i ^,<«»«W S, Piiblisher Glass Zi.^'^ COPYRIGHT DEPOSIT. Christmas Days .f2^ -"ntv^^ -"EUa^'vot HoYiavcL- CHRISTMAS DAYS By JUDD MORTIMER LEWIS NEW YORK ROBERT J. SHORES PUBLISHER Copyright, 19 17 By Robert J. Shores DEC 17 1317 ©CI.A47i)55;^ To the Little Mothers of the World this book of verse is dedicated. For them no bands play and no banners wave, yet the battles they wage for their loved ones, call for more fortitude, more sacrifice, more suffering, than the soldier en- dures upon the field of battle. God be with the Mothers of the tvorld, for only as they triumph can the world grow better. JUDD MORTIMER LEWIS, CONTENTS CHRISTMAS DAYS IS TOO SMALL 17 JUST BECAUSE I'M HAPPY 20 POOR SANTA CLAUS 22 BERNICE 26 THOUGHT OF RESTING 29 AT THE SINKING OF THE SUN 32 IN THE MORNING 35 TENDER-SWEET 37 HAS ANYBODY LOST TWO CATS? 39 TRYING TO EXPRESS IT 42 NOOKIE KNEW 44 AN INTERESTING DIZEEZ 48 AT THE FARM 51 WHEN BABY HOLLERS PEEK-A-BOO 54 IN THE NIGHT 57 BACK TO REALITIES 60 BACK AGAIN FOR ME 63 CLIMBERS 66 THE HILLS 69 THE BABY WHO ROMPED WITH DAD 73 A SYMPHONY IN THE MAKING 76 A SIGN 80 CONTENTS— Continued LUCK, THAT'S ALL 83 ALL OF THE TIME 86 GOOD FOR FARMERS 89 HAPPY HEART 92 THOSE OLD DAYS BENEATH THE BOUGH.. 94 ALL'S WELL 98 GOING BACK 101 MID-SUMMER NIGHT'S DREAM 104 MIRACLES 107 THE COVERED BRIDGE 110 THE OLD DIRT ROAD 113 HOW IT HAPPENED 116 RAIN-WET 120 SUGAR LUMPS 123 JUST GOING TO DAWDLE ALONG THE WAY 126 THE LONG SWEET-SMELLING DAYS 129 MACHINE LIMITATIONS 131 A CASE O' CAN'T HELP IT 133 IF I HAD MY WAY 135 TOGETHER 138 JUST A TOUCH OF LONGING 141 RESTING WITH NOVEMBER 143 THE CHRISTMAS SPIRIT 146 Christmas Days CHRISTMAS DAYS f^ HRISTMAS days, and Christmas ways ^^ And, oh, the Christmas weather! Little boys and painted toys And wee glad girls together; And Santa Claus a-flinging things. And dancing as he flings 'em; Mother crooning Christmas songs And laughing as she sings 'em. Children's days, and children's ways, And green trees decorated With red carts and tinsel hearts, All wants anticipated! Never one wee babe forgot. And never one that's slighted! Ring-around-a-rosy-time, With all the candles lighted! 15 Little girls with yellow curls, And manly boys to love 'em! Mistletoe hung way down low, Just bound to get above 'em! Love gifts for the older ones, And green and scarlet holly, Shrieks of glee from everjrwhere, In a whole world gone jolly. Dinner time, and tots to climb Up into chairs beside you. Goodies sweet, and things to eat — Oh, whatever may betide you Christmas with the little folks. Filled with joy that bubbles. Is worth years of toil and moil And worth a year of troubles. Christmas nights and lowered lights, And tousleheads all sleeping. Everywhere on floor and chair Toys in careless heaping; Dimpled arms all holding tight An engine or a dolly — Thank God for the Christmas-time, And mistletoe and holly! 16 TOO SMALL OOMETIMES I wish the Lord had **^ made me with a whole lot bigger heart; The one Tve got gets so blamed full o' joy sometimes the teardrops start With the sweet pain it throbs full of, when it's stretched till it's 'bout to break; A sort of indescribable, a deep, exquisite sort of ache! Like if another drop o' joy was poured into it, it would bust And fill the world with happiness; I sort o' feel sometimes I must Hop up onto a branch and sing, or simply choke with the distress That comes o' bavin' a heart made too small to hold its happiness. 17 If I could only pour it out like a wild bird pours out its song, It wouldn't be so bad; I could go a-singin' of it all day long; And that would sort o' take the ache out of a heart that's made too small; But, shoo! I couldn't keep a tune! I bed the horse down in his stall, And fill his manger full o' feed, and sort o' pat him on the flanks. And that's 'bout all that I can do. I ain't got language to give thanks; And all the critters on the place know me, and f oiler at my heels; But when a feller's heart's too small, there ain't no tellin' how it feels. But I talk some; and that is more than what the horse can do, or cow; If I was shut up like they are I don't know what I'd do, or how I'd get along; I'd have to quit the farm and them and go away; I'd have to find me out a place where little children never play, 18 Where breezes never come at all, and bring the Southland's sweet perfume, Where cows don't moo, nor horses neigh, nor dogs don't bark, nor roses bloom, Nor where the yellow sun don't shine, nor where the stars don't blink of nights. Nor where, when darkness wraps the earth, there ain't no cottage window lights. An* 'cause there ain't no place like that I'm mighty glad that I can talk An' tell things to the violets that bloom beside the garden walk; An' tell things to the cow an' horse, an* play with children in the sun. An' lift them to the fence to jump into my arms, when work is done. An* pick the reddest roses for the woman that puts up with me. Who, when I'm glad, seems to be glad as anyone could ever be; An' I can whistle some, an' I can fling back the wildbird's mornin' call; But when a feller's glad as me it hurts to have a heart so small. 19 JUST BECAUSE TM HAPPY f T ain't to please the people that Vm *• hollerin' hooray; It ain't to wake the world up at the breakin' of the day; It's just because I'm happy, an' I'm feelin' that-a-way That I holler like a looney in the mornin*. It ain't because the crops are in an' growin' in the rains; I ain't got out my pencil an' a-figgerin' my gains; It's because the kids are happy and are weavin' daisy chains, That I holler like a looney in the mornin*. I holler 'cause I'm happy with the things of every day, I holler 'cause old trouble goes around the other way; 20 It^s just to please the babies rompin' happy at their play That I holler like a looney in the mornin'. That's why I holler mornings when Vm out a-hoein' corn, Till my voice wakes the crossways like the tootin' of a horn, To set the echoes chucklin' just as soon as they are born That I holler like a looney in the mornin'. To set the echoes rollin*; *tain*t to please nobody but A little bit o' mother in a little bit o' hut With her little bits o' babies, to lighten up the rut, That I holler like a looney in the mornin'. 21 POOR SANTA CLAUS Y HAVE always had a notion I wished I * was Santa Claus, I have always had a notion I would like to be, because It would be such fun a-goin' down the chimneys all around, Tiptoein' into bedrooms, stoppin' at each little sound. With my ears pricked up to listen for the little fellers* tread, Peekin' out between the curtains, peekin' into each wee bed, Harkin' to the talk of daytimes of each eager little tyke, An* then, Christmas, fetchin to *em all the pretty things they like. 22 I have always had a notion I would like to get his mail, And read every little letter till the stars got dim and pale Every morning. I imagine he gets just the quaintest pile Of wee notes that it's no wonder that he always wears a smile; But I've also got a notion, just a sort of faint surmise, I can see a little sorrow 'way back in his laughin' eyes; An' it's that there look of sorrow gets me feelin' glad because I am only me, and do not have to be a Santa Claus. I'm a fool! For when the presents had been scattered everywhere. And been clasped to breasts of babies with night's tangles in their hair. When 'twas the day after Christmas, the morn after Christmas morn, With the glad girls with their dollies, with the boys each with a horn, 23 With the sun a-shinin' brightly, an* with glorious New Year's day Seemin' to wait for us laughin' only just a week away, I would turn from it a-sighin', put my empty knapsack by. An* wish I could take my smile off an* go off somewhere an* cry. Cry for letters all unanswered, cry for stockings all unfilled. For child voices raised in hoping, now in disappointment stilled, I should want to go off somewhere by my lonesome just to grieve For the little bits o* stockings hanging empty Christmas Eve, That would hang empty and cheerless by the cold grate in the morn When with joy the world was ringing and the Christmas day was born; I would feel bad for the babies with their little cheeks tear-wet, Standin* grievin* Christmas mornin*, think- in* Santa could forget. 24 I am glad that Tm not Santa, glad that I don't have to be; There won't be no little babies Christmas morning blamin' me 'Cause their little baby stockings were all empty in the light Of the morning, that were hung up filled with hoping over night; I can feel bad and be grievin' all of Christ- mas Day because Of the disappointed babies without being Santa Claus; An' if I was him I reckon I could never play the part, For the thought of them I couldn't ever reach would break my heart. 