PS 1124 .B3 B4 1886 ^opy 1 BEYOND- THE -VEIh ' fir*^^^*^^^^^ Ann ~ BE YOND THE VEIL BT Alice Williams Brotherton CHICAGO CHARLES H. KERR & COMPANY 175 Dearborn Street 1886 ^c. \\^^ -^ Copyridit by Charles H. Kerr .V Compaxy iS86 CLARK & LONGLEY. PRINTERS, CHICAGO Prelude. The end is noi in the grave. There is a time To rest, as to conne and go On God's errands, to and fro. — Like a half-writ rhyirie If my life nnust be laid by, For a little space; As the poet's soul is stirred With new insight and the word Speeds at length to its right place ; So this life in^which I see But half-nneanmgs, in the grave Laid away, In that Life whereto I tend — Some day, some happy day, Waking refreshed and calrri and brave, I shall read clear, to its end. BEYOND THE VEIL. One weary with much weeping slept and dreamed : — A poor soul wandering in the outer gloom Which lies beyond the portal of the tomb, Felt a wild longing in its inmost breast To look upon the City of the Blest. And it arose and fled through shadows grey With never guide except that wish alone, Which drew it, half-resisting, ever on. Communing sadly with itself alway : — " It might have been— Woe, woe ! it might have been That I, too, through the gate had entered in, And walked with the pure souls to whom the grace Is given to look upon Jehovah's face, And work His will (as once on earth) in heaven. 6 BEYOND THE VEIL. But now mine hour is passed. No place is given. Though long with bitter weeping I have sought, Wherein my expiation might be wrought : My day is sinned away : too late, too late Cometh repentance! " Yet unto the gate Of the fair city, New Jerusalem, Whose rainbow tinted walls of carven gem Proclaim unto God's children from afar Their Father's home where many mansions are — I fain would go ; to bend a single glance Upon the glory of the place. Perchance, (For I will plead so humbly !) it may be The gracious Angel-guard will pity me Nor wave me from the gate, but grant my prayer To stand and gaze one little moment there, Viewing the shining streets whereon have trod The feet of those who journey up to God ! Then, after that one look, I will retrace Swiftly my steps to my appointed place." BEYOND THE VEIL. So saying, swift advancing, on it passed, Leaving the gloom behind it : till at last It saw the City of the Blest appear : Whose walls far reaching, as it drew more near, Shone — even as the prophet has foretold — With a great shining like transparent gold. With beryl and with jacinth, jasper-stone, Sardius and amethyst, emerald, chalcedon. And myriad gems beside, whose marvellous sheen Was such as never mortal eve hath seen. But lo, the gates, when it had come thus far. Stood open wide, with never bolt or bar : Nor any warder with uplifted sword And angry frown was there the place to guard. Then the soul, listening, trembling — half with fear Half with an awe-filled reverence — drew near And looked into the city wistfully. There was a sound of far-off melodv. But all the streets were still, nor was there sight Of any soul : only a wondrous light Filled all the place. 8 BEYOND THE VEIL. And straight a wild desire Seized on the soul to view the glory nigher. " Perchance this hour the Angels all are gone Deeper into the City where the throne Must be," it said, " and so the streets are still. Ah, if I might but venture ! Yea, I will. Since none is here to hinder sure I may Just enter in and go a little way !" Thus saying, through the open gate it strayed. At lirst wdth bated breath and sore afraid. Then, since none did molest it, bolder grown. With ever-quickening steps it hastened on. Leaving the shining portals far behind ; And knew it not, but wandered on to find Fresh marvels and new beauties everywhere, — Till, of a sudden pausing, it was 'ware Of a bright Presence swiftly drawing near. And fain it would have fled but that its fear Forbade, nor was there any place to hide. Then the swift Presence halting at its side BEYOND THE VEIE g Looked it with piercino- glances through and through And queried : — " Soul, whence art thou ? " And it knew The Crucitied ; and dared not meet His frown, But crying : — " Pity, Lord ! Forgive ! " fell down Weeping and quaking at his feet. Then He : — " What have I to forgive ? " So, falteringly, There at the Master's feet with sob and wail The stricken soul poured forth the whole sad tale — - How it had been a sinner upon Earth, And in the After-World amid the dearth And chill and darkness lying there without, Had wandered long, a prey to fear and doubt