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An Elegy it ©h* ^tnairnnth ixvCt:t X\x^ ^zxij^Xx AN ELEGY. I. Another star swoons on the horizon — A glory nevermore ! Oh weep with me ; For if a brother's love thy life hath known, Be thou a bead of my heart's rosary O'er which I bend and pray. Let us condole, Waking from death a tribute pure and free : One co-eternal hymn. And thou, my soul— Grief-nurtured orphan of fatality — Arise and kiss this dust to heaven, and toll Thy silver psalmody, bidding it Godward roll. II. Ah, Death now lives, and Joy in us is dead ; The leprous cross sweeps that marmoreal brow. And Memory drooping bows her anguished head 1 6 The Amaranth and the Beryl Upon that bosom one with Nature now. O realmless Parent ! here thy son lays down This staff called 'Life,' we know not why, nor how, Nor whence it came, nor whether it be crown Or cross ; but here it lies — shattered ! and thou Pale Earth, still kneeling in thy druid gown. These precious vigils keep, lighting his dear renown ! III. His heart throbbed in the bosom of a cloud That rained sweet health o'er Nature's parched tongue ; Yet to be man to man was he as proud As to be hero for their weal. That young And soldierly discretion loved the deed For the deed's holy doing, whether wrung From bitterness or joy. He found a creed In the great heart of man — a hymn unsung, A scripture wordless, yet of speech indeed Profound and godike both in triumph and in need. IV. And he is ours to joy beside no more ; Oh prostrate season when our Summer fled! That warrior will is beckoned to the shore To join the Truth-gods' council of the dead. An Elegy 17 A star pavilion o'er his chariot falls, The nightly galaxies before him led ; The noisesome yokes of mortal travail calls In the dim wakes of Love long vanquished, While Saturn-like on through these widowed halls. Sorrow plods forth, masking the Hours in funeral palls. V. All that was Beauty-born of earth or skies. All goodness though the lowly and unsought, All that was feeling to his thankful eyes His gospel was ; for fashioning to thought This fair God-quality, there moved in him A power that rose to life that men be brought To honor truer truth ; and through the dim Estangement of our mortal means, be taught The creed of charity ; then at the rim Of death he drank of life with godhood at the brim. VI. Love writes with her own tears his epitaph Upon the forehead of a lifting fame Too holy not to prove of heaven half — To pure not to give purity a name More true than language, which these zones of toil Still as a watchword to their empires claim. 1 8 The Amaranth and the Beryl From her bowed heart Affection pours the oil Into the censer's lips, and with the flame Of plumed suns 't is lit, and coil on coil The smokes pray God ward up, up from this seat of spoil. VII. A single meteor was at his side Pathing his course through heaven ! Aye, from the sun Of druid Even to the early bride Of young Morn's minister his race was run Like some grave seer ; and at his touch of light In a melodious splendor there was won From grief a gospel to this eremite Of Love's large discourse. Lo ! Oblivion Bearded, and by this child who snatched from Night Her sceptre, and from Death a tribute pure and bright. VIII. The forest and the glen-nursed mountain streams Encircling this ambrosial couch of thought : The night-lorn caverns where the hermit dreams, The bastioned vales where solitude is sought : These are the keeps unchallenged of the blade. The courts of eld where sylvan gods have wrought An Elegy 19 Huge images, and where he found them laid. And here he lived and loved ; and here was taught The dignity of manhood, and was made One with the oracle that cannot pale nor fade. IX. The tranced chalice lies ravished of wine — That morning vintage of Arcadian vales ; And there Love lifts her chaplet most divine. And Music rears her wild young nightingales. Upon the magic of that Titan morn He came, as some sky-pilgrim that regales The crouching earth, unteaching it of scorn. Touching the pulse of Truth till it exhales A balm to ease mankind ; while error-torn And bruised Hope up, up from her dead self is borne. X. Mute are the praying streams that kisssd his feet, — The air hangs pond'rous with some vital awe ; Sad Nature listens to her own heart's beat, While round this fane the ruth-browed ves- tals draw. Oh say 't is not unworthy them to throng ; But weep with them, and let thy hot tears thaw 20 The Amaranth and the Beryl This icy chain binding Love to her wrong In this o'er-earnest grief that seems to gnaw Deep to the heart of heaven, turning its strong And staid magnificence to vigils of sweet song. XL Youth leers at Death, smiling the sceptic's smile. That grave-calm following hard the taper's glow Snuffed of the poisoned Wind, awes not awhile These veins with red ambitions overflow. Starward ascendant still, he scorns to know That time shall chill these passions till they grow All starved and stagnant with the wintry years. Youth is all immortality ; for lo ! These repetends of triumphs fed with tears, Find death a merest name through which the God appears. XII. Thus from the hemlock of the Spoiler's reed Our loved one's fame distils a splendor. Aye, From out the night-shades of the past where bleed These memories, there rises a new day Of godlier argument through which appears The proof of that which shall not pass away. An Elegy 21 Truth bless the hour that gathered many tears — Fixing each drop a throbbing star ; and may That name grow hallowed with the memoried years — In God, a man : a fame greater than king's or seer's. II. Lo ! the clouds are rolled away From the sepulchre of the sky I behold the light of day — Of the Day that shall not die. Lo! the stone is rolled away From the sepulchre of my heart ; I behold the Light and say: Love! live on; my creed thou art. 2 2 The Amaranth and the Beryl III. I made my couch of yew-boughs Beside Apollo's water ; And there spake I my love-vows With Truth's all-sovereign daughter : And as she bent those pale brows, I listened what bethought her. Oh in what golden vesture Those virgin dreams enwound me ; What Fames made quickening gesture From eager nooks around me ; I murmured * I, your guest — your Child-hope — I have found thee !' And ah, my wish was golden In promptings for mankind : Brave words that should embolden The purpose of young mind : — With man to man beholden More true, brave and refined. Then by that priestly glenwood Truth scorned the dogged clan Who stand where their dead sires stood Kissing Oblivion ; For if to dare be manhood Who dares not be a man ? An Elegy 23 IV. I woke in the mid-glooms of night, Medreamt my faith was dead ; My soul's lost heaven had hung curse About my cursed head. For I had pondered long, long years, And wond'ringly had weighed The Why of living, when I should Have knelt me down and prayed. The curse of Cain hung there betwixt The Past and the To-be ; Philosophy was halt and dumb, Christ's tears — thy wildered me. And I saw Death : a tongue that swung From heaven as in a bell ; And when it tolled a spirit rolled Down, down the grip of hell. And I saw Time : much like a snake With eyes wide — ah, so wide ; And even while it blinked, one more Sweet babe grew old and died. And I saw Wisdom bowed austere, And I saw Folly too ; But where the line betwixt them lay, Not e'en the wisest knew. 24 The Amaranth and the Beryl And poets and philosophers Who read man's heart so well ; But what they knew and what they guessed Were wide as heaven from hell. And I saw Hope — ah, melting thing With censers in her eyes ; But they soon died and proved that Hope Was Death in fair disguise. And I saw youth with wonder-look, And sword poised full in air ; But ere it fell and conquered hell, He stood a greybeard there. And meekest saints and prophets — ah, Bold seekers for the true ; They pondered, prayed and hoped for truth. But truth not one soul knew. And I saw Vice and Innocence — Twin-born, twin-featured, they ; But which was Innocence and which Was Vice, not one dared say. And young Endeavor dreaming dreams — Mad dreams, gods' dreams for man ; But where a godlike dream did end, A godlike deed began. An Elegy 25 1 heard a voice — a wonder-voice From lieaven, or up from hell ; But whether 'twas voice of gods or fiends, Not even a saint could tell. Then honest Effort — though with eyes On heaven — chained to the sod ; But he rent twain the coward's chain, Struck, and became a god. And I saw Friendship, with two hands Outstretched so pleadingly ; And while the right cried, ' Hail, sweet friend!' The left hand said, * Good bye !' And I saw Truth, and I saw False : There side by side they grew ; And yet men called the true the false. And swore the false the true. And I saw all mankind "cry out, * Whence are we ? — whither ? — why ? * Then with the hot words at their lips. Lay sidelong down and die. And I saw saints, and devils too :' Men thought they knew them well ; And yet they cried the fiend to heaven, And cast the saint in hell. 26 The Amaranth and the Beryl And I saw sages wide-browed too, Wiih pouch, and quill, and staff ; But their wild words of wisdom broke Into a madman's laugh. 'What know'st thou then, O man ? — what prov'st ? — Whom judgest thou ?' I cried ; There was but one who knew the truth, And him ye crucified.' Then I saw Faith — ah, thing of peace. Of promise and repose ; And in her warm outstretched palms I buried my dead woes. Aye, buried them deep beyond my sight: These griefs with trust outshone ; Then I. took up my soldier's staff. And cried, ' On, coward, on !' An Elegy 27 V. Ah, Love, mak'st thou death bitter ? — is 't thy seals God-broke that proves the dear thrice dear, With yet the shroud, the pall, the bier. Mere playthings to the faith that feels? And Death, prov'st thou Love's first philos- ophy — And parting but the iron pledge That Day brought forth for Night to wedge The Past from God's assured To be ? Oh teach me, Thoa that dost create and know The purpose of these random ways. Why were these bright God-kissing days Denied him — him who loved them so ? Why were they nurtured of that lifting weal Which here but proves — alas ! too true — These blessed whiles but deeper drew Our love o'er wounds that would not heal. O man of deeds, how hero-like thy mien Bold through the prism of our tears ! Death's reason this : that man appears Himself but with a grave between. 28 The Amaranth and the Beryl Death's reason this : that dead to men thou art Till born and cradled in the grave ; Only the listening God that gave And takes again, can search the heart. Only the God that gave and takes again Can understand thy life as thou ; Christ with a cross may mark thy brow, Which men shall swear the curse of Cain. Death's reason this : that could we truly know Our brothers as we dare believe, This bittern world would cease to grieve, And Peace make homes where now lives Woe. An Elegy 29 VL Tell me, Seeker for the true, Who first pierced the darkness through? — Was it Faith, or Creed, or Fact : Man to think or man to act ? Who first thought these thoughts for you, Nature-lover, tell me, who ? Tell me, Rhapsodist of Light, Whither lead'st thou through the night ? — Is man's mission but to-day, Or with Truth coeval, say ? Prophet is he for the right, Or dumb Nature's parasite ? Tell me, Speaker of the Word, Is thy tongue a psalm or sword ? — Is thy purpose one with Truth, — Age to age, and youth to youth ? Hast thou one dead spirit stirred, Or shalt thou too die unheard? Tell me, Doer of the Deed, Do men fight for thee and bleed That a laurel kiss thy brow. Or is peace thy watchword now ? Right or Might — which is thy need ? — God a truth, or some mere creed ? 30 The Amaranth and the Beryl Tell me, Son of battle lore, Must we purchase Peace with war? — Is the coin of all mankind Love or hate — the heart or mind ? Art thou not a slave, and more — Coward though a conqueror? Tell me, God of the Unseen, What this creed called 'Life' may mean?- Whither, whence, and why, this strange Anomaly of Death and Change ? Is man god, or thing unclean ? — Soul inspired, or mere machine ? Tell me. Soul of Beauty, say. Must this pageant pass away ? — All this loveliness we love But our own heart-madness prove ? Say not so ! but better far. All things for Love's purpose are. An Elegy o VII. Son of hymeneal Day! Thou perjurer of Time : Up, up, to thy mission, — away! Thy indolence is crime. Why cringe and toy thy talents to the base,— Dumb effigy of their dead thought Who are snail-tongued and hearted, when 't is taught There face to face With patriarchs and prophets is thy place; Counciled at heart With seers of sects and eras, at whose mace These master-births of art Leap to the vaulting noon, and in this prime 'T is thine to rule alway? Son of the hero's Day! — Thou temple built of tears : How wanes thy faith away In these unhallowed spheres Of doubt and dareless paltroon-drugged sleep Called * Custom,' — crushing down the power God-given thee on that most signal hour When thou wert born to deep And solemn heritage : bidden to weep With weeping Love, 32 The Amaranth and the Beryl And joy with those who joy. Ah, holy keep This birthright from above, To serve thee beacon through the long, long years, West-waging manfully. Son of ascendant Day! — Knight of the Prophet's sword : Take up thy stafif and say, * Truth be my sovereign lord!' And as thy sires took empire by the stroke Of man — not mammon, do thou more : Conquer thyself ; then take to heart the lore Of states and kings whose yoke Hath fallen to decay. Their rigorous cloak Of power and prime Descend upon thee, and the gods invoke This common weal, that Time Cool not thy passion to see Truth restored To thinking man for aye. Son of triumphant Day! — Press not thy couch this night; But where thy head would lay, There trim thy taper bright. And make young Morning blush so late is she. And there shall kneel swift angel visitants Thy couch about, and with rich utterance Pour moulten truth in thy dead ears ; And unto thee The maiden Triumphs shall espoused be, Keeping thee young in years That shall in beauty grow. Son of young Day! — A wound on Nature bleeds till by thy free Brave-bred authority 'T is healed ; then may'st thou steal the light Of her dark eyes in turn, Lighting thy lamp of search that shall outburn The stars ; and by Nature honored so, Be thou her priest for aye ! 34 The Amaranth and the Beryl VIII. Love ! I looked in thy two eyes — Like twin visions hid in tears — Two lamps in a house of mourning, Two souls through the gulf of years; But my spirit caught a reason From this bitterness of thine : Grief is oft' but the refinement Of Affection proved divine. Love ! I looked in Nature's eyes : There methinks were tear-drops too — Prisms for the better reading Of the mortal good and true. Lenses for enlarging purpose, Magnifying little deeds To the proof that man's big heart-throb Is the reach whence God proceeds. Love ! I looked e'en in Death's eyes : Dreamst thou that no tears were there ? Little suns of peace and promise That shall make the morrow fair? — Diamond beacons on the eyelids Of the great Undreamt beyond — Vigils to the Godward spirit That hath broke this mortal bond. An Elegy 35 Love ! I looked in Faith's warm eyes : Through tears only can Faith see — Two bright heavens with a Jordan 'Tvvixt that crystal look and me ; Two bright certitudes of Nature — Truth in both the great and small; Simply man with eyes on duty, Simply love his all in all. 36 The Amaranth and the Beryl IX. The lyre-strings of my youth vibrate once more, Waking the dead Days' prophet! While in one yielding tribute these fair dreams Like incense out of Tophet, Outreach my soul that in wild music seems To take up throne in heaven. Lo ! before This snowy synod of tlie gods' lode-star — E'en at the threshold of this Court of Light — Ascend all kneelingly These warrior-fronted thoughts, discoursing might In austere majesty, Gathering truth by sowing truth. Far, far. From this bold, impious war of plumed pomps And sly crime-kissing things Maddened for power : far from the fool's de- light And wizard's paradise. This faith begot of Triumph, springs To godlier emprise, like some sweet rite — Some faith-admonishing sacrifice Of Israel upborne — till it transforms All that it touches to its element : Peace, cheer, and warmest heart's-ease. O thinker brave ! how from the storms An Elegy 37 Of treason false with green-sick fire and feud, And this madman's disease Called * Fame/ bred of a pauper's policy- Mothered of fiends, and these Dead repetends of base conventionality Called by its lover * Living,* — ah, how flees The heart of man from these atrocities, With brided Nature swearing solitude ! How doth the heart Leap out with its self-faith, shrinking apace From the wan, hybrid face Of scorn-criers and fools. O World ! thou art A gorgeous dwelling place ; Yet they that love thee for thy sake alone. Lie as dead leaves in thy unsexed embrace, — Leaves light as air By some sirocco of the shades upblown Out of the damned, dry-hearted, black Unknown ! ^S The Atnaranth and the Beryl X. I met a seer upon the heath ; Said I, 'What may Death be?—' He snuffed the candle, sank and hissed That question back to me. I met d saint in the dim kirk — Celestial robed was he ; 'And canst thou say what Death is?' — lo! Death fell 'twixt him and me. I kissed a child on the sea-sands : 'Thou tell me then ?' cried I ; But as I spake, a hot wind rose And drank her young heart dry. I asked of one whom men call 'fool:' A laugh lit up his eye ; 'Thou tell me first why men were born, I'll tell thee why they die.' I asked of one whom men call 'wise ;' But ah, he vied the fool ; He answered with a question still That put my heart to school. An Elegy 39 I saw a babe fresh dawned of heaven : 'And canst thou tell me — say?' It smiled and tried to speak, but lo! — Sighed and so passed away. Still, still I wandered through the wood, Praying the trees and flowers ; They part their lips to speak and then They wither with the hours. *Thou fool!' cried I, *why task mankind Throned on this funeeal pall ? Life answers life with life, and Death With death thus answers all. 4© The Amaranth and the Beryl XL Speak, thou hermit star of heaven ! Must we mission through these years Till God's loaf with age grows leaven — Bread so bitter-bought of tears? Tell me, Sorceress of Morning ! — Thou fair-imaged of my youth : Come these years with yew adorning This Child-seeker after truth ? I was sexton of God's churchyard, Tolling bells from heaven swung ; Came a youth, and cried, * Oh search hard For my hopes that died so young!' 'Nay; these many years, good master, Of these tombstone flocks around, r have been their praying pastor. But thy hopes have here no mound* * Strange — most unbelieving wondrous ! ' Spake the youth of yew-reeds browed ; First Fame kissed, — ah, then she shunned us, — We who wooed her, pale and proud.' An Elegy 41 Then pressed through the itching even, One — a greybeard mariner ; * Tell me ! ' cried the seer bcreaven, * Where hast laid my hopes that were ? * * Sire, I know them not ! ' I uttered ; * They were dead long ere my time ; ' Then his ashen lips — they muttered Words half scripture, half a crime. Then came warriors, statesmen, prophets, — Shrunken minions of the past : Cowled ghosts up from the Tophets Of dead Circumstance amassed. And they prayed the self-same query. And the self-same answers kissed ; Then they turned and wept — those weary Martyred wrecks, unknown, unmissed. Then took I my yoke upon me. Swore Ambition's God anew ; And no sun of earth outshone me In my faith to dare and do. And to-day it is grown greater — Firmer than 't was ere before ; But who says 'twas spleen-eyed Fate, or Truth the amulet they wore? — 42 The Amaranth and the Beryl They who came to me and wondered Of their gods young-eyed and strange, And those rainbow fames that sundered With the thunder-curse of change ! Speak, thou hermit star of heaven! — Must we mission through these years Till God's loaf with age grows leaven — Bread so bitter-bought of tears ? Mtnabel Loch Lomon. — 1885. A Tale ^t A TALE. I I. f. Ah, friary vigil of All-hallows eve !• Now Memory masks with weirds her chil- dren pale, And fancies from the fertile bosom heave, Crouching them sly upon the eyelids frail. See! brided Twilight in her moon-warm veil, Hath crept down from the altars of the sky With her druid knight in ebon coat of mail, While the young Hours their tributes kneel- ingly Hymn to the panting stars, 'mid wildest melody. 46 Minabel II. And stark yon towers cut twain the naked sky, Like giant priests tossing the censer-moon ; Night-ghouls to their black eaves shrink hidingly, While the saint's prayers on the dead silence swoon. Ah, Death ! find'st thou in night thy fullest noon Wherein thy gods compound these hooded spells ? — Pale Autumn with her lutes all out of tune, Kisses the mound where the dead Summer dwells, And o'er it swings to heaven her requiem of bells. III. The ancient halls in melancholy brood. Now people wuth their legends of the past, — The revel riot and wan widowhood Of brided Beauty, of her race the last. Black armors bow as if some thinkings vast Crept serpently their voiceless bosoms cold : Bethinking how the trump of death had massed A Tale 47 These warrior lords who strode these floors of old, And to the drowsing hours their ancient tales retold. IV. Cornelia's face wore a faint twilight frown — A frown that cloaked a prayer ; but she spake not, Making but nervous stir as followed down Her brother's brow those aching volumes hot From her love-orphaned eyes. Had she forgot That frail one whom the morn had ta'en away — That fair-souled innocent so God-begot Into the keeping of this sainted day — That maiden faith whom death and tombs could not dismay. v. Ah, full of sadness was Cornelia's eye, Pensive in far-off wonder-dreams of awe ; And foamy-footed shadows paced them by Those throbbing lids — fancies in which saw 48 Minahel What owned not utt'rance. Then soft did she draw Her brother's side — he who had knelt him near, Pond'rous of thought, lab'ring of heart to thaw This ice-bound problem of his love's young year, Nor felt his praying cheeks a sister's holy tear. VI. With intertwined arms the moveless twain Listened in secret panic to the wind Fretted like infant motherless in pain, And mutual dread rose on the mutual mind. Only the heart could see : reason was blind ; The itching silence rousing to a din The simplest stir in these vast halls confined , And with the sense keen-sharpened from within. They weighed the truth that was, and all that might have been. VIl. * Oh sister mine,' reed-voiced the brother spake. A Tale 49 *How since the morn my rubied hope hath flown ! — How hath the Christ exalted, but to make This heart grief-hardened, kiss the charnel- stone ! And now when most my prayers, auspicious grown In the full faith of saints, lifts up her weal, My Minabel is laid all, all alone In yonder churchyard nave ; and I shall feel Her trothing kiss no more unto my meek appeal. VIII. * Oh God ! not dead — she is not dead, I say ; I could not let them lay her in the ground ; And though I watched her through the long, long day, Nor saw one feature stir, nor heard a sound, I swore this night she sleep beneath no mound — I knew not why — she must not : that is all ; Not death — no, no ; 't is but a sleep pro- found ; And not her brow in yonder chapel-hall, But ah, my heart alone wears my love's funeral pall I ' 5© Minabel IX. Though sweet Cornelia's heart was wedging wide With love that half forgot her easeless woe, She murmured not ; but dreamt what holy bride Might have been blest him whom she hon- ored so ; And how that great good heart was wont to flow Its tideless love so pure and passionate, Upon that breast now chilled as the young snow, That would respond with troths immaculate, His pleading kiss no more — she, now a sky- child's mate. X. That bride so soon to be her brother's joy — That hero's constancy she cherished so — Oh Minabel ! how could the grave decoy Thy young love thus to lay the bosom low ' In the far valley churchyard where the snow So soon shall thatch thy castle of the tomb, Making this yew-couch of malignant woe Thy bride-bed on the even when thy groom Was all a-flame to wear the amaranth and plume ? A Tale 51 XI. The youth upraised his eyes catching the last Hard-labored flicker of the taper by, Stirred to the conscience that his flowery past Thus to the socket waned down to die ; — Ah, that warm feature of the virgin sky Seemed struck to scorn and sorrow on his sight ; And while he turned a hero's melting eye Up to the ancient window at his right, The moon flung at his feet mal-omens blear and white. XII. Like huntress from the forest of the stars, With pouch and quiver at her girdle caught, That heroine of all yon skiey wars — Priestess of eld mid lores of earth untaught — The moon, came forth and at their still feet wrought Weird images along the ancient floor ; And strange, strange folk on that pale stage were brought. Dancing the death-dance of the seers of yore : He stared, then rose aghast — hissed, lo ! and all was o'er. 52 Minabel XIII. 