weep. And there her drooping soul Grew darker day by day. Until the clouds of grief Extinguished reason's ray. And from the shady bower. The loud and frantic cry, " O ! O ! Leander," would Attract the passer by. A stranger passed that way. He found the raving maid. He asked her, " Who art thou?' But not a word she said. Another man came up. He solved the mystery. It touched the traveller With tender sympathy. The stranger left the place. And from the blooming tree That shaded the lone maid, A little twig plucked he. He brought it to his home. And kept it carefully. The plant unknown to him He called Leander-tree. Whenever you now see An Oleander bloom, Think of poor Hero's heart. And young Leander's doom. Neglected Virtue dying. It's done at last, the beauteous flower, That bloomed uuseen on mountain crest Has blossomed out and dying stands. With drooping head in chilling blast. Ah ! moimtain flower so sweet so fair, Why mu§t thou stand beneath the sky, By chilly rain and tempest lashed, Unnoticed, and unloved, to die? Be quiet, my friend, his Maker says. The flower knew me, and him I knew. And this was happiness to him. Though lone, and on him tempests blew, There is not such a thing, my friend, In this grand universe of mine. And certainly no work like this. That goes unnoticed to decline. Man often gives the palm to those Who are not worthy of the name ; And worthy ones who hear his praise, Find talent not increased by fame. The Maker blows upon the flower, His seed lands in the promised land, And mid the choicest flowers he blooms, And round him sings an angel band. A Dewdrop on a Thirsty Ground. How sweet it is, escaped from worldly bustle. To enter on the slumbers of the night. When the departed sit awhile beside us Companions of our wand'ring spirit's flight. A DEWDROP ON A THIRSTY GROUND. 29 Their countenances are like Seraph's faces, Love, truth, and ever peace expressing, They smile on us. and light beams in the darkness, Which makes our pilgrimage so oft distressing. Their voices like the JEolean harp are sounding (Sweet chords of love, in heavenly breeze vibrating. Swerving in lands, where happiness is lasting Without illusions and realities creating.) I have just now such pleasant dream experienced ; One of my dear departed came to me. Yea, 'twas her countenance, though far exceeding Its fair impressions on my memory. *' Welcome," I said, " I'll raise here tabernacles, A habitation for th}' form and me." She stared at me, yet with unearthly vision, Such penetrating eyes I ne'er did see. I cast mine down, for her sweet answer waiting. But 'twas in vain, for when I raised my head, With smiling face, her hand was upward pointing, And to the far unknown her vision fled. Alas ! the precious dead may not return. As long as time's sure pendulum must swing, Which to the heart, inflamed by mem'ries frictions, Unceasingly a painful blow does bring. How melancholy moans the wind about the pines, Far from me rests the precious dead I love. I long to stand beside the mould'ring clay, O ! could I rise on pinions of a dove. Vacant the place remains, where storms my flowers have nipped. The spirit which would fly, feels that the wings are clipped. Yet here is still a sphere to which the Master calls, And on my post I'll stay, until life's curtain falls. 1877. THE Ruined Church. Here loved devoted hearts to pray, Here weary souls would congregate, To hear the way of life proclaimed, Which pointed to the heavenly gate. These roofless, broken, mould 'ring walls. Now gloomy and deserted, Would once resound with happy praise, Flowing from hearts converted. Where Eden's exiles once could find A precious consolation, There wdngs the ugly bat at night, And governs desolation. Our hearts are often said to be Most precious sanctuaries, Where He who fills immensity Will make a home and tarries. The world with evil is ablaze, And sparks are still descending ; A voice says : "Man, be on thy guard, Thy holy grounds defending." One spark of evil on thy roof May waste the sanctuary. Making the spot where God would dwell, Forever solitarv. 1879- AN ECHO. Wliere is He? Ask the fount of light. With its bright, blinding rays. That ever moving wheel of heaven. Wrapped in m3'sterious blaze. AN ECHO. 31 Where is He? Ask the wand'ring breeze, When evening shades draw near, And the mysterious wanderers On heavenl}' fields appear. Where is He ? Ask where roaring seas Meet on the battle-iield, And mighty castles of the flood To their fierce power must yield. Where is He? Ask the hidden vales, And mountains of the deep, Where mariners have found a grave Far from their homes to sleep. Where is He ? Ask where thunders roll In the wild, raging night ; When fiery arrows cleave the clouds. And vapory giants fight. Where is He ? Ask the arctic shores, With everlasting ice. Where is He ? Ask Sahara's plains, Where poisonous winds arise. Where is He ? Ask the distant west, Fair California's domes. Between whose solid, towering walls, The stag peacefully roams. Where is He? Hsk the ancient realms. Where ruined castles tower, Which tell the tale of grandeur's fate, And Time's relentless power. Where'er our eyes or thoughts may roam, Or terrified we flee. We do observe him ever3'wliere. Whom ne'er an eye did see. 1874. The Sabbath-Bells. Again the solemn Sabbath-bells, Awake the fragrant morning calm, But naught disturbs the silent rest With which my father's soul is blest. Again the lightly ringing bell Sounds direful from the hollow spire ; It calls my father's flock to prayer, But the good Shepherd is not there. Again the bell repeats that sound. Urging the tarrying ones to come. But though the bell repeats that sound, It cannot stir his sleep profound. The years will come, the years will go, And Sabbaths thousand times return, Sometimes descend on perfumed wing, And thousand times the bells will ring. But bells may ring and Sabbaths come. And thousand anthems swell the choir, My father will not hear a noise. Nor mingle with the Sabbath- joys. My heart is heavy, oh, that loss ! I miss him on this Sabbath-morn, I'll miss him where my feet shall roam. Far, far away from dear old home. Ring, ring on, sweet Sabbath-bell, Though grief and sorrow fills my heart. Still joy is mingled with the clang, Which does relieve the inward pang. Ye tell me of a land of flowers Kternal and of merry bells Ringing through all eternit}', Where father as a saint I see. THE SABBATH-BEI^LS. 33 And still I hear another voice, Which sounds prophetic from that spire, Telling me of that grand spring morn, When dust to Heaven shall be borne. Sweet comforts of the Hol}^ Book, I -feel relieved, my heart's at rest, "Reunion!" sounds from every tower, *' Rising again ! " says every flower. Farewell, good father ! ^are thee well ! Enjoy thy heavenly Sabbath-rest. We hope to join th}^ company, When bells call for eternity. And when we face again the storms, Hushed to their ears for ever now, May this sweet thought fore'er be ours. When leaving thee beneath the bowers. Pella, Iowa, May, 1S86. MOONLIGHT REVERIE. The moon looks from behind the clouds Upon the wintry earth, And sheds its rays o'er vale and hill. While all is still. Mine e3'es are wand'ring o'er the scene, Bound for south-western clime, Where the beloved at home reside. This lovely night. Could I mount up on eagle's wings, To yonder free-born moon, Thence their dear faces I could see. And they see me. Bright lyuna's telescopic eye. Contracts the numerous miles. And though she plays upon this wall. Perceives us all. 34 MAN, GOD, AND NATURE. By hills and valleys kept apart, Her love keeps us together, By two embracing arms of light, This silent night, Alas ! she hides her friendly looks Behind a veil of clouds, The night grows dark, the storms appear, No one is near. Cheer up, ni}' soul, for One is near, Who watches o'er us all, He stays with them, and with thee here, Forever near. Sweet day, when we may hear His call : "Mount up to ni}- abode. Come enter now a lasting home, No more to roam." Shine once more on my face, dear moon ! And on those loved ones yonder, Remind us of that blessed site. Without a night! Man, God and Nature. In the glorious heavens above us, In the earth beneath our feet. Aye, where'er our thoughts may wander, God's benevolence we meet. Man, before thee stands Creation, Filled with Music, sweet and grand. Let an instrument so glorious, Not before the idle stand. Let thy heart the yielding Keys touch, And a music thou shall hear, That will fill thy soul with rapture. And draw God and Angels near. TO MR. AND MRS. SLEYSTER, OF PRESTON, MINNESOTA, ON THKIR I3TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY. For thirteen years the peaceful stream Of niarriage-bliss has passed, Beside your dwelling and to-day You look upon the past. And over all you see the hand Of God, to bless your days, And in your heart swells gratitude, And on your lips is praise. My friends, these are my wishes now, That long yet you may live, And Avhen you have to go that then, In heaven may land your skiff. AFTER THE WEDDING. (On a certain occasion). Godspeed I wish the little boat That bears you happy pair. And let a third one go with you The Captain, who takes care. And may a cloudless sky be yours, But no,— that is not right, For on the ocean there is storm And often a black night. But in the storm and in the night Your Captain do obey. He knows the dangers and the coast And points out the right way. And now, — go each one to your place. The wife to the front end To' watch, and on the wheel the man, The steering to attend. LITTLE Mary.