And evil thoughts and wild despair : until — Drawn by an impulse stronger than its will — It rose and fled, nor paused until it stood. Awe-filled, before the Citv of the Good. lo BEYOND THE VEIL. Finding no warder at the outer gate, No bolt or bar nor any hindrance set, Nor seraphim with flaming dreadful sword ; Tremblingly it had ventured hitherward Into the city, led by a wild hope To look upon the glory ; then to grope Its way again unto its wonted place. So paused, and looking up into His face Wondered exceedingly to see no frown Thereon, but only mild eyes looking down Upon it, kneeling. And a voice said " Nay, Why then depart when thou art free to stay ? " " Master, O mock me not ! " the spirit cried, " Pity me rather : sorely am I tried ! " " Alas, poor soul ! " He said " Hast never heard That which is written in the Holy Word : — ' Whoso shall hear My voice and come to Me I will in no wise cast out ' ? Child, for thee The promise holds good also. Thou art here. Do I reject thee ? Put away thy fear."' BEYOND THE VEIL. n " Nay ", the soul faltered, " but I heard no voice. Between the good and evil made no choice. The time was passed. I only longed to flee Out of the gloom, and hither come and see The beauty and the glory forfeited Bv mine own sinfulness ! "' "Yea, child'*, He said' " And that same louirlno was the Father's voice. None Cometh unto me save of His choice. Poor Soul ! And didst thou think that little space Of time on Earth was all wherein the grace Of God was open to thee ? — that the tomb Sealed once for good or ill thy final doom r And were that like to One whose tenderness Is infinite as His iVlmightiness r Didst thou not dream that, in the outmost part Of all. His voice divine might reach the heart, And draw thee, ever nearer, on and on Unto Himself and Me r So hath He done. Peace ! Though thou hast not chosen Me indeed. Have I not chosen thee ? I know thv need 12 BEYOXD THE VEIL. Of Me, and bid thee ' Come, abide with me.' Within the City there is room for thee. And that thou well mayst know this thing is true I give a sign, — What would'st thou I should do ? What is thine inmost wish ? Look up and speak ! " The awe-struck soul arose, and answered meek : — " Master ! If I might touch thy garment's hem And be made clean ! Thou didst thus unto them — The loathly lepers once in Palestine, — O, if Thou wouldst but lay Thy hand divine Upon me now, this leprosv of sin. This weight of pain and fear I bear within, Would fall from off me like a garment vile ! " " Lo, it is done ! '' He answered with a smile. And straight it seemed as if from off its sight The scales had fallen, for to left and right, Near and afar it saw a gracious band Of beautiful, tall, shining Angels stand, Which had been with them from the first. Not strange Their faces seemed, but, with some glorious change, Like unto those of dear friends known and lost BEYOND THE VEIL. 13 On Earth. And there was none of all that host But did rejoice with it exceedingly, Making its joy their own : " Now glor}- be " (They cried) " unto the Lord ! Without the gate No wistful soul need trembling stand and wait. No need to knock — the doors stand open wide, Whoso doth seek shall lind the Crucified. Sister ! we saw thee enter in, though thou Couldst see us (for thine eyes were sealed), but now. Come, thou beloved, with us — for there be Full many here, have waited long for thee ! " The Master gently bade : — " Soul, go thy ways With these; and after, for our Father's praise — To whose dear Name for aye all praise shall be ! — - Some task there shall be given unto thee: For there is need of service from us all. Go now and rest until thou hear the call. My peace be with thee, daughter ! '' Then with eves Lifted and filled with tears of glad surprise, And smiling lips, and brow from whence was gone 14 BEYOND THE VEIL. All shade of sin, the pardoned soul passed on Circled about by the rejoicing throng: And a new voice was added to the song. And zuith a start the sleeper^ hi the face Of tJie glad sold tJiat entered into grace ^ Of a sudden knezv — fier ozvn : and, zvaking^ zuent Upon her zvax -filled zvith a great content. Not here the end — not here ! Infinite Tenderness Hath infinite zuays^ we knozi\ To save and bless. JVor dooms to eternal zvoe The soul that learns., — Through Sifi [if it must he so!\ Tfiat sears and I)urns. Since all Shadozv comes from Light : Having ceons to Inid and orozL\ Surely Good from Sin, at fast. Shall sprino; also. LIBRARY OF CONGRESS Qi 015 971 095 6 P