'Art thou a prophet?' soft Cornelia moaned In her wild-visioned soul ; then closer drew Her brother's side, and with a will disowned These lovers Death who win whome'er they woo. * Oh sainted Mother ! shield the dead and you, Sweet son of Faith — thrice brother by thy tears — God's will : not mine.' Ah, thus the maiden threw ^ A cloak upon her heart, melting broad years Into one moment's prayer — prayer that but heaven hears. XIV. Cornelia shuddered : for that gallant arm Never before had falterd at her side. * Forgive me, sister ; cease thy sweet alarm : Thy love in mine and I in thine, abide, Whatever heaven or fallen Fates betide. But, gentlest one, I saw most hideous things When yonder smoking taper palely died, — All anguished shapes with wizard-painted wings Dancing a devil-dance where yonder wan moon flings A Tale 53 XV. That pale arena for half man, half beast. And I saw two — two spider-eyed and cold, Holding o'er prostrate from infernal feast ; And there — there on the soft transparent gold. Sported with some sv/eet thing ihe good saints hold God-reverenced and hallowed over all. And as I watched them at their revels bold, I shuddered ; for I thought what might befall Lo! with an impious laugh, they melted on the wall! XVI. 'Nay, marvel not my woids, oh, sister sweet, Be not affright by these ill-fevered dreams — Ha ! God — once more. oh, sister, I entreat Hence from this place — come, let us bane these themes That so berate us. Come ; thou'lt drink of streams Turned by thy blush of love to rubied wine. Come ; lead thou on how deft thy foot- step seems To crush the darkness ! Thus : thy hand in mine ; Tluis, gentlest one — my pride, my solace all divine !* 54 Minabel «■■■>> ■■-•■••■■•■■■■■■■■■■■■■••■-•••••••■■-■••■••a >■-■•----•---•■••'•■»■---->■■*--•>-»« ••••■«^>Baa«aasM'ia.a«-« XVII. But think you that those honied words could hide Aught that embalmed that warrior arm in fear From sweet Cornelia's heart? Nay; rather belied What he would fain disguised from self — the tear Of bleeding passion, by some wanton seer To poison turned on the o'er-wearied breast ; But on her heart, like some black mutineer Of hell his vision fell, while still oppressed, Grave omens darkened down that forehead of unrest. XVIII. There was a sigh, a forced smile, a kiss, A tender vow that stole from eye to eye, A hand-clasp of devotion all submiss To heaven, and there they parted ; he, to dry His tears on stoic reason : she, to lie In her still chamber, and with lids wedged wide. Gloat the mad revels of that family Of fiends round one who there lay cru- cified. Feasting their savage eyes a wild satiety. A Tale ^ c XIX. Then softly, stole she to her chamber lone, Charging her maid swear silence at her side. Nor ventured word, for all her spirit flown Within one refuge there to brood and bide, Was far too sacred ever to confide. And so she drooped her lids feigning a sleep ; But soft her spirit with the one that died Kept up communion till the midnight deep. And then,— ah, then from heaven her secret could not keep. XX. All feather-sandaled thus the maiden crept From her pillow where had bowed no rest, Gave one quick wonder at the couch where slept Her supple maid, then knelt she down and blest That guardian God upon whose fragrant breast Her mate that was, was laid all sinlessly. And fast Affection's tear-tales manifest Reasoned resolve into that anguished eye. And queries kissed to heaven : What meant this word — *to die?* 56 Minabel XXI. Then rose she as from some death-mating trance Trumped by a regent monitor of God ; And on that dun black stage of night did dance To her lorn eyes those terror-kings that trod The sunken depths beneath the sunken sod. But valiance sceptred on that liegeless hour, Slept at her torn heart's side ; and with a rod Of woman's will, — ah, most propitious dower, Struck headlong to the shades these gloom- fiends that devour. XXII. The moon knelt at her feet awhile she drew The sober mantle o'er her reedy frame ; And only they that peopled darkness knew How beautiful forth from her couch she came. And only they — sweet elves half-flushed of shame — Made haste to shield her from the eager air, Vouchsafing grace to reassure her aim Which seemed, in truth, faint-mothered of despair, Till done, she trembling crept down, down the great broad stair. A Tale XXIII. 57 Oh shield her, Saints ! aye, shield her from the night With its dread councils of the dark and deep. Poor, sorrow-hearted, willow-weeping wight Who could not from her friend the secret keep. Even if Death — that vesper-imaged sleep — Dared forth to wedge those sister loves apart ; But on she pressed like fever-dreams that creep Through the sick slumbers with such tor- tuous art, — On to the churchyard kirk, there to lay bare her heart. XXIV. The court was gained, and lo ! the open sky ; Then felt she those child-fears forsaking fast, And this communion which she held on high, God-proven now by all the stars that cast Their vestal-eyed vouchsafements from their vast And ancient eyes all goldenly her way. Seeming to wed the present with the past. Shaming these heady dreams that would affray So innocent a heart as scarce had learned to pray. 5 8 Minabel XXV. The great clock shuddered in the haunted tower As if half 'fraid to trespass on the night ; But with her eyes in heaven, this maiden flower Braved steadfastly her path all neutral bright, Pressing lier fingers to her bosom white. . , , The clock — it ceased ; lo ! like a dirge for one Taking the convent vows of eremite, It died ; and there our virgin champion Entered the forest deeps grey-cowled like a nun. XXVI Hush ! how from every ancient yawn and nook Unearthly things came forth to greet that face. How" lingered they in every branch that shook Death-rattles to the fiends with mad grimace ! How strode they forth from every hiding place Where thing unholy would most likely be, Bearing cold maladies in their embrace — Damps of the tomb whence they were scarce set free ; But she, — ah, child of Faith, no thing of pain saw she. A Tale 59 1 ■ XXVII. At last the churchyard. 'T was a solemn place E'en in the wreathing haloes of the morn ; But now each tombstone was a pallid face — An infant Christ on the still moon-watch born. And she — this still-enduring child and lorn — Pressed up the narrow aisles that part the graves, Charging the panic of her heart to scorn, Treading a warrior step like one who braves Defiance to the fiends and thus a nation saves. XXVIII. The chapel — oh, what holy resting-place On the death-march from cradle to the tomb, Wherein that morn, seeming in Death's em- brace. Was laid that shieldless bud of Christly bloom, — Laid gently there, her swift soul's anteroom Ere in that castle of the frosten ground She 'spoused be to that black-featured groom Who builds for saints his mansion of the mound, — Aye, saints and knaves alike, the crowned and the uncrowned. 6o Minabel XXIX. A bat affrayed of the bowed stranger's step, Upstirred the silence with distressful wing, Rousing the maiden heedless of the dead, From her still reverie ; and, stricken thing, With sudden halt and frame all shuddering. She found her by the lonely chapel door • Then for the first, her task — it seemed to wring Too great a grief, and staggering to that floor Of crouching sods, she knelt one tremulous moment more. XXX. *Oh virgin Mother ! what delirious oath Compels my reason to this madman's quest ? What seek I here ? Oh by my brother's troth — His poor child-bride God knows hath found her rest. What whip of grief urges this passive breast On a fool's mission to the coffined dead ? Oh pity, heaven, for her thus dispossessed Of faith But hush! hark! what low moan of dread Through yon dark chapel nave into the mid- night bled? XXXI. O Christ ! thou pour'st compassion on the blind. A Tale 6i llil>ii-»a»iia>^ii^............,....... And weak, and palsied : bear me to my feet Ha ! once again — that voice. Sweet saints ! unbind This frensied heart and let me haste retreat. Help ! or I perish in this madcap heat- Mother! brother! ha! once again that cry- How numb my brain— my heart hath ceased to beat But list !— 'tis her's, 'tis her's. Sweet saints on high ! — Shield me— 'tis her's— God ! God!— no, no : she shall not die.' XXXII. Then struggling o'er these mounds of ancient dead, She hissed to heaven : 'I am a child no more !' And with her arms flung high above her head, She plunged forward against the chapel door : It yielded, and slie fell prone to the floor, Her hand — it touched a woman's icy feet ; She shrank, ah, then she clasped them, for they wore The silken sandals of that death-bride swecc Who only yestermorn slept in her winding sheet. XXXIII. A yawning moment, but it bridged an age Ere that sweet childling faith rose from her swoon : 62 Minabel Ten thousand madcap dreams made pilgrim- age Down on that crucial heart ; but soon, ah, soon She snatched her spirit back whence it was hewn Asunder, and with braving trust upraised. O Christ ! how cruelly the bloated moon Through the wide door upon that phantom gazed ; Dumd sate th' beholding one with all her senses crazed. XXXIII. With eyes full wide she stared the figure tall — That spectral attitude at her faint side. When lo ! a wreath from the wan breast did fall Upon her brow as if she too had died. Then starting back, she threw her hands full wide, Clasping the shape that bent before her face. Ah, then sank back more strangely terrified, For that still form stood cold in her embrace — Cold as the coffin-pyx whence she had crept apace. XXXV. The silence — 't was the god-sire of the night : The night, of all the people of the tomb ; The stars with bleeding looks so leprous white Crept sly into that solemn-rited roon;i ; A Tale 63 Crept with their twinkling beacons to illume Those ravished altars priestless and alone Save one dim candle laboring on the gloom — A sad companion for a spirit flown To vigil through the shades a Christ-child to the throne. XXXVI. Before the altar stood the widowed bier Mounted by that black castle of the dead ; One moment gone, by her who standeth here 'Twas tenanted, aye, there she laid her head ; And there the trance that frose her bosom fled, And she awoke^ — poor orphan elf of pain — Awoke, O God ! to what a world of dread ; Mayhap 'twere better had the 'wildered brain Shattered, and so sank back on easeful death again. XXXVII. But nay ; 't was other will than her's that rose And kissed to life that spirit's citadel From which mayhap it never fled : w'no knows ? But there that lidless silver-portaled shell Stood mockingly, as if an infidel Of death and all its creeds that harrow man ; And torn shrouds strewn as at the brink of hell. Told how a being by some godly plan Was snatched back into life from slumbers lethean. 64 Minabel XXXVIII. Cornelia bowed and prayed for heaven to nurse Some valid purpose to her yielding aim, Solving this myst'ry, whether crown or curse, That ran dull poison through her feeble frame. Ah, then sweet answer to her faint prayer came, And trust renewed that heart betroubled so, And soft she rose, and with a secret shame For this faint fear, all, all she seemed to know And with a titan will struck back her rebel woe. XXXIX. *0 Minabel! all, all— I know it all,' She whispered ; but those lips made no reply. And then Cornelia threw her sable shawl About the form death seemed to beautify By its short sojourn in that angel's eye, Caressing the stiff hands that cleaved her side. Entreating still this maiden mystery Till through the open port the twain did glide. Two saint-like shapes on, on into the church- yard wide. XL. Then turned Cornelia to her speechless charge And as the moon laid bare that sculptured face. She looked, and lo ! the maiden's eyes full large Gazed vacant as upon some far-off chase. A Tale 65 The brave girl trembled, yet to her embrace The closer drew her Minabel, and spake : ' Oh angel Mother ! plead for all the grace Thy Christ endues his lovers, for my sake ; ' And on and on thy trailed, leaving a starry wake. XLI. The wood that held the churchyard in its palms— A treasure secret from the world profane — They entered ; and the beggar-boughs asked alms With outstretched hands a-cold and soft com- plain, Even of this benighted vestal twain, Sweet nuns on some dark Dead-Sea pilgrim- age. And the witched winds made moan as if in pain. And druid stars in their sunk hermitage Peeped through the thatching leaves down on this maiden mage. XLII. Oh, weirdest of ye ancient sisterhoods Who counted rosaries of dead men's skulls, — Who raised strange altars in primeval woods And plucked the vitals from the plump sea- gulls,— 66 Minabel Thine were the spells this rack of Change annuls ; Ye sported with that hostage bowed by Time ; But here the lustre of your glamour dulls, Though night was ne'er so hideously sublime, When tombstones pray to heaven as if living were crime. XLIII. But on and on this maiden pioneer Bearded the darkness with a sovereign tread, Nor glanced abroad lest over-moved of fear, She swoon amort upon that sodden bed ; And there with one mayhap already dead, Her frail soul might dis(jv>n its earthy shell, And all the busy Mysteri. s that wed Wan Midnight, in their cerements come and dwell Even by that sick soul, swinging their censer- spell. XLIV. The border gained, the open sky once more In wonder-tribute bent sweet homage down ; And strength into that swooned heart did pour, The jealous moon threw from her brow the crown. Then turned the maid to her in death-white gown, A Tale 67 Daring to speak. Ye saints ! how fell her words Upon the greedy air that seemed to drown Her griefs in panic like the lone death-bird's Where India's Silent Tower the bones of mil- lions girds. XLV. But in reply to that half strangled voice No answer came. And still those strange eyes gazed Godward on some Unseen of far-off choice — Some vast Undreamt in yon death-deeps en- mazed. Sweet Star of Bethlehem the angels praised Ere thou returned to joy thy sister so ! — She who but yestereve drank till half crazed Of her brave brother's grief, all heaven doth glow In thy sweet eyes e'en now as but an hour ago. XLVI. The castle seemed like magian tall to tread Closer and closer from that region high, Cowled in some druid habit of the dead Against the cloud-zoned, talismanic sky. And now they passed the portal safely by, Creeping on to the mammoth oaken door ; It creaked — cliey entered, and with faintest sigh It closed behind them : all was dark before. 6S Minabel Still like witched winds they swept along that great hall floor. XLVII. Ah, then with taper in her staid right hand, She threw her left about her wonder-guest, Urging her as by an enchanter's wand Up the broad stair as onward still they pressed On to the chamber where from strange unrest Mid wild resolves a weird-won hour ago She crept ; and there as one of j&ends pos- sessed, She prostrate fell upon the white couch low, Weeping — yet wherefore ? — oh, ye braves of woman's woe. XLVIII. Again she dashed the tears that clung her cheek, And sprang back to that wordless being's side Who gazed still vacant with no voice to speak. No ears to hear, no glow in her eyes wide. Aye, all of nature seemingly had died Within that breast so marble-hued and cold. And still, the wight obediently complied With all her loved one's sweet enforcement told, And as she stood, down-dropt her mantle fold on fold. A Tale 69 XLIX. And there Cornelia robed her for the night, Bearing those cerements all, all away ; And in her pensive trim ethereal white, She drew the weird one by the stiff hands, aye, E'en drew her to her humble knees to say With her that even prayer as oft' of yore ; And in that gloom of midnight did she pray Such words as never swept her lips before, While knelt the meek soul down beside her on the floor. L. Oh God ! what record made that prayer in heaven ? — What stars did reel with a celestial stir ! — What angels drank its depth and hence were given O'er deeper feeling power to minister. Thou potent-naiured child-philosopher, Pouring out virtue from thy grief -wrung heart ! — Of thy sweet deeds God be the arbiter ; What thou hast spoke, no mortal lips impart: Thy words shall live as heaven that inade but shields its art. 7© Minabel LI. Then soft they rose, and in her azure bed She laid her dear one with the first sweet smile That kissed her lips since yestermorn had fled Her God-born peace into that long exile ; And then she, too, with thoughts sweet- cheered erewhile. Crept in and nestled down by that cold frame, Daring upon her heart to reconcile These hooded mysteries which o'er her came, And in that couch still warm, essayed her fears to tame. LII. But aweless sleep sits not on the shut lids Though wooed by warriors if the heart's a-flame ; And her the supple midnight hour forbids To nurse to slumber, and bold dreams de- fame The peace of that shut bosom into shame And riot rankling 'mid these throbbings sad ; And then with hushed compulse did she ex- claim : ' Death ! art thou come, or is this poor wit mad ? — Sweet heaven ! why this galled union unto my full cup add ? ' A Tale 71 LIII. * She lives ! she lives ! ' and then in tempest doubt : ' Nay, 't is a mad, mad dream, and I am reft. Good Saints ! rail back this myth that hounds me out With devils' craft taking my soul in theft !' And then as one with her staid reason cleft, She leaned her warm brow close her Minabel, Pressing her keen ear to that bosom's left And listened — nothing ! not one throb did swell That stone-cold sepulchre where once a soul did dwell. LIV. Then back upon her pillow all undone, Cornelia hid her face, clenching her teeth ; And sweat — hard sweat, from that chilled brow did run Adown her cheek bathing her hair beneath. Ah, then half swoon half slumber like a wreath Descended easefully upon that brain. And the sick heart sunk in a golden sheath Of rest and quiet, those sly things of pain Forsook their cruel sport and fled nightward again. 7 2 Minabel LV. God calm her now — that weary-drowsed one, Sweet-souled extremist in all logic good — She who knew not if Death had here undone Her brother's bride, or she herself was wooed Of that alms-asking Knight, and she now stood Upon the threshold of the castle Christ She long had prayed with all her womanhood E'en to be worthy of ; or if enticed Into some hell where love to hate lies sac- rificed. LVI. Peace unto her ! that anguish-swooned child, That patient oracle of will divine ; And shield her, ye who 'friend the night exiled ! — And grant her refuge, thou pacific shrine ! — Soothest of homes where poppies intertwine And Love attunes the world to second heaven, Make pilgrimage and easefully recline, Bearing away this heart's unholy leaven, And slumber float a-down as on the sleepers seven. A Tale 73 II. I. The Faith-child of the morning rose and filled The cup of all the East with rubied wine. The joyless riots of the night were stilled, And all the cloud-nymphs of the dawn did twine The triumphs of young Day with sprays divine, Kissing libations brimmed of diamond dews: ' Peace to the parted star !' Thy azure sign, Sweet Mother ! sees new-born in godliest hues All laws of life and love that virgin Rapture woos. II. And he, the castle's youthful son and lord — Cornelia's brother and her flushed heart's pride — Came forth from couch where many a predal hoard 74 Minabel Of dreams with baneful offspring did abide. Came forth with heart as dead as it had died Thrice in the rheumy tomb-damps of the night — Came forth to wander where his pale young bride With his own hand he laid so sinless white In the broad chapel arms vouchsafed his touch and sight. III. That sanctuary of the early gods — The forest, like its priest the young knight pressed, As if he reared his temple from these sods Whereon he knelt and poured his voicings blest. And on, with head bowed low upon his breast. He struggled through the music-weaving wood, Nor joyed the mating bird above her nest — It mocked him; and he drew in one black hood His thoughts upon his heart, therein to house and brood. IV. He neared the holy kirk with quivering lip ; ^Up, up, my spirit brave !' he inly said, A Tale 75 Nor felt the sweats from his ribbed temples drip, But drew him on and up the steps that led To that sweet sanctuary of the dead, Raising his eyes e'en at the open door ; 'What is't ?' he shrieked. ' The guardian god- dess fled ?....' Then fell he prone upon that sodden flooj-, Stunned of belief ; and oh, his face — what hell it wore ! V. Then like sweet lightning to the gorged cloud. The truth sped to his blind o'er-sanguine brain ; And seized of the mad thought, he cried aloud : — *She lives — Oh God !' and so sank back again. Poor fag of savage love and all its pain. So still benight of the sick raven's wings — Supine he lay like some Faith's martyr slain, Dreamful at heart of fairest, soothest things Beading his crownless brow with angel minis- terings. VI. Lo ! all beheld he through the open door, — The narrow host robbed of its treasure now. These cerements that swept the altar floor, 7 6 Minabel Yon candle drowsing out its perjured vow, — All, all he saw, and on his galled brow The leaden logic bore down such a weight, His mind and he parted — he knew not how, But had he been a Titan's elder mate, 'T would tasked him as a god to bear his risen state. VII. Long, long he lay prone on the sapphired dews ; The sun — it came and sported on his cheek. And of those tears made rainbows of rich hues. All promise-bearing to his spirit weak. The parted lips of lieaven seemed to speak, And shadows played upon that cloistered breast As 'twere a harp of Faith, and they with meek Soft finger-tips rocked the mad world to rest. And God in all things pure was triumph man- ifest. VIII. Ah, then with step light as the virgin dews, A breathless form came through tlie winged wood With eagerest eyes and cheeks of amorous hues — A Tale 77 One of the Graces in Love's sisterhood — Came like a freshful fragrance of the good, Type of the Hand that touched to sight the blind : Came chapelward till suddenly she stood Tearful beside him — him her whole mankind, Her whole heart's creed — then knelt she low where he reclined. IX. So bent she down with lips all solace now, Pressing his cheek to rouse him from that dream She knew was sweet for well she read that brow ; But be it very heaven, no joy could seem One half so beautiful as her's, — no theme Of angels half so warm, so pure, so free ; And softly, swiftly in a panting stream His thoughts flowed back unto her kisses three : He ope'd his eyes, and lo ! a face all open glee. X. ' O sister, sister ! ' prayed the orphan youth, 'Thy smiles ! thy look of love !