* Her dust rests in another land, A region far away, — Where first our vacant eye received Life's penetrating ray. The house is altered where we dwelt, Our childish plays have ceased. Sweet rest came to thy little feet While our wild storms increased. We left our early home since years, By circumstances driven, Thou did'st prefer a better course. Turning thy prow to Heaven. The sad event comes back to me, The melancholy hour When death rushed in upon our home, Its inmates to devour. I stricken down by a dread plague, Lay senseless on my bed. A little hand was laid in mine, The other stroked my head. I 'woke, and heard a childish voice, That spoke : ' ' Thou shalt remain Brother (for I have prayed the Lord), And we shall play again. Mine eyes stared on the little form. But closed again, and I Was sinking fast and people said, "The poor boy has to die. " But the faint spark of life, which seemed To turn fore'er to gloom, Caught up the fanning breeze of heaven And I escaped my doom. See Note. I.ITTI.E MARY. 37 I looked around, but horrified I turned mine eyes away, For seizing on my sister's form, Death took her for his prey. No father held her parting form, No mother closed her eyes, Vox when they met their distant friends. Their darling had to die. I often stood beside her grave. When but a little boy. But never can the cruel time Her memory destroy. No more my feet shall press the dust. That settles on her tomb. Tasting the soothing solitude With her at evening gloom. Our tears no more fall on the mound, Drawn up from hearts so sore. The rain instead of them shall now Upon that mansion pour. We sigh no more beside thy grave. Thou, sister, art alone ! But the good wind shall take our place, And often come to moan. Our dust shall rest in other soil. Far, far from thee away, And other rains and other winds Shall with our ashes play. Yet hearts and hands shall join again, Which motionless must lie. When God shall raise the dead to life, And take us to the sky. Damsel-Forest. A HOLLAND LKGBND. A mystic air hangs o'er the dark pine forest. Unearthly, lone, its chambers do appear, And not without a cautious face and vision. The simple rustics to its gloom draw near. Unhabited, weird and solitary, Encircled by the wide, brown fields of heath, Rooted in sand, stands firm old Damsel-forest. With many a foot-path winding underneath. Mysterious sounds by roving winds awakened, Fall on one's ear, when passing through that wold. The tall pines moan, while 'neath the moonbeams often, The traveler strange shadows does behold. For ages it has stood, unchanged and solitary. Where generations come and disappear. Talking away, in accents strange, unearthly, Which sires would shun and their good children fear. (A fit abode for those, whose links are severed From earthly intercouse, its ways and life. This is their Paradise, a home for restless phantoms, Who here at night from many a grave arrive. ) There on a certain night, thus runs the story. Strange spirit-life appeared to human eye. Leaving the dark recesses of the forest, And to a band of travelers drew nigh. Some hundred years ago, a famous preacher. Known for his piety, his zeal and power, Came on a visit to the neighboring village. To preach the word beneath the ancient tower. DAMSEIv-FOREST. 39 The townfolk in the old church congregated, And from the hills the simple peasants drew near ; Age, youth, and e'en the little children, Before the earnest preacher did appear. The words of comfort and of hopes eternal. Fell with, effect upon the listener's ears. The pious felt themselves nearer to heaven. The sinner left, a penitent in tears. Thus as a messenger of peace and comfort. The venerable preacher left the fold, And with his friends nearer to God and heaven. On clumsy vehicle they homeward rode. Meanwhile the sun had dived into the ocean, Leaving the silver moon with peaceful ray. And in the calm, silent autumnal ev'ning, The good, conversing party went their wa5^ They talked of heaven, of everlasting blessings, Of hopes restored, of Paradise regained. Of meetings with the dear, departed spirits, Of home, where every one fore'er remained. Nature was calm, its stillness only broken. By many echoes of the rattling wheels. By humming voices of the little party, And measured poundings of the horse's heels. As they advanced, the midnight hour came nearer, The homesteads near the roadsides disappeared. And when the road grew wild and solitary, Their vehicle the gloomy forest neared. The shadows of the tall pines fell already. Upon the travelers, and soon they found Themselves 'mid darkness of the lonel}^ forest. Where, save the night-wind, silence reigned profound. 40 DAMSEL-FOREvST, The rolling wheels, a rattling noise producing, Called forth reverberations strange and weird, The silver moonbeams, trembling through the branches, Like playing phantoms on the sand appeared. The pious travelers meanwhile convers^'ng, Went slowing onward through the moonlit wood. They felt the presence of Divine protection, And heavenly hope kept them in peaceful mood. But suddenly a- blue faint light came gleaming, Through the dark wood, and slowly it came near. Onward it went, its strange blue light diffusing, Until each object clearly did appear. Then in the wood the sweetest voices sounded. And heavenly anthems floated on the breeze. Filling each nook witn softh' trembling echoes, Conveying accents, breathing joy and peace. The men were filled with awe and adoration. For beings of the Spirit-land were near ; They drew the reins and when iheir carriage halted, A band of shining Damsels did appear. Their countenances wore a sweet expression. Their eyes were bright, wearing a star-like glow. Fine were their voices, and their movements graceful, As in the air they fluttered to and fro. The travelers looked on with dumb amazement. Watching the movements of the airy band. But when they gazed upon the ghostly beings. The Damsels fair went back to spirit land. Slowly the light decreased as they retreated, To the lone gloomy forest, whence they came. At last, the faint light vanished in the distance. And the bright moonbeams did appear the same. DAMSEI.-FAIR. 41 Whence did those beings come, those shining Damsels? Were they God's angels, messengers of truth and peace Or spirits of the good and dear departed, Who were enjoying heavenl}- rest and ease ? Thus did the pastor and his good friends ponder. When the black torest did appear again, ,Tliey could not tell, but surely no bad spirits. Would hover near a band of Christian men. The pious pastor and his good companions Reached finally their city, late at night. They told a strange occurrence to their neighbors, Of singing Damsels, clad in robes of light. And since that da}- the story stands conspicuous. Among the rustic, legendary lore, And the old forest, without fame and title, Henceforth the name of Damsel-forest wore. And to this day, when moonbeams gently tremble Among the boughs, in many a silent night, A sweet faint music through the woods is sounding. And o'er the pine trees hovers a blue light. HERWIJNEN'S TRAGEDY. WRITTEN DURING A THUNDER STORM JULY 5TH, 1897. See there, my son, Herwijnen's spire ! I like to see it there, Nestled among the foliage, 'Mid Gueldre's ridges fair. There has thy father preached the Word, For many a year, my son. But lately he has heard a voice, That says thy work is done," 42 herwijnkn's tragedy. Thus spoke the pastor to his bo}'-, That stood there by his side, His small companion on his walks, His love, his hope, his pride. The boy said nothing but he pressed IMore firmW father's hand, And for a while, thoughtfully both Looked o'er the fairy land. Next Sabbath dawned ; a glorious day Smiled over vale and hill, The scent of flower and blooming tree The atmosphere did fill. The turtle on the branches coed, The nightingale yet sung, And on the grass-blades drops of dew Ivike sparkling diamonds hung. Over the hills the world to greet, With smiles, the blushing sun Rose stately and the holy day Soon had its work begun. From tower and turret all around, That marked a sacred place, The Sabbath bells with merry peals, Announced the hour of grace. And soon, heeding the sacred call. Came forth from simple cot And castle-gate an anxious throng, Bound for the same sweet spot, Herwijnen's church. God's sacred courts Many desired to reach. Where once more God's ambassador, The Word of Life would preach. And oh ! he preached the Word that day, Better than e'er before, And in the afternoon there were To worship many more. HKRWIJNEN'S TRAGEDY. 43 Meanwhile the fierce rays of the sun Had filled the world with heat ; The air was sultry, hotter still, The earth beneath one's feet. No breeze did stir, a smok}- haze O'er hill and valley hung, The plants stood drooping everywhere. No birds on branches sung. But totally unmindful of The sultry atmosphere. The minister spoke in his place. And people him did. hear. Hi's word was God's, it came from heart, And to the heart it w^ent, The people felt — the Lord is near, And this man he has sent. Clouds now did gather in the sky, And dark the day did grow, And in the distance could be heard. The thunder muttering low. Still darker grew the clouded sk}--, And deeper grew the gloom That fell about the worshippers. In the old audience room. The wind now rose — the lightning flashed, The maddened thunder roared. The hail shattered the window panes. And rain in torrents poured. Louder the tempest roared and shrieked, Darker yet grew the day. And louder too the preacher's voice, Who had still more to say. The trumpet of old Sinai Was here, he felt its power. But sweeter now the music grew. Of Gospel 'mid the shower, God's rectitude and love he saw. 44 herwijnen's tragedy. Heaven and the place of doom, And to the light and love of God Sinners he called from gloom. His eye of faith saw visions fair, Of heaven, like John of old, Oh, could the Shepherd with his flock. Now enter yonder fold. There cane a sudden flash — a crash, • ' The solid structure trembled, Affecting eye and ear of all There in the church assembled. No word was said — awe struck were all, The pastor too ceased speaking — A flash — the shattered sounding-board, The ruined pulpit — shrieking — "Where is he? Oh! Oh!" said the crowd- The pastor la}- prostrated, The lightning flash had done the work: God's servant was translated. Years afterward, the boy a man. The hill once more ascended. He saw from there Herwijnen's spire. Where father's life had ended. Tears gathered in his eyes, but no, From there to heaven he started. With chariots and steeds of fire, He gloriously departed. Blessed be the man, to duty true, 'Mid tranquil scenes and thunder. Who goes when God calls him from here To better worlds up yonder. AUTUMNAL Solitude. The autumn paints in red and gold The hill tops and the arborous vales. How solemn is this woodland scene, Where stillness everywhere prevails ! I sit beneath the golden boughs And listen to the murmuring stream, To nuts that in the distant fall, To jays that in the branches scream. Look here, the leaves are whirling by, The playthings of the sportive breeze. Hark there, the black-birds loud converse, Who congregate in yonder trees. The far off woodcock beats his drum, Woodpeckers climb their prey to seek And here the duck the water cleaves, Skimming the surface with his beak. And here by me, in modest mien, The aster stands and golden rod. In nature's name they say, farewell, When in the passing breeze they nod. How sweet it is to rove alone Now through the woods dressed gorgeously And in the still and hazy day To think, to breath, to hear and see. Welcome those pensive solitudes, Those hills, those vales, those woods and streams Where nature on a golden couch Is wrapped in sweet and peaceful dreams. May thus my life end beautiful, To wing away to- Spring above Ivcaving the cold, dead scene behind lyike yonder immigrating dove. IT'S Christmas Day. It's Christmas day, it's Christmas day ! M}' little ones cry out, And on the early morning air Rings out their happy shout. I heard good Santa Clans, says one, I too, the others add. And with a loud and boisterous laugh They tumble out of bed. Come on, they sa}^ come let us see What Santa Clans has done ! And in a corner of the house The}' have their search