25 BERENICE KT EW roses, red roses; so graceful, so tall *" ^ That a little girPs head could not top them at all; So red! as the heart of all color has sped To love them and hold them and make them so red; So fragrant, the fragrance of every known bloom, The soul of all flowers seems in their per- fume; Toned down, made exquisite, made fitting for you. And so they come to you, and sparkling with dew To make glad your day, make your birth- day more sweet. And carpet the day with their leaves for your feet. 26 What would the world be with no red roses tall, Nor birds in the trees by the wayside, to call "Good morning," each morning, to greet the glad sun. To let the world know a new day was begun; A day of warm sunshine, as yellow as gold; A day of red blossoms, dew-laden, to hold; A day of glad brooks that go laughing along; A new day, a glad day, a day brimmed with song? What would the world be, robbed of blossoms and dew? And what would life be in a world robbed of you? A world robbed forever, forever of you; The smile on your lips, in your soul, in the blue Of your eyes. There are times when living's a task, 27 When we drop to our knees, and fear, and we ask For rest, only rest! Just to sleep, and for long! Eyes shut to red roses, ears closed to the song Of birds in the trees! Then your laugh's in the hall; Your laugh at the weight of the world; and your call. We straighten and square for the task that's to do; And laugh. But our laugh is the courage of you. 28 THOUGHT OF RESTING f CAN shut my eyes and hear it, hear the * river calling, calling; And can hear the rustling rushes in the shallows by the brink, And, below, I hear the torrent in its leaping and its falling, And, above, the spreading rapids where the cattle come to drink; And the apple trees are laden with their red, red globes and golden, And I see the fellows playing as they used to play with me. And the amber colored sunshine, as in merry days and olden. Comes like largess flung from heaven through the branches of the tree. 29 Comes like largess flung from heaven, and I sigh where I am sitting With the autumn all about me, for there's silver on my hair, And my heart calls to the shadows of the old days round me flitting, And my ears hark for a hailing that comes not from anywhere; Oh, heigh-oh, Tm old; I'm leaning like the trees my father, felling In the forests 'way off yonder, in the sunny lands and good. Brought to earth; and in my bosom there's a voice insistent telling I am marked for early resting like the old trees in the wood. It is good, the thought of resting, it is good, the thought of going 'Way out yonder where the voices of the old days call to me; For methinks I'll hear the laughter of the old days, and the blowing Of old springtime-laden breezes through the blossom-laden tree; 30 And ril lay by as a garment this old husk of my souFs fretting, And ril set out on the journey with a lilting soul and free, And they'll run, I know, to meet me for their souls know no forgetting. And we'll laugh and talk and chatter like the boys we used to be. 31 AT THE SINKING OF THE SUN A RE you happy with the happiness *^ That none but daddies know? In your singing repertoire Have you got a by-o-lo? Can you sit still in the evening And hear the glad pit-a-pat Of the bare feet of a baby Hunting where its daddy's at, Till it finds you sitting lonely And climbs up onto your knee In its nightie, just as happy As a baby ought to be? If you haven't got this pleasure At the sinking of the sun You have missed a lot of happiness, You're out a lot of fun. 32 If you haven't got a baby You can tousle on the floor Till its mother says: "Be careful/* And the baby gasps for more, If you haven't got a baby That will ride a-pick-a-pack Hanging to your ears or whiskers While it sits astride your back, If you haven't got a baby That will urge you up the stairs, That will fairly shake with chuckles When you hurdle over chairs You may think your life worth living, But you'll know before its done You've been running on a side-track And have missed a pile of fun. It's a little bit of baby At the end of every day. It's a little bit of baby With its little baby way Climbing to the knees of daddy With its little baby charms. With its mouth a-pout for kisses. With its dimpled, necklaced arms, 33 Makes the jolts and jars of living, All the worries that annoy; Just the way that leads to gladness, Just the way that leads to joy; And you'll bear them never thinking Till the working day is done, For the night-time "Now-I-lay-me," And the scrambling and the fun. 34 IN THE MORNING ¥ UST a happy, childish treble, lifting, ^ lilting down the way; Just a burst of happy laughter where the little children play; Just a squeal, and then a man's voice, in a laughing: "Upseday!" Just some little babies playing in the morning. Just a father with his children swinging in an old rope swing. Swinging high to feel the pleasure of their little hands a-cling; How their voices lilt and gurgle, how their happy accents ring; Just some little babies playing in the morning. 35 Just an earth-floored, cozy playground 'neath a gnarly liveoak tree; Just some little folks pretending they have got some friends to tea; Just some brown-eyed, blue-eyed babies dignified as they can be; Just some little babies playing in the morning. Just a something good to live for; just a balm for every smart, Just wee baby hands, all dimpled, shaping up a fellow's heart; Just a dad a-stoop for kisses when the time had come to part; Just some little babies playing in the morning. Just one more strong push together, one more cry of: "Upseday!" Then the place is all deserted where the little children play; They are at the gate and throwing daddy- kisses down the way; Just some little babies playing in the morning. 36 TENDER-SWEET IF you use a little lovin* and you use a •* little song, You will find your world is never gonna go so very wrong; If you spread a little kindness on the other man's distress, If you use a little sweetness and a little tenderness, If you stoop some times to sort of lift another feller's load, If you do a little dance-step as you go along the road. You will find that all of these, things you have found the time to do In some happy form or other will come laughin' back at you. 37 That*s a pretty good religion; that's the kind the Master tried; He just chose a way of kindness and of sweetness, and He died Hanging on the rough spikes, piercing through His tender hands and feet, And through all that He had suffered still His smile was tender-sweet; And the way His hurt feet walked in is an open way to you, But no spikes await you in it; and each tender thing you do To the fellows all about you in the way you go along. Will come back to you in laughin' and in lovin' and in song. 38 HAS ANYBODY LOST TWO CATS? fjAS anybody lost two cats? Us hopes * * nobody ain't, Because two baby cats is here; and they was thest as faint As they could be when they first came to our back yard that day, And so us feeded them, we did, and they won't go away; But mamma says that they ain't not our little cats, at all; And so us hides them in the shed when peoples comes to call. And one of us stays there with them so's they'll be sure an' stay. And does not let them out until the callers goes away. 39 And when it's me I hold them tight, and peek out through a crack And watch them till they go away and hope they won't come back; My mamma says that probably nobody wants them much, She says there is so many cats nobody cares for such; But us tells her us cares for cats, at least- ways for these two. Us don't think no one cares for cats as much as usses do; For these is speshul kinds of cats, and they can almost sing, And they've got whiskers and a tail and legs, and ever' thing! Our mamma says that maybe someone had these cats, and they Did not want these and took them in a bag an' come away And putted them in our yard; and my mamma says that she Would like to have my father catch them doin* that, they'd see! 40 And she seems kind of fussy, but the cats don't seem to mind, And usses thinks whoever left them here was very kind; And the cats both is fat, and goes with us 'most everywhere, And both their tails sticks right straight up from them into the air. I wish I had a million cats, an' sister wishes, too; Us has had these cats quite a while, and they are good as new ! And fatter than when they first come; if we'd a million we Would give them milkman's milk till they were fat as they could be. And we would train them till they would go with us everjrwhere — A million — with a million tails stuck right up in the air. These is our cats! Now, ain't they fat? An* ain't they long an' wide! But 'scuse us someone's comin', an' us gotta go an' hide. 41 TRYING TO EXPRESS IT I COULD hop up on a twig * If I wasn*t so dern big, An* I wasn't so dern stout, An* as homely as git-out, An' just sing an' sing an' sing, Sing out glad as everything; Sometimes my soul seems to buzz Like an auto's gizzard does. Just for gladness! Swear I could! Ain't the old world glad and good? Ain't the old world glad and good, Once you get it understood? I ketch myself wishin' that I could purr just like a cat; I'm so glad sometimes I feel Like a pig does; I could squeal. 42 Vm so glad! Skies are so blue, Winds so sweet an* hearts so true, That, I say — *f I wasn't so big Vd just hop up on a twig! Sometimes, when things starts to rip I just pinch my lower lip *Twixt my fingers, this-away. An' don't have a word to say; Never open up my face; Then, somewheres about the place An old mocker lilts a tune Sweeter than the soul of June. And a fleck o' sunshine falls On my patched old overalls. Then the wind stirs in the trees; And the hum o' honeybees Comes to me; an* far away Comes the smell of new-mown hay; And the skys keeps gittin* blue And someone yells: "Peek-a-boo!" Or a baby, hid somewhere Laughs, an* there ain't no more care; And my glad soul starts to buzz Like an auto*s innards does. 43 'NOOKIE KNEW ¥ WENT to ride with " 'Nookie," just the '' other night, and she Was about as wriggle-twisty as a little girl could be; For one moment she'd be sitting right beside me on the seat, And next moment she'd be up and dancing gaily on her feet; And, it seemed to me, just trying to spill out into the road. And rd grab her and Td tell her: "Sit down there, you little toad!" But she'd hop up in a moment with a gur- gle-goo of glee. And the mischief in her blue eyes would be peeping out at me. 44 Then I tried to interest her, and asked, as we went along, If she was the little girl that I had heard could sing a song; And she tuned up in a moment, her song was of "little feet," And she cautioned them "be tareful" and her voice was mighty sweet; And it rippled and it whispered, like the night wind in the trees. And was sweeter than the buzzing of the laden honey-bees; It flowed sweeter than the streamlet o*er its sunlit pebbles flows; But her feet were not too careful, for one hit me on the nose! Then I asked her when sheM finished, and we*d had enough of that, (Of the kicking, not the singing) Tell me: "Have you got a cat?" Don't tell me Tm not a wizard picking out a subject! She Turned the glory and the gladness of her blue eyes onto me, 45 And she snuggled up and told me of a mother-cat she had, And the very talking of it seemed to make her more than glad; And she told me what she called her, and she told me she was sweet, And she said that when she teased her she had stickers on her feet. And then she spoke of the kittens, there were four of them in all, And they'd chase her through the parlor, and romp with her in the hall; And one of them was named "Stinny," and one "Fatty," and one "Pig," And the other, little bit of kitten that was not so big. Was named "Pussy-Foot," and always, she said with her voice of song. Or most always, when she went out all her cats would go along; And she'd hug them up tight to her, and they'd sing — she meant they'd purr — And what wouldn't sing I wonder snug- gled in the arms of her! 46 Then I told her she was charming and I whispered to her that I was glad she had the kittens, glad she had the mother-cat; Then I asked her what the kittens had on them; I questioned her Wondering if she'd say hair, or, if she knew and would say, "fur," And she clapped her hands, and gladness shone out of her eyes of blue. And I knew in that one moment, as she looked up, that she knew! And she caught me by the ears and stood right up there on my knees. And she rubbed her nose on my nose and she told me they had "Fleas!" 