— speak, speak, what is't ? ' Then gazing at the kirk as if the truth Still hung in mystery, he muttering hissed. 78 ^inabel And cloaked his brow is if a charnel mist Swung in the breach and would not rend away. And then Cornelia clasped his hands and kissed Those temples hot, and more than tongue could say, Drew from her breast a ring that 'mid the sweet folds lay. XI. At sight of that fair token did his eyes Bewilder, and his cheek grow bloodless pale ; And then love seemed to solve its own surprise: Seizing the rose, with one disburdened wail, He took it to his lips, and on her veil Fell weeping — aye, the first and strangest tears That drenched his yearning lids since woman frail Made e'en a child of him ; and all swift fears And griefs were triumphs now, swelling mo- ments to years. XII. She took his hands as many a time before, And rising drew them to her even side ; Then bent these lovers homeward, while each wore To each the truth of truths no art could hide. A Tale 79 Aye, for the very fulness of its tide, Love choked and could not force its tributes free ; And there they pressed the paths where she did guide But yesternight tliat maiden mystery Who sank and rose again as Venus from the sea. XIII. On, on they glided, neither venturing word. But cheered of that divinest mutual cheer, 'Mid omens sweet fresh from the throated bird. And promise on the early chanticleer. Oh Christ ! what morn for Youth some great career To swear mid-venture, and make bold for fame : To drive back Xerxes, or that mutineer Of hell with warrior heart that knows no shame For God and honesty, in some brave faith-fed aim. XIV. 'Good brother ! yesternight was Hallow-e'en : I promised on my iieart to greet you well — E'en in tlie thorny season of thy spleen To prove a bride would in thy household dwell. And now, by all the stars the seers foretell 8o Minabel I shall fulfil the holy vow I made, And thou shalt see despite the lone kirk knell, That saintly one that hath our prayer obeyed : Up, brave, my warrior knight ! — this be thy love's crusade.' XV. He answered not ; but clenched his bloodless hand. Unsteady stepped and forward leaned his head ; The knotted veins did on his brow expand, As they through yester's Dolorosa led. And sweet Cornelia when her words were said, Pressed warm her rosary to her soft breast. Praying — nay, not with words : her very tread Was a most fervent orison expressed. All hope, faith, gratitude — one rite of saints thrice blest. XVI. They passed the court ; the groom — ah, wil- dered one, Shrank e'en as if a god swept holy by ; Or in her person fair a fragrant sun Had dropt to earth. On through the needle's eye The twain quick glided from the open sky. Into the ball mosaic drear and old. A Tale 8i And softly scaled the stair that led so high It seemed to heaven ; and with a passion bold On, on, — then halting, stood black-mantled fold on fold. XVII. He dared not more— that Spartan-fathered boy Who would have ravaged headlong through the grave To beard a foe ; but like a serpent's toy, He stood enchanted in that mazed nave. In vain he scourged : ' Oh dastard soul !— be brave ;' Clenching his palm upon that beating sore. But on swept brave Cornelia ; and that slave Of love uplooked— lo ! through her chamber door She fled, and there alone the heavy cross he bore. XAIII. What thousand turmoils through his arrowy brain Dashed riot as he stood in dread amaze,- Gloating the mystery like coward Cain, Rocked on the wild delirium of his gaze ! Then half recovering from his wonder-daze, He struggled onward as a scarce-taught child ; 82 Minabel His heart now cold with fear, now warm with praise, On toward that sanctuary where his heaven smiled Halting amain full oft' and his spent limbs reviled. XIX. Then leaning half upon the ancient wall, He crept like snail on to that mammoth door ; Lo! 'twas ajar, and through it heard he all : A voice that seemed his dead soul full restore, A voice that lifted his faint-throbbing core To Eden, and this faltering arm of woe Into a manhood never felt before, — That virtue by which did the gods o'erthrow The shades of Erebus, bearding them back below. XX. 'What moves thee so?' a whispering plaint he heard, * How strange thy face, O sister, and so pale ! Ah, what mad hap hath rent thy weal, sweet bird. Prompting these myst'ries on thy eyelids frail? Oh surely have I not well slept ? some veil A Tale ^t, 'Twixt this bright hour and yesternight seems swung — Troth ! *twas a strange, strange sleep. Oh tell the tale ; Some wonder-thing hath happened that thy young Sweet lute of love be thus by these wild looks unstrung.' XXI. The youth knelt low upon the stone-coid floor, Straining his spirit toward that voicing fair To drink its depth and on its sweetness pour The warm libations of his constant prayer. How that faint oracle robbed young Despair Of all dread usurpation on his heart ! — How came those words like angels unaware Closing the wound, and by some saintlike art Wore 'way the scar where fell that barbed and poisoned dart! XXII. ' Sister ! draw near,' flowed on that voice a-flame ; 'Draw near, sweet friend ; oh, why this net- tled brow? — These warm cheeks by some anguish strange or shame, ^4 Minabel Dry of their bloom ? — oh, tell me, sister, now : When came I here ? — how came I ? — tell me, how? — For I remember — I remember naught. Oh weep not so ; thus, o'er my bosom bow- God ! what a change Speak ! speak ! hath ill been wrought My love — thy brother? . . . Ha! — Christ praised ! . . . .'t was a horror-thought. XXIII. *Then why thy ravished temples bead with dew As with some secret bleeding, sister sweet ? Oh, answer not with tears and that strange hue Changing upon thy cheeks from chill to heat. . . . Oh, I have slept a long, long sleep replete With dreams so beautiful, so golden all, I half do wish me back in that strange seat — That border heaven in which I seemed to fall- Why weep so, sister, — say, what dares thy heart apall ? — XXIV. * Have I e'er done thee any evil thing — One word, one look ? — forgive me, gentle dear. Thou know'st through all mal-fortunes I would cling A Tale 85 Thy holy side what say'st? — for joy thy tear ? — For joy ? — what joy ? Oh bending heaven hear ! What stirs this spirit from its tempered range ? I see, yet know not ; list', and still my ear Mocks me ! Oh what mad world hath wrung this change Upon all holy things with glamours deep and strange? ' XXV. Then sprang the nerved youth as one long dead Recovering the light, clasping his hands Unto his grief-washed eyes ; and bowed of head, One moment stood as on the Dead Sea sands Braving a dream. Ah, then with heart half man's Half god's, invoking, with a backward tread, His arms he wrenched as if to break the bands That chained his soul, and raised them o'er his head, Then leaped through tii' parted door and knelt down by her bed. XXVI. Down at her feet the stricken lover lay, A prostrate worshipper before that shrine, 86 Minabel Weeping the tears that melted all away The frosts of death about those shrouds di- vine. God treasure thee, and be his peace all thine. Thou earnest one whose love is proven so, — And saints pour on thy faltering soul the wine The Savior drank and buried mortal woe, And, hearer ! thy cup as well with that same overflow. The 7 ruth'god Femce.—tSZS, The Truth-God 89 ®h^ ®trwth-Cl50^: BOOK FIRST. Chorus of the Arts, — The solitude of the Truth- God. — The birth and fall of the First-born of Science and Truth. " O Priest eterne of the all-templed Space — " Thou genesis of the dumb Increate — " Truth ! by celestial act the lifter-up "Of the void-wombed paternity of heaven ; "Another Day hath swept its sacrifice "Low at thy big approach, and by such proof " Of sweet allegiance to our primal sire, " Sworn down the conquest gods on thy right arm, " With Earth and all yon star-world intervals "Within the reach of thy supremest touch, " Feudal in suppliance, craving all their being " But in the shadow of thy sovereign hest. "Another Day hath pilgrimed up the slant "Twixt the divided stars, through forlorn moors 90 The Truth-God *' Shoreless as Erebus lamped by the fiends, " Republics sunless and unsexed realms " Of the unpeopled and ungirdled Free, " O'er crowned and battlemented keeps of Faith, '* O'er things called 'holy' proffered to the dogs •'For filial worship, over mountainous seisms " Propped priestless save by ignorance of thee, "And bawd-born sainthood virgin but to fall, " O'er crags of counter-hate and templed creeds '* Pinnacled in mist with jutty altar place ''Shrunk from the scurved noon of man's content, — "Aye, thus Day greets thee sovereign till the trump '* Of Chaos and reversal void. Thus greets; "And from that profound Charter-court of Time, " Hath borne the sun with all his incense fierce "To lamp our homage worshipful to thee, " Beseeching thee a morrow ! Hear our prayer, " O chiefest Unapproachable of eld ! — "Thou major Might of the Olympian strong — '*Yea, hear their prayer, and let Creation still " Beard back ambitious Chaos, and be glad " In all her azure seasons of emprise!" So sang the Arts with multiplying thrill — These cloud-choired minstrels of ascendant state — The Truth- God 91 Up to their Regent signaled Infinite ; And as he bent his eyes in sweet assent, Their silver concord melted on the wild To baby-murmurs and commotion faint, Echo on echo swooning till the last Sank back on heaven whence it rose and ruled. Then unseized of these heraldries of state, The Truth-god rose as maimed of weariness Of the long day's blue battling, and threw down The mitre aud red mantle of his state Athwart his throne with scarce a reverent glance. Turning away as if in easement sweet And solace soothing that the day was done ; For truth had sat a thousand teemed hours With up-poised arm commandant to the stars. Had ruled and faltered, rose and ruled again, As rose and fell the throbbing heart of heaven. And now a time of sweet deliverance Had come, and with a grateful smile, he kissed His palms to th' kindly goddess of his weal, O'erthankful for this couchant interval Of peace apportioned of sen^nest ease. And quiet rest yokeless of Custom's scourge. E'en from this throne of heaven went he forth •, E'en from his realm in the wild heart of man — This Soul's-land where mankind have served their will 92 The 2\uth-God To whim and machination — ventured forth As one who sought a healing solitude From his heart's huge turmoils, passing the arch Where that omnipotence at stir of morn Entered, and snatching up the primordial mace, Bade virgin Life to live, and Day to be. Through stalwart nave and star-pavilioned court. Through peristyle of porphyry and flint Misty of incence by the twilight guled, On through the chancel of more potent gods Than Pagan knew or Magi, where lay prone These prophets whose large province 'tis their charge To batter back th' presuming arms of hell That tempt the willing, fainting heart of man With teasing seisms nectared in disguise, Called by that name which cries : 'There is no God, There is no Light, no Truth, no Faith, no Hell' On, on, he pressed with trenchant ears damned up. Lest some importunate and questioning one Tear back the bonds that swathed his rankling heart, And cry him to the wound. On, on, he strained The Truth God 93 Through fairest arcs majestic to the sense, On to the gates where in the dim beyond All open-armed of greeting, lay a wood Necklaced of jasper walls and over-teemed Of all the sylvan boast of peerest dreams In osiered coves by god-arts husbanded \ Lo ! as he raised his eyes the portals swung, And he passed on and sought his solitude. The twilight still red-armored to the glooms. Reluctant sheathed its passion ; but its spell Still laid upon the opaque brow of dusk Its fever-finger as to halt it back, As if repugnant Eve should know no star To vigil out her season. Th' coward sun With flaming heels a-rack ran barefoot down The slanting nave of the out-battled West To refuge ; and the lorn-eyed Charity — She of benignant birth, with belted eyes Like two bowled Saturns plucked from heaven and hung From that warm, frownless forehead orbed and bright-- That quick libation to the God of love — Was not yet from her search through the pied vales Of Georgia centaur-castled, or the heights Of Oregon for that God-virtual reed Wherewith to soothe the babe which on this hour 94 The Truth-God Should kiss the zenith with all-sentient eyes ; For there pitched high of sweet expectancy, The courtly deities assembled were, Clustered at large 'mid the wide porticos That skirt the realmed chambers where thai hour Science her first-born into peerest weal Should nurture, and this earth be rent with glee In triumph to our blest deliverer Who from this galled rack of Circumstance — This purplind yoke of Custom, and these wiles Of sophistry opprobrious to the true, The pure, regenerate and feelingful. Should free a curst mankind. And Poesy, — Ah, freest, fairest of the sovereign Arts, — She born of Beauty, with great godly eyes Looking redemption on the world as through Two wounds in th* side of Christ, — aye, there stood she. Heart all a- flame before the mammoth gates. Tenting her eyes on the dim horizon For her late-coming king ; but greeted not, She sighed as one whom Hope had stubborned still. And touched her forehead with a fever-stir, Wondering. And now as by dint of augury The 1 ruth-God 95 Propitious to the option of the gods, The whole compulsive universe was hushed In sweet suspense bred of a lifting hope, With tongue still itching for applause, with eyes Rapturous of images of him to come ; And Nature buried from all wry reproach In the all-eared expectancy that made This Spring-tide zone a double feast of love. Deep-thoughted in his forest hermitage, Alien to all the pomps of his estate Seized of this Titan mutiny, estranged E'en from his brazen-armored outer Self, The Truth-god knelt him on his mantle spread For but one kind communion with his soul — One boastless self-confession. Lo ! there hnng Mid-realmed of th' eaving twilight the wild weirds That forced e'en the inanimate to think ; And all the broad-browed universe seemed hushed In some sweet seeking, pouring faith-wise on The dim pale phantasies of the staid god A diligence divine. Pillowing there His heaven-transcending eyes, he poured aloft The void god-oracled the full and rich All-golden effluence of his taut soul Which rose one still oblation, while the rent 96 The Truth- God Deep at the heart of heaven was dammed up To list his solemn musings. Ah, then down This thrice-rent nave of liegeless Chaos poured More palpable in all her sable arms, The ebon Night, hooding the cloistered wood — This skiey hermitage of seer-browed pines. And sycamore and monumental oak As if so many silvan priests ordained For midnight ministration and deep deeds. And still the couchant peer sat consecrate To that space-cleaving trance, nor made light stir Upon the milken element to point Unto the ghouls his shelved hiding place. And there came forth from orphaned realms beyond. From widowed sovereignties and alien arcs Beyond the searching ken of even gods, From armored stars unborn to th' eyes of men, Planets where Truth is curst and law unhoused By anarch arms rebellious to the gods. And from republics of the human heart — Fond ministrations eager for the light — These came, and many more unheralded, Swift palmers in the guise of phantasy Sinking into his brain : they of huge deed Wrought on the mid-arenas of the sun. The Truth- God 97 Bold Thespians of star-staged theatres Audienced of th' applauding galaxies, — Ah, came they all, each of some tragic role God-membered, knit of brows and pitched of pride. And came there too, featured of eldest weal, The harbingers of palpitating Time In chronicled demesnes, rebellions fall'n Parched into penitence by surfeit damned ; The legends of dispeopled moons, and all These muniments of azure treasury Roused from the topmost nave of subject heaven, The heritance of era unto era And greybeard age to age ! These knelt their scrolls From the blue archives of the truth of truths : The history of heaven from the birth Of headlong Time through all these epochs linked — The lineage of each God-attribute, The ancestries of Change and Death and Power, And all the martial Arms and Arts eterne Which link the sway of Truth in one wide zone. Aye, these and many more, with bleeding looks Strained to the tention of their holy mood, Their grave confessions knelt them as a child Unto its reverend sponsor. And there alone, 98 The Truth' God The silent Truth-god bent, and opened wide Unto each pilgrim prayer his tented ears Strained to the warm absorption of that spirit Which finds in feeling first philosophy, In arts and culture that refine the soul, Man's first Messiah living and to be. How long he lay embalmed of that swift siege Of thoughts unutterable, but wood-nymphs knew, And they who chronicle the swart-ribbed Hours Which came upon the night and went again As hastening from a task that loved them not. How long in the profoundest laboring out Of these star-thoughted oracles that e'er The sylvan realm of Truth could travail forth. None now shall say ; but on that sunken eve There was a hand of motherly monition Staying all busy life in one meek hush, And not e'en Love's low luUiby was heard To press the teemed air. His spirit sank Deeper and deeper to that alien depth, Estranged e'en from his omnipresent self. Remote in that far phantasy from even The heavens that held him in their cloistered paims Childwise on a mother's breast ; and in that strain The Truth- God no The great-orbed sweats poured laboring adown His brow majestic and by hard compulsion Proved to the underlings of earth and sky- That even gods are chief but by their toils, And heaven one workshop of perfecting truth. Yea, his huge frame in that celestial moil Shook with volcanic travail, and 't was sweet Ah, sweeter than all the pomp-pursed legacies Of bounty-giving Era; for therein Was he thrice proved to his demanding self A god indeed— more than in name or knave. Then sudden as a cloud eclipses noon. There rose a din of voices to the reach Of that high region— paeans of huge thanks Half revelry half awe ; ah, then a hiss— A hush — subsidence into hell of all That boastful trump to heaven, and— silence ! Wherefore ?— ye gods. Hark ye! the child is born — First heir of Science and all-sovereign Truth Him whom the gods had surnamed Faiths Alas ! To find his godlike nature here unsexed, His birthright cast in hostage to the fiends. His head uncrowned and the high prestige fallen ! Then swept through the blind arcades of her courts loo The Truth-God In search of her grave lord, a matron: she, Crimsoned to th' beetling brows with traitor shame- Science, the mother on that liberal hour Of Doubt presuming to recoil on heaven, — He the exalted but to fall ; the king But to be slaved in turn ; o'er-flattered knave, With pompous pouch and lips all spendthrift smiles, Aye, Doubt bred of the breast that should have teemed A Faith-god on that solemn hour, — aye, Doubt With eyes like two small windows into hell. Sun-forged to light the glory of his lord, Prophet of that high tenure. Forth came she The mother of that shrunk and milken god — Out of her jaspar-chambered solitude, Skirted by one meek slave with wildered limbs Burdened of that high treasure so unprized. With bolting eyes swoU'n of dissentient tears, Did she — this rampant sister-spouse of Truth — Peer searchingly through every masked port And outskirt nave resisting ; then took she The thread of her bowed master's wandering. Trailing his giant footstep on and on, Through gallery and inter-clasping aisle. Through damask naves by dim torch rubied faint — Out into the dumb dusk of middle eve, The Trtith-God loi And rapped upon the gates. The warder leaped As from a tomb-deep slumber at the sound ; And forth they swung — those pond'rous seals to heaven, And she passed on. The forest as a rose Sprung from Hesperides at shut of eve With petals half impenetrable, stood there ; And on she plodded with but thankful moan That the befriending darkness hid her cheek From the beholding search of silent Truth Bridging her thus much anguish. Then in doubt, Upon the meek sods stood she halt a trice, And when the echoes of her silver tread Wasted away like Hope too fragile born, She called upon the forest's sensuous ear The name of 'Truth' — that solemn Region's god! And yet no answer came ; for he beyond, Devoured of that all-penetrating reach Of reason — super-logic of the gods, — Heard never outward sound, and so dreamt on. But forward still she ventured, and once more Lifted her voice upon the mobile air: * Truth Maximus ! — son of Johovah — hail ! ' But no ; that amorous wording swooned like Day I02 The Truth- Gdd i. «..