begun. Yes, yes, they say, he has been here, Ivook there— for pit3^'s sake — The stockings stuffed with everything. With nuts, candy and cake. They take the treasure and proceed To search each room and nook. I hear a shout again : "Oh more — Two dolls, a sled, a book ! " And now, the happy day's set in — They smile, their eyes are bright. They sing, they talk the live long day Until late in the night. Sweet childhood's happy time I say, How dear you are to me ! In all your innocence and joys, My former self I see. I too, had once my Christmas day ; St. Nicholas came to me, And in my little soul there was lyike in yours song and glee. But ah ! all this has passed away. The morning songs are hushed. IT'S CHRISTMAS DAY. 47 And vanished has the lovely light Which then my life's cloud flushed. My Santa Claus, my lovely friend, Alas died long ago ! And oh ! I do remember well How heavy was the blow. One day, before sweet Christmas time, Our teacher said : ''My bo3-s, Be men, there is no Santa Claus." Ah, how it spoiled my joys ! And since that time I have found out That on life's current borne, Bach lovely scene recedes, recedes, Leaving us lone, forlorn. Ah ! what was man if not be3^ond A real day did gleam, With scenes, more wonderful and sweet, Then those of childhood's dream? Britton, Mich., Jan. 4, "94. A Cross-beam and the Pole. A heavy stroke, another one, Which stirs the morning air, Another Cross-beam to the Pole The talking wires to bear. I like to see that Cross-beam there Yes much it signifies : More progress, unity and peace Blessings, beneath the skies. A pole, a cross-beam and few wires The world to move and mold. Poor dupes ; my ancestor would say, Would smile, when this was told. 48 A CROSS-BEAM AND THE POI^E. A pole a cross-beam and a few wires, Draw near, living and dead. And see progress and happiness By pole and cross-beam spread. A heavy stroke and a few more Which stirs the noon-tide air, A cross-beam to the pole is nailed The Nazarene to bear. He hangs — his hands nailed to the beam And to the pole his feet, The would-be King of Israel A certain doom to meet. ■' Come down now, Saviour, free thyself. Thou mighty, powerful King. Aha! a dead King on the Cross." Thus Jewish sarcasms ring. He bows his head, the cord is snapped, The}' shout, "A cold dead King, Upon a Solitary Cross, A disconnected thing!" A heavy stroke, a multitude Stir everywhere the air. They nail the cross-beams to the pole The talking wires to bear. No more a Solitary Cross, A disconnected thing. The broken wire restored proclaims 'Jesus the living King." O'er Calvary's beam they stretch the wires That have in God their start. Promoting peace and happiness Uniting heart with heart. HOW Old are you? When a man counts fifteen summers He begins to feel to be, ' When he's twenty-five he glories, For the vigorous man is he. When he's thirty-five he pauses. "Youth has fled," he will complain; But at forty-five he rises And assumes his 3'outh again. When his sixty years are numbered, He feels years are out of joint. And when others speak of ages He is silent on the point. When the three-score lie behind him With ten added to his years, He will say, the topic changing, "Yes, I'm well along in years." Better was it if we always. Would own up yes, we are old ; We would use the flying moments As we used the precious gold. Britton, Mich. THE Soldier's Rest. The battle cry, the bugle note, the roar Of cannon and of musketry are o'er ; The victory shout ; the moaning of the dead Are hushed forever o'er the soldier's bed. Let him have rest. Let breezes tiptoe go, When o'er his grave they wander to and fro. Let birds alight at eve on noiseless wing. The lullaby, in tunes subdued, to sing. D MARCH AND FRIENDSHIP. Let dews remain to shed a silent tear When friends long dead, no more to him draw near. And let the stars, immortal in the sky, Watch o'er his dust with never closing eye. So let him rest, sleep sweet beneath the sod, Until his dust also has gone to God, Until he hears the bugle note once more, That calls for grand review on othe shore. IN AN. ALBUM. Three graces lead the way, Hope, Faith and Charity. Keep this sweet company. And thou shalt Heaven see. March and Friendship. Behold, the wild, gray clouds of March Again rush madly o'er my head. And the cold blast, with hail and snow, Keeps back the sunny days we had. An invalid went out too soon Bound to inhale the air of spring But the south wind went back again. And northern gales did poison bring. I trust too oft in words and smiles Of untried friendship, in my life, And from this foolish confidence, I many a stormy hour derive. *See note. On a Doorstep in Virginia.- On the broad and nianh' shoulders, Of the savior of the land Hangs the mantle Of Authority and vStrength, Placed there by a nation's hand, I will guide thee, says the warrior, Guide thee now in peace my land. But forgive me, That first to a greater duty This my heart has to attend. Go ! say fathers, mothers, children. Go ! good heart, our hearts are thine. Go and kiss her ! Kiss her to thy heart's content. On a doorstep in Virginia, Stand the mother and the son. Thoughtful, silent. He, his greatest work commencing, She, her life's task nearly done ; 'Tis a sad and solemn moment, — Ah ! the two have now to part. And for aye, Oh ! to leave her, oh ! to leave him. What a pain to each one's heart ! ' Mother," says he, " let me go now, Soon I will return to thee, A few months yet — And my duties are fulfilled, Then again I'll be with thee." " Thou no more shall see me," says she. " Age and sickness tells me so, But I'm ready. Better things await me yonder. 52 ON A DOORSTEP IN VIRGINIA. Heaven may bless thee, dear son go !" And upon the head of Georgie Rests the aged, withered hand ; He is weeping. Yea, the great man's frame is trembHng Which an army could withstand. "Farewell," says he, "farewell," sa3's she, One fond kiss— one long embrace — One hand pressure — ' And the son the mother leaves Here no more to see her face. In her hand a present left her And she holds it to her heart. And she mutters, " Lord oh bless him ! Lord oh keep him, Let Thy hand-maid now depart!" In the same year, 'twas in August, A kind friend knocked at her door. And He led her As she wished it, from her prison To a home on better shore ; And he called a few years later, On a bleak December day On her son, And He led him to his mother. Not to leave now, but to sta}-. On the page of Fame recorded. Stands the name of Washington, Peerless, grand, As a warrior, man and statesman, What he did was nobly done. But on that Virginian doorstep. As a mother's loving son. Humble, true. Weeping in her last embrace, There his noblest work was done. Britton, Mich., Oct. 23, '93. THOUGHTS IN A MENAGERIE. THB" CAPTIVE LION. " Know th3-self." — Temple of Delphi. Noble monarch of the Forest, pardon me that I look at thee— that I stare at thine impressive brow — thy daunt- less visage. There thou standest, captured, incarcerated, checked forever in thy career. Because thou art a Lion, an imposing, majestic creature, man has ensnared thee — because thou art a Lion, all look at thee with amazement. Yes, King of the Forest, thou wertonce, there far away in Africa's jungles (the soul beautiful of that interest- ing country) where sweet nature revels in luxuries endowed with Eternal Youth. But ah ! how has thy glory vanished, now outraged by the vulgar stare of little man ! Thou art in the clutches of the enemies now and hope- lessl}^ so, for who shall break these iron bars for thee, or crush these solid walls ! A captive Lion, what is he? The crowd makes sport of thee and even a little child dares to take hold of the plume of thy tail, hanging down thy cage. But thou risest to thy feet and stretching out thy limbs, thy majestic figure stands complete before me. Humiliated Monarch, let me compliment thee. Thou art a Lion still, thine eyes yet flashing fire, thy firmly set lips yet bespeaking calm resolution and fearlessness, thy countenance and bearing yet revealing thy self confi- dence and courage. No wonder. God made thee a dis- tinct work of his hands and no one can change that. Captive Lion let me not forget thee, thou hast revealed a great truth. Let me' take mine inspiration from thee ! Thou sayest : " Man be original, have individuality, feel thy worth !" 54 SEI.F-ESTEEM. Bvery man is a Ivion, has a spark of Divinity in him, noble, beautiful and grand. Cultivate it and show it in thine independence, dignity and courage. It willmake-thee invincible, overawing thine enemies, though they may have succeeded in heaping insults upon thy head and leave to thyself, in thy seclusion, a sweet Valclusa Fountain, from which to draw continually the delicious Nectar of Life." SELF-ESTEEM. On solitary mountain slopes, The blooming Cactus grows. Though on the isolated plant. No man his care bestows. You place it in a park, Or on the level plains, It grows and blooms unchanged, Its features it retains. Where Providence may please to plant us, In life obscure, or fame may crown us. May virtue everywhere attend us. And vain pretension ne'er confovmd us. And when a cruel hand might venture. To crush our virtue or our name. Let such a villiany not prosper, But the assailant's rude hands maim. Let such bad hearts at once feel keenly, That we, though with some flowers adorned. Also possess the leaves beside them, Which not in vain are sharply thorned. THE MOULDERING TRUNK. ELEGY IN A RUINED MICHIGAN FOREST. "The trees of the L,ord are full- of sap ; the cedars of Lebanon which he hath planted." Ps. civ. 16. Say, stroller, halt and do not pass me by, When mould'ring here in my lone grave I lie. Give me a thought, when all the creatures sing Of life, and love in this awakening spring. A mould'ring heap, a shapeless mass am I, Abandoned and repulsive to the eye ; But pray draw near, for traces here you see, Showing that once I was a glorious tree. A glorious tree, for such a thing was I, Lifting my head with pride to the blue sky, Growing in strength, as ages passed along. My youth renewed each spring 'mid flowers and song. How grand I felt, how happy in my sphere. When with my countless fellows I stood here. Our arms entwined and leaning on my breast. The tender vine to bless me in her rest. What lovely sounds and sights each day we brought. What splendor each succeeding season wrought, How smiled the heavens, the flow'ry earth below. The rising sun, the distant evening glow. How proud stood I in spring's new garment dressed, By perfumed breezes from the south caressed, When from the earth the sweetest incense rose And warbling birds with me their dwelling chose. When summer clouds by wind and lightning led, Poured down their blessings on my stately head, How danced the streams, how leaped the beasts with glee, What splendid lustre to my cloak gave thee ! How sung the winds when in my stately hall, In golden dress I entertained the fall, And birds