■^c -0^ ^^'" 1 "^A V*' iOO, ■>■•, ^ V,' ^' ' "^--v \0°. ,;i- • '■>Ni-:;^' t. '"^ /<-. '', •^z. ^- <^ .0 ^ ^ A^ *=?/. ^ 8 Z-^ \-^ ^O-t^ 'rK '^^W--" . (.0 .'V V/ V :\1 "OQ' r/-. s^' .— ^.■?^ '^^. %^ /\^v^^v/\.,/ /\!?A'= ^<^' DRIFTINGS THE STREAM OF LIFE A COLLECTION OF FUGITIVE POEVIS. J ELIZABETH BOGART. 0/ NEW YORK: PUBLISHED BY HURD AND HOUGHTON. BOSTON: E. P. BUTTON AND COMPANY. 1866. No. I, \ ■^A Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1866, by Elizabeth Bogart, in the Clerk's Office of the District Court for the Southexn District of New York. RIVERSIDE, CAMBRIDGE: STEREOTTPED AND PRINTED BY H. 0. HOUGHTON AND COMPANY. PREFACE. Long time I doubted if the world would hear, Or, hearing, prize these fancies of my youth, — These verses woven only of the truth, — These records of a past my heart held dear. And doubting thus, I sought no more a name Which once I coveted. So years went by. And others wrote, and men gave praise, while I Was silent still, nor dreamed again of fame. Nor do I seek it now. I only ask That those who read may love my simple words, — That they may sometimes wake long silent chords, And touch some hearts : be this my better task. iv PREFACE. To you, my friends, whose sympathy, no less Than loving praise, bade all my doubts de- part, — To you my book belongs ; my grateful heart Links your dear names with effort and success. TO THE READER. In collecting these Poems for publication in a volume, I have been influenced more by the wishes of my family and friends than by any undue value placed upon them by myself I have called them " Driftings from the Stream of Life " ; for they have drifted on through a number of years, gathering here and there a straw in their onward passage with the waves of Time. In reviewing them, I often find repe- titions of ideas, and contradictions of sentiment, in the different pieces, — each written from the impulse or feeling of the moment, which is ever changeful as the human mind. There are some of them which have never been in print, al- though the larger proportion have appeared formerly, under the. nom de plume of " Estelle," in the " New York Mirror " and other period- vi TO THE READER. icals of by-gone years. I had the'n no idea of ever casting them on the tender mercies of the Critic, in the more pretending form of a Book. But though now brought to make the venture, I can truly say that I do not anticipate any great success for my work, since many of those who would have taken an interest in it have gone before me to the spirit-land. E. B. CONTENTS. — ♦— PAGE The Curate's Love 1 Forgetfulness 15 He came too late 19 Resemblance 21 The Midnight Ball 22 Not yet 24 They tell me 25 The Italian Wife 26 To Dr. J. W. Francis 31 The Price of Success 33 That little Word, Farewell 35 To my Cousin 37 The Broken Promise 40 The Gifted 43 The Chosen Tree 47 Sonnets by E. S. S 49 Answer to E. S. S 50 Estrangement 52 The Student 56 I deemed thou wert forgotten 61 The World has won thee 64 Evening 67 Life without Love 69 To a Friend 71 I look for thee 73 Reflections on New- Year's Evening 75 viii CONTENTS. PAQB Neglect 78 ToE. S. S 80 On reading a Poem supposed to have been written by a former Friend 83 Sing me that Song again 87 She knew she was deserted 90 Away, then, to thy Pleasures 93 She meant not to deceive him 95 The Meeting 98 Midnight 100 The old, old Story 104 Life's fallen Star 109 To my Harp • Ill They tell me he is changed 114 A Life Memory 117 Our Friendship is a vanished Dream 119 Thou sayest it 122 Stanzas written in an unknown Ladj^'s Album 125 Parting of the Spanish Lovers. 127 The Sisters and Step-Mother 132 To a Friend 134 The Visit 135 Reminiscences 136 Southampton 138 My Geranium 140 To Dr. F 142 The Clouds 143 To an Authoress who addressed a Love-Poem to a Star. . 146 To Mary. Written in her Album 147 Cleanthe 149 A Portrait 152 Autumn View from my Window 155 Niagara 157 My Dream 159 Moonlight 161 April Snow-Storm 165 CONTENTS. ix PAGE To a Poetess, on hearing her say she did not love Moon- light 167 To J. G. Whittier 169 Poetry 172 June 174 Sunset Reflections "> 177 Katydids 180 Moonlight again 184. Little Barbara 180 Father Heinrich 187 Rain at Night 188 To the old Oak-Tree by the Gate 191 My Faded Rose 194 Easton 197 To E. S. S. on reading a Poem from her Pen, addressed to a Mutual Friend 200 To a caged Sky-Lark 202 To the Willow opposite my Window 205 The Forks of the Delaware 208 I love to hear the Birds sing 214 Spring 216 I think of thee 220 Inquiry after Happiness 223 Sabbath in the Country 225 I 'm weary with thinking 227 The Sabbath Eve 230 Tribute to Learning and Eloquence 233 Recollections on hearing an old Tune sung in Church. . . 235 Jairus' Daughter 238 Christ refusing the Request of the Mother of Zebedee's Children 241 The Grave 244 The Country Church 246 Summer in Easton 249 Tribute to tlie Memory of Rev. John Knox, D. D 254 On the Death of a beautiful young Lady 256 X CONTENTS. PAGE Dear little George 258 Iren6 May 260 Julia P. De Witt 261 Eugenie 263 Little Harold 265 In Memory of little Theron 267 Theodore F. De Witt 269 Louise, our Angel-Child 271 The Lost Thought 274 Appendix. Solitude 279 POEMS. THE CURATE'S LOVE. HE church was his profession, — it had been From early youth his choice, — for piety The very essence of his nature seemed ; As if by miracle, he had escaped The fearful curse and heritage of sin. Born in an humble sphere, and far apart From the gay world of fashion and of wealth, He ne'er had learned the forms of polished life. Nor aught but bookish lore ; nor knew he well To shape his speech in smooth and courtly phrase : But the distinctions of society Were sunk in his high calling ; and his life Of purity and strict integrity, Together with his cultivated mind, Gave him the station he was formed to fill. 1 2 THE CURATE'S LOVE. Simplicity of manners and of speech, And charity, and meek humility, And love to all mankind, bore evidence Of the true Christian ; and it mattered not To him where Fate should cast his lot in life, So he mjght be the humble instrument Of spreading gospel light o'er darkened souls. Thus, guided by the hand of Providence, He journeyed toward the east, — as erst of old The Wise Men followed Bethlehem's guiding star, Until it stood, and pointed to their Lord. His errand was the same, — to worship Him, The Saviour of the world ! Parents and friends. And native land, he cheerfully gave up, To do his Master's will. His early home, The fond affections of his youthful days. Were to his holy office sacrificed Without a murmuring thought ; and strangers came, A stranger-people on a foreign shore, And offered him a welcome, where the smoke Pose from a quiet hamlet, and the spire Of one small solitary church appeared From out its midst. Without a pastor then. Its doors, they said, were closed ; and from its bell No matin chimes, nor vesper music, rung. TEE CURATE'S LOVE. 3 To call the wanderers to the heavenward way. He listened till they won him to the charge ; And they became his people, and his heart Turned lovingly to them, and that lone chmxh. But with the lapse of time, at length arose A yearning for the past, — a longing wish, Increasing day by day, — a memory That grew into a shadow by his side, And whispered, even in the sacred desk, Of a sweet spot among the western hills. Where dwelt the loved ones he had left behind. In vain he strove to silence that still voice ; It drowned all louder sounds of busy life. Clear and distinct, above the thunder's peal, Or the church-going bell, or joy's acclaim, Or sorrow's wail, it spoke within his breast. It haunted him in dreams, and bade him take The wings of mom, and flee, and be at rest. He gatliered up his books, and laid them by, And spoke a hasty and a kind farewell. With promise to his flock of quick return. And then his breath came freer, and his veins Swelled with the coursing blood, which from his heart Rushed with redoubled force, as fancy drew A glowing picture of the future scene : The good ship " homeward bound," with sails unfurled, 4 TEE CURATE'S LOVE. Cutting its onward way through yielding seas ; Himself upon the deck, with swelling hopes, Stronger and bolder than the mounting waves. The voyage was over, and he stood once more Upon the soil the Pilgrim Fathers trod, And hallowed by their faith ; and where to him '^ The lines had fallen in pleasant places " once, With spell of household words, and heartfelt love. Back to his native place he bore again The same unchanged demeanor, mild and meek ; Untainted by the world, he had not caught The tints of fashion, nor the lighter shades Of folly's flying plumes, nor sought to " ape The manners of the great," nor striven to make A compromise with principle, to gain The favor of the rich. True to himself And to his God, his character remained A record of his early piety. But there was one — a lady — in whose name His pride was stirred, — his cousin Imogen. Brought up in high life's circles, she was versed In all the mysteries, to him unknown, — The idle requisites of form and rank. And school-taught grace, and artificial aids. So wrought into the charm that captivates. And dazzles to deceive, — and well she knew THE CURATE'S LOVE. 5 The current coin of manners and of words, Which pass unquestioned in the world's esteem. They ne'er had met, — Ethwold and Imogen ; Their fortunes cast in different spheres, had kept Their paths of life apart. The Curate, bound Upon his earnest, steadfast way to heaven ; And she, to whom his thoughts in secret clung, Trained but to ornament this lower world. They ne'er had met, until at his return He sought her out and claimed the privilege Of calling her his cousin. He had dreamed In fancy of that meeting ; for her fame Had reached his ear in his remote abode. He had been told that she possessed a mind Gifled with various talents ; that her powers Of conversation had been seldom equalled ; And that she spoke, with accent pure and sweet The living languages of many nations, — Conveying with her words, ideas bright. Original, and full of genius. Her pencil, too, drew pictures, such as mer Delighted oft to look upon, and trace Resemblance to the fairest scenes in nature. And her quick pen poured out the wealth of thought Upon the vacant page, till it was rich And glowing with the beauty of her theme ; Whil(^ from her heart the feelings that o'er- flowed 6 THE CURATE'S LOVE. Seemed springing from a fountain in her soul, Of more than human excellence and virtue. Her beauty scarce was mentioned ; 't was a thing Which weighed so lightly in comparison With her mind's treasures, that he had not heard How fair her face, how faultless was her form : And when he met an eye whose brilliancy Lighted the emanations of the mind, And saw the mantling color on her cheek Rise at his cordial greetins:, and the smile Of welcome on her lips, through which there shone The parted pearls, but half disclosed to view, He started with surprise, and felt his heart Yielding its homage, ere he well knew why. She was his senior, — though no tell-tale lines Had marked it on her face. With her, as yet, The elegant accomplishments of art, And grace, and fmcy, iVi*/^a-like, had kept The glow of youth in fresh, perennial bloom ; While weary hours of study and of thought, In Ethwold's sterner course, had been to him Like prints of time, and added years of age. Brief was that first unguarded interview. The cousins parted ; Ethwold to collect THE CURATE'S LOVE. 7 His scattered senses, and to ask himself If Imogen, the gifted and the gay, Whose tastes were all refined, and habits formed In brilliant scenes and circles, and a life Of which he knew not half the fatal charm, Could bend her thoughts to a poor Curate's love, And be a fitting wife to soothe his cares. The question was unanswered. Love had cast His veil o'er better reason, and, unused To the unequal strife, his mind was bowed Beneath the power which had enthralled his heart. Weeks passed away, and spellbound he remained Day after day, still lingering at her side. All other friends and objects which had claimed His interest were neglected, till he di'ew A half-reluctant promise from her lips To join her fate with his, for good or ill, — To be his minist'ring angel through the world, His star of beauty in his foreign home. His earthly friend, and counsellor at need, And loved companion in his path to heaven. And then with buoyant hopes of happiness, Beyond the boundary of all former dreams, He left her for a season, and returned To his forsaken, half-forgotten charge. 8 THE CURATE'S LOVE. But Imogen was sad with heavy thoughts ; Her lofty visions of some high estate Reserved for her afar by Fortune's hand, And all her airy fabrics raised, until They had become a substance in her mind, Walled by ambition with its tenfold strength Of ghostly power, were dashed at once away. Her cousin absent, and her vanity No longer flattered by his deference. And soft admiring gaze, and voice of love Breathed ever in her ear, she felt too late Her heart was never, could be never his. Her sense of honor held her for a while In stern subjection, and she durst not break Her hasty promise, though it seemed a bond Of iron fetters girded round her soul. But well she knew the gentle Curate's heart, And feared to break it. What then could she do ? How yield the world, the homage of the crowd, Received, till grown to a necessity For daily nutriment of daily thought, — How cast them all away to starve on love ! Which did but cloy her with continual sweets. It might not be ! He was not there to plead With his beseeching eyes and earnest words ; And she resolved, ere he should come again, To write her sentiments with open truth. In such choice language, all so well arranged, THE CURATE'S LOVE. 9 And with such warm expressions of regret, Making her letter such a specimen Of feeling and of elegance combined, That he should quite forgive her broken faith. And thus she wrote : — " Dear Ethwold, blame me not ! Blame not my wayward heart, nor deem it proud, Nor vain, nor cruel, for its sad mistake ! Oh, I have struggled with the consciousness That I have wronged thee, — trifled with thy love, And wronged thy generous nature, with a vow False to myself, and therefore false to thee ! I know thy worth ; full sensible am I Of thy surpassing nobleness of mind, Thy piety, and virtue, — and I feel I am not worthy of thee. Blame me not ! And oh, forgive me that I cannot love, As thou deservest to be loved, — for ah, A strange and froward thing is woman's heart ! I meant not to deceive thee : I mistook A cousin's calm affection for the power Of that deep passion which thou didst require. Forgive me, Ethwold : let me but retain Thy friendship and esteem, and be thou blest With one far better than thy Imogen." Thus was her conscience stilled ; and she dis- missed 10 THE CURATE'S LOVE. The memory of his hopeful confidence And fond devotedness, and turned again To lean upon the cold and heartless world. He read her letter, and it needed not Long time to answer it, nor many words To speak his quick reply. His ready pen Traced in a moment the one hasty line, — " Imogen, I release thee ; thou art free ! " He said no more. He felt that he had sinned, Sinned greatly in his heart's idolatry. Her image had been worshipped in his thoughts, And stood before him in his wandering prayers, An earthly object 'twixt his God and him. But he was punished. Keenly did he feel The chastening rod ; although he proudly scorned To breathe reproach to her, or yet to say, " I blame thee not ; thou art forgiven ! " Some human feelings lingered in his breast. Which seemed to choke the utterance of those words. He could not speak them, though he cherished not Resentment in his heart ; but he could feel The burning flash of indignation rise Above his inward discipline of mind : And then he sought with sorrow to regain The peaceful spirit of his Christian faith, And consolations of the sacred page. THE CURATE'S LOVE. \\ And was she happy ? Imogen the proud And self-condemned ? Came there no hours to her Of penitence, on feeling's turning tide, When ebbing joys were passing from her heart? She told it not : but dull and tasteless grew The world around her ; and she went abroad To seek for new sensations in new scenes, — To visit ancient cities, and to muse O'er melancholy ruins old and gray, — O'er fanes and chapels of the monkish days, The broken arches, crumbling stone by stone, And grand, dilapidated towers, to which The climbing ivy clung, and greener grew Above the moulderins^ monmnents of death. But painted oriels, and vaulted halls. And sculptured images, and pictured saints, And many a superstition's carved device, Were all forgotten in the wild romance And mountain grandeur of the Switzer's land. The snow and ice of ages, gleaming bright On lofty peaks, from which the pointed rocks Shot into mist high upwards in the clouds ; The foaming cataracts, dashing fiercely down Their craggy sides, and casting wide their spray ; While from afar, like distant thunder, rolled The Alpine torrent and the avalanche. And then again, in contrast strange and new, 12 THE CURATE'S LOVE. The wild flowers blooming on the glacier's edge, And the sweet valley of the rushing Arve Lying in loveliness and peace below. She wondered not that amor patrice clung To those bold hearts whose pulses first kept time To such wild symphonies. She wondered not At that brave peasant race whose earliest breath The mountain breezes fanned to hardihood. There only was her restless spirit calmed With humbled thoughts, 'mid Nature's wondrous works, — And sadly and regretfully she turned, With lingering steps and slow, to that bright clime So famed for skies serene and ever blue, — So full of charmed associations, bound By history's glorious chain of golden links, Time-brightened with each passing century, Where arts and sciences sprung into life. And artists " made rude blocks of marble speak," And poetry and eloquence divine Had consecrated every memory. She sought the nursery of sentiment In sunset hours, and silent solitude. But happiness was wanting, and she felt That she had cast the " pearl of price " away. THE CURATE^ S LOVE. 13 Her soul's requirings still were unfulfilled ; And to the country of her birth, at length, She wandered back, unsatisfied, — to die. Years passed away — and Ethwold came once more And stood beside her grave. His character Had undergone a change. His piety Had grown austere, and rigid, and severe ! And the meek, gentle Christian had become The stern and gloomy man. But then he wept. His soflened nature yielded to the touch Of human sympathy ; and o'er her tomb He poured his lamentations and his grief. " Oh Imogen, my cousin, where are now Thy earthly dreams of greatness ! Felt thou ne'er How worthless and how vain that shade of Fame, So anxiously pursued, and which, alas ! With all its boasted immortality^ Had not the power to save thee from the grave ! Oh, where are now thy visions of renown ! Quenched is the light of thought \vitliin thy mind ! At rest those feverish hopes, which gleamed a while Over thy brief existence ! All is past ! 14 THE CURATE'S LOVE. Low lies thy head in death, and ev'n thy name Is half forgotten by the sycophants Who by their flattery strove to win thy love. They come not here to thy last resting-place, To mourn for the bright spirit fled so soon ; While he who in thy pride thou didst reject Weeps bitter, agonizing tears for thee ! " He stooped down to the marble slab, and read The pompous lines which blazoned forth her worth. And told of talents and accomplishments, Lost in the grave beneath. His stricken heart Refused to echo back the empty strain ; And, with one sorrowing gaze, he bade farewell Forever to the spot, and slowly turned To mingle with the living multitude. He'd crossed the seas to look upon that grave ! It was a weary journey, sad and long ; But now, his mission done, he would return To come again no more. Past memories Were better borne 'midst strangers ; and hence- forth His^ life should be devoted to the Church, As was his early love. A woman's heart May break, and in her misery she dies ; But man lives on, and gathers up his strength, And scorns to be subdued. FORGETFULNESS. We parted : friendship's dream had cast Deep interest o'er our brief farewell, And left upon the shadowy past Full many a thought on which to dwell. Such thoughts as come in early youth, And live in fellowship with hope, — - Robed in the brilliant hues of truth, Unfitted with the world to cope. We parted : he went o'er the sea, And deeper solitude was mine ; Yet there remained in memory For feeling still a sacred shrine. And thought and hope were offered up, Till their ethereal essence fled, And disappointment, from the cup, Its dark libations poured, instead. We parted : 't was an idle dream That thus we e'er should meet again ; For who that knew man's heart would deem That he could long unchanged remain. 16 FORGETFULNESS. He sought a foreign clime, and learned Another language, which expressed To strangers the rich thoughts that burned With unquenched power within his breast. And soon he better loved to speak In those new accents than his own ; His native tongue seemed cold and weak To breathe the wakened passions' tone. He wandered far, and lingered long, And drank so deep of Lethe's stream. That each new feeling grew more strong, And all the past was like a dream. We met : a few glad words were spoken, A few kind glances were exchanged ; But friendship's olden charm was broken, His had been from me estranged* I felt it all ; we met no more ; My heart was true, but it was proud I Life's early confidence was o'er, And hope had set beneath a cloud. We met no more ; for neither sought To reunite the severed chain Of social intercourse ; for naught Could join its parted links again. FORGETFULNESS. 17 Too much of the wide world had beei Between us, for too long a time ; And he had looked on many a scene, The beautiful and tlie sublime. And he had themes on which to dwell. And memories that were not mine, Wliich formed a separating spell, And drew a mystic boimdary line. His thoughts were wanderers ; and the things Which brought back friendship's joys to me, To him were but the spirit's wings, Which bore hmi o'er the distant sea. For he had seen the evening star Glancmg its rays o'er ocean's waves. And marked the moonbeams from afar, Lighting the Grecian heroes' graves. And he had gazed on trees and flowers Beneath Italia's sunny skies. And listened in fair ladies' bowers To genius' words and beauty's sighs. His steps had echoed through the halls Of grandeur long left desolate ; And he had climbed the crmnbling walls, Or oped perforce the hingeless gate. 2 18 FORGETFVLNESS. And mused o'er many an ancient pile, In ruin still magnificent, Whose histories could the hours beguile With dreams, before to fancy lent. Such recollections come to him. With moon and stars and summer flowers, ■ To me, they bring the shadows dim Of earlier and of happier hours. I would those shadows darker fell ! For life, with its best powers to bless, Has but few memories loved as well, Or welcome, sls forgetfulness. HE CAME TOO LATE! He came too late ! Neglect had tried Her constancy too long : Her love had yielded to her pride And the deep sense of wrong. She scorned the offering of a heart Which lingered on its way, Till it could no delight impart, Nor shed one cheering ray. He came too late ! At once he felt That all his power was o'er : Indifference in her calm smile dwelt, She cared for him no more. Anger and grief had passed away. Her heart and thoughts were free ; She met him, and her words were gay, No spell had memory. He came too late ! The subtle chords Of love were all unbound. 20 HE CAME TOO LATE! Not by offence of spoken words, But by the slights that wound. She knew that life held nothing now Which could the past repay, Yet she disdained his tardy vow, And coldly turned away. He came too late ! Her countless dreams Of hope had long since flown ; — No charm dwelt in his chosen themes, Nor in his whispered tone. And when with word and smile he tried Affection still to j^rove, She nerved her heart with woman's pride, And spurned his fickle love. RESEMBLANCE. Art tliou not then the same ? A strange resemblance flits across my mind, The past and present in one thought to bind, And blending the loved name, Which long hath slept in silence in my heart. With features drawn anew by Nature's art. A stranger's face I see ! Yet it familiar looks, as one of old, And memory's scroll before me is unrolled : T know thou art not he Whose image thus thou bearest ; ,yet I gaze Till visions rise of long departed days. Who art thou, then, and why Dost thou disturb my thoughts ? He is not here ! Behind the gathered shades of many a year The recollections lie Of him whose likeness I but find in thee To cheat my dreaming heart. Thou art not he ! THE MIDNIGHT BALL. She 's bid adieu to the midnight ball, And cast the gems aside, Which glittered in the lighted hall ; Her tears she cannot hide. She weeps not that the dance is o'er, The music and the song ; She weeps not that her steps no more Ajre followed by the throng. Her memory sees one form alone, Within that crowded hall ; Her truant thoughts but dwell on one, At that gay midnight ball. And thence her tears unbidden flow. She 's bid adieu to Mm ; The light of love is darkened now, AU other lights are dim. She throws the worthless wreath away That decked her shining hair. THE MIDNIGHT BALL. 23 She tears apart the bright bouquet Of flowerets rich and rare : The leaves lie scattered at her feet, She heeds not where they fall, She sees in them an emblem meet To mark that midnight ball. NOT YET I Not yet, not yet ! — oh no, not yet depart ! Stay but a moment, hear my last farewell ! Then go and drive my image from thy heart. Absence full soon will break love's magic spell. Oh, for one hour, one little hour's delay ! Life will have lost its charm when thou art gone ; The song will die, the harp will cease to play, And happiness her mourning robe put on. Not yet, not yet ! — Time will be all too long — The world will have too much of solitude ; Too much of weariness the idle throng, And love will be with too much pain imbued. Why is it, then, that friendship thou dost spurn. As if 't were but a feeling of to-day ? Thou art too cruel, causeless, thus to turn With scornful words and angry thoughts away. THEY TELL ME. They tell me love 's an idle dream From which we wake at morrow, — A fire-fly spark, a meteor gleam. Soon lost in gloom or sorrow. They say, (but I believe it not,) That lover's vows are folly : I know that I am not forgot ! " Away with melancholy." They tell me life is like the rose, Whose thorns are ever sternest ; I care not ; while the buds unclose I feel that " life is earnest." We struggle onward with the stream, . Hope's anchor ne'er forsaking, And ah, if love 's indeed a dream, We vield it but in waking. THE ITALIAN WIFE. She sat alone ; and busy thought went back, A truant wanderer, to her native clime ; And memory's magic wand touched every scene. And flowers and trees and rivers rose to view Beneath Italia's sunny skies. Her heart Leaped in her bosom as the vision grew More bright to fancy's eye ; and suddenly She swept the chords of her neglected harp, And " Home, sweet home " reechoed to the sound. Gently it died away ; the swell was gone ; And murmurs sweet and low fell on the ear. As if ^olus had just wandered past And stirred the strings — so sad the symphony. And yet so full of untaught music ! Hers . Was Nature's science, — 't was the soul itself. Breathing in harmony with the deep voice Of earth and air and ocean ; all things felt By the pure spirit's innate sympathies. A wondrous gift it was that few possessed THE ITALIAN WIFE. 27 Of thrilling melody ; and with this power, But seldom equalled, she had often held Thousands in listening silence, while the charm Of her soft foreign accent gave a tone More sweet to English words; but when she sang, Within the walls of her own splendid dome, To silent pictures, and the gilded things Of art and luxury, her voice refused Its compass to the strain, and breathed forth then Those broken notes. — A stranger entered, — one Of her own countrymen, who came to bring Tidings from her forsaken home. He spoke Her native language in its purity ; The first her infant lips had learned to lisp. The first her heart had understood and loved. He told his tale with classic elegance. " He 'd come from Rome," he said, " where he had been A favored guest in her own father's house. And thus had brought a mission from her friends. " Her mother was no more : she slept in peace With her long line of ancient ancestry. Her sister had grown up most beautiful. And rich in genius, the bright heritage Of her dear country ; and her brother's name 28 TBE ITALIAN WIFE. Was crowned with glory in the martial field, And laurels fitted well his lofty brow. The olden palaces and temples yet Were there as erst, unbroken but by Time. The Muses' seats were on the mountains still, Their favorite haunts along the rivers' banks. The climate was as pure, the sky as blue, The trees as shady, and the flowers as bright, As when she left the soil." Emilia wept, Till feeling's tide o'erflowed in rapid words. And from her lips rushed forth a sudden stream Of the heart's wild, unstudied eloquence. " Speak, stranger, speak those thrilling words again ! Oh, tell me of sweet Italy, my own, My native land ! — What mighty magic lies In those three simple words, — iny native land! It brings associations to the heart Of love and hope and happiness and home ; Of childhood's halcyon days, the gladsome hours Of careless mirth and youthful innocence. Oh, Italy beloved, my joy, my pride ! Far dearer than the spirit-stirring scenes Of this gay city ! What is this to me ? This land of commerce and of interest ? Can it compare with that bright spot of earth, Where poetry and genius seem to breathe THE ITALIAN WIFE. 29 E'en from inanimate things ? where every breeze Which sighs o'er fragrant flowers whispers some tale Of high-wrought fancy ; while the classic streams And rivers, as they glide along their course In murmuring music, woo the Muses' smiles ; — AVhere mountains are the storied monuments Of ancient greatness, and each verdant vale A fitting home for beauty and for love ? Begin again ! repeat what you have said ! In glowing language paint the picture o'er, Till every object lives and breathes before me ! My tears will flow afresh, but heed them not, — My heart would burst without them." — Suddenly Another entered, with a haughty eye ; A question in his glance : 't was he whose love First won the young Italian from her home. The scene was soon explained, — the husband spoke, And at his voice a change came o'er her thoughts, The images raised by the stranger's words Melted away, and she was all the wife. " Why weeps my dear Emilia ? Sighs she still For the bright scenes of childhood? For the things Which once weighed in the balance with her love Were light compared to it ? Wliat feeling now 30 THE ITALIAN WIFE. Has wrought this change ? Am I not still the same, Still all yom' own, as in that blissful hour When you exchanged your parents' love for mine ? My country is your country ! Tell me, then, Which of the links is broken that so long Have bound our hearts in one ? " She could not tell, — She had forgotten all in those few brief And happy moments, — all but the one sense Of her heart's young idolatry. Italia's streams, And vales, and mountains, with its azure skies. Its bright luxuriant flowers, its palaces, And fanes and temples, e'en its poetry, And eloquence and music, all were lost In that one dream ; — and such is womaiis love / TO DR. J. W. FRANCIS, ON HIS KEQUESTING THE AUTHORESS AT A WEDDING TO WKITE ON A BROKEN HEART. " A BROKEN heart ! " 'T is a hackneyed theme, With too little of novelty, And too much of truth for the poet's dream, Or the wanderings of memory. And few would suppose, who had heard thy name, 'T M^as a fitting thought for thee. While pursuing thy proud career of fame And thy brilliant destiny. " A broken heart ! " Oh, it is not now That such visions of sadness should cloud thy brow 'Mid this scene of gayety. Where the vows of the lovers have just been plighted. And the heart and the hand are forever united. It is true that full many a bridal wreath Has been worn with an aching heart. As the wild flower blooms o'er the barren heath. In its lonely beauty, apart. 