«,....., On the black -armored Midnight, and she moaned. Then by some augured chance or will elect Siie trembled forth noting the riven port, And obdurate of speech one moment more Stood liegeless by her great lord's side, and bowed. The fever at his temples felt she keen As closer bent the reverent lips to press The brow out-heavened by that passion-dream Surpassing speech of e'en the elder gods. To trump him from his rhapsody. Ah, all Of that flood-tided motion of the sea Beneath his billowy bosom she w^ell knew — Reading that huge heart's oceanic swell As 'twere an open scripture of the stars. Then nerved to the calm pitch of her resolve, She pressed her hot lips to his forehead moist, Whisp'ring sweet salutations to his soul, Half -cloaking down her own rebellious mood. There rent a shudder through that giant frame, — A quick pulse that had stirred th' coagulate milks Of all the sluggish systems of the gods. And then by brawn compulsion to the task The great god snatched his spirit back within From that all-searchful reach, rising with pain The Truth-God 103 As from a sepulchre of giant dreams A thousand years in solid cerements. Ah, then with tear-washed hands hard-clenched upon The emblem of his state, he measured forth The words that rang their requiems through heaven. And stung all quick creation halt with awe : "This — this the climax of sun-vaulting Thought — ! The pitch of the inspired — dome of true light ! The apex of ascendence where the god Relinquishing reason at its end of ends, Proceeds beyond by faith ! This — this the cap And crown on Truth's infinitude : the crest Of potent sky-craft — height of heights! Oh, could My spirit season out the reach of time O'er this sweet passion-madness ! Oh, to be Upon that utmost zenith pedestaled Forever, 'stead of sitting at the breach Of mysteries throned in the bowels of heaven, A name, an envy, lord of carrion moons And wormwood earths dismembered of their state. . . . Ah, Science ! what doth prompt thee from thy hall At this gloom-spoused hour ? — " Then up rose he, I04 The Truth- God And touched her hand with half impetuous stir Of mutual love, prying his query still. But timorous by daunt of fear, she shrank Stark of her valiance at the mooted edge. Speechless disarmed. Then he, the hiltedking, Perceiving her clenched to some rack of shame, Halt of inadequate tongue, spake eager thus : — "Wherefore shrink'st thou? — Oh Sister- spouse ; the truth! And if opprobrious that the listening day Blush on thy secret, break it on the night Confederate to thy purpose, and 't is welL" This sly enforcement worked its will, and by These wedgihg words struck to her sense again, That daughter of the mooting centuries Waved back the mantle from her matron brow As if 't were proved impolitic to seal Its open oracle from the lank shades. And by this new-taught chivalry, spake thus : " Son of Jehovah ! come thy spouse and child Greeting. ..." *' What ! Faith ?— he who shall bear to all mankind The secret by which are the gods made worthy, The heavens propped up, the heart of man ?lect — The Truth- God 105 The prestige of the pure, the wise, the true, Sustained ? Oh, Faith-child ! it is well with thee...." Then pressed he forth to seize this firstling- born Of Truth and Science in his eager arms ; But ere avowed, a quick restraining hand Halted him at the breach, and he stood still. Marvelling. " Nay ; not yet, O Truth-god. Stay ! Thy son by some mischance of hell is proven Unfit to meet thy gaze. Nay, question not ; Bethink thyself yet childless as to him, For he is not the worthy of his sire, — Unmeet the fostering. Thus Science pleads : That thou be not displeased ; but forthwith swear The sun-babe's future to his mother's will, Relinquishing to her all exercise Of discourse to the warrant of his state As she may deem most worthy. Pledge me this!" So sank the perfumed poison to the shades, Rewardless of his smile. With captious eyes Bestirred to pry the painted secret more. That paragon of states apporached the slave That stood beweathered of his boding aw^e, io6 The Truth-God And clasped the babe, biddidg the torch be bent That he behold and bless. Then bowing low, He knelt before the child, and eye to eye Those gods beheld their own. Thus lifting forth The index of his state, he murmured low With every reverent accent of esteem : — "First-born of Science — she my one soul's spouse — Of opulence God-fostered, co-eterne ! Thus to my heart I yoke thee: hence ordained The infant Truth, o'er-honored of his sire! But why, O Mother, dost thou tremble so ? — How now art goad of some irreverent mood Too passionate for rein ? Peace unto thee ! For Truth s well pleased of Science' infant son, Gracing him fit to mate the Attributes And serve the one all-King. Unbind the babe. And let him prove the mutual of heaven. Unbind the young god, slave, and let me look If all his limbs be stubborned of the oak. And brow broad-virtued of the wills of heaven As doth become a scion of the Law. What hast thou named him, Mother?" *' Named him ? — named him ? Of his nature damned — His godless, creedless, treasonable inbeing : The Truth' God lo^ ' Doubt ' have I named him— Doubt that lifts to hell This pure libation he should kiss to thee O Truth ! before whom do the planets kneel— * Doubt' have I named him to his nature true." Then came a sigh— a curse— a murmuring, And the night-fiends dissembled, shadeward fled. There rose the huge Olympian, and shook His gauntlet locks up to the high-noon Fates, And turned his face starward, murmuring thus ; *'Oh fatal augury that plunges me Into submersion through this reach of joy And the sweet consecrations of this hope So grown auspiciou:^ to these grief-rheum eyes For my babe's sake ! What Doubt the son of Truth— Doubt the first-born of Science— Doubt the dog Whom I have kissed a god in mutual awe, But to be damned in the rebound. Alas! Was I born but to brook this stern reproof Of heaven, and father this wry-featured thing Throughout the cirque eterne ? Alas for me ! Is this the price of truth, O sovereign Jove? — Is Doubt the meed of Science, Art, and all These holy aspirations of young Mind io8 the Truth-Cod Godward ascendant through these mortal glooms ? Aye, God forbid!" Then Science with her frame Bowed as a gnarled oak beneath the yoke Of shame — unworthy, fiend-enslaven shame — Fell to the great god's side, snatching the babe Into the mazed air, and shrieked amain : "Thou beetling issue of the Arm of Light ! — Curt-vvitted interloper 'tvvixt this pride And me ! — hence, hence thou art athwart The hecate universe a fateling cast. Go ! pry thy refuge from the slaven Earth, And trespass the dumb Seas to quarter thee — Thou foster-child of the presuming Shades — Hence ! thou mal-formed and ominous debauch Of a sky-mated mother, — seek thy sphere ! " Then with a giant's task, she paced along : On till where heaven looks o'er its jutty brim Down on the austere under-arc of earth — E'en at the barbless brink remorseless poised Halting. Then ere the Fate-gods could for- fend, She clenched her girdless sun-child by the loins, Gathering huge purpose to that milken will, Hissing through the dumb arc her flaming curse, The Truth- God 109 With one herculean plunge that bearded Night, She wrenched the rebel Doubt from her torn breast And flung him forth into the staggered calm Of speech more dreadful than a wind from hell,— Out of her bosom far into the night Which with all-sealing yawn drank down the mote As 't jvrere a meteorite, — a wail — a hiss — A speck that seemed to stick in th' painted void' And — nothing ! The Truth- God itt @h^ ©trwth-ClBjcih: BOOK SECOND. TJie Sea-throne of Sceptia. — Doubt confesses his Ambition to conquer Heaven. — The Banquet^ and the ascent of the son of Science to con- quest. Throned in her mid-morn temples of the sea, Deep-aliened from the increate of heaven, Castled with the dumb regents of the Tides — Those ocean-shouldering deities, supreme In all the crafts that snare the weals of men — There knelt a goddess, by adoption made The mother of our fallen Thunderbolt — Doubt, the banished from that seat of reign Whereon he would have served the hilt of Truth. There sate she pedestaled of sea-green state, Her yearning eyes bent on a far-off chase Of dreams that dared a pilgrimage to heaven And brought back homes of beauty aud of joy Wherein to castle the unhoused heart Reft of its holy faith. Ah, once she drew 112 The Truth-God A cloak of jewelled sea-reeds o'er her neck, And bending, pressed her lips most lingeringly Upon that cheek yet soft with youthfulness, And wept, yet wherefore, not e'en herself knew. He slept — this young god of the Thunder- steed — Like one of mighty deeds whose valors take Scarce heed of th' maddest tribute of the gods To do him honor, so supreme are they. He slept, and ah, his dream like a devil's dream, Took shape presuming at the gates of heaven ; And him flung forth as rebel to the truth, Now flattered him his mother penitent Would clasp her star-child back into her realm, And crown him goldenly his seat of reign, — Doubt, sovereign and Messiah — super-truth By which alone the heart of man prevails. And as he dreamt upon his coral couch By Sceptia's hand woven to tenderest touch. His bosom fevered, and his trenchant eyes Spheried with rheum, those battlemented brows Fretted like mountain clouds that cap the Alp, To free young lightning waspish for new war. But when the goddess watching at his side Read those hard chronicles which stood dis- closed In open scripture on that speaking face, The Truth- God 113 She shuddered as a mother for her child ; Nor dared an utterance though full at heart, So shrunk of passion is the ablest word To speak the rack of turmoil on the soul. Hope was a thing abandoned to the fiends In that sea-hermitage of calm Despair, O'er-reigning Hate and Sorrow — ministers Of her the unbelieving — for sun-sired Faith Was here but a harlot neutral, and the Arts And arms of all the soul doth cherish so As moving godwise the great heart of man, Descended to the abject of a curse, A mockery, a shame. But one thing lived And drank its breath of life from the Unknown, Serving a prop to these dead temples, and With swathing clouts wrapping the heart of man With aught forf ending his self-bred despair: And that was Sufferance. No faith was there ; Not so much trust in that eterne To-be Which lifts forth from the deeps of mortal moil, As dries one tear to vapor. Not so much Of God as would e'en tempt a starving breast To bear it to the warmth of the North Star For solace. Aye, Death lived not ; neither Life, Nor Hope, nor promise, nor the faith of saints; But stoic-bosomed Resignation bore AU there was semblance to a God of love. 114 1^^^ Truth- God Christ was a myth ; the creeds were all un- sexed — Disjunctioned peacemeal with their gospel members Uncrucified, yet doomed to certain fall: Serving the champing-cud of scoffing things That cry to heaven that which the heart con- temns, Teasing to hell that which the gods applaud. Such was the throne of Sceptia : the first The last of all mankind's philosophers. Resuming thence her early attitude, The mobile goddess shrank into the depths ; And with a questioning sigh, a sign she made To the attendant sea-sprites, and alone, With brow dissembled of its shaken poise. Watched long and keen with tenderest earnest- ness For that young god's recoiling spirit. Yet, It came not back from its impassioned trance. And she grew jealous of his very dreams. The brazen Noon with moulten wing flung down Her fiery mantle o'er the captious wave, Piercing it to the pillars of the sea ; Down, down athwart this mountain-bosomed couch The Truth' God 115 Through the wedged arc of Sceptia's domain, Domed by its watery heaven of purple waves, It came as on a pilgrimage, and sought This lorn-browed hermit at her sunken shrine Prostrate half-anguished as a sacrifice To that exalted eminence. On high. From the transparent prism of the noon, Hung stalactites of sea-brine jewels made When breathed on by the nymphs, all chan- deliered With hues that held their beauty with a pang Of over-strained luxury, and thus From these celestial lamps flung through the deeps That wizard halo wooing Beauty o'er Till all the void waxed green by sweet disease Of jealousy e'en of the gods* applause. Before her in a purpled incense hid, Her altars rose like an ethereal moon Risen on hell out of some black Unknown — Rose and amazed stood, as half ashamed To trespass on such stately hearth with bald And naked front barbaric ; but when fell The incense that enmantled it, that shame Was changed into an unction of the soul. Darkling with weirdest glamours and sad spells The reach of th' craven void. There sate she bowed — ii6 The Truth-God This oracle God-hilted of the sphere Zoned of the billows, undismayed by Time, Or any sovereignty of griefless Ind, Or Occident of all unravished orbs In her austere prerogative of gloom ; Brow like a pale-brown cloud that sits aloft Some haughty crag ; chin like a temple-base With hugest step whereon a god might mount To th' portal-eyes ; with pallid lids that fell Upon her still, half-clenched eyes like cold And dampen cerements that wrap the dead ; And parted lips as if the yawn beyond Wherein sweet guile mothered its siren speech, Had proven many a hero's hell. Her hair, Curtaining with wreathing gossamers of gold Those shoulders marmorial as the fleckless noon. Blush-misted of immortal youth and fair- Hung like a galaxy of shooting stars Pendant from heaven by their fiery tails ; While on her knees the trident stood command As if some sky-god snatched a meteor From out the cratered sun in sacrifice To so much empire, and with reverend grace Had laid it there. Her signal robe of state Was woven of pied and vermeil reeds whicli once Were the Jove's lightnings flung from heaven down The Truth- God n; To lash the rebel waves, and there were changed Into these phosphor threads she gathered up To fashion into garment. Thus sate she All-motionless as her pale-orbed domain : A link 'twixt two wide-wedged eternities, — A bride, but even so in widowhood, Crushing the pallid hues that came and went Like light snows fallen on the liectic leaf In autumn-tide, melting as rose the sun. She bit her lip in anguish — this bent seer Of thoughts that held speech an abhorrent thing Of profanation to its heat — aye, bit The purple crescent till it shone blood-red. And like a horned moon it seemed to pierce Th' alarm-cloud that hung 'twixt that search- ing feature And him it gazed on with confessing eyes, Who lay dream-pillowed at her very feet As some tired palmer from the nadir seas. Ah me! what silence full of oracles Was that. She loved him ; but that love poured out Its feasting attribute through the one port By which her nature ruled the sons of men : She loved him but to doubt him ; and where love ii8 The Truth-God Most reinless ravaged, there made doubt its home, Its province, hot-bed, and its hell. She rose, Ah, then drew back, and bound her mocking lids, List'ning that galled breath with chaffed con- tent. The young god's spirit pilgrimed back again From that far reach of aery humors capped. Back from that dream-sired cynosure of heaven And took up calm abode on those warm eyes; So slowly waking with an easeless quiver About that stubborn mouth, and crossing sweats Upon that forehead ribbed of titan zeal, He half arose and clenched those iron palms, Bearding most bold the unpropitious deeps With thunderbolt on thunderbolt that lashed The coward whiles into submission tame. Thus spake the Doubt-god, and the riot fiends Ac sport o'er human frailty, gave ear : "Ye Hours that rise into swart dynasties, Each chief by birthright ! — ye of kingliest bane The sole compounders !-- -I do pity ye Of such lame reason mothered, and so sired Of still-born weal, and triumph that the dogs Of downfall addle with their nightly spume! — Oh bubble casuistry the purjured gods The Truth- God 119 Resolve men's deeds upon ! this is the state That marks the signal epochs wherein Earth Lies reinless of her self-ambitioned chase For that which long hath proved but a mad- man's myth, — That God is, and the soul of man immortal. This is the state that marks the fall of Faith To Erebus ; the rise into the heaven Of Selfdom the ascendant man ! Could we But bribe the heavens to question, the heavens Would fall. A single itching doubt will mutine In th' trunks of even gods and there unhouse A whole republic of the sovereign truth. I must to heaven ; 't is late. I must to heaven And topple the fair womb that gave me birth. Science ! — O Science ! art thou not still my mother ? Am I not still thy first-born and thy heir ? Wherefore didst cast me war^ton to the fiends A fateling on the charities of men, Forsooth that thou wouldst please thy tyrant God With some sick minion with ethereal eyes And womanish members and a silken will 'Stead of a Titan with grip of flint That could tlie belted Neptune wrench peace- meal From his blue sockets, tossing him to hell. Oh who shall shall mete the power of a doubt I20 The Truth-God To put the stars in swaddling-rags ; to blur The bloated sun and lash his craven neck Down through the farmost deeps of nadir night And serve some star a menial satellite ; To paint with glooms the festering face of noon ; Dampen the heart of man w^ith sackcloths dipt In teasing hemlock ; strike from th' face of Truth That smile benignant, his high prestige thieve, And with its capable grip, rise forth and start The whole red universe on a mad chase Back to the primal hearthstone of all time, And Anarch reign once more. Alas for me! What wonders 'passing all conceived of Gods Or men would come ail-sovereignly to pass If but a Doubt ruled heaven." So spake the mood Of this young-hearted mutineer given o'er To counterplot against the matron will That proved him traitor to the arm of Truth. Then gathering to his sense the far-off reach Of rhapsody, he turned and there beheld His sponsor at his side ; and over-awed One quickened moment by her burning look, Outstretched his palm, and spake : *' Sweet Mother mine! The Truth- God 121 Since she who nursed me puny-proof to fate— I had a dream, which, by the absolute And paramount decrees, I am adjudged Meet my great mother's audience. And now By all the oaths of the resolved gods, I would lay manifest most reverently My fealty propitious to thy palms. Command the quickened depths of ocean quake With all-devout humility, and pour Their prayers to thunders adequate. Sweet friend If I have grown to weave about thy soul A castle of content of love-reeds thatched, Invisible yet all-enduring, and Within this sanctuary housed my heart, 'T is but to do thee honor, and regain For thy fair sake the empire of my due. Aye, though 1 go, my heart shall here abide To do thee service at thy menial nod And beck ; and all my prostrate, suppliant soul Thus metamorphosed to holy censer. Swing up to heaven the perfume of thy love. Dost thou believe ? " A moment's pause fell there ; And the chilled season of her brooding passed With those peer pleadings, Sceptia dashed aside 122 The Ti'iith-God The plumed haught of her dissembling state, And stood trumped at his feet. Lifting then A voice half venturing on that giant's task To free immortal love through woman's lips When gods stand halt of language, thus spake she, And all earth knelt respect : — "Great son of Truth And that resistless matron of the breach Betwixt the parted stars ! I greet thy words — Ah, why need I dissemble? — why but yield, And turn my heart to things all-tangible Unto thy kissing trust ? O gentlest youth ! I bore thee from the billows where from heaven Thy puny bulk was cast a fateling dice, To sink or swim, so curse or honor God. Yea, with a reason in this madness mine, I caught thy mother's hostage unto hell Ere it scarce slipped the verge ; and that was thou. I nursed thee as my own. I bred thy bones The marrow of omnipotence ; I strung Thy veins taut with a god's desire till each. Like harp-strings whereupon the passions played. Flung forth a siren music ; aye, I teemed Thy young Ambitions on the predal wine Of that black grape that trellises the walls The Triiih-God 123 Of fiend-most hell, — and all, alas for me ! Even in the warm mid-zenith of my love — Now in the godmost ardors of my zeal,' Thou hast a dream — a mad, mal-visioned dream Full of the properties of headlong youth By which e'en gods have fali'n, — a dream of myth Flattered all tangible to youthful eyes — A dream of empire, of some fever-fit Conditioned, yet so plausible withal That I turn rebel 'gainst my own love-rite, — Robbing the altars whereon I have laid Myself in hostage thine. Speak thou to me ; Wouldst thus to leave me widowed as the night And wear as Stygean veils ? " The young Doubt-god Drew down his fretful forehead fold on fold Of wrinkled eloquence, and dared a voice ; But words — they swooned upon his strucken lip, Melting thus stillborn into sighs. Then bowed With stubborn stare all motionless of state, With twisted palms, and steel-cold eyes that shone Like two white nails sunk in a coward's coffin. He sat. A sea-nymph from tlie whiles beyond. Came fortli, and with a hand inviolate. 124 "^^^^ Truth- God Proffered him a cup which shudderingly Rattled upon his parted teeth, as then With one swift draught the flagon wineless fell With fragile crash upon the beryl floors. Then with a word that fell a thousand leagues Short of the thought's ambition, Jie spake soft, Dareless of lifted eyes : — " Thou talk'st of love, And love that makes e'en children of the gods, Makes e'en a babe of me ; disarming so This adamantine yoke that I am halt — Thieved even of my birth-right attribute By which the blush of fevering gratitude Is far out-tempered of its judgment calm. Speak not of love, O guardian Goddess, nay ; The universe is schooled in thy love-ethics, And with the least of mortals, so am I. My heart, far out its iron element, Throbs thy warm creed of love, and all is thine. But think how far dismembered from my state This propless, hiltless arm estranged lies ! Think — think how craven base in me to sleep The flabby slumber of the opium-dog. And see these taut ambitions suckle hopes The hounds of Custom make dear play- things of ! Words cowardize this will to cope with gods ; The Truth- God 125 Only the deed can prove it up to heaven. Thus let me wordless dream ; and when the hour Is ripe, then let a giant's deed take up The staff of th' giant's fallen dream, and do ! " So spake the Doubt-god ; and the leagued volt Of empire fell athwart that thunder-zone, Till all the deeps were hushed. Then without once Relinquishing the theme, he ventured on, Thus half belying the resolved mood : — "Think of my birth and all it must redeem Before the just expectancies of Time Which yet shall see this curdling pap of heaven Called * faith * out-ridden to the scorns of hell. By just rebellion 'gainst this scurved state, And Him who brought it forth and now would force Poor trodden -hearted mortal to redeem His blunders — ah, think thou of all the task Imposed upon this mind by naked hand Of heaven's most indurate ! Oh tell me then, By all the principals that point the stars To their empyreal freedoms, must I sleep The orbits of so great a planet through, — Abide my menial picket as a moon 126 The Truth- God That steals light but to fling it as a curse Down on some darkling, ghashing mortals' earth, And list their childish thanks ? Oh, say not so ; But by the orb compound upon thy soul The antidote for such a passion's bane, And let me free my mission ! " This spake he As one who rose from some carnationed urn Brimmed of the sweats of Titans in their moil To wedge a world to orbit ; then reclined With naked shoulders on a sea-moss pillow, Breathing like Centaur from a season's chase. Meanwhile the deeps so stunned of the brawn throb Of this o'er-passioned speech, seemed gather- ing up Their fragments in alarm ; while too, there rose From out the mouthed shells girting this shrine, A minstrelsy of timid venturing. Such as might traquillize too arduous stir Upon the heart of Sceptia. Then rose That solemn presence from her coral throne, And glided sisterly his armored side, Pressing her fingers to his hollow cheek In yearning admonition. Then gave o'er That matron problem that had weighed her so ; The Truth- God 127 And with an impulse swift as was the check A moment gone, to search his own conceit, And foster pride e'en in a gorgon's throat, She spake with measured majesty : — "Tis well; How dare I fell a forest in the rift Betwixt thee and thy heaven, to tease thy wit And counter thine ambition ? Shame 'pon me, That I so leagued my love to rend thy path With chasms thou canst span not, but to be The sole embalmer of thy thought and deed Which are to me my immortality. Go, Monarch of the armories of Jove ! — Traduce the elements till they out-armed, Minion thy majesty ! Go, while thine eyes Dilate to conquest ; go, dam up the rent Made by thy soul's dethronement infamous, And let the harlot Circumstance that felled Thy temple to the fiends, now champ the lash. Wincing down to the socket. Empire thine ! The top of skiey state— the apex chief Of all sun-pillared capitols of space !