of passage seated on my limb, 56 THE MOUI.DERING TRUNK. Chanted to me their tender parting hymn ! When winter came, my royal guest to be, What favors did that Lord bestow on me, Upon my head he placed his diamonds rare. And gave his ermine for my form to wear. How stately walked the stag beneath my shade, How pla3^ed the wild cats in the nearby glade, How loved the bear with cubs to roam around My massive trunk, scratching the humid ground ! How laughed the squirrel in his own simple way, When he had led his enemy astraj-, Climbing me from behind, hid from his sight, Eying his foiled pursuer from my height ! At midnight when the fierce wolves prowled around How did my halls with their loud cries resound ; Cries loud and wierd, but music to mine ear, Assuring me that foes were not yet near. And when sometimes in the wierd, black midnight The tempest came the beauteous world to blight, How firm stood I, trees leaning on my breast To stay his progress, saving all the rest ! The red man of the forest too, loved me And in my shade he reared his brown tepee, Upon my branch his dark papoose he hung. And in the wdnd the little child I sw^ung. Their council fires I saw at evening tide And heard their tales of war, their manly pride, Sometimes I heard their songs 'mid festive dance. Or from afar their w^ar-cries wild cadence. Thus stood I there, grand, independent, free. An honored, famed and much frequented tree. Time hurried on, lives came and passed away, My fellows fell and mouldered in decay, Old streams dried up and new ones sprung to life. The Peace-pipe ruled, the woods resounded strife, But I remained, the woodland to adorn Forever strong and laughed Old Time to scorn. But ah ! at last upon the scene appeared, THR MOUI.DRRING TRUNK. 5/ A dreadful foe whom all the woodland feared, Relentless like the lightning from the sky, The White Man came, his weapons to apply. How wailed the woods, how did the branches sigh, How drooped the flowers, how wept the dreary sky. How roared the beasts, with terror in their breasts. How squeaked the birds dived deeper in their nests. How leaped the stags, their eyes betokening fright. How groaned the owls, all through the dreary night ! How startled was the Red Man everywhere, How quick was he for conflict to prepare, How fierce he fought, what valor he displayed. How skillfully his tomahawk he swayed. Rut ah I what power the White Man's power could stay, What frenzied rage his lion heart dismay I Not e'en Tecumseh with his noble band. Could drive the bold intruder from our land. The Red Men fled in terror from his home, A beggar in a distant land to roam. And soon the woods resounded with the blow Of the keen ax, laying the Monarchs low. How dismal was the crash that told their fall, That did announce the same .sad fate to all, How roared the flames in the dark midnight hour, Spreading around, the slain ones to devour. At last a man my glorious form did see. Mine hour had come, the deadly ax struck me. Struck me again, struck me the hundred blow, I stagger#i and my noble form fell low. My story's told — my mouldering trunk you see. I was left here, a useless thing to be, Not with the fire, a victim of the worms, Lashed by the rain, the hail and howling storms. Ah ! woodman spare the few remaining trees, Let shoots around the hoary trunks increase. Pray, do not act as vandals do, unwise. Making a desert from your Paradise. 5^ The waterwheei.. Give birds their nests, the prattling squirrels their home, And bless the earth and let the rivulets form, Revere God's trees, their beauties to display, And. let our Arbor Day lead on the way. Britton, Mich., April i, 1895. The Waterwheel. I viewed once the revolving wheel. Working the bvis}^ mill. Driven by a noisy rivulet. Which tumbled from a hill. And on the paddle of that wheel That streamlet did descend, Which made these paddles to appear, Succession without end. Yet it appeared but only so My wisdom was deceived. For when the wheel had once revolved. The same ones I perceived. The world is a tremendous wheel, On which the stream of time descends, And on the motion of that stream, The constant change on earth depends. That which departs seems to be ofd. And coming things seem new. But we are wrong, it's onl}'^ change. Things in a different form and hue. What might have been, or e'er will be. We never find true novelty ; But such a thing our eyes shall see. When time yields to eternity. 1874. The Last Pilgrimage. Leaning against a niould'ring trunk, Which once the grand elm bore, THe red man of the forest stands (Near by a murmuring shore). The fire of youth no more does blaze Within that red man's eye, Which in his happy, vigorous days. The plains and woods would spy. His head no more wears raven locks. That pride of manly years. And furrowed by his toils and cares The aged face appears. His stature, once majestic, grand, Which then defied the foe. Is bent, and powerless is the hand With which he dealt the blow. He came from his far northern home. Where the red cedar grows, And where the stream Minomonee, Along its border flows. He came to view the hallowed ground. Where once his dusky sires, The brown hides of their wigwams stretched, And burnt their council fires. He came to muse about the place Where his dear childhood passed. And where his little mother once Her sweet pappoose caressed. He came to visit the large elm. Which once as target served, To try his childish bowmanship, Which soon his fingers nerved. 6o THE LAST PIT.GRTMAGR. He came to view the ancient oak, In which the birds would sing, On which his brother's cradle hung Which in the breeze did swing. He came to see the quiet place, Where "Rising Star" he wooed, Who, setting at an early hour, No more on his heaven glowed. He came to sit beside the stream. In which his boys would splash. Performing many a daring deed, And actions somewhat rash. He came to view the grassy spot. Beside the murmuring stream. Where warriors would tell their deeds Beneath the bright moonbeam. He came — but he has searched in vain, And leaning on the trunk, His head with melancholy looks, Upon his breast has sunk. He came on a far pilgrimage But his sweet shrine is gone. He came to view familiar scenes, But his old eyes see none. Where once the Winabago ruled There governs the white man, Who has destroyed with ruthless hand The land, which his had been. Where once his father's wigwam stood, W^hite men have wigwams reared. And w^here the council fires did gleam. The grass has disappeared. THE I,AST PII^GRIMAGR. 6 1 Where once his loving mother smiled On him, her sweet pappoose, There turns the happy white sqiiaw now, Her little pappoose loose. The oak on which the cradle hung Beneath whose shad'e he walked. Has disappeared, wnth trunk and branch By white men tomahawked. The elm which once a target served, Bold hands have hewn away. And the old -trunk, on which he leans. Is mould 'ring with decay. Upon the place where " Rising Star " Her loving beams displayed, No more her little wigwam stands. Beneath the forest shade. The rushing stream in which his boys Would splash pla}- and perform. Works now the distant, grumbling mill, With different course and form. And when the soft, pale' moonbeams fall, Upon the vacant ground, There makes above the warriors' tom])S, The wind a doleful sound. The red man leans against the trunk. Which once the grand elm bore, In melancholy attitude, And near the murm'ring shore. His white hairs flutter in the wind, His head droops on his breast, Tears trickle down the sunken cheek, His spirit feels distressed. 62 TRUE CUIvTiVATTON. "Where are you all my honest sires? Where you my glorious race ? Where are the chiefs whose words was law Upon this conquered place?" (Thus does the lone red man exclaim. There, standing by the tree) " O ! leave on your great hunting grounds Great Spirit, place for me ! ' ' There I will build for ' Rising Star ' A wigwam strong and fair Where white men never dare to lurk Or chase the happy pair — " The trembling voice has died away The red man's eyelids close, He reels — and falls upon the trunk Forever in repose. Some white men passing the old trunk The old dead warrior found ; They buried him beneath the tree. He rests in hallowed ground. TRUE CULTIVATION. Friendship will grow In the shade of that tree On the soil of experience. We'll feel happy and free It prospers in sunshine. To that place we may flee, But died without clouds. When tempests we see. Let it appear A refuge for me, In such atmosphere. And also for thee. And I will draw near. RESPiqE FlNEM. " Swiftly our pleasures glide away , Our hearts recall the distant day With many a sigh."— Longffllo7v. There is a mighty Robber We call the villain Time ; He carries on his mischief In every age and clime, He hides his ugly features Behind a lovely mask, And as our friend we greet him To help us in our task. He says, "Sit down, my children, I'll make you happy, great!" And pointing out our Eden, He leads us through the gate. We fall asleep and revel In dreams, delicious, sweet, Yes, yes, we say, that's Eden And we enjoy the Cheat. And then the great deceiver Opens again our eyes, '* Gone are the joys, we mutter, Oh ! miserable lies ! ' ' Time takes away our treasures When we are fast asleep And on our ruined threshold We sigh, we mourn, we weep. Oh ! man, there speaks within thee A voice 'that cannot lie, ♦' Whatever time may promise, Is mirage in the sky ! 64 thk weather-cock. " Despise it and be watchful Work, use the present hour I^ook upward, look beyond this And overcome Time's power!" The Weather-Cock— a fragment.