32 TO DR. J. W. FRANCIS. And full many a nuptial vow has been heard By those who could never know How the crushed affections, and feelings seared, Were performing their work of woe. The blasted hope, and the hidden grief, (For which even thy skill could have no rehef,) The poison sure, though slow. Which told at length that the heart was broken, Though in voice or eye was no outward token. 'T is a beautiful world for the happy ! and thou. Who delightest in nature and art, And art rich in their knowledge, oh, why is it now Thou shouldst speak of a broken heart ! Doth thy fancy roam to the dungeon cell, Or to poverty's lowly cot, Or unmask the great, with the wizard spell Of deep and familiar thought ? Oh, lift not the veil ! there is anguish and pain. And keen disappointments, a desolate train. In the high, and the envied lot ; And broken hearts, 't is in vain we endeavor From the bright scenes of life the dark vision to sever. THE PRICE OF SUCCESS. A BOY sat musing by a wayside brook, With prescient dreams of honor and of wealth ; His eye was scanning Nature's open book, His ruddy cheek proclaimed life's blessing — health. He sought for knowledge, and he sighed for fame, With ardent longings in his youthful heart ; The voices of the earth should sound his name Beyond the sphere where he might act his part. He bent his will to hope, his hope to will. And marked with single aim his onward course ; Concentred strength should break down every ill, The strength of mind, with its unyielding force. And thus determined, from that brooklet's side, That little stream which to the ocean ran. He dashed forth in the world, and on its tide He wrestled sternly, and became a man. 34 THE PRICE OF SUCCESS. And with the swift he ran the toilsome race, And with the strong he battled for the prize ; That with the learned his name should have a place In some bright niche, whate'er the sacrifice. He jostled rivals from his way, for room. His eye grew dim with study ere his prime, And, frightened from his cheek, fled boyhood's bloom, And gray hairs came, unlicensed yet by Time. Dreams, waking dreams, hung o'er his weary life, And circled round him with bewildering power ; He scorned repose, amid the ceaseless strife. And for the yellow leaf trod down the flower. And onward still, and upward, was his course. Till he obtained both honor, fame, and wealth : But the bright fountain had a bitter source. And sapped the springs of boyhood's blessing, health. The man with reckless waste had spent his powers In restless toil to reach life's dizzy height ; The wayside brook flowed on through summer hours. As hope exhaustless, as ambition bright. I THAT LITTLE WORD, FAREWELL! WRITTEN ON THE WATER. That little word, Farewell ! Was that too much for thee to say to me ? To leave its lingering tones in memory Upon my heart to dwell ? It is enough — lue 've parted ! Life has not For me a sadder thinoj than that one thought. I watched till weariness Crept o'er the heavy hours, as hope went by On raven wings, darkening the summer sky, Before, all shadowless ; Casting its sunlight o'er the visioned things Which came in thick and wild imaginings. I thought each step was thine. Until, successively, their echoes died. Borne onward still upon Time's lapsing tide As were those dreams of mine. They may not come again : proud feelings swellj To think thou wouldst not even say " FareweUr 36 THAT LITTLE WORD, FAREWELL! The moon upon the sea Is glancing her bright rays around me now ; The mirrored deep is tinted with her glow, As if in sympathy With the soft beauty of the evening sky, Wooing the stars on its calm breast to lie. , Slowly the vessel glides. And I impatient watch its tardy wake, While fancy's glittering visions seem to break As the lioht wave divides. But memory's hoarded treasures may not be, Like fitful dreams, lost on the unstable sea. How lovely is the scene ! How mild, how sweet, how pure to look upon, With all its tempest-flaws at rest, and gone As though they ne'er had been. Yet while I gaze, one thought is ever near, — The deep, undying thought, thou art not here ! TO MY COUSIN. Time has swept on, and changeful hues Have decked his flying plumes, As now the wild romance of thought A thousand shades assumes. Time has swept on since first we met, And hope so gayly smiled. When thou wert in youth's early spring, And T was still a child. My Cousin ! dost thou not look back Upon those careless hours, And feel how crushed and faded now Are life's first blooming flowers ? How like a dream those joys which filled The heart's imaginings. How brighter far \\^s fancy's power Than aught that memory brings ? And yet how is it that thy brow Wears not the marks of care ? That fortune's changes have not made A single furrow there ? 38 TO MY COUSIN. I deemed thy heart was still the same, But scarcely thought to find Thy looks so like the looks of old Engraven on my mind. I could forget that Time had flown While gazing on thy face, But that upon the checkered past His ruins still I trace. Where are the hopes whose brilliant beams Made life a cloudless scene ? I know not where — but they are now As if they ne'er had been ! The future has no second ray Like hope's first star of light, The heart no second dreams of bliss So beautiful and bright As those ere life's first confidence Has been deceived and lost, — Ere treachery and ingratitude The trusting mind have crossed. My Cousin ! hast thou learned to doubt Professions, and distrust The word of promise ? if not so, The world has been more just TO MY COUSIN. 39 To thee than me ; and thou canst not The feeling comprehend Which bids the heart to fear the more The more it loves a friend. Time has swept on, and in his flight The separating years Between us have been gathering In sunshine and in tears. And we should be as strangers now, Nor cast a thought behind, But that there is a tie of blood Which time can ne'er unbind. THE BROKEN PROMISE. I KNEW men kept no promises, — or none At least with woman ; and yet, knowing this, With credulous folly, still I trusted one Whose words seemed so like truths that I forgot The lessons I had learned full oft before : And I believed because he said he 'd come. That he would come; and then night after night I watched the clouds, and saw them pass away From the bright moon, and leave the clear blue sky As spotless, and serene, and beautiful. As if no promises were broken e'er Beneath it. Man forgets in busy hours What in his idle mom.ents he has said, Nor thinks how often woman's happiness Hanors on his liMitest words. It is not things Of great importance which affect the heart Most deeply : Trifles often weave the net Of misery or of bliss in human life. I THE BROKEN PROMISE. 41 There 's many a deep and cankering grief chat comes From som'ces which admit of no complaint, — • From things of which we cannot, dare not speak ; And yet they seem but trifles, till a chain, Link after link, is fastened on each thought. And wound around the heart. They do their work In secrecy and silence ; but their power Is far more fatal than the open shafts Of sorrow and misfortune ; for they prey Upon the mind and spirits, till the bloom Of health is changed to fever's hectic flush. They break the charm of youth's first brightest dreams, And sap at length the very springs of life. But this is woman's fate ! , It is not thus With proud, aspiring man ! His mind is filled With high and lofty thoughts ; and love and hope. And all the warmest feelings of his heart, Are sacrificed at cold ambition's shrine. He feels that the whole world was made for him ! And if some painful disappointments cross His path of life, he does but change his course ; Nor broken promises, nor hopes destroyed, Are e'er allowed a place on memory's page. 42 THE BROKEN PROMISE. 'T is only woman in her loneliness, And in her silent, melancholy hours, Who treasures in her heart the idle words That had no meaning ; and who lives on hope, Till it had stolen the color from her cheeks, The brightness from her eyes ; who trusts her peace On the vast ocean of uncertainty ; And if 't is wrecked, she learns her lot to bear, Or she may learn to die I — but i^ot forget 1 It is for her to hoard her secret thoughts. To brood o'er broken promises, anti sigh O'er disappointed hopes ; till she ^believes There 's less of wretchedness in the wide world Than in her single heart ! THE GIFTED. He was a son of genius ! Mind Threw o'er his face a sparkling light ; And soaring fancy, unconfined, Scattered rich gems in each new flight, — Gems in* no borrowed lustre drest. Pure from the unfathomed mine of thought ; More brilliant and more rich, confest. Than if from stores of learning brought. He was a son of genius ! Life Was full of visionary things ; The grovelling earth, its cares and strife, Were not for his imaginings. He half disdained his fellowship With those who could not feel like him ; And I have seen him curl his lip And laugh, as if from sudden whim. And noting then the strange surprise, The cold, uncomprehending look, Contempt has spoken from his eyes, And few could the expression brook. 44 THE GIFTED. And those who loved him grieved to see How few could love him, while his heart Rejected all the sympathy Which common feelings could impart. He had no common feelings ; his Were wild, uncertain, fitful gleams: He saw the world, not as it is, But as it seemed in fancy's dreams. The gifted are not happy ; yet The thoughtless envy them those powers Which often in the mind are set To fit the heart for gloomy hours. He could not feel as others do, Who take from ordinary things Their cast in life, and thus pursue In beaten tracks their wanderings. He sought th' untrodden paths of light. And drew from earth and air and sea Their hidden treasures, — all too brio-ht For life in its reality. He was a son of genius ! Hope To him was like the eagle's plume ; Its highest visions were the scope Of ail his thoughts ; yet morbid gloom THE GIFTED. 45 Would sometimes hover o'er his heart, — A dark, impervious aegis there, — While joy and pleasure stood apart, And cast their smiles upon the air. He was a son of genius ! Love Within his warm, impassioned breast Was not a feeling which could rove, Neither in which he might be blest. There was but one in the whole range Of the vast universe, whose lot He would have linked with his : 't was strange ; Alike in soul, she loved him not ! Why it was thus, he never tried To know ; enough that he had deigned To offer her his heart ; his pride Persuaded not, nor yet complained. But he forsook the crowded halls, And shunned a while the haunts of men ; Immured within his study walls. He gave his feelings to his pen. " The thoughts that breathed, the words that burned," Rushed swiftly o'er the trembling lyre, As if in quenching love he'd learned To light anew bright genius' fire. 46 THE GIFTED. And then he sought the voice of fame To drown that silent memory, And strained each nerve to give his name The shade of immortality. He had a noble spirit. All That made him seem, at times, unkind, Was that his friends appeared so small In contact with his giant mind. And half in sorrow, half in scorn. He coldly, carelessly passed on, Grieved, and yet proud that he was bom To stand thus in the world alone. Such was the gifted ! Envy not His strange and wayward destiny ! There is no bliss in such a lot, Where none may feel in sympathy. Better to have a kindred mind With beings in a hiunbler sphere, Than those deep feelings, too refined For mortals while they linger here. i\ THE CHOSEN TREE. " I 'll choose this tree for mine ! When I 'm afar, if thou wouldst know my fate, Look on it : if it flourish or decline, Such destiny, believe, will me await. " At the return of spring, See if its leaves come forth all fresh and bright • List, if the robin in its branches sing A carol gay ; then know my heart is light. " Come in the summer days And visit it, and sit beneath its shade : Seek its cool shelter from the noontide rays, Nor let it thy neglectfulness upbraid. " And when with autumn's blast Its golden-tinted leaves abroad are hurled, Look, if its trunk be hardy to the last. For such wilj be my courage through the world. " Watch it, dear friend, for me ! T is bending now to catch the water's tone ; 48 THE CHOSEN TREE. The wave, perhaps, may whisper to the tree Of him who blends its thriving with his own." And then his name he graved Upon the bark, and turned his steps away ; And o'er the river still the branches waved, And still the stream flowed on from day to day. And she, as years went by, Oft wandered in her walks to that lone spot ; But to her questionings came no reply, — The waves were mute, the breezes answered not. Dreamer, where art thou now ? The axe has hewn thy tree, but not destroyed ; Rough-hewn, perchance, thy fortunes ! Where art thou ? In what far land dost wander, — how employed ? The sympathetic chain Of friendship ever circles thee around, And by its strong, magnetic power, again Thy image to thy chosen tree is bound. For still thy friend of old Is watching o'er thy visioned destiny ; Bound by her plighted word her faith to hold In this, thy speculative prophecy. SONNETS. BY E. S. S. TO ESTELLE. Come out upon the dewy hills, sweet friend, And let us study Nature's changeful face ; See how the sun's last rays harmonious blend, Foldinof the woodlands in a warm embrace. Each glowing leaf, stirred by the evening breeze. Gleams with prismatic hues — crimson and gold ; Purple and azure seem the waving trees ; The mists their silvery vapors have unrolled, And hover o'er the river's troubled breast. River, that, 'midst such deep and calm repose, Forever murmurs with a sad unrest, Like human hearts o'erburdened ynth. life's woes. - But see, like messenger from Heaven, — Queen of the summer skies. Filling the earth with loveliness., the harvest moon arise ! 4 50 SONNETS. Moonlight upon the hills ! there is a spell Like witchery o'er us ; as we gaze around, A tender light illumines rock and dell, Falling in golden checkers o'er the ground. Now perfume steals out from the forest shades ; All fragrant things, and fair, their incense bring ; And hark ! amid the dim woods' tangled glades, I hear the gushing waters laugh and sing. Among the clustering leaves of yonder oak A ring-dove's nest is hid ; list her soft moan ; Love never to night's ear in language spoke, Calling with deeper fondness on its own ! World ! if. to thee, sin-stained, such lavish charms are given, What must those unknown glories be that fill the courts of heaven ! ANSWER. TO E. S. S. Thou called'st me ; and Echo brought the word From hill to hill, till on my heart it fell. Like the sweet music of the singing-bird. But with a deeper, calmer, holier spell. Thou roamest o'er the mountains with the light SONNETS. 51 Of thought and feeling ever in thy breast, A day-spring there, arising o'er the night, Now fast approaching through the glowing west. What matters it, if day or night prevail ? The world is full of beauty, 'midst the dreams Which haunt the poet's fancy — hail, all hail ! The light of mind, the soul's celestial gleams ! I come 1 I come ! I heard the soft wind sig-h Across thy harp-strings with the spirit-ear, And smiled, as the rich melody went by, That none but me the mystic call could hear. The soul has strange communings, by which power The chords of secret sympathy are strung. Till, like the gushing fragrance of a flower, Sweet revelations o'er the heart are flung. Thus roams the spirit, free and unconfined. To meet its kindred ; for to thought are given. By the great God who rules the human mind, Ethereal wings, whose flight may reach to heaven ! ESTRANGEMENT. Thou too, e'en thou, the changeless one through years' vicissitudes, Hast bowed at length to fickleness with earth's vast multitudes. Thy heart has mingled with the world, its passions and its pride. And stern collision, mind with mind, thy hidden powers has tried : And in thy intercourse with men, its rivalries and fears. Thou hast of little import deemed the friendship of past years. Well be it so ; and mayest thou find the busy scenes of life, The spirit-stirring warfare, and the wild com- mingling strife Of man's pursuits, a recompense for the more quiet things, The softer, sweeter joys, to which the heart of woman clings. ESTRANGEMENT. 53 And mayest thou find ambition's path a bright and pleasant way, Nor e'er regret in after-life what thou hast cast away. ^ Go then: I feel that thou art changed, — the sign is on thy brow ! Its cold expression as 1 gazed in silence, even now. I cannot bear that altered look ; we must not meet again ! We 've come to the diverging point where breaks the social chain Of feeling's union, and we part, unbiased to pursue, Each one alone, the chosen path, the distant goal in view. It is not that the thought was mine, e'en in the future far. That e'er our destinies could form beneath one guiding star. I never sought to win thy love, in that absorbing sense Which speaks of perfect union, and of perfect I confidence. j I never dreamed that thrilling word, howe'er it be defined. 54 i:S TRANGEMEN T. Applied to thee and me, or swayed the thoughts of either mind. 'T was but the spirit's friendship, and opinion's interchange, That e'er a moment came within imagination's range. I miss thy bright approving glance, or thy re- proving smile. In gentleness and kindness given, effectual too, the while. I miss thee in the trifles of which happiness is made. And in the more momentous scenes where life is all displayed. I would forget, if wish were will, all thou hast been to me ! But how, when each familiar thing still speaks to me of thee ? How can I mix in fashion's throng amidst each gay delight, Or walk beneath the moonbeams, or the watch- ing stars of night, Or sketch with fancy's graphic power the home scenes of the heart. Nor see thee in each picture still, all altered as thou art ? ES TRANGEMENT. 5 5 But, go : thy way is in the world, the rising place of men, — The mart of deep, contesting thoughts borne on the lip and pen. Not in green fields, nor smiling groves, nor some loved solitude, But where thick-clashing interests meet, and jealousies intrude ; Amidst the hurry of the mind, the sick heart's weariness, The strange excitement of the nerves as hopes too wildly press. Go, bear thy part in the vain strife ; it is thy destiny ! While I must grieve that for such things thou art estranged from me. THE STUDENT. Young Athol trimmed his lamp, and sat him down To his deep midnight studies ; on his cheeks A hectic flush burned with unwonted power, And his eyes shone with an unearthly fire. The ponderous volume lay upon the desk, And as he opened to his weary task, He breathed forth murmurs, in half-uttered words. " Sure there 's a curse on learning ! oh, it steals The calm and natural quiet of the heart, The lightness of the spirits ; and instead Of life's sweet pleasures, and gay dreams of hope. Brings but anxiety, and care-worn hours. Sleep passes by on viewless wings, nor yields His balm to the tired student; o'er whose sight Sits the decoying serpent, urging on Still to the tree of knowledge. Be it so ! I must to my stern labors ! 'T was my xoill That formed my destiny ; nor will I now Shrink from the road to which ambition points. THE STUDENT. 57 The hill of Fame still skirts the distant view, And difficult and steep is the ascent ; Yet will I onward in the hazardous path, And win the goal, or perish in the attempt." Thus Athol mused, and wrestled with fatigue Till he o'ercame its power ; and the still night, Which laid a slumberous spell on all around. Unfolded many a mystery to him From the deep well of science. He drew forth Its hidden treasures with the talisman Of thought and genius. Not then had he felt That passion's power which paralyzes all The strength of intellect. Ambition seemed All that was worth the energies of man. Within his breast t was a consuming fire. Fed by the lightest breath of the world's praise. He strove to fill his heart with thoughts of fame, Casting all dreams of bliss, all hopes of life, Upon a throw for glory, — on, and on, Climbing and toiling for a phantom bride. Time wrouorht its changes ; and the student^s dreams Had other inspirations. Suddenly His books were cast aside, and every thought Was chained by the absorbing power of love. Fresh springs of feeling, bright and pure and deep. 58 THE STUDENT. Opened within his soul, and he forgot How his proud spirit had disdained them once As weak and puerile, — fitting but that sex, Whose path of life is circumscribed by fate To humbler spheres. But woman has her day Of triumph over man, — brief it may be, But absolute in its allotted time. Thus even Athol yielded to her sway, And bowed a while to his new deity, Resistless beauty, at her sovereign shrine. Ah, beauty has an all-subduing power, Where mental charms and fascinations fail ! Adelle was lovely as a poet's dream ! More beautifid than aught of earthly mould That e'er had crossed his path. Bright as the morn, And soft as evening in its sweet repose After a summer's day ; yet lacking still The brilliant light of mind, the quick, deep thought Wliich shines fi'om out the eyes, and speaks at once A strange and powerful language. Thus it is That talents seldom meet, where hearts imite. He loved her for her gentleness and mirth. And for her fond devotedness to him. He loved her that she was so passing fair, THE STUDENT. 59 So free from art and guile, so full of hope, "Wliich breathed its incense o'er his wearied mind. And yet, with all the selfishness of man, He left her when his fitful dream had passed, And cast her love away, — a love more pure Than e'er is found, save in a woman's heart. He lefl her for the world, when he was all The world to her ; and in succeeding life, When fortune smiled, and honors crowned his name, Eemorseful thoughts huno- round those memories. But pride is cruel ; and he would not stoop To an unequal match. Some men there are. Who blend the attributes of gentleness And sternness in their nature with such art. That often, unresistingly, we yield To the seducing softness, while we feel How firm in purpose is each cold resolve ; — And such was Athol. Years again rolled on, And half of the young student's towering hopes Had been fulfilled. He ranked among the first In his profession ; and as wealth poured in, Friends were not wanting. He was liberal To all who sought his aid in sordid gold. Or higher mental labor, and soon grew The popular favorite of the multitude. But in his heart there was one blighted spot 60 THE STUDENT. Which spread its desolate barrenness o'er all The fairest scenes of life. He had won fame, And found its boasted joys a bubble burst ! Ambition had not satisfied his soul In its vain longings ! yet it bore him on, Reckless of dangers, through his toilsome way. He spoke not of unhappiness, regret, Or disappointment ; and, to eyes Unused to read the heart, his lot in life Were seemingly most blest. Flattered by all, His talents envied, and his favor sought. He strove to chase the visions of the past. And draw the rankling thorn from memory. But 't was in vain. In hours of loneliness It pierced his inmost soul , till bitter thoughts Sported with his sad heart, and brought again His blissful dream of youth, his lost Adelle ; And then he keenly felt how false the pride Which could not give a recompense for love. And in his joyless life he knew that she. The long forsaken one, was well revenged. I DEEMED THOU WERT FORGOTTEN. I DEEMED thou wert forgotten ! Well I knew Thou didst not think of me I for I had sought, In years departed, to drive off the thought When others sighed, that I could love thee too. I did not love thee then ! 'T was but a dream Which flitted o'er my heart with fitful light, Like some uncertain vision of the night, — A flashing meteor on the world's wide stream. And time passed on, and years, long years went by, In which we met not ; and it were not strange I deemed thou wert forgotten, in the change Of hopes which only rise o'er life to die ! I I never dreamed that deep within my soul There laid a slumbering memory, Avhich one tone Of thy sweet voice could wake to days long flown, And bid Time's darkening shadows backward roll. 62 / DEEMED THOU WERT FORGOTTEN. But though I felt thou didst not speak for me, I listened once again, and every word Seemed to vibrate upon some silent chord Which might have slept forever, but for thee. And thou wert altered too ! I saw thee not As in youth's opening bloom, matured ere now ; Manhood had set his seal upon thy brow, And the rough cares of life had been thy lot. They had not left within thy bosom's shrine Place for the memories which came back to me ; And while I deemed I had forgotten thee, I felt that to forget had all been thine. - I would not speak of it, but well I know This will not meet thine eye ; or if, perchance, Unwittingly it fall beneath thy glance. Thou wilt not own, for thee my verses flow. Thou knowest not that for years, in joy or grief, Thou wert my Muse ; that every flower which sprung From Hope, or Poetry, or Fancy, flung To thee its incense, and its tribute brief. And yet I deemed thou wert forgotten ; naught Reminded me of thee in the strange stir / DEEMED THOU WERT FORGOTTEN. 