47 AN INTERESTING DIZEEZ f T ain't no fun this bein' sick and lyin' * here Hke this; My mother says that I ain't got *fantile paralysis, 'Cause I can move my toes, and move my fingers, this-a-way; If I had it I'd lay right still in bed day after day An' couldn't even turn at all, and couldn't move my toes. And couldn't hold my handkerchief to help me blow my nose; It must be funny for a kid to be laid out that flat; I wonder why God goes and makes diseeziz such as that? My father, which is very smart, and reads 'most every night 48 Books with the longest words in them, which he pernounces right, Says folks are made like telephones, and central is your head. And everywhere through all of you the nerves like wires is spread; And this ^fantile paralysis which some- times comes to town Is like a storm which breaks the wires, and mebby throws them down So central can't communicate with fingers or with toes. Or legs or arms or anything, to tell them how they goes. My father he is very smart, and things is like he said; And my brain's like a little man a-settin' in my head, A-phonin' me the way to go, and to turn out for chairs. And phonin' my feet how to go when I start for upstairs; And this 'fantile paralysis is when the wires is down, 49 Like that there last big storm we had smashed them all over town And made the phones go dead; Tm glad that I have not got that! It's tough enough to be plain sick and lyin* where I'm at. Since God has made us that-a-way he otto made some men, Some teentsy men with climbers on, to make us well again; They could come climbin' up our legs, and climb in through our ears. And fix our wires so we would not have that dizeez for years; And when they got us fixed one could call from our little toe. To Central 'way up in our head, and say, "Hello! Hello! Ring your bell. Central, till I see if this here kid's all right" — But I ain't got it; what I got's from green plums et last night. 50 AT THE FARM JkM Y grandpa, he ain*t got much hair ex- cept just by his ears, And he has lived in this here world for years and years and years; And he leans on the fence and smiles when he looks down at me, He says I'm such a little girl as gran'ma used to be; But it don't seem like grandmas could have been just little girls; My grandma's face is wrinkled and she's got the whitest curls I ever saw, but he showed me a picture of her, and She was a little girl and had a gold ring on her hand. 51 The picture is on glass, and it's in a gold velvet frame, And grandpa said it was — I guess I can not say the name, But it was an old-fashioned kind they made when he was small; But I would not be proud of it if I had it at alL I've got a better picture of myself, as big as me! With yellow curls and with blue eyes, and pretty like I be; Fm glad that grandma is growed up, and grandpa growed up, too, I could not love them quite so much if they was both so new. Folks get more kind as they get old; my grandpa is so kind That chickens, colts and calves and pigs all lag along behind When he walks out around the place; and on one warm day he Was feelin* sleepy so he sat down by an ellum tree 52 And went to sleep; he says he just stopped for a little nap, And Molly's colt loved him so much it laid down in his lap! And when he woke and hollered the colt stepped on him, and he Had to send for a doctor and he had an awful knee. But he's all right again, and laughs, and says he'll have some chap Kodak him sometime with a horse a-settin' on his lap; And then he lifts me up and we go where red clover grows And bees are buzzin', and the smell's on every breeze that blows; And when he finds a great thick patch of it he puts me down, And says he don't know what he'll do when I go back to town; But I tell him not to feel bad, that when I am away I'll write him notes with kisses in and send them every day. 53 WHEN BABE HOLLERS PEEK-A-BOO IT^HEN babe hollers peek-a-boo, then ''' her mother's hiding, too, and her grandma's peekin' through Fingers interlaced; And her grandpa ducks his head under- neath the tablespread, and her happy dad has fled — Fled, in headlong haste. For a nook just anywhere, underneath the parlor stair, or beneath a near-by chair. Any kind of nook. So it's not so far away as to keep him from the play, and each one is hoping they Will get the first look. 54 For when baby walks around, tippytoe without a sound, till some hiding one when found, Loudly hollers: "Boo!" Then there's doings at our shack when the baby scuttles back, and your ear- drums would 'most crack With the loud halloo; And she's caught and roundly kissed, dim- pled chin and creasy wrist, rounded cheek and chubby fist. Kissed and kissed again; Everybody takes their toll, grandpa ducks his shining poll, grandma whispers: "Bless her soul!" And she's happy then. Of a sudden, though her: "Boo!" sends them swiftly scuttling to some place where they can peek through, Watching every turn Of the baby as she seeks, as she tippytoes and peeks, starry eyes and rosy cheeks; He would need be stern 55 Who could sit unmoved through all, hide and seek, and find and call, who her happy childish thrall Could not, would not feel; When a human gets too old, too self-cen- tered or too cold, to a babe's form long to hold, Or enjoy its squeal. Then it's time for him to hie out, far out, beneath the sky, where white clouds and wild birds fly, Knowing woe nor ruth. And lie close to nature's breast, just to feel her moods, and rest by the sum- mer winds caressed And renew his youth; Get afar from gold and bonds, out among the swaying fronds of cool ferns by shady ponds, Till he feels a tug Of old nature at his heart, causing it to bound and start, causing it to long and smart. For a babe to hug. 56 IN THE NIGHT A MOCKING BIRD waked me up last ** night; He was perchin' out where the moon was bright. An' I think a mockin' bird must have sung That kind of a song when the world was young, An* the trees was young, and the hills, an* streams, An* love was young with its laughs an* dreams; He waked me up with the overflow From his joyous heart; an* I didn*t know What it was that roused me, at first, an* I Tried to settle back with a drowsy sigh. But would he let me? No sir! his call Came through the window, and hit the wall, 57 Went through the door, and went down the stair, An' into all of the corners, where No music ever had been before; Then he sung louder, an' sung some move; An' I waked up, an' I thought, "Gee whiz ! He's a stemwinder, that feller is!" An' I left the bed, an' pulled a chair Before the winder, an' sot me there. I sot right there for the better part Of the night, whilst he spilled out his heart; The world was asleep; all the winders dark, An' there wasn't no one but me to hark; An' the poplars stuck up ag'in' the sky. An' the moon was big as a homemade pie, An' I was a-hearin' a concert worth — Why, there ain't no tellin'! No one on earth. Not Tetrazzini, could sing like that; So I drinked it in, and sat and sat. An' there was a song of the long ago, An' a little boy with a stonebruised toe. An' a river-road, an' a windin' stream, 58 An* a covered bridge, an' a boyish dream, An* a wispy girl with blue eyes ashine, An* two names were carved on a tall old pine; An* there was glee, an* a world o* hope, Then a wee grave on a sun-warmed slope, An* then an ache, an* a broken heart, An* a pain so keen that tears would start. Then in the tune I heard him sing. The world and life seemed a little thing; I seemed so little I swept along Up, up, up, up, on a gust of song; The world grew little, an* off as far — Far as the littlest, tiniest star; Life*s sorrows dwindled an* faded, too. Heaven was near an* the skies was blue; — The song died down to a little cheep. An* mornin* found me right there, asleep. 59 BACK TO REALITIES WT HEN the new moon is round, an* ^^ gold as a new pat o* butter; An' candlebugs are doin' stunts, and black bats (litter-flutter Into the porch an* out again, an* there's a far off mooin* Of cattle in the medder-lot, then there ain*t nothin* doin* If you are settin* all alone, but jest to go a-dreamin* Of walks jest wide enough for two, an* silver ripples gleamin* As they come rushin* to the shore v/ith the night breezes after. Like happy kids would, an* bust there with little lilts o* laughter. There's nothin* doin* then, but jest to sort o' set an' listen 60 Back in the shadders where the big moon- flowers nod an* glisten; An' pretty soon, away far-off, you'll hear glad hoof beats drummin', An' by the feelin' in your heart you'll know the dreams are comin'; An' you will go to meet 'em, an' come with them through the flowing Clear waters at the ford, an' go wherever they are going — You would not let the dreams go past an' go their ways without you — An' first you know, the shapes o' dreams are dancin' all about you. One is the boy you chummed with when life's paths were all before you; Jest harum-scarum boyish chums, with blue skies archin' o'er you; An* you loved one another, too, but he stopped way back yonder, An' in amongst your dreams you sit with a hurt heart, and ponder The question you oft ask yourself, you with the years grown mellow, 61 If he, beyond the farthest star, is still the little fellow You used to know an^ love, or if he's still been growin*, growin*, So that your wrinkles an' grsty hair won*t put you past his knowin\ An' then a laugh within the house, a glee- ful pitter-patter. An' rushin' little white-robed forms send all your dreams a-scatter! An' babies romp onto your knees, to say their, "Now I lay me," An' all the thin dream shapes are gone; and fades out laughin' Jamie, The comrade of your boyish pranks, an' you are left a-holdin' A bunch o' babies that care not for fumin' or for scoldin'; Because they know it's all a joke. Dreams of old days are pleasin'. But laughin', lovin' babies are far better worth one's squeezin'. 