^ HY V. A. dk(;knkstkt. • Translated from the Dutch. — Fza/ v luntas) "An open vehicle," she cried, "In springtime's atmosphere! Mother, it will promote my health, When they will drive up here." And May did come and with it, lo ! Some signs of better days. (False sunshine in a cloudy sky, Which innocents betra^^s.) But she with confidence exclaimed, "I knew God's Spring wotild save. And if the sweet sun now would stay I'd leave my musty cave." Alas, our northern May has oft Few sickly, sunny rays. It's often bleak and cold and rough, Like in November days. Such was the case, and the north wind, O'er the canal did blow. And though near Pentecost, the spring Her mild face did not show. That caused her grief, smarting the breast By lively hope revived. She grew impatient, when that hope Her confidence belied. THK WKATHKR-COCK. 65 For the first time despondency vSpread o'er her soul a gloom, And on the leafless trees she stared, With dislike, from her room, But every morning, day by day, Her first work was to view The weathercock, perched on the spire. To see which wind did blow With supplicating, musing eye. Her wounded heart to show. But by that yearning for the air The answer was the same. The wind is north, the wind stays north. No milder weather came. "Look, dear," one said, "if yonder vane Shall turn around so, thus. The gentle, balmy breeze will blow. Invigorating us." Thus it was said, with flattering words. And every morn she stood Before her window, looking out, Not in a smiling mood. Tears in her eyes ; shaking at last From time to time her head. Musing, soliloquizing, and With vision strangly sad. "Ah!" she would say, "the same old news, The bird says, 'stay at home.' Again a long, cold day I must Pine in my gloomy dome. How different it was last year. How unconcerned my way, I did not mind the north or south, Happy the' live-long day. 66 THE WEATHER-COCK. No, no, I never noticed you, I rushed through weather wild. Say, stubborn fowl there, dost thou thus Avenge the careless child? And dost thou all the while pretend My jesting not to hear, Because God will not hear my prayer, And death is drawing near?" And with her overwhelming grief. Her heart throbbing with fears, She wrung her little, white long hands, And shed some bitter tears. Exposing thus her inward pain, And saying, " 'T is so sweet To live, dear friends, I'm not prepared The hour of death to meet." But soon she would brace up again, Raising her palid face. Thinking, "This stubborn conduct is. For me out of the place." And then, facing the lofty spire, Her quiet she would regain, Shaking her finger, with a threat, "To-morrow not again ! " Alas ! to-morrow in that room The struggle was the same. Conversing with the lofty spire. Each gloomy day that came. The spire would often grant a glance, Of love and flattering word. But ah ! the vane would northward point. Which could no peace afford. The other day she stood again. And thought, "The days pass by. They look alike, and o'er me bends. No more the summer sky. THE WEATHER-COCK. 67 I look for healing to the air, The summer atmosphere, The weather-cock derides my hope. It points to higher sphere. Still I should like to see once more Before I pass away. That God would grant his poor, shorn lamb One sultry summer day. I'd like to see once more the green, On which the sun does shine. And then, when warmer days set in, Joy might again be mine. "Oh! Thou Omnipotent and Love, Lord of the clouds and winds, Who, like my Bible teaches me, Seasons and tempests binds. If once, oh Lord, thy hand would turn, That fowl there to the south, (For Thou alone can'st do the work) Praise would flow from my mouth." What was transpiring in that soul, Now glancing, watching there? Perhaps the Lord might give a sign, In answer to her prayer. She woke at once, so sadly moved By sport of Fantasy, She viewed the sky and church and said, "I leave my fate to Thee." The other day a little while, She cast glances outside. Partly triumphant, calm and firm. Half tired of hope and fight. And then — no more for many days The window shades hung low, The rosebud waiting all the while For health and sunmier glow. 68 PRAYER. But finally on a fair day Of June, with wealth in store, A vehicle came driving up, And halted near her door. And she, the charming sufferer, Happy and well at last. When out for a black carriage took Her fieldward, to her rest. A youthful man, bent down with grief, And few friends to her dear, Composed the little mourning band That walked behind the bier. Upon the weather-cock looked one. With melancholy smile. It sparkled in the mild, blue sky, Face southward all the while. PRAYER. Be near us when our flight is low, And on our way life's tempests howl ; Guide us through this wild, trackless world, Like to its clime the soaring fowl ; Beneath us lies a deep, dark ocean. Whose smooth surface no one can trust. But Ivord, our wing grows often weary. And without strength perish we must. Uphold us by thy magnets yonder. Until we reach the blooming shore, Where birds of passage rest forever, To roam through perilous ways no more. To MY CLASSMATES ON THEIR REUNION DAY IN THK EARLY SUMMKR OF 18S7, AT NEW BRrNSWlCK. N. J. Old Herzog Hall, my Alma . Mater, Shall I forget thee, charming home, And the beloved associations. That cluster round thy graceful dome ? No, no, though years and circumstances Drive me still farther from thy shrines, Before me stand thy hrbitations Nestled among the stately pines. Oft in my solitary' musings I live again the old life o'er. And in my room I sit and ponder O'er histories and tongues of yore. And on the door I hear a rapping. ' Come in " I say and an old friend Enters and takes a chair beside me, In student way an hour to spend. We chat a while or read a story And help each other in the strife Paving the way o'er which to enter The Revered Calling of this life. I hear and see you all Companions, Your voices, habits and your ways, Your sparkling jokes, your hearty laughter O'er oddities borne on the place. I sing with you the morning anthems, The evening song in chapel choir, Our ])rayers and hymns from hearts ascending, Like incense from an altar fire. I hear the sweet melodious ringing, Sounding from Rutgers hollow dome, Ent'ring my room through open window, Calling us from our Herzog Home. 70 TO MY CI^ASSMATES. In Suydain's pillared hall assembled, Bach in his own selected place, We face the stately throne of learning To listen what the Doctor says. I stand with you on Sage Hall's pavement, " Spending an hour with Bard and Sage, Silent Companions of the Silent Extracting wisdom from the page. Once more I hear old Rvitgers Clango,* Mingled with proud St. Patrick peals ; f The Sabbath call to College Chapel Where God the way of life reveals. And there we sit, departed Doctors Gazing at us through golden frames. In classic robes, worthy examples Reading their labors in their names. And in the midst of grave Professors, We listen to a fine discourse, And join the song, swelled by the organ. That peals its notes above the doors. With some of you again I saunter, Mid blossoms or autumnal hues, Where Bound Book leans against the ridges. And Raritan its course pursues. Beneath the stately elms we tarry And in the hearing of the brook. The close air of our rooms avoiding. Drawing our wisdom from a book. Ten years have passed ; where are the students, Who used to fill these classic halls, Where are my friends, familiar faces, Whom I once met about these walls? *Rutger College Bell. + Catholic Church. TO MY CXASvSMATES. 7 1 Old Herzog Hall stands ever youthful, Her dome still pointing to the sky, Old Suydam on his pillar watching, Students and Doctors passing by. I stand and watch beside the pillars, Where all^ the lofty stairs ascend. They talk but pass me without notice — I am a stranger in the land. Ten years have passed and now a stranger By Suydani's coUonade I stand, Again old Rutger's bell is swinging. And sends a note across the land. It's busy now in Suydam's chambers. For graduation is at hand. And once more ready for the master, A friendly circle shall disband. But what is this ? familiar voices ? Who are those chatting, laughing few? What do I see? Are these the features Of classmates whom I once here knew ? I watch — but am I not mistaken? — Well, well, it's true, it is my class, A band of pilgrims, here united Their Alma Mater to caress ! Welcome," I vSay, "welcome companions, Welcome young soldiers of the cross. United round one gloriovis banner, We stand without a serious loss." True, work was hard, the conflict bitter, Our prospects have been often dark, But still we live and through God's mercy We will press onward to the mark. 72 To MV CLASSMATKS. Around old Hudson's lo\elv waters That charming stream of world-wide fame, Your sanctuaries dot the hillsides, Where you proclaim the Master's name. I'm stationed near the Mississippi, The watery highway of the west, The rocky hills around me towering. In which the dusky warriors rest. My friends we've changed and surely no more. The inexperienced youths we are, We've learned something by social frictions. And many a blow has left a scar. Men now we are with better judgment, The vitals of the present age. Duties call here and duties yonder Our present labors to engage. United here we stand companions, And in our common joys we share. Let us live o'er the old life, fellows, Students again, free, without care. Shake of your l^urdens, weary pilgrims, Rejoice on Alma Mater's ground. Expand your lungs, unharnessed coursers, Let Herzog Hall your songs resound. 'Tis well, reunion call your meeting, Reunion of the scattered class, But no — you pause — the word reunion Partly your wishes does express. Alas ! it is a broken circle. Reminding you of happier day, W^hen all in Herzog Hall were cloistered, And none of you was far away. TO MY CJCASSMATES. You miss now young and sparkling Kruger Already niould'ring in the tomb. You miss me and a good professor Who graced our recitation room. May be more others are now missing, Things are not as they used to be, And in the years that come, united Again a smaller class you see. My friends, our da3^s are onward winging, A few more years and we are old, A few more J03^s, a few more sorrows, And our short history is told. Reunion is a word that tempers. The inward pain of parted hearts, Its celebration makes us younger. Revives the past and grief departs. But still realities are wanting. We look with our deluded sight On painted, hazy panoramas, Put up in artifical light. Not we, the souls of the departed. Enjoy reunion in their spheres, Whose sails have vanished from our vision Beyond the horizon of the years. My friends our earthly ways have parted, Each one of us must take his course One day we'll have reunion truly, When landed on immortal shores. Farewell, my friends in Christ united. Our Lord will surely keep us all. And by that loving Herzog guided We erelong meet in Herzog Hall. I Have Crossed the Mississippi. I have crossed the Mississippi, Bound to see ni}' mother's face, And ni}' sisters and my brother, God be praised, I found the place. Oh ! how joyous was our meeting, Oh ! to see them all once more, It made me feel so free, so happy. Like a prisoner out door. Oh ! that good face of my mother, How it cheered my soul once more, It were the features yet that quieted All the grief my childhood bore. I caressed and kissed that mother Like a child, though parent now And three little, ros}' children Their fond love in me avow. What a feast we had, united Once more in that home of ours. How we talked, laughed and narrated, Ah ! how swift they passed, those hours. But with all that exultation. Something sad oppressed my mind. One was missing, my dear father. Him at home I did not find. No more at the door appeared he. First of all to meet me there. No more in the house I found him, Seated in his old arm chair. Yes the chords of hearts vibrated And we could not help to sing. Still we felt, a string was broken. And they missed the usual ring. I HAVE CROSSED THE MISSIvSSIPPI. 