— These seat in the prefigurement ; while all This under-weaned malignance of the shades, And Eartli and all her warring creeds of faiths And faction, and the prophets of mankind,— Give hostages of golden augury Unto thy precedence. On, Doubt !— on, on. .128 The Truth- God And rib the universe with thy right arm, Till suns turn allies, and yon grave star-seers Stand shoulder to shoulder panoplied in war To wrench a port atween the ribs of heaven And pry thee in. Yet shalt thou rule the main — Thou First, thou Last, thou All supremely armed By precedent, by nature, and by zeal Upon my trust and love still shalt thou rule — Yet shall a doubt rule heaven !...." So sank her words from that eruptive throat Down through the mindless orataries caved In the mid-oceans-bulks that know no sun. Then took she motherly m her warm palms The young god's fingers ; and with heart revealed, Pressed them unto her lips devotional Till love grew numb with love reciprocate. Then knelt she, — ah, weird Priestess of the sea — Before her new-found altar, and laid bare Her bosom like a sea of phosphor pearl, Unravished yet of human touch, sinking His face upon her breast at 't were a pyx To shield her from reversal fates. Then he, Recovered of spirit to that calm refrain, Spake soothestly : — The Truth- God 129 " O Mother !— the elect Of all my spirit sovereign by thy love — Since that pomp-pedestaled debauch of heaven Which did beget so halt a brute as I, Forswore the common pity of a snake For her own jeopardized — wake from thy dreams ! Lift — lift thy realmed look, O Queen ! and take My weal to heart more consecrate to reason Than thus to serve thy prostrate passion's will ! Lift up thy second, — thy profounder self Above this green-sick hour ; those futures play To an immortal seeing of Love's self, And treasuring its truth as second God ! " Up from the huge o'er-jutty chancel base Of that wide deep-sea sanctuary, came Those priestesses of Sceptia's sea-court. To trim the tapers, and make ready all The feasts of parting and the vigils' rite Wherein the prophets their rich off rings lay With paeans swept felicitously low. And now a daughter of the Ocean-seer, A conch-eyed maiden, stirred with civil step From the young Doubt-god's presence, and was lost To his beleaguered eyes in the mid maze Of labyrinthine columns shouldering up 130 The Truth- God The sovereign sea, e'en as the yoked Atlantes Prop the blue eaves of heaven. Then he bowed Upon a rubied ottoman, throwing down His languid frock like some pale-twilight cloud Cameleon-hued in ripest summer tints — Down on his sober brow's horizon wide» Clenching his lids from every allied sight, Braving the peer-most reach of flattering hope In all the gods* imaginings. Still, still He sat, cloaking his staid heaven-driving eyes, Like fiend a-quiver with some parched re- morse Wordless and tongueless save the eloquence Of crampen sweats and sinews taut with strain. And now those tremblings ceased ; and meek of eye. He half uprose and crossed his fettered cheek With an uhbolting sign, and forth there came As from some troublous deep beneath his heart. Those captive oracles with shame-eyed miens As if their dignity was stung to wrath By such rewardless thraldom. Long he paused With livid lip all haughty turbulence. And eyes dilate with gloating some sky-prize. Then fierce that young frame grew ; and forth like fire The Truth- God 13 1 From ^Etna's clamorous broil, the arrowy words Sprang to the throat of the unthinking silence, Moving the quick mood thus : — " Ye churl-sired Hours ! — By rankling shames so seasoned since that morn This mal-apportioned fall made dog of me, And on this wrath nursed scorpions, to bait And nettle it into barbaric heat ! Down, down! thou twin-born rudiment of hell— Thou voice of babe-betrayal — down ! and let My secret pry apart the ribs of heaven, Mutine that void celestial, and upon The carrion heaps of conquered gods and kings. Castle my pride, and so proclaim Doubt Truth ! Let cowards rhapsodize. Deeds be my boast — Not dreams ; the eloquence of action — not The uncreated vision, be my heaven ! O ye poor underlings of sweet conceit — Pale negatives of Nature — ye dream-fags! Triumph sits blushing on thy Godvvard lids. Sighing to make thee confidants if but The soldier's heroism here supplant The dreamer's dream ; for, ah me ! what is hell But dreams unrealized ! " 132 The Truth- God So sank that voice With rebel hiss on the supporting cahn, So stifling up all ears to alien noise. Then sat he long with face all crimson-barred And lips a-quiver, heeding not that she, His mother by her charities ordained, — The pearl-embowered Sceptia, stood near, Watching with ardent eye her child-lover Whom she had cradled into peerest things Her fond co-autocrat. Then as there fell From his impulsive front a jewelled crest Cyphered of strangest import, he upturned His lustrous eyes and there beheld his queen With smile that well would grace the maiden Morn From her carnationed lips at bud of day. Then without words she took his clenching palm And drew him onward as a truant child. Over the jaspar lengths of limpid floors, He with a stubborn step and heart ill-eased To bait his spirit from its madness back, Snailing most mincingly, — on, on apace, Down 'tween these columns ancient as the sea. Writhing as one of savage secrets warped Beyond all recognition. There they paused Ere venturing upon that banquet hearth Where sat festivity in waiting, crowned Propitious to the brows. E'en at her side The Truth-God 133 Wordless the dream-seized god stood pon- dering, Just where he pressed the tiger's effigy Locked in the grim mosaic. Sceptia then With equal grace her quiet finger laid Upon that brow with crossing wrinkles whet Beyond his callow years, and cheerly spake, Admonishing : — " O Prince! repair thy zeal ; Leave off this signal lust for empire 'mid These rash impossibles to youthful arms ; For thou beard'st even now the keeps of joys, Where the most festal and conspiring throng To mirth await thee. Come ; lift up these locks From their uneasy gloom-offended brow ! What ! hear'st not even now the awkward din For thy slow coming ? Do not the gods ache To grasp good will the Doubt-god's open palm? On, Son of Truth ! on, on to feast. Unpoise This mammoth frown that cramps thy fore- head so ; Come ; wilt thou be of them an equal cheer In these o'er-flattering revels?" " Let me try ; And if I fail to follow on the heels Of these their honors with a giant deed 134 The Truth-God To mate each gracing cup, then Chaos take These coward loins to task, and make a clay Of this fall'n immortality. So be it!" Thus With accents chivalrous clinging his lip. He tossed his mantle with a taunting stroke About his form defiant, and bent forth Upon the captious task — entering. Oh freest phantasy of eastern muse All meteor-yoked to grasp the capable hilt Of willing eloquence ! where is thy word ? How now is speech in surfeit awe halt bound, And honest voicing to that able mood Shrunk to the licence of the merest mote — Dumb, beholding there what these gods be- held ! Lo ! in the ruddy midst of all, there stood Pavilioned by an arch of gleaming pearl. The banquet tables of these Ocean-gods Met in this capitol of courtesy Laden with such vast favor of the gardens That bed the seas and cap their saffron heights That Doubt encompassed stood thus to behold And feast the rapturous dish. On, on he crept. While Sceptia took his hand bidding him haste Into that wild assemblage, and grace back The gallantries of the applauding host The Truth-God 135 There Query sat with super-bounden eyes ; And by her Pessimus, her love and brother, With visage faithful to the oracle, And attitude commanding. Then Sophism, Bearded of ancient cut, yet with the times Most consonant ; he the gripping seer With eyes in every pore that speak opinion E'en in the face of heaven. Then further on, Sat Cant with spangled locks tiera-like Domed sovereignly upon that milk-warm brow, Leaning on shepherd's staff that half the world Have kissed and sworn allegiance. Then came The Vanities, full of heart-qaking dreams ; Those daughters fair of sunlight and of shadow, Of grief and folly over-chastened thrice. Queen each of some imperial vantage-place Upon the willing heart of man wherein Sly-castied they discoursed the public man To deeds intemperate. Then Reason, sire Of the unrefuged Wonder houseless still As any beardless satellite, him set By crampen heel e'en in the joy-most place, With eyes that fed on marvels as each jest Were mettled of some browed philosopliy. Then Pretence, mantled of some lithest robe Torn from a serpent's back ; Rebellion, too, Of rugged jaw and lineament of war. Looking invasion in the yawn of hell. And many, many more — all swallowed up 136 The Truth' God In this huge riot of convivial grace, With laughs, and cheers, and groans, as moved to voice The madness of their mood, themselves un- heard E'en by their listening selves. Oh, what a vast And venerable assemblage was here met, — Joy-wanton dignities of every clime. And outer-province of the heart of man. Gathered to lay their amorous salutes In young Doubt's lap, and cheer the roused god In his new-found resolve. Then sate he there, A giant in the peermost midst of such. Brimmed of conceits in purpose till they swore Their heavy moils on his reliant arms. Fevering the heart as with a wine run red From ^Etna's moulten arteries a- flame. And soon, too, at the hope of Sceptia's love. That frown of over-thought and mien of war Forsook the youngling aspect ; and instead. There knelt before his vision dreams of tri- umph And sanguine auspices he dreamt far, far Estranged from such a martyrdom of pride — From such a pillory of culprit Hours, yVnd Aspirations dragging fiery chains Down, down his galled temples. The Truth- God 137 Ah, then forth From depths enmazed in smokes of revelry And pomp of perfumed censers-shells, there came The sea-slaves of th' Atlantian gods, bent down By weight of one huge pearl-engirdled urn Brimmed rash to th' quivering ledge with rev- elry In ruby mask. This, when the 'plauding din Had died, they set in their beholden midst Upon a porphyry casket opal-zoned And spiced with a precious union, dipping therefrom The liquid levity that ran their veins With hot Elysium, transporting them Into the fiatt'ring reach where greater gods Than these would named themselves out- heavened far. Then through the din multiloquence, there rose A god — a stranger in their mammoth midst — Custom, a waning deity with yet A feature of its m.atron curse unscathed From that familiar forehead, yet a king To millions, — rose he struggling up, and with His flagon reeling on th' commandant air, Drew down a calm much as a nymph of night With mantle dun folds o'er the sun's red look And heralds th' calm of eve, and thus his words 138 The Truth-God Took sceptre on the anarch din : — *' Sweet friends ! — Creators even of Creation's self — Ye chaos-seekers whom your lineage Proves to the matron universe a will By godlike workmanship from void upheaved Into triumphant noon ! — ye gods of high And sure possession in the light of Thought ! Oh say with me this is no empty hour By Failure bred the age's malady, But open in its health, and super-bound To high fulfilment in the face of Law. O Doubt-god ! our young Doubt-god ! — palm- er made By such a feasting of auspicious cheer, Full worthy the most sovereign eminence Throned on the heart of man ! Oh art thou now Full armed upon thy zeal to overmatch The peerest import of the wield of heaven, And so not earth alone, but every star That touches cups to heaven and to Truth, And every sun that wags a fiery tongue Down the dumb oratories of intestine night Discoursing golden homily, — all, all Bow down and take thus to the fawning lip Thy flaming garment's hem, and cry thee God ? And art thou now full armed to conquer down The Truth- God 139 The war-gods of all space who adamant Their armors with the attributes of Power And precedent thou dream'st not of, and there Strike flinted suns to flame, and girdle up Ten thousand earths into one Milky Way? Come ; hast thou pondered in the valid pitch Of thy madcap emprise, the awful task ? Speak, speak, O Doubt-god. Lo ! the vital air Is all a-hungered for thy voice " He paused For quick reply ; but ah, how far mistook The queried council the rich dignity Of such a stalwart mind which grappled heat By labor, but when once enkindled, fierce In its volcanic fervor and resolve. Then grew the silence ponderous ; and slow The travail of that mind to fill the gap Upon his heart with gracing utterance, Prevailed ; and he arose all-apt and free As from a sepulcher of his dead self, A new-born parent of a new-born will, And emulation multiplied in hope And daring dauntless. All concentring eyes Scanned that fair face for the betrayal blush ; But all was mystery unfathomed yet By even her who knew him, and she wept. Then back he waved a pace, his potent length Towering Colossus-matched, and put to shame 14© The Truth- God The image yon of Delphian Apollo By grave repute ; and with half- stanched blush, Gazed wordless on their upturned faces all. The oracles that tongueless teased his heart To worthy utterance wrote on his brows Their solemn purport ; and when such was read By ail the peers of that rich lineage, There, rose a din of plaudits that made quake The earless naves of that sub-ocean realm, Pouring a conscious courage from the deeps Of thrice ten thousand unrestrained wills Into that sad soul's urn, and brewed therein A potion of rare poise. Then soldier-like, Down from his beetling shoulders fell the cloak That bore the wizard craft of Sceptia, Which as her benediction she had thrown Athwart his giant front awhile he slept ; And with a leopard-eyed resolve, and voice Like some lone Titan by his family Of angel-fallen round the hearth of hell. Spake forth with martial tongue : — " Ye proven slaves To over-faith in this reluctant arm ! The Truth' God 141 Ye are too gravely schooled in honesties To spur me down into the yawn of fate Defeated. But behold — ye argus-eyed ! Pierce ye that thin transparency that kisses The hem of heaven, and swings a bulwark staid Twixt gloating Earth and the Olympian arc ? Oh see ye not crouched by the border-realms Of that unbearded State, a meteor-thing Upwaging through the serene films of dawn To some apt end ? Ah, Prophets ! know ye not That certain warrior-armored, godlike thing Is my aspiring spirit ? Hail it, gods ! Hail it with kiss of cheer, else fall it must ! Say ye with paltroon cattle of the earth, Mine is a lower circle? Say with men, He is no more than mortal, and for shame ? Was I but fashioned for a bootless king Of but a slavish world ? Oh, say not so ; Lo ! I was cast out of the clenched gates Where yet a son shall knock with dauntless dare, Demanding quarter none shall dare deny. In two-fold penance for so edged a deed. Snatch back thy heaven, thou Soul of purple ire Bent hoar by such indignities ! Sweet gods ! By all the regent stars : now fare ye well. 142 The Truth-God When I shall conquer Heaven as I have Earth, And doubt of its God rules the wide universe, Count ye a claim co-equal with my triumuph, A synod of the all-compelling Arm — Gods by first chiefdom. Hence am I un- bound !' So saying, he bent down and reverently Took Sceptia in his arms and gave her one Wild look that made the stunned assembly stare ; Yet she interpreted as flooding full The coffers of her love with gratitude, Doing for her sweet honor these strange deeds. Then while applause sat lingering at each lip. Embalming the swift speech immortally, With up-poised arms he strode from the vast throng Followed of panting eyes and wildered shrieks All mingling doubts and darings. Out he sped Into the pulseless marrows of the sea. Fearless as sightless in the arc of night. Mounting his sea-steeds flame-caparisoned Yoked twain with girds of sea-nymphs' tresses woven, With riot-breathing throats and lightning manes Trailing like meteors through the crouching calm. The Truth-God 143 Then leaning forward as to beard his task With iron stubborned volt, he uttered shriek That stunned the solid night, then upward plunged — Up, up through the unclenched, unravished deep. A phosphor wake from his hard-sunken spurs Flashed through the curdling element, and lo! From his beleaguered watchers he waged on Like an aspiring comet through the gates Of heaven stealing with a fire-brand To wring foul mischief at that seat of Power, A spectre of the gods — a flash — a hush — Gone ! 144 The Truth-God ®h« ®trttth-®l;^^: BOOK THIRD. The Truth' God at variance with his subject realm. — Science attempts to appease him; but in vain. — He threatens^ and finally attemptSy to cast her from her Throne to Earth ; but at the verge is halted by the advent of her first-born. — The final fall of Doubt. Morn, like a benignant vestal's veil, fell soft Upon the brow of Truth who stood apart From all the turmoils of his solemn court, Conjuring the affianced stars to speed Their daily off'rings to their regent god By the auspicious Day. But though he plead Upon the rebel clouds about his crown, Which rose from censers goldenly and bore His prayers in chariots argentine through space. The wry stars passive stood as half disloyal To their high regent, neutral to his hest. And not one subject law but led revolt The Truth- God 145 Full in the teeth of the preponderant god, And trumped the Powers 'gainst their resolved liege. It seemed the universe had taken arms Against its Sovereign, hounded by some spell Of doubt and damned rebellion, as, mayhap, Grown weary of this captious servitude To heaven. In vain as he the Truth-god stood E'en at the open port commandant still, He struck his clenched and obdurate right arm Upon the rebel elements, and heard His plead caressing and his thunder-curse Alike repulsed with muttering mutiny Which augured ill for tlie up-dawning Day. In vain he ope'd his eyes upon the browed And gaping heavens with most incautious ire, And rashly whipped a volt of lightning lash Athwart its naked front, and saw, alas ! A rainbow of most hell-soothsaying hues Blood-tinct and hideous, frowing like fiend Defiant through prison-bars. The very light Of day seemed poisoned of some mammoth curse. Stung to the vitals by some scorpion spell Slunk out of Hades to rile up the cup Of gracing heaven and turn its wine to gall. The very marrows of wrath-seizing space Broiled with brood-red indignity, and all The comet-cloven areas of Time 146 The Truth-God Were dungeoned up in spleens that none mis- took, And none — not even he their monitor — Dared trifle or impugn. O martyred Hours ! When all celestial law breeds mutiny 'Gainst their pride-stubborned and despotic chief, And the swart veins of that imperial brow Stood coursing over frown and furrow like Red serpents fanged with hatred to the brim And maledictive aching for revenge For that unquestioned deed of infamy Wrung on the palms of the defaulting First. He stood — this lord cribbed of his reinless wrath Embalmed in th' midnight of embittered spleen, Even a child in impotence of ire — A babe 'midst all these serfdom principles Whose kiss stung of the gall on his hot cheek. Who hissed their hymns perforce of th' dogged lash. With eyes upon the zenith taut he stood, Charging the whiles to problem out the why Of this mad, most irreverent revolt ; But even these whom he had honored, turned Denying from his face, and all the more He pierced with keen conviction the blue orbs The Truth- God 147 That brazen- featured of reproach bent down Defiance deep into his swollen sockets, The more his caustic glance was met full- armed Of dragon ire whipped itchingly for war. Thus stood the Truth-god with half-wildered frame Bowed down, forsooth, as if one great as he Might know the grief that curst ingratitude Wrings on the generous heart ; as if, indeed. The god immortal with the mortal man Oft' touch their cups to Sadness. Thus he stood, With baffled shame on his insulted pride Pricking deep wounds ; and thus he set his teeth Like leopard meditating mischief high, Choked back the curse that would, and wept aloud — Yet wherefore, dared not wonder. Then anon. Sweet Zephyrs with warm censers in their eyes With spiced fragrance in their every look. Came kneeling at his feet, and with low lutes Began their humble paean ; but he hissed, Much as a wounded serpent, and they fled In terrored mut'ny down Olympus flanks. Unmoved as is the flame-ribbed sun he stood, 148 The Truth-God A curse in every angle, mockery In every stubborned line, and black turmoil Nursing upon his heart most hellish hate. Then came the pearl of all that household high— A prism-mantled daughter of the lyre — Who met the purplind bearing fierce and strange. With maiden innocence, and there poured forth A rich warm nectar of sweet minstrelsy Into his empty ears and fed them gall ; Another hiss, and that aspiring voice Fell wounded into discord. Then with scorn That laid its pestilential length adown His whole corroding spirit, he bent low His scorching eyes to earth, and folded firm His crampen arms as if to swathe the wound Sunk on his nature difficult, and walked — Whither, he knew not — cared not, save to mix Some compound drug of reason that could soothe His ravaged virgin vanity. Oh Pride ! Thou mother of the still-born pomps of men That turns state's evidence, how even gods In their omnific states nurse thee with pap Distilled of wolf's bane and the follies bred Of over-ease and power. O traitored Hour! — The season when all Nature is propelled The Truth-God 149 By counter reason, and of shame cast back In her progressive weal, waning away. Alas, for him who paced his golden path As if 't were moulten lava ravaged down From the discratered cup of some dead moon. But soon this mighty mischief on his soul Was challenged by a sager argument ; And with his clenching lids dropt as a veil Betwixt him and that riven stage of woe, He touched the tiger wrath on the fierce mane As with a wand of reason politic, And forth there was a calm. Then from the deeps Of that stern bosom widened to the thought. He poured the sterling mood to