63 Of the gay city. Fancy well might err, So light and changeful was each passing thought. But when the gorgeous clouds at sunset hour Met from the hills my gaze, and far below I marked the rushing waters' rapid flow Through the sweet valley, then came back thy power. In the still midnight when the moon was high, Reigning alone in gloiy, Queen of night, — In royalty companionless, as bright, — ■ Dreams of the past seemed written on the sky. And then I sought upon the clear expanse Of the blue heavens to read forgotten things, Till lonor lost feelings and imas^inino^s Familiar grew, unchecked by change or chance. Thus silently thou dwelt in memory. It needed only Nature's scenes, the flowers, The hills, the streams, to bring back faded hours. And tell me I had ne'er forgotten thee 1 THE WORLD HAS WON THEE! The world has won thee ! Go thy way, I will not share thy heart ! I knew it would be thus, and now I am prepared to part. Slowly and sadly I have loosed each feeling from thy hold. And reconciled my mind, at length, to see thee changed and cold. I could not break with sudden force the ties so closely bound, But calm and steady efforts have each mystic chord unwound. The world has won thee ! and I know that in its charmed embrace The memory of the past will glide away Avithout a trace. But it will leave, in after-years, upon thy heart a stain. Which even Lethe's stream would fail to wash away again. THE WORLD HAS WON THEE! 65 In sorrow, not in anger, now I bid thee this farewell. And call my heart to its own home in solitude to dwell. The world has won thee ! I refuse to take thy love again ! It is not worth all it has brought of bitterness and pain. For though in memory's tangled web some golden threads are wrought. They cannot stand Time's mildew damps, with blioht and ruin fraucrht. And yet it is no fault of thine like all mankind to be ; Mine was the folly, to believe that none were like to thee ! The world has won thee ! who will say that this is strange or wrong, "While hope is round thee with her light, enticing thee along ? They will but smile at my vain dream that thou alone shouldst turn From Flattery's siren voice, and all her hollow promise spurn. Her promise, 'ke'pt hut to the ear, in fortune's pros- perous hour, 5 k 66 TEE WORLD HAS WON THEE! But broken to the hope, as soon as clouds or sorrows lower. The world has won thee! Go thy way, and drink of pleasure's cup; Slowly and sadly I have taught my heart to give thee up. Hard was the struggle ; but at last with calmness I submit, Though none may know with what strong bonds my soul to thine was knit. But go ! thy path of life is bright, with thorn- less flowers o'erspread ; Step lightly, lest thou crush their bloom, and mourn their beauty fled. The world has won thee ! 't is enough for me this truth to know, Which most I feared, while trusting all upon one doubtful throw. The chance was run : the sacrifice was but a heart to thee ; The gain was nothing in thy hands ; the loss was all to me ! Take back thy love, for dangers lurk amidst its seem.ing smile, And I reclaim the heart once more so idly won the while. EYENma The evening hours went on ; Slowly, indeed, and heavily they moved.. As, watching for the footsteps of the loved, I wished the moments gone ; But with each one came darker thoughts to oppress My heart with a deep sense of loneliness. Oh, it is misery ! This strange, unquiet weariness of all That is around me ; even pleasures pall, Because I would be free — Free to seek solitude, and muse alone. O'er hopes whose life and breath and bloom have flown. The evening hours are gone, — And I have been alone, alone to-night ; And dreams have flitted by me in their light, And shadows have come on. And now the crowd were welcome for a while, "With cold and careless words and heartless smile. 68 EVENING. The crowd, the crowd were vain ! The gloom is on my spirit, and the spell Hath its allotted time ; it were not well To break the fated chain. Let it wear out its strength by slow degrees, Till its links part, and leave the mind at ease. The evening hours went by Clad in their starlight beauty, and the scene Looked as if all were peaceful and serene Beneath the glittering sky. The world seemed all at rest, but who could tell O'er what dark sorrows the night's curtain fell. The city is so still. Its very calm is fearful ; as if fate Had made it like my heart, all desolate. Some destiny to fill. But hark ! the watchman passes on his round, — The clock peals forth its monitory sound. The evening hours are past. And it is midnight ! I have watched too long ; I felt it was in vain, even while the throng Were walking to the last. For disappointment with each hope is joined, — The cloud before, the shadow still behind. LIFE WITHOUT LOVE. ADDRESSED TO A GENTLEMAN WHO SAID HE WOULD NOT LIVE, IF HE COULD NOT LOVE. Life without love ! It were indeed A being all unblest ! A garden rifled of its flowers, In wild weeds rudely drest ; A solitude within the heart, Uncheered by aught below ; A desert of the mind, in which No springs of pleasure flow. Life without love ! 'T were like a ship Its rudder lost at sea ! Without hope's anchor for the soul, Or charm for memory. A vision cast in shadows ; thrown Upon a tempest-wave ; Borne onward by the eddying tide, Into oblivion's grave. Life without love ! Oh, it would be A world without a sun ! k 70 LIFE WITHOUT LOVE. Cold as the snow-capped mountain, dark As myriad nights in one ; A barren scene, without one spot Of green amid the waste. Without one blossom of delight, Of feeling, or of taste. Life without love ! 'T were not for one With heart so warm as thine, Where sweet affections make their home Within its hallowed shrine. Wliere kindly thoughts forever flow, And social feelings dwell, 'Mid good or ill, 'mid weal or woe, " The welcome or farewell." TO A FRIEND. I DARE not think that when years depart No change will be found in thee ! I dare not believe there is yet one heart That will still remain true to me. I dare not hope that the future scene, Which so fair in the distance appears, Will be brighter than all the past has been When joined to those vanished years ! The visions that shed o'er my earlier days A brilliant and beautiful light, Were the visions oi friendship and love, and their rays Have set in the darkness of night. Then why should I think that a later beam Less transient and fading will be ; Or why should I hope that a wilder dream Will have more of reality. It is that there seems such a promise of truth, And candor and faith with thee, 72 TO A FRIEND. That I cannot doubt, though the lessons of youth Have been a sad warning to me. But ah, I will yield to illusion still. Or trust to the confidence Which friendship's pure and unbroken spell Has given for thy defence. There is that in thy calm and open brow That tells me I am not deceived ! That assures me these thoughts and feelings now Are by thee understood and believed. Then fare thee well ; when the evening star Shines over the deep blue sea, Thou wilt think of thy home and thy friends afar, And oh, then remember me ! I LOOK FOR THEE! Perchance we ne'er again may meet ! Perchance thou hast forgotten me ! Yet still along the crowded street I look for thee ! I tremble, lest the lapse of years Has made thee strange unto my eyes ; And watch more closely from my fears Of Time's disguise. And ofl upon some passing face I gaze, and start with sudden thrill, And seek thy lineaments to trace With earnest will. But Fate doth all my search defy ; It is so long since we have met, Unwitting I might pass thee by, But ne'er forget. For thou art guarded in my heart By sentinels of hope and love ; 74 I LOOK FOR TREE I Those sentinels will ne'er depart, Where'er I rove. And still to Hope's frail barque I cling, Which weathers life's tempestuous sea, And sailing on with it I fling Its dreams to thee ! They may be false, they may be vain ! They may be wrecked on life's wild waves ! They have a thousand lives, and gain A thousand graves. And from the ashes of the past They rise with each succeeding day ; And still I look for thee and cast Despair away. Should I not know thee 'mid the throng ? And wouldst thou not remember me ? The marks of change are not so strong, It cannot be. I '11 watch along the crowded street For one familiar glance of thine, Perchance we once again may meet That hope is mine. REFLECTIONS ON NEW-YEAR'S EVENING. I LOOK back on the vanished year, and sigh To think upon its changes ! Time has crushed Hope's sweetest flowers in passing on his course, And left them in their early bloom to die. My heart foreboded it ! I knew for me They could not blossom in their beauty long ; I knew that disappointment's blight must come Ere they had shed their fragrance o'er my path : For it was ever thus ; and each new bud, Blown by the breath of this cold world, still wears A paler, sicklier hue. I hear the words, " A Happy Neiv- Year^' and I look for those Whose once familiar voices seemed to thrill Like echoes of sweet music on my ear. I thought not that the change would come on ail, Ml I have loved ! Ev'n he whom I had placed Above all others in my silent thoughts, Whose name I never classed with other names, Whose friendship was to me a sacred thing. Shrined in my inmost soul, and kept apart 76 REFLECTIONS ON NEW-YEARS EVENING, From other feelings, even he came not As he was wont, to hail the opening year, — To speak the hackneyed words of compliment In custom's form, — and leave the passing wish For me to separate in memory, From blending voices, and to register With unforgotten things. He never dreamed, Perhaps, that the omission would be felt. He thinks but little of the etiquette And idle ceremonies of the world. Surrounded by admirers, he is still A solitary being on this earth. It is his destiny ! for he was born To tread the lofty, and the lonely track Of talent and of genius ; and the crowd, "Who seem to hold companionship with him, Have still in spirit no communion. Life Will be to him but as a meteor-spark, Which flashes its bright light on others. Thus The magic of his brilliant converse bids The sands of Time to glitter as they pass Like fabled gold beneath Pactolus' waves. His smile comes o'er the an>:ious, troubled heart. Like moonlight on the ocean, and his glance Seems ever like the first bright star of eve, The harbinger of sparkling gems concealed. REFLECTIONS ON NEW-YEARS EVENING. 77 But it is past for me ! The 'parted year Has borne its pleasures with it, and has left Its marks of desolation on my heart. "What is existence worth when earth's best hopes Have proved a falsehood and a mockery ! When its bright dreams have faded, and its joys Are covered by the hand of ruin ! Few Would cling to life when happiness is fled, But that there still is spread such mystery Over the " visioned future," that we wait Unconsciously for something yet in store : Some unknown good, some unimagined bliss, Some green oasis 'mid the desert waste. Where lovely, fragrant flowers may bloom again, And form, like Paestum's roses for the year, A second spring in life. NEGLECT. I CANNOT bear neglect ! It turns My very heart to stone, — Each mystic chord on which it strikes Loses its master-tone. It stops the springs of feehng, And the current backward flows, Till in its own deep fount it lies In cold and dead repose. I cannot bear neglect ! It kills Life's sweetest sympathies ; Checks kindly thoughts, and weaves a chain Of sterile memories. It comes like winter o'er the soul, An ice-bolt on the heart. Which melts not in affection's streams. But freezes on apart. Oh no, I cannot bear neglect ! My heart grows cold and strange Beneath its power, and o'er my mind There comes a sullen change : NEGLECT. 79 It is not grief, I cannot y^e?, Nor is it apathy, But something which o'ershadows all With stern misanthropy. TO E. S. S. If thou hast ever loved me, Oh, why not love me yet ! I know not what has moved thee Past friendship to forget. No cause to thee I 've given, By coldness, slight, or wrong, That thus the chain be riven Which bound our hearts so long. The silence which is stealing Between us should not be ; Far better the revealing Of thought unchecked and free. I adjure thee, by the treasures In the spirit-chamber stored. To recall again the pleasures Which would brighten at a word ! By each remembered token Of affection in the past. By the words of love once spoken, And gone forth upon the blast ; TO E. S. S. 81 By the forest, and the mountain, Where we together roved, I know there is a fountain In thy heart, which may be moved. By all the summer flowers Which sprung beneath our feet. By all the happy hours Which sped on wings so fleet ; By the chill winds of December, And the fragrant breath of May, I entreat thee to remember The seasons passed away. By the autumn's brilliant painting In the woodland and the vale. By the wind-harp's music fainting With " rude Boreas' " dying wail ; By scenes I cannot number Of nature and of art, I wake thee from the slumber Which lies upon thy heart ! By the rocks and by the river. Where we were wont to stroll, By our thanks to the Great Giver Of sentiment and soul ; 6 82 TO E. S. S. By all our former kindness In the halcyon years of yore, Oh, let us not in blindness Be severed evermore ! By the sailing mists at morning, And the gorgeous clouds at eve, The sunset sky adorning, Thy truth I would believe. By all that we would cherish Of the beautiful and fair, Let not our first love perish, Like a leaf upon the air ! If thou hast ever loved me. Turn not thy heart away. Until thou well hast proved me, Whate'er the world may say. The links are not all broken In friendship's golden chain, Then, by each valued token, I call thee back again ! ON READING A POEM SUPPOSED TO HAVE BEEN WRITTEN BY A FORMER FRIEND, AFTER A LONG SEPARATION. It may be I am wrong In the fond fancy, that some lines I read Were written by thy hand ; for years have fled, Dreary and sad and long, Since last we parted, — I, to dream in vain That we but parted then to meet again. Time has not yet effaced The memory of that dream, though o'er the past Heavy and darkening shadows have been cast, And hopes have run to waste Which bloomed at first luxuriant, bright, and free, Planted and nurtured and sustained by thee. Hast thou forgotten all, — All the fresh thoughts of youth ? Have they been hurled Far from thy heart upon the giddy world. Till they are past recall ? Then have I strung my lyre with fruitless care To breathe its numbers on the empty air. 84 ON READING A POEM. I Voiceless and echoless Have been the years between us, from the hour In which thy last words lingered with a power Beyond forgetfulness. Unnumbered links in memory's chain are wound Around my heart. Are all from thine unbound ? Oh yes ! for it were strange If thou 'gainst Nature's jfickleness shouldst strive, Or aught save woman's 7nemo'^y should survive The wreck of time and change. Man's thoughts upon the world's wild waves are cast, — The oblivious tide rolls on and drowns the past. Then let me bid farewell To the vain hopes which haunt my memory. Long crushed within my heart why should they be A theme on which to dwell ? Let them pass on and mingle with the dreams Which vanish from the mind with morning beams. Life once was bright to me ! Thou knowest how bright its scenes when first we met ! How darkly since its morning sun is set, I need not tell to thee : ON READING A POEM. 85 Unwelcome were the tale of after-years, The history of the faith washed out in tears. 'T is done ! I ask thee not For sympathy or interest in the past ; I ask thee not if clouds have ne'er o'ercast What seemed thy brighter lot ; There 's naught for us in common on life's stage, Since youth has yielded to maturer age. But ah ! if e'er again Our paths should meet, I would the mystery, Which hangs around our parting hour, should be Explained, although in vain ; For I have sought to read it till my mind Was like a sea of chaos, undefined. Yet it were idle now To wish the past unravelled — 't is too late ! The dark threads woven in my web of fate Have long since marked my brow With traces of deep feelings' inward strife. And crossed with sombre lines my path of life, The future ne'er can bring Back to my heart its early confidence : For blank and cold and dull indifference Has checked the elastic spring 86 ON READING A POEM. Of joyous hopes, and fancy's dreams of truth Have fleeted with the visions of my youth. Oh, they but mocked my heart ! Truth is not born of earth : — enthroned in light, It dwells unchanged, forever pure and bright. From the false world apart ; Based on the Roch of Ages,&\immg clear, Unhurt by unbelief, unmoved by fear. And now my lay is o'er ; Already all too long has been the strain Which only echoed back those thoughts again That should return no more. Then sleep, ye restless thoughts, nor ever tell How sadly breathes my harp this last farewell. SING ME THAT SONG AGAIN! Sing me that song again ! A voice unheard by thee repeats the strain ; And as its echoes on my fancy break, Heart-strings and harp-chords wake. Sing to my viewless lyre ! Each note holds memories, as the flint holds fire ; And while my heart-strings in sweet concert play, Thought travels far away. And back on laden wings, The music of my better life it brings ; For years of happiness, departed long. Are shrined in that old song:. \ Its cadence on my ear Falls, as the night falls in the moonlight clear, — The darkness lost in Luna's glittering beams, As I am lost in dreams. Sing on, nor yet unbind The chain that weaves itself about my mind, — A chain of images which seem to rise To life before my eyes. 88 SING ME THAT SONG AGAIN! The veil which hangs around The past is lifted by the breath of sound, As strong winds lift the dying leaves, and show The hidden things below. I listen to thy voice, Impelled beyond the power of will or choice ; And to those simple notes' mysterious chime My rushing thoughts keep time. The key of harmony Has turned the rusted lock of memory, And opened all its secret stores to light. As by some wizard sprite. But now the charm is past, My heart-strings are too deeply wrung at last ; And harp-chords strained too much refuse to play Longer an answering lay. Thy music spell is o'er ! And that old song, oh, sing it nevermore ; It is so old, 't is time that it should die ! forget it — 50 will I. Let it in silence rest, Guarded by thoughts which may not be ex- pressed ; SING ME TEAT SONG AGAIN! 89 There was a love which chiiig to it of old, That love has long been cold. Then sing it not again ! The voice that seemed to echo back the strain Has filled succeeding years with discords strange, Which no sweet sounds can change. I would not hear it more ! Let it be lost on Time's receding shore Sing new songs now, to which no memories cling : Most memories have tlieir sting. SHE KNEW SHE WAS DESERTED. She knew she was deserted ! and when once The full conviction settled on her mind That he had left her, she broke through the spell Which had enchained her heart's strong energies, And was herself again. No longer bound By love's despotic power, she strove to fill The aching void in life with her rich thoughts, Which sprung again unfettered ; and essayed With fancy's dreams to charm the weary hours, And cheer the isolated solitude Which he had left around her. She despised His utter selfishness ; and yet 't was long Ere her crushed spirits could revive with all Their early elasticity and power. She knew that they were parted, 'dnd forever, As wide as though the broad Atlantic's waves Between them rolled, or Death had formed a gulf Darker and deeper than the trackless sea. She cared not that the sky of their own land SHE KNEW SEE WAS DESERTED! 91 Spread the same clouds and sunshine o'er them both. 'T were all the same to her ; she only felt That the heart's chain was broken, and that life Were all alike in any place, or part Of the vast universe ! It was a blank — The future, nothing ; and the past, one thought Of his inconstancy. This haunted her With an undying memory, blighting hope, And making the green earth a desert waste. She asked not why he had forsaken her ! — If wealth had bought his love, or beauty made To his own conscience an apology For broken vows ; — whatever it might be, She deemed that hers was but the common lot, And called on reason and philosophy To dissipate her heart's first agony. Philosophy and reason ! Oh, how vain Their lessons to the feelings ; they but teach To hide them deeper, and to show a calm, t Unruffled surface to the idle gaze. And yet she studied them till passion's force Yielded to their cold precepts, and her mind Surmounted woman's weakness. She had borne To see his love decrease by slow degrees : So slight the change at first, it was not seen, But only felt, — a doubt, a dread, a pang. 92 ^7/^' KNEW SHE WAS DESERTED! Passing at intervals across her heart, And waking many a dark and bitter thought Of fickleness in man, — but when the truth Flashed suddenly upori her, clear and full, The anguish and tlie bitterness were past. The fountains of affection in her heart Were frozen at their source. She had not loved As me7i love who love often. Hers had been A single sentiment for one alone — An all-engrossing passion, which had lived On hope and faith, till hope — fond woman's hope — Fled from her heart, and faith, — vain faith in man — Slid from its resting-place ; and then she felt That love which clung to aught of earthly mould As well were cast on the unstable sea, Or the inconstant winds. Change passeth on, And toucheth all things human, as it sweeps O'er Nature's face with ever-varying shades. And so it came at last, at last to her, — The change from her deep love to cold contempt; For woman's heart, though it forgiveth much And trusteth long, is stronger in its scorn, As it has greatly felt its trust deceived ! AWAY, THEN, TO THY PLEASURES! Away, then, to thy pleasures ! Thou hast sacrificed thy heart To the cold, selfish world, with all Its treachery and art. And thou hast worshipped at the shrine Of flattery, far and wide, Till all thy better self is lost In vanity and pride. Away, then ! I have loved thee far Too truly and too well ! I would not call those feelings back, Within my heart to dwell. No, lady, no ! in bitterness I gather up again The fond affection wasted long On one so wholly vain. Go, listen, while thy beauty lasts, To adulation's voice ; Go, court the idle multitude. The hydra of thy choice. But think not, when the dark days come, (As come they must to all,) 94 AWAY, TEEN, TO TEY PLEASURES! That tliou canst thy neglected friend Again to thee recall. Love's dying embers may not be Relighted with a breath ; The heart's allegiance broken once, Is broken until death : It may forgive, but ne'er can feel Again as once it felt, Although returning kindness strive Its ice-bound streams to melt. Go, with the lesson on thy mind, That thy own constancy Must be the talisman to keep Another true to thee. Away, while fashion's votaries wait To follow in thy train, And if among them one be dear, That one, at least, retain. The world thou lovest may bow a while To thy unrivalled powers. And o'er life's thorny path may hang A coronal of flowers ; But they will wither on thy brow, As Time moves fleetly on. And thou shalt sigh in after-years For their fresh beauty, gone. SHE MEANT NOT TO DECEIVE HIM! She meant not to deceive him, And she shunned the ardent gaze Which told he had misunderstood Her friendly, winning ways. But her bland and gentle manner Had cheated him so long, She knew not how to break the spell Which had become so strong. She felt that while he loved her With a love all unreturned. His trusting heart was ill-prepared To have its offering spurned. He came in full assurance Of the hope which lured him on, With manly pride and confidence To claim her for his own. And when her lingering answer Fell coldly on his heart, 96 SHE MEANT NOT TO DECEIVE HIM! He spoke a few reproachful words Of her coquettish art. He said she had misled him With affection's idle show, Then wildly urged his suit again In eloquence of woe. He told her wealth was worthless, And the world a desert waste, If she refused his lot to share, His cup of bliss to taste ; And asked her but to give him A hope for future years ; Then looked into her earnest eyes, And marked the starting tears. She wept that she had clouded The sunshine of his life, And struggled with regretful thoughts. And warrinof feelins^s' strife ; For gladly she 'd have saved him From disappointment's dart, With aught but the one sacrifice Of an unlovinor heart. SHE MEANT NOT TO DECEIVE HIM! 97 He felt it, and he yielded, For he knew the die was cast ; There was no other hope for hmi, But to forget the past. And slowly he forgave her For her sweet and winning ways. And tlien they parted, — nevermore To meet in after-days. THE MEETING. Yet once again we met ! And thou wert still unaltered ; and my heart Forgave the world its fickl^eness, in which Tliou hadst no part : And I forgot that thou couldst never be More than a thought — a memory to me ! It matters not. Life's joys Are half of hope and half of memory made, And both are dreams ; and happiness itself Is but a shade.: Before us ever in the distant view, We grasp it not, however we pursue. And yet to meet thee thus, After long months of absence, and to see Thy smile the same, and feel that Time had wrought No change in thee. Were something more than those unreal things, Which hope oft promises and memory brings. THE MEETING. 99 But we have parted now ! Thou to sail lightly on with fortune's tide, With hope's bright colors spread before thy view; And I, to chide The lingering moments, with but memory's power To cheer the gloom of each succeedhig hour. MIDNIGHT. The noisy city's busy hum is o'er, And man's unquiet spirit rests a while From care, and the exciting scenes of day. In sweet and soothing slumber. Not a sound Breaks through the stillness, saving now and then The distant echo of the watchman's tread, Or the loud clock, which counts the weary hours With warning voice, and tells us that old Time, With unseen steps, is passing to the end Of his long journey. On, and cnward still. The hoary pilgrim moves with steady course, Ceaseless as Ixion's wheel ; nor ever stops For childhood's frolic sports, nor youth's bright days Of thoughtless pleasure. — What are these to him ? The hopes, the joys, the opening flowers of life. Are annuals which daily bloom and die Along his way ; and yet why should we grieve At their brief reign, while still before us lies A wide, untrodden path of novelty, MIDNIGHT. 101 Full of strange chances and unthought of turns, Which often lead to some fresh bower of bliss, More beautiful than all we 've left behind ; Or some calm stream unruffled in its course, Whose waves, charmed by the gentle Halcyon's power, Flow smoothly on amidst the gusts of life. And fertilize the scene, till it becomes A garden in the bleak world's desert, where The seeds of happiness may strike their roots, And blossom into amaranthine flowers. What matters it that pleasure's colors change Like the chameleon's hues ? The next may be More brilliant than the last ; and is it not The part of wisdom still to snatch the good The present yields ? What are our vain regrets For joys departed, but an aconite Whose fatal influence lurks beneath the smiles Of each new hojDC ? My heart convinces me That this is true, but ah, I profit not ! This summer night, this fairy moonlight scene. The sparkling beauty of the azure sky, Gemmed with the myriad throng of countless stars. Which seem the subjects of the Queen of night Through her inconstant reign ; — this solitude. So still, so desolate, where late the crowd 102 3IIDN1GHT. Passed o'er the spot ; and the few scattered trees "Which spread their green, refreshing shade above The bare and heated pavements — all bring back Thoughts of the past. — Can this be summer too ? Oh, how unlike the summers fled, to nie ! The scene is changed, and yet it is the same. The season and the midnight hour have come, But something that belonged to them is lost. The moon's unclouded beams still light the place Where others sat with me, but none are there To fill the picture now. I am alone, Alone and yet content to be alone ! I seek not the companions of the past ! I do not hope what I have hoped, nor wish What I have wished, nor love with the same warmth And depth of feeling all that I have loved ! Late is the lesson learned, but it is learned, — That deep affections have been wasted long, Like music's voice upon the idle wind ; But not like uttered sounds have they gone forth Forever from my heart. They have returned Unshackled to their isolated home, — Free, but oppressed with the dark memory Of their past bondage, as if not a thought MIDNIGHT. 