75 All ! there were sad alterations, And I felt it everywhere, In the house, the church, the countr}-. For my father was not there. E'en the dog, his old companion. Always near his master's side. He had joined his master's rank too For the animal had died. Ah ! I sighed, the home is broken And this remnant too must go, And the thought, all this must vanish, Oh, it brought my spirit low. In the late autumnal ev'ning To ni}' Father's tomb I went, Underneath there was his body O'er his sepulcher I bent. Leaves were falling, autumn breezes Whispered through the boughs and grass. Nature, like a friend in sorrow Sympathized in my distress. Here I found him, who was missing And I called his name, but he Answered not and all was silence, Save the wind that wept with me. Welcome, parting 't was the same now, Both had passed on earth for ave But I thought of "Many Mansions" Of new Home, Reunion, Day. Nov. 30. 1889. AMANDA. It is November and the day is drawing to its close. I am homeward bound after a ramble through the forest and the evening is dreary. The sk}' is overcast with clouds and the storm holds high carnival in the forest. Swarms of crows keep up their noisy combat in the leafless trees and when there is a lull in the storm the swollen stream pours its wild music into mine ears. The birds are gone, the flowers are dead and the squir- rels have retreated to their s^^questered haunts. Ah, wild November evening, what memories you recall, what dear associations you bring back to my mind. You make me think of that November evening years ago, the most memorable of my life, when I roamed for the last time through a forest far away which was once the Paradise of my early days. To-night I remember m}^ sweet-faced Amanda, that lovely star of my life, which rose so beautifully and full of promise but went down unexpectedly 'mid darkness and tempest. Mv father was a gospel minister in the town where Amanda lived and her parents belonged to his parish- ioners. I accompanied him one day to their home and there I became acquainted with Amanda. I loved her, she loved me— I declared to her my affection, she responded in loving words. Ah, to-night how well do I remember her sweet voice, her fascinating smile, her upright devotion to me, expressed in tender lines addressed to me when I was at school, or uttered in affectionate words, when she sat with me beneath the trees in the silent moonlit, summer eve ! What an inspiration her life was to me, with what sweet poetic fancies she filled the world around me ! AMANDA, 77 What castles of life and love we used to build, ah, castles of fancy, that collapsed when touched by the hand of reality, leaving us weeping and forlorn upon our ruins. Shall I ever forget that little package the carrier one day left in my room, sealing my doom, containing all the letters I had written to her with her explanatory note, stating that our love forever must cease ! No, she could not have written that, a soul so true, so gentle — her father had compelled her to do so— "love, making at such a tender age was a folly and carried on under cover of great misdemeanor." That was the end of our companionship, and I wept. Ah, how her tears must have flowed ! She kept my photograph, I know why— she could not forget me and to look at it now and then might solace her in her grief. Our ways parted. Her parents sent her to a distant boarding-school, and I moved away soon afterward to a distant locality. Weird November night, you remind me of my last pil- grimage to the haunts of my former love, the stately forests through which we so often had roamed the sum- mer before. I had to visit once more the scenes of my former love, meditate for a while upon the grave of my dead hope and tben bid a long, long farewell to the place of my former delights. Memorable eve, how can I ever forget you ; how dis- tressed I felt when I wandered there a solitary roamer among familiar scenes. Yes, there were the places yet we had frequented the summer before, the bridge from which we had watched the swans in the lake, the boat in which we had rowed, her song accompanying the beat of the oars, the ancient beeches under which we had chatted, the trees in which we had cut our names. But ah, what a change ! The charm of the scene had fled with her. I brushed away a tear and nature mourned with me, the wind 78 AMANDA. howled dismall}- among the leafless trees, the dead leaves rustled woe-betokening at my feet, the distant waterfall poured forth its melancholy strains, the withered flowers stood in drooping attitude and under black clouds the lake appeared in mourning. I repaired to a grotto over which flowed a brook swol- len by the rains and forming a cascade that moaned at my feet once music to mine ears with Amanda. " It is past," moaned the waterfall ; " It is past," said the dead leaves swept along by the swollen flood; "It is past," whispered the pine tree with a sigh. Thus I sat there sadly musing until the shadows of the evening deepened around me, but before I left, I turned my face to the wall and there in solid rock I carved Amanda's name and mine, drawing a circle around it — undivided love in eternity. " Farewell," said I, "woods and streams, flowers and shady nooks, a long farewell to you ! ' ' and in the twi- light of the evening I hastened homeward. That very month yet I found myself in theregion far, far awa}-^ from the haunts of love. New scenes, new hopes, new prospects — yes, but I never forgot Amanda and made plans to rebuild our broken hopes on the ground of new possibilities, alas ! to be frustrated again. Winter passed — I was rowing one calm spring evening on the beautiful Passaic, my thoughts again with Amanda. So we used to drift along only a year ago. I fancied her with me and enjoyed the reverie. Someone happened to come along and hand me a letter. I opened it hastily, anxious to know the news. Yes, interesting tidings, but on the other page — let me not try to describe the horror that came over me. " Amanda," it read, "is dead." It stunned me and the letter fell from my hands, a feeling of utter loneliness took possession of me and I knew that the last golden cloud of my beautiful morning had vanished forever. ^ * * Years have passed, many years. I am a man now, AMANDA. 79 another man in another world. Sweet fancy's dreams are over, sober reality is upon me. But I am satisfied. After all my lines have fallen in pleasant places. I have found rest in my own home, a dear wife sheds rays of joy upon my path and happy children cheer my way. A wise Providence rules over all. It is well. And Amanda, asleep in Jesus, far better for thee, landed early on heaven's peaceful shore, endowed with peren- nial youth, breathing an atmosphere of unchanging love. But sainted girl, pardon me that I fondly cherish thy memory and remember thy charming presence as one of the loveliest mirages on my journey through this desert of life. Sweet suggestion — a mirage is the reflection of some beautiful distant reality. Lord of my life, lead me onward to that blessed realm above ! Sleep, sweet dear girl, times devastating billows That toss us here, can harm thy soul no more. In gentle waves with musical cadences. They break upon thy flowery, sunlit shore. MY FLOWER. BY GERTRUDE REDERUS. Welcome, modest violet, most loved of all the flowers, I've longed to see thee blooming beneath the shady bowers. Thou art a little gem, emblem of love sincere, Though blooming oft unseen and little noticed here. Come let me lift thee tenderly and plant thee on the sod, Where, underneath, my father sleeps, ambassador of God. In life thou wert his favored flower, in death adorn his tomb, Speak of a life that never dies without a shade of gloom. I see my sainted father smile and thankful nod to me, I hear him say, "It gives me joy your faithfulness to see." Christmas Dreams. 'Tis midnight and the weary rest. Sleep will their wasted powers repair, But ah, what specters hannt the ones. Whose lives are eaten out with care. Not so with you, my little ones, This night, the fairest of the fair, For Santa Clans the generous one, Will soon be here with presents rare. How gently heave your little breasts, What smiles play round your rosy lips. Of what great joy that tremor speaks, That passes through your finger tips. Where are you wandering, little ones. Perhaps in some enchanting land. Where sweet delights and objects fair. Please ear and eye on every hand? Or better still in some fair land. Are angels singing o'er your head. Rejoicing that in Bethlehem Is born the Saviour in a shed. Or has some sweet faced angel borne. You to the place the Babe to greet? And are you gazing on its form So beautiful and heavenly sweet ? But no, I will not interrupt Your happy dreams this Christmas night, I only wish to be with you, And have a share in your delight. Malcom, N. Y., December, 1896. How A Bandit Set Things in Order. The Friesian highway man Japik Etniners* whose audacity and craftiness had become a byword among his people, had once more succeeded in eluding his pursuers and passing under the fictitious name of Occe Sjoerds, the Merchant, sojourned peacefully in the little sequestered inn " 't Wiete Hienderf " kept by widow Kalema. The stranger, apparently a wealthy man, was of a humble and social disposition, and as he added to it the gift of telling a story in a fascinating way, of which he had a good supply on hand, it became not difficult for him to make friends among the simple people of that community. Old Frow:{: Kalama too, soon learned to esteem him, for although a gentleman of high standing, he did not think it below him to lend her now and then a helping hand, to keep her little garden in order and to do little jobs around the house. He was also known soon for his regular habits, for although in easy reach of the tempting fluid of Bacchus, he seldom touched it and never indulged in an overdose, happy to rely on the abundant supply of his good humor and the surplus of his vocabulary. Now and then he had to absent himself from home, for it had to be understood that he had to transact important business in the city of Leeu warden, the truth of which was never questioned by these simple people, and when he returned, Frow Kalama could be certain of a present and the cronies who fre- quented the inn of a newly fabricated story. So in the course of time Japik could congratulate him- * Japik, Friesian form of Jacob. + Wiete Hieiider, means White House. t Frow stands for Mrs. 82 HOW A BANDIT SP:T THINGS IN ORDER. self that he had introduced more life in the dull society and especially that he had cheered the heart of the old widow, for she had seen troublesome times, having lost her husband and children and met with other reverses of life, which had left the sad traces on her goodnatured countenance, Japik Emmers had noticed this and it did him good, for although an outlaw who preyed upon another's posses- sions his victims always were the rich, preferable the oppressors, and he had kind feelings toward the poor and afflicted. Now it occurred one day that Frow Kalania wore an extraordinary sad look and no one observed it sooner than the keen eyed Emmers. Smiles were no more seen about her lips and unless necessity prompted her, she would carefully avoid any kind of conversation. It was evident that some secret trouble was annoying her and no one was more eager to know the cause of it than Japik, for it would not surprise him that she had found out his identity, in case of which it would be advis- able to leave as soon as possible, and if it did not concern him, then he might possibly be of some service to her. But to ask her about it was for him not an easy task, for as during his lawless career the adage " mind your own business ' ' had become the rule of his life and formed his character he did not like openly to pry into another person's secrecies. Necessity however prompted him to deviate from his rule and as delay might mean disaster, he confronted her with the question as soon as possible. As Frow Kalama was of a reserved disposition, she hesitated first to reveal her secret, but as Japik assured her in emphatic language of his good intentions, of which he had given ample proof during his stay with her, and as he possibly might be of service to her, she became confident and revealed to him the cause of her troubles. It was a story of sufferings and wrongs. She told him HOW A BANDIT SET THINGvS IN ORDER. 