heaven, and shook Those rascal follies to a sober dawn Of logic calmer to the mad refrain. And spake, of half repentance seized : — "Alas! Why am I thus benight of heathen rage As to out-spleen the dogs of damned desire Hard at the heels of Folly ? Why am I By this insidious lust for that which pride Must challenge from ill-circumstance, mf.de babe With even mortal malice ? Down, Pride ! down : 150 The Truth- God And thou malfeasant and opprobrious dog That slips the noose upon me unaware — Doubt ! rebel to heaven, presuming now To conquest back the birthright of thy due, Why should not the all-judging elements Lash challenge on thy horny cheek, if now Thou 'rt grown unfit to lord them ? Why not all The unslaved paramount of earth and heaven Fling gauntlet at thy feet and cry thee coward, When by such scurved deed thou art proved kith With damnedest viperdom ? Alas for me ! That these unmuzzled means of mine do chafe And fester the right arm that wears their seal. Power ! oh, what a burden thou on any brow But the Almighty God's. The stygean wolf Would be a god ; the god, sick of his state And the metheglin courtesies of fools. Would stoop to rob a sepulcher and lick A pagan's leeched bones, if but to break This fag-born mad monotony of rule." Thus the preserver of the arts, sprang up Full in the mete conviction of his wrong. Bowed of o'er-apt compulsion to the truth, With shame anointing even these gaping wounds By the red lash of Science mothered there The Truth- God 151 When she confessed her quickened wish that Doubt— Her first-born flung down to the nadir seas — Be here recalled to minister to heaven, And sway the realm of Truth far, far without Its proper orbit. Thus the Truth-god won Upon his sun-pitched pride a conquest mete — A double-due nobility which hence Could serve even this chiefmost arm of Law A purpose to the marrows. Then he smoothed Down from his shoulders those perplexed locks Which by this extreme infamy of wrath That might have torn another chaos down Upon Creation's minting palms, was rent Into confounded coil, and stroked his beard Knotty and complicate as mystery's self. Then spelled at heart by forced composure so, On straightway paced he to his capitol, Where, in the sordid chill of solitude. He could repair his mood, and to these wronged And thrice insulted subject Powers of heaven. Make properest recompense, and so regain Their elemental will. Thus sweet resolved, He mounted the huge port beyond the gates, But ere he entered, gazed into the noon 152 The Truth- God With crimson courtesies greeting the stars That bore him sweet salute. Then on and on Through peristyle and opal-armored vault, Through transept pale with iridescent mist Of fragrant fountains, on through rapturous naves In phantasy mosaic-floored, still on Through crescent arcades prismed happily In hues swept from the arched pavilion hung With crystal pendants diamonding the light — And still on, on, till soon the busy din Of sky-god voices trespassed on his ears. He halted ; but he halted then too late : For forth from yon pale polygon of state Wherein the allies of this armed god Held council stern, a form approached him swift With fingers pressed all chidingly her lips. And step of featherest safety, bending down Her lithe-limbed grace all kneelingly submiss Before him as in adoration. Still A stern task jeopardized that fevering lip. As though she bowed o'er some precipitate And jutty ledge that looked down on a hell Of peril, quivering. He, with frown and fear, Bade her arise and make her mission plain ; But with a hiss, she beckoned him to take Her hand and be led off from hazard soil, And learn the truth in secret. But again The Truth- God le^ That arrogance rose to his furrowed front, And with a voice o'er-panoplied of scorn, Demanded : — "What would'st make of me, thou daughter Of the divorcive Destinies ? — up ! speak ! Truth is an open secret to the gods,^ — The least e'en to greatest, braving default E'en in their very teeth, so armored-proof Stands he in th' face of question. Speak to me ! What wonder-working mystery is this Which would make Truth repair unto his cell And play the anchor scarred in penance damned For sin unwrit of Judgment ? Ho ! ye risen All-wise of meting heaven : what rebel doubt That Truth prevails and captious hell is con- quered Maintains? speak thou! Methinks the universe Ungirdled hath been trapped, and anarch fiends Taken up the hilt of rule. What mischief yonder That thou would'st bribe with snaring eyes thy king From his rebellious realm ? Off ! bid me pass ! And durst thou? " Then resolved even more, 154 T^^^ Truth' God The goddess, champion of that moment fierce, Threw her faint form full in his irate path, Clinging his sovereign skirts beseeching still With more of earnestness than dignity Up to his shrinking mien: — " Most worshipful Of the benignant suns in whose reflect And solemn light we are ! On lowliest knee Doth she the second trunk of Science, bend — And wherefore ? Oh why task me to the tale ? Hear'st not the fury-teeming din beyond And know St not yet the meaning ? They are there — The gods of Truth's great household with their Queen Science, that stubborn and unbending hilt Who yet despite thy curse shall part the gates Of heaven to him her first-born whom she flung To the swollen seas, and let the rebel Doubt Behold his mother to the dust repentant. E'en now the young god raps upon the gates, With murmurings and beseechings which shall take Anon a threatening measure if thou still Deny him. And be warned : for he hath trumped Full many of thy most trusted armories The Truth-God i^^ To battle 'gainst their god if he be loath To grant him audience. Venture not, I pray ; Oh venture not in their rebellious midst Lest thou, too, even o'ercome of impulse rash, Precipitate some heady violence ' That brings disaster on thy sun-propped realm. Oh leave them to their moils but for an hour ; And though tliou art the foremost in the wrong. Mayhap forgiveness gains ascendence, and By eventide may even Science greet Her oft'-forgetful sovereign with a kiss, And these impending tragedies be foiled. Come, come, O Peer ! and let me counsel thee ; Come : to the groves that skirt this upper Eden With fragrant 'broideries of flowers and herb; There seal thy soul its ease ! " Then the bowed frame Of the Olympian Pillar shook like reed In blind precipitation of his pride ; And gathering up his huge reserve, he struck The quaking floors with his subduing palms Till the seized mountain groaned. Then hurl- ing wide That bronzed panoply girding his trunk As to pluck out all soft resolves that bent His neck to sufferance, he measured forth 156 The Truth' God A titan stride on toward the peopled court, Leaving his smoking footprints swart and sunk In the marmorial highways as he passed, And all the arc dammed up their million mouths, Their paeans bursting from melodious din To discord mutinous. The portals huge Of that tumultuous alabaster nave Stood as Colossus' limbs before him parted Like hell yawn to the Inferi. On, on, He strode, each moment fiercer guled Of forehead with a scarlet-frowned resolve, His crownless locks whipping the wildered air, And with heaven-lashing e3'es, that gaping port Into their tempest-stricken midst — entered i — Yea, even into their mid-most turmoils He plunged, as hundred-handed in his wrath As Typhon sprung from galled Tartarus Into the poltroon field, and stood defiant. The mountain heaved alike a panting boar Hounded of cruel hunter, breaching wide Her mammoth ribs by the audacious volt. Fuming with fear down to her moulten heart. The rebel elements and sovereign arms That served their Prince till on this sunken hour With cringing fawn, — all, all assumed the plague, The Truth- God IS7 Swilling to mad intemperance the draught That seized them to the vitals and rent riot Through the tense fever and the broil of noon. That over-brooded wrath of Truth made quail Even his sovereign self ; and he bent down Like fiend, with grip upon his fretted throat, Lab'ring to damn back the delirium That ran each vein with ever-thicker rheum And venom to the core, lest far beyond Redeem the fanes of heaven precipitate Plunge Doubtward ; but that causeless purpose flagged. Scourge upon scourge those glances lightning- fanged Fell flaying the dumb noon, and by mischance Full into the pale face of Science drove. There was his madness met a thousand-fold More scourgful of reproach ; for like a nymph Of stiff flint hewn abandoned in some niche Inviolate, she tranquil stood at bay, With poignant venom in the avveless eyes. Gazing contempt full in his seething front. Then in one counter-volt there fell a calm Athwart that heaving realm, and war was hushed Dumb-mouthed of all those batteries of hate, And at her feet the great god sank subdued. The tragedy was o'er ; and yet that host Of awe-assembled deities aghast. 158 The Truth-God Stood in dishevelled ranks, locked arm in arm One with another as to prop their fears. There lay the shield of conquest headlong thrown In the delirium, a sacrifice To the prevailing thirst ; and nearest this The Arts unmasked stood, with usual mien Vanquished to cowardice and paltroon faint ; Then Poesy, and Music, and she too Their homaged consort bent, — all gathering up The fragments of their valiance in default, Embalmed of sable marvelling at such Fell mutiny. And last of all, yet first In this huge cast of battle-drama weird — Least yielding still hard-stubborned in her course — Science, with pitched hatred pressed, low knelt Down by the self-outbattled son of Jove, And swept his martial locks from the wild brows, Staring that august wrath as she might peer Down the red craters of diseasing iEtna Blood-cankered to the midmost vitals deep. He parted on the air his swollen lips, Gazing down with a frown, half penitent And still-defiant shame, thus grappling eyes With his commandant spouse with look laid bare Like the calm edge of parched and thirsty steel The Truth- God 159 Hilted imperious. For moments there While the o'er-swooned autocracy of day Snatched back its poise and rose more sol- dierly, The mutual vulture-eye as hard oppressed, Stung haughtily its horny adversary, Till each to each obedient now grew. Then with the vantage balanced to her will. Thus Science dared on the monarchial noon A voice of pensioned amity, and smoothed This dire alarm e'en with a woman's touch Of tranquil caution and peace-offering Thus rev'rently : — '' O Truth ! heart-rived Chief! Thou sky-surmounting Temple of the Law ! — By birth but equal, yet by prestige sumless My lord — my full Transcendence ! Take these words. And by thy kindmost alchemies resolve Each word t' its virgin pith, and of that gold Weld thou a girdle for thy madcap loins. Though king, chief, legislator, lord. And over all my mincing pride of place Thou strategist all absolute, far, far Beyond and over all this feudal voice. Thou art my husband, — aye, my sky-sworn mate, And I by virtue of the altar-stars i6o The Truth- God Which heard thy vow and mine, thy co-realmed spouse. Hear me, I charge, when lesser deities Out-voiced are by thy thunders ; hear my words Though all the supercilious space shrink back Into their infamies, dumb at thy best And craven to thy frown ; yea, hear my words When all of the ambitious stars or earth Turn their renowns to bubble disrepute At glimpse of thy displeasure, and give heed To link out to the holy utmost all That prompts my tongue this burden. ..." Then paused she. And in that limpid interval there fell A crucial stroke athwart the bowed god's pride ; And he arose and clenched his mitred teeth. Shaking his druid frame as 't were a Sphinx He would to put to proof by some huge task. Then Science, full perceiving some new siege, Shrank ; and up-poised her arm as to foil down The shameless charge, parting with passive speech Her swollen lip, when thus reprisal came Mettling the hilt of Truth : — "Ye scorn-eclipsed The Truth- God i6i And brazen satellites who steal big fire And gild repute^ from such a sun as I ! — Ye cant-swathed and presumptuous moons who thieve Your pompous glitter from this sovereign noon, And vaunt upon the starveling heart of man These baby-thunders that make boast to heaven Your follies rank ! be ye forewarned— fore- armed : Let Doubt war upon Truth with all your brimmed And vaunting cups to toast him into rule ; With all mankind pouring their red heart's life Into the damned libation ; yea, with all The sovereign planets toppling o'er its verge A moulten union precious to his weal ; But not till suns shall cease to pendulum space, The God that is shall be a god that was, — Till Past and Future like two brothers parted Clasp hands on th' galled apex, realmless fall'n In the black cerements of nadir night. Shall Truth be crushed, a Doubt-god conquer heaven, Science eclipse the Christ, or a lie prevail. Who am I, thus to take this rack of curse Unflinching? Am I but your vantage-fool To play at draughs with hell, 'stead of your king ? What ! I, the churl-born virmin at your call ? — i62 The Truth-God The asp whipped into flattery by woman ? — The reptile of your bhishless progeny, — And all, forsooth, I am at times inapt At bridling the rash license of my vein — This yoke of rule that chafes me ? Out ! ye blind Mal-mothered, pomp-o'erflattered, boneless breed ! Ye make me taste the Doubt-god's stygean spleen When I so contemplate your unlicked shapes — Down, down ! ye she-bears of Imaus, down ! And finish your crude tasks. Out ! ye rent suns Presuming to my brows. And thou, bowed heaven ! My own blue wine-cup of its weal capsized And on my head inverted ! — thou art grave. Pale-jaundiced and funereal in thy mien, As if some hell's huge scorpion had snailed Aslant thy azure front and in his wake Another Milky Way of ulcers rank Took root on thy virgin breast. Oh can it be That this Time-buoying and sun-shouldering state — This sovereign climax of the major gods — Now stands war with its very subject Laws To prove ascendency ? That Doubt so propped Upon Olympus flanks, may wiiip the stars To tribute, yoke the herding suns to toil The Truth-God 163 In hireling plowshares and these horned moons To serve him flagon wherewith he may toast My weal to hell, and spring to th' riven breech A conqueror, — aU but to prove Truth here An underling of that he domineers? Oh shame ! Shall such ascendency be clipped As some Utopian fledgling over-apt It father to out-region ? Yet, O Day ! Must I lay down my arms e'en at the hiss Of a rebellious heaven ? Rend ! ye vaults That mock back my spent thunders, dungeon up The rebel gods conspiring ! Hence am I By oath upon my crown, the challenger Of all the mutinous principalities That ache for war aud spoil. Hear me. Oh Earth !— Shielding th' opprobrious dog flung from this seat Of empire as unworthy of his sire — Tremble, ye mid-main waters, and ye crags That threat the bosom of the virgin skies ! — And ye blue-pacing clouds ! bend to my reach ; For till this wrath be stayed, Science — the first Of the offending mutineers who would Grace back her banished son to greet her, now Grown whelp-like penitent of all her past — Aye, from yon cloud's swart entrails, by the heel Shall Science swing over the abyss of hell. 164 The Truth- God And yon mad whirlwinds wrench her wanton limbs Till she be purged of all her inborn guilt, And justice stand appeased. The hour is up ! Down, down, ye seething clouds ! Doubt shall not rule. ..." So vowing, the mordacious god threw high His huge vein-bloated arms above his rocked And crownless brows, driving that arrowy shriek Home to the heart of heaven. Him answering back. The Whirlwinds in their brutish chariots Flocked vulture-like, cloaking that sacred fane With one encumbrous mask of poison fumes Sulphurous of tomb-damp and the broil of hell With rheum and hemlock in each mortal draught. The victim of that ravaged sovereign's wrath Shrank to the nave, and many a shielding god Threw his cerulean mantle down upon That sunk and crouching feature as to hide Their queen from the great god's advancing wrath. But judging their rash stratagem, with this He struggled forward to the ambushed queen, Rent a huge swath in those defending ranks Betwixt his wrath malignant and its slave, The Truth- God 165 Snatched forth that goddess in his giant grip, And 'mid the hiss and gnashing, threw her high Above his bolting head and strided forth— Forth to the abrupt ledge of that vast hall Where look the portals o'er the yawn of hell- There hesitating but one dread-bound trice Ere hurling her in all her sovereign robes Out on the itching and wide-armed cloud That fevered to his will That sweet delay Stood fatal to his cause ; for lo! there met The Truth-god at that rim where heaven looks down Upon the tempest-battling Earth, a giant form, A stranger in their midst, with tenting eyes Defiant, and with stubborned arm uppoised Wielding some mammoth weapon of the sea. Truth faltered, but relinquished not his task. Meanwhile the fragile gods skirting his state, Dammed up the open port, and shrieked for joy At the new-dawned chief, and he the king O'ercome by such a tide of counter-plot, Let fall his precious spoil, clenching amain His spirit combatant into the breach, Demanding : — "Who art thou, O Son of Space ! And how durst so to trespass on this seat Of calm divinity with arms profane ? 1 66 The Truth- God Out, out ! thou snake of Erebus. ..." And yet, The young-browed sponsor from that under- world Moved not ; but cradling his calm-eyed resolve Backboned of the dishonor heapen thus Upon his mother's cheek, dared forth and spake While all the elements made greedy stir To toast his gallantry : — " Thou know'st me not ? — And yet upon the throne of Truth who bears A worthier title to the name of ' Son ' ? That daughter of the Light whom thou pre- sum'st With anarch arms to cast opprobrious Into the teeth of fiends to bruit to hell The volley of thy rascal spleen, in truth, Thy wife, thy sister ; yet to me she bears A nearer, dearer-churched affinity True through the tide of this eternal noom I am the Doubt-god who by treason foul And these wry wherefores by which God enacts The reasonless law of sufferance and pain Which deities nor yet the underbred Of earth may solve to adequate design, Was headlong cast down from my templed pitch The Truth-God 167 In dudgeon fell deep to the rankling seas, — And all, forsooth, that Science bore a Doubt To honor thee, rather than puny Faith, To bear thy realm a seal. And I am come To gain back this ascendence from me torn, By dint of arms and by siege combating If thus denied my pleading turned to scorn ; And first of all demand of captious Truth, How durst this black indignity upon My mother's brow ? Speak-- speak ! " With this bare speech Sunk on his cankering heart with vital sting. The awful god upheaved his speechless bulk Till like a meteor his feature blazed ; Then summing up his ire and leaning back As to bombard a citadel of fiends. He plunged at the young warrior at the gates. And with his brawn-taut clench upon the throat Of that hard-struggling interloper, up, High up into dumb and wildered air, Mid groans and shrieks that pried the port of heaven And made this solid seat of empire quail. With headlong pitch he cast him into space With curses, saw him reel on the dim void Till to a mote that giant import shrank — Down, down, soon lost upon the strained eye — Earthward descending through the vast inane ! Untitled Lyrics and Sonnets Untitled Lyrics and Sonnets 171 %(ntitU^ ShHit* axib Sonnet* I. This world 's but Truth-god's tear-drop, love, A Truth-god's crystallized tear ; Some say 't was a tear of sorrow, love, Some say 't was of gladness, dear. To me ' t is a tear of sadness, love, When thou no more art here ; In truth ' t is a tear of gladness, love, When thou, my life, art near. And Life is a peal of laughter, love. Aye, Life is a laugh, and well : Some say 't is a laugh from heaven, love. Some say 't is a scoff from hell ; t72 Untitled Lyics But whether 't is laughter of ecstacy, love, Or a fiend's once a mortal that fell, Nor saints, nor sages, nor prophets, love, Can stand before heaven and tell. These days are mysterious dream-seasons, lov.e. Yea, mystery a mystery within ; Some say they 're an opiate rapture, love. Some say they 're a penance for sin. Yet, whose sin, yet what sin, and why, love. We die ere to know we begin ; Yet, whence, and yet whither, these mysteries, love, — All 's answered in what might have been. And Death is the handmaid of Life, love, Aye, Death is the maid at her right ; Some say 't is an angel of Eden, love, Some say 't is a demon of Night. 'T is a god to the Faith that beckons it, love, 'T is a fiend to the coward in flight ; But whether thing holy or damned, love, Still cries saint and sage for ' More Light ! ' And Charity — God-spoused Charity, love. That fount whence all heart's-ease may flow. Some say she is dead, — aye, long dead, love. Yet, some say she still lives below. and Sonnets 173 She *s a living, on- waging triumph, love, In one deed of uplifting from woe ; She 's a dead-hearted, cariion mask, love, To the faith that hath died long ago. But Love ! thou art constancy multiplied still This world to thy world— oh, how small ! Some say thou art born every hour, and yet. Some say thou wert ne'er born at all. But whether eternity lies in thy look, Or serv'st but these blind hours to call, Thy sun warm the noon of our peace, Love ! Till heavens on heaven shall fall. 174 Untitled Lyrics II. How rose a promise with that sun That breathed like incense from the sea, To teach my youth each day begun A new life-dawn of liberty ! Ah, life was non-oblivion In all I thought young Love to be. The wreathing stars embowered my dreams Like Saturn with a thousand girds ; And Nature in those rich extremes, Gave me a conquest over words. Ah, what a solemn rite to me, — This, this I dreamt young Love to be ! And Night wrapt Solitude in thought, Whisp'ring sweet speech of paradise ; And when my solemn spirit caught The deep reflection, ah, 't was thrice Proved sire of that divine To be In all that love should seek in me. And forests, stars, and flowers, and caves. Were virgins trothed my warrior Thought ; While I like some pleased sire who raves So like a lover over-wrought, Joined in their nuptial jubilee — ' Twas all I thought young Love to be. and Sonnets 175 And I made mirth for Sorrow's dearth, Drank sadness to the dying year ; Joyed with each advent cycle's birth, Kissing the flagon to its cheer ; And Faith's sweet answers were to me All, all I thought young Love to be. My soul ! hath time taught thee the less That life God-arrowed from the grave, And Truth and Faith and Power caress Only God's children over-brave ? Ah, may these never cease in thee To prove all thou deem'st Love to be. 176 Untitled Lyrics III. Sweet Woman ! — rival of all else Of earth unto my willing soul, — How at thy touch of love, my whole Proud being kneels and its profane thought melts. I love thee ; for thou art alone The first and best interpreter Of all the scripture truths that were, And are, and yet shall kiss the cloistered stone. Wherein is goodness save in thee ? — Meek miracle of larger Will ; Wherein is faith save in thee still ? — My heaven elect that is, and is to be. I love thee ; yet 'twould be a crime In aught that knew to love thee not ; So love's my simple, childish lot> And not a virtue proven so sublime. God gave me but a rugged heart To serve thine own, turning its tide To love for thy sweet sake, and wide The gates of peace and plenty bear apart. and Sonnets 177 Thou, o'er my spirit's church and state First prophet sovereign at that shrine ; All that is mine thus truly, doubly thine, Reproving wrong and kneeling kindly Fate. Love, every hour outspeeds a year In thy fond presence, and to me Life hath the ring of victory When eve is come and thou, my life, art near. What tribute can Affection pay In fealty to so prime a grace ? — Only the light of thy dear face Can wave these all-offending glooms away. Only such recompense as this Requites to heaven a fallen hope ; Only such constancy may ope' The temple gates into God-chosen bliss. Thus love I thee : thou art alone The first and best interpreter Of all the scriptural laws that were And are, and yet shall kiss the cloistered stone. 