103 Could ever rest with interest on the things Or beings which compose this world ; but still Some blot or stain is left. Follies and faults Hang oii the mind, and something of the touch Of human passions clings to the sad heart. Why pass they not as from the evening sky The clouds have passed, nor left one shade to dim The brilliancy above ? It may not, cannot be ! The clouds of life (like footsteps on the snow. Which wear not out but with the snow itself) Their traces leave upon the spirit still. E'en when their shadowy gloom seems to have vanished. And oh, they change into a thousand shapes. Some hue still catching from the changeful world. Till weary feeling with new longing turns To seek relief in happier thoughts of heaven ! THE OLD, OLD STORY. Her look was calm, but it was not The calm of peace ; it rather seemed Like resignation to her lot ; And yet a stranger would have deemed That she was blest, for all around Showed wealth and power and luxury, And nothing told the secret wound Of inward misery. Her dwelling was a place of pride, Which stood in lofty grandeur ; wide Its shadow fell o'er the rich green Which formed a carjoet for the scene ; And flowers of every name were there, — The wild, the beautiful, the rare ; The climbing vines supporters found In bowers amid the fairy ground ; The ancient elm-trees cast their shade Along the gravelled walks, where played The moonbeams through their spreading boughs, A fitting place for lovers' vows. THE OLD, OLD STORY. 105 Tlie graceful larch, and locust too, Gave varied beauty to the view ; And near, where gushing waters streamed, The cypress and the willow seemed, Amidst the brilliance and the bloom. The only things of grief and gloom. And was it so ? No, there was one, The heiress of that rich domain, Who, while she basked in Fortune's sun, Still felt that its cold light was vain. She had been an enthusiast In Nature's beauties ; o'er her heart A spirit of romance had passed, Which did to every scene impart A charm unfelt by others. Still She knew not that the gift to feel Such pure and exquisite delight Was a misfortune ; that the blight Of sorrow falls most fatally Upon the mind thus doomed to be The home of deep refinement : there Comes disappointment and despair, The subtile and envenomed dart. The deadly mildew of the heart. She knew not this when her young eye Saw so much beauty in the sky ; So much of untold loveliness 106 THE OLD, OLD STORY. In the green earth in summer's dress ; Or such wild grandeur in the waves Which sparkle o'er old ocean's caves. Her spirit drank too freely then The draught of unimpassioned bliss, As if such were a specimen Of earth's best, truest happiness. But life has brighter dreams than thesC; And the heart warmer sympathies ; And o'er the careless hours of youth There comes a vision fair as truth. And false as fair ; for many prove There is no constancy in love. To man it is a changeful mood, A fitful feeling oft forgot ; To woman, in her solitude, It is the theme of every thought. But few can feel its powerful thrill LiJ^e her, the gifted one, who drew Genius, and taste, and fancy still From that deep passion : yet none knew The cause which gently stole the mirth From her bright smile, and to her eye Gave an expression, not of earth, — A something spiritual, high, Which spoke of intellectual things THE OLD, OLD STORY. 107 Called forth by her imaginings. But suddenly the dream was gone : He left her, and she stood alone. It seemed as if she heeded not The cold neglect, and yet it wrung The life-blood from her heart ; but wrought No outward change. Her steps still sprung Light in the dance ; and still her eye With its mild, star-Hke beauty beamed ; Her smile was given more pensively. But yet on all around it gleamed. And long with dignity she strove To dwell on other themes, to love The things she once had loved. 'T was vain ; The faded vision came again. And then her cheek grew pale ; but none Could tell why youth's fresh bloom had flown. They said it was consimipiton. True, It WO.S, but that was all they knew. Her parents watched the slow decline, And vainly tried each healing art ; They bore her to a foreign clime, And wept to find their hopes depart. A while she struggled with her fate, That they should not be desolate. But 't was in vain ; for where was he 108 THE OLD, OLD STORY. With whom " life was all poetiy ! " Without him, it was valueless ; And thus in her heart's loneliness She died ; and soon her father's lands And wealth passed into strangers' hands. LIFE'S FALLEN STAR. A STAR rose on my early days, A bright, and dazzling spark Of light and hope ; its cheering rays Shone o'er life's cold and thorny ways ; It fell, and life was dark ! I grieved to see it leave its sphere. And sink from its high place ; I watched it with a silent tear, And deemed no other light could cheer My path through this world's waste. And oh, I turned in weariness From Pleasure's siren call ! Her voice had then no ix)wer to bless, Her fairest scenes were valueless, Nor could my heart enthrall. But years have passed, — and Time will dull The feelings' first keen edoe ; And from the good and beautiful Unconsciously some hopes we cull, Of future peace the pledge. 110 LIFE'S FALLEN STAR. Yet still in hours of gloom I weep Over that fallen Star. There are some memories so deep, They cannot fly, they may not sleep, Though fixed in Time afar. There are some thoughts that seem to cling Forever round the heart ; They come when hope is blossoming, And live, e'en while 't is withering, As if of life a part. And there are shadows of the past That will our steps pursue ; The ghosts of joys which could not last, Which oft a mourning mantle cast O'er pleasure's sunny hue. But there is only one short dream Of love and happiness. It floats in life's bright morning beam, Then glides along Time's rapid stream To fairer worlds than this. TO MY HARP. Haep of the mournful strings ! I cannot tune my numbers e'en to thee ! There has a deep and skiggish lethargy Crept o'er my spirits' wings ; Some incubus is on them ; whence its birth I know not, but it bears them down to earth. My thoughts no longer soar To Fancy's regions, when the mists of gloom Gather in shadows o'er them, to relume Their dying light once more. Chained as by magic to one wildering dream, They powerless lie, without e'en hope's faint beam. Canst thou not break the spell. Once potent lyre, and bid them rise again ? Is there no chord I may not touch in vain Where song was wont to dwell ? Awake, awake once more thy siren art ; Give back thy distant echoes to my heart ! 112 TO MY HARP. Flow o'er the silent hour ! For crowded thoughts lie dark and heavily Upon my mind ; their weight oppresses me With an unusual power. i Let me cast off their galling bondage now, And only to thy master-spirit bow. Harp of the mournful strings ! ' Thou hast a charm in every music-tone, A soothing spell for every bright dream flown, Giving to sorrow wings. Friend of my better days, I turn to thee, As the lone star, o'er life's dark destiny ! All other lights depart. Or prove but treacherous guides to happiness ; Luring through dangers to some strange excess Of feeling in the heart. Kindling a while a wild and scorching fire, Over the seared hopes' ruins to expire. But thou, my harp, so long Companion of my thoughts, canst change at will The thronging memories on thy chords that thrill ; Till, yielding to thy song, The past flings back a mild and softened glow. Divested of its bitterness and woe. TO MY HARP. 113 Forsake me not, my lyre ! I seek not fame in thy rude minstrelsy ; Not in ambition do I ask of thee My nmnbers to inspire. But thou canst bring relief, and teach my heart How with its idle dreams and hopes to part. THEY TELL ME HE IS CHANGED. They tell me he is changed, — that time Has thinned his hair, and marked his brow, And altered him so much, that I Should scarcely know him now. It may be so ; yet it were strange If time had left no trace behind Whereby the memory of a friend Might some resemblance find. It may be so. They say that grief Has stolen the bloom of health away, Yet left a flush in either cheek, As if to mock decay. They say that busy care has been At work wifhin his heart so long, That the free thoughts of youth are lost Its tangled web among. They hinted that his early love Was lingering in his bosom yet ; Strange that in man faith should be found, — That he should noi forget ! THEY TELL ME HE IS CHANGED. 115 It may be so ; but much I doubt If such indeed the truth can be ; 'T is so unlike all that has passed Within my memory. They tell me he has toiled for wealth, And found it in a foreign land ; But Fortune's treasures have been bought Full dearly at his hand. For health is wrecked amid the hopes Which float upon life's treacherous wave ; And now they say his gold may buy Perhaps — a stranger^ s grave ! They speak of it in careless tones, And idly breathe their prophecy ; As if the thought of losing him Were nothing but to me. They do not know the loneliness Death has already round me cast, The gloom upon the future thrown, The diflerence of the past. But ah, they tell me he is changed ! That memory would in vain recall The looks, the smiles of other days, — That he has lost them all. 116 THEY TELL ME HE IS CHANGED. It may be so. I cannot tell ; The outward signs I do not see ; An altered heart is all I fear, For that were all to me. ! A LIFE MEMORY. There is one memory fastened on my heart ! It lies far back among the earliest dreams Which gave to life its beauty and its charm. Years have rolled over it, and chance and change Have turned the scenes and visions of that time To chaos in my mind, yet that remains ; As separate and distinct, as if but now It had gone by, — the last thing that had left Its impress on my thoughts. 'T is like the rock O'er which the dashing waves may foam and break, And leave it still the same ; still ever there, Unmoved by Time ; and so that memory stays Beyond oblivion's power, and brighter grows As other things grow dim and pass away. Shadows and clouds have gathered over it, — Resentment, indignation, and the pride Of injured feeling, — all, all have conspired To smother or erase it, but in vain. It pierces each new vail, chills each new hope, And reigns alone triumphant ! Bursting still 118 A LIFE 31 EMORY. With overwhelming force on every scene Of gayety and pleasure, till I turn From present things to what has been ! It comes With necromantic spell to conjure up The spirit of the past, and lives with me As if it held communion with the soul, And borrowed from it immortality. I cannot hear a voice of merriment, But still that memory mingles in the sound ; Nor a rich note of music on the air. But 't is the echo to each floating tone ; — In joy or sorrow, gladness, melancholy, Something is blended still, which turns them all To one unvarying, fixed, eternal thought. I cannot look upon a woodland scene. But every leaf is like a volume, filled With that one recollection ; not a flower But has it stamped upon its opening bloom ; Nor brooks, nor streams, nor oceans, but have all A voice to speak of it. A lonely thing Is that deep memory ; for there cannot come Another like it in one little life ! J OUR FRIENDSHIP IS A VANISHED DREAM. Our friendship is a vanished dream, Which time can ne'er restore us ! For the dark waves of Lethe's stream Are rushing on before us. Our feet will soon its waters touch, Our burning lips ^vill drink them. And these wild thoughts which pain so much. We ne'er again shall think them ! A little while, and we shall meet Without a trace of feeling ; And coldly smile, and coldly greet. With brow and heart congealing. A little while I but ah, not yet ! Some hours are still remaining, Of deep and sad and vain regret. No hope the soul sustaining. Those hours are drifting to their doom On life's unstable ocean. Which, with its beating billows, soon Will stifle all emotion. 120 OUR FRIENDSHIP IS A VANISHED DEE AM. Thpn, like the faithful carrier-bird, ^ate will have done her mission, And we may meet without a word Or smile of recognition. The cold, averted eye will chase Each thought of soul-communion, Each fleeting fancy that might place New faith in love's reunion. Strangers are not so far apart In high and lowly station. As we, with each an altered heart, In this our separation. Our friendship is a vanished dream ! Its light no longer glowing, Flashed o'er us like a meteor gleam, A moment's brilliance throwing. All things were in that light illumed. All hopes in it united ; Its burning rays itself consumed, And left us all benighted. There was a time when I believed No change our hearts could sever : How easily we are deceived By that mistaken never / OUR FRIENDSHIP IS A VANISHED DREAM. 121 The cheated heart sighs o'er the past, The words so falsely spoken, And tacitly we feel at last Our covenant is broken. THOU S AYE ST IT. Thou sayest that I recall to mind Those things which give me pain. Ah, no ; unbidden they return, Unconscious I complain ! But if to speak of them to thee Can one regret impart, I '11 place a guard upon my words, And keep them in my heart. I would not bring one passing cloud To shade thy brighter lot, Nor wake again those deep-toned chords Of feeling, now forgot. Yet sometimes will these dark thoughts rush Across the breathing wire. Like the unfettered winds that sweep The wild ^olian lyre. Thou sayest I can do what I will ; 'T is well, — I will forget That thou hast e'er to friendship owed A deeper, holier debt. TEOU SAYEST IT. 123 And I will think of thee as one, Not what he seems to be, Whose words are like the empty air, The bubble on the sea. But for the sake of other days. The visions of the past, I fain would know that thou art blest, Where'er thy lot is cast. And yet I smile, for Fate has placed Between our destinies A gulf, that soon will swallow up These idle memories. Thou sayest it ! And though the change To fancy's eye appears, I cannot in a moment lose The interest felt for years. We part reluctantly with thoughts Long cherished in the heart. And sigh, as one by one the dreams Of life's bright morn depart. Vain shadows all ! I would not now That they returned to me. In their first golden colors drest, Their early brilliancy. 124 THOU SAFEST IT. For ah, this world, however fair, Has nothing worth regret, Except the wasted feelings spent On some that we have met ! STANZAS. WRITTEN IN AN UNKNOWN LADY'S ALBUM AT THE BEQUEST OF A GENTLEMAN. 'T WAS a beautiful thought in the annals of tinie That suggested the Album to man — In which to display the enchantments of rhyme, Or the precepts of reason to scan ; In which to paint gayly the colors of hope, Leaving years the illusion to prove ; j To give to the wild wings of fancy free scope I In the regions of friendship and love. 1 To fasten a link upon memory's chain, I Which shall strengthen and brighten with age ; I To call back the absent, and see them again ' In the magical light of each page. Then go, little book ! — win the Muses to smile While the flowers of poetry spring ; From the deep mine of thought draw forth treasures the while. And bid talent its offerings bring. 126 STANZAS. With silent persuasion ask gifts of each friend To hoard in the far-coming years ; As cherished mementos their names to defend 'Midst the rising of future compeers. Go forth on thy mission. Tell Genius and Taste, On these pages their gems should be laid, ' Which Morris and Woodworth and Wetmore have graced With a beauty that never can fade. PARTING OF THE SPANISH LOVERS. In the clime where fruits and flowers Spring spontaneous to the hand, Where the fairy-footed hours Measure time with golden sand, Where Castilia's breezy mountains Bound a region of romance. There, from out the soul's deep fountains, Wells the love that life enchants ; — Love, that from its wildest dreaming Ripens in the youthful heart. Till the noon-sun's brightest beaming Could not half such warmth impart ; Nor the rose, with fragrance laden, And as beautiful as sweet, Rival now that Spanish maiden Sitting at her lover's feet On the light guitar, her fingers Tremble as she strikes the chords ; Plumed and spurred, Alvarez lingers For Enrica's parting words. 128 PARTING OF TEE SPANISH LOVERS. See ! her music notes unheeded On the balcony remain ; Written music is not needed ; Love and grief dictate the strain. " Oh, ask me not to sing thee The song that won thy heart ! Dark visions only bring me The thought that we must part. " How can the notes of gladness Reecho to my hand, When fears, akin to madness, Resist my will's command ? *' Tell not the war's sad story, — That duty calls thee hence ; Boast not the soldier's glory ! Say, where 's thy life's defence ? V Ah, could I live without thee ? — Believe not aught so vain ! Wrap but tliis thought about thee, / die if thou art slain / " Hast thou not twined the flower Of memory in my hair, PARTING OF THE SPANISH LOVERS. 129 And bid me at this hour The ' forget-me-not ' to wear ? " Forget thee / If suspicion One moment rest with thee, I yield thee to ambition ! Alvarez thou art free ! " If my true soul has never To thee itself revealed, Then let it now forever In mystery be concealed. " But no : I dare not cherish These dreamings dark and dire ; For love, with doubt would perish. And life with hope expire. " Faith springs again, unblighted By wayward fancy's powers ; In heart and soul united. One memory shall be ours. " And hope, in light bark sailing, Unfurls her banner bright. As morning breaks unfailing: Above the darkest night." 180 PARTING OF THE SPANISH LOVERS. Now silence weaves a holier spell Upon the twilight hour ; The spirit only breathes farewell In many a wild, tumultuous swell, Betraying love's deep power. Enrica's harp has lost its tone, The strings no longer sound ; The dove unto her nest has flown, The orange -trees have darker grown, The shadows fall around. The castle-turret, far away. Looks dimly o'er the scene ; The dew-drops gather on the spray, Fit nectar for the midnight fay, "While sporting on the green. Not yet the first pale star above Gleams on a moveless leaf; Soft twilight falls on flower and grove, — Sweet, dreamy twilight, true to love. Perchance, because so brief. O Love ! acknowledged everywhere, And felt in every clime ; Subtle and deep ! the young heart's snare. 1 PARTING OF THE SPANISH LOVERS. 131 Dwelling in earth, breathing in air, And living through all Time. Yet never comes but once the dream, So magical in youth, — The fairy sparkle on life's stream, The mystic, brilliant, spirit-gleam Of ever changeless truth. THE SISTERS AND STEP-MOTHER. Two sisters — one a little child, The other but half grown — Together watched the setting sun Which through the casement shone. They waited in their lonely home, Where late their mother died. Their father's coming, who had gone To wed another bride. And thus they stood, their twining arms About each other wound, In token of affection's ties By which their hearts were bound. The bridal company arrived, And they went forth to meet Their father and their father's wife, With slow and lingering feet. A beauteous and a gentle dame, — They gazed upon her face, — And then the elder sister spoke With sweet and native grace : THE SISTERS AND STEP-MOTHER. 133 " A welcome for my father's sake I fain would give to thee ; Oh, for his sake, be kind to us, — This little one and me ! " The younger clasped the lady's neck, And smilingly she said : " Mother, I 'm glad you 've come again ; They told me you were dead." These simple greetings touched a chord In that fair lady's heart. And inwardly she made a vow To act the mother's part. Her promise she has well fulfilled Unto those sisters twain : The mother lost has been in her Restored to them again. TO A FRIEND. Thou art not happy, or else why That thoughtful brow and frequent sigh ? Thou art not happy, though that smile May less observing eyes beguile. But me thou canst not thus deceive ! Thou art not happy, and I grieve That thou art not ; for ah, I know Thou fain wouldst have us think thee so I But if thou wert as happy here As thou wouldst to tliy friends appear ; And if that smile which still must please, Were emblem of a heart at ease ; Or if we could, with anxious care, Dispel that thoughtful look and air, — Oh, we would use our best endeavor To keep thee at our vale forever ! THE VISIT. 'T WAS like a sunbeam glancing bright Through clouds and summer showers ; For thus it threw a sudden light O'er dark and lonely hours. It broke the dull monotony Of life's unvaried scene ; Oh, such the visits doomed to be Too " few and far between ! '* With eagle speed the moments flew On wings which joy had plumed ; And still to joy the wings were true, By flying while it bloomed. The smile of welcome o'er the brow Scarce lit a transient gleam When came the parting hour ; and now The whole is like a dream. REMINISCENCES. There 's a longing wish that will sometimes come For the first bright scenes of my childhood's home! For the level fields, and the buttonwood trees, And the pm-e, fresh rush of the ocean-breeze ; The robin that woke me at break of day, And the fragrant scent of the new-mown hay, And my own loved rose-bush, that bloomed to dress My window with its rich loveliness. I think of the flowers which blossomed there, And I seem to breathe the untainted air ; "Wild fancy flies o'er the wide-spread plain, And I would that I were a child again ! Gazing at eve on the star-lit skies. Or the sunset clouds with their gorgeous dyes, Changing as night drew her dusky line : Oh, what changes of feeling have since been mine! REMINISCENCES. 137 How the traceless years, as they swiftly fly, Crush hope's fair blossoms, and leave them to die! How the blights of the world, as they fall on the heart, Spread ruins around it which never depart ! Yet memory still lingers along that shore Where the glorious waves roll up evermore ; And I sigh as I think that no visions can come Like those which encircled my youth's happy home ! They can never return, those bright hours, again ! O'er the gleamings of pleasure rest shadows of pain. The summer may seem, as in past seasons, gay ; The roses bloom full through the long June day ; The snow-drop and daisy may spring in the grass Round the footsteps of strangers who carelessly pass ; The sun his broad beams may cast over the sea ; But all things are altered — oh, all things to me ! SOUTHAMPTON. I 'm here again in my early home, By the broad Atlantic's shore ; Again through familiar paths I roam, Still dear as in days of yore. Again on the waves of memory cast, I forget that my youth is flown ; Though the hand of change has slowly passed O'er the face of the ancient town. But it mattei-s not that the outward scene Is altered here and there, — That where some gray old house had been Now stands a fabric fair. Nor care I much that from the street Old landmarks are removed, While still I find that true hearts beat In the bosoms of friends beloved. SOUTHAMPTON. 139 And I listen once more to the sounding sea, With its mournful monotone, Till with friends and sea, all the same to me, I forget that my youth is flown. But the fairy dream must soon unfold Itself in the sterner tmth, Which whispers ever, " I'm growing old" Though I look on the scenes of youth. And now farewell to my early home, To friends, and village dear ; Wherever my future steps may roam, My heart will linger here. MY GERANIUM. " I never loved a tree or flower. But 'twas the first to fade away." Oh, no, it will not flourish 'neath my hand ! It grew in beauty rare while unobserved And left neglected ; but when suddenly I saw its full and rich luxuriance, Its thick and crowded leaves, as green and bright As England's boasted forest foliage, I took it from its hiding-place, and cast An eye of love upon it. Better far Had it remained forgotten in the shade, And died " the death of flowers," when winter's blast Pierced through the sheltering vine, whose ten- drils twined Around its slender stems. Why did I break So beautiful a union ? why unwind The graceful, clasping vine, that in its place My waste affections might entwine themselves ? Oh, they have been but hke the deadly night- shade, il/r GERANIUM. 141 Killing what they embraced ! It is in vain I watch and nurse and cherish it ; it droops And withers and decays ; 't would almost seem, As by a strange and mystic sympathy, It felt the chill which circles round my heart, And knew that the seared feelings could alone Claim with the yellow leaf, affinity. Perhaps its freshness had too much the air Of the first Paradise, still to thrive on Where human passions come like darkling clouds, To mar, full often, nature's loveliness ; Or it might be that its green beauty wore Too much the coloring of hope and joy. To flourish long where they so frequent die, — Too much the hue of the young thoughts, whose themes Are brighter than the brightest thing on earth ! Or else it was that I had found in it Something to love, — something on which to dwell In confidence, that, as it grew more dear From habit, or association's power, It would not leave me. How could 1 forget That all things are unstable ; that to hope, Is to be disappointed ; and to love. Is but to spend the feelings' force and life Upon a wild and speculative dream ! TO DR. F : ON HEARING HIM RELATE A PORTIOX OF HIS HISTORY UPON WHICH HE REMARKED, " It has cast a Rlooin over my whole life." Oh, say not that a gloom is cast O'er all thy future hours ! It cannot be, e'en should the past Have had few of life's flowers. Regret it not : an early doom The spring's fair buds pursue ; The autumn-flowers the longest bloom, And wear the brightest hue. And there are some now blossoming o ■ To make thy pathway bright, — To form a garland fresh as spring, And beautiful as light. These are fame, honor, friendship, love, — The fairest flowers on earth, Which bloom for man ; oh, may they prove To thee their fullest worth ! THE CLOUDS. The clouds, how beautifully now They tint the evening sky ! Eesting upon the mountain's brow, Or floating gently by. The light mists gathering o'er the trees Their dusky colors lose. And fancy many an image sees, As thought her train pursues. I love to watch their varying forms, Their castles raised in air. Or picture out the magic swarms Of armies meeting there. I see the bow, the spear, the sword, Engaged in mimic fight. Till all dissolves, as with a word, And changes to the sight. A panorama still it seems Of living Nature here ! Through forests thick the opening gleams With axe and pioneer. 144 THE CLOUDS. Then villages and towns arise, And busy works go on ; But while imagination flies, Again the vision 's gone. I look, and ships upon the seas Are tossing to and fro, As if contending with the breeze, And swelling waves below. The white foam rises o'er their masts, And hides them from the eye, As yet another tableau casts Its image on the sky. The spell is on my spirit now : My fascinated gaze Beholds the field, the scythe, the plough. The woody winding maze. And then, grotesque and strange, 1 view The king in purple clad. The golden crown, and sceptre too. The visage stern and sad. It passes on : the colors fade, Fantastic shapes are flown. The evening mists increase their shade. The night's thick veil is thrown. TEE CLOUDS. 145 Yet beauteous clouds ! where are ye now ? Your magic power is o'er ; For darkness gathers here below, And I can gaze no more. 10 TO AN AUTHORESS WHO ADDRESSED A LOVE-POEM TO A STAR. LovEST thou a Star, fair friend ? " A bright particular Star" — and dost thou fix Thy thoughts on it, while earthly shadows mix With Hfe's bewildering scenes ? Oh, may it send Its gleam into thy heart with steady aim, And light thy watching eyes to future fame ! A guiding star to thee Be that which claims thy worship ! It were well To " look aloft," while striving to excel, And catch a ray from heaven ; though mys- tery Hang o'er the spangled sky, the searching mind Still seeks for knowledge, though its path be blind. The bright ideal, thou Convertest to the real ; with the power Of alchemy, to change the fragile flower To fruit of gold, — Thou only hiowest how. Star-gazer ! Be thy hopes as sure, as high. Fulfilled at last above the starlit sky ! TO MARY. WRITTEN IN HER ALBUM. Who could refuse the wreath to twine Of poesy, for thee ? The Muse, won by a wish of thine, Would almost smile on me. And though I 've oft essayed in vain Parnassus' mount to climb, There is a charm in Mary's name That may inspire my rhyme : That may awake within my mind Wild fancy's sportive train, And every floating feeling bind In friendship's fairy chain. Young friendships are as pure as sweet, And if they fade with years, 'T is but the fate all pleasures meet Here in this " vale of tears." 