62 BACK AGAIN FOR ME T THINK I'd best pack up my duds and * tell the town good-by, And leave the pall of smoke behind; and, out beneath the sky, Go off along the country road, the wind- ing road I know, I came along so bravely just a little year ago; Go back to the broad meadow, to the call- ing of the stream. The little room beneath the eaves in which I used to dream, The birdsong of a morning, and the sweet scent of the pine. And all the joys that wait out there for me to call them mine. 63 The smoke's so dark above me that I can not see the stars; I want to see the cattle stand a-callin* at the bars; I want to wake at morning with the old familiar sounds. And not the slammin', bangin' as the milk- man makes his rounds; I want the smell of clover makin' all the noonday sweet; I am weary, weary, weary of the clinging asphalt street, And I will be more happy than I was a year ago If I can walk at starlight with a maid I used to know. The city girls are different, they are thin and ground by toil; They are weary every evening of the day- long stress and moil; Their poor cheeks are so hollow, and their eyes such somber wells — Oh, Vm bound to leave the city, and its reeking shops and hells! 64 And Vm goin' to the country where the fields are wide and green, And no smoke-clouds hide the heavens, and the winds are cool and clean, And the girls are plump and happy, with their hair in ribbon-bows, And they dimple into laughter, and their cheeks are like the rose. I have had my year-long lesson, and it's back again for me! To the gladness of the hill-tops, to the spring beneath the tree; To the high blue sky at noontime; and at night the blinking stars, And the cattle standing calling, in the evenin* by the bars; I've had my fill of the city, and I want the clover-bloom. And the winding country highway, and the honeybee's ba-zoom; I will trade the mighty city, with its shops and streets aglow. For the glinting eyes and laughter of a country girl I know. 65 CLIMBERS T^HE road gits ruther warmish an* it's ^ climbin' all the time; But we ought to be a-thankin' God weVe got the strength to climb; When there's boulders in the pathway that we have to work around, When weVe passed a bit o* goin' that we feared would get us downed, When the slippin' an* the slidin' of the slopes are passed and by, We should sing a song o' gladness that we had the heart to try; 'Course the road was steep and warmish, an' we had to climb an' crawl. But the road goes always upward that leads anywhere at all. 66 Course the grime an' sweat of climbin' an* the weariness was great; Course we sometimes felt the longin* to set in the shade an* wait Till the gentle evenin' breezes brought a coolness to our cheek; But if we're amongst the winners, we kept pluggin' at the peak Till it kept a-growin' nearer, an', almost before we knew, We was reachin' for the blossoms that stood out ag'in the blue, We was settin' in the shadow listenin' to the gentle croon Of the wild birds, an' a-breathin' in the sweet perfume o' June. If you're on the road a-climbin', or have reached the very top- But you haven't — thank the Maker there ain't any place to stop; If you lived through all the ages there would still be heights to climb; There would be a little something that you could do all the time; 67 There would be a weaker brother who must tote a bigger load; There might be a weaker sister who was laggin' in the road; It might be just a wee baby separated from its dad, Waitin' for your arms to squeeze it, an* your kiss to make it glad. So, however dust is blowing so, however steep the ways. Though the road gits ruther warmish in the peltin' of the rays. If you keep head up, eyes forward, to the line ag'in the skies You will find the perspiration will not run into your eyes; If you slow up to be helpin* someone else to make the climb, You won*t notice the road's roughness nor its danger, half the time; And the joy of every boulder you climb over, by and by Will keep you a-thankin* Heaven that you had the strength to try. 68 THE HILLS TPHERE^S nothing so good as the hill- '' tops that rise Till they're covered with snow and tints of the skies Lie on 'em; there's nothin' so good as they are! I look o'er the miles to the hills where they are, Like sentinels standin' ag'in' the blue skies, And hot tears of longin' well into my eyes. The hills! oh, the hills, with their summits of snow! Their scars and their chasms I never may know; And God's in the mountains! His voice is the tone Of torrents down tearing by shoulder and stone. 69 The hills! Oh, the hills! The snow-capped hills for mine! The bare rocky peaks far above the last pine! The white virgin snow where no man ever trod! The peaks and the silences vibrant of God! Above all the toil and the stress and the strife, The petty small threads that are woven in life, The sorrow and heartache, the stress and the care. The ages-old woman with grey in her hair Who begs on the comer, the bandit who lurks To spoil of his earnings his fellow who works. The hills ! Oh, the hills, with their mantles of snow! Their heaven-born winds and their tor- rents that flow And call through the silence uproarious and far, 70 And fling around boulder and barrier and bar, Until they go laughing and careless and free Down smooth level highways that lead to the sea; The hills are all white and the hills are all clean, And only the valleys and lowlands are mean; The hills are God's highways, man walks on the plain, An atom, soul-shackled, bowed down in his chain. And yet, if I could would I leave it and go, Climb up to the hills from the valleys be- low, Climb up to the silences, icy and vast, Leave men I have fought with, the men I have passed With laughter and hail as we journeyed along. The beggar I helped with a lilt and a song, 71 The beggar below on the corner, whose eyes Unseeing, seem always to gaze on the skies? Leave the toil and the strife, the resting and glee? No! the hills are for God; the valleys for me! 72 THE BABY WHO ROMPED WITH DAD f\ H, little girl, with the braids grown ^^ long, And the laughing lips and heart of song, And the slim cool hands, each night you wait As you once did by the arbored gate, But when your daddy turns in the street No more you scamper on dancing feet. With wind-blown curls, and your arms out, so, As you did ever so long ago. Now you stand waiting him, tall and and straight And self-possessed; and you swing the gate To let him through, and you tippytoe For his kiss, and arm in arm you go 73 Up the long walk where the red rose bends, Each rose on its stalk and you are friends, You smile at the world, and it looks glad; But where is the baby who romped with dad? Where is the babe with her rush and shout, Her hair blown wild, and her arms held out; With the wee hurt where she slipped and fell Which but the kiss of her dad made well? She stands wide-eyed with her lips apart. Her hands clasped over her fluttered heart; With fluffy curls in a shining strand, And gazes into the grown-up land. And just last evening a tall youth stood By the gate with her; the distant wood Shone green and gold in the setting sun; A bird in its shady depths, just one, Trilled a low note to departing day; She stood and watched when he turned away; 74 Then ran, arms wide, where her father smiled. And clung to him like a little child. He knew; and, knowing, his eyes grew dim. How much that loving was meant for him; That night he stood by her snowy bed As she slept, one arm 'neath her little head. And thought long thoughts, and his heart was sad For the wee girl who had run to dad With a glad shout on those far off nights, For kiss-healed bruises and pillow-fights. 75 A SYMPHONY IN THE MAKING f^ OD is planning greater wonders, as a ^*^ player o'er the keys, Going thoughtfully and slowly brings the world new melodies. As a dreamer, eyes before him, through starvation, hurt, and ruth, Brings his dream where men may grasp it, hold it, know it for the truth, God is picking through the ages from the hearts of vibrant strings Things but yesterday unthought of, what to-day are undreamed things; And the world grows ever better, cries grow fainter, die away. As the eyes of stumbling mortals catch the dawning of the day. 76 As musicians build their music, toning, cutting out discord, So the work goes on forever in the work- shop of the Lord; The whole universe His keyboard, planets far beyond our ken And beyond them other planets, and then more as far again. And, twice farther, other planets ; each has some place in the score; Though the throbbing comes but faintly, if we listen more and more, If we tune our ears to catch it, it shall come near and more near: If our hearts are kept unsullied and we hearken we shall hear. Till in time all men shall hear it come tri- umphant to- their ears. Through the interstellar spaces catch the music of the spheres; And the weeping of the children, and the grieving of the sad. And the moan of those who hunger, and the growl of men made mad 77 By the grinding and the squeezing of the cruel hands of greed Shall be hushed to catch the music; and whatever god or creed Men may have, if they but labor with their eyes turned to the dawn They shall step forth into glory when the darker days are gone. Those who trample on their passions, turn their backs on lust and greed; Men who turn to help a brother who is crying in his need; Men who help to take the babies from the spindle and the loom To wide fields where summer breezes stir the blossoms to perfume; Men who govern them with loving, who protect the baby limbs From the thoughtless blow are helping shape the gladdest of God^s hymns; They are teaching love, are treading where the spike-pierced feet have trod; They are helpers to the Master; they're in partnership with God. 78 And it all shall roll together, throb to- gether, reach above, Up to where the Great Musician with more than men know of love Lets his hands glide o'er the keyboard till he finds the sought-for time Sweeter than the smell and gladness of ten million years of June; And men, soul attuned, shall hear it com- ing faintly to their ears; Though the very sweetness of it may suf- fuse their eyes with tears, Yet the tears shall be of gladness, gushing from long hidden springs; Love, just love, may touch the keyboard, love, just love, vibrate the strings. 