17^ Untitled Lyrics IV. There was once a trance-like being Who arose ethereal-soulcd, From that Calm beyond our seeing — From Truth's urn of moulten gold — Rose like a god of Triumph bold. Prophecy sat on his forehead, Power throned on his look and tongue ; Truth and Beauty there recorded Bonds with Nature's heart unsung, And the gods his lyre strung. Long, long heard the world his crying Through the darkness to the stars ; Long, long watched this master prying Through yon armories of Mars — Phoebus' bolts and Saturn's bars. His was touch of transformation — Love's young oracle of light ; God in dreams and meditation, God in effort, God in right — God in all that conquers Night. Then came there a day of trial, — Lo ! his conquest was no more ; and Sonnets 179 And the gods with shattered dial Their rich promises forswore — Curst whom they had kissed before. Then the world knelt by his pillow Where Italian twilights knelt, And they marvelled that the willow Bent so close the tomb where dwelt He whom Nature knew and felt. Aye, they marvelled ; yet they knew not Why Earth bowed in widowhood, Silent wept where wormwood grew not ; But that one whom Beauty wooed, Nature loved and understood. Ah, how many a starry-hearted Looks with love his brothers* eyes ; Yet receives for love imparted Only hate in hooded guise — Hate that speaks through kissing eyes. But the valiant in their daring For their fellow-frail below, Though mistaken looks are wearing. Nature loves and honors so : None but God the heart can know. i8o Untitled Lyrics V. Come with me, my angel-bride, Let us wander side by side ; Where bowed Winter's cradle lies 'Tween the peaks that fret the skies, — In the eaves of glacial mountains, By their star-eclipsing fountains. Where the mother Whirlwind rocks Her babes upon the equinox; And the pale clouds kiss her bed Like the shrouds that woo the dead. Come with nle, my angel-bride. Where the summer Psyche died : Where the snows that mound her cave Guard it as a hero's grave. Where the vales of suns unblest. Find young Noon by Night caressed ; And mad avalanches throw Storm-leviathans below. And those torrent waters twine Mountain music all-divine. Come with me, my angel-bride, Where yon Years by Lethe hide ; Where dead Ages found their prime — and Sonnets i8i Deathless anchorage of Time. Where these Hours, like Truth-god's tears, Swift distil to torrent years ; Still o'er-flowing high their lake, Valley pilgrimages make ; Sweeping crystal fingers o'er The lyres of the mountain roar. Come with me, my angel-bride. Where the drowsing billows ride ; Where the poppied isles of ease Sleep in paradisial seas. Where the spirit kissed of Ages, Walks with patriarchs and sages ; And the love of love's content Thus with Nature's nature blent ; God and his Earth-image one — One sweet labor never done. Come with me, my angel-bride, Where those Springtide-nymphs abide ; 111 Elysiums of light. Forging armors 'gainst the night. Liftmg Progress from dead fact, — Man to think and man to act. Where they press at morn of years — Truth's west-waging pioneers — And with wands imperial, free, Bid all beauty rise and be. 1 82 Untitled Lyrics Come with me, my angel-bride ; Widowed Autumn, golden-dyed, Rides her chariot of sighs : Let us follow till she dies. See ! the May-child lays her head On November's bosom-bed ; While her anadem of dew Pales a frosten, anguished hue ; And her smile of earnest light Chills e'en at the kiss of Night. Come with me, my angel-bride, Come and wander by my side ; Where all realms of earth or air Teach us truths divinely fair. Where the God in man is blest A heaven in his own passion-breast. Come where Nature's bosom bare Bids you pillow Life's dispair; Proving by her blessings rife : God is love, and love is life. and Sonnets 183 VI. The simple heart the truest beats, The simplest joys are purest ; The simple life the truest life, The simplest faith the surest. The simplest truths the God's truths are, The simple deeds, the dearer ; Love, simply love makes life worth life, And heaven through these the nearer. Then let the simple mind bow down. Taking the penance of our days With big, big thanks ; leaving to him Who boasts, the curse of praise. Then let the simple hope be glad. And in a childlike trust most wise; And let the duty done see heaven Deep in some thankful eyes. Only the godless hope dethroned Finds the red heart turned infidel ; Only flesh-ambitions fallen Taste the deeps of hell. 184 Untitled Lyrics The glittering art that prays sweet prayers At heaven, but unto men, Finds in success the devil's curse That shall return again. The simplfe deed, the simple strain, The simple word God-given — These start great worlds on orbits high, And prop the eaves of heaven. Peace, peace ! young Heart ; close thy wide eyes — Shut out the castle of thy dream ; Thy worship find a simpler creed. Thy art, a simpler theme. and Sonnets 185 VII. A sun rose, and a sun died, And on darkness swooned the day ; A love rose, and a love died — In its passion wept away. Had the dead sun been the God's sun, 'T would have dawned eternal day ; Had the dead love been the God's love, 'T would have lived and loved for aye. 1 86 Untitled Lyrics VIII. There 's in grief a solace — lo ! Even if the cup o'erflow, When we reason down the sorrow With a faith, and by our woe The godlier grow. A like nobleness God gave To the work of king and slave, If with valient arm and conscience Man be there to dare be brave To do or save. Even in a failure lies Something still that dignifies If the heart be in the purpose That men from their dead selves rise, And grow Truth-wise. There are virtues in the deed Of the meanest child of need. If that art proves a religion, And not merely to succeed Be our creed. and Sonnets 187 Even in the deed long dead There's a living god, 'tis said, Who shall rise and prove that manhood Doth transcend the heart that bled And art that fled. There 's a heart's-ease in our care — A redemption in despair, If we prove by purpose mighty And by thoughts all pure and fair, That Truth lives there. Not one tender tear-drop lies On the eyelids of the skies But is Nature's humbled heart In some crystalline disguise Great and wise. 1 88 Untitled Lyrics IX. The God in lovliness ascends again, And lo ! Creation as on that first day When Light out-conquered Chaos, doth array The young-eyed Morn and all her vestal- train In bridal liveries, and hangs a chain Of crescent sunlight on her trothed breast. All things of beauty as from night-long rest And silver solitude rise forth and rain The dews in oracles upon my heart ; And there they crystallize to diamond dreams, — Thoughts that do find in words but a child's art, And so unvoiced — die. Ah, all that seems To hurl a passion o'er me, seems to steal Its language from my lips ; for words — words cannot feel. and Sonnets igg X. O Solitude! if in thy druid court These years shall lift their incense to their God, Prying to heaven through yonder fiery port — The sun of Truth — and from the drowsy sod Lift temples to the Virtues, let me trod The dusts with men, and all of chaste report, Honor. And let the beautiful and true Bend to my couch as waking to the sleeper, And let rne by thy steadfast star pursue The Unseen through the seen ; search out the keeper Of every castled Charity, and do For the sweet doing's sake,— be true for Truth, Love for Love's sake, and find in faith eter- nal youth. 190 Untitled Lyrics XI. Through all the changes that the morntide brings, Through all the reverent cycles of the year, Through all the deeps where panting stars career. Consuming darkness on their pyre-like wings The poet chariots ; and o'er all he flings A dream-transparency all strange and clear. New arts and age their church of state uprear, 'Nointing the poet priest o'er rarest things Too beautiful to breathe this leaden seal Of mortal sufferance. But from these deep And seer-like visitations doth he steal Immortal moments — moments like to sleep Giv'n o'er to sudden waking — thoughts that heal The wound on th' heart of man, teaching the soul to feel. and Sonnets 191 XII. If I like babe had sweet Cassandra's ears To list' the touchstone voice of Nature true, To upspeed Thoughts like cloudward pio- neers That pierce the secrets of our being through, Solving this unknown Why, and of each hue, Or sound, or excellence of living thing, Interpret with a fire and passion new. And on bowed Error God's compassion fling. Then would I be a prophet, and for you : To crystallize your life into a gem, And lay it where the first of heaven might woo To bead with love their azure anadem, And live new life in the reflected hue — The hue that wreathes this heart with ama- ranth — not rue. 19^ t/fititled Lyrics ■km«pM«* ■■*«*•' XIII. Sweet friend ! — the prop of all the manhood mine — Sire of my heart so bountifully free : First father, since my truest birth in thee I bow and honor as a charge divine ! Why should I cloister virgin Love to pine In night untokened, and this gratitude I would she bear from my soul's solitude To thy warm hours, drip wormwood in the wine — My love's libation to thy weal e'en now ? Forbid! sweet synod of thanks-taking gods. Teach me apt medium for my praise ! and thou My friend, my condisciple : he who trods The scorn-malignant earth his thanks may glove In words ; but silence aye bespeaks the richer love. and Sonnets 193 XIV. Men's souls are channels for the Faith-god's wine — That nectar which Creation brews from heaven To rouse some Doubt-child of the heart's divine And daring One Idea. The world would leaven These attributes of genesis and growth, And change and aspiration, that would stir A spirit to high state ; there lies an oath Embosomed of this young astrologer Who would to read the stars with magian eyes And power spontaneous, and on the lip Of Truth's young soldier in some new em- prise Of beauty or of song, who dares to dip His pen into the rainbow ; aye, a vow That writes heavens history upon a infant's brow. 194 Untitled Lyrics XV. I dreamt I found a holy hydromel Leaping from cragged Wisdom answering back A poet-prophet's rod. 'Twas mine to dwell Beside this gush of heaven, and noonly slake My fever-thirst till every vital swell With purposes most reverent and deep. And now, oh, let me prove thee, Sire of Light !— Thy bounty in this tribute, while I weep That 't is unworthy so ; but ever bright Thy person lives beneath thy deed, — 't will keep Thy vigils all a-flame blessing me thrice. And now for a swift season. Sire ! farewell ; Thou in thy God, and I as sentinel At thy great Labors' gate, shall find true paradise. and Sonnets 195 XVL My heart is lifted, and a god appears ! Not in the summer semblance of a dream Which from this brackish gulf of human tears Rises to prove men other than they seem ; But now beside the mountain's headlong stream, Beside the sister snow-crags peak on peak, Beside the Titan glacier's crystal gleam. My spirit revels till my pulse grows weak With this spontaneous luxury of awe. And lo ! I gaze, but cannot, would not, speak ; Thus yielding the unbodied soul, I draw The prophet's veil on my new-realmed heart. Crushing all speech to silence bowed and meek — Meek as some child of Nature's counterpart Who, to make passion wise, finds but in deeds true art. 196 Untitled Lyrics XVII. Arise, young Sun ! and beard the armed sky— Thou Faith-led phantasy of rugged song ! The gods their symbol of the wise and strong Have found in thee. Tell me ; does Duty try Or do? Truth's secret flames in thy fierce eye And open heart-throb ; do thy Art no wrong In calling upon heaven to prolong The measure of thy labor-season. Die A thousand times for Truth and learn to live : This is thy privilege, not scourge. Arise ! And let the opiate of ease that pries Deep to flattered socket, spill ; then give One patient, listening moment to thy heart ; And having learned it well, dwell with thy soul apart. and Sonnets 197 XVIII. The gods watch o'er the hero as he lies On this hard couch of labor and resolve ; And round and round his contrite days revolve The suns that give him arms and light. His eyes Now Godward turn, and like a seer he pries Deep to the primal arcs of Time, and lo ! His spirit so ascendant, there is met And blest his seeking, and he bears below The law that serves the gods an amulet — The law of labor by which Power did sweat Creation forth from Chaos, long ere Woe And Indolence, that mother of young Crime, Made such a beasts' arena of old Time, Where men for three score years must suffer, bleed and go. 198 Untitled Lyrics XIX. Thou cloudward Spirit! like a comet swift, Self-ravishing through all observant space: Thou Power in weakness that doth nightly trace God on the all Mysterious, and lift Mankind from this trite circle through the rift Between the parted stars — Art ! thy embrace Rocks all these babes of promise, born of grace And supreme unction, and thy bridal gift Is the young Nature's heirloom of the Light- Empyrean goodness open on the face Of things most commonplace, breathing bright A fire into themselves and all mankind; Despising power, or purse, or time, or race, So long as Art is proved th' redeemer of mind. ■ ■■■■■kHMnmnniHiiiiHviniHiniMiiB and Sonnets 199 XX. Pale star! still steadfast orbited of Trust As when my childhood innocence was taught How much of a heart's faith is anguish- bought — How much of love embraced but planet-dust; How much of life's chilled discipline is * must,' And pleasure oft' of th' forging curse is wrought ; How men turn cowards hounded by their thought, And unchurched morals rank to wanton rust. With thee oh, let me still abide, and pay This debt of youth's almighty pledge of deeds With manhood's labors, and my brave To-day Transcend the dead ten thousand days that sway From history and scripture. Now, oh. Now My solemn watchword be, — my creed, my art, my vow! 20d Ufttitkd Lyrics XXI. Sweet Mother of the Beautiful and True ! — Thou yet unravished of polluting eyes — Why may I not throw down this purple guise Called 'Custom,' cast this crown of thorns and rue From my faint brow, and but for you, for you — O perfect spirit ! grow austere and wise In resignation — ah, that law which pries A godship from the heart of man, — and do Where now I dream of doing? Why, still why Must man wage on 'gainst hell with but a truce For right-armed weapon and a coward's mail To prove his worth to heaven ? Why must snail This unclean creed of Use that is Abuse Grown cunning? Up, dead soul! let Cour- age still prevail. and Sonnets 201 XXII. There bends a solemn season on my heart : An Autumn season mellow, deep, and strange ; For Memory with that calm-voiced master- art, Forgetting this mad repetend of change. Pours these pale images of death and rest Upon this palsied, spectre-ridden breast. My spirit flags ; and the quick sense grown dumb, I cannot wake to words this prisoned thought. The chariot in which I have been caught Up, up into my Love's Elyseum, Is halt, and lo ! now tombward turned apace. Ah Memory ! — thou dead child in my em- brace — Thou chill'st me ; and the glory of the morn Breathes poison on my soul grief-riven, bleed- ing, torn. 202 Untitled Lyrics XXIII. The God in man can never pass away ; For it returneth to that parent arc, Whence it is proved transcendent. This sure spark Of Truth within us— this inspired clay All fire, all feeling : 'twas not for a day Snatched into being from uncertain dark To kiss dumb Circumstance, or make its mark With blood and tear-drops, and thus to decay Sink nightward evermore ; but at the tomb Doth man receive true birth, and unto God Henceforth ascendant, doth himself resume — The self of that prenatal day before Thus born to being on this alien sod. And there lives he the life of Life forevermore. and Sonnets ^6^ XXIV. 'T is midnight, O my soul ! and thou awake, Counting the dead day's hours long loved and lost, As if a rosary with some beads tossed Into oblivion for thy folly's sake. Take up thy staff, arise ! young Heart, and make Repair for every idle thought that crossed Thy sacred threshold at such fatal cost. Let Faith regale thee fondly. Rise ! and take King Sloth thus by the vulnerable heel And hurl him hellward ; then still closer steal Upon the footsteps of thy Nature's God, Learning the proper prelude to thy heaven : Thy place in this wide drama, and so plod Onward, till be fulfilled one talent thou wert given. ^o4 Untitled Lyrics XXV. Her lips were parted to the prayer That rose as if each word Galled down a star from heaven there, To prove the good God heard. My soul was void and darkness ; but Truth cried, *Let there be light!—' And lo ! my loved one's look uprose, And Day had conquered Night. How wound that spotless spirit round About my selfish soul ! — Without her but a fragment, I; But she has made me whole. Peace, peace ! my heart ; seal close thy lips. Thy secret is too dear ; Peace, peace ! lest Fate, or the cold world. Or even heaven hear. and Sonnets 205 XXVI. Sweet-sceptred Morrow! With thy golden eaves Shelt'ring the present from the dews of death : Youth, sans a tear, a sorrow — Woos thee ; and leaves The past to be embalmed in its tomb-breath, Sifting the gold till love extinguisheth. How doth the young Faith-child With visions weird and wild, Flatter the sanguine hope to undefiled And heaven-folding fact Wherein a child may act The role of a sovereign god, and so maintain ! Ah, for these realmed flights — Grave, talismanic rites Of infant prayers that wreathe the infant Day With somewhat of a hero's immortality — God ! let them not forever pass away. To him who wraps his days In this consuming hymn of praise Not one of Time's pale, sceptic parasites That feeds on such Utopian delights, Can steal into the night alone 2o6 Untitled Lyrics One petal of its flower ; Nor kiss the silver zone Of one refined and vestal-bosomed hour With a pollution. Nay, So much for God-armed Emulation's oath, — Feeding this blind nativity With power and purpose. Wisdom is a growth, Not impulse. Only deeds maintain In th' face of triflers. Culture alone is gain ; All else are merely riches — bubbled, vain. So spake the hero-prophet — he Browed of an elder-born philosophy : — * Sleep on, dead World ! I would not know thee less ; But I in Truth stand free — And as a freedman, scorn thy damned caress.' and Sonnets 207 XXVII. Doth Nature dare profane the creed she swears In travail with the bulk of humankind — Calling them men ? There is a general mind With triflers and sly trafhcers of wares Pollution-kissed of hell, Eager by devil's counsel o'er-refined In pity for the saint that fell Discoursing tribute to the sword and pen. But he who singly dares To some high purpose, — he is deaf and blind To all save God and duty. Only in him lives Beauty, And these beatitudes of faith and fact; In him alone the conscious power to act When all the coward World despairs. Lo! he must grind Like Agonistes till his potent hairs Whiten ; and the sweet milks of Christ-like grace — Love tokened for this freedman race — Curdle with man's lack-charity and spleen. Alas ! to him — 2o8 Untitled Lyrics This brave pearl-fisher of the mind — This wonder-seeker through the dark Unseen : This world is all a lie till Truth embrace The purpose of his days ; Till with a soldier's logic he may brim This cup of aching hemlock, and grown face to face With heaven, lo, all his iron ways Are praise-wise changed into a hero's hymn Lifting from the Unseen whence shall arise The prophets of the future. Love, Whate'er it touches, purifies. The thinker in his sovereign office stands One and alone. Victory ! wear thou the iron glove Of Labor. Let the solemn sands In thy hour-glass be drops of hero's blood : Turn them to gold anon, Counted all-priceless current coin of heaven, Thrice-reverenced upon The hearth-stone of a nation ; and let flood The 'plauding rain upon that lifted brow ; So let the proud world kneel — even as I do now. Zor oaster f^enicg.—iSSs, A Monologue 211 ^jcrtrxyafttetr : A MONOLOGUE. BOOK FIRST. An honest will bra, e-sired of Solitude, And by huge purpose mothered till it pries Forth from the skull of sable-armed Jove, Even as Pallas to the rugged noon — Lo, this the God-refined and holy milk The Titans of the truth of upper arcs Teem their young gods upon : their virtues shape Apt to the conquest on the void Eterne. And hath not man this synod of the Law Been honored ear and voice ? Deny him not, Sweet heaven ! while yet a prayer prevails from earth ; For man may pluck the wormwood of his state And cast it fiendward ; thus the general hue 212 Zoroaster And trump of criminal gain forswear, And be a man, god-fellow and a king — Aye, e'en in this meek frailty — a god ; And when great manhood speaks, let angels halt E'en in the mid-pitch of their supple boast, And harken. The kind Earth that nurtured me To this high state, forsakes me at the breach ; The dead world wrings rebellion on my soul- Strange mutinies of complex hate, with scorn Full-teemed of hell's contagion in mens* eyes. With Effort templed on her offspring dead — These, by man's crimson rigors of reproach, Have made a god of me in hard resolve, Till my last wisdom is my first ; and all Is summed on solitude. I was a child Most supple and eager to the natural Light ; By unreproached nature a soft heart Repentant and to better oath most staid. Wisdom took ancient virtue, as a seer's Bowed venerable in the apparelled age. Breathing forth light in golden homily. Till Truth, ail touchstone Beauty at its core. Rose and proved blessed to my kneeling faith. I loved the world, and bore in sacrifice A Monologue 213 My whole heart's duty to endue mankind Most graciously. I took my people's stone And bane-drunk idols, — these phantasmal lies That men mart heaven to over-reach and lawn With flatteries like lapping toads, — the while Cursers of circumstance themselves have bred, Kissing the heels of carrion Ignominy, To pluck a sleeper of her qualities ; And even on my iron palms, these gods Full-orbed in minion eyes, witiiered to dust, Even as Sodom apples into ash : Their deities of bubble days, and lo ! My lieart so schooled saw Pity yield the more, In an absolving charity, till now With these sweet tokens of our frail disguise — These weeds commiserate of stoic pomps Bent to the rigorous reach of certain fate, I lived and learned, and as a prophet stood. Whate'er their faults, men were my compeers still. These were my brothers — these pale churchyard game Stillborn ai birth — meek carrion with tongues. Companions still of every lifting thought, And every daring to the perfect true. I loved them thrice in our commutual task — This task half true, half false — easing tlie wound 214 Zoroaster Of heaven called * life ' healed but of death and worms. But I have grown greater than creeds of hated ; My sun hath pinned the noon, and I revolt Against the pricks of the conforming bribe — Against that gilded pawn which dares unprop The sweetest arts of men to baser use, And e're my panting season shall be set, Swear forth my solitude and there be free. Men have esteemed my place in formal marts : But what avails ? I was not born to buy And sell the God's sweet alchemy ; and so Knowing no other creed than labor, still Have bent my full-teemed argument at large Against all surface logic, schooling well My purpose to the art, my conscious soul Superior to this scoffer's impious proof To things approved divine. Let the cant-dogs Of these fiend perturbations bay and howl Beside the midnight altars of my creed. Making a hybrid scourge of all that feels And so hath kin with me. I stand with heaven Commutual and true. I 've looked mens' eyes And through those lidded windows forced amain This analyzing solvent of my sires, Parting the man-god from the mutinous dusts: The gold from proud hearts' criminal alloys. Loved them and honored most approvingly, A Monologue 215 Yet voicing on the midnight of my faith A language understood of gods, not tliese. 