148 TO MARY. But life as yet to thee is bright, Nor has the world's dark wiles One cloud cast o'er the sunny light That sparkles in thy smiles. The gilded beams of hope and joy Reflect their dazzling rays ; Ah, why must envious Time destroy These fair and happy days ? — Why all the gay illusions break Of youth's enchanted hours. And bid the care-worn mind forsake Its early blooming flowers ? Such are the wasting works of Time, And sad the thoughts they bring ; Nor will they wait for life's decline. But often cloud its spring. Yet long with thee may years roll by, Ere with their treacherous art They steal the brightness from thine eye. The gladness from thy heart. And sometimes in thy hours of bliss, When sorrows are forgot. Oh, turn one happy glance on this, And read, " Forget me not ! " CLEANTHE. " Why weepest thou, Cleanthe ? Tell me why This passionate burst of feeling ? Can it be, That, with a mind so noble and so high, Thou canst not bear the sting of poverty ? " I 've watched thee through the changes of thy fate. And seen thee rise, as I believed, above Adversity, with fortitude so great, I marvel now what thus thy heart can move." " And art thou then deceived ? " Cleanthe said, " And thou, e'en thou, dost ask me why I weep ! Thou dost not know the tears in secret shed, — My wakeful nights of woe, while others sleep. " Think'st thou there is no bitterness to me In this my altered lot ? — that, while I smile. And seem so gay, there is not misery Gnawing upon, my heartstrings all the while ? 150 CLE AN THE. " I thought that thou didst look into my soul, And see the crushed hopes blighted, wither- ing there ; That thou did'st mark my strivings to control The spirit, galled, with scarce the power to bear. " Misfortune's tide has been too swift and strong, For one so weak as I, its waves to stem ; I grieve not for the fickle, flattering throng, — Oh, no, my friend, I do not weep for them ! " But there are moments when I deeply feel, In spite of all thy kindness and thy praise. The loss of station ; words may not reveal How I have struggled with my toilsome days : •' How I have loathed to court the patronage Of wealth and fashion, in the dazzling sphere By birthright mine^ — a brilliant heritage, Snatched from my grasp when it became most dear. " Ah, think'st thou it is nothing to descend So suddenly from life's high eminence ? I cannot brook the change ; I cannot bend To Fortune's favorites with indifference. CLEANTHE. 151 « Now I have told thee all. Go, let me weep ! My heart would break without these bitter tears ; Leave me alone — but still my secret keep, For Time will number soon my hapless years ! " Such was Cleanthe's tale. Ah, do not chide, Fair daughters of Prosperity, that she, Nurtured, like you, in all the world's false pride, Should writhe beneath the stroke of Poverty! A PORTRAIT. Ambition rules his soul I It is his master-passion, though his heart Answers spontaneously the frequent calls Made by compassion and humanity, And from his hand the ready tribute flows. Nature designed him not for selfish things : He was not formed to coldly calculate, And weigh each rising feeling in the scale Of policy and prudence ; but the world Has done its work on his aspiring mind. There are some traits of innate nobleness, Some gleams of natural feeling, which break forth At intervals when he is off his guard. Although such things he counts but weaknesses. He hides his virtues, as he hides his faults, In artificial manners. 'Tis his aim To have no enemies, — and it may be •That he has fewer than his fellow-men ; For, to obtain sweet " popular applause," He indiscriminately smiles on all, — Forgetful, in his strong desire to please, That 't is not for a smile to win the heart. TEE PORTRAIT. 153 Moments there are, when it may be the dupe Of its own fancy, in life's young romance ; Moments, when by imagination's aid The heart invests its idol with the charms And qualities it loves ; till in the world Some rough collision with reality Dispels the fair illusion, and once more The mind is thrown back on itself to seek, In its fantastic range, some new conceit, To form a new ideal, — which, in turn. Enslaves the willing spirit, for a while Unconscious of the cheat. But dreams like these Are not inspired by him. His is the power To please the eye and ear, and fill the mind "With images of beauty, — not to hold The silent thoughts in bondage. Would he thus Unlock the springs of feeling, he must/eeZ, — And yet what matters it, while still he bows At fashion's shrine ? — many its votaries ! And while he mingles in the giddy train, What need is there of Nature ? 't is enough To learn the lesson and to act the part. He is not what he might be : he withholds The confidence which could impart a charm To conversation, and reflects too much On what his heart dictates before he speaks. He trusts no word on the free winds, but such 154 THE PORTRAIT. As might be safely blown throughout the world ; And when we seek for candor, we but find Caution and cold resei^e, — and friendship feels Her warmth congealed, and, calm and passionless. Loses beneath his glance her strength and power. Honor and principle and truth are his. And polish and refinement and good sense ; But everything is studied ; and in vain We seek to read the heart ; each avenue Is closely guarded with a vigilance Unequalled. Art is baffled still by art. Prudence stands sentinel at every turn. And those who know him best still know him not. His step is on the ladder which leads up To fame and fortune, nor will he descend Till he has climbed the highest step, and won The destined goal. Bright are thy gilded dreams, O vain ambition ! but too soon they break, Like ocean's sparkling waves upon the shore. Yet still thy ignis-fatuus light lures on Unnumbered followers, who spend their youth In grasping at a shadow ; till at last, Eluding every hope, it flits away Beyond their reach forever ; when, unnerved, And sickened and disgusted and surprised. They turn and find the phantom they pursued Was Disap'pointmenL AUTUMN VIEW FROM MY WINDOW. I GAZE with raptured eyes Upon the lovely landscape, as it lies Outstretched before my window ; — even now The mist is sailing from the mountain's brow ; For it is early morning, and the sun His course has just begun. How beautiful the scene Of hill on hill arising, while, between, The river like a silvery streak appears, And rugged rocks, the monuments of years, Resemble the old castles on the Rhine, Which look down on the vine. No clustering grapes, 'tis true, Hang from these mountain-sides to meet the view But fairer than the vineyards is the sight Of our luxuriant forests, which, despite The change of nations, hold their ancient place Lost to the Indian race. 156 AUTUMN VIEW FROM MY WINDOW. Untiring I survey The prospect from my window day by day. Something forgotten, though just seen before, Something of novelty or beauty more Than yet discovered, ever charms my eyes, And wakes a fresh surprise. And thus, when o'er my heart A weary thought is stealing, while apart From friends and the gay world I sit alone, With life's dark veil upon the future thrown, I look from out my window, and there find A solace for the mind. The Indian summer's breath Sighs gently o'er the fallen leaflet's death, And bids the frost-king linger on his way Till Autumn's tints have brightened o'er decay. What other clime can such rich paintings show ? Tell us, if any know ! NIAGARA. A VIEW FROM TABLE KOCK. Niagara ! Niagara ! How beautiful art thou ! With grandeur and with majesty Throned on thy royal brow. How, passing human intellect In all its strength and pride, The wonders of thy mighty course, Thy ever-rushing tide ; The thundering of thy rolling flood, As, pouring down the steep, It plunges to its cavern depths, And answers " deep to deep ! " Niagara, where were thy bounds But for thy Maker's will, Who only to thy angiy voice Can whisper, " Peace^ he still ! " Thou bearest on thy noble front An impress all divine ; 158 NIAGARA. The great Creator's hand is traced In evei*y powerful line. How do thy foaming rapids chase Each other in their rage, Till headlong down the precipice Their idle war they wage ! Imposing is the battle-field, And glorious the array. As onward the wild combatants Dash through their watery way. Magnificent their snow-white plumes, Pomp on each flying crest, — Niagara ! Niagara ! Oh, when wilt thou have rest ? When will thy wondrous course be run Oh, who shall dare portend ? Time cannot thy beginning tell. Time shall not know thy end ! MY DREAM. "I dreamt that I dwelt in marble halls." I DREAMT that I dwelt in my childhood's home With the loved ones of early days ; And one by one I saw them come By the light of the visioned rays. And I dreamt that the spring's rich blossoms shed Their perfume upon the air, That flowers sprung up from their grassy bed, And were blooming in beauty there. I felt no fear of the waking hour Which should drive the charm away, For the blissful dream had all the power Which circles the brightest day. I dreamt of sweet music in field and grove, The robin and whippoorwill, And of dearer voices attuned to love, Which were breathing around me still. I thought that my life had renewed its youth, That I lived in the past again ; 160 MY DREAM. And I dreamt that I found the pearl of truth In the hearts of the gay world's train. I forgot the years which had onward sped Over paths of pain and care, For I dreamt that the grave had restored the dead, And I blessed them in silent prayer. MOONLIGHT. I CANNOT, oh, I cannot sleep Beneath the full-moon's beams ! For busy thoughts their vigils keep, And sport 'mid waking dreams. Just such a moon, one summer night, Long lost in Time's abyss, Shone o'er a scene as lovely, bright. And beautiful as this. Just such a moon looked down and smiled, With rays as soft and clear, On a broad stream as free and wild As the glad Delaware, here. There was no cloud upon that sky. Nor in my heart a care ; Where'er I turned my raptured eye, Hojpe met the vision there. She wrought her golden hues among The images of earth. And mingled with the starry throng, Like them, of heavenly birth. 11 162 MOONLIGHT. The leaves slept on the moveless trees All through those night-long hours, For e'en the gentle summer breeze Had fainted on the flowers. As if with perfume rich oppressed, Or wearied with the day, Which with its turmoil and unrest Had dragged its weight away. The whippoorwill's wild chorus rung, And echoed from afar ; And listening, on their orbits hung Full many a brilliant star. Dark mountains in the outline lay, — I seem to see them now, Uprising, as to meet half-way The moonbeams on their brow. Contemplative and stern they stood. In eastern shadows cast ; Their tops high crowned with forest-wood, The growth of ages past. Years have departed, — and those scenes No more may meet my view. Yet still life's sweet poetic dreams Unwearied I pursue. MOONLIGHT. 163 I love in musing mood to trace Creati6ns of the brain, And give them in my heart a place The world holds naught so vain ! And when the moon, as now, is high, And Nature's charms are full, Earth's shadows pass unheeded by, Lost in the Beautiful. The pale exotics of the mind Transplanted here I bring. And new delights essay to find In their fresh blossoming. The buds more slowly may unfold, The flowers may be more frail, But in my heart, as oft of old. Their sweetness will exhale. Here in the country's calm retreat, God in his works appears. And objects beautiful and sweet Seem types of brighter spheres. The wild bird to his Maker sings, Tall forests wave in air. And whisper of the King of kings ; — Oh, poetry is there ! 164 MOONLIGHT. 'T is Nature's language, and the heart Which rises not to heaven, But claims alone on earth its part, How can it he forgiven ! APRIL SNOW-STORM. The snow-flakes fall soft on the evergreen-trees, And in fanciful beauty ride light on the breeze ; The vale, which was bright with the carpet of spring, Now wears the white robe which the snow-spirits fling. The scene is too pure for the spirits of earth, Too fair in its coldness ; yet what is it worth In its coldness to me ? Oh, 't is like to the chill Which has fallen on hearts that are dear to me still ! The snow will soon melt with the sun's warm ray, But the ice in those hearts will freeze deeper each day. Then let me gaze on while the snow-flakes descend, For they look not so cold as the face of a friend When it turns mih. a careless and altered brow, The change of affection and feeling to show. Let my eye still rest on the icicle bright, 'T will not freeze my soul like that chilling sight ; 166 APRIL SNOW-STORM. For the thought will be on it that Spring is here, That May with her blossoms and flowers is near, That Nature will smile in her beautiful dress, And speak to the heart of happiness ; And the hope will cling to the trusting heart That the storms of life like the snow will depart. TO A POETESS, ON HEARING HER SAY SHE DID NOT LOVE MOONLIGHT. Not love the moonlight ? thou Who hast a poet-heart, a poet-eye ! — Not love the pensive brow Of night's fair Queen, when through the vaulted sky She moves in quiet beauty on her way, And cheers the earth as sinks the god of day ? Why is it that to thee Pale Cynthia's beams cannot a charm impart, Nor wake thy sjinpathy ? Thou of the poet-eye and poet-heart ! Perchance thou better lov'st the stars, which wait And watch, 't is said, to guide the hand of Fate. Versed in a deeper lore. With astronomic art and musing mind Thou mayest discover more In the mysterious planets, to unbind 168 TO A POETESS. The chain of thought, and give it wider range, Till it encircles wonders new and strange. But turn thou from the page Of cold philosophy, it cannot bring, Witli all its precepts sage And dear-bought knowledge, ere so bright a thing As the unclouded moon, whose lonely glance Invests all Nature's scenes with sweet romance. Not love the moonlight, then ? Thou, who dost draw the breath of poetry. And with a diamond pen Stamp on the heart, in numbers fresh and free, Fancies more brilliant than the sun-bright noon ? Alas, alas, why lov'st thou not the moon ! TO J. G. AVHITTIER. ON READING HIS POEM ENTITLED " THE STARS." Bard of the soul-entrancing lyre, The Muses' favored son ! Thine is the true Promethean fire That lights the spirit on. There is a pathos in thy lays, A purity of thought, A depth, a power, o'erreaching praise, By wealth of worlds unbought. " The Stars " their language tell to thee, While they in splendor shine, And thou dost read the destiny Of others. — What is thine ? It is, to wear thy life away ^ In aspirations high, To grasp the shadow Fame, and pay For it with many a sigh ; 170 TO J. G. WHITTIER. To gain with eagle wing the height Of famed Parnassus' mount, And leave behind thee in thy flight E'en those who sipped the fount Of Castaly, perhaps with thee. Think'st thou thou wilt not feel The breath of envy silently Across thy pathway steal ? And thou wilt mingle with the crowd, And feel thy spirit rise, Above the wealthy and the proud, To things beyond the skies. Thine is a charmed harp, whose notes Of angel-melody Upon each deep-toned feeling floats Whene'er 't is touched by thee. A charmed harp, whose magic chords Breathe but at thy command ; Which wakes its echoing tones and words But to its master's hand. Then on with thy imaginings, Press onward in thy course I And spread thy fancy's glittering wings O'er thought's unfathomed source. TO J. G. WHITTIER. 171 Tlie world's frail pleasures cannot check To glory thy career, While hues, caught from the rainbow, deck Thy far more dazzling sphere. On, on ! Deserve yet more the name Which men have given thee. As still upon each effort, Fame Writes imjnortality. POETRY. It sparkles in a sunbeam, It ripples on a wave, It flashes from a lustrous eye, Or hideth in a cave. It risetli o'er a mountain, And reacheth to the skies ; It pierceth through the gathering clouds, However dark they rise. It whispers in the breezes Which stir the forest-leaves, And lingers in the reaper's field Amid the harvest-sheaves. It shineth in the gleaming Of myriad stars at night, Or wanders with " the young May moon " Through silvery tracks of light. It hangs upon a rain-drop Which meets the tender vine ; POETRY, 173 It hovers o'er a beetling cliff Alonof the ocean's line. It walks the earth in beauty, And resteth on a rose ; Or scents the violet in the grass Before its leaves unclose. It breathes upon the daisy "Which by the wayside springs, And steals into the humble cot, Or palaces of kings. It worships in the temple By heaven's blue arch o'erspread, Which circles round the living world And o'er the silent dead. It hath no outward limit The power of poetry, But stretches to the utmost verge Of earth and sky and sea. Thus the poet has a blessing Forever in his heart ! His life is in a brighter world Created by his art. JUNE. Bright, beautiful June ! sweetest month of the year ! Again in thy annual round thou art here ! Thou comest in beauty, with sunshiny hours, The rose in thy bosom, the queen of the flowers ; Thy presence sheds fragrance o'er hill and o'er dale, Thy voice sends forth music through wood and through vale ; The bird blends its notes with the hum of the bee. And the leaf-covered trees look a welcome to thee. The fields are all fresh in their spring-robe of green. Or rich with the culture which gladdens the scene. The waters' blithe notes are unequalled by art. And nothing is sad save the sin-darkened heart. Bright, beautiful June ! I have loved thee full well. When my life was as bright as thy blossoms which fell JUNE. 175 On the gay smiling green which lay spread to my view, As it pillowed the sunbeams, or cradled the dew. My heart had no blight in those sweet summer days, I cared not for fame, and I sighed not for praise : It was bliss to sit idly, and muse in the shade. While around me the light breezes sportively played ; Or to gaze forth on Nature's luxuriant dress, Till my dreams were o'erburdened with loveli- ness, — Till quick-changing fancies rushed over my brain, Uncalled by deep study, unmingled with pain. Unbroken by thoughts of the dark coming years, Unchecked by their trials or sorrows or tears. There rested a charm in each bright blooming flower. Each leaf had its language, each petal its power. Each scene had its beauty, rock, mountain, and glen,— Oh, when will they look to me lovely as then ? Or when shall I watch for the ebb and the flow Of the tide, which runs up where the sweetbriers grow? Or walk 'neath the blossoming locust-trees' shade. Where many a loved one and lost one has strayed ? 176 JUNE. Sweet June ! thou art lovely as e'en in those hours When I traversed the wild wood, and gathered thy flowers ; Thy paths are as green, and thy roses as bright, While my life's waning summer has lost half its light. Now I muse with the feelings which prompt the sad sigh Even where the magnificent Hudson rolls by ; And gaze on a prospect enchantingly fair, — But where are the friends of past seasons, oh where ? I wander alone through the garden and grove, And hear the birds sing as I recklessly rove. But I miss the glad voices which answered to mine, And worship in silence at Memory's shrine. SUNSET REFLECTIONS. Oh, there are moments when I feel As if ni}/ harp again could tell The dreams which o"'er my senses steal, The early visions loved too well ! And then I seek its chords to wake With echoes from the hollow past, And sigh as fancy's flashes break Like meteors on the biting blast. But I "will tune its strings once more. Friend of departed years, for thee ! And the deep mine of thought explore. Till answering words flow fresh and free ; Fresh from the language of the soul, Free as the spirit's unchecked flight, Wh'lch owns not the cold woi'ld's control To freeze its warmth^ or quench its light. I know not why, but at this hour, When sinks the glorious sun to rest, 12 178 SUNSET REFLECTIONS. I turn with strange, impelling power A searching glance within my breast ; And in the day's receding light The veil falls from my heart anew, While all grows dim to human sight, And but one Eye its faults can view. This sunset hour is dearer far Than all the dazzling glare of noon ; I love to watch the first faint star, And gaze upon the crescent moon. Then thought flies high, and memory Sleeps in the quiet of the scene, Till in the future far I see A land of beauty bright and green. The western beams are fading now, The golden-tinted clouds are gone, The noble Hudson seems to flow More gently, in my fancy, on. The deep repose so sweet and calm. Which twilight's softening shades impart, Might soothe, methinks, like Gilead's balm. The weary or tlie wounded heart. Tis fancy all ! Earth has no rest ! Life's busy throng, with reckless air, SUNSET REFLECTIONS. 179 Press on, while hidden in each breast Lies eager hope and anxious care ; Till worn with turbulent desires, Which rise o'er disappointments past, And spent with passion's fevered fires. Life's sunset hour is closed at last. KATYDIDS. Night is coining, night is coming ! Katydids begin their song ; Summer 's going, summer 's going ! Autumn will be here ere long. Katydids, your voices warn us Of the summer's passing flowers, As we listen to your music In the night's increasing hours. Now, oh now, your nightly concert Keeps my busy thoughts awake, — Bears them to the distant valley, And the lovely, lucid lake. Fancy sees the scenes so charming In my youth's bright summer dream, Willows drooping near the water, Lilies bathing in the stream. Clustering cedars on the hill-tops. Brooklets from the mountain-sides, KATYDIDS. 181 Wilding roses by the hedges, Where the frightened squirrel hides. Snow-drops opening in the meadows, Violets, with their soft blue eyes Peeping out, like ministering spirits, Through the quaint and sweet disguise. White sails spreading to the breezes, Wont so gracefully to glide Far into the ocean's outlet With the water's ebbing tide. Every vision still is peopled With the forms which once were dear ; Katydids, your voices bring them In their spirit-presence here. Darkness hides the scenes around me, Memory flies on wings of light ; I can fancy ye are singing Near my old loved home to night. Katydids, ye all are sisters ! Know ye not those sylvan shades ? Come ye hither now, to tell me Change on all things there invades ? 182 KATYDIDS. Would that I could hear your music Even as I heard it there, — On the self-same spot reclining, Breathing the same balmy air. IVooing thoughts of earth and heaven, Scarcely conscious which were best, While the world appeared an Eden In its pristine beauty dressed. Time is passing, time is passing ! Years have fled, and changes come, Since I heard the same wild chanting Round my long deserted home. Ah, my feelings have grown sadder ! Though your notes are still the same j Heaven seems only now worth winning. Earthly joys are but a name ! Katydids, oh, ye are sounding Still your deep and solemn knell O'er the young hopes which have fleeted, Whither, oh, ye cannot tell ! Nightly ye repeat your chorus Through the dark and silent hours, KATYDIDS. 183 Nightly ye return to warn us, — Life is passing like the flowers. May we heed the sad monitions Which so loudly ye proclaim ; May we turn from earthly visions And the shade of earthly fame. Gaining from your voices wisdom, While your little breath ye spend, May we seek the better portion Of the bliss which has no end. MOONLIGHT AGAIN! Moonlight again ! Oh there 's a charm for me In the pale beams which o'er the city fall ; Moonlight again ! moonlight o'er spire and tree, A beauty and a mystery to all ! The river sparkles with its watery gems, And rolls in liquid majesty along ; More fair, more pure than royal diadems. More sweet its music than the minstrel's song. Moonlight upon the water ! 't is a sight To wake the fairy dreams of life anew ; When every wave was like Pactolus bright, Freighted with golden sands to fancy's view. Moonlight upon the hills ! moonlight to roam Across their breezy summits, far away ; Would I could see them round my once loved home, Crowned with the laurel blossoms of the May. MOONLIGHT AGAIN! 185 Moonlight in the greeii valley ! at the hour, The witching hour of midnight ; it is then The spirit breaks the thrall of worldly power, And loves the silence of the lonely glen. Sweet vale ! I stop to muse — for thou hast been Life's greenest spot to me — where sun and moon Have both shone brightest over every scene, And left to memory the fairest boon. Moonlight upon the city ! over all Its spires and marble columns and paved streets ; Gently around them now its soft beams fall, While thus my humble lyre the theme repeats. It dwells upon my heart like early love ! And yet unlike it, in its light unchanged ! It bids me turn my thoughts from earth, above. Where truth is found and friends are ne'er estranged. LITTLE BARBARA. How lovely is that face, In nature's simple grace, With those full orbs of deepest blue, And hair, of neither brown nor gold, But just a shade between the two ; And she is yet but four years old, — Beautiful Barbara ! So modest is her air, So gentle and so fair, With such a soft and winning smile. Its 'witching charm may not be told, And manners all so free from guile, While yet she is but four years old, — Innocent Barbara ! She is not like a child. So earnest and so mild Is the expression of her eyes ; As if her heart deep thoughts might hold, And she were for her years too wise ; For she is yet but four years old, — Sweet, pensive Barbara ! FATHER HEINRICH. " TVTieii I compose music now," he says, " it is almost always with the image of Death before my eyes ; for my sun is setting : I am an old minstrel, — diminuendo e tnorendo." Old art thou, minstrel ? What though time Be fleeting swiftly by ! Music and Poetry are old, And yet they never die ! Old art thou, with a soul inspired Harmonious notes to blend ? Thy heart is young, though silvery hairs Upon thy years attend. Genius outlives the transient days To man allotted here : The " Spirit of Beethoven " smiles Thy setting sun to cheer. RAIN AT NIGHT. I LOVE to listen in the silent hours Of night and solitude, when none are near, To the soft, soothing rain which gently pours Its liquid, dreamy music on my ear. It wakens pensive thoughts ; a shadowy train From the ideal world, — extending fast In spirit-linkings to an endless chain, Outstretching and encircling all the past. The sunbeams have no power in day's broad light To raise these subtle fancies in the mind, — Oh no ! they sleep when outward things look bright, And leave the eye its new delights to find. But when the dropping rain with murmuring sound Breaks through the midnight's still and deep repose. The heart's low whispers seem to breathe around And bid the portals of romance unclose. RAIN AT NIGET. 189 beautiful Ideal ! much I owe To thy beguiling charm ! without its power Life surely would have had too much of woe, Too many a weary and a lonely hour ! But I have wandered in thy paths so long, They have become to me like native air, — Breathing a healthful influence o'er my song. And chasing every shade of gloom or care. O beautiful Ideal ! Is there augrht Amid the fairest scenes of life so brisfht ? Is there a cloudless day with pleasure fraught, Which wears thy golden and ethereal light ? Not one. Then let me be a dreamer still, In paths of sweet entrancing poesy ; Roaming the visionary world at will, Borne on the soul's broad pinions, ever free. Loving, as now, the soft and gentle rain, Amid the darkness of the midnight hour, Which brings creative fancy's mystic train, And mingles dewy hope's illusive power. Bright, bright Ideal ! In thy fairy land Spring ever blooming joys, which know no blight 190 RAIN AT NIGET. From cold neglect, or disappointment's hand : Dear and unfailing source of pure delight ! Be thou my solace through the years which haste With rapid flight on Time's unerring wing ! Be thou the green Oasis in the waste, The Rock of Meribah, the Desert Spring ! Be thine the visions of celestial light, Whose rays shall pierce through yon blue vault of heaven, Beaming in full where there shall be " no nigJtt" And trusting in the hope of sins forgiven. TO THE OLD OAK-TREE BY THE GATE. How many years hast thou seen, old oak, With thy spreading arms so wide ? Hast thou heard the axe, with its sounding stroke, Ere our woods were freed from the EngHsh yoke, Cut thy fellows from thy side ? And thou wert spared in thy strength to grow, Till the stately mansion rose, — Thy shade o'er the cultured flowers to throw, Wliere often, perchance, the Indian's bow "Was drawn at his powerful foes. What tales hast thou in thy prime to tell Of thy first young sapling days, When the forest winds, with their chiming swell Were heard in place of the church-going bell. With their many-toned voices of praise ? Hast thou seen how the fair Susquehanna flowed Through a wild and wilderness vale. Ere civilized man in these haunts abode, Or the horseman bold the swift charger rode Which snuffed up the scented gale ? 