79 A SIGN 'T'HE work ain't goin' so good, some- * how, I heard a whistle an' looked just now, An' — well, I pushed all my work aside; The city's streets were as big an' wide As the prairies were, an' buildings tall Had dwindled till they wa'n't there at all; The magic of it was something queer For, for the moment I was not here. I turned my head when I heard the sound, And my eyes lit, an' I looked around. An' after searchin' I seen him there. With a sunburned neck an' brick-dust hair. An' his smudgy face, an' freckled nose. An' his ragged pants, an' eager pose. With his eyes alight, and feet apart — I loved him so it most hurt my heart. 80 He held his fingers up, this-a-way, Like I held my fingers yesterday, Just held them up, like two rabbit ears. And them an' the whistle knocked the years Plum off of me; as they slipped aside I was a kid, an' as eager-eyed As the kid there on the corner was; It hits folks funny, remembrance does. As I stepped out of the years ag'in, With a boyish heart an* face a-grin, I stuffed my fingers into my mouth And the soft wind from the blossomed south Caught my call, shrill as it used to be, An' Redhead heard it an' looked at me; I raised two fingers an' signed to him That I'd play hooky an' go an' swim. And then the boy in the ragged clothes Stuck his small thumb 'gainst his snubby nose, An' wiggled his fingers, so; an' you Can bet I knew what that sign meant, too; 81 An' then he stuck out his tongue, he did, The derned little, redhead, smudge-faced kid! And then the city came back once more. With all its rattle and rush and roar. And years came back as he turned away, And work came back, and the streaks of gray Came back again in my thinning hair; I looked again and he wasn't there. The redhead kid with the sign I knew, That meant: "Go swimmin'?" to me an' you When we was kids, but that sign an* smile Had made me glad for a little while. 82 LUCK, THATS ALL f T ain't good sense to raise your head an' * tell what you would do If things that's happened to your friends would happen-up to you; It ain't good sense to scorn another feller if he falls, There ain't no tellin' what you'll do if the fool-killer calls; An' if a feller strays aside into a crooked way You oughtn't point him out at all, nor have a word to say; You ought to thank your lucky stars it wa'n't you jumped the track, An' give the other chap a lift an' try to coax him back. For when it comes to stubbin' toes the last word's never said, 83 An' no man can be sure he's safe until he's safely dead; Nobody wants to leave the straight to go the crooked way; There wasn't ever anyone that pined to go astray; Some fellers can't go head held up an' lilt a bit o' song An' laugh temptation down the wind; some fellers ain't so strong, Perhaps, as you have proved yourself; but, when the best is said. You ain't so sure you're strong yourself until you're safe an' dead. That's why you ought to, when you run across a derelict, Someone whose life is full of falls, whose soul is scarred and nicked. Go up an' slap him on the back and give him howdy-do. An' thank the God that made you both the falls were not for you; For he was weak where you are strong; be tender when you speak, 84 For everybody's coat of mail has got a spot that's weak; An' that yours hasn't been found out don't prove it can't be struck; The only thing it proves at all is that you've been in luck. 85 ALL OF THE TIME A LL of this life is a lovable joke; *^ Sleep through it, eat through it, drink through it, smoke. Laugh through it, love through it, dance through it, sing — Any old way it's a lovable thing! Walk through it, crawl through it, auto along. Ever and always it bubbles with song! Always the sun on a hill or a tree, Always a baby that gurgles with glee, Always a mother a baby makes glad. Always somewhere there's a home-coming dad, Always someone flings a beggar a dime — Lovable, life is, and alt of the time. 86 Blind? There are songs filled with love for your ears, Heart notes which only the blinded one hears. Deaf? You can sing as you go down the way, Songs in your heart of the glad yesterday; Loved ones about you to press to your side — It's lovable, life, however you're tried. Deaf, dumb, and blind? There's a lovable squeeze The mortal who hears, who talks, and who sees Can't gauge the joy of, when it goes about Your shoulders. You know your heart gives a shout, And throbs with a gladness that makes it expand — A lovable life? All of it; and grand! Poor? Then God's pictures are hung on the skies; Hues of God's blossoms are free for your eyes; 87 Streams sing for you, and the night comes with sleep — YouVe not a vault to watch over and keep — You can laugh, love and sleep; romp, run, and climb; Lovable, life is, and all of the time! 88 GOOD FOR FARMERS HP HIS mornin' when I milked the cow, *• before I started off for town, I had to take her by the horns an' tail an* turn her upside down, An* milk her that way; yes sirree! it*s rained so doggone much an* long I*ve ordered me a submarine. I tell you I'm a-gettin* strong For sunshine an* for dusty roads an* things like that, doggone the luck! Why, I ain*t got a rooster that ain*t wishin* he was hatched a duck; An* mud? There*s mud on everything! There*s mud on all my suits of clothes. An* I have paddled *round so much I*m gettin* webs between my toes! But what makes me more doggone m»d than anything makes me, I vow. 89 Is this here line of talk I hear: ''This suits you farmers, anyhow." "This suits you farmers!" Do folks think Vm runnin* me a frog-farm here, Or raisin* waterlilies? Say, some folks* idees are mighty queer! Town folks think farmers got to have their farms wet down so they can wade! I wonder if folks think that I am raisin' tadpoles for the trade? If it keeps rainin' this-a-way a little longer, garden truck Won*t do for me, V\\ have to go to plantin* eels, or buy a duck; And have to trade my cows and horse and all such things, it makes me fuss. And go somewhere where I can get a herd of hippopotamus. The water is so doggone deep that all the bull-frogs has been treed. An' cattle has to ketch their breath and dive to get a bit of feed. 90 An' wife can't get to go to town to shop, an' the kid's eyes are full o' tears; The water is so doggone deep the mules are breathin' through their ears! And still town folks say: "This is good for people livin' on the farm." That shows you how much sense they got! I ain't a-wishin' them no harm, Doggone their skins! but I would like to have them here with me a spell, An' make them help me do the chores; they wouldn't think I fared so well As they appear to think I do. Town folks do have the queer idees! I'm 'fraid I'll have to plant my corn up in the crotches of the trees; Why, just this mornin', 'fore I fixed to hitch and to drive into town, I had to swim to ketch the cow, and milk the critter upside down! 91 HAPPY HEART jut AID EN, with the parasol, *'* Maiden, with the lilting call, Maiden, with the graceful poise. Maid with all of the glad world's joys Bubbling in your heart until Laughter seems to overspill From your eyes in glinting glee, You're a world of joy to me! Yes you are! Your glinting eye As you daily pass me by. Drifting light as thistle-down, Seems to light up the old town; And the gladness of your smile Makes all work and life worth while. Just your glee and youth and grace Make the world a gladsome place. 92 Roses red and glories blue, They were all contrived for you; If I were a honey-bee, Don't you know, it seems to me I would dare death for a sip At your curved mischievous lip; Being but an old man, I Merely watch you drifting by. What can people care at all For the mocker's lilting call? If God blessed me with a choice I would always hear your voice Lilting happily and free; That would be enough for me. All the joy life ever knew Bubbles in the heart of you. 93 THOSE OLD DAYS BENEATH THE BOUGHS Q AY, do you recall the rock in the tor- ^ rent where you played When a little bit o* boy? How the syca- more's wide shade Covered it an' made it cool in th' hottest kind o* day, How you used to, sprawled on it, let vaca- tions drift away? How you builded castles tall that reached almost to the blue? But let's not recall the dreams, for so few of them came true; Let us not recall the dreams, far too grand for you and me. Let us only just go back to the days that used to be; 94 They were fairer than our dreams ever could be, ever were. Those old days beneath the boughs where the branches used to stir. Did you ever catch the crab, the big one that used to dwell Underneath the sloping side of the rock you loved so well? Have you ever gathered berries that half way could compare With the red, luscious berries that you gathered *way back there On the slope above the stream, berries big an* wet with dew? Do you ever taste a fruit whose rare flavor brings to you Like a movin* picture scene, all the joys you used to know, The big rock above the stream where you used to love to go. An* the laughter of the boys *way back there with whom you played. An' almost knee-deep shallows where you used to love to wade? 95 Where you used to fish for minnows while waters used to swish, And you would sit there breathless, fear- ing lest you scare the fish; It was fun to throw your duds on the rock an' dare the tide, Almost deep enough to swim, an' to splash from side to side Playing tag, splashing water in the other fellows* eyes; Do you ever, sitting lonely, when daylight fades and dies See the road go winding round up the hill and far away To the home that waited you at the end of every day? Is the home that waited you up and over the big hill Lost to you forever, is a strange foot upon its sill? And I wonder if you can, if you try, recall once more How you labored all one day till your hands were bruised and sore 96 With a rock and a big nail, till you'd graven big and deep The initials of your name? Those initials meant a heap To the boy away back there, the glad boy you used to be. The wee boy who used to sprawl on the rock beneath the tree; Have you ever had a longin' to go back where you were, Where you carved your name that day, where the branches used to stir? If you have, don't you do it! Keep the memory as fair As it was when you were glad and a part of it back there. 