1 made my habitation fast amid These younglings of the jugglers' stratagem, With heart a general hypocrite, in voice Cowed of opinion to the bane-dogs' bark ; And yet within me, signaled Godward still. By right armed daring and anointed eyes I stood, a priest of temples unprofaned. Alms-asking nothing of the bowed world's weal, Propped on my heart by rugged faith and fire, Unknelt of milken knaves, and ne'er oppressed Of fools that damn but do not understand. Men sought me out and braved me even here, Regioned of thoughts untreasoned of the lie Of common pomp with smiles concealing hell: Here, in the bowels of the jungle sw^art, Content to drink the air tlie beast exhales. I tracked God's footstep through the midnight maze Of cold philosophies, — on, on, o'er bogged And weedy knaveries of random creeds Kissed black with Custom's curse. Men sought me out And found me full of thoughts. From that large hour Of youth and valiance, when first solitude Made giant of me, and an infant sun 2i6 Zoroaster In the god-regioned capitols of Truth Where manhood stands translated, — from that dream Whence I arose in my youth's over-zeal To do and be what lesser deities Match as with wooing friends, my constant arm Hath been unfaltering poised with every oath The First and Last gives honor. Men were mine To search, and thrice abidingly befriend. Herein was I new-armored, and was thence No longer he my mother would have sworn Her son in pregnant feature, and my sire Saw his sweet look reflected in ; for there Upon the midmost borders of the gods I lost my kin identity : became E'en as a humble villager of heaven. My life A dual life at heart : incarnate yet By import spiritual pride-proof and free — Dead, yet alive ; asleep yet ever- waking. I took my brothers' hands and read their griefs As reverend music, and so bowed their ways ; But in the midmost effort of my zeal, I knew no kin at heart. And even so My life upon men's palms was still unread ; And they forswore the bowl that smelt of bane To their unschooled wits, though 't was, in truth. The nectar of the gods. From that large hour A Monologue 217 How was I levered of new-solving law — That law by which o'er wormwood Chaos fell Light and sweet Triumph! Thus walked I the earth, Imaging Night of neutral blasphemy Ton which the arrowy Morn from unseen bow Pried to the socket and the God revealed. I grew to manhood mettlesome and grave, With heart o'er-brewed of love — that vital milk Repeopling skulls with wisdom, and the tomb Wherein sit all the dreads of saint or seer, With somewhat of true majesty. And she— Ah, she my best beloved— alas ! how strange. Kissed soft my task with recognizing glance, Pressing my bosom as if even there That throbbing was my heart, that breast my breast, And my sad soul star-harvesting beyond E'en those love-breathing eyes, were really there. And then I turned and wept, clenching my hand Upon that mad unrest where panting throbs Forced the swift gall through every sickened vein, And cried into the gaping ears of heaven : * Alas, what madman's puppetry is this Wherein I play the prophet and the fool — 2 1 8 Zoroaster The one to heaven, the other unto men ! ' But this dead prayer fell false, and on my heart Was answered of the silence that speaks shame Upon all prayer conjured of selfish weal. I wandered many lands and tempted seas That swept strange tongues upon their emer- ald lips; And yet I felt them kindred, for they knew — At least so fond I flattered me — they knew How from this unrespected, base-born state I rose, and, purposed to prevail, so dared. Mild Nature knew me, and I knelt to none Of earth or stars to cry my substance forth In her recording eyes. How rent I then The lust-yoke that enslaved me to men's ways, And all the sensual reins and leagues with Vice — How broke I forth from these, and plunged up, up. Through the star-ridden deeps that bared their breasts Unto my touch of wonder and resolve ! How from my kindreds' bier I turned away, Wondering if they knew me now ; and if By this sweet metamorphosis of heaven. Death had not ope'd their eyes to read aright My undisclosing ways, and bow my creed In honor for its purposed earnestness A Monologue 210 If for no vaster import. Thus, thus I pressed My prayerful steps through my first father's halls Rich in magnificence— since Nature now Was home, and hearth, and comforter— still straying Where'er the touch of Love hath changed to music The children of the elements,— the woods The snow-embalmed peaks and mitred vales, The sea-republic and the cloistered stars, And the divining, benedictive Night Whisp'ring with subtilest speech : ' Take faith, O Prophet !— The Morrow shall bend down, and from thy lips Drink all thy sovereign spirit's bursting forth. And honor thee thy prayer ! ' Yet Morrow came All willing ears ; and still for language-lack, I was unheard, unknown. And each on each Was hoarded slave-like in the sullen past — Reproachful Yesterdays that mocked my prayer. * Is this the heritage of heaven ?' I cried, * A soul sheathed up in some dry husk where now The steel that Truth hath tempered fit for wars For some celestial chiefdom, rusts within This calloused, carrion mask of sordid ashes ? Ye open wounds ! are ye the recompense 220 Zoroaster For so much daring toward the unseen God ? Ye smarting heart-throbs ! bleed ye forth the hours That match our mortal Destinies who stand Mocking with silence thrice more eloquent, These eloquent prayers ? If this be so, Then let me clench my palms upon this beating Which so profanes my days, and with one fierc Convincing action, rend these stubborn seals That bound such false assumption, prying out The beggar-thing of peril prisoned fast Within the aching void, and so to sleep, — Die into life that crystallizes error To something god-begotten on the noon — A somewhat beautiful that shall not perish.' Thus Nature ever jealous, ever true To that stern creed whereby men prove them- selves, Would bid us languish in her haloed look. Or dream upon her lap the cloud-god's dream. Yet be so surfeited of her caress. Refined speech and ocean-heaving love. That it were an ordeal grave yet sublime, To shoulder on the faith this extreme creed. Turning creation into thoughts, heaping Their bulks almighty on a frail-born babe. Ambition to high purpose be my curse ; But such a curse as proves itself with heaven, A Monologue 221 And finds its cure in more ambition still. This life-long virtue is a god's disease *T were sacrilege to ease : a malady That all the starry leech-craft could not heal, Since remedy be death. 'T is as a wound Inflicted by our mother, or by one For whom we would lay down our willing lives Nor deem her criminal, and fallen so, Die martyr to the ailment we so cherish. Is this an incorruption in high faith : The sanctity of honor and the seal Of chief divinity, or is 't a plague Heaping the spirit's treasure-house with ores Beyond this finite province to sustain And mint into God's currency ? Is 't health In some divine assumption, or a scourge Which purifies erewhile, that unto me All things lift over-ponderous with thoughts, Each, mother of a panting galaxy Of star-dreams fervent, till tlie arc bleeds fire; While I walk earth as one that shoulders up Some meteor of heaven on my faith, Yet call it blessed and am silent so. My heart was born of flame. At my soul's touch The woods uprose a parliament of seers, Hoary with oracles and templed lores ; Each unto each with interclasping arms. 222 Zoroaster Bound brother to brother in one knowledge grave : And I, poor wight of this God-yoked desire, Walked in their midst and opened all my heart, Ten thousand ears prone to their trenchant words — Words like to love-lutes on the summer seas, Or that stern utterance when winter winds Rouse them to mutiny. To my soul's eyes The flowers hung over-natured of their sweets. Till with divine intemperance they swooned, Embowered in their cycles, with warm brows Hung heavy with a golden luxury Of hue and form and image rare, till they Grew too profound for natural thought, and died. To my soul's touch the music of the sea When headlong winds o'er-swept it as their lyre Flung up the sapphired phantasy to heaven. An oracle espoused of virtues bold. Prompting their sagest stratagems, and shamed Old Ocean green with jealousy that Earth Should boast such open ears. At my soul's touch The seasons rose as epochs whence did Truth Map forth a new career to joy mankind ; Founding a new philosophy within The heart of thinking man till he be strong In self-subduing quality to reason — A Monologue fgzie 223 A sin-child but in name. To my soul's sight The years were an anointed brotherhood That linked me closer heaven with clasped hands, And with their parting kiss bearing my prayer. They were the bridging Destinies that spanned These gulfs of doubt and death, — the mitred priests At the pale altars of the templed heart, Performing each their sanguine rite of love, Then, by the edict of supremer Will, Making pale off'rings of these sin-bleached bones, Gathering up the dust to call it blessed. Years are the praying elements, whose prayers In graving unity are driven up Beyond the sky-shores of Creation. These, Sweet intercessions 'twixt the foul and fair, Lift our libations to the topmost grace, Alms-suppliant of peace. At my soul's touch The earth and air, and the thanksgiving deeps Of heaven profound with secrets absolute And hallowed from the touch profane of men, Yea, all the peopled areas, God-struck To law rebellious save to that command, — These sisterhoods of virtue-proving loves. Wreathed of flushed amaranth — the sesame Of life perpetuate : these sensate truths, Oracular of God, no longer stand 224 Zoroaster Mysterious before this able search, But each is sovereign of an empire rich In thoughts proportioned to availing arms, And their large issues are the god-sires all Of that I feel and shadow in my scripture. And I am thus their child — their firstling faith Instructed in the parent reverence, By brazen discipline learning the truth Till I am coeternal with that same I so exalting kissed. And last, oh God, Yet even nearest to that infant couch Whereon these aspirations ribbed of naught But cradling faith and futures, dreamful lie, — In my soul's eyes the God in all mankind — This the immortal wedlock of that love I drew down from the topmost weal of heaven, The musings of the Charities with souls They dare to edify and exercise Into most perfect saintship. This the art Interpreting the conflict faltering Into its true estate, beyond the wars Of trifiers that o'ertop the mounted suns. Herein am I God-sceptred to command; For men to me in each warm character Of these unshamed revealings of the heart, Are music made so tangible it thinks. And teaches me do likewise ; and with ears And eyes a-strain to feed my nature sway, I seek out each twin mote that is revealed A Monologtie 22? When the true sunshift opens on its breast And parts the cloud before my yearning eyes. Thus am I taught, and this would teach again. Oh God ! how much of heaven that men deem base — Crime's load-star siren to the rack of hell- Forever unredeemed. And this to me Is all my life stands judgment : to be true To that intuitive which far transcends The God-most reach of mind, and faithful proven To that revealed art whereby my life Prays Truth-ward up thus to endue mankind, So stand transformed a prism of the pure. The just, the worthy, throwing radiance Upon the sordid text of man's dead scriptures, Immortal and sustaining, till this night Opaque with depths misdeemed eternity. Lift as abiding rainbows from our sleep. And peace make home where now breeds bit- terness. I sought my temple on the upper peaks Mid the laborious airs, where call the clouds Their snowy sisterhoods to councils huge. There, purposed of this creed, I homed my heart To be revivified by grief in love 226 Zoroaster More perfect and abiding. There to be By discord taught the master-seal of song ; By sorrow, piety ; and solitude To think as the wide-voicing elements Who stand repugnant to the trifler's arts ; I rear my altars where no mutiny Of man's tyrannic lust can mock my prayers, Nor mingle the malignance of the cynic With this divinity so God-espoused, And so pray on unceasingly. My poor heart Ascends in the oblation, prompting up These thoughts supine into redeemed air. As clouds up from the censer-vales at even, And there swoon back upon their element- Peace of all peace in like embraced of like. But here in this dead archive of the mount, I bless my habitation, such as man As man — oh, not as god, must home his heart ; And while my spirit chases starward still, Dragging its fiery car through the inane And opaque counter-whiles of Time and Tide, Should'ring their mountainous secrets, I remain Where flesh must still prevail and thirst appeased By dint of misery — my soul's god-sire. I call upon the forests, and with shriek On shriek upvoicing, dare them to the law That made them mighty. ' Have ye too, aspired ? — A Monologue 227 O ye swart-ribbed, primaval seers ! and so Are now my proven brethren?' But thqy stand, And in dumb pity shake their milken tops, And'hiss: 'Thou fool !' and I am answered so. Then turn I from the legislative woods— That family of Titans, breathing life Into these babes of phantasy and fear Those kings I court, yet who feel not with me When I am over-weaned of headlong grief Supple in fool's philosophy and shame. And with a faith-enduing voice that tincts My whole wrought being with its rich applause, Cry to the open-eared, ambitious cloud : 'Ye peace-born children of the matron Morn ! Eaves-droppers of heaven !— ye frail sister- hoods Of vestals in the frock and livery Of light about this mountain's skiey hearth ! Oh have ye not to gain this sweeping state — This orb-eclipsing, sky-prevailing reach Of beauty, from the damps of earth aspired ? Have ye not wrung from under-circumstance Your capable pitch of awe ? Have ye not rent The trammels of some custom trite, or law By knaves conjured to keep young Effort down In their damned midst, and cringe her lawful babes 2 28 Zoroaster Before some tyrant effigy ? Have ye To kiss the zenith, paid your weight in woe, That from the hoar pretentions of the world, Ye dare stand rank amid these shelved stars! Speak, speak, ye bent-browed ministers ! ' But nay ; There hang they still — tlie pendant pearls that clasp The neck of heaven, changeful at the cheek Chameleon-like, and I am answered so. Then closer still I liood my mantle down Upon this vanquished and perturbed shape, And creep into my cave, housing the bowels Of this imperious crag, whose beetling front In wedged helmet midway to the moon, Keeps up his starry war to clinch his state Beyond invade of super-eminence. Lo ! I have found a wound upon his side, Gored by the horns of some behemoth foe ; And I have probed it even to the vitals Where I may list these soltmn workings still. Deep in this rock-ribbed heart that fires no pulse. And here I kneel me by my rude, rude shrine. Counting the throbs of Nature with sweet tongues In every beat, through the conjuring days. Then with a voice tuned to meek gratitude. In my heart's hardship, and with tenting eyes A Monologue 229 Wedging the solemn mountain-bulk beyond I pray: *0 thou. that dost so solemnize The ordinance of Nature in thy pale Dead cerements of ages ! — chief of all These vaulting boasts that pedestal the earth ! Yearn ye with thoughts that I too may not think ?— Feelings beyond the compass of my vein — Tragedies that I may not act again In travail to like precedence, — on, on, Through the upbattling ranks of things that browse The unrepentant sods ? Can ye not list These heart-throbs snatching reason e'en from hell To slave them in their purpose, and be made A consecration to my leaping thought. As I unto that all-preceding Will Which wrenched you from mal-shapen dross and heaved Your pale tiaras to the vested stars ? — Call me by name, and by the virgin truth. Thy mountain-sired son ? Oh part ye now The avenues into that secret nave Wherein is locked thy vantage-seal of triumph. And let me cast my oittern self thereon In one enshrinement purposed to endure, 230 Zoroaster O Truth ! thy right-armed Doer still for aye.* But on this tide of emulative zeal And bowed humility, in stubborn war To pry the secret from the rugged ribs That bound his triumph, the staid Morn-god lifts E'en from his infirm sleep, shaking his 'locks In scorn-beard passion, and I kneel me meek At his huge coucli, bleeding as bleed the Hours That hang as curses on the neck of Jove. God seals the pearl of Triumph : the great law Of life is but the laboring toward that law Which but of heaven becomes our heritage. True aspiration is its own sweet meed, And toil in toil finds the chief victory. We strive for that we dare not take to heart When at the last 't is safe within our reach ; But ever push it onward, calling down Peril, disaster, darkness in the rift Betwixt the gloating eyes and all it would. To prove the hero greater than the victor — The martyr, god ; the conqueror mere man. Once in my youth, long, long ago — for now Though scarce a greybeard, I have truthwise grown By grave experiance a patriarch In charity that bows sweet kin to heaven— A Monologue 231 I had a- brother whose unconscious soul Threw such a radiance on mortality, 'T was like the twilight on a leaden cloud Falling, with benedictivc kiss of peace Transforming it to triumph, light, and joy. His coming was like rain to th' parching flowers That swooned on th* vital noon with swollen lips — The brave incarnate answering of heaven To prayers for heroes to deliver Truth From th' trifler's sophistry. He died ; and death Came as a dream to some entranced sleeper, To me transforming the strange Why of life To wonder-oracles, grave, meaningful, Austere and new, and my sick soul was dumb. Yet in that oracle where I iiad read More of my days' allegiance to their oath Than my meek life gave argument, I found My true, my second and unsolved self In one all-chief resolve to do and be. That friend a new religion taught my days ; A creed graver than lip-worsliip, — a speech That joy, and shame, and hope, and grief, aye, all Rebellious the yearning lip, out-wits not In travail to be free, — speech that out-acts The pitch of words set in their stubborn teeth. Silent as symbols to the tender ears. The elders of the legislative Morn 232 Zoroaster And Even penitent, — these heard and honored. By this rich, mutual language was I brought So face to face with pioneering Law, That in these border parallels of Truth I was commutual ; aye, though but youth — A simple cliild of child's unsifted whims Built for expansion by grave exercise Of judgment, reason, and presiding worth. I read mucli but I pondered more ; Resolving by the simplest threads of thought. That to the mind of impress clean and clear. All things find argument in Nature first ; Books are mere second sight. Therefore, I read But as a principle that seeks its own, And but with principles will take up friend, Housed with the few — but the almighty few. Reading merely for the reading's sake, Infuses mental leprosy wliich gnaws That subtile gossamer tentioned profound, Which catches the vibrations of the still Swift voice that but the list'ning prophet hears. Like meteor, I read the Milky Way Of booklore, snatching and absorbing deep Within me, spirit, mood, proclivities, Rather than meedless matter and stone wit; Sapping each fruit of all its prodigal soul, Kissing the husk with thanks. Each infused Their individual element of virtue. The carrion bulk of that I harvested A Monologue 233 I threw into the pits, since I had brewed From their sweet excellence that potion rich Which so avails me now, and which, in turn, 'T is mine to mint to modern medium — New current of these antique ores of ages. Mid these refined arts — these embryon Cogent by reason of their leverage On Nature's seal unbroken, I was king, Demanding light from darkness obdurate. Till from the East an advent sun uplifts In answering attributes. And thus to me To be alone was to be best companioned. I never found a friend so great, so true As one brave, kingly, solitary thought. To be alone was to be banqueted By the god-thoughts that cringe no alms of men, Nor kiss their trip condition. Thus if I By right forsook men at their feasting pomps, 'T was but to prove how greater far the gods Respect man even in his follies yoked, Than man respects himself. But now, alas. The threading dream grows slender, and these still. Swift thoughts are flagging in their latitudes, Bidding me from the temple where this rite Hath been performed devoutly to my cause. Lo ! I must to the peaks, and by the hour 234 Zoroaster When the primeval sun shall rise and meet Its worshipper upon that wholesome seat, Then shall I pray to be new-reigned of faith, And press God's token firmer. So, adieu ! — Thou city of great dreams, where hate, nor lust. Nor aught of the unclean-born can prevail. Adieu ! and thou the guardian at the gates Of every castled Honesty, arise. And press these keys unto thy fervent lips, Sealing from aught profane this holy place Wherein I kneel and Truth there names me * God-child!' A Monologue 53^ ^ifXOship, PA 16066 (724)779-2111 ^ if ^ ^"> % ,# .0' ^ -^ * I) » '. >^ V^^ V o aO ■^ r- fS 9, <". ^ ■\ o * 8 I \ , UBRARY ■.'■tv iiniti;;;; i;siiii;