192 TO THE OLD OAK-TREE BY THE GATE. Hast thou looked upon bright Chenango's face As its tribute waves it cast, The fair Susquehanna's tide to grace, And run with it in its rapid race, While the bark canoe shot past ? Or witnessed the strife of the stranger-band. Who came from beyond the seas. To possess the Indians' wide-spread land. And drive them hence from their river's strand, And the shade of their native trees ? And hast thou marked 'mid the lonely wood. How the hand of art came in, — And the town sprung up in the solitude. Where only the scattered wigwams stood, And altered the savage scene ? All this, and more, thou hast seen, old tree, In thy life of uncounted years ! A hundred pounds would not purchase thee From the place where thou standest firm and free, — The place which thy shade endears. Thy branches spread to the east and west. Toward the risinor and settins: sun ; Thou breakest the north-wind's force with thy breast, TO THE OLD OAK-TREE BY THE GATE. 193 And liidest the robin's south-built nest, And thy work is never done. But thou standest here in thy strength alone, P^'or no other oak is near Young locusts have lately around thee grown, And blossoms have on rich fruit-trees blov/n. And tdieir fruit has crowned the year. Yet still art thou more prized than all, With thy spreading arms so wide, And head uprising straight and tall, And green leaves, golden ere they fall, — The forest's wealth and pride ! 13 MY FADED ROSE. I 'll look into thy leaves, my faded rose, And read the volume there, Brought from the land where thou didst first unclose Thy sweetness on the air. Thy parent bush grew on Old England's shore. Nursed 'neath her humid sky, Till its green stem thy blooming beauty bore, Doomed to be loved, and die. Yet blended with thy fragrance thou dost bring The breath of thy far clime. Which wafted o'er me, strikes a spirit-string, And wakes a voice from Time. Hast thou within thy withered leaves concealed, With strange mysterious art, My lost and missing thoughts, and, unrevealed, Restored them to my heart ? 31 Y FADED ROSE. 195 Thy rose-hue o'er my prisoned visions cast, And free them from thy hold : The light reflected from the beaming past Shall memory's flowers unfold. I sail in fancy o'er the sea again, I step upon thy shore ! I feel my di-ecwi of life accomplished then. To slumber nevermore ! Remembered feelings crowd upon my soul And bear it far away, And I behold, as shadows backward roll. The abbeys old and gray. The statues raised to men of might and mind, Whose like we may not see, The stately castle-walls with pictures lined. And time-worn tapestry. Thine is a noble land, my faded rose, With history's treasures rife, And centuries their pages may disclose Of wild and stirring life. Thy tiny leaves cannot the scroll contain Which o'er the world is spread ; Thou canst not tell the ancient Roses' reign, — The White Rose and the Red. 196 MY FADED ROSE. My eyes alone can search thy hidden lore ; A " sealed book " art thou To all beside : but I can read thee o'er, Though dead and withered now. I love thee for the thoughts which thou dost brin< Forever unto me ! I love thee for the memories that cling Forever unto thee ! EASTON. r VE looked on many a scene where Nature's hand Has clothed this transient earth in loveliness ; But in my spirit's dreams of fairy land Ne'er fancied I a fairer scene than this. O, I have gazed from Easton's hills, and felt That God had made this world so beautiful, That all should worship Him ! — whose love thus dwelt On creatures of his gifts insensible. The darker passions of the human heart Are lulled to sleep amid the wonders wrought By the Omnipotent ; and works of art, With their vain pageantry, sink into nought. What human mind can comprehend the plan Of the vast Universe ! or even here. This little spot, far as the eye can scan. Now in the glory of the waning year. 198 EAST ON. The Autumn hues, magnificently gay, Have tinged the forest, and each sloping hill Glows with the gorgeous colors, which display The matchless painting of Almighty skill. Between the parted mountains on each side, In lofty grandeur shadowing a vale Bright as Ovoca's, the soft rivers glide. And meeting, to each other tell their tale. Bold is my Muse to touch upon a theme Long linked to the immortal poet's song, — Yet by these meeting waters here I dream Such things as but to poetry belong. Sweet scenes of beauty ! well may ye inspire My humble efforts ; and were feelings words, How would I breathe them o'er the speaking lyre, And wake to melody its simple chords. Easton, I love thy rocks and hills and streams. The great Creator's works ! I love to gaze When the bright sun spreads out his glorious beams, Or the pale moon sheds forth her milder rays. At morn, at eve, or at the twilight hour. When rainbow hues pass o'er the changeful sky, EAST ON. 199 Or when red lightnings flash, or storm-clouds lower, Or glittering stars look from their throne on high: All times, all seasons, beautiful thou art ! In Spring's green mantle robed, or gayly clad In Summer flowers, which yield as they depart, To Autumn's splendid livery — bright, though sad. Sweet Easton, I must leave thee ! Pleasures fade, And changes o*er the tide of time must swell. This world, alas ! was but for partings made. And soon familiar grows the word, farewell. TO E. S. S. ON READING A POEM FR05I HER PEN, ADDRESSED TO A MUTUAL, FRIEND. Hast thou no thought for me ? No tuneful note breathed on thy sylvan lute, No chord within thy heart, not yet grown mute In the sweet symphony Of life's remembered music ? No spare flowers For me, me also, in thy Eden's bowers ? The fair young buds of spring Are bursting into beauty. Thou shalt be My Queen of May, and I will weave for thee A mystic offering Of Sihyl leaves, the violet and the rose, And snowdrop pure, bright meanings to disclose. The summer hastens on : The glowing sunbeams warm each lengthening day. And balmy breezes o'er the rivei's play, And greener grows the lawn ; But ah, the city's noise and revelry Drowns the '• heart-iohi supers of sweet poesy ! " TO E. S. S. 201 Hast thou no welcome then For me, 7ne also, to thy loved retreat ? Where we may feel the " pulse of Nature beat," On mountain or in glen ? Where the " star-flower" of hope blooms wild and free, Thy prized " forget me not " — Forget not me ! TO A CAGED SKY-LARK. Bird of freedom, thou art lonely In thy small and latticed home ! Wood-notes wild like thine should only Swell beneath the heavens' blue dome. Sky-lark, thou art caught and fettered, And thy wings can rise no more ; But, perchance, thy state is bettered, 'T is not always safe to soar. In thy prison thou art tended With affection's fondest care, Music-strains with thine are blended Sweetly from the young and fair. Little captive, would'st thou leave them If thy door were open left ? No, oh no ! thou could'st not grieve them, Though of liberty bereft. Love may make thy bondage lightly Rest upon thy folded wings, TO A CAGED SKY- LARK. 203 Life may pass with thee as brightly As with any bird that sings. Thou art safe from gun, or snaring Set for thy unwary feet, — Food and flowers are thine, unsparing ; All but slavery is sweet ! But is not thy lot as favored As the lot of mortals here ? Is there one whose life is savored Only with the things most dear ? Are there not desires implanted Ever in the human breast ? Who, but has some wish ungranted, Who is here supremely blest \ Sky-lark, thine is but the story Of a world by sin enchained, — Youth is blighted, age grows hoary. With some hope that 's ne'er obtained. Then content thee with the blessing Which is still bestowed on thee ; Love, the boon best worth possessing, — Were it better to be free ? ii04 TO A CAGED SKY-LARK. * Would'st thou mount at early morning Far into the upper air ? All the pet-UrcVs honors scorning, If thou only could'st be there ? Would'st thou soar o'er rock and mountain, Sending forth thy notes of praise ? Would'st thou skim o'er lake and fountain, Pouring out thy grateful lays ? Ah, if hope to birds is given. Tune thy gladsome song each day ! Still thy voice shall reach to heaven, Though thou may'st not fly away. Friends are near to praise thy singing. Joyous ones the echo swell — Fluttering, chirping, pecking, springing, Sky-lark, Sky-lark, fare thee well ! TO THE WILLOW OPPOSITE MY WINDOW. Willow, why forever droop Through the summer days ? Why to earth so lowly stoop 'Neath the glad sun's rays ? Do thy weeping boughs conceal Some dark, nameless grief, Which thou fearest to reveal By a rising leaf? Or has silent, secret love For some shrub or vine Taught thy branches from above Downward to incline ? Or with voiceless language filled, Would'st thou preach to me Lessons, till vain pride is stilled, Of humility ; Till the listening ear is stirred In its inmost cell. 206 TO THE WILLOW. With an eloquence but heard By the spirit's spell ? Yet benevolent as sad, In thy loneliness, Thou dost spread a cooling shade, Many a heart to bless. Old men sit at sunset there, Freed from toil and strife. Smoking, with contented air. Thus enjoying life. Envying neither rich nor great Placed in higher sphere. Feeling in their tranquil state Far more happy here. Matrons, with indulgent smiles, But with earnest eyes, Watch the merry urchins' wiles, As Time onward flies. Careless childhood ever gay. Age of frolic mirth ! Full of pleasure, full of play. Loveliest sight on earth ! OPPOSITE MY WINDOW. 207 From my window's calm retreat I delight to gaze, Till the day and evening meet In the twilight rays. Watching in the fading light, "Vyiiile sweet fancies press Many a living picture bright With life's happiness. Willow, thou art ever there, Graceful, drooping tree ! Bowing in thy beauty rare To thy destiny. Filling thine allotted part In great Nature's plan, Emblem to the human heart Of sympathy with man. THE FORKS OF THE DELAWARE. WRITTEN AT EASTON, PA Oh, ever beautiful, oh, ever new ! These rushing waters pass before my view ! Cahnly the Lehigh glicleth on to meet The Delaware, whose waves advancing greet With hurried motion the more quiet stream Which flows into its bosom, as a dream Of love and hope oft mingles with the strife Of wilder passions on the waves of life. How many eyes upon this scene have gazed ! How many voices have its beauty praised ! How many steps have sought this spot, and strayed Along its banks, and lingered in the^hade Of the old sycamores in ages past. Uprooted now, save one, the lone, the last. No more their shadows o'er the waters play, Kissing each wave which sighing hastes away To the great ocean, murmuring in each swell To this sweet spot a wild and sad farewell. No more the names, recorded year by year. On their huge trunks in lettered pomp appear, THE FORKS OF THE DEL A WARE. 209 Rude tablets carved by many an humble hand, Perchance at friendship's or at love's command ; Which for their memory sought a firmer base Than the deceitful heart's vain resting-place. Well fitted seemed these giant trees to bear Each fond memorial engraven there ; As in their strength they looked up to the sky, Nor felt Time's still and treacherous tide roll by. But wind and wave in a destroying hour Laid low their beauty, and o'erthrew their power. The mighty freshet came ! * remembered well ; The rivers rose to a terrific swell ; The pent-up floods broke bounds, and from their source Rushed madly on with a resistless force ; Till their wild, swollen waves o'erflowed the land And bore away their spoils; — a conquering band Of many waters risen from the deep. And like an untamed lion, roused from sleep, Roaring and leaping, as from bondage freed, They broke all barriers in their furious speed : And houses, mills, and bridges in their path Were swept away by their unsparing wrath. The Lehigh, from its wonted, sluggish course Lashed into rage by the tremendous force * Great freshet in the Delaware and Lehigh rivers in Jan- uary, 1840. > 14 210 THE FORKS OF THE DELAWARE. Of the strong current, threw its angry waves O'er the green banks which now it gently laves : Till the old trees, torn from their long-held place, In the mad waters' terrible embrace, Were thrown into the gulf — and now perchance Are sailing o'er Atlantic's wide expanse ; Breasting the billows, hiding 'midst their foam The sculptured names borne from their native home. The ancient hills which on these streams look down. In modern times by classic names are known. On the smooth Lehigh, like a mirror bright. Mount Ida lies reflected to the sight ; And o'er the Delaware rising rough and steep, Parnassus frowns above the restless deep. Still may the adventurous bard essay to climb, And from its summit view the scene sublime, — Above, below, around on every side, And fancy that tlie 3fuse must there abide To inspire the lay, where all is poetry Made visible by Nature's imagery ; Living and breafhing, speaking to the heart A language which no words can e'er impart. Imagination must resign her flight And fold her wings upon Parnassus' height. THE FORKS OF TEE DELAWARE. 211 Reality exceeds her utmost power, And holds the ruling sceptre o'er the hour. Thence may the eye survey a landscape fair, Far as the sight extends through space and air. Mountain on mountain rising to the view, The distant range behind its veil of blue Thin as the gossamer, the misty screen Contrasting with the bright and living green. And mingling with the azure of the sky, As if the humid vapor caught its dye. The winding Delaware steals through brake and dell, Between the heights from which wild echoes swell Across its sweet toned waters, as they bound In leaping waves, and answer to the sound. And oft the bugle-horn at sunset hour Sends forth its notes with a bewildering power Of strange romance, to charm the listening ear, And blend with Nature's music far and near. How beautiful that harmony refined. Which wiles discordant feelings from the mind. And wakes the thoughts to more ennobling themes Than such as fill too oft our earthly dreams. How far more beautiful those things which breathe Of the Creator's power, and thus enwreathe 212 THE FORKS OF THE DELAWARE. A spirit-spell upon the yielding heart, To linger on when life's vain hopes depart Oh, who could look upon these scenes, nor feel That Nature's God had surely set his seal On his own works ! where river, hill, and dale Together picture forth the wondrous tale. Tradition tells how once the Indians roved In native freedom through these haunts beloved ; How oft their council-fires lit up the glade, And their wild chiefs sat in the forest shade ; How on these banks in peace their wigwams rose, And o'er these waters skimmed their light canoes. The white men came ; and as their numbers grew, Reluctantly the Indians withdrew. Leaving their much-loved home to seek a place As yet untrodden by the stranger-race. Slowly they disappeared till all were gone. So says the legend, — all, excepting one Who lingered still, preferring here to die, Amidst these scenes so lovely to his eye. And often he was seen at eventide Along the sparkling Delaware to glide, Gazing in silence on the rippling waves. While strangers trod upon his fathers' graves. Kindred and nation he forsook, and none Returned to claim the solitary one. THE FORKS OF THE DELAWARE. 213 But he was missed at length, — his wonted track Remains for others, — he will ne'er come back. His weary spirit burst its prison-clay, And on immortal pinions soared away. The white men buried him, and raised a mound To mark the spot as consecrated ground — The lonely Forest-son's last resting-place, Far from the remnant of his exiled race. Years pass on years, — man follows man, — while here Slight are the changes which in Time appear. Still lovely are the earth, the sky, the sun, The meeting waters mingle still in one, And onward flow, while glancing in the light Each crested wave seems prowned with diamonds bright ; Unaltered in their beauty, day by day, Though still the watery gems roll far away. Oh, life, how like these shifting waves thou art ! How swiftly glide thy treasures from the heart ! How hope cheats on with ever sparkling rays, While memory turns upon the past to gaze. And gather up the withered flowers, which fell, As Love, or Joy, or Friendsliip bade farewell ! I LOVE TO HEAR THE BIRDS SING. I LOVE to hear the birds sing ! I listen with dehght Their welcome to the sweet Spring At morning's dawning light. The chanting of their wild lays. So joyous and so clear, As heralding their glad praise To God, that Spring is here ! I How lovely loolis the hill-side, As sloping to the stream, Where, just below, the waves glide And catch the sun's first beam. The smoke is curling up, too, From many a dwelling round, And seems unto my charmed view A fairy scene to bound. I love to hear the birds sing ! All free from thought and care. Before the blossoms rich fling Their fragrance on the air. / LOVE TO UEAR TEE BIRDS SING. 215 For not yet have the leaves come To clothe the naked trees, Nor yet the busy bees' hum Come forth upon the breeze. But Nature has new life now With promise of the Spring That earth shall to her reign bow, And bloom and beauty bring. The evergreens are bright yet, The cedar and the pine. And soon with morning dews wet The Avilding flowers will shine. I love to hear the birds sing ! The harbingers to me Of joys to which my thoughts cling In fancy's re very. The chanting of their wild lays, So joyous and so clear, Accords with my own heart's jDraise To God, that Spring is here ! SPRING. 'T IS Spring again ! I feel it — Spring is here ! I feel its gladsome influence in my heart ! Its cheering presence in the earth and sky. And in all Nature's renovated life. Its breath is in the air ! each whispering breeze Keeps time to joyous thoughts, which rise and swell In harmony with the low murmuring tones, Which blend their cadence with sweet promises Of bloom and freshness to the opening year. It tells of hope ; of early memories Linked with the spring of life. It tells of home In a sequestered spot, 'midst shady trees Long lost in Time's sad changes, — of the hours When none were missing from that happy home. Past are those blessed seasons ! yet my harp Still breathes its song of welcome to the Spring. 'T is Spring again ! I feel it — Spring is here ! It comes with its bright gifts of buds and flowers To beautify the earth ; and ofler up The incense of their fragrance to the skies. SPRING. 217 It comes to break stern Winter's ice-bound chains, And free the prisoned streams, and wake the voice Of gushing rivulets, till music pours Its " concord of sweet sounds " to listening trees Which seem to bend their branches to the strain. Youth's spirit lives again in Spring's fresh garb Of new-created verdure. Such the dress Of Eden in its pristine loveliness ; Ere sin had marred its beauty, and destroyed The first fair Paradise of man, and brought The curse upon the earth. But ah, its wrath Is tempered still with mercy ! Spring returns With each revolving year, and to the mind Restores a glimpse of young Creation's charms. It comes to bring new vegetation forth In smiling valleys, and through wide-spread plains. To change the russet coverinsf of the earth For Nature's verdant carpet, and to cast Over the sloping hills a mantle bright, Gemmed ^vith gay wild flowers peeping through the grass To meet the wann rays of the genial sun. It hastes to clotlie the naked trees with leaves And spread sweet blossoms on their boughs, and draw 218 SPBING. The feathered songsters out, and bid them tune Their untaught notes to the Creator's praise. But ah, it may not stay ! it will depart When heightened to its full perfection, — when Its glory crowns the forest and the field, And all things seem rejoicing in its reign. In vain the love that wooes it, or the lyre That sounds its praises, — vain tlie idle wish That lingei^ on its beauties ; — it is born Of Time, and must move onward, onward still, Its sceptre yielding to the Summer here. And Summer still to Autumn in its gloom. And Autumn to the Winter, — while -with each In its successive course is borne along Full many a soul to its immortal home. How beautiful were famed Olympus' height In its perpetual Spring ! Coidd mortal feet But reach its towering summit, there to stray Amidst its fabled groves, beyond tlie power Of wmd or cloud or storm. But lovelier fai' The dreams of that blest land, in which no change Can ever come ! whose bowers celestial, bloom In everlasting beauty ! and whose streams Mingle in one broad river, pure and clear. Which while it flows forever tlirough the midst. In its full tide dispenses life and bliss. SPRING. 219 How sweet the visions of that brighter world In its perennial green ! Free from the blight Which withers in the noonday, and the blast Which kills at night ! Free from the curse of sin, The fear of evil, and the dread of death. Oh, its exceeding glory who can tell ! Its boundless regions, glomng in the light Of the Almighty's presence ! and its stores Of wondrous and imperishable wealth ! Its treasures, such as " eye hath 7iever seen " / Its music, such as " ear hath 7iever heard " / " Nor hath it entered in the heart of man," Its blessings to conceive or to describe ! For though 'twere given \\\\h angels' tongues to speak, Imagination still must faint and die ! Faith only reaches to that " better land," And enters in its portals, and descries Its many mansions for the blest prepared. Hope only sees that Paradise afar. With its broad tree of life, and healing leaves, And fruit of perfect joy untasted here. Its gardens sown with seeds of heavenly bliss, And quickened by the great Omnipotent To bloom forever in eternal spring. I THINK OF THEE! I THINK of thee when the morning breaks Through the dark and silent night, When the stirring and busy world awakes To the blithesome and cheering light. I think how thou art sleeping on In thy deep and tranquil rest, With the sunbeams glancing on thy tomb, And the cold sod on thy breast. I think of thee at the noontide hour. When the crowded streets look gay. And I know that our steps can meet no more In the light of an earthly day. And again, again when the moon is high. Over hill and vale and sea, When stars look down from the midnight sky. My spirit communes with thee ! I look back then on the dreamy past. And raise the misty veil Which forgetfulness was spreading fast Over memory's untold tale. I THINK OF THEE! 221 And I think of thee, as remembered scenes Come thronging from the waste, As they gather thick in the flashing beams From which the shadows haste. But more, my friend, in the days of gloom, In hours of doubt and fear, When sorrows and dark repinings come, I weep that thou art not here ! When weary, and sick at heart, I feel Impatient and unresigned To life's disappointments, then will steal Thy image across my mind. 1 think how often thy counsels swayed My troubled thoughts to rest, How half the weight of each grief I laid Upon thy faithful breast. And memory turns through a path of tears To count up her treasured store, For thy love is lost with the vanished years, And can come to me no more. I think of thee, as the leaves come out. And the blossoms on the trees, When music dwells in the air, afloat On each stirring and changeful breeze. 222 1 THINK OF THEE! When Nature smiles with the vernal sun, And life returns to each flower, I think how thou art sleeping on Bound by Death's tyrant power ! I think of thee in the brilliant room, Where the circles of fashion meet, Where smiles and beauty the scene illume, And flattery's voice is sweet. But more, where mind is tried with mind. And talent the test must bear, Where feeling and sentiment grow refined, I think, how they miss thee there ! And again, again when ambition comes, Like a wild and fevered dream. Across my soul, and each vision roams Till it breaks in a meteor gleam, — Then I think of thee, and the voice of fame Seems a hollow and empty breath Blown o'er thy tomb with its proud acclaim. While all beneath is death. INQUIRY AFTER HAPPmESS. Are the young happy ? Answer ye Who are yet in youth's early bloom. Are your gay and elastic spirits free From the clouds of grief and gloom ? They may gather, perchance, in deeper shades, With the number and weight of years, But ah ! ere the Spring's first blossom fades, It is wet with the dew-drop's tears. Or the storm passes o'er it with might and power, And crushes or withers the tender flower ; Or the blight may come ere the bud is blown. Or it dies in the heat of the scorching sun. Are the rich happy ? Mark ye well How the lines of thought and care Have furrowed the rich man's brow, and tell If ye think that bliss is there. There may come with wealth high dreams of life And swelling feelings of pride. But there 's many a scene of sorrow and strife To fortune's gifts allied. And where diamonds glitter and sparkle the most. 224 INQUIRY AFTER HAPPINESS. The eye has full often its lustre lost, And the cheek is pale, and the heart is cold, For happiness cannot be bought with gold. Are the wise happy ? Turn to those Wlio are wasting their lives in vain From the morning's dawn to the evening's close, By the midnight lamp again. They will tell you Castalia's stream is cursed, That its bottom no mortal can find, That the draught repeated still leaves the thirst Unslaked in the restless mind ; They mil say that the light in their path is dim, That it shines not in fulness of glory for them, That the spirit is wearied with themes too high. And the knowledge of man cannot satisfy. Are the good happy ? Seek the few Wliose lives are the test of their worth. And inquire if they must be subject too To the troubles and trials of earth ? But ye need not ask, — 't is enough to gaze On outward and visible things ; 'T is enough to know there are manifold ways Whence the fountain of misery springs. Is happiness thus but an idle dream. In a world so lovely as this would seem ? It must be, then, that the dream was given To lead the aspirant up to Heaven. SABBATH IN THE COUNTRY. How calm and peaceful breaks the Sabbath morn, After the tm'moil of the week is o'er ; The world seems in its quietude new born, And thought turns upward from the earth to soar. No sound disturbs the stillness, save the bells Which call to church, and echo loud and clear O'er vale and mountain, till their deep voice tells That God is worshipped in his temples here. How passing beautiful this tranquil scene ! Where Summer smiles in Nature's foliage bright, And spires arise amidst the living green. To jDoint the spot whence breaks the Gospel- light. Thrice blessed Sabbath ! In thy welcome rest The 'poor rejoice, from toil released a while. 15 226 SABBATH IN THE COUNTRY. Thy rising sun comes o'er the weaiy breast With healing influence and with gladdening smile. The God who " giveth his heloved To chase life's dark and troubled thoughts away, And close the sorrowing eyes which wake to weep, In equal mercy made the Sabbath day. O Thou to whom in trial man resorts. When dangers jDress or earthly friendships fail, *' Let all the people praise Thee " in thy courts, Through all the nations let thy truth prevail. On this Thy Sabbath be Thy name adored, Where gathering throngs in city churches meet ; Or in the country where Thy works are stored, Thy hand undoubted, and Thy reign complete. I'M WEAKY WITH THINKING! 1 'm weary with thinking ! I'm weary and sad, "With the deep weight of thought on my mind ; that now, From the garden where long since they flourished, 1 had A chaplet of poppies to bind on my brow. Full often I dream of that garden afar : It lies in the past like a bright sunny spot, Still blooming as first beneath life's morning-star. Unaltered by time, by my heart unforgot. I 've wandered in gardens more fair to the eye, "Wliose rich flowers yielded their sweets to the bee, But the gorgeous dressed poppies looked bright- er — and why ? O, that was the garden of Eden to me ! I 'm weary with thinking ! with visions that pass So thickly and gloomily over my brain. In which are reflected, through memory's glass, The lost scenes of youth which return not 228 I'M WEARY WITH THINKING! now I look back and remember the hours When I wished that a time of sweet leisure might come, — Wlien, freed from employments and studies, the powers Of thought were all loosened in fancy to roam. That time has arrived ! Care nor business con- spire To restrain the mind's freedom, nor press on the heart; No stern prohibition hangs over the lyre To bid all its bright inspirations depart. But how has it come ! Oh by breaking the ties Of affection and kindred, and snatching away The beloved from around me, whose praise were the prize Which allured me in poesy's pathway to stray. The leisure that leaves me in idleness now Brings a pressure of thought, till I 'm weary and sad ; And I sigh for the poppies to bind on my brow. The poppies of old in their gorgeous hues clad. Fain, fain would I sleep with their charm on my mind. To lull me with dreams of my youth ever blest. I'M WEARY WITH THINKING! 