97 ALL WELL OEFORE Bill upped an* married an* '^ left the old home farm Vm *fraid that I was most too strict; there wasn*t any harm, I don't suppose, in lettin* him take Molly, meetin* nights An* take his sweetheart ridin*, when the rosy northern lights Was lightin' up the heavens, an* the old earth down below. An* makin' rosy flickers on the heaps o* drifted snow; But I never let him take her, an* it used to make him cross; I reckon I thought *most too much o* that old Molly-hoss. So — mother called him William, like the most o* mothers will, 98 Though to me an' all the hired hands his name was only Bill — Bill went his way, an' I went mine, th' way I'd made the start; An' day by day an' year by year we growed more far apart; An' when he took his girl out for a snug- glin' moonlight hike Across the hills he didn't git the hoss that he would like. But mostly took a plow-hoss, just a heavy ploddin' plug. Although I know a plow-hoss takes one safest through a hug. An' now he's married. I declare ! It's been almost a year! An' mother's settin' in the house, an' I'm a-settin' here An' feelin' sort of lonesome, sort of like I'd missed the mark A-raisin' our one chicken — an' I'm headed toardst the dark. An' Bill'll get the farm some day, an' plow the furrows, too, 99 Across the fields I used to plow an* tried to plow so true; I guess I thought too much of all the fields I had to till, An' too much of oV Molly-hoss, an' skurce enough o* Bill. I oughter made a chum o' him, he can't care fur his dad, Or love me like he wouldVe done, I reckon, if I had; I was plum wrong — Is that Bill's hoss a-comin' down the hill! Good heavens! Somethin's happened! God! don't let it be to Bill! Why, that's Bill's self a-drivin' — like his coattails was afire! Good gracious! Don't that youngster think that hosses never tire? What's that? You've got a baby! And you've named it after me? You did— why, Bill!— I didn't think— I'm proud as I kin be! 100 GOING BACK QOME day Til fill up my pipe an' slip •^ into an old coat an* go Until I come to a little town, a little old town I know; Where the dusty road winds round an* down an' comes to a burblin' stream An* trees 'way off on the distant hills are touched by the sunset gleam Until their green takes the hue of gold, an' out of the distance still Comes the faint note of the nightbird's call, the plaint of the whippoorwill; An' there I'll meet the friends I knew in the days that are past an' gone; The boys, they're ruther old boys today, I met at the gates o' dawn. 101 There wasn't one in the old home town but who was as close as kin; I never knocked at a door back there, I whistled an* went right in; An' there were cookies, I taste them now, the mothers o' those days made; They always kept them on hand for boys, an' there was a creek to wade. An' barns an' lofts where a boy could romp an' put in a rainy day. Or sneak a copy of Deadwood Dick to read on the smelly hay; An' so I'm thinkin' I'll go back there, to the old home town sometime, Where I know each song of the bouldered creek, an' there is a hill to climb. An' I will slip off the train back there, an' mix with the old time crowd. An' get my name in the paper, too; an* maybe I won't be proud! That's been my aim for these many years, to get in the old home sheet; "One of our home boys," it will say, an' each friend o' my youth I meet 102 Will say: "I seen you was back in town in an editorial; say, By jing, old feller, it seems to me you're gettin' a little gray!" An* that will be by way of a joke; Til laugh as I used to do; But it ain't much of a joke, because I know in my heart it's true. 103 MIDSUMMER NIGHT'S DREAM >np WERE fine upon these July nights * to wander far away, To leave the work and worry and the cares of every day, To leave the town behind one and go out where winds are cool, To where a tree throws shadows deep across a bayou pool. And there lie prone upon the grass and watch the stars come out Where only just the noises of the night are all about. And candle-bugs flit all about, and frogs call from the pool And all the wide world seems at peace, and all the world seems cool. 104 To just lie sprawled out on the grass and hear the owl's to-whoo, 'Way out where not a city voice brings any fret to you, And all the world is sweet with peace, and winds are in the trees, And lullabies of old seem to come to you on the breeze; To lie there and to just forget that days are full of toil. That the tomorrow will come in with sweat and rush and moil; Forget the town, forget the toil, forget the things to do. And just imagine that the night and stars were made for you. Just hypnotize yourself; forget the price of ham and eggs; Sip lightly of life's brimming cup, forget the bitter dregs; Forget life's hurts, forget false friends, for- get life's jolts and jars; Just yield yourself to the cool night and let it heal your scars; 105 Just put your hands behind your head and dream of bygone days, A little girl you knew of old, and old re- membered ways; And things she said, and things you said, and how you held her hand. And life seemed set to a sweet tune and all the world seemed grand. The city is a fearsome place; the city streets are hot; Go wander off across the dark, across the meadow-lot. And find a place no other one has found, and watch the trees Stand dark against the summer sky or gently feel the breeze And sway in rhythm to its song, and watch the ripples flow Beneath the stars right to your feet as in the long ago They used to flow, and feel again all the old-time delights, And then go back made strong, and armed to fight a thousand fights. 106 MIRACLES QOME folks make me tired! Their argu- ^ ments Is so derned lackin' any kind o^ sense That I can't argue with them! I won't try! I wave 'em to one side an' pass 'em by. If they'd confine theirselves to politics — But I git crosser than a pair o* sticks When they knock at religion, an' they say: "Why ain't there any miracles to-day?" Why ain't there any miracles to-day! When the sun rises can a feller say That ain't a miracle? An' when the moon Lights up the night, an' the air smells o' June, And all the world is bubblin' full o' love, It makes me wonder what they're thinkin' of! 107 An' when October comes an* paints the trees! If miracles are wanted what are these? The mornings an* the nights, the wavin* trees. The lights that lies on mountains, plains, an' seas; The bu'stin' buds o' spring, the changin' fall, The little streams a-singin', an* the call Of birds, far-sent from some woodland re- cess, A father's love, a mother's tenderness. The tall red cannas that dip down an' sway — And yet there ain't no miracle to-day! And then we go a-tippytoe some morn To where a little baby, newly born. Is lyin' like a crumpled rose leaf lies. As pink an' pure, an' in its vi'let eyes A look of reminiscence of far things. Of heaven-slopes an' of white angel-wings, 108 And things that weVe been here till weVe forgot — No miracles today! Who says there's not? Why, every babe's a miracle, I know! Two of 'em call me Daddy; when you go An' stand beside a newborn baby's bed Its eyes tight shut in sleep, its fluffy head So light it hardly dents the piller, you Are gazin' on a miracle; a few Can't seem to see it, but it ain't unkind To tell em' when they can't, by jing, they're blind! When a new baby, where it's lyin' at Laughs in its sleep until it shakes its fat, Just laughs an' laughs an' chuckles, don't you s'pose There's somethin' that that little baby knows That it ain't had no time to learn on earth. That makes it shake its side for all its worth? There's miracles to burn, big ones an* small, But a new babe's the grandest one of all. 109 THE COVERED BRIDGE "TPHE new steel bridge across the crick's * a pritty thing to see, As gauzy and as spidery as any bridge could be; It's floor's just like a solid road, cemented good an' tight, An' it's all painted red, an' it's a ruthev pritty sight; But it don't have no charms fer me, don't please me not at all; The crick goes gurglin' just the same, an' givin' the old call, An' singin' comes along an' slips beneath the river road; But the new bridge ain't like the bridge, the covered bridge we knowed. We used to climb the slipp'ry rocks that led up to the ridge, 110 An* stump each other divin* off o* that old covered bridge; I learned to swim in its cool shade in the old swimmin' hole, An' used to sit beneath it with my can o' worms an' pole An' Bsh fer pouts an' suckers, an' fer cats th' hull day long, Whilst all the time the crick went by a-sing- in' of its song; An' so the new bridge don't fill up the place the old bridge did, The covered bridge we romped in when I was a little kid. The covered bridge our voices went a-roll- in', boomin' through. Almost a-scarin' of ourselves each time we hollered, "boo"; An' 'twas the dearest courtin' place that all the country knew. An' lovers walked from miles around to meet an' bill an' coo In its brown shadows, an' each day 'twas dark enough, you wis 111 Fer two to pause, an* heart to heart, exchange a lovin' kiss; An* Maggie*s name was carved in it with my name, side by side; I carved them there while she looked on, the day she was a bride. The day she was a bride — Oh, that was very long ago! Our children all played in its shade, an*, when the lights git low, I hear their footsteps romp an* dance across its soundin* floor. An* hear the happy laughter of the ones that come no more; An* through its arches many times a slow procession wound. An* to the buryin* ground beyond, where, each beneath a mound, Our little children lie asleep beside their ma. To me The new bridge ain*t so pritty as the old bridge used to be. 112 THE OLD DIRT ROAD f\ H, the old dirt path that was almost ^^ overgrowed With the grass and the bushes by the old dirt road That went windin' in an* out by the old rail fence, It's a-callin' to me now. It's a long time sence I have walked in the dust that was soft to my feet, Like a carpet o' velvet, an* night air so sweet Just breathin' it in was a everlastin' joy. Just breathin' of it in, an' bein' just a boy! Oh, the old dirt road! How it wound from side to side! 