83 of the sickness and death of her husband and children together with other reverses of life, which so had crip- pled her resources, that she had been obliged to mort- gage her little place ; that it was a heavy encumbrance, about covering the value of the estate, which was held by her pastor, who for pity's sake had loaned her the monev, but unfortunately (as he said) had to ask a high percentage to keep himself from destitution, although she knew that he had valuable property and a large salary besides. As long as business flourished and many travelers stopped at the inn, she had managed to meet her payments, but since people had commenced to use the new road, which greatly had reduced the num- ber of visitors, her income, had grown so small that she had not been able to pay up the interest for three years. Pastor Adama had been very kind to her and so far, given her time, but now he was inexorable and the interest had to be paid in full at once, if not, foreclosure would follow, which meant sale, and would make her either a friendless wanderer or inmate of a pauper institution, either case, which she dreaded more than death. Just recently she had received a letter from him to this effect and a week from its date, toward the evening, on his return trip from the city he would stop at her house. What could she do ? There was no prospect to meet her obligation and so her fate was inevitably sealed. Japik Emmers had listened with close attention to her woeful story and indignation and pity were by turns visible on his countenance. Such a state of affairs could exist no longer. Something had to be done at once. That hypocritical preacher had to be brought to terms and that poor honest soul released from Ker dreadful anxieties. But who would do it ? Guilty wealth commanded respect and innocent poverty had no friends. Could not he do it ? Yes, he had the money, but as he 84 HOW A BANDIT SET THINGS IN ORDER. soon expected to leave, he would need every cent and as far as it concerned to brini( the oppressor to terms he was powerless. What could he say now to poor Frow Kalama ? All he could do for the present, was to advise her to cultivate patience, not to give up hopes before the week was ended, that often just when calamity was inevitable deliverance would come, he spoke from his own experi- ence. He was read}- to add a bible quotation to it, but that would not hardly do for him — but, who could tell but the minister might have changed his mind ? But Emmers was not the man to let matters rest there; he always was an excellent schemer and a bold and skillful executor of his plans. When he was again alone he set to thinking. Prob- ably this or that plan would do, but no, there was always some hitch about it, w^hich hindered it from working well. At last, yes there he hit upon a plan and an admir- able one it was too, for it would not only help out his friend but also serve as a correction for the minister. He knew that the dominie,* late in the afternoon on the given date, would call at the widow's house and very likely therefore would not retvirn before some time after sunset. He knew also which way he would come and that there was a lonel}- spot on the road, excellently adapted for a highway robbery. He saw his way clear now. He would furnish the old widow with necessar}^ money, not only for the payment of interest but also of the mortgage, telling her that it was a present and not a loan. Then a day or two afterward, feigning to go on a journe}', he would secretly steal toward that solitary spot on the* road and there relieve the minister again of his ill-gotten gains. ♦Ministerial title from I^atiii Dominus (Kriesiaii) means Lord. HOW A BANDIT SET THINGS IN ORDER. 85 The next morning Emniers had good news for the widow. Frow Kalania needn't worry any more, he would pay the debt she owed the minister, mortgage and all, and handing to her the bag containing the sum, bade her to be of good cheer now. And of good cheer she was, for falling on her knees before him, she took his hands in hers, covered them with tears, and showered upon him her benedictions. The scene was too much for Enimers, for he was visibly moved, but instantly he recovered himself and m histling a tune, went out. Two days afterward Japik left Frow Kalama's estab- lishment, to return as he said within a month, but in realit}' to seek safer quarters and to make his intended attack that evening on the minister. On the appointed time the minister made his appear- ance at the inn, with kind greetings as usual, and congratulating Frow Kalaina for her improved appear- ance, for it had not escaped his notice that she had looked haggard and dejected on his previous visit. It did not take long before he brought up the question about the finances, expecting that this time Frow Kalama surely would fail in meeting her obligations, which virtually would make him the owner of her property. But imagine his surprise when the old ladv, with the dignity and independence of a queen, counted out to him not only all the interest due but enough besides to pay up the mortgage, joyfully stating that the little estate was now once more free from incumbrance. The pastor could not think where she had gotten all that money without mortgaging her property, but as he full}^ trusted in her honesty and had a snug sum in his pocket, he would not inquire but congratulate her with her success and give her some valuable advice for the future. The remainder of the evening was spent agreeably, for both minister and parishoner were now in an extra 86 HOW A BANDIT SKT THINGS IN ORDKR. happy mood and so it happened that when the minister talked of going home, it was quite late and besides the night had grown tempestuous and dark. Frow Kalama in consequence of it grew somewhat alarmed and tried to persuade the dominie to stay over night, or if he would go to leave the money in her custody, for it was far too dangerous to venture out with such a large sum in a night, as dark as that. But the dominie persisted in going ; he did not mind a storm and as far as it concerned thieves they would not dare to attack a minister but in case it should occur with him, he was ready for the emergency. As further reasoning was of no avail Frow Kalama left ff her entreaties and soon afterward the pas ( or mount- ing his horse, was off in the dark, followed by the prayers of the widow. IVLeanwhile Japik had secretly stationed himself on that solitary spot by the road and was patientl}^ waiting for the arrival of his victim. But as the evening wore away and no minister had turned up yet, Kmmers began to feel uneasy and the thought occurred to him that owing to the darkness of the night the minister might have concluded to remain at the inn till morning and then he would be out of his money, which under present circumstances would be quite a calamity to him. He waited and waited, but no sign of the minister — he listened with suspended breath, but all he heard was the moaning of the storm — he stooped down, looked toward the horizon if he could not see some one moving against the sky, but heaven was as dark as the earth. But finally as he was about to give up his enterprise, he thought he heard some unusual noise. He listened attentively, no, he could not be mistaken, it was the footfall of a horse, it came nearer and he crept cautiously toward the road, so as to have a distinct view of the object approaching, for it was quite light now. Yes, it was a man on horse- back — a few seconds yet and the figure was opposite him. HOW A BANDIT SET THINGS IN ORDER. 87 Bmmers keen eyes were fixed upon it ; to be sure it was the long expected minister. To act quick now was wise policy, and Emmers seeing his way clear jumped forward, caught the horse by the bridle and firmly held it there. "Who are you?" thundered out Emmers, addressing the man before him. "Well — we-11 " — stammered out the figure on the horse — " I — I — am the — min — minister of " " Enough," interrupted Emmers. " I know you, the wolf in sheepskin, eh ! But I have you and now dismount at once, if you have any respect for your life." " I will, I will," said the minister hastily, and slipping down the horse, stood trembling before his assailant. " And now," said Japik, "what do you have there slung over your shoulder? The bag containing the blood money of Frow Kalama, eh ! Well look here, if you as a Minister dare to rob innocent poor, then I better as a bandit rob a guilty minister. Now give that bag here, it will do more good in my possession than in yours. " The dominie hesitated. "No, no," said Emmers, "no delay here, I am in perfect earnest, give that mone yor — " making a threatening move. "Here, here," said the minister, handing over the bag, but please spare my life ! " "Your life," said Emmens, "when an armed man meets a dangerous wolf will he spare him?" " You are quite right," said the minister, " but believe me, that I am a man." " Could I only see it," said Emmers. "But say, wolf or man, if you will solemnly promise me here to-night, that in the future you will no more oppress the poor and innocent, I will this time let you go, with this under- standing, of course, that the money remains with me and I borrow your horse to-night, which I will leave to-mor- row somewhere on the road." The minister was perfectly satisfied with the proposal. He would make that promise, he ought to have done better too. 88 AFTER THK STORM. "Well, off then at once," shouted Eminers, and off went the frightened man splashing through the mud as fast as his legs could carr}' him. "Well, well," chuckled Enimers to himself , "that pays ! I have benefited now a poor, good woman; I have chas- tised and corrected a minister and have the other pleas- ure, to feel that it is far better to give than to receive." Thus saying, he mounted the horse, and was off to parts unknown. AFTER THE STORM. A TALK OF MISSIONARY LIFE IN THE WEST. Like some lonely island in mid-ocean stood the little parsonage cottage on the extensive snow-covered plains of Minnesota. It was a small building with three little rooms, two serving for sleeping apartments, the other one for the combined purpose of sitting room, kitchen and stud3\ It had been snowing all day and toward evening a biting cold came blowing in from the north- west. As the evening shadows began to deepen, the wind grew gradually stronger, until about midnight a blizzard was sweeping in all its fury over the plains. The wind moaned and shrieked dismally among the pines that surrounded the little dwelling and when there was a momentary lull in it, the howling of the hungry wolves in the distance could distinctly be heard. Now and then it would strike the little dwelling with terrific fury, causing it to tremble on its frail foundations and making its windows rattle in their casings. The pastor, in pensive attitude, sat by the fire and inwardly thanked God, that after his weary day's journey among his flock, he was with his dear ones AFTER THE STORM. 