229 The girdle which presses my brain to unbind, For I 'm weary with thinking, and longing for rest. But why should I seek it in aught of this earth ? Know I not that its charms and its opiates are vain ? Oh have I not proved the extent of their worth, That while they cry ^^ peace, there 's no peace " in their train ! Then let me look upward, where only is rest. Where thought never wearies, nor sadness appears, Where reunion with friends in the land of the blest Is eternal, and God wipes away all our tears. THE SABBATH EVE. " Those evening bells, those CTening bells. How many a tale their music tells, — Of youth and home, and that sweet time When last I heard their soothing chime." The Sabbath eve is come with soothing power, To shed its influence o'er the twilight hour. Hushed are the worldly cares of life ; — the,scene Is sweet and solemn, tranquil and serene. The toils of business and the " hum of men " Wait for the morning sun to rise again. Suspended are the things of carnal care, The spirit of devotion 's everywhere. Pride shrinks into itself within the heart, Ambition dares not its wild hopes impart. While in the chiming of the " evening bells " The echoing voice of pure religion dwells. Religion, were our aspirations given To thee, with less of earth and more of heaven, How should we feel the vanity that lies On all this world's best, highest destinies ; How lessened would the consequence ajDpear Of what the heart most loves, most values here ; THE SABBATH EVE. 231 How trivial fortune's glittering things would seem ; How fame and praise would melt into a dream ; How passing short the longest life would be, Held up to view with an Eternity ! This Sabbath eve ! how sweetly mild its power Over my spirit's melancholy hour ! Wliile the deep quiet of the city, falls On each stray thought, and back the memory calls Of childhood's years : when in the village bell There seemed a calm and ever holy spell. The ancient church, where the whole village went "With one accord, in thought and heart intent Upon their Sabbath duties. Oh those days Of peace and innocence ! how bright their rays Shine through the gathered clouds of after-years, And number long past smiles with later tears. This Sabbath eve ! how gently does it come With its benignant influence o'er my home ! How does it bring, with memories mixed with pain, Assurance of the blessings that remain. Again I listen to the " evening bells," Again their sad and solemn music swells Far upwards on the breeze, as if to bear. Amidst their tones which float upon the air. The hopes, the \\ishes, and the thoughts above, 282 TEE SABBATH EVE. Like the pure incense offered up of love. Away, vain dreams of unforgotten things, To which my mind so fondly, closely clings ! Away ! my proud, unyielding spirit turns From past regrets, and the heart's murmurings spurns ! let the Sabbath my wild thoughts control. And Lethe's dark oblivious waters roll O'er some few years, that thus- the future scene Bear not the deep impress of what has been ! TRIBUTE TO LEARNING AND ELOQUENCE. ADDRESSED TO A CLERGYMAN AFTER HEARING HIM PREACH FROM THE FOLLOWING TEXT. " For I determined not to know anything among you, save Jesus Christ, and him crucified." — 1 Cor. ii. 2. WHO could list to thee ! Nor feel the spirit bonie away Beyond the confines of the clay Which chains it to the earth, — On wings of hope triimiphant rise, Far, far above the outward skies, To claim its heavenly birth. O who that hears thy voice, The merits of a Saviour plead. Would dare avow the skeptic's creed. In hardened folly bold ; Nor rather from the dim light flee Of reason and philosophy, The Christian's hope to hold. Where is the heart so dead That would not glow with sacred fire, And check each vain and wild desire With earthly hopes entwined ; 234 TRIE UTE TO LEARNING AND ELOQ UENCE. Making them all a sacrifice Too small to win the glorious prize — Redemption to mankind! What are the poet's dreams, Which roam through fancy's boundless sphere, A visioned world creating here, With wonder-working power. What is his boasted hard-earned fame, But the mere shadow of a name, The glory of an hour ! What are all human arts ! The mysteries which the wise explore, Who, versed in scientific lore. Press onward in their coarse ; Thou knowest all — and yet dost find Fresh themes for thy all-powerful mind. Drawn from the gospel-source. And from the sacred book Thou bringest such deep wisdom forth As shames the knowledge of this earth. And to thy eloquence, Supplied from that rich fountain, thou Dost make the proud and learned bow In humbled impotence. RECOLLECTIONS. ON HEARING AN OLD TUNE SUNG IN CHUKCH. That old familiar time ! it struck a chord Deep in my inmost heart ! A thrilUng chord Of memory, which vibrated to the sound Of each slow, measured note, and bore away My spirit to the old oak church afar, Where oft in youth I listened to that tune. The vision rose at once before my mind, The scene before my eyes. — The veil of Time Seemed lifted from the past. — My heart went back "With the charmed music, till my fancy saw My father in his pulpit ; and around. The old white-headed men (his early friends) Seated before the massive table, which A century had stood unaltered there. But they who occupied those seats are gone To worship in the higher courts above ! And the old oaken table is displaced. And all the church new- modelled. But to me It seemed in fancy all as once it was. 236 RECOLLECTIONS. I saw the imciishioned benches filled with those In middle age, — {They now are old and gray !) And the long galleries crowded with the young, Whose voices seemed to echo on my ear In that familiar time so often sung There by that happy choir. The unbidden tears Rose to my eyes, and as I brushed them off. The vision vanished — for I looked around Upon a splendid temple, beautified With all the art of man ; and there was none, Perhaps, within it who had known the scenes Or images called up by that old tune. Yet there were many there who knew in youth The pastor of that village-church, for here In this great city was his early home. Here first he chose the way of truth and life ; Here first he preached ; and some may recollect The power with which he spoke, nor deem it strange That old white-headed men with minds acute, And wisdom gathered up from many years, Should hang upon his words, and yield esteem And love and confidence unchanged till death. But he, he too, is gone ! to meet again The souls he won to Christ, and join his voice With angel-choirs in nobler strains of praise. Father and mother both have left this earth ! And I must tread, witliout their guidance now. RECOLLECTIONS. 237 The thorny paths of life ! Great God, I bow Submissive to thy will ! Be Thou my guide ! Thine eye the pillar of the cloud by day To lead my heart aright ; and in the night, The fiery pillar shining from afar To light my spirit upward to the skies. JAIRUS' DAUGHTER. Low at the feet of Jesus, Jaiiiis bowed, A suppliant for his child ! He heeded not, though round him jDressed the crowd, — His heart with grief was wild. " My daughter — oh, she is my only one ! — Is lying at death's door : Come, lay Thy hands upon her — Thou alone Canst life and health restore. " Thou workest miracles ; Thy power is great ; For help to Thee I fly ; Oh, hasten, hasten, ere it be too late ! Let not my daughter die ! " But while the father with the Saviour plead, And hundreds thronged the spot, Came messengers and said, "77??/ child is dead ; The Master trouble not." JAEUS' DAUGHTER. 2S9 But Jesus tirnied not back — He knew the soul Was waiting His command : Stern death itself was under His control, Its keys were in His hand. And gently thus He checked the wail of grief Which met Him at the door : " Have faith, and this your mourning shall be brief, — Believe, and weep no more." With majesty He spoke — " Show me the child? Sleep only seals her eyes." And while the sconier's lips His words reviled, He bade the maid " arise." wondrous sight ! O miracle of grace ! The dead to life restored ! Strength, motion, health, all in a moment's space, Came at the Saviour's word. But, " Tell it not,'' He said, and went His way, While still the news was spread, And shall be told until Time's latest day. How Jesus raised the dead. Greater His mercy now, which all may share ; Redeemer of mankind : — 240 JAIRUS' DAUGHTER. The dead in sin He raises from despair, Eternal life to find. Rock of our safety, still to Thee we cling In each distressful hour, — Messiah, Saviour, Universal King, We own Thy sovereign power. CHRIST EEFUSTNG THE REQUEST OF THE MOTHER OF ZEBEDEE'S CHILDREN. Among Ins followers Jesus stood. His chosen ones around, Disciples of the living God, In heart together bound. Unwearied on His words they hung With many a wondering thought. For ne'er before had mortal tongue Such heavenly wisdom taught. But two were absent. "\"\Tiere were they ? Behold them near at hand ! With hurrying steps upon their way To join the faithful band. The mother with her sons appeared, Believing in His name ; The Saviour's presence they revered, And worshipped as they came. 16 242 CHRIST REFUSING A REQUEST. " What would'st thou ? " Jesus said, though well He knew that mother's heart, — " What would'st thou ask ? thy wishes tell, Ere I from hence depart." With kind and gentle voice He spoke, And on her listening ear His soothing accents sweetly broke, And took away her fear. " Grant, Lord, that, when of these bereft. My sons, so dear to me. That on Thy right hand, and Thy left, These two may sit with Thee." Thus of His earthly kingdom still Did their ambition dream, While seeking at His Sovereign will For honors most supreme. Ambition lurked within the souls Of those unlettered men ! But hark ! how Jesus' voice controls Their inward thoughts again. But while He pityingly reproved The brothers at His side, CHRIST REFUSING A REQUEST. 243 The ten, with indignation moved, Rebuked them for their pride. Not so the Master. " Can ye drink," He said, " my bitter cup ? Ye know it not, or ye would shrink, And pray to yield it up. " Say, can ye in my pathway tread, And be baptized with me ? " " Yea, we are able, Lord," they said, « To follow after Thee." And Jesus answered : " Be it so : My baptism shall be yours. My cup upon you I bestow, — See that your strength endures ! " But ah, the boon ye would receive, The place on right and left. It is not mine on earth to give. Of kingly power bereft. " But be not troubled who shall sit The highest at my side ; My Father will, as He sees fit. Your seats in Heaven provide." THE GRAVE. The grave ! How solemn is the thought ! No knowledge, nor device is there ; In its dark cell no work is wrought, There is no season there for prayer. No wisdom follows the descent Into the chambers of the tomb : Within that narrow house is lent No ray of hope to cheer its gloom. The immortal spark which warmed the clay, And gave it life and thought and light, On viewless wings has passed away, Beyond the reach of mortal sight. And earthly hopes and earthly fears Are lost in " dumb forgetfulness," — The grave has neither smiles nor tears, The heart to lighten or oppress. THE GRAVE. 245 Love, hatred, envy, are forgot ! 'Perished on Time's oblivious wave ; TJie dead know nothing, — Earth has not A portion for them, but the grave ! Philosophy can charm no more ; And Science casts her brightest beam, To sink on that mysterious shore Which borders Jordan's fearful stream. « And none who touch that river's brink Turn e'er again on earth to tread ; happy, if before they drink The living fountain at its Head ! Then calm and peaceful is the tomb, And welcome that last resting-place, Although no rising sun illume, Nor moon, nor stars its shadows chase. No terrors 'midst its darkness dwell, If the blest gospel-light have shon% To cheer the way, its mists dispel. And guide the weary traveller home. THE COUNTRY CHURCH. It was a humble temple, and it stood In the enclosure of a quiet wood. The forest-trees o'ershadowed all the place, And mountains round it added a rude grace To charm the eye and bid the thoughts arise Amid their towering summits to the skies. The valley lay below half hi4. from view By clustering bushes on its banks that grew ; , And in its depths a winding streamlet strayed, Of crystal water murmuring through the glade : An emblem of that living water, given To quench the thirst of spirits bound for heaven. Sweet was that rural scene of deep repose, And bright the sun that o'er the Sabbath rose, When we, as strangers, sought that house of prayer. And joined the few who met to worship there. We crossed the open doorway, sure to meet A welcome entrance and a willing seat. THE COUNTRY CHURCH. 247 Amid the scant and scattered flock, that came Their own familiar places there to claim. Free access to that dome was none denied, Nor outward show of fashion or of pride Checked the devotion of the solemn hour, Nor took from truth its deep, momentous power. No studied eloquence was there displayed, Nor poetry of language lent its aid ; But plain the words which from the preacher came, A preacher young, and all unknown to fame ; While youth and age a listening ear inclined To learn the way the pearl of price to find. The solemn hymn, to ancient music set, In many a heart response of memory met. To me, it seemed departed Sabbaths hung Upon those notes, which gave the past a tongue To speak again in voices from the dead. And wake an echo from their silent bed. Oh, what a power hath music ! how it sinks Into the spirit's fountain-depths, and drinks Familiar thoughts perchance long buried there. And blends the scenes that ivere with scenes that are. All Nature seemed to hail that Sabbath morn With sight and sound religion to adorn. 248 THE COUNTRY CHURCH. The hills, with verdure crowned, majestic stood, The watered valley, and the verdant wood, Whose leaves, stirred by the breezes' viewless wings, Whispered in worship of the King of kings ; While birds in freedom chanted forth their lays. Untaught, unwritten, to their Maker's i^raise. So calm, so beautiful that lonely spot, 'Twere well that there the world should be forgot. And every thought attuned to sacred themes, Cast off a while life's vain distracting schemes. I love a country church, where'er it be ! It brings back happy memories to me ; It cancels years — and shadows pass away, And forms beloved, now mingled with the clay, By memory's touch recover life and breath. And I forget that they are thine, oh Death ! Still tenants of the grave, to rise no more, Till the last trmiip shall sound and Time be o'er. SUMMER IN E ASTON. Summer, bright summer! where art thou so bright As here 'mid Easton's circling hills ? from whence The eye, unsated, wanders over scenes Of varied loveliness. I stand on one, High on the summit of a bright-green mount, Studded with rocks, and here and there a tree Casting its lengthened shadow on the grass, And stretching its dimensions there, each hour, To more gigantic size ; as onward still The sun unwearied journeys on his course To the "far west," thus bringing home the thought Of life's increasing shadows, as its sun Declines toward the darkness of the tomb. Even on this spot, with all Creation's fresh And glorious images on every side, . The thought of death intrudes with fearful power. Beneath this eminence a graveyard lies. Rearing its sculptured monuments, to tell 250 SUMMER m EAST ON. The names of its unconscious tenants, who Compose a vast and " silent multitude." All claiming there one common heritage, Room for their weary limbs beneath the sod. Wealth can no more, and poverty no less Than this last narrow home, in which must end All vain distinctions of the living world, All friendships, and all animosities, All hopes, and fears, and doubts, and memories ; For in the grave, oblivion rests profound, And solitude unbroken holds its reign. Sleep on, ye quiet throng ! no idle dreams Shall evermore disturb your tranquil state, Or wake excited thoughts, such as now strive For mastery in my heart. But let me change The pictured scene. Low at the mountain's base A narrow stream pursues its " winding way," Mingling its soft-toned music with the noise Of busy mills and tinkling cow-bells' din. Yet not even sounds like these can break the spell Of wild romance so wedded to the spot By Nature's hand : its spirit still pervades The lowly vale, and marks it for its own ; The river keeps its light fantastic course In serpentine meanderings far away Beyond the longing gaze ; while either side. SUMMER m EAST ON. 251 Bordered with drooping trees, invites the steps To wander on its margin, till the mind, Wearied with crowded images, is lost In vague and undefined emotions. Wlio Could be insensible to sights like these ? Who, having eyes to see, would still pass on Blindfolded through the world, and lose the power Which makes up half the happiness of life ? Cold is that heart that would not glow with love And adoration to the unseen God, • And offer up involuntary praise From the pure well-springs of the spirit here. What ternple made by man is like to this ? The canopy of heaven above the head. And the green earth beneath ! How does the mind Faint with the weight of thought, and seek in vain To fathom the deep mysteries which lie Beyond its highest powers ! I love to gaze In silence and in solitude around. Without an eye to watch me, or a voice To speak away the visions of the hour. I see the forest-covered mountains, now. Seeming to touch the clouds ; and at their feet The shininor Delaware roUino^ on between, 252 SUMMER IN EA8T0N. As if 't were but a silvery streak of light Reflected from the sky. Another view. — The cunning hand of man has reared the town, Whence the ascending smoke high upward curls In graceful beauty on the summer air. A living panorama meets the eye : Embowered in trees, by rivers girdled round, Forming almost an island ; compassed, too. By mountains which o'erlook from every point The peopled valley, lying in the midst, Displaying all the " pomp and pride of life." Tall steeples rise, fair emblems of the land For which was won " Freedom to worship God." A college, like a light upon a hill, Stands forth preeminent, as if to show That Learning's fountain is unsealed, and flows Unchecked around to fertilize the scene. I love the summer hours ! the lengthened days, And glorious sunset clouds, which fill the mind "With wonder passing words. The royal hues Of crimson, purple, gold, and scarlet blend And change and fade into the azure light Which heralds forth the stars, — a countless throng Of watchers o'er the destinies of man. Watchers indeed they may be — Angels' eyes. SUMMER IN EAST ON. 253 Perchance, to look down on the world below, But powerless all ; One Eye alone can guide, One Spirit move the darkened spirits here, — The God who gave them immortality. Here end my maisings. Twilight lingers yet To light my homeward steps, ere darker shades Give warning of the sable monarch's reign. Fain would I linger still, and still indulge In reveries of fancy, ever dear. But I must onward with the steps of Time Which knows no backward tread. Another day, A summer's day, is added to my life ! And summer, too, is hastening to its close ; Already its first freshness and rich bloom Have faded from the earth. Thus all things here. However beautiful, however bright Or lovely in their nature, still must bear Earth's common sentence — mutability. TRIBUTE TO THE MEMORY OF REV. JOHN KNOX, D. D. Ere his path of life grew dreary, Or his footsteps slow, Ere his heart was worn or weary With his work below, The crown of righteousness was ready To adorn his brow. In a moment he departed To his heavenly rest. We, the mourners, stricken-hearted, Know that he is blest. Freed from earthly sin and sorrow, — Surely it were best ! Yet no more on earth to meet him. Oh, how deep the pain ! Ne'er with mortal tongue to greet him 'Mid the haunts of men, — Never, never more to meet him On this earth again ! TRIBUTE TO REV. JOHN KNOX, D. D. 255 Clear as day, his history A seraph's pen might write, Pure and stainless and harmonious, — Even passing bright. As a jewel set in glory, Shone his Christian light. Standing on the heights of Zion, On Christ's battle-tower. In the fulness of his vigor And his mental power, Never putting off his armor Till his dying hour. Suddenly his work was ended, -^ All completed here ; In a moment He ascended To a higher sphere. And the pearly gates unfolded To admit him there. By the golden harps of angels Welcomed to the courts above. And with 'songs of bright evangels Hailed with joy and sacred love, — Welcomed by the saints and angels, Nevermore from heaven to rove ! ON THE DEATH OF A BEAUTIFUL YOUNG LADY. Oh, why should we mourn when the beautiful die? Ere a cloud hath passed over life's shadowless sky, Ere the well-spring of hope by the world has been drained, Or the freshness of youth by dark years has been stained. Not for her, not for her, the beloved and the blest, Who has passed from this earth to a heaven of rest, — Not for her should we weep, but for those that remain To miss her, and feel that their tears are in vain. She is gone from among us ; and lonely and sad Is the home of her fathers her presence made glad. She is gone, and a star in its brilliance is set, But the light of its beauty we may not forget. OIV TEE DEATH OF A BEAUTIFUL LADY. 257 In her favorite haunts we shall seek her in vain, She spoke no " farewell," but she '11 come not again ; Her place will be vacant in hall and in bower, — The fairest and sweetest and loveliest flower. Her voice is now silent which minsrled so sweet In the unwritten music which none may repeat ; The music of Nature's mysterious choir The viewless winds waking their own wild lyre ; Earth's low murmuring notes, and the many- toned streams Stealing over the heart like the memory of dreams. Her voice amid these is forever at rest. For Death his deej) seal on her lips has im- pressed ! 17 DEAE LITTLE GEORGE. "Not lost, but gone." He was so very dear ! We could not loosen from our hearts the ties That would have chained him to an earthly sphere, Bright cherub of the skies ! Sweet, gentle dove ! to heaven ordained to soar, And live in bliss ineffable forevermore ! Our mortal sight is dim ; Nor sees the glory on his infant brow : Earth had no portion fair enough for him, A white-winged angel now ! Tuning his golden harp in courts above. With those small, dimpled hands clasped here in fondest love. We saw them motionless, And placed fresh flowers in their unconscious hold; We could not love him less, DEAB LITTLE GEORGE. 259 Because the fingers were so still and cold : We fancied that his spirit-glance might see Those emblems beautiful of frail mortality. And grief grew still more deep ; — So lifelilce laid he, without pulse or breath, The long, bright lashes, veiling, as in sleep, The sweet eyes closed in death. Fair child of many hopes ! we knew him blest ! While, like the flowers, our crushed hopes with- ered on his breast. " Even so, Father ; — for it so seemed good " To Thee and in Thy sight. All that is dark will yet be understood, The cloud will break in light. A blessing and a sunbeam, he was given ! Of such, of such as he the kingdom is of heaven. IRENE MAY. The flowers fade from the earth ! And thus the young and lovely pass away, Like thee, Irene May ! It matters not their beauty or their worth, Death is the heritage of mortal birth. The blossoms fair and bright Come in the sweet and joyous month of May, And soon, full soon decay ; For Spring still brings the blossom and the blight, The morning sun, and chilling blast by night. A spring-time life was thine ! A glorious summer now, Irene May ! Where flowers fade not away, But bloom eternally in growth divine With Christ the husbandman and living vine. And thou hast gained that peace Which can be taken nevermore away From thee, Irene May ; While thy remembered name will never cease The thought to bring of its blest meaning, peace. JULIA P. DE WITT. " Youth is not rich ia time ; it may be poor." From the thoroughfare of life, From its trials and its strife, Some may pass away unheeded ; But the lovely and the good, Standing, as our young friend stood, Pure amidst the multitude, Ever in the earth are needed. And though some few weeks have fled Since we left her with the dead, In a solitude unbroken, Not the less we mourn her now, Than when first upon her brow Death's dark angel set his token. In the freshness of her youth, In her earnest faith and truth. She has found her home in heaven ! Early chosen, early blest, Called to her eternal rest, Ere the shadows of life's even. 262 JULIA P. DE WITT. Graces of tlie heart and mind, Manners gentle and refined, Gave her character a beauty Still increasing day by day, As she walked her steadfast way In the path of Christian duty. We shall see her face no more On Time's fast receding shore ; Voice and smile and presence vanished Yet our severed earthly ties Draw us nearer to tlie skies Till rebellious thoughts are banished. EUGENIE. THE IDOL DAUGHTER. «* The child is not ! " An infant voice is hushed, — Or only echoes to the ear in thought ! A bud of promise ere its bloom is crushed, — « The child is not ! " Where is she ? Look above ! The light of heaven is beaming on her brow ; Eternal life, eternal peace and love, Surround her now. Sweetly she went to sleep, Fearless of ill, upon her Saviour's breast : And yet we know they could not choose but weep, Though she was blest. They could not choose but mourn ! Though to the world 't was nothing that she died, The loss was all to them who saw her borne Forever from their side. 264 EUGENIE. She was the star that shone On that fair home which now is darkened o'er, The jewel from its earthly casket gone Forevermore ! Grief cannot bring her back ! Love could not save her, or she had been saved ! Her spirit now pursues its blissful track. In life's pure waters laved. Angels rejoicing view The radiant crown upon the little one. Redeemed and taken ere the early dew Of innocence was gone. Redeemed from sin and death ! On earth she has no longer part or lot : And thus they say who watched her failing breath, — ''The child is not!" LITTLE HAROLD, THE FIKST-BORN". " The Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away." He was a gift from heaven, our darling boy ! So fair, so beautiful, in life's young morn, — Our lovely and too much heloved first-born, — Our daily hope and joy ! Earth has one tie the less. Heaven one the more. And love has now another broken band, Since he was borne from Time's receding strand To the eternal shore. Child-angel ! with his radiant sunny smile, Shedding along life's path a track of light, — An emblem of the pure effulgence bright Dawning for him the while. And suddenly it burst upon his view ! As the faint light below flickered and died, And left our grieved hearts lingering at his side, While he no sorrow knew. 266 LITTLE HAROLD. No love nor care his precious life could save, Nor skill prevail, or he had still been here ! For liim, this world with its extended sphere Had nothing but a grave ! Room for the little one ! yes, there is room In heaven's bright realms above ! the shining crown, His glorious heritage, is surely won, — The Saviom' calls him home. Room on the earth for the vast shadow, too, Which falls where he is missing, — space to hold The yearning love which never can be told, — So limitless, so true. And room within the hearts o'ercharged with grief, For due submission to the IMaster's will ; For faith to trust, for courage to fulfil The duties which alone can biino- relief. IN ME^IORY OF LITTLE THERON, THE DAELING OF THREE YEARS. •' Suffer little children to come unto me." A THREE years' sojourner on earth : it was meet That Heaven should claim one so lovely and sweet ! But ah, there was sorrow where perished the flower, The pride of the household, the charm of each hour! It was meet that his life, in its brilliance and light, Should go out while the leaves of the autumn were bright, — As the rich glowing tints of the sunset sky Which curtains the golden gates on high* There was joy with the angels commissioned to bear His pure little spirit, the child-crown to wear : The portals of heaven wide open were thrown, And Jesus stood ready to welcome his own. 268 JN MEM OB Y OF LITTLE THEE ON. Take comfort, ye mourners ! Your loved one is blest ! In the anns of his Saviour forever at rest : Ineffable glory encircles his brow With a halo immortal. Weep not for him now. Weep not that the promise his young dawn gave Of a nobler manhood, is quenched in the grave ; But rejoice that his blissful estate is above All the gifts of this world, all its honors and love. THEODORE F. DE WITT. " For so He giveth his beloyed sleep." The only son I Oh ! what a wealth of love is garnered up In those three words ! How bitter then the cup Wliich with a world of sorrow now is fraught To those whose treasure Death untimely sought. He stood alone As son and brother : none but he to bear His father's name ; the child of hope and prayer ! His life encircled by the o'erflowing tide Of full and fond affection : yet, he died ! The Master called, And at His voice the spirit passed away From his last sleep on earth, — night turned to day; And in the light eternal he awoke, How long, we know not, ere our morning broke. 