'Twas just a narrow track, an' the world was so wide 113 There was hardly no use for the old road at all, But the robins 'ud build, an' orioles *ud call Along its twisty length where it wound in an* out — Once it turned by a pool that was plum full of trout, Once it turned in a field to a spring by a tree; Just an old dirt road, as contented as could be. A lazy, good-for-nothin* careless kind o* road! I can see it now, an' the weeds that over- growed Its edges, an' berries that in season 'ud hang From bushes in corners where wildbirds hid an* sang — See it like it wound, white an' misty 'neath the stars. Hear cattle callin* as they gether by the bars! 114 Tm homesick to go to it! Homesick as can be! — It's always, forever, a-callin', callin' me. 115 I HOW IT HAPPENED WOULDN'T have dasted ask her if Td stopped to think at all; But the glory vines was climbin' in a riot on the wall, An' I had picked up Jones' boy, a little an' barefoot tad, An' had took him walkin' with me cause it always made him glad For to have a grown-up notice him, espeshly if 'twas me; So we cantered off together. No one seein' us would be Ap' to think I was a bachelor, satisfied an* plum resigned To his state, an' knowed all over as the woman-hatin' kind. 116 An* Tad trotted on beside me with his hand hold of my hand, His feet an' tongue a-goin', both of 'em, to beat the band; An' afore I was suspectin' it, the thought snuck up on me That when fellers without babies gits as old as they can be, An' ain't got no kin to love 'em, an' ain't got no little kids To hold in their arms an' croon to night- times when the katydids Is a-chirpin' in the thickets, an' the moon's a-shinin' through The tall trees, an' night-birds holler, what in God's name do they do? What in God's name do they do at all, an' what can they be worth? Just a clod, a bump on nature, just a-clut- terin' the earth! An' 'twas whilst I was a-thinkin' these strange thoughts we come to where She was standin', leanin' over the old ruint wall; her hair 117 Sort of frsizzled round her forrid, was a golden sort o' fuzz; An' her eyes was the same color that the mornin' glories was; An' she had Jones' little girl, Tad's sister, along o' her, An' was snugglin' her an' talkin' when we come to where they were. And we neither one said nothin', didn't have a word to say, An' the children went together for to git us a bokay. An' a bird away off somewhere sung ka-hoot, ka-hoot, ka-hoot; An' I stood a while a-lookin 'at the worn toe of my boot. An' then I looked into her eyes an' looked right away again, An' after awhile when I looked back her eyes was lookin' in My eyes, an' then she looked away as fluttered as she could be. An' I heard my voice a-sayin': "Would you marry up with me?" 118 An' then the pinkest rose-flush run all across her neck, an' run To her cheeks, like paints the apple on the side that's near the sun, An' her answer was just whispered, but it raised me by the hair An' set me down right in heaven where the happy angels air! An' I said: "I can't help wonderin' why a girl as sweet as you Has gone single?" An' a glimmer lighted up her eyes o' blue. An* we sorter leaned together, where the mornin' glories climb. An* she said: " 'Twas your fault, Jasper, but I knowed you'd ask sometime." 119 RAIN-WET YT rained last night, and the whole wide * world Looks sweet and clean as it ought to be; Like a baby bathed and dressed and curled, And eyes a-glint with a baby's glee; And pink and purple and azure blue The morning glories look fresh and sweet; And fresh red roses are wet with dew, And grass is softer beneath the feet. And ever3rwhere, where a rainbow hit A jasmine bud it has opened up. And a gem lies at the heart of it; And a gem lies in the lily's cup; And trees look fresher and twice as cool. And twice as green as they were last night. And children wade in a wayside pool. Splashing and shrieking in mad delight. 120 What a good old world! How clean and sweet The busy old world is after all! Its shaded paths coax our weary feet, And every morning the mocker's call Comes with the very first streaks of dawn, With all the beauty the day-dawns hold, And all the fears of the night are gone. And the morning is azure and gold! And babies lift as the glories do. Their fresh sweet faces and nod and smile. The grass is green and the skies are blue And life is sweet and is well worth while; Whatever fate may be holding back The strength to bear it is given when Fresh out of the night and storm and wrack The world comes bringing its youth again. The cattle low and the butterfly Flies lazily past the blossoms sweet, 121 And perfumed breezes are drifting by And bending daisies and meadow-sweet; Whenever the tasks of life are done, And our marching banners dipped and furled, May that land past the westering sun Look half as good as the rain -wet world. 122 SUGAR LUMPS ¥ ET us go away off yonder down a path '^ that used to be, 'Way across the little footbridge, 'way beyond the apple tree; Skirt the hill the way we used to, skirt the ruffled wayside pool, With our books and slates and pencils, to the little country school; To the room with its long blackboards where we labored every day. To the yard where during recess boys and girls played pull-away. Or the girls, off in their corner, would play prisoner's base, and run Full of happiness and gladness, full of laughter in the sun. 123 Let's go back to a far springtime where the mellow sunlight shines, To the little girls we loved then; who inspired our valentines; Girls whose locks were golden yellow, girls whose eyes were cobalt blue, Girls to whom we wrote in loving: "Sugar's sweet and so are you." Girls in pinafores and collars, starched and clean as they could be. Girls who 'way across the schoolroom used to smile on you and me; Let's go back, away back yonder, down the paths we used to know. To the "sugar lumps" we loved so in the happy long ago. You remember I am certain how our hearts would throb and race, How those days all of a sudden I began to wash my face And to keep it washed, and how you used to comb and brush your hair, And we scrubbed our necks until we were the cleanest, pinkest pair 124 Of schoolboys in the whole village, and how father used to grin, And the look that mother'd give us when we'd come a-marchin* in With a flower pinned onto us. How she*d love and squeeze us two! Oh, the girls away back yonder! Naught could cut our love in two! Oh, the girls away back yonder! And the perforated scrolls That each year took them our message; heaven bless their little souls! Just the memory of their sweetness and the days that used to be Makes that time away back yonder seem the best in life to me! Years have stretched their length between us as the years are wont to do. Severing the loves we used to swear no knife could cut in two; But when springtime wakes the blossoms and warms up the out-of-doors Memory goes back and snuggles by the girls in pinafores. 125 JUST COIN* TO DAWDLE ALONG THE WAY I AM goin' to laze along, Pausin* to hark to every song Of bird an' breeze an' brook an' tree, An' every kind of minstrelsy The world knows, an' sings; an' all Of it, its littlest wee call Will git response from me, an' I Shall dawdle 'long beneath the sky; Just like a feller waitin' till Th' first call o' the whippoorwill Tells him it's courtin' time; th' time When life seems flowin' to a rhjrme. Goin' to wait like that I be, Till your glad feet ketch up with me; Till you, 'cross fields o' babyhood An' youth an' truth, an' all that's good 126 Have come to me; have tripped along — Just like the spirit of some song Your mother used to sing to you Had grew an* grew an' grew an* grew, Until the song got so blamed small It couldn't hold it in at all, An' it had had to crystallize Into a woman with glad eyes. Had had to be a livin' thing! A livin', breathin', sweet — By jing! Th' promise of what you will be Fills up this heart inside o' me Till I feel like she's 'bout to bust! An' then again I sort o' just Wish you would stay a little girl; With every little tousled curl Just like it was; an' always glad To snuggle in the arms of dad, An' sigh, an' drop away to sleep With him a-lovin' you a heap. Heigh-oh! Oh-hum! My eyes gits dim A-thinkin' things, an' over-brim With tears; but men don't never cry — 127 It's prob'ly smoke. I wonder why I wasn't took? Your ma would be Ten times a better man than me To bring a girl up; but I guess God sort of knows His bizziness; Men can earn more — I *spose it's best — Well, it's time that you was undressed An' said your "lay me down to sleep — " Dad's still here, lovin' you a heap. 128 THE LONG SWEET-SMELLING DAYS T HE ox-driver with his goad, And the oxen with their load, And the up-and-down and winding, dusty, townward wending road. And the blue jay on a rail Switchin' of his sassy tail. And a-scoldin' in a language that don't never seem to fail. And the whirrin' of the mill Over yonder by the hill. With the buzzin' of its sawin* sort of minglin' with the rill, Till afur it sort of seems Like the singin' heard in dreams, Like the liftin', ripplin', liltin' of the dreamland bordered streams. 