89 again and had the means to keep out the deadly effect of the inclement night. He was a man of eminent abilities and a graduate of a noted eastern university which might have fitted him for a city charge, but he had preferred the West as being more congenial to his tastes and better adapted to fulfil his heart's desire, to labor among the destitute and neglected. His parishioners were widely scattered, the nearest neighbor a mile away and besides his services in the little church at home, in which he preached at stated times, there were two other stations, twelve and sixteen miles away, where he also had his regular appointments. The people to whom he administered were ver}- much attached to their pastor, but being in poor circumstances could only raise a small sum for his support, which, augmented by a scanty allowance of the Board, made up his small salary of five hundred dollars. In his difficult charge, however, he was abh' assisted by his good wife, a woman of eminent abilities and large heart, w4io having left her comfortable and cul- tured surroundings, resolved to brave with the man whom she loved best in life, the hardships that pre- sented themselves in the promotion of a cause as dear to her heart as it was to his. During the first years of their married life she had frequently accompanied him on his missionary journeys, which especially in those northern climes, during the v;inter season, v/as an arduous task for a woman. Often when the snow drifts were high, with a temper- ature of thirty below zero, and the bravest preferred to stay inside, she and her husband had managed to appear at the appointed times at the stations. In his visitations among the sick she had neither stayed behind, causing her helping hand to be felt where his words consoled. Where people were in need, she had often given of her own small resources and through her interposition many a valuable box from 90 AFTKR THE STORM. some eastern society had found its way to the poor of the parish. Later on, when children were born to them, realizing that God crowns a woman a queen when He makes her a mother, she had governed her little realm of home with a dignity and tact belonging to the office, rearing her little ones in the fear of the Lord and causing the small income as far as possible to meet the necessary ends. So that little home had stood there for many a year as a paradise b}- itself and a beacon light to direct the voyager of life to the haven of peace and rest. But suddenly the sunshine of prosperity had vanished and a cloud of sorrow cast its melancholy shadow over it. On a certain tempestuous day, as the good woman had been out on a visit to a distant sick friend, she had con- tracted a severe cold. It had developed into pneumonia and for days she had lingered between life and death. Medical skill however, supported by her vigorous con- stitution, had overcome the disease, and once more she was the active woman of former da3's. But it was a false recovery, for the fatal germ of con- sumption had been left behind and despite all efforts to stay its development, it had made fatal inroads upon her health. Of late she had felt worse and part of the time she had been obliged to take to her bed. But, she was a cheerful woman, who always discovered a bright side on the dark cloud of life and even now, as the shadows of death were already falling about her, she would hopefully speak of life and the good days that were to come. Nevertheless the good soul w^as daily failing and the loving husband, notwithstanding his efforts to encourage the sufferer, saw the storm approaching that was to desolate his sweet garden of life. And so as he sat there alone that stormy winter evening, wife and children sleeping, the former perhaps dreaming of recovery and happiness which never would be her's again, brooding AFTER THE STORM. 9I over his misfortunes, there was a dreary harmony oetween his sad feelings and the moaning of the storm without' Suddenly there was a slight cough in the wife's apart- ment ; he listened, there was another one, foDowed by outbursts of paroxysms. But the faithful husband was already by her side, and administering to her some medicine soon succeeded in quieting down the irritation. "Don't be alarmed John," she said, with the usual smile on her lips, " I am all right again. Sa}-, have you not noticed that I don't cough as often as I used to ? But what a dreadful storm that is, how I pity the poor who are without the comforts of life now. But the winter will soon be over. Let me see, half of February and March yet and it will be different ; I know there is April yet but it is a spring month and so near May too ; well, I will be patient and then soon I will get there, for no one can make me believe that I have consumption ; I know its symptoms, the reason that I lately have grown worse is due to the weather. When the gentle breezes come blowing in from the balnn- south, then I will be strong again and we and the children will drive out once more to that sweet spot on the murmuring stream, you know where we camped outlast summer, and then we'll climb that wooded hill again, where we found those lovely flowers and had such a fine view of the surrounding country. And by that time our new house will also be ready, which will so much lighten my labors and give you a study-room at last, for certainly the Board will not decline an application for a thing as necessary as this. " Housekeeping will then but begin, for the children will then have a place where to play during a rainy day and I need not pick up things as often as I do now. I can make things then also look a little more tidy inside, as there will be abundant place where to store the household effects. And we will be better situated to «.)2 AKTllK rill': sroKM. receive people too, which will aiKl to the iMos])erity of the church. " No, I am not tiretl of life as lonvi as there is so nnich in it yet to charm me. This lower room of the Father's great mansion, contains also mnch to make His children happy ; there are yon ami the children, the chnrch and God's beautifnl nature. o\\, how I lo\ e them all ! Be- sides, there is so mnch work for me to ilo yet. No, my time has not yet come and next spring I will he on my post again. " Rnt husband, 1 better stop now for I feel somewhat tired, my natural enthusiasm has ilone it again, but I will be on my guard next time. Well, cheer up now and retire!" Ami the minister obeyed, feeling much better m>w too. for such a voice could quell the inward storm, such a love and lu^pe dispel the ilarkness of the soul. That night was the last bliz/.ard of the season and milder weather set in. During the night there were light frosts, but comparatively warm weather prevailed during the day. A short season of rain followed and ere long INIother Earth released from the bonils of snow and ice, showed once more her friendly countenance ready to shower new blessings upon man anil beast. And the poor sutTerer in the parsonage too had changed for the better, she coughed less, the hectic fever left her and soon she recovered so far as to be able to attend again to the lighter duties of the household. She had even ventured out already and as it had done her good, it was agreed upon that as soon as a mild day woukl come, her husband wo\dd drive her out with the children to a distant parishioner. That long looked-for day had come at last and husband, wife and children, all in a happy mood, were soon seen speeding over the plains, the dashing horses even sharing in the fun, for a tine day it was, as tine as April could have it, a May-like day, with a warm sun of purple, hazy distances of hills and woods. But it was a treacherous day too, for hardly had AFTKR THK STOKM. 93 noon passed when the wind suddenly shifted from the south to the northwest. Gradually the sky became overcast with clouds and the weather grew cold and bleak. The mini.ster and his wife by this time (so hospitably entertained by their friends), cast anxious looks outside and with grave apprehensions watched the changing .scene out doors. They could not enjoy themselves any longer now, and so it was resolved, fearing that the weather might become more inclement toward niglitfall, to return early in the afternoon. And so the little party that had started out so pleas- antly in the morning, returned rather sadly that after- noon and hardly a word was spoken on the way, the baby even appearing in a dejected mood, for as close as possible she nestled to the protecting form of her mamma The swift horses, however, conveyed them soon to their longed-for de.stination and although all felt the chilling effect of the weather and gathered around the warm stove, the unpleasant experiences of the day were soon forgotten and gloomy forebodings cast to the winds. At last spring in all its glory and beauty had come. Again the flowers bloomed in the meadows and the forests stood arra\ed in the light green apparel of the season . The air was redolent with the odors of blooming trees and the streams in the valleys nmrmured forth their mu.sical tunes. Early in the morning the crowing of the prairie cocks filled the air with sweet echoes and at eve the notes of the robin broke the forest stillness. Far away in the ravines the woodpecker hammered away all day and the plaintive voice of the turtle mingled with the songs of the blackbirds in the trees near the marsh. But there was a funeral at the parsonage, for the goo; ''j% M -'^ ^^^1. ^^st:i^^^. X4^"^.)5£'v^^?^ ^'^^^M:^.^^'^'^?^ 1'. '' ..,,, - vi^^-^ • ...» 0* ^ -^ ^^$^'^