270 THEODORE F. DE WITT. Calmly his head "Was resting on the pillow, and his face Serene and placid in its youthful grace ; As though his heart still kept its measured time To health's sweet music in life's early prime. No sign was there Of struggle or of suffering : he had gone From the green earth in silence and alone ; But gone where brighter green, with beauty rife, Shall meet his vision on the tree of life. Father above ! In the mysterious workings of Thy will, Increase oiu* faith, and bid our lips be still ! Teach us the blessing to accept, that hides From us the future, which Thy wisdom guides. Sustain, God ! The hearts that mourn for him, — the only son / Sufficient be Thy grace to cheer them on Till Time's brief journey shall be travelled o'er, And they shall meet a^ain, to part no more. LOUISE, OUR ANGEL-CHILD. " She is not dead, but sleepeth. We laid her down to sleep In her young beauty, innocent and fair, And fresh and sweet as morning dews that weep Upon the summer air. We saw her sink to rest, — Our treasure and our blessing from her birth ! We laid spring flowers upon her quiet breast, And gave her form to earth. She was the sweetest flower That ever bloomed for us ! our wayside rose, — Shedding sweet fragrance on each passing hour Until her short life's close. The sunbeam ever bright. The angel dwelling with us in disguise ! We knew it not until she took her flight Beyond the starry skies. 272 LOUISE. The wealth of worlds untold Were all too poor to win her back to earth ; In safety now she walks the streets of gold, And knows heaven's priceless worth. To her no fears shall come ; No tears, no sorrows, no more death, no night; Secure of bliss in her eternal home, — An heir of life and light. We watched her while she smiled Even in death's embrace, — our cherished one, Our household joy, our little angel-child ! She is not lost, but gone ! We know her loving eyes Are closed forever on all things below ! Oh ! sad experience that so dearly buys Such knowledge with such woe ! No more her pleasant voice Shall sound for us, as on through life we roam, Nor her sweet presence bid our hearts rejoice, - Sole daughter of our home ! Yet all will be the same Around us in the world : children will play. And go and come, as erst they went and came Ere she was called away. LOUISE. 27 B To us alone the change, — The shadowed days, the lonelmess, the grief, The difference ever felt, the void so strange, With naught to bring relief. But she will still sleep on Beneath the green turf gemmed with living flowers : Not dead^ but sleeping there I not lost, hut gone ! Alas, no longer ours ! 18 THE LOST THOUGHT. I 'vE lost a thought which came to me last night; And seeming then so new and bright, I fancied I could keep it in my heart And make it of my very dreams a part ; And in the morning write it down : But now 't is lost amid the noisy town. I cannot call it back with all my skill, — Oblivion's power has conquered will. I know not whether to my mind it brought The burden of spring flowers with fragrance fraught, Or singing-birds in woodlands wild, Or love-dreams such as once my heart beguiled. I cannot tell what might have filled my page, Whether a subject grave or sage, Or some light theme from regions of romance. Or brain-built castle in the air, perchance, Doomed at the world's rude touch to fall, As beautiful ideals perish, all. THE LOST THOUGHT. 275 But why should I that single thought regret, So many others I forget ! Imaginations come and pass away, Ere the heart's lyre is put in tune to play ; And, wearied o'er the silent strings, The Muse's spirit sleeps with folded wings. I look back on the years all unimproved, Through which in idleness I 've roved ; And feel that I have lost Time's tide, and cast Full many a chance on the retumless past ; And life's unwritten poetry Will come no more in fancies bright to me. I 've lost the first fresh novel thoughts of youth. The fond belief of love and truth ; The power on brilliant images to seize Has all been yielded to inglorious ease. I 've been a loiterer in the chase, While others have pressed on and won the race. APPENDIX. APPENDIX. SOLITUDE. My heart has felt the spirit of romance, And loved the silent and the lonely glen, Secluded from the haunts of busy men ; Where I might muse in fancy's magic trance, O'er visioned joys which oft inspired my pen. And I have roamed amid the forest's gloom, Or sought the solitary mountain's brow. Or lingered in the peaceful vale below. And gazed upon the first spring violet's bloom, Or watched the gushing waters' rapid flow. Then have I turned to trace the winding stream. Whose devious course new beauties oft displayed, And led my feet to some sequestered shade. Where I have sat in life's first blissful dream. While fancy's pencil fairest scenes portrayed. There rested ever in the wildest place A secret, fascinating charm for me, — It seemed as it might like enchantment be, — For solitude alone was happiness, And hope sung round me with sweet melody. 280 >S0L1JUDE. Her song was warbled on the " harp of love," And in each note a thrilling sweetness spoke ; But soon the chords were snapped, — the strings were broke — Too delicate, too complicate to move In harmony with rough or careless stroke. And now the scene is changed : I find no joy In roaming through the wilderness alone, For all my visions of delight are flown, — And darker, sadder feelings now destroy The pleasing, pensive charm my heart has known. No more I climb the mountain's steep ascent, To view the varied landscape stretched below, Or see the dusky shadows floating slow, Or picture in the clouds with gaze intent Strange forms, and images grotesque and new. No more I wander through the flowery vale, And find a charm in every blossom wild, As when an unsophisticated child Of Nature, still her beauties would prevail O'er every scene or spot where art had smiled. No longer now I seek the shady wood. To sit and muse beneath some spreading tree, And dream of pleasures which were not for me, — No, — I would fly from thought and solitude, And drown the past in mirth and gayety. TO ESTELLE. 281 The rushing waters fall as gracefully As when at first they met my wondering sight, And still they sparkle in the sun as bright, Or rise, and foam, and swell in majesty, When stormy winds awaken all their might. But where have fled those feelings which could dwell Unwearied and delighted on each scene, So innocent, so pure, and so serene ? My wayward heart has bid them all farewell, And grieves it cannot be what it has been ! ESTELLE. The preceding piece on Solitude, published many years ago in the New Yorh Mirror over the signature of " Estelle," gave rise to the following correspondence in the same paper, and afterward continued, at intervals, in other papers; the fciittous " Estelle " being mistaken by the correspondent " J. H. H." for a former friend of the same name. The first piece is addressed, under that supposition, by J. H. H. TO ESTELLE. Though years have flown since last we met, Though many a grief has been my share. Still never can my heart forget The bright and cloudless days that were. Perchance, Estelle, the humble tone Of this untutored lyre, revives Joys that once smiled, or visions flown, And tells thee that thy bard still lives. 282 TO J. H. H. *Twas hard, and yet I bore it well, — The blow was swift and surely dealt ; Fate did her worst, and who can tell The anguish that my bosom felt ? Like waves that meet and cling together, Till, shook by storms, they part in twain, So parted we, — we knew not whether We 'd ever meet on earth again. In vain I seek the festive hall, Or court the din of mirth and folly, — I 'm still alone, — a tear will fall. The offspring of sweet melancholy. But, fare thee well ! The willow wreath Which thou hast sadly twined for me, I '11 wear, until the hand of death Tears me away from earth and thee ! J. H. H. TO J. H. H. I KNOW thee not ! nor do thy rhymes One ray of light o'er memory throw. Although they speak of former times. And thou would'st seem Estelle to know. In vain thy harp is strung for me, — A stranger's voice speaks in each tone, — Nor could its sweetest melody Revive one thought of visions flown. TO ES TELLE. 283 For vanished years have left no trace Of aught thy mystic verse implies, — No mystery has with me had place, The past holds nothing worth disguise. The friends to whom I 've said farewell, My heart has never yet forgot ; — In memory still the absent dwell, — Thou art not there ! Iknow thee not ! ESTELLE. TO ESTELLE. Thou knowest me not ? So be it then, — I knew One of thy name in happier days, who threw O'er her rich harp a sorrow-soothing spell. So like to thine that it were hard to tell Which charmed the most, or which could soonest twine A wreath of love, — her fingers bright, or thine. She had an eye black as the jet, — it shone Like the first star of eve, when the blue zone Breathes those mysterious melodies, which guide The harkening planets onward, side by side. Her face was lovely as the new-blown rose. When young Aurora sprinkles it with dews Fresh from her paradise of flowers. To trace The workings of her soul I read her face : Each character was truth ; and when she smiled, A halo shone so beautiful, so mild. That it did seem a rainbow, when it peers 284 TO J. E. H. Brightly and softly through a shower of tears. Music breathed from her lips, — music that hung Thrilling upon the listener's heart ; she sung As seraphs sing in the bright courts above, Such notes as teach the savage heart to love ! Thou knowest me not ? Lady, perhaps the one Whose gentle minstrelsy (so like thine own) Once wrapt my soul in more than mortal bliss, Sleeps in the grave. Perhaps the icy kiss, Which sorrow printed on her cheek, has nipped The tender flower just as its petals dipped Into the fount of joy. Ah ! were it so, Life were to me a heavy load of woe. I know thee not, if thou art not the same Whose lyre is heard in thine, — whose name Thou bearest, and whose last notes fell Heavy upon my soul. Awake, Estelle, The fairy dream again. Oh, tune thy lyre. And pour out soul from every trembling wire, And I will hear and feel, and every strain Shall bring Estelle to Hfe and light again ! J. H. H. TO J. H. H. Oh, breathe on thy harp Ere the spring breezes die ! Thy strains are not lost, Though they meet not the eye Of her whom thy memory TO J. H. H. 285 Has pictured 90 well, — A picture too bright To resemble Estelle. I did not deceive thee ! I could not forget Life's poetry thus. No, AVe never have met ! Yet breathe on thy harp When the summer winds sigh, And the spirit of sympathy Still shall reply. Awake thy sad l}Te When the autumn leaves spread O'er the spot where the once Blooming roses lie dead ; And if mute be the music Which mingled Avith thine, There 's an ear for each note. There 's an eye for each line ; Though less brilliant, indeed. Than the eye which has shone " Like the first star of eve " On the years that have flown. Yet awaken thy lyre When the winter storms rage, And each wandering thought Shall be fLxed on thy page. ESTELLE. TO ESTELLE. « Again, again, my raptured ear Catches the notes of other days ! Again, again, the trembling tear On Memory's hallowed record lays ! It cannot, oh I it cannot be, That thou art not the same who flung Over my youth that witchery So cherished by the Queen of Song. Dear to my heart are notes like thine. Maiden ! again revive thy lay. And I will hear and feel and pine. Till heart and soul are stolen away. Then, if on earth there be a spot Where joy's bright eye hath never shone, There will I say, " She knows me not ! " And die — as I have lived — unknown ! J. H. H. TO J. H. H. The thought which hovers o'er thy mind Of some one thou hast known, Has lent my simple verse a charm, — A beauty not its own. It has for thee a witchery, — But not that it is wine, — A strange delusion bids thee bow At tliine own fancy's shrine. TO J. H. H. 287 Imagination leads thee on, A willing votary, To seek, amidst her garden wild, Life's flowers and poetry. There only are the roses found, Of all their thorns disarmed. And iliere the siren harp is heard, That once thy spirit charmed. But cold reality will break Thy Aasionary dreams. They 'll./ade in this bleak, desert world Like pleasure's transient gleams. Thou need'st not wish to find a spot " Where joy hath never shone," 'T is far more desolate to feel 'Mid happy crowds, alone. The earth is bright and beautiful, And lovely to the eye ; But to the heart 't is all a waste Where hope's fair blossoms die. Affection withers, and the buds Of feeling Time destroys. And there 's an early blight that falls On love's and friendship's joys. That blight, perchance, has reached thy heart, And Fame's proud chaplet now, However brightly twined for thee, May crown an aching brow. 288 TO ES TELLE. Or if capncious Fortune pour Her treasures at thy feet, In weariness thou still may'st feel That wealth and misery meet. Dark thoughts are these of life's best scenes, They rise unconsciously ; For why should I life's picture paint So dark, so sad for thee ? I know not but thy path may lie O'er sweet and thornless flowers ; I know not but thy days may be Made up of joyous hours. I only know thy harp has breathed A melancholy lay, So like to sorrow's song, it seemed Thy heart could not be gay. But I have seen that Fancy's hand The cypress-wreath could weave, While round it roses twined, to mock The gloom that would deceive. ESTELLE. TO ESTELLE. ^' Alone ! alone ! — a thousand times alone ! " Spirit of air ! thy purple wings Bend fleetly hither ; thou hast fanned With gentleness the golden strings That sighed beneath her fairy hand. TO J. H. H. 289 Breathe in my eager ear the strain I used to love in moments gone ; Sigh out the soul of song again, And then I will not feel alone. Spirit of dreams ! my pillow bless ; Work, work again the wizard spell ; Paint her in all her loveliness. The child of song, — the fair Estelle. Brighten the waste of Memory With eyes that once so joyous shone. Sister of sleep ! tarry with me. And then I will not feel alone. Spirit of song ! thy harp I hear. It whispers from a northern clime ; Its chords are wet with memory's tear — The dew-shower from the wings of Time. I called thee to my wildered lyre, — Away ! there 's madness in its tone, — Estelle, touch tliou the trembling wire, And then I will not feel alone. J. H. H. TO J. H. H. Art tliou " alone ! " amidst a world so gay, And seemingly so happy ? Are there none, Of all the young and beautiful, Avho stray Around thee, like thy fancy's cherished one ? 19 290 TO J. H. H. And where is she ? Why comes she not to claim The music of thy sweetly-sounding lyre ? Estelle possesses nothing but the name Of her who seems thy verses to inspire. To me thou art a stranger ! Time has flown O'er many a parting scene not yet forgot, And some are far away whom I have known, And some have long been changed, and some are not! But thou — who art thou ? I have sometimes thought That memory was false, — for while thou hast No name upon her page, thy harp has caught Its echo from the Spirit of the past. Dost thou remember a lovely vale, Where the earliest buds appear. And are blown into beauty by spring's first gale, Like the promise of hope for the year ? Where there are wild and romantic views Of woods and hills and streams, — Where the summer clouds wear the rainbow's hues In the setting sun's last beams ? Such scenes would be never by tliee forgot, — If thou knowest not these, then / know thee not ! Hast thou seen a place by the water's side. Where the roses bloom and the violets grow. Where the poplars lift up their heads, as in pride, And the willows droop, as in silent woe ? TO ES TELLE. 291 Where tlie robin's morning music floats On the mild and fragrant breeze, And the whippoorwill's deep vesper notes Come forth fi-om clustering trees ? Hast thou seen such a bright and beautiful spot ? If 'tis strange to thee, then / know thee not ! Canst thou call to mind a thought of the past, When the young and the happy were there ? When life was blest, ere the scene was o'ercast With dark disappointment and care ? Where the stranger ever a welcome met, And the minstrel's song would come To chase each sad, or each fond regret. Perchance of his own loved home ? Canst thou read in memory of such a lot ? If the leaf be blank, then / know thee not ! ESTELLE. TO ESTELLE. Yes ! there are scenes which Nature's lips Have fondly kissed to make them fan-, — Scenes, o'er which pensive memory weeps For youth's bright days, and joys that were. The voiceless vale, the bubbling spring, The wild cascade and mountain height, Too oft have waked my lyre's string. When love was young, and life was bright. ADDRESS TO THE OCEAN. Sounds thy rich harp amidst the gay And dazzling halls of mirth ? or 'mong The scenes where sorrow's children stray And feast upon the lips of song ? To me thou art a child of air ! I know thee not ! — and yet my dream Pictures thee all that 's passing fair, All that could prompt the poet's theme. When erst I gave my song to thee, Sorrow around my brow had wreathed A cypress-braid, and mournfully I struck the lyre on which she breathed. A pilgrim now no more, I tear The gloomy chaplet from my brow, And place joy's genial sunshine there. For Estelle cheers my spirit now. J. H. H. Here the correspondence ceased for several years, after which it was renewed by J. H. H., upon reading the follow- ing "Address to the Ocean," by Estelle, — the parties being all the while strangers to each other. ADDRESS TO THE OCEAN. Majestic Ocean ! Oft in childhood's days I 've gazed with wonder on thy swelling waves. And shrunk back as thy breaking billows rolled Upon the sandy beach ; then climbed the banks With wild grass crowned, securely thence to look ADDRESS TO THE OCEAN. 293 Upon thy ceaseless motion. Hours and hours I 've lingered, wrapt in admiration, here, Nor sought to shape my thoughts, nor picture forth My unconnected feelings, nor portray " Thick coming fancies " on the mystic page. It was enough I saw and felt and loved The ocean scene in its magnificence. Absorbed in its stuj)endous grandeur, then I only knew that 't Avas a wondrous sight Beggaring all description ; though there came A tide of swift ideas, rushing on Forever, as I gazed, but mingling soon In one broad mass of chaos and confusion. Thought had nor end nor object ; it ran wild Over the waste of waters, and soon lost Itself in its own wanderings. Oh, the charm Of those young, aimless, bright imaginings ! When the whole world, like the reflecting sea. Gave back to hope the " sunbeams of the heart. " Majestic Ocean ! Thou at least by Time Art still unchanged ! Here do thy restless waves Still rise and foam and dash with idle rage, And spend their fury on the unconscious shore. Thou lead'st me back through the dim misty shades Of by-gone years, and while I stand again Upon thy green-topped banks, past memories rush. Like myriad moments crowded into one, 'J ogether on my mind. I seem to feel The breath of early life return again ! Borne on thy bosom, changeless ocean, still 294 ADDRESS TO THE OCEAN. The freshening breezes play, and round me come Like some sweet spirit of my infancy. Oh, who would not, when sick of the world's pomp And vain parade, and emptiness and pride, And idle mockeries and hollow words, And dreaming fancies and deceitful show, — Who would not turn to such a scene as this, And gaze unsated, and delight to catch Some far-off wandering feeling of the heart, Brought home by the sublime and beautiful Of God's created works ! Oh, I could watch Untired, a summer's day, thy beating surge Casting its glittering spray a thousand ways With wild fantastic motion, and forget The fleeting foot of Time since last I looked Upon the glorious concourse of thy waves. Or heard thy deep, mysterious, solemn sound ! Since last I marked the sea-bird's rapid flight Along thy brink, or o'er thy wide expanse, (A watery wilderness with dangers spread,) Skimming its midway course 'twixt sky and sea. On venturous wing ; yet ever and anon Returning to the shore ; and lighting oft Upon the sun-bleached sand, fearless and tame ; As if the sterile beach, unclaimed by man. Were all its own. Then far beyond the land Descried the proud ship, ploughing through the deep, And vacillating to the shifting winds. FamiUar sights ! again ye rise to view. TO ESTELLE. 295 Still, still the same ! and thought becomes more pure, Drawn from the world, and all concentred here. Where the wild dreams and passions of the heart Are swallowed up in the immensity Of the Creator's wonder-working power. Oh, surely it were better far to fix The fancy's musings on the First Great Cause Of all that 's fair and beautiful and grand In Nature's realms, than keep them chained to earth, And hovering o'er its faint and weary hopes, Which linger half in fear upon the mind, As conscious they are only there — to die ! Roll on, thou vast, immeasurable sea ! " Time writes no wrinkle on thy azure broiv" Here still shall thy perpetual waters come Till Time is done, and all to nothingness Once more returned ! I may not see, perchance, Thy wondrous face again ; — farewell, farewell ! Southampton^ L. I. TO ESTELLE. My lyre hath slept through years ; but it shall wake Once more to thee, child of the plaintive song ! The cold, cold-hearted have untuned its strings. And dark forgetfulness hath spread its veil O'er half the past. When will the sky look bright ? When will the sun rise gloriously as once 296 TO ESTELLE. 'T was wont to do ? When will the trees, the brooks, And the green fields to me seem as a page On which is written " inspiration " ? Ay, When will the clouds throw back their silvery folds And give a poet's glimpse of bright, though deep Infinity ? And the great sea, with all Its mightiness, when will it ope to me ? Never again ! — Yet Time, though from the mind He steals its glorious light, hath not upon The heart thrown iciness, — there feeling lives As warm, as fond, as when 't was known in youth. Daughter of Song ! There 's in thy minstrelsy A plaintiveness which wins upon the heart, And I have often sat with one loell loved, Gazing upon the jewelled night, and while The melancholy moon slow wended on Her trackless way, we 've talked of thee, and all The joys and sweet romance of other days. Those days are past : friend after friend has gone ; " That little word farewell " has oft been breathed, • — The fervent press of hands, the look that speaks Volumes of soul — the last look of a friend. Time doth work wondrous changes ; now, alone Upon the world's wide waste we stand, and raise The shadowy forms of dear departed ones. Again, Estelle, sweep o'er thy golden lyre ; ' Give it the voice of other days, — a voice Which fell upon the heart of one like notes Of magic, winged from Chindera's fount. J. H. H. TO J. H. H. Tes, years have fled since 1 have heard the tones Of thy rich harp till now. Its music ceased In mystery as it came ; nor could I guess From whence the fleeting strains. In vain I strung Anew my rustic lyre ; thine answered not As it was wont to do ; and when I felt That silence had passed over it, and hushed In its deep sleep each chord which breathed for me, Then silence grew a spirit and a spell — Companion of my thoughts — with which I held Communion in the world of visions. Forms, Once known and loved, came back to memory From the dim land of shadows ; and sometimes In hours of wizard fancy I have thought Tliou wert among them. 'T was an idle dream, As better reason told me, and as time Has since full clearly proved. I 've heard a tale, — And it was all of thee, — so like romance^ That it won much upon my Hstening ear. And then I knew thou wert a stranger, — all The mystery was unravelled, and I found That thou hadst blended in thy 'wildercd thoughts Persons with names. Strangely the history ran, While breathless interest filled each little pause Of the imperfect sketch, and gave to truth The magic that with fiction often dwells. It matters not all that I heard, — enough 298 TO J. H. H. That from the tale I deemed thee happy. Is it not so ? Has pleasure, like the fruit Upon St. Oderic's trees, — has pleasure found Wings in its full maturity ? Has hope, The talisman of happiness, been wrecked Upon Time's treacherous sea ? A mind like thine Will rise superior to- the shocks of Fate ; E'en though amidst the ruins of the past Thou standest now, and o'er " the world's wide waste " Seest naught but blighted flowers. Look yet again ! There is a mystic, an undying charm In Nature's works, which speaks to every heart. The veriest trifles, — little lowly things. Just springing from the earth ; — the curious stones Seeming like nothing to the transient gaze, But all most wondrous still ; the moveless rocks, Forming rude ladders on the mountain's sides Above the water's edge ; the level plains, Y/here 'midst the heath-grass the winged songsters build. And fly at man's approach ; the wood-crowned hills Looking like forests in the sky ; the vales Whose fertile beauty might repress a while The soarings of ambition ; and the brooks. Chiming sweet sounds ; and then the mighty sea, Incomprehensible, unreached by thought. Beyond all fancy, indescribable ! All, all beneath the heavens, with the blue vault Which canopies the scene, sparkling with gems Which shame the diamonds of this earth, or bright TO ES TELLE. 299 With the more glorious sun. Look, look again ! And " inspiration " will be written still On every opening page, till suddenly Some untried chord upon thy harp shall wake To new and powerful music. ESTELLE. TO ESTELLE. I 'VE read a tale somewhere of one who saw A spirit in his dreams, from whose dear Hps There poured such melody that his proud soul, Unbridled as it was, leapt at the sound, And taught him how to feel. That spirit reigned Sole mistress of his dreams ; awake, asleep, The phantom hovered near, — and when he looked Upon the countless stars, or watched the moon As she looked laughingly upon the waves That upward leapt to catch her truant rays, The spirit still was there, — his beacon-star ! He sought amono; the fairest of the earth A smile — a voice like that the spirit owned ; He courted lips that had been taught to sing The melody of nature. Many an eye Of diamond brightness shed its fire on him ; Many a fairy form passed by : but none Were like the spirit of his early dreams. I, in the waywardness of youth, was taught By the strange witchery of thy song to think goo TO ES TELLE. That thou wert she who in my heated brain Had worked a spell that must depart with life. 'T is strange that we should be so strange. I 've heard A tale of thee^ which seemed so like romance, 'i'hat I could hear it o'er and o'er, and yet Delight in hearing it rehearsed again. Why ask, if I am happy ? All may be, If they court smiles instead of tears. The world Was made for happiness ; the poetry Of life lies in its true enjoyment, and We are but atoms thrown upon a star. Once more for thee the shadowed glen : the brook Shall have a voice ; each breath of air that plays Among the yellow leaves shall bid awake The wind-harp of the woods ; the flowers shall tell Their melancholy tales of love, and all That poets seek shall breathe out " inspiration." I '11 climb the hoary rock, and converse hold With those bright jewels of the night which look Like distant beacon-lights to heaven — the stars. I '11 read the mysteries of the sea, the deep Unfathomable sea ; and on its bosom, As waveless as a mass of molten silver. Write thoughts of fire. Or, when the winds arise, And angry clouds are gathering around, My thoughts shall pierce the purple mist, to trace The splendor of the majesty of heaven. 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