129 An* the long sweet-smellin' days Bloomin' from a sort of haze Every mornin', that drifts backward leavin' dewy country ways Stretchin' far an' straight ahead, Blossom bordered an' all spread With dust-layin' dew, and softer than a carpet to the tread. An' I'm sorry till I frown Thinkin' of the folks in town, With their hurryin', worryin', an' rushin' up and down, Glad to simply work and live; Never knowin' when they've striv Any gladness like the gladness that the country ways can give. I may never, never know Nights o' jostlin' to an' fro Where the theayters are crowded an* the streets are all aglow; But I know of bush an' tree An' the heavens over me. An' my happy red-cheeked babies make me glad as I can be. 130 MACHINE LIMITATIONS I'D love to sit by this machine *■ And slowly touch the yielding keys, Till the whole world should see the sheen Of Rocky River through the trees; See the slate cliffs I used to know, And see the spider-webby span Of the bridge known so long ago, Away back where my life began. Vd love to take the world with me Across my white typewriter keys. Until the whole wide world should see The things I see, feel the same breeze Upon its cheek; should go and wade With me across the shallow ford; And climb the cliff's face, unafraid. And drink with me from the old gourd. The keys are unresponsive things! They never quite interpret right 131 The song that's in one's heart, and sings Its throbbing notes out to the night; The song of youth and gladsome days, The song of blossomed slopes and bees, The song of sumach bordered ways, And forest glades and shady trees. They never can quite make the world See the rare color in the air — As if the sunset banners furled Had left their sweetest colors there; A color warm as sweetheart lips! A color holding all the gold Of truant locks, pink as the tips Of little fingers known of old. Let my stiff fingers stray across The iv'ry faces as they may, I cannot make the branches toss, I cannot make the roses sway The way Vd like the world to see. The way Td like the world to know. Or the whole world would sing with me Sweet love songs of the long ago. 132 A CASE O' CANT HELP IT IT'S just a case o* can*t help it with me, ■* By gee! It's a case o' can't help it with me, Whoopee ! When I see a tow-headed boy or a girl, I feel like I'd like to just kiss every curl. And grab 'em right up and just give 'em a whirl; It's a case o' can't help it with me! It's a case o' can't help it with me. By jing! For it makes me feel glad as can be. And sing? My heart beats in ragtime! And hanmiers around. My feet do a rhythmical stunt on the ground, 133 I feel I could grab 'em and waltz 'em around! It's a case o' can't help it with me! A sweet tow-headed, glad, little girl, Ah, me! Or a boy! How they set me awhirl. By gee! I simply can't help it! I git full o' laugh, I tell 'em hello, an' I joke an' I chaff, I caper an' prance like a big yearlin' calf; It's a case o' can't help it with me. 134 IF I HAD MY WAY ¥ F I had my way, and money to ^ Do all the things I should like to do, I'd give a chuckle and laugh and shout And wipe the orphan asylums out! Each heart which craves for a baby boy, Or little girl, with a throb of joy Should get her wish and tight to her breast Each one should clasp which she loved the best; An* croon songs to it when it grew late. An* I would chuckle an' pay the freight. There are lots who long for babies small, To hear them patter along the hall; Who walk sad-hearted and all alone, Without a baby to call their own; And that's where I would come in, by jing! And orphan 'sylums would all go, bing! 135 rd stoop and kiss every up-turned face, An* leave that *sylum the lonest place That you ever knew, without the call Of a laughin', rompin* babe at all! Or, if I but had the money to There's another thing I b'lieve I'd do — I'd put them other folks on the shelf An' mother the whole big bunch myself! And days we'd romp, and would laugh and play. Out over the hills and far away; An' nights I'd sit by a big grate fire An' tell 'em tales whilst the flames went higher; An' pray to the Lord each soul to keep. As fast as they snuggled down to sleep. Till angel mothers peeped through the night, An' said: "He's got 'em an* they're all right!" And when they grew tired of romp and run A tender woman should love each one, 136 An* when they waked in the morning blue, All pink an* dimpled an* eager to Get out an* run in a happy crowd, Vd snuggle them till they laughed out loud; An* they*d be glad as the bees that buzz. An* 'ud never know what a spankin* was. 137 TOGETHER 'T'HE sun shines as warm, and the world *• is as young — But we — we are older; And sweet were the songs that the wild- birds have sung, But days have grown colder; And bleak winds are swooping down out of the skies, Are swooping and blowing; The red rose we loved is all wrecked, and it lies Where erst it was growing. Once life was all youth, and bright red was its mouth. And pouting for kisses; But now the sweet songsters have flown away south; One listens, but misses 138 The call of the mocker concealed in his tree, The cardinal's calling; A cold wind is blowing in off from the sea, And shadows are falling. Do you care? Are you sad that birds are away; Sad, dear one, and grieving? Do you care that your locks are sprinkled with gray? That gold locks are leaving? We have walked up the trail from glad days of youth. In hand and together; Have laughed loud in glee at the shadow of ruth; Have laughed at the weather. We have walked with a laugh where blossoms are tall. Hands clasped, through the meadows; Have loved and have laughed, hand in hand through it all; Let's laugh at the shadows! 139 Let us romp as we did, our laughter be clear, For all the wind^s blowing! Death*s the grandest venture of all, and it's near; Let's laugh and be going. Let's laugh as we go down the path to the vale — Let's laugh at the going! The red rose is dead, and the white rose is pale. And cold winds are blowing; But love's all about us, the sun is as warm. There's just as glad weather; Your hand in my hand, then who fears any storm! We're going together! 140 JUST A TOUCH OF LONGING pvO I miss the old home? Why, •■^ I do miss the punkin pie That I got my fill of when Autumn had rolled *round again; Punkin pie as big around As a cartwheel most, and browned Just the sort of brown that melts In your mouth like nothin* else! Do I miss the old home? My! I DO miss the punkin pie. And I miss the killin' time! Hog backbone and spareribs! Vm All right till I start to think Of the spring, an* how Vd drink Out of it, a-lyin' down Sprawlin* right out on the groun* So's my lips could reach the spring; Bet there ain't another thing 141 In the world that can compare With that bubblin' spring back there. An' I miss the cattle some, Miss the cows. God made 'em dumb, But their eyes 'ud seem to be Sayin' worlds of things to me. When rd go into their stall An' I'd pat each one and call Her by name, an' she 'ud turn An' her big ca'm eyes 'ud burn With love for me. They was dumb But I miss the cattle — some. An' nights when the sticks 'ud fall Inter coals, an' when the hall Would be full of ghosts, to scare Little boys until their hair Would feel prickly — Do I miss The old home, the mother-kiss — Well, this is 'twixt me and you I 'bout half believe I do! An' I always sort o' sigh At the thought of punkin pie. 142 RESTING WITH NOVEMBER "you could hardly tell November by the * weather; it's so clear That sky-scrapers in the city, miles away, look just as near As the bunch of trees off yonder, and the wildbirds seem to sing Just as sweet a song as ever they sung to us in the spring; And the trees, as fur as I see, are a-lookin* 'bout the same, 'Ceptin* now and then a sweetgum is a-bustin' into flame. An' I never felt more fittin' to chop wood or go an' plow, — An' I never felt less like it than I happen to right now. My old blood seems fairly rompin', like red licker, through my veins; 143 An' I ought to drive the hosses, with a-rattlin* of their chains, Where fall plowin* is a-waitin*, an* there's other things to do; But the air is so perfumey, and the sky is such a blue, An' the roses are so bloomin', and the can- nas such a red, An' the violets so smilin' where they're hidin' in their bed, An' the whole world looks so restful, it should be ag'in' the law For a man to do a thing but stand around and chew a straw. I would like to stand out yonder by the front fence, stand all day, So's to see the city people in their autos hike away For a day out in the country, for to spin across the hills; Where the sweetness of November just wells up and overspills Till no one can help but get it, get full of it through and through, 144 Of the redness of the cannas — but as certain as I do, When I'm half lost in my dreamin*, an' have stood out there a spell, Some of them will stop an' ask me if I've got some eggs to sell. Then I'll have to quit my dreamin' to hunt eggs and such like stuff; An' the dream that I am dreamin' will have left me sure enough; So I dassen't stand out yonder where the autos hike along; If I want to dream in quiet, and to hear the mockbird's song, There ain't no place that's so quiet as behind the barn for me. Where the yellow sun is fallin', an' where people lets me be; Wife imagines I am workin', an* the honkers go on by; But I'm restin' with November, an* the wild birds, an' the sky. 145 THE CHRISTMAS SPIRIT JLM E? Happy? I could hop up a swaying *'* twig an* swing, If it was strong — I'm gittin' stout — an* sing an' sing an' sing Until the whole world turned its head to hear the music roll; An' still I'd sing, an' sing till I poured out my soul I could — till I poured out my soul in one last gasp o' glee, Perched right up an a swayin' twig on some tall Christmas tree, A-tearin' loose an' spreadin' out, so clear an' high an' long That all the birds 'ud hush, an' all the world be filled with song. 146 I don't know what it is that's got into me, I'm so glad! But somehow this is just the best Christ- mas I ever had! I think it must be just because love's piled up more an' more, Until there's more love in the world than ever was before! The little children on the streets — each little girl and boy — Are busier than teapots are, just bubblin' full o' joy! An' all the stores in all the town where tramplin' buyers shove. Have fairly got their walls bulged out, they are so filled with love. If each clerk had a thousand hands she'd have all she could do; But not a one is lookin' glum, an' not a one is blue; 147 They're filled with Christmas spirit till it shines out of their eyes, It's in the bundles they wrap up, an' in their sweet replies. I wish for them all that they wish, an' then a whole lot more; An' for the little bits o' tads just smilin' in life's door I wish a life of Christmases as glad as this, by jing